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Which Fruit Would You Pick
Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these: > >1. Orange >2. Apple >3. Banana >4. Coconut >5. Pineapple >6. Papaya >7. Mango >8. Cherry >9. Black Grapes >10. Peach >11. Custard Apple >12. Pear >13. banana >What is your pick??? (Pick before you scroll down...Do not CHEAT!!!) YOU >BETTER NOT BE CHEATING!! >. >. >. >KEEP SCROLLING!!! >Keep going.... >. >. >. >. >. >. >ORANGE - If orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who has >enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things slowly, but very >thoroughly and are completely undaunted by hard work. You tend to be shy, >but are reliable and trustworthy friend. You have an aesthetic bent of >mind. You select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, >and not in for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs. >. >APPLE - If apple is your favorite fruit, you are an extravagant, impulsive >and outspoken person, often with a bit of a temper. Whil

I Like This Song
Come What(ever) May Lyrics Can you take away Every single day That we have given to another false prophet? Can you give us all A reason not to fall Before you take away another broken promise? Show your pretty face, I have better taste, You're still a rapist of an entire nation. You wanna be the man? You gotta be a man. But you are nothing but an saddened simulation. How can we ever live this down? How can we ever live this down? Keep your fingers crossed, The truth is all but lost. Big decision for an ordinary coward. The only problem is You're fucking rhetoric. We're more in danger than before you took power. Now it's just a game, God, you'll never change. You'll sell us out if you can only find a buyer. You don't give a shit, The money's dirty yet, All in the corner you can still start a fire. How can we ever live this down? How can we ever live this down? You never wanted to be, T

"the Dream"
. "The Dream" I lay there that night, thinking of you, before closing my eyes to sleep... the thoughts of wanting your body next to mine started to consume my every thought. I could almost feel the warm touch of your strong hand brushing against my thigh as we lay together - Your thick fingers softly moving across my leg and up to my stomach, briefly skimming my inner thigh as you allowed your hand to move slowly upward. My breathing got quicker with each movement of your hand - moans of wanting more - you turned on your side, keeping one hand on my body as you moved- caressing slowly across my stomach and up to my breast - cupping each breast so tenderly and gently massaging them as you looked up at me, right in my eyes, giving me that little sweet yet devious smile you always give me when you're having me anticipate your next move. I smiled back at you with a simple smile that told you without words that I want you, that I can't wait to feel your every touch,

There Is Nothing As Easy As Denouncing.
There is nothing as easy as denouncing. It don't take much to see that something is wrong, but it takes some eyesight to see what will put it right again. --Will Rogers We come to this day with a choice of whether to be for something or against it. Shall we put energy into what we seek and admire or shall we give our energy to opposition and resistance of what we dislike? If someone asks a favor, we have a choice to resent and resist the intrusion or to engage with the person and see where it might lead. If a project we are working on is frustrating, we can wallow in criticizing it or try to get a clearer picture of what will work and what we want. Criticizing may be a helpful first stage in learning, but it is seductive because it holds little risk and we feel safe doing it. In that comfort we forget to go forward to create what we really want. Our negative energy, when we are seduced by it, creates negative results. When we look back upon today, we will admire those choices th

Cherry Outcast
So I've been a member of this site since september and ya know I'm starting to feel unwanted. I have posted God knows how many salutes that have been rejected and have yet to receive a blast from anyone. Seems like the harder I try to be a likable cherry, I get everyones ass to kiss. Seems impossible to do anything right in this place. So frustrated!!

Rope Trick
She was flushed red, angry at the thought of being trussed up like Betty Page. Her large breasts with the pattina of freckles, rising at each deep breath. I pushed her aganst the wall a little roughly, she growled a bit but I was used to her complaints by this time, her scent raising into the air between us. I flipped her around her breast slapping the white tiled wall, I brought her arms behind herbound her wrists and then barrel wound them up to the elbows. I pulled the rop between her arms and ran it between her thighs. flipping her back to face me I ran the rope up and around her neck, and back down between her thighs again. She attempted to fight back a bit, I slapped her nipple on her right breast, then pinched it and began pulling it to her left side forcing her to put her back to me again. I pressed her against thecold tile and kicked her legs apart. Pulling the rope back over her right shoulder, and spinning her back round to face me taking her heavy breast and starting

"behind Blue Eyes'
No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling lonely lies But my dreams, they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be i have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what it's like To feel these feelings Like I do And I blame you No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain and woe Can show through But my dreams, they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be i have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free Discover L.I.M.P. say it (x4) Discover No one knows what it´s like To be mistreated To be defeated Behind blue eyes and No one knows how to say That they're sorry And don't worry I'm not telling lies But my dreams, they aren't as empty As my conscience seems to be i have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's ne

A Day Without Love
There will be a day, When the winter wind comes, And sweeps away your love. There will be day, When the leaves, Began to fall down on me, From the dying autumn sky. There will be a day, When the words, That come out of your mouth, When hurt me painfully, This day, I will pray to god, Our love last forever. There will be a song, Written for you, When you walk away, And break my heart in half, There will be melodies, Flying among the sky, When that day comes, And you let go of my hands. I don't know what I will do, I don't know if I, Would be crying or laughing, When the word goodbye, Finally comes out of your mouth. A day without love, Will be a day, Without sunshine, It will be an afternoon, Without laughter, Like those many afternoons, When you laughed with me, Like those many afternoons, When you called me up, And asked me if I loved you. A day without love, Will be a evening, Without the moon, It will be a night, Without the stars, The

Fall
Suddenly things don't make sense, I crave the blood, the warmth, And yet need the coldness, the emptiness, the blank stares. I want to understand this, Need to find the answers, But how can I do this, When my eyes are closed tightly. And all I see is the shapes that Know my name so well. How can I go on one more second And still smile to your face? I always tremble in your presence, Afraid of what's to be said. I always run from your shadow, There's no detail to your face. It started melting slowly, As the sun came out to play. The shiney glimpse of release, Seem to cut me right in two. Then sewed me back together, Giving me sanction to forget you. I know I made a promise, But I don't think you'll call. I think you have your own ideas, It's time for me to FALL! I'll wrap my arms around you, Just once more you see, Then I will smile as I let go, Please just let me be.

Got To Thank My Cowboy Taz For This Joke :)
The Photo on the Night Stand After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another Man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry.. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be Reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

Thoughts
Thoughts for the day — Sunday, July 01, 2007 I crave what I don't have, but I fear what I'm unfamiliar with, wich is often what I don't have. So I guess I sometimes fear what I crave, and crave what I fear? So a maybe it has come to be that I am moslty hooked on the anxiety that comes with or from getting what I want, more than the actual things I want. Maybe I enjoy the feeling of wanting and getting more than the feeling that comes with having? Well, no. I am actually pretty happy with a lot of the things I have. Many of those things seem to have just kinda came about. Many of the things I try for and get, I appreciate less than the things that happen to come durring the proccess of trying to get things, or just seem to come out of nowhere. That's sometimes nice, but not too encouraging. I think it leads me to not try so hard, and wait for things to come out of nowhere. That doesn't make a lot of sense does it? I don't know. The more I read about narcissi

We Are Eternal, All This Pain Is An Illusion...
~*This happens to be one of my very favorite TOOL songs and I''ve been lisenting to it quite a bit today so I thought I'd share... Parabola (Parabol Intro) So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now. Embracing you, this reality here, This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful. Wide eyed and hopefully wild. We barely remember what came before this precious moment, Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside... This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion. *** We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion. Alive, I In this holy reality, in thi

Bodystockings And Stockings
Have two wholesale Lots on Ebay...If you like lingerie, if you know others that like Lingerie or if you know anyone doing home parties..please pass this information to them Also have Leather lingerie and outerwear there as well Web site link for ebay: http://search.ebay.com/_W0QQsassZwylde_enterprisesQQhtZ-1

Im Sure If I Was A God Father Our Higher Up Like 24 It Would Be Good Enough
why is it that my stash never makes number one one here our my trout gang up like 24 it would be good enough its just not fare i bust my ass every day since last year in nov 2006 july 2-2007 but im just not important enough i gues like all the others on here i guess its the woman who sow it all and some of the guys also it just seems like us smaller people on here that bust our asses every day some times 24-36 hours a day arent good enough for all of you higher ups even some of the bouncers who go rate womans photos when the should be doing there jobs instead of rating our womans profils and looking at there nsfw pitures our there dirty oher photos do your job instead

Dont Know What To Do
I have loved you only in my mind But Im hoping that someday you'll find The feeling I have for you inside I'm a hopeless romantic that's what they say Fallin in and out of love just like a play Memorizing each line I still dont know what to say... what to say Dont know what to do whenever you are near Dont know what to say My heart is floating in tears When you pass by I could fly Every minute every second of the day I dream of you in the most special way Youre beside me all the time All the time...

Ceviche
Preparation time: 15 minutes to prepare, 6 hours to let sit. The first time I made ceviche, I was amazed. I could actually see the lemon and lime juice turning the color of the fish from translucent pink to opaque white. The acid from the limes and lemons change the structure of the proteins in the fish, essentially "cooking" the fish without using heat. I love ceviche rolled up in a freshly cooked, still warm corn tortilla with lettuce and salsa. 2 lbs of firm, fresh red snapper fillets, cut into 1/2 inch pieces, completely deboned 1/2 cup of fresh squeezed lime juice 1/2 cup of fresh squeezed lemon juice 1/2 purple onion, finely diced 1 cup of fresh peeled, seeded, and chopped tomatoes 1 serrano chili, seeded and finely diced 2 teaspoons of salt dash of ground oregano dash of Tabasco or a few grains of cayenne pepper Cilantro Avocado Tortillas or tortilla chips In a non-reactive casserole dish, either Pyrex or ceramic, place the fish, onion, tomatoes, chili, sal

Please Care It
Monday, July 2, 2007 pollution must be checked pollution-it is a matter of concern on the subject of environment-pollution day by day increasing in every sphere of life on planet.it is not only getting disturb the healthy air to breath but also putting a threat on the environment in the form of global warming, which is too a mtter of concern for life. vehiculer movement is the one which is adding on to it fast-millions of lt petrol-diesel & other oils are being burnt to put the pace in life, which cant be avoide but a balancing mode must be adopted to counter the pollution resulted from such actions. there is nothing easier than planting trees on the planet to counter pollution & global warming. very mode but needs adequet & true efferts from the life.let be on the right track to show our solidarity with nature in addition to our love & care-let us be possitive to plant more & more trees. thanks mahesh sharma

Apple Chicken Quesadilla
4 Flour tortillas (approximately 8-inches wide) 1 cup cooked, shredded or chopped, chicken meat 1/4 lb cheddar or Monterey jack cheese, sliced or grated 1 apple, sliced 1/4 cup salsa 1 Heat a large skillet on medium high heat. Place one tortilla in the skillet. Flip it a couple of times with a spatula, then let it sit in the pan heating up until air pockets form and parts of the tortilla begin to puff up. Flip it again. 2 Place cheese slices on half of the tortilla, at least 1/2-inch from the edge of the tortilla. Add chicken pieces on top of the cheese. Fold the tortilla over like an omelette, and press down on the folded tortilla with the spatula. Lower the heat to medium. At this point, if you have enough room in your skillet, you can add a second tortilla to the pan to begin to heat it up. 3 When the cheese inside the quesadilla has melted, remove the quesadilla to a cutting board. Open it wide and layer on apple slices and salsa. Fold the tortilla back again

I Am
i am sorry if i cant talk to you all when you want me too i have a daughter that is emoitionly impaired and keeping my awsome friends happy with picture is a full time job i try too talk to you all some times there are more important things besides ct and that is my daughter so hopefully all of you will understand that when i dont answer you it is because im dealing with my daughter or something else

Red Shirt Fridays (an Email Sent To Me)
Red Shirt Fridays If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you both as mysterious and exotic. You definitely have cultivated your own unique interests and lifestyle. Brainy and quick witted, you aren't one for superficial friendships. But if someone can make you laugh or think, they'll likely be your friend for life. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Thoughts Of A Loved One.....4
She awakens to the Sound of dirt hitting the Lid and knows where she is Her Lover, cold and lifeless Lies next to her and she swears She can feel his warmth She always said she didn't Want to live without him So they go to the afterlife Together......Maybe he'll Be waiting for her She kisses his dead lips And waits........ As more dirt falls This one brought tears to my eyes...many of you will not understand this but i do...to love somebody so much that you can't live without....wanting to die...a feeling that only some can understand....and true....He stole my thoughts and put them down on paper....How can I not cry..... written for me on 07*02*07

Someone Good With Words!!
Ok everyone knows that I am having photoshoots! I need someone to come up with a good ad to use...wording etc....this ad is going to go on craigslist...the person that comes up with a good ad for me that will get me clients etc ..I will take a personal photo for and email it to there email addy ...anyone game to try and help me with this?? This is what i was using.... Need a model? Do you like taking photos? Are you an erotic photo collector? Would you like to take photos of a female that is very open to do any pose, any position, nudes or lingirie photos, spread shot poses? As many photos as you want? You can use the photos for your own collection!You get to keep the photos! building a portifolio?? I am setting up appointments for photoshoots starting today..next day available is Thursday! Use to be an escort! Email me for pricing!Serious enquiries only!!! It kept getting deleted...so that is the content but looking for diffestent wording but same message?? Hugs and kis

Unwarranted Doubt
Unwarranted Doubt By Saralynne Fox Dry my tears my love, My past fears come to haunt me once again. Unsure of my fate with you, I lock up and cry inside. My life on unstable ground, Will you also fall from me? Or are you forever? I must know. Hopes and dreams, Are blurred by fright, Is what you say true? Make them real to me. My past delusions, Only cripple my future desires. Doubt cages my mind, I want to fly free with you. Please don’t walk away from me, I’ve needed you with me, For more years than you know. And now that I have you, I fear that you will turn away. Leaving me for dead, For the crow to eat me. Twins we seem by people around us, Never have I before, Found someone so much like me, Until I met you. So my sweet love, Dry my tears of doubt, And give me something stable, To base my future on. I want to tell my heart, That it will be safe. That you will walk with me, Through snow and storm.

Check Me Out
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July!
Make Me Miss July! I'm on the bottom of the first page.;o( I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Hello Single Life....
I've pretty much given up on finding someone. In my last blog I wrote about someone that I thought would be a good catch, also in the blog I wrote that I thought I had messed things up....well I know that I have...he has recoiled from me as if I'd give him leprosy. Now his next week is gonna be "busy". Every woman in the world knows what that means...I want you to go away... So the person that I though was maybe a great boy or at least a good friend has taken a stupid screw up on my part as a exit strategy and what really burns is that he wont tell me either way..he chooses the "I'll call you later" game...only he never calls me back...I guess thats my hint....

Ok Thats It
ok this is it i cant stand this anymore if you all are going to put a crush on me make sure you realy want it cause if not dont put one on and then take it off just cause i wont talk to you or cam on yahoo this is realy getting anoying i wish i could just shut down that freekin thing grrrrrrrr

New To This
Well I figured I'd check this site out and so far it seems cool...Things with me are going ok. I am just here looking to make some friends to talk to. I really do have a hard time making new friends cause of being shy...my boyfriend thinks that I don't need friends. Things with my boyfriend are really rocky right now and dont know what to do about him..it is complicated and I am so lost on what to do. Well have to go hell be home soon

The Drama Never Ends....
The last straw... Anyone that knows me knows the hell my son has went through with his dad and his dad's girlfriend over the last month and a half. Well the drama continues.... I picked my son up Wed. The ex asked me if I still talked to G. I said not on a regular basis and he goes on to tell me about an incident that happened while they were at WalMart (G is the girlfriend's ex and my cousin). I told him and his girlfriend "well you two need to understand that this little 'get together' of yours has hurt a lot of people and messed up a lot of lives." Him: shrugs his shoulders "oh well." Me: "I know you don't give a shit about how much your hurt me but you need to take a step back and see this from the other side. G was reacting out of hurt. This is how he is handling the situation." Girlfriend pipes up at some point during our conversation and says "if I would have known you and him was trying to work things out I wouldn't have got involved." Me: "bullshit, you kne

I'd Waste All My Minutes On You
I was sittin here kickin' back in my chair... waitin for you to call... I knew that you wouldnt, even though I wished you would... But you dont like me like that all , but ..Then I got to thinkin... as my heart continued sinkin... And here is what I came up with that day.... I know its not easy...and it may scare you the most... I know that you dont want me nearly this close... But in my mind, I am just not the kind... To make someone love me that wont... And so I figure its easier if I dont... But then it came to thought... And the memories that it brought... I only got one thing to say... And I hope it doesnt make you run away...BUT.... I'd waste all my minutes on you... If I thought that you would answer, its exactly what i'd do..... And the whole world would wait, As my friends list would disapate.. Because I would be saving all my time for you, And I thought about this closely and this I know is true.... That all in all it wouldn't be a waste... And I kn

Heeeeeeere's Johnny!!
I'm baaaack! Thanks to all for the well wishes while I had to attend to family business. I had a lot of messages in my mailbox when I got back, and it gave me a real lift. I'll try and catch up with everyone over the next couple of days. Thanks all my friends!!

Cleavage Contest
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News - Kidnappers Threaten To Kill British Girl, Age 3
Kidnappers threaten to kill British girl, age 3 The mother of a three-year-old British girl snatched in Nigeria said the kidnappers had telephoned her and threatened to kill her daughter. Margaret Hill, the daughter of oil worker Mike Hill, was kidnapped on Thursday as she travelled to school by car in Port Harcourt, in the south of the country. Margaret's mother, Oluchi Hill, has revealed that the kidnappers threatened to kill her daughter unless Mr Hill agreed to take the child's place. She told the BBC they had called on Friday morning and demanded a meeting in a town in the Niger Delta, then allowed her to speak to her daughter who was crying. Mrs Hill, a Nigerian national, said the kidnappers told her to meet them in a town in Bayelsa State but added that neither she nor the police had been able to locate it. "They say I can bring my husband to swap with the baby," she said. "He wanted to go down for his baby but the police commander told him not to." She sa

Great News (kaleb Update) From His Mom. :)
Thursday, July 05, 2007 GREAT NEWS!~ God has answered one of my prayers!! First off... KALEB IS COMING HOME!!!!! We are so excited! We have been told that he will probably come home sometime next week. So me and my best friend have been CLEANING CLEANING CLEANING my apartment. I don't want any germs to be anywhere in my house and considering that it has barely been lived in in the last 2 months, it needed cleaning. We also had to make room for medical equipment that is coming home with him. I am so excited to have him coming home. The next great thing is that they are taking him off Phenobarbital. YAY! I am glad that I mentioned something and kind of put my foot down on that one. The Neuorologist agreed with us and said that it def. prohibits brain activity drastically which means that it basically shuts it down so much that the brain can not even do its healing. So this is also GREAT NEWS. I hope that everyone had a great 4th! Remember to thank those who

Recover
If, at some point, your day gets pushed in a negative direction, it doesn't have to stay that way. You can quickly and completely recover. The distractions and disruptions will surely come along. Yet you do not have to let any of them ruin your whole day. There's never any need to wait until tomorrow to make a fresh start. Instead, you can choose to immediately let go of whatever has thrown you off course. You can decide to begin moving forward again right away. Keep in mind that the number of times you fall is not nearly as important as how quickly you get back up. Don't allow an isolated frustration, disappointment or change in plans to turn into a whole day's worth of negative momentum. Instead of feeling sorry for yourself, you can be moving forward. Recover quickly, get back up and get going again with renewed determination. Nothing will be able to hold you back for long. -- Ralph Marston

Currently....
I hate when your mind and heart are in different places. Being yanked in two directions causing your head to be in a spin. My heart longs for the feeling of being securely wrapped up in strong arms, holding you close long into the dead of the night. Laying your head against the warmth of their chest, listening to their steady heartbeat and breathing. Knowing that there is nowhere in the world you rather be that moment. My mind is telling me to quickly retreat. Build up your defense walls, don't allow yourself to be hurt again. Where is the happy median?

I Fucked Up
ok so before i leave i just wanted to say that this game is evil. i got sucked in and thought i could handle it. i played it and was having fun. along the way i screwed up...i fell in love and the person i fell inlove with i hurt and i lost them. i thought i was being played so i played, and i dont like the person i became ....but did i really have him. no cause u cant loose something u never had to this person... i love u and i always will. to the rest of u thanks for showin me love.. im out

Im Done. Really. So Before I Go...
...my last words. This revelation is the death of ignorance Tangled in a state of suffocation Slave to self righteousness Damnation is on your lips From sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution From sorrow to serenity, its on your head This is my last serenade I feel you as you fall away This is my last serenade From yourself you can't run away It's your choice Point the finger But it's on your head Your destination is a choice within yourself Will you rise or become a slave To self righteousness Open up your heart and gaze within -Me

Dreams And Doubts
What is possible to imagine, is possible. The distance between imagination and reality is not very far. Your imagination has great power to direct and influence those things you create in your life. So why is it that many of the good and desirable things you imagine do not ever happen? Because along with the positive things you imagine, you may also be imagining fear and doubt in nearly equal proportion. Although your imagination is indeed powerful, it may be using up much of that power to fight against itself. Your dreams, minus your doubts, equal your reality. To make real progress in your life, you can either make your doubts smaller or make your dreams bigger. As you move through life, your imagination leads the way. Is it pushing you back with doubt and fear as much as, or even more than it is pulling you forward? Choose to imagine the good and valuable things with such great passion and purpose that they far outweigh any doubts or fears you may have. And you'll soon fin

My Bruised Foot.
yesterday(7/6/07) was my towns fireworks show. so there me and my friends were at the local hardees parking lot. at one point me and my boyfriend were coming out of hardees and he ended up stepping on my foot and bruising it. i don't know how it happened but it did. it hurts like a..... lol!

7 Wonders Of The World....
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070707/ap_on_re_eu/new_seven_wonders 7 new wonders of the world chosen By BARRY HATTON, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 27 minutes ago The Great Wall of China, Rome's Colosseum, India's Taj Mahal and three architectural marvels from Latin America were among the new seven wonders of the world chosen in a global poll released on Saturday. Jordan's Petra was the seventh winner. Peru's Machu Picchu, Brazil's Statue of Christ Redeemer and Mexico's Chichen Itza pyramid also made the cut. About 100 million votes were cast by the Internet and cellphone text messages, said New7Wonders, the nonprofit organization that conducted the poll. The seven beat out 14 other nominated landmarks, including the Eiffel Tower, Easter Island in the Pacific, the Statue of Liberty, the Acropolis, Russia's Kremlin and Australia's Sydney Opera House. The pyramids of Giza, the only surviving structures from the original seven wonders of the ancient world, were as

You Tell Me Please Read And Respond
Well, If you loved someone and they had been separated from their spouse for a year or more. That person left you to go back to their spouse! You told them what ever made them happy, you would stand by them. Or would you? That person stills wants you in their life. Then that person calls you one evening and needs you because they had an arguement. You go over because you know they are hurting. Well, shit hits the fan and that person needs a place to stay. Do you offer if you can? Then this person goes to jail. Would you help them get out? Now remember you love them unconditionally. You get that person out of jail and the whole time that you have been around this person they tell you that they love you. Then you are asked to spend the rest of your life with them. Would you? Could you? Even after they had left you once. I need some insite on what you all would do!!!! PLEASE!!!!!

Linda's Spank Bridgade Update
Below are the members of Linda Spank Brigade. She has asked them all to spank me as much as they can, cause Linda told them all how naughty ive been. Me, naughty?....whatever!!! Linda's Spank Brigade members LINDA AKA LUCY LOO BRITISH BABE WENDI POOH STAR WHISPER DIANE BRITISH BOMBER NO.1 AMY AKA LINDA'S PARTNER IN CRIME When each member of the Spank Brigade stepped up to spank me. I lifted up my Kilt and when i did this each lady fainted to the floor. And now i have ALL the Spank Brigade in custody. If each member wants me to free them then they have to do something for me...lol All you have to do is send me a Spicy Gift from the Cherry Tap Shop UPDATE WIND DANCER HAD BEEN SET FREE CAUSE SHE GAVE A ME A SPICY GIFT, 'EDIBLE PANTS'. SO, IF SHE CAN DO IT THEN SO CAN THE REST OF YOU, LOL. IF YOU BUY ME A SPICT GIFT I WILL REMOVE YOUR PICTURE AND THEREFOR YOU WILL BE SET FREE

Thoughts For The Day!
well things have still be tuff. And are going along slowly. I got my job back and still going to school. I will end my schooling here in a month. Sams father has come and to be honest . I wish he would go on and leave. It is nice for her to see her father. but seems that i am still having a hard time with charlie leaving. And since he has gone . things have been up in the air. I have my boss asking me for her brother to sleep on the love seat.And she has been staying here and there. seems like my home is turning in to a flipping boarding house. I miss charlie. But that is another subject. went tonight to see the fireworks. The kids have been doing good. and will start back to school here in a month. never got anthony. told then i could not adopt him . I had my own to raise. I sit here with folded clothes. a truck out side. and not sure where it is going to go. but i know sitting around the house watching people drink really sucks. I enjoy the quiet drunk. lol and watching the race. wel

Why Women Are So Desperate These Days
Why Women Are So DESPERATE These Days >NOTE: If you're REALLY interested in learning how to meet women and get numbers, emails, and DATES quickly... then go take a look at THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/?cid=SZZZVH&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** here is the deal... I'm 23, 5'7" and a relatively good looking and successful fashion designer. i don't date to much, and because of my usually respectful mannerism i don't get laid too often and usually end up in that "gay friend" category. but I've kinda got my eye on a cutie who works at a trendy clothing store in my hood. it initially was one of those things where we shared a glace and did the whole "eye ball sex" thing the first time i came into the shop. i frequent this store regularly to help promote and do some p.r. for a club night my friends are doing, (not to mention check out the... uh... merchandise?) so i have actually spoke to her and got her name and even con

Grilled Sweet Potato And Scallion Salad
4 large sweet potatoes, par-cooked and cut into 1/2-inch slices 8 scallions 3/4 cup olive oil, divided 2 tablespoons Dijon mustard 1/2 cup cider vinegar 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar 2 teaspoons honey Salt and freshly ground pepper 1/4 cup coarsely chopped flat-leaf parsley Preheat grill to high. Brush potatoes and scallions with oil and arrange on grill. Grill potatoes for 3 to 4 minutes on each side, or until just tender. Grill scallions until softened and marked. Remove scallions from the grill and cut into thin slices. In a large bowl, whisk together 1/2 cup olive oil, the mustard, vinegars, and honey. Season with salt and pepper, to taste. Add potatoes, scallions, and parsley and toss until potatoes are well coated. Transfer to a platter and serve. Nutrition Information Calories 260 Total Fat 21 grams Saturated Fat 3 grams Carbohydrates 16 grams Fiber 2 gram

Devilish Chocolate Cake
Yield: 1 servings 250 gram Butter 1 teaspoon Instant coffee granules 1 ½ cup Hot water 200 gram Cooking chocolate 2 cup Castor sugar 1 ½ cup Self raising flour ¼ cup Dutch cocoa 2 Eggs 2 teaspoon Vanilla 1 cup Quality chocolate 1 cup Cream 2 tablespoon Butterscotch schnapps; (or other liquor you ; prefer) FOR THE TOPPING In a small saucepan, melt the butter, coffee granules and hot water together until smooth then remove from the heat. Add the cooking chocolate and castor sugar and stir thoroughly until the chocolate has dissolved. Sift together the flour and cocoa then add to the liquid chocolate mixture and mix well. Whisk the eggs and vanilla then add to the chocolate mixture. Pour the batter into a well-greased 24cm. springform tin that has been lined with 'Glad Bake' and bake at 150c. for 1 hour. When baked, remove the cake from the oven and allow to cool in the tin for 30 minutes. Meanwhile, make the topping heat the cream until boiling the

Devilish Marshmallow Cookies
Yield: 42 Servings ½ cup Shortening 1 cup Sugar 2 Eggs 1 ¾ cup Flour 1 teaspoon Baking soda ¼ teaspoon Salt ½ cup Cocoa 1 teaspoon Vanilla 1 teaspoon Butter flavoring 21 large Marshmallows; cut in half ½ cup Semi-sweet chocolate morsels ¼ cup Milk 2 tablespoon Butter or margarine 2 cup Sifted powdered sugar Milk; optional FROSTING Cream shortening; gradually add sugar, beating well at medium speed of mixer. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Combine flour, soda, salt and cocoa; add to creamed mixture, mixing well. Stir in flavorings. (Dough will be stiff.) Chill dough at least 30 minutes. Shape dough into 1 inch balls; place on greased cookie sheets. Bake at 350°F for 7 minutes. Place a marshmallow half on top of each cookie; bake an additional 2 minutes. Cool on wire racks, and spread frosting over tops. Frosting: Combine first 3 ingredients in saucepan. Cook over low heat, stirring constantly, until chocolate melts

How Is Everyone?
As for me. just working my ass off and feeling the repressions of being away from home and traveling through Europe, next time I will have my back up plan and things taken care of at home before I run off to Europe again. Sure I have been traveling several times but this time it was a different feeling and the events that happened when I came home was like a snowball effect. I really know who are real friends are and those who are not my friends or do not believe me or just want to use me then I dont need them. This is who I am and hey I am easy going. For those who are just out to play head games or assume crap about me, I have news for you. As for those friends who have been a help, thank you for everything and I will repay your hospitality and kindness in time. I know words are not enough and I hope to do more for you in time. For those who just added me with out reading my profile or what I had to say about my friends request, I am sorry I talk wayyy toooo much about my

To Be Or Not
Here I ponder life As countless numbers ponder life's maze. Filled with strife Constantly living what seems a haze, Looking for that silver lining Everyday the sun shining. Will I find peace of mind As I wonder from day to day That pot of gold will I find To have life go my way To grasp the golden ring it seem Is only just a dream. Maybe I shouldn't dwell on the negative Maybe I should be glad to be alive I have but one life to live Happiness is all I should strive Or maybe it's true what most say You can buy with wealth HAPPINESS EVERYDAY

Don't Despair
Stop crying stop sighing can't you feel my love, I am at the side of you I can feel your heartache everything you do, you never walk alone my child wipe your tears give me a smile, you'll climb the ladder you'll cross the style I'll be with you all the way, don't give in we'll pray together then you'll feel safe in my arms, look up my child feel the love from my heart, I'll never leave you we'll never be apart Amen

I Own Several Pair..
A married couple walked in to a sandal shop. The Jamaican said to them, "I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sandals make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, something his wife hadn't seen in many years! In the blink of an eye, the husband grabbed the Jamaican, bent him violently over a table, yanked down his pants, ripped down his own pants, and grabbed a firm hold of the Jamaican's hips. The Jamaican then began screaming, "You got dem on the wrong feet!

Quote For July 8
If the opposition disarms, well and good. If it refuses to disarm, we shall disarm it ourselves. -- Joesph Stalin Bonus Quote: Every nation has to either be with us, or against us. Those who harbor terrorists, or who finance them, are going to pay a price. -- Hillary Clinton Another one of those 'hummmm' quotes, eh? This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Yet Another Idiot.
Idiots make me laugh. The broad, poot, was getting all pissy at me because I apparently said something mean in her mumm. Goddamn woman, I usually comment then don't come back. I didn't remember her mumm at ALL...I especially liked the threat near the end, even though she didn't follow through. Read from the bottom up, as usual. ->poot: thats it? that's the best you got? poot: fuck off ->poot: or what? what will you do to me, slap me through a screen? its only the internet for chrissakes, pull up your big girl panties and deal with it poot: bitch u better back off ->poot: we'll read what we fucking want to read, goddamn. people thought you posted a bullshit stupid ass mumm-its the internet. you dont like it, turn off the fucking computer poot: so dont fuckig read it ->poot: so? it was still a stupid mumm. the regulars dont give a fuck if its a joke or not, its still stupid poot: the only about wanting to fuck me it was a fucking joke ->poot: which mumm was that? i comment a l

I'm New
Well...I'm new here thanks to Annie..but um...yeah it doesn't really feel like it...I feel like I've been on this site a thousand times. But I still felt compelled to introduce myself..."Welcome LeiLo...to cherrytap...where everything you've wanted to be true...is exactly that...peace"...and that is it...holla at me..peace

!00% True
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

A Mother Is Not A Person To Lean On, But A Person To Make Leaning Unnecessary.
A strong, healthy tree is one which is free to grow straight and tall. A weak tree often must lean against another for support. It is not that different with people. We are not healthy and strong when we must always lean on another to support us. This doesn't mean it isn't healthy to accept help. But the best help we can get or give is that which enables us to do things without it. Sometimes we think we lose a relationship when others don't need our help, or when we don't need theirs all the time. The reverse is true. Only when we are each strong enough to stand on our own can we really share the kind of help, which allows both, helped and helper to be independent. Have I been giving the right kind of help?

Chicken Wraps Olé
Prep/Cook Time: 10 minutes Ingredients: 1 can Campbell's® Condensed Creamy Ranchero Tomato Soup 1/2 cup water 2 cups cooked chicken strips 4 flour tortillas (10"), warmed 1/4 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend Directions: MIX soup, water and chicken in saucepan. Heat through. SPOON 1/2 cup chicken mixture down center of each tortilla. Top with 1 tbsp. cheese. Fold tortilla around filling. Makes 4 wraps.

There Once Was A Woman Who Was Afraid Of Bugs…
…And she always asked her husband to kill them in the house for her. One day, after many years of having to put down what he was doing to go kill some insignificant but pesky critter, he asked her to try something new. "Picture yourself as a bigger bug," he said to her, "and be empowered to kill them yourself." Well, after her anger and frustration subsided, she reflected on this, and decided to give it a try. Imagining that she was a large but stealthy creature, she swatted at the fly which tormented her so. Instantly, her annoyance was dead. (So was the fly.) Having experienced this success, she felt a small twinge of power. Soon, she was seeking out spiders in the corners of her kitchen, hunting down centipedes in the loo, and imagining herself an exoticly colored and many-armed insect of amazing strength, cleverness and speed. One day she even realized that she had sprouted wings and could buzz about like the creations she had once abhored. Of course, her husband wen

First Time!
The sweet look the soft touch kisses so deep with passion and desire. you took me in your arms held me tight it felt so safe and warm. I melted like you where on fire. The tension the nerves you would have thought it was my first. Self consious with flaws of great to me where like nothing to you. You kissed me, took me like it was ment to be so natural and so comfortable and with ease. You took me slow as to make our first with passion and love. Taking me in your arms you kiss me with a mix of soft and tender with deep and desire. All the shynes and nervousness I had all the way up till that moment just melted away as if they never exsistd. you slowly kissed down me cupping my suttle breast in your hand licking teasing as if to taunt me. kissed down my tummy like it was nothing to you. Taking my pants off with such ease and softness. slightly spread my legs as you kissed your way back up tenderly and sofly tasting me sucking me but while it was ever so soft

How Your Ct Profile Gets Hacked
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Animals
OK there are all these ppl out there that say that they love animals and all these goups fighting for animal rights and all that. but where are these ppl when you need them. I just had to put down my cat because i could not afford to take her to the vet but when calling EVERY place for animals in the phone book to see if the can help EVERY FUCKING ONE OF THESE "animal lovers is wanting money and are not willing to work with you on it. I am not a radical and am not trying to start any kinda movement, I just think that there neesds to be a free clinic for animals like there is for humans. i know it wont happen ne time soon but what the hell

Ahhhhh Vacation Was Amazing !
Ive made it back .. it took everything I had not to try and talk my way into staying at the beach for the longest time allowed ( 21 days) .. Granted Tenting it was tough at times ( rain rain and some more rain ) .. but .. it was amazing, Everyone had a blast .. met some Very cool people and we're hoping to meet up with them again next year .. we've exchanged names and addresses so we can all plan on it ..The first nite there was so cold my teeth were chattering to their own beat .. and I did have a lil tumble .. ok . .was a big tumble but i survived . thank gawd for Boobs ..and we all got a good laugh about it . my neice said i was airborne for a good 2 seconds Hahahahahaha .. Thank gawd it happened at nite or the whole campground would have had a good laugh with us .as i said in one of my pics ... not far from us they were filming the newest Indiana Jones movie so every day we'd see something to do with it going on .. and one of the people staying near us .. worked on set .. we really

Missing You
Nick and I havent seen one another seems like in FOREVER....but in reality hasnt been that long....He has been on vaca this week with his family and I have tried to call him each day...I hear his voice and makes me miss him more and more....I told him today how much I have missed him and he said to me he missed me as much....Oddly enough we havent been together all that long but I seem to be falling more and more in love with him as each day that passes by....I want to tell him when we see one another next that I love him and all but Iam kinda afraid to see how he will re act on it...Iam scared to knowing it may freak him out....So I guess we will see what happens when I tell him

July 10, 2007
Hey everyone! I've been tapping into other internet connections to check my mail, but I get booted easily, so if I just stop talking or dissapear, that's why... I have the phone interview for the medical billing job this week and then I fly to Maryland for the real interview...WISH ME LUCK!!! still no news on where I'll be landing in a few weeks, but I know that my training for the job will be in Pennsylvania, so that's where I'll be for a few months assuming all goes well... And don't forget to check my blogs regularly...I'm still posting as often as possible!!! My trip this last weekend was phenomenal to say the least! and I'm off to Warped Tour tomorrow!!! Hope all is well with everyone!!!! *kisses*

A 18-year-old Girl
A 18-year-old girl finally had the opportunity to go to a party by herself. Since she was very good-looking, she was a bit nervous about what to do if boys hit on her. Her mom said, "It's very easy! Whenever a boy starts hitting on you, you ask him, 'What will be the name of our baby?' That'll scare them off." So off she went. After a little while at the party, a boy started dancing with her, and little by little he started kissing her and touching her. She asked him, "What will our baby be called?" The boy found some excuse and disappeared. Some time later, the same thing happened again: a boy started to kiss her neck, her shoulders... She stopped him and asked about the baby's name, and he ran off. Later on, another boy invited her for a walk. After a few minutes, he started kissing her, and she asked him, "What will our baby be called?" He continued, now slowly taking her clothes off. "What will our baby be called?" she asked once more. He began to have sex with her. "What will our

Pic Rates
In my first blog id like to send this out to the countless fuckwits out there who after i rate them anything but a ten, start throwing fits and start telling me im a asshole, and im bringing cherytap down, yes becuase i did'nt vote the shritless pic of you in where i get to see how fat and hairy you are(men) the world will explode, im sorry if i dont share your You jack me off and ill jack you off mentality. There is a rating scale there for a reason 1-10, so fucking deal with it when i give you a 5, you want 10's all the time i have 3 options for you; 1: Email cherrytap and tell them to redo the rating system to only have 10 and 1. 2:dont upload your pic or 3: try taking apic that does'nt make you look like an overweight pedophile. Thats all for now have a lovely fucking day.

I Apologize For My Piece Of Crap Wally World Cam
HELLO ALL, I POSTED NEW PICS AS SOME OF YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED THEY LOOK LIKE SHIT, I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH THAT CAM, I BOUGHT IT NEW AT WALMART I HAVE TRIED FIXING IT EVERY POSSIBLE WAY KNOWN TO MAN. PERHAPS MY FACE IS CAUSING IT TO ACT A FOOL , PERHAPS HEHE, HONESTLY I DONT KNOW, THIS CAM HAS CAUSED ME TO BE REJECTED ABOUT 10 TIMES WITH MY SALUTE, PIECE OF SHYT IT IS GRRRRRRRR. ANY WAYS SITTING HERE LISTENING TO TONI BRAXTON AND THINKING ABOUT THINGS, I GOT A LOT OF MY MIND BUT THIS CHIC IS GOING TO BE FINE, MY BLACK EYE IS HEALING NICELY, SO I AM GREATFUL FOR THAT, SUPPOSE I SHOULD WATCH WHERE I AM GOING NEXY TIME, WELL I GUESS THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR NOW CANT SPEAK MY MIND THE WAY I WANT TO YOU PPL WOULD THINK I NEEDED HELP, OK WELL ITS NOTHING I HAVENT BEEN TOLD BEFORE I AM CORRUPTID . I'M BAD BUT DAMN I AM GOOD AT IT SO EH I AM STILL ON TOP OF THINGS, OH MY WOW THE THOUGHT I JUST HAD SHEW I GOT TO STOP THIS, OH NO I DONT I WILL NEVER STOP THESE THOUGHTS IT'S WHO

Interesting Part 2
LONG BEFORE the white man set foot on American soil, the American Indians, or rather the Native Americans, had been living in America. When the Europeans came here, there were probably about 10 million Indians populating America north of present-day Mexico. And they had been living in America for quite some time. It is believed that the first Native Americans arrived during the last ice-age, approximately 20,000 - 30,000 years ago through a land-bridge across the Bering Sound, from northeastern Siberia into Alaska. The oldest documented Indian cultures in North America are Sandia (15000 BC), Clovis (12000 BC) and Folsom (8000 BC) Although it is believed that the Indians originated in Asia, few if any of them came from India. The name "Indian" was first applied to them by Christopher Columbus, who believed mistakenly that the mainland and islands of America were part of the Indies, in Asia. So, when the Europeans started to arrive in the 16th- and 17th-century they were met by Na

What Each Kiss Means..
what each kiss means: -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requiremen

Now This Is Teaching
You might want to have a tissue close at hand just in case.... Very touching story..... Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. C

We All Made It To Colo. Fine Shape
hey friends well i moved my shit from pittsburgh to colo. but it will be a few days till i have my shit together again so have a few brews and cigs legal or not for me and i'll get back with u asap.have a cousin hanging with a few more days and puter is in spare room where he is crashing so party on and tc all catch up soon

No Pay For Me
hello agian, todays blog will be about how much i get fucked over on pay, but first let me fill you in on an average christmas night: 1: load up sleigh an pull my back 2: bribe local militray bases not to shoot me down on sight 3: go down chimmeny only to discover the fuckers still have a fire going. 4: once in hope there isnt arabid dog waiting to chew my nuts off. 5: if the above two hav'nt occured, hope there isnt some dumbass with a shotgun waiting to kill me. 6: after all my hard work of avoiding said above annoances what do i get for my effort? why 2 fucking cookies and half a glass of milk, well gee thanks i hope you did'nt break the fuckin bank on that one, would'nt want to inconvience you into perhaps giving me a dolalr or at least a cheap steak and some liqour. oh and on th e subject you know how fucking sick i get going from super cold russia to testical melting sahara ? that is all have a lovely fucking day. -Ho Ho Ho-

No Means No
Guy:"Lets have sex right now." Girl: "Can we do what?" Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?" Girl: "Um.....no." Guy: "Why?" Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......." Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won't tell." Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first." Guy: "I'm not special to you?" ikinGirl: "You're my friend. That's all." Guy: looks forward and keeps driving. 5 minutes pass....... Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh. Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me.". Guy: tries to kiss her. Girl: screams, "Would you stop." Guy: continues trying. Girl: moves to the back seat Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her. Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this." Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in y

True Love (this Is Honestly True)
My grandparents were married over 40 years when my grandmother died (she died two days before my son was born). My grandfather had her cremated and brought her back home with him. To this day, and this happened Nov 11, 1994, he has kept her in his house. I asked him about it, why he doesn't go and have her buried, and he told me that when he dies, he wants them both to be buried together. That, to me, is the ultimate act of love. I just wish I could find someone like that....

Feeling Today
Not my own...but never better said Category: Religion and Philosophy "Hurt" I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way 10:34 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

When The Summer Is Over
You know after a few years had passed from my college years, I had given thought to writing a book about the trials and tribulations that we face once entering the real world. I was naive in so many ways back then, because what did I know about trials and tribulations. I was going to write the book in first person narrative and include interviews of people with whom I went to school. I even had a title --see subject line. It seemed like the summertime was the best time bar none. We learned from an early age that it was a time of no more pencils, no more books....well, you know the rest. When summer ended then it was back to the grind. However, we knew there would be an other summer next year, so we plodded foward with great expectations for next year. Unfortunately, there was for most of us a final summer. There would be no more periods of Calvinesque joy (fyi here I mean Calvin and Hobbes not the other guy). Is life really nasty, brutish, and short? The focus was going

Who Am I?
It is tough some times when you remember who you are. I have forgotten that in my time here, which is inexorably coming to an end. I forgot that I was a soldier. Son of a cop and housewife. Blue collar all the way. A soldier. I am proud of that fact, don't get me wrong. It is a great thing. But I forgot for awhile the feel of discomfort and longing. Of utter responsibility. However, I am who I am. I am an American Soldier.

Capricorn: The Passionate Lover
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going.

Letter To A Former Lover...
I found this email that I sent to a former girlfriend...I liked it, so I thought I would include it. I used her favorite color and italiziced the font, and made it bigger for softness and ease of reading. She didn't respond the way I would have liked. M---- First and foremost, I don't want to lose you: It is not my intention nor desire to push you away --nothing can be further from the truth. That being said, however: Everything I do or say now angers you toward me, and since I remember how much joy your voice and smile brought me, the anger and frustration you emanate at me now brings even and ever greater pain and sorrow by contrast. Again, I apologize unremittingly for being an inveterate fool over the past two weeks. This is not about insecurity now, nor verisimilitude, this is about understanding. I sincerely and with most heart-felt honesty do not know what to do. A sense that a tipping point draws near. With trepidation, I consider the possibility that there

Libra?? My My My
With her continual crushes Libra can't afford to fall in love easily. She is often drawn to younger, and arguably androgynous guys, never one to be turned on by the rugged, hairy he-men of the pack. Libra doesn't hesitate to make the first move on a man, sex being a rather casual affair. In bed with Libra woman, there are no set gender roles or pat responsibilities to perform. She allows herself to approach sex from a surfacey standpoint of two buddies just needing to have it off. Libra relates far more readily to the directive quality of the male mind than she does to the traditionally subjective feminine view; and so, with her mate, she's just as naturally aggressive as he is. Assuming responsibility for her own pleasure, she takes the pressure off a guy as well- still she won't objectify a mate to the point of using him as a dildo. Libra is somewhat of an efficiency expert in the bedroom, far more proficient at getting the job done than she is passionately abadoned in the proc

Biology Test
Students in biology were taking their final exam. The last question was, "Name seven advantages of Mother's Milk," worth 70 points or none at all. One student was hard put to think of seven advantages. He wrote; 1. It is the perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to the mother, & vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then the student was stuck. Finally, just before the bell indicating the end of the test rang, he wrote; 7. It comes in really awesome containers. He got an A

Why I Love My Husband...
There are several reasons why i love my husband but for instance just the other day everyone who talked to their husbands got into arguments over money (it is hard to balance a checkbook or bank account when two people are using it and can't discuss what they have spent) My husband calls me and the first thing he starts talking about is coming home and pinning me down to have his way with me lol I love my husband for that he knows how hard it is for me and instead of fighting with me or getting upset with me he talks about fucking me! :D

Lessons In Life
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can

Tough Week
As some of you know one of my best friends died Monday. He had worked with me for many years before retiring. He had pulled away from all of us and Monday for reasons unknown he decided to end his life. So today July12th again became a day that I dislike very much. 18 years ago Today my father died so it has been an emotional and long day for me. I want to thank those that gave me encouregement this week and sent me special wishes.... Greeneyed girl especially.... You left me comments that were very dear thank you. But the one that stepped up for me at all hours of the day and night almost every day to show me she cared was Steph. I will never forget what you did and will always love you for that. Time to move on and tomorrow that sick day passes and it is time to get back to life I am tired of wondering and being sad... So I hope that this weekend the old Russ will be back and I will be sharing things with all of you again. Again Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers and wishe

No Title Yet
There is nomore beauty, Only darkness and chaos. I stumble through my ashes, God the things I've lost. I took things for granted, Assumed they would always be there. Stumble f n through life, Seeming not to care. I look at the carnage, All my wasted days. If I was ever there for you, Would things come out a different way.

I No Come Work Today
Hung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come work today, I really sick. Got headache, stomach ache and legs hurt, I no come work." The boss says, "You know Hung Chow, I really need you here today. When I feel like that, I go to my wife and tell her to give me sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. You try that." Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say and I feel great. I be at work soon.........You got nice house.

Stone Sayings...
In a Maryland, cemetery: Here lies an Atheist All dressed up And no place to go On a grave in Nova Scotia: Here lies Ezekial Aikle Age 102 The Good Die Young. In a London, England cemetery: Here lies Ann Mann, Who lived an old maid But died an old Mann In a Ribbesford, England cemetery: The children of Israel wanted bread, And the Lord sent them manna, Old clerk Wallace wanted a wife, And the Devil sent him Anna In a Uniontown, Pennsylvania cemetery: Here lies the body of Jonathan Blake Stepped on the gas Instead of the brake In a Silver City, Nevada, cemetery: Here lays Butch, We planted him raw. He was quick on the trigger, But slow on the draw. In a Vermont cemetery: In memory of my husband John Barnes. His comely young widow, aged 23, has many qualifications of a good wife, and yearns to be comforted. An epitaph in England for Sir John Strange: Here lies an honest lawyer, And that is Strange. Anonymous in St

Not Meant To Hurt Anyones Feelings...but Its Funny!!!
Something To Offend Nearly Everyone > > Q. What's the Cuban National Anthem? >A. Row, Row, Row Your Boat > >Q. Where does an Irish family go on vacation? >A. A different bar > >Q. What did the Chinese couple name their retarded baby? >A. Sum Ting Wong > >Q. What do you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? >A. A speech impediment > >Q. What does it mean when the Post Office's flag is flying at half-mast? >A. They're hiring > >Q. Why aren't there any Puerto Ricans on Star Trek? >A. Because they're not going to work >in the future either. > >Q. What do you call a Mississippi >farmer with a sheep under each arm? >A. A pimp. > >Q. Why do Driver Education classes in redneck schools use the car only on >Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays? >A. Because on Tuesday and Thursday, >the Sex Ed class uses it. > >Q. What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? >A. The southern zoo has a description >

Love, Lust And Marriage
Love, Lust and Marriage How do you know if you're in love, lust, or marriage? Love: when your eyes meet across a crowded room. Lust: when your tongues meet across a crowded room. Marriage: when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. Love: when intercourse is called making love. Lust: all other times. Marriage: what's intercourse? Love: when you argue over how many children to have. Lust: when you argue over who gets the wet spot. Marriage: when you argue over money. Love: when you share everything you own. Lust: when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. Marriage: when the bank owns everything. Love: when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. Lust: when the relationship is over if you don't climax. Marriage: what's a climax? Love: when you phone each other just to say "Gidday". Lust: when you phone each other just to organize sex. Marriage: when you phone each other to find out what time your son's game starts. Lov

The Weekend Is Here
yes thats right the weekend is here and Nick is due home today woohooo!!! I can not wait to see my baby!!! Not sure yet if we are spending the weekend together yet or what but if ya'll dont see me ya know why hehe....I miss that man beyond belief

Trapped
I just want to be free to find me, I need to have some time for myself, to find my dreams and where I belong. I never go anywhere I sit in this house day after day, I hardly have anywhere to go where I can be me. I have one friend that is always there for me. I don't know who I am or where I should be. All I can do now is dream who I'd like to be, and where I would like to be. I just need to find me and then I will know where I belong. U just need to be me, I need to be free!!! Written on 8-25-06

Tripping Again
Well there I was down by the brook, Basking in the weather questioning whether, Life is worth the dues I pay, And wondering why I stay. Can't say I'm sure about why I'm here, And why death is something I've never feared, It seems the days just slip away, When I start thinking this way. Raindrops find their way to my fingers, And the thoughts still linger, Why do I feel so unreal, And why does it eat at me still? I thought I washed away it all, When I rose from my fall, But it never seems to end, Because we can all trip again.

Hey All
Had a little free time to jump on my sisters computer for a minute so i thought i'd drop a ;ine and say hi to all of you that i have missed and thank my sweetheart once again for helping keep my page going on here and to also say hi to the few f you that talk to me alot and have managaed to catch me online now and then I am still having problems with my computer and also still have alot going on in my family as well, I look forward to being able to get back to CT in the next few weeks.....lord nows I do miss all the time I spend on here love ya all Janet AKA tasty

Poetry
Though my feelings can be endless. Like the moment that could be by feeling your kiss. Your touch against my face was a lost moment in time. Not loving you is the greatest crime. What can i say but i've failed. Instead of loving you i've pushed you away and yelled. My heart beats to every cherished moment with you. The day you have left my heart broke in two. Now i carry this heavy burden on my chest. When can i go on when can it rest. I'm sitting here the world is cold and empty. I sit hurting and felling but yet my heart is bleeding. Everyone feels what i have written. But don't they know it doesn't concern me. What am i to do if this is the actuall me. I myself live with no fear. Yes i'm the one to put I WAS HERE. I have this raod i call life to walk. I have my ways of doing things including the way i talk. I wonder what the true purpose of being here would actually be. Doesn't matter now this is the real world the world i see. People have lost their way through

Love
Love can be an amazing thing. When your in love you never want to let it go. When your not in love you look and look to try and find it. People spend years trying to find love. People spend years trying to find out what love means. When they do find love they don't know what to do. But when you lose the one that you love is when you realize what love is. You also realize that you don't know how you have lived that long without love. Most people give up on love when they lose that special person. But you will soon realize that you can not live without Love

Joe
I wrote a blog the other day about a friend I reconnected with from high school…since then, I’ve also thought a lot about another friend…a friend I took for granted. Be warned, this is really, really long…sorry. When I was 15 my parents separated and my mother and I moved from Coral Springs, FL back to Newport News, the area she was from. Before we moved, a very young coworker of hers, Joe, left for boot camp for the Marine Corps. When he left she told him if ever he was near Newport News to look her up…hahaha. The first place he was stationed was Yorktown Naval Weapons station…10 minutes away from where we lived. From that point on, Joe was like a family member, and when my parents got back together, he and my dad were together a lot. When he first got to the area, he didn’t have his car (it was still in FL) so he would take a cab up to see me sometimes. My mother worked a lot so it was nice company. I remember one time, in particular, I was getting ready for work and h

Friends
I am def. not a man who has tons of money! I guess I like to have fun! You arent going to use it when your dead so may as well have fun with the money you make right! But what I do know is I am rich in friends! I love meeting new people and actually getting to know them! I guess if i had to choose either to be hated and rich! Or poor and have people that love and respect me as friends! well not a real hard choice there! I love my friends! new and old! If you are my friend and actually make an attempt to talk to me and wanna get to know me I will give you my heart and trust! And will never turn my back on you in a time of need! I will do as much for you as I can! And enjoy doing it! Well most of the time! Unless your my buddy Jesse and aaron! who call me to go out for lunch and drinks at night in Ill and it turns out I am moving them into a new place! Damn a-holes! haha! but gotta give them credit for the trick! haha! But anyways! As long as my friends are happy I am happy! I dont like

Yet Another Poem
As I look deep into your bright blue eye's I see the twinkle in them like the stars in the midnight sky. When I hear the wind blow I hear the sound Of your wonderful voice flow. You're skin so soft, like the clouds in the sky, Just looking at you, your self is a Wonderful high. Oh how I ache to tough and hold you too. For I asked god to send me an Angel, And he sent me you! So every time I look up at the sun, I look forward for the day that we are together, And that day will soon come. For you are my Angel from High up above, And I am the one that will Give you all my love.

More Complications
Assumption. I have to say, assumption is one of the biggest problems with people today. The funny thing is that assumption is like air. You dont know your doing it until someone tells you about it. Like when your a kid, you dont know what air is until someone tells you about it. I learned about assumption when I working at my job. And you know what I learned? (And Im sure some of you have heard me say this before) Assumption is the mother of all fuck-ups. You see assumption falls back to human nature. We develop patterns in behavior and assume that because that is what happened the last time, that is what will happen over and over again. You see anywhere you look. Now some can argue my point by saying things like "well, what about what we know is going to happen?" Like gravity, if I drop my laptop right now I know it will fall to the ground because gravity exsists. But do I really know? I dont. I assume that it will fall because the last X amount of times I dropped something gravity a

Aight I Know You Peeps Wanna Help Yo Boy Out!!!...
Get Code | Create Your Own! IT'S GAME TIME!! COME OUT AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT PLEASE FOR TEAM BOSS'N "U" AND/OR YOUR FAVORITE PLAYERS BY CLICKING ON THE LINKS AND RATING. AND DON'T FORGET TO PASS THIS BULLETIN ON :D THANKS! HELLCAT TEAM BOSS'N "U" QB AND IN CHARGE 4 NOW (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-07-14 16:04:45') (repost of original by 'Blaze/Fallen Angels Security/JLM Member Blade/Rock Stars Owner' on '2007-07-14 16:14:37') (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-07-14 16:20:29')

The Notebook
I just finished watching the notebook today. What a great movie. Is it just wishful thinking that I could find someone to love me like that? Someone who is that crazy about me. Does that kind of love only happen in the movies? I need to be loved like that. Where is my fairytale ending? I love this movie.

Will I Ever?
Will I ever find that man who will come into my world and just sweep me off my feet? I am so tired of being single and lonely. I would love to fine that man who will love me for who I am not try and change me as I will not try and change him either. I am so ready to find that guy that I will fall in love with and spend the rest of my life with. Someone to build a friendship with and then take it to a very loving level and hopefully some day, marriage. Someone who likes to cuddle and spend quailty time with while at the sametime knows how important that each of us wanting to spend time with our friends. A guy who will not only accept me but my daughter as well. Someone who likes to go fishing and hunting but also likes to go to the movies and maybe even the theater. Who knows if he is even out there but if he is, I sure do hope to find him some day. I just hope that I am not dreaming too big. Do you think I am?

Quote For July 15
It always rains on tents. Rainstorms will travel thousands of miles, against prevailing winds for the opportunity to rain on a tent. -- Dave Barry Bonus Quote: Some national parks have long waiting lists for camping reservations. When you have to wait a year to sleep next to a tree, something is wrong. -- George Carlin This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Excuses Why People Can't Do Something Or Come To Work
I work in the construction industry as a supervisor. I hear alot of excuses as to why people can't do something or they can't come to work. Let me know what are some of the best excuses you have heard in your line of work or just anything at all. Please comment me back and let me know yours.

Lemon Pudding Cake
1 egg, separated 1/2 c. sugar 1/3 c. milk 2 T. all-purpose flour 2 T. lemon juice 1 t. grated lemon peel 1/8 t. salt Whipped cream, optional In a mixing bowl, beat egg yolk. Add sugar, milk, flour, lemon juice, peel and salt; beat until smooth. Beat egg white until stiff peaks form; gently fold into lemon mixture. Pour into two ungreased 6-oz. custard cups (cups will be very full). Place the cups in an 8-in. square baking pan. Pour boiling water into pan to a depth of 1 in. Bake at 325 for 40-45 min. or until a knife inserted comes out clean and top is golden. Serve with whipped cream if desired. 2 servings

Salute Photos
So, why do salute photos gotta be so fuckin hard to make!? I mean, I have a small webcam and theres so fuckin much ya have to put into them to have done a salute correctly. All I know is that its bullshit! This has been a pissed moment.... of Chadsterness.

(hadith) A Wise Person
The sayings of our beloved Prophet Muhammad (blessings and peace be upon him) ‘A wise person is one who keeps a watch over his bodily desires and passions, and checks himself from that which is harmful and strives for that which will benefit him after death; and a foolish person is one who subordinates himself to his cravings and desires and expects from Allah the fulfilment of his futile desires.’ Al-Tirmidhi Hadith 66 Narrated by AbuYa'la ibn Shaddad ibn Aws

For All My Haters Out There....
yeah, like it's hard to believe people hate me lol... but no one's perfect... so here's my message to my haters.... Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † ~wendygyrl~

I Cant Get It Right
Cant get it right Not one little thing A pound of misery served to me What shall I have today Cant get around I'm stuck inside My wrists always so inviting My pills be the way out and yet I muddle on A face that keeps me keeping on Small and wonderous My past present and Future So tiny and gaining size Heart belongs to it And yet parts are broken to never be mended Sealed in a vault I wish for peace But recieve non Only the pound of misery Served to me daily And here I muddle on And I still cant Get it right

The Socket Test Mumm
Answer to the socket test… Looking at most of the votes, the gender that it deals with is putting forth the majority of the votes, yes…. It’s the women! Even though there are a few yes votes, I can’t way whether they actually know or not, sorry no confirmations on their votes, so I’d have to go with the majority and say no. Most were straight up saying they had no idea, I can’t believe that no one dropped me a line with the answer, geez and I thought I was naive… lol I do have to admit that I laughed for quite a while at some of the comments left, and I had never heard the ‘bar tab’ box go off like that before, it was unreal. Ok, for the answer you have to look at a little Tim Taylor testosterone humor. The socket test has to deal with finding a socket that just slips over a woman’s nipple, not tight, not snug, just touching. Oh, btw, it does help if you can stand proud, other wise everyone may get a disappointing outcome. I told my accomplice that the only way to get

Had To Remove A Few Of My Stash
Well I went and deleted a few of the stash, apparently cherrytap has had a problem with a few of them. i am not even sure which ones they are so might remove any and all with adult content Because Cherrytap is too stupid and greedy to let you make them NSFW....

Update On Latest Happenings!!
Wow-I HATE MOVING!!! All settled in!! Internet back on up and running..Still living in allentown PA. Much bigger place though..So all the unpacking and moving around is settled!!! Next on the agenda is I am a recently hired and acquired NEW UPCOMING model for a private ADULT entertainment club...I will be making adult videos etc and posing in the nude for members of the club that come to the live events!! Stay tuned to find out where I will be at next!!! If you want to join this private club just ask me for the link...as I said it is private and there is a monthly cost...Well thats the latest happenings!!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Basil & Tomato Feta Bruschetta
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 3 doz. or 36 servings, one slice each 1 loaf (1 lb.) French bread, cut into 36 slices 2 Tbsp. oil 1 lb. plum tomatoes, chopped (about 2-1/2 cups) 1 pkg. (4 oz.) ATHENOS Crumbled Feta Cheese with Basil & Tomato, finely chopped 1/2 cup finely chopped red onions 3 Tbsp. chopped fresh parsley 1 Tbsp. chopped pitted ripe olives 1/4 tsp. pepper PREHEAT broiler. Place bread on baking sheet. Broil 2 to 3 min. on each side or until lightly toasted on both sides. Brush 1 side of each toast slice with 1 Tbsp. oil. MEANWHILE, mix tomatoes, 1 Tbsp. remaining oil, the cheese, onions, parsley, olives and pepper. SPOON about 2 tsp. of the tomato mixture onto each toast slice just before serving.

Just A Note To Say Hello
Hello to all, Just wanted to say hello and wish everyone well. I got a lot going on right now but it will work out. I got something to look forward to so I will strive harder to see to it that it does. Hope everyone's Monday got off to a great start and may the rest of the week be grand as well. As always your friend Lisa Tequila Sunrise

Interesting
Its interesting how an ex b/f wants to get back together with me. I had e-mailed him and asked him some questions and all he said to them was I don't know. To me he really doesn't want to get back with me so why did he even ask. I just don't know what to tell him.

Dimebag Darrell Part 1
Dimebag Darrell Born August 20, 1966 Arlington, Texas, USA Died December 8, 2004 (aged 38) Columbus, Ohio, USA Alias(es) Diamond Darrell Darrell Lance Abbott (birth name) Genre(s) Groove metal, Thrash metal, Heavy metal Affiliation(s) Pantera Damageplan Rebel Meets Rebel Anthrax Tres Diablos Gasoline Label(s) Atco Records Big Vin Records Notable guitars Signature "Dimebag" models issued by Dean and Washburn Based on Dean's Original ML design, a merger of the Flying V and Explorer Shape. Years active 1981 - 2004

Confessions
My Confessions; 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Any of a number of people. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Yep always. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Sean gives the best kisses ever. 4. Do you take compliments well? I smile and say thankyou. Isn't that what you're supposed to do? 5. Do you play Sudoku? no but my son does. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? Hell yes, I watch Man VS Wild! 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would do? grab my kids, then the animals. 8. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? Sean 9. Who do you text the most? No one 10. Favorite children's book? All the Shel Silverstein books. 11. What color are your eyes? blue 12. How tall are you? 5'2 1/2" 13. If you could do life all over again, start from scratch, would you? No.. I like who I've become. 14. Any secret admirers?

Something To Make You Think
]]Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anerexic and belimec? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! Cliques"Gangstas""Preps""Nerds""Goths""Emos""Scene//Hardcore kids""Punks"^^^AND THATS NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!Society in generalWe live in a world where if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight...your tortured, abused, and humiliated. We say that we are all equal but, there is still racism, sexism, and people judging others based on there religion, color, size, heritage, ect.IS THIS AMERICAN?IS THIS THE NATION WE LIVE IN AND FIGH

What I Look 4 In A Woman
what i look for in a woman is different than most men, yea i want beauty but more importantly brains, she can be thick or thin as long as she can handle a real man.i want her her to speak her mind no matter what, never let anybody tel her to shut up, keep it real wit a nigga and ill always know how how to treat ya, u act dumb them im gone if i needed a dumb woman in my life then a blow up doll would fit in just right, i need her girl wit her head str8 and that will tell u str8 how it is even if that means for her to be mean, any woman like that is a str8 queen. fear is no option cuz who knows what can happen so if need u to hold a pistol then show me your with and not against and grab that pistol, she must be my rider and show shes always by my side when she does that shes promised more love than my ride.

I Want You
Tonights the night I'll make my move If he denies i wont cry No longer can i smell him with out wanting to do him. I wanna feel his rough hands against my body I wanna feel his cock inside me deeply I wanna taste his lips so sweetly Make me your women your lustful thoughts My tongue wants to taste your cum My lips hungry for your cock My nipples want your teeth to grip and suck. I will not be afraid to want this so badly. I've pushed it away for months leaving me sadly. I touched your body the other day I melted, I could feel my clit moving , Wanting you to lick & grip. Every night you come as if you were a dream, As i wish it was, Then i wouldn't be afraid to make this move. Oh, i hope you come tonight... If not then the time would be off... I would be left with this dire lust This never ending burning flame of hot boiling warmth for you. Just to taste your saliva, Would heal these wounds. Calm this passion that i so aggressively have for you

I've Never Dreamed
I've never dreamed of sun, I've dreamed of rain. I've never dreamed of fun, I've dreamed of pain. I've never dreamed of doing things that are great, I've dreamed of doing things that are really bad. I've never dreamed of you-being my mate, I've dreamed of me-making you really sad. I've never dreamed of my wedding, becoming someone's wife, I've dreamed of my funeral and all the things people would say. I've never dreamed of having a baby, growing a life, I've dreamed of living all alone every single day. I've never dreamed of having a friend, I've dreamed of being alone as I sit and cry. I've never dreamed of being "on the mend", I've dreamed of being "unwell" until I die. I've never dreamed of a new year, Ive dreamed of finally being dead. I've never dreamed of this ever being fair, I've dreamed of the bad thoughts inside my head. I've never dreamed of being normal again in this lifetime, I've dreamed of resting in peace, in my life after death. I've nev

Santa's Response (this One Is Too Damn Funny)
Dear Santa I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a good boy all yeer. YeR FReND, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in trash disposal. How about I send you a f***ing dictionary so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger, at least HE can spell! Santa P.S. Have your mother start calling you Rain Man! ________________________ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa _______________________ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, What, like your dad's going to quit banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane? Tell your mom to lose some weight and I'll talk to your daddy.

Crazy Female
she says she loves my but then sleeps wit my cuzzin , she says she wants to have my child but gets pregnant by some one else, shes says she wants to marry,shes says she'll do anything for me then catches a std, so i said stop callin me, she said no matter where i go she will find me, that girl is crazy someone save me.

Balkanization Of America
BALKANIZATION OF AMERICA ACCELERATING By Frosty Wooldridge July 16, 2007 NewsWithViews.com A hundred years ago, President Teddy Roosevelt said, “The one absolutely certain way of bringing this nation to ruin, of preventing all possibility of its continuing as a nation at all, would be to permit it to become a tangle of squabbling nationalities.” Following that wisdom, the USA immigrated 175,000 people annually from compatible countries from 1924 through 1964. They assimilated by speaking English and became a part of our fabric of life. They met the criteria for religion, culture and similarities with America. In 1965, Senator Teddy Kennedy committed the greatest act against the continuation of America by stealth introduction and passage of the Immigration Reform Act that countered Roosevelt's wisdom. From 175,000 compatible immigrants annually, he added a "human Tsunami" of one million people from the four corners of the globe--annually. They included peopl

11 Things Woman Should Know About Men
11 Things Women Don't Know About Men Plus one thing they probably do know, but won't admit By Evan Marc Katz Special to Yahoo! Personals Updated: Jul 18, 2007 RATING THIS ARTICLE Average (250 votes) Rate it: Read all 50 comments TOOLS Email Article Printable View Add to del.icio.us Add to Digg 1. Getting angry at us for not reading your mind is like getting angry at yourself for not being able to fly. It's not just futile, it's physically impossible. 2. Yes, we do think Jessica Alba is hot. Sometimes we're even dumb enough to admit it. 3. Don't ask us to understand your shoe fetish. Asking us to respect it is even sort of pushing it. 4. You do look good without makeup, just not as good as you look with it. 5. Ever notice how we don't fight with our male friends? That's why we get so frustrated when we fight with you. 6. You care what you're wearing infinitely more than we do. In fact, if you're naked when you open the front door, you won'

Bartenders Psychology:
Bartenders Psychology: Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could nail a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink.................. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with friends. Dr

The Darkness
The Darkness As the darkness enfolds my soul, I wait for my next prey. I read their thoughts and feel their heartbeats as they pass by, but still I wait. I turn cold, but still wait, waiting in shadows for the one whose life will bring me pleasure. As I take them in my arms their life blood sustains me, keeps me warm as I mingle with them in the darkness. Mingle till daylight takes me back home.

Confusion
My feelings, thoughts, wants, wishes..... My tears fall down from my eyes My heart breaks The pain inside It won't subside The thoughts I have will never be When will I get over you? When will I find me? How will I know When I am happy again? Why can't I be loved By someone that is true? When will I be able To live again I need a sign I need strength Where my pain lies My determination to move on grows I have 2 angles that keep me alive With them my goals come alive My life is a mess I know this is true But as each day passes I know I will make it through it all!

The Mature
The mature love is not lesser in intensity. It is only quiet. He is not lesser in extension. More he is defined, colored is poem. He does not lack of demonstrations: he offers the truth of the feeling. He does not need demanded presences: he extends yourself with the significant absences. The mature love has and wants problems, yes, as everything. But it lives of the problems of the happiness. Problems of the happiness are laborious forms to construct to the good and the pleasure. Problems of the misfortune do not interest the mature love. In the happiness it is the meeting of skins, being with the taste of the mouth and of I smell it, is the anticipated understanding, knowing before, the gift, the emotion lived in set, the quiet speeches of the perception, the pleasure to coexist, the spirit and meat balance. The mature love is the relation and valuation best of the other with the safe part of each person. It lives of whom he did not die exactly having been stops later. He lives of th

I'm Glad Its Over, Rot In Hell
lies and cheats... seems everythings on repeat.. Trusting someones hard after all ive been thro Cant believe i even trusted you You lied to me more than anyone I'm pretty fuckn glad its over and done Thought u were true and sincere Geuss not, but i won't shed a tear Your not worth my time or my effort I'm pretty used to gettn hurt Ran over and fucked over time after time Your nothing to me a bottom-less slime You can only deserve credit where credit is due And the only credit ur getting is that i hate you your a liar and a cheater a low down dirty man But i geuss i was just a "pawn" in your plan A plan so dirty a low That even the devil told ya no Your the reason men have a bad name Thanks for making me a part of your game Sick and twisted no doubt I'm glad I can see what your all about Thanks for telling me before it got too far I hope someone kills your ass with a car But yet that would be too nice I hope they back up and run over you twice I hope you

Poem About How Depression Made Me Feel
Depression As I sit here alone I look into my dead dark soul I wonder where my heart has gone And when all this dark began I feel like I am sliding down in to the darkend ground down into my living hell where daylight no longer does excel I feel so empty and so lost I wonder what will be the cost who will I lOose OR will I gain time only will tell who remains when will I break free into the sun When Will my new life begin will I ever love again Or will this dead state remain so if you hear my crys and pleads I'm down here on my bended knees Wondering if my heart will ever beat again If how to Love I will keep.

So Very True
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Despite It All
Despite It All Despite the place, That I'm now in, This corner of my life, That tells where I've been... Despite the set backs, That I face, Or of the tears, That leave a trace.... Despite the time, That distance brings, Or life's little quirks, And all other things... Despite the fact, That i still live, Memories of a past, I can't forgive... Despite the rains, That flood the trail, Despite lifes winds, A force of gale... Despite the moon, Laying hidden behind, The tracks of time, Within my mind... Despite harsh words, Wispered aloud, Or of the sun, Behind the clouds.... Despite the way, Life

Why, Why, Why
Why, Why, Why . . . Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why d

Bulletin To Be 2
Fubar's FINEST!!! Check out Fubar's Finest friends .. Show em some love and buy em a drink too eh? lol xoxo Nancy My girlie :D ~*Ladygray*~@ fubar Mark My husband ~Mark ~@ fubar Alex My Fubar Hubby cdncyborg*The Enchanted@ fubar Kathy My sister Bytch :P BrattyBytch@ fubar BooBoo The greatest gal! BooBoo.I ♥ Rob... Engaged@ fubar Vicky A wonderful friend Vicky@ fubar Mish The Cool One :D MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR. Founder Of Naughty Northerners@ fubar Jenn Love ya! One Hot Momma ~A.K.A~ Cookie@ fubar HELLCAT Coz you rock :D HELLCAT@ fubar warmer good friend .. he makes me think lol warmerthan@ fubar donna enchanted chickie :D ¥>>Mø®ß¡ð P®¡n¢e$$ CT WIFEY

Road Trip
There's nothing like taking a weekend or longer and just riding...a motorcycle that is...That's what I like to do with my free time when I get some. It doesn't matter where just as long as the weather is nice and the roads are curvy...I like curves ;)...That brings me to my next road trip, don't know where it will end up but do know that it will be a long one. Going to do what they call an Iron Butt Ride.. 1,000 miles in 24 hours, hope the weather is nice. I'm going to go places I haven't been yet and hopefully meet some good people along the way! So far I am looking at going through AL, MS, AK, MO, KY, IL, IO and then taking my time coming back through OK, Oklahoma City of course, KS, and TX, before crossing back over LA, MS, and AL....Who knows I may even run into some of you out there!! If you know of any must see things along the way let me know I am looking for sights along the way. The trip is going to be the end of September so I have alot of time to plan...Can't wait, I'l

A Love Like This...
Caring with all my heart breaking it in two All my mind knows what you're going through I lend a hand but too far to reach I want you to take it but "be patient" you teach We met a short while why not sooner than this It won't be long now till the rumor of my love is noticed Bound by our vows though seem to be broken By our heartless lovers but you and I have spoken Forbidden it may seem I don't care the fate Catch me or not make no mistake We talk and we laugh our conversations are sweet Nothing is ever the same for you I patiently wait Time is very short though loved every minute We have tons to say They'll live to regret it If only we were loved the way we should have been Perhaps we never would have met never in this situation We met for a reason no doubt in my mind I hear in your voice You wish to be mine Two complete strangers never knowing our love before So much in common we have want to love you 'ever more A meeting e

July 31st
well on the 31st of july it will be 4 years since my mom has passed. i was almost 19 when she died. another 5 days and she would have been 40. every day i miss my mom more and more. time gets further away from when i saw her last. her voice fades from my memory, as the tears begin to fall. her and i had our problems. she was an active alcoholic. i believe that is what ultimately killed her. her drinking too much made her not care about anything. her kids, her bills, her mental health and her physical health. she was such a good person but alcoholism won. COPD won. not only was there me but my 4 younger siblings. when she died her youngest was only 9. now in school she gets picked on because she doesnt have a mother. i try to be a good role model for them but they are all growing up so differently. i guess for now im going to leave this here...thank you if you have read this far nicole

Coming Out
Ok so I finally am comfortable with who I am and I am coming out now. No not saying I am gay people so get over that LOL.Since I was 5 years old i have seen and heard things that I could not explain. It was not until recently I realized what my gift was...thats right people a gift and I am a medium...no I can not tell you your future or blah blah blah but I can help you find closure. I have done it for many people and as of next week will actually have money from doing so. I don't play games and I don't mess with people's minds what I do is passionate and real so please don't mock me. Feel free to come by and ask me

Talk About Oral
Blow job Etiquette ( By a woman ) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule#5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get' it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" -get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue balls" might have worked on high school girls- if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic ha

Mass Email Delete
From a Blog and bulletin from YOTD. I've bulletined this as well. I know that some of you are already aware of this, it would seem that I am a little slow. There is a way to mass delete your Cmail...or is it FuMail now? lol Hit the shift button and hold it down...scroll down to the bottom message...click on the bottom message in your list..the other messages in there will highlight. Then hit delete. *Poof* 20 messages gone. I just cleared almost 500 messages from my inbox. Took me a couple minutes. So..there ya go. Time saving tip.

Mass Delete For Fumail (from One Of The Fubar Bouncers)
I know that some of you are already aware of this, it would seem that I am a little slow. There is a way to mass delete your Cmail...or is it FuMail now? lol Hit the shift button and hold it down...scroll down to the bottom message...click on the bottom message in your list..the other messages in there will highlight. Then hit delete. *Poof* 20 messages gone. I just cleared almost 500 messages from my inbox. :) Took me a couple minutes. So..there ya go. Time saving tip. Oh yah...get FUBAR'd. lol :-S YotD

Confusion...
Caught in confusion, life is such a delusion. One day i am up and the next day i am down. sometimes i'm happy and sometimes i'm sad. Hanging on to yesterday and reaching for the future, yet forgetting to live in the present. Emotions mixed and running wild, some would call me a destiny child. Portal of happiness yet so consumed by sorrow and pain while looking for love yet having none to give. Feeling so unworthy to be loved and not willing to take a chance. Is love real in the first place? Often broken and saddened from trying to love, yet not knowing how. So many painful memories haunting from years that have past leaving me wondering how this broken emotion could have last? Changes all around, often felt abandon and let down. Always the feeling that people are trying to change me and that i'm never good enough; the way i look, the way i act and even the way i feel. Is life so unreal? what does my future hold? Light or darkness; i'm given a choice between right and wrong. Cling to t

Mexicalli Chicken Breasts
ngredients: * Boneless/skinless chicken breasts (1 for each person) * Jar of salsa Bag of shredded cheddar cheese Method Preheat oven to 375. Place chicken breasts in baking pan and spoon some salsa on top. Place in oven for 30-45 minutes (according to whether frozen or not). Sprinkle cheddar cheese over all and bake an additional 5 minutes, or until cheese is nice and bubbly. Notes: This is too easy. Ingredients are measured only by the number of servings.

In Memoriam Adrian Pintea
"Is important don't let the time go by us/you must to belive in something/In love,in God,in justice ,in harmony./I don't give up my dream to be payed at my level work in my country./I am a romanian who love his country not with fury but with hope./I feel an optimism almost indecent./I like rigour,harmony and discipline./I have conviction that always must to try and put on fire the ship of the past./Still I belive to take all from the beginning,with a new force,with a good intention./Faith in GOD animate me./Only quality who distinguish humain being to the animal is the capacity to love conscious./At this hour the romanian nation is in a deep alarming sleep.../I don't renounce never to anything..../ "{ ADRIAN PINTEA } You leave unexpectedly,discret and you had left a huge gap! /GOD rest you in peace!....

Can I Become A Pirate?!!
Can you become a pirate? I took this quiz- Can you become a pirate?My Result Was: Yo ho! You have the credentials to become a pirate. Just don't try to loot us. Take this quiz- Can you become a pirate? More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

Hi There
Hey everybody! I have put some slide shows on my page. The top one is just pictures of me and my family/pets. The other one is of my photography work. I was hoping people could take a peek and let me know what they think about my work. So, check out my pictures and let me know what you think! Thanks so much ya'll!! Forgive me if I dont return the love right away, I am new here and have never used a page like this. So its going to take me some time to figure all this stuff out!! Thanks!!

Tips For Investing Those Big Bucks This Year
Maybe I shouldn't give you some of these, but here goes: Investment tips for 2007 For all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in 2007. 1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W. R.Grace Co. Will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2.) Polygram Records, Warner Bros., and Zesta Crackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and and become: MMMGood. 4. Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa. 5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP. 6. Fairchild Electronics and Microsoft will become: Fairwell Microsoft. 7. Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to become: Poupon Pants. 8. Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of Women will become: Knott NOW! And finally ..

A Fucking Player
Cmon, some bit of assistance is needed to get this player. ive known him for years, before he jumped in this site with his latest conquest. He preys on innocent women, preys on them, tells them what they want, and leaves them..and hes married! Hes a liar, a cheat, and a god damn player Player so, lets not get him points...but dirty weeds....or anything...but let him know what you think... http://fubar.com/user/1020881

Eye Color.......
Eye colors and their meanings blue eyes - people with blue eyes have the most sex positions and techniques. they're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY experience. brown eyes - people with brown eyes last the longest in bed. . they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. green eyes - people with green eyes have the most passion put into having sex, they don't have sex with strangers and rarely will have a one night stand, therefore they have lasting relationships with great sex. hazel eyes - very mysterious and unpredictable, they're usually into the leather bondage scene and getting into costumes such as maids, nurses, schoolgirls etc. you never know what's coming next with hazel eyes.

Firefighting
I've never been a hero.... I'm just another firefighter on the job, whenever you see me I'm climbing ladders, humpin hose or on the Nozzle. I crawl thru smoke, I put out flames and I cut people outta cars, we've always gotta deal with the by products of speeding or people drinking in the bars. You dont see my emotions, I hide em well.... I have a job to do, and you'll never see me cry, I just get really quiet after a rough job is thru. At night tho sometimes I lay there in my bed and try to forget what I've seen, I swallow it back, all the frustration and pain for the lives lost and what might have been. Sometimes I dream of the bad ones we've been on and see faces of people who've died, I know that I couldn't save every one that we lost but damn it, everyone of us tried. I've been in some jams, me and my partner, we've had our ass on the line..... but neither of us were afraid of dying , just scared we wouldnt find them in time. I've had people curse me, call me heartless

My 50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? In a perfect world? My Daddy. Since that isn't going to happen, anyone I love. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Most of the time. 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Sure I would! 4. Do you take compliments well? Sometimes, sometimes not. Depends on my mood (which is always changing by the way). 5. Do you play Sudoku? I have a few times. Last time I played with my friend's 11 year-old daughter and she kicked my ass... just not really feeling the game anymore lol. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Maybe for a couple of days. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? Aside from people, my kitty Frenchy and my Dad's Lennon plaque. My handmade blanket. Oh! And my teddy bear! 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? That would be Chris. 9. Who do you text the most

Life.... Stress....
This past weekend has been hell. I don't want to go into details, for personal reasons, but my dearest and closest friend is in ICU right now. I spent all weekend in the hospital. Had to work this evening, so I'm at home. I'm so worried. When something tragic happens to someone in your life, you begin to realize how important people are to you. I'm not sure if any of you know, but 2 years ago, after i had my baby, I began to suffer from post partum depression. It was severe. I wasn't myself. I was miserable. And, I overdosed on effexor. I was in the ER, having seizures, it was a bad ordeal. A very very very bad ordeal. I realized then that the people close to me in my life, almost lost me. I began to see how important I was to ppl. This person was there for me when i tried to kill myself... and now, with her illness, and thinking i was almost going to lose her, i was so scared. When i arrived to the hospital, I was bawling. I couldn't think straight. All these things were running throu

Fu Bar Info
It's been a while...and with the new site changes, I thought it would be a great time to put out the FUBAR support blogs. Some new nifty site features and links...and some new information as well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Vault http://fubar.com/blog/60737 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Underage Reporting http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324322 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mumm Drama http://fubar.com/blog/60737/430810 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NSFW Repost of SCRAPPERS blogs http://fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines http://fubar.com/blog/60737/257665 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Harassment...How to Cope http://fubar.com/blog/60737/359777 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Important FuBar Links http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324245 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Another Deployment
Well I'm off to good ole Iraq again. :-( My unit will be leaving no later than sept to hook up with a unit that is already there. I'll be leaving next week to a readiness class for two weeks and I'll come back to NC for about a week then go see my folks for about two weeks beofore we head out. I'll be pretty busy for the next few months but I'll try to hop on and say HI to every one.

This Time Around
The moon and the stars weren't enough, I would have gave you the whole sky, And if you ever once shed a tear then, me, I would twice cry. It all happened so fast, I was blown away. Left me stunned and speechless, I mean what could I say? I said it was over for us, we could no longer be, But the reality is, it was over for me. You moved on so quick, couldn't wait to take off the ring. I couldn't understand, my life with you was everything. I need to get this out, holding on is so wrong. Got the grip of a vice from holding on so long. I hoped the pain would fade, like the smell of an incense, But its been a whole year, and I'm still so fuckin tense. I pushed everyone away and built a privacy fence, In a sense, it was like the end of my innocence. I will always have love, cuz by kids we are bound, But there can never be a "this time around"

Ciao To All The Italians..wannabes And American Italians
Capeeshe Italiano........ I'm sending this out to every person I know who is Italian, could be Italian, married an Italian, lived with Italians or wants to be Italian......!!!!! Let's start at the beginning: Come stai? Molto bene. Bon giorno. Ciao. Arrivederci. Every Italian from Italy knows these words and every Italian-American should. But what about the goomba speech pattern? Those words and phrases that are a little Italian, a little American, and a little slang . Words every Paesano and Bacciagaloop we have heard, - words we hear throughout our Little Italy neighborhood of New York This form of language, the "Goomba-Italiano " has been used for generations. It's not gangster slang terms like "whack" or "vig", if that's what you are thinking---nope, this is real Guido talk! The goomba says ciao when he arrives or leaves. He says Mama Mia or Minga! anytime emotion is needed in any given situation. Mannaggia, and

Miss Right Or Miss Right Now
whcih to choose? to wiat until miss right comes along and brings with her that happiness that comes with the soulmate thing. Or go with miss right now and have the fun of dating as much as i can and getting as much as i can. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM I think miss right is my choice now just need to find her . If you see her tell her I'm looking for her and send her my way.

Talking In Shoutbox
and supposedly i'm hot and have a great personality, people must not know me, I get urges not to finish something, it's hard for me to really feel successful, every time i get a great day everything goes wrong the next, luck teases me, blah seriously what makes people really talk to me cause i really don't see it

I Love You....
I LOVE YOU FOR SO MANY REASONS, LARGE AND SMALL, AND ALL OF THEM ARE WONDERFUL. I LOVE YOU FOR ALL THE SPECIAL QUALITIES THAT MAKE YOU "YOU," ONE OF A KIND, THE ONLY ONE IN THE WORLD FOR ME. I LOVE YOU FOR THE THINGS YOU SAY THAT BRING SUCH SPECIAL MEANING TO MY MY LIFE, AND I LOVE YOU FOR THE SILENT TIMES WHEN YOUR EYES AND YOUR ARMS TELL ME ALL I WANT TO KNOW I LOVE THINKING OF ALL THE ADVENTURES WE MAY SHARE, THE PLACES WE MAY GO, THE DISCOVERIES WE MAY MAKE TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU KNOW HOW TO BRING OUT THE BEST IN ME I LOVE YOU JUST BECAUSE I DO..... BECAUSE NOW, IN A PLACE WHERE THERE WAS NOTHING BEFORE, IN THE DEEPEST PART OF MY HEART..... THERE IS LOVE... THANK YOU....

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Baptizing A Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk, when he comes upon A preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the Water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns Around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks The drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I Am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up And asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a Little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the Water again --- but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and - When he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The p

Soft Side
I imagine what it would be like to watch you getting off, and to know that I am the reason. I want to see your head thrown back, eyes closed and lips slightly parted, lost in the moment… I want to see you pass that point of no return, when the rest of the world is washed away by waves of passion. I want to hear you call my name in that last gasp before you fall over the edge into blissful orgasmic oblivion. But first ... I imagine taking you to a secluded place, where the only sounds are our own… I want to be surrounded with you in candle light... I want to trace my wine-dipped finger across your lips and watch your tongue follow. I imagine standing behind you, slowly wrap my arms around your waist, and lower my mouth to your neck, just beneath your ear. I want to breathe in your scent and brush my lips against your quickening pulse. I want your hands to cover mine and your head to lie back against my shoulder as a sigh escapes your lips. I imagine the feeling of you surren

For Anyone Who Doesn't Understand....
It isn't about me first, nothing's about me first........I have my duties....I have my healing.........accept it believe it or fuck the fuck off! Questions? Just ask...but if you really wanna know here's what you do....shut up and listen when you ask me a question!

Is It Real Or No Big Deal?..you Decide
WHEN YOU LOG IN ARE YOU REALLY HERE FOR REAL? OR ARE YOU HERE FOR FUN, ACTUALLY NO BIG DEAL? DO YOU REALIZE THIS IS A GAME FOR MOST OF YOU, THEN THERE ARE OTHERS WHO REALLY HAVE NO CLUE... ARE WE SO BORED WITH OUR OWN LIVES.... WE BEFRIEND FOLKS,THEN THEY TURN AROUND AND OUT COME THE KNIVES.... SOME POSE AS WHO THEY WISH THEY COULD BE WHILE OTHERS ARE REAL.. JUST AS THEIR PICTURES ALLOW YOU TO SEE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US WE ALL FLIRT... ALL WE EVER SAY IS AWWWW WHO DOES IT HURT? YET THERE ARE TIMES IT DOES JUST THAT PLAYING FOLKS ENDING UP ALONE IN YAHOO CHAT... YET EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS THE SAME THING TIME AFTER TIME...ITS NOT REAL SO YOUR LOOKING STUPID CAUSE YOUR THE ONE MAKING A BIG DEAL SO WHERE DOES THE LINE STOP? HOW FAR IS ALL THE WAY BEFORE YOU LET THEM DROP? IF ITS REALLY NO BIG DEAL .....AS YOU ALL SAY HOW DOES IT END UP REALLY GOING ALL THE WAY? I CAME HERE TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN... NOW ALL I WANNA DO IS DUCK AND RUN... WHAT IS REAL TO YOU?...WHAT IS FAKE?

Its Only A Number
Fuck you and your thinking All of you are demented Unto yourselves Don't you know that others Life in the world You only look to you Center of your own universe Fuck you all for wanting More then you deserve Look around you Fuck you all Trying to take whats mine Die on your cross For the last time Give yourself a pat on the back For doing nothing But taking all I hope one day You'll feel the gift You have given to others The pain free from you Pay others to do the dirty work Die for your thinking Closed minded In your closed off world Get out of your shell Live in the world Can't you see What's before your eyes Fuck all of you Just die die die Numbers before you Making your choices Don't look at what's inside Just on the numbers Its only a number

Suggestion To All My Men
If these hoes want ya'll to fan, n fam,n friend to c some ole nasty ass pictures...tell them hoes throw n some web-cam first, that wuld cut all that bullshit out cuz that is like bribery and there is nothing attractive about bribery in n o form or fashion.....one

Georgia Bind My Ties
Georgia Bind My Ties (Paul Cotton) I been thinkin' 'bout a place Like a dream that tries to show Can you see it in my face That it's time again to go When I hear her callin' me From a one way track Then I got to go and see What it is that brings me back Oh, Georgia, I'm just a stray Won't you shine on my way I can see it there In your diamond eyes When you hold me Where your beauty lies Oh, Georgia , please, I'm down to my knees Won't you bind my ties Won't you bind my ties Everybody's gone away They're all leaving town And I'm movin' on to say I'm through kickin' my heart around Yes, it's all over now Crazy things in my head Have to stay together somehow For I've got the dream again Oh, Georgia, I'm just a stray Won't you shine on my way I can see it there In your diamond eyes When you hold me Where your beauty lies Oh, Georgia , please, I'm down to my knees Won't you bind my ties Won't you bind my ties

Dreams...
A friend of mine said, “Follow your heart and live out your dreams.” , but I say, “ Dreams are just fantasies, if they come true their not dreams any more, so then what do you do? What do you have to look forward to? Making new dreams? Just how many broken hearts come with some of those dreams? How much can one take?” I know that sounds as though I’m giving up hope on things, but honestly, my age must be catching up with me. I no longer have dreams, just wishes that I’m aware will never come true. Example: I’ve always wanted to go to Egypt for a dig with Hassza(forgive my spelling) head of the archaeology in Egypt. Archaeology has always been a interested in Egypt artifacts, history and growth. I’ve always wanted to go to Australia to swim on the Great Barrier Reef, and to see a rugby game between North Melbourne and South Melbourne. I had hope to sublet my place to another couple that wanted to come to America, and I live in theirs. I had attempted to do such a thing, asked

Up Date On The Contest For My Friend
OK WE HAVE GOT 418 COMMENTS AND 15 RATES IN THE CONTEST BUT WE ARE DOWN BY 700 OR SO....SO PLEASE IF U CAN DO WHAT EVER YOU CAN TELL UR FRIENDS WE JUST REALLY NEED SOME GOOD COMMENT BOMBERS WHO EVER HELPS WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME AND I WILL RATE ALL UR PICS AT A HAPPY HOUR PLZ HELP MY FRIEND

The Bus Stop
One day, at a bus stop there was a girl who was wearing a skintight miniskirt. When the bus arrived and it was her turn to get on, she realized that her skirt was so tight she couldn't get her foot high enough to reach to step. Thinking it would give her enough slack to raise her leg, she reached back and unzipped her skirt a little. She still could not reach the step. Embarrassed, she reached back once again to unzip it a little more. Still, she couldn't reach the step. So, with her skirt zipper halfway down, she reached back and unzipped her skirt all the way. Thinking that she could get on the step now, she lifted up her leg only to realize that she still couldn't reach the step. So, seeing how embarrassed the girl was, the man standing behind her put his hands around her waist and lifted her up on to the first step of the bus. The girl turned around furiously and said, "How dare you touch my body that way, I don't even know you!" Shocked, the man says, "Well, ma'am, a

Ragnarök
Ragnarök (Ragnarok) was the doom of the gods and men, and heralded the destruction of the Nine Worlds. To the Germans, Ragnarök was called Götterdämmerung (Gotterdammerung). Nothing will escape the coming destruction, whether you live in heaven and on earth. The war will be wage between the goods and the evils. The goods were the Aesir, led by Odin, ruler of the gods. The evils, were the giants and monsters, led by Loki. Yet the strangest things about Ragnarök was that the gods already knew what was going to happen through the prophecy: who will be killed and by whom, who would survive, what happen to those in the other world and so forth. Despite, knowing their fates, the gods will still defiantly face their destiny, as brave as any hero in a saga. The Norse gods knew what was to come, and knew they could not do anything to prevent prophecy coming to pass.

What Will The Days Hold For Me?
She's sitting alone, eyes in a daze Her life a map of confusion, her world like a maze She holds her head high and wipes back the tears The words I don't love you echo in her ears She clasps her hands and bows her head Is my life over or am I simply dead? A beautiful woman has taken his heart He wanted beauty instead of her smarts She hears their baby crying she knows what to do From now on kid, it's just me and you Two years later while walking the street A handsome young man she did happen to meet He looked in her eye and stopped in confusion Was this lady real, or just another illusion? He asked for a date right there on the street She glanced at her shoes and said what time will we meet? Six months later and a small engagement band That man got down on his knees and asked for her hand That woman smiled while her daughter screamed yes! One year later she walked the aisle in a white dress Happiness was found that day on the street With that ha

Bonfire Night
Bonfire Night across the bonfire a playful gleam like the suns warmth entrancing me to stretch out to give myself to it without hesitation out of reach like a dream his eyes shone with the desire of ages calling to me and within my grasp until awoken by reality to find myself with empty hands yet now, here, he smiles a sad smile of apology for ages lost time not spent love not given bewildered my accosted spirit smiles back with a playful gleam warming the blood of the ages the scalding passion of forbidden lust sending me back to dreams the flash of past nights the tease of a dreamed up future can the gleam draw me too close? till that dream melts in the chaos of my mind like Icarus' wings before his fall? bonfire withering a playful gleam flickers my face, flush from the heat the intensity wavering with the last flames his smile fading into the dark illumination of the stars the only gleam now seen playful though they twinkle I clos

Help
Alright everyone I now find my self in a delema I am only 20,000 away from leveling up and I need your help I always help everyone now I need the help so if you could please come and rate,fan,crush, and add me i will return the love and if you could please let others know as well i will be giving gifts to people that help so thank all of you in advance Diego

The Birds And The Bees
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. 'I don't want to know,' the child said, bursting into tears. 'Promise me you won't tell me.' Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, 'When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really have sex, I'll have nothing left to live for.'

Morning Mom
I'm a mom tired and true The days can be long and sometimes blue When the work seems to never end I look at you my child, my friend I see your beaufiful little face And know that I can never replace This love I feel so deep within I think of you and I start to grin When morning comes and you arise I see the sunshine in your eyes I smell your hair and hold you tight Knowing that you will be alright..... As the day goes by And I'm winding down I long to hear that sweet, sweet sound Of a certain voice finding its way Hi mom, I missed you today............. done by christine

Eternal Slumber Intruded
Death thus awaits For the eternal embrace Which unites us all as a whole. Disturb me not Unless you intend on Spending all eternity within my grasp. Let me suffer in my coma Or tame which plaques my soul From inside out. There one moment Gone the next. Roaring my hopes up Then ripping them to shreds. A job well done For the suffering you caused. Encore encore Why not fire up more?!? Now leave me to wake Refreshed and relived For that will be some time Until then farewell.

Shoutbox Is Off
I'm sorry my loves, I've turned my shoutbox OFF at the moment. Seems like today people are only wanting to send me links to contests. No words; just links. I'm sorry but that's annoying, the least you can do is say; hey would you mind stopping by & rating this.... but nope they just send a link. Then I'm getting pestered about my "4 My Eyes Only" folder... it's exactly what it says dear ones.... "4 MY EYES ONLY" stop asking please. Finally, as I'm hung over & cranky today; don't ask to be added to my Family List. Obviously if you're not already there; there's a reason. The only folder marked for "Family" are of my precious little ones & well as any parent should be overly protective of them I am 100x's worse. My Family list are of people I adore & are "real" friends. So really if you think being a Family member gets you into the Private folder; it doesn't. I have Fubar up but I'm not really paying it much attention at the moment. I've had plumbing problems today w

One Hell Of A Week
Hello to all, I just wanted to say hello and let everyone know I am still around, this is the first time I have been on in a week, I had a death in the family, I moved out of the state, and just all sorts of shit going on. I am about to get settled in for a bit while I wait for a very important piece of mail. This mail I am waiting for decides my destiny, which I will not give up on, I have come a long ways and I will keep going. I think I broke my toe a bit ago lmao. it's throbbing every time my heart beats. I think it's funny too hahahahaha hehehehehe I know a majority that reads this is laughing their arse off. I honestly dont think it's broke but it's sore so I will be hopping around until it heals, yes I am a clutz. I do stupid shit like this some times but I dont get angry I laugh it off and go on about my day. Ok enough of my ramblings hope all is well, sorry I havent been around, I love you all my friends *hugs*

How Cold Is The Water Beneath The Bridges Edge?
Many things this week has made me reflect on my past. All of the joyous moments, as well as the not so joyous that I have endured and or created. I do not know how or why the times that stick out are the not so good moments. How is it that I cannot remember my thoughts and feelings when I first found out about my first daughter and all I remember is how I felt when she never took her first breath? Why is it that I cannot remember why I loved my wife, but I only think of my ex-wife's faults? How is it when a friend passes before you, and that is all that you see? Why is it when someone else loves you, then you push it away? Why is it that you cannot remember the good times shared compared to those that you wish not to remember?

Nifty Ideas
NIFTY IDEAS (I have tried some and they worked! Thanks G for this email!!) :) No More Mosquitoes Place a dryer sheet in your pocket. It will keep the mosquitoes away. Squirrel Away! To keep squirrels from eating your plants sprinkle your plants with cayenne pepper r. The cayenne pepper doesn't hurt the plant and the squirrels won't come near it. Reheat Pizza Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. It really works. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to

Does He Love Me.....or Not?
Is it wrong for me to want to be loved for me and not want to play second best to some other female? I don't understand.... I really truely don't ask for much except for honesty and respect. That means alot to me. I will give 110% of myself in a relationship and would except the same in return. And I really don't say those three words lightly....You know the ones..."I LOVE YOU".... Cause when I say them I mean them but I don't want anyone saying it to me unless they mean it...Granted there all different kinds of love.. the kind u have for ur friends, family, but I'm talking about the kind of love that makes it to wear you can't eat, sleep, or think about anything else but that one person... the one that makes ur face light light up everytime u hear their voice, look into their eyes, or hear that little shit eatin laugh, or if ur lookin at a pic of them. I don't know... how this is suppose to work.... been outta the playing field for a long time and now im in it and what the "Fuck Out"

I Am The Captain Of My Own Ship
I live my life like no one did,I was born to be unique and different. I imagine my everyday to be the last of life sorrounded with hopes,fears laughter,tears,cries ,anger and love.Life is like a big and sensationalized telenovela, you have to play your own character. If you play well you may win an award but if you play bad you will have critics, but in every move you will do in life you still have critics around yo.You try to be good some people would doubt, you become bad people will talk bad ,so I always keep away from people who try to belittle my ambitions, i always say to myself that small people would tryt o turn you down but those who are great make you feel that you too , can become great.Anyway this is not their life..this is mine..only mine..I play the lead role in my life!! I always love to see the rain, cause it reminds me of how strong they are cause they are not afraid to fall,they were so high but they are not afraid to fall. So why should I be afraid of downfall.. I

Please Help Him Level Up To 60,139 Fuberlord 69,506 Points To Go!
†sexy metal man†....RIP PEPOW HOLDER 3.30.1944-3.18.2007 I love and miss you@ fubar 60,139 Points to go! Points to go! to fuberlord please help him thanks C&T Stash Members and Family you all rock

A Walk Through The Woods
A Walk through the Woods By Rattdoll Some times, late at night, I like to take long walks through the woods down the road from me. Some late night exercise, easing some of the stress from a long night at work. I've been walking about 15, 20 minutes when my cell phone rings and I stop to see who is calling. It was Chuck, but he hung up before I could answer. No big deal. If it was important, he'll call me back, I thought. I put my phone away, and was about to get back to my walking when someone sneaks up behind me, wraps his arms around mine and gets me in a tight bear hug. He quickly puts his right hand down my pants and slips his fingers into my wet pussy. "Oh yes darlin. You've been thinking of me again," he whispers in my ear. It was Chuck. He's so hot. Dark blond hair, blue eyes. As he starts rubbing my clit, he's kissing and biting on my neck and I can't help but rub my ass against that hard budge I can feel rising in his tight pants. "You want to cum for me, don't yo

Level Pimpout
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Waiting For You
Its been a while since I've seen you and over the weeks the longing and need for you have grown. I know you are working tonight, but I drove down and got a room anyway and let you know where to find me. I've left you a key at the front desk just incase you could drop by even if only for a short time. I take a shower ,then lie down wet and naked on the bed there's nothing good to watch on tv so I roll over on my stomache close my eyes and think of you , waiting and hoping. Then sound of the door opening wakes me I don't move or open my eyes I just lie there waitning. I hear the sounds of you undressing then I feel your hands on my anklesand they move slowly over my calves,up my inner thighs, over my ass , my lower back , my shoulders until you reach my neck . Lightly moving my hair aside you kiss my neck and shoulderthen roll me over to my back kissing me deep and hungrily before you move down my neck to my breast , my nipples are already anticipating you tongue , hard and erect as yo

I Broke My Foot Saturday
Just to let you all know that I haven't been ignoring you this week, I broke my right foot on Saturday (7/30/07) and have been in pain ever since. I was pumping gas and tripped over the gas hose while going to the garbage can. I fell hard on my right elbow and knee while my foot stayed tangled in the hose....... I couldn't stand up after I fell but I was more worried about the bleeding from my arm and elbow. I went to the ER yesterday afternoon, (I thought it was a bad sprain) and found out I broke my 2nd metatarsal bone on the top of my foot. I now have an aircast and am up and about on crutches for the next 6 weeks! Pretty fun, eh? Not only do I feel stupid, but embarrassed too! Kisses, Randy UPDATE: 9/5/07, I am now walking with a cane, still have the freaking boot or cast and will see the doc next Monday! Tx to all!! UPDATE: 9/11/07, Break is only half healed and I need the cast for another 6 weeks!! WAH WAH!! I am now sleeping without the boot (YAY!) and ca

Read This Rfans Friends Faqmily Intersted People
Types Of Crosses POST-PRIVATE-PRAYER Home Cross Tattoos Jesus on Cross Post-A-Prayer name: Jimmy state: Arizona prayer: A program That I help with feeding the Homeless one night a week. We have felt the call to entend it to 5 nights a week but our finances and donations have droped. We are not connected to any church but operate under the title of Candlelight Ministry. T feed five nights a week we need a building where we can prepare and feed them now we are doing this in the park. God has bless us with a number of people giving there lives to him and many others have made great changes in there lives that they tell us is because of the compassion of Jesus that we share with them. Please pray that God will make away for this to happen Jonathan,New York,I am humbly asking for your prayers and help on behalf of our family\

What Does Your Name Say About Your Sexual Idenity?
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lover.

Alex An I (pt3)
Alex gasped as I blew a cool steady breath onto her aching wet cunt. "Damn! Harry…If you keep teasing me we’ll never get back to you place." I laughed and kissed her softly as my fingers played, pinched and pulled at her nipples. I leaned back and watched her face as I rolled her hard nipples between my fingers. "You like that don't you, Alex?" All she could do was bit her lower lip and nod “yes”… "You've got amazing tits, baby. And, they're all natural aren't they?" "Totally…" Alex watched me play with her…My fingers twisting, pulling, and rolling her nipples. Alex gasped and whispered. "Yes, oh yes, Harry... I love when you twist and pull on my nipplest..." Alex moaned and pressed her tits into my hands. Alex looked into my eyes as I continued to handle her beautiful breasts. "When I'm sucking your cock, I want you tell me exactly what you like." Alex talked quietly as I played with her tits. I was breathing hard again and just nodded… "The long slow licks with my

Kenneth ...
Senator Hillary Clinton recently went to a primary school in Ithaca, NewYork, to talk about the world. After her talk she offers question time. One little boy puts up his hand, and the Senator asks him what his name is. "Kenneth." "And what is your question, Kenneth?" "I have three questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care plan? 2 .... Why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? 3 .... Whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?" Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume Hillary says "Okay, where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" A different little boy puts his hand up. Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is. "Larry." "And what is your question, Larry?" "I have 5 questions: 1 .... Whatever happened to your medical health care plan? 2 ....

She Asked Me!
so my "step" Uncle Steve and his grilfriend are getting married in june of 08. well his grilfriend Aunt Sue asked me to be in the wedding!! i`m soo happy! she said that she wanted it to be a family thing and i`m not even really family. you see my dad is dateing steves sister. so im just the sister boyfriends kid but yet she loves me as if i`m truly family! i`ve never felt so spechel!!but yeah i`ll keep you up dated on the whole thing!

Wandering Mind
SO I'M GOING CRAZY WITH BOREDOM.. AND THIS IS WHAT I THOUGHT UP... GO SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LOVE, THERE IS SOMETHING HERE FOR EVERYONE... GIRL, GUY, AND A COUPLE... JUST HOW IT GOES, THAT WAY YOU CAN PICK AND CHOOSE OR NOT BE A WIMP AND LOVE ALL THREE OF THEM.... THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE, CAME OUT OF THE CUTS AND HAS DONE NOTHING BUT SHOW ME LOVE, SHE IS A SWEETHEART AND WILL HELP YOU WITH ANYTHING!!!! USER FRIENDLY@ fubar THEN WE HAVE THE HUNTER, THIS GUY, FUCKING A, HE IS LIVING THE LIFE I SHOULD, PLAYING WITH GUNS EVERY FUCKING DAY AND SHOOTING THE SHIT OUT OF THINGS, ANOTHER GREAT FRIEND. ®!!!§ÑÎPËR!!!©**FUBAR HUBBY& R/L B/F TO** ~♥Night~Vixen♥~@ fubar NOW THE COUPLE, THESE TWO WERE MEANT FOR EACHOTHER, THEY ARE SO FUCKING HOOKED ON EACHOTHER IT MAKES ME PUKE IN MY MOUTH FROM TIME TO TIME, THEY DESERVE THE LOVE FROM ALL OF US... KevDog & LaUrEn♥@ fubar OK NOW GO SHOW THEM ALL SOME LOVE.. OR FACE KNOWING THAT YOU DID NOTHING AT ALL TO SUPPORT 4 GREAT F

You Bore
You make me feel like Im a whore Like Im the one whos there to bore you now Its always gonna be this way Get the fuck away Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me You always wanna steal the light By stepping on the ones who fight for you Its always gonna be the same Get the fuck away Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me I hate what you are Ill break you and leave you scarred Cause I cant seem to show you what you wanna see I can never give you anything you need Im sick of wasting time on what can never be I cannot control you into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting me now Into wanting me

How Much Can One Take?
This is a question that has been on my mind quite a bit of late, not so much for myself as it is for those I love. Last night, a member of our family was placed in protective custody and put on suicide watch. Over the course of the last week, there had been some behavioral issues with this person, but no indication of how bad he was feeling until yesterday and last night. Although not a shrink or anything, I have done a lot of research on the subject due to a friend who committed suicide when I was in school...in my family member's case, there was never any indication/signs/etc. I'm even more concerned with my fiancee, who seems to have stuff constantly piled on her to the point where it seems like she's gonna break. Fortunately, she has not, but how much more can she take? Regardless of what happens, I will stand by her, but my concern is how much more can a person take before they are pushed too far....and what can I do to pull people away from the precipice....

Lughnasadh Lesson
The turning of the wheel now brings us to Lughnasadh (LOO-nus-uh), also known by its medieval Christian name of Lammas, named in honor of the Celtic god Lugh, a name which means "light" or "shining." Somewhat confusing, we are not celebrating the death of Lugh (the God of light does not mythically die until the autumn equinox), but rather the funeral games that Lugh hosted to remember the death of his foster mother, Taillte. In Ireland, Lugnasadh is sometimes called the "Tailltean Games". Common of the games were the "Tailltean marriages" also known as handfastings, informal and lasting only a year and a day or until next Lammas, at which time the couple would decide to continue the arrangement or stand back to back and walk away, thereby dissolving the marriage. (too bad this is not practiced today, we might have less divorces.. ya think maybe?) The parish priest was not bothered to perform these trial marriages, they were usually performed by a poet, bard, priest or priestess of the

My Apologies...
I want to apologize to everyone that I have been neglecting lately. If I have been bitchy, short, or have had an attitude with you then I apologize. There is so much going on in my head and in my heart right now along with the everyday things such as the kids and my ex. And yes I know there is no excuse and that to some an apology is too late and I am sad to have lost the few friends that I had. There are two people in particular that I want to thank. One knows who he is because he was up with me last night until damn near 4 listening to me whine and complain and babble. And the other is someone who will probably never read this but he is so very important to me and he deserves to not have to deal with me and my attitude so I want to thank him for being there for me and making me smile and laugh a countless amount of times. Here in the next few days my vip will be up and I am not sure that I am going to renew it or if I am going to just go ahead and delete my account and try to move on

Mid-year's Resolution
G'day all. Just a quick note to let folks know who may be interested that in the interest of slowing down my physical deterioration, I've decided to start going to the gym again. Granted, I'll never get in the shape I was in my teens (I'm more of a triangle these days) but, I think even at 36 I can create something that passes for a decent beach body...even if it takes a few months. I just completed my second week back at it and what Ive been doing to this point is 30 minutes of cardio (fat burn and lower body work) and 30 mins of weights (upper body). So...to serve as some self motivation, I've added a new folder to my album called Before & After which is marked for Friends only and is where I will post a couple of pics each week to serve as a visual record of how my workouts are proceeding. With each pic I'll also include key measurements (weight as well as waist, chest and bicept size) as a more baseline for myself to track my progress. So...for those of you who may

Headache
While we were at my stepdad's baseball game I had decided to squirt my kids with a waterbottle...well when the water was all gone and they were soaked. My son decided to go to the fountain and drench his head even more makin a huge water mess. I let them run around the building for something to do since they wasnt watchin the game(like normal). Well one of the times around Lea forgot to walk around/jump over the water mess. Next thing i know I hear her crackin her noggin on the cement and her cryin. Ofcourse I ran to her and held her. TG she didnt bust her head open. Now she has a HUGE bump on her forehead :-( but she is ok :-D

Follow The Link... Pass The Word
Hi and good morning, I have posted a bulletin on this very same topic. Here is a link, to prove "somewhat" that our own government has planned 9/11 from the beginning. This is a rather vivid video, please, do not let your younger children watch it. I have researched wars, an conspiracy theories, and my questions always take me to this particular sight. Whether or not you want to believe this, that is up to you.... BUT, keep an open mind, an watch these few videos.. if not for me, then for the millions who have died for you from Korean war to now. (You may have to paste the link) Here is your link: http://www.loosechange911.com/ Thank you

Fubar Friend
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The New Weapon
After months of heated debate, the Army will conduct a side-by-side test shoot next month with its standard-issued carbine to see how well it can withstand extreme dust and sand environments. The tests, which will be conducted at the Army's Aberdeen Test Center in Maryland, will include three other rifles some say are better constructed to withstand the grueling environmental conditions often found in Iraq and Afghanistan. The service yielded to critics - particularly lawmakers in Congress - who recently ratcheted up the debate over whether the current M4 carbine, manufactured by Colt Defense, is more susceptible to jamming in dusty conditions than other weapons used by Soldiers and special operators. "The Army agreed to conduct testing of four carbine designs in an extreme dust environment," said Lt. Col. Timothy Chyma, product manager for individual weapons with Program Executive Office Soldier, in an email to Military.com. "The test results will inform the U.S. Army In

Unspoken
You and I exist in the wind It carries our unspoken It whispers our silences It is the only place Where we can allow our desires to flourish We have reached a state of turmoil That has become natural Our lips speak untruths While our silences shout what is real We are drifting aimlessly Because we fear definition Once the truth is spoken It takes form And we cannot allow it to take root

When I'm Hurting
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. It's easier for me to

Here Lately
everything is starting to seem right. Time just takes time i guess. I am living now day to day, instead of living life in the fast lane. Im in love with the most incredible guy, but i also have issues . but no matter what that guy is my best friend, from the get go hes been there for me and i have been there for him. "so all in all yep this is for u...You make me feel like i am someone and I am sorry for the past and hurting you." I never meant to hurt him, but somethings happen that we cant take back. There were times I even thought the worse about things and almost crawled in a hole. Depression sucks, been there done that. Now that I have moved on from that lifestyle I never want to go back. Actually I think I am done going back, I am to strong now to go back to that lifestyle. Anyways all in all, theres this really great guy in my life, and yep hes the best, ty for being my friend :) n more lol

Cant Stop Thinking About This Person
for the last 6 months all i can think about is a certain lady that i met on here a long time ago, almost a year or a year cant remember excatly when but anyways i really like her and i screwed up by talking to another female and then her and i werent talking for a while then one day her and i started talking again, i am not usually on here anymore and everytime i am and she isnt i leave her messages just being a good friend and i understand she is proberly busy with other things but i hope she is doing well and is happy :) if she reads this you know who you are and i hope your doing really well and are happy and i am always here to chat even if i am not on ;)

I Gave Up Myself To All Of You
I gave up myself to all of you I saved nothing for myself so now I'm screwed I'm finally going to fight so fuck you It's my turn to break thru One way or another you all have betrayed me I know some of you will agree I'm taking my life back something I know you all never foreseen This time in my life where I will be my own Queen You can't stop me no matter how hard you try I won't let myself ever die I will not watch my life fly bye I am making a stand and i don't care if you see eye to eye I lost so much time to be myself I don't know who I am so now im going to find myself I feel like all I've done is sit on a damn shelf It will take a while for me to find myself I know you might think I'm being a shrewed But I really don't care so fuck you I don't have to put up with your moods I wont let you make me hide from others no way ill be seclude

Cute O Meter!
CUTE-O-METER (Come on Goddess help me out with this lol) Post this and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your messages!!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking 11= Me you bed noww 12= Come Fuck the shit out of me ...Which one do you think I am? Tell me in a message. Then, repost this as: "Cute-O-Meter

Tired..
Griping... Tired I am tired.. tired of making everyone happy.. tired of sacrificing my happiness to make these people happy.. I am tired of being pushed down, walked on, and kicked in the teeth.. I am tired of kicking myself in the teeth .. I am tired of saying I'm sorry when I did nothing wrong.. I am tired of being there for friends who turn their backs on me when I am not needed.. I am tired of putting my all into everything to come up with nothing.. I am tired of being forgotten.. I am tired of people using me, abusing me.. I am tired of being the maid.. I am tired of waiting for things.. I am also tired of not waiting for things.. I am tired of people making lame ass excuses to why they can not come over.. I am tired of people coming over for one reason only... I am tired of people talking over me.. I am tired of people not hearing me.. I am tired of having to repeat myself.. I am tired of giving my undivided attention.. I am tired of caring for people who care nothing abo

Today's Tragedy Is Yesterday's Misery
Brian's being buried today...it still seems so unreal to think that the good die all way to young. Makes me stop and think how tragic life really is. You're here today and gone tomorrow. It doesn't seem fair...I am awaiting the person whose pulling my strings to tell me im in this thing called a joke...The joke is life... itself...Now I have witnessed more burials than births and weddings. And isn't it stated for every person who passes on, another is born? It hasn't happened that way. So as he is put 6 ft down today, and the tears don't seem to cease, I wonder when will life make any sence? I guess we will never make any sence of it, otherwise we would have the answer's we wish to have already. Tragedy blows through your life like a tornado, uprooting everything, creating chaos. You wait for the dust to settle, and then you choose. You can live in the wreckage and pretend it's still the mansion you remember. Or you can crawl from the rubble and slowly rebuild. Because after disaster

Some People Should Be Ashamed
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: cherisa. Date: Aug 4, 2007 5:01 PM This is inside of the placenta"I could've been a future president!!!""Mommy, didn't you love me?"ABORTION IS WRONG!STOP KILLING BABIES!"Was I really a mistake?""I'm sorry you didnt love me enough to give me a chance!""I could've been a doctor and found a cure for cancer!"Please repost this!Hit "Reply" copy the code and repaste in bulletin.If you don't repost this, you don't have a HEARTto repost.. cli

Cant Take It No More
im tired of bein treated like a kid.. cant have any friends, no life cant go anywhere w/ out gettin accussed of shit .. fuckin asshole .. thats what u are.. i dont care wtf i say anymore i really dont.. all u are is a controlling piece of shit that dont deserve to be on the face of the earth.. just do us all a favor and just go away ...u just want me here just to cook & clean and be everyones slave .. im tired and im done ... i go out and i get yelled at?wtf?? And also .. im a prisoner in my own home ...i gotta stay in my room 24hrs a day 7 days a week and cant do shit this is bullshit... then u wanna threaten me and try to toss me outta my own house ?? haha it didnt work buddy sorry about your luck .. i told u that id have the cops there im not dumb..i cant help it you dont have any friends its not my problem .. i have a life unlike u that all u wanna do is sit on your fat ass all day and play on the comp & trash the house. grrrr.. cant take it no more ... when i get a job im the fuck

We Are A Dying Breed!!!!
TO EVERY GUY To Every Guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To Every Guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To Every Guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To Every Guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To Every Guy who has given her flowers just because. To Every Guy that said he would die for her. To Every Guy that really would. To Every Guy that did what she wanted to do. To Every Guy that cried in front of her. To Every Guy that she cried in front of. To Every Guy that holds hands with her. To Every Guy that kisses her with meaning. To Every Guy that hugs her when she's sad. To Every Guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To Every Guy who would give their jacket up for her. To Every Guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To Every Guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To Every Guy that would give his seat up. To Every Guy that just wants

Bitch Blog
ok, i say i'll let yer child stay here at 4pm while you go out with the girls. ...you drop him off at 2, when i wasnt home knowing the door was unlocked. he wants to stay the nite, ok no problem. ...he calls u, u never called 2 check up on him. ...it's 230 in the afternoon now and u havent called. aint that a bitch?

The Tired Of Hearing List
This list will be a continually changing and updating list, for the sole fact that I won't have all the things one the first run through. Annoyances: 1 People spamming the Bulletin board with he downrated this and that. People get over yourselves, they are doing one of two things; A. rating honest or B. doing it for the attention you are giving them. 2 people complaining about rank. This site is made to make money. Everything is. So to be top dog you need to shell out money. shit happens deal with it and move on. 3 people that feel they are better then anyone else. It's not you, o wait yea it is you, at least your fault that you have that damn arrogance that makes you think anyone would want to be you. 4 people who take life too serious and don't relax a little. Now before people get all pissy about this one, everybody at one point or another will do this, even I have. Yes that makes me a hypocrite, but wait, we all are. 5 people who say they are not a hypocrite. Bull

I Followed
** i followed you down. down beneath the ground and dug my way to you i saw the dirt under your nails i saw the black in your eyes i dug until i saw it in me i followed you down further through the black my shovel is heavy though baby i don't think i can carry anymore my hands are tired my eyes are slowly loosing their sight but i follow you baby trying to fight my way to your side i hate looking to your back you've taken me to far now baby i can't find the light the dirt isn't coming off baby i can't find my way back i followed you down beneath the ground trying to get to you i lost me baby i followed you so far and took so much away i can't find me baby only you i hurt people with this shovel baby i killed souls to look you in the face i lost my wings to stand at your side my light is completely gone is this what you wanted baby because your not showing me how to dig anymore you've taken the shovel boxed me in and left

Weapons Given To Iraq Are Missing
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20137021/ Weapons given to Iraq are missing 30 percent of arms are unaccounted for, GAO estimates By Glenn Kessler The Washington Post Updated: 8:22 p.m. ET Aug 5, 2007 The Pentagon has lost track of about 190,000 AK-47 assault rifles and pistols given to Iraqi security forces in 2004 and 2005, according to a new government report, raising fears that some of those weapons have fallen into the hands of insurgents fighting U.S. forces in Iraq. The report from the Government Accountability Office indicates that U.S. military officials do not know what happened to 30 percent of the weapons the United States distributed to Iraqi forces from 2004 through early this year as part of an effort to train and equip the troops. The highest previous estimate of unaccounted-for weapons was 14,000, in a report issued last year by the inspector general for Iraq reconstruction. The United States has spent $19.2 billion trying to develop Iraqi security forces s

I Am A Witch
“I Am A Witch” (repost ) Body: “I AM A WITCH” RIBBON CAMPAIGN FOR 2007 “I Am A Witch” When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me “WITCH”. When I stand up for those I love, they call me “WITCH”. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me “WITCH”. Being a “WITCH” entails raising my children to be strong people, who have a solid sense of responsibility, who are not afraid to stand up for what they believe in, who love and respect themselves for the beautiful beings they are. Being a “WITCH” means that I am free to be the wonderful creature I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a “WITCH” means I won’t compromise what’s in my heart. It means I live my life my way. It means I won’t allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a “WITCH”. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone else’s

Wtf?
Ok.. so I wanted to post a MUMM today... however.. ERROR: you can't do this... WTF is that? have you seen some of the stupid crap people post.. i post 1 that pissed of some bouncer and BAM!!! I can't post them anymore... FNA! and i really did have something i wanted an opinion on.. fo F off!!! ERG!!!

Yesterday
Yesterday being the one year aniversary of my accident, I spent the day along with mourning the loss of a friend, reflected on what this accident has taught me over the past year. I miss dancing It only takes one second of bravado to damage you a life time I miss running I look damn good with a cane I cant remember when I didnt feel physical pain, all the time I miss so many things I could do with my right hand I wish I would have broken my damn fool neck instead I want to punch something so bad I want to scream I want to run like the wind and leave myself far behind

Everything Happens For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. >When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. >When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you >have expressed. >They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with >guidance and support, >to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a >godsend and they are. >They are there for the reason you need them to be. >Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, >this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. >Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. >Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. >What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, >their work is done. >The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. > >Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to >share, gro

The Pain Within
The pain on the skin Slowly fades away But the pain thats within Is there to stay The scars on the surface May seem to fade But feelings in a furnace In the heart theyve laid Burning deep inside Till they turn to coal Emotions hard to hide Concealed in the soul The tears flow. Weighted with feelings, Every drop so pure Escaped emotions, face aglow, But not the final cure. The longing and desire To see a flood Overflowing Crimson River Silky ribbons of blood. Visions in the darkness A darkened dream Of outlines so lifeless A long silent scream You see the still body Lying lifeless on the ground Rigid, cold and face pale Lips utter no sound Enthralled by the sight Of yourself, robbed of life Vision giving no fright, Of the hand with the knife. Cloaked figure at large Every suicide, his murder Over minds he takes charge Then no notion is further After every whim of hope Light snatched from your day No longer able to cope A death-w

~ The Vietnam War ~
I wanted you all to see the Bull Shit that is out there and will come. This Video and the words written under here make me fucking sick. But look and read good if they don't get behind out men and women and cut them loose to do what they do so well they will be making one of these with the Islamic Extremist as the winners. I know you sure as hell do not want that. We could have easily won this war, what the fuck is up with not bombing over a certain parallel? Fuck that, You can NEVER, let me say that again NEVER win a war with RULES!!!!!!!! Come to think of it, watch it, read it don't rate it i fucking hate it, but i wanted you to know about it. "The Vietnam War Great video footage from the Vietnam War era. The Vietcong together with the North Vietnamese Army, managed to defeat the modern military power of the United States of America by using primitive guerrilla tactics. North Vietnam was victorious! The United States disgracefully pulled out."

Men Finishing First!!
at work today me and my friend noticed something strange! Us women got to work first , the men came in late. Well 5:00 rolls around and the men left immediately. We were still there sweatin our asses off for 2 more hours ..lol , anyway we realized it was just like sex: women may cum first but the men quit before we are done....lmao

Oral Sex
There are a large number of women who really don’t know how to give oral sex. Many think that by putting their partner’s penis in their mouths and then bobbing up and down until he comes makes them an expert. Sorry to disappoint but this really isn’t true. Most men will agree that there is nothing more satisfying that great oral sex me included, but when it comes to bad oral sex there is no quicker way to turn us off. In order to combat this and master the art of oral sex here is the real guide on how to give oral sex that will blow your partners mind. When it comes to how to give oral sex the first thing that every woman must remember is that all men are different. What feels good for one man may not have the same effect on another. It really is trial and error and the way to avoid this is through communication. Ask your partner what they would like you to do. It may seem a little daunting but believe me men like nothing more than to be asked what they would like yo

Letting Go
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything t

Witch Vs Worlock Fyi
OK.....ALL practitioners of The Craft are Witches. Worlock means "One who has broken their promise". During the burning times, witches referred to men who had betrayed them as worlocks, thus causing the confusion. I am a male witch...not a worlock or wizard.

How Things Change...
Ok, 1: I work. Alot. "It's a lot, douche." 2: I moved. I live with two new people now, and they rock hard. (I'm still cool with T&T, no worries.) 3: Did I mention I work often? 4: Courtney moved back to Texas. 5: My roomate's kid is hella smart, and clever. The boy is brilliant. 6: Um... 7: Yeah. 8: California still owns my face.

For Any1 That Actually Cares
this lil blog is for n e 1 that actually cares or talks to me on a daily bases. i really need help, but looks like im not gettin a awhole lot but n e way....ill be gone here, very very soon, for probably 2 yrs or so, not by choice. and i really wanna push to gettin to rock star level, which is my next level, before i go. and im not that far. im half way there and i got alittle under 2 months to get there...but if u have the heart to help me out, i will return the luv and rate or comment or what ever right back... all my close dear friends, i will truely miss u, and for some of u that have my #..keep in touch plz, i dont wanna lose n e of my great friends..sorry to make this sound so sad, but im really upset that i wont be on here everyday with my fubar fam :(....::sniff sniff:: this sucks

Lucky Oh So Lucky!
I got pulled over tonight!! I had drank 2 margaritas and sucked down the rest of tories and we were drivin home from dinner and apparantly I got too caught up in conversation and was driving 47 in a 35. Cop had someone else pulled over yet he still lit up and came after me. I pulled over right in front of Tories house Thank God we were home! He did the normal questions and I told him what I had to drink and that we were home but he wanted to show me what"1" margarita would blow...lol I'll show him how good I can blow...lol j/k he had me follow his pen with my eyes and then i took my first breathalizer. I only blue a .012!!! Man my heart was racing!!! So scared!!! He gave me a verbal warning and let me go!!! I am so lucky...lol Don't hate me guys.

So Sick Remix
so Sick (remix) [LL Cool J] [Rap Verse 1] First of all you a banger Straight up and down I’m seeing minks on your hangers I know your mama told you don’t talk to strangers That leads to dangerous situations But I can’t be patient You need communication, appreciation Respecting your style instead of talking all wild One smile you daydreaming of walking the aisle In the water bed rolling around in the money pile Baby my format is not to be a doormat But I still pull your chair out at the table and all that Touch your back softly whatever it cost me Time, money, and energy You will remember me [Ne-Yo] [Verse 1] Gotta change my answering machine Now that I'm alone Cuz right now it says that we Can't come to the phone And I know it makes no sense Cuz you walked out the door But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore [Hook] (it's ridiculous) It's been months And for some reason I just (can't get over us) And I'm stronger then this (enough is e

Working Late
WORKING LATE We are working late in the office and its hot and we have been giving each other the eye the entire day...all of the other people that work in the office has left for the day.....its just you and me....we are suppose to be working and trying to get this project done but we keep getting destracted...there has been little looks and small indiscrete touches for weeks now and it is coming to a head.....I walk up next to you and reach around you to get a folder and you turn and look into my eyes and we both stop and freeze right where we are......there is more said in that one look than an entire hour of talking could explain and without saying one word we both know exactly what we are feel'n......I lay the folder back down on the desk and you turn your body around into me .......we are sooo close ...face to face....doing nothing but looking in each others eyes....then I raise my hand and start to slide my fingers up your arm......my slightest touch brings chil

Because A Few Bad Apples.......
Okay, it appears that I am having to bring the rules back to the table. Before you comment on my pics, before you send me an e-mail, before you send me shout - keep in mind that I am still a fucking human being! I'm someone's daughter, someone's sister and most importantly someone's girlfriend. Regardless of what I choose to show, regardless of how little I choose to show, be an adult and stop acting like a damn 8th grade boy going through puberty! Comments telling me how you wanna do me does NOT turn me on. Think about how you would want someone to speak to your girlfriend, your sister, or your mama before you decide to try to send me ANYTHING! The rules are simple...I'm a human being and you may not agree with what I'm saying but you WILL respect it. Comments that I am personally offended by - WILL be deleted with QUICKNESS! If you mouth off to me about it - you will be deleted with QUICKNESS! If you're looking for a little porn chick - move on to the next page because I ain

Last Nights Screening, And More Film For Me
Today was an uneventful day. I had gone out last night, a rare occurence for Me. I found Myself at Julie Simone's screening party for her new film, "The Audition"... whoo, lucky that the environment was more a social venue than a proper viewing arrangement... it was hot. If you don't believe Me you can visit her website and see the trailer... www.juliesimone.com I came home and finally fell asleep around 5 a.m. only to keep being woken every 2 hours, and not really knowing hat had woke Me, before falling back to sleep with in the next 10-20 minutes for the next 2 hour sleep interval. I got up today, and though I did as I am supposed to on a typical moderately paced, yet productive, day... My efforts came to naught. I gorged Myself on pizza, and continued to toil through the tumbling and hurling that was the state of My stomach. I did find that one of My favorite movies from childhood had finally finished downloading. "A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum"

Crotch Shaving
Views from the Night Up late at nite again as usual and thought...write it in my blog. So tonights view is about why crotchal shaving is such a hot trend these days. I am betting that it is because so many have seen it in porn and it seems a novel idea. I don't think there is anything wrong with trying something new, and am sure you would agree. Now then, why is it in porn? Well I was talking with someone about spanking vids and all the ponytails and he said they are there so you can see the ladies' faces, not for handles or costume or anything fun like that (though I guess seeing her face is fun too, huh?) I figure it is the same with the shaved pussies in porn mags and vids, they are like that so you can see the actual bits better. In other words, it's for the art, man. :)

Aqualung - Breaking My Heart
Need to know I don't wanna know Already know I've seen the signs I watch you as you pull yourself away from me Can't believe I wanna believe How can i believe You're making me doubt I thought i knew you I don't even know myself I'm losing faith I'm losing all faith You're breaking my heart Breaking my heart You're breaking my heart again Don't ask me to start Ask me start Don't ask me to start again Start again I wanna fight Afraid to fight Why don't i fight And make you see I hold my breath And disappear inside myself I'm losing strength, i'm losing all strength You're breaking my heart Breaking my heart You're breaking my heart again Don't ask me to start Ask me to start Just don't ask me to start again Start again Oh you're breaking my heart again Don't ask me to start Ask me to start Just don't ask me to start again Start again No Oh no no I'm losing you I'm losing, oh, you

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If tomorrow never comes Current mood: peaceful Category: Blogging Friday is the midst of celebrating my parents 50th wedding anniversary I went to a funeral for one of my friends.While sitting here listening to the service I could not help myself but to remember these words from a song by Garth Brooks....If tomorrow never comes.Everyone including me takes life and the people we love for granted......I for one gonna start living my life though that song.God forbid if anything should happen to any of my family or friends I don't wanna live with could've or should'ves.In life there's always regrets I know I have my fair share of them and it's a shame something like this has to happen to make you see what is already there.I've always been a person never too sure of herself but one thing I have always known for sure that family comes first.......I'm coming to terms with my own peace and I'm have to look inside my own heart repair the broken pieces & go from there.the problem I hav

I-35 Bridge...minneapolis/st. Paul
I received this from a friend...some amazing pictures. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Just an FYI. this is a Russian site but the pictures are some of the best that I have seen. They were taken by the staff of a local paper but I haven't found them published anywhere else. I only found one disturbing comment posted there and upon checking it I found it was from here in the US...go figure. Most of the comments from the Russians all were concerned with the stats on the bridge and concern for the dead and injured and families. Maybe the internet is bringing the world closer...(I for one hope so) © Jeff Willer, Star Tribune 1 àâãóñòà â 18:10 ïî ìåñòíîìó âðåìåíè (03:00 Ìñê) â Ìèííåàïîëèñå îáðóøèëñÿ ìîñò ÷åðåç Ìèññèñèïè. Ïî ïðåäâàðèòåëüíûì äàííûì ïîãèáëè 9 ÷åëîâåê (ïî óòî÷íåííûì íà ñåãîäíÿøíèé âå÷åð – 4 ÷åëîâåêà), 20 ñ÷èòàþòñÿ ïðîïàâøèìè. Â ðåêå îêàçàëèñü îêîëî 50 àâòîìîáèëåé. Ãóáåðíàòîð øòàòà Òèì Ïîëåíòè ðàññêàçàë, ÷òî â øêîëüíîì àâòîáóñå, êîòîðûé åõàë â ýòî âðåìÿ ïî

Learning To Wait
In my life i have had to learn how to wait. It has been very hard as i hate waiting. I have to wait now to find out about my grades as the teachers are on a break. I have to wait till next week to talk to Rob! I miss him so much. I have to wait for someoen to coem get me to take me to the store or any where else. I have to learn to wait on God! He has been trying to teach me to wait. I feel the waves of disspair wash over me and God either send someoen or let me hear somethign or e ven read something. It shows me God knows my feelings and understands and even today I got to hear from Rob and it made my whole day brighter! God loves us so much he blesses you with the simpiliest things liek a phone call from you love to even a bird flyign by you and landing near by to let you hear it sing. God is good and he will and has answered all my prayers! GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME> HE CAN AND STILL MOVES MOUNTAINS! Love your enemies! Even if it is hard. Love does conquer ALL

Just How Im Feeling..
The Beatles - Help lyrics by John Lennon Help! Help! I need somebody, Help! Not just anybody, Help! You know I need someone, help. When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days are gone, I’m not so self-assured, Now I find I’ve changed my mind I’ve opened up the doors. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being around. Help me get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me? And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But ev'ry now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I’ve never done before. Help me if you can, I’m feeling down And I do appreciate you being around. Help me get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me? When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's help in any way. But now these days

Look At Yourself
Feel the pain burn a part of me away It floats in the air hoping to be caught by the hands of love Its lost and it falls to the ground where its stepped on and crushed It waves helplessly hoping for a break No one ever comes Time moves on the pain remains the same Just a broken little girl who never said hello She stands before me with tears in her eyes I see myself I want to protect you from the pain this world will give you Your angry I know this The world could not care less You always walk alone You’re crying at night when no one else is home Let me hold your hand and hug you So many things I want to say to you Your laughing but your hiding, I know this trick all too well I have been you; I am now just a shell The pain you feel is real Don’t lose your passion or the fighter that’s inside of you She reaches for my hand but………. I can’t grab it Floats away further and further like a soulless mind As she fades I look in the mirror and realize

Marauders No More Pt. 3
Chapter 3: Just Like 007 “By all that is holy, James,” Mad-Eye Moody growled, “you don’t need to be here. We can take this piece of filth by ourselves.” He jerked his thumb over his shoulder at Kingsley Shacklebolt and Gideon and Fabian Prewett. “Don’t you worry, Mad-Eye,” James replied. “Lily and Harry will be fine. I do not think that Sirius will ever let anything happen to his godson.” “Well, don’t say that I didn’t warn you,” Moody spat. You couldn’t find an odder assortment of characters. Alastor “Mad-Eye” Moody was the oldest of the group and the most experienced Auror by far. His attitude of “constant vigilance” had given him a reputation as a paranoid schizophrenic. He had a few distinguishing features; a mane of long iron-gray hair, an extremely lined face and a wooden leg with a carved claw foot below his right knee. Although he wasn’t an official member of the Order of the Phoenix, Kingsley Shacklebolt sometimes helped Alastor Moody with capturing known Death

No More
so here on fubar we communicate in various way. two of those methods involve the use of bulletins and blogs. Sadly, a very tiny percentage of you ever read anything I post. Therefor, This is the LAST blog. The final bulletin has already been posted. Thanks. Fubar friends are a fuckin' joke.

Welcome To All Who View
Well you want to know all about me it's easy and it's not easy, i like to be different from people, i like to think different from people, and act different from people, that what i like to do, and explore the unknown and more, i am an intresting persone to get to know and have as a friend, at times i may be weird and other times im not its who i am not what i am, i dont like to judge or be judged over something stupid like most people do. I'm a very kind and loveing women, and i like to help friends and even strangers i dont even know,im not quick tempered nore am i better then anyone else, i like to see peolpe for who they are and not what they are, you dress the way you dress, you belive in what you belive, i belive that you can tell what they r like through there eyes, and if u dont belive that try it one day and what you guess maybe right, people are to busy to see what is around and in and ut of them, they dont care to see or hear whats there, they belive in lies and more, i ha

Just Saying My Mind
in life it is hard to meet ppl that are true n unique..i have met a few that i am proud 2 call family n friends my summer wasnt that great but i still had the love n support of many,.....i met a guy a couple of years ago at my school n who wouldve thought that me n him would be so in to eachother he makes me feel alive n strong....he keeps me strong since i have been sad alot n question many things hes been with me n keep me having my hopen faith in life nin god n my goal in life....thanks mario....u r not like all other guys n thats y i like him so much.... sighs i am fortunate to have met someone like him.... i can talk 2 him about ne thing n be myself around him...its refreshing....whenever im with him i feel happier than ever n i hope my happimess doesnot go away.... ok im done tess p.s thank u for being there 4 me

Goodnight...sweet Dreams
...just droping by for a few seconds to tell everyone HI, and hope you've had a wonderful Saturday. I just wanted to drop in tonight, because we're going out of town tomorrow, and I'm not sure how much of a chance I'll have to be on here tomorrow morning, before we have to leave. We need to be on the road by 10. We're going down to visit my Mom, and an old friend is in town from her home in Hawaii...although, I think I told you that already. lol So, I may be on for a bit tomorrow morning, but then not again till later on tomorrow evening, when we return home. I hope you Sunday is just as wonderful as your day was today...even better! Have a beautiful evening!

Things That Touch Me In The Army
As everyone should know, I am in the US Army. I am NonCommissioned Officer, but first and foremost I am a Soldier. I recently went to Warriors Leadership Course. Well, sitting here tonight looking at some Army photos to put in my page, I thought of somethings. One, the most touching thing I have ever seen in my military career, is the boots in front of the rifle with the bayonet in the ground. Dogtags hanging off the pistol grip. It is a sight that brings a tear to my eyes everytime. Second, the sounds of Last Roll Call, (if you don't know what it is, Google it.) followed closely by taps. I'm sorry, those two make me cry like a baby. Third, in preparation for graduation from WLC, we had to rehearse. A lot. We rehearsed for about 3 hours the day before. During rehearsal they picked a group of Soldiers to say one line before we started. It sucked during practice, but during the ceremony, IT ROCKED! It flowed so well. The first stood up, and said "I AM an Americ

I Hate The Month August
yes that right i hate this month this time last year i was at the hospital with my family cause my grandma had to go back in and at that time they told us that she might not make it till the end of weekend well she did and was able to go home a few days after she went in but then the following thursday the 17th i was coming home from my best friends house and my day calls me and tells me that my grandma was back in the hospital so on friday we(me and my mom) go up to see her and say our last goods bye's and that was very hared to see my family so fucking sad that night and it didnt help that my aunt was a fucking bitch to me and my mom yes i know that my mom and dad are nolonger together but that does not give you the right to tell me that my mom has not right to be here cause she not family yeah the right she is my mother and she all the right to be there as i do so the next day we head back to the hospital and by this time she had already pased away so now you know why i fucking hat

Time To Go
Hi Eevryone, Will it is time for me to go to Wi. again...lol Did u think i was leaving... I don't think I could leave this place ever.. Made to many good friends here.. I like to name them all, but knowing me i would forget someone. You all know who you are anyway... I will be gone Aug.16th and will be back just for a few days on the 27th Than gone again on the 30th until Setp. 10. I hope you all stay well and I'll see you when I get back Will miss you all Fireman7

Help Me Please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Where are my friends, fans and family memembers? I am in my very first contest and need some help majorly!!! I am way behind and know that some of my friends can help me get caught up quick!!!!!!!!!!!! Please help me and most of you know I will gladly return the favor anytime!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank kewlrunning!!!!

Interesting,...............
Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you Happiness. Bad days give you Experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only Your God keeps You Going! Have a great day! The Sun is shining!! Your God is so big He can cover the whole world with His Love and so small He can curl up inside your heart.

What Do I Do... Why Do I Do It...
I feel like something is missing... i feel alone... depressed... and i think it will get worse... 23 days before my birthday... but maybe im wrong... maybe things will get better when it gets closer... IDK... or maybe it will just be the SSDD... heck i got Tickets to ozzfest... and it feels like i dont even want to go.... but maybe if i do go ill feel a lil better... why do i ramble like this... eh....

New Menopause Beer
Czech scientists say they have created a new non-alcoholic beer that contains 10 times the normal amount of phyto- estrogen, intended to help women suffering from menopause. The beer, developed by the Czech Republic's Research Institute for Brewing and Malting, is intended to relieve menopausal symptoms and maintain bone density by tackling a lack of the oestrogen hormone in many Czech women. The development marks a sizeable breakthrough in the realm of functional beer, at a time when functional foods are becoming more popular in many markets. Oestrogen levels drop significantly in women at the onset of the menopause and remain low from then on. Studies have linked a lack of the hormone to increased risk of various health problems, including heart disease and osteoporosis. Czechs drink an average 161 liters of beer each every year, compared to 121 in Germany and around 84 in the US. So it was the natural beverage choice to spike with hormones. It's so stupidly ob

Missing A Very Dear Friend
Im writing this in hopes that she may see this at some point as she's not on fubar anymore .. but ..some mutual friends are .. She asked me to remove her last pic from anything . and althou i respect her enough to do as she asked . I am very saddened that she wont be talking with me anymore .. I do hope with time she'll re think everything and she'll be back to talk with me . we've built a very good friendship and shared much . I will miss her .. I do already :( *Hugs * Sweetie i hope youre happy . and you find all in life that you want and deserve !!!!

My Sons Birthday
As most of you know my son on oct,19th lost his life in a downing accident, he was 2 years and 2 months old, tomorrow is his birthday, a birthday is a day of celebrating ones life the day of their birth,I'm sure I don't have to tell you all this, but on this day I will remember my little best friend who is no longer with me, by lighting a candle and maybe buying a matchbox car. looking at old photos and holding his memory very close ON THIS DAY I WILL NOT BE HERE MENTALLY although I might be on line it will be for a very short time to maybe upload a photo or blog. For someone that has lost a child,the memory of their life is held up to a higher standard, it is a day for me that I stop everything I am doing and thank god for the blessing he had brought to my life and will continue to do so until I am ready to join him, please understand if I am distant if I don't respond take no offense . Peace to all my friends & family. http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3077631

Why Should The Wedding Ring Be Worn On The Fourth Finger?
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

Nothing But Tears
Living yet dead How days feel Stumble through life No longer real Many years ago I died with you Consuming my thoughts Everything I do Darkness took over The day you fell Nothing left for me Life living hell I'm getting older Years rolling by Biding my time Inside I cry Praying for you Wishing you here Closing my eyes Nothing but tears

Spiced Chicken With Sweet Potatoes
Chicken parts are cooked with cinnamon, brown sugar, apples, and sweet potatoes. INGREDIENTS: * 3 to 4 pounds chicken pieces * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 1/2 cup dry vermouth * 1 1/2 teaspoons salt * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 tablespoon brown sugar * 2 tart apples, cored, cut in wedges * 3 sweet potatoes, cooked and sliced PREPARATION: Brown chicken pieces in a heavy skillet in hot vegetable oil. Drain off all but 1 tablespoon of the oil. Combine dry vermouth with salt, pepper, cinnamon, and brown sugar. Add vermouth mixture to chicken in skillet along with the apple wedges.Baste chicken. Cover skillet and cook over low heat for 25 minutes. Add the cooked sliced sweet potatoes and baste again with cooking liquid. Cover and simmer until heated. Serves 6.

Saying Enough
We all have gone down paths,that we arent proud of,then there has been some roads we travelled ,that we left our hearts,but never go back.One day after a brutal beaten.I set out on the gazebo,and I prayed.I pray for death,but,no lightening strikes.I prayed for his death,still kicking,then I realized I was praying for the wrong thing to get even.Now,how would my own death ,be even,the possibilities would be unlimited.So after many tears.I raise up my head to the heaven and said"I leaving my life in your hands you do with me as will,because I am dead." But,you know what I wasnt,and I didnt want to really die.I just didnt want to exist in this mangle mess anymore.Scared to death,the next beaten would kill(how ironic),or lead me in a wheelchair for life(which I fear the most)Now God ,he might not answer prayers right away,and he might not give you exactly what you want,but,he is powerful.So I got real sick.And I woke up to the fact.The only person that would help me out of these bad situ

The Hugging Judge
This one made me smile : ) The Hugging Judge By Jack Canfield and Mark V. Hansen Lee Shapiro is a retired judge. He is also one of the most genuinely loving people we know. At one point in his career, Lee realized that love is the greatest power there is. As a result, Lee became a hugger. He began offering everybody a hug. His colleagues dubbed him “the hugging judge” (as opposed to the hanging judge, we suppose). The bumper sticker on his car reads, “Don’t bug me! Hug me!” About six years ago Lee created what he calls his Hugger Kit. On the outside it reads “A heart for a hug.” The inside contains thirty little red embroidered hearts with stickums on the back. Lee will take out his Hugger Kit, go around to people and offer them a little red heart in exchange for a hug. Lee has become so well known for this that he is often invited to keynote conferences and conventions, where he shares his message of unconditional love. At a conference in San Francisco, the local ne

Chayote Seafood Chowder (sopa De Chayote Y Mariscos)
INGREDIENTS: 2 medium chayotes, peeled and diced 2 celery stalks, cut into small pieces 2 carrots, peeled and diced 5 cups chicken stock or water 1 cup fresh, frozen, or canned corn kernels 1 cup light cream 1/2 pound medium shrimp, peeled and cleaned 12 clams, in shells, cleaned 12 mussels, in shells, cleaned 1/2 cup golden rum (optional) 3 cups water 3 sprigs cilantro 1 teaspoon salt white pepper to taste pimiento strips for garnish 1 In a large soup pot, combine the chayote, celery, carrot, and chicken stock. Bring to a boil, reduce the heat, and simmer for 30 minutes. Let cool a little, then puree in a blender. Add the corn and cream and set aside. 2 Combine the seafood, rum, water, and cilantro in a large pot. Cover and cook briefly until the shrimp turn pink and the shellfish open up. Drain and combine with the chayote mixture. Return to the stove, add the salt and pepper, and simmer until hot, but do not boil. Garnish with pimiento strips.

Cheesy Chicken Pizzaiola Sandwich
Ingredients: * 1 1/4 lb boneless, skinless chicken breast, cooked and shredded * 3 Tablespoons olive oil * 1 cup finely chopped yellow onion * 2 garlic cloves, minced * 1 1/2 cups tomato sauce * 1/2 cup dry red wine * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 1/2 teaspoons dried oregano * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/8 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes * 4 hoagie rolls, split & toasted * 8 slices provolone cheese 16 fresh spinach leaves Method In a large saucepan, saute the onion and garlic in oil until soft but not browned. Add tomato sauce, wine, oregano and basil. Season with salt and red pepper flakes, adding more to taste, if you wish. Lower heat and simmer mixture for 30 minutes. Add garlic powder and shredded, cooked chicken to the tomato sauce; simmer together for 15 to 60 minutes, as desired (cover mixture if it begins to become too thick). Assemble sandwiches: spoon the chicken mixture o

Where Are All The Sunshine Angels....pass Around
Hey all you angels! I'm just a little under 10,000, and headed towards leveling for Rock Star. I could sure use some of your help. It would be appreciated! I've added lots of new stuff to my stash, so you'll have lots of new stuff to rate. Thanks again, for all your help! Lev ...~*~Proud member of Sunshine Angel Friends & TBS & TF ~*~@ fubar

A Letter
AFTER YET SOOTHING ANOTHERS FEELINGS CAUSE SOME ASSHOLE DONE MADE THEM CRY AGAIN, I DECIDED TO WRITE A LETTER TELLING WHOEVER OFF...IT IS PRETTY MUCH A GENERIC LETTER SO HERE GOES YOU PIECE OF SHIT...HOW DARE YOU MESS WITH MY FEELINGS THAT WAY. THE WAY YOU TALKED TO ME. THE THINGS YOU SAID. THE THINGS YOU MADE ME FEEL. ALL THE COMPLIMENTS... ALL THE KISSES...ALL THE HUGS.....ALL THE GIFTS....THEY WERE ALL LIES. THAT IS YOUR GAME. YOU FLIRT AND FLATTER SOMEONE TILL YOU HAVE THEIR HOPES BUILT UP. THEN YOU PONCE THE HELL OUT OF THEM. MAKING THEM FEEL WORTHLESS. YOU DASH ALL THE HOPES AND DREAMS THAT YOU INDUCE. WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING YOU PIECE OF SHIT. I AM WORTH MORE THAT A FANCY TO JACK OFF TO.I DESERVE AND DEMAND MORE. SO HIDE OUT LIKE THE COWARD YOU ARE.

Some Of My Favorite Things Cant Do Without
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Self Love
Self Love... when u get this I may be in bed with fantasies of you .....inside my head never you fret, and never you worry i'm here waiting....I'm not in a hurry so strike up a chorus, and strike up the band take matters of pleasure into your hand!!!!!! a. boudreaux 2006

Friendship
Friendship... A generous soul, so rich and so pure Twas lucky for me, to meet you for sure. How blessed am I, to have as a friend Someone as loyal, on whom I depend. You lift my spirits up on high. You are the best, and this is why Your happiness is important everyday, A friend to you forever I'll stay!! A.Boudreaux 2004

Little Girl
Little Girl... little girl, little girl why do you feel so old? little girl,little girl what secrets do you hold? little girl, little girl what have you now to say? little girl, little girl can you come out to play? little girl, little girl open up your hazel eyes. little girl, little girl let go now of those lies. little girl, little girl those secrets won't keep. little girl, little girl memories will not sleep. little girl, little girl come take my hand. little girl, little girl you'll understand. little girl, little girl smile now for me. little girl, little girl go now be free. A. Boudreaux 2007

Holy Shit
71-year-old retired Marine, the 2nd Amendment & the right to carry "Police investigate the scene The 71-year-old retired Marine who opened fire on two robbers at a Plantation Sub shop late Wednesday, killing one and critically wounding the other, is described as a former pilot for two presidents. John Lovell. ``He doesn't drink, he doesn't smoke, he works out everyday.'' Lovell was a man of action Wednesday night. According to Plantation police, two masked gunmen came into the Subway at 1949 N. Pine Rd. just after 11 p.m. There was a lone diner -- Lovell, who was finishing his meal. After robbing the cashier, the two men attempted to shove Lovell into a bathroom and rob him as well. They got his money. But then Lovell pulled his handgun, opened fire, shooting one of the thieves in the head and chest and the other in the head. When police arrived, they found one of the men in the shop. K-9 units found the other in the bushes of a nearby business. They also found cash strewn

Just Got Back From An Interview...
So, I finally scored an interview with a company downtown today, went in, and I think it went pretty well. The job is for an "Electronic Document Technician" or the like. Basically, this company is a document services company, specializing in litigation work for trials and lawsuits and stuff. Very cool people, very laid back environment, but looks like it'll be pretty busy. Good stuff! We'll see if I get to sign paperwork soon, hopefully. So now that that's over... erm... either someone freakin' talks to me, or I'm gonna' go play WoW lol... hmm... what to do, what to do. :P

Update
I just wanted to give everyone an update on my father. I went to see him yesterday and although with every thing that is going on he looks quite well. I found great comfort in knowing that even as sick as he is he doesn't seem to be in any pain. They had to cut a hole in his heel because the ganggreen has set in really bad in his leg and at this point it makes no sense to put him through the agony of removing the leg, so they have a machine hooked up to his heel draining out what infection they can. This way he is not in pain. The cancer has started to go upward and into his brain so he is starting to have some delusions more like living in the past. But he is still able to have a good conversation. Hospice is coming in just about everyday to make sure that he is comfortable and they have him on some pain medication. He is no longer taking the chemo pills as they were not helping and being as he is in stage 4 with the cancer there is really not much more that can be done b

A Day At The Beach
Qty. Ingredients 1 1/2 oz. Coconut Liqueur 1 oz. Amaretto 1/2 oz. Grenadine Fill Orange Juice http://www.beveragewarehouse.com/images/blocks/BW-banner-logo.gif Glass type: Highball Directions: Pour all but Grenadine into a highball glass with ice. Fill with Orange Juice and stir. Grenadine can be floated on top.

The Perfect Guy For Me.
1.Listens to rock 2. Likes me for me 3. Can make me laugh 4. makes me smile 5.. can trust me 6. I can trust him 7. drug free 8. dosnt get that jelouse 9. dosnt try to controll me 10. Can undestand me Yea no chance in hell im finding the perfect guy for me. Well maybe i will i guess i will find out some day.

Just Gotta Get This Off My Chest Again ........
I read somebody's page a few minutes ago and it really struck me hard. It was so 'real' and I think he's probably one of the most real on this whole site perhaps....... Anyhow, it just made me think about all the fakes and liars that I've run in to here as well as on other sites and IN PERSON!... and it's really sad and disgusting how people feel the need to lie and play games with others. Look, if you're a player, liar or as in my eyes a real 'PUSS' for doing those hurtful things to others, get the fk out, go do everybody a BIG favor and go play in the streets of Chicago, please!? You'd be doin the world a great justice by ridding it of yourself! I hate seeing friends and people that I know or don't even know,get hurt all the time, and don't even think of saying something like that they wear their hearts on their sleeves or need to toughen up, cause that's a load of horse taters! People , real people DO have feelings and I for one am tired of getting my own feelings run over with

Sexy Hushy & Sexy Tex Love My Friends
THESE TWO GUYS I MET AUG 16 2006 THEY HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL FRIENDS TOO.HUSHY SWEET SEXY ONE MAKES WONDERFUL GIFTS FOR HIS LADIES AND HAS SHOWN NOTHING BUT RESPECT.LOVE YOU SEXY LICKS,HUGS MY FRIEND STOP SHOW THEM SOME LOVE HUSHY@ fubar SEXY TEX YOU ARE JUST AWESOME.HE HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL GUY WHO SHOWS RESPECT TO HIS FRIENDS ALSO THANK YOU FOR BEING A GREAT FRIEND.HUGS,KISSES LOVE YOU txguy@ fubar

This Weekend I Will Be....
CELEBRATING THREE YEARS SINCE MY DIVORCE. I WAS MARRIED TO A MAN FOR 6YRS THAT I FOUND OUT AFTER THE DIVORCE WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH ME SO YES, I AM GOING TO CELEBRATE! WE DO STILL TALK BECAUSE WE HAVE A DAUGHTER AND TRY TO STAY ON FRIENDLY TERMS BECAUSE OF HER. I CAN NOT WAIT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN AND MARRY A MAN WHO LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM AND WANTS TO GROW OLD WITH ME. AS FAR AS THE CELEBRATING GOES, I THINK A GIRLFRIEND AND I MIGHT BE GOING TO TEXAS TUMBLEWEED. IF YOU WANT TO HELP ME IN THIS CELEBRATION, I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU THERE! I SHOULD HAVE MORE INFO ON THE CELEBRATION TOMORROW AFTERNOON SO FEEL FREE TO ASK IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN HELPING ME CELEBRATE. JUST WANT TO ALSO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFULL FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE HELPED ME THRU SOME TUFF TIMES IN DEALING WITH THE LONELY FEELING THAT I DO STILL GET. I LOVE YOU GUYS/GIRLS SO VERY MUCH! THERI YOUR SWEET TEXAS COWGIRL

I Am Back
the internet was down but I am back so ignore the last blog I am back. my life is still a mess but thanks to all my friends I am working through this the best way i can and i am not going to give up hope. thank you all my friends for sticking with me it has really helped me cope with everything love you all jennifer

Want In The Family??? Make Me An Offer I Can't Refuse!
Thanks to ~DAWN~ I am now VIP. One of the perks is an extended family list. Now it realy isn't that hard to get on my family list. Just do something special like create an I.D. for me(like Trisha TX did), Create a morph for me(Like BlueEyedBadGrl did), or create a personalized salute to me.(See my "Salute made for me" folder)Do something that goes above and beyond the normal fan/rates/adding. Anything that shows me that I'm not just a friend. Something that shows I'm family. Now I have 20 spots left in my family to be filled. First come, first serve. It's my family list, so it's my discrection as to whether or not I add you to begin with. Once those spots are filled, that's it. If I add you, you will get a VIP gift as well. (Again, my choice)This is just my way of spreading the love that was shown to my by folks like ~DAWN~. Any questions, feel free to Fumail me or shout me.

Life Is Crazy . . .
My life is so screwed up right now, But a good thing i did recently, was smoke from an oscillating gravity bong. crazy, crazy shit. But life will always smack you back down once you come back to reality, so there's really no point to anything, everything and everyone stresses you out to the point of self-destruction. Oh well, that's my ramble for today!

Who Cares If A Soldier Dies? _ U Gotta See This Ppl_
Who cares if a Soldier dies Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But