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My Fleet
My fleet is floating on this ocean of life. Going wherever the winds will blow. I've seemed to avoid any comfrontations, putting the white flag up before the battle was fought. I avoided things whenever possible. Then the enemies started placing spies, spies with bombs to damage my ship. In my nieve happy little state, I didn't realize it till it was to late. They went back to thier own ships to wait and watch. They wanted to see what Damage could be wrought. It hit. it struck my ship hard. That's not to say I fled in terror, though at first I did. I wasn't sure what to do. Yet... I am not what they think I am. If that is the game they want to play, then so be it. They may think I am weak, but I know I am stronger than they think. Thier stratagy was shocking yes, but not the best. I am hurt I know... My ship has taken some bad blows. Then a friend comes a long and offers help, all the while that other fleet... Those dirty pirates gloat on thier victory won, an yet... I am not be

Monday 3/26/07
I'm gonna write this early and get it out of the way because I'm heading out with a friend in a little bit. Not quite sure what we're gonna do but unless the weather improves a bit it looks like we'll be doing the mall since it's indoors. Have a great day all. Off to get ready to go.

A Dream Called Peace
After watching the movie Children of Men, I just said to myself: *beep* all the governments! *beep* all the armies! *beep* all the political parties! *beep* all the gun producers! *beep* all the workers who produces guns! I just want my dream come true!

Chapter 7 { The Adventures Of Sherlock Holmes
The Adventure of the Blue Carbuncle I had called upon my friend Sherlock Holmes upon the second morning after Christmas, with the intention of wishing him the compliments of the season. He was lounging upon the sofa in a purple dressing-gown, a pipe-rack within his reach upon the right, and a pile of crumpled morning papers, evidently newly studied, near at hand. Beside the couch was a wooden chair, and on the angle of the back hung a very seedy and disreputable hard-felt hat, much the worse for wear, and cracked in several places. A lens and a forceps lying upon the seat of the chair suggested that the hat had been suspended in this manner for the purpose of examination. "You are engaged," said I; "perhaps I interrupt you." "Not at all. I am glad to have a friend with whom I can discuss my results. The matter is a perfectly trivial one"--he jerked his thumb in the direction of the old hat--"but there are points in connection with it which are not entirely devoid of interest a

Moon
the moon is so bright some say you can see the man in the moon when its full you can see the man in the moon smiling down at you the moon shines down at you the moon can bring a smile to your face the moonlight makes you glow the moon is so bright its your light in the dark it brings a smile to your face by Melissa Dumler

Chapter Six
SIX Marksmanship with the M-16 rifle was one of things that I excelled at. I’d learned how to shoot using my Granddaddy’s .22 rifle back on the farm. The old school .22 rifles, like the one my granddaddy owned, didn’t have adjustable sights, so Granddaddy had taught me how to shoot using Kentucky Windage. This meant that I fired at a target, and then figured out if I was low or high, left or right, and adjusted my aim from there. I adjusted where I aimed to hit what I wanted. The M-16 rifle, however, has adjustable sights. This meant that I fired three shots, called a grouping, figured out if I was high, low, left, or right, and then adjusted the sights accordingly. With sight adjustment I always fired at the exact same spot, and then adjusted the sights, until I hit that spot. This process of firing groupings and adjusting sights is known as zeroing. Kentucky Windage and sight adjustment are two completely different things, as you can tell. I can do both. However, I can zero wit

A Conundrum
1 says one thing about2,2 says another thing about1,both facts are presented to 3 to determine truth,which lies somewhere between 1and 2s perspectives.so,3 must use loaded questions and innuendos to determine who is trying to play him,and who is the false prophet.it was all so much easier in cali

For My Dad
so much pain please god let there be no more pain i can not handle seeing him in pain i love my dad so much please take the ease up the pain please let there be no more pain i dont want him to give up on life we still need him he still needs us i just can not handle seeing him in so much pain it hurts him to move they say he should be dead he is still here here to see his family grow see what they are doing with their lifes i can not handle him in so much pain he enjoys seeing us grow from day to day seeing his grand daughter grow up i know he wont be here forever i just wish you would take away some of his pain i just can not handle seeing him is so much pain he is the greatest man in the world to me no one can ever take his place in my heart he will always be my number one i just can not handle seeing him in so much pain god can you please take some of his pain away i know you can not do every thing people ask of you i just can not handle him in so much pai

New Job
Ok, ok. I know it has been a long time since I have updated this and here we go. I have changed jobs to one that is much closer to home. Instead of an hour and a half commute each way, it is now only a half hour. :-) It was beginning to get more and more difficult to get up in the morning and go to my old job. Aside from the commute, it wasn't interesting any more and becoming more of a chore then fun. After I gave my three weeks notice (to be nice and give them time to find a new person with little vacancy) my old company notified me the day after that my services were no longer required and my last day was that day. I was told this at 9:30AM, and told that I had an appointment at the corporate office at 2pm. Oh, and there was a retirement lunch for one other person that was leaving that day as well. Now, that would not have been so incredibly bad if they were going to pay through the notice period I gave them, but that was a pipe dream. And I had not been planning on mo

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
as you all know mostly i pick songs that have videos to them that i can find on youtube. Unfortunetly some of the best songs don't have videos and this band Dispatch is one of them. Dispatch happens to be one of my all time favorite bands (i know metallica, marilyn manson, and now this) unfortunetly they aren't around anymore and don't make anymore sweet music :( so i found this great Gears of war video that has Dispatch music to it so this is Dispatch - Mayday enjoy :D I saw you yesterday Your eyes were the color of some kind of grey, I hear what you're saying Please, don't let me go I've got all these people down below. They rush to talk; They rush to say Man overboard... May Day...May Day...May Day... Troubles are brought back by you Funny how we, we go down We go anywhere, but to the ground. (woman:) So I hear that you're doing fine You've flown all those planes that have been on your mind. I can't understand. I don't need to know I'll speak to you through

It's Not Religion, You Idiot.
I grow weary of people whining about how terrible religion is. Religion is no more or less to blame for the horrors that man inflicts upon his fellow man than any other institution. Men are going to be terrible to each other. They will kill and maim and torture and they will use whatever excuse is convenient for them to ease the guilt that is a natural consequence of such behavior. The only "religion" I blame for these kinds of things is the cult of power. And now I'm all grumpy because I got serious.

You
You're not alone, you're not insane you come from a place it always rains. you can't move on if you stuck in the past. now it's time for you to let go, Tears are a release it's time for you to spread your wings, and fly away tomorrow doesnt have to be your yesterday you'll never be alone your always have friends from now and the very end.

My Job
It looks as if everything is over I come home to you And I look at you My life without you is a void I beg to please you I wish to become submissive to you And for once in our miserable lives We are both happy I feel the joy of the surrender that I have fought for so long The shelter of your love and protection I am happy My trust in you is complete As I lay in your arms each night, I pray to the Gods that we continue this way It feels right I choose to give myself to you I have never been happier I still have fears But I know that you are there to hold me And chase them away I know that you will protect me So I will make sure Not to put myself at risk Because a foolish sub- is one who is quickly tired of. I will tell you when I am hurt or ill Because- I will try to satisfy you- even then- But I know that it will not be expected And you will care for me when it is needed I know you are only a human too- So I know not to expect you to hold off

I Lay And Wait
Your hand glide along the contours of my body, heat giving away to lust and desire. Submission, I am yours for the taking. Touch me as you please, use me, let me know who's I am. Hidden nooks deft fingers find, making me arch in untamed pleasure. My body does not lie to you, I strain for more and more. Harsh voices in whispered tones, use me. Hands moving all too rapidly and yet desire mounts to points beyond my control. When is the fulfillment, when will you make me whole? You continue the torture of the touch, and I beg for more. You have me where you want me, writhing and begging, my voice in quick whispers, yet my eyes show an anxious glow. Take me, fill me, you shake your head and wait. What is it you wait for I beg, but no answers from from your lips. The power you possess over me holds me at bay. The unrestrained lust continues dancing eagerly within... and yet you wait... Claim the prize, the release of a lifetime a

Another Hard Day
So i have noticed over the past couple of weeks these type of mood swings ive hit in less than an hour ive seen all the way from the happiest happy to the most depressed emptiness inside. yes im going to see help, i did something else that was bad i basicly gave my self a self tattoo with a gerber try to spell my wifes name right, it did relieve the stress i was getting, its hard to live in a world when a idiot can control how you work, how you complete the work and how its done im stressed the fuck out i went off on my wife about another guy in the platoon thats shaming (getting out of work) by saying he has anger issues this guy doesnt have shit and everyone knows it but hes still playing the platoon sgt so we will see what happens send me some love anyone pls pfc mccrea

Picklefucker
DON'T BE A PICKLEFUCKER,AND YOU ASK WHAT IS A PICKLEFUCKER???? A PICKLEFUCKER IS YOU HAVE TO STICK A PICKLE IN YOUR ASS,WALK 10 FEET AND IF THE PICKLE FALLS OUT YOU HAVE TO PICK UP THE PICKLE BITE IT STIC IT BACK IN YOUR ASS,AND TRY TO WALK TEN FEET AGAIN,AND REPEAT,NOW TIL YOU CAN WALK THE FEET WITH THE PICKLE IN YOUR ASS.BUT IF YOU CAN'T DO IT,AND GET ALL THE WAY TO THE STUB OF THE PICKLE,THEN YOU ARE A PICKLEFUCKER.

It's Usually The Little Things That Get Us Down...
Lions and ants Once a hunter met a lion near the hungry critter's lair, And the way that lion mauled him was decidedly unfair; But the hunter never whimpered when the sugeons, with their thread, Sewed 47 gashes in his mutilated head; And he showed the scars in triumph, and they gave him pleasant fame, And he always blessed the lion that had camped upon his frame. Once that hunter, absentminded, sat upon a hill of ants, And about a million bit him, and you should have seen him dance! And he used up lots of language of a deep magenta tint, And apostrophized the insects in a style unfit to print. And it's thus with worldly troubles; when the big ones come along, We serenely go to meet them, feeling valiant, bold and strong, But the weary little troubles with their poison stings and smarts, Put the lid upon our courage, make us gray, and break our hearts. ~Walt Mason

Update
Hey everyone Please keep the prayers going for my sister. She is having surgery today. Unexpected surgery. I will keep you updated on her condition Thank you to those of you that have showed your concern for her and my family. huggles Bren

The Zen In Dancing
I had such a zen moment the other night...in line-dancing class, of all places.....twice........I knew it the first time it happened, and I got excited and lost it. It might not have been a true zen moment, for I've never been trained in that, but it is the only word I can think of to describe what happened to me. Okay...here is what happened. We were practicing a waltz. I had waltzed as a child in a 4th grade play. I loved it then. My body had forgotten all of it.......I was having trouble at first, and I was frustrated. I felt that I was trying to grasp something from my childhood, and could not seem to relax enough to get into the steps. The counting was different from all the other line dances we had done. I was letting it throw me off kilter. Then, for a moment, I had it.....lost it.....had it......DAMMIT.lost it. I knew I had to relax. I took a deep breath and began to get it together again........Suddenly, I found a part of it, and I managed to hold onto it. I

I Am Not Weak
His Property I want to belong to him That doesn't make me weak I need to be His That doesn't make me weak I serve Him in all I do That doesn't make me weak I submit to His will That doesn't make me weak I long for his hands That doesn't make me weak I enjoy the pain That doesn't make me weak I desire to be His property That doesn't me weak

Idiot
I let myself get attached to a man i trusted. Was one of the sweetest men i knew. Now i have reason to believe hes lieing to me. As been this whole time. I ALWAYS fall for the liars or the cheaters. No wait thatsn ot true, the guys i am interested in that are good guys are never interested in me. Why i always attracked the lieing cheating men Ill never know. Except that I am such an idiot. *smacks herself 10 times saying idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot idiot*

A Collection Of Poems By Sara Teasdale
"It Is Not a Word" by Sara Teasdale It is not a word spoken, Few words are said; Nor even a look of the eyes Nor a bend of the head, But only a hush of the heart That has too much to keep, Only memories waking That sleep so light a sleep. Gifts by Sara Teasdale I gave my first love laughter, I gave my second tears, I gave my third love silence Through all the years. My first love gave me singing, My second eyes to see, But oh, it was my third love Who gave my soul to me. May Wind by Sara Teasdale I said, "I have shut my heart As one shuts an open door, That Love may starve therein And trouble me no more." But over the roofs there came The wet new wind of May, And a tune blew up from the curb Where the street-pianos play. My room was white with the sun And Love cried out in me, "I am strong, I will break your heart Unless you set me free." The Mystery by Sara Teasdale Your eyes drink of me, Lov

I Might Be Busy Alot
I might have worked it out so I can build a Shovelhead bobber. Cross your fingers that this goes through cause if it does, I might not have to worry about money for the rest of the year. The hard part is that they wanted to order a bike kit that they couldn't order so now I have to find all the parts to similarly put together the same motorcycle. WIsh me luck.

We Still Live In The Same House
Every night when I come home this old house it's always dark You don't wait up like you used to like you did at the start And I can feel the changes as I'm walking through the door We still live in the same house but we don't love here anymore We still share the same old bed but now our dreams seem worlds apart We don't touch the way we used to and it's breaking my heart We're turning into strangers ties that bind are frayed and worn We still live in the same house but we don't love here anymore And I would do anything for what we had before We still live in the same house but we don't love here anymore [ guitar ] Oh I would do anything for what we had before We still live in the same house we still live in the same house We still live in the same old house but we don't love here anymore

The American Dream By Afroman
The American Dream Afroman lyrics Artist: Afroman Album: Because I Got High Year: 2000 Title: The American Dream Yes! Yes! Thank you for inviting me here for my final speech. Ladies and gentlemen, homosexuals, lesbians, and transvestites, allow me to introduce myself as the Hungry Hustler, Afroman. I am the American Dream. Even though the government tried to experiment with me by placing me in the projects, I'm still the American Dream. Surrounded by drugs, jeopardized my life by living around thugs, but I'm still the American Dream. Kicked outta Palmdale High School because I was considered a distraction to the educational process. I've traveled through the complete metamorphosis of the justice system, and I'm still the American Dream. Entered Juvenile Hall as a tadpole; hopped outta prison as a bull frog, but I'm still the American Dream. The most rejected, disrespected, when I went for a job I was never selected, but I am still the American

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Before I Fall...
My heart says we've got something real, Can I trust the way I feel, Cause my hearts been fooled before, Am I just seeing what I want to see, Or could you really be, Someone to have and hold, With all my heart and soul, Someone who stays around, through all my ups and downs, Please give me a reason to believe, Say your the one that you'll always be, It's so hard to give my heart away, but I'd give my everything just to hear you say... Please tell me now, before I fall in love...

Why Bother
yes i ask myself why bother with anyone that i could be interested in my last realtionship last four months that seemed like four years and it was a constant stress on me i was about to crack but luckily enough i didnt and yes then there was the relationship"not a relationship" thing that lasted a week with a girl who grew on me rather quickly and i cared for her greatly and then she got back with her ex even though she had said she wasnt "dealing" with him anymore welll until we all ate acid together and i got rather hurt and disapointed and yeah i did want to be friends with her still trying salvage any sort of friend ship we had but nope no longer the same no longer can i be myself or be carefree around her cause i just feel awkward but wait there is more too it yes she got me to stop smoking and that was great even though i relapsed not for much longer though im quitting again today she got me to become more honest about my self and others does that matter probably

Cliche
when cliches are left unchecked and at the disposal of the angst-ridden i fell on deaf ears with poorly formed words i sang to the choir a recognizable clueless song i preached to the unconverted disbelieving my own sermon i was lost on my own familiar path a homing pigeon without a home I was unprepared soon needed repair I was a believer became my own deceiver I was caught unaware wanting to give, unable to share reflecting an all to familiar tune singing again all too soon

Damn Ima Freak Lol
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The Sexologist You scored 64 desirability, 70 skill, and 82 open-mindedness! You're a freaking expert your soo good. I mean can you give me some pointers? My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on desirabilityYou scored higher than 99% on skill

Making Memories Of Us
It's been a week since JR came home and it's been eventful. JR got a job this week and he starts today, working with an insulation company in town. I'm happy for him and it's going to bring in money to get our place. YES that's what I said, OUR PLACE. We are looking for an apartment together, I'm really excited about the whole thing and I can't wait to get out on my own. I know it's going to be hard for a while, but I know that we can do it, we will make it through. I love JR, I love him like no other in my life, yeah he has a few annoying quirks and occassionally I get pissed off or jealous, but I really do love him. It's something in his eyes when he looks at me, there is something with the way he says I love you to me, the hugs and kisses that I get without really asking for them, the way he just holds me when he knows that I need him the most. I don't know what the future holds for us, but I know that I'm going to work on making memories of us. It's an US, it's two hearts as one an

Book Report
Students were assigned to read 2 books, "Titanic" & "My Life" by Bill Clinton. One smart-ass student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories! His cool professor gave him an A+ fo r this report: Titanic... $29.99 Clinton...$29.99 Titanic... Over 3 hours to read Clinton... Over 3 hours to read Titanic... The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton... The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic... Jack is a starving artist. Clinton... Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic... In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton... Ditto for Bill. Titanic... During ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton... Ditto for Monica. Titanic... Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton... Let's not go there. Titanic... Rose gets to keep her jewelry. Clinton... Monica's forced to return her gifts. Titanic... Ros

Super-hyper-drunken Bitch
I'm drunk, angry, and want to be left alone right now... There's stuff going on that people don't get, that people wouldn't understand, that people wouldn't care about... And somehow I get sucked into the middle of a couple right as I'm walking in the fucking door... I'm dealing with medical stuff that is going to cost me several thousand dollars out of pocket and screw up my whole life for a long time... Don't expect me to be nice today....

Update Again
Well my sister had the surgery. 4 hours long which isnt too bad. they removed an abcess that was growing on the outside of her stomach and leaking toxins into her body and a few other choice procedures thatI will spare you the gnarly details of. She will be on a feeding tube for the next few days. Then hopefully she will be able to go home and get back to a normal (well semi normal after all she is MY sister lol) life. For those of you that have shown your concern WE thank you from the bottom of our hearts. love you all huggles Bren TrollDoll

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok old video as you can see... i'm not even sure i like the video lol but the song fucking rocks! and its ozzy so you have to like this one! here's No More Tears by Ozzy Osbourne The light in the window is a crack in the sky A stairway to darkness in the blink of an eye A levee of tears to learn she'll never be coming back The man in the dark will bring another attack Your momma told you that you're not supposed to talk to strangers Look in the mirror tell me do you think your life's in danger here, ya No more tears Another day passes as the night closes in The red light goes on to say it's time to begin I see the man around the corner waiting, can he see me? I close my eyes and wait to hear the sound of someone screaming here No more tears (Spoken:) It's just a sign of the times Going forward in reverse. Still, he who laughs last Is just a hand in the bush. So now that it's over can't we just say goodbye? I'd like to move on and make the most of the

Sick
Well one thing is for fucking sure. I aint going to work tomorrow. I got this casino-crud that is going around. It is a very intense flu-like illness that lasts about 1.5 days. And it has all the symptoms of of the full-blown flu - including the feeling of near death. It goes around the casino all the time because people bring in germs to which we have no local immunity. Pound for pound, casino workers are the sickest people in America. Now.... I have things wrong with me - conjestive heart, emphysema, PAD, etc....but I NEVER, EVER get sick. Cocksuckers.

Youre That One
A PATH TO EMOTIONAL EMPTINESS NUMB PASSED BY, BY YOU MY LIL PIMPTRESS SEEMS SO SENSELESS TO BE ENLISTED BY YOU FOR YOU TO SEE ME YOU JUST NEED TO OPEN YOUR EYES WISE IS IT NOT I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT LIKE THIS BUT MISS CAN I BE WITHIN A BREATH OF YOUR KISS DON'T DISMISS ME LIKE A GRADE SCHOOL CHUMP I'M NOT LOOKING FOR A GRIND, RIDE OR BUMP JUST TO SHOW YOU THAT THOSE CRUMBS YOU ATTRACT THE ONES THAT SEE YOUR ASS TURN HEART SHAPED WHILE YOU ARCH YOUR BACK DONT HOLD A CANDLE TO ME THEY JUST ATTRACT FLIES MY EYES SEE YOU BETTER THAN ANY OF THOSE GUYS OR EVEN THAT GIRL YOU KNOW THE ONE OF WHICH I SPEAK THE ONE THAT OFFERED YOU THE WORLD BUT COULDNT SHOW YOU A PEAK PRACTICE WHAT YOU PREACH TEACH ME WHAT IT IS TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU'LL ALLOW TO SLEEP NEXT TO YOU, AND CARESS YOU WHILE WE SPEAK DEEP BREATHS SMILE AS YOU BREATH YOUR CHEST RISE AND FALL HOLDING YOU IS WHAT I ASK IF NOTHING AT ALL

An Original Erotic Poem....by Master Wolf
For my first blog entry on this site, I thought I would jump right in and post one of my poems. I hope that y'all like it. Feel free to let me know what you think of it...and thank for taking the time to read it... Walk in peace... Wolf ****WARNING**** The poem below contains ADULT MATERIAL! If you are UNDER 18 or EASILY OFFENDED by the GRAPHIC, WRITTEN DEPICTION of SEXUAL SITUATIONS, please, DO NOT CONTINUE READING THIS POST!!! Untitled... The sun has set All of her chores have been completed She sits at the computer, reading the days e-mails Her Master sits on the couch watching television She is engrossed in her reading She doesn’t know that her Master is watching her She doesn’t see the hungry glint in His eyes Without a sound He stands A single long stride brings Him up behind her His hands rest lightly on her shoulders The touch startles her slightly Softly he chuckles at her reaction Gently, He begins to massage her shoulders an

Won't Be Around This Weekend
My husband is taking me to Orlando for the weekend, for my birthday!! We're going to Mardi Gras at Universal Studios tonight..........Steve Miller Band is playing. Not sure what else he has planned for over there. I hope that everyone has a SENSATIONAL weekend. Hugs, T

Quickies....
Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A cherry float. Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. Q: What's another name for pickled bread? A: Dill-dough. Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? A: She's withholding evidence. Q: What's the difference between light and hard? A: You can sleep with a light on. Q: Why is sex lik

Sacred Fruit
Take, my beloved, this fig – fruit of my delights Gently divide it open, marvel at ruby secrets inside Fruit of my delights reveals the Seat of Gaia Marvel at ruby secrets inside - the honeyed bliss of sustenance Revealed Seat of Gaia! Press your lips upon the honeyed bliss of sustenance - seductive velvet succulence Press your lips upon and suckle on its sweetness, seductive velvet succulence that entices for more Suckle on its sweetness, and I will sip its golden drops that entice for more from your nectared lips Gently divide it open, and taste, my beloved, this fig –

Pressing Matters
My reserve is deliciously distracted with noble intentions, but lately by far more ‘pressing matters’… such as slow preoccupation with the buttons of your shirt. How I would tease you with it before moving on to the next... but not before remembering to pay attention to that bottom lip I am so curious about , its taste, gently nibbled between my careful teeth… and then there is the matter of your chin, is it dimpled? Is it cleaved ever so slightly, barely perceivable? Or is it smooth? Trailing with kisses to under there slowly down your neck, I would ask wordless forgiveness at the recess of your throat, tonguing an insincere apology for the discomfort I hope I am causing you. Still, the most difficult part would be overcoming a simple thing - the sound of your zipper. I am afraid my anticipation would numb me, you will have to help me there. But please my dearest slowly, and ever so, make me suffer your sweet revenge in this way too.

Easter Lamb In Heaven
Easter Lamb In Heaven It’s Easter time in heaven Christ sits upon the throne His faithful sheep are gathered ‘round This palace made of stone. A rugged cross comes into view Beyond the crystal sea A sun-filled room, an empty tomb A spectacle to see. In heaven, God reminds us The reason we are there How Jesus suffered on the tree Our burdens, He did bear. In paradise, on Easter As far as one can see Are scenes of Easter long ago And how this came to be. There is no toil and trouble The wages have been paid The walls are built with diamonds The streets are lined with jade. The pearly gates of heaven Such beauty to behold The sky is clear as crystal The walks are paved with gold A rainbow stretches overhead Sweet cherubs fill the sky Angels sing and church bells ring They lift their voices high. There is no need of moon or stars Where everything is bright For all who dwell within this land Are bathed in Holy Light. Li

Current Situation
Where has justice gone in today’s world? Today we live in a world where those in power are allowed a free pass from prosecution, they are no longer held accountable for their crimes against the world and they are allowed to ruin reputations and kill millions of the people they govern. After World War II top Nazi officials were brought to trial for their various degree of involvement in the party, they were tired and all found guilty, their sentences carried out to the letter of the law. However such a trial will never be held again, leaving people like George W. Bush free to carry on his war with little to no consequence for his actions. With out such checks and balances in modern times, we will never truly be able to run our country to its max, with our leaders able to get away with the crimes they commit and our government making it harder for us each day to bring people to justice, we will never be the country we set out to be. If we as a nation can judge other nations, and t

Why Must People Blast Music At 11am?
It makes me crazy, the people (its ALL GUYS, over the age of 21) are fucking blasting music!!! And the room they have there stereo in is right above mines! So I'm stuck listening to it! they are fucking blasting KELLY CLARKSON since you've gone!!! Okay they're grown ass men, maybe they like it but there is never any fucking need to blast her music any place especilly not at 11am when ppl are trying to sleep after staying up all night I mean its fucking sunday morning! Those ppl are fucking wylin. The most annoying part is when the songs over they turn it off so I'm already awake, but still tired but I can't go back to sleep because it work everyone else up and they are all making noise at my house now. Those fucking putos.

Heres My Thing
if you come looking through the pics and come across 1 you dont particularly like, example someones photo they have posted,or a video they have posted, then Y even bother to rate it, cause in return you wouldnt like someone doing that to you. the names should be given out so we could go back and look at yours as well. only right.

Top Ten Reasons Why Golf Is Better Than Sex.
Top Ten Reasons Why Golf Is Better Than Sex..... #10... A below par performance is considered damn good. #9... You can stop in the middle and have a cheeseburger and a couple of beers. #8... It's much easier to find the sweet spot. #7... Foursomes are encouraged. #6... You can still make money doing it as a senior. #5... Three times a day is possible #4... Your partner doesn't hire a lawyer if you play with someone else. #3... If you live in Florida, you can do it almost everyday. #2... You don't have to cuddle with your partner when you're finished. And the NUMBER ONE reason why golf is better than sex..... #1.. If your equipment gets old and rusty, you can replace it!

I Wonder
I was jus lookin at the mums && in one a girl is askin for advice. The story is...she is in one state && her boyfriend is in another. She got drunk && made out with another guy....jus kissing according to her. She doesn't kno if she should tell her boyfriend. Personally I would tell my boyfriend. I am in a long distance relationship && reading that mum made me think. I'm not saying this girl doesn't love her boyfriend but even when you are drunk you know what's going on. Using liquor as an excuse is weak but it's used all the time. So I wonder what you would do if you were in this situation. Give me ur thoughts everyone.

Please Read
The Rose By Eric Langley Yes by me and only me. 1. If I had this one magic rose to give, this rose will make them smile, and giggle. Make their heart red as a bright apple an bright. Make them feel that they are wanted. That rose will get you through the day, night, month, and years. This rose will never die because you keep this friendship alive. The heart By Eric 2. My heart is for anyone is looking for caring, love, laughter and a lot of smiles. Just don’t get a hammer and shatter that heart that is like glass. My heart is like sunshine to brighten people’s day. If it gets to bright wear sunglasses. If you touch my heart please don’t let go, hold on until dear life

I've Lost My Mind...seriously Lol
I'm in THREE contests right now :) Go vote for Heath and I in the sexiest couple contest!!!! And then go vote for me in a best tattoo contest!!! And last (and probably least, lol)... I'm in a best default pic contest... Thanks in advance to all my friends that go vote for anything :) I'll be sure to show love back :)

Good Bye
Call me a liar, when i speak but the truth Stab me and bleed me, when all i do is try to be good Give me a dunce cap, because that's what i deserve Call me your names, i am numb to the pain... What did i do to deserve this treatment Why is nothing i do ever right no matter how hard i try Wait, don't tell me, it's cause i'm a... screwup liar idiot slut imperfect mistake Too bad i was born, i'm a waste of your time Why do you even bother acknowledging i'm alive To make your life better i'll cease to exist No longer a person, i'll be a shadow Glimpse me out of the corner of your eye And i'll slip away, because i'm a... ghost mirage nothing invisible person wall flower hallucination ...i no longer exist!

Quotes
"Love is like a roller coaster- it takes you up really high... just to drop you again. What? When you get sick and your doctor tell's you there is a chance you could die. Why do they get that look on there face? What? When you get sick and your doctor tell's you there is a chance you could die. Why do they get that look on there face?

Shaking In My Combat(style) Boots...
I really am... Between 1. trying to find the time to pack, where we're going to be laying our heads during our last few months here, and trying to find people that actually will help, 2. my upcoming interview for the TSA job, 3. my finances, 4. doing my clinical rotation right now and my A & P class (I'm 1% away from failing the class right now, and the second to last in the class), 5. and figuring out when, how, and how much it's going to cost for my surgery (not to mention my fears about the actual surgery and worry about not having anyone there for me).... I feel like a nervous wreck... I'm scared and feel alone right now... and the worst part... I'm pushing people away... There's sooooooooo much more going on inside my head and heart right now... But these fears are making it hard to think of anything else...

Just Another Poem I Worte
"THE THINGS YOU SAY" ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLACK THE THINGS YOU SAY YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK JUST A SHORT POEM THAT PRETTY MUCH DECRIBES LIFE WRITE DOWN TO A T NOT THAT I WOULD EVER TAKE AND OR GET ANYTHING I SAID BACK. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNO THAT I LOVE YOU BABY.

Love Comes To Those Who Love
Love comes to those who love, who find their joy In others' joy, their tears in others' tears. Those in need receive the gifts that buoy Them through the misspent yearnings of their years. Weakness is a strength, and power none, For none has power to compel affection. Passion to the self-consumed may come, But love looks for the grace of its reflection. Love is like a tide that comes and goes, And comes and goes according to the moon, Giving and receiving as it flows Between high headlands weathered and rough-hewn. For love becomes itself the cause of love, A double-knot not easy to remove.

Love Is
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

How To Give Points To Profile Photos.
I see a lot of people have rated my photos a 5.. i dont care.. but i have looked at the profile who give my photos a 5 and i do not find where to give points to their photos... I know i am not stupid... or do i not look close enough.. Have fun!!

Big Men
Big Men Contest Looking for Big men that want to enter.It starts next Sunday April 8th at 5pm est time.The rules are the same no cheating, no freshmeat accounts level 4 no down raters. No drama tolerated.The prizes will be 1st place will be Mens Ring, 2nd Place will be Rolex and 3rd place with get a mans bracelet. All entires will be allowed to comment bomb themselves.If you are interested send me a private message. RUBIAS ROCKIN NYC/ '' K..O..T @ CherryTAP

Southern Grandma
SOUTHERN GRANDMA Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a question if they aren't prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern small-town prosecuting attorney called his first witness, a grandmotherly, elderly woman to the stand. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?" She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, and you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs. You think you're a big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you." The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to do, he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the defense attorney?" She again replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. He's lazy,

April Is Autism Awareness Month
Please forward to everyone you know... the more clicks and views this music video gets, the more money that will be donated to Autism Speaks..49 cents each time the video is viewed and it costs you nothing more than a few moments of your time.. aren't these kids worth it? View "A World Where..." Video "A World Where...", a new video from Autism Speaks, is now available for viewing on Whatkindworddoyouwant.com, the fundraising web site launched by John Ondrasik, the lead singer of pop group Five for Fighting. The site was launched in conjunction with the recently released song "What Kind of World do You Want." Users are invited to upload videos describing how to make the world a better place, or to simply view videos created by others. Each time a video is uploaded or viewed, 49 cents will be donated to charitable organizations -- Autism Speaks is one of six charities selected by the band to be supported by this project. Visit http://whatkindofworlddo

What Do You Mean You Have No Coffee?lol
Hey all:Dits me again:d or is it:O(dum dum dummmmmmmmm)Well lastnight i went to work for 3pm and ended up staying with my boss there till like 5am this morning...ok now this is a long and funny story....well we just got our new cash regesters lastnight and we had people from IBM come and install them all.So i stayed around with the boss and watched them do their thing...soo our first run to tim hortons was good....the second run had the best coffee ever! and the theird.......(LMAO!)well the theird coffee run we did,we went to a tim hortons near my work and we asked them for 2 everything bagles,2 exlarge coffees,then all we hear is this....."im sorry but we dont have any coffee or bagles"LMAO my boss and i couldnt help but laugh at that.....i mean come on now...its TIM HORTONS!and they dont have coffee....now thats just wrong...very very wrong...sooooo we went to another tim's down the road and we sieriously asked them if they had coffee and bagles LOL!!!!!!so after we finally got our

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok they didn't have a real video for this but i listened to this song for the first time yesterday as a request from metal_baby(YOU ROCK GIRL) and i found this cool video for the Matrix Revolutions movie and with this song its really cool.. check it out here's CHIMAIRA - DEAD INSIDE :D I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt so alone. I felt. You left feeling so empty and needing. Can't see the glitter in you Go away. Go away. You called me all the time,/Go away. Go away. hiding behind your lies./Go away. Go away. Materialistic/Go away. (Scream) Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside! You called him a friend to help you get through it. I see your true face now. Your face (now) Go away. Well my tears are gone./Go away. Go away. I am happy now./Go away. Go away. Thanks for making it clear./Go away. Go away. Go away! You don't know what it's like to be dead inside You don't know wha

Life
Alright..First one for this cherrytap thing. So yeah, the constant fighting the constant hitting. I'm done with it. I'm moving out.. I wanted o-o bad to move out and live with my g/f but I now dont have a car..so I'm fucked on that one....and...so im going to be living with a friend of mine until i can do whatever...and hopefully that wont take that long...im looking at another month..and that's going to piss me off even more so. But yeah..im done witht he hitting and im done with everything thing else....i have no car and no i have no true "home" so....life is pretty shitty as of right now..i want things to get better but it doesnt seem like its going to get better any time soon.

War
I think we should give cities and towns different names to cut down on war. I mean...who is gonna attack a place called Strawberry Shortcake? How about these? General: "Colonel....did you bomb City With No Name?" Colonel: "No Sir." General: Well why the hell not?! Colonel: We couldn't find it on the map, Sir. General: "Well go to Plan B then!" Colonel: "Sir.....what exactly is "Plan B"? General: "Bomb the hell out of Invisible City." How about cities named after body parts? Major: "Captain, I want you to take your men and attack Pussy. Captain Butts will take his men around back and fight a rear-guard action. The 82nd Airborne will jump at 0600 hours and secure the Tittie Mountains. The Navy will perform beach head....I mean secure a beach head."

Song Of The Day! Cherry Tap Premiere!!!
YESSS!!! FINALLY A NEW LINKIN PARK CD I CAN'T WAIT TILL MAY TO GET IT! ITS CALLED MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT AND THIS IS THE FIRST VIDEO OFF THE CD CALLED WHAT I'VE DONE! ENJOY IT CAUSE I SURE AS FUCK AM!!! unfortunetly no lyrics could be found :( sorry guys

Dealing With The Public
(Originally Posted on April 18, 2006)In Goth culture (and probably a few others), there is a... well... I guess it could be called a technique called "Freaking the mundanes." Basically, this means dressing up in all sorts of outlandish things, tons of black makeup, lots of piercings, etc., to draw normal people's attentions to yourself, to let them know you're different than them.Why?Truthfully, I feel my choices are my own. If I want to tell people something, I will do it. If not, I won't. Sometimes I do have to weigh the dangers/problems that would be caused if I tell people and include that in the decision. Other times, it's none of their damn business.Take, for example, my religious preference (what this blog is exploring). Most people here know I have atheistic leanings. If they respect it, I don't force them to listen to me rant on with how the bible is a bunch of bull, etc. If they decide to "save" me, I'll "save" them right back with a non-religious argument. (Usually,

A Joke
(Originally Posted on April 28, 2006)I got this joke from a Pagan newsletter I belong to. Please feel free to replace "Pagan" with "Satanist" in the joke:A fundamentalist preacher was taking a walk one day and happened upon a young girl who was playing with something in a cardboard box. When he got closer he could see that in the box was a litter of new-born kittens."What kind of kittens are those?" asked the preacher."Why, they're Christian kittens," replied the littlegirl.The preacher walked on, pleased to see that the little girl had Jesus foremost in her thoughts.A few days latter the preacher saw the little girl again."And how are your little Christian kittens doing today?" asked the man of God."Oh, they aren't Christian kittens, they're Pagan kittens," replied the girl. "But...but... I thought you said last week that they were Christian kittens," sputtered the flabbergasted preacher."Oh, they were. But now their eyes are open."tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religi

I Stole This From Joe Cause Its Funny
For some time many ok Schitf us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nerv

Worthless
Life is worthless with no meaning at all they expect us to be perfect no mistakes and no flaw Why does it matter? we live and then die it doesn't make sense why people care to cry We're born for a reason as some people might say but life is completely useless so it doesn't matter anyway Grab the knife over there tell you life goodbye you know it doesn't matter whether you live or die Life is nothing but a dream for the people that are dead and even they don't like it all it does is shred.

Chapter 15 { The Hound Of The Baskervills
Chapter 15. A Retrospection It was the end of November, and Holmes and I sat, upon a raw and foggy night, on either side of a blazing fire in our sitting-room in Baker Street. Since the tragic upshot of our visit to Devonshire he had been engaged in two affairs of the utmost importance, in the first of which he had exposed the atrocious conduct of Colonel Upwood in connection with the famous card scandal of the Nonpareil Club, while in the second he had defended the unfortunate Mme. Montpensier from the charge of murder which hung over her in connection with the death of her step-daughter, Mlle. Carere, the young lady who, as it will be remembered, was found six months later alive and married in New York. My friend was in excellent spirits over the success which had attended a succession of difficult and important cases, so that I was able to induce him to discuss the details of the Baskerville mystery. I had waited patiently for the opportunity for I was aware that he would never p

My Pact With The Devil
(Originally Posted on May 2, 2006)As I mentioned yesterday, I was going to write up a pact with the devil based upon the one at the First Church of Satan website. (The link to the story about why they did a pact like that can be found in my previous post.)Anyway, here is what I came up with:In the name of Satan, Lucifer, Belial & Leviathan and in the company of Astaroth, Beelzebub, Asmodeus, Abbadon & Azazel, & by all the demons named and nameless who swarm the Pits of Hell, I do happily sell my soul to the Devil, Satan-Lucifer, in exchange for eternal health, happiness and youth.In addition, to better facilitate the desires of the evil hosts, I will receive the following to assist in indulging in the seven Satanic indulgences:Sex, whenever and with whomever I wantMy enemies handily defeatedEnough money to purchase whatever I desireLimited work for great rewardsA handsome visageAll of the food I can ever desireEverybody to know that I am the besttag: satan, satanism, satanist,

Car Wreck
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)This past weekend, my father-in-law's business took sports photos of different little-league teams. (It's his side business.) On Saturday, it was to be him, my wife, me, and his ex wife (my wife's mother, my mother-in-law).On the way there, however, my mother-in-law hit a truck. It was at what witnesses describe as a dangerous intersection. It totalled my mother-in-laws vehicle (a Ford Explorer or something similar). It flipped the other truck over three times. None of us know about the other driver.M-I-L couldn't find her glasses, so when she got back from the hospital, she looked in her vehicle. They were in the middle seats.Now she doesn't have a vehicle, but her mother and other relatives live near her, so she can still bum rides to go places.

Satanism On The Cheap
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)Now, as you know I am looking for a new job. I am doing so because I am not making enough even for the basic necessities here where I am working. (For example, last week I had to get a pay advance just to keep the electricity on.)Since I don't have money, I can't buy fancy stuff for the practice of Satanism either. I have to use whatever I can scrape up. Therefore, here are some things I am planning:ALTAR: Old bureau we already ownALTAR CLOTH: Black fabric, preferrably from the clearance stuff at WalMartSIGIL OF BAPHOMET: Printed from an online graphic (Not a good copy either.) CANDLES: Right now I am looking for some black candles but haven't found anyThe other stuff will be searched for in various locations, most likely thrift stores.You gotta do what you gotta do.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion

If You Win My Heart
If you win my heart I will love you forever, but for now only time can tell. Lets take it slow, love need to grow day by day, moment after moment. Today I will be your friend, I will cherish every second beside you, I will listend when you speak, I will hear with my heart. Today I will comfor you if you feel sad, I will calm your sorrow. Today I will be your best friend and tomorrow maybe tomorrow I will be your eternal love.

Linkin Park- W/ You
The Music: Reflection: Well the whole Hybride Theory cd has a thing w/ me. But song makes me feel many emotions from back when I was still getting used to living here. I believe it was early 2001 when I got the cd and listened to its ass off. At around this time I was single, was just out of a relationship I believe and trying to find out what was out there. Relationship was not a long one, about 4 months and did not really do anything to me, I called it off cause she got funny and just ticked me off on some stuff. She was trying to get back w/ me while I was trying to get w/ this one girl online who lived nearby sort of. Guess you can say I fell for here, not in love, but really wanted to pursue it. I actually drove out to meet up w/ her and had this cd in the player at the time too believe it or not. We met and it went well, was not great cause at the time I was alittle more shy. This was also when I was really into writting and I wrote a poem to her and had given it to he

My First Contest On Ct!!!!
COME one and all.... I am in the Ct Queen/king contest.. I need yalls love love and comment bombs...... here is the link when the contest opens at 8 pm est lov you cherries http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=298532&i=600990977 kisses and huggles

Grown And Sexy
Do u know what it is like to be in love? I have always dreamed of being in love with the perfect girl. I have always believe in the power of love I have also thought of things in a different light. I believe that if u are in love u should cherish every moment of it and hold on to what it is that u got. Life is too short to fight over little things so chreish the person u with. Pimp C siging off

Spanish Lessons
Quiero ir al cine - i want to go to tha movies No Quiero ir al cine - I dont want to go to tha movies Necesito ir al banco - i need to go to tha bank No Necesito ir al banco - no , i dont want to go to tha bank de donde es ud - where are you from? soy de - i'm from to be continued .................................

Metamorphosis 2
REACH OUT AND EMBRACE YOUR DESTINY DONTBE FOOLED BY DELUSIONS SEARCH DEEP FOR REALITY ALLOW REASON TO SINK INTO YOUR GUARDED HEART LEARN TO MASTER CHAOS OR BE TORNAPART BARING FANGS TO LET THE WISE BE WARNED AND ALL WHO REMAIN HAVE EARNED THEIR DARK PLEASURE GRINNING WIDE WITH CRIMSON TRICKLING FROM THE CORNERS OF A MOUTH DEFILED LICKING LIPS RUBY KISSED HAIR DOWN RUNNING WILD IN THE FAINT GLOW OF CRESCENT MOON HEAVY RAINDROPS BRINGING THE CLEANSING OF EVIDENCE AND REBIRTH TO THE STAINED GRASSES IN THE WOODS and all the sights beheld in ecret dances and disconnected stares culminating in the consuming of life force and excess adrenalin beware the song floating sweetly on the wind and trust not in the pipers smile behind his melodies exist a deviant agenda and in his eyes hide a blackened soul combination swirling and threatening peace

Please Help Us
please i trying to get at least a team of ten people to help bomb in this contest if u are busy and could spare the time and votes it would be much appreciated we are falling further behind as i write this blog.

Horny Phone Girl
Hello, my name is Kathryn. I am easy going, almost 30 and admit I am not the classiest gal around. I would much rather take a long motorcycle ride and a burger over a romantic dinner out. I am bisexual and would be a lesbian if I didn't like a hard cock in my pussy when I cum. I keep my twat all natural and my pubes are soft on the face. That's a big hint because I love a good pussy licking. Sexually I like all positions and have recently begun to really enjoy anal sex, but you have to go slow the first few strokes. I am curious about role play and prefer being dominant and you under my sexual control. I am a voyeur too, I could masturbate for hours watching real people fuck each other. I have seriously considered joining a swingers club to fulfill that need, besides I think I would love to try a cum soaked gang bang. Pretty much anything goes with me, I think fucking should be fun and always end with a big smile.

Ah, What's The Problem. It Was A Small Mistake. . .
VA patient has wrong testicle removed At the West L.A. hospital the vet's healthy testicle is removed instead of the potentially cancerous one. He and his wife file a claim. By Mary Engel Times Staff Writer April 4, 2007 Benjamin Houghton had fewer reasons than most to fear the surgery he'd scheduled at the West Los Angeles VA Medical Center to remove his potentially cancerous left testicle. For one thing, the 47-year-old Air Force veteran and father of four already knew that he could function normally with a single, healthy testicle. For another, he was getting his surgery in a system that has prided itself on its pioneering efforts to prevent medical errors. One top VA official said the VA's approach to safety is considered "a benchmark by healthcare organizations throughout the world." But in Houghton's case, the hospital missed the mark. Last June 14, doctors mistakenly removed the right testicle instead of the left, according to medical records and a claim filed

How Powerful Am I
Your Power Level is: 84% You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally. You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little). How Powerful Are You?

If Someone Doesn't Have The Guts.......then
Explain something to me CT gang? How can someone rate you a 1 (which someone did my photo), and not leave their name????? If they want to do that, maybe it's time for me to move along...... Geez, that's pretty gutless if you ask me. Besides, what did I do to someone to piss them off like that??? The hell with it....I'm pissed.

Hi!!!
Well this is my first time on here and its pretty kool i still dont know how to do anything yet but ill figure it out i always do. Thanks to everyone who talked to me and welcomed me it was very nice. Now all i gotta do is put some color to my profile :)

Whatever.
Just writting some angry thoughts. Does anyone else get tired of life kicking them in the Meat and 2 Veg? I am tired of whinny stupid customers. People that start something they won't finish. (Okay Guilty on that for a few things) Two faced people are the worst they say one thing to you and Do something completely different. Basically the whole humane race sucks ass. Except all the innocent kids and animals.

Just Venting
wishing someone would give me an explination for why i am hurting so damn much. i never thought someone could break my heart this way and not even care but he obviously doesnt seeing its been now three days and he hasnt even said a simple im sorry. i guess this is what i get for trusting people. so many times in my life i thought it was just something in my head making me not trust but now that i have opened up and began to trust i realize its not me its the fact that there are just too many people in this world who cant be trusted. i hope that the person who has hurt me is reading this and realizes just what he has done to me cuz seein he wont call me he hadnt had the chance to hear it from me. but im to the point that i just want to hide and not talk to anyone. but im goin to bed so hopefully things will seem better in the morning even though im sure it wont. and to the one who has done this i hope you realize that you have hurt me.....something you swore you would never d

Would That Make Us Kin?
Two good ole boys in an Oklahoma trailer park were sitting around talking one afternoon over a cold beer. After a while the 1st guy says to 2nd, "If'n I was to sneak over to your trailer Saturday & make love to your wife while you was off huntin and she got pregnant and had a baby, would that make us kin?" The 2nd guy crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about kin, but it sure would make us even."

Magic
Last night I had a dream Of a woman With beautiful eyes I kissed her lips And touched her face She looked at me And holding me In a sweet embrace A magic moment Of passionate sin An endless night Where stars move And a fire ignites within Caressing eachother Like there's no enough Excited and delighted Of the attention..and Every single inch of love

The Single Man
I live alone that hasn't always been easy to do for just a single man. Sometimes at night the walls talk back to me they seem to say wasn't yesterday a better day. Always alone at home or in a crowd the single man off on his private cloud caught in a world that few men understand, I am what I am, a single man. Once was a time I can't remember when the house was filled with love but then again it might have been imagination's plan to help alone the single man. ...Rod McKuen

Loving A Military Person
you love them before they leave dont realize what it will be like or how much they change you know they are doing something great and they will be respected but also hated you give them support show them you care and will always be there yet in the end you wonder if they will stray finding someone better loving a military person is harder then most know but if you do then god bless you

On Time...
(Originally Posted on July 19, 2006)(More philosophy than religion here...)I was thinking once again into the nature of time.Time can be broken down into three parts: past, present and future.The past is easy to "see". You know what happened in your past because you remember things. The farther back, the harder it is to remember/"see"/know, etc.The future is slightly more difficult to "see". There are ways to see it (or at least firure it out). For exmple, if you are going to hit a hot stove eye with your unprotected hand, you know it'll hurt.Then we get to the present. How long is the present? In my opinion, the present is over as soon as it begins. It is basically just the border between the future and the past. Anything that hasn't happened is in the future. Once it has happened, it is in the past. If you imagine the thinnest knife blade cutting the longest line, the blade would still be wider than the present should be represented on a time line.tag: philosophy, time

I'm A Daddy!
That's right, as of this morning I have adopted myself a beautiful bouncing 6 year old kitty. Her name is Abby and she's a beautiful blue, cream, gray color. She's still a little skittish and hiding under my bed, but she'll come out soon enough. You can check out my pics to see her.

Trust
(Originally Posted on July 28, 2006)A while back, I had found my then fiance cheated on me with two other men. (Not at the same time, mind you.) I was devastated. All of my trust was shattered. Even now, I still have times when I wonder if I could fully trust anyone ever again.Usually I can put it at the back of my mind. However, I do use StumbleUpon, an interesting little diversion. Today, though, I came across a page titled "The Four Stages of Trust." It brought back memories best left unremembered...tag: StumbleUpon, trust, psychiatry, emotions

Music Playlist/pictures
So added an updated playlist got over 50 songs and it's on shuffle so ya never know what your going to get so come check it out! Plus if ya'll had seen my page lately i've added a wide selection of pics!

If You Read This.....
How often do you think people post on women's blogs? How often do you think people post on men's blogs? I would venture to bet there is a huge disparity.... Ok more serious questions....and please respond to the blog it will say a lot about who you are....course if you don't respond perhaps you wish to remain elusive..... 1. Lights on or off? 2. Favorite M&M candy color 3. Dogs or Cats? 4. Outdoors or indoors (not sex silly, which do you prefer to be in :) 5. Favorite sport? team? 6. Strip poker or spin the bottle 7. Politics or education (trust me there's a difference) 8. First President of the United States 9. Give a damn or damned to give? and 10. Boxers or briefs (panty or gstring) LOL

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Stuck Up Women!!! Suck
What's up with u women who r soooo hot and can't find the real image in the mirror that you look at every morning and when ever you do your mirror thing???? Just because you r hot DON'T let it run your life and make your persona UGLY... I am just 1 man who want's to be loved and will give love, so quit being so fucking MEAN to me and show me your luv. tomtommy.

Out In The Garden
Whilst out in the garden I thought of you today The day was calm and serene Not a single word did I say Wishing for you to have been here and seen The wind it blows my hair gently Reminding me of younger days I can still hear your words oh so softly Wishing you weren’t so stuck in your ways The smell of rain over powers my nose And the stronger winds become cold I walk away carrying my lone rose Looking back, wishing for you to see the wonders I hold. By: Biker REDS 2007

Miss You
Can't count the days, Since the last time I held you, I can't count the ways, I've tried to live without you, I still feel like time changed nothing, It's distance that separates, i still dream about you, So real I wake up calling your name, i still think about you, Lately it's driving me insane, None of this makes sense, It just doesn't fit the frame, I miss you baby, more than words could ever say, I miss you baby, And this crazy life just ain’t the same, I need you, I want you, Won't you come back to stay, I miss you baby, And this pain wont go away, Drive down this highway, Another 800 miles today, I drive down this highway, To the same town I gave my life away, It alls seems different, though nothings really changed, Another sleepless night, empty friends to pass the time, Another sleepless night, A hotel TV and a cheap bottle of wine, This fame and fortune, Sure does eat your mind, every day I pray, You made it out okay, everyday I Pra

Happy Easter
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Angel
What Order of Angel Are You? Congratulations, you're a Throne! A member of the third highest choir, you have the dubious distniction of existing in the realm where the emenations from God begin to take material form. Thus, you are the strangest-looking of God's servants, and are described as a giant wheel with many eyes. This may be more of a reference to your primary function, however, which is to carry justice and the essence of God Himself to the Earth and through the Heavens, than an accurate reflection of your appearance. More than any other angel, you are humble, patient and just- attributes required of one who bears God and His justice as a chariot bears its rider.

Sex Talk 1
Warning for my friend Jess.. me being blunt about sex and all that You may not want to read. haha I don't understand why guys feel an apprehension when it comes to their women using vibrators, or why women are shy/scared about buying them. For the men: You mean to tell me you don't ever look at porn and jack off? Yes, you're not using a toy usually, but if there was a toy out there that was just like getting a blowjob and vibrated, men would buy them. It's just like when guys use lube while jacking off. Feels more like a pussy than a dry hand. Hell, I believe that women should have toys. Most women have never had a good orgasm, or as I tell Lesa, "you had a stupid orgasm." The type of orgasm where you don't have just one or two, you lose count as they blend with each other, and when they finally subside, you're 'stupid'. Meaning you can't think, and your mind is all jumbled. It's a good orgasm, but for the next 5-10 minutes, you feel stupid as you can't even put togeth

I Role Wit
i roll with nuthin but them real niggas hard to kill niggas quick to grab the steel niggas solider in the field niggas hard to find niggas out there on the grind niggas quick to put the 9 in the spin of them out of line niggas thug niggas a slugg to your mug niggas drug niggas ski mask and bloody gloves niggas triple beam niggas skimming for the green niggas them mean niggas them million dollar dream niggas made niggas them never be a slave niggas out there getting paid niggas craddle to the grave niggas drunk niggas fat blunts to skunk niggas quick to pop the trunk niggas ready for the funk niggas wild niggas crazy drunken style niggas loud niggas bail out 7 miles niggas crip and blood niggas clownin' in the club niggas show me love niggas five on the bud niggas deep in the game niggas out there slaggin caine niggas them Mane niggas them money ain't a thang niggas raw niggas ball til they fall niggas pull a pistol in the middle of a brall nigg

Happy Easter !!!!!
HOPE EVERYONE HAD A HAPPY EASTER.I SURE DID WE GOT TO CELEBRATE ONE MORE BIRTHDAY WITH MY GRANDMOTHER SHE TURNED 90,BUT SHES IN THE LAST AND FINAL STAGES OF CANCER.BUT EVEN THROUGH THIS SHE IS STILL HAPPY AND THE BEST GRANDMOTHER ANYONE COULD HAVE.WE HAD HER PARTY YESTERDAY,AND A BIG FAMILY DINNER TODAY AND ALL THE LITTLE ONES HUNTED EGGS AFTERWARDS,IT WAS ALOT OF FUN AND IF WE DONT HAVE ANOTHER EASTER WITH HER WE HAD A GREAT ONE WITH HER THIS YEAR.

Moving Out Party !!!
ATTENTION ALL MY FRIENDS WITH TRUCKS, BIG CARS, BIG MUSCLES: I GOT AN APARTMENT ON POWERS DRIVE IN NEW KENSINGTON THAT IS NEAR MARTIN SCHOOL ON THE HILL UP FROM VALLEY HIGH SCHOOL....NOW I HAVE TONS OF THINGS THAT I NEED TO MOVE INTO THE APARTMENT AND WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE ANYONE WHOM OWNS A TRUCK, HAS ACCESS TO A TRUCK, WOULD LIKE TO HELP ME MOVE IN OR JUST WANTS TO BE A PART OF MY MOVING PARTY TO LET ME KNOW IF YOU CAN HELP ME OUT ! NOW WE ARE TENTATIVELY SET TO START MOVING BY THE 19TH OF APRIL, HOWEVER THIS MAY BE CARRIED OVER UNTIL MAY 1ST, IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW CAN HELP ME OUT, I WILL NOT ONLY GREATLY APPRECIATE IT, BUT I WILL ALSO BE FEEDING ANYONE PARTICIPATING WITH THIS MOVE! SO IF YOU GUYS AND GIRLS REALLY LOVE ME...PLEASE COME HELP ME AND MONTE OUT !!! THANKS ALL, MUCH LOVE !!!!

Its A Dam Shame
What makes me sick to death is the fact that a company that moive here to Pa frome Texes hires people to work for themand just when you think things are going good for you, you find out that you cant miss more tham 2 to maybe 3 days out of the year. Here is my son who busted he ass off for maybe 4to 6months and hs to take time off form his job due to a cast that was put on his foot.Was told that there might be a chance that he might no longer have a job because of it.But yet there was a lady there that works in the same place and has missed at least 1 whole monh from takeing time for different reason and comes back adn she still has her job. The messed up part is that she started the month before my son. He is a # 3 dibetic,and a leg that he didnt even knoe that was broke till a month later, working as hard and doing weather well at hs job and loveing it. And now he might be without one. Where is the judgest???????????

My King (do You Know Him?)
This message was a definitive wake-up call for me. I truly needed this message. If you don't know who Jesus is or what he's about, read on. If you do, here's a reminder. My King was born King. The Bible says He’s the seven-way King. He’s the King of the Jews- that is a racial King. He’s the King of Israel - that’s a national king. He’s the King of righteousness, He’s the King of the ages, He’s the King of heaven, He’s the King of glory, He’s the King of kings and He is the Lord of lords. Now, that’s my King. Well, I wonder if you know Him. Do you know Him? Don’t try to mislead me - do you know my King? David said, “The heavens declare the glory of God and the firmament shows His handiwork.” My King is the only one, whom there is no means of measure can define His limitless love. No far-seeing telescope can bring into visibility the coastline of His shore less supplies. No barriers can hinder Him from pouring out His blessing. He’s enduringly strong. He’s e

Downraters!!!!!!!!!
OKKKKKKKKKKKKK....now tell me if u all hate this...their called downraters......and they rate photos 1-5!i say their evil!EVIL!E-V-I-L.So the someone is Cherryphots eh!well then...i say "EVIL!""And Shepards we shall be for the my lord for thee"

Sorry All
sorry i haven't been on much as you all know racing takes up a ton of time. theres working on both the dirt and asphalt cars and engines for each car thats a ton of work. plus my full time job as a cnc machinist and full time father /part time mother yea im a single dad with full custody of my children, and i love every second of it. hope everyone had a great easter. send some love my way if you get a chance later

So Yesterday...........
I had 2 of my wisdom teeth pulled out of my mouth. And for the record I don't know why people say that it hurts, cause it doesn't. It's just when the novacaine wore off that it started to bother a little but yeah other than that it didn't hurt. And i want to smoke soooooooooooooooooooooo bad. 2:40 pm will be 24 hours, i WILL be lighting up then.

Things I've Learned..
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they are going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its

Lovers And Friends By Lil Jon & The Eastside Boyz F/usher And Ludacris
Usher... Lil' Jon... Ludacris... [Usher {with Lil' Jon}] Yeah, man Once again, it's on {It's on} You know we had to do it again, right? [Lil' Jon] We had to do it again, boy Want you to sing to these ladies, man [Usher (with vocalizing)] (Ohh-oh-oh-ohh) A'ight, so I'm up first? A'ight, lemme have it... (Ohh-oh-oh-ohh) Let's do it... [1st Verse - Usher] Baby, how ya doin'? Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind, And I'm, Got me fiendin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone, Take a shot of this here Petrone' and it's gon' be on, V.I.P. done got way too crowded, I'm about to end up callin' it a night, You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shake it and seized, Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in the GT with me She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, I was like yeah," "'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind," "Don't mean to sound invasion, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..." [Chorus - Usher] Tell me again (Tell

So Much Pain
I have lost my true love yet again, she was the first, and only person I truly loved. I am so scared, lost, and unsure of what to do. I know I have to go on, but how can one just go on after losing the love of there life twice? I wish that I could make this hurt go away, because it is destroying me, and if it goes on there will be nothing left, but a shell of who I was.

The Future Is Now...
I mentioned to an online friend something I had read a while back: Children today can post something on the Internet and have the knowledge that somebody on the other side of the world can read it or not, depending on if they want to or not.It's something that we, as adults, may never completely understand.But with great power comes great responsibility. That's the catchphrase of old Uncle Ben*. Sometimes students can get in trouble with the law for posting things. Other times, the students can be vindicated by the same laws.What's going to happen, though, will be something to watch...tag: law, blogging, legal, politics, the future is now -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com *(Yes, Weird Al's Ode to a Superhero crept in.)

Some Bad News
Well alot of you know that I am pregnant well the other day I had to go to the hospital. When I was there they did an ultra sound and found that there is abnormal swalling around the baby. So now I have to go to a specialist so we don't lose the baby. So please keep us in your thoughts and I will keep everyone posted when I find out more info about what is goin on.

Lyrics For Brannon
My Ex gave me a song to listen to and here it is to explain why he left me *rolls eyes* you could be sincere in the reasons... jeezzzz CHRIS BROWN LYRICS Say Goodbye Baby come here and sit down, let's talk I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by Saying that I love you, But you know, this thing ain't been No walk in the park for us I swear it'll only take a minute You'll understand when I finish, yeah And I don't wanna see you cry But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so [HOOK] How do you let it go? When you, You just don't know? What's on, The other side of the door When you're walking out, talk about it Everything I tried to remember to say Just went out my head So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand [CHORUS] There's never a right time to say goodbye But I gotta make the first move 'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you Girl it's not you, it's me

Slacker
Ok, so I was told today I was a slacker because there were no new blogs. Didn't think I have really written anything that interesting lately. I think I have to figure a few things out before I know what to say. But if someone wants to read them I guess I have to write something. Spent the day following up leads for work. I have programming to do, but I can do that at night and work on sales during the day. Kind of quiet today without David. He had tears in his eyes yesterday because he did not want to go home. :( It's one of those thinking days. Trying to decide what I believe in anymore. Forgot to eat again today. lol Guess I will have to make a big supper.... and yes I will eat some veggies so I don't get a lecture.

More Karoke Lyrics
There Is No Arizona (Back to Top) He promised her a new and better life, out in Arizona Underneath the blue never ending sky, swore that he was gonna Get things in order, he'd send for her When he left her behind, it never crossed her mind There is no Arizona No painted desert, no Sedona If there was a Grand Canyon She could fill it up with the lies he's told her But they don't exist, those dreams he sold her She'll wake up and find There is no Arizona She got a postcard with no return address, postmarked Tombstone It said "I don't know where I'm goin' next but when I do I'll let you know" May, June, July, she wonders why She's still waiting, she'll keep waiting 'cause There is no Arizona No painted desert, no Sedona If there was a Grand Canyon She could fill it up with the lies he's told her But they don't exist, those dreams he sold her She'll wake up and find There is no Arizona Each day the sun sets into the west Her heart sink

Saying Good Bye To Friends
I have come to see that the friends who turned me on to CT have up and left with such negative words about CT. Yes most of what they say are true and I MIGHT just MIGHT say goodbye also to CT. That will be determined at a later time. I have out of a triple digit number of "friends" only to say I really I got to know only a dozen. And those that I did, I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. These friends are the ones I look forward to seeing on my CT page and in 360 you are the ones that matter. When I do decide to shut down my CT page I will miss those who I do not chat with in Yahoo IM messenger or in 360, hopefully we can if you do have an ID.. Come look me up.. I welcome you. TO my buds that left sorry you did and I will miss you even though I see you in 360. Keeping it always real MO

Doggystyle
i am getting a puppy ... i need some help ... he is a boy . and a fat lill thing.. i donthave him yet or i would ahave a pic up ... but i need help with a name .... ok i did have a dog but someone killed him ... well shot him .... his anme was jugernot .. i loved like a child ... i miss him ... but he is gone ....

Monday 4/9/07
Just another typical day today, just listened to crush fm and chatted pretty much all day. I worked on my page a little bit as well. We had a really good Easter and had family over for dinner. I found out that my cousin is coming in from the AF on Thursday and the girls in the family are all going out on Friday night for dinner to visit and hang out, so I'm really looking forward to that. Well, I am going to end this entry here and start the one for today lol. Have a great day all.

"at Night"
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

" I Learn To Be Strong"
Words of wisdom come to my ears, Telling me what I know in my heart, But never wanted to hear. With the truth finally said and out in the open for me to plainly see, I wonder why I can love so deeply but never had that love returned back to me. I confessed the feelings that I held inside for so long, But with his soft- hearted rejection, I realize I have to be strong. With tears that want to flow from my eyes, I feel that my heart, along with my composure, slowly dies. While this dramatic side is showing through with my ability to question and reason, I think I may have found something in me that I can believe in. Love hurts . . . That's what they all say, But I will love again when all this pain and sorrow goes away. So I sit and think of all the things this situation has cost, And I realize that nothing very important has been lost. Instead, a learning experience has come from all this. I've learned that hardly anything is

83501 And Areas Near Me/huddleup2 Me
Heh my locals, gals and guys of lewiston and areas thru spokane and such, give me a shout or stop by my page and show some luv, will ya? My name is tomtommy and I am in lewiston, so come say HI!

Bless Someone Else In Some Little Way Today!
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital – the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night

I Was Happy With My Kiss Goodnight
i watched as she sat next to me and heard each breath that she took without even a secret kept in a hearts open book the secret i had hidden was painfully clear loneliness was my livelihood, but i had shed my one final tear i couldnt mistake it, i was falling in love that first night i touched her i sat there amazed there was an angel before me, in all her beauty and grace my fingers, they trembled, my eyes sparkled, they gleamed i gazed at this beautiful creature and time stood still, or so it seemed she kissed me so softly that night, it tasted so sweet with her by my side, i would definitely be complete our passion burned brightly in the heat of the night something so wrong felt so perfectly right her skin soft like velvet and her hair spun golden brown locks could she be the one to have and to hold? i wanted to hold her and feel forever her touch the question was pondered "too soon or too much?" i took nothing for granted and thanked God for this day for the angel

Poem For Daddy
I know there were times we didn't see eye to eye but deep down I knew our love was always there and now you're gone but I am still here I'm not sure how to go on but somehow, I must fine away until we meet again

Finding Out That My Cousin Was Actually My Brother And That I Do Have An Older Sister That Passed Away When She Was An Infant...
well...while at still the age of 13 i had a picture frame with multiple pics in it in my living room i always asked my parents who the little girl in the pic was...and they never told me they always avoided it...and then one night i was playing with my brother and they called me into the living room and i went in and sat down...and they said you've always wanted to know who the little girl in that pic is and we think your old enough to know now...and they said that is your sister...and i was like sister? i dont have a sister what are you talking about? and they said she would be your older sister and she passed away as an infant from sids and her name is lydia...i was in so much shock and started to cry because then i realized i have a sister ill never know...and then later a cppl yrs after me and my dad got into a big fight about what my aunt and uncle had done and then come to find out that the boy i thought was my cousin was actually my baby brother...and again was in so much shock

The Abuse And Being Used By My Ex....
Women should never have to go through this EVER...Well my ex needed a place to stay i fought tooth and nail to get his ass down here well finally i did...and it was good for about 2 months and then he started hitting on me (slapping,punching me) and then saying it was joke getting mad at me over stupid things and throwing objects at me...Him calling me names like (slut,whore and calling me fat) and then saying that was a joke also...then the night we broke up he admitted to me openly that he was only using me and my parents to get a place to stay...i was so angry..but thats ok bitch got his coming to him later after my parents got back together the second time he got dumped on his ass...lmao every time i think about it it makes me laugh...

Im Not Sweating You...
yes you...the lady with the big tits...the lady with the big ass booty...the lady with the fine ass face or gorgeous eyes... yes all of you...im not sweating you i am sick and damn tired of women playing games all designed to make a nigga sweat you and boost up ya self esteem... its not my damn responsibility to make YOU feel good about YOURself....its called SELF ESTEEEM...the esteem of ya motherfucking self... if you say you gonna call and dont its all good...i ent chasing you....if you all iffy about hanging out and chillen...IM NOT CHASING you... im too damn grown for all of that...i work 2 jobs...7 days a week...60+ hrs a week so in my free time im not trying to chase you around wondering why you dont call or why you avoiding me and similar bullshit do women ever stop to think how that makes a man feel...to constantly be chasing after a woman and not get anywhere? i doubt it...and you wonder why so many men do so much dumb shit to feed they ego...you really t

Bees!
So yea those of you who dont know me and my sexy man drive truck coast to coast. we are in California today and just had to go pick up a load of MILLIONS of bees! AHHHHH, I hate bees! But lucky me my sweet man wouldnt let me get out of the truck so I wouldnt get stung, I knew there was a reason I love him so much LOL Later xoxoxoxox

Nothing Like Cherrytap..
You know that it took a friend to talk me into jioning cherrytap. It took me a whild to go with it and when I did I was surprised by the respones I got from other people. I cant belive all of the friends that I have made on here. No words could explain how very much I love it here.There had been things I didnt understand and quastoins I needed ansewered and all I had to do was ask one of them. Thay came to me with open arms and some I am very close to. It feels really good to know that maybe , juat maybe the world is not half bad after all. Thank you Cherrytap for it all.xxxxxxxxooooooxox Cathleena

Kitchen Fantasy
Kitchen Fantasy - J My guy and I have been going out for a while. I finally decided to invite him over for dinner. Now I was pretty anxious. I had never had him over and I was always telling him that one of my biggest fantasies was doing it in my kitchen. But what happened was even more than I could hope for … I decided to keep it simple, pork chops, dinner salad, corn on the cob and mashed potatoes and gravy. I even made a cherry cheesecake. I dressed in my skimpy t-shirt and shortest shorts. I just wanted to make it easy on him. He finally arrived and I answered the door. The first thing out of his mouth was, "Hey babe, you got the game on?" He pushed by me and headed for the recliner. He found the game and asked for a beer. I got him his beer and he patted my ass and asked, "what’s for dinner?" I told him and he said to let him know when it was all done. Then he went about his game watching. Needless to say, I was a little disappointed. I went into the kitchen and started fin

Game...
A simple game…. We check into a fancy hotel room. It has all the amenities, in-room hot tub, stocked bar, room service, movies, and plenty of room. We set up for the game. The rules are simple. One board (we use a Monopoly board), two playing pieces, two dice, and three bowls labeled his, hers, and actions to be taken. Of course, there is a pad and a pen, but I’ll get to that later. The object of the game is to have as much naughty fun as you can imagine. Each player will start on the starting line. Each will take turns rolling the dice. As each player moves down the street, a player that is passed by the other player must take off an item of clothing. This can only happen once per player per street (consider each side of the board a street, so there are only four streets in this game). We both have on plenty of clothes to make the game a little more interesting. You must also kiss your partner each time you remove a piece of clothing. The kiss must be a l

When You Feel Sad
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

Psycho Exes
So, earlier this week my co-workers car was stolen. Turns out her ex-husband took it. Why? Because she went on a vacation to Miami for her birthday. First. If you EVER take anything that is mine...I will hurt you. Secondly, if so much as come too close to my car without my knowledge, I will hunt you down. If you STEAL MY CAR because you are unhappy and jealous...You will go to jail. I just dont understand how anybody could think that is accomplishing anything. Seriously? You're gonna steal my car, park it on the other side of town, and call me at 2 am 3 days later because your conscious wont let you sleep? You deserve to be put in jail, or an institution. No wonder she divorced him, he's fucking psychotic! And what's killing me is that she's not pressing charges. I want to smack her! She has two children. What if, next time, he takes one of the kids and just "forgets" to tell her? If he's crazy enough to steal her car, he can very well take his own child. Im

Wednesday 4/11/07
Didn't do a whole lot today.Just the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM. The weather here has been wet and nasty, so I hope that it clears up this weekend so that I can spend some time with my cousin while she's in. It was a boring day today, so not much for me to write about so I guess this is all that I will put for now. Have a great day all.

"i Wonder Why"
I wonder why the grass is green and the sky is blue, and my head is filled with thoughts of you? You made your choice it is plain to see, but I keep thinking maybe it was me? I open my blinds to let in the light, darkness can flee from my empty life. I'm burning those bridges you left behind, afraid to look back now, of what I might find. My days are filled lying in bed, of stormy moments, of feelings of dread. I secretly wish you'd look my way, but reality is cruel and you'd never stay. You left without a sound, I knew we were through I still regret, remaining so true. If I had a backbone, I'd scream and yell and happily tell you to go to hell!!!!

Stupid Cherrytap
WHY IS THE SITE ALWAY'S DOWN FOR REPAIR WHY IS THE SITE ALWAY'S SLOW IT NEVER FAILS TO AMAZE ME HOW OFTEN IT'S DOWN FOR BEING SUCH A BIG SITE ON THE INTERNET WHY DO THEY ALWAY'S ADD MORE STUFF WE DON'T NED IT'S JUST MY OPION BUT CHERRYTAP TO ME IS PISSING ME OFF AND IT'S HARD TO DEAL WITH.

Installing Husband
Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a Distinct slow down in overall system performance -- particularly in The flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, Such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed Undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes The system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but To no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ---------------------------------------------------------- Dear Desperate First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. ! Please enter the command "http: I Thought You Loved Me.HTML" and try To download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that ap

Pmdd
I felt crazzy for years befor id start told doctors they said i was just fine then im explaining it to a friend and she said maybe i had this so i wanted to post it so other wiman who get like this befor their their period only could no they arnt crazzy lol Let's talk symptoms. What sets PMDD apart is that some of your symptoms, especially your emotional symptoms, are so severe that they significantly interfere with the way you live your life just before your period. These symptoms can make it difficult to focus, slow you down at work or affect your personal relationships. The list of symptoms on this page is not here for you to diagnosis yourself, but rather to find out if your symptoms are among those associated with PMDD. We're all different, and how one woman experiences symptoms of PMDD is not the same as another. The important thing to remember is that now, you and your healthcare professional can help fight the symptoms that significantly interfere with work, school or yo

We Won !!
Well here is how it went, i can hardly believe how it went down! We all got there and found that one of our 4's T Bone was moved up to a 5. Now that put us in a position that if it had to come down to it at the very last to win 3 I had to shoot. ! My man was so upset because he knew I should not really be shooting at all. Well, Calender Queen (Mare) shot first and smoked his Ass. The my brother Mike was up and lost! So they put their highest shooter up and my baby Denny B ! He lost when he sank the 8 ball by accident! So that meant T Bone had to win and well so did I ! Well T Bone got out there and showed everyone why he was moved to a 5 and won ! The pressure was on for that team because I was up and on a damn mission! Long and short I WON BABY! We all were freaking out ,could not believe the way it went down ! So this song on here is dedicated to our Very own Tenacious T BONE ! The Championship match is next week and if the team is put in that same position we will wind up

I Miss You
To see you when I wake up, is a gift I didn't think could be real To know that you feel the same, as I do, is a Three-fold utopian dream You do something to me That I can't explain So would I be out of line, If I said I miss you. I see your picture, I smell your skin on, the empty pillow next to mine You have only been gone ten days, but already I am wasting away I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon But I need you to know, that I care And I miss you

Song Of The Day...
we spotted the ocean at the head of the trail where are we going, so far away and somebody told me that this is the place where everything's better, everything's safe walk on the ocean step on the stones flesh becomes water wood becomes bone half and hour later we packed up our things we said we'd send letters and all those little things and they knew we were lying but they smiled just the same it seemed they'd already forgotten we'd came walk on the ocean step on the stones flesh becomes water wood becomes bone now back at the homestead where the air makes you choke and people don't know you and trust is a joke we don't even have pictures just memories to hold that grow sweeter each season as we slowly grow old

Off To Vegas
A man came home from work one day to find his wife on the front porch with her bags packed. 'Just where the heck do you think you're going!', said the man. 'I'm going to Las Vegas', said the wife, 'I just found out I can get $400 a night for what I give you for free! 'The man said, 'Wait a minute!', and then ran inside the house only to come back a few minutes later with his suitcases in hand. 'Where the heck are you going?', said the wife. The man said, 'I want to see how you're gonna live on $800 a year!'

Electric Funeral
Reflex in the sky Warn you you're gonna die Storm coming, you better hide From the atomic tide Flashes in the sky Turns houses into sties Turns people into clay Radiation minds decay Robot minds of robot slaves Lead men to atomic graves Plastic flowers melt in sun Maybe moon falls upon Dying world of radiation Victims of mad frustration Burning glow of unseen fire Like electric funeral pyre Buildings crashing down To a cracking ground Rivers turn to wood Ice melting to flood Earth lies in death bed Clouds cry water dead Tearing life away Here's the burning pay Electric Funeral And so in the sky Shines the electric eye Supernatural king Takes Earth under his wing Heaven's golden chorus sings Hell's angels flap their wings Evil souls fall to Hell Ever trapped in burning cells! - Black Sabbath

Breakup
Yeah I'm not mentioning any names, but a few weeks ago a woman broke my heart and all i've been doing is thinking how it was my fault. In all reality it wasn't my fault at all as it takes two to tango or have a relationship. Yes i've been crying my eyes out thinking something is wrong with me, but nothing is wrong with me. i just react different to different people like a human should. i'm not a robot or pet that anybody can train to be a certain f*cking way. i am me and if somebody has a problem with me being me then they aren't worth my time just except the fact that i am sweet when i am showed that you care, but when you just dont care then i'll be a jerk. it's the way i am and that's how i'll be until i die.

A Thousand Kisses
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you a thousand times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As my lips part and anxiousness increases, My heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips leap to yours hungry for the taste. Sweetness drips from you to me As desire grows, my heart races. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as space shortens. Time appears to stand still. So close yet so far. When? Now, please now? Once more, a thousand and one. Make it two, so many more. Caressing ever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you a thousand times, I would give them all away To kiss you just once. © Andi 2007

What Your Take
Public opinion toward the U.S. war in Iraq bears striking parallels - and clear contrasts - with the war in Vietnam more than three decades ago. In both cases, presidents tied their political fortunes to the war. And in both cases, they paid a heavy political price when the public grew disillusioned with the conflict. Yet while opposition to the two wars traced a similar arc, the nature of that opposition differed politically. Although Vietnam is recalled as a divisive conflict, opinions about whether the war was a mistake did not divide sharply along partisan lines. Gallup trends from the mid-1960s through the early ’70s show that the difference of opinion between Republicans and Democrats about Vietnam never exceeded 18 percentage points. In contrast, Iraq divides America along partisan lines in a way that Vietnam never did. The latest Pew survey finds that 73% of Democrats believe that military action in Iraq was the wrong decision, compared with just 14% of Republicans - a gap r

Seniors Giving Birth
SENIORS GIVING BIRTH With all the new technology regarding fertility recently, a 70-year-old woman was able to give birth. When she was discharged from the hospital and went home, her relatives came to visit. "May we see the new baby?" one asked. "Not yet," said the mother. "I'll make coffee and we can visit for a while first." Thirty minutes had passed, and another relative asked, "May we see the new baby now?" "No, not yet," said the mother. After another few minutes had elapsed, they asked again, "May we see the baby now?" "No, not yet," replied the mother. Growing very impatient, they asked, "Well, when can we see the baby?" "WHEN HE CRIES!" she told them. "WHEN HE CRIES?" they demanded. "Why do we have to wait until he CRIES?" "BECAUSE I FORGOT WHERE I PUT HIM. O.K.?"

Belly Buttons
1) The Horizontal Navel. This belly button is oblong in shape and spreads sideways across the tummy. People with horizontal navels are complex and highly emotional. This can take a toll on their health. Average life expectancy: 68 years. 2) The Vertical Navel. Also oblong, this belly button stands on end, running up and down along the tummy. It indicates a person who is self-confident, generous, and emotionally stable. Average life expectancy: 75 years. 3) The Outty. A belly button that protrudes outward indicates an optimistic person who approaches life with enthusiasm. Average life expectancy: 72 years. 4) The Concave Navel. This belly button is bowl-shaped or inward. It belongs to a person who is gentle, loving, cautious, sensitive, and prone to worry. People with concave navels are delicate. Average life expectancy: 65 years. 5) The Off-Center Navel. An off-center belly button indicates a fun-loving, unusual individual who experiences wide emotional swings. Average life

This Will Be Fun.
WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? > TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... > THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... > YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE OR EVEN DISGUSTED... LOL. > IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS MEANS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... U + ME + MY ROOM

My Best Friend.
Free MySpace slideshows, photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com dave if you see this- i hope you know that its for you and the words are so true. you have really showed me that love is in more way than one- its heart- and not what you have - i love you so much as a friend and givin the chance- yes i would lay my life down for you- you are so great- and the love i feel from you is so unlike anything i have ever experianced before- you know when im hurting inside and you just pop up out of the blue and you know when i just need a friend- because you are there no matter what time it is-

The Reunion
My wife and I were sitting at a table at my high school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table. My wife asked, "Do you know her?" Yes," I sighed, "She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." My God!" said my wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

My Opinion
I can go forever on this but I'll make this short for the interest of keeping peoples attention. There is the way that lots of people seem to do most often, and that is of course judging people by their looks. You hear so often people saying things like how hot someone is. Obviously because of their looks. YOu know the saying "Don't judge a book by a cover"? I have seen people like that. They have looks but when it comes up to brains, they are usually lacking in that department. Now the way that I personally like and that people should actually look for is by personality. You get to know them more that way and see what interests you have in common. Or don't have if that is the case. I have seen and heard lots of examples of when somebody has gone for looks other then personallity. A larger percentage of the ones that are due to personality are the ones that last. -talk2animals

Labor Pains
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. Both said they were very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since the pain transfer was obviou sly helping the wife considerably, the husband encouraged t

Don't Fuck With Old People 3
An elderly man walks into a confessional. The following conversation ensues: Man: "I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitchhiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times." Priest: "Are you sorry for your sins?" Man: "What sins?" Priest: "What kind of a Catholic are you?" Man: "I'm Jewish." Priest: "Why are you telling me all this?" Man: "I'm 92 years old .... I'm telling everybody."

One Night In The Fifth Ward
I smiled broadly as I set my empty beer bottle down on the table. Closing my eyes I took in the band playing the last few bars of “Menui de Toi”. I’d been back in the Big Easy for just over 4 hours now and the rest of my life already seemed a million miles away. Coming back to New Orleans has always been like that for me, a return to my spiritual home. “How was your meal baby?” I asked Patty, who sat across the table smiling but almost as if she were slightly in shock. “The food was wonderful.” She beamed. “I’m just blown away by the atmosphere of the whole place.” I had expected that reaction from her. It was going to be a great week here. The band began to play “You Used To Call Me”. I stood up and smiled to Patty, “Would you like to dance?” (You’ve gotta dance in The City That Care Forgot, Cher.) She stood and we strode out onto the dance floor. She quickly picked up the two-step that everyone does down there and we danced slow and close. I could smell the sweet scent of h

The Lost Soul
The creature with in is a sad one Never allowed to see the beautiful sun A vampire swells deep inside Waiting to payback all who lied Dark thoughts run through the soul Yet inflicting pain is not their goal Lost and lonely Though not in need of money Wanting to be loved Disgusted by a lone dove Unable to sleep during the night It sleeps while you walk in the light Forever in the shadows of time I wish you would be mine Forever part of a frigid world all that’s heard is the whiskey as its swirled A lost soul stuck on the planets face Centuries inflicted wonderful grace But only having a midnight mistress

Song Frag, And Saves The Day... Hmmmmmm
Baby come clean just say what you really mean. I can take it like a man Cause im not sure what I want, but I know that I can’t give, you everything you deserve, She says I love you, he says don’t lie to me. I can float to the garden state in my dreams. Awake Im a prisoner of this empire.

Family
FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her head and says, "I sure hope I never get that forgetful, knock on wood." She then yells, "I'll come up and help both of you as soon as I see who's at the door."

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus – Face Down Lyrics
Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy. One look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still will never understand why you hang around. I see what's going down. Cover up with make-up in the mirror. Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again. You cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

Well She Did It!!!
I am so proud of my daughter, she has come so far since October and I have no doubt she will do whatever it is she sets her mind to! We go watch her graduate on Thursday at Ft.Leonardwood,MO ! I hope she is prepared to be squeezed to death by her momma...lol.... well just wanted to share!

Peter Cottontail
So I go to take the garbage out earlier tonight, and my cat sneaks inside. He ran right down the basement stairs....so naturally, I get suspicious. So I go downstairs and look under my desk where the cat is, and what does he have but a baby cottontail rabbit. I half expected to see it headless, since my cat is a prick and likes to do that. But it blinked. I put gloves on, examine it, and realize it isn't injured at all... just scared shitless. So I go outside and it is cold and raining, but I set it down anyway to see if it can find its mother. It doesn't, and it's shivering. Jeez, this is where being a hearless bitch would come in handy. But I'm a mother, so it's in my nature to nurture. We kicked the cat out of the house and made a nest for the bunny inside the cat carrier. I'm just hoping it will find its mother in the morning. I have the alarm set for 6am and at that point, I will go out with it and try to locate its mother. If not, I guess I'll be raising a wild rabbit. Dammit. W

Lonely
EvErY love song,EvErY romantic movie tends to leave me reallt sad an moody.WiTh nothin but a dream,of what it would be like 4 u 2 hold me,beacuse without you hearing the sound of your voice.Or the chance 2 call you,Became abvious 2 me, the pain from time 2 time makes it hard 2 breath,especially knowing theres always the possibility that you can leave.AlL i know babe is i've never been more lonely and nothin 2 me has ever felt so phony then me pretending i can be happily without waking up 2 you everymorning.4once in my life all that matters is us beacuse i rather be 2 soft then 2lose you by being 2 tough.baby 4once in my life i realize our love is enough,and there's nothin in this world i would'nt give up, beacuse living without you made me realize and finally got me 2 recognize that beaing ashes and dust seems better then life then living the rest of my life lonely without you as my husband.

Not Sure
You said you loved me Yet you where unsure of our love Its alright I will be fine Dont worry about my heart Take the your words and find your own way Leave me in peaces here all alone Someday someone will come to peace me together Dont concern yourself with this mess u left of me I am stronger when your gone but I love it when your here I need so much more then you could ever give me You could never have me...

It Takes Big Things To Stir The Thoughts
I wrote this song today ... as all things like poetry and good story telling they come out of our experiances and feelings about what happend .. I wrote it yes but I am not feeling that pain right now and every time I write about it it becomes far less... Any way I hope it does not bum anyone out ! LOL I’ve had one too many heartaches don’t ya know To me your colder than the coldest night out in the snow I’ve overstayed my welcome and its time that I did go I’ve had one too many heartaches don’t ya know I’m guilty of thinking of you way too much you see Of wanting you more than you could ever care for me The pain of my stupidity is surely there to show I’ve had one too many heart aches don’t ya know A fool who stands with his heart out free to find love Looking for that blue eyed angel sent from heaven above Now a broken mess again with My torn soul in tow I’ve had one too many heartaches don’t ya know Is it the man who loved and lost that has truly lived Is i

Private Pics
It kinda pisses me off when some pics are blocked even though you are a fan of someone. You might be a fan just cause of their body. Cause lets be real...we're all checkin' each other out. Just my gripe of the day! Tom

Object Sexuality
FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking u

Bad Friend,, O.k. Friend,, Good Friend Or Great Friend?
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

Cajuns
A Cajun named Thibideaux went to his doctor to determine the source of his malady. The doctor, after a lengthy examination, sighed and looked Thibideaux in the eye and said, "I've some bad news for you. You have cancer, and it's very bad. You'd best put your affairs in order." Thibideaux was shocked and saddened. But, being of solid character, he managed to compose himself and walk from the doctor's office into the waiting room to his son who had been waiting. Thibideaux said, "Well son, us Cajun's celebrate when thangs is good, and we celebrate when dey don't be so good.. In dis case, dey ain't so good. I got cancer. Let's head for the honky tonk and have a few dranks." After 3 or 4 shots, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more whiskey. They were eventually approached by some of Thibideaux's old friends who asked what the two were celebrating. Thibideaux told them that coonasses celebrate the good and the bad. He went on to tell them that t

Can Someone Make A Morph Pic For Me..?
I was wondering if I could get one of my friends to make a morph pic for me..I would like it made out of a pic of myself and my Rot..I would greatly appreciate it ..thank you .. Babygirl...

Fire Fighters And Our Troops
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Try Not To Cry...pass This On For Their Memory
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let this

Darnell Scott To Congress
"Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and the deaths of that heroic teacher, and the other eleven children who died must not be in vain. Their blood cries out for answers. "The f first recorded act of violence was when Cain slew his brother Abel out in the field. The villain was not the club he used.. Neither was it the NCA, the National Club Association. The true killer was Cain, and the reason for the murder could only be found in Cain's heart. "In the days that followed the Columbine tragedy, I was amazed at how quickly fingers began to be pointed at groups such as the NRA. I am not a member of the NRA. I am not a hunter. I do not even own a gun. I am not here to represent or defend the NRA - because I don't believe that they are responsible for my daughter's death. Therefore I do not believe that they need t

Not Ready To Make Nice
Forgive, sounds good Forget, I’m not sure I could They say time heals everything But I’m still waiting I’m through with doubt There’s nothing left for me to figure out I’ve paid a price And I’ll keep paying I’m not ready to make nice I’m not ready to back down I’m still mad as hell and I don’t have time to go round and round and round It’s too late to make it right I probably wouldn’t if I could ‘Cause I’m mad as hell Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should I know you said Can’t you just get over it It turned my whole world around And I kind of like it I made my bed and I sleep like a baby With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’ It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger And how in the world can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they’d write me a letter Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I’m not ready to make nice I’m not re

Slave Begs
Bound by Master's Strong Hands devotion is Manipulated by His Firm Touch The Intensity of His Voice The Dominance of His Mind..."You Are My slave!" And slave, gagged as securely as she is Bound, begs still... Eyes glaze over with lust, begging... Nostrils flare and lungs gasp for air, begging... Neck vein pulses to the rhythm of a pounding heart, begging... Breasts heave and swell, straining wax-coated nipples, begging... Skin glistens and crawls with a prickly, crimson blush, begging... Hips gyrate, involuntarily, begging... Shaved pussy lips slippery with sex, begging... Cunt gaping, begging... Wanton slave body writhing... Begging... Pleading... Master, take me...slave begs!

A Regret, A Love, A Loss
A shock, like lightning flashing It starts slowly falling A quiet pitter patter Like a tapping of your finger to the beat of a song They are tear drops Tear drops falling on my pillow Outside I hear the thunder Banging & Raging Crashing like my broken heart Shattering the night sky The rain ~ the pieces broken apart The wind is blowing Crushing the rain against the trees ~ my home I hear the howling ~ Reminding me of my hollow heart The crashing, the howling, the bright flashes of light My tears ~falling harder than the rain I drown them away The rage inside me hits with the power of lightning Broken glass, torn pillows A picture is all I have His death is mine also Alone this late night All I can do is remember Remember our memories we would've shared They are tear drops falling on my pillow

My Angel ( I Will Find My Angel And Never Let Him Go )
Zangy Comment Graphics There once was a time that I didn't believe in angels, but that has changed only because I have met some, and next to them I am nothing....If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only I was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.....Angels are like people; they come and go, but the diffence is: angels make you glow.....I need you like roses need rain, you're an angel that takes away my pain.....I met an angel without wings, but his heart makes me fly...You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I ne

Maid Service
maid service by heather in WI (again) My husband and I enjoy travel and like to get away a few times a year. Being cold in the North, we like to head south in January or February. This year we went to Florida to see the sights and do the regular tour that the tourists do. We booked into the Hilton at Walt Disney World and got busy seeing and doing all the regular stuff. On the fourth day we were there, my husband had booked a round of golf, (that being his passion). My passion on the other hand, is shopping, and I was quite delighted to let him go and play a round while I took the time to browse the shops. We went down to the restaurant that morning for a leisurely breakfast before going our own separate ways. He headed off for the links and I went back up to the room to gather my purse and freshen up before my shopping spree. It took me about ten minutes to get ready and I grabbed my purse, ready to hit the streets. As I was heading for the door, I heard a sound coming from the

Fishing Gone Bad
The rapidly increasing distribution of viral hemorrhagic septicemia virus (VHSv) in Michigan waters is forcing the Department of Natural Resources (DNR) to place a one-year moratorium on walleye, northern pike and muskie production and stocking. Officials hope the move will help ensure the disease is not inadvertently spread by DNR activities, and to protect the state's fish hatchery system. "All of the DNR's egg sources for walleyes and one key source for northern pike are from Great Lakes waters that are, or are highly likely to be, infected with VHSv," says Kelley Smith, chief of the DNR Fisheries Division. "Muskellunge egg sources, as well as two other sources for northern pike are located in very high risk waters, based on our understanding of the movement of baitfish around the state, as well as the amount of recreational and angler boat traffic between those waters and the Great Lakes." Smith says that currently it is not known whether eggs from these species of fish can be

Lust
Red luscious lips, meaningful quips. A lustful stare, a heavenly pair. Stockinged thighs, "take me" eyes. Hand on the knee, breathe rapidly. Legs begin to part, a quickening heart. A petalled rose, falling clothes. Starts to loose, the emotional juice. Going mad, want it bad. Grinding loins, pumping groins. Very hot, hits the spot. Scream aloud, muscles proud. A soulful moan, the seed is sown. Passions met, cooling sweat. Slowing 'beat, tangled feet. Warm and cosy, feeling dozy. Out of steam, a sweet dream.

Walmart Is Suing Me?
So today I get a letter from the Law Offices of Bennett & Deloney offereing to settle a claim for a $25.36 check that was allegedly written by me on 7/29/06. They're seekeng $50.36 because I guess they tack on a $25 bad check fee. This is fucking retarded as the check number is 98, which is a check that never exited in my checks. My checks at the time were all quadruple digits. Not to mention the fact that my wallet was stolen, and I don't write checks at WalMart. I use my debit card. I also have overdraft protection, so even if I was overdrawn, my bank would transfer the money from my savings into my checkings to prevent any sort of check bouncing. I also just sent a copy of the police report and a previously notarized affidavit from the first time I had to deal with this bitch that was writing fakes checks all over town using the name Diane S. Wagenbrenner. So I'm dealing with two different collection agencies that both have their heads up their asses and can't seem to believe a fuck

Giveaway Of The Day
Just thought I would share this link with anyone who may be interested in checking it out. I found it a few days ago, it is a site that offers a different piece of software each day, and as long as it is downloaded, installed and activated during the 24 hour period that it is offered, it is yours free of the usual cost that would be charged. I check it most days, just to see what is offered, some days I pass and some days there is something useful for me. They also offer a different game each day, if you are into that sort of thing. Anyway, I will post the link below...happy surfing! :) http://www.giveawayoftheday.com/

What's In A Name?
What's in a name? Perhaps I should ask instead what's in your name? The easy answers come: a personal descriptor, an individual identifier, a distinct pattern. No matter how discordant it might sound to others, it never does to the bearer of the name. Today's title comes from a comment Martha made to me when she, her sister Mary, and their mom Sharon were helping the littler kids gets seated in a minivan. As Sharon was getting ready to pick up her grandson, my nine-year-old nephew Mathew, from school and bring him to her house (the one Martha and her sisters grew up in) until his mom and dad got home from work, two-year-old Josceline wanted to sit up front, which she can't do until she outgrows her car seat. From what I heard, Sarah was already in her seat and nodding off! There were some problems getting Josceline's car seat in the van, so until they could get moving Mary brought Josceline to the front passenger seat and she started whining . . . Mary said, "You wanted to get in the f

Sacrifice
They say that time changes things But you actually have to change them yourself And that change must come from within During this time I have taken to look inside myself to see what the answers were I've finally realized that the important thing is this I have to be to able to sacrifice what I am for the sake of what I will become

Result Of Quiz :: What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Blind Folds75%Chains/Handcuffs50%Whips33%Bondage25%Blood17%

Promise Yourself
Promise Yourself . . . Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel like there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living person you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, and too strong for fear, and to happy to permit the presence of trouble . . .

My Poem "trust" Has Been Selected..
My poem called "trust" has been selected and certified as a "semi-finalist" in an International Open Poetry Contest. Not only that..but they want to publish the poem in a book called "Immortal Verses" on its very own page with a Bio about me. ... Never thought that writing might open doors for me but it looks like that is a possibility!

Hollow
Hollow The sweet sensation, Of my lovers touch. Across the cheek, And on the crutch. A girl I love, With an Angel face. The girl I want, My saving grace. Hollow Inside my arms Where you should be sleeping Leaves me feeling incomplete Wanting Sensual movements, Of the hips. Our bodies touching, beginning with our lips. A gasp of air, The pull on hair. A moan of pleasure, We together share. Hollow Is the inside Of my soul when I hunger For the taste and The scent of you On me The breathing quickens, the pace keeps up. Our bodies slicking, with our love. The climax starts, As we move together. The quickening of hearts, Then joy as ever. Hollow Is the darkness The womb of emptiness Where I thrust into memories Of you Holding each other, In embrace. Loving each other, In a haze. No care for the world, It's just you and I. Together as one, We are fine. Hollow Is the moment When forced to remember The love I want

Could
my life get any worse ????I feel like im drowning and i cant breath i try to swim up for air and something keeps pulling me down, holding my head under water, my hands and legs are kicking but the waters to heavy and im getting no were but fustrated, this battle is it all in my head can it be won by the thread that im hung,one thing i know im cool and its dark at the bottom of this ocean,everytime i come up for air i get a warmth and a glimpse of light,in which i use to know on a longer scale.

Life's Cup (rip Chris)
IS life's cup half full or half empty, Thats what I wonder today, I know we lost a good one, When your news came my way, Sometimes life pours us sweetness, Sometimes life pours us pain, Sometimes life tastes wine, Sometimes life tastes like rain, Chorus: But this time my friend, Its a hard one to swallow, Because where you went, Is a hard road to follow, I'll take another sip, From life's bitter sweet- cup, Until one day, God calls me up, I hope when I get there, Its your smiling face I see, Standing there at the gates of heaven, Waiting for me, Chorus: When we walk in, Together again, I know you'll say, I was always there my friend, I would never leave you, you know that my friend, When the road was too long, That was me holding your hand, Bridge: Lifes a treasure, I'll spend it as best I can, Try'na walk that straight and narrow, Until we meet again, Chorus: Sometimes life pours us sweetness, sometimes life pours us pain, some

State Of Disunion
THIS IS THE DAWN OF TORMENT AND SUFFERING WE ARE A WORLD ERUPTING INTO ANARCHY VULTURES CIRCLE OVERHEAD TOTALLY DISPOSSESSED A VIOLENT ASCENSION I RISE ABOVE THE REST THE EARTH IS CONVULSING BLEEDING AND PULSING ON THE EDGE OF UNTIMELY DEATH CHILDREN LAY WEEPING AS HATRED FLOODS THE STREETS SHALLOW THOUGHTS FILL A SHALLOW MIND IS ALL YOU CAN THINK A PATHETIC LAST THOUGHT AS YOU CEASE TAKING BREATHS STARING BLANKLY ATA BROKEN MIRROR A PARABLE OF YOUR FALSE FAITH THEY TORE OUT YOUR HEART AND FUCKED YOU RAW your filthy mouth gagged to silence your call A MISERABLE END TO A ROTTEN MIDDLE THAT WAS DEFORMED BEFORE ITS OWN FIRST LIGHT AND NOW BEGIN THE PLEASANT DREAMS-OF BLEEDING WALLS AND TORTURED SCREAMS MY MIND CANNOT BREAK BECAUSE IVE GAINED A NEW INSIGHT REVELATION A SEEMING SOLUTION TO AN UNSPOKEN RIDDLE TOO LATE AS THE BLOOD FLOWS FROM MY THROAT AND ALL FADES TO SOFT SILENCE AN END TO MY HYPOCRISY AND VIOLENCE

Booty Plus
BIG GIRLS SHAKING THEIR BOOTY, C'MON COME HERE CUTIE!!! DRINKS ON ICE, YOU WANNA BE NAUGHTY OR NICE??? YOU KNOW YOU WANNA BUMP AND GRIND, WITH ANY GIRL YOU FIND, LET YOU FEEL MY BREAST, MY HAND SLIPS UNDER YOUR DRESS, FEEL YOUR PANTIES THEN YOUR SOFT SKIN, MAKE YOU WET GIRL,MAKE YOU GRIN, FINGER YOUR CLIT, LATER ON,ON MY FACE YOU CAN SIT, COME BACK TO MY HOUSE, TAKE OFF YOUR BRA AND BLOUSE, I WILL STRIP FOR YOU, CLOTHES A PILE ON THE FLOOR, GIRLS SEXING EACH OTHER UP SO HOT, SCREAMING,AND SQUIRMING THEY WANT SOME MORE, BRING OUT OUR TOYS, FUCK THE BOYS,--NO,THEY CAN'T WATCH, THIS IS MY GIRL.

What Do My Eyes Reveal About Me
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain75%Mysterious67%Passion33%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

How Much Sex Appeal Are You
You Are 85% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Flee From Youthful Lusts
It isn't news that men are visual, it's obvious. I wrote in my blog, "The Eyes Of Man Are Never Satisfied" that most men are stimulated by what he sees. The need for warfare against the bombardment of visual temptation to fixate on sexual images is urgent. An example is the swimsuit issue of Sports Illustrated. We all know that this issue really has nothing to do with either swimming or swimsuits. Women are also visual, but usually less overt or obvious about it; they talk a lot more about going for personality and character, but they still like to look at the hunks in celebrity magazines. Willpower won't work to fight Lust. When I say "lust" I mean the realm of thought, imagination, and desire that leads to sexual misconduct. We need to replace our lusts with longings for what is actually beautiful. A few years ago, John Piper wrote some strategies for fighting the war against wrong desires in our minds. They are an acronym, ANTHEM: A - Avoid temptation as much as is reasonabl

Sunday 4/22/07
Not much going on here today, it's been another boring day today lol. I did get into a debate this morning with a friend though, he keeps trying to get me to make an account at MySpace even though I've told him on more than one occasion that I'm not going to be doing that. Because of all the bad publicity it's gotten in the news and the fact that he told me himself that an ll yr old girl got raped and abused by someone on there. I also got comments from people here on the subject, and was told they'd been hacked and got viruses there. I tried to get him to join over here, but he's stuck on the fact that it doesn't have the details list like MySpace does, even though I've told him he can add that stuff to his profile if he wanted, but whatever lol. Well, I think I'll end my rambling here for today lol. Hope everyone reading this has a great rest of the day.

One Day
A day at the beach Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry To Taste Feedom with a spice of ease ere have I enjoyed such true bliss submerged in an exotic truth as if untouched bye the hands of man diving down deep, buryied within the sea feeling your sould cling unto you bones hearing the voice of the the waves pound upon the near shore line that familiar tug becoming a part of you nestling upon my steed, paddling with all straining muscles and aching bones for this exotic truth is what thy have prayed for granted prayer from his mighty grace for HE has given, answered prayer mounting steadfast upon thy steed thy flowing extasy seduces, Overcoming crouching, I feel Gods own breath push exploding thy soul into orgasmic delight only once more brought to a calm easing from such powerful release left to pray once more for this bliss submerged in an exotic truth as if untouched by the hands of man

Blinded By Love
Blinded By Love Blinded by love Only seeing what it wants you to see Looking at only the good, Not the bad The happy, Not the sad Blinded by love Only seeing what it chooses you to see Looking at only the fake, For love's sake The artificial Not the natural Blinded by love Why does it happen to people like me? Because it doesn't want the real to be seen.

Life Is Good.
These past 2 weeks have been AHHmazing. Alot has been going on..from prom, to senior breakfast and picnic to GRAD BASH! Prom was absolutely perfect. I couldn't have asked for better friends to experience that night with even tho I didn't quite make it there. Service at Maggiano's was HORRIBLE but the dinner made up for it. 50 cent tip anyone? And then it started raining before the night ended..UH OH. So, sarah and I had to walk to the car barefoot with our stilettos on one hand. And getting weird looks from elders who caught sarah and I making indecent poses on a ferrari parked at St. John's town center while Joey was taking pics. HAHA! [amazing isn't it?] NOT to mention the amount of laughter that came out of me while watching Blades of Glory. Some points were kinda corny but nonetheless, GO WATCH IT. Then by the end of the night.. more like 12 ish, all of us decided to head to a bowling alley to get our games ON. Did I mention that there were 7 of us trying to fit in a regular beetl

This Brings Me To Tears. . .
Several years ago a close friend of mine was doubled up on the floor in an uncontrolled fit of laughter. Needless to say I was intrigued. After he composed himself he began to read to me one of the funniest things I had ever heard in my life. In light of what has been going on in the world I think we all need a wonderful laugh and this never fails. Please enjoy. The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney Sandwich by David Neilsen Hello. Welcome to The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney and Cheese Sandwich. Ready for Lunch? Good! Let's begin! We're going to start our journey by assuming that you already possess each of the individual items you'll be needing to make this sandwich. It's a bit of a stretch, I know, but Lord knows we don't have time to take you shopping. So, that said, the first thing you're gonna need is a place to make your sandwich. My suggestion would be a plate. So reach into your cupboard and grab a plate. Any will do. No

Friends Desire
FRIENDS DESIRE BY: BRENDA L. They had known each other for years and always been very close. They had seen each other through the best and the worst life had to offer. Graduations, weddings, births, deaths, divorces. No matter what life threw at them, they were there for each other. They had laughed and cried together. They were, in the truest sense of the phrase “best friends”. It didn’t matter what happened in their lives, they knew they could count on each other. Yet even with all of this, it seemed as if there was something missing… Her crush on him began shortly after they met. He was so kind, caring. She immediately felt the connection with him; knew he would be an important part of her life for years to come. As time went by, the friendship became stronger everyday. It wasn’t long before she realized that her feelings for him were changing. She had loved him almost since the day they met, now she was beginning to realize that she LOVED him.

"trickle Down" Theory Of Economics?
Indian teachers "purify" students with cow urine Sat Apr 21, 2:50 AM ET Indian teachers sprinkled cow urine on low-caste students to purify them and drive away evil, reports said on Saturday, in a country where millions of people remain oppressed at the bottom of the ancient Hindu caste system. Upper-caste headteacher Sharad Kaithade ordered the ritual after taking over from a lower-caste predecessor at a school in a remote village in the western state of Maharashtra earlier this month, the Times of India reported. He told an upper-caste colleague to spray cow urine in a cleansing ceremony as the students were taking an examination, wetting their faces and their answer sheets, the newspaper said. "She said you'll study well after getting purified," student Rajat Washnik was quoted as saying by the CNN-IBN news channel. Students said they felt humiliated. Hinduism reveres the cow, and its dung is used in the countryside as both a disinfectant and as fuel. In 2001, Hi

Pagan Baptism
~~~~WANTING TO SHARE THIS WITH OTHERS AS WELL~~~~ ~~~~~~VERY SPECIAL, AND BEAUTIFUL RITUAL:)~~~~~~~ CAN BE DONE WITH ONE PERSON HOLDING CHILD, AND OTHER SAYING VERSES..OR SWITCH IT UP:) NEEDED: NICE SUNNY DAY WITH SOME WIND- CANDLES OF YOUR LIKING AND INCENSE- OTHER OBJECTS THAT REMIND YOU OF YOUR CHILD(OR CHILDREN) FRESH RAINWATER- WHATEVER ELSE PERSONALIZE- LETS START:) "MOTHER EARTH,IN THE NAME OF OUR GODS AND GODS OF OUR ANCESTORS..WE GIVE YOU THANKS. YOU NOURISH US BODY AND SOUL WITH YOUR GIFTS OF BEAUTY AND ABUNDANCE. AS YOU HONOUR US WITH SUCH PRECIOUS LIFE,SO MAY WE HONOUR YOU.MAY THIS CHILD BE BLESSED". PLACE YOUR CHILD ON THE EARTH,BAREFOOT. "I BAPTISE THEE WITH MOTHER EARTH,FROM WHOSE LOINS WE COME AND TO THOSE ARMS WE FLY,WHEN OUR JOURNEY HERE IS OVER". HOLD YOUR CHILD OVER YOUR HEAD AND IN THE WIND "I BAPTISE THEE IN THE WINDS THAT COME FROM THE FOUR CORNERS OF THE EARTH. THE WINDS THAT SEATTER THE SEEDS OF THE HARVEST AND BLOWS AWAY THE SNOWS OF WINT

Broken Angel
Broken Angel Alone, in this misty graveyard air, Amidst these stones, I sit and stare. Fathomless realms of endless blue Reflect the love we still hold so true. A love seemingly never ending. Ever deeper in depth descending. Dazzling in the sun by daylight, Weeping with the stars at night. A beauty somewhat paralyzing. A memory so mesmerizing. With emotion of soul still set aflame, Unconsciously, I call your name. In heart crying out for what's missing, I dream still of holding, touching, kissing. In bleeding passion, of begging and moans, Making love upon these very stones. In rising moon, taking our stand, Our feet cemented in the sand. With burning waves of freezing fire Rolling in higher and higher. We hold our vow, we will forever. Letting no dying our dream of desire From my heart what I know to be true, The pure bliss of loving you. But before the break of dancing dawn, If but in the shadow of hope, drawn. A soul will cease to ache and need.

Dear Ladies Who Take Pics In Bras
Look darlings...it's great that you have the confidence to snap yourself in your brassiere and post it publically. Really, I applaud you. I can appreciate a nice cleave shot! BUT! If you are an A-Cup...just stop it. It's no fun. If you are a B-Cup and there is some space in the bra left to fill...stop lying to yourself, you're an A-Cup, and stop it. If you are a FFF-Cup...Ouch! Email me the name of your chiropractor. Fake Boobs (Silicone or Saline) I happen to like. Some folks don't, I do. Thinking of getting me a pair of those as an upgrade in a couple years...gotta beat Gravity to the punch! Saggy Boobs...*covers eyes* All other are welcome and appreciated.

Where Do I Go From Here?
I joined sometime lastweek and I had no idea what I was doing! I soon learned that to change levels you had to earn points. To earn points you can leave someone a comment and various other things! I soon became obsessed with getting more and more cherry pointz! I'm only at a level two so com'mon peeps... bump me up by rating me and becoming my fan!!!!! God Bless all who read this blog! ~Libby

What Do You Do?
What do you do with the pain? When you just don't see the point of waking up anymore? When everything seems to be out of phase with the reality that you are living in? What do you do when someone who you really don't like starts riding you and it's just one of those days that you can't seem to let it pass, every word hits you like a hammer? There's this little ball inside that keeps on growing. Sometimes it's a blinding white sphere; other times it a black orb that soaks up the light and life from everything as it rises up from your gut, as each word seems to feed it. Most of the time you can fight it back, you can ignore it, taste some bile but move on but what happens when you can't? What happens when it seems that the whole world is against you? Every step you take seems to lead you closer and closer to something you dread? Like a stupid horror movie that puts things in slow motion? The rational side of you knows that this is life, shit happens but... why today? why not a littl

Russell Simmons Want To Remove Offensive Words From Rap Music !!!
NEW YORK (Reuters) - Prominent U.S. hip-hop executive Russell Simmons on Monday recommended eliminating the words "bitch," "ho" and "nigger" from the recording industry, considering them "extreme curse words." ADVERTISEMENT The call comes less than two weeks after radio personality Don Imus' nationally syndicated and televised radio show was canceled amid public outcry over Imus calling a women's basketball team "nappy-headed hos." Simmons, co-founder of the Def Jam label and a driving force behind hip-hop's huge commercial success, called for voluntary restrictions on the words and setting up an industry watchdog to recommend guidelines for lyrical and visual standards. "We recommend that the recording and broadcast industries voluntarily remove/bleep/delete the misogynistic words 'bitch' and 'ho' and the racially offensive word 'nigger'," Simmons and Benjamin Chavis, co-chairmen of the advocacy group Hip-Hop Summit Action Network, said in a statement. "These three wo

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that

Got The Job
Woohoo! Today hasn't been such a bad Monday considering the last few have just royally sucked a big one. I have been a temp at my place of employment since a week before Christmas. Today they told me that I got the position as a permanent one and I'm so happy. Its the perfect hours and not a bad job to begin with. This job keeps me on my toes and there's something new each day. There is gratitude when it's deserved and its never the kind of pat on the back that you feel, its the kind that you hear in a person's voice when you have helped them in the slightest little bit. So, just lettin a lil bit of joy on this end . . . hope all is well with you! Have a good night! ~Sassy~

Special Delivery From Assyria
It’s near the end of the eighth century B.C. and the major power of the Middle East is coming down on the kingdom of Judah. Despite his preparations to fortify Jerusalem and despite knowing full well what the Assyrians were capable of doing, Hezekiah elected to trust in God for deliverance of the city – not because the people or the city deserved it, but before doing all they’re humanly capable of doing, the king who had led the spiritual revival of Judah knew to lead his people in trusting the Lord. What situations are we in today that we could use a little more trust? The nineteenth chapter of the Old Testament book of 2 Kings runs parallel to Isaiah 37. The chapter opens after the Assyrian forces under the command of the Rab-shakeh deliver the Assyrian king Sennacherib’s ultimatum for Jerusalem’s – and by extension Judah’s – surrender. Sennacherib (the king’s named in verses twenty and thirty-eight) must have figured the land of Hezekiah for easy picking. Hezekiah received the m

How Nice Of You
you need to know this: you can go fuck yourself! i always have to be the peace maker i try to be nice and smile and you being the ignorant bitch you are just say some fucking immature ridicously statement you can say all the shit you want but you can't have my dignity fuck you and your sophmoric ways i'm through with you. the new annie will fucking kill you grrr...

Happiness Is
The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to find Like finding a 4 leaf clover Like being in the perfect place at the perfect time Wishing on a falling star The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to reach Wishing only to hold Wanting only to touch Desperate and bring me farther and father From happiness The things that make me happy Are sometimes hard to see Like seeing through a fog A fog of distrust What I see is not what it seems And simplicity is all but to simple Make more and more of everything till I look through a fog A fog of illusion, were I see more with my eyes closed Sometimes the things that make me happy Are right beneath my nose Discovering a once hidden treasure is sweet blessings Were wishes and luck All come true in one moment Like finding you Sometimes the things that make me happy Are held in my hands, in my touch Like kisses Like hugs Like us Sometimes the things that make me happy Are all to clear

Whats My Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Biting92%Blind Folds83%Blood75%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Friendship Wedding Between Picasso And Ditzy D
WE WILL BE HAVING A FRIENDSHIP WEDDING BETWEEN PICASSO AND DITZY D IN THE CLUBHOUSE CHERRY TAP LOUNGE WEDNESDAY 12 NOON CENTRAL TIME. ALL CLUBHOUSE MEMBERS PLEASE BE PRESENT FOR THE JOINING OF THESE TWO PEOPLE.EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO COME.

Can Cell Phones Get Std's?
So some of you may or may not have heard about someone leaking Paris Hilton and Lindsay Lohan's phone numbers and emails on the internet. Yeah, I wouldn't call if I were you. Unless you want to catch Chlamydia in your ear. Those girls are permanently stuck at 13. Especially that sad, wonky-eyed Paris.

Complete!!
~Without the sun, my days lack its shine and are incomplete ~Without the moon, my nights have no glow and are darkly incomplete ~Without my left, I refuse to go right ~Without a reason to look up, i fear looking down. For I am unaware of what I might see ~Without the sudden urge to stop, I am confused and always on the go!! ~Without the strength to go ahead, I am always left behind ~Without you in my life, all that I am cannot be!! ~Because I realize that with you in my life I am truely Complete!!!

True Friendship
None of that Sissy Crap Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall

The Three Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

Stuck In A House Watching Crackheads
TUESDAY JUST LIKE EVERY DAY,I FELL THROUGH LOVES THORNS,AND THE TWEAKERS WERE RESTLESS,AND EVEN BROUGHT IN REINFORCEMENTS.SO,I DOSE ONE FIEND WITH AMBIEN,THE OTHER WAS SO TWEAKED AND GEEKED HES LOCKED IN THE BACK ROOM.AS LONG AS THEY AVOID ME,ALL WILL BE WELL.ON A AAA ANOTHER NOTE,SHHHHHHHHHHHHH-MORE FLAVOR THAN REGULAR.

Friends
when you have alot of friends it could cause problems,they all want to talk to you and have your attention,then one or two get upset cause you dont have time for them,i love all my friends and i try to talk to you all,but sometimes it gets it is impossable to talk to you all at the same time...and i am sorry if i dont get to you all have a wonderfull wensday and remeber smile,life isnt that bad

I'm The Mom That Other Moms Ignore. Fuck Yeah!!!
Why am I happy to be ignored by the other moms?? Well, I wasn't up until about last week or so. It seems as though I get on fine with any other mom I meet, be it on the playground, in the neighborhood or at school. At firt anyway. But then the other moms start to get curious. *Gasp* I have a slightly visible tattoo, and want at least 3 more! And I have no crows feet or frown lines. I come pick my daughter from school with MAD cleavage hanging out. So then they ask me how old I am. When they learn that they are old enough to be MY mother, they are always tactful enough to finish the conversation with me, and then theron out they start ignoring me, avoiding me, pretending they don't see/hear me, etc. Now, at first, I was hurt and frustrated by this. I didn't understand it. Example: at a birthday party of a classmate a few weeks ago, my age was discovered, and same old story, conversations were finished and everything, but come Monday, everyone was ignoring me.It took me a while to figur

So Wtf, ...i Havent Heard The Answer Yet Why Dont They Fly The Flag At Half-mast For Soldiers Too?
Today on CNN i saw a story linbe about a soldier who accidently sent out a l2 page letter about it waws kool for the students of VT{virgina tech} to get honors of having the flag flown at half mast, but everyday soldiers sailors, marines and airmen risk their lifes and lose them and not a stitch of fabric drops for them.now i know as a whole we get veterens day, but now that too has come to be a commerialized like easter,christmas, and halloween.But where is the sincerity gone to actually honor people who deserve it. just makes you think though hmmmm? anyway tell me what you think?! and bless you all!!!!

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F*ck Buddies
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "F*CK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "F*CK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

An Update
Sorry I haven't been around but life has had me busy busy busy.. First off I didn't pass the LSAT but I am ok. Just wasn't meant to be and on to bigger better things. I was battle chest pains and breathing problems for awhile and they doctor thought I was having a heart attack. That wasn't the case thank God. I am doing better now. I occassionaly get the pain and get shortness of breathe but it isn't as bad. I recently moved in with my best friend as things didn't work out living with my brother and his wife. I love being here as I am treated very well. I moving to NJ this summer. I am really looking foward to it. I miss my mom but most of all I get to finally and hopefully get my life on track. I have been looking into going back to college to brush up on somethings dealing with Graphic Arts and Web Designing. I am also going to looking into photography as I love going out and taking pics of nature. The college also has a radio broadcasting department, so I am looking i

For The Earth
FOREST BURNS AND SPRING SHOWERS WASH OUT THE FIRES WITH THE AUTUMN WASHES ASHES INTO THE GROUND REBRITH FLOWERS TO JUNE BLOOM TIMELESS BEAUTY LILLY GLEAM LIKE DIAMONDS THE GRASS LOOK LIKE SHINEY BLADES OF EMERALD THE FORSET FIRE LEFT SOME PEACE TO THE RAGE OF A FLAME THE ANGER OF A MACTH THE ANGER THE ATTACK THE BIRDS DONT SING THEY YELL A NIGHTMARE IN A DAY DREAM

Nothin' Left To Be Choosin'
No time like now This is my life It's forever changin' Don't know if I'm comin' or goin' Got alot of growin' These lyrics are flowin' Girl, tell me it's not over! No dirt off my shoulder Pride got me movin' What's left to be provin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin' You think it's a game Don't find it amuzin' In the end you'll be losin' Who you foolin' The tide is turnin' When the sun goes down Bitch, this game is over! No dirt off my shoulder Pride got me movin' What's left to be provin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin' Beats got's me groovin' Nothing left to be choosin'

Since The Day I Left You
It's close to summertime I got the blues Feelin' kinda of lonely Just don't know what to do Shorty left me awhile ago When do I get over you My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you There will always be that part of me That will never be free Memories remain Until the day You walk away for good My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Trying to move on The radio playing this sad song Just want to get you off my mind Tired of hearin' all your lies Shorty it won't work this time My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since the day I left you Goodbyes are forever Signed, sealed and delivered Quit callin' me on the phone I want to be left alone Can't take it anymore With that I just closed the door My hearts been achin' Can't stop shakin' These tears I'm not fakin' Since t

John Cena Speaks
You can't see this! What makes you think you can breathe this! You shady little tree bitch! I got four words four you! You can't see this! Better get your glasses cause you can't read this! I'm a multi-platinum selling artist! I'll take all your assets! I got two words for you! F U! As I bury you in a casket! Rest In Peace will be your last words!

Prison Sex
Woman Sneaks Into Prison for Sex By Associated Press April 26 2007, 9:24 AM EDT BALTIMORE -- A woman pleaded guilty to using a false ID badge to enter a corrections facility while posing as an attorney so she could have sex with an inmate, state prosecutors said. Tiffany Weaver, 29, entered the plea Wednesday. She was charged with identity theft and use of false government identification after entering the Maryland Reception Diagnostic and Classification Center in November to meet with inmate Jason Moody. Moody is serving a 30-year sentence for manslaughter. Weaver arrived at the center with a Maryland State Bar Association Security Identification Pass with a photo and a business card with attorney Amanda Sprehn's name. She asked for admittance to meet with Moody and showed the fraudulent badge. Corrections officials responsible for monitoring inmate meetings with attorneys witnessed the two having sex once they were alone. The corrections officers ended the meeting

8 Home Remedies (must Read)
YOU'LL ASK YOURSELF WHY YOU DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THEM YOURSELF! 1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. >>> > 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life - WD-40 and Duct Tape. If it doesn't move and should, use the WD-40. If it shouldn't move and does, use the duct tape. 8. When confused remember, everyone seems no

Why I Could Never Be A Good Lesbian
Quite simply, I've tried licking pussy and I just didn't like it. Women, with their genitals being mostly inverted, have this dark and eerie quality to them when your head is down below. Somewhere in the middle of my one and only cunnilingus expedition I began to feel like the spelunkers from the movie The Descent. I kept expecting blind albino monsters to come crawling out from the depths of her pussy. My lesbian friends informed me that I simply chose the wrong woman with which to initiate my feminine oral adventures, but I must beg to differ. My love for the breast will go on unabated, my eventual appreciation for anyone's pussy other than my own will not. I like the things in my life to be upfront and quite frankly, there's nothing more upfront than my sexual organ of choice, the cock. Discussion of the Day: I suppose this could best be handled by my heterosexual male and lesbian readers, but what the fuck is so appealing about licking pussy? How the hell do you go thro

What Do You Think?
I was just wonering what you think, I need some input. I was just curious to ask if you think I should keep my goatee, have a soul patch or go all clean shaven? I know I know, it is what I want, but I was just curious that's all, so your input would be greatly appreciated. to all of you who have commented on my pics and shared some love, THANK YOU ALL!!!!!! I wish I could give you all a huge hug, kiss and anything else that you may want from me (start making a list...ha ha!) Much love to you all....*kisses*

My View On Life
were just enertainment for GOD and the devil. oddly enough GOD is the one tempting with evil and good old lucifer is giving ppl what they want. any evil on this world is cause GOD lets it be kinda like on constantine the whole fight for our souls. well what if the devil couldn't win the only souls he gets are the ones in purgatory because it is said god forgives all. so if you sin and GOD forgives you plus jesus died for your sins and just as a added bonus you say your sorry you go to heaven. so the devil is shit out of luck.. GOD rubs in his face im sure. everything bad is cause of GOD. how many times have you prayed to him for a better situation and everything get worst. sure he will help from time to time but he is like a parent he watches you make mistakes and grounds you for it but will always love you.. the devil is like your jealous sibling, he'll give you everything you want/need to make you happy so when god takes it away cause you werent suppose to have it and then smacks you

Clown Familt Must Read!!
This is a letter from Violent J. So please read and repost for all the other los and lettes to read. From Violent J JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 in psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each o

Last One On Words Of Wisedom For The Day
It is craving, which gives rise to fresh rebirth, and, bound up with pleasure and lust, now here, now there, finds ever-fresh delight. But where does this craving arise and take root? Wherever in the world there are delightful and pleasurable things, there this craving rises and takes root. Eye, ear, nose, tongue, body and mind are delightful and pleasurable: there this craving arises and takes root.

The Dawg Is Back!!
K... first things first...going to use one of the best quotes out there "Its friday bitches, lets get fucked up". Second... all the hater on cherry tap can go straight to hell...rating my stuff a 1... that dont fly with me. And third, all the peeps that wanna chat at me, feel free. And the DJ is back in the house for all your music needs!!

When Cloud Nin Falls
When cloud nine falls you are left alone when cloud nine falls you ache to the bone when cloud nine falls all you can do is cry when cloud nine falls you finally fail to try when cloud nine falls you just want to die when cloud nine falls you can no longer fly and this is what you were to me my precious cloud nine, cant you see. with you i cant breath without you i can sleep if only you knew what you meant to me i know this wouldnt be the story.

You're An Ideal Match For Group Loving!
Easy tiger! Now we realise that the prospect of sharing your bed with two or more people is not necessarily at the forefront of your mind. However, you're obviously a social person who enjoys relaxing with groups of people, so why not take it a step further? You could share tips and techniques as well as body parts and there's always bound to be someone to have a cosy chat with once all the excitement has died down, i.e. one of your partners has dozed off. Obviously, this is a high risk fantasy to bring into your sex life, especially if you or your partner enjoys the extra company a bit too much. A good compromise would be to share a twin room with another couple so you could look, but not touch. Failing this you could always experiment in front of the TV with an adult film playing!

Bad Abusive Member
ive been on this site for a few months now and chatted to really nice people i have to say it upsets me when i get abuse of men a man on here called batman got very abusive with me because i wouldnt rate his cock pics excuse my french ive had to block him as hes sent me some very abusive mail its pretty sick and disgusting what hes said to me just because i wouldnt rate his cock pics it i just wish men like that would learn respect and grow up!!

Best Friend U Will Ever Have
RATE HIM FAN HIM ADD HIM, THIS IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST MORE CARING GUYS U WILL MEET ON CT. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR NO MATTER WHAT I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE LET ME KNOW YOU CARE ABOUT FRIENDS MORE THEN POINTS HAVE A GREAT DAY MY SEXY CHERRIES BoatMan~ Club Fantasia Assist Punisher and Enforcer ~Vixens soon to be hubby {Cherry Snatcher}@ CherryTAP

The Word That I Associate With
Hedonist....this one word describes me to a tee. I am one of those people who move from one pleasure to the next. Thinking that this is all there is to life. Well, it is true. What is life without pleasure? Many may say that this is not the right way to live but what other reason is there. Would you live for pain? I wouldn't. I know that you have your good with your bad and I accept this. Yet I take special interest in the most pleasurable of moments. Why letthe mfly by and only have one in a life time. Am I trying to pack to much into this one life? Maybe. Really though it is my life and I find it very fulfilling. Maybe a little lonely because I still don't feel like I have a connection to one person but still is is pleasing to me. I have my children and my animals for now. SO my little family is whole bunch of hedonists. In many ways we are barbaric. We do have a code of ethics around here. Of course everyone has to have some personal morals. If you didn't then there wouldn't be any

The Show Must Go On
Spiraling into a frozen wasteland, I am isolated an alone. A victim of my own tools. To caring to be apathetic, to apathetic to car about myself, I am condemned to this endless void. This os my life sentnce for a crime that I have no knowledge of. A true victim of my own design. Methods driven by rhythm and magic, all to make smiles and light appear in every world but mine. I shutter at each coming day, not that the nights' slumber gives me rest. Each day another show... another trick... another slight of the hand to bring joy to this ungrateful world. Struggling to change, I merely sink further into my self-styled agony. I despise who I have become but cannot change my spots. "Help," I cry for, and yet refuse it when it comes. Love... A feeling that I give to all, enemy and friend alike. I cannot hate. I cannot submit to the whims of the world that I long to be a part of. I often cry to ease my troubled soul, but no relief is fully enjoyed. I give my heart, and take

Stuff
I would want forever, For that solemn swear, And I’d be there forever, For you to be there, But nothing is forever, But the promise of forever is all I have, I’ll want you forever, Until forever is gone: Forever Both of us will drift along in the wind, For this is my message, The message I will send to you, So drift with me forever, Until forever finds its end!

To All My Cherry Friends
HEY ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS MY COMPUTER SHOULD BE BACK IN 2WKS THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO HASNT FORGOT ABOUT ME I WILL REMEMBER YOU WHEN I GET BACK ON FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DID WELL I GUESS ILL HIT YOUS UP 2 THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LOV YAS

Drinkin Coffee At Midnight
Drinkin coffee at midnight. Dying to get some sleep, Makes no sense to you- I know, But none of this makes sense to me, No I never saw it coming, Till it hit me between the eyes, The lonesome sound of a heart breaking, Then realized it was mine, Chorus: You said you need sometime, To try and sort this out, Swear it’s you- no it’s not me, But I can’t help but have my doubts, No matter what, You’ll always love me, No one could take my place, I wish you were here now, To see the confusion on my face, Do I leave the light on, Don’t know how long you’ll be gone, Kinda hard to know what to do, When I don’t know what went wrong, Always thought you were happy, Never so much as a tear, Sure were good at fakin that smile, To hide the fear, Chorus 2x

Thanks For The Comments.
thanks for the comments on my mumm,it is great to have someone care about me,and I will never neglect that or take advantage of it,by your comments,I know that most cherries have a good heart, Godbless you cherries.

The Weekend Is Almost Over :o.
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I hope you all had a great weekend. I had a great weekend, it was relaxing, I really needed it after a long week. ;) My weekend would have been complete if my love Alex was around. :*/ Oh well, ces't la vie. Te iubesc babe. Who can remember the weekend? :D If there wasn't any broken windows... then it wasn't a party! :P Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Chapter 18 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
I don't know if I told you but when playing these kinds of games, if you have a certain cam made for the Xbox console, then you can show yourself just like on a computer cam. Now, I don't have one of these per say, but one of our esteemed friends, Zion, had one. He seems like a good person, very funny and loves to engage in some good conversation. Well while he was talking with us during our game, he was making some good hand motions. Yes I said it hand motions. And I'm sure the only thing that comes to your mind is the one and only "up and down"...well you're right. It just seems he was obsessed with this hand motion. That's ok hunny, there are a lot of guys who I'm sure has had a problem with carpal tunnel due to the Penthouse mag. LOL! So what other hand motions could be taken as sexual oriented? Can you think of some...I'm sure you can...post them and we'll talk about it in one of our later editions of "What I learned on Xbox Uno". Until next time, Ciao!

The Wiccan Sabbats
Part of the Wiccan philosophy is the eternal cycle of life. The Wheel of the Year is essentially the Wiccan calendar, and it shows the never-ending cycle. The Wiccan year begins on the sabbat (holy day) of Yule, when the Goddess gives birth to the God. The God grows strong through spring and summer, and then in fall, the God and Goddess unite. At this time, the Goddess becomes pregnant with the new God. The old God dies on Samhain (Halloween) to be reborn at Yule. This cycle is acted out symbolically during certain rituals and is known as the Great Rite (see previous section). There are eight sabbat rituals throughout the year: * Yule: Celebrated at the Winter Solstice, Yule is the celebration of the Goddess giving birth to the God. * Imbolc: Celebrated on February 2, it is the time when the first plantings of spring crops occur. It is also considered to be a time of spiritual cleansing and renewal of vows. * Ostara: Celebrated at the Spring Equinox in March,

Are You A Democrat, Republican Or Southerner?
Are you a Democrat, Republican or Southerner? Here is a little test that will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the following question: You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ................................................. THINK CAREFULLY AND THEN SCROLL DOWN Democrat's Answer: Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I po

Have A Great Sunday
Hey there sweeties hope everyone had a great weekend. I got some great updates for my southern-charms site this week. monday- I am wearing a sexy peach nighty then a bubble bath to nothing at all. thursday- me in my evening dress/satin gloves lots of great pantyhose and bareleg stuff for you. Have a wonderful day... Lorie http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (for adults only) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Love Can Be
Sometimes love can be quiet And sometimes love can be still But always love is patient And is a choice of our will Sometimes love can be vibrant Sometimes it's not easily felt But always love is eternal And is never boastful or proud Sometimes love can be tender Then sometimes hard to express But always love is truthful And believes in the very best Sometimes love can be exciting And love can sometimes be sweet For love is always trusting And chooses never to envy Sometimes love can be painful Then sometimes love's like a song But always love is forgiving And keeps no record of wrongs Sometimes love can be gentle Then sometimes it’s just a word But always love protects and hopes And love is always preserved Love is never self-seeking And is never angered or rude Love can never fail us For God’s love is faithful and true.

Twenty-five Confirmands, Fourteen Gourmands, And Three Men And A Baby
Besides Easter and Christmas, the one time you can count on our church to be packed is Confirmation Sunday. Such was today, when twenty-five teenagers came forward in white robes at our second service (we have two Sunday morning services, at 8:15 and 10:45) and received from our pastor God’s blessing which signified they’d completed three years of Bible study and community service (from their sixth grade through ninth grade years) which was their transition into full membership in Bethany Lutheran. How many of them will continue in Bethany or in church itself . . . well, considering many of the adults who laid their hands on the confirmands (those being confirmed) were people who have almost never been in church themselves, I question how many will still be around come high school graduation in three years’ time. The twenty-five we did have there today was the largest confirmation class which had been at Bethany since the class of ‘92, the one my wife Martha was in fifteen years a

Sunday 4/29/07
Today was another slow day, but it wasn't bad, the weather was good at least. I didn't do much though, but I did work on my page a bit and added some things to it. Other than that, I didn't really do anything out of the ordinary, just the usual chatting and listening to CrushFM. I called a friend, but she wasn't home, so I'm hoping she calls me back before I go to bed because I'd really like to go somewhere tomorrow, or sometime soon while the weather is good. Well, I think I'm gonna end this here and go chase DJCrackerjack around Phreik for awhile before I go to bed lol. Have a great night all.

Kiss Me Softly
Sweet and fulfilling Grow older with me I'm tired of waiting Our future, do you see? Holding hands once again (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's yours to lend It is adoration, it is love Harder and tougher to breathe Seeing your face I will conquer and succeed Your wrecked heart I will mend (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's ours to lend Children all around See their smiling faces Hide and seek we will play Let us hide in strange places Let our love be our friend (Bridge) When I'm gone Will you remember me? Will you hold on to your memory? But I do need to say That for you, I will pray For us to meet again For our love to never end Grow older with me (Chorus) Kiss me softly Hold me tight I am yours for taking Capture me tonight My body's yours to lend

Candlelit Seduction
As you arrive home you see a solid white candle sitting on the doorstep, its been lit and its glow emphasises the envelope propped against it. Its bright red and they've both been there a while, a few drops of white wax almost cover the name "Ben" written on the front. You smile as you recognise the handwriting as mine, instantly wondering what it is I'm up to. As you open the envelope you catch a whiff of my perfume. Bringing the envelope to your nose you smell it stronger and realise I've sprayed my perfume on it. Inside is a bright red piece of paper that simply reads "I hope you've got lots of energy, you'll need it." You open the front door and step inside. Theres complete darkness except for more candles, marking a path through the living room. Near the door to the hallway is another red card, sitting atop a red giftbox. "Put them on" the card says. The 'them' it refers to is the black silk boxers in the box. You pause and quickly take off your clothes, careful to avoid the

American Women
"An American woman well born and bred, is endowed with the courage of her brave pioneer ancestors, and no matter what the environment she can adapt herself to all situations... even to the perilous trip across the western half of this great continent. Ever ready to wonder over paths which women reared in other countries would fear to follow" Lavina Porter born 1845 Taken from the book: Frontier Women, by Julia Ros Jeffery., Hall & Wang Publishers 1998

My Boston Sports Blog
Well here we go...I have been told that I have too much time on my hands with all the sports stuff I know. So i figured what better way to get it out than to start putting it in a blog. So here I go. And I am open to any critisizm.... First off RIP Josh Hancock..and our thoughts and prayers are with his family.. Well i guess it was a good weekend to be a Boston sports fan. Winning 2 out of 3 from the Yankees in New York, and getting Randy Moss in a trade with the Oakland Raiders. Granted the Yankees had a horrible month, it is only the first month of the season and they shouldn't be counted out by anyone(even us die hard Red Sox fans). And also hat off to A-rod, for having one hell of a month. It looks like the booing of A-rod in NY has stopped for now. Not sure if it was just my tv or not but it did sound like the Yankee fans were booing Mariano Rivera on Friday night when Joe Torre came to the mound to get him, after another inefffective outing. I personaly don't think t

Seizure
im sorry that I talk about all the shit that I do on here I am sure that no one gives a shit.. lol I just am confused about everything happening.. If it werent for what people I have in my life who are here for me.. I think I would be in tears .... Thanks Bobbi sue... U are my gurl..:P my minds made up what I have to do and what I am going to do... I am just not sure what I want to happen will even happen... I am not sure that I give a shit anymore... why should I... stop caring seems to be what everyone else is good at, maybe I should too.. I know what I want wont happen.. it never does.. but I am living this life for me.. and so far.. so good .. I think..

Heres What I Want To Know
How is it when a parent is abusive to their child and that child or children are put into foster care cause the parent has punched them in the face over a pack of cigerattes, is allowed by the courts to get the children back. Wouldnt that just be putting the child into harms way once again? Can the abusive parent reallly truly change their ways?

4/30/07
Are you getting the wrong answers because you've been inadvertently sending the wrong message? Think about what you really want. Then rephrase the question so you get a reply that addresses your concerns. ----------------------------- Hmmmmmm. Why is this one sounding so familiar to me.

The Crushes
You know... it really sucks that CT won't even let one GUESS who has a crush on them. Sheesh... OK - MY crush knows who he is. I told him flat out (he would have figured it out anyway). I'm NOT saying that my crusher absolutely has to come clean, it would just satisfy my curiosity. Open note to my crusher: If you want to keep your identity a secret. That's OK, I don't mind. Just know that you have my warm thanks for crushing one me. ~I

How To Begin Each Day With A Positive Out Look
1. Open a new file in your computer. 2 Name it 'Hillary Rodham Clinton' 3. Send it to the trash. 4. Empty the trash. 5. Your PC will ask you, 'Do you really want to get rid of 'Hillary Rodham Clinton?' 6. Firmly Click 'Yes.' 7. Feel better. PS: Next week we'll do Nancy Pelosi

Carnal Memories
Carnal Memories The bed beneath us laid spread eagle, aroused and anxiously awaiting to swallow our hunger, storing memories as echoes in the creaking bedsprings. Our bodies knew no bounds as we slid down on sweating sheets. One light from a perfumed lamp, gathered us within its shadows, as we unfolded in silence. Your hands teased and explored the contours, the folds of my body until I begged for consumption. All clarity of thought lost as your tongue spoke wildly inside seams; your hair hugging my fingers as you unleashed wants as liquid spills. And whimpers turned to sighs when I heard the wetness pass between our mouths, leaving pleasure traces upon my thighs. Now the gossiping walls are sweating, reminiscing; the air hangs heavy with the musk of our essence and the moon is still blushing with shame, stroking herself with luminous fingers. Nicole Williams © 2007

Paper Towels & Wet Hands
Ok in a restroom at work, how many paper towels do you use to dry your hands after washing them Me? I liek to use 4. Kind of makes it liek a towel. I want to be completely dry before going back to work. What about you?

Look Into My Heart!
Look into my heart, You will see nothing dark, Nothing but love inside, Feelings of happiness abide, Why are people so scared? All i do is care, I have a heart of Gold, From what I been told! Get to know the real me! Maybe then you will see, This is one person whose real! This is one person who feels! Stop and take a look around, No need to put a human being down, I would do anything for my friends, Including being there till the end! Take the time to get to know me, Then you will see, I am not capable of telling a lie, Cause theres nothing but love and happiness inside!

Feelings!
Feelings, am I not allowed to share? Feelings, should i just not care? Feelings, should i just set them aside? Feelings, should i just let them die? Feelings, does anyone care? Feelings, does anyone want to be there? Feelings that are heart felt and deep, Feelings that I would love to keep! Should i change my thoughts and desires? Should i extinguish this passionate fire? Should I change my heart inside? Should I just suddenly hide? Should i give up what I believe? Should i stop caring what people see? Should I turn to thoughts of hate? Should I close the gate? The gate to my feelings inside, Feelings of human pride! Should i set aside my very desires of my heart? Should i give in to the dark? Should I no longer care? If anyone is there?

Answer Me Truthful
answer me truthful 1.Would you want to be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair gently or passionately? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you let me go down on you as much as I wanted? 8. Would you want to go down on me? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play around or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if I liked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 22. Would you do it tomorrow?

Brand New Start
Put down the bottle, that want solve anything. Cant you see all the happiness, to my life that you bring. I see the tears in you eyes , and all you talk about is fear. Why do you do these things to me, cant you just let me love you ,my dear. All we really need is each other, to get through our miserable life. Wont you just come to me, and I will make you my wife. We can share each others hopes and dreams, why is it so hard for you to see. That all I want is for you to be happy, even if you have to be without me. I don't know what there is to come, but I do know where we have been. Anything can be better than, what we went through back then. No drinking will not help us, and neither will doing dope. Just let God show us, and please have a little hope. For I know life isn't easy, and we both have had a broken heart. But there is nothing better, than getting a Brand New Start!!!

Words To Live By.
Read each one carefully and think about it a second or two. 1.I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears,and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. A true friend is someone that reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right next to them knowing you can't have them. 5. Never frown, even when you are sad. You never know who might be falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7. Don't waste your time on someone who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8. Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened. 9. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try to know someone else and expect them to know you. 10. Don't try so hard, the best things happen when you least expect them to. 11. Don't be with someone you can live with, be w

On My Page...
This Is How It Works.... Family-- Gets a lot of Comments and rates, Gets to use shout out box and see all pictures.---- IF you want to become family and are not on it just show me some more love or if you feel u have already done so just message me..... Friends-- get some rates and a comment here and there, Use shout out box, and access to all Pictures--- To become a friend just add.... Fans-- Get a profile rating, and fanned bck (sometimes b/c I can't keep up with all of you) then basiclly nothing lol unless u are both a fan and a friend.... Regaurdless of what u are I still love ya.... I know right?? absolutely pointless now u can go bck to reality...lol riri

Fort Benning Here I Come!
Wow, this has gone by so fast. I ship for basic on May 17th, going down to Ft Benning in Georgia, which is going to be ever so pleasant in the middle of the damn summer. Ugh, humidity. 6 years in the infantry, here I come.

And The Winner Is
BLUE EYES AGAIN THE ANSWER IS CONDOLEEZA RICE ...THEY FIRED RUMSFELD NOT TO LONG AGO THIS IS HOW IT STANDS TASHA HAS 3000 BLUE EYES HAS 1500... AND MANY COPIES OF CT FOR DUMMIES HAVE BEEN DISTRIBUTED TODAY LOL NEXT CONTEST MATH IN 2 MINUTES

Moms
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars, so that when their kids asked, "Did you see me, Mom?" they could

Wet Dream (lords Of Acid)
Male vocal: I watch you sleep your restless dream Male vocal: I can hear you breath so close to me Male vocal: Your naked skin arouses me, I can't help touching you, pleasing you Male vocal: My fingers caresss your inner thighs, open your legs for me Male vocal: Let me enter, let me be part of your dream Male vocal: I'm gonna bring you up by hand, gonna make you sigh Male vocal: Now open your altar of love Female vocal: I'm washed upon a shore, I can feel the water tickling my pussy Female vocal: I know this is a dream, but what I feel feels so real Male vocal: I'm gonna warm you up, feel my fingers around your love-button Male vocal: All part of the drugs you use Female vocal: Someone is touching me but I don't wanna see who he is Female vocal: His warm hands feel like flames warming up my desire Male vocal: I'm gonna taste your juice, I'm your wet dream Female vocal: I'm getting absofuckinglutely horny ! Female vocal: I open my eyes and see his head burr

How Sex Start
..a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you don't multiply

Surgery And Kurt Cobain
just thought i would let anyone who cares i might be out of pocket for a while...and if i do not ever show back up then you all know it did not go well... i miss the 90s i dont care how much stupid shit came out then but i am glad i was a teenager for them because everything sux now.. i miss the 90s mainly i miss the friends my youth getting stoned no worries...myso called life... doc martins walking everywhere we went...lots of the music playing super nintendo to white zombie...sneaking out.. getting into clubs.. the movies that came out then,,,hours at dennys on coffee.. the shows and concerts getting dropped off at the mall to make fun of evryone and getting kicked out because i had to climb that huge copper armadillo..stealing concert shirts... smoking on the roof... jumping off the roof swimming... jumping off anything climbing up high shit cuz someone dared me to running doen a country road naked because someone dared me too... the 4 hour make out sessions... always havin

My Beloved Princess
My Beloved Princess My pain, slowly stripped away. Me, resurrected from my shallow and darkened grave. Heart is beating fiercely with new life. Starting to lose track of misery and strife. Pheonix, from ashes rising. I am open, no longer hiding. Wondering with vigour at what the future may hold. My destiny is not yet written, or so I've been told. A chance once again at the elusive thing called love. So sweet and perfect, like the whisper of the wings of a dove. My mere and mortal words can only begin to explain. My intellect, suddenly a pathetic stain. How do you describe a thing so precious and true? Stupid earthly words shall never afford or do. But yet I try in subtle and generous manner. Although it means not much more than ramblings or a stammer. But to this table my feelings I must truthfully bring. To her, all praises I do most certainly sing. For so long all I knew was darkness and pain. Now I see the sun shining again. What is going on here, can this possibly

If This Problem Persists, Contact The Program Vendor
That little message usually springs up after you receive a box on your computer screen that says something like: "A problem has been encountered. Internet Explorer will now close." And if I see another one, I might throw the vendor (not Internet Explorer; of course, nothing can be wrong with its operating system) out the window. Oh, you're right, that would be un-Christian of me . . . but it's fun to think about. Just to clarify one point from yesterday's blog: Martha and I are NOT competing for Sarah's affections; it kinda depends on who's available who she goes to. And one good thing about the start of the month (especially where I work) is that people are paying in rather than taking out money; it's payday or just after it for most people, and they're demonstratively eager and grateful to pay off their payday loans. At least until they get the next one; you can tell where the most frequent customers all by the shallow depressions their files leave in my storage cabinet, nearly e

My Pics
Thank you for all the nice ratings and comments on my pictures. I'm going to try to get more out there very soon!! some real good sex pics etc. and one thing i haven't understood yet, why if you don't like a picture do you have to downrate it? just pass it by and rate the good ones a 10, but i mostly get those from other guys who i think are jealous.

Wednesday 5/2/05
I'm so glad that today is almost over lol, it hasn't really been a bad day, but this morning everything was just going wrong lol. hiI woke DJ Cracker up late for her DJ shift, I woke my brother up late for his second class of the day (although he can set the alarm on his cell phone) and the cat was generally just being a pain in the butt, jumping on all the counters even though she knows she's not allowed to. Other than that I've just done the same old thing, chatting in the lobby and listening to CrushFM. We had a thunderstorm today too, which didn't do much to help me this morning because I was afraid I'd have to go offline, but luckily it didn't last long lol. Well, I think I'm going to end this here. Have a good night all.

The End.
You sit here and play a two sided game... You play your moves wrong, and get caught.. You smile all up in your "enemies" face, yet sit alone in a corner wondering what the "enemies" next move is gonna be... You calculate each move, and thats where you go wrong... Planning your every move only leaves you to fail.. watching everyone elses step but your own only causes you to screw up... You slowly walk in the shadows of others, hoping no one else sees what you do.. Knowing all eyes are on you and your next victim. You leave yourself open to pain, and you know it. You try and step ahead to cover your tracks, and you never do it well enough. You always forget a spot. And doesnt take much to figure out... Only fool you're playin, is yourself. .. Dont be amazed when your parade gets stepped on. Its only what you deserve.

Contest For The People Who Pay Attention To Me
i will be havng small contest in my blog next hour u are welcome to join..nothing big just lil vic gifts sometimes pimpin..really for fun easy questions but come as soon as u see my block getting here 1st provides an edge

Wow Stuff
So, yeah, it's had me sucked in for a while...go figure...So, if you look under my photos, I posted some WoW screenshots of my main Lyeathoona, on Tanaris server. Strength and Honor is my guild. I am currently a lvl 60 hunter, beast mastery speced. I would like to recommend a neat site for WoW, it's www.rupture.com, a site that adds an add on to WoW, so that every time you log in, it automatically updates your rupture profile, which lists gear, specs, items in your bags, everything, so if you want to know something about your toon, but can't get on WoW you can go there. Plus, there are stats on players, with highest PvP deaths, kills, ranks of arenas, etc. And an IM client. Neat way to network with other WoW heads.

George Carlin Live Tomorrow!
as you can tell with all the blogs ive posted regarding this show I CANT FUCKING WAIT! i finally get to see the funniest comic and MY idol live! if u ask me more people should look up to george carlin if u listen to his material ull know he really knows what the hell hes talking about, hes a great role modle for kids, better then any of these athlets and or rappers and pop stars! anyways im excited i cant wait!

Fighting For Love...
I lie next to her asleep in our bed. Trying to find a way to talk, to share, to care. Mostly to express my love from deep inside my heart. The angry man outside hides this love, inside a mask. A mask so tight, it suffocates me, gasping for air minute after minute. My lack of maturity shining through, showing my pain. A pain so heartless and uncaring it bleeds my soul of all hope for love. For me and for her. It burns deep inside scarring my heart. Leaving an empty spirit fighting to live. Fighting for love...

Thought
The Thought by Michael Hopkins As I look out upon the sun setting over the water, I feel a cool breeze rush across my skin. As I stare at the reflection of nature in the dark lake, A thought comes to me, it sends chills down my body It is so warm and comforting, yet so distant. A soft voice and an innocent laugh plays aloud in my head. The thought intensifies, so confusing and scary, yet so clear and soothing. Images flash, sounds play, thoughts collide inside my head. It feels as a dream running wild in the night But in time the realization comes - It is was the thought of you.

Once Upon
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God replied, "Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you." But the child wasn't sure he really wanted to go. "But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy." God smiled. "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy." "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me," the child continued, "if I don't know the language that men talk?" God patted him on the head and said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." The child was sad. "And what am I going to do whe

Twas The Night Before Surgery And All Through The House Everyone Was Normal Exept For The
MOUSE....... you know its funny the things my mind has conjured up today.. now i know what you are all thinking your thinking amanda ( that would be me) people have surgerys all the time......right keyword being people.... not amanda.. so therefore i have a tendency to let my mind wonder.. if something did in fact go wrong while i was under tomorrow...well i started thinking how should i do my makeup what would be the last thing i wore to the surgery.. vain huh.. no not really when the two people that are there see me off later in life they will remember me walking to the back.. and what cloths i was wearing so if you new you were going to die what would you where...some only like you know that saddam guy got to pick his cloths.... and if today was truly my last day well i didnt do much.. except things i wouldnt have wanted to do on my last day,, but then it hit me its not about just today its about the full 27 years..... and how different people would remember me.... then it

Do U Have A Dirty Mind? I Know I Do!
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Awwww
advice.... WHEN SHE ACTS SHY -SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE HER WHEN SHE PUTS HER FACE NEAR YOURS - KISS HER WHEN SHE KICKS & PUNCHES - HOLD HER TIGHT WHEN SHE IS SILENT - SHE'S THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU WHEN SHE IGNORES YOU - SHE WANTS ALL YOUR ATTENTION! WHEN SHE PULLS AWAY - GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO WHEN YOU SEE HER AT HER WORST - TELL HER SHE'S BEAUTIFUL!* WHEN SHE SCREAMS AT YOU - TELL HER YOU LOVE HER BUT MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND HER GRAB HER BY THE WAIST AND GIVE HER A KISS WHEN SHE'S SCARED!!!!!!!!! -HOLD HER AND TELL HER EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE SHE'S WITH YOU WHEN SHE LOOKS LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS HER AND TELL HER NOT TO WORRY WHILE SHE HOLDS YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH HER FINGERS Love it.

Bi Curious
All my life I have been confused. What do I mean confused? I know my sexuality. I am 23 year old straight fairly attractive female. But I have thoughts of the opposite sex. Sometimes I catch my self fantasying about woman. I have kissed a woman before, and my curiosity just got a little wilder. I catch my self looking and judging woman’s looks. Woman turns me on! Point blank I am straight like one of the guys. I can see it! The signs are all there. So I talked it over with my boy friend. He all game, and who wouldn't love to have two set breast, two ass to grab, two set of lips to kiss, and most of all two well you got the idea. So I offer to bring a woman into the relationship. We talked and we got on to sites. Now I am starting to get scared. Like what if I like it? Or what if he goes and cheats on me? What if? That is the question. These are things I think about. The constant thought that makes me scared to actually do it. Plus I don't want people to think differently of me. I m