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To Tell The Truth....
i told the truth yet i am to blame now my friend wont even mention my name what she was doing was wrong and i couldn't lie anymore so i just told the truth and now my life is way messed up then before they were both friends you see to tell one would hurt the other but i had to do what i thought was best and now i am to blame i didn't lie about none of it yet she made it out that i did why would i wish to hurt either one of them i would have nothing to gain so here i sit crying over the pain i caused knowing that if i would just have kept quiet i would still have a friend that i lost but if i didn't say something and he was to find out that i knew all along then i would have lost a friend again so i was screwed no matter how i looked at it but i did the right thing didn't i? i really don't know anymore this much i know right now they both are mad and i am feeling blue to tell the truth caused so much unneeded pain i know that she wont forgive me any time soo
Its Fun To Do
Hi Please Add yourself to my map i just put it in my profile its fun to do!!
Lost And Confused..
Wow, this place is crazy. Im falling behind on my shoutbox and rating...I cant keep up. What I dont understand is all the titles here? my gosh, can you really get fubar married, holy crap, who would want to marry me?? lol....Sorry I dont see what others see in me? I have always thought of myself as PLAIN JANE. Being Italian, I have a big mouth at times, talk with my hands, eat alot of pizza and is very romantic, which trust me has gotton me in alot of trouble...hehehhe. I also FLIRT big time, love to argue (make~up sex is the best, in my opinion) Love the word RANDOM and saying "my little opinion"..I love EMOTIONS....rage, despire, sad,love, obsessed, hurt, broken, damaged..ok, you get the idea maybe Im warped alittle...alright, I subjected you to my wierdness for one day...Kisses to some but not all...
Ya know, I don't sit here and expect much from people, especially online. I mean, for the most part people lie about who/what/how they are online, or at least it seems. I'm happily married in a swinger relationship, so I don't try to lie about the three kids Alisha and I have or the fact that we have adult fun with ADULTS, but I don't just throw stupidity out there. These freakin' status messages, for instance. I have fun with them...making jokes, groovy little quotes and all, but when I have something like "@ a memorial service", then that means don't send me some shit about your fucking lounge! For God's sake, who the fuck are you to trivialize the pain I feel at losing a fellow Soldier...just because you don't fucking understand the closeness we share in a unit. I hope you go to fucking hell for not paying attention to something that has left me crying and hollow, you son of a bitch! Most people have been so understanding, even if they don't understand, they've empathized
Haters And Jealousy
Most of you that read my blogs, stop by my page, or have taken the time to get to know me, knows that I am so deeply in love with Jimm (AKA Mr Hott). Jimm and I met right here on Fubar. We now live together. Life is WONDERFUL! I have never in my life been happier. So let me preface this by saying, I really don't care what anybody thinks. I just want to vent about the haters/jealous people. Are people today so miserable and determined to stay miserable, that when they see other people who are truly happy, they make it their goal to try to bring them down as well? If you're one of those people, I'M SO SORRY FOR YOU! But leave your damn self pity off my damn page! There is a person right here on Fubar who is so jealous of what Jimm and I have, and she has created all of these "excuses" as to why she thinks she can feel this way towards me. In her own little sick demented mind she is totally justified. All I can say for her something about your own life and stay the hel
Erotic Dream
His sleeping was troubled lately. Sometimes you just can't turn your mind off. From thinking about the day's problems to erotic fantasies, sleep constantly eluded him. After a couple hours of tossing and turning, he finally managed to drift off. The dream started as it normally did. There was a female in the bed with him. How she got there, he didn't know, nor did he care. Only that her skin was soft, smooth, and crying out to be touched. She began to caress his chest while he put his arm around her and nestled her onto his shoulder. Softly he stroked her arm from her elbow to her shoulder while she began rubbing his stomach and chest in small circles slowly making her way down to his shorts. Where their bodies touched was fire and tingling on their skin. His breathing occasionally caught in his chest as her hand roamed his body. Slowly her hand made it's way down to the elastic on his shorts. His breath caught as she found what she was seeking. She need not have worried
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Total Knock Out!
YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE JEALOUS...JOIN!! HOT! HOT! HOT! Join this new HOT GROUP! Im still looking for new officers such as promoters, recruiters, and small workers to help me run this group smoothly. HOW TO JOIN? 1. Send me a private message inquiring that you want to join. 2. You will be givin an application form that must be filled out and sent to me via fubar mail b4 u are approved. Ive had too many members join and jus want certain things or join and then concentrate on others groups so this time ima make sure i pick the right members. 3. YOU MUST EARN YOUR MEMBERSHIP CARD!! This will ensure that you are not jus trying to join for a membership card. 4. There will b 3 folders dedicated to the KO girls. (1) for the membership cards (2) for the members (3) for newbie members that must graduate into the main members folder This is group is no different from any other fubar female group. Its basically a group of the hottest ladies on fubar.
Thank You!
thanks to all you lovely ppl helping me level! you all rule! ♥
My Update
I weighed 305 lbs at my Pre-Op on 4-30-08; I had surgery on 5-6-08; I came home on Mother's Day; I weighed 285 lbs on 5-14-08, a loss of 20 lbs in 1 weeks; I weighed 282 lbs on 5-21-08, a loss of another 3 lbs.
Flip Flops
What Your Flip Flops Say About You You are a warm, friendly person who simply enjoys life. You don't complicate things for yourself. Life is too short! You have a super optimistic attitude, and you have figured out how to be happy. Everyone wants to know your secret... and it's a lot more simple than they might think. Your ideal warm weather place: San Diego The Flip Flop Test
Time Of My Life
Time of my Life - From the Movie Dirty Dancing
Being A Dad
I woke up to the soft caresses of her Master's fingertips brushing through her hair, and the gentle caress of His breath as He woke her, whispering to her "Wake up My Love, let's go get something to eat" she shook her head to His words and climbed from the bed drowsily, it'd been going on 36 hours since she'd last ate, both of Them had slept well into the next evening. Master was already awake, shaved, smelling good, and dressed, I climbed into some jeans, and pulled a shirt on, I didn't bother with a bra or panties, Master preferred I didn't wear them anyway. they kissed tenderly before He helped her up into the truck, then climbed in Himself and let the engine warm, holding her hand gently..'Oh no' she though...'has Master gotten it out of His system and decided to move on?' The thought brought tears to her eyes, had she been used? Well, besides the obvious, was this a game to Him? she looked down at her hand in His, it fit perfectly, slowly, very slowly she pulled it over
Needing To Level Up To Upload More Pics
I just spent the last hour making some pictures for people and cant upload anymore, i have 228 out of 200 uploaded. help me get 28K points so i can level up please.
My First Auction
I Wonder
why indiana jones went the way it did. it disappointed me. BUT. I still wanna jump Harrison Ford.
Desert Rose By Sting
Sting feat. Cheb Mami - Desert Rose (Original) -
Looking For A Bombing Family
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All I Want To Do
I don't want to get up baby, let's turn off the phone I don't want to go to work today or even put my makeup on I've got better things to do than my todo list anyway Hide under the covers and waste away the day Let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is love you I got my whole life to change the world and climb the ladders Looking at you looking at me is the only thing that matters Come a little closer baby, we can talk without the words Hang a sign on the door, please do not disturb Let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is love you Give me a kiss, from that Elvis lip, You don't want to miss this, All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is
Today's Quote Argue for your limitations and sure enough they're yours. -Richard Bach
Queen Of South 0-2rangers Ht
Queen of South 0-2Rangers HT Boyd 33 Beasley 43
Where I Spend My Weekend Nights...
Come see me!!!
Amore I'm face to face with a dream In awe with all the love that you bring I can't seem to stand on my feet You're my other half of the circle My life you complete Gladly stuck inside your mind Long lost without a key Now I say so long to reality It's like no matter what you say Or no matter what you do You tell me of all the bad things in your life But I see through and See the virtue inside of you I love to make you smile And make you warm inside I love it when you're close to me And when I can see the fire in your eyes I remember when I was sad and alone Death had such a sweet voice You help me stand and atone I do this gladly, by choice Your voice is like an angel's song I was looking for you all along I know you need time alone, but You are my amore. I cant help but feel this way. You are my 9th wonder, My Orion, my constellation. It's like I don't belong here I stutter in your awe of perfection. Yet another one for my baby Ashley
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If A Man Wants You.....written By A Man
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of frie
This Is Me
MY FAV SONG OF ALL TIME THIS SONG IS ME!!!!!!!! Am I the kind of man That lives by his heart Who believes in God almighty Not fearin' the devil or the dark Always there when you need me to be Hold your hand, say I love you In those hours of need Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me Am I the kind of man That thinks he's strong To stand up in a crowd And admit when he's wrong When you're in trouble To no one else you'll ever plead Knock on my door, say honey You're the man I needed to see Wish you could close your eyes Truthfully one day say them things to me I know I ain't been much But I'm tryin' Things have been rough lately I'm not denyin' But I'm gonna try somehow To be a better man 'Cause my heart and soul Is tryin' as hard as it can Am I the kind of man Who believes in peace Who'll stand up and fight in a minute Over something that he believes Loves all his brothers Treats h
Orange Midnights
Visions from yesterdays Have materialized in the first corridor Disease greets us from the vacuum The rats are floating in the holy waters Run for your death Sleep for your survival The holy synthetics Vague! Levitation! Recollection! The glaring alarm of the orange midnights Putrid green poison seeping Through the cracks At the end of the hallway is a Decaying white light Drink up the extinction spirits Clench your weapon Sell me nothing and empty your pockets Hands behind your back Lead me to the arsenal Psychic battalions will disperse To the north Southern grips and swamps Have exchanged retinas This is an ode to where I come from Location is everything in purgatory "That smell, can't you smell that smell" The glaring alarm of the orange midnights
My Current State Of Mind
Clear a Path! :]
Thank You Tiny Hugs Levelers And Friends
Wow thank you everyone for helping me level!! im movin on up!! Thank you to my tiny hugs and to my friends!!! Queen Bee
Sixty-nine-munch ( My First Fu-owner)
Please take a moment to go check out my first Fu-Owner! **Click the Link Below** SixtyNineMunch fuowned by AngelGurl and TexasTwister and Memoire@ fubar
Reality Check
Im not sure what to do. Theres this woman that i cant get outta my head, but Ive gotten the dreaded "friend" label hanging over my head like a warning beacon. So any amorous overtures would seem, to me anyway, innapropriate. Yet, she woke something deep inside me that had been long dormant. I knew even then that there couldnt have been much chance of anything happening, much less evolving. But I have a very specific vision of what I want in a woman, and her being tall, brunette, smart, smart-ass, with an arresting smile and eyes that I still see every time I close mine. HOWEVER, there was a fleeting instant when I thought I saw something that may or may not have been interest, but even after I told her badly I wanted to kiss her and how scared I was to, I never really got more than a luke-warm response to anything I tried. Shes well aware that even after she told me she just wanted to be friends, that Im still very interested. Shes too nice to just tell me to piss off. Oddly
How Neurotic Are You?
I really hope Im not the only one who does this. Have you eve been soo emotionally detached, that from time to time you, for example, play songs that you know are gonna sting like a bitch, but you just wanna feel some thing. Anything. We all know which emotions are more fun to experience, but if those arent an option, and you go for years without feeling much of anything, am I the only one that would prefer pain to a slow decay? Another exmple... Met a girl, didnt work out,(sound familiar) and rather than handling it in a mature fashion,(yeah right) the playlist on the mp3 player that accompanies me damn near everywhere tended to lean heavily towrd songs that reminded me of her. Im sure theres a clinical term for this. lol. I couldnt experience the emotion Id long ago forgotten about, so I handled how I knew I would. I burned in it reeeeeaaaalll good. The inevitable anguish that was to come, was, to me, still another emotion I hadnt felt in a long time. So just to feel somet
May She Fly With The Angels
Sad day on Fubar, One of our good friends passed away on May 25th, 2008. A great friend to any who knew her, always full of joy, made our days.Member of the Rogue Bombers and Shadow Levelers she helped all she could when it came to helping people on here level and with contestWhen tomorrow starts without me,and I'm not there to see;If the sun should rise and find your eyes,all filled with tears for me;I wish so much you wouldn't cry,the way you did today,while thinking of the many things,we didn't get to say.I know how much you love me,as much as I love you,and each time that you think of me,I know you'll miss me too;But when tomorrow starts without me,please try to understand,that an Angel came and called my name,and took me by the hand,and said my place was ready,in heaven far above,and that I'd have to leave behind,all those I dearly love.But as I turned to walk away,a tear fell from my eye,for all life, I'd always thought,I didn't want to die.I had so much to live for,so much yet t
Im In An Auction Look
I Can Feel
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangble thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.
What's Your Favorite Sexual Position Lol
Your Ideal Sex Position is...Sideways Deep. Hard. Submissive.This position is very intense.But afterwards you won't be very tense. 'What is your Ideal Sex Position?'at
An Observation...
Love and glass Both can be fragile and beautiful But hold them with care Touch them gently Because love, like broken glass... Can leave you bleeding
This Is Ours. This Life.
This is ours. This life. This is mine. My life. This is yours. So what are you going to do with it? Do you prefer making noise in the silence? Do you seek quiet from the noise? Do you seek? What is it you are wanting? Looking for? Needing? Just ask. Maybe I have that. Can share it. Would give it. Willingly. It may be that it is yours already. Just ask. Are you more Ellen than Oprah? More Oprah than Maury? More Maury than Jerry? Or are you also American Idol'd out? American Idol. Used to be there was something down there to idolize. I'm not sure I'm old enough to remember then. I guess I've read about it. Or thought it. Or something. Something........................................ This is ours. This life. This is mine. My life. And I wonder who you are and how you are and when. When? When will we know each other finally after all these words. After all this inhaling and exhaling, smiling and loving, wanting and needing. All this sleeping without......................................
Stop Saying That
There are things in this world that have come and gone. Some we are happy to go others we miss on those few ocassions. I have 1 outstanding issue with "cool beans," its not going away. I mean seriously who wants cool beans, so if no one wants them why do we say it in a positive sense. "Alright, we're getting a 50" flat panel, cool beans." NO NO NO STFU its not "cool beans," for if it was we wouldn't cook them.O yeah for you smarty art morons that say "what about jelly beans?" Well if I was worried you had anything actually smart to say I'd give you a plastic beg and tell you its a full face helmet. Besides put a jelly bean in the microwave its better to.
For You..
My heart is broken :(...&& YOU have all the pieces to it. PLEASE, put it back together so it won't hurt anymore.. :(I love you.
am bored. how is everyone?
And More
Shoutbox Spooky.DeM...: *Nods* who is lying now eh ->Spooky.DeM...: now if he really likes you more than then he would do it Spooky.DeM...: He took one crush to crush about a fool ->Spooky.DeM...: lol..nice Spooky.DeM...: Oh yeah..he told me to that would get pist if he would to take you off his crush ->Spooky.DeM...: not yet...web cam Spooky.DeM...: Go figure..practice what they preach eh Spooky.DeM...: Evidently he's lying to himself.. ->Spooky.DeM...: pretty much Spooky.DeM...: Yeah he says.he will never believe what people say on the that include you and I ? Spooky.DeM...: Have you met him in person? ->Spooky.DeM...: yeah..he tells me that too but he also tells me he loves me Spooky.DeM...: He tells me that he likes me alot/ tons..and he dont like many people..which I dont blame him..I hate people too..however he cares what happenes to me.................Should I laugh ? Spooky.DeM...: Dont see how he can tell
Losing My Love
Lost in my mind. Lost in the dark. Where did my light go? Tormented by demons. Chased by death. Will it ever be right? Finding the Man of my dreams. No more looking for love. Is it right? my death looms ever closer. Watching over my shoulder. Will W/we ever be together? Found my soul. Found my heart. Are W/we destined to always be apart?
When You Love Someone
When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but you're lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you love someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone Song & Lyrics by Bryan Adams
The Desert
Hola mi estrellita It is a beautiful day in the desert, the sun is shining, a soft gentle breeze blows by, everything is so calm, and the silence brings peace. While I walked I heard a woodpecker on a tree, it was a different sound, a beautiful sound. I start to think about life and I see everything that I am missing this summer. I watch life go by. Life keeps going; the time does not stop only because I am here. I want to jump in a pool, but I can’t. I want to ride my motorcycle through out the world with the wind blowing by me as if it were my last moments, but I can’t. So here I am trapped and incapable of setting myself free. I feel like a bird inside a golden cage. They tell me I fight for liberty and for everything that is good yet here I am trapped in my own dreams. Few understand what we do and why we do it, even fewer understand what we go through and the price we pay for this so called freedom. Why do I do it? I don’t know! That is the truth. I am not a war junky. I
The No Frills Auction, Check Me Out...
T-storms They Just Keep Comming!!!
With all the T-Storms here in last few weeks this one has been the most impressive in Light and sound shows, Taped off my Back Deck, The clicking you hear yup its hail.
Help Wanted
Bleach- Sandstorm
Let's Help Out One Of Our Own
Ok Bad Girls Let's Help Out One Of Our Own..She Just Needs 20 More Rates On This Pic Let's Help Her Finish That Off Soon
Sex Style Quiz
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?KinkyYou like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.Sex-Intimacy Quizzes
Okay, who's the blockhead that reported my bikini pic as being nsfw? And who has ripped my bikini pics without asking??? I want to know, NOW DAMNIT!!!!
Do You Want More Contests??
Ok Bad Girls.. I Was Just Informed By Summer Who Is Sponsoring The Contests I Hold.. That She Will No Longer Sponsor A Contest..Til I Get Some Input On New Contest Ideas From The Bad Girls..Just Leave A Comment Here..Or Send Me A Message With Your Ideas.. Thank You Sgt. Raider
This Suffering
This Suffering You end this torture by your hand You'll never be a regret of mine Pulling me up through the time and sand You give me a reason to shine I love everything you bring Only you end this suffering For you I would whipe the world away But I can't find the right words to say I want to offer you my soul You take the pain away You take the reasons away Of how much I want to leave With this cold world i collide Right as I lose it all With nothing else on which I can thrive I hear your voice call Too determined to be forgotten With nothing left to enrapture me Inside you an Angel I find.. With you I'm not left behind For Audrey
Native American Song
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Trail Of Tears
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Our Wedding In 4 Days
Say Hi If Ya Wanna
Hi ya'll...It's that time again... As some of you know I've been on Lost Cherry-Cherry Tap-Fubar for awhile....and have made some really great friends along the way. Unfortunately I do have some people on my friends list that I don't know and don't hear from therefore they will deleted. I will be deweeding my friend garden today, so come by and say hey if I haven't heard from ya in awhile. xoxo! WW
Well as most of you know I deleted my old account and you all know the reason. I brought only my closest friends to this screen name with me.. I know I will have new friends but you never forget the friends who are and have been always there for you. Thanks again. You guys are the greatest MySpace Comments
Life Has Meaning...
If there is a future there is time for mending- Time to see your troubles coming to an ending. Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow- If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow. If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping- When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping. Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling- If there is time for praying there is time for healing. So if through your window there is a new day breaking- Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching, If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning- There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.
Hot Sexual Taste
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel yo
Dj Pj Writes For Artistlaunch Mag
Peggy Murphy aka: DJ PJ writes for ARTIST LAUNCH MAGAZINE, an online music magazine when she is not DJing for She has two articles in the current issue and we felt they were good enough to mention to you. The first of the two articles talks about a band we play here on radiougly, the STONEY CURTIS BAND. Please click on the link below and type 58 in the 'Go To:' box to view and listen to samples of their music. Then go to page 68 to read about SEAN COSTELLO. Both articles are well written and very informative, so please take the time to read what Peggy wrote and support your favorite DJ! May issue of ARTISTLAUNCH MAG
Some Humor
There was a..cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their..lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat,..and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at..him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and..juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a..jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough?..When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head,..stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I..throw up and pass out!. Send to eight of your freakiest friends...
Counting Crows - Black And Blue
Fading everything to black and blue You look a lot like you Shatter in the blink of an eye You keep sailing right on through Every time you say you're learning You just look a lot like me Pale under the blistering sky White and red Black and blue You've been waiting a long time You've been waiting a long time To fall down on your knees Cut your hands Cut yourself until you bleed Fall asleep next to me Wait for everyone to go away And in a dimly lit room where you've got nothing to hide Say your goodbyes Tell yourself we'll read a note that says I'm sorry everyone I'm tired of feeling nothing goodbye Wash your face Dry your eyes Cause you've been waiting a long time You've been waiting a long long time To fall down on your knees Cut your hands Cut yourself until you bleed But fall asleep next to me Have a dream I'm falling down On my face Scrape my knees Scrape my hands until they bleed Cause you're fast asleep next to me Next to m
When Will It Be Enough
Ok I know it's wrong to feel sorry for yourself. I understand that tragedy happens to many people everyday...just wish I wouldn't feel so much of it. Today my doctor called me. For months now he has been working with my neurologist to find a med that would calm down what they felt was an "innocent" tremor in my left arm. The surgery for my ulnar nerve seemed to have made my arm angry. Today I was told, "I'm sorry Val, you have Parkinson's syndrome." Not the Disease but certain aspects of it. Now I have had a tremor for years and knew at times it makes my life hell. The first time people see me try to do something with my left hand it causes alot of questions. To know down the road that my right arm will start to shake, as will my head and I already have had a few bouts of mental confusion and inability to focus at times. I thought that was just due to diabetes if my sugars were too low or too high. Seems maybe that is not the case. When my second daughter died I told God, "P
The Most That Fills My Heart Stated Once More
this is where i stand. first sang by Annapolis Midshipman
To The Married Women On Fu
There's women on here who try to take married men. Women who proceed to try to fuck a man even after being told by him that he's married. And a woman who does that is well beyond slutty Fubar used to be a Place we could all Hang, and not have to worry about shit cause being on here was Just being on here, and the cyber Sluts didn't try to make it reality. I would love to tell them what's thought about women that try to take other womens' husbands...what kind of woman does that??
Whats Real Love?
I changed my mind, I'm not done for the night. I'm bored. So I'm gonna put one or two of my poems in here. Please do not steal! *This one could be turned into song lyrics maybe...I had the tune to a Hawthorne Heights song in my head while I was writing it... DYING ROMANCE(9/21/06) You whisper softly in my ear All those words I hate to hear; You slit my wrists and watch me bleed Then keep saying you're what I need. I sit and stare up at the sky And keep asking myself why; You had to show your darker side I almost wish that I could hide. My mind is dripping crimson tears As you confirm all of my fears; Your trembling hands they reach for mine As the cold wind hits my spine. The rain hits down upon my face And soaks right through to the lace; Your passion always drove me wild But now I feel just like a child. My memories they are so bleak As my soul is growing weak; My nightmares are coming true And it's all because of you. The fire's burning a de
10 Years Cancer Free!!!
So, please keep in mind as you read the fallowing statement that I have been drinking tonight and such. So if you think my spelling was bad before, you ain't seen nothing yet!!! Anyway, ten years. Where does the time go really. I was only 19, life was good I had a car, a job, amazing friends, and freedom. But ten summers ago was the worst summer of my life. It was 10 years ago today that I met Dr. Knost. It was 10 years ago today that he told me that I had Ovarian cancer. I couldn't believe it. After he left my parents were in shock. Mom made her phone calls and so did I. I called Jason. He showed up and was crying. He was my best friend and it was that moment I kinda fell for him. I had Karin, Catty, Jason and Nikki come up to the hospital so I could tell them. I want to tell you guys, you have no idea how much it ment to me for all your support. You were my true friends. Its really amazing how people can show thier true colors when you go through something like tha
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Lady In Black
On a magical misty morning I was standing in the Autumn rain Suddenly the birds fell silent Would I ever hear them sing again... Without a word of warning I saw a shadow in the Autumn rain Just like in my nightly dreams The Lady In Black had come again... Begging me to follow her into the misty rain Begging me to follow her into the no more pain Her eyes were hypnotizing Burning deep inside my brain The Lady In Black was here now She was here to take me far away... "Follow me to the other side" Through the tunnel of light we travel, fading away Through the light that's shining bright We're fading away.
Why Love
Why Love by Me While staring into the soul of a beauty Trying to learn what you see Wondering why; just why me Holding in your hands a gentle Dove Like a sign from above Yet not knowing if its love With charm of their devilish eyes You weaken knowing what they imply Like Celestial bodies coalescing in the sky
I'm The First Triple Halo Angel!! Yesss
Flight Of The Bumble Bee
Flight of the Bumble Bee - The London Symphony Orchestra
Symphony No. 9 In D Minor
Symphony No.9 in D Minor, Op. 125 "Choral" II. Molto vivace - Harnoncourt, The Chamber Orchestra Of Europe
Mood Swing.
Here it goes again. I was in such a good mood earlier, I was chillin' at a friend's house, having fun... And now...I'm just upset. I don't want to talk to anyone, see anyone...nothing. I just want to crawl into bed and stay there for a VERY long time. I hate these freakin' mood swings. They're ridiculous and annoying. =( Plus during these mood swings, I feel like I push people away. Gah.
I Want To Live
don't live to just find love and at the end of it all wish you had loved to have your life....enjoy yourself.for unlike water,we only live once water lives forever.
That Was Awesome!
i just got back from a bday party where one of the tech guys looked like Dr. House. he was insanely fumny and was sarcastic like House. we got along just fine lol
Sand And Stone
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I am tired of mediocrity. Passing dull, boring faces every day, meeting mundane oafs preoccupied with their little daily routines. Middle aged moms pursuing fading youth with fake nails and bleached hair, carting their annoying little offspring to a soccer practice/Hello Kitty workshop/bday party; 20 somethings talking about purses, latest parties, hookups, and store discounts;40 year old men and their average wives arguing about petty stuff. People that value their measly possessions over anything spiritual, that believe they are planets that everyone one should be a satellite for. The fact is, they are nothing but mere burntout dwarves that turned into black holes, sucking up everything they see and releasing their negative energy. I hate mediocre people.
Pisces Nearing full circle, the zodiac's wheel arrives at Pisces, the Fish. Those born under this sign inhabit the twelfth house, the reunion with ego and infinite, the eternal. Pisces is said to be the most sensitive of signs--and the most vulnerable. Pisceans swim in the medium of dreams. Pisces's glyph shows two fish hooked together but swimming in opposite directions. The image is a metaphor for the Piscean character. One part of it swims wide, toward the edge of the universe, while the other dives deep seeking some mystical substratum of reality. Ideally there is a rhythm to the journeys: the fish reunite and share their discoveries before setting out again on their separate missions. Lacking the rhythm, however, it symbolizes unbalanced extremes: the voyager wandering aimlessly and the unhappy intorvert deep in the abyss. The Fish as cosmological voyagers are exlemplified by some of history's great students of the universe--Copernicus, Galileo, Einstein. Einstein was, p
Exes Are Exes...
for a REASON. They should STAY that way. There is NO POINT in "going back". If shit didnt work out the first time, its NOT going to work out better a second or third time.
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J. Holiday - Bed - Song & Lyrics
[J. Holiday: speaking] Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye, Aye (repeat 8x times) Put you to the bed, bed, bed Put you to the bed, bed, bed Aye,Aye, Aye, Aye [Verse 1:] Girl, change into that Victoria Secret thing that I like Alright Ok, tonight your having me your way Perfume, spray it there Put our love in the air Now put me right next to you Fittin to raise the temp in the room First rub my back like you do Right there, uh-uh, right there uh You touch me like you care Now Stop And let me repay you for the week that you've been thru Working that 9-5 and staying cute, like you do oh, oh, oh [Pre-Chorus:] I love it (I love it) You love it (You love it) Everytime (Everytime) We touchin (We touchin) I want it (I want it) You want it (You want it) I'll see you (see you) In the morning (In the morning) [Chorus:] I wanna put my fingers thru your hair Wrap me up in your legs And love you till your eyes roll back I'm tryin to put you to bed, bed, bed I'mma put
For The Spanker Admin
Hey I been with the spanker for 2 month now. I getting no attion as a spanker. I for one help people level. I for one get friend to come sign up as a spanker. like my friend sarah. I get friend to help us bomb contest. But is unfair i get nothing or no thank anymore. I let cotton now about it....
Oh Jesus!
I'm watching A Haunting. and this kid was walking down a dark hallway. the lights flicker and an evil clown was in the hallway comin toward him. i screamed and almost fell off the bed. i'm shaking and have tears in my eyes. I.HATE.CLOWNS
Last Few Weeks At Work
There has been a few ppl that have gotten fired or just quit. Which is good cause that means we can hire new ppl that actually want to do something other than sit around and wait on a job to be done by someone else. Or just go straight to the bathroom to talk on the phone and not even think there's a problem with that on the clock and lock themself in there not using it. Makes me wanna kick the door in and say HEY I GOTTA TAKE A PISS YA MIND?! No they don't care cause their person who they're talking to is more important. Sometimes I try to enter the bathroom at work and there's a mirror on the backside of the door. You know what that leads to. More ppl standing in front of the mirror so when someone tries to open the door it hits them in the face or else they stick their foot in front of the door so noone can come in while they're lookin at themself. That's why they put a mirror above the sink... DUH!
Fantasy Football
so i'm a maniac and love fantasy football (don't hate) starting a new league on yahoo, does fu want to play too? Roster Positions: QB, WR, WR, RB, RB, TE, W/R, K, D, DB, DL, BN, BN, BN, BN, BN, BN, BN, BN Stat Categories: Passing Yards (35 yards per point) Passing Touchdowns (6) Interceptions (-3) Sacks (-2) Rushing Yards (10 yards per point) Rushing Touchdowns (6) Reception Yards (10 yards per point) Reception Touchdowns (6) Return Yards (35 yards per point) Return Touchdowns (6) 2-Point Conversions (2) Fumbles Lost (-2) Offensive Fumble Return TD (6) Field Goals 0-19 Yards (3) Field Goals 20-29 Yards (3) Field Goals 30-39 Yards (3) Field Goals 40-49 Yards (3) Field Goals 50+ Yards (3) Point After Attempt Made (1) Tackle Solo (1) Tackle Assist (.5) Sack (2) Interception (3) Fumble Force (2) Fumble Recovery (2) Touchdown (6) Safety (2) Pass Defended (1) Block Kick (3) draft is right now set for aug 11th, 6:15pm EDT we can always move
Darkness now, begins to settle in I wonder, where my life has taken me i wonder, what this life has to give I have little to offer And even less to show But the darkness, I know well Always there when I need it and even more when I don't Even more settled in now I feel its cold caress, putting me at ease Putting me at rest, Fore it knows my stress And this vail of darkness, My sweet retreat Has shown me much, It has shown the truth The truth in my pathetic ways The truth that never goes away Embraced now with the darkness I am shown that in dark We tend to find our own means of life I am swept, swept by this warmth Warmth from the darkness for now i see light And with this new light I find I am not alone nor was I ever I just needed to embrace i,Embrace the darkness To see my own light
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K.o.p.e. the heart forever ! forever and eternal like the flames of hell ! ALL FOR THE FOUNDER ! till he see's the candle in the window
If ever you need me, I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear. If ever you need me, I'll be two steps behind, To follow in your footsteps, And hear what's on your mind. If ever you need me, You'll never have to fear, That your presence isn't important, And your love isn't dear. If ever you need me, I'll always be around, To bring back the laughter, Where deep in your heart it's found. You'll never have to worry, For I'll always be here, To chase away the sadness, And wipe away a tear.
I Need To Set Something Straight
recently - and briefly - my display name contained the phrase, "fooled again". i do not want anyone thinking that rich has upset me, hurt me, or treated me badly in any way. he hasn't, and he wouldn't. we have nothing but love for each other, nothing's coming between that. so what did i mean? i let myself hope for too much sometimes. i was having a bad day, in many areas of my life. i'm not happy right now, with where i live, my job, and numerous other circumstances. i'm working on all of it, but sometimes it's easier to enjoy denial, and think that things will be okay soon. when i realized that i was fooling myself, i got frustrated with myself, because it's my own fault. everything will be fine... just not right now.
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Things I've Learned...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones wit
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Time Lost
TIME LOST So much time has been lost and it devastates my heart Knowing we will never get one second back All we can do is wait for this icy cold winter to pass It’s been 11 long excruciating months since I have seen you, Heard your happy voices say We love you mommy! Or seen the beautiful smiles on your faces Or felt all your little arms around my waist It kills me inside to know that you are unable to see me And the time we are losing and will never get back. Everyday my life seems to waste away. All I can do is keep hold of the memories & how we use to play How I so miss your birthdays and holidays When I would bake your birthday cakes and decorate I have all your pictures by my bed and the drawings you sent Lined up under the window They are all I see through out the day. Your pictures show just how much you all have grown All we have are the letters and pictures we share. I do write my little angels I just wish you would
I'm in need of a peach and cranberry vodka cocktail. I have unusually pointy elbows.
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This Sucks
for some reason i really miss my ex husband tonight. :( more than usual... i are sad!
Sitting outside, the crisp morning air tingles my skin into a shuddering, sensation. It is clean, it is crisp, and it flows through my short hair just as if my hair was a mile long. My coffee sits on the table next to me, and every so often I will take a sip from here to there to keep me awake. Sleeping is when they come. Sleeping is when the shadow people, the clowns, and the haters come out, and it is in thier turf. Lotta good that does me. I have this new pill they will make me sleep without having dream?? Should I ??? Yes, these night terrors have to stop. I am a little odd with how I dont sleep. Anyway... jibberish jibberish. All that I know right now, is that I am horny as hell right now. dunno why... nothin I can do about it... sux to be me :( Anyway, its six thirty, GOOD MORNING!
Ten Year Old Blues
A father asked his 10-year old son if he knew about the birds and the bees. 'I don't want to know,' the child said, bursting into tears. 'Promise me you won't tell me.' Confused, the father asked what was wrong. The boy sobbed, 'When I was six, I got the 'There's no Easter Bunny' speech. At seven, I got the 'There's no Tooth Fairy' speech. When I was eight, you hit me with the 'There's no Santa' speech. If you're going to tell me that grown-ups don't really get laid, I'll have nothing left to live for.'
It's Only Life.....
Its Only Life - Kate Voegele "It's Only Life" Tears are forming in your eyes A storm is warning in the sky The end of the world it seems You bend down and you fall on your knees Well get back on your feet yeah Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Yea it's only life You were always playing hard Never could let down your guard But you can't win If you never give in To that voice within Saying pick up your chin Baby let go of it Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Don't look away Don't run away Hey baby it's only life Don't lose your faith Don't run away Hey baby its only life Take your hesitance And your self-defense Leave them behind, it's only life Don't be so afraid Of facing everyday Just take your time, it's only life I'll be your stepping-stone No, don't be so alone Jus
All Must Read !!!!! Spanish, Latino, West Indian, African America, Black
Post by MOORISH BROOKLYN INTELLIGENCE 360° ▲Λ۞♂∞∩╪☼ All which are SLAVE labels of the original inhabitants people of the planet earth. Popularly known as melaninated, original people, Asiatics, properly Moors globally. The Aboriginal Indigenous people of the ENTIRE planet earth, not just 1 out of 7. If you take the letter “A” and take the line out of the middle of the letter “A”, you would get a figure resembling a pyramid. Now you will know why all the continents start with the letter “A”. Americas (North, Central, South America and the Caribbean islands), Africa (south Asia), Asia (North Asia, including Europe), Australia, Antarctica. All start with “A”, why, because we were everywhere and had pyramids on all of them. Star Gate the show shows you we have pyramids there. Aliens vs Predator shows you we have pyramids there. What do your oppressors, the pale Shriner and masons whose tassel is tied down to
No, It's Not Him.... It's Me!
He thought everything was going so well. They'd been dating for a while, things were progressing nicely, but as they began to grow more comfortable, he occasionally saw a side of her he didn't like. And the longer they dated, the more that side came out. She was critical. Highly critical. It seemed nothing he ever did was good enough. Just a few months in, she was complaining that he never brought her flowers or took her to dinner anywhere nice anymore. He'd sent her flowers once, on Valentine's Day, and he'd maybe taken her to moderately priced restaurants a couple of times. Yet her selective memory seemed to be painting him as a fallen Romeo. The more she complains, the less compelled he feels to do anything romantic for her. The less romantic he is, the more frustrated she gets. It's a vicious cycle...with no hope of a happy ending. From where he sits, it seems she's not happy with their relationship. He's not being the man she needs him to be. He's failing as a boyfriend
See No Evil, Hear No Evil, Speak No Evil
The twenty-fourth chapter of Acts opens five days after Paul was smuggled out of Jerusalem to Caesarea under heavy guard, and the Sanhedrin were not happy about it. What they had hoped would be a matter regarding a Jew settled by Jews – specifically, Paul’s preaching of Jesus Christ, Son of God, Savior – had mushroomed into a matter of keeping the peace in Judea and potentially throughout the Roman Empire. To help bolster their cause with impressive presentation, Ananias the high priest and other elders from the Sanhedrin who’d arrived hired “a certain orator” named Tertullus. Prosecuting and defense attorneys in the days of the Empire didn’t have to pass a bar exam so much as argue effectively; be familiar with the fine points of Roman law, yes (which the Sanhedrin likely were not), but the better speaker you had on your side – in this case, one who’d make a difference of religious opinion a point of law – the better were your chances of winning a favorable judgment. Tertullus
Today as I was walking back it heard it. The sound was very distinct, a sound I will never forget as long as live. I looked around and I could not see the source of the sound but I knew it was there. I am sure it could see me. Memories come rushing back into my mind; the cold chill through my body reminded me that it was so very real. But that sound was my salvation, I knew I was safer now then I was five minutes before I heard it. I wanted to jump in joy but I knew better then that. That sound gave us the strength we needed to hold on just a little bit longer; right before that sound was heard we had lost all hope and were going into the ultimate survival mode. I will never forget the sound of those double blades cutting through the air, as long as I live because it is due to them that I am still here today. For those who fought for it, freedom has a taste that the protected will never know.
i've created a monster. a gaming monster. Luvy has been in my room since got home from school playing her new Spongebob game. i've been relegated to watching TV in the living room.
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alrighty I do believe ive heard some of the cheesiest pick up lines EVER in the last 2 days. ladies.. time to add the worst you've heard. comment them so we can all laugh ?! pretty sure the mirror in your pocket one. worst so far for me. how about you? It
Who was your last text from? pete Where was your default pic taken ? heathers grandmas at easter What' s your middle name? jean Your relationship status? singlleee What is your current mood? satisfied Whats your brothers name(s)? brian, mike What' s your favorite color? green If you could go back in time and change something, would you? id change a lot but oh well past is the past and i learned Have a crazy side? not meeee Ever had a near death experience ? ummmm not that i remember no Something you do alot? laugh Angry at anyone? nope Do you wanna see somebody right now? always want 2 When is the last time you cried? i have no idea Who would you do anything for? a few close friends, my family.. What kind of phone do you have? well i borrowing my dads til i buy a rumor..n this is a shitty lg so i think ima buy my dad a new phone 2! lol Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? umm yeah i guess sumtimes What are yo
Holding On
Watching my fan dance in circles, it's rythmic beat keeps me sain. The radiant warmth of my furnace, my old friend whispers its pain. The refrigerater hums a song, reminding me of its prescence. A chair holding me in its arms, knowing I trust its indurance. The window stained with tears, in silence reflects only truth. A picture on the wall smiles, sends the innocence of my youth. A lustfull man stands before me, longing to take away my soul. Shame consuming my fragile body, he knowingly steals my control. I close my eyes and see nothing, just darkness under my lids. The cursed man wanted my soul, someone must have taken his. I have faith in no one now, I don't even trust myself. People hold on for reasons though, compassion for someone else. My life has truly changed, learning to deal with the past. I may never be whole again, yet my soul will always last.
Happiness Is Self Created...
Realize that true happiness lies within you. Waste no time and effort searching for peace and contentment and joy in the world outside. Remember that there is no happiness in having or in getting, but only in giving. Reach out. Share. Smile. Hug. Happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without getting a few drops on yourself. This happy thought by speaker Og Mandino *** I would like to add, that this is something that over the past year I have really learned myself. No "one", or No "thing" can make me happy. I create my own happiness, and realizing this has made me a better person. ***
Oh Goodie!
i see today's storm cloud heading my way. i'm contemplating grabbing Luvy's bike and peddaling like hell once the lightning starts.
How Old Is Grandpa???
How old is Grandpa??? Stay with this -- the answer is at the end. It will blow you away. One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The Grandfather replied, 'Well, let me think a minute, I was born before: ' television ' penicillin ' polio shots ' frozen foods ' Xerox ' contact lenses ' Frisbees and ' the pill There were no: ' credit cards ' laser beams or ' ball-point pens Man had not invented: ' pantyhose ' air conditioners ' dishwashers ' clothes dryers ' and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and ' man hadn't yet walked on the moon Your Grandmother and I got married first, . . and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than me, 'Sir'. And after I turned
Published By Me For The Courier Post
May 11, 2008 Clean energy Last summer, the Senate and House of Representatives passed their own versions of a clean energy bill. These victories were an important step in the larger battle for strong energy policy in America. Now Congress must continue to move forward and hammer out a strong and clean final version of this energy bill. The final energy bill must include the Senate's hard-fought compromise provision that would require a 35 miles-per-gallon fuel economy standard for American automobiles by 2020. The auto lobby wants this provision replaced by a "do nothing" alternative, yet according to the Union of Concerned Scientists, the Senate's position on fuel standards would save consumers $24 billion at the pump each year once the cleaner cars hit the road. Using cost-effective technologies to create these cleaner cars will also create more than 170,000 American jobs, including tens of thousands in the auto industry alone. The final bill must also include the
To my friends... Sometimes I express myself in music... I have a hard time putting my feelings into words... so you will see a lot of songs in my Blogs... if that annoys you, then so be it... it's what I do! :) Iris By: Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything seems like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know your alive And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made
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This is the craziest thing I've seen in a long time. You also have to get out of your seat and walk away from your computer. But it's well worth it. When you look at this picture close up you see Albert Einstein. But if you stand 15 feet away, It will become Marilyn Monroe. Give it a try!
You Think You Know
You think you know what you'd do when the world is ripped out from under you You think you know what you'd say when you see someone you love that way You think you know how you'll react when you hear the shot go off You think you know how long it'll take to "get over it, and get on with your life" You don't know
Once, I was so young and unafraid Those carefree days of summer chasing dreams and fireflies now it seems only questioning and doubts running through my head. Once I was so sure where I was heading Dancing in the sunshine chasing rainbows Now I feel I let my dreams slip away As I walk the path I've chosen Once I knew exactly what I wanted And nothing stood in my way Splashing puddles climbing trees Now my world revolves around others my time does not belong to me
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? close 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? cool 5. Your father? awesome 6. Your favorite thing? guitar 7. Your dream last night? short 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? successful 10. The room you're in? control 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? work 15. What you're not? alert 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? guitar 18. Where you grew up? texas 19. The last thing you did? yawn 20. What are you wearing? camo 21. TV? plasma 22. Your pets? yikes 23. Your computer? shutup 24. Your life? busy 25. Your mood? sleepy 26.
To Every Guy!
To every guy... This is how every girl (and person) should be treated To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy th
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Finding You
Loving someone may be Hard to do for I have searched An eternity for someone Just like you Finding you is the best thing That has ever happened to me You are my everything From the air I breathe to Every single last one of my Heat beats You make me the happiest That I have ever been If it wasn't for you I would Be lost like a tumble weed Drowning away in the breeze This is the day and hour Were most would say I Love You Now and Always.
Randum Thoughts.
Hello I decided to post my first blog here. I sometimes blog alot but sometimes I make no real sense. I just like to type things off the top of my head just to clear my mind. Things have been so crazy here lately in my life. My past likes to come bight me in my ass. I can't seem to get away from it. I hate some of the stupid mistakes I have made but what was done is done. I can take it back and I can't change anything. I hate it when people like to continuesly judge me for what I had done. I am so tired of saying "I'm Sorry" to the same people over and over again about the same subjects. It's like they don't hear a damn thing I am saying to them. Well if you decided to continue to judge me for my mistaked I have said over and over again that I was sorry about them just piss off. I refuse to continue to talk about it. Nobody is purfact. Everybodies shit stinks. And I refuse to be judged like I am the most wrongest person on the face of the earth. That is just one of my many issue
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Time Too Say Good Bye Too Fubar
i have been on fubar for almost a year now and in that time i have help countless number of people well how easy they forget i hardly ever ask for help for myself i am always trying too help everyone now comes the time i need help but once again only a hand full of my friends help me like always and that shows me there my true friends and out of the 539 friends and the 39 family members i have on my list its always the same people that help me. its like wtf when i help people get there vips how soon they forget so now its time for me say goodbye ok people are misunderstanding me i need help with a comment bombing contest i have almost 4,000 need 2000 2 finish if you would care too help plz click the pic below love&respect n_b_k
Erotic Dreams
I know you're there, alone in your bed And I want you to think of me And I want you to imagine how it would be Feeling my body So close, so hot and so tender And you hear me whispering in your ears Words you've never heard before Oh, listen, baby And when you fall asleep I want you to dream of me And I know your dreams will tell you All that could happen When you taste my salty skin So wet, so sweet, so longing And your body discovers every spots Spots you've never touched before Oh, touch me, baby, Touch me, touch, touch Touch me baby Oh, come on, touch me, baby Oh, I need you, come on Touch me Ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ahhh, ohhh
Guess What
> I'm in Heartistic Soul's fubucks only auction. That's right, bids are fubucks only. Interested? Come check out what I have to offer. Just click on the pic below. Even if you don't bid, please leave a rate. Both the person with the most rates on their image, and the person with the highest rate average will receive a gift at auction close. Auction started Saturday,June 21st, and will end Saturday, June 28th. Thanks for reading. :) Bulletin brought to you by LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~ Fu-Owned By SingleDad38 ~
I will be in New York this weeked doing the tourist thing with the Single Marine Program.
Tin Man
When I sleep, I dream fantastically maniacal dreams, of thrashing and gnashing and gritting of teeth, screaming and anger, heartache and pain. But when I awake I see the same things. So Ive hidden from life hoping no one can see, the lonely pathetic life that I lead. Im so insignificate, which has its advantages. No matter how many wounds, no one sees the bandages. I wish I could write about love and smiles that brighten the day, but when I look through my eyes all I see is the hard pounding rain. Ive given the world so many chances, but never gave myself one. Sometimes I think I should have kept ahold of that gun. I wish I could love living, but Im missing a part, so just call me the tin man because Im lacking a heart.
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Back In The States And Back On The Site.
Yeah I'm back I doubt you will remember me cause honestly I've forgotten a shit ton of you anyway. Yeah it's me Johnny a.k.a. the cerebrate. Um yeah I'll be posting shit on here again and working on my profiles and shiz. Drop a line if you feel like talking ja. -jOHnNy
Tupac Lives
For Optimal Crust Consistency
Last week we ordered a buy one get one free (BOGOF) special from Domino’s Pizza. I happened to glance at the cardboard boxes the pizzas came in and read some of the fine print referring to the boxes’ “technology” and “engineering” – you didn’t think so much went into the packaging either, did you? Check out this message on the side: “This box has been engineered with thermal exhaust ports for optimal crust consistency.” That made me think of General Dodonna’s line from “Star Wars”: “It’s a small thermal exhaust port right below the main port.” [Incidentally, Dodonna’s also the first character in a Star Wars movie to say, “May the Force be with you.”] With this, the Rebel pilots attack the Death Star and a farmboy from Tatooine launches the fatal shot into the port. You could destroy a Domino’s Pizza box with considerably less Force … Last night and part of this morning, I did NOT want to stay awake. Between being in the 70s outside and hotter inside thanks to insulation, i
Frisky. . .
I am in such a state, that I can't think straight. I really need a good shag, and fast.
Chapter 1:the Streetlamp
I once had a dream, That I talked to your heart, As it reminded me of a place I once knew... Where the street lamp stands At the end of the lane, Where the songbird used to sing in the dead cherry. It can remember the sounds of long ago August youth.. Yet now, distant laughter haunts the night unseen As nothing grows but rusted swings that cry in the cold April wind. My heart burns there too...
I Want To Point Up
Man it hard on here to level up when I don't have any emails to friends. So I can get to my next level can you help me out.? the friends I have don't have email address so it looks like i can get past level 10. I hate this.
300 Pft
So I didn't go to New York, (Single Marine Program) they actually left early friday morning, the reason why I didn't go was because I had to take my Physical Fitness Test and it just happend to be the last one for this quarter so I had to do it, every 6 months we have to take a Physical Fitness Test in the Marine Corps. Crunches, Pull-ups, and 3 mile run, I did allright considering it was kinda hot but I still got the 300 points, I finally got my first 300 PFT, I worked so hard to get it. Crunches in 2 minutes: 100 Pull-ups:20 3 Miles: 17:50 I'm so tired, I wanna maybe go out later to the movies and see the movie Don't Mess With The Zohan, I here its really funny, then go back on base and sleep sleep sleep, they have a race in DC tomorrow, the money is donated to the Child Development Center, I might stop in to watch, MAYBE RUN..YEAH MAYBE!, I'm really not in the mood of running fast considering my body is tired from doing sprints & fartlek runs all this week, so yeah
The Beautiful Things In Life
To my beautiful grandchildren. .. Our world is changing so fast and there are many things I wish for you... I'd really like for you to know about hand-me-down clothes and homemade ice cream and leftover meat loaf sandwiches. I really would. I hope you learn humility by being humiliated, and that you learn honesty by being cheated. I hope you learn to make your own bed and mow the lawn and wash the car. And I really hope nobody gives you a brand new car when you are sixteen. I hope you get a black eye fighting for something you believe in. I hope you have to share a bedroom with your younger brother or sister. And it's all right if you have to draw a line down the middle of the room, but when they want to crawl under the covers with you because they're scared, I hope you let them. When you want to see a movie and your little brother or sister wants to tag along, I hope you'll let them. I hope you have to walk uphill to school with your friends and that you
ღamandaღ Is On A Mission
I AM ON A MISSION & I NEED YOUR HELP MEET MY FU-OWNER farscapecat~Shadow Leveler@ fubar As of right now she needs 1,600,700 points to make Godmother. I would love to see this happen before July 15th (that is when her ownership of me ends) but I don't think I can make this happen on my own. Please drop by and show her some love. She is an awesome lady to have as a friend. She ALWAYS returns any love shown. So it's a WIN/WIN situation for everyone. You make a great new friend and you both get points!! Pimpout By ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat@ fubar (repost of original by 'ღAMANDAღ ~Shadow Leveler~Owned by farscapecat' on '2008-06-27 09:47:20')
A Wish I Made Today!
You are in your car driving home. Thoughts wander to the game you want to see or meal you want to eat, when suddenly a sound unlike any you've ever heard fills the air. The sound is high above you. A trumpet? A choir? A choir of trumpets? You don't know, but you want to know.. So you pull over, get out of your car, and look up. As you do, you see you aren't the only curious one. The roadside has become a parking lot. Car doors are open, and people are staring at the sky. Shoppers are racing out of the grocery store. The Little League baseball game across the street has come to a halt. Players and parents are searching the cloud s. And what they see, and what you see, has never before been seen. As if the sky were a curtain, the drapes of the atmosphere part. A brilliant light spills onto the earth. There are no shadows. None. From every hue ever seen and a million more never seen. Riding on the flow is an endless fleet of angels. They pass through the curtains one m
Guess Im It
Instructions: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts,or habits about your self. at the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't for get to leave a comment that says you're it! on their profile ask them to read your blog. 1. I work with mentally Handicapped Adults 2. I tend to be a bit O.C.D. more so with some things than others. 3. I have a thing for guys with long hair.. 4. I'm Bi. although being married has Slowed down that part of my life. 5. I have a cat that has been with me for over 10 years.. And he Talks to me...well Meows in response when i talk to him. 6. I'm a BBW and Damn PROUD of it! if you cant handle that then it sucks for you! 7. Twins run in my Family. (I'm not one though) 8. I can be a Big Flirt. (and yes the hubby knows) 9. I'm blond naturally and have my moments but am also good at decoding ppls sentences when they don't word it clearly. 10. I'm a very
Tag Ur It.....
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Hav A Very Short Temper.. 2. Sometimes I Hav Trust Issues... 3. I M Allergic 2 Seafood. 4. I Love Guys Wit Gr8t Sense Of Humor/Tall/Beautiful Eyes. 5. I Was A Tomboy In Elem & Hs.. 6. I Hate LOVE N Wat It Does...But I Hate Bein Alone... 7. I M A Flirt I Admit It.. 8. I Love MY Boobies LMFAO....I Love Wearin Low Cut Blouses LoL... 9. Sweetnee Is My Weakness... 10. I Hate That Sometimes I M A Selfish Biatch N Hurt The Guys That Kare For Me N I Hope They Forgive Me Cause I Dont Mean 2 N I M SORRY :-( 5 People I Choose 2 Tagg: Zion Maddness TallSouthernBoy69 Don SmokeBoi
In Case Youre Not Sure How...
I know alot of you gotten back to me sort of confused about the last mass message about the fashion show coming up.the actual site to learn more about is once there,click on project broadway.feel free to read more on that site to learn more.To vote ..which by the way I deeply appreciate you please voting for me at the email address For myspacers, add them to your friends list Thanks Again, Kitty V
All Friends are Not Forever Friends are who you need the most, When times are not so right. They come and go so frequently, You hope you pick one right. The right one listens with both ears, And soothes your aching heart. The right one never questions you, When you seem to fall apart. The friend for you is one who says, "Be calm and let me help" For there are some real bad days, When life hits you below the belt. All friends are not forever, They are few and far between, But the few true friends you do find, Will never, ever leave.
My Feelings In 2006
October 15, 2006 Why do we decide to do things a certain way? Why do we stick to the way we are used to? Is it because of what we have grown up to know? I know it is from our parents, it's true. We all come from different families, We come from different ways of life. When we decide to start a relationship, We try to melt things together in one life. Sometimes it works, and sometimes it doesn't. We cannot always get used to the way the others are. We try and we want things to work out. We don't know what to do to make it go far. We like different foods and different shows on tv. We have different hobbies and different friends too. Sometimes we don't have much outside of each other. But we know that we have true feelings, we do. Our parents mold us into who we are, We try to get a little bit of ourself in it also. But lo and behold if you look at who you become It is a big result of your parents you know. You may say, you don't want to be like them, Bu
God's Gift One day when God felt generous, He looked down at me and smiled, "Since I feel so magnanimous, I'd like to give you something, child." He asked me what I wanted, I said, "Oh, really nothing more, You've done so much already." He said, "That's what God is for." "You have been pretty good," He said, I know there's not much that you seek, I will pick a little something, Just to make your life complete." With great anticipation, I looked forward to my gift, I wondered what God had in mind, That would give me such a lift. "This gift," God said, "You realize, Bears some responsibility, So, if you accept my present, You must be willing to agree... "To offer unconditionally, A section or a part, Of more than half of you, The larger portion of your heart." "Okay, God," I answered, "Since in You, I always trust, I'll meet your obligation, In the manner that I must." To myself, I thought, wow, what a gift, For so much of me, God's asked,
You Know You Wanna...
Add Him. [[FüĸFäcє]]™ owner of and owned by [[Pєя]]™@ fubar Cool as hell, funny, generous. Good person to have on your friend's list. Do it! -REL
Meet My Wonderful Owner, Keith!
Once again, I want to give a shout out to my "owner" Keith. He is an amazing man and a fantastic friend and Owner. So, if you haven’t done it yet, you need to go and r/f/a and show him some mad love! He has some great pictures to look at and some very funny graphics to read. Please go hit him up and tell him that AngelGurl sent you. I promise you won’t find a nicer guy or a better friend. He is an equal opportunity fu so guys don’t be afraid to rate his stuff. He has plenty of pictures and lots of stash to rate so what are you waiting for? His link is below. Click it and head to his page now. Thanks for your time! Made with love by: AngelGurl@ fubar Thank You For Being A Friend - Andrew Gold
It's Over
I've spent so much time, Staring at your picture, This pain in my heart, Is a permanent fixture. If only you saw me, The way that I see you, It's what I want us to be, But theres nothing I can do. The decision is up to you, But sometimes I have to ask why, And who your going to go to, Why it's love you have to deny. I don't want another fight, So I have to do what I know is right, Your the cause of all the tears I shed, From here I don't know where I'll be led. I know it's gone and over, We'll never be together, Your slowly breaking my heart, But faster I'm falling apart, I know it's over.
Rip Paddy 28/06/08
The diffrence between a soilder and you There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or a 40 hour week, A Soldier is always A Soldier even while he sleeps. A Soldier serves his country first and his life is left behind, A Soldier has to sacrifice what comes first in a civilian's mind. If you are civilian - I am saying this to you..... next time you see A Soldier remember what they do. A Soldier is the reason our land is 'Home of the free', A Soldier is the one that is brave protecting you
Too Late
IT'S TOO LATE It's too late once love comes into play Once you think you know someone and everything they have told you seems so right Until you learn that everything was just a lie Blinded by love you find out the truth too late Silently you begin to question everything they told you Were their feelings for you true? You begin to question your heart worst of all you question yourself The trust you gave is thrown away The first person you trusted, allowing them to be in your life and they just throw it all away Time passes and the days fly by now you feel they have simply walked away Now it's too late You ask questions and find no answers If only you weren't blinded by love, You could have seen the lies So you lock up what's left of your now wounded, cold & bleeding heart Never again wanting to let anyone close not even the one you truly loved Not knowing if you can ever trust or love again all yo
All Religions, Culture & Secret Fraternities Came From Egipt
Ans: Yes, They All Got Thier Teachings In One Form Or Another From The Egiptians. Even Sacred Societies, Such As We freemasons ANDThe Rosicrucians, Astaras, Theosophical Society, Odd Fellows, Knights Of Columbus And Their Many Offshoots Take Their Roots Back To Egipt But In Time, The Racism settled In And The Caucasians, The Indians, And The Mongoloids Didn't Want To Admit To The World That They Were Educated By Egiptian-Moors, So They Dropped Names, Titles, Places And Gave Birth To What You're Calling Cultures And Religions Today.....
So Damn Blind
why was i so damn blind i should of seen it comeing this time but i was lost put in a place trapped in your state of mind now that my eyes are open i cant beleive all this bullshit did you honestly think that you could keep me like this maybe youll finally realize im done playing your fucking game so its over now youve won but i wont stand here and take the blame now that im moveing on ill take whats left of my heart and start again i know now your just like the rest its sad that this is how it ends once again ive let my weakness drown me in someone elses fucked up pain why do i care so damn much when all i get is the left over remains i wish i wasnt so damn blind to see the you that you hold inside but just like befor im the one left waiting with wasted time the farther my heart fades away the less i care to hear you say ive put so much trust and time in you just to watch you walk away now that im here alone once again in my mind im more aware and less blind i dont regr
ok, you guys, i need a crush. i haven't had one since the break up, and i want one. so if you would like to be my crush, tell me exactly why, and the best response will find that someone new has a crush on him/her! c'mon, it's an ego boost to find someone new has a crush on you, so let me know why it should be you!
Am I Messed Up?
For sitting in my room in the dark, watching Dead Silence, with the kids? (look up the movie on if you don't know it.)
I Got Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've got the man i was after!
My Traveling Prerogatives
Seven years ago minus two days … “And they did all eat, and were filled:” Jesus, I know the ticket’s [for my original flight from Orlando, Florida to Bismarck, North Dakota with a connecting flight in Chicago] been cleared and that I am as ready as I can be to go, but a little doubt still lingers. I’m still not focusing, Lord, on the real reason this trip is even possible. You have been here every step, and You’ll continue to be here every step of the way. Help me not to be so anxious, Lord, or scared, Lord, that I do nothing while I’m there. Have mercy of me traveling, Lord. [Break with review of David John Seel’s “Suffer the Children”, a 1996 book about a Bradenton, Florida garden club working in concert with the Korean Children’s Fund in Chonju, South Korea.] [Ticket stub attached for United Flight UA1673 from Orlando Intl to Chicago/O’Hare.] In a little less than two hours, I’ll meet the prettiest woman in the Dakotas face-to-face; I’m excited! (Written at 2142 hours
Crazy 4 Ya
Chelle Belle
1000 Fubucks!! and all you have to do is go rate this pic and repost this bully!! 100K to the first to sticky this in my name! When you're done, PRIVATE MESSAGE me for payment. ¢¾Bebe¢¾ ~{¢¾Shadow Leveler¢¾}~@ fubar
Well here I am again, a little over a year ago I talked about moving to Missouri and I did but now I am travel with my new job so hopefully I can maked new friend in new places. That doesn't mean I am about to forget my existing friends, I couldn't do that for the world. Well I will keep in touch with all, SMOOCHES!!!!!
Letter To My Father
I know that I am more than likely never going to give this letter to you, but I need to release these feelings, somehow. I want to be able to tell you that I love you and I hate you, but I don't know how. I hate that they took you from me. I hate that you have nothing to do with me. I hate everything about you. I hate waking up in the morning and looking into the mirror and seeing you. I HATE IT ALL! I hate seeing little girls, being put on the bus, in the mornings, by their fathers, and knowing that I never had that. Or little girls being pushed on the wings in the park, and hearing someone's dad telling them that they love them. Because I know that I never had that and I never will. EVER! I hate that you will never be here to walk me down the aisle, at my wedding, to take pics of me in my prom dress, to let me cry on your shoulder, when some guy breaks my heart. I HATE YOU! But I still love you, because you are my dad, but it would be so much easier if I co
The Heart Unknown
The heart remembers everything Although the mind forgets The ratures and the agonies, The hopes and the regrets. The heart remembers April When the snows of winter fall Hearing on the bitter wind The sweetest song of all
Where Is My Love?
Where is my love? For far too long I have been without you. I am very tired and cannot help but feel blue. I have been so weak in pretending to be strong. All I did was love you, trying never to do you wrong. I gazed into your eyes and gave you my heart. You placed it in your hands and took it apart. I believed in you and generously gave you myself. I was left and ridiculously treated as anyone else. I have been alone under mountains of ruble. I suffocated for times unknown, frail and in trouble. I see a light and wonder if it is my gateway to delight. Am I dead or have I been rescued? Will it be alright? An image beckons before me as a long awaited sign. A figure glances at me revealed as everything kind. Dare I dream or is this reality bringing me bliss. I see an exquisite enchantment of sweet kiss. Nightmares subside by the touch of your warm lips. My lungs fill with your fragrance as my head flips. Life returns with your every beautiful curve.
4th Of July Wreck
today started out as agreat day not iwas going to flea market in wilmington ohio it rained all the way dove 34 miles down and it was close so idrove back to springfield in the pourin rain and noticed iforgot to bring flowers to my dad and bros grave iwas comin up to a light and road had oil and was very sick islid thru the red light into the path of the semi that just came up the off ramp luckly it just hit my right front fender its a 2006 kia great on gas ive had alot bad luck with it its been hit 3other times it didnt do no damage to the guys semi so he let me go iwill have to pay for damage to my car myself my days been shit iput my car in garage ihope your days better than mine was ishould of stayed in bed
My Ramblings...
Sitting here alone on another holiday, plenty of time to think, and write... Just the last poem is from today, the first to are from last fall.... I'm sitting here, dead tired, yet I can't go to sleep. The noises are keeping me awake, yet no one is making a peep. Questions beget more questions, yet no answers can be found, No matter how deep, how wide, how far my mind pushes its bounds. Who? What? Where? When? Questions that mean more now than they did then. Who has she become? This woman I love. Her spirit has fled, as if on wings of a dove. What did I do to drive her away? What could I have done to get her to stay? Where did our relationship turn to such sour grapes? When did her heart, for me, fill with such hate? She's here, but she's gone. Living in this house, but never home. I'll love her always, but I can like her no more. My heart jumps, yet my temper flairs when she walks in the door. This question I've saved for last, as I can think of no more, What wors
Haha Yes I Rule!
i just beat Castlevania Portrait of Ruin. Now my sister needs to hurry up with Dawn of Sorrow, so i can beat that one too.
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance > > > > In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, > with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following > recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate: > > > > > > > > 'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain > > > > 'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a > prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years > of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement > or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from > these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many > as 30 to 40 men to a room. > > > > This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a > direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on > behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home. > > > > > > One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named > Mike Christian. > > > > Mike came from a small town near Selm
Quote Of The Month....
The first step to becoming is to will it... Mother Teresa
The New Baby Is Here
Hi everyone...I just wanted to let you all know that on July 3, 2008 at 2:48pm, AnnaLee was born...she was 8 weeks early so she was very tiny...she weighed 3 lbs and 13 ounces...she was 16 1/2 inches long. She will more then likely have to spend time here at the hospital up to 4 weeks to get her stable enough to come home..she really is doing good though she has not needed to be on any machines that help her breath she has been doing it on her own since birth. the only thing really wrong is that she is being given oxygen just to help her out some and she is also on a tube that goes thru her cord to feed her and anything else that she may need with meds or blood draw...this may sound like some really bad stuff but really in the long run it isnt...she could have SOOOOOOO much more that is wrong with her and i thank god everyday that a new miracle has occured in my life. if you have any more questions about her feel free to send me a message.
The Morning
I was sleeping so content. We had a great night in each others arms and I knew I was still in your embrace. I have never been so peaceful as I was that morning. I was dreaming, It was of us together making Love. I knew I was dreaming but it felt real. The warmth of your body pressed against me was there, that wonderful feeling of you. I realized I was not actually sleeping, it was the state in between where reality and dreams blended. I also realized that I felt your hand rubbing my engorged cock. My dream had excited me and you didnt waste the the chance. I was still groggy and trying to get the rest of my body to respond when I felt the heat and wetness of your mouth surround me. My hips responded on pure reflex of the sesation. What a feeling of extacy. My mind was slowly waking all of me as your mouth was stroking up and down my shaft. The feeling as you take me deep into your mouth is one that can only be rivaled by one other thing. My eyes finally opened to look a
Grow Up And Have Some Respect And Responsablility
for too long i have seen this stupidy, lack of respect and responsability of men to women and husbands to wives, and fathers to their children. granted, not all are like this but its a disturbing trend iv been seeing. iv seen married and single men talking about women as if nothing more then made to do their work or to just be sex objects. iv seen fathers doing stupid things around there kids that can get them hurt in one form or another. iv seen husbands that want there wives to do all the work around the house when the wife already has a job to do durring the day or night. what the hell is going on? what is wrong with all of you people that do this? grow up and realize what you have before its too late and you screw it all up.
Song lyrics | Relentless lyrics I toss and turn, I'm losing sleep Cant seem to make any sense of anything I keep wandering around in circles, in a daze Just when i start awakening I find that something's intoxicating me Til i'm tangled up, lost inside a maze I can't outrun it Just keeps comin' Oh, your love is relentless Just like the waves against the sand Over and over and time and time again Your love keeps on reaching out to me I can't outrun it Just keeps comin' Oh your love is relentless I can't fight it There's no hiding Oh your love is relentless I'm staring at a hurricane A hundred miles of rapid rain I just smile, bleed into the wind Cause i can't outrun it I can't outrun it Just keeps comin' Oh, your love is relentless I can't fight it Theres no hiding Oh, your love is relentless I toss and turn, I'm losing sleep Can't seem to make any sense of anything I keep wandering round in circles, in a daze Just when i start awakening I f
Recipe for Love Ingredients 2 Hearts Full of Love 2 Heaping Cups of Kindness 2 Armfuls of Gentleness 2 Cups of Friendship 2 Cups of Joy 2 Big Hearts Full of Forgiveness 1 Lifetime of Togetherness 2 Minds Full of Tenderness Method Stir daily with Happiness, Humor and Patience. Serve with Warmth and Compassion, Respect and Loyalty
My Kiss
Your Kiss is Orange For you, kissing is all about pushing the envelope. You're a wild kisser. And you don't have to know someone all that well to kiss them. (You figure that's how you'll get to know one another!) While you may be impulsive with who you kiss, there's nothing random about your kissing technique. Kissing Type: Unconventional People See Your Kisses as: Intoxicating You Kiss Best With: A Red Kisser Stay away from: A Pink Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?
Stupid Peole Awards
Stupid people awards It is once again time to vote for-the Darwin Award nominees for 1997. As you may already know, the Darwin Awards are for those nominees who will not be contributing to the gene pool (thankfully). The 1997 nominees are: NOMINEE No.1: [San Jose Mercury News] An unidentified man, using a shotgun like a club to break a former girlfriend's windshield, accidentally shot himself to death when the gun discharged, blowing a hole in his gut. NOMINEE No.2 [Kalamazoo Gazette] James Burns, 34, of Alamo,Mich., was killed in March as he was trying to repair what. police described as a 'farm-type truck.' Burns got a friend to drive the truck on a highway while Bums hung underneath so that he could asthe source of a troubling noise. Burns' clothes caught on something, however, and the other man found Burns 'wrapped in the drive shaft.' NOMINEE No.3 [Hickory Daily Record] Ken Charles Barger, 47, accidentally shot himself to death in December in Newton, N.C., when, awa
Johnny Cash- Ring Of Fire
Love is a burning thing and it makes a firery ring bound by wild desire I fell in to a ring of fire... I fell in to a burning ring of fire I went down,down,down and the flames went higher. And it burns,burns,burns the ring of fire the ring of fire. The taste of love is sweet when hearts like our's meet I fell for you like a child oh, but the fire went wild.. I fell in to a burning ring of fire.....[
Nasty Survey
Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: to keep ya info private send it to my mail box Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like ..
Pimout 1 From Gem
One of the most beautiful women I have the pleasure of knowing....Lady Kate. Besides being beautiful (inside AND out), Kate is witty, generous, caring, a fighter and most importantly a survivor. She is my hero, my inspiration and my newest FU Owner. Please take a moment and show this incredible woman some love. If you don't already have her as a friend make sure you add her! LadyღKate This bulletin brought to you by ♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫ Wind Beneath My Wings - Bette Midler
Well see yall in a week or so time to hit the road for dallas.
Calling All Firefirefighters And Those That Love Them
My Results
You have a Sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at
Tuesday Or Wednesday
Does Any one like Tuesday ?? Rememeber the girl on the one old tv show named tuesyday Or was it wednesday?? I dont rememeber do you???
Gothic Video Evanescence So Close
Take Back Control Of My Life!
July 8, 2008 Brief rundown on the shit going on here lately... I got to court yesterday thinking everything was going to get resolved with one little piece of paper. I went to file the restraining order against fuckface for all the shit he has been putting my kids through. I fill out the paperwork gave the reasons why my kids are in danger and why they need a police escort to bring them back here. The clerk reads it over and says yep yep the judge will for sure grant this. Left the court house in high spirits and came home. Well I get a call this morning from the clerk and she says I hate to inform you mam but the judge denied the restraining order. WTF kinda of country is this? You try and protect your children and they shit on you for it? The judge said I did not have enough legal knowledge to fill out a restraining order!! Thats some bullshit right there! So this has put me on even more of a mission. I dont care if I have to pull 3 jobs Im getting the best fucking lawyer and Im
Can U
Do you think that you can handle me? Give me pleasure in so many ways? if you think you can leave a message saying, " I can please you." now here's the fun part; repost this and see who think or can, better yet, want to please you
One Amazing Fu!
Check Out This Amazing Fu! This sweet and awesome man owns me until 8/15/08. If you haven't F/A/R'd him yet, please do, he's an awesome friend. Please show him a lot of love and tell him LilBamaGirl sent ya. He deserves it and you won't regret it. Thanks for reading. ☺ Much ♥ to all. SingleDad38 {{{{{SHADOW LEVELERS }}}}} This Pimpout Brought To You By LilBamaGirl ~Shadow Leveler~ @ fubar
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Appealing Dichotomy.......
We've all heard the saying, " Don't judge a book by its cover." It is however, human nature to do just that. Such a shame, considering all we miss when looking for pleasing external qualities, without delving behind the facade to see what truly lies within. That quiet, nerdy bookworm, whose lone daily focus are assets vs. liabilities, accruals, and financial statements, might just be a flirtatious, sexually charged fashionista. That beefy jock, who is assumed to not have enough synapses firing in his cerebral cortex to do much more than open a beer with his teeth, and click the remote, may enjoy gourmet cooking, fiery political debate, deep philosophical conversations, that engage not only the mind, but the heart, and the soul. Now, I am all for physical attraction, but that can hardly be the sole litmus test for desire. We each have special characteristics, which make us unique. Some call them faults, quirks, mannerisms, etc., I call them simply behavioral and genetic synergystic
The Bleeding Ffdp
I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie And every last good bye Promises you broke Words you choked on And I never walked away Its still a mystery to me Well Im so empty Im better off without you Your better off without me Well your so unclean Im better of without you And you better off without me The lying the bleeding the screaming was tearing me apart the hatred deceiving the bleeding its over Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste roses in a glass dead and wilted to you this song is nothing everything to you is nothing well your so filthy im better off without you your better off without me im so ugly your better off without me im better off without you the lying the bleeding the screaming was tearing me apart the hatred the beatings disaster its over as wicked as you are your beautiful to me your the darkest burning star your my perfect disease the
Home, Where I Belong
Chris DaughtryHome Music Video Codes By Music Home ( Chris Daughtry ) I'm staring out into the night, Trying to hide the pain. I'm going to the place where love And feeling good don't ever cost a thing. And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain. I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose for me. But these places and these faces are getting old So I'm going home. Well I'm going home. The miles are getting longer, it seems, The closer I get to you. I've not always been the best man or friend for you. But your love, remains true. And I don't know why. You always seem to give me another try. So I'm going home, Back to the place where I belong, And where your love has always been enough for me. I'm not running from. No, I think you got me all wrong. I don't regret this life I chose fo
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Damn, I Am Glad These Guys Are Fighting For Us, Semper Fi
Whether this is true or not, I do not know, but top this for a speeding ticket.... Two California Highway Patrol Officers were conducting speeding enforcement on I-15,just north of the Marine Corps Air Station at Miramar . One of the officers was using a hand held radar device to check speeding vehicles approaching the crest of a hill. The officers were suddenly surprised when the radar gun began reading 300 miles per hour. The officer attempted to reset the radar gun, but it would not reset and then turned off. Just then a deafening roar over the treetops revealed that the radar had in fact locked onto a USMC F/A-18 Hornet which was engaged in a low flying exercise near the location. Back at the CHP Headquarters the Patrol Captain fired off a complaint to the USMC Base Commander The reply came back in true USMC style: Thank you for your letter. We can now complete the file on this incident. You may be interested to know that the tactical computer in the Hornet ha
Help Her Level For Her Birthday, Plz! :)
OK Fubarians! Today's her birthday, and I say we get her leveled for it! So what do YOU say? If y'all think we can do it, click below, and rate, rate, rate! She's only about 37,000 points away! :) Icee~Hot ~ Mixalogist @ Silver Dollar Saloon@ fubar
In Memory Of
I woke up today being told that my ex brother in law killed himself today. No one knew he was even thinking about it. He had alot going for him, 3 beautiful girls and a great job. We may never know the answer on why he did it. Please if you are thinking about committing suicide..please get help. There are plenty of places to call and go. You can even look up information on the internet to get help. The pain you leave behind when you do this is horrible. Worst of all when you've had to deal with it several times. Even if this helps one person.
Who Said Pigs Were Dumb?
A farmer had five female pigs. Times were hard, so he decided to take them To the county fair and sell them. At the fair, he met another farmer who Owned five male pigs. After talking a bit, they decided to mate the pigs and split everything 50/50. The farmers lived sixty miles apart. So they agreed to drive thirty Miles each, and find a field in which to let the pigs mate. The first morning, the farmer with the female pigs got up at 5 a.m., Loaded the pigs into the family station wagon, which was the only vehicle he Had, and drove the thirty miles. While the pigs were mating, he asked the other farmer, 'How will I know If they are pregnant?' The other farmer replied, 'If they're in the grass in the morning, they're Pregnant, if they're in the mud, they're not.' The next morning the pigs were rolling in the mud. So he hosed them off, Loaded them into the family station wagon again and proceeded to try again. This cont
I'll Stand By You
you know, I've never had anyone feel this way about me. by: The Pretenders Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by yo
Hey, Comment A Guy Out!
i feel like hell. so here's a random video to enjoy:
Sending Out Weekend Love To All My Fubar Buddies
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Scam Alert: "fellow Gents,
Be Careful - A 'heads up' for those men who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naïve enough to think it couldn't happen to you or your friends. Here's how the scam works: Two very hot 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your stuff into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say 'No' and instead they ask you for a ride to Lowes. You agree and they get in the backseat. On the way, they start undressing. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and gives you a blowjob, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen May 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, 17th, 20th, 24th & 29th. Al
Watch You
watch you. Your eyes and lips in perfect cadence as you tell the stout waiter with too much oil in his hair Everything is fine- Great, in fact. You blink. I think how wonderful it would be to build a nest for myself there, in your eyelashes, and at any given moment I could roll over and dive into those hazel tempests, gladly writhing and drowning forever. Better than this, I long to be that small breath you take between your last sentence and your next. Effortless, unnoticed, but totally necessary. That could be me. I hear you. Soft-spoken words of roads with known directions, and questions ending in periods in that familiar, peculiar way you ask them. Sweet sound. I’m found Wondering how I could possibly niche myself there in the slope of your ear, to whisper my timbres of reassurances and promises that last beyond forever. Better than this, I long to be that small breath you take between your last sentence and your next. Effortless, unnotic
My Heart
My Heart My heart's on my sleeve in full view... for all to see... And I give of that heart with all that I am.... One day... I will learn to pull the blinds.... And keep under lock and key all that is me... I will learn to wait and be sure... Before I share the preciousness of my heart... my soul...
Easy Girl
One day i was browsing myspace like i do every now again and then fubar to see the same kind of girl posing nude for male attention she pretends to be tough to hide her feelings and she truely is a child. I thought once and for all she was done settling for one. Now astranged men her destiny. For what¿? Love. Sex is not love he doesnt want your heart or you face and gaze. He wants your pussy his own plush fuckker. She doesnt care nor understand. Her destiny? What is it? To be another girl without some type of morals. I dont care. People are destroying their own youth. I have been gone for a week and already i feel so much better , not hassled for gas money or cell phone bills. I plan on moving out being on my own. I need that so much or i will never grow up completely. Other times people wanna rush me or call me gay. Lack of sex means i am gay? Is that possible? Whos right is it to classify me? I am the girl who when you see her you wonder where she got her eyeshadow from The girl
First Time Sex
> A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night to meet, and have dinner with her parents. > Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time > The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. > > He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. > At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first t ime and all. > > That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house > and meets his girlfriend at the door. 'Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!' > > The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's
On Virtue
The individual, no matter the case can not merit a virtue on any account, nor can it in retrospect, this impart due to the human discrepancy. Virtue is merely contemplation on what or how the thought ought to be. The idea of virtue is conflicting in terms to the absolute, it is a human aspect. It is a symbol of emotion, and the human emotion acts outside of the absolute, or reality for that matter. Even logic itself is culpable of this. An absolute I will depict here as the role of chaos. Chaos in the act of, cannot be definite; nor can there be meaning given to it other than by giving it symbol connotation; even with this, there will require an absolute. Hitherto an additional discrepancy arises, this is a contradiction. Therefore the human contingency cannot be without contradiction as to the fact that the certainty of chaos in the human condition is in fact contradictory. Chaos is our order. Chaos has no virtue. Therefore individual is without virtue. Pay no mind peo
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Maybe's Of Life!
Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go , be what you want to be, because you have only one life and o
VIPERS DOLLHOUSE IS HAVING AN AUCTITION FOR MEMBERS AND STAFF IT WILL TAKE PLACE THE 25TH OF JULY GET WITH ME TO SIGN UP FOR IT OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON HERE OR MY YAHOO IS BABYBOO_2007_920 IF UR NOT A MEMBER COME JOIN US WE HAVE FUN AND A KICK ASS LOUNGE > > (repost of original by '⇨VîPË®XP ⇦; /~PET ~/fu married to*♥*~Aphrodite~*♥*& ÐJ ÁÑG3£ÐÁRK♥/OWNE' on '2008-07-14 11:40:29') (repost of original by 'babyboo rogueangel's slave FU-BOMB bels fu hubby and r/l bf' on '2008-07-14 11:41:40') (repost of original by '♥Duckie member of Viper's Dollhouse Inc.' on '2008-07-14 11:52:52')
I'm Sorry
I am writing this to say i'm sorry for not being here and to say i have missed you all. i know i have not sent comments in such a long while and i just feel like i need to tell you all that i value your friendship and i am sorry that i have not been as attentive as i should. i do appologize. thank you for all the lovely comments. I promise i will do better. i am finally settled into the new house and it is wonderful. i still have some unpacking to do. but God am i glad its finally over lol. Love you all. hope you all have a wonderful summer and i hope to get back into the mix real soon.
Ok Now Im Confused
ok i know im new at fubar and all but i was just rating someones photos and it said i was rating to fast and said ignored or something like that! we just got a new computer and it runs really fast it dont take a mear moment to rate someones photos wtf did i do something wrong?
Maps Birthday Bully!! :)
It’s his birthday today!Yep, & he’s my hubby {fu-hubby that is}!You should definitely take the time to go and show him lots of lovins!He’s a big sweetheart & always up for meeting new people!So if you could take 2 seconds of your busy to day to check him out that would be awesome!Be sure to rate, fan & add him& definitely don’t forget to tell himhappy birthday!!!Oh, & tell him his wifey sent you…hehe :)Just click his picture!! MAP IT OUT Hubby to DJ Freak@ fubar Oh and coming from the wifey herself!!happy birthday honey!!!hope you are having a great one!!! This birthday bulletin has been brought to you by: the one & only DJ Freak™ DJ Freak™ Wifey to my gorgeous Liberty!♥ & to my sexy MAP!♥@ fubar
I Knew I Had Found
I knew I had found a place in which to settle when first I heard that the jukebox played Johnny Cash. Tell me, what more could you ask? 4-2-03 (I found a new pub)
Remember You Were
Remember you were and remember who you were 'ere you go to sleep, for Tomorrow shall not bring what Today had left behind. 3-31-03
Innocence Once Lost
Innocence once lost is never forever gone. Reinvest your dreams. You will find potential still if you look again anew. 4-3-03
Be Unwavering
Be unwavering in principle, principled with your positions yet aware of your status and acting in accordance. 4-16-03
Sometimes You Notice
Sometimes you notice, like when a chill fills the air, that something is wrong. Tension begins to take hold and uneasy eyes are cast. 4-18-03
Trading Places
A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through. So, please allow her body to switch with mine for a day Amen!" God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, Awakened the kids, Set out their school clothes, Fed them breakfast, Packed their lunches, Drove them to school, Came home and picked up the dry cleaning, Took it to the cleaners And stopped at the bank to make a deposit, Went grocery shopping, Then drove home to put away the groceries, Paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then, it was already 1P.M. And he hurried to make the beds, Do the laundry, vacuum, Dust, And sweep and
Tensions Have Increased
Tensions have increased way past the boiling point infect here this night. Unfortunately they are, as usual, quite stupid. 4-27-03 (watching a bar fight)
Here I Find Myself
Here I find myself trying to extend the night, but what can I hope? For this is Arizona, the sidewalks have long rolled up. 5-1-03
Watch This
July 16th 2008:questions
its come across my mind that lot of women i met on FUBAR live far away from me and like me lots...some adore me some just like but most i met on here are taken and drop dead gorgeous (You know who u are) and either married or in a relationship. I have only known one for the longest time and she lives the fgarthest away, she is my heart n soul, she knows who she is..shes in New York and i love her so much...she knows this but we cannot see each other unles its here or on yahoo or msn. But im just curious is why do they have to live so far away.. i do know some who live a little closer but they are spoken for or just not wanting a realtionship lol. Oh well...Kayro syup (Que sera sera)
Emerveille !!!!!
En un monde si secret, existe un pays Ou parfois s' épanouit une fleure de pensée, Quelques gouttes de soleil, une caresse de vent, Ainsi s' ouvrent à la vie les yeux des petits Ainsi je suis née, sous le ciel d' Emerveille ok, for the ones who don't read French... In such a secret World, there is a country Where, sometimes, flourishes a flower of thought; A few sun drops, a windy caress, this is how really young ones do open their eyes; this is the way i am born, under the Emerveille's sky these lines are the 1st page of a book i gave to my daughters, and i love it (we all love it)
Ever So Closer
Ever so closer. that moment we all expect, when war will erupt. Do we have any recourse, any voice left to dissent? 9-6-02
Strait, Wasted Faces
Strait, wasted faces obscured by a blackened veil as if of the grave. They, with visages of stone, beckon me with solemn eyes. 10-2-02
I Must Leave Nothing
I must leave nothing for I have no words tonight to say what I need. So much weighs upon my mind that all that should be is naught. 10-12-02 (the bartender had gotten used to copies of my poems each night...this was an apology due to I hadn't come up with anything)
Missing You!
The time we spent together has been abunch of laughs Even though my life right now has fallen off the beaten path You showed how much you cared for me in this little short of time To say that I dont care for you woul be a lie and a crime I care for you deeply and hold you real close to my heart I think of you all the time and cant stand to be apart Even though Ive had some time in here to think this all well out The thought of you out there waiting for me I cant help but be in doubt I might be alittle forward for saying this much to you But after re-reading this poem,I cant help but come to the conclusion that I must be MISSING YOU!
Every four years I love to watch the Olympics, especially the swimming. In 2000 when they were held in my city I remember the massive changes Sydney went through to accommodate the athletes, officials and spectators that flock to an event like that. The security measures alone turned the city on its head and this was pre 9/11. China won the bid for this years Games despite a horrible human rights abuse record. People were evicted and their homes and businesses were razed to make way for the Beijing Summer Olympics. Any protest, even peaceful, results in imprisonment. One man , Ye Guozhu who lost his home and restaurant, requested permission to stage a peaceful protest. He was subsequently arrested and sentenced to 4 years imprisonment where he has reportedly been beaten, subjected to electric shocks, and forced to hang from his arms for extended periods. Hundreds of thousands of people are now homeless because of this and the Olympic committee have enabled it to happen, as well
I Heard On The Wind
I heard on the wind, one night when I could not sleep, a voice whispering stories and tales long forgot and echoes of what remains. 11-2-02
Slowly (a 420 Work)
Slowly wasting away whilst the salve is a crime. What would be the response of Christ? Mercy! 11-6-02 (was pissed off over the voting down of a cannabis decrim bill)
Close The Door On Me (a 420 Piece)
Close the door on me, the disenfranchised voter, and ignore my pleas. I am an American and my memory is short. 11-6-02 (was pissed off over the voting down of a cannabis decrim bill)
Sitting In A Bar
Sitting in a bar... Absolutely amazing the things that you hear. Brief glimpses through the windows into the lives of strangers.
I Hate....
When people say they like you and then they do something stupid and ruin everything..
When You Push Too Far
When you push too far or when you focus too hard, the words have a way of escaping far away... or at least that's how it seems. 1-19-03
I Can Assure You
I can assure you, I am half-way to genius but I'm not there yet. Perhaps a lifetime later I shall understand it more. 1-25-03
Oil And Cocaine
Oil and Cocaine, salt and pepper condiments to spice up our lives. What is the price we shall pay for this American feast? 1-25-03
Testing 1, 2, 3
This is a Test get your pencil and paper!(maybe even a calculator) STEP ONE Pick a number between 1 and 100, Multiply it by 5. Add your age minus the number in family. Divide the number by 10 rounding to the nearest decimal Write down the number on 1 side of a piece of paper STEP TWO Pick another different number between 1 and 100. Multiply by 1998 Add the number in your family and minus your age Divide the number by 10 rounding to the nearest decimal Write down the number on the other side of the piece of paper STEP THREE Take the first 2 digits of your home phone number and add them to the last 2 digits of your work number and multiply by 365. Write the number on a new sheet of paper STEP FOUR Fold the first page in half. Now fold the second page. Place them side by side Now pick up the two sheets - sheet one in your left hand and sheet two in your right hand NOW.... Find a bin and place the sheets in it Now using both your hands,
My Memory's Deep
My memory's deep when of ancient things I think, but of yesterday? I have no recollection of what went on yesterday. 2-10-03
Don't Let Your Tempests
Don't let your tempests rage within you uncontrolled. Make peace with yourself. The storms that stir deep within can be seen clouding your eyes. 2-14-03
Listen, My Brother
Listen, my Brother, for there are bodies burning even as we speak. This war will unleash a hell the likes of which never seen. 2-20-03
Upon The Last Meeting Of The Blue & Gray
Warriors in old gray slowly sauntering along into the sunset. With unsteady step and cane, arm in arm with those they fought. 2-20-03 (was reflecting over a photo I saw of the oldest Gettysburg survivors meeting for the last time)
Shall We Surrender
Shall we surrender what we consider sacred for security? For what reason were shots fired that morn outside Lexington? 2-23-03
Hey You!! Give Me A Hand!!!
Someone help me figure out a way to convince my husband that a VIP isn't a total waste of money!! I want to post more pics!!! Gimmy some good ideas please :D
I Am Uncertain
I am uncertain on just how much I should fear when we are at Orange. Should I suspect an Agent of said hue under my bed? 3-1-03 (this is in reference to the color-coded terrorist threat level warnings we had to laugh through for a while)
The World Is Changing
The world is changing, ever so slowly but sure, for better or worse. There's no way to hold it back and any who'd try are fools. 3-3-03
Topaz In E/r And Needs Prayers And Comments
Topaz is at the E/R and has pain in her side. She was dehydrated from Being sick last few days. we are waiting for cat scan to see what it is. Please send her prayers and comments. thank you
I don't know how much time I'll have to be on tomorrow or if I'll feel like writing anything, but I take off early as fuck Saturday morning. I'll be back late next Wednesday. Hope you all have a decent weekend.
My New Fu-owner
Attention Fubar--I'd like y'all to meet my new Fu-owner, ~ms2dmngood2u~. she's sweet and she's sexy--so be sure to go show her some major luv! ~ms2dmngood2u ~~ Assistant Manager of FORCE~3~BOMBERS~Fu~Owned by Jimmie Mac &@ fubar
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell
I've learned a few things in my last relationship such as love is NOT always enough and you can't make someone love you as much as you love them, can't make someone love you that doesn't even when they say they do....if they did they would'nt walk out of your life love WOULD BE ENOUGH if you TRULY loved someone and I've learned that no one....NO ONE should be made to CONSTANTLY prove their love to someone else and I've learned to stick with your gut feelings because if you aren't the type of person who has insecurity issues and you FEEL something then what you feel is true,I NOW learned when to walk away and call it a day,when the writting is on the wall and the person you love has too many issues with themselves than they do with you then they are'nt the person you give your heart to,you just be friends....because if they can't FEEL the love you offer and can't SEE the sacrifices you made and were willing to go through to be with them,then they truly are t oo insecure and
Where did that come from? What did I do? I'm left wondering how a "tone" in my voice can erupt into a cataclysmic event so destructive that it leaves me feeling the same as I did as a child. That same little girl, longing for approval and never doing anything right. Except this time, I can fight back. This time, I have a voice, as small as it maybe, I can tell you in utmost certainty that I don't deserve any amount of your anger no matter how justified you feel in throwing it at me! I cannot comprehend the level of fury that resides within you or where it derives from and why I am the target. If anything, it should be me that has the right, that has the anger and all the ammunition to fire away for the unjusts you've put me through but I don't. It's futile and unproductive to hash it all out, so I try to adjust and improve and move forward but something simple as the wrong look sets me back ten more miles from the five I've already walked. It's exhausting, humiliatin
First Timer
Ok, so this would be my first week on Fubar and I have to say that everyone is AMAZINGLY nice and welcoming. Even though i'm still not exactly sure on how this thing works, i'm going to figure it out one day at a time. Sam
Need Your Help
the sooner i get to lvl 5 i can make mums and make more friends and post more pics that all of you enjoy so help me out please. ty sooooo much
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Love Language #5
Language #5: Physical Touch Many mates feel the most loved when they receive physical contact from their partner. For a mate who speaks this love language loudly, physical touch can make or break the relationship. Sexual intercourse makes many mates feel secure and loved in a marriage. However, it is only one dialect of physical touch. Many parts of the body are extremely sensitive to stimulation. It is important to discover how your partner not only physically responds but also psychologically responds to these touches. It is important to learn how your mate speaks the physical touch language. Some touches are irritating and uncomfortable for your mate. Take the time to learn the touches your mate likes. They can be big acts, such as back massages or lovemaking, or little acts such as touches on the cheek or a hand on the shoulder. It’s important to learn how your mate responds to touch. That is how you will make the most of this love language. All marriages will experience
Please Take A Moment To Read....
TAG....YOU'RE IT!!!! Instructions… Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says “You’re it” on their profile and asking them to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. 1. My siblings and my cousins were all born in the same hospital....Heights Hospital, Houston, TX 2. I love sleeping in late...LATE but I also like the very early hours of the morning when I'm the only one up. It's my quiet time. 3. My parents met and married in 6 weeks time and this year have been married for 44 yrs. 4. I saw the group Yes (from the 80s) at my 1st and only Rock concert. 5. I taught myself to do the cakes I do. 6. My favourite colours are pink and brown....oh and military green! 7. My favourite kind of food is Indian and Italian and Mexican. 8. I am a NEAT FREAK! And, a
Gothic Tradition
Gothic Tradition [Excerpt from David R. Saliba, A Psychology of Fear: The Nightmare Formula of Edgar Allan Poe (Lantham, MD: University Press of America, 1980), pp.27-28.] The Gothic tradition...had its origins in 1764 with the publication of Horace Walpole's Castle of Otranto. Though no one has yet offered a concise definition of gothic literature, there are several characteristics that distinguish it from other modes of writing. These characteristics belong to all gothic works: 1. there is a victim who is helpless against his torturer; 2. there is also a victimizer who is associated with evil and whose powers are immense or supernatural; 3. the setting of the gothic story is at some point within impenetrable walls (physical or psychological) to heighten the victim's sense of hopeless isolation--the central gothic image is the cathedral or haunted mansion within which the victim is imprisoned; 4. the atmosphere is pervaded b
Letting Go
I also love this one too: Letting Go by Judy Burnette How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way.
Just A Void
Void, canceled, simply annulled. Endlessly aching, unconsoled. Life without you, cause without reason. Touch without sense, time without season. I face life now facing a cancerous sore, A sordid parasite that eats at my core. All that makes me whole, all I hold deep within, Leaving me lifeless, or at least not livin'. A shallow face, anguished and marred. An empty space, scaled and scarred. Sweetly abiding to a cynical charade. Secretly hiding 'hind a fictitious facade. Still, lost within this heart of glass, This fragile and yet unfeeling mass. Lies the remains of a love that glowed, The gift to you I once bestowed. But honor and pride now bereaved- By your love for me so misconceived, Ripped from my inner depths, impeding- Mind and body and spirit, bleeding; Now's crushed to sand from thy ruthless hand, A cold stare I just can't understand. I feel that somehow, somehow I'm dying, At least my soul and all that's underlying. A simple void, is that what I'v
She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.
Military Auction Results! Time To Pay Up! :)
THE MILITARY AUCTION IS NOW OVER! HERE IS A LIST OF THE WINNERS! VIDOROB HAD THE MOST RATES SO HE WON A SALUTE FROM MORTICIA AND A BLING! FROM THE ARMY WE HAVE VODKAGURL owns Keith67 VODKAGURL (Owned by: Inkman876, Mr.7 million) -spankers club(lifesaver)@ fubar Rkkennedy84 owns VidoRob ♥rkkennedy84♥ Promoter for The Wolfpack Lounge *Owned By Starchaser**Fu Slave of MsChar@ fubar spoiledbabygirl owns SexySavior spoiledbabygirl*FU-BOMBER~FU MARRIED TO SHAUN~PROMOTER FOR FORBIDDEN LOUNGE~@ fubar TinkerbellMN84 owns armykenpo ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Fu-Owned by SingleDad38 & SouthernOutlawBiker & Inkman & starop013}@ fubar
Ode To Knuckles......heres To You Don
If your nose wont blow..... and your teeth hang low.... You got HIT by KNUCKLES! If you punched RED'S door.... and you smacked the floor..... You got HIT by KNUCKLES! If we see you twitch..... and your crying like a bitch.... You got HIT by KNUCKLES! If you want to call.... and restart it all.... You gonna get FUCKED by KNUCKLES!!!!
A New Approach.
Okay I have 6 bling credits left. The first 6 people that want one has to do one thing. Rate at least 25 of Ruby's pictures in the upcoming happy hour and i'll give you one. She and I will be counting. Thanks loves! Ruby Cairo ETid, LP, FuGF of Persia@ fubar Guys Like You Make Us Look Bad - blessthefall
Last Chance To Own Me Lots Of Love- I Need It!!xoxo
Tonight is the last night for me lots of love... If you want to own me for a month and get tons of awesome benefits for owning on my picture and add your you have what it takes to own me? :) You will need to add rkkennedy84 as a friend before you can bid on me...she's AWESOME though so add her even if you dont want to bid on me:)
Okay so, my divorce has been going on since April 3rd. I am HAPPY to announce that it looks as though my divorce will be final on August 5th! I am SO excited! I think when it is over, I am going to go out and get PLASTERED to celebrate lol... but probably not cause I probably won't have a sitter! Anyhow, wish me luck for the 5th of August!
People confuse me sometimes; but don't take me for stupid!! I will eventually find out the truth in anything; I have ways to find out, and I pay attention to what is said and what is done!! Fool me once; shame on me as they say, fool me twice, not likely, try it a third time!! KISS MY AZZ!!! I can be your worst nightmare; ex-cops cans do
...and You Would Think People Would ...well....think ! Lmfao
You've been waiting for them with bated breath, so without further ado here are the 2008 Darwin Awards. Eighth Place In Detroit, a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. Seventh Place A 49-year-old San Francisco stockbroker, who 'totally zoned when he ran,' accidentally, jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily run. Sixth Place While at the beach, Daniel Jones, 21, dug an 8 foot hole for protection from the wind and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom! When it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach used their hands and shovels trying to get him out but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him. Jones was pronounced dead at a hospital. Fifth Place Santiago Alvarado, 24, was killed
20 Questions
Did you know the answers to the following: 1) How do crazy people go through the forest? They take the psychopath. 2) How do you get Holy Water? You boil the Hell out of it. 3) What do fish say when they hit a concrete wall? Dam! 4) What do Eskimos get from sitting on the ice too long? Polaroids. 5) What do you call a boomerang that doesn't work? A Stick. 6) What do you call cheese that isn't yours? Nacho cheese. 7) What do you call Santa's helpers? Subordinate clauses. 8) What do you call 4 bullfighters in quicksand? Quattro sinko. 9) What do you get from a pampered cow? Spoiled milk. 10) What do you get when you cross a snowman with a vampire? Frostbite. 11) What lies at the bottom of the ocean and twitches? A nervous wreck. 12) Where do you find a dog with no legs? Right where you left him. 13) Why do gorillas have big nostrils? Because they have big fingers. 14) What kind of coffee was served on the Titanic? Sanka. 15) Wha
Yeah So What Today Is My Emo Day.. And I Love Bayside (blah)
Push me out from the darkness To a sky that's colored blue Somewhere someone's finding happiness While I'm still here so hung up on you Nothing is real And I want you to know That I'm not alright When you tear open my chest I'll try not to flinch I won't make promises I won't make promises You taught me that. I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell A failed apology A day too late but now I see That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree But what would you need me for You've got friends galore And all you've ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more Nothing is real (Nothing is real) an
Govt Service
I became confused when I heard these terms which reference the word "service". Internal Revenue "Service" U.S. Postal "Service" Telephone "Service" T.V. "Service" Civil "Service" City & County Public "Service" Customer "Service" and "Service" Stations This is not what I thought "service" meant. But today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to "service" a few cows. BAM!!! It all came into perspective. I now understand what all those "service" agencies are doing to us. I take great joy in broadening your horizons, once again, I just hope you are as enlightened as I am.
Westlife - More Than Words
About Me
Hi its me raven let me tell you something about myself then you can chat with me or get down and dirty as well. I am 6'1 brown hair with green eyes, I am hispanic so that means I am a good lover. I like going to the gym but recently I have been lazy. I also play guitar on and off so I am good with my fingures. I will prob post up some Nsfw pictures soon, but only a select few will be able to see them hehehe. I love sex and sexy women but in person I am very shy lol. So if you are intrested hit me up and chat with me I won't bite unless you want me to.
Mating Rituals In The X
Today within the usually pleasant land of XHMH we saw the rare Djus Psychous preparing to reprocreate. The Djus Psychous is a strong yet quiet being and today we had a glimpse to how the Djus Psychous mates within his own familiar habitat. This has seemingly never been caught on camera before... He spots his pray, a pretty female just walking into his territory, immediately he starts making noises to please her. He shows her his wares and proves his dominance above the other males in the habitat... He gets her on his own, showing her interest and trying to put her under his spell... As he prepares to show of his delicate masculine features he starts to woe her with his charms, luring her into a false sense of security until she is under his spell and he may club her over the head and drag her back to his cave, where there, he will continue in his efforts of world domination by reproducing and creating more Djus Psychous.
F*cktards Abound!
For all the horny people I know, have some spam. You know me, I had to respond.
Things That Make You Humm
Why do we park in driveways and drive on parkways? Do Lipton employees take coffee breaks? Can I yell "movie" in a crowded firehouse? Can you be a closet claustrophobic? How do a fool and his money GET together? Why does Hawaii have interstate highways? How is it that a building burns up as it burns down? If a train station is where the train stops, what is a workstation? If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? If the pen is mightier than the sword, and a picture is worth a thousand words, how dangerous is a fax? If the police arrest a mime, do they tell him he has the right to remain silent? What hair color do they put on the driver's licenses of bald men? What was the best thing before sliced bread? Why do banks charge you a "non-sufficient funds" fee on money they already know you don't have? Why do they put Braille on the drive through bank machines? If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her
When your cries fill the air, And the tears run down you're face, When you feel like your alone, And have no one to embrace, Am I Heaven-sent to you? If your life is all a struggle And you don't know where to turn. If your world goese topsy-turvy And your stomach starts to chern. Am I heaven-sent to you? If your love has brought you shame, And you hate the life you've had. If you feel sick inside Because all you seem to do is bad. Am I Heaven-sent to you? Everthing you've tried Has been tried one time before. I know that you're not perfect, But I love you just as sure. You are Heaven-sent to me. Copyright ©2008 Sara Jane Donato
Here I sit in a hotel room hundreds of miles from home with nothing but my thoughts.I spent today at Asistencia Rehabilitation Center with my 93 yr old Grandmother watching her go from bad to worse b4 my eyes. 1 week ago they drained a quart of fluid from her lungs.....they believe it contained cancerous material but will not make a diagnosis because of her age. They say chemo at her age is unnecessary. Who are they to decide when her life should end. Tomorrow they xray again and Monday we find out if she will recover or if they medicate her and send her home with hospice. As i sat there and watched 4 generations bustle around the room it hit me....this one GREAT WOMAN is the glue that holds our extended family together....what happens when she is gone? She lived a long beautiful life and I believe she is readt to let go, why can't my family let go? I wish they would let her go in peace.......
I just got a vechile friday that will be in my hands by this next friday!!!!!!! So now I can get back down to my man where I belong! I am tired of the separation we are having..........I am a person that loves being with the one I Love! Now that I have some things out of the way, it is time to pack the vehicle with my stuff and get back to my baby!!!!!! I LOVE YOU WILLIAM!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU are MY ONE AND ONLY BABY!!!!!!
Words they fail me Their concept and conclusions Hold no meaning Show me in actions Something with weight Don't say I love you Hold me in love Leave what you say But don't say and then leave Mean it Do it Words they fail me....
The Pleasure Dome!!!! Come On In
Tired of lounges asking you for salute pics and requiring passwords to see some chick on cam? Well so are we!!!!!! Enter The Pleasure Dome!! That's right Terry decided to get into the club game and his friends and family couldn't be happier!!!! The Pleasure Dome is home to great music, and great people!!! Cams with girls and guys all night!!!! Bling Giveaways and trivia parties too!!!! Our featured Dj's spinning your favorites are DJ Tattoogrl and Aphrodite!!!! Come check us out!!!!!! If you are a DJ then consider The Pleasure Dome your new home. Also looking for girls for the Pleasure Dome Hotties Cam Crew!!! Have you got what it takes? Let us know!!!! Hope to see you there!!!! Just click the pic to gain access!!!!
Tels les esprits perdus Rejoignant le puit de l'Enfer Marchant vers une vie de misère Errent nos âmes meurtries et nues Ton sourire me manque Ta souffrance me déchire Chaque minute de vient pire Et détruit mon âme de saltimbanque Dans ma douleur infinie J'envie le comdamné à mort Qui connait l'issue de son sort Ma vie désormais est une longue agonie
The Bad Ending.
My sister is on the phone right now and we are talking about Castlevania. It's funny because if you beat certain parts and you're not supposed to, it saves the game and you have to figure out how you're supposed to really do it. Sis calls it The Bad Ending. I feel like I'm in a really messed up fairy tale lol
Always So Behind...
...I've gone snapvine bloody mental, leaving my voice all over the shop - did I do your box? hehe. "box" classic
My Down And Depressed Poem To My Friends And Family
Some days I just don't know what to do, then I decide to just sit and think About the what ifs, what about and why.... Would it be better just to have a drink? The girls come down, they seem to know they sense my mood or just get bored.... But they always come and comfort me, make me feel so much adored. It would be very easy to just give, I say it so many times..... I know that I am not a quitter Even if I have to count out the dimes. Some days are definitely harder than others, Especially if I have time to sit and think... I get down, depressed and sad all day, I see myself going nowhere, just to sink. Then I have my good friends, Whether I have met them or not, Some are family and some aren't. They show me love a lot!!! They make me smile and see they care. Each in their own ways too I appreciate my friends and family They are the ones I know are true!!! Wrote on July 31st 2008 @ 8:10 pm
In English-speaking countries in the Northern Hemisphere, August 1 is Lammas Day (loaf-mass day), the festival of the first wheat harvest of the year. On this day it was customary to bring to church a loaf made from the new crop. In many parts of England, tenants were bound to present freshly harvested wheat to their landlords on or before the first day of August. In the Anglo-Saxon Chronicle, where it is referred to regularly, it is called "the feast of first fruits". The blessing of new fruits was performed annually in both the Eastern and Western Churches on the first, or the sixth, of August. The Sacramentary of Pope Gregory I (d. 604) specifies the sixth.[citation needed] In mediæval times the feast was known as the "Gule of August", but the meaning of "gule" is unknown. Ronald Hutton suggests that it may be an Anglicisation of gŵyl aust, the Welsh name for August 1 meaning "feast of August", but this is not certain. If so, this points to a pre-Christian origin for Lammas
Well this trip I get to go to California, New places and new faces but first I must make a stop in Texas for some legal papers but not for long I wanna get out of San Antonio as fast as Possible don't want to run into my exhusband and not because I'm scared of him but what I might do to him. Needless to say I was happy to divorce. Well holla at ya'll again.
The Bad Boy
I did it. I made another mistake. I dated an complete bad boy. The relationship started out great. Everything was fantastic. We snuggled we cuddled and he was everything I "thought" I wanted. He was loud and crazy. He was in your face and obnoxious. He was honest and forward and GREAT in bed. Maybe that pulled me away from his personality a bit. Although he was a bad boy he was also the first boy I ever made cry in front of me. You see the thing I did not know was as he was falling in love for me I was getting a taste of his REAL personality and I did not like it. As I began thinking about his personality I saw a fliscker of my father in him. I then realized it was never going to work out and broke things off with him. Our relationship ended on horrid terms. He was furious with me for breaking things off and began to verbally tear me apart. I could tell by the tone of his voice I had hurt him horribly and I felt bad until he told me to reimburse him for all his wasted time and mone
His hands... Rush over the drums. His hands... Rush over my body. His eyes... Rush over the pit. His eyes... Rush over my body. He... Rushes out my life and leaves me with... A Rush
I Lost My Best Friend Today He Got Out Of
I lost my best friend that i have know forever and day. he found away out of mich. it going to to be hell the first week or so cause we did a lot of stuff together and no you sick freak. but one day I hope you'll all see him on tv or brodway. It really hit me today when he left and I know I going to break down later. but I'm mostly happy for him he is living an dream.
Lifetime How long do I want you to be mine, A Lifetime, How long have I waited for a sign, A Lifetime, How long will it take for me to stop loving you, A Lifetime, If you aren't here, how long will I be blue, A Lifetime. A Lifetime is such a short time for me, To give all the Love I have for thee, Each day passes like a second, each year a day, How can I stop time, to tell you all I want to say. Looking in your eyes and the world disappears, I can face this Lifetime as long as you are here, Kissing you lips and my life is now complete, This journey is done when in your arms I sleep. You ask how long I will be by your side, A Lifetime, How long will my Love for you abide, A Lifetime, How long will I be the man for you, A Lifetime, How long will my Love for you stay true, A Lifetime. DQA
Death, oh sweet, beautiful Death How long have I waited for your embrace Like two lovers intertwined Aching to feel your soft lips pressed against mine Oh but to hear your sweet voice Whisper softly in my ears The gates of Heaven opening up And God himself easing my fears Oh how I have hoped against hope And wished upon a thousand stars That my soul be freed from this earthly clay And with Zamariah, my beloved, sing from day to day Alas as another nightfall retreats And the sun slowly creeps over the horizon I'm reminded of my constant rejection Of Death's most deepest affection
Love Cost
i lost another piece of my heart again, heard the songs they sung in my honour for they clamed they love me so they hurt me and hurt me good they did you said you cared you said you loved me you said you'd never let me go still you walked away said you wouldn't call for you loved me so so you said did we say our final goodbyes how long will you hold our memories i wonder take care for in this world everything comes with a price even happines..
If I Could Go Back
If I could go back Back to where it all begin It would be the time I said I love you And completely let you in. If I knew The damage it would bring Then my heart I would of slew So I could still hear you sing. Now stands a lonely man With no where to turn I come just as I am With a heart scorched and burn. But if I could go back Back to where it all begin I would of never said I love you And stop the day I welcomed you in.
In the past two weeks I have had the life from hell I've never been so terrified, so depressed and in so much pain, I have gone from chilled and high to depressed and suicidal, changing every hour, its like being on an emotional roller coaster, certain people have made it worse than it should have been but hey ho. Anyway, throughout this all there have been a few people who have been very nice to me and they know who they are and I'd like to thank them... but... theres one person inparticular who I'd like to mention... who has shocked me and made me think beyond anything. He has totally made himself noticeable in my life above anyone else and has given me the most emotional experience ever. So yes... I would like to thank my ex, Rich who rather than just saying things, rather than stressing me out, he has gone and done something that is so kind and (add posh word here that means doing something for someone else without expecting anything in return... like unselfish but a damn
You have given me a second chance in life Sometime before you I couldn't cop with the strife You've given me that love I dreamed of forever Happiness realized now that we're together You've touched my heart so deeply with your gentle touch To world I will never deny that I love you so much Words can't explain how thankful I am for you You have brought my smiles to overcome what was once blue The moments that we have shared the memories we make I promise your heart won't shatter or ever break My world has changed forever now that you are here I miss you so much when you are not near I've opened up my everything to you because I trust you More comfortable I am with everything we do The love you and I share has made us one...fianlly whole You have made my life complete from once an empty soul
No Answer
This pounding in my head, Relentless in it's task. Some may ask why I bother? I have no answer for them. Taking one breath in at a time, Forcing myself to deal with just that. To much in my skull at one time, Makes this thumping unrelenting. Living for just this breath, How pathetic can one's life be reduced. Maybe I shouldn't think on that matter, For to long of a time. Afraid of what the anwer may come to, Failing to survive in the now. Some may ask why I bother? I have no answer for them.
.........flippin Deets
so i found out what my revoked orders was about ......yayyyyyyyy me! i go to boston to do my weekend a month thing. we got this girl in my unit. i swear on the holy bible she tries to fuck anything that moves (except me THANK GOD! she isn't ugly by anymeans, but she has a whole fuckin lot of growing up to do!) this chick has or had a boyfriend stationed in ft. bragg north carolina. she goes off and basically brags about being single and her boy cheating on her and knockin some other chick up ( don't blame him! this chick is a big fuckin deet) so anyways with my story. there was a change of command ceremony going on today. she was told before hand that she was to hold the unit flag! (i would of did it but i have no acu's so thats out)! she sat there and bitched and complained to unit commander like she was some little kid about having to stand up for an hour or so, and hold a flag! (not to damn hard then again this is a change of command ceremony for those who know about the
How Is It Possible
I think offended some one in Twisted Minds Lounge and tried to make amends for my crime, cause that is what I felt like when they kicked me out. I know that I messed up but when you at least try to make it right and someone just kicks you out the lounge. I was told or it sounded like DJ Chaotic said i had a small mind, that is why I reacted like I did and told the person he said I offended I was sorry and I was done. But I guess he couldn't wait to kick me out or maybe it just might of been counter productive for the lounge, that I comprehend.
Info On The Blowout
Hey girls we are having a hottie blowout and its scheduled for the 29th and the 30th ! we need as many short clips supporting the hotties as we can!! So please make them and please send them to either or as soon as possible!! This is where we are having it!!! And he is the owner so go r/f/a him! DJ IROC@ fubar If you think you have what it takes to be one of us please see… Firechief/ Chief/Founder 2nd Alarm Hotties All I need to take a few days off and think about things@ fubar Go show the homepage some loving.. 2nd Alarm Hotties New Homepage((ALL GIRL GROUP)))@ fubar
Please Help Me!!!!
You know what I have been thinking! I have now realized that I am nothing but an asshole and that I sit here and diss other men about things that they have done to women and yes it's all true however I think that I am a dick really! A lot of shit has happened very recently and I am no better than any other man however I do defend women openly and I always will but in some ways I am an asshole! If you think differently then please leave a comment explaining why!
Sexual Desire
I was looking for a sexual distraction. She had unbridled sexual attraction. In my car she was saying no, no, no. But I knew she was ready to go. I drove her to a cheap hotel room. She said she couldn't 'cause she had to be home soon. I consumed her like a white-hot fire. Gave her a taste of my sexual desire. Why would you keep me waiting? Sexually frustrating. I want to free your wildest dreams. I want to hear your wild sex screams. And when I break your silence. Gonna use some sex and violence. I want to free your wildest dreams. I want to hear your wild sex screams. I know a girl who digs the rough stuff. When she's having sex, she just can't get enough. She thinks its groovy when she's being abused. It turns her on when she gets used. I don't want to be no great pretender. 'Cause what I'm wanting is a sexual offender. A girl who likes to be treated like a cheap whore. And keeps on coming back for more. Why do you say no when you mean yes? Why did you
Help Jenn Shadow Leveler
THIS LOVELY LADY IS ONLY 120K FROM GODMOTHER SHE IS ALWAYS HELPING OTHERS LET'S GO RETURN THAT LOVE AND MAKE HER OUR NEXT GODMOTHER!!! jenn Shadow leveler & * Rogue Bombers*Fu owner of sbmo8@ fubar THANKS! Scarlett{ShadowLeveler}~R/L Owned by Mark~FuOwner/Owned by MrMostunderated+Fuowned by Red Wing Hunny@ fubar Fu-King Anodyne - ** Shadow Levelers & W.I.S.E.UK. ** -@ fubar
A Real Trendsetter I Am
Do you sleep with socks on or off: Hell no Do you flip your pillow to the cold side? Ocassionally Do you like to hold or be held? Both Do you want a small or big wedding? small What type of girls / guys do you usually go for? whatever you think Mel is Would you rather be rich and unhappy or poor and happy? Money is the devil. But damned if ya don't suffer without it What are 3 things you want to do before you die? 3!?! I can't even think of one good one Have you ever churned Butter? No, but I have stayed in a Holiday Inn Express Are you trusting of new people? used to be Rate yourself as a good or bad friend on a scale from 1-10. depends if I actually like the person If your dream was to be a model and a big opportunity came up but you had to be nude , would you do it? I've been streaking, so sure What is the most money you would spend on a pair of shoes? I cringe at the price of clothes, fuckin scam if you ask me, shoes are the worst I
I'm Voting Democrat
This sums it up pretty well... I'm Voting Democrat I'm voting Democrat because I believe the government will do a better job of spending the money I earn than I would. I'm voting Democrat because freedom of speech is fine as long as nobody is offended by it. I'm voting Democrat because when we pull out of Iraq, I trust that the bad guys will stop what they're doing because they now think we're good people. I'm voting Democrat because I believe that people who can't tell us if it will rain on Friday CAN tell us that the polar ice caps will melt away in ten years if I don't start driving a Prius. I'm voting Democrat because I'm not concerned about the slaughter of millions of babies so long as we keep all death row inmates alive. I'm voting Democrat because I believe that business should not be allowed to make profits for themselves. They need to break even and give the rest away to the employees and to
The Amazing Tomato Secret
OK I know this sounds absurd. . . . I know really, But it works I have 13 heirloom tomatoes. None of them were producing after 2 1/2 months I tried everything, (egg shells, cutting the tops, rolaids etc) Nothing worked one week ago, on my great grandmothers advise I spanked every plant with a soft switch sunday I harvested! I know, like I said, I know how this sounds. . . . . But I was so desprite I thought "it cant hurt" and within a day every plant was forming blooms, within 3 days I had unrippened fruit. Maybe it has something to do with shoking the plant? If you tomatoes wont work for there beds, SPANK THEM BABY!
A Passionate Night Between U And Me
wA passionate night between me and you I can't begin to tell you the things I want to do. First we can dim the lights and get closer..... No, wait, that's too fast, let's go back and move a little slower. I'll kiss your lips that are so soft and sweet, then move on to your cheek that's so smooth and unique. Then I'll move right along that little ear of yours... Whoa... my, my... let me move along your chest... Uh, oh I missed a spot, let me move back up to the neck As I move my tongue around and around you start to feel it as I go down slowly and as I kiss your chest your hands go up ...but I'm not finished yet.... I go further down towards your navel... As I move down past your waist line I begin to kiss.... Oh, I just wake up to realize it's a dream ! A passionate dream fueled by my deep love for you.
Cute...especially For Teachers
Kids Are Quick ______________________________ TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: &n bsp; Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. ______________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?' GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L' TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ______________________________ < span style="font-size: 18px; color: rgb(0, 128, 0); font-family: Arial;"> TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said its H to O. ______________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WI
I Am Who I Am.
I'm a slut because I'll wear shorts and a tanktop. I'm a bitch because I don't let you push me around. I'm a liar because I won't tell you everything. I'm stupid because sometimes I'm wrong. I'm ugly because my face isn't perfect. I'm a whore because I like boys. I'm annoying because I'm not chill enough. I'm a loser because I'm not friends with your group. I use people because I do whats best for me. I'm fake because most of the time I'm happy. I'm weird because I'm not like you. I'm controlling because I get mad sometimes. I'm clingy because I like to be around people. I'm greedy because I like to be satisfied. I'm naive because I'm younger than you. I'm conceited because I'm proud of who I am. I'm rude because my manners aren't perfect. I'm unappreciative because I don't praise you. Don't try to tell me who I am because I already know.
My Job
so it turns out i didn't lose my job after all my boss put me on a ploa so i didn't get any points for the time i took off, to be with my mom. go me er i guess.....i was kinda hoping to get fired, cause it would have gave me the kick in the ass to get a new job. not only that.....i've been off for 2 weeks now, and tonight is gonna be a long night. boooooo at night shift!
Friday Morning
so this is my 1st blog. where do i begin. so my head hurts b/c of stress....Im just freaking tired. Today just isnt my day. Can I please go back to bed and wake up again later on hahah. so im looking for another job. the one i have now is bout to end. Kids will be going back to school. i havent really came acrossed anything yet. i also want to go back to school. i want to become a lpn. but not sure if im going to be able to afford it. I really need to get my ass in gear to find out all the info and what now. So ill be doing that monday. Ok well till next time...
Yay For Tomorrow!
I get to hang out with Ms. Ruby Cairo =] Me:
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Updates On The Potty Training Of My Daughter.
Hey peeps, I know that this isn't something that everyone wants to know but I'm a poud mommy and love to share good news. Just here recently I have been potty training my daughter. It has been 3 days now and she has been peeing in the potty like a pro well just his evening she poop in the potty and I am so happy. She finally is gettng the hang of the whole potty thing. I am so proud of my daughter!!!! Sorry I just had to share the news. Later
What It Is--- & What It Ain't !
This is how I see shit---and it's what I am. If there's some shit in here you don't like, the FUCK YOU, STOP READIN'IT! My Name's Don, but the Cats that I call my "Brothers" call me Jimbo. That word ("Brother") don't fall out the side of my neck like it does alot of the R.U.B's(Rich Urban Bikers)I've seen on the road. If I say you're "My Brother", you can bet your fuckin' ass I'll take a bullet for you. That means I have but a handful of Cats in my life that I'm even willing to call my "Bros",and everyone of 'em KNOW who they are. I don't hold no quarter for a fuckin' Lier, a Chickenshit, A Rape-O, Child Molester, or a fuckin' Theif. I believe that a man walks as a man, or he walks as a punk-- there's NO In Between in my books. I think the price of a gallon of gas should still be $1.19, That the United States of America's Government, is responsible for droppin' the Twin-Towers,and killin' Thousands of innocent people, just for Money, and a reason to start a war with Iraq for the Oil t
I Wrote The Hurtful Deal Into A Book
and named it THE REAL DEAL... the true life actions behind INTRINSIC KNOWLEDGE which was a glorified version of my life. INTRINSIC KNOWLEDGE introduced a portion of my life near the close of my official duty as mother of my two children... alternately LATIFAH and HASAN... children from my first marriage to Francisco Jesse Jesus Garcia when I was 16 years old. I got a divorce from him by age 18... after the birth of my son, and after he had reached 3 months of age. I took the children and left after a fight over my having answered our home telephone to find his girlfriend... Maurita Flores.. he called her "ChiChi"... another teenager who attended the highschool Chicago Vocational School, near his mother's home on 79th and Kenwood in Chicago. At the close of that arguement which turned into a fight, he was determined he woud kill the three of us like some guy who had just killed his two sons and pushed them and his car into a lake. The later book... THE REAL DEAL... depicts life from
If i ever become someone that begs for anything like 'Please help me level', 'Bling, rate and fan me' or 'I need your fubucks' shoot me square between my eyes with a flamethrower. And since i made this NSFW: Fuckity fuck fuck fuck
Unluckily Clumbsy
They say a butterfly flapping its wings in Japan destroys entire cities in America; at least that is what Derrick was told. The shockwave from a minor wing flutter can send waves of air that disrupt the balance of nature and of man causing chaos and destruction no one had ever faced. Waves of such massive size and scope will build from those beating wings and rip apart the face of the earth, shaking the very fabric of time, destroying dreams, and of course, making Derrick slightly accident prone and slightly unlucky. Derrick Lester Jennings was born in the summer of 1973 to a philosophical mother and a schizophrenic father. However, neither of them have anything to do with the reason why Derrick never leaves the house. He was born in a one horse town in Florida, but that does not explain why Derrick was unable to walk five feet without tripping. He spent almost his entire life in that house alone, not because he was mean or unattractive, but because he feared for society's safety.
The Dream Of Folly
its after midnight and i still dream of love a love that cannot be fulfilled is your proclaimed love not true i fear my heart to break if it is i feel that you think my love is awry somehow twisted you think my pause too much dare i tell you, i fear not. you do not speak of jealously but i feel it is there lurking behind the words you speak i am enviousness of your words cause they have been on your lips such delirious lips that they may be delicious that i am so deprived and feel despair i am mired in your lips images is fleeing though my mind being together as one feel you penetrate my soul as cupid's arrows penetrate my heart amorous love as you caress me feeling your longing touch i am disturbed by sleep when i awake you are not here wonder where did you go for fear you were never here that it was only merely a dream a dream that repeats over and over
Dick Hertz From Ho
Timmy Chapdelaine aka 'Dick Hertz from Holden' Thats his name..I saw him scrolling across the top. *shakes head* He is attractive too. What a shame.
Act A Fool
be careful today :-P Act A Fool - Lil Jon feat. Three 6 Mafia
Road Trip,part 2©
WOW! Now that was fun. What a way to end the day. Start off driving through the hill country and finishing it off naked in the middle of nowhere. The sun was beginning to drop in the west and the wind was picking up. Slowly removing ourselves from each other was almost painful. Slowly I withdrew from her and got off the bike. Extending a hand and helping her off as well as allowing her to get her legs again. Reluctanly we got dressed and back on the bike. As we slowly glided along the road the only sound was the rumble of the bike and the wind whistling by our ears. The temprature was slowly dropping and it was getting cold. She snuggled in tighter as we drove along. After what seemed to take forever we made it back to the hotel. We both wanted to get inside and wash the dirt off. Tossing my jacket in the chair the warmth of the room was welcoming. She brushed by me to the heater and turned it on full blast. Hugging herself,her hands rubbing her goosed bumped arms as she tried w
Tiny Bubbles©
Cool to the lips. It's crisp, clean appearance can mesmerize. Tiny spheres dance throughout, each an explosion of flavor on the palet. To sit and watch them dance upwards, leaving small trails behind, their leaving making new designs behind, never repeating. It seems so strange that if the soil is just right, the weather oh so perfect, the rain fall in proper amount, the juice of the fruit aged to perfection, stored at a temperature with no variance, locked in the dark for years. I find it funny that is was a Franciscan monk that came up with the idea and the process that is still used today. We are all familiar with his name, in fact, his name sake is probably the most famous where this product is concerned. Friar Dom Perignon, is credited with inventing the process for making champagne. Since then Love and romance have never been the same. Something about the smell of country cooking that makes your mouth water. The unique, yet familiar smells can bring back the most vivid
Aspen Glow©
Holy hell, I can't breathe! Why does it seem that some of the most beautiful scenery in our great country is up so high there is almost no air. To make matters worse when it does take your breath away, you had so little to begin with. So many people have tried to describe the Colorado wilderness, and very few have seem to be able to capture their Majesty in words. The crisp air, the whisper of the Aspen trees, and the hidden treasures found among the valleys. You ever have to travel far to find ponds or streams and rivers chalk full or rainbow and brown trout. Wildlife abounds through the mountains. It had taken quite awhile to drive from the city out to the middle of nowhere. Even leaving in the late morning on a Friday, by the time we had arrived and set up camp, we were wiped out for the night. It gets cold in the mountains at night,even in late summer you better have warm clothes. I'd love to tell you all the naughty sexual depravity that went on the first night
When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.
I Hate You.
I linger on the memories of the past while dabbling on the hopes of the future / Confusion about myself dellusions about my health / As I tipp the bottle back the burning in my throat seems more homely than an attack / Addiction no affliction to the bitching im subsided and yet equally devided / I can feel myself sliding yet hide in denial no problem just a excuse for the truth / The truth of which I hide dispise cant arise held down beaten by forefound / Member of my child hood a father who just never understood / It is not I who holds the bottle it is he I just spill tears from the eye for him and the disease / A weakness that you have brought upon me I shell avenge the guilt you've inflicted / To me im destroyed cursed when from birth I could've been gifted / Your bad choices have left our relationship shifted she is more a problem than a solution / Yet you choose her over I what has she shown you that determines your side / You were all I had the only person
What A Dumbass
Well, I feel like a total dumbass....... I THOUGHT I knew my ex, but turns out after 21 yrs. I don't think I ever really knew him. Is that sad or what!? It feels like everything I ever really 'knew' was just one big lie, I feel so lost as if I lived this life of being in the dark so to speak. And, now I start finding out things that I never really knew, that weren't anything that I "THOUGHT" was real. I'm sitting here feeling so lost and I can't even really explain the feelings I'm having right now. ..... kind of numb... Sad, mostly cause I wonder what's that mean for the rest of my life, that I can't believe or trust in anybody ever again ?? For the life of me, I'll never understand why people do the things they do, when it comes to hurting others. I've never wanted to hurt anybody, just wanted to live life and be happy and see others happy. Is that so wrong.
Sexual Deviant
so tonite at work...on the frontline me and janay were taking pictures w/ her camera phone...that was fun...then one of our forklift driver, james, came up front for his lunch break and well we kind of found out sometihng about him lol....I already could tell though.....homie is a str8 up freak....he took a pic a janay and was like "you might wanna stand back....i've pics and videos on my phone that may scare you" so then we all sat down talking and man it pretty much went in the gutter from there....he told corny but funny sex there's this 90 yr old couple and the man was like " i think we should sleep together 2nite since i don't have much time anyway " and so they slept together w/ the lights off, afterwards the guy was thinking " if i didn't know any better it was like she hadn't sex in 50 yrs from being so tight" the lady was thinking " wow if i'd know he could get it up like that i would've taken off my after james told us that joke, he then told u
This Will BeThe 4th Soldier! To Own My Frozen Mystical Ass!!!! I Couldn't Be More Proud & Yet Honored! I Suppose Its The Right Thing Anyways, Since I Was Little I've Always Stopped And Saluted A Man In Uniform, Show My Respect Towards Them! I'm A Die Hard True 100% American! So Its Only Fitting That This Soldier! KEITH67! Owns Me! Keith Has Served For The United States Army For 19 Years And Is Currently Over In Iraq Right Now And Won't Be Home Til Around December Or So. I Enjoy Talking To Him Immensley And Getting To Know Keith Everyday! He Makes Me Laugh! So All You True Blooded American Hearts On Fu Stop By And Honor "OUR" Soldier! Rate/Fan/Add Him And Most Importantly Thank Him For Fighting For Us! CLICK HERE AND SHOW RESPECT & LOVE! keith67 ~ FU Husband to Phoenix~ owned by~ Crazy_Momx4~ & VODKAGURL@ fubar MY FU-OWNER PIMPED OUT BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz IS The Promoter & VIP Member OF CWP! & Keith67 Owns Me & I OWN ***TIM*
New Homies!
One more time I'm writing this blog so all my new friends can get a quick glance of me and the shoutbox. I try my best to talk to everyone who hits me up. Sometimes it goes as fast as a slot machine and I can't get to everyone. I'm not ignoring you, I swear. I'm really a friendly person and I like talking to everyone. Messages are usually the way to go with me. lol xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I keep getting questions about this date. Lets just say its something that will benefit me and its something I am "launching". Those who I trust, this will have nothing to do with you. Just wait a little bit longer... Cooter
Johns Gold Medal Auction
Look what we have here! Welcome to "John's Gold Medal Auction" Where Everyone is a Gold Medalist! Check out the Parade of Fu-states!!! ×Sweetest×Sinner× ICELANDIC M.I.L.F. ~ÐiAnA~ [erica] Morticia Supports the Military VAMP MORTICIA Anissa Christine (aka Charmed) ♥ ~♥LilMama♥~ babydoll > Pirate, Ninja's r/l slave
The Day Went Good
well she loved it, had a ton of fun, and had to tell me all about it. she was more than ready to go back today. i walked her into her classroom, she gave me a hug, sat down and was ready for me to leave. the teacher said she was really good and learned things fast too
Bleed It Out-linkin Park
Yeah, here we go for the hundredth time Hand grenade pins in every line Throw 'em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind. Filthy mouth, no excuse, Find a new place to hang this noose. String me up from atop these roofs, Knot it tight so I won't get loose. Truth is, you can stop and stare, Run myself out and no one cares. Dug the trench out, laid down there, With the shovel up out of reach somewhere. Yeah, someone pour it in. Make it a dirt dance floor again. Say your prayers and stomp it out, When I bring that chorus in. I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away I bleed it out Digging deeper just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out Go, stop this show Choppy words in that sloppy flow Shotgun opera, Lock and Load Cock it back and then watch it go. Mama, help me, I've been cursed. Death is rolling in every verse. Candy paint on
That Sounds Just... Wrong.
My sister: "I was eating my watermelon slice. It was so juicy good I was eating it over the garbage can." Dude. Juicy good? I think she should totally not tell that to many people.
What The Hell....
is this sudden dark whiteness on names? it's giving me a friggin headache.... or it could be my chemical romance screaming in my ear... you decide:
Hello Everyone!
I have been helpful to everyone on fubar and I love it! Anyways I am severely pissed off at someone on here and I'm not going to disclose that user name. She told me that I probably have raped several women by going off the I respect women theory! I strongly believe that women deserve respect! I know for a fact that this woman is just really pissed off at me because I chose not to say yes to going out with her! So if you all want to start drama with me don't bother because I'll just block you if you do! Once I block someone they will now remain that way no second chances! Have a good weekend all and have fun! "ALL WOMEN DESERVE THE UP MOST RESPECT"
How Do I Forgive Myself
Dear Jesus. How do I forgive myself? Do I forgive myself for being happy or being sad? Do I forgive myself for speaking when I should be listening or silent when I should talk? Do I forgive myself for my parents for making who I am? A man that is good and bad. Do I forgive myself for being angry when I should be at peace? Do I forgive myself for being in judgment of others when I am the only one is you God who should judge ? Do I forgive myself for hurting other people and letting people hurt me? Do I forgive myself for that I do good deeds yet I can do more? Do I forgive myself for my pride when I can be humble? Do I forgive myself for not understanding or understanding to much? Do I forgive myself for my friends who I lean on or let them lean on me? Do I forgive myself for being in pain and pretending that it is fine? Do I forgive myself for thinking too much when I should rest? Do I forgive myself for for being me and letting go? So God, I praye
Heaven Or Hell? What's Your Destination?
ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN WHEN YOU DIE? 1 John 5:13 These things have I written unto you that believe on the name of the Son of God; that ye may KNOW that ye have eternal life... YOU MUST REALIZE: 1.You are a sinner. Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God; 2.The Penalty for Sin is Death and Hell. Romans 6:23 For the wages of sin is death;... Revelation 20:15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. 3.Jesus Paid Our Sin Debt. Romans 5:8 But Ggod commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 6:23 ...but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. 4.You Must Receive Jesus Christ as Your Saviour. Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. Romans 10:13 For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lor
Ok so I need to rant for a second.. If I hear one more person say some dumb shit about how pregnancy is beautiful I am going to shoot them.. Lets go through the fun of this right now.. Weight Gain- Luckily I have not gained a million pounds but I feel as if I have rolling around in bed I feel like a turtle on its back... Exercise- Ok I am told to add 100 calories and a full glass of water for ever 30 minutes of exercise.. WHAT THE FUCK? I run 3 miles everyday or so.. Not to mention yoga and all of the other mandated activities.. Yet I am also told to avoid bouncing,jumping, jarring or high impact motions. Mentally- I am a fucking trainwreck crying one moment laughing the next crazy angry 2 seconds later.. ok I think that is it for now
Summer(5,210,879 To Disciple)
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Eight Words With Two Meanings
Eight Words with two Meanings > 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. > Female..... Any part under a car's hood. > Male.... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. > 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. > Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. > Male.... Playing football without a cup. > 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. > Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. > Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. > 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. > Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. > Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. > 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n.. > Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. > Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. > 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. > Female... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. > Male...... A source of entertainment, self-e
Crazy Bitch-buckcherry
Alright! Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place And now you've got to freak me out Scream so loud Getting fucking laid You want me to stay But I got to make my way [Chorus:] Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Take it off The paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed in full (ugh) You're so fine It won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks Just to get you face to face Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey! You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to
Times I Cant Help But Just Cry
My New Fav Song.....(dont Judge)
Lyrics to What What (In The Butt) : I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt You wanna do it in my butt, in my butt? You wanna do it in my butt, in my butt? You wanna do it in my butt, in my butt? Let's do it in the butt, okay I feel you watching me Over there Come to me If you care Don't sit and stare It's just not fair Make your move If you dare What what I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt You wanna do it in my butt, in my butt? You wanna do it in my butt, in my butt? You wanna do it in my butt, in my butt? Let's do it in the butt, okay It's okay To have a little fight Don't you worry I won't bite (Not that hard) If you want it I'll give you power Just be gentle I'm delicate like a flower I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in the butt I said, what what, in t
In The Garden
I come to the garden alone, While the dew is still on the roses; And the voice I hear, falling on my ear, the Son of God discloses. And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known. He speaks, and the sound of His voice, Is so sweet the birds hush their singing; And the melody that He gave to me Within my heart is ringing. And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known. I'd stay in the garden with Him Tho the night around me be falling; But He bids me go, thru the voice of woe, His voice to me is calling And He walks with me, and He talks with me, And He tells me I am His own, And the joy we share as we wait there, None other has ever known.
Stubborn Women Will Never Learn.
Yesterday i had a crappy day with some females idiot,and i accepted my B.f.f. Back,but now i don't know.Okay this love crap shit is begging to be annoying,no matter what i do i will always get upset over dumb shit,and they will be making the same shit that upset me in the first place.Why the fuck do they do that thou.First she says she loves me,then she pulls the same shit all over again.what i wanna know is this how do you love someone if that person is married to someone else.Arrrgghh!! fuck it's yesterday all over again.I think i just want to be alone and just be a single nice guy,and not deal with shit thou.i am quiting being on my computer,so i am not deleting myself anymore,i will just not be here,and spent my life in bed feeling hurt.Oh before you go posting that i am a lazy ass,let me tell you fuck you i am disable and i have no legs to walk,i live my life in a damn wheelchair,an i don't want pity from no idiot.Well thank you and sorry for being a dick.
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Ensign: Why God Shouldn't Have Called Me Either
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 August 2008 I was getting ready to type this week's Ensign this morning when I visited a friend's page online. I'd read a version of this a few years ago along the same lines (this Bible character was some negative characteristic), and I've noticed myself sometimes that we make living the life transformed by God through His Son Jesus Christ harder than it really is. Being a witness doesn't make us perfect, and the more you read through the Bible the more you realize it's not a prerequisite to serve God either. So we're all in pretty good company, and I want to thank my friend (that's a screen name because I do want to keep this person's confidence) for some perspective. We all need it. There are many reasons why God shouldn't have called you. But don't worry.... You'
To Believe
To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us. When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone, That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, And all our hopes and dreams are within reach. If only we believe.
I was doing so well. Then tonight I got to thinking. And I ended up bringing myself down. I started classes Monday. I'm really enjoying school this semester, and I'm only through the first week. But I really like it. All my criminal justice classes are amazing. And next summer I'm going to *hopefully* intern at the county prison. That would be freakin amazing. One of my closest friends *who I'm probably going to marry someday =P* is coming home from South Korea (army) in like a week and a half. And I'm super excited about that. Because it's been over a year since I've seen him. But other than that... I was talking to an ex-boyfriend online tonight, and of course that got me thinking. Not about me and him, or anything like that...just made me sad for some reason. It's been YEARS since we've dated, we've both moved on...I don't understand why I suddenly feel sad. Idk. I don't understand myself sometimes. Maybe that's why I'm still single. Because if I don't unders
Do I fail you Do you scare yourself I know you're not a saint yet Neither am I I guess it's time put out the flame Now I don't ever know The meaning of my name How can it be over When it hadn't begun You're free to go now Be alone in the flesh I won't think of you I'll try to see myself Should I stare into the lake Free like mercury The past we must forsake How can it be over When it hadn't begun what was true or not Won't compare to the above I'll try and hold my head Should I fall into the sea Free like mercury If only I could be Over what hadn't begun How can it be over It hasn't even begun
Time Is Not Healing Me *sigh*
What Kind Of Tea Are You?
You Are Green Tea You are a well balanced person. You don't have many highs or lows in your life. You enjoy bursts of creative energy and productivity. But you also enjoy your downtime. You are insightful and philosophical. You don't take much personally. You are at peace with who you are. You don't have an inflated sense of self. What Kind of Tea Are You?
Why Are You Married?
WHY ARE YOU MARRIED? You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, 'Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?' 'Yes, I am. I married the wrong man.' A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: 'Husband Wanted'. Next day she received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: 'You can have mine.' When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished . A little boy asked his father, 'Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?' Father replied, 'I don't know son, I'm still paying.' A young son asked, 'Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?' Dad replied, 'That happens in every country, son.' Then there was a woman who said, 'I never knew what real happiness was un
Rediscovering Heritage
For the past few months i have been slipping away from my native american heritage. I was ashamed of this so i have been rediscovering my heritage, i am 1/2 Cherokee indian and am once again am very proud of it. It took a vision the other night to bring me back into the native world, but it worked.
How Fast Can I Level?
After being on vacation Ive been kind of sitting around the same points level for a while. I was wondering if anyone would like to help bomb the crap out of me and see how fast I can get to level 24. Thank you in advance. :-D Love you all!! C~
A Dieing Breed Of Man
The true gentleman is a dieing breed of man. They do exist, mind you; but in today's everything's-got-to-be-had-online-world, it's just harder for them to come out. So hopefully, this will be helpful for those who always thought that living the life of Errol Flynn was actually romantic. If you don't think that I have any business writing about this, don't pay attention. I'm sure that the women you like don't want to be treated right anyway. This is for those who want to appreciate the finer things in life, and for those who want to spend their life with someone who does too. Living large: The key to living large is not fearlessness. It is not rare knowledge or even that elusive je ne sais quoi (though dropping in French phrases certainly does help). You must connect with others while remaining true to yourself. To live large is to find that delicate balance between the old eye for an eye and having confidence and security enough to know when to turn the other cheek. If you liv
The Carress
Alone she stands upon the hill, With only the stars as her companions. Her robes flow around her, As the night breeze caresses her being. The Mage calls fourth, And it responds unto her call. The darkness, boiling forth around her, Clawing, caressing, flowing. The Mage feels its touch, Deep within her being. Deep within her being. She feels the power, the strength, Flowing through her mind. Her body, her spirit grow stronger. Then it departs, leaving only its touch, Deep within her being. And once again, She stands alone upon the hill. With only the stars as her companions. ~ Grey ~
Our Shitty Economy
any one notice that its hella hard to get a job right now....and when u finally get one they pay u jack shit and/or give u no hours....all thanx to our fucking dumb ass president...thank u george w. fucking bush for going to war wth the worlds main sorce of oil, u know george the shit that makes cars planes boats and other shit move, very smart george...learn to pick ur battles......well any ways thanx to him he took a decesant economy and turned it to shit, the housing market took a huge dive, the number of forclose homes has more then doubled and in turn raised all the rent prices im seeing rooms for rent that are like $600 really u wanna charge $600 for some one to share a 2 bed room duplex with u what the fuck..... just lately i got a new shity job it pays jack and only gives me a few hours a week witch wouldnt be so bad if i didnt have to move out this coming month.......yea i cant find one place that i can move too be cause every dumb ass out there that owns property is chargi
Joke #3
A man said to his wife one day, I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time. The wife responded,Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you !
Lover Boy
The Loverboy Random Gentle Love Master (RGLM) FACT:You embody the German principle of Konstantzusammenschaft, which is best described in English (without using the obscure English word "sammenschaft") as "eternal togethermanship". Well-liked. Well-established. You are The Loverboy. Loverboys thrive in committed, steady relationships—as opposed to, say, Playboys, who want sex without too much attachment. You've had many relationships and nearly all of them have been successful. You're a nice guy, you know the ropes, and even if you can be a little hasty with decisions, most girls think of you as a total catch. Your hastiness comes off as spontaneity most of the time anyhow, making you especially popular in your circle of friends, too. You know not to make the typical Loverboy mistake of choosing someone who appreciates your good humor and popularity, but who offers nothing in return. You belong with someone outgoing, independent, and creative. Otherwise, you'll g
Kimberly Brannon
Kimberly, I know I already took your page and added my two cents... but that is not quite enough....I wanted to write something alittle more personal to you... KIMMI, omg are completely and wholeheartedly my best best friend.. I love you with my whole heart, my whole being. You will never quite understand how much....K k k k k maybe you do because you say you love me just as much. OMG OMG I cant wait till you and casey come visit..IT WILL BE AWESOME!!! Baby girl.. keep your head up no matter what people try to do or say to make it not good. There will always be haters, and always be those that want to ruin your day when their day is bad. ALWAYS remember this MyHotComments BABY GIRL.. I know there are days that it is rough and you just want to curl up in bed and not go on, PLS remember on that day or days... always always turn to me because you and I...WOW we belong to the same string of perfect for each other... I know right now times are tough with Casey bein
Letting Go Takes Love
To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else. To let go is not to cut myself off, it's the realization I can't control another. To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences. To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands. To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it's to make the most of myself. To let go is not to care for, but to care about. To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive. To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being. To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their destinies. To let go is not to be protective, it's to permit another to face reality. To let go is not to deny, but to accept. To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them. To let go is not to adjust everything
Disarray By Lifehouse
I face my demons wrestling these angels to the ground And all that I could find was a thin line between all the saints And villains it was crossed In my own mind Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for inside the disarray I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's Alright I wouldn't have it any other way Struggling between the facts and fiction I'm alone But I'm alive Everyone around me is trying to make a statement Then there's me I'm just trying to survive Some day I'm gonna find it wish i knew what i was looking for inside the disarray I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going but it's Alright I wouldn't have it any other way If this was any other day I'd pretend to know where I stand I just don't know
the neocunt biblefucker McCunt picks a woman to be a VP. This woman is an unknown. And these assholes did it to spite Clinton. Neocunts have turned politics into HS Drama baby bullshit
You Did Not Ask
You treaded not into the deep; But scarcely waded into the shallows. You did not ask;But can not hide the the shock in your eyes. You did not ask; I could not tell. you did not ask; But wonder why; Now all is gone and time has passed.
Is it me? Thats the question of the day it seems. I've had four dates from a singles site I signed up for a few weeks ago cancel on me in the last few weeks. I've only met one person from that site and I dont count him cause I knew him a year ago, what a jerk. Im starting to think it's me. Not sure what it could be though. Im honest and up front about everything. I tell them about my girl friend, who's my best friend that I recently got involved with on a more intimate level. They all have seemed to think it's hot but then something comes up and they cancel for one reason and another. I wish people would be more honest and up front about stuff, I am why can't everyone else be? I mean if Im not interested in someone Im going to tell them so. If they aren't interested then they should say right off. I can take the not being interested better than the making plans then cancelling and not talking to me ever again. Oh well, their loss is the way I see it. Just needed to bitch
Need To update My hot friends pics. If Interested please summit a photo . I know all my friends are hot . so do not be shy.. do not need to be nsfw..
Within One Self
"Love you will find only where you may show yourself weak without provoking strength."
besides the fact that the mumms are kinda like a public forum for personal opinions (stupid or not) why do people get mad at comment aprovers??......seriously!!!
Up For Auction Again!! U Know U Wanna Own Me!!
OK everyone... It's that time again!! I am up for auction again!! You know u wanna own this sexy redhead!! lol!! If you wanna own someone cool then that's me!! I try hard to be a good ownee!!! lol!! Everyone give Tigerprincess sum love for hosting!!
Imagine A Woman
IMAGINE A WOMAN (Author unknown) Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman A woman who honors her experiences and tells her stories Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life. Imagine a woman who believes she is good a woman who trusts and respects herself who listens to her needs and desires, and meets them with tenderness and grace. Imagine a woman who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present A woman who has walked through her past Who has healed into the present. Imagine a woman who authors her own life. A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest voice. Imagine a woman who names her own gods a woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness who designs her own spirituality and allows it to inform her daily life. Imagine a woman in love with her own body A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is Who cele
Training Days...
Today is the first day since last June that I don't have either work or school or both to deal with. I've decided to start training again. I'm not talking the occasional lifting or jog. Its going to be the hard stuff, the old school wrestling/army training. No junk food, no soda, no beer... just the essentials. Once in the morning and once in the evening. I couldn't do this and work at the same time, it takes too much out of me. There isn't really a reason to do this, to put myself through this. I just want to get back to where I was in the beginning. I've been in shape for various times over the last 2-3 years but not like I was back in the day. I want that back. You watch those nature documentaries on the cable? You see the one about lions? You got this lion. He's the king of the jungle, huge mane out to here. He's laying under a tree, in the middle of Africa. He's so big, it's so hot. He doesn't want to move. Now the little lions come, they start messing with him.
Best Friends
If you care about me you will read the whole thing.....what would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So I just wanted to say even if I never talk to you again in my life your special to me and you've made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them and tell new ones you never will...... remember everyone needs a friend.
Some Clarification Is Needed
okay, so i get alot of questions from different people all the time, so i thought i'd clarify some of it in blog form. yay! first off, NO i'm not a skinhead. yes, i shave my head, but not because i belong to some group of close minded bigots that think hitler was "cool". no i shave my head b/c i'm fucking balding and my hair is so thick/dark on the sides that it's very noticable and i'm still pretty young so yes it bothers me, so i just shave it all off. makes it easier to deal with and i don't look creepy with a bald spot/comb over. secondly, yes i like gothic/industrial music. some people have a hard time with that seeing how i'm a balatent metal head. i love goth rock, industrial, the whole works. i do tend to like the older groups, but i also enjoy some younger bands too, if they're doing it well. hell i like going to clubs if i can get a chance. and while this might seem like a obivous contradiction, i really hate how most goths treat "outsiders." i've been trea
My Friends Niece....
Just to update everyone, my friends niece is still in the hospital, she had some skin grafts surgeries done, but she has now gotten MRSA staff infection....please continue to pray for her. She is such a sweet little girl and should not be going through this at such a young age....
Thank You
New Critter!
Selling horses due to back injury. Gave away one of the three cats - Brandon was upset.... so... the grandparents got him a Guinea Pig!! LOL She's a sweet very southern pig - Brandon named her Savannah!! We'll see who ends up taking care of her! They have their own pic file. And she's trying to take over the computer!!! She gives kisses, talks and squeels, and purrs when she's really happy. Main thing is ... that Brandon is happy with her.... she's better for him than the cat was.
My First Bling....on A Ruff Day
Ah yes...a ruff day around here on Sept 3, 2008. Many lil ruff spots..and then a highlight to the day was............My youngest a teenage boy had been giving me strange attitude. Now he is normally a great kid and this attitude was out of sorts, so much so that I actually took him in for a drug test. NOT something that would normally come from me. We get there, and he cannot pee in the cup. 2nd try....omg 3rd try nothing. ugh. 4th try he gets it done...and the test came out clean! Wow!!!Yeah! I come in to fubar to relax...check some pics and do some rates...and I end up at profile for Damian stalker free agent looking for work. and do my normal rate, fan, and he returns the favor. There were pics in there that gave me the grins I needed....and then he sent me my first bling! A cute lil black puppy! You know..that simple thing really made my day....almost as good as a real lil puppy giving me a lick in the face! So...a special thank you and xo
Forever Night Album Order Now
Now playing: Villiano
Phoenix Dying
staring into the eyes of the dead there is no fear everything is not made clear behind the emptiness nothing can be said as the hands grasp at the skin taking hold and digging in peel the flesh away from the bones see the soul become undone
When You Say Nothing At All
It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word, you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don't say a thing Chorus: The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall But you say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What's being said between your heart and mine Chorus: The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall Chorus: But you say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face let's me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me A touch of your hand says you'll catch me w
Are You A Hopeless Romantic?
Silly Souvenirs Ticket stubs from the first concert you went to together, fun photo booth pics, hilarious cards: the perfect ways to bring out your inner sap. These mementoes of great times put your head in the clouds, even when you have your feet on the ground. Dreamy and romantic, you just love to be in love. And it shows. But you shouldn't keep those things around too long — even if they're from your seventh-grade sweetheart. The love of your life might not exactly be thrilled to see pictures on your nightstand of you and your ex. But don't worry — if you get rid of them, you'll have room for more! PS. I find these things to be very interesting... and fun... interesting because sometimes they are actually accurate!! Fun because sometimes they are so totally BS, but funny. The thing is... now you don't know which I believe about which quiz, do you? Wait... I have an idea... what a great reason for us to actually chat!! You may ask me, if you lik
Lost Soul
This one is about 5 years old now. It came from my first heart break; so I think alot of you will understand that shitty frame of mind I was in while writing this lol Lost Soul I am a Lost Soul I wander around the world for understanding for my mortal life was meaningless Now my soul is incomplete because of my past life I wander the world alone My life ended at the mortal age of 22 I never had the chance to experience anything I wanted to experience Never had the chance to pursue my first passion Never had the chance to see any of the sights I wanted to Never had a chance to share my mind, body, heart, and soul with another I didn't even die in a way that would have made me content So now I wander I am a Lost Soul in a world of misunderstanding I am a Lost Soul that has to wander the world in hopes of finding everything that my mortal life did not give me But alas, it is a lost cause for this Lost Soul. So I fade I fade from the
Come and lie Between my thighs Know pure bliss Within my kiss Wander and touch Need you so much Passion and flame Yours to tame Stomach to breast Dominate the rest Command my pleasure Make it your treasure Hearts that thunder Bodies to plunder Passions mount Moments count Drive me on Before it's gone Mouth to fill Hips that drill Hands to please Legs that tease Body that taunts Heart that wants Passions met Lovers set Come and lie Hear you sigh
Knight In Shining Armor
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.
well now are the new song ready to go on the new cd and its coming out next month....and its country and blues thats on the new cd and i owuld try to put up some songs here on fubar

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