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Blonde Joke To End All, Lol
FINALLY...THE BLONDE JOKE TO END ALL BLONDE JOKES A blonde woman was speeding down the road in her little red sports car and was pulled over by a woman police officer who was also a blonde. The blonde cop asked to see the blonde driver's license. She dug through her purse and was getting progressively more agitated. What does it look like?" she finally asked. The policewoman replied, "It's square and it has your picture on it." The driver finally found a square mirror in her purse, looked at it, and handed it to the policewoman. "Here it is," she said. The blonde officer looked at the mirror, then handed it back saying, "Okay , you can go. I didn't realize you were a cop"

Explore. Dream. Discover.
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

What Women Really Mean!!! Lmfaorotf
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will p

Poetry
How do I describe this feeling Pure ecstasy, blissful, serene The experience of floating away Away to another plain with you Far away where we are alone Just the two of us in paradise. Giving so much, one to another Away from what keeps us apart Where we can become as one Holding on to our beautiful dream The two of us forsaking all others , together wrapped in our love Swaying with the rhythm of life Grasping what we can't have Pretending that it's ours alone No bother from outside forces. Alone, just you and I forever more But in reality, we must come back Back to our senses and realization Back to a world we wish to escape Awakened to the truth of what's right whats wrong and what is not ours. ~~SAMANTHA~~

~for Those That Think They Know Everything~
This is a quiz for people who know everything! I found out in a hurry that I didn't. These are not trick questions. They are straight questions with straight answers. 1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends. 2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward? 3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables? 4. What fruit has its seeds on the outside? 5. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle? 6. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters "dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them. 7. There are 14 punctuation marks in English

Dead Tomarrow
Dead Tomorrow All so Hollow Dead tomorrow You gave me this pain. You can’t take it away. Flies will lay their eggs. A crooked smile Hollow eyes So long, so many lies. A victim of our demise Glass, I have become. All so hollow Dead tomorrow I never wanted this. Cold was our last kiss Nothing, I have become. Love it when I bleed. Watch me beating me. Broken, I am. Drift away In a world of decay Dead so long Hollow stayed Torn inside With a crooked smile Hollow eyes Dead again Full of sorrow Dead tomorrow Killed what you can’t fix. I loved you, I love you. Look what you did Never, never wanted thi Suicide Saints Music 2007

Smile
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts smile makes the life beautiful, expand your lips, it expand your happiness; life is a puzzle, solve it by smiling; smile makes the unknown an known, smile can penetrate the china walls also.. language can separate us, but never smile.. wherever make a smile, make the life beautiful.. a man without smile, like the bud, without blooming, smile can open the iron doors, smile can make the hell an heaven.. so.. smile please.

Girlfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 8. hand on knee? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have talk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16.have sex with me? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you go out with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? W

Daddy , I Was Born How??
A little boy goes to his father and asks "Daddy, how was I born?" The father answers: "Well son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway! Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, where your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said: Scroll down...You'll love this.... 'You got Male!'"

A Naughty Quiz
I filled in all the questions myself, but feel free to reply and let me know your answers (to me) if you like! 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes 2. Do they know it? some 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? yes 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? depends on my mood 5. Have you ever had a 3 some? yes 6. What is your favorite position? missionary & doggy 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? N/A 8. Give or receive oral? both 9. Kinky or sneaky? hehehe ... both 10. Loud or quiet? usually loud 11. Ruff of soft? depends on the mood 12. Foreplay or not? yes, please 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? yes 14. Spank or be spanked? be spanked 15. Condoms or not? I'm married so I don't have to worry about that anymore 16. Masturbate or not? yes 17. Role-playing or not? some 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? what do you think?

Friday 3/2/07
Not much going on as usual just the same old thing day in and day out lol. I'm just listening to Crush FM and updating my page to hopefully make it better and hopefully make some new friends. Be sure to tune into Crush FM tomorrow from 3-6 p.m. and listen to one of the newest Crush FM dj's, DJ Crackerjack.

Barras Salesman
A Young Glasgow lad moved to London and went to Harrods looking for a job. 'Do you have any sales experience?' asked the manager. 'Oh Aye; uv dun a bitta sales stuff back up thi road anat, o'er inah barras anat, know?', nodded the young weegie. The manager liked the lad, so he gave him the job. The young Scot's first day was challenging and busy, but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the manager came down to see how he was settling in. 'So... how many sales did you make today'? asked the manager. 'Eh...Jist the wan like.' replied the young weegie. The manager was immediately disappointed. 'Wh-a-a-t? Just the one? Harrods's sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day! Dear me! Oh well, you probably did your best - how much was the sale for, anyway'? '£101,237.64' said the lad. The Harrods manager choked. 'Blimey... One hundred and one thousand, two hundred and thirty-seven pounds and sixty four pence! What in hell did you sell him?' 'Well, fir

Poetry
The lover sleeps and amid his dreams. His angel comes on sunlit beams. To waken him with kisses sweet, For her love for him is oh so deep. She wakes him with her caresses light . Upon his skin and smiles so bright. And in her eyes, he sees the love ,she feels for him beneath the stars above. He comes to her to gently place, kisses upon her neck and face. To caress her body and touch her soul. For together two become a whole. the love they make is deep and true. And in this embrace their love renews. When all is done and all's been said, upon her breast he rests his head. And hears her heart beat for him alone, A greater love he's never known. ~~Samantha~~

Ratings Of Pics
Ok here I am again. lol. Well i have a question, does any one really pay attention to pictures or do they "just rate them". I would like to think people actually respond with true and honest rates. See I keep getting tens and, Well frankly I dont see a ten If I were to rate myself. Lets see if any one pays attention for the ones who dont i guess you will have to go back and look at my pics again. Just going off my pics and not my info who out there would date me. I dont mean just one time going out. Any how if you think im crazy for posting this oh well. I wanted a different perspective on this matter. Thanx 4 reading and feel free to make comment I want u too.

Pope Has To Have Sex
The Pope had been diagnosed as having a potentially fatal testicular disease and after treatment he was told that he had to have sex with a woman to confirm that the treatment had been fully successful. He called all his Cardinals together and told them what he had to be done and they agreed it was necessary. The Pope said he would go ahead with it but insisted on four conditions. "Firstly", he said " the girl has to be blind so she cannot see it's the Holy Father and tell the whole world" "Secondly, she must be deaf so that she doesn't recognize the Holy Father's voice and tell the whole world" "Thirdly, as a precaution, she has to be dumb so she cannot tell the whole world anyway" At this point one of the Cardinals stood up and said " Leave it to me Holy Father, I know just the woman for you" As the Cardinal was about to leave the Pope said " wait a moment, I told you there are four conditions". He beckoned the Cardinal over and as the Cardinal bent down towards him, the Pope whisper

Here You Will See The Tattoo I Got Done,, This Is One Of The Drawings My Girl Did...
Please Come Help Her Out... Heres The URL,,, An Hey If You See Something You Like Let Her Know.... http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=437162&albumid=130288

A Suffering World
My life alone, the pain I see. The suffering children laying dying at me. My heart grows weary, my thoughts become numb. The decisions that life has made became dumb. Nowhere to be found, nowhere to be seen. The only who gets it is only me. I stay in the corner, that where I lay. But thats when my heart is in dismay. Taking these lies, taking these meds. But all I can see is the dying blood reds. Lives have changed, futures have fallen. The world is suffering and everyone is bauling. My lyrical poems seem nothing to you. But when your spirit fails, what will you do? --Xonus

Worry
THE TEARS HAVE ALL SUBSIDED AND THE JOY HAS BEEN RETURNED. NO MORE SLEEPLESS NIGGHTS. NO MORE CANDLES TO BURN. THE WORDS U SPOKE TO ME TODAY, EASED MY MIND YET I STILL HAVE THE WORRY AND FEAR. I KNOW YOU DONT LIKE TO HEAR THOSE WORDS BUT LET ME MAKE ONE THING CLEAR. I NEVER MEANT TO INSULT U BY MY WORDS OF CONCERN AND LOVE. THE LOVE I FEEL FOR U MY DEAR IS SENT FROM UP ABOVE. YOU TELL ME THAT U WORY FOR ME AND U SAY THAT THESE WORDS R TRUE. THIN IF U CAN WORRY FOR ME MY DEAR THEN WHY CANT I WORRY FOR U? U R MY LIFE, MY LOVE, AND MY HEART I FEEL THE SAME PAIN TOO I KNOW THAT U R HURTING THOUGH I KNOW NOT WHAT U R GOING THROUGH. JUST TRUST THAT I WILL BE HERE AND KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FAIL U I AM UR GIRLFRIEND, LOVER, WIFE, MY DEAR TO U AND UR WISHES I WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE.

Friday 23rd February
When we woke up, we had to rush around because i had made a doctors appointment to see about my depression, walking down there i got tired very easily which again is extremely weird for me, lol, espeshly goin down hill lmao, but anyways i went to the docs, told him about everything he could see i was still very depressed so gave me a sick note of 8 weeks, which turns out im gonna need it haha. once finished at the docs, we started our way home, and i had some stomach cramp, my worst fear, i was gonna be on by the time i got home, 'no, i dont wanna be i want chris to be a dad, how can i get him all excited cuz imlate then come on?' anyways we got home, i was very tired and out of breath with bad cramps, but on the way i we met my sis who was taking her little girl for her first injections hehe awww, once home we relaxed a while then helped my mum with the cleaning up, once we had done we sat down and amanda jason and the baby got home, manda went into the kitchen and shouted m

Please Help Captian Cute!!!!!
Hey everyone, my friend Captain Cute is in a contest! He needs some help! If you guys could go help him out that'd be so awesome! He's totally fantastic! So go vote and comment him a couple of times!

To Everyone Out There
I see some people have read my blogs....While my blogs are ment to be funny and not taken seriously.....I have noticed no one has left a comment....Not so much as a Fuck you or No Fucking way.....Leave a comment I won't be hurt if you tell me to FUCK OFF this is the internet and I don't know you so it wont kill me.....Leave a comment that doesn't make sense like.....I was walking down the street the other day and noticed I wasn't in a car.....Some stupid thing like that LOL.....Regardless I love to have fun and play on the internet.....I still want to see your tits though LOL

Come Read My New Blog!
www.emopinups.com the whole page is a pic vid and text blog! You may also visit me on charleyashland.com. If you join teh emopinups theater its free on emopinups.com. There are ten minute movies at the bottom of the front page as well! 18+ only please! kisses, charley

That One Freind
That one freind that u cant live with out That one freind who is there for you no matter what That one freind that crys when u cry That one freind that makes u smile no matter how bad things are That one freind that is always on ur mind That one friend that maybe more than just a freind

~~jokes For The (gasp) Older Crowd~~
(Some of us may not be there yet.... but, it's coming!!!) JOKES FOR THE OLDER CROWD A distraught senior citizen phoned her doctor's office. "Is it true," she wanted to know, "that the medication you prescribed has to be taken for the rest of my life?" "Yes, I'm afraid so," the doctor told her. There was a moment of silence before the senior lady replied, "I'm wondering, then, just how serious is my condition because this prescription is marked 'NO REFILLS'." ----------------------------------------- An older Jewish gentleman was on the operating table awaiting surgery and he insisted that his son, a renowned surgeon, perform the operation. As he was about to get the anesthesia he asked to speak to his son. "Yes, Dad, what is it?" "Don't be nervous, son; do your best and just remember, if it doesn't go well, if something happens to me . your mother is going to come and live with you and your wife...." -------

Hit And Miss
Its a hit and miss situation.....Sometimes you come to a point where you cant get the response you want from a family member. No matter how hard you try they will never accept anything you do. Nothing will ever be good enough, and proud will never be an option. Sometimes its not your fault they are that way......Its just the way things are. Its a hit and miss situation.....A thought of a career choice made by the heart. Following your heart is sometimes not the brightest idea. Taking steps towards a career based on your passion, is maybe not a dream to be fufilled. Flat on your ass and down at the bottom, you take the other road out. Its gonna be a career that doesnt overly appeal to you. However if you work hard enough it could pay off. Give it 5 years, maybe you can go back to your passion. Its a hit and miss situation.....A double life can make you the most hardened of people. It can toss you in an up roar and strip away anything innocent. Double life is a complicated thing to

Bad Weekend...
It's not been the best of weekends. Friday night I was headed from Cincinnati to Newport, KY. Well after what had happened to my cell phone earlier in the day, I was a little more careful. Key word there is little, folks. Because I wasn't careful enough and my WALLET falls out, and oh yeah, to make matters worse it had my ID, my bank card...everything important. NOT GOOD. Had to come home, cancel the bank card and that was it... Saturday I woke up at 3pm after staying up til 4:30am...and I had a sore throat. Not good. Stayed in the same clothes I was wearing Friday night after coming home for the entire day. I didn't shower like I normally do, didn't change, nothing. I didn't go out. I'm going to do all that stuff later today (Sunday) but it's just more trouble than it was worth to me Saturday. So yeah...it's been a lousy weekend.

I Will Never Get Bondage . . .
You know, I am a pretty "open" person when it comes to the bedroom. I do not have a lot of "limits" in what I am willing to try or like. Recently, a freind and I were talking about bondage. She asked me what are my limits when it comes to BDSM, so I started thinking -"What are my limits?" I told her I would get back to her. I had done research on this topic for some of my erotic stories - talking to persons into the lifestyle about things that they do - but I never asked what went through their mind or got very specific on the truly "hardcore" equiptment and/or toys that were used. After thinking long and hard (no pun intended) for about a week now and thinking back to past experiences, I have come to the conclusion that I am not against restraints and/or handcuffs, nipple clamps, blindfolding, role-playing (to a degree) or occassional spanking (NOT BEATING!). I am also not averse to being dominated (actually quite liking it), but not to the point of humiliation. Sure,

The Second Wrong Makes You Feel Right -fata
Begin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now, This time, this time A lesson learned is a picture burned, You're a memory to me, Upon ignition come bear witness to the greatest therapy, Just begin, present, fade out, Judgement please don't fail me now, This time That was the day I put your picture aside. Swallowed the fact that our dream had died. Every time you close your mind, You should be seeing me. Every time you close your eyes (at night) Every time you close your eyes You should be seeing me. As you lay in bed at night, I'll be there in your dreams. So sorrows in, is that what you heard? You can't cash in on what went wrong. Helpless isn't the right word but it's the first that comes to mind, There's worse things than being alone, I think in time I'll get by That was the day I put your picture aside. Swallowed the fact that our dream had died. Every time you close your mind, You should be seeing me. Begin, present, fade out, Judgemen

Missed Mcr Again
I have waited 20 years to go to another concert. I have chosen My Chemical romance to see. the first time was last year. they were playing the allentown state fairgrounds. got there and they had cancelled due to the drummer (bob) having a staph infection from a fire burn. Feb 25th they were playing at the Liacouras Center in Philly and I wound up in the hospital with a bad kidney infection for 5 days. Missed the show... I just don't know wheather or not to give up...am I too old for this...was I just not meant to see this band...I don't know... Disheartened Kelly.....

Lounge Contest Has A Wiener
ok im sorry for my entries but we have a whiner in our contest.'JESSA HYPO-OWNER OF THE HYDAWAY RADIO LOUNGE has pulled out of contest.she had a problem with the fact that DJ SLADE has two lounges entered in contest.THEY ARE JUST THAT TWO LOUNGES THEY DONT GET TO ADD POINTS TOGETHER IT ONE AGAINIST OTHER THERE.I HAVE SEEN MANY DOULBE ENTRIES IN CONTEST FROM OTHERS.I ALLOWED OWNERS TO COMMENT I MEAN ITS FOR FUN COME ON.I WANTED ALL TO SEE THE MANY LOUNGES ON HERE.SO THIS IS ONE WAY I THOUGHT TO DO THAT.NOT WHAT THE BEST LOUNGE IS BUT THE LOOK WHEN U ENTER IT THE FEEL SOME CAN GIVE YOU, BUT JESSA DECIDED TO STOP.AND LEFT COMMENT HERE THAT SHE WILL GET IT SHUTDOWN.SO THATS WHATS GOING ON.NO I WONT STOP IT I SDEE NOTHING WRONG IN THE COMMENTING GOING ON.AND SECOND PLACE SHE HAD BUT WORRIED ABOUT SOMEONE THAT IS BEHIND GROW UP AND LETS ALL ENJOY THIS.I AM A FAIR PERSON MY ENTRIES ARENT GOING TO GET TREATED DIRTY THEY WILL LIKE THE GIFTS.MORE COMMENTS BETTER GIFTS. LOVE TO ALL Jessa-Hypo.

Sexy
Awesome lyrics Dig if u will the picture Of u and I engaged in a kiss The sweat of your body covers me Can u my darling Can u picture this? Dream if u can a courtyard An ocean of violets in bloom Animals strike curious poses They feel the heat The heat between me and u How can u just leave me standing? Alone in a world thats so cold? (so cold) Maybe Im just 2 demanding Maybe Im just like my father 2 bold Maybe youre just like my mother Shes never satisfied (shes never satisfied) Why do we scream at each other This is what it sounds like When doves cry Touch if u will my stomach Feel how it trembles inside Youve got the butterflies all tied up Dont make me chase u Even doves have pride How can u just leave me standing? Alone in a world so cold? (world so cold) Maybe Im just 2 demanding Maybe Im just like my father 2 bold Maybe youre just like my mother Shes never satisfied (shes never satisfied) Why do we scream at each other This is what it sound

Will Miss Ya!!!
well i am going to miss you all over the next week as i am going to hospital for a 4-5 day stay...operations suck...so be sure and stop by my page while i am away to leave me random messages about what ever you can think of.... it will give me something to read while recovering...dont leave me bored and in pain for too long....give me a good old larf to take my mind away from everything.... so its ciao ciao for now....might have to get a couple more blogs in before i go to the place of sterility..... miss yas......Quackers

Four
FOUR When I was fourteen years old I finally got to see my dad again for the first time since he and Mom had been divorced. I’m still not sure how Mom pulled it off, but she managed to arrange for me and Marc to go to Florida to spend the summer with him two years in a row. I fell in love with Florida. I still love Florida, and today that’s exactly where I live. However, in all honesty, I believe that those two summers in Florida with Dad were the true beginnings of my lifelong problems with alcohol and other addictions. Sure I’d had a nip or two of beer before, but at fourteen years old, I wasn’t an alcoholic, yet. It was in Florida that I got drunk for the first time. It was there that I started smoking cigarettes. It was there that I was introduced to marijuana. It was also there that I not only saw, but actually got to touch a real, live naked girl for the first time; one that wanted me to touch her. It never went beyond the touchy-feely stage, but at fourteen years old that

Letters From A Vampire
I will not revile were i came across this because I can not contact the owner to these letters how ever since I am fasinated that there are people who go to many lenghts to prove Lestat exists I will let you read this for your self you decided.THis entry Is something i found i did not nor do i claim I wrote any of these letters I found this while reading.......... A few years back........... Letters from a Vampire NOTE: Any more letters asking me why or if I wrote these letters are going to be ignored. For those of you out there who obviously aren't bothering to read the introduction: the letters are written by someone else, not me, and I'm tired of having to say it. Now, on with the show... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Early in 1995 I began recieving letters from Lestat. It appears that while web surfing he came across this site and wanted to point out some little known facts and ammendments with respect to the information

Redneck Driver's Application
A driving application Redneck Driver's Application Plez compleet this paper, best ya can. Last name: ________________ First name: [_] Billy-Bob [_] Bobby-Sue [_] Billy-Joe [_] Bobby-Jo [_] Billy-Ray [_] Bobby-Ann [_] Billy-Sue [_] Bobby-Lee [_] Billy-Mae [_] Bobby-Ellen [_] Billy-Jack [_] Bobby-Beth Ann Sue Age: ____ (if unsure, guess) Sex: [_]M [_]F [_]None Shoe Size: ____ Left ____ Right Occupation: [_] Farmer [_] Mechanic [_] Hair Dresser [_] Waitress [_] Un-employed [_] Dirty Politician Spouse's Name: __________________________ 2nd Spouse's Name: __________________________ 3rd Spouse's Name: __________________________ Lover's Name: __________________________ 2nd Lover's Name: __________________________ Relationship with spouse: [_] Sister [_] Aunt [_] Brother [_] Uncle [_] Mother [_] Son [_] Father [_] Daughter [_] Cousin [_] Pet Number of children living in household: ___ Number of children livi

Man's Answer To Maxine
MEN STRIKE BACK! Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? Because a woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's one of those "evolutionary things" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------------- If your dog is barking at the back door and your wife is yelling at the front door, who do you let in first? The dog, of course. He'll shut up once you let him in. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Scientists have discovered a food that diminishes a woman's sex! drive by 90%. It's called a Wedding Cake ------------------------------------------------------------------- Women will never be equal to men until they can walk down the street with a bald head and a beer gut, and still think they

Just Stuff
Not too much going on today... beeen working.. mixed in with some playing on CT and yahoo. Got another project done today. Want to finish off 2 more tonight if I am lucky. Waiting on the clients to give me the last bit I need to finish it. Got about 4 inches of snow last night and today. Thankfully it was not ice at all so shoveling will be easy. Allergies are kinda bad today. Eyes are itchy and head is stuffy. Maybe I should clean? lol. Feeling pretty good about life today. :) Sometimes just little things help bring you out of the blah moods and make everything better. Anyway I feel so much more positive in how I think the last few days. I feel like I will never get to level 10..lol. OK.. so thats not positive thinking..lol. I have 3000+ points to go. At the rate I move we can expect that around April. :) Back to work for me.

A Hunger
The moon Rises Waking me from my slumber Calling to my Hunger As I rise The mist Wraps me in it's protective blanket The scent of mortals near The decadent and deranged Cause me to Lust I watch from afar Which Victim shall I choose Who will be mine A rapist A murderer A whore All mine for the choosing Which shall be mine? Or should I choose all?

This Is My Promise
This is my promise..... I promise to be more of a listener more caring and compasionate I promise to be there any time you need someone To be the shoulder you cry on Organized and tighty I promise to give you all i can and work for the things i can't To be trustworthy and to trust I promise to be faithful and true I promise

My Wish.....
My wish for you.... Current mood: content Category: Romance and Relationships Even though bad times come between two people, i hope people part with only nice things to say. So here is mine. Though not my words, they are still how I feel. My wish. Rascal Flatts Lyrics My Wish I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're

Lessons Of Life
I have learned, There are easier things to do than find the right girl, like nailing jello to a tree. I have learned, Sometimes, all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I have learned, The worst way to miss someone is when they are standing right next to you and you know you can't have them. I have learned, I can't choose how I fell, but I can choose what I do about it. I have learned, No woman falls in love with a man unless she has a better opinion of him than he deserves.

I Can't Beleive I Forgot!!!!
Okay People I Can't Beleive I Forgot To tell You All That Lent Is Over...Now I Do Beleive That I Can Watch E! Again...I'm Gonna Wait Till Tomorrow Tho. DUH!!!! WOOT WOOT WOOT! Something To Celebrate! WIsh Me Luck...Next Lent I'm Giving Up Shopping...I'm Gonna Food Shop Before Hand!! OMG I"M SCARED I HAVE A YEAR TO PREPARE THO!

How?
I am weak now having attempted to cry out all feelings and emotions for you: In one breath you make me smile and cry in one phone call you lift my spirits and plunge me into depression Your voice can build up my hopes and shatter my dreams. You leave me wondering, yet disenchanted. How you do it, I'll never know.

Idiots From Cyberspace...part One
So many strange people inhabit this virtual world, as we all know! This idiot is one that messaged me just five minutes after I made my messenger status 'Available', after two years of being invisible 24/7... The words in parenthesis were my thoughts as the conversation, if you could call it that, progressed... dtiger007: hai dtiger007: how r u BUZZ!!! me: I'm well...and yourself? dtiger007: fine dtiger007: r u f (Is he a barking dog or something? What happened to the use of any language?!?) me: what? dtiger007: r u male or female BUZZ!!! dtiger007: asl plz (Last time I felt the need to use ASL was when I was 15, I believe...) me: what do you think by the name? dtiger007: r u girl I am right me: yes, I am female.. me: 22 years old, female, i think we have established this dtiger007: I am arvind dtiger007: and ur name me: I don't tell that sort of thing to people I don't know... me: how is your night going? dtiger007: hotel tajhari (Did I ask for a

Not Knowing...
I don't expect you soon to love me, Nor are my own feelings clear. Passion is the ornate entrance To a world we crave and fear. We cannot know where this will take us, Nor whether we will ride for long, But pleasure is the overture That flows into the larger song. So come with me with open mind And heart, and we the time will prove With laughter and with joy unfettered, And, perhaps, someday with love.

In My Dreams
In My Dreams Written by me 2/1/96 In My Dreams I Often Wonder What it’s Like to Be Loved Does it Make You Feel Like Something Special When You Are Truly Loved Or Maybe There is Happiness When You Know That You Are Loved And Maybe Someday My Dreams Will Come True And I Will Be Loved Too

Butterflies Have Gotten Me
Oh my, my plane leaves in less than eight hours and already my stomach is nervous. lol You know, I'm gonna tell Mr.Covington I deserve a big hug for this. I swore I would never fly and I'm doing this just to go see him. On second thought, this time I won't settle for just a hug. Anyway, you guys take care and have a great afternoon. Cath PS...He better sing Im Good and Hometown too :) ((Press Release)) Nashville, TN – (March 8, 2007) – American Idol Season 5 finalist Bucky Covington will make his Grand Ole Opry debut this Friday, March 9th. Covington will perform his debut single, “A Different World,” which is already generating huge fan response in its early weeks of release. He will also premiere new material from his self-titled debut CD, set for release April 17th on Lyric Street Records. “A Different World” is a title descriptive of the young singer’s life over the past year. Covington, a North Carolina native who plays guitar, bass, and drums, took time off from his

Uh.....just A Few Things
So Last night, just a little off tilter and way too bored on the job I wrote a kickass anarchist blog. Then I tripped on the fuckin cord to my laptop and lost it all. Was some pretty intense shit to might I add....Meh I am sure I will have more to say about it again. I posted a new blog about 5 minutes ago. Its a song I am writing. Now just so some of you dont get the wrong idea it isnt written about or for anyone here.....Pieces of it were from a work of art my mom arranged some years ago after my dad wouldnt come back to her. And other parts are my own personal trials taken with a man known as Devon. Some of you know who he is, some of you dont. Either way today was the final string. Everything I have had of him I let go. There is no emotion left there. Again not that any of this is gonna matter to anyone. I just find it that song after song. Writing after writing. Painting after painting now I am just numb to the whole thing. I am sure I could eleborate on this more, but there i

The Shower
It wasn't until I was deep into my shower, sopping wet and ready to shampoo that my dogs started growling. "CRAP!" I was sopping. And Emma was supposedly playing in her room. It made me nervous to think of someone knocking on the door while I was showering and my baby girl was out there. "CRAP!!!!" I repeated. My bathroom is tucked away in the back corner of the house. *knock knock knock* Bark bark bark "SHIT!" I left the shower on and I just make a run for it. With my left hand full of white creme (And not the good fun creme either, just regular old shampooy creme) I run down the hall. Each step is leaving behind a wet footprint. My hair is dripping, I'm blowing water out of my left eye and I'm closing my hand tight around the creme. "Emma!" I yell "whaaaa..." She is sitting on the floor. Chicken nugget deep into her lunch. You would think that seeing her momma butt ass necked and grasping a hand full of white creamy stuff would be sh

Broken Heart
thank you for watching ove me keeping me safe and sane... thank you for being there when i was in pain... thank you for drying my tears all those years... thank you for putter laughter in my heart from the start... thank you for giving me something to look forward to each day... over 10 years have passed since you last walked with earth with me yet your still beside me keeping me safe and sane... holding me when i am in pain drying my tears and making me laugh each night i pray each morning you still give me something to look forwad to... MOM, thanks for always being and staying you.... from the broken heart of your daughter.

True Love
This is not my poem but i liked it and it is true of how true love feels for me True Love by Jennifer S. Boney When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love. http://www.forevery

Saturday 3/10/07
Not alot going on yet again today, lol I got online about 9 A.M. and got 2 IMs as soon as I signed on lol, and have been folding and putting away laundry,but other than that I haven't done much with my day so far. I hope that Phreik chat is up and running soon because I'm really enjoying chatting there,but the Waiting Room they have while the pages are being fixed just goes wayyyy too fast lol. Still waiting for an update on my online sister, I saw my online dad on a few minutes ago but he went offline as soon as I imed asking about her lol. Oh well, I'll catch him some other time, I know he and my online mom are busy. Have a good day all.

Some Simple Math
Lets do some math: I have 4354 friends. Ok so we rate everyones profile 10. Thats 4354 rates. Now thier pics. Ill be kind and estimate everyone at 100 photos: Ok thats 435,400 pics to rate. Lets say its gonna take appromimately 8.3 mins to rate each friend given the fact of the 5 second delay between rates now. Thats 3,613,820 minutes divided by 60 is 60,230 hours divided by 24 is 2509.6 days. Divided by 365 is 6.8 years. LMAO

Freedom
well im free finally free from the bondage of a fucking insane wingnut girl(not the good kind of bondage either)whom isnt the brightest crayon in the box i may say anyway she is gone i am happy and tonight is FRY-DAY and i am going to be enjoying the time i have by having as much fun as possible grante i may not sleep until 1pm tommorow but tommorrow is sunday and i dont need to be awake for the rest of that day cause theres jack shit to do oh well other then that i made 28 dollars in an hour last night just by sitting there fishing for beer and most likely ill end up doing that tonight before i do anyhting else just so that i can have some extra money to use for orangge juice and energy drinks at walmart at 5 am in the morning and yeah if you havent seen 300 go see it or you will definately regret it if i had the money id be watching that movie again right now and every day till it left the theater it is just that good just incase you dont know too much about

Now Open!!!
The Men's Sexiest Chest Contest is now open... Come and bomb your favorite chest on CTap. These guys need your help to win a 7-day Blast and other gifts. Check em out and vote for your favorite! Bobby D Frank it is what it is random1 L.A. Jasper back in the land of sand a.k.a. The Jasper FRANKIEGQ "Iceman" Chub$ CaponE HAVE FUN... MAKE SURE THE RULES ARE FOLLOWED OR YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED... THIS WILL GO BY COMMENTS... IF I CATCH ANYONE DOWNGRADING ANYONE ELSE I WILL DQ YOU! IF I HAVE TO I WILL WARN YOU ONE TIME AFTER THAT YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF THE CONTEST! xXxW1ck3DxXx (if you enter please leave some love)@ CherryTAP

~~why Cnn Has Lost Their Dominance~~
A photographer for CNN was assigned to cover southern California's Wildfires last year. He wanted pictures of the heroic work the Firefighters were doing as they battled the blazes. When the photographer arrived on the scene, he realized that the smoke was so thick it would seriously impede, or even make impossible, his getting good photographs from the ground level. He requested permission from his boss to rent a plane & take photos from the air. His request was approved & he used his cell phone to call the local county airport to charter a flight. He was told a single engine plane would be waiting for him at the airport. Arriving at the airfield, he spotted a plane warming up outside a hanger. He jumped in with his bag, slammed the door shut, & shouted, "Let's go". The pilot taxied out, swung the plane into the wind & roared down the runway. Once in the air, the photographer instructed the pilot, "Fly over the valley & make two or three low passes so

Another Survey
Favorite: Gum – Big Red Restaurant – In Lansing, Guerrazzi's and in Toledo, Chet's Drink – French Vanilla Coffee or Mt. Dew Season – Fall Type of weather – 60 and wicked evil thunderstorming lots of rain and thunder and lightening Late night activity – Fucking Sport – I like any sport I don't have to watch Movie – Forrest Gump Store – ANY dollar store When was the last time you: Cried – Last night, but only a little for a minute Played a sport - Uhmmm...does sex count? Laughed – Today Hugged someone – About 30 minutes ago Kissed someone – About 20 minutes ago Felt depressed – I don't know anyone named depressed, so how can I feel them? Felt overworked – Constantly, two babies, a 6 year old and a Tim are hard ass work lemme tell ya What was the last: Word(s) you said – "Be nice to your sister damn it!" to my Sean Thing you ate – Only pop so far today Song you listened to – Du Hast Th

Out There Somewhere
As i float on the wings of time i enjoy the freedom which is all mine flying to places where i really wish to be enjoy the surroundings to let it absorb me as i feel the wind through my hair guided by the wings of love wishing you we're there

Points I Often Ponder
Why is there brail at drive up ATMs? Do they seriously think blind people are using these machines? How do they bake fortune cookies without burning the paper? Why do we drive on a parkway and park in a driveway? Why do people power walk in a mall? Do they not know they are loitering? Why is Rodeo and rodeo pronounced differently? People keep saying that foriegners need to go back home yet I do not see them packing their bags for Europe. How the hell were shrooms discovered? I mean it is not every day someone looks for something to eat under cow shit, or something to make you high for that matter. Who was the sick fuck that discovered a pig's orgasm lasted 30 minutes? I mean who the hell was that interested to really want to know that? Isn't beastiality illegal? How was it discovered that cat urine glows under a black light? (my guess in the room of a hippe who was too cheap, or high, to spring for a litter box when he/she brought home a stray.) Have you

Friendship!
cause when there's something that struggles in life there's always someone you can count on when you're not feeling fine, there's always a shoulder to cry on. there's always someone who listens and it doesn't matter who that one is but one of those ones for me is you cause I know that you believe in me understand me and listens too. that's what friendship is all about and all you say; no doubt give and take, sharing and trust believing is all what it's worth

Have You Purchased Off The Internet Recently?
Have you heard of it, shopping from your laptop? OF COURSE YOU HAVE! Would you be open to making more money in your spare time without doing anything but ordering what you already use from a new source? I would like to invite you to a new passive money building opportunity. If you are pro-active, that's even better, but you don't have to be. I'd like to find others online who already use Quixtar. Please contact me!

Prison Of Conscience
I walk in and sit down Prepare myself Look through the silvery glass And stare into your eyes Blue-greenish, kind of gray I focus on your eyes Your ice cold eyes Amazed at the façade you can assume An impenetrable veil Giving away nothing to the viewer Except for me I see right through your eyes You look so unassuming Not innocent so much as upright. Dutiful Unlikely to transgress so completely I ask how you could do these things How can you rationalize such extremes You deserve whatever consequences descend upon you And yet you're so calm, relaxed even You regret the necessity for such measures But that given the circumstances, You did what you had to do You'd do it all again Your enemies were fools, weak yet irritating And they threatened you and yours Like mosquitoes with malaria I ask about regrets You feel for the innocents A tragedy for everyone, you say You describe feeling real fear A most unpleasant sensation Disappointment and horror Relief

Lost
Lost Current mood: complacent Lost Confusion, Anxiety, Anger and Pain, Despair, hatred, Isn't it all the same? Turmoil, Anguish. Pity and Revenge, Spurn, Condemn, When is it going to end? Loneliness, Heart Ache, must I be disturbed? Desolate, forlon will I always be alone?

Fish Stick Dicks
Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

Photomagraphs
Oh how I wish we could all just morph from the ugly people that we are into the beautiful people who's photos we've stolen from the intertubes. Also, you're not a vampire. And by "we" I mean "me". And by "me" I mean "you". And.. I ... well ... I'm lost now.

Rotting Tree
Solely for you. Not for me. Leaving me hungry running up that tree. In seeing the forgotten. lets find the end or at least just pretend. Stop screaming I still find you intriguing. Quit, my ears are bleeding. So these people, they call you friend. Can you see them there, at the end? You are compelling. Reading minds of those who are telling. Underhandedly striking. machinating against a device. My veins you decided to dissect then splice. Genetics tell the fib to the reader's lib. Not strict or literal, Obsolete ergo, noncritical.

More Randomness
Oh yeah!!! My hairdresser just called to confirm for tomorrow after my test (she's working me in at 5) So I guess y'all can call me Brittany after then ha ah ah ha yeah I am a bit loony today, over look it, rehab hasn't been working for me either, I am having some major withdrawls.

All I Want Is You
You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold You say you want your story to remain untold. All the promises we make From the cradle to the grave When all I want is you. You say you'll give me a highway with no-one on it Treasure, just to look upon it All the riches in the night. You say you'll give me eyes in the moon of blindness A river in a time of dryness A harbour in the tempest. All the promises we make, from the cradle to the grave When all I want is you. You say you want your love to work out right To last with me through the night. You say you want diamonds on a ring of gold Your story to remain untold Your love not to grow cold. All the promises we break, from the cradle to the grave When all I want is you.

Do You Remember??
Looking back on yesterday, Of all the times, As kids we played, The bumps, The bruises, The teasing, The hate, The days on the beach, and the trips to the lake, Rides in the walker, Goin fast down the hill, Hearing you laugh, Was worth all the thrill, Days spent at the fairs, Your eyes all lit up, To angie teasing you, Of having lips like a duck, I remember when we moved to Canada, How excited you were, Or when you went to uncle chucks, With all that inner fear, How proud i was of you, For your grade 12 graduation, As well as again being proud, When you graduated boot camp, You have always been my heart, I really hope you remember and know, Now that your gone on assignment, We miss you terribly and want you safely home, Terry and Adam miss the hell outta you, We all anticipate the day, When we can hug you and kiss you, And no longer have to pray, Written by: Azalia On: Feb 15th, 2007

I Am Gangrel
You scored as Gangrel. You belong to the Gangrel bloodline. Gangrel are very in touch with nature and for this reason are often loners and hermits. They have a very keen sense of the beast inside them and can let it out with devastating results. They do, however, have a bit less control over their impulsive, animalistic nature and are easy to drive into an uncontrollable frenzy. Gangrel100%Brujah79%Malkavian58%Nosferatu54%Tremere50%Ventrue42%Toreador33%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

I Once Loved
I Once Loved I used to love, but not anymore. I have love. But how could I lie to myself for so long. If you love you don’t cheat on your heart, you don’t lie about it, you don’t hide it. If you love, you devote your heart, mind, body and soul into making it work. If you love, you forgive for all the wrong done. Or do you? Is there a point where it is just too much, is love when it is hard to breathe when you are around them? Heart pounding, hands shaking; is that love or is that pain, I think it is both. I fell out of love a long time ago, I will always love I just wont be in love. Maybe someday, I am a somebody I have a heart. Love beat me in round one, I won’t give up on it. I won’t lose next round I am a winner and you may never know.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?
You Are 68% Grown Up, 32% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

Try Work Not Rape
If you want to see a nigger with way too much time on his hands then click the link below and then you will not only see him you will see his whole lot of social rejects. These are the types of people who really need to kill themselves. Arlo try work not rape ~The I dislike Stacy fan club"@ CherryTAP

Finally Moved!
Sorry for the delay and absence on here guys. Don't think that your love and comments go ignored. I moved into my apartment this weekend and have been sick on top of that. So, this blog is short and sweet to let ya know that I'm sending love to all, prolly won't be on for a few days til we get everything unpacked and settled in. Hope everyone has a good week! *Hugs* Sassy

,"are We Sure This Is A Good Time To Take God Out Of The Pledge Of Allegiance
This is dedicated to Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from thi

Girls Night
iam SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoOOOooOOO wasted. liek. its so funny.. like.. omg did i spell lije wrong? LOLOL that is gr8 with an ate! its not even 3 amanda si laughing why omg lolol this is funnl she pulled my pant down wait lol stop it ryan fisette is wantingg me to get bak togethr but im like no way you had me in freshman year. fresh fuclking meeeat lolol. oh jerenmy i fuckin luv you you dont understand i should call you omg did i say that? where the fuc is the eqarse button?

Branded A Criminal.
I recieved a long-winded letter today from the law firm of Lancaster, Helling, Martin, & Grable, L.L.P. (feel free to look them up and hassle them). In this letter were the threats of legal action towards me in regards to the non-compete employee agreement I naively signed in January of 2004. Since I quit Anthony Nak for reasons known throughout my circle of friends, harassment has ensued. Accusing me of theft through conversion, solicitation of employees, misappropriation of Proprietary Information, and lastly being in direct competition with Anthony Nak by being employed by Kendra Scott Design. The people closest to me know that these accusations are complete BULLSHIT. Well, except that I do work at KSD, but we are hardly a competetor. If I do not reply to thier lawyers by this Friday the 16th, they claim that they will not hesitate to pursue me legally, meaning lawsuit time. They are stooping as low as the scrap metal bandits that stole $15,000 right from under thier stupid noses.(

Cool. =)
In two weeks I get to see Nati!!! For the whole weekend!!!... and then the week after that I get to see Nati!!! ... For the whole weekend again.... hm.... Nati? Norma Jean? Make it the two week policy we had last year! LOL!

Castration
Castration "Doc," says Arthur, "I want to be castrated ." "What on earth for?" asks the doctor in amazement. "It's something I've been thinking about for a long time and I want to have it done." replies Arthur. "But have you thought it through properly?" asks the doctor. "It's a very serious operation and once it's done, there's no going back. It will change your life forever!" "I'm aware of that Doc and you're not going to change my mind; either you book me in to be castrated or I'll simply go to another doctor." "Well, OK," says the doctor, "but it's against my better judgment!" So, Arthur has his operation and the next day he is up and walking very slowly, legs apart, down the hospital corridor with his IV stand. Heading toward him is another patient, who is walking exactly the same way. "Hi there." says Arthur. "It looks like you've just had the same operation as me." "Well," said the other patient, "I finally decided after 67 years that I

Life Is A Journey
Life Is A Journey Life is a journey through many terrain From gardens of pleasure to deserts of pain From an ocean of love to a jungle of hate From mountains of glory to canyons of fate There's a highway for joy and a highway for sorrow A road for today and a road for tomorrow So choose your path wisely and walk with care If you follow your heart, you'll find your way there I've been to the garden and planted seeds there I've been to the desert and felt the despair I've swam in the ocean and drank of it's wine I climbed up the mountain to touch the sky I went to the canyon and started to cry I've traveled both highways, Both today and tomorrow I've basked in the joy and wallowed in sorrow My path has been chosen and I've walked it with care I followed my heart and I'm on my way there So I'll just keep walking till I find what I'm after To mountains and oceans and Gardens of laughter.

Living A Balanced Life
To combat modern day stresses, you need to realize that things are going to go the way they are going to go, so you may as well just relax. The most important thing you can do for yourself is to practice extreme self-care which means putting your own needs first. You must take care of yourself first or you will be no good to anyone else. Self care is simply loving and honoring yourself. Loving yourself is giving to yourself. Giving to yourself allows you to share with others more fully. Being more fully present means you naturally develop less of an attachment to what goes on around you, and can instead be more relaxed and at peace. Releasing the need to control yourself, other people, and or situations, will greatly reduce the amount of stress you experience in your life. Also helpful is relaxing, refreshing, and rejuvenating your body, mind and spirit. Your body is your temple, and can easily get run down by stress, strain, and struggle. Take care of it with regular relax

A Kind Word To The Real True Gents
OKAY IM DONE WITH MY NAME CALLING AN RANTING JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS TO ALL THE REAL TRUE GENTS OUT THERE WHO SHOW THEIR RESPECT FOR THE WOMEN ON CT I KNOW NOT ALL MEN ARE HERE FOR THE TITS AN ASS AS SOME ARE TRUELY HERE JUST TO MAKE FRIENDS IN SOME OCCASSIONS I HAVE RAN INTO SOME MEN ON HERE WHERE THE WOMEN ARE JUST AS BAD AS SOME OF THE MEN ON HERE BY LEAVING DISGUSTING COMMENTS ON MENS PICS I MEAN COME ON LADIES DONT BE A TRAMP YOU CAN LEAVE A COMMENT ON A GUYS PAGE OR PIC WITHOUT BEING A TRAMP I MEAN WE KNOW THEY ARE GOOD LOOKING BUT DO YOU REALLY NEED TO MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF MEAT I LOOK AT LIKE THIS RESPECT WORKS BOTH WAYS YOU WANT IT YOU GIVE IT IF YOU ACT LIKE TRASH THEN THATS WHAT YOUR GONNA GET SO YES FELLAS PINK HAS A SOFT SPOT FOR THE MEN OUT THERE WHO ARENT JUST HERE FOR THE TITS AND ASS JUST STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND ALWAYS COWBOY UP!

Pain To The Pleasure
He closes his eyes and does as he is told she's in tottal control. His will is not his own he is in her mercy as she begians to tie him down. She grabs the leather straps as she begians to bind his hands above his head. his legs are spread aparrt and tied to a sepreate end of the bed. There's nothing he can do. As a flame is place to the candle wick. The wax slowly starts to melt. She hover's over him, the candle is tilted as the wax starts to drip. It sloly fall's thourgh the air and on too his chest. Soft moans escapes his lips as the wax stings his skin. She sets the candel down and leaves him alone; only to return short time later . he has no idea what is instore for him" close your eye's" she say's, he obeys her; She place's a ice cube to the wax and peels it off and runs it down his bare chest and across his nipples. She runs it all over his body till it hasfully melts; she then begins to lick what remaing water that is on him. Softly nibbling at his skin, her hands explaore hi

Hakuna Matada My Friends!!
I was fortunant to be invited by a friend of mine to go see the "Lion King" ,the broadway show on tuesday. If any of you are reading this lemme tell ya...it was SPECTACULAR!! I dont go to many plays/musicals,and it was kind of long, I got out of there at 1040pm. But I never checked my watch once, or asked anyone what time it was. I've never seen the movie either, so I didnt know the plot of it . I was so blown away!!!!!! The actors had such talent ,and a few times I was moved to tears. Either its a good musical or I am pms-ing,because it was moving. Of course the plot is young Simba will someday be king of the jungle ,and has to be rescued out of a few scrapes by his dad, Moustafa.(spelling) . Meanwhile his jealous uncle would like to be king,also, and would like to off his brother, or his nephew. He enlists the help of a few hyena friends in the process. The people who play the characters are really humanlike and animal like at the same time. They wear animal costumes ...but not

Nothing But Love
that's exactly what we gonna do make it good, make it good, sugar mmm (nothing but love) You are so beautiful You are so wonderfull And you can make your dreams, make them come true ... ... you can do anything that you want to, yeah You bring the sunshine when it's dark with nothing but love, sweat love You make me smile and say it fine when I haven't got no dime Love, true love and if things go wrong we can fix it with a song I know we can now, really, really can now We gonna do it You don't need expensive ..... You don't need no diamonds and pearls You don't need that witchcraft work To make your dreams come true .. You don't have to be a movestar ... And I know that you can make it true You bring the sunshine when it's dark with nothing but love, sweat love You make me smile and say it fine when I havenot got no dime Love, true love and when things go wrong we can fix it with a song it's alright We gotta keep it that way I know,

Buk-in-hamm Palace
this ja music, reggae music, as far as I can see this ja music, reggae music, it's got a spell on me this ja music, rasta music, as far as I can see this ja music, roots music, it's got a hold on me it can make you feel so happy, yeah whenever problems get you down it has artificial respiration, mmm keeps your heart functioning sound, so sound light your spliff, light your chalice mek we smoke it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend me a fire mek we chase away all the vampire light your spliff, light your chalice mek we burn it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend me some fire mek we chase away all the vampire music and herb is the healing of the nation send from jah ....., yeah ..... ..... come on light your spliff, light your chalice we gonna smoke it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend me a fire mek we chase away all the vampire light your spliff, light your chalice we gonna burn it in buk-in-ham palace lend me a paper, lend m

Born 1930-1979
Most of you can relate....for those of you that can't.....I'm so sorry for you!!! Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE-----VERY WELL STATED. TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hos

Very Tired
Got up this morning feeling like ass. I didnt get to sleep last night till about 5 in the morning. I dont know why i could not sleep. I had no caffiene or anything else that would keep me up. I dont know. Got my oldest daughter off to school. Renewed my car tags online, which was a first for me, took about 2 minutes. I have a low tire i need to get replaced, but since i am short of sleep i just dont have the energy. This week has been kinda of a hard week. Its not that i had a bad week. Spring is around the corner, we had a couple of 65+ degree days in there. You know what spring means, it means that time of year when everybody is out looking for somebody to be with. Me? I wish there was somebody out there. Since my divorce two years ago, its just been me. Its getting kinda lonely, you know. So, as the days go by, i go to work, come home, put the girls in bed, watch tv and go to sleep. Get up the next morning and start the routine over again. Tired of it. Need something. Adventure

Sickened
I am horrified at my weakness right now. I am completely lost in what I should do. Never before have I been so terrified knowing I have no place stay. It kills me to know that I am forced to try and borrow money to ensure I have a safe place to sleep and take a shower even if only for a couple more days. This weekend was suppose to be a get away to see friends and I am going to end up begging them to borrow me money so I can get a couple of nights in the cheapest motel I can find. I fear I won't be able to borrow the money then what do I do, sleep in the bronco or the shop? That could be very hazardous to my health and safety. What am I suppose to do?

Moods Change Like Seasons
DO you have have days where you wake up and you are on top of the world?? YOU walk out that door ready tackle on the world. The hours passed your feeling good then BAM!!! you just have a MOOD SWING either cranky, bitchy, sad, depressed. YOU stop. Assess what just happened..FOR the life of YOU, you just can't figure out what the hell just happened. Scratch your head, hands on chin you look for answers the POW!!! YOU have none. Time to make decisions, go get another cup of coffee, take my fustrations out on others, or dust yourself off and try a mental positive attitude. SO tell me what do you do when your MOOD changes like the Seasons???

Shit
Well this is my first blog. Trying it out. This is why i call it shit happens. First of all I have been Iraq for a year and just got back in November. Then I file for divorce from an idiot in November to have it finalized in January. That was great. My boyfriend moved in with me and my 3 kids at the end of November. So needless to say November was really busy. December rolls around and my ex decides that he is going to stay around for a week instead of the 2 days that he said. Fucker. On top of this I am dealing with 3 kids and ex-husband and my boyfriends ex. Then in January i go to deal with my ex-husband and we end up rolling our Dodger truck. We get the truck fixed and we are home and the house catches on fire. Its just an electrical fire but damn. Then two weeks later we get the call that now we got his son. Thats no problem he is just like one of my own. I love him just the same. Then the other day I get a call that i got a water leak that used 50,000 gallons of wat

A Hot Start Tonight.....
A Hot Start Tonight... Shall we start this night off right? Come to me. Let's kiss by candle light. Let me slowly strip your clothes off that hot body. Tonight's going to be a night we get real naughty With handcuffs and toys and candle wax. Bending you over and spanking that ass, Caressing your Beautiful body up and down, Throwing you to the bed and tying your ass down. First are your hands above your head. Then next your legs get tied to my bed. As I have you spread eagle and helpless Right now, in this moment, nothing matter but us. I want to go down on you tonight, Tease and lick you just right. I want to taste your body's sweet nectar. You're my queen tonight and I'm your protector. I'm going to take my time tonight with you, Using my tongue and a finger or two. As I take you into a state of pure desire, Baby I'm going to set your body or fire. I want to drip hot wax on your chest, Kissing you softly and sucking on your breas

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Redneck P/u Lines
Redneck Pick Up Lines 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea ... I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you in I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. (works bunch betr'n "as brown as the skid mark in my shorts!") 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face works me over better than an open end wrench, every time I

You're The World To Me
You're the world to me-- there's no one quite like you. You're the one I love, the one I want to touch. I give you my heart, and I need you so much. Offer me your sweet caresses; fill me with your wonderful light; soothe my aching heart; and hold me through the night. The mere sound of your voice summons deep emotion within Like an old familiar song like the comfort of a friend. When you're near, I'm lost to thoughts of love as you touch me with a magic that's as grand as stars above. I want to hold your hand. I hunger for your kiss. Offer me sweet tidings of true love's tender bliss. I promise our love shall soar, carried on the wings of a dove. So give me your heart, and bless me with your love.

Sonnet Xvii From: ‘cien Sonetos De Amor’
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. © Pablo Neruda 1950

Long Distance
well not too long ago i met someone that takes my breath away... however sad as it is he is 4-6 hours away... we talk everyday and he has been to visit a couple of times but it is beginning to take its toll on my heart.... my bed feels empty and my house and my life when he is not with me... my littlest ducky is also madly in love with him and cried the last time he left.. its so weird i have been single for almost two years and enjoyed my freedom but now cant think of not having him in my life.. he has brought a smile back to my face when i have not smiled for a very long time...with that smile he also brought back hope that there is really good guys in this world and not just dickheads that are out for themselves... and like hitting women.. he has started to restore my immensly broken heart and with each day that passes he fills a small piece of it... i have been through hell and back in the last 10 years and never thought that i was worth loving or being loved but he is giving

Potry By Yerz Truly
"AMEN" Back in the day when the West was young, Many songs of trial were heard n sung All through the land – mighta busted a lung These songs were bold, these songs were true Many times just poppin' right outta the blue But the words to these songs were very true Many different races came out in to tune And all through history These songs were no mystery They came about telling of the races' story And still to this day We hear their dismay All the way down to the southernmost bay Now just why is this? Why do people hafta diss All these social leaders comin' out from the mist? All I've gotta say- The gov's gotta have their way Cuz if they don't, we people gotta pay "Just Cuz" C'mon ev'rybody Let's go and see Just what we in the world can be Love, affection, and harmony Can result to the way things'll be- Could possibly result to a life of glee We can also be Piss

The Wait
The Wait As I sit here waiting talking to strangers not really caring what makes them beat I look at the clock..... Waiting and waiting wondering and pondering Now what have I done to make it so Realizing that I'm wasting my time Knowing very well you are not coming and may never will so I might as well give up and go but still..... Wondering why this is so Wondering why we don't let go What keeps us hanging on It must be our love that keeps it so If this is the case why do we hurt each other so.

Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United States C's
California • A city ordinance states that a $500 fine will be given to anyone who detonates a nuclear device within city limits. • Alhambra: You cannot leave your car on the street overnight without the proper permit. • Animals are banned from mating publicly within 1,500 feet of a tavern, school, or place of worship. • A regulation in San Francisco makes it unlawful to use used underwear to wipe off cars in a car wash. • Arcadia: Peacocks have the right of way to cross any street, including driveways. • A server in California can be convicted of selling to a minor if the purchaser uses a false or altered ID to buy the alcohol. • Baldwin Park: Nobody is allowed to ride a bicycle in a swimming pool. • Bathhouses are against the law. • Belvedere City Council order reads: "No dog shall be in a public place without its master on a leash." • Blythe: You are not permitted to wear cowboy boots unless you already own at least two cows. • Burlingame: It is illegal to spit, e

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United State M's
Maine • After January 14th you will be charged a fine for having your Christmas decorations still up. • In Augusta to stroll down the street playing a violin is against the law. • It's illegal to clean salmon along Maine's upper Kennebec River. Enforcement of this law has been made easier for many years by the fact that, because of a dam, there are no salmon on the upper Kennebec River. • In Maine, it is illegal to sell a car on Sunday unless it comes equipped with plumbing. • In Maine it's illegal to catch lobsters with your bare hands. • In Portland shoelaces must be tied while walking down the street. • In Waterville, Maine, it is illegal to blow one's nose in public. • It's unlawful to tickle a woman's chin with a feather duster in Portland. • Shoelaces must be tied while walking down the street. • Shotguns are required to be taken to church in the event of a Native American attack. • You may not step out of a plane in flight. Maryland • Baltimore City: Though yo

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United State U And V's
Utah • A husband is responsible for every criminal act committed by his wife while she is in his presence. • A Tremonton, Utah law states that no woman is allowed to have sex with a man while riding in an ambulance. • A Utah legislator proposed a resolution urging that each TV weather person be required to provide an ice cream cone to every member of the state House of Representatives whenever the forecast was wrong. The resolution failed, perhaps on First Amendment grounds. • In addition to normal charges, the woman's name will be published in the local newspaper.The man does not receive any punishment. • Birds have the right of way on all highways. • In Monroe, daylight must be visible between partners on a dance floor. • In Utah it is illegal to fish from horseback. • In Utah, the husband is responsible for every criminal act committed by his wife while she is in his presence. • In Utah when a person reaches the age of 50, he/she can then marry their cousin. • It is a

A Funny List Of Dumb Laws In The United State W's
Washington •"It shall be unlawful for a candidate for office or for nomination thereto whose name appears upon the ballot at any election to give to or purchase for another person, not a member of his or her family, any liquor in or upon any premises licensed by the state for the sale of any such liquor by the drink during the hours that the polls are open on the day of such election." • A law to reduce crime states: "It is mandatory for a motorist with criminal intentions to stop at the city limits and telephone the chief of police as he is entering the town." • All lollipops are banned. • All motor vehicles must be preceded by a man carrying a red flag (daytime) or a red lantern (nighttime) fifty feet in front of said vehicle. • An old Washington law sent duelists to jail for ten years, assuming they didn't lose the duel. • A proposed Washington law protects sports referees from civil suit unless their actions were "willful, wanton, reckless, malicious or grossly negligent

Marriage
Marriage Why am I married? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Husband Wanted". Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished A little boy asked his father, "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" Father replied, "I don't know son, I'm still paying." A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." Then there was a woman who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got

Girls Night Out
Girls Night Out Why females should avoid a girl's night after they are married: The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy.Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution (even when totally smashed), in order to escape a possible conflict with him. The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him Midnight". He didn't seem p*ssed off at all. Phew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said, "Oh shit!", cuckooed 4 more times, cleared it's throat,

Broken Alive
broken alive by the hands that have touched me through naked lies screams racing through this world illusions of you surround the shadows dreams of the past still haunt me getting stronger your touch i never needed this rose petal no longer dieing but renewing to a better life nothing left just a numb state emotions have erased the drugs i have thrown out the door yet this cigarette still burns drinking i no longer need to ease my pain for there is none left to feel the wall has been put back up to protect me your lies will no longer effect me the silver blood remains to drip yet nothing is falling apart this wounded soul is healing faster there is nothing left to feel once broken alive by your hands that touched me never getting what you want you easily block it out and remain numb

Press Release
January 24, 2007 Contact: Elizabeth Virella Immediate Publication Tel.: (718) 401-0404 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- PRESS RELEASE NEW YORK: The Pageant Committee of the National Puerto Rican Day Parade, Inc. wishes to inform all young ladies among the ages of 18 – 25 that we are still recruiting candidates for the Cultural Pageant that will be held on Saturday, April 21, 2007. Angel M. Ortiz, Pageant Director, pointed out that this year there will be a lot of surprises & prizes for the Queen and her Court. He also mentioned that these young ladies have to comply with the rules and regulations of the Pageant. Mrs. Madelyn Lugo, Chairperson, indicated that this year we are celebrating the 50th. Anniversary of Puerto Rican Parades in New York City therefore, it is very important that the Queen fulfills cultural and beauty qualifications so that, she may be a sample of pride to all Puerto Ricans. Mrs. Lugo also m

First Cd Review Is In
The first official review of Bucky's soon to be released debut CD is out. Be sure to click below and join the fan club to get your autographed copy when it's released. Bucky Fan Club Review courtsey of Gone Country Magazine COVINGTON, BUCKY 4-Song Album Teaser Lyric Records If you were anything like myself you may have been skeptical when you learned that Bucky Covington received a record deal from Lyric Street Records. It's not that he was bad on American Idol, but as I quickly found out when I hit play on this sampler of tracks from his debut release, he was way out of his element on idol. With Sawyer Brown's, Mark Miller manning the production board, Covington has found his style and created what is perhaps going to be the hottest album on shelves this spring. His voice works perfectly with his country meets southern rock style and it is delivered with a lot of passion behind it and you really can feel what Bucky is preaching as he sings. His debut single "A Di

Deer Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing hair all standing up, eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "Well, we got ready for bed.

Support The Miitary Fallen Sodiers
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Jokes With A Stranger In The Spa
Just came back from two hours in the pool... doing my usual amount of laps and noticing a rather handsome man in the lane next to me. I'm not one to chat men up, but I enjoyed the softness of his face, the lean body and how his hair swept off his face due to the wetness...I was just content to look and get on with the task of swimming my laps next to him. Later I sat in the spa adjacent to the pool, taking in the hot water and pumelling my muscles with "Big Bertha" the powerful jet of water I've affectionately named, when in hobbles handsome faced man. I realise he'd need Big Bertha more than I, so I move over and he nods at me in gratitude. We talk for a while about his knee, the operation he just endured and soon we are cracking jokes. I particularly loved the one he said about how to make a Scottish omelette.. "How do you make a Scottish omelette?" "Well you borrow three eggs.........." I cracked up. He enjoyed my jokes, I enjoyed his and as I got up to leave, he s

I Want To Be With You
I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if Im lucky enough To be given your love. Even though I met you Just a few days before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more. I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I havent done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.

I Bring Fresh Showers For The Thirsting Flowers
I bring fresh showers for the thirsting flowers, From the seas and the streams; I bear light shade for the leaves when laid In their noonday dreams. From my wings are shaken the dews that waken The sweet buds every one, When rocked to rest on their mother's breast, As she dances about the sun. I wield the flail of the lashing hail, And whiten the green plains under, And then again I dissolve it in rain, And laugh as I pass in thunder.

2 My Muse,
2 my muse, u r 2 me what i never thought u'd b u bring out the creativity within me so i believe it 2 b a good thing for u to be hurting me so that i can someday accomplish what i want 2 b 2 have and 2 hold u? this will never ever b but the memories u have left i express w words so that others can feel the wounds u've left within me so i don't hate u instead its made me care even more becuz u alone have changed me u alone have made me look and learn to know when to let someone in and complete me

Oh Hey!
I cannot wait for Saturday. I'm DYING to see Lil Bruder. It'll be good to see the boys play again. And of course it'll be cool to chill with Jason. I miss that damn kid. ♥ Sunday is going to be grand as well. I'm sure I'll be tired as hell for work on Monday but this shall be worth it. I get to see Chris & Tommy again!!! Bring on the weekend!

Today
Some how I have found the hope and courage to be positive about the situations at hand again. No nothing has changed and I still have no place to stay. I just feel better, more capable of handling the situation.

While We Were Apart (poem #296)
While we were apart I felt your soul, Tugging at my heart. While we were apart even for the night. The feeling of loneylness didn't seem right. While we were apart I dreamed of us together Baby if were strong we could last forever.

Mohawks & Bad Attitude
My oldest son just turned 13! Last week I got to cut his hair......MOHAWK! His attitude is so pissy I could scream. Since he outweighs me by 30 pounds, I sure can't whoop his ass like I used to. Now I am reduced to snatching his Gameboy SP and his MP3 player. Big friggin deal. I grounded him from Myspace & his email for coming home with 2 days detention....... Little turd! Somebody pleese tell me it gets better???? This kid could be a Rocket Scientist if he would quit screwing off..... ANd where did the HORMONES come in?????? He went from having a 15 year old BI "girlfriend" to a 13 year old "emo" hypochondriac, BOY can he pick a winner......... I am never gonna make 4 more teenagers!!!!!Somebody shoot me now!

The Willful Child
Once upon a time there was a child who was wilful, and would not do what her mother wished. For this reason God had no pleasure in her, and let her become ill, and no doctor could do her any good, and in a short time she lay on her death-bed. When she had been lowered into her grave, and the earth was spread over her, all at once her arm came out again, and stretched upwards, and when they had put it in and spread fresh earth over it, it was all to no purpose, for the arm always came out again. Then the mother herself was obliged to go to the grave, and strike the arm with a rod, and when she had done that, it was drawn in, and then at last the child had rest beneath the ground.

Vfd - It's In My Blood
Who Is A Volunteer Fireman? He's your neighbor, the " person next door " He is husband,father or son, (wife, mother, daughter) He is the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, He's the jogger,sportsfan,hobbyist or handyman.... He is just like everyone else, save for one quality... He is one in one thousand who will risk his life to save yours; You'll see him waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see him in every house of worship, You'll see him in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows he is a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, His car is the one backed into the driveway with the blue light on the dashboard, His keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at his bed, He takes his pager everywhere for fear he will be missed when he's needed; He wont complain much about life, he's seen too much suffering for that, He'll tell you the funny side and avoid the stories of pain, He'll be silent during the national

"friends"
I am about tired of fucking friends. I have been down and out for a long fucking time feeling like shit and worthless it is in this time your So CALLED "FRIENDS" are supposed to be there for you. I can think of ONE who has truly been there for me and she knows who she is. She doesn't call me when she wants something from me other than an ear to listen and maybe a word to help get her by. We may not even talk everyday or even every month, but we keep in touch with the occasional hello or how are you on messengers don't know why I am posting this blog here but I just had to vent. I am sick and fucking tired of my so called friends ONLY calling or sending me a message just because they either want something or because it will benefit them. What happened to hey how ya doin how ya mama and them? What happened to the occasional phone call just to see how you are doing? Well this goes out to my so called friends unless you have something to say don't bother calling or sending me a message any

Me
You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Daddys Day
Daddy's Day at School > > >Her hair was up in a ponytail > >Her favorite dress tied with a bow. > >Today was Daddy's Day at school, > >And she couldn't wait to go. > > > >But her mommy tried to tell her, > >That she probably should stay home. > >Why the kids might not understand, > >If she went to school alone. > > > >But she was not afraid; > >She knew just what to say. > >What to tell her classmates > >Of why he wasn't there today. > > > >But still her mother worried, > >For her to face this day alone. > >And that was why once again, > >She tried to keep her daughter home. > > > >But the little gir! l went to school, > >Eager to tell them all. > >About a dad she never sees > >A dad who never calls. > > > >There were daddies along the wall in back, > >For everyone to meet. > >Children squirming impatiently, > >Anxious in their seats. > > > >One by one the teacher called, > >A student from the class. > >To introduce the

In This Box
From inside a box, high above the ground on which I travel, peering through a plate of glass. I watch this world, my world, your world go by. Ever vigilant to what is happening around me, I have seen life anew itself and death at what could be at its worst. I have seen love and kindness that lightens ones heart and makes life worth living. I have seen hate that could blacken a soul and take that life away again. Always moving at a rapid pace, never stopping but for what seems to be a few moments in time. The sun rises from the black, only to fall back again. It leaves me alone in the cool night air, with only the ever present humming from the beast beneath my feet which aids me along my way, and the sound of the wind being forced around me as I hurry along, the many paths that I have to follow. The days pass like the miles that I cover, rapidly and unknowingly aging me without a care to how long I have been here, or how long I will be here.

Don't Forget,,, Please
Today Is My Boys 6th B-day,,, An I Would Love It If Ya'll Left A Little Sumfin For Him On My Page.. That Would Just Make His Day Even Better,, Anyways Thanks In Advance To Whomever Leaves Some Love Fer Him!!!

Hushed Words
Hushed words Uttered on a lonely grave Blank expressions Fill a crowded room Loss of a loved one Loss of a good friend Here she lies Forever in torment Nothing more to give A shadow of who she used to be With eyes that used to sparkle Now nothing but lifeless lids Green eyes that used to shine Now have nothing more to give A soul so black and barren A touch so cold A heart so bloody Shattered into two A soul lost among the crowd Hushed words Spoken upon my grave

40 Ways Men Fail In Bed
http://www.bikernet.com/garage/sextech.asp 40 Ways Men Fail In BED For men as your guidance and for women to guide your man..... Specially dedicated to all men.... Men - this is a free instruction guide for all of you who never get invite back after the first time and think it's because of your body odour; of course for some of you that could be true as well.....40 ways Men Fail in BED 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour & trying to get your money's worth by cutting out non-essentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your birthday cake! 3) NOT SHAVING. Guys often forget they have a porcupine strapped to their chins, which they rake repeatedly across their partner's face and thighs. So when she turns he

For Someone Special
For someone special Someone just now made me smile, Someone kept staring at me all the while Someone opened the door of my heart Someone made my heart his living part Someone took away all my tears Someone gave me a life full of cheers Someone who will remain a special someone for me Someone I trust and that only one can be…

Fyi To Friends And Family...
doing a little experiment.. got the idea from seeing a bulletin posted by devilsplaything... (http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3753459618) From the comment section: whats the difference between a picture of a girl or a picture of a emoticon? people don't read and think that's always the problem and not the point of the bulletin kthx ♥Tainted ♥ Love ♥ Freaks & Geeks Family ♥ The Princess ♥ 2007-03-20 04:04:06 Oh and if you read profiles and check pplz salutes there should be no confusion. ♥Tainted ♥ Love ♥ Freaks & Geeks Family ♥ The Princess ♥ 2007-03-20 04:03:26 this is from my blog tho. Plaything wasn't the original poster of the rules. I was.The link is to my blog. I stickied it so please dont turn this all ugly. And as far as fake pics go...look around the site...the men and the women both do it. It just goes to show how ppl think around here.

Ancient Breed?
You scored as Sorceress. Your a sorceress. You cast a spell on people the first time you meet them, and you love for them to depend on you. You get upset when things don't go your way. Sorceress83%Goddess83%Drow75%Elf75%Vampyre67%Dragon67%Wolf67%Zombie50%Shadow Spirit42%Faerie8%What ancient breed are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Bleeding Light
BLEEDING LIGHT Withered spirit bleeds my light. Who can fix my broken soul? Eating through my blackened thoughts. It's cracking through my fucking skull. Light is spilling from my chest. Clench this shredded cavity. To hold inside this leaking faith. What's left of this humanity. Abandoned here; I'm destitute. An internal voided hole. Convulsive, shaking, shivering. Rocking to and fro. Fingers slipping through my grasp. Onto some sane stability. Lashing out on those too close. Embracing my reality. By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Kiss Me
KISS ME "Will you kiss me right after you kill me?" I asked her as she hovered above me with her hair dangling down in my face. "Yes," she said as a giggle almost escaped her playful, evil smile. "And then I'll bring you back to life by crying into your eyes." The smell of her drunken breath drew me into her fantasy. "I would like to strangle you while we fuck, and when you are coming, I'll steal your soul." By Tommy "TommyNator" Iversen. Translated from Danish to American/English and edited by my friend and englishteacher Søren Aagaard.

Daily Tarot
again id say very true Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Knight of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in passion. Pursuing and expressing my hearts desire honors my love, passion, and beauty and is worth waiting, courting or crusading for. What I lack in external means, qualification or ability, I make up for with a true and dedicated heart. I am not a victim therefore I do not need to be rescued. I am empowered by patience or self-worth and my gift is emotional availability and devotion.

¿desperado, Por Qué Usted No Viene A Sus Sentidos?
¿Desperado, por qué usted no viene a sus sentidos? Usted estado fuera del ridin ' cercas para tan de largo ahora Oh, usted es duro pero sé que usted consiguió a sus razones estas cosas que son pleasin ' que usted puede lastimarle de alguna manera No usted drenaje la reina del muchacho de los diamantes que ella le batirá si ella puede usted sabe que la reina de corazones es siempre su mejor apuesta Ahora se parece a mí, algunas cosas finas se ha puesto sobre su tabla pero usted desea solamente los que usted no puede conseguir El desperado, oh, usted no es gettin ' no más joven su dolor y su hambre, ellas es drivin ' usted hogar y la libertad, la libertad del oh bien, que es talkin justo alguna gente ' su prisión está caminando a través de este mundo todo solamente ¿Sus pies no consiguen frío en invierno? ¿El cielo no nevará y el sol no lo brillará es duro decir el tiempo de la noche a partir del día que usted es losin ' todos sus colmos y los puntos bajos no son él divertido cómo sale l

What Is Hip-hop?
It's funny how I can preach and preach and preach things over and over, but it is very seldom heard. I've stated for months exactly why hip-hop on the west and east coast is on it's last breath, and I have stated the problem with hip-hop, period. . . no one listened; well not many, anyway. A friend of mine went to a seminar where the discussion was on why hip-hop is dead on the east and west, and why the south is winning. . . . guess what. They gave the exact same reasoning I gave months ago. I guess no one choose to listen because I don't have a mansion, or bentley, or model status girlfriends - I dunno. But as of now, he is willing to lisen to me. Now I am told I was droppin jewels, when most thought it was bullshit before. Fact is, one has to overstand this culture. You can't expect the business folks to get it, cuz all they see is numbers. Problem is, those numbers can be extremely decieving. Case in point, the average person thinks that if you sell a lot of units, that determin

Love Letter
Dear Hip-Hop, I guess in my youth, I had no idea what I had. I didn't truly appreciate our time together like I should have. They say you don't miss a good thing 'till it's gone; it's true. I miss the way you were able to teach us kids. You taught me about my heritage, my past. You taught me to seek out more knowledge along the way. And in the same breath, you taught me laughter, story telling and blessed me with a quick wit. Never could you be labeled "boring" or "one deminsional". You partied with me. You made me dance, and taught me how to rock a party and control a crowd. I loved you for that. You were also loved by the grown folks. You were so capible of relating to them as well as us kids. They sought you out for the news on the streets, and was there for you when you needed that "grown folk" activity release. You were everything to all of us. There was no part of you that wasn't as visible or popular as the other. You understood what so many didn't. You understood all t

Bring The West Back, Huh?
I keep running across rappers saying that they are gonna bring back the west. Considering E-40 has been pretty consistant, and Ice Cube's new shit is blazing. Taking in the account how much fame The Game has seen, not to mention all the years of consistancy Dre or how about Snoop - hasn't it become apparent that it is going to take more than a new west coast emcee to do it? You all are so stuck in thinking, ". . . .my shit is hot. I'm gonna put the west back on the map". News flash people - labels with money (especially majors), ain't checking for you! Why? The south has made them lazy. The south has removed all the work they would have to do and has given them as close to a "sure thing" as you can imagine. All they have to do is check radio spins. Radio down south plays unsigned artists in regular rotation. . . Cali doesn't. That helps those unsigned artists move units in a much larger number than you ever could here, walking around swap meets slangin your CDs out of a backpack. The s

Volume I - Onset Of Spring
Greetings. As the seasons turn, the weather warms much to my liking. 70 degree tempertures, clear sunny skies, perfect road-trip conditions. This weekend, after my brother's wedding in Columbus, GA, I plan to thoroughly enjoy the weather, the warmth, and the beauty that is Spring. Highway 80 will be a very pleasant drive between Columbus and Macon...IF I have enough money left after the speeding ticket I got 2 weeks ago at my brother's bachelor party. $178. Ouch. .....thus spake aeturnallrain.

Poem
Friendship You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

More Poem
In the End So this is how our story goes, he left me in the middle of a poem and the plot was so thick with passion that my pen still won't let go I'm struggling to stay sane inside this maze of wonderment, but I want to throw things around my heart aches to kick and shout until someone tells me why people often run away without saying goodbye This soul does not comprehend soundless parting words silence seems meaningless when waiting for a reaction that echoes my own expression How long could I possibly linger in abeyance before his number dials mine to tell me I'm not pretty enough or something worse, nothing at all

My Baby Snippy's Vows To Me
Mistress M… ~i come here of my own free will.~ ***i solemnly swear by all the things i hold most good, cherish most dearly and love most fiercely that i will give of myself to You utterly and completely, without let or hindrance to Your enjoyment of me for the length of my service. ***i solemnly swear to submit to Your will, in mind, heart and soul. ***i solemnly swear to obey You instantly, without reserve and without hesitation in whatever You ask of me. ***i solemnly swear to look beautiful in Your eyes and to sound gracious in Your ears. I love my snippy

The Past
They say the past should be left as it is. Yet I believe it is a reflection of who we are. The past can haunt you from the secrets kept deep within your soul. Also released so that mistakes will be lessons that we will preach. AS we all know My own past continues to find me, not that I mind for I have no shame in the choices I have made. I have grown from that girl into the woman I am today and I give thanks to my past. The love that I gave was pure and real and thinking of those memories bring a smile to my face, for I know now that love is everlasting even over 20 years, I gave my heart once long ago to share life with you was a dream but now I see you are still in that dream for you have found me across the miles and the years past. We have moved on and created our lives as meant in this world. I thank you for all that you showed me for that has helped me till today. And now I see our friendship never ended we just grew. I will always love you. As the girl that become the

Little White Lies
I hate you You try to seep into my wounds I hate your existence You lurk where you shouldn't I hate your ways You are breaking me I hate your laughter It kills my ears I hate your smile It rips me open I hate your eyes They sparkle with deceit I hate your body It calls me to kill it I hate your spirit It makes me want to burn it I hate you for what you are You are my first true hate I hate you for who you are You are my first blaspheming slut My only love left You try to take away I hate the ground you walk on I would build on it to cover your traces I hate you I truly hate you. I wash my hands of you From this day my heart doesn't care for you Fully growing numb I'm shaking as the tears come down I know if I touch you I'll hurt you And it wouldn't kill me to hurt you.

Weekly Love
For Monday, Mar. 19 thru Sunday, Mar. 25, 2007 Set your sights on Wednesday and Thursday. Elsewhere, the week has little to offer you in terms of romance. Monday and Tuesday are in your family's hands, or else they're dominated by thoughts of your career. Or maybe you're spending both days justifying your career decisions to your family. Tiring! And Friday, Saturday and Sunday you're inundated with tiring tasks as well. But Wednesday and Thursday? Oh, the things you'll do! If you're in the early stages of infatuation, you'll let your feelings be known. If you've been married for years, you'll rediscover what you love about one another.

Bonus Mosh Pt. 2
So, scream I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, It bleeds horizontal straight from your wrist. (So scream louder now) I'm bound to come around about (Bound to come around) But can’t you, can’t you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders, C’mon say it is... [Chorus] Well, it's love (It's love) Make it hurt (I deserve it) Well, it's love (It's love) Make it hurt (I deserve it) Well, it’s love, it’s love, it’s love... Make it hurt. I said I use the inconsistencies To undress the machine, You're the poster boy, their selling point, the focus for their new campaign. (Something has to be done) I'm bound to come around about (Bound to come around) Oh, but can’t you, can’t you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders, c’mon... The keys to the castle (Are right where I left them) The princess walked in just to take more attention, 'Cause after all, well isn't that all that

Oh Little Tony
Little Tony ON MATH A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little TONY. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little TONY says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little TONY replied, "The correct answer is the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking." LITTLE TONY ON MATH

Info On Baby Squirrels
My mom and roommate found a baby squirrel on our back porch last night. It looks like it has been abandoned. With resreach we figure him to be around 5 to 6 weeks old. We know some about what to feed him. But if anyone can help and give us some advice. It would mean alot to me. Either email or should me or leave a comment. Thanks alot

Truth
Why do all the guys have to tell you "you are the only one" when in truth they know and I know thay are saying the same thing to ALL the women/girls on thier site. Do they really think we belive them. If a guy says to me, I think your beautiful, and I want to screw you and every other women on my site I'm more opt to believe him then the guy who tries like hell to get you to think he says that to only you..."Out of all the women I really mean it when I say it to you".... Yeah, right..FUCK OFF!! Go find some poor sucker that will believe that!! And leave me alone or at least to the guys that will tell me the truth. Yes, I say this to all the girls and I'm want to fuck you and everyone else..... Truth!! I don't mean this for just CT, I mean on all thses type of sites!!

The Waiting
I am laying here waiting as directed, naked and blindfolded, my body is bathed in soft candle light my ivory skin glowing. My breathing is shallow and slow waiting for You. There is no need for bonds this time, this time I am to lay still just because You said not because I am bound. I am showing my urge to serve by my lying here. I want to prove to You that my submission is complete. I hear the soft rustle of the sheets, still I do not stir, I fight to keep my breathing even and slow fighting for the control over my body. I feel You, Your close I can feel Your touch without Your touch I am aware of what is happening all around me and You are the only thing there. You lean close I can smell Your cologne, that sweet intoxicating smell mingled with Power and discipline, softly You whisper Your beautiful little one. My lips part slightly that being the only recognition that I make that I heard You continuing not to move. You chuckle You know how my body is fighting to touch You to rea

Boyfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Eye/Hair colour: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? and then take advantage of me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 16. Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm hot? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. what do you rate me outta 1-10? ____

The Plan....
For TOC and Halifax. TOC: 1. Get there without getting lost. 2. Find Jason. 3. Hug Jason and talk to him. 4. Kick Jason in his spine and drag him up to the bar 5. Produce paper Jason wrote that disgusting drink on to bartender 6. Hold Jason down, force his mouth open, and make him drink that mess. 7. Laugh and point. 8. Help him up. 9. Laugh some more. 10. Run like hell. Halifax: 1. Get there without getting lost. 2. Find Chris. 3. Hug Chris and talk to him. 4. Let Chris go. 5. Find Tommy. 6. Throw Chris, my Chris, at him. 7. Run like hell 8. Have a good time.

A Song For Mama By Boyz Ii Men
DEDICATED TO ALL MOMS You taught me everything And everything you've given me I always keep it inside You're the driving force in my life, yeah There isn't anything Or anyone I can be And it just wouldn't feel right If I didn't have you by my side You were there for me to love and care for me When skies were grey Whenever I was down You were always there to comfort me And no one else can be what you have been to me You'll always be you always will be the girl In my life for all times Chorus: Mama, mama you know I love you Oh you know I love you Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart Your love is like Tears from the stars Mama, I just want you to know Lovin' you is like food to my soul You're always down for me Have always been around for me even when I was bad You showed me right from my wrong Yes you did And you took up for me When everyone was downin' me You always did understand You gave me strength to go on There

Song Of The Day! Afternoon Edition!
ok this should make ya laugh here's the Bloodhound Gang - Fire Water Burn :D enjoy The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire We don't need no water let the motherfucker burn Burn motherfucker burn Hello my name is Jimmy Pop and I'm a dumb white guy I'm not old or new but middle school fifth grade like junior high I don't know mofo if y'all peeps be buggin' give props to my ho cause she fly But I can take the heat cause I'm the other white meat known as 'Kid Funky Fry' Yeah I'm hung like planet Pluto hard to see with the naked eye But if I crashed into Uranus I would stick it where the sun don't shine Cause I'm kind of like Han Solo always stroking my own wookie I'm the root of all that's evil yeah but you can call me cookie The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire The roof, the roof, the roof is on fire We don't need no water let the motherfucker bur

Another Tattoo Poem... (cheesy)
I wrote this a couple years ago when I got my first tattoo. "A BORN ADDICT" OTHERS SMOKE WHILE OTHERS DRINK I MYSELF PREFER THE INK ADORN THE CANVAS OF MY SKIN THE PAIN BECOMES MY NEWFOUND FRIEND. OTHERS MAY PLACE ART UPON THEIR WALLS OF MAJESTIC MOUNTAINS OR OF WATERFALLS BUT NO MONET OR DA VINCI WILL I INVEST JUST PLACE YOUR ETERNAL ART UPON MY CHEST OTHERS MAY FROWN AT GETTING TATTOOED, THINKING IT'S SOMETHING CRAZY OR LEWD, BUT THOSE WHO DESPISE THEM ARE TOTALLY NUTS, I WAS ONCE AN INK-VIRGIN BUT NOW I'M A SLUT! AS THE EROTIC NOISE OF THE NEEDLE ROARS MY SOUL SUDDENLY BEGINS TO SOAR, FOR THE ART ON MY SKIN IS PROUDLY WORN; FROM MY 1ST TATTOO ON- AN ADDICT WAS BORN!!

Book Of Stars
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com The roll books of the stars are kept In files atom-size, Yet just one glimpse of you or me Would fill up all the skies. I am a mystery to me As you must be to you. How could we hope to understand The mystery of two? So we will feel what we must feel And find some word to fit, Even though we look inside And see that isn't it; And I will think of you no matter What I'm thinking of, Even though I know it's much Too soon to call it love.

Sumwon
Sumwon is my best friend. Some think he is my imaginary friend. Yea, right... Y'all think Beaver is nuts? Okay, I appreciate your honestly. I got two words fer ya! "Youse Right!" But Sumwon ain't imaginary. He is real. I cannot help it that y'all cannot see or hear Sumwon. Perhaps Sumwon is shy? Or, maybe I can see and hear better than you can. I am half moron and half earthling. I can see things that full blooded earthlings cannot see. I must be gifted. Sumwon visits me whenever I snap my fingers. And he leaves when I snap my fingers. Sumwon never knows whether he's coming or going. But I can talk to Sumwon. He won't go blab it to everyone else. Sumwon can keep a secret. I only wish I had a secret to tell Sumwon. I dunno any secrets.

Chapter 1 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
It all seemed so real that I could hardly imagine that it had ever occurred before; and yet each episode came, not as a fresh step in the logic of things, but as something expected. It is in such wise that memory plays its pranks for good or ill; for pleasure or pain; for weal or woe. It is thus that life is bitter-sweet, and that which has been done becomes eternal. Again, the light skiff, ceasing to shoot through the lazy water as when the oars flashed and dripped, glided out of the fierce July sunlight into the cool shade of the great drooping willow branches--I standing up in the swaying boat, she sitting still and with deft fingers guarding herself from stray twigs or the freedom of the resilience of moving boughs. Again, the water, looked golden-brown under the canopy of translucent green; and the grassy bank was of emerald hue. Again, we sat in the cool shade, with the myriad noises of nature both without and within our bower merging into that drowsy hum in whose sufficing en

My Deviant Mind
Entwined limbs we wrestle as one Me inside you our act begun Deep kisses of passion a tongue tease You on top doing as you please Riding and grinding to your own beat Bucking and slide in and out we meet Holding me tight within you so deep Feel me swell as I am yours to keep Juices that flow and a sweet musky scent We grind and buck faster till passions spent Climax comes hard and moans fill the air The feeling for us both is beyond compare My souls mate, My dreams I share in the night I do this and more as I hold you close and tight Sweet kisses that carry me to the brink of day Always our passions come and go in this way And then I awake alone in my bed Visions of what we did still fill my head And I long to be there in our dream shared only my dream with you is beyond all compared By R. Thomas Dinsmore FOR ONE SO LOST IN THE HEAT OF DESIRE LUST FORGED SO STRONG IN PASSIONS FIRE KNOWING THE THINGS I LONG TO DO DESIRE ONLY TO DO THEM WITH YOU FEEL THE

Penis ~ This Definition Is Questionable
The tool used to wean and convert lesbians and virgins into useful, productive members of society. The lesbian babe saw the light and became straight when a real penis penetrated her vaginal lips.

How Dirty
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Stupid Work
I was supposed to get out of there by 9pm -- did I? Noooooooooooooooo.. one of the tax associates had to take TWO fking hours to finish a normally 15-20 minute return *grrr* I didn't get home till almost 11pm and I've been working since EIGHT AM! this better not happen tomorrow night or heads are gonna roll!

Witch's Psalm
Witch's Psalm The Goddess is my Mother, I shall not have need. She asks that I lie down in moon light pastures, She leads me to the twilight's gleam. She restores my soul. The God guides my path of self knowledge in the All's ever glowing knowledge. Yea though I will walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear not the crone for she comforts and guides me to my new home. I fear no evil, for evil is only misunderstood energy. The Goddess's Wand and broom guide me every step I take. She prepares a table for me, next to her. My enemies are only misunderstood friends, I should not fear. I will anoint my forehead with blessed oil, for I am kissed there by the Goddess. My life truly overflows with love, because I understand religion is in your heart, not in a temple. Surely Goodness will follow me all the days of my life, and I dwell in the forest of the Lord and Lady forever.

Do You Ever ?
Do you ever get really bored? I mean REALLY bored?? lol What do you do when ya get THAT bored?? Another thing I wonder about is,how long does it take you before you get bored with a person and move on to others to chat with?? Is it an ADHD thang or what? lol just wondering cuz I know that if I like chatting with somebody, I don't hardly everr get 'bored' with them. hmmm ok wait, maybe I'm just boring LOL!! ;)

"a Woman"
YES YOU MAY RIP THIS IF YOU WISH TO!!! LOVE TO YOU ALL Is this true? This is written in the Hebrew Talmud, the book where all of the sayings and preaching of Rabbis are conserved over time. It says: "Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, butfrom the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved." Pass this on to all exceptional women that you know.. and to men so they know the value of a woman

Applying For Social Security
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for >Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's >license to verify my age. > > I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I >told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and >come back later. > > The woman said, "Unbutton your shirt." > > So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. > > She said, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me," and >she processed my Social Security application. > > When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the >Social Security > office. > > She said, "You should have dropped your pants... you might have gotten >disability, too."

Why Do Some Men?
Why do some men have to always give mixed signles? Ive been interested in a man for over 2 almost 3 weeks now. One minute he makes it look like hes about to ask me out the next he acts like hes not interested in me at all. Hes confussed and said he was interested but he didnt want to take things to fast. But after telling him how i felt about me he told me he loved me. Hes only said it twice and not in the same day. We spend alot of time together. One minute he seems interested in me the next he acts like we are nothing more then friends. Its stressing me out. Its part of why im sure im sick to my stomach right now. I dont know where thinks are headed with this man. If they are even headed anywhere. Its bugging me to not know. I dont want to rush him. But I hate all the mixed signles. Either he likes me and wants to be with me or he doesnt. Either way I just want no I NEED TO KNOW! Not knowing is just becoming to much for me.

Executioner
please keep him in ur prayers and repost this! he needs all ur love'n right now so send all ur love'n here,fan him,add as friend,go threw his pics and find out he is a stand up man,raid his stash anything to let him know u r think'n of him..just click on pic. also he is the owner of the CLUBHOUSE CHERRYTAP LOUNGE. This is a good friend of Executioner's!My name is Tammy! He is in the hospital and is doing a lil better than he was! If any of you want to stay updated please contact me at ~TammyB3306~ Vice President For Club House CT@ CherryTAP Please keep Executioner in your prayers along with his family! Thanks everyone! EXECUTIONER/PRESIDENT AND OWNER OF CLUBHOUSE CHERRY TAP @ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'irma(bartender @th clubhouse cherrytap)' on '2007-03-20 17:57:59') (repost of original by 'racechick' on '2007-03-22 12:41:00') (repost of original by 'irma(bartender @th clubhouse cherrytap)' on '2007-03-23 11:33:34') (repost of original by 'NO 42 MEMBER O

The Lie
she lied to my face he lied to my face they both lied there was no reason to lie cause there was no truth i just dont understand why lie, how about just dont say anything especally if there is NO truth the lie so strong buy WHY there was no reason behind it but now i know cause you didnt know that i didnt know that LIE THE LIE

But Mother, You Said 1 Week
you told me one week and then i could have it you told me one week then i could touch it you told me one week then i could feel it you told me one week then i could live it mom its been 8 years and i still havent had it touched it felt it lived it mom i need to can i now ive counted the weeks now can i have the strength touch the heart feel the love live the life mom all i wanted was you to love me back let me ask you now can i so you can too you told me one week you gave me 8 years of nothing

I'll Be - Edwin Mccain
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky Never revealing their depth Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above Chorus: I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be love suicide I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed You're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive not dead Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips And stand at the gallows of heartache, that hang from above Repeat Chorus I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead Tuned in, turned on, Remembered the things that you said Repeat Chorus

Throwing Away Money!
I went to a used book store yesterday n was surprised to see in the free book bins that books dating from over a hundred years old were just throw in there. People werent even noticing that this books could be worth some real money. So i took em *big grin*

Very Pretty Day Today!
It is a very pretty day outside! It is 79 degrees outside. The ocean water is 69 degrees. But I can't take the girls to the ocean do to rip tides :( and not to mention the jelly fish that are out there also. So we shall wait til the ocean calm down and when there is few jelly fish to fight before we go. Anyways, Hope you are having a wonderful Saturday!! Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Feeling Overly Aroused !
Sought and yet have never found One who does the heart impound And keep forever as there own Searching in the great unknown Need the touch and need to know If one can make loves seed grow And bind me to her with her kiss And keep me longing in eternal bliss To ache for her and her alone Let my love for her to be forever shown And hold her in my arms at night And feel her till dawn does light And never live in land of doubt For she’s the only I can’t live without A burning soul for her so true I have waited long and over due To get so lost inside those eyes I wonder if it would surprise That one could hold me without spoken word In her eyes would be all the love I’ve ever heard By R. Thomas Dinsmore Truest Fire In ones life there is room for many friends For loves that come and go the heart does mend There are few who leave their mark deeper still Who make ones heart jump and give one a chill When fond thoughts grow and become intense When there i

Home Alone
Well saterdays is usally my night when I can come out and play. The couple I was supposed to see today cancelled, so I have a boring night to myself. I guess i will have to amuse myself with porn. BORING!!!!! My guy Ken will be here in the morning to spend some quality time with me, so at least I have something to look forward to.

37 Points To Go
I only have 37 points left to hit the next level, lol...and i'm so tired i can't see straight anymore... dunno why i'm writing this...probably because i'm tired...blah :) thanx to all my friends that helped me get this far :)

A Soldier's Poem.
This is from an image found on this CT site: ~BABYGIRL~~~QUEEN BEE CHERRY SNATCHERS~~PLEASE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK@ CherryTAP For all the free people who stil protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no other choice than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for those we hold dear, If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray

Moonlight Masterpiece
There is a moon, etched upon the darkened sky I wonder who painted this masterpiece and why Silvery light filters through the leaves As I watch from the window under the eaves Never have I seen so lovely a sight Then the one just before me on this starry night Then I hear the distant motor of a lonely car And the melodic sound of crickets from afar Somewhere nearby an isolated coyote yips I step back, and a sound escapes my lips But it is not a sound of fright This moonlight masterpiece was painted with care In vibrant blues and silver as I stop and stare Mother Nature is a vibrant artist to praise She paints so well, in color and haze Never does she make a mistake For if she did in her we would forsake I will be here, staring till the morning light Because the earth is so beautiful bathed in moonlight

Pissed Off
I just quit my job. I am so sick of smartass bitches that lie. And I hope her ass hole grows together! You do NOT FUCK WITH my money......or say I said something I didn't. If I want to say something I will fuckin' say it to your damn face...and if ya can't deal with it.....too bad....you get one free lick in....and then it is your ass...I hope somebody is there to pick your ass up. Sorry I just needed to vent.I'm tempted to call the church she goes to and tell them what a real fine lady they have going to there church...but then again....it will come back to her....So.........I need to calm down and let life kick her ass.

Help This Soldier Out
HARDCORE US MARINE IS NEEDING YOUR SUPPORT IN THIS EFFORT COME AND SHOW HIM THE SUPPORT HE NEEDS TO WIN THE BEST DRUNK PIC CONTEST HERE ON CHERRY TAP SO PLEASE COME AND SHOW YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR A US MARINE IM MAKING AN OFFER TO ALL WHO HELP. THIS IS THE DEAL IF YOU CAN PUT DOWN 1000 COMMENTS, I WILL MAKE A PERSONAL SALUTE FOR YOU. TO GET THIS SALUTE CONTACT ME BONNIE AKA ADOPT A SOLDIER, MY LINK IS PROVIDED Adopt a soldier.** #28 bomb squad**DJ ADAMS HOD(BBWF-Bartender){CT ShadowBombers}CONFEDERATE BOMBERS@ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST THIS SO THE WORD CAN GET AROUND THAT A CHEERY TAP MARINE NEEDS ARE SUPPORT, THANKS (repost of original by 'Adopt a soldier.**DJ ADAMS HOD(BBWF-Bartender){CT ShadowBombers}CONFEDERATE BOMBERS' on '2007-03-25 15:52:28')

Yay! I Did It,lol
Bucky is having a weekly contest where if you deck your myspace out to promote his new cd and show your support, he will put you in his top friends. Today was the fisrt top friends change and my profile was selected. :) Bucky's MySpace CJ Here's my profile in his top friends.... Here's the comment on my profile....

My Sexual Style
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft100%Exciting75%Sweet75%Hot75%Wet50%Shy50%Violent50%Awkward0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Air Traffic Hero's
Atlanta ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911 You are cleared to land eastbound on Runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Atlanta ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on Infidel's' runway 9R - Allah be Praised " Atlanta ATC "Tower to Iran Air 515 -- You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Atlanta ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R. Allah is Great " Pause: Loud Static............. Saudi Air: " ATLANTA ATC - ATLANTA ATC" Atlanta ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS. WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE. INSTRUCTIONS, PLEASE. Atlanta ATC: Well bless your hearts. And praise Jesus. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah "Hey" for us -- ya hear?

With Time
WITH TIME Sometimes I think I still can’t live without you. A dull ache inside me Realizes my yearning to be a part of your life. The years have come and gone. I never hear your name. I don’t even know anyone who knows you. Most of the time I believe I have changed – Outgrown the ME who loved YOU. Then, A song, a scene, a scent Catches my heart off guard, And reminds me of you. Sometimes, Even after all these years, I think I still can’t live without you . . . . Author: NancySue Krenrich Hamm

Lifes Journey
we are all created equal we all dream cry and love the same do not judge a person by there diability ,race, orientation or gender. life is a journey we all are taking together let us share the journey as one.

No M O R E!
I can't deal with the constant liquor intake. i'm getting too old for this shit. *checks concert schedule* No no wait.... Fuck. Halifax. Oh well there goes that plan. I'll quit next week.... *Checks concert schedule* Forget it. I'm gonna be drunk all year. Great. Come party with us!

Tennessee Ten Commandments
Maybe this is the way to teach the 10 Commandments today! Maybe then people would "get it" and it wouldn't be construed as 'religious ed'. Tennessee Ten Commandments Some people in Tennessee have trouble with all those "shalls" and "shall nots" in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks in middle Tennessee got together and translated the "King James" into "Jackson County" language.... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Gainesboro, TN.) (1) Just one God (2) Honor yer Ma & Pa (3) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Put nothin' before God (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (7) No killin' (8) Watch yer mouth (9) Don't take what ain't yers (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.

Being A Mother
BEING A MOTHER After 21 years of marriage, My wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news."I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you, "I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date.

Love Hate
you tell me that you love me you tell me that you hate me I used to think that you cared but you left me with all these feelings mixed up inside my head guess what I don't give a damn anymore I thought that you cared but I found out the hard way I was wrong I used to think that you loved me but I found out that you hated me I thought that you cared but I found out the hard way you don't give a shit you just up and left me with all these feelings mixed up in my head and I don't give a shit anymore I just don't give a damn by Melissa Dumler

Finally Done
it's done thanks to everyone who supported me and was a driving force for me to complete my schooling , well it is done just found out a few minutes ago that I got my final grade from my school and I passed I am a high school graduate and not just a G.E.D. but i got my damn diploma

There
What you do, Does not define you What you love, Does not always love you back There to many factors to factor in There are to many Questions with no answers There are to many things that will go unspoken There is so much time that will go wasted What to do Where to go Questions We all look for things we cannot find, love that will never see us. Pain that will always be sharpened Fear that will always grow What to do I shall say Never give up what you cannot do without Never silence what needs to be said Raise your head when it is knocked down Speak what you know to be true Don't let this world forget you by Ray Bullock

03-27-72 Its His Birthday
As most of you know if you have read my blogs you all know that I lost my best friend Charlie back in July of 06 and well we are coming up on eight months. And well his birthday is tomorrow and that is going to be a really hard day for many of us especially me cause I can remember that I was celebrating his birthday with him last year and I can say he was celebrating to the fullest!!! I can say that the last eight months have been hard but the get easier as the months go by!!! I loved him so much and he was my best friend and I wish that he was still here!!! I know that he knows how much he was loved, and i know he knows how much he is missed and I will always have a special place in my heart for Charlie!!! He watches over me everyday and keeps me safe when I need to be kept safe!!! I love you charlie and I will see you someday and I think about you everyday!!! I miss you and I will till I see you again!! I hope that you and Joshua are havin the time of your life and I hope that you ar

Why Do Most Women Like Assholes?
I'm just wandering why most women like's a guy who treats them like there nothing, while all us nice guys who are sweethearts gets shafted like were a disase. I'll never understand that cause im a swwetheart and the sweetest guy out there and all the assholes out in the real world gets all the hotties and women in general.

Guardian Of The Night
ACCEPT GUARDIAN OF THE NIGHT In the night of the day I was born, quite sure I wouldn`t see no tomorrow. All the days I was wasting alone, always waiting for the night without sorrows. Mister, mister, don`t you know what I am. Can`t you hear it`s always trembling in my voice? Don`t you know I`m doing all that I can, but I`m a man without any choice. Ev`ry day`s only pain for me. I don`t like the sunlight shining on my head. I`m a man that was born for the dark. Ev`ry light shines is making me feel bad. Lady, lady, put your hand on my head. Can`t you hear it`s always trembling in my voice? `Cause I`m the one who`s behaving so bad. I need those feelings for you again. Man of the dark, guardian of the night I don`t like people working all day, only working just to see next tomorrow. But they`re happy while they`re living that way. In that world I gotta beg, steal or borrow. Mister, mister, you don`t know...

A Trial In Jasper
by Dr. William Pierce Last week they had a trial in Jasper, Texas, of 24-year-old John King, one of three White men accused of killing a Black by dragging him behind their pickup truck. The media made a real circus of the trial. Every night on the television news programs Tom Brokaw and the other network news announcers reminded us with a grim face and a sober tone about the gruesome nature of the killing. Over and over again they showed us the chain which had been used to drag the Black. They showed us the asphalt road along which he was dragged, with painted circles on the road wherever the police had found blood. And they told us what an awful White racist John King was. They showed us his tattoos. They told us that he was a petty criminal who had been in prison. They read us some of the letters he had written expressing his dislike for Blacks. And the media people really rubbed all of this in hard -- "White racist, gruesome killing, Black victim, hate crime, evil Whites, good Bl

An Oldie But Well Worth Reposting...
I went to a party Mom, I remembered what you said, You told me not to drink, Mom, So I drank soda instead. I really felt proud inside, Mom, The way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, Even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, As everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, So responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, But as I pulled out into the road, The other car didn't see me, Mom, And hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, "The other guy is drunk," Mom, And now I'm the one who will pay. I'm lying here dying, Mom, I wish you'd get here soon. How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon. There is blood all around me, Mom, And most of it is mine. I hear the

So Much For Being Hopeful
I was so hopeful this morning and it took all of me to hold that attitude. Now I just want to start punching people why do the people you do the most for seem to always ask more of you. I am so tired of stupid people and people not taking into aspect what they should. You actually tell certain people in your life what is really going on because they need to know and they just make things worse. I know I am not making sence cause if I said what I want to things would get really bad for me right now. As long as I can keep them in I won't kill anyone. Right now it is not working so well

Ur Job
It looks as if everything is over I come home to you And I look at you My life without you is a void I beg to please you I wish to become submissive to you And for once in our miserable lives We are both happy I feel the joy of the surrender that I have fought for so long The shelter of your love and protection I am happy My trust in you is complete As I lay in your arms each night, I pray to the Gods that we continue this way It feels right I choose to give myself to you I have never been happier I still have fears But I know that you are there to hold me And chase them away I know that you will protect me So I will make sure Not to put myself at risk Because a foolish sub- is one who is quickly tired of. I will tell you when I am hurt or ill Because- I will try to satisfy you- even then- But I know that it will not be expected And you will care for me when it is needed I know you are only a human too- So I know not to expect you to hold off

Application For Premission To Date My Daughter ( This Is Really Funny!
NOTE:this application will be considered incomplete and will be rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, and current medical report from your doctor. NAME___________________DATE OF BIRTH_______HEIGHT/WEIGHT____/_____ IQ______SSN________DRIVERS LICENSE__________BOY SCOUT RANK________ HOME ADDRESS________________________________CITY/STATE/ZIP________ do you hav one MALE and FEMALE parent_______if no explain________ _________________________________________________________________ number of years parents married?_________________________________ do you own a van?_________________a truck with oversized tires?__ _________________ a water bed?___________ do you hav an earing, nose ring, belly button ring, or any other picrcing???___________________tattoo?____________ (IF YOU ANSWERED YES TO ANYTHING ON THE LAST TWO LINES, DISCONTINUE APPLICATION AND LEAVE QUICKLY) in 25 words or less, explain w

Halfway Home......
Halfway Home [Current State of Mind] I'm halfway home and I'm on my own. I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind. I plan to leave here after supper time, that's when traffic is light. All I need is a sign and I'll be alright. I'll be fine. [Six Months Later] I used to think that I could just sleep and then I'd dream. And everything it would come to me. Until I woke one day without anything to eat, lying on the opposite side of the street. I'm halfway home and I'm still out on my own. I'm halfway there and I don't care, I don't mind because it ain't my time to stay or say. I'll never lay down. [One Year Later] I used to think that I could just sit and wait for the time. But I know I gotta meet them halfway. I'm halfway home, I tried home running with the flow. I'm halfway there. Ain't it funny how everybody seems to care. I planned to get there around supper time, they're serving up bread and wine. All I needed was a sign and I'll be

Canned Vision
Beyond the whisper of a doubt, is not a place where a lily is found. Amoungst the tides of the growing lack for words, is a place where books are empty and scriptures are bountiful. Past the precinct of reason a shadow forms in the backround where my eyes once consumes the vision of far away. Still wondering and hoping, but reality shows a lost dream on the wake of the dawn. Fire grows in the backround as everything that was left to do has been closed off. An entire city was built over night and a small girl was left in the crossfire of shots. Go back to your little homes small people and remember the words that were left for you. Remember the thought and the heart that was put into everything believed in. Somewhere someone believes in you and is still smiling becuase of the kindness you gave. Awaking from a moment where you were still there is a canned vision. Something preserved although it has already been consumed. I dont know where this place goes anymore. I dont kno

I Wanna Be Loved Poem
I Wanna Be Loved: Wanna be loved Not for who you think I am Nor what you want me to be could you love me for me? Real love, with no strings attached I wanna give you my heart Don't want to take it back This is my chance - LOVE Been searching for a long long time For that oh so true love To comfort this heart of mine No pretense stop wasting my time A virtous woman is really hard to find I'm telling you lady I'm only human, not looking for impossibility Just a genuine woman with sincerity Someone who is always near to hold me Show me you care, up front and boldly Don't shun my feelings, all the positive meanings Love me morning, noon and all seasons Well every hour I have a stick in a bush What happen to me... she must be somewhere out there Now where could she be? Caught up passionately in a love rhapsody I'm like waiting on some honey But there ain't no queen bee Everybody's la

What Is This Maybe You Can Tell Me
To all my friends, fans and family, well it has happened yet again. A dumb bitch decided to start some shit that she will regret because I know that my friends are behind me. She decides to send out a note about me and this is my response. I just hope you show her the same respect you show the coons, spics and other non whites on this site here’s the saggy tit bitch enjoy: Temptation is fun....Giving in is even better! Now be a good boy.....& Beg!@ CherryTAP

Life's Little Instructions
*Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed. *Never give up on anybody- miracles happen every day. *Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know. *Learn to listen. *Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasures. *Don't expect others to listen to your advice, or to ignore your example. *Opportunity sometimes knocks very softly. *Leave everything a little better than you found it. *Don't forget: a person's emotional need is to feel appreciated. *Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them. *Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated. *Make new friends but cherish the old ones. *Don't use time or works carelessly, neither can be retrieved. *Judge your success by the degree that you're enjoying peace, health, and love. *Smile a lot: it costs nothing and is beyond price.

Don't Look Back
As you travel through life there are always those times When decisions just have to be made, When the choices are hard, and solutions seem scarce And the rain seems to soak your parade. There are some situations where all you can do Is to simply let go and move on, Gather your courage and choose a direction That carries you toward a new dawn. So pack up your troubles and take a step forward. The process of change can be tough. But think about all the excitement ahead, If you can be stalwart enough! There could be adventures you never imagined Just waiting around the next bend And wishes and dreams just about to come true In ways you can't yet comprehend! Perhaps you'll find friendships that spring from new interests. As you challenge your status quo And learn there are so many options in life, And so many ways you can grow! Perhaps you'll go places you never expected And see things that you've never seen, Or travel to fabulous, faraway worlds And wonderful spots

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
voila! we're back! yes linkin park! breaking the habit is a great video! they wanted to do this video in real life style but they couldn't afford it or somethin like that... but i think its probably one of the coolest animated videos out there so enjoy and if your goin to bamboozle to see em let me know so we can meet up or somethin cause i'm gonna be there on sunday Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not all right So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than any time before I had no option

Breakfast At Mcdonald's .
Breakfast at McDonald's . Please read until the end. This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!): I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone

Just So You Know
ok i made a comment on someone elsa blog about being rated a one because i would not listen to someone on my list who did nothing but bitch and moan about how there life suck well the only reason it suck so bad is because there ass was on here 24 7 and not spending it with there wife who even told him thats what the problem was....so go ahead and rate me whatever you want ...it doesnt hurt me in one bit it just shows how very stupid you are for not knowing the whole picture before you go and do something..if thats how you feel about me then get the hell off my friends and fan list i dont need people like you as friends....i support my friends who are in the service 100% if that bothers you i dont give a rats ass...now its your choice...

As You Slide Down The Banister Of Life, Remember:
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember: 1. Jim Baker and Jim my Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course,there's shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried that my

Earth Angels In Headsets
A Promise Earth Angels In Headsets ONCE UPON A TIME, before time existed in a place some call Heaven, there were many gatherings to determine many things. The Angel Of Lifework was busy determining who would entertain, who would care for teeth, who would move the earth and the like. One decision was to determine which souls would be interested in caring for others. A group stepped forward and they were called Public Servants. Next the Angel Of Lifework called out for a certain number of this grouping that were interested in safety of others. This group was called Public Safety and they were praised for their bravery and willingness to risk human life for the love of others. A promise was made and then there was a great celebration. Next The Angel of Lifework made a special announcement, “We are looking for a extraordinary grouping of individuals from the Public Safety assemblage for a special calling. This work is to Answer The Call of those in danger and need. To step

Wife Cut Off Hubby's Manhood
Dog got some good sausage!! A Chinese woman escaped jail after she cut off her husband's penis and threw it out of the window. The man drove himself to hospital - but doctors couldn't reattach the organ as it had been eaten by a dog, reports Jinling Evening Post. Yao Fengfang was given a three year suspended jail sentence after her husband, Li Gengbao, asked the judge to be lenient. Li, a taxi driver in Nanjing city, said he wanted his wife to keep her liberty so she could look after him for the rest of his life. Yao suspected her husband, of having an affair with his ex-wife and confronted him after seeing his taxi parked outside of her house. On the way back home, Yao threatened to 'disable' his husband but he thought she was bluffing. Li went to bed early but he was woken at midnight by a sharp pain. He said: "My wife was holding a large part of my penis, and I pleaded with her to send me to hospital immediately, but she refused firmly, and when I pleaded with h

Shameful
You should have ran for days You embrace you betray I am sick to say You're a sad cliché But when you ran you tripped and fell On a path that lead you straight to hell This is my salt in your wounds This is my "I TOLD YOU SO" If You Knew What I Know Would You Move Like You Do? With malicious Discontent You went about hell-bent to destroy But did you have a reason why? Here's to lowering caskets Of old friends Choice and consequence We'll birth a new day With the death of an old and Start over, Start over. Here's To Burying Hatchets Of Those Who You'd Never Call Your Friend.. We'll Birth A New Day With The Death Of An Old Day And.. Start Over! Start Over! Can You Breathe In Reach And Let It Out Thee Evil Inside that's eating you out tonight With Every Venomous Move I Will Suck You Up And Spit You Get Out Of My Life, Get Out Of My Sight! You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Don't Act Like Your Ashamed You Let Yourself Get Carried Away Bow your head

She Wont Let Me F*** By Afroman
She Won't Let Me Fucc Afroman lyrics Artist: Afroman Album: Because I Got High Year: 2000 Title: She Won't Let Me Fucc (Hey Sugar, how you doin'? Your pretty face don't match that nasty attitude. What do you mean, 'Where's my girl?' Probly with your man. Can we fuck?) She won't let me fucc. I really need to bust a nut. She won't let me fucc. I really need to bust a nut. (Hey, check this out.) It's so frustrating being a man, all these sexy women don't understand Things we need to do, every other day or two Like take you home baby, and make sweet love to you, But you, you won't let me fucc. She won't let me fucc. (You say the mood ain't right.) I really need to bust a nut. (I know that pussy's tight.) She won't let me fucc. (Give it to me, baby.) I really need to bust a nut. Her heart is still broken, (Poor baby.) her emotions are sore. (I know what you mean, girl.) She is trying to recover from the man before. (Hey, that's my homeboy, cu

Before You, Because Of You
Seeing the world was improbable. Believing in empathy was illogical. Tasting the fruit of Eden was impalatable. Discovering the meaning of life was incomprehensible. Promising someone an eternity was imbecilic. Trusting in undying faith was impractical. Expressing what love is was incommunicable. and imagining giving myself to someone was inhuman. Now, Because of You... I've seen the universe indefinitely. I've experienced emotions which are indescribable. I've found Heaven in your eyes, and it's finally imaginable. I've learned the meaning of life, and it's incensed. I've seen forever... and for you, I am immortal. I've felt hope which is impenetrable. I've whispered love and felt it back, it's inspirational. and...imagining life without you... is impossible.

The Perfect Man
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his feelings of love for you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, scr*w this stupid poem The perfect man is gay.

Hurt
As I look into your eyes with hurt. With tears flowing down my sweet face. As my body trembles with fear. My heart aches, my soul cries. I begin to fall on my knees and wonder why me, why me. As my voice shakes, my mind wonders. I have loved you so! My heart is damaged, my mind is unsure You try to hold me, but all I can do is cry. As I turn my back on you, you fall to the ground saying please not me, not me. I have love you so! As I walk away my heart thumps even harder for your love. But I can't make myself go back to you. You have shattered everything that I have given you. All I can think of is why me, why me. And that I have loved you so! The more I think the more I cry. My life is over cause all the pain that I have inside You get up off your knees and you run towards me saying I love you, I love you. But all I hear is the wind blowing all around me. Then you stop and wonder please not me. not me. I have loved you s

Are You Cutthroat?
You Are More Cutthroat Than You Think Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you. And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon... You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top. Are You Cutthroat?

Do You Have A Dirty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Having A Bad Day
When was last time you had a bad day?My day has been hell.I woke up with bad migrane.Then my mom told me I might have to find another place to live because she couldnt pay her house note.I dont have anywhere else to go at moment so would be on street.Then I went to put some gas in my car for tomorrow and my boss at my second job told me that I no longer had a second job.So now I have to find second job again.AAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! NO MORE!!!!!

Apple Crumble Slice
Apple crumble slice Makes 18 pieces Ingredients 2 1/4 cups plain flour 1/3 cup brown sugar 1 teaspoon mixed spice 180g butter, chilled, chopped 2 tablespoons chilled water 4 granny smith apples, peeled, cored, sliced 1 tablespoon caster sugar 1/2 small lemon, juiced 1/3 cup sultanas 1/4 cup rolled oats 1/3 cup shredded coconut Method Preheat oven to 180°C. Lightly grease a 3cm deep, 16cm x 26cm (base) slab pan. Line with baking paper, allowing a 2cm overhang at both long ends. Process flour, brown sugar, mixed spice and butter in a food processor until mixture resembles breadcrumbs. Add 1Ã�0Ã�5 tablespoons chilled water. Process until mixture just comes together, adding more water if required. Wrap 3/4 cup dough in greaseproof paper. Refrigerate until firm. Press remaining dough into prepared pan. Bake for 20 to 25 minutes or until light golden. Allow to cool completely in pan. Meanwhile, place apples, caster sugar and 1 tablespoon lemon ju

Cooking
Chili Cook-Off If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas , you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park . Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truc

My Stark Reality
In shades of silver and white, Deceiving everyone, I cannot hide this stark reality Which is known as my life We go through our days blind fools Smiling warmly when we feel the wretchedness We play foolish games of appeasement When all we crave is recognition Love, success, life, harmony These are truths that not all of us will have The surest reason Is never the firmest emotion My pen shakes as I write Tears fall on this paper Blurring the words Reflecting the randomness that is my life. When do you say goodbye? When is it ok to say hello? Do you give up on all? Or has all given up on you? My starkest reality is this, In shades of silver and white. Feathery down on my head How much more must I play this game? © 2007 Kathleen Wehrstedt

Good Morning
Good Morning Ya'll Hope this blog thing finds ya all peachy and stuff... Im doing ok.. had a rough night.. didnt sleep with a .... so now im up and now having my coffee with a dog n my lap hes trying too type too lol...not much going on here.. it was suppose too rain last night and of course it didnt :( WE NEED RAIN BAD..anyways.. just wanted too wish everyone a great day for the ones who read these!! until then ttfn. be good or be good it

Some Good Ones! From Famous People
Sometimes, when I look at my children, I say to myself ~~"Lillian, you should have remained a virgin." -- Lillian Carter (mother of Jimmy Carter) I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall." -- Eleanor Roosevelt Last week, I stated this woman was the ugliest woman I had ever seen. I have since been visited by her sister, and now wish to withdraw that statement. -- Mark Twain The secret of a good sermon is to have a good beginning and a good ending; and to have the two as close together as possible. -- George Burns Santa Claus has the right idea. Visit people only once a year. -- Victor Borge Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. >-- Mark Twain By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. -- Socrates I was married by a judge. I should have ask

Sunday Thang
1. How old will you be in 10 months? 29 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? maybe who knows 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? umm lets see my birthday ( hopefully its a good one), Being with my baby James and maybe in are own place.. 4. Who was the last person you called? Mom 5. Who was the last person to call you? wayne 6. Do you prefer to call or text? text 7. Do you have any pets? 2 cats and 1 dog. 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Umm JAMES 9. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? yesterday 11. What happened at 11:00a.m.? I was working 12. How many states have you lived in? 1 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 7 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? bare feet unless its cold then socks 15. Are you a social person? yes! 16. What was the last thing you ate? breakfast with james and his mom and her boyfriend

What Is Cherrytap?
What is CherryTAP? Where do I go for technical support? How do I increase my Cherry Ranking? What are Cherry Points? What are Cherry Salutes? What are Cherry Bucks? What is my Shoutbox™? Can anyone read my Shoutbox™? How do I clear my Shoutbox™? How do I chat? How do you determine the Top Photos? What is the Cherry Alert System? What is the difference between a Friend and a Fan? What is the mobile address option in my profile? Where do I get the videos I see in peoples profiles? How do I meet people on CherryTAP? What is a lounge? How do I create a lounge? What are pools? How do I use my webcam on CherryTAP? How do I use "my skins"? How do I see who has viewed my profile? What is a Bulletin? What exactly is reposting a bulletin? How many photos can I upload? What does it mean to "rip"? What are the different levels of members I see? What's with those other colored names? How do I send a member a comment? How do I send a member a message? What are User Too

Myths And Facts About Autism
The myths: Environmental factors such as stress cause autism. Autism is the result of bad parenting. Autism is a mental illness caused by psychological factors such as early-life trauma. The facts: While no single specific cause of autism is known, current research links autism to biological or neurological differences in the brain. Some studies of individuals with autism have shown abnormalities in several regions of the brain, including the cerebellum, amygdala, and hippocampus.

Mets 1 - 0 1612 Games To Go
oooh yeah look at this and this and he couldn't catch this one + 2 for the mets oooh and look at the intensity in mr Alou after having a crappy spring did very well tonite with a great catch that NO ONE CAUGHT ON FILM :( and well i would try to get more but i don't know where... anyway GO METS! woo hoo! 1 win 161 more games to go... ugh billy wagner

That'a When I'll Be There
When you feel turned out And you can't help feeling down, When that lovely smile Has become a frown That's when I'll be there. When all else fails And your heart breaks in two When you've cried and cried And you aren't sure what else to do That's when I'll be there. When you are happy And full of joy Because you finally Got that boy That's when I'll be there. When you get into a fight With friend or foe There is something That you really must know That's when I'll be there. Whatever the reason Please keep in mind Whenever you need me Surely you'll find That's when I'll be there. I hope you Really understand Whenever you need Someone to hold your hand That's when I'll be there. So don't be afraid, For, if you are in despair And all you need to hear is, "I still care." That's when I'll be there.

Dazzrite
surfing around some in myspace .. the music area .. some are hits and some are misses dazzrite http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=151265175 Writing has always been a passion for me and something I always wanted to do instead of imitating someone else. With the lack of other like-minded musicians I took this endeavor on myself, filling in vocals and bass and programming the drum machine in my porta-studio.

Nothing Has Changed
Spent another weekend just chilling with my kid. Which I need and she needs. It kills me that she keeps asking when I am going to get a new place so she can come stay with me. I wish there was something I could tell her and myself to make us feel better. I am doing my best to stay positive and seem to be doing ok but I really need something to go right. Atleast just finding somewhere to stay.

Boycott Procter & Gamble
P&G products to boycott List up-to-date as of March 2006 A Ace ~ laundry Always & Alldays ~ feminine hygiene Ariel - laundry Aussie ~ hair care B Baldessarini ~ fragrance Bold ~ laundry Born Blonde ~ hair dye Bounce ~ laundry Bounty ~ kitchen roll Braun ~ electric shavers etc C Camay ~ soap Charmin ~ loo roll Crest ~ toothpaste D Daz ~ laundry Dreft ~ laundry Duracell ~ batteries E Eukanuba ~ pet food F Fairy ~ various cleaning products Febreze ~ fabric spray Fixodent ~ denture fixer Flash ~ cleaning product G Gillette ~ shaving products Giorgio Beverley Hills ~ fragrance Glide ~ dental floss H Head & Shoulders ~ shampoos Herbal Essences ~ shampoos Hugo Boss ~ fragrances Hydrience ~ hair dye I IAMS ~ pet food Infacare ~ baby wash J Jean Patou/Joy ~ fragrances L Lacoste ~ fragrance Lasting Care ~ hair dye Laura Biagiotti ~ fragrance Lenor ~ fabric softener Loving Care ~ hair dye M Max Factor ~ ma

Just A Quiz I Took...
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > Story of O yeah! You scored 80 Knowledge and 76 Interest! You are deeply interested in every aspect of bondage and know quite a bit about it. You love to experiment with various bindings, positions and how much you can move during each one. Not only that, but you know quite a bit about bondage and would be a safe partner to play with. You probably frequently wear some item that declares your interest, even if it is meaningful only to yourself. My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:You scored higher than 99% on KnowledgeYou scored higher than 99% on Interest

I Hate Subject Lines
well, the weather SUCKS, i'm in a crabby moood, got nothin to do, i'm on break alll week, literally everyone i know is busy. guess what?? i'm bored. and in a crabby mood. i just laughed out loud at the word crabby. i'm just one of those special people! i miss slave to rock!!! :( i haven't talked to him in a loong time and i miss him!

Alone
feelin alone missin u wishin i could tell u wat u mean to me crying on the outside dyin on the inside just wishin u wouldnt go wanting to tell u everything but i kno i cant not understandin how u could just leave and not come bac one more time to say goodbye so here i stand with a blade upon my hand ......

Lifes Lessons
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel. 2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. 3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. 4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. 5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. 6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. 7. Dream

About Myself
About yourself1. Name: Samantha2. Birth Date: 3-18-19843. Birthplace: Fort Riley, Kansas4. Location: Brazil, In5. Eye Color: Blue6. Hair Color: Blondish brown7. Ever been called a Tease: I don't think so8. Ever been Drunk: yes9. Do you think you are Attractive: not really10. Have you Been in Love: I am right now11. Do you Sing: When I'm alone maybe12. Do you Smoke: yes...need to quit13. Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate14. Right or Left Handed: left15. Any Piercings: earsMySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!

Questionaire
(Originally posted April 07, 2006)This came from the membership questionaire of The Church of Satan.1.) What are your impressions of The Satanic Bible?As of yet, I haven't read it. It is my next book to read, though.2.) What do you expect to accomplish through Satanism?Got me. I am just looking it over right now.3.) If you were granted three wishes, what would they be?a) To live healthily for as long as I wanted to do so.b) To be left alone by the law.c) To have enough money to get whatever I want for the rest of my life.(Or simply wish (a) + the ability to instantly hypnotize anybody in person or through any sort of device.)4.) What is your attitude toward animals? If you have any pets describe them. What is your ideal?I like them, for the most part. I have three cats (a black cat, a calico cat, and a tabby) and a mutt dog. (I like cats better because they can take care of themselves better than dogs can.)5.) Are you satisfied with your sex life? Describe your ideal of a physicall

Chapter 11 The Mummy { The Jewel Of Seven Stars
'Mr. Trelawny's hope was at least as great as my own. He is not so volatile a man as I am, prone to ups and downs of hope and despair; but he has a fixed purpose which crystallizes hope into belief. At times I had feared that there might have been two such stones, or that the adventures of Van Huyn were traveller's fictions, based on some ordinary acquisition' of the curio in Alexandria or Cairo, or London or Amsterdam. But Mr. Trelawny never faltered in his belief. We had many things to distract our minds from belief or disbelief. This was soon after Arabia, Pasha, and Egypt was no safe place for travellers, .especially if they were English. But Mr. Trelawny is a fearless man; and I almost come to think at times that I am not a coward myself. We got together a band of Arabs whom one or other of us had known in former trips to the desert, and whom we could trust; that is, we did not distrust them as much as others. We were numerous enough to protect ourselves from chance marauding band

"an It Harm None..."
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)If you are familiar with Wicca, you should know the Wiccan Rede: "An it harm none, do what thou wilt."Easy enough. Eight simple words.Now, define "harm."It is extremely difficult to say if something will or will not harm another. And let's be honest, some people could do with a good butt-whuppin', physical, spiritual or otherwise.I listened to a pagan podcast a few weeks ago about this, where some woman had used a spell to help a friend of hers in Japan get a job. A few weeks later, the guy just up and left the job, causing the owners to not look kindly on Americans. Therefore, the next American trying to get a job there will have to work even harder to get a job.(I also saw a quote the other day that I was going to put in this entry, but I have no idea where it is. It was basically about how there are a multitude of outcomes that spring from a single action and not all of them are "good." I think it was from the second Wizardry book by Rick

What Are Humans?
(Originally Posted on April 13, 2006)There are a lot of one-sentence descriptions of humans out there, but I think I like mine the best:Humans are the only animal that feel shame for being an animal.

An Angelfriend!
An Angelfriend Angels can be found in many places; some you must search for, but others shine like the North Star. Still there are others, who walk among mortals; sharing their beauty like an infectious smile. I have seen such an angel, have been blessed to call her friend; and she calls me home like a fog horn to a the Cajun Queen off the Mississippi! The Original in French... Des anges peuvent être trouvés dans beaucoup d'endroits ; certains que vous devez rechercher, mais d'autres éclat comme le nord tiennent le premier rôle. Il restent d'autres, qui marchent parmi des mortels ; partage de leur beauté comme un sourire infectieux. J'ai vu un tel ange, ont été bénis pour appeler son ami ; et elle m'appellent maison comme un klaxon de brouillard à l'la reine de Cajun outre du Mississippi !

Chocolate Jesus
Artist Cosimo Cavallaro has created a nude, anatomically correct chocolate sculpture of Jesus Christ. And predictably a bunch of folks have begun complaining about it. I've been thinking the matter over, and I can't see what all the fuss is about. Maybe people are offended because J-Dawg is naked and you can see his junk. Well, as far as I know, he did have all of the standard equipment, so what’s the problem? Frankly, if he didn’t have a happy little dingly-dangly, I’d be a lot less impressed with the man. Let’s face it, avoiding temptation is a LOT easier when you aren’t packing a pistol. So is it the fact that he is made of food? If so, how come when the Virgin Mary shows up on a cheese sandwich, everyone thinks it a miracle? Maybe it’s because he’s made of chocolate. After all, it’s Easter time, and maybe these folks see a chocolate J-Bunny and feel compelled to bite off the ears. Would that be a sin? Imagine standing at the pearly gates and being denied entrance

I Miss This Bastard. =(
Climb down to test the waters, My hands feel like they're rusting away, yeah, yeah, yeah, So I'll pace around like a lamb before the slaughter I'll stay here as long as you let me, Decision's been made obvious so I will return Where I started I'll stay here When I'm finished I'll whither away

A Tu Lado
A tu lado es que pertenezco yo, siempre juntos de la mano caminar respirando alegría y mucha felicidad. A tu lado lo sabes es que esta mi lugar y tu conmigo andar por senderos cubiertos de nuestro amor por toda la eternidad. Juntos siempre juntos de la vida disfrutar amandonos libremente sin temor al que diran, llenandome de tu ternura que me brinda tranquilidad. Soy tu mejor amiga, tu mujer perfecta la que cada noche derrama sobre tu cuerpo todo el amor que llevo dentro, porque eres tu mi hombre incomparable quien lleno mi soledad.

Wimpiest Dad
Two kids are arguing over whose father is the wimpiest. The first one says," My dad is so scared that when lightning Strikes, he slides underneath our bed." The second kid says, "That's nothing. My dad is so scared That when my mother works night shift, he sleeps with the woman Next door

More Info On The Field Trip
(Originally Posted on May 31, 2006)As I mentioned a few days ago, I went to a cemetary to get the earth in the use of the initiation ritual.It was a weird cemetary in that most of the markers were just file numbers, with just a few "regular" markers, none later than 1943.I told a couple of people at work about it. One person said it might be the Partlow mental hospital cemetary.So I did some searching on the Internet.The best thing I have been able to find is at http://www.cu.edu/ColemanInstitute/archives/archivesoverview.html#Alabama and says:Although this collection includes some material related to Alabama's institutions in the early 20th century, it is primarily a time capsule of newspaper articles and file materials circa the 1970's when the state found itself in the national spotlight as the treatment of the residents of its institutions became known. Newspaper articles report firsthand on the horrors of life in Partlow State School and Bryce Hospital. The struggle to fire Stone

In The Wings
IN THE WINGS She was standing in the wings that night I saw her weeping before the lights Blinded my eyes Yes, blinded my eyes I saw her taking of a wedding band And whisper to the stage door man But I was high Yes, I was too high High on the sound As the crowd called out my name I though that I could take it I paid my dues to make it To me it was a foolish game But without you, girl (without you, girl) Nothing is the same (ooh-ooh-ooh) The song I write is pity The song I sing are empty I need you by my side again I need a friend Damn the critics and the Rolling Stone Promotion men and agency gnomes My mind is blown I'm so alone Wind me up and I can dance and sing Like a puppet on a string I play my guitar They say I'm a star Who am I fooling What does it all mean The audience is screaming Celebrities I'm meeting The money and the limousines 'Cause without you, girl (without you, girl) Nothing is the same (ooh-ooh-ooh) The song I write

Proper Way To Measure A Big Cock
Boogie Nights (1997) Jack Horner: We're about to make film history, right here on videotape. I got a feeling that behind those jeans is something wonderful just waiting to get out. Dirk Diggler: [Rollergirl] Aren't you gonna take your skates off? Rollergirl: I never take my skates off. Colonel James: So, Jack tells me you've got a great big cock. Amber Waves: Let me just check on something. [Takes off Dirk's pants.] That is a giant cock. ======================================== Do you have a big cock? Four Steps for Proper Big Cock Measurement 1. Get a flexible tape measure; 2. Make sure you are fully erect, take an extra Viagra if necessary (every centimeter counts as these measurements can have a severe impact on many areas of your life!!!!!); 3. Brush way any pubes; 4. Take a proper measurement : * Place measuring device at the point where your big cock meets your pelvic area (below the belly button); * Stretch measuring device to the

Shadow Blood
As I hide In Shadows For My Pain To Fade, But Not Seem To Go Away, All The Blood Runs Down My Skin, But I Feel The Darkness Within... Shadows As I Hide In, Blood Is My Fear Yet A Sin. Shadows Is My Friend..... Blood Is My Enemy.....

Its Comming Back!!!
BY POPULAR DEMANDTHE CONTESTS ARE COMMING BACK We are bringing it back and going to have alot more fun!!! Contest are now back and ready to go!!! Right now we have several contests going on!!! These are all pic contests and your all more than welcome to join in!!! The list of contests are shown bellow!!KLUB HOUSE BUTTSKLUB HOUSE TIGHT JEANSKLUB HOUSE TIGHT SHORTSKLUB HOUSE UNDERWARE You must register to see the contest gallerys and to add yourself to them!!!! Make a new album for each gallery made that you wish to be known by!!!! Winners per month will be placed in the hall of fame album!!!! There will be a monthly hall of fame and yearly as well!!! The one with the best will win!!! There are other gallerys as well and you dont have to enter the contests!!! The other gallery sets are as seen bellow as listed!!!!

The Meeting....part 4
He offered her a drink. "Jack and Coke." she replied. He poured the drink as she watched him. He walked around, sat her drink in front of her, grazed her cheek with his fingertips. She watched him as he lit candles, turned on some music, and poured himself a drink. He smiled, melting everything inside. She knew this man would be the death of her, but oh, what a lovely way to perish. She decided then and there that she needed to be the one in control. She slid herself up next to him on the sofa. As she ran her hand across her lips, smiling sweetly, seductively. The laughter in his eyes told her he wanted the same thing. Her mouth came down on his with a fierceness not even she knew she posessed. He let her know of his approval by capturing her tongue with his. Her hands unbuttoned his shirt, slowly, taunting him. One button at a time her fingers exploring what lie beneath. She reached the last button befor his waist and stopped. Sliding her hands under his shirt, she could feel the

My Wife's Fantasy
At dusk, he begins to prepare me for what lies ahead of us tonight. He bathes me first. I kneel in the steamy, lavender-scented bath water, facing him. He smoothes liquid soap over my body, into every hollow and over every curve, relaxing me completely, making my skin glow. He tells me to lie back so he can coat my pussy with soft white shaving cream, then delicately shaves me completely bare. He smiles seeing my clit swell from the contact, but does not touch me there--not yet. He runs his hands up and down my legs. They are already silky and smooth. He tells me to turn over, get on my hands and knees, and he gently shaves the soft back folds of my pussy lips, and up toward and around my asshole. He squeezes lavender bath gel onto his hands and runs them over my butt cheeks, working it into a lather. Then he gently pushes his foam-coated thumb into my asshole. He moves it in and out, making sure that I'm clean, opening me wide. After my bath, I sit on the edge of our bed

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

A Million Little Pieces - Suggested Reading
I'm reading this book called A Million Little Pieces by James Frey. I got it from my book club, ya know, the ones that send you books and you have to send it back if you don't want them? Well, I never turn away a book. Anyway, it's a crazy book, but I can't put it down. The weird thing is.... it is written with absolutley NO quotation marks. All the dialog is.... written like this. It's about his 6 week stay in a rehab when he was 23. If you are an addict of any kind and are struggling to stay sober or you know someone that is struggling with addiction, this is a great book to read. This guy was.. IS... an addict of just about everything out there. This guy was to the extreme from glue to gas to crack. If you know anyone that has been in a hospital to overcome sickness and addiction, this is the book that will help you understand a bit of what they are going through. Believe me, this book is as honest and candid as you can get. There is nothing pretty about it. This boo

The Quick And Dirty Career Test
Your Career Personality: Independent, Flexible, and Ingenious Your Ideal Careers: Astronaut Entrepreneur Lawyer Nightclub owner Photographer Private investigator Real estate developer Stand up comic Venture capitalist Video game developer The Quick and Dirty Career Test

About Me Survey
~*~Basics & Appearance~*~Name:AmyAge:29Location:IllinoisMarital Status:engagedBirthday:July 4th 1977Zodiac:cancerBirth Place:BellevilleEthnicity:Height:5-10Weight:240Hair Color:blondeLong or Short:shortStraight or Curly:wavyEye Color:blueBig or Small:i dunnoTats:3 wings with heart (brittney in it), cross w/ a rose, star and firePiercings:13 1-nostril 6 in each ear~*~This or That~*~Fire or Ice:iceDay or Night:dayHot Chocolate or Coffee:coffeeTea or Soda:teaJuice or Water:waterWhite Milk or Chocolate Milk:white milkItalian or Chinese:chineseMcDonald's or Burger King:mcD'sPizza Hut or Domino's:Pizza HutWatermelon or Kiwi:WatermelonStrawberry or Blueberry:StrawberryCherry or Banana:BananaSummer or Winter:summerSpring or Fall:springRainy or Sunny:sunnySnowy or Rainy:rainyLove or Money:love~*~Have You Ever~*~Smiled for no reason:yesDanced in the rain:yupSang out loud:yeahKissed in the rain:you bet yaGotten in a bar fight:onceDone drugs:have triedBeen drunk:hell yeahBeen in love:yeahSat on

"thats When I Love You" - Phil Vassar
When I hear you stop and laugh out loud When you're fallin' fast asleep When you're in the middle of a crowd When you're lyin' close to me When I hear you softly say my name When you're high and when you're low When you don't need me to explain 'Cause you already know When you smile that way I know, every night and day That's when I love you, when I need you When I care about you That's when I know without a doubt That I can't live without you Everyday I find another reason Every season we go through And every little thing you do That's when I love you When you're drivin' in your car When you dance and sing to the radio When you're walkin' underneath the stars Anywhere and everywhere you go When you're dressed up or you're dressed down When you're talkin' on the phone With a million people all around Or when you're all alone When you're near, or you're far You're in my heart no matter where you are That's when I love you, wh

Six Pack Summer
Winter sure was cold and miserable Cooped up, shut down, baby it was pitiful Anyhow, it's over now We owe to ourselves to have a little fun The pace car's pacin' now the green flag's wavin' Uh, oh another six-pack summer comin' Sing to me babe I'll be your dashboard drummer and Let's turn the radio up as loud it can go Got the ultra-ray wraparound sunglass vision Got the sails up iced down a cool ambition Just to relax and let the six-pack summer roll We've got the sun block, a blanket and the best of Jimmy Buffet T-bones for the grill, hey ain't it great to rough it The party's on from dawn to dawn 24-7 'til they pull the plug No more waitin' come on and kiss me baby Uh, oh another six-pack summer comin' Sing to me babe I'll be your dashboard drummer and Let's turn the radio up as loud it can go Got the ultra-ray wraparound sunglass vision Got the sails up iced down a cool ambition Just to relax and let the six-pack summer roll Slow and steady, I'm so rea

Sorry Please Read
MY COMPUTER IS IN THE SHOP I WONT BE ON FOR A FEW WEEKS BUT ALL MY CHERRIES CAN STILL HIT ME UP WITH COMMENTS I WILL PROMISE TO HIT ALL YOU BACK UP ONCE I GET BACK ON THANKS GOIN MISS ALL OF YOU 2WEEKS

Survey 2
SERVEY NUMBER 2.. CHECK IT OUT Current mood: bitchy 1. WHAT CURSE WORD DO Y0U USE THE MOST? Fuck.. if you don't like it fuck you, you fucking fuck. 2. DO YOU OWN AN IPOD? No.. seems like every one else does. Radio is free..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> 3. WHAT PERSON ON YOUR TOP 8 DO YOU TALK TO THE MOST? Rogue and Chris 4. WHAT TIME IS Y0UR ALARM CLOCK SET TO? don't use one 5. DO YOU WANT TO FALL IN LOVE? all ready there 6. DO YOU WEAR FLIP-FLOPS WHEN IT'S COLD? Only with socks to the garbage 7. WOULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE OR BE IN THE PICTURE? Depends who's naked. Me or them. 8. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Good movie. A night at the museum. 9. DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN? A few. 10. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED YOU LAZY? My wife.. He he he. 11. DO YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATION TO HELP YOU FALL ASLEEP? yes, my wife. Just kidding. Pills mann! They are the greatest 12. WHAT C

Lately....
Lately, my life has been in kind of a bad place. This past monday, I was woken up at 11:30am by a phone call from my dad's cell phone. It was my mother calling me, and informing me that I didn't have to go into work that day. I asked why. She said that we are at Rochester General, your grandmother has a severe stroke this morning. At that very moment, I could feel my heart being torn apart. Tears started to stream down my face as my mom said that she would call me later in the day and let me know whats going on. Later on that day, I recieved another call from my mom. She said that, your grandmother is in a coma, and the Doctors don't think that she will come out of it. I dropped the phone and started to cry. Thinking to myself what am I going to do with out her. She is someone I could always talk to. She would never get mad at me, and give me the best advice. What am I going to do. After I hung up the phone with my mom that time, I got up, got dressed and went over to my be

Add Miss Sexi Lexi
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First Playoff Game
Hey every one , I just wanted to share a bit of excitement took down the first game!!! The same team that sandbagged last year and took us out of it ,we returned the favor and kicked their butts 3 times this session! Proves to say what goes around comes around! we shot my brother first & he lost by the skin of his teeth, then our very own Calendar Queen kicked major ASS in the second match, played and ,it was getting a bit nail biting by then and my man Denny B played their highest rated player a 7 and boy oh boy he was down to having to hold him from winning 1 to win & he had to win 3, well I held on to faith and the dog tag my daughter sent and HOLLY SHIT made the shot of a lifetime and won, then we shot Charlie and he lost so which meant it was up to our very own tenacious T Bone Tom and man it was shady and pulled it out for victory #1 !!! Second playoff game next Thursday, but the sad and Ironic part of this is that even if we win next week , my man the highest rated on our team

Curses!
(Originally Posted on July 9, 2006)For the past few days, I have said I was going to tell what happened with George's curse. Here are the details:I followed the "script" from the Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey for a single-person ritual. I performed the "Invocation To Satan" and the "Infernal Names", etc., etc., etc., as well as the Destruction Invocation. Then, to get my blood boiling, I read the following, each on a piece of paper: WHY PUNISH GEORGE: I have assisted George several times. I have refused to tell Idiot Boss about [George's] inability to work with a fellow coworker. I did not tell Idiot Boss about George's idea to start a competing company against our company. George said that if I hadn't come into the meeting about problems with the manual, then Idiot Boss would have fired him on the spot. And I did not tell Idiot Boss that George assisted in writing the letter. To repay my kindness, George reported a message board entry made by my wife to my boss's henchm

Curses! Revisited
(Originally Posted on July 12, 2006)I think Putz Boy (George's new name, in case you haven't caught on) has tried to apologize in his own way. He has given me a link to a freelance programmer website (www.odesk.com), where I can earn some extra money getting freelance programming jobs.First off, I don't want to spend the time and/or effort to do that since the pay basically sucks. Second, it's no where NEAR the apology I deserve.Now, here's the interesting thing. There are four other coworkers who have approached me to get rid of Putz Boy. And they are people PB considers friends. They're also worried he will betray them. I wonder if the curse helped them decide to do something. I hope so...Should be interesting here soon...tag: revenge, work, office politics, curse

I Don't Wanna Work...
(Originally Posted on July 17, 2006)Today I came into work and found an email from my new supervisor/project aministrator asking about (among other things) my happiness level. Since I used to work with him before, I told him about what's going on here now. It got me a bit upset.And then I found this picture, located here:Pretty much describes my feelings. Not just that picture, but the series of them.tag: job, career, anger, work, office politics

Share And Enjoy!
(Originally Posted on July 25, 2006)I found a link to the Anthem of the Sirius Cybernetics Corporation Complaints Division. It can be found here.And hopefully, here is the song in all its glory:mpeg>tag: humor, funny, music, Douglas Adams, Sirius Cybernetics Corporation

More Often Than Not
Buried at PhotoCasket.com More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say

Lizards In Politics
(Originally Posted on July 28, 2006)It has been said that third-party candidates will not be elected because people will vote for one of the Republicrats to make sure they vote for the lesser of two evils. I myself will usually vote for a third-party candidate because I don't want ANY evil in public office. (Well, I don't want evil that isn't MY particular brand of evil in office...)Well, while listening to the radio version of The Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy, I came across this exchange which explains the way I feel about it: 'On [that] world, the people are people. The leaders are lizards. The people hate the lizards and the lizards rule the people.' 'Odd,' said Arthur, 'I thought you said it was a democracy?' 'I did,' said Ford, 'It is.' 'So,' said Arthur, hoping he wasn't sounding ridiculously obtuse, 'why don't the people get rid of the lizards?' 'It honestly doesn't occur to them,' said Ford. 'They've all got the vote, so they all pretty much assume that the

Honesty On The Net
I guess by now I would be more careful with what I believe from people on the net.. but I am not. I am too nice and leave myself far too open to people. But I always will. I just wish it was easier and less confusing.

You Make Me Smile
You place a smile on my face for being you the sweet and sexy person I know the person who will listen to me bitch about everything and nothing at all you put a smile on my face because you never judge me and you never take anything I say out of anger to heart because you know that deep down I will never do anything to hurt you. You put a smile on my face just by being you

~~our Politicians Need To Get A Backbone~~
Let's hear it for Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty toAustralia and her Queen at a specia l meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it cl ear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer P eter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept thatAustralia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on national television.

Leave Imus Alone...
Yes, what he said was "offensive". No, I wasn't offended. I listen to 98 Rock with Mickey and Amelia who make fun of everybody no matter what race or gender category they fall in. Also I listen to Steve Harvey and Tom Joyner and Michael Baisden; black men who use "white(people, man, woman)" as something that is not cool or intelligent or moral. Not unlike Imus or Stern or even Limbaugh. And it's not the first or fifth time Imus has created racial controversy. Big Al needs a hug from a white person and a mayonaise sandwich. I don't expect any race's approval of my existence, nor do I care what they think of me(nor should other people). Just don't fuck with me or you will get fucked with back. Don't steal or try to take away what I've earned, or I will act like anyone else. But what a person says doesn't make me feel any different when I wake up in the morning to do my job or live my life. In other words black "leaders", get over it.

Long Beach,ca Then Houston,tx
I WILL BE GONE FOR A COUPLE WEEKS TO HELP OUT THE RACE TEAM. Sunday, April 15, 2007 Toyota Grand Prix of Long Beach Long Beach,CA Sunday, April 22, 2007 Grand Prix of Houston Reliant Park - Houston,TX

I Hope
I hope today finds you living To the fullest of your ability... With a smile on your face, And laughter in your heart, And not a single trace, Of sadness or harm. I hope you find the time, To take a moment just for you, To relax and unwind, Doing things you like to do. Have A Wonderful night!

Poetry!!!
Slowly we travel the water, silly creatures of the deep, wandering through the underwater oasis, to the dragon’s keep. There you may find me, as I wander the sea, listening to the sounds of the waves, and how the people above behave. Can you hear my whistle blow, for it is you that I call, for who that bell doth toll, me who else. Creeping death awaits everyone, Loneliness shrouds everything, why me he asks? Because you are alone he adds! Lonely heart, Sleep well tonight, for the shadows that haunt you, Shall hide from the light. Lonely heart, throw away your fright, become demons of pleasure, Oh that would be a sight. Masterful is the season to which we belong, angels strung from high above, singing a faint lullaby, teeming with brilliance, every pore bringing it together, running through the puddles of life. another reason for life never brought to mind deemed never perfect by those who cant see Sorrowf

Sunday 4/8/07
Happy Easter everyone! I'm not going to be on much until tonight so I thought I'd go ahead and do this entry before I forgot. I am having family over for Easter lunch this afternoon so I've been helping my parents clean and get ready for that. Not sure what all we're having yet other than potato salad though lol. Well, I guess I'll end this entry here. I hope you all have a great Easter.

Lost In You
All is still, As you look deep into me, I touch you so gently, Like falling to dream, Slowly you close your eyes, I take a deep breath and pull you in, The unforgettable moment our lips touch, And I crumble within, Softly, so sweetly, Your lips on mine, An intimate dance with an angel, Kept in perfect time, Like walking on air, The world disappears, Time stops for a moment, As do these fears, Your touch on my skin, Sends a flood of mixed emotion, The tide pulls - I rise, I’m lost in this ocean, Like a sweet intoxication, You flood my heart and mind, I’m so lost in you, The way out I pray I never find.

Something About You
So any things I want to say, Ironically I am at a loss for words, So many things I want to believe, So many things I’ve already heard, But there is something about you, That out weighs my fear, That uncovers my strength, Whenever you’re here, There is something about you, That breaks down these walls, I so carefully built, But to you- no trouble at all, There is so much in the surrender, So much more to gain, I let you take over, And you wash away my pain, So many lies before you, So many promises- gone to the wind, Yet, something about you is so reassuring, I find I’m slipping again, There’s something about you, I may never understand, Yet it all makes perfect sense, With each touch of your hand.

Bcuz Of U
I NEVER WANTED 2 LIVE 4EVER BEACUSE IN MY MIND LIVING DAY 2 DAY WAS BETTER, NOW HERE I AM LOCKED UP IN THIS HOUSE, AND THE ONLY THOUGHT THAT MAKES ME GRIN IS THE THOUGHT OF BEING BACK BY YOUR SIDE AGAIN.I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE IN LOVE BUT NOW I WISH I COULD JUST HAVE U HERE 2 KISS AND HUG ALL MY LIFE,THE THAT I AM NOW IS BEACUSE OF YOU BABY.I WOULD GIVE UP EVERYTHING IF THAT MENT THAT I HAFE YOU IN MY LIFE

Just A Thought....
I heard something to day that made me kinda laugh! Someone told me that love was suppose to hurt. Well I was always taught that love was not suppose to hurt and if it did then maybe it wasn't meant to be!!! The last I knew love was supppose to make you feel like you were happy and floating on air and nothing in the world could ever come between that. I know that there are up and dopwns in all relationships but not to the point that you have to break up everytime it happens... So this is how I see it... The man or woman that is worth crying over will not make you cry!!!

Heart Thoughts
Sitting here remembering when I saw the beauty rush out like a might wind I never saw it before or bothered to notice But now I see it and on it I am focused. The gentleness of your voice The way you make me feel when I see your lovely smile. The way you laugh and care for others Even go beyond the extra mile. I am focused on that whether you believe me or not My heart aches for you And my stomach is in knots. Now I had to declare, The thoughts of my heart. In hopes that you'd give me, A place in your heart

Need To Take Time With Friends
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. a professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table

Come On Now It Is Easter Monday
Yep I am part of the countless number of people that has to work today. So I figure I will have a pretty easy day. So far not too bad, the phone hasn't rang and no customers. So what do I do sit down at the computer and figure I will chill and smoke. Well I don't know what it was but I seem to be melting into my chair today. As soon as I am deep in thought and nicely relaxed, sure enough it has to be a customer. Not only that one of the few that seems to annoy me with every little detail. I probably didn't show him as much attention as I should have but oh, well.

Missing Him
wow its been a lil over two months since my babi boi has been gone. we have been togehter a lil over five months and i love him but still fear what will happen when he comes home. i dont know what to expect. i mean i can tell by his picture that he has definitely changed physically but has he changed emotionally too?? has his personalilty changed?? i just dont know what to think. i know that he is happy and for that i am happy but i dont want to set my heart on this and then come to learn that something has changed with him and we arent gonna work out. i dont want for him to one day tell me hes found someone else but i just dont know. i know i shouldnt have this fear cuz he has never done anything to make me fell as if im not his one and only but i have already lost one relationship due to the military and i am so scared of losing another. all i know is that i so cant wait for him to actually be home so i know where we are going in this relationship and so i can stop missing him so

Lost
Lost Current mood: contemplative Category: Life .. Whats wrong with me. Why am I feeling like this? I feel hopeless. Nothing is going right. I'm running on 30 minutes of sleep. My head is throbbing. I want it to end. No one is here. No one can help me.. Im alone again. What am I gonna do..? I feel like I'm at my breaking point. I feel like it won't ever get better.. The things I've been facing my entire life are crushing the life out of me. I have nothing to look forward to. Tomorrow isn't going to be any better than today. Im.. royally fucked, Im lost. No one can know. Why is he doing that? Please, leave me alone. I don't know you, Vince. Just stop. You aren't him, you'll never be him. I'll never be me, I never was me. I am no one. I can talk to no one. I'm so fucked up.. I just want it to end. I want everything that is wrong to disappear.. because I can't even differenciate whats wrong anymore. And if I dont know.. no body can help me. Im so depressed. I feel lost. I feel

Much Needed Getaway
I Need a Vacation. Current mood: refreshed Category: Travel and Places Yesterday I started driving and ended up here. People here like me. Which.. is always a fucking plus. Last night, Trey, Eric, and I went to Hastings and found sweet deals on these "used" cds... except most or all of them weren't even used. People just exchanged them unopened. I got a really sweet deal.. 4 cd's for under 20. Each one was like 3 dollars tops, except for this Buddy Holly, which I was so willing to pay extra for. Afterwards, we came back to my grandparent's house. Eric wanted to go back home, so's we drove him. Trey spent the night. When we finally did get to sleep, I slept well. Hardly any creepy dreams. Today, I pretty much fucked off on the computer all day. Talked to my buddy Cris for a pretty long while.. always satisfying.Ugh.. I was so stoked to write this a few minutes ago..but now I'm feeling kinda lethargic and crappy. Mid-afternoon, Marcelo and I hooked up and went to Hastings.

To My Thoughts...
Why don't you ever slow down? You run incessantly, daring me to catch you. Daring me to corral you. Subtly begging me to control you. I'll never control you. You're too quick for me. You run in directions that I'd never want to go. You act as though I shouldn't have to give you license to take me there. You try to direct me, instead of me trying to make you my captive, to neatly instruct you and to influence you to go down roads you should be taking. Sometimes you're so strange! I really don't know what to make of your talk of love, of men, of your need and at the same time, miserable fear of having one in your life. I don't understand how speaking of your next makeup experiment fits in with the finer things in life. I have no idea how one moment, you can be concentrating on God's Will for your life, and at the next second, be thinking of the next Starbucks' drink you'd like to order. You're confusing. You're free. You're unbridled, untamed, unashamed. Somet

~kissing The Rain~
~Kissing The Rain~ Dancing little droplets, Swimming around my heart, Freely soaring down to Earth, Unknowingly of their fate, That is to be their own, Innocents ripped away, By the landing on my skin, Tattered and torn, Bruised and soiled, My heart split wide open, For all to see my soul, That struggles for protection, Against any wondering spirits, Not wanting to love again, Not wanting to hurt again, Now my only affection shed, Is to the incandescent drops of tenderness, So for now I'm, Kissing the Rain. -K

Injection By Rise Against.
Do you spend your days counting the hours you're awake? And when night covers the sky you find yourself doing the same There's a burden you've been bearing in spite of all your prayers There's a light turned off inside your heart Can you remember what it's like to care? Knees are weak, hands are shaking, I can't breathe So give me the drug, keep me alive Give me what's left of my life Don't let me go, whooaa Pull this plug, let me breathe On my own, I'm finally free Don't let me go, whooaa The trail of crumbs you left somehow got lost along the way If you never meant to leave then you only had to stay But the memories that haunt us are cherished just the same As the ones that bring us closer to the sky, no matter how grey And yet I fall, through these clouds, reaching, screaming Give me the drug, keep me alive Give me what's left of my life Don't let me go, whooaa Pull this plug, let me breathe On my own, I'm finally free Don't let me go, whooaa This gr

Just You, Just Me (lonely)
Don't know why I ask you, When I know just what you'll say, always think you'll go changing, I nevre understood you anyway, you'd think by now, i could hear it loud and clear, For some reason I just can't let go, Is it hope or is it fear, Chorus why'd you let me belive, There could be more than this, Why can't i finally see, There is no us, theres just you, There's just me, Lonely I pray for direction, But I always wind up here, maybe I don't always listen, When the answers not what I want to hear, i should probably get going, Before we're too far gone, Unless thats the point we've long passed, And I'm the only fool holding on, Chorus bridge: Right now I'm on fire, try'na hold the pain in, This time it's long over, No use try'n again, Chorusx2

An Email I Sent Today
JJackson@rainbowpush.org Dear Mr. Jackson My name is Christopher Hartman and I just wanted to take a minute to talk to you and ask you about the bible if i may. I do not have a degree in the bible so i hope i get this right. In the bible i remember a story about a woman who committed adultery and was to be stoned to death. Jesus came along and said any man who is truly without sin may cast the first stone. The crowd put down the stones and walked away. This story went on to show us forgiveness and the walk that Jesus made while on this earth. We as brothers and sisters of god no matter what creed or religion ect are taught that we are to try to walk as he walked. To show love and compassion to all we meet and come across. I was offended by the newscaster who made the racial comment. But as a man of god where was your forgiveness? I could easily take offense to rap songs and tv shows which i have a huge list of racial comments against white people not to mention organizations. But as

Oh Where To Begin
My confidence and hope has been restored. I am putting of the dancing thing for awhile it just isn't who I am anymore but will still be an option if things get worse. I know things will get better soon.

Leaving Song
Leaving Song Sit there all in all Waiting on the phone Push my body to the floor still you never call She's still with me kiss still kills me Can't feel guilty it's just a memory All the things you put me through All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you Show me how it is to lose and who the hell are you To drag me down with you Flowers that I bought are now dead and gone Love that was before is gone evermore All my hurting, all my yearning, all that burning Can't you see that it is me. my beautiful All the things you put me through All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you Show me how it is to lose and who the hell are you To drag me down with you Every time I looked in your eyes Crucified again Every time you sold me your lies It was justified in the end Just like some face lost on a runaway train Pass my bye and wave goodbye All the things you put me through All the hopeless nights I tried to make it right for you S