Fubar Blog Posts 3

Surgery
Hey everyone! I just want to lat everyone know i am having surgery. I dont have to dates yet but when I do i well post it. I'm getting the gassbobypass done. SO wish me lucky on it. And i well keep everone update. Thank Ashley (angel baby)

Last On Tha Soco Am
Sigh.. its funny having a night like last night then a day like today Oh well but unfortunately i cant focus on the good...really good... surprisingly good cause of personal reasons.. and the nap didnt help get me out of the funk Soooo what to do what to do... i got an idea..but it will have to wait for later tonight. In the interim I will listen to Hannah Montana... What????

Birthday Gift
ok my boyfriend (Ray) ZMAN got me the best gift in the world. the 21st of oct was my 21st birthday and on Nov. 3rd my boyfriend had a party for me. My father was to have a party for me on the 20th of oct. but he backed out b/c other things were more imporant like BINGO. but my boyfiend didnt back out on me he has been here for me the entire time we have been together which is almost 3 years. he has never backed out on me. well the gift he got me was a laptop which was the best gift in the world b/c he is always on the desk top computer which is his but its like hey let me on it some plzz. now we dont have to worry at all about who is on and who isnt. i have wanted a laptop for a long time now and my baby got me one. RAY I LOVE YOU SSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you all who read this.

Wtf
what r your friends 4 anyways i've got 2387 of them and only a hand full will help me .. i'm in a giveaway 4 a happy hour only got 15 days left i've done maxed myself everyday of the giveaway .. i see other people on here who get 100's of there friends help them out in contest after contest .. why is it that i seem like a person nopne cares about in real life and on here and every where else i have few friends that have a problem with host or will not add her ...i dont know what to i dont like begging people to help me ...not that anyone going to read this .. if you thanks , much love, Evonne

Communication
Why is there such a problem with communication in the world? I believe there is a lack of even fundamental communication. You, as a person, should be able to talk to another person, even if it's just to say hello, hi or how are you. I believe there needs to be a class on communication in jr high, high school and even when you are an adult. If you have a problem with someone, talk to them. Why is it that we have the need to shut people out? That is such a BS reason to escape talking to someone. Everyone just needs to grow a pair, even the woman, and stand up and face the music. Hopefully I've communicated my point.

Just For Once For Me!!
you know what i would like to have one day to be vip just for once and have a blast also but you know what that will never happen cause i'm not that lucky but hey i could try Please with a cherry on top :)

Hiatus?
Well, not exactly. No. I am still "here" just may or may not be on as often as before. So if any of you that I know pretty well want to message me on yahoo or another messenger (I PROBABLY have it lol) let me know in a private message and we can keep in touch that way too :) That's all -- off to shower and possibly sleep. **Hugs**

Chicken Of The Woods Mix Mushroom Puff Pastry Purse
Chicken of the Woods mushrooms are now in season. If you have never tried this mushroom, you may want to pick one up. Below is the recipe I used this year. 1 pkg thawed puff pastry dough 1 Tbsp. butter 1 med. onion minced 4 cloves of garlic 1 lb. Mushrooms chopped - Shiitake, Maitake, and Chiken of the Woods 2 eggs 1/4 C. shredded assiago cheese 2 Tbsp. fresh rosemary chopped Saute onions, garlic and mushrooms in the butter. Take off heat, beat in eggs, cheese and rosemary. Set asside. Roll out the puff pastry dough to about 1/4 inch thick. Cut into 12 squares. Grease a cupcake pan with butter. Place the squares of dough into the cups. Fill half way with the mushroom mixture. Fold over the ends to a point in the middle. Bake in a 350 degree preheated oven for 25 minutes covered in foil. Then remove foil, brush with olive oil or butter and bake for 5 more minutes without the foil.

Rules For Being Human
*You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's the only thing you are sure to keep for the rest of your life. *You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called "Life on Planet Earth". Every person is a teacher as well as a student, and every incident is part of the Universal Learning Experience. *There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation. "Failures" are as much part of the process as "success". *A lesson is repeated until learned. It is presented to you in various forms until you learn it - then you can go on to the next lesson. *If you don't learn easy lessons, they get harder. External problems are a precise reflection of your internal state. When you clear inner obstructions, your outside world changes. Pain is how the universe gets your attention. *You will know you've learned a lesson when your actions change. Wisdom comes from practice. *"There" is no better than "here". When your "there" be

14 Whys
1.WHY ARE WE CALLED "HATERS" WHEN OUR CAUSE IS THE PRESERVATION OF THE BEAUTY OF OUR CHILDREN? 2.WHY DOES THE MEDIA CALL 92% OF THE EARTHS POPULATION, THAT IS NON-WHITE, "MINORITIES?" 3.WHY IS IT EVIL TO SPEAK WITH PRIDE OF OUR OWN WHITE RACE, WHEN ALL OTHER RACES ARE ENCOURAGED TO DO SO? 4.WHY DOES THE MEDIA REPUDIATE THE HISTORICALLY PROVEN FACT THAT RACIAL INTEGRATION IS CULTURAL AND BIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE? 5.WHY DOES AMERICA DISAVOW THE VAST DIFFERENCES IN CIVILIZATION BETWEEN AFRICA, CHINA AND EUROPE? 6.WHY DO ALL MAJOR CHRISTIAN LEADERS, FROM BILLY GRAHAM TO THE POPE, PROMOTE GENOCIDE OF THE WHITE RACE BY ENCOURAGING INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE? 7.WHY IS AN ACT OF SELF-DEFENSE BY A WHITE MAN PROSECUTED AS A HATE CRIME? 8.WHY IS THE VERY NAME OF OUT RACE, ARYAN, CONDEMNED AS "WHITE SUPREMACIST?" 9.WHY IS ALL HISTORY BEING REWRITTEN TO OBSCURE AND DENIGRATE THE GENIUS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF THE WHITE RACE? 10.WHY ARE ONLY WHITE PEOPLE, UNLIKE ALL OTHER RACES, DENIE

Lost
I got lost in a moment for 5 months and sometimes it creeps back into my brain into those spaces you can't shake it from.Somedays I want to forget him and shake my head so hard that he isnt in it anymore.Maybe I am not supposed to forget him.Maybe i am suppsoed to remember all the things that he made me feel so I can remember that I can feel like that again.I dont like needing someone but maybe,maybe after for so long of not needing someone,I needed him. I needed his smile,his laugh,his touch and his love.There are days I dont even think about him and then somehow he slips into my head.His hand holding mine or his arms around me.Was it love? I dont know anymore. Maybe,I am not supposed to know. Maybe,I am supposed to stay lost in that moment a little longer.

Solutions
I figured out a solution to the drug problem in America - give all the drugs to me. Instead of the tragic horror being widely dispersed among millions of people, consolidate the problem down to one person. I spilled yogurt on my pillow and now it's all crusty. I didn't know what to do. Girls would come over and think the wrong thing. This is how I solved it. I posted a sign that tells the girls it's old crusty yogurt not old crusty cum. A guy has to be able to drain his manhood tanks without fear. Ya know? Speaking of which, I just woke up from an amazing sleep. It was the kind of sweaty sticky sleep you jerk off and pass out. Then I woke up and there was a tube sock crusted to my stomach. People think a band aid hurts to pull off. See, when I perform prostate maintainance, I only use the highest quality 100% composite woven Hanes® tube sock. Speaking of tubes, in the news, a girl named Terri has brain damage and needs a "feeding tube" or she will die. I believe I will take

Butterfly Kisses
Butterfly Kissies Pink candy canes and butterfly kisses Close your eyes darling, fulfill all your wishes Slide down the rainbow into a sea of gold To a magical place where you never grow old Keep a tight hold of your dear teddy bear Watch as the mermaids comb their shining hair They'll sing you a song with voices so sweet Listening to them is such a lovely treat Chocolate drops fall from a Vanilla sky Pixies and fairies are all flying high Scattering pixie dust over your head This is better than any fairytale you've read The glitter carousel is waiting to start Shimmering unicorns beg you to take part The organ strikes up a tinkling tune About a little cow who jumped over the moon Pink candy floss cloads float lazily past Time in this dreamworld flies by way too fast A cute little elf reaches for your hand Ring around the roses then fall on the sand Butterfly kisses and cold lemonade An enchanted dreamworld that your mind has made So go to sleep sweet

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don't need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

True Love
The way I creep down To your room at night Fall asleep in your arms We're out of sight When we make love It's oh so sweet But when you say how great i am You knock me off my feet I promise you You're the love of my life And I still dream Of you as my only true love I wish I could show you Just how much You make my heart glow With a single touch I love you baby, I swear that it's true And from the moment we met, I have always loved you

Flooded
He kissed me in the chair while I waited to go home. Leaned right over and pressed his lips into mine. Then we were gone, in our minds. Large dining halls, dimly lit streets in the rain. And then he kissed me again, on the stairs, while we were walking. I told him that it wasn't real. It didn't matter. His body was mine for the time.

Never More!
The thought of finally finding the one, Has me suddenly jumping the gun. Hopeing deep down that she can see, that she may be the one for me. Sadly God must be mistaken, Because this girl is already taken. Under someone elses spell, While I sulk and sometimes dwell. On what may have could've been, Now my crush is on my friend. But thats the story in the sky, Stuck on being the other guy. Love I constantly try to explore, Until I say " Never more".

My True Love
Well we made 4 months and I love you more than ever. You have made me the happiest woman in the world. I am so lucky to have someone as wonderful as you are. Craven you make my heart melt at every word and when I look in your eyes I can see our future. We will be together forever this I know. I love you and will always love you for all eternity. We were made for each other.. if this is not true love... then It does not exist.

I Might Need New Friends
Sooo the girls and I ( there are 3 of us yes yes the 3 amigos haha) anyway we are sitting at the bar in applebees having drinks. Of course man bashing with the bartender (no he wasnt hot) but, then we start talking about the perfect murder. I wont go into details, In case there is a trial haha but, I am thinking about planning a trip with a certain someone to the hills Tennessee ..... So im wondering how many people think about knocking someone off.. And I wonder how many would just like to wipe me out..Every think about people that reallllly dont like you and to what extreme they would go to because of that hate..... okies there's my blog for the day some on gonna kiss my boo boo or what haha xoxoxoxo

Just About Me
Hello people my name is Mick add me spank me do any thing you want to me just don't piss me off... And no before any gay guys ask i'm into women and thats the end of it I',m a painter by trade and always up for some local work at good rates. any females my add me as a friend

Taking A Break From It All
I wont be online for a while, some things are going on in my life these days that i can no longer keep a strong face about. There comes a time in everyones life when all they need is time... to sit back search their souls and learn who they are and learn how to pick themselves back up from the storm. I will check in from time to time but i will not be here for chatting... or bullshitting around. I can't say that i am fine anymore i just cant. Know that i love you all and that i miss you.

Promises...
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

An Officers Life
You wonder why he pulled you over and gave you a ticket for speeding" He just worked an accident where people died because they were going to fast _________________________ You wonder why that cop was so mean He just got done working a case where a drunk driver killed a kid ____________________________________________ You work for 8 hours He works for up to 18 hours _________________________ You drink hot coffee to stay awake. The cold rain in the middle of the nite keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He goes into work still hurt and sore from the guy he had to fight the night before __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He spills his as he runs code to a traffic crash with kids trapped inside __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket before you leave the house. He makes sure his guns is clean and fully loaded and hi

Wanna Have Sum Fun Come Join Me Now
COME CHECK OUT DJ CHULA LIVE @ THE ORIGINAL BLUE LOUNGE N COME HAVE SOME REAL FUN!! YOU READY??? WELL THEN WHATCHA WAITIN FOR?? GET YA SEXY ASS IN HERE!! DJ Chula JUST CLICK HERE AND ENTER THE (BLUE) LOUNGE (repost of original by '♥ Ðj Çhµlå Gº† Ðå† Kîllå G®îñd ♥' on '2007-11-08 20:10:43') (repost of original by 'DJ L.O.C. ~Blue Lounge Boss~' on '2007-11-08 20:13:56')

True
it`s true that we don`t know what we`ve got until we lose it,but it`s olso true that we don`t know what we`ve been missing until it arrives.Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they`ll love you back,don`t expect love in return,just wait for it to grow in their hearts butif it doesn`t be content it grew in yours..

My Friend Wendy..wrote This For Me... Shes The Best...
WHERE EVER YOU GO , WHERE EVER YOU ARE , NO MATTER HOW FAR, YOU ARE IN MY HEART, YOU ARE IN MY MIND, ILL TAKE YOU WITH ME, THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF TIME, ILL WALK YOU THREW THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD YOU CAN LEAN ON ME WHEN YOU ARE SAD ILL OPEN MY DOOR WHENEVER YOUR COLD GIVE YOU A HUG SO YOU KNOW YOU ARE LOVED BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS COMFORT YOU WHEN YOU HAVE WENT THREW HELL SHOW YOU THERE ARE BETTER THINGS IN LIFE THAN THE ASSHOLES THAT BROKE YOUR HEART SO JUST KNOW YOU ALWAYS HAVE ME WHEN YOU ARE AT THE END OF THAT BROKEN ROAD CAUSE I AM YOUR FRIEND.. THIS IS FOR MY GIRL, CRYSTAL.. ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU .. LOVE YOU GIRL

Special Thanks Updated
I WAS RECENTLY IN A CONTEST AND I DIDNT THINK I HAD A CHANCE OF WINNING. THESE PEOPLE WENT ABOVE AND BEYOND MY WILDEST IMAGINATION AND SHOWED ME THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE TO WINIF I EVER NEEDED ANY HELP AGAINTHESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD CALL UPON~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubartxmom of 5~ Always blessing never losses~SPB~~ Fusista's~club far@ fubarlogmaster200@ fubar~~Sam's Seductive Angel~~ Fusista's Bombing & Leveling Crew@ fubar~Tina~Member of~ TheFlyByNight Family~IBN~Fusista's ~And anyone else who needs help !~!@ fubarchoppie@ fubarDAGWOOD-Bomb shell family@ fubarWill~~~~~ {{{after hours greeter}}}} fu fiancee to SouthernbiPrincess@ fubarFøøkêdµÞføøkê®@ fubar

In The Flesh
in the house where the dogs wait across the water the lake trapped. rope burned wrists tear-stained pillow bleeding. the apathy in his eyes. i am bound by my hopes my fears my heart his hands. they want it more than him to see me shake cry resist give in enjoy. moan thrust close your eyes. in the boat. across the sky. a lifetime of nights left

Something Like Me?
How could I have been so hopeful? So trusting? How could I have believed that someone like you could love something like me? Although I know it could never be true All my thoughts are still filled to the brim with you And I still dream of you and I Even though these are just stupid fantasies of mine I know the sweetest dreams are all in my mind For someone like you can never love one of my kind I hope that she treats you right And holds you tight When she does, don't let go Because I know that you love her so How could I have been so hopeful? So trusting? How could I believe that someone like you could love something like me?

The Lessor Of Two Evils
THE LESSER OF TWO EVILS By WILLY SENKIWSKY 10/22/96 10:00 PM. A-Harp, Key of E. Rocking, Eight-bar Shuffle. Baby, since you been gone I haven't tried to find somebody else The Blues is my faithful companion, so at least I'm not by myself! If in the beginning, you had let me choose I'd take the lesser of two evils, I'd take the Blues! Since I'm only human, I admit that I miss you sometimes There's not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind! Then I get to thinking of all the hell you put me through So give me the lesser of two evil, give me the Blues! When you told me, you were leaving; it almost came as good news. That is, after I got over my crazy rotten mood! It may sound funny, but it's the stone-cold truth I was left with the lesser of two evils, you left me the Blues! When you told me you were leaving, it almost came as good news I was just thinking of all the hell you put me through! I know what to tell em, when someone asks about you I

My Love
Hey i'm different i'm out going more so hyper and crazy but still, i love chilling with all my friends, but one thing matters to me the most is my family and friends, so dill with it. you cant bull any thing with me so yeah leave with all your love rate,fan,add and leave comments thank you all

I Want This Girl
Subject I AM that girl!! Body: *Im the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy , but because I want to be closer to you... *Im the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturaunt... *Im the girl who says "ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... *Im the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *Im the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *Im the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it, and even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. *Im the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss... *Im the girl who you can talk to about anything... *Im the girl who laughs at your jokes... *Im the girl who will brag about you to al

What Does The Watcher Like To Watch?
Easy. The watcher likes to watch girls. Girls alone. Girls with other girls. And occasionally, if I'm in the mood for it, girls with boys. They are so much prettier to look at than boys, don't you think? Well, most of the time at least...

Senior Year Survey,,,,lol
Fill this out about your SENIOR year of high school! The longer ago it was, the more fun the answers will be!! 1. Who was your best friends? krystal, kari... and ryan 2.What sports did you play? sports? me? riiight 3. What kind of car did you drive? 99 taurus 4. It's Friday night...where r u? hanging out w. my friends and such 5. Were you a party animal? towards the end yeah 6. Were you considered a flirt? eh not really 7. Were you in band, orchestra, or choir? band 8. Were you a nerd? nope 9. Did you get suspended/expelled? nope 10. Can you sing the fight song? nope 11. Where did you sit during lunch? court house usually 12. What was your school's full name? Newkirk High School 13. School mascot? tiger 14. Homecoming Court? me dejah and heather were the girls, i don't remember which guys... i can picture their faces... lol 15. If you could go back and do it again, would you? yeah 16. What do you remember most about graduat

Oh Yes Great News For You All
THE WARRIOR IS BACK WITH GREAT IDEAS AND AWESOME PLANS FOR ALL YOUR FUBAR PEOPLE... join the greatful chaos he brings with him... and rock out to the tunes ! ROCK ON EVERYONE IT'S ME DA WARRIOR DJ KAIJAW... I'M BACK IN THE SADDLE AGAIN... IF YOU WISH TO COME AND ROCK I'LL PLAY YOU SOME OF THE MUSIC I HAVE GOT AND TRY AND GET SOME MUSIC I DON'T HAVE SO HANG WITH ME AND ROCK OUT... COME ENJOY DJ SHADOWING RAGE.... WE CALL HIM RAGE AROUND TERRITORY... AND JOIN THE REST OF US TOO. WE ARE GONNA PARTY TONIGHT... big props to you all and we got a new lucuky member 69 join her tonight to party hard with her and the rest of us in intoxication INTOXICATION home of the INTOXICATION LOCALS and crazy parties and AWESOME people we have got a new home now.. so please join us click this picture banner and save your self from another night of lounges with rules and harsh people we here don't judge and we for sure have fun INTOXCATION is a great pl

Parking Ticket
> > The other day I went downtown and went into a shop. I was only in > > there for about 5 minutes. When I came out there was a cop writing out a > > parking ticket. I went up to him and said, "Come on, man, how about giving >a retired person a break"? > > > > He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. I called him a "Nazi." > > He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having worn tires. >So I called him a "doughnut eating Gestapo." He finished the second ticket >and put it on the windshield with the first. Then he started writing a third > > ticket. > > > > This went on for about 20 minutes. The more I abused him, the more > > tickets he wrote. Personally, I didn't care. I came downtown on the bus. > > > > The car that he was putting the tickets on had a bumper sticker that > > said "Hillary in '08." I try to have a little fun each day now that I'm > > retired. It's important to my health.

Hold On To Your Friends
A bond of trust Has been abused Something of value May be lost Give up your job Squander your cash - be rash Just hold on to your friends There are more than enough To fight and oppose Why waste good time Fighting the people you like Who will fall defending your name Oh, don't feel so ashamed To have friends But now you only call me When you're feeling depressed When you feel happy I'm So far from your mind My patience is stretched My loyalty vexed Oh, you're losing all of your friends Hold on to your friends Hold on to your friends Resist - or move on Be mad, be rash Smoke and explode Sell all of your clothes Just bear in mind : Oh, there just might come a time When you need some friends

Life
heres me newest blogg lol novemeber 10th 2007 well where do i start im now single well have been for just over a month now didnt really see it comming as such, but when you feel something aint right you have to do something about it, so i did its funny how much people change and you think you know them but you realise you just dont know them at all well thats life and by my age i should know that by now so for me ive had me fill of relationships as such, but im not bitter not by any means just realised theres more to life than washing someones dirty pants and socks hehe also ive met up with me old mate jason ive known him since i was about 11 may be 12 so its well good its like ive got me big brother back now, he see me profil on my space and thought it was me and of course it was and im still as nutty as ever so he says lol another good thing is ive got back in with me mates wendy,jo,jenny,angie,leigh just makes you feel guilty you have turned your back on them for so lon

The Origins Of Veterans Day
The Origins of Veterans Day In 1921, an unknown World War I American soldier was buried in Arlington National Cemetery. This site, on a hillside overlooking the Potomac River and the city of Washington, D.C., became the focal point of reverence for America’s veterans. Similar ceremonies occurred earlier in England and France, where an unknown soldier was buried in each nation’s highest place of honor (in England, Westminster Abbey; in France, the Arc de Triomphe). These memorial gestures all took place on November 11, giving universal recognition to the celebrated ending of World War I fighting at 11 a.m., November 11, 1918 (the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month). The day became known as “Armistice Day.” Armistice Day officially received its name in America in 1926 through a Congressional resolution. It became a national holiday 12 years later by similar Congressional action. If the idealistic hope had been realized that World War I was “the War to end all wars

Fantasy Desire
Submission Set in the Dark Have a blindfold on my hands are cuffed behind my back I feel you behind me the heat of your breath on my neck your hands feel my arms tingling with Desire you fingers pinch my nipples harder till they respond to you then i feel you rub my bottom then you give it a smack feel the heat again and again a sweet and gentle rub your fingers move to my priviate box there you find me wet and Hot fingers slide all around the Passion begins to build but then i feel another breath on my neck oh now i feel the Desire building more Heat is getting more inteanse more pleasue for me when can I please you I feel a touch rough and gentle all at the same time one in front and one behind me I feel wet lips on my neck and on my lips My Pleasure is building kissing me harder and harder Pinching and nibbling my heart rate increasses Desire is building Nibbling becomes a bit oh

Aww Bless...
"The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life." Sir Hugh Walpole

Caboose These Are Awesome Lyrics!
snapcase-Caboose do you know yourself do you know the others can you pull the weight that rides on another's shoulders once you've lost yourself to the acceptance mask well could you find yourself it's not a simple task self-inherence freedom comes from within take a different track it's time to see what you are made of can you expose yourself can you peel off another layer will you make the time the time to control because only you can save yourself only you can save your soul and once you save yourself insecurities will die genuine qualities and true character will shine now that you belong to you what will the others think well, soon they'll follow you you'll see they're all so weak come on can you, let go can you, be you

Would You Be Willing To ........
would any females be willing too make a pic with your face showing and your boobs with nipples showing and 13 above each nipple it is for my personal art project if you want too know what it is read my profile but noone else will see your pic if you send it too me unless you say i can let others on fubar see it but i will not post if you do not want me too post please help with my art project i am thankful for any that do help with my project thank you for at least reading and thank you for if you do send me pics too help this juggalo's art project

Love That Was Never Told
A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried.

Chaper 1
The sun had been down for hours when I finally left work. The parking lot was empty besides my car, my body exhausted from a long day of work. I opened the driver's door and placed my briefcase inside then I climbed inside and started the engine. Pulling out of the parking lot and heading home, the roads were empty on the drive home so the normal twenty-minute drive in heavy traffic only took about fifteen minutes. Pulling into my driveway, I pushed the button on the garage door opener and pulled my car inside, the closed the door. Stepping out of the car, I looked around at the mess in the garage and thought to myself "girl you really need to get out here and clean this mess up one of these days." I turned and unlocked the door leading into the house. I open the door and drop my keys on the small table, sat my briefcase down on the floor and kick my shoes off. Feeling the soft plush carpet under my feet. Slowly I walked down the hall enjoying the darkness of the

Alittle Fed Up With Fake Friends
I have a Fubar account and all week have been thinking of completely deleteing it once again. why? Oh cause most of the people who is on my list dont talk anymore fan me rate me and give me points i need and i want is all bs to me.On their profiles it says looking to meet new peo ple but what it comes down to anymore is what they want is points and rates and look at my body parts and when something happens to them blame the other ,whatever. Lots of people dont pay attention to the ones who actually want them as Friends. I had one person tell me today she was gonna leave cause she didnt think anyone would miss her well i hate to burst her bubble of thinking but I would miss her she is a wonderful person to talk to or joke around with. Some are great but the ones who are all about themselves makes me sick. If you want more friends Dont ignore them give them a line sometime it wont hurt.oh well, im done. oh btw , I wont be on for a bit here cause Im going in for Knee surgery on Wed. at 6a

The Promise
darkness, then it comes up from nowhere. a blink, and a drop of blood hits the puddle it has made. the blood drips trail upwards to a table where the little river has been left to trail. it follows to a face, the woman.. she lays there over the table, her mouth open, her eyes open, she is staring as blood drips from her nose and her mouth. a whimper comes out... then a mumble as a man is revealed in the corner, hunched over and in the fetal position. he looks up, his eyes are not blinking but he is looking at her. a smile on his face as he lowers down to cover his face in his knees. she is unmoving as he speaks now slowly. “why honey. I did it the way it was done on me, I did it the way I was told” he looks up and he moves over to lift her up setting to sit up straight. he lifts his arm and putting his wrist over her mouth, slowly letting a trickle of blood into her mouth as it fills then seeps over her lips. he closes her mouth for her and then lets her go. she slumps forward and h

My Birthday
My birthday is comeing up and for once I would love to have a big birthday party and I am Hopeing to do so on Sat Nov 24th at lamberts My stepson and some of my friends are giving me one and I hope all my friends will come and party with me on that day. Don't miss out it will be fun. Just drop me a private message and let me know if you can make it hope to see all my friends there. Have a good one.

Friends Who Aren't All They Seem
Friends who you keep out of site and mind seem to be not far behind. When you seem down and low they are there with their problems in tow. When you need them to be near, then they run away in fear. Why you ask do they abonden me and here's your answer plain to see. You are only as useful as the answers you supply, but when its you in dispair and ready to cry, they turn their backs and take flight. For you are no more than a source of answers for them in their time of need, on you of which they feed. You are denied a bite, so quickly take flight. Run away as fast as you can, to the abandoned land. Do not show your face for awhile and see which ones come looking for you with a smile. Those are the true friends you should keep, so remember look past skin deep. *Remember this as you choose your friends and when you get rid old one's!!*

To All My Friends
First I like to say I'm sorry I have not been here for my true friends you know who you all are.. I am going to try and get back in here more.. I have just been real busy... I sure have missed you all... Some of you have my email and anyone that doesn't send me a fubar email and and i will send it to you... If you need any graphics please send me an email to my yahoo. Thanks all and I miss you all Fireman7

I'm Thinking Again
ok so I've been thinkin again and damn I wish I could stop. Sometimes I wish that my mind would quit running around in circles so that I could get some damn sleep everyonce and awhile. All I seem to do lately is go to my thinking spot, stare out at the lights and contemplate life; and if I'm not there I'm in my apartment staring up at the ceiling wondering. My latest thought happens to do with the phrase " Everything in life has to do with timing." Well if everything in life has to do with timing I've come to the conclusion that my timing flat out sucks. I can never seem to get the timing right on anything. For once, just once, I would like to do something at the right time and/ or place. I was looking back on my life through my blogs and my I haved rotten luck man. I never seem to do anything right. How one person can manage to fuck up so much without trying is beyond me. I didn't think that I was that messed up but apparently I was wrong. I'm not sure how I manage to lose everything

I Really Love The Attention I Get Oon Fubar Please Read The Rest
i sit in my room on my computer rating people and add thm to my friend list or fan them i love the attention i wish my gurl would give just half the attention that u people give me because i love her i wish she wouldd tell me if i look good or just cuddle with me or take a little time off her busy life i am chef make time 4 her but she seems to be on the phone or she is conducting buissness on the phone worried who she is going to help at the job meanwhile my heart is bleeding with hurt just and empty space i sit home like a dog waiting to see her i ask herhow was her day but she never never asks me iam the last one she see if only she would sit next to me and watch a movie or go to atlantic city and at leat make love not just ram old pokey hold me touch something,instead i get told to shut up and i rely on strangers to make feel iam woth something but i still love her she was there for me all the time ill just wait,i feel so alone in the world after i lost my mom to cancer my w

No Way To Say It
The sun rose above the horizon of the cityline. The night has brought day and the nightly chaos quelled by the morning birds and garbage trucks. Watching the empty haze from atop the 6th story Kids stumbling to work, and work stumbling on the kids Nothing to say, and no way to say it You create a loop and spin around until you blow your top Round, dazzling, rose-colored perspectives whose meaning goes over our head We do huge things, but we only use 5% of our brain under intense activity, so we don't grasp what we did til someone exploited your discovery and it's too late ------------------------------- www.pandora.com

Live On A Higher Level
Live on a higher level When you're constantly on the lookout for limitations, you invite those limitations into your life. Choose instead to allow more of the goodness and wholeness that make life so beautiful and miraculous. Keep your focus on the positive possibilities, and put your energy into bringing those possibilities to life. When you're busy with creative accomplishment, fewer troubles will be able to find you. Allow your thoughts and actions to be in harmony with your most cherished values. Fill your moments with sincere expressions of love, gratitude and creativity. If you see yourself as struggling and striving, you give power to fear, pain and despair. Choose instead to see yourself as making a positive difference, and give your power to the very best things you can imagine. You never have to live on the level at which everything is a problem or a conflict. You can decide to live on a higher level at which every situation is an opportunity to invoke and to expr

A Riddle For The True Intellectual.
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of the earth: One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers. The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85 year old toothless woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing. What are they both thinking? Don't look down. Don't look down. Don't look down

This Is Going To Sound Very Stupid..
I just got some SERIOUS de-ja vu browsing someone's photos, talking on the shoutbox, reading Cyanide and Happiness.. it reminds me of a dream I had when I was roughly 15 years old, and wondering why FTJ looked so weird in my dream.. Not that that's important but Sylvia Browne says that de-ja vu means that you're where you're supposed to be in life. So.. apparently I'm meant to be rating photos, and reading ridiculous comics all day.. Just randomness. I apologize for anyone reading this way-too-long pile of nonsense!

Me
"ME" "ME" magnify NOW YOU READ ABOUT ME AND MY BLOODY ISHTAR NOW GOES ME FAR BEYOND THE EASTERN GATE FARTHER THAN THE WEST WIND BLOWS HERE IS NOW MY TIME PAIN AND SUFFERING SHALL BE GAINED THE END OF ENDS IS NIGH NOW MY HAND IS HERE BLACKER THAN NIGHT NOW THERE WILL BE NO LIGHT MY HAND SHALL BLOT OUT THE SUN PLUNGE ALL IN MY GLORY BLUE AND YELLOW GOLD WINGS RAISED HIGH SHINING LIKE XERXES AN FOREVER SUNNING GLOW NOW TELL ME WHAT IS MY TRUE NAME

Prelude To The Dark
PRELUDE TO THE DARK PRELUDE TO THE DARK magnify NIGHT SHADE HAS FALLEN DARK WATERS ENGULFING DAEMON INFLUENCES INCREASING HARBORING LIGHT AND SHADOW MAKING SWEAT MUSIC CHOIRS OF ANGELS SING HUMAN CRY SCREAMING LOUD CYMBALS CLANGING HEARTS BLEEDING AS ONE HER DARK EMBRACE ENTICING OVERWHELMING KISS THAT'S OVER TAKING HER IS THE PRELUDE HERE IS THE EPILOGUE NOW MY EPITAPH MIXED IN THE BEGINNING NOT KNOWING TOP OR BOTTOM

The Birhting Beyond Sight
THE BIRTHING OF SIGHT BEYOND THE BIRTHING OF SIGHT BEYOND magnify MY SIGHT HERE IN THE BEAUTY OF BLACKNESS THERE'S A SEA OF OVERWHELMING THOUGHT SEEING MAJESTIC OVER TONES LIVES BREATHE SEETHING APTITUDE OVERWHELMING FEELINGS GROWING AN UNCONTROLLED FOREBODING AN INTERLUDE OF BLEAK HAPPINESS OVERCOMING ROTTEN FATE HERE IS WHERE TIME STANDS STILL BREATHING FOREBODING ENCHANTING SIGHTS WONDROUS SPIRITUAL LIGHTS CALLING HITHER CALMING PEACE

Mephtomein's Ishtar
MEPHTOMEIN'S ISHTAR MEPHTOMEIN'S ISHTAR magnify NOW EASTER HAS COME AND IT SHALL PASS ANOTHER YEAR AND ANOTHER SOUL LOST THIS IS THE WAY OF THE REALM THIS IS THE WAY OF DARKNESS MY HEART AND MY SOUL BLACKENED LIFE DARKLY LIKE A SMOKEY MIRROR HELLS' GATE CALLING CHAOS TWISTING LIGHT FADING LAUGHTER GROWING SEETHING TORTURE ENJOYING I AM THE DARKEST SOUL INVOLVED CREATING HARMONY TWISTED I AM MEPHTOMEIN THE TWISTED ONE

Covenant 2
COVENANT 2 ! COVENANT 2 ! magnify COVENANT CONTINUED MAY YOUR BLOOD RUN COLD AS THE ICE IN YOUR VEINS. YOU WIND SOARS EYES BE BROKEN FROM NOW TO ETERNITY! THIS I SET UPON THE WINDS OF TIME AND SPACE. THIS I SET IN MOTION BY BLOOD, BOUND IN TIME,BOUND IN BLOOD OF THE COVENANT. YOU PLOTTED BOTH TO DESTROY MY LIFE. SEVEN FOLD IT SHALL RETURN UPON YOU. WHATEVER I BIND ON EARTH IS BOUNDED IN THE HEAVENS, YOU AND HE ARE BOUND NOW AND FOREVER TO HELLS' GRAVE.

If U Have Not Been Here Ur Missin Out
If you haven’t visited the Iron Horse Saloon yet, then you are missing out… We are the best lounge on Fubar! The dj’s are awesome, the members are great and we have tons of fun… .what are you waiting for, come to the Iron Horse Saloon! Click the pic below! (repost of original by 'harleygal ~ Promoter for Iron Horse Saloon' on '2007-11-14 14:09:24')

Dago, Rap3z0rd
As a rule, i will never ignore or ban. This queer just couldn't handle the jedi! And, as such, ignored me. I guess he feared his asshole being stretched to Goatse-esque proportions! ->Psychowolf...: Dont make me tear your asshole open to epic, Goatse-esque proportions! ->Psychowolf...: youre crying now. Your moms probably dead. Ill fuck her corpse; for i am Jedi. We love necrophilia. Anthony: UR BORING GO AWAY U GEEK ->Psychowolf...: I will substitute my cock, ona one time deal. I will not slay your mother with yodas cock, and will instead use mine. Not many can handle Yodas Saber skills. Will you take it in the butt instead? Itll save your momma from getting even more reamed out Anthony: DUDE THAT IS STUPID ->Psychowolf...: Are you sure your mother didnt summon the council? I thought, and could have sworn, she said she wanted master yodas cock Anthony: NOPE THAT WOULD BE UR FRIEND FAT ASS PAPI ->Psychowolf...: WTF, ARE YOU AN ASS LOVER THAT WANTS MAN RAPE

Wrestling
Soooo Sunday is yet another Payperview on WWE wrestling.. If anyone out here watches it, let me know.. My man Cena is out for a while.. not to say Lashley will be back soon enough, and heard it down the wire that Chris Jericho will be returning.. yayyyy! So.. Im thinking it's going down like this Sunday.. Batista will win the Hell in a Cell match against Undertaker.. since The Undertaker usually wins the belt back by WrestleMania..Also, surprising enough, that nasty Edge will return, so who knows what will happen! Randy Orton, who I cannot stand.. will lose the belt to HBK.. Im hoping he does anyway.. the rest of the wrestlers.. ehhhh I really dont care.. well, except for Jeff Hardy.. he's amazing. Anyway, Im new to this fubar site, and Im kind of feeling my way out here.. so please be patient mkay! Until the next time, thanx for the adds, and peace out!!

Promise
She thinks that she can keep me. The fire to her ice. She dreams that she is willing. To make any sacrafice. But does she know what she offers? Or how real it will become? For once her soul is promised. The words can't be undone. When she promises me "anything". I see it in her eyes. Anything is nothing. If I won't compromise. Does she know what is her soul does? Or why I wish it so. I think she's lost in passion. And eager still to go. She thinks that she can hold me. And keep the world away. If she makes me smile well nightly. She can keep me where I lay. I wish I could believe her. And she could help me find the sky. But I just smile straight back at her. Cause she doesn't know shes lied.

Here Is Some More Music
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Fucking Murphy
Murphy is a son of a bitch. It seems as if anything that can go wrong will go wrong on the most inopportune moment. As one thing begins to derail the shock effect vibrates everything around it causing it to collapse and derail as well. This leads one to conclude that, it is true, when it rains it pours. Some people are just magnets to this phenomenon and no matter what they do they cannot get away from it. Brace yourself, life is a roller coaster ride, the ups and downs will make you scream from time to time. All you can do is hold on. Don't feel sorry for yourself, no one else does. I have never seen a wild thing feel sorry for it self. A bird will fall frozen from a bow before ever feeling sorry for it self. So when things start to derail, and everything begins to go wrong don’t petty yourself hang on and move on. Remember, Fuck Murphy.

#1
"One day you'll love me, the way I loved you. One day you'll think of me the way I thought of you. One day you'll cry for me, the way I cried for you. One day you'll want me, but I won't want you." this is my favorite.... its so true....

Now She Want Me Mail Ever Thing
she for got too bring with her,she the one after 3 moves she didnt do a dam thing but sit there now she want me too mail all the stuff she left behind,send me back the ring maybe ill think about it,im not even done paying for $8,000 dan ring yet,and she the one that could have stoped all this only had too show a little love like huggs and kiss instead ,of come in dave i need a lot too night bull,no we didnt have a probem there ,now she lives at some goat farm ,with some old lady shetell me you think she was a mess will the ones she with she tell is even messer there her,oh my now she has too clean up after this old lady that is letting and her horse stay there,this old lady allso has kids that come over and hug and kiss in frount of renie oh my i think i was kinda wright

Lovie
girl do i ever cross ur mind? Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Love & Kindness
This is one of the kindest things I've ever experienced. I have no way to know who sent it, but there is a kind soul working in the dead letter office of the US postal service. Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words: Dear God, Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick. I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her you will know that she is my dog. I really miss her. Love, Meredith. We put the letter in an envelope with a picture of Abbey and Meredith And addressed it to God/Heave

Top 50
top 50 Body: top 50 Body: 50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! 1. Do you like cheese? Yes 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? no and never will 3. Do you own a gun? Yes 4. Your favorite song? because of you by kelly clarkson 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Yes 6. What do you think of hot dogs? luv them with slaw with hot sauce 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? christmas shoes 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? coke 9. Can you do push ups? No 10. Is your bathroom clean? Yes 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? earrings 12. Favorite Hobby? sleeping 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite/same sex? i have to think on that one 14. Do you have A.D.D.? no i don't 15. What's one trait you hate about yourself? myself period 16.Where's this question? i think 17 ate it! 17. Name

Using Handcuffs For Wild Sex
Sex Toy/Accessory: Handcuffs Description: Most of us are familiar with those two cold metal bracelets carried by the police around the country. Even if we’ve never worn them, we’ve certainly seen them at least on television and in the movies. While some of the handcuffs available in erotic retail stores do closely resemble the police models, you can also find other types to play with as well. Leather handcuffs, furry handcuffs, different colored handcuffs – if you search around you can find almost anything you’d like to use. How to Use It: The best way to use handcuffs is to either trap your willing partner to the bed or to make sure he or she keeps their hands behind their back while you do whatever you want (within reason, of course) to them. You can add in a blindfold for even more intense effects. Why to Use It: Losing control over what is going on can be a huge turn-on for some people. When they are handcuffed, their partner gets complete control over

The Mystery Of Female Oral Sex
Pleasuring your partner is an important part of a great sex life. You definitely know that, right? Well, one of the best ways to pleasure her is by giving her a little selfless attention – that means doing something hot to make her feel amazing even when you’re not getting anything back . . . at least not at that moment. I’m talking about oral sex or, in this case, cunnilingus. The good news is that oral sex can be amazingly pleasurable for your partner. The bad news is a lot of guys just don’t know what their doing and that ruins the experience for both of partner. But you’re not going to be one of those guys. Let’s look at some pointers to improve your oral sex aptitude. Oral sex is one of those things guys have to pretty much learn how to do on their own. It’s not like driving a car where they can ask their dad for advice and it’s not even like vaginal sex which you learn how to do from watching a couple of X-rated films. You’re pretty much on your own with this one

Tickle Me Elmo
There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo Toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the two men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stood Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmos. She had a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The two men watched in amazement as she cut a little piece of

My Friend Wayneejr
this is my friend and i would like evryone to please welcome him here ...he is not sure of what all to do ..so please stop by and help him get them points up .thank you.. this is my friend and i would like evryone to please welcome him here ...he is not sure of what all to do ..so please stop by and help him get them points up .thank you..

Windows
Early every morning, I get up to see, If someone has written or commented to me. Looking in this window, sometimes sun shines in, and I get a message, or I get it's kin. Shout box or a comment, message waiting here, from a precious lady, so far and yet so near. She says her good morning, I send something back, and we start our talking, neither of us pack. Kisses hugs caresses, flirtings by the score, In these little windows, who can ask for more. Minutes go by fleeting, then it's time for work, so we say our laters, our real lives we can't shirk. It may come lunch or dinner, we'll open up and see, theres another message, she sent just for me. Gifts and words and phrases, we'll send here and there, and into this small window, we will sadly stare. Maybe in the future, out in space and time, something will undo us, and we'll change this rhyme. No more little window, except the one we share, holding close together, in real time if we dare. Let the sunrise bathe us, or moon glow u

Dildo
Dildo From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia A dildo (or dildoe, a rare alternate spelling) is a sex toy, often explicitly phallic in appearance, intended for bodily interaction during masturbation or sexual intercourse. History Dildos in one form or another have likely been present in society throughout history. Artifacts from the Upper Paleolithic which have previously been described as batons were most likely used for sexual purposes. However, there appears to be hesitation on the part of archaeologists to label these items as sex toys: as one archaeologist put it, "Looking at the size, shape, and — some cases — explicit symbolism of the ice age batons, it seems disingenuous to avoid the most obvious and straightforward interpretation. But it has been avoided." There have been many references to dildos in the historical and ethnographic literature. Haberlandt, for example, illustrates single and double-ended wooden dildos from late 19th century Zanzibar. The world's ol

Hell Explained At Last!!
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of

Another Contest
Yep, I'm doing another one, copy/paste the link and participate! (And repost) THANKS! xo http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1147251&albumid=687635&i=673443952 CONTEST START DATE IS THE 20TH OF NOVEMBER AND WILL GO TIL THANKSGIVING. PRIZES ARE 1ST 70,000 FU-BUX 2ND 35,000 FU-BUX 3RD 25,000 FU-BUX 4TH 15,000 FU-BUX RULES 1. COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER CONTEST 3. NO BASHING OTHER CONTESTANTS...IF YOU DO YOU ARE DISQUALIFIED 4. MUST BE YOU IN THAT PICTURE SEND PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME AND I'LL DECIDE ON IF YOU'RE IN OR OUT. B¨´ l¨¢i ¨¥n @ fubar

The Clitoris Hold
Take her exposed clit into your mouth and gently suck on it, simultaneously flicking your tongue over and around it. This can be done very lightly or very aggressively, and combined with fingering, will usually rapidly produce an intense orgasm.

Info On What I Have Been Diagnosed With....
Been asked alot of what it is I have...so here is the info! Taken from WebMD. And I also put it in my stash here.... ^..^ Uterine fibroids are benign tumors that are made up of the muscle and connective tissue from the wall of the uterus (womb). Fibroids may grow as a single nodule or in clusters and may range in size from 1 mm to more than 20 cm (8 inches) in diameter. They may grow within the wall of the uterus or they may project into the interior cavity or toward the outer surface of the uterus. In rare cases, they may grow on stems projecting from the surface of the uterus. What Causes Uterine Fibroids? The causes of fibroids are not known. Most fibroids occur in women of reproductive age, and according to some estimates, they are diagnosed in black women 2-3 times more frequently than in white women. They seldom are seen in young women who have not begun to menstruate, and they usually stabilize or go away in women after menopause. According to the U.S. National Instit

Without Solitude, There Can Be No Real People.
Without solitude, there can be no real people. --John Euder We all need some time alone. It's a good idea to set aside a few minutes every day to be alone with ourselves. This is a very special time that is all our own. It's a time to relax and refresh ourselves. This goes for every member of the family, and it's important that we allow others some time for themselves. It shows them we respect, love, and care about them. Without that solitude, they cannot be truly themselves - and neither can we. Nature teaches us that each thing, even the earth itself, needs a retreat. Bears hibernate; cats crawl off out of sight, even the plants disappear for the winter. It is this time that refreshes life for the Spring to come. If we want to have healthy, fulfilling relationships with each other, we all need time to ourselves every day. Without being "real people"--truly ourselves - how can we be full members of our family? How can I better spend my time alone today?

Re: Fox Host Says Dissenters Should Be Tased
RE: Fox Host Says Dissenters Should Be Tased ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 20 Nov 2007, 06:27 Fox Host Says Dissenters Should Be Tased During a discussion about a Code Pink member heckling Hillary Clinton at a recent event, Fox News host Brian Kilmead said that people who confront politicians are "threatening" and should be Tased or "beaten to a pulp," as the establishment media continues to sell the idea that anyone who disagrees with authority should be brutally punished. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/201107_fox_host.htm

My Turn......
I'm a relatively tolerant person toward the perverted variety. They are horny and can't help it!. But, a girl gets her turn sometimes. It is my turn. To the guy in Manteca, Ca: You asked me when I would come sit on your face. I will prompty be right on that, just as soon as you get your ball sack pierced with fishing hooks. K? CALL ME??? To the guy in Modesto, Ca: You said you wanted to "Tap, smack and break my ass". I've seen your picture. Um.....thats a Negative Ghostrider. 10-4.....over and out! To the woman in Birmingham Alabama: You want me to fly out to have a three way with you and your man. Wow! I am flattered but seriously, I've really tried to avoid the whole "Whorin' my way across the country" thing. I'll stick with local women and their overweight, unfortunate looking husbands over here........NOT!!! Honestly, I don't even do two ways. I do one ways!!! But Thanks for the compliment! To the obese black man who popped up in my shoutbox saying "Come sit on Daddy's

Well This Just Pisses Me Off!
soo my fellow metalheads i dont know if uve heard the news but it seems King Dimond has cancled his North American tour with Kreator...wich really pisses me off because i was looking forward to that show god damit! so now i need to find another show to go to....wich of course no matter what iti s wont be as good as seeing king dimond live so im fucking pissed!

Dreams
What Your Dreams Mean... Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious. You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep. Overall, you are very content in your life. You tend to be a very productive thinker. Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities. Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings. You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind. You secretly want to hide your dreams from your waking mind. What Do Your Dreams Mean?

I Love Him Forever
I have been with Danijel for 4 months, and it has been the most wonderful time in my life. I have never loved someone so much and so completely. He is absolutely amazing and always knows exactly how I feel. I met him after a slew of hardships in my life and he has been the most understanding person and listens and comforts me in the most caring way. I never thought I would or even could care for another person , till the day I came on this site and got bored, and because I just happened to like the movie "Pitch Black" I rated his pics and profile. The next day I got a black rose and a thank you.. after that was the doorway to my future. I spoke with him just about every night... about nothing in particular and found that we have so much in common. Then one day, I get a phone call, looking at the phone all weird cause there were just too many numbers.. I answered to the sweetest "helloooo" and just fell head over heals. We grew closer and closer both realizing that we were made for each

How Much Do U Care ?
This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved ( and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands for: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & ! back to me. To know who your true F.U.C.Ks are. "" 9,675,000,000 people in this world & yet i ended up with your crazy ass as a friend? Damn, Im lucky!-lol_send this to everyone you love. Get 1 back-ppl feel sorry for you Get 2 back-You have a couple true friends Get 3 back-You aight Get 4 back-Your loved Get 5 back-Your adored Get 6 or more-Damn your a celebrity

Nail In The Fence
There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just lik

Ricky Allen Smith (dad R.i.p)
Murdered August 9, 2007 Well, not too much to say you was never there! I still respect you for giving me my life! As shitty as it can get I got a beautiful baby girl that keeps me going! You should be here to see her she is absolutely amazing!

Give Me A Break!!!!
WARNING: Do not attempt to debate me about my beliefs. You will lose! Some of you pop into my shoutbox (And make no mistake....many many have) and attempt to tell me that I am wrong for supporting the war. I support the TROOPS you Fucktards! No one "cheers" on a war. What is wrong with you people? Before you open your mouth, earn the right to speak. Oh, let me guess.....your view on the war in Iraq was hatched over some weed on a college campus somewhere while you were eating some captain Crunch. How close am I? Either that...or you decided to go to a protest because you wanted to feel accepted and someone handed you a picket sign and you held it because they said so. *eyeroll* I've worn the uniform, vowed to protect my country (Even ungrateful dilweeds like you) and until you grow a pair and do your part STFU and say out of my shout box K??? And then of course, a JACKOFF decided to debate my beliefs on booty calls....AKA "Friends with Benefits". It went a little something

Differant Kinds Of Sex
There are four kinds of sex : HOUSE SEX - When you are newly married and have sex all over the house in every room. BEDROOM SEX - After you have been married for a while, you only have sex in the bedroom. HALL SEX - After you've been married for many, many years you just pass each other in the hall and say "FUCK YOU" COURTROOM SEX - When your wife and her lawyer fuck you in the divorce court in front of many people for every penny you've got.

If That Ain't The Blues
IF THAT AIN'T THE BLUES By WILLY SENKIWSKY 3/25/04 10:00 PM, C-Harp, Key of G, 16-Bar Shuffle from the 1V Inspired by, and my tribute to, David Allen Coe's "If That Ain't Country" "All my life I broke the rules Still do now I sing songs like this! If that ain't the Blues, Tell me what the hell it is?" Chorus 1 "If that ain't the Blues then hot is cold And a new born baby is already too damn old! This diamond on my pinkie must be glass. If that ain't the Blues I will kiss your ass! Hey mama I need more brews To some I'm a bum I prefer white trash! Okay if that ain't the Blues, Sweetheart I will kiss your ass! When you're down with nothin' to lose, And she left you waitin' in the rain! Hell if that ain't the Blues, Then Sadam must be my name!" Chorus than Instrumental Break "Okay baby pass me the booze. The music I love ain't played on a banjo! Well, if that ain't the Blues, Then I really don't know!" Chorus 2 "If that ain't the Blues then Muddy got

Crazy Ppl
ok now ppl. have you ever had a person decide after you fell for them tell you thay dont want to be with you anymore and block you. and then keep coming to your page to see if n e 1 else waas coming to your page but yet i am the bad guy. feel free to comment and let me know how u deal with them people or stalkers if you wanna call it that.

The Truth That Guys Aren’t Ready For
THE TRUTH THAT GUYS AREN’T READY FOR Current mood: bitchy Category: Romance and Relationships 10 WAYS TO KNOW YOUR WOMEN IS CHEATING ON YOU.... 1. IF SHE COOKING YOU BREAKFAST ( A GOOD BIG ONE ) AFTER A LONG NIGHT AT DA CLUB..... 2. IF SHE WALKING ROUND SPITTING A HOT 16 FROM DA LATEST LIL WAYNE..... 3. IF SHE LOOK ALL PALE IN DA FACE WHEN SHE GET HOME.... 4. IF SHE CLEAN THE WHOLE DAMN HOUSE....PANELS & ALL..... 5. IF SHE START NAMING FRIENDS YOU AIN'T NEVER HEARD OF OR SAW BEFORE..... 6. IF HER GIRLFRIEND CAR ALWAYS BREAKING DOWN & SHE NEED A RIDE...... 7. WHEN SHE UP & RUNNING WHEN SHE HEAR A PHONE RING.... 8. WHEN HER MALE COUSIN THAT YOU NEVER MET IS NOW HER BEST COUSIN...... 9. AFTER YOU DONE SMACKED THIS BITCH UP & TOOK HER CAR KEYS & SHE STAY....... 10. WHEN YOU CAN YELL & CURSE HER ASS OUT & SHE JUST SIT THERE & LAUGH..... THAT CHIK IS CHEATIN' !!!! SHE KEEPIN YOUR LIL DUMB ASS AROUND LONG ENOUGH TO RIP YOUR HEART OUT & FEED I

Give Thanks!
Thanksgiving Myspace Graphics I just wanted to wish all my friends a lovely holiday. And ask what you are thankful for here is my five: 1) I am thankful for having second chances giving to me a million times. I know that sometimes we forget that everyone is human and makes mistakes. And I am greatful that someone gave me a second chance all the times they have. Because of that I was giving the ability to give second chances to those who wrong me. And it could bite me later but for now. But thats a lesson to learn and a chance to take we only live once. 2) I am thankful for my grandmother who won't be spending my first holiday in my whole life with me. Who died about 6 months ago. Who was a big piece of me. But I am thankful that for 24 years of my life I was filled with her love and joy that will live on in me for the rest of my life. For the kindness he showered on everyone. For loving me even when I said I was gay. She was raised to believe it wrong but loved me anywa

Two Robins
Two robins were sitting in a tree. 'I'm really hungry,' said the first one. 'Me too' said the second. 'Lets fly down and find some lunch.' They flew to the ground and found a nice plot of plowed ground full of worms. They ate and ate and ate 'til they could eat no more. 'I'm so full I don't think I can fly back up to the tree,' said the first one. 'Me either. Let's just lay here and bask in the warm sun.' said the second. 'O.K.' said the first. They plopped down, basking in the sun. No sooner had they fallen asleep, than a big fat tomcat snuck up and gobbled them up. As he sat washing his face after his meal, he thought, 'I love baskin' robins.'

Help To Understand Me And My Faults
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone~! Thank you All who's wasting ur time reading this.I got alot to say tonight.NOT sure where to start but here we go.I can't spell so PLEASE bear woth me here,Hope u will be able to make out the stuff I can't spell. I was told by my old shrink that i have/am(bear with me here)Highly peroind,skitzomanic bi polor manic depressant w/susidal tendicies(hope u understand that)I do not have a clue what in the hell any of it means my self.I do know I do things sometimes(alot)THAT i do not mean to do r say.One sec I love u to death and the next I wanna taste ur blood.It's f'ed up I agree BUT do not understand it.I'm NOT the educated because I dropped outta scool in the 7th grade.I can't read that good(?and u got to read here?)I damn sure can't write good which after this u will see that.I can do anything there is to do BUT not that smart,i can do and fix everything BUT the ONE THING I CAN NOT do is control my self.I do the dumbest shit at times I say the stupiest

A Great Day
Today is the day after Thanksgving. And i woke up to the sweetest sound.... the voice of the guy i love.... The day could not have started better..... I'm enjoying my day at work.... Hope everyone has a good day

Hands
Looking at my hero/idol's drawings on hands It inspired me to do a small story/poem. It's called "Hands" Hands can create wonderful and beautiful things Hands can destroy,create evil and maim Hands can speak words when your mouth cannot Hands can be cold when your body is hot Hands can be sensual Hands can be sexual Hands can heal Hands can calm when Hands can feel Hands can bleed Hands can be tied up and Hands can be freed Hands can invite Hands can shove Hands can wave in the air Hands can be put together in prayer Hands can share Hands can be put together to care

A Good Dom
As Master, my oath: Above all else, I the Dominant will love and care for my submissive, in the knowledge that her submission is a gift freely given and my Domination is the loving return of her gift. I will be demanding and take full advantage of the power given to me, and I know how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. I will always be in control of myelf first and foremost, so that I may exercise control over my submissive. Within myself, I hold the power of emotion and can cause real tears to flow; tears of joy and of sadness. As the consummate lover, I will then kiss those tears away, without ever stepping out of my role as your Master. When trouble arises, at the first hint of a safe word or gesture, I will be quick to leave the roles behind and embrace my lover, to be a supportive and caring partner, understanding the differences between fantasy and the reality of this, the most loving and intense relation between two beings. I understand t

Fastway - Heft
My, my said the beggar man What you give and what you take Are two different things Eat up what you've got Evil winds that drag your bones to rot Evil winds that'll set, set me free Suicide of the first division Found dead with a noose wrapped around your head No one cared to raise an eye Don't it make you wanna' scream, scream till they cry Evil winds that'll set, set me free Please brother can you spare me a dime To buy some bread and a bottle of wine I'll never ask for anything again Just help me, help me to survive Evil winds that'll set, set me free Please brother can you spare me a dime To buy some bread and a bottle of wine I'll never ask for anything again Just help me make it through the Help me make it through Help me make it through Help me make it through Make it through the night High tide like a wishing well The thoughts of Balrog flowing through my head Please time won't you take me back To the lands and paths

Sadness =[
Okay...so i havent been myself lately. and anyone whom speaks to me can agree to that. well heres why. My week has started out bad when my lil guy (my newphew) whom i have raised as my own for the last 4 years since my sister passed away at birth, woke up throwing up something feirce. so i got worried and took him to the ER. We'll they ended up admitting him into the hospital and kept him there. We'll the ran all kinds of tests and this that and the other, and it was so hard for me to see my precious lil tough guy lay on that table with all kinds od tube in him, well Wed. i go to the hopsital to see him after work and i get the worst news i could ever possibly hear. Jayden has cancer. Its already in stage 4. It started in his kidneys and worked its way through to his liver and slowly moving to his lungs. Now, he is home where he can spend his remaing time surrounded by loved ones and family. We have a live in nurse for the time being to look after him while we are at work. it hits you

Thanks
This has been a very rough week. I still cant believe everything could spiral like that with out a warning sign. I woke up on wendsday with a bad feeling and went to work *ugg* I work at a call center (so you know any one that lives in Wisconcin or Nevada and wants a vacation package where you only have to pay taxes pm me and I will give them all the information lol... sorry work sucks) I work with a bunck of babies the rules for us change every day but hey thats politics BUT the paycheck they gave us the friday before I thought OMG that was my christmas shopping money I was so mad that I was in tears it was eather cry or scream and I am a very quite person and it takes a lot to upset me to that point but I waited to see what happens. The next day was Thanksgiving and I knew nothing would happen that day but we were told to be there on Friday at 8am and was told then everything would be corrected well I got my new check and was cheated out of 15 dollars and then when we got this weeks

Fu Ucking Tired Of It !!!
If my neighbor lets his dog shit in my yard again, im gonna go over and gouge his FUCKING eyes out with a rusty spork, i did however suggest to him ( in a condescending tone ) to add rubberbands to his dogs food, so when he did shit in my yard i could fling them back into his !!! I have shot the dog in the ass with BB gun while he was shittin. Next step i think would be too feed him a whole block of cheese, so he dont shit for like 3 weeks MUAHAHAHAHAAHA, fuckin tired of that shit, goto rake the damn leaves up, dog shit underneath. I'm 1/2 tempted to go right on his porch & shit....then ring the doorbell when im done. HA HA Had to get that off my chest before i end up in jail LMAO

My Giveaway
Hey everyone I am in a giveaway for a year VIP. I have 10 weeks to complete the giveaway. So any and all help you can give me i would appreciate greatly. below is the link to my photo that is in the giveaway. thanks steph and mark for hosting the giveaway Abby

Time To Level!
Hey guys! We've got 4 of em and 2 happy hours in a row, lets do what we can! :) the ILLUSION@ fubar ☆HΣLLƒIℜΣ☆@ fubar BOATMAN** K.O.P.E. ** Hell Hound**@ fubar W.I.S.E.U.K.F~OFFICIAL ,L,U,V CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar

The Sex's: Part One
Yes I'm back and that can only mean one thing.....Listen Up! Thats right I've got sum-thin to say! This is sum-thin you probably thought you'd never hear from me but it really pisses me off! The subject today folks is ...... MEN! That's right, you heard me, Men. Come on guys what's up? Do you really think women want to hear that crap? Yeah, sure they like to hear things like : 1."You have beautiful eyes." 2."You have a nice smile." 3."Would you like to chat sometime?" But.....do you really think they want to hear? 1."You like big ones?" 2."Got more pics?" 3."Can I see your cam?" I don't think so! To me that makes them feel like you only want them for one thing, to get them in the sack. Women are not a peice of meat or jus sum-thin to enjoy whenever you want. Yeah, they have needs too but they like to feel like they are wanted for more than sex. It's the men with one track minds that make it hard for others to find a good woman because they think that all men a

If We.....
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 25,2007 Today is perfect for clearing out old trash or letting go of things you know you'll never use again. You don't have to fill up the free space right away, either -- enjoy the simplicity for a while! Make sure you post yours in the comment space love to know what you all's days are like ! Send much love!

My Hunger Stirs
Within the dreams, Of silent nights, Comes forth the chance, To take this flight, As the warmth of blood, Into sensual desires, The erotic waves, And passions fires, Ignite so deep, Within your soul, My presence near, Becomes your goal, Laying helpless, In darkness beyond, You sweet one, I have become fond, A dreamy drift, Of sweetness be, In my darkness, It is I you see, The one who comes, Within your sleep, Feeding upon your soul, Your blood so deep, As you feel my lips, Kissing yours, The sucking of your soul, Forever wanting more, As I kiss my way, To your throat, My sharp teeth gliding, A sensual coat, Of pleasure and pain, As you feel the scrape, My sharp teeth grazing, Yet there be no escape, As you feel me tease, And linger there, The pulsing vein, Craving where, You suddenly feel, The sharpest pain, The warm blood flows, And pleasure you gain, As the pulsing blood, Flows into me, Your soul be mine, Forever to

Never
Never in my life... have I felt such pain. Never have I felt so betrayed. Never have I hated myself more. Never have I hated humanity with such a passion. Never have I hated emotions with such a fervor. I have a need to be numb. I don't want these feelings. I don't want to feel anything at all. Some will say I'm emo Some will say I'm just another depressed kid. Maybe so. But it's what I am. I am nothing but a mass of emotions that make no sense. I am nothing.

Love Is ..
Mercy is Love being gracious. Eloquence is Love talking. Prophecy is Love foretelling. Faith is Love believing. Charity is Love acting. Sacrifice is Love offering itself. Patience is Love Waiting. Endurance is Love abiding. Hope is Love expecting. Peace is Love resting. Prayer is Love communing.

It's Been Fun
Well everyone, it's been a whole lot of fun, but it's time for me to move along. I have made a lot of great friends here and met some really great people, but due to personal issues, I am closing this account down as of December 2. This has nothing to do with anyone here, and I'm sure that there will be rumors and all kinds of things, but the simple truth is, I need to do this. I love all of my friends and family and will miss you more than you'll ever know, but I have too many irons in the fire and it's time to do the right thing for me. Take care and "Be excellent to each other!" Have fun and rate EVERYONE high, because EVERYONE has SOMETHING great to offer! Farewell FUBAR!!

Over It
So for a while now I've been thinking about my weight and everyone who knows me knows i hate my weight and for awhile i did live by it. I had a friend that used to always tell me I was fat or put me down for being bigger than her 115lb ass. I'll admit I used to be a chubby girl (still am) but I have never been fat or unhealthy and I realize that when I call myself fat, I don't really mean I am fat but that I'm not satisfied with my body. When I was with that friend (friends for 11 years) everything with her was about images and judging people based on their looks. She would get mad if any guy ever turned me down for my looks but yet it was always okay for her to do it. I was just always unhappy around her and eventually it became to where I was unhappy away from her. Well we've stopped being friends for other reasons, but I have to say I am so happy without her and I don't bitch about my weight as much as I used to. Being with her made me realize that not everything is about looks.

Volunteer Fire And Ems
They are your neighbor, the " guy/girl next door " They are husband, father or son, wife, mother or daughter They are the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, They are the jogger, sportsfan, hobbyist or handyman.... They are just like everyone else, save for one quality... They are one in one thousand who will risk their life to save yours; You'll see them waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see them in every house of worship, You'll see them in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows they are a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, Their car is the one backed into the driveway with the blue light on the dashboard, Their keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at their bed, They take their pager everywhere for fear they will be missed when they are needed; They won't complain much about life, they've seen too much suffering for that, They'll tell you the funny side and avoid the stories of pain, They'll be

What The Fuck Is Fashion ??
Before I begin, I should warn you that I know dick about fashion. It's not just a clever title to get your attention, though it's admittedly clever (I'm honest enough to admit when something is brilliant, even when it's my own writing). You shouldn't read this article if you're a woman with low self-esteem. I don't need my inbox filled with emails from teary-eyed women reaffirming how astute my observations are by shrieking at me for ruining their lives. Women get away with murder in our society, especially when it comes to the visual pollution they call fashion. So I'm going to do what few people—few men—have ever done by criticizing you. Sure, you may be thinking "but Dirty, people criticize women's fashion all the time!" Yes, but not men, and definitely not badasses like me.... Until now. Crocs look like shit and they make your feet smell. When I see people wearing Crocs, I know immediately that we have nothing in common, and that we could never be friends or have any m

March = Flirtatious
JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days šFEBRUARY = ATTITUDE Abstract thoughts. Outgoing.Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive.Fun to be around with. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. Amazing smile. An awesome kisser. Temperamental. Honest. R

What Are Friends For?
One of the most awesome men I know is in a contest! ...its a rates only contest, so no 8om8ing is required. yay! ...so, can you do a girl a favor, and go hit him with a quick 10?!?!? 8ig E Says: I don't do this much but please you know what to do... (repost of original by 'Big E' on '2007-11-27 17:34:41')

News Story, Nicole Stroud, Nov, 26, 2007
More shooting details released in court files Staff report Originally published 09:56 a.m., November 26, 2007 Updated 11:20 p.m., November 26, 2007 MOUNT VERNON, Ind. — A Wadesville, Ind., woman accused of fatally shooting an Evansville resident who was trying to coax a dog out of the woman's yard was arraigned Monday during a brief hearing. Melinda Lindauer, 41, is charged in Posey County Circuit Court with involuntary manslaughter, reckless homicide and criminal recklessness in the Thanksgiving Day shooting death of 29-year-old Nicole Stroud. GAVIN LESNICK / Courier & Press Posey County sheriff's deputies escort Melinda Lindauer out of the Posey County Courthouse on Monday after she was arraigned in the shooting death of 29-year-old Nicole Stroud on Thanksgiving Day. Memorial contributions may be made to a trust fund set up at Fifth Third Bank for Stroud's 11-month-old daughter, Jenna. STORY TOOLS E-mail story Comments iPod friendly Printer friendly

Sweet Taste
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Another Romantic Hope
I love you with a permanence That endures the passing years. I love you with a joyfulness That subdues all doubts and fears. I love you with an honesty That was born within my heart. I love you with the calm belief That we will never part. I love you with a confidence No earthly force can sever. I love you with the certainty That I’ll cherish you forever. I love you with the humbleness Of one who has been blessed. I love you with the reverence Of all that word suggests. I love you with a fervor That time cannot reverse. I love you with the truest love That I have put to verse.

Why I Love You....
People always want to know, Why I love you so. I always wonder where you are, If your near, Or if your far. I love you because of who you are, Your eyes shine like shooting stars. Everytime I see your face, I get the need for a warm embrace. Your are the only one that I love, God sent you to me from above. And that is why I love you. Tyler montgomery 5 Feb 00

Thinking
I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think it's time for me to let go... It just seems pretty silly to hang onto something that's one-sided, ya know? I'll always be here if you ever need a friend Your feelings for me were just lies, over before they began. We had a few times that were really nice I admit but any other time seems to habe been meaningless shit! Finding closure in the peaceful scene Searching... I think I finally found me I can't hold on knowing I'm gonna get hurt; so I'm gonna leave the memories here buried in the dirt

Always There...
I hope that, You finally realize. What the sparkle is, Inside my eyes. If you ever need, Me again. I'll be here until, The very end. You can be the, Only one in my life. Your the one that I, Want as my wife. My gift is, My poem. And this one, Is for you. Your love keeps me, Safe and warm. And keeps me away, From all harm. My love pours out, Like a waterfall. You always help me up, When I fall. Whether it is winter, Spring, summer, or fall. You are always there, Whenever I call Tyler Montgomery 4 Apr 03

Home
I am going to be doing two big things for Christmas.... I am taking a vacation - my sister baught me tickets to go to N.Y. for a week over the holidays - and I am going alone!! That started a big argument with my sister but I told her that was the only way I would go. I have not seen my neice's in a long time and I need to. Brianne, the older neice (she is 9) has been singled out to be trained for the 2012 Olympics for horse jumping. Didnt know that was an Olympic sport but why not!! She has won or placed in every competition along the eastern sea board. It is amazing because she is competeing against girls as old as 14 and 15. So I will get to see her and my other niece who is also my God Daughter. My sister is the only close family I have left so it will be nice to see her. I am panicking already about taking a week away from work and I am not leaving until the 20th of Dec. I have been making checklists and bugging the hell out of everyone about it. I am bringing my c

Spicy Up The Woman On Her Back Position
Are you tired of having your lover fall asleep on top of you after sex? Then it’s time to introduce the best sexual positions into your love making and possibly even fire-up the intimacy between the sheets. Adding variety in sexual positions with the woman on her back can potentially lead to the most amazing sex and bring you the most incredible orgasm, if you know how. First, spice up the woman on her back position by participating in the pumping, the gyrating and all that coital hip movement that comes with this sexual position. Lift your hips and meet him thrust for thrust. Experiment with different angles in this sexual position. This will allow for variance in depth of penetration, intensifying the sex. To get the best out of this sexual position, raise your knees up, bracing your feet on the bed or ground or wherever you are lying down, gyrate your hips as you bring your lover towards the pinnacles of sexual pleasure. One of the best sexual positions to try during love maki

Kids With Guns
two elementary kids here in michigan fought over an i pod. one kid brought a gun to the after-school fight. luckily the police were tipped off and intervined. i think the gun scene at schools is getting rediculious. thats what happens when your not allowed to correct your child.

My Friend Dave Chlad
Please send my friend Dave Chlad some love! He just recorded his first CD. You can watch his 3 videos by using the links below. Access his fubar page here: =========================== illplayuasong@ fubar http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mS7UvDVlhug http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3rSONt6kn4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LdJpN6L-cd4

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For The Rest Of Our Lives
Ten thoughts to ponder for the rest of our lives. Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry & Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. (heheeheh sorry guys) Number 7 Give a person a fish & you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the Internet & he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world

Banned? Lol Like I Care!
I got banned from a lounge that i never go into...its funny. Really it cracks me up! Keep me banned...I have my own lounge, plus countless other lounges where people actually go to...not an empty...boring...nonsensical one. Fubarians crack me up...fubarians being the type that sit on their puters 24/7 on fubar and forget theirs a real world out there...get of the puter put the bottle of jager down and go for a walk!

Confused...??
Well, I am totally confused right now. Someone I thought was a friend just got pissed off at me and blocked me. I was only open with my feelings and it hurt her I guess. For whatever reason.....who knows?? I guess I shouldn't care so much for my friends. I only want them happy and if that bothers them, then something is definitly wrong~! I didn't do anything and I didn't block them so they can come back anytime. I don't hold anything against anyone and I never say "I told you so" no matter how right I am. I am going to start being a witch on here just like everyone else. I don't like drama so I can't be a witch..... I'll just be me ~ like me or not ~ ~~smooches~~

Bullshit Intolerance
Oh my fucking God!!!! I am about to fucking snap. I am a gimp, more or less, depending on whom you ask, so why do I have to work so damn hard? My landlord don't do the work that he's required by law to do, and when I ask, he gets pissy. I offer to do the work if he provides materials, again, pissy. Well, I ain't playin' no more fuckin' stupid-ass games. I ain't got time. I'll fight to the death with the next fuck who doesn't wanna step up and do their respective job. Now I got issues with the in-laws, fuckin' bullshit storm in the works. They gave my sister-in-law, a fuckin' drunk, whore, crackhead $4,000 for bail money. These asswipes STOLE $30,000 from my wife, but now, when we need some help, they tell her to fuck off. And I'm NOT supposed to get pissed? Hello, is this Earth? What the fucking hell? To think I promised NOT to kill.......

So True
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you ? Have you always turned the other cheek ? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Excep

Awakening The Inner Warrior....
Awakening The Inner Warrior Stoking The Fire Within There are certain personality archetypes that we all carry within us, such as the inner child, the lover, and the mother. Some of these archetypes present themselves strongly, while others lay fallow. For example, there is an inner warrior in each one of us, but in some of us this warrior is underdeveloped to the point that we are unable to stand up for ourselves, even when necessary. There can be many reasons for this. We may have grown up with a parent whose warrior aspect was overdeveloped, and we responded by repressing ours completely. On the other hand, we may have grown up with parents in whom this aspect was dormant, so we never learned to awaken it in ourselves. A warrior is someone with the strength to stand up for what he or she believes; someone who perseveres in the face of challenges and obstacles; someone who speaks and acts in the service of an ideal; someone who protects those who are too weak to fight for them

Dynamite Radio Is Now Diamonds And Ice Radio
Why the name change? Well shit happens and the name had to change, so with a vote, it was changed to Diamonds and Ice Radio...Same great tunes, Same place, just a spiffy new name. Click the banner below to see the new look...

Chance Meeting
One day I was walking out in the park it was growing late and getting dark. I started for home with my head cast down I crashed into you and fell to the ground. You helped me up and I looked at you you were so gorgeous I felt like a fool. You looked like the devil with you darkly good looks you wore that silly hat covered with fish hooks. I apologized to you and started to leave but you took my hand and said "your name please." So we exchanged names in the dimming twilight and you asked for a date under the street light.

Feeling Pain ... Published
Pain is a sensation I have often felt, in many different forms with pain I have dealt. The pain of the body from cuts, illness,scrapes, punches, wrecks, and the pain of birthing labor. Pain of the heart when you love some-one or when your worried over a sick son. Pain of the mind when time has made you old when you have no-one and the days grow cold.

I Think Not Yet
I don't think I've ever had the feeling of love. It was never given as a child much less an adult. When you grow up in a detached emotion void how do you know when it it real,or just like a toy? Now I have cared very deeply for some of the men in my life. But is it a real lasting love or just simply a lie? I know parental love I feel that for my kids but the type for a man? I'm not sure if I ever did. Does anyone really know or is it just a lucky guess? Someday I may find out, but I think not yet.

Evel Knievel Dead At 69
CLEARWATER, Fla. - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundel said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been coming for years, but you just don't expect it. Superman just doesn't die, right?" Rundel said. Immortalized in the Washington's Smithsonian Institution as "America's Legendary

New Wives Store
To avoid gender bias charges, the store's owner opened a New Wives store just across the street. The first floor has wives that love sex. The second floor has wives that love sex and have money. The third, fourth, fifth, and sixth floors have never been visited.

Dedicated Decoy
A simple Vermont story......... Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Bethel, Vermont. After Last Call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on FIVE different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally, he started the car, switched on the wipers (it was a fine, clear and dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as more of the patrons left. At last, when his was the only car left in the lot, he pulled out and drove slowly down the road. The officer, having wait

Hott New Christmas Song
if yoU like Christmas-yoU should hear the HOTTEST CHRiSTMAS SONG----EVER www.myspace.com/zapnowrecords also, if yoU're interested-more good music at www.myspace.com/criminallyinsaneassholes CHECK iT OUT-MiGHT FiND SOMETHiNG YOU LiKE HAPPY HOLiDAYS :)

The Law Is The Law!
THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one. This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words 'under God' to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the 'Ten Commandments' are not to be used in or on a g overnment installation, then, so be it. I say, ' so be it,' because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, 'so be it,' because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
I have looked into the depths of my own soul and have seen the true horror of the evil that good men are capable of in the name of God and country. I have witnessed atrocities that have seared my soul and I have done many things in the name of duty, and survival, that I will have to answer for on my judgment day. I am one of the few willing to risk not only my life, but my sanity, and in the very end my soul as well. I do this so that incredibly opinionated ignorance can flourish in my homeland. It seems to me that the only ones that speak out are the ones that truly don’t know what they are talking about. Sure, they read the paper and watch the news, however, they fail to realize that the news papers and news media are all about one thing and one thing only – making a profit. In my opinion they will report only enough to boost their ratings and spin anything they can into a scandal. If one looks back to the beginning of the war, when public opinion supported the it, the media reported

My Confessions
These are my confessions... 1. I like Britney Spear’s music. 2. I’m still a virgin. 3. I bite my nails. 4. I have a Tamagotchi and I love it. 5. I can’t swim. 6. I’ve had phone sex. 7. I sing in the shower. 8. I day dream ALOT. 9. I can’t multiply by 6, 7, and 8. 10. I’m a bad speller. 11. I hate my father. 12. I am bisexual. 13. I have to use my fingers when counting higher then ten. 14. Tattoos make me horny. 15. Guys with long hair are HOT. 16. I like to read even though I say I don’t. 17. I won’t date a black guy, but I will be friends with them. 18. I smoked my first cig when I was 10. 19. I’m afraid of being alone. 20. I’m afraid of crickets. 21. I’m afraid of spiders. 22. Guys that wear eyeliner are SEXY. 23. I was malested from ages 6-9.

Starting Over.....
I will be moving out of miami in hopes of starting a new life "starting over" i will try to access the web when ever i can(in between finding a job, shelter ect.). i will keep everyone upto date on what ever is exactly happening with me. starting with loosing my wiener, Madel my dauchshund is being left behind, She was my best friend and greatly missed. this is all for now in the am i will be "outta town". Take care all

Help Me Win First Contest!!
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Marine's Father Wins Nearly $11 Million
"Jury Awards Father Nearly $11 Million in Funeral Protesters Case" The father of a fallen Marine was awarded nearly $11 million Wednesday in damages by a jury that found leaders of a fundamentalist church had invaded the family's privacy and inflicted emotional distress when they picketed the Marine's funeral. The jury first awarded $2.9 million in compensatory damages. It returned later in the afternoon with its decision to award $6 million in punitive damages for invasion of privacy and $2 million for causing emotional distress to the Marine's father, Albert Snyder of York, Pa. Snyder sued the Kansas-based Westboro Baptist Church for unspecified monetary damages after members staged a demonstration at the March 2006 funeral of his son, Lance Cpl. Matthew Snyder, who was killed in Iraq. The defense said it planned to appeal and one of the church's leaders, Shirley Phelps-Roper, said the members would continue their pickets of military funerals. Church members believe t

Becoming One
Having sex is something People take like a greeting It's physical, it's powerful It's a tremendous meeting Two bodies join together Without a mindful connection Deep thrusts and kissing Shallow touches of affection But making love is something different Something special, up and above Anything you're looking for The best is found in love Touch me with your body now Show me what's in your mind Make me feel anything you think Moving throughout our time Minds connect and feelings are shown That is how it's done When you find that special lover When two souls become one

Are You A Babe In The Bedroom????
1. In your bedroom, your optimum foot fashion is: A. Playful, fluffy slippers—perhaps with a stuffed animal head at the toe. B. Snuggly socks—or whatever socks I pull out of the drawer. C. Fitted, attractive slipper-socks, perhaps with faux-fur lining. D. My bare feet—with my toes between someone’s lips. E. A fresh pedi in a sultry color and toe rings. 2. Toys in your boudoir would most likely include: A. A video camera B. I don’t have toys in my bedroom. C. Stuffed animals. D. Flavored body powder or lotion. E. An iPod. 3. The bedroom accessory that most appeals to you is a: A. Mirror strategically placed for excellent bed views. B. Pink faux-fur throw. C. Great book. D. Comfortable blanket. E. Bottle of massage lotion. 4. When you’re alone you’re most likely to sleep in: A. PJs with a whimsical pattern. B. A silk negligee. C. A T-shirt and undies. D. Last night’

Just A Thought...
Private picture folders...? You know - the ones that have a financial access clause attached to them...? Call me dumb, but doesn't that constitute a commercial transaction; a contravention to the site TOS...? I look forward to anyone reading this adding me to their 'blocked' list, un-friending/fanning me, etc, as I will do the same, by return... that way, it will save me the trouble of looking for those who I've added by mistake & missed/forgotten about who have this clause as a major part of their profile &/or raison d'etre for being here...

All I Have To Say On This Matter Done With It
WELL IT SEEMS KOW HAS DESTROYED ITSELF AND NOW THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN START CRAP WITH ME. I WILL NOT PLAY THIER GAME ALL WILL BE DELTED AND BLOCKED MY TRUE FRIENDS KNOW ME AND THAT6 IS ALL I CARE ABOUT SO IF YOU WISH TO BY INTO THIS THEN GO FOR IT BESIDES ANYTHING CAN BE BLOGGED MIKE: HELLO THIER DUMB: NOT BAD YOU MIKE: NOT MUCH JUST SHOWING HOW TO MAKE A CONVERSATION TO BLOG DUMB: OH COOL NOT BAD HUH PRETTY SIMPLE

Almost Chanukah - Say It With Me Now :p
Blessing over Candles Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha'olam Blessed are you, Lord, our God, sovereign of the universe Hebrew asher kidishanu b'mitz'votav v'tzivanu Who has sanctified us with His commandments and commanded us Hebrew l'had'lik neir shel Chanukah. (Amein) to light the lights of Chanukkah. (Amen) Blessing for Chanukkah Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha'olam Blessed are you, Lord, our God, sovereign of the universe Hebrew she'asah nisim la'avoteinu bayamim haheim baziman hazeh. (Amein) Who performed miracles for our ancestors in those days at this time Shehecheyanu (first night only) Barukh atah Adonai, Eloheinu, melekh ha'olam Blessed are you, Lord, our God, sovereign of the universe Hebrew shehecheyanu v'kiyimanu v'higi'anu laz'man hazeh. (Amein) who has kept us alive, sustained us, and enabled us to reach this season (Amen)

I'm On A Journey...
Oh, the Places You'll Go! Congratulations! Today is your day. You're off to Great Places! You're off and away! You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes You can steer yourself any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go. You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care. About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there." With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet, you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street. And you may not find any you'll want to go down. In that case, of course, you'll head straight out of town. It's opener there in the wide open air. Out there things can happen and frequently do to people as brainy and footsy as you. And when things start to happen, don't worry. Don't stew. Just go right along. You'll start happening too. OH! THE PLACES YOU'LL GO! You'll be on your way up! You'll be see

Were You A Naughty Girl Or Nice Girl This Year?
You Were Naughty This Year You Were 65% Naughty, 35% Nice You may not have been good this year... But you sure had a really good time. And nothing from Santa could top that!

My Dad
ok here it goes , this is stalkers daughter im on here as sammim, i just wanted dads friends to know that he past away on thursday afternoon, im on his page to let everyone know what happened to him , if u ?'s please ask me or africanqueen62 we will be glad to talk to , thank you for taking time to read this blog

I Wrote Your Name In The Sky A Thousand Feet High
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

Never Fogret
If I get this 100 times, I will continue to forward it to others in the hopes that they will do the same. We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. KEEP THIS GOING PLEASE I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a cof

Pissed Off
im no longer using the name pepsi. i just found out that a certain homewrecking cunt named jennifer is using a nickame of wild.cherry.pepsi. if you dont like the fact that i cant stand this bitch. delete me. i dont hang with homewreckers and there friends.

Torment
When a scream can no longer define the rage. When words can no longer tell the story. When all has failed to become prosperous and the things one sought now become surreal and unreachable. When the time that once gave peace now gives turmoil and discontentment. When every last breath is held back that one may not breath forth the fire burning inside. When the only images one sees are covered in red and the red will fade no more. When the rage inside becomes overwhelming. When the blood boils and the calm has gone. Then and only then may you understand what torment is. Then and only then may you see what it is to be me.

Asphyxiated
Asphyxiated. Smothering Saturated feelings of loss. Asphyxiated Cut off from the air I breathe. Depredation Energy transformed. Annihilation Transmogrification of emotion. Relinquished Thoughts of prosperity put off. Diminished The words cannot describe. Destruction A war upon ones self. Futility The art of preparations.

Best Christmas
Rick had arrived home Christmas eve night..he had to work the long arduous hours at theshop for the main reason he was taking over...His boss said it was time for him to retire and hand the biz of car remodelling to a younger man who can handle the work loads and do the paper work. There were 2 others who were to be chosen that night but Rick got it, because he had installed the computer and software, and re did the books so they would be understandable and actually saved the shop from bankruptcy. He opened the door, and all he could see were candles with lil notes by them...he went up to the first one after removing his coat and cap...and placecx them on the hooks...he read it... "Love, please play this game...giggles....go to the next card and follow the instructions....so he did..it led him to the kitchen where he sa a candle...a bottle of champagne, and another card...he read it, take the bottle of champagne and 2 glasses up stiars..follow the rose petals to the bathroom...signed

Poem #2
The Darkness Pain runs deep with every tear, Showing me the end is near. Sadness grows and fills my mind. My true love, I cannot find. Darkness growing deep inside, Taking me on a hellish ride. Thoughts of blood inside my head. Wishing fully that I was dead. Blood running from my cuts. People must think that I'm nuts. Extasy in all the pain. Stop me now, I'm going insane. Darkness spreading to my eyes. Head full of so many lies. Falling back onto my bed. Thank the lord, I'm finally dead. :by Addon

Xx
The difference between a gynaecologist and a genealogist is that the genealogist looks up the family tree. A gynaecologist looks up the family bush. Disney World & VIAGRA both make you wait an hour for a two minute ride. The difference between a pick pocket and a peeping Tom is that the pick pocket snatches watches. A peeping Tom watches snatches. Which 3rd grader has the best body, the blonde, brunette or redhead? The blonde-she's eighteen. What is the difference between women and computers? Women will not take a 3.25 inch floppy. What do you call a man who expects sex on the second date? Slow The definition of nothing is when a man with an erection walks into a brick wall and injures his nose.

I Thought The Cow Was A Coyote, So I Shot It
Man defends shooting neighbor’s cow — says he thought it was a coyote The Associated Press updated 11:19 p.m. ET, Thurs., Nov. 22, 2007 COLFAX TOWNSHIP, Mich. - A man says he shot and killed a neighbor's cow after mistaking it for a coyote. Authorities and the owner are skeptical. The undersheriff in northern Michigan's Benzie County says he doesn't see how anyone could confuse a 1,400-pound, pregnant cow with a coyote, which typically weighs 20 to 45 pounds. And anyway, shooting coyotes is illegal during deer-shooting season. Authorities asked the county prosecutor to bring charges. The 42-year-old man told authorities he was out to shoot coyotes near his home Saturday when he killed the cow, Undersheriff Rory Heckman said. Heckman said the man then tried to drag the cow home. "The part of his story he his holding to is he shot at a coyote. I don't know how he hit a several-thousand-pound cow mistaking it for a coyote," Heckman said. The cow, named Hannah, had w

Life
I just recently lost my hero my DAD! i miss him everyday. we had alot of fun and goodtimes together. we didnt always see eye to eye on things but we always managed to get threw our disagreements.he taught me about everything i enjoy , fishing, hunting, camping, offroading etc.he drowned in a boating accident off the oregon coast about a month ago but the way i see it he died doing what the both of us loved to do,fishing. so this is for you dad! GOD GRANT THAT I MAY LIVE TO FISH UNTIL MY DYING DAY, AND WHEN MY FINAL CAST I'VE MADE AND LIFE HAS SLIPPED AWAY. I PRAY THAT GOD'S GREAT LANDING NET WILL CATCH ME IN ITS SWEEP AND GOD IN HIS MERCY WILL JUDGE ME BIG ENOUGH TO KEEP! I LOVE YOU DAD! I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN SOME DAY ON THE OTHER SIDE AND WE CAN CONTINUE TO FISH IN THE GREAT OCEANS OF HEAVEN!

Re: Young Pakistanis: Bin Laden Is A Cia Creation
RE: Young Pakistanis: Bin Laden Is A CIA Creation ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 04 Dec 2007, 19:37 Young Pakistanis: Bin Laden Is A CIA Creation An ABC news piece that ran yesterday morning attracted attention after four Pakistanis who were being interviewed about the attitudes and life of young people in Pakistan declared Osama Bin Laden to be a creation of western intelligence and stressed that Islamic extremist attitudes towards the west were virtually non existent in their country before 9/11. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/041207Laden.htm

Sex
Men isnt it safe to say that we love sex?? But isnt it great how women try to use that againts us...especially if its just a new relationship or your fuck buddies because you can just go and find a new fuck buddy. Now I know that I am sounding pretty much like an arragont asshole but really im not...I just am mearly pointing out that we have more power than what they think ahhahahah

Blogging A Mumm
alright so I accidently slipped out one of the gifts I was thinking for my girlfriend, but I say a cast iron mirror that matches a candle holder she has and I was going to get it with a stuffed dog and stuffed rabbit (dog cause she likes dogs rabbit cause of a joke between me and her) The original gift was a silver necklace set given with around the neck of a stuffed rabbit which should I do

So Happy
you know what im just going to put what i think and fuck the rest.. I think that close minded people suck. I hate having to explain myself or the way i am to those who dont understand my ways. Im the queen bitch and I dont follow the rules.I make the rules and the only rule is I Rule.. thats it.. I hate fake fuckn people too.. they are nice to your face and then turn around and shit is just pouring from there lips like a waterfall.. I just want to bash there fuckn heads in.. Im not an angry person anymore but... BUT I can only take so much fakeness..before i snap.

Poem # 5
Single Being single is different for me. I am used to being with sombody. Used to making decisions with them. A girlfriend for me was like an extra limb. What do I do now that I am single? Do I purposely go out to mingle? Do I sit here and wait for sombody? Will I feel complete with just me? I miss someone loving and kissing me. I miss holding someone close as can be. Felling love is a wonderful thing. It lets me fly on outstretched wings. I want to touch someone in love. I want a relationship to fit like a glove. My heart wants to be open once more. Being lonely gets to be such a bore. Should I be out there looking for her? If I do, will love, possibly, again occur? God and Goddess help me find the one. May it be before my life is done. So mote it be :By Addon

Man Arrested For Entering The Bohemian Grove While Armed
man arrested for entering the Bohemian Grove while armed Old story but a goodie: http://www.adl.org/learn/criminal_activity/jan_02.asp January 19, 2002, California Richard McCaslin is arrested in Sonoma County, California, for entering the Bohemian Grove men's club while heavily armed with two guns, a crossbow, two blades, and a homemade grenade launcher. McCaslin, who calls himself the "Phantom Patriot," learned about the club while watching a conspiracy videotape from anti-government activist and talk show host Alex Jones and became convinced that strange Satanic and other rituals were being performed there. McCaslin, according to an interview he gave local reporters, "wanted to make a point" and was prepared to kill people at the resort "if necessary." McCaslin faces six felony charges, including arson, burglary, and brandishing a weapon.

Here We Go Again
So I was sitting today at work and minding my own business when my boss looked at me and asked me what I thought about the leagal issues that flow with our particular business! Well not wanting to say I didnt care I thought long and hard about this question and well not wanting to throughly offend her with my oponion. BUT before I get into all that those of you that don't know what I do I am basically a loan shark! Thats right I take your money and charge our OUTSTANDING intrest rates and make you think that you are going to bennift from this some how...MUWAHahaha! Going back to other things this I told her the following.. I think that we are a backwards Robbin Hood, cause we take from the poor and well put it in our pockets.. News flash I work for a payday loan company! Now at the moment my job is on the line because we do charge those outstanding intrest rates and well as for me I am not stupid enough to get one of them things I rather suffer but this is the way I look at it...

(hadith) Lie
The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: “He who forged in order to put things right between two persons did not lie” "He who makes peace between the people by inventing good information or saying good things, is not a liar." Sahih Al-Bukhari Hadith 3.857, Narrated by Um Kulthum bint Uqba Sunan of Abu-Dawood Hadith 4902, Narrated byUmm Kulthum bint Uqbah al-Umawiyyah

Ufc 81- Breaking Point.
UFC Fans- Brock Lesnar will finally Debut in The UFC. The Match will be Brock Lesnar vs Formew UFC Heavyweight Champion Frank Mir. I am definitely interested in this match. I will have more details on the Card as soon as i can.

Such A Bad Habit.
I was talking to one of my homies yesterday to see how his surgery went and whatnot. Anyway as he was talking about that for some reason I got the urge to be a goofy goober and I cracked him for the duration of the conversation. I am like the WORST person to talk to after you've had surgery. ANY KIND. Even if it's not related to the tummy, I'll make you laugh so hard you're post surgeryness...ess..es.. part will feel it. And it will hurt. Greatly. LOL. God I love being me sometimes. :D

Christmas
NOTE NONE OD THIS STORY IS TRUE JUST MADE UP FROM MY CREATIVE IMAGINATION. It's hard being a Single mom at Christmas time. And I don't just mean it's hard making ends meet and buying the presents. My boys, Troy and Kevin, weren't getting any socks and underwear under the tree. I know how to shop for teenagers. Troy is 17, and although I wasn't about to buy him that giant subwoofer he asked for, I knew he'd be happy with the iPod he'd find in his Christmas stocking. And Kevin, 13, was getting a new BMX bike...my only requirement being that he wear a helmet. There are times, though, like late on Christmas Eve when I was trying to assemble that damn bike, that I wished I had a man around. Not because I can't handle a hex wrench, mind you, and besides, if that was all I needed I could have asked Troy for a hand. No, I just missed sharing the warmth of the holidays and the Christmas memories. And there's no reason I should be alone - I'm an attractive brunette with a nice figure, and

Quote For The Day
"A conversation is a dialogue, not a monologue. That's why there are so few good conversations: due to scarcity, two intelligent talkers seldom meet." - Truman Capote This is true of most people, in that a body can rarely hold an intelligent conversation. I have been lucky enough to find a few such amazing people on this site. Thank you to those few who make this site worth while for me.

Change Nyc Confronts Alan Greenspan And Jack Welch
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUJUXGd66mY Alan Greenspan In 1967, Alan Greenspan wrote an essay entitled "Gold and Economic Freedom." This was 20 years before he would assume leadership as the Chairman of the Board of Governors of the Federal Reserve System. Obviously he had some ideas in '67 that he is reluctant to recall in '07, such as the fact that the Federal Reserve Bank is privately owned, and illegally backed by our federal taxes. In his essay, Greenspan states: "And so the Federal Reserve System was organized in 1913. It consisted of twelve regional Federal Reserve banks nominally owned by private bankers, but in fact government sponsored, controlled, and supported. Credit extended by these banks is in practice (though not legally) backed by the taxing power of the federal government." It stands to reason that Mr. Greenspan would know who the private bankers were that own the Federal Reserve, but in 2007 at the World Business Forum in NYC, he obviously didn't thin

My Last Year On The Computer:
I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the email about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chicken s are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a ! hot d ay. Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forwa

Christmas Bonus
Well I said that I would make a new blog on this one.. The company that I work for has been going on and on about how well we are doing as a franchise and that EVERYONE was going to get a X-Mas bonus this year.. Well all of us "employees" started to get all happy and thrilled about the idea we might acually get something back in return for our blood,sweat and tears right?? Well there I was at work "like I always am" and we were discussing the party that is coming up and well what all we were going to bring and yadda yadda. Well the manager calls us and lets us know that our bonus is going to be put into our bank accts tonight and to check how nice they are.. so excited yet questioning we all go into our crap online to look at our most recent deposit from the company.. LONE BEHOLD THERE IT WAS....... A WHOPPING DEPOSIT FOR $30.80!! WOW that is such a AMAZING bonus to us all let me tell ya... all of us about fell on the floor laughing that they took the time to even put this s

Start Off The Way I Mean To Go On
You have a Seductive Bedroom Personality! You are all about the classic seductive style. You can get almost anyone to hop into bed with you based on your charm alone. You are incredible at reading people and know just how to give everyone you sleep with a unique experience. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

What Was I Thinking?
Keeping in mind I dunno how many times My world has come crashing down I build up a trust Well, I fell in love Learned the worst was yet to come I kept trying to be strong My head was telling me all along I just didn't listen to my heart That's when it all fell apart Love comes and goes I thought it was supposed to be forever Stars in the sky, walking in moonlight Holding hands and gazing into each other's eyes Fairytale romance, I guess is what I had in mind Now it's all outta rhyme Keeping in mind There's a fine line between what's real & fantasy What I desire, what I deserve according to some I don't wanna be selfish, no just wanna be loved Oh what was I thinking of?

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/7/07;
Something more from RL (real life); A student doctor asked me how some new shit, Lyrica, was working on my arthritis pain? His higher up was standing there as I said, "give me a fuckin' break doc I used heroin!" Attending laughed and said, "he has a point after opioids those things are placebos!"

The Exam
A college teacher reminds her class of tomorrow's final exam. "Now class, I won't tolerate any excuses for you not being here tomorrow. I might consider a nuclear attack or a serious personal injury or illness, or a death in your immediate family but that's it, no other excuses whatsoever!" A smart-ass guy in the back of the room raised his hand and asks, "What would you say if tomorrow I said I was suffering from complete and utter sexual exhaustion?" The entire class does its best to stifle their laughter and snickering. When silence is restored, the teacher smiles sympathetically at the student, shakes her head, and sweetly says, Well, I guess you'd have to write the exam with your other hand."

All I Want This Christmas
All I want for Christmas it's not cheap It is very expensive after all It can't be found in a store or even a mall it is something that comes from inside all of us all it can’t be wrapped in a box or tied in a bow it is something that we all can show I know every year I say the same thing but Santa can’t bring me what I need though money is not needed but it is expensive indeed the joy, happiness, and love is all that I need every day to me feels like Christmas because we hold each other so dear this is also something we show all year I have only one wish and that is to spend time with the ones who love me and my family

My Diary
Hi there! I was looking through boxes of stuff that ive accumulated over the years, looking for better crap to sell on Ebay. So i happened across my diary, or the last diary. i opened it to the last page bookmarked with my lime green and black Darth Vader bookmark; and here was what it said: "Dear Diary... Today, I thought about it, and I really dont give a fuck, anymore!" (end of diary)

Imperfect Girl
I am an imperfect girl, Yeah that would be me. However, I am just Dee. I know my faults, I know them well, but yet they don't bother me. On the other hand, I have some very good qualities. Like truthfulness, honesty, And a love that can set me free. Sometimes it is hard for others, To fathom what I am about. There are many facets to my personality. I use my writing as a means, To express all the various parts of me. Using paper and a pen, I write it down and let it all out. I have had many in my life that shake their heads, And say "that would be Dee." I hold my secerts believe it or not. So don't think you even know me. I am a hard one to figure out, Just know I am an imperfect girl indeed. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

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maybe its destiny maybe the world tests me no one seems to want me my heart is aching from being so lonely no one to care just to be there no shoulder to cry on not at all so i hold my sorrow in let not one tear drop fall maybe its meant to be maybe its destiny maybe love and happiness just werent meant for me

Best Friends' Plea. (and Mine Too) Part 1
So, my best friend has (or is attempting to) create a blog. I have seen a copy of this blog and am posting this to try to spread the word a bit more. We would like to get together for New Years but, are having difficulty getting enough money together. I know all of my friends have big heart, and we're not asking for much, just a little spare something. Please help a couple of best friends out? Below is the message that Imp (see my #1 friend) has put to blog. For Paypal link, please refer to Part 2 of this blog, there's an error with the HTML for some stupid reason. Thanks. I presently need more money than I have to go and do this. Because of this I am making a donation account at paypal. If you want to donate please click the button below. If you want to see who my best friend is please look at my number one friend. Many of you know her.

Faith Is The Seamstress
Faith is the seamstress who mends our torn belief who sews the hem of childhood trust and clips the threads of grief. Joan Walsh Anglund A seamstress takes large pieces of material and cuts them to size. Then, with the help of needle and thread and buttons, she goes to work to create a finished piece. Sometimes, in the beginning, it is hard to imagine a finished product. But the seamstress believes it is possible and goes to work on it. Faith is like a seamstress. Faith is what can pull all the unfinished pieces of life into some sort of order. Faith is what lets us know we are all right even when life doesn't seem to make sense. We all need the faith to believe our skills and dreams, and even our heartaches can be sewn into a shape that is beautiful and useful. Our faith is the seamstress who guides the needle, mends the tears, and helps create a shape and meaning to our lives. How can I show my faith today?

Birthday Numerology
A Decoz® Numerology Chart Analysis for Michelle Welker by Hans Decoz Birth .. Michelle Marie Welker October 15, 1965 © Copyright 1985, 2003, Hans Decoz. TABLE OF CONTENTS INTRODUCTION 4 LIFE PATH 4 EXPRESSION 5 HEART'S DESIRE 7 SUMMARY Birth name: Michelle Marie Welker Short name: Michelle Welker Birth date: October 15, 1965 Your Life Path is 10/1 5 Your Expression is 16/7 6 Your Heart's Desire is 8 7 INTRODUCTION About your Personal Reading This reading was composed for you personally, Michelle, and is based on your full name at birth, your date of birth, and the name you now use to introduce yourself. Please check your birth data on the title page to make sure the names and date of birth used are correct. If you have two or more middle names or last names, y

Update
HERE ARE SOME LINKS FOR SOME OF THE MOST RECENT UP DATES ON ALLYSSA. http://dailymail.com/News/200711300073 http://dailymail.com/News/200711260034 http://www.wsaz.com/news/headlines/11754056.html# http://www.myspace.com/we_love_allyssa SHE ALSO OPENED HER EYES ON THE 4TH OF DEC AND SEEMS TO BE DOING A LOT BETTER. Dec 6th surgery went well she is out and doing good. Tomarrow they will be taking the skin from her scalp and using it on her face. So keep the prayers coming, they seem to be working. Dec 7th she had her face surgery went well today but she is still sleeping 11:36pm. Dec 7th 10:30am Allyssa just came out of surgery and did very well again. She has her own skin on her face and a few of her fingers. Dr. Warner was telling me that her fingers for the most part are healing and that we might only loose a few finger tips. Her breathing is doing better and they are getting very few plugs out now. Dec 9th 12:30 pm Allyssa ran a high fever last nig

Clearity
The bombs that crush the ground As the dust and debry surrounds Reasons and reasons why? Does this land have to die Planes and their forces, danger at it sources Rolling free, why can this be? Tanks roll attacking the innocent Evil hounds picking up human scents The thunder that forms from with in Let it ride just like free will The army of death reeks of stupidity Land of the Beline thinks they cantrol this small town Wanting this land, blood and bodies hand in hand Reasons these people demand As this army which is deep with men and artillery Cannot over come this towns final stand The commander of Carrick last leader alive Has only one plan and one idea to survive With limited weapons and a weakening defence A strike at night time is the only idea that makes sense Rain and lightening that fires from the sky Once again the danger is there, the death toll begins to scare Marching and marching in the night filled with fright No way in hell that this litt

Xmass Parties, Blow Jobs?
I think I walked in on somone getting a blow job at the company xmass party. my room mate who I also with was standing there when I walked in on it. he don't really know what was going on. being the only sober person in the room, I know it looked like he was doing his pants up and she was wipeing her mouth off. but was just standing there with his back to them, thanked me hardcore afterwards..... so somone else could verify what the fuck was goin on there. lost the last bid of respect for the person in question. didn't have much left for him. oh well. all I can think of right now is. hate the game not the player. just wondering what buddies wife would think if she knew what went on at the company xmass party. I only wanted to go to the party for pizza and poker. no drama.

Has Sometthing Changed Yet Again
HI All Was just wondering if i'm seeing things...but Why is everybodies business coming up on my bar tab? Have they changed things yet again...lol Oh anyway not that anyone will answer but hey just thought i'd ask? Doesnt anybody have privacy any more? Another rant from you know who!!!!!

New Fubar Feature.
You can shut the feature off in your Edit Profile, thankfully. I just shut mine off because this has got to be one of the worst updates Fubar has done since I started this site. PLEASE shut it off! Please?

Da Warrior Dj Kaijaw On Air Right Now.... Join Him For The Huge Tunes You Want
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Merry Christmas To All
I have a list of folks I know , all written in a book.And every year at Christmas time, I go and take a look.And thats when I realize that these names are a part...not of the book they'er written in, but of my very heart.For each name stands for someone who has crossed my path sometime, and in that meeting they've become the rhythem in each rhyme.And while it sounds fantastic for me to make this claim, I really feel that I'm composed of each remembered name.And while you may not be aware of any special link just meeting you has changed my life, a lot more than you think.For once I'v met somebody, the years cannot erase the memory of a pleasant word or of a friendly face.So never think this Christmas card is just a mere routine of names on a Christmas list, forgotten in between.For when I send a Christmas card that is adressed to you, it's because you are on the list o folks I am indebted too.For I am the total of many folks I have met and you happen to be one of those I prefer not to f

Off And On ...
Just to let every one know i aam currently utalizing the public wireless internet access to log into fubar so I will try daily to get on when ever I can , Otherwise I access yahoo all the time on my moblie if any one would like to chat or whatever. My yahoo id is as follows gr8_4me2002 Hope every one has a great week , take care and be safe.

Santa's Prayer On Christmas Eve
This is something we all need to remember at this time of the year . Santa's Prayer on Christmas Eve By Warren D. Jennings The sleigh was all packed, the reindeer were fed, But Santa still knelt by the side of the bed. "Dear Father," he prayed "Be with me tonight. There's much work to do and my schedule is tight. I must jump in my sleigh and streak through the sky, Knowing full well that a reindeer can't fly. I will visit each household before the first light, I'll cover the world and all in one night. With sleigh bells a-ringing, I'll land on each roof, Amid the soft clatter of each little hoof. To get in the house is the difficult part, So I'll slide down the chimney of each child's heart. My sack will hold toys to grant all their wishes. The supply will be endless like the loaves and the fishes. I will fill all the stockings and not leave a track. I'll eat every cookie that is left for my snack. I can do all these things Lord, only through You, I just need your b

Maybe Today
Maybe today is the day that I will cry Maybe today is the day that all the pain will subside Maybe today is the day that understanding will come Maybe today is the day that I will come all undone Maybe today is the day that I will finally see Maybe today is the day that I will break free Maybe today is the day that a purpose is revealed Maybe today is the day that I'll be out standing in a field Maybe today is the day that my tear ducts return Maybe today is the day that my sorrow will burn Maybe today is the day that I will finally feel Maybe today is the day that I will finally heal Maybe today is the day that my heart will beat Maybe today is the day that I will no longer retreat Maybe today is the day that I won't feel so numb Maybe today is the day that I won't feel so dumb Maybe today is the day that my eyes will be opened Maybe today is the day that I won't feel so broken Maybe today is the day that I will truly be loved M

Forgiveness Will Come
Forgiveness will come Somehow, some way I'll dig deep inside me Through the ruins and say You didn't mean it You were just misunderstood I'll tell you I still love you I did the best that I could I gave you everything You took all that I had You couldn't help it You didn't mean to be bad Remorse will come Somehow, some way You'll dig deep inside yourself Through the destruction and say I am so sorry Mom That I forced you to pay For the chaos and deception That I brought your way I lied to you Mom I destroyed our home without regard I stole from you and hated you I didn't care how you felt Or that I broke your heart But I'm sorry now For real this time I hope you believe me I hope one day you'll find In your heart to forgive me Someday, some time Forgiveness will come Somehow, some day...

Going On Now
there is an auction going on now. it started today and ends friday. follow the link below to vote. but you must have a salute to vote. there are more things i will do but it is writen in the comments. Thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=637102&albumid=724357&i=3464338213

What's Really Going On?
I'm feeling the need to blog more than usual lately. I have things on my mind. Things that bother me. Things I can't really talk about, not honestly at least, 'cause when I do, the room will gasp and an eerie silence will fall, and everyone will judge me. And the walls that have boxed me in to this corner of the universe will only get taller and thicker,... and I'll seem just that much more loud and strangely funny, sadly ruled by emotions... saying things society has already decided I shouldn't. My theory is this, people die and are killed and wounded and emotionally disadvantage others because society has set up rules that we feel we MUST follow, no matter what. So, we're following the rules, locked into a situation we hate, that is frustrating us more and more until one day we just can't take it. and we sna-ap. It has been world wide news when these things happen like as below.. We cut up our girlfriend/boyfriend and burn her/his remains on a grill. We drown our two sons in a

Broken
Stripped of my veil of protection, ripped away the curtain of deception. Revealed for the truth of who I am, the truth that is a lie. In reality all I am is fake, this lie of a life that I decided to make. The truth nothing but a mockery of all, every word and action a false promise from black heart. Welcome to the truth, I am only a lie

Last Resort
Who am I to be? second choice or plan b? To be first in your heart, only used when life falls apart? Always your last resort, Can you not see what you mean to me? How much can one man take, before his will is made to break, cracked under the pressure of being last the clinging sorrow drowns me fast.

Love Is
Love is a mother fucker meant only for fools and suckers Love is really a waste of time it should be made a crime Love is a mother fucker a right bastard of a cock sucker it is nothing but a lie I wish the concept would die Love is a mother fuck and I am the fool and sucker all it does is make you cry so I will no longer even try Love is a mother fucker and I am done with being a sucker

Life
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Good Pagan Folk, Rejoice
Tune: "Good Christian Men Rejoice" Good Pagan folk, rejoice With heart and soul and voice Give ye heed to what we say News! News! Our Lord the Sun is born today Great him as the dawn's first light Bids farewell to dark of night The Sun returns today The Sun returns today Good Pagan folk, rejoice With heart and soul and voice Gather round the Yuletide tree Peace! Peace! Hope he brings for you and me Winter's cold is nearly gone We wait for spring with Joyous song Our Lord returns to Earth Our Lord returns to Earth Good Pagan folk, rejoice With heart and soul and voice Praise our Lady, praise her Son Joy! Joy! New life they bring to everyone Dance and sing and merry meet As the Lord of Light we greet The Sun returns today The Sun returns today

Our Lady Greensleeves
Tune: "Greensleeves" VERSION I Midwinter moon is shining bright The yuletide log is burning. The people gather 'round tonight The Sabbat wheel is turning. Joy! Mirth! The Sun's rebirth! Now as of old we greet Thee. Gladdening is the song we sing Of praises to the Lady. 'Twas at the feast of bright Beltane When we all were a-Maying, Sweet minstrel Queen in Her gown of green Spring roundelay was playing. And though now roped in snow Her wintry garb deceives, for Bedipped with holly and mistletoe She is still Our Lady Greensleeves. So drink ye wassail everyone Good Pagans all made merry With wine as red as the reborn Sun, As red as holly-berry. Dancing, come join the ring, As Her Yuletide spell she weaves. Fair Queen, the evergreen, Sweet lovely Lady Greensleeves. VERSION II The winter moon is shining bright The yuletide log is burning Good people gather and tonight the sabbat wheel is turning Joy, Mirth, the Sun's rebirth Noels of old we greet

Top 8 Morons Of 2007
1. WILL THE REAL DUMMY PLEASE STAND UP? AT&T fired President John Walter after nine months, saying he lacked intellectual leadership. He received a $26 million severance package. Perhaps it's not Walter who's lacking intelligence. 2. WITH A LITTLE HELP FROM OUR FRIENDS: Police in Oakland, CA spent two hours attempting to subdue a gunman who had barricaded himself inside his home. After firing ten tear gas canisters, officers discovered that the man was standing beside them in the police line, shouting, "Please come out and give yourself up." 3. WHAT WAS PLAN B? An Illinois man, pretending to have a gun, kidnapped a motorist and forced him to drive to two different automated teller machines, during which the kidnapper proceeded to withdraw money from his own bank accounts. 4. THE GETAWAY! A man walked into a Topeka, Kansas Kiwi Stop and asked for all the money in the cash drawer. Apparently, the take was too small, so he tied up the store clerk and worked the counter himself fo

Waking Up To Bliss
I pretend to be asleep as I feel your fingers work their way between my thighs. They move up slowly as they wedge themselves between my legs. I groan and shift my weight, bringing my knees apart and giving you better access. You stop for a second, uncertain as to whether your actions were waking me. Once you determine to your satisfaction that I am still sleeping, you continue on your mission. I feel your fingers wiggling at my pussy lips, finding their way inside. Your middle finger grows brave and plunges deep inside of me. I bite my lower lip to keep from gasping aloud. I feel the finger move slowly in and out of me, working my juices up, growing slick with them. You ease the finger up and press it against my clit. A tingling sensation starts to grow in my feet and move upward. You press harder, wait for my reaction, then begin to circle the pad of your finger gently against the clit. I moan audibly and feel your forehead press into my back. I can sense your sly smile. Yo

Where I Live "'canada''''''''
hi all fubar people welcome to huskylove blog iám canadian'. i live in whitehorse yukon canada the land of daylight in the summer dark in the winter... land of gold, women, wilderness..... fun things to see all year round merry christmas

The Twelve Days Of Christmas!!
Miss Agnes McHolstein 69 Cash Ave. Beaver Valley, CO Dec. 14, 1986 My Darling, I went to the door today and the postman delivered a "Partridge in a pear tree." What a thoroughly delightful gift. I couldn't have been more surprised. You're an angel. With all my love and devotion, Agnes ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ----- Miss Agnes McHolstein 69 Cash Ave. Beaver Valley, CO Dec. 15, 1986 Darling, Today, the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine "Two turtle doves." I'm delighted at your very thoughtful gift. They are adorable and I love you for them. All my love, Agnes ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- ----- Miss Agnes McHolstein 69 Cash Ave. Beaver Valley, CO Dec. 16, 1986 Dear Fred, Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one? Now I really must protest. I don't deserve such gen

Is It Dead?
Christianity! Is it dead or does it still flurish? The word itself means many things to many people. For myself, IT means I have not the right to judge others for what they may or may not have done in they're past. Weather it be true or not is not my place to judge. For those who listen to this gossip, then they are as guilty as those who spread it. Christianity is a good word but only as good as those who use it wisely and in the text for which it was created. I am not the judge, jury or exicutioner therefore I will not condem my breatheren for the mistakes which they have made and which they are heartily sorry for! Does this make sense? And if so does it mean then, christianity is still alive? I hope so for all of our sakes!

Ice Storm 2007
Okay all my Wisconsin friends and family, Oklahoma got its ass kicked with a wicked ice storm. Were all ok, as well as others around us. The wifes resturant closed early on day 1 and early on day 2 due to power outage but otherwise remains open. My resturant on the other hand is closed now going on 2 days with no power and it may be 7-10 days before its back on. their is a mixed blessing their but i am getting some hours. We here at the house lost power for about 2 or so hours and that brought out lots of blankets because it got cold fast. as of right now 17% of the state or about 600,000 others are without power. They declared a state of emergency for the whole state. lol Wisconsin people need to come down and show them here how to drive, silly southerners so 3-5 inches forcast for this weekend(80% chance) ought to make things really interesting....ha ha amazing what moving from one area to another in this country displays for changes in lifestyle also they have nothing but salt s

Women's Favorite Words!!
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up*. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare...not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you

Engineering Investigation Teams Have Been Assigned To Analyze The Eco Sensor System On Atlantis.
Atlantis To launch No Earlier Than Jan. 2, 2008 Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Dec. 12 - 3:48 p.m. EST NASA's Space Shuttle Program is working with two teams of engineers to evaluate issues that arose with the engine cutoff sensor system during the launch countdown for space shuttle Atlantis’ STS-122 mission. One of the engineering investigation teams has been assigned to analyze the sensor system on Atlantis at the launch pad, and the other will focus on an in-depth investigation and includes engineers from throughout the agency. A centerpiece of the evaluation is scheduled for Tuesday when technicians will fill Atlantis’ external fuel tank with liquid hydrogen and watch how the fuel sensors behave. Special instruments will be used to relay pulses through the wiring of the sensor system to pinpoint the location of the problem. Space Shuttle Pro

Savior?
Savior? Current mood: distraught Category: Life I am majorly distraught right now... I now found out my real reason for coming back home and I am in utter disgust! My father has done everything he could to give me a miserable life. He has always been financially irresponsible with money causing our family hardship, I lived in the ghetto most of my childhood because my Dad was charged with tax evasion because he felt that because we are originally from East Germany that we qualified for economic asylum that some countries recieve while making their place here in the US. My father was a Political Science professor...There was no reason for me not grow up in Shorewood, Bayside, White Fish Bay...but I grew up on 39th & Villard....a true fucking hell hole! Now it's like good times all over again... I just found out that my parents home that they bought is now worth 325,000 but my father hasn't paid the taxes in 5 years!... Leaving the equity of this 3 story vi

Male Beer Warning
WHEN YOU GET TO THE END, CLICK ON THE LINK FOR THE DEMO! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to gohome and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feel

Important Medical News
JUST HAD TO SEND YOU THIS ONE!!!!! ----- Canadian Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery. It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood. It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better. Just thought you'd like to know.

It's Really Not That Difficult To Do.
It's not that difficult to be disciplined. It's just a matter of choosing to be, again and again. It's not that difficult to avoid destructive habits. In fact, all you really must do is nothing. It's not that difficult to take positive, productive action. You simply choose to put yourself into motion. Success is not that difficult. It's mainly a matter of doing it, and you're completely capable of doing whatever is necessary. Your willingness is the most important factor. And willingness comes when you connect to a solid, meaningful reason why. Discipline, integrity and effective action are tools that you can use at any time and in any situation to achieve valuable results. Follow a purpose that is truly yours, and it's not that difficult at all. -- Ralph Marston

The Love Story Of Ralph And Edna (email)
Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, "Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Ralph hanged himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved him. I am so sorry, but he's dead." Edna replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry. How soon can I go

Tag3 Bc
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Gave Up
Gave up ~Tony Martinez I spend days and nights Asking the one question I'll never be able to answer Why? Why you gave up You said it yourself I'm a great guy you said We'll make it work you said My past relationships go badly cuz I rush things you said Can we take it slow you said So I did So we did Still you gave up Gave up what you said you treasured Please tell me why Does it really matter? You're not even listening You gave up long ago

Why?
Why is it.. that when a good thing starts happening, someone has to go and change it? In this particular blog, I'm reffering to one of my few lounges that i'm subscribed to. When it was under a different name, it seemed really popular, and busy. Now the "owners" have gone and changed the name, and the format of the background for the lounge, and everytime I seem to go online, there's never anyone in there. WTF? (If there's spelling mistakes, I appologize .. i've had a bit to drink tonight) Just curious

Christmas Adventure With Grandma
I remember my first Christmas adventure with Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!" My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous" cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous, because Grandma said so. It had to be true. Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm. Between bites, I told her everything. She was ready for me. "No Santa Claus?" She snorted... "Ridiculous! Don't believe it. That rumor has been going around for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let's go." "Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn't even finished my second world-famous cinnamon bun. "Where

Auction
If you look in my photos and go under family, you will see a pic of my 20 year old son Sean. I have decided to "auction" him off as he is known as "He-Slut" for a reason. If you offer him enough he might even take you up on the offer. LOL

Journey To The Other Side.....
Twisted ropes hanging limply in the wind Broken and shattered lies your vessel Gone are the songs of old Now only the lonely for comfort Blind and Demented you sought peace Finding Heartache instead You tried to run but found no escape For this is your own mind

Seeing As How No One Bothers To Read A Profile
I am a 32 year old mother of a perfectly beautiful son.I am only here for friends nothing sexual I am not a prude by any means, just "old-fashioned" when it comes to love, romance and sex! I proudly consider myself to be a monogamous nymphomaniac ;) So if you still haven't caught on... Let me try this approach; NO CYBER. NO CAMMING. NO IM's. NO PHONE SEX. NO MEETINGS. NO FLINGS. DO NOT ask to see my private folder you WILL be ignored ask me repeatedly and YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. Ya'll got that in there? Are my intentions clear to everyone? Good! I have no problem adding friends if you can accept what I wrote above. I am a very nice person. I can be your best friend or worst enemy. I am not a pushover, so I also have no problem REMOVING or Blocking people, if it becomes necessary. Rate me high, rate me low - don't rate me. Won't affect me one way or the other. I realize not everyone will like me for whatever reason. That's fine with me! because the one's that matter already do. N

Women And Home Depot (email)
Charlie was fixing a door and found that he needed a new hinge, so he sent his, blonde, wife Mary to Home Depot. At Home Depot, Mary saw a beautiful bathroom faucet while she was waiting for Walt, the manager, to finish waiting on a customer. When Walt was finished, Mary asked 'How much for that faucet?' Walt replied, 'That's pewter and it costs $300.' 'My goodness, that sure is a lot of money!' Mary exclaimed. Then she proceeded to describe the hinge that Charlie had sent her to buy, and Walt went to the back room to find it. From the back room Walt yelled, 'Mary, you wanna screw for that hinge?' Mary replied, 'No, but I will for the faucet.' This is why you can't send a woman to Home Depot.

Im Sorry U Can Put The Blame On Me
Get your player at Mp3Profiles.com i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

My Results: What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ISFJ The Nurturer You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal. A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways. In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music. You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for. In love, you express your emotions through actions. Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well! At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time. You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

~ Saudi Kind Pardons Rape Victim ~ Wtf?
200 Lashes for being raped? You have got to be shitting me? Another of the glorious ways of Islam , how can any religion punish a woman who was raped? And you know it was maybe the outrage it would have caused if they had done this. But you see he saves face by stating "though he is convinced and sure that the verdicts were fair" Saudi king pardons rape victim (CNN) -- Saudi King Abdullah has pardoned a rape victim who had been sentenced to 200 lashes and six months in prison in a case that sparked international attention, a Saudi newspaper reported. The case cast light on the treatment of women under Saudi Arabia's strict Islamic law. King Abdullah issued the royal pardon on Monday, Al-Jazirah newspaper quoted a Saudi Justice Ministry official as saying. A Saudi court ruled the 19-year-old had an "illegitimate relationship" with a man who was not her husband, and that the rape occurred after she and the man were discovered in a "compromising situation, her clothes

Reflecting Back On The Year -a Survival Story
I don't usually do this often, but this year was such a year of many trials and triumphs that I thought perhaps someone may find some inspiration from the tale. So I dedicate this entry to those who feel lost, that life will never get better; to those who think there is no light at the end of the tunnel. Keep in mind this is being written now, not during the actual events. JANUARY 2007 The beginning of the year started off where December left off. I am still fighting chronic bronchitis and severe asthma attacks. The doctors still didn't know why all of the sudden my asthma has taken the turn for the worst and why I can't shake the bronchitis that I had been plagued with since September of the prior year. I am still spending most of my time at doctors, afterhour clinics, emergency rooms. I'm getting shot up with steroids galore to try to keep my breathing way open along with tons and tons of medications and more steroids. The constant journey from one specialist to another conti

Good Morning!
Hope everyone is having a good Monday. Had plenty of snow over the weekend. After the 11 inches on Thursday, got another 6 or 7 inches yesterday morning. Then as if that wasn't enough, got some rain dumped on top of that. Nearly killed myself trying to shovel all the heavy wet stuff off the driveway. It is freezing this morning. 18 degrees with a wind chill of 2. I need to go get myself some breakfast to warm me up. Have a good day all!

Contest
I have entered a bash salute contest for 514. Please post one comment and vote to help me win a 7 day blast. The contest ends New Year's Eve at midnight (or New Year's Day at 12:01AM). All help appreciated!!!

Hi Loves
Just want to say sorry to everyone. Been really sick this past weekend. Have been on and off here but not really on. So dont think I didnt want to talk to any of you. Just was soo sick and blah. Wasn't up for it. Thanks for all the love though! I love you all!! *sigh* sadly I'm still sick but just dont want anyone thinking im ignoring them or anything cause im not! mwah! love yous!!!

Well
I'm in a slightly better mood today. Aside from having to sit through a WIC class that anyone with half a brain could have figured out... oh well. My doctor's appointment is tomorrow... yay. I don't expect it to be too indepth. I have a bunch of things I want to ask her about though.. I really need to sit down and make a list about all of them so I don't forget it. I'm looking hopefully towards getting a car. I have to wait and see how much my check on Friday is and see if I will have enough for the downpayment. If not I'm going to call up my dad and see if he has gotten me anything for Christmas yet- and if not I'm gonna explain that money would be great. Or I could see if I could borrow the money off my brother. I'd rather not do that. The guy said the payments would be biweekly and overall it would be more than I would have wanted to pay but I'm getting desperate. I was looking over old paystubs and I'm confident I can afford it- since I could have afforded it LAST year if I w

And Nothing Is All And All Is Sanity
it starts as it ends..silent..cold..empty..tears..cries unheard..breaths heard..the bleakness of nothing..and with that the shadow vanishes and all is left is a il feeling of all the happiness in the world has been sucked away...for the shaow, darkness was hope and the faith the many needed to thrive on another day...til then the fear remains awaiting its return.. the silent stalker that waits the eyes that see the lips that caress the cold as it bites at its warm exposed flesh hold tight that breath the sweat swept from a brow the choking grip of a ivory handle the glint of a metal cold to touch and soft like a razor through butter grinding teeth spit snarls like a hungry wolf waiting for prey deaths harbinger

Breath... Antoher Random Song I Heard And Loves
I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the Less I like Is it over yet? In my head? I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find A fire in your eyes I'm goin all the way Get away, please You take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find A fire in your eyes I'm goin all the way Get away, please You take the breath right out of me you left a hole where my heart should be You've gotta fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you (take take take) I'm waiting I'm praying Realize Start hating You take the breath right out of me you left a

Once A Marine
Hi, i know i have not posted in a while but ive been busy. Hubby kicked me out and said i have never loved you. WOW! what a smack there, but life has brought me the best guy i could ever ask for. NOW MY SON CALLS AND TELLS ME HE IS GOING TO TALK TO A MARINE RECRUITER AND MAY REENLIST SAYS HE MISSES IT. HE HAS ONLY BEEN OVER SEAS 3 TIMES. THIS SCARES ME TO DEATH BUT I AM ALWAYS PROUD OF HIM. I HOPE HE MAKES THIS DECISION ON HIS OWN AND NOT LET ANYONE TALK HIM INTO IT. BE SAFE SON MOM WILL ALWAYS WORRY "ITS MY JOB"

Friendship
Friendship . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart

Hotel
I saw you coming toward me and I knew From your eyes boring into me that you Felt the same as I did even though we Had never met before this would be An afternoon of the most amazing fun So hand in had we now began to run To a hotel we saw just across the street In reception our hearts began to beat Close now I began to smell your scent Our hands we could not begin to prevent The tearing of cloths off our backs At the door stopping us in our tracks Fumbling for the key we then found In side the room on the ground Our bodies entwined and impaled Ecstasy to heights before never scaled All day and all night we stayed Stroked, kissed caressed and played

Positive Experience Is Always An Option.
The best response to a negative experience is to create a positive experience. Instead of fighting against life's misfortunes, transform them into useful and worthwhile value. When things go wrong, you have a choice. You can wallow in self pity or you can seize the opportunity for self improvement. In every disappointment there is the seed of fulfillment. In every weakness there is the seed of strength. Problems and difficulties provide reliable pathways to achievement. There is value to be gained from every experience when you choose to see that value and to bring it about. You never have to be the victim of random circumstance, or of any other circumstance for that matter. For instead of choosing to be the victim, you can always choose to make a positive difference. Life is often unfair, and comes to you in ups and downs, but that doesn't really matter. For you are free to make of it whatever you choose. -- Ralph Marston

Long Distance
A thousand kisses will never be, Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea, Tommorrow will be the day I love you more, Than today or yesterday or ever before, Words and phrases will never do, What my heart feels so deeply for you, Deeper and deeper my feelings go, My head is spinning too and fro, I want you here, forever and more, For our hearts to join and together explore, Our hearts beat and beat as one, Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun, Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage, My heart feels as though it's within a cage, You are so close yet so far, At times like this I wish upon a star, I wish you were here and not over there, Yet life is hard as well as unfair, All I can do is wish and wait, Until we meet as that is our fate, I love you more than my words can say, And forever my love will grow each passing day, Until the day I gently hold your face, Kiss your lips within a candle lit place, Hold you close and feel you near, Kiss your cheek and whisper a

Voting
With all the hype about the candidates for each party looking for nomination, I can't help but wonder who really pays attention. With the ridiculously low percentage of Americans who vote, it's come down to only a few key states really making a a difference. Connecticut, where I live, is a throw away state. Very little money is spent here since the state traditionally always goes to the same political party. It makes voting feel rather pointless. I'd like to feel like my vote counts, but so few people bother to vote, and most vote along party lines rather than actually listening to what a candidate stands for and voting for someone they feel would be a good leader. It would be great to see record turn out for voters, and completely throw the whole campaigning process on it's ass because EVERY state really did matter and was up for grabs.

We Used To
We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems those days are gone We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems your drifting away We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems the good times have passed We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now we hardly talk and when we do its just not the same theres an emptiness that fills my day We used to talk for hours We used to laugh and joke Now it seems those days and nights are gone but I cant stop loving you with everything I got and I sit in the darkness and shadows waiting for the day that we can talk for hours laugh and joke like things used to be

Looking At Me
When I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me When I sleep I feel your arms wrapped around me When I move I feel your breath on my neck and the gentle touch of your lips When I toss and turn I feel your hand graze my arm to calm me down When I sleep I see and feel your every move When I awake you disappear from sight Every wakin hour I sit and wait until night falls so I can see and feel you again When I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me When I cant sleep I hear your voice and it soothes my tired mind When I awake you disappear from sight Every wakin hour I sit and wish that we didnt have to wait until the night falls just to see one another When I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me Everything about you soothes my mind my heart and my soul Until you came to me I was broken and down you raised me up and boosted my spirits Without you I wouldnt be able to love again but when I close my eyes all I see is you looking at me with your lo

Heart Breaks And Tears Fall
My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears This is the night I decide to let you go My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears I must let my love for you fade This is the night I put up my walls so no one can enter not even you My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears You left me choice I must put these walls so I can move on and let you go My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears Whatever you think you can say to change my mind will not work My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears Everything you said and did was a lie now I must erase you from my heart My heart breaks My eyes fill with tears out of sight out of mind and out of my heart Its still a fact I still love you but as this night goes on I put up the walls and not even you can break through cause this is the night I let you go

To My Friend That I Just Probably Pushed Away
im truly sorry for bein a rude a~- b~~~~ im gonna go take my meds and just hope for the best all i can truly say is im sorry for lettin my emotions show i told myself i wouldnt do that but then you cant control them and im sorry for that :(

I Don't Believe It
omg i don't believe this... it seems my pets are all trying to tell me something... in the last month my cockatiel has laid 6 eggs *all empty* & i discovered about half an hour ago that my fish tank is full of eggs... i'm so not ready to become the g/mother of a hundred little fish LOL so 2moro after i've been down the shops i'm gonna give the tank a good clean out

Away For Christmas
Hey y'all I'm gonna be away for a bit over Christmas. We're gonna start our trek home to Wisconsin starting tonight and will be gone for a lil over a week so you probabley won't see me till after new years I'm gonna miss everyone so hope you have a merry christmas and a safe but kick ass new years and I'll see y'all when I get back. PEACE!

Kinky
You know your kinky when .......... = you keep fake hanging plants around the house ,just so your mother will never know what the ceiling hooks are really for. = You have more toys then your kids = You take up macrame,just learn some new knots . = You have a locksmith on speed dial =You try to get arrested, just for the handcuffs, body search and time in a cage . =Your kids ask if they can borrow your costumes for halloween. = Your body piercings set off the metal detector at the court house. = You spend more time on your knees then a catholic priest = Getting tattooed and pierced is merley forplay =Someone tries to talk you out od a blind date saying he is sick and sadistic and you say "God I hope so " = You can accuratley convert horsepower to # of ponygirls harnessed = Some one calls your wife a slut and you thank them. = You need to rent a u-haul to get all your toys to the play party. =Your toilet seat is leather = You call people

Mmm Cum Check Out Sexy D3v He Took Over......
The devil took over the air ways in the iron horse saloon come check it our i am not lying to you he really did. So come and save us all. Then again lets get him drunk. Iron Horse Saloon! Click the pic below! (repost of original by '"DJ.MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS~MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL' on '2007-12-08 17:11:31') (repost of original by '† DJ-D3vil's N3m3sis- Asst. Manager / DJ Iron Horse Saloon †' on '2007-12-20 15:25:19')

Target For 12-20 Please Read
All Confederate Bombers “SHOULD” be bombing on the target only, which is The Watchers contest. The targets are for who NEEDS to be bombed and is an approved contest. We need ALL family members on this ASAP please. Below you will find the link to the target… Padame~GeeGee~Confederate Bombers Lt.~Fu-Wife to Obiwan~The Watcher Captain Of Confederate Bombers's

Ok Here Goes...
well, i am not allowed to eat past midnight... how crappy. so i plan on eating some more, lol, right now and passing out just afterwards so i don't have to feel hungry. you know when you're not allowed to eat and you suddenly feel like you haven't eaten in a week, lol... oh well. yes i am about to lose it. i'm scarred out of my mind, but i know i should be ok, just being overdramatic. I'm supposed to be at the hospital tomorrow (friday) at 11am. I should be home about 3-4 hours later. since they are putting me to sleep, i have no idea when i'll feel like getting online, but when i do feel up to it, know i will be. Thank you to all my friends for being so nice and supportive during all this, even if it is just the tip of the iceberg... suzy

Two
Two Adherents of love Discover the strength Of liberation, escaping Burdens of just me Existence, a deliverance, A redemption, The forming of two. Change from one To two frees Us, while we Commit, an Equality, a fraternity, We can yet grow As one, yet two Who develop a Passion, a loss Of anonymity, A completeness to Know two. We do not want “REALLY” to be one, We want to be two, To be equals, Free to be you, Free to be me. Where equality Is real, freedom Becomes a duality Of two, the Accomplishments of The two, never A subjugation of The one by another, But the life Experiences Of the two. Liberation of love Is the forming of The two. It Escapes the burden’s, The fears, Of an untenable Just one. It allows You to be you And me to be me Without fear. Poet

Mind Reading Games For Christmas
What's going on inside that head of yours? That's nobody's business, of course -- except, perhaps, for companies planning to roll out games and gadgets with supposed "brainwave-reading" capabilities. Among them is Sega Toys in Japan, which makes Brain Trainer, a portable electronic device with various mind-expanding exercises that retails for about $30. Last week Sega announced it will incorporate bio-signal-reading technology from San Jose-based startup NeuroSky into unspecified products. While NeuroSky's technology is available now, don't expect to find mind-reading toys or videogames at Toys 'R' Us just yet. That's because NeuroSky's technology is aimed at manufacturers and developers, and it will take awhile before products incorporating the technology reach the market. NeuroSky sells a systems-development kit incorporating a sensor that picks up bio-signals, which are processed into digital signals. A manufacturer can incorporate the sensor into a headset of its own design. The se

First Pro Game
Last evening the Minnesota Wild played the New York Rangers. Big deal right?? Wrong! It so happens that my daughters hockey team was invited to play a exibition during the second to third period intermission. This was her first Pro Hockey game she has been to. in case you are not aware. Marion Gaborik scored 5 goals and had a assist in the other goal. He came very close to scoring a sixth goal, hits the pipe. What a glorious invitation to Pro hockey for her. She has been playing for 5 yrs. and just lives and loves the game!! This season(so far) her team has scored 34 goals. She has scored 19 of them !!! Go lex.

More To Life
Dark gray clouds are in the distance, on the horizon I see the rain. Reflecting on my ordinary day, sometimes I wish I could catch a train. To a place far,far away... where nobody even knows my name. Someplace where the people are different, and there faces aren`t all the same. You ever just want to get away, drop everything that you have to do. Not a job to worry about, nobody will even miss you. Forget about the troubles of the world, maybe even on a desert island. Where the skies are blue, and there is plenty of white sand. Jerked back to reality once again, sitting on the porch watching the grass grow. Thinking of the things I haven`t seen, and everything that I don`t know. Have you ever asked yourself, whether you wanted more out of life? Well I am not sure about you, but I want more for me!!!!

This Is Me
THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM....I AM A BISEXUAL FEMALE FROM LAKELAND FLORIDA. I AM 19....MY BIRTHDAY IS JANUARY 17TH....I AM A SINGLE MOTHER OF 2.....MY LIFE IS BASED ON TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THIS WORLD...AT 13 I WAS GANG RAPED BY 15 GUYS...ALTHO THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED AND I STILL DEAL WITH ALL THE PAIN....I KNOW THAT WHEN THAT HAPPENED IT SCREWED MY ENTIRE LIFE UP...BUT I AM COPING WITH IT ALL..I STILL HAVE NIGHTMARES (FLASHBACKS)FROM THAT EVENT....I NOW AM TRYING TO KEEP MY HEAD UP AND FORGET...BUT HOW CAN I FORGET SOMETHING SO TRAUMATIC???? NO ONE KNOWS THE PAIN I GO THROUGH....NO ONE KNOWS HOW IT FEELS TO BE ME.... I WAS RAISED IN A VERY STRICT OLD FASHIONED FAMILY....WHEN I WAS RAPED I HAD NO ONE TO TURN TO....MY GREATEST FEAR WAS MEN....I COULDN'T EVEN BE AROUND MY NEPHEW...AT THE TIME HE WAS ONLY 3.....I COULDN'T EVEN WATCH T.V. BECAUSE EVERY TIME I SAW A MAN I WOULD PANIC....MY VIRGINITY WAS STOLEN FROM ME....TAKEN IN A BRUTAL WAY....I ALMOST DIED FROM THE BEATINGS.THEY DRUGGED ME UP

Sex
If you have sex 365 times a year and you melted down all the condoms 2 make a tire, what would you call it? A fucken Goodyear! Sex is like playing ¢¼spades.¢¼ If you don't have a good partner, you better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told Little red riding hood lift your top so I can suck your tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fucken book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or you will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if you receive this it means your fucken sexy if you get it back you're even sexier. Send 2 ten people or miss the train....... this shit is funny

My Beliefs
I am a Apathetic/Pragmatic Agnostic for those who know not what that means here ya go: # Apathetic agnosticism—the view that there is no proof of either the existence or nonexistence of God or gods, but since any God or gods that may exist appear unconcerned for the universe or the welfare of its inhabitants, the question is largely academic anyway. An apathetic agnostic would say, "I don't know, and who cares anyway?" # Pragmatic agnosticism—the view that since there is no proof of either the existence or nonexistence of God or gods, the question is largely academic anyway, so it is a waste of time and effort to discuss it and people should be doing something useful with their time. An pragmatic agnostic would say, "I don't know, pass the chicken"

Hip Hop Heroes
Hip Hop Heroes THIS IS THE 2ND CD OF FOUR FEATURING THE TALENTS OF THE EJAY COLLECTIVE. IF YOU WANT A REFRESHING CHANGE FROM YOUR STANDARD DANCE MIX CD, YOU GOTTA GIVE HIPHOP HEROES A TRY. http://www.esnips.com/doc/185b0ac5-f93a-43d5-9040-c8e2a43c923e/DJ-Muzik-AL-vs-The-Ejay-Collective---Hip-Hop-Heroes_128

My Brother
ok my brothers and i havent always seen eye to eye in fact the one im closest to has really fucked me over time and time again but i just found out that he just went to iraq now im struggleing with the fact that im really mad at him for the past but im afraid that he wont come back home

Recipe For New Year's Punch
Recipe for New Year's Punch !! Take yourself; peel off layers of egotism and self-pity; Cut out seeds of unkind thoughts and unhappy emotions. Remove all prejudices and worries. To this add one firm belief that life's worth living. Mix well with one practical idea that you are somebody. Season with a sense of humor and optimism. Sweeten with love. Then add one strong determination to live at your highest every hour of the day, come what may. Let effervesce for 365 days. Garnish with smiles and pleasant words. Serve with gentleness and courage. Note the effect. Happy New Year.

Fuck Girrrr...
GIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i hate emotions...THEY FUCKING SUCK girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............One second its like im all fucking happy then something has to fucking happen to bring me down LIFE FUCKING SUCKS girrrrrrrrrrrr......................Every fucking emotion coming out at once..it really sucks..and why the fuck do I always have to care for other people more then my self..that always leads me to getting fuck hurt...girr whatever..uk what during this new year..im gonna be more closed up and not let so many people into my mind..girr im sorry yall i just needed to fucking vent

"friends" Going "private"
You see a beautiful girl...you add...fan...family...rate...etc. as they specify in their intro's to "see pics". A few weeks later, the pics you joined to see/rate/fan etc. are "private for family only" or "blast to see pics"...false advertising bullshit! All the friends you had before you go all golddigger should be grandfathered in.

Happy Holidays My Friends Old And Unkown
Join me, in a tear, in a smile in the overwhelming love of today in the moving spirit of the season forget today our hatereds hold out your hands and welcome them home peace, love and happiness be yours with all sincerity DJ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rt0VfiFxtHo&feature=related

Who So Ever
“For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believes in Him would not perish, but have everlasting life” (John 3:16). When Jesus sent His Son to the earth, He opened the door of salvation to whosoever would believe. That means, anyone can become a child of His and have everlasting life! Aren’t you glad He didn’t just come to save certain kinds of people? Aren’t you glad He didn’t have a bunch of rules and conditions for salvation? Before Jesus came, people had to observe many laws in order to be holy enough to go into the temple. They were constantly performing sacrifices to pay for their sins just so they could be around the presence of God. And even then, their sins were only covered up. But when Jesus came, He was the final sacrifice. And His blood didn’t just cover our sins, it washed us clean. Now, instead of just going to the temple to be near God, the Bible says we are the temple, and He chooses to live inside of us. Thank Him today for Hi

Leaving The Bar Soon
to all the wonderful people that i have met on here i will be deleteing my acount soon after the new years. i dont get on here that much anymore i am on myspace more i have an IM acount so it is easier for me to talk.if you have become a good friend and would like to still chat with me and stuff you are more then welcome to add me to your myspace if you have one if not then go make one its free. here is my url # its www.myspace.com/naughtynice79 hope to see some of you there soon. lots of love to you all

I Just Got Married!!!
I got married this past friday 12/21. I met my wife online, we went on our first date in October and we haven't hardly been apart since. I asked her to marry me 6 days after our first date and have been living in bliss since she said yes.

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Poem
Laying in bed thinking of you Makes me long for more I want you to hold me I want you to kiss me I just want you near me To have and to hold You make me smile Just knowing that you love me Just knowing that you care You brighten up my day I love you baby *MUAH*

The Sun Rise
Sun Rise The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost girl found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of his eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you.

You
You You kissed my lips and I felt a flutter in my heart, You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body, You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul, You put your arms around me and I was finally complete.

Help?>!
Me and Vicky entered a Giveaway.. And I would like some help on gettin it. Want paid to bomb?? 200 comments Ill give ya 10k fubucks Want a graphic? animation? morph? 200 comments and my hubby will make ya something cool. Check my pics he is GOOD!! Want me to rate your stash or pics 11s? Holler at me!! FU MAIL ME!!! Here is the pic to bomb... xoxoxo

My Vow To You
My Vow To You When you are sad, I will dry your tears When you are scared, I will comfort your fears When you need love, my heart I will share When you are sick, for you I will care You will feel my love when we are apart Knowing that nothing will change my heart When you are worried, I will give you hope When you are confused, I will help you cope When you are lost, and can’t see the light My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end For you above all are my love and best friend These words I have written, speak of my love for you From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows, I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows Happy in , honor and love blessed in unity by God above

Relax And Enjoy
The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. Relax and enjoy the ever-changing flow of being alive. There's no point in working yourself into a frenzy about anything. The more uptight you are, the more mistakes you make. Relax, stop taking everything so seriously, and you'll find that you're vastly more effective. Put a big, authentic and friendly smile on your face. Put some delightful positive thoughts in your mind. The worst that could happen will almost certainly not happen. And even if it does, you'll find a way to handle it. Live with passion and purpose while letting go of the tension and anxiety. Relax and enjoy every moment as it comes, and you'll be giving the world your very best. -- Ralph Marston

Will You Love Me
If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me? If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me? When the worms begin to feed again, it feels like when you loved me. When decay becomes my closet friend, will you be thinking of me? I feel so alone since those days are gone when I walked in the sun. I gave up my chance, in the darkness I chant while holding my gun. If I knock on your door tonight, will I be welcomed in? Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin? I finally escaped the whispers and lies in a life where I didn't fit. I brought about my own demise and ended here in this pit. When the moon is full, I can feel its pull and think of the things I missed. Regret is making it hard to think, it's a shame it has come to this. I just can't seem to make up my mind but I guess that I've got plenty of time. In this cold dark place of mine, In this coffin, imprisoned inside, still contemplating my suicide. When the worms move, I will think of you, do

Every Woman Should Take Some Form Of Self Defense
The world can be a dangerous place. I was at dinner in Philadelphia with a friend. We finished up around 10 P.M. My friend used the valet, but I parked in a indoor garage. She offered me a ride but I passed because it was only a block and a half walk and she was on a one way street going the opposite direction from my garage. As I was walking down the street I felt like someone was walking behind me. I looked on the window of a shop across the street and saw the reflection of someone walking quickly behind me. I stayed calm but picked up the pace of my walk (not that I can walk that fast in heels with my short legs). Before I knew it, someone grabbed me from behind. Luckily I was able to react quickly without thinking. I scraped the back of my heel against his shin, slammed the back of my head into his nose and filled him over my shoulder. He landed flat on his butt in a seated position in front of me. I reared back and hit with a roundhouse kick to the temple and he crumpled t

World On Fire Lyrics
World On Fire - Lyrics Hearts are worn in these dark ages You're not alone in this story's pages Night has fallen amongst the living and the dying And I try to hold it in, yeah I try to hold it in [Chorus] The world's on fire and It's more than I can handle I'll tap into the water (I try to pull my ship) I try to bring more More than I can handle (Bring it to the table) Bring what I am able I watch the heavens and I find a calling Something I can do to change this moment Stay close to me while the sky is falling Don't wanna be left alone, don't wanna be alone [Chorus] Hearts break, hearts mend Love still hurts Visions clash, planes crash Still there's talk of Saving souls, still the cold Is closing in on us We part the veil on our killer sun Stray from the straight line on this short run The more we take, the less we become A fortune of one that means less for some [Chorus X2]

Since Not Many Read These Anyway
I'm tired. I'm tired of being alone even with others in the house. I'm tired of hurting all the time. I'm tired of the damn buzzing in my ears. I'm tired of wanting a hug from someone other then my boys. I'm tired of having to be the "tough" one. I'm tired of not having someone to hold me and just let me cry. I'm tired of taking care of everyone else. I'm tired of not being able to work. I'm tired of not being able to give my room mate/landlord/best friend more money then I can now. I guess I'm just tired of it all and if my body wasn't in such bad shape, I would just start walking and never stop. Just get lost and never feel like I am putting someone out or sponging off them.

Wreaths Across America
There's a sacred place near here. It's a place where warriors are remembered. They are immortalized with an eastern redbud tree. This tree was chosen because it blooms beautiful bright pink flowers in late March to early April. The same time that the war in Iraq began. There are 363 trees on the walk at the moment. Each tree is dedicated to a fallen soldier. A granite marker with rank and name stand in front. Some trees give you a sense of who the soldier was in life. I'm always amazed at the things you find at the base of the trees. Books, toy cars, flags, beer bottles, soda cans, pictures, angels..you name it and there's a chance it's there. Sadly however some soldiers don't have family nearby. Their trees are much more simple. Two American flags, a small bouquet of silk flowers and the marker are all they have. It's a very sad thing to see. On December 15th, 2007 however every tree got a little taste of Christmas when 363 wreaths were laid in conjunction with the Wreaths Across Amer

Tense Pakistan Set To Bury Bhutto
Tense Pakistan set to bury Bhutto The body of the assassinated former Pakistani PM, Benazir Bhutto, has been flown to her home village in Sindh for burial amid fears of further violence. President Pervez Musharraf appealed for calm after she was killed at a rally in Rawalpindi on Thursday, but deadly riots later erupted in several cities. At least 11 deaths were reported as her angry supporters took to the streets. The killing was condemned worldwide, with the UN Security Council describing it as a reprehensible act of terrorism. US officials called for the parliamentary election scheduled for 8 January to go ahead as planned, but correspondents say the assassination has raised a huge question mark over the poll. International reaction Ms Bhutto's political rival and fellow former Prime Minister, Nawaz Sharif, reacted to news of her death by announcing that his party, the Muslim League, would boycott the vote. "I demand that Musharraf quit power,

Betrayed
Today I was once again betrayed by someone that I thought to be a good friend I am really hurt by what this person did and it is the second time that this person did this to me. it was the second time that i received a text stating that this person was found dead. he really played on my emotions, and it really hurt I have realized that this is not a friend at all. I traveled almost 3,000 miles to visit when this person was really down and to show him that I am a good friend but I dont understand why they would do something like this if they call themselves as a friend. this was a very sick joke that was pulled on me for the second time. I want to really say something to this person but I am not sure as I have trouble getting out what i want to say due to my stroke. but just how can someone due this to another person.