Fubar Blog Posts 3

I Am Sunset
You Are Sunset Even though you still may be young, you already feel like you've accomplished a lot in life. And you feel free to pave your own path now, and you're not even sure where it will take you. Maybe you'll pursue higher education in a subject you enjoy - or travel the world for a few years. Either way, you approach life with a relaxed, open attitude. And that will take you far! What Time Of Day Are You?I

Sex And Spirituality
When we focus on physical sex alone, we're missing the point. As a culture, we have to redefine sexuality. We've "medicalized" sex with drugs like Viagra. When women feel connected to their own sexuality and to their partners, they have more satisfying sex lives. The key to deeper satisfaction is connecting sexuality to spirituality. A truly connected sexual experience can be a gateway to the soul. A good sex life is not about telling your partner to touch your body. It's about wanting them to touch your heart and your soul. Anger keeps many women from connecting to their sexuality. To start trying to build intimacy, couples need to see sex as a mind/body/spirit connection.

Little Known Facts
several lil known facts about me: Im Bi-Polar B4 i was a juggalo i was a bigot my first tattoo was a rebel flag my second tattoo was setting that rebel flag on fire my third tattoo was a hatchet man running on the rebel flag im agnostic but i don't believe in heaven or hell, i believe once u die u rott in a coffin or get cremated PERIOD. i have many mental issues that know has been able to fix or help me with ever i love someone very much but she is in TX and ive never met her

I Wanna Know You
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! =) JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13.)Q. What wou

Queen "teo Torriate"
Title: Teo Torriate Artist: Queen When I’m gone Don’t stop to wonder if I ever think of you The same moon shines The same wind blows For both of us, and time is but a paper moon. . . be not gone Though I’m gone It’s just as though I hold the flower that touches you A new life grows The blossom knows There’s no one else could warm my heart as much as you. . . be not gone Let us cling together as the years go by Oh my love, my love In the quiet of the night Let our candle always burn Let us never lose the lessons we have learned Teo torriate konomama iko Aisuruhito yo Shizukana yoi ni Hikario tomoshi Itoshiki oshieo idaki Hear my song Still think of me the way you’ve come to think of me The nights grow long But dreams live on Just close your pretty eyes and you can be with me. . . dream on When I’m gone They’d say we’re all fools and we don’t understand Oh be strong Don’t turn your heart You’re all We’re all For all For always. . .

Only One Person Has Health Issues?
I am totally and completely serious about helping friends out that have health issues and if you come to me in confidentiality it will be kept that way & the response will be emailed and not posted. Health & the cures for illnesses and diseases has been my focus since 2003..and I am not the only one that is part of this mission. I have seen too many people sick and ill because of there doctors and the medications that they are giving to them as a patient. Its all about $$$ folks. Its a business! They do not want you to know that there are simple, inexpensive cures out there... For example: depression Sun Gazing, simple walking and looking around, spending time in the sun, mood stablilizers like St Johns Wort... 99% of the time you have been diagnosed wrongly... So if there are others that want me to research a specific request let me know! Its a burden on my heart!

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When you slept with those others, Did you know they never loved you? When you kissed those others, Did you know they never really knew you? When you hurt the ones who loved you, Did you know they never stopped crying? When you turned your back on me, Did you know I was dying without you? With every mistake you make, You chip away a part of me. Before you realize it there will be nothing.

Creator Of Smiles
Dedicated to those who don't have the fortitude to be honest with me or themselves. -------------------------------------------------- The familiar sight of darkness no longer breaks my heart. I stare at this beautiful, splendorous, horrifying world and feel nothing. The light, which once sparkled in my eyes, is now gone and my flame of life is extinguished. It puzzles me how I can feel so deeply for a world that has taken everything from me; feel for the same people that have stolen my joy from me. I comfort those who call me and caress those who require me. I have given so much love to others that I have none to spare for myself. Sweet oblivion has claimed me so often that it seems natural for me to suffer. I find myself yearning for the pain and lonliness, savoring it lake a sweet forgotten wine. I have spoken to many poeple about many different things. Only now do I understand that there is a difference between wanting to die and having no will to live. Wanting to die

My Chemical Romance Lets Me Down Again
Well, I know things happen but I guess i was just not meant to see MCR in concert. This was my third attempt. First attempt in Allentown, Bob had a staff infection after I drove 350 miles. Second attempt in Philly, I couldn't go after being hospitlized myself. Still have the tix. Third and final attempt in Reading, band has food poisoning . I am giving up....I am not buying another ticket to one of thier concerts unless Gerard calls me personally to invite me. It's a shame cause my whole family (kids) are into them. My 4 year old and six year old know all the words to thier songs and ask constantly to listen to TBP CD. Sadly, Kelly :(

The Meaning Of Goodbye
Today is the day that you leave me once again. everything is lost, you, me, and the life we shared. I came to you as a ghost, a boy falling for a fallen angel, burnt and shattered to the concrete ground. yet I see impossible things everyday like your name, face and soul. whispering sweet and lovable words before you go away again and never come back. tears starts falling from these bloodshot eyes I can never say goodbye. though I know I could, just to set you free. I can only say I'm sorry... but you always said you loved me and so I gave you the best of me. - it was not enough and you still left me. and even so I'd still cherish you for the rest of eternity..

Just Two Of My Poems
Take over me My gentle enveloping blackness. Make me as luminously pale as the stars Which are sugared across you My dark knight sky. Make my tears wisk and wither Only to touch the earth in a welcoming embrace Drown my dark seeking eyes In the vast expanses of you my night. Let my lips kiss the world into morning. Softly coo your approval of how I... I roll the world along each sensual curve. Allow me Be the mother that is night And birth the world that holds all I promise to only dance Naked to the moons’ milky touch And let its diamond white fingers caress Each hill and dale of my feminine body It will hold me Nay You will hold me as the zealous husband holds The dear object of his affection. The woman, the wife, the water, the yin, the dark, The night, and ofcoursem the sugar stars Lay me down And let me Make me bleed free Chant wonderously Hypnotize me Take over me. It creeps around me again, That feeling of rather malignant loneliness. It grip

The 3 Easiest Ways For Newbies To Start In Affiliate Marketing
With the aid of the Internet, you can almost have everything right at your fingertips. With just a few clicks you get access to thousands and even millions of pieces of information and data on virtually any field of interest. As years pass by, the Internet continuous to effect radical changes in many facets of human endeavors, including commerce. Experts say that the information space, commonly known as the “world wide web,” grows by over a million pages everyday as more and more people utilize the Internet for information, education, entertainment, business and other personal reasons. It doesn’t take a business-oriented individual to realize that this phenomenon can bring about sky-high financial gains. The Internet’s fast-growing popularity in the recent years is surely an opportunity for business that any entrepreneur would not want to miss. You might be thinking only businessmen can make much money out of the Internet, don’t you? Think again. You too can earn big bucks through t

Life Is Short
I can be overly complimentary if I like you. I'm not an ass kisser, but I do believe that it's important to take the time and tell people exactly what they mean to you. Life is too short to keep your thoughts bottled up. I don't want someone I've known to die and think to myself: "I wish I would have told them more often that..." I say what I mean and I mean what I say.

If Tomorrow Never Comes ( A Poem By A Friend On Cherrytap )
**THIS WAS WRITTEN AND IS COPYWRITTEN BY DENE, LONE WOLF, PLEASE DO NOT COPY UNLESS YOU GET PERMISSION FROM HIM FIRST,THANX** I thought this was just so nice and so true , I asked him if I could copy it to my blogs to share w/ everybody. God Bless and Love ya! Thanx Dene for sharing this with us all. xoxo's IF TOMORROW NEVER COMES...... If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I'd see You Fall Asleep, I Would tuck You in more Tightly and Pray the Lord, Your Soul to Keep. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time that I see You Walk out the Door, I Would give You a Hug and Kiss and call you back for One More. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I'd Hear Your Voice Lifted up in Praise, I Would Video Tape each Action and Word, so I could play them back Day after Day. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time, I could spare an Extra Minute or Two to stop and say "I Love You," Instead of Assuming, You Would Know I Do. If I Knew it Would be the Last Time I would be there to

Awake
Awake Alive A Fingertip Those Eyes Inside I move from lungs to feet My heart pumps you through every part of me A sudden warmth surrounds Inexplicable Reborn With every interaction Like blood in veins, in arteries Exploring organs Composing melodies You look at me And oxygen sprouts wings To fly to rush To swoop To parts inside unknown

A Man Worth Having
i live in a world of strong women. women who are not clingy, needy and wimpy. women who have strong opinions, earns paychecks, balances home and work like it it was easy (believe me, it's not) and most importantly women who like strong men. forget steroids and the "me tarzan u jane" crap. this is not the type of strength i was talking about. it's not like we are going to challenge them to an arm wrestling. this strength does not require girth nor weight lifting. arrgh will u listen? we are talking about men who are secured in their being men. they can clown around and carry our bags (no matter if its prada or chanel) without worrying they look ridiculous. its men who mean what they say and have words of honor (hey, you can even have the whole paragraph). men who like to protect their women not because the woman can't do it herself but because he likes to protect his own and it feels right. men who are kind to kids and animals because they are defenseless, are proud of who they

A Soldier Is...
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket.

1.2
We walked in the door, took the elevator up the stairs, and made it to our room. There was a bit of mild confusion as we looked at the little map on the wall just outside the elevator to figure out which way to turn. I also noticed that he let me go through ever single door first, something that hasn't happened to me in quite a while. Eventually we found room 259, and I shocked myself by getting the "key" to work on the first swipe. Who the hell decided to start using those credit-card-thingys as "keys" anyway? What the hell ever happened to a real key? And why are the directions on the card or door never easy to understand? Anyway, I digress... I opened the door and flipped on the light to find that we were in a room with two queen beds. Fine by me, more room to fuck. ;) I walked over to the window just to see what kind of a view we had, and found a lovely romantic view of the interstate. Needless to say, I closed the curtains. He walked up behind me to see the view, because

Caught
"What a fucking day," she muttered to herself as she turned her computer off. Just before her monitor flickered off she caught a glimpse of the clock. It was 9:28 at night. "I swear, if they didn't pay me so well..." her thoughts broke into a million empty promises as she tossed her purse over her shoulder. Her open toed sandals softly clicked against the tile of the hallway as she headed toward the elevator. Her skirt fluttered about her knees as she walked. She thought of the long relaxing bubble bath she was going to treat herself to once she got home. She also couldn't believe that she was young, single, and looking forward to a bubble bath on a Friday night. Perhaps she wasn't as young as she thought. She pushed open the door that lead into the elevator lobby. She was slightly startled to see another person standing there. She had thought she was the only one left in the building. He nodded at her and went back to staring at the closed elevator door. She stood a comfortable

Spiderman !!!
I'm a huge fan of Spidey, since I was a kid. I think it could be all those nasty kinky web fantasies tho *smile* but I saw the new movie and loved it. It got a bit slow....too much into the love relationship but the black suit was cool. If you have not seen it or not seens any of them I suggest its not a waste of time ! Let me know if you have and if you enjoyed them.

May 4-5~weekend
well this weekend went alright nothing major happend.so i dont really have much to say. but his one gurl named kayla i swear if she dont stop running her mouth about shyt.im gonna fucking get pissed off.for some reason she knows about everything n if find out who is telling her this shyt or how she knows im gonna do some bitching.its none of her bussiness.n shes saying my bf is only with me cuz i have something on him n he dont want me to tell his dad thts why hes with me n if i didtn have tht on him he wouldnt b with me. n its bull shyt.i done asked him why he was with me n shyt last nite n he told me it was cuz he likes me while if he does n he knows damn well he can leave me at anytime if he wanted to.n he knows not to lie to me also.cuz i hate liers but u know what if he calls me tonite i swear theres gonna b some type of bitchen cuz im not dealing with this fucking bitch anymore im so sick of it.grrr im gonna go now bye

Journey
Like the sand in the hourglass, with each moment all can change. Is it fate or are we truely the ones that create this time. All the tears have fallen and I giggle to myself knowing I am the one who has created this pain. I let myself feel, to hope that all would be as it should. Not seeing that it already is. I can change my actions, yet not who I am. I am proud of all that I am and who I will be in this life or anyother. My smile can bring me to a peaceful surrounding, my laugh can bring you for the ride. I shall not judge, I will be true to you as I am to me. Close your eyes take this journey with me and see as I do.T han you tell me in your whisper voice what is real. Bring me into your soulso that we may be one and whole. I promise you my all. I will hold you tight so that you will never fall. Love is life so my life is yours, I gave you my tears now I shall take all your fears and blow them away to a far away place where bubbles roam with no chance of ever fading in

Addiction #1
Do you ever spend to much time on one thing? I do, I can spend a lifetime on this machine, looking talking, searching, writing its crazy. When is it to much? Hell I don't think I will ever know, is it a escape from reality, nah its a comfort, I feel safe its my world where I can say and do anything I want. I can be your lover, your friend, your enemy all that I want and you desire. I feel alive yet I am dying to rest, like a vampire in the dawn needing the comfort of darkeness. Still and haunting, the memories that you thought you have lost yet come to the computer and your past awaits. Is this a road less traveled, only the honest can answer that, for me its knowing that I have the choice to live again. No regrets just a smirk with the knowledge of youth. The babble of my words that flow like the gentle brook yet the are rapids. My secrets. I have none is that odd, not really, what I don't tell you I will tell another so I will not carry the guilt of a life once lived

More Random Written Stuff.
Coiling black locks swirled their way over the edge of the massive slab of rock the young girl lay upon and dipping into the cool, night reflecting water pulled very gently in the river. Delicate, glass-perfect nails brushed a few strands of the hair away from dark entrancing eyes fringed with a soft swirl of eyelashes. The outline of her face was sweet with a fragile nose and generous pouting, strawberry lips. The neck, graceful and small enough to hold almost with one hand, blended splendidly with her soft shoulders. A well shaped body comfortably lain out on the rock shone and glimmered in some places with the moons milky beams. Again, the outline delicate yet entrancing as she was young and unravaged by time or humanity and still so innoecent. Lifting her voice above the babble of the river she sang a song of time and knowledge and hen suddenly let it die back down as the bolts of lightning came to enclose her..

I Am...
I just wanted to let everyone know that I may not be around as much till after about ten at night after this week...I am going to be resuming my classes starting the 14th of this month and I am really excited about...I am ready to be done and I have just 3 classes left so soon I will be graduating...Maybe when I go back things will get better less things to think about and I will be too busy to let anyone bother me!!! So if you don't hear from me please don't think its I don't want to be your friend just really really busy I work full-time and I am a full-time student and a full-time mommy...Gotta love that...

Info
ew research indicates that honey could save diabetics from amputation. NOW if we can only find out what's happening to the bees! Spreading honey on a diabetic ulcer could prevent the need to amputate an infected foot, researchers say. A doctor at the University of Wisconsin who helped about half a dozen of her diabetic patients avoid amputation has launched a controlled trial to promote the widespread use of honey therapy. The therapy involves squeezing a thick layer of honey onto the wound after dead skin and bacteria have been removed. The honey kills bacteria because it is acidic and avoids the complication of bacterial resistance found with standard antibiotics, Jennifer Eddy, a professor at the University's School of Medicine and Public Health, told AFP. "This is a tremendously important issue for world health," Eddy said. Diabetics typically have poor circulation and decreased ability to fight infection and ulcers can be hard to treat. An amputation is performed every 30 seconds

Lifeless
Senseless wonder Joyless laughs I hide my suffering Among the rafts Broken melodies A soft song rings Chanting rhythms With them, I sing Meaningless words Forcefully broken To take my heart My only token Heartless smiles An adult figure lies Secretly plotting For me to die Scar less heart Yet to deceive Beyond all control I slowly grieve Lifeless body Hanging by a thread Floats in the water At last, I am dead.

Nsfw Rules
Ok sorry all I have to do this as an reward for those who rate me good !And who help me out... These are my rules! The treasure hunt..lol 1. Reward a 10 to profile 2. Reward a 10 to each pic 3. Reward a 10 to this blog 4. Reward a thumbs up to stash 5. Leave a comment on your favorite pic 6. Leave a comment (with any gothic pic) on profile 7: Leave a comment on this blog 8. Get me a nice gift (I like the naughty ones) 9. Send a friend request with : Name: Age: Location: Fantasy: :) Thats it , then i add you to my family if i can that is i need points to do it!That why i have to do it this way..so help me help you to get up in points! Cute girls get in free!!!! If they have some for me to see to ...lol so dont mean to be a bitch

My Vampire
A dark secret Being held and kept Curdling in my veins My heart beats faster and faster When you caress my neck So cold and hallow Your touch of death, cold Yet warming and loving Your sweet smile with your bare fangs Blood-thirsty in your eyes Grasping the thirst from getting out Disappearing before you can Take a bite from my neck Saying good-be to my knight of night Until the next time of darkness You shall arise With loving eyes.

Short Story
Jemma sat at her mahogany desk that night writing a letter that her heart had been creating for awhile now. She knew that she would never give it to him. Him, that guy that changed her life. Him, that guy that she would never be able to erase from her memory or her heart. His name was a permanent tattoo that couldn’t be removed, Charlie, it couldn’t be lasered off or covered with makeup. He had touched her heart like no other. She reread every word of her finished product over at least a hundred times, already knowing that she had squeezed every emotion that she felt for him into that crisp, clean paper. And this is what it said… My Dearest Charlie, I have been feeling this way for a couple of weeks now and its time I tell you. I love everything about you, the way you look, your I don’t care what anyone thinks “attitude” and your intoxicating scent that I can only smell when I’m close to you. But that’s not all, I love your mischievous but sweet smile, your soft kiss, which I’m r

Surprising Feel-great Foods
Surprising Feel-Great Foods Popcorn Boost your mood the most by air-popping. Using low-fat microwave varieties will work too. Skip the butter, or at least keep it to a drizzle. Popcorn is also one of the best convenience store snacks; it is easy to find a bag with no trans fat and little or no saturated fat. It boosts your energy and is even better for your mood if you add a protein nibble (handful of almonds, string cheese) to go with it. Try this: Shake four to five ounces of finely chopped bittersweet chocolate into your bag of microwave popcorn while it’s still hot. Add a half-cup of sliced almonds for a feel-great treat. Pork Keep it lean, including roasts, pork chops and pulled pork for barbecue sandwiches. Pork is bursting with B vitamins to fight stress. Plus you get a healthy dose of the neurotransmitter choline, which fuels your brain power. A 2006 study from the federal Human Nutrition Research Center at Tufts University in Boston links adequate cholin

Send This Heart
Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW.............

Gabe
In a fuct up way it'll be nice once gabe goes to iraq.. he and my sis been havin relationship problems and well fuck man he can be real moody.. cool guy.. wish him the best.. and it really sucks he's goin to iraq, but hey its what he signed up for right? alls I know is I can finally do shit I wanna do without them gettin bent outa shape at eachother or myself.

I Wish You Enough
Recently, I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport as the daughter's departure had been announced Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough." The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed . I wish you enough, too, Mom" They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I sat. Standing there, I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?" "Yes, I have," I r eplied. "Forgive me for asking but why is this a forever good-bye?" "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. When you were sayi

Daddy's Empty Chair
A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, " until one day four years ago, my best fri

This Is Beautiful ! Try Not To Cry
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it

Pastor With Guts
Pastor with Guts This Pastor has guts!! Thought you might enjoy this interesting Prayer given in Kansas at the opening session of their Senate. It seems Prayer still upsets some people. When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual generalities, but this is what they heard: "Heavenly Father, we come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, 'Woe to Those who call evil good,' but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building self esteem. We have abused power and called it poli

I Had Been There Before
I Had Been Here Before. (Our Day In The Park) For Patty I had been here before, so it was fascinating to me that everything felt like it was something brand new. All the sights and smells were more vivid to me. It never felt this way before. The smell of the grass through the open windows and smell of the electric motors of the streetcar were like nothing that I had ever experienced before. I held your hand and couldn’t help but smile like a teenager in love. I was smiling for so many reasons. I was here in my favorite city in the world, taking in the sights and sounds with the woman that I loved like no other before. Watching her experience New Orleans in all its’ beauty. Everything seemed to hold a fascination for you almost as if you were looking through the eyes of a child. It seemed that the city was easing its’ way into your soul as it does to all the people who love it. Like it had done to me years before. As our streetcar rumbled its’ way down St. Charl

Inner Peace
I am passing this on to you because it definitely worked for me, and we all could use more calm in our lives.. By following the simple advice I heard on a Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed the way to find inner peace was to finish all the things you started. So I looked around my house to see things I started and hadn't finished; and before leaving the house this morning I finished a bottle of vodka, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Baileys, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of the Valium prescriptions, the rest of the cheesecake, a bag of Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how FREAKING good I feel. Feel free to pass this on to those you feel are in need of inner peace.

Livestrong Challenge 2007!
Hey everyone! A friend of mine is in the Livestrong challenge. He is trying to raise $3000 this year. He is a cancer survivor and this is important to him. For those of you who didn't know me a few years ago, or didn't know my mom, she was a wonderful person. She passed away in September 2005 from Cancer. So this is a challenge that is near and dear to me. Go to this link for more info! Please repost to your friends and family so that they may help out too! http://philly07.livestrong.org/macstrong215 Any and all help is appreciated! Thanks in advance!

Value
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when You can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE.

To All My Friends.
Sorry if I have not responded to you or your messages/comments. It's been a long week for me, to say the least. Tuesday I was in a car accident and am just starting to feel better. And yesterday (Sunday) afternoon, my grandma passed away. So I'm trying to deal with that and it's been pretty hard. So I'm trying to keep caught up on reponses to you all. Please keep my family in your prayers and I will talk to you all very soon.

How To Be A Better Person
Be the change you want to see occur in the world around you. We can't make other people be more considerate, helpful, honest, etc., but if everyone were to work on themselves and develop these attributes, our world would be a better place. Don't be judgmental. Look for and recognize the good in yourself and in others. We are all capable of so-called "good" and "bad" behaviors and we all have our "good" and "off" days. We are all unique and it is wonderful that we are different and not all the same - in our appearance, our thoughts, our opinions, our likes and dislikes. Being different is not threatening, it is not "bad", it is just "different". Embrace the differences and be happy for the variety. Likewise, forget the concepts of "right" and "wrong". People are not good or bad or right or wrong; they just are. If you were in "their shoes" maybe you would act differently, or maybe not. Being judgmental wastes time and cuts you off from opportunities and meaningful relationships -

Pt.2
Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Miss Him Already!
I miss my hubby already:( Cant wait till he comes home. God be with him! I also cant wait to send him care packages! I know he will be safe and will get to come home soon. Im just gonna miss him like crazy. I have been sleeping on the couch because the bed is too big for one person... but my back hurts now so I might try to sleep in the bed tonight, but sleep on his side of the bed he he. Im feel alot better since the day he left but im still sad.

Let Me Know
Hold me kiss me bring me in your arms look deep within my eyes show me how you feel Taunt me tease me lets wrestle and play why fight to have fun just make love to me you dont have to run Love me never hate me tell me how you feel the felling could be the same you would never know if you just try and tame Keep me forever and always my dedication is true how is it for you can you trust and be honest cause those are the finest ways to let me know that i love you.

Maybe
Imagining the sound of your voice Is the whisper of the wind Wishing the brush of the breeze Are your fingers dancing on my skin Knowing I'll never feel your touch That what I want will never be For you only live and love In my darkest fantasies Its these thoughts that grow From a lonely, empty heart They'll either get me by Or slowly tear me apart Everything seems so wrong right now How deep the longing is these days For someone like you to hold me close And tell me everything's going to be okay Maybe you're out there somewhere Maybe we shed the very same tears Maybe you'll find to miss me someday Maybe......

Young Jeezy Feat. R. Pervy-go Getta
[Chorus:] You Know We Trap All day (oh) Play All Night (oh) This Is The Life Of A The Life Of a Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Yea) You In Da Club You See A bad bitch Point Her Out (Oh) Yea You Damn Right Ima (Ey) You Damn Right Ima Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Yea) [Verse 1: Jeezy] Enemy of the State They Callin Me Will Smith Gotta Thing On Ma Side You Can Call Dat Jada The Boys Talkin Down Yea We Call Em Hatas Im Ballin Right Now So Well Get To Dat Lata Be The First To Admit Im Such A Alcoholic Only Blow Dat Good Yea Dat What-cha-ma-call-it? Catch Me Posted On The Block In Sumthin Exotic '07 Yea Da Same Color Hypnotiq On The Outside Lookin And I Want In My Homie Did The Same Thang And He Got 10 Jus Took A Loss Still Tryin to Win Nd You Tryin to Get Back So Wut You Trying To Spend [Chorus:] You Know We Trap All Day (oh) Play All Night (oh) This Is The Life Of A The Life Of A Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Yea) You In Da Club You See A bad bitch

The Wrong N#gga To F**k Wit'
Disclaimer: The title and the following blog may be seen as offensive to those of yall reading it, but before you get your panties all in a bunch and what not, read the blog, comment and then go about your business, or not, its all good either way...... Ok now those of you that know me, that really know me know that I rarely use the N word, let alone use it to describe myself, for many different reasons, but today certain events just really brought out the n*gga in me. Now my motto is and always has been "Love me, or hate me, I'm always gonna be me" and I usually ignore anybody who feels the need to say anything negative about me, but today somebody sent me an email that just pissed me off to no end. I'm not gonna say who it was or what email it came from, just that it wasn't from here, but the overall email pretty much accused me of being ashamed of my race because of the fact that I'm not thuggish, or that my fiancee, who I love with all my heart, is latina, and that my kids (y

Life Itself[uh Oh Random Thought Blog]
Life has given me alot of obstacles in my life. [I also apologize for my spelling errors]. Thank God finals are this week. Life itself makes me think. This is just a random blog. I promise the next one will be one that makes sense. Take care all! -Eric{Devilman}

Into The Woods
Sally was seen going into the woods with a small package and a large bird cage. She was gone several days but finally returned. Her friend, Liz, had never seen Sally looking so sad. Liz said, "Heard you went off in the woods for a couple of days. Glad you got back okay, but you look so sad. Why?" Sally replied, "Because I just can't get a man." Liz said, "Well, you sure won't find one in the middle of the woods." "Don't be so silly," Sally said, "I know that. I went in the woods because I needed something there that would get me a man. But I couldn't find it." Liz said, "I don't understand what you're talking about." Sally replied, "Well, I went there to catch a couple of owls. I took some dead mice and a bird cage." "So, how's that gonna help you get a man?" asked Liz. Sally said, "Well, I heard that the best way to get a man is to have a good pair of hooters."

Just A Giggle
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T ! " "Don't what ? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit ? We have forbidden fruit ? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit ! " " No Way ! " "Yes way ! " "Do NOT eat the fruit ! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so ! " God replied, wondering wh y He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked ! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit ? " God asked.

11 Signs You Love Someone
ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing. ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... * ** *** ***** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** *

Mabye So
So many believe that humans are defective, that we cannot achieve the level of perfection we desire. And at the same time others believe that humans are an example of perfection and that the world we live in is in someway broken and needs our help. Many wait for the day when Mother comes to fix everything. Countless people have yet to claim their own lives. Born into a world where illusions of grandeur are fed to you from day one. People spend their entire lives trying to find a level of contentment that couldnt exist. Feeling let down and frustrated, many lose all hope and simply fall into a routine, expecting that feeling to go away. So what now then? With such misdirection, why not throw in the towel and admit defeat? What could we possibly have in common that could bring us together and still celebrate our differences? Simple. I ask you to think of the one thing that everyone has in common. The one thing that if approached by the individual, would give him or her a meaning

Men Are Like Waffles, Women Are Like Spaghetti
I just heard this on the radio . . . it was in an advertisement for a Christian book club (you know, one of those 4 books for $1 deals with the rest at regular club prices, what everyone does) and I was fighting to come up with a catchy title today, one that makes people stand up -- sorry, Cherei -- and take notice! You all figure this out . . . anyway, today's been a really slow day at work; so far the only customers I've had in the office either couldn't borrow as much as they wanted or just didn't show up! With the new statewide database regarding payday loans, no one person can borrow more than $500, North Dakota's state limit, throughout the state. And that is catching a few people off guard; new procedures always do that. But one customer who found out about that limit the hard way thanked me for calling the other store where he'd had a loan outstanding and having them explain to him what went on there. I wasn't very impressed with the explanation (or the person who gave i

Letter To Christians And All Humanity
This is a letter to two people close to me who are devoted Christians. I posted it because I thought it was very compelling. Wikkid .................................... ~-The World is Your Mirror-~ When you judge someone it is because they are reflecting something back at you that you do not like about yourself. When you impose your uninvited judgment on people, you are inviting them to speak their truth. You project your own self-image onto others and when they show you something that you do not like about yourself, you judge them out of fear because you are too afraid to examine your own reality and beliefs. ALL human emotions and actions derive from either love or fear; NOT from good or evil. You either create wonderful things from love or horrible things from fear. Love is the only reality and truth; fear is an illusion. Appreciation, compassion, trust, self-acceptance, self-love, self-control, free will, confidence, honesty, respect, consideration, forgivene

Bullet Holes
I passed a Hummer with a bullet hole in it the other day. While that's not really an exception here, this particular bullet hole was in the drivers window. I was wondering how it happened. It could only have been a sniper taking a shot at the driver. I've spent the last two days thinking about it. If you can see death coming or you have a second or two to say "oh crap" is that any different from being hit by a sniper round with no warning? What kind of warning would could you expect to get anyway? How would death by a sniper bullet in Iraq be different than death any place else? Dead is dead. Of course, those that live can place a "value" on that life by claiming that the person who died either didn't deserve to die or their life was wasted by someone else but dead is dead. I hope when I die some people show up to say what an asshole I was at times to keep it real. If I die over here, I hope I can haunt anyone who tries to use my death for their purpose. I'm here of my own fr

Paris Hilton Fucking Deserves To Go To Jail!
Oh boo hoo for Paris "I am a fucking whore" Hilton because she has to go to jail for 45 days!! Guess what? You deserve it bitch!! Poor little rich girl being picked on. Let's throw a pity party! Now 900 of her fans have started a petition to get Gov. Schwarzenegger to pardon her so she doesn't have to go to that awful 3x5 cell. Their reasoning is that Paris provides "beauty and excitement to our otherwise mundane lives". Excuse me all you Paris fans, I don't need her to bring beauty and excitement to my life. I can find it perfectly fine without her help. I am sick of her and any other rich fucker thinking that they are above the law. Let's face it...if any ordinary person like you and me violated probation, we would have the irons clapped on us and put in the slammer post haste. What I don't understand is why her mother wasn't thrown in jail after her comments in the courtroom after slut's sentencing... Please Arnold do all of us a favor and not just say no, but hell fuck

I Am Such A Dork!
My cherrytap lover says I'm a dork and I think I would have to agree now. Well, maybe dork isn't the right word. Dumb ass may be more appropriate. I can't walk... and it's not the reason you may think :) I decided to drop a 15 lb. box of tile on my big toe at work. Hurt like a bitch!!! Just to help everyone out... DON'T EVER DO THAT! IT HURTS! And you'll spend 4 hours in the emergency room for them to tell you it isn't broken and give you vicodin. This may be the vicodin talking! Well, goodnight everyone. I am going to attempt to go to sleep with a very sore toe. Wish me luck!!! And if I can't spell... It's the drugs ;)

Thinking
Thinking. Can't stop thinking. Think of you. This. That. That Life. That day. That dream was mine. A utopian dream. Your aura; struck me like lightning to a tree. Pointy, like a star, you shone. So bright, yet not shining as a star would, But as apparent as white chalk on a blackboard. You would not show off like a star. Yet you did burn so hot, so fiercely, so explosively - you were a star in my eyes. But like all stars, you died. That gas was gone. No pull between us. The atmosphere was dry and I began to choke. I was taken from my star - like a child being taken from its poor, drunken mother - I did not know what was happening. Dazed. Confused. Without true reality, I there sat. Wondering. The end of my world had only just begun, with yours beginning.

Beautiful Friends & Lovers Have A Great Day
Send this heart for everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW............. have a good one t

Altered Realities...
I've had this dream a million times and it usually signals the end of a relationship, however this one while very familiar it was quite different. I'm standing at the alter, and as usual I know who everyone in the room is, the difference for the first time ever I'm able to see the brides face. The minister begins the ceremony and you start to walk down the isle, the sight of the very angel whom guards my heart, smiling so big, tears beginning to run down your face, a glow of complete delight about your person. As you reach the alter the Minister goes through the vows in sign language as he speaks aloud, the ceremony going as planned many months before. The sun glowing off of the water in the distance behind him with colors of pinks, reds, golds, blues, and greens streaming through the sky, the soft white sand blowing between our toes and over our feet. Unlike the other times I've had this dream, I survived to the very end and even went on to the honey moon but that part of the dream

Quote For May 10
A tyrant must put on the appearance of uncommon devotion to religion. Subjects are less apprehensive of illegal treatment from a ruler whom they consider god-fearing and pious. On the other hand, they do less easily move against him, believing that he has the gods on his side. -- Aristotle Bonus Quote: A computer lets you make more mistakes faster than any invention in human history - with the possible exceptions of handguns and tequila. -- Mitch Ratcliffe This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

My Special Someone
You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone

Nice Shootin'!!
The best thing about this incident is that the tax payers didn't have to waste a DIME on these two fuckhead losers by sending them to prison!! This is the PERFECT outcome!! Gun needed for protection Shotgun preteen vs.. illegal alien Home Invaders NRA files Butte Montana November 5, 2006 Home invasion gone wrong for criminals. Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez 23 and Enrico Garza 26, probably believed they would easily overpower a home alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things, they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buck shot

Can I Tell You About A Girl?
okay this time a little lighter, i have never been a good fighter, you know we have had an all nighter, when i see you my days are brighter, when you are not around i still think of you, what in the world would i ever do, if i was ever to really lose you , probably sulk and always be blue, you tell me of your problems at home, i wish i were rich i would take you to Rome, sometimes in your presence i feel small as a gnome, she is getting a car thats full of chrome, her eyes are hazel and they always glow, her smile so pretty when she lets it show, her hair glistens like the un-driven snow, when i am without her i feel so low, i write about her all the time, this time i am here to rhyme, maybe i should go suck on a lime , got up to fast and dropped a dime, okay enough of that crap, i like it when she sits in my lap, there is a rise and i feel her slap, at work they make her wear a cap, and speaking of work she does to hard, we use to have time to play cards, now she doesn't have time for

Morning
I think mornings should start around noon.. then I might feel like getting out of bed..lol. I am not a morning person at all. Not much going on.. except for work. I will be getting David for the weekend. I guess I will ask his mother if she wants him back early on Sunday since its Mother's Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day. I better grab my Mountain Dew and try to wake up some more. Go live life like there is no tommorrow. Smile, laugh, love. Tell those you love what they mean to you. Tell those who did something wrong to you that you forgive them. Forget the bad stuff because its not worth wasting time on it.

I Guess....
When someone says they Care, they don't.. When someone says they love, they don't.. If you find that person who actually does Love & Care for you, make sure you keep them close to you and don't let go... It is Very Rare to Find the True Happiness, Love & Caring that this life has to Offer.. Trust me I really do know... Going through nothing but hurting Going through nothing but Pain && yet still positive that there is True Happiness waiting for me && that there is a Special Someone who truely Care and Loves me for the Caring, Loving, Passionate Person I am!! At least I am trying to have Faith!!

Yeah, Ok... I'll Do This One Too.. ;)
1. Do you like chinese food? - can I have extra MSG? 2. How big is your bed? king size and too empty for me these days... 3. Is your room clean? - meh, for the most part 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? - laptops rock 5. Favorite comedian? - steven wright & eddie izzard 6. Do you smoke? - trying to quit 7. Does anyone like you? - no... i am reviled universally...NOT 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? - who writes this stuff? 9. Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex? SEX? where? 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? - depends on if anyone else is around... 11. Who sleeps with you every night? - i do 12. Do long distance relationships work? - so far, so good 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? - mmmmm I used to have a lead foot that I have since had removed 14. Pancakes or French Toast? - French Toast 15. Do you like coffee? - yeah ... stop channeling me, WT... ;) 16. How do you like your eggs? - in dozens 17.

A Thought On Aging.....
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork

Fives - (these Are Addictive....i Blame Wt)
Five details about me: I used to be a pretty bad guy. I'm now a good guy, trying to be a great guy... I can play any instrument aside from woodwinds. i think my feet are too big. I would rather drive than be driven. Five details about my appearance right now: Jeans, T-shirt and Sneakers... i should think about shaving... i probably have dark circles under my eyes I'm smiling I need to gain weight... exercise is using too much fuel. Five things I did yesterday: worked ate rode my motortickle talked on my new phone tried to sleep Five memorable things I did in the last year: went to india saw an actual 'holy cow' had a one month $9k credit card bill got promoted hired and fired people Five favorite musicians/singers: yes genesis Peter Gabriel Spock's Beard Imogen Heap Five favorite movies: Duck Soup Alien Underworld Practical Magic The Craft Five things that make me happy: Riding Music Logic - solving pr

"haunted"
"Haunted" Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

Your Freak
Been called a freak and maybe its true but there's so many things with you I'd do go into detail and you might get the chance to share with me a night of naughty romance I'll meet you tonight in a secluded spot and the moment that we touch thing will get hot now in your arms there's not a moment to waste i want to feel our hearts and bodies embrace biting and scratching is part of the game had no one told ya that pleasure is pain? dont take it slow but dont make it end hop onto the back and take me for a spin tossing and pulling and putting up a fight leads to early mornings from starts of late nights not long after we get done, we're through I'm climbing back on top for round number 2..

Friends & Family!!!
I have noticed allot of the peoples in which talked with me,, don't no more and those who rated my stash same thing.. What is going on? I mean did I say anything wrong and or do anything wrong to you all?? Please if this is the case do let me know,, I understand that sometimes I do not respond right away which means I'm busy but I'm always trying to getta every1... Much love an thanks 4 your time!!!

To: A Feeling (comment Please)
a million times i thought i found you, just to break in two, so many nights i've lied without you, holding my pillow thinking of you, everyday I miss you, and the sweet things you do, now my heart is bleeding, bleeding for you, bleeding for you, Oh i miss you, more and more each day, i need you more, more than words can say, i feel so lost without you, wont you wipe these tears away, I'd give anything, just to make it through the day, candle lit dinner for two, roses and wine just miss'n you, i wish on every star in heaven, you might be wish'n too, i guess I should let love find me, but i'm not sure i belive, does love even know who I am, guess i'll just wait and see, guess i'll just wait and see, Oh i miss you, more and more each day, i need you more, more than words can say, i feel so lost without you, wont you wipe these tears away, I'd give anything, just to make it through the day,

Dei
ok people listen up its dale jr nascars biggest fan here. 1st darlington is tonight under the lights for the 1st time ever should be good ans second my boy is leaving dei what a dumb move his step mom made him letting him leave question is where will he land i hope childress picks him up and takes the #3 car out of storage that would be something to see. Untill next weekend see ya

Just A Random Hello
Well I know a lot of the time I'm on here just rating pics and adding and fanning folk and adding to my stash and what not, but I felt that today I would stop and say hey to everybody that I have added, rated, fanned, and everyone else. I'm usually zipping through here so fast that I don't stop and take the time to chat with everybody that I meet on here so I'm doing that today. I'll be on here pretty much a majority of the day (at least till I have to work later on this evening) so stop on by, say hey, and show some love and I will definitely do the same! Much love, Will

No More Lonely Night
There is a hand I love to hold, a face I love to see, There is a voice I love to hear that means the world to me... There is a tender, loving kiss through and through, There is a certain smile that always cheers me when I'm blue There is a heart that understands what I am dreaming of... And all of these belong to you-- Love You Honey.....

Spent The Day With My Mom!
ate lunch at archie's in ft. pierce..went to south beach (ft.pierce not miami,lol) had a blast..even played the theme to jaws on my guitar..haha.. damn the hotties were out...and so was the sun! the water felt so great on my body...next time I have to come back and go naked!! good times!! DJK

Poetry
you tell me you want me, ask me what i need, you smile, while i fall down and bleed, i didn't know getting stabbed in the back would hurt so much, i recoil from your evil touch, i never would have expected you, you the charmer, bedroom eyes, soft sweet lips, the feelings i got when you used your finger tips, i learned my lesson, i learned it well, all i can say is i'll see you in hell

Just An Offline I Got, Thought Others Might Find It Cool
ASHES 2 ASHES, DUST 2 DUST, IN the clown is what WE TRUST, IN Juggahoe WE BUST, IF YOU KILL A bigit, YOU WIN A PRIZE, IF YOU KILL A Juggalo, YOUR WHOLE FAMILY DIES!! AND REMEMBER black RATS CANT RUN IN DA BRIGHT green SKY. clowns pOPPIN' hos DROPPIN clowns FLYIN' hos DYIN' clowns PIMPIN' hos LIMPIN' clowns pUCCIN' hos DUCCIN' clowns COMIN' hos RUNNIN' clowns RIPPIN' hos DRIPPIN' LET IT RAIN, LET IT DRIP bUST A Juggahoe IN DA LIP LET EM' FALL, IN DA MUD then pass the axe AND KILL DAT Juggahoe hos ARE rats clowns ARE true DISRESPECT MY SET AND WE COMIN FOR YOU. CCCCCCCCLLLLLAAAAATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Mothers Day?!?!?! Fuck Off
i haven't had a happy mothers day since the day i gave my son up hoping he'd have a better life, yeah well jokes on me cuz instead i sent him to live a worse one..but hey what do i know im just his mom..but anyway please if u care about me at all, and don't feel the need to be a total dick, don't wish me a happy mothers day, id thank u if u read this and just umm yeah not say those words, cuz its just not happy at all

Stop The War !
UFPJ Iraq Campaign * Legislative Action * Nonviolent Direct Action UFPJ Position on Ending the War on Iraq On May 17, 2004, UFPJ’s national Steering Committee adopted a UFPJ position: 1. Bring the U.S. troops home now. 2. Iraqi sovereignty must be reestablished immediately. 3. The Iraqi people, not foreigners, should make the decisions about the future of their country, including security. Iraqis should decide the structure of their economy and control Iraq's reconstruction. The corporate invasion of Iraq must be ended and the privatizations laws passed under the occupation repealed. Labor and human rights should also be guaranteed. 4. The United States should pay for the reconstruction of and reparations to Iraq, in accordance with international law. 5. The United Nations and other international organizations should refuse to endorse or collaborate with the U.S. occupation of Iraq. But once the U.S. ends its occupation, if representative sectors of Ira

Im Over It!
I’m over your lies And I’m over your games I’m over you asking me When you know I’m not okay You call me at night And I pick up the phone And though you be tellin’ me I know you’re not alone I’m over it Your smile I’m over it Wanting you to be wanting me No that ain’t no way to be How I feel, read my lips ( I'm so) Movin’ on, it’s my time You never were a friend of mine Hurt at first, a little bit But now I’m so over I’m so over it I’m over your hands And I’m over your mouth Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt Oh and that’s why your world I’m over it So sure I’m over it I’m not your girl I’m over it, I’m over it I’m over Wanting you to be wanting me No that ain’t no way to be How I feel, read my lips Because I’m so over (I’m so) Movin' on, it’s my time You never were a friend of mine Hurt at first, a little bit But now I’m so over So over it I’m so over it (Oh) Don’t call, Don’t come by Ain’t no use don’t as

May 13th, 2007
Today is the last day that I will let my heart hurt over something I can not control. I have learned that you can't control someone else or someone elses actions. All you can control is how you react to the things they do. At times it is really hard. Its hard to not just curl up in a ball and cry when the person you loved for two years, is calling you a nigger loving whore, telling you he hates you and wants you to die, telling you he doesn't care if you eat, and he is going to burn your wedding dress because you can't wear white anyways. Alot of people have been telling me to keep my head high and not let it get to me, don't let it get me down, forget that he ever existed. Now everyone knows that is all easier said than done. But the thing is, I thought, or I know, that I have been doing a damn good job. Aside from his somewhat absent attempts to fuck with my head... I thought I was doing quite well. Why is it that my past mistakes are still being thrown in my face. Why is it that eve

This Goes To You Fag Boy
What I have never understood is the nerve of some people, people who say they are tollarent of everyone, yet when it comes to actually practicing what they preach they fall well short of the mark. I for one can’t stand those people who say they a diverse, the people who try to force their views and opinions on you and tell you that your views are wrong. I espically can not tolerate those self proclaimed chirstans, the people who say that since you do not believe what I believe that makes you a heathen. Well god dam it if that makes me a heathen I proclaim that loud. People need to learn that just because our views differ means very little. Yes I am racist, yes I believe that the white race is far superior to every other race, and I do not hide that fact. But when you call me that to my face and tell me I am wrong, not only do I get pissed but I will retaliate with vengeance in my heart and hatred in my eyes. I will not stop because you call me what I am, I will not faulter in my

Do I Ever Cross Your Mind
Do I Ever Cross Your Mind Oh, sometimes I go walking through fields where we walked Long ago in the sweet used to be And the flowers still grow, but they don't smell as sweet As they did when you picked them for me And when I think of you and the love we once knew How I wish we could go back in time Do you ever think back on old memories like that Or do I ever cross your mind Do you ever wake up lonely in the middle of the night Because you miss me, do you darling Oh, and do your memories ever take You back into another place in time And do you ever miss the feelings And the love we shared when you were with me, tell me darling Or do I ever cross your mind Oh, how often I wish that again I could kiss Your sweet lips like I did long ago And how often I long for those two loving arms That once held me so gentle and close And when I think of you and the love we once knew How I wish we could go back in time Do you ever think back on old memories

A Tale
Niota I saw the sign coming up ahead. Cruising along I-75. A plain green sign like all the others that had whizzed past. Morning haze gently drifting upwards as the fog burned off over the heating asphalt. Pine trees giving way only to marked exits. The type where you saw nothing but an empty road stretching off into the distance. The type that made you wonder how in the world anyone out here made a living. Rolling hills. Cows on hillsides so steep that the local joke was they were born with their legs shorter on one side so they could stand up straight. Niota…. One mile ahead. I had driven this way several times over the past years. It was hard to believe it had been over 30 since I had been there. Gas Station. Post Office. Small downtown that sprawled all of a quarter mile. Sliced neatly by the rail line. The train had once stopped in Niota. Like so many other small towns. Niota’s dreams had disappeared with the coming of the Interstate I now drove down. Niota…. When w

Hate Me
i wish you would, i love it when you do... you make me sick, and when i puke i hear you scream as you drown in it... call me names, i get off on that... bitch, slut, whore..ohhhh more more.... cant kill me, im already dead, sorry.. i hate you cuz you smile.. eat a bullet and die... kiss my muthafkking ass....BITCH!

From Sub To Master
I write this for your pleasure. I ask permission to let me guide you as you satisfy yourself. "Please Sir, may I pleasure you?" Imagine me kneeling and naked between your legs in front of you. My knees spread, hands resting palms up. A coy grin on my face. All you have to do is say, "yes". "Thank you, Sir." As you start to slowly glide your hands along your cock, outside your shorts, feel mine take their place. Feel my soft, short feminine fingers gently rub against your bulge. I can feel your cock grow in my hands as I continue to rub, up and down. The fabric feels rough against your dick. Now feel my hands gently slide under the waist band. Not touching yet. My hands slide down the fabric hovering just centimeters away from your cock. All the way down. Down to the base. Now grab with me. My small hands wrap around your ever hardening cock. Slowly slide up the shaft and stop at the head. Picture my delighted face. It gives me pleasure to please you. You can smell my e

Workin It Out!
Guys, this has been the most hectic first start to a week i have ever had! Firstly, me n my partner split up.....along came the worries of where the hell i was guna live! We then agreed to calm things down a bit ( Meaning: No talk of marriage n babies) n got back together. Then, i walked out of my job yesterday ( Not like me at all) but had an interview today and have a trial shift on tues.....yay! So, whoever takes the time to read this......please comment my pics....i have no money to buy a blast and wana boost me cherries! lol! Hope you're all well....luv to ya all! xx

Never Give Up
Patience and persistance makes dreams come true. It's easy to get frustrated and impatient while working hard to achieve dreams that still seem far away. When you get that inkling to give up, remember this old saying. " Winners never quit and quiters never win" The positive energy you create pathes the way for your dreams to come true. Just when you've exhausted all possibilities you'll find another way, a better way- and more importantly another day to live your dreams.

A Love Scene
An ardent amorous grapple in a satin dome, like spiders, legs are strewn; jutting out, entangled in a spindle of foam. Two heartbeats so close, they cancel each other out. Stillness par heat and sensuous moans, friction & jarring, sliding flesh and bones. Kisses so passionate, they revive my necrotic flesh and revitalise my cheek. Words so insular and heart-felt, they huddle our souls - together, a singularity they seek. Rose petals litter the length of your neck; like nettles they barb. Your reactor is churning, your main gates release their bars. An explosion of sensuality, careening in shards. The calling of the coyote forces the dropping of guards; release your animosity and devour my heart. Brave at last; vanguards are destroyed. Ignition at once; Cupid's arrows are deployed. Disenfranchised gods sat aloof on rocks, strumming their tedious harpsichord tunes, send angels to grace us; refreshing solo polos that revel in our sanctity, as our fruition of love is actu

Life
It takes a day to make a dream, But it takes many nights for a seed to become a tree. Life is a ladder that must be climbed. But in every stage, There are many rivers and battles to fight And our hopes determines our future. Life is a trip through the wilderness And everyone must survive for success. But without a determination We can never reach our destination. There are many roads in life, But choice Stands between the broad and the narrow. The world is not only what we see But what we hear Life is time and time is tide. We are making an endless journey But no ladder is without an end Problems may fall like rain But every seed has its season. © By ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·._Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ_.·´`·.·´¯`·.› 5-10-07

Girl You Know It's True
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are: I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind, You're the one I think about most every time. And when you pack a smile in everything you do, Don't you understand, girl, this love is true. You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin That's kind of like a vision upon your skin. It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true. Together we're one separated we're two. To make you all mine, all mine is my desire. 'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire. You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand. I'm in love girl, I'm in so love girl. I'm just in love girl, and this is true. Girl, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Yes, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain, My emotions start up when I hear your name. Maybe your

Sweet Life
Sweet Life Beauty is everywhere celebrate being alive. Let us all walk our path with gentle footsteps and listening hearts. Take time each day for quiet contemplation and make time to love and be loved. Life is a garden that blossoms when tended with love, laughter, and a believing heart. Laughter is a richer gift when shared with those we love. A simple act of kindness can change the course of a lifetime. Happiness is a matter of listening closely to the questions of the heart. Love and gratitude have a language all their own. They hear the words that are left unspoken. Making the time to be together is the finest gift we can ever give. Greet each day with the belief that wonderful things are about to happen. The earth sings in blue skies and wildflowers may its joyful music awaken you to the beauty of life.

Religion
If ya wanna get religious...God's purpose for us is not a life on earth to determine heaven or hell. our purpose according to him is to have a relationship with him. we were created for that. if we do not believe in him we will not go to heaven. whether we live a good life or a bad life doesn't matter if we do not believe in him and live accordingly. He created heaven and hell not us. it isn't up to us when we die where we go it is up to him. say you become obsessed with someone and you fall in love with that person but they don't know you exist and so you kill yourself with a suicide note that says I loved them so much why didn't they love me back...well it is because you never made contact, you never made conversation, your relationship was all in your head. you never really knew them you never shared with them so how can you blame them for your life not being fulfilled and ultimately your death? what it all comes down to is faith. either you have it or you don't. faith in your

Held Breath
Seeking, I found; And so, wide-listening, lay at the heart of all- An instant-an eternity-who knows? I lay at the heart of the world and heard the world From creation to creation From forever to forever From now to now. I heard the seas let forth; the great peaks rise; The sun burst red across the day’s rim; And in the churning fogs I heard it set. I heard the mists rise over forming plains; I heard the towering trees take root and shape; I heard the spirit quiver and divide And scintillate in multiplicity; I heard the ego enter into flesh. Deep in the dark and dazzle of the mists I heard the heartbreak of divided soul; I heard the teardrops of the spirit flow. Holding my breath, I heard the breath of things Too near to fathom and too far to change. I heard love turn to scarlet; truth to beige; Peace turn to saffron; loyalty to gray. I heard the flame creep on the fleshly wall; I heard the smoke drift out across the sky; I heard the firey e

Midnight's Dream
Midnight’s Dream (Ottava Rima) Tis often found within a midnight’s dream, where thoughts of sweet surrender do reside. A place where melancholy can’t be seen, where hopes and prayers abundantly collide. As happiness and peace do reign supreme, where wistful wishes never are denied. We surf the rainbows colors to the ground and bask within the treasures to be found Enchanted by surroundings near the sea, and flowered with a thousand shades of you. From plants to birds to sunsets thru the trees, to moonbeams dancing off the evening dew. The cooling breeze sings joyous melodies, and soothes our souls with life begun anew. We ride the wind unto this special place, to drift among the beauty we embrace. Each shooting star does grant us more desire, as whispers straight from Heaven lead our way. Each glance unto each other fuels the fire so heated, it could never be conveyed. Mere words will never glean what this inspires, the power of them crumble as they f

The Fuckin Scumbag Part 2!!!!!!!
Anders johansson: hi whore. what's up? Anders johansson: when are u coming to beat me up? vampire: wen u least fuckin expect it asshole Anders johansson: shaking all over Anders johansson: well..you're welcome to my lair anytime..but it won't be the enviroment you're used too Anders johansson: no cash will exchange hands you know Anders johansson: and you won't have a dick in your mouth Anders johansson: so you might feel a bit lost Anders johansson: but that will change when I rip your head off vampire: i wouldnt fuckin touch i would never fuckin think of touchin u u might give me fuckin diseases Anders johansson: is that the worst you can come up with? Anders johansson: wow...really hurting my feelings vampire: ur a fuckin waste of my time fuck off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anders johansson: then maybe you shouldn't have sent me a message in the first place you crack whore vampire: oo now im a crack whore vampire: u think ur words will hurt me Anders johansson: go and talk t

Lost Metal Lounge No More!!!!!!!
lost ,metal lounge rats................it may be gone....but we are in process of setting p a new lounge..........come join........and when its up and running you will not regret it...........MUCH LOVE TO U ALL........... http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7454 copy and paste this link and u will find us.....XOXO

Why I Fired My Secretary
Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids.... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday ! " It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock , when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, It's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day. Le

They Need To Make The "hatch" Large Enough For Teenagers!
Dad dumps preschooler in box for unwanted newborns • "I came with Daddy," boy quoted as saying • Japanese hospital set up drop box for unwanted babies • Drop box designed to offer alternative to abandoning babies in public places TOKYO, Japan (AP) -- A Japanese drop box for unwanted babies triggered a wave of nationwide soul searching Wednesday, a day after it was discovered a preschooler -- and not an infant -- had been dumped there by his father on its first day of operation. Nationally circulated newspapers warned that the anonymous drop-off, known as "Stork's Cradle," is open for abuse and could traumatize youngsters. They also condemned the father, saying his action could spur copycats. The drop-off was opened last Thursday by the Catholic-run Jikei Hospital in the southern city of Kumamoto to discourage abortions and the abandonment of children in unsafe public places. The same day, a boy believed to be 3 was found inside. The boy, who was in good health, reportedly said

5/16/07
The outcome of this situation is pretty much up to you. If you decide to make a big deal about it, it'll end up being as dramatic and over-the-top as a soap opera. Think about it -- you do have alternatives. That is today's horoscope...it is really amusing to me for several reasons. I'm so glad I'm not letting the small shit bother me.

Another Untitled Poem
This completes my night As I cry Expressing these feelings Become harder everyday You, there I'm here Never does me any justice This hurts I cannot ever control myself You're all I ever think about anymore Just one sound of your voice I wish you knew who I was Just to save me I'm holding this close But it will leave a scar I want to touch, your movement From one to another I'm begging for my existence to matter, To you, To me, To anyone Making the first move It never entered my mind Looking through me As if I was glass Nodding my head Listening to no words They mix well with my mind Just as empty as my heart Everyone is very much afraid So very afraid of the truth No one really knows It just slips through their fingers ~ L.B.~ written Aug 15, 1998

Be Back In A Few
I am going to be gone from CT for a few weeks. I am in the prcess of changing jobs (More moola baby!!! LOL) so I wont be online for a while. I'm aslo on vacation so WOO HOO! LOL I will miss you all and hopefully you wont forget me :) Have a gret day and I will talk to you soon!!! XOXOXOXO Trish

Reason To Leave Myspace.whats Happened To A World That Refuses To Protect Children ?
MySpace won't give names of sex offenders Online networking site says proper legal processes weren't followed By Elizabeth Dunbar Updated: 2 hours, 52 minutes ago RALEIGH, N.C. - Citing federal privacy law, MySpace.com said Tuesday it won’t comply with a request by attorneys general from eight states to hand over the names of registered sex offenders who use the social networking Web site. MySpace’s chief security officer said the company regularly discloses information to law enforcement officials but the federal Electronic Communications Privacy Act says it can only do so when proper legal processes are followed. “We’re truly disheartened that the AGs chose to send out a letter ... when there was an existing legal process that could have been followed,” the security officer, Hemanshu Nigam, said in an interview. In a letter Monday, attorneys general from North Carolina, Connecticut, Georgia, Idaho, Mississippi, New Hampshire, Ohio and Pennsylvania asked MySpace to

Long Distance Love
Long distance love In the air my tears fly by Trying to find a way A way for us A way for you A way for me Through out my discovery I have searched high and low all I could find is stones Stones laid in front of us Stones laid in front of you Stones laid in front of me I observed quietly And noticed plenty They were all little stones Yet as you look deeper Further then before There is one just one oversized stone A stone that would need two people Two people to life and move it from between From between us from Between you From Between me I can hear you Hear your voice at night and in my dreams I can feel you Feel the love inside me and warmth you create I can even see you Through a small pin hole in the rock abroad Three unfinished sense we have yet to fully experience when will I see YOU the real you The one In your body and unafraid The one who will hold me tight in tears While slowly scaring away the fears When will I feel YOU

Thunderous Silence By Angel46901
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove,searing to the heavens, Peace and tranquility among us... No words spoken, no words needed, just a glance or a touch... Two souls collide, becoming as one, they reach the ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barriers, there is no judgement. For what is felt, is pure from the heart. Like rain on a misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on a roof. Two heart's beat as one....

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The Gift
The gift I remember manythings As my life passes by Happiness, trouble and pain Love, tears, going insane I try to imagine A different life Always happy Never in strife Then I remember And realise My sorrow and happiness Shines through precious eyes I live life to the full As it should be lived No matter what happens That is the gift Trouble, tears, pain Fade away Happiness Is there everyday.

Times Have Changed!
TIMES HAVE CHANGED! 'School Days' - 1956 and 2006 Scenario A: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in his gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, then goes to his car and gets his rifle out to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail, and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario B: Johnny punched Mark and then the two of them get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled---even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario C: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, often disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good pa

Friends
You'll find there's a family of friends living here, a small group of minds, and hearts; With some of us clever and some of us not, At times you can't tell us apart. There's one who is cranky, and one who is shy, And one who is really uncouth; And just when you think you have discovered who's who, You'll really uncover the truth. The truth that we're all just a little of each, A group of imperfects are we And sometimes I might criticize them to you, But don't ever knock them to me. 'Cause the one thing that ties us together for life- no matter how far we're apart, Is love for each other, a family of friends A small group of minds, and of hearts.

Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

Those Three Sweet Words
The daystar sinks into the horizon As the moon soar into the hazy sky Here I am alone in a empty park Gazing into the blurry heavens. I can see her face in the misty clouds She's like a star in the sky smiling down I can only see her smile in my dreams.. I'll never hear those three sweet words again.. Every night in my beautiful dreams Her angelic voice echoes within me But those are just my charming delusions. I'll never hear those three sweet words again.. Wishing I could have here her in my arms And confine her as tight as I can But that will never happen.. Never. Because she's so far from where I am. The next time I'll see her heavenly face I will hear those three sweet words again But it's not for me.. by that time She'll have another love in her heart.

Some Gave All
I changed my song. Normally not a big deal. I change my song a lot. But today, the song I chose has a deeper, sadder meaning. Those of you who've been reading my random blogs know that I put together a care package last week for my friend Brad in Afghanistan. He got it yesterday and loved it. He even called this morning to tell me all about it and what a hit it was with the guys. Lots of letters from home, tons of candies, etc... What's not to like? This afternoon I got a text message to my phone...I have my yahoo messenger set to forward to my phone just for him. He told me he was upset. It turns out that one of his buddies from Tech School was just reported KIA today. For those of you that don't know what that means...it means Killed In Action. Last I knew, Mendez was stationed in Japan. Apparently he got deployed to Iraq for a while. He and I had been myspacing a little bit because we found common ground after Brad introduced me to him and Gibson. They were the

Time
As the smoke furls and the screams stop As the flames emb I will be there to save those worth it You have hurt me but I still might save you But think how far have you pushed me I am not who you thought If only you knew It is too late now Either I have healed and judge you Worth or not To think little old me holds your fate What will I decide Life or death Peace or torture Wait and see Maybe think twice But I say this now for there still is time Change not what you feel for me But think about how you treat those around you

You Might Be A Redneck If You Give Your Kid A Gun Permit At 10 Months Old
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/05/15/baby.gun.ap/index.html CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- "Bubba" Ludwig can't walk, talk or open the refrigerator door -- but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height (2 feet, 3 inches), weight (20 pounds) and has a scribble where the signature should be. (Watch Bubba use his gun permit as a teething ring ) With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and th

A Journey In My Heart
The Journey in my heart every morning when I wake up Till the time I fall asleep I Dream about my time with you and wish you here with me I know the miles are longer keeping our love so far apart But miles can not separate us I feel you in my heart though the journey seems so far at times I want to cry I close my eyes and shut them tight and envision you looking in my eyes why the journey of destiny Makes me ache for your touch Building fire and lust within me I will love you just as much someday when the winds blow you my way I will wrap your arms around me and thank the heavens above they showed me your the one

My Thoughts On What Is Important
This will be randomly written. See I got fired from Hardee's where i worked from age 16 until age 18 or 19. i'm not complaining, but it wasn't fair especially since i worked my ass off for them to outdo mcdonalds. but while i worked there i bought food for the place i live at now, had the place stocked to the rims with food. and now it's barely any food because most of the money goes to my stepdad's obsession with beer and bingo. i have no job so i have no say in what they buy right? but shouldn't a household have enough food in it to make 3 meals a day? i only eat one meal a day because i'm afraid that if i eat 3 meals a day that the food will be gone before the next day my mom gets paid. and sometimes i have to go ask neighbors for stuff which i know they get tired of supporting us when we should have enough money to get the things we ask for. what do ya'll think?

What Happens In Heaven
WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen. I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, "This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received." I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world. Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section. The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth. Fi

Real Steps To Lower Gas Consumption
Body: COMMENTARY By John W. Schoen Senior Producer MSNBC Updated: 11:46 a.m. ET May 14, 2007 Our column last week — on the folly of this week’s e-mail-hyped gasoline ‘boycott’ — drew a ton of mail. Many readers took issue with our view that not buying gas on Wednesday — and just topping off on Tuesday or Thursday — will have zero impact on prices. Some were critical of our willingness to punch holes in proposed solutions without offering any of our own. (We suggest they read last week’s column all the way through.) Since many people missed the real solution, we’re going to give it one more shot. The fact that the e-mail has generated such a "buzz" tells you how frustrated we are with Big Oil Companies, the Oil War in Iraq, the Bush Oil Administration in Washington, and the enemies in the Middle East to whom we give our hard-earned money. Don't be a Dream Killer! -- Mark C., address withheld So your advice is to

How's The Hairdo?
This is something to think about when negative people are doing their best to rain on your parade. Remember this story the next time someone who knows nothing, and cares less, tries to make your life miserable. A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who said "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty. You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there?" "We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate!" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser." That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly, and they're always late. So, where are you staying in Rome?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome's TiberRiver called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the w

A Shooting Star
Midsts a shower of blazing fire envoy of a far off place. A streaking blur of vivid dreams across both time and space. Ancient traveler of mystery from galaxies long unseen. Wished upon by stricken lovers under darks lunar beams. Ravager of worlds, bringer of untold blight and woe. Erasing our existence, blue sky turns black as coal. Supersonic death, destruction as was long ago foretold. Winds of fire extinguished by winter's infinite cold. Why has your cosmic journey brought you here to me. Hard to believe a shooting star shall decide man's destiny

President Bush's Resignation Speech
President Bush's Resignation Speech We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable o

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Yellow You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance. You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly. Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker. When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor What Color Is Your Psyche?

Angel
Angel As I stood outside, gazing up at the diamond Speckled sky, from the corner of my eye, I Caught a glimpse of the most beautiful star. The way it sparkled was almost mesmerizing. It reminded me of the sparkle I always saw In your loving eyes.as I stood, staring up at The sparkling treasure, one of nights diamonds Went flying by.and I knew in my heart it was Your way of saying hi.

Poetry
you call me babydoll,sexy,andsay i'm cute, do you tell her that too?, i'm on to your game, "oh when i'm with someone i don't mess with there emotions" LIAR your like the rest of them, consider yourself pushed away, don't tell me things you don't mean to say, "i love you", LIAR please believe me, i don't care if i'm alone, i'd rather rhat then listen to your lies on the phone, "i want you in my life" LIAR, oh now i understand why, long distance relationships don't work, 4 hours is just to far away, fuck you, "i'd do anything to be with you" LIAR

Laws Of The Natural Universe
Laws of the Natural Universe 1. Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. 2. Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. 3. Law of probability: The probability of being watched is directly Proportional to the stupidity of your act. 4. Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. 5. Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. 6. Variation of Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time). 7. Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. 8. Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with.

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity...all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly-paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and d

Im Such A Fool
well last night i was soppouse to grad if i was still in school...god this is really hard on me because i miss my friends that i talked to everyday i miss my teachers i just miss school and its driving me crazy really fucking crazy but im taking high school over the net but its not the same.. shit why did i ever drop out of school because i never thought i would miss school because i hated getting up in the mornings and going to school but now i wished i could go back in time and if i could i would change so many things in my life so i could walk across that stage and be proud of myself but i cant because i droped out ok sorry i just wanted to get it off my chest ♥ Cassie

Fun Fun Fun
church had hope 4 kids weekend tonite with a puppet show & really entertaing magic show with prizes ..... was a fun 3 hrs event ..... continues tommorrow with games, food, drinks & free bicyles for the kids ...... should be FUN FUN FUN starts after outside church service 11-4 pm

Your Body Becomes A Part Of Mine
you are inside me, your cock reaching that point so deep that i can hardly breathe for the sheer perfection of it. never has a key fit so sweetly into a lock. when i slide my hands down your back you groan, and when i squeeze your hips tight and pull you into me you get even harder, spreading me open a little wider, touching me a little deeper. you know i love this part. its my almost-favorite moment. you look down at me. you take my hands in yours and hold them tight. the bed underneath us is soft and the sunlight peeks around the corners of the shades. your body is hot, so amazingly hot inside me that i can imagine it warming me from the inside out. i feel it, in fact, as the warmth spreads into a tingle. that tingle spreads through my limbs and by the time you begin to move i am moaning in mindless pleasure. you watch every moment of it flicker across my face and for the first time in my life the thought of hiding, the thought of sharing too much, the thought of keeping a bit

Return Of Stupid!
The Return Of Stupid Current mood: hungry Category: Automotive Ok. Here is the full list of stupid things customers have said to me and my co-workers. Now remember that I work for JC Whitney a car catalog company and that we sell car parts and such. And Thank you to all my co-workers who have helped me come up with this list. Withg out them I wouldn't have half the material I have on here. Enjoy. PHONE REP CUSTOMERS MY THOUGHTS -How many come in a pair? (Two I think?) -Do you want the whole credit card number? (No just the last four will be fine. Duh!!!) -I found you number on the website. Later- Do you have a website? -The rear glass aint a back window. Then what is it. -Are you free catalogs free? Nope thats just a ploy for us to steal your info to sell to other companys. -Do you sell car parts too? And trucks, and motorcycles and Jeeps. You would be suprised how many times I hear that a week. -Can I have you daytime number, area

Insta Gig
Aurgh... I love music... I ever tell you that? I think maybe i did, but whatever... so i get a call last night from some guys i've known for years. They need a replacement bass player NOW. OK... so I get to the rendezvous point and follow them to this bar... OMFG make it stop... I haven't played in a place that rough in 15 years. I didn't know they still existed. I should be crying it was so bad, but no... I'm a trooper. I played. and as the evening wore on, the guys in the band got ... well, tipsy... So I played for about 45 minutes by myself. ALONE just me and my 12 string. and the place was COOL WITH THAT. when the band was playing they're trying to tear the walls down, and when I'm alone they sat and listened... or sang along...(HOLY CRAP!!!) they were actually THERE for 45 minutes... I need to get mack to doing this more often, and now i'm thinking maybe i could do a one man show if it came down to it... pretty fuckin' cool huh?

Floaty's
I have a new idea! This one isn't AS crazy I swear! HeHe! Any who... So, I'm gonna buy a pool this summer because it's so fucking HOT already! Damn global warming! So, I'm gonna get a big floaty. And, I'm gonna get those little arm floaty thingymajigs so I wont drown when my dumb ass friends throw me off. LoL! I haven't work out all the technicals yet, but idea will work, I just know it!

A Woman'a Real Beauty
Love is true, love is strong, But one little problem remains in is song A Womans real beauty is mistaken by many men. It is not in the clothes she wears, nether it is the way she lovely combs her hair, It is not the make-up thats lets her shine in a middle of a crowd or the dress that makes her a celebrity The womans real beauty remains deeply inside her, It must be seen threw her eyes, Because that is the passage that leads you to her heart, the place where honesty is only true A womans real beauty can be seen unfortunately many can't see, The place where love resides It is define, It's sweetly It is...unique The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But yes the true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows and... The beauty of a woman, with passing years-only grows

Mod Of The Day
PLEASE CHECK OUT "APRIL" SHES A TOTAL SWEETHEART,BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT AND SHES TODAY'S "MOD OF THE DAY" ALWAYS LOOKING FOR FUTURE STARS *WINKS* SO IF YOU LIKE THE SPOTLIGHT FOR THE DAY PLEASE JUST CONTACT ME...IT'S THAT EASY HAVE YOURSELVES A BEAUTIFUL DAY

Three Canadian Contractors
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at 24 Sussex. One From Alberta, another from Newfoundland and the third, Quebec. They go with a government official to examine the fence. The Alberta contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well," he says, " I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew, and $100 profit for me." The Quebec contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew, and $100 profit for me." The Newfie contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the official and whispers, "$2,700." The government official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The Newfie contractor whispers back, "$1,000 for me, $1,000 for you, and we hire the guy from Quebec to fix the fence." "Done!" replies the government o

Im Hurting
How did it come to this?When did it happen that our happiness ended?Now once again my heart is empty and I am filled with dread.Like I can can not keep life.What is it about me that drives everyone away?Why must love be lost like this?The hurt goes deep like salt in a wound.

*someone Is There For You*
*SOMEONE IS THERE FOR YOU* Someone you can believe in, Someone who is there for you reminding you to have faith in youself Someone who inspires you to follow your heart Someone who looks forward to you spending time with you Someone who gives you support and helps you achieve so the you can spread your wings and soar; Someone who offers you advice, gives you piece of mindm, and a sense of pride; Someone who will listen and help you through hard times drying your tears, So that all your fear disappears in the night And that Someone is "ME"

My Horoscope For Today
Why are you spending time with people who, frankly, don't do it for you? Too much niceness can be as much of a drawback as too little. It's time to identify what it is you want instead of giving others what they want. ok that was my horoscope for today! and wow that was pretty dead on about things goin on in my personal life. Instead of goin for the things that i want i settle for things that others want just so that i can be around them. I want to be in a relationship and i wont settle just for being someones thing to poke.. FUCK THAT!

One Strange Day!!!!!!
Today was one of the strangest days I've had in a long time. It started out great. then it went to HELL! I lost my best friend and have no idea how or why and if it's repairable or not. It started with a horrible night at work and just got worse. I would give anything to be able to fix it. I will miss him more than he will ever know. He has this wonderful personality and this sense of humor that is out of this world. He is smart and so SEXY!!!!! Any woman that turns him down has got some problems!!! If you think it sounds like I'm in love with him......You're wrong!!!! I just know what he has going for him. I went to a ballet recital for 6 kids that are 7,7,7 and 5,and 3,3. Triplets tiwns and a single. They were so beautiful!!!! That was the highlight of my day!!! I hope that tomorrow things will be better, but I'm not going to hold my breath about anything!!!!!!

Southerness
Southernness Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions: "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach*** The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals*** Strapless sun dresses*** Iced sweet tea with mint*** Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind****** Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist Footba

Hello Monday
God it is getting harder and harder to deal with the beginning of the week. The bike shop has been open for 15 min. and already I have 2 motorcycles coming back for repairs. One had an oil leak which was why it was in last time. Luckily I didn't work on that one. But maybe I should this time. It isn't good business when you have to fix a bike for free. Then the trike we were working on is having a couple of minor electrical problems but we should be able to work that out quickly.

Luv N U By Boyz Ii Men
For Kally Verse 1 Your eyes are telling me On my knees is where I should be On your lips I can read my name Even though you ain't said a thing I know I've been here before A familiar place in fact I'm sure That I, you, and something in between That's haunting me Chorus Instantly you're on top of me So good to see you on top of me This is where I'm supposed to be All up into you There's no place I would rather be Livin' inside of your ebony Lovin' you, make love to you Love ya, oh my lovin' you Verse 2 Got me open and I can't explain How in our ecstasy there's no shame Composure we had is gone Lust in us we can't tame We've been here before This familiar place in fact I'm sure It was a dusk, dawn, through the afternoon I'm still in you Chorus Repeat Breakdown (Seems like the longer we stay together, the more I can't get enough) Baby I just can't get enough (And even though you're mine, I just want you more and more and more)Even though you're mi

"nasty Test!"
Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have ph

Shoutbox Will Be Turned Off
I'm so sick of getting shouts from guys that have absolutely no respect. The NSFW and Family Only albums are GONE and will never return. It just caused nothing but grief. My bf didn't care about it, but since I've been getting harassed nonstop by assholes on here, they're taken down. My shoutbox is going to be turned off as well, since it annoys the shit out of me. If you're in Fallouts, LRL, or Elite Bombers, mail me with your Yahoo or AIM. :) Cherrytap is an adult site, right? Start acting like adults!

I Just Wanna Fuck!!
YOU ARE CURSED FOR UR NEXT 5 BIRTHDAYS! IF U DONT REPOST THIS JAN.- I'M SO DAMN FiNE!!!! FEB.- i L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- iM A LOVER! APR.-DAMN I WANNA FUCK MAY- i'M A SEXY FREAK :) JUN.- IM S0 HORNY JUL.- I LOVE SEX AUG.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX SEPT.-IM A GANGSTA!! OCT.- i JUST WANNA FUCK!! NOV.- SHUT THE FUCK UP & KiSS ME =) DEC.- iM S0 FUCKING FiNE

Marthas Or Maxines Way
*Martha's Way* Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. *Maxine's Way * Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! *Martha's Way* To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with the potatoes. *Maxine's Way * Buy Hungry Jack mashed potato mix , keep it in the pantry for up to a year. *Martha's Way* When a cake recipe calls for flouring the baking pan, use a bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the outside of the cake. *Maxine's Way * Go to the bakery! They'll even decorate it for you. *Martha's Way* If you accidentally over salt a dish while it's still cooking, drop in a peeled potato and it will absorb the excess salt for an instant "fix-me-up." *Maxine's Way * If you over salt a dish while you are cooking, that's too bad. Please recite with me the real woman's motto:

Poem 29
I Am Who I Am I am who I am I am not who you Want me to be I am who I am I am me for who I am I love me For who I am Not for what You want to love Love me for me or Dont love me at All want me for Me not for what You want me to Be want me for What I am about But not for what You want me to Be about Kimberly Doreen Davis Copyright ©2007 Kimberly Doreen Davis

Finally Home
I've been home for just over a week and I must say...Damn it's good to be home. I'll try to get on more often now and just want all of you to know how much I have missed you. Thank you so much for all of your love, thoughts, and friendship. They mean more to me than you could ever know... Love ya all.... Kimmer

Life Is A Puzzle
Life's one of those puzzles with about a billion little pieces. And they all seem to have the same colors. And someone took away the box so you don't remember what it is supposed to look like. Sometimes you keep trying to make a piece fit where it doesn't belong. Sometimes the piece you need is right in front of you and you can't see it. But I keep trying.. every once in awhile I figure out a couple pieces. As for my puzzle... I think someone threw in a couple pieces that don't belong.

Quote For May 22
Love doesn't make the world go round. Love is what makes the ride worthwhile. -- Franklin P. Jones Bonus Quote: Be thankful we're not getting all the government we're paying for. -- Will Rogers This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Past
Past Although we will never be together again, Even if so, it would cause too much pain. Times when I look back and smile Whatever was it that made me run that extra mile? That extra mile I shall no longer run, For that part of my life, history is already done. Whatever I did wrong, I do not know Even today, it remains unwritten so. But at heart a true friend you will be, Many think I’m mad, but I can’t stop being me! Everything is in the past now, far far away. It’s the future of tomorrow which brings us a new day. But now its time to close this door, To lock, to turn the key once more. (c) Angel

Brothers Of The Third Wheel
Brothers Of The Third Wheel will be having there Annual Florida State -Trike-In at the Sertoma Youth Ranch in Dade City Florida When : September 28-30, 2007 all bikers are welcome ( cages to ) for info contact me at dbishop27@tampabay.rr.com We are a Non Profit International Orgonization with chapters all over the world. check us out at www.homosassachapter.com Web: http//btw-trikers.org

My Wish
okay well here i go i am sitting here crying and hurting so bad i dont know what to do so here i put a wish on here for ya`ll to read its kinda stupid ya but i dont really have pple to talk about how i feel what i think what i want what i wish..so here i go heres my thoughts my wish and what i pray for day in and day out...is there a man out there for me? is there a life out there for me and my son? will we ever be loved the way i feel i can love a person i have so much love to give to that special someone that i hope i will find or will find me someday i just want someone who will love me and my son with all there heart and be true to us not leave us when things get tough someone who will be there thru thick and thin no matter what..i know theres people out there who feels so lonley the way i feel i have been in some really bad relationships ive done things and had things done to me i wish i could forget i have nightmares everynight from all the trama that i have been thru this blog i

Unified Field Vs. Consciousness
So What's this 'Unified Field', you say? The Unified Field is the theory that there is an underlying, base in which matter(including space) is able to be created, and exist within. The laws of science/physics/thermodynamics/gravity and space itself, all can only exist together if there is something underlying it all. However, there is no scientifically accepted Unified Field Theory, meaning; scientists haven't been able to say for sure what exactly the Unified Field would be, exactly... Now, what is 'Consciousness'? As the omnipresent, essential constituent of creation, Being lies at the basis of everything, beyond all relative existence, beyond all forms and phenomena. Because It has Its pure and full status in the transcendent, It lies out of the realm of time, space and causation, and out of the boundaries of the ever-changing phenomenal field of creation. It is, It was, It will be, in the status of Its absolute purity. It always has the status which knows no change, the st

Meanings Of Kisses
Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the chin - You are cute! Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun. Kiss anywhere else - You're the best.

Joke
Ever wondered what happens when Hallmark writers are having a bad day........ My tire was thumping. I thought it was flat When I looked at the tire... I noticed your cat. Sorry! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Heard your wife left you, How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder... "What the hell was I thinking?" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Congratulations on your wedding day! Too bad no one likes your husband. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How could two people as beautiful as you Have such an ugly baby? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you .. I've changed my mind.

Football
The Chunky Soup Curse is a mythical hex that seems to follow NFL players who appear in ads for Campbell's Chunky Soup. The Curse was independently discovered and originally popularized by Dan Lewis in September of 2002. Offensive players who appeared in Chunky Soup ads tend to fall prey to serious injuries, as often do their backups. A potential reason for the affliction is that the original ads featured actresses purporting to be the players' mothers. This is no longer the case -- at least as far as Donovan McNabb is concerned. His actual mother now appears in his ads (as does his father). == Player-Endorsers== Terrell Davis and Kurt Warner, then of the Denver Broncos and St. Louis Rams, respectively, appeared in early ads for the Soup. Each would suffer significant injuries. Davis' knee problems forced him into early retirements. Warner's injuries caused him to miss the better part of two seasons, effectively leading him t

Why God Made Moms....from A 2nd Grade Perspective..
> WHY GOD MADE MOMS > > Answers given by second grade school children to the following > questions: > > > Why did God make mothers? > 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. > 2. Mostly to clean the house. > 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. > > How did God make mothers? > 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. > 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. > 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger > parts. > > What ingredients are mothers made of? > 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice > in the world and one dab of mean. > 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use > string, I think. > > Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? > 1. We're related. > 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. > > What kind of little girl was your mom? > 1. My Mom has always

Woman's Day Off....yeah Right!!!
This is sooooo true....It’s summer time. Yeah!We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved.When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensiles and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill........beer in hand. Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring anothe

Women;s Ass Size Study
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association abut women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty interesting. 1.5% of women surveyed felt that their ass is too big. 2.5% feel that their ass is too small. The remaining 96% say they don't care; they love him; he's a good man and they would have married him anyway.

Pleasure And Pain
Whip me beat me Tie me up and give me pleasure, Torture and pain are all the same to me, Give me the pain I'll give you the pleasure, Your need is my lust, My lust is your need, Craving somthing more and somthing sensusale, Body on body sweat mixing, Do what you want till I scream, Scream and show me your enjoyment, Lust and love are niether one of the same, Just pure sex and nothing but sex the pain is my pleasure and the pleasure is your pain.

The Betrayal!
The Betrayal ... Don't hold back anymore Why do you pretend? Why do you try so hard? Why restrain? It's real easy my friend You've done this before Just use that dagger you always carry And drive it deep into my chest Stand beside me Hold my hand As I lay gasping on the floor Then plunge the blade yet again .... Its no longer surprising Then shed some tears And call up friends Tell them what went wrong Sure, they deserve to know But then again, so do I I've been left for dead once And you're allowing it again But I survived once And I'll survive again I'll just grow stronger Feeding off the pain I won't die, my friend And neither will my love I ain't living for myself I'm living for you, my friend and My heart may be beating inside me But it draws its life from you

My Internal Murderer
You took my everything, Tore my life. Don't ever touch me again. You said it was your castle and you were the king, With no one in sight you pull out a knife. You took my everything. Did you honestly feel nothing, When you cut me that blood stained slice? Don't ever touch me again. Trying to scare me with your threat as I began reclothing. Funny thing is, I saw you in the eyes of a lowlife. Don't ever touch me again. You were stupid to think I was you "plaything", But I was stupid to be your wife. You took my everything, Don't ever touch me again. All I Want The very thing I dreaded The very very one That someone could see through me and know what I have done I never stopped my habit The one that keeps me happy All others thought I did and continued to be sappy I want to live a normal life One without him there But only few do know that and not the ones who care You don't care what happens

I Am Truly Sorry.....
for those who have helped me level before and i havent shown the love back!! I am really sorry! It was not intentional!! PLEASE PLEASE leave me a private message telling me u have helped me level before or now and I WILL return the love!! Again i am very sorry and extremely embarrassed about it....

May 24,2007
Right now the best solution is no solution at all. Yes, that answer is frustrating -- but when a situation's as convoluted as this one, you're better off waiting for a few items to sort themselves out before you dive in. DAMN...this is exactly what I'm dealing with right now...WHO knows me that is writing this stuff???????????

Some People...
Some people just blow my mind on how imature and ridiculous they can be. Down rating people because " lord jesus christ told them to" i mean my god how retarded can ya get.And then other people leaving dirty ass comments on your pics and profile. Saying that your worthless...and yet you must be worth somthing beings they are taking the time to leave these stupid ass comments. It's retarded. This cite is supposed to be fun where you can meet new and cool people and then all of these assholes with nothing better to do have to come and join and take the fun right out of it. It pisses me off. I wish that CT had a " Asshole " blocker when people go to sign up it would make everything alot easier..lol.

Lyrics Of Truth
As some may know I am a huge MEGADETH fan and Dave and I are on the same page when it comes to writing music. I am very political on some things that need to be addressed and Dave has done so with this........ WASHINGTON IS NEXT ------------------ The quiet war has begun with silent weapons And the new slavery is to keep the people Poor and stupid, "Novus Ordo Seclorum" How can there be any logic in biological war? We all know this is wrong, but the New World Order's Beating down the door, oh something needs to be done There was a king, an evil king Who dreamt the wickedest of dreams An ancient mystery, no prophet could interpret Of seven years of famine, the wolf is at my door As predicted years ago, that that was, that is, that is no more The word predicts the future and tells the truth about the past Of how the world leaders will hail the new Pharoah The eighth false king to the throne; Washington is next! Disengage their mind

Long Weekend
Well for those who read this, Memorial day weekend is here and with the warm weather means lots of outdoor activities. Like taking nude photos of Kay, submissive fun, spankings, bound, flashing, etc... I have promised Kay that this weekend will be a long one with her showing her submission the entire time, no matter when, where or who may be around, she knows that her ass will be spanked every day, that only skirts and tank tops will be worn, NO bra or panties. The start of summer is one she really looks forward to, for the winter clothes come off, and the summer ones come out, meaning many times she will be exposed, for all to see. Any suggestions you would like to make for her to do will be gladly accepted. Sir Don

Do Da Math
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all. ______________________________ LONGEVITY Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die. ______________________________ PROP

27th May 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, May 27: You've got a way of making other people feel fantastic now -- perhaps it's the combination of your own fun, self-confident spirit and the genuine interest you're taking in all that's around you. Nice!

Harley's "daisy"
2 oz. tequila 1 oz. lemon juice 2 tbs. greadine splash club soda 1. Fill mixing glass with ice 2. Add tequla, lemon juice and grenadine 3. Shake 4. Straine into a rocks glass 5. Add ice 6. Top offf with a splash of club soda (The Complete Bartender... Robyn M. Feller)

Naughty Application!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Comics
For those of you who like to read comics and want to know what's going on. I've got the answers and would like to entertain my fellow readers with the latest and greatest in comic news. Drop by and say Hi! Have a question? I might just have the answer for you.

Popping My Blog Cherry
It seems I'm popping my uh...cherry you could say. Cracking my proverbial knuckles (well, I guess you could take that in the literal sense too since of course my knuckles crack at that exact moment) and seeing if I can actually keep this blasted thing up to date. Because you know...I have nothing better to do on Memorial day. So yeah, I'm gonna start slow. We can get rough later :P Anyway, it is Memorial Day and well aside from going to the parade (it's ridiculously hot outside) I haven't really been remembering anything well...memorable. My gramps was in the Marines but that's about it. Of course I'd be kind of a jerk if I didn't pay some respects to everyone in Iraq. I'm not that heartless. Usually (but shhh. don't tell anyone) Other than that, it's hotter than hell out and I am waaaaaaay too black to be frolicking in the sun. I'm dark enough thankyouverymuch. So, this is my crappy attempt at starting this blog. Please to hurt me. I'm fragile and bruise easily.

What Remains
What remains ~Tony Martinez I fell into darkness A darkness so deep it sought to consume me Never to return You couldn't find me I couldn't find you The light within me Allowed me to fight my way out But you are no where to be found I hear the voice of darkness In the back of my mind Laughing a deep triumphant laugh I lost the 1 precious angel I needed most in my life Now begins the lifelong battle To get what I lost back But for now All that remains Is the memory Of us.

Trouble In Paradise
I don't know what to do anymore. I have a friend that is married. She loves her husband dearly but lately, he has been acting like a jerk. He constantly fights with her and tells her that she is lazy. Yet when she asks him if she can do something like that laundry, he tells her that he doesn't want her doing anything. Recently, they got into a fight and he was hitting her. He hit her on her collarbone, in her leg, and threw a tote box full of clothes at her head and caused her to fall off of the bed. Well, her other friend's husband broke the door down and was yelling at him for being so loud and hitting her. I don't know what to tell her to do because I really don't know the whole story. I guess that I just needed to vent cause it has me worried about her.

Life Of A Pippie
So what is the life of pippie like? Or should I say...what is the life of this Pippie like? Its dangerous sometimes. Try being a person of peace and mindfulness while screaming in the car to Tool or Mindless Self Indulgence. Its like having one foot on each side of the fence, trying hard not to get cracked by the barbed wire along the way. Its street junkie meets Zen Buddhist. Love and harmony and self loathing rage. Like a jeckle and hyde that are both there all the time, in an eternal tango. Who gets to lead? Well that depends entirely on how much mindfulness is present. No mindfulness = total punk chaos, hatred...fear, self loathing and total and complete self destruction. Get a little Buddha in it and all is love and harmony, peace and plenty. I dont know...sometimes I like the chaos better; but the latter is much better for my health!

Learn How To Feel
Keep your promises and empty lies. Believing in you will lead to my demise. Pain and sorrow are all I get. I wish I could redo the day we met. I want to take it back and change my fate. If only I could manage to turn love into hate. At least then my heart wouldn't bleed. If only it wasn't you that I need. I can't turn back the hands of time. Now I have mountains of heartache to climb. You left me here without a chance to heal. Now I have to once again learn how to feel.

Eating Disorders
Okay we all heard about it.this isnt about females however...its about guys Guys can be bulimic and anerexic too..i admit thought it really wasnt possible for guys cuz well i wouldnt have ever thought about guys having low self esteem about their bodies.but after learning from a guy friend of mine that it is possible.i mean guy can become tough and work out and eat healthy and all of that.I just cant understand why a bluky health person can starve them self but for what purpose to be thin ...or just to feel pity from people? i'm not trying to be mean i care about this person cuz he's been a friend to me but what purpose is that? i dont wanna come off like im heartless and dont care i do just dont understand ppl do that to themselves..all they doing is geting closer to death and i dont wish that on no one. i always told ppl who are in rough times that "i cant help you unless you help orself and want to help urself" if you are having eating disorders go get help have sumone the

~~all For Higher Than Ozone Level Education~~
~~le rouquel~~ 2007-05-28 21:50:19 I do not have an MBA or a PHd, or know how to exactly control the ph factor in my pool water, but what the hey! I was once asked about the "glass with only half of it filled with water!" They asked if I saw the glass half filled or the glass half empty? Being blonde.....I answered....there is "too much glass" for the water!! They left me along to continue my Personel Downsizing Analysis..........

Lilith - The Dark Moon
Lilith is not merely the television wife/ex-wife of Fraser Crane on Cheers or Fraser. Lilith is much, much more. She has made cameo appearances as the first wife of Adam in the Garden of Eden (but dumped him when he whined just a bit too much), as the paramour of lascivious spirits in the Red Sea or the bride of Samael the Devil (both cases of slander and libel), as the Queen of Sheba and Zemargard (i.e. men such as Solomon the Wise do not do stupid things; they are bewitched by seductive women!), and as the Consort of God Himself in fifteenth-century Cabbalism (the latter which was just one more justification for The Albigensian Crusade). But her greatest role seems likely to be as handmaiden to The Great Goddess, Inanna. The earliest representations of Lilith seem to be as a great winged Bird Goddess, a wind spirit, or one associated with the Sumerian, Ninlil, Goddess of the Grain, and wife to Enlil. As the “hand of Inanna”, Lilith was notorious for bringing men from the st

Wicca - The Ethics Of The Wicca
The Wiccan Rede The primary Ethic of Wicca is stated by the Wiccan Rede, often called simply The Rede. "Rede" is an archaic word meaning "counsel; advice" and the Wiccan Rede advises us that: Eight Words The Wiccan Rede Fulfill: An It Harm None, Do What Ye Will! The word "an" used in the Rede is an archaic word meaning "if," so the Rede is telling us "If it harms none, do what you want." Thus the Ethic of Wicca is positive and permissive, rather than negative and prohibitive. Rather than a list of "thou shalt nots," the Rede tells us that anything which does no harm is permitted; and by doing so, it establishes harmlessness as the ethical standard Witches must strive to live by. The Rede is very similar to the Buddhist ethical concept of "ahimsa" [Sanskrit, "non-injury"] or total harmlessness. The fundamental difference is that ahimsa is prohibitive: the Buddhist is forbidden ever to injure any living being. The Rede, on the other hand, establishes the least harmful course

Here You Go I'm Going To Tell You A Little Bit About Me...
For you all that don't get to know me I'm a decent girl that has always been there for here friends but at times I can also be a B***h at times to and the only time I'm that is when I have 2 faced friends that likes to run there mouth about me behind my back. And you know I just wish people wouldn't be so rude and have nice things to say sometimes even though you might not like them. Everyone has there on personality and thank god for that because I wouldn't want to act like some of them. I'm a type that will tell you what a think if its good but if not I don't say anything at all because I don't like to hurt peoples feelings. That is wrong to do to someone even if its your friend that you love to death.. So there you have I can be B***h if I have to but I prefer not to.

Jason Coley@ Six Flags Over Ga.
ALL FANS, FIRST THING, THANKS TO ALL YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. THINGS JUST KEEP GETTING CRAZIER BELIEVE IT OR NOT. I APPRECIATE ALL THE POSTING /BULLETINS AND MESSAGES, THEY ARE JUST AWESOME AND THEY/YOU ARE THE REASON FOR KEEPING ME GOING STRONG. JASON COLEY IN ANOTHER NEW SHOW AT SIX FLAGS CALLED SUMMER BEACH PARTY. HE WILL POST ON YOUTUBE LATER THIS WEEK HIM SINGING SUMMERTIME BY KENNY CHESNEY IN THE SHOW. WE ARE STILL DOING THREE SHOWS A DAY **DAYS GO BY** TWO SHOWS A DAY**SUMMER BEACH PARTY**HOPE TO SEE YOU AT ONE OF MY SHOWS. I AM WORKING SATURDAYS THRU WEDNESDAYS. ALWAYS CHECK HIS SCHEDULE FOR CHANGES FROM GODBLESS JASON COLEY

White Girls Talking Ebonics
i watched maury today and there was a young white girl on there talking like she was raised by snoop dogg. she was on there to find out who her baby's daddy was. won't tell u the color of the men, you should already know. can anyone tell me why this is happening? black women are talking very suffisticated and classy ...and the white girls are talking like they were raised in the hood.

An Iraqi War Song
This one was so good that I felt I had to share it with you. It's a video called "Stick Magnetic Ribbons On Your SUV." glumbert.com - Stick Magnetic Ribbons on your SUV Hope you enjoy it! tag: war, terrorism, oil, iraq, afghanistan, musical, comedy, satire, video -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Blond Guy Joke
If you are offended I am sorry, but this is just to funny to pass up! I have a blond guy joke: A blond, a Mexican and an Irish man were working building a highrise. The Mexican opens his lunch and says "Tacos again! If I have tacos one more day i am going to jump off this building." The Irish man opens his lunch and says "Corned Beef again. If I have corned beef one more day I am going to jump off this building." The blond guy opens his lunch and says "Bologna again! If I have Bologna one more day I am going to jump off this building." Well the next day comes and they are at lunch again. The Mexican opens his lunch and sees that its taco and jumps to his death. The Irish man opens his lunch and sees that he has corned beef again and jumps to his death. The blond man opens his lunch and sees he has Bologna again and jumps to his death. At the funeral the Mexicans wife shakes her head and says "If I only knew he didn't want tacos I would have given him so

Enlightenment
the other day at work I came to a realization.. So.. Im saving my money.. and I am going to get a car and finish school this fall.. it will be my last semester/// YAY...everyday I am dealing with something.. but here lately, I am standing up for myself and it feels a whole lot better than how it felt before... I made a list of goals the other day.. and I plan on keeping all of them... I plan on sticking to it.. :) I hope I can do it.. I bid on a higher level job at work,, I think I am getting it.. more pay but also ALOT more work.. no one thinks I can do it though.. no one has faith in me.. But... all that matters is that I think that I can do it.. and I am going to get it done.. well later everyone have an awesome day.. Im going swimming.. maybe.. with my nephew.. :P later homies

Hello To All
Hello everyone I know I am slacking in my blogs but I have had so much going on with me lately it's unreal. I got word last night that my great great uncle is about to pass on and it's just one thing after another. I come on for a few and then I am back out. A majority of the time when I am here I'm usually taking phone calls so If I dont respond to you it's not because I am intentionaly ignoring you. I love you all . PEACE I'M OUT

Beautiful
You look me in the eyes and tell me im beautiful, but did you know you are what makes me whole, you complete me entirely and embrace me, one touch is all I need to be captured completely, while I lay upon you, you breath in and exhale, with every heartbeat im reminded that this is real, your man hands how they grasp all of me, fulfilling me physically and mentally, your eyes your smile, oh how they make me melt, I know this is nothing that Ive ever felt, the warmth of your body keeps me stable, while you caress my body making me tremble, the perfect moments how they reluctantly occur, and the moments in between twist and blur, you make me smile without having anything to say, you interest me in the miraculous achievements of your day, your arms secure my body, holding me tight yet setting me free, and whenever I disagree, you put the effort in to understand me. Hope you enjoyed! All my poems are Copywrited

Doctors Office
drs office by joe in OH I had received the message in the morning mail; “Please report to Dr. M’s office for further evaluation of your test results.” I had gone in for my annual routine check-up. What had they found? I spent the rest of the day worrying about it, and reported to the Dr.’s office that evening. The parking lot was nearly empty, and my concerns deepened. I pushed open the office door, and his nurse was waiting, with clipboard in hand. “We’re glad you could make it. Please come this way.” I followed her into the hallway, and she took my weight ... again. Then she showed me into a consult room. I sat down on the examining table, and she hooked up the blood pressure cuff. “Hmmm ... a little high. We need to do something about that” No wonder. I’m sure I didn’t mention what this angel of mercy looked like. Short golden hair, with pretty hi-lights, just like sun streaks. She stood pretty tall in those nurse shoes. When the other technicians and nurse

Hmmmmmm
Thursday, 31 May, 2007 Cancer (21 Jun - 22 Jul) You can feel the Full Moon in everything you do today as the waters of your emotions overflow their old containers. Your dreams are so big now that they can spill into your waking life. Listen carefully to what's being said between the words that are spoken. Let your imagination come alive, but don't neglect your chores; get ready to make the most of the changing landscape by finishing your work as quickly as possible.

True Story's
Some people tend to cover up the truth when they show up in public with a black eye, broken arm or using crutches, and then try to explain what happened. Elaborate stories are concocted, but nearly every time the truth comes out, sometimes quite soon, sometimes years later. TRUE STORY #1: There was this young couple who had a terrific argument one morning before leaving for work. The wife couldn't get her dress zipped up in back, so she backed up to her husband and motioned for him to zip up her zipper. "I'll show you zipping", he thought, and briskly whipped it up and down the slide till it broke. He had to cut her out of her favorite dress, which didn't make her happier with him. They went their separate ways to work, both boiling mad at each other. The wife did a slow burn all day. When she got home that evening, she walked through the garage and saw her husband under the car fixing something, with only his legs sticking out. She decided her moment of REVENGE had come. She

The Candy Man Can
The Candy Man Can By Herman G. Rowland Sr. When I was thirteen years old, I started working with my dad at our little family candy company located in Oakland, California. I learned a lot from my dad, as he did everything there was to do in the company. Then in 1960, I went to work for the family business full-time. I started at 5:30 a.m., turned on the boiler and had candy ready to process for the crew who arrived at 7:00 a.m. I was paid sixty-eight dollars a week and was very proud to be a candy man, just like my father, my grandfather and my great-grandfather. Gustav Goelitz - my great-grandfather - came to America in 1867 from Germany. He bought a little shop in Belleville, Illinois, and started producing candy. Having learned to make candy from his father, my grandfather Herman Goelitz started his own candy company in 1919 in Portland, Oregon. Candy corn was his company's main product, but the damp weather and humidity weren't good for making butter crèmes l

Godhead-eleanor Rigby
Eleanor Rigby Picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been. Lives in a dream, Waits at the window, Wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door. Who is it for? All the lonely people, Where do they all come from? All the lonely people, Where do they all belong? Father McKenzie Writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear. No one comes near. Look at him working Darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there. What does he care? All the lonely people, Where do they all come from? All the lonely people, Where do they all belong? Ah, look at all the lonely people... Ah, look at all the lonely people... Eleanor Rigby Died in the church and was buried along with her name. Nobody came. Father McKenzie Wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave. No one was saved. All the lonely people, Where do they all come from? All the lonely people, Where do they all belong? Ah, look at all the lonely people...

Broken Faces
walk alone just like before along the tracks out the door down the street see my breath darkness falls snowy steps get to the place show everyone my soul through a gin and tonic and my bass intro i miss my friend im sorry youre gone never got to finish that song so i did it myself instead its been hidden in my head lost in a world of lonely streets is where two hearts seem to meet and they keep each other company as life breaks the serenity listen to the church folk singing rock of ages my candle still burns at both ends livin life through a bottle making friends with broken faces when will this sad sad story end

Thunderstorms
What is it about thunderstorms that kick a libido into overdrive? I absolutely love the weather outside right now, minus the tornados and hail. We've got major thunderstorms all over the place. It's easy to guess my mood right now because of it but that's ok, right now I think the waiting will be worth it.

Lettuce, Tomato, And A Side Of Ranting Please!
Well, apparently, I've run into some bad things today. I know that I shouldn't but it just got to under my skin and made me think,"why?" I still feel a bit agitated at the fact that I don't have anybody as a friend or even a girlfriend. I keep running in my mind what would happen if I did run into that special someone in my life. And every time it ends up with me walking away from everything. I keep thinking about what the argument would be about. And I see my self saying,"Since when did you care? Since when did you ever cared about what I said, what I've done, what I have thought? Since when did your mind, body and soul ever truly care about my life? Love is a cruel and ridiculous sport that lies and kills you whenever there is an opportunity to pounce at such concept." I start to walk away and then that's when they say it. That's the exact point in which they insistently touch a nerve that you do not want anybody touching at all and say,"Do you say this because someone else th

Quotes I Love!
Here are some quotes I love. (The first is for *you*) "The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it. You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. " George Edward Moore " Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets." Arthur Miller "Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret." Ambrose Bierce "Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night. " Edgar Allan Poe "I like not only to be loved, but to be told I am loved." George Eliot "Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned. " Buddha "Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired." Robert Frost "It's not what you look at that matters, it's

Back To The Online (christian) Dating Scene...
Remember this post? It says that eHarmony is a christian dating service. Well, I guess they can be whatever they want to be, since it's a private business.Or can they... It turns out they are based in Pasadena, California. And California has an anti-discrimination law for sexuality. And christianity doesn't like homosexuals.Gays and lesbians and bisexuals, oh my!So, now there's a news story about a woman now suing eHarmony for not matching homosexuals together. From the story: Linda Carlson said she tried to use the Internet site in February to meet a woman but could not based on her sexual orientation. When Carlson wrote to eHarmony to complain, the company refused to change its policy, according to the lawsuit filed on her behalf in Los Angeles County Superior Court. The lawsuit claims that by only offering to find a compatible match for men seeking women or women seeking men, the company was violating state law barring discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation.

Time To Find Another Job
Good Afternoon Tigers Team! Chase has decided not to renew Image Quest’s contract due to consolidation. Chase made this decision effective today which means we will not be working any more Tigers games. If the Pistons continue on this season to have a home game, we will be working those games. After that, it unfortunately leaves us with no immediate events in your area for continued employment. I want you all to know that you are each very hard working and dedicated and this in no way reflects on you and your performance or on Image Quest and our performance as a company. This was a business decision made by Chase and no other factors were involved. If we find we have any other events in your area, we will let you know. Thank you and I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Bo Koskey Vice President Sports Marketing Image Quest Worldwide Inc.

In A Darkened Room By Skid Row
In a darkened room Beyond the reach of God's faith Lies the wounded, the shattered remains of love betrayed And the innocense of a child is bought and sold In the name of the damned The rage of the angels left silent and cold Forgive me please for I know not what I do How can I keep inside the hurt I know is true Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there be light In a darkened room All the precious times have been put to rest again And the smile of the dawn Brings tainted lust singing my requiem Can I face the day when I'm tortured in my trust And watch it crystalize While my salvation crumples to dust Why can't I steer the ship before it hits the storm I've fallen to the sea but still I swim for shore Tell me when the kiss of love becomes a lie That bears the scar of sin too deep To hide behind this fear of running unto you Please let there

Good Stuff Didnt Write It Though
In my life you came out of the blue, Awakening my heart from pain to feelings before I never knew We are both scared of the road fate has shown Two souls paired to a destiny still unknown Should we choose to meet and tempt these hands of fate It would take two, for the odds to be beat To lead us to eternity and heavens gate Should we choose to not would our minds constantly wonder, Was that the one I always sought On that do we dare to ponder? For you have touched me deep I long to hold you for all time To be mine, forever to keep For us to share a lifetime I want your passionate kiss to take my breath away Never want to miss your touch while in each others arms we lay So now the decision is ours to make I'll treasure you whatever may be My heart is here for you to take Loyalty I'll vow should you give yours to me

Bars
Well I got dragged to the bar to hang out tonight. I ended up having a lot of fun. It was the typical neighborhood bar. Everyone knew everyone. No one argued. And a good time was had by all. I saw people I havn't seen in 10 years! Of course it was the standard friday night kareoke night, so by midnight my ears were bleeding.... No I am not picking on anyone, and I do it too. It's just funny being the only sober person laughing at everyone trying to sing songs they really don't know the words to. This was a better end to a really messed up day. At least I can go to bed with a smile!!!!

When I'm On My Treo !!!!! ( Please Read !!!!)
Wuz Up PPL Sorry If I dont shout you back, Thats because I'm Logged in with my Mobile Treo & It won't let me use my Shoutbox Nor I can't Rate your photos But I will Comment & Leave a user Comment :( Cherry needs to configure the ste for People that uses Mobile Devices like Messenger has....Much LuV Thanks for stoppin thru..... Image

Serving A Great King!
I serve a great King!Read Numbers 33eyes-vision of lifepeace"nothing missing or broken"God doesn't call us to live in fear." We can defeat spirit of fear.We will not stop fighting.Romans 5:10-spirit of bondage psalm 34:1-4-Speaks of fears element of confidence to battle more than the conqueor romas 8:34- to win victory which will win in a battle 1 john 5:4-"the world's way"1)King of jesus 2) king of satan the world's system has fallen "fallen angels" pray by faith and live by faith every vision tries to contest you. john 14:26-Jesus said that "peace" doens't compare with anyone else.fear,intimidation.spirit,cowardly ... john 1:9 ... unbelievs phil 4:19 A-A promis of god ---------------- = Devil B.another way "think of another way" Man will die from fearfear vs faith romans 10:17 1-hear --- frustrated 2. see --- to 3.speak --- fear intimidated Hebrew 11:6 Joel 3:25-26 "What you beleve is what will happen"

A Note On The Beginnings Of The Bofh (from Simon Himself)
The Revised, King James Prehistory of B.O.F.H Where it came from, How and Why... Here's the revised version in the light of various revelations. Where it came from: I was an Operator at the University of Waikato, back in the heady days when "Helpdesk" meant nothing, diskquota meant everything, and lives could be bought and sold for a couple of pages of laser printout - And frequently were. We Operators had powers verging on the Technical-SuperHero. On one hand, we had the SYSTEM and root passwords, on the other hand we had the excuse "Really? I didn't know DEL *.*;* would do that - I'm just an operator..". All the power and none of the responsibility. Good Times. You could do ANYTHING to a user and no-one would know. Well, they'd know, but they couldn't prove anything. Still, I was bored, and frequently annoyed. In the late 80s, I even started to get bitter and twisted in the self righteous way that people tend to get when they've got a cushy job. However, I had in my

¢¾top 10 Reasons To Date A Dancer¢¾
1. We know all the positions 2. We have perfect technique, good rhythm, and great hip rotation 3. We're used to having bruises on our knees 4. We're used to performing in minimal amounts of clothing 5. We're perfectionists: we'll keep going until we hit it 6. We can shake it like no other 7. After a quick intermission we're ready to go at it again 8. We don't mind getting hot and sweaty 9. We're not as delicate and fragile as we look 10. One word - FLEXIBLE

A Poem
roses r red, nuts r brown, skirts r up, pants r down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, when its stiff, stick it in. send to 10 ppl and see if u get it back that means someone wants to F*** YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da sex train - if u get it ur cute... u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur f***able

Love And Life.
'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect, enough not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm s

A Question To Everyone Out There
Hello to everyone that reads this. Ok, I have a question, Guess it might be kind of funny. Why do people get on here or online period and lie? Is it because it makes them feel better about themselves or what. It really gets annoying because you can almost tell when people are lying to you. What does it actually hurt to get online and be honest. Would you rather everyone think you are an idiot because you lie about such small things or maybe they might respect you just that much more for being honest. I had a guy send me a message on here trying to say he was Hulk Hogan. Oh my goodness. Like im gonna believe that Hulk Hogan actually jumped on the computer and announced to the world he was hitting on some Oklahoma girl. Come on people, be honest. What are u gonna lose unless you really are just a no good piece or you are just so dissatisfied with yourself that you do have to lie.

Negotiation
Negotiation (BDSM) Negotiation in BDSM community is a form of communication where participants make arrangements on each others' requirements, responsibilities and limits to find the best possible agreement. As BDSM is sexual practice that keeps to SSC philosophy, negotiation is necessary to set sexual activity within the boundaries of these principles. Activity within BDSM relationships requires trust, openness about most practices that may include risks. On the other hand, partners have certain needs which should be clearly defined in order to be properly satisfied. In this regard, negotiation is essential part not only when parties were not familiar with each other but also in case when partners have long-term relationships. Negotiation may not only concern a particular session but touch upon a more wide range of subjects on a BDSM philosophy in general: considerations on a lifestyle, the perspectives of the relationships, religious beliefs and many other issues that can

Leash
Leash (BDSM) A leash or lead is a length of rope, leather, chain or other flexible material ostensibly for restraint or control. Most leashes attach to collars or body harnesses, while others loop directly around the person's neck, wrist, ankle or sometimes around the male genitals. The most common leash used on a human is one with a clip at one end and a loop of the same material at the other. Commonly made of leather (occasionally braided for extra flexibility) but sometimes of nylon webbing, small-linked chain or rope. Many people use a strong dog leash, especially a black leather one. Typical length in total is between one and two metres. Purposes of a leash include: A visual sign of ownership to other people (especially at clubs). A psychological enforcer to the submissive of their status Physical control and positioning The submissive's collar, leash, and restraints are highly symbolic. Being led on a leash makes many submissive people feel comforted and gives t

Depression Is Who I Am...
When I wake up in the morning I just can’t help but cry Because it really hurts to know That inside I want to die This life I thought I had Has fallen before my eyes And the only way to hide it Is to cover it up with lies It seems I'm always crying And crying is all I do And all this makes me question If ill ever make it through I thought I had it all But the truth is I was wrong And each day it gets harder To continue being strong My smiles looking fake And my eyes are showing tears And all I guess this shows Is that I have so many fears I’ve tried to make this right I’ve done my very best But it doesn’t even matter For in the end I am depressed Depression is what I am And who I am inside And even thought I’ve tried From depression I cannot hide...

Lmao 2nd Time Today!
Damn go get a shower and here she is again today, when I left she was off the board! Who viewed me I viewed Blocked Tinadel22 (On TAP) "Totally Happy&#... (Watchin US are U?) Badestbiotch Nyte Ryder (CT Hubby... (On TAP) CherryCodes.com (On TAP) See All

#4 Today!!
Since I dogged her out and told her the truth about her in a MuMM she has been hitting my page left and right!!! She needs so much mentalhelp I wonder if anyone can give it to her! Now she has everyone she can watching and reporting back to her! She cant do it anything on her own. LMAO She is such a pussified crybaby! check out these MuMMs! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=65603 and http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=65626 Who viewed me I viewed Blocked "Totally Happy&#... (On TAP) &hearts~Anime Ashley... (not to be f'd with) Gigglemistress (On TAP) LordBudhaMonk (On TAP) Rev (Masturbating!) See All

Why I'm So Negative
Well, I moved out of the house since it's all cleaned out and ready for rent and moved in with the aunt and uncle for the 10 more days I'll be here... and ... yeep, it's dawning on me where all my negativity and negative train of though comes from. Then my folks flew in yesterday and I'm ready to scream!! Every comment, every time my dad or his sister open their fucking mouths, it's something negative!!! She was backing brownies, I come in the room and say that it smells good... she says "that can be deceiving"... so.. no wonder I can't take a compliment or view things in a positive manner. I love my dad and all but it's really rough being around him. He has to be the center of attention and he gets so pissy over nothing.. yeep, things I have to work on not becoming. Nothing is like it used to be, all those immigrants, all the criminals, all the people in the neighborhood who are not in compliance with the HOA codes.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH go outside and get some

An Artist With A Missing Brush
Its hard to sleep when you know you were given a talent and you do nothing with it.I was once an artist on the rise,tickling the edge of noterioty.Somewhere somehow I got turned around.where?Im not sure but I did and my soul is wreathing in torment.My scetchbook holds no more life,the charcoal offers no solace.The pen once mighty feels awkward to grasp.I feel as van gough,I would cut myself to calm the voices if not for the turmoil this action would bring to my loved ones.I wish to be inspired again!To resteady the trembling hand that was once so sure.My heart is sick and my thoughts a jumble of self pitty and doubt.I have a palete of colors before me and a canvas stretched taught.I have left only to find my brush.

Me.dium's Webware 100 Awards Page
hey folks, my buddies over at me.dium.com are finalists in the Webware 100 Awards! the awards are given to the best web 2.0 applications of the year and they've been busting their asses doing stuff no one has done before! their application allows you to talk and interact with other people who're me.dium members that are either on the same site you are, or on similar ones from inside your browser! it's pretty cool stuff, look for me if you're a me.dium member! they're up against some really big names in this contest, including myspace, linkedin, digg, and netscape... i'm hoping our CT community can go lend them a hand to help even out the playing field! i don't think anyone would even be here if they didn't love underdogs, so go show them some love.. if you click the link below, you'll see a me.dium.com page that will take you to the voting site. simply select Me.dium from the list of finalists and click the VOTE button! Me.dium's Webware 100 Awards Page thanks for help

Battle Cry
In old Ohio there's a team That's known thru-out the land; Eleven warriors, brave and bold, Whose fame will ever stand. And when the ball goes over, Our cheers will reach the sky, Ohio field will hear again The Buckeye Battle Cry- Drive! Drive on down the field, Men of the scarlet and gray; Don't let them thru that line, We have to win this game today, Come on, Ohio! Smash through to victory. We cheer you as you go: Our honor defend So we'll fight to the end for O-hi-o.

Be Yourself
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be, ....that's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There are times when people disappoint you and let you down, but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of. There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them. Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are, So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you. Keep believing in yourself.

The Medicine Is My Enemy!!!
So I'm pretty sure its my meds that are making me sick. . . See because this morning I was mildly congested so I took the decongestant I've been taking all weekend. Within about twenty minutes my head was pounding I want to puke and I'm pretty sure I'm running a fever. These are the problems I've had since Friday night. . . When I originally started taking the medication. I think its clear. . .The entire medicine industry is out to get me. . . . Or I'm allergic to something in the pills

This Life...
This life so dark Nothing is ever safe Not even my heart Nor even my body Torn to pieces From the inside out Heart shattered Skin cut Blood trickling My clothes are stained With empty eyes And no more heart This life no more Gone with the blood Gone with the tears Empty eyes stairing forever!

Whoo Hoo
Sooo yea, went to the race for Sunday June 3. Well I found out that Hoobastank was puttin on a concert at the Garnier Fructis stage....so I wanted to see them! Well I got to the stage at like 9(they weren't playin until 11)and saw that a guy with the band was giving out VIP passes. So I went to the guy and was like, what do I have to do to get a VIP pass. Everyone had to do stupid and funny shit to get a pass. So he told me I had to go around and get 10 peices of gum from 10 different people. So I went around to EVERYONE and asked for gum. Well 3 people gave me their chewed gum cuz they didn't have a regular peice. So the chewed peices he said counted as 2 each. So with 3 ABC gum I had 6 peices...and I managed to get the 4 other peices from different people, and won the VIP pass! I was right in front of the stage, practically on it. I had my arms resting on the stage lets just put it that way. Then when the concert was over me and the other 5 people who got the passes got t

Grow Up
who in the hell is taking the time to go through my pics, as well as others and report them? are you fucking jealous? is that the issue? if it is, grow the hell up, get off my page, block me, get off this website cause you don't belong here. who the hell do you think you are that you can be jury and judge all my stuff? I am so tired of people like this, GO AWAY!!!!! BITE ME!!!!

Awwww Hes Soo Cute!!!!
YOU GET DA SEX BUNNY!! `;;;;;;;;._______________;;;;;;;` ;;;;;;;;;;;:_____________, :;;;;;;;;;` `:;;;;;;;;;;;`;__________, :;;;;;;;;;;;` _ `:;;;;;;;;;;;`, , _______, :;;;;;;;;;;;` ___`:;;;;;;;;;;;;_______, ;;;;;;;;;;;;: ____.`:;;;;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;;;;` _______`:;;;;;;_____;;;;;;;: ___________`:;;;;., .;;;;;; ______.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ____.;;;;;D`;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ____`;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; _____`:;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; _______`.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ___________.;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;. ____(`*. (`*. .*) .* ) Ok This Is The Sex Bunny If You Receive This Bunny That Means Your Fuckin Sexy If You Get This Back That Means Your Even Sexier Pass This Bunny On To 10 Of Your Friends, If You Fail You Will Be Cursed With 10 Years Of Bad Sex

Why Is It When....
I been played on here many times. Why is it when you give back whats done you to you, your called a player and say you play games, but when someone does the same crap to you, its not a game to them. Can someone explain this to me? Someone claims they are interested in you, you show them interest, and they dont tell you that you got someone else?

Desire's Dance
Glances stolen, Kissed lips swollen, Pulse quickens, and all coverings fall, Leaving each bare for the other to see all, I breathe you in, The dance begins, Our bodies tangled in passionate embrace, Slowly, down my body, your fingers trace, The path which your toungue seeks to follow, Searching, and exploring every curve and hollow, Biting and nipping, Sweet love dripping, Needs mingle, Bodies tingle, Joyous sighs, And orgasmic cries, You fill me with every inch you have to give, This is the very reason, my body lives, Our bodies arch as we close the dance, Ending with a tender kiss, and a passionate glance. © Andi 2007

The Man Who Holds My Heart
I wish that people could only see The pain that I have done to me To live through each and every day And wish for just one thing To see his face To feel his touch To hear voice And hear him say I love you baby With all my heart I need you more Then words can say The days go on And still I dream About the day I turn around And see him standing there His handsome face His dark green eyes That little smile That I will find My hands will shake As I feel his face My fingers dare to touch The face that I have longed to see Is standing right in front of me And when I finally touch this man My heart will be complete For with his love He has given back to me My life, my soul, my heart. I love you...always have...always will

Why...
Why is Kindness not rewarded..its punishment? Why is it when someone cheats they turn it around on you? Why is it when someone gets caught doing something, they say I was only acting a certain way to get a rise out of you? why is it someone who claims they love you, name call you? why is it you give all you can give but its never good enough? Why is it someone who says they dont cheat ends up being the cheater? Why does someone who accusses you of cheating is the one cheating? Why is it hard to value friendship (especially on this site)? Why does someone question your love no matter all you do for them? FEEL FREE TO ANSWER ANY THESE QUESTIONS....GOD KNOWS I WOULD LOVE INPUT.....

Hey...
THIS IS TO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THEIR THAT ARE PROBABLY WONDERING WHERE THE HELL I AM.... I AM STILL HERE, JUST TRYING TO SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME WITH MY CHILDREN THIS PAST WEEK, THEY ARE ALL OUT OF SCHOOL NOW SO THEY HAVE BEEN TAKING UP MOST OF MY TIME, BUT I STILL THINK ABOUT ALL OF YOU AND I MISS TALKING TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS, SO I WILL BE BACK ON SOON, HOPE YOU GUYS DON'T FOGET ABOUT ME...

Tick Tock
incoherences brain loss absolute confusion why why why... breathe please inhale exhale 1 2 3 (groan not again) AHHHHHHHHHH loss of control has progressed smash bam boom across the floor crash tinkle glass in your skin [insert scream of anguish here] tears drip drip drip blood mingles help me die !

Top 10 Reasons To Become A Nurse
1) Pays better then fast food, though the hours aren't as good. 2) Fashionable shoes and sexy white uniforms. 3) Needles: "Tis better to give than receive" 4) Reassure your patients that all bleeding stops...eventually. 5) Expose yourself to rare, exciting and new diseases. 6) Interesting aromas. 7) Courteous and infallible doctors who always leave clear orders in perfectly legible handwriting. 8) Do enough charting to navigate around the world. 9) Celebrate all the holidays with your friends- at work. 10) Take comfort that most of your patients survive no matter what you do to them.

**huge Party Saturday Night!** Prizes!! Music!!! Friends!!!!
8:00PM EST Click banner to enter lounge Turn-It Up Trivia Rules The game starts at 8:00pm EST and ends at 10:00pm EST Players will pick a number between 1 & 50 Your number will correspond with a Rock trivia question The DJ will read the question, if you get the correct answer to your question, you're a winner! 1 prize will be given away every 15 minutes. 1 prize per winner. Players must be present in lounge to win. 10:00PM EST Click banner to enter lounge Evil Escapades Rules The game starts at 10:00pm EST and ends at 2:00am EST Each player will pick a number between 1 & 50 The number they choose will correspond with a song title Pay Attention! Because when your song plays, you're a winner! 1 prize will be given out every 1/2 hour. 1 prize per winner. Players must be present in lounge to win. 2:00AM EST Click banner to enter lounge After-Midnight Madness This game will start at the intermisson of the Bewitching Hour and will e

Rub A Dub Dub Three Subs In A Tub
I was thinking about how all subs are definitely unique and different. With that in mind I thought that it might be time to write about some of the kinds of subs, and their specialties. A few in this blog, and several more blogs to come. 1. Pleasure Sub - This submissive has a very strong sensual and sexual nature. In submission, they want to please and always work hard at doing it. A pleasure sub can be rebellious, and headstrong, but never when it comes to pleasing a Dom/Domme. I have found that this personality, and type of submission is more common among female subs than male subs. Having a pleasure sub, may appear easy on the surface, but a pleasure sub requires a lot of attention, they have a fragile ego, and are easily abused by Dom/Dommes who fail to understand the intricy of the pleasure personality. Owning a pleasure sub can be exhausting, and at times frustrating. But the rewards are many. This sub is often called a slut, and responds well to the term. 2. Forced Femini

Randomness...
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND SEE YOUR PASSION. I WANT TO LAY BESIDE YOU, WITH MY EAR TO YOUR CHEST, TO LISTEN TO YOUR HEART BEAT. I WANT TO BE NEAR YOU, JUST TO BE ABLE TO SMELL YOUR SWEET SCENT. I WANT TO WAKE UP WITH YOU AT MY SIDE EVERY MORNING. I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND, WHILE WE WALK THROUGH THE STREETS. I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE, WHILE YOUR LOOKING AT ME. I WANT TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING. I WANT YOU TO BE MY EVERYTHING.... I'LL WAIT FOREVER, JUST TO BE WITH YOU... I'LL HOLD MY BREATH, JUST TO SEE YOU. I CAN BE YOUR EVERYTHING... IF YOU LET ME. I WANT YOU TOO LOOK INTO MY EYES AND SEE INTO MY SOUL... I WANT YOU TO LOOK PAST A BROKEN HEART THAT'S BEEN MENDED A MILLION TIMES... AND SEE THE REAL ME... IF I CAN ONLY BE WITH YOU IN MY DREAMS, NEVER LET ME WAKE UP. WITH YOU AT MY SIDE, WE CAN REACH THE SKY AND GO ANYWHERE AND BE ANYTHING. WITH YOU AT MY SIDE, WE CAN ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING. "BABY... I'LL WAIT FOR YOU. I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE TO DO, I'LL WAIT FOR Y

As The Rain Falls...
I'M AWAKE AT THIS TIME OF NIGHT, LISTENING TO THE RAIN FALL... I LOOK OUTSIDE AND IT'S SO DARK AND QUIET OUT THERE. IT'S PEACEFUL. I LOVE WHEN IT RAINS. I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT THE RAIN CLEANSES THE SOUL. THERE'S A CERTAIN CALMNESS THAT RAIN GIVES ME. THERE'S NOTHING LIKE IT... THERE'S NOTHING THAT CAN EXPLAIN IT... THERE'S NOTHING THAT COMPARES TO IT... EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING THAT DOES THIS TO THEM... WHETHER IT'S SITTING ON A BEACH AT NIGHT, LISTENING TO THE WAVES HIT THE BEACH... WATCHING THE STARS WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE. IT COULD BE SITTING IN A BOAT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE OCEAN... WHAT I WANT TO KNOW... IS WHAT'S YOUR CALMNESS? WHAT SOOTHES YOU? I OPEN MYSELF TO YOU... LET ME PEER INTO YOUR SOUL AND RACK YOUR BRAIN... TO GET TO KNOW YOU.. IF THERE'S ONE THING YOU COULD SHARE WITH ME... WHAT WOULD IT BE? WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? COULD YOU TELL ME? WILL YOU LET ME GET TO KNOW YOU... I GIVE YOU ONE CHANCE TO ASK ME ANYTHING... RACK MY BRAIN... GET TO KNOW ME... TO REAL ME... IF YOU HAD ON

Feathers!!
A little boy and girl at school were having lunch in the shelter shed. "Tommy," she said, "I'm not eating any more chicken sandwiches." "Why?" he asked. "'Cause I'm starting to grow feathers down here," she said, pointing to the bottom of her tummy. "I don't believe you," he said. "You'll have to show me." Behind the shed they went, where the inspection took place. "You're right," he said. "I've been eating a lot of chicken also. Perhaps I'm getting feathers too." "Well, I'd better have a look," she said. After a lengthy examination, she looked up and said, "Oh, I think it's too late for you. You've got the neck and giblets too."

Friendship Is Real Love
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"my Salute's "
Hey all my Friend's and Family and FANS!! I been gettin alot of e-mails but unable to open them to read them and most of them where about my SALUTES.. So I'm going to do this if u want one comment on this blog and let me know in the comment what you want and what name you want used and I will get started.... It may take me as MIN to get them done but they will get finshed and you will be private messaged when finshed.... So u all know what to do now so get at me if u would like a "SALUTE" KIERA ~AKA~ "ITALIANDIAMONDS"

Kaleb
I was recently reading some CT bulletins when this particular one caught my eye: This is Kaleb. He is suffering now from shaken baby syndrome caused by his babysitter a few weeks ago. Please keep him in your prayers. He has been going through so much. Precious little thing, he did not deserve this. I hope that God will see to taking care of the person that did this. Just absolutely horrible, evil thing that that person did. Pray for a complete recovery for little Kaleb and that his parents stay strong through this. Kaleb needs a miracle. this is kaleb before this horrible and traumatic thing happened to him. although you cant tell that much he is blind. Now something like this hit me like a punch in my stomach. How could someone do something like this to a little child? He can't even defend himself. Yeah, I know, I don't even know him or the family, but I know the pain they are going through. It saddens me to think that you can't trust people anymore as far as to ta

Im Sorry
I JUST FOUND OUT MY 24 YEAR OLD NIECE JUST FOUND OUT THAT SHE HAS STAGE 3 BREAST CANCER SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME AND IM LEAVING CHERRY TAP TO TAKE CARE OF HER ITS A VERY HARD DECESION BUT I HAVE TO I WONT HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING TO DO THIS AND ILL MISS EACH AND EVERYONE OF U MY EMAIL IS montana4164@yahoo.com if anybody wants to keep up to date love peace to all

I Had The Craziest Dream Last Night.
So in this dream My mother was getting married(I don't know to who it never actually came up) Anyway we went to my grandparents house for the wedding. At some point this pizza guy shows up and he's totally gorgeous. He introduces himself as Peter Pan(. . .my subconsious isn't even trying to be cryptic these days) and decides to hang out with us. Just then this guy that I have a total crush on who has no place at my mothers wedding shows up and pizza guy gets all jealous and demands to know who he is. I tell him "its just loren" Then Loren wanders off and comes back carrying one of my best friends Ty who'd had to much to drink(oddly my whole family is uber morman and there is no way there'd be alcohol at my moms wedding I even remember thinking that in the dream) Also Ty's alot bigger than Loren so I don't think Loren could actually carry him. But Moving right along. . . . The dream changed as dreams often do but its still the wedding only now I'm wandering about my grandparents house(

People These Days ...
This is one of those blogs where I just feel like venting. As a woman, I can only take so much of the same bull shit and after awhile, it can lead to a break down. Yeah, this is one of those cheesy blogs that people chastise you for posting, but I think it's my right to vent:) I don't like this, I don't like that ... I get hurt easy and you only make it hurt more at times. I sit in my room at night, thinking about way back in the days of smiles and no stresses and I look at what my life is today and I would have never thought I'd be where I am today. I've broken some promises and I've broken rules but I've never given someone the reason to hate me. I fall in the past a lot, I'm drawn back to past when I'm hurt. I guess you could say I think of the "good ol' days." I've never been hurt so much by a person ... I don't know what to say or how to explain where I'm going with this, or who it's really about. I don't know.

Empty
why does my soul hold on to this pointless life no good ever comes only pain and hurt are all that i ever feel all these scars i bare overlay day by day and year by year love is just a mirage always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothing ever changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, & mind left scared beyond repair

When Life Gets You Down.. Pick Yourself Up Again.
TODAY, I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH A PRETTY BIG ISSUE. I HAD SOMEONE STEAL FROM ME TODAY. I'LL ADMIT THAT I WAS REALLY CHOKED ABOUT IT THIS MORNING. I LET MY ANGER GET THE BEST OF ME. I ALLOWED MY ANGER TO CLOUD MY JUDGEMENT. AND THAT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. WHEN ANGER TAKES OVER, YOU DON'T THINK RIGHT AT ALL. TODAY I LEARNED MY LESSON. YES, OK HE STOLE FROM ME. BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT HE'S PART OF MY FAMILY. IT REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES. WHEN PEOPLE ARE AT THEIR LOWEST OF THEIR LOW...WHY CAN'T FAMILY BE THERE FOR THEM. ISN'T THAT WHAT FAMILY IS FOR? WHY COULDN'T WE SEE HE NEEDED HELP TO GET BACK ON HIS FEET? MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE... WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT ONLY YOUR PROBLEMS, IT MAKES IT HARD TO SEE YOUR FAMILIES PROBLEMS TOO. I'M A PRETTY HELPFUL PERSON. ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT... BUT ONE THING I'VE LEARNED, IS YOU CAN'T HELP PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO BE HELPED. BUT WHAT IF HE WANTED HELP, BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ASK. ANOTHER CONFUSING THOUGHT... MY

My Dear Friend Come To Me Again
I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. I miss you so, the darkness will not pale. My darling friend, come to me again. I know you cannot come, and still I strain To put my arms around you through the veil of my heart. I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. You are my unendurable refrain. Back and back I hurry to impale My heart on you, to stop my heart with pain. Yet nothing that I do undoes the plain Brutal fact which always must prevail. Ah, my darling friend, come to me again! You were both my sunshine and my rain, My dearest joy, my anguish, and my holy grail. I feel as though my heart must stop with pain. My dear friend, come to me again.

Things That Go Bump In The Night...
After 6 years of college, vacillating between biology and the social sciences, I finally got a degree in psychology and at one time was a residential counselor at a transitional living program. In normal speak, it's a program that allows people to get back on their feet and become productive individuals in the community. I worked in a residential program with homeless mentally ill substance abusers. And when I wasn't counting psych meds and doing bed checks to make sure nobody OD’d on medication, accidentally or on purpose, I was soothing ruffled feathers. Needless to say, some pretty interesting things happen. One day a week, I work the graveyard shift, and quickly learned that evenings face totally different situations than days. One night a resident came into the office, and she was clearly upset. She informed me that her roommate had a male guest over. It was close to midnite, past visiting hours. Plus, as this older lady discretely put it, she was “having relations” with him

Wake Up
I was standing in the backyard at the party, leaning against a tree and making small talk with the people who surrounded me, slowly sipping my rum and coke. dressed in my favorite black tank top, plad skirt and fishnets, i felt abnormally confident and a little mischievous. i had come to the party with some friends, to solve my boredom. they told me this place was chill, i had to agree. the music was good, the people were friendly, and my buzz had my mind wandering. someone asked me a question, i didn't hear. my favorite song came on, i smiled and swayed lightly to the beat, lowering my head and letting my hair swing with my body. i wanted to dance, but not alone, besides, people were talking to me i didn't hear you approach, i was lost in the melody. my eyes were closed as i tilted my head back to feel the light breeze on the cool night air. i smelled something dangerous on the wind, but i didn't heed its warning. suddenly i felt the heat of a body, so close t

The Need ( Read Carefully Women )
As she reached her skilful hands around the back of his muscular neck, she grabs a handful of his beautiful hair between her long, strong fingers. Forcefully, she pulled his pouting mouth to her slick, wet lips. She kissed him then, first with her lips, then with her tongue, sliding it between his teeth, forcing her entrance, tasting his sweet mouth, pearl white teeth bite down on him hard, just hard enough to cause him to gasp. Eyes wide, breath held, he pins her to the bed, he will show her. Strong hands hold her arms above her head, soft lips devour a nipple, teeth bite back, hard, just hard enough, but still no cry for him to stop. She doesn’t ever want him to stop. He slides himself along the top of her exquisite body, still her arms are pinned above her head, one hand is all he needs, long thick fingers penetrate her, testing her, seeing if she is ready for him. He can feel her body arching towards his hand, he teases her pulling back. She is wet, dripping we

Got A Blast!!! And A Haircut!
We were given a blast today! thank you F****** hot marina and We will blow the pic up again tomorrow! Be on the lookout for it everyone, and also look for your name in it! We mentioned most of our close friends in it, but If we left you out, just let us know adn we will get ya next time! Oh yeah, Shannon got a haircut too! Go check It out in his personal profile on our family list here! He is Rock steady. Friend him if ya want! Bye everyone! :-D

Ladies Beaware-from My Girlfriend Mandy
LADIES WATCH OUT FOR THIS PERVERT HE CAME TO MY PAGE AND WAS VERY RUDE. WANTED ME TO SHOW HIM MY PICS I TOLD HIM THEY WHERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY. SO HE PUT IN A REQUEST AND THEN I DENIED AND HE ASKED WHY, I TOLD HIM THERE MY PICS I DIDN'T HAVE TO SHOW HIM. HE SAID I BET YOUR SEXY AND THEN TELL ME YOUR YAHOO AND I'LL TURN ON MY CAM. I TOLD HIM TO GO AWAY AND THEN BLOCKED HIM. HE THEN WENT TO MY BOYFRIENDS PAGE AND RATED HIM A "1". MY BOYFRIEND THEN WENT TO HIS PAGE AND RETURNED THE FAVOR, AND LOOK AROUND. HE SAID THE LOSER HAD SOME VERY ANTI-AMERICAN PICS. LADIES PLEASE BLOCK THIS PERV I'M A PERV@ CherryTAP THANKS MANDY I♥U SO MUCH GABE@ CherryTAP

The Kitchen Witch
This weekend must be my cooking weekend. I just tried out a new recipe. Well it's not new, but new to me. I put it together myself. It's nothing really special, but easy to cook and healthy too. It's stuffed Zucchini If you try it out, let me know how you liked it and if the recipe is written understandable lol. Yesterday, I made a cherry tart. Too bad I didn't work with a recipe, but just from experience or I would have posted it too. But since I'm not sure of how much cherries, sugar and stuff I used, it wouldnt come out so correct. If I remember next time, I'll pay more attention and write it down lol. At least I can show you a pic ;) I'm not sure yet what I will cook for dinner. I could make a potato salad with foal filet (yes I eat horse lol). Will see, atm I'm still enjoying the Zucchini

Geeze
Woke up this morning to being 1000 behind--go figure, musta been the elfs over night--I know you all are tired of my begging.. But please help us! If everyone that reads this would PLEASE drop him a 10---and just a few comments. I would forever be in ur debt ;) Kiss http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=3958529643

My So Called Job Just Fucked Me Over
Well many people dont know that i work human resources with the coveted title of Human Resources Coordinator. Nice and shiny job position right? Wrong. What they failed to inform me is that my position was a temporary position that would be avalible from Jan to June only and after that I would be downgraded to a cashier. I did not apply for a cashier at all. I i will not be a cashier. I hate the positon. The customers treat us like shit because they expect us to know it all, get mad when they grab something that they are supposed to get the item number on before comming to the check out and bitch us out when we have to call for someone to get it and slow their day. I will not stand to be shoved around at work. I was lied to about my position! So if they do it i wont work there anymore,at all. Ever. Period. End of sentence. If they want to pull this shit where they go "we are going to train you as a cashier because it's just the easiest thing to get you started." instead it was really

What Flavor Margarita Are You?
You Are a Strawberry Margarita You're so sweet it's a little overwhelming, and people are a little afraid of corrupting you... It's a little difficult to imagine you with a margarita. And you're truly a different person after you've kicked back a couple! What Flavor Margarita Are You?

I've Had Enough....
It seems that I can't trust my gut, my heart or my head. I'm not sure what else to do other than throw up my hands and give up. I'm so confused and I think that I should be hurt... And what is wrong with me? I don't know of anything as to why ........ Never mind. it's stupid.

Time Heals All Wounds?!?!
how is it that ppl claim time heals ALL wounds..have u ever tried putting that shit on a wound...one word OUCH!!!! clocks are heavy on an open wound....oh wait not what they meant...hey it made u laugh didn't it? if nothing else i hope this lil blog helped make a shitty day just a little bit better

A New Me
Ok, here goes. You all cant laugh at me for saying any of this stuff. Today I am starting a new me. Someone told me along time ago that you have to love yourself before u can love anyone else. Well thats what this is about. My whole life I have always felt like shit about myself. Not anymore. I have always battled with losing weight. Not anymore. I have always had a major goal to be a prof body builder or a prof boxer/fighter. Well im tuff enough to do it, now i just need to lose the weight and get in shape. Just so everyone takes me seriously, once a month I am going to post a picture of my progress. Most of you have seen my pictures on here, so you know what I look like now. My goal is 30 pound weight loss. Please wish me good luck because this is something I need to do for myself. Im pretty sure it will change my life. Thanks everyone and you all are great people. Brandie

Steppin' !
It amazes me when being honest becomes something to fear. Why cant things be said to ones face.....honestly, and not leave one hanging, wondering......not understanding? I find that maybe "guilt" of taking advantage of someones feelings, friendship or partnership causes such "fear" in being honest. WOW....I cant be that way, that's probably why my "circle of friends" is very limited. Don't get me wrong I have many "acquaintances".....I expect of them what I receive.....but of my "friends" I expect to be respected, enough to find honesty in our relationship. For me to trust anyone is hard....to truly trust someone, some actions or, lack of, show me that my hesitation of trusting is justified. To have a hesitated step, in life, because of someone not being honest is soooooo not good. Especially when the actions, of one, becomes put onto you in a guiltily manner, because you chose not to take hesitation in your "steps". Well I'll not stop in walking this path I have chosen for anyone any

This Lady Has The Qualities Of A True And Real Friend And Sister- Minx--
THIS IS MINX AS MOST OF YOU KNOW HER- AND ALOT DO- SHES A GEM IN HER OWN WAY AND HAS NO DISRESPECT FOR NO ONE. THIS LADY I MET WHEN I WAS IN A CONTEST AND SHE JUST POPPED IN AND BEGAN VOTING AND WE HAVE BECOME GREAT FRIENDS SINCE- I LOVE YOU MINX- AND THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE AND ALL YOU DO- IF I COULD SEND A HUG TO YOU I WOULD DAILY- BECAUSE YOU AS A PERSON- DESERVE THEM ALL. Minx - Please sign my guest book, love to see everyone who stops by!! **hugs**@ CherryTAP

What I'm Feeling
Last night I went out with the most perfect man I have ever met. He is everything I could ever want or need and in my eyes he is totally without flaw. I never knew how hard it could be to watch a movie. Never once last night did the fact that he was right there leave my mind. After the movie we sat and talked for a long time without realizing time had past. I know now that no one else could make me feel the way he does and feel like I have been looking for him all my life. I think I would die, inside anyway, if we were never to be together again. I've never felt this way before and it scares me badly!! He is perfect. I only hope I deserve him!

Jennifer Hudson
http://www.myspace.com/jenniferhudson About JENNIFER HUDSON Growing up on the south side of Chicago IL, Jennifer started singing in the church choir at the age of seven. For Jennifer, emoting inspirational gospel is the cornerstone of her beginnings as a talented singer, "the church is my favorite place to sing. My first solo was "Must Jesus Bare The Cross Alone." She attributes her vocal ability to her dear late maternal grandmother, Julia Kate Hudson, who was an avid churchgoer and also sang in the choir. Throughout grammar and high school, Jennifer cultivated & showcased her talent by participating in a host of local talent shows and musicals. During this time she also performed at various clubs, weddings and benefits in Chicago and surrounding areas In the Fall of 2002 Jennifer successfully auditioned for one of the Disney Cruise ships and landed her first major role as "Calliope", the head muse on the "Disney Wonder" line the ran from February 2003 through August of 2003

Bondage (bdsm)
In the context of BDSM, bondage involves people being tied up or otherwise restrained for pleasure. Bondage is usually, but not always, a sexual practice. The paraphilia of being sexually aroused by bondage is sometimes known as vincilagnia. Studies in the U.S. have shown that about three quarters of all men find the idea of bondage to be erotic; many women do as well. As with any study of sexual thoughts and behavior, the available studies are not well controlled and the best studies are now out of date. BDSM subcultures It is worth noting that bondage has sexual appeal to persons of both sexes and all sexual orientations. However, a subculture of gay men, sometimes called leather men, were arguably among the first group to make obvious hints of their tastes in bondage in public. The growth of the gay leather subculture parallels the biker culture that arose after World War II -- a number of early leather men were WWII veterans, and the military traditions of discipline and

The Confident Woman...
I thought I might share something that I read, and left me feeling inspired I hope you all like it. 1. A confident woman knows she is loved. 2. A confident woman refuses to live in fear. Fear is not from god. Fear causes people to bury talents due to fear of failure, judgement, or critisim. 3. A confident woman is positive. 4. A confident woman recovers from setback. You only fail when you stop trying. 5. A confident woman avoids compersion. 6. A confident woman takes action. Making mistakes is not the end of the world. 7. A confident woman does not live in "IF Only" and "What If" It's not your abilities that God desires it's your availability. by: Joyce Myers

Kaleab
www.myspace.com/kristyreynolds"> Kaleb For those of you that read my blogs. Lets show this pecious child some love . If you cant send money . send a card to support this family. Kaleb & Family PO Box 291494 Tampa , Florida 33687 Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Sharp Cheddar Stuffed Burgers
Sharp Cheddar Stuffed Burgers Ingredients 1 pound Organic Prairie Ground Beef 1/3 cup red onion (finely chopped) 1/4 cup fresh parsley (washed and minced) 2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce 1/4 teaspoon sea salt 1/4 teaspoon black pepper 1/2 cup Organic Valley Raw Sharp Cheddar Cheese Preparation Prepare barbecue (medium-high heat). Combine meat, onion, parsley, Worcestershire sauce, salt and pepper in medium bowl; blend well. Divide meat mixture into four equal portions. Shape each into ball. Poke deep hole in each ball and fill with cheese. Mold meat around cheese to enclose. Flatten each filled burger to 3/4-inch-thick patty. Grill burgers to desired doneness, about five minutes per side for medium and seven minutes per side for well-done burgers. Serving suggestions: Serve open-faced on sourdough bread with chopped lettuce, sliced tomato and your favorite condiments. Nutrition Nutrients per serving: 410 calories, 34g fat (71.3% calories from fat), 33g p

Sexy
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST IN CHERRY LAND! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOU'RE FUCKIN FINE Send this to all ur sexii friends. Including person who sent it to u ....?SeXy?..?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy.?.....?SeXy? ......?SeXy? ...........?SeXy? ?SeXy?......?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .........?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??

In Thee O Lord Do I Put My Trust
PSALMS 31 1 IN THEE O LORD DO I PUT MY TRUST ;LET ME NEVER BE ASHAMED; DELIVER ME IN THY RIGHTEOUSNESS. 2 BOW DOWN THINE EAR TO ME ; DELIVER ME SPEEDILY;BE THOU MY STRONG ROCK ;FOR AN HOUSE OF DEFENCE TO SAVE ME 3FOR THOU ART MY ROCK AND MY FORTRESS ;THEREFORE FOR THY NAME'S SAKE LEAD ME AND GUIDE ME . 4 PULL ME OUT OF THE NET ;THAT THEY HAVE LAID PRIVILY FOR ME FOR THOU ART MY STRENGTH . 5 INTO THINE HAND I COMMIT MY SPIRIT; THOU HAST REDEEMED ME O LORD GOD OF TRUTH THE ENEMY TRIED TO STOP ME FROM SENDING THIS MESSAGE , TWO WEEKS AGO , BUT I THANK GOD FOR BRINGING IT BACK , YOU KNOW SOME OF US SHOUT AND PRAY ON SUNDAY , WALKOUT OF CHURCH AND MONDAY JOIN IN WITH THE CROWD THAT RIDICULING YOUR FELLOW MAN ON THE JOB , WHEN YOU SHOULD BE ENCOURAGINGTHE BROTHER OR SISTER , AND LIFT THEM UP , YOUHIDE YOUR SPIRITUALITY UNDER A BUSHEL , DON'T WANT NOBODY TO KNOW YOU A CHRISTIAN , WE NEED TO LET OUR LIGHT SHINE , HELP THAT BROTHER OR SISTER THAT'S BEING RIDICULED ON THE JOB

My Horoscope
It's time to banish negativity from your life -- or at the very least to examine the habit and see what it hides. A world of possibilities is out there for you to explore, but you can't see it unless you're willing. ---------------------------- it is so right about the negativity having the exs calling me ... needs to stop lol

What Color Are You????
THIS IS MINE...July 26th ~ August 4th = Pink *PINK* You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale. If your birthday is on...... December 23rd~ January 1st = Red January 2nd ~ January 11th = Orange January 12th ~ January 24th = Yellow January 25th ~ February 3rd = Pink February 4th ~ February 8th = Blue February 9th ~ February 18th = Green February 19th ~ February 28th = Brown March 1st ~ March 10th = Aqua March 11th ~ March 20th = Lime March 21st = Black March 22nd ~March 31st = Purple April 1st ~ April 10th = Navy April 11th ~ April 20th = Silver April 21st ~ April 30th = White May 1st ~ May 14th = Blue May 15th ~ May 24th = Gold May 25th ~ June 3rd= Cream June 4th ~ June 13th = Grey June 14th ~ June 23rd = Maroon June 24th = Grey June 25th ~ July 4th = Red July 5th ~ July 14th = Orange July 15t

Shaken Baby
From: ♥RAQUEL♥ Date: Jun 13, 2007 11:26 AM ..will you??? Kindly repost - Never ever let the ones left behind and the survivors think we forget about them and their families... a> BABY ALEX... Please NEVER ...EVER ... SHAKE A BABY .. Add to My Profile | More Videos In case you are wondering about the piece of crap MONSTER who did this to Alex, clicking on this text will bring you to punkass loser's MySpace page (I refuse to have the face of evil on my page). He is a pathetic excuse for a human being who shook a poor defenseless baby and caused him and his family unrelenting pain and horror... Please let him know how you feel about what he did to Alex... I sure as hell did!!! (Payback is a bitch "Manuel"... you will see that when you get put in prison... the MEN in there can't wait to meet *boys* like you who hurt children!!! Rot in hell, you sick sadistic f*ck!!!

Two Drunks
Two notorious drunks are sitting at the bar. One is crying. The other asks what's wrong. "I've puked all over myself again and my wife is gonna kill me." The other drunk says "do what I dompal. Explain to your wife that some other drunk puked on you. Put a ten spot in your shirt pocket and tell her that the drunk was sorry and gave you ten dollars to have your clothes cleaned." "Sounds like a great idea" says drunk number 1. When he gets home, sure enough his wife is fuming and begins yelling at him about his clothes and how disgusting he is. The drunk starts spinning the lie and says "Look for yourself, there's ten bucks in my shirt pocket." His wife looks in the pocket and finds a twenty dollar bill. "Wait a minute, I thought you said the guy only gave you ten bucks for puking on you?" "He did," says the drunk. "But he shit in my pants too."