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Thank You, My Friend
Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com My friends are always there for me, and yet they know so little about me. They don't much care what I look like or how old I am, but they like my company anyway. We chat online, and send cute notes and things back and forth. They cheer me up when I am feeling down, and laugh with me when I am feeling good. We may share secrets, and know that they are safe. We share neat pages, pics and other cute stuff. We give each other little gifts along the way. We learn about each others lives, and send smiles and hugs each others way. We help each other get through the day. If I need someone to talk to, they are there for me.I cherish each and every one of them. Thank you all for being my friend. Tammie Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Largest Database of ImagesFor

More Quotes
I love quotes, sometimes they help to see that there is hope. I found some that i really loved tonight thought I would share them with you ...... Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own. -- Robert A. Heinlein Live through feeling and you will live through love. For feeling is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth. -- Matt Zotti Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness. -- Bertrand Russell The way to find out if you love someone or not, is by talking to them. The more you talk to them the more you either hate them or love them. -- Brad Breitenstein The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart. -- Jaime H. Young No woman/man is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry. -- Source Unknown If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go

Learning To Live Without You
Learning to live life without you has been very hard these past 2 weeks, I find myself always wanting to pick up the phone to call you and then relize you wont be answering the phone, theres still so much that i really need to talk to you about... The shit at home still aint no better, and Im still trying real hard to find a real job, and a place..... the baby was talkin bout you the other day.....im sure you herd... i was talking about how beautifull you were and how much of a solid gold heart you had, and how luckey i was to have had you as my friend... i ment what i said about you being all of our gaurdian angels... Nilton isnt doing good, im sure you know that as well to huh? he still has the bad days, i guess like all of us... i couldnt bring myselff to call your mom today, because i couldnt bear to hear her cry... and not for me but for her.... i cant keep taking on all this pain that your passing has caused because i will never beable to move on.... i want so badly to move on, a

Dear Daddy
18 years ago you left us....never to hear your voice or see your face again...how i miss you...Jackie is so big now she is 15 and you would have spoiled her beyond belief...you never got to see her or any of your grandchildren...there are 5 now...but wait you do see 2 of your grandchildren everyday don't ya....how glorious it will be when we are all reunited.... Daddy i miss you so much and i want to see you again...to hear your voice, to see you, to talk to you even though you always wondered where my off switch was....i used to watch you sit on the porch with Taffy and play your guitar so softly....and how i wish i could look out the window and see you sitting there 18 years hasn't taken the pain of losing you away...i love you as much today as i ever did....i know that you are in a better place and that you aren't sick anymore but that doesn't help to ease the pain of you being taken away so young...there was so much you wanted to see and you didn't live long enough to see any

(pet) Leash Me Beat Me Toss Me Aside.......i'm Used To It Promise.....=)
The more i meet the more i learn the pain from the past you want to know something about me well cmere, come closer look into these eyes see the pain see the tears all this anger all this hate is all i am....I've been used ive been hurt so many times makes me feel worthless...you may all think im nice happy cheery nothing could dent the happy attitude an uplifting tones.... its all a cherade... a mask an act im dead inside i feel but very little my first love was the very first step into anything to do with a woman... she was 18 i was 16 so you know she's seen alot more...i was attracted to her for her inteliegence and her breast size.... yeah two great things i love one part of me i shouldnt have been thinking with... we got to know eachother i fell in love so naive was i at that age the pain the darkness in so many hearts i was blind to see what trutly was there.. soon she began showing me things doing things with me that were amazing..so i thot the more we went out the deeper i dug

" 7 Yr Old Explaining Sex"!!
this is how a kid explains sex...HAHA FUNNY SHIT!! Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pr

Please Read
I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, And jumped up off my knees. My Christian duty was now done My soul could rest at ease..... All day long I had no time To spread a word of cheer No time to speak of Christ to friends, They'd laugh at me I'd fear. No time, no time, too much to do, That was my constant cry, No time to give to souls in need But at last the time, the time to die. I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God! held a book; It was the book of life. God looked into his book and said "Your name I cannot find I once was going to write it down... But never found the time" READ THE FIRST LINE CAREFULLY. . If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust

Love & Understanding About It By Diff Famous Ppl
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? [by Albert Einstein] We only regard those unions as real examples of love and real marriages in which a fixed and unalterable decision has been taken. If men or women contemplate an escape, they do not collect all their powers for the task. In none of the serious and important tasks of life do we arrange such a "getaway." We cannot love and be limited.[ by Albert Adler] I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.[Alfred Tennyson] The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.[Allan K Chalmer] Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.[Ambrose Beirce] Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been lookin

Path To Victory
From this moment, there is a path that leads toward victory and another path that leads toward defeat. Which path is your awareness focused upon? Each pathway is equally valid, equally realistic, and equally accessible. Which path have you chosen to follow? The particular circumstances of this moment don't really matter that much. What matters is what you decide to do with what you have right now. Know, without a doubt, that there is a very real path that goes from where you are now to where you would most like to be. Know it and you will surely see it. Always, there is hope, for always you can take a step forward. Step by step, you can work your way to any place you choose. Get yourself on the path that leads to victory, to accomplishment and fulfillment of your most deeply held purposes. That path is surely here right now, ready for you to take the next step.

My Only Hope
my only hope for this life is to do something great. i dont know what ill do but i hope one day before im gone i get there. a good mommy, or a good daughter , or something that i just havent been.something little ? something big? ... something

Karma Sutra
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Keeping Your Energy Strong
Centered And Safe Being a sensitive person in this world can sometimes feel very draining due to the fact that we are very receptive to the energy of the people and environment around us. Still, we want to be part of situations that involve small or large groups of people, and we would like to do it without becoming overwhelmed or exhausted. With a few simple strategies we can entertain at home and socialize in the world without running the risk of losing ourselves in someone else's energy or giving our energy away. All this takes is a little time and practice, and the result-being part of social events without ending up depleted-is well worth the effort. The whole purpose of this self-care ritual is to help keep yourself strong energetically when you are in a situation that could potentially be draining. For example, if you are having a party, you might take some time to prepare beforehand. Just as you spend time cleaning your home and preparing food, it is essential to prepare

Round 2
Well, I took a whole week and I still can't figure out why everything went so wrong. I guess that I should have known it from the start that I was just a temporary replacement. Maybe I just wanted to believe so badly that somebody actually loved me that I was deaf, dumb, and blind to the obvious. I can't make heads or tails of the situation and I'm done trying to. I mean, can you tell me why someone would go back to their ex on their anniversary with their new significant other? Pretty effed up right? Oh well, she's not worried about it, so I won't be either. I wish people always mean what they say...especially when they say "I love you."

Also I Have A Question.....
So I'm thinking about getting another tattoo. Im thinking capricorn symbol but not sure. Plus I have no clue where I want to put it....I'm a corporate girl so I can't be all willy nilly with it ya know! So your thoughts and suggestions are appreciated! Mwah! Sexii CapriQueen

Playlist For The Week Of 5/8/07 - 5/15/07.
Anthrax - Spreading The Disease Carcass - Necroticism: Descanting The Insalubrious Carpathian Forest - Fuck You All!!!! Coroner - Grin Dark Throne - Plaguewielder Genitorturers - 120 Days Of Genitorture Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Hypocrisy - Penetralia Impaled - Death After Life Incantation - Primordial Domination Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Alive III Left Hand Solution - Fevered Megadeth - Peace Sells...But Who's Buying? Mercyful Fate - The Bell Witch EP Motley Crue - Girls, Girls, Girls Opprobrium - Discerning Forces Overkill - Necroshine Pestilence - Malleus Maleficarum Poison - Open Up And Say...Ahh! Sathanas - Black Earth Sinister - Cross The Styx Skid Row - Skid Row Solitude Aeturnus - Adagio Unleashed - Victory W.A.S.P. - The Last Command

Memorabilia
My mind lets go a thousand things Like dates of wars and deaths of kings And yet recalls the very hour- Noon by yonder tower And the last blue noon in April The wind came briskly up this way Crisping the brook beside the road; Then pausing here, set down its load Of pine scents, and shook listlessly Two petals from that wild rose tree.

What Every Kiss Means !!
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I like you./ love you ____________________________________________________ ¢¾What the gesture means¢¾ -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ ¢¾Advice¢¾ Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.(or could

Sad And Quiet Night...
It was a sad and quiet night, with words as my shade, I wrote this poem to you, hoping that the pain would fade. Hoping that the pain would fade, the pain I feel in me, as each second passes by, the time might set me free. It was a sad and quiet night, when I faced the hardest part, cause I was all by myself, with a broken heart. It was a sad and quiet night, with my head in hand, when I learned to accept, and how to understand. Now I do understand, that reality is pain, which brought me tears, and left me in the rain. It was a sad and quiet night, as my dreams went through, I realize this will never be, This fantasy, of me and you. I love you much more, Than mere words can express, And i feel my heart breaking, Shattering in my chest. We long to be together, No longer miles apart, Yet we want what's only possible, In our minds and our hearts.

This Is The Week That Was 05/13/07
This Is The Week That Was For May 13th, 2007 Gimme Your Money Or I’ll Squirt Ya’” Two young Kansas boys, 11 and 14, walked into a Dollar General Store brandishing a weapon and demanded money. A skirmish between the clerk and the older boy ensued, (the older boy had the gun). While this was going on the 11 year-old grabbed the money from the cash register. The police nabbed the suspects within minutes and, later, found the deadly weapon… a squirt gun wrapped in black electrical tape. "It's very troubling that a kid that is 11 years old can formulate the thought in their mind to do something like this," police Maj. Pat Kitchens said. Police said that it doesn’t matter whether the weapon fired bullets or simply squirted water; a crime was committed. "The crime is dictated by the behavior of the suspects in this instance," Kitchens said. “Well, one thing is for sure; if you did not wet your pants, they could do it for you.” *******************************************

Thinking Of The Smile
The smile that owns me Smile that is to me so wonderful and sweet Smile that is all I have longed to greet Love the smile that hold my heart Wishing to hold the owner and never part From sweet smile and sun dancing eyes I am so I love with that smile it’s no surprise That such beauty hold my captive and true Smile for me when we meet and I will belong to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Overcoming Fear And Meeting Women In Bars
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Fine Your Voice
I know you wanna speak but theres no sound There's something going wrong inside right now Silent tears cant eplain What your heart cant reveal Don't let your fear take control of what you feel When you find your voice inside your heart I will be there for you wherever you are When you are afraid to speak the words will come to you When you find your voice, be strong for yourself All that you had for so long will be proud of you When you find your voice

Bye Texas
well well well my dear ol friends of the Cherrytap! I just got a plane ticket home! so its kidna sad to say my days here are gonna come to an end well not really ill be here everyso often!! if any of you want my number or email address to keep in touch with me in utah let me know ill be more then happy to let ya know! love you all and thank you all for bein so kind and bein my friends!!! I will be home as of teh 25 good bye texas hello utah!!!

Sister-in-laws That Are Evil
i have a sister in law that i really don't like she is a evil b---- and i don't care for her at all. she has two kids by my brother and know that they are about to split up she told my mother that she never felt like she was every a part of our family. this is far from the truth my mother has been over backwards to be more than kind to her she has always tried to make her feel like she was a big part of the family. well the meat of the story is know that my brother and this evil person may be calling it quites. she told my mother that she could (never) see her two grand kids ever and not to come and try to vist them. my brother is not trying to make it any better he won't tell her to let my mom see the kids i sent him an email and no return. my question is what should my mother do are there any type of rights for grandparents?

Best Day Ever
A new day has dawned. And with it, countless new positive possibilities have been born. Certainly there are difficulties and obstacles in your life and in your world. Yet they are always outnumbered by your blessings. Focus today on those blessings. Give your attention and your awareness to what's right with life. Those who wish to control you and to take advantage of you will seek to fill your thoughts with fear and discouragement. Yet there is really no reason for you to be fearful or discouraged. For life is not what someone tells you it will be. Life is precisely what you make it. By focusing on the good things, on the positive possibilities, on your blessings and opportunities, you can make life truly magnificent. A new day has dawned, and you can choose to make it the best day ever. -- Ralph Marston

Are You Like Your Mom?
You Are Totally Like Your Mom You and your mom are practically clones. You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds. You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you. Are You Like Your Mom?

Legend Of The White Buffalo
One summer a long time ago, the seven sacred council fires of the Lakota Sioux came together and camped. The sun was strong and the people were starving for there was no game. Two young men went out to hunt. Along the way, the two men met a beautiful young woman dressed in white who floated as she walked. One man had bad desires for the woman and tried to touch her, but was consumed by a cloud and turned into a pile of bones. The woman spoke to the second young man and said, "Return to your people and tell them I am coming." This holy woman brought a wrapped bundle to the people. She unwrapped the bundle giving to the people a sacred pipe and teaching them how to use it to pray. "With this holy pipe, you will walk like a living prayer," she said. The holy woman told the Sioux about the value of the buffalo, the women and the children. "You are from Mother Earth," she told the women, "What you are doing is as great as the warriors do." Before she left, she told the people she would r

The Legend Of The Dream Catcher
Long ago when the world was young, an old Lakota spiritual leader was on a high mountain and had a vision. In his vision, Iktomi, the great trickster and teacher of wisdom, appeared in the form of a spider. Iktomi spoke to him in a sacred language that only the spiritual leaders of the Lakota could understand. As he spoke Iktomi, the spider, took the elder's willow hoop which had feathers, horse hair, beads and offerings on it and began to spin a web. He spoke to the elder about the cycles of life...and how we begin our lives as infants and we move on to childhood, and then to adulthood. Finally, we go to old age where we must be taken care of as infants, completing the cycle. "But," Iktomi said as he continued to spin his web, "in each time of life there are many forces -- some good and some bad. If you listen to the good forces, they will steer you in the right direction. But if you listen to the bad forces, they will hurt you and steer you in the wrong direction."

How The World Was Made (cherokee)
The earth is a great island floating in a sea of water, and suspended at each of the four cardinal points by a cord hanging down from the sky vault, which is of solid rock. When the world grows old and worn out, the people will die and the cords will break and let the earth sink down into the ocean, and all will be water again. The Indians are afraid of this. When all was water, the animals were above in Gälûñ'lätï, beyond the arch; but it was very much crowded, and they were wanting more room. They wondered what was below the water, and at last Dâyuni'sï, "Beaver's Grandchild," the little Water-beetle, offered to go and see if it could learn. It darted in every direction over the surface of the water, but could find no firm place to rest. Then it dived to the bottom and came up with some soft mud, which began to grow and spread on every side until it became the island which we call the earth. It was afterward fastened to the sky with four cords, but no one remembers who did this.

Bottle Of Lost Souls....
Bored, while on fucking niquil....and feeling like the most pointless person ever as a result....Niquil is more liked Bottled lost souls...b/c you don't know where the hell your at whenever you take the shit. Coma, afterlife, purgatory, stuck in Texas for all eternity with raining conservatives around you, a lost island with hippies, all you can smoke weed and divine peace, hearing Bush's speech inability nonstop, a place with nothing but sex, drugs, alcohol, and metal....and the list goes on.

My Twisted Life
Can't you see, The pain in my eyes, For every scar, And every cry. Don't ask me, What you can do, Because now I'm broken, It's because of you. Dare to kiss me, One last time, Choke me sweetly, And say your line. Maybe we, Weren't the best, Couple in the world, But we, always beat the rest. Can't say I won't miss you, Can't you see, I love you baby, And I asked you not to leave. But slit my wrists, Kiss me goodnight, It's over now, My twisted life.

Block Me Pls
OK TO ALL THE FUCKING ASSHOLES THAT HAVE STARTED SHIT HERE FOR ME AND A FEW OTHER PPL THAT I KNO PLS DO ME A FAVOR AND FUCKING BANN ME FROM YOUR FUCKING PAGE AND DO IT NOW PLS I'M SICK AND FUCKING TIERD OF THE FUCKING SHIT PPL SAY THEY ARE STANDING UP FOR YOU BUT IN REALITY THEY ARE STABING YOU RIGHT IN THE FUCKING BACK WELL YHALL KNO WHAT FUCK ALL OF YOU FUCKING LOW LIFE PEICES OF FUCKING INTERNET SHIT AND YHALL KNO WHO IM TALKING ABOUT I HOPE YOU ALL DIE AND RIGHT IN FUCKING HELL YOU CALL YOUR SELFS FREINDS HAHAHAHAHA NOW THAT SHIT RIGHT THERE IS FUNNY IF YOU ASK ME BUT PLS DO ME THAT FUCKING FAVOR AND BLOCK ME CUZ I COOULD CARE LESS IF I EVER FUCKING TALK TO YOU FUCKING BITCHES/ASSHOLES GO TO FUCKING HELL AND HAVE A VERY NICE SLOW PAINFULL DEATH YOU FUCKING PEICES OF FUCKING SHIT the wicked one is out PEACE DJ WICKED

Horoscope Day Some Time Or Another
There's nothing wrong with having stuff. But when it gets to the point where stuff isn't enhancing your life, but preventing you from having one, it's time to let it go. What about having a garage sale or donating to charity?

I Want.......
i want to feel the trembling of your chest as you surrender to a rumbling moan i want to run my fingers through your hair and clench it tightly within my fists i want to hear your rough sexy voice as you coax me to dizzying heights i want to squeeze, caress, lick and torture you into lust filled abandon i want to touch your body until your skin burns with hot desire i want to run my tongue around places not yet explored i want to feel the power of you between my thighs i want to feel you nibble all my soft tender spots i want to smell and taste your musky maleness i want to feel your breath hot against my neck i want to feel your fingers tease me til i ache i want to ride hard to our complete surrender i want to feel our climaxing tremors shake us i want to build our fires higher and hotter i want to go crazy with my need for you i want to hear you scream out my name i want to touch myself in anticipation i want to pulse with my need for you i want to ache for you in

Hawaii
The 50th state, The Aloha State, Hawaii was a place that I lived in from 1997-2000 when I was a soldier in the US Army. A truly wondrous and beautiful state, with black sand beaches and active volcanoes. I remember when being stationed to Hawaii was offered to me in the summer of 1996. You didn't have to ask me twice or bend my arm behind my back to get me to sign the dotted line for another three years. Hawaii! A place that I had always dreamed about visiting, much less living there. I was ignorant enough not to study the history of the islands, to find out how Hawaii became our 50th state. I wouldn't take the time to research until I had left the islands to go back to the mainland. It was in 1893 that the US overthrew the monarchy of Hawaii and in 1898 it was annexed and became a US territory. It seems that in our history, our government can do what it pleases without taking into consideration of the consequences of it's actions. The annexation ranks among the darkest chapt

So Now What Do I Do?
Ok I'm asking the question. I have Tuesday's free for the first time in 62 weeks and I really don't know what to do with myself. I do know what I should be doing. I have a resumé to revise, job hunting to do, programming languages to write, a web site to build for a client, etc. All of those little things which require the proverbial "Round Tuit" which I have buried on my desk somewhere around here... *looks to his pile of stuff threatening to eat the keyboard* In the meanwhile, I will be playing around here, making friends, getting to know people and finding my place. Who knows??? Suggestions are helpful....

Best Dressed Contest
Hey all yes i decided to be brave and entered my first contest. Its a best dressed contest so Please Comment Bomb like no tomarrow and Rate as well the rate deals with the tie breaker if thier is one also who ever helps me i will get them individual gifts the best i can so here is the pic of the one in the contest.Thank You to all who helps me out with this in the long run it also helps out for everyone.

I Know Who I Am
I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15) I am united with the Lord (1 Cor. 6:17) I am bought with a price (1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth (Matt. 5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ (1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant (Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31-34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God (2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God (Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by God (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph. 3: 12) I

The Cats Ass
We had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two boys are fighting over the toy in the cereal box. I am trying to nurse my little one at the same time I am putting on my make-up. Everything is a mess and everyone has lon

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
OK I AM FAT AND HUGE! This is my secret. Why bother leaving me comments like this? 2007-5-21 17:13:42 You know most of your photos are the same you should try useing someone help you get some more full pics of you.

The Lord Works In Mysterious Ways
After starting a new diet I altered my drive to work to avoid passing my favorite bakery. I accidentally drove by the bakery this morning, and as I approached, there in the window were a host of goodies. I felt this was no accident, so I prayed ... "Lord, it's up to you, if you want me to have any of those delicious goodies, create a parkin g place for me directly in front of the bakery." And sure enough, on the eighth time around the block, there it was! God is so Good!"

Forbidden Love Poem
So many nights spent crossing the line Between friendship and love. Two hearts meeting at the wrong time. And struggling to rise above. A temptation of two lovers fate. Each night behind closed doors. Giving in to passion before it's too late. Resistance binds them no more. Heart to heart, and soul to soul. Together on fantasy's ride. Each others pleasure is their goal. Their love they have to hide. They know they shouldn't be together. But she just can't resist his kiss. For his love she'll wait forever. For she has known no passion like this. Forbidden love is what they share. But he lives for her tender touch. For her love, all he'll dare. Together they risk so much.

And Yes I Know It's Bad
Why must I be tortured so? To make me feel in an all time low? To have to be reminded of one gone who likes to call me his graceful swan? There are way to many things that remind me of him whom I love to chat. Why has my handsome desert fox has to be in iraq among so many rocks? I don't think one can easily survive or even to think to thrive when their loved one is in the war behind a gun. -Talk2animals

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Anguish, Fear, And Sorrow, Are Emotions We All Feel
"Anguish, fear, and sorrow, are emotions we all feel, but never more strongly than in our adolescence. When just having an acne-rabid skin, can mean a lifetime of loneliness. One's acceptance by others, is a barometer of one's popularity. If one is different, a misfit, maybe unattractive, unathletic, one is in for a lifetime of cruelty and suffering, that will traumatize permanently. You see scars are souvenirs you never loose. The past is never far. You can try to repress it. You can try to hold it back. You can try to deny it. But it will still continue to grow... stronger, and stronger. Like a malignant cancer, that can't be satiated. Each of us manifests our pain in different manners. Whether it's three in the morning in bed... tears in one's eye. Whether it's a need to destroy everything beautiful, or just simply shutting one's self off from society. My father never gave me what I needed, so I understand what it's like to do without. They should understand this. They should give w

Secret Lies In The Night
I am the whisper in the dark The one you dare not speak I am a heart torn in a box The secret lies that you keep I am the upside of truth When her lies fill your head I am the honest sleepless nights Yet I'm not in your bed I am intense romance in the dark Breathtaking from with in I am your undeniable fiend I am your absolute favorite sin You are my stolen moment When he lies next to me You are the tears on my cheek After our nights pointless ecstasy So I will stay a whisper If you keep my lie in the night And I will remain torn If you keep the box shut tight.

I Need A Ct Wife..apply Within
OKAY LADIES....I HAVE BEEN A SINGLE CHERRY LONG ENOUGH. I AM LOOKING FOR A CT WIFE. IF YOU THINK YOU WOULD LIKE TO HAVE THE HOTTEST GUY ON CT BE YOUR HUBBY, PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSEGE AND TELL ME WHY YOU WANT TO BE MY WIFE. GO INTO DETAILS IF YOU LIKE. I WILL CHOOSE BASED ON INDIVIDUAL APPLICATION. IF YOU ARE SELECTED YOU WILL RECIEVE ALL MY ATTENTION. I WILL RATE ALL YORU PICS AND BOMB ANY CONTEST YOU ARE IN. SO COME ON LADIES...I AM VERY LONELY..(LOL). I WILL SELECT THE NEW WIFE THIS FRIDAY. "WANT SUM, CUM GET SUM"@ CherryTAP

Just For A Smile
I have a little poem, I'll try to make it quick; The subject is quite simple: the joy of owning dick. A penis is a splendid thing; you ladies should be jealous. An organ with such lovely skin, it's smooth and mostly hairless. It starts to grow so quickly when a guy's about thirteen, His testicles on either side, his willy in between. It dangles neatly down below; it's softly warm and loyal. But at the slightest hint of lust, it's ready to uncoil. It seems to have a mind all of its own; it's like an untamed beast, It squirms and writhes and stretches out, just when you 'spect it least. Sometimes, yes, it misbehaves, erecting when it shouldn't. A bumpy train ride sets it off, and then I wish it wouldn't. During summer, wearing little, sunning on the beach, A glimpse of wobbly boobs or bums will make it squirm and reach. But handle it with love and care, for it will give great pleasure. I often check if it has grown - now when did I last measure? Some me

Heath Ledger
A Message From The Joker By: Stax For: IGN Shortly after Heath Ledger's Joker was finally revealed in all his creepy glory, the viral marketing site that revealed the first look at The Dark Knight's Clown Prince of Crime has been taken down ... or has it? The site -- IBelieveInHarveyDentToo -- initially boasted a vandalized portrait of the "I Believe in Harvey Dent" mock political ad that debuted last week before the first close-up look at Ledger's Joker was gradually revealed underneath it. The Joker pic has since been removed from the site, which is now apparently blank save for a "Page not found" message. But that's not all that's there. As countless readers have informed us, when you highlight the site's black background you see an endless "Hahahahaha," presumably scrawled by the Joker himself. However, not all the letters are "H" and "A"; the ones that aren't spell out the cryptic message, "See you in December." Is that a clue as to when fans can finally

An Angel Cared
An Angel Cared by Dan McDonald Maddening, swirling, tumultuous thoughts give my heart no peace Muscles tensing, heart's wrenching, longing for release Walled off from emotions, numbed to dreams of bliss Frantically grasping for a hold, sliding further into the abyss All color drains from my world, subtle shades of gray permeate Broken shards cast illusions, hope falsely propagates A former warrior, battle tested, I frantically disguise my fears Resolve dissolves, nervousness abounds as my refuge disappears As autumn's cycle nears an end, the ice begins to advance Stealthily attacking, patiently awaiting for a perfect chance A frozen heart, desolate and bare, obscures all that would try to see The warmth reflected, gives off no heat, illusions mask reality On hands and knees, mumbling pleas, I search for sanctuary To glimpse beyond this desolation, to a world of possibility Eyes closed, perceptions peeked, it hovers beyond my reach A whispered supplication, alone, the

Kids Say The Darndest Things...lol
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him ". A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, "They will in a minute."

Woot Woot Another Horoscope
Teddy Roosevelt said to speak softly and carry a big stick. There's something to that. When you're really aware of your own power, you don't need to show it off. It just radiates from you without any need for display.

People Kinda Suck...
I was thinking today, and although I already knew it, it still pisses me off. The human race in general sucks and I pretty much have no friends that are decent. People never do what they say they are going to do and you know what I have to say about it? Fuck 'em! I'm over trying to be friends with people who put no effort into being friends with me. So fuck them all!!!

How Does It Feel (short Poem)
How does it feel to know I don’t love you How does it feel to know I’m not there When you sitting at home with nothing to do, Knowing I’m out laughing with someone not even thinking bout you How does it feel to be scared and alone How does it feel when no one is home How does it feel to be stressed out and in pain How does it feel to know that I’m oh so vane To know I never loved you Not even when you were new To know I just use you Until I’m finally through How does it feel to know that I lied Did it just make you want to cry How does it feel to know its not true How does it feel to know that I love you To know I’m lost with out your guidance With out your laughter, nothing but silence How does it feel to be loved so much How does it feel that warm soft touch Knowing I do what ever it took With out a word, and barely a look How does it feel to know the truth Step out of the dark and into my booth © Biker REDS 2007

Somethin I Was Wonderin
ok if there is something that you know will better your life and your childs would you do it i want to do something were i know it will better my life and my daughters but i keep being pushed away from it just something i thought i would share with u all

We Have A Colorado Shack
wife called tonight at 7:10pm eastern time telling me that we got the ok for the trailor in colorado so now i'll have to take a few days off from work and maybe fly out to sign papers or have them fedex to me to do up.yeeeeeeee fucking haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL MEMORIAL DAY MEMORIAL DAY 2007 Memorial Day began as a memorial for Civil War veterans. It has become both, a National Decoration Day of family graves, and the holiday that opens the summer season. It is celebrated with backyard barbecues, outdoor picnics, and parades. Waterloo, New York was recognized by President Lyndon Johnson and both houses of Congress, as the birthplace of Memorial Day because the town decorated the graves of Civil War veterans as early as May 5, 1866. The claim is contested by Boalsburg, Pennsylvania, which claims to have begun the practice of decorating soldier's graves two years earlier than Waterloo. Another source claims that two years after the Civil War, it was southern women in Columbus, Mississippi who decorated the braves of both Confederate and Union men. Nevertheless, sources agree that it was General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic who designated May 30, 1868, " as a day for strewing with flowers or

Why Is It
why is it that i always attract pervs and horndogs,i came on ct to find friends and some of you are good and true friends but some are direspectfull and doesnt know how to treat women..i came on ct to also try to boost my selfesteam and some of you helped me do that you people are awsome..i wish that you guys could read how you realy sound when you say the things you do to woman,i realy tought that i was ugly because of two men that was in my life and realy left me total distroyed and i want to thank the ones that has always been here since i started ct you all are awsome,love susan

Safe!!
THE WEDDING TEST I was a very happy man. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me...It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was bra-less. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a nice view. It had to be deliberate. Because she never did it when she was near anyone else. One day her 'little' sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, 'I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild f

" I Am "
I am the Will of God. I am the purity of love, joy and peace united as one. I am the essence of giving and of joining. I am the state of mind where there is total absence of fear, guilt, anger, and hate, pain, and sickness, and of judgment and separation of any kind. I am the reflection of God's Love, and hence I am everywhere; I have no boundaries and no form. I am the light of the world, and hence, I am a reflection of all that is beautiful. I am a reflection of the simplicity of the flowers, the sand on the beach, the singing of the birds, the sound of the waves on the shore, and the stillness of the lake. I am a reflection of that is gentle, kind, tender, compassionate, and of all that is trusting and honest. I am that state of mind where there is only eternal life, and there is no death; and where there is only happiness. I am the essence of Spirit, and that is my spiritual being that is my idenity. I am whole and united with all life. I am invisib

Smiles & Hugs
Share a smile and hug today With everyone you can Spread some joy and happiness You'll make a happy friend! You'll find smiles are contagious And hugs are always free So to start your day off right Here's one of each from me! Smiles & Hugs

A Friend In You
I have smiles to give away hugs and kisses too I save them up every day so I can send them to you I know I can always count on you even when I am down you laugh with me and make me smile with you, I never frown You are so very dear to me whether near or miles apart I hope you can clearly see you're so close to my heart I want to thank you for all your caring you are a dear friend of mine we have so many good times sharing with you I will always shine! This friendship we have made together will last through thick and thin no matter how stormy the weather I know I always have a friend in... YOU! Thank you for being my dear friend.

Online Friends
My Dear Online Friend.....Got this from someone...It is so true.......Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come back".... All I ask is you remember me in the good times we had..... Keep me close to your heart....Friends forever... Pass this on to all your friends....If I get it back.... I know you care

Back Again
I know, I know I made some type of promise, perhaps even a resolution to blog more. Oh well, guess I've been busy, plus didn't really want to get into anything too personal. I've decided to hold things in more, or even just talk about it and be done with it rather than dragging it along. I've made some pretty drastic changes in my life, which have turned out to be very beneficial for me personally. The important thing is that they have benefited ME. I guess some would view that as selfish, but after being so selfless for a while and not doing what's best for me I decided it was about time to make some changes. Some of those changes are easily seen, because they are physical changes. I've lost 13lbs overall, 20lbs of fat, gained 7 pounds of muscle and my body fat is down to 20% from 28%. With that obviously comes part of the mental turnaround where I feel better about myself because of my appearance. I've come to a peace with certain things in my life, so their previous effect on me

Today Is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day
Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so please send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back to me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Have a wonderful day !

Confession
Confession Of A Broken Heart Pain... Tenson... Fatigue... Depression... Anger... Aggression... Frustration... All these unwanted sensations. Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget to eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the coner of my mind. Repeating, resiting, insisting, refusing to be denied its recognition of it position in my frustration, confusion, delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to again by. Forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused unclear, out of control. My world spinning, spinning, spinning. My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic,Oh its tragic, I'm losing my mind..

Angel Poems
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end. ------------------------ Guardian Angel My Favorite Friend! I look to you from morning until daylight end! From the heavens I call on y

Lets Talk About Love Baby
I've been trying to keep pretty busy lately although I haven't really wanted to. I'm sick of working so much. I guess it gets like this every summer for me. I've been dealing with a lot of stress and unneeded crap. I think I've been doing alright for the most part. I've been wanting to write but every time I try to sit down and do it I can't seem to piece together my thoughts and ideas correctly. I guess honestly sometimes it's also because I've just got to many things running through my head. So I got thinking lately about some stuff because of the people in my life and the things they say. The love thing the people who say it, and what it means to certain people. I've been in a few serious relationships and every one of them that I have been in the guy/boy has told me they loved me before I was ready to say it or feel it. I've never said it to anyone just because they've said it to me. I guess maybe in the relationship situation it's me being a hopeless romantic that I jus

Fighting
Fighting ~Tony Martinez Can't give up It's an uphill climb You constantly fighting against me My heart aches but I can't show the pain Keep going don't stop I tell myself Over and over In the early mornings Or the late nights When all is quiet and still I can still touch your heart I help you remember What it's like For the rest of the day I have to fight Claw, scratch, for every inch So much pain I cry in the dark corners Fighting for you For those moments In the early morning & late nights To touch your heart To make you happy Fighting to make those moments Last longer and longer Til they last forever I love you I know you say as I smile and continue fighting.

Hey Everybody!
I just wanted to say that I am very sorry for not being on here and being a b*tch lately. For those of you who don't know my hubby has been out of town since the 16th and I have been kinda depressed over him being gone. I also celebrated a birthday on the 27th and I want to thank everyone who sent me something. I really have appreciated it. Well I hope everyone had a wonderful Memorial Day and everyone stays safe. Well chat with you all later!! Anne

Right At The End Of Night
Right at the end of night The wind rises And the light goes out. Who is there to keep watch Before the first birds? The river-cold wind knows A flame, an inverted tear! A coin for the ferryman.

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Imprisoned splendor Croons an idle song, slipping Trammels form my soul. In my frail canoe I struggle to cross the sea Of change in a fog. I turned off the light In my yard and was surprised At stars in the sky.

Want It All To End.
how can you stop loveing someone? You just can't. If I wanted to stop talking to someone i would have them all together out of my page. I still see them in my family. I still see them as my crush right? No one respects my feelings at all what so ever. This is what i mean. I just want it all to end I want to have peace of mind. I want the drama to end. IF I am in tears daily cuz im scared i can't afford my bills and im in your house crying in front of you. why come to me for something i just can't give u and Than be like why did i not give it to you? I am tired of being the bad guy. Im tired of being pushed to the point where i blow up. I have not been well for the last couple weeks and all i do is cry no one seems to give a shit about me. Im on edge all the time i don't want to answer my phone. I am trying to avoid my home honestly because Im tired of what i am dealing with here. I feel like i am getting barragged with shit from every direction. My mom, someone i

Wicca - The Goddess Of The Wicca
The Goddess of the Wicca The Goddess of the Wicca is the Great Goddess. She is the Ground of Being, the Mother of All Living; the Creatrix, and the Destroyer, for She is ever Dual. She is the Earth Mother, the Lady of the Moon, and the Star Goddess. She is Queen of Heaven, Queen of Earth, and Queen of the Underworld. She is the Triple Goddess: the Virgin, the Bride, and the Hag, called the Three Mothers in Celtic regions. The three aspects of the Triple Goddess are usually described as the Maiden, the Mother, and the Crone; it must be remembered that the connotations of age associated with those titles derive from the experience of humans, who are subject to age and death; the Goddess is eternal: ever-changing and ever self-renewing, She will be young or old as She pleases. As the Virgin, She is the Creatrix, the Lady of Birth and Death, the Star Goddess, the Queen of Heaven, the Giver of Inspiration, the Initiatrix. She is Diana, Lady of the Moon and the Wild Things, Ever V

Who Is Jack Schitt ???
WHO IS JACK SCHITT ??? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a

The Kobe Bryant Throat Clear In Los Angeles
So, Kobe wants Jerry West to come back or Kobe wants out of LA? Really? Is it because of West's track record of "success" in draft and free agent decisions in Memphis, Kobe? Brian Cardinal and Dahntay Jones say hi, Kobe. TJ Simers went to whacking yesterday at Bryant: "THE KOBESTER can wear a sandwich board and walk all around Staples Center protesting his dislike for the current Lakers situation, and it really doesn't matter. He's got his contract, his obligation to perform, and like any other employee will be asked to make the best of it. One team wins a title every year, and a lot of great players go into the off-season frustrated. Happens every year. A player sounds off about being frustrated, and the fans like it. It's good for someone's image. Sounds like he really cares. But no matter what the Kobester and Lakers fans might think, the Lakers are not entitled to annual success. Or overnight miracles." True dat. Mark Heisler has a must read today in the Times on the playe

You
His gentle caress so soft on my skin Tender baby kisses is how he begins His lips teasing mine Bodies begging for more Connecting on levels to hard to ignore His fingers begin flirting My body replies as his hands make their way down towards my thighs His kisses more passionate He starts to explore He takes off his shirt pulling me to the floor I lay down beside him my body quite tense From prior experience I can't take the suspense He teases my body with his fingers so strong Its been only days but even thats too long He can feel the wetness within my lips As I pull him closer into my hips His body now hardened, with this look in his eyes he kneels down before me, and spreads open my thighs His silhouette in the darkness, but I still see his eyes He pulls me up towards him to see him inside He feels so incredible, no words can describe He is touching my soul when he's that deep inside Two souls connecting Our bodies as one

Alone
Why let me pass his path? When i'm not supposed to love his heart, Why let me fall so hard? When i don't know how to make it start, Please God, stop sending me signs, When you know he'll never be mine. How did this start? He was never in my chart, I've never cared about somebody so young, Let alone trying so hard to make him mine, But somehow i feel that he doesn't want me that much. Qualities that i've looked up upon, Characterstic that i've never come across, Shoulders that are so broad, Arms that are so inviting, warm and strong, Though i know that i've never felt them before. I know, That he'll never adore me, That he'll never think twice about me, That he'll never want to be with me, And that he'll never be mine, If so,why is this torturng my soul? Signs to keep aways shone like neon, Though he had never been unkind, In fact, he had been at his best at all times, Smart, athletic, charming and fun, A man that had all in one. Dear Lord, Help m

Riddle
Here is a riddle for the true intellectual. Try to come up with the answer on your own. The answer is at the end for those who are unable to think this one through. At the exact same time, there are two 35 year old men on opposite sides of the earth: One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers. The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85 year old woman. They are both thinking the exact same thing. What are they both thinking? Scroll down! Don't look down Don't look down. Don't look down.

Human Stupidity?
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods: On a Sears hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. ( that's the only time I have to work on my hair). On a bag of Fritos:! ..You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special)? On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (as opposed to "special" soap???) On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine: "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot

I Have To Get Myself Over Me...
I can’t stand to think about A heart so big that it hurts like hell, Oh my God I gave my best For three whole years to end like this Do you want to fall apart? I can’t stop if you can’t start Do you want to fall apart? Well I could if you can’t Try to fix what I’ve undone Cause I hate what I’ve become I could stand to do without All the people I have left behind What’s the point in going round When it’s a straight line baby A straight, straight line So let’s make a list of who we need And it’s not much if anything Let's make a list of who we need And we’ll throw it away Cause we don’t need anyone No, we don’t need anyone You know me, or you think you do You just don’t seem to see I’ve been waiting all this time to be Something I can’t define So let’s cause a scene Clap our hands and stomp our feet Or something, yeah, something I’ve just got to get myself over me

Growing Old
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't ne

The Flag
The Flag of the United States of America If this doesn't give you chills, you should pack up and move on to another country. I Am the Flag Of America I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years.I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France,

Man These Past Days Sucked
hey guys hows it going yes these past days sucked man to much drama from people i can't handle all this stress and everyone who is stressing me out thinks i can take all this stress but i really can't and it's no wonder i cry everyday cause of all this stress and i just don't know what to do anymore i don't know if everyone who puts stress on me enjoys putting stress on me i just don't know and it is very hard to deal with i guess people who hate me and who loves to put stress on me thinks i suck i'm a loser and i'm a nobody and the crazy thing is sometimes actually all the time i feel like punching glass i know i'm crazy but at least i have john my family and my friends by myside well bye for now thanks for reading peace

I Love You Poem
I never thought that I'd ever find a love so strong and true. A love that covers every fault, a love that makes each day new. When you came into my life, you washed away my tears. You gave me the missing piece that I have sought for years. Now my life is made complete, now how clearly I see. I pledge my love to you for all eternity.

Friends Eternal
You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow. We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you. You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears. You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray. You were the rainbow at the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all. I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true. When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern. I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down.

Wicca Poem - A Pagans
A Pagans "Halloween" Poem 'Twas the evening of Samhain, and all through the place Were pagans preparing the ritual space. The candles were set in the corners with care, In hopes that the Watchtowers soon would be there. We all had our robes on (as is habitual) And had just settled down and were starting our ritual When out on the porch there arose such a chorus That we went to the door, and waiting there for us Were children in costumes of various kinds With visions of chocolate bright in their minds. In all of our workings, we'd almost forgot, But we had purchased candy (we'd purchased a LOT), And so, as they flocked from all over the street, They all got some chocolate or something else sweet. We didn't think twice of delaying our rite, Kids just don't have this much fun every night. For hours they came, with the time-honored schtick Of giving a choice: a treat or a trick. As is proper, the parents were there for the games, Watching the children and ca

Chicken Savoy
Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 10 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 1 Hr 10 Min US METRIC SERVINGS About scaling and conversions INGREDIENTS * 1 (2 to 3 pound) whole chicken, cut into pieces * 1/8 cup extra virgin olive oil * 1 cup chicken stock * 1 clove garlic, crushed * 1 teaspoon dried oregano * salt and pepper to taste * 1/4 cup grated Romano cheese * 3 tablespoons balsamic vinegar DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 450 degrees F (230 degrees C). 2. Place chicken pieces in a 9x13 inch baking dish. Pour oil and stock over chicken and sprinkle with garlic. Season with oregano, salt and pepper and top with cheese. 3. Bake in the preheated oven for about 45 to 60 minutes, or until chicken is cooked through and no longer pink inside. 4. Pour vinegar over chicken and serve. number of stars READ REVIEWS (153) * REVIEW/RATE THIS RECIPE * SAVE TO RECIPE BOX * ADD TO SHOPPING LIST

Thoughts Of A Retiree's Wandering Mind
1. I had amnesia once -- or twice. 2. Protons have mass? I didn't even know they were Catholic. 3. All I ask is a chance to prove that money can't make me happy. 4. If the world were a logical place, men would be the ones who ride horses sidesaddle. 5. What is a "free" gift? Aren't all gifts free? 6. They told me I was gullible and I believed them. 7. Teach a child to be polite and courteous in the home, and when he grows up, he'll never be able to merge his car onto the freeway. 8. Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone. 9. One nice thing about egotists ... they don't talk about other people. 10. My weight is perfect for my height ... which varies. 11. I used to be indecisive. Now, I'm not sure. 12. The cost of living hasn't affected its popularity. 13. How can there be self-help groups? 14. If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain whales? 15. Show me a man with both feet firmly on the ground, and

Mind Trip
Smoke fills my lungs As I take you inside my soul A trip you’ve never been on And will likely not repeat You fill me with your everything As you wander through thoughts long ago tangled Woven in anxiety and everything Lonely Careful darlin, you may loose yourself If you open your mind to what runs through mine Delve too deeply and get buried In the bullshit drama that plays there Like a drug induced Sponge Bob episode

Buffalo Chicken Strips With Blue Cheese Salad
Prep: 45 minutes Total: 45 minutes Although deep-frying requires cooking in a lot of oil, very little is absorbed by the chicken. The hot oil sears the exterior, sealing in juices and keeping out most of the fat. Ingredients Serves 4 * 2 tablespoons butter * 3 tablespoons ketchup * 1 to 2 tablespoons hot sauce * 1 1/2 cups (spooned and leveled) all-purpose flour * 2 large eggs * 1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into 16 equal-size strips * 4 cups vegetable oil * Blue Cheese Salad Directions 1. In a small saucepan, melt butter over medium heat. Stir in ketchup and hot sauce. Remove from heat; cover and reserve sauce. 2. In a medium bowl, whisk together flour, 1 1/2 teaspoons salt, and 3/4 teaspoon pepper. Sprinkle 1/2 cup flour mixture evenly on a rimmed baking sheet; set aside. In a shallow bowl, whisk together eggs and 2 teaspoons water. 3. In small batches, dredge chicken in flour mixture,

Friends!!! Who Rock!!
WELL IF YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW... I'M NOW PIMPIN OUT MY FRIENDS! THE ONES I THINK ARE THE BEST OF THE BEST ON MY FRIENDS LIST.... I WANTED TO DO SOMETHING TO SHOW THEM THAT I CARE! AND THAT I WANT TO PIMP THEM OUT!! BECAUSE EVERYONE DESERVES FRIENDS LIKE THESE! THESE PEEPS NEED TO BE SHOWN SOME LOVE! SINCERELY, ~PIMPIN U OUT~

Wondering About Some Men's Actions
I hope this does not offend some of you guys, but I have heard numerous women complain about this and wondered about it and pose some questions to the gentlemen. Some men are sensitive enough to a woman needs and gives them great pleasure and fun. This is to the rest of the men... During your lengthy on line conversations you tell the woman you love oral, can eat for hours, love to give breasts a good work out, give good massages, make them cum till they pass out! Not necessary for the woman to give a bj(some men DO say this) because the main goal is her pleasure, go as fast or as slow as they want! Then when you actually meet and after seeing you click with each other..it all changes. Sure, it starts out slow, with the hot heavy petting, the women that say she loves sucking cock keeps her word will do a bj, and do so with pleasure. Some of you want a bj first and foremost, but then a suckle, a momentary nibble on each nipple then down to the pussy long enough to get it wet

The Last Star And The Telescope
IS THE LAST STAR IN THE SKY ALWAYS THE LAST STAR?I DO NOT THINK THAT IT IS,...I MEAN THAT IT COULD NOT BE.SUNRISES AND SUNSETS ALL FALL DIFFERENTLY.THE SUNRISE TODAY COULD BE EARLIER OR LATER THAN YESTERDAYS.SUNRISE SUN FALL,I SEE ALL OF THE STARS IN THE CELESTIAL HEAVENSEA AND THEY LOOK MAGESTIC.PINPRICKS IN THE VEIL OF THE DARK SKY IN THE VEIL OF TIME.I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW AND LOOK UP AND I SEE THE STARS AND I MAKE WISHES THEY ARE SO VAST I CANNOT EVEN COUNT THEM.ME AND MY TELESCOPE MY FRIEND,I LOOK THROUGH IT AND THE STARS ARE SO CLOSE LIKE A PICTURE I COULD JUST REACH OUT AND TOUCH AND TAKE.STARS TOOM ANY TO NAME BUT EACH STAR DOES HAVE A NAME JUST LIKE PEOPLE,BUT THERE ARE CONSTELLATIONS,WITH ALL OF THEIR NAMES,WHAT TODAY WILL BE THE LAST STAR IN THE HEAVENS,WHEN I WAKE?WHEN THE NIGHT AND MOON FADE THE MORNING COMES IN.DOES EVERY STAR LEFT OVER IN THE MORNING ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE BRIGHTEST STAR?THE NORTHERN STAR?NOT EVERYTHING IN THE HEAVENS SHINES BUT WE DO QUESTION IT.SOMETIMES

...still...
the collapse of the world on the quietest day this time its the sun standing still we're holding on hope for something thats good i've come now as far as I can go today on this vast, empty space dont give up now dont throw your heart away :/

Poem
Travel through the shadows That lurk within my mind Explore the unknown crevices Who knows what you may find Winged angels - Red hot demons Things to make you quake in dread You never know what you might see Wandering through my head Thoughts of impassioned love Might worm through my brain But so might thoughts of murder You would think me quite insane So if you want confusion That is just what you will find If you decide to take a journey To see what is trapped Within my mind.

~weep In Wonder~
They weep in wonder as he sings... crooning to them. Starlings all of them with sex in their eyes. Longing to open wide for him their nether mouths dripping for him... but they will go home longing... and alone but for what fiends they can find hanging outside the bar, buying their fixes sewing up snitches being the tattooed love boys they were born to be. The smell of their addiction Caressing their greasy flesh Bangs that hang in clumps across their pallid faces. For a drink or a lick and a promise these starlings can have a night of half hard fucks... But I will take Him home. And we will bleed the night away together... in love and death. And the starlings will still weep in wonder. ~Kory~ 05/25/07

Mathematics
Mathematics From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kiss ing wi ll take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that, while Hard work and Knowl

I'll Leave It At This
Last night a reconnection was felt within my soul, An uplifting rejoyce of comfort and serenity was gained, It seems that this discomfort i felt has been a very long road, I look within my wants and desires and see that lately it hasn't rained, A true connection is what i lost with his fist, many months back, With every blow to my body and ego, My stupid ass kept letting him come back, Like leaves in the wind one day i had enough, Be it another reason to make him leave, and just so i could have my sanity back, No tears have fallen this time due to my inner strength, His ways are not missed and his drama of rain can not hurt me anymore or bring any pain, I have always wondered why a man does this to one he claims to love, Why control and be abusive when the other one involved loves you with no disdaine, Happy days once, were a cherished part of my life, Smiles and laughter from the kids, when they'd talk bout me being your wife, The trips we took

Horoscope For 05/31/07
When you can forgive, you can move on. When you're able to move on, you can change. And when you're ready to change, you're ready to welcome the new and improved into your life. So what are you waiting for?

Bored Beyond Belief!!
Ok, so I'm extremely bored tonight, what should I do? Give me some suggestions so I don't go crazy. I've been in the Mumm's, done the "I'm Bored" thing, etc. .... I don't feel like goin to bed yet and I don't really feel like goin to watch a movie. What a lame a$$ night. lol.

Veal Chops With Basil Butter
INGREDIENTS: 25G softened butter 1 tbsp dijon mustard 1 tbsp freshly chopped basil olive oil 2 veal loin chops about 225g each salt, freshly ground pepper 1> to make the basil butter, cream the softened butter with dijon mustard and chopped basil in a mixing bowl then season with salt and pepper. 2> brush both sides of each chop with olive oil and season with alittle salt. 3> cook chops on a hot bbq or hot plate for 3-4 mins each side. 4> plate and add basil butter on top of the chops. serving suggestion:- some nice cooked seasonal vegies would go great with a glass of white dry wine

Herb Magick List
Herbal Magic List For when you can't find that eye of frog African Violet - spirituality & protection Alfalfa - prosperity, anti-hunger, money Allspice - money, luck, healing Almond - money, prosperity, wisdom Aloe - protection & luck Apple - love, healing, garden magic, immortality Apricot - love Avacado - love & beauty Banana - fertility, potency, prosperity Basil - love, exorcism, flying in aeroplanes, protection, sympathy, wealth Bay - protection, psychic powers, healing, purification, strength Bean - protection, exorcism, wart charming, reconciliations, potency, love Blackberry - healing, money, protection Blueberry - protection Brazil Nut - love Cabbage - luck Cactus - protection & chastity Caraway - protection, lust, health, anti-theft, mental powers Carnation - protection, strength, healing Carob - protection & health Carrot - fertility & lust Cashew - money & communication Catnip - cat magic, love, beauty, happiness Ceder - healing, purification, mon

Family List
If you are on my Family List, that means I have given you access to all. If I look through and find a Private area on those remaining I think maybe I should drop you out of that list to make room for those that do share they're all.

Used To The Pain
Used to the pain Keith Urban And so I wrote this song for you I think I know just what you're going through Did you believe you'd never change Nothin ever stays the same I know it's hard holdin on Even harder trying to let it go And so you're frozen like a stone But you are not alone Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain What you hide inside I see There's a scar that's always gonna be There's a past in everyone You can't undo You can't outrun Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain Every step I take I get a little less afraid Of giving in to love, love Let it out Believe me when I say It gets better every day Once you get used to the pain Once you get used to the pain

Kiss Of Death
Kiss of death I reach your lips, To feel their passion. I reach your mouth, To feel it's wetness. I touch them slowly, To feel their softness. I touch them close, To feel their fullness. I kiss your lips, To take me further. I kiss your mouth, To take me somewhere. I kiss you softly, To enjoy the passion. I kiss you harder, To make me tremble. I take the kiss, That makes me weaker. I keep the kiss, That makes me sicker. You lay my body In my bed, I feel my soul About to escape. I look at you And whisper softly, You've won my love It's done, it's over. I close my eyes And lick my lips.... You kissed me, With a deadly kiss. Written by Mara Drotar I wrote this one on feb. 9th 2006

Motorcycle Ride
Wouldn't it be nice to FIND A CURE FOR CANCER? I'd say! Pass this info on if you know someone who may be interested! A bone marrow patient came up with this idea and wants to give back! How awesome is that...sign up to be a Bone Marrow Donor! It doesn't take much time and you could save a life! :)

Puttin' In Work
S'up y'all? My$ta' Phreaky here... Been off-lyne for a whyle now flippin' theze traxx. Missin' all my friendz tho', so I had to stop thru. Gonna' b onlyne only on tha' next 2 weekendz due 2 Tha' Rubba' Room (My studio) Gettin' a lot of work in... (about tyme!) ;) I'll be more fokused on droppin' some of tha' kompleted projektz down for a preview on my playlistz, as copyrightz klear... I appreciate every1'z input... Az tyme permitz, I'll be in touch with all of my friendz and fans... Keep embracin' tha' In$anity, and thanx 4 tha' Luv... One. Copyright 2007 In$ane $oundz/$traitJakket Muzik... All Rights Reserved.

Lessons From My First Mumm - Part 2
I had one comment yesterday on my Mumm that I sort of wanted to single out. Actually, I could write several blogs on many of them cause there is so much to learn about sexual preference, sociology and biology and things that I haven't even touched on yet. But one comment I got was from this guy who said that if he met a woman who was bisexual, she wouldn't be for long because one time with her and she would be "converted". A guy I work with once said the same thing once about this lesbian he was talking to and said "That's when you know you are a real man!" Actually, that's when you know you are a real egotistical asshole who is coming from the ego, insecurities and complete cluelessness of what women want. It also shows a man who has no standards, has no idea how to qualify a woman to make sure she meets them and who has no consideration for who she chooses to be or live her life. If a man is so jealous and afraid of sharing the woman's love for women also, then he shouldn't

Marilyn Manson/slayer
Ya, in Dallas... Aug 30th.. ONE WEEK after my b day... guess who's going??!?!? YEAH!!! ME!!!! maybe spend a few days in dallas... yup yup will be fucking awesome!!! I never thought i'd see SLAYER as young as i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! plus, gotta love manson!! OOOHHH men and make up :D

Chained Up All Night!
Heres a sample photo from my latest set to go up on www.qualitycontrol.cc : I got payed good money to stay chained up like that all night! It was an interesting experience to say the least. There are also some fun video clips from that night that will be going up on the site soon so if you want to see that and much more kinky bondage just click the banner below:

Wounds Of Wounded Knee
Wounds of Wounded Knee still fester after more than 114 years Notes from Indian Country TIM GIAGO (NANWICA KCIJI) 2004 Knight Ridder Tribune News Service 12/20/2004 On crystal clear nights, when winter winds whistle through the hills and canyons around Wounded Knee Creek, the Lakota elders say it is so cold that one can hear the twigs snapping in the frigid air. They called this time of the year, The Moon of the Popping Trees. It was on such a winter morning on December 29, 1890 that the crack of a single rifle brought a day of infamy that still lives in the hearts and minds of the Lakota people. After the rifle spoke there was a pause and then the rifles and Hotchkiss guns of the Seventh Cavalry opened up on the men, women and children camped at Wounded Knee. What followed was utter chaos and madness. The thirst for the blood of the Lakota took away all common sense from the soldiers. The unarmed Lakota fought back with bare hands. The warriors shouted to their wives,

Whoo Hoo!!!!
I am so frickin excited! I got my diamond ring today. Thank you Dingo! So much! Hope you like your present I got you! Your the best man! And if thats not exciting, I also got Diamond earrings today from Jagerdude. Thank you so much! You guys are the greatest! :)

New Cherry Tap Feature Courtesy Of Babyjesus
NOW WHENEVER YOU ARE LOGGED IN..EVERY HOUR CHERRY TAP WILL AWARD YOU "X" NUMBER OF POINTS JUST FOR BEING LOGGED IN. FREE POINTS JUST FOR BEING HERE. SO STOP BY THE BIG GUY'S PAGE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!! babyjesus@ CherryTAP

Beautifully True. Thank You Biki..
"Often in our lives, we fall prey to the idea of a thing rather than actually experiencing the thing itself. We see this at play in our love lives and in the love lives of our friends, our family, and even fictional characters. The conceptualizing, depiction, and pursuit of true love are multimillion-dollar industries in the modern world. However, very little of what is offered actually leads us to an authentic experience of love. Moreover, as we grasp for what we think we want and fail to find it, we may suffer and bring suffering to others. When this is the case, when we suffer more than we feel healed, we can be fairly certain that what we have found is not love but something else. When we feel anxious, excited, nervous, and thrilled, we are probably experiencing romance, not love. Romance can be a lot of fun as long as we do not try to make too much of it. If we try to make more of it than it is, the romance then becomes painful. Romance may lead to love, but it may also fade w

To All The Moms
Mom, you nurtured me for nine months Mom, you suffered a lot for me. Mom, you are always there to advise me On my daily problems. Mom, you are the first word I spoke Mom, because that word means love. Mom, from far away and from up close You deserve to be praised. Mom, each day should be your celebration Since you play a major role in our creation. Mom, nothing can replace you Mom, how can I ever thank you For all that you have given me. Mom, it is an eternal debt That I will carry into heaven. Mom, on this day that is yours I can only bow my head Humbly, piously in order to say

For June 5,2007
Pride. Ultimately, it's expendable and renewable. If your ego is getting in the way of a task that you know you must accomplish, it's time to jettison it before it derails your plans. You're bigger than this.

Downward Spiral
I just don't feel like being here anymore I need something new Some sort of change in my life That makes it more exciting for me or something You know its nice to hear Wow your sexy Or you look good But really words are nothing Everyone is hot to someone And some people just say it to make you feel better

Sensory Processing Disorder And Autism
Many people on the autism spectrum have difficulty managing their sensory input. They may over- or under-react to visual, tactile, and aural input - sometimes to the point where they are unable to participate in typical life activities. Even people with Asperger Syndrome, who are bright and capable in many settings, may be unable to go to movies, sit through concerts, or otherwise take part in social activities because the sound, lights or sensations are too overwhelming. When this is the case, many practitioners will make a diagnosis of Sensory Processing Disorder, and will recommend Sensory Integration Therapy. Sensory Integration Therapy is generally provided by an Occupational Therapist. It's important to know that Sensory Processing Disorder … * IS NOT an official diagnosis in the Diagnostic Manual * Is NOT a core deficit of autism or autism spectrum disorders * Is NOT a fully accepted concept throughout the medical mainstream (The American Association of Pe

Moped And Ferrari
An old man on a Moped, looking about 100 years old, pulls up next to him. The old man looks over at the sleek shiny car and asks, "What kind of car ya got there, sonny?" The doctor replies, "A Ferrari GTO. It cost half a million dollars!" "That's a lot of money," says the old man. "Why does it cost so much?" "Because this car can do up to 320 miles an hour!" states the doctor proudly. The Moped driver asks, "Mind if I take a look inside?" "No problem," replies the doctor. So the old man pokes his head in the window and looks around. Then, sitting back on his Moped, the old man says, "That's a pretty nice car, all right... but I'll stick with my Moped!" Just then the light changes, so the doctor decides to show the old man just what his car can do. He floors it, and within 30 seconds the speedometer reads 160 mph. Suddenly, he notices a dot in his rear view mirror. It seems to be getting closer! He slows down to see what it could be and suddenly WHHOOOO

Advanced Techniques And Tricks
Advanced Techniques and tricks Great technique and power from Brandy Faber. http://www.geocities.com/Pipeline/1597/advancedtechniques.html The bare essentials # Style # Contest surfing # Traditional turns # High-Scoring manouvres # 360s # Floaters # Functional Tricks # Functional Switch Stance # Fin First # Side-slipping # Paddling! The Bare Essentials What modern day surfing has become can be boiled down to roughly seven moves that should be included in every surfer's repertoire. When practiced regularly, perfected, and combined with individual style and grace, these moves will provide a solid framework upon which to base one's surfing. So, we've created a list of "Essentials for Solid Surfing." Click on the photo above to begin your education! The Drop Obviously, if you don't make the drop, nothing else matters. It's not just about making the drop though, it's about controlling it, owning it. A good surfer feels their way around, into, and through the drop

Then He Came
The night was stormy. The lightning flashing across the sky like dancers in the the night. The rain poubding of the roof matching the the beating of my heart. The fear in me that it may become worse. Standing by the window watching the actual beauty of it but afraid of the danger sent an almost eroctic feeling through me. The feelings warring against each other. How to find peace of mind and body on a night like this. Being alone and knowing that my fears may take over my mind. But I could not draw myself away from the sight before me. Listening to the thunder roar, vibrating the house, I did not hear my bedroom door open. Nor did I sense a presence in the room. Not knowing that standing in front of the window that every time hte lighting flashed across the starlite heavens, the gown that I was wearing became transparent ant showed the outline of my body beneath it.He stood there watching me. Wondering what was going through my mind as I looked outside. The silhouette of my breas

11th Annual Palm Springs Weekend Getaway
11TH ANNUAL PALM SPRINGS WEEKEND GETAWAY Place: Palm Springs, California Date: July 27-29, 2007 You Are About To Witness How The West Was Won! YOU ARE ABOUT TO EXPERIENCE THE HOTTEST, SEXIEST, WETTEST GROWN FOLKS EVENT ON THE WESTCOAST WE ARE TAKING IT BACK TO CALI! During the last 11 years, the Palm Springs Getaway has been considered the best kept secret spot and super event on the west coast. Now guess what? This year, it's not a secret anymore. There just ain't no party like a Palm Springs party. Hotels are selling out fast and is sure to become the biggest selling event on the west coast for 2007. Call your fellas or call your girls and tell them to get their tickets ready. We hope you won't delay because we will tell you what you missed. What Exactly Is The Palm Springs Getaway And Who Is Behind It? PIP'S (People Informing People) Company was founded in Los Angeles by Derrick Pipkin nineteen years ago in 1987. Since then, the company has employed

Stress Management
STRESS MANAGEMENT A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, "And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden. So, before you return home tonight, p

Playlist For The 2 Weeks Of 5/22/07 - 6/5/07.
The Heard: Absu - The Third Storm Of Cythraul Anthrax - Among The Living Cannibal Corpse - Vile Cathedral - Caravan Beyond Redemption Deathwitch - Dawn Of Armageddon Deicide - Legion Echoes Of Eternity - The Forgotten Goddess Flotsam And Jetsam - When The Storm Comes Down I - Between Two Worlds Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Destroyer Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Kiss - Animalize Kiss - Asylum Kiss - Crazy Nights Kiss - Hot In The Shade Kiss - Revenge Macabre - Sinister Slaughter Malevolent Creation - Retribution Megadeth - United Abominations Mercyful Fate - Dead Again Mercyful Fate - 9 Napalm Death - Smear Campaign Overkill - Feel The Fire Overkill - Taking Over Possessed - Seven Churches Sanctuary - Refuge Denied Sinister - Aggressive Measures Skid Row - Slave To The Grind W.A.S.P. - W.A.S.P. The Viewed: Airplane! Grave - Enraptured Sinister - Prophecies Denied

'something'
BOY,HE IS SO FINE,... THAT BIG STAR COULD BE MINE, HE IS AN ACTOR, COULD BE FUNNY, I CALL HIM HONEY, HE THINKS I AM SOMETHING, THAT IS MUCH BETTER THAN A NOTHING, AND YES,I THINK HE'S SOMETHING TOO,... I PUT ON NO ACT,NO LIE THAT IS A FACT, WE TALKED ABOUT A REAL LIFE KISS, AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS TALKING TO HIM I MISS, YES,I HAVE HUMOR, AND LOVE TO FLIRT, WHAT I SAY IS NO RUMOR, I JUST DON'T WANT TO GET HURT,... WE WILL TALK SOON, ONCE UPON A STARRY DAY IN JUNE. ~FOR JOSH~

Why Did I Bother To Get Up This Morning??
I knew without a shadow of a crazy doubt that I should have stayed home and just stayed in the bed. Plus I knew it was too easy for my ex to find me. As luck would have it he saw me today and had the nerve to ask me if I was mad at him. What did he want me to say at work? Oh no, I was sleeping? No, I did what I had to for the moment since I wanted to be back in the "safe" area (being in my own department) which was that I am busy and I don't wait around for the phone to ring. I have things to do. This didn't surprise me when I said it, but it did good for the moment. Then I felt like I was just completely on edge for the rest of the day. The last time he saw me today (towards the end of the shift for me) I had a long pole in my hand, getting onto a step ladder to move a box I could not reach and when I saw he was looking at me, I gave the look that said don't mess with me, I'm armed. Plus my having a cold right now didn't help my mood or anything else. I thought my headache this mornin

"its Little Thing's"
Too often we don't realize what we have until it is gone; Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong" Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you; Take that time to say the words before your time is through Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got And be thankful for the little things in life that mean a lot

The Kill By 30 Seconds To Mars
"The Kill" What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? (Oh, oh) What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you (from you) Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am. Ah, ah Oh, oh Ah, ah Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me d

Track 1 - If I Was Your Vampire
6 a.m. Christmas morning. No shadows, no reflections here. Lying cheek to cheek in your cold embrace. So soft and so tragic as a slaughterhouse. You press the knife against your heart. And say, "I love you, so much you must kill me now." I love you so much you must kill me now. If I was your vampire, certain as the moon, instead of killing time, we'll have each other until the sun. If I was your vampire, death waits for no one. Hold my hands across your face, because I think our time has come. Digging your smile apart with my spade tongue. The hole is where the heart is. We built this tomb together, and I won't fill it alone. Beyond the pale everything is black, no turning back. If I was your vampire, certain as the moon, instead of killing time, we'll have each other until the sun. If I was your vampire, death waits for no one. Hold my hands across your face, because I think our time has come. Blood-stained sheets in the shape

Till My Soul Finds You Again
A man came to me On a warm July day His words stuck with me And the memories remain Thirty-five days Was all that god gave us For Cowboy was needed And taken away I was given a love In those thirty five days A love that will last me Till I see him again Though we never got to touch His soul touched my heart Though we never got to speak His heart spoke to mine So my cowboy was taken So quickly one day No time for goodbyes Or to beg him to stay Though he knows that I loved him While his soul was on earth And his spirit lives on In the words that he wrote To my darlin he would write All the love that he could And he'd end it each night With words I understood. So to my love In the heavens above Till the sun kisses the mountains Till my soul finds you again I will love you always John

Bubba Knows All
Bubba was bragging to his boss one day, "You know, I know everyone there is to know. Just name someone, anyone, and I know them." Tired of his boasting, his boss called his bluff, "OK, Bubba how about Tom Cruise?" "Sure, yes, Tom and I are old friends, and I can prove it." So Bubba and his boss fly out to Hollywood and knock on Tom Cruise's door, and sure enough, Tom Cruise, shouts, "Bubba! Great to see you! You and your friend come right in and join me for lunch!" Although impressed, Bubba's boss is still skeptical. After they leave Cruise's house, he tells Bubba that he thinks Bubba's knowing Cruise was just lucky. "No, no, just name anyone else," Bubba says. "President Bush," his boss quickly retorts. "Yes," Bubba says, "I know him, let's fly out to Washington." And off they go. At the White House, Bush spots Bubba on the tour and motions him and his boss over, saying, "Bubba, what a surprise, I was just on my way to a meeting, but you and your friend c

Circle Flys
Ole Bubba the Redneck got pulled over by a State Trooper for speeding. The trooper started to lecture Bubba about his speeding, and in general began to throw his weight around to try to make Bubba feel uncomfortable. Finally, the trooper got around to writing out the ticket. As he was doing that, he kept swatting at some flies that were buzzing around his head. Bubba said, "Having some problem with them Circle flies there, are ya?" The trooper stopped writing the ticket and said, "Well yeah, if that's what they are. I never heard of Circle flies." So Bubba says, "Well, circle flies are common on ranches. See, they're called circle flies because they're almost always found circling around the back end of a horse." The trooper says, "Oh," and goes back to writing the ticket. Then after a minute, he stops and says, "Are you trying to call me a horse's ass?" Bubba says, "Oh no, Trooper. I have too much respect for law enforcement to even think about calling you a horse's

Are We Friends?
If you get a dozen, you're loved!! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . .*. . . . . . . ** * . . . . .. . . . . .*** . . * . . ***** . . . . . . . . . . .** . . **. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . . ***.*. . *. . . . .* . . . . . . . . . .****. . . .** . . . ****** . . . . . . . . . ***** . . . .**.*. . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . **. . . . . . *.** . . . . . . . .*****. . . . . .*. . . . . . * . . . . . . . .******. . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . . . . .******* . . .*. . . . .* . . . . . . . . .*********. . . . . * . . . . . . . . . .******* . *** *******. . . . . . . . .** .*******. . . . . . . . * . ******. . . . . . . . * * . .***. . *. . . . . . .** . . . . . . .*. . . . . * . . . . .****.*. . . .* . . . *******. .*. .* . . .*******. . . *. . . .*****. . . . * . . .**. . . . . .* . . .*. . . . . . **.* . . . . . . . . . ** . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . .* . . . . . . . . * . . . . . . . . * . . . . .

Support Our Troops ~
Support our Troops Whether you support the war in Iraq or not, the soldiers serving deserve our support. Most of us have a neighbor, friend or relative serving overseas. Why not spend some time together doing something for those soldiers.? See Any Soldier for ideas of what to send. They also can help if you want to send a package but don't know any soldiers. http://www.anysoldier.us/WhatToSend.html

Dont Hate Me Its Just A Joke Lol
Blonde's again tut tut tut Q: What do you call a blonde with a dollar bill on her head? A: All you can eat under a buck. Q: Why is a blonde like a hardware store? A: They are both 10¢ a screw! Q: What is a blonde's favorite nursery rhyme? A: Humpme Dumpme! Q: What did the blonde's right leg say to the left leg? A: Nothing. They've never met. A: Between the two of us, we can make a lot of money. Q: What's the mating call of the blonde? A: "I'm *sooo* drunk!" Q: What is the mating call of the ugly blonde? A: (Screaming) "I said: I'm drunk!" Q: Why do blondes wear green lipstick? A: Because red means stop. Q: Why do blondes wear hoop earrings? A: They have to have some place to rest their ankles. Q: Why do blondes where big hoop earrings? A: To put their feet through. Q: What's a brunette's mating call? A: Has that blonde gone yet? A2: When is that blonde bitch going to leave!? A3: "All the blondes have gone home!" Q: What do you say

People I Hold Dear To Me!
I WONDER, WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR ME.... IF YOU COULD SEE YOUR FUTURE AND WHAT IT HOLDS FOR YOU, WOULD YOU WANT TO SEE? IF YOU SEEN IT, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WOULD YOU DO ANYTHING DIFFERENT? IF YOU HAD ONE CHANCE TO CHANGE EVERYTHING IN YOUR FUTURE... WHAT WOULD YOU DO? WOULD YOU DO EVERYTHING THE SAME? I GUESS THAT'S SOMETHING ONE WILL NEVER KNOW... IF I COULD CHANGE ONE THING... I DON'T THINK I WOULD. I GUESS THAT FALLS IN "EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON" I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. I MEAN... I LOOK AT ALL THE PEOPLE I'VE MET... EVERYONE AROUND ME, MY LIFE IN IT'S OWN.. I WOULDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING. I HAVE MET A LOT OF GREAT PEOPLE. THE ONE'S I WILL CARRY WITH ME FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I COULD NAME ALL OF YOU OFF, BUT AGAIN... I WOULD BE HERE FOR HOURS ON END... I CAN START TO NAME OFF THE ONES I CHERISH VERY DEEPLY. The Enigma AKA: The Black Winged Angel Mystêfyï ~I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~ Romeo..'I'm here Now & Forever'..Nuff Said DJ

Quantum Prose
Quantum Prose Who is to say true love cannot heal All that we need is a reason to feel Something to cause us to empty our cup Open our hearts, let love fill it up Believe in our ability to undo what we've learned Balance the addictions that continue to burn Create our desires, forget wrong or right Allowing ourselves to become twice as bright Let go the anger that keeps us from bestowing Love to the one who is most worthwhile knowing Have faith to pursue the possibilities of being Stretch out your consciousness to test what you're seeing Enlighten your soul, to become more serene Begin each day as you wipe your mind clean Look for the clues that cannot be caught Control your life though the power of thought jskins

:) Yeeeee Haaaaaa :)
Hello Everybody !!!!! just a reminder this satureday their will be a all day party in both the dragonsong inn and ♥wonderland♥ all are welcome to come but i must say this now their will be doormen and doorwomen and if they ask you to leave please do so if you do not listen they have full mod powers they will ban you if you do not listen other then that everyone is welcome to come and have a good time

Meet Me In The Stairwell
You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say "Good-Bye." I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, "Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go." I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. "I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!" I said. "Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now." I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered. I was on all four of those planes, in every seat, with ever

Time Has Come All
in case i'm not on tonight leaving for colorado in the morning so i'll be off line a few wks and will tell u all when i'm back again. so good luck and god bless to u all xoxoxox joe i know i'll need all of it too later all tc

Limits
From http://www.albanypowerexchange.com/BDSMinfo/limits.htm Limits In BDSM, limits are any kind of boundary or restriction placed on one or both partners. They can be physical (e.g., a bad knee or back might make certain types of bondage unsafe), mental or emotional (e.g., something that triggers a phobia or recalls a past trauma), or experiential (anything that one partner just isn't ready for yet). Finding your Limits Novice players might not fully understand the concept of limits, and they might not yet know where their limits lie. For a truly novice player, one of the goals of your scene must be to carefully and systematically explore your potential and identify where those limits lie. Don't underestimate the power of a first experience! By pushing limits too hard, a novice might be completely turned off to the whole thing, and never experience the joy of a well crafted, mutually fulfilling scene. For the experienced player who is running a scene with a novice, it'

Never A Nsfw Photo..well Not Yet.still Working Out
it's cool ever1 does it wait dont that sounds like a drug ad but to show what u got is a photo so why no photo shop.(edit that a joke for those who have no sense of humor) by now if u read this u like is he mad no. im just wonder is it an enjoyment for stanger to beat off to ur photos..? im a respectful perv meanig i just look at nsfw as art that it. i been wacthing porn for a long time from way back jhon homles days..lol.long enuff nothing shocks me i have not seen. for yall who have great photos keep up the good work. i rate but dont comment cause trust me. i will comment but u might not like all..i think with two brains thought unheard of with most men. peace

Wrong Military Game
This article was written by retired Chief Petty Officer and award winning novelist, Jeff Edwards. America's military can win wars. We've done it in the past, and I have absolute confidence that we'll continue to do it in the future. We've won fights in which we possessed overwhelming technological superiority (Desert Storm) as well as conflicts in which we were the technical underdogs (the American Revolution) We've crossed swords with numerically superior foes, and with militaries a fraction of the size of our own. We've battled on our own soil (Civil War) and on the soil of foreign lands(Iwo Jima) On the sea Under the sea And in the skies We've even engaged in a bit of cyber-combat, way out there on the electronic frontier. At one time or another, we've done battle under just about every circumstance imaginable, armed with everything from muskets to cruise missiles. And, somehow, we've managed to do it all with the wrong Army. That's right, America has the wrong Army. I don't kno

Chapter 9 { The First Men In The Moon
WE ceased to gaze. We turned to each other, the same thought, the same question in our eyes. For these plants to grow, there must be some air, however attenuated, air that we also should be able to breathe. "The manhole?" I said. "Yes!" said Cavor, "if it is air we see!" "In a little while," I said, "these plants will be as high as we are. Suppose - suppose after all - Is it certain? How do you know that stuff is air? It may be nitrogen - it may be carbonic acid even!" "That's easy," he said, and set about proving it. He produced a big piece of crumpled paper from the bale, lit it, and thrust it hastily through the man-hole valve. I bent forward and peered down through the thick glass for its appearance outside, that little flame on whose evidence depended so much! I saw the paper drop out and lie lightly upon the snow. The pink flame of its burning vanished. For an instant it seemed to be extinguished. And then I saw a little blue tongue upon the edge of it that tr

Misfit
My message to her tonight after her starting bullshit in the mumms earlier today....Never underestimate me. Obviously your "friends" love me more....Stop talking shit about me or all your pics go public all day every day on this site and others. He likes to make little digs (you would think if he hated me or didn’t care…he would leave me fuckin be) http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=55895 Bernies mumm where I got fed up with porch’s snide comments http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=55900 he stole another cherries primary picture (of the actual guy) and made a mumm…which who knows with porch…he coulda deleted it or someone else coulda (don’t trust the fucker) so the guy who he stole the actual picture of made a mumm http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=55914 after he turned on me the first time (like all the mumms talk about when someone fucks you over once – shame on them, fuck you over twice – shame on you) I sa

Blondes Again
Did you hear about the blonde that... 1. Took her new scarf back to the store because it was too tight. 2.Couldn't learn to water ski because she couldn't find a lake with a slope. 3. Can't work in a pharmacy because the bottles won't fit into the typewriter. 4. Got excited because she finished a jigsaw puzzle in 6 months and the box said "2 to 4 years" 5. Was trapped on an escalator for hours when the power went out. 6. Couldn't call 911 because there was no 11 on any phone button. 7. When asked what the capital of California was; answered "C" 8. Burnt her nose bobbing for French fries. 9. Baked a turkey for 3 days because the instructions said 1 hour per pound and she weighed 125. 10. Can't make Kool-Aid because 8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets. 11. Hates M&M's because they are so hard to peel. 12. Got hurt while raking leaves; fell out of the tree. 13. Changes the baby's diaper only once a month because the label said "good u

Its A Game Of Two Halves
Man and wife in bed,he farts and shouts goal,wife lets one go and yells one all when it gets to 2 all the man strains so hard for the winning fart he shits the bed ,the wife says what was that? man replies half time swap sides

Hey, Jim!
Jim, this is your little note ~~>I can't say that we ripped our clothes forcefully from our respective bodies and engaged in passionately wild sex, but I can say that we all managed to sweat a great deal. There's just something about rowing, cycling, lifting weights, and boxing that makes me sweat like the proverbial pig.

Eyes - See Your Flame
It is your blindness that strikes the match. Not knowing who you see, you make me every gangsta you see in movies and on tv. It is your air that oxygenizes the flame. Your eyes communicate all. Cutting past my face without stall, even though we both felt the moment's lull It is your anger that explodes on contact. Your stare is of utter hatred. Dead or alive I'm being hunted. I feel like America's Most Wanted This passes my mind when I pass you on the sidewalk. This passes my mind when I try to talk. This passes my mind when I try to "behave". This passes my mind when I become depraved. I walk amongst you lit and ablaze Done by white queen

Being A Volunteer Firefighter
Being a volunteer firefighter is a hard job. Most of us work a fulltime job. We get home and sit down to eat , then the pager may go off. We may even have to get up in the middle of the night to go help someone. We don't mind it though. We are helping someone in need. It may be a house fire, a wreck, a medical call, a grass or woods fire, or even a tree across the road. We respond to many different kinds of calls. It is difficult when it involves a death, someone you know personally, or a child. It is something that I enjoy doing. It is in my blood. It gives me the enjoyment of being able to help someone. We don't get paid for our services. Some get paid a little per call, but most don't get paid. We do it because we want to help others. We even have to buy our own gas to respond with. We don't mind it. I have beeen doing it for almost seven years. I wouldn't know how to act if I were to quit the fire department. It is my life. Most of us feel this way. We are there whenever people ne

What I Need
What I need ~Tony Martinez What I need A partner A team mate A play mate A bitch Who will give me a kick in the ass when I need it Someone who works hard for me no matter if she has a 9 to 5 or not To look in her eyes and see that fire See that passion for me that never dies Someone that will pick me up when I fall That will love me with just a look Someone that knows to build me up everyday Since she knows the world beats me down Someone to push me to be more than I am today Someone to climb up that mountain Someone that pulls with me and not against me Is it too much to ask?

Secret To A Happy Marriage
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their long and happy marriage. The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America ," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona ,and took a trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." "We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly said, "That's twice." "We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse dead. I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with you, Woman! Why did you shoot the poor animal like that Are

Just A Mistake
Ok I Need a lil help to understand why it is that When a Woman makes a mistake its the biggest sin in the world but whn a man makes a mistake a woman is suppose to just take Him back and look around It...I am only human and made a mistake with someone that really cares about me and I didnt have enough faith in him to give him the benefit of the doubt...basically I have a hard time trusting and I have a hard time caring about people due to my marriage and the way that it broke up...I have apoligized but that doesnt seem to be enough so because I made a simple mistake trying to get to the bottom of something he has decided that he no longer cares about me and he can't forgive me...Is he looking for a reason to run?? He knew from day one that i had trust issues and that I was going to challenge that and that he would have earn his trust and well I guess that honesty in this situtation was not the best policy....So once again I ask Why is that when a man makes a mistake A woman is suppose

Good Morning
good morning my awsome friends i want everyone ro know that i love and adore them for keeping up with my pictures lol i know it has been hard but you all make me feel good with the comments and well i think it is going to make me have a big head lmao well what im trying to say is thank you you are all awsome and i love you all,remeber to have a wonderfull day and remeber to keep a smile and your cute little faces

Evidence
The following lyrics are by Katatonia, it's an awesome tune and the lyrics talk to me somehow, almost inexplicably because there's no set theme here. I hold my breath and check the time One minute no collapse If you only knew what I would do for you One thirty breathing lapse We're going in my voice is thin When I tell you to remember That no one will find you My promise from the heart If we part my pulse will guide you through Be still for a moment Everything depends upon you If you die I will die too Once we were heroes But everything has changed since then Now they recognize you too I stay too long something's wrong You walk out of the picture I hold my breath and check the time One thirty i collapse We went in my voice was thin When I told you to remember Be still for a moment Everything depends upon you If you die I will die too Once we were heroes But everything has changed since then Now they recognize you too I'm the evidence You passed

A Priest And A Rabbi...
A priest and a rabbi were sitting next to each other on an airplane. After a while, the priest turned to the rabbi and asked, "Is it still a requirement of your faith that you not eat pork?" The rabbi responded, "Yes, that is still one of our beliefs." The priest then asked, "Have you ever eaten pork?" To which the rabbi replied, "Yes, on one occasion I did succumb to temptation and tasted a ham sandwich." The priest nodded in understanding and went on with his reading. A while later, the rabbi spoke up and asked the priest, "Father, is it still a requirement of your church that you remain celibate?" The priest replied, "Yes, that is still very much a part of our faith." The rabbi then asked him, "Father, have you ever fallen to the temptations of the flesh? The priest replied, "Yes, rabbi, on one occasion I was weak and broke with my faith." The rabbi nodded understandingly and remained silent, thinking, for about five minutes. Finall

Starting Over.
I am not very good at writing, but will do my best. I hope those of you that read this, will feel compelled to leave a comment or two as the blogs continue. So, the name of my subject above. Starting over. Thats what I am doing. As many of my friends may have noticed a flood of uploads to my photos ... I decided for a fresh start. ( I apologize to you all for it. But, in the end, it had to happen ) With the help of my good friend Crisha, my profile is slowly reforming into something it should of been long ago. ( Thanks hun! ) I've learned a lot in recent days, and with the help of my friends ( and a lot of those that are classed as "family" ) ... I learned that I am a valuable person and the person who hurt me, didn't deserve me in the first place. So, in the coming days ... start checking out the Mouse's profile for all new look and feel. Maybe even show some support by rating the pics, blog, stash and ... if you feel up to it, leave a little gift. ( The mouse loves gif

Friendship
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. Actions speak louder than words. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff. Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it. A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have. If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else. When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there True friendship never ends. Friends are forever. Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there. Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love

An Appology
sorry i vented like i did, not like anyone reads my blogs anyway lol i just got fed up with all those ppl on my friends list who just take up space, i did however delete a lot but still have way too many to go i just feel like if you add someone to your friends list, its to become friends and not just use them for points anyway to my dear friends, love you guys to the ones who dont talk to me i dont care anymore and i need some ideas how to amuse myself lol

Some Parts From A Movie That Represent The Ending Of My Last Relationship
(Person 1)The problem is shit like that. It was one thing when it was just girls - that was weird enough. But now you throw guys into the mix - two guys at once, no less. All that experience...What am I supposed to think? (Person 2)You think good; because now she'll be all true blue and shit. The girl's tasted life, yo. Now she's settlin' for your boring, funny-book-makin' ass. (Person 1)Settling. That's comforting, Thanks. (Person 2)That's what I'm here for. (Person 1)I'm lust having a problem with all of it I can't get it out of my head these visuals of her doing all this shit. And I don't know why I can't let it go. Because I'm crazy about her, you know? I look at this girl, I see the future. I see kids. I see grand-kids. (Person 2)You're scaring me. (Person 1)I'm scaring myself. Because I think so much of her, and then I can't get over shit like 'Finger Cuffs'.I don't know what I'm doing. (Person 3)I went through something like what you'r

The World
the world..... i see the world it goes round and round...all the world has turned to black. and i lay down to sleep, make the world so bright and neat. as for me just let me sleep.for i am not one to awake.make the day go away .make the night come and go.for i am glad the night has come. the dead is dead and the liveing stay alive...hopefully the world still turns...as i run throw woods and fields. running running nevr stoping never breathing.just running till i drop...let me breaht let me see..let me say good bye to you...hold my hand never let it go.. let me see throw thoughs eyes.let me laugh and sing agin...let me laugh and sing like befor....in the life after death...lets share a love the love of the dead....

Profound Success
Real success is not merely a matter of getting what you want. After all, a newborn infant with a loud cry can accomplish that. Real success comes from fully being who you are. Real success comes from giving your own unique value to life. The less you need, the more fulfilled and powerful and effective you are. As your peacefulness increases, so does your energy level. Choose not to let the small things anger you, or annoy you, or distract you. And keep in mind that most things are small things. Stop fretting so much about whether or not you're getting your way. Seek instead to relax your judgment, and to find the unique value that is in each moment. You cannot ever fully control everything that happens, and in fact you would not want to do so. Enjoy true success by learning how to take whatever happens, and to make it work for the good of all concerned. -- Ralph Marston

Cozy
I know it might sound strange But when I'm with you I just feel really comfortable Don't want to jump head first But strangely you make feel good When normally I fear the worst Comfortable is a good state to be One without stress or worry Feel like I've known you for years Yet there is still lots to learn Access to that knowledge Is what I hope I'll earn Was it only me who felt that bond Or do you think this could be the one?

What I've Done
By Linkin Park In this farewell, There is no blood, There is no alibi, Cause I've drawn regret, From the truth, Of a thousands lies, So let mercy come and wash away What I've Done, I'll face myself, To cross out what I've become, Erase myself, And let go of what I've done Put to rest, What you thought of me While, I clean this slate, With the hands, Of uncertainty, So let mercy come, And wash away What I've Done, I'll face myself, To cross out what I've become, Erase myself, And let go of what I've done For what I've done, I start again, And whatever pain may come, Today this ends, I'm forgiving what I've done I'll face myself, To cross out what I've become, Erase myself, And let go of what I've done [Mike Shinoda:] (Na,Na,Na) What I've Done, What I've Done, Forgiving what I've done

Blind
I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as you turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go I would fall asleep Only in hopes of dreaming That everything would be like is was before But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go After all this time Would you ever wanna leave it Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you was bl

Head Like A Hole
Music Video:HEAD LIKE A HOLE (by Nine Inch Nails)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Nine Inch Nails – Head Like A Hole lyrics God money i'll do anything for you. God money just tell me what you want me to. God money nail me up against the wall. God money don't want everything he wants it all. No you can't take it No you can't take it No you can't take that away from me No you can't take it No you can't take it No you can't take that away from me Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I'd rather die than give you control. Head like a hole. Black as your soul. I'd rather die than give you control. Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve. Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve. God money's not looking for the cure. God money's not concerned with the sick among the pure. God money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. God money's not one to choose No you

Key To My Heart
THERE IS SOMEONE WHO HURTS,YET CRIED NO TEARS, TRIED TO BE STRONG STANDING IN FRONT OF HIM, AND PUT ON A SMILE,... ALMOST WENT WEAK AT THE KNEES, CAUSE ONLY ONE PERSON HAS THE KEY TO MY HEART, AND HE HOLDS IT,... ANY OTHER KEY,IS JUST A FAKE,..

Walls Know
my bedroom walls could blackmail me. next to the door i close sometimes to curious cats, one wall knows the shapes of my face, my hands, my breasts, my thighs as i crash gasping against it, trembling, straining, unable once the door is latched even to take a step, unable to bear standing alone. i never quite know how i stagger from there across the cluttered floor to my bed. i think desert stragglers dying of thirst would come so weakly to an oasis. it's a mirage, i know. you're not here. however i get there, the walls look on reserving comment. i'll spare you the details of my method. but the wall at the head of my bed knows the pressure of my right hand and where it's been when i try it's futile, but i do try, to brace and keep the bed quiet as my mind dissolves, as everything i am begins to beg for you, for you, dear god, oh please for the love of god come here. you rush laughing through my nerves again. when the screami

Dedicated To Someone
From this moment I am officially taken! No Games! No Breaking up! No going back. You know what I am happy for that. I love him so much and he loves me. Wow someone that actually gives a fuck about me is finally in my life. He is here for life as I am for him. Baby Thank you for being the wonderful person you are. In a month and half I am yours for life. I am going to be a Rodriguez hehe. I can not wait for the day that I get to say you are my husband. I love you with all my heart no matter what. Love you, Ur future Wife, Carmen

Pork With Fennel And Carrots
Rated by 1 person Rate This Rate and Comment Create a meal idea 100s of main-dish recipes plus suggestions for simple go-with dishes to make a meal complete. Prep: 20 minutes Marinate: 30 minutes Roast: 35 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients * 12 ounces pork tenderloin * 2/3 cup orange juice * 1/3 cup water * 2 tablespoons thinly sliced green onion * 1 tablespoon snipped fresh sage or 1/2 teaspoon ground sage * 1 tablespoon Dijon-style mustard * 1 teaspoon fennel seed, crushed * 2 small fennel bulbs (1-1/4 to 1-1/2 pounds) * 1 cup packaged, peeled baby carrots * 2 teaspoons cornstarch Directions Trim any fat from meat. Place the tenderloin in a large plastic bag set inside a bowl. Stir together the orange juice, water, green onion, sage, mustard, and fennel seed. Pour over meat in bag. Seal bag. Marinate for 30 minutes at room temperature or 4 hours in refrigerator. Meanwhile, cut off and disca

Life
So I am oin CT a lot so I thought maybe I should do something on the site , so thus here I am. I have talked to a few people and they seem very awesome. I wish I could talk to everyone on my friends list , and by all means I am always open to messages and comments , I love them. As far as my Life goes , as the title of this blog would suggest , its very rocky. would love to find that one girl who will look at me and go "yeah life has beaten him to hell , but hes still amazing and I want him." Yeah I know its good to dream. My wife , whom I have been seperated from for over 6 mons absolutly hates me. very sad acually. And my son , my world. I never get to see him , because until we go to court , his mother my wife , is being uber nazi about me seeing him. in the last 6 mons I have seen him maybe 4 times , about 3 hrs per visit. now tell me what type of mother would keep a son away from his father? really I wanna know if anyone has an answer to that please. I have bee

Doctors Appointment
The Verdict.... I am cancer FREE!!! no evidence of anymore pre-cancer cells, no evidence of cellular changes at all!!! I go back in October for a recheck and another biopsy. (standard procedure) and will continue to have rechecks on a regular basis to make sure the polyps aren't coming back. I saw the Nurse Practitioner because the Doctor was in surgery, but when I go back, we will be addressing my ovarian cysts to see is there is something other then birth control pills to treat them. Since I'm a tough case (cant take any hormones) I've opted to wait to talk to him. I'm not totally out of the woods yet, but I don't have to stress about the possibility of having another D & C or worse a hysterectomy for at least 5 months, so I'm pretty damned happy right now!! One more weight off my shoulders and now I can concentrate more on getting this house packed so I'm ready to move on the 1st :D **does a little happy dance** thank you all who have kept me in your thoug

Whats Your New Name????
Here Is My New Name Gangster f***er Who Will Rock Your World What's your new name? Find the third letter in your first name: A-Beautiful B-Christian C-Pretty D-Jewish E-Gorgeous F-Retarded G-Boyish H-Preppy I-Girly J-Gothic K-Punky L-Popular M-Slutty N-Gangster O-Hot P-Gay Q-Sexy R-Hot S-Lesbian T-Emo U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Geeky X- Under-appreciated Y-B*tchy Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your last name: A-Slut B-Boy C-B*tch D-Obsesser E-Sex machine F-Retard G-Geek H-Jew I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Motherf*cker M-Beauty queen N-Crackwhore O-Whore P-Punk Q-Queen R-Alcoholic S-Asshole T-f***er U-Princess V-Jackass W-Babe X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What's Your Favorite Color: Red- Who's Good With My Hands Blue- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who Will Do Anything For Sex Pink- Who Will Do Anything For Crack Purple- Who Will Rock Your World Black-

The Italian Shoes
. Italian's New Shoes . . . Paolo Piaia walks to work 20 blocks every day and passes a shoe store. Each day he stops and looks in the window and admires a certain pair of Bocceli leather shoes. He wants those shoes so much it's all he can think about. After 2 months he saves $300 to buy them. Every Friday night the Italian community gets together at a dance at the Veneto Club, so Paolo seizes the opportunity to wear his new Bocceli leather shoes to the dance. He asks Sophia to dance, and as they dance he asks her, "Sophia, do you wear red panties tonight" ? "Yes, Paolo, I do wear red panties tonight, but how do you know"? Paolo replies, "I see the reflection in my new $300 Bocceli leather shoes. How do you like them"? Next he asks Rosato dance, and after a few minutes he says to her,"Rosa, do you wear white panties tonight"? Rosa answers, "Yes, Paolo, I do, But how do you know that"? He answers, "I see the reflection in my new $300 Bocceli leather

Fuck Me Quiz
FUCK ME QUIZ REPOST THIS TO SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WANT TO FUCK YOU. YOU WILL BE SURPRISED! FILL THIS OUT AND SEND!! 1. Would you fuck me? 2. What positions would you fuck me in? 3. Would you fuck me slow? 4. Would you fuck me hard? 5. Would you fuck me the first night u met me? 6. Would you pull my hair while we fucked? 7. Would you fuck me in the shower? 8. Would you hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then fuck me? 9. Would you have a 3-some with me? 10. What about me makes you want to fuck me? 11. Would you talk dirty to me while we fucked? 12. Where would you fuck me? 13. Would you fuck me in front of people? 14. Would you fuck me again? 15. Would you mind if i fucked like a porn star? 16. Would you eat me out/give me head? 17. Would you let me give you head/eat you out? 18. Would you want to fuck me/me to fuck you in the ass? 19. Would you be my master/slave... if so which? 20. Will you make me your cum slut slave?

My Friend Gary Rex Tanner
GARY REX TANNER "CLICK ONTO GARY'S PHOTO TO VIEW HIS WEBSITE" About My Friend Gary Rex Tanner Gary Rex Tanner has written songs for mainstream artists such as country singers Don Williams, Del Reeves, Henson Cargill and blues artists Corey Stevens and Saffire 'the uppity blues women." His four commercial albums, co-produced by his pal Mississippi Slim, highlight his versatility as a singer/songwriter/producer. A few comments from the reviewers: Four stars + Las Vegas Blues News "(The)songwriting takes on a fresh approach (and) takes twists and turns with the lyrics that are thought provoking. Tanner has an excellent ability to create images and characters.....they paint pictures, little scenes from everyday life that are rich for interpretation. The songs are genuine and sincere (and) spring so clearly from the mind and experience of the songwriter that in (a) sense, there can be no truer blues, not for Tanner. I like Mississippi Slim's slidework....raw, forcefu

Best Damn Advise I've Been Given
It's the things that happened to me, the situations I put myself in, the ones I keep and the ones I walk away from that make me who I am. It's knowing when I've had enough and can't take anymore, that shows others and myself just how strong of a person I really am, That even though at the time it feels as though I've lost so much when in reality I haven't lost anything at all. It's letting your guard down and showing someone that you're vulnerable that gets you hurt but in the long run teaches us a lesson. It's all worth it if we've learned from it,to pick up the peices of whats left and move on even if it's the hardest thing you think you will ever have to do. If you have the people that really care about you at your side no matter what,thru thick and thin,you can never go wrong.Though it hurts now this to will pass in time,everything will be ok. Time and a little push in the right direction by those who love you will heal all wounds large and small. Love all of those who have been th

Ahhh...one Of My Favorites.
Artist: Salt N Pepa Album: Very Necessary Title: Sexy Noises Sexy Noises turn me on you know Talk to me and you can't go wrong I love the sound of your voice when you make love to me And you caress my lips with your tongue Love it when you whisper down me ears (ooh baby) Love it when you breathin' down me face (ooh baby) Love it when you rub down me spine (ooh baby) Love it when we drink white wine (ooh baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really turn me on (tell it to me baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really do turn me on (tell it to me baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really turn me on (tell it to me baby) Sexy noises (talk to me) really do turn me on (tell it to me baby) Now tell me, baby How many hints must I make before you get the picture That I like it when you talk to me Don't shy away, say it to my face, talk sweet to me Go up and down and go round and do all that But don't forget that Im sisster with a thing for the sound So make a sexy noise when you're

What Kind Of Chocolate Are You?
You are White Chocolate You are White Chocolate You are sweet, caring, and truly very innocent. Whether your naive ways are a bit of act or not, people like to take care of you. You are a quiet flirt, and your power is often underestimated! What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

6 Reasons Not To Mess With Children.
A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, 'When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah'. The teacher asked, 'What if Jonah went to hell?' The little girl replied, 'Then you ask him '. A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, 'I'm drawing God.' The teacher paused and said, 'But no one knows what God looks like.' Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl replied, 'They will in a minute.'

Deep Thoughts...
Why do they lock petrol station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If a stealth bomber crashes in a forest, will it make a sound? If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Can vegetarians eat animal crackers? If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent? Why do they put Braille on the drive-through bank machines? Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? Why did kamikaze pilots wear helmets? If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him, is he still wrong? If a deaf person swears, does his mother wash his hands with soap? If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? Is there another word for synonym? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" When sign makers go on strike, is anything w

The Man Who Knows His Math
He writes: I was riding to work yesterday when I observed a female driver, who cut right in front of a pickup truck, causing the driver to drive onto the shoulder to avoid hitting her. This evidently angered the driver enough that he hung his arm out is window and gave the woman the finger. " Man, that guy is stupid," I thought to myself. I ALWAYS smile nicely and wave in a sheepish manner whenever a female does anything to me in traffic, and here's why: I drive 48 miles each way every day to work. That's 96 miles each day. Of these, 16 miles each way is bumper-to-bumper. Most of the bumper-to-bumper is on an 8 lane highway. There are 7 cars every 40 feet for 32 miles. That works out to 982 cars every mile, or 31,424 cars. Even though the rest of the 32 miles is not bumper-to-bumper, I figure I pass at least another 4000 cars. That brings the number to something like 36,000 cars that I pass every day. Statistically, females drive half of these.

Enough Is Enough
Yanno for the last two months there has been so much drama in my life that it has gotten to the point that I just cant take it no more.... He said She said crap and feelings getting hurt. Do I regret what I have said? Nah I dont because I had every right to stand up for myself and do what needed to be done. I have found out just who my true friends and family are. I have put my heart soul and guts into something that in the end wasnt worth it. All it brought was pain and stress that I really dont need. So now time to move on and find new friends and family. I only hope that I can find true friends that wont stab me in the back every chance they get but that is what happens when you open your heart to someone and trust them. Oh well.

Never Ever Shake A Baby!!
..will you??? Kindly repost - Never ever let the ones left behind and the survivors think we forget about them and their families... a> BABY ALEX... Please NEVER ...EVER ... SHAKE A BABY .. Add to My Profile | More Videos In case you are wondering about the piece of crap MONSTER who did this to Alex, clicking on this text will bring you to punkass loser's MySpace page (I refuse to have the face of evil on my page). He is a pathetic excuse for a human being who shook a poor defenseless baby and caused him and his family unrelenting pain and horror... Please let him know how you feel about what he did to Alex... I sure as hell did!!! (Payback is a bitch "Manuel"... you will see that when you get put in prison... the MEN in there can't wait to meet *boys* like you who hurt children!!! Rot in hell, you sick sadistic f*ck!!!

Re-rating Of Pics
ha last week someone rated one of my pics at a 3 which as we all know is just low but i've just logged on to find in my alert box that she re-rated that photo from a 3 to a 9... like that makes any difference at all... hello it's still lower than 10 LOL

Baby Planes
A mother and her son were flying Southwest Airlines from Kansas City to Chicago . The son (who had been looking out the window) turned to his mother and asked, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?" The mother (who couldn't think of an answer) told her son to ask the stewardess. So the boy asked the stewardess, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes?" The stewardess responded, "Did your mother tell you to ask me?" The boy said, "Yes, she did." "Well, then, tell your mother that there are no baby planes because Southwest always pulls out on time. Have your mother explain that to you."

These Are A Few Of My Poems Hope You Like Them And Feel Free To Comment On Them
NUMBER ONE IS WRITTEN FOR ALL MY MILITARY FAMILY THIS ONES FOR YOU ALL..... American Soldier They ask him why he's leaving, why he's shipping off to fight. They fail to see what's on the line, all their freedoms, all their rights. Comprehension is beyond their grasps that someone's got to go. And while every breath may be his last no fear, no doubt will he ever show. Because he knows that if he dies in some far off foreign land, that his valiant efforts may save the lives of his countrymen, family, and friends. And that girl's picture in his pocket, though how he longs to hold her will forever be carried in the heart of this true American Soldier. HERE ARE SOME RANDOM POEMS THAT I HAVE WRITEEN OVER THE YRS “Yes!” My joy is overflowing, you got down on your knee and have professed forever your special love for me. There was no hesitation, the moment I said “yes,” and gave life to the feelings I’m longing to express. I give

Models - Free Advertisement... Would You Be Interested?
Hi ladies! I own the site, Lingerie Angels. I am thinking of starting a section on the site where any lady can be a guest model of a new free section. You can send in a gallery, a mixture of sample photos, whatever you would like and as often as you would like. For those of you who have your own website you would have a link and/or banner to your site in your gallery as well as on a special links page to help bring in more visitors for you. If you don't have a site you can post your email or have a guestbook for visitors to be able to show you some love. I'm always looking for new ways to help out all the ladies to have fun and have websites or promote the ones they already have. I'd appreciate a link back to our site, but its not mandatory. Let me know what you ladies think and if any of you would be interested. If you have any questions please feel free to email me at lingerieangels_net@yahoo.com. Thanks for your time! *hugs* Jen http://www.lingerieangels.net

Competing
Sometimes it's hard to stay goodbye to someone that you know is no good for you. I'm sure everyone has someone in there life that either brings them down, you tend to fight with a lot, or just don't make you happy anymore. Sometimes having someone like that will open your eyes to for you to see that things are not as what they tend to be. After detaching yourself from that person you know what you to look for and other friend or mates to come. sometimes thats not allways good because the next person has to compete with the person before.

The All About ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ Survey
THE ALL ABOUT ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ SURVEY Body: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Chrissy Birthday: DECEMBER 18 1981 Birthplace: SATAN'S ASSHOLE (PHX, AZ) Current Location: SATAN'S RECTOM (PHX) Eye Color: GREEN/BROWN Hair Color: BLACK Height: BETWEEN 6'2 AND 6'8 DEPENDING ON WHAT CONVIENENT STORE I'M LEAVING Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHT Your Heritage: NATIVE AMERICAN, ITALIAN, UHHH WHITE The Shoes You Wore Today: ONE'S THAT FIT Your Weakness: I'M A SUCKER FOR ROMANCE AND ANYTHING TO DO WITH PIGS OR DRAGONFLIES Your Fears: ANYTHING SMALLER THAN ME...INCLUDIING MIDGETS Your Perfect Pizza: I NEVER MET A PIZZA I DIDN'T LIKE Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: SACRIFICING MYSELF FOR THE GOOD OF MAN Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL, REALLY NOW? AND SON OF A BITCH Thoughts First Waking Up: OH NO THE LITTLE MAN SNUCK IN MY WINDOW AGAIN AND SHIT IN MY MOUTH!!!!! Y

Responsibility Of A Dominant
Responsibilities of a DOM It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure an unowned submissive is guided to a Dominant that is suited to the submissive's wants, needs and desires. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive knows what being abusive is. To insure this is to insure the submissive knows when to call it quits. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to ensure the submissive knows what the submissive's rights are. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to teach the submissive information about the Lifestyle. The best method is to teach the submissive how to acquire this information and where he/she can get it. An ignorant submissive can be an embarrassment to a Dominant. It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive grows and develops under the Dominant's ownership, in both the lifestyle and the public life (i.e., job and family). Being submissive only means being a "doormat" when the submissive has made it clear that is w

Something For The Ones New To This Lifestyle
There are as many ways to do D/S as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND be too embarrassed to talk about it AND feel as i

My Thoughts On D/s
Fantasy vs. Reality Daily, I encounter what I consider to be misconceptions about what Domination/submission (D/s) is and what dominants and submissives are. I see it in literature and the media, online and in real-life acquaintances. For most, I suppose, Bondage/discipline Domination/submission Sadism/Masochism (BDSM) is something which is fairly confined to the bedroom. For them, it is about sex. A way to spice up otherwise dull relationships. I often hear references to "playing" and "players." They are convenient terms used to describe activities and others in the Scene, but, to me, these words are telling. In my life, D/s isn't a game at which I play. It is something I am. My dominant nature pervades every aspect of my life and it exists within me every moment of every day. It's intensity may wax and wane with my and my partner's mood and needs, but it is always there. I am what some refer to as a "natural dominant." I've always felt most comfortable in control, both in everyda

Tears Of Pain
The tears of pain run down my face the hurt is clearly shown, but who can say just why or when this pain I've come to know? My bellowing weeps in the still of the night will bring me to dismay, my pillow is wet from tears I've cried and won't dry till it is day. If you can't hear the words of my tears then really have they been said? or are they just voices of disturbing choices lingering inside of my head? My hearts in despair but who really cares that's a lesson still to be taught, the soul is the bearer of dangerous anger from arguments still to be fought. The tears of pain run down my face and I know not what to do, but I open my eye's and now realize that this pain that I've known is YOU......

I Promise My Kids
when you were born i promised to you to protect you and love yu as all mothers do i have watched yu grow from a boy to a man i have watched yu struggle for all that you can you have made life choices some which were great but some of lifes lessons youre learning late i feel like i failed you in some way iam sure cause you didnt come to me of this iam sure from his day forward i want yu to know in me please depend no matter the path yu go i wont judge you my son you are mine til the end a stronger love noone can bend i know that mistakes they have to be made and lifes game just has to be played but if yu trust me at all trust these words too no matter your choices im still here for you done by christine

What Was Once Lost
what once was lost now is found my king is back safe and sound taking time to heal and learn bout you we are now complete the waiting is thru you came to me at a time filled with doubt never have i forgot what we were about each of us grew in our special little way to be stronger together 4ever n a day weve both learned some lessons this much is true but to my king my heart has stayed true i dont know what word will say how i feel just know my king my soul to you is real the doubt that i had is gone with my fear now that my soulmate sits with me hear i look forward to forever the walks in the park the sweet deep kisses on my back in the dark your arms i awake to and fall into dreams too my king my best friend my one who is true yes i love me but i love me more when i think of yu and what is in store youre the man i have waited my whole life thru the one true man for me daddy is you the way that yu smile n to

Don"t
Don't touch me it hurts so badly Turn around the pain I can't stand Look away from my broken body Pity me not I don't need that shit Walk away just leave me be Don't look back stay the fuck out Don't think of me forget me Just dream of my smile once in awhile

Introduction To My Words Of Wisdom...
You are about to read some of history's greatest people. People like Leonardo da Vinci, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, and Jesus. Their stories are unforgettable. The marks they made on the world are indelible. They left behind something that has allowed them to live on through history. They gave us masterpieces...symphonies... a message of hope and love. Da Vinci... Mozart... Jesus... The reality is that most of us will never affect the world as they have. But we each leave amazing legacies when we love those around us. I wrote and typed this all out to give hope to some and to keep the hope alive in myself as to know that as long as you help and give love to those around you and never take advantage of people, perhaps the world could become a better place for our children, or even our children's children. All it takes is some change and if we can change the world just alittle bit for the generations to come, who knows what we could accomplish... who really cares if we li

My Words Of Wisdom...(part 5)
Down through the past two thousand years, the story of Jesus, the Son of God, has effect more change in the human race than all the laws ever passed and all the inventions of the human mind put together. HOW did Jesus Christ, in three short years, forever change the course of humanity? With a handful of ordinary followers, AND... A message of love and acceptance, of a kingdom... A compassion that draws men and women to Him from all walks of life, A sacrifice of His own life that bridged the gap between man and God. ----------------------------- The Open Arms Of Love When the children crowded around Him, He said, "Let them come unto me..." With open arms. When the blind and the lame and the hungry called His name. He healed and fed them...With open arms. When the world turned its back on Him and screamed "Crucify!" He didn't run or hide. He let them drive nails in His hands... With open arms. While He was dying on the cross and they mocked

Contest Giveaway Help Me Out!
Hey everyone I hope this gets out, i have some kickass friends on here that I know will help, so please click the picture and comment bomb and rate it please!! First one to 15,000 votes wins a VIC for a month and 1st place gets 20,000 shopping spree!!!

Riding The Iron Rooster
Do NOT send anything to a person's email from www.poqbum.com! I currently have two flash animations sent last year that Yahoo! 360 will not allow me to delete, them or anything else on the page they're on. I may have gotten a third sent to me last night; when this page keeps coming up, though, I keep getting a small bar that says "Error on page" and can't see the other four new emails below it. So if you sent me something last night between, say, seven and eleven p.m. Central Standard Time, I haven't replied to it because I haven't been able to read it! To err is human, and to really screw things up takes a computer, doesn't it? In the context of Paul Theroux's 1988 travelogue Riding The Iron Rooster (2006 edition, ISBN 0618658971), the iron rooster is the Chinese term for a steam-powered train which the author takes through the interior of mainland China during the mid-1980s; guesses at the date can be extrapolated by Theroux's first hearing of the Chernobyl disaster on the rad

Fish Fancy
I wrote this about a year ago... He came to the pet store and picked me out and told me I was beautiful. I thought he would put me in a tank and take care of me. I get fed, but he only gives me enough water to just survive. He takes me out of the bowl every now and then to look at me and he just can't decide if he wants to keep me. If he loved me he would take care of me and put me in plenty of water and filter it so I could breath. Or, he would take me back to the store and let me live there or go home with someone else who would love me. But instead, he keeps taking me out of the bowl and surveying me while he watches me die, just to put me back into the muck at the last minute with just enough water to survive. It's dirty water, and it's a small, uncomfortable bowl, and I'm tired, and I just want him to decide to love me, and take care of me...or LET ME GO!!

The Coming Storm
As the clouds churn, and her heart burns, she prays for the answer. On the horizon the storm approaches and it will leave devastation in it's path. The storms she has weathered are altogether too much for her to bear. So, she sits and waits, and feels the rain beating her, and the wind tossing her, and the lightning singeing her skin. She will survive the storm just like she has all the ones before it, but will she decide, in the end, to abandon the source or continue to be tossed for the rest of her days.

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I feel it creeping up in me I feel it drowning me out Feel it knocking me down and shoving me around Screaming at me Tellin me I'm outa time I don't know where to go I don't know where to run Every corner I turn there it is Staring back at me What have I done Gone and sold my soul Just to get a moments peace And now its gone Everything I loved Everything I held dear Its all going up in smoke Its all gonna disappear My skin starts to burn My eyes start to turn Everything goes black Everything goes cold Only thing left for me is fear

Baked Stuffed Shrimp With Clam Stuffing
3 c. chopped surf clams 5 oz. clarified butter 3 c. ground Ritz crackers 1/2 heaping tbsp. horseradish 1/2 heaping tbsp. dry mustard 1/2 tbsp. lemon juice 1/2 tbsp. Worcestershire 3/4-1 lb. peeled & deveined lg. uncooked shrimp 1. Drain clams. Place in mixing bowl. 2. Mix with crushed Ritz 3. In another mixing bowl mix butter, horseradish, dry mustard, lemon juice and Worcestershire. 4. Add to clams Ritz; mix well. 5. Layout shrimp in an ovenproof casserole dish. Cover with clam mixture. Bake 15-20 minutes at 425 degrees.

Calzone
6 cans tomato sauce 1 cup half and half your choice of Italian seasonings black pepper and sea salt 1 tbs garlic powder or four cloves (or prepare your normal spaghetti sauce) 2 lbs ground beef and/or turkey mozzarella cheese or other 2 cans store bought biscuits, any kind Heat oven to the biscuit directions. In a big pot add first 5 ingredients to taste; turn to low-med. In a skillet brown meat with a little salt and pepper and Italian seasonings. Cook to your liking; preferably medium to well done. When meat is done drain grease and rinse. Add the meat to your sauce and turn off burner. Now open the cans of biscuits and roll out to good sized square preferably on a cooking sheet that you will cook them on; add about a tablespoon of meat sauce. Add a small slice of cheese to the middle. Then bring all four sides to the middle; pinching them together. If you’d like at this point, you can add a slice of cheese to the top, for optimal support. Bake as the directions on the bis

My Nite Last Nite
well for starters happy fathers day to all the dads, what a nite for me last night at the races, my son hot laped his car and said he felt something hit underneath, so i checked it out and couldnt find anything so i took it out to the track for the heat race and on the last lap going into #1 and 2 turns i felt something come loose under the right front and couldnt turn the car, went straight to the wall at somewere around 50 - 60 mph , with all the breaks pushed in still wouldnt slow down in time so i hit the wall in the right front and bounced me down the track ending up facing the infield, doing a bit of damage including bent lower a-frame, bent right cv-joint, bent main frame , shifted motor to the left, dont know as of yet if its repairable but in the mean time i will find him another car and get back out there in 2 weeks i'm ok just a sore back and sore right collar bone were the seatbelt dug in. with a sore back and swollen right collar bone from the 5-point harnes i

Feeling The Pain Of A Heart Break
i thought it was forever i know you thought so too you said your feelings had changed there was nothing i could do it was hard to say goodbye not to the memories we shared but to the love and happiness and the way that you cared months have passed by and i still feel the same way i'm broken and confused why didn't you just stay? the answer to that question i know very so well but i can't yet accept it i just wanna hide in my shell for all the tears i cry are wishing you were with me i'm still in love with you and always will be

Eternity
Eternity flows through satin sheets while a simple soul, whispers so sweet Binding the hearts in erotic bliss securities blanket wrapped in a kiss Shawdows from the past fade away Consumed by the future, found this day.

Yale Graduate And A Redneck From Wyoming
The National Poetry Contest had come down to two semifinalists... A Yale graduate and a redneck from Wyoming. They were given a word, then allowed two minutes to study the word and come up with a poem that contained the word. The word they were given was "Timbuktu". First to recite his poem was the Yale graduate. He stepped to the microphone and said... Slowly across the desert sand Trekked a lonely caravan Men on camels, two by two Destination-Timbuktu. The crowd went crazy! No way could the redneck top that, they thought. The redneck calmly made his way to the microphone and recited... Me and Tim a huntin went Met three whores in a pop up tent They was three, and we was two So I bucked one, and Timbuktu. The redneck won hands down!

My Frist Blog!!
Ya fav position? any Do you scratch.? maybe?? Do you Bite ? maybe?? what happens when you think about sex? would'nt you like to know how often do you think about it ? not much have you ever cried during sex other then ya 1'st time? no,but it was so bad,i wanted too Do u remember u'r 1's? frist and only,yes,and it sucked Where is u'r spot? you'll just have to find out on your own whats the oldest age u've had sex wit? 24 When was the last time you've had sex? almost 5 years do you have a b/f or g/f? yes,the best girl in the world,I LOVE YOU BABE Do you think about other people when u'r fucking them? fuck no,thats just worng Have you ever wished your mate to be some one else? the girl i slept with,yes i wish it was If so, who and why? my ex's sister,because sex should be with someone you love do you make faces when you nut? don't know fucked on period? i don't get them Ate while on period? no,don't get them,but would love

Something I Posted In Bulletin Yesterday That Peeps Actually Like
"To all the girls who look past the nice guys." I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry

We The People
From death, murder, and suicide, We the people can no longer hide. We need to get to the bottom of this, Because our ignorance is no longer bliss. We have to change the way we think, Or life as we know it is on the brink. Each of us needs to take a stand, To change things across this great land. Don't let the children go on screaming, Give them life, and give them meaning. Give them your love and hope to use, Don't give them your hand in abuse. We need to stop taking more then what's fair, And with others, we need to learn to share. ~Morgana Angelia~ 4-8-1997

Alone
I imagined a life, full of promise and hope racing hearts upon clouds we would float Stars at night embracing our minds holding each other for for all of time I made a mistake and thought you cared that you believed, in everything we shared I am but a fool who let you get in to break down my walls, just to rebuild again I know that alone I will forever be why in the world would anyone want me I have nothing to offer but a broken heart I will never believe till death do us part I am a woman, made to be alone in this world of decie,t I call my home.

New Projects And Pics.
Hey everyone! I can't believe this is just my first blog entry. If you've seen my bulletins then you know that I'm pretty in love with my Dead End Society and Outsider Graphics. Basically I am working with both to try and develop my own skills as a hopeful professional photographer. I want to work for National Geographic eventually as a photojournalist, and while I'm getting ready to take classes, working with Outsider Graphics and Dead End Society (both owned by Outsider himself), I'm learning a lot of great skills and developing my talent. Go check them out! They're great sites and I know you'll love them! You can see my newer pics in my D.E.S. gallery, btw. I only upload a few here, but I have two pages there. :) Oh, and I had pizza today so I can post this: Want cool comment pictures/graphics? Click here! Haha! Have a good night, and gimme a shout sometime!

Lil Johnny
ALOT THINK THAT LIL JOHNNY IS MY SON, HE ISNT, I AM JUST HELPING RAISE MONEY FOR THE FAMILY ALONG WITH BRYANT MCGILL. ALL THE KIDS IN MY DEFAULT FOLDER ARENT MY KIDS, I AM JUST SUPPORTING THEM AND THEIR FAMILIES, TY JEN

Wow Confessions Read
01. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Jeff henderson I want answers 02. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yes damn things take a loonie I want it back 03. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? listener. 04. Do you take compliments well? not really sometimes but most of the time I argue about them 05. Do you play Sudoku? I tried twice my mind it not like that 06. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Probally would be hard but I bet I could do it 07. Do you like to ride horses? I do and don¡¦t there so cute and fun but also scary 08. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Yes from age 8-15 or 16 it was awesome 09. What was your favorite game as a kid? Well I had lots monopoloy truth or dare war mario games grounders haha that one was fun 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it? No definitely not as I find cheating tota

Naughty Horoscopes
Virgo- August 23 to September 23 This is the MOST confused sign on the planet. This sign is pretty realistic: No Frills. They love to fuck in showers not because it's kinky...but because of hygenic reasons...they are big into sanitary issues. Every Virgo I have ever met has issues...always going back to hygiene. They have to arrange time in their busy scheduals to have sex...But when a reservation is made...You had better be there on time, if not a little early. With flowers. And Clean. Virgos want to make their partner happy. That's it. USUALLY. You will always get a freaky Virgo. Even so, they will TRY to get YOU to cum. And if they can't make you cum, they will buy someone or something that will.they love to make their partner happy. Yes you read that right. They LIVE to masturbate...whether its you rubbing them, them rubbing you...them rubbing against your fox fur coat...whatever! they are very sexual people. usually always horny.!!!Some Virgos WANT to be punished. They will

Tomorrow A Change Will Come.
Someone was hurt before you; wronged before you; hungry before you; frightened before you; beaten before you; cursed before you; exploited before you; yet, someone survived. Don't get caught up in self pity, the party only last a short time.

To All My Dear True Friends On Ct
Know you're going hear it a thousand times in your life, so what's one more Sweetie after awhile most are going to be the same just different names. Some will bring you joy and happiness, some will bring you to tears but most are still a blessing in your life just the same. Rather that friend brings you a smile or the tears on your pillow; those are the faces you will rember time and time again. Seen only through your eyes to your soul and heart, for neither gather dust to cloud the vision . So here's one more Have a great day, My Friend with the face that bares no dust , a priceless gift to my life. Words written from my heart, much love ! Best Friends from TWIZABOO.com

Taco Soup
1 lb lean ground beef (or turkey) 1 onion, chopped 1 pkg taco seasonings 1 pkg dry Ranch seasonings 2 large cans diced tomatoes, undrained 1 can Rotel tomatoes, undrained 1 can black beans 1 can pinto beans 1 can whole kernel corn Brown meat and onion. Drain. Add seasonings. Drain beans and corn. Add to meat along with tomatoes. Simmer until well blended and hot. Eat and enjoy. Add a bit of grated cheese or sour cream and this simple soup is perfect for cold nights

This Is How I Feel!!!!!
okay so.... why is it that i rate people good, and all they do is check me out??? if you all can't rate me dont come to my page....i am a cool person and will rate back if you rate me..i dont put up with bullshit, or games! i am down to earth and will treat others how they treat me.. so for all you people out there that are my friends and family you dont have nothing to worry about.. for those people who cant rate me dont come to my site!!!!!!!!!! stay away from the miss bitch.... thanxs :)

If A Man Wants You
>If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. >If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. >Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. >Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. >Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. >Slower is better. >Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. >If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. >Don't settle. >If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. >Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. >The only person you can control in a relationship is you. >Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. >He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any

The Most Dangerous Snake In The World
NAME: "Expecteria Trouserius" (Trouser Snake) LOCATION: Throughout the world DESCRIPTION: One-eyed, with mushroom-shaped head (other types come with extralayers of skin). Varying from pink to black. Fang-less with a highly venomous spit. (Spit can reach distances up to 2-3 feet) Size varies from 3 to 12 inches, depending on its mood & sub-species. SYMPTOMS: This snake attacks mainly women in the lower front abdomen, resulting in an inconspicuous bump. Then a severe swelling followed by excruciating pain after nine months. The attack is not usually fatal. Beware: It has been known to attack men in the rear lower abdomen! HABITAT: Usually found in bedrooms, but has been known to appear in the most unusual places. ANTIDOTE: Various types of vaccine available for women. However, once the venom is injected into the body only drastic measures will ensure complete recovery. There is no known antidote for men. WHAT TO DO WHEN ATTACKED TOURNIQUET: Do not

Dream (poem)
Dream For I dream of a thousand things As I dream of you as my number one As many of them will bring joys to all Who we will forever know in our life As greater days promise us many of things As we will have our good days and our bad days But we will stand strong and proud taking on the problems on face to face As these will forever make us all the more stronger Date wrote 20-06-07 By Aj Rich

Why Is It....
when one member of the oppisete sex fucks up we tend to go on a i hate all(insert sex here) their nothing but liars, and or chaters, users ect..... personaly i know not every man on th e planet is a lieing fucktard but the words still come out of my mouth on occasion. personaly i know 4 men who are not liers nor cheaters well.. that i know of anyway and i choose to belive that but even when men get fucked over by a chick they say it too is it just venting in a fit of rage or hurt what why..... and even though we know better why do we still do it? just a thought

Rambling To Myself...
It's occasionally amazing to me how my brain can just run off without me when given the right motivation. I am not real sure why I am writing this tonight, just trying to sort out some feelings, and trying to figure out if the confusion is only in my head, or if it was purposely put there. I occasionally jump the gun when I feel cornered or fearful of being hurt. I want to put walls up all around, so high that noone could possibly get in. But I know in my heart that that will only delay the inevitable pain of loss. They say that we can't miss what we have never had, maybe, maybe not. I don't know that I miss what I want, but I have a great desire for love and truth. Preferably in the same package! Seems like when I find what might be what I'm looking for, there is always some unforseable obstacle. Well today that just doesn't even freakin' suprise me! A dear friend told me though to continue trusting until given a reason not to! So I will, atleast for now...

Missing Mom
This Family is in my prayers. I was scared of the same thing happening to me when I was pregnant because my son's father said he didn't want the baby. My thing is if you don't want the child leave the woman alone. That is if the child's father did it. He & His estranged wife have been my prime suspects. I hope that some other fooly wooly hadn't followed her home and did this to her. Anyway Thats my thoughts about this case for now. We will see what develops. Search for Pregnant Ohio Woman Intensifies Investigators Search Officer's Home Twice in Three Days By JOE MILICIA AP Posted: 2007-06-21 11:14:44 UNIONTOWN, Ohio (June 21) - More than 1,000 volunteers spread out Thursday in a search of rural areas around the home of a missing woman who was 9 months pregnant when she disappeared. "I think every single rock will be turned over on this search," said organizer Tim Miller, who runs the internationally active search team Texas EquuSearch. Miller had expected about 200

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM, Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85% Sex God83% A Romantic38% Virgin13% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Black Prince
TAKE HOLD,OF THE KNOWLEDGE MUST BE TOLD.YOU ARE A 'BLACKMAN'HERE TO UPHOLD,THE 'TRUTH'.THE TRUTH IS THE POWER,THAT REFLECTS YOUR 'DIVINE LIGHT',ON ALL THAT'S WRONG,MAKING IT RIGHT. STAND STRONG! MY BLACK PRINCE TAKE HOLD,OF THE DUTIES YOU POSSESS PLANT YOUR SEED OF LIFE,TO REFLECT YOUR BEST KNOW THAT THE KNOWLEDGE AND WISDOM,YOU MANIFEST WILL BRING FORTH THE UNDERSTANDING,OF LOVE PEACE AND HAPPINESS. Please Educate Allah's Children Everyday THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL MY BLACK BROTHAS,BUT MOST OF ALL,MY SONS,ROYCE,SAYDU,SHALLAH & KWA'MEL 'I LOVE YOU'

Some People Are Just Toxic
I'm finding that some people are just toxic to me. I drink & do bad things with them LOL However said person from above isnt who I was really talking about. There are people in our lives who drive us completely insane yet for some reason they are still around. My friends for instance lol They tell me things i really dont want to hear. Not just that I am a complete dumbass about a certain yeehaw but things that simply arent my business. I love them but damn.. do I NEED to know about your sexual issues?? seriously?? there are some things.. I just dont wanna know. I used to trust people..I think I have become a very big pessimist. Partly because of my ex partly because i am opening my eyes to the fact some people really do suck. No matter how hard you try to put a good spin on them .. some people just don't have a good side. Bitchy?? probably ...

Happy To See You Hurt
Title: Happy to see you hurt By: Me I take pleasure in your pain even though I have nothing to gain you say you've hit rock bottom and all you see is rain it's funny how things work out you say you don't know who you are or what you're about and you're filled with self doubt I can't help but smile I've been waiting for this for a while it makes me happy to see you hurt I hope you feel lower than dirt I bet you think that I'm a jerk but it's not my fault that things didn't work so you can kiss my ass I know I'm mean now you lose your temper and make a scene you start to yell, you start to scream you lose your mind and go insane because your life's like the wreck of a train with no one but your self to blame and no one around to put out the flames now you know how I felt it's almost the same now you know why I won't play this game so you should apoligize and be ashamed you should leave me alone and forget my name you should be alone in the rain and you sho

Old Fashioned
I know it is odd to alot but some others understand about being old fashioned. I am beginning to feel like an outcast anymore because of the way I was raised and was taught to do things. I was raised to cook, clean, sew, cross stitch, and more to make sure i was a proper lady and make sure i was always a good hostess and mother. I have noticed alot of women these days are not doing the same. I speak several languages and try hard to make sure i learn something more and more everyday. education was a huge part of my families life. I was also raised to make sure my role as a woman taking care of a man was there like cooking and cleaning and the male takes out trash and works. Like I said i feel like an outcast anymore. Don't get me wrong i certainly believe men and women should live their lives to the full potential of happiness and success. And I know everyone has different lives and different raising. Like I said i am certainly not the judgemental type. Just in the music and ar

♣ Why? ♣
Why does nobody ever fucking help me with any fucking thing i help everybody i can but i get shit in return so i am posting this blog to say fuck off and do not ever ask me for shit just look at the pic it speaks for me if you do not understand my words ( only few people are exempt for this blog you know who you are )

Our Boys In Blue
Meeting up with old friends is one of the joys of life I've come to find. My Prom Date and I went out last night to catch up after 7 years of not seeing each other. We had a blast after he got all the stories of the horrors he has had to see while on the job. He is an NYC Police Officer, has seen so many babies dead. The last one he took out of a mop bucket 8 months old, the boyfriend could not sleep so he killed his own flesh and blood. It is depressing, but it is part of the job. We talked for hours about his move, about how we were when we were younger. And how still after all this time how well we get along. I guess I'm saying that I have a new respect for the boys in blue, knowing what they really have to see on a daily basis.

He Enters The Stage
he enters stage: Blood boots. Killer storms Fool's gold. God in a heave. Where is she? Have you seen her? Has anyone seen this girl? snap shot (projected) She's my sister. Ladies & gentlemen: please attend carefully to these words & events It's your last chance, our last hope. In this womb or tomb, we're free to the swarming streets. The black fever which rages is safely out those doors My friends & I come from Far Arden w/ dances, & new music Everywhere followers accure to our procession. Tales of Kings gods, warriors and lovers dangled like jewels for your careless pleasure I'm Me! Can you dig it. My meat is real. My hands-how they move balanced like lithe demons My hair-so twined & writhing The skin of my face-pinch the cheeks My flaming sword tongue spraying verbal fire-flys I'm real I'm human But I'm not an ordinary man No No No

Six Affairs
The 1st Affair: A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM . The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." "You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!" The 2nd Affair: A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife, "There's no way I can be the father of this baby. Look at the two beautiful

Thnk You For All The Love
Thank you for all the love.Thank you to everyone for Rating,Fanning and adding me as a friend.Im having a hard time keeping up with my alert box So if you will do me a favor and comment in here if you rated my stash or pictures so I can come bck and rate yours.Im trying to write everyones name down but at this point I dont want to miss nyone.Thnk you agin.You all have made me thnkful for my friendships not just tonight but every day.Much Love

The Little Ghost Girl
In the home I currently live in. There seems to be a ghost of a child. A little girl. Several guests have cauught glimpses of her. And children often complain that there is a little girl in the house who harrasses them. The following is my experence with her. My Nice and Nephew (whom shall remain nameless for their privacy) were spending the night at our place. I don't really remember why. I think their parents were attending a latenight event of some sort. Any way this is irrelavant to the story. My friend Chris was allso staying over. We were prepairing to go to bed. I had asked the kids to brush their teeth and lay down in the living room. We had placed a bunch of blankets and pillows on the floor to make them as comfortable as possible. I had been looking for my nice for a couple of minutes and could not find her. I asked out loud if anybody knew where she was. Chirs answred that she was standing in the hall way at that moment. I found it odd. As I had just come from th

June 23
Well Got The Kids Back To North Carolina So They Could Spend A Couple Of Weeks With Grandparents. I've Actually Spent Some Time Here Myself. Never Thought I'd Say This But I'm Moving Back. Time To Try And Make Myself Happy Again. I Need To Be Close To My Family. I Haven't Figured Out How To Divide My Time With Kids Yet, But I'm Working On It. Still Not Used To The Idea Of Getting Divorced Didn't Believe That Would Ever Happen. But I Think I Finally Found Someone I Can Connect With Again. Only Time Will Tell.

Best Meatloaf
BASIC MIX: 1 1/2 pounds ground beef 1 c. fresh Italian style bread crumbs 1/4 cup fresh parsley, chopped 3-4 cloves garlic, finely minced 1 large onion, finely chopped 1 large green bell pepper, chopped 1 egg 1 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 teaspoon onion powder 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1 8 oz can tomato sauce 1 cup ketchup 1/2 cup water or beef stock (can use bouillon) 3 tbsp. Balsamic vinegar 3 tbsp. brown sugar 2 tbsp. Dijon mustard 2 tsp. Worcestershire sauce 1/4 c. Parmesan, grated (optional) In a small bowl, combine tomato sauce, ketchup, Balsamic vinegar, brown sugar, Dijon mustard, Worcestershire sauce, and water/beef stock. In a large bowl, combine beef, bread crumbs, onions, green bell pepper, parsley, chopped garlic, egg, seasonings, 3/4 cup of tomato mixture, and optionally, Parmesan cheese. Form into loaf. Place into shallow 7 by 10 in. pan or bread loaf tin, lightly oiled. Pour remaining liquid over meat loaf to coat. Bake in a

Pasta With Shrimp And Scallops
6 tbsp. olive oil 2 lbs. ripe tomatoes, peeled, seeded and chopped 3 tbsp. capers, drained 2 tbsp. anchovies, chopped 1 tbsp. garlic, chopped 3/4 lb. raw shrimp, peeled 1/2 lb. sea scallops, halved 2 tbsp. olives (Kalamata) chopped, optional Heat oil on high heat. Add tomatoes, capers, anchovies and garlic. Cook until tomatoes releases their juices and mixture thickens, stir occasionally about 10 minutes. Add shrimp and scallops cook about 2 minutes. Cook pasta (fettuccine or linguine). Pour sauce over pasta and serve.

Sex Offender Ordinances...
NORTHFIELD, N.H. -- Town selectmen in Northfield unanimously passed on ordinance on Tuesday night that restricts where certain registered sex offenders can live. It says that offenders who are required to register for life cannot live within 2,500 feet of a school, day care center or park. The ordinance also says that landlords cannot knowingly rent to known offenders in the restricted areas. Offenders who already live within the boundaries will be grandfathered in and not required to move. While many community members came out in support of the ordinance, some argued that it could make the area less safe by discouraging offenders from registering. "If this type of thing drives them underground, you don't know where they are or what they're doing. That in itself makes it more dangerous," said Pat Clark of Tilton. Northfield is now the fourth New Hampshire community to pass sex offender ordinances of this kind. Dover, Tilton and Franklin have already approved them.

The Inner Man
The Inner Man Ever look into the brain of a Homo Sapien? Well it isn't as mixed and mashed up with sex and violence! In most cases it is grey dull and listless. It has some similarities to the female brain but lacks colour sence. Let us take a journey into this little world. If you enter from the base of the skull, just behind the spine, you will recognise the No Directions Bumpersticker. Just off to the left is the entry point for the memory leakage control room. This is of course the largest section of the brain and has several ducts that lead to all aspect of the male brain. Notice the constant flow from the female speaking duct. It has a constant flow and pressure enough to dig for diamonds in granite. See, there is a special aniversary date! My but isn't this exciteing?!? Off to the right of the bumpersticker is the retention area, filled with statitics of sports, playboy measurments, and the everpresent two girl one guy fantasy. Unfortunatly this area is over filled and is s

Spinach Lasagna Bechamel
SAUCE: 6 c. milk 1 c. butter 1 c. white flour Salt and pepper to taste 1/8 tsp. nutmeg LASAGNA: 1/4 c. vegetable oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 c. onions, chopped 2 lb. spinach, frozen, thawed and drained 3/4 c. chopped fresh parsley 1 lb. ricotta or cottage cheese 2 eggs 2 c. grated Parmesan cheese 2 c. grated Mozzarella cheese 1 pkg. lasagna noodles Sauce: Heat milk until hot but not boiling. In another pan melt butter. Whisk in flour, cook 3 to 4 minutes, stir constantly. Add milk gradually. Stir until sauce thickens. Lasagna: Saute garlic and onions in oil until translucent. Stir in spinach and 1/2 cup of parsley. Set aside. Mix rest of parsley, ricotta or cottage cheese, eggs, 2/3 cup Parmesan cheese. Cook noodles al dente. Better yet, don't cook the noodles. Just layer the raw noodles in the pan as you would if they were cooked. Oil a large pan, layer ingredients in following order. First, 1 1/2 to 2 cups of Bechamel sauce, 1/3 of noodles, half spina

Installing Love
Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running ? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to complete

Taking Charge Of My Health!
OK I'M GOING TO START GOING TO THE Y TO START WORKING OUT WITH A FRIEND CAUSE I HAVE GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT SENSE I HAVE NOT BEEN WORKING.. PLUS I'M GOING TO TRY TO QUIT SMOKING AS WELL... IF I CAN DO THAT I WILL BE SO HAPPY!!! LOL BUT YEAH, I'M GOING TO START ALL THIS TOMORROW PROVIDING MY FRIEND IS STILL NOT SICK... THE DAY I DO START I WILL POST AND HAVE UPDATE OF MY PROGRESS... SO I NEED ALL THE CHEERS I CAN GET SO THAT I DON'T QUIT! I HAVE A BAD PROBLEM QUITING WHEN I START SOMETHING LIKE THIS... BUT I'M GOING TO DO MY DAMN ES TO DO MY BEST!!! GOT TO GO FOR NOW... TAKE CARE EVERYONE!!!!

And I'm Really Bored
Guess what? Yeah, that's right. I'm really, really bored. So I want to laugh some. Let's see just how funny you are. Leave me some funny, gross, weird, sexual, whatever comments on some of my pics. I need some entertainment please.

I Like This One
"Don't get too comfortable now -- you have bigger fish to fry. That's not to say that you have to rush through what you're currently enjoying; just know that there are bigger and better challenges on the horizon." Finally a fun one = D

You Are
You are My voice of reason In this world of treason You are What makes me sane When all I know is pain You are My eyes When the tears make me blind You are The half that makes me whole My sense of direction when I lose control You are My faith when I can't believe My air when I can't breathe You are My stars at night My sun in my sky You are all this and more Yes You are

Trust
I am not a trusting person by nature. My parents raised me to not trust or rely on anyone. They raised me to believe that people will tell you anything to get what they want so always fact check. In consequence, my parents raised me to be jaded, suspicious, and untrusting. No amount of deprograming has caused these personality traits to go away entirely. In some cases, these traits are magnified especially recently with my amazing luck at finding assholes and married men to date. My untrusting nature is a blessing in disguise really because it causes me to find out information that can save me a world of heartache later on. It sucks though. Recently I met a guy who I really liked (as much as you can like a guy who you talk to online and on the phne for a few days). We talked about everything and anything. Except the fact that he had a wife which I found out with a little looking around. It wasn't even spying it was an accidental discovery cause that wasn't what I was lookin

Going In To Surgery This Morning
GOING IN TO SURGERY THIS a.m. Body: HELLO EVERYONE I AM ALMOST READY TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL FOR MY SURGERY THIS MORNING MAN I AM SCARED AND WORRIED AND BLAHHHHHHHHHHHH BUT I KNOW ALL WELL BE ALRIGHT .THIS IS ONLY MY SECOND SURGERY EVER IN MY LIFE FIRST ONE WAS WITH MY TUBES PUT IN MY EARS AND TOUNGSILES AND ADNOYIDS TAKEN OUT SORRY IF I DIDNT SPELL THAT RIGHT .AND THAT WAS WHEN I WAS 14 SO I WELL CHAT WITH YOU ALL WHEN I AM ABLE TO DO SO IN THE NEAR NEAR FUTURE LOVE YA ALL AND I WELL MISS YOU ALL AS WELL LOVE YOUR FRIEND KIMMY LOVER YOUR FAMILY MEMEBER TOO KIMMY

First Day Off In 2 Weeks
110 hours in 14 days, 40 my first week and 70 this past week, all for 9$ an hour, 13.5$ overtime. its about fuckin time i got a day off. boss says this upcoming week ill have more hours, more fuckin hours? 70 wasn't enough? fuck me gently with a chainsaw lol.

Is It Me?
Just curious, it doesn't bother me really, I am just trying to understand. Many times I have had the honor and priveledge to talk to some great, fun and interesting people. The conversation goes swimmingly and we say our good-byes. The next thing I know, I never hear from them again. Am I reading more into things than I should? Just wondering because it would be nice to know if there are things about me that I should be working on. I always look to better myself.

Veal Alla Parmigiano
Sauce: 2 tbsp. olive oil 2 (8 oz.) cans tomato sauce 1/4 tsp. sugar 1/4 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. black pepper 1/4 tsp. garlic powder 1/4 tsp. dry basil 2 oz. water Combine all the above ingredients together in pot. Bring sauce to boil, lower heat and simmer for 20 minutes. Veal: 1 1/2 lb. veal cutlets, sliced thin Bread crumbs, as needed Corn oil 1/2 tsp. garlic powder 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 tsp. black pepper 3 oz. Marsala wine 12 oz. Mozzarella cheese, sliced 1/8 inch thick 2 eggs, beaten Dip each veal cutlet in eggs and bread with bread crumbs. Set aside onto a sheet of wax paper. Sprinkle each cutlet with garlic, salt, sand pepper. Cover bottom of a 10 inch frying pan with corn oil. Brown each cutlets to open pan and sprinkle with Marsalas wine. Place Mozzarella cheese on each cutlet and cover with sauce. Bake at 400 degrees until the cheese starts to melt. Remove and serve. Makes 4-6 servings.

Are You An Attention Whore?
You Are An Attention Seeker You're only human, so you can't help but want a little attention every now and then. You love the spotlight, but only when it's well deserved. You'd hate to be known for the wrong thing. And you also don't mind sharing the spotlight. You can easily give someone else credit or a complement. You know there's enough attention to go around, and it makes you happy when your friends shine. You come across as: Friendly and interesting People may wrongly think you're: A little more modest than you actually are! Are You An Attention Whore?

Whtat Is Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Keeper Of The Stars
WHEN THESE TWO HEARTS FELL IN LOVE IT WAS NO ACCIDENT,LIKE SHINING STARS IN THE MAGESTIC HEAVENS,THAT SHIMMER THAT WE WISH UPON, & IF WE FALL FROM THE SKY WE FALL TOGETHER, CAUSE DREAMS ALWAYS HAPPEN WHEN THERE ARE STARS OUTSIDE.

Actually How I Am.
Im a down to earth guy, whom works to provide for my children, i love them with all my heart, and would die for them. I myself pride myself on trying to be the best person that i can be. i hate to argue. although it will happen, its always fun to make up. I do believe that when you want to be with a special lady, you should treat her like a white rose in a field of red tulips. make her feel and know that she is unique, and beautiful above all else. and always show her how much she means to you every day of the week. never to harm such a delicate gift from god. The Real Me: What i would do for my other half... 1) rub your feet when you have had a rough day 2) make dinner for you when your sick 3) take you on a carrige ride, just because i wanted to be with you. 4) cuddle on the couch with you, when you are tired 5) bring you roses and candy, when i have not done anything wrong. 6) massage your body when you are sore. 7) pleasure you, without anything in return. 8) alway

Splinter Is Playing @ East Texas Choppers 6-30-2007
SPLINTER playing LIVE @ EAST TEXAS CHOPPERS WITH~ TEXAS HIPPIE COALITION CHECK OUT THE E.T.C. WEBSITE @ http://www.easttexaschoppers.net 30 Jun 2007, 21:00 4122 W. Hwy 80, Terrell, Texas Cost : ? Be there! I will be! It's going to be a fucking blast! SweetStef

Donation
alright people donate money, and even less donate time, why is it that people act like when they donate money they are a fucking saint, i've donated my time collecting floaters for two weeks after katrina, and i just had a person out of no where say "i donated money to help for katrina what did you do" how do people seriously come off holier then thou for donating money, i don't brag for donating time because it's a gift to humankind, we are one species we need to help each other out, that's what donations are for. fuck if you donate anything blood, money, clothes, food, time, anything, it's not for you to have some shit to hang over everyone's head it's for you to know you are helping better the lives of people that have been hurt in some way. hell even in cases of volunteer work you are helping people have a better time, or helping through a hard time. so please if you donate anything don't use it as a way of being better then people, use it as a way to better yourself.

If You Cannot Respect The Dead, Then What The Fuck Can You Respect Anymore, Goddamn It?!
Ok, this one goes out to all those MUMMER-fuckers that thought it was soooo damn funny to make find humor in this. As most of you may or may not know, with the numerous mumms that have gone on tonight, WWE Superstar Chris Benoit was found dead in his Atlanta home today with his wife and son too. Chris was supposed to have appeared at the PPV Vengence Sunday night to compete for the ECW Heavyweight Championship, one of the few belts that had eluded him through his career. He instead had rushed back home to his wife and son, because they both were very sick and had reportedly had been throwing up blood most of the weekend. No one had heard from them the rest of the weekend except for a neighbor who had called 911 late Sunday night. Now, you could imagine the extreme saddness that's being felt, not only by Benoit's extended family, but by wrestling fans worldwide. He was known not only to WWE fans, but also old school ECW, WCW back when he was with the rebirth of the Four Horsemen, and ev

Read This!!!!
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its

Soft Fried Tortillas With Tomatillo Sala And Chicken
For tomatillo salsa 1/2 lb fresh tomatillos, husks discarded and tomatillos rinsed and quartered 3 fresh green serrano chiles, coarsely chopped (including seeds) 1/4 cup chopped white onion 3 garlic cloves, quartered 3/4 teaspoon salt, or to taste 1/2 cup water 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 3 tablespoons finely chopped fresh cilantro For chalupas 1 to 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 12 (4-inch) corn tortillas 1 cup shredded cooked chicken (from 1 chicken breast half) 2 to 3 tablespoons crema or creme fraiche 1/3 cup finely chopped white onion 1/3 cup finely crumbled queso fresco (Mexican fresh cheese) Make salsa: Puree tomatillos, chiles, onion, garlic, salt, and water in a blender until smooth. Heat oil in a 10-inch heavy skillet over moderate heat until hot but not smoking, then carefully add tomatillo puree (oil will splatter) and simmer, stirring, until thickened, 8 to 10 minutes. Stir in cilantro and simmer 1 minute. Transfer to a small bowl. Make chalupas: Put

I Love You Sonny Come Back To Me!
You Mother Fuckers Finally did it! You took the best thing in my life on Cherry Tap away from me! If you are the cause of Fat Sonny Leaving me I will forever hate you! He has done nothing but be kind to me and because of this shit I will be taking a step up to where I will be watching people's words and shit because I will get to the bottom of this. I love Fat Sonny and he is a great man and it is a shame you people cannot see him for who he really is. When we had people stalking our pages who took the step to help keep them away from us??? SONNY and did anyone even thank him for that Hell NO! You ungrateful bastards! I don't care if you hate me! I love you Sonny, I wish you wouldn't leave us!

To My Artist Please Read Respond
please contact len by clicking his link below and adding him to your my space, and do a liner for his show, you can ask him what he needs it can be audio or video, below is what else he needs for his show from you in the messages we did back and forth thx Jody ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: len amsterdam show Date: Jun 26, 2007 12:44 PM HI JODY please use www.yousendit.com and fwd the link here to transfer the material to me "artists must provide a audio or video promo referencing len amsterdam show' for any exposure on my end preference is video 128kb mp3 audio or .wmv video format up to 700kb for any exposure include one song,one picture, and one artist len promo cheers len Wahoo you mean I have a day ? lol you got a e mail address i can send their promo pac to Thank you posting my banner muahh Sugar ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: len amsterdam show Date: Jun 26, 2007 9:33 AM GO

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Bouncers can DELETE ANY PROFILE THEY WANT ANYTIME THEY WANT SO DONT LET THE LI

You Ready For It ??
OK Y'ALL I NEED 4 MORE PEEPS FOR MY CT FOOTBALL TEAM !! PLEASE SEND REQUEST VIA CT MAIL AND I WILL TAKE FIRST 4 THAT GET AT ME ! **BOSSLADY** THIS IS A CT FOOTBALL LEAGUE BASED ON RATES GIRLS AND GUYS INCLUDED HOW TO PLAY THERE WILL BE SIX PLP TO A TEAM EACH ..EACH TEAM MEMBER MUST COLLECT RATES FOR THEMSELVES AND THEM THE TOTAL WILL BE ADDED FOR THAT TEAM THEM WITH MOST COMBINED RATES WILL WIN GAME!! THE TEAMS EACH TEAM WILL CONSIST OF SIX PLP (COACH, QB, RB,WR,LB,SS) WHAT I NEED TO GET THIS STARTED VICE PRESIDENT (2ND IN COMMAND OF THE LEAGUE) COACHES(ALSO OWNER OF THERE TEAM ..IN CHARGE OF FORMING TEAM) THERE WILL BE SEASON END REWARDS FOR THE FOLLOWING COACH OF THE YEAR QB OF THE YEAR RB OF THE YEAR WR OF THE YEAR LB OF THE YEAR SS OF THE YEAR PLAYER OF THE YEAR CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL MVP CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL WINNER

Thanks All
For the CT mails, shouts etc. about me possibliy leaving CT. So much is going on in real life. I dunno anymore. I love it here at CT. But at the same time honestly its not fun for me like it used to be :( Dunno right now if I am staying or not! Yes I have alot of friends :) Met some great people in person. You all know you are! But in all honestly is getting full of some game players, liars and so forth. I know, I know this is CT and the internet bound to be some bad apples as they say. I guess I am just so confused right now!!!!!!!! In closing if I do leave I would love to keep in touch with each and everyone of you if its possible!!! I will keep everyone posted as to my decision on this matter!!!!!!!! Hugs all around to all! Army Mom

While We Sleep
They say that dreams are the wishes That our hearts make while we sleep, That all the things we desire and want, Are there within our reach. That our unconscious mind Can take us to where we long to be, Where there is no meaning of time Only moments spent vividly. They also say that dreams Are messages from the gods, The foretelling of our futures Like printed tarot cards. They say that guardian angels Come to us while we sleep, To comfort and protect us Whenever our souls weep. That our loved ones passed over Occasionally come through, To be with us in dreams Because they miss us too

The Way He Touches Me
THE WAY HE TOUCHES ME Author: Chastity Rebecca Barwick He touches my hear with his kindness He touches my soul with his tenderness He touches my body with all his passion He touches my life with the light of his own He touches me in many ways, but the most special of all Is the way he touches me with his Love, Honesty and Trust

Losing My Heart
JUST SMASH MY HEART WITH A BASEBALL BAT, LEAVE ALL THE PIECES WHERE THEY ARE AT, HE IS LEAVING,...MY LOVE, AM I LOSING IT ALL??? OR JUST MY HEART AND WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY, BREAK MY VASE,TAKE ALL MY ROSES,... FOR TONIGHT YOU WON'T DRY MY TEARS, I AM LOST NOW,WHO WILL CALM MY FEARS,??? THERE IS THAT SONG, THAT MAKES ME THINK OF YOU, BUT IN MY HEART WHATS LEFT YOU'LL ALWAYS BE TRUEBLUE,...Mr. Big Videos

Well
i want to welcome my new friends and i hope you all have alot of patience with me it will take me awhile to get to your profiles to rate them still working on the othere you all are awsome and thanks for rateing me huggs and kisses to you all love susan

Hes Coming Home...:)
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I just got off the phone with my baby and they are releasing him. He will be home tomorrow...Woo Hoo...The doctors are saying that hes doing really well...And I cant wait...Thanks to you all for your thoughts and prayers...muahhhhh

Hey Cherries!!
This is the final day of my contest. I need as many rates and comments as I can get. I am currently behind by 1000. So if you have some free time and wanna show Perdy luv then come help me out. I appercaite any and all help that I recieve. MUAHHHHHHHh http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=195549&albumid=412306&i=590405089

R.i.p Sgt William Brown
To all those men and women who gave up there families and friends to make sure that we are all still alive and kicking today. The ones who go out every day and night to ensure our freedom. And then I sit and wonder if today would be the only time that anyone payed attention to what they are doing for us. I think about it alot, as I am a very proud sister of two Air Force Officers who are currently deployed. And I am the proud friend of a very brave man, who faught over seas. Now safely at home. I wish I could say that for everyone that is over there, But they know the price they pay day in day out that they pay to keep us all at home safe in our beds at night, being able to cling to those we love the most. I personaly am very thankful, for that is one more day that I get to look into the eyes of my girls and see their father, and their mother. I get to see their smiles. I get to watch them grow up, And my heart goes out to those who can't see there children go to their first day of sch

Shadows In Light
You can look into my eyes, But you won't see the truth About the person who haunts them. It's like a silicone color, One that lacks faith. A spark that is briliant, Like the hanging in my face. The shadows that dance, Within the shine of a light, Exist only at times When I'm alone and it feels right. The tears that are beginning, You'll never see fall, Because crying is harder, Than just losing it all.

Yay For Underwear Pj's Lol
LOL How'd they know I love to rock my cami's and boyshorts to bed??!?!?! The PJ's You Are Most Like: Underwear You enjoy the simple things in life and aren't hard to please You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love And you're confident enough to pull it off - without being overbearing What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?

Chiles En Nogada (chilies In Walnut Sauce) Recipe
You must start this dish one day ahead by soaking the walnuts for the nogada sauce overnight. This dish is a bit involved, but the effort is worth it. It really is an extraordinary blend of flavors. And if you ever get to Guyamas Restaurant in Tiburon, Mill Valley California, by all means order it! You won't be disappointed. The Picadillo: 2 lbs of boneless pork 1/2 onion, sliced 2 cloves garlic, peeled 1 Tbsp salt, or to taste Cut the meat into large cubes. Put them into the pan with the onion, garlic, and salt and cover with cold water. Bring the meat to a boil, lower the flame and let it simmer until just tender - about 40-45 minutes. Do not over cook. Leave the meat to cool off in the broth. Strain the meat, reserving the broth, then shred or chop it finely and set it aside. Let the broth get completely cold and skim off the fat. Reserve the fat. 6 Tbsp of lard or the fat from the broth 1/2 medium onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, peeled and finely chopped T

Shell Pasta With Sausage And Greens
1 lb. shell or ear-shaped "Conchiglie" pasta 3/4 lb. Italian sausage - half hot, half sweet or plain 12 oz. bunch of broccoli rabe or kale, chopped 6 garlic cloves, diced 1/4-1/2 teaspoon hot red pepper flakes 1 1/2 cups chicken stock 1/4 cup grated fresh Parmesan cheese 1 Bring 3 quarts of water to a boil, add a 1/2 teaspoon of salt and a Tbsp of olive oil. Add the pasta and cook as directed on the package, until al dente. 2 While pasta is being prepared, cook rabe or kale in chicken stock for about 8 minutes. 3 While rabe is cooking, sauté Italian sausage until brown - about 8 minutes. Sauté garlic. 4 When pasta is done, drain and return to pan. Toss together with the greens, sausage, garlic, and Parmesan cheese. Serves four to six.

Stuffed, Braised Pork Shoulder
Ingredients: 4 lb pork shoulder roast, boned 2 Tbsp olive oil 2 cups stock, beef, chicken, or pork (boiling) Marinade: 1 cup dry white wine 2 Tbsp olive oil 1 sprig rosemary 2 bay leaves 1 teaspoon mixed dried herbs (can use an herbes de provence blend) 2 garlic cloves, lightly crushed 6 juniper berries, lightly bruised Herb-stuffing: 2 Tbsp chopped parsley 1 teaspoon mixed dried herbs (herbes de provence) 2 garlic cloves Salt and pepper 1 egg 1/4 cup bread crumbs 1 Combine all the marinade ingredients and put in the meat. Let it marinate in the refrigerator several hours, turning it occasionally. Remove from refrigerator and bring to room temperature before proceeding. Remove the meat from the marinade and pat it dry with paper towels. Reserve the marinade. 3 Smear the stuffing onto the top surface of the meat. Tie up the meat to enclose the stuffing, resulting in a roughly spherical shape. Rub the meat with olive oil. 4 Place the meat in a large roasting pa

Pork Stuffed Cabbage Rolls
2 lbs sauerkraut 1 large head green cabbage 2 tbsp olive oil 1 cup finely chopped onions 1/4 tsp of finely chopped garlic 1 lb ground lean pork 1/4 cup rice, cooked in boiling salted water (yielding 3/4 cup cooked) 2 lightly beaten eggs 2 tbsp sweet Hungarian paprika 1/8 tsp marjoram 1 tsp salt freshly ground pepper 1 cup water mixed with 1 cup tomato puree 1 cup sour cream 1 Wash the sauerkraut in cold water, then soak in cold water 10-20 minutes to reduce sourness. (Make sure you don't skip this step!) Squeeze dry and set aside. In a large saucepan, bring to a boil enough salted water to cover the cabbage. Add the cabbage, turn the heat to low and simmer 8 minutes. Remove the cabbage and let it drain while it cools enough to handle. Pull off 16 large unbroken leaves and lay them on paper towels to drain and cool further. 2 In a 10-inch skillet, saute the onions and garlic in olive oil, until the onions are lightly colored. In a large mixing bowl, combine the pork,

Going To Be Writing A Lot More Now (and A Little Explanation Of The Hell My Life's Become)
I am, unfortunately, a master at saying something and having it misinterpreted. A lot of it comes from all of the medications I'm on now where they fuddle up my thinking badly. A lot of it is from the pain in my back; none of this is an excuse but cold hard miserable facts. I managed to hurt two people's feelings this morning when all I was trying to do was warn them that I might disappear from our conversation in a hurry and not be back on for awhile. For, you see, I now have my back brace (read body cast) and it is a lot different than the one I had before and it's going to take a lot of getting used to. So I won't be on as much except in the mornings or evenings because I need to wear this 16 or 17 hours out of the day; however, it beats the alternative of being paralyzed even more. I hope maybe that when the people I inadvertantely hurt this morning read this they'll give me another chance. Please have a wonderful day! I probably won't be around much to mess it up for you

The Full Moon
Friday, June 29, 2007 its full moon today today is full moon night, once again a day after a month- moon completes its full cycle, reach at a destination best known to himself, but with apace on the selfless mode, its a day for celebration on the success story of moon. month after month-year after year-the pace of moon reaches at its glory to inflict favour for life on the planet. a day of divine light -a day of devotion- a day of submission & the day of celebration in positive mode. celebration on the success of moon for a cause, all vegetation in the form of nature smile so much to show solidarity with the moon, rivers keeps their track smiling to welcome full moon.ocean wish it so much with its peak pace & faith on to it.its a full moon night. its night with full light, hence a night for blessings from moon, moon the cause for heart & mind in life inflict huge favours on this day for those who realize it with faith. may moon bless all for the cause on the subject

Sausage And Cheese Strata
1/2 lb. sausage meat 8 slices homemade-type white bread, crusts removed and the bread cut into 1/2-inch cubes 3/4 lb. Monterey Jack cheese, grated 4 lg. eggs, beaten lightly 1 1/2 c. milk 1/2 tsp. salt 1 tsp. Dijon-style mustard A pinch of cayenne 1/2 tsp. Worcestershire sauce 3 tbsp. unsalted butter, melted and cooled In a skillet brown the sausage over moderately high heat, breaking it up with a fork, and with a slotted spoon transfer it to paper towels to drain. Brush a 1-quart souffle dish with some of the fat remaining in the skillet. Arrange a third of the bread cubes in the bottom of the dish and sprinkle them with 1/3 of the cheese. Top the cheese with all the sausage; top the sausage with half the remaining bread. Sprinkle half the remaining cheese over the bread. Top the strata with the remaining bread and press the layers together slightly. In a bowl whisk together the eggs, milk, salt, mustard, cayenne, and Worcestershire sauce. Pour the mixture over the s

I'm Annoyed And Really Pissed So Heres A Slight Rant Per Se.
You act the world is about you As you sit on your horse and pretend your some kind of queen or king Your not all that n a bag of chips All you do is smoke pot through out the day you wann talk about me not having a job Well ain't you calling the kettle black You act like you know it all When in fact you don't nothing at all You say you seen it all When you ain't seen anything You wanna bitch You wanna moan Your nothing but a hypicrital bitch So you better step back and rethink People are not your play toy's We are not your friends You wanna talk shit go ahead I hope you back your self up Cause one of these days your gonna meet your maker And I'll be the one judging you I'm the keeper of thy gates I'm the one who's going to over see your soul I'm watch as the feather is weighed against your heart I'll watch as your devoured then lets hear what you have to say When your reliving all of your sins

Fake Ass Friends
I'm tired of 2 things I'll mention here. 1. The following post. People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends" 2. I don't read to many bulletins because most of them no matter what the Subject title is it is usually someone promoting themselves or their group of pointwhores. Got this from my friend Angel, worth reposting I thought. cheers, kids!

I Am....the Empress *lol*
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

My Baby Haylie...i Miss You Angel
the day i lost you i felt so much pain it not only stays in my heart it weighs heavy on my brain i cant stand not spending everyday of my life with you. i feel the pain everyday my heart is so heavy my head is so stressed why you? why me? it hurts so bad no words can express this pain i feel that never goes away its always here in me i miss your little hands and kissing you tiny feet and holding you in my arms everyday gets a little better and at the same time hurts more knowing i wont see you today i know your in a better place but it doesnt help me heal i miss you so much my angel i see you when i look in the sky my star always there shining down on me i will see you again it cant come soon enough till then i keep you in my memories