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His Eyes
His eyes are never for me Only for them Those girls he falls for I could be his His one and only Give me a chance, I beg Give me the chance of a lifetime Look at me, Like you look at them With love in your eyes All I want is for you to love me Like you love them I'm worth it, I promise

Music
So what is your favorite music and why? I listen to all different types of music, but my favorite is oldies. Music from the 50s and 60s are fun and I just can't help but want to jump up and do the twist! lol! I also love jazz.. there is so much feeling behind each note! Hip hop is amazing.. when it is done right.. rich in story, but I feel its original context has gotten blinded by gangstas ripping the true meaning behind the words. I love country.. again the stories behind each song and the feeling in their voices! I have a favorite singer/group in each category, basically to be a fav of mine you either have to make me smile and dance or want to cry and yearn!

Type O Negative - 12 Black Rainbows
Idle hands may be The devils work Unbridled minds you see Are so much worse Too much pity spent And wasting time Irresponsibility Not my only crime, no Obsessive thinking Depressed drinking The person I once was He's dead Exhume the past this time Will be my last This is my final quest To remove the mask, yeah Don't be afraid As she pulled down the shade Said there's nothing to fear But the monster is here So just tell me the time Be it quarter of nine Since the sun's gone away Now the creature will play Ice blue eyes follow me Everywhere I go Making my heart appear as lead I hate to wish it But I'll tell you though That I'm quite ready 'Cause I'm already dead Don't be afraid As she pulled down the shade Said there's nothing to fear But the monster is here So just tell me the time Be it quarter of nine Since the sun's gone away Now the creature will play

Change Urself 4 The Better Never To Worst(life Poem)
THIS IS HOW I FEEL I POST THIS CAUSE FEW READ ANWAY.I ALWAYS EXPRESS MY SOUL IN MUSIC IN EVERYTHING U SEE MY PAGE.DONT KNOW WHY MAYBE IAM JUST TO MISUNDERSTOD FOR ANYBODY TO COMMENT? (NOW BACK ON SUBJECT.) LOOK I USE TO GIVE A WOMEN HELL SLEPT WITH HER FRIEND IF SHE LET.I LEARN WITH IN LIFE EVERY THING WE DO WE GET BACK KRAMA FAITH UR PATH GET IT WHAT EVER YOU CHOSE TO DO. YOU CANT CHANGE IT NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU THINK YOU ARE...YOU CANT WHAT EVER MENT TO BE..YOU WILL FIND OUT. I HAVE THE HARD WAY .I WAS IN PAIN FOR SO LONG CAUSE WHAT I DONE . IN THE PAST I GOT BACK CRYING AT NIGHTS ALONE...GETING MY LOVE ONES TURNING ON ME.TIME CHANGE PEOPLE USE THE INTERNET MORE THEN ANYTHING NOW SO IF YOU FIND ONLINE LUV GO FOR IT..LOOK FROM MY POINT OF VEIW THAT HOW I MET MY NEW WIFE AND LAST ONE...THIS BE MY SECOND. I WISH EVERYONE JOY AND GOOD WELL BEING CAUSE I LEARN THE WORLD SO COLD SOME PEOPLE WILL HATE YOU FOR NO REASON. CHAGE FOR THE BETTER CAUSE THE EARTH CHANGES. YOU ARE APART OF T

How Dumb Am I
How Dumb Am I ? it constantly asks in "My Bar Tab" Hell if I know, that's kind of like an employer asking you... how do you know your the best candidate for the job, you don't even know who else applied. Maybe there all High School dropouts.... I do know this... A clean shirt attracts the soup of the day A pissed of bull is safer than a pissed of woman Words that truely touch your heart are whispered The best way to eat crow is warm, never let the sun set on you if you need to make an apology The person who will cause you the most trouble in your life is looking back at you in the mirror each morning Most of the things you worry about wont ever happen You wont learn as much if things are always going your way There are NO self made men...thank that teacher, parent, friend.... I was lucky to be born in the United States and in the Country... Forgive your enemies, it screws with their head and a grudge is a heavy load you don't need anyway... Love i

Illegals Begin Leaving Arizona
Illegals Begin Leaving Arizona February 11th, 2008 What the heck!? You mean all we had to do is pass this law AND mean it to solve the Illegal Aliens problem? Hurry it up and run this through all the other 49 states and fix it all now! “Edmundo Hidalgo of the non-profit immigrant support group Chicanos Por La Causa, said 30,000 illegal immigrants said in a survey last week that they planned to leave Arizona sometime before March 1, when the state’s tough new employer sanctions law goes into effect. Under the law, employers can lose their business licenses if they hire undocumented workers.” If 30,000 Illegal Immigr..er, ALIENS can be surveyed then why the heck can’t we round ‘em up? Maybe there should be a sting operation like there is for other criminals offering OZZY tickets. You know, offer yobs and then when they can’t provide “documentation” they get a quick haul to the border or better yet they get put on work detail building the border fence until finished and then sen

Some Friendships Can Never Be Mended
i've had a friend on fubar since i got on here, but that person choose to listen to someone else then talk to me. try to make amend with this person but when i thought it was getting better, it ended up as being another slap in the face. how do i forgive that. i'm trying to find some place down deep that i can but i just don't know.

My Roots
i was in a quiet mood today, for many reasons and ralized that maybe, a reason to be able to look forward and be hopeful are in my past and origins.. so i made this hope you will like this overviuew of this nice country

Update On 30 Day Fu-marriage Auction!
COOTER'S BARowned by: Rev./DJ Cooter¢â CLICK ON THE PIC OF THE PERSON YOU WANT BELOW IF YOU WANT TO BID! LEAVE A COMMENT ON THEIR PHOTO IN THAT ALBUM OF HOW MUCH YOUR WILLING TO BID! This officially starts Sunday, July 13, 2008 12:01AM EST/9:01PM Fu-Time and ends Saturday, July 19, 2008 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time! southern_angel_Promoter@Cooter's Bar is @ $22K Lucious9774 aka Mrs. Mater Manager@Cooter's Bar is @ $130K PIERCEDNURSE is @ $50K Cooter's Bar's FUKN Door is @ $36K Rev./DJ Cooter™ Owner of Cooter's Bar is @ $126K DJ pinkypunk Angi *sarge's bad girls* is @ $400K sxymama4u Greeter@Cooter's Bar is @ $25K Rev. Kandi Cooter Mother@Cooter's Bar/Owner of Forbidden Love is @ $50K Big Daddy aka "BD" The Lounge Whore@Cooter's Bar is @ $33K

Sexy Gothy Bully
FAN / RATE / ADD ~~CLICK TO JOIN THE LOUNGE~~ DJ SEXY GOTHIC ROCKIN THE AIRWAVES @ HOWL AT THE MOON SALOON LIVE DJS TAKING REQUEST PLAYING WHAT YOU LIKE TO HEAR IF U LIKE ROCK, METAL THIS IS WHERE U NEED TO BE!!!!!!! ~~CLICK TO JOIN~~ (repost of original by '»ÐJ†Kill§w!tçh†«@HOWL at the MOON SALOON 'ÐJ†§êx¥†Gøthìç's Fu Husband & R/L BF' on '2008-07-15 17:12:12')

The Truth About The Im's
I added all da IM convo's, cause it's time every1 kno, dat I am not makin' dis shit up. Dis bitch don' kno what all he said bout her & what all he said 2 me. Now, she does. It's time 4 Mysticfairy to take her nasty fat ass away from here & die. Stupid bitch, Guy don' wan' u. Can' u c dat? I really hate women like u, do u c how desperate he is. Tryin' 2 get ova u. Movin' on. He don' want u. He wan's new. Get da fukk ova him.

Page 14/book
He Took every part of me and slowly started to kill me not caring that it was hurting me at all. he knew what my drug was. after all he did get to see me with no pants not that i put up much of a fight for him it only took one look and i was ready for him to take that last part of me.oh and he did leaving me feeling like i was loved yet knowing that i was not his only lover that was intill he ended up moving into my hell that i called home being pushed into a bubble himself and slowly pushing me away causing me to run to the only friend i had that i could control oh how happy my friend was to be back and how happy my mind was with that rush

One Day In July No I'm Not A Hero
i thought i better write about this some are starting to hear about it yester i was on the beach i gathered my stuff and gathered my gregory and started home gregory was tired and was wanting to be carried and i was tired too so i was making him walk and we were slow goin very suddenly just a block from the beach i heard this "grrrr" off another street and screaming and saw a lil girl she was running in my direction then i saw a big brown dog almost orange in color i just reach for the girl when he just bite down on my arm before i knew i had swung my foot at him and he bite down on my foot which knock him off balance i seen he was getting around to charge omg i thought remember my defense and he charged and manage to flip him he went rolling heard yelling behind me and then it was over he was running the lady called me a hero but what was i to do seem to be just defending myself but the lil girl was never touched then i realized my arm hurt looking i n

My Heart
My Heart © By Trisha I love you with all my heart; I long for you when we're apart; I wish I could wipe away all your tears; Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears; I wish I could also take away your pain; Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain; I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight; Show you that you're the one I love with all my might; I know in my heart you're the best; There is no comparison to the rest; Being with you makes my heart sing; I believe together we could do anything; I'm ever consumed by your presence; It only takes your essence; The chemistry between us is on fire; My love for you will never tire

Yahoo
Yahoo is being taken over by the end of august . we need to fine another chat program. which other one do you use ? I have aim , msn messanger , and aim and myspace . cherkle on all of them cherkle@aim.com c_kestner@hotmail.com http://www.myspace.com/cherkle

Re: More Pics From Holland ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 15 Jul 2008, 16:10 ....................
RE: More pics from Holland ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 15 Jul 2008, 16:10 ...................................... ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 15 Jul 2008, 16:10 ........................

U Thought I Was Not Looking!
A message every adult should read because childrenare watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang myfirst painting on the refrigerator, and I immediatelywanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed astray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kindto animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make myfavourite cake for me, and I learned that the littlethings can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say aprayer, and I knew that there is a God I could alwaystalk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make ameal and take it to a friend who was sick, and Ilearned that we all have to help take care of eachother. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give ofyour time and money to help people who had nothing,and I learned that those who have something shouldgive to those who don't. When you thought I w

Oasis - Slide Away
Slide away - and give it all you've got My today - fell in from the top I dream of you - and all the things you say I wonder where you are now? Hold me down - all the world's asleep I need you now - you've knocked me off my feet I dream of you - we talk of growing old But you said please don't ! Slide in baby - together we'll fly I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me Now that you're mine I'll find a way Of chasing the sun Let me be the one that shines with you In the morning when you don't know what to do Two of a kind We'll find a way To do what we've done Let me be the one that shines with you And we can slide away. Slide away - and give it all you've got My today - fell in from the top I dream of you - and all the things you say I wonder where you are now? Slide in baby - together we'll fly I've tried praying - and I know just what you're saying to me Now that you're mine I'll find a way Of chasing the sun Let me be

I'm Tired, And Feel Like Bitching
why the fook do people send me shouts/comments right after i change my status, and ask me about it. example my status said "playing guitar hero" you think people would understand, that i'm not on the computer at that time. but i get shouts asking if i've ever played a real guitar. or asking what i'm doing....or blah blah whatever. morons!

Not Good Enough
Have you ever felt like you're not good enough for someone? Well every guy tells me that im so hot, pretty, gorgeous...etc.. But everytime I meet a guy who is absolutely drop dead gorgeous, I dont feel like im good enough or pretty enough...

To My Daughter
July 18 made it 3 years and I still cant find away to get over the fact that your not here. That I was denied the right every father has to hold his child in his arms. To see the one person that in life is worth more than anything that this world can offer. The one person who's love i don't have to do anything to earn. How do you overcome the void that is in your life that once was filled with joy and happiness? I thought by getting married that would work but in the end i probably just did more damage than good and now i may never get that friend back that i had before. Fuck this i cant even finish it just piss me off even more. I love you Zamirah Aaliyah Brown July 18, 2005 - July 18, 2005

Boys Will Be Boys
so my spawn got his third or so black eye this morning. my step brother punched him, and he's got a cast on that hand. it was a pretty hard hit. d's eye is swollen shut, and bruised pretty good. i just chalked it up to boys will be boys. my son can be a butt head so i'm sure there is more to the story than he says. but my mom is flipping out, and i think she was too harsh on my step brother. he's a boy, i'm sure this wont be his last black eye.

Weird
so i just noticed that i have really small ears, and they are kinda pointy. noticed this while i was pulling my hair back for work. weird i'm gonna be 25 in a month or so and i've never really looked at my ears. lol meh whatever. anarchy has elf ears! woot! ok i go to work now. toodles fubar.

Saddle Up For The Cure
A year ago this september i did something i never thought i would have the chance to do again. Show horses. I did it in a pretty major way. i showed in a tough enough to wear pink horse show. I have posted a blog or two about my support of breast cancer research and awareness. and im doing it again. The last full weekend of August there will be a horse show to raise money for breast cancer research and awareness in circleville ohio. they will be having a silent auction for a lot of different things. two of the big things are a pink manure spreader and two quilts. I will be there with two of my paints showing and working. if you are in the state of ohio or close to it please come and show your support for this wonder ful cause if you want more information please let me know. Circleville ohio is about 30 minutes south of columbus ohio on state route 23. Please come

I.won't.let.you.fall.apart.
This song is blog worthy cuz.... well, i said so... push play, and read lyrics.... ...... She shines, in a world full of ugliness... She matters, when everything is meaningless. Fragile, she doesn't see her beauty. She tries... to get away. Sometimes, it's just that nothing seems worth saving. I can't watch her slip away. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. She reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by... ...hoping someone can see. If I could fix myself, I'd.... BUT IT'S TOO LATE FOR ME... I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. I won't let you fall apart. We'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide... I'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side... ...but they kee

My Life....
*To anyone reading this, I'm not looking for sympathy or anything else by writing this! I just want to speak my mind.* My life is bullshit! As long as I can remember, it's been nothing but problems and heartache. At the present, I've finally come to the realization, that the woman I married and am now supposed to be getting a divorce from, never resll loved me at all! The [[l I consider friends are only using me and I can't get a good job if it saved my lifr and I'm so lonely it's getting to be intolerable! thought I could make my situation better, but I now know, that's not ever going to happen. I guess in short, the realization here is that I have a miserable bullshit existance!

Just So We Are Clear...
You can only push a girl away for so long Until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want… Because once she turns around, She isn’t EVER coming back!

Teef!!!
hahaaaaaaa!!!! hes got his first tooth!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D lil shithead,, hes sprouting like we feed him steak and potatos i swear to god. ugh,, no holding him like a baby anymorelol, he gets pissed and pushes away. turd. and he just started this thing where when he doesnt wanna eat, instead of just refusing to open his mouth, he actually squeezes his lips shutlmao:D,, they pucker up, it looks funny as hell. stubborn? a Crew....? ;) he isnt stubborn, we're just impatientHAAAAAAAAA!!!!! i love it:D my cubs becoming a puppy:D:( hmmmmmmmmm.....

50 Things About Me Survey
50 Things About Me Survey 1. What is your best friends name? Chrissy 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? Pink 3. What are you listening to right now? water running 4. Whats your favorite number? 7 5. What was the last thing you ate? Spaghetti w/ litte meatballs 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Pink 7. How is the weather right now? sunny 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? Chrissy 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes & smile 10. Do you have a significant other? Married 11. Favorite TV show? Grey's Anatomy, Army Wives, Bill Engvall 12. Siblings? 2 13. Height? 5'0 14. Hair color? brown 15. Eye Color? hazel 16. Do you wear contacts? No 17. Favorite Holiday? Christmas 18. Month? April & July 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? no, there's always reason, it's a matter if I admit the reason 20. What was the last movie you watched? Dane Cook 21. Favorite Day of

Things I Miss (these May Date Me ... Or You)
I miss.... The smell of Agree shampoo. The feel of a warm summer rain, hoping to the porch for protection when the clouds burst then running barefoot through the puddles immediately after. Long walks through the mountain. Swimming in Harvey's Creek, the water too cold and the rocks so slimy you had to wear your sneakers. Swinging from the cherry tree branches. Catching the brass ring on the carousel. EAST COAST PIZZA!! Zoom. (ok I don't really but it was a memory lol) My father. Dancing to Disco and not feeling it was weird. (told ya I'd be dating myself) Picking Lily of the Valley in an old dilapidated cemetery. Shoveling snow to earn a dollar Milk for .25 a gallon Payphone call .10 I miss when 100 pennies was a LOT of coin!! Casey Kasem's American Top 40 Countdowns every Sunday afternoon Hanging clothes on the line to dry. Rolling down big hills in refrigerator boxes. Feathered hair. Planet of the Apes on Friday nights. Mr. Softee the ice cream man

Mom...
mom its been over 1 year and 6 months since u left, but just seems like yesterday that u were here. i miss ur talks i miss ur voice i miss u soooooooooooo much i wish u were here to talk to me mom i love talking to u at nite i miss thoes talks. u helped me more then u know every time the phone rings i think its u. i wish it was u. it would help sooooo much. I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS U SOOO MUCH WISH U DIDNT LEAVE. love your daughter, josey PLZZ DONT COPY THIS IS MY OWN

Rf
Where to locate RF in 2010 (hopefully not layin broke in the gutter) Scotland - Norway - Finland Russia - Germany Belgium Czech Republic Austria Croatia Greece Israel Egypt Bulgaria Italy Lithuania Turkey - Georgia Hungary Ukraine Moldova Armenia Kazakhstan Morocco Spain

Untitled
She thinks of him Of only him Longing for his voice To see his face & hold him close To just be with him near him To kiss him To touch him Would be a dream come true She cant explain these feelings run deep She knows they're true True for him and only him With every minute that passes Every breath she takes She thinks of him Always. To see his smile hear his laugh Watch him sleep Would be a dream come true

She Needs Help!
This hottie needs lots of love! She deleted her old profile and has decided to come back. Please help her get her level up. She returns all love and is a great person to know! Click on her pic and rate/fan/add her!! luckygirl@ fubar This pimp out brought to you by: Poe†ichear†*Head Promo@Wolfpack* Fuwife2Twizt/Rkkennedy* Owned by Rkkennedy@ fubar (repost of original by 'Poe†ichear†*Head Promo@Wolfpack* Fuwife2Twizt/Rkkennedy* Owned by Rkkennedy' on '2008-08-07 16:40:44') (repost of original by '*~*vïØlëT*~*RL Gƒ,ƒu-Wïƒëÿ & §käñK TØ ßîg èvî£*~*cØ-Øwñër Øƒ Thë wØlƒpÅçk~ rÅwr!!! Øwñëd Bÿ TÅb§' on '2008-08-07 16:42:19')

My Day Out..sexual Fanasties
“My day out with Big Daddy” Written By Christy aka Sanari March 17, 2006 We were meeting His boss for lunch. The office building towered above us like a giant glass monster as we got out of the car. i had no idea why i had been invited, or exactly at whose request, but there i was, standing on the sidewalk, looking up forty stories, a death grip on His hand. "Come, My sweet, nothing to be nervous about." Daddy's fingers squeezed mine and He took the first step forward, pulling me along in His wake. Inside the building, the walls were lined with mirrors. i could see nearly every visible inch of myself from any given direction. There was a guard seated in the center of the lobby surrounded by a circular desk. He acknowledged us with a nod and a smile, obviously recognizing my Owner. His eyes traveled appreciatively over my body, covered in leather from shoulders to ankles, my sandaled feet with whore-red polished toenails. i couldn't help but blush and cont

It's Like This. ((ranting))
First off: I am going into the United States Marine Corps, I leave for boot camp in October, and if you have something negative to say to me about it thanks for more inspiration because i WILL prove you wrong. I am so fucking tired of everyone saying that just because I'm pretty I'm not going to be able to handle it or im going to get raped. That just because I like getting my nails done and i'm girly that I shouldnt be a soldier. Keep your opinions to yourselves cause quite frankily---i dont give a fuck what you have to say so save your breath for someone who does. When I get out i would love nothing more than to shake your hand look you in the eyes and say "fuck you for doubting me." GET SOME OORAH Second thing: Fellas, I know i'm "hot" i know i'm "sexy" and "fine" but if you can't think of anything to say to me that doesnt go along those lines please refrain from speakin---im not interested. Finally: If i'm upset and I tell you i don't want to talk about it DROP it. It's my b

Hell With This Lounge
ok yawl im saying fuck forbidden and forbidden cell 69 i aint never going back there the ladies on the staff think there shit dont stink and the guys think there fubar gods nothing can hurt them if your on my friends list and read this blog if it pisses you off take me off your friends list fuck i dont care i can find other friends on the internet to talk to

The Golf Incident
It was a relatively pleasant day and my brother and myself were obscenely bored. We decided given the weather we had to do something outside. After significant deliberation we decided on tennis. Upon further discussion we decided that neither of us knows how to play tennis and more importantly neither one of us owns the necessary equipment to play tennis. After some quick price checking it was determined that tennis is not worth 50 dollars. The next possibility was golf. Neither of us knows shit about golf either but my brother claimed to have a set of golf clubs putting golf miles ahead of tennis in terms of being realistic. I drove to my brothers house and he meets me at the door with this eclectic selection of golf clubs held in a bundle with red wire ties. I'm no expert but I would put the vintage of these clubs somewhere in the mid 20th century. We decided that getting laughed at, at the driving range was cheaper than getting laughed at, at the country club.

Wat Would U Do
Ok If u knew u loved someone and u were falling for that person wat would u do to make it known. Your choices are: 1)Tell them 2)Show them 3)Leave lil hints 4)Or let them figure it out But the catch is this your only have an hour to tell them befor they leave ur life forever. So wat would u do

The Truth Of Us
CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Tell you not to do something stupid when drunk MILITARY FRIENDS: Will post 360 security so you dont get caught CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents Drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MILITARY FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points and an E & E route. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but hey, that shit was fun as fuck!" CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Cry with you. MILITARY FRIENDS: Laugh at you and tell you to put some vagasil on your pussy. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Steal each other's stuff so often nobody remembers who bought it in the first place. CIVILIAN FRIENDS

It Pains Me So
i keep being told to remember that she's not well in the head and that her actions are not all hers, but it's hard to keep that in mind when i start putting pieces together of stuff. she left of her own accord - it was told to mark that she had a plane ticket for that next morning and just needed a place to stay the night. after the way everything went down i can understand mark not wanting her to stay the house, but it was stated she had a plane ticket. i now think she didn't have a ticket and is using the situation to make it look like she was kicked out with nowhere to go wich is just not the case. and there i was making a gift basket for her because from the moment i walked in the room i could just tell something was off. there were things she should have taken that were left behind and vice versa. i asked mark to tell me minute by minute what happened and he did. he offered to let her cook someting at the house before they left, he checked up on her but was in no way on h

Just Venting A Little ...
I'm usually pretty good at reading through all the bullshit and to be honest, I DID see it coming, but I STILL wanted THIS guy to be "different" from the liars I'm used to dealing with. No such luck. Why do some people feel the need for "lines" and lies? The truth would've gotten him SO much further ... SOOOOO much further *evil wink* oh well ... onto the next victim :) LOL

Let Me Know If You Are Close To Leveling
If You Are Close To Leveling And I Will Post A Blog Entry Here With How Close You Are And The Level You Are Trying To Reach..Also Anyone Going For Godmother Or Higher Let Me Know And I'll Automatically Post An Entry Here For You

Seafood Gumbo
*Submitted by Licks, and I just remembered to post it, cause like, my life is crazy right now. Although, if I can interject one thing, it takes WAY longer than 20 minutes to get a dark brown roux. Anyway, here are the yum-yums!* Ingredients: * 1 cup vegetable oil * 1 cup flour * 2 cups chopped onions * 8 ribs celery, chopped * 3 cloves garlic, minced * 8 cups chicken broth, canned or from base * 2 large cans (28 ounces each) tomatoes, diced * 2 packages (10 ounces each) frozen okra, sliced, thawed * 1 pound crab claws * 1/4 cup Worcestershire sauce * 1 tablespoon hot sauce * 2 large dried bay leaves * 1/2 cup fresh minced parsley * 2 teaspoons dried leaf thyme * 2 teaspoons dried leaf basil * 2 teaspoons dried leaf oregano * 1 teaspoon sage * 1 teaspoon pepper * 2 pounds shrimp, medium, unpeeled * 1 quart oysters, undrained * 1 pound crab meat * 1 pound fish fillets, such as catfish or other firm white fish, cut in 1-inch pieces * hot cooked rice * file

My Doggie Wish.. Wrote By Me!!
My DoGGie WiSH... I'd rather be a dog they're such a charming race, They bite, & bark, & growl then lick you in the face.. Some are short & small some long & lanky, Others that i've met are sometimes very stanky.. I've never met a doggy i've never met a one, That didn't think good hygiene was licking their own bum.. If i were a doggy i'd love to run leash free, I'll tell ya what i wouldn't want is someone watching while i pee.. I have a puppy of my own her name is Juliet, She is my doggy pal & my favorite pet.. I like to sit & stare at her big, bright, gentle eyes, My heart skips a beat every time she sighs.. She loves me very much this i know for sure, I also love her back right down to her doggy core.. Why a dog i'd rather be you sit back & you ask, Well, they show us their true colors & never wear a doggy mask!! -BlondeBratZ

Lovies. =]
I just wanted to send out lovin to everyone thats helped me so far in my quest to land the spotlight. You guys are the best and it proves that I have the best friends on Fubar! So enjoy one of my favorite songs to my favorite people; all of you. Talk to everyone in the morning!

Number4
What SEX position are you?Doggie!!DAMN! You peoples like it ruff and wild...as that song goes "You and me baby aint nothin' but mamals so it lets do it like they do it on the discovery channel"!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Kiss Me!!
What the Books have to say about "Kissing".... A kiss triggers a cascade of neural messages and chemicals that transmit tactile sensations, sexual excitement, feelings of closeness, motivation and even euphoria. When we kiss, these neurons, along with those in the tongue and mouth, rocket messages to the brain and body, setting off delightful sensations, intense emotions and physical reactions. Kissing unleashes a cocktail of chemicals that govern human stress, motivation, social bonding and sexual stimulation. Kisses can convey important information about the status and future of a relationship. So much, in fact, that, if a kiss goes bad, it can stop an otherwise promising relationship dead in its tracks. When passion takes a grip, a kiss locks two humans together in an exchange of scents, tastes, textures, secrets and emotions. We kiss in broad daylight and in the dead of night. We give ceremonial kisses, affectionate kisses, Hollywood air kisses, kisses of death and, at lea

Olympic Rounding The Last Turn
So, it's hard to remember all the olympic stuff that has happened since I haven't been blogging it. Let me see if I can remember the things that seemed worth remembering. First, let's give credit to the Chinese for kicking royal ass in men's gymnastics and all the diving. Holy crap their divers are on a different level. I think MTV has ruined American divers forever. I was very happy for Jonathan Horton and Shawn Johnson for winning medals. Shawn finally got her well deserved gold. Alvin and her other brothers will be really pleased! But seriously, she is such a sweet girl and I got choked up a bit watching her parents crying and hugging. Our female gymnasts were pretty awesome. Both the beach volleyball teams made it to the final. I mean, I think they were expected to but it's still nice when people live up to their expectations. On top of that I think Misty May's got one of the nicest hiney's at the Olympics. Ok over to track where the biggest story for me was Lolo Jon

I've Come To Realize That ...
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... Are fabulous! 2. I've come to realize that this weekend... I will have the house to myself! 3. I've come to realize that when i'm driving... It's best not to piss me off. 4. I've come to realize that i need... A certain someone in my life. 5. I've come to realize that I have lost.... 91 pounds (and counting!) 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... People I care about lie to me. 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... My boobs find a way out of my shirt. 8. I've come to realize that money... Goes a lot faster than it comes. 9. I've come to realize that certain people... Will never change. 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be... Me, take it or leave it. 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on... he knows who he is :) 12. I've come to realize that my mom..... Is my best friend. 13. I've come to realize that my cell phone....... Always seems to be ringing. 14. I've come

Keeping It Together...
Well over the last few weeks times have been real hard..I hurt myself..slipped a disk in my back and have been off of work for a week..then on top of that they are gonna cut my hours..so financially we are struggling.. Relationship wise..we are also struggling to keep things afloat ..we're both so frustrated and stressed and we seem to take that out on one another not always intentionally but thats how things seem to go.. Personally I am falling apart..worrying about everything ...and accomplishing nothing...I am realizing now that I am very insecure..whether it has to do with my weight I really am not sure..but ever since my bf and I started coming to this site all I do is stress about every girl that bats an eye in his direction..I see that he is a good looking guy..that he's a charmer..but why must girls push that limit..flirting is one thing...saying things like to bad you have a gf..or to bad your taken are NOT OKAY...saying how much you fuck my bf's brains out is NOT OKAY.

Conservatives Vs Liberals
> A Condensed Version of History > For those that don't know about history...... here is a condensed > version. > Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic > hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the > summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the > winter. > The two most important events in all of history were: > 1. The invention of beer, and > 2. The invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to > the beer. > These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were > the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct > subgroups: > 1. Liberals > 2. Conservatives. > Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the > beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can > were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around > waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the > brewery

Blah Blah Blah!!!!!
I have been on this site for two days. And I am really starting to get the hang of it. Expect for that I am not able to put a background on but thats all cool. I must say all of the comments, shouts, and private messeges I have gotten have been really respectful and I really do like that. For if you are respectful then I will be too and you'll get more out of me. Thats all for now. I'll try to do another blog sometime. ~Hugs n Kisses~

The Reason
I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to say. I keep thinking about killing myself Each and every fucking day. I think I should just end it I see no damn point to my life. I know how easy it would be to end it all Cause, see, I already have the knife. I know why I shouldn't be alive I always piss off those around me. I can never be useful according to my mom One guy disagrees, the reason i dont see I don’t see why he wants me alive I can’t fathom it, why does he care. I wonder why he always says this one thing “Manda, for you, I will always be there”. I see him as the one reason I am still living for another day. I know as long as he wants me I will not leave And truthfully, that is all I want to say.

Lmaoo Ok , Yes, I'm A Dorkette Or Dorkalene!!
Had a shower, didn't shave me legs soooo figured ain't gettin back in just to do that, I'll just shave em , dry! :-S BIG MISTAKE , I wasn't thinkin whatsoeverrrrrrrrrr cuz I shoulda learned this lil lesson before!!! so, razor burn starts, "I" decide to grab the lotion , BAD BAD IDEA!!!!!! burningggggggg freakin legggggggg.... oh oh ICE! yea , ICE works!! ........ NOT IF YOU DONT' FREAKIN WASH THE LOTION OFF FIRST!!!!! OMG WHERE *IS* MY MIND : GIGGLES : LMMFAOOO @ MESSELF!!

Life Experience
You've Experienced 92% of Life You have an amazing amount of life experience. In fact, you've seen and done more than most people. So congratulate yourself on what you've done so far. The future is only going to be more of the same! How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

You Think This Would Be Obvious To Most
If everyone wants and takes a piece of me...what do I have left for myself? I'm nothing if not honest. I do sugar coat my words sometimes BUT I do not lead anyone on. If at times I don't give you the attention you want or think you should have....I'm sorry but get over yourself.The ppl I care about know it cuz I let it be known. I talk to who I want when I want and if you can't handle that don't be hateful or disappointed...move on! It's Fubar ppl....fun ya know. I am here for fun not petty bullshit drama.I don't allways feel like talking about stupid shit to ppl I don't know....and for goodness sake plz don't blow up my shout box with one or two words over and over...it doesn't leave me happy. Thanks and have a fab day :)

Rock In Indy
I am stoked about this Labor Day weekend here in Indy Not only do we have the US National Drags (which I can hear from my house) it is Rib America Festival weekend! The Admission? It is free if you arrive early, or a nominal sum of $4 for an array of tasty music . Whom? Peter Frampton, Blue Oyster Cult,Blind Melon, .38 Special, Reverend Peyton's Big Dam Band,Ted Nugent, Shooter Jennings , The Elms, Cowboy mouth, Jonny Lang , and Kenny Wayne Shepard.. Kicking off the weekend is a preseaon Colts game in our awesome (and awesomely exspensive.. 3/4 billion...Billion)new stadium. The Colts will close with their mandatory preseason loss to the Bengals, but who cares. So I guess I won't be here for the Fu much the next 4 days....

All My Friends
As you all know my daughter had surgery August the 19th and she has not been feeling very well since... It is kind of like a roller coaster to me because one minute she is fine and the next minute she is very very sick... What i am trying to say is due to my daughters illness I may not get to be on as much as I would like to be... So please forgive me and as soon as she gets better I will be back and rating and rerating all of you... I ask that during these next few weeks keep my daughter and me in your prayers and don't forget me okay... For those of you that are only adding me to talk garbage well I really am not interested in what you have to say... If you added me to your messengers for sexual and disrespective reasons please delete me because I am not going to get on my messenger with you for cyber or cam sex okay... And please no phone sex either... My house is full of people mostly kids so you incompetence in this area is not needed the children range from 10 and

Ahhhh Its A Bunch Of Rambling
is this what has become of me i mean really why do people say one thing and do another...how can u fall in and out of love or turn it off like a light switch?how can u just tear someone apart and leave them in the dark feeling useless.. cold my skin feel like my life is now over i feel my heart beat slowing down slower and slower it falls...the pain i feel the pain the torture... how can u just break like that how can u make someone hurt even though they other did nothing .. so i ask whats next is there a single women in this world that wont ripe my heart out like a fucking peace of meat... really im hurt i hang my head up but its to heavy to hang so it is lowered to the ground ...what should i do is there anyone out there ......that feels mu pain ...someone there that wood treat me good?

Broken Dream - Track 7 - Superstar
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Superstar Hear those screams/ Screams for me/ They know my name and everything about me/ Don’t you wish you had fans too/ It wasn’t enough you were my superstar Track 7 As we got to the parking lot of the church we discovered it was empty. Sarah’s band lead singer, Jennifer Pattison, is also in the choir of the

Madness Of Mine... Alone
Do they see me? Do they see the suffering I must endour? The silence of the night has defened me. My cries can not be heard by the living. They encompise me everynight. They watch me... Like animals waiting to feed. the pain of being is too much for one person to bare. can anyone else see my tears that flow like rivers? Can anyone see the ocean that I am drowning in? My mind has so little to offer to this world. the world see's my suffering but can not do anything to stop it. humanity is weak and insignificant. A heart can only lead to more pain. but what can you do when you can't run to anyone? when your prison is your own mind? Tell me, Do you bleed too? or is this all a false reality? I don't know... the silence is so bitter sweet... and it seems to never end...

Good Clean Fun Lol Girls Only
Be completely honest. copy and paste and send back to me... What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. I hugged u: 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: What do you think about my? 10. Personality: 11. Eyes: 12. Hair: 13. Body: Would you? 14. Be my friend? 15. Keep a secret if i told you one? 16. Kiss me? 17. Go on a date with me? 18. Keep in touch? 19. Date me? 20. Have sex with me? Have you ever? 21. Lied to make me feel better? 22. Wanted to kiss me? 23. Wanted to bite me? 24. Kept something important from me? 25. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 26. Who are you? 27. Are we friends? 28. When and how did we meet? 29. Describe me in one word: 30. What was your first impression? 31. What reminds you of me? 32. If you could give me anything what would it be? 33. How well do you know me? 34. When's the last time you sa

I Need At Least 20 People...
...to rate,fan,add my sweet friend here and rate 30 of her pics!!!I've made a deal with her for my give away and I need your help!Please send her a message that I sent you and comment on this bully/blog so I know that you did :) Thank you Lisa 'X©ït€M€ **Å§ÅÐ§' FU Woman** 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubar

Soul And Stuff.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Death Is Better Than Love
WHY IS DEATH BETTER THAN LOVE?? I'LL TELL YOU WHY. IN DEATH,EVERYTHING IS FINAL. ALL YOUR WORRIES ARE GONE. YOUR DREAMS CANT BE SHATTERED. NOONE CAN LIE TO YOU, NOONE CAN MAKE YOU CRY. YOUR HEART CAN NEVER BREAK. IN LOVE,EVERYTHING IS FAKE. ALL YOU DO IS WORRY YOUR DREAMS ARE THROWN TO THE GROUND THERE IS NOTHING BUT LIES. ALL YOU DO IS CRY YOU ALWAYS HAVE HEARTBREAK. WHY DO WE CONTINUE TO GIVE OUR HEART AWAY? EVEN AFTER ALL THE MISTAKES WE GO THRU, WE STILL KEEP ON TRYING WE STILL KEEP CRYING. WHY DO WE BELIEVE THE LIES? AT LEAST IN DEATH,,,THERE IS NO MORE PAIN!!!!

Beyond Weed
going nuts with this back thing,if i go to a doc all he`s going to say is surgery and chiro is no help at this point. just venting a bit and so my friends know i`m not ignoring them,just haven`t been on oh yeah and fuck ,cunt and all that happy crap somebody post something that will make me smile

7 Years And Day Late
U.S. troops authorized to raid Taliban's Pakistan havens Jonathan Manthorpe Vancouver Sun Friday, September 12, 2008 The war in Afghanistan has formally spread to neighbouring Pakistan with reports from Washington that President George W. Bush has authorized cross-border raids by American forces. So far there has been little reaction in Pakistan, where feelings both of the sanctity of national sovereignty and dislike of the U.S/ government are intense. This lack of reaction on the streets is largely because Pakistan, like all predominantly Muslim countries, is currently observing the Ramadan period of fasting and religious contemplation. But the American move has serious implications for Pakistan's new president, Asif Ali Zardari, who has already been the target of a torrent of criticism for voicing support for the campaign against the Taliban and al-Qaida militants during his inauguration on Wednesday. The expansion of the war into Pakistan was also applauded on

Boyfriend Application
"Boyfriend Application"--Please fill out and send to my inbox 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4. Whats your sign: 5. Height: 6. Hair (color and style): 7. Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN: 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11. Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you take a nap with me? 16. Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18. Would you dance with me? 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY: 1. Personality:

Going Away For A While
I just attended my best friends funeral today. And seeing him in thatcasket made me realize how short and precious life is. So, I'm packing up and moving myself and my 3 year old to live with my Uncle on the Cherokee Reservation. I need to get away from technology and get back in touch with nature. I will return once my body and spirit are again one. So, to my fubar friends; take care of one another. Vigilante

Ladies Needed
to all u sexy ladies i am starting a new crew called daddys sexy angels feel free to join i will keep u drunk buy u random gifts and me and my friend daddy long stroke 2 will put the links to ur pages on ours and promote the crap outta u lol just hit me up thanx alot_daddy_long

Lounge Bully
Come Check out the sexiest lounge on Fubar.... Come For The Drinks....Stay For The Music.....Djs Live 24/7....Come Check it out.... ~Now Hiring ~ Bartenders Enforcers And Greeters So Get Your butt in gear an get in here....see you there......

Why Music On Profiles Should Be Banned...
Migranes, headaches, nervous disposition... This is what music on profiles does to me... Let me explain... I an an audiophile (No that's not a pervert, thats someones obssessed with music and the quality of music playback) i have a 7.1 surround sound system in virtually every room in my house, and it gets fed music through my home network and iTunes. I have an amazing soundcard on my PC and i dont need a hi-fi system. I cant seem to function without music, even when im not listening to music i have ambient music playing on low in the background... I even sleep with it on sometimes... So basically, theres always sound coming out of my PC... and the volume is at a nice comfortable 45-55% all the time, unless im listening to ambient music, then its much lower. And then there's fubar... all all of those annoying crappy songs that start off with people talking about having sex with each other... Why is this a problem... I'll tell you... all the web players people us

Contacting Bbg
Already a member of fubar, then add me~ http://www.fubar.com/babygirlmabe [ Click to Add Me On fubar ] or Want to join fubar, then use this link~ http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=253739 [ Click to Join Me On fubar ] Want to be my Double Match on HOTorNOT, then add me~ http://meetme.hotornot.com/r/?emid=O8HUSYN [ Click to Match Me On HOTorNOT ] or Want to Rate Me On HOTorNOT, then use this link~ http://www.hotornot.com/r/?eid=RZOZHRA&key=WCL [ Click to Rate Me On HOTorNOT ] Already a member of MySpace, then add me~ http://www.myspace.com/laura_swf [ Click to Add Me On MySpace ] or Want to join MySpace, then use this link~ http://www.myspace.com/reloc.cfm?c=2&id=c3af1f86-7a38-4d8a-bbae-e62e84dd9d90 [ Click to Join Me On MySpace ] Already a member of myYearbook, then add me~ http://www.myyearbook.com/mabe [ Click to Add Me On myYearbook ] or Want to join myYearbook, then use this link~ http://www.myyearbook.com/join.php?ref=975405621 [ Click to

Str8 2 Vide0
All aboard Hit the road All the bullshit Can't be ignored It's hard to place In my face No emotion All the problems Make me wanna go Like a bad girl Straight to video Little darling Welcome to the show You're a failure Played in stereo Hiedi ho Here we go No solution Strong undertow Quite unfair Quite a pair No box office All the problems Make me wanna go Like a bad girl Straight to video Little darling Welcome to the show You're a failure Played in stereo I never noticed No, never noticed You're so amazing So amazing I never noticed No, never noticed You're so amazing So amazing All aboard Hit the road All aboard Here we go All the problems Make me wanna go Like a bad girl Straight to video Little darling Welcome to the show You're a failure Played in stereo I never noticed No, never noticed You're so amazing So amazing I said it No, never said You're suffocating Suffocating I never noticed No, ne

Lateralus-tool
Video has images from the Hubble Space Telescope, pretty amazing. Black then white are all i see in my infancy. Red & yellow then came to be, reaching out to me, Lets me see. As below, so above & beyond, i imagine. Drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities & i must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines. Black then white are all i see in my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me, Lets me see there is so much more & Beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities. As below, so above and beyond, i imagine. Drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind. Feed my will to feel this moment, urging me to cross the line. Reaching ou

Slow Dancing
Today will mark my 11 months with my sexy Canadian Bobby. I had one fabulous weekend, and it got me thinking. So, is romance alive and well? As far as I am concerned, HELL YEAH!!! its alive. See, i figured that I would die a spinster. I know I am not all that, but I have personality out the wazzu!!! For all those non-believers that you can find love here on the net, I found my Bobby on a dating site. It all started with one little word, Ridgeway. Whats so special bout that? Well, I was born in Ridgway Pa. I never knew that there was a Ridgeway Canada. I thought it was cool, so I sent Toxic as he was called a message. A cute little babble bout the coinsidence. He thought it was cute as well, he responded. ( he had a few other women contact him, he didnt answer.) And from there sparks flew. 6months after the first note, he surprised me and showed up at my door step, Holy Crap was all I could get outta my mouth, nice eh? Its been pure bliss ever since, and I have met my b

The Autumn Test
Your Autumn Test Results You are a dynamic, vibrant person. You aren't afraid to pursue your passions. When you are happiest, you are calm. You appreciate tradition and family. You enjoy feeling cozy. You tend to be afraid of change. You are never ready for things to be different. You find solitude to be the most comforting thing in the world. Being alone with your thoughts feels very peaceful. Your ideal day is active and full. You like to keep busy with your favorite things, and you appreciate a routine. You tend to live in the moment. You enjoy whatever is going on, and you don't obsess over the past or future. The Autumn Test

What Is It?
It is the one gift you want to give, and truly hope you get one in return. You can hurt it but you can not touch it. It can be very strong, and in the same token can be so very fragile. It can be warm, but in return can be very cold. It is not a container but it is best when it is full. We all have it but few of us truly use it. Do you know what it is?

We Have A Temporary Recruiter
As of right now my recruiter is not online so for the time being Lori is gonna take over the recruiting duties til DJ Lucifer comes back so if you know of anybody that wants to join please send there link to Lori..Her link is below.. ¢¾ Lori ¢¾ Wife 2 ScOoTeR/ D.S.I.P's Babygirl@ fubar

Wow! Too Many Immature People!
First of all I would like to apologize to all of those who I did not let into my NSFW because you are illiterate or just annoying or fucking psycho! 1. if you cant read how to get into my nsfw-dont bother. im not going to tell you how if thats the first thing that comes from you. 2. if you dont know what the hell hh is--ASK!!! 3. They are MY pictures. I can choose who I want to view them and for how long! I am not obligated to let you in because "you let me see yours". I dont want to see your NSFW!. After i proceed to NOT let you in.. all of a sudden im an ugly bitch? Excuse me but you were just begging for the last 1/2 hour to be put into my family. Calling me ugly doesnt make any sense. Do you honestly think its going to hurt me? And another thing--SOUTH DAKOTA IS A FUCKING UGLY STATE! WHETHER YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT.. THIS STATE SUCKSSSSS. I am not here because i want to be.. i am here for school. Just because youre from this state.. doesnt change my opinion of the state! I

Some Thoughts
i dont know what to think anymore i wanna be with him..yet again i dont know him so that shit happens. what to do what to do...i dont know. i wish i could gt some advice for this feeling but i guess its up to me...yeh it is, i guess if i meet him i could maybe possibly like him and he like me. maybe meet someone who wont hit or use me, i honestly dont know. i been through so many bad relationships and now its just like BAMMM its there. who knows maybe its just a chating thing, idk if ya got any ideas post umm up please...im confused

Hot For Shemar
Owner Of Train CrazyMama45 To get on this train r/f/a all members. And in case you're not sure what those letters mean...RATE/FAN/ADD...and you MUST do all three. Let them know that you are joining the "Hott 4 Shemar Moore" train in your friend request. If they are already a friend leave them a comment like "Hott 4 Shemar Moore" or "Crazy About Shemar Moore " and don't forget to re-rate them. Don't forget to leave me (CrazyMama45) a comment, too. Rate the Shemar Moore folder and you'll get a Shemar Moore tag specially made by CrazyMama45. Start with this picture Leave a comment on the last picture to let CrazyMama45 know that you finished. Riders

Trading Personal Salutes For...
A SFW Salute for a $20 Bling Pack, VIP, or 7 Day Blast Sexy SFW Salute for a VIP and a $20 Bling Pack or a 7 Day Blast See Threw Top Cleavage for a 3 month VIP Better Salutes will be made for Better Bling Packs, VIP's, Blasts and HH's Different combination's may be made as well. You may also message me an offer and I can see what I can do. Or if I am willing to do it. There will be no Bottom Half Nudity Salutes Done.

Gym Saga Part 2
Gravitron a gravity device Helps with chin ups and pull ups, indeed quite nice Feeling like you're up in the air With no care Pumping air and pressure, you can hear its noise Not for little girls or boys Hit your weight and what you can lift Like hitting a gear on a bicycle to shift Let the fun begin A battle between me and a friend, a race i'm trying to win Repetitions are key We have time, this gym is not free Off and away we go How many reps can be done?, who is to know? The number usually ends up to be at 44 4 sets of 11, a victory is accomplished that is for sure Probably invented for outerspace Works well and does not take much space Takes the pressure off the joints Once again scoring brownie points Makes things easier as many can see Productive work outs, most can agree Make sure you hit the red button before you leave the machine If not where you're standing will go straight up, been there done that a very silly scene

I Cant Dela With This Anymore
I have been crying more and more the last week and 1 day. I havent ate but once a day since James Left he left me at the most horrible time ever. I cant seem to stop crying and theres nothing left of me anymore the person I was is no longer here at all theres nothing left of my heart body mind and soul cept this big huge blob. My life started shitty and i was abused all my life and i have tried to face things in my life and live how I want and am happy but it always seems to fall apart. They are working on taking my rights james left me I have no other true friends in town not one. James was the only person that understood me and my kids and fought along side me for 4 1/2 years sicne this started. I sit in my bathtub just screaming till i loose my voice. I just want to be a snake and crwl right out of this skin. I cant move I cant eat I cant laugh smile or anything the tv has been on the same station for the last week. I dont check my email but twice in a week. I sleep when not at wor

Thank You All!!!
OMG!! I am sooo overwhelmed! In case y'all missed it,yesterday was my birtHday. And what a birthday it was! I just want to thank some people that went above & beyond me. President Lincoln put me & 2 other birthday girls in a bully that got stickied. Cubby & Misterfeet also made a birthday bully for me. In case you missed them,both are in blogs here. Mr4Am,Vixen260 and Captain O all sent me blasts. Countless bling from many friends.Lots of cakes,cards,balloons,drinks & edible things.Many many comments from friends. Prinny I will get you back for Ron Jeremy!! THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH!!! It really meant alot to me to know that I'm loved!! Kisses & Hugs to all of you!!

It's Only When You're Tested That You Truly Discover Who You Are
'Sometimes pain becomes such a big part of your life that you expect it to always be there because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't.' 'Life doesn't give you the people you want it gives you the people you need to help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you & to make you into the person you were meant to be.'

G'morning , Just Wanted To Share This .
Victory through Him Today's Scripture “Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him who loved us” (Romans 8:37 AMP). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria No matter what challenges you may be facing today—at work, home, in your health or in your relationships, God promises that even in the middle of “all these things”, you can have victory. How? Victory starts in your heart and mind. Victory starts with peace that passes understanding. That means that you can have peace when it doesn’t make sense to have peace. When the rest of the world is full of anxiety and worry, you can live in peace. Victory “amid all these things” also means that you can have joy deep down in your soul. You can have so much joy that you can’t even explain why you have it! It’s supernatural. It’s joy unspeakable and full of His glory and power. When you begin to dwell on God’s promise of victory, something will change on the inside of you. You may ha

Happy Birthday Kelly Ann
kelly_ann_ Proud member of Club United!!@ fubar HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!!!!!! WE LUV YOU!!!!!!!! LETS MAKE THIS AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY FOR THIS AMAZING LADY…SHOW HER ALL THE LUV SHE DESERVES!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Waltz Uninvited....."shall We Dance..."
An uninvited feeling that renders my soul weak, another crack within my heart were my feelings escape from , they seep.... My soul, uncharted territory it remains, as though my heart fails me to feel love leaving me lonely yet again... Let me roam in the pit of my beings night, Give me light so to seek my darkness give me dark so I may seek light... Give me slow morbid music to cause me to sway, so that I may waltz with my sorrow dancing my dark life away.... as written: Twist'a Fate~

The End Has Come .....sorry All
Well this is it for me and fubar..I know a lot of people write it and do not mean it but I am giving this site up come monday morning, the drama that is to be had on this site is too much for myself to take, I have made a lot of really good people on here, and hope that I can keep in touch with the ones that I am close with...through my email those who have it already please feel free to write me, if you would like, if not then its cool too, and for those who want my email....request it on here..in my blog and I will send it to those who ask for it. I will not be here all weekend to check so dont feel offended if I do not reply I will reply to everyone on monday morning....if you are not going to be online then, my messages back will most likely not be recieved because my account will be deleted so if you would like to keep in touch also try leaving your email, which ever works. TY all to those who did show love over the past few months, for the most part I have hada decent time on thi

700 Billion $$$
9 months after conception of the 2008 Economic Stimulus Package, after "They" gave "US" 150 Billion $$$$. The anti-christ devil child is born by the 700 Billion $$$$ bailout of today's American Mafia Finacial Conclomerates Freddie Mack, Stern, Goldman, Lehman, JP Morgan, Stanley, AIG, & ING..(Just ta name afew!) By the owner's of the machine that prints our plumiting value of the US $. The currency of our life going to hell in a shit deposit money bag. While MasterCard, Visa, American Express, & Discover are working eliminate "cash" from circulation. We have to ask "WTF, is really going on?" But we won't get an honest answer. So then, we must ask ourself's "What are we going to do to survive tomarrow?"

Wedding Tonight @ The Playground!!! 7pm Et Fu Luv Member (repost)
WEDDING ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! True Cherry Rose and Juggalo_Craze Join Us at The Playground Lounge Tonight at 7pm ET. Just click the picture to enter!! Much Happiness from your Fu-Luv Family!! OFFICIAL FUBAR PASTOR Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY Just a Guy in Jersey and Marine Co-Owner Playground@ fubar

Videos
IM GONNA SAY THIS ONE MORE TIME....CAUSE MY SHOUTBOX IS BLOWING UP WITH SUM OF YOU WHO KEEP ASKING ME TO BE IN YOUR VIDEOS......IM NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!! IM MORE THAN JUST A VIDEO HOE...I MODEL AND THATS ENOUGH FOR ME IF YOU CANT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER AND REPECT ME THEN YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. AND WHO REALLY LOOKS FOR GIRLS ON FUBAR FOR A VIDEO...COME ON NOW

Seriously....interesting
I find it odd that I look for a job for 3 months, and get nothing. Then..suddenly...everything at once. I have 4 "orientations" to go to this week, but I didn't interview for any of them. Perhaps it's because I went to the outlet mall, and Christmas is coming up. Perhaps I'm just unlucky/lucky. Perhaps...life is just weird. But it's odd that I don't even get an interview, just jump straight into orientation. And not just one..4. All called today. I'm gonna have to do some thinking to consider which jobs I want to take. Perhaps I'll be able to do all 4 since they will most likely be all part-time. Perhaps not. Time will tell, but... Then again, maybe orientation is just what they say when they mean "group harassment to see which one of you has the finest ass to keep around and ram with no lube"....I'll find out later. Oh, and just FYI...it's harder to get a job at Best Buy than it is to get one at Armani. Go figure. Personally, I'd rather have a qualified person selling me a suit

Needz Help
ok yall plz do me a big fav. go and rate this person for me. he is very close and dear to me. Right now he could use all the help he can get he is still new to the fu. thank you all so much I know the love will be returned. *hugs & kisses* solitaryman@ fubar

Just Something
Tis the last rose of summer left blooming alone, > no flower of her kindered is nigh, > to reflect back her blushes or give sigh for sigh, > i'll not leave thee thou lone one to pine on the stem, > sence the lovely are sleeping,go sleep thou with them, > thus kindly i scatter thy leaves o'er the bed,where thy mates of the garden lie sentless and dead, > so soon may i follow when friendships decay, > and from loves shinning circle the gems drop away.

Do You Have The Bug?
Social anxiety is a term used to describe an experience of anxiety (emotional discomfort, fear, apprehension or worry) regarding social situations and being evaluated by other people. It occurs early in childhood as a normal part of social functioning. People vary in how often they experience social anxiety or in which kinds of situations. It can be related to shyness or other emotional or temperamental factors, but its exact nature is still the subject of research and theory. Extreme social anxiety can be disabling and may be diagnosed as social anxiety disorder (social phobia). YUP YUP THAT'S ME! How bout u?

Anger(learn From Me)
ok i dont know if im doin the right thing or not but i jus HOPE this will prove something to someone. i have VERY bad anger issues and at times i cant control them( which kills me cause it gets directed at the ppl i love)serious anger is a sickness and if you dont see that your "sick" soon enough youll lose everything and every one that means something to you take it from me.. ive learned the hard way! ive lost my wife and son due to mine. and i have been lookin for some help but its hard to do especially when youve been a MONSTER like i have..its NEVER i repeat NEVER ok to hit a woman..REGUARDLESS of the reason you "think it is" NEVER...and if you even think you might be close to doin that.. go seek help...my wife is WONDERFUL.. the best person youll ever meet and oh so BEAUTIFUL..and the things ive done.. theres no since for..i admit it yes i have hit her before and it kills me EVERY time i remember doin it..and i know that prolly someone will read this and report me.. fine do it.

Thanks To Family And Friends In Help With Big Poppa Contest! And Special Happy Birthday To Dj Sunshyne!
This is How We Do It - Montell Jordan THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF OUR HEARTS FROM THE DREAM TEAM FRIENDS, AND JUST PASSERS BY. IF YOU EVER NEED US , JUST GIVE A HOLLER AND WE BE THERE! FROM BIG POPPA MUAH..................TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! AND AKAMRS. T THANKS ALL HER TRUE FRIENDS AND NEW FRIENDS....................THANKS THANKS!!!!!!! AND THE DREAM TEAM THANK YOU....................! *****HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO A SPECIAL DREAM TEAM FAMILY DJ SUNSHYNE......................! BIG POPA THE SEXIEST MAN ON FUBAR BIG POPPA Ya Heard : if i aint caressing them im undressin'em@ fubar THE DREAM TEAM HOME PAGE ~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar AKAMRS. T IN THE HOUSE ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFI

Remarkable Woman
A remarkable woman is one of a kind. Something you struggle within to find. You search for it deep in your heart. To share with the one you never want to be apart. Like the flower that blooms only once and never again. Its beauty and fragrance is too hard to explain; You feel it only once and you will know it at once. All you get might be just one chance. And you just want to grab it and run. Run to a land not seen by man or sun. For its far too precious for you to lose. To your heart you want to hold it close. To keep it with your heart and soul you will fight. You’ll give up everything till then you had held tight. To the whole world this love you would declare With no other this love you will share. Remarkable woman is she You knew me like no other woman ever has. You saw a side of me no other woman ever will. Vulnerable and weak is what I became. For by your love I was captivated and bound. The way you touched my heart Made me feel you knew what my soul w

October Auction~wanna Own Me? Ends Sunday 19th
ALL in the name of Great cause Her World is Hosting An Auction!! Auction ENDS TODAY!!! all these fu's need a buyer...come see what they offer you!! they are already AMAZING cause the fee for this was a spotlight fund Hew World will morph anyone who donates 10K or more to her and if this is too much ANY rates u have LOVE shown ALWAYS helps!! SinfulBrat~Owned By PebblesinAZ~@ fubar repost if u ROCK!! thanx again xox GET BRAT IN THE LIGHT! (repost of original by '})i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ® ღ* ஐ*ღ FuAngels Co-Captain Team 3 ღ* ஐ' on '2008-10-11 22:38:10')

Rediscover Yourself
Have you ever given yourself to another? Has your world ever been the center of someone else? What if they were no longer there? What if you find that your life was more centered around them, then their centered around you? How do you remember the old you before they existed? Can you rediscover yourself for you again? Or do you have to create a new you?

I Got A Woman By The Late Great Ray
well I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town good to me oh yeah She give me money when Im in need Yeah she's a kind of friend indeed I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah She saves her lovin early in the morning just for me oh yeah She saves her lovin early in the morning just for me oh yeah She saves her lovin just for me oh she love me so tenderly I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah She's there to love me both day and night Never grumbles or fusses always treats me right Never runnin in the streets and leavin me alone She knows a womans place is right there now in her home I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Oh she's my baby now don't you understand Yeah and I'm her lover man I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Say I got a woman way over town that's good to me oh yeah Oh she's my baby now d

Ewww
Wanna get a real funky tattoo done but scared of needles? Well, then here is a source of inspiration for all the tattoo buffs. Also, if you can not decide where to get the design on your body canvas, this Canadian national might give you an out-of-the-world idea. This Toronto man has got a tattoo done. Nothing unusual, except that he has got it on his eyeballs! Basically, he has got the whites of his eyes turned blue by getting the pigment injected under the top layer of the eye (conjunctiva), with the help of no less then 40 blue ink injections at a Canadian body modification convention. This is usually done in some kinds of eye problems only. After an unsuccessful attempt with the traditional tattoo needle, instead of giving up the idea, he got it done with a syringe. Wierd though it seems, this is actually the medical art of corneal tattooing and is on its way to become a new type of ‘elective body modification’ (read mutilation!). Now, that’s to be called as ‘creativity with a m

In A Bling Only Auction..come Bid :)
WANNA OWN THE SOUTHERN GIRL WITH THE SCARLETT DRAWL? HERE'S YOUR CHANCE! I'M IN ANOTHER AUCTION. BIDS ARE BLING ONLY! SO COME ON CLICK ON THE PIC AND BID ON ME SO I CAN SPOIL THE PANTS OFF YA ;) IN ORDER TO BID YOU NEED TO HAVE THE HOSTESS ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST. SO IF THIS WONDERFUL LADY ISN'T ALREADY, GO R/F/A HER. BELIEVE ME, SHE'S A GREAT LADY TO KNOW! MishNumber1 ♥ Plz Rate & Fan Then Add Me. I Always Return The Luv ♥@ fubar I LOOK FORWARD TO BEING YOUR FU SLAVE FOR MONTH :) THANKS! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}~Proudly owned by Anna~BFF & loved by Jon Jon@ fubar

Ppl Here
seems ppl here still are taking ppl for granted, it isnt nice nor is it polite to put all males or all females into one corner n expect the ones that r different not to stand up for themselves, but i guess when ur ignorant that happens eh, well im not like other "females" i am myself like it or lump it i rightly dont care nor do i have to prove it to anyone!

The Shallow Observations
*dials 1-999-Sig-Mund* Hello? Yes, Dr. Freud, I would like to ask about the significance of McCain saying that Sarah Palin was like a "Bresh of fre... err, what? No, he didn't say it with an Asian accent. Oh, so it had nothing to do with headlights on the potential new Vice P?" ... Well, that was about all that really made me shriek with laughter. The droning of Obama made me doze off. The man really needs to learn to become just a little more emotional, or maybe I need to learn to appreciate calmness. Oh, and I am pretty sure McCain snorted at the very end of the debate. That, too, made me chortle. Joe the Plumber is going to be featured in commercials soon. Just watch.

No Love For You... Wow I Guess I Have Some Pent Up Shit From Men In My Past Lol
Thinking thoughts, Consume my mind, Of lovers lost, And wasted time. Lost all sense, Of what’s good in life, Through all this pain, And all this strife. The times my love, Was put on hold, And mums the word, I was told. I sit in a corner, A corner of my mind, Trying to think, Trying to find. Find a new way, To go on alone, But I sit in the corner, Alone in this home. This haven of safety, This place to seclude, This place I call home, The only place there’s no you. For in my heart, I do find, You branded in, Oh! Then there’s my mind. In my mind, You’re in my thoughts, Of times we loved, Or times we fought. I’ve tried to forget, What went wrong, Tried to forget you, Then I hear our song. I remember the good, But mostly the bad, All that love lost, All the love we had. Now I’m empty, Can’t even cry, I don’t think I’d feel it, Right now if I died. But I’ll go on, With a smile on my face, Like nothing is wrong, My moral

80s Night!
Join us tonite as our very own Gemini aka aGEM4life rewinds time and goes back to the 80s. Nothing but 80s music for 2 hours. Hope to see you there. Lookin for some good music? Then stop in the HockingRadio Lounge. 24 hours a day/ 7 days a week you'll hear the hottest variety on the net.

Giveaway
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Where I've Been
WHEW! Man I've been away from this place for so long, I feel almost like a newcomer again. Where have I been? Well I'll tell ya. Mark and I have been dealing w/alot of things goin on in his world and it's caused us to have to bounce around from his home to mine and back again. Hopefully he will be able to get the spring that had collapsed this summer fixed in a couple of weeks before it gets cold so they can have steady water flow to his and his cousin's houses. I have my fingers crossed! I'm still in training at work, and I only have a few more days till I get to go back on my 12hr rotations. Once that happens, I'll have the chance to take the time to come back on and get back in the swing of things here. Lately I've been working 8hrs a day 5 days a week, and honestly, I've been worn out to the hilt mentally. I guess you could say so much so that I mostly sleep when I get off work and have a chance to unwind. I miss you guys and those who are truly my friends, I wou

I've Been Thinking....
you know i have to wonder if V for Vendetta was right on the mark. as i'm sitting up here at work, my usual bullshitting - perusing the internet, i've stumbled upon a bunch of articles talking about the economy. now this one here has me a bit incredulous. now to be fair, i haven't read it all the way through but the thing that first entered my mind was the part in v for vendetta when the chancellor was on the ginormous screen screaming to his fellow party members, 'i want this country to remember WHY THEY NEED US!' and another thought from evan almighty, 'you know son, voters don't really respond to the whole doom and gloom, end of the world stuff.' what do you believe? or if you can remember this, the van halen video for right now had a little cartoon of a stick figure bending behind someone's back and his partner in crime pushing the innocent victim over with the subtitles, right now, our government is doing to its people what we think only OTHER governments do. is it fai

Dreams
Let my heart talk without talking Let my soul sing you a song Let every inch of my body Let you know,, How I have been waiting for you for so long Without even knowing so, Every thing in life I have come across, Since the day I met you, it seems To let me know How lucky I am, Because I have found the man of my dreams, So please don’t ever, ever let me go. I have discovered the best of things This life could offer a girl like me For I know now that only you, Can show me how, to be who I always wanted to be. It takes a man like you To make a woman of a little girl, It takes someone big and strong, To reach his hand down, Save her, and show her the world. And that is what I found on you, With you I can learn to do, Things I have never even thought I could do. Just after my world turned up side down, When I felt all helpless, hopeless and bound You have come to turn my life around And to show me that my life is still w

Wedding Gown
Inspired by a recent mumm I am such an unsentimental POS...after my wedding, I just left my gown at the inlaws house in California. My mom in law hung it up on the wall in a bedroom, she is such a sweetheart. I am awful with keepsakes, even ones like a wedding gown. I wanted to get married in Vegas, but everyone flipped, and I said I was just joking.

Alone
I stand alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me I know the time will come I believe it to be true But time is standing still I’m stuck in the moment I sit alone Night after lonely night Are my prayers being heard? I grow weary of the pressure But I will myself to be strong I lay alone With a heavy heart Waiting for my angel To come rescue me And I force myself to sleep…

Dear Joanne Hawkins
I wake only knowing that you are calling me, The sound of an angel whispering I love you, I miss you, in my ear as I wake each morning. I spend my days lost in thought of you, not knowing how but when I can feel you next to me, me needing you to hold... You are everything that I find wanting if life Joanne, you are my dream, I breath you, live you, seek you out in everything I do. A day with out you is a day, each day that I am lonely, a day that I am lost with out you... you are the sound of life, the beating of my heart and with out you I am nothing, I go through my day not to get to the next, but to find you laying there when I open my eyes. you see, I have counted on many things in my life, but i never thought i would ever find someone so pure, full of love for me as you have... i figured that one day I would know what love is but never thought love would be you, you have givin me something to believe in, you have walked into my life like the wind on my face, like the sun that leav

Hi
To my wonderful friends I just wanted to let every one of my friends know that if you are an animal activist and dont like the fact that my son went out and got his first deer, it is meat for the table and has better flavor and better for you than beef. They are all innocent victims of being killed whatever animal be it pig, cows, fish, seafood, chicken, deer, elk all, are killed for meat. At least we are eating the meat and not leaving it lie out there to rot, like some people I have heard them shoot 30 deer, slottered and left out there to rot. So if my son going out to shoot a deer for meat on the table makes me a bad person you should not be a friend. Thank you.

I Need Your Help Please!
http://www.news-press.net/contests/halloweenphotos/index.php?action=vote§ion=placevote&index=14&PHPSESSID=7e778e1590cb6c55e60c9ea1d7d18c05 Please help my friend out here, her daughter is soo precious and is by far the cutest contestant out of the bunch...just got to this site and vote for number 8, Kendall is her last name...just go to number 8....8 8 8 8 dont mess it up vote for number 8 lol...it would mean a lot to me and her because she doesnt know a lot of people that will get online and vote, so please just this once help me out and spread the word, thanks!!!

Take Me
Ok , a person once told me , if u start explaining ur self to someone, ur always going to be explaining, I didn't know what they meant at first, but I do now. You can defend urself and explain ur self all u want,but its up to them to believe what they want to believe.Well let it be said Im done explaining and for thoses who don't already know Im a straight to the point type of person, and u will never have to figure out what Im thinkin, I keep it real , contary to what some people believe.Bottom line, Take me as I am, or leave me the fu@k alone, ur choice, point blank!!!! LATER!!!

Gothic Misconceptions
I have been sitting day in and day out listening to the whining and crying of people claiming to be Goth. These people so inaccurately carry the flag not even knowing what it means to be a Modern Day Goth. It is because of these people (my oldest son included) that I am compelled to write this blog and make a statement against the negative portrayal of the Gothic Lifestyle and the negative connotations and stereotypes that have arisen from the posers within this sub-culture.Here is a list of common misconceptions with brief rebuttals refuting the connotations associated with the assumptions: 1. Goths are defined by the types of music they listen to (ie. metal, industrial, punk, alternative). This is one of the biggest misconceptions. I can think of several social groups that these could apply to. The truth of the matter is simply this. True Goths tend to be considerably more eclectic than this. They tend to have a wide variety of interests that are not limited by Genre or Popularit

A Pillow And A Blanket
A long time ago, a young, wealthy girl was getting ready for bed. She was saying her prayers when she heard a muffled crying coming through her window. A little frightened, she went over to the window and leaned out. Another girl, who seemed to be about her age and homeless was standing in the alley by the rich girl's house. Her heart went out to the homeless girl, for it was the dead of winter, and the girl had no blanket, only old newspapers someone had thrown out. The rich girl was suddenly struck with a brilliant idea. She called to the other girl and said, "You there, come to my front door, please." The homeless girl was so startled she could only manage to nod. As quick as her legs could take her, the young girl ran down the hall to her mothers closet, and picked out an old quilt and a beat up pillow. She had to walk slower down to the front door as to not trip over the quilt which was hanging down, but she made it eventually. Dropping both the articles, she opened th

Why Do Ppl Do As They Do
why is it that ppl never give a fair chance n when they get pissed off at others of the same sex as u.. then u pay as well as the ones that messed them ova...............well wihen U act like this no wonder NO ONE wants u or wants to be round u............ UR A FAKE N A FRAUD............... and full of bs.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The 8th Of November...
No matter your affiliation or your opinion of war and the men and women who fight, all should take a moment from their pursuits to remember the fallen... it's not always for God and country our men fight for... in battle the only thing that matters is the man standing on the left and right of you... if for no other reason, take a moment to remember these and the thousand others who died fighting for their brother and sisters at arms... 8th of November - Big & Rich

Have I Ever Told You
Have I ever told you how much you mean to me? And how it feels like heaven whenever you're with me. I just love the way you hold me in your warm embrace. And when I'm down, how you gently wipe the tears from my face. The way you kiss, how your lips softly and sweetly meet mine. The way you innocently look into my eyes, with love and passion and never cold like ice. So, you're asking, "How much do I mean to you?" Words can't explain how I feel, , I love you

Poem :) 3
SOMETIMES WHEN WE COME ON LINE IS BECAUSE WE JUST HAVE TO MUCH TIME SOMETIMES WE ARE JUST BORED.... OR WANT TO JUST CHAT AND BANTER.... BUT THEN COMES ALONG SOME DIPSTICK... WHO THINKS CAUSE SHE'S WEARING STOCKINGS AND LIPSTICK... THAT MAYBE SHE'LL TRY IT ON.... SOME TALK LIKE THEIR BRAIN CELLS R GONE ASTRAY... BUT OUT OF RESPECT WE STAY...... I WONDER SOMETIMES WHY WE DO IT ITS CAUSE WE R ALL HAPPY SPIRITS.... BUT NOW I THINK I NEED A BREAK TIRED OF BIMBOS... SADO'S...... AND FAKES..... SO TO END THIS POEM WITH A BANG I WILL GIVE YOU ALL SOME WISDOM...... DONT TAKE EMOTIONS FOR GRANTEED. AND NEVER HURT YOUR FRIENDS.... BECAUSE ONCE YOU HAVE LOST WHAT YOU ALREADY FOUND..... YOUR OUT OF TIME.... AND NOW ITS THE END..... (((PEACE & LOVE))) fuck the fakes!!!!!

Blue Rose
There are no naturally blue roses, and although research is ongoing to create one, the blue rose tattoo represents mystery and the quest to achieve the impossible. Some legends suggest that the blue rose can magically grant wishes or restore youth. the meaning of blue roses. The meaning of blue roses is mystery. The rose is an absolutely amazing flower. Whatever its color the flower itself is a vision of absolute fragility and delicate grace. The rose is also an extraordinary flower in that it has so many shades, some natural, and some man made. But each shade has a meaning of its own. Have you ever wondered what the meaning of blue roses could be? The blue rose does not occur in nature, at least not the absolute blue rose. Blue roses were at first created by dyeing white roses. Some people mistake lavender roses for blue ones. So, the closest we can get to blue roses are the lilac to almost black category. Roses lack the pigment that produces blue color. The blue rose ha

Project Unknown
It all began so many long years ago. In a time when I was most content with my life. But things never stay tranquil forever and something was about to happen that would not only change my life but would also change the world as I knew it. Would I have taken this path if I had known that it would lead me to my demise I hear you ask. Truthfully no I wouldn't but is a man not made by the decision he makes and in the end my decisions were justified. I am no longer a man nor bound by the ties of life and death, I exist now only in the minds of many that dare to dream or believe that I do exist.

Why Do I Have A Passion For Animals More Then People
why do i love animals more then people becuse people are greedy they care only for them selfs alot of them do and only very few of them that dont animals are not shallow like people are animals well always be there and they love you for who you are not what you can give them or be for them people on the other hand seem to think you have to either change for them or you have to offer them something for them to like you animals would never lie to you and you wont have to worried about heartache either with people you do they are not clingy like people are dont get me wrong i love a clingy person but too much is bad i love animals alot i hate to see them dead on a street or a highway probably one of the reason why i never try to be a vet i dont think my heart could take it so i hope i awrser your ? well now iam going to take my shower bye 4 now

The Kats Whiskers: An Adult Story About Me Chapter Two
The Kats Whiskers: An Adult Story About Me Chapter Two This is VERY Adult Content, please do NOT read and then bitch at me later, messages and comments are appreciated and welcome but cannot be guaranteed approval. By opening this post you have resigned yourself to the fact that you want to read an erotic story that was written for me and partially about me, if this is not the case please close your browser now. All names are people I do know and who know me, however everything else in this story is fictional, for the most part. There are four chapters with more probably to follow. This was written by Adam, you can find him on my friends list. He is an awesome erotic literature writer. For more of his stories you can visit www.literotica.com (where this story is also listed) and do a search for adam applebiter now on with the story.... The Cat's Whiskers – Part 2 Tradesmen use the back door [Kat] I haven't felt this excited since the high school p

Could You Be Violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. Could You Be Violent?

Tears Of A Vampire
vampire tears Current mood: aroused Category: Writing and Poetry The colours of my last dawn are fading Soon the night will be here I look at the world with my new eyes It?s hard to describe what I see Everything has changed, but still it?s the same Inside I feel a hunger and a growing pain I run from myself in the night I cry for the victims I bite But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live In this endless dark Now I hide in the shadows When the moon shed it?s light I guess I will live forever An immortal trapped in time... Darkness around me I stand here alone Forever to serve by my masters throne I run from myself in the night I cry for the victims I bite But still I?m a vampire, but I don?t want to live In this endless dark Darkness around me I stand here alone Forever to serve by my masters throne I cry the vampire tears I scream but nobody hears My chains last forever but I will not be alone I will give you my eternal kiss... I

Point Whore
I'm sittin in my basement, I've never had a life I have 11 babies With my fatass welfare wife I troll for nudie pics; My cock is all the rage With unsuspected chicks That stumble on my page The only thing I do Is eat and masturbate So please check out my page And Add, Fan, Rate

The Fairy Train...
Are You A FAN OF FAIRIES? Anyone and everyone is welcome to join! You DO NOT have to LIKE FAIRIES BUT THIS IS A GOOD WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS JUST join this train!!! Rate all the FAIRY PICS. Start with this picture: Comment the last picture--this way I know you've rated all.... Fan, Add, and Rate all the train riders. If they're already your friend, then leave them a comment like "I LOVE FAIRIES" or "Joining the FAIRY train." When you're done F/A/R/C everyone on the bulletin.. send a private message to me: DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar and I will make you a personal tag like the one below. SO LET THE FUN BEGIN...

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WRITE-IN VOTES FOR PRESIDENT Votes 234 HILARY CLINTON 174 RON PAUL 23 NONE OF THE ABOVE 23 JESUS 21 MIKE HUCKABEE 14 MITT ROMNEY 8 COLIN POWELL 6 GOD 6 LEFT BLANK 5 UNDECIDED 4 AL GORE 4 BISHOP V.M. MCLAUGHLEN 4 FRED THOMPSON 4 OBAMA 4 RUDY GIULLIANI 4 STEVEN COLBERT 3 DONALD DUCK 3 DONALD FOY 3 MICKEY MOUSE 3 T. BOONE PICKENS 2 BILL COSBY 2 BILL McMILLON 2 BILL NYE 2 CHUCK NORRIS 2 CONDOLEEZA RICE 2 FRANK HARDEN 2 FRANKLIN GRAHAM 2 LOU DOBBS 2 PAGO POSSUM 2 SARAH PALIN 2 SEANATOR BROWNBACK 2 GARY BENZENBERG 2 GEORGE W BUSH 2 JOHN EDWARDS 2 LEE GODDARD 2 TIM TEBOW Among those getting a single vote: Abstain, Against All, Alfred E. Newman, Bill Clinton, Bill O'Riely, Bill Richardson, Bobby Bowden, Bugs Bunny, May the best man win, Me, Morgan Freeman, Mr. Bill, Newt Gingwrich, None (Anarchy), Oprah, Pat Buchannan, Ralph Nader, Hilary Bush, Homer Simpson, Jay Plotkin, Jimmy Cart

Is Romance Dead
when you are laying on the couch with her head on your chest. It's right then you start to feel like you are truely blessed. when her touch can make you melt .and it feels like nothing you ever felt. when you could talk to her and not have to yell and you started to remember what it was about her, at first you couldn't tell. then you realized it was her you fell in love with from the start... and from that moment you realized that she was the one with the key to your heart

Read My Profile Pervs.....
I find it amusing that there are some that just automatically believe that because you have a page on this site..that your going to get all down and dirty with them...Hahaha...Read a persons profile first you lame brains... Pay close attention to someones relationship status...or ask first before you make a fool of yourself...You think that because of my little naughty folder that I'm going to whore myself out to just anyone...Damn you have some growing up to do... Have you ever heard of treating a woman like a lady first?...And btw...I am one first and foremost... I can be just as naughty as anyone on here...But that is saved for my significant other...And trust me...He's a very happy man... Have a Beautiful Day... :)

Im Just A Girl..............
IM JUST A SIMPLE GIRL,LIVING IN A WORLD OF ....WELL WHAT IS THE WORLD REALLY COMING TO....LAUGHING AND MAKIN PPL LAUGH IS A DAILY MUST DO.IMMA DORK AND I LOVE TO BE SILLY. LIFE IS ABOUT TAKING THINGS ONE DAY AT A TIME AND LIVING IT LIKE IT WAS YOUR LAST DAY. I'VE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH IN LIFE AND I DONT LET IT CONSUME ME.IM SCARED OF SO MANY THINGS,BUT IM NOT EVER AFRAID TO LOVE.SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM NOT STRONG ENOUGH BUT WHEN I LOOK BACK AT WHAT I'VE OVERCOME, I FEEL LIKE IVE DONE MY BEST,WITH NO REGRETS. LOOKING BACK ON THOSE MISTAKES THAT WE ALL MAKE SEEMED RIGHT AT THE TIME AND YOU MUST MOVE ON AND MAKE BETTER.LIFE IS ALL ABOUT TESTS.....NEVER REGRET SOMETHING THAT ONCE MADE U SMILE. I GET JUDGED ALOT BY PPL EVERYWHERE...SHES MATERIALISTIC..SHES A BITCH...SHE CARES ABOUT NOONE BUT HERSELF....SHES MEAN OR THE BEST ONE...SHE WOULDNT GIVE ME THE TIME OF DAY. TRUTH IS IM JUST A DOWN TO EARTH GIRL,WHO REALLY JUS WANTS TO HAVE HER KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR, WHO CAN RESCUE HER AND HER RES

*sigh*
For those of you who know me, ya'll know I'm not really into mushy love movies, but last night I had a moment of envy. I was in bed watching tv, mad as hell from a series of events that probably shouldn't have happened. I was channel suring and came across a movie that I've always been fond of. Diary of a mad black woman. I realized after watching this moving, fuming and steaming that I was envious of the romance that I was watching. After finishing the movie and having a few quiet moments of self reflection. I found myself thinking...damn, why can't I have that? *Inhale....* Yep...I hate my life. Why can't I have a love like that, someone who's genuine and kind. Oh freaking wake up...that crap doesn't exsits... I think.

Stolen From Stacie
What happened at 9:00 am today? Uhm...morning wood Whats your current problem? Letting go of the one thing I never wanted to lose Have you learned something new this week? Yes, and I'm grateful for that The last food you ate? Weinersnitzel (only, spelled correctly) Are you excited about anything today? No, I have nothing to be excited about. Something you do when you are mad or upset? Act rashly and make mistakes Do you delete people off your Fubar? You can delete people? :o Did you cry at all today? Yes.... Is there something you want to tell someone? Yes, but it's been said to death Do you miss someone? Only when my heart beats Do you use an alarm clock? Nah Do you trust anyone? No. Well, yes. Well, no. Well...I don't know What were you doing at 5 in the morning? Debating sleeping What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents? I have no clue What are you listening to? My cat purr Who was the last girl you t

Confusion At It's Best.
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard t

Rainbow's End
RAINBOW'S END - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ----- The storm is ending, the sun' s peeking out, Your life will change without a doubt . Beautiful rainbows will be every where , Plenty of smiles, you'll find them there . You have passed through so much rain, And you have endured so much pain. You will heal, and you shall mend As you draw nearer to the rainbow's end. At the rainbows end you will find Love, acceptance , and peace of mind. Life can be so simple there , Worry free and without a care. Something's waiting on the other side. Stay on the rainbow and enjoy the ride. It won't be gold on the other end, You just might find a rainbow friend. Your dream's will be culminating soon, You will sing a new and happy tune. So if you feel your life descend, You're getting closer to the rainbow's end. B.G. Wetherby

Fuckin Insanity
WTF is wrong with me? starting a fire in the smoker at 4 am in the pouring rain???????? no choice, couldn`t do bird in oven as it was already soaked in brine i`m a gonna get fucked up today i do believe happy thanksgiving my friends, and you too fiesty one

Back In Cali
Well, because of being followed, and someone trying to hurt me, my parents have flown me back to cali along with my kids! I will miss all of my friends in Texas that I talk to, and hopefully we can still talk, but until this jerk who has been fixated on me gets caught and goes to jail, or tells me who he is and then I send him to jail that way, I will not be coming back there again. I am having my paperwork for going in, sent home, and I will fly from here. I am also changing my duty station so that I will not be coming back to texas either. So this is good bye to all of you, and please keep in touch!

Renewed
RENEWED The snow softly falls from the sky To blanket the ground. It gives the earth a new look A look so clean and pure Something everyone should endure The crispness of the breeze As it flows effortlessly through the trees Makes you feel alive Renews your faith in life. The sun shines through the clouds To make the snow glisten. With each ray of sun The snow looks like a diamond mine. The scintillate from the snow Adds a coruscate to ones eyes. Life as we know it Seems to be renewed. As the sun starts to melt the snow The air seems to be rejuvenated. Everything starts to turn green New life is upon us. The whole world is renewed.

Cock
Flag this message: become a new man From: "Jessie Vera" Belive it or not any lady will be 100 stunned by your humongous cock padaulugu Imagine the "big" results ? It is going to be way too easy! bhac _______________________________ sure sounds lucrative to me. I am almost sold; what wouldn't I give for ladies to enjoy my 100 cock.

Dating Persona
The Peach Random Gentle Love Master (RGLM) Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach. For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you're surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don't get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it. You are a fun flirt and an instant sweetheart, but our guess is you're becoming more selective about long-term love. It's getting tougher for you to become permanently attached; and a guy who's in a different place emotionally might misunderstand your early enthusiasm. You can wreck someone simply by enjoying him. Your ideal mate is adventurous and giving, like you. But not overly intense. Your exact female opposite: The Nymph Deliberate Brutal Sex Dreamer Always avoid: The False Messiah (DBLM) Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM), The Playboy (RGSM), The Boy Ne

Stolen From Iced Earth
Your Spiritual Number is Six You bring communication and empathy into people's lives. You are very open and understanding. You can accept difficult people. Right now, your life is about being understood. You have trouble with your own vulnerability. You end up playing the role of therapist in relationships, and it's hard to get people to ask about you. You will take time out for those you love, even if you don't have much time. You can't help but be nurturing. You are very responsible and ethical. You deliver on your promises. What's Your Spiritual Number? Yeah...I'd agree with that

Everyone I Hate Needs To Knock It Off.
People try too hard to be cool. They'll say anything. Like when someone says, "Put a bag over that chick's head and bone her in the ass." He doesn't actually want you to do it. He's just trying to sounds like a bad ass. But you take it seriously. Now you're banging the chick with a bag over her head. And this is a huge problem. Because your friend was not concerned with the quality of your experience. So he didn't tell you what kind of bag to use. And the whole time you're thinking you're a stud because she's screaming so loud. Now she's not screaming at all. Now she's laying there suffocated lifeless. And you just jizzed into a dead corpse. Now how do you feel? Everyone tries so hard. They think they're being awesome. Everyone gets up in the morning and tries to appear better than they are. Like morons who say "literally" all the time. What they say isn't actually literal. Even when it is, it's redundant to follow a statement with "literally." "There were sixteen people in my

Friends Are (to The Savage With Love Xena)
Friends are those To whom we can shout When the pain is too much And you need to cry out If you need a friend To listen to you shout I will be there for you To hear you cry out. When I was in pain You were there for me You helped me rise above And set it free Please let me be The same thing for you If I could remove your pain It's something I would do

The Gift...
The way you make me feel, like an excited child at play, the way you keep me daydreaming all throughout the day. The way we agree on everything it seems, the way you turn me on, making me want to rip my clothes off by the seams. My heart skips a beat every time I hear your gentleman voice, all others that tried were just clutter and noise. The very first time I heard you say wow, we have so much in common, I said to myself this just can't be forgotten. I listen to everything you have to say deeply and concerned, waiting ever so patiently and yet cautious for my turn. The butterflies in my tummy are flying rapidly and strong, Every time I hear you humming or singing our song. How one minute I feel like such a stupid little foolish girl, then you remind me I'm the woman who's brightened your world. How we talk about the things we love and enjoy, to How you want to please me, like a little schoolboy. Your amazing with each new bright day that goes by, Oh, How you

Fubucks Convertion Chart
FUBucks Conversion Table Tickers, blasts, Happy Hours - Sticky bulletin = $250,000 - 1 ticker = $250,000 - 1 day blast = $375,000 - 12 credit bling pack = $599,500 - 3 day blast = $600,000 - 7 day blast = $1,000,000 - 1 ticker pack = $1,000,000 - 25 credit bling pack = $1,000,000 - 1 month VIP = $1,000,000 - 30 day blast = $2,500,000 - 70 credit bling pack = $2,500,000 - 3 month VIP = $2,500,000 - 6 month VIP = $3,750,000 - Happy Hour = $5,000,000 - 150 credit bling pack = $5,000,000 - 1 year VIP = $5,250,000

My Hand
as some of you may know my left hand is still fucked but its still very weak have not got all my strength in it yet and its still numb and it hurts tomorrow iam going for a image test its a never test so hopefully i no what the hell is going on with it

Santa And Sarah
Three years ago, a little boy and his grandmother came to see Santa at the Mayfair Mall in Wisconsin . The child climbed up on his lap, holding a picture of a little girl. "Who is this?" asked Santa, smiling. "Your friend? Your sister?'" "Yes, Santa,' he replied. "My sister, Sarah, who is very sick," he said sadly. Santa glanced over at the grandmother who was waiting nearby, and saw her dabbing her eyes with a tissue. "She wanted to come with me to see you, oh, so very much, Santa!" the child exclaimed. "She misses you," he added softly. Santa tried to be cheerful and encouraged a smile to the boy's face, asking him what he wanted Santa to bring him for Christmas. When they finished their visit, the Grandmother came over to help the child off his lap, and started to say something to Santa, but halted. "What is it?" Santa asked warmly. "Well, I know it's really too much to ask you, Santa, but.." the old woman began, shooing her grandson over to one

I Hate
when I stalk someone into a blog of someone who isn't on my friends list, and the poster leaves a comment along the lines of "OMG! THE Captain Cooter stopped by MY blog!" or I go to someone's profile, and they say "OMG! I can't believe the great Captain Cooter stopped my lowly old me's profile". I'm not a celebrity or nothin. I'm not better than anyone else. Ok, so maybe I am better than most...but still, I'm just an average guy. I don't get why people get so wet in the panties when I stop by their page. It makes me feel awkward. It also makes me feel awkward when bouncers send me a friend request. I do a lot of bashing on them and the site admins...I know they know me for it. Another thing that is odd is when one of the red profiles stop by my page. They do it more often than you'd expect. And one of the almost-red girls stops by my page at least once a week. I have fumous stalkers. Seriously...I'm not that net-famous, am I?

Almost Been On Here 2 Years!!
**WICKED LETTE** IM COMING UP ON 2 YRS!!! 12/22/06 I SIGNED UP!! NOW 12/12/08 IS AROUND THE CORNER! SO HELP ME!!!!! PLEASE ƒº IM NOT EVEN A GODMOTHER YET BUT IM REALLY TRYING FOR SPOTLIGHT! ALL I EVER DO IS DONATE AND RATE. THIS AND THAT SO I THINK ITS TIME I GET SOME HELP. PLEASE DONATE ANYTHING TO ME THAT CAN HELP ME GET TO SPOT LIKE IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. IM REALLY TRYING HARD. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS GETTING CLOSE TO MILLION THEN IT WENT TO 5 AND I WAS CLOSE TO 5 THEN 10 AND SO ON I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT GET THIS ON MY OWN THANKS FOR EVERY THING I LOVE YOU!!!!

Work, Ughh
Last week the occupancy at work was 20 fuckin percent. It was such a weird feeling...the full moon outside, an almost empty building (only 24 rooms out of 125), and really dim lights in the lobby due to some electrical shit. Solitude at its best... Except for the fact that my coworkers' hours are getting cut, AND yours truly has to make a continental and hot breakfast in the morning, since the kitchen staff is on hold since the occ is so low. Nice, I can't fuckin wait.

Update
Just a little update for everyone. I am almost 4 months clean and sober. I am loving life and feeling so good. Yes there are days that are up and down but that will come with all this. The days are getting easier as the time goes by, but like I said before it is a day at a time process and that is how I will be living things these days. I am proud of myself that I did what I needed to do for me. xoxoxoxo

Does He Think Of Me
He is always in my mind, Wondering what he is doing, Wondering is he ok, He is always in my heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Does he think of me, Am I always in his mind, Am I in his heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Will I met him oneday, See his beautiful face up close, Will I hold Him oneday, Will he tell me everything will be ok, Will we laugh and play together, never wanting it to end, Holding hands in the park, Looking into each others eyes, Eyes meeting as if in a dream, Does he think of me, Am I in his mind Always. For someone very special to me, I love you very much!

Funny Shit
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

Savage Garden-i Knew I Loved You
maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question.like in your eyes i see my future in an instant.and there it goes i think i've found my best friend.i know that it might sound more then a little crazy but i believe.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.there's just no rhyme or reason only this sense of completion and in your eyes i see the missing pieces i'm searching for i think i found my way home.i know that it might sound more then a little crazy but i believe.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.a thousand angels dance around you i am complete now that i've found you i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i loved you before i met you i have been waiting all my life.i knew i loved you before i met you i think i dreamed you into life.i knew i

Job Interview Today!
As some of you that are my closest of friends know, I have been horribly unhappy at my current job. Therefore, I've launched a fevered search to get another one. Today I have an interview by phone w/Embarq. Hopefully this will be what I need to get outta the stressful job I have now. Call center work is what I know best, so I'm hopin this will work out! Wish me luck ya'll! BTW, HAPPY HOLIDAYS! ~H

The Mile High Club...(a Fantasy)
The airport had been crazy this one Thursday night; Flight after flight had been canceled due to some computer failure. My plane had already been delayed twice, and I was about to raise some hell…when I noticed her walking towards the ticket counter. My heart skipped a beat as she pranced right past me and hadn’t taken one look in my direction. I checked my appearance to see if I had mistakenly dressed in the dark, and was wearing my old high school jersey with the big hole in the back. Nope…I was looking pretty decent in my black and gray sweater, black jeans and a pair of gray Tim’s. I noticed her being frustrated just like every other passenger as the attendant assured us that the problem would be fixed in an hour. Like a kid I crossed my finger’s hoping that she and I would be on the same plane…but I knew that Lady Luck had a thing for me, and would never allow this to happen. I watched her secretively behind some newspaper, fixing her hair and checking the messages on

The Quarantine Spoiler
Doug and I went to see Quarantine, and we have decided that its better if we never watch any movies about epidemic diseases/bio warfare typa things together. Growing up with a mother who was an epidemiologist that studied infectious diseases, I was fed on a daily basis with completely pointless information like what causes buboes in bubonic plague, how to safely contain Anthrax in your house, and what are the signs of Ebola outbreaks. While all that stuff didn't prevent me from failing Chemistry and Bio twice in HS, it made me a great movie ruiner. Watching The Quarantine, I was flabbergasted at people's failure to detect rabies right away, at the inaccurate treatment of people infected with the disease, and other minute details that I knew my mother would've pointed out. Ughh, I'm becoming like her, and I'm not even a crazy scientist!

Dont
please dont tell me not to cry please dont say there was a reason why u dont know how im feeling or how much i hurt the wetspots from crying are all visible on my shirt u think i should go on with my life, forget about it and be strong but deep down im sad and dont want to go along i dont expect u to understand why for no reason i break down and cry my life has changed forever you see and thats why im not acting like the same ol' me so please dont try to act like nothing happned because its changed my life forever ill never be the same again not today, not tomorow, but never the best thing u can do is just be there just like always my friend my broken heart is hurting bad and it will never mend written by ***FamouS***

My Man!
Scott, you totally rock my socks! I love talking to you, and I am so thankful that we are friends. Your the coolest person ever! You have amazing, sexy eyes. I love them! o.O and I love your pictures! You always make me smile and laugh when we do get to talk and I am so excited that your going to call me. Your a sexy man! woo hoo! I love u MY SEXY HUBBY! hehe. Love ya later babe!

Litten Tree~
I could hear the taxi driver beeping his horn impatiently outside. I waved at him through my window that i would be out in a couple of minutes whilst applying a coat of lip gloss to my lips. If there was one thing that really pissed me off it was being hurried while getting ready to go out. I took one last glance in the mirror before leaving the house. Being slightly chilly out i had decided to go with jeans rather than a skirt this evening. They were the tightest pair i owned which still allowed me room to move when dancing. Paired with these were my new lacy black top which clung to my curvy waist whilst showing off a decent amount of my ample cleavage, unfortunately i was unable to wear a bra with this top due to the low back but being young my breasts were still pert for me to enough to pull it off. I was hoping that i would still be able to dance in 5inch heels. Being only 5ft tall meant i couldn't really get away with going out in flats but i didn't really mind as i remember C

Hurt
how can u tell me Im your world and then just walk away. You said your feelings where the same. Please dont give me space please dont give me time I dont need to think all i need is u. im holding my breath even though i promised myself i wouldnt. for a chance with you. just one last time. I want forever i need you in my life. please dont go away i miss the way you love me. I need u every day. I dont care what has to change i just want to be with you. Now you got me acting all crazy. But isnt that what love is. a crazy rush of mixed up emotions. please dont go away i miss the way you love me just hold me one last time. kiss these lips tell me everythings fine. here i go again the girl crazy in love with that boy that just doesnt seem to go completely away. but your never near enough to be with me. always close enough to hurt me though arent you. Its my love for you that keeps this going. I just want to forget the way you feel and what that happiness means to me. Your

Mommys Little Angels
MOMMYS LITTLE ANGELS FOR MY TWINS 02/17/08 WELL MOMMYS LITTLE ANGELS I WANT YOU TO KNOW IM THINKING OF YOU. IT HAS BEEN 9 YEARS SINCE GOD TOOK YOU FROM US. I WOUNDER WHAT YOU BOTH LOOK LIKE AND HOW BIG YOU HAVE GROWN? WHAT YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM WOULD BE AND WHAT KIND OF TROUBLE YOU WOULD HAVE GOTTEN YOUR BIG BROTHER MIKEY IN? I STILL DONT KNOW WHY YOU WERE TAKEN? THE EMPTINESS I FELT WHEN U LEFT ME WAS SO PAINFUL. DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG THAT U BOTH DID NOT WANT ME AS YOUR MOMMY? DID GOD NEED YOU MORE? IF SO COULD HE HAD WARNED ME OF HIS PLAINS FOR YOU BOTH? DADDY AND I HAVE ALWAYS WONDERED THIS. I KNOW THAT YOU BOTH ARE LITTLE ANGELS WATCHING OVER US, AND I KNOW THAT YOU ARE UP THERE WITH POP, MOM, AND PAPA GAIL. I HOPE THAT YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. I WAS GIVEN ONE GIFT BEFORE YOU LEFT ME. I WAS ABLE TO SEE ON THAT TV IN THE DOCTORS OFFICE. HOWEVER, I ONLY WISHED I COULD HAVE FELT YOU , HOLD YOU BOTH AND EVEN TO KISS YOUR LITTLE HEADS GOOD NIGHT. I HAVE ALWA

Wicked
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Silent
Silent The silent teardrops falling down the silent cries make no sound the silent life around me dies the silent woman next to me sighs The silent words are never spoken Only thought in mind the silent dreams are never revealed but only left behind. The silent hearts will go on beating but whom are they beating for the silent kisses go on happening behind the silent door. The silent life that I lead will only be for me in the silent night I go To that only I can see. And after the silent life is over And I am all but a memory Of the silent woman I was Not the woman I could be.

Cellphone Drivers
If you have a cellphone and you have a car, you should pick one or the other. Either drive your car or talk on your cellphone. If you feel your life is so much more important then everyone else and you can not go more then 3.2 seconds without talking or texting on your phone, then WALK! You are evidently too stupid to know how to drive then. If you feel that you still have to answer a phone call while you are operating a 2,000+ motorized vehicle then do us all a favor and put it on speaker or get a head set. Nothing, and I do mean NOTHING, pisses me off more then seeing you moron's driving with one hand, right ear attached to your shoulder, trying to make a left hand turn on a red light and getting mad because people are honking at YOU! You have no business being on the road. Non what so ever! Pull the car OVER and answer your damn phone. It's not even that important anyway. Probably another idiot driving around wanting to know if you will meet them at the mall for a smoothie.

Beer Vs Vagina
BEER VS. VAGINA 1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may ge

Your Touch
Your Touch I can still remember the feel of your touch. A touch that made me feel weak in the knees, a touch that i knew was only for me. Your touch was all i needed to calm the anger inside, the anger that takes me over and does as it pleases till no one is safe, no one is happy, no one wants to be around me. Your touch used to make me smile, laugh, be the person i always wanted to be. A touch that held no harsh words, no cold stare, no hidden understanding for me to evaluate. Now the touch is different, it doesn't feel the same, it feels more like a touch of a stranger. A touch that was so gentle and loving, now feels like a shove in the face. I can feel all your hostility, all your hatred, all your loathing for me in a single touch. I've gone from willing to die for your every touch, to not knowing if i want to be touched. I don't want to feel this way anymore, i don't want to feel at all, feelings just lead to pain and heartbreak. I wish, that just for one split-sec

More Pbr Prca Event Dates Ill Be Riding In
prca schedule first new mexico stampede rio rancho nm jan 30th n 31st houston rodeo livestock show reliant stadium march 3rd thru march 21st minnesota horse expo prca rodeo st pual 24th of april thru the 26th ramona california ramona rodeo may 29th thru the 31st central point oregon 28th of may thru the 30th st pual oregon july 4th weekend cheney wa july 10th thru the 11th march 22 reliant stadium houston livestock show extreme bulls be the one im riding in this is the pbr feb 21 st enter prise tour little rock arkansas march 28th enterprise tour paleistine texas march 27th thru the 29th alburuque new mexicp enterprise tour may 30th ada oklahoma greely stampede colorado june 26th rawlins wyoming enterprise tour august 8th north platee nebraska august 15th farmington new mexico prca event i fergot about that one ill have the date on that or it might be posted already if not ill post it but that pretty much gona be my

The New Year
This year is going to be very interesting. 2008 sucked so much donkey dick I thought I was going to suffocate. This year I plan on getting the fuck out of oklahoma once and for all. I have no clue where I will end up this time next year...but I can't wait to see. Hopefully I'll have a new band up and going, be in a steady relationship, have a few more pieces of art on my body and be rocking harder than ever. So here is my advice to everyone for this new year, Have fun, Don't regret a damn thing, Get drunk, Rock the fuck out and tell everyone who doesn't like it to kiss your ass!

New Me
OK I AM BACK HAPPY WITH MY LIFE ONCE MORE YES I WAS A MOODY AND FEELING SORRY FOR FOR MYSELF BUT IT WAS POINT LESS FOR I PUSH PEOPLE AWAY AND HURT ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT NO MORE I AM NOT GOING TO BE A SADO NO MORE I KNOW I CAN DO IT FOR LIFE IS SHORT AND WHO KNOWS WHAT IN FOR ME THIS YEAR I MAY FIND SOMEONE THANK YOU

Happiness Inspired By Ignorance...
(At one point in time I maintained a real blog on Xanga, I talked about a bunch of different things, and I decided I'd bring some of the better ones over bit by bit. These are posted in no certian order. If you are interested in my xanga site let me know and I'll give you the address. This got put in the wrong folder, reposted to be in the right spot.) So, the title of this blog may be a little misleading, and also sound a little harsh. Our society has taken the word ignorance and used it improperly so often that the true meaning is often lost on some people. Let's start with a definition. Merriam-Webster's defines ignorance as: the state or fact of being ignorant : lack of knowledge, education, or awareness. I want to primarily focus on the last part of that definition, the lack of awareness. Have you ever met someone that, either by design of nature or personal preference, is so completely ignorant of the way the world works, they constantly remain happy? Now I am not saying

Bit Of Group Info
OK, after talking to a few people and thinking myself I think It's going to be called Vamp Morticia's Victims. It's a guys AND GIRLS group. I MAY start up a page of it's own for it but for now all the people joining will be listed in this blog (their link) and I will make a tag for them. This will be a group for everyone to help each other out with leveling and r/f/aing too! :) Just a fun group to be in. and you get to see ALL my NSFW pics! and more too if I make a page for it! :) Everyone in the group get SPECIAL treatment from me too! THANKS everyone! If interested hit me up! http://fubar.com/vampmorticasvictims That's the groups page link! Morticia EVERYONE WANTING TO JOIN MUST HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE!

Dont Forget
Copy, paste. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1RZVw3no2A4 What can NOT be decoupled from this is the interest rate game. And WHAT CAUSED THAT? The 9 11 attacks. Greenspan dumps the interest rate to 0 to "revive" the economy. Sure, banks were pressured to hand out "risky" loans, but because of the CHEAP credit, AND spiraling home prices BECAUSE of all the buying, of which a LARGE PART was fueled by YET again greedy speculators buying up homes and then (trying) to "flip" them, they didnt seem THAT risky. Because the low/zero rate worked SO well, Greenspan had to RAISE the rates. He overracted both times. He was TOO slow to start lowering, which caused him to lower TOO much in order to "catch up", then was TOO QUICK to raise them and raised them TOO fast, which turned all those ARMs into toxic bad debt. If the attacks hadnt happened, this interest rate shit wouldnt have either and the depth and breadth of this "crisis" would be significantly less. Also, if Greenspan had bee

Who U Are And Some Changes That
why is it that u can be so contint with in yourself, being happy with who u are, not have a care in the world, u never 2ed guess ur dissigions, have no regrests to what u have done, who u became, and never looking back wishing things could be diffrent...then u meet one guy who makes u see what u wont that u have been missing, once had but lost but this was completly diffrent...u fall in love and never even 2ed guessed it....i fell hard and fell fast...im finally happy and complete inside the world my life could not be any better at this point in time...i talk to him 3 4 hrs a day just wonting to know how his day went what hes thinking and if hes thinking about me ...each time we together im like wow nothing can top this day and just thinking about that moment in time...he texts me each mornign with a good morning instant smile on my face i know hes thinking about me just as i am of him ...then one day things just change i woke up in the morning something doesnt feel right...my head is

The Executioner, Pt Iii
He felt the electricity in the air, and as the momentarily silence and gasps ensued from the audience, his arms lifted up the five foot long axe. With eyes concentrated on a man's shaking neck propped up on a piece of wood, he took a broad swing, and...something happened. He lost his grip. Feeling his clammy hands slide around the handle, he felt fear for the first time in his life. In a sense of desperation, John realized that he blew it. The momentum of the swing was gone, but there was no going back. He knew that he was supposed to ignore the human flesh, and aim for the block underneath it in order to create a clean mistake proof cut. And he didn't go through with it. With a thickening thud, the blade smashed into the base of a man's skull. Instead of slicing through muscle, cords, cartilage, and tissue effortlessly, it got stuck in a thick bone. In agony, he released a most blood curdling banshee howl, and started flailing about, spraying blood everywhere. The crowd

Weird Info
Anal Love For Men While performing oral sex on a man it is often found to be highly erotic to stimulate the perineum (the area between the base of the balls and the anus). Work your way down to the anus and begin circling the outer rim of the anus. If all goes well, slowly insert your finger up to your first knuckle. Keep a close eye on your partner to make sure he's enjoying it. Proceed slowly. Depending on the man, you may only be able to get one knuckle deep before he's uncomfortable, or you may find that he enjoys an entire finger (or two - or three). During orgasm in a man, the perineum and the anus become highly charged orgasmic centers of pleasure. Each man is different, but if you locate his (sweet spot- prostate) you can give him intense orgasms. Another technique is to use anal beads and pull them out at the moment of climax.

Guilotine Dreams.
We march along one at a time. Standing tall perfectly within our line. It's time they say to pay our fines. We stand together, because these chains they bind. We are the generation of guilotine dreams. Our jailers seek to see our blood in streams. Time for us to pay for our extremes. We watch, We wait, till it's our turn. Watching the line, as the bodies are burned. Black is the smoke, the closest lungs begin to choke. We remain gasping for air, stare towards the end of nowhere.

Thought For The Day!!
Taking pride in yourself, your race, your religion, your country, or anything else does not mean hating me, my race, my religion, my country, or my anything else. Pride & Hate do not belong together.

Juggalos And Juggalettes
We are the ones who stand strong and fight to the end..we are the ones who stand up for whats right. No matter what happens to us..rip us apart..break our hearts...burn us alive. We will stand strong as one and be loyal to the family with every part of our soul. no matter who you are or where you come from. we stand together with pride. Hold on to your family. Its all we have. Show them you care. Never let them go... From the heart of a Juggalette... ~*KITTY*~

"the Mirror."
The Mirror You can fix your blouse, and you can fix your hair You can seek a just opinion, from the one that’s standing there From the same deep eyes you always see, staring back at you A mere reflection in the mirror, something less than true You can mask with makeup, those lines upon your face A travel log etched in skin and lost to time and space Taking time to do it right, the years they fade away If you listen to the mirror and what it has to say But me I’ve never needed that, to see you as you are Be it magnified up close and keen, or viewed here from afar To me the mirror is just a sheet of lying empty glass The things it shows today will fade, when the present meets the past So smash it into fragments, say goodbye to ageless tears I promise you that’s just a rumor about the seven years But before you break it, take a look, at an image bold and true And you’ll see me standing by your side, staring back at you. Copyright 2009 by Steve Santini

For You
Car tant vous aim, sans mentir Qu'on poroit avant tarir La haute mer Et ses ondes retenir Que me peusse alentir de vous amer. Sans fausser; car mi penser, Mi souvenir, mi plaisir Et mi desir sont sans finer En vous que ne puis guerpir n'entroublier For I love you so much, truly, that one could could sooner dry up the deep sea and hold back its waves than I could constrain myself from loving you, without falsehood; for my thoughts my memories, my pleasures and my desires are perpetually of you, whom I cannot leave or even briefly forget.

Geography Of A Women
THE GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, fertile and naturally beautiful! Between 23 and 30, a woman is like Europe , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like Spain , very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like Greece , gently aging but still a warm and desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Israel , has been through war and doesn't make the same mistakes twice, takes care of business. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Canada , self-preserving, but open to meeting new people. After 70, she becomes Tibet , wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. THE GEOGRAPHY OF A M

Endearing Or Irritating?
A few fun factoids. I jump up and down and yell at the TV during football games. Seriously. I cannot, absolutely cannot, go to the beach without taking off my shoes and wading. I’m from Georgia, I call everyone “hon”, “sweetie”, “love”, “dear heart”, etc. I love Star Trek and Doctor Who. I’m a spelling and grammar geek. I don’t believe a woman should ever, ever, ever, EVER pursue a man. Did I mention EVER?!?!?!?!? I’ll take interesting, funny, and smart over good looking any day. I’m not going to change who I am to fit into someone else’s mold. I sing….almost constantly. My mind is a storehouse of useless information. I always know the perfect thing to say….about a half hour too late! I laugh a lot, and loudly! I hate shoes. I love to fish. I think people who treat their animals better than their mates or children deserve none of the above. It’s dangerous to ask me a question that you don’t want the answer to. I alphabetize my cupb

Memo From Management
Memo from Medical Management To: All EMS/ER Personnel From: Some Guy Who Makes Way More Than You Subject: Proper Narrative Descriptions It has come to our attention from several of your humor-deficient coworkers that nursing and EMS narratives have taken a decidedly creative direction lately. Effective immediately, all members are to refrain from using slang and abbreviations to describe patients, such as the following. 1) Cardiac patients should not be referred to with MUH (messed up heart), PBS (pretty bad shape), PCL (pre-code looking) or HIBGIA (had it before, got it again). 2) Stroke patients are NOT "Charlie Carrots." Nor are rescuers to use CCFCCP (Coo Coo for Cocoa Puffs) to describe their mental state. 3) Trauma patients are not CATS (cut all to sh*t), FDGB (fall down, go boom), TBC (total body crunch) or "hamburger helper." Similarly, descriptions of a car crash do not have to include phrases like "negative vehicle to vehicle interface" or "terminal d

Whispers In The Wind
Whispers in the Wind Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

Auto-11 And Stupid Pics
OKAY WHY I WAS GONE FROM FUBAR FOR 2 MONTHS IVE COME BACK TO SEE AWHOLE LOT OF STUPID PICS BEING UPLOADED JUST BECAUSE OF THE AUTO-11 THING I RATE PEOPLE ALL THE TIME AND THEN I GET TO THE POINT TO WHERE I DONT WANT TO RATE THE PERSONS PICS ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST PLAIN STUPID I MEAN SERIOULSY YOU IF YOU WANT PEOPLE TO CONTINUE TO RATE YOUR PICS GIVE US SOMETHING WORTH TO RATE AND LOOK AT BECAUSE PERSONALLY I AM BORED WITH SEEING THE SAME STUPID RETARDED PICS AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT SINCE SO MANY ARE RUNNING AUTO-11 ALL THE TIME WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THE LOWER LEVEL PEOPLE THEY GET NO SUPPORT OR HELP EVEN FROM THOSE THAT THEY HELP AND WHY BECAUSE THEY ARENT HIGH LEVELS OR THEY DONT HAVE AUTO-11'S OR BECAUSE THEY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO OFFER IN RETURN BEFORE I WAS GONE FOR 2 MONTHS I WAS A LEVEL 22 AND MY ACCOUNT WAS DELETED I HAD A BUNCH OF BLINGS AND TONS OF POINTS AND FUBUCKS BUT SINCE IVE COME BACK IVE WORKED JUST AS HARD TO GET MY LEVELS WITHOUT ANY AUTO-11'S OR WITHOUT MY RATIN

Can You Find Them
The Eye Test you are going to need glasses after this............. lol Can you find the B (there are 2 B's) RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once you've found the B Find the 1 IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1............... Find

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Thoughts
I think, far too often we concern ourselves entirely too much with the actions of others. Is he thinking of me??? Is she going out with so and so??? Is that family like ours? Does that person care? Has he/she moved on? While some concern is good, more often than not we give it far too much thought and time. The only thing we can truly control is ourselves. All we can do is live our lives how it makes sense for us, be the person we were meant to be, and let the chips fall where they may. When it all boils down…..that’s all that any of us can…..and should do. Commitment….If it takes more than half a heartbeat to decide you should ask yourself why are you EVEN thinking about it? You should not have to mull over things like Love, Loyalty, Commitment, Truth, Respect, & Integrity. As they said in the Saints, “These are principals which every man of every faith can embrace, These are not polite suggestions.” We each have a path to walk in life and too often we don’t for whatever rea

1st Story
To Kill or Not To Kill By: Brian Flaherty Introduction There are some people you try to avoid but it may end up either way some good or some bad. My name is Robert Kingsland. My friends call me Rob. As one to have that same kind of experience it’s no difference to me. It’s not a great feeling. It is kind of horrifying and exhilarating at the same time. I’m 25 years old, 220 pounds, and I am 5’10”. Listen now one of these experiences has not only included me it has also included a good friend of mine Mike Roberts who moved to Missouri. Myself, I prefer the country out in Pennsylvania in a town called Cogan Station. Yes it is a very peaceful place. I own a Jeep Cherokee and it has over 15,000 miles on it and that’s just for having it only a year and a half. The inside of the vehicle is leather, with cup holders, and a built in cd player. I was a professional baseball player for the New York Mets. I was a shortstop but I blew out my knee and it ended my career.

107
Are you ready for 107 questions? sure Was your last relationship a mistake? It was after I took him back the 2nd time. Do you regret it? no...live and learn Have a best friend? I do Are you a boy or girl? girl How do you want to die? not old and sick... What did you last eat? icecream When was your last verbal fight? hmmm...not sure... Do you have an attitude? I do What is your real name? Natasha Do you hate anyone at the moment? I'm very Hostile towards a couple people. Do you miss someone? I do Do you tan a lot? nope. I burn Have any pets? yep How exactly are you feeling? tired, bored, bitter. Ever made out in the bathroom? no Are you sca

Fubar And Me
Just wanted to throw this in here for anyone that wants to know. Due to some stuff going on in my life I'm going to have to limit my time killing on Fubar. But my yahoo is regularly on and a good way to contact me if you just wanna chat me up. hour_of_ten@yahoo.com Drop me a line if you want and please don't sign me up for gay midget gangbang porn. Not that I truly have a problem with gay midgets who are interested in homosexual larger gatherings, it just isn't my thing. All righty; take it easy all. -Gabe

Confused
When I lost my Daddy and Stepmom to a plane crash on June 17th 2006, I learned that I should say what I feel because I might never have the chance again. I've tried to stick with that, but it's just gotten me more heartbreak. I don't know what I should do. Go thru life regretting that I never said how I feel or wishing I could take back what I said because I fucked things up?

Random Pt. Ii
Scream to burn the Witch You'll bleed to raise your Saints Pray Heaven hears your pain Know Hell seeks your tears You can't burn me again Immortality is mine Together we will live forever We are eternal...

Mystery #6
What do I owe you for this? Saving the husband to make the wife My life for you, the ticket yours to pull An angel on my left, a demon on my right Nothing to hear says the left Everything to fear says the right Love everything or lose it all tonight Damn me for trusting what I am Call my number, pull the tab on me Make me, Take me, I'm yours Love me, Hurt me, Close the curtain Will I be set free or caged again? Love is life, Life is a dream worth the sleep Hate to lose, coming up short again All in all it'll come up roses in the end Roses have thorns

♥
"♥" You are like a drug to me, I cannot go to sleep without talking to you first, You are the first thing I think of when I wake up, I have this feelings of needing to talk to you I have so much of desire of wanting to be with you I love to see you all giggly-- it melts my heart You have been on my mind since day 1, You have those charming ways that I can actually feel it miles away I am always hungry for you There are so many time I wanted to be at your end instead here. I could feel myself reaching out to you, just like as if you are right in the front of me I can taste you right off of the tip of my tongue You are the first one ever that I felt this way. I never had this so much of desires before and it is scaring me. My heart and stomach always feel so upbeat when I talks to you I'm just like a child opening up Christmas gift on Christmas day and the gift is YOU! You are my heart.

Miss Me?
Sooo, I got the ole busted at work thing going on and fubar'ing at work is now a thing of my past.. I'm totally bummed lol. I think I'm an addict? But just letting all my lovelies know that that's the reason I'm not around so much.. See yall on nights and weekends... Don't forget about me.. :(

First Kiss
First Kiss Lost in a binding hot shower of stars My world has contracted me to fit in your arms I will be enveloped in you and i cannot be saved As my heart will leap towards you, bound by its cage Every last nerve ending searing with fire As my conscience is slowly consumed by desire The thought of the taste of your lips and the scent of your skin Where love and the rest of my lfie will begin And as my last defenses collapse at your feet I surrender myself in becoming completely complete.

Mumm Removed
Aparently this was too offensive for the pussies on Fubar. Leave it to some lame ass fuBouncer to remove this and ban me from Mumming. What is this site for? Adults or not? I have posted a few MUMMs and almost on queue some jackhole MUMM Nazi tries to comment about how its not a MUMM. I am not sure where these idiots get their designation as a MUMM expert, and IDGAF. And save your time, the comment approval is on and there is nothing you can do about it. HAHAHAHA This is a MUMM because of this: I am not sure if I like Coke or Pepsi. MUMM what should I drink?

My Path
I reach out to you in love and friendship… and I beg you, please do not turn away. I may walk a different path, but it’s the path set before me… and I must stay. I do not ask that you join beside me… and mirror every step I make. For mine is not your path to walk… it is MINE alone to take. I only ask that when our paths cross… that we will be loving friends. And share the wisdom that we have gathered, along life’s confusing bends. Then perhaps one day our shared wisdom will alter the paths we take. And our paths will expand and blend… and we can walk together... on a path that… We Make

Anima Noir
lyrics of theatres des vampires album: anima noir Anima Noir I’m lost in this silent paradise Where the angels scream and nobody hear Where is your heaven? Where is your lie? Cause I’m falling in this endless hell Time after time When I cannot see anything over me And everything disappear and I die I die Anima Noir In this cold winter In this barren garden Where all the roses die Where all my whispers lay.. Anima noir All this cold is freezing me I’m loosing my soul The last flash of light Anima Noir Alone Frames of glass A broken mirror But there is nothing more to see There is nothing more to feel There is nothing more…

Do I Forget Or Have A Chance?
My heart keeps saying to try Believes there's still a chance It's so happy when you're around It just begins to dance My mind tells to forget Says there is no way These feelings make me so confused I don't know which to obey I need to hear it from you So I can come out of this trance Tell me if I should forget about you Or if you think I have a chance But I want you to think about it And I need you to think hard Analyze every feeling There's nothing to discard Don't worry about hurting me Pain is part of searching for love Besides, I'm used to it It's nothing I'm afraid of You know me very well More than anyone I know You know I will always be there Through cold, thunder, rain, or snow I will always love you deeply If you just let me try I won't ever hurt Never give you a reason to cry I'll show you I care every day Always wish you a good night And if something were to go wrong I will always make it right With me, you will always be happy

Restless
I'm always missing you every day and night Even when I talk to you I long for your touch But at night is when it's at it's worse And I become even more restless and awake In my sleep I'm more awake than ever Tossing and turning in lonely bed Wanting to feel your head on my chest Wanting to bury my face in your hair I know I say I sleep at night And by definition I do sleep at night But my mind works more then ever Trying to create your touch and your warmth Every night it's the same thing for me I see the same picture over and over And even in the picture I don't really sleep I'm as awake as ever afraid to close my eyes You lay on my arm next to me facing me If you opened your eyes you'd see into me I drape my other arm over you like a hug But I take care to let you sleep and dream I'm afraid to close my eyes even to blink I'm afraid if I do it'll be all a dream And that I'll never feel your warmth again And that's a fate worse than death to me And t

Just A Little Note..
Well I have 3 more days til I load up the Uhaul and head to Northern California. I am so excited but a little nervous. The point of this blog is to give anyone a chance to get my yahoo....it might be a few weeks before I get my bearings out there and get back online. But I will be mobile on Yahoo til then. So if ya wanna hit me up....just ask and i will dish it out. Talk to ya all soon....Muahzzzzzzz

Omg!
Why is it that some people can't hear what's being said to them? It's so hard for me to believe the level of drama that some people will resort to. I'm not one to play games or mess with people's heads, and I don't understand why others feel the need to do so. I just don't understand what drives a person to chase and pursue someone who has clearly moved on. Or why a person would assume that just because they would damage property and be vicious, the person they've hurt would do the same. This is the real world people!!! High school don't mean shit, and we're not in H.S. anymore. What goes around comes around, and you are responsible for your actions! No one cares who you know, or what you can do. At least I don't. I base my judgements of people on their actions. Some people have a very low rating in my book. Others have a very high one. But it has not a damn thing to do w/what I hear, or anything like that. It's all in what I see. So grow up people!!! Welcome to the r

Restless [[part Ii]]
Where do I begin? I gave you my everything. My time, my money, my heart, my soul. The sacrifices I made to better our future. Now your heartbreaking actions will always linger in my head. You have no idea how much you damaged me. So disgusted by your cowardness. Your lies will never be forgiven by my broken heart. And so I lay here, restless in my bed. Hoping you'll regret your decisions. But this Sailor is moving on. Confident of success because he posseses his core values. Honor, Courage, and Commitment. Honor which you'll never have because you succumb to lust. Your lack of courage to stick up for our love when it needed it the most. And comittment which you broke when you shattered my life, my dreams, and your promise. But no one can comprehend nor understand how hurt I am. The thought of finding another love scares me. Learning how to love again is going to be difficult. Your betrayal to the promise you made me just overwhelms me to my breaking point. You have

The Most Beautifull Nightmare
Everything is still......the trees are not swaying, birds paused in mid flight, people frozen in their mundane existence, the world itself has stopped turning. I suddenly feel as if I am being pulled through a wall. “Hello, Beau.” I turn slowly and look, although I didn’t want to. I couldn’t help myself, something about the voice, like a choir of angels, but something a little more sinister." how do you know my name? “I asked, very much afraid of the answer.” I know the name of everything I own, "she said.” what do you mean? “What she said next put the rest of my life in motion. “You belong to me, or rather a piece of you does. “She held out her right hand, which was covered in blood “this is your heart, your world, and I hold it in my hand. I control its fate, your fate." as she said the words I felt a pain unlike any other I had ever felt. With tears in my eyes, clutching my fist against my chest in agony, I asked “where do you keep your heart then?” her eyes turned, from the piercin

Survey
I found a couple of surveys on a forum I post on ad figured I'd post them here. Here's the first one Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?:: No, but it might be worth a shot What's the largest age difference between yourself and someone you’ve dated? 10 years Ever been in a car wreck?:: Several accidents, but I wouldn't call any of them wrecks Were you popular in high school?:: I knew a lot of people, but I wasn't popular in the traditional sense Have you ever been on a blind date?:: Thankfully no Are looks important?:: Somewhat, but personality is far more important Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more??:: Yes, a few By what age would you like to be married?:: Not planning on getting married Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?:: I'd like to say no, but it probably does maybe they have just had alot of girlfriends or boyfriends? And your point is? Have yo

Relationship
Here's a little xkcd for you. I love this webcomic, often times the nerdy humor is pretty much exactly how I am. This is one of the reasons I am a dork. Stay tuned for a list on that later. I had the outlier discussion with someone about two days ago. Not on relationships, but on Christmas spending trends, but the fact that he's talking about it now makes me laugh. I have most of the conversations he covers in his comic at one point or another. I'll get the Crisco.

Finally, Someone Made A Map
I know you guys have got to be getting tired of this stuff, but I just love it. The bases explained: I love the caption he put as well: "I got to second base with a basketball player once. She was so confused." I'm in the process of decoding the binary. I sincerely hope it has a meaning. And after that statement, I'm not understanding how I ever made a home run.

Run Your Car On Water
What if you could run your car on water? No more paying for gas. No more waiting in line at the pump. I was skeptical until I said what the hell and took a chance and I bought the kit for my 98 sunfire and it works. You gotta try it cause it could save you quite a bit. I never have to go to the gas station anymore. Check it out and see for yourself. There is a 100% money back guarantee so if you don't like it you get your money back. http://runyourcarwithwater.com/?hop=jmchapman

Life And Love
A FRIEND OF MINE SENT THIS TO ME VIA TEXT. I LOVE IT. I THINK ITS SOMETHING TO LIVE BY. SO I THOUGHT I WOULD POST IT SO EVERYONE THATS WILLING TO READ IT COULD ENJOT IT AS WELL. FEARLESS- is not the absence of fear. Its not being completley unafraid. FEARLESS- is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those littles things that scare you to death. FEARLESS- is falling madly in LOVE again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again......even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. Its FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you cant breathe without them. I think its FEARLESS to fall for your BEST FRIEND, even though hes in LOVE with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you for things they'll never stop doing, I think its FEARLESS to sto

His Paradise
Bring me to his paradise, a feeling of within, naked to his loving eyes caressing me with sin. I long to feel his softest kiss, upon my dampened skin. Bring me to his paradise, and let our bodies meet the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat. I wish to be his fantasy and make our love complete.

A Friend
A FRIEND A SIMPLE FRIEND WHEN VISITING ACTS LIKE A GUEST... A REAL FRIEND OPENS YOUR REFRIGERATOR AND HELPS HIMSELF AND DOESNT FEEL EVEN THE LEAST BIT WEIRD SHUTTING YOUR "SODA DRAWER" WITH HIS FOOT. A SIMPLE FRIEND HAS NEVER SEEN YOU CRY... A REAL FRIENDS SHOULDER IS SOGGY FROM YOUR TEARS. A SIMPLE FRIEND DOESN'T KNOW YOUR PARENTS FIRST NAMES... A REAL FRIEND HAS THEIR PHONE NUMBERS IN HIS ADDRESS BOOK. A SIMPLE FRIEND BRINGS A BOTTLE OF WINE TO YOUR PARTY... A REAL FRIEND COMES EARLY TO HELP YOU COOK AND STAYS LATE TO HELP YOU CLEAN. A SIMPLE FRIEND HATES IT WHEN YOU CALL AFTER THEY HAVE GONE TO BED... A REAL FRIEND ASKS WHY IT TOOK YOU SO LONG TO CALL. A SIMPLE FRIEND SEEKS TO TALK WITH YOU ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS... A REAL FRIEND SEEKS TO HELP YOU WITH YOUR PROBLEMS. A SIMPLE FRIEND WONDERS ABOUT YOUR ROMANTIC HISTORY. A REAL FRIEND COULD BLACKMAIL YOU WITH IT. A SIMPLE FRIEND THINKS THE RELATIONSHIP IS OVER WHEN YOU HAVE AN ARGUMENT.... A REAL FR

Ole Spot
A group of country neighbors wanted to get together on a regular basis and socialize. As a result, about 10 couples formed a dinner club and agreed to meet for dinner at a different neighbors' house each month. When it came time for Jimmy and Susie Brown to have the dinner at their house, like many women, Susie wanted to outdo all the others and prepare a meal that was the best that any of them had ever lapped a lip over. A few days before the big event, Susie got out her cookbook and decided to have mushroom smothered steak. When she went to the store to buy some mushrooms, she found the price for a small can was more than she wanted to pay. She then told her husband, "We aren't going to have mushrooms, because they are too expensive." He said, "Why don't you go down in the pasture and pick some of those mushrooms? There are plenty of them right in the creek bed." She said, "No, I don't want to do that, because I have heard that wild mushrooms are poison." He then s

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 2-16-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 2-16-09 Dj_Lette Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Amanda/Dj_Lette Birthday: 05/18/84 Zodiac Sign: Taurus Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: None at the moment Piercings: Yes *Favorites* Color: Hot Pink Season: Fall Day Of Week: Friday Animal: Eagle Flower: Lily of the Valley *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yeppers Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yeppers Smiled For No Reason?: Yeppers Sat On Your Rooftop?: Yeppers *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: IPoD XBox 0R PS2?: PS2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Sausage,Mushroom,Onion,&Xtra Cheese Your Fears?: Losing the people I love most in my life Your Weakness?: Sexy Women/Men Do

I Call It Frat Trap.
Living in a college town I have to come up with new and inventive ways to destroy the popped collar, spoiled frat boys that tend to roam the streets looking for whatever good times can be had. My latest invention: The Frat Trap. The premise is simple. I drive a somewhat nice car. With a very loud engine. It sounds mean, it is mean. They drive similar cars that their daddies bought them. However, time has taught me a lesson about driving my car. Speeding tickets are bad, being considered a "super speeder" is even worse. Drag racing, well that's just a no no. The goals and objective of the Frat Trap. 1. Identify preppy frat boy who wants to impress someone, show off, or just be a douche. 2. Identify they are in fact driving a car they think can race mine. 3. Rev my engine to 8.5 RPM's while stopped next to said frat boy at stop light. 4. Race him until the speed limit is reached. 5. Laugh as you throttle back, he zooms past you, and straight into the waiting arms of the two po

Tagged Again By Zombielover
1) I work alone all night, and like it that way. I enjoy silence 2) I am an extroverted introvert 3) I am a black sheep in my fam. Everyone has PhDs, and I have a lazy ass 4) I met my hubby on a red line train in Chicago at 1am; he followed me to the closed parking lot, and I thought he was a stalker. But he was cute, so it was ok. We've been together ever since (7 yrs) 5) I have an anger prob I'm workin on...FUCK!!! 6) Stupidity is my pet peeve, and I distance myself from stupid people. 7) I am a closet nerd 8) I am very careless, which have caused me trouble in the past and most likely will in the future 9) I am extremely down to earth, and will talk to ANYONE. 10) I learned English by watching The Simpsons and Ricky Lake all day long

Yea I Was Tagged Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. ok here ya go.. 1)my fav color is orange.. who woulda thought.. 2)hard to find someone like me.. lol.. Im not ur typical female.. 3)I love getting down n dirty.. as far as riding fourwheelers and going offroad n my jeep 4)umm I can make ya laugh no matter what kinda mood ur in Im a complete nut 5)I love all kinds of music.. fav bands are too numerous to mention.. 6)I can play just about any instrument.. just give me a book and an hour to figure it out.. 7)I have a few bad habits that I best not mention lol 8)love chinese food and sushi.. 9)would move for love.. 10)I get bored easily.. always like learning new

Epitome Of Prescience.....
John Kennedy once said to a assembled group of scholars in the White House, "I think this is the most extraordinary collection of talent, of human knowledge, that has ever been gathered at the White House - with the possible exception of when Thomas Jefferson dined alone." The quotes below could prove his point. When we get piled upon one another in large cities, as in Europe, we shall become as corrupt as Europe. Thomas Jefferson The democracy will cease to exist when you take away from those who are willing to work and give to those who would not. Thomas Jefferson It is incumbent on every generation to pay its own debts as it goes. A principle which if acted on would save one-half the wars of the world. Thomas Jefferson I predict future happiness for Americans if they can prevent the government from wasting the labors of the people under the pretense of taking care of them. Thomas Jefferson My reading of history

Lovers Death
Everyone is crying, But I don't know why, People say someone's dying, But there's only will to try, I'm not sure how, But they don't see me, I'm not sure now, But I think the one dying is me. Because there's roses on my grave, But I'm not dead, My emotions are empty, And my mind has turned to void. Friends and family are crying in the church, And I walk down the aisle, as if marrying Death, But the speakers speak, and I hold my perch, Then you spoke, and it was Angel's breath, Take me home and I'll wait for you, Because you were always there for me, I'll never forget the good times we knew, So now you'll set me free. Because there's roses on my grave, But I'm not dead, My emotions are empty, And my mind has turned to void. I'll wait for you on the other side, And you'll fly to me on Angel's wings.

Day At The Zoo
I was looking a someone's photographs of tigers in a zoo. It reminded me of a news story that happened maybe 2 years ago. A guy and his friends were at a zoo in California on the day the tiger broke out of its pen. One guy was killed. What a way to die! People don't go to the zoo often. Its an occasional thing. One day you wake up and say, hey, let's go to the zoo, it'll be nice, it'll be fun. You just have a hankerin' to go to the zoo. You buy a hot dog, wander around, buy an ice cream. You don't think that on this day, of all the days the zoo has been in existence, that this is the day the tiger will get out of its habitat. On this day that the tiger broke out, you will be the nearest person to the tiger's pen. This is the day you get torn to pieces by a wild animal in the heart of an urban city. This is the day you die. He just wanted a fun day at the zoo!

Marvin Harrison: A Dark Day In Colts History
It is a dark day in Colts football with the release of the all time great receiver Marvin Harrison. It is both a shame and not really a surprise to this pessimistic writer with the ailing economy the way it is. All too often older players sign hefty contracts with a big bonus pay out at the beginning and the remaining signing bonus strung out over the remaining length of the contract. All too often especially in the NFL there is a massive chance taken on both sides with no realistic end to the payout. The team signs in the hopes they will get enough play production out of the player to make up for the initial bonus and the remaining payments. The player hopes that they will see the majority of the contract without being injured severely or be released, cut or waived before the contract ends. Many times these contracts go both ways and way too often with older players are released unconditionally to save money under the salary cap. Especially in the NFL where what have

Governmental Peer Pressure
First thoughts on Gangs of Politicos written 10-12-2008.... (An amusing "Thought Trip" highlight: the very top link that you get when you google "we the people constitution", leads to a link that spells defense as "defence". Actually that's probably an appropriate launching point. Ouch.) "We the People of the United States, in Order to form a more perfect Union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America." I've been listening to pundits and I am so confused. The democratic ones make so much sense, and the republican ones make so much sense. What I try to caution myself with is the fact that they are entertainers of a sort. They have gained the ability to reach millions of Americans via the medium of media by being watchable or listenable. Catherine Coulter is generally fo

Sometimes You Just Have To Go There
I swear no matter how many times you state it on your profile or in how many ways you say it - there is always some asshat surprised that you don't want to fuck him and his wife. Please read from the bottom up as it is a shoutbox convo: ->Heart~Brok...: There is no need for you to have an interest in me - I am married. As foryour apology - FINE.... but maybe next time you will actually read someone's priofile before propositioning them Heart~Brok...: As I said. An error in my judgement. I do appologize. But truthfully you are wrong for saying the things you do about me. I did not view you as a cum dumpster. I was displaying an interest. I thought you could be an adult and if your not interested just over look it or simply say I am not into that and I would have oppologized right away. So for what it is worth I am sorry! ->Heart~Brok...: that's just it - i could give a shit less about your life - you don't even know me as a person but you think i look good to you so you hit me u

Stuck Up B!tches... Fight Back (my Yahoo)
The last time I checked this was a social site - I mean it is the goal to get to know people right? I am so tired of seeing people be ass wads and stuck up stingy bitches with their yahoo - so I am gonna spin it around. If you want my yahoo you can have it all you have to do is send me a private message and ask. Please come with some good - interesting conversation because after all that's what we are really here for. There are some exceptions..1. I only want to talk to REAL people... so you gotta be willing to show me the real you. 2. Don't expect to see my web cam especially if you are not willing to show yours!! The best part about staying on my yahoo is that you will always know where I am at and be invited.. so if I am on cam.. that's right you will be invited. SPREAD THE WORD!!!! - FIGHT BACK AGAINST STUCK UP BITCHES ON FUBAR!!!!!!

Scooters
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Vrabel & Cassel To Chiefs
Cassel and Vrabel go to the Chiefs for a second round pick, the 34th overall selection was this a good idea for the Patriots or the Chiefs I am not so sure. Maybe Brady is further along than reports are leading us to believe if the Patriots who had sworn they intended to keep Cassel at the end of last season. I wonder exactly what they were thinking in letting the back up they had go when he had done a fair job for being suddenly thrust into the line of fire. Especially at the one position where the backs up players don’t see too much live fire in practice on many teams where other positions do. Though they did not get far in the season they were respectable with Cassel at the helm though he obviously was lackluster with his consistency on the long ball pass as reported in a fantasy report by Christopher Harris on ESPN.COM. Vrabel is not a total loss to the Pat’s defense though I personally tended to think about him when making my own fantasy picks for my leagues on ESPN. H

Stolen From Sasquatch Who Stoled It From Sherry Who Stoled It Fromper
1]How tall are you barefoot? 5'11" 2] Have you ever smoked heroin? No 3] Do you own a gun? Yes. 4] Rehab? no 5] Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"? yes 6] What do you think of your friends? They are great but thankfully not many are as crazy as me. 7] What's your favorite Christmas song? silent night 8] What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Water sometimes coffee 9] Do you do push-ups? No, used to though 10] Have you ever done ecstacy? no 11] Are you vegetarian? haha umm NO 12] Do you like painkillers? No , I hate taking any medication 13] What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? hmmm I dont flirt offline so umm nothing 14] Do you own a knife? Alot of knifes 15] Do you have A.D.D. Nope. 16] Date Of Birth? May 8th 17] Top 3 thoughts at this exact moment: I wish I wasn't sick right now I had a great day Thankgod the kids are all asleep time to relax 18] Name the last 3 thi

Winter Moonlight
Winter Moonlight Der Schnee, so friedlich und ruhig, gestreichelt von der Soft-Mondschein hat magische Gefühle der Nacht. Die Soft-blau leuchten, Liebhaber der "Wörter, dann hat flow, ihre Lippen näher und näher bis in den Geburtswehen gesperrt einer leidenschaftlichen Umarmung, beschloss er, seine Gefühle zum Ausdruck zu bringen, um ihre Sicherheit. , Flüsterte er leise, seine Worte wie Musik in ihre Ohren, "Ich liebe dich," und ihre Antwort die gleiche, gehört, wie die sanfte Brise, "Und ich, liebe dich, für immer." Das war die Nacht sie versprachen werden gemeinsam über alles, jeder für die Betreuung der anderen, wenn alt und grau. Ein Liebhaber "Pakt am ehesten zum letzten

Another Poem!! Yay!
Forever at a crossroad in the mind, Each road add more than four. When the spark ignites, your contimplation will invert to blow you away. The mourning of a special love passed. Passed and on the other side. Whilst the otherside is in reality caught. To quick to pass it off with a lazy word like "insanity". a wasteland like children after a bomb Impossible to catch the rage against the obvious of wrong. It's always gone to far when the first shot is fired. To turn theses lines into colours and for me across a glorius ceiling. i wrench apart their terror, for them to caress me with their beauty. Simple,beautiful,heartbreaking. Even when the flame flickers, NEVER let it fade.

To My Love.. No Really ,read It.
Dear Alcohol, First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays, hidden inside chocolates, as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball an

Love This
Fervent kisses in the dead of night As aching lust drives us together Our souls mixing within the fervor of our arousal Under the moon light which seems to shine only for us Your hands roam my body tearing moans from deep inside Your lips find mine and our tongues unify In a never ending dance of passion, lust overwhelms us Pushing deeper inside, so deep it's as if we become one One person, one heat, one lust, one mind Moving together towards a shared conclusion Our moans now as common as the wind, Or the howl of a lonely wolf searching for his mate The fire of our love burns white hot as, Mounting ever higher, our pleasure explodes Breathless and spent we lay together What started as two lovers, now united.

Wedding Shite
so me and rocky got married on christmas but didnt invite anyone :P soooooo im in the process of putting together shit for the big one this summer, blah, i hate being the girl :O new song added to the list as of last night Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine We're finally intertwined Nervous and shy for the moment we will come Alive tonight Secret valentine We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes We'll hope it's not for nothing at all Lay down be still Don't worry talk they will I'll be loving you until Morning's first light Breaks tomorrow I'll take care of you tonight Secret valentine We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes We'll hope it's not for nothing at all When guil

For Kristina (i Will Always Love You Despite Our Flaws)
Alone again Haunted by all your shadows And memories Coldest rain Hides emotions that are pouring From me to you Crazy again Forced to face all truth And exist All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life And I be gone The torturing That I put myself through within Won’t end Dying within Cracking up, breaking down Down to nothing All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life And I be gone I carry on alone Knowing that my dignity is strong If I catch it all away You’d still be mine today But inside I’d be hollow All you had to say Was you want me to Leave this life And I be gone Then you walked away With nothing more to say I never felt this helpless This helpless… Before You couldn’t carry on I guess you had enough You made your choice And now you fade away The coldest rain Hides emotions that are pouring From me to you

Pig
Step into the mind of depth for which you have never had your eyes open until you crossed the line of who I am, you begin with simple words of belittlement and slowly work into insults, knowing nothing of what you speak of other than what you read on the world wide web, with that brought to mind you see now you are not protected with your bold gestures of criticism for your intelligence is lacking strength and your personality is that of a new born child, playful and entertaining nothing more, I step on your soul as if nature merely wanted to push a new path of hell across what you call life... but no need to fear anything it is only the beginning, the end is far from happening, so the pleasure of your pain is only at a warm up in a little league game I have many innings of crushing your pride and arrogance, and giving you the picture to frame for years of reminder of how ignorant you grown to be as a tool to modern day politics and economic growth

Some Women Are So Stupid!
I have NO clue who you dumb Bitches are Nor do I care, If you think for one second I'd leave my wife for you, You are one fucked up piece of mentally derranged shit, I hope you fall off the earth and float in the Nothingness of space because that's where you fit in.....Nothing. To my wife Lynn, Remember I Love you, No one will ever come between us, In this life or the Next! oh AND btw iF I RATE YOUR PICS doesn't mean i want you!

For Drew, And Others That I Love, Never Forgotten
a week after new years day, my dear friend Drew informed me he has a brain tumor, and he has only 3 to 5 months left to live. i get to fly to Maylene tonight to console his family after his services. in early 2008 i lost one of my biological brothers and sisters to suicide and murder, all in a 2 month period. in 2001, i lost one of the closest friends i ever had to a guy who "accidentally" shot her at her own house party. and in 2003 i lost my heart, grandma Camilla. i nearly lost myself a couple times i can and will admit that, but i am still here. these people i talk about today, i can never see, feel, and speak to ever again. that hurts the most because i dont have that many people i can call family. i have disowned my foster family/families for the shit they put me through. i can finally say goodbye to them and not be sad, but i am afraid of what happens next. i say goodbye and goodnight leaving one last remark for them... "though i can now forgive those that caused harm, i will ne

U. S. Marine Corps
If I wanted to be a Doggy Then I would've joined the stinkin' Army If I wanted to be a Fly Boy Then I would've joined the stinkin' Air Force If I wanted to be a Swaby Then I would've joined the stinkin' Navy But I wanted a job that makes you lean and mean Livin in the woods with my M-16, eatin hot dogs with pork and beans The Marine Corps offered all of this I said I wanted a job that gives me pride and joy The Marine Corps offers all these things Now the moral of the story is When it comes to the Armed Forces The Marine Corps has got'em all beat

Did This Last Night, Was Kinda Drinkin... :(
ok so for the blog today i'm write on notebook or whatever this is... so a little bit for you all to know. for most of my life i have been living up to what my mom wants, doing what she wants me to do, being friends with people she likes just so that i can get her aprovel, for what reason?!?!? i have no damn idea why.. it has messed me up so much living up to what my mom wanted me to do, i forgot how to do and act the way i want too. For years now i have let someone tell me what i can and cant do, i'm putting a damn stop to it, i cant take it any more... everyone in my family wants me to do and be this way. but i hate to tell them that i am my own damn person n if i get fucked in the process then let me learn from my mistakes. I can only learn from doing it... If it wasnt meant to be then it wasnt meant to be in my life. I'm so freakin sick of people telling me what i have to do, I WANT TO LEARN DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think tho as of this moment something is telling me that i'm g

Mr. Soldier
Hey Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you You’re the one I sent it to, late last night I saw your picture, in my dreams You were broke down, but full of life I don’t know who you are, I don’t even know your name But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I sent it to God, late last night He put it in your pocket, and in your heart And may it get you, to morning’s light You may not know how much we care Cause we’re not there to ease your pain But just the same, Mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you I pray for your strength, I pray for your safety I pray for your momma, I pray for your daddy I pray for your sisters, I pray for your brothers I pray for your wife, your husband your sons and your daughters You may not come home to accolades, you may not come home to parades But just the same, mr. Soldier, I have a prayer for you Mr Soldier, I have a prayer for you. You’re the one I sent it to late last night

Is It Possible ???
for those that don't know i've recently lost my wife. *lost as in she left me* is it possible to go back once someone leaves ??? i believe that if you TRUELY love someone as i love her it is possible. i loved her unconditionally. still DO love her. i have never felt this much pain over someone since the loss of 2 great women. my mother and her mother. i love her so deeply that my soul hurts which has never happend to me before. I'VE NEVER been affraid of my future until now. for her i would do anything, and i do mean ANYTHING !!!! i've recently been going to church and volunteering again. something i haven't done in YEARSSSSSS. SHE once told me that if i have the faith of a mustard seed that i could move mountains. we'll i've got the faith of a MILLION MOUNTAINS in my love for her. she made me a better man b/c she called me out on things. something no other woman has ever done. i was and still am proud to call her my wife. my soul hurts and i

Keep Alive & Burning!
You can sing or whistle, Under the moon & stars, You can dance till the dying day, until the end, You can fight those things you can't forgive, watch distasnt shadow's, Fade away into the the distance, Fight all you wish. Some people in your circle carry a torch & a warm blazing heart. Flowers fall from every footstep they take, Rose's bloom, Smiles drift upon the wind & warm hug's in transparent dream's, The tree's hold there bark wrapping there inner hard soul. No matter how you try, You'll never kill dream's, They roll off in papery dreams of bliss, Parchment & pen, Paints a picture of happiness under the warm aura enveloping me, In mystic dreams unknown , the past & the future. Thorns may sprout from our stems, In pure defecne, Born & bred from the same soil, in nutrition & warmth, Tenereded with caring hands with the soil & sand, Fresh from te earth , a warm soul tises, Bright & true. Picked by a child or adult they have lived, Where they were placed that

28 Brothers
Fallen Brothers By me 28 gone, in a moment in time- no warning no escape- 28 soldiers risked their lives dedicated- to the country they served- 28 familes in mourning in tears- forever gone forever untouched- 28 friends their laughter silenced- their voices no more- 28 Brothers come home in a box- grieving families stand alone- 28prayers offered today for peace- for courage God's blessings- 28 Friends and Brothers less , we are only 4 left. Mrrcp 2007

Almost $6 For A Pack Of Cigarettes, Quit Complaining
Its only gonna get more expensive, just shut the fuck up and buy a pack or just quit. They didn't force you to smoke you FIRST cig. God dammit, dammit damn it damn it.

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage Is Wrong....and 10 Reasons Why Whoever Thinks This Is An Idiot.
This is NOT up for debate. If you have a comment, leave it, but don't expect me to really care either way. *I will aprove comments even if I don't agree with them, unless of course you are out of line.* 01) Being gay is not natural. * And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings 02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, *in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. *People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; *Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; *And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just

My Trip
As some of you might know I went to Chicago for a week and I just got back on Saturday. Let me tell you, what a beautiful city. I am looking forward to when I can go back again and be able to explore a little more. The purpose of me going just in case you are wondering is because I needed a break, plus to meet someone special. I left last Sunday a nervous wreck. I don't like to fly only because if the plane goes down I have all that way down to wonder if I'm going to die or not. Plus, I have never been away from my kids for that long. And probably to the fact I was going to meet someone for the first time in real life. I was a wreck in a good way. So, I get to Chicago and I am feeling pretty good. Called everyone that I need to call when I landed. Oh I forgot to mention I have never done anything like this before in my life so everyone was worried about me. A lot of people didn't know why I was going except I needed a break. I get through O'Hare airport which is a pretty c

A Herstory Of Uo
(Ultima Online is roleplay world - the one where its creator Lord Britain was lightening bolted by one of his subjects in the middle of his GIVE ME YOUR WORSHIP OH YE FELLOW PLAYERS speech. I guess somebody forgot to tell him that a good gaming world is not always one where politeness and good manners and acknowledgement of superiority is a known quality for all...) A Herstory of UO Dwelling in possibility, believing in the greater good of mist, magic, and maybes - this is my creed. It required that I pick up and use any random recall rune I found on the corpse of a PlayerKiller massacre victim, beast slain adventurer, or pile of discareded "junk". Eventually, it paid off in a grand adventure. I used the recall rune I'd found laying in the wilderness. It put me inside a guildhouse full of treasure. Obviously the rune had been made before the house was built, because to my knowledge you could not recall to the interior of a structure. An adventure AND an anomaly. Such joy

Fuck Me Hard Baby...
Tonight I Dont Want That Sweet Love Tonight I Dont Want That Slow Love Tonight I Want That... Room Shaking Bed Board Breaking Boards Rattling Moaning Screaming Cussing Ass Smacking Hair Pulling Legs Quivering Lips Trembling Eye Rolling Hand Shaking FUCKING I Want That Oragsm Bustin Sex I Wanna Feel Every Inch Inside I Want You To Pound Me I Dont Want Sweet Kisses Or Gentle Moves I Dont Want Soft Touches Or Long Strokes I Want It Hard Fast Rough I Want To Scream Moan Yell Holler Grip The Sheets Hit It From The Back From The Front From The Side Missionary Doggy 69 Froggy I Dont Care What We Do Or How We Do As Long As You Make Me Scream Daddy And You FUCK ME HARD

Just A Thought
Mission Statement Community Hope, Inc. is a nonprofit corporation that provides a supportive living environment for individuals recovering from serious mental illness. Personal growth of the consumers is promoted in an atmosphere of hope and dignity. Description Our nonprofit organization was founded in 1985 by caring families of people with serious mental illness, such as severe depression and schizophrenia. At issue was the lack of supportive housing in which young adults could readapt to daily life in society and assume greater challenges upon their discharge from a psychiatric hospital. In response, Community Hope was established as a gateway to the community 20 years ago with the opening of a single group home providing 24-hour on-site support. We have continued expanding to meet the increasing need for community-based housing. Today, Community Hope is the largest provider of supportive housing for people with mental illness in Morris county. We provide a full range o

One Hell Of A Week
WELL THIS WEEK HAS JUST BEEN HELL SO FAR...CAN'T SLEEP FOR NOTHING AND ALL THE VOICES WANT TO COME OUT AND PLAY...SOME I CAN HANDLE BUT SOME GET REALLY BAD...I HAVE ENOUGH TO DEAL WITH THIS WEEK AND IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY (WELL WORSE..LOL)...THERE'S TIMES WHEN I JUST WANT TO GLUE MY EYELIDS SHUT TO GET SOME SLEEP THEN THERE'S TIMES I JUST WANT TO SIT IN THE CORNER WITH A KNIFE AND DARE ANYONE TO COME NEAR ME...IT'S NOT ALL BAD REALLY...I'VE HAD BIPOLAR SINCE I WAS 8 OR 9 SO I'M KINDA USED TO THE STUFF THAT GOES ON BUT WHEN MEMBERS OF YOUR FAMILY OR A FRIEND IS SICK OR DYING THINGS COME UP WORSE AND ARE REALLY SCAREY...THE GOOD THING ABOUT IT IS THAT IF FAMILY MEMBERS WORSEN I'M ALWAYS UP AND READY TO GO AND I'M MORE FOCUSED...I KNOW IT'S CRAZY AND I KNOW I'M JUST RAMBLING...ACTUALLY JUST LETTING MY FINGERS TYPE..SO IF THIS MAKES NO SENSE AT ALL SORRY...WELL I'M GONNA GET OFF THIS BLOG CAUSE I COULD GO ON FOR DAYS AND BORE THE CRAP OUT OF YA...LATER

Want To Know Why?
last night I had a date. Nice guy, attractive, kinda my type. So why didn't he get lucky? Maybe it was because I was in the mood to be taken,possessed, owned, made to know who I belong to. Now don't get me wrong... no means no, and I love to make love and be treated gently and so sweetly. It's just that sometimes I need to be dominated, to feel a strong hand around my ankle dragging me across the bed, whispering in my ear that I belong to him as he spanks me I love the feel of a strong body trapping me, holding me down his hand wrapped in my hair as he takes me, making sure that I know that I belong to him. sigh...

My Son Is A Idiot
Im amazed seriously I am at the imaturity of my oldest son. I have been married over 30 years and as every one knows couples fight. Would be strange if we didnt. We cant agree on every thing and stress and financial hardship plays a role in it to. Any how.....hubby and I got into a knock out drag out fight over mis communication. We sorted it out like we always do. Any how my idiot son decides like nothing new to put it all on my shoulders and decided he is gonna hold a grudge against me and not talk. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh K then .....I thought about not making his lunch for work or starting his coffee for when he wakes up and helping him tie back his hair. As protest to his behaviour but nahhhhh I am the better person and he can as my dad would say.."Scratch his ass and get pleased again"

I Saw A Show Where Some Kids Parents Divorced And This Came To My Head
No…don’t lock me in Ill change everything I don’t want you to fight I don’t want you be angry You’ve made so many promises You say you love me Yet you leave me broken Each night… And I cry Daddy please don’t fight Let me know Everything will be alright Your voice calms me And lets me know you’re here

When I Sleep
When I Sleep When darkness awakens, my body settles gently into bed. The events of my day race rapidly in my thoughts as I close my eyes. Slowly, I am lulled into a peaceful sleep.I hear vibrant music - so full of passion. I feel the warmth of the sun’s rays that grace my presence. I see kind, adoring eyes gazing back into mine.The air is full happiness - so much laughter. Soft caresses are exchanged. At this moment, life could not be any more wonderful.I have never felt so beautiful; as I do when I am with you. I have finally found the respect and acceptance that I have yearned for. I eagerly listen to inspirational dreams and goals and know that I want to be the one to be there when they are complete.A thin line of love and friendship is crossed, and two single souls find a home to share eternity.Birds begin to proudly serenade the morning dawn. Lonesome roads slowly progress into distinguished passageways. Light peeps through my windows and I awaken to a new day.

My Friend...
So, I invited a friend to join up. And mysteriously, fubar thinks someone else invited her, so I don't get any points anyway. Just as well I don't give a shit... Nor, incidentally, will she. Lianni is perhaps my bestest friend ever ever ever in the whole wide world, so be awful to her and bruise her badly in the MUMMs. kthnxbai Oh yeah. Pretty McPretty Prettyson who's so pretty she's the prettiest pretty pretty thing ever. *hai@ fubar This is her. What a great name, eh? O.o

Tarzan And Sex...
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted tohim, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? 'Tarzan not know sex' he replied. Jane explained to him whatsex was. Tarzan said 'Oh,....Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree.' Horrified Jane said, ' Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I willshow you how to do it properly.' She took off her clothing and lay down on the ground. 'Here'she said, pointing to her privates, 'you must put it in here.' Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood,stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch ! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity.Eventually she managed to gasp for air and screamed 'What did you do that for?' Tarzan replied, 'Check for squirrel..'

Boyfriend Application
Name:Age:Hair Color:Eye Color:Hight:Tattoos?:Piercings?:Drink?:Smoke?:Any other drugs?:Would u care if i did drugs?:Would u care if i drank?:Are you a virgin?:Do you have sex?:(if so) How often?:Is sex all your looking for?:Do u have any STD's?:Would u kiss me anytime?:anywhere?:Do u like to cuddle?:how much?:Have u ever been cheated on?:Would you cheat on me?:Have you ever cheated on someone?:List you top 3 bands..1.2.3.Top 3 movies1.2.3.Do you like to party?:What if i wanted to stay home an watch a movie with you?:What if i wanted to kiss in the rain?:Are you spontanious?:Willing to try new things?:Do you like your picture taken?:Do you drive?Go to school?:HERES AN IMPORTANT QUESTION...Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall?:Would you push me up against a wall and kiss me?What about random Kisses?:Would you kiss me in the rain?:Would u sleep over my house and hold me all night?:Will u only call me beautiful if you mean it?:Would you ever lie to me?:A FEW RANDOM QUESTIONS.

Yeah U Know Who You Are
Do you honestly think you hurt my feeling that you removed me from your friends list.. Give Me A Fucking break .I dont need fake ass people like you and your SO CALLED FRIENDS that like to run their mouth .Call me a follower and saying its my loss,b/c i disowned A two face person .And i Really dont give two flying fucks you getting tired of seeing me change my status.... At least i have interesting thing to say unlike your lil 23 yrs old friend doesnt... Oh And dont you worry how i know what the fuck your saying , it aint none of your fucking business. Just know I have my sources . And i aint a pussy to call you out on it , unlike ya'll talking about people behind their backs.. it just shows how PATHETIC YOU REALLY ARE.

How Do You Tell A Friend...
how do you tell a friend of forever thats she's turning into THAT parent. You know the one you'd sooner punch in the face than hang out with? She's so involved in her grade school kids lives that after about 2 minutes of speaking to her you feel like you are talking to one of them! President of the PTO , girl scout leader, runs the baseball/ softball league. Aside from the fact shes going insane & in concerned she's spreading herself just way too thin shes starting to complain. LIke *my daughter has this girl who insists she has to be friends with everyone my daughter is its disgusting* blah blah complaints. Well last week just tipped it for me . We were sitting at breakfast ( mind you this is a common occurance for us)and she starts talking bad about other peoples kids . She ripped a little girl about how shes been cheering for a few years & how she cant cheer & HER daughters are better and shouldfnt be there ect. ect then preceeds to have the same rant about yet another child in tum

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside

Redneck On The Road
This guy is walking along a dirt road when he stubbles upon an redneck lying on the ground with his ear in the dirt. "Are you alright? What are you doing?" the man asks but gets no answer at all. The redneck doesn't even acknowledge that he is there. So after a while of silence the man asks again, "Can I help you sir?" The redneck replies this time. "Ford pick-up truck, blue, 18 inch rims, two passengers, female driver." "Wow! You can tell all that by listening to the ground!" the man says. "NO" The redneck replies with a shocked look on his face "The bitch ran over me 10 minutes ago!"

Pudding Surprise
Some not too smart gangsters decide to rob a bank. After several days of planning they agree on the best plan. The next day they get to work and are able to get into the bank relatively easy thanks to their planning. Once inside the main vault they discover one wall is full of safety deposit boxes and start to work on them immediately. They drill and pry open the first box only to find a small container of vanilla pudding inside. The Head Gangster says, "Okay, well, at least we can eat it." So they eat the pudding. They drill and pry open up the second safety deposit box and there sits another pudding. They decide to devour it too. Determined to find the goods, the process continues for the rest of the night until all the safety deposit boxes have been opened. They didn't find any money or jewelry in any of the boxes. Disappointed the head gangster said, "Well, at least they left something for us to eat." The next day, while listening to the news they hear:"Yesterday the largest SPERM

They're Vampires I Tell Ya......
Greetings Neighbors!Imagine. It's a beautifully mild evening and you find warmth as well as contentment in the cool air flowing through your window. You decide to turn in early and get some much needed sleep, but, while you lay there. You feel an itch..like little nibbles on your person and I am not talking about an amorous partner trying to rouse you from your slumber. I speak of something vile and evil yet small. Although minuscule, they are many in number and the bites keep coming causing you to scratch until you leave sores on your skin. What are the creatures that have attached themselves to your feet, legs and even thighs? FLEAS! Yes, fleas that probably hitched a ride on you while you were petting your animal. Fleas that planted themselves in your rug or carpet after you let the animal in to visit. Fleas whom should have only one thing in their future-DEATH. I know. I am being overly dramatic, but, consider trying to rest after a long hard day at work. You kiss your spouse goodn

The Dumb Little Things
Simple things she does for he And in return, he for she A sideways glance across a crowded room A cockeyed smile when the worlds full of gloom Serving his coffee with special sweet treats Rubbing her skin, from neck down to feet Gentle nibbles on the ear and the throat Unplanned kisses setting both hearts afloat Saying "I love you" at just the right time Serving her seafood with capers and lime He burrows and nuzzles and smells her sweet hair She gives up control and releases her cares She does the laundry and he does the shopping He does the sweeping and she does the mopping She's patient with him though he frustrates her so And he in return forgets backrubs she owes! Though the Fates have played tricks and toyed with emotions They no longer question the other ones notions They no longer ask what the other is thinking They take it on faith, they take it unblinking He looks at her smiling, she looks at him knowing They look at each other with passion still growing

Spend A Quiet Couple Of Minutes And Read...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 beers... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "Yes." The professor then produced two beers from under the table and poured the entire

Empty.
My eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my pastThe memories that we once hadNow that you've turned the world against meI'm only trying to win them backWith my eyes sewn shutTo shut down and bathe in these words about meAnd now you're standing alone with your eyes to the sunStanding alone with your eyes to the sunThat heaven and earth may strike their sounds togetherWorlds are ruined this way, And we've all been there time and time againBefore the battle always seem so stillAnd I will see you someday again in the cloudsAnd I will see you someday again in the cloudsAll the world's a stage!And all the world's a stage!With my eyes sewn shutTo shut down and bathe in these words about meAnd now you're standing alone with your eyes to the sunStanding alone with your eyes to the sunThat heaven and earth may strike their sounds togetherWorlds are ruined this way, And we've all been there time and time againTimeMy eyes are glistening with the ghosts of my pastAnd what we once hadAnd all the wo

Wut
"APRIL 24--Terry Nichols, the domestic terrorist who teamed up with Timothy McVeigh to murder 168 people, 19 of them children, in the Oklahoma City bombing, is unhappy with his prison diet, which has left him struggling with "chronic constipation, bleeding, hemorrhoids" due to a lack of insoluble fiber. Remarkably, a federal judge yesterday rejected Nichols's bid for a preliminary injunction against the Bureau of Prisons, though a lawsuit filed last month by the 54-year-old killer remains pending...." ----------- uhm...why is that creature still alive? And has food in a first place? I bet his victims, alot of which were children, can't complain anymore. WTF is wrong with a system here?? That pos is leeching off our taxes, and has still rights to complain...wow...

Time For Change...moving In 4 Days...cant Wait!!!
Wow~ I can't believe I am FINALLY doing it. After almost a year of wanting to, and things always happening that I didn't, I am finally moving back to Iowa. I so can't wait to be back near my family and hopefully reconnect with some really good friends I lost touch with due to a controlling marriage. Although its actually going to be just a lil bit scary for me to be doing this, because Ive been away from my homestate for 12 yrs & going back to where I dont know anyone, the thought of starting completely over, getting my life back together, and making a goood home for my son to grow up in and enjoy his childhood, I am SO excited that I cant hardly sleep at all. I most likely won't have the time to be online at all once I leave Arkansas as I will be too busy getting settled in and getting my son use to life in Iowa ( he is sooo excited..tho he will have to wait til winter to see snow). I just want to say THANK YOU to all my awesome friends here and especially to one certain person, w

And So It Begins...
Well. Hi, folks. If anyone's reading this, there's something horribly wrong with you. Run while you still can and seek professional help. Really. I suppose the point of a blog is to recount recent events and share your thoughts with others. When the fuck did we stop calling that a journal or diary? Anyway. Let's see. I'm presently being stalked by a woman who's ugly as sin, 10 years older than me, and married with a kid. My job officially sucks. I've been fucked outta 7 months' worth of vacation and sick time because of my company. And now, instead of giving me full-time benefits like they SHOULD'VE 7 months ago (Okay. Technically, they had twelve weeks, so they shoulda given me full-time benefits 4 months ago. But whatever.) they're cutting my hours. I haven't seen my family in over two years. Which is really starting to suck. The girl I'd been dating finally told me she's bisexual. And her girlfriend is jealous of me. Lovely. I need a fuckin' drink. Damn you. Damn everyone. "I

The Cake
Time poll crowns 4chan founder moot 'most influential person' 6:58 PM, April 27, 2009 ***i must point out one fallacy...in reference to the "cake"...the media was trolled there when they alleged it to be the chat room for anti scientology raids, lol*** North Americans are worrying about swine flu. PC users are worrying about the Conficker virus. And companies promoting democratic Internet polls have to worry about 4chan. Members of the underground message board appear to have successfully gamed Time's third annual World's Most Influential Person poll. Time has relented and officially crowned the founder of 4chan, who goes by the alias "moot," as the winner. Time directly addresses the apparent orchestration by 4chan to influence the poll's results in its follow-up article. Moot "handily beat the likes of Barack Obama, Vladimir Putin and Oprah Winfrey," Time writes. "To put the magnitude of the upset in perspective, it's worth noting that everyone moot beat out actually

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Day One
OK so today is day one of the diet. Here I am going to record how it goes what it does how I do blahbitty blah blah. So I haven't had a lemonaid yet. Had the senna tea last night... didn't do anything yet though. I have my stuff all set for work and yes NO MORE CIGARETTES!!!! So far its been about 12 hours and I'm feeling great. I am starting this diet at 218 lbs. I dunno measurments so I can't put em in, but I'm a fat ass. I'm trying for 500 crunches a day and Danny and I will take a walk tonight. Not like we can stay home and eat dinner lmao. OK almost time for work. No smokes, no food, NO PROBLEM!!!! Well its almost bedtime. I have made it through day one. I am starving and I would gladly kill a kitten for a pizza, but i feel good and i survived with less than 600 calories all day. I gotta tell ya cooking lunch today for the kids almost did me in, but I just drank a little more lemonaid a glass of water and I was good to go. I was full of energy today too, which I didn't expect.

Immortal Beloved
IMMORTAL BELOVEDThe First Letter July 6, in the morningMy angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to

Comes And Goes....
Comes And Goes lyrics This one's for the lonely The ones that seek and find Only to be let down Time after time This one's for the torn down The experts at the fall Come on friends get up now You're not alone at all And this part was for her This part was for her This part was for her Does she remember? It comes and goes in waves, i.... This one's for the faithless The ones that are surprised They are only where they are now Regardless of their fight This one's for believing If only for it's sake Come on friends get up now Love is to be made And this part was for her This part was for her This part was for her Does she remember? It comes and goes in waves, I am only led to wonder why It comes and goes in waves I am only led to wonder why Why I try This is for the ones who stand For the ones who try again For the ones who need a hand For the ones who think they can It comes and goes in waves, I am only led to wonder why It comes and goes in waves I am only led to wonder why Why I try

Me
I realised last nite, how horrible of a person i have been =*( I realised that i have been totally and complelty selfesh. It took my fiance to say we need a break and actually taking that break from me to see what i was doing wrong=*( Yea it hurt like hell and made me cry for hours but it was for our own benifit. I know she is comming back to me, i know she loves me so much and wants to be with me, but i was completely selfesh to her and i thought i wasnt =*( but i was wrong and i see that now. And i hurt her, and thats something i never ever ever!!! EVER want to do again and i wont! I always wanted to be the damn center of attention and i cant belive i was like that! i hated those types of girls with a passion and here i was being one of them *splaps him self hard* i deserve that from my fiance, but she isnt here to do it =*( . But baby girl, i see now how horriblke i have been i wont be like that anymore!! Im sorry baby gril

Songs Through The Years (1974 Top-100
1. The Way We Were, Barbra Streisand2. Seasons In The Sun, Terry Jacks3. Love's Theme, Love Unlimited Orchestra4. Come And Get Your Love, Redbone5. Dancing Machine, Jackson 56. The Loco-Motion, Grand Funk Railroad7. TSOP, MFSB8. The Streak, Ray Stevens9. Bennie And The Jets, Elton John10. One Hell Of A Woman, Mac Davis11. Until You Come Back To Me (That's What I'm Gonna Do), Aretha Franklin12. Jungle Boogie, Kool and The Gang13. Midnight At The Oasis, Maria Muldaur14. You Make Me Feel Brand New, Stylistics15. Show And Tell, Al Wilson16. Spiders And Snakes, Jim Stafford17. Rock On, David Essex18. Sunshine On My Shoulder, John Denver19. Sideshow, Blue Magic20. Hooked On A Feeling, Blue Swede21. Billy Don't Be A Hero, Bo Donaldson and The Heywoods22. Band On The Run, Paul McCartney and Wings23. The Most Beautiful Girl, Charlie Rich24. Time In A Bottle, Jim Croce25. Annie's Song, John Denver26. Let Me Be There, Olivia Newton-John27. Sundown, Gordon Lightfoot28. (You're) Having My Baby, Pau