Fubar Blog Posts 3

Butterfly Crossing
Taiwan is to close one lane of a major highway to protect more than a million butterflies, which cross the road on their seasonal migration. The purple milkweed butterfly, which winters in the south of the island, passes over some 600m of motorway to reach its breeding ground in the north. Many of the 11,500 butterflies that attempt the journey each hour do not reach safety, experts say. Protective nets and ultra-violet lights will also be used to aid the insects. Taiwanese officials conceded that the decision to close one lane of the road would cause some traffic congestion, but said it was a price worth paying. "Human beings need to coexist with the other species, even if they are tiny butterflies," Lee Thay-ming, of the National Freeway Bureau, told the AFP news agency. Under the bridge Each year thousands of butterflies die when turbulence generated by fast-moving cars drags them into the traffic or under the wheels of oncoming vehicles. Ecologists hope the

Blah To The Nights....
...that bring me no sleep. i swear...this always happens to me when i want sleep the most. i try to go to bed...but all i end up with is a messed up bed from all my tossing & turning. i guess you could say im restless. anxious works too. i lost another "friend" this week. ugh. im sick of all these people who have their head so far up their ass that all they can talk is shit. i dont need you people to understand why i find happiness in the fact that ive only seen sean for 11 days this whole year...its not how long i got to see him but the fact that i was with him. you dont have to understand...just give me the respect i deserve. great. now my eyes are all teary. oh no...dont think that because my eyes teared up im gonna start crying. ha! far from it. i can handle anything that comes my way...why because people depend & believe in me....thats why. sean is supposed to come home in april...i just dont know what day. although he did say he would call this sunday & let me kno

Be Strong Honey, I Love You Too!
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a women in years. I saw how he kissed your neck " if he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you . Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you ." To which his wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey, I love you too !!"

A Walk In The Woods...
It is a beautiful autumn day and my love and I decide to take a walk before the air turns cool. The air is crisp, with the promise of winter just around the corner, the sky is a beautiful blue. The birds are singing to each other in their voice of eternal search. As we walk hand in hand through the dense forest, we occasionally stop to kiss and hug each other, neither willing or able to let the other out of reach. We can't stop touching and tasting, teasing each other with little looks and knowing smiles. As we pass a sparkling brook, you grab a hold of my arm and pull me toward you, crushing my lips with yours. The deepness of the kiss robs my breath adn steals my heart once again, the way you always do. I wrap my arms around you, deepening the kiss. I want to fel what I always do, you deep inside me, deeper than anyone else can reach. All the way to my soul, where you already reside. You slowly lower me to the soft, leaf-covered ground, never breaking our connection to ea

Drugs In Your Head By Foamy
I HAD TO PUT THIS HERE BECAUSE UMMM IF YOU KNOW FOAMY AND PROFANITY IS NOW NSFW THEN UMMM I NEEDED A WAY TO MARK IT! TOO DAMN FUNNY NOT TO SHARE THOUGH- IM GONNA MAKE SURE MY POTHEAD BF SEES IT! ROFLMAO!

I Have Noticed
One craft picture i have made has been getting rated a 10 alot in the past 24 hours. Now, mind you im not complaining one bit. But its the same item repeatedly and no ones buying it yet lol. Like I said I dont mind it doesnt bother me one bit. Im just wondering whats so special about that one item.

*dedicated To My Friend*
Well I decided to write down some feelings I have at the moment. I was missing my buddy in art class so I texted him. He is very close to me probably closer than anyone I met. He is like a brother. So he called me in class and I took the call cause the teacher is a twat thank you art teacher you make me hate art now :-D stupid bitch anyways it was Ky...he told he he was not going to be in class for 2 weeks..at that moment I felt like my eyes were going to tear. My heart stopped beating and I was not sure what to say. I knew something was wrong as soon as I heard the words "My cancer came back.." leave his lips everything stopped. Just sitting here writing this down is making me tear. You really have no idea what is it is like until you experience it. I hope for the best of him. He truely does amaze me. Being 20 years old, and experiencing cancer and many other issues is rough but he pushes himself to sit in college and to go to work. He is truely someone I will always look up to. You

You Are Gone
I feel so alone now that you are gone you helped me through the bad times you showed me that you cared but now you are gone and I have noone you were my best friend you showed me what to do you taught me how to care and I believe everything you told me I know that you care you showed me I was real it hurt when you were gone I had noone to talk to but now I do they care about me and I care about them you are gone but i've learned to move on I care about you I know that you care too it's so sad for us that you are gone but we have learned to move on and we really care we miss you so much but we can go on we still care and we will always it's hard but we will go on you were my friend but now you are gone

Poetry
where are the coins? the fountain is empty, wishes invisible, pennies razed with copper fires saturated love fingers flipping heads or tails like forget me nots cuffs raised, I wade into dreams with a pocketful of change but a hole is burnt into my idealism and my hope tears through flimsy material as i go broke with sarcastic sprays of water abrasively pelting my surrealistic skin--- now hidden under worn jeans and patched desire. ~JGW~

Marine Mother.....
Marine Mother Body: I remember well the day you were born; It was fall, leaves pretty, it was warm. I was filled with fear, and apprehension; But when you arrived no one had to mention That you would one day draw much attention For all the good and mighty deeds you've done, All the personal battles fought and won. You will NEVER know my pride for you, my son! While you ventured through the jungle of life, Facing it's many joys and it's strife's, I soon realized there was nothing to fear, For God's greatest blessings are yours through the years. The only thing wasted have been all my tears; Having watched you grow up into a man full of pride. For now those huge footsteps you take with such stride Are the steps of a man with that child inside. I still envision him in your voice when you speak, In the laughter, the smile, the way your mouth tweaks. There's that childish sparkle behind those bright eyes And the way we both look at the same bright

Banana Bread With Chocolate Chips
When I picked up the money for today's business day, Kathy, the manager at the south branch of my workplace offered us some banana bread which she'd baked last night for her kids. With chocolate chips -- in her words, "the only way they like it". I declare, in North Dakota I think I've eaten more banana bread than I ever have before in my life. Any church potluck has a loaf, my sister-in-law Mary's expert at making it, and this is one of those homemade items (no offense meant to my wife, but I'll never see her bake it herself -- she's too much into ready-made) which at least one person in the household is familiar with making. Perhaps I should scarf a recipe; I wonder if Mom has one. My mom who now lives in Kentucky has her special recipe for chocolate fudge and peanut butter fudge; besides being fudge, how Mom actually makes it is her secret, which makes the tins of fudge her six kids (I'm number six) get every Christmas so worth the wait! Yummy! While I was at work yesterd

Water Vs. Wine
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of Poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or whiskey beer, vodka or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = Poop WINE = HEALTH Therefore: It is better to drink wine and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of crap. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.

A Way To Help Out With The Nsfw Nazi Regime
I had my mumming priviledges taken from me today, about 3 hours after I posted my mumm (which didn't have any NSFW content in it) it was flagged. I think the worst thing in my mumm was the word 'poop' was in it. It was a silly mumm, but I did follow the guidelines and actually ask for my mind to be made up. So, I didn't think I had broken any of these 'mumm guidelines'. Srapper was very nice and gave my my mumms back, he always gets a big thumb's up from me. Getting to a point, I promise. Shortly after getting my mumms revoked, I went to the cherrytap shop's page and noticed that one mumm was posted by it. So, I looked out of curiosity. http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=25 Notice that the date on the mumm is before any of this NSFW'ing and "Is it really a mumm?" So... which would lead me to believe that the mumms were in fact intended for more than just making up someone's mind in the "new guideline" sense of things. The very profile that informs so many mummers that their mu

Ten Dirty Things You Didnt Know About Me
1. I can get you hard in just one kiss 2. I do this amazing thing with an ice cube during sex =) 3. I like it dirty 4. I like it rough 5. Spank me, pull my hair, bite me, and call me your bitch, i like it all. 6. You should see what i do with a banana during sex =) 7. Ive had 2 threesomes. 8. I swallow 9. I take it up the ass. 10. When people watch me, it turns me on.

My Friend
you know, since this war has kicked off i never thought i would here myself say this, but all of our troops need to come home. i've been sitting here the last few days reading online about troops dying in iraq. and knowing that a friend of mine died just made the little voice in the back of my mind jump up and shout at me. knowing that my husband is going to be leaving again sometime soon just scares the hell out of me. i've had two friends die and mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, husbands & wives have lost their loved ones. i support our troops, don't get me wrong, i support them 110% in all that they do. but how many more lives must be lost until we win? i just don't know what i would do if i lost my husband and my kids lost their father. Jason i miss you and love you! you were a great friend to me and everyone that you came in touch with and you will NOT be forgotten!

Bullfrogs And Blowjobs
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was a wakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading cookbooks.

Forever Love
FOREVER LOVE By: *Allen (MUAHHH) Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love

The Gift
The Gift VideoThe Gift lyrics - Seether lyricsSeether Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't

Long But Worth The Read, Funny
One of the funniest "forwards" I've received! priceless.... If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out loud! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was "something wrong" with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. "He's just lying there looking sick," he told me. "I'm serious,Dad. Can you help?" I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. "Honey," I called, "come look at the lizard!" "Oh, my gosh!" my wife exclaimed. "She's having babies." "What?" my son demanded. "But their names are Bert and Ernie,Mom!" I was equally outraged. "Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't w

Come Join Clubhouse Cherrytap Lounge For Bikers And Friends On Ct
WELCOME TO CLUBHOUSE CT LOUNGE FOR BIKERS If u have ever been to a Bikers Motor Cycle Club house then u would understand and I have been to tons of them and they are all the same a clubhouse is not a BAR u can't sell booze but yet u can drink and give a donation to the club.The clubhouse is a place for bikers and friends to hang out in and disgust bisness people stroll in and out of the club, there is no sit hours at any Clubhouse in this world.Club house cherry tap is not a bar it's a clubhouse JUST CLICK THE UPPER PIC & WE'LL SEE U SOON ! Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes

German Parking Garage
This is pretty slick until the power goes out...then what???? German Parking Garage This is pretty amazing! Can you imagine how all this operates? How do they lock each car in its cubicle for safety. My guess the mechanism that moves them in and out of the space also locks them in place. Talk about German efficiency! The two photos below were taken at a new parking garage in Munich . The actual space that the facility occupies is approximately only 20% of a comparable facility with the traditional design that is used primarily in the US . Not only is the German structure less expensive to build, but vehicles are also "retrieved" in less time and without the potential of being damaged by an attendant. Pretty Cool, isn't it??

Bullfrogs & Blow Jobs
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was a wakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading cookbooks.

Darkness Helps Sometimes
darkness,darkness be my pillow, darkness,darkness in my sleep, darkness,darkness fall around me, sunshine always makes me weep, in my heart there is such saddness in my soul their is such grief, darkness,darkness fall around me, bring my soul some needed relief, once I was so bright and handsome, now I'm ugly and full of grief, darkness,darkness,hides my pale reflection, darkness,darkness, let me sleep, will my sorrow end with gladness,, sadness hides my soul from me, will I die with only sadness, darkness,darkness,cover me.

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Ten of Swords card suggests that everything's over but the tears. Whether it's tears of sorrow or joy is a matter for you to decide. When the last straw falls, you might finally reconcile a painful past that could exist more in your head than in reality. Regardless of where the fear lies, its effect on your love life is still valid and powerful. The impact of letting memories keep you down may be severe, especially if you roll over and play dead. All good and bad things must come to an end. This might be the time for you to learn to let go of old wounds, heartbreak and injustices that could be hurting or controlling your relationships. The ensuing release, relief or liberation that arrives after this key realization can leave you free to begin again and undertake a new chapter in your relationship or love life.

Death In Stages
SOUL IN TURMOIL,BRAIN IS GONE, WILL I EVER BREAK THE TOPSOIL, DEATH IT JUST SEEMS LIKE IT TAKES SO LONG, DYING SLOWLY IN MY MADNESS, ONLY SADNESS IN MY HEART, WILL I EVER FILL WITH GLADNESS, WHY DOES IT ALWAYS SEEM SO DARK, LYING,CHEATING,STEALING,BRIBING, BOY,MY LIKES A LIVING HELL, MIND IS TWISSTING TURNING MADLY, BUILT UP ANGER AT MYSELF, SOUL IS NUMB AND I SO SADLY, REALIZE THERE IS NO HELP, SO I FACE MY SICKENING PROBLEMS, AND RACK MY DYING BRAIN, WILL I EVER BE A GOOD ONE, WILL I EVER LIVE AGAIN,...

A Smart Woman Would
Ok, for those of you who know me. You know I Love Everyone. For those who know me well, you know it excludes those who disrespect me. OK, I won't name names, but I have to vent this. About a week ago, a female was dropping naughty gifts on my man's page. Really, not a problem, happens all the time, CT is alot of flirting. except this female pointedly avoided my exsistance on my husbands page. Did not look at pics of me, or of me and him. Ok, well about 99% of women that visit his page drift over to mine. She never did. Which is why I typically don't mind the comments and exchanged gifts. Well, I got my panties in a wad and sent her a message telling her the things she was sending my man, and the comments she was leaving were dis-respectful. Ok, she writes back saying she's sorry. Ok, this should be the end of it right. Most women would then back off for a little while and let the pissed off wife cool down right? Not this one. She just sent him something e

Back In Action
hello all my wonderful friends, I'm back, in case your wondering where i was. Then stop now take a pee break, grab a snack and snuggle in, it's story time. Last sunday the 26th my sister fell off the back of her couch while she was trying to hang blinds. Yes not the brightest thing to do, but hey we're not perfect. Now we didn't think anything of it, till i got the text at 5 in the morning that she was in the er getting x-rays done. So i rush up to st. marys, which is about and hour and half from me. Kelly my sister, had a concusion and a twisted arm with ripped muscles. Because of the injuries she can not be alone. So I've been getting up every morning to beat rush hour traffic so i can watch her, then driving home each night to be with ryan. Which just from home to kellys house is about 3 hours round trip. But to make matters worse she is in the middle of sepration from her life partner. So i've been carting her to the bank, b/c amy tried to strip the account. The lawyers office

Mid Life Crisis
I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be....Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube top and scream, "Listen honey, ev

Two Traveling Angels
I found this on a friends yahoo 360 page AT THE END OF THIS STORY IT TELLS YOU TO MAKE A WISH AND PASS IT ON. I DON\'T KNOW IF THAT IS TRUE OR NOT BUT I WANTED TO PASS THIS ON ANYWAY. IT IS A MEANINGFUL STORY...BLESSINGS TO ALL WHO RECEIVE IT. Two traveling angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in

Thanks
thank you all that rated my pictures i know there was alot of them,you all are kind and special to me i couldnt have did it with out the help of all my fans and freinds,and the kindness that is in ct,this is realy how the worls should be,complamenting on another and showing there love and helpping the new people,thanks again guys susan

Kids
OH MY FUCKIN GOD!!!! There I feel better. For the past month, give or take, I've been watching my brother's kids. I have never been around such fuckin spoiled brats. The eldest of the two I'm watching, (cause my bro has 5 kids total, I'm just watching the two that aren't in school yet) complains when she doesn't get to watch enough cartoons. Are you shittin me?? Then the lil'guy, almost a year old, screems when ever he wants something. Don't get me wrong, I love my niece and nephew, but their fuckin spoiled. That's not even half of it. I had to quit my job search (granted I wasn't looking that hard) for a second job, I haven't had the time to work on my first one. Hopefully I can get back on track if I haven't been let go for non participation. I hate not having money. Bubba pays me, but it's just enough to keep my gas tank at half and a soda or two at denny's. Hopefully my bro's sales (he works at a furniture store) will pick up. He just started his job, and tho I love him, I don't th

Two Tough Questions
Two Tough Questions 2 TOUGH QUESTIONS Body: 2 tough questions.... very interesting!!! Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated o

The 'other Tarot'
Neo-pagan religions can be fun, but some pagans unfortunately go through a period of religious fanaticism. And fanaticism often limits an important part of your spirit: your sense of humor. It takes time to recover from fanaticism. Now there is a Tarot deck for recovering pagan religious fanatics. The Neophyte - A priest and priestess stand facing one another, performing the Great Rite symbolically by plunging a dagger into a chalice. In the circle surrounding them, a neophyte covers her smiling mouth, trying to suppress a giggle. Divinatory Meaning - Innocence. A new beginning. There was a time when all of this was good-natured fun and not something you took so seriously. Reversed Meaning - Difficulty in expressing honest laughter. You're taking this all too seriously. Get a life. The Magician - The magician stands outside his double-parked car in a jammed parking lot. He wears full ceremonial regalia and has an altar setup. In his hand is an open book entitled, "Incantati

Dark Desires
Secret thoughts trace the outline of this night With all that is mystical in the burning dark light A shadowy figure appears from a dream His purpose unknown or so it may seem I close my eyes and let him begin Falling into his arms we breathe passions of sin Our bodies filled with a compelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow he knows just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath him I begin to move In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather Love is an angel disguised as lust As sparkling gold now turns to dust Bodies collapse in frenzied release As the reality of time seems to cease As luminescent darkness covers the sky We rapture the moment and never ask why

R.l. "good Man"
You could catch me in the Gentlemen's club Substitutin' lap dances just for love, love, love goin' home to an empty house Thinkin' who should I call for some fun, hey I never knew love until you, love Never thought that I'd fall in love Till you brought out of me The man I always knew I could be, baby I can count the lovers that I've had And all of those relationships gone bad I wanna thank you for guiding me And showing me the love I was just a boy and not a man Falling deep in love was not the plan Baby, because of you and what you do You made me a good man, oh, baby Used to change my numbers every other week Gettin' crazy crank calls from them freaks i'd meet In V.I.P with a bottle of somethin' Tryin' hard to push on some heat 'Cause I-I never knew love until you, love You showed me a true love You gave me the chance Now I understand how to be a good man, oh, yes I can count the lovers that I've had (I've had) All of those relationships gone bad

Rise Above Frustration
Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with a smile on your face and gener

Wtf?
I ran out of comments or something. I can't leave a comment on any of my contests or anyone elses... That's never happened to me before, lol... So, if anyone wants to help out with my contests, the links are in my About Me, and I'll return the love tomorrow :)

A Surreal Life
In this twilight time when all is slightly unclear have you ever wanted to pursue the ones you loved only to find they were not real? The questions tumble out while you wander through this land searching for something that had never been there? Your cries, your tears all met with sounds of jeers looking for support only seeing the vacant faces. It's a mad mad world you cry out in anguish and you're only the court jester sent here to mock and to inflame. With one swing with one call your days are up your time is numbered How did you know you'd fail at this? when all was supposedly alright is there any use to beg for your life? A trumpet charges silence reigns feeling the slightest breeze through your hair close your eyes, ready for the final blow? In the next second you open your eyes to brilliance to a new land, a new place the place of purity, the place of light. Where your heart is it never left you were the one who had. © 2007 Kath

.duck.and.run.
i am the laziest person on the face of the earth. today. not really but it feels that way when it past 1 and ive just managed to extract myself from bed. i woke myself from the strangest dream. dun ask me why but ricky schroder was there trying out for a play. *shakes head* and not silver spoons ricky schroder...nypd blue 'rick' schroder. sorry dude. you're always gonna be ricky. deal. and here i sit rambling about dreams in order to avoid...other things...cuz lets face it...im really good at avoidance...and the whole 'duck and run' thing..cuz its been my way of life...for quite awhile. i keep typo-ing cuz im not quite awake yet. see the whole changing the subject again thing? yeah. i think maybe im just incapable of putting everything into the right words...and perspective. perspective is important. cuz its really quite easy to let yourself get..'sucked in' for lack of a better term...its much harder to keep your feet on the ground...well for me anyway...i dont really k

Long Distances
Most people find relationships taking place in the same area code hard enough. Add some distance to the mix and there are many grounds for concern. It's a type of relationship that's fraught with peril and the odds are stacked against you, but it can work. Survey Says... The good news for those embroiled in a long distance relationship, or LDR, is that studies run by the U.S.-based Center for the Study of Long Distance Relationships (longdistancerelationships.net) say there is no greater risk of an LDR breaking up than a regular relationship. OK, so all these LDR people are staying together, but they're probably completely miserable, right? Well, Dr. Gregory Guldner, Director of the Center and author of Long Distance Relationships, says that when comparing what he calls "relationship satisfaction," between long distance and regular relationships, the two groups were completely identical. That doesn't change the fact that LDRs somehow seem to tussle with our emotions more th

You Might Be A Redneck Dom If....
There are all kinds of these damn lists floatin’ around nowadays…for Pagans, business folks and damn near everybody else…but not for us “perverts”. At least, I haven’t seen one. So, since I am a Redneck and a Dominant, I decided to make my own…I hope y’all enjoy it. You might be a Redneck Dominant if… By: J.D. “Wolf” Sims Your slave’s “dress” collar cost a bit less than your bird dog’s “around-the-kennel” collar. Your favorite paddle has a rebel flag decal on it Your slave’s safe-word involves any reference to NASCAR Your paddles and whips are kept on a gun rack You’ve ever used bass lures during needle play You actually think that lures make much more attractive body jewelry than that fancy crap at the piercing pagoda Your slave rides in the back of the truck, but the dogs ride in the cab You ever stopped a scene because it was 5 minutes ‘till wrasslin’ or the race You had to refrain from biting your slave during a scene because your teeth were

To My Friends
"Dear Friend, Today is the International Day for the Mentally Disabled. Please send an encouraging message to a mentally retarded friend, as I have just done for you. Just thought I'd let your retarded ass know I don't mind being your friend. I don't care if you lick windows, forget to wear your pants, or occasionally shit yourself. I still really enjoy doing stuff with you. You always get us those good parking spots right by the door. You hang in there little buddy because you are doing great! You are special, so keep trying! Have a great day!"

You Shook Me
AC-DC - You Shook Me All Night Long She was a fast machine She kept her motor clean She was the best damn woman I had ever seen [...that I, ever seen] She had the sightless eyes Telling me no lies Knockin' me out with those American thighs Taking more than her share Had me fighting for air She told me to come but I was already there 'Cause the walls start shaking The earth was quaking My mind was aching And we were making it and you - CHORUS: Shook me all night long Yeah you shook me all night long Working double time On the seduction line She was one of a kind, she's just mine all mine She wanted no applause [Taking no applause] Just another course Made a meal out of me and came back for more Had to cool me down To take another round Now I'm back in the ring to take another swing 'Cause the walls were shaking The earth was quaking My mind was aching And we were making it and you - CHORUS And knocked me out and then you Shook me all night long You had

Dream On
Aerosmith - Dream On Every time that I look in the mirror All these lines on my face getting clearer The past is gone It went by, like dusk to dawn Isn't that the way Everybody's got their dues in life to pay Yeah, I know nobody knows where it comes and where it goes I know it's everybody's sin You got to lose to know how to win Half my life is in books' written pages Lived and learned from fools and from sages You know it's true All the things come back to you Sing with me, sing for the year Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears Sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year sing for the laughter, sing for the tear sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away Dream On Dream On Dream On Dream until a dream come true Dream On Dream On Dream On Dream until your dream comes through Dream On Dream On Dr

Driving Lesson No5
Hmm yeah well it went about as well as can be expected LOL Driving instructor turned up 30 mins early, so I wasn't quite chilled. We re-did everything from last week, and a couple of little things that I need to work on. Roudabouts, right-hand lanes and moving over into left hand lane to take the exit. I did it, I just hesitated moving over, and I've asked him if I can practise that a few more times. I'm fine staying in the left lane, it's manouvers on the roundabout I'm just a bit hesitant at. Lane changes in general. So we're going to do more of them next week. I did OK, I'm not as happy as I was last week. Had a few moments where I did hesitate at junctions. My instructer said not to worry, it's usual to have good weeks and bad weeks, today he said I was a bit of both. Mainly good, but a couple of stunking, silly mistakes. Ah well, at least I can say, I'm not rusty anymore. LOL (I have bad habits! from when i learnt to drive and they are creeping back

Get Stoned..(way I Feel Most Of The Time..lol)
Hinder - Get Stoned Just hear me out If it's not perfect I'll perfect it till my heart explodes I highly doubt I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's all right now Lets go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up making love instead of misery) But it's all right now Without a doubt The break up is worth the make up sex you're givin me Lets hash it out Cause your bitchin and your yellin don't mean anything Don't count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out But it's all right now Let's go home and get stoned We could end up makin love instead of misery Go home and get stoned Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We could end up makin love instead of misery) But

Quiet Mornings...
I wait the quiet mornings listening for your voice... It isn't there I listen for your phone call it isn't there I wade back through my memory it drifts to sorrowed pain I look upon your picture never see you again. My life is growing shorter darker every day Eyes once bright and glistening now turned cold and grey last winter is upon me cold and so unfair my thoughts are always with you thoughts no longer shared Vilulf All Rights Reserved

Online Versus Real Life
This past weekend I counted up the number of people who know me. I mean, REALLY know me.I came up with two: my wife and myself.That's it.Oh, don't get me wrong. Several people know bits about me, but nobody really has a cohesive whole.My best friend from the military, for example, knows I am a Satanist and that I am bisexual, but not that I experienced "mind-altering activities". (He's a big anti-dug guy.)Nobody else knows about my sexuality, but some people know about the Satanism, such as my coworker (who's cool with it), my father-in-law (who's not too cool with it), and a woman I used to go to high school with in Japan (who I told so she would stop sending me the sickly-sweet email she likes to send.Hell, my parents knew I experimented with "mind-altering experiences" but don't know abut the Satanism or my sexuality. What can I say. If we weren't related, I think I'd have nothing in common with them. :-)And even you, dear reader, don't know all about me. However, the thing

Myspace
hey whats up everyone iam really bored so i decided to let you know i have a myspace page also it has more info about me on it so if you want to check it out the link is www.myspace.com/sailorboy2006 leave me a comment and let me know what you think CORPSMAN06

Strength Psalm 18: 28-36
For though wilt light my candle; the lord my god will enlighten my darkness. for by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall. As for God, his way is perfect. The word of the lord is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him. for who is God save the Lord? Or who is a rock save our God. It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. he maketh my feet like hinds' feet and setteth me upon my high place. he teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken in mine arms. Though hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and they right hand hath holden me up, and made me great. though hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip. Psalms 18: 28-36

Wicked Little Things (contains Spoilers)
Ok, this was much better than Penny Dreadful. Let see, where to begin. The acting...wasn't bad. I think the little girl was the best of the bunch. The dialog was fine, no complaints there. The directing was also without complaint. I guess the only problem I had with the whole flick was the turn on concept. The whole movie is based on kids who died in a mine. Well, you would think they would be ghosts, right? Well, that's where the film lost it's charm. Instead of ghosts...they were zombie kids. And far be it for me to say anything bad about a zombie flick. However, putting the zombie element in a movie where it is not needed was quite unfortunate. Without it, the movie would have rated better in my opinion. The zombie factor did bring the blood and gore into the mix which is so missed from the classic 80's horror, but was disappointing to the story line. I think it would have been much better if they would have taken...maybe...a poltergeist lean on the content. I loved the bloodline pa

A Virgins Worse Nightmare
virgin girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents,

If Only Love Was This Simple !!
: a girl bumps your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl cries she wants you to hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to

Lub Surver N Shyte
LOVE SURVEY Terrible Twos If you opened it, you have to do it. (Or Ill cut you bitchezzzzz) Two Names You Go By: 1. -Lo 2. Beanie 2. Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. Black wife beater 2. Hot pink skirt Two Things You Want in a Relationship: 1. Lust 2. bestfriendship...with this comes everything. Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Masterbate 2. write a perfect paragraph. Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1. My breakfast 2. Write that perfect paragraph and string my chapters. Two pets you had/have: 1. Pork and Beans...my MUFU Pigs that I ate :( *gulp* 2. Ambidexterous Deux (flyhunter extrodinaire) Two things you did yesterday: 1. Helped design a book cover. I loooooooooved that ;) 2. Laughed until I snorted. Two things you ate today: 1. coffee 2. Bazooka gum....so not healthy I know! Two people you Last Talked To: 1. MY mommash 2. Shane Christopher Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. Going to shanes music present

How To Use Humor To Attract Women
How To Use Humor To Attract Women >If you've discovered the connection between making women LAUGH and making women feel a powerful ATTRACTION for you, then you'll also enjoy THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/CockyComedy/ One of the things that I discuss a lot is the idea of why women feel ATTRACTION for some men while NOT feeling it for others (even though the men that women feel ATTRACTION for might not be good choices for them because they're abusive, etc.) If you recall, one of the concepts that I teach goes something like this: * ATTRACTION isn't something that is logically chosen. * ATTRACTION is basically an EMOTIONAL RESPONSE to certain cues and behaviors. One of the things I've isolated that seems to cause women to feel this magical ATTRACTION to men is the idea that I call being "Cocky & Funny". This is simply using an arrogant style of humor when you're dealing with attractive women that leads to them f

Playlist For The Week Of 3/27/07 - 4/3/07.
Acheron - Anti-God, Anti-Christ Anatomy - Twisting Depths Of Horror EP Anthrax - Attack Of The Killer B's Atheist - Piece Of Time Atheist - Unquestionable Presence Atheist - Elements Cancer - Death Shall Rise Cannibal Corpse - Bloodthirst Carcass - The Peel Sessions EP Deceased - Supernatural Addiction Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Em Sinfonia - In Mournings Symphony King Diamond - Conspiracy Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Megadeth - Hanger 18 Single Nocturnus - The Key Nuclear Assault - Live At The Hammersmith Odeon Overkill - Under The Influence Paths Of Possession - Promises In Blood Sepultura - Arise Sinister - Aggressive Measures Testament - The Legacy Type O Negative - Dead Again Vader - Impressions In Blood Vio-Lence - Oppressing The Masses Wolfen Society - Conquer Divine EP

I Find This Very Funny....
That many people seem to be rating down my morph pic i have on my main pic, when 1 it wasnt even made by me, 2 if u rate some one less then a 10 it doesnt tell u who rated it, wich is pritty pathetic if u ask me.... come on people whats soo bad about my main pic? too scary and demonic for you all or something? hell if ya dont like it DONT LOOK AT IT! its that simple! IDIOTS!

Who Hasn't Ever Snorted A Loved Ones Ashes???
My take comes first then the news clipping. Apparently when Keith Richards isn't falling out of coconut trees the 500 year old Rolling Stones Guitarist is snorting dead people...sort of. Allegedly Keith Richards mixed his fathers ashes in with some cocaine and sniffed it up. Hell why not what says rememberance more then snorting your dead fathers ashes. It's bad enough this guy has done every drug known to the human race but now he's sniffing up dead people???? How do you even go public with that?? The guy just admitted that he's the halfbaked version of Norman Bates. Nice work there Keith just when I thought there was no possible way to push the envelope in this world you have managed to do it. LONDON -- Keith Richards has acknowledged consuming a raft of illegal substances in his time, but this may top them all. In comments published Tuesday, the 63-year-old Rolling Stones guitarist said he had snorted his father's ashes mixed with cocaine. "The strangest thing I've trie

Four Little Animals
FOUR LITTLE ANIMALS You've got to love this little girl. What a smart woman she'll turn out to be! A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of life?" A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want out of life is four little animals." The teacher asked, "Really, and what four little animals would that be sugar?" The little girl said, "A mink on my back, a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in the bed and of course, I'll need a jackass to pay for all of it." The teacher fainted!! haha :Þ

Saw This In A Bulletin ,, Couldn't Resist
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. February 6, 2007 Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will

Anonymous
WHEN YOU LOVE SO DEEPLY,WHEN ALL THAT YOU ARE FEELING CAN BE SUMMED UP ONLY WITH A FEW SIMPLE WORDS FROM THE RIGHT PERSON,A PERSON WHICH YOU ADORE,A FRIEND,SOMEONE WHO SEES EVERYTHING,AND KNOWS ,...WHAT TO DO WHEN THINGS FEEL LIKE TOO MUCH,THIS IS LOVE AT ITS MOST TRUEST FORM,TO LOVE SO ANONYMOUSLY, THE PERSON WHO YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR,EVEN DIE FOR,...WHEN MRS.ANONYMOUS SEES SOMEONE AT THE BAR THAT THEY DON'T LIKE,BUT WATCHES,AND SENDS A DRINK OR TWO AND DEDICATES A SONG TO THE PERSON THEY DON'T LIKE ANONYMOUSLY JUST TO SEE THEIR REACTION,... JUST TO SEE IF SOMETHING ANONYMOUS WILL CREATE A SMILE,THAT IS MY FRIEND,... CAUSE IT ISN'T EASY TO WALK AWAY, IT IS EASIER TO FIGHT.---THAT IS ANONYMOUS.

Dreams
Deticated to All of My Friends, Especialy to Debby, my Best Friend. Dreams..... Where the mountains touch the sky Where poets DREAM, where eagles fly A secret place above the crowds Just beneath marshmallow clouds Lift your eyes to a snowy peak And see the soon- to- be we seek Whisper DREAMS and let them rise To the mountains old and wise Climbers climb, it's time to try Where the mountains touch the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the ocean meets the sky Where mermaid dance and seagulls fly A place in DREAMS I know so well The sea inside a single shell Far across the living sea A pale blue possibility Beyond the castles made of sand Tomorrow in a small child's hand Only DREAMERS need apply Where the ocean meets the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the forests reach the sky Men are equal and doves still fly No th

Jail Time
As you all know I work in a jail. At first it seemed as though you were babysitting a bunch of over grown males . What I didn't know was the mental stress these ppl lay on you . But regardless I still love my job and hope to continue it . I want so much to take it further. There are some funny men in there . Those are the ones that help ur day go by fast . Some of them just kill me , You can definately tell which ones have been locked up for a while . Every female they see , they think shes rocking . You can only imagine some of the comments they send my way . I have to laugh at them. We got some new ones in last week and Lord the jail they came from apparently didn't give a shit about the drugs they pumped into there system . If this one guy would have remained at that jail , he wouldve died in a lil over two wks . Then they come here we take them off of all the bad stuff and man do we have Chaos . Its crazy , they want their meds back , they are detoxing so that makes them really nut

I'm A Woman!
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee And I can justify Any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, But a beauty salon Can get a massage Without a hard-on I can balance the checkbook, Can pump my own gas Can talk to my friends About the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, And yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others When I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles At any cost, And I don't have a problem Admitting I'm lost. I never forget An important date You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late I don't watch movies With lots of gore Don't need instant replay To remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch, And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Would you look at my face, Not at my chest! I don't have a problem With expressing my feelings I know when you'r

Slide Show
Four Generations of the Strongest, Most Loving Women that one could ever hope to meet... Grandma.. Rest In Peace.. We miss you beyond words! Momma..Thank You for all that you are and all that you do.. We Love you! Myself.. Pffft LOL.. My Baby Sister Amanda, Please don't Follow in my footsteps.. Make a Happy Life for yourself and don't be a sucker for a Pretty Lie like me..And last but not least My Princess, Isabella..May you learn at a young age to decifer Bullshit from the truth and Your Pleasures be many and your troubles be few.. I Love you!

Where Is My Sanctuary?
Really everybody should have a doctor like mine. A doctor who speaks their mind regardless of the consequences. I like my doc alot he is knowledgeable and just enough of an asshole to say "Uh, Wes, man I hate to break this to you but you're a fatass, and this isn't gonna get any better as you get older. You really need to do something about it now. A few months ago I came to him with a paper to sign for my Critical care paramedic physical and he says "You know, I'm just not gonna sign that until you comply with your asthma treatment." So I did, now he went on vacation and the stupid fuck that he has stand in for him not only interpreted this as a positive TB test, but she then tells me based off of one Blood pressure reading of 138/90 that I have hypertension and need to be on quinipril, a beta blocker, that's fucking great doc. I take four medications that if you had noticed, have a side effect of elevated blood pressure, not only that but all of the drugs that reverse acute bronchosp

Just A Reflection Of Me Today
Why is the mind so lost in the dark ? Where is the one who brings the spark ? Consumed by the echoes that flow within Seeking the meaning and desires of sin Sitting and typing out dribble I spew Dampened of spirit and a need to renew Spiritual needs neglected so long Race for the money life just feels wrong Wandering lost confined in my head Feeling like one of the walking dead Hating the world and the zombie stroll Fed on the lies and hear the death toll War for the sake of diversion of all Watch the consumers taking their fall Excess in living and fulfilled they are not Rome’s lesson lost on the sinful sot Soon comes the change and the world undone All for the excess that has not a war won Nor hearts been bought and a change of mind Living another zombie in the world so blind Strolling on as all good zombies do Lost is our spirit and nothing to renew By R. Thomas Dinsmore I know that this is not my usual fare ... I seek to uplift but today I just did n

Things I Don't Like.
I know I did a "things I love" entry - now it's time for things I don't like. 1. Pushy people. If I don't accept your friend request, don't send them over and over again. Pushy person, meet my block list. 2. Cats. It's not really that I don't like them, it's more like they terrify me. 3. Balloons, fireworks, anything that can make a loud sudden noise. I startle VERY easily. 4. Tomatoes. They creep me out. 5. Too much stuff on my sammiches. If I had wanted a salad, I'd have ordered one. 6. Having my hair touched. I'm getting better about it, but it gives me the heebie jeebies. 7. Chocolate. Yes, I know I'm weird. I'm sure there's more to add, but that's all I can think of now, LOL.

Bar Tab
My bar tab is $735.00 This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and d

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ALRIGHT I AM BEGGIN HERE WE NEED HELP IN A MAJOR WAY RIGHT NOW ANYONE WHO COMES AND HELPS WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME THE MORE COMMENTS THE BETTER THE GIFT. I KNOW MANY OF U DONT LIKE TO BOMB BUT WE ARE BEING CLOWNED HERE THEY SAID THERE IS NO WAY WE CAN DO IT PLEASE HELP US PROVE THEM WRONG AND JOIN US IN THE CRUSADE LOL JUSY CLICK THE LINK

All About Toxic Photography
Well here is Cherries, my first blog, about damned time huh, LOL. First of all allow me to introduce myself, I am the exclusive photographer for CyanideDolls.Com Which makes me the luckiest man in the world, I’ve got to say I Really Love this Job. Every day I get to look at some of the sexiest women and men in the world, as part of my second job here at Pinned up Productions. I am also the photo editor, this is where I get to be creative and go a little crazy with some of the photos. As the photographer, at least twice a month we bring our Dolls into the studio for a photo shoot, and I have to tell you, you have never seen so much naked flesh in one place at one time. It is often hard to keep the Dolls off each other and of course when this happens I am there with my camera to capture all the action. You will get to see this when Bloody Kisses comes out of production. We offer pictures with a dark Gothic them to them, some of the sets are quite bloody, others around a

A Good Friend From Ct Lost Her Bf
A good friend of mine from Cherry Tap lost her love on Wednesday. Menndebi's boyfriend Jerry lost his battle with lung cancer. I hope all my friends, fans and family will send her condolences and love. She needs our support right now. Thanks to all that will do this for me and for her.

You're Everything
Rain pounding on the window, your head resting on my shoulder, the morning breaks, you pull me closer, you dont seem to notice, the raging storm outside, you're so calm and peaceful, right here by my side, the sound of your breath, so soft and sweet, so content you lie here, lost in dream, if i could discribe to you, if i could tell you all i see, the angel behind your eyes, smiling back at me, if words could say what i feel, everytime you look at me, or how you hold me close, still you set me free, if there was a way for me to say, You're everything, the way you smile across the table, from behind your coffee cup, your old t-shirt and slippers, I just can't get enough, or the way you light up, over the smallest things, you make me realize, I'm living a dream, i know you're an angel, the way you make me feel, i've never known anything like this, it must be real, if i could discribe to you, if i could tell you all i see, the angel behind

I Love Cherrytap
I took the plunge today and became a VIC. I had to, I come on here as often as I can. It might not be much Mon-Fri as I am getting ready for a 2 week trip to Maine. But, I do make every effort to be on here frequently. I enjoy the friendships made and the pub atmosphere. I look forward to experiencing more on here. Thanks fellow tappers for rates, adds, comments and other fun.

Ummm Hey Hey
HEY JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM DOING GOOD JUST BEEN WORKING ALOT GOT MY PLACE ALL TOGETHER NOW JUST WAITIN ON THE KITCHEN TABLE AND I AM GETTIN IT TODAY WOOOTWOOOT HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY EASTER LOVE YA ALL CARO

Venting 101 Rating Pics
Alright don't worry this isn't what the subject sounds like, but I do have to vent on one little thing...Ok so here I am I am bored and on cherrytap so I think I will check out some new pics that were posted from friends, before I could even see the photo I hear some shitty r&b music that in my opinion sucks, I am forced to leave quick or mute my speakers and since I like listening to my music guess which on I decided to do? I don't want to hear some some dude that tries to look tough for the photo then is harmonically crying and wining for his woman to come back or whatever the shit is....eh. OK OK I am done.

Cherrytap Members, Know About This
I found this article online while reading a blog that had a link to it and wanted to share it will all members here, regarding your pics and photos on CherryTap that can be taken off this site and place on another site without your knowledge and permission. I think it is very important that such things be made aware to all that are members here with receiving updated news and info as to what they do here and how our material is being distributed off this site. Especially since now there are program installed here that can give you time out and auto delete your profile for rating and whatnot, yet it is our stuff that i am sure many here weren't aware can be used elsewhere without us knowing. Here is the name of the other 2 sites that takes your photos that are in your folder and placed onto these websites. The link to these affilated site owned by CherryTap that uses YOUR photos and stash off this community based site without your knowledge and awareness is known as CherryPhoto and

Not Hurt...
I'm not hurt, I promise. Stop asking if I'm sure. I said I wasn't hurt, didn't I? What more do you want from me? Do you want me to tell you How much you've made me hate you? Do you? Do you really? Do you want me to claw your eyes out Until you can't f**king see anymore? Because that's what I want to do to you. You led me on, You f**king deceived me. I deserve better than that. I deserve to be held, To be cherished, To be told how much I am cared for By the one person I have given my entire F**king life to. But no, That's not what you wanted Me to have. You wanted a f**k toy, Nothing more. You didn't care if you hurt me. So why do you keep asking? I'm not going to tell you That you hurt me. I don't want to give that to you. I don't want you to have That little satisfaction. I'm fine. I have to be. I can move on, I'll do things with my life. But perhaps you'll die knowing That you couldn't conquer me. Not comp

Poetry
That feeling so deep and loving, No more arguing and pushing and shoving, You love me and i'll love you, Keep in your head that we're unique and theres noone like us two, That smile so fragile and heart-warming, Like i'm in heaven with thousands of angels swarming, Noone will ever take your place or fill your spot, Your love is so rare and unlike anything that can be bought, Someone help me down from this emotional high, You fill my heart with happiness and joy you can see it in my eyes, Look me in the eye and stare into my soul, No longer heartless and cold, I would kill if it meant forever this feeling would stay, Embrace me and dont let go and take this feeling away, God must really love me to send one of his most precious angels to me, But i'm gonna try my best and let things be the way their supposed to be, And thats me next to you heart to heart, Always together united and never apart, I hope you understand wher

Depressing Easter Sunday
It's Easter. And this doesn't seem like a very good day. My parents are grouchy and they don't know how to act anymore. I asked why we weren't having a big dinner and mom was like because I'm broke. So...get out the frozen meats and cook something. Dad was like stop complaining. If you don't like it get out of the house. If only it was that simple. I really really feel like their failure. All I want is for a normal holiday. Nothing means anythiing to me anymore because they don't care anymore. I promise that when I have my children that I will never do them like my parents are doing me. Sometimes I feel like if I could just vanish that they wouldn't miss me at all. Not really. Their perfect children are Tina Van and Bubba. No one sufferes as much as I do. I think its really because I'm at JC Penney and I'm happy where I am and they don't care. They think of me as a lowlife. All because I don't make a whole heck of alot of money. I'm almost ready to tell them that if they want to b

Jades Special Occasion
Jade was more than 10 minutes late and I was feeling distinctly put out, when she finally walked through the door. Even in My anger, the sight of her nearly stopped Me, but lust and anger are a powerful combination so I twined the two emotions together as she approached. "I apologize for being late, Master Darius," she said, kneeling in front of Me. "Mr. Scott had me stay late for a board meeting. I left as soon as I could." I could tell she was worried about the consequences of her tardiness, but kept My plans well in mind. "Stand,my pet, and kiss Me. I'm pissed that you were late, but we'll get to that when the time is right. Come." We kissed, and I felt her lips trembling as a combination of anticipation and fear melded in her soul. We went downstairs to the Playroom, and I turned quickly on her. "Strip," I commanded, "and lay yourself on the table of reconciliation." As always, she obeyed My Command, but I saw a little hesitance. I know how important Valentine's Day i

To My Mom & All Mom's Out There...
Open her heart to the blessings around her. Teach her that fantasies are the wings of the spirit. Guide her with love and quiet persuasion. Mothers and Daughters We're daughters and mothers, not so long ago. We give and take and take and give along time's endless row. Love is passed, and love received. To be passed on again: A precious heirloom Twice, twice blessed, a spiritual cardigan. I'll put it on and treasure it when I have received, and when the roles are reverse again. I'll have what I most need. Our love will go on and on, a hundred thousand years. Mothers and daughters, daughters and mothers which are through joys and other tears. My mom Is Very Sweet and always caring. She worries about me when I am in school, and she makes sure that I get where I am going. She cares whenever I get hurt. She cares whenever I am sad and depressed. The best of all, my mom loves me, and who lives with her, when I’m good and bad. She makes me happy with a hug and kiss, but she holds my hand wh

Work Rant
If you don't know how to use a computer, don't try to log into your insurance policy online. Just don't. If you can't remember what you did an hour and a half ago, don't drive. Don't have insurance. Don't try to go online for your policy. And STOP CALLING ME EVERY TWO HOURS!!! If you can't pay for your car insurance, DON'T BUY AN EXPENSIVE CAR. It's that easy. Really. These are not hard concepts. Just a not-so-friendly reminder from your stressed-out not-so-friendly insurance agent.

Website
Hey guys, girls and others!! I just upgraded my website. I can now post up to 1000 photos and 50 video clips. I've got 80 or so photos, although some you need the password for and others you'll have to join the fan club to see. I just loaded them today and it takes 24hrs for them to approve them so give it time. The website? Oh yeah i supposed I ought to give you that, huh? http://loreleimcleod.rare-courtesan.com ENJOY!!!!

Spittin
i told you so's they don't mean nothing when a hearts been torn in two sometimes we need a shoulder to lean on to pull us through and if you think you've got it goin and every things so great all it takes is a dose of life in a wicked twist of fate back to the rock you crawled out from under back to your wicked ways the poison you're spittin wont get to me and ill see better days one is a lesson twice a confession and the third time is a charm pray for salvation receiving damnation from someone who means us harm

April Is Autism Awareness Month
April is Autism Awareness Month. This has special meaning to me, since my son is in the autism spectrum disorder. If you don't know what autism is, think of Dustin Hoffman in The Rain Man. Granted that is on the more extreme end. There is so much to still learn about this disorder. The number of kids with it has grown. You wouldn't know it by looking at my son that he has a form of autism. Lucky for him, he isn't totally emotionally detached. It is so important that parents of young kids be aware of their development & never brush anything off. The sooner it can be detected, the sooner they can implement therapy. It was just before he turned 2 that red flags went off. He was losing speech learned, had repetive behavior, would do quirky things like flapping hands all the time, constantly on tippy toes & banging his head. He was extremely gifted with patterns, puzzles & memory. He would have a lot of obsessive compulsive tendencies. He was very resistant to change. Didn't make

White Candle Spell For Blessings
White Candle Spell for Blessings Get a white candle-either a plain one (offertory, pillar, or taper) or a figural one in the gender of the person you want to bless. Carve the person's full name on the candle, then dress it with Blessing Oil or Holy Oil. For more power, you may place a name-paper of the person, or a photo, or some personal item of theirs (such as a bit of hair or a snippet of clothing) either under the candle or next to it. One easy way to do this is to place the paper or personal concerns under an overturned saucer and put the candle on top of the saucer. Burn a portion of the candle every day for seven days, pinching it out between burnings. As you light it each day, say this: [Name], may you be blessed May all good things come to you.. May nothing whatsoever harm you May your heart be light May your travels be safe May your health be good May your mind be sound May your friendships sustain you May you be blessed in every way If you have a

When Hopes & Dreams Dies!( Revised & Reposted!)
When Hopes & Dreams Die! Current mood: contemplative Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes ..>..> ..> ..>..> ..> When Hopes & Dreams Die! I am at the preverbial crossroads of my life! It sometimes seems the prospects for my own happiness are as dark as the night scenes in the bootleg dvd I recently saw,(or didn't see), of the Zodiac! I can remember that I once had grand dreams. But due to circumstances mostly by my own doing i've flushed them down the toilet long ago. I can't seem to remember today as well as yesterday. Maybe because my yesterdays provided a chance of true hope to realize my ultimate desires,wants,hopes & dreams. These days r about letting go! It sucks to have to let go all be it neccassary to move on! Even when u know things r beyond salvaging & just no good anymore. Its a scary thing to start over. To reinvent yourself. To find new hopes & dreams. It really sucks when ur alone holding the bag of a life unsalvagable. I am not a good loser. Its hard to los

Habit Of Success
What you do consistently and repeatedly grows stronger. And that provides you with nearly unlimited opportunity. Success is not a secret that is hidden from you. Success is a habit that is readily available to you. Life is made up of moment after moment. Point all those moments in the same direction, and truly magnificent achievements will come about. There are very few things of value that you can create instantly. Yet when you expand your horizon to a few weeks or months, the possibilities for achievement increase dramatically. The hours and the days will pass whether you make use of them or not. Choose to focus your energy in a specific direction, again and again, and put the power of time to work for you. Keep your thoughts, your words and your actions pointed in the direction you would most like to go. Develop the habit of success, and with it you can create whatever you choose. -- Ralph Marston

Kissed
Kissed When God kissed us The flame of love Fused our Souls together Leaving only faith to decide our destiny Humanity awaits the light of our union The stars collide As the essence of our love is cast upon the world Forever more… Jskins

Introduction...
ok, so my friend Steve makes music videos using clips from shows... recently, he downloaded all of this season's episodes for heroes and is making videos for it... if you like the one's i post up, comment them please, i'm sure he'll like it. anyway, i'll keep updating this with every vid he does. Thanks, Pete

Urmmm Uhhhh ,it's 7 Am
GOOD DAY TO ALL , hoping everyones Tuesday is going well, mine is going just as planned, sitting here with sleep deprivation, my head is yet to see a pillow. Just another day in paradise eh? Not alot to share , nothing interesting going on that you all would care about, I have mastered the game chuzzle, I have been playing it for only a week and i've won 6 trophies yay me, it';s more of a boredom buster. may sound or look corny to most but I am me and it makes me happy so thats all that mattters I suppose, think of the rewards, I'm busy playing my game and I'm not here typing boring ass blogs that I'm quite sure no one gives 2 flying rats asses and on a flying fucking doughnut about. Yes I know I am sarcastic but hey sarcasm beats killing ppl right? I'm very blunt, I am not here to play games with any of you men they may think it's funny, I'm chunky, not fucking retarded, I'm not A COMPLETE IDIOT, SOME PARTS OF ME ARE ON HOLIDAY. I'm MOSTLY HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS, RATE PICS, CHI

What A Head...
Just back from our evening stroll and hubby snapped this... No weak feminine heads around here!! Shit! even my bitches look more doggy than some males I've seen of late! Nothing worse than a weak snippy muzzle on a dog. Blurghhhh There's utterly no excuse for shit heads on males... none! If I can consistantly breed heads like that in my pups, there is definatly no excuse!! Think I'll go bury my head in a water bucket now and guzzle - god it's warm!

It's Almost Too Late...
Counting The Days - Goldfinger So here i go and there you went...again Just another stupid thing that i done wrong. Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for dead With all those brilliant things i should have said. I gotta get away, and find something to do 'Cause everything i hear, everything i see, reminds me of you. Still counting the days i've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Day one, was no fun. Day two, i hated you. By day three i wish you'd come right back to me. Day four, five and six, well i guess you just don't give a shit. Day seven, this is hell. this is hell. I gotta get away, and find something to do. But everything i hear, everything i see, reminds me of you. Still counting the days i've been without you 1, 2, 3, 4... Still counting the days that you've been gone. Still counting the days since you left me. 1, 2, 3 ,4... Still counting the days since you've been gone. A thousand things i

Getting Married..... Yay
James and Kristi i must say that I'm on cloud 9... Me and James have set a date for our marrage it will be October 20th 2007. We haven't set a time but it will be in the late afternoon hour... We are trying to do this the cheapest way possable but ever romanci... I never thought I would find my soul mate, but thank god I have... I love his man with all my heart he's the love of my life and he means the world to me... I love you baby...

Kill Caustic
So I'm feeling much worse now You're better. You're better Your designer drug won't work won't work for me Connect to a three-volt I hope your battery dies How could you run on such on such voltage? All the same I remain The one to blame and I'm Demonized Purified Justified As you let yourself show So now you'll love these screams Whats left of me? (Don't speak) Love these screams like I do (Don't speak) As the infinite stops cold Just nine and the six are gone Guess I was the one to [ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] Ride that dirty ride That is turning so fast now I cannot hold on But at this pace Who would, Who would want to? All the same I remain The one to blame and I'm Demonized Purified Justified As you let yourself show So now you'll love these screams Whats left of me? (Don't speak) Love these screams like I do (Don't speak) Don't ever speak my name. Don't ever speak my name again, don't ever spea

Drinking......
SITTING HERE DRINKING TO KILL THE PAIN LIVING THIS LIFE IS MAKING ME INSANE.. BEING AWAY FROM YOU MY HEART IS DEAD BUT THE FAULT IS MINE THAT IS ALL THAT CAN BE SAID. LOOK AT MY LIFE.. WHAT A JOKE!! TIRED OF TRYING TO MAKE IT SO AS OF NOW, I WONT.. LET THE CHIPS FALL WHERE THEY MAY LET MY LIFE JUST KEEP ON ROLLING. WHILE I SIT HERE AND KEEP DRINKING.. AND WONDER WHERE MY LIFE IS GOING...

~ ~ Untouched ~ ~
The night rumbled with the storm. Lightening and thunder crashing, Silhouetted by flickering light, a woman's form On the winds, enticing,the scent of innocence. Overwhelming, the dashing man with eyes of jade. Knowing he needed to get nearer Like a thief, her lair he did invade. The scent of her innocence grew stronger. Within her chamber silently he feasted. Through the window, winds whipped her raven hair. Thus far, he had gone undetected. Turning slowly his eyes met her dark stare. He stood frozen, unable to move. The sheer window panels blew about her like wings His gaze from her he was unable to remove. This angel awoke in him such passions and yearnings. He moved out of the shadow, His jade eyes searching hers, finding them lifeless. Her dark eyes a sea of hollow Which he could not swim, he'd drowned in their emptiness. He spoke to her quietly, softly But his words fell on deafs ear R

Another Cut
TODAY IS A BAD DAY THINKING OF THE PAST I TRIED TO PUSH IT AWAY BUT THE MOMENTS WOULDN'T LAST. I TRY TO DO SOMETHING TO GET IT OUT OF MY HEAD THE HORRIBLE IMAGES THE TIMES I FELT DEAD. I LOOK AT MY ARM EACH SCAR A MEMORY THE BAD TIMES REPAIRED HIDDEN WITH FAKE IDENITY. AND I TRY TO HOLD BACK THE TIMES I WAS BEAT BUT THE IMAGES POP UP THE ONE'S I ALWAYS TRY TO LEAVE. THE TEARS ROLL DOWN WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES MOM WAS THERE AND OUR FAMILY WAS RIGHT. SO I TRY TO MAKE THIS DAY A MEMORY OF MINE BY CUTTING MY ARM BECAUSE OF MY USELESS TIME. NOW TODAY IS BETTER AND EVERYTHING IS OK I'LL GO BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOING AND MAKE ANOTHER CUT ANOTHER DAY.

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates
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Someone
For the rude people that feel that they are better than everyone else you need to stop with your childish shit and stop coming by my page and giving me lower rates. If you dont like what you see then leave my page. Whoever you are you are more childish then my children and you need to grow the fuck up or at least show yourself you big pussies!!!!! Stop coming to my page and grow the FUCK UP!!!!!

Hot Tattoos
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This Is Just A Little Something I Ran Into And It Got Me Thinking. I Always Tell My Partners What I Want To Do With Them, But What Do You Want To Do W
This is just a little something I ran into and it got me thinking. I always tell my partners what I want to do with them, but what do you want to do with me if you could..........If We Had Sex.... GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE SCARED. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS TO DO YOU ! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you wisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u want me to

Today Is So Different
I had a friend who referred me to this site, and for coce I can say is a different pace for me than the usual myspace stuff. I don't normally feel complete when I blog, and this way I can blog and not worry about what's going on in my head and wondering if it's going to be the wrong thing to put down. Blogs are supposed to be a way to express ourselves and yet I have hit so many blocks with trying to blog about my feelings and who knows what else. I am just hoping to break out of this shell somehow.

Hot Tattoo Is Now Open Go Vote Everyone!
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My Life And Unhappiness
Everything seems so pointless anymore. It seems like the more I try the more I get kicked back down. I try so hard to please everyone in my life. I try to find love but it seems that everytime I try some one is there to kick me back down. It seems that no one wants me to be happy any more I try my hardest to be a good person but it seems that I turn into a bitch that no one wants anything to do with. This really sucks I don't know what to do I don't know maybe I'm never ment to be happy maybe I'm never ment to have someone I love that will love me back. I don't know WTF I'm doin wrong. I guess I was always ment to be alone and unhappy. Well I guess if no one wants to be in my life then I guess it will be just me and my 2 wonderful kids.

Something To Nothing
Somethin' to Nothin' Asheigh Streich- this poem was writtin july 25th 2006 this isnt the orginal i made it a lil better then i wrote it before. i wrote this because we was bestfriends for atleast 6 years but everything faded as soon i left. im sorry that i moved i had no choice. you dont understand why we aint even friends cops were in this fuckin situation yer a fuckin bitch. ppl tell me whats going on in your life cas i still care for you. yous my bestfriend. even though you dont think that. even though we aint friends im still going to be there for you no matter what. i kept my word n you have it forever. you told me that we aint friends cas u was jealous all cas yer ex boyfriend wanted to be with me. you told everyone i had cheated on him but u know me im not the one who cheats thats just not me. u know i neva cheated on him, so why you gotta lie. just write me back sometime. one traci Its kinda weird. id have to say I'm used to talking to you everyday. we did so muc

Prayer For Peace Of Mind
As I think of all the things I've been through Through all the hardship I experience Too many obstacles I encountered Too many wrongs I did Too many sufferings I've been Too many trials I walked in I close my eyes oh Lord And praise you with all my might I am alone in this life right now But having you, made such a big difference... Cause you alone dear God Can direct me to the right path That's why I am not afraid Because I know that even I'm a sinner You will never ever leave me Like what you always did to me You hug and comfort me You alone is my life You alone is my direction You alone will complete me 'Cause you are my only hope My only love My only help So that I can make it In this world, in this life, in this mess...

Act Like A Man, Not A Boy!!!!
...some dudes act like they have never in their existence seen an ass or a pair of breasts. Some of the 'males', I CANNOT use the word men or man, need to grow up, they act like 10 year old little boys sneaking into their fathers adult magazine stash and losing it. Although I LOVE a woman's body, there is a way to approach a woman without blurting out obscenities like a RETARD on CRACK with TOURETTES SYNDROME. A lot of you cats make 'men' look bad because u may have hair on your nuts or face, but sometimes when a woman is approached by a 'REAL' man she cannot initially distinguish, because of the disgusting behavior by certain 'MALES'. If a woman has a nice backside or breasts its NOT ok to state the obvious ESPECIALLY in such a sophomoric, moronic way as 'NICE TITS', 'NICE BOOBS', or the more sexual things you'd LIKE TO do to her 'ASS', most of you assholes have mother's, sisters, aunts, grandmothers, ETC...hmmm I wonder how you would feel if a male approached a woman in

Just Some Funny Shit.
"I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~ Henny Youngman WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not." ~ Stephen Wright WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk and go to heaven!" ~ Brian O'Rourke WARNING: The consumption of alcohol

Ozzfest Is Free This Year!!!! Hell Yeah!!!
OZZFEST ANNOUNCES HOW FANS CAN OBTAIN THEIR FREE TICKETS TO THIS SUMMER’S GROUND-BREAKING EXTRAVAGANZA You’ve heard about how OZZFEST is boldly redefining the concert industry this year by making all the tickets to the summer’s premiere touring concert festival entirely free for fans. Well, Ozzfest fans have a number of ways to score a pair of tickets to “FreeFest”--which will rock mightily with festival’s namesake OZZY OSBOURNE and Lamb of God, Hatebreed, Lordi, Behemoth, Mondo Generator, Nile, Ankla, Circus Diablo, The Showdown, 3 Inches of Blood, Daath, Chthonic and In This Moment. Ticket codes will be distributed through sponsor websites beginning May 12. Details on these programs are available on ozzfest.com, livenation.com, monsterenergy.com, jagermusic.com and fye.com. In the meantime, various sponsors will have offline initiatives, details of which will also be available via their respective websites. These codes can be redeemed for tickets beginning June 12--exac

Subject Naughty Adult Survey
Subject Naughty Adult Survey Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club ? Yep 2) Ever been to a bar? more like, how often! 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? Yes, but it really wasn't my fault... Drunk punk! 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? Yes, that was my plan that night! 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? no 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? Yea, but not in a really long time 7) Had sex in a car? Yes 8) Had sex at the beach? Yes, the sand sucks! 9) Had sex in a movie theater? oral 10) Had sex in a bathroom.? helloooo... shower sex! 11) Had sex at work? Yes, 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? Not with my money, but yes! 15) Ever had sex with a person of the same sex? No 16) Is there anyone on your friends list

My Gurlz :)-only
this is for all my girls... you all know who you are.. i aint gotta tell you. anyways.. i love you!! A simple bitch is someone you met through somebody else. * A real bitch is someone you knew from back in the day and we still kickin it now! A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "bet nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out.* A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink.*A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down.* A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after t

The Attic
A single shaft of sunlight throws what's left of this dusty old attic into sharp relief. Dust shifts and floats in and out of this golden beam, disturbed by my recent passage. Even with the sunlight, nothing has a clear shape. Boxes, furniture…old pictures…a forgotten jacket…all these things blend together into shapeless masses that are impossible to discern from one another until you are right on top of them. This world of black and gold; its stillness is only broken by the shifts and trembles of age, a house still settling after g-d alone knows how many years of emptiness. Dust has settled over and onto everything, hiding years worth of memories under it. Here and there a picture has been removed, picked up, the dust half smeared off in an attempt to view whatever might have been in it. Old forgotten faces stare out of these smeared glass panes. None of it made any difference…each picture was as unfamiliar as the last, each face, each smile was as unknown as my own when I'd

A Night At Outland
Endless circles ever searching for a hidden Shangri La Dark desire in the shadows, now heeding a secret call Broken façade, fading image, so easily overlooked Down the steps into the shadows, now my soul is surely hooked Decorations border corny, cobwebs, grave stones grinning skulls Uneven dance floor flashing lights, even antique disco balls Fruity drinks with bizarre names, packing strong alcoholic punch One drink two drinks go down smoothly, till my senses start to crunch Now into that web I willingly leap Cast myself into a night at Outland Spinning bodies fill the floor to thunderous seductive beats Leather and lace clad the figures, myriad of tasty treats Gestapo goddess, corseted biker, gothic ghouls and guys As pulsing beats enthrall the ears, spinning patrons enthrall the eyes Scents and sights and sounds assail; bodies pressed cause pulses to race Warmth within a gentle touch, staring into a smiling face Lips meet and kiss hot fingers dance, their need wil

Elderly Tech Support
An elderly woman called, furious. Tech Support: "How can I help you ma'am?" Customer: "You had better help me!" Tech Support: "That's why they pay me!" Customer: "Don't get smart with me!" Tech Support: "Of course, ma'am, how can I help you?" Customer: "Well, I've been waiting for quite some time!" Tech Support: "Yes ma'am, our current wait is about twenty minutes. It usually isn't that bad." Customer: (yelling) "Twenty minutes! I've been waiting three days!" Tech Support: "You've defied sleep and other bodily functions for a full 72 hours?" Isn't it wonderful when they get vague? Turns out she clicked on the "Help" button in Word or something three days prior and was waiting for us to call her...despite the fact that her computer had no modem and was not near a telephone line.

Ensign: Even We Samaritans Can Be Thankful
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 April 2007 One of the hard things about writing a Sunday School lesson is there's sometimes a lack of source material. The Bible itself isn't lacking so much as the story you're trying to relate; not a lot of people have done a lesson about this, so there's not a lot of experienced teaching to fall back on. Take the object of our current Sunday School rotation -- a lesson presented with different activities over several weeks -- which is Jesus' healing of the ten lepers as recorded in Luke 17:11-19. It's hard to stretch the events of nine verses (even the slowest readers won't take long to get through it) and make the story something which sticks in young hearts and minds. Not many of us have leprosy today, at any rate. But we

April 8th Of 2007
its easter sunday.... & i realized that im capable of waking up early, walking straight & even carry on a conversation after a night of vodka. i was fast alseep at like 4 this morning when i heard someone pounding on my bedroom door yelling something about me getting dressed. so in my sleepy daze i managed to get dress myself & drag the girls from their sleep too to ask them if they wanted to go to church. so there i was surrounded by my family in church at 5 in the morning...what the hell. who goes to church that early anyway? the service was nice...well what i remember of it between my mini naps. i also realized that i should prolly goto confession soon cuz everytime i walk into church it feels like everyone's watching me and i panic like a whore in church. ech...maybe its the heater that's affecting me & not the fact that im a bad girl. lmao. away....after church we came home to tons of food that i have no idea where it came from....maybe the mexican food fairy delivere

Melody Of Rain And I Am There
MELODY MELODY OF THIS,WHAT IS FALLING DOWN, IT'S RAINING,AND I AM FALLING MORE IN LOVE, RAINING AND I AM SO HAPPY, RAINING AND I AM DANCING, RAINING AND MY SOUL IS FREED. RAINING AND I FEEL LIKE YOUR AN ANGEL, I FEEL LIKE I'M IN PARADISE, I FEEL LIKE I AM IN HEAVEN, AND I AM YOUR SUNSHINE IN THE DARKNESS, I AM YOU'RE LAUGHTER IN THE DARK THAT WILL MAKE YOU GLOW AND GROW. THIS IS THE MELODY OF RAIN AND I AM THERE. originally written 5-28-2001

Ennui It Consumes Me
the word ennui is french, pronounced - on,we- for those wo didnt know. it means unhappy bored disenchanted many other bleak feelings. plz enjoy the write I am currently filled with ennui. Nothing seems to make it better, Well, one thing does…… Lost and missing among the dead souls of our time No one seems to notice the confusion with in People run is circle, only to accomplish nothing in the end In a world where looks and money matter, So many souls are lost in the sea of shadows ennui is filling me Its trying to consume all that is me Money and fame do not help Nor do food and pain The only thing to bring me joy, The laughter I get from a few close friends Ennui will win far away in the end It is hardening me, blackening my heart My once love filled heart that is stone cold now Find a mi

What Is A Juggalo?
A Juggalo is someone who lives for themselves, meaning they realize that if you care what other people think about you and try hard to be accepted, then you will always be a slave to your own mind. A Juggalo is someone who enjoys life to the fullest, they possibly can and and do stop "to smell the roses"(meaning living your life in the moment). It's not about having all the gear, posters, albums and trivia knowledge. You don't have to know what Faygo or a Neden is or even have ever heard of Psychopathic records in order to be a Juggalo. A Juggalo is an enlightened/reawakened person with a discovered wisdom beyond their years. Yes, there are hound dogs who haven't discoed what the dark carnival is really about and perhaps sadly, never will. They just really want to belong somewhere and have a loving family they never had. That is what you find with the fam-MMFL. Sure, there are many posers (trashy people) around at shows and mini-gatherings, but a real Juggalo will show them love anyway

Hottest Girl On Ct With No Make-up.......
YET AGAIN I AM IN ANOTHER CONTEST AND YA KNOW SOMETHING I WOULD LIKE TO DO REALLY GOOD IN THIS ONE NOW I'VE HELPED OUT QUITE A FEW OF MY FRIENDS HERE ON CT WITH CONTESTS OF THEIR OWN CAN YOU GUYS COME AND PLEASE BOMB THE HELL OUT OF MY PIC PLEASE....SHOW ME THAT IM LOVED ON HERE...HEE HEE THANKS A CHERRYLICIOUS BUNCH, HEATHER WOOD

How Sexy Are You ?
You Are 68% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Quote For April 14
Now listen up, you primitive screwheads. See this? This... is my boomstick! The 12-gauge double-barreled Remington. S-Mart's top of the line. You can find this in the sporting goods department. That's right, this sweet baby was made in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Retails for about $109.95. It's got a walnut stock, cobalt blue steel, and a hair trigger. That's right. Shop smart. Shop S-Mart. You *got* that? -- Ash, Army of Darkness This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Stooping To The Celebrity Level
All news, all Anna Nicole, ALL THE TIME! So stupid, but here goes with I think of the Anna Nicole Story: I think that George Bush should declare war on the Bahamas. We will send troops to retrieve DannieLynn and spirit her away to Texas, so that she can be raised as a God-fearing Baptist by Virgie. Larry can get any old baby through the Madonna Adoption Agency in Malawi. Larry can hire Paris Hilton as an au pair girl (she's legal after all) which will finally give that girl some legitimate income. Britney Spears' babies should be taken away from her forthwith and re-distributed between Howard K. Stern, and Angelina Jolie. See? Everybody wins! There's enough babies to go around and after all, they're just accessories, right? Sounds about right.

God Bless America!
I'm sorry, but after hearing they want to sing OUR National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough! NEVER did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish-Celtic, German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts gave a translation that's NOT even close. Sorry if this offends anyone, but this is THIS IS MY COUNTRY! Do YOU - sing MY National Anthem in YOUR COUNTRY IN ENGLISH ? ? ? And, because I make this statement DOES NOT mean I'm against immigration!!! YOU ARE WELCOME HERE IN MY COUNTRY. Welcome to come through like everyone else has. Get a sponsor ! Get a place to lay your head ! Get a job ! Live by OUR rules ! Pay YOUR taxes ! And LEARN THE LANGUAGE LIKE ALL OTHER IMMIGRANTS HAVE IN THE PAST!!! AND PLEASE DON'T DEMAND THAT WE HAND OVER OUR LIFETIME SAVINGS OF SOCIAL SE

Interesting Facts-
INTERESTING FACTS- If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's

The State Of My Head
I think Sineaid O'Connor is an idiot for the following reasons: What she did on Saturday Night Live And for PURPOSELY keeping her head shaved. Due to a recent surgical procedure, I have no hair left on my head, to speak of. It is growing out, but is still only about about an inch long, sticking out straight, and bothering the hell out of me). I guess I deserve it, because all my life about the only thing I've been vain about was my hair, which I was always SO particular of. Washing, conditioning daily ( with only the best products I could make my mother afford) genty blow-drying, curling with steam only, I devoted much time and effort learning the Farrah Fawcett tecnique of hair tossing because it was oh so sexy and perfect for my glorious locks. Yes, I was obsessed - to the point of nearly boycotting my second wedding because of a true hatchet job given to me by a jealousy-crazed hairdresser "friend" who refused to get passed the fact that I had once dated her i

Selfish People!
Seems there are tons of them here...........what is the deal with points actually?? Someone Please let me KNOW just what good they are for real!! When I DO take the time to ASK someone to be my Friend, it is because I see something in them of pure Value! Not, just what they can do for my " Standing" in this place......to me that is worth nothing....what matters is being there for each other, listening when needed, give advice if asked....just seeing how things are going for them & honestly MEANING what you say! Not a charade.......people NEED other people,not points and rates and comments .....so guess this will be ignored also..well guess what?? I do not care, I am a friend to those that value me as a person, nothing more or less. So have yourself a Wonderful time, harm no one in your quest for Fame & Blessings to one and all that spare a Moment to read my venting!!!!!!!! Hugs all....

Severing Negative Ties/protection
Tools: The only tool you really need is yourself. If you'd like, you can also use one or more of the following as an aid: (The asterisk * denotes recommendations.) Incense: # Sandalwood* - Protection, healing, exorcism, spirituality # Frankincense*: Protection, exorcism, spirituality # Rose: Protection, psychic powers, healing, love, divination # Rosemary: Protection, love, mental powers, exorcism, purification, healing # Sage* - Protection, immortality, longevity, wisdom, wishes, banishing (cleansing) Candles: # Violet - Healing, power, independence, psychic powers, success, protection # Black - Protection, counteraction, banishing evil # White - All colors, purity, peace, truth, strength in spirit, divination, meditation. Anointing the Candle/s: You may wish to anoint the candle/s with any of the plants/herbs/oils listed below, or sprinkle them around the candle/s while saying an incantation, if you feel the need: # Turnip* - Protection, ending relationships # G

Ritual For Banishing Depression
You will need: Goddess candle---White, once at center of the altar, or two at the back. Banishing Candle---Black, placed at the left front of the altar. Invoking Candle---Pink or red, placed at the right of the altar. Incense---Sage, cedar, rosemary or pine at the beginning of the ritual, changed later to rose or amber. Burn loose herbs on charcoal blocks to do this. Oils---Use Goddess or Altar oil on the Goddess candle; sage, pine or other banishing oil on the banishing candle; and rose oil on the invoking candle and for self-blessing. Symbol Objects---Use a black gemstone for banishing, and a piece of rose quartz or a rose quartz pendant for invoking. Place the pendant on the altar and put it on before doing the self-blessing. Matches to light candles and incense, charcoal blocks for loose incense, ritual wand (if used) to cast the circle. Ritual Outline Light candles - "Dress" the candles with the oils, working base to tip, (away from you) for the banishing candle and tip

Salmon And Coffee - For Ultimate Brain Power
Listen up! Your morning cup of coffee and dinner delight can help sharpen your memory. There are good fats and bad fats, and omega-3 fatty acids fall solidly on the side of good. Omega-3s are found primarily in fatty fish (especially salmon), certain nuts and seeds, and fortified foods. A study conducted by researchers at the Rush University Medical Center in Chicago followed more than 3000 men and women for six years to see how diet affected memory. People who ate fish at least once a week had a 10 percent slower decline compared with those who did not eat fish, a difference that gave them the memory and thinking ability of a person three years younger. Some of the BEST foods for Omega-3 Fats: Salmon (wild, fresh or canned), herring, mackerel (not King), sardines, anchovies, rainbow trout, Pacific oysters, omega-3 fortified eggs, flaxseeds, walnuts, butternuts (white walnuts), seaweed, walnut oil, canola oil, and soybeans. How about coffee? Any coffee lover can tell you they

Confidence
Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming/confusing This lack of self-control I fear is never ending Controlling/I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting/reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It's haunting how I can't seem...

The Shooting Is Jsut So Aweful
it is so easy to forget this is the only moment we will ever have ... that the ones we love may never see us again ... that at a moment we could have our lives turn upside down and nothing will ever be the same .... I have no answers for life and what happens ... I only know that now is what matters and love is precious ... never forget to show that you love. Ron Hold close the ones we love Remember that they are a gift from above Never forget to show you care For you never know how long they will be there Moments wasted will never return Lost opportunities will leave us to yearn Life and love a treasured above all The saddest thing is to loose them so fast We need to keep them first in our thoughts and not last For none of us know on what day we will see them never again Our days light should shine bright not be shrouded in pain This is your chance to begin the moment new Show all who you love that they mean the world to you By R. Thomas Dinsmore NO ANSWERS

By The Way (from The Letter I Never Sent You)
By The Way (From The Letter I Never Sent You) It’s 3 AM again And once more I’m searching the Cracks in the ceiling for your face Sometimes I can almost find it Through the traces of my tears Outside the wind moans through The tree branches I even think I hear Mr. Hooker moan “I’m sittin’ in my dark room cryin, dark room cryin’” I wonder how he can see into my world tonight I guess it’s plain even to a dead man I’m Lonely again. My mind wanders some far off street Looking for a soft hand to hold Hoping against hope for your gentle touch To wipe the tears from my cheeks But that might as well have been One hundred years ago. I’d trade all that I have for a chance to Hold you again I wonder what it would be like to see into Your world tonight. A long quiet moment Sometimes it is almost too much to bear My recollections of holding you in the soothing Silences just before the dawn The thought of you warm against me Bathed in the purple light of the q

My Fucked Up Girlfriend
WELL SHE CALLED TO BREAK UP WITH ME SO I'M PRETTY PISSED SHE DOSEN'T LIKE THE FACT I KEEP DRIVING TO SEE HERE AND SHE CAN'T GET UP HERE SO IT'S FUCKING OVER SO I'M HEART BROKEN AND LONELY SHE WAS NOT LIKING THAT I WOULD NOT MAKE OUT IN HERE VAN EITHER BUT IF YOU SEEN IT YOU WOULD NO WHY SO DON'T GIVE ME SHIT ABOUT THAT AND IF SHE WHANT'S TO MAKE OUT ALL THE TIME IN HERE VAN FUCK HERE.

Now They Are Charging To Repost .....please
I see now they at CT are charging you 10 Cherry dollars to repost what a piece of shit that is its not enough they charge if you wanna become a VIC but posting a bulletin going to far CT Get it together. Another rant by Me

So Much To Think About
I haven't heard from my man in a week and a half and that worries me. Since he is sitting there in Jail Waiting on bedspace for restitution camp. This is dead time! he wants to get on with his life he wants to be a father to his son and he wants to continue our relationship and let it grow. I'm worried because i know he borrowed in there and anyone knows u have to pay back double. ALL i have been able to send him was 15 bucks and im wonderin' if he got his butt in another fight if something serious happened. I called the jail to make sure he was still there and not at the restituation camp. He is still there waiting on bedspace at the restitution camp! He only has to pay like 410 bucks and then he is fancy free...I have thought about saving my money but first i gotta have a few visits and make sure he stilll feels as deeply as i do for him. I want everything to work between us but I am not stupid nor neive and I know im not being used but before i put out that kinda dough (which would

Answers To 5 Of The Toughest Questions Women Ask...
There are five things that women should never, ever ask a guy, according to an article in an issue of Sassy magazine. The five questions are: 1 - "What are you thinking?" 2 - "Do you love me?" 3 - "Do I look fat?" 4 - "Do you think she is prettier than me?" 5 - "What would you do if I died?" What makes these questions so bad is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument and/or divorce if the man does not answered properly, which is to say dishonestly. For example: 1 - "What are you thinking?" The proper answer to this question, of course is, "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, caring, thoughtful, intelligent, beautiful woman you are and what a lucky guy I am to have met you." Obviously, this statement bears no resemblance whatsoever to what the guy was really thinking at the time, which was most likely one of five things: a - Football b - Baseball c - How fat you are. d - How much prettier

The Start Of A New Life....
We had been friends for some time now, and we were able to talk about anything, including relationships and sex. It's not everyday you cross paths with a man that you can have a plutonic connection with, let alone openly discuss sex with, without it leading to anything beyond that! At least that's what I thought. My birthday was fast approaching and my friend suggested that we catch up for a weekend at his beach house and just hang out and totally relax. This wasn't out of the ordinary and given that I didn't have anything planned and was more than likely going to spend yet another birthday on my own, allowing my work to consume me, I said yes. Friday night quickly approached and before I knew it I was on my way down the coast. Windows down in my car, soaking up the wonderful sea breeze, it felt so good! I couldn't help but wonder what the weekend had in store for me as I continued my journey. I turned into the long driveway that lead to the beach house. I could see the

Just Thinking ... Way Too Much !
A tender spirit lost and suffers for what has never been Tears of anguish washed away but left the pain of sin What is love worth and why would one sell themselves so cheap Why would any take the chance and get in so damn deep To soar on clouds and walk the stars and feel joy in the thought Of one who holds loves light and through caring has taught Lessons of undying love and what it means to feel Lessons of torture and pain when she my heart did steal And ran away without a word and never to explain Left to feel the feelings and work back through the pain So left with the question and not sure what is true Is love real or is it just need that holds us to pay due I will always seek the answer and wonder where is home I may wander never knowing and forever left to roam And maybe there is no answer and maybe it is life And maybe I just think too much time to let go of strife By R . Thomas Dinsmore I tend to think too much don't I ?

True Love
I looked into His eyes, There was no doubt in my mind, I was looking into the future, Our future. The days passed by, Then the months passed by, Nothing. Dreams spoke to me, I had visions of the future, Just dreams. He spoke to me, Dreams had become reality, Hope was restored. As time passes, He will realize the truth, This is who we are. done by chrisitne

My First Deleted Friend?
I found out today that my sisters so called boyfriend is cheating on her like mad and when sshe tries to talk to him he hides? WTF? What a low life man, and he is supposed to be crippled too? bet that is a lie also? Wounder how mant women he is stringing along? Well he may get by with it with other women, but not with my sister she is too kind of a person to have to deal with the likes of him... Sir white knight ,ECT... you are the lowest scum of the earth to treat women as you do.You drop my sister or so help me I shall let all of ct know what a sorry person you really are. and believe me I can. She is a sweet heart but I am a bitch from hell and you just made my shit list buddy. you will never be good enogh to be ct godfather of nothing ! You are a sorry low life bottom feeder and yopu had best leave my sister alone! I mean it man. I have your number fellow so now deal with me. you even say hello to her after you tell her you have another womon and I will come after you and so will

Life Is So Prescious....
As I sit here tonight, I send my thoughts and prayers to the friends and families who are grieving for the loss of their friends and family memebers whose lives were suddenly taken in the VT massacre. Who would of thought that when these lost souls woke up yesterday morning that it was their last day to wake up? I have always tried to live my life to the fullest and to know that tomorrow is not promised to me. You know you hear about those who say "if I could of only told them.." "if I could of only held them one more time". Life is so very prescious and no one knows what tomorrow brings. My daughter and I say our prayers together every night and we always make sure that we include those who are fighting for our country and for the past two nights, we have prayed for the family members and friends who lost someone whose lives were taken way to early from someone who cried out for help, but was not heard. His cries might not of been as obvious as people are used to, but even one of his

$20.00 An Hour
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated to find his 5 year old son waiting for him at the door. "Daddy, may I ask you a question?" "Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man. "Daddy, how much money do you make in an hour?" "That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily. "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much money do you make in an hour?" pleaded the little boy. "If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour." "Oh," the little boy replied, head bowed down." Looking up, he asked, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00, please?" The father was furious. "If the only reason you want to know how much money I make just so you can borrow some money to buy some silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and I don't have time for such childish games." The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the do

What Mythyical Creature Am I
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel83%Faerie67%Mermaid50%Dragon42%WereWolf33%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

For Anyone Wishing To Offer Condolences To The Victims At Virginia Tech
Virginia Tech expresses its shock and profound sorrow regarding the tragic campus shootings of April 16, 2007. To honor and remember the victims, Virginia Tech has created a website so those within the university community and around the world may share condolences, thoughts, and prayers. http://rosa.hosting.vt.edu/index.php/memorial/

Man Killed By His Owwn Load
By TROY ROBERTS troberts@lakecityreporter.com Tuesday, April 3, 2007 11:58 PM EDT With spring upon the region, traffic on the interstates in Columbia County will continue to become more congested during the next couple of weeks, according to officials. “Florida's interstates experience increased travel during the spring, especially close to the Easter holiday,” said Lt. Mike Burroughs, public information officer for Troop B of the Florida Highway Patrol. Burroughs said one of the reasons for this increase is because this week is one of the last for national spring breaks. “Simultaneously, many snow birds pick this week to return back to the northern states as the weather grows increasingly nicer,” he said. The increase of traffic along the roadways can cause more wrecks, Burroughs said, especially if people don't change certain driving habits - most notably distracted driving. Burroughs said the use of cellular phones and other items in the car lead to serious crashe

April 15, My Day!!!!
Well, I had a pretty bad day today! I don't know why, just did. I guess that is how it goes sometimes. I am still looking for a house to call home, and hope that I find something soon! My kids and I need our own space as my wonderful friend and her family need her own space back! I am so greatful to have a friend like Beetle, she has supported and helped me through all of this! I don't know what I would have done without her and her husband! When bad things happen to you, you find out who is really your friend, your support and who really gives a damn! I have no parents at this point and the fact is that they are still alive, just not there! My dad can't be, because of his decisions that he has made he is in jail! My mom won't be cause drugs and alcohol are more important, and my brother tries to be, but he has too much drama in his life! Oh well! Thank God for my friends and my beloved husband's family! Well wish me luck on the house search, I am working a graveyard shift

The Heartbreak Of The World
I still don't know why This world is so cold A lot has happened And it's all senseless Thirty two people Shot dead at school The man who did it Killed himself to end it all People betraying others Breaking hearts and telling lies Never knowing how much Their words hurt the ones they do We have enough heartbreak In this world to last for eternity Would someone, somewhere please Stop this world from destroying itself?

What If
What if we found something special That we were always meant to have In the midst of all confusion And the overwhelming sad What if our lives have lead us Through these most strenuous paths So that we could finally meet And I could take your hand What if all our sorrows Were meant to strengthen our bond To shine light onto our darkness And bring love into our song What if this is the beginning Of what our lives were meant to be And we’ve been only waiting Till you and I were free

Which Mental Disorder Do You Have.
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed. ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) Paranoia GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) What mental disorder do you have?

Fantasy Of The Flesh
His hands moved with the grace of a snake charmer Oh, how they set my skin on fire He kisses as though probing for the nectar of the sweetest fruit he's ever tasted His body moves like warm honey... smooth, soft, sweet, and slow His eyes flash and burn with an ill-concealed lust Mmmm, how I love to dance with him The memory.... Our bodies rode the beat and one another The heat was intense, he was slick with sweat The hardness of his naked arms, chest and belly Was accented by the sheen of the lights glistening on his skin He pulled me close and his hips moved with mine His tongue flicked out to taste my lips, neck, and fingertips... Aaahhh, but the song is always over too soon - and I always forget to ask his name

Ct Crews And Club. Damn Y'all Sad Lol
NOTE: Be for u read dis if ur offended den step off and go cry to ur mommy. If u got da realest heart, gust, and everything else den speak ur mind on dis on here ok. U got da power to say wha u want to say. So don't write down wha u got to say, just let it out and say it. So don't lie on here be real if u do lie on den i know ur fake. Ok, their have been alot of sorry sissy ass crews, squad, clubs, and other bullshit poppin up on here. So wha is da real reason to have a crew, squad, club, etc. here on CT anyway? I'm mean why do CT really need dem anyway. Dey ain't doing nothing but shootin da breeze, come on now how u go have a crew if y'all ain't battlin each other. I know there r ppl on here dat know how to split hot MC lyrics on here and I there r ppl on here who got da blazin poetry. So how come all these crews, squad, clubs, and etc. aren't battlin each other to rep dey crew?

My Friend
Looking to the future, My mind fills with uncertain thoughts. Wanting to know just how to regain, The love I thought I had lost. Spending time with you lately, I have seen a spark in your eyes. The love is still there and alive, The feelings have not died. I know that because of what I have done, It is very hard for you. But, Baby now I am going to show, My love is so very true. You have no idea just what it means to me, To know this still could be. I want to hold you close again, And have you call on me. It is so terrific for me, To just be in your presence. I long to make each moment last, To totally drink in your essence. Thank you for this precious gift, To know your love again. I vow to prove myself worthy to you, To be your confidant, lover, and friend.

Things Women Say That End New Relationships
Things Women Say That End New Relationships >Note: When you meet a great man and you both seem to fall for each other quickly, it's common to believe your relationship is "going somewhere". That is, until he lets you know he's NOT interested in a "serious relationship". If you don't know why most men think it's easier to "date" than be in a relationship with you, and you trigger a man's natural RESISTANCE when you try and talk to him about things... then do yourself a huge favor and read this: http://www.CatchHimAndKeepHim.com/e/12833/FCTC/ Dear Crystal, What's the hardest thing to do when you're first dating a man you really like? I'll give you a hint - it's NOT keeping his interest or attention. This one thing often means the difference between a great lasting relationship coming together... or a man wanting to leave. So, do you know what this one thing is? I'll tell you... It's having that first "talk" with a man abo

Life
my blog for the day are my thoughts that seem to haunt me.For the last 6 years today i have been trying to figure out a way to cope with the loss of having to give her up so i guess wrighting it down for people to read could be helpful.I dont know if any of u have ever had this problem but if u have im sorry i know how it feels goodnight tata

What Is This World Coming To?
I just don't understand what this world is coming to!!!! Below is a link to our local paper, telling about a fatal shooting we had here in Columbia yesterday. Three lives have now been destroyed, and over what? Is it us as parents that have done something wrong that makes our children grow up with so little regard for human life? Is it because we just don't care? Is it society...???? I sure wish I knew. personally, I think the majority of it is because as parents, we've stopped teaching our children right from wrong, we've stopped taking them to church, we haven't been teaching them the golden rule..."do unto others as you'd have done to you", and so many have said that God is not an important part of life, or they think it's all hog wash. Our children are just runnin amuck, with no regards for the life of another human being, AT ALL!!!! Not only have these two destoryed the life of this young man, but now they have also destroyed their lives, as well as the lives of their family, and

Top 20 Wrestling Themes Of All Time
20 "Whatever"--Chris Benoit (WWE) 19 "My Quest"--Kurt Angle (TNA) 18 "Basic Thugonomics"--John Cena (WWE) 17 "All-American Boys"--Fabulous Rougeau Bros. (WWF) 16 "Invasion"--Goldberg (WWE) 15 "Pain and Destruction"--Demolition (WWF) 14 "Bad Boy"--Razor Ramon (WWF) 13 "Hell Frozen Over"--Stone Cold Steve Austin (WWE) 12 "Rockhouse"--nWo (WCW/WWE) 11 "Break Down The Walls"--Chris Jericho (WWE) 10 "The Game"--Triple H (WWE) 09 "Black Hart"--Owen Hart (WWF) 08 "Break It Down" D-Generation X (WWE) 07 "Know Your Role"--The Rock (WWE) 06 "Metalingus"--Edge (WWE) 05 "Unstable" Ultimate Warrior (WWF) 04 "Glass Shatters"---Stone Cold Steve Austin (WWF) 03 "Hart Attack"--Bret "Hit Man" Hart (WWF) 02 "Real American"--Hulk Hogan (WWE) 01 "Sexy Boy"--Shawn Michaels (WWE)

Armageddon - The Truth I Had This Several Timez
I was walking down a street . It was warm . They sun was out then it started to get cold . The ground broke open with hellish fire that went beyond the heavens. Demons started to pour out on the crushing the buildings and things that man had mad on earth . Then from the sky the sky craked open and Angels took flight to the earth . When they hit the ground with God and Jesus the ground flattend and the water dried up . I relized that i was the only one there thats was human . So i asked God why would you tell mankind to forgive and forget . When you don't do it your self . He didn't answer . I asked satan why he was mad at God after all these years . He looked to the ground . I look at jesus he look the other way . So i didn't bother to ask him . So i asked both of them who messed up my life. And they pointed at each other . And they started storming at each other while i was in the midst of them . And i remember yelling out stop and they di

Song Of The Night 2
A classic by Simon and Garfunkle- The Boxer, the last verse hits home. I am just a poor boy Though my story's seldom told I have squandered my resistance For a pocketful of mumbles Such are promises All lies and jests Still a man hears what he wants to hear And disregards the rest When I left my home and my family I was no more than a boy In the company of strangers In the quiet of the railway station Running scared Laying low, seeking out the poorer quarters Where the ragged people go Looking for the places only they would know Lie la lie... Asking only workman's wages I come looking for a job But I get no offers Just a come-on from the whores on Seventh Avenue I do declare, there were times when I was so lonesome I took some comfort there Lie la lie... Then I'm laying out my winter clothes And wishing I was gone Going home Where the New York City winters aren't bleeding me, Leading me, going home. In the clearin

Chicken Pox, A Birthday And Bad News...
Today and tomorrow are typically a bit rough for me. 11 years ago today, I was home sick with the chicken pox. I did have a healthy case of chicken pox as a 3 year old child, and I have the pictures to prove it. In fact, I had to stay home from going to the Chuckles the Clown show for my brothers birthday. I am still a bit bitter over that. They say that if you've had chicken pox once that you will never get them again. My 6 year old son was exposed to chicken pox at the proverbial birthday party. Two weeks later I wasn't surprised that my 10 month old daughter contracted them, but I didn't expect to get them myself again. It was also the day after my nephew's birthday...my husband and I had legal custody of him. I hadn't bought all of the gifts that I had wanted to because of becoming sick. My husband was supposed to pick up the few remaining items on his way home from work. He had wrecked his work van and we were still waiting for the insurance company to reimburse him, so he was d

Today!!
Morning Ramblings..... I wish one day I could wake up Happy! I wish one day I wouldn’t wake and say not today! I wish I had someone there to tell me it’s okay! I wish today was that day! I say this everyday! I did wake up HAPPY today! I did wake up and say “YAY It’s TODAY”! I didn’t wake up today to hear someone tell me it’s okay! But it’s okay because one day he’ll be there And he’ll tell me “Baby it’s okay”!

My First Contest
Im having my 1st Contest. Doing something a little different Im holding a contest for the SExIEST GOTH. Are you gothy looking? Then sumbit you pic. This is for YOU pics not artwork or pics you found someplace else. It must be you. Open for males and females. Ill take pic entries till April 25th or till I fill 15 places. Get your entries in now. For the pic with the highest amount of comments: 1st Place: 2nd place: 3rd place: For the pic with the highest ratings: All prizes will be given during a happy hr. PLEASE REPOST THIS!!!!

The City I Love
NEW ORLEANS--the city I love I don't know if the cats were fucking or fighting, but I needed a smoke anyways. Thom Yorke had me in a pensive, longing mood, so I headed out to the rickety fire escape to check the cats out, see if I could see what they were doing. I got out there, couldn't see them from three floors up, but was surprised by the view outside. I hadn't left my studio for five or six hours and the night had gotten very foggy. It was eerie, really beautiful. I love to see the fog roll in over the houses and the streets, makes everything a little more mysterious. The cats had shut up and all I could hear were distant car sounds and a few confused birds chirping in the middle of the night. My cigarette was fucking delicious, Marlboro Smooths, just came out this year. I was taking a deep draw on my cig thinking of what I wanted to paint next, when my thoughts were totally shattered by the blast of six gunshots, that did not sound too too far away. Jeezus, I

Tesse Smiled She Knew ...
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his que

From The Start
Endless, we’ll be together always and I will hold forever This love that we have come to know we’ll always stay In love this say until forever and a day and I will never ever change cause you are all my eyes can see it’s everlasting Promise that you’ll always love me That I will be your one and only and that you’ll hold me ‘til eternity Say you’ll keep me in your heart Promise me, we’ll never part I can only love you so much more cause you are all I’m living for and the only thing I’d do Is to give my love to you and forever you’ll be in my heart The way I’ve always loved you from the start Hold me like you’ve never done before let me dream away my life let me spend this night away until it’s morning love me say you’ll never leave me even if tomorrow there will be no more sun to shine you’re all that matters

Powerful Thought
WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta She's been in home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ..... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'l

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends Over This..
[[Month 1]] Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. [[Month Two]] Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. [[Month Three]] You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. [[Month Four]] Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. [[Month Five]] You went

The Wicked Pleasures Lounge
Hey folks...Callin all the OLD members of WP... hit my sb if u want to bring back some good ole times... I've made a new lounge so as to prevent some of the shit n drama we had the last time...esp wif the mods... NEWAYS...Hope u guys are havin a gd weekend!! ;) xox

Kiss Me
KISS ME kiss me of love has found ones devine. kiss me for love has no stone untruned kiss me for its your givin right. Take behold onto a stand knighted so pure love has graced his gental hands. Wounds once salted healed before his kiss. moving slow aross my chest reaching as i lay drinking the breath slowing, impusivly reaching graving braking through emotional strides. as depths are reaching so shall i rise. rise aboundently for the joy of the ride. Scars wash as passion seeps between these thighs moaning louder penatrait harder shock not what looking to me with lustful eyes. hastate not shy will not ride in here. Strong and frim as man take not from me but what ive come to give you. kiss me for love has found idols in heavens skys

Thanks
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Ladayna Williams (r.i.p)
This is one of the few times that I will post some personal information on here. But she deserves it because she was someone special to my family. On April 10th, 2005 @ roughly 2:33 PM her life was tragically ended while on the road traveling from Modesto to Sacramento. In the car with her were her 3 daughters ranging from teenager to 1 year old. Earlier that day I had talked to her. Me: Hello Dayna: What's up Cousin! Me: Hey Dayna what's up! Dayna: I was calling you to get directions to Xavier's Birthday party. Me: Oh ok so you are coming then! Dayna: Of course cousin! I told you I was. I don't get to see you cause you always at work. Me: Yeah I know. But I got to make that paper you know? Dayna: Fo sho cousin! I am not mad at you. Me: You bringing the girls with you? Dayna: Yep. Me: Cool. Ok...here goes the directions. And I proceed to give her the directions to the park where I was throwing my sons second birthday party. So fast forwa

Best Vacation I've Ever Had...!!!
St. Louis, I hardly knew ye…..but what a ride! ^_- This weekend was full of action, adventure, and a healthy amount of whimsy. There were chills, spills, and definite thrills! What in the world were we doing all weekend? We were on our first “official” family vacation. While, we try to take the kids out on “family days” as often as possible, we’ve never done anything very far outside of our local area…until now. Our destination was Missouri, but not just any part of the Show Me state: we were headed towards St. Louis. The weekend just wasn’t long enough to enjoy all of the wonderful things that St. Louis, and the surrounding areas, had to offer. There’s so much to see and do that it’s almost overwhelming. If you choose to go, bring a plan of action so that you are able to do the things that are highest on your priority list. My other piece of advice, is to bring a camera and LOTS of film! I took well over 200 shots, but narrowed them down to 195 usable ones. If I c

Fuck Everybody Wins
I spent yesterday at the local county education fair since my stepson had 3 pieces of his artwork in as exhibits. Now I walk in and I see ribbons everywhere. Every single person who entered something in essence won. What a load of bullshit. Don't get me wrong, with the younger children that is fine let them have that ribbon and sense of accomplishment. But ya know once you start getting to the higher grades, especially HS for fuck's sake. I think the kids there can handle losing. This is yet another example of how as a society all of sudden the educators or the education system has decided to coddle the kids of future generations. Ya know cause god forbid one of them gets a bit upset cause he didn't draw as well as someone else. Some may call me jaded because growing up perhaps I didn't win a lot. I'm proud to say I actually did win things a fairly good percent of the time, from the Pinewood Derby in Cubscouts to Spelling Bees in school. And yes I've also lost a lot. Its sad

Me
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What White Chocolate Princess Stands For!
- White chocolate princess's Sexy Acronym - Wis for...WarmHis for...HeavenlyIis for...ImpassionedTis for...TitillatingEis for...Enticing is for...Cis for...CarnalHis for...HornyOis for...OrgiasticCis for...CarnalOis for...OverpoweringLis for...LuringAis for...AdultTis for...TitillatingEis for...Enchanting is for...Pis for...PervertRis for...RisqueIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedCis for...CoitusEis for...Enchanting

Smiling Dreams
Smiling dreams the way of the wild heart still speaks Same soul many bodies the power of now On this day safe haven Grace eventually, the thought of faith Starting now your best life begins now Spritual pride progress I gave back time In a life that never ends Beyond Belief Amplified is the dreams And the rebrith of spirit is true It doesn't interest me, what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for Show me your dreams Lick your lips and tell my your lifes story As I will to you Peaceful warrior a dream can be disappearance of the universe is a nightmare A souls flight and huanted places Is lieing to onself Pause reset the mind A smile dreams Yes, smiling dreams Forever

I Hate Moving
AS MUCH AS I HATE THE IDEA OF MOVING, IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN THIS SUMMER. I AM MOVING BACK TO STOCKBRIDGE. I AM TIRED OF BEING SO FAR AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, MY JOB, AND THE PLACE WHERE I STILL SPEND MOST OF MY TIME. I MOVED BY MYSELF LAST YEAR TO MY CURRENT PLACE. I HAD SO MANY SO CALLED FRIENDS WHO OFFERED TO HELP OUT, BUT I ENDED UP DOING IT ON MY OWN. THANK GOD I DIDNT HAVE BIG STUFF TO CARRY. I HAVE DECIDED THAT THIS TIME, I AM GOING TO PACK EVERYTHING UP, AND HAVE SOMEONE COME MOVE IT FOR ME. NOT THAT I WOULDNT DO IT AGAIN ON MY OWN, BUT BECAUSE I CAN NOT RELY ON SO CALLED FRIENDS, AND MY INJURY, I WONT DAMAGE MY BODY TO GET IT ACCOMPLISHED.

Taken Soul
The soul is taken But love is there can we fly like doves Hand me my hat Let us take a drive into life a bridge to far is a nightmares anger I cheated myself to long in love Curse the bounderies I have limited onto myself Curse the narrow mindedness of my madness I am no good to myself alone So help me, if only love shines thru your eyes Angel's sing on high and into my heart Like cupids arrow I be changed right now I've been a fool with out you I stuck to my foolish principals then a miracle happened into my life The first true miracle of love Life laugh's at my foolishness Practical ethics was my philosopy But when you step into my life I cried A new world of ideas fought to show my love When in the end a kiss and the words "I love you" Was all that you needed I cried and cried until the sun shines Knowing you are now apart of my heart The voice of reason has shown me this But harmless people still got in the way of me Wanting and needing

Running Through Life
Sometimes we move around to fast. We don't see what is so vast. Speeding around all the time. We forget what is so sublime. Do we really stop and smell the roses? Or is it that we actually don't see past our noses? Is it shame that keeps us from funning? Why do we seem to go through life running?

Gm
good morning my friends,i hope you have a great tuesday,remeber to always smile when you had a rough day think of something funny and then laugh it off,when you feel down and lonely think of your friend michigankat who loves all of her friends:)

My Horoscope For The Day!
Efforts to get along with people from all walks of life may payoff handsomely when it comes to romance right now. Take a genuine interest in the people who cross your path and be open to what comes up. hummmmmm makes you wonder...hugs

Random Thoughts Of A Lost Soul
Lost in a place that I cant escape My mind, its thoughts like a spider web Woven and intertwining Yet ripped apart still standing full of holes The questions they swirl not knowing what to think or say Afraid to ask for the answers Afraid to upset them Things are confusing enough Unable to tell you Unable to ask Feelings of insecurity Something I’ve never felt before An earth shattering fear comes over me Why does it mean so much this time What does it all mean Would it be different if it wasn’t me I don’t want anything out of pity, guilt, or “well I have to” I’m lost in a see of confusion Still in a state of shock, Saddened to the bone you weren’t there Terrified by the feeling I get I’m alone and sad I need a hug, to hear it will be ok For it to be honest and not a facade

I Go Crazy!!!
There are times I feel I'm gonna go crazy. What is it that you do to me? It actually scares me sometimes. The connection so strong, causing the flutters in my tummy. The way your words stroke me, bringing me near tears... That overwelming sensation of emotions that can't be contained. The way you stroke my body, bringing intense desires to the surface. You are all I think about. Everywhere I look , all the voices around me...all remind me of something you would say or what you would enjoy with me. Then there are the private nights. When I lay in my bed and I see your eyes on me, the smell of you, the textures of your skin and hair. How your touch sets fire to my skin. Nerves all sensitized and ready for you. I feel your hands with their roughness, I love that feeling, makes me aware of my own softness. Carressing every inch of me. Up my arms, over my shoulders, across my chest, finding my breasts. Massaging, avoiding the center, making me want. Your mouth on my neck in that spo

In The Making
A broken heart never intended A broken girl waiting to be mended Never will I see the day Where everything will be okay I'll save you the time I've made up my mind I'll stab my self in the heart for you So you don't have to It's not finished yet, it's in the making lol

How I Hate This Time.
so here it is, hubby is leaving soon. i haven't got the specific date but it's coming up really quick. ya know, it wouldn't be all that bad if i wasn't in germany. this isn't my first one, but it's not going to be my last either. i'm not complaining, i know its his job and i knew when i married him this might happen. i'm just saying that this time is really hard. i can't go home to moms because i live on the other side of the world. in 26(almost 27) years, this is the first time i've ever been this far away from home. and i have no phone right now so it's not like i can call anyone. i have great friends(family to me) here on ct. but you just need to hear a familiar voice every once in a while. it's crazy and maybe i'm over reacting, but it doesn't get any easier when they leave. i know all spouses feel that way.

New Cherry
Hey everyone,just a note to say I"M HAVIN A BLAST meeting all the wonderful people on CT,makein new friends,reading blogs and just havin a great time with cool azz peeps. Anyways, i got a few of my friends to join CT and one of them is my bestest friend in the whole world !!!!Do me a favor and check her out,rate,.fan and befriend her!! her name is naturemama and she is just the coolets best friend anyone could have. stop by bi and show her some LOVE !! thnxs in advance for you love and kind words !!!

She Is His Anti-drug ( A Poem )
Take him now Oh Angel of Death For his time draws near He feels it running through His veins. Like liquid nitrogen Flowing through his body he freezes and becomes Completly Numb. He tells her he's Sorry and that He Loves her with all His heart. She cries for him And he sees the Pain in her eyes Yet can't make Any sence of it. She's broken now And it's hit him Square in the heart. He opens his eyes And notices his head In her hands. Bright shiney lights And people dressed in white A tube runs from A bag to his arm. She's been up all night Refused to leave his side. He now knows What he's done Looks to her And lets her know How sorry his is Once more for all He's done. She kisses him softly And assures him That no matter How things happen... She'll love him forever.

My Tops
hows it goin fellas..ladys. Ima be startin up my top fav ct dick pics...hell yeall k now you got em, i just think all the girls need to be seein em! So hit me up, let me know whats good and if you gonna let me use your dick pics. If theres already some on your pro then ill just rip it into my pro, if yuo dont have one..get one lol make sure its a good one...holla savannah

Home Again
Here I am home again in good old PA !!! This time I am on the injured reserved list! I got sent home from Kuwait with a broken wing, I fractured my shoulder while helping out a soldier involved in a vehicle rollover, I was the medic in charge and was carrying him out of the ditch with 6 other people and as we were climbing the embankment(about 5 feet high) someone gave me a hand up and practically pulled my arm off! Felt and heard the crack, shook it off like a good paramedic and took care of my patient until the helicopter got there, and found that I couldn't use my arm so well. So I went to the hospital in Kuwait and had an MRI and found that the head of the humerus was fractured and I had a tear to the anterior labrum, was placed in a sling for 5 weeks, now I am in my 3rd week of therapy. No pain no gain!! I am slowly getting the movement back to my arm, but I still can't move it fast or lift it up in the air, so this may take a while! I have alot of time on my hands and really bo

Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear So I speak to you in riddles because My words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away 'cause i can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart. or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than a little girl inside That cries out for attention yet I always try to hide 'Cause I talk to you like children, Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing is revealed 'Cause its always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said

My Nipples Are Harder Than Bone...
No I'm not a fucking pervert Were just out of hot water And I am the kind of person who needs to be clean ALWAYS Or else I won't do anything but lay in bed So I braved a shower Wow Not smart Brr Mutha fucka Brrrrrrrrrrrrr

Things I Have Done
1. My brother decided to throw my shoe in the grass, during the night, and would not help me find it. So I decided to take his matress off his bed and put it on the balcony. 2. my brother got on my nerves so I threw his shoe out the window...but I ended up having to get it. 3. I drew penises and LAO and the wor Penis fuck on my brother's door. 4. My one friend I hung out with in highschool always got called Avril Lavine, cause she dressed like her. So when we went ou in public I told these kids "OMG LOOK AVRIL LAVINE" and they was like is it really?? and got all excited I only did it cause I knew she hated it 5. I let off a stink bomb in the ladies bathroom and the mall and made some woman jump and yell Jesus Crist. 6. I put a bag of my own throw up on my brothers bed since he did not listen and take out the trash. 7. I sprayed paint a board dissing this bimbo loser chick who I hate. 8. I always left gym class i hs...and went home early ++++I did more let me t

Wicked Boy
How shall I punish you? Kiss you on the tops of your feet while I rub the bottoms? Knead your calves? Climb the length of you slowly while I work my way up? Look into your eyes as I stop at your mid-section? Kiss the hair below your navel and work my way down below the testicles? Lick from the base to the tip, up, down, and around - looking up only when you lock your fingers in my hair? Shall I take you fully into my mouth and move back and forth? Shall I let you move me at your speed until you explode deep inside that wet warmth? And afterward, when you've turned over onto your stomach, shall I massage the length of you and stroke your hair until you fall asleep? Are you spent yet? It's all the punishment I can manage tonight.

Wahoo,,, I Forgot To Tell Ya'll...
I Won That Contest Fer Best Tattoo,,, And Lemme Say If It Wasn't Fer You Guy's Don't Think I Would Have,,, Got Myself A New Set Of Earrings (YAY) Anyways I Wanna Thank All That Helped Me In This And Ya Know Who You Are Many Kissess An Huggess All Over,, Tee Hee!

Brag On Myself
Hey everybody. I just have to brag on myself. I don't no if ya'll remember, but about a month ago,I posted a bulletin about Team Lean. It is a wieght loss program put on by my town. When I started the competition, I wieghed 312 pounds. Now that the competition is over, I am down to 266 pounds. I still have a ways to go. My ultimate goal is to lose 100 pounds. I am almost half way there. It would be really nice if ya'll could give me some encouragement. These last 54 pounds I am sure are going to be tuff, but I plan on reaching my goal to get down to 212 pounds. I love you all Moondawg

Things That Ammuse Me
A conversation I had with someone and I we were talking about the various names you call a penis or a vagina. I mean ok the one term for a vagina is a box...that makes no sense..I mean it is more like oval like than a box.. And what the hell is a snatch?? It is like a mde up word. Like were the cave men sitting aroun and goign ajrwrhbtui humba shunan SNATCH and pointed to a vagina?? All right so the penis..I love the term rooster it is like kinda random, I see the meaning it derives from the word cock. Also back when you were knee high and you used to say DING DONG cause the way the penis moves haha ha ha I analyze too much But I mean who comes up with the names of people's crothes? HA HA HA HA. Also we were talking about how some guys leave some comments. Such As "mmmm" what the hell is mmmm as in like you are yummy or what??? Or are you having a cyber orgasm?? HA HA HA It kinda scares me some guys get a little too excited over pictures. I feel as if the picture should come with a bo

Help
I have voted on photo's and on contest here and now all I ask is that we rally the troops and support this child. He has cancer and he is tired, doesn't want to take more pills and there's nothing more the doctors can do. His grandmother wants to take him to Normandy where he has always wanted to go! Oh did I mention his mother has cancer as well and a bad heart!! This family is in need of a wish granted, those of you who call me friend please know I have been working on this and spreading the word, please come help me, have your friends help me. Those that I don't know, please help this amazing boy go to Normandy!!! It only takes a vote, it is that easy!! http://www.robinhoodfund.com/cast-your-votes/wish/id/3847 God Bless (if your wondering what I get out of this, nothing, it isn't a contest or anything where you get points for something for yourself, this is the wish I made for my friend!! I already have been blessed with them being apart of me!! )

I Think....
You should pack a bag and head north west. Bring what you need or what you want, or both. I'll talk you through the whole trip, you wont get sleepy I promise. Or what can I promise? I guess I can promise to do my best not to make you bord. And when you get here, the door is unlocked, make yourself at home. I wont be here because wal-mart is having a sale on lawn flamingos. But when I arrive back to la casa you will be doing what? Prolly sleeping so i will go outside and fly a kite until you wake up. When curiosity wakes you and makes you look outside you'll see me and want to fly kites too. what was it you said? "Lure you in with kites, then force you to play hostage"...? is that it? Silly kitten hasnt learned my tacticts yet. With a woosh the cuffs go on and into the closet she goes. Bread and water, but only if you behave. And yes I think I shall take you out of the closet from time to time to fuck you like you asked. But only until you have offered at least once, I got a point to

Great News!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay you know how i was all pissed that i hadnt heard from the doctor about my son. Well as soon as i got home there was a message saying my son's EEG was normal and i could start to take my son off his anti-seizure meds. That made my day so much better on so many levels. He should be off of his seizure meds before his birthday which will be good. Im just so happy i dont know what to do with myself.....

Every New Beginning Comes From Some Other Beginnings End.
Its time to say goodbye to my past; that door needs to be shut once and for all. I know I have spoken of this in the past, but the time has finally come that I need to fully let the past rest. I’ve known for quite some time that the only way to move forward is to leave your past behind you; not fully behind, because you should stick to your roots and remember where you came from. Yet, like the saying goes “let the sleeping dog lie”. I know if I am really serious of stuff that I speak of (love, relationships, success, a career, and marriage eventually) I cannot bring the baggage of the past with me. It’s not healthy or fair for me or anyone that may ever enter my life. Saying goodbye to your past is like saying goodbye to an old friend. As you look towards the horizon your stomach suddenly drops, it seems like it will be scary and hard. Yet, you know it is for the best. Never regret anything. Don’t forget the good times and the bad. You need to apply your experiences and mistakes to

New Story
I've written a lot about not being able to write... but for anyone who doesn't stop by my blog regularly, I just 'published' another ertic story on it. Stop by and check it out if you want, leave a message on my tagboard, etc. http://wheretymmestandsstill.blogspot.com/.

You Call Me Racist
You call me, "redneck" ,"hillbilly", "slaker" , "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you coon,jiggaboo, Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist.

Thanks To Everyone
I just wanted to say hello and thank you to everyone for all your great ratings and comments! I wish I had the time and the connection to comment to you all, but here in Iraq, between my schedule and the hit and miss internet connection I'm lucky half the time to even get on and see what you have all left. Thank you all for taking the time to send them to me, and please know that I appreciate everyone of you and your great, kind, and sexy comments. You are all amazing and you never cease to put a smile on my face and make my days a lot better. Thanks...

Save Net Radio!
Okay so I"m up tonight late, because I dunno I can't sleep, and anyway I'm checking out my e-mail and I see this e-mail. For those of you that dunno what Pandora is: (http://pandora.com/corporate/) About Pandora™ When was the last time you fell in love with a new artist or song? At Pandora Media™, we have a single mission: To help you discover new music you'll love. To understand just how we do this, and why we think we do it really, really well, you need to know about the Music Genome Project™. For almost seven years now, we have been hard at work on the Music Genome Project. It's the most comprehensive analysis of music ever undertaken. Together our team of fifty musician-analysts have been listening to music, one song at a time, studying and collecting literally hundreds of musical details on every song. It takes 20-30 minutes per song to capture all of the little details that give each recording its magical sound - melody, harmony

Year I Was Born
In 1975 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford is president of the US Evacuation of US civilians from Saigon as Communist forces complete takeover of South Vietnam FBI agents capture Patty Hearst, who is indicted and convicted of bank robbery Teamster Jimmy Hoffa disappears without a trace Marines rescue the crew of the American ship the Mayaguez near Vietnam First Lady Betty Ford says in an interview that she thinks her children have tried marijuana Natalie Imbruglia, Drew Barrymore, David Beckham, Enrique Iglesias, Angelina Jolie, and Tiger Woods are born Cincinnati Reds win the World Series Pittsburgh Steelers win Superbowl IX Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Production begins on Star Wars Jaws and The Rocky Horror Picture Show are the top grossing films Soul Train premieres on television in the United States "The Way We Were" (performed by Barbara Streisand) wins the Grammy for best song Saturday Night Live and Wheel of Fortun

If Your Walls Could Speak
If Your Walls Could Speak If your walls could speak, Would they talk about us And the things we've done, As silent they've stood witness? Would they tell of how You've anxiously turned me to face them, Impatiently shoving against, As soon as I've stepped through your door... Your left hand holding my neck firmly, The right dropping my defenses to my ankles, Fingers exploring realms, Soaking in delight? Would they express how you've made me squirm, And burn with an uncontrollable desire; How I've moaned for you to go deep inside, With swelling lips begging to be hushed? Would they disclose how you force me to the floor, Down on all fours, While I've whimpered and writhed, Like a dog, begging for more? And of how I've pleaded with you, To drive in from behind, As they've watched without a sound, Us imitating two animals in a mating ritual? Would they voice how you've raised me from the ground, Thighs straddling your waist, As you slipped inside,

Sweating Bullets (megadeth)
Hello me ... Meet the real me And my misfits way of life A dark black past is my Most valued possessions Hindsight is always 20-20 But looking back it's still a bit fuzzy Speak of mutually assured destruction? Nice story ... Tell it to Reader's Digest !!! Feeling paranoid True enemy or false friend? Anxiety's attacking me, and My air is getting thin I'm in trouble for the things I haven't got to yet I'm chomping at the bit and my Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets [Solo : Dave] Hello me ... It's me again You can subdue, but never tame me It gives me a migraine headache Thinking down to your level Yea, just keep on thinking it's my fault And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance Mankind has got to know His limitations Feeling claustrophobic Like the walls are closing in Blood stains on my hands and I don't know where I've been I'm in trouble for the things I haven't got to yet I'm sharpening the axe, and my Palms are getting wet, sweatin

I'm Not One To Judge!
I am a good person,, I'm not one to judge people and or make fun... If you have something to say I will listen,,, and if theres a problem I will try an help in whatever way possible,, just remember this when ever you need someone to lean on.

"spookshow Baby" (rob Zombie)
Oh High noon dead moon A hangin all over you yeah Devilman yes I can cut a little peice of you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! Swift might dead night That's all right for you yeah Voodoo man yes I can tear it all down for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Red rain, no pain Fallin down over you yeah Wicked man yes I can a walkin all over you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Bright glove, mad love A movin all over you yeah Psycho man yes I can do it all over for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby!

New Beginings
WELL LOOKS LIKE THERE WILL BE A NEW BEGINING AFTER ALL. NOT ALL IS LOST ON THE RELATIONSHIP LOL. I HAVE MET A MAN A FEW WEEKS AGO WE HAVE ALOT IN COMMON WE ARE FINALLY GOING TO GO OUT NEXT WEEKEND. YIPPIE HES A NICE MAN A LITTLE ON THE OLD FASHIONED SIDE AND CAUTIOUS WHICH CAN BE GOOD WE WERE TALKING ONE NIGHT AND HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT A WOMAN HE WAS INTERESTED IN AND WANTED TO ASK OUT BUT DIDNT KNOW IF THE TIME WAS RIGHT OR WHEN THE TIME WOULD BE RIGHT I TOLD HIM GO FOR IT ASK AND TELL HER U NEVER KNOW WHAT HER ANSWER MIGHT BE AND HE THEN CAME BACK WITH IF U HAVENT DECIDED ITS U IM TALKING ABOUT THAT ONE MADE ME SMILE LOL. SO WE ARE GOING OUT NEXT SAT NOW SEE WHAT HAPPENS DOESNT LIVE TO FAR FROM ME WHICH IS A BIG PLUS. PLUS HE HAS A GOOD JOB. HES A RETIRED NAVY MAN (BIG GRIN HERE) LOVE A MAN IN UNIFORM LOL. PLUS A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER. HE HASNT BEEN HOME FOR A FEW DAYS WENT TO SEE THE RACE KINDA MISS TALKING TO HIM LOL. AND IM GETTING MY FIRST TAT A LITTLE NERVOUS ON THAT ONE

Chapter 14 On What I Learned From
I am the one who sucks. Yes, I have discovered that when playing with three other guys, I am the one who sucks. That's ok. I don't mind. I know my place. Besides if I don't who would. I mean I don't expect a guy to suck. Oh yeah and another thing, I suck and I'm fucking good at it. *Smirks* Until next time, Ciao!

Hey Y'all!!!
I know I've been MIA for quite a while, but I don't have access to the internet at my place right now. So, I just use it at my friend's houses whenever I get a chance. So, don't be butthurt, I'm not avoiding anyone. I promise! XOXO

What Role Does Inheritance Play?
Recent studies strongly suggest that some people have a genetic predisposition to autism. In families with one autistic child, the risk of having a second child with the disorder is approximately 5 percent, or one in 20. This is greater than the risk for the general population. Researchers are looking for clues about which genes contribute to this increased susceptibility. In some cases, parents and other relatives of an autistic child show mild impairments in social and communicative skills or engage in repetitive behaviors. Evidence also suggests that some emotional disorders, such as manic depression, occur more frequently than average in the families of people with autism.

Hopefully Your My Lifetime ;)
People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They brin

Scenes From The Coffeehouse #6
the streets are washed in color... you know spring is here when halter tops are donned en masse, flip flops on the feet of any passerby you see. takes me back to last summer, the weather perfect every night for a pilgrimage to this tired old place, soaked in espresso, riddled with barista's lament. i feel everyone look through me, just another patron blocking out the world with my keyboard clacking into the wee hours. the last few sips of a frapp are comical, making that dashed attempt to suck up the last drop so as to not lose that last jolt of the caffeine we've come to gorge on. from where i'm sitting, i can hear the slow hiss over the din of pouring coffee beans into the grinder. it's a bittersweet sound... of transactions coerced from our accounts, of a group laughing, of the keyboard clack... and of the pain in my chest as my heart thumps from a goddamn caffeine overload.

60 Things U Didn't Know About Me
60 Things You Wanted To Know About ME 1. What is in the back seat of your car right now: Nothing. I just cleaned my car out on Saturday...make note this never happens! 2. When was the last time you threw up? A couple of weeks ago...don't ask 3. What's your favorite curse word? FUCK MAN! 4. Name one person who made you smile this morning? Bolivar 5. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? getting ready for work 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Sitting at the front desk so Joycey could go pee. 7. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Matt 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? yep 9. What is the last thing you said aloud? "don't clutter my mind with extra facts I don't need" 10. What is the best ice cream flavor? vanilla but only because you can add stuff to it depending on your mood. 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? raspberry flavored green tea 12. What are you wearing right now? purple shirt, black capri

Another Insight To Darla's Life.
Ok..so why do I pick guys that there is no chance of a relationship developing?.....Anyone wanna help me out here? Is it fear of commitment? The fact that I never want to get married? The fact that I have seen marriage after marriage end in divorce (3 in fact just for my brother)? I don't know...relationships confuse me to much. I have tried the occational booty call thing...that doesn't work for me either. Sometimes, I think that it is just meant to be this way, other times I think...I am a Big Beautiful Woman, I am very attractive on the outside as well as having a huge heart on the inside. Why is it that I can't find someone just for me...someone that is not interested in sharing me with his friends, someone that is not a cheater, and/or someone that doesn't want me to be with another girl? When I walk down to my campground to relax by myself, I wonder what it would be like to have someone in my life to take that walk with me....

Taking A Tinkle
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out" Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son walked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened. You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself and I

Entries
The following are entries to a contest by The Washington Post, in which respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem...except that the last line had to be as un-romantic as the first line was romantic: 1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you screwed up my life. 2. I see your face when I am dreaming. That's why I always wake up screaming. 3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; This describes everything you are not. 4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, But I only slept with you because I was pissed. 5. I thought that I could love no other--that is, until I met your brother. 6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. 7. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off your face. 8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 9. My love, you take my brea

What Mythilogical Creature Are You
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Mermaid75%Angel75%Faerie67%Dragon33%WereWolf33%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Give Alil To Get Alil...my Lil Rant, Guess We All Have Them At Some Point, Lol
OK IT MAY SEEM I AM BITCHING OR A POINT HO AS SOME MAY CALL IT BUT I LIKE KEEPING THINGS IN ORDER..... I HAVE NOTICED I HAVE 157 FRIENDS, 127, FANS, AND 184 FANS OF... THE WAY I SEE IT IS EVERYONE LOVES THE FANS S I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS.. SO IM SURE IF UR ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEN I HAVE FANNED YOU AS WELL AS RATED YOU.. SO OUT OF RESPECT SHOULDNT I BE FANNED AND RATED ALSO???? YOU WOULD EXPECT TO BE, IM SURE...ITS JUST OUT OF R.E.S.P.E.C.T.... SO COULD YA PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU HAVE ME RATED, FANNED AND ADDED.. YOU KNOW I ALWAYS RETURN ANY LOVE THAT ONE SHOWS ME... SO WITH ALL THAT SAID NOW I WOULD LIKE TO SAY GOODNIGHT TO ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL HAVE PLEASANT DREAMS.. OH IM LEAVING MY LINK SO THAT IT WILL BE EASIER TO FIND THE ORIGINAL WRITTER OF THIS LIL BITCHIN SPREE, LMAO...MUCH LOVE TO U ALL..."DONTCHA" *Dontcha™*S.B.A.B./ I.B.I.C* & *Crew Enforcer 4 C&D Chargers Of The Elite Bombers*@ CherryTAP

The Windup...
I was on messenger the other day when this conversation happened between me and a guy my wife hangs out with:(04:02:09 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOWDY(04:04:34 PM) BealzesBud: Hey.(04:04:46 PM) The_Other_Guy: HOW ARE YOU DOING?(04:04:54 PM) BealzesBud: Not too bad. You?(04:05:06 PM) The_Other_Guy: PRETTY GOOD (04:05:35 PM) The_Other_Guy: JUST CHATTING AND RELAXING ON AN OFF DAY(04:05:39 PM) BealzesBud: Okay.(04:07:10 PM) The_Other_Guy: JUST WANTED TO SAY HOWDY TO YOU SINCE Soon_To_Be_Ex_Wife HAS TOLD ME HOW CLOSE YALL ARE. SHE IS REALY UPSETT TODAY(04:07:37 PM) BealzesBud: What's wrong with her?(04:08:22 PM) The_Other_Guy: SHE UPSET OVER IT BEING DAUGHTERS BIRTHDAY(04:08:28 PM) BealzesBud: Yeah.(04:09:11 PM) BealzesBud:

Night In The Abyss, The Beginning
Here is a piece of fiction a friend convinced me to write... "Left here, at this alley," Karen instructed Dennis. Dennis pulled into the turn lane and turned on his blinker, waiting for a clear path. He glanced over at Karen. "Um, are you sure? This looks like an abandoned warehouse or something." Karen sighed at the sound of the slight tremor in his voice. "Yes, Dennis, this is it. It is in an old abandoned warehouse. Most techno clubs are." Dennis drove slowly down the alley, and soon they were passing a number of cars and people in all manner of garish dress standing around, talking, smoking, and necking against the vehicles. He found an open spot and pulled in. As he set the parking brake, he glanced over at her and smiled. "Have I told you tonight how lovely you look?" Karen grinned outwardly, but sighed again inside……"Why thank you. You look pretty chic yourself." Karen was amazed she was able to get that out with a straight face. He was dressed in a white knit

The Online (christian) Dating Scene
I plan on waiting a few months before I plunge back into the dating scene. However, I started checking out dating sites just for something to do and to reassure me that I'm not going to die alone kind of thing.One that's advertised a lot is, of course, eHarmony. I did a search to find out what some people are saying about it. I found the Wiki page for eHarmony that has this paragraph:eHarmony was founded in 2000 with $3 million of Series A funding from Fayez Sarofim & Co. and individual investors.[2] Dr. Warren, an evangelical Christian with strong ties to the conservative Christian community, attributes much of the initial success of eHarmony to its being promoted through James Dobson's Focus on the Family radio show.[3] eHarmony sought to distance itself from the group and Dobson, largely in an effort to broaden the market share of Warren's After having been closely associated with Focus on the Family for four years, in 2005books and that of eHarmony according to Warren.[4] After

Somthing
ur all so fucking vain and sarcastic i hate ur fake smile your morales scattered deathbed confessions take a look in my cold dead eyes i used to have hope.i used to have faith death my only certinty my only glimmer of hope will god forgive us for the things we did torn apart and ripped from a dream a mind thats blistered a soul mthat never exsisted take a look inside my mind cant you see im fucking twisted -the fucking end-

The Journey Begins.
This is the beginning really of MY story of my life and what I have survived. I started it a few years ago and have put off writing more.. but I think that may change. it is shown through a fictional characters eyes.... I hope you enjoy. She sat by the stream under her favorite tree. “Sometimes it seems like you're my only true friend.” she said to her reflection. “Then again, you can also be my biggest enemy.” she threw a pebble into the water and sighed “So this is where you're hiding.” she heard a familiar voice behind her. “How'd you find me?” she asked Adon, as she continued to stare into the water. “My secret.” she could feel the smile in his voice. “Care if I join ya Lyssa?” “Whatever.” she shrugged her shoulders. “So whatcha doing?” he asked as he sat down next to her. “Thinking.” she simply stated. “About?” “Don't really want to talk about it.” “Ok.” She stared at her reflection in the stream. In the corner of her eye she saw him lean back on his arm

Sneezing
A man and a woman were sitting beside each other in the first class section of an airplane. The woman sneezed, took out a tissue, gently wiped her nose, then visibly shuddered for ten to fifteen seconds. The man went back to his reading. A few minutes later, the woman sneezed again, took a tissue, wiped her nose, then shuddered violently once more. Assuming that the woman might have a cold, the man was still curious about the shuddering. A few more minutes passed when the woman sneezed yet again. As before she took a tissue, wiped her nose, her body shaking even more than before. Unable to restrain his curiosity, the man turned to the woman, "I couldn't help but notice" he said, "that you've sneezed three times, wiped your nose and then shuddered violently. Are you ok?" "I am sorry if I disturbed you," she replied. "I have a very rare medical condition; whenever I sneeze I have an orgasm." The man, more than a bit embarrassed, was still curious. "I have never heard of that condition be

Playlist For The Week Of 4/24/07 - 5/1/07.
Acheron - Anti-God, Anti-Christ Altar - In The Name Of The Father Anthrax - State Of Euphoria Dark Funeral - Teach Children To Worship Satan EP Death - Spiritual Healing Death - The Sound Of Perseverance Deicide - Deicide Deicide - Legion Em Sinfonia - Intimate Portrait Entombed - Hollowman EP Kiss - Crazy Nights Malevolent Creation - Retribution Megadeth - The System Has Failed Morbid Angel - Blessed Are The Sick Motley Crue - Dr. Feelgood Mourn - Mourn Nuclear Assault - Handle With Care Nuclear Assault - Live At The Hammersmith Odeon Obituary - Slowly We Rot Overkill - Taking Over Poison - Flesh & Blood Possessed - Seven Churches Repulsion - Horrified Skid Row - B-Side Ourselves EP Testament - First Strike Still Deadly Type O Negative - Dead Again Usurper - Cryptobeast

This Contest Pays Right Away
HOW MUCH IS 1+3+8+2+7+9+8+7+8+3+5+=GETS A SUNDAE WHOEVER ADDS 10 TO THE ANSWER GETS A FREE COPY OF CHERRYTAP FOR DUMMIES.WINNER IS NOT ELEGIBLE HEY THIS IS FOR FUN...SOMETIMES IT GETS BORING HERE.....ITS MIDNIGHT IN THE EAST COAST SO WEVE BEEN NUMBER 1 FOR 24 HOURS.....SO IT DONT MATTER NO MORE TY CT.AND ENJOY THE PUZZLE

Too Early In The Morning
Too early in the morning to make much sense. My brain doesn't function well before noon. SOmewould say it doesn't function much after that either. :) Today WILL be a better day. I just have to focus on the positive things in my life. I have so much to be thankful for. A special friend lectured me a bit on that yesterday and she's right. I do need to focus on what is good. I'll write more later, but for now I gotta get a shower and head to a meeting. Oh, and Happy Birthday to that friend. :)

Soooooo
I don't get on this site much anymore. I know alot of you have been sending me mail and I haven't been responding, sorry, but I don't have time for the internet. I only get on to check on my family and close friends for a few minutes every few days. Yes, I have a boyfriend now; just to clarify for alot of you and no, I don't have any NSFW photos and even if I did, I wouldn't post them for you to see. :) Hope everyone is doing well and take care.

Alright
for the rest of you that don't see what i say in the mumms... i'm quitting smoking on may 8th... i have a long flight to california so day one would be simple... day 2 i'll be in a place that smokers are looked down upon so that will help with the rest... plus a lot less of my friends out there smoke, and a lot of them are willing to help me with my urge so i'll have a lot more help in quitting and less urge to start back up... wish me luck

Dear Britney...
Five years ago, you were very hot. I mean, smokin hot. I'd do you, five years ago. Now, with the current state of events (f*cked up marriage, two sad kids, shaved noggin, rehab, etc) you are not hot at all. I would have preferred you pose topless five years ago rather than now... http://thesuperficial.com/2007/05/britney_spears_poses_topless.php#comment First of all, take off that silly hat. You need to go buy a NICE wig. Don't pose on rocks with those ugly denim shorts on (at least take them off) and stop wearing those fugly boots all the damn time. Secondly, next time you pose with flowers over your nips, make them pretty flowers. Like Lillies or Tulips. Finally, go take care of your children, please. We dont need more people hogging up all the rehab spots in 15 years. God knows Suri Cruise, Pax Jolie-Pitt, and Scary Spice's kid will need a bed too. Please put your sad little top back on and go about your business... Thanks

Murder.
Your breaking all hearts but your own. You suffocate me I cannot lie. I cannot hide that my heart falls when I see you. Something in me turns to murder. Your faking I start to see. My heart falls when I see you.. Open your eyes and see right through After all this time.. Now run with one less by your side. I believe in promises Do you believe in trust? Run with one less by your side. You'll burn this bridge. ( I hope you die ) Every time. (Living that lie ) I thought you meant the words you said. I thought you cared for me. Why can't you see. How could it have been so easy to turn your back, and fuck all your friends. Your tears are not going to wash this one away. The whispering of lies. But will you still reflect on what we had, and all of the potential?

Sad... Makes Me Cry..
I do, more often then usual lately actually to be honest........... some people don't realize the pain they cause, and sometimes some people don't care either. I've done something I shouldn't. Please, forgive me.... "Give me another chance..." sorry this is a random bulletin, just stressed and missing ... yeah, a little out of place right now. I don't know what to think. Get all my emotions out here... I hate what I am now, wish I could turn back time... Justin Timberlake's songs make me cry, they hurt me inside:( Can't change that, wish I could change me. I don't like making mistakes... somethings have gotten harder with time. Have you ever missed a "certain someone" so much, but couldn't tell anyone? Ever had someone cheat on you? ... Would you know? Who knows? "Too late to apologize..." Timbaland has some great new tunes, find someone you can love 4ever... don't tell me you need me, or say I'm sorry if you could care less... Still venting... you know who you are... you might

New Rules To Keep Integrity Of The Game No One Wonthe Last One The Letter Was B
everone who guesses wrong will immediatly be told the answer.but will be immediatly eliminated.....plz dont cheat...im a detective take 3 guesses letter from a to z for a plat cherry

Beltane Blessings
There are four great festivals of the Pagan Celtic year and the modern Witches’ calendar, as well. The two greatest of these are Halloween (the beginning of winter) and May Day (the beginning of summer). Being opposite each other on the wheel of the year, they separate the year into halves. Halloween (also called Samhain) is the Celtic New Year and is generally considered the more important of the two, though May Day runs a close second. Indeed, in some areas—notably Wales—it is considered “the great holiday”. May Day ushers in the fifth month of the modern calendar year, the month of May. This month is named in honor of the Goddess Maia, originally a Greek mountain nymph, later identified as the most beautiful of the Seven Sisters, the Pleiades. By Zeus, she is also the mother of Hermes, God of magic. Maia’s parents were Atlas and Pleione, a sea nymph. The old Celtic name for May Day is Beltane (in its most popular Anglicized form), which is derived from the Irish Gaelic B

Kiss Of Leather
Kiss of Leather Climbing into my truck after a long day of work, I relax into the seat, blowing out a big breath. With a turn of the key, the engine roars to life. After rolling down the windows, and turning the music up, the tensions of the day fly out the window while I speed down the interstate. As the rush of air tangles my dark hair, whipping it around my face, the negative stuff from the day leaves, and I recall what awaits me at home. A huge smile plays upon my lips. I am late and I know she will be antsy, for tonight she will receive the kiss. Not one from my mouth, but from the leather flogger that will soon be in my hand. The pleasure of this thought hardens my nipples and I can feel myself moisten. The smell of her scent, her arousal fills my senses. I can almost hear her cries of pain, of pleasure, almost feel her flesh beneath my hand. As I approach home, I hit the garage door opener button and grin. A sound she knows, it will let her know I am home. I expect

Man Oh Man..
i went to carrabba's yes..i went into the bathroom and that shit smelled like chitlins when they are being washed (thoes who dont know, think of taking a long shit then taking a bath..shity soap smell) i used the bathroom thinkin somebody juss had a bad case of the poop and flushed the toilet..and piss and poo water bubbled up from the drainage gate on the floor. mind u im in the handicap stall and the door was far from me and the shit water was comin fast. i screamed..yes ..SCREAMED and jumped over the puddle, unlocked the stall door almost in mid air and ran out the bathroom. come to find out, the shit was out of order..but the sign fell off LOL wow..what a day

Who Wants To Be My Nurse?
Lastnight i went to bed feeling fine and then i woke up this morning with the flu. Anyway, i thought i would do this blog and just to let you all know where i am and whats wrong with me just incase i dont feel up to being on here for most of the day. I will miss you all, especially you Linda who always makes me laugh and keeps me on my toes, hehe. Dont know what i would do without you hun.

9 Dating Mistakes Men Make
Here are the 10 reasons why men fail with women, and how to make sure you avoid every one of these deadly common mistakes... Number 1 Being too much of a nice guy Have you ever noticed that the really attractive women never seem to be attracted to "nice" guys? Of course you have. Just like me, I'm sure you've had attractive female friends that always seemed to date "jerks"... but for some reason they were never romantically interested in you. What's going on here? It's actually very simple. Women don't base their choice of men on how "nice" a guy is. They choose the men they do because they feel a powerful gut level attraction to them. And guess what? Being a nice guy won't make a woman feel that powerful attraction to you. And being nice won't make a woman choose you. I realize that this doesn't make a lot of logical sense, and it's hard to accept... but get over it. Until you accept this fact and begin to act on it, you'll never have the success with women that y

10 Romantic Things To Do When Living Together
Relationships are a little like glaciers; under various pressures, they're always moving and changing, gathering all sorts of debris. But after some time, they move so slowly, it's easy to forget they're there, particularly when you live together. To use a more familiar metaphor, one day your relationship is a wild ride, all loops and corkscrews, and then, out of nowhere, it's mellowed and straightened out. Actually, it's worse than that. It's stagnating. Hey, it happens. No sweat. Relationships require management, like anything else in your life that's as big and complex. One way is to inject a little romance. Now, depending on your definition, you may have to redefine romance a little. It shouldn't always have a direct purpose; in other words, imagine romance as neither a means nor an end. Try to imagine it as something you do for her simply because you love her, and not necessarily to get sex later. Sounds corny, but it's true nonetheless. With all that in mind, the home you s

If You Really Care
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Beautiful Tragedy
Silent night, let me sleep away these memories within sacrifices of purity are turning into sins And this judgement day is growing near And this confession is killing me again This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me This dying destiny So now you lay yourself down in this grave with shattered eyes Beautiful melodies to try and wash away the lies And this judgement day is growing near And this confession is killing me again This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me This dying destiny, take me away This beautiful tragedy come crashing into me This dying destiny Will you be there Will you be there by my grave Or will you be the death of me My beautiful tragedy This beautiful tragedy is crashing into me This dying destiny, take me away This beautiful tragedy come crashing into me This dying destiny

My Little Angel And Me
randy is out of town again starting today for the week so it is just me and aiden. he sure does enjoy picking on me. i sure love my little angel. in between being picked on i was helping my big sweetie level up he had 688 ponts before getting magic cherrry. he sked me to pimp him out. i told hm no one reads my posts. but did it anyway. only one other person helped. took me all night cuz i could only do comments. and didnt want to set off commnets alarms again. but i got him leveled up. i dont know why that silly spamming message always hits me when i do my daily comments to friends. luckily it picked on someone else to night. there is a lot of comments in 688 points. lmao. off to bed sweet dreams all

$ Dirty Questions
You opened this so now you have to repost and see who responds or has the balls to ask you intimate questions....You get to ask me 4 QUESTIONS(TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy or PERVERTED it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you will have lots of fun if you repost this and see what people ask you "4 Dirty Questions. I dare ya!!

Military
Well if people don't know me I'm in the military I'm a third generation in the armed services. Just last month I pit in a package to go from Blue to Green for those that don't know what that is I'm going from the Navy into the Army when this is all said and done I will be a third generation in the Army. I pick a MOS That I didn't want but I feel that there was a reason for it. I get to keep my rank and time in service Which in the long run is good except for one thing I know where I'll be going after all my training which is the Sand Box so I hear that it isn't that bad over there. I don't know I guess I will find out when the time comes.

Gardening
Cultivating a garden takes work. There is time, effort and energy required in producing a beautiful garden. There is a similar parallel with life and what we do with our time and energy. Cultivating a life that is purposeful and worthwhile takes time and dedication. Like the garden, preparation, decisions and prudent care is required. The results are very rewarding. In the open field of life, anything is possible. To waste time produces a wasteland, to cultivate time produces a life that blossoms.

New Kittens
heheh alriht suzie started haveing her babies 2 hours ago shes still in labr and she being sooo good hehehehe i dont knoww how many we will have but rynan gets first pick of the litter since he didnt getone last time anyways if anyone wants to give a kitten a good home let me know

Heres Wishing All A Fantastic Weekend
Hello again, nothing much here to blog about. just wanted to wish you all a great weekend . Remember to keep it safe, if you drink dont drive do the watermellon crawl lol . Seriously ppl Iloves you all loads and only want you to be happy and safe MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH TO ALL HAPPY BLOGGINGS TO ALL UNTIL I BLOG AGAIN

Dead Inside
Not sure if I like this, but I figured I'd post it before I have time to decide that I don't like it: One of these beautiful words might just make you stay. If i could keep talking long enough, I'll think of the right thing to say. One of these beautiful songs might keep you another day. If i could just find the right record, I'll find the right thing to play. And I keep standing here. And you keep on towards the door. Heart bleeding in my hands because you won't hold it anymore. Can't you see i'm dying? Won't you come save my soul? But you've had enough of my crying and my life has grown old And it won't be long before I'm dead inside. No, it won't be long before I'm dead...

Bits And Pieces - Completely Unproofed And Uneditted.
He turned me so that I was facing away from him. Pressing his body against mine I could feel his cock getting hard already. His hands wrapped around my waist and he caressed my neck with his lips. I tilted my head to the side, giving him more room. He continued nibbling at my flesh. His tongue flicked against my earlobe sending waves of pleasure to my core. I reached behind me and wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him in closer. I felt his hands lifting my shirt and I allowed him to slide it over my head. He turned me to face him and trapped me between his car and his body. The cold metal of the car was a sharp contrast to the heat of his body. I wrapped my arms around his torso and ran my fingernails up and down his back. Taking my chin between his thumb and forefinger he tilted my face up to his. Slowly he touched his lips to mine. At first his kiss was so light I could barely feel it. * * * I want to feel more than just his hug. I want to know what it feels like to have h

Void
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without reason. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding: Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that is underlying. A simple void

Sunken Footprints In The Sea
Sunken Footprints in the Sea Life has gifted me with tragedy, broken images; forever haunting, excruciating my suffering; blood upon the pulse of my serenity. Crystal lines etched over glacier heart, as my tears wash blotches of thought to leave me blank again daily; stolen by death, I am left mourning the assassin's kill, soul sliced open like the parted Sea. Chained and bound I avoid flirtatious eyes, to inhibit forbidden thoughts; For love fled upon your precious wings, survived only by my silent memories. I stood alone in the vacant centre of nightmares just searching for you amongst a midnight dream. Alas although the stars filled my eyes, the clear air gathered clouds and the Moon reigned misery, no peace to ever be found. Yet today the heavens opened and allowed me to breathe; you emerge with, Out stretched arms, saying: ”Love come to me, but mere Steps Into the convalescent Sea Nicole Williams © 2006

Death Makes A Fool Out Of All Of Us
There's no way out (there's no way in) just born this way born heart broken no way to escape there's no way to release all the pain, all the angst that builds-up within me and the sun never shines (i don't open my eyes) it's all dark in my world (there's a thing known as light?) no such thing as a smile (though i think i once could) but i find i don't hide it -- i know that i should all this pain, building up in my soul, breaks me down like the end of my world is not far from me now another tear has fallen and it slides, warm, down my face makes a path that soon will end and then one more will take its place how does death make a fool out of ones full of life how do i find my passion in the blade of a knife? why can't i be normal why can't the sun shine i need love to exist -- there's no love i can find there is no more happy there only is sad when i look for escapes i find they're looking back

Red Pumps....and Drinking
Ok seriously people....remind me to NEVER ever wear my red pumps when i go drinking again! I mean yes...i looked cute as hell....but oh my god my feet STILL hurt today....nearly 24 hours later!!!!! But i did have fun...got way too drunk and styed out wayyyy too late! HOORAH! Just a lil something to say today...monday... MY FEET STILL HURT!!! And i still feel like i have an anvil on my chest...and my mouth still tastes like i was lickin the ashtray DAMN what a party lol

(losing My Way). Im Debatin Gon Not To Turn This Completely Into A Song. What Yall Thing
One girl I know that is so bad and when she's around my way she get my mind, give illusions that I don't know what to say and everytime I need to say she makes me feel like I came to play Oh I wanna make her my baby but I can't I'm acting crazy so Can't you help me find my way Can't you help me find my way 'cause everytime I see her don't know what to say She give me extra credits everytime that I go that I don't know what to do Lately I've been acting so strange she got me singing and writing blues and everytime I wanna keep it cool she makes me feel like a completely fool Oh I wanna make her my baby but I can't I'm acting fool and crazy Can't you help me find my way Can't you help me find my way 'cause everytime I see her don't know what to say

If It Pleases Him
If it pleases Him to have me kneel before Him I will kneel reverently. If it pleases Him to bind me I will gladly offer my arms to Him. If it pleases Him to touch me I will allow myself to be touched. If it pleases Him to teach me I will learn all that I can. If it pleases Him to discipline me I will accept it without a sound. If it pleases Him to allow me to serve Him I will serve Him with loyalty and devotion.

My Past And Present
¢À There are always people that judge. How am I suppose to feel, what am I to think. So many games so many words that have no meaning. I sit here and cry, tears that you look away from. Knowing the pain is real and justified. Do you care, really you have the best of both worlds. They love and accept you and will never turn thier back on you. But with me its look away, she has a past, she has kids, she pulls you from happiness. I don't know you anymore all I know is the pain that I feel running through my veins. You say do I want us to end?? Is that your own questions that only you can answer. Yes I am sure that others would love nothing more than for us to go our seperate ways.. No names that I will mention you know who you are. Is it fate, hell I just know I am tired of being the shame. I have so much to offer with me and my children and the love that we can provide. And all we ask is for honesty and loyality in return. But I do know that loyality is given when you k

The "myspace" Camera Angle.
Yes, it looks flattering on most people. Yes, it gives the relatively flat-chested a bit more cleavage. Yes, it really hides the ol'double chin. Posting 70 or so pictures using the same damn camera angle really doesn't make you look any better. Generally, it makes me wonder what is being hidden. Once in a while I just want to see a woman at that angle and then try to throw an M&M down her shirt. There's probably something wrong with that idea, though.

May 7 2007
You don't know where life is going to lead you, and that's where the fun lies. Don't worry about 'what it all means' and go with it for now. More will be revealed later, when you know what to do with the knowledge. Yuppers...life sure is changing fast...lost someone who meant the world today but maybe for a good reason...

Spiderman 3
ok so it was way fucking sappy sorry im just not much of a romance wench lol especially when it comes to one of the most awsome comics ever ... to much fucking ladi da smooch smooch and not enough ven. anyways other than thats the action that was there was pretty good

Song Of The Goddess....
I am the Great Mother, worshiped by all creation and existent prior to their consciousness. I am the primal female force, boundless and eternal. I am the chaste Goddess of the Moon, the Lady of all Magic. The winds and moving leaves sing my name. I wear the crescent Moon upon my brow and my feet rest among the starry heavens. I am mysteries yet unsolved, a path newly set upon. I am a field untouched by the plow. Rejoice in me and know the fullness of youth. I am the blessed Mother, the gracious Lady of the Harvest. I am clothed with the deep, cool wonder of the Earth and the gold of the fields heavy with grain. By me the tides of the Earth are ruled; all things come to fruition according to my season. I am refuge and healing. I am the life-giving Mother, wondrously fertile. Worship me as the Crone, tender of the unbroken cycle of death and rebirth. I am the wheel, the shadow of the Moon. I rule the tides of women and men and give release and renewal to weary souls. Thoug

Alzheimers
It creeps up behind you, When you don't see... Stealing your memories, Setting them free. I watch you sitting, Just staring and still. It breaks my heart, Like nothing else will. Alone in a locked world, Where none enter in, You've lost your beginning, You'll not know your end. You won't know your children, As time marchs on. But, they'll know you love them, As they're holding on. No one can save you, As you slip away, Time is a killer, As you slip away. Somewhere and someday, There will be a cure. In God's house, your memories All will unfurl. So now, I will watch you, Though you never see, The pain in my eyes. As I'm setting you free. Cherokee For an unknown friend,Someone is experiencing it,Somewhere.

Proof That The World Is Nuts
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed To have sex with animals, but the Animals must be female. Having Sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may Legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at Them During the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking At the genitals of a corpse. This Also applies to undertakers. The Sex organs of the deceased must be covered with brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose Full-time job is to travel the Countryside And deflower young virgins, who pay Them for the privilege of having sex

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The Note He Left
The Note He Left A wilted bouquet on my dresser drawer, A tattered note torn on the floor, A girl with tears running down her cheek, A boy with another girl to seek. Don't give me flowers, they'll only die, why tell Me you care if it's only a lie, I don't need that kind of affection Or that kind of play, just leave me alone, as you've always done. You hurt me too much to be the one!

Why Girls Cry''
WHY GIRLS CRY'' They fell in love with the wrong person They're Mad They're Sad They're Scared They're Nervous They're Frustrated They're Missing someone They're Alone They're PMSing They're Pregnant They're tired of abusive relationships Their Heart Is broken They're in love Their souls have been torn They met someone they cant have They feel cheated They hurt so bad inside They feel unloved BOYS!!!: If any girl you know is crying, and you see them, don't just stand there like an ass and say you're sorry, hold them, kiss them, and tell them everything will be ok, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls go through more drama than you can imagine! Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them. Girls: this if you're tired of dealing with the drama, and you're sick of putting up with the BULLCRAP! Boys: if you're a loving, caring, sensitive guy, who hates to see a girl hurt like thi

Country Girl!!! All The Way Baby!
A city girl will take you where you need to go. *A country girl throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A city girl will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A country girl will say beat her ass and I got your back. A city girl will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A country girl will just knock her out!!! A city girl tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A country girl tells you we need another shot, we're about to get fucked up! A city girl goes to the club with you and sits down. *A country girl goes to the club with you and says lets show these city bitches how we do it. A city girl wonders who your new man is. *A country girl knows his first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda truck he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!! A city girl thinks the friendship is over when you ha

Fwb
I've got a new FWB. Her name is Zoe and she is one wild girl. She is older, but hot with short blonde hair and a nice bod. I went over to her place last tuesday. By the end of the night, we had played with sex swings, sex toys and most importantly, each other. Can't wait to see her again. If you'd like to be my FWB, the more the merrier.

Life Is A Prison
by Puff Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do

The Olive Tree
The Olive Tree A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak...I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself, I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give on to you regardless--for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there see

My Padded Cell
Stuck in the dark padded room Occasionally, the slight flicker of light Can anyone hear the screams Straight jacket on tight Slamming against the door Just wanting out Holding the mind of a tortured soul Knowing I am not crazy Seeing the key in my dreams Being doped and sedated by life Unleashing the nightmares or reality Foaming at the mouth Bottled up emotionsa drip out like drool Running away from the thing That set off disappointment Caused the stay in this cage Trying to beat the fear of unhappiness In this mental ward of my mind

Sexist
What is the difference between a battery and a woman? A battery has a positive side. Why did the woman cross the road? Wait, better question, why is she out of the kitchen!? Why don't women wear watches? There's a clock on the stove. Why do women have short feet? So they can stand closer to the stove. Why don't women need drivers licenses? There is no road between the bedroom and the kitchen. Why couldn't Hellen Keller drive? Because she was a woman. How many men does it take to open a beer? -None, it should be opened when she brings it to you. What do you call the useless flesh around the vagina? The woman. A man is walking down the beach and comes across an old bottle. He picks it up, pulls out the cork and out pops a genie. The genie says "Thank you for freeing me from the bottle. In return I will grant you three wishes." The man says "Great. I always dreamed of this and I know exactly what I want. First, I want 1 Billion dollars in a Swiss bank ac

Square Peg Squished In A Round Hole
Square Peg Squished in a Round Hole Not one human being on this planet is perfect… heck, we all come with a few warts. It is the warts (differences) that make us who we are as individuals; truly beautiful. So why on earth would you want to be that square peg being confined by that round hole? When you are being asked to be something you are not, I encourage you to think about the following: 1) The change you are being asked to make, will it compromise your integrity and identity? If so, is the situation worth losing who you are? 2) Think about your own standards and don’t let others’ standards define you. If it helps, make a list of those standards and get very clear on which ones are most important and are not worth sacrificing. 3) Most importantly, remember to always be YOURSELF and not what others wish for you to be. Who you are is amazing and if who you are is good enough for you, that is what matters.

Reflections
Recently I went through a dark period in my life. It felt like I was in a black hole that i couldn't get out of. Hardly anyone if anyone knew what I was going through. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs but no one could hear me. Part of that was my fault, I have always been taught that everyone has problems so just deal with it. I have always struggled with leaning on the people that loved and cared for me. I mean there are tons of people that lean on me and I love being there for everyone. I'll give a perfect stranger the shirt off my back if he needed it. Since coming out of the darkness I have learned that I need to share myself more with the people who wanna know how I'm doing. In the past I only told people how I was if they asked and even then I ddin't tell them much. Doing things that way cause me to lose an angel that now I have to spend a lifetime trying to get back. So if you are close ot me (you know who you are if you are close to me) and you have expressed

For A Friend
Bless our love for our hearts beat true, bless our dreams so our destinies we may persue. Our road has been rocky, our path has been dark, but in his/her hands I still place my heart for I know it will never be torn apart. With him/her I am safe, with him/her I am sane, thus I know our future is worth any pain if in his/her arms I am allowed to remain. Goddess hear our plea, let our love be what the world sees, for together is where we wish to be. Marry meet and marry partfrom hear let us have a brand new start. Blessed be and set us free so we may live in harmony.

What's It Take To Get Laid?
AT 59 I have been trying to meet someone about my age that is as horny as I am, open minded, and willing to talk about what we would like to do. It''s not that I have not tried. I'm sick of looking at profiles, writing messages and get nothing back. I can handle the rejection, but don't even get that. It seems that once you get over 50 you are supposed to crawl off into the woods and die. I would love to hear from anyone, if they have a secret that works for them to find compatable partners. I am as horny as I ever was, maybe more so since I don't have kids and such to distract and keep me otherwise occupied. What do I really want? A mature woman, loves oral sex, willing to discuss other possiblies that we have missed during the years of raising family. I would love to experience the swinger lifestyle, but got to be a "Couple" to do that. I even enjoy being naked and only dress so I don't get arrested for scaring kids and dogs. A plus would be large labia whi

To The One That Thinks They Are All That
You know what you can take my pic put up fake profiles. You have to hide behind a screen and play childish games. If you wanna play come out of hiding. You piece of trash. Come get me face to face is you have a pair.

Isaiah Verse 19
ISAIAH CHAPTER 59 VERSE 19 WHEN THE ENEMY SHALL COME IN LIKE A FLOOD , THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD SHALL LIFTUP A STANDARD AGAINST HIM. I believe that this can apply to all our lives ,many ways , ,the enemy has tried to hinder me from doing GOD'S will ,but I have a GOOD GOD WITH me and no matter what the enemy do , I'mm holding on to GOD , for i know i can depend on him , I've been in worst situations , vietnam, hospitals , my most recent operations , but GOD has delivered me from them , GOD HAS BROUGHT ME FROM A MIGHTY LONG WAYS , All we have to do is depend on him , just when you think you're at your worst , GOD MAKES A WAY , AND HE'S RIGHT THERE when you need him the MOST, no matter what the enemy throws your way , GOD IS IN CONTROL , just believe and you shall receive , you can receive healing financial blessigs spiritual blessing today , if you believe, i know my blessings are in place , I'm passing this on you so you can get yours because we know we can depend on G

Dream Come True
Have you ever had a dream come true? A dream that totally amazed even you. I�ve had a dream most of my life, In this dream I find a wonderful wife. She is loving and kind and cares for me. She helps me to become all I can be. Sometimes I act so terribly sappy. It always seems to make her happy. She brightens my life more than the sun. We laugh together and often have fun. And during the times that I must cry, She is always there to make my eyes dry. In you my love, I have found all these things, And if you will, please wear this ring. And if you are nothing more than a dream, I hope I never wake up.

Still Looking For A Shack In Colorado
wife looked at a trailor today in colorado sent me pics of place on cell phone it looked like a shack alright.they wanted $18,000 i told her tell them 12 or lower for the dump. she then looked at another asking $38,000 it was a little better looking but trailors arent worth that kind of money these days cause fema made a shit load of trailors for new orleans that r going to waste in fla.oh well the shack search is still on i guess.

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Thoughts Runnin Through My Head
Well here I am almost 6mths. to the day, in Nov. of 2006 I started this cyber ride, I also turned 41 that month. So as I sit here I decided to blog this somewhat anniversary. So where to begin...... well all in all the ride hasnt been to bumpy. As far as finding my true love or Mr. Right hasnt happened and dont expect it will. lol And long ago I knew that the chance of such things are slim to nil. But I am happy to accept that. And I think I have met a few people I hope I can truly call friends, I`ve met people I can call online buddys, and then there`s the people I am far better off not knowing at all. And the fact that they have to go day to day living a lie because they dont like who they are is really sad. Because they tend to dwell on the weaknesses,and vulnerabilities of others. And its sad that they can live with themselves and continue to live the lie that is their world. I really dont see the need to lie and deceive other people, but then again I consider myself to be an hones

Reflections
"Always listen to experts. They'll tell you what can't be done and why. Then do it." ~Robert A. Heinlein "Men spend their lives in anticipations, in determining to be vastly happy at some period or other when they have time. But the present time has one advantage over every other: it is our own. Past opportunities are gone, future have not come. We may lay in a stock of pleasures, as we would lay in a stock of wine; but if we defer the tasting of them too long, we shall find that both are soured by age!" ~Charles Caleb Colton

Another 65 Questions About...gah, I Dunno...
1. How's your life going?: It's getting there...parts of it are freakin tanfastic. 2. What is your zodiac sign?: cancer 3. Do you hate getting pinched?: depends on who's doing the pinching... 4. Do you wear contacts?: nope 5. Are you allergic to anything?: not that i'm aware of... 6. What's your favorite basketball team?: do not want 7. Do you like reading?: got anything good? 8. Do you often get writers block?: ugh... i just can't think of anything to put here... 9. Have you ever gotten told you're beautiful?: ummm...no. 10. Do you have plans tonight?: Here in PA? no... 11. Do you own a blue dress?: not too fond of how i look in a dress... 12. Is hockey your favorite sport?: ummm...no 13. What is your favorite state to visit?: Colorado, and I'm going soon... 14. Would you ever want to go to Ireland?: yes 15. Who do you want to be the new president?: Fred Thomson, but he isn't running... 16. Are you interested i