Fubar Blog Posts 3

Whatever
Well im sitting here kinda happy and kinda depressed at the same time. I really need to find a job, but its been so damn hard right now with the bus strike and everything going on. Also I need to get a new ID and SS Card so thats gonna take a few weeks. I would like to just move outta here but I can't because of my grandmother. I'm stuck here taking care of her most of the day as well. They want me to go find a job, but they also want me to stay here and take care of her I'm so confused............ I try to explain about trying to find a job but my family doesnt seem to care. Then also my grandma is debating on whether or not to sell the house. If she does I'll have no where to go at all, my mother will go to live with her boyfriend and my brother will go live with his girlfriend. I would go live with my girlfriend but because I have not been able to find a job the person she is renting a room from will not allow it. I'm really scared of the fact that i might end up homeless, I dont k

Interesting Things...
Fascinating Stuff.... You don't have to live without this knowledge any more. Aren't you delighted? The human body is a machine that is full of wonder. This collection of human body facts will leave you wondering why in the heck we were designed the way we were. -Scientists say the higher your I.Q. the more you dream. -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm. -You use 200 muscles to take one step. -The average woman is 5 inches shorter than the average man. -Your big toes have two bones each while the rest have three. -A pair of human feet contain 250,000 sweat glands. -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball. -The acid in your stomach is strong enough to dissolve razor blades. -The human brain cell can hold 5 times as much information as the Encyclopedia Britannica. -It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -The average human dream lasts 2-3 seconds -Me

Help Me Out
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=909006&albumid=426117&i=2954781309 copy n paste the link, then find my pic and click on it, then comment as many times as u can!! i need 1200 more comments!! i started late in the contest! please help me, and repost the bulletin and tell ur friends to vote for me 2. its a comment BOMB contest. u can vote as many times as u want. look at my other comments, u dont have to write anything particular, u can do 1, 2, 3 etc. thanks this is for my home gurl

M Mmmm Good!
Strawberry Cream Pie 1 pint strawberries 1 small pkg. vanilla instant pudding 1 c. sour cream 1/4 c. milk 3 1/2 c. cool whip; thawed 1 graham cracker pie crust Hull berries and set aside. Combine pudding, sour cream, milk and 2 cups of cool whip. Spoon 1/2 of filling into pie shell. Arrange berries and top with remaining filling. Freeze 1 hour and then chill in refrigerator for 3 hours. Garnish with rest of cool whip and strawberries.

3rd Step In Apt Hunting
After seeing if any apts (in the cities & towns chosen on my list) & after checking the remainder on apartmentratings.com, I circled the complexes that didn't get a good rating on my list, using a blue pen & put a green Y, using my green pen; I then took a look at my list & had seen more Vegas apts chosen than any of the others that are on my list. After taking a look at my list, I wrote down the complexes that sent me a reply back, then made sure they got a good rating & crossed out the complexes that didn't; I then thought, `Hmmmmmm, why don't I start my 3rd step in my apt hunting everywhere else (Vegas, Minnisota, Atlanta) & start my 4th step in my apt hunting, near where I live'. After making that choice of beginning my 3rd step in apt hunting everywhere else & my 4th step in apt hunting here, I began to realize that I could ask others, including an online realtor, to look & check out apts for me, while I take care of some personal business & check out apt complexes, near my ar

I Can't Imagine To Be Like To Be Like You The Pain And The Suffering You Put Me Through.
So at this point I am seriously questioning myself as a person and my decision making skills. I am being tossed and torn from all sides, all by people who confess to love me and have my best interests at heart. However my question is this...how can they know my best interests when even I don't know at this point? I'm confused and have too damn many voices in my head all trying to point me in the right direction. I need to get all the voices out of my head and listen to my own and what my heart is telling me. Yet nobody seems to understand and want to give me the time to sort out my own thoughts, feelings, emotions. Advice is great, but right now I need solitude and some time in my own mind. I'll admit, I'm scared, past relationships have scarred me, almost to the point of being utterly broken. I had a conversation with someone I've know for OVER 20 years and he listened to me bitching and finally put some clarity on my situation. He told me that if someone truly loves you and you a

Scary Thought
A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound left testicle, 3 pound right testicle, Turner Brown." The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says, "What's wrong with you?" In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" The big dude says, "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me. I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20 inch private, my left testicle weighs 3 pounds, my right testicle weighs 3 pounds, and my name is Turner Brown." The small guy says, "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, "Turn around"!

Never Leave Your Nuts Alone
A doctor at an insane asylum decided to take his patients to a baseball game. For weeks in advance, he coached his patients to respond to his commands. When the day of the game arrived. Everything went quite well. As the National Anthem started, the doctor yelled, "Up Nuts", and the patients complied by standing up. After the anthem, he yelled, "Down Nuts", and they all sat back down in their seats. After a home run was hit, the doctor yelled, "Cheer Nuts". They all broke out into applause and cheered. When the umpire made a particularly bad call against the star of the home team, the Doctor yelled, "Boooo Nuts" and they all started booing and cat calling. Comfortable with their response, the doctor decided to go get a beer and a hot dog, leaving his assistant in charge. When he re turned, there was a riot in progress. Finding his tizzied assistant, the doctor asked, "What in the world happened?" The assistant replied, "Well everything was going just fine

Lou Dobbs Nails It Again
Dobbs: Free imprisoned border patrol agents Story Highlights Senators chair hearing, imply U.S. attorney blatantly abused power Agents sentenced for shooting fleeing drug smuggler, alleged cover-up Illegal alien drug smuggler received immunity for testimony against agents By Lou Dobbs CNN Lou Dobbs' commentary appears weekly on CNN.com. WASHINGTON (CNN) -- There was an unusual spectacle in the nation's capital Tuesday, downright rare, in fact: U.S. Senators seeking truth, and justice, and taking action. And they deserve great credit and thanks. The Senate Judiciary Committee hearing, led by Dianne Feinstein, focused on the reasons for the prosecution of two Border Patrol agents now serving long sentences in federal prison. Border Patrol Agents Ignacio Ramos and Jose Compean were given terms of 11 and 12 years respectively on their convictions for shooting an illegal alien drug smuggler. Senator Feinstein, and Senators Jeff Sessions, John Corn

Pay Attention..
1. Getting angry at us for not reading your mind is like getting angry at yourself for not being able to fly. It's not just futile, it's physically impossible. 2. Yes, we do think Jessica Alba is hot. Sometimes we're even dumb enough to admit it. 3. Don't ask us to understand your shoe fetish. Asking us to respect it is even sort of pushing it. 4. You do look good without makeup, just not as good as you look with it. 5. Ever notice how we don't fight with our male friends? That's why we get so frustrated when we fight with you. 6. You care what you're wearing infinitely more than we do. In fact, if you're naked when you open the front door, you won't hear an argument from us. 7. You don't like to get hit on in public, you don't want to date online and you don't want to be set up on blind dates. Tell us if sending messenger pigeons is an appropriate way of courting. Because if it is, we're all over it. 8. “There should a statute of

Too Funny Not To Read
The following piece is not a joke but one of the most interesting, humorous, well-conceived things that I have read in a long time. I don't know where it came from or who wrote it but would love to find out so I could say "You really hit the ball hard (complimentary sports analogy) on this one," to the author. If you have any ideas where the following item came from please let me know. The creator could have been a professional writer/comedian but my hope is that someone in accounting in some monolithic corporate entity took a little personal time at the company's expense and created this parody of a pleading-for-help-and-prayers chain letter and then passed it along to his/her fellow workers. FORWARD THIS TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW! I am a very sick little boy. My mother is typing this for me, because I can't. She is crying. Don't cry, Mommy! Mommy is always sad, but she says it's not my fault. I asked her if it was God's fault, but she didn't answer, and only started crying harder

Devoted To Me Either Way
hate me all of you i really dont care tell me my words are more than you can bear all that matters is that you talk about what i write as long as you do i will never fade from sight all i want is to spark your emotion good or bad its still a form of devotion if you tell others to hate me they still know my name and then you are just playing nightmares game so keep it up i like when you talk i wont worry until alone do i walk

A New Dream
i used to think all i would know is pain marked forever by a tormented stain then in the darkness i saw a vision so clear beauty so great from within me it brought forth a tear i offered my heart for her forever to hold she took it into her hands and made it no longer cold i adore our time and the feelings we share ever so close but the distance i can hardly bare soon i know we shall become one and the pain endured shall be forever undone she is my love my heart and my soul with passion so great i can no longer control i used to question how this could be but no longer do i ask for i know she loves me so my enchantress my deepest desire you have rekindled my hearts burning fire i will keep you close and forever my own with you in my heart i know i will never again be alone

A Big Thank You :)
i want to thank all of you that showed so much warmth,love and good ol' friendship... right when i was SURE the online comunities of old were surely dead, here comes Cherry Tap :) love you guys, you kicketh ass :)

Poser
1.one who pretends to be someone whose not. 2. who tries to fit in but with exaggeration An Avril Lavigne fan "Like oh my god! She is not pop, dammit! She is totally punk rawk!" Any one who does not follow his/her own ideas of what he/she likes. Following no one set norm makes you real and following no one set norm makes you poser. Poser is governed not by the clothes, music, or makeup you wear, but rather by the state of your mind and the conformity to your own beliefs. Posers conform to the beliefs of others.

July 19, 2007
The stars make you extraordinarily lucid and farsighted now. It's a great time to develop a long-term plan for yourself, your career and your relationships. Let go of the impossible. Instead, figure out what is probable.

Aaliens Updayte
Y'all thank I be jokin 'round 'bout theese Aliens but EEVER DAY they's more sheeut happinin!!! Metal Chunk Crashes Through N.J. Roof Jul 18, 11:40 AM (ET) BAYONNE, N.J. (AP) - A hunk of metal that crashed through the roof of a home has NASA, Federal Aviation Administration and New Jersey Transit officials scratching their heads. The man who lives in the house was watching television Tuesday when he heard a crash and saw a cloud of dust. In the next room, he found a hunk of gray metal, 3 1/2 inches by 5 inches, with two hexagonal holes in it. Experts say it's manmade, but nobody can say where it might have come from. New Jersey Transit has railroad tracks about 100 feet from the house, but spokesman Dan Stessel said the object isn't something that would have flown off a train. FAA officials said it wasn't a part that would have fallen from a plane headed into or out of nearby Newark Liberty International Airport. "It doesn't look very 'space-y,'" said He

The 29 Ways For A Submissive To Get Into Trouble
1. Pushing limits does not mean making Mistress so angry that the vein above Their right eye throbs as her brow sweats. 2. "Quit it!" ;"OW, Damnit!" ;"I'm hiding that toy when You go to work tomorrow" and cursing a blue streak are not safe words. 3. "Oh my God, where did you get those. They are gorgeous!!!" Is not considered boot worship. 4. "Ya want fries with that?"; "Want me to drink it for You too?" are not appropriate remarks when Mistress gives you an elaborate drink order. 5. Flipping your Mistress off while your hands are cuffed behind your back is a bad idea. Owners have a way of knowing these things when you are a fan of Jackie Chan movies. 6. Putting lube, goop, superglue, ink or any other substance that will sully the ____ of Mistress on their toys while setting up for a session is not a good idea. 7. Kicking the toy you hate far under the bed is futile. Mistress will only secure your wristcuffs to your anklecuffes and make you crawl for it....repeat

Love Poem
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

People That You Love.
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Got To Do It
Ok I am sorry for this but I have to freakin do it. Somethin has been really pissing me off lately. First off let me say I am in no way a non-believer however people GET THE FUCK OVER IT! Stop trying to make people Christian or whatever religion you are in. Stop blaming every damn thing on the so called "devil" it is a pathetic excuse to turn everything that is bad in to his doing. The truth is it is life and life has a balance and shit happens. Music I don't care what kind is not the devils work. Shut the hell up about it and enjoy life, be a good person and give lots of love....ok whoo i am done LOL

How Are You About Love?
You scored as Ture Love, You love truly. You care about your love more than even yourself. You want them to be happy no matter what. If your love feels the same for you, you are in for the perfect relationship.

Of Course We All Love Little Johnny
Teacher: "Four crows are on the fence. The farmer shoots one. How many are left?" Little Johnny: "None." Teacher: "Listen carefully: Four crows are on the fence. The farmer shoots one. How many are left?" Little Johnny: "None." Teacher: "Can you explain that answer?" Little Johnny: "One is shot, the others fly away. There are none left." Teacher: "Well, that isn't the correct answer, but I like the way you think" Little Johnny: "Teacher, can I ask a question?" Teacher: "Sure." Little Johnny: "There are three women at the ice cream parlor. One is licking, one is biting and one is sucking her ice cream cone. Which one is married?" Teacher: "The one sucking the cone." Little Johnny; "No. The one with the wedding ring on, but I like the way you think."

Angels Amoung Us
He's supposed to love me: I sit alone in my room and wipe away my tears Hiding beneath the covers hoping that no one else hears I wrap them tightly around me to shut out all the pain And pray that if there's a god That he make me safe again I snuggle deep into my bed holding the corners tight Cuddling my little teddy bear and leaving on the light I wait for the assurance that all has gone to bed Then try to settle into sleep so that I might dream instead I awake at the sound of footsteps walking down the hall Then he stops outside my room and opens up my door I shiver with childlike fear as then I start to cry Knowing what he came here for but not understanding why He tells me I am special that I'm his little girl As he pulls back the covers and into my silent world He says it our little secret the special game he plays That no one else would understand they would just take him away I wonder why he comes to me in the middle of th

` Don't Die Before You Cancel Your Credit Cards!!
` Don't die before you cancel your credit cards!! If you have lived long enough, you have probably had a run in or two with your favorite credit card company. Hope you enjoy the following bit of chaos. This is pretty funny. Be sure & cancel credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, & so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, & Citibank billed her for February & March for their annual service charges on her credit card, & added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00, now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here's the exchange: Family Member: "I am calling to tell you she died in January." Citibank: "The account was never closed & the Late Fees and Charges still apply!! Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections." Citibank: "Since it is 2 months past due, it already has been." Famil

My Pics
Ok big deal I have a nice size rack but there is more to me than my tits!! Get real that is not why I am on this site,,,, I am here to make new friends nothing more nothing less. If your gonna be judging me on my tits then I guess I need to leave the site permanently and just say to hell with the net because I can see on here Im not going to get any respect regardless of what Im wearing!!

Why Is It..
Why are people so afraid to let people know that they have feelings?. I went through many blogs,& I've noticed that many of their poems were push aside . Mine in counting ,is it because they are super weird,or people just don't understand them?

Fubar - How Unoriginal
fubar must be the most unoriginal name for a site in this century. Not just that there are many bars in real that are called fubar already, but one of them is a gay bar too lol. Lost Cherry was original and funny. Cherry Tap, lacked the originality, but was kind of ok, if you are drunk and want to show off your goodies. But fubar, is just ordinary and vulgar. I'll give it 5 months, till we get a new name for the site.

Update - July 21
Well, I am two weeks in on my weight loss regiment this time, and happy to say that I've dropped a total of about 18 lbs according to the doctor. Still have a ways to go, but I think it's a good start.

Enslaved...
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Its My Party And I Won't Be Crying
On Sept 8th 07 we are having the "Boobalicious Birthday Bash II". I'll be ringing in 35 and for those of you that have dealt with me before... You know how I do! This year is a Luau theme and instead of the 30 pitchers of beer we're doing 15 Mai Tai, 15 Blue Hawaiian and 15 pitchers of beer your call. The parties at a Karaoke bar and the afterparties at Candlewood Suites here in the city. As for me, I'll need a special date that is willing to please. If you're interested in possibly attending let me know and we'll go from there. In the infamous words of Vanilla Ice "Word to ya Mutha"... I crack myself up...

Looking For That Someone
right now i just want to find someone who will be there for me and be supportaive and not a nagging bitch like my ex!, i want to be friends at first, then maybe it could work out into a relationship, so if you ever want to get to know me email me at singledad2306@yahoo.com and i'll try to get back to ya ;)

The Cycle Repeating...
Seems I cant get away from it. I either deal with it and cope, or I just wither away in it. People just cannot understand. I know some hardheaded people, but when you have just about had it, I mean, enough is indeed enough. Move the fuck on, ya know? I dunno. Im stumped. Stupified. I dunno what I should do now. Funny how I dont seem so down in the dumps about it this time, but its getting to the point where I just wanna fight fire with fire and see where fighting back can get me. " "When I look into your eyes, theres nothing there to see. Nothing but my own mistakes staring back at me..." So I either text back, or I ignore em. Well, I texted back. And Im getting responses I dont wanna read. Stuff I could have gone on better without reading and knowing. [drinks gastorade...] Oh well, fuck it. What was done is done, and what was said was said. I dont regret anything, how can I regret something that I wanted? pfft. Thats stupid.. "I've lied to you. This is the last smile that I'l

Life
just so all my friends know yesterday i lost power for 5 hours so if i was talking to you and i poof its because of that not because i was ingoring you all and i lost power again last night for 5 mins again so i am sorry if you want to yell at someone i will give you the number so if i go poof today again you know why they are still working on the dam electric still i think these ppl suck here what can i say just wanted everyone to know have a good one if i dont get to talk to you today

My Dearest You.........
You have given me wings to soar, High above into the clouds of love, You are the petals to my red rose, Every petal, a definition of our love. You are the painting of my heart, Capturing this beautiful piece of art, My feelings for you deep within, Is felt with every stroke of the wind. You are the treasure neath the sea, Lost for centuries to be discovered, You are the moon lite night sky that is, Admired passionately by two lovers. You are my dream within a dream, True love is felt in the heart, not seen, You're my own heaven sent angel, And everything love is suppose to be.

Nickelback - Hero
I am so high. I can hear heaven. I am so high. I can hear heaven. Oh but heaven, no heaven dont hear me. And they say that a hero can save us. Im not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away. Someone told me love will ALL save us. But how can that be, look what love gave us. A world full of killing, and blood-spilling That world never came. And they say that a hero can save us. Im not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away. Now that the world isnt ending, its love that Im sending to you. It isnt the love of a hero, and thats why I fear it wont do. And they say that a hero can save us. Im not gonna stand here and wait. I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles. Watch as we all fly away. And they're watching us (Watching Us) And they're watching us (Watching Us) As we all fly away.yeahaahh...ooouuhh(#3X)

To All The Earth Angel Member We Dont Steal
NOW IT BECOMING CLEAR WHY THIS BULLCRAP WAS INVENTED! THEY WANT A STASH CLUB AND THEY WANT MY MEMBERS! WELL YOU GOT ONE THING RIGHT THESE ARE THE BEST PEOPLE IN HERE! AND THEY DO ROCK! CAN,T BLAME YOU GIRLIE,S I WOULD WANT TO STEAL THEM TOO IF I WAS THAT KIND OF PERSON.... YOU HAVE TRIED TO RUIN ME AND STEAL MY MEMBERS BUT MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL SEE THROUGH THIS LOL CHECK THIS OUT AND FOR ALL OF YOU WHOM THEY EMAILED AND SENT THEIR LIES TOO HAVE A GOOD LAUGH AND FOR THE ONES WHO BELIEVE THIS CRAP YOU NEED TO JOIN THEM!!subject: NEW STASH CLUB STARTING post date: 2007-07-20 11:23:45 views: 1 comments: 0 ratings: 0 we didn't steal any of there members first of all i was not about to delete 50 of my pic that my friends here had rated and we didn't start this club our of spite we really wanted to join you all i have some friends that are a part of the earth angel club and they can call on me and tracy at any time to help them best of luck to you all from C&T Stash Club --Seeja

My Life 2
WELL SINCE I JOINED THIS PLACE HAS BEEN CALLED BY 2 DIFFERENT NAMES AND I HAVE BEEN INTOUCH WITH WHAT SEEMS LIKE REALLY NICE PEOPLE BUT NOW I HAVE DECIDED TO TRY AND MOVE MY LIFE IN A DIFFERENT WAY AND IT WILL START WITH ME TRYING TWO THINGS THE FIRST BEING 1.IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THEN ADD ME, I DONT MIND. 2.I WANT TO PUT OUT THE BIGGEST REQUEST FOR A SPERM DONOR IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE ON THIS PRIVATE MESSAGE ME

Daddy It Hurts
"Daddy it hurts" My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to

Famous People Say The Darndest Things
"There are only two reasons to sit in the back row of an airplane: Either you have diarrhea, or you're anxious to meet people who do." Henry Kissinger (former US Secretary of State) "Things you'll never hear a woman say: 'My, what an attractive scrotum!' Patricia Arquette "And God said: "Let there be Satan, so people don't blame everything on me. And let there be lawyers, so people don't blame everything on Satan." George Burns "Luge strategy? Lie flat and try not to die." Carmen Boyle (Olympic gold medalist in luge, 1966) "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." Sharon Stone "My girlfriend always laughs during sex-no matter what she's reading." Steve Jobs (Founder: Apple Computers) "My cousin just died. He was only 19. He got stung by a bee-the natural enemy of a tightrope walker." Dan Rather (News anchorman) "I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?" Arnold Schwarzenegger "Hockey is a

My Fantasy Woman
i want to be inside and breath deep in my girls mouth and love her more than a dream could ever be in the deepest sleep of anyones night with my face pressed up against a glass window wanting that life so bad but its so far out of reach deeper than any ocean blue leaving me lost like a flower without water like thunder storms without lightning i wanna live and not just exsist and it is all more than a dream to me ..........can i go on without my screams???????????????????and be in love like a dream????????

Just Got Back
I just got back from the family values tour concert and it was awsome! I had soo much fun. Best act of the night had to be flyleaf. When you see this itty bitty chic goin balls out on some metal and kicking ass it just does the trick. The whole band was just all over the place and full throttle. Atrayu and Korn rocked pretty hard as well. I even saw a guy there with a cherry tap shirt on, so it just goes to show you I cannot get away from all of you even when I am in the real world!

Cherrytap
OK HOW MANY OF YOU ARE COMPLETELY UNSATISFIED WITH THE NEW NAME.i KNOW I AM. I HAVE BEEN HERE LONG ENOUGH TO WATCH THIS PLACE CHANGE NAMES TWICE. WHEN IT WENT FROM LOST CHERRY TO CHERRY TAP THAT WASN'T TOO BAD.BUT NOW FUBAR,,,, THIS ISN'T THE MILITARY. THAT TERM HAS BEEN A MILITARY TERM GOING BACK TO WWII. THIS IS AN ONLINE BAR. CHERRYTAP WAS A GREAT NAME. NOW THAT IT HAS BEEN GETTING MORE AND MORE POPULAR THEY GO AND CHANGE THE NAME. UNLESS THEY ARE DOING SOME TAX EVASION CRAP OR SOMETHING IT REALLY DON'T MAKE SENSE TO ME TO CHANGE. IF YOU FEEL LIKE I DO AND WANT CHERRYTAP RESTORED PLEASE REPOST THIS AND GO TO BABY JESUS' SITE AND LET HIM KNOW THAT WE WANT OUR CHERRY BACK......... HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK..........

A Little Bit Of A Blood Bath
Ragged torn abominations from the womb gutted nuns decapitation not for everyone society in chains caked with bloody reigns attach the hooks to the meat and hang them out to dry meats hooks on the wall make perfect jawlines hang stretch them on the rack and let them scream in tune society in chains caked with bloody reigns push again the way of man into the end of days! i was never one for this the world was filled with grim father showed me how to live so now i kill in time second out the rebel arts and shower me with blood hang the bodies way up high so that my showers will be fine SOCIETY IN ChAINS! RACKED UP AND IN PAIN! SEE WITH YOUR EYES OPEN SO YOU CAN BEGIN TO ENJOY!

Ok.....a Bit More About Me...
ok well... where do i start...... as some of you know, i never really knew my parents well. eh.... when i finaly started gettin to know my dad.....whew big mistake... he ended up being a pedophile...sick fuck....and in turn i witnessed him mollest little kids.....so now that im older and shit... im REALLY realising the effect that probably had on them, and how fucked it is...and what sucks even more is the fact i tried to tell people what he did, but wasnt believed. pfft... ohh well he's in prison now anywho. but... we all know the internet, and shit like limewire for P2P sharing. ugh the sick shit i've run across. i started making a list, of keywords sick fucks use to find child porn...and i was going to turn it in on this site, ASACP or something... but now i dont know what to do... cause it said on the site not to go looking for the keywords and etc. cause even if your trying to help, you could still get in shit. so now im confused and lost on what to do...

Fun Facts About Leos
When the mighty Lion enters center stage, everyone knows it. This dramatic, creative, and outgoing sign has the keyword "magnetism" for good reason. Fiery and self-assured, it's almost impossible to resist the Leo's charm. Whether it's time spent with family and friends, or on the job scene, a Leo is going to bring much to the table. Friends and Family By far the most generous Sun Sign, Leos make loyal and giving friends. They'll go out of their way to help, even when it conflicts with their own schedule. The Leo is a strong, confident personality who has the ability to make almost everyone comfortable. Unassuming and gracious, they love to host parties and events. The Leo is rarely found alone - interacting is second nature. Close friends are chosen for their ability to keep up with the Leo's energy, along with a strong sense of dignity and a commitment to individual values. When family is involved, the mighty Lion will do whatever it takes to defend loved ones. Leo loyalty lasts

They Always Are
This person is just too good to be true -- and if he or she is for real, then there's no way they could be available. The real question is why are you psyching yourself out before you've even gotten in the game?

Poem Written By A Friend
Thank you Belle Loca. She wrote this beautiful poem and the title is: "You Lied". It means a lot to me today. . . . Happiness Eludes me though I don't know why my searches leave me empty my soul begins to die you said you'd be my forever but you have gone away leaving me for always to cry another day my memories are fading our love is in the past my heart is still aching nothing ever lasts I'll cry a simple tear one day not knowing why then my heart will remember that you always lie you lied to me for always you lied to me for now you lied my heart is broken can I get through some how my soul is black forever my heart will always cry my life it means nothing a part of me has died.

Werewolf Killers:
Traces the long history of the belief that men could become wolves and rip apart their victims. Shocking recent cases are profiled as well as classics like Vacher the Ripper and the Monster of Florence. Psychologists debate the nature of the mental disorder responsible for werewolf killers.

This Is To You Penguin....
ONE WORD...BY ELLIOT YAMIN I'm so into what you giving and it feel so good to me You're beautiful and critical it's hard to live without you, baby When I wake up in the morning all I want to see is you Heaven's blessing that he sent me unconditional and true Girl you mean the world to me and I hope you understand I will give you anyhthing and I'll do the best I can to make you see what I see One word Is all I need to say exactly how I feel One word A single word that's from the heart and keep sit real One word And baby I know this one fits you to a tee One word All I can say is amazing Always there when i was going through all kinds of changes You kept me lifted, said I'm gifted and you know I'm gonna make it So when you're tired and frustrated you can always count on me Girl I love ya and I want ya to know I'll be all you need Girl you gave the world to me and you made me understand You would give me anything and you do the best you can You are what I hope

Footprints In The Black
Footprints In The Black Footprints In The Black Through the black I walk Sharpened shovel in my hand The wind so slight drifts through This very different land The smell of freshly blackened ash Is strong and all around A silent shroud surrounds me As I scan the blackened ground I wander yet with purpose Waiting for that sign Then pause ever so often As I head away from the line Suddenly it is near me That unmistakable smell I stop and breathe in deeply That thing I know so well I think of those before me Of time I won't get back I turn and look behind me At footprints in the black

Small Town Girl...
Ok well I grew up in a small town. In Iowa. I have lived in the counrty for like ever. People ask me if I like it. Well my answer is no. I fucking hate it. I am nothing like a small town girl. I hate country. I grew up in a family that didnt like who I wanted to be. Thay hated my rock music and my clothes. I never really fit in with my family. I am a diffrent kind of person. But when some one tryes to call me a small town girl I get pissed. I am nothing like some of the girls around here. I love rock music and I love to wear black. Im not goth or enything I am more punk than enything. It just sucked growing up the way I did my parents wouldnt let me wear the clothes I wanted to wear. So I gave up careing what thay thought. I am my own person. And I dont give a fuck if people like me or not. I am me an that is all. I dont need peoples approval. I am my own person.

Sagittarius
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable.. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... u might end up crying... ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves be

Boot Camp
i got my first letter from the better half lol he is doing good at boot camp he already got in trouble for laughing at his srg. lol of course he is always tryin to make jokes but everything is going good with him miss him alot though he grad. in september

Why????
Why me? Why do I have to be so insecure that every little thing gets to me? People have just screwed me over so bad in the past that now I trust no one. And it's like I trust them at the beginning and then once I fall for them I put up my guard. Why does love have to be so hard. We already have so many things in our way for us to finally be together and be happy so why do I have to be this way too? Uh.....god this shit is really starting to piss me off!

How To Lube A Condom
Lubing a condom is actually very simple. Open the condom and remove it from the package. Next, take some condom safe lube and apply a small amount to the inside tip of the condom. Place the condom over your penis and carefully unroll the condom, take care to smooth out any air bubbles along the way. Once the condom is completely unrolled to the base of your penis take another drop of lube and carefully rub it around the condom. That's it! If you're looking for a way to make this more enjoyable you can ask your partner to put the condom on and lube it for you.

The Greastest Pain Ever
A gentle wind blew cross the land Reaching out to take a hand For on the winds the angels came Calling out a grandmother's name. Left behind, the children's tears Loving memories of the years Of joy and love, a life well spent And now to God a grandmother's sent. On angel's wings, a heavenly flight The journey home, towards the light To those who weep, a life is gone But in God's love, 'tis but the dawn. Those of you to whom I'am real close to know that I just returned from Missouri with the news my grandma was dying. Doctors said it would be only a matter of days. But she was strong and held on just a little longer. Today was the day God decided to bring her home. Although I feel like a piece of me inside has died, I know that she is in the greatest of hands. I know that she has gone home and will be shinning on me from above. I will always love you Mama Marge

Leave The Pieces
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair You know you just keep me hanging round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown And it's alright Yeah, I'll be fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Just, take your love and hit the road Cause nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick You can get it over with and let me move on Don't concern yourself with this mess you left for me I can clean it up you see Just as long as your gone You're not making up your mind It's killin' me You're wasting time I need so much more then that Leave the pieces when you go

Kick It Down, Blow It Up
When things are up, where else is there to go but down right? Baby sitting last week reminded me of a few things, one I'm scared to death about raising kids, no matter how much i want them. The lil guys, one 3 and the other almost 1 were playing with some blocks the elder building then having them knocked down by the younger. Was this trait something he did out of the joy of chaos, the eagerness to join in and the fact he doesn't have the motor skills yet.. i figure the later but i think we all have a lot of the former in us. I enjoy chaos, i enjoy fucking things up, i don't care too much about the next moment most of the time. I bite my tongue a lot but there are times when i just run wild with it and chaos and trouble always follow close by. These times i really enjoy, it's a chance to really be me. Oddly enough I'm not always mean either, there's a lot more inside i let few people see and it escapes and i don't mind. So after that lil ramble let's regroup..

Away For A While
I'm gonna disappear for a while if there's something you need to tell me leave it here or for those who have my cell txt me if I deem it of urgent matters I'll respond. I need answers and I do intend on getting them, preferably easily.

Attention Ladies Friends Of Fred Aka Talented Tongue
here is the proof finally that fred is a convicted child molester.. just copy and paste this link and it will pull up his page http://www.isp.state.il.us/sor/offenderdetails.cfm?SORID=E01B1606&CFID=1641728&CFTOKEN=66902031&jsessionid=9030a49038d4$C5$8A$1

So Unnecessary.
i was heating my lunch in the microwave earlier and i was letting it sit for a couple of minutes so i wouldn't give myself 3rd degree burns when i took it out. why did a coworker take it out w/o telling me and leave it on the coffee machine?!

Finish This Statement
1. I've come to realize that my ex… 2. I am listening to… . 3. I talk… 4. I love… . 5. My best friend(s)… 6. My first real kiss… 7. I hate it when people… . 8. Love is… 9. Marriage is… . 10. Somewhere, someone is thinking… . 11. I'll always… 12. I have a secret crush on… 13. The last time I cried was because… 14. My cell phone… 15. When I wake up in the morning I… 16. Before I go to sleep at night… 17. Right now I am thinking about… 18. Babies are… 19. I got on myspace… . 20. Today I… . 21. Tonight I will… 22. Tomorrow I will… . 23. I really want… 24. The person who most likely to repost this is… * please send me your reply Cut and paste for your own blog or bulletin.

Here We Go Again
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070725/ap_on_re_us/student_threat_charges Ill. student accused of terrorist threat 1 hour, 23 minutes ago A university student was arrested after he allegedly threatened a "murderous rampage" similar to the Virginia Tech shootings that left 32 people and the gunman dead, authorities said. A gun dealer had alerted federal authorities about the man, saying he had seemed overly anxious to get a shipment of semiautomatic weapons, according to an affidavit filed in court by a police detective. Olutosin Oduwole, who was taking summer classes at Southern Illinois University at Edwardsville, was charged Tuesday with attempting to make a terrorist threat, a felony. He remained jailed Wednesday in lieu of $1 million bail. According to the affidavit, the 22-year-old wrote a note demanding that money be deposited to a PayPal account, threatening that "if this account doesn't reach $50,000 in the next 7 days then a murderous rampage similar to the

Voices
Hey everyone. Just added a voice comment box. I would love to hear from everyone. Put a voice to a face, so to speak. Mine is also on there so you can hear me. Thanks to all that do it and to those who do not, perfectly okay!!!!

Just Say Thank You!!
A gentleman asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an attractive woman he spotted dining alone. The waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman seated over there," indicating the sender. She regarded the wine coolly for a second, not looking at The man, and decided to send a reply note to the man. The waiter, who was lingering for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank, and 7 inches in your pants." After reading the note, the man decided to co mpose one of his Own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to return this to the woman. It read: For your information, I have a Ferrari Maranello, a BMW Z8, a Mercedes CL600 and a Porsche Turbo in my garage. There is over twenty million dollars in my bank account. But, not even for a Woman as beautiful as yo

Radom Writing
Whispers are words you only want heard by those that are important. Yells are words you want heard by everybody. Screams are words that you need to let out when your hurt and have no other way of telling others. Soft tones are formed into words to the ones you love and never want to lose. How many of these do you do in a day how many do you do in a year. I have come to find I yell more and scream more with each passing day because my one true person I want to do those soft tones to is not here to calm me down or hold me tight. My rock is not here to hold me to reality of which we call this world and life. It seems to spin out of control except when I hear his voice on the phone or the brief times we do get to see each other. Life I have come to realize is nothing without the one you love it holds no meaning or purpose it is a endless void that is yearning to be filled once more. I hope one day everyone will fill the Love that one fills when they know they have found the one for th

Birth Control Diaphragm
What is a Diaphragm? A diaphragm is a thin rubber dome with a springy and flexible rim. It is inserted into the vagina, fits over the cervix and is held in place by vaginal muscles. A diaphragm holds spermicide in place over the cervix (opening to the uterus). Spermicide kills sperm, preventing fertilization. After intercourse, it should be left in place for 6-8 hours. Diaphragms are 86-94% effective as birth control. Diaphragms may offer some limited protection against reproductive tract infections and HIV/AIDS. Use another diaphragm pictureGetting a diaphragm requires a fitting in a clinic. During the fitting, a fitting ring is inserted into the vagina. The largest ring that fits comfortably is usually the one chosen. Different types of diaphragms are available. You and your medical provider can decide between coil, flat, or arcing spring diaphragms. Diaphragms can be inserted up to 2 hours before sex because spermicide is only effective for 2 hours. If you insert your

Gods Sense Of Humor
God continued pointing to different countries. "This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice" The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land area and said, "What's that one?" "Ah," said God "That's Washington State, the most glorious place on earth. There are beautiful mountains, rivers and streams, lakes, forests, hills, plains, and coulees. The people from Washington State are going to be handsome, modest, intelligent, and humorous, and they are going to be found traveling the world. They will be extremely sociable, hardworking, high achieving, and they will be known throughout the world as diplomats, and carriers of peace." Michael gasped in wonder and admiration, but then proclaimed, "What about balance, God? You said there would be balance." God smiled, "There is another Washington. Wait until you see the idiots I put there."

And A Stupid Survey...
1. What time is it? 10:08pm 2. Name as appears on birth certificate: Cheryl Alanna 3. Nickname(s): pooky (dont even), brat, chicky, zoot 4. Do You Drive? Yes, but no car 5. Do you like someone? yes I do. 6. Chinese zodiac: ummm was born in 85 and i think thats the boar? 7. All hair colors: light brown at the moment 8. Eyelash color: green 9. Height: 5'9 ish 10. Shoe size:9.5 ish 11. Glasses, contacts or neither?glasses 12. Braces? nope 13. Piercing/tattoos?ears and 9 tats 14. Birthplace: Asheboro, NC 15. Current residence: Bolivar, MO 16. Siblings name and age: jeremy, 24 ******HAVE YOU EVER****** 17. Gotten super wasted? yes.. 18. Gotten so drunk you don't remember what happened? no 19. Drank 5 liters of beer in 2 hour? dont drink beer 20. Had an Irish car bomb? again dont drink beer 21. Skipped school by peer pressure? nope.. 22. Bungee jumped? uhh nope 23. Kissed someone not related to you 30 years older than you?hmmm no 24. Kissed someone of the

He Is Doing Better
an update from baby kalebs' mommy Wednesday, July 25, 2007 BETTER Sorry it has been two days since I updated. Kaleb is doing a world of better and doesn't have meningitis nor any other infection anywhere. He is having persistant seizures though. They had Kaleb hooked up to a EEG machine for 48 hours and it detected this. We talked to the Nuerologist and she said that they are coming from the right side of the brain from a very small area and that they are not dangerous becuase it doesn't affect his breathing. He is much more calm and isn't crying like he was before. The changed his meds so hopefully this will control the seizures this time. They said that I was right to call the ambulance. He no longer has a temp and his color is good now. The Hospital released him today, so we are home. Thank you for all who prayed for him. He looks better. He has little red spots all around his head from the EEG glue. The doctor told us that she thinks that we will have freque

The Long And Winding Road
The long and winding road That leads to your door Will never disappear Ive seen that road before It always leads me here Lead me to you door The wild and windy night That the rain washed away Has left a pool of tears Crying for the day Why leave me standing here Let me know the way Many times Ive been alone And many times Ive cried Any way youll never know The many ways Ive tried But still they lead me back To the long winding road You left me standing here A long long time ago Dont leave me waiting here Lead me to your door But still they lead me back To the long winding road You left me standing here A long long time ago Dont leave me waiting here Lead me to your door Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Got My First Hater Last Night, Lol.
Gosh this makes me feel realy special that someone took the time to make another account just to come over to my profile and leave me a "1" and a nasty comment. here's the morons account... i wonder who the chicken shit is. http://www.fubar.com/user/1038663

My Recent Mumm "shit, What Did I Get Myself Into?"
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who voted, left a comment and advice on my current situation. Your advice was very helpful and I am going to use it tonight to have the talk with her. Thanks again!!

This Seem Like A Dayum Good Ideer Ta Me
Panhandling works if you have the right sign. Jose and Carlos are panhandling at the freeway off ramp. Jose drives a Mercedes, lives in a mortgage free house, and has a lot of money to spend. Carlos only brings in 2 to 3 dollars a day. Carlos asks Jose how he can bring home a suitcase full of $10 bills every day. Jose says, "Look at your sign." It reads: "I have no work, and a wife & 6 kids to support." Carlos looks at Jose's sign. It reads: "I only need another $10.00 to move back to Mexico."

Will Tomorrow Come
It's late at night and I cannot sleep I have nothing to do I just sit here I sit here with my thoughts and wonder where my life is heading I sit here wondering if she's thinking about me I sit here wondering what she's doing I sit here hoping that I will see her someday I sit here wondering what tomorrow will bring I sit here wondering if tomorrow will come

Mariza - Rain - Fado
Search Video Codes Liric In English The vulgar things that have in the life Homesicknesses do not leave Only the souvenirs that they donate Or they make to smile It has people that she is in history of the history of people e others of who nor the name we remember to hear They are emotions that give life to the homesickness that I bring Those that I had with you e I finished for losing It has days that they mark the soul e the life of people e that one where you left me I cannot forget Rain wet me the face Tired icecream and The streets that the city had Already I cover Ai... mine I cry of lost young woman it cried out to the city that the fire of the love under rain it has instants dies Rain heard and was silent my secret to the city E here it is that it beats in the glass Bringing the homesickness

Livestrong Song
Either go to my page or my newest stash entry and listen to the song by Wide Awake called "Maybe Tonight". Its a song and video about cancer and honesty I can't listen to it without tearing up. You can get it off iTunes for a dollar and all of the proceeds go to the Lance Armstrong Foundation. I don't care if you buy it, but please at least listen to it.

Broken Lawnmower...
The Broken Mower When our lawn mower broke and wouldn't run, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first, the truck, the car, playing golf - always something more important to me. Finally she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then went into the house. I was gone only a minute, and when I came out again I handed her a toothbrush. I said, "When you finish cutting the grass, you might as well sweep the driveway." The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp. Moral to this story: Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is the husband. *not always true but OMG it was funny*

And The Chapter Ends...
Today is my last working day as an Army drill sergeant. I have been on the trail since 28 July 2005, so it's a little traumatic! No more mornings training at 0330...no more phone calls about Soldiers in jail at 0130 on a Saturday night...it's as if I'm losing an entire part of my life! Since I've been on the trail, I've had one Soldier who's dad committed suicide, and for whom I became a surrogate father. I will never for get the night his mother cried on my shoulder for 25 minutes straight. I had been hard on this Soldier because I knew he could be better than he'd been. At that time, though, I was the man who would be able to take care of everything that was wrong with his life. I'm proud to say that he is still in the Army, doing the job he trained for! I still get letters and emails from Soldiers in Iraq and Afghanistan. All of them relay how thankful they are for the intensity and devotion that we as drill sergeants had shown them. Yeah, we can be and have been assho

Just In Case You Need A Laugh.
Remember it takes an enourmous amount of education and skill to fly a jet plane, but only a high school diploma to fix one. Reassurance for those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, pilots are required to fill out a form, called a "gripesheet," which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight. Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance engineers. P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement. S: Almost replaced left inside main tire. P: Something loose in cockpit. S: Something tightened in cockpit. P: Dead bugs on windshield. S: Live bugs on back-order. P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent. S: Canno

He Has A Heart?!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070727/ap_on_go_pr_wh/cheney Cheney to get battery for heart device By DEB RIECHMANN, Associated Press Writer Fri Jul 27, 5:24 PM ET Vice President Dick Cheney will undergo minor surgery Saturday morning to replace the battery that powers a device implanted in his chest six years ago to monitor his heart and deliver a shock if it ever goes out of rhythm. "During the vice president's annual physical examination in June, testing of his implantable cardioverter-defibrillator indicated that the device's battery has reached the level where elective replacement of the device is recommended," Megan McGinn, deputy press secretary for Cheney, said Friday. Doctors must replace the entire battery part of the defibrillator, which would shock his heart if he experiences an irregular heartbeat. The surgery will be performed at George Washington University Hospital. Dr. John Kassotis, director of electrophysiology at State University of New York's Dow

A Favorite
Never is a promise Youll never see the courage I know Its colors richness wont appear within your view Ill never glow - the way that you glow Your presence dominates the judgements made on you But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights The shades and shadows undulate in my perception My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you Youll say you understand, but you dont understand Youll say youd never give up seeing eye to eye But never is a promise, and you cant afford to lie Youll never touch - these things that I hold The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own Youll never feel the heat of this soul My fever burns me deeper than Ive ever shown - to you Youll say, dont fear your dreams, its easier than it seems Youll say youd never let me fall from hopes so high But never is a promise and you cant afford to lie Youll never live the life that I live Ill never live the life that

The Reoccuring Never Answered
As I lay in bed just a little past midnight, and my mind just starts to wonder through the vast universe. I see myself walking through an empty prairie. The bluegrass stands above my chest; the cool breeze chills my face and gently sways the grass toward me. It seems so peaceful and calm. I close my eyes looking toward the four-noon sun, and I feel its warmth subdue me. I feel relaxed and calm listening to the whistling breeze running through the grass. I feel lifted, and as I open my eyes, I see myself from above with the distance growing greater. I slowly move further and further away from myself until I realize, there is nothing but the prairie for a hundred miles surrounding me and nothing else. I gasp for air and I drop like a brick, back toward myself. The grass turned to thorns, the breeze has stopped, and the sun rips through beads of sweat across my forehead. I walk and walk and nothing changes but the thickness of the thorns. The sun has set twice and I still walk. The thorns

One Step Closer
"One Step Closer" I cannot take this anymore Saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say You'll find that out anyway Just like before... [Chorus:] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... [Chorus] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break Shut up when I'm talking to you Shut up, shut up, shut up Shut up when I'm talking to you Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up I'm about to BREAK [Chorus]

My Round Up Show You Want To Ask Me
as i said on my round up show last week if anybody had any question they love to ask me there is three things i love to talk about great music, great artist , o hell yea great sex that i would try answer it on my show as long i can keep it under a pg rating and does not pertain to my family so message me the questions if you want me to mention your name on the air let me know as well, muawwh Sugars Much Love Jody

Gone For A Few Days
Hey, all! Just wanted to let you know that I'm gonna take a break from Fubar for a few days....so be sure to leave sum love in my absence and I'll hit you up when I come back. Muchos Love to ya'll!

Interview P. 2
Alright, here's the final part of this one....... After driving away, I head home. When I get home, I go in, take a shower and clean up making sure my cell isn't far away. After a little while, you call. When I answer, you ask if I have something to write on. You give the directions to your place, you remind me, 7pm sharp. You also tell me that I should pack a bag, tell my husband that my new job is taking me out of town, I will be unreachable during meetings and will have to call him as I can. You also tell me what to wear for the evening. Taking notes, trying not to miss anything, I tell you that I've got it, no problem. The call ends and I head to go get ready. Some time goes by so I head out. I arrive infront of your home, very nervous. I look at the clock, it's just before 7. I step out of the truck and head up to your door. You answer, welcoming me and stepping back so I can come in. I have my hair in a twist, you look at me and tell me "Let your hair down. I don't wan

Drive Home
It's a sweltering evening, the sun is setting on the city, not looking forward to the long drive home, the A/C is broken in my Jeep and I haven't had time to take it to the shot to be repaired. It's after 6pm, had to work after my office closed. I changed out of my suit into a black, low cut, velvet halter top, tan bra underneath, jean skirt with tan lace panties, skipped the nylons -- it's was too sticky & hot out. I stop at the corner store to get a big bottle of ice cold water for the ride home. As I am walking out of the store, I spot you, damn.... you look good. Can make a girls mind wonder. I didn't realize that you noticed me in the store. I climb into my Liberty, your truck is parked next to me. Your truck is a little higher off the ground than mine, you can see inside of mine from that vantage point. I put my bottle of water up to my lips, running my tongue across the opening, slowly moving it across my soft lips. After I take a drink, I tip the bottle letting a little water r

First Touch
The time you were away flew by quickly. We were both anticipating when you would return to the states, when we could finally get to see each other. I know that you have seen pictures of me but I want to make sure that you are pleased when we meet. I pick out something pretty basic to wear but it's comfortable and looks good. I have put on my jean skirt, it goes right to the knees. My shirt is a simple button up blouse, green, have on a necklace that falls across my collar bone with a pendant in the middle. Since I have on the skirt, I've decided to wear my boots that go half way up my calf. My hair is down, dried it straight like in the pictures that I have sent you. Made sure not to forget to freshen my body spray, want you to think of me anytime you smell that scent. It's still kind of cool out so I have on my long dark grey coat. Watching the clock, I know that you will be arriving soon so I head to the airport. Anxiously waiting for your flight to arrive, I find myself pacing. I se

So Do You Chat?
Ok so I joined cherrytap/fubar to meet new people and to chat. So when I added people to my friends list I figured we would chat. However I feel there are some that just want the points of haveing friends and that is not what I am here for. That would not be so bad if I could sort through my friends and put the ones that actually talk to me to the front of the list but oh no, not the case. To find people on my friends list that will actually talk to me I have to flip through pages of friends who will never talk to me. Not cool, If you have no intentions of ever chatting with me please, delete me as a friend or sooner or later I will get around to it myself as I figure out who my real friends on this thing are and who are just for points.

Omg
i dont know who will actually read this but i just tried to pay some guy a compliment and some chick went crazy on me wow people take things too serious and i tried to reply and was blocked lmao come on this site is getting to be too much wow

The Matter Of Me, Psychiatrists Give It The Definition Of Being A Fucking Prick
you ever feel like flipping off a box of kittens? hell i know i do and ive done it. Goes along with sitting on the beach sneaking sips of vodka out of a water bottle next to an AA meeting. Or maybe peeing in the airvents of some ass holes car after writing the dictionary definition word for word of the word "reserved" on his windshield, they put up the sign for a reason. And you call ME the asshole. Maybe even taking a girl to a bar while she sports a REALLY short dress, gettn her drunk and encouraging people to throw quarters at her while she plays electronic golf and watching her pick them up while never knowing where all that change was coming from. You call me a prick, i call that laundry money motherfucker. Perhaps even going to an AA meeting buzzed and standing up to recite the opening words to "under the bridge" by the chilipeppers and people tearing up at the trauma you must of endured and all the while you got the one other asshole in the back laughing his ass off and furtheri

Finding New Friends....
Well its been almost a month, here... I've made allot of new friends!! Sending me love, telling me "Have a Great Weekend" I am... Friends are easier to find now that the internet is here... 20 years ago.. It was singles bars, and parties. Feeling out of place, and trust me.. I'm shy... And have been rejected allot... But it seems thats not the case here... Because, you can show a side of you, that you can't sow in a singles bar, or a friends party, well you can... But getting cought is a whole another story...LOL But I've chatted to women here on fubar, that if they met me, in a place like that, they wouldn't give me the time of day... Because maybe the friends their with would think less of them... But just the same, it doesn't matter what the outside of the package looks like... it's totally whats on the inside... The women that I have as friends on here.. when I rate you, its the truth... Not going to rate because you ask me too. Its because I want to, and I love looking at y

Conspiracy Theroy?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070729/ap_on_re_as/japan_elections Polls show loss for Japan ruling party By HANS GREIMEL, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 24 minutes ago TOKYO - Prime Minister Shinzo Abe's ruling party suffered humiliating losses in parliamentary elections Sunday after a string of political scandals, exit polls showed, but Abe said he did not plan to resign. The Liberal Democratic Party, which has ruled Japan almost without interruption since 1955, was set to lose its majority in the upper house while the leading opposition party made huge gains, according to exit polls broadcast by Japanese television networks. Abe told reporters at his party's headquarters that he intends to stay on despite the disappointing results, and accepts responsibility for the defeat. "We tried our best and felt we made some progress, so the results are extremely disappointing ... I must push ahead with reforms and continue to fulfill my responsibilities as prime ministe

To Friends
I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our friendship is my life Your the PEANUT to my BUTTER , Your the STAR to my BURST, Your the M to my M, Your the POP to my TART, Your the MILKY to my WAY, Your the FRUIT to my LOOP, Your the MILK to my DUDS, Your the LUCKY to my CHARMS, Your the ICE to my CREAM, But mostly.... Your the BEST to my FRIEND FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this. Send this heart 2 at least 15 people... including me... if u care 4 me!!! Let's see how many hearts you get!!!! All the best... ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶

C Opy Send Back To Me
******get this back of 10 people your a gardian angel***9 your a goddesss****8 your a princess** 7 your a earhly angel****6 your a hottie***5 your a hunny***4 your a cutie***3 your free of sin** 2 your in love***one theres more time to study the bible******

Trial And Error!
Man let me tell you have I been thur this Trial and Error thing and it isn't a fun thing to do! Last year in April I kicked out a person out of my life and my house because he kept secerts from me dealing with my kid! In the past month or so we have been talking some and seeing each other and visiting with her and her boyfriend but now I think that with me doing this was a mistake because I am setting myself up for heartache. Is there anyone here that can help me out with this so that I don't hurt myself again and start trusting her again. I will sled a little light on this matter: Ok in April of last year I let my cousin that calls me mom move in because at that time her and her husband was fighting really bad and she needed a place to stay so I wasn't not going to turn her away and in that same week I let my so-called bestfriend move in with us also and it was a tight living area. But anyways, my kid starting seeing this young man in Lawton, Ok and it had came out at the la

Love To Survive
I ENVISION YOU HOLDING ME OVER AN OVER AGAIN I ENVISION YOUR LIPS PRESSED AGAINST MINE KISSING ME TILL THE END OF TIME LONGING TO FEEL YOUR LOVE SO STRONG THERE IS NO WAY OUR LOVE IS WRONG WE HAVE BEEN SEPARATED BY MILES APART BUT THAT STILL DOES NOT STOP OUR HEARTS YOU ARE EVERYTHING I WANT MY MAN TO BE YOU ARE EVERYTHING MY HEART TRULY NEEDS WE HAVE BEEN GIVIN A CHANCE TO MAKE OUR LOVE RIGHT DISPITE ALL THE DISTANCE AN FIGHTS WE LEARNED THAT WE NEED TO BE FRIENDS AT FIRST SO WE CAN LET OUR LOVE TRULY EMURGE WE LEARN LOVE LIKE OURS TAKES SUM TIME TO TALK TO LISTEN TO LAUGH AN CRY WE ARE MAKING SURE OUR LOVE WILL SURVIVE.....

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Survey Stolen Off Myspace!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Gia (a.k.a. "Foxy Lady") Date: Jul 29, 2007 9:59 PM THE DAILY SURVEY Body: 1. Do you like strawberries?♥ ♥ ♥ YES, especially with dark chocolate(sorry Gia,stole ur answer)♥ ♥♥ ♥ 2. What is your middle name?♥ ♥ ♥Joseph♥ ♥ ♥3.Who was your first best friend?♥ ♥ ♥Dunie,my irish sheep dog♥ ♥ ♥4. What grade are you in?♥ ♥ ♥ now? year 42 in the school of hard knocks♥ ♥ ♥5. Have you seen "The Notebook" over a million times?♥ ♥ ♥ Just put on the cw 7 be done w/it!♥ ♥ ♥6. Are you always online?♥ ♥ ♥ Not always,but I do get on sometime during the course of a day/night♥ ♥ ♥8. Did you ever see "The Sound of Music"?♥ ♥ ♥YES♥ ♥ ♥9. Have you ever played the flute?♥ ♥ b

Poison-nothin But A Good Time
Now listen Not a dime, I cant pay my rent I can barely make it through the week Saturday night Id like to make my girl But right now I cant make ends meet Im always workin slavin every day Gotta get away from that same old same old I need a chance just to get away If you could hear me think this is what Id say Chorus: Dont need nothin but a good time How can I resist Aint lookin for nothin but a good time And it dont get better than this They say I spend my money on women and wine But I couldnt tell you where I spent last night Im really sorry about the shape Im in I just like my fun every now and then Im always workin slavin every day Gotta get away from that same old same old I need a chance just to get away If you could hear me think this is what Id say Chorus You see I raise a toast to all of us Who are breakin our backs every day If wantin the good life is such a crime Lord, then put me away Heres to ya ---------------------- Nothin a b

Am Sined In Msn And Yahoo
lets talk on yahoo messenger or msn messenger live messenger msn windows live messenger new msn smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk add meif on my list buzz meyahoo mesenger stokoe709@btinternet.comfree down load of both on www.download.comput in search there free in front of both yahoo and msnhjappy sailinganything on www.download.com free if you type free in what you want in front of desired like free ares god bless derekneighbours unite

What Other Words Describe It?
lmao...I was sitting here awhile ago reading something...there are so many words to describe sex! Shagging, screwing, fucking, etc... feel free to add to the list! It's the best thing since sliced bread. lmao!! I suppose there really can't be conversation anymore unless it involves sex. Hell, get them in front of you and they clam up like a turtle with duct tape on their mouths. I'm a daring person, but screw with my mind just once and you are zippo. The best thing is avoidance. Well, better jet got things to do places to go and people to visit. Have a great Monday, back to work tomorrow. luv kris

My Gifts
mrdj2007's received gifts Seasonal & Specials: 6 Love & Friendship: 9 Party Time: 38 Spicy Gifts: 0 Big Pimpin: 1 The last 54 gifts. Thank You Card from "cowgirl" please sign my guest book on Mon Jul 30, 5:12 pm Yellow Rose from Sasselicious on Mon Jul 30, 12:30 pm Shot of Tequila from connie on Sun Jul 29, 4:19 pm Long Island Iced tea from * CurlyQz * (rate/fan/add me) Please sign my guestbook!!! on Sun Jul 29, 10:44 am Official fubar Keg from Butterflykisses94030 on Sun Jul 29, 10:28 am Official fubar Keg from ~SexiSam~ on Sun Jul 29, 9:02 am Thank You Card from Kat on Sun Jul 29, 6:06 am Hershey Kiss from 1044965 on Sun Jul 29, 6:01 am Shot of Everclear from GangstirSexSlaveof MasterEasymoney539 on Sat Jul 28, 2:22 pm Hug from One Hot Momma~Owner Of ☼§TheAtomicBombers§☼ on Sat Jul 28, 11:42 am Platinum Cherry from ♥ Life on Sat Jul 28, 11:42 am Jello Shot from * CurlyQz * (rate/fan/add me) Please sign my guestbook!!! on Sat Jul 28, 11:00

Insane
she doesn't sleep because her eyelids hide too much when they're open too scared to close them and let the lies overflow because they keep telling her if she sleeps for just one second, everyone will know. she doesn't breathe because her lungs are too busy with the extra worry too scared to expand them with the thoughts of her brain because they keep telling her if she thinks too hard SHE will go insane. she doesn't eat because her stomach is too heavy with yesterdays ash air too scared to open her mouth and swallow the taste because they keep telling her if she doesn't keep her mouth shut everyone will hate. she doesn't breathe because her lungs are too busy with the extra worry too scared to expand them with the thoughts of her brain because they keep telling her if she thinks too hard SHE will go insane. she doesn't twitch because her movement is slowed by the reactions of fear too scared to remember what happened last week because they keep telling her

Plea...
i see them smiling i hear their laughter they are in love that's what I'm after! yet here I am no one to hold just sitting here all alone come steal me away are you out there love can you hear my pleas can you rise above are you lost to me gone and leaving me bitter i need some reprieve i'm not a quitter but i'm losing hope and the days drag on please come to me with the new days dawn

My Wish...
If i could go back... I would have told u I loved u every morning.. and woke you up with kisses.... I would have taken all my insecurities and kept them to myself.. or talked to u more... I love u so much... i dont even know what to say...

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16 Things It Took 60 Years To Figure Out.
16 THINGS THAT TOOK ME NEARLY 60 YEARS TO LEARN by Dave Barry 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.

Fucking Anger Filled Ranting
grrr i hate stupid ppl whether they're men or women see i cant understand what drives someone to say stupid shit it drives me insane trying to figure out these idiots.....men get jealous talk shit women do the same in some ways least the ones that REALLY get jealous shit its the fucken internet all this place is, is bullshit everyone lies everyone puts on fake fucken smiles to get attention once the attentions gone they get pissed an dont wanna let go....shit back the off if someone doesnt wanna talk to you dont push it just step back an do something else..... GRRRRRRR an we're all suppose to be adults here what a load of shit....its all kid shit or even as low as fucken high school shit... damn

Pissed Off
So last night I post a Mumm about who prefurs cats over dogs and that was all peachy keen. Today I post one that said, "Do you hang out with you fat friends to make yourself feel better? And everyone flips out. They are telling me I'm an asshole and I have issues. Fuckin A. I have no idea what peoples problems are. I am so annoyed with this website. I am probably going to delete it!

I Hate My Car
So today, and for the past few days, been working on my car with my friend. I bought new headers (Kooks Long Tubes), Kooks X-Pipe, and Borla Exhaust. Spent about $2,300 on this shit. These headers are a bitch and a half to install. I may have the Goddamned thing towed and installed professionally. This is seriously kicking my ass. I feel like I've been fisted all day long today and have nothing more to look forward to beside more fisting tomorrow and the day after. I'm going to beat the hell out of my car. Argh!! Gonna go take a shower, get some food, and take 3 benadryl and go to sleep. I'm mentally and physically fucking exhausted.

Bank Account
This is just something everyone can use in their daily routine so think on it. The last sentence, well everyday is a miracle in itself. A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something

The Shrubs Will Call Us
I let the music speak for me, it craves my attention and before this, it craved my soul, but I give myself only when it is for good, the peace has been taken from here so I'm on lockdown, I have to fight the endless hordes of His men for any slight hope of escape, where is your escape? When I find the door, you will see me walk through and see where I left off. What do you see in the bushes?

Looking Back
Dazing into a black sky with the realization I am intrigued with you like no other, my thoughts continue just as the time dwells on. But my suffering halts these thoughts, realizing that I can never be with the purity and the beauty that you hold in yourself. My life would drain the escence of you leaving you cold to the touch, I would be left with nothing more then a stare. After knowing me would you spare a breath for me? No,never. Nothing can fills this void that is me, I am left destined in this world to come into it alone and die off alone and unheard....

The 3rd Affair
The 3rd Affair A mortician was working late one night. He examined the body of Mr. Schwartz, about to be cremated, and made a startling discovery. Schwartz had the largest private part he had ever seen! "I'm sorry Mr. Schwartz," the mortician commented, "I can't allow you to be cremated with such an impressive private part. It must be saved for posterity." So, he removed it, stuffed it into his briefcase, and took it home. "I have something to show you won't believe," he said to his wife, opening his briefcase. "My God!" the wife exclaimed, "Schwartz is dead!"

Krayzie Bone - Time After Time
[Chorus] Time after time, find I question my life How I went wrong, will it ever be right? Will I rise? Will I fall? Stand tall Continue asking, but I'm knowing only God know Time after time, find I question my life Where I went wrong, will it ever be right? Will I rise? Will I fall? Stand tall Continue asking, but I'm knowing only God know [Verse One] Growing up in the hood as a hard knock I never knew nothing too much about young My only concern was making my money and running these streets as a thug Instead of the birds and bees, I always talk to murderers and the G's That coldness inside me, but I ain't trying to hurt nobody Temptation is keeping me steadily going under And I wonder, if I could make it through the thunder Cause I done caused so much hurt and pain to some that ain't deserve a thang If I could change that, it would all be rearranged But what's done is done and I paid the price and now I'm like, Help me Lord, to better my life, my life Just gi

Poetry
Slowly I'm fading Suffocating Unable to breathe Can No one rescue me Uncertain of the future Ashamed of the past Wondering how long This pain can possibly last My friendships have all long faded My world is lonesome and cold Everything I am has been jaded And I can't help but to feel so alone I set the blade down years ago But still the urge remains The slight sting of tearing flesh Remains prominent to this day The pain in my chest seems so real fading breaths, breaking hearts It's the only thing left that I'm able to feel Sacrifices made Dreams thrown away Everything I am Everything I was Everything I ever wanted to be Has escaped me... Written by: ME!!!!!!!! The life you face the dreams you chase never finding the way always living day to day future plans all fall apart unbeknownst to what the future holds where should you start so many pieces to sort such a broke life, such a broken heart lonely tears accompanied only by

Darwin And The Performance Review
These are some things that were written on actual employee performance reviews. I may have even had a few of these people working for me at one time or another. It never ceases to amaze me the employees that I have inherited over the years. Hell, I wish I had written a few of these. Performance Reviews: "Since my last report, this employee has reached rock bottom and has started to dig." "This employee is really not so much of a has-been, but more of a definitely won't be." "Works well when under constant supervision and cornered like a rat in a trap." "When she opens her mouth, it seems that it is only to change feet." "He would be out of his depth in a parking lot puddle." "This young lady has delusions of adequacy." "He sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them." "This employee is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot." "This employee should go far, and the sooner he starts, the better." "Got a full 6-pack, but lack

Open Your Eyes.....
( the song didnt work, i apologize.. but you get the point..) Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths""Emos"

Does Love Exsist
Well here I am again wondering if love really exsists. You try so hard to be nice and alot of time it goes un thanked or ya just get ignored. Probably just like this bulliten. If I seem negative it is because I kinda am. I have been single now since 2004 and in that time I think I have recieved more wrong numbers then the US mint has 100 dollar bills. I tried the bar seen well that was a mistake to many woman looken for a one night stand. Tried the clubs well lets just say I am not a pedaphile. Tried the internet and well does the word psyco mean anything, that does not include anyone from this site. So I have officially stopped looking and will wait and see if it finds me(hope love has map quest). I am now and will always be the nice guy that finishes behind both the tortise and the hair. It was so nicely worded and writen I thought it need to be a blog as well as a bulliten.

>dear Abby,
>Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice. I have suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs are phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with "the girls" a lot recently from Curves although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always try to stay awake to look out for her coming home, but I usually fall asleep. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. Around midnight, I decided to hide in the garage behind my golf clubs so I could get a good view of the whole street when she arrived home from a night out with "the girls". When she got out of the car she was buttoning up her blouse, which was open, and she took her panties out of her purse and slipped them on. I

Freedom
I served in the army for two and a half years and I was talking with a friend tonight and it got me to thinking. I was in Korea for 8 months befor my unit got the orders to go to Iraq an I spent 4 months over there befor I was wounded and had to be flown back to the states. I got a medical discharge and now am not able to work like I use to due to my wonds I recived and have just enough money to get by from the va. I would do it all over again if I had the chance even knowing the out come and even almost making the ultimate sacrfice my question to you is would you fight and bleed and even lay your own life down for this country to make sure that other peoples freedom is kept yes or no and explain the reason for your answer thankyou from a vetran.

I Dont Get It?
So many instances over the last 2 yrs have I found women prefering to become involved in a "friends with bennies" relationship rather than the traditional monogomus couples relationship. I have been asked to be in so many of those type of relationships that it is making me wonder if women even want true love anymore or are they out for the fun of it all. I as a man find it hard for me to have sex without involving emotion with it yet these women seem to thrive on it. I am seeing it more and more and I just wonder if its the norm now.

Let Me Make This Really Clear.
I HATE LIARS, WITH A PASSION. the one guy that said he cared for me and was going to be there for me wasnt. he's a fucking coward. and the fact that he goes and tells everyone that we know together that i am a liar and that i was lying about being pregnant, you are seriously senile. and I had a misacrriage and this is how you treat me you say your sorry with a smug ass grin on your face. i hope he rotts in hell. i mean... I fucking hate him with a passion.. he gave me that sunday school answer, it's not worth it. guys when you say your gonna be there for a girl you never back down. NEVER. the one person i needed the most at a time in need let me down and im sick of it. i just wanted to make that really clear.. I WILL FUCK YOU UP IF YOU EVER THINK ABOUT TREATING ME THE WAY HE DID. I WILL. IM NOT JOKING.

Apology
I recently created a mumm,,asking who like small women and who likes BBW. It seemes to have offended some people. I am not here to offened anyone i was just asking a question...so for those who were offended. I apologize

Roses
A dozen roses I give to you my friend, A gift that seems so small But they represent so much, Our friendship most of all. A rose for the friendship. A rose for the touch. A rose for the trust we share Our sharing means so much. A rose for the kindness And the deep caring you show. A rose for the comfort given When I've been feeling low. A rose for the laughter, How it makes your eyes shine. A rose for the dreams we share It's amazing how they intertwine. A rose for the deep respect You give to me with ease. A rose for the love we feel And how you wish to please. A rose for your compassion That has helped me in so many ways. A rose for bringing me sunshine That has brightened all my days. The last rose is the best For it stands so proud and tall. This rose represents you My best friend of all.

Test Bully For Misfit
Get your ass in here and get your dose of EvIl with DJ~Misfit....kickin the MAD wikkid shit..MMFWCL!!Just click on the hatchet man Picture to get there!! whoop whoop!! Click the pic below to get to GoThS TwIzTiD ReAlItY.....you know you want to..cmon

Yet Another Thank You For A Mumm Comment
While I'm working on my next couple long blogs, I decided to post a couple more MUMM comments. This one was received with a sincere "Thank You" from, yet, another woman. ***NOTE: Some answers in the MUMM were saying some women fake relationships and do the same thing men do, and so on. It was irrelevant to the question. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=132702 "HOPING NOT ALL MEN ARE LIKE THIS" Q:Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships coming from a guy who's in a relationship, is he trying to imply something? My Answer: Well, first of all, whether women fake relationships or not is irrelevant to the question. *** Secondly, it is hard to answer this question without knowing more of the context of the rest of the conversation or cause for why the guy said it. Women often fake orgasms becaue most men are not skilled lovers. The solution is for a woman to tell her partner what she likes and doesn't like. Men often fake relationship

I Want Some To Know Ive Been Judged By Some In Here But I Judge Not ;
God says ; judge thee not unless ye be judged . Or let he who is born with out sin cast thy first stone: So it,s ok I forgive all and I go on In christ > I know my Christ will for give all and so I will forgive all In Christ name. I belive Thy Word Of Our Lord. I question not ; Thy Word of God. I obey and abide by GOD,S wishes and He guides me and my life(IM whole ) in his light and love . I fear not any man . I praise My Lord and give thanks . I know Im saved thru the Blood of Jesus Christ.. Amen. Amen.. .. hugs diana

Yet Another Rant -
Maybe someone can answer this question for me … Why a woman does have to be a ‘slut’ to get noticed on here? **shakes her head** I am who I am... Nothing more and nothing less... But I certainly won’t use my “assets” to get attention. Why is it that women feel that is the only way they can get a guys attention? I’m sure I’ll probably get some flipping rude and insulting comments from this – but I don’t give a damn – I’m fed up! Obviously in order to make friends and be ‘in’ on here – a woman has to show everything the good Lord blessed her with – sorry, I have too much respect for myself and any true friends wouldn’t expect anything less of me! Done ranting – Mystical – signing out…………..

Sexual Sign
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Fuckin Hate My Family
God I hate ppl so much right now. I mean damn even my own family cant except the fact that I am tryin to better myself. Tryin to make a real life for me and Heaven. Instead of being happy that I am doin something to improve our lives they are fuckin puttin me down for it. Makin my life a living hell cuz they dont wanna better themselves...they are happy having nothing and owing everyone. Well Im sorry that Im not. I want my lil angel to have a better life then that and I am bound to give it to her. I have been up here for about a month now and still aint back with her father but do you think they would believe that...hell no. Instead they want to ruin any chance I have of makin things work with my soldier...I am really starting to wish I would have just been adopted out as a kid...then I wouldnt be dealin with my families bullshit. I swear I hate ppl right now. Damn why the fuck dont they simply mind their own business and let me live my life. Im still young and cant help th

Waiting To Die
Waiting To Die I don't give a fuck! I'm a hitman, i'm a stalker, i'm a solider, i'm a street walker Fuck you! You don't know me , i'm a freak Never slow down, never sleep I get so high! Don't play with me, see me, stay away from me Just let me ride! No you can't fade me, I ain't trying to hear shit that you saying to me (chorus) Everybody dies Just let me There is nothing wrong with me I'm not trying to see things your way I'm not lost, i'm not drowning, i'm not lost I'm just waiting, waiting to die I drink too much! See me fall down, see me laugh, see me fuck up, see me laugh I'll bust yo lip! Keep talking shit, guard your grill A killer will fire at will I fuck the system That first fucked me I question the authority to kill a minority Fuck you! No, fuck you, i'm a freak, I ain't trying to hear shit that you saying to me Everybody dies Hed PE

Kiss Off
I need someone a person to talk to Someone whod care to love Could it be you could it be you Situation gets rough then I start to panic Its not enough its just a habit Hey kid your sick well darling this is it You can all just kiss off into the air Behind my back I can see them stare Theyll hurt me bad but I wont mind Theyll hurt me bad they do it all the time Yeah yeah they do it all the time I hope you know this will go down On your permanent record Oh yeah well dont get so distressed Did I happen to mention that Im impressed I take one one one cause you left me and Two two two for my family and 3 3 3 for my heartache and 4 4 4 for my headaches and 5 5 5 for my lonely and 6 6 6 for my sorrow and 7 7 for no tomorrow and 8 8 I forget what 8 was for and 9 9 9 for a lost God and 10 10 10 10 for everything Everything everything everything Violent Femmes

August 3, 2007
New information comes your way and gets you far more excited than you have been in quite a while. The odds are good that an opportunity is suddenly opening up, so get ready to jump right on it! BRING IT ON ... IM READY ;)

Livestrong Update
LiveStrong Challenge 2007- The site is only open to donations to individuals for another few days so please get them in. I appreciate everything, we beat last years total by $300 so far. Over $1,600! I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised $1,500 but I only had a month in which to fund raise. This year the goal is at least $3,000 which is very doable. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. My donation website: http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215

Radio
On 8/3/2007, tattooandpierced@fubar.com wrote: when u get 2 chat tell them mik sent u ty ty Psych Ward Radio GRAND OPENING!!! 3 Aug today bitchs!! Todays grand opening with some of the best DJs on FUBAR! Come in for prizes of all sorts. First 15 people that comes in after 4pm EST gets a drink from yours truely. From 4pm to 12pm est that brings in the most people that says "hay you brought me in" and joins the lounge gets a free blast. Don't get upset if you dont win the blast another one will be givin at random for a contest later anounced. Also other prizes may be given away!! Stop in have a good time and enjoy yourself! Tonights DJs are DJ Tripp starting the party off at 4pm est DJ Loco at 6pm est Jester at 8pm est DJ Psychopathic Juggalo at 930pm est DJ Isis closing out the night cLICK THE PIC PWR PIC TO JOIN US!!!! If big lounges are not your thing join one of the sister

Polygamy
The term polygamy (many marriages in late Greek) is used in related ways in social anthropology, sociobiology, and sociology. Polygamy can be defined as any "form of marriage in which a person [has] more than one spouse."[1] In social anthropology, polygamy is the practice of marriage to more than one spouse simultaneously. Historically, polygamy has been practiced as polygyny (one man having more than one wife), or as polyandry (one woman having more than one husband), or, less commonly as "polygamy" (having many wives and many husbands at one time). (See "Forms of Polygamy" below.) In contrast monogamy is the practice of each person having only one spouse at a time. Like monogamy, the term is often used in a de facto sense, applying regardless of whether the relationships are recognized by the state (see marriage for a discussion on the extent to which states can and do recognize potentially and actually polygamous forms as valid).

Life
well lets see...this is my first blog here. I am a mother of 3 children the youngest being only 3 months old. so life at my house is pretty hectic. My baby,(meaning hes the 3 month old) Izayah...cries..my older son, Jakob..he's 5...throws fits...and my daugher, Taylor, shes 7 has an attitude problem...lol then you add my boyfriends attitude in with that...it all makes for a lot of frustrated people. but all in all it is still a great family. I wouldnt trade them for anything. My boyfriend and I play a lot of cards with my cousin and her husband. So we never get to sleep early. But then again, my son dont go to sleep very early either. If you cant tell, im pretty much writing about anything and everything. I will write more later, its time for me to get to sleep.

Zodiac Sign
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Blah
I'm so bored. I really wish that the friends that lived nearby were better friends... like if my best friend would call me for a change to make plans instead of me always having to call her to make plans. I've just stopped calling.. she apparantely doesn't care.

Football
today i go forth in search of my first victory of the season..so far were 0-4 this year and im 0-25 in my life....its been 12 years since ive played and sometime i wonder if im just an old man tryin to play a kids game my knees hurt so bad i wana cry yes cry....i love to play and love the team, GO IRISH...but have i gone to far and just dont know when to give up....

Taps
Taps AN INTERESTING HISTORY If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but, I checked it out and it's true: ? IT IS VERY INTERSTING We, in the United States, have all heard the haunting song, "Taps" . It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men, near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier, who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Capta

A Good Can Of Corn...
There were three couples, one elderly, one middle aged, and one newlywed, that wanted to join a church. So the minister tells them that in order to be members they must abstain from sex for two whole weeks. After two weeks, the minister asks the elderly couple if they had abstained. "Yes, no problem!" So the minister welcomes them to the church. Then he asks the middle aged couple the same question "Well, after one week, the husband had to sleep on the couch, but we made it!" So the minister welcomes them to the church. Then the minister asks the newlywed couple if they had abstained from sex for two weeks. "We were unable to abstain. On the third day, my wife dropped a can of corn and when she bent over to pick it up, LUST and PASSION overcame me!" "I'm sorry," the minister says, "but you are both banned from this church!" "That's okay," says the husband, "We were banned from the supermarket, too."

"division"
"Division" Torn asunder from the start expelled from heaven ripped apart cast aside arms flailing wide caught in the tide purgatories ride bound and tied burning up inside angles deride at the divide seperated they cried yearning to collide love never died by Jon

Third Degree
THIRD DEGREE Innocent children under your care what they've become to you my despair to your actions they are unaware Locked inside your arsenal of hate you mindless warden of their fate your treasures you willingly desecrate Innocent victims in your relentless war your tactic more than I abhor trampling their innocence to settle the score You I hold accountable for this crime for their innocence I hold sublime your actions are only buying you time Using them as weapons of mass destruction truly sheds light on your dysfunction in this you shall find your greatest obstruction I've long since learned to suck up your sting not breaking regardless of the pain you bring watch me now as I'm about to take wing Merging the powers of dark and light I bare my teeth and prepare for flight SO SHALL DARKSUN RISE THIS NIGHT!!!!!!! Jon

August 4th Horoscope
No matter where you are in life, you still feel you could use more education -- and you can tell the next step is going to be fun. Whether you're taking a new class or studying on your own, it's rewarding. Starting school in January to become a Surgical (Scrub) Tech...yippee no more desk for me in 2 1/2 years

Salesmanship
Bibles (funny) > >A pastor concluded that his church was getting into very serious >financial troubles while checking the church storeroom; he discovered >several cartons of new bibles that had never been opened and >distributed. So at his Sunday sermon, he asked for three volunteers >from the congregation who would be willing to sell the bibles door to >door for $10 each to raise the desperately needed money for the church. >Jack, Paul and Louis all raised their hands to volunteer. The minister >knew that Jack and Paul earned their living as salesmen and were likely >capable of selling some bibles. But he had serious doubts about Louis, >a local farmer who had always kept to himself because he was >embarrassed by his speech impediment. Poor Louis stuttered badly. But, >NOT WANTING TO discourage Louis, the minister decided to let him try >anyway. He sent the three of them away with the back seat of their cars >stacked with bibles. He asked them to meet wit

My Thoughts As Of Right Now!!!
Sinking fading fast... Tortured souls clashing and colliding... Drowning in a sea of twisted broken dreams... Ripped apart tearing out my heart... It lies bleeding in your hand where I left it... Throw it away, crush it to the ground... I will never need it again... I have turned black, cold as ice... I will never feel again... I will become everything you say I am... Only to make you fulfill your fantasy of me... I live only to please... In what ever way you may need... I will become your worst nightmare... If that is what you really want of me... I will be your heaven, I will be your hell... I am an angel on my knees... It is for you that I bleed.. Punish me if you must... If it makes you feel like a man... But cherish me always... For I am only what you created... Nothing more nothing less... Do you like what you have made of me???

Complications.. No Need To Rate...
You'd think with all the other problems in my life, that some how, some way, I'd end up with a break... You'd THINK. But. No. There is not enough on Emjay's plate, give her more grief. Another call off someone I'd rather not hear from, my biological mother. It seems I now need to change my number, and make it silent. Continually being told, stress less sweetie. You are pregnant, you've been to the hospital twice already with complications, any more stressing and it could end up being game over. I can't write anymore, I already feel I've said enough. - Emjay xxx

The Concert Was Awesome....
Last Sunday was the Jason Aldean concert and OMFG it was so awesome. He sang all his best songs. Woot Woot he grabbed my hand :D *drooling*.. I bought a t shirt, and a pic. I also got one of his guitar strings that broke off in the middle of one of his songs. And the song list that he looked at through out the hole concert woot woot go me :P. I get to add those to the oh so many other souveniers I have gotten in the last few months. Anyway I would recommend everyone go see him he is oh so worth the money. Jason Boland opened for him and he is an amazing artist too.

You Know Who You Are....
Special are the days when I think of you Special are the nights when you're in my dreams Oh the pain...the longing to be touched by you...Kissed by you I wake up from a dream To reach out but you're not there It wasn't at all what it seemed I only long to have you here to see you...feel you...TASTE you I want you to be with me...inside of me To give you all the love you're due To show you what true lover can really be You're already in my heart...in my soul it took you to make me completely whole.

Poker Pete13's Acct. Was Deleted. Please Show Some Love.
Pete's acct. got deleted. Please go fan, rate add,spank... Show him LOTS O LOVINS He's a sweeety and a true gentleman pokiepete ~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB FOUNDER~HONORABLE SOCIETY OF WOLVES~@ fubar

Annoyed
kk only ppl on my fam list can see my private pix.i deleted 12 ppl so far cuz of that.if u read my profile then u would not have been deleted n the 1st place.i will not add ur 2 my fam list just so u can see them either.u have 2 actually talk 2 me & it will take alot of convincin on ur part.so 4 the last time if u ask 2 see my private pix then i will delete u.dont say i didnt warn u.tyvm

"come With Me"
He walks upon me slowly.."take my hand and come with me." I sit looking at him blankly. He persists even more.."come with me." I watch his dark hand reach for me again. He leans in slowly.."Natalie, I can make the pain go away." I whisper, "where are we going?" He looks at me with a smile that sends shiver through my spine. But yet I sat waiting for the answer. He leans in and whispers,"Natalie,why dont u trust me?" I stare at him. I choke out... "who r u?", "I trust no one, anymore." He continues, "Natalie, would i lie to u?" I blurt out, "I dont know would u." He smiles again. speaking calmly, "Come with me." I get up slowly...(feeling the darkness surrounding me) I whisper, "why do u want me?" He laughs loudly, "you've always been mine, stop denying ur true self." I boast, "i deny , nothing." He grabs me close to him, hugging me into his chest. I gasp for air, try to break free, but i am no match. He leans into my earand whispers, "As ur lyfeles

For The Rest Of My Life
For The Rest Of My Life by Lillian Figueroa I promise I'll love you for the rest of my life If you'll be my husband, I'll proudly be your wife. I will love you until the end of time I'll be your everything, if you'll be mine. I wanna hold you forever and never let go I love you so much, just thought you should know. I'll never stop caring; I'll never leave you Believe me, my love will always be true. I don't care what people think; I don't care what they say Doesn't matter if they doubt us, I'll love you either way. If you're asking if I love you, baby, I do You don't have to worry; our love will always be true. I love the way you love me, I only wish that you could see Just how much your love means to me. I miss you now, there's never a time I don't Don't think I'll ever leave you, cuz baby, I won't. I don't care about the world as long as I'm with you Believe me when I say that no one else will do. I said I'll love you forever, and that’s just

First Update
I have taken some new photos so I hope ya'll like them. Have fun at the gathering, I didn't get the time off I requested so I will not be able to make it. If you can send me some pics I would love to see how awesome the gathering is/was. Here are my new pics. Enjoy! After Work that Same Day!

I'm Awake Now. . .
I was just absolutely terrified by my own mind. I was sleeping very well, and then my mind decided to dream. This was no ordinary dream, I have only had one like this before in my life and it has not happened in 14 years. I still remember every detail of that dream as I will never forget the details of this. My close friends and I had just bought a house. We were all moved in and were just getting things unpacked and situated into place. The four of us had separated to our respective areas of the house to finish unpacking and hanging our various sundries and such when a knock came at our door. I was excited for this was our first visitor. My room was the closest to the front door, so I got there first, followed by Shawn, then Dan, then Trampas. It was one of our neighbors over to wish us well and give us a housewarming gift of food and assorted stuffs. We thanked her and bid her adieu as she walked away, all very sunny, nice and calm. The boys and I decided to eat because w

For Today...8/6/07
I just found out that my mother is having emergent double bypass surgery within the hour. So, please, for today....don't shout obscenities at me....don't ask to see me on cam...don't ask me to look at your NSFW pics...don't ask me to rate you...don't be abrassive with your compliments....I'm here so that the people that care about me can be given updates as to her progress. All I ask of all of you....for today...pray for her. She's got 6 grandsons that ADORE her and 3 kids who would give anything to take her place so that she woudln't have to go through this. Please, I beg, be respectful today so that I can feel like I can stay to keep people updated. Thank you.

Missin My Hubbs
Im pretty excited my hubby gets to come home on R&R soon.. I got my license and drove myself back down to ga. I did really good and made really good timing made it down here in 9 hours. Im really glad to be home. Its nice here. Im workin on my tan. My legs are getting pretty dark. I got the house all decorated cute. Now all i have to do is wait for my hubby to get home. anyhow thats pretty much all that has been happening. TTYL!

Friend Needs Contestants For Her Contest!!
SEXIEST NIGHTIE CONTEST I am hosting my very first contest! Are you ready to help some sexy women in thier nighties? Come on they deserve your luv! The contest will be starting Sunday August 5th at 8 PM EST and will run to the following Sunday August 12th at 8 PM EST First prize will be a 3 day blast. Second Prize will be Porsche. Third Prize will be a Corvette. If you would like to enter the contest, send me the link to the picture in an email and I will get back to you when I add you. Just click on Goddess }|{ Devine! Goddess }|{ Devine Good luck to all! Current contestants. Cathy ~of the Godfather family ~ ANGEL_TEARS***?§TheAtomicBombers§?*** Special R Kay

Mxpx-i'm Ok You're Ok
What's going on tonight? Is everything alright? I hope that nothing's wrong. I haven't seen you in so long. I'm away, you're here to stay and I'm away and you're ok You're here to stay and I'm away, you're here to stay and I'm ok What exactly do you do, when I'm not with you? What exactly do you say, all the time that I'm away? You tell me nothing's wrong Seems like I've been gone oh so long Nothing seems to have changed Yet the familiar things seem all so strange -------------------------------

Restrain Me Papers
I consider myself to be pretty frickin intelligent, but after one week of trying to file restraining order papers in the correct way. (meaning copied and stapled and presented correctly) I'm pretty sure that I'm not as super smart as I claim to be, or think I am. Dawn was with me when I picked up the papers.....I believe. She is working and does not have the time during the day to file the papers, and so, because she is my very best freckly friend. I volunteered. She came to my house, and while I fed her children corn dogs and ice pops she filled them out. "geeeeeeez how many times do I have to write this?!" her red hair was up in a sloppy bun and she lay against her arm as she wrote. I opened the dishwasher and began to empty it. "I dunno". I remember shrugging and thinking. How difficult could it be? The next morning I lazily drank my coffee and smoked a morning cigarette as I looked over the papers. Hmmm. I showered and dressed and headed downtown to the cour

My Collection.. It's Not What You Think...
My husband is funny. He says.. Couldn't you collect something normal, like normal people? Me, I collect cars. I can't help it, it's an obsession since I bought and sold the '65 stang. Well currently I own an '06 Mustang. In two weeks I will acquire an '81 Camaro Burlinetta, and now I'm in the market for a Corvette. I also have my truck which I'm looking to get rid of soon for a new truck. What? I tried collecting normal things like figurine's and such. When Gramma died I inherited all of her figurines. I'm figurined out. I have books.. but with being in college.. I don't want to read text books and then normal books. I have movies, but I only watch a selected few a thousand times. Cars now.. Cars, I can work on them. Detail them, show them off. Drive them. Basically I can have all sorts of dirty nail fun with them. So what.. I like my cars.

My Dragon
Flying so high, Watching, and hovering over head. The strong wings of my dragon hold pride. They flap, Powerful with great efficiency. My dragon is graceful and slick, But kind and caring. With love in his dragon heart, He watches for trouble. Like demons and monsters, Who lurk in dark caves. But he is never too serious for a laugh. He roars for his enjoyment, Loud and strong. Like he just beat a knight in shining armor, And is now showing off his victory. He may seem fierce, He may seem scary, But a dragon shouldn't be judged on his appearance, But by his sweet heart inside. Especially mine, My fearless, and courageous dragon.

Catch His Firse And Carry His Flame 2007 In Hawaii
Catch his fire and carry his flame conference where:word of life in honolulu address:544 queen st who will be preaching:dr frederick price,jentezen franklin,creflo dollar,mike francen and pastor casey treat. led by:pastor art and kuna

August 7, 2007
Now is a great time to check in with distant friends. Lines of communication are clear to you, and you can get a much better sense of how they're doing -- even over email or IM. Just the gesture is enough. I just did this >.>

Sex Kwiz
My Neece (& babee sister) came hom frum 8th grade health class yesterdee wiff this kwiz. I wuz helpin her owt. Let's see how yoo do on it too: A menstrual cycle has three wheels. True or False Asphalt describes rectal problems. True or False Spread Eagle is an extinct bird. True or False Vagina is a medical term used to describe a Heart Attack. True or False The clitoris is a type of flower. True or False A G-string is part of a fiddle. True or False Semen is a term for sailors. True or False Anus is a Latin term for yearly. True or False Testicles are found on an Octopus. True or False A pubic hair is a wild rabbit. True or False KOTEX is a radio station in Cincinnati. True or False Masturbate is used to catch large fish. True or False Coitus is a musical instrument. True or False Fetus is a character on Gunsmoke. True or False An umbilical cord is part of a parachute. True or False A condom is a large apartment complex.

Mystics
Hot, spiced fire exists only for eternity From fiery, crimson dragons Watching the white phoenix stagger. Journey to the celestial valley Where vision is death to heaven, and God and Goddess manifest paradise. Plunge a vow in blood Then swim naked in hazy magic. Illumination in light of ecstasy. I dreamed serpents of gold, caused warless explosions in stagnant pools at dawn.

What Is It About Possessive People?
What the hell do people think? I am on a few sites. POF is one of them. Been there for a while and have made some great friends! I started talking to this guy and we were having a good time chatting. Made plans to meet him and everything. He saw that I was still on POF, I was actually looking for him, and he sent me an email saying that I must be playing the field, that he does get jealous and he dont like to share his woman.. and then in the same breath said i wasn't his woman.. but he can tend to be a little possessive. WTF?!?! Hell no, I ain't going thru that again. I told him that we could be friends.. thats it! Nothing more. Am I taking what he said wrong or am I right on the money?

Life Lesson From Worms
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service --

Man Can Do It Better
Subject: Man I'm Tired You sure better be careful what you pray for. There is NOTHING impossible for God!! LOLOL J MAN I'M TIRED! A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid

See Ya Later
I have come to a conclusion that this site is a hazard to ones ability to live there life as they should!! Know on in there right mind should spend more time on this damn page then with there family !! I am so tired off it so see you later and I hope that everyone feels free to message me but I won't be on for a while !!! With Love to All !!!!! Amanda

Little Scibbles
just some oldish poems that Im posting for a friend to read. don't mind the morbid rambles, some of my best writing is when I am starring down a black hole! - Bleed My mind is bent and twisted, Knotted and tied round it. Today seems like February But February seems like yesterday, And the day before Wednesday. Blood on my shirt is dry and brown, Think I should have a shower, I take a look at myself in the mirror And scream a little louder. Someone please hold me, A stranger is starring at me through the mirror, Her arms bleed and she feels relieved. What’s wrong? Oh...That’s just me bleeding again. - Insanity Forbidden, eclipsed yet shaken eyes, Press out for touch of mind. Isolated from self, menace of life Brutal temper calms darkest of nights. Conversing with self, Reflection of truth, speak of lie. Though reversing from society, Cloaking self within irony. Tangled and twisted, soaked and blistered Sweeps solid shame over casual blam

When Cyberbullying Hits Teens
When cyberbullying hits teens By Eric J. Sinrod http://news.com.com/When+cyberbullying+hits+teens/20-×1030_3-6201365.html Story last modified Wed Aug 08 05:29:35 PDT 2007 I recently covered a report that indicates that teenagers generally are taking some privacy steps to protect themselves from online risks. Nevertheless, a recent data memo from the Pew Internet & American Life Project suggests that cyberbullying truly is a problem for teens. Indeed, approximately one-third of teenagers on the Internet report that they have been targets of "menacing" online activities, such as receiving threatening messages, having their private e-mails or instant and text messages forwarded without consent, having an embarrassing photo posted without permission, or having rumors spread about them online. On top of this, girls are more likely than boys to be targets. In terms of raw numbers, 15 percent of teenagers state that they have had private e-mail, instant messages or text m

Loverman
There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) Bucking and braying and pawing the floor (How much longer) Well, he's howling with pain and crawling up the walls (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outside your door (How much longer) And he's weak with evil and broken by the world (How much longer) And he's shouting your name and asking for more (How much longer) There's a devil waiting outisde your door (How much longer) Lover man! Since the world began Forever, Amen Till the end of time Take off that dress I'm coming down Ooh I'm your loverman Cause I am what I am what I am what I am L is for LOVE baby O is for ONLY you that I do V is for loving VIRTUALLY everything that you are E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do R is for RAPE me M is for MURDER me A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to be the answer to all ofyours I'll be your Lo

For Fans Of The Band Down
CONFORMITY guitarist/vocalist Pepper Keenan, drummer Jimmy Bower (EYEHATEGOD, SUPERJOINT RITUAL guitarist), bassist Rex Brown (ex-PANTERA), guitarist Kirk Windstein (CROWBAR), and vocalist Philip Anselmo (SUPERJOINT RITUAL, ex-PANTERA) — has set "Under the Over" as the title of its third album, according to several fans who have met and spoken to the members of the group during their current Australian tour with HEAVEN AND HELL. However, it should be noted that this information has not yet been officially confirmed by the band or its management (McGhee Entertainment). In a recent interview with Andrew Haug of Triple J's "Full Metal Racket", Keenan stated about the upcoming DOWN CD, "Our main goal was to try and take these ideas and all the things we had been through personally and collectively [including Hurricane Katrina and death of Dimebag] and really try and focus on trying to stay positive and not using these negative things to write songs. So we were really trying to take that

My Next Life
MY NEXT LIFE I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start to work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions-central heating, room service on tap and then..... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case......

Laugh For August 8
Alabama Dumb Laws It is illegal for a driver to be blindfolded while operating a vehicle. Dominoes may not be played on Sunday. It is illegal to wear a fake moustache that causes laughter in church. Putting salt on a railraod track may be punishable by death. Boogers may not be flicked into the wind. Bear wrestling matches are prohibited. It is legal to drive the wrong way down a one-way street if you have a lantern attached to the front of your automobile. You must have windshield wipers on your car. You may not have an ice cream cone in your back pocket at any time. Masks may not be worn in public. Men may not spit in front of the opposite sex. You may not drive barefooted. It is illegal to maim oneself to escape duty. It is illegal to impersonate a person of the clergy. Women are able to retain all property they owned prior to marriage in the case of divorce. However, this provision does not apply to men. Incestous marr

Lead Head: Pencil Pusher
BERLIN - After being plagued for 55 years with the torment of a pencil lodged in her head, a German woman has finally had it removed. Margaret Wegner, now 59, was 4 years old when she fell while carrying the 3.15 inch-long pencil, which went through her cheek and into her brain. "It bored right through the skin and disappeared into my head," Wegner told Germany's best-selling newspaper, Bild. "It hurt like crazy." At the time the technology did not exist to safely remove the pencil, so Wegner had to live with it — and the chronic headaches and nosebleeds that it brought — for the next five-and-a-half decades. But on Friday, Dr. Hans Behrbohm, an ear, nose and throat specialist at Berlin's Park-Klinik Weissensee, was able to use modern techniques to identify the exact location of the pencil so that he could accurately determine that the risks of removing it, and then take most of it out. The operation was particularly difficult because of the way the pencil had shifted

As Long As You Love Me
As Long As You Love Me I'll be your best friend I'll be your companion best friend till the end As long as you love me As long as you stay I'll do anything for you Anyplace, any day I'll bring you the sunlight I'll comfort your tears I'll fight all my life To chase all your fears As long as forever My love will be ture forever i perfect If im loving you

Hmmmm... Life....
It's funny how life works huh? You sit in a situation that gets worse and worse, hoping that it will all just become wonderful once you endure the shit, and it ends up the opposite way, just snowballing into one huge "Go fuck yourself, I hope you die and burn in hell!" So then the finger is pointed at you in all situations, as if everything wrong was because of your inadequacies, and you're told you'll never be happy again, noone will love you for who you are, and so on and so forth. But the thing is... life needs to teach you lessons, you have to endure the shit to have karma give you a sweet portion of life. I guess you could say this is exactly what just happened to me! I'd been sitting there, turning down every great oppotunity that had shown itself to me, because I will never double-cross another person. Now that I've said "fuck it" to my unhappy situation, I'm being approached by great ones. Men are a mystery to me, always will be, but because of that reason, I'm not

Lost In It...
I can still smell you... The sweet scent of you and I lingering in my brain for far too long Is it because I never want it to leave? Will it hurt too bad to lose it? And your touch... How can I forget the way your fingertips feel on my skin Causing tremors to run thru my body with every movement the way you look into my eyes... your eyes tell me everything or is it that MY eyes tell YOU everything? Slowly your lips follow every curve of my body. Ravaging every inch of my pale skin My lips quiver as they feel your breath inner thigh gets the attention tho my body is begging for you to take me instead you worship my legs for they are your weakness back down to my inner thigh... how I want so badly to grab your head I can't take it anymore I need you to taste me.... a few licks on my lips and you tongue brushes my clit! OH THE TORTURE!!! Back to the legs... HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!? my moans getting louder by the second.. watch the breathing... I need t

3 For The Price Of 1
OK THESE THREE GIRLS, THE MISCHEVIOUS THREESOME.. ALL AWESOME GIRLS THAT NEED A LOT OF LOVE! THEY LOVED TO BE SPANKED AND HAVE BE TOSSED AROUND (by pimpouts of course) SO GO AND SHOW THEM LOTS'O'LOVE!! USER FRIENDLY **Stalked by RAYNE©**@ fubar *~*whatsherface*~*@ fubar *~*Appearance Can Be Deceiving, Deception Can Be Appealing*~*@ fubar CHEERS TO ALL OF YOU, ONCE AGAIN!! DRINK DRANK DRUNK!! Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar FINE PRINT: "The problem with some people is that when they aren't drunk, they're sober.” - William Butler Yeats Beautiful GirlsBy Sean KingstonBest Video Codes

People
Every now and then.. someone that i think is either.. super smart... super nice.. or super whatver.... just go and do something that just fucks that image all up...... Ugh I hate wondering what makes people tick...

Fakes
dontcha just hate it wen ppl make themselves out 2 b sumthin they r not? OMG, that is the worst thing ever, but watever makes em feel good or feel more of a human...may they knock themselves out in doing so...me, i choose to be me at all cost...if u dont like it, oh well mayb it was not meant 4 u 2 like me and vice-versa! especially the ones that talk this big game and make out like they r tellin the truth and MEAN wat they say...its all a big joke and dont think 4 once that ppl like me blieve u, we can see rite thru u and ur ways...ur 2 obvious, mayb if u tried bein a lil discreet bout it we may not figure it out within the first convo, c'mon make it a challenge would ya...oh but wait those sorta ppl cant understand wat exactly a challenge means...oh well, and here i thought i was gonna b able 2 play a game! damnit! how bout this, b who u r or dont even bother with me i dont hav time 4 fakers!

Crumbledword Old Poem Wrote
what are you to do when the world around you crumbles and falls, when the ones you love cry and wither away, where are you to stand, where are you to kneel....and pray, your mind raceing a mile a minute, yet you dont know a single thought, when nothing can comfert you, not even the alcohol you bought, when you realize it is all your fault, but you cant take back what you have done, you sit and think of the past, and all the webs of lies you have spun, with your tears running deep red, from that fire you feel inside, the fire started from your youth, the day your soul had died, your soul vanished in the wind, and from that day forward you where amiss, and the feelings of everyone you know, where simply dismissed, so you sit with nothing near you, and no where to stand, yet you finaly kneel, but with that gun in your hand.

Daughtery -- Used To
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least

Falling Water Dance
I arrive at the glade looking for something undefined. Stillness, singularity, enervation - but something more, something I can't carry away from the glade. I scale a large rock at the edge of the waterfall- fed pool and sit, expectantly. The music of the waterfall fills me, and my yearning slowly melts away. I rise to leave, accepting that oneness with the waterfall will be all that I achieve today. As I turn to step down, I realize you have arrived, gliding through the glade, moving to your own private music. I have seen you here before, but the dance was not with you then. Without consideration, I sit again on the rock, now facing into the silent, sun-speckled glade. There is something true about your dance and when I can stand apart no longer, I rise and move toward the center, intent on discovering if our truths match. Without a glance at me, you intercept my path. I raise a hand to get your attention, but you glide past me, then around behind. I stand there, awaiting your r

Weight Loss!!!
I just wanted to keep you all up to date on my weight loss before I went back to work. As of today I have lost 102 lbs..I am so happy and very proud of my accomplishments..I hope you are too!!! Everyone have a great weekend!!!!

Sad At The Moment
For those of you that know me, and know what I do for a living know I have a pretty stressful job. I just received a phone call concerning one of my clients. In the short time she has been in my office, I recognize her by her voice on the phone just saying hello. She's so full of life and energy. You would not know by looking at her that she is in stage 4 cancer. It is terminal and the doctors have called in Hospice for the six months to a year left in her life. She has gotten sick with her treatments and does not see the point of continuing them with no chances of recovery. She instead intends to live as much of her life as possible before she loses this battle. I will think of her and keep her in my prayers so that what time she does have is not painful and that she can enjoy her life.

Ty Sooo Much
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts recently i fucked up my pofile and all my 56 friends in my guestbook were deleted!! i need help getting it back where it was so if u could stop on my page and sign it i would surely appreciate it and i got special gifts for all that do! thanks for helping a sista out ya'll love u ---DAWNMySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

In A Mood Today
I must be in one heck of a mood today, and I hate days like this. I have too much time to think and when I do that I start worrying about everything in my life. I am counting the days until the monkeys go back to school so they will get back on a better routine. Something I can not wait for! During the summer they just have too much free time and time together to get on each other's nerves, meaning my son and my daughter. All in all my life is going great but unfortunately one thing I don't deal well with is any uncertain issues. I know there are things beyond my ability to help but it doesn't mean I have to like it. Sometimes I will think something is wrong when nothing is. According to my mother, if I'm not 100% stressed out then I don't know to function. I guess that's why I work in a very stressful job...so I can maintain stress in my life.

R.i.p Lilly.
Hey everyone I just found out that one of my girlfriends daughters drown at 2 years old. I would appreciate it if you could please keep this family in your prayers and hearts. The little girls name was Lily the most adorable two year old you could imagine. Thank you very much. Missy A.K.A Spicy Angel (

Fuck You Drama Queen Motherfuckers!!
it never ceases to amaze me how when someone feels that there life is shit, they have to ruin it for others. they go out of they're fucking way to destroy something that an honest man works soo fucking hard to create and appreciate. some of you know that my marriage has been on shaky ground as of late. but i have put soo fucking much effort in to saving it and then someone comes along a starts telling lies and false claims, just to undermine what i have worked so hard to build. why? is it to try and feel better because they're life sucks? because they're relationship went to shit? IS IT SOO GODDAMNED HARD TO LET WELL ENOUGH ALONE? i dont know, and i dont fucking care. my marriage is now pretty fucking much shit now. thank you so very fucking much, you insecure, sick fucking child. all i did was try and be a friend to you when you needed it. i was up front, and told you that i was in love with my wife, and i wanted for my marriage to work. now two hearts are broken just becaus

Canada Anyone?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070810/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/bush_war_adviser Bush war adviser says draft worth a look Bush war adviser says draft worth a look By RICHARD LARDNER Fri Aug 10, 7:06 PM ET Frequent tours for U.S. forces in Iraq and Afghanistan have stressed the all-volunteer force and made it worth considering a return to a military draft, President Bush's new war adviser said Friday. "I think it makes sense to certainly consider it," Army Lt. Gen. Douglas Lute said in an interview with National Public Radio's "All Things Considered." "And I can tell you, this has always been an option on the table. But ultimately, this is a policy matter between meeting the demands for the nation's security by one means or another," Lute added in his first interview since he was confirmed by the Senate in June. President Nixon abolished the draft in 1973. Restoring it, Lute said, would be a "major policy shift" and Bush has made it clear that he doesn't think it's necess

Yes I'm Referring To You...lol..you Know Who You Are.
The word "doppelgänger" is a German loanword. It derives from Doppel (double) and Gänger (walker). As is true for all other "native" nouns in German, the word is written with an initial capital letter; however English usage varies. In English, the word is conventionally uncapitalized (doppelgänger). It is also common to drop the diacritic umlaut, writing "doppelganger". The correct alternative German spelling would be "Doppelgaenger". Folklore The doppelgängers of folklore cast no shadow, and have no reflection in a mirror or in water. They are supposed to provide advice to the person they shadow, but this advice can be misleading or malicious. They can also, in rare instances, plant ideas in their victim's mind or appear before friends and relatives, causing confusion. In many cases once someone has viewed his own doppelgänger he is doomed to be haunted by images of his ghostly counterpart Other folklore says that when a person's doppelgänger is seen, the person him/herself

Boyfriend Material
Boyfriend Application... A Little bit about yourself!!! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] want to

Let Go Or Hold On The Person???
If you really care for and love someone so much, would you let that person go or hold on to that person? I think that if you really love someone so much and care about him A LOT then you would let that person go and be happy because what's the point of holding on to that person while you know that he doesn't love you or that he doesn't want to be with you? And what's the point of holding on if he's not happy with you? You're only gonna hurt yourself more for doing this..

Today I Blocked A Friend Who Was Presisant To Viewing Him On Cam For>>? What Would You Do If In My Sistutation?
Im sad and yet I know stuff like this happens . I hate to lose friends but he was so determined and all for me to view him on cam. I dont trust cams cause of a bad experience once . And now I just say no ; Guys get all mad at me cause I wont look or view .. They ask whats my hang up about cams.. Well my hang ups are mine . and A bad experince one is enough for me ; see I came from an abused life style and Im not going back wards to that life : Im in my Saviours hands now : He pulled me away to see good and not evil anymore ; He showed me love and not hate ; If I feel uncomfortable, then it isnt right with me or God ; If your a true Friend you,ll understand this . and im so sad to lose friends but are they truly friends, if they want me to go against my God or beliefs to view them in a way that I wont ,and cant..thank you all have a great weekend now .. hug diana

10s'
GUESS THEY CAN'T ALL BE 10s'. Blogging is a hit or miss game.However,I sure do thank all who visit my blogs.A fun way to get some dander up,make new friends and voice opinions. I try to make my blogs THOUGHT PROVOKING,giving the bloggers and blog readers something to ponder.The brain is the most important muscle we have, and if we do not excersise the brain it becomes addle.

Love Will Win
Listen to me my child You have been away for a while You once were so meek and mild Please know pain is not my style Others want to take my hand But alone you choose to stand I control no one, there’s nothing I demand I just need you to understand There’s nothing wrong with craving me This is where all want to be By my side pleasure they will see Accept me now let me set you free Sweet caresses delivered to your lips I’ll put a gentle sway in your hips From your neck a lover will nip And from my nectar you will sip You know you need me within And you will see my friend That in the very end Love will always win

Ok...i'm Back
Thought about it (again) long and hard, and I'm gonna stick around and raise a little hell. I have never been one to back down or take a knee to anyone. SOOOO, THAT MEANS LOCK UP YOUR VALUABLES AND YOUR DOORS CAUSE THE TERROR THAT FLAPS IN THE NIGHT IS BACK AND READY TO QUACK ALL NIGHT LONG!!!!

Yo, What The Hell??????
WHATS GOOD PEOPLE... WHAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON WHEN YOU PUT UP A HARMLESS MUMMS AND YOU GET SUSPENDED (FOR A SO CALLED WEEK) AND IT GOES LONGER THAN THAT? I MEAN WE THE FUBAR COMMUNITY COME AND SHOW OUR LUV EVERYDAY. WE COMMENT , PUT UP PICS, AND ALL THE OTHER THINGS THEY ASK US TO DO, BUT THEY CAN'T JUMP AND TAKE OFF SUSPENSIONS LIKE THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO. NOW I ASK YOU MA PEOPLE, IF YOU FEEL LIKE FUBAR HAS DONE YOU WRONG LIKE ME... HERE IS YOU PLCE TO COMMENT ON IT.

Stupid Quetions
A stitch in time saves nine what? After eating, do amphibians have to wait one hour before getting out of the water? After they make Styrofoam, what do they ship it in? Are female moths called myths? Are part-time band leaders semi-conductors? Are there a lot of virgins in the Virgin Islands? Are there any unguided missiles? Are you breaking the law if you drive past those road signs that say "Do Not Pass"? Are you telling the truth if you lie in bed? Before they invented drawing boards, what did they go back to? Can a stupid person be a smart-ass? Can fat people go skinny-dipping? Can you buy an entire chess set in a pawnshop? Can you get cavities in your dentures if you use too much artificial sweetener? Could crop-circles be the work of a cereal killer? Crime doesn't pay... does that mean my job is a crime? Day light savings time - why are they saving

Never Leave Your Nuts Alone!
Never leave your Nuts alone A doctor at an insane asylum decided to take his patients to a baseball game. For weeks in advance, he coached his patients to respond to his commands. When the day of the game arrived. Everything went quite well. As the National Anthem started, the doctor yelled, "Up Nuts", and the patients complied by standing up. After the anthem, he yelled, "Down Nuts", and they all sat back down in their seats. After a home run was hit, the doctor yelled, "Cheer Nuts". They all broke out into applause and cheered. When the umpire made a particularly bad call against the star of the home team, the Doctor yelled, "Booooo Nuts" and they all started booing and cat calling. Comfortable with their response,the doctor decided to go get a beer and a hot dog, leaving his assistant in charge. When he returned, there was a riot in progress. Finding his tizzied assistant, the doctor asked, "What in the world happened?" The assistant replied, "Well everything

Help Our Navy Boy!!!!!!
Ok to all that are my friends and fans and anyone else that may read this........ This is my Fubar hubby is did 10 years active duty and is now reserves he is off on his two week duty and has been entered in the contest by me as a surprise for MR. FUBAR so please to all that can at least stop by and rate but it is a comment bombing contest so all who can help i will return the favor with rates and what not lets show him how much we appriecate our soilders. If you do help please leave me a message and those that help big in the 10 days will be rewarded big those that help alittle will still be appriecated and rewarded accordingly thank you to all that read and those that help. click the pic and it will send you directly there to start you rating and commenting thank you again. much love whtsexydiamond

Funny, Read Me
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go. 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netting Around

Days
ever had one of those days where you wish you could curl up and the whole world would disappear?thats what my day started out like.its a little better now but still sucks cause im bored and tired and dont get off work for another 3 hours.this sucks.

Golf Ball Hunt
Off the seventh tee, Joe sliced his shot deep into a wooded ravine. He took his eight iron and clambered down the embankment in search of his lost ball. After many long minutes of hacking at the underbrush, he spotted something glistening in the leaves. As he drew nearer, he discovered that it was an eight iron in hands of a skeleton! Joe immediately called out to his friend, "Jack, I've got trouble down here!" "What's the matter?" Jack asked from the edge of the ravine. "Bring me my wedge," Joe shouted. "You can't get out of here with an eight iron!"

Harrassment!!
Every day, a male co-worker walks up very close to a woman at the coffee machine, inhales a big breath of air, and tells her that her hair smells nice. After a week of this, she can't stand it anymore, takes hercomplaint to a supervisor in the personnel department and asks to file a sexual harassment grievance against him. The Human Resources supervisor is puzzled and asks: "What's sexually threatening about a co-worker telling you your hair smells nice?" The woman replies, "It's Keith. The midget." Lmao!! Have an awesome day..Tc n peace..Boo

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?
You Are Rocky Road Ice Cream Unpredictable and wild, you know how to have fun. You're also a trendsetter who takes risks with new things. You know about the latest and greatest - and may have invented it! You are most compatible with vanilla ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

A Wish
I wish to feel smaller under your sheets. I wish for the whole truth every time you speak. I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep... And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough and I swear I'm gonna cry. I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. And my blood won't stick To the confines of my veins. And your heart Is gonna tear mine away. And I wish to feel smaller under your hands, though you seem satisfied as you slip mine down your pants. And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me While you lift up my shirt after asking politely. And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be Cause it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy. I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up. But I swear I'm gonna cry. I'm sick of tryin' to be tough. And my b

What's The Part Of You That No One Sees?
The Part of You That No One Sees You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

The Best Feeling In The World?
Freshly shaven legs. Ask any girl... seriously. It's HEAVEN! So yea. Today's been a pretty boring day. Woke up and headed to work. Stayed in town so I got to sleep in a bit. Not sure if it really helps though. I'm still always tired as fuck :( Ah well... at least I get to hang out with people I love being around. Work took about as long as I figured it would. Got to prove how much I really do pay attention to my surroundings by walking straight into a clothing rack. In three days when I'm asking where the hell I got the nasty bruise on my arm- remind me of this? Thanks. Tomorrow I get to drive 4 hours round trip for what will most likely be a 2 or 3 hour store. I've never counted this before but they're having me run it. With a good but slow crew. I'm hoping that I have at least one person from my office so I can have someone else drive and just for my own piece of mind. Heh Brad got hired at work and starts training Wednesday. I'm either a good friend or definately a masoc

Please Keep My Sister In Your Thoughts
well i would like for everyone to keep my siter in their prayers and thoughts as i have just got news that her dad is fighting colon cancer and is not doing well and most of u may know her please show her that she in ur thoughts and prayers I Love You Sweetie And You Will Be In My Thoughts And prayers spicy angel ~Wolf's CT Wife~@ fubar

First Day At A New Posistion For The State Of Hawaii!
Well my transistion from one posistion to another went pretty smooth. I'm talking it up in stride. It is so surreal. Alot of you know what i'm talking about. Did you ever have a job that you just stuck with and had faith that one day they will hire you full time and you wait almost 3 years and when your about to give up, you get the job offer that you can't refuse. I mean imagine waking up with only $500.00-$600.00 pay checks every 5th and 20th of the month to making a constent $914.00 every 5th and 20th of the month. So yeah, i'm in shock. I have my own desk in a big classroom. Well i'm going to go for now. Thank you for reading this. Remember to always work hard because in the end it will pay off. Aloha

Other Peoples Kids.. Ughh
lets see its 5:50 am. I was just woke up by someone knocking really hard on my door...My dogs are barking up a storm... I answer the door and its my children's friend.. "Hey can i speak to breanne" WTF are you talking bout kid.. My children are sleeping... Oh well i just wanted to say Hi before i went to school... Who the hell goes to school at 6 o'clock in the morning!! Fucking bullshit! So im awake and id rather be still in my bed dreaming of sugar plums! UGH Other peoples KIDS!!!

Cant Let You Go
Cueshe - Cant Let You Go I've been to many places I've met different races I've seen so many faces But it's you I can't forget I've been through high & low Till I got no where to go I got this funny feeling That it's you who I'm still missing So baby common Don't let this go You know I love you so! Don't throw away Let our love grow I can't let you go! We've always been so strong We almost had it all Don't give up now on me Cause, we will always be Let's come to think of this Look at all we could miss I can't let this happen Cause it's you That I'll always be loving

Arkansas Razorbacks Football
Ok, so apparently Marcus Monk is out for four to six weeks with a knee injury. Not a good start for the Hogs. Luckily they have the second week of the schedule off so maybe that will give him all the time he needs to rehab. This is just another addition to the horrid offseason the Hogs have had. All of the off the field issues with Houston Nutt, Mitch Mustain and Damian Williams have caused a complete shitstorm in the world of Arkansas Football. It seems like the entire program is resting, at least theoretically, on the shoulders of Casey Dick and Darren McFadden. I do not envy McFadden in the least. If he has a less stellar season than last some will claim his dominance last year was a fluke. If he performs just as well, but not better, some will say that he is not a NFL level player and has hit his peak. If he completely destroys his numbers from last year he will be the golden boy with heaps of praise and the highest of expectations come draft time. Is McFadden the b

Undergo Pain
Everybody lied. Every twisted mind. Stare at them. How rational I am. All my past. Slip away fast. Stare at them. How gloomy I am. When will it come to an end? I would be ecstatic, if life stopped teasing me. Will you help me fight them off? All the things are killing me. Help me go through the dark and evil, and share the depression with me. Oh,my lord help me with my pain. I'm dying,again.

Thank You All
Ok everyone I am off to go see my dad. I will try and update when I can to let you all know whats going on. I may have my girl Buffy come on here and update for me if I can not get to the computer. I hope you all have a good week. Thank you all very much for the warm wishes and for keeping my family in your prayers. It means a lot to me. Take care Luvs & Hugs Missy

Are You Loved Or Someone You Know Loved
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Join Me ....
This is a group i decided to create as a side project, it is where you will be able to come and speak about your pregnancy, or previous pregnancy's your worries and fears, and somewhere for the fathers and fathers to be, to come and share their experiences with everyone and share how everything is going or how it went, and so on, there are lots of posts full of useful information, from the very first time you found out you were pregnant right through to the birth and beyond, i dont want to keep it as just a pregnancy support id like to make it a wider thing and follows up into childhood, and all the trials and errors we as parents make and learn from. if i could do a group on here id love to have done it, but as far as i know theres no way of me doing it and keeping it SAFE for parents and children, as that is my main priotrity keepin children and parents safe from peadophiles and internet preditors. so i have had to stick to myspace, and a private group setting. i hope you do co

I Hate When Its Right
My Horoscope for today on Fubar Reach out to that one friend you haven't heard from in a while. Most likely they've got something to say that they're not sure how to express. Your gesture might be all they need to start talking. Well when I was with my boyfriend, I lost a few friends. I have been slowly going back and getting in touch with them. My best friend in the whole wide world, Nikki, and I had a big falling out. After I let the old man I emailed her to apoligize and stuff. I have been waiting for almost a week for a reply, thinking she doesn't want to talk to me any more that I really did hurt her. Well she emailed me today and we have made amends. I am so happy right now. Now, how funny is this.

For Mah Homie Goth- Welcome Home Sweety!!!!
WOOP WOOP !!! DJ~GoThLeTtE is back!!! Stop in Goth's Twiztid reality to show ur wikkid luv....click any pic to get there. MMFWCL!!! Click a picture...get ur ass in here....we dare you... We all at Goth's Twiztid Reality give a big ass WoOp WOop for the return of our homie. We all missed u hun, and are glad ur home again!!! MCL!!! A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn

Friends I Really Need Ur Help
For all that dont know i am in a custody/visitation battle with my ex. i am supposed to provide transportation to or from the visits which are in joshua tree, a 45 min bus ride. well due to the bus schedule routes etc, the bus schedule doesnt work out to get him there at 10 oclock on saturday. plus its a really long walk from the bus stop. now they will pick him up and bring him back, but i would have no way of knowing whether or not they really went to the house where the visits are supposed to take place, so i really need to be the one to take him there and bring him home. i am trying to find transportation this saturday, but with having repairs to the house and groceries i dont really have gas money. plus this is going to be an on going thing. so here is my point, i really really need a car. i am trying to find someone that has a car for sale that will take payments, but let me use the car while making the payments. i get a pel grant in september so i culd pay off most of teh balanc

Nothing
this is what happens when i get bored and there is no one around for me to talk to my mind starts going and most of the time i make no sense sometimes something comes out that does i dont know what its going to be like this time. the tv is on and i should probably get up and turn it off but iam affaird to because if i do i risk waking the kid up. just like the light that is on i should turn it off but the moment i do someone will need to go to the restroom.i should go to bed but the moment i do i'll be wide awake and sit in the chair for who knows how long before i go to sleep. today was a very long day. i went to my moms and remembered why i dont really like that side of my family. they get on my nerves. is that wrong?called my girls grandmother. that was a bad idea. she gets on my nerves. we recently moved back home and she lives like 5 hours away and she is always giving me guilt trips because she dont get to see the girls all the time now plus there is alot of drama going on there

Fook It!!! Who Cares
I am doing everything to get to godmother. Even bombing contest, I do thanks Mizz Shady and her posse for helping me. but you would figure that with having as many friends as i do there would be more help out there. but i guess im on my own doing this. If you want to help me please do. any and all help is welcome. Yes I'm venting this morning. with all the photos i have the most rating that any of the new ones have is 3 rates. I have rated more pics and dropped more comments today than i have in a long time. Ill be seeing comments and pics in my sleep. Come on help a girl get to godmother. thanks for bothering to read if you did.

Zodiac Signs And The Way They Kiss
Zodiac Signs and the way they Kiss Aries: Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone. Taurus: Your kisses linger; they are deliberate, heartfelt and they can go on and on and on. Gemini: Your kisses are interrupted by spasms of giggles, smiles and funny observations. Cancer: Your kisses are warm and tender, and you never want to let them go. Leo: Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing, you expect applause for your performance. Virgo: Your kisses are so subtle and tidy, your lover only notices them once you've finished. Libra: You're too busy worrying about your breath to really get into your kisses. Scorpio: You skip the kiss and get straight to whatever comes next for you. Sagittarius: Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more. Capricorn: Your kisses are intense moments of sublime relief from the stress of your day. Aquarius: You

Walmart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't." "The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am," replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice." "Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart."

Thank You
Thank you to all of you who have kept my ma in your thoghts and prayers. She went through yet another surgery for cancer yesterday. She is doing very well. Results will be in, in a couple of weeks. We are hoping for the best and believe she will be ok. THanks again, Juana

I Wrote This For My Grandmas Funeral
Note to grandma Dear grandma, I just wanted to share one last thing with you. No matter how many miles apart we are,you'll always be with me. I am going to be thinking about you alot. Remembering your smile and the way you laughed. Just thinking about hearing your voice,makes it feel like you are near me. I am going to miss you alot. I will share all the times we had with my boys. We did alot of things together and you taught me alot of lessons. I watched you and grandpa share so much love for one another. The weekends I always looked forward to staying the night and playing board games. Well, grandma thats it for now, because we are going to have many talks. ps. I love you

This Is About My Dad..had A Bad Childhood, But I Am Stronger Now
When he comes home late Hes late again today. I see the look on my moms face. Knowing what I have to do. Grabbing my little brothers arm and leading him behind me. Nervously biting my nails and pacing the woods. Listening for the sound of the truck. Not hearing a sound, I go back home now. Heading for the door, when I hear him yelling. We rush back to the woods, and wait alittle longer. I'm worried about my mother. Hours have passed on so slowly. We go up to the house once again. Hes sleeping in his favorite chair. Shes doing dishes, like nothing happend. The proof on her cheek says something did. This is whats its like day to day. Wondering if hes going to be late again!

Love Note From A Naughty Girl
My Beloved Darling… I like the way you look at me When you want it bad. I like the way you plead for it When your cock is in my grip. I like the way you watch my fingers Slid up your thick heat. I like the way you throb against my tongue As I lash at your mushroom tip, And lick pearls from those tiny lips. I love the way your fingers tighten in my hair, When I gently squeeze your love sack. I love the way you thrust up And greedily fill my mouth. I love the way your eyes beg for release, And you helplessly moan my name in litany. I love to tease you longer… I love to drink your bittersweet milk Until you’re sapped. I love the way you thank me By French kissing my mouth, And then worshipping my sodden pussy. I love the deliciously naughty boy inside the man. With My Eternal Lust, Your Naughty Girl

Me All The Way
You scored as Hippy, Athletic Tomboy75% Hippy75% Goth50% Slut50% Preppy Girl25% Popular Bitch25% Loser0% Nerdy Girl0% What type of girl are you?!!created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Sweet, Sweet100% Hot88% Violent

Aftermath
an hour of pre op, an hour of post op... and all of thirty minutes in the OR and now the 'fun' of healing it up ugh thank[$DEITY] for whoever invented oxycodone... other than that... i'm off to my sofa to become a carrot for a bit... :D "I shall return"

If You Had Me Alone...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

Kiss Or Sex
: The rules are simple... if you want to kiss or sex the person who posts this, send them a private message saying "Yep, I'd kiss you."or sex you SCARED? YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! And see who replies. There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to kiss you or sex u soooo... Repost this as:Kiss or Sex [just message, no one else will know...]

My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend
My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend Every time someone opens his or her mouth... and makes a stupid aspersion or racial slur.... Here come these two morons out from the closet in the pretense of rescuing the 'Offended' The Reverend Al Sharpton and Reverend Jesse Jackson are two of the biggest race baiting activist asses.... Who will exploit one people at the detriment of all people shamelessly and irresponsibly promoting themselves.... as Healers......and Peacemakers....It's good to be King.... and they're no Martin Luther King Will people never learn that 'equality' is a matter of perception....and not conjecture? A man can never be free until he frees himself of himself.... Welfare of any kind is a tool of the 'MAN' to keep you dependent!

Tribefest 101
(R)Evolut!on Radio and Tribefest Radio are one. We are hosting Tribefest 2007 in Central NY this year, August 31 and September 1st. 2 days of camping, Friday(31)and Saturday(1) and free keggers on Saturday. 40 live local bands from the surrounding area, Florida, Georgia, Pennsylvania and New Jersey will be attending. Tickets are 10$ in advance and 13$ at the door. Contact me for ticket information. You can also purchase tickets via paypal at our main site at Tribefest 2007 for 11$ and that includes a 1$ paypal fee. You can also contact me via YahooMSGR @ blueclipse28. Thank you very much. (R)0bb1E T. and the Tribefest Staff

Shadows On My Soul
Trying to fly I; find myself in chains, Wings are broken; I'm filled with pain, Battered and beaten; I lie cold and crying, But in my heart; I'm free and flying. Shadows on my soul; the cuts run deep, Fought so many battles; all I crave is sleep, On my knees; looking up into the sky, Rain will keep falling; I'll continue to fly. Shackled and bound; my body lies still, Take my life; but you can't break my will, Keep knocking me down; I'll rise once more, Above the pain; untouchable I'll soar.

For You Steve.
I don’t think you will, Ever fully understand, How you have touched my life, And made me who I am. I don’t think you could ever know, Just how truly special you are. That even on my darkest night, You are my shinning star. I don’t think you will ever understand, How you have made my dreams come true, Or how you have opened my heart, To love and the wonders it can do. You have allowed me to experience, Something hard to find. Unconditional love that exists, In my body, soul and mind. I don’t think you could ever feel, All the love I have to give, And I am sure you will never realise, You have been my will to live. You are an amazing person, And without you I don’t know where I would be, Having you in my life, Completes and fulfils all of me.

Need A Laugh?
AFTER DEATH : "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT .. YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY : IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON : ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PROSPECTIVE FATHER-IN-L

Um, Whoa!
On the elevator ride back up the damn thing stops on the 4th floor. So some guy asks me if I'm going down or up, I tell him. Freaking hottie! He gives me this grin and goes I'll take a ride with you. Oh i'd give him a ride alright!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

I'm So Tired.
I just spent the last Keith knows how many hours doing invoices to ONE customer. On the upside I just explained to my boss that losing a few hundred on a diff customer is better when you'll get thousands anyway. Compared it to Alexander the Great's battle strategies. :D

Its Time For A New Godmother
Its time for a new God Mother on Fubar.She's about 170.000 off of God Mothering. Please during Happy Hour stop by and rate her pictures and stash. She's a leveler and is always helping everyone else level up. So for todays target on happy Hour hit her and spank her hard. Kimmy@ fubar

164,000 To Godmother
Its time for a new God Mother on Fubar.She's about 164.000 off of God Mothering. Please during Happy Hour stop by and rate her pictures and stash. She's a leveler and is always helping everyone else level up. So for todays target on happy Hour hit her and spank her hard. Kimmy@ fubar

My Girl!!!!
OMG THIS GIRL IS THE BOMB!!! Let's show her some good luvins :) :)She has just totally perked me up lol without even a second thought! LOL It so sounds like i'm easy to perk but lol if you know me, I'm usually the smiler. Today I had one of those days and my family has come through for me in style! Go get my lizzy lou some luvvins :) Thankies :) Chrissy }|{~Elizabeth~}|{~*~CLUB F.A.R.~SKITTLES OF LOLLY'S CANDIES~*~@ fubar

Top Idiots
Idiot # 1 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down, and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the Emergency room right away. Here's your sign lady. Wear it with pride. Idiot # 2 Seems that a year ago, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. When they took it for a float on the river, a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them surprised them. It turned out that the chopper was homing in on the emergency locator beacon that activated when the r

Strenth
I lay next to him every night. I wonder if I could do better. Trying to get the strenth to get up and walk out of his life. Im to afrade to leave him. Finly I get the strenth. I walk out for good. 38 fucking new voicemails. I delet them all. Every email every call every letter gone.

This Might Hurt.
I have been thinking alot over the pass months. I had desided that in order to live in the present and to get to the future I must stop living in the past. I have been hurt so badly by people I loved deeply. First off was the man I gave my heart to and would of give my hand to as well.FUCK HIM! All men are the same, they want what they want and don't give a fuck about you. Shit happens and small minded people never forgive. I learned that in order to move on I must first cut some ties that bind me. It will hurt deeply but it must be done for the better of each person. This may or may not lost forever, for if in truth we are as we think and the half of the other then this will not keep us apart. But with tears I do this. Is it best? I do not know. Will I be hated for it? Maybe, but I need to stop hurting. I need to stop thinking "What if". To my beloved, you know who you are. You need time to better yourself for you. I need time to better myself for my girls. I think about you all the t

Carrie Underwood-dont Forget To Remember Me
Don't Forget To Remember Me Lyrics 18 years have come and gone For momma they flew by But for me they drug on and on We were loading up that Chevy Both tryin' not to cry Momma kept on talking Putting off good-bye Then she took my hand and said 'Baby don't forget Before you hit the highway You better stop for gas There's a 50 in the ashtray In case you run short on cash Here's a map and here's a Bible If you ever lose your way Just one more thing before you leave Don't forget to remember me' This downtown apartment sure makes me miss home And those bills there on the counter Keep telling me I'm on my own And just like every Sunday I called momma up last night And even when it's not, I tell her everything's alright Before we hung up I said 'Hey momma, don't forget to tell my baby sister I'll see her in the fall And tell mee-ma that I miss her Yeah, I should give her a call And make sure you tell Daddy that I'm still his little girl Yeah, I still feel

Come Help Her Out
hey you guys come do me a favor and help my gurl out win this contest she is so far in the lead but it has until 10 i will gladly help you out if you need i dont ask for much guys Click the picture and help me bomb her:

E Learning
Yhis sites taking some getting used too....I`ve spent more time browsin than workin..LoL. I`d just like to say what a pleaseant site this is....no freeze frames, no non connection problems, a screen filled with `things to do`....and more importantly pleasant people from across the globe.

Meant Nothing?
Love Meant NothingHave you seen reflections, emotions in the others eyes? Have you stared love in the face, seen it in the eyes? Have you seen love die in those same eyes? Seen all that hope, how it is gone, how it just dies? Have you felt what it feels when love dies? To be left alone? Have you felt when world falls around you? How you are there alone? Is there life after that? Is there anything after that pain, anything after you seen that? After your life has gone in the drain... I see nothing, all is just gone, drown in my pain, gone for vain... I have no reason to live, I have felt my soul to die, my soul to be slain... My life is so useless, worthless, meant nothing to the other, like a love, it was just there to die and be gone, my love meant nothing, just gone...

Loving You With Words
Tantalizing words flow onto the page, provoking reactions inside me today. Making me wanton. Driving me wild. I am becoming one with the page, wanting to feel close to each stroke of my pen as pleasure mounts. Merging with words, my emotions start to whimper as my senses react to their heated embrace causing my breathing to accelerate. Visions of kisses, tongues, hands find their way into my mind as sweet rapture spreads delicious heat to every needy place. I come apart as I dot each "I" and cross every "t." Stroking intimate places with intense manipulation wanting to prolong the immense pleasure as I love you with words.

Will It Ever Get Better
Well here i sit just thinking about what i have been threw in the past few months and i honestly question myself on if things will get better. As some of you know i was involved in a relationship for almost 7 months with a woman i thought was my soul mate and one day things just fell apart she was very unhappy with me. She began her steps towards pushing me away by lies, cheating, sneaking, and being staight up hateful. During this time i took her into my home and raised her son who wasn't even a month old at the time. I became a full time daddy, and a loving companion well at least tried. My girlfriend at the time just didn't put forth the effort to make things work needless to say i finally had enough and let her go but, somehow i feel like that was a mistake cause it was also the start of many horrible things to come. After my breakup i lost her, and my son.... then my aunts boyfriend stoled her car while we were all asleep and wrecked it cause he was drunk which then put me and my

Teddy
Teddy, I've been bad again My mommy told me so; I'm not quite sure what I did wrong But I thought you might know. When I woke this morning I knew that she was mad Cause she was crying awful hard, And yelling at my dad. I tried my best to be real good And do just what she said I cleaned my room all by myself, I even made my bed. But I spilled milk on my good shirt, When she yelled at me to hurry And I guess she didn't hear me, When I told her I was sorry Cause she hit me awful hard, you see, And called me funny names; And told me I was really bad And I should be ashamed. When I said "I love you Mommy", I guess she didn't understand; Cause she yelled at me to shut my mouth, Or I'd get smacked again So, I came up here to talk to you Please tell me what to do Cause I really love my mommy, And I know she loves me, too And I don't think my mommy means, To hit quite so hard; I guess sometimes, grown ups forget How big they really are So Teddy, I

When I Rule The World
As you may already know I plan to take over the world and mold it into a more ... suitable place to live. This is what awaits the world when I come to power: 1) Public summary execution of all celebrities, past and present, whose continued respiration annoys me like the constant sound of dripping water. Celebrities condemned to death include but are not limited to Pauly Shore (take that, weas-le), anyone desperate enough to appear on American Idol, Britney Spears (that nasty ham-shot you gave us was enough to mark you as a corpse in my book), Conan O'Brien and the entire cast of The View. Particular emphasis will be placed on pop icon from the 80's, the ones that aren't already in retirement homes, anyway. A pardon will be given to Madonna assuming she agrees to be my personal advisor. I think I can learn a thing or two from her about running a tyrannical regime. If you are on my friends list you may request an invitation to witness the silencing of the leaky faucet of your choice

Run Away
Wants to run away from it all Wants to not have to worry for one night Wants to have a night filled of happiness Wants to not have to worry about money issues Wants to not have to worry about ebing short of rent Wants to cry on a shoulder that cares Wants someone to pay atteion to me and only me Wants tommrow never to come. Wants to never go back to a current job situation Wants to be told it will be ok Wants to be married and taken to a land somewhere

Ughhhhhhhhhhhh
Error: you've reached the daily photo comments limit for your user level. UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! And well im in this contest and well i'd really appreciate all the help my friends and family can come up with. I return all comments with luv. http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=2345381892

The Morning After Reality
The Morning After Reality Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is true love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks .. Danielle Aug 2007

:(
the pain u feel roots deep in the heart can this really be happening when just yesterday u felt the same as the start no matter how many times u replay u cant seem to pintoint the moment of decay was it the glimpse of my eye or a falling star in the sky the tear that trickeld down ur cheek or was i too withdrawing or too weak you never really told me this much i know like the nights are cold youre snow one last thing before i go i just wanna say that the daggers you throw no longer sting and every nite for moment i wonder what could have been what should have been and then i smile and sing and start remembering ghostdog

Im Used To
"I'M USED TO" I'M USED TO PAIN, IT'S BECOME MY LIFE. CAUSEING ME, TO GIVE UP THE FIGHT. I'M USED TO ANGER, IT'S ALL I KNOW. WANTING TO CARE, YET JUST DONT KNOW. I'M USED TO DISAPPOINTMENT'S, IT'S ALWAY'S BEEN THAT WAY. WORD'S THAT ARE SPOKEN, BUT DON'T MEAN WHAT THEY SAY. I'M USED TO TEAR'S, SO I CAN NOT CRY. JUST SEE MY PAIN, LOOK IN MY EYE'S. I'M USED TO NO, IT'S NOTHING NEW. I'VE BEEN THREW IT ALL, SO YOU WON'T BE TRUE.... by;Paul A. 8-16-7

You Wont Feel A Thing
You Won't Feel A Thing Just a little uneasiness, that is all. Don't you worry. Life will be nothing but a dream, no realities. When you slip in and out of conciousness, don't you worry. Those terrifying structures will all go away in time. What you see, unreal. What you feel, unreal. What you know, unreal. Because in time, you will soon forget. So, while you're slipping in and out of conciousness, remember, It's all unreal. The most unnatural feeling in the world will soon be brought out of you. Unreal.

The Archetype....
I am but the flesh of man god given life a vessal of god created for the purpose of living out my life what am i? if i have strayed from my path am i already fallen? my wings torn ablaze from the flames of hell.... i walk this earth now not as man but an angel fallen from grace what have i become? this life cold putrid yet frailties of man condemn me to feel love, hate, betrayal, joy aswell as profound sadness...is this what it means to be human let alone alive? then so i even wish to continue down this path god has forgotten me his back turned on me now a wolf amoung his sheep when shall i be hunted for the demon ive become? is gods wrath so unmerciful? or is that the work of his seraphims...... these 6 winged creatures will come if i grow out of hand but what i feel inside is it Greed?....do i wish for power?.....i want so much ive done so much why not become what they've already planned for me i have no place in heaven but for my family i wish them the best i know i am not the

Love Never Holds Back(poem I Wrote)
Full force, Whole heart, No tears, No fears, Hearts overtaken, Stand by me. Pure soul, One wish, Solid vowls, Always there, One touch, Never let go. One dream, Passion's explode, Three words, One kiss, One life, Never hold back.

Pinch My Nipples!
Maybe you have seen this before, but it is pretty funny. Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to g et the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" which begins to draw a

Looking For People!
So starting a film company from scratch is probably going to be one of the hardest things that I have ever done. Right now I have a couple of scripts going and I am about four months away from going to film school. I want to shoot, one feature length independent film before I goto film school, then one after... I want it to be a way of showing where I began, to where I am after school. Right now I have a film idea that won't require much of a budget... but it will require a lot of people... currently I am looking for anyone with a true passion for independent cinema... I don't care if you have never even stepped foot inside of a classroom (for film.) I want this project to be surrounded by good quality people with a true love of independence.... Is this you? Have you ever wanted to be apart of something that will last forever? If so send me a message to find out how you can help with The Hopeless Wonder Project's, FIRST FEATURE LENGTH PROJECT!

What Is Normal?
I was 16 when i was diagnosed with schizophrenia and i have dealt with this shit like a champ. Crazy messages do bother me, but that's all. Don't make an a** of yourself, unless you have a good reason. Those reasons may include: 1. a hang nail on ur big toe 2. an advanced case of cancer 3. just plain dumb Please take into consideration that with schizophrenia I do hear voices and we aren't afraid to laugh back at you guys. J/K!!! I don't want you to get it confused though, i do have problems and it is no joking matter. One thing that i do understand about most of the CherryTap comments is that, most people live in a box, rarely realizing that they are the only people in. GET IT. An empty box with a body, good as dead anyway right, well that is the vibe i getting from most you CT users. Self control is what you need, that is something i had plenty of training in so i wouldn't spas out and become the worst case senario, namely most of you people. Understand? Good.

Alanis Morissette-you Learn
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You sc

Parents
Well galen and I are at my parents house right now due to the fact that he was in the hospital and I get the third degree about me being there. Their own daughter and I get yelled at. Never mind what he and I have been through or what we are going through right now. My nerves are shot and I can eat or sleep. I am worried to death about him and what we are going to do about his meds and mine. I have an appointment on Tuesday for depression and eating disorder and this just all over whelming right now. I want to bang my head on something or hit something right now. I would have thought that my parents understood what we were going throught, but I guess not. We are going home tomorrow and so this will probably be the last one that i write for a while until we can afford to get internet service at the house. I don't know when that will be though and i just wanted to say that I am thankful for all of that have listened to me. it has meant a lot to me. Thanks from the both of us

109,000 To Godfather
OK MY BIRTHDAY IS OFFICIAL IN 15 MINUTES AND GUESS WHAT HAPPENS THEN THERE IS A HAPPY HOUR GOING ON!!!! I NEED EVERYONE TO HIT THIS AND HIT IT HARD. I KNOW WE HAVE SOME THAT MAXED PICTURE RATES AND STASH RATES. SO PLEASE IF YOU ARE NOT MAXED HIT THIS HARD. I WILL BE TAKING TOMMOROW OFF FOR PIMPING OUT LEVEL UPS PLEASE WATCH THE HOME PAGE FOR THOSE NEEDING LEVELED We have a Fubar close to God Fathering.. He's got about 109,000 to go..Show him some love. Hes got a lot of pictures and Stash to rate. Show him some love. Hes got something for everyone. †hΓøä†ƒäωk™@ fubar

Friends......
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Please Send Your Thoughts
This was written by my boyfriend, John. If you could please pray, or acknowledge, or do anything to show your support and love. Just when life starts going wonderful, it often seems to turn for the worst to inform you of who is in charge. My grandmothers name is Nancy Gawthorp.. She is a very kind and sweet woman. All of you say she is mean becuase she dont smile, well that "frown" is her smile lol how scary.... on friday morning at 3am she was taken to the hospital by my grandfather (Dale). She was having a chest pain sweating and moderate to severe back pain. No signs of a heart attack but in fact it was. Quite severe at that. One of her arteries in her heart had clogged 99% another 30%. the doctors shoved a rod up a larger vain from her groin to her heart in an effort to emplace a stint in the closed artery. This device is placed at the end of the rod and wrapped in a balloon like structure. Once they have it in place they inflate this balloon to open the path way to the heart

Long-distance Sex
It doesn’t matter how good you are at pleasing yourself, when you’re aching for a little bump and grind and your spouse is away, it sucks. Sometimes no amount of internet porn or vibrating playthings are going to cut it—bottom line is that you need to connect with your partner. When your spouse is away it’s important to maintain not only an emotional and intellectual connection, but a sexual one too. It will also keep you at the forefront of each other’s minds and away from temptation. All it takes is a little imagination and a naughty phone call or racy e-mail to keep the home fires burning. "I used to think phone sex was a little hokey; it looks sexy in the movies, but I could never get myself to take it seriously," says Anne*, 27. Recently, Anne's husband Lee has been frequently out-of-town on business. "It’s been so hard, especially when you go more than a week without sex," says Anne. "One night we were sort of playfully talking on the phone and I don’t know what it was, bu

Tag!!! :d
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I have to eat Skittles 6 at a time. 2. I pick things up with my toes when I am to lazy to bend over. 3. I have to fall asleep with the TV on. 4. My 3rd toe on my left foot is shorter then the one on my right. 5. I love to cook!! 6. I am almost 30 and still love cartoons. 7. I am a slight clean freak 8. I have to eat Starburst, on flavor group at a time. 9. I have an attention span of a child sometimes. 10. I love commercials more then TV shows.

It Time To Pimp Sum One Out
...I'm Not The Bitch You Spit Ya Game To, I'm The Wifey Type You Give Ya Last Name To...@ fubar GO SHE HER SOME MAD LOVE YOU A GOOD GIRL STAY UP MUCH LOVE 4 SHO THANK YOU 4 THE MAD LOVE HUGSSSS

Tag
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I like logic puzzles. 2. I pick things up with my toes when I am too lazy to bend over. 3. I'm allergic to cantelope. 4. I've been missing a front tooth since I was 16. 5. I didn't know the difference between a pork steak and a beef steak til I was 18. 6. I love to sing in private. 7. I am a perfectionist, where I often work so hard on one small detail that I can control, while the big picture gets lost and often overshadows anything I've accomplished. 8. My first job besides babysitting was working in spinach fields. 9. I like to be changing, never the same, able to adapt to different situations. Undefined. 10. I've always wanted to l

Goodbye Mom
A young man shopping in a supermarket noticed a little old lady following him around. If he stopped, she stopped. Furthermore she kept staring at him. She finally overtook him at the checkout, And she turned to him and said, "I hope I haven't made you feel ill at ease; it's just that you look so much like my late son." He answered, "That's okay." "I know it's silly, but if you'd call out "Good bye, Mom" as I leave the store, It would make me feel so happy." She then went through the checkout, And as she was on her way out of the store, The man called out, "Goodbye, Mom." The little old lady waved, and smiled back at him. Pleased that he had brought a little sunshine Into someone's day, he went to pay for his Groceries. "That comes to $121.85," said the clerk. "How come so much ... I only bought 5 items.." The clerk replied, "Yeah, but your Mother said You'd be paying for her things, too." Don't trust little Old Ladies!!!

Down Raters
I dont know what people get off by down rating. I have never down rated anyone. I dont see a point. There are so much down rating going on in real life. With prejudices with race creed or sexual orientation. Why do we have to have this conflict in fubar? It is an online bar for crying out loud! For a person to delibratly go out here and try to hurt a person by down rating them just plain sucks. Not to say that it should bother a person that an insecure bastard down rated their pic. But lets face it can piss a person off. I think that fubar should weed out the down raters and kick their asses to the curb. If not maybe the fubar users should have a lounge where we post the urls of the down rater so we could go and block their asses! Or beter yet down rate them into oblivion. Thanks for listening to my rant. Later

Killing Yourself - Alice In Chains
Move up from the table Stick her arm let her go Dropped dime on me last time By morning his blood turned bold Runnin from the law since Monday 'Cause Suzy went down on time Got enough to last till Sunday So I'm burning on down that line Killing Yourself Killing Yourself Killing Yourself K-K-K-Killing Yourself Move up from the table Fat man going down Some run from the big gun Some just run from the sound Runnin from the law since Monday 'Cause Suzy went down on time Got enough to last till Sunday So I'm burning on down that line Suzy was a bad child Always on the wrong side Ah, she was no good She was bad, bad, bad with the bad cats Always punching the needle in her arm Ah, but when she's good, she's so damn good Killing Yourself Killing Yourself Killing Yourself K-K-K-Killing Yourself You're just killing yourself

I Messed Up
It is very hard to loose a friend but it becomes extremely difficult when the harsh reality occurs that you are the reason why things went wrong. I know I tried so hard and pushed to much. I thought I was being helpful, I didn't want to see my friend hurting. I didn't see I was over protected. I wanted to prevent him from hurting and I was the one who hurt him. Instead of being a shoulder to cry on, I became someone he dreaded. I am so so sorry for the things I did and I live everyday with the regret of my actions. I never meant for things to happen. I have no one to blame but myself for loosing a really great friend. I only wish one day we could work things out and am given the chance to prove I am the person and friend I claim to be.

Horoscope For Today
Daily Horoscope: Leo For August 20,2007 It would be lovely if you and your fellow workers could all get along congenially, but there are always a few who need to play politics. That's especially intense today, so be prepared for anything. Odd it came up with this. last Friday, a co-worker accused me of doing something that I didn't do, and hung up the phone while I was defending myself. Today I will see him, and I anticipate a confrontation, that could go any way...I'm demanding an apology, but I may not get it, in which case there could be some serious repercussions. Let's hope he has had the weekend to reconsider his irrationality.

Ahhh!
Ever since I was in probably the 6th grade we got calls for someone named Monica Coleman. I am now graduated. I've moved 3 times since then(not because of the calls) and we have a completely different phone number but we still get telemarketers calling for Monica friggin' Coleman! FTW. On a MUCH better note, I gots a job interview! A day after I applied, ho yeah.

Help Me Please!!!!
My mother is kicking me out today. I have no place to live other than my car. So if you and I have ever talked and you thought I was funny maybe I could come crash on your couch. I don't have a lot of money so I'm willing to cook and clean in exchange for a place to sleep. This is not a joke.

Queen Of Mean Dead
http://www.usatoday.com/news/nation/2007-08-20-helmsley_N.htm?csp=34 Hotelier Leona Helmsley dies at 87 Share this story: Digg del.icio.us Newsvine Reddit FacebookWhat's this?NEW YORK (AP) — Leona Helmsley, the hotelier who went to prison as a tax cheat and was reviled as the "queen of mean," died Monday at age 87. Helmsley died of heart failure at her summer home in Greenwich, Conn., said her publicist, Howard Rubenstein. Already experienced in real estate before her marriage, Helmsley helped her husband run a $5 billion empire that included managing the Empire State Building. She became a household name in 1989 when she was tried for tax evasion. The sensational trial included testimony from disgruntled employees who said she terrorized both the menial and the executive help at her homes and hotels. That image of Helmsley as the "queen of mean" was sealed when a former housekeeper testified that she heard Helmsley say: "We don't pay taxes. Only the little people pay ta

So People R Mean
Take a minute and read this..please.. do it for maximusOn July 12, 2007 a pitbull names maximus was found. He was tied to a tree and badly burnt over 60 percent of his body. Someone had poured gasoline all over him, set him on fire and then walked away while he was still burning Shortly after being found, undergoing multiple surgerys and recieving veterinary care Maximus' short life (he was only 2 years old) ended. One of the vetrinarians who tried to save Maximus described him as " ...a good dog up until the very end ... giving licks and kisses." Maximus didn't deserve to dieHe had done nothing wrong Derick Phanord was arrested and charged with aggravated animal cruelty. RIP Maximus

She Is Gone, But Not Forgotten
She is gone, but not forgotten Her memory lives on Trisha, you were a blessing Who fulfilled our lives for so long. Now our eyes are filled with sorrow For without you is how we face tomorrow Laughter is how I remember you best Full of faith, sunshine, and happiness. Baseball, friends, family, and cheer Just a few of the things that you held dear. Holidays and birthdays will never be the same Without you there to argue about who's gonna win the game. What will the Patriots do without their biggest fan? They'll probably still hear you yelling as we all know you can. God is smiling down as you watch us from above. Now he has our pitcher with that perfect golden glove. Save a game for me because I'll be seeing you one day, Reunited in Heaven, for eternity we will stay. Our good times are now a memory As you are laid to rest Know that you are in our hearts We love you and God Bless (In Loving Memory...Trisha Lynn heart)

Time To Fish Or Cut Bait???
OK, no doubt that this year has been the hardest so far for me at work. Seems like all I do is complain about it or about how I have time for nothing else. Well the last few weeks have been non stop fire drills for me to handle and, although stressful, I have handled them. Problem is I have an upper level manager that wants to blame me for having to do the drills in the first place. It doesn't matter that I have had to take over another task in addition to my old one. It doesn't matter that he was one of the people that raided my personnel taking 75% of my staff, farming them out elsewhere. Even when we replace one of them, HE RAIDS US FOR THAT PERSON TOO. He wants to add more work to my task with no new personnel or financing to do it too and now that it is really getting to my government customers who fund us, who's fault is that.. Why mine, of course. On the plus side, whether he wants to see it or not, all the fire drills and successful completions there of has given me and my

I'm Home
Just wanted to let you all know that I am back home. Got to spend a lot of time with my dad which was nice. We had a picnic for him yesterday at the nursing home. Alot of the family came up and we were able to go through some old family photos it was nice doing that with him. Anyways I just wanted to say hello and thank you to everyone who have been sending well wishes. There has been no further changes in his condition. loves and hugs to you all missy

I Feel Numb
cant stop crying. I hate crying, hate myself for being like this but fuck.. the shit that happened this morning is screwing up my head. I was driving to work and I saw a cat get hit by a car. I stopped and crossed the road to try and get to it but before I could cross the road some dumb cunt sped up and ran over the cat a second time on purpose! I got to the cat and the fucking thing was a mess ... and I sat on the side of the road for 10 minutes with this limp bloody mess in my arms, until the poor thing died. fucking hell I lost it ... I cried and cried and cried on the side of this busy road. wrapped it in a towel I had and drove home with it on my lap. just buried it in my back yard not long ago. as if that was not bad enough I was covered in blood, somehow managed to smeer a little bit of blood on the door handle. of course my old man saw that and it was enough of a reason for him to go mental. should of kept my mouth shut but I was a mess over that fucking cat. now

Empty
Fiery burst of red flame Surrounding my head Encompassing my thoughts Devouring my emotions Building stronger with every heartbeat Orchestrating itself to a grand finale Leaving me Breathless Void of feeling Empty of caring

The Postt Office
A guy goes to the Post Office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks him, " Have you been in the service?" Yes," he says. "I was in the armed forces for three years" The interviewer says, "That will give you extra points toward employment" and then asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, "Yes, 100%. A mortar round exploded near me and blew my testicles off." The interviewer tells the guy, " O.K. I can hire you right now. The hours are from 8:00 A M. to 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow. Come in at 10:00A.M. " The guy is puzzled and says, "If the hours are from 8:00 A.M. to 4:00 P.M., then why do you want me to come in at 10:00 A.M. ?" "This is a government job", the interviewer says. "For the first two hours we stand around scratching our balls. No point in you coming in for that." Now that Stevent is what we call a good joke. votes (8) 54211999. August 20th

Chokecherries In My Network
Martha went back to work Monday after six weeks off due to the caesarean section she had for Jeffrey, and we're both so happy about that! Usually Martha doesn't come up and admit she's going stir crazy in our house; maybe as parents we're not expected to, I don't know. But I invite her to come with me when I'm taking the kids for a walk (when it's both Sarah and Jeffrey, they're in a stroller) and she more often than not insists she wants to rest. Not wanting to break the peace any more than is necessary, I let her . . . But I feel left out because Martha seems to want me to leave her out. I'll admit I did not miss helping Martha get her materials ready for class the following day at the day care where she works -- last night our sister Mary and I helped her color apples red, yellow, and green and cut them out; the night before, Martha and I cut out apple trees that the three-year-olds she's got would fingerpaint apples onto. It was fun to do; it's fun to connect on something,

S******....my Greatest Weakness
Yep I have ran into the only man who I was hoping to not run into again. I was just on my feet and thinking that I didn't have to see him and I was over him. Till this weekend. He was introducing himself to everyone and then he walked up to me and asked my name....(asshole) and then I said its *****. He got that smile on his face and said *****, what. I told him my last name and he smiled so big. And said I know you...I just laughed and said you do. He was like what you don't know me and pulled me closer to him. I admitt part of me wanted to say I don't know who the fuck you are and let me go but the submissive in my was like grab me harder. Thats when Annon started to yell at him cause when he's around I don't listen to her I only listen to him. He just smiled at her and asked if it was true and I just lowered my head and said all that I could say yes. She then said Robin lets go. But he was already leading me away and I followed like I always do. She then yelled after us see...assho

Fuck Me
silky smooth hips a wet, throbbing clit pussy spread wide open waiting for you to take a sip fuck me from behind in my hot, tight ass stick it all the way in baby take it slow, make it last let me bathe your balls in my horny, moist mouth while you finger my dripping box down south push my head down make me deepthroat your cock when you hear me gag, push harder, don't stop slurp the tasty juice from my steamy slit let me taste my own goo by licking your soft, sexy lips i bite my hard nipples you stroke your stiff dick i rub my swollen clit then you suck on it me on my back my legs on your shoulders you just drill my pussy over and over you shoot a massive load i swallow every bit get you hard again and proceed to crush that dick

Chicken Thighs Italiano
Need a recipe for those chicken thighs in the freezer? Add a little flavor to dinner tonight. Ingredients: 8 boneless, skinless chicken thighs Salt and pepper to taste Cooking spray 1 can artichoke hearts, drained 2 cans sliced mushrooms, drained 1 jar Classico Roasted Garlic spaghetti sauce 1/4 cup grated mozzarella cheese 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese Directions: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Season chicken thighs with salt and pepper. Spray 9 x 13 baking pan lightly with cooking spray. Place thighs in pan. Spread artichoke hearts and mushrooms over top. Pour spaghetti sauce over all. Cover with aluminum foil and bake 40 minutes. Remove foil, sprinkle cheeses over top and bake an additional 20-25 minutes until bubbly and cheese begins to brown. Number of Servings: Serves 4

This Pastor Has Guts!
This Pastor has Guts” It seems prayer still upsets some people. Please read.... When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual generalities, but this is what they heard; "Heavenly Father, We come before you today To ask your forgiveness and To seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, "Woe to those who call evil good" But that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium And reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and Called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness And called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists And called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline Our children and called it Building self esteem. We have abused power And called it politics. We have coveted our neighbor's Possessions and called it ambition.