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Doing What's Right...
As some of you know back in the early mornign hours of Labor Day '06 I was hit and susequently run over by a car while working my Bouncing job @ Tailgaters. For those who don't the short story is there was a big fight in a packed bar and since it was close to closing we called it a night and threw everyone out. I opted to walk around the corner of where Tailgater's is to try and keep everything to yelling only which for about 15-20 I was able to do. At that point a car decided to drive through a crowd and hit 4 people including myself. I was left with a badly broken right ulna and radius (the 2 bones in forearm) and my right leg suffered nerve and muscle damage from being run over. The breaks resilted in 2 titanium plates and several screws, 30+hrs in ICU (was almost lost in surgery) and 4 months off from anythign. Of the other 3 hit one received a concussion, one a minor back injury (soreness) and the other a concussion. For one reason or another that night is coming up in co

Got Some Fubucks For Ya!!
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Update On My Dad
well everythings ok now, even though they still dont know what caused him to have the stroke. spent all day down at the hospital he took some last tests and stuff and they let him go home today, and he seems fine today. but still wont be going to Maiden cuz well the venue is like 3 hrs away so we dont really have the time to get up there, thats ok though im just glad hes ok, maiden will tour again anyways.

They
JEM lyrics Who made up all the rules? We follow them like fools. Believe them to be true; Don't care to think them through/ I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm sorry it's like this. I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm sorry we do this. And it's ironic too... 'Cos what we tend to do Is act on what they say, And then it is that way. I'm sorry, so sorry I'm sorry it's like this, I'm sorry, so sorry I'm sorry we do this, Who are they? Where are they? How can they possibly Know all this? Who are they? Where are they? How can they possibly Know all this? Do you see what I see? Why do we live like this? Is it because it's true: That ignorance is bliss. Who are they? Where are they? How do they Know all this? I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm sorry it's like this. Do you see what I see? Why do we live like this? Is it because it's true: That ignorance is bliss. Who are they? Where are they? How can they Know all this? And I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm sorry we do th

Black Woman
Young black woman whats ur name Its pride and beauty for I have no shame I am a young black woman you know my name I am a black rose...a black pearl in white sand I have a broad nose and thick lips I am a suviour, a fighter, and a breeder A lover...a hater...and not a deciever I am like Angela Davis tall and politically outspoken. A diva...the Queen of the Nile. A cup of hot chocolate on a cold winter nite A box of expensive chocolate when ur ending a days fite Beauty is here because I am here Strong and independent without any fear You wanna know why? Because I am a Young Black Woman

A Very Special Friend...
Sometimes you find a very special friend, Someone who changes your life just by being part of it! Someone who makes you laugh when you need to laugh, Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that life is filled with doors Just waiting for you to open them! When you're feeling down, And the world seems like a dark and empty place, Your special friend lifts your spirit And makes that dark and empty world Suddenly seem bright and full! Your special friend gets you through The hard times and the sad times, Your special friend holds your hand And tells you everything is going to be all right. And if you find such a friend, You have a special friend for life, And life is special!

Know It Alls...
Recently and by that, I mean, in the last two months, I met my friend's boyfriend for the first time. First impressions are a bit akward for me because most of the time people think I'm a stuck up, goody goody...y'know...but I was hoping for the best. You never know if the whole evening will be ruined if you can't stand the guy or vise versa... He seemed nice upon first glance. Sincere in his handshake, smiling and not uncomfortable at all. He looked a bit dissheveled but I assumed that was from having to be at work all day. I invited them in and gave them something to drink while I finished the preparations for dinner. Our conversation started casually with me in the kitchen and them at the bar watching my madness! I apologized for not being "ready" and they assured me it was not a big deal. So that is when the questioning began...where are you from? what do you do..y'know...the usual small talk when you meet a new person... He oblidged my questions and answered w

A Song I Can Never Hear Again ..
Swing Low, Sweet Chariot Swing low, sweet chariot Coming for to carry me home Swing low, sweet chariot Coming for to carry me home I looked over Jordan and what did I see Coming for to carry me home A band of angels coming after me Coming for to carry me home (chorus) Sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm down Coming for to carry me home But still my soul feels heavenly bound Coming for to carry me home (chorus) The brightest day that I can say Coming for to carry me home When Jesus washed my sins away, Coming for to carry me home. (chorus) If I get there before you do Coming for to carry me home I'll cut a hole and pull you through Coming for to carry me home (chorus) If you get there before I do Coming for to carry me home Tell all my friends I'm coming too Coming for to carry me home (chorus)

Broken
Seether Broken Lyrics Songwriters: N/A Complimentary "Broken" Ringtone I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; And I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away... You don't feel me here... Anymore... The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right

He Visits?!?!?!
Okay, so I get a call this afternoon around 3pm from the soon to be ex-husband saying that he is in VA and I can take his son over to his mother's. I told him that I was busy packing and I dont have time to take his son over to his mothers. I suggested that he come over here and look through his stuff and help me pack. I can't really remember wall all was said after that, but I do know I ended it shortly after. I called his mom and asked if she could watch Hunter as we went to the mediation meeting and she said that she had planned it and was wondering if Jeremy had arrived yet. I was wondering what she was talking about and she told me that Jeremy was going to stop by. He didn't tell me this. However, when he did arrive he knocked on the door (he has keys). I was shocked and informed him that if he didnt call before he came over next time I wouldn't let him in and that I would call the cops. I had him go thro the stuff upstairs and I was down stairs so I wouldn't have to deal

Today I Started
Today I started by Me Today I started to love again to see the blue sky to feel the warmth of the sun to touch the softness of the grass to smell the crisp clean air to hear the birds singing Today I started to be me again

Friday June 6th, 2008
I leave in a god damn hour to go take Autumn to Indianapolis so she can get an EEG so we can take a peek at her brain. I have no idea how long this is going to take. I just know its not going to be fun. I think my mom is going with me this time, so that should at least give me a little bit of company. And I'll have my phones so I can harass important people randomly. I guess I do want to apologize to a few people. I've pulled away reaaaaallly bad the last couple of days. I'm just trying to keep my mind duct taped together. Jeff seems to call me an the exact perfect times each time to keep me from going to buy a pack of cigarettes or down more liquor. Peezy: My fucking anti-drug. I just want this month to be over with. Actually, no. I'd settle with it just being summer already. Spring fucking sucked. So heres to another 15 days for summer! I think I'll be taking an Autumn-free vacation for a couple of days in July so I have time to let my mind clear without going insane. As much as I do

Undyingly (a Poem)...
Why do you do this to me? Make me crazy? Make me want you? Have this control over me? It's always been this way and I wonder sometimes if it's not on purpose... You say you love me, then take it away and make me cry and make me stay... it's so unfair to play with my heart the way you do...telling me one thing then showing me with nothing...it's not fair that I've held on wishing, hoping... I don't know when to say no I don't know when to say yes because all I want is your love and undyingness...to say that you will and to be there for me...always loving undyingly...

Relationship's
RelationshipsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Your name: Franklin Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Hell Ya How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? HMMMM Really couldn't say.... Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Was Married once and yes again I would... Are you crushing on someone? NOpe In LOve Yes.... Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Yes Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yes Are you happier single or in a relationship? In relationship Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it? Hell NO thats Just Rude... Have you ever had your heart broken? Yes Have you ever broken someone's heart? Probably If you could go back in time and change things, would you? Nope Think any of your ex's feel the same? Yep Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? I hope I am... Have you dated people who were not good to you?: Yes WHo Hasn't Have you dated someone

This Is Crazy
It is freaking crazy, here I am for the fourth time wishing a year would just go by. Who does that? Who wishes a whole year would just go by as fast as possible? Think about all the great things that could and does happen during a year and you will miss. Dinner with your family, runs in the park with your dog, dinners in the city, movies you will miss, laughter you will not have. In the past year I went 85feet under the Caribbean Ocean and saw hammer head sharks, surfed in Rio de Janeiro Brazil, went to the mountains of North Carolina, saw the sun rise over the ocean, watched the Christmas tree lighting in Rockefeller Center, watched plays on Broadway, Snowboarded in Vermont, visited Costa Rica and saw a volcano erupt, toucans fly in the wild, monkeys swing from tree to tree, rainforests, walked through coffee plantations, rode an Italian masterpiece on two wheels, saw the Hoover Dam, Vegas, and looked down from 40,000 feet into the Grand Canyon. All I will miss for what?

Can I Get Some Help?
I Am Not Going To Be Home Today..But I Am Close To Leveling... 72,315 Points to go! Can I Get Some Help..As Always All Help Is Appreciated & Will Be Returned ..Thanks In Advance To Those That Help Sgt. Raider

Obama Makes History In More Ways Than One...........humor Blog
Barack Obama has apparently clinched the Democratic Party's nomination for president, apparently gained enough delegates to ensure that he will run against John McCain to see who will spend the next four years looking totally incompetent. I say "apparently" because you can never count out Hillary Clinton, even if it appears that she has dropped out of the race. She just never quits. That's why she's still married to Bill, when most women would have sent him packing after the 159th affair. "Let's keep trying," she says to him, words he's soon whispering into another woman's ear. Yes, Hillary isn't a quitter. So don't be surprised if, between now and Aug. 25, when the Democrats hold their national convention, 100 Obama-supporting super-delegates mysteriously disappear, only to be discovered a year later at a commune in India, doing yoga and meditation. But let's assume that Obama will be the nominee. It's important to pause and recognize the historical significance

Caress
A caress upon the shoulder, and a shudder at the touch A rising, mounting tension as two hearts begin to race Unleashing pent-up passions with the one they love so much Fingers flow through flowing hair behind a smiling face Slowly she removes his shirt, and he returns the favor Hungry tongues indulging in their craving for a taste Torn between desire to be lingering and savor And giving in to pounding lust, to finish up in haste They savor all the suckling, then their hands increase their roaming His fingers find her eager, ready, knowing what she craves Gentle, hot caresses start her shuddering and groaning Sweet release and ecstasy, a chain of ocean waves The surf is pounding harder as he consummates, with kiss Her lustful throes of ecstasy, somehow fulfilling more And as each wave is crashing she cries out in anguished bliss Her pulsating contractions bring him closer to the door Drenched in sweat and panting, still she makes one more ascent And as she peak

Storm Burnout
The following was brought on by what happened last week in my area, with severe storms and tornadoes (four that I knew, and apparently a fifth struck the county immediately west of mine Wednesday night) striking within 40 miles of me. Please bear with it, as it's kinda rambling... As most of us know, last week we had severe storms with now 5 tornadoes crash through the area. Living where I am (Boone Co), we were under tornado warnings at two separate times. But after the second one...I found myself psychologically spent. Burnt out you might say. It was bad enough that, it was either Wednesday or Thursday night, I had a dream that I was visiting a friend of mine and a tornado hit the Walmart we were shopping in and as soon as the tornado hit is when I woke up. I woke up sweaty and breathing hard. I think I had JUST started to recover physically from the storms, when that hit and messed me up psychologically. Suffice to say, I was pretty messed up then and, as you'll see, still am. No

Healing Heart
I looked to find my heart was breaking; I could not stop the pain, Not then, or now. In the place where trust had been, Betrayal stood...alone...the victor. My tears would have filled an ocean... Had I had the strength to cry. Privacy appears on my doorstep with the night, And with the night comes my loneliness and my fear. The Earth Mother's love has made me stronger, so tonight I will let the hills hold me... and my company will be the wind.

Hurt Me With The Truth Lyrics
I don't mind some lies. Say you're home at 8, were walking close tonight. When you're gone, it feels long. Cause I call you twice and you don't pick up your phone. Don't tell me I'm crazy and how I use to be shady. Acting like I'm a baby. Cause I know what I'm feeling. [Chorus] If you're gonna hurt me, hurt me, hurt me. Just hurt me with the truth. Hurt me with the truth, girl. If you're gonna hurt me, hurt me, hurt me. Dessert me, then I don't deserve you. Just hurt me with the truth if you're gonna hurt me. Oh oh oh oh. If you're gonna hurt me. Oh oh oh oh. If you're gonna hurt me. Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh. Oh oh oh oh. If you're gonna hurt me. Oh oh oh oh. If you're gonna. Oh oh. You denied that you hide. When I need the truth all I get is alibies. Now we don't speak. (Don't speak) And when I need you now, all you do is pass me by. Tell me I'm tripping, I know there's something that's different. We've been going out for

Crazy Ex
Ever have someone tell you they have photos of you with someone and the only way you find out is them confess to a Counselor? Well it gets crazier, following my car down the road to park the car down the street and jump out the car with my kid near and ask what I'm doing and clearly see I'm at a park. Then after I go home park the car in front of my house to ask where my dad is. Then about a month later I see his car parked on the shoulder on the freeway but I'm not in my car I'm in a different car so he can't see me comin to pick my kid up. He thought he'd be slick and see when I drove by since I let him know I'm comin by to get my kid. Guess he was tryin to see how long it takes from point A to B. Have no clue but then I find out after I'm leaving his place his sister is mysterously there. Then leaves to yet tell him what I'm driving. Guess he tried to follow me to see where I'm headed yet again with my kid. Well tell ya I'm not stayin home every weekend that's a fact. He calls the n

Rain
So alive, so wrong Never thought it could be all gone I believe Time to let it heal And start all over again. I find myself someday But it's all up to me I wanna be the one who's loved I can see, I believe I wanna see the one's I lost I believe I can see, now Me up against the wall Never thought I could see But now I believe Time to break it down And start it all over again I found myself today But it's all up to me I wanna be the one who's loved I can see, I believe I wanna see the one's I lost I believe I can see, now So now that I can see I wanna be the one who's loved I can see I believe I wanna see the one's I lost Look at me and believe It's up to me find who's lost I believe I can see Why can't I be the one who's loved I believe I can see, now.

Life
When does life really start Is it in the womb or in the heart We each have been given a destiny To search for knowledge and be free Many roads lie just ahead Some are alive some are dead So careful we must choose Or we will surely lose So take heed and pay attention Because so few ever find Redemption

Hate It, Hate It, Hate It!!!
I cannot stand...being lied to! (would be stomping feet in a tantrum like fashion if I were actually standing at the moment...) Lying is a fucked up thing anyone can and or would do to another person for the sole purpose of manipulating a situation in order to control. It's really all about control I believe. Controling an outcome, controling feelings, controling situations for your self-absorbed benefit! You'd have to feel pretty damn important to fucking lie to anyone you say you care about. Either that or your a fucking pussy! There you are walking around with the words "YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!" plastered on your forehead! Stupid ass! There is nothing worse than a wimpy assed mother fucker...except...maybe...a liar! My soapbox is more like a stage when it comes to the topic at hand. I have been "dooped" more times than I'd like to ever admit! Havn't we all? And what an obvious thing to say "I hate being lied to", really, I've never heard anyone say

Thursday, On Genocydal Omega Radio!
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Spotlight Thanks!! What Dreams Are Made Of!
I Want To Personally Thank Everyone Who Has Been There Through The Thick & Thin!! RihannaTake A BowMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Some People Don't Know The Value Of Friendships But I Do And Pray Each Of You Know I Love YOU!!! "143" :) My Certain Friend Taught Me That!! I Know And Understand All The Endless Hours Each Of You Put In To Get Me Where I'm At On This Site! So If I May Take My Bow To Each One Of You! I love You! And Those Words Don't Come Easy With Me! How it all started I do not know, Seamed like every time you came near you had that glow. You've brought forth things I tried to Hide, All it took was a single gaze into your eyes. A true friendship should never cost you a penny, But yet it is never obtained by so many! As I watched your heart break and fall apart, I knew it would heal from the very start. Now, as I notice the seed of love start to grow, I realize where it will lead only God knows! You've all made mistakes as we all can agree

9/11/01 I'll Never Forget!
Stephen Siller, beloved husband and father of five, was a firefighter from Squad 1, Park Slope Brooklyn. On 9/11, he was off-duty, and on his way to golf with his 3 older brothers. When Stephen heard on his scanner that the World Trade Center had been hit, he turned his vehicle around and headed towards the site. When his truck was prohibited from entering the Brooklyn Battery Tunnel, typical of him, he raced on foot towards the site with his gear strapped to his back. He was last seen alive on West and Liberty Streets where he, more than likely, went looking for his Squad, all of whom perished.The Tunnel to Towers Run retraces Stephen’s footsteps on that fateful day. In running along his path, we honor the memory of all the Firefighters, Police, and EMS workers who performed their duty that day. In running this race, we are reclaiming still another part of the city for all our heroes and for all of those who died on 9/11. They will never be forgotten! Check out a media

P N K
I just got back from a taste testing. What is that, you ask? Its a company, called Peryam and Kroll, that does product testing for various product companies. So here's a procedure: -they call you and give you a phone interview to see if you qualify (I always do, since I answer "yes" to all questions) -you pick a date for testing -you go to their building where you sign in and wait til they call you and people from your group out -you go into a room where they give you a sample of whatever food it is -you fill out a form with various questions about the sample -you do the same thing with all samples -you back to the lobby, and they give you moneys for the testing I've been doing testing with them for around 5 yrs now, and probably got alltogether around 500 bux. Stuff I've eaten before it even came out: pasta (mmm, 4 plates for 50 bux), Stride gum (before it came out), Smirnoff Raspberry Vodka, Fries, Smirnoff Blackberry somethin (don't recall the name, will

Comfy :)
special. woke up with a hankering pain in my foot. no clue what it is but i got it in a tub of boiling hot water. with epsom salt. so i figure as the skin boils off so will the pain. hahaha. i know. i need help.

I Bent Her Over
THE STORY YOU HEAR IZ TRUE.....GOT A PHONE CALL FROM THIZ LATINA FREAK I WAZ BANGIN',FIRST THING SHE SAID WAZ,"BABY,IM JUICY & MY SOUNDZ ARE DRIVEN ME WILD.YOU NEED TO HURRY YA AZZ OVER CUZ I STARTED ALREADY LIKE I ALWAYZ DO".AS I SAY LET ME HEAR YA FINGERZ MAKE YA PUSSY SQUEAK & SQUISH.I HEAR THAT SQUISH,CUZ,THATZ THAT SOUND THAT DRIVE ME WILD.30 MINUTEZ LATER,I REACH THE DOOR,LIGHTZ OFF IN THE FRONT & IM LIKE DAMN,SHE DIDNT FALL ASLEEP,WHAT THE FUCC.THEN I LOOK DOWN & A NOTE IZ STICCIN OUT FOR ME......IT READZ:"GO TO THE BACC,YA SHOULD SEE A KEY IN THE BACC DOOR KEY HOLE LIKE I WANT YOU IN MINE,ALL UP,FILLIN' ME UP IN THERE BABY".I REACH THAT DOOR & ITZ IN THERE AIIGHT....OOOH SHE SNEAKY IM THINKIN',CUZ,I KNOW SHE JUST PUT THAT KEY THERE RIGHT BEFORE I GOT HERE.NOW MY CHOCOLATE AVENGER DICC IZ GETTIN HARDER CUZ IM ABOUT TO WALK IN ON SOMETHING WORTH SEEIN' YADIGGGA!!!!.PORNO PLAYIN',SHE ON THE COUCH SLOWLY RUBBIN' HER TWIRL BUTTON....SO I SLIDE UP BEHIND HER,KISSIN HER GENTLY ON HER

Friendships Lost
People always come into your life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a godsend to you, and they are. They are there for a reason,you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilleed; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn

Then And Now
Eight years ago … I’m reminded how important Pamela is, how important she really is to me, even when I don’t feel like a million dollars (or even have one!) There I was, telling a person from church who had asked about Pamela’s new job, which by all accounts is exciting if not exhausting. Sometimes I feel that way too, climbing up a down escalator. But at least by climbing, I am avoiding a descent into hell on earth. Isn’t it true that man shall not live by bread alone? Yes, but too-often-human me forgets the second part of Jesus’ response to Satan (Matthew 4:4): “by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God”. What am I concerned, what am I allowing myself to be more concerned, about – filling my belly or feeding my spirit? There is no need to be afraid of what I don’t understand, or even the next few minutes. The same yesterday, today, and forever – that’s said about Christ, and for that matter can only be said about Him. Only those who consciously control, who

Paralyzer By Finger Eleven
I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It’s been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I’m looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I’m still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place Well, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll pr

R.i.p.
My grandmother went into the hospital the day after my birthday which was June 5. She had a servere blader infection. She stayed in the hospital till today which is June 14. She was so weak they had to bring her home in a ambulance. She was here about a hour and a medic from hospis came out to do an evaluation on her and go over home care and take blood preasure. About a hour after that I went out and started the grill to cook. I got a phone call from a friend. As we were talking my mother came out side and had a funny look on her face. She said shes gone.... I saw her take her last breath...........

Enough!!
I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that

Just A Couple Of Gimp Rulez
1.Do not automatically hold on to a person's wheelchair. It is part of the person's body space. Hanging or leaning on the chair is similar to hanging or leaning on a person sitting in any chair. It is often fine if you are friends, but inappropriate if you are strangers. 2.Offer assistance if you wish, but do not insist. If a person needs help (s)he will accept your offer and tell you exactly what will be helpful. If you force assistance it can sometimes be unsafe as when you grab the chair and the person using it loses his/her balance. 3.Talk directly to the person using the wheelchair, not to a third party. The person is not helpless or unable to talk. 4.Don't be sensitive about using words like "walking" or "running." People using wheelchairs use the same words. 5.Be alert to the existence of architectural barriers in your office and when selecting a restaurant, home, theatre or other facility, to which you want to visit with a person who uses a wheelchair. 6.If conversati

Silent Thunder
Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep. Because loneliness sparks a fear And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest. It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

Boring Fuckin Shit
"Gawd, its so hard to be me. Its like a full time job." I have a coworker who reminds me of a sloth- he never gets angry, or upset, or dramatical. For a while I thought he is an idiot, until I realized that I was a lil jealous. I am tired of being a ticking time bomb, ready to set off at a slightest touch. I get irritated, frustrated, flustered, mad, pissed off at a slightest thing. It is easy for people to say "count to 10", or "calm down". I wish I could, but every time something even small happens, I feel the pressure building in my head, my heartbeat get faster, and I get all pumped up for action (not in a good way either). Which causes me to say stupid shit and take stupid action that I regret later on, when the storm is gone and the waters are calm. Bad temper is my inheritance from both sides, and so are heart conditions. My grandpa had his 1st heart attack when he wasn't even 40 yet,which was followed by 7 others. My grandma died from a massive stroke when she wa

You Wanna Know Me..i Wanna Know You
The Basics Name: JACKIE Birthdate: 7/22/77 Birthplace: MICHIGAN Current Location: MICHIGAN Eye Color: GREEN Hair Color: DARK BROWN Height: ABOUT 5'5 Your webpage? DONT HAVE ONE Are you taken? YES I AM Are you a virgin? UMM..NO How many & what kind of pets do you have? I HAVE 1 KNOCKED UP CAT A LAID BACK DOG AND A USELESS FISH What's your job? STAY AT HOME MOTHER What's your Dream Job? I'M LIVING IT Who is your best friend? MY JOSH IS MY BEST FRIEND What instruments do you play? I DONT PLAY ANY What are your hobbies? I LIKE TO COLLECT BUTEERFLY STUFF AND DO CRAFTS WITH MY KIDS What are your goals? TO MOVE IN THE NEXT YEAR Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump? YES I WOULD I LOVE A GOOD RUSH What kind of books and/or magazines do you read? I REALLY DO NOT LIKE TO READ How would do describe yourself? I AM LAID BACK, EASY TO GET ALONG WITH, A BIG FLIRT AND SEXY IN MY OWN WAY What is a topic you wish you kne

Pondering...
Wishing things were different. Sometimes, what life throws at you.. isn't always what it seems. One day "he" could be my world and the next day.. it just isn't the same. Theres things I wish I could take back, but what justice would it do? I'm left with daydreaming... Wishing the impossible. I once said "I'd wait forever.. to be with you one day" It still stands... but first, I gotta figure out.... Where'd my heart go? and where does it lay? Seeing your face, would complete everything. Yet, it seems to so far and just a blur. I could quote everything I've ever said... and yet, it's so hard just to get those words out again. I wanna be in your arms Your arms alone No matter what or where... You'll always be the one who consistently steals my heart. If you could see the world through my eyes would you? idk... just jibberish. Pondering thoughts...

And One More Thing.
->mikeymyea: Sorry sweety, you're not good enough for my yahoo. mikeymyea: yo, what's your yahoo? And Pat's sister actually created extra Myspace accounts just so she could try and message back to me. lmao So pathetic is hilarious.

This Is The Reason Why Fubar Is Going To Hell...
from: 'Princess L... (Ty for the rates and fans!) Union City, CA subject: Hello there I rated and fanned you, if you can return the gesture great received: 06/17/2008 07:11 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam Nice pic, lets be fans and friends! Cheers... fucking pointwhores.

Read This
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: 'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain 'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room. This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian. Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama. He didn't wear a pair of shoes until he was 13 years old. At 17, he e

Underwear Dust
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this??' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. ' Honey ,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She replied ...'It's not talcum powder......It's 'Miracle Grow'

Love
How do you know when you really love someone. You think you love them one second, and the next everything feels like its ruined. You think about them when you wake up, when you fall asleep, and even dream about them. You just sit there and wait to talk to them, you want every chance possible. Then you realize its all fake, nothing was real. None of the conversations were ment to be special. They must think your an idot, thinking somthing could possibly happen in the future. They never truly cared.

Ensign: Pray Without Ceasing
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 June 2008 The story goes that when Renaissance artist Albrecht Dürer painted what's come to be known as the "Praying Hands", the model was his brother. Of the two Dürer children, the family could only afford to send one of them off for higher education. The brothers agreed among themselves that Albrecht would go and years later, with his brother's hands marred and calloused by practicing their family trade of goldsmithing, he used them as a model for the work he's probably best known or at least most recognized for, even if you know nothing about the man. Am I the only person who forgets who to pray for? I doubt it's onsetting senility on my part, but all of us can get so busy that it takes something dramatic in our

More Unfair Fubar Shit
Hahahaha fubar has once again screwed me I just learned that I must have referrals to level up anymore or get anymore points.. However, remember, I am one of those accounts that was deleted for no reason at level 21.. On my old account, I had 22 peeps join.. Now I have to do that shit all over again. I just said the same exact thing in support lounge, and they deleted my fucking comment... Nice one fubar.. Keep fucking the good ones, and sooner or later, we wont want to come back..

Love Hate But All In One
If I love and I hate How can my love be so slow paced... If I fall and I crawl... Y is love my downfalll.... My love I create it turns to hate....when *u* get me mad....and I feel so blue and sad........but hate is so strong....dat I feel I belong...in ya arms dat I touch....and we have time there's no rush.....how can I see what *u* want me to see...if *u* keep lovin me....and never let me .....get in ya heart ...I dont know where to start....and im hurtin inside.....I just want to hide....and please let me know......my love is so graceful and slow.....it has *u* open but hate is all *u* showin.....and I see what I am.....*u* no longer my man...and dis is off da top of da head....and my hate consists of *u* not bein around.....and *u* lost contact and I cant be found....im no longer in love.....and I admit it was pure like a dove....but we fit like two gloves....and I hate to hold a grudge....y **r** *u* so mad....did I hurt *u* dat bad....*u* left now *u* glad....I sit here like

Fucking Shittttt.
I started exercising in the morning. Running/walking a mile, stretches, crunches, jumping jacks, push ups, the whole nine yards. I'm trying to get in shape before I go to the beach in a month. Its fucking killer lmao. I get the thing where the blood starts flowing to my thighs and it burns. Right now I'm at 130. My goal is to hit 125, but have muscle tone. Thats what I want. I'm also getting a tan already, but thats easy for me. I just have to be in the sun for 10 minutes. Well, I'm going to hop in the shower and wash the sweat stank off then hit the mall. P.S. Jeff is buying my tickets next week to go see him. About 30 days till I get to see him. (Shh don't tell anyone, but I'm gonna get some boooooty. Some GRREEEAAATTT booty.) Autumn has to go to the doctors in Indy again next week as well. Its just a serious of appointments to assess her though, so thats not that bad. The main problem is the 3 hours distance with gas at 4 fucking 20 a gallon. Anyways, have a bright, sun shiny da

No Lissa For Awhile
I know I haven't been onlike like I normally am, well I have alot going on right now in my life, so as soon as things slow down some, I'll be back! I'll try to drop in to say hi, but if I don't please try to understand... Love ya, miss ya, bye!

City Of Echoes
so strange that in a city such as this that there is such an abundance of echoes they ricochet all over this vast valley and over the ocean so very demoralizing, and yet so understandable that in a city full of broken dreams and scattered lives, that there would be ever remaining echo of their crushed hopes and the sound of no one caring

Tell Me How????
Well we all know that old song "It's Saturday Night and I Ain't Got Nobody".....well in my case, that song is working for me. This whole dating thing is almost scary. I mean how do you do it? I know that may sound ignorant, but I'm dead serious. I'm 39 and I dreadfully hate being alone, but at the same time the whole dating scene is frightening to me. Sure I've gone on a couple dates and when you're with the biggest dork ever how do you escape that? If you're with an extremely intelligent guy how do you speak without sounding like a retard? Then you have the ones that just want to hook up to get laid. Yeah those ones just piss me off! There was this guy that was a dork that I honestly tried giving a chance to, but he was 36 years old, supposedly fell in love with me within the first week, gave me a promise ring (yes I know crazy) then he tells me he's still married and that he lives at home with mommie......I guess that would explain his 9:00 curfew once a week that we saw eac

I'm A Good Friend...
Well, at least I try to be! I have this belief though, that if you have to advertise your abilities, as in, "I'm funny", "I'm attractive" etc..then, in most cases, you're not! So, I go against all my internal "rules" by stating that I'm a good friend...it's hypocritical...but aren't we all hypocrites at heart anyway? My reasoning for stating this is because I try. I really do put in an effort for any and all that I truely care about. Whether it's reciprocated or not, I always feel I'm "there" for my fellow compadre... I hope they know and in some cases I'm aware of being taken for granted and in turn I've remedied the situation but for the others...I want them to know, I do care and that's what I'm here for. No one should have to struggle alone or celebrate alone or just be....alone... Especially when you have a friend in me! :)

The Meaning Of Genesis Do Your History
GENESIS Really means the Genes of Isis or Generation of Isis. This is because the original story in that so-called first book of the Bible is really an Egyptian Sidereal Tale, taught to initiates in the great Nile temples. Moreover, the syllable Gen means "woman" or "queen." In fact this latter word derives from it. "Queen" came from qwen or gwen. Gwyn, guen or gwen (which also means "white"), also gives the Celtic word Guinevere, meaning "fair woman," or "white queen." The original "White Queen," was not so much Guinevere, but Isis, Egyptian goddess of the moon, wife of Osiris, the original King Arthur. This fascinating name also gives Guin-Eve, that is Queen Eve, relating to the primal parent, thus confirming the esoteric status of the Arthurian legends. Gyn meant woman, hence gynecology. We also get the drink Gin, named so because it was favored by women. The word Genes (passed down from the mother), Jini, Genealogy and the female name Jean also come from it. "Genius," is called so

R.i.p George Carlin!
A very sad day! the world will NEVER be the same again! A publicist for George Carlin says the legendary comedian has died of heart failure at a hospital in Santa Monica, Calif.Jeff Abraham says Carlin went into St. John's Health Center on Sunday afternoon, complaining of chest pain. Carlin died at 5:55 p.m. PDT. He was 71.R.I.P. he will ALWAYS be my Idol!

Silent Thoughts
A simple thought of you and I'm gone again, Just thinking about your sweet face. Wishing I could touch your body, While giving you kisses all over the place. I'd caress your back, As you stare into my eyes. The thought of you here next to me, Puts my body in a rise. Your hands all over my skin, While your tongue traces my lips. The feeling begins to intensify, As you move just past my hips. I imagine you inside of me, And I let out a slight moan. The thought of you making love to me, Begins to set the tone. Slower in the beginning, I want to feel your every thrust. Your kissing my neck now, As you touch me on my bust. I run my fingers through your hair, As you breathe into my ear. I bite down on my lower lip, Just wishing you were here. You pick up the pace now, And I begin to lose control. I imagine your face looking down at me, As the ecstasy takes its toll. You rub my face with your hands, And softly kiss me on my cheek. You can tell just

Come On Everyone Lets Have Fu
Im in auction again but this one is a differnt type of auction...it's called a owner's auction...it's where i CAN offer things like a 3 day blast and a ticker message..or whatever and "slaves" come to bid picture ratings and things like that to have me as there owner....if you would like to kno more on it feel free to ask the host of the auction MOMMA2BE 100k 5 tags 1 animation (f/a/r) 1 pimpin gift 1 nsfw salute THEN SEND HER A PERSONAL EMAIL AND TELL HER WHAT YOU DID AND FOR WHICH ONE AND LET HER KNOW THAT THE VIPER SENT YOU. http://fubar.com/theviper

Things I Love About You
Your eyes which first held me captivated where I stood. Your smile to dazzle the sun and warm every corner of my soul. Your voice like a sparkling mountain stream which flows into my heart. Your walk and the way your gracefulness takes my breath away. Your hair about which I dreamed cascading into my face as you leaned over me. Your hands whose caress I crave to hold my face in their tenderness. Your arms I long to have around my neck as you pull me close to your warmth. Most of all everything you are changed the way I feel about my life. I love you.

The Platters - Earth Angel
Earth Angel, Earth Angel Will you be mine My darling dear Love you all the time I'm just a fool A fool in love with you Earth Angel, Earth Angel The one I adore Love you forever and ever more I'm just a fool A fool in love with you I fell for you And I knew The vision of your lov-lovliness I hoped and I prayed that someday That I'd be the vision of your hap-hapiness Oh, Oh, Earth Angel, Earth Angel Please be mine My darling dear Love you all the time I'm just a fool A fool in love with you-uuu

The Awakening
A time comes in your life when you finally get it. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter). and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you, and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance. You awaken to the fact that

Random Yim Quotes.
I ♥ Randomness!!! Random YIM conversations that made me giggle. *some of the names have been changed* you don't have to find them funny but I do. Jerks! OhAndi!: i know you're busy, but i just wanted to say Hi.. You're Amazing...You have such a huge cock.. and that I hope your day is going good! The King: my penis and ur boobs match The King: both big ---- OhAndi!: i dont have a headache today.... The King: masturbation session went well i suppose ---- OhAndi!: how long does it take to fry babies GnomeLova: depends GnomeLova: if you have a commerical deep fryer OhAndi!: do you use veggie oil? or what? GnomeLova: no GnomeLova: lard GnomeLova: better tasting GnomeLova: i think i might sell it GnomeLova: to like GnomeLova: burger king GnomeLova: they'd make a killing off of babies OhAndi!: off the grill babies.. mmm i would order that ----- markavel: i won 50,000 on lotto OhAndi!: thats kickass markavel: iam just kiddin markavel: i aint tha

Time To Give It Up.
went to the movies with Ruby yesterday. (see her blog entitled Waste of Money) We both agree that The Happening was NOT happening. at all. if you saw the movie and you got what it was, explain it to me plz.

There’s Tribute Artists Everywhere!
Once again, last night’s installment of “America’s Got Talent” – hey, it’s one of the few shows I will go out of my way to watch because it doesn’t insult my intelligence, so bear with me – contained some pretty stellar acts as well as some pretty wacky ones. But what actually got some through were their (if you think this term’s sexist, deal with it) showmanship, being able to present themselves onstage as though they ARE the million dollar act (that’s the grand prize). It’s not a question of whether you “use the stage” so much as what you do with the space you do have. Take up too much or too little, and count on getting X’ed! I’m recalling the Pendragons, a husband-wife team of illusionists who came after (on the show, anyway) a long string of screwed-up magic acts involving rings that locked around the microphone and a beheaded dove, among others. And for the bold and new crowd – well, it was to me – there was Miss Pussykatt, whose “grinding act” involving running a buzz s

Forever My Badboy
Sometimes there are moments that touch your heart for a life time, then for whatever reasons those people that touched you fade from your life, but those moments are never forgotten...and you miss them always...For my BADBOY....

I Hate This!
Phil is showing signs of being into the same things as He-WHo-Must-Never-Be-Named was into (an ex... you all know who.. THE ex). aside from THAT uncomfortable ness. I supposedly have 20k in a bank for when i turned 18. and do you know what i want to do with it? No, not a shopping spree. No, not a fancy house. No, not a wedding. No, not vacay. I wanted to ration it at first, make it my emergency money... well, we have an emergency. If i don't lose weight, i might lose my mind. Literally. I am FREAKING OUT. I have a large gut. lots of rolls. cellulite like you wouldn't believe possibly on a 5'ft tall girl. cottage cheese, hideous stretch marks so deep you could row a boat down them... it's no wonder phil shows no interest in me. I'm not up to my usual bitching. i have photos and a video as proof, and there will be more. there will be proof i'm not "thick" or "curvy", that i'm just plain run-of-the-mill fat. What will the money be

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens, We can't help but wonder what all of this means. With mouse in hand ...we roam through this maze, On an infinite search...lost in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes At times we'll band together to gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. Soon friendships are formed - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we'll flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. Why is it on screen, we are so easily bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell, We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to our 'puters ...and to those we can trust. Even though it sounds crazy...the truth still remains, Most of my "friends" h

When I’m Hurting
WHEN I'M HURTING It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. I

Working?
Working? There you sit alone now at your desk, Thoughts of your Master making you wet, Your Master dressed you today with such care, But not one stitch of under clothes do you wear. Wondering what his plans are for you this day, Why he made you dress for him this way, Sitting in your office in a skin tight short dress, High stiletto heels on your feet no less. Lucky you desk hides you from those that walk by, Not letting them see the wetness on your thighs, But the morning has passed and there's been no word, Not a single message from your Master have you heard. Anticipation growing along with a little fear, Has he forgotten that you are here, Staring at your screen your eyes go wide, For there is your Master now waiting on line. Glancing around, making sure none can see, You address your Master, filled with such glee, Heart beating faster as your desires for him grows, Feeling a tingling from your head to your toes. Breath quickens as your Master sta

Here Ya Go.
Grey clouds corrupt the sky salty tears corrupt my eyes / The day reflects my emotions ironic but rather open / As it releases the rain I release my pain / Off the tracks that I write I detain my feelings are deranged / some would call me insane others wouldnt even know my name / Im soundless to the world's voice only if by choice / I resort to the comforts of silence to silence those who toted as critics / Those that judge rather than know glance from the outside instead of the soul / I admire who myself embrace my own knowledge for it is my wealth / Born poor live rich spirit of freedom more than an american gift / Breach of contract for I am abstract the world that is artless / Rather heartless violence is power corruption everyday every hour / I choose sides I choose how I will provide my rides / What I decline is the swing by the political vines / Unwind for the ravel will leave you tangled eplain your angles / Only to see

Innocent By Association
Eleven years ago … It occurred to me why I end up taking long drives and racking up those miles – I’m impatient, and like Luke Skywalker and Simon Bar-jona [son of Jonah, a.k.a. Simon Peter of the Twelve Disciples], I must learn patience. Sometimes I feel like a “square one” Christian in that regard – whenever you blow your top, you blow some dough. Get it? That’s a spiritual application of a Bugs Bunny cartoon, by the way. I am really glad Chan asked if he could pray with me today – I would not have made it without hurting someone (which I’m sure I did anyway) with my tongue or with my actions. On my way to work, I’ve been listening to David Jeremiah’s series on the Lord’s prayer. He’s broken it down line by line – just saying “Our Father” brings us all into the dominion of God; how can we say we hate our brother and love God? We can’t. Today … Also in this journal entry of mine from eleven years ago are prayer requests for Black Forest graduates, Revival Live! At Ne

I Have Been Tagged By Lissa
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. i was a paramedic/firefighter for 15 years in Detriot 2. i lived in a motorhome like trapper john with Lissa and the kids when we first got together 3. i have anger management problem when i eat to much sugar(i can be a real ass) 4. i was a cowboy on a show horse ranch 5. i'm a loner and would much rather hang out with my family then other people 6.my first season as a goalie i went 0-14-1 and finished with two undefeted seasons (yea that was real fun lol) 7.i won the lottery many years ago (missed the gold ball by one number) and blew it all 8.my first apartment was in the worst section of Detro

23 Questions! You Must Read!
There is a book by my favorite writer Chuck Klosterman (sex drugs and cocoa puffs, i suggest everyone read it!) inside his book he has a thing called "23 Questions I Ask Everybody I Meet In Order To Decide If I Can Really Love Them" I've always found these questions funny so im going to share them with everyone! even tho i know almost all of you will stop reading by the 3rd question! LAAAAAAAZY 1. Let us assume you met a rudimentary magician. Let us assume he can do five simple tricks--he can pull a rabbit out of his hat, he can make a coin disappear, he can turn the ace of spades into the Joker card, and two others in a similar vein. These are his only tricks and he can't learn any more; he can only do these five. HOWEVER, it turns out he's doing these five tricks with real magic. It's not an illusion; he can actually conjure the bunny out of the ether and he can move the coin through space. He's legitimately magical, but extremely limited in scope and influence. Would this pers

Random Thoughts And Memories...no Rhyme Or Reason
I found this shampoo at work and wondered why I just had to have it. It's because it smells like wild flowers and I realised that the smell brought back a memory. I remember running through wild flowers in my lil sundress when I was a kid. I remember the sun warm on my face, remember it like it was yesterday. Then I realised I wanted that shampoo because everytime I smelled that scent it made me feel happy. I remember my dad liked wild flowers too. I remember him holding my hand and watching me run through the tall grass. I remember him waiting til the very last minute to cut the grass with the tractor cause he hated to cut the wild flowers. Of course my mom would be complaining about it getting too tall, lol. I really wish my kids could grow up where we did. We had full range of the woods near our house. I remember this lil brook in the woods I always went to watch the minnows and tadpoles. I'd get filthy and mom would go crazy and ask why I couldn't stay clean instead of playing wi

Perfect World
PERFECT WORLD WRITTEN BY CHARMED 06/30/08 DO WE LIVE IN A PERFECT WORLD? WHEN WE WAKE UP ARE OUR SLIPPERS DIRECTLY UNDER OUR FEET TO SLIP INTO? DO WE WALK TO THE KITCHEN TO SEE OUR NEWSPAPER AND COFFEE SITTING THERE AT THE TABLE AND A BREAKFAST FIT FOR A KING OR QUEEN TO EAT AND WHEN WE SIT DOWN DOES GOOD OLD YELLOW COME UP AND SIT NEXT TO YOU? WELL, IF SO GET OFF THE DRUGS. WE DO NOT LEAVE IN A FAIRY TALE AND THIS IS NOT DISNEY. YOU MUST REALIZE THAT THE REAL WORD CONSIST OF WARS, FAMINE, DISEASE, POVERTY, AND HOMELESSNESS. WE HAVE LOVE ONES DYING OF OLD AGE, CANCER, AIDS AND SUICIDE AND OVER DOSEING ON DRUGS THAT WE HAVE MADE TO MAKE A PROFIT ON. AND FORGETTING THE LIVES THAT WE ARE TAKENING IN THE WAY OF MAKING THIS A RICH AND FULL FILLING LIFE THAT YOU THINK YOU DESERVE. THERE ARE FAMILYS OUT THERE THAT WORK 7 DAYS A WEEK AND DOING IT WORKING SEVERAL JOBS. TAKING CARE OF THEIR FAMILY THE BEST WAY THEY CAN.THEY ARE SACRIFICING THEIR LIFE FOR THERE LOVED ONES. THO

Is It Just Me??
Or are these morphed photos kinda creepy? Every time I see some dude with long hair and a beard morph into a wolf it makes me want to puke. What about the chubby 19 year old girl that transitions into some bulbeous eyed japanimation? Nothing wrong with guys that look like Greg Allman, or chicks with carrying around the "Freshman 15" but the weird morphing photos give me the full-on heeby jeebies.

Mystery
You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am YOUR Woman. I am all Woman

Paul Before Agrippa In God's Dictionary
http://ensign183.multiply.com/journal/item/485/Paul_Before_Agrippa_In_Gods_Dictionary For some reson, Fubar keeps telling me "ERROR: invalid html specified" when I try to post this ... here's the link to today's blog! Your friend, David

But One Kind Word
"To lose a friend is the greatest of all losses." - Publius Syrus, Roman author, 1st Century B.C. When I went to the wedding this last weekend, I knew you might be there. I had suspected that you were probably going to journey to Austin with him to celebrate the wedding of our mutual friend. Part of me was fearful, part of me was anxious. And part of me was...hopeful. For I have not seen you in over a year and, though the poison that sprang up between us so long ago and crippled our friendship has waned, it does yet still find its roots buried deep in my heart. Despite all that, I have missed you. So very much. I once told you that I could suffer many things but that the loss of our friendship was one thing - among others over the last two years - I would never recover from. That profession of sentiment has born such truthful fruit over the many months since I last saw you. And then, there you were. Standing in the foyer outside of the wedding chapel, your long, curled

Random Thoughts
this is not directed at anyone here... I'm distressed over the way one of my family members is being treated by another person. so here it is Being a parent is a 24 hour a day commitment. The ultimate commitment, if you will. I believe the problem w/ young parents today is they haven't fully realized this. They feel that children will heal wounded relationships, and hold close the two people involved, they that brought a child into the world. The world is full of grief, heartache, and pain. What one must do, is determine themselves to make it better, by starting with themselves. Don't roll your eyes when someone utters kind words to you, and don't lash out when you feel you've been wronged. Bitterness and hatred will only destroy you from the inside, aging you beyond your years. Learn to forgive. Learn to try to forget, as hard as that may be. Learn that there are THOSE who do love you, regardless of your actions, and regardless of poor choices you may

Hmmmm
I finally got a job. At first I was excited, I'm finally gonna make my own money and get out of the house. Right now I just feel...empty, like there's something missing and I can't figure out what it is. Maybe I just feel wiped out, I don't really know, I am kinda tired but in a way I'm wide awake. I don't wanna go back into depression, I've fought my way through it so many times and I hate it. And because I'm young people think I have no idea what I'm talking about, like I'm an idiot and have no idea what life is really about. So what, I'm young, that doesn't mean that I don't know anything about life, I had a rough childhood, not that I had the worst, but it was bad enough to set my ass straight and make me mature when I was 12. I really need to get away somewhere, I'm dealing with too much shit and all at once and it's really eating me. I just wish I could scream at the top of my lungs. Oh well, I'll figure it out, I always do.

I Got Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a total book worm. I love to read. 2. I love sports -- rugby is my favorite. 3. I write --- sshhh 4. I miss Twist. 5. The only thing better than a man in uniform is a man outta uniform. 6. Blow rocks....... I can talk to her. 7. This is harder than it looks. 8. I love great conversation. 9. So yes I can be a talker, but I can be really quiet too. 10. I care about what goes on in the world. 11. I wish I could code half as well as Poet. 12. I have the best kids, I am really lucky. 13. WOW I still have three more to go..... now two! 14. IF you are going to hit my SB at least say something I havent heard before. 15. Sayin HI is being polite not bein

Helpmehelpafriend!!!
Want some Goodies!! So it's simple...As most know My old account had thousands of friends and fans and was almost a Godfather...In an attempt to get back there this is what I will try... Refer your friends to me! I will have a blog to keep track of all this and you can check at anytime to see how many referals you have and who they were. To get a referal they must rate me a 10 or higher Fan me and send a request that says your name... Its gotta be your screen name so I know exactly who sent them. Ok so what do you get? $1000 fubucks and a drink per referal! Once you hit 10 you get an extra $5000 fubucks! Once you hit 20...you get a perm. blog pimpout and bully. Get 30 and then you get an extra &20,000 fubucks! once you pass 30 you get $2000 per friends request! With extra bonuses to be thrown in as well! How easy is this! make a blog or a bully and repost it a few times and get paid for it! Anybody on my friends list can play! Saving for

143 Days
143 Days...... Just how much Senate experience does Barack Obama have in terms of actual work days? Not much. From the time Barack Obama was sworn in as a United State Senator, to the time he announced he was forming a Presidential exploratory committee, he logged 143 days of experience in the Senate. That's how many days the Senate was actually in session and working. After 143 days of work experience, Obama believes he is ready to be Commander In Chief, Leader of the Free World, and fill the shoes of Lincoln, FDR and JFK. How many company employees at any level expect to be promoted to CEO that quickly? 143 days. I store stuff in my freezer longer than that. This is the same man that took twenty years to dump his radical pastor.

Goodnight
She sits up waiting, But for what? Another midnight beating? She hears a car door And steps coming closer. With keys in the lock, The door flies open. "What the hell are you still doing here?" "I told you to get out!" And his fist comes down, Hard on her mouth. What had she done wrong? Why did he do these things? These terrible things, Causing her such great pain. She stands up, To wipe the blood from her lip, And he slams her back, Down to the floor. She lies there, Hoping everything will just dissapear. He walks down the hallway. The only thing she hears now, Is the gunshot. She runs down the hallway And into the bedroom, Only to find her husbandm Dead in his doom. With the blood still coming, From his head, She steps over him, And climbs into bed. "Goodnight" She says, For the first And last time.

Come Join Us
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Letter To My Love
Letter to my Love I am pensive in what I truly want to say but I now sit down and knowingly write it, clear as day. We live in an imperfect world where finding someone is so precious and having you in my life is so tremendous. The moment I first saw you was when I truly knew I wanted no other and as a love bird my heart flew. Your image appears in my day and nightly dreams and then there you are in front of me, a beautiful princess, my queen. I never expected you to impact my heart as you did; you drove my soul from where it once hid. Your presence made me peaceful and tranquil that all I could do was pray and be thankful. I've never felt so strongly for anyone in my existence, giving me something to smile for in every instance. We have had so many good times, together having lived as if in a snowy covered paradise under the alpines. You have been saddened and hurt but I have always found ways to make you happy and pert. I know that I am not perfect but together there

Bryan
Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried the day I can't look at you, I'm lyin' next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you I'm lyin' next to her I called you lastnight in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half hearted smiles tell me Somethin' just ain't right I been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I saw ya yesterday with an old friend It was the same ole same "how have you been"

All That I Desire - July 5th 2008/in English, German, French, Italian, Dutch,& Russian :)
ENGLISH: "I enjoy conversation...if you’re looking for something to distract you from the disatisfaction of your real life and hope it involves some form of spanking, a few commands, the ripping of various items of clothing, naughty voicemails or chats, and the occasional dream fullfillment, then I am yours..." I love to H.O.T.T and then go take an ice cold shower and feel it run across my entire body and I know that the sight of me fucking myself will get you instantly hard, and aroused. I dress up always, start slowly, but nothing in between. For me, It is so totally arousing to know that you want me and are watching me,peering at my expressions, watching my body move, arch, orgaz, and release. Normally, I think about it constantly and am already wet from the anticipation that maybe perhaps one day soon you will be mine. What I want is sex that confirms how much he needs, wants and desires me. Someone MY equal and loves to kiss as much as I do and won't cheat. I do enj

Johnny Cash- Walk The Line
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine I keep my eyes wide open all the time. I keep the ends out for the tie that binds Because you're mine, I walk the line I find it very, very easy to be true I find myself alone when each day is through Yes, I'll admit I'm a fool for you Because you're mine, I walk the line As sure as night is dark and day is light I keep you on my mind both day and night And happiness I've known proves that it's right Because you're mine, I walk the line You've got a way to keep me on your side You give me cause for love that I can't hide For you I know I'd even try to turn the tide Because you're mine, I walk the line

Free Fubucks
i just wanted to let all of my friends know that i am starting today to deleteing people off my list i asked to get help to move to next level and no one help me at all everytime one of yall ask i help i think that my so called friends are here for points and i dont need that i want friends that will not help me and i think it sad that i had to put as the head line free fubucks to get you to read this

Message From The Queen
** Important, please read thoroughly! ** To the citizens of the United States of America from Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II In light of your failure in recent years to nominate competent candidates for President of the USA and thus to govern yourselves, we hereby give notice of the revocation of your independence, effective immediately. Her Sovereign Majesty Queen Elizabeth II will resume monarchical duties over all states, commonwealths, and territories (except Kansas , which she does not fancy). Your new Prime Minister, Gordon Brown, will appoint a Governor for America without the need for further elections. Congress and the Senate will be disbanded. A questionnaire may be circulated next year to determine whether any of you noticed. To aid in the transition to a British Crown Dependency, the following rules are introduced with immediate effect: (You should look up "revocation" in the Oxford English Dictionary.) 1. Then look up

Road Workers’ Apparel Must Reflect New Law
Road workers’ apparel must reflect new law Sunday, 06 July 2008 By BOB KALINOWSKI Staff Writer In a few months, anyone working on a roadway that receives federal aid will have to wear a reflective safety vest. The federal mandate applies to police, fire and ambulance crews who respond to accidents or other incidents, and also road crews, tow truck drivers and members of the media covering a story. Area Pennsylvania Department of Transportation crews are already abiding by the requirement. Volunteers who clean up litter on roadways will have to begin wearing them, if they haven’t already, by the Nov. 24 deadline. "Safety is a part of our work, yet workers are killed regardless of what they are wearing by aggressive, impatient or distracted drivers. Any effort to help anyone stay safe while on our roadways is just plain good, common sense," said Karen Dussinger, regional PennDOT spokeswoman. The mandate, by the U.S. Department of Transportation’s Federal Highway

Because I Like To Share.
So Sibi, being 4 years old, made me watch this video literally 5 times in a row. I mean I like Panic At The Disco, but I think my brain is mush now... so since I had to see it over and over.... please do enjoy:

4 Words That Suck!!!
"LET'S JUST BE FRIENDS" Who likes hearing that?? Not me that's for sure!! Unfortunately, I was told that by someone that I grew to Love and trust. It wasn't expected to fall for him, it just happened. Everyone told us that it was happening too fast, but when the feelings are there, why fight them. Everything was fine, til one day I hear those 4 hateful words. Now I'm left feeling confused and hurt. But what does he care anyway, He's prolly lied to me since the begining. The one thing that really bothers me about this whole thing is the fact that no matter how many times I've asked him if there was another, he would lie and tell me no. Come to find out, there was, and prolly was the whole time. I'm not one to get in the way of someone's happiness, and I would hope that I would get that in return, but he proved me wrong on that. Why would someone lead another on, just to cut all ties suddenly for the love of another?? Why can't we all treat others with the respect and hone

Mommy Contest
Please Help Me Bling! 10k Comments Needed For Me To Win A 25 Bling Pack! All Help Appreciated! Just To Sweeten The Deal A Little 500 fubux for 10 comments or 1000 fubux for 20 comments 50 comments or more will get u a Bling ! Hit Me Up In Sb For Payment When Done ★Purry ★Co-Owner Purrfect Sin★Sex Slave To Dj Bone Crusher , My Sexy Owner!@ fubar

I'd Like To Change The World....but I Leave It Up To You.
Sing Last video EVER! He says I can't record him anymore :( Doesn't want a bunch of vids out before he was "famous". hehehe Now you can say "I knew him when..." REL

Dark Lil Angel
Please Help This Sexy Girl Have The Best Happy Hour Ever.....9PM FU Time Save Your 11's And Hit Her Hard Guys!!!!!!Lots Of Pictures To Rate! ★Purry ★Co-Owner Purrfect Sin★Sex Slave To Dj Bone Crusher , My Sexy Owner!@ fubar

Ok, Heres Your Chance To Get To Own Me!!!
I am being actioned off right now and hopefully some of you good people will be willing to take advantage of me and what i have to offer! Just click the picture below and place your bids!! Thanks for your time and interests and let the highest bidder win!!!

Old Farmer
An elderly man in Northern Mississippi had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back, fixed up nice; picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. The pond was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women swmming naked in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, 'We're notcoming out until you leave!' The old man frowned, 'I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked. ' Holding the bucket up, he said, 'I'm here to feed the alligator.' Now that's funny!!! I hope if you read thi

I'm Going Uptown With Daddy!
That’s what Sarah said as we were getting ready to leave for Grandma’s house this morning at the same time Martha was headed for work. Not only was that the second five-word sentence she said that morning – her first was when she got in our room and pushed the blanket off her where she’d been hiding and said, “I’m hiding under your blanky” – it was also great to hear her excited after last night. I took both her and Jeffrey to bed because Martha was working at McDonald’s and her sister Mary was at Kmart for the night. They had to take their nephew Patrick who also works at McDonald’s home AGAIN (please don’t start me on Patrick’s lackadaisical mother) and were apparently going to shop when I got a phone call as I was trying to calm Sarah down … I just said, “Martha, I miss you. Please come home.” If I’d realized believing that time with her husband and children would be better spent that running around with Mary without telling me was so offensive … I pray for a discerning spi

Back From Vacation ...
I'm back from the beach and am already wishing I were back there laying on the sand .. we lucked out with the weather .. beautiful days .. not too hot .. not too cold .. when we booked the sites it was totally full but not that many people showed up till mid to later in the week so we pretty much had the whole portion of the sites to ourselves .. we did have a camp mascot .. a wild turkey decided to make its self at home and wander around .. so we named it George ..and he made it clear he wanted company every morning about 6 am .. he'd stand outside our tents and cluck or whatever sound turkeys make till we came out .. then he'd run and hide for a lil while ..We tried to get to the beach as often as possible but they were keeping a portion of it closed off as it was horseshoe crab mating season so they stopped raking the beach for that time and let them go at it lol...I made it thru the week with only one hissy fit .. oh wait .. two .my camera wasnt working for a lil while . and the ti

Heavens' Angels
One boy and one girl sent from above filled with love two angels yet to capture your love... Many trials many fears many years many tears brought you here.... Moments uncertain moments of fear moments of pleasure moments of joy all relived... One boy and one girl special from the start two angels waiting with blessings to impart! 02/01/08 @ 0345 by TAP was written for my current clients' parents on their twins 1st birthday......the girl doesn't require nursing care but the boy does.

Gone Be A Bit
just want evryone to know that i am new at this and still trying to figure it out. going to post some new pics today. got put trany in truck fist so i will be gone a couple of hours. if you view them please rate them. have a great day!

You.......
This is written 4 some1 on my friends list....I do hope they read it.... I just don't get it u know....... I try so hard 2 look 4ward 2 all the good in others,I mean I walk around in this crazy sometimes unforgiven world however there are times when u'r walking through the time & trials of others & thier relationships that sometimes we all get caught up in the moment......It bugs me so much some times I mean I try my hardest 2 stay focused & when some1 or something strikes me wrong I try my damnest 2 keep it 2 myself but it just depends how strong I am that day. Im just mad at my self & I know I have 2 not be so dam hard on my self because I do tend 2 beat my self up but what I dont understand Is why?????? Why do people have 2 be sooooooo negative & so jealous & mean 2 others.Dont they get it !!!!!!! I mean in my oppinion were all going 2 have 2 answer 2 some1 4 our actions...at anyrate I just want 2 say it will take me a moment 2 give myself a little credit because all in all I tri

Emotionally Disturbed ?
Anger is what causes the cuts, deeper than the naked eye may see...? Sadness is what produces the tears to fall freely down your cheeks...? Pain is what some say people must face to get through the truth...? Death is what we all go through at some point...? Suicide is what some do to take the easy road out...? Smiles are what is there on a face, but is not truly meant to be...? Happiness is what we all want to have, but some don't see when it's right in front of them...?

Reward For My Missing Loved Ones
Amber Alert! Endangered Missing: MUSIC VIDEO STASHES (VA) MUSIC VIDEO STASHES, Age Now: 3months, Missing: 06/26/2008. Missing From FUBAR, CA. ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACT: ANY Police Department. issued: Tuesday, July 11 @ 05:58am for more info, click here!

Johnny & June
Oh there's something 'bout a man in black, Makes me want to buy a cadillac, Throw the top back, And roll down to Jackson town, I wanna be there on the stage with you, You and I could be the next rage to, Hear the crowd roar, Make 'em want more, Kick the footlights out, I wanna love like Johnny and June, Rings of fire burnin' with you, I wanna walk the line, Walk the line, 'Till the end of time, I wanna love, Love ya that much, Cash it all in, Give it all up, When you're gone, I wanna go too, Like Johnny and June, I wanna hold you baby right or wrong, Build a world around a country song, Pray a sweet prayer, Follow you there, Down in history, I wanna love like Johnny and June, Rings of fire burnin' with you, I wanna walk the line, Walk the line, 'Till the end of time, I wanna love, Love ya that much, Cash it all in, Give it all up, When you're gone, I wanna go too, Like Johnny and June, Like Johnny and J

Whiskey Lullaby
by: Brad Paisley She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind Until the night He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said I'll love her till I die And when we buried him beneath the willow The angels sang a whiskey lullaby The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until the night She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away his memory Life is short

Once You Start
ONCE YOU START. FINISH if this doesn't touch u.....you're heartless One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." 1st: If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes someone special will message or call you. 2nd: REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS

This Is Clever
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)!!! DORMITORY: When you re-arrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you re-arrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you re-arrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you re-arrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: When you re-arrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you re-arrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you re-arrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you re-arrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you re-arrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you re-arrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you re-arrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you re-arrange the

Angels
Angels are everywhere On the ground and in the air They're watching you always. Because they truly care Their watchful eyes Fill the starry skies. Their listening ears Hear the faintest cries. No matter where you reside There's always an angel by your side. Around every corner Both in and outside. Angels will always be with you As long as you know what to do If you believe in them, They will believe in you too!

9th Circus Court Of Appeals Has Conflict Of Interest?
9th Circus Court of Appeals has conflict of interest? Na… June 13th, 2008 LOS ANGELES (AP) - The criminal prosecution of a hard-core pornographer turned into a personal trial for the presiding judge, who called for an investigation Thursday into his own conduct over lewd photos and videos stored on his family’s publicly accessible Web site. Kozinski, 57, left court Wednesday without comment after suspending the trial of Ira Isaacs, who is charged with obscenity for selling movies depicting bestiality and fetishes involving feces and urination. The delay until Monday will give lawyers time to consider whether to ask for Kozinski to step down from the case. How can this be? I’m sure he was only doing “research”. Kozinski who has been mentioned as a possible Supreme Court candidate, is known for his intellectual rigor, writing flourishes and an outlandish - some say boorish - personality. Hey, looks like he might qualify for Obama’s short list of potential candidates for the

Carry You Home
"Carry You Home" Trouble is her only friend and he's back again. Makes her body older than it really is. She says it's high time she went away, No one's got much to say in this town. Trouble is the only way is down. Down, down. As strong as you were, tender you go. I'm watching you breathing for the last time. A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, I know what it means and I'll carry you home. I'll carry you home. If she had wings she would fly away, And another day God will give her some. Trouble is the only way is down. Down, down. As strong as you were, tender you go. I'm watching you breathing for the last time. A song for your heart, but when it is quiet, I know what it means and I'll carry you home. I'll carry you home. And they were all born pretty in New York City tonight, And someone's little girl was taken from the world tonight, Under the Stars and Stripes. As strong as you were, tender you go. I'm watching you breathing for the last time. A

The Most Functional English Word
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, And tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference Between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, And some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or a lot of we

We Never Expected
WE NEVER EXPECTED OUR BEAUTIFUL,AND SACRED FLAG OUR NATION FLIES, TO STATE OUR FREEDOM,WOULD BE MADE IN CHINA OR OTHER COUNTRIES,TO SAY IT IS AN OUTRAGE ,IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT!DID BUSH KNOW THIS ,NO DOUBT,JUST READING AND LISTENING TO A LOT SINCE HE HAS BEEN IN OFFICE SHOWS ALL THE THINGS HE HAS SCREWED US WITH ,AND UP. THIS IS OUR FLAG OUR LOVED ONES FOUGHT FOR ,OTHER COUNTRIES BATTLES ALL IN THE SAKE OF FREEDOM,WELL FREEDOM IS A JOKE ,AND FREEDOM IS NOT FREE...... OUR MEN ,BROTHERS,DAD'S UNCLES,SON'S ,HUSBAND'S, NEPHEW'S,GRANDSON'S ,AS WELL AS OUR DAUGTERS,MOTHERS,NEICE,AND GRANDAUGHTERS ,AND FRIENDS HAVE BEEN BLOWN APART ,BLED,WATCHED EACH OTHER DIE,AND NOW WE FIND OUT OTHER COUNTRIES ARE MAKING OUR FLAG,HOW RUDE,DISRESPECTFUL,AND NO SENSE OF HONOR,OR LOYALTY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH,BLED FOR . JUST DOES WHAT RED ,WHITE ,AND BLUE STAND FOR ANYWAY ? DO ANY OF YOU KNOW ? I CERTAINLY DO. The House declared in a non-binding resolution passed Monday that any flag flown o

Be Different
Be Differentby Ralph MarstonTo make a difference, you often must be different. It takes courage and confidence to go against the grain of negativity that surrounds you, and such courage can bring great rewards..Where others see only doom and gloom, look for the bright glimmer of opportunity. For it is most certainly there..When everyone is looking for someone to blame for what has already happened, turn your focus toward the future. Exploring the current possibilities will create infinitely more value than arguing over past failures..When you encounter rudeness and irritation, generously offer your own polite and confident patience. When you bump up against the arrogance of another person, melt it away with your own sincere, self-assured humility..Just because everyone is heading in a negative direction doesn't mean you must go that way too. On the contrary, it's a valuable opportunity for you to set a positive example..In times of great difficulty and stress, choose to be a beacon of

Succubus
He never heard the click of a turning doorknob, nor the squeaking sound of a door opening and closing. The omnipotent sandman has cast a spell on him, and he was long gone into the land of nocturnal escapades. She quietly crept up to the foot of his bed on her soft velvet feet and planted herself on the edge without disturbing his sleep. Staring at his peaceful baby-like facial expression and watching his chest rhythmically rise and fall, she slowly lifted the corners of her mouth in a cold animal smile, exposing sharp canines.

Do We Really Want (a 420 Piece)
Do we really want, as response to lifestyle choice, incarceration? Do we really need more jails in this, the Land of the Free? 11-6-02 (was pissed off over the voting down of a cannabis decrim bill)

Let's Get Tough On Crime (a 420 Piece)
Let's get tough on crime and throw away all the keys. Social deviants, with all their lifestyle choices, have no place in a free land. 11-6-02 (was pissed off over the voting down of a cannabis decrim bill)

Dear Airlines. . . .
Dear Airlines: Dump the male flight attendants!! No one wanted them in the first place. Replace all the female flight attendants with good-looking strippers! What the heck -- They don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss? The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a 'party atmosphere' going in the cabin. And, of course, every businessman in this country would start flying again, hoping to see some naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary, thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that they could charge the women for working the plane and even have them kick back 20% of the tips!!' Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women. So, hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right - a golden opportunity to turn a liability into a hug

It's Fight Or Flight....
sink or swim, take the plunge, dive right in! A warrior cry for the weak? Sure sounds like it but... I bought a plane ticket tonight and no, it's not to paradise! It's a huge step for me, a hurdle, if you will, in the race to beat the anxiety that has set up house and willingly resides within me. I have a long list of fears. It would be too time consuming to divuldge them all and patience stands firm at number seven on my list so I'll stick with numero uno for now, that being, my fear of flying! Irrational as it all may be, I have feared to fly before the days of Sept. 11th, before the day of October 31, 1999, Egypt Air Crash flight 990. I must say, though, losing someone you know to an airplane crash, someone as beautiful as her... loving, kind, generous and pregnant with her first child...changes you, hightens the fear, the anxiety but it manifested long before then... I believe it has something to do with control and my inibility to do so whilst in mid air

Incubus - Pardon Me
A decade ago, I never thought I would be, At twenty-three, on the verge of spontaneous combustion. Woe-is-me. But I guess that it comes with the territory, An ominous landscape of never-ending calamity. I need you to hear, I need you to see That I have had all I can take and Exploding seems like a definite possibility to me. So pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of this world and it's people's mindless games. So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame. Pardon me, pardon me... I'll never be the same. Not two days ago, I was having a look in a book And I saw a picture of a guy fried up above his knees. I said, "I can relate," cause lately I've been thinking of combustion As a welcomed vacation from the burdens of the planet Earth. Like gravity, hypocrisy, and the perils of being in 3-D... And thinking so much differently. So pardon me while I burst into flames. I've had enough of this world and it's people's mindless games. So pardon me

Byee!
My last post for the week. I just wanted to let everyone know Autumn's botox went great and that we've got her medication fixed. The world is goooooood. 12 hours now. Wootage. Anyways, I hope you all have a good week and I'll update when I get a chance.

My Goal...
i hope to be under 300pounds befor this year is over with my goal is to be at or under 300pounds ,my old goal was to be under or at 300pounds brfor july 4 but i fucked it up by eatting way to much and now i went from 331 to 342 now put on 11pounds ,guess you can say i am starting over again back on my diet once again and not trying to eat to much today for the first day on my diet ,over all my day is good even tho i put on pounds not going to let this get me down or anybody else ,i am going to make it to under 300pounds soon not giving up, love you all wish me good luck and have a great day...

Different Ideas...lol
WOMEN'S LOVE POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks. One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed. When I spend cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door. Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind. Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend ------------------------------------------------------------------- MAN'S LOVE POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Omg Johnny Price Is Going Bald!
OK GOOD CITIZENS . I JOHNNY PRICE HAVE THE ULTIMATE TASK FOR YOU ALL. IT IS A SIMPLE THING REALLY BUT COULD HELP MAKE A BIG DIFFERENCE TO SOMEONES LIFE. WHAT I WOULD LOVE YOU ALL TO DO IS COPY AND PASTE THE FOLLOWING URL INTO YOUR BROWSER AND JUST GO TAKE A LOOK. IF I CAN GET 3000 VIEWS BY THE END OF SUMMER I HAVE A SPECIAL TREAT FOR ALL THAT WILL RAISE MONEY TO HELP SOMEBODY IN NEED. HERE IS THE URL..... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-3MFUOsbfE LIKE I SAID COPY AND PASTE IN YOUR BROWSER THEN JUST TAKE A LOOK PLEASE. AS SOON AS I HAVE 3000 VIEWS ....BUT IT HAS TO BE BY THE END OF SUMMER I WILL POST A VIDEO OF ME HAVING 11 INCHES CUT FROM MY HAIR. YES I SAID 3000 VIEWS BY THE END OF SUMMER AND I WILL CUT 11 INCHES OF MY HAIR OF FOR CHARITY. THIS WILL BE DONATED TO LOCKS OF LOVE. SO COME ON PEOPLE LET’S MAKE SOME MONEY FOR THOSE THAT COULD USE A LITTLE CHEER. VIEW IT AND PLEASE DROP BY MY PAGE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF IT HERE IS THE LINK AGAIN.... htt

A Prick Sent Me This Hate Message In My Mail...look How Rude!
from: immmad (Online) United States subject: stay married received: 07/22/2008 08:20 am replied: 07/22/2008 08:22 am block this member Flag as spam because you are UGLY UGLY UGLU FUGLYFUGLY FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGLYYYYYYYYYY!!!

Az's Angels R.i.p....long Live Wicked Kitties
AZ's angels is changing things up...the new group name (for those who are members you will have to change your profile name and salute) the new name is Wicked Kitties i think that this will make the group less about me and more of a group for all of us..... all you have to do to join is put "Member of Wicked Kitties" in your profile and make a salute with your fubar name and that as well... SO CALLING OUT TO THE TATTOOED AND PIERCED LADIES....THE GIRLS THAT THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX AND TEAR IT TO SHREDS..... SO COME BE A WICKED KITTIE WE ACCEPT ALL NO MATTTER WHAT AS LONG AS YOU CAN SHOW RESPECT THEN YOU ARE GOOD TO GO..... SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?????????????????

The Rainbow And Real Fun
The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

Oh Hell No Got A Bling For 100m Comments And Rate Please Ty !
IT'S BLING TIME LEAVE A 100 COMMENTS AND I WILL BLING YOU! CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW SEND MESSAGE TO AKAMRS. T ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~MY OWNER LATIN MAN~@ fubar COME NOW HELP MY FRIEND PEEK-ABOO (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~MY OWNER LATIN MAN~' on '2008-07-23 23:28:35') (repost of original by 'Peek-A-Boo' on '2008-07-23 23:45:27') (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~MY OWNER LATIN MAN~' on '2008-07-23 23:48:14')

Dj Ladee Rogue
MY BFF DJ LADEE ROGUE NEEDS HELP SHE IS 75,000 TO FUBARLORD. CAN ANYONE HELP HER PLZ,PRETTY PLZ.SHE IS SWEET,KIND,GENTLE,TOUGH AT TIMES,MAKES A GREAT POINT THOUGH.SHE IS SWEET,LORABLE,FRIENDLY, SHE LOVES TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS THANK U ALL FUBAR PEOPLE FOR THE HELP.

I'm Not Perfect!!
broken meadows, shattered eyes bleeding hearts, sacrifice people run, people hide no one is here to ride day by day slow it comes my final song to you i hum darkness setting i'm not free i turn to you and look to flee look in my eyes can't you tell that everyday i live in hell the pain i hide is locked inside the glassiness of shattered eyes no longer a window to my soul so spacious and empty a deep dark hole you thought you had me you thought you knew but everyday i struggle to.

Slipping Through My Fingers...
I cannot even describe everything going on in my head right now. There is so much madness...just indescribable. The last month has been a blur...in so many ways. Me and Dan...we're done. We've been done for awhile, but we were still friends...but now we're not friends anymore either. His games drive me insane and I just cannot take it anymore. Not too mention he's just UGH!! Rawr. I've been ignoring his texts for almost a week now, and I'm not dying. So. I think I can do it. Even though I feel liberated, and I'm feeling better about myself...I'm still feeling soo low. Gah. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

The Time Has Finally Come.....
well Fubarians....I have finally cleared out everything in my profile and I am glad to say it is time to move on. This place really has been a blast and the friends i have made here have been priceless.....for those that dont know how to get ahold of me....my yahoo is the best way and i will go from there Tanyatlc77@yahoo.com.. i am going to leave the profile and blog up till Sunday for those that may not get the chance to see it tonight....Sunday night this page will be gone...Love all of you and find me on Real people spaces!!!

Day Two
Dear Diary, Slowly i am getting some strength back tomorrow will be the true test (softball) hopefully i will slowly get better...*fingers crossed*. Tonight was a really good time it made me put all worries aside and just enjoy myself with some good friends and i saw some friends and family i haven't seen in a while :) I really enjoyed the concert Patrick Gibson is awesome plus i was in the middle of a sea of wrangler asses lol i am a one man woman but geezzz it was nice to look but in all of the excitement i sat and wondered what he was doing and if he was thinking of me? Now i know he was probably at home watching sports thanking god i was out of his hair but sometimes it is nice to wonder. I tried to talk to him today lately it seems like every word i say goes in one ear and out the other but i hope he really took what i said to heart becasue something was to give with us i am all out of ideas...it is scary when i look back on the last few years. I remember the first night i eve

Whats My Last Word
some say i enjoy and wallow in my present state of depression what do you think do you feel that i enjoy feeling sad i have been sad before think that will be the cause that leads where have you gone before are you feeling sad to depression sad leads to suicide

Staying True To Who You Are!!
"STAYING TRUE TO WHO YOU ARE" When you are true you are real!!! And with being real you are not going to allow all this bull$h!t in your life, And that's the truth! There is not one man out there that is worth you throwing away every beautiful thing that makes you who you are, DO YOU HEAR ME??? DO NOT LET ANYONE DEFINE WHO YOU ARE. BE YOU!!! STAY TRUE AT ALL TIMES!!!! Yes it's not fun being alone, but believe me it's worse living a lie that will become a nightmare if you are not true. And if you are at peace with who you are, you will not find the need to settle on just any man or woman, your love for yourself and the respect you have for yourself will carry you over, all that really matters is the real and unconditional love that you already have meaning yourself-god-children-family-friends etc... those right there are real and you can go and embrace all the love they and you have to offer. Thats what being true to who you are, will show you... It will show you that real

Scroll Bar Colors
Microsoft's Internet Explorer supports CSS extensions that allow you to alter the scroll bar colors. Experience in client side coding tells me that this kind of code should be avoided. While adjusting teh scroll bar colors can be "cool" its not W3C compliant. Nor is it fair to your user. What right does any author have to invade on a person's browser to adjust their browser's theme. As My Primary Web Browser, I use Firefox 3.0. But I use Safari, Opera, and IE as well for testing my code. As not all things look identical in different browsers. IE is the ONLY browser that will display Scroll bar color changes. No matter your reason's for wanting to alter scroll bar colors. I can assure you that you'll fail a W3C validation test every time for code like that. We develop in a world of ever changing, and often strangely implemented standards. Lets at least try to adhere to them.

Day Three
Dear Diary, okay so i haven't written in a few days but i am happy to say i am feeling better. My strength is back but i am having trouble sleeping because my boyfriend is working nights now :( and i have to admit i hate it. Things with the boyfriend are getting better we have actually made it two days without any fighting but we will see if it holds out. It is always the same gets better for a while and then just goes downhill... well i am starting to doze off so i will write more tomorrow. Ava

Soft Whispers
I long to feel the warmth of your skin, Your hand, reaching for mine. I get lost in the tenderness of your touch. Your caress ignites my senses, and softly whispers, "I love you." I long to see the glow in your eyes, Your stare, connecting with mine. I get lost in the boundless depths of your soul. Your gaze frees my spirit, and softly whispers, "I love you." I long to taste the sweetness of your kiss, your lips, gently brushing mine. I get lost in the intensity of your emotions. Your passion captures my heart, and softly whispers, "I love you."

Hate Me
by: Blue October I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to sto

Your Still Gone
I wake up every morning, Thinking that your here, I try to find you, I hear your voice, I feel your touch, But no matter what I do, Your still gone. I know we've been down this road before, Baby I've changed, Don't let this keep going on, I don't know what I'd do, If your still gone. You tell me to move on, You tell me not to call, But when we're together, Baby I can feel your pain, I just wanna help you see, What have to gain, Cuz baby we've already lost so much. I know we've been down this road before, Baby I've changed, Don't let this keep going on, I don't know what I'd do, If your still gone. I try to move on, Living one day at a time, But when your no around, You take over my mind, Baby your more to me, Than ever before, The thoughts I think, Your the air I breathe, Now your absence, Is the pain I feel, I dont know what will happen, If Your still gone. I know we've been down this road before, Baby I've changed, Don't let this keep g

Redneck Horoscopes
Some of us (especially REDNECKS) are pretty skeptical of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are our own "REDNECK" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) - Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) - Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) - You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in their right mind is going to marry you, so don't worry ab

In The House W/
alright ladies and everyone else. . . i'm posting this, because i'm curious 2 see what peoples opinions are of some music. . . i would appreciate as much positive feedback and constructive criticism. . . if you love music, and can give honest opinions. . . message me. . .and get ready for "THAT HOTT SHiTT"! we appreciate all those that take the time to hear our music. . . thank yoU G-HO$-T ZAPNOW records

2 Great Lounges
. ~~ VIPERS DOLLHOUSE !!~~ Just Click the pic to join! Just Click the pic to join! CLICK ANY PIC AND GO OUT OF THIS WORLD CLUB ECLIPSE WHERE YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN HOT ASS MUSIC----SEXY PEOPLE-----4 CAMS--WHAT COULD BE BETTER???? WELL WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?????

You+me+my Room=?
IF WE'RE LOCKED UP IN MY ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE. REPOST THIS SAYING...YOU + ME + MY ROOM =________?

No Girl Should Ever Be Told She Is Not Good Enough.
NO GIRL DESERVES THIS TO BE TOLD TO HER! Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later. Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! (Knowing he loved her to but was afraid of what his friends would think) The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone ri

Just A Biker But, You Didn't See Me September 05, 2006
But, You Didn't See Me I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, a

The Naughty Game!!!!
This is called the "NAUGHTY GAME". Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... Mark all dat apply Would you kiss me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already did Would you do me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] you look to sweet to do.. [ ] already did Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay I think ur pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Marry me [ ] Friends [ ] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [ ] boxers [ ] whitie tighties [ ] thongs [ ] g-string [ ] granny panties [ ] boy shorts [ ] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being

Ron Paul On Fox News Regarding Marijuana Bill!!
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Let The Raven's Come
Let the Ravens come I can't do it anymore I can't wait here forever Listening always for the door I can't bear this sorrow I've breathed it every day And It will be the death of me If I can't walk away Let the Ravens come And take me from the dark I need to find my peace, and chase the winter from my heart I will always wish for Your whisper on the wind A part of me will love you with what love it left within But I can't wait here forever with my whole world undone I've cried more than I can stand so let the ravens come.

I Love Ya Smokie
HEY YALL LETS LEVEL THESE THREE FUS THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE FIRST WE HAVE ME IM TRYING TO GODFATHER Smokie Owner Of Glatic Galaxy/RL BF To Lil C/Co Owner@Hillbilly Lounge/Manager@Club Temptation/Member Of Rating Revolution And 25 To Life/Head Enforcer@NCF1,697,768 THEN WE HAVE MY BABY LIL C SHES TRYING TO GET TO FU GEE ~*Lil*C*~RL GF To Smokie/Co-Owner of Glatic Galaxy!!!33,307 THEN WE HAVE MY FRIEND BEAUTIFUL DISASTER SHES TRYING TO GET TO FUBERLORD »-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»233,080 THEN WE HAVE MY COUSIN BANDIT HES TRYING TO GET TO ASSASSIN Bandit Enforcer@Hillbilly Lounge/Enforcer@Glatic Galaxy/Member Of Redneck Leveling Crew43,266

~open Myself~
I shall open myself... So you can take what is already broken and barely beating. Make it quick, love For my heart I’ll no longer be needing. Take also the memories That you and I made. With time and lack of interest, They will soon begin to fade. Take my promises, My devotion and my trust. And toss them away, If you must. Take your touch from my skin, Take your image from my mind. Take your safety and your strength, And anything else of yours you find. I’ll give you everything back, And be left with nothing but my heartache and pain. And if you return to me and offer them... I’d open myself, and receive them once again.

Be Careful
Be careful do not speak For some are strong And some are weak Be careful, choose wise For some are true and Some just tell lies Be careful of who you love For some take for granted of What we were sent from above Be careful, Be very aware For some takes our love and Some doesn't really care Be careful of what you thought You have to gain For some will say I Love You And turn around and leave you in pain Be careful do turn and run For some will love you and Some will say it was only for fun!!!!

This Chick Wants To Eat Me
You know me I'm just picture happy on the mumms. I put a picture on this mumm... http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=451061 And then she gets in my s/b...and of course my loving wife feels like playing...bottom to top... me kel fub...: give what you get hun and well enjoy your night glad you can give as well as get hope your girls think that way about you shame theres not many but hey who am i to say tat to a retarded person? me kel fub...: thanks i am you men are useless us women need a man and well good job we are wo'men ->me kel fub...: yea you look like a raging butch queen me kel fub...: wish your mum looked that good wheen she had my dildo up her arse Happy Reading.

Broadband Boost For Island Monks
Clicky-clicky "Patience is one of the characteristics of monastic life, but even the patience of the Brothers was being tested by our slow internet". I think this migt be my favourite quote from a news story ever.

4th Gig: Do It Again
this one is in form of a question! knowing what you know, and attempting life goals for yourself wheather or not you suceeded or not, if you could do it all over again, knowing the odds against the same failures and sucess, and knowing at your very best, you could only be second best, would you try to do it all over again?

The Anger Remains
she cries just to feel the pain she laughs just to be happy she screams just to be mad the pain builds up the happiness goes on the anger stays the rain from her tears starts to pour the summer warmth of her laughter fills the air the darkness of her screams enclose all around shes better off unknown her tears are gone the happiness is gone but the anger.......... the anger remains.

Condoms
I recall my first time with a condom, I was 16 or so. I went in to buy a packet of condoms at the pharmacy. There was this beautiful woman assistant behind the counter, and she could see that I was new at it. She handed me the package and asked if I knew how to wear one. I honestly answered, 'No, this is my first time.' So she unwrapped the package, took one out and slipped it over her thumb. She cautioned me to make sure it was on tight and secure. I apparently still looked confused. So she looked all around the store to see if it was empty. It was empty. 'Just a minute,' she said, and walked to the door, and locked it. Taking my hand, she led me into the back room, unbuttoned her blouse and removed it. She unhooked her bra and laid it aside. 'Do these excite you?' She asked. Well, I was so dumb-struck that all I could do was nod my head. She then said it was time to slip the condom on. As I was sl

Oak Ridge Boys Concert!
So, tomorrow night, my man and I are going down to Columbus to the State Fair and to see the Oak Ridge Boys/Charlie Daniels Band concert. I'm so excited! Can't wait! There will be plenty of pics!

All My Life
All my life I’ve waited Floating, dreaming, wishing For the day when you would come my way That day has come My heart flutters at the sound of your voice My hands shake as I reach to touch your face In heaven there can only be a better place Soaring through the clouds The wind beating at my skin Breathing heavy, feeling numb You’re all I need, my number one Tears stream down my face, burning my eyes Happy tears, thankful smiles Knowing I can hold you, embrace you Fearless of the unknown, content with life No longer will I feel the sharpened knife Of hurt, pain and suffering

I Love You Because You Make Me Happy
I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearing

She Is Beautiful
She is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Her eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about her is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Her soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Her smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of his gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at her and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect She is my best friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold her beauty within me, For she is everything in this world, And I have found a world in her.

The Ocean So Lovely
The ocean so lovely The sun about to set I gaze into your misty eyes You make my heart flutter Your arms wrap around me You pull me in closer My heart against yours Yours against mine They beat as one Laying my head on your shoulder I whisper in your ear "I Love You" In return you lean in for a kiss Ending the day Together as one

"just A Thought"
Hey to all the people out there that actually look at peoples blogs, I just thougt I'd share a little thought. I realize that we all have the right to state our own opinions, but why be so hateful to people you don't even know? You look at how a person looks on the outside and judge them before you find out what kind of a person they actually are. For all you know they could be the best people in the world to ever know but you put them down before they even get the chance to say hello. That is just crul, and just goes to show how shallow a person you really are. Not everyone is going to look like a supermodel or act like a complete sl*t just to get your friendship. Inside eveyone is a beautiful person. It's just up to you weither or not your choose to see that. I could question some of the peple out there who think they are all that because if you get to know them you will find out in a hurry that they aren't even worth the effert to even try to be their friend. If you could watch them

I Love You Hard To Handle!!!!!
I'm not going to write a bunch or make this fancy. Just please come and help my sexy friend level! Click here.... »-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»@ fubar And repost for me please! Thank you so much!!! Michele (repost of original by 'Hard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ **Can't Be Owned**' on '2008-08-07 12:51:08')

Twisted....
this happens to be one of my favorite songs, so i thought i'd share it. i know you're all used to hardcore/screamo from me, so..... here's a little something different. Da Rockwilder - Method Man & Redman i'm trying to gain some courage before i harrass the crazy squirrel.

Girl Survey
LONGEST FEMALE SURVEY EVER -don't be shy, fill it all out- Do you sleep in your bra? Not a chance Do you enjoy drama? causing, yes. being part of, no Are you a girly girl? i have my moments Last person you hugged? Tim Small or big purses? ohhh big Do you dress up on Halloween? abso-freakin-lutely Are you double jointed? my hips Where is the weirdest place you have slept? kitchen sink Has anyone touched/smacked your butt ? almost daily Last person you hung out with? Jen Do you call anybody by their last name? errrrrm. i call julie JNak so kinda How many guys will read this just because it says female Survey? uhm this isnt myspace so shutup Do you wear makeup? not often Ever cried at a movie theater? dude, tv comercials make me cry. i bawled during brokeback mountain Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth? if i concentrate Do you think Ryan Sheckler is cute? who Have you ev

Kokopelli
Kokopelli, distinguished by his hunch-back, dancing pose, and flute, is the only anthropomorphic petroglyph to have a name, an identity, and an established gender. His name may have been derived from the Zuni name for god ("Koko") and the Indian name for the Dessert Robber Fly ("pelli"). His association with the Desert Robber Fly may stem from the fact that this insect too, has a hump on his back and a prominent proboscis. But, Kokopelli is known by other names, as well. To the Hopi, he is known as "Kokopilau" - meaning "wood hump". To others, he is known as Kokopele, Kokopetiyot, and Olowlowishkya. He also bears a nickname - "Casanova of the Cliff Dwellers", a tribute to his image and legend. Kokopelli’s lesser known female counterpart is known as "Kokopelli Mana". Kokopelli’s image varies as much as the legends about him, but he is generally depicted as a hunch-back flute player in a dancing pose with a festive crest on his head, and sometimes exhibiting male genitalia of ex

Time To Say Goodbye
it has been a while since i have posted a blog, but i needed to get this information out to everyone....... there comes a point in time when you just have to move on and that time has come for me. I have been in the state of IL for 2 years now and have decided it is in the best interest of my child and me to move back home to TX. by far it is not what i WANT but it is what i NEED to do to make a better life for my child and i. we are currently working on packing up the house and putting everything in storage and will be leaving for TX on or before September 2nd. i have met some really great people up here since i moved, and because of that, i want to ensure that everyone has my cell phone number, my email address and that i have contact info for them. i will be coming back as often as possible to visit and look forward to being able to see everyone then. i would like to arrange it somehow to meet up and hang out with everyone before i leave....it you have any suggestions o

Moving
For those that actually read my blog, I'm moving to Yuma AZ in a few months. So, if you are in Louisiana and want to meet me in person, better do it soon! For those of you that live in Arizona or southern Cali, you will see me soon enough! LOL

Addiction
Handlebars- Flobots The Call- Regina Spektor Words- Ryan Adams Same In Any Language- Ruckus I'm addicted to these songs. Its pretty sweet, I'm totally stoked right now. My boy is coming out here & YAY! I haven't seen him for a few weeks so it'll be good a fun time of random fights, maybe the coast & of course waking up next to someone who totally makes me smile every moment he's near me. But other than that...my toe IS NOT broken!! lol Ok just random blog.. I love life I love you all & I hope that your weekend kicks as much ass as mine!

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me good night, And I felt loved. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eye, And I learned that sometimes things hurt, But it's all right to cry. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared And I wanted to be everything that I could be. When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked ... And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw When you thought I wasn't looking.

I Was Robbed Lol
how the fuck do i get robbed by a midget >? i was at a wrestling match tonight ... in the dressing room i was approached by a little person asking to borrow my elbow pads ... i thought sure i can do that ... the little motherfucker road on on his miniature pony , cowboy hat and chaps and left after his match ... and took my fucking elbow pads ... WHAT the FUCK lmao feel free to comment

Gimme The Prize
JONLEE OF S*U*P* AND FWC OWNED BY MIZZ SHADY I LOVE MIZZ SHADY - Needs 2,500 To Win Any Fubucks. Most Comments (min 15,000) Wins VIP/Blast. 2nd Most Comments & Most Rates (over 200) Wins Blast/Bling Pack.

What's On My Mind...
Been kinda blah the last few days. Other than the normal work and bills issues to think about, this is a time that I always have some thinking to do because its the time my Mom died. Its been a long time... August 10, 1989. I was just 22 when mom died. Hard to believe in a few years I will have lived most of my life without her. Mom and I always fought. But it does not mean I did not love her. I have a wonderful stepmom.. but it does not mean I don't miss my own mom. Cancer is a terrible thing.. takes so many from us before we are ready to let them go. I have a lot of memories still, though they fade with time. The one that remains the strongest is her last words,something she had not said in years. .... "I love you". I carry that with me always. But thats why I feel a bit down..... the anniversary of losing someone I loved.

Doc!
DOCTOR'S OFFICE This is so true! They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it: An 86-year-old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, 'Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?' 'There's something wrong with my dick', he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, 'You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that.' 'Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you,' the old man said. The Receptionist replied: 'Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something, and disc

Codependent Relationships Dynamics
Codependent Relationships Dynamics - Come Here, Go Away "As long as we haven't healed our childhood wounds then there are a lot more than two people involved in our relationships. There may only be two people in the room - but the room is also full of the ghosts of all of our past emotional wounds." "What is normal and natural in romantic relationships in this society is for a person whose primary fear is abandonment to get involved with someone whose primary fear is being smothered/losing self. The person with abandonment fears reacts to shows of independence on the part of the other as if the other were abandoning them. That causes them to become more needy and clinging - which causes the other person to pull away - which causes the first person to cling more - which causes the other to pull away more." "It is very boring and incredibly painful to keep repeating dysfunctional relationship patterns. The way to stop repeating those patterns is to start healing

To Carlo (bluetasseract)
Carlo, I'm sorry I didn't write you. You have no idea how horrible I feel, but please believe that I missed you while you were deployed. The few times I stopped by Fubar I always made sure to comment your page, your pictures, and was very territorial of being the only one who would show up on your "gifted from" bar. Yes indeed I had all that time while you were gone to write to your Fubar and apologize, but I waited because I wanted to tell you in person. Now you've blocked me and I'm trying so hard to apologize. So Carlo, please accept my apology, I mean it from the very bottom of my heart. You are a good friend, and one that I don't want to lose. ~Candy~

Please Donate
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***awesome Changes For Sweetwater's - Come On In!!***
THE FOLLOWING TIME SLOTS ARE NOW AVAILABLE: SUN NOON TILL 4 PM 4 pm till 8 pm 8 pm till midnight MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM MON 4 AM TILL 8 AM NOON TILL 4 PM 4 PM TILL 8 PM 8 pm till midnight MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM TUES 4 AM TILL 8 AM NOON TILL 4 PM 4 pm till 8 pm MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM WED 4 AM TILL 8 AM 12pm - 4pm 4 pm till 8 pm MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM Thurs 12pm - 4pm 8 pm till midnight MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM FRI 12pm - 4pm 8 pm till midnight MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM SAT 8 AM TILL NOON NOON TILL 5 PM 5pm - 9pm MIDNIGHT TILL 4 AM

Hurt-nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today, To see if I'd still feel. I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting; Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything. What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end. You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt... I wear this crown of shit, Upon my liar's chair, Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time, The feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here. What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end. And you could have it all, My empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again, A million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.

The Capture
He decends upon me A creature of darkness A being of pure sexuality Consumed by his words Craving his touch He has embraced my soul His magic is pure thought His power is confidence As he walks through my dreams Engulfed by his wings I long to be one bound by similarity As we ascend to eternity

Far Away-nickelback
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] I love you I've loved you all along I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of Hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything, but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know [CHORUS] That I love you I loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'd never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away So far away Far away for far too long So far away So far away Far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cau

Poem
I wrote this poem when I was 12 after attending my 17 year old cousin’s funeral. It was published in a collection of poems and I received several honors for it as a child. Suicide I see you lying there all cold and still I didn’t think you had it in you, the power to kill I guess you thought that life was a game Somehow without you it will never be the same You must have thought no one would care Instead you took the most ultimate dare You left no note to explain Now all I do is scream, cry, and go insane Inside of me a part of me died The day you committed suicide.

Dude...so Need 2 Get Fuckered Up On Fubar
Well since I can't drink in reality, i figured I would giv this a shot...or ask 4 one @ least...been sober 5 yrs..but play on this go figure...LOL...its fun though just never got shit faced...or even a buzz :( its okay though just need a little assistance...Tkxs all Jamie

Salute Pic Contest
My salute pic is in a contest, I need rates and comments, if you want to help, here is the link: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=559858&albumid=1171657&idx=0 Thanks and I will return the love to each and everyone that helps :)

Red, White, & True
The fabric of our Flag is more than ever meets the eye. It wraps our very heart with love, and cloaks us when we die. Money will buy a replica, to fly upon a pole; but the real flag cannot be bought. It's earned with our soul. There's nothing like the feeling we share with our fellowman, as it guards our freedom given us by God's own hand. It's what makes a Mother weep even though she bursts with pride, a wife and children filled with dread, a Father's tears he cannot hide. The world can't understand it. They're not as blessed as we. America is not just a place -- it's an idea that keeps us free. The cost is more than worth it. That's what we believe is true. We give our young again and then Freedom is their gift to me and you. I may not have much left, but what I have I'll give to see this Flag continue to fly over this great country where we live.

Erik's Bachelor Party
Approximately 4 months ago, I had the honor of joining a friend at his bachelor party, and here is the tally of events + points awarded. We started out at going up to Skip Barber Driving School (I know a guy) to go really fast in Formula One cars like it's goddamn La Mans 24. Then to my bud Frank’s house drinking beers (10 man points) and playing video games (5 man points) eating half a tub of party mix (2 man points) and somehow consuming three pounds of onion dip (15 man points). From there we went to a barbecue place for dinner (20 man points) and filled our bellies with various kinds of meat served to us in heaps (18 man points, 23 double entendre points). One of the attendees bit the inside of his cheek while eating and started bleeding profusely (3 man points (yes, bleeding counts as something manly)) and decided to “cauterize” the wound by taking a huge swig of the bottle of hot sauce that was on the bar (35 man points). Numerous shots (15 man points) and Stella's (5 man p

Little Black White Girl
I need to write a blog entry so badly it’s nauseating. I may also need to warn you I am out of my ADD medicine so don’t expect me to linger around on one subject for too long before I get… pulled off by another unruly tangent. Already I am getting sucked into this fucking Sex and The City bullcrap on TV. I am so easily distracted, are you? I can’t help but get side tracked when I try to do anything in life which is why I probably don’t stay with the same life plan, each time I recreate myself… or with the same hair color for that matter. Today I got two pairs of pants in the mail off of my Amazon clothing wish list. They rule. The first are some black slacks that I was in dire need of since I never have nice pants and also some really effing cool bell bottom jeans. Now I can go out and have nice time in fancy black pants! Well decent pants. Someone drown me in a pool of shallow piss. I can’t sleep and it’s 7 am on the nose somehow and all I can do it think ab

Think Pink Floyd Is The Most Popular Pink Floyd Tribute Show.
FREE CONCERT 7 to 9 pm FEATURING (THINK PINK FLOYD) AUG. 20, 2008 LANGHORNE COMMUNITY PARK MAPLE AND BELVIEW AVES LANGHORNE PA 19O47 ALL AGES ----WELCOME BRING A LAWN CHAIR (across from langhorne hotel) Sept 6th beef beer and THINK PINK (all ages) North Penn VFW 676 2519 Jenkintown Road Glenside, PA 19038 ******but tickets online http://www.brownpapertickets.com/event/38040 Philadelphia based Pink Floyd Cover band, “Think Pink Floyd” is holding a four hour Beef and Beer concert at the North Penn VFW 676 in Glenside Pennsylvania. This show, an all ages event will combine lighting, video and live music as well as unlimited Yuengling, and Miller lite (for those 21+), soda and food for attendies. The North Penn VFW located at 2519 Jenkintown Rd, Glenside, PA 19038 The concert is to be held on SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 6th, 2008 from 8:00pm to 12:00AM. Tickets are $25.00 and include admission to the show and: Unlimited Yuengling, and Miller lite (21+), Soda, and Cash Bar,

Random
*WARNING..THIS IS RANDOM SO IT WILL JUMP* for one i'm looking at a picture of me right before I went out with my x..who is HUGE dick head..and I'm going "damn I'm pretty..how could he have treated me like that..hmm" If you didn't guess I'm looking at pictures and then thinking of awesome things like how much I love Atreuy..they kick ass just going through my old memories kicks so much ass I'm way excited to see my "brohan" today..we're best friends but more like siblings so thats what we do fo sho. also...wow .. I start school in a month, I'm going to be going into ROTC next semester and I'm thinking things will work out greatly .. I'm blessed out the butt and I don't deserve what I have, there are people who have so much less and need so much more..and time is just getting gayer. I'm turning 20 on Friday my uncles illness seems to be at a stand-still for a little bit at least. October iscoming way too quickly, I'm scared of my friends deploying (well more of them) .. people who

When I'm Gone-3 Doors Down
There's another world inside of me That you may never see, There's secrets in this life that I can't hide. Well, somewhere in this darkness, there's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away, Maybe I'm just blind Maybe I'm just blind, Chorus So hold me when I'm here, Right me when I'm wrong, Hold me when I'm scared, And love me when I'm gone. Everything I am, And everything in me, Wants to be the one you wanted me to be. I'll never let you down, Even if I could, Give up everything, If only for your good, So hold me when I'm here, Right me when I'm wrong, Hold me when I'm scared, You won't always be there, So love me when I'm gone. So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... Refrain When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin, I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends. Now roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone, Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone. Chorus So hold me

I Need To Know
Put "yes" "maybe" or "no" and answer me back be honest!! Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

Dwarf Tossing Rules And Regulations
What is dwarf-tossing? Dwarf-tossing is a rapidly spreading sport that can be played in bars and pubs or anywhere that drunken people gather. Although there are no official rules, there is one main point: to compete with other players to see who can throw a dwarf the furthest. History of the game: No one knows when the sport of dwarf-tossing started. It was imported into Europe during the 1980s from the United States and Australia. Most likely, this was in an attempt to import American culture to Europe while avoiding hair bands. Necessary equipment: There is a small amount of necessary equipment before you can start a game of dwarf-tossing. At the least, you must have the following: One mattress, in good working order without springs sticking out. Protective clothing and equipment. For the safety of the dwarf, a helmet and padded jacket should be supplied. The jacket should be of sufficient quality to withstand the weight of the dwarf when he is picked up by it. Further

More Poems
Listen to the rustling rain It has a story to tell Of all the suffering people That aren't doing so well Every pouring drop Lands with such intensity Explaining the sorrow Of those we cannot see The gentle murmuring of the calming rain Whispers such kindness To take away the pain It guides a stream Of hope and trust To those whose lives Are filled with disgust It takes its time To clear it's atmosphere And empathizes with Every falling tear I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I k

Bureaucracy At Its Finest
I turned on my computer this morning and went through my normal routine of checking emails and reading the news. I came across a story that totally blew my mind. An Australian family are on the run from the police because they refused to have their 2 day old baby immunised against Hep B. The mother is a carrier of the disease so doctors feel the risk to the baby is high, despite the parents being aware of prevention measures to virtually eliminate the chance of transmission. The father has voiced a valid concern about the ingredients in the vaccine and the adverse affects on his childs health. Aluminium was the one that he mentioned, but vaccines can also contain formaldehyde, anti freeze, disinfectant and human aborted fetal tissue. He addressed the issue of the baby being small and the fact that there is no dosage adjustment depending on the infants weight. So a 5lb baby is given the same dose as a 10lb baby. The father told the Sydney Herald that the family would remain in

Feeling Kinda Stupid
I am feeling stupid I jumped into something With my eyes shut. I thought not with one head But instead with another. To all those I offended I humbly ask For forgiveness. I do not expect none. I am so stupid.

I Just Noticed
.........i just noticed something so i was trollin nsfw pics of chicks and stuff right? and i notice something .......yeah imma little late on the gun, but has anybody ever noticed the people that leave comments on these nsfw pics? seriously ...im not that good lookin but DAMN..there some hideous people who leave comments and stuff. (in my opinion) .......i should comment on these pics and stuff ...yeah thats all i got for now

Love You Baby!
I LOVE YOU for giving your heart to me and trusting me with your pride. I LOVE YOU for wanting me and needing me by your side. I LOVE YOU for the emotions i never knew i had. I LOVE YOU for making me smile whenever i feel sad. I LOVE YOU for your thoughts of me where i'm always on your mind. I LOVE YOU for finding that part of me that i never thought i'd find. I LOVE YOU for the way you are and for how you make me feel but most of all I LOVE YOU cuz i know you're mine for real!

New Boat
Well, I guess I'm back on. I lost my boat during Fay's travel through here. Well, I didn't actually lose it, it got pretty swamped and was half sunk at the dock. It was actually less expensive to buy a new boat than to salvage the old one. Less expensive up front. So, I had to go to Jacksonville to buy the new one and sail it back home. That's where I've been the last few days. Hope all my friends have been well!

Online Friends
Every once in a while, someone contacts you while you are online & you hit it off, right from the start. This person becomes your best friend, and then, for one reason or another, with a click of a button, they are gone, and you never hear from them again. It was at random that we met, A chance that not many get. How was I to know That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. Ones needs are met, Some with regret. Some with

When Times Get Tough Don't Get Selfish
by Cerina X (all rights reserved and held by Submissive Loving) Guidance for when our dominants are going through a difficult period. I will be the first submissive to admit this. I am selfish about my needs. I am selfish about Master's time and attention. When I do not get it I can become not so pleasant to be around. I forget that I am here to fulfill HIS needs and that mine will be met as a result of fulfilling his needs. I am sure your question might be, "if I am always fulfilling the dominant's needs how can mine be met"? I've asked that same question and you are in luck today because I have the answer. We have taken our time and have chosen the right dominant to serve. By that I mean we have chosen One we feel will best fulfill our needs. So if we have done that it stands to reason that if we keep the dominant's needs met and he/she is happy, we will reap the benefits of a satisfied dominant. I have found this to hold true through trial and error. If Master is not gett

Update On Everything
So I haven’t wrote in a while. So much has been going on. I have been dealing with a lot when it comes to my health. The times when I feel like being up , I’ve been spending time working on a wonderful site. Ya’ll need to check out Angel Emma’s page. The page is not mine however I am the one who keeps the page up. The page belongs to Angel Emma & her mommy Emmie. Both can be found on my top friends list. The past two weeks have been really trying when it comes to my health. My PCOD *Polycystic Ovary Disease* has really been bugging me due to the new meds I’m on to make the monthly visitor come around. On top of that my heart & sugar has been being a pain. Heart rate has been through the roof & my sugar keeps bottoming out. Hospice started this past week going out to care for Uncle Larry. They have a standing order in for oxygen when that times comes. He has become way to weak to be gotten up out of bed. So all they can do is roll him from side to side. Thanks to Glenda he has a hospit

Broken Wings
she gets out of a hospital bed the nurses disregard what she's said they stitched up her wrists, when she learns to fall they've gotten used to ignoring it all she walks out of the empty room acting like a flower that will never bloom stuck inside on a beautiful day the curtains help darkness stalk it's prey she feels alone, like a part of her died and they won't help her look inside they just tower above like a dark cabaret and try as she might, she can't fly away.

Burn, Burn, Burn...
when that fire is hot when the flames ignite I see your face shown through that fire light trying to cross a bridge that is no longer there just like an old cliche towhich I'm fully aware "never burn your bridges" even if you no longer care "for you just might need them" in times of despare but I say I know all your bullshit so, what are you to say... tell me to try again but just not today... what a waste of my time why don't you just go back where you came from for this I do know I don't need you to tell me you're there when your not so back away from my bridge before it's too hot. burning you sad burning me mad burn burn burn before I've been had...

This Is So Me!
Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™ Mood: Sofisticat"You like life rugged and rough around the edges. You take rambling walks in the open air, and appreciate the unpredictability of natre - you've got a steady attitude, people see you as bit of a rock. When it comes to art, you're a FASHIONISTA - hefty price tags, uncomfortable trents are worth it. Image is everything. You believe in self-expression. As for music, you're a focused listener and always on th look for something new. You love the buzz you get from watching music live - theres nothing like it. Your choice of treat shows that you really care about your apprance, if you feel good on the outsitde you'll feel good on the inside, right?"Fun: Thri

Whooop!
Getting a new TAT Saturday!!! Getting rid of of the memories of my ex and having his name taken off my body and progressing into the future! Thinking about a wings of fire with my Philips name to replace the old.. Honestly people if this marriage does not work.. I'm going back to women.. LOL

Life
Dreams of Love soo pure and Intense in the begining have turned in to the sobering reality that Life punnishes those who dream past their grasp. That was my sin... To have ever thought myself worthy enough have your heart as my own, to have dreamed that our two loves would transformed in to one heart beat... I have been humbled to the point of dust... My pride has long left me... In the early morning hours right before sun rises,memories of the scent and feel of your body torture my mind.. And in the breezy summer moon lit nights of August your tender voice and the indescribable delight of your gaze upon me rush in to my consciousness like an un-expected storm ravaging all in it's path... I wish I could rip out the memory of you from my veins, I wish I could tear out my heart from my chest and throw this pain away... I curse the four winds and the celestial stars above for putting you in my path... Such emotion, Such intensity was not made for one person... But yet...

What Superpower Would You Have?
Your Superpower Should Be Super Speed You're quick witted and fast to act. You're mind works at warp speed. From your perspective, everyone else is living in slow motion. You get so much done, people have accused you of not sleeping. Definitely not a couch potato, you feel a bit crazy if you're not busy doing something. Why you would be a good superhero: You're be the first on the scene... and likely to finish the job before anyone else shows up Your biggest problem as a superhero: Being bored by everyone else. Including other superheroes! What Should Your Superpower Be?

The Walls Of Jericho Scott And Harrison Bergeron
I was reading the article this morning when I brought Sarah and Jeffrey to their grandmother’s. I had them out with me as I ran an errand after my wife Martha and our tenant Mary – ah, that I could talk her into moving out! – went to work because I get the unvoiced impression sometimes that the kids are there TOO much. It turns out four of their other local cousins (all but Patrick the oldest) were there too. Anyway, the sports section is usually last if I read it at all, but this article caught my attention because of its headline about a nine-year-old in New Haven, Connecticut whose Youth Baseball League is disbanding his team because the coach refuses to stop Jericho Scott from pitching. The League’s ruling is based on Scott’s 40 mph fastball, what they rule as way too fast for beginners’ baseball. “The year was 2081, and everyone was finally equal.” Reading that article (http://news.yahoo.com/story/ap/bby_too_good_to_pitch) reminded me of “Harrison Bergeron”, the 1961 short

Depressing Thoughts Arent They?
sitting on a plateau watching the world go by,exausted,alone,the weight of my world resting on my shoulders. A butterfly flutters past brushing its wing upon my cheek, for a minute I allow myself to be positive about life but only for a minute staring up at the clouds thinking of love & laughter,Spring is almost over. The ground shifts & the fragile dirt that was once stable splits, I fall into a deep canyon of despair. The realization that life will never be ok hits as my limp body smashes into the ground below. The bottom line of my life, the reality that is ,all wrapped up in one hard thudding irony. The pain wracks me , making me want to crawl into the darkness & give in to oblivion, but the three bright stars that are my focus shine above me. They are always above me, always have been, always will be. Many hours of reality force me to only focus on those three, many hours of hoping life would end, knowing the reality is I dont deserve to be loved. Many tim

Dear Metallica, Please Stop
seriously. i listened to your "new" single, "the day that never comes" or whatever the fuck it's called. and i must say, i am SADLY disappointed in all of you. you just went plagiarized some of your finest songs and turned it into a 8 minute onslaught of pure suckage. i was one hoping to god that rick ruben could show you all the follies of the last 15 yrs(fuck you the "black album" was awesome), but alas i was wrong. so at this point, dare i think the rest of the album should sound like this? probably. sad and pathetic. if i want to listen to those songs that you already wrote, and way much better i might add, i'll listen to those classic metal albums that made all us alienated kids happier than hell to listen to. at this point you are dead and you have no redeeming qualities as a band anymore. why don't you go and remix "...and justice for all" so everyone can truely appericate what jason newsted did on that album. signed, nathan p.s. fuck you

Now And Always
Now and Always Current mood: happy Today I recieved this story in an email, it touched my heart so much, made me cry. In some ways I feel just like Timothy, scared to trust, to love, I guess we all do. I am now starting to trust again, it's a good but scary feeling, but I am really loving my life right now, I love that i have someone in my life that makes me trust, makes me smile : ) Aug 29, 2008 Now and Always Chicken Soup for the Soul: Loving Our Dogs Suzy Huether A few years ago when I was looking for a small dog to add to our family, I contacted the local SPCA (Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals) and got the name of a woman who was fostering some rescued Maltese dogs for them. I called the woman, and my husband and I drove to her home. As I looked around, I noticed a cute Maltese named Casper. My husband and I decided we would like to adopt him. The foster mom asked us if there were any way we would open our hearts to Casper's compani

Des Tagged Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i have two black cats 2. i love my wife 3. there are more than a few women on here i would love to date, and it should be obvious you got the tag didn't you 4. i think michele is fine as hell and wish she were my girl 5. freedom is one of the sexiest women i have met 6. i think dj sexy silk should leave her husband for me 7. i will buy dj sexy silk all the root beer she wants 8. i tend to lead women on but would never do anything that would hurt or disapoint my wife 9. i want to see freedoms naked body 10. i wish i got a little more fu-love 11. i love the taste of a woman 12. i have kissed a woman who wasn't my

Fec Financial Disclosures
You ready for this America---? John McCain has taken over 1,000,000 dollars in PAC/Interest group monies. In the interest I scratch your back you scratch mine.. More than 1,250,000 to be more on point. Check out who is BUYING John McCain... Yes, Barack has said he will not take over 200 dollars from each single donation.. And will not take PAC donations. I did see donations although it seems he has refunded nearly every single donation up to less than 1 thousand dollars..from the PAC's that donated to him. Obama takes public donations only. Clarify-from us as people donors, not big business. That should speak volumes... who is working for big business? Who is working for the people? Better skim the list and see who IS donating/funding McCain's presidential campaign. Know that this is money with strings McCain is expected to favor them if he gets elected. That is why these are called 'Interest Groups'-PAC's (Political Action Committee's) they are grease machines for hope

School Days...
Last day of school tomarrow then 4 days off...YAY! I'm so tired. I don't know why I can't seem to get myself into some sort of schedule for this 6 a.m. shit but seriously it is wearing me out! To my surprise, and a amazing as it may seem, I've met a couple friends at school and am feeling a bit more relaxed so to speak. Of course, I'm sure, these people don't really know the "real" me because of my guarded nature but they are more receptive towards me and that is reassuring to say the least. Most of my classmates I could give a "___" about, y'know! They're usually the ones out on smoke breaks with me, talking about their "old man"... Seriously, who says that? They say how bad ass they were in highschool and how now their husbands steal cars and one girl, whose pregnant, no doubt, said today that she wanted to "hit that"...as in...smoke...y'know... How stupid do you have to be? I don't care if they all think I'm some goody good girl, I still think it's a horrible t

My Life: High School - Part 1
After Junior High graduation in June of 2000, I still had to go to summer school because I did not accumulate the necessary grades for me to graduate. I knew that I had screwed up big time by letting too many things distract me. I knew that I could not make that mistake again. I promised myself that I would not let anything distract me from my goal. In order to keep myself focused, I decided that I need to put everything that had happened with Katrina in the back of my mind and keep it locked away. I was successful with that. For the first few weeks I was doing pretty good. I was on the right track and I knew that I would be receiving my Junior High graduation certificate and and I would in High School in no time. But as the days rolled on, I started to become distracted by something else. As most of you already know, I am a really big fan of professional wrestling. In the summer of 2000, the World Wrestling Federation (WWF) was at the height of it's biggest boom period, the Atti

Update
Just a quick update. I'm still here. Just havent been doing anything on here lately. Been really stressed out on not having a job. hardly anyone on here talks to me anymore, had actually thought about deleating my profile. Figured I'd stay around for a little while longer. Maybe things will pick back up, but who knows. Hope everyone has a great day. And I aplogize to those that have rated me and I havent returned the rate back. I will soon be back to normal......I hope :-(

For The Man I Love
this is for you Daddy this pretty much says it all "She wore blue jeans and a rosary Believed in God and believed in me All her friends think she's a little crazy She wears a smile, heart on her sleeve Don't give a damn what the world thinks of me She tells me it's all good She's happy with a bad seed Happy to be misunderstood"

Liars
I GAVE YOU MY TRUST AND YOU BROKE IT IN A HEARTBEAT AS SOON AS I WALKED AWAY AND TURNED MY BACK THE LIES STARTED. YOU RAN YOUR MOUTH ABOUT ME TELLING THINGS TO OTHERS THAT WEREN'T TRUE AND YOU HAD THEM BUY IT HOOK LINE AND SINKER. YOU CLAIM TO NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG AND THAT YOUR ALWAYS SWEET AND INNOCENT TO ALL AROUND YOU AND THEY BUY IT FROM YOUR MOUTH. YOU RUN A BUNCH OF LIES ABOUT ME AND MY FAMILY WHEN I'M NOT AROUND TO SPEAK UP BECAUSE YOU KNOW I'LL TELL THE TRUTH AND THEY WILL JUMP YOU BECAUSE YOU DID NOTHING BUT LIE TO THEM. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL FOR ALL THE LIES YOU TELL AGAINST ME AND MY FAMILY........

The One Thing He Encoureged Me To Do
was write...he said i was a good writer...one of my few talents along with singing...my friends hated him..for what he was and what he did...but i saw beauty....his voice is like nothing i ever heard before his grace...nothing like ive seen and it's taking me so long to write about him our story is a good one and it deserves to be told he was tall long straight blue hair...when i met him the same color as his eyes piercing blue eyes with gold freckles like a sunset over the ocean with the morning sunrise in winter...cold mysterious who knew later that those eyes would turn slate gray and the monster would take him over? i would always pick the pieces up grit my teeth and lie to my parents his grandparents...to myself..he's ok its just weed..it wont lead to more..... ugh ill post more of him someday

Sexy Fu Owner
Growing pains Broken chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt When life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

Well....
ok so i am tired... tired of what ya ask? Tired of everything! But hell I'm just gonna keep on being me. Eventually people realize what a good girl I am and then it's too late. I will keep moving forward and keep on being who I am regardless. I am done with games. If you are serious about wanting a good woman in your life then you should be willing to talk to them. Communication is the key. Most people don't get that though and they fear the fact that I am intelligent. I wish for once a guy would just pay attention to my intelligence rather than my looks. I may not be the best looking woman ever but damnit I am not ugly. Anyways... sorry just letting off steam.

Sexy Pint Part!!!!
MishNumber1 ♥ Of WISEUKF SUP Insane & Shadow Levelers & SBG. Club FAR Team Captain' wrote the following at '2008-08-31 23:22:19'.. Hello everyone! Come and join this brand new no drama train - Sexy Pint Party The rules are ... 1) Repost the bulletin to all your friends!!!!!! 2) Must Rate, Fan and Add the Owner and the Co-Owner, then proceed to Rating the Party People! (Buying drinks is optional) 3) If a Party Person is on your list already, re-rate them and leave them a comment or buy them a drink! 4) Have Fun! 5) Once you have finished adding everyone on the list, send a private message to the owner then he can add you to the list! Here are the members .. The Owner 1 Alex The Co-Owner 2 ¢¾ MishNumber1 ¢¾ The Party People 3 ¢¾ SexyGranny1967 ¢¾ 4 ~GoofyLady~ *Fu-Bomber*Shadow Leveler*FuAngel* 5 Slave2Fantasy/AKA/Erotica/Tat Man73's R/L GF/READ NEW TRAIN BLOG :)

Thanks For Helping
I didn't hear from Imagine on the results fromt he auction, but I wanted to say TY to all the friends who bid and/or rated the pic. The last I saw Coppertop had the highest bid :). And I was pretty far ahead in number of rates so hoping that means I get the blingpack. Thanks again :)

I Love You
I love the way you smile. I love the way you laugh I love the way you make me feel I love the way you make me cry I love the way you make me smile I love the way you surprise me I love the way you listen to me I love the way you sing to me I love the way you pay attention to me I love the way you care about me I love the way you are planning for our future I love the way you get excited about being married to me I love the way you help me sleep I love the way you make my dreams come true I love the way you treat me like a princess... I love to treat you like my king I love to make you laugh so hard you start to cry I love to make you giggle when I kiss you I love to hear you say my name I love to hear you say you love me I love to think about laying my head on your chest when we go to sleep I love that you love me as much, as strongly, as sweetly as you do.... I truly madly deeply love you......my brave amazing soldier..

Family (september 2,2008)
the more i sit here and think about my family, and seen how far apart they have gotten, it seems hard to stay together and love and be loved by them, tho my sister and my aunt,cousin nad his wife, neices and nephews ect all love me yes, but still i do miss my mom and dad and all my grand parents on both sides, my other aunt and uncles, i do know that they are watching over me but at times it seems iam still missing something in my life

Rest In Peace London Marie
-Turn your sound on too !YOU HAVE NO HEART IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS !December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what Jessica said:"If anyone has kids, make sure that you keep them with you the whole time. Don't give then to anyone that you don't trust. Trust me, I thought that I trusted Josh. But now as of December 4, 2007 at 2:29 AM, she is gone. My one & only baby . & He is going to pay FOREVER, even if he gets out of jail scott free, he will be dead no matter what. & To all my friends that know London, I am very angry & upset that I lost the love of my life, my babygirl. She died on her three month birthday .London had six fractured ribs, both of her legs were fracture, & her brain was so dam

Tattoos And Scars
This was written by Tony Lane and performed by Montgomery Gentry. I have always liked the message about life. "Tattoos And Scars" A young kid stepped in from the cold And he ordered up a drink He said don't look surprised old man I'm older than you think If I was the talkin' kind I could tell you a thing or two And since you didn't ask, let me show you my tattoos He said I got this rose in Memphis in some back old alley dump Picked this eagle up in Dallas, man I sure was good and drunk And you know the way I see it, if it gets any worse out there A guy like me hasn't got a prayer The old man poured some coffee He said this one's on me Sat down his cigarette and rolled up his sleeve Said take a good look here my friend You see what these are Just my ragged old and jagged ordinary scars He said I got this one in Paris in a war 'fore you were born And this one when I was half your age workin' on my daddy's farm And you know the way I see it, so

Wanna Own Me...come Check It Out
HERE WE GO AGAIN.....I'M IN A NSFW AUCTION!!! WHO WANTS TO OWN ME??? wILL BE ADDING MORE ITEMS TO THE OFFER AS BIDS GET HIGHER. SO COME GET IN ON THE FUN....IT WILL BE WORTH IT. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO LEAVE YOUR BIDS! LOVE THE HOSESS WHILE YOUR THERE TOO!!

Who I Am
I am the darkness of the soul, I am the vampire that feeds upon your soul. I am the death that kills your heart, I am the love that breaks your heart. I am the thought that destroys your mind, I am the blight that tears at your mind. I am a man without light, I am a man without a soul, I am a man without a heart, I am a man without a mind. I am that which is unknown, I am that which is hated, I am that which is feared. And most of all I am me.

Go Play A Game Of "hide And Go Fuck Yourself" For All I Care
I was sitting in a McDonald's late one cloudy evening, having just enjoyed a fairly formidable meal, a rare occasion indeed, when I decided it would be wise to go outside and light up a smoke. The dark blue sky was a scene for many grey puffy clouds to display their fine features, yet the floor below was ridden with litter and sticky sensations, left by sexually frustrated teens in a hurry. I looked up and sighed gently as the cool breeze washed over me, inhabiting my skin with goose bumps and other ill creatures from Mother Nature. I was enjoying my low cost, high tar cigarette as much as one possibly can after a long and tiring month of dealing with everybody's bullshit including my own. Just having time to sit and wallow in the world's sense of simple beauty, was enough for this cat to live and let live at any strangers walking by spouting their contempt for me smoking. The smoking ban out here has been in place for some time now; it wasn't customary to smoke in many public sp

Death Of Santa
The Death of Santa Claus There are about 2 billion children of the age 18 or below in the world, but since Santa Claus will ignore those believing in Islam, Hinduism, Judaism and Buddhism (except Japan), therefore according to the data from Census, the workload of Santa Claus includes only 15% of all the children, i.e. 378 million. According to statistics, there are on average 3.5 children in each family, so if we assume that there is at least one good child in each family, then Santa Claus has to go to 108 million families. Thanks to the self rotation of the earth and different time zones, if Santa Claus starts his journey from the East, and goes along to the West, then he would have around 31 hours of Christmas to finish his job. In this period, he must visit 967.7 families per second, i.e., putting the gifts in the stockings, placing the remaining gifts under the Christmas Tree, climbing up the chimney, jumping on to the sleigh and depart for the next family. For simplicity,

Am I Wrong???
ok.... i am now almost 6 months pregnant. i have already been in the hospital once because the amount of stress in my life almost put me into preterm labor. the doctor told me to cut out the stress in my life or it'll just keep happening. i don't want it to happen. i catch enough stress from my family... i don't need it from my friends... so i decided that i just wasn't going to talk to the ones that put stress on me for a while. one in particular blew up at me... i told him it was nothing personal... i just didn't need the stress. well... he turns around and cusses me out... THREATENS me.... bitches and hollers about me fucking up... and then comes and checks out my page, and puts me in his family. i fuckin' took him off of my friends list and blocked his ass. am i wrong in doing this??? i can not and will not deal with someone that has nothing but drama and bullshit in his life... especially when they try to involve me in all of it. most of you know all of the drama and headaches and

Still Alive
Been really busy lately. I moved from Indiana to Texas. I love it here, the lake is just around the corner and the mornings ae gorgeous as are the evenings. My boyfriend met my parents and he and dad got along wonderfully and he and I have alot of fun while we remodel. Granted with my illness I can't do alot, but I can make phone calls and order things he needs and I can cook and he tells me that it's been a big help. I'm doing well, I miss my friends on here but I'm happy and that's all that matters...right now. I deserve some happiness after the crap I've been through over the last 8 years.

Mmm....cappucino
White Chocolate Mocha Frappuccino One of a kind and forward looking, you're the first to introduce a wacky new trend to your friends. And even if your ideas seem weird, they get adopted pretty quickly. What Flavor Frappuccino Are You?

Beauty For Ashes
Today I was riding in a car and we passed a mound of dirt that was full of trash. The trash was poking out all over. It was about 20 feet high, like a little hill. But growing on top of the mound was a large bunch of sunflowers, big giant yellow happy blossoms. Part of Isaiah 61:3 says: "to give unto them beauty for ashes". That scripture came to my mind as we drove past the mound. I thought I would take a picture of it when we passed it on the way back, but I just forgot. Maybe I'll go back there. I said to my husband "Did you see those sunflowers on top of that trash heap? It reminds me of that scripture....." And then he said, "Well, ashes can be like fertilizer." Hmmm, that made me think. Maybe, we go through difficult years, trying times, downright hell, so that beauty can come out of our lives. Maybe if it wasn't for the ashes, we wouldn't produce the beauty. Yes I'm going to go back and take that picture.

Just Writing!!
I cry for the time that you were almost mine I cry for the memories Ive left behind I cry for the pain the lost the old the new I cry for the times I thought I had you If I miss u its cos I love u. If I love u its cos I understand u. If I understand u its cos I share with u. If I share with u its cos I trust u. But if I remember u then its cos I dont want to forget u. Pain is the Mistress of my passion. Held by a small bond no bigger than A thorn of a deadly rose hidden by my tears Don't tell me Im wrong It was all for the best. Im just sad that they caught me Before I killed the rest. Angel of darkness vampire of night.. take me from my sickness hide me from light

D'oh
i hurt a friend today. i wish i didn't but i did. i'm an idiot and a screw up. i feel like shit cuz they didn't deserve to be hurt and i'm shocked at myself for doing so. all i can do is hope they can forgive and we can at least stay friends. guess i'll have to see.

Solidarity As Americans
It is two months until the general presidential election, an election that will decide the next President of the United States. The person elected will be the president of all Americans, not just the Democrats or the Republicans. It's time that we all come together, Democrats and Republicans alike. To show our solidarity as Americans, let's all get together and show each other our support for the candidate of our choice. Here is how: If you support McCain, please drive with your headlights on during the day, or, If you support the policies and character of Senator Obama, please drive with your headlights off at night. Thank you and God Bless. (Author Unknown)

Music
Hosted By: Navigator!! When: Friday Nov 07, 2008 at 8:00 PM Where: The Omniplex 2100 N.E.52nd Oklahoma City, OK 73111 United States Description: Album release party for Oklahoma City's own Navigator! He will be performing tracks from his latest album Navigator 4 Governor - Flyy Like Me, My Chain, Street Fame, and others, as well as tracks from his award-winning Album of the Year, Nasty Nav! This will be the O'City Hip-hop event of the year, something it's guaranteed you don't wanna miss!

A Small Poem
A small poem By me , for you If you knew how i feel When you look into my eyes and smile When you make me laugh The way you smile back at me it's memorizing When i look into your eyes,to see a gentle and fragile soul Like starring at the stars on a clear and warm summer night. But most of all the warmth i get, just thinking about you. If only you knew the love i have for you. The pain i feel when your sad. But when your happy, The world seems to turn just a little slower And when it does ,i wish I was by your side. harring the never ending feeling Of love. michael

Tears
Tears By me Though you can not see the tears, but they flow like a river, Though you can not see my heart, but it cries for your love, though you think I am smiling, but inside I am crying, Though we are many miles apart, I still long for your love, Though everyone sees me smiling, but they can’t see the tears inside, I wish the miles weren’t so many, I wish you were in my arms, Though when you hear me on the phone, I am longing for your touch, as I hear your voice, I am crying, oh, how I long for your love and your warm embrace, though I am smiling, inside I am crying, the tears I shed, are tears for you, How I love you so much, but yet can not hold you, How I long to give you everything I want to give, I give you my life, my love, my heart, I love you and always will, The tears are tears for your love, I love you so much! Mrrcp 2008

You Would Be Beautiful If.....
Gosh, you would be so beautiful if you just lost some weight. Gosh, you have such a great personality. If you weren't so big, you would be just perfect. You have a great face, it's just that your body needs a little work. You would only be perfect if....... I am so tired of hearing these statements. Either I am beautiful or I am not. There is no in between, sorry to say. You either love of all of someone or you don't. I am not a car that comes with options to be added or removed. I am not your super sized value meal at McDonald's, you don't get to say I want to super size my fries but I only want a small coke. I am who I am and it has taken me years upon years to look at myself in the mirror and see any value to who I am as a person because other people are so preoccupied and hung up on size. And to this day, I still cannot see myself as truly beautiful because of all the haters. So please don't look at me and tell me I would only be beautiful if.... either I am or I'm not

Ow My Eye
Uuugh my right eye is being a total bitch right now. I have my contact of out of and it's a pain blinking. I'm totally blind without my contacts. I really need to check into getting a pair of glasses for at home. Feels like freakin sand paper. I've washed it out with water nad put some eye drop thingys in it.....hopefully when I wake up in the morning, it will be called down and not bother me so much during work tomorrow. It was annoying me at work today throughout half the shift. Today at work was just blah. 12 hour felt like 24 hours at work. When my PMO manager left to go to a meeting, I was left alone with everything and everything just decided to go wrong. Stupid...grrr...not my fault...it was just being stupid... okies... yeah.... that was my day...shupid work, shupid eye.....im sleepy...

Dedicated To All Fireman An All Heroes Of America
The cry of the city like a siren's song Wailing over the rooftops the whole night long Saw a shooting star like a diamond in the sky Must be someone's soul passing by These are the streets Where we used to run where your Papa's from These are the days Where you become what you become These are the streets Where the story's told The truth unfolds Darkness settles in Shine your light down on me Lift me up so I can see Shine your light when you're gone Give me the strength To carry on, carry on Don't wanna be a hero Just an everyday man Trying to do the job the very best he can But now it's like living on borrowed time Out on the rim, over the line Always tempting fate like a game of chance Never wanna stick around to the very last dance Sometimes I stumble and take a hard fall Lose hold your grip off the wall Shine your light down on me Lift me up so I can see Shine your light when you're gone Give me the strength to carry on Carry on I thought I

Old Cards And Letters
I used to have a few old cards and letters from ex's that I kept in my night table drawer. They are gone now, and I don't know what happened to them. Whenever I can't find stuff I immediately think my husband threw it out. He always says no he didn't but, well, I don't believe that. Just every once in a blue moon I would like to look at those letters. Because its just nice to have. I had a French boyfriend once that wrote me wonderful cards and letters from France, postmarked Paris. He lived and worked on Reunion Island, and he wanted me to move there, but I just didn't want to go there. I felt that was a bit much to ask. I'm sorry Phillipe, but the letters were great! I guess its just nice to have a romantic reminder of someone you were but are no longer. But then your husband gets a hold of them, and they're history.

Did Obama Diss A Firefighter, Construction Worker, And The Memorial ?
September 12, 2008 One of Michelle Malkin's readers noticed that, in this video of the 9/11 ceremonies in New York, Barack Obama avoids shaking hands with a firefighter and a construction worker at the site (HT - The Other McCain). And as Richard noted yesterday, just a few seconds further in the video Obama can be seen just tossing his rose on the memorial while Cindy and John McCain reverently place theirs on the memorial: And while we're on the topic, did anyone see Michelle Obama anywhere near the memorial events yesterday? As Richard said here, yes, I also question Barack Obama's patriotism (actually, both Obama's). This isn't a smear, it's a valid concern for me as a voter and someone who risks his life everyday for his country - voluntarily. So tell me what Obama has done for my country and I'll then think about giving him credit where it's due. And while you're at it, you can skip that socialist-community organizer crap - that doesn't fly among real people.

You Think You May Know Me.
So I've been hearing rumors about people voicing their concerns about me "smoking too much pot". Now, let me tell you this, hearing this has gotten me very pissed off. You have no right sitting there while I am not present telling a girl I am interested in that "Dan seems to smoke too much pot." I have never done anything wrong to any of you who did not deserve the words said. Even if I did say anything, it was NOT behind your back. You may think that the reason why I do not show up to Wendy's after the game is because I just want to go smoke. Well, your wrong. If needed, I will smoke on my way to Wendy's or after I get there and take someone with me. So obviously that is not the case. I do not join in at Wendy's because I do not feel comfortable around you guys. Especially now that I come to find out how you guys really feel about me. It is very hard as a "new guy" to come to this tight group of people and try to fit in. You sit there talk talk about your lives, which everyone

Pbo Creed!
Pit Bull Owner's Code of Conduct Although this Code of Conduct is written for pit bull owners, it is not, for the most part, specific to pit bull owners. Most of the steps on this list should be taken by all dog owners, regardless of their dog's breed. However, pit bulls and pit bull owners are in a unique situation due to the pit bull / pit bull owner stereotypes. Responsible pit bull owners should take the necessary steps to break down the stereotype, not confirm it, whenever possible. I will train and socialize my dog to be a good ambassador of the breed. I will not allow my dog to exhibit aggressive behavior. I will spay or neuter my dog. I will not condemn my dog to a life of isolation. I will keep my dog indoors, as a member of the family, for its entire life. I will not crop my dog's ears or tail, make it wear a spiked collar, name it "Killer", or do anything else to make my dog appear vicious. I will never leave my dog unsupervised with a child, another dog, or a s

I May Not Ever Get My Happily Ever After But....
I sure as hell came close today. An old friend from high school found me on facebook.I was surprised to hear from him as the last time we saw each other it was parting ways in the morning if you know what I mean. I loved him and he loved my, at the time, best friend. He wrote me letters while in the Navy and then we just lost touch. He told me he had been nervous to contact me after things had been left. That's amusing to me. I laughed for hours as we spoke. He said he had no regrets and thought back to parts of that night with very fond memories, probably the sames ones I had as well. I told him I had no regrets as well and that no matter what, we were friends. So while I might not ever find that happily ever after, this came pretty damn close for me...to talk to someone I missed with all my heart, to laugh and know that we are going to be okay.

Core American Values
Our country has a rich tradition of values that has come to represent us as a nation. Americans may not always see eye to eye on political issues, but we will defend the ideals on which our country is based. These values are present in American history and they represent the core values for which American Thunder stands. Freedom We have fought since the creation of our country to maintain our autonomy from other nations. The Fourth of July is a reminder of what we struggled to secure, but freedom is something we practice every day. Our men and women serving overseas know its value and act to ensure that others in the world can experience what we often take for granted. Favoring The Underdog While we often put winners on pedestals, we like nothing better than to root for those who are outgunned or outmanned, hoping that they will topple the favored ones. Fans love the underdog and will be the first to celebrate the come-from-behind, never-say-die attitude they embody. Inde

What Can Be Done About $$$ Worries?
I will try to update this blog if there are those who want it to be just leave comment.This not about points or popularity but about the reality of this theory, I believe in it. How about you? If people could wake up and see that most people want to make money and If we (group of motivated people)take a step; a chance; a gamble to put together group of ordinary people willing to invest some of their hard earned money to make some bigger investment so that every one included profits. First people need to all be on the same page. all may want money but all is not willing to do what it takes to make that happen. Make a choice to become wealthy as your goal but be willing to change in yourself to make that happen. there is an endless resource of people and money unlike a schemes that lie to bribe you into getting your money is the name of their game. When will that day be? tomorrow;today;next year? only you can make that decision?

Im Home
Nothing special. The rain is falling what a welcome home gift, if you know me you know I truly mean this. Just being here makes me feel like I can do anything, this place has amazing energy. I love being home. Today I have a nice drive to Port Orchard which I am very much looking forward to :) and tomorrow I have a meeting up north at the Seattle Reproductive Clinic. This will be the first appointment of many to hopefully begin the process of Egg Donation. I am a 1X Gestational Surrogate hoping to complete the journey again but I have found the strength and desire to help families in need with this gift (my eggs). That is if Im accepted into the program.. So wish me luck..

My Wonderful Owner Naughty By Nature
Just wanting to send out a Pimp out Blog for my wonderful owner Naughty by Nature Come and show her some mad fubar love. Naughty by Nature~Fu-Owner of ☠Craven Moorehead ~&~ «•MUSS•»@ fubar

A Great Horse Story
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if one stops the car, or is walking by, one will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. Listening, one will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, one will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her bridle is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As one stands and watches these two friends, one sees how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. Like the owners of these two horses, God does not throw us away just because we are not perfect or because we have problems or challeng

Bad American
YES I AM A BAD AMERICAN!!!!!!!!!! I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, Do it in English. My heroes are My Father,John Wayne, Babe Ruth,and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I believe if you don't like the way things are here, go back to where you ca

Am I Afraid Of Commitment?
You Are Ready, Willing, and Able to Commit You are not scared of commitment in the least. In fact, there's a good chance that you're already committed to someone you love. You are willing to give up a little freedom for relationship stability. And once you're in a relationship, you'll do almost anything to make things work. Are You Afraid of Commitment?

Honesty Test
:-) You Are Very Honest You tell it like it is, no matter what. Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out. And while some may get hurt by your honesty... At least everyone knows where you stand! How Honest Are You?

Charlatan Test
Your result for The Charlatan Test...The Noble HeroThe Righteous Gentleman You are the greatest, most chivalric, most painstakingly righteous hero of your time that it's borderline annoying just how great you are. You help the weak and punish the wicked. Wherever there is evil, you will be there to stop it. Wherever a wrong is done, you will be there to make it right. Wherever a kitten is stuck in a tree... well, you see where this is going. You've got a moral compass that you refuse to stray from, and your convictions are your lifelong guide. Peace is always with you in the mere knowledge that you have attained an inner balance and paladin code. Take The Charlatan Test at HelloQuizzy

Wanting To Scream
so since my band dissolved back in july i've not gotten to really keep my voice up to par for screaming. and it sucks cuz i really want to just let loose and howl like a mad man. i think it'd make me feel alot better about everything. one of the downsides to being a vocalist, is that there always seems to be more "singers" than bands....and of coarse the number of decent vocalists are limited...but we have to contend with a number of suck ass ones. it's a little frustrating to have all this pent up aggression and no way to vent it. i scream in a band and write angry/spiteful lyrics. that's how i vent. and lately i've been wanting to just roar like a caged animal and scare the fuck outta everyone. it's hard to practice screaming when you live with other people, and don't have a car of your own to just drive around and scream along to the music as you drive....i miss being able to do that.

Hiya....
My first blog.... ever!!! Believe it or not... Well here goes, some personal history... I was born in the Napa Valley in California, and when I was 10, my parents were forced to move to a little place called Tooele Utah.. that is pronounced too elll ahh... 33 miles Nevada side of Salt Lake City. Just after President Kennedy was killed, we were moved to Huntsville Alabama. I still have some of the Southern draw in my speech, and some ladies actually like hearing it. But, in my last two weeks of High School, we were moved to Warren Michigan, just north of Detroit. Gee this is fun... detroit riots in 1968!!!! Uncle Sam decided he wanted me, and I was drafted into the Army in 1969, spent a year in Vietnam from 1970 to 1971, was in Desert Storm in 91, and was even in the Post Office in Royal Oak Michigan on November 14th during the tragic shooting where 5 people lost their lives. I have seen enough crap and violence in my life. Not only two wars and the shooting, but I foun

Sun Sept. 21 Feelin Underweather
I feel under the weather I thingk maybe a cold but, anyways that has not got me glum mostly that I want to make a difference in the lives of others cause people don't seem to care now a days. I wonder why I focus so much on making a living from home when I like being out doing things with people helping those in need, I should not wave it like a badge that I did this or that. It has been a while since any of that helpful spirit has come back but I seem to still care, The question is how long? We go through life doing what we do mostly worried only bout the bills we have; why our day wasn't better or why our boss doesn't pay us more. Vanity is the worst drug you could ever subscribe to. I used to say give me a comment or something but I won't cause folks are too concerned about themselves to pay attention to anything else.

W.h.y???
putting your heart n soul n life into something n watch it go away like u was never there around or anything y try when all u get is a brokeen heart n nothing out of the thing u once loved n cared about???...

Lifes Sick Game
Y DOES LIFE HAVE 2 B SUCH A BITCH???? I FELL IN LOVE AND IT GOT FUCKED UP. I GOT HER BACK BUT IN THE TIME WE WERE APART LIFE WAS HELL... Y DOES LIFE HAVE 2 PLAY SUCH FUCKED UP GAMES WITH US???? WUT DO WE DO 2 DESERVE THE SHIT LIFE HANDS US???? I KNOW LIFE GOES ON AND IT HAS 4 ME I HAVE SUM HAPPINESS BACK NOW BUT HAD 2 HURT OTHERS 2 DO SO.... I WILL NOT CHANGE WUT I HAVE DONE CUZ IN MY HEART I FEEL IM RIGHT AND SO THERE I STAND I DO HOWEVER APPOLOGIZE 2 THOSE I HURT IM THE PROSSES HOWEVER I AGAIN WILL NOT GIVE UP WUT LIFE JUST GAVE BACK 2 ME AT ANY COST. TRUE FRIENDS WILL 4GIVE AND THE FAKE 1S WILL LEAVE.... THAT AGAIN IS LIFES SICK GAME!!!! I KNO THIS WONT MAKE MUCH SENCE 2 MOST THAT READ THIS HOWEVER I HOPE 4 THOSE THAT UNDERSTAND THIS MSG IT WILL HAVE SUM INCITE 4 U.

Perl And Prime Numbers
Recently enrolled in ITT Tech, one of my instructors asked me to use the Sieve of Erathosthenes to identify all the prime numbers between 2 and 200. In case you don't know, the Sieve of Erathosthenes is a process of elimination that can be very time consuming. While only doing from 2 - 200 is pretty easy (takes less then 5 minutes if you can count to 17). However, like all things school, it usually leads up to something much larger. I figure for my final I'll likely have to apply the same process to a larger range of numbers. With that in mind, wrote a short perl script with the help of Math :: Prime :: XS. #!/usr/bin/perl use strict; use warnings; use Math::Prime::XS qw(is_prime sieve_primes); printf("\n%s", "Calculating primes to: $ARGV[0]"); my @primes = sieve_primes($ARGV[0]); my $tabs = 0; my $tabstop; if (defined($ARGV[1])) { $tabstop = int($ARGV[1]); } else { $tabstop = 8; }; foreach(@primes) { if ($tabs < $tabs

Did I Cry???
I WANT TO THANK MY FU MOMMA CINDIE AND HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR LEVLEING ME TODAY. THAT MENT SO MUCH KNOWING THAT THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT REALLY DO CARE ABOUT EACH OTHER. HARDLEY NONE OF MY OTHER FU FRIENDS WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO HELP ME LEVL. I STRUGGLED FOR ABOUT 2 MONTHS TRYING TO REACH LEVL 22 AND TODAY I GOT THERE THANKS TO THE ABOVE NAMED PEOPLES. I MET MY FU MOM ON HERE NOT THAT MANY DAYS AGO AND SHE TOUCHED MY HEART IN A MOTHERS WAY ON HERE. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY NOONE OF MY FU FRIENDS WOULD TAKE THE TIME TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE? BUT O WELL I HAVE A NEW FU FAMILY .....

My Trip
Well I know it is a bit late lmao, but then I am not much of a writer. I when to the U.S. November 2008 yes almost a year ago and meet some great people and had a ball. I would like to thank the ones I meet and spent time with. Great people and good friends that I hope will always stay part of my life. To those that don't think much of it that's ok as well from where I live it is a big trip and a real eye opener. New Zealand has a total of about 4.5 million people as its total country population and is about the size land mass wise as England. Well I think you people have a great contry and the people I meet were all nice even ones I had never talked to before. Thanks if you read this Mike

A Love Unspoken
What of a love unspoken? Is it weaker without a name? Does this love deserve to exist without a title because I dare not share its name Does that make me cruel and cold to deny the world of my salvation because I chose to let it grow People tend to choke that which they do not understand Why shouldnt I be weary and withhold this love from MAN What of a love unspoken no one ever knows But this is a love that lasts and in secrecy it grows

Plz Help! You Know You Wanna!
Anyone who helps by posting at least 500 comments, will get a bling. Anyone who helps til the end, not just 1 comment a day, but really helpin, will get a bling of their choice :D.I have close to 500 friends and only a handful are helpin me out. Why? Dang. I need your help! So come show me how much you love me :D ::muahz:: I need your help in the giveaway. Plz comment the hell outta this pic. Thank you very much for your help :) ♥HUGZ♥ KARE

Describes Me Pretty Well
The Tiger The Tiger is said to be lucky vivid, lively and engaging. Another attribute of the Tiger is his incredible bravery, evidenced in his willingness to engage in battle or his undying courage. Maybe he’s so brave because he is so lucky. But the Chinese say a Tiger having a Tiger in the house is the very best protection against the evils of fire, burglary. Years of the Tiger Tiger Years are third in the cycle and recur every twelfth year. The Chinese New Year does not fall on a specific date, so it is essential to check the calendar to find the exact date on which each Tiger year actually begins. THE SIGN OF THE TIGER Tigers do not find worth in power or money. They will be completely honest about how they feel and expect the same of you. On the other hand, they seek approval from peers and family. Generally, because of their charming personalities Tigers are well liked. Often, failing at a given task or being unproductive in his personal or professional life

It's Been Fun
WELP........its been fun! but its time i close shop and run along w/ my bad self......er yeah so im deleting this shit. i just don't have time anymore to keep up w/ the drama of the fubar. that and i really don't care to level or any of that nonsence. so yeah im in the wrong place..i guess! i don't need to be ranked high among those on a online popularity contest to know where i stand in life and shit. i mean shit .....all this site is is fuckin high school for adults who wasn't cool in high school. on top of that a good 75% of the people who i have talked to on here are so full of shit that they need to whipe they mouth with toilet paper!( thats a nogo!) ive been a bad mother fucker since i was in high school.....AND IM STILL A BAD MOTHERFUCKER! and i don't have time to attempt to relive the glory days! i know what it is......and so don't my family and closest friends! on that note........its about ......hmmmmmmm 5:50 ish.........when this gets posted.........ill be deleted and d

Feelings
Feelings Sometimes I sit and stare I think and hope that life would be fair Nobody seems to get it They just have no clue That I can be a friend that is really true Everybody whispers All the laughs, the jokes, nobody cares The way they all make fun of my frizzy red hair If only life could be easy I wish that life could be fun I wish I didn't have to run and hide

Ok You All This Is What I'm Offering You All!
Ok you all here is the deal I'm willing to make you all something. I do morphs, the rate, fan and add me pic's I also do Photograph pic's. If you would like a Morph it would be 100 fubucks If you would like a Rate, Fan, Add Me it would be 200 fubucks(only becasue there's more pic's to do) If you would like the Photograph pic 100 fubucks Also if you want say 2 morphs I will give you a Photograph pic of your choice. If you get an Rate, Fan, Add Me I will give you a Morph or Photograph pic of your choice. And if you get 2 Photograph I will give you a morph of your choice. ****Pls send me a message of what you want and I will get back to you!****

Spirit Walker
One more Spirit Walking Wide Watching over our Backsides She left the Earth with youth embraced Never to return without a trace. Essence of her pure existance Dances in the souls of all deffenses Leaving behind a powerful legacy Cornered in the shadows of our own imagery. I sent this to the guest book for her..anyoneelse can send their love here http://www.legacy.com/ncnewsonline/GB/GuestBookSaveEntry.aspx?PersonId=117950047 (I am not done writing this, but I am inspired by the loss of a beautiful person whom I never knew in person but had the greatest experience of knowing who she was) Please help me finish, if you can give me anything to get more inspiration leave me a meassage. R.I.P. K.I.C

I Need To Let This Out.
Okay let me vent, don't think i'm crazy after this. FYI the song playing reflects how I feel right now. Apparently some child in Sibi's kindergarten class has taken to using her as a punching bag. Her father has gone to speak with the teacher numerous times and with the boy's mother as well. Nothing has been done. Because apparently my kid doesn't fucking count. This little bastard then decides to tell a horrendous lie about her to the teacher and she gets a yellow card pulled on her and placed on time out. Seriously, what the fuck is that even!??!?! So I get a phone call from my sister today who went to pick her up at her dad's business to find out that she was crying in the car. When she asked her why she was crying she caid because the boy decided to punch her in the face today. I was talking to her and she broke down crying and I couldn't understand a fucking thing she was saying. I felt so terrible that I had to fight the tears back. I told her that tomorrow I'M going

The Vampires
The Vampires Night falls, darkness calls. A vampire walks the streets, blood is what she needs, peace is, what she's longing for. When she passes by your door, you won't realize who she is. You'll never learn she's this. A creature of the night, a victim of a fight, that lasts for years, that's cruel and caused tears. She's of our kind, she's one of us, if she dies, it's our loss. We're living like you are, we might be near or far. When we meet don't be afraid, what made us this, it was just fate. Believe us, we are serious, we're neither bad nor dangerous. http://members.tripod.com/ms_vampire1/Vampire/The_Vampires.htm

Misery In My Mind
Misery In My Mind This life is very frustrating for it has no purpose. I am a human and humans have no purpose. We just exist for some unapparent reason. I am not proud to be a human for I want to have a purpose sure I have an end goal I'd like to change the world for the better but a goal is not a purpose. Even if I declared my end goal as my purpose in life I would never fulfill it; because in the end being a human the most destructive species on this Earth I will never make up for what I destroyed. Does this mean that indeed I do have a purpose and that purpose is destruction? If it is I'd rather not have a purpose for destruction is so negative it is so depressing it is so violent and grotesque. I find life to be full of agonizing frustration. I am frustrated by my lack of purpose. I feel as though I am trapped in the Earth and can't get out. I need to know that there is a genuine reason for why I am here and that that reason is a positive one. I need to feel like I have meaning

You Know You Are A Witch When...
1. Your BOS has spots on the pages from spilled brews. 2. When cleaning house you have to specify. "Where is the broom? No, not the broom, where is the one to clean the floor with?" 3. Candle wax has dripped on your keyboard. 4. There are more jars of strange smelling plants in your cupboards than there are cereal boxes. 5. Friends know they can always give you candles and incense as a gift. 6. When watching old re-runs of Bewitched, you find you side with Samantha's mother Endora. 7. When travelling, stranger and stranger strangers tell you their problems. 8. You find yourself making corn dollies in the checkout line at the grocery store (well, I thought about it). 9. You ask for Halloween off, because it's a religious holiday. 10. You start answering the phone with "Merry Meet".

I Am Pagan
I Am Pagan by Selena Fox I am Pagan. I am a part of the whole of Nature. The Rocks, the Animals, the Plants, the Elements, and Stars are my relatives. Other humans are my sisters and brothers, whatever their races, colors, genders, sexual orientations, ages, nationalities, religions, lifestyles. Planet Earth is my home. I am a part of this large family of Nature, not the master of it. I have my own special part to play and I seek to discover and play that part to the best of my ability. I seek to live in harmony with others in the family of Nature, treating others with respect. I am Pagan. I celebrate the changing seasons, the turning of the Wheel of the Year. I celebrate with singing, dancing, feasting, rituals, and in other ways. I celebrate each turn of the Wheel with personal spiritual practices and by taking part in community festivals. Samhain, commonly known as Halloween, is a time for gazing into the future and for paying homage to my Ancestors and other loved o

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan
18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan 1. Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2. Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3. Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4. Sharpen their Athame. 5. Untie the knot in their cords. 6. Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7. Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8. See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9. Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10. Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11. Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12. Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13. Debate with them about "True Religion". 14. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15. Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16. Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn't that supposed to be point down?" 17

For Joey.... My Teddy Bear...
Sweetie.... Yes I am letting the whole wide world on how much you mean to me and how much I love you. Thank you for coming into my life when you did. You brought me happiness. You brought so much joy into my life knowing I have you in it. Thank you for being that very ray of sunshine through my darkest days. You made pain much more bearable. You have made every wrong that has happened right. I was pretty much an empty shell when we first met, but you basically brought me back from the dead. You have given me the chance to be the person I was once... happy, chipper and positive of things around and positive of myself. Hun you say that I make dreams worth living for but you... made mine come true. I thought I would have lived a life full of broken promises... empty dreams until I met you. You are everything that I have hoped and dreamed of meeting one day. You are my addiction... I need you as much as you need me. You are the reason that keeps me going every day. You are my reaso

What A Loser!
So my uncle has been living with me to help me out while I'm going through chemo and to babysit my youngest while I am at school (3 days a week for 4 hours). He needed a place to live b/c my grandparents FINALLY got tired of taking care of him. For the last 8 years (or longer) they have been paying all his bills, getting him food and other items he needed. My mom and step dad have gotten this man many jobs and he quits them as soon as they start taking child support out (for the daughter he hasn't seen since she was a baby and she is 17 now) mind you he don't see her by choice just like the son that is 26 and he has never laid eyes on!! So since my grandparents were tired of taking care of him I was the nice caring niece and let him stay here. I could use the help right now considering I'm in school full time, raising my kids and going through chemo. He was going to live here free, and I'd supply the food and everything! When and IF he got a job we had an agreement he would pay half of

Crazy
I GUESS THIS IS MY SPOT TO TYPE WHAT I FEEL INSIDE RIGHT? WELL IF NOT O WELL I AM ANYWAYS! AS MOST OF YOU ALL KNOW I HAD O ABOUT 750 FU FRIENDS AND IM DOWN TO LIKE 146. WHY? YUP U GUESSED IT IM SICK AND TIRED OF FEELING LIKE NOONE ON THIS SIGHT TO MANY OF YOU PEOPLES, SO I DELETED A GOOD SHARE OF FU FRIENDS AND KEPT THE ONES WHO MEAN SOMETHING! IM SICK OF LOOKING AT THE CRY BABYS CRYING FOR HELP AND DUMB ME HELPING THEM! IM TIRED OF WAISITNG MY 11S TO HELP PEOPLE AND GET NOTHING IN RETURN! I LOVE TO HELP AND I LOVE TO HAVE SOME HELP INRETURN! HA NOT ON THIS SITE IT DOESNT HAPPEND. WHAT IS IT I GOT TO BE 120 POUNDS, AND DRESS HALF SLUTTY ON THIS SIGHT TO GET SOMEPLACE? I LOOK AT MOST WOMENS PICTURES ON HERE AND IT SEEMS THEIR CENTER ATTENTION WHY ?? BECAUSE THERE SO SKINNY HAVE HALF THEIR TITTS HANGING OUT AND RANK IN AT #4 WELL IM SORRY IF I DONT DRESS SLUTTY AND NOT SKINNY TO GET SOMEPLACE ON HERE! YEA YOUR RIGHT IM CRYING WHY BECAUSE I CAN EVERYONE ELSE DOES ON HERE!

Anyways Again.
Well, I'm home and settled in and not happy about it. I miss Jeff and I look forward to going back and seeing him. We have semi plans for the future, but right now we're just taking it in stride. Autumn is doing ok. She really does like Jeff and is parents and being in that house. Shes always in a great mood and behavior there. Since we got home, she has been loud and cranky as hell. I wish I had a VIP. I would upload pictures of my venture. I've got some really good ones. Anyways, I'm off for a little while. Take it easy.

*sighs*
This Love This Love That I Have For You Is Real & Honest Right Here In My Heart, I Know It, Feel It, I Have No Doubt, But It Just Seams Like I'm Dreaming All About You, That You & I Are Not Going To Be Together Anywhere But Here On The Internet. You See, I Have A Very Hard Time In Trusting & Believing Now Due To Past Broken Love & My Heart Too. I Hope, I Wish Too For This To Be So Very True With You & Me.

Contest
=== '~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Anna~' wrote the following at '2008-10-01 14:45:08'.. > > Thank you for entering my contest. It will begin on Wednesday 10/1 at 6;30 pm est and end 7 days later on Wednesday 10/8 at 11;30 pm est. Below is the link to your photo on my page for blogs and bullys .It will be private until the contest opens. To get the link for a bully or blog just hit reply and copy it and paste it in you blog. Thank You > > > > > > > >

Friend Requests!
I am accepting all friend requests male and female alike. I was hit with the realization that we all need friends from time to time no matter where they are they can still be there and help. I got alot of help from people I don't know in leveling up and that is the kind of friend I want to be. Hit me up and I will do all I can to help you when you ask...

I'm Just Waiting On The Punch Line..
I made "bank" as some people would say at my new job. I also accidentally got a slight fan base going. It has proven little to me besides the fact that maybe, just maybe my personality isn't as badly in the shitter as I was previously lead to believe. On another note my lip hurts and I really wish the fucking roofers next door would hurry up so I could go take a bath without having strange men & women cat call me while I undress. Being on cam hundreds if not thousands of miles awhile from someone telling me how much they'd like to suck on various parts of my body is much more comfortable than hearing it when walking distance. I'm a strange little duck for sure.

Addiction
My mind has not been the same for months, ive been left to ponder my existance, and have come to the conclusion my soul is on vacation. In that case I have declared myself open for business in the department od mistief and futhermore declare myself a state of emergency. I am the Crazedone...stay tuned for more details.

Whisper - Evanescence
Catch me as I fall. Say you're here, and it's all over now. Speaking to the atmosphere. No one's here, and I fall into myself. This truth drives me, into madness. I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away. (Chorus) Don't turn away. Don't give in to the pain. Don't try to hide, Though they're screaming your name. Don't close your eyes! GOD knows what lies behind them. Don't turn out the light. Never sleep, never die. I'm frightened by what I see, But somehow I know that there's much more to come. Immobilized by my fear, And soon to be blinded by tears I can stop the pain if I will it all away. (Chorus) Don't turn away. Don't give in to the pain. Don't try to hide, THough they're screaming your name. Don't close your eyes! GOD knows what lies behind them. Don't turn out the light. Never sleep, never die. Fallen angels at my feet; Whispered voices at my ear; Death before my eyes; Lying next to me I fear; She beckons me shall I give in Upon

Wynonna's Big Brown Beaver-primus
Wynona's got herself a big brown beaver And she shows it off to all her friends. One day, you know, that beaver tried to leave her, So she caged him up with cyclone fence. Along came Lou with the old baboon And said Recognize that smell? Smells like seven layers, That beaver eats Taco Bell. Now Rex he was a Texan out of New Orleans And he travelled with the carnival shows. He ran bumper cars, sucked cheap cigars And he candied up his nose. He got wind of the big brown beaver So he though he'd take himself a peek, But the beaver was quick and he grabbed him by the kiwis Now he ain't pissed for a week. (And a half!) Now Wynona took her big brown beaver, And she stuck him up in the air. Said I sure do love this big brown beaver And I wish I did have a pair. Now the beaver once slept for seven days And it gave us all an awful fright. So I tickled his chin and I gave him a pinch And the bastard tried to bite me. Wynona loved her big brown beaver And she stroked

Mmhmmmmm
A president's pension currently is $191,300 per year, until he is 80 years old. Assuming the next president lives to age 80. Sen. McCain would receive ZERO pension as he would reach 80 at the end of two terms as president. Sen. Obama would be retired for 26 years after two terms and would receive $4,973,800 in pension. Therefore it would certainly make economic sense to elect McCain in November.

Still Puzzled
i was sitting here his evening after a minor confrontation with someone who i though cared about me, and i was very upset about it cause i din't even know what i did, but i guess that isjust something i have to let go, but then i go to someones page to leave them somethingand realize what i thought they felt about me was totally wrong to i don't understand it is it just me or am i just bound to get walked on by every man i meat the one guy i will admite i ally genuanaly care about but apparently all am to him is a door mat which is what i have been to every man i have met i think i should just delete my page and drop my messanger and stop talking to all of them but i enjo other peoples company other then theres so i don't kno what to do thanks for listning to me have a great night to all my friends love you all muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

To My Joey....
i was going through the messages we have exchanged and gone through the texts and recapped every single conversations we have had since the day we met... reading them again made me smile. it is a constant reminder of how much you made me feel then and now. we sent a lot of messages the day and if anyone were to read them, the instant connection between us was inevitable. it hasn't been long but in this short time seems like it has been forever. and in this short time you have become my thoughts... my smiles.. my laughter... my reasons... my life... my heart... my everything. everything in my life now involves you. everything i do is to bring myself closer to you. i love you oh so very much and i never been so proud to show the world on how much i love you and how much i am in love with you. i have never felt this way for anyone and it is such an exhilarating feeling. you've become such a big part of my life that my life is you. i close my eyes and i see you... i see you in my tho

1/2 And 1/2 Auction
I came up with the idea today to do a 1/2 and 1/2 auction, I ran it by a few people and they all like it! You pay 15K to get in to the auction OR bling the Vamp Morticia supports the military page. What goes on is the person that wants to be in the auction will pick a military man or woman for their "Partner". Then people bid on the "couple" and the "couple" splits the bid in 1/2. Fubucks will be split in 1/2. If it's a blast or VIP I guess both people would have to get one! SO...the best MIGHT just be fubucks. BUT...let me know what you're thinking! I thought about starting it around Halloween after I get entries. :) LEAVE COMMENTS! If I'm NOT on this page and you have questions hit up my main page which is my #1 top family AND friend. MUAH VAMP MORTICIA

A Horse With No Name
Ok so I have a friend/co worker at work that has recently bought a young 3 year old gelding paint (black & white) horse. He's beautiful but has no name yet. She said I could name him because when I saw him I fell in LOVE with him. So here's my question... Can yall help me figure out a good name for him? He's very special to me and wanna make sure he has the best name he can have :) So if you have any suggestions plz feel free to comment here or leave me an sb or somethin :) Any and all names are taken :) THANKS YALL!!!

Love What Is It?
how much heartache can one person truely take you put you heart and soul into the relationship and everything you have they tell you they you they love you but yet they still hurt you......so yet here in lys the question how much heart ache can one person turley takke befor you have ruely had enough ??????? i thonk that i have come tho this point in life not because of what i have done but because of what you have done and what you have turned me into........so for now my lover until we meet agian in another life good bye

Kiss
we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly

Sadness
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness