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Ehh Its All Good
well its almost done we got just about the hole store packed up today there not much to do tomorrow maybe only about 4 hours of work or so, im hoping to get done befor 4 so i can go and visit with my one of my best friends cause she is in the hospital right now

Death Trap
Don't fall too deep Into the death trap There is nothing to gain And everything to lose You get attached To people you don't know Only to get hurt For their stupid show Your mind gets boggled With thoughts that aren't there Your heart gets crushed Just so they can snicker The internet is my trap Just like many others Do not fall too deep Into your death trap

Christ, Torture Me Some More Why Don't You?!
As most people who talk to me much realize I'm very *emotive*, constantly *hugs* or *fidgets* and whatnot. I'm having issues because I'm talking to someone who stops me dead in my tracks. I just can't seem to be myself. And it rather seriously, completely, annoys the every-loving bejezus out of me. All I want to have a nice normal conversation and all I can get out is glib one-liners. I just sit around and I'm literally waiting on the shoutbox alert sound. It's pathetic to see. I'm just twiddling my thumbs, following link to link to link just burning my time away. I have to be to my first day of class in 9 hours and my mind is entrenched down his pants and I'm sure he has no clue. Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn't operate completely drunk at all times because when I was drunk I had no trouble telling him what I wanted and how it was gonna be. *sighs* Where's alcohol when you need some? Wasting five hours dancing around a ring like a boxer who's afraid of his shadow is no wa

Celtic Studies For Beginners
There really is a lot of info on the Celts out there. Most of it isn't terribly easy to access, unfortunately. This is due, in part, to the disdain many English (and some American) scholars view anything Irish, Scottish, or Welsh, in part to the deluge of "Celtic, Fairy, Fluffy, Wicca-Druid" crap pouring into the local Barnes and Nobles and finally in part to the romanticism toward anything "Druid" during the 19th century (where we get those white-robed, white-bearded, mistletoe-toting folks milling about Stonehenge). Celtic studies is mostly a 20th century phenomena with roots in the 19th century. Much of the break-through archeology has only been accomplished in the last 20-30 years. First off, the term "Celt" comes from the the Greek name "Keltoi" given the "barbarians" that invaded Asia minor. These Celts were also known by a tribal name: Galatia. Yes, that's right, Galatia as in Galatians, as in the city in Asia Minor that Paul the Evangel set up a Christian Church. What most

Yay!
I can't wait to see Craig in a few months, he's a freaking hottie too: And on top of that myself and Ms. Ruby get to see little bro Jason: AND FOR THE RECORD, I'M NOT JUDGING CRAIG ON HIS OUTSIDE I ACTUALLY HAPPEN TO KNOW HIM. :D

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I Got What It Takes
IM IN THE MOOD TO WRITE TODAY...LATELY IVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINKING ABOUT MYSELF. I THOUGHT "FUK,I GOT WHAT IT TAKES!" LOOK AT ME...IM HOTT!BUT IT GOES WAY BEYOND LOOKS,IM A REALLY SWEET GURL. IM A GOOD FRIEND,A GOOD LISTENER AND I LOVE TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS ME.MY PARENTS DID A HELL OF A JOB RAISING ME CAUSE I HAVE GOOD MORALS AND VALUES. IM A HELL OF A GURL AND I LOVE TO HAVE FUN.I TAKE WAY TO MUCH TIME TRYING TO LOOK MY BEST AND I ALWAYS FEEL SEXY NO MATTER WHAT I WEAR OR DO.IM A HELL OF A CATCH. SO WHY AM I WITHOUT THAT ONE THING I WANT THE MOST.I AM PICKY BUT I DESERVE THE BEST CAUSE I GIVE THE BEST.IM NOT TRASHY AND I WONT ACT LIKE SOMEONE IM NOT..I DONT NEED TO. IM A REAL GURL WITH A WHOLE LOT TO OFFER.GET ME BEHIND CLOSE DOORS AND I'LL BLOW YA MIND!!!BE GOOD TO ME AND I'LL BE BETTER TO U. SO I SAY....COME GET ME BABY,YOU'LL NEVER MEET ANOTHER ME FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Old Skool
So ... I was out n about runnin' errands today and decided to test out my new stereo system. Yes.. I am a stereo junkie! I likez the B00M! So ... I put in an old RUN DMC cd and was like whoa! haha ... a HUGE smile was on my face. My stereo sounded totally SICK! I changed cd's, since I knew it sounded so good, and put in an old LL Cool J cd. Whoa! Older LL has gotta be some of the hardest hitting stuff EVAH! I was ALL smiles now. haha.. I bet people could hear me coming several blocks away! hehe ... I dunno why I've always had this obsession with music and stereo systems, but I have. From the time I was old enough to drive, I had decided that I was gonna have the sickest car ... and that I didn't need some dude to have all this cool stuff. It's ok to be a bit of a tomboy I guess. heh ... It's ok that I know what brands are good and what size amps and speakers and what not you need to achieve a certain sound. It's even ok that I like old skool rap! haha .. but don't tell anyone...ok? :)

Confession
I want to touch you, in the worst way, Take your clothes off, Let them fall where they may, To feel your skin beneath my finger tips, To taste your kisses, with these soft lips, Trimbling and shaking, with each caress of your hand, This passion for you, I don't understand, For who you are, I barely know, When you are near, All words seem to go, Frightened and excited, all in the same, Desire is burning, It has a wicked flame, For too many years, this interest I've hid, For fear of rejection, like some lil kid, My fantasy lover, thats all hat you are, So I sit over here and lust from afar.

Poem
A tornado of emotions spinning out of control.. Devouring everything in its path.. Squeezing the life out of me like a vice around my heart. My lungs feel like they are filled with lead. I can't breathe. I need somewhere to hide, to run away from the twisting turbulent devastation called love. I need to feel safe, where the pain can't find me, deep underground where you can only hear silent whispers...will I ever find such a place? Shhh... I hear them coming for me... those dark shadows we call pain and heartache. I run as fast as I can... my lungs burning as I try to get away from them. It is futile, as they always find me. Binding me to them for eternity, swallowing me whole... leaving me but a shell of who I really am. Will he find me? My True Love? Will he save me from this Hellish nightmare? One can only dream...

Why Why Why?
Why, Why, Why???? Why, Why, Why Do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are going dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

If I Should Die
If I should die, And you should live, And time should gurgle on, And morn should beam, And noon should burn, As it has usual done; If birds should build as early, And bees as bustling go, -- One might depart at option From enterprise below! 'T is sweet to know that stocks will stand When we with daisies lie, That commerce will continue, And trades as briskly fly. It makes the parting tranquil And keeps the soul serene, That gentlemen so sprightly Conduct the pleasing scene!

Dying
The sun kept setting, setting still; No hue of afternoon Upon the village I perceived, -- From house to house 't was noon. The dusk kept dropping, dropping still; No dew upon the grass, But only on my forehead stopped, And wandered in my face. My feet kept drowsing, drowsing still, My fingers were awake; Yet why so little sound myself Unto my seeming make? How well I knew the light before! I could not see it now. 'T is dying, I am doing; but I'm not afraid to know.

Both In Bulletin And Blog
Somebody has started to straighten some of these thoughtless and ungrateful people out. And I am even more grateful that it was someone serving in one of the branches of military. Military paid too much ? You be the judge ! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accou

Girl's Night Out
She said she needed a girl's night out, so I settled in to watch my Tivos of Jennifer Garner as Spy in Tights - just twisted open a long neck and there was a knock on my door. I thought you and Moxie were out painting it... "Moxie's getting laid - figured I should, too. Got another beer?" Turns out she likes Jennifer Garner. We were in the middle of the one where she finds out her mother was a spy for a super secret organisation of female agents wearing bikinis and working for a guy called Charlie and her father wasn't really Boswell, and she turns to me and says "I've seen this one, wanna screw?" So, I'm weighing my options while popping the buttons on my 501s - Hmmm - lemme see... twelve inch tall two dimensional lycra babe...or... seventeen dimensions of fun with an actual redhead butt naked on my sheep's kin rug. No brainer. About half way into some Kama sutra thing where she puts her foot on my shoulder I put my arm parallel to her

Talented.
I just learned something neat about me. Listen/sing/dance to rock music Text Answer cell phone Answer work phone and still get my work done right. LOL And lots of times the above mentioned are at once.

Why?
Why is it that some people feel the need to upload a gazillion pictures of themselves which all look like they were taken only seconds apart? How many pictures do you need of you looking away from your webcam with your head twisted the same damn way? People show some originality. Just because they let you upload a couple hundred pics on here, doesn't mean you have to fill them all up. 20 different pictures is a lot better than 100 of the same damn pose. Or at least mix it up a bit. What's funny is how many look like they took a lesson from Deb from Napoleon Dynamite on how to take a picture! LFMAO!

Hot - Avril Lavigne .... Wow
"Hot" Ah, ah ah You're so good to me baby, baby I wanna lock you up in my closet when no one's around I wanna put your hand in my pocket because you're allowed I wanna drive you into the corner and kiss you without a sound I wanna stay this way forever I'll say it loud Now you're in, and you can't get out [Chorus] You make me so hot Make me wanna drop It's so ridiculous I can barely stop I can hardly breathe You make me wanna scream You're so fabulous You're so good to me baby, baby You're so good to me baby, baby I can make you feel all better, just take it in And I can show you all the places you've never been And I can make you say everything that you've never said And I will let you do anything again and again Now you're in, and you can't get out [Chorus] Kiss me gently Always I know Hold me, love me Don't ever go Ooh, yeah yeah [Chorus X2] You're so good

Reflecting My Heart
Do you know how badly I want to look into your eyes and see my heart reflected there? Days, weeks, months, and now even years I've waited to heal to be happy to be free from the bleeding of a love that died. For so long I have questioned this thing called love this world we call home this race we call our own. Why can't I see when I look? You want my heart surrendered, Yet you hide the contents of yours behind chained doors There are no windows. You want me to be happy yet you see my pain as your silence leaves her wounds. I want so badly to look into your eyes, to see that when I wake up in the morning, Them eyes will still be there, reflecting my heart.

Nsfw
Something I just cant under stand Its the NSFW photos many have posted now i can understand walking through fire to earn favor in order to see them or throwing omlets at warp speed to win favor to see them but what has me sublimely confused is if you dont want people to see your NSFW photographs... then why the bloody hell post them?

My Reality
so many broken hearts so many tears i cried replaying moments in my head wonder why, i thought i tried to make things work giving it my all winding up with nothing a broken heart yet again i should be able to deal so many times it's happened before the story of my life like into love to heartache supposed to be alone, i feel

Today On Worldrock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 2:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at mystic_druid_777 Click banner to visit Mystic's MySpace page! 6:00PM EST Tonight on Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize.. It's time to "Get The Led Out" at 8pm.. 3 in a row from Zeppelin.. plus the latest in rock news, Foamy The Squirrel and non stop rock for 2 hours.. this is step 1 in my evil nefarious plan to rock the world til it screams no more. Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize on WORLDROCKRADIO.COM FROM 8-10PM est. To get in a request... shoot me an IM AOL IM: BunniRockRadio Yahoo IM: BunniRockRadio Click banner to visit Rebbi's MySpace page! 8:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at shotdaddy2004 Click banner to visit ShotDaddy's MySpace page! 10:00PM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at docnasty2004 12:00AM EST (Midnight) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sircru2004 Click banner to visit Cru's MySpace page! Click banner to enter loung

Foundry Cams: Nyluh And Her Whipped Cream Bikini
The lovely Nyluh from FOUNDRY CAMS has returned with a cream-covered surprise. Watch as she prowls around on the floor in a tight pink bikini, spraying whipped cream all over her perfect chest...and of course, licking it off. Music By Zero1Zero. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE THE VIDEO!

Accidently On Purpose
I truly love my friends. My best friends rant to the accident in India shutting down the Taj Mahal: Link: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20494177/ I would like to go on record stating, "The people that constitute the Islamic religion are far and away the most irrational group of stone chucking, fire bombing, goat slaughtering, Bhurka wearing, non-shaving, suicide bombing, rug kneeling, truck burning, idiots on the face of the planet." The people in this story caused RIOTS in India because of a CAR ACCIDENT. There was no malevolence. There was no premeditation. It was a CAR ACCIDENT. The Indian government has to basically institute martial law because an entire religion apparently can't figure out that an accident can happen. The best part about the story is the fact that since it was an accident, and there was essentially nobody to blame, the Muslims have decided to take their misdirected aggression out on TRUCKS. 11 trucks across the region have been BURNED in retaliatio

Busy Busy Busy!
Today has been the first day that I havent had to deal with moving or somthing of that nature, packing, Unpacking. Why May you ask? Well I went to my appointment at Eastern Michigan University and well yes I was accepted and tomorrow I get to spend the afternoon transfering my credits over. However on the way out to head back home I fell while wearing 4 inch heals. I honestly thought I broke my ankle. I didn't but it hurt. Fortunately I dont have alot of feeling in my right leg anyway so the pain wasnt terrible. I went to the hospital and found out it was only sprained, severly, but a sprain is better than a break. So Brandon took me home. Took care of me and set things up so that way I could have no reason to get up off the couch. He is great and I will tell you all about him later. I am sure everyone will be wondering what the hell is going on after this blog. Except for the important ones and they already know. So anyway. I am well taken care of getting rest and stayin

"private"
i think its real gay when you go on someones picture page and they post like one picture which is of pewp and they got like 5693 other pictures but all of them are private. if yer gonna be like that, just go back to gayspace. seriously. thats what made me start to haTe gayspace in the first place cause i used to float around there (this is preFU. or cherry...lost cherry to be exact) and i would just randomly search people and pruise if you will, and i would find cool peeps and id bug em until they were cool with me....okey, most of the time it was grrls...but whatever, i was just talkin to people....ANYGAYS, all of a sudden guys and grrrls a like on the gay started settin their shit to "private" and the gay became this spot where instead of actually branching out and tryin to meet new, weird, cool, OTHER people...everyone just kept these little clicks of their highschool friends and i thought it was REAL dumb cause i got none of those...... skip ahead to the time of *echoey voice* L

What Men Need To Know
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will

Salmon With Wild Mushrooms
Prep & Cooking Time: 35 min. Yield: 6 servings Serving Size: 3.000 ounce(s) 1/8 tsp fresh ground black pepper 2 Tbsp (1 spring) fresh rosemary 1 Tbsp olive oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 pound portabella or shitake mushrooms 6 salmon fillets (4 ounces each) 1 cup dry red wine Directions: Preheat oven to 450 degrees F (230 degrees C). Clean and trim mushrooms and set aside. In a large oven-proof skillet, heat oil over medium heat. Add garlic and rosemary and saute until golden and tender. Add mushrooms and saute until browned, approximately 10 minutes. Add wine, pepper and bring to a simmer. Place salmon in pan and spoon some mushrooms over fish. Place pan in oven and bake for 10 to 15 minutes. Nutrition Facts Per 3.000 ounce(s) Total Calories: 477 Carbohydrates: 30.63 g Total Fat: 17.01 g Protein: 49.98 g Sat Fat: 2.53 g Fiber: 5.20 g Cholesterol: 123 mg Sodium: 103 mg Diabetic exchange: Meat: 3.000 Fat: 0.500

Wuz The Deal
first and formost im not talking to all of you but those of you know who you are... is people races these days cause since i put up my profile of not single and put new pixs of my man in there it seems like none wants to come to my page anymore and thats cool im not being a bitch but im speaking my mind.. i do my best to keep up with all of you and i get noing in return lol.. this is just a site i know but it also feels like to much justice goes down and eople tend to judge.. for those of you that are black is great just like anyother color and we are not put on this earth to judge so please quite all the crap as im not for it.. to my real true friends tks for still coming by and catching up with me much love to you... i will be deleting alot of people on my page in the next couple days cause i feel ur on here for just points and see whos pants u can get in lol.. tks...... honielynn

My Heart Cannot Lie!
Even though she is next to me I turn my head the other way Why I vision you and not her I honestly cannot say I've tried to shake the feeling That you are here, not her Even at dawn when she awakes Thoughts of you kissing me occur When I'm alone I'm free Free to dream of you and I Even when she calls me There are thoughts of you I can't deny I told her she was my only one I guess I proved myself wrong Even though she hugs me tight What I feel are YOUR hugs strong! I thought I knew love existed But now it's hopeless to try You are now my only target Because my heart cannot lie!

Yet Another Poem For That Special Some One Writen By Cherryangel
I think about you all the time, i cant seem to get you out of my mind. I've never really felt this way, and this is what i have to say. you make me feel like no one else, even though you put me love up on a shelf. i wish i could get over you, though i fear theres nothing i can do. i wish the pain would go away, but its here, and its here to stay. u already have my heart,I'm giving you the key, i hate this place when your not here with me. i cant live without your love, I'm on the edge give me a shove. i waited for your call,it never came, i guess I'm the one to blame. so now I've told you how i feel, and i want you to know these feelings are real. without you everyday i die

Weird Random Thought Of The Day..
What the hell is up with nursery rhymes and the name Jack? Was there something magical about that name back then? Example: Jack be nible Jack and Jill Little Jack Horner See what I'm sayin? Who the hell is this jack guy and why is he so important? *gasp* Jack and the Beanstalk!!! Ok, back to work lol.

For The True Louisianian.....
Only Louisianians would understand this: 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Louisiana. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders..All 10,000 live in Louisiana plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5. Onced and twiced are words. 6. It is not a shopping cart; it is a BUGGY! MOFOS. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra.. 9. Fixinto is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backwards and forwards means "I know everything about you. 13. Jeet? Is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. 15

The Haters And My Weekend
I just love when insecure women must post the most immature comments on my friends pages assuming that it's gonna hurt MY feelings! LMAO! If only they knew what I have and they don't! But I'm not gonna let it ruin MY weekend! I was planning a trip somewhere to see a friend...was actually gonna cancel a show I was invited to perform at, but thank the Good Lord above that he showed me the truth today and therefore I can continue with my singing to the wonderful people who love to hear me sing! Unfortunately I am in the business of advertising my sexy self (and not the way you all think so get ur minds out the gutter) to the world as the loveable caring person that I am. I have so much to offer to the right person and yet I insist on trying to help others feel better and I get shitted on in return! But I guess it's my own fault. I let these people into my life to only be used. Well, anyhow, I wish everyone a great upcoming holiday weekend, whatever you may be doing...BBQing, traveling, or

So Overlooked......
one song has never been so true about my childhood.... more then the song by akeboshi songs name is called wind.... an this is alil something from when i was a kid.... as a kid i was always overlooked i tried as much as i could to be great i wanted so much to be aknowledged for what i could do for the good lil boy i was i tried an tried to get the recognition i wanted an so craved i wanted TO be more....i wanted to be great i tried so hard i would bite into my lip from how frustrated i was so much anger i wanted to be seen an nurtured i tried so hard with art paintings drawings an writing so artistic at such a young age....i wanted more from life i wanted someone to tell me i was doing good i i just wanted to get recognition. i was alone alot so i had to keep myself company the lil friends i did have were always taken away from me cuz i would let other ppl that hated me steal my friends i never said anything or fought back till i was pushed those days my true strength was made

Nsfw Survey
Body: Adult Question- Don't be Shy..... 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Perhaps... 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? when ISN'T it good? 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? most of my twin bed 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? chicken 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to throw up? not for me, but I had to for my ex 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 7. Shower or bath? depends 8. Do you pee in the shower? no... there's a toilet 5 feet away 9. Mexican or Chinese? both 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? both 11. Do you love someone on your friends? I love all my friends... but not romantically 13. Love or money? Love fuck money 14. Credit cards or cash? Cash 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? no 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? hotel 17.Vaginas? I love them...? 18

#3
Green eyes sparkling warm tears flowing not the slightest showing no one even knowing Wanting to tell my story without causing a disaster if anyone finds out its me he'll be after The situation is dangerous there's nowhere i'll be safe praying the next thing i see is not heaven's open gates Is it safe to open my eyes? i've been under for so long please forgive me baby i know i did u wrong Don't wanna hurt u anymore i know i will if i stay don't do somethin you'll regret let us go our separate ways I'm sorry my mistakes have caused u so much pain you've used your force upon me i'll bow my head in shame Red-faced, embarrassed i feared this day would come i really should've told you you weren't the only one Baby i know you're angry release your hands from my neck remember we're only human spare me one last breath Let me tell you i love you although it barely matters now if only i could rewrite my story i would change the ending somehow

My Life Here
OK IM GETTING MY HIGH SPEED BACK TUESDAY WOOHOO ...IM SO HAPPY I CANT WAIT .. ALL U GUYS WHO HAVE GIVEN ME SO MUCH LOVIN R GOING TO GET BACK 10 TIMES ...TY YOU ALL YOU THE LOVE YOU GIVE ME ... MISSING MY FU HUBBY CHRIS GREATLY ...LOVE YA , EVONNE

False Hopes
Stocks Rise After Bush, Bernanke Speak Friday August 31, 11:46 am ET By Tim Paradis, AP Business Writer Stocks Rise After Bernanke, Bush Speeches on Credit Markets, Mortgages http://biz.yahoo.com/ap/070831/wall_street.html?.v=31 NEW YORK (AP) -- Stocks ran up big gains Friday as investors took comments from President Bush and Federal Reserve Chairman Ben Bernanke as reassuring signs Wall Street wouldn't be left to deal with problems in the mortgage and credit markest on its own. Investors initially balked early in Friday's session when comments from Bernanke didn't indicate a cut in the benchmark federal funds rate was imminent. However, investors seemed to move past some of their initial disappointment and concenrate on comments that the Fed would step in if needed. Bernanke, speaking at the Fed's annual conference in Jackson Hole, Wyo., said the central bank will "act as needed" to prevent the credit crisis from hurting the national economy. The major indexes fl

Can't Wait
The night had gone well, but there was a great deal of sexual tension between them. She was so horny and she didn't want to wait until they were back at her place. As they reached the car and he unlocked the doors, she grabbed his hand and put it on her waist, slipping hers behind his head she pulled his mouth to hers kissing him, a hungry kiss that she hoped got the message across that she wanted him BAD, She slid her free hand over his chest and down his stomach until she cupped his cock in her hand caressing and squeezing it through his pants. She broke the kiss and looked at him while she sought the back door handle. "I want you and I want you now!" she told him "Right here? Right now? In the parking lot?" he asked dumbfounded. "Yes!" She said and pushed him to sit in the back seat. He had to admit he was really turned on by this aggressive aside of her as he watched her strip her panties from under her skirt right there and toss them in the floor of the car. "Slide back and lay

Pork Chops With Orange Raisin Sauce
INGREDIENTS: * 6 pork chops, thick-cut * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * . * Orange Sauce: * 1/2 cup raisins * 1 cup water * 1/3 cup brown sugar * 1 1/2 tablespoons cornstarch * 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon * 1/4 teaspoon dry mustard * 1/8 teaspoon ground allspice * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup orange juice * 2 tablespoons butter * 1 tablespoon cider vinegar PREPARATION: Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter a shallow 2-quart casserole. In a large skillet over medium-high heat, brown pork chops in the vegetable oil. Place pork chops in casserole. In a saucepan, boil raisins in water for 5 minutes; drain.In a small bowl, combine brown sugar, cornstarch, cinnamon, mustard, allspice, and salt. Add orange juice and the brown sugar-spice mixture to the drained raisins raisins. Cook for 10 minutes over low heat. Stir in butter and vinegar. Pour over pork chops and bake for 40 minutes. Serves 6.

The Dance
The Dance She pretends he’s not there Turning on the radio She plays a slow country song She wants to tease him wanting his hunger to grow She slips off her gown It slowly slides over her creamy white shoulders drifting to the floor Standing naked before him She runs her fingers through Her long blonde hair Playful she put a long lock Across one soft full breast Swaying to the music Looking at him with her I want you baby eyes Dancing around him Like a gypsy Queen Skimming her fingers Along his waist playful Her fingers toying with the band of his blue boxers Teasing with promises to come Putting him in a sexual trance Slowly swaying her hips Licking her lush red lips she’s enticing her man molding her hand Around her soft full breast Twirling her finger around it’s rosy crest Sweat glistens on her skin she does the same to it’s twin Hardening the buds for his eyes The blood surges through his veins Moving her hand slowly up her thighs She

Trees
Apple: Magic, youth, beauty, and happiness ..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> Ash: Sacrifice, sensitivity, and higher wisdom Aspen: Determination. Overcoming fears and doubts Beech: Tolerance, past knowledge, softens over-criticism Birch: New beginnings, cleansing of past, vision quests Cedar: Healing, cleansing, protection Cherry: Understanding of role of sacrifice Elder: Birth and death, renaissance of Faerie Realm Hawthorne: Fertility and creativity, magic Hazel: Hidden wisdom, dowsing and divination Heather: Healing from within, immortality, and initiation Holly: Protection, overcoming of anger, spiritual warrior Honeysuckle: Learning from the past, discrimination, change Lilac: Spiritualization, realization of true beauty Maple: Balance, practical expression of psychic, promise Oak: Strength and endurance, helpfulness, continuity

True Love
“They say true love only comes around once and you have to hold out and be strong until then. I have been waiting. I have been searching. I am a man under the moon, walking the streets of earth until dawn. There's got to be someone for me. It's not too much to ask. Just someone to be with. Someone to love. Someone to give everything to. Someone.” ~Henry Rollins

Take It Slow
i think i've got everything figured out.but i know to take everything one day at a time....i'm in the habit of rushing into things making quick descions to solve everything at one time and then when things fall apart i fall apart and run away...i tell myself one day at a time i'll cross that bridge when i get there.ya know. i've been kind of serious thinking here lately about things i want out of life..and i figured out what my biggest problem is.i rush, everything,i dont give anything time to work or to adjust i rush...Slow down Stacy

Well.....
Guess it has been a long time since my first. never was good at writing these things. Summer has progressed as normal I think, Going to be a blazing memorial day weekend. Perfect for riding on two wheels. It's an amazing feeling lately. With the amount of people riding motorcycles lately you never really get away from them much anymore. Don't get me wrong. Love motorcycles, but have seen more idiots on two wheels than I was used to when riders were just a small part of the population. I don't know, maybe rider defensive driving courses should be made mandatory. with gruesome examples of what can happen when you pass rock haulers when your not supposed to. Hope you all have been working on you all over tans. Have a great weekend.

Heck Of A Job There Bushie!
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1188631837111030.xml&coll=1 3 weeks later, twisting in the wind FEMA's delayed response to request for aid irks Vito Saturday, September 01, 2007 By JEFF HARRELL ADVANCE STAFF WRITER STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- It has been three weeks since a tornado ripped through parts of Staten Island and almost two weeks since the governor requested federal disaster assistance. Yet, Islanders and Brooklyn residents who suffered damages and losses from the storm are still up in the air as to whether the Federal Emergency Management Agency will provide funds to aid in the costs of rebuilding. "Three weeks have gone by. People's homes are destroyed, in some cases," said an angry Rep. Vito Fossella (R-Staten Island/Brooklyn). "In other parts of the country, declarations are made almost immediately," Fossella said. "The scopes of the disasters are more severe in some parts, but in this case people have lost their homes. I'm angry

Just Great
Things here on my end of the world have been a little crazy lately. 1.We had to move twice this year 2.My daughter is starting school its a good thing but ive been a stay at home mom so its going to be rough om me. 3.My husbands Aunt passed away. 4.My dad had minor surgery. 5.My sister inlaw has been in and out of the hospital they cant seen to find what is wrong with her ( right now she has a staph infection) 6.My best friend had a baby and the baby father is not part of his new sons life (thats what drugs and beer do to a person) 7.My other sister inlaw is haveing a baby anyday now. 8.My husband and his brother are starting up there own contracting company. 9.We do not have a car 10.I want to get a job but my hubby is never home and again we dint have a car. So with all of that and other thing that r going on things change dayly hell they change hourly i am going crazy. thanks to all who read this so if u r one of my friends u will understand why i may be in a mood.

Shocked Into A Bed - A True Confession
Jess was freaked out by what seemed to be a family affair. My new best girlfriend Kylie is one kinky lady. I found that out when she invited me over to her flat for dinner one evening. “This is my brother Brad,” she said. “He’s in town for a couple of weeks.” A good-looking dish that I’d had no idea was on the menu rose up out of a chair, and I shook his big, warm hand, my eyes feasting on him hungrily. We ate together, and after dessert I excused myself to go to the bathroom. But I didn’t use the facilities. Instead, I unzipped my jeans and plunged a hand into my damp pants. Visions of big Brad doing wicked things to me filled my head and flooded my pussy as I fingered my clit. I bit my lip and stared at myself in the mirror, body tense with approaching orgasm… And then Brad walked in. I froze. The room became a vacuum chamber from which no sounds or excuses could escape. Then he closed the door, from the inside, and I exhaled with relief and excitement. He strode over to

Again
Hey what do ya f***in know it happened again...I made plans and s**t happened and cant go. I was suppost to head out today around this time but my kids dad decided to spring on me he had to f***in work this weekend so he wont be keepin our kids....like he couldnt have f***in told me yesterday when i could have made other plans for my kids but no he called me about 30 min ago to tell me..... If you cant tell im F***ING PISSED OFF!!!!!! I swear im gonna stop makin plans and just have no f***in life....

In A World Of Caos...
in a world of caos.... how can i keep from drowning? in lifes game of chance i am losing... do i take a final stand? do i take my last breath.. or exhale into my pain? sitting back i drag the blade across my skin.. all the things i thought didnt matter rush back.. the flowing crimson makes me drowsy.. i shut my eyes as i kiss my life goodbye.. i will be remembered for what i have done.. but will they remember who i was? my spirit ebbs into darkness.. my life is over....... in the end i am forgotten. Current mood: confused Jul 12 2007

The Cause Of Silence
I know I've been pretty silent to everyone lately. I apologize for that. I recently separated from my spouse and filed for divorce. The regions are my own and if anyone is interested, email me separately and I will discuss them outside of fubar. Inserting legal disclaimer here. Because of murky legal issues, I won't discuss anything here because. She is also a fubar member and while I have blocked here that doesn't mean that mutual contact cannot reveal to her the contents of my blogs, nor does it mean she cannot create another account and find a way to access my information that way. The current account about which I know does not have her own picture as her default picture so that makes it difficult to know for whom to look. The salute on that account really is her, so she is not falsifying herself in that respect. If there are those who are interested, they are welcome to find me by the mentioned method so I can discuss things with people outside of fubar should they car

Need A Tear
As he stands their waiting? A tear wants to come out? But the tear wont drop? When it does who will catch it? Will it be worth it if you catch it? Who can treasure the tear more then the rest? Will my tear be filled w a fake promise? As I walk to the well my tear drops in Never to be seen again

Death
Marking that the time between July and November is full of death in my family. My grandmother passed in July, My 2 uncles in August, My Grandson and granddaughter in September, My Grandfather in November not all in one year mind you, but still seems late summer and fall are death times for my family. Sad anniversaries. Depressing times.

Somebody's Me
You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now its gone, And i pray at night, that our path's soon will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always right here in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Oh yeah... You will always be in my life, even if im not in

She Was Only 5
This is really sad. Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,

Womens Revenge
No disrespect meant here guys, it was posted in fun > > WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST > > She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. > > Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. > > Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. > > Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. > > And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. > > > > > > WOMEN'S REVENGE > > "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to > > purchase. > > As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television > > set in her purse. > > "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. > > "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I > > figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." > > > > > > > > UNDERSTANDING WOMEN > > (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) > > I know I'm not going to understand women. > > I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your > > upper thigh,

The Awakening, Author Unknown
This was taken from Misfit's Grateful bulletin today. Thanks Misfit. THE AWAKENING A time comes in your life when you finally get it . . . when in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out: ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears, and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it`s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren`t always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of `happily ever after` must begin with you and in t

Shower
I will not pass the soap to you, will work it to a lather on your bare skin. I'll press myself against you, popping tiny bubbles with the friction and the heat. Then we'll shift to find the only angle that allows me inside of you. Lubricated by the warm sudsy water, I'll do a dance and shudder, tunneling deeper into your sweet flesh - and, god, I'll push and pull and squirm, pin you to the tiles and pull your legs up around me into a perfect carnal hug - and drive, drive, drive myself up and into you as your head falls back, exposing your wet and tender neck. We'll finish as I fill you and your fingers dig into my back. Then, slyly smiling, I'll read to you the directions from your shampoo bottle: Lather, rinse, repeat. © All rights reserved

Sunday
today was a very good day my fiancee and my Daughter got baptized at the curch we just started 2 weeks ago it was sweet I love them both for joining with me being baptized Steven and Destiny I love you so much

Poem
Vampire by StarFields One thousand years ago I made a choice. I chose to be beautiful, to be be eternal, to fly like I dreamed of flying. The velvet night was always my best friend - my confidante, my solace my keeper, my protector my cloak, my haven and my home. To come home to night was good and true. And to this day I stand in front of windows (old or modern, wood or steel), flung wide open, curtains blowing, breathing in the scents, the sounds the sights of night, so totally alive, so beckoning, so siren calling to the deepest, widest sense of what is I.

People Who Are Fat
Why don't people understand that if your fat, and usualy u know if you are, that the majority of the world doesn't want to see you in a string bikini, or booty shorts and a tube top. It's not sexy. Now don't think I think that fat people can't look good, cause they can if they dress properly.

Faq's
I thought that this would be a fun format for a blog.. here are you questions I have been asked the most since I started on fubar, and my usual answers... 1. Your married, why are you here? Mostly for friends, I enjoying talking to all sorts of different people and selection is limited where I live. I am also a big flirt and don't get a hell of alot of attention after 21 years of marriage. 2. Ur hot, wanna cyber? Uh.. no.. I don't.. Not that I haven't tried it before.. it just doesn't do much for me. Especially with stupid people..hehe 3. Can I see your private pics? Only if you are a friend or family, and don't get too excited, I am not into posting nude pics online or anywhere. Even if I like you alot. 4. (especially for local guys) Can we meet? Probably not...if you are local you have most likely seen me at work.. (lol.. gotta love working with the public) 5. Will you sign my guestbook? Hell yeah, just sign mine when I get around to posting it. 6. Can

Inner Thoughts
It is easy to be negative about our past mistakes and unhappiness. But it's much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance,and growth. Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons. Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insights about who we are and what we want. Each step of the way, we learned, we went through exactly the experiences we needed to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we have progressed. Is our past a mistake? NO! The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth!

Foot In Mouth Syndrome
...dont you hate it when you say or do something you know you shouldn't have done! you wish your brain would work before you say or do something! half of the time, i think my brain is on vacation while i keep truckin' along, doing and saying stuff. sometimes, i get in trouble for that! But, i am sure, that my brain will continue to take its spontaneous vacations and i may say or do something kinda dumb once in a while. all i can say, is 'oops...sorry about that'. i may offend, annoy or anger people..i may not do the right thing all the time....but i am only human ...and people know how to get a hold of me if they have something to say to me. i love a good discussion, even about shitty things sometimes! Hippy 2007

Friends...
A friend is someone to pray with for support. We have all seen the research and the studies show that the power of prayer is magical no matter who or what it is that you think you are praying to. The studies also show that whenever two or more people get together to pray, that the power becomes increasingly strong. From my own experience I would like to point out that when you have a real friend pray with you instead of a well-meaning acquaintance, that the increased power is so much greater. Yes the stranger helps, but nothing beats the power of a friend’s prayers.

Soft Sighs
I love the sound of your soft sighs building bubbling breaking out and into rapture while we make love - so many words unneeded, understood between us. You sing into me as your head flies back and we are mixed: one skin shared in the cries of joy. Then, you lie atop me, breathless, hushed whispers, intimacy and formless expressions all saying the same thing. We are where we must be, we belong. © All rights reserved

One More
One More Maybe if I could find enough strength inside To hold on for just one more day Things wouldn't be this way One more hour of silence To put an end to so much violence One more minute and maybe one could finish One more task at hand Maybe then one more could understand One more sad memory I have inside of me I keep crying These one more tears that I've been hiding I know you've known others before... But I'm not just one more

Now I Know
I have reached into black heavens, hanging on - not knowing why - why am I here... But, now I know. I was given these arms to wrap around you, given lips to touch yours - every part of me was made for part of you. And, now I know. I was alone because we had not met. I was given life to leave it with you, to be absorbed in you, transformed into something greater. I was gifted these words and the rhythms within me that allow me to sing on paper so that I could leave them in your heart. If I have found the pathway into you, I have found my reason, and even though I want to live forever in the gold of your embrace, I have been the most I can ever be being loved by you. © All rights reserved

Healing Pain
Healing Pain My heart bled that day in May The day I had to go away The bleeding profuse, I was cut deep Into the ground my pain would seep Walking along, silent but strong I knew right away I was not wrong My new life had yet to start The bleeding would fade soon from my heart I remember that sweet day in June It happened sometime around noon He came to me, so fresh, so true And then my eyes, they were not blue Smitten with him I became so fast Like thunder from the sky, a blast I felt his soul in the depths of mine He made me smile, he made me shine The wounds he healed, he’ll never know He’ll only know my smile, my glow He’ll walk with me through thick, through thin With him my new life begins.

Things That Should Be Said More Often
"when we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on --series polygamy-- until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter." ~ Tom Robbins Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the number of moments that take our breathe away. "Dance like nobody's watching and love like you've never been hurt." "People say they love truth, but in reality they want to believe that which they love is true." ~Robert J. Ringer "To the world you may be one person, but to that person you may be the world." *love is a short wor

Putin & "his Boys"
For some time I've been privy to the information that my friend and cohort Putin has had a "thing" for young boys. As any good dictator knows, guilty pleasures are a part of the business (I am fond of a Russian hooker or two). However, it has been brought to my attention that Vlady has taken his "interests" public. This certainly marks a low point in Russian history. You would never catch Stalin out in public with his harem of eunuchs or Kruschev fondling an albino on a park bench! Poor Putin - he has much to learn in the way of being a good dictator.

A Toast To Women
THIS IS A TOAST ... TO WOMEN... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!! Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keep You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going TO MOTHERS: Once you become a mother; you are no longer the picture, you are the frame.

Well???
You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?

Time To Relaxxxxx!
Overall, I was relatively productive today. Also got my gym workout done. Of course because of the 4 day "holiday," every woman was at the gym today. People I haven't even seen in months, too LOL Now I can fully relax for the rest of the night. Some guy with the user name of "I have a drippy dick" rated my pic a 7 ROFL I'm not pissed over it. I just found that amusing. This IS my 'rambling' blog after all. I don't have to make sense :D I'm going to look over my Curves gym paperwork. They have a 30 day challenge going on. Called Curves Quest - Survival of the Fittest. The person who loses the most, gets the title of 'Curves Quest Conqueror' oooh and they also win "stuff" What stuff? I don't know. They haven't announced that yet. The person will have to work out at least 3 times per week and eat healthy for the 30 days (ok no problem there) get weighed and measured every week (BAH - doable, but BAH! lol) and then complete as many of the 13 extras during the month. The

Check It Out
hey all my people come and check out the site a friend of mine has he has his own clothing line and its great stuff and good prices.. let him know i sent you.. go to............... www. sexy lingerie.com

First Cna Class
I had my first CNA class tonight! I am so excited and it seems like it will be pretty easy. I am considering taking a phlebotomy certification course next semester too. Cancun is less than a week away! So exciting!

Girls In My Circle
GIRLS IN MY CIRCLE When I was little, I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another will sit beside you in the bleachers as you delight in your children and their activities. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together," another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish, another your love for movies, another will be with you in your season of confusion, another will be your clarifier, another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion, on whatever the

What Better Way To Stick It Your Ex Wife
Giuliani's Web site posts link to Donna Hanover's radio show BY DAVID SALTONSTALL DAILY NEWS SENIOR CORRESPONDENT Wednesday, September 5th 2007, 4:00 AM Rudy Giuliani unveiled a revamped campaign Web site yesterday with a handy new "Call Talk Radio" button for supporters - and an unintended reminder of his past. The cybertool, designed to help Giuliani boosters phone local talk show hosts anywhere in the U.S., included contact information for "The WOR Morning Show," co-hosted by Giuliani's ex-wife, Donna Hanover. It's one of 173 New York radio shows the Web site urges Rudy fans to call to "voice your support." Hanover remained mum when told of the odd campaign link, but co-host Joe Bartlett was happy to sound off. "I appreciate it," Bartlett told the Daily News. "We could use the help." Bartlett said Giuliani's name comes up regularly as part of the show's news coverage, but Hanover always manages to bite her tongue when talk turns to herex. "We have taken

Thank You To My Good Friends
I just wanted to say a big thank you to a few special people who have been so supportive to me after the sudden and recent death of my mother. I want to thank Fatz and Nell for the phonecall, I want to thank Stephen for his love, I want to thank my sis Pleasure for constantly making sure I'm ok, I want to thank my sister Kara and mamacita Jo for their love and support (see you soon), I want to thank Alex for makin my smile, I want to thank Curt for makin me laugh and being sweet when I cried, I want to thank Nicki for her words of wisdom. I also want to thank everyone who messaged me on yahoo offering their sympathy especially those who I've mentioned. Regardless of the distance, you all went out of your way to let me know you were there for me. I'll never forget that.

New Mandy Story
"Let's have some fun!" I said excitedly. I pulled Mandy into a standing position in front of me. I reached up and grabbed the waste band of her shorts and quickly pulled them to the ground. I could tell that it had been a rough day for my little vixen...she was still wearing panties. I reached around and squeezed her firm ass cheeks as I leaned forward and kissed her panty-covered pussy. "Mmmm...ooh Harry...you make me so happy..." Mandy purred. I snagged the top of her undies with my teeth and pulled them down to her knees. I then reached up and pulled them the rest of the way off with my hand. Mandy grabbed onto my head and pulled my mouth to her pussy. I got the hint and quickly started giving long licks to her clitoris. "ooooh...I love it when you lick my pussy..." After a minute or so I started kissing up her body, pushing her shirt up as I went. Once I got up above her belly button, Mandy lifted her arms in the air. I pulled the shirt up and over her head. All that was left was

Two In Love With One ( Women Only )
I’m dreaming but I know it and in my dream I wish it to be real I can hear him say: I love her then I hear him say: I know. Me too. and one of him is behind me his hands around my waist as his naked body presses I can feel his heartbeat on my back. and the other is in front of me kneeling down his head between my legs he stops, looks up and says to me: I love you but I can’t believe you are real. and then I am bent over feel him push up and inside while I kiss the other his hands play on my nipples I am so confused. Can we both love her? one asks. The other says: yes, but she is mine. I know, he said. That’s fine.

Your Voice ( A Guy Talk'n 2 A Gurl )
I close my eyes and make you be Right here right now Touching me Your voice it tells me where to touch Just how hard And just how much I feel your hands exploring me My body is tingling I wish you could see See all my goose bumps, hard nipples too See all the things Your words can do I can feel the blood rush to my head Good thing I am laying In my bed Your voice, it caresses my very soul Makes me want to cum This is your goal And now you put me to the test You know to hear That you love me best Will send me over the edge, you know Make my body explode Oh God! Here I go... I am sent crashing into you My sweet man I’m so glad that you knew Just what to say And what to do To make me cum On the phone for you

Joke
A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint when a lizard walks past, looks up and says to the monkey, "Hey, what are you doing?" The monkey replies, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some." So the lizard climbs up and sits next to the monkey and they smoke a few joints. After a while the lizard says his mouth is dry and he's going to get a drink from the river. The lizard is so stoned that he leans over too far and falls into the river. A crocodile sees this and swims over to the lizard and helps him to the side, then asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains to the crocodile that he was sitting up a tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and then fell into the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out and wanders into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing up a joint. The crocodile yells up to the monkey and says "Hey!" The monkey looks down and says.... "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK..How muc

Lament - Nvs
My love for you is only matched by few And as I take you to heart, it tears me apart Your very taste another flavored grace My only peace of mind found in unwilling eyes As we lay uncomfortably numb within each other's arms Going to break you in half but I mean you no harm CHORUS: A method as kind as a bullet inside of a gun Reaching out with a godless decline Defased and betrayed by the stereotype we portray Sensibility withers away My lament to you The hate I feel is undoubtedly real And as I resist the urge, you binge and you purge A sense of freedom as one of us comes The greatest joys of sex are found in excess Disregarded, disillusioned, dormant to a grave Nothing is enough in spite of everything you gave REPEAT CHORUS Well, my wrists may be thick, it's true But they're thin enough to cut right through Permanently leave a mark upon your spotless record And at my requiem, would you please make sure That they don't try to censor my suicide lette

Ed Guitar Bound For Glory
i just wanted to give props to one of the most informed, intelligent and gifted men in our movement. he corresponded with me briefly about 10 years ago and i still have all his letters. yeah, Ed rules.

I Love My Job!!!
Hey all, I just wanted to write in here a little bit. I have been at my job for about a month now and I absolutely love it. I work at an adult boutique. And no, not one of those icky ones...a really good one. I don't only sell toys. I sell langerie*, games, oils, lubes, and toys. I have the most fun customers who may seem shy enough but brave enough to open up their eyes and know there is more out there when it comes to sex. I am sure you all are bored by this...but I just love my job!!!

Completely
We will marry in each other's arms tonight, alone beneath the moon and stars - wed by the moment of our spiritual union, the giving of ourselves completely. Each kiss will be a sacrament, and as I taste your skin, as I enter you (always wanting to be deeper), we will be as one organism - we will be blessed. This bed becomes our chapel and our flesh will repeat the only vows we ever need. © All rights reserved

Fake Pictures!!!
whats the deal with all the ugly goth women putting up a sexy goth girl as their mane picture.is it me or is that not fake advertisement.im not saying that i wont add u if your not hott just saying put a pic of yourself up im not brad pitt but i put my ugly mug up just like the rest of the ppl on this site stop pretending your that hot vamp because all i have to do is click on your pic and i see your true colors shining threw and thats why i dont love u.so dont be afraid if your ugly show your mug i do.

Drunk Dizzy Stumbling
I'm grain liquor drunk dizzy stumbling in with her, her soft hands melting into the skin of my back my chest my... ...oh my Lord I love this feeling feeling her flesh against me, gone in gusts of her sweet breath warm across my neck. We are smiling through our kisses slowly slowly swaying to some inner rhythm roiling - I could take her touches everywhere I go. I'm going to try. © All rights reserved

Ahole Number One
go punk this dude with all your might he called me all kinds of nasty names and stuff. give him all ya got! http://www.fubar.com/user/698949 here's an example of what he has said... michaelftw81: youre a fuckin joke you lying cunt of a bitch michaelftw81: oh it works now michaelftw81: lmfao michaelftw81: what ever u say u fat cunt...all kinds of free porn on the internet...good luck gettign rid of my account u nasty cunt liar

Voice
Yeah it's more sickly, sweet me. I might just have to take a break and regroup. A month a go i would have rather poked my eye out than write this stuff and here I am posting it. Well I hope you enjoy it at least. Your voice Says my name In a sweet whisper Your voice Sends tremors Through my body You have no idea What you're Doing to me I can't believe My reaction To your voice It's just a voice I keep Telling myself A voice that Sends tremors Through my body A voice that Sweetly whispers My name

Life
As some of you know i have been going through some really hard times right now and this week has been one of the worst weeks. I want to thank everyone who has helped me in some small way with comments or just a kind word. Love you all.

Please Help My Friend Level
Thank you all for being my friends. Could you do me a favor and check out my friends page. She is a wonderful and beautiful person. Please show her some Love. Fluffy@ fubar Thank you from the bottom of my Fuzzy Bear heart.

Son
Tiny Angel rest your wings sit with me for awhile. How I long to hold your hand, And see your tender smile. Tiny Angel, look at me, I want this image clear.... That I will forget your precious face Is my biggest fear. Tiny Angel can you tell me, Why you have gone away? You weren't here for very long.... Why is it, you couldn't stay? Tiny Angel shook his head, "These things I do not know.... But I do know that you love me, And that I love you so". Author Unknown

Please Help Me Understand
Everytime i think shit will get better it doesnt i dont know what to do anymore. Ok me and my husband have had our ups and downs. We were going to give it another go and i thought it would be a good try. WEll i have been thinking alot about where my life is going and what i wanna do with it. He tells me today on yahoo that he still wants a divorce that he thinks that we need to get out of this marriage while we are still ahead. Honestly that is what i want, but why does it hurt so bad why do i cry i dont know what the hell is wrong with me. someone please help me understand why i feel so bad when i want this too.

In The Wild
I am taking a 3day excursion into the backwater swamps of northwest Florida. I am hoping to create some new photos for my portfolio and for a new up and coming outdoor mag. I hope the trip goes well. I didnt know that Florida had any wildlife sites that are still untouched except for the everglade area. I have been warned by my guide to watch for Rattlesnakes, Coral Snakes, watermocs, Gaters, scorpions, and spiders....Now doesnt that sound like a fun filled weekend?!? For the photos though...I will risk it. Live is supposed to be and adventure right? Well if I make it back whole I hope to have some terrific photos. Wish me luck everyone and lets pray it doesnt rain. With everything else, I dont think I need that

Man Bites Head Off Girlfriend's Snake
Man allegedly bit head off snake The royal python ‘tasted lovely,’ Irishman allegedly said in heat of fight The Associated Press Updated: 5:57 p.m. ET Aug 24, 2007 BELFAST, Northern Ireland - A Northern Ireland man bit off the head of his girlfriend’s pet snake during a fight and remarked that it “tasted lovely,” lawyers testified Friday. Shane Cooke, a 33-year-old bricklayer, was arraigned in Belfast High Court on charges of assaulting his girlfriend, Coleen McGleenon, and fatally torturing her royal python Aug. 4. McGleenon’s lawyers said he headbutted her twice and picked up her pet, put it in his mouth, and threw its severed head at her. “Your snake tasted lovely,” he was quoted as saying. Cooke’s lawyer, Adrian Higgins, said his client admitted both offenses and had attacked the snake because he knew his girlfriend loved it. He said Cooke, from the border village of Keady, had been consuming alcoholic drinks for several hours before the attack. © 2007

Getting To Work On Time
Getting to work on time Ok...I posted this FUCKING blog TWICE NOW! And MySpace has erased it BOTH times...it's fucking PISSING ME OFF!!! I swear if it fucks up ONE MORE TIME I'm gonna poke out Tom's eye with a spork and skullfuck him. Anywho...Life has a way of throwing you curveballs...you never know whats gonna happen next. I frequently find myself leaving late for work, so I need to make up massive amounts of time on my drive.Due to things such as unexpected phone calls, getting caught up in porn, procrastinating too long, whatever...I wind up leaving 20-30 mins late quite frequently. However, I can make up at least 20 minutes on my drive...and today I'll teach you how. Driving aggressively 101 - First off: swerving. Swerving is a useful tool when your driving. It can be used to warn other drivers of your intentions. Such as the unintentional swerve.This can best be achieved with a package of french fries or some other food item in your hand...you slowly drift towards the dr

Anger Management!!!
Anger Management at it's best !!!!! When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robin Carter?" Suddenly the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. I tracked down Robin's correct number and called her. I had transposed the last two digits of her phone number. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and y

Different
All my life i've wanted to be normal, wanted to be like everyone else, want to be the same I talked to different people, did different things, but still I am the same, just me Everytime I tried to be the same it just seemed to make me more different Like everyone just shut me out and didn't want me to be like them Then one day I realized, I am normal, I am like everyone else, I am the same Every one wants to fit in, everyone at one time or another feels this way I learned being different wasn't a curse, it's what makes us unique This was just my turn

Life Is A Walk
You can tell alot about a person by the way they walk. You see the person looking at the clouds, and the mountains and everything but the road they travel on? those are the dreamers, and occasionally they fall off the cliff of reality for not watching where they go. The person constantly focused on the path they travel avoid nearly all of the pitfalls along the way. Those are the realists, the ones grounded in resposibility but miss the inherent beauty around them. The key(I think) is to have a fair mix of both. Granted, I would say I spend more time drinking in the splendor of the world around me, and sometimes dont always give the path I travel its due attention. Sometimes you have someone that walks with you, and this is ideal if they compliment each other's walking style. To guide you away from the ledge you dont see, or to show you something amazing you might have otherwised missed. Having that person can make all the difference in the world, however, finding that p

Fall!!!!
Yeah!!!! I LOVE Fall!! College Football is in full swing (GO STATE), as well as High School football (GO COMETS). My all time favorite is Hockey (GO RED WINGS) pre season will begin on the 18th of this month, then the regular season will begin o the 3rd of October. Hope U are all well this Fall, and good luck to your teams, but WE all KNOW Red Wings will get the cup this year!!!

Sick And Tired Of This Cough
Well second day with this aweful cough i wish it was the future so i can get rid of it in one day I hate being being sick so someone come up with the cure for the common cold and other stuff so we can live longer

Lyrically Speaking.
I'm at a total loss for words! And in my chosen field, that's no good. That's why I'm asking for all you guys' help. I'm a very life-based style rapper and my life has gotten rather uneventful. I have no situations....my bills are all paid...there's no more drama on my block, cause I changed blocks, so what now? If you know a somewhat decent song-writer...send them MY way. I'm willing to compensate for anything I use...so pen ya best raps and submit some this way...Even stories are welcome...they make the best kind of Rap! Let's do this!

What Is Fake
IT HAS COME TO MY UNDERSTANDING THAT A CERTAIN PERSON ON FUBAR IS CALLING ME FAKE BECAUSE I DONT HAVE A SALUTE PIC!!!!! WELL EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THERE OWN OPINION....AND I ACCEPT THAT BUT WHAT I DONT GET IS WHO GAVE THIS PERSON THE RIGHT TO JUDGE ME OR ANYONE AT ALL... ARE YOU GOD..... ARE YOU MY PARENTS..... I REALLY DONT IGVE A FLYEN F$$K WHAT U THINK ABOUT ME. AGAINST ME ETC... YOU ARE VAPOR IN MY EYES... AND DONT EVEN DARE TO THINK ABOUT COMMEN DOWN ON MY HUSBAND BECUASE HE DOES NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO DO IT I AM MY OWN PERSON AND I DO AS I PLEASE SO FALLON U CAN KISS MY ASS... I HAVE NOTHING TO PROVE TO YOU OR ANYONE ON HERE.... I COULD GIVE A RATS ASS WHAT U THINK OF ME LET ALONE ANYONE ELSE.. I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHAT I AM.... SO GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSE AND GROW THE HELL UP...GET OVER IT... ROMATIC IS TAKEN HES MINE YA SNOOZE YA LOOSE BABY

We'll Never Be Apart
You never really know what eachday will bring, You dream of having a friend to lean on and talk to, One day u realise you have everything; a person appears and your dreams are in frount of you; You've been searching your soul and heart, Every dream you have comes to life, Only to find what u desire was worse then a fart A friend says to you my life is your life; You meet this person when your life was so blue, To love cherish adn care for from death do you part, I never expected it and I couldnt be any happier that it is you; From that day on we both knew we'd never be apart. Just a little something my cousin Ryan wrote

Plastic?
There's NOTHING I hate more than all these plastic people with all their plastic promises & all their plastic deals. They just can't be themselves & live their own lifes out, they're just an imatation of what lifes all about Are you an imatation of life?

Hows My Karma
You Have Fantastic Karma You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person. And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already. But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway. You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that! so if my karma is so good why am i having such bad luck??????

For Him
It's late at night and I'm not sleeping. Not even close to it. Today is his birthday, he would be 29. God only knows where he would have been today. Maybe Iraq? Afghanistan? Or maybe sitting in some bar making people laugh? He would have kissed all the pretty girls and told them they were beautiful. They would have took his words jokingly. Truth was, he always meant his words. He loved people for who they were, not for what he expected for them to be. He saw you when nobody else was looking. He called when you weren't expecting, but somehow had perfect timing. I miss his company, his friendship, I miss his stupid jokes, I miss his honesty, I miss his words which could heal a sore heart. He was one of those guys who didn't know how to break a heart, didn't know how to play the game. He never had a reason to. One of the few guys who was truly different than the rest of them out there. How many times I have replayed that phone call that changed everything in my mind. Like a bad dream

Still Waiting On You
Spreading these arms Keeping smilies on my face I am still waiting for you Having bright love in my eyes Keeping strong feelings in my heart I am still waiting for you Facing every storm in life Standing alone in another side I am still waiting for you My love will never die wishing to see you by my side I am still waiting for you

Re: Alex Jones Arrested In New York
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 09 Sep 2007, 04:08 Alex Jones Arrested In New York NEW YORK - Media activist Alex Jones was arrested by New York Police Department officers while filming a documentary about the sixth anniversary of September 11th and joining the protest against the official version of what happened on 9/11. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/090907_alex_arrested.htm

Fox News Responds To Cheney Call For Iran Attack Pr Blitz
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 05 Sep 2007, 14:06 Fox News Responds To Cheney Call For Iran Attack PR Blitz Following yesterday's revelation that Dick Cheney has ordered top Neo-Con media outlets to unleash a PR blitz to sell a war with Iran, Fox News has already responded with two prime time slots devoted to all out warmongering propaganda in favour of a strike on Iran's facilities. http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/050907Iran_war.htm

Bush Greases Skids For Un Pandemic Power Grab
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 02 Sep 2007, 11:07 Bush Greases Skids For UN Pandemic Power Grab The World Health Organization and the U.N. have been handed complete control over response procedures in the event of a pandemic outbreak in the U.S. after an agreement was signed by President Bush at the recent SPP meeting that bypasses congressional approval. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/020907_power_grab.htm

Sex And The First Letter Of Your Name
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someonewho is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You arean up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts notobscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. Yo

Three Trivia Facts For September 9
A single share of Coca-Cola stock, purchased in 1919, when the company went public, would have been worth $92,500 in 1997. Dismal first-year sales of famous products: VW Beetle (U.S.)--sold 330 first year. Liquid Paper--sold 1,200 bottles first year Cuisinart--sold 200 first year. Remington typewriter--sold 8 first year. Scrabble--sold 532 first year. Coca-Cola--sold 25 bottles first year. (For total of $50; supplies and advertising ran $70.) In Fairbanks, Alaska it’s illegal for moose to have sex on the city sidewalks. (I don't know how this is enforced.)

Hawaii On A Freebie
My cousin and her husband are taking me to Hawaii with them to mind their kids. It is First Class all the way, as it is always with them. They are meeting up with some of their fancy friends. I am not too happy with my poor relation role at the moment. Living in my cousin's guest house has been pretty humbling. I am not a bum, just a struggling college student. Hawaii on a freebie is depressing (lol).

To The Ones That Have Gone Before Me
as i sit on a swing watching my children play i realize my memories of you have began to slip away as my heart sinks low and my eyes fill with tears i cling to the precious thoughts that i hold so dear so sadly i sit as my heart breaks it's strange what the years decide to take your laughter,your smile,the way you looked as you slept these are all precious memories i have fought to protect but though my thoughts might fade you won't be forgot and where ever you are,please know i love you alot with your memories refreshed i think i will go but there is one more thing i want you to know for the rest of my life ill think of you each day and i promise to never let your memory fade away

Caribbean Blue
So the world goes round and round with all you ever knew. They say the sky high above is Caribbean blue. If every man says all he can, if every man is true, do I believe the sky above is Caribbean blue. If all you told was turned to gold, if all you dreamed was new, Imagine sky high above in Caribbean blue.

Re: The Revolution Is Being Televised! (live Feed)
RE: The Revolution is being televised! (LIVE FEED) ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: 9/11 Truth Seekers Unite! Date: 09 Sep 2007, 16:39 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks to♂ Georgilla Ћe Guerrilla ♀Date: Sep 9, 2007 4:20 PMI DON'T CARE IF YOU THINK I AM POSTING THIS TOO MANY TIMESTHE REVOLUTION IS BEING TELEVISED!ALL YOU NEED TO DO IT CLICK PLAY! Watch live video and chat on Justin.tv

Media Inquiry-- Audio, Photos And Video From 09/11/2007
Media Inquiry-- Audio, Photos and Video from 09/11/2007 You may have remembered meeting me in the past at Ground Zero, the 9/11 Scholars Symposium in Los Angeles and at the 9/11 Accountability Conference in Arizona. I co-produce various media productions with Matt Jarfi for our project 'Eyes on the Lies'. We are documenting the 9/11 Truth Movement/New American Revolution in print, video and audio archives. I appreciate all of your work and dedication to the Truth Movement and I feel your words and ideas need to get out to as many people as possible. We are also hoping to meet with 9/11 Survivors, 9/11 First Responders and anyone ravaged with Ground Zero Illness. We will be present at Webster Hall, Cooper Union, Ground Zero, Judson Church and the various street actions till the 12th and would like anyone who wants to have their say on film to get the word out to those who still are unsure about September 11th. We will be wearing our press badges come introduce yourself to

Creepy People!
So last night I'm sitting on my porch having a cigarette before I went to bed and minding my own when I notice the sky lighting up. Naturally my first reaction was to look up to see if there was lightning when I noticed that the flashing was coming from above but to my left. I look over and lo and behold what do I see but a weirdo ass neighbor of mine two houses down taking a series of pictures of me sitting on the porch. Creepy ass bastard!

His And Her Perfect Day....
THE PERFECT DAY FOR HER… 8:15 Wake up to hugs and kisses 8:30 Weigh-in 2 lbs. lighter than yesterday 8:45 Breakfast in bed—freshly squeezed orange juice and croissants; open presents- expensive jewellery chosen by thoughtful partner 9:15 Soothing hot bath with frangipani bath oil 10:00 Light work-out at club with sexy, funny personal trainer 10:30 Facial, manicure, makeup application, shampoo, condition, blow wave 12:00 Lunch with best friend at fashionable outdoor café 12:45 Catch sight of partner’s ex and notice that she has gained 17 lbs. 1:00 Shopping with friends: unlimited credit 3:00 Nap 4:00 Three dozen roses delivered by florist; card is from secret admirer 4:15 Massage from strong but gentle hunk—says he rarely gets to work on such a perfect body 5:30 Choose outfit from expensive designer wardrobe 7:30 Candlelit dinner for two followed by dancing,compliments received from other diners/ dancers 10:00 Hot shower- alone 10:50 Carried to bed… freshly ir

Re: Mossad Double Agent Is Scriptwriter For Bin Laden Tape
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Liebchen Protesting 800 FEMA Camps Nationwide Date: 10 Sep 2007, 05:42 ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: Alex JonesDate: Sep 10, 2007 1:31 AM Mossad Double Agent Is Scriptwriter For Bin Laden Tape Adam Pearlman, a hardcore Jewish Zionist who once wrote stinging essays condemning Muslims as "bloodthirsty terrorists," has been identified as the scriptwriter of the latest Osama Bin Laden video. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/september2007/100907_double_agent.htm

Re: Please Repost!!please Repost!!!
Florida 9/11 Truth/WEARECHANGE.ORG/Ron Paul 08 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Florida 9/11 Truth/WEARECHANGE.ORG/Ron Paul 08 Date: 10 Sep 2007, 00:31 PLEASE JOIN IN SOME MYSPACE TRUTHER UNITY!!! Please copy this picture and use it as your default picture untill the 12th. We may disagree on some issues but I think we all agree on this. Please help this spread and encourage your friends to do the same. It's not much, but it is a way we can all be together and maybe wake some new people up..Thanks,RickFlorida 9/11 Truth/WEARECHANGE.ORG/Ron Paul 08Got Signs?

Farts
Silent But Deadly (SBD) Fart The type that remains totally inaudible, yet somehow causes all the occupants of a room to collapse. Can smell like anything, nasal investigators rarely have time to distinguish an odor. Eggy Fart Smells very much like rotten eggs (or Hydrogen Sulphide). A powerful odor which tends to put people off lunch. Often rips out in the fashion of a Bunbuster. Windy Fart The sort of fart which goes 'Whoosh', and is more felt than heard. A little like an SBD, but louder and considerably less toxic. Growling Fart Happens deep within the rectum (and therefore has no smell). Somehow never meets the light of day. Tends to growl like a dog at the vets. Worrying Fart The kind which seems to be a fart right up to the point at which you release it. At this stage matters become less sure, as it feels too solid for comfort. You go to the bathroom and check your underpants at the next possible opportunity. Prelude To A Poopie You feel like you have got a large beefy one,

Best Thing Ever.
Chris is saying how she's gonna try to get her friend Mike to come to a show with us next month because her ex and my ex are going to be there and she said she'll tell him, "You're a big motherfucker, you have to come." I almost laughed myself into a seizure.

The Dangerous Blue Sky
And that day I meant to ask her if the world for her slows down when we touch, if the hours pass in an instant, if she is drawn like iron ore by the pull of unseen forces. The sliding door stuck, half-open, yet somehow fully-closed and her tears fell across the threshold, splashing right inside me. "We have to end it now" decided without me - and somehow it was over. No less finished than the story of my life, still-motion, melting from the heat of the moving-picture lamp. I remember her face and the sun, high above, mocking me in the dangerous blue sky. I am arced across the heavens, a satellite breaking up and spinning out of control and crashing to the hard cold earth. That's how it was and is in back channels of this broken mind. © All rights reserved

This Storm
Let us spend the day listening to this storm typing poetry upon the roof - sit, warm, together in the pale light as stanzas fall from the sky. We will grow in the droplets of this fine rain, settle in for dinner, read a book, make love. I have so many uses for these clouds and the whispered eloquence they shower upon us. © All rights reserved

New Bin Laden Video: 100% Forgery
Introduces martyrdom of hijacker who is still alive, references to current events occur during video freeze Steve Watson Infowars.net Monday, Sept 10, 2007 The newly released Osama Bin Laden video is a an iron clad forgery, and not even a good one at that. All references to current events made by the figure said to be Bin Laden occur at a point in the video where the picture freezes and only audio is present. Bin Laden also presents a pre recorded martyrdom video of one of the alleged 9/11 hijackers, Waleed al Shehri, who was reported by the BBC as still alive and well in Saudi Arabia. Hits to Blogs such as this one have sky rocketed as they have been the first to point out the suspicious aspects of the video which has become public in full for the first time today. Full article - http://infowars.net/articles/september2007/100907BinLaden.htm

I'm Tired Of Women Saying Nice Guys Suck
Alright, check it... YOU'RE ATTRACTED TO TOUGH GUYS, NICE GUYS DON'T DO IT FOR YA, YOU NEED EXCITEMENT 24/7, THE ATTITUDE IS WHAT DRAWS YA IN, Later on things get bad... HE CHEATS ON YA, LIES TO YA, STAYS OUT ALL NIGHT, ARGUES ALL THE TIME, HITS YA, MAKES YA AFRAID TO LEAVE HIM, YOU FEEL LIKE HE'S HIDING SOMETHING, HE DOESN'T TELL YA HE LOVES YA, WHEN HE SAYS IT YOU DON'T BELIEVE HIM. Guess what... ONCE THIS STUFF HAPPENS EVEN IF IT'S IN ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP, THINGS GET SO BAD YOU CAN'T TAKE IT, YOU CRY YOURSELF TO SLEEP, YOU FIND OUT THAT HE IS LYING ABOUT THINGS, You still stay... AFTER THAT YOU DESERVE ALL THE TREATMENT YOU GET, YOU'RE TELLIN HIM IT'S OK TO DO YA THAT WAY ARE YA STILL GONNA LOOK FOR A BAD GUY? YES YOU ARE, CUZ NICE GUYS SUCK. IT'S GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN AND AGAIN. DON'T COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW YOU'RE TREATED IF YOU ONLY GO FOR THE TOUGH-ACTING, SHIT-TALKING, FLEX-ON-ANYONE TYPE OF GUYS. EXPAND YOUR HORIZONS AND TRY SOMETHING NEW,

Marina
Something about Marina makes my oh my mashed and muddled, causes quivering and quaking. She's sweet and sour hot sauce and I want to touch her, take her, toss her down and dabble - draw tantric symbols with my tongue across her yes yes yes. I'm thinking about Marina and the taste of cotton candy, the perfect rounded line between each nipple and the map to heaven I'll draw with fingertips from here to there. Tomorrow, someday soon, I'll kiss Marina, somewhere soon, I'll make Marina somehow swoon for something more. © All rights reserved

Sept. 11
Ok, I have read about every bulletin out there. I have heard all the good points and horrible points of 9/11. That day, thousands upon thousands of lives were lost, and still counting. But do any of you realize the truth behind it all?? I come from a military family. My father did two tours in hell(Vietnam). Not many troops were supported back then, they were called baby killers, murderers, and so on. My point is, vietnam was not a war, it was a conflict. We weren't even suppose to be there. Same as this scenario that is going on over there in Iraq. If it weren't for our "president", our soldiers would be home and safe. The only reason why we are in Iraq, is because of what happened on 9/11. Once again, our very own 'Government' has dooped you all into believeing things that are not true. Think about it, really think. We were not attacked by terrorists, we were attacked by our own government!! They had to give the americans a reason to go to w

Welfare
A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up > > > his check. He marched straight up to the counter and > > > said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd > > > really rather have a job." > > > > > > The social worker behind the counter said, "Your > > > timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from > > > a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and > > > bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to > > > drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of > > > your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will > > > be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter > > > on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her > > > sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment > > > above the garage. > > > > > > The salary is $200,000 a year." > > > > > > The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" > > > > > > The social worker said, "Yeah, well, you started it."

Jessie
Walking together under sapphire skies, my darling Jessica has love in her eyes. Our lips joined in passionate bliss, it feels like forever, that one special kiss. We never hold back, just set our hearts free, I hope she knows what she means to me. Holding her close, I smile and say: "Our precious love, Jessica, is here to stay."

Goodbye
I have to say Goodbye, Feel I have to shut the door, For even though I still love you, I don't think you feel it anymore. You tell me that you love me, That you will be there forever and a day, I used to be your everything, But something changed along the way. Was it all a lie? Or did someone else steal your heart? Is it that your bored with me? Or the fact we are thousands of miles apart? I really don't know what went wrong, But I have to say Goodbye, And even though it breaks my heart, I have no more tears to cry.

And The Winner Is...........
THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO ENTERED MY WEEKLY FOOTBALL PICK CONTEST. IT CAME DOWN TO THE GAME TONIGHT AND POINTS. THE WINNER IS FU-DADDY! I WILL BE POSTING NEXT WEEKS GAMES ON WEDNESDAY AND YOU MUST HAVE YOUR PICKS IN BEFORE THE START OF SUNDAY. PLEASE READ MY OTHER BLOGS TO FIND OUT MORE IFO IF NEEDED OR EMAIL ME.

Why Is It Every Year Around This Time He Shows Up?
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070911/ap_on_re_mi_ea/bin_laden_video Al-Qaida says 2nd bin Laden video coming By LEE KEATH, Associated Press Writer 26 minutes ago Osama bin Laden will appear for the second time in a week in a new video to mark the anniversary of the Sept. 11 attacks, presenting the last will and testament of one of the suicide hijackers, al-Qaida announced Monday. Each year, al-Qaida has released videos of last statements by hijackers on the anniversary of the 2001 attacks, using the occasion to rally its sympathizers. But this year's releases underline how bin Laden is re-emerging to tout his leadership — whether symbolic or effective — of the jihad movement. While past anniversary videos featured old footage of bin Laden, the latest appears likely to include a newly made speech. Bin Laden had not appeared for nearly three years until a new video was released over the weekend. In that video, he addressed the American people, telling them the war in

Falling Man
I saw twins die on television, crumble into chaos - even after I thought nothing worse could happen. The world did not stand still, had the audacity to keep turning while we were frozen in our living rooms. On the second day, I went back to work; the steady chug of heavy equipment seemed to keep my heart beating - And always, in my head, the image of the falling man, the falling buildings, the falling nation - these things, these thoughts, replaying like a bad movie.. But it was real. Now, after a little time, I search for meaning - I try to put together words to tell of my horror and my pain. But, after all, this thing belongs to no one man; belongs to humanity. © All rights reserved

Just Testing
Hey all, just wanted to update and let everyone know who I am and what I'm about. i'm 29 bi and looking for friends. Hubby and i are looking to add more to the house....and hopefully it'll be the right one.... :P Just wanting to meet new people... And have a good time!!!

Name Changing
ahh yes as my dear friend Nomad has put it so clearly "a lady of many nicknames" I have been through so many in my life. From early childhood ones that I will not mention here for fear of such belly acheing (I don't think I spelled that right) laughter to the crazy shit I come up with now. I have decided to go the simple route and stick with one that is truely just me. My god given birth name. Shawna Plain and Simple Take me or me leave :0)

Pride
I have come to a painful realization over the past couple days, I have too much pride for my own good. My wife and I have been going through some serious financial difficulties since the beginning of the year. She has been wanting to ask for help and I kept pushing it off saying that things will get better, but they haven't. They have pretty much stayed the same or gotten worse. She came home from church last night (our boys had a scout meeting, and they use our church for the meetings) in tears. She tols me that she had been talking to a friend of ours (a fellow church member, and parent of other scouts), and telling her a little about what has been going on. The pastor come in and our friend got my wife to talk to him about our situation. So, she did and she broke down. When she got home and told me about it I made things worse by getting upset (since I didn't want to tell anybody) and started arguing with her about it. I had a horrible night at work thinking about what I had d

Life
FINE This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. FIVE MINUTES If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given ! 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. NOTHING This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine" GO AHEAD This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it. LOUD SIGH This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing" THAT'S OKAY This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake. THANKS A

I Love You
I can't express enough how I feel In words or print. I can't express enough how I feel Whenever you're near. I can't express how much I miss you When you're gone. And I don't think "I love you" Is enough to say all of my feelings. I don't think this is enough to tell you How much I Love You.

Divorced Barbie
One day a father gets out of work and on his way home he suddenly remembers that it's his daughter's birthday. He pulls over to a toy shop and asks the salesperson, "How much for one of those Barbie's in the display window?" The salesperson answers, "Which one do you mean, sir? We have: Work Out Barbie for $19.95, Shopping Barbie for $19.95, Beach Barbie for $19.95, Disco Barbie for $19.95, Ballerina Barbie for $19.95, Astronaut Barbie for $19.95, Skater Barbie for $19.95, and Divorced Barbie for $265.95" The amazed father asks: "You what?! Why is the Divorced Barbie $265.95 and the others only $19.95? The annoyed salesperson rolls her eyes, sighs, and answers: "Sir..., Divorced Barbie comes with: Ken's Car, Ken's House, Ken's Boat, Ken's Furniture, Ken's Computer and..... one of Ken's Friends.

Appreciation
This is a day I like to show my appreciation and love for all my friends & family, especially someone very close to me that passed away 2 years ago today. I realize thinking back on 9/11/2001 that no one knows when their time will come and I try to live everyday making sure that I don't take anyone for granted. You're always in my thoughts, whether you know it or not. :) Much love! Jen :)

Tuesday Ramblings
When was the last time I bothered to blog? Kind of a blah rainy/drizzly day, kind of like my mood. Though I did smile when I saw the salutes from Ruby and Persia lol. Leaving soon to go to the open house at my son's school. Won't be a pkeasant night since I am pissed at the ex lol. Why do they have to be evil? She has screwed with the weekends for the next 3 weeks, 2 of which were mine with David. So that is what got me in the bad mood. Been making lots of calls to find sales brokers to free up our time for programming. Trouble is my partner hates salespeople. I have found one that I think meets our needs, but its pretty expensive. One thing I have found.. if you hire a salesperson because you can afford them, its a waste. You hire because they fit your needs. One that you can afford might just hurt you.. A LOT. Sometimes I wonder what I am doing on here still. I know I only talk to a few people now. But I don't know what I would do without them. :)

Just Read It, Or Not....its Simple
I feel sorry for you.... sorry that your so insecure that you feel the NEED to screw any tramp-bitch that is willing to spread her legs,and lick your nuts! Strong women are offered to you, but you rather have a submissive cunt that will support your sorry-ass. You prefer to tolerate those who comprimise themselves and their personal goals to serve you... Who are you? Captain save-a-hoe....because you think you can offer sexual healing to those that are soooo insecure that they will actually tolertate the abuse you lay on them.... You are capable of so much more, so much better, but the blue-eyed devil tells you differently. You settle for whores who bust down on demand-for what? Come to think of it, maybe ur not better, maybe you never were. Your karma will show you this. All the deciete and immorality will chip away at you until you are as worthless as the tramps you lay with. ENJOY

Happiness ...
I absolutely LOVE when Fall comes around! The leaves changing ... the coolness in the air ... the scent of leaves burning. and you can't forget Halloween! My absolute favorite holiday ever. This morning when I went out, it was so nice. A slight breeze, the leaves in the front yard rustling around, a bit cool out. It just made me smile. I LOVE FALL!

Love's Possibilities ...
Does love mean different things to different people? How does one perceive and understand all the possibilities with "love"? Can you be in love with two different people at the same time? Is it possible to love someone you have never even met face to face? Is there only ONE right person out there for each of us? ... or can we find "the one" more than once in our lifetime? So many questions ... so many things left unanswered. How do you ever "get it"? Understand it" Trust in it after you've been broken? Well, I tell you what... it's not easy. After someone completely annihilates your heart, I don't know if it's possible to ever really get back to a place where you can give your heart again.. to them or to anyone else. The fear of that pain lives deep inside forever I think. and No one really ever understands unless they have been there before.. and have felt that kind of pain before. You feel dead inside.. like something is always missing ...but They always say..you gotta give it a c

Holy Rusted Metal Batman!
Oh Dear GOD I'm bored. What r u all doin this fine evening? I think u lovelies should leave me voice comments. Go look in my about me section for the recorder. Oh and p.s. I'm mobile so i cant use my shoutbox.

Alone!!!!
I feel alone… So broken and beaten down It seems as if nothing causes happiness Nothing can lift my spirit, my soul Am I doomed to be left alone, forever? Or is it just me pushing what I have away? Why can’t you hear me screaming? Why can’t you wipe away all my tears? You just don’t care Yet I can’t help myself from caring about you… Leave Me I’m tired of being depressed Sick of all the stress Haunted by your face appearing in my dreams Leave me alone Let me take care of my own Please – Just let me go

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I'm Sorry
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And im sorry that mos

Nine Eleven
Doesn't feel like it's been 6 years, does it? Happened to look at the clock at 9:11 this morning again, held my breath waiting for something to happen again. Seems that ever since that day, I'm looking at the clock when it hits 9:11 every day. Weird. In '01, was on the way to the vet's office when me & Chuck heard the news that the first plane had hit on the radio. Then the second one. Got there, the vets' brother worked in one of the towers. She was crying. I asked why the hell she was still at work. Got done at the vets & went to pick up the kid at school. It was in a kind of lockdown. Went to her class to get her, was inundated with questions from the kids. The school wasn't telling them jack. Got home & watched the news non stop. Just couldn't tear myself away from it. I think what hit people hardest is seeing people jumping from the towers while they were on fire. And those fuckers were celebrating about it. Still have this sticker on my car Yep, still hate em. Th

Life
Have you ever been sick and not known what to do? Have you ever felt life slip away from you? Have you ever had your heart broke and felt the world come beatin? Have you ever had your mind say the same shit over and over again? Can you find the cure to fix all your pain? can you stop your tears from falling like rain? The cure is unknown to most. But to all be known its known from coast to coast. The cure is all over for you to see for him for her for all to love free. The cure to life and all your pain is as pure wind fire and rain. There is only one way to find your cure is to love free. The only real cure is the one that loves you and especially me!

Only Her
On this stark beach I see her coming now - just her. The sun is orange behind her, dropping now into the sea (and azure sky above), But I see only her. I cannot claim to know what beauty is except to say that when the wind is cool, the surf is fresh and colors paint the sky, I see only her. I see the perfect curve of her chin and feel the music in her smile - her hair glancing, bouncing with the wind against her long neck. If beauty has a definition, it is her and her slow and even strides across the wet sand. It is the shape of her long, tanned legs and the color of her bare skin in the fading light of dusk. When the sky is dark and the stars and the moon light the ground on which we walk - as I hold her hand and look into eyes as deep as the ocean, I see only her. © All rights reserved

Grow Up!
Damn, I get to noticing more and more every day that there are some people in this world that, no matter how old they are, despite the fact that they are even parents, will never grow the fuck up. Myself, being 30 years old, can honestly admit there WERE times when I could be somewhat dramatic and talk shit about people online, but finally came to realize that it's just retarded. It's the fucking Internet! You can talk shit all you want online, what good is it going to do? At least if you are going to talk shit about someone, be woman/man enough to do it to their face. Come on now. Get a life, really. You think running your "keys" online to some complete stranger is going to make you cool? NAH. Just makes you look like the child you really are. It's annoying actually. The Internet was created for fun, for research, for business purposes, etc., but there are so many sites out there that contain nothing but drama, and it makes them pointless to be members of. Such as this one. I just joi

This Blog I Justread
I would like to start this blog off by saying congratulations to Rudy Giuliani who was born on September 11th, 2001. Happy 6th birthday, "America's Mayor"! You've come a long way since you stood on the backs of the 40,000 rescue workers laboring at Ground Zero and lied to them along with Christine Whitman of the EPA about the quality of air that they were breathing. Perhaps, sometime during your run for president you'll address why the WTC Captive Insurance fund refuses to pay for any of the treatments currently needed by 10,000 of the hero's who spent an average of 962 hours at the site as compared to your 29. Happy War Profiteering Day to the President and Vice President of the United States and congratulations to them for using the memory of everyone who died on 9-11 to stage a preemptive war in a country that shared no affiliation with any of the 19 terrorist. Invading Iraq and removing our nations focus from hunting down the true perpetrators of this horrible crime

About 9/11 Please Read!!
**SINCE NOBODY READS MY BULLETINS HERE IT IS IN A BLOG** I have always supported our troops despite my differences and I support those who lost their loved ones in the terrible events that happened on 9/11. One of the hardest things to deal with is the loss of a loved one I have felt that pain before and will feel it again I am sure. The hardest job for anyone in the military is to know the weight that will be beared by their wife and children and mother and father when they are gone fighting or gone forever. I am a military wife though not for as long as some I am sure but I know how it feels to be seperated from my husband no he has not gone over seas yet but I know it is coming for those with the loved ones over there I am truely sorry and compasionate to how you feel. Military life is not something I don't know of due to having grown up in a town with a military base I saw the strife the family's went through when there loved ones were away. I now know how it begins to feel

Funny
SEXUAL ACTIVITY CALORIE GUIDE Sexual Activity Calorie Guide REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent...............................12 Calories Without her consent..........................2187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands................................8 Calories With one hand.................................12 Calories With your teeth..............................485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection...............................6 Calories Without an erection.........................3315 Calories PRELIMINARIES: Trying to find the clitoris.....................8 Calories Trying to find the G-Spot...................4092 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary......................................12 Calories 69 lying down..................................78 Calories 69 standing up................................812 Calories Wheelbarrow...................................216 Calories Doggy Style..............................

Bad Day At Work=
Me writting a pissy blog entry. Fuckin' enjoy. Gonna be short,and in bullet form- *If you're going to talk shit on me, at least make sure I can't hear you or that you do it to my face. *Also, sorry I can do my job and you can't. *If you don't want to talk to someone anymore, you really should have the fucking DECENCY and COURTESY to tell them in some way. Fuckin' A you're an adult not a stupid 12 year old. This has happened WAY TOO MANY FUCKING times in my life, so maybe it's something I do or has something to do with the kind of people I attract I don't know. If I'm doing something you don't like then man up and say something. Whatever. I'm a fucking pussy and I seem to have more balls... Fuck off assholes.

"a Heart Of Emptiness"
His words are empty, unlike before. His touch, cold, no comfort in the storm. His eyes cut deep, he no longer reassures. Sometimes I feel I can't reach the shore. My arms so heavy, my legs so tired. My mind wonders about his burning fire. Long gone is his resistance to my tears. Long gone is his heart over the years. I see him in the same light gone by. I ask him what he thinks of me...he sighs. Am I asking and wanting to much from him? Am I just wasting the ink in this pen? I've tried to reach him over and over. I've tried to break this cold shoulder. What is there left for me to say? The only thing left to do is pray. I fear deep inside, with all my heart, The only thing left for us is to part. Whycan't he understand the way I feel? For this fire inside of me, I can't kill.

For Illinois Residents Only.
A guy from Illinois dies and is sent to Hell. He had not been a nice man his entire life. The devil puts him to work breaking up rocks with a sledge hammer. To make it worse, he cranks up the temperature and the humidity. After a couple of days, the devil checks in on his victim to see if he is suffering adequately. The devil is aghast as the Illinoisan is happily swinging his hammer and whistling a happy tune. The devil walks up to him and says, "I don't understand this. I've turned the heat way up, it's humid, you're crushing rocks; why are you so happy?" The man, with a big smile, looks at the devil and replies, "This is great! It reminds me of August in Illinois. Hot, humid, a good place to work. It reminds me of home. This is fantastic!" The devil, extremely perplexed, walks away to ponder the man's remarks. Then he decides to drop the temperature, send down a driving rain and torrential wind. Soon, Hell is a wet, muddy mess. Walking in mud up to his knees with dust

Please Hep Me!
My VIP is expiring in a day and i would love to have another VIP if anyone could help me out please that would be great. Im an OIF vet and im a very good guy and i will help u out anyway i can. I make morphs and tags and things for fun and ill make whatever i can for u. If anyone wants one just mail me and let me know. If anyone can help me out with a VIP it would mean the world to me please and thank you. Blaze

When I Was Born
when i was born i was so surprised i didn't talk for a year and a half...during my adolescence, i have this belief that when you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you...and at this point in time, i choose my friends by their character and my socks by their color...because as i grow older i believe that choosing my socks by their character makes no sense and choosing my friends by their color is UNTHINKABLE...

Hey All
hi everyone i just wanted all of u to know on here that i talk to im going through some hell right now and im not really on here that much anymore just here and there but to all of u i talk to im doing ok up here in ny and just leave my some mail and i will get back to u as soon as i can love yas xoxoxox

Keeping Your Life Simple
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Sep 12, 2007 8:44 AM Know what is important to you. Ask yourself what really matters in your relationships, your work, and for you individually. Than ask yourself; "Do I spend my time on things that really matter to me? Or do I spend time on other people's goals?" Keep your job and life in perspective. Success at the expense of relaxation and enjoyment is no success. Don't let other people tell you what you want. I don't think God puts us on earth to make a million dollars and ignore everything else. What is the center of your life? Carefully examine where you spend your attention, your time. Look at your appointment book, your daily schedule. This is what receives your care and attention, and by definition your love. Time to readjust your schedule! The little things? The little moments? They aren't little. Enjoy the little things, for one day you may look back and realize they were the big things. Don't

Party Tonight For Birthday Of Time Will Kill Us Aftar All
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Dreamed
I dreamed your creamy skin next to me and red lips pink lips wet lips against me tongue tasting me and it was me me me - until I looked into your eyes and saw the depth of you. Then I dreamed of pleasing you teasing tempting touching you, kissing you hard long deep and thrusting into you - I am coming to you in this dream and we are rutting one being like two snakes twisted around each other rolling roiling romping and my face is pinched as I rush hot and liquid into your inviting chalice. I dreamed your breathy whisper moan cries into my ear and then awakened with your name written in my sweat across my hard stiff ache for you and for the touch you will someday bring. © All rights reserved

Repost
A friend just reread this one and liked so much the second time I thought I had better repost LOL NJOY! The Alley We have just finished our early evening dinner and a few glasses of wine at a restaurant across town. Twilight is nearing. We walk past an alley on the way to our car. You pull me into the alley and forcefully pin me against the wall. I see desire, power, and a hint of darkness in your eyes; it sends chills through my body. You lean in and kiss my lips, gently at first, then nibble at them roughly. I wince at the pain as you press me harder into the wall. You take my breast in your hand and knead it, pinching the nipple and pulling at it. You moan hoarsely into my mouth as you assault my body with your hands Groping, pinching and massaging every inch that you can reach. I understand your desire and push myself into you, giving myself to your needs. You raise my dress to expose my bare, wet pussy. I am wearing no under garments at your request. Your hand glides acros

From This Spring: Growing Lemons And Limes In Iowa
Last night I did a rare thing in Iowa. I was thirsty for some homemade lemonade so I went out to my lemon tree and picked the very first fruit I ever picked off this tree, juiced it, mixed it with 1.4 cup sugar and 13 ounces of water, and voila! Lemonade. Before I go any farther, let me explain, Iowa soil grows many things, but citrus isn't one of those things. Something about the sub-zero weather doesn't do citrus trees any good. I bought a meyer lemon tree last summer along with a key lime and a persian lime tree. Given our usual rather harsh winter weather, you might wonder why on earth I did that. along with "How did I get a real lemon on a real Iowa tree without staples or nails?" cause lemons, as I said, do not grow in Iowa. Well, because I could never leave my cooking herbs outside to freeze without feeling guilty, I have a sun room with 10 banks of grow lights. That room is my winter "ripening" room for tomatoes, mangoes, papaya, avocados and others as well. So this winte

Asswipe
ASSWIPE I found my brain in a downtown gutter in a sleazy motelroom called prison I found myself in a dirty spoon I was drowning so I picked myself up nd got loaded it was a violent love affair between me and myself but now we are good friends even though he doesn't know how to wipe his fuckin' ass very well we take long walks alone talking about you and how much we like you you do not come between us because you are us - just like me we own keys to several different kinds of straightjackets and we keep them hidden we herd the sheep into the slaughterhouses to be accounted for we are the wolf we are not ashamed some rotten beauty grabbed my attention and I left myself standing in front of a liquor store to get a better view I was blinded by the street lights I stumbled on a broken bottle and I fell face first into the public restroom toilet bowl a thousand people defecated on me before I could get free I watched this happen to

For September 13,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn This is not the best day to ask for favors from your (literal or figurative) boss. You may need to bide your time, even if the request is semi-urgent, so use your imagination to find a workaround in the meantime.

Your First Love
Your first love or what you perceive to be your first love you never forget them. Most don't work out, most happen when your young. Your first experience of dealing with loving someone else so much it seems like the very air you breathe. Other people don't experience it ever or much later in life. Maybe, because of their life circumstances or just running into and meeting their first love. Although you don't stay together, you usually never forget them no matter the circumstances of your break up. They touched your life no other way anyone who came before them or after them will. They taught you how to love when maybe you thought you didn't have it in you. You always dream of what if, but maybe not being together is for the best even though it doesn't seem like it at the time or ever. But everything happens for a reason. Just remember they touched you , you loved them and they loved you for the first time in your life.

Let's Recap And Move On
My vacation was actually rather relaxing and even fun! For someone who has gotten sick on or after every vacation she has taken in the past few years, this was wonderful! I joked with people at work who asked where I went and what I did. "Oh, I went home. Well, and out a lot." The best part of being 4 nights out of last week was that there was no drama. I was with really great people and we all had a great time. Seriously, what more could you ask for? Okay, maybe you could ask for a "special" someone to be there with you, but it wasn't required. I'm in no rush to fill that space, however, there might be someone that has some potential. I won't get too detailed because I don't want to get my hopes up too high, but he's a really sweet guy and I at least want to be his friend and enjoy that to the fullest degree possible. No use complicating it, at least, not yet. =) I feel good and I feel free and right now that's exactly what I need. I'm looking forward to the coming month, busy

Teaser
I've got all the things on the list you gave me. The soft rope, the peacock feather, the ice in the ice bucket, that funny little back scratcher, blind fold and I've put it all beside the bed. I've finally agreed to let you tie me up and "play" as you call it. I'm a little apprehensive but I'm excited too. I look at the time; I still got enough time to take a shower before you get home. Out of the shower I slip on the black satin robe you gave me for my birthday. I love the way it feels against my bare skin. When I walk into the bedroom, you're there waiting. All the candles are lit and there's music playing. You're wearing the black satin boxers I gave you to match my robe. You walk over to me and pull me in your arms kissing me so soft and sensual. Kissing and nibbling on my neck you tell me how good I smell, gently biting my neck, you slip the robe off my shoulders and I let it slide down my arms to the floor. You tell me to climb on the bed and lay down on my back. I pause a momen

Wtf?
Maybe I just don't get the whole "mumming" culture on here but people are such fucking assholes. What is up with that? Anyone? Anyone? Buhler? I mean seriously, they make this ignorant and hateful comments just because they can. Shut. The. Fuck. Up. Did no one ever teach them that whole "If you can't say anything nice" thing? Obviously not. That and I'm convinced that somehow the internet immediately absolves people of all polite social standards. Idiots.

Ok Not Much Bdsm In Here So Enjoy
opened the door and stepped inside made my way down the hallway stopped at the bedroom door i heard something leaned in just a little there it was a soft moan and the rustling of covers.I peeked around the corner there you were laying on your back legs spreading. my heart started racing.I slowly and very quietly unbutoned my pants slipped off my shoes you were very soflty caressing the lips of your pussy i unbuttoned my shirt and stood there fully naked my cock throbbing i could already see the pre cum leaking out of me making the head all shiney. I glanced back at you i could see your pussy starting to become excited your lips were parting ever so slightly i could just see a glimmer of juice as your fingers dipped in for a taste of what was to come. I grabbed my cock and felt it twich from the excitement i thought about how i loved your pussy i could spend hours sampling the dew off your petal how i yearned to trace the folds of your vagina with my tounge lovingly circle t

Movie Theater Mayhem!
A man was sprawled across three entire seats in a theater. When the usher came by and noticed this, he whispered to the man, "Sorry sir, but you're only allowed one seat." The man groaned but didn't budge. The usher became impatient. "Sir," the usher said, "if you don't get up from there, I'm going to have to call the manager." Again, the man just groaned, which infuriated the usher who turned and marched briskly back up the aisle in search of his manager. In a few moments, both the usher and the manager returned and stood over the man. Together the two of them tried repeatedly to move him, but with no success. Finally, they summoned the police. The cop surveyed the situation briefly. "All right, buddy. What's your name?" "Sam," the man moaned. "Where ya from, Sam?" the cop asked. "The balcony."

Rest Of The Bunch...
OWL- Owl was known as the fatherly one in the bunch. Many characters went to see this wise feather fowl when they had problems. Eyeore- I believe that Eeyore Is an Atypical Deppressive. His famous phrase is "Don't bother" He lived in a house of twigs because he didn't believe that he was good enough for anything better and he ate thistles for breakfast, lunch and dinner. And really? He had a tack stuck in his ass? Like no one could sew that bitch back on? TIGGER I am under the assumption that Tigger suffered from ADHD. He was happy and bouncy and probably my favorite WTP charachter. His lisp still warms my heart. In the later years he suffered slight delussions as Owl used him to try out different natural methods to calm his bounce. The side effects to these 'remedies' which never really worked were said delusions and extream hunger. Hence the ravaging of Rabbits garden. RABBIT- Rabbit seemed orderly and a proper planner. He had slight OCD

Old Soul
Elder folk have told me I have a Seasoned Spirit...a seemingly unwarrented understanding about things in life that I shouldn't have at my age. I get the ebb and flow of things when I shouldn't sometimes. It scares me. I didn't get it until someone said something to me after I had a decent conversation with them this weekend "Greg, You've always been different" . I've never seen it like that..Whatever it is, It's my greatest asset and my biggest curse

Memoir
I remember all the sand. Tormented by a wind's decent. Waves surround an ocean shore. Clouds enhance a peasant's land. Fewer felt a bit deranged. Colder than a grave at night. A thousand memories rearranged, in a memory's course of fright. I remember tortured wind songs. Every drop of fallen rain. Every Memoir, lost and gone; for time shall cease what we shall gain.

Yeah, Thanks A Lot!
Best forward I've ever gotten! LOL! SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER... I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258 th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to

Crazy Train
Crazy, but thats how it goes Millions of people living as foes Maybe its not to late To learn how to love And forget how to hate Mental wounds not healing Lifes a bitter shame Im going off the rails on a crazy train Ive listened to preachers Ive listened to fools Ive watched all the dropouts Who make their own rules One person conditioned to rule and control The media sells it and you have the role Mental wounds still screaming Driving me insane Im going off the rails on a crazy train I know that things are going wrong for me You gotta listen to my words Yeh-h Heirs of a cold war Thats what weve become Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb Crazy, I just cannot bear Im living with something that just isnt fair Mental wounds not healing Who and whats to blame Im going off the rails on a crazy train

Health Alert -- Dangerous New Virus
Another good one! >There is a dangerous virus being passed around electronically, orally, >and by hand. >This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreation-Killer (WORK). If you >receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via >Any means DO NOT TOUCH IT. This virus will wipe out your private life >completely!! > >If you should come into contact with WORK, put your jacket on and take >two good friends to the nearest grocery store. > >Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract >(WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Take the >antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. > >You should forward this warning to 5 friends. If you do not have 5 >friends, you have already been infected and WORK is controlling your life. >

I Found You
I never knew love could bring me so much pain, Not at all physically, but mentally in the brain. The damage and the guilt, But at the same time the pleasure and the silk. Pain then was thought of losing you And now the thought that you want return And yet I feel I am so mature But I still have a lot to learn Alot to learn about relationships The true meaning of love More about you and me Basically all of the above. Not knowing where to begin Or how to over come Or to rejoice for I've sinned. Maybe I should start off by apolgizing, begging, or pleading, Constantly asking for forgiveness For deep inside my wound is bleeding My heart has been shattered but not yeat reached its depth Its steadily falling pass the stage of me losing my breath. I want you to know how I feel, My true feelings, For my pride want let me show it. So its staying unrevealing My cry is louder than ever but ever so silent. I'm killing myself within, But no one can realize that I'm violent

Ashlie, Arden & Crack Whore
Hi all, I posted that he finally asked and thought this was the happiest day of my life, however, some girl and her cousin are claiming that my man is the same guy one of them is hooked up with. I just dont know what to do or believe. Now I am feeling foolish, thinking he might be cheating on me...and the worst part of it, other than being devastated is she looks like a complete crack whore and her cousin looks like an over fed bulldog. I know that sounds ugly, but I am truly hurt and lashing out. I guess I will just talk to him tonight...I just hope all our future plans are not destroyed.

Enslaved (2001)
Enslaved upon a nightly bed a sacred ritual is performed I cannot see the light and the darkness fills my soul follow me into the night no one cares except you and I this is the rage of use I have nothing left to lose take my life and make me cry just keep me forever never let me go I don't want to be alone anymore I'm scared and cry in the night you're there to hold me when they fall you wrap me in your embrace and let go of all on the outside

Goodbye To A Dear Friend
RIP DLDG, WE WILL TRULY MISS YOU 12/22/78-9/14/07. GOD MUST HAVE THOUGHT WE NEEDED ANOTHER ANGEL TO WATCH OVER US BECAUSE HE GOT A SPECIAL ONE TODAY. WE WILL MISS YOU OUR DEAR FRIEND, OUR HEARTS WILL BE ACHING FOR TIME TO COME. YOUR MEMORIES WILL KEEP YOU WITH US FOREVER. Dont grieve for me for now i'm free I'm following the path GOD laid for me I took his hand when i heard him call I turned my back & left it all I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play Tasks left undone must stay that way I found that place at the close of the day If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Ah yes those things i too shall miss Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My lifes been full, i've savored much Good friends, good times, a loved ones touch Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your heart and share with

Help Lady Raven Please!!!!!!!!!!
MY GOOD FRIEND AND SISTER DSC MEMBER LADY RAVEN WAS AT DOCTORS TODAY AND SHE IS HAVING SOME HEALTH ISSUES, SHE NEEDS TO REST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE ONLINE MUCH FOR A WHILE I AM ASKING NEE PLEADING WITH MY FRIENDA AND FAMILY TO STOP BY HER PAGE, SHOW HER SOME LOVE,RATE HER, FAN HER, RATE PICS & STASH AND ANYTHING TO BRING SO SMILES TO HER ALL LOVE WILL BE RECIPROCATED JUST DROP ME A MESSAGE AND LET ME KNOW JUST CLICK ON PIC,IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HER PROFILE Lady Raven~~ DIRTY SOUTH CREW~~I.B.I.C.~~{Fubar's Dr.Satan's real life wife}V@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH IN ADVANCE FOR SHOWING SOME SOUTHERN LOVE

9-11 Gold Heist Story
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 15 Sep 2007, 03:05 9-11 Gold Heist StoryPosted by: "ChrisJVA2000@aol.com" Thu Sep 13, 2007 1:22 pm (PST)Precious Metals Stored Beneath the World Trade CenterOne of the less noted of the possible motives for the attack was thecreation of diversion in order to steal hundreds of millions of dollars worth ofprecious metals.By September of 2003, 9-11 Research had published the following story aboutthe discrepancy between the value of precious metals reportedly stored in theComex vaults beneath WTC 4 and the value reportedly recovered in late 2001following the attack. (The September, 2003 version of the page is archived on_archive.org_(http://web.archive.org/web/20031015152356/911research.wtc7.net/wtc/evidence/gold.html) .)Missing GoldA King's Ransom in Precious Metals Seems to Have DisappearedThis image is found on the PBS.org website companion for thetelevision documentary America Rebuilds under the section Unc

First Time......lifehouse
We're both looking for something We've been afraid to find It's easier to be broken It's easier to hide Looking at you,holding my breath, For once in my life,I'm scared to death, I'm taking a chance,letting you inside. Feeling alive all over again, As deep as the sky, under my skin Like being in love, she says For the first time Maybe I'm wrong, But I'm feeling right where I belong With you tonight Like being in love To feel for the first time The world that I see inside you Waiting to come to life Waking me up to dreaming Reality in your eyes Looking at you, Holding my breath, For once in my life I'm scared to death, I'm taking a chance, Letting you inside. I'm feeling alive all over again As deep as the sky under my skin Like being in love, she says, for the first time Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right Where I belong with you tonight Like being in love to feel for the first time We're crashing Into the unknown We're lost in this But it

Dracula
He stands alone in a quiet village, a village that knows no fear, but where there was love and life before, hate will enter here he comes at night to steal your soul to take your breath away and when you wake up to feel so cold, you scream in your bed where you lay as you watch the eyes that crawl around, the eyes you can barely see the eyes that burn with hate and lust you know for certain that those eyes, that they belong to a he as he crawls from the ceiling into the shadows, his cloak takes a wild flare and you see that his hands are not what they seem that they are the things that scare he rushes at you with inhuman speed and you let loose a sudden scream but he clamps down on your mouth with his hands of death and you believe it is all a dream but it becomes all the more real when he drinks your blood, the nourishment that keeps him alive and as the life flows from you to him, it's clear to you what he'll contrive he'll kill your family, he

Twitterpated
So despite the fact that I may very well live to regret it. . .I'm totally in love and the only thing that could make it better is if we could be together. Long distance sucks ass but hopefully I'll be able to head to montana soon and then all will be right with the world

Laugh For September 15
Birthday Girl Joe was talking to his buddy at the bar, and he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday - she has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants, so I'm stumped." His buddy said, "I have an idea - why don't you make up a certificate saying she can have 60 minutes of great sex, any way she wants it - she'll probably be thrilled." So the that's what Joe did. The next day at the bar his buddy said, "Well? Did you take my suggestion?" "Yes, I did," said Joe. "Did she like it?" His buddy asked. "Oh yes! she jumped up , thanked me, kissed me on the forehead and ran out the door, yelling "I'll be back in an hour!!"

Comfort In Darkness
The Darkness gives comfort.. It surrounds me like a blanket against the coldness of reality.. the fear becomes not the unkown but more what i know.. this cant be hiding.. it cant be if it is a place where we are bound.. what if it is a choice.. or is it?? i will just wait here in the shadow.. where is a lie.. whereas in the light nothing is what it seems..

Perfect Picture
Left heartbroken so many times, By people thought of as the one, Only now I'm thinking of you, Knowing our love has just begun It seems I no longer worry, About my heart breaking in two, Finally I'm living in happiness, As I'm falling in love with you I sit and recall your sweet scent, As a smile is painted on my face, I'm basking in total contentment, As I think of your beauty and grace Seems no one has ever struck me, In the ways of your beautiful soul, My heart beats only for you, And it's beating out of control Butterflies build in my stomach, My heart is leaping in my chest, Never have I been so euphoric, It's me that loves you best There's no need to ever worry, For we will always be together, God painted the perfect picture, With our love lasting forever

Ten Worst Gifts To Buy A Woman
1. Never give a woman any kind of household appliance or something that is going to make "housework" easier. For instance, a blender, a toaster, a new vacuum, one of those mops they advertise on tv that does everything but suck the life out of you, anything in a informercial. The only wise choice is a new washing machine with a turbo spin cycle. (Makes laundry day go by pretty fast when you can at least sit on it during spin-dry and end up smiling the rest of the day.) 2. Any bulk cleaning supplies, "honey, I got you that large box of Tide you have been wanting." "This Windex should last you a while." "I got a good deal on the industrial strength toilet bowl cleaner." All I can say is, be prepared to run. I have faith that if you would have at least stopped and thought about what would be a much more intimate gift, you would have had the sense to spring for the $5 Chia Pet you were eyeing in Kmart. 3. Any sharp objects made by Ronco which slices or dices , or a set of ginsu kniv

Three Trivia Facts For September 15
There are 2.5 trillion red blood cells in your body, which means about two and a half million new ones need to be produced every second by your bone marrow. That's the same as reproducing the population of the city of Toronto every second. That's 100 billion every day. When we blush, our stomach lining goes red too. Dishabiliophobia is the fear of undressing in front of someone.

Tear Jerker
I think everyone needs to read this and LEARN the lesson from it! Subject: Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children d o. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the w orld, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it c

Emptiness
Emptiness leaks out of me and I am alone again. This pain is no longer internal, and it shows in all of my actions. Wanting and yearning to touch you, to kiss you, to slap you. Never to hurt you, just to love you. Lying naked, my heart is breaking once again. I feel my inner fist twisting and squeezing, making it hard for me to breathe. I beg for it to let go, and it only tightens its grasp. I need for you to tell me I'm alright. I need to hear you say the words, the words that set me free. Things are turning black but in my memory I can still see your face. I can see your love and your soft embrace. Twisting and turning my body breaks, crumbling to the floor. I beg out for you but hear nothing in response. My life is drained and I'm still alone. Still wanting to be more.

Fags And Tongue Piercings.
The conversation started on the bottom, the top is the end. You know how the shoutbox works. But, I wanted to share. What a dildo licker. Guys with tongue piercings that don't suck dick. What a joke. Pfft. Dragon Lady: Well, good. When I put up my blog, I will send you the link. Bound By Leather: Well your half witt remarks are funny as hell, posting them to my girls as you ramble on. They are laughing there asses off at you . Dragon Lady: By the way, only fags say LOL every other word, too. That's how I know you're gay... Dragon Lady: You're the fag with the tongue piercing. Who are you calling a dumbshit? Bound By Leather: Look at my profile retard, no guys on there lol Have a good one dumbshit... Dragon Lady: It's cool. No big whoop. I know you're gay. The sooner you know, the best for you. Have a good one. Bound By Leather: Well then why the fuck!! Do you keep going back to the gay thing? I told you and you just kept yapping Dragon lady: I am a girl, y

Hard Facts
For those of you who are real,no matter how hard it is never trust anyone but yourself try to learn from your mistakes try not to dwell so much on your past you'll never grow forward and end up coming back until you get it right over and over one more time.The more you learn the more you know the more you know the more you can teach. Each time you get closer and closer to freedom of form. The soul is released and set free to rest and grow wings. Peace there will always be I don't know about you but I'm already there See you in your dreams because I'm the one who's blessed you can only be the best you can be SELF.......................

Greenspan Spills The Beans: Iraq For Oil !
RE: Greenspan spills the beans: Iraq for Oil ! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 15 Sep 2007, 20:36 Greenspan spills the beans: Iraq for Oil !----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Zarina Jada-Zakori, Psy.D.Date: Sep 15, 2007 8:33 PMThank youBlue Sky Sunshine (Ron Paul '08)Thanks~ DudeOperation Iraqi Liberation !http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/article2461214.eceFrom The Sunday TimesSeptember 16, 2007Alan Greenspan claims Iraq war was really for oilGraham PatersonAMERICA’s elder statesman of finance, Alan Greenspan, has shaken the White House by declaring that the prime motive for the war in Iraq was oil.In his long-awaited memoir, to be published tomorrow, Greenspan, a Republican whose 18-year tenure as head of the US Federal Reserve was widely admired, will also deliver a stinging critique of President George W Bush’s economic policies.However, it is his view on the motive for the 2003 Iraq invasi

Sept, 16th, 2007
You need to decide between taking care of friends and family and taking care of yourself, because you may not have enough energy for everyone. You'll get back in balance before too much longer! ---------------------------------------------------- Hmmmmm who needs me to take care of them, I know I don't take care of myself.

Get Mine, Get Yours
Baby you pretend that things ain't what they seem All this tension telling me just exactly what we should be Now I don't mind us being some kind of casual thing Listen, all I want to do for now is have you come and take over me Can you put your hands on my waistline Want your skin up against mine Move my hips to the baseline Let me get mine, you get yours Hang a please don't disturb sign Put my back into a slow grind Sending chills up and down my spine Let me get mine, you get yours If you see me with a man Understand that you can't question me The feelings that you call, ain't my fault Can't help your jealousy If you can handle the fact that What we have got to be commitment free Then we can keep this undercover lovin' comin', hittin' Underneath the sheets Can you put your hands on my waistline Want your skin up against mine Move my hips to the baseline Let me get mine, you get yours Hang a please don't disturb sign Put my back into a slow grind Sendin

Dead Man's Legs
These simple cookies are delicious any time of year, but when you add this title, they're definitely for Halloween. Ingredients 1 egg 1/2 C. sugar 1/3 C. finely chopped blanched/skinned almonds 1/2 C. all purpose flour Directions Preheat oven to 325 degrees. Beat egg lightly and gradually add sugar. Beat with mixer until light and foamy, about 20 minutes. Add almonds and flour; mix well. Roll dough into finger-thick ropes on a very light floured surface. Flatten slightly with fingertips and cut into 3 inch lengths and place on ungreased cookie sheets. Bake in oven until light brown, about 10 minutes. Remove from cookie sheets and cool completely before storing in airtight containers. Store 1-2 months. Yield: 2 dozen cookies

3rd Poem
kill me by Jennifer Blakely Kill me, cut my heart rip it out still beating in your hands shake my soul until I fall apart send my love to a desolate land this pain hurts to the core I cant feel myself anymore wish it would end wish it was fake burn my love burn my heart how I wish we could never part but it seems all good things must end so I say goodbye to you my love to the only one ill ever love tho it kills me like nothing else seems this is how it must be goodbye my heart, my life.

Windows
The human eye is like a direct window into someone. I think there is nothing more intriguing then looking into they eyes of someone, sensing what they are thinking and feeling. It's exhilarating. Very sensual. So is reading body language. It's amazing how much the opposite sex communicates feelings, without saying a single word.

One Touch
One kiss, one touch... these are the things I long for. The miles between us conspire to prevent me from making them become reality No matter the distance, I will come to you. There is no reason that stands to keep us apart. There is only love for you in my heart The first moment that I get to touch your face, I will never forget. A soft caress of your skin reveals to me your beauty within. Until i get to see you, my mind goes in circles, trying to make sense of how strong is this thing. I know on your finger, belongs a ring This is my wish: to spend eternity with you. So, if you would have me, I would have you for life. I'd be your husband, you would be my wife.

I Think....
I think I am going to leave fubar. It has been great, but I am tired of the drama. Getting blamed all the time for things you DO NOT do, is not fun, and it can piss you off when you are blamed for shit others do. Would be nice sometimes if they would say, "Hey, did you talk to so and so?" But no they go straight back to their old ways, when you are starting to try and forgive them and become their friend. Guess being their friend doesnt make them happy either. Oh well thats on them. I am just tired of the lies and drama of their life that they try to blame on me. Bye Fubar! Its been fun! NOT!

Soul Sighs
I've been touched by you, in many ways. By your heart as loving as it is.. By your smile, warm & tender.. By your hands, on my body.. By your words and actions every day. But most of all, by your Soul. It is so beautiful, inside & out. I've been touched by you, and nothing can take that away.

A Question Or Two
Do you think about me? Do you wonder where I am? Do you wish I could be with you? ~ When I'm not?~ Do you hear my voice when I'm not there? Do you long for my touch on your skin? Do you ever want to touch me? ~ Like I touch you?~ Do you miss me when I leave? Do you want me to stay? Do you want me to take this further? ~ Than we already have?~ Do you enjoy my company? Do you feel safe & happy? Do you love me? ~ Like I love you?~ Do you?

Taking A Break!!
just wanted to let everyone that i am going to be away from fubar for a little while...feel free to email me at twizted_metal13@yahoo or just add that name to your messenger. peace out rabbit!!

Awakening
As I sat there in still, thoughts flow through my mind, about all things to come, and things in passing of time, the signs are coming clearer, but not yet all in focus, left with a blank feeling, yet a sense of understanding, water fills my eyes, though no tear has fell, I sit and I watch all the visions of hell, God said this is to come, and I always was aware, but to see it all at once, gave me a chill and a scare, feeling trapped and not knowing what 2 do, I've been fighting for music, but now I have a different view, my path was on trail, but now I wander through bushes, seeking a way 2 fight this evil if I can at all, we must unite as a people, fight for peace or let fall.

Jekyll & Hyde?
So yeah, this weekend Chris was telling me about this shot she took that had the aforementioned name and told me what it consisted of... me being me... i put it together last night. ONE shot basically shot me down for a good hour. My sister called me cause she likes talking to me when I'm hammered. That was some P O T E N T shit, but after an hour I was sober again. She said she would do this shot for my bday if it didn't make me puke, and it didn't. So now she and ruby are stuck doing this for my bday. Prepare Ruby.... you're gonna wanna heave! Although I didn't think it tasted all that nasty.

Man Of My Dreams...
It would be fair to say that love does come around more than once; but, to be in love is the key. It is the key to everything that a person so desires in this life. To totally give yourself to another; and, place your very existence in their hands... To be able to crawl in bed with the same person for the next 30 to 50 years and still know that they are the one that makes your heart skip an extra beat. They are the one who holds the key to all your secrets. They are but an extension of you. They are the other half to your spirit and soul. They know what is on your mind before you even think it. They will love and take care of your every wish and desire as you so earnestly desire to be there for them and be their everything. They want to be steady and stable to give you that comfort of being taken care of. No worries. Only love and many beautiful memory making years together. Of course there will be struggles and trials and tribulations, but we, together will have the moral character an

Friends
I don't know why I keep letting people in my life that use me and play games. I am so good to people that sometimes I get physically sick to my stomache because of how much I get used and taken advantage of. I am tired of no one appreciating me or anything that I do for them. I treat people how I want to be treated but it sems like I still get shit on. I buy things and do nice things for my friends to show them and let them know that I care. I keep secretes and try to help my friends through their problems. I finally realized that no one cares about me. I get walked on, used, & abused. No one cares that I am hurt inside and no one wants to care. I am tired of the bullshit and games. I have concidered seperating myself from people for awhile. I guess I really need to think on this. I can't figure out for the life of me why I keep getting shit on by people. Well, i'm tired of being nice. I'd rather be alone with no friends than to keep getting shit on. I do have a few friends that I care

Donation Drive For Leukemia
This isn't for me...it's for a friend. She would like you to donate something to help those with leukemia. This cause means a lot to me as i was once a sufferer of cancer, but i was one of the lucky ones and beat it. But there are many others who haven't and continue to fight every day. So just $5 can help someone...and as a bonus...your feel good about yourself. Please visit... http://www.active.com/donate/ltnTampa/2040_kristina6158 And donate. Thank you in advance Angeles (aka Micki)

Aweosme Saying
This awesome saying was given to me by my great friend Emma, B EFORE YOU SPEAK... LISTEN BEFORE YOU WRITE... THINK BEFORE YOU SPEND... EARN BEFORE YOU CRITICIZE...WAIT BEFORE YOU PRAY...FORGIVE BEFORE YOU QUIT...TRY Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have the power to create conditions in your life. What you speak about, you can bring about. If you keep saying you can't stand your job, you might lose your job. If you keep saying you can't stand your body, your body can become sick. If you keep saying you can't stand your car, your car could be stolen or just stop operating. If you keep saying you're always broke, guess what? You'll always be broke. If you keep saying you can't trust a man or trust a woman, you will always find someone in your life to hurt and betray you. If you keep saying you can't find a job, you will remain unemployed. If you keep saying you can't find someone to love you or believe in you, our very thou

A Message To All Members Of The Freedom Fighters Network
A message to all members of The Freedom Fighters Network I posted some more "free online books" for you to have and add. Just look for my posy that begins with this title "Free Online Books". Thank you for your time. About The Freedom Fighters Network Here at FFN, we report on governmental, judicial, correctional, and police corruption. We also investigate the corporations and secret societies taking away our daily liberties, and those who swear to fight against them. Click here to visit The Freedom Fighters Network! http://freedomfightersnetwork.ning.com

Family
This past weekend I went back to upstate New york for my Great Grandmothers funeral. Met alot of family that has not seen myself nor my children. When I showed my astranged father came out and was totally shocked to me. Came up to me and asked what r u doing here. Instead of becoming the true bitch I can be. I walked away. That is no place to start an arguement, Later on he comes up after the ceremony to tell me that he was happy to see me. Man, I am tired of men's bulshit!! He is the true jiggalo in my life. He thinks he can wine and dine any one. Then starts to make promises to my kids, in which i know that he will not keep. So took him to the side and told him politely to stop promising my kids shit!! You were never there for me as a child and left disappointment in my heart you will not do the same to my children. Over 4 yrs ago we met and started things over. Then a year later he filed for a divorce from his 9th wife and after that is was the FUCK YOU treatment agai

On Constitution Day, My ‘founding Fathers Award’
On Constitution Day, My ‘Founding Fathers Award’ ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: nierika Date: 17 Sep 2007, 11:30 The Declaration of Independence, U.S. Constitution, Bill of Rightshttp://www.apfn.org/apfn/Declar_Constit_Bill-of-Rights.htm -------- Original Message -------- Subject: On Constitution Day, My 'Founding Fathers Award' goes to Sen. Robert Byrd Date: Mon, 17 Sep 2007 09:07:08 -0700 From: Mary To: Mary On Constitution Day, My ‘Founding Fathers Award’ goes to Sen. Robert Byrd By Mary MacElveen September 17, 2007 I have not given out my “Founding Fathers Award” in quite sometime, but today, I choose to hand it out to Senator Robert Byrd of West Virginia on this special day. The celebration of Constitution Day was adopted back in 2004 and as reported by the AP, was the “brainchild of Senator Robert Byrd” In that adoption, Constitution Day was to be celeb

I'm Here For You
I'm Here For You I'm here for you, To make you smile. When you're feeling down, To walk that last mile. I'm here for you, To ease your pain. And dry your tears, When they fall like rain. I'm here for you, When you need me. To stand beside you, And I always will be. I'm here for you, When you need a friend, To tell your troubles to, And I'm here till the end.

Little Johnny's " I Like The Way You Think"
Little Johnny's " I Like The Way You Think" Little johny's school is having show and tell, so the teacher starts a 'Guess Whats Behind My Back' game. She goes to her desk and picks up a item. She says, okay class, what am I holding, its RED, ROUND, and SHINEY. Little Johny replies I know teacher its an apple, The teacher replies, no little johny, But I like the way you think. So the teacher goes gack to her desk picks up another item. She says, okay class, what am I holding now, its YELLOW, and SOFT. Little Johny replies I know teacher,its a bannana. The teacher replies, no little johny, its a tennis ball. But I like the way you think. At this point little johny is furious. Okay teacher, this one's for you, he stuck his hand in his pocket and said okay what am I Holding, Its ROUND, HARD, and has a HEAD. The teacher says, Little johny, go to the office right now, you are in trouble. Little johny replies, for what teacher, its just a quarter, but I like the way you think.

One Day
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one more minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away never to return before we can say good-bye, Or say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships .. And children with bad report cards; and dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know. And so, we ke

Thanks For Leveling Us
MsMaine here and I wanna thank everyone that helped us level up today. We went up 2 levels today. WAY TO GO!!! I was hopin that this would increase our family section but no such luck. We need to reach level 14 before that happens. So again thanks all for your hard work and PLEASE keep it up..lmao. Have a great night and dont forget about Archangel THE BRAT PRINCE, he is in a contest for a Happy Hour give away. MsMaine

Faithfully By Journey
Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round You're on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sending all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain't no place to start a family Right down the line It's been you and me And lovin' a music man Ain't always what it's supposed to be Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart Ain't easy on this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy of rediscovering you Oh, girl, you stand by me I'm forever yours Faithfully Whooa, oh-oh-ooh Whooa, oh-oh-ooh, oh Whooa, oh-oh-oh, oh-whoooooa-oh Faithfully I'm still yours I'm forever yours Ever yours Faithfully

Betrayal
An echo fades into the night, an eerie mournful sound. A shooting star disappears from sight, and I crumble to the ground. There is no life within this garden; my sobs are the only sound. I have poisoned the honeyed fountain where your love could be found. Dazed, I stare at the stars above, my grieving howls fill the night! Unintended betrayal of love has hidden you from my sight. I remember how it used to be when we shared our fears and delights. You are a treasured friend to me. How can I make things right? Feeling afraid, cold and lonely, I long to tell you how I feel, but you don’t want to hear me. The pain for you is much too real. Should I back away and build a wall and block away how I feel? Or, should I give you a call? We both need some time to heal. An echo fades into the night as our friendship disappears. How do I know what is right? How can I ease my fears? If I do call you again, would the old wounds reappear? I can’t stand to cause you

Friendship Poem
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

The First Time
The First TIme The first time I saw you I couldn't take my eyes off you The first time I was close to you I wanted to be closer The first time your lips touched mine The world stopped spinning The first time you hands caressed my skin They left a burning trail The first time you took what I offered The world not only stopped spinning ,it exploded and left me wanting a second time

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the

Silence 9/17/2007
OSHO's Thoughtson Silence The energy of the whole has taken possession of you. You are possessed, you are no more, the whole is. This moment, as the silence penetrates in you, you can understand the significance of it, because it is the same silence that Gautam Buddha experienced. It is the same silence that Chuang Tzu or Bodhidharma or Nansen.... The taste of the silence is the same. Time changes, the world goes on changing, but the experience of silence, the joy of it, remains the same. That is the only thing you can rely upon, the only thing that never dies. It is the only thing that you can call your very being. Osho Zen: The Diamond Thunderbolt Chapter 1 The silent, mirrorlike receptiveness of a star-filled night with a full moon is reflected in the misty lake below. The face in the sky is deep in meditation, a goddess of the night who brings depth, peace and understanding. Now is a very precious time. It will be easy for you to rest inside, to plumb the de

When Changes Overcome
What Has Become Of Me? Who Am I Now? All I Know Is I Am No Longer How I Use To Be. The Innocence Has Died. The Dark Has Grew To Cover The Light. As Here I Am. A Different Person. Than I Once Was. Once As I Sweet. So Shy. Such A Delight. All That Has Changed. Yet Does It Show? As The Attention Towards Me Has Grown. As The Sins Devour Me By The Moments. Yet I Have Not One Regret. In This Devilish Mind. In This Angelic Face. That Tries To Hide The Intentions As Lies. But Looking Into My Eyes Can You Tell? Or Are You Captivated By Their Magnificent Spell? The One To Cause You To Lust. To Desire. To Dream Of Me. The One That Curses You To Go Mad Over Me. The Changes Amongst Me. Are They Good? Are They Not? All This Amongst My Thoughts. As Here I Wish To Know How I Am. How Am I Suppose To Be? Following In This Line That Im told To Be In? Or To Follow My Soul. Yet If I Do Will It Cause Destruction To My World? Who Am I Suppose To be. That Shy Little Girl I Once Was? Or This Devilish Vixin Tha

Smart Ass Combacks
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Alaska Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When t

Mr Death
I am he Who is out of sight. Stealthier than a cat, Blacker than night. Those whom I Choose to stalk Shall fall to me Though they know it not. For though they should seek me, I am in disguise. I tell you this truly, For I tell no lies. And when I hunt them, One by one, They all beg for mercy, Yet I grant them none. Yet you should not Spurn my embrace. Nor should you Turn from my face. For if you should Heed my pleas, You should know Everlasting peace

A Slight Problem
This is more of a personal problem then is medical . For the past few days I have been having strange feelings , which I can't understand. I have been having some unusual urges as if I were sexually hungry, to a point I am and trust me the urge feels great

The Letter (wrote In The 90's)
You r the one for me. No one could satisfy me like u did. U were the one that I needed in my life. What went wrong? I don't know! I wish I knew. What can I do? I miss u so. Oh, how I wish u were still in my life. But u r not!! So, I have 2 learn it can't be me and u forever. Before I go I would like 2 say, I will love u forever. So please don't ask me to stay any longer. I should have known from the start that u were not meant for me. So I ask u this... Can u ever forgive me? For hurting u so! So I will say good-bye, I did love u!

Malcontent Visions Of War
Feel the thunder crash down to the earth The battle fields marked by the scorch The stench of flesh, begins to rise As demons unleashed, begin to charge The screams fill the air like a song The blood streams just like a river Raping the land clean of life Victory through destruction! The Sun is now setting red as the blood With the smoke rising up to the sky A million souls sent to their deaths Thier bodies left and piled on HIGH! The Sreams fill the air like a song The Blood streams just like a river RAPING the land clean of life Voctiry Through Destruction! We move on, with one goal in mind To remove the filth of this earth The stench of FLESH BEGINS TO RISE! THE BODIES LEFT AND PILED ON HIGH! THE SCREAMS FILL THE AIR LIKE A SONG! THEIR BLOOD FLOWS LIKE A RIVER! RAPING THE LAND CLEAN OF LIFE THE DEMONS UNLEASHED FROM HELL!

Re: We Are Change - Fl Confronts Giuliani!!!
RE: We Are Change - FL Confronts Giuliani!!! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Revolution Radio Date: 18 Sep 2007, 17:54 PLEASE REPOST!! PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!Yesterday, We Are Change Florida Confronted Giuliani down here in tampa! CHECK IT OUT!! Spread the word!!!click here to watch!!PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!! Giuliani Lies About WTC 7 More Giuliani LIES WeAreChange Confronts Giuliani on 9/11 Collapse Lies WeAreChange Confronts Rockefeller on New World Order Crimes David Rockefeller met with Saddam

Some Sayings From Famous Women I Got Out Of A Book I Have
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~ Eleanor Roosevelt Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes. Our goals should be health and stamina. ~ Emme Aronson It's more important what's in a woman's face then what's on it. ~ Claudette Colbert There are as many ways to live and grow as there are people. ~ Evelyn Mandel Don't compromise yourself, you're all you got. ~ Janis Joplin Toleration is the greatest gift of the mind ~ Helen Keller A girl can wait for the right man to come along but in the meantime that still doesn't mean she can't have fun with all the wrong ones. ~ Cher In love there are two things, bodies and words ~ Joyce Carol Oates On Sex:: Unless there is an emotional tie I'd rather be playing tennis ~ Bianca Jagger In America sex is an obsession, in other parts of the world, it's a fact. ~ Marlene Dietrich Never go to bed mad stay up and fight ~ Phyllis Diller No one has ever loved anyone the way everyone wants to be loved ~ Migno

Gone
Gone When the sun sets I feel all this regret Time goes on. And you're gone. The spark in my eyes Has turned as black as the skies Morning comes And I still feel bummed. I try to sleep But it doesn't come. My mind has a million thoughts And I can't make sense Of this madness called myy life. A new month begins But it still feels like the end. Life is too short I breathe in And let the air out. But somehow I still smell your cologne I'm all alone. You're still gone I'll always have the memories to cherish For they will never parrish.

My Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space..

Questioner
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you call me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If we dated and broke up, would you want me back? answer: 16.) If I gave you my heart what would you do? answer: 17.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 18.) How much do you like me 1-10? answer: 19.) How do you feel about me?

Softly Speak The Spirits
Softly Speak The Spirits ~Marge Tindal~ © 1999 Gently they come to me, the spirits of days long ago. Softly they speak of our heritage so that others may know. Be proud of who you are they say without defeat. Share the past with others, so history will not repeat. I listen and I heed the words they bid me say. I share the history of the Cherokee with those who care today. If you do not care to hear me, please turn and go elsewhere. For you will not be missed if you do not care ... to care. We did not break the promises, made by men of the past ... but we lived the carnage that came to pass. Forever from the spirits of my people, who only wanted peace and love, the words will flow like rivers sent from God above. We are a loving people, we did not make the fight. It was fostered upon us on that cold October night. October, 1838... the Trail Of Tears was begun. March 26, 1939 arrived before the Trail Of Tears

The Prophecy - Immortal Technique
So you're the motherfucker they call....Immortal Technique. What the fuck make you so special nigga? Huh... what the fuck do you do? I calculate planet alignment like Mayan astronomy Discovering atrocities worst than Aristotle Subjecting children to sodomy Your theory of the galaxy is primitive like telome The truth about the universe stuck up like Aztec pottery Unpredictable results like experimental psychology I stomp the streets with emcee's beneath my feet in colonies But presentation and spirit revolve around autonomy Searching for monogamy And cutting fake bitches out of my mind like a lobotomy So obviously I'm not gonna be here to play games Walked the top of the world and leave the arctic circle in flames Battle the beast and false prophet predicted in the King James I give a fuck about your emcee name I don't admire you Only by dental records will you be identifiable Cause the future is not reliable Remember when rap was not economically viable Comparable

Are You From Illinois?
You know you are from Illinois if...... Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highwaay "Vacation" means going to Six Flags. You measure distance in minutes. You know several people who have hit a deer. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You have had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" on the same day. You know what's supposed to be knee-high by the Fourth of July. Stores don't have sacks; they have bags. You see a car running in the parking lot at the store with no one in it, no matter what time of the year. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. For example: "Where's my coat at?" or "If you go to town I wanna go with." The festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, grain, flower or an animal. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked. You think of the major four food groups a

New Pics From Deployment!
Hi everyone sorry I havent been on much. We have had alot of stuff going on over here. So I have been really busy. I put some new pics up from over here. Please when you have time go by and check them out and rate them! Thanks to all of you. Please keep all of us in your prayers. We couldnt do much with out your love and support!! Jamie

Beautiful Thing
A beautiful thing can be life A beautiful thing can be love A beautiful thing can be growing up A beautiful thing can be giving life A beautiful thing can be laughing so hard it hurts A beautiful thing can crying A beautiful thing can be a person Or a flower blooming Or a sunset on a beach A smile or eyes, or even a hug Somethings in life are priceless Even a beautiful thing

Anna
Anna by Kitschshaman© "All things are possible," she said, "if only one follows proper protocol." To Justin, Anna's words were loaded with innuendo. They often were, it was one of the things that made her intriguing, but this time there was a hint of reality in her voice, and in the way she arched her eyebrows. She knew something. A small, dimpled, slightly nervous Cheshire cat smile accompanied her words. "What do you mean?" Justin was a student of literature, studying in London. Anna was an art student. They had first met during a life art class his literature seminar class visited during the term. There was something about her he noticed immediately, in the way she delicately held her pencil, by the fingertips of her angular hands. Completely absorbed, she leaned into her work, as if scratching these simple lines to paper was the most important thing in the world. She sat with the chair reversed, her slender jeaned legs straddling the back, leaning on the bent wood wi

Another Sexy Holiday
Another Sexy Holiday by janetnorway© After our holiday in Australia my slave moved into my house on a permanent basis. She was quickly losing any inhibitions she had previously had and was enjoying her new found liberation. For the first couple of weeks she slept in a spare bedroom but I then allowed her to sleep on a blanket at the foot of my bed, her face when I told her this was a picture. One of my rules was that whilst in my house or garden she was to be naked at all times. Another was that she had to ask for permission to speak unless spoken to first. She was free to masturbate at any time but she had to ask for permission first, a formality really as I did not intend to deny her, I enjoyed watching her do that. The holiday in Australia was her first experience of public nudity but she had found it to be a great turn on. Because it was her first time I had deliberately selected a place where there would not be too many people so as not to frighten her too much. I now

Bonds 756 Ball
Whole story is below, but the best paragraph is : Ecko did not directly respond to Bonds’ comments Wednesday, but said in a statement he would make Bonds a custom T-shirt that says, “Marc Ecko paid $752,467 for my ball, and all I got was this ’stupid’ T-shirt.”’ Bonds: Home run ball buyer is an ‘idiot’ Auction winner plans to let public decide fate of No. 756 Updated: 34 minutes ago SAN FRANCISCO - Barry Bonds said the man who bought his 756th home run ball and announced plans to let the public decide its fate is an “idiot.” Fashion designer Marc Ecko had the winning bid Saturday in the online auction for the ball that Bonds hit last month to break Hank Aaron’s record of 755 home runs. The final selling price was $752,467, well above most predictions. Ecko, 35, has set up a Web site that lets visitors vote on three options for the ball: give it to the National Baseball Hall of Fame, brand it with an asterisk before sending it to Cooperstown or blast it into space

Punishment
Tears run down my face as You turn boldly away The rope cuts me deep as Your eyes sadly say How much i’ve hurt you deeply, and You don’t know what to do And how You can’t do anything until You start feeling again like You You turn and walk away, with a sad look on Your face And i drop my head and sob, full of terrible disgrace How could i have let You down, and disappoint You so? And wonder what my punishment will be, God will only know The look in Your eyes is worse than Your cane And the welts it leaves is not as bad as my heart full of pain i twist my wrists against the tightly bounded rope To punish myself until You calm down and are willing to cope my skin itches badly, wanting to feel Your touch Either it from love or from punishment, i just need You that much Your rejection is more then what my aching body can take And Your silence is deafening as my heart starts to break i hear Your footsteps coming slowly up the hall my heart throbs violently waiting for Y

Immoral
walking through the damp streets of the night, looking for someone or something. as i approach the alley way, i hear a voice. it's tells me to come and walk into the dark damp alley. as i walk into the alleyway i see people laying there and just looking at me. as i get half way done i see people, not knowing who they are. i ask what do you want. all they say is come closer. so as i come closer all i see are the red of their eyes, their eyes looked like the burning of flames. as i stand in front of them i feel the life just draining from me slowly and slowly i feel weak. not knowing what i'm getting into. looking into their eyes they stare deeper into mine putting me into a trans. they rip apart my clothes and start feeding on my blood. not knowing what i'm doing, not knowing where i really am my body wants to yell but i can't.

How I Feel, I Love You Baby!
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta

Another One
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Ain't Love Grand
They say when you enter into a relationship you give up certain things. I've apparently given up wearing panties, and most days that end in "Y", a bra too. Well, it was a compromise of sorts. I gave up "proper" undergarments in exchange for corsets and thongs. I've already got some great bruises from the corset so it was a decent trade. If my computer chair were sentient I'm sure it would be scarred for life from all the masturbating I've done on it. I'm sure at some point the sheets on the bed are just going to remove themselves in disgust. I'm not supposed to be talking to strange boys, but frankly, this is the internet, all boys are a little strange. But in return I get somebody who is absolutely wild about me and indulges my selfish whims 24/7. Now if I could just get him to move closer, I know the neighbors would hate us, but the local adult shops would know us on sight.

True Friend's
A true friend never walks away A true will always stay A true friend looks out for you A true friend will guard your secrets Like a precious gift A true friend is there for you To give you a helpful lift A true friend tries to make you smile Tries to replace that frown They may not always succeed But they rarely let you down These arms for you are open This heart for you does care And when I think you need me I'll try to always be there I'll listen to your fears I promise not to laugh Comfort your falling tears I'll make this friendship last I'll keep you near to my heart I'll always hold you dear Even when we're miles apart Even when you're here I hope I am to you Everything you are to me For the friendship we have Is a special one indeed

For September 20,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn A burst of great physical and mental energy comes to you, as well as news of a big success that has been a long time coming. It might be a good time to rest and collect yourself for Phase Two.

Loss
Loss ~Tony Martinez The loss you are going through can never be put into words That much is clear That much I know But I can't help but think back Known each other for so long The timing was never right I had chances, experienced the same loss not once but twice Were they signs of what I should have done What we should have done Now I'll never know I was too scared back then 1 day of magic that still stays with me But still so much was left unsaid So a part of me wishes for Day 2. So that I can left go of all the fear Sadly that day will never come I hear your voice hurting but wanting to be strong I just wanted to say I'm here I'm so sorry for your loss

Find Me On My Space!!!
Any one of my friends that wishes to find me on My Space that is probably where Ill be from now on. After the feedback I just sent out I will most lietly be banned from Fu. Not worried. Look under search for CSoulDr or you may find me on Yahoo @ one_christine_3. Love y'all C~

Love You
I love you I’ve been watching you search for love. I’ve been watching you for a long time. I’ve been watching you search in all the wrong places. You can get love from me. Because I love you. I’ feel your pain. I fear your fears. I know deep down inside what your looking for. You can get love from me. Because I love you. I listen to you say your all alone. I listen to you say that you want to be loved. So im writing this to tell you, that you can get love from me. Because I love you. I hate to see you sad, and I hate to see you down I love to see your pretty smile. But I hate to see you frown. Because I love you. So when you are feeling sad. And you feels no one loves you. You can get love from me. Because with all my heart and soul. I love you.

Confliction
I'd like to think that every person I meet improves me and my life somehow. Maybe it's overtly sentimental or downright naive, but it's me through my day. And let me say I've met some pretty damn freaky people on this site. There's also been the romantics, the funny ones, the serious ones, and every permutation in between. But since the divorce I think it's probably been the freaks that helped the most. They've really pushed me out of my safe little comfort zone. Sometimes I think they've even pushed me straight past who I used to be, right over the edge into the great unknown. I've never named names in any of my blogs because I'm thankful to everybody for everything they contribute to my life, even if sometimes that contribution leads to conflict with somebody else, but I think there are two people who deserve special recognition. Andy, you've always been there for me. You made me laugh at myself even when I didn't want to, and you helped point out that yes, life will get bet

The Best Anniversary Present Ever
The Best Anniversary Present Ever by audrey lover © "Honey, I'm home!" my husband, Darren, shouted from the living room. I heard some scuffling noises in the living room, followed by "where are you?" "In here," I answered. I lay curled up seductively on our king-size bed, wearing a new sheer black negligee. As he rounded the corner to find me, I saw his green eyes light up. "You look amazing," he said. "I can tell you were thinking the same dirty thoughts that I was all day long." This was our fourth wedding anniversary, and we had promised each other to spend it at home, just us, together. He came over to the bed, sat down, and began to stroke my long, dark hair. "I have some surprises for you," he whispered. He pulled a blindfold from his pocket and tied it over my eyes, but not before I saw the bulge in his pants. Of course, I was curious. I felt something on my wrists--something tight, but soft. I felt around them and realized they were light restraint cuffs. Whil

Led Zeppelin Reunion
Led Zeppelin reunion: ticket ballot finally closes Fans have one in 50 chance of getting into reformation show 19.Sep.07 2:52pm Registration for the ticket ballot for Led Zeppelin's reunion show has finally closed this afternoon (September 19). Organisers said there have been 1,000 million page impressions on the site Ahmettribute.com, with one million people registering to be in with a chance of getting one of the 20,000 tickets for the gig, to be held at the London O2 Arena on November 26. At one point, it was receiving 5 million hits per hour, a total of 80,000 hits per minute. Tickets cost £125 each and will be limited to two per person. Successful applicants will find out if they have been picked after October 1, with organisers warning that any tickets appearing on online auction sites will be immediately cancelled. The ballot was due to close on Monday (September 17), but was extended to noon today due to the exceptional demand. "We are absolutely overwhelmed

Another Redneck, Another Taser Incident
http://www.cnn.com/video/#/video/us/2007/09/20/sinkovich.woman.tasered.wytv http://www.wytv.com/news/local/9905007.html Woman Tasered Update September 20, 2007 We have more on a story we first brought to you last night. Today the woman tasered by a warren police officer numerous times, talked to 33 news. "I'm just saying ...please help me, cut above black eye." This is Heidi Gill, a 38 year-old mother, who was tasered numerous times by a Warren police officer September 2nd. She says she went to "Up The Creek", a popular nightclub with several friends after a wedding, when an argument started inside the bar. She said police were called and a few minutes later. Her worst nightmare began. She claims officer Rich Kovach kicked and tasered her and she feared for her life. "I didn't think I was going to make it out of there, I just wanted this over, never been in trouble before just wanted it to stop." Kovach has been placed on paid leave and Warren Police In

The Wager Of Love
Love is Like a rose, As time goes by it grows, like simple seeds, Devotion and care is all it needs, Like the tree of life it gives and it takes, My heart loves and my heart breaks, When you are hurt by others, I wanna embrace you more than our mothers, Love does not give glory or fame, When I am sad or depressed, I remember your name, Everything would be meaningless without love, That is why it is the greatest gift from above, I count my blessings at the end of the day, I think what I'm really trying to say, Do you love me cause I love you, I hope this has meaning now that the poem is through.

Saturday...
...9/22/07... ... is my first wedding anniversary. I'm posting this now, as i doubt I'll be on that much from Friday night 'til Sunday morning (UK time)... Hope I don't go TOO mad on the beer... See y'all back here, sometime soon

Lifewats Goin On Everybody This
wats goin on everybody. this is my 1st blog so lets see wats happens lol. well 1st things srry that i've haven't been on i've been busy and shit but im back and better than ever!!!!!! so droop me som love and all that good stuff alight later ppl

What Do You Do??
WHAT DO YOU DO ?? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO LIVE, BUT YOUR NOT YET READY TO DIE?? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE LIFE THAT YOU LEAD HAS TURNED OUT TO BE JUST A LIE?? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE SO MUCH ALONE THAT IT SEEMS LIKE THERE'S NO-ONE AT ALL?? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU'RE RIGHT ON THE EDGE, WITH NO-ONE TO CATCH YOU WHEN YOU FALL?? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN PRAY, BECAUSE THERE SEEMS TO BE NO POINT TO PRAYER?? WHAT CAN YOU DO?? WHO CAN YOU CALL?? WHEN IT SEEMS EVEN GOD DOESN'T CARE........

A Request:
Hi my sexy fubar friends!!!!! I need help!!!!!!! I want to be a godfather or in my case godmother and it is taking me forever!!!!! Please help me I would be so grateful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you all have a wonderful and safe weekend!!! *hugs and kisses* And if I can help you let me know please!!!!! And if someone could repost this or make a sticky it would make my day!!!!!! Ty all for being wonderful friends!!!! Love, Marissa Simply Me :)@ fubar

Cloud Nine
Cloud Nine Hold still love, Let me have look at you. Your black tank top, your perfect ass in that thong. That look in your eyes tells me what you want to do. This rise in my pants tells you it won't be long. Dance for me love, While I take off my clothes. I want to watch your sexy body wiggle, see the look of fuck me in your eyes. That’s it baby yes, I'm loving your little show. I’m ready for you love, come on over here for a ride. MM. you smell sweet. Here let me help you get that thong off. What a tasty little treat, I couldn't resist a little lick before you climb here on top. Oh that’s so intense! I love it when you grind me in your open spread. Squeeze my Dick with all your grip. Faster and faster until your good and wet! Come on baby yes take me in. your pussy feels so hot and tight. I can feel the muscles griping me as you begin, Rocking gently to start your ride. Work me baby, you know I fucking love it! I love the feel of your hands grippin

Two Newfies, Bob And Eli, Were Adrift In A Lifeboat.
Two Newfies, Bob and Eli, were adrift in a lifeboat. > > > >While rummaging through the boat's provisions, Bob stumbled > >Across an old lamp. He rubbed the lamp vigorously and a genie came > >forth. > > > >This genie,however, stated that he could only deliver one wish, > >not the standard three. > > > >Bob immediately blurted out, "Turn the entire ocean into Molson > >Canadian beer." > >The genie clapped his hands with a deafening crash, and > >immediately the sea turned into beer and the genie vanished. > >Only the gentle lapping of beer on the hull broke the stillness > >as the two men considered their circumstances. > >Eli looked disgustedly at Bob whose wish had been granted. > > > >After a long, tension-filled moment Eli said, "Nice going Bob! > >........Now we're going to have to piss in the boat

Pass By
Waited so long for your kiss That one moment I couldn't resist And it was just as i'd imagined, complete bliss And all I felt was this. . . I knew it was meant to be Because you see When I look into your eyes I can see a part of me passing by See a part of me passing by Waited for so long Listened to your words like serenading song I knew it was next to you that I belong These feelings of bliss just can't be wrong So I sing. . . I knew it was meant to be Because you see When I look into your eyes I can see a part of me passing by See a part of me passing by Know that it's you I love And I treasure you, my gift from above And that i'd never let you down When our eyes met, I heard this sound. . . I knew it was meant to be Because you see When I look into your eyes I can see a part of me passing by See a part of me passing by Never knew this could be true That you feel the same way too When you look into my eyes You can see a part of oyu passing

Shut Up
Don't freakin post some shit that you have no idea about or think you know but don't check your facts out right. I hate it when people post their opinions and act like it is the truth and give people a thought of lies. back your shit up with facts before you post....it makes you look stupid

Yes
This blog is just random thoughts going through my head..... Damn, I have way too much work to get caught up on. I cant seem to get motivated today to do it though. Not like me to be like that. I git the Harley out and my sonis here on leave and I just want to leave the office and go out and play!!! But I am waiting for a delivery and I have to be here until it gets here. everyone else is out of the office, so it is just me in here....bored! I finally got to speak with Candyce, so my day is a lot better now but I am still bored just sitting here waiting for the UPS guy. Oh well...... Thanks for listening

What Do I Feel ( Poem)
What do I feel when I touch you? I feel love........ An aura of strength, sentiment, and passion Deeper than I ever thought to imagine What do I smell when I draw in your scent? I smell love........ A savory, spicy fragrant blend Consuming me with each breathe I take in What do I taste when I kiss you? I taste love........ A sweetness like the nectar of a valley of flowers Heightening my senses with their flavor's power What do I see when my eyes gaze upon you? I see love........ A love that burns deep into the very core of my being More intense than any other earthly feeling What happens when I am with you? I love you........ A deep steadfast delight Lasting until the very end of my life....

To All The White Levelers
Im sorry i haven't been on my computer internet was down but i am back. I want all of the levelers to say hi to this blog i want to make a new pic folders with all the levelers in it. I would appreciated it thank you.

Sum Wun Takin A Bite Outta Crime!!
Man accused of stealing man's false teeth from his mouth Associated Press 9:23 AM EDT, September 21, 2007 YORKTOWN, Ind. A man accused of snatching another man's false teeth straight from his mouth during a fight has been charged with robbery. Robert Henry Stahl, 62, was charged Thursday in Delaware Circuit Court with felony robbery and battery causing bodily injury, a misdemeanor. If convicted of robbery, he could face two to eight years in prison. Billie Townsend, 56, told police that he went to a bar on July 27 to pay Stahl money he owed him, when Stahl asked him outside and started punching him repeatedly. During the fight, Stahl allegedly put Townsend in a headlock and removed his false teeth. "He said, 'You ain't getting these back,"' Townsend told police. Stahl was not present at Thursday's hearing and the prosecutor did not seek a warrant for his arrest. Another hearing was scheduled for Oct. 22. Stahl had no number in published listings for Yorkto

Needed You To Be There
One little thing Is not going to take your love from me I love you with all my heart that I would hope you know If you do not then I dont know what else to show I have gave you all of me all i ask is you handle it with care But one thing that does bother me When i needed you the most You was not there Not cause of duty Not because you cant but because you choose You where there for you which isnt a bad thing but like i said before There are times when you are needed It is not very often I am not the normal girl so clinky is not my thing But on the rare occassion when i trully need you I did hope you would be there So forgive me if i am hurt forgive me if i do not understand because this is one of those times I needed you to be there.

Softness
The way you speak so softly, The way you say my name; The tender way you touch me, I'll never be the same. No one has ever moved me, To give my heart completely; The part I held so tightly to, You took from me so sweetly. You move me like no other, There just aren't words to describe; The way your heart has touched mine, And the way I feel inside. The times that I am with you, Are when I feel so whole; You are my anchor in life's storms, You keep me in control. So, keep the very heart of me, And treat it tenderly; You are the reason that I live, You're the better part of me.

Well Well, Look What Life Has Offered
Well this is to all my friends out there in FUBAR land. I just wanted to let you all know that I was offered a job today, in another state. I am most likely gonna take it as it is a HUGE jump in pay for me and It puts me someplace I want to be. If you're curious and want to know more, please ask me and I'll tell you

Autism
does anyone know anything about Autism? i ask cuz i believe my son has it. from what i have read and see he has all the signs. i am taking to his doctor my next day off...but any info will be a big help!!! Thank you so much to all that can help me!

More Tuther Stuff
911 press for truth Bush talks about EXPLOSIVES in building (on 9/11?) Bush Stumbles over his 9/11 lies at a press conference Loose change 9/11 Revisited Terrorstorm American Scholars Symposium 7 Days in September 9/11 the Road to Tyranny Martial Law 9/11 In plane site In Plane sit - Directors cut Improbable Collapse Oil, Smoke, And Mirrors Pandoras Black Box Who Killed John O'Neill Highjacking Catastrophe Painful Deceptions 9/11 – 7/7 Connection 9/11 - A Closer Look - Eric Hufschmid 9/11 - Aftermath: Unanswered Questions from 9/11 (1 of 3) 9/11 - Aftermath: Unanswered Questions from 9/11 (2 of 3) 9/11 - Aftermath: Unanswered Questions from 9/11 (3 of 3) 9/11 - and The American Empire: Intellectuals Speak Out 9/11 - Attack or godsend? 9/11 - Birth of Treason 9/11 - Confronting the Evidence 9/11 - Demolition Experts are Speaking Up Against the Coverup 9/11 Explosions at World Trade Center 9/11 - Eyewitness 9/11 - Face the facts - Download available 9/11 -

A Bunch Of Why, Oh Why
Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then reach down, pick it up, examine it, then put it down to give the vacuum one more chance? Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try?

You Cant Make This Shit Up
http://www.wesh.com/news/14157484/detail.html Man Leaves Jail, Crashes Into Sheriff's Flag Pole OCALA, Fla. -- A man who had been out of jail for a few hours crashed his car into a sheriff's substation and told an officer that he could get him cocaine. Victor Bedget was out of jail for three hours on Wednesday when he drove his girlfriend's car into a flag pole at a sheriff's substation. Bedget told the Ocala Star-Banner that he "just made a bad decision." Bedget had been charged with domestic battery and stolen property, and now faces additional charges of being a habitual suspended license driver and possession of cocaine == dumbass!

My Kinda Guy ...
What is my kinda guy? What do I look for in a man? What makes me melt ...? Well, if ya really wanna know, here is a pictorial of what makes me melt: As you can see, the majority of the time, I lean toward the epitomy of "tall, dark, and handsome". I like artists of all kinds. I like people who "create" beautiful things ... whether that be music, cinema, poetry, art, etc etc. I like a man that can make me laugh. I like a man that has a heart and knows how to use it! I like a man that is in touch with his emotions and would not be afraid to cry in front of me, but at the same time, not more feminine than I am! I like a man that is secure within himself and open to just about anything. Nonjudgemental and non-racist. I like an affectionate man, but not a clingy one. I like men that have drive and passion! Ambition and intelligence! Responsibility and kindness! Generousity and empathy. A man that knows what he wants and isn't afraid to go after it! A man that reaches for the stars ..

All Summed Up
Our professor asked us to write something about our seatmate, luckily my best friend is my seatmate and this is what she wrote about me: "Ram (as we call her) is sugar & spice & everthin' nice...She walked with neither grace nor with a trace of poise, she would purposely stride across the room without a qualm without a second glance without a tinge of inhibition. It was one of her favorite things to make people believe that she did not give a damn, that she was calloused and indifferent and aloof and detached. She did things her way. She loved to laugh especially and embarrassingly out loud and to make goofy faces and amusing noises. This was one of her favorite things to make us realize that there are people in this world who are capable of enjoying life amid its utter unkindness and frailty. She was indeed someone, if at the right time and right company, who would make you crack a smile even the faintest and almost indistinct one. Eating, sleeping, procrastinating were her trade

Jason Coley Needs Your Help Please Call Nextel
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jason Coley Date: Sep 22, 2007 5:15 AM all fansnascar told me again yesterday that it's between me and john snyder for singing the national anthem at AMS on oct. 28 they said if i didn't get nextel i would have the bush. please let them know we want the nextel. either way i hope i will be on national tv for all of you! missongwriter found the number and made this awesome banner .. please repost to all your friendsGod bless,jc

Today
Today is Kathi's wedding. I am so excited about it. I can't wait to see her up there getting married. The kids are excited. I just hope that Kaden will walk down the isle and not run. He is only three so really how much do I expect. I just wish I had that special someone to bring with me and stuff, but oh well. I guess it can't hurt to be single either. I can't believe the day if finally here. I am so happy for Kathi. Her and Justin have been togeather FOREVER!!! Its about time they finally take the plunge. I know I am going to ball my head off. She is one of my favorite cousins and I feel so honored that she asked all three of my kids to be in the wedding. I wish her nothing but the best of luck in her marrige and stuff.

No Child Healthcare = All Children Left Behind
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070922/ap_on_go_pr_wh/bush Bush: Kids' health care will get vetoed Bush: Kids' health care will get vetoed By JENNIFER LOVEN, Associated Press Writer 31 minutes ago President Bush again called Democrats "irresponsible" on Saturday for pushing an expansion he opposes to a children's health insurance program. "Democrats in Congress have decided to pass a bill they know will be vetoed," Bush said of the measure that draws significant bipartisan support, repeating in his weekly radio address an accusation he made earlier in the week. "Members of Congress are risking health coverage for poor children purely to make a political point." At issue is the Children's Health Insurance Program, a state-federal program that subsidizes health coverage for low-income people, mostly children, in families that earn too much to qualify for Medicaid, but not enough to afford private coverage. It expires Sept. 30. A bipartisan group of lawmakers announce

Son's Bad Wreck
my son (15) had a bycicle acdt. the other night where he was comming back from a friend's house down a pretty steep hill pretty fast as alway's then a cat yes a cat ran out in front of him and then he hit the cat then caused him to flip off his bike from one driveway to the next, skiding his left arm pretty bad to where it looks as if he has a bad burn from his elbow to his wrist on the top part. and then trying to stop hiself with the other hand caused a big gouge on his palm of his hand. he got a cut and knot on his head, his elbow, his knee & sholder as well. took him to the dr. the next day gave x-rays then found out he had a fracture on the right arm the one he tried to stop hiself with.then went to the hospital to get a arm brace.they are also treating his other arm (the skid) as if it was a burn. now we wait to go see a orthopedic.it was scarry for me and for him as well he was shaken up pretty bad and in so much pain. god sure has watched over him cause it could have been worse

Truth
Tell me a story of love long and true, Of two people; just like me and you. Tell me a tale of a love lost in time, Of a time far away, when you used to be mine. Tell me of the time when we used to share, A time in this world when you used to care. Show me the way your heart used to feel, When you had nobody, and so much time to kill. Give me the strings, around my heart they were tied, Lay them in your hands, where my heart broke and died. Sing me a song of how much love doth cost, Sing of a love so strong, yet still lost. Speak of a time when my heart did not bind, My love to my pain jumbled up in my mind. Give me a reason for my heart not to cry, For my life not to end, and my soul not to die. I need all the answers for these haunting questions, Of ‘how’ and ‘why’ I must learn this one lesson. Forgive me now, for asking so much, A selfish plea of freedom and such. All this guilt and insanity for the love that I lack, For the lengths I will go just to get my life

My New Lounge
HEY EVERYONE, I WOULD LIKE TO TELL YOU A LITTLE ABOUT SOMETHIN I'VE BEEN WORKIN ON WITH A FRIEND OF MINE. WITH A LOT OF HELP FROM THE BUZZ MAN AND VANWRECKER, I HAVE CREATED MY OWN LOUNGE, AND WOULD LIKE TO MAKE IT A GREAT PLACE TO HANG OUT AND HAVE A GOOD TIME WITHOUT ALL THE BS THAT YOU GET FROM THE OTHER LOUNGES. FIRST AND FOREMOST, I WANT THIS TO BE SOMEPLACE THAT EVERYONE FEELS WELCOME AS SOON AS THEY COME IN. SECOND, EVERYONE IS WELCOME!! I DON'T CARE WHAT FAMILY YOU'RE IN, OR WHAT OTHER LOUNGE YOU WORK FOR, AS LONG AS YOU JUST WANNA COME IN AND RELAX AND HAVE A GOOD TIME THAT'S FINE WITH ME. LAST, BUT DEFINATELY NOT LEAST, I HOPE TO GATHER A GOOD STAFF SOON, PEOPLE WITH GOOD HEARTS AND GOOD ATTITUDES WOULD BE A GREAT ADDITION TO THE LOUNGE. SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING ME AND SOME OF MY FRIENDS IN A COMFORTABLE ENVIRONMENT, AWAY FROM THE DRAMA, THEN CLICK THE LINK TO THE LOUNGE AND MAKE YOURSELF AT HOME!! I HOPE TO SEE SOME NEW FACES AND MAKE SOME NEW FRIENDS ALONG

This Is Right
* This fits really well right now* If I could have just one wish I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck the warmth of your lips on my cheek the touch of your fingers on my skin and the feel of your heart beating with mine Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

My Sign
The Lion July 23 to August 22 Traditional Leo Traits Generous and warmhearted Creative and enthusiastic Broad-minded and expansive Faithful and loving On the dark side.... Pompous and patronizing Bossy and interfering Dogmatic and intolerant Leo! About Your Sign... The Leo type is the most dominant, spontaneously creative and extrovert of all the zodiacal characters. In grandeur of manner, splendor of bearing and magnanimity of personality, they are the monarch's among humans as the lion is king of beasts. They are ambitious, courageous, dominant, strong willed, positive, independent, self-confident there is no such a word as doubt in their vocabularies, and they are self-controlled. Born leaders, either in support of, or in revolt against, the status quo. They are at their most effective when in a position of command, their personal magnetism and innate courtesy of mind bringing out the best of loyalty from subordinates. They are uncomplicated, knowing exactl

Re: Toilet Out Of Order?
RE: Toilet out of order? These were actual signs *Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER?..... PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW *In a Laundromat: AUTOMATICE WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT *In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS *In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN *In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD *Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING- BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, ETC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? *Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS *Spotted in a safari park: ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR *Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AND DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR *Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD

Because Of You
"Because Of You" I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry ever

Fuck Y'all, All Of Y'all
Jersey Girls... We say what we mean and we're quite blunt about it We drive like no one else is on the road We yell at the car in front, in back, AND on the side of us because NO ONE BESIDES US CAN DRIVE.. We have no common sense but we're damn good spellers.. Okay I lied we suck at that too The best part of all, is that we know how to laugh We keep that close to our hearts.. Cause there's no girl better off, better than a jersey girl

Why????????
Would somebody please tell me why the things you want in life are so hard to get no matter wat you do there's a door in your way. My head is numb and my heart is weak I feel the hurt burning through my veins, my whole body shakes my hands aren't still, I can barely see around me my vision blurred with tears your face ur voice just won't leave my head no matter how much you hurt me, no matter how much i try to forget you and say goodbye I can't my heart won't let me. So wtf do I do i wanna fight more then ever.......i'm tired and it hurts I wanna hold you but I can't, i wanna kiss you but i can't and why.....I would never hurt you I just wish I could have been trusted to show that..on the side lines i will wait because my heart just won't let go and i'm sick of fightin myself and my feelings i only hurt myself more.....my feelings lie deep with in my heart hoping one day I can tell you and not be afraid to completely lose you.......one day i'll understand why I couldn't have you.....

Where Did The Time Go???
Almost seven months have passed in a blink of an eye. Seven months?!?! Damn- been away from home for that long? Feels like that part of my life never happened. Like it was so distant dream I barely remember upon wakeing. Do I even remember a life back in Chicago?? Feels like I've died and all this time has been spent in purgatory. Just waiting for something to happen, anything. I'm numb. Can you belive that just last December, I was working at FORD MOTORS? Now thats gone and Im just waiting. I know that by takeing the buyout was the right decision, but just to fill that space. I do'nt know, maybe Im just down tonight. I miss my fucked up life from time to time, becuase I knew that everthing has it place.

Where Is Everyone
Once again I am in a dismal mood. I get that way sometimes. But here is my delimma.....when I am that way the one and only thing I truely wish for is for my friends to be there for me to help me out of it. Where are they?????? It really bumms me out that almost no one even seems to notice and it almost feels like no one even cares. Maybe I am wrong, but it sure does feel that way. I am not looking for pitty, I really don't need it, I just need someone who will cheer me up so I can get out of this rut. Till next time.

Bounce Lyrics
*Tempo has reached critical level* *Tempo has reached critical level* Huh... bounce... ooh I like you... bounce... C'mere girl, c'mere girlz, c'mere girl, bounce C'mere girl, c'mere girlz, c'mere girl, bounce C'mere girl, c'mere girlz, c'mere girl, bounce C'mere girl, c'mere girl, let me talk to you [Verse 1 - Timbaland] Let me see them big titties, don't be actin saddity you not pretty Break bread if you wanna get wit' me, all I wanna do is dig off in them kidneys Tell ya boyfriend he better mind his business, 'fore he end up in the trunk of my Bentley I am still a boss, he can't hit me, he ain't got enough paper to deal wit' me Baby girl wanna two step wit' me, turn around rub that ass up against me Whoa, lil' mama done got tipsy, hit it tonight, tomorrow you're history All you haters wit' that hoe sh*t miss me, I stay strapped security don't frisk me Set it off 'til this muthafu*ka empty, I turn around do the same sh*t next week Come on [Chorus] - Timbaland

Wow
I swear somethings never fail, talking to my best friend an explained that I had lost a little respect fer em do to what he had said a few days ago an he went off on me saying to stay out of his life which really fucked me up. Damn I never knew tellin the truth could laid you in so much shit. Though I guess whatever makes em happy...

Gathering Codes.
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Daily Horoscope: Gemini For September 23,2007
Daily Horoscope: Gemini For September 23,2007 Even if your core of friends is quite stable and you're happy with things as they are, there is still room for more. Someone quite different pops up and you need to decide whether to bring them in.

Ty All For The Congrads On My Fu Marriage Last -nght < Hehe.. Hugs All>>>>
Hugs and Ty All for best wishes and all. . Sorry I couldnt send wedding cake it,s not approved as a gift item yet. hugs from Diana , and Scarecrow..

The Keyhole
Within ourselves, we hold a heart it pumps the agony, the despair, the bliss, and the sorrow Yet, the queen of these millions of subjects and moods, that run through your veins is you But never once will they listen to you and obey your orders and commands because they have minds of their own they make your eyes overflow with tears your lips curve into smiles and your fist clench in hatred but yet, you will never blame them but the ones who dare to intrude your heart without your permission No matter the hue of your heart it's chambers is always sealed within a door that door, what's locked within is you But visitors will never learn to open that door the right way. There's a keyhole ahead of path and it awaits for eternity for someone who holds the key to release my true self and to reveal me, know me, befriend me, understand me but whenever my eyes meet the opening of the keyhole, there is always no one to be found But no one will ever know each other i

The Fruit
Hold fast my hands, and upwards we shall soar Past the sun and stars, past the sea and sky Gold rimmed hearts entwined within for evermore We'll dance and press close, my dear angel and I Love forbidden - like the Fruit the Tree of Knowledge bore - Will soon be our demise as Man's Enemy will try To star-cross we lovers, as Death's own heart is tore By that succubus Black Widow, who lives on inside Her treachery was great, as it says in old lore Yet her spirit lives on, takes shape, in my eye Thus does Death seek to take me as he did her before unwrapped in his black cloak from which I cannot fly Yet my angel will come in the form of a golden dove To rescue my soul, so we may remain here in Love.

Billy Squier-my Kinda Lover
You got me runnin' baby You give me somethin' way beyond revenue You put the magic in me I feel the magic when we do what we do And oh... I can't do without you for too long...you're my situation You're my kinda lover... You keep me all together You take me out whenever I'm lettin' down You got the motions baby I got a notion maybe I'll stick around And oh... I can never doubt you for too long...I can't see no reason You're my kinda lover... When you come 'round I never get down---I fly across the floor I can see you comin' on me...and I can't ask for more Rock me, sock me, baby you got me ridin' to the end Rake me, shake me, baby you make me--turn me on again You got my motor racin' I find my thoughts embracin' your every move I wanna set you reelin' I wanna make you feel the way that I do And oh... I been thinkin' 'bout you for so long I don't wanna lose ya--you're my kinda lover... ---------------------

Haunting Me
i hear your voice crying out in the night its on my audio i feel you near even though you're not in sight i think youll let it go a chill in the room that never goes away i think ill stay awhile longing for life i heard you today i think you may not know your voice is haunting me its on my audio never really been set free you may never go i think you're living in my audio i hope you stay and never let go sometimes we cant help but believe theyre coming through i search in the night trying to retrieve a piece of you

Television Documentary
Okay, so I'm watching Dateline show, like i always do about these stupid fuckin guys who chat with young girls 13 or younger. Okay, yes, that is fucking wrong and there is nothin right about it. Here's the problem I have with it, these guys are being baited, isn't entrapment dismissable in the court of law. And that is exactly what Dateline is doing. Once again, as the father of four girls, these fuckin guys should be castrated, but the way they bait them, bothers me, it just seems illegal. If a 13 year old girl is talkin on the net to a 20-30 year old man, she knows exactly what she is doing. But these guys are fuckin gross and deserved to be put in prison and ass fucked til they bleed out their mouth.

Im Sorry To Everyone For Spreading Lies
im sorry to everyone for spreading lies ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Pamela's Protest Date: 23 Sep 2007, 20:18 im sorry to everyone for spreading lies----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: jesseDate: Sep 23, 2007 8:13 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Uncle SamDate: Sep 23, 2007 7:42 PMLook, Uncle Sam is going to set the record straight! The government told us what happened, and they have never lied to us before! This is the United States! And for anyone who doesn't see the plane in the video the government released, Lord help you... The hole was too small for a 757? You're all crazy conspiracy theorist wing nuts. It's obvious what happened.We have an unbiased media who would tell us everything! You can clearly see the plane's wings, engines, passengers, and luggage in the pictures taken immediately after. I mean, just look!George Bush supports our founding fathers and what they stood for.

Dear Mom Letter
Dear Mom, I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabbing knives. T

Wax Is Not Your Friend.....(ummm No, This Wasnt Me)
Wax Is Not Your Friend >(CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud... I laughed till I cried as I >could just see this happening! ) > >All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, >painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. > >My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play >with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind >for the next few hours: 'Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the >medicine cabinet.' So I headed to the site of my near-demise and sure >humiliation: the bathroom. > >It was one of those 'cold wax' kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you >just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them >apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair >right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mea n, I'm not a genius, >but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > >Y

I Found Love...plz Dont Steal Ma Song
i found love in u fillin you diz iz mo den just a dream tha world keeps spinin faster n faster i need you now wered u go i see the deaths of all these ppl around me i hear these voices callin me can sum1 plz save me from all diz pain n dismay i feel lyke tha walls r closin in on me lyke evrything around keeps getin closer ders no way out and no were to turn i feel so empty n lost on tha inside

Uh...i Hate This
Well obviously my body is telling me I am doing way too much. I am having to rethink my life big time and realize I am not superwoman. I am on strict bed rest these next two days and then slowly get moving the rest of the week. My body is under a lot of stress and I realized that after having been sick for three weeks and not healing and then having an asthma attack so bad that I almost died. If there is one thing I learned from this was to be blessed and happy with what I have and take my time with things. No for those of you who thought my status meant I was leaving fubar, I am not just saying goodbye for now while I rest up some LOL can't get rid of me that easily

What Are You Celebrating?"
A chicken farmer went to a local bar... sat next to a woman and ordered a glass of champagne. The woman perks up and says, "How about that? I just ordered a glass of champagne, too!" "What a coincidence," the farmer says, "This is a special day for me, I'm celebrating." "This is a special day for me too, I'm also celebrating!" says the woman. "What a coincidence," says the man. As they clinked glasses the farmer asked, "What are you celebrating?" "My husband and I have been trying to have a child, and today my gynacologist told me that I'm pregnant!" "What a coincidence," says the man . "I'm a chicken farmer, and for years all my hens were infertile, but today they're finally laying fertilized eggs." "That's great!" says the woman, "How did your chickens become fertile? " "I used a different cock," he replied. The woman smiled and said, "What a coincidence...