Fubar Blog Posts 3

The Truth.
An African American is someone from Africa who chooses to come live in America. Either your an American or you're not. Don't be dilusional. Either your an American or your something else. You can't be both. But I guess thats what all the P.C. stuff is about. Everything is Grey there is not right or wrong. America is a nation envisioned and created by WHITE ENGLISH who chose to come here and by NECESSITY conquered the native people. There is NOTHING wrong with this!!! THIS is the TRUTH! THIS is how NATIONS are BUILT!!!!!!! I am PROUD to BE an AMERICAN!!!

Eagles - Waiting In The Weeds
It's coming on the end of August. Another summer's promise almost gone. And thought I heard some wise men say that every dog will have his day, He never mentioned that these dog days get so long. I don't know when I realized the dream was over. Well, there was no particular hour, no given day. You know it didn't go down in flames, There was no final scene, no frozen frame, I just watched it slowly fade away. And I've been waiting in the weeds, Waiting for my time to come around again. And hope is floating on the breeze, Carrying my soul high up above the ground. And I've been keeping to myself, Knowing that the seasons are slowly changing. Even know you're with somebody else, He'll never love you like I do. I've been biding time with the crows and sparrows, While peacocks prance and strut up on the stage. If finding love is just a dance, proximity and chance, You will excuse me if I skip the masquerade. And I've been waiting in the weeds, Waiting for the d

I Need Advice From Chicks Only Please!
i need advice on which way does sex feel better, missionary or girl on top, or even doggystyle, i want to know so i can give my girl multiple orgasms. please feel free to comment on this and i take critisism very positively. thanx, biglou69

Levelin Requirements
These are the requirements for Sexy Levelers to help you Leveling Requirements: 1.Must be at least a Level 5 2.Must have a Valid Salute 3.Must have either 100 pics + 25 stash or 200 pics that are rateable

These Days
***your integrity says EVERYTHING about who you are.*** *people only treat you the way YOU allow them to treat you. *your problems aren't your parents fault, or anyone else's in your life: OWN UP! *WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND my friend...sure hope you're dishin' out the good stuff! *you can't change someone's heart...they've got to want it & Christ has to do the work. period. *people are selfish, rude, and inconsiderate. recognize it. accept it. and make an effort to be different. unfortunately, skin deep seems to be in style these days. *Girls are caddy & LAAAME...smile big and walk on by...they can't remember why they don't like you anyways! *change is hard, and usually sucks pretty bad...but it builds character, and character is key. *self respect & self image. 2 things that everyone should understand COMPLETELY. *hate and harsh feelings will destroy your heart...learn how to let go. *gota attitude problem?? fix it! things are as good as you make em'!

Sex
1. How old are you? 38 2. What is your sexual orientation? str8 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex? LOVE it 4. Have you ever received oral sex? Yes.. and I luv it 5. How many sexual partners have you had? not sure 6. What is your pubic hair style? shaved 7. What is your choice of underwear style? none 8. Have you ever had anal sex? sex 9. What is your favorite position? any 10. How often do you masturbate? all the time 11. Have you ever kissed a girl? yes 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl? Yes 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos? . yes. 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once? yes 15. Have you watched porn? of course 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area? not yet 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex? yes 18. Spit or swallow? yes 19. Have you ever had an orgasm? yes 20. Do you own any sex toys? yes Report as NSFW (Not

"may Dream's Become Reality"
You could be mine, The taste of your skin rolling Gliding over my senses. Erotic fantasies flashing over In my mind, to let me know how Much they don't compare to you. I can almost feel the soft press of Your body, warm, firm, molding with Mine to form a perfect being. Nimble fingers and hands working Their spell over my desires. We could be one, you know that, We could become trapped in our Fancies staying tied down in our Own little play world held back by A thirst that can't be quenched. I could be yours, wrapped in clear Blanket on display for your amusement To show everyone the catch you've made The servant you're found, the lover you choose. We could be ours. "May Dream's Become Reality"

Stupid Ext Cab
i'm done, i've had it, the damn thing is going up for sale i've had issues with my ext cab for a while ... its been down over a year now and i've dumped about a grand into it and i still haven't got it going again. we had it started but it wouldnt idle right ... its on my last nerve and i'm ready to torch it and be done with it ... does anyone want this thing? give me a price and i'll think it over, i'm just tired of messing with it. here's some info in it: its a 1998 Chevy Silverado, ext cab short bed, 5.7 Vortec 350 (V8), automatic tranny, 2 wheel drive, leather, power everything, 3rd door, bucket seats with console, tinted windows, chrome bed rails, new chrome step bars, chrome gas door, locking gas cap, tailgate lock, drop in bedliner, striaght pipe dual exhaust, rear tires are nearly new, and it's wired for a sound system. it does have some issues ... not starting is the main thing but it also has the big dent on the driverside door and ext cab section ... here's some

A Minute Of My Dirty Thoughts...
It's amazing how much I don't have to say and or complain about when I actually have something to do! How funny it is that I had all the time in the world to pontificate upon my misfortunes within my day to day existance, when I actually had nothing taking up my valuable time, therefore, leaving me open to just vent away my troubles to any and all willing keyboards... Yet here I am... There must be a minute or two to spare in my hectic life for me to be here, once again, airing out that dirty laundry. Lets just say, I like to do my linens the old fashioned way. Sure, I have a Whirlpool frontloader with all the perks but there's just nothing like the clean smell of pent up frustration pouring out unto the virginistic white space of a blog post...well, okay, thaaat is a bit dramatic, if I do say so myself! Wana know how school is? I got a 95% on my test today if that is an indication of my knowledge retention ratio! Oh, and did I mention a quarter of my classmates have

Reo Speedwagon Keep On Loving You Lyrics For A Special Lady On Here
You shouldve seen by the look in my eyes, baby There was somethin missin You shouldve known by the tone of my voice, maybe But you didnt listen You played dead But you never bled Instead you lay still in the grass All coiled up and hissin And though I know all about those men Still I dont remember Cause it was us baby, way before then And were still together And I meant, every word I said When I said that I love you I meant That I love you forever And Im gonna keep on lovin you Cause its the only thing I wanna do I dont wanna sleep I just wanna keep on lovin you (solo) And I meant every word I said When I said that I love you I meant That I love you forever

Plzz Help Him
He is a little behind on his contest!!! lets give him a hand...... SHOW HIM U LUV HIM (repost of original by '~~SassyMysticDawn~~Member of The Shadow Bombers~~' on '2008-08-22 21:39:15') (repost of original by 'DJ SuperMan~C/O Planet X~Fu Owner Of Chaotic Princess*Fu Engaged To Kisa*' on '2008-08-22 23:02:42') (repost of original by '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾' on '2008-08-22 23:18:11') (repost of original by 'Home Page Of The Shadow Bombers' on '2008-08-22 23:18:56') (repost of original by '~~SassyMysticDawn~~Member of The Shadow Bombers~~' on '2008-08-24 02:27:15') (repost of original by 'ZGIRL**Rating Revolution**CLUB UNITED MEMBER & THE SHADOW BOMBER' on '2008-08-24 03:02:44') (repost of original by '`~SteVe~` `~aKa ~` `~"The Sweet Angel" & MEMBER of the "RATING REVOLUTION"' on '2008-08-24 03:25:57')

Giant Wall
T'wud seem as though i have hit the creative wall, this isnt the first time but yet this one seems to have lasted longer. Seems i lack the passion and ideas, hmmmm i have lost my muse, my inspiration. Summer has sucked all the creativeness out of me and replaced it with a dull uninspiring shell. argh Uni in 4 weeks that shall get my creative Juices flowing amongst other things woohooo freshers week, alcohol + loose fresher girls = inspiration (Y)

Petals
You’re stealing all my petals, so my flower's almost bare. Acting like it matters not, like you don’t even care. When I end up as just a stem, you’ll wonder where I went. The gift I gave you; dearest friend, you know was heaven sent. While I'm wilting you’re running around, your water's giving life. To every plant whose petals bloom, you cut me like a knife. Almost gone; I’m drooping low, and now on the ground I lay. When I’m gone and your heart is bare, gone’s where I’m going to stay.

Mia
So I've been kinda MIA lately its cuz my "brother" (best friend pretty much adopted into my family) came up to Oregon for my 20th birthday :) I'd like to say THANK YOU! to everyone who wished me a happy birthday on here, it means a lot that'd you'd take time to send me a gift on fubar like 3 days prior lol its all cool though. I didn't think I was too horribly liked. Its okies though. Anywho umm so I'll be less MIA & I'll be adding up new pics here soon, but if you read this blog (since I know MOST wont) then you might get a special shout out just tell me what you'd like & remember I'm somewhat limited on clothing since I didn't bring all my stuff up from Phx. ALSO yay for starting school in like A MONTH! haha I KNOW crazy but eh. So leave comments/love/rate I'll do it back & remember I LOVES YA'LL LOTS! -kiddoak

One More Time For The Cause!
DevilGirl and Persia are trying for the spotlight. Bling them, send fu bucks, any little bit will help. Do Not send them to me, send them to DevilGirl and Persia,transfer fees are steep. DevilGirl & Persia@ fubar I would love to see these two get the spotlight.Show them lots of love. ~FAT SONNY~ (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-08-21 12:56:29') (repost of original by 'DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper~ Owned by Stitch and Cherry Princess' on '2008-08-21 13:03:12') (repost of original by 'President Lincoln©~Owner of Vigilante®™©~Sonnys Uncle~no salute=no add' on '2008-08-21 14:09:26') (repost of original by 'DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper~ Owned by Stitch and Cherry Princess' on '2008-08-22 22:29:53') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-08-22 22:48:15') (repost of original by '*~Alice in Wonderland~* PWND by Donna, ☠piercedmama☠ & DarkLilAngel' on '2008-08-22 23:48:33') (repost of original by 'Per§ia, ETid, BTf, Fu

Angels
In the arms of angels I ride the last time Victim of my own hand Now I see all Who cared for me Why didn’t they show If I knew then What I know now In the arms of angels I had it my own way Now it is their way In the arms of angels Then I just prayed Locked in an embrace In arms of my love Now all I can do is Listen to my angels Farewell my love

Leaving.
I leave to see Jeff again from the 10th till the 18th. He bought my tickets again. $466. Autumn is going with me this time again. I'm excited. Its my birthday present. Autumns sick right now. Shes full of infection. Shes taking it well though and is in a peppy mood. I'm fucking exhausted so I'm off to bed. Night everyone. www.bellorinna.blogspot.com

Do You Think Of Me Too???
Do You Think Of Me Too??? As I lay here in bed I think of you I begin to wonder Do you think of me too? I imagine you're next to me, Pulling me close, I feel your kiss, As you caress my skin. My heart beats fast, Pounding louder every second, I begin to tremble, As I taste your sweet lips. I find that I gasp for air, To replace the breath that you just took away. My body and soul Are slipping into a heavenly bliss. Your hands are touching my every inch, With such ease and tenderness. I want this moment to last, Not one second can escape, I want to stay in your arms, But then I suddenly awake. It was only a dream, Just a desire, But in reality, You have set my heart on fire. rlf

Quick Thought...
Apparently jazz music makes me frustrated, angry and possibly prone to violence. I was holding for someone on the phone at Wal-Mart, my mom had ordered a bunkbed for my daughter. Anyways, I am usually a pretty patient person but dear lord! It didn't even sound like music to me, it sounded like an adolescent with no horn skills blaring really loudly at me on purpose! Sorry, just had to get that off my chest...ya know so it's easier for the dr to do the op...yeah, pretty much my attempts at humor are sucking today. *sigh*

Loss Of Jason(done By Mom Aka Cherkle Sept. 24th 1987 1 Month & 10 Days After Jay Died)
The pain is hard to handle. I miss his sweet smile in the mornings his face would light up so much when he smiles. The way he loved to sit up and look around. He would look when you held him up and he was looking at you or I. His smile would and look would make you feel so wonderful. He has twinkling blue eyes. He was our angel sent from heaven. His loved touched us all. But, God took our angel home with him. God is watching over our baby. We miss him so much our beautiful baby Jason and trying to go on living without him is very difficult because our love was so strong for him. His brother Chris misses Jason but, he loves Jason with all our hearts as we all do. Jason touched our lives to a great extent. The apartment is so quiet now. With no cries for a bottle or to be held. No rush to a crying baby. Our hearts and arms ache for our Jason. No other baby will ever take his place in our lives. He will always be our second baby. He his our angel. Our lives continue to

Dark Beauty
Dark Beauty of the night,,, Standing all alone. Shadows whispering in her ear, Come and take me home... The swaty of her stature,her cold black eyes. The power she does hold. Hidden her dark disguise, As her magick takes control To hold such a creature, Would be more than you could bare. For the beauty that you are seeking, Is the illusion of her stare. She will wrap you in her arms, And love you tenderly. The beauty of this creature, Is not all what it may seem. For her powers will amaze you, They are those of the evil ways. And to taste the blood of sweet nector, Will cause you to drown within her gaze. She will only love you, Like you've never knowm before. The passion and lust she'll give, Will leave you begging her for more. But be carefull of your sinful wishes, For this she feeds on well. She'll take you in her cold,dark grip, She'll take you straight to hell. For this Darkened Beauty, Is wicked through and through. She'll take your breathe without a cause, For it is

Done With Fubar
I am so done with this site i am not even jokin see when i stared this a year ago it was fun on here and all people talked and what ever else Had fun when it was cherrytap,but now it turned to fubar which that stands for F-fucked U-up B-beyond A-all R-recognition that's all it is now married men and women on here and it's like a cheater site.I was here to make some friends and chat on here that's about it but these point shit has taken the fun outta chat ten and i have no time for Point whores,or anything else i really don't care about NSFW pictures if i want to see naked people then i will go to a porn site and this is kinda what this site is but its soft compared to what i have seen,my question is why not chat and have fun you may be popular on here but that goes away when the internet connection is logged off.then when that happens the popular half of the females on here are just the average every day female,i have witnessed stupid people taking some one for granted on

For A Shining Star
i see your face when i close my eyes at night i wrap that image up and hold it close to my heart and soul every day, you are in mind always there, smiling, holding my hand with you wings wrapped around me shielding me from harm how i ache and yearn to be with you to lay in your arms and you in mine to hold each other close and safe i long to hear the sound of your heart as it beats in rhythm to mine sometimes i feel that my words don't do you justice that i fail to fully explain my love for you but i know that deep in your heart, that you know how i truely feel.

Kind Of Funny....
These classifieds actually ran in newspapers... FREE YORKSHIRE TERRIER. 8-years old. Hateful little bastard. Bites! FREE PUPPIES: 1/2 Cocker Spaniel, 1/2 sneaky neighbor's dog. FREE PUPPIES.. Mother, AKC German Shepherd. Father, Super Dog...able to leap tall fences in a single bound. FOUND DIRTY WHITE DOG. Looks like a rat. Been out a while. Better be a big reward. COWS, CALVES: NEVER BRED. Also 1 gay bull for sale. NORDIC TRACK $300 Hardly used, call Chubby. GEORGIA PEACHES California grown - 89 cents/lb. JOINING NUDIST COLONY! Must sell washer and dryer $300. WEDDING DRESS FOR SALE . Worn once by mistake. Call Stephanie. And the best one?: FOR SALE BY OWNER: Complete set of Encyclopedia Britannica, 45 volumes. Excellent condition. $1,000 or best offer. No longer needed, Got married last month. Wife knows everything.

Thinking
i've been randomly thinking about an idea i've had for a while, but haven't really figured out how to do it. it's basically the idea for a "multimedia" group. i have the idea for a name for it, and it would include art, music, writing etc. the only thing is i'm not great at all of it. i can write plenty, i have ideas for music just no method of creating it as i don't play anything other than my throat. lol. i know artists that i would like to help with creating the artwork. as they can draw, paint, and do photoshop things i can't do in the slightest. it's coming up with the time to do this project. i've had it in my mind for about a year now, and so far the idea for a name i haven't seen used anywhere....yet. so hopefully i can get it all worked out to see this come to fruitation.

My Page May Seem Offensive But Is Not.
If you think it my page or the things in it are silly;dumb or plain stupid leave a message. I have tried to do this bombing thing and it is moving slow but I guess I will have to be patient. I do somethings to get folks attention but it is not always as serious as you may think. Ask a question!!!! Be brave!!!! I know I am not like most people and don't do things like others do, I think it is good to be different. People on fubar it seems it is all about status or popularity. I would like to progress, I hate to be cemented to the floor if you will.

Stolen From Philemon...and He Isn't Even A Friend :p
1. Go to photobucket.com (don't sign in) 2. Type the answer to your question in the "search" box 3. Pick from pictures on the first page only What is your name? OH DEAR GOD NO!!! What is your relationship status? What is your favorite color? What kind of car do you drive? Who is your celebrity crush? What are you listening to? What is your favorite tv show? What kind of phone do you have? What is something you do a lot? Whats your favorite character? Whats your favorite dessert? Whats your favorite non alcoholic drink? Whats your favorite alcoholic drink?

1,2, 3, Four Eyes!!!
It's something we used to sing to this kid named brian when I was in the fourth grade. Gawd, why do I remember this shit?! Everyday, like clockwork, all of us would be lined up for the school bus. The rule was, wherever the backpack lie designated your place in line for the bus...kinda like a first come first serve honor system. Everyday, there I'd be with my best friend jaime, all in line, ready and a waiting like the good kids we were. It never failed though, last minute, I mean like, see the bus coming to a stop, last minute and here'd come 1,2,3 four eyes brian. He'd be running like the short bus shoulda been riding shithead bullnosing past everyone right onto that bus like he'd been waiting first in line all along. Man, we all hated that kid! He thought he could bully his way through all of us as if we were nonexistent well, that was, until he met me. I look back now and think, man, I was such a little shit myself! I admit to choneing the phrase "1,2,3 four eye

?!?!?!?
1. Why does the sun lighten our hair, but darken our skin? 2. Why can't women put on mascara with their mouth closed? 3. Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? 4. Why don't you ever see the headline Psychic Wins Lottery? 5. Why is abbreviated such a long word? 6. Why is a boxing ring square? 7. Why is it considered necessary to nail down the lid of a coffin? 8. Why is it that doctors call what they do practice? 9. Why is it that rain drops but snow falls? 10. Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click on Start? 11. Why is it that when you're driving and looking for an address, you turn down the volume on the radio? 12. Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? 13. Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? 14. Why is the third hand on the watch called a second hand? 15. Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? 16. Why isn't ther

Fookin Haters
Well shits. Due to some hater a few days ago turning me in for NSFW comments (band/music logos and pix, and blood/gore) I'm now no longer able to comment pix. And to you select few of a$$holes on my page that give me shYt about it...one last time you need to stfu. Thought I was clear enough when I said I am banned from commenting. Obviously I wasn't. So is this clear enough? I AM BANNED FROM C-O-M-M-E-N-T-I-N-G for a M-O-N-T-H.

Get Your Bling On
That's right I'm holding my second bling auction since the first was such a success...so come on by and check out what is being auctioned and bid on these great blings Auction starts Saturday August 30th and ends Sunday September 7th Bidding starts at 20k fubucks These will be the blings to be auctioned off

Poetry
Wasted Wasting away in my soul I feel the loss of words That once flowed with ease These trials leave me hollow Emtpy of emotion I cannot feel Falling from a cliff of my desires Into the abyss of an empty heart KISS Soft Sensual Wet Lips Parting Carressing Melting Exciting Iviting Tongue darting Enticing Tasting Intoxicating Kiss

Introductions
Just a little about me for anyone who may have looked this far and wanted to know - My name is Mike, i'm a single father of a 13 year old young lady. I work as a police dispatcher. I am a Marine Corps combat veteran from the first gulf war. I am single. I use my powers mostly for good, but I have been swayed to the dark side from time-to-time. As for my secret origin - I was not bitten by a radioactive spider or struck by lightening and doused with mysterious chemicals. Nope, my parents fucked each other. There I was, 9 months later! That's about all you need to know to follow the current storyline...and really...that's kind of sad....shit. Next blog, I promise, there will be some kind of exciting event! Thanks!

Death
I can still remember the first time death came into my life. I was in kindergarten & my mother’s dad died. I didn’t really understand what was going on. In my mind all I knew was Papaw was taking a long nap. The first time that I really understood the meaning of death was in the seventh grade & my daddy’s mother died. I’ll never forget the morning Mama woke Wes & me up with the news. I think I went into shock or something. The events of that day are vague. I remember going to my aunt’s house & the corner hadn’t yet got there. They all tried to stop me from going in and seeing her. After they decided I was fine & wasn’t going to try to go in there, they stopped watching me. I came up missing for a couple of minutes. They found me when the corner arrived. There I was lying next to Mamow begging her to wake up. After they got me up I don’t really recall anything else until Daddy finally made it in. I was told later that after they got me out of bed & got me a bath that I wouldn’t talk.

Asking For Prayers
my 21 year old daughter and my ex wife that I was married to for 14 years lives in New Orleans. I am asking all who is reading this to please say a special prayer for them and let's hope that they are ok. I am worried about them so we are asking for their safety. thank you, Rev. Darrel

Make Money From Home
hey was up im christopher osorio we are looking for chatters to join our company. We right now are located in panama but we hire ppl from all over the globe to join our online chat center with 24/7 online support and full staff training online. What We Do... We market and sell subscriptions to the largest and most interactive customer base adult websites online! The girls that we promote are way to busy to sell themselves becuase they are doing live shows, so we market there cams and send clients to them... for every membership sign up we give you a commssion a nice one in fact!!!! WE PAY PER SIGN UP THAT MEANS THERE IS NO MAX ON YOUR SALES YOU CAN MAKE ALOT OF MONEY IN WEEKS $ potential How can we promise you that you will make money Well do you know whats the only market on the web and in the world that dosent go down???? PORN Yup thats right titties and ass will always sell.. THAT MEANS FOR YOU THAT YOU WILL ALWAYS MAKE MONEY how much do yo

I'll Show You How God Falls Asleep On The Job
I swear one of these days I'm going to make up something interesting to blog about. The only news I have is going to have (hopefully) a shit ton of new pictures up on my DA in the next few days. Finally got a device that will read my cameras SD card. I'll be taking a shit ton of picture next week too after I get my tattoo and piercings done. Just figured I'd take some before all that happens so when I'm old, alone and almost completely covered in ink and metal I can look back and remember the time I didn't look like some random artist's canvas. FUCK YEAH...

Gamerkitten Is So Close!
GamerKitten is trying to get to GodMama. She's only about 49k away from there so what's say we help her out? {GaMerKiTTeN}¢¾ *Chriz's Girlfriend*@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Persia sent ya. ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per¡×ia, ETid, BTf, FuGF of Ruby Cairo ? CounterB!tch to Trancy ?@ fubar Walking On Air - Kerli

Fyi
Well im sure if y'all have noticed I havent been online as much as usual.....there has been so much goin on....I am in the beginning sages of kidney failure ..I go back in Friday for anoher ultrasound on the kidneys. also if anyone remembers back in May I had abdominal hernia surgery well here it is Sept and im still not healed. My body didnt dissolve the interior stiches which has been the cause of the infections..sooooo next Tuesday or thursday i will be having surgery yet again! So anywa just figured Id fill y'all in not that anone will pay atention but I cant get accused of not lettin ya know!! LOL y'ALL take care ~*~HuGS N KISSES~*~ melinda

Looking To Find Playmates Agian!
I am A bisexual Female in a healthy loving marriage with the love of my life! Our love life went down hill a little when we had to move in with his parents about 6 yrs ago and since we were liveing with them we could not have any home party's!!! Thankfully we are now back our own place with dorrs that lock and can get back into the swing of things! i just hope that we are still young and attractive enough to do so! Well i guess we will just have to wait and see! Is there any single ladies or couples out there looking for a good time???? Hope to hear from yall soon! For Naughty pic visit my Adultspace profile NSACOUPLE4U

Strike That, Reverse
“On that day did the king Ahasuerus give the house of Haman the Jews’ enemy unto Esther the queen. And Mordecai came before the king; for Esther had told what he was unto her.” The eighth chapter of the book of Esther opens with the king after he ordered his grand vizier Haman to be hung for what he saw as assaulting his wife (see chapter seven for more details). Ahasuerus [historically, Xerxes of Persian Wars fame] learns that not only is Esther one of the Jews targeted by an extermination decree that Haman tricked him into making law with his signet ring (containing the royal seal, the royal equivalent of a signature) but also that Mordecai – whom as one of his judges Ahasuerus should have already known was a Jew – who had saved his life by reporting an assassination attempt (see chapter two) was Esther’s cousin. Verse two reports that Ahasuerus removed the signet ring he’d taken from Haman before he sentenced him to death and placed it on his finger (what “he gave it to Mordec

Meeting 5 Transcipt ( Read From Bottom To Top)
DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: if No one has any thing Else to Add then I hereby End this Meeting Of the Demon Dragon Bombers Drinks are on me delete Rock Star Rated...: wb delete DJDemonSkull~As...: ty ty delete TENDERHEART6908: wb ronnie delete DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: wb Ronnie delete DJDemonSkull~As...: ok i think im back delete Rock Star Rated...: y/w delete DJ Combat 8869 ...: any time manda delete DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: welcome Hun delete TENDERHEART6908: also* delete TENDERHEART6908: aslo I am goin to be moving tonight from the training surver to the big surver tonight some time when chad is free I am still nurvise about it but I want to thank you guys for keeping me up and not being so nurvise jess dale andy ronnie delete DJ DemonWolf ~ ...: any one want to add any thing Else here tonight ? delete TENDERHEART6908: cool delete TENDERHEART6908: Ok delete Rock Star Rated...: i believe i am delete TENDERHEART6908: my yim is amanda_5112007 delete

You Love Me Not...i Love You Still
You Love me, You Love me not.... Will I ever hold your heart, Will you let me play that part. Show me real, Show me true, Show me, the real sides of you. I love you, I love you not.... The real type of love can't be bought. I gave you me, I gave you my heart. You made it sing from the start. You made me believe it was all real, Our vows, a solid deal. But, now... The songs are gone, the air lies still. Not a bird to sing the mellody, that once gave our hearts wings. The songs are gone, the air lies still. You Love me not, I love you still. Don't tell me your sorry, cause we know your not. Put all that shit back into the wishing pot. You Love me, You Love me not.... I Love you, I wish I did not..... The stars are dark, the dreams are gone. Our moon now shines for others to see. You've done the damage, now let me be. Back away, give me back my Key. I'll lock it safely away, before you let it break on me. But now.... The thrill is gone, Pain lies here.

Bunny In A Calendar?!
SWEET JUDY IS MAKING A FU CALENDAR! PLEASE VOTE 10 FOR ME SO I CAN BE ON IT OR 11 SO I CAN PICK MY MONTH, WHICH WOULD BE OCTOBER FOR MY HALLOWEEN PICTURE IT WILL TAKE LESS THAN A MINUTE! XOXOXOX YOUR FAVORITE BUNNY!!!!!! CLICK THE PIC AND VOTE!!!! REPOST THIS IF YOU CAN. (repost of original by 'QUEEN BUNNY is protected by Royal Guard LATIN MAN' on '2008-09-06 18:29:56')

Bound Unto Him
she knelt before HIM, her collar was tight. she wore it with pride, all through the night. To HIM will she bow, for HE is so strong. she gave unto HIM, to HIM she will belong. Hands bound beside her, her feet were bound too. she was lost in HIS power, what else could she do? So she bowed down before HIM, head so low to the ground. Now and forever, to HIM is she bound.

Movin
Just bought my ticket to South Carolina, and totally freaking out about it. Dont get me wrong, i am realllllly excited. However, this will be my first time flying,first time out on my OWN without a hubby/parents to rely on. Just having a r/l moment i suppose LOL. for those of you wanting to know...Ill be in Charlotte and staying with my guy for a few days on the 17th of sept. After that, Ill be goin to my friends house where ill be staying in wilmington NC until i am able to get a job/car and get on my feet. Hoping within a month or two to be on my own! Cant wait :D FYI...for those of you driving on the roads of the carolinas...WATCH OUT! HAHAHA :P ok im done :P~ 10 more days! woot hehe

9091998
Somewhere in the midst of loneliness I saw a brightly shining light I felt myself being drawn to it But never once suspected it was you. Somewhere amid my insecurities I saw a solid rock on which to stand I embraced it as a savior But never once suspected it was you. Somewhere in the depth of my soul I felt a love that would last forever I returned it with every ounce of my being And realized my light, my rock, my love Was you.

Neener Neener Neener
HAHAHAHAH, Well as all you fuckers head off to work in crazy ass rush hour traffic think of me sitting here on vacation for the next week and a half. Waiting on lights that never turn green, or if they do only for two cars worth. Or getting behind the slow granny in the fast lane, and cant get over due to an accident that has traffic backed up for a mile. As you hurry up to eat lunch in the pathetic 30 minutes allotted, of course spilling your drink as you do. As you deal with rude customers, loud bosses, and lazy co workers. Then head back out in evening rush hour traffic which somehow takes you an extra half hour longer to get through. All to head home, only realizing as you walk in the door you forgot that one ingredient you needed for dinner. Kid time, showers, baths, pick up dirty living room, downtime for an hour or two Only to wake up tomorrow and do it all again. ROFLMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO *waves at you all, while sitting in my jammies.. *side

Wasting Time-red
You found me here, waiting for your chance You would reach inside and take all of me You watch your lies smother me again But now you can't! Don't even try your wasting time Jump back I'll beat you down and turn around I'm fighting my way through you Push you away, I'll never break Come back I'll beat you down It's over now I'm turning my back on you I turn around, there you are A blink and a flash back to you again You push me down tried to steal it all This time I pushing back! Don't even try your wasting time Jump back I'll beat you down, turn around I'm fighting my way through you Push you away, I'll never break Come back I'll beat you down It's over now I'm turning my back on you Ohh on you Go ahead and try to stop me Go ahead and try to stop me Go ahead and try to stop me Go ahead and try! Go ahead and try! Don't even try, you're wasting time Jump back I'll beat you down and turn around I'm fighting my way through you! Push you away, I'l

Love Over Sex...must Read !!!
sex is so eazy to get from people but love n true love is hard to find not saying kids are bad and ladys r sluts but it seems everybody has kids now and not with the babys daddys ? y yes all guys are dicks thats where we get all are info from that why you call use dicks because when u ask use to do something we allways 99.9% of the time get it wrong its allways sex sex sex...

I Coulda Told You This.... :d
Your Personality Profile You are sexy, powerful, and bold. You're full of passion and energy... Sometimes this passion has a dark side. You feel most alive when you're seducing someone. You never fail to get someone's attention. You're quick minded, but you're also quick to lose your temper! The World's Shortest Personality Test

Carebear?
SHE HAS KEPT ME SH*TFACED FOR THE LAST MONTH STRAIGHT, DONT YOU THINK YOU DESERVE THAT? SHE'S A SWEETHEART AND DESERVES SOME LOVIN, SO DO IT HARD, DO IT FAST, AND DO IT ROUGH... CLICK RIGHT HERE CAREBEAR>2ndAlarmHottieProspect/SurrealsAngel/owned by Tender Heart,LostAngel@ fubar NOW GO RATE/FAN/ADD/CRUSH/BLING BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY Drunk1™ **Alison's Overseer**Owned By Lucky**@ fubar DRINK DRANK DRUNK fine print: Im an asshole - George Carlin

Come Join The Fun
Come see us again in the Midnight Dreamer Lounge! Come listen and chat with our wonderful members and staff! You'll keep comin back! Midnight Dreamer Midnight Dreamer Lounge... come for the company... stay for the tunes... keep comin back for the FUN! OWNER @ Midnight DreamerCO OWNER @ Midnight Dreamer Midnight Dreamer...Please come join in the fun!!!

I Don't Care-apocalyptica W/adam Gontier
Try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it Yeah deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me... bit by bit, That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care If

First Blog Lol
Hi ya'll, doing up my first blog here tonight. I will be doing this more often now, that I realized there is blogs here. lol My bad, cuz I have been too busy at home and not on here much. Getting more time to where I can spend it here now, which seems nice. I have missed chatting with most of ya's. More later on, take care ya'll

I Need A Second Owner!
GO RATE THIS PICTURE, THE MORE RATES I GET THE HIGHER MY CHANCES OF GETTING EXTRA COOL STUFF!!! PLACE A BID IF YA WANT AS WELL! AND OF COURSE MAKE SURE YOU F/A/R THE HOST!! Alison@ fubar NOW GO DROP A RATE ON MY PIC!!! Fine Print: "Ask her to wait a moment - I am almost done." - Carl Friedrich Gauss (1777-1855), when informed that his wife was dying

Why Are Some People So Ignorant??!!
Some people are so pathic!!! Again my default pic was reported by some fucking moron. I have moved the pic to my NSFW folder. It's a pic of me in a mesh like black top, but my hands are covering my tits! I mean, if Myspace allowed it, what the fuck is the problem?? NOTHING is showing! NOTHING! Why the fuck are you even on this site if all you do is bitch and whine that something is NSFW! News flash limp dick, this whole fucking site is NSFW. Do us all a favor and get a life and get the fuck off here. I mean honestly, this is an adult site. I don't feel that any pics should be labeled NSFW b/c this is an ADULT site! Get over it, get over yourself, and get the fuck out!!!! Oh, and just so you won't be "offended" I did mark this NSFW, just for your dumb ass!

Have You Heard This Rumor?!
Georgia's Finest is one of the raddest people on Fubar. She'd love to get the spotlight and I think we should see her there. Don't you? Georgia's Finest((Fu-owned by Timothy))@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her!Send her your fubucks, because seriously, how many e-drinks can ya buy? LOL ¢¾ PLEASE REPOST!!!! Per¡×ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ? CounterB!tch to Trancy@ fubar Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean (repost of original by 'Per¡×ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ¢¾ CounterB!tch to Trancy' on '2008-09-08 19:39:03') (repost of original by '~DevilGirl~ Sonny's Keeper' on '2008-09-08 20:14:48') (repost of original by 'Per¡×ia, ETid, FuGF of Ruby Cairo & xXSedative Death DemonxX ¢¾ CounterB!tch to Trancy' on '2008-09-08 20:35:08') (re

Because We Are Americans
Because WE are Americans Written by Keith Partney To be enriched by the passion of Glory To bear true faith and allegiance to the same To be entitled to a Declaration of Independence Of all wealth and cause for Freedom To thank the lucky stars to be living in a Free Land Because the flag stands for Freedom and that will never be taken away Pride of an American Dream To be known that your Free and to have that Freedom mean something And to not forget the men and women who gave their lives for your tomorrow To stand up for your Country and defend the Red, White, and Blue To a blessed land of knowing boundaries Unit, Corps, God, Country----the true meaning Untouchable Freedom that time has weathered its source Bearing the knowledge from brother to brother To achieve the best of all worlds To introduce new life and the meaning there of To Conquer and to not be Conquered Understanding wealth,health,and happiness On the road to many horizons Riding the Eagle home t

I Am In Aw (newstory)
"Have you fallen in a black hole? Somewhere theres a universe of missing stuff. . ." ~*~ Lindsay Lohan~*~ I first heard about it from a girl in my math class Wednesday night, and then asked her if she had been reading Dan Brown, of course she said no. But for me I couldn't believe it, it sounds like something out of his novel Angels & Demons. I can't wait to see what all happens and what they come up with afterwards. Multibillion-dollar collider to probenature's mysteries * Story Highlights * Large Hadron Collider will have first attempt at circulating a beam September 10 * It's the largest particle accelerator in the world and costs about $9 billion * Lawsuits allege it could generate black holes that could eat the Earth * Scientists say these allegations have no merit By Elizabeth Landau CNN (CNN) -- Deep underground on the border between France and Switzerland, the world's largest particle accelerator complex will explore the world on smaller scales than any hu

New Hope New Desires...
What can i write when these past few days ive been at peace?... The darkness clearing from my eyes my life turning out to be better then i previously thought... I have goals i have things to work towards... I'm not perfect, no one can ever be... I will work towards the things i want most in life least what most take for granted i will gain in time... I have a new flame burning an this time it won't be extinguished this time... i only have hope love an happiness to look forward. My hands will get dirty but i will come through as i always have this time with the best of friends backing me yes you all know whom you are... Thank you for everything an all the helped you've given me. My thoughts an ideas still a bit jumbled but i know what i want an eventually i'll see that day when i'm looking up at the moon by your side an we just smile cause that moon is what kept us close through hard times.... Thinking of you always it seems.

5 Levels Of Hang Overs
Five Levels of Hangovers One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a

Fate
It's Amazing... How one person can change your life How a smile from you can erase everything bad How life seems less scary when you're holding my hand. It's Phenomenal... How fate brings two strangers together How I survived before I knew you How, whenever I'm with you it's like a great new adventure. It's Beautiful... How love can be so unconditional How learning about you is like reading my favorite story. How loving you is so easy. And I'm so thankful... That I'm able to know this Amazing Phenomenal Beautiful person And because... I LOVE YOU

The Blossom
The Blossom by: William Blake (1757-1827) Merry, merry sparrow! Under leaves so green A happy blossom Sees you, swift as arrow, Seek your cradle narrow, Near my bosom. Pretty, pretty robin! Under leaves so green A happy blossom Hears you sobbing, sobbing, Pretty, pretty robin, Near my bosom.

Contest Help
hey everyone- my fu hubby and r/l bf is entered in a tat contest. he clearly deserves to win since his tat's the best. however, theres a shadow leveler among others who are paying people to comment bomb them and rate them when their tats aren't even on the same level. please help rate caspers tat and vote him the best male tat... as rightfully deserved if you even look at the other options.... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=186098&albumid=1211363&i=4009871557&idx=9 add the girl, dj sweets if you can't access the folder. thanks guys!!!! i know it sounds hopeless, but its day one of 7 and maybe if we work hard so the prize goes to the person with the genuinely best tat, then we can maintain some integrity of these contests after all???? lets do this or at least try. ♥ bits

Slow Tears
Slow Tears by me I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always so gracefull, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those deep eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did why you did those things you´ve said I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek This is no dream and now a tear runs down your cheek. Mrrcp 2007

Just A Small Warrning
I regard to 3 people that are getting under my skin a little think of this.Yeah it's a warning you bitches. All Nightmare Long Luck. Runs. Out. Crawl from the wreckage one more time Horrific memory twists the mind Dark, rugged, cold and hard to turn Path of destruction, feel it burn Still life Incarnation Still life Infamy Hallucination Heresy Still you run, what's to come? What's today? 'Cause we hunt you down without mercy Hunt you down all nightmare long Feel us breathe upon your face Feel us shift, every move we trace Hunt you down without mercy Hunt you down all nightmare long, yeah Luck. Runs. You crawl back in But your luck runs out Luck. Runs. Out. Crawl from the wreckage one more time Horrific memory twists the mind Dark, rugged, cold and hard to turn Path of destruction, feel it burn Still life Incarnation Still life Infamy Hallucination Heresy Still you run, what's to come? What's today? Luck. Runs. Out. The light tha

Thoughts Of You & Only Love
Thoughts Of You You're in my thoughts day and night in my dreams my soul takes flight. Carrying me right to your side; where my eyes show you the love I feel inside Only what my heart has tried to deny ; but lost the strength to hide Afraid to love you because of Other women in your life that has Had the pleasure of your touch. I want to be more then just another lover drifting aimless in and out of your bed. I want more from the man I adore; I want to feel complete, with out you that may never be I would take all you give and want more . Does it make me selfish ? To want you to only want me. My body cries out every night For your sensuous caress. Take me my love sear my flesh Brand my lips with a Heavenly Bliss. Mark them forever as your own Let us lie down in a soft meadow of blue, yellow and green. Making love in a bed of wild flowers Fulfilling every wish and

Penis Wants A Raise
The Day the P .Niss asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear P .Niss: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shif

Your Dawn
Ok I had this friend in high school named Irene. We both had our hearts broke by two different guys with the same name. Let's just say it was 'Joe". We used to sit in her room smoking cigarettes and sometimes talk about our Joes. Irene had this philosophy of a "Dawn", as in "its always darkest before the dawn." There was another girl involved in this "Dawn" philosophy, Anne Marie, but she was with her Dawn. Irene and I weren't with our Dawns. I don't really know how to explain it, but when she laid this "Dawn" thing on me I completely understood. This is the person who comes into your life, which is all dark, and suddenly its bright. And then if they leave, its dark again, and you keep waiting for your "Dawn". I remember Irene sitting in my room the day her Dawn had a baby. He had gotten this other girl knocked up, and while she was pregnant, Irene was still in denial, it wasn't real. He would come back. But then, his chick had the baby, and I guess Irene rea

You're In Every Breath I Breathe
You're In Every Breath I Breathe You're in every breath I breathe You're the sunshine in my day And the moonlight at night If it's only a cloud of fantasy I'd gladly float away In your arms forever in the twilight On a blanket of stars we'll find ecstasy What mere words can not say But I know it feels so right You're in every breath I breathe Don't know when this all began What I feel in my heart is real If I'm living in fantasy land Why can I feel Your kisses the touch of your hand Such pleasures, such thrills Hungry passion of a man Honey is it a dream or is real Don't know when this all began Should I let you go Fly away into the twilight Not wanting to return to reality The lonely cold world below Be no dancing in your moonlight No glorious sunlight to caress me Honey I really need to know Are you caressed by my sunlight ? If you close your eyes can you see me Do I feel real , I love to know Which way I should t

Magick Music Making Muse
He is my essence. My soul in another. My creative drive. My love. Everything that comes out of me now is him. Everything I see, touch, feel, project. It is no longer art. It is an extension of my love.

A Little About Me
I was given a test to find out what kind of personality type that I am and this is what my answers said about me. I am an ISTP. I= Introversion, people who prefer introversion focus more on their own inner world. When you are introverting you are energized by what goes on in your inner world, and this is where you tend to direct your own energy. Introverts tend to be more interested and comfortable when their work requires a good deal of their activity to take place quietly inside their heads. They like to understand the world before experiencing it, and so often think about what they are doing before acting. S= Sensing, one way to "find out" is to use your sensing fucntion. Your eyes, ears, and other senses tell you what is actually there and actually happening, both inside and outside of yourself. Sensing is especially useful for appreciating the realities of a a situation. Sensing types tend to accept and work with what is "given" in the here-and-now, and thus become realisti

Forever Branded By Love
Forever and Today U say that u ll love me forever but what about today As the dusks become dawns and the years pass on will you love me the same way if so let us rejoice and bathe in constant pleasure if not spare my heart today and I shall recover before forever And if my doubts and questions upset you, forgive my fragile heart I just wanted to know if you d love me forever before today would start!

In The Midst Of Passion
In the midst of passion two figures stand emerged in ecstasy joined hand and hand words are unnecessary feelings are heard the body takes control deaf to words It is at this stage that I think of you in gratitude for this joy you have exposed me to Each Day is Bright with you as the Dawn with the collapse of each night a strong bond is born In the midst of passion I remember your kiss I reminisce about your touch and suddenly miss the scent that you wear and the tone of your voice Only you can be my choice In the midst of passion I see you & me Lost in constant ecstasy!!

Which One Is "the One"?
I have had a couple relationships in my past that I thought could have been "the one". Of course I am refering to them as past relationships...so that means something happened to either chanage my mind, or that they didn't feel the same way. Unfortunately sometimes it is just that. Sometimes they don't feel the same way. I have had relationships that have started off really hot and then just fizzled out. The reason being is because at first it was all based on lust. We really didn't know each other and we jumped into something physical and then started talking and thought...Wait a minute? I don't know if I like this person all that much. Relationships like those you jump into cause there is a huge attraction. Maybe both of you are on the rebound so you see someone that excites you and you buy each other drinks and giggle, dance to a couple songs at the local club, then next thing you know your Levi's are laying on their bedroom floor. Those are the types of relationships I use to f

Villy's Thoughts
Here we have many artist getting locked up and accuse of a number of wrong doings through one the course of their career. Now this makes for juicy paparazzi news to dish out to the public, But what about the artist who's going through the motion, the problems, the cash dish out to keep the courts, IRS, Thugs and so on and so on off his/her ass? One would start off with good intension when wanting a record deal, but as time goes on one starts to take notes! Start to see the contract for what it is and the record company for who they are. P.I.M.P.S! Pimps I tell ya! What is the definition of a pimp? Get that cash and whip that ass if the hoe get's out of line. Now some of you are saying I'm in the industry and I aint no hoe! Okay calm down hoe, I mean hommy, got'ch. No hoe, no doe no chance for parole. Yeah right! If you don't own your masters you are a ah, HOE! If you are paying every body around you for things you have not yet understood you are A hoe! Manager getting you, Record label

Found Soul
Dig Deep for the soul Past the level from where the deepest hole all the demons come You will find a place That tells a story Of your past dark space Hidden mystery Spells not to be shown Secrets left unsaid Bare picked dry bones Hidden beneath bed Expose the soul out Hold it bare to all Those religious spout Question whether fall Decide who you will Follow to the depths Darkness above spills or Lightness blight trips Here is where they know Question is to spite To Lightness is foe If darkness is right Time is a false dream Prentend you exist Play others do scream Hold the question fist Before many have pass After many follow Their essence sense last Passing knowledge sown So... why question Who's right, Who is wrong Your soul to defend Die alone is the song Then will you know if Life starts within new Fresh, creative sift To enjoy fresh dew Or sit alone up silent eternity insane quiet trump questioning all me This pat

Twisted Dreams
when i woke up today with the residue of a dream hanging in my mind lingering on the edge giving me insights into the secret mysteries just as life offers up with many types visions of love, success and happiness I always wake to find them a dream just out of reach as hard as i try to remember to grasp to pull to fight for those dreams begin to fade then when i have given up pushing them away from me they begin bubbling back up to the surface their scent, fame and peace tempting me teaching me discovering new lessons the hidden meanings intertwine with reality showing me how life is a complex fabric woven threading loved ones in and out of the cloth with passion, glory and wisdom

Dance Wondering Fairy
the morn-full wind she does blow as the setting sun fades to dusk arise to greet the sullen moon dance wondering fairy twinkling in the glade a river plays your celtic song sweet scent of berry taste of wine here is your vision do you see mine

Too Far?
Maybe she was just joking around as someone has told me. Thing is, I don't know her. If you're gonna be so rude to a stranger, you may want to make it seem more like you are joking and not being a rude ass points whore. Maybe I took things too far. But I got to thinking about it... If I was homeless and Bill Gates came up and gave me 10 bucks to get something to eat... would I expect him to just brush it off and walk away if I said something like, "You're a billionare... all you're gonna give me is 10 dollars??" Even his scrawny little ass would kick me in balls and take his 10 dollars back too. Let's face it. If we all rated some of these people the way we really wanted to based on how they looked or how they acted, most of us would probably be running around with 7's or 8's for their main score on their profile. Everyone that's been on here long enough knows you give 10's. Not because that person deserves it, but because it's a respect thing. 11's are by choice. I give m

I Miss You
In the morning when i wake up and open my eyes, I feel an aching in my heart, Thats when i realize..just how much i miss you, and long to have you near. My heart is filled with sadness and my eyes are filled with tears, At different times throught the day ..I find myself missing you, And i wonder if, perhaps a bit, Maybe you miss me too. I miss you in the shower..when im there all alone. And when i want to hear your voice and call u on the phone. When i check my voicemail and find nothing there ..i cant help but worry and put you in my prayers. I think by now its safe to say, That i miss you very much, and my heart will never be the same since it suffered Cupids touch...

Vampire Guide 502: What Is The Cause Of Vampirism?
Vampire Guide 502: What Is the Cause of Vampirism? A look at several of the common theories on the net Unfortunately, no one knows the reason, or "cause" of vampirism. It's all just speculation and personal theory. It generally falls into the following categories (which I've attempted to give a brief overview of with the factors going for and against the theory): Genetic This theory says that a vampire is a vampire because there is a vampiric "gene" which makes a person biologically different from people without this/these gene(s). Were this true, it would probably be very recessive so it can "lurk" in family lines and show up out of the blue (like red hair in a family with all brunettes), but also why it can seem to always show up in lines as well (coming from a vampiric grandmother, father, and having a vampiric child for example). Pros: Explains the commonly reported physiological differences, sensitivities, and physical reactions that many vampires have. (see Vampire Guid

Ghost Photography 101 - Part 1
Ghost Photography 101 Ghost photos are easy to take, and fun to share with others. Perhaps you've heard about a place that is haunted, and you'd love to capture a "ghost" on film. You can be successful on your first attempt! First, photography is a science. Follow the rules to get the best results. Learn all that you can about cameras and photography, to improve your "ghost hunting" photos. However, ghost photography is not a well-defined science. Most of us are sorting this out as we go along. Here's our best, basic advice: Don't snap pictures facing the sun, or even at a right angle to the sun. The light can flare off the lens and create a false anomaly. A bright or full moon can cause flares, too. Consider getting an attachment for cameras that shields the lens from direct light. Avoid taking pictures where things may be mistaken for anomalies, including city lights, headlights, streetlights, reflecting street signs, joggers, dust, moisture, rain, fo

When Insults Had Class
"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." Winston Churchill "A modest little person, with much to be modest about." Winston Churchill "I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure." Clarence Darrow "He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary." William Faulkner (about Ernest Hemingway) "Poor Faulkner. Does he really think big emotions come from big words?" Ernest Hemingway (about William Faulkner) "Thank you for sending me a copy of your book; I'll waste no time reading it." Moses Hadas "He can compress the most words into the smallest idea of any man I know." Abraham Lincoln "I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." Groucho Marx "I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it." Mark Twain "He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends." Oscar Wilde "I am enclosing two tickets to the first

Will Trade Personal Salutes For...
I will Trade personal Salutes for Bling Packs $20 or higher VIP's and Length Blasts 7 Days or Higher And HH The better the Item to Trade, The better the salute. You can combine different items and different amounts, for better offers as well.

Wild Things...
Self Pity... I never saw a wild thing feel sorry for itself a bird will drop frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself.... D H Lawrence.... Life at times is tough...Sometimes the people you truly love will never know it or will not love you..love them anyway..Only you are responsible for your own happiness..Only you have to deal with the choices you make. And only you can change your stars...unless..a special person is willing to realign them for you...*winks...Its simple...live and love...and never ever stop..... XOXOX Brooklyn

Things I Love
*My daughter *My Family *MY friends are my family *Rock music *Candles *Pink Roses *Butterflies *Lillies *piercings *tattoos *kisses *hugs *texting *recieving texts from that special someone first thing in the morning and last thing before i sleep *Cuddling *Being held as i sleep *love letters *pillows *driving fast *late night phone calls *sweet voicemails *my daughter telling me she loves me *the words i love you(only if u mean them) *sweet words *poetry *looking up at the moon n stars *sweet emails *knowing that someone misses me *my daughters smile *when my daughter says mommy *watching my daughter sleep *being in love *knowing that he wants me and no one else *shopping *driving down the backroads with my radio blasted *perfume *flip flops *smiles *when he walks up and just steals a kiss *love songs *sitting on rooftops *being outdoors *sunsets *alcohol *dancing *coloring my hair *art Most of all.. I love who I am. No one can or will

Miss Ann Thrope
Hey everyone!! Here is a good friend of mine dangerously close to leveling! Only 7500 to get there! She's awesome and deserves the best! Any help is appreciated! ♥ »мışş аии тняорє«@ fubar

Lifestyle Contract-agreement Of Power Exchange
Lifestyle contract - Agreement of Power Exchange I, , as a strong, devoted woman who has an ongoing commitment to , have the desire to express my love and dedication to the man I love and adore and thereby enter into this agreement with a free mind and a devoted heart. I give the gift of complete ownership; my heart, my body, and my soul to as a vow of this devotion. That the submission of my will is given to him knowing he is taking me into his care and guidance to grow together in love, trust and mutual respect. I regard myself as his property at all times. He accepts the keeping of my body and mind for the fulfillment and enhancement of our sexual, spiritual, emotional, and intellectual needs.will assume ownership of my other relationships, reserving rights over these relationships, however he will not interfere in them without my full prior knowledge. Furthermore, I agree there are no limits other than the ones that himself will decide upon. I regard myself as existi

Best Conversation I've Had In A While
so it's 2 am and i can't sleep so i was surfing online for porn as usual and i had this weird annoying pop up window with some stupid bitch from a career college offering me crap. ====================actual convo=============== Jenny Says: A college degree will not only help you maximize your earning potential, but it might also allow you to advance within your current field of work, or change careers altogether! You: this sucks Jenny Says: Our site is 100% free, and the information you get from the schools of your choice is also 100% free! You are under no obligation to apply or enroll! CLICK HERE to choose program of interest and request FREE information from our featured schools! You: so when i graduate you guarantee that i will get a job? Jenny Says: Once you chose the university or college in which you are interested in, one of their recruiters will contact you within 24-48 hours! You: idgaf Jenny Says: I'm not sure I understand your question....w

Please Comment
POLITICAL SCIENCE FOR DUMMIES DEMOCRAT You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. You push for higher taxes so the government can provide cows for everyone. REPUBLICAN You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk the other, and then pours the milk down the drain. AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, lease it back to yourself and do an IPO on the 2nd one. You force the

Beethoven..a Love Letter
Be calm, only by a calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. ever thine ever mine ever ours

Bush's Bailout (written 3 Days Ago)
The more I hear and read about the Bush Administration's bailout plan, the more I wonder what the hell is happening here. I heard at one point the the government wanted to borrow 700 billion dollars from the Federal reserve to save the mortgage companies. Then I heard it was to help people who were about to suffer major increases in their interest rates. Finally I heard that it was to bailout wallstreet. Doing some research and reading it seems to be for the banks and wallstreet. I can't see where people are getting helped at all. And I am on the fence as to whether they should even receive the help. When you look at the circumstances as a whole, the banks are not the only one's at fault. When we were looking to buy our house I am the one that secured the financing. When I first started the process I really had no idea what I was doing as I had never dealt with this kind of thing before. However I got a crash course in the world of real estate and mortgage financing. We

A Cat's Prayer
Now I lay me down to sleep, The king-size bed is soft and deep... I sleep right in the center groove My human can hardly move! I've trapped her legs, she's tucked in tight And here is where I pass the night No one disturbs me or dares intrude Till morning comes and "I want food!" I sneak up slowly to begin My nibbles on my human's chin. She wakes up quickly, I have sharp teeth - And my claws I will unsheath For the morning's here and it's time to play I always seem to get my way. So thank you Lord for giving me This human person that I see. The one who hugs me and holds me tight And sacrifices her bed at night.

Anger And Depression
I've have of problems in my life but nothing big or serious , nothing that I can't cope with , so I thought . It's just lots and lots of little things . About three years ago I started using the internet for fun not just for emails but actually for entertainment , I started using chat rooms and playing online games . It was an escape for me . I could laugh , flirt , be silly and talk about anything without embarassment or fear . Recently however things had started to go wrong and I was having arguments online with people that I don't really know , this was actually effecting my mood and I was becoming depressed . My real life was being effected because my online problems . I could have simply ignored the person that was causing me problems but I kept trying and trying to make friends with them again until I was just getting insults thrown back at me instead of discussion . Then suddenly I snapped , all of my depression and sadness instantly turned into anger which I vented to ever

Something To Think About...
somewhat political in nature, - not meant to offend, delete it now if you don't want to here me rant.Very good John.they probably do not teach this in many schools -- especially colleges -- skip the democrats vs. republicans and concentrate on the message!! we do war when us and others need help -- period. usually a democracy will not last more than 500 years if that. we are over 200 and counting. do you think at the rate we are being governed we will make 300 years??? the people have allowed our own government to become our commanders instead of our servants - which is what their jobs are all about -- serving the needs of the people and our nation.. sorry - had to get it off my chest It Might be a good idea to keep This Circulating ! John Glenn (DEMOCRAT) said this ----- It should make us all think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January.In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January.That's just one American city, abou

W.b Yeats
THE FALLING OF THE LEAVES by: William Butler Yeats (1865-1939) AUTUMN is over the long leaves that love us, And over the mice in the barley sheaves; Yellow the leaves of the rowan above us, And yellow the wet wild-strawberry leaves. The hour of the waning of love has beset us, And weary and worn are our sad souls now; Let us part, ere the season of passion forget us, With a kiss and a tear on thy drooping brow.

Save Yourself-stabbing Westward
Your whole life is empty and You hate to face this world alone. So your searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole. I can not save you. I can't even save myself. So just save yourself. I know that you've been damaged You soul has suffered such abuse. But I am not your saviour I am just as f**ked as you. I can not save you. I can't even save myself. So just save yourself. Please don't take pity on me. Please don't take pity on me. Please don't take pity on me. Please don't take pity on me. My life is a nightmareand My soul is fractured to the bone. But if i must be lonely I think I'd rather be alone. You can not save me. You can't even save yourself. I can not save you. I can't even save myself. Save yourself. So just save yourself.

Missing - Evanescence
Ah ah ah ah ah... Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again Maybe someday you'll look up And barely conscious you'll say to no-one Isn't something missing? You won't cry for my absense, I know You forgot me long ago Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me But I won't be home again I know what you do to yourself I breathe deep and cry out Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice You won't try for me, not now Though I'd die to know you love me I'm all alone Isn't someone missing me? And if I bleed I'll bleed Knowing you don't care And if I sleep just to dream of you And wake without you there Isn't something missing? Isn't something... Even though I'm the sacrifice Yo

It's No Good-chevelle
I'm gonna take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above By God's decree You'll be right here by my side Right next to me You can run, But you cannot hide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be Cause it's no good I'll be fine I'll be waiting patiently 'Til you see the signs And come running to my open arms When will you realize Do we have to wait 'til our worlds collide? Open up your eyes You carry back the time Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me Cause it's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be Cause it's no good It's no It's no It's no It's no It's no Good

Your Job - Now Hiring All Staff And Dj's
*****ALL staff are required now to have a salute pic, even if Fubar doesn't have to have them for you to be a member, I require them for you to work for Sweetwater's***** ***ALL staff are required to have the lounge invite on your profile and in a blog, ALL staff are required to do all forms of invites, if you don't know what they are , refer to your staff info page.*** DJ'S - 1. We now are once again on a search for dj's. We all need to leave the normal invite to the lounge on ppl's pages , it says hiring dj's on it so hopefully we'll get some responses from that. 2. ALL dj's are now required to do some talking, even if it's just announcing the station name, lounge name , urself and tunes now n there while on ur shift. 3. If you're goin to be or are a dj for Sweetwater's lounge, you will now be required to commit yourself to a scheduled time slot. If you can't make it, call/text or IM me and let me know, if you can't get ahold of me, then it's your responsibility to get

Say A Little Prayer
First off let me begin with THANK YOU to all of you who took the time to wish me Happy Birthday! I honestly appreciate it. It was probably one of the worst days of my life but ty! my mom had picked up my oldest son to take us to lunch for our birthday (its his birthday today too) and as she was stepping up to go into the Cafe her leg broke and she fell. She has a compound fracture and will be having surgery tomorrow to repair it. Rods and pins and maybe a total knee replacement. So yeah great day. If y'all can please keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers. I appreciate it. It sure seems when it rains in my world it pours! Im so in need of an emotional breakdown its unreal. But Im keepin on keepin on.

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CANBERRA (Reuters) - The parents of a 7-year-old boy who broke into an Australian outback zoo and fed a string of small animals to its resident crocodile are likely to be sued after police said the boy was too young to be held responsible. A turtle, four western blue tongue lizards, two bearded dragons, two thorny devil lizards and a 1.8 meter (5.9ft) adult female Spencer's goanna were fed or led into the jaws of a 3 meter, 200kg (440lb) saltwater crocodile named "Terry." Security camera footage at the Alice Springs Reptile Center showed the smiling youngster also bludgeoning to death a small blue tongue lizard and two more thorny devils during a half-hour of breakfast-time havoc last Wednesday. "The fact a 7-year-old can wreak so much havoc in such a short time, it's unbelievable. In my day he'd get a big boot up the arse," center director Rex Neindorf told Reuters by phone. "Police found him, but in the Northern Territory here he can't be accountable if he's under 10 year

When Will People Get It...
THIS IS WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND. YOU WOULD THINK IT WOULD BE EASY BUT IT JUST GETS MORE DIFFICULT BY THE DAY IT SEEMS AND EVEN SOMETIMES BY THE MINUTE. NOW IF IT WAS JUST ME CAUSING THE ISSUE I UNDERSTAND BUT ITS NOT ME. ITS VARIOUS PEOPLE AROUND. YOU CANT DEPEND ON PEOPLE ANYMORE BECAUSE THEY CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR TIME IS JUST AS PRECIOUS AS THERES. NOONE IS TWISTING ARMS AND KICKING ASS TO GET PEOPLE TO PAY ATTENTION. THERE ARE MANY OTHER WAYS YOU CAN GO ABOUT IT BUT ITS REALLY YOUR CHOICE IN HOW YOU HANDLE IT. WHATEVER IT IS THAT MAYBE THE CHINK IN THE CHAIN. WHAT IVE DECIDED TO DO IS TELL WHAT I FEEL RIGHT THEN SO PEOPLE WILL KNOW WHAT KIND PERSON THEY ARE DEALING WITH. FROM THERE ITS UP TO THEM IF THEY COME TO TERMS WITH ME BECAUSE IT WONT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IN THE END IF THEY ARE NOT LISTENING IN THE FIRST PLACE. WHAT GOOD IT WILL DO YOU FOR YOU PERSONALLY IF JUST GIVE IT TO THEM STRAIGHT AND DIRECT. FEAR SHOULDNT BE AN OPTION TO NOT EXPRESS WHATS ON YOUR HEART. I CANT

Wrong, But You Gotta Laugh!
Some Nuns are waiting at the pearly gates to enter heaven... St. Peter is stood there holding a bowl of Holy Water. As the first Nun approaches St. Peter says... "Sister, have you ever had contact with a man’s penis?" The sister blushes and replies... "I once looked at one St. Peter" she said. St. Peter says... "Rinse your eyes in this bowl of Holy Water and then enter sister." So she does. The second Nun approaches and St. Peter says... “Have you ever had contact with a man’s penis sister?” She answers... "Yes St Peter, I once touched a man’s penis." St. Peter says... "Wash your hands in this bowl of Holy Water and then enter sister." So she does. Then there’s a scuffling at the back of the queue... "Now, now, what’s going on back there?" shouts St. Peter. "Well if this is how it works" shouts back Sister Agnes... "I want to rinse my mouth out before Sister Catherine has to stick her backside in there!"

Does He Know
DOES HE KNOW DOES HE KNOW HOW MUCH HE HURT ME HOW MUCH HE'S MADE ME CHANGE MY WAYS DOES HE KNOW WHAT IT'S DONE TO ME THE LIES, SAD EYES, THE PAIN IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME BUT IN A WAY HE'S SET ME FREE TO KNOW THAT NOBODY CAN BE TRUSTED NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY NO MATTER WHAT THEY DO IT'S MOSTLY GONNA BE ALL LIES THEY'LL END UP HURTING YOU HE WAS THE ONE THAT BROKE DOWN THE WALLS THAT I PUT IN PLACE, I THOUGHT NOW THEY'RE BACK UP, SURROUNDED BY STEEL TO PROTECT AGAINST ALL PAIN THEY WON'T BE FOOLED AGAIN SO SOON IT WON'T BE EASY FOR THE NEXT THE SAD PART ABOUT IT ALL IS NOT THAT I GOT HURT IT'S THE FACT THAT HE'LL DO THIS AGAIN TO SOME OTHER UNSUSPECTING WOMAN MAKING THE PAIN GO AROUND INSTEAD OF RECEIVING THE LOVING

I Dont Kno
sometimes i wonder should u really tell someone u care alot for them.. or should u just be ther and not any saying.. sometimes i wonder why keep everything so hidden. is it because im to scared to see myself really in love for someone that may not love m e back.. or what.. ive been hurt way to many t imes and ive been played to many times.. should i j ust sit here and not worry about that one peron i would love to talk to- would love to get to know.. would love to be with.. or should i just not even worry..

Hire Me
Do you want rates adds fans or more traffic to your page I will go to others pages to announce that in the most professional manner possible. Need a friend can to dump you troubles in their lap then I am the person for the "Job". Many other services I can do. I am freelancer of a different kind only you can describe what you need so that I can fill it. Note:FYI Money is a tool for making options available where there were none. Lets see how I can serve you? All inquiries made must be on the professional side life so offers that are not needed will be discarded. No sexual fantasies so don't waste your time and mine. Make your request known and a reply will be sent you as soon as it is humanly possible. Thank you.

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Fallow Up To Me
I love my tatts! I love walking on the beach, horse back riding, cuddlin in a blanket next to the fire on a snowy night, thunderstorms sitting on the porch, dancing in the rain, floating down a river, snowbaording, rollercosters, shooting, four wheelin(mud womping), mountin climbing, shooting pool, drinking(im a hard alcy not a beer drinker), raves, clubing, just hanging out with friends, and some other stuff what... scorpios=About me: OCTOBER =PERFECT Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. about me if u didn

Mccain V. Obama - Personal Character?
If McCain believes that character attacks based on Obama's past, loose and informal associations with a man whose history Obama did not know prior to working with him on education projects will be of value, he had better strongly consider his own past. Senator McCain’s economic advisor, Senator Phil Gramm, is the man who penned the legislation that allowed Enron to happen, and continues to promote the continuing mortgage crisis and other financial disasters we now face. McCain’s campaign manager, Rick Davis, continues senior executive connections at Freddy Mac. The combined above smacks nastily of McCain’s previous encounter with Charles Keating – merely a step removed. The Keating Five were five United States Senators accused of corruption in 1989, igniting a major political scandal as part of the larger Savings and Loan crisis of the late 1980s and early 1990s. John McCain (R-Arizona) and four other senators were accused of improperly intervening in 1987 on behalf of Charles H. Ke

What To Do?
i'm so lost my mind is numb torn between life and love can't cry,tears have come and gone can't laugh, mouth to drawn can't live,heart to broken whats the point of going on? i've loved and lost cried and tried and now i'm numb please, my winged lover carry me to my end

The Beard Is Dead...long Live The Goat
so since nothing really ever exciting happens to me as of late the only thing i can really "share" with all of you is that i shaved my beard off. but the goatee lives on. since i keep my head shaved clean, all i can really do differently is how i keep my facial hair. exciting i know. but after having a rather shaggy beard for the last month, i just grew tired of it and shaved it down to a goatee again. yup. that's all the fun and excitment that has gone on in my life as of late. hahahahaha.......my life is sad.

Fiesty
YOU KNOW I USED TO WRITE A LOT IN THESE BULLETINS... TELLING YOU TO DO THIS.. AND DO THAT AND RATE THIS AND RATE THAT.. BLING HER, RAPE THEM... BLAH BLAH.. REALLY I DONT WANNA DO THAT TONIGHT. I JUST WANT TO GIVE YOU A COUPLE LADIES TO PERV. DECIDE FOR YOURSELF IF THEY DESERVE MORE, CUZ DEEP DOWN, I THINK YOU'LL DISCOVER WHAT I HAVE ABOUT THESE ABSOLUTLY AMAZING WOMEN. ♥Revenge is Sweet♥ aka PolskiCherry ♥@ fubar -{Dots}- The Anime Nerd@ fubar [Alison]@ fubar Ms. Mojito™{Katiemae's Piper} Punkin's boyf♥@ fubar the Interloper... Anti-hero idol with a suicide excuse...@ fubar DO IT... DONT DO IT. FRANKLY I DONT GIVE A SHI*T. BUT I BET IT'S IN YOUR BEST INTEREST TO LOVE THEM IF YOU WANT TO GET SOME LOVE BACK! CHEERS TO ALL... THE ONE AND ONLY: Drunk1™ **Owned By Alison**

Proposition 420 - Fire/safety/emergency Disbursement
Proposition 420 The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act Disbursement of Federal Hemp/Cannabis Revenue Section 3: Industrial and Economic Part B: Fire/Safety/Emergency Funding 8% of Total Disbursement Purpose : To double the relative pay of all those who serve as Fire/Safety/Emergency personnel within a decade; A percentage of the total revenues acquired from the taxation of Hemp/Cannabis would be set aside with the intended goal of providing a means to double the relative income of Fire/Safety/Emergency personnel within 10 years of the enactment of this Proposal. “If Prometheus was worthy of the wrath of heaven for kindling the first fire upon earth, how ought all the gods honor the men who make it their professional business to put it out?” ~ John Godfrey Saxe, (American journalist, poet, and lecturer) circa 1850 A Portion of the Hemp/Cannabis Tax portioned for Fire/Safety/Emergency funding will be used to supplement Fire/Safety/Emergency Professional’s salaries from a Federal pool

Boyfriend Application
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Aug 10, '05 10:36 AM Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10.Do you have a annoying habit? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on Me? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I

I Hate My Exs'
ok my day yesterday started off pretty shitty. My ex wife blew up because I would not be getting my kids until Monday instead of a 1/2 day yesterday.So anyway she calls me up around midnight and wanted to apologize for her actions. She also wanted to talk about the past and why she cheated . I am past that part in my life and I don't want to talk to her about it ,let alone forgive her for it. She hurt me deeply . I told she had no idea what kind of hell we faced over there,and her response was she wanted me to suffer. But what got me is when I returned to the states after being gone for all that time. I was the only one who had no one to great me. I saw fathers hugging their kids, something that I wanted. I saw families together again and i came home to no one. I had to call my dad to come pick me. And the kicker i got woken up by my ex girlfriend at 4am this morning.needless to say all she heard was a dial tone. god what a pissy night .

Anyone?
I haven't been looking for any serious relationship for many years, ever since I entered the college. Growing up as an orphan, and living in one of the most ghetto-ish part of East LA for past 8 years, education and career always had been my priority in my life for past 8 years. I honestly never thought about getting married. It seems that the marriage had lost its value over decades and most people don't seem to commit. If this is not the case, superficiality is the factor to bond a couple for a few years, perhaps a few months. Thinking back in the days from highschool to college, when I met someone, I was never asked what I do for living, nor she was. Now I'm out of school and work in an industry, that's the first thing that people asked me although I never ask the "What do you do for living" question anyone. Is that because those people are financially insecure so they're looking for someone who has the security or is it just how it is when someone meet others? or Financial stabili

Give Me My Mountain
Give Me My Mountain Mike Manuel Caleb walked up to Joshua, said it's been a long time I've made it fine, I still want my mountain I'm just as strong now as I was back then I've battled going out and coming in But I still want my mountain, Give me my mountain Give me my mountain I believe it's mine this time I'm pushing doubt behind I've got victory on my mind Give me my mountain I'm standing strong and true and I'm ready for my mountain top with you Some of you people need to understand You've got your faith buried in the devils sand And you need a mountain He's robbed you and cheated you time after time But the mountain man's here and your're next in line If you want a mountain, say give me my mountain

Random
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searc

Military Life As We Know It
AMEN!!!! GOD HOW SELFISH WE ARE SOMETIMES.... Body: Your alarm goes off; you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe the sweat fro

Failure
Failure I feel it approaching out of the darkness out of the staleness I see it first just as small as the light from a fire fly It is a silent threat, not heard only felt Like the storm you see quietly but forcefully dancing on the horizon. As it grows in its magnificence My apprehensive heart beats against my chest I feel it so close but I keep praying that it will stay far away My heart pounds wildly until my breath escapes me My life my existence has been nothing but a great paradox leading to this moment in time. There are so many Their voices screaming in my mind A thousand thoughts inside only one How do I help them all What if I allow one to fall. Will it swallow them into the parade of lightning into the abyss of blinding light Will I too fall for not saving them I always knew it was there Safely waiting on the horizon But I never felt this light would catch me this fast I never thought the rain would fall upon my skin But now here it is Will I have

You're A Pill...to Ease My Pain...
If I Could Give All My Love (Richard Manuel Is Dead) Lyrics Got a message in my head that the papers had all gone Richard Manuel is dead And the daylight's coming on I've been wandering through the dark now I'm standing on the lawn If I could give all my love to you I could justify myself but I'm just not coming through You're a pill to ease the pain of all the stupid things I do I'm an anchor on the line of a clock that tells the time that is running out on you Well it was cold when i woke and the day was halfway done Nearly spring in San Francisco but I cannot feel the sun you were sleeping next to me but I knew that you'd be gone If I could give all my love to you I could justify myself but I'm just not coming through You're a pill to ease the pain of all the stupid things I do I'm an anchor on the line of a clock that tells the time that is running out on you Take some time before you go think of monday's coming d

Karaoke In Vegas
In this town of sin city there are plenty to do.. Gambling is the major thing people do. But for this town it seems karaoke has a hold of this city. So many different types of people reaching for that stardoom. Some people do it for fun and some do it to make them feel like a star. Others you wish would never do it. It's so hard to find a play we like and want to go to. If drinks are too high price and the rotations of singers, or even the kj sucs we usually won't go back. Well tonight was great. Went to MVP's on Tropicana and Jones in Vegas. The had a band perform with you during karaoke. I have done this type at House of Blues but they are limited on the songs they do. Tonight it was great to do CLOSER by Nine Inch Nail and having a band with me. I loved it. My Immortal sounded sooooo much better when I sang it with the band. The perform only on tuesdays. And if you are gonna go you had better go next week. They are not getting paid as of yet. THe owner of t

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Faded Into The Memory Of No One
I have faded away No one has noticed I was truly never there My tears are lost upon myself This weakness I deplore I awake to No One Because No One is always there I only can rely on No One For No One really cares If I am hurting If I am alone If I need Some One Only No One shows No One is the One who will miss me No One will be there When I need a reminder If Any One might care That No One is beside me Only No One dares to love me So its only No One who will remember me And into the memory of No One Will a faded memory be

The Calling Chapter 10
The words that he spoke unto me left me in shock and yet with a burning deep inside myself that was tearing me apart for I had no idea what was to come if these men that I held so close to my heart where to ever meet and fight to the dead over some past old laws that had been set down for all us on both sides of these clans. The fear was sharp in me that it pulsed from every vain in my body and he could see this as he knew that this would be the hardest thing for me to face ever and yet he was still telling me that he knew what side I would choose if this was to ever come full circle like he said it would. But yet how did he know that my Son would come and hunt him down along with me before he ever met him ? As the days went by slowly and the nights went by so fast that they seemed like a dream to me I was still lost in my own thoughts of how I would make it if I lost both of these men in my life. One that I had raised and cared for all his life and the other that had always loved m

Opera Singing Beavers Know What We Want
Before leaving with Sarah and Jeffrey this morning to drop them off at their grandma’s, we caught some of the morning fare they like. Although the kids may watch a little more TV than I’d like sometimes, I have no fear of it becoming an electronic babysitter. At least Sarah’s figured out when she’s already seen something; instead of the Disney Channel, we caught an episode of Nickelodeon’s “The Backyardigans” where the imagined setting for today was a tropical island where the three male characters – “The Luau Brothers” – were getting ready for a luau when the volcano rumbled. The two female characters, today “The Volcano Sisters”, were inside the volcano desiring something from them or the volcano would erupt! In the words of the Volcano Sisters, “We know what we want/We know what we don’t want/Get us what we want.” Reminded me of both Nebuchadnezzar from the second chapter of Daniel who insisted his advisors tell him what he dreamed or die and of women generally. So I’m ready

Haters
TO MY HATERS I keep it real and that's a promise. I may be a bitch, but atleast i'm honest. When i walk by, you stop and stare, well keep on lookin 'cuz i don't care. I have my own life and style, not tryin to please you or make you smile. When it comes to competition you are out. Now shut your hatein ass mouth, and keep me out your mouth!!!! FUCK THE FAKE

Who Is More Quilified?
Given the situation are country is in with the stock market up and down. The gas prices gradually increasing one day and decreasing another, its hard to say which Senator is more quilified. Yet, given the campains both of these Senators have given. I would put my money on Obama for several reason, first and fore most given Sen. McCains negative ads on him. He has not retored or stooped to his level but countiunes to look foward and explain his plans on taxes and iraq. We need a younger leader that is not tied down with pleasing everyone else other that the American people like Sen. McCain. We need someone who going to look out for the Middle working class American cause we are the ones who keep this country moving with out the Middle working class this economy would fail. Many people look at Sen. Obama and degraded him cause of his skin color and background. These day an age show me someone who is 100% white or black or hispanic. Our country was concider to be a melting pot wer

Go John Mccain Woohoo
McCain was on the offensive throughout the 90-minute encounter. He rebuked Obama for his frequent claims that he is too close to the policies of President George W Bush. "Senator Obama, I am not President Bush. If you wanted to run against President Bush you should have run four years ago," McCain said in the final presidential debate, held at Hofstra University in New York. Obama, 47, said he sometimes had trouble spotting a difference between the two.

My Best Friend
i owe my life to my best friend if it wasn't for her and her love being there for me when i need her most i would have not been here today!there was a point in my life that i had wanted to end my life and she happen to show up just when i was about to.and knocked the knife outta my hand and said whet the fuck are you doing???what are you stupid!i was about ready to slit my throat.and trust me i had wanted to and i could have if she wasn't there.thats just the first incounter that she was there to save me.2end time she saved my life i overdosed on pills cuz i was depressed and didn't want to go on with my life anymore she again was there and stopped me.see i have a long life of depression and no matter what medication i got put on it didnt work.i had help and saw a shrink several times.but nothing worked.my best friend worked!and she is why iam here today.i just wanted to share this with you all i dunno why but i had to write it all out here.i have been doing very well now.im very happy

News Oct 17 2008
Surgery Necessary Will be within next two weeks Upon Further testing, it has been confirmed that the Fibula in angel's right leg has NOT healed. The first surgery that is to be done is to put screws and plates in her leg to hold the broken bone together and to relocate her ankle. The second surgery will be to repair the ligament damage in her ankle. This means that she will have to remain In WA state until she has healed from both surgeries. Now apart from her children, Her spirits are still down. We will know on Tuesday October 21st what date her surgery will be. We will keep you posted. MGMT

Ensign: Are You There, God? It's Me, David.
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 17 October 2008 I had considered writing Ensign last Friday on my sister-in-law Margaret's birthday with the title of the Judy Blume novel I'm paraphrasing today. But as I planned it, it was hard to come up with a format that wouldn't come across as critical. Since the people who benefit -- at least, it's been my experience -- from criticism and most often we ourselves who give it, I put that off until today's message. I was surprised that I had forgotten that birthdays are mentioned three times in Scripture. Pharaoh's birthday is mentioned in Genesis 40:20 as the day he treated his servants to a feast and released his ex-chief butler and ex-chief baker from prison. Of course, Joseph predicted that the butler would be restor

32 Thingz About Me
TRY IT YASELF IF YA LIKE 1. Can you cook? Yez I can 2. What was your dream growing up? Football or Basketball Player 3. What talent do you wish you had? Free hand Drawing 4. Favorite place? Las Vegas 5. Favorite vegetable? Broccoli 6. What was the last book you read? I need 2 read one 7. What zodiac sign are u ? Leo 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 1 tat on my left shoudler and my earz are pierced but no earringz in them 9. Worst Habit? Bittin my fingernailz 10. Do we know each other outside of the internet? maybe 11. What is your favorite sport? Football/Basketball/Baseball 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? Optimistic & funny,I won A award for that in the third grade......hahahaha 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? Make it the best time you waz ever stucc in a elevator 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? Not really enjoyin my 21st birthday cuz I waz drunk by 10am,threw up on myself.Then got s

Speechless....
Wow.... My manager hands me an envelope and tells me she forgot to give it to me before she went on vacation. I assumed it was a sorrow card but the envelope was pretty thick. I opened it and it was a "sorry for your loss card" sure enough. But inside it is $296 from management and employees. I'm not sure why they would give me money but it was wonderful of them. I think I'm going to put it n a bank account for Liam unless anyone else has any other suggestions...

Your Soul
Your Soul by: Rosa Maria Cerda Softness yet so deep as i feel you gaze into me so deeply. Such deepness, such desire. Feel your presence, your touch. Your lips pressed against mine oh so ever tightly. The closeness of your body as you grab on tighter. Tightly oh so ever tightly making you and I as one soul. Embrace me, kiss me like never before, dance with me. Illuminate the world from darkness with the love we carry for each other. Softness yet so deep as I feel you gaze into me so deeply. Such deepness such desire, feel me within you, feel me through you. Take me make me your soul. Copyright ©2008 Rosa Maria Cerda

For Me
red haired bespectacled thick Bettie Page Afro chocolate slim strong, and soft in many ways can you wear stilettos tight skirt or jeans conservative dress for me? and i will take ya home to my mama for her fried chicken to eat she knows funk jazz and lil bit of country she talks philosophy her nails and recipes she feels cries puts a fool in his place when they wanna touch her tattoo when its in my favorite space can you dance with me slow swing and grind if i hold out my hand, take mine and i will take ya home to my mama share secrets of mine

For Granted
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what l

People Who Are Undecided Watch
HELLO EVERYONE: IMPORTANT INFORMATION!! SEAN HANNITY, OF HANNITY & COLMES ~ FOX NEWS, IS GOING TO AIR A VERY IMPORTANT DOCUMENTARY ABOUT BARACK OBAMA, SUNDAY NIGHT AT 9:00 PM. HE STATED ON THE AIR THIS EVENING THAT NO ONE IN THE NEWS MEDIA WAS WILLING TO DO THIS. HANNITY IS GOING BACK TO OBAMA'S EARLIER DAYS, SHOWING EVEN THEN HIS TIES TO RADICAL PROFESSORS, FRIENDS, SPIRITUAL ADVISERS, Etc., HE STATED THIS EVENING THAT HE WILL SHOW IN DETAIL HIS TIES TO REV. WRIGHT FOR 20+ YRS (which we all know) HOW HE WAS PARTICIPATING WITH THIS MAN, AND NOT FOR THE REASONS HE STATES! HE HAS UNCOVERED MORE OF OBAMA'S RADICAL LEADERS AND WE WILL SEE THINGS THAT NO ONE IN THE MEDIA IS WILLING TO PUT OUT THERE.&nb sp; THIS WILL BE A NIGHT THAT YOU WILL KNOW MORE ABOUT OBAMA THAN EVER BEFORE. HANNITY IS VERY PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS PROGRAM AND ASKED THAT EVERYONE PLEASE, PLEASE WATCH~~ SUNDAY NIGHT, 9 PM. HANNITY IS DETERMINED THIS INFORMATION BE PUT OUT THERE BECAUSE AS AMERICAN'S, WE S

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Pathways Of Life
We walked together the pathways of life, Hand in hand facing each obstacle we came upon. Welcoming those that strengthened our resolve, Conquering that which refused to yield. Inseparable from one another, together our love grew, Stronger and stronger with each passing day. We grew closer as each challenge was met, Becoming as one in deed and thought. Time passes for those with the illusion, That always their love will be strong. As our lives become complacent, assumptions are made, Love slips away slowly and becomes stagnant. A cross word said, a thoughtless remark made, Ignoring the needs of each other. Taking for granted the other will forgive, Selfishness and greed become our passion. Ignorantly we hurt without thought or need, Blindly stumbling, wounding each others soul. Negligent we are that we refuse to see, The pain growing and the tears from the eyes. Our pathways of life have come to a fork, Once clasped hands no longer do touch. Our resolve n

Waht The Fcuk?
We have all been in situations where we read something mistyped no matter where we may read it. Yet some are so critical of someones missed typing skills in the mumms or comments left etc etc i myself type fast and wolla the fingernails are long and yep you got it the bulls up comes with the typing so this proves we can ALL read typonese Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Fcuknig amzanig huh? Ragders Kwii

The Bullrider
I recall wanting to ride bulls years ago and a debate I had with my dad. I allowed how this would be my rocket to the stars. Dad agreed—I would see stars, and a bull was a launching pad. "Like Chris LeDoux, I’m addicted to danger," I boomed in a voice loud and clear. Dad growled, "You’ll be addicted to painkillers, too, when that bull sticks his horn in your rear." "Look at Mahan, Ty Murray, Don Gay," says I. "They’ve got money to burn and friends in high places. I’ll betcha they’re wearin’ silk underwear, and you don’t see no frowns on their faces." "For every one makes it, there’s ten thousand that don’t. Buckin’ them stats is dumb, not courageous. I’d sooner see you take to gamblin’, son; you’ll get better odds in Las Vegas ." I told him the girls would never look twice if I didn’t do something like that. Dad looked at me with a twinkling eye and said, "There’s more than one w

Someone Else
Have you ever wished you were someone else? Someone other than yourself. Have you ever wanted to get away? To be someone else for a day. Does it seem like your lane is always jammed? and everything you do is always dammed? Do you always seem to catch the red light? and you never seem to do anything right. Do you try to make everyone happy, not sad? but someone always ends up mad.? If I changed my name Would you treat me the same? If I changed my face How would I see this place? If I changed my beliefs Would my mind be anymore deep? If I was someone else Would I wish I was myself?

How To Make A Woman Happy
How to keep a woman happy... Oh what a man must go through............. How to make a woman happy? It's not difficult. To make a woman happy, a man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 44. give her compliments regularly 45. love shopping 46. be honest (white lies oka

Guys Answer These
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] Hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A hottie If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather...? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Marry me [] Have sex On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me... [ ] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so I can an

Never Quit
when things go wrong and sometime will;when the road you're trudging seems all uphill; when the funds are low and the debts are high; and you want to smile,but you have to sigh;when caring is pressing down a bit rest if you must but don't you quit. success is failure turned inside out ;the silver tint of the clouds of doubt;and you can never tell how close you are;it may be near when it seems afar.so, stick to the fight when your hardest hit- its when things goes wrong you mustn't quit.

Copy/paste This Link
http://www.gopetition.com/petitions/ban-horse-fighting-in-the-philippines.html First read Sandy's blog for full details of sickening stuff and copy/paste the link either here or from sandy into your browser and sign the petition. If you aint got a heart dont bother! imikimi - Customize Your World

Show Me Some Love Ppl
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Looking For Mr. Right
I am a spontaneous, fun loving person, who likes adventure. Riding my Harley and to go where the wind blows. Looking for a relationship with person of the same. Must have values and honor. Looking for a man who has the same and is willing to work together as a team, but mostly a friendship.

Bid Me People
Click on my pic and bid on me! Iron Reaper Rate all photos during HH daily drink and gift of my choice and comment SFW Salute FU-Owned by in my name add to family and top friends add to YIM(no cam) If vip is offered rates will be 11's and i may add more to it :) (repost of original by 'HotdoggnBoi™ Manager @ Saints & Sinners Lounge SinnerCast Radio' on '2008-10-24 20:29:28')

I Know Blondes Arent Really Dumb But I These Jokes
1. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a rooster? A: A Rooster says in the Morning - "Cockll-doodlle-doooooo", while a blonde shouts, "Any-cock'll-doooo." 2. Q: What is the best secretary in the world to have? A: The one that never misses a period. 3. Q: What do blondes say after sex? A: "Thanks, guys!". 4.Q: What's the difference between a blonde and The Titanic? A: They know how many men went down on The Titanic. 5. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and the Atlantic Coast? A: There's fewer crabs in the Atlantic. 6. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and the Grand Old Duke of York? A: The Duke only 'had' Ten Thousand men. 7. Q: How does a horny guy spell relief? A: B-L-O-N-D-E. 9. Q: Why was the blonde upset when she got her Driver's License? A: Because she got an F in sex. 10. Q: What do a Boeing 747 and a blonde have in common? A: Both contain a cockpit 12. Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a blow-up D

The Future Soldiers
as i look at all of the people with me i see one thing and that is greatness. because your taking a step that many have taken and few have failed. so as i say this with faith i am proud to see you go. it will always hurt me but atleast i get to see you in the future hopefully. i will miss all of you and i know that you all will miss me as well. so go and make the world a better place for everyone in it and the future soldiers of the america. go with pride and dignity and make peace happen where ever you go. i am honored to call you soldiers and my friends. remember these words as you leave for war. i hope to see you again soon.

My Thoughts....
I was thinking it has been a long time since my last blog entry and decided to post one. But the one thing on my mind is a guy. I know kinda lame and cheesy, but its the truth. I cant stop thinking about him. Is it pathetic that i feel this way? I know my family will not approve of him, so why bother even going after him. My parents may understand that color means nothing when he is a good person. Its the rest of my family that i worry about. I honestly do not understand what the problem is if i start dating a black man. What difference does it make? He makes me laugh, and feel good on the inside. He treats my son well and makes him feel loved. To my family i would be doing wrong, but when i look into his eyes it doesnt feel wrong. How can it be wrong when i get happy and excited to hear from him or see him. It feels right to be have his arms wrapped around me in a hug or to crack jokes when each other is sad. There is a part of me that just doesnt want to care what my f

I Have No Title For This Blog
as of late my blogs have been redunant. either half assed writing or just late night ramblings that don't make any sense and i'm embrassed that i even put up. but i was sitting here thinking about someone important to me. this woman....she's one of the most beautiful women i have ever met. she's strong, passionate, honest, and i'm totally in love with her. when i'm around her, or even if i'm thinking about her i become so disgustingly mushy that it's funny. there's something in the way she looks at me that just makes me want to fall on my knees and be her immortal slave. (if you don't want to read more mushy crap please stop here. it's gonna get worse) whenever i get around her i can feel my heart beating like mad....like it's gonna burst out of my chest. but yet when we hug or kiss....it's the most wonderful feeling in the whole world. there's something about her that just makes me feel happy. being with her makes me feel complete and whole. i could

25 Credit Bling Pack
Im in a giveaway and need comments and rates please....Once I reach 8200 comments i will recieve a 25 credit bling pack *which i will of course spend on my friends* each rate is worth 5 comments so if every friend of mine at least rates this it will be over faster :) I have over 8,000 people on my friends list...so will YOU rate and comment this? I am sure i've done it for you! Just click HERE brought to you by: I?Ben&Jerrys?MGR REGIMENT BOMBERS?Click Club Member?@ fubar

When A Girl/boy Says...
When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When a girl misses u, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact thatur nothers anymore When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds,she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you,she h

Your Place In The Black Zodiac
The Angry Princess You are so preoccupied with outer beauty that you have let your inner self deteriorate and rot. Unfortunately, no amount of surgery or makeup can cover that kind of scarring. Be comfortable with you are *now* before changing anything. "Alone one night, she tried to perform surgery on herself, but the unorthodox procedure went horribly wrong, and she was left blinded in one eye. She finally gave up on achieving perfection, and mutilated herself in a bathtub until her veins ran dry."

I Refuse To Rate Any More
wats the point in ratin peoples pics when they dont even bother to rate back im refussing to rate anymore the only people i rate are the ones tht have the common deccency to rate my pics u rate my pics ill rate ur back in return im not ratin anyone else who has auto 11's on all u get is a thank you and they dont bother there arse to rate u back or anythin so fuck it refussing to rate any more so dont ask ill only rate if u return the favour thx to all tht have rated my pics thx u all :D

I Don't Know How Much More I Can Take
2 nights ago my husband(with whom i'm seperated) sent me a message on fubar and told me to get the will together because he wants to kill himself. Yesterday morning he was admitted back into the psych ward, while waiting for a room he tried to kill himself with a fork in the Emergency Room. I feel like everything is going out of control so fast. The reason my husband and I are no longer together is because he was diagnosed with Anti-Social Personality Disorder. Really long story there! But if you know anything about the disorder it is sometimes considered sociopath or psychopath disorder. It's a very complicated disorder to deal with, especially for the family and close friends. I don't know what the future will hold. I'm so hurt and confused and angry and scared!

Too Much Pressure In
ok heres the deal and i need to rant a bit...Im married and im 42 I got a son. Ive been living on my own since I got married and yes my parents help out with food and special stuff every now and then heres my gripe hubby does have a job and my mom and dad who bugged him to get a job with better benefits are now complaining about his job and lack of our money I can see their point if were spending foolishly or just being dumb with it but were sitting here doing the best job we know how to do and somehow all the bull falls back to me the nagging from my mom and the rest of it I help hubby out in the reading and stuff but man Im human ya know wtf am I supposed to do??? About my hubby I love him and all that but the man needs to realize which he already has that Im the best thing that has happened to him and not blow me off or ignore me for days and days on out Ok Enough Ranting i got a lil bit out of my system till the next A-Bomg goes off

Subject
Let's see, what have I done this week? Nothing too exciting. Oh...got my eye brows waxed for the first time. Didn't hurt. People kept telling me it was going to hurt and I'm like "uhh if I can handle tattoos, piercings and cuts, I can handle waxing" LOL! I'm loving how it looks. Sooo much better looking. Tomorrow is Halloween. *pouts* and I have to be at work. We're having a Halloween contest. I had no idea what to dress up as and that would be safe for work, so I'm going as a jail bird with a white wig...Oh baby... Even if I did take the day off, things wouldn't start until late at night and I gotta work the next day. Sucks.....I love Halloween too but I can't afford to take any time off right now. yup yup yup.....

Air Force Master Sgt. Evander E. Andrews
Air Force Master Sgt. Evander E. Andrews 36, of Solon, Maine; assigned to the 366th Civil Engineering Squad, Mountain Home AFB, Idaho; killed Oct. 10, 2001, in a heavy equipment accident in Qatar. Died: October 10, 2001

Time To Play
t's time to play the game... Time to play the game! hahaha It's all about the game and how you play it. All about control and if you can take it. All about your debt and if you can pay it. It's all about pain and who's gonna make it. I am the game, you don't wanna play me. I am control, no way you can change me. I am heavy debt, no way you can pay me. I am the pain and I know you can't take me. Look over your shoulder, ready to run. Like a good little bitch, from a smokin gun. I am the game and I make the rules. So move on out here and die like a fool. Try to figure out what my moods gonna be. Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me? Don't you forget that the price you can pay Cause I am the game and I want to play.... It's time to play the game........hahaha Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it. It's all about control and if you can take it. It's all about your debt and if you can pay it. It's all about pain and who's go

18 Inch War
18 Inch War This war rages like no other The distance is so short Yet of billion miles apart This war is of logic This war is of emotion Between the mind and the heart The hearts wants a love To feel deep inside To reach out and wrap her in The Mind says to let go She is not yours You’re not good enough to win Each side sends it volley With only pain as a result One that has indelible scars As I bleed for my love My inner torment Stretches across the stars If I were more Than what I am Would that ignite loves fire? If my heart beat stronger If I were a better man Would I obtain what I desire? As the doubts mill around Inside my heart and mind I wonder of what use I am for The battle is my own Armageddon At least one side will die Through my 18 Inch War

Late Show - Sen. Barack Obama
Now I wanna know who the hell listens to a sensible man like this and can't support them, yet they listen to McCain and Palin who are clearly uninformed, ridiculous and want the same policy we have had for 4 years that has not worked. Kennedy was younger and has less experience than Obama and he was one of our best Presidents.

My Mental Illnesses
1: Intermittent explosive disorder Road rage. Domestic abuse. Angry outbursts or temper tantrums that involve throwing or breaking objects. Sometimes such erratic eruptions can be caused by a condition known as intermittent explosive disorder (IED). Intermittent explosive disorder is characterized by repeated episodes of aggressive, violent behavior in which you react grossly out of proportion to the situation. People with intermittent explosive disorder may attack others and their possessions, causing bodily injury and property damage. Later, people with intermittent explosive disorder may feel remorse, regret or embarrassment. 2: Bipolar disorder Bipolar disorder is a mental condition that usually involves extreme mood swings. A person with the condition may feel happy and excited at one moment and depressed the next. The disorder was once called manic-depression. Mania is a mental disorder characterized by great excitement and sometimes uncontrolled, violent behavior. D

My Phsycal Ailments
The Facts on Fibromyalgia Fibromyalgia means pain in the fibrous tissues of the body, such as muscles, tendons, and ligaments. Primary fibromyalgia syndrome (FMS) is a form of fibromyalgia where pain occurs in muscles, tendons, and ligaments throughout the body. The cause is not known. It is most common in young and middle-aged women, but can also be found in MEN, children, adolescents, and older adults. Secondary fibromyalgia is a form of fibromyalgia that is caused by another disorder. It may also be associated with overuse or trauma to the muscles, such as that experienced following a motor vehicle accident. In secondary fibromyalgia, the pain is often localized (it occurs in a specific area of the body). Men are more likely to have secondary fibromyalgia than primary fibromyalgia. Concomitant fibromyalgia is a form of fibromyalgia that co-exists with another condition that causes muscle pain, such as arthritis, or other diseases of the connective tissue. Causes of Fi

A List Of Politically (pc) Tearms
A Criminal - unsavory character A Crook - morally (ethically) challenged Abortion - Near-Life Experience Alcoholic - Anti-Sobriety Activist Alive - temporarily metabolically abled. An Immigrant - a newcomer Assassination - involuntary term limitation Bald - comb-free Bald - folically independent Bald - follicularly challenged. Battle Fatigued - shellshocked Blind - optically darker Blind - photonically non-receptive Blind - visually challenged Body Odor - nondiscretionary fragrance. Broken Down Automobile - mechanically challenged Broken Home - Dysfunctional Family Bum - Displaced Homeowner Bum - Homeless Person Bum - Involuntarily Domiciled Cannibalism - Intra-Species Dining Censorship - Selective Speech Cheating - Academic Dishonesty China - Porcelain Chronically Late - Temporarily Challenged Clumsy - uniquely coordinated Commercial Fisherman - Flipper Whipper Computer Illiterate - Technologically Challenged Corpse - Permanently Static Post-Human Mass Cor

'twas The (politically Correct) Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas and Santa's a wreck... How to live in a world that's politically correct? His workers no longer would answer to "Elves". "Vertically Challenged" they were calling themselves. And labor conditions at the north pole Were alleged by the union to stifle the soul. Four reindeer had vanished, without much propriety, Released to the wilds by the Humane Society. And equal employment had made it quite clear That Santa had better not use just reindeer. So Dancer and Donner, Comet and Cupid, Were replaced with 4 pigs, and you know that looked stupid! The runners had been removed from his sleigh; The ruts were termed dangerous by the E.P.A. And people had started to call for the cops When they heard sled noises on their roof-tops. Second-hand smoke from his pipe had his workers quite frightened. His fur trimmed red suit was called "Unenlightened." And to show you the strangeness of life's ebbs and flows, Rudolf was suing over unauthoriz

Finally...a Happy Ending.
Though my week last week sucked horridly starting with the prior Thursday, I'm happy that with going to see Ryan on Wednesday and having Ruby come for a visit for four days made the whole thing better. We attended a Halloween Party at Stina's job and yes, they got me to dress up for it hahahaha. Thank God for friends. They always make it better. ;)

The Fifth Commandment Addresses My Standards
Exodus 20:12 states the fifth commandment: “Honour thy father and thy mother: that thy days may be long upon the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.” That doesn’t sound too hard; we know what it means to honour (I mean honor; you’ve got to love these British English spellings) our parents, or those who operate in the role of parents for so many of us. But at least it’s hard for me sometimes. When I was growing up, I felt like the Bible was always written in favor of adults – I mean, when was God ever a kid, when did He ever break a vase or stay out past His bedtime? When I entered adulthood myself, I began learning that I was making God too small. Many of us do that because we have faults and we are human; we want to make God like that too, and we fail miserably. Jesus Himself said that to enter into God’s kingdom, we have to be converted – this is important! – and become like little children, who will honor and obey only those who look out for them (Matthew 18:3, “who w

Back To Brazilian Jujitsu....
Last night i joined some great friends of mine that have a private brazilian jujitsu club and rolled for the first time in about a year. It was a good hard work out filled with lots of conditioning and basics. We did a lot of ab work and other conditioning as it pertains to grappling. I definitely felt my time away last night as my conditioning is no where close to what it used to be. I love to roll and miss it and i miss my friends every time life takes me away from training to focus on other things. Last night they gave me an open invitation to join them whenever i can and i certainly plan to. Funniest thing is the garage is only heated by a propane heater and after we've rolled for 90 minutes everyone has steam rising from them due to the cold in the garage. That is always good for a post workout laugh. Its also a great feeling to peel off the gi top after training and feel how heavy it is with sweat. Did I mention how much i love to train? This morning I am tired and beaten

Positive Thoughts
When you are feeling good feelings, it is communication back from the Universe saying, "You are thinking good thoughts" Likewise, when you are feeling bad, you are receiving communication back from the Universe saying, "You are thinking bad thoughts." So when you are feeling bad it is communication from the Universe, and in effect it is saying, "Warning! Change thinking now. Negative frequency recording. Change Frequency. Counting down to manifestation. Warning!" To master yourself - to master your thoughts - you do not have ton control your thoughts. If you try to control your thoughts, you will attract having to control your thoughts. If negative thoughts come, don't resist them. Just let them be, and then use the power of your will to change focus to thoughts of appreciation and gratitude. Worrying about negative thoughts or trying to control them just brings more of them to you. If you don't revisit negative thoughts they will diminish, and if you laugh at them and make light of

Friends
"friends" i had some i thought. i was there to help when they need me, a hand, a hug, independent, and loving. but when i fell i didnt complain. when my life broke apart, i didnt make it your problem. now that i am at the bottom of this hole i call my life where are the hands reaching to be there for me. the "friends" i thought i had, they gladly used me to the fullest extent. when all i need was familiar company and to feel wanted, you "friends" are no where to be found. all but two people in my life fled, my sound board standing true reminding me that i am not alone he is here to talk to when i am desperately alone. my cracker .. my friend the other my rock, cool, calm, stern lets me know that i will pull through, holds me in the dark through my frustrated tears and anger at my life, the failure i feel i have become. he holds me. sad, that the people who used me and promise they would be there aren't .. and the ones who never told me that the

The Real Rock Show
This is an Intro for the show I host on Time Warner Cable Access called "THE REAL ROCK SHOW". This intro was done by "MINI KISS" and I during an interview I had done with them at "TIOGA DOWNS RACINO" on Saturday October 25, 2008. This spot combines the intro with our sick n twisted humor in the form of Political Satire... Enjoy!!! . .......... . This is a clip from an interview with "KISS" tribute band "KISS ALIVE" from a concert they did at "MAGIC CITY MUSIC HALL" on March 8th, 2008 for the show I used to host last year called "TOTAL METAL TELEVISION". . IT IS JUST BY COINCEDENCE THAT THE TWO CLIPS I HAVE POSTED ARE OF TWO VERY DIFFERENT "KISS" TRIBUTE BANDS FROM INTERVIEWS I HAD DONE ON TWO VERY DIFFERENT SHOWS. WE DO INTERVIEW AND VIDEO TAPE MANY DIFFERENT BANDS, THESE JUST HAPPEND TO BE TWO OF THE MOST FUN INTERVIEWS I HAD DONE. .

Looking At You
Looking at you I see pain gleam in your eyes Living your life under darkened skies Let me take your broken heart in mine Promise you everything will be just fine. Your lying in my arms, I'm feeling your skin Right here, right now I feel whole again. Hearing your breath, smelling your sweet scent, I know now that this is how I want all my days spent. Your face shines with the light of the moon. My heart is heavy, I know you must go soon. I miss you already The room dims with gloom You say goodbye, an all familiar tune. I know you'll come home, I will soon hear your voice I'll watch you walk in, my soul will rejoice I'd keep you forever if mine were the choice I can only hope that you feel the same. That you really love me as much as you say.

The Election
Well its been another election. the first thing I want everyone to know is that this has nothing to do with race because President Elect Obama won the election. My problems is that I know his beliefs. Everyone thinks that he is going to lower taxes on the middle and lower class. Well in the last 20 years there have been promises to lower taxes and its never happened. They have only gone up. Honestly I dont have a problem with my taxes. Where my problem lies is that Obama is going to raise taxes on anyone making more than $250,000 a year. Now I know all of you are thinking that, hey they are rich. They can afford it. But what all of you are missing here is that if you raise the taxes on the wealthy, they will not be able to expand their businesses, Hire more employees, and pay higher wages. So by taxing the rich the economy will still crash. So for all of you that think that raising taxes on them and lowering taxes on us is going boost the economy, well you are wrong. The recession will

Queens & Kings
What ever happened to the treat me like a king & ill treat you like a queen concept in relationships??? it kinda goes along with the june cleaver issue i have. I like to SPOIL and I do mean spoil my men I only ask I get the same luv in return. So how do you ask did i end up where im at??? Men are pigs , no offense, lol but Im in man hater mode today :)

Tell Me When I Can Die
Tell Me When I Can Die While I sit alone in my corner With nothing but memories Times of holding you close Precious seconds fading from me Since my heart traveled far The blood stopped pumping in my veins Since my soul lost its Angel I’m like a candle with no flame As I withdraw inside The walls thicken and grow higher I try to claw onto hope But my hope is a dying fire Ash is what really remains Ashes are what I dine on I have come to hate my own life Just another of cruel fate’s pawns How many more tears can I cry? Will my body just dehydrate? Tell Me When I Can Die Before my sadness turns to self-hate

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice;not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you

1,000 Pieces To A Shattered Heart
It hurts. When you give your heart to someone completely, and they step on it. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain never gets better. It hurts. When you trust someone completely, and they hide secrets and lie. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain burns your soul. It hurts. When you give someone everything you have, and they give you nothing. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain washes away who you were. It hurts. When you tell someone everything, and they decide you aren't worth it to try to tell you anything. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain destroys your mind. It hurts. When you devote yourself to someone so faithfully, and they lay in the arms of another. It tears a piece out, and you can feel every centimeter of it as it rips away. And the pain only

The Miley-morgan Effect On A Snow Day
In case any of you missed me yesterday (and thank you those who did), on days I’m not at a fast computer or when I’m home with my kids for the day these missives go by the wayside. Thursday night and continuing into Friday afternoon we had seven inches of snowfall (that’s according to the Weather Channel just in Minot; east of us has been hit with even more) and by Saturday morning our total accumulation had been nine and a half inches. The major roads in and out of town are cleared now, but you’ve still got to be careful driving; this morning on my way home from our church men’s breakfast and Bible study I turned a little too soon and got stuck. Just needed a push back and then I got out on my way. One of our morning cooks of today’s goulash, pheasant, over easy eggs, juice, and coffee who’s also Minot’s director of public works told us that in the ten miles between the northern edge of town and Minot Air Force Base seventy-two vehicles got stuck in the off-road ditches. Visibi

Friend Winning A Bet!
Her screen name is 38ddtatas and she is a GREAT friend of mine!!! Anyway she kinda got suckered into a little bet with someone on here about getting points to level......Anyway RATE/FAN/ADD/AND BLING HER PLEASE!

Poem :)
so now comes the day to throw racism away.... once taken from a land.... which no one1 could understand..... many of life dead.... many bad things also said.... but the black man...kept up his head.... we have all been through changes that we have battled in some we lose and also win..... but victory does not have colour victory is not a race.... and when victory comes to us all she has no face..... justice is for all men & women from all over the world.... lets not embrace what the george bush has incited... lets not see colour but now at last be united.... so gone with the past with replubicans have damaged lets see the future now and vote with true homage... barack obama is the man with the key... so let us now all stand tall as one and breath... ITS TIME FOR CHANGE.... change for the better and a change we all need.... now all sit back and relax we are now all free :)

Happy Veterans Day
THANK YOU TO ALL OUR HEROES!!! I can't express it enough I appreciate you for being so tough, Thank you, for being so strong Thank you, for standing up against wrong. You'll always be my hero, We will always be indebted to you, Thanks for going long ago. Thanks for securing this blessed life I know Thanks for fighting to keep us free Thanks for saving the future for me, for my family and for everyone who do not understand If wasn't for all of you we would not be enjoying this life and luxuries we have right now. Remembering Those heroes that are dead. They died for liberty-they died for us. They are at rest. They sleep in the land they made free, under the flag they rendered stainless, under the solemn pines, the sad hemlocks, the tearful willows, the embracing vines. They sleep beneath the shadow of the clouds, careless alike of sunshine or storm, each in the windowless palace of rest. Earth may run red with other wars-they are at peace. In the midst of the bat

Its My Bday Soon
Hey my bday is dec 2! Its a tuesday! I will be at starlight in killeen, around the pool tables on the second floor! I will be in the same spot on friday as well for those of you who cannot be there on tuseday! Let me know if you will be there and which day or both!!! So come and try and get me drunk!!!!

Laughingly Ture
thru the dark search for dreams reaching for those bright beams of light that peirce the night that false hope of sweet thoguhts while high on dope as really we die and choked on the reality of what we can't see thru the darkness we think it will end or does it just begin evil is in all that we find no matter if it 's dark or light as our screams fill the night

The Monkey Which I Am Along W/a Scorpio
Year Of The Monkey 1920, 1932, 1944, 1956, 1968, 1980, 1992, 2004 People born in the Year of the Monkey are the erratic geniuses of the cycle. Clever, skillful, and flexible, they are remarkably inventive and original and can solve the most difficult problems with ease. There are few fields in which Monkey people wouldn't be successful but they have a disconcerting habit of being too agreeable. They want to do things now, and if they cannot get started immediately, they become discouraged and sometimes leave their projects. Although good at making decisions, they tend to look down on others. Having common sense, Monkey people have a deep desire for knowledge and have excellent memories. Monkey people are strong willed but their anger cools quickly. They are most compatible with the Dragon and Rat. The Monkey is the most versatile sign of the Chinese zodiac. Such people are often inventors, plotters, entertainers and the creative geniuses behind anything ingenious, including

Funny Sh*t!
The Sensitive Man A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; they end up leaving together. They get back to his place, and as he shows her around his apartment. She notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. There are three shelves in the bedroom, with hundreds and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears carefully placed in rows, covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing the display. There were small bears all along the bottom shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an obviously masculine guy to have such a large collection of Teddy Bears. She is quite impressed by his sensitive side, but doesn't mention this to him. They share

Wow..thx Sgt!
"I'm interested in becoming a Correctional Officer, can you tell me from your experience, is the job worth it?" WOW, how do I answer this? Do I tell you the facts about the profession and scare you away from the get go? § That during our careers, the average officer will be assaulted at least four times. "In 2005 I passed the national average when I was assaulted twice within a 5 day period." § The stress of our jobs is so great that, on the average, we will not see our 59th birthdays. "We take the job because of the great retirement plan, and yet we may not live long enough to enjoy it." § More than 33,000 of our co-workers were assaulted by inmates last year alone. "One of the toughest things I ever had to do was to call home, while on the way to the emergency room to tell my family that I was OK, but had been assaulted by an inmate. No one was home except my younger daughter, and it broke my heart hearing her cry, as I reassured her I

A Poem Of A Heart Strengthened By Hope
i haven't been what you would call popular. i have had relationships that ended with the words i pitied you. yes my heart has been torn out, beaten down, walked on, ripped apart, and tossed in the trash for the amusement of others. yet hope is there that little twinkle of light at the end of the tunnel. that smile on a friends face letting you know it will be ok when times are hard. Hope how ever small it may be drives me to be there for friends who are down on their luck or down on love. i also have hope that one day someone will be there for me like i want to be there for them. hope drives me to be the patient, strong, caring, and nice guy that i am until the day i can let my love be known and with all the hope i have let it be accepted by the woman i want to spend the rest of my waking days with. Yes hope drives me to be patient. I will be patient and hope will bring me the love of the woman i will cherish for ever more. hope will bring love to my life and that is a love I

Hawt
Its about 700 bizillion degrees in my house, and sittin on my ass the whole night doesnt help. Also on a bitch list... I have no food I bit my lip (awful habit), and now it hurts like hell I was called an Ukrainian last week My boobs are too small, and I just look repulsive right now I spilled sunflower seeds on the carpet I'm sure there's more to come. I wish it was 2012, so the end of the world could come sooner.

What Can Be Said About Today?
Okay, so today, what can be said about today It effing royally SUCKED.. That about sums it up....If you hadn't guess I haven't had the best day. I didn't really do anything and I guess that's what made it bad. I just don't know. I've got to take some pictures and put some more candles up for sale in the shop so I will be back later. Leave a comment if you want Call me text me whatever, I'm bored the entertainment would be welcome.. XoXo Ady

The Kats Whiskers: An Adult Story About Me Chapter Four
The Kats Whiskers: An Adult Story About Me Chapter Four Category: Writing and Poetry This is VERY Adult Content, please do NOT read and then bitch at me later, messages and comments are appreciated and welcome but cannot be guaranteed approval. By opening this post you have resigned yourself to the fact that you want to read an erotic story that was written for me and partially about me, if this is not the case please close your browser now. All names are people I do know and who know me, however everything else in this story is fictional, for the most part. There are four chapters with more probably to follow. This was written by Adam, you can find him on my friends list. He is an awesome erotic literature writer. For more of his stories you can visit www.literotica.com (where this story is also listed) and do a search for adam applebiter now on with the story.... The Kat's Whiskers – part 4 Sorority sisters are doing it for themselves "Matt, thi

The Tyranny Of Ducks
The Tyranny of Ducks Current mood: amused Category: Blogging So he built an Ark, and that was great; and he went around collecting two of every animal from all around the world, including two baboons, one of them punch-drunk. (staggers) "He was hitting me earlier, I don't know what's going on." He was going, "Okay, who have we got here? Two dogs – okay, two dogs, long ears, along the side, please. I'll explain it to you later. Two sheep – on you get, sit along the side, there we go. Two cats - small ears, inside the boat. Two ducks…" The ducks are going, "We're not coming." "Well, there's gonna be an enormous fuckoff flood." "So? What's the big problem?!" There's a huge hole in the whole Flood drama, because anything that could float or swim got away scot-free, and it was the idea to wipe out everything, He didn't say, "I will kill everything, except the floating ones and the swimming ones, who will get out due to a loophole." All that in a James Mason voice

Thegamee
The Game lyrics Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me! Do you think that we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me through. Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time. Rah! Rah! [x2] It doesn't really seem I'm getting through to you. Though I see you weeping so sweetly. I think that you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life in the battle that ends this day? Is she not right?! Is she insane?! Will she now run for her life now that she LIED TO ME! You always wanted people to remember you. You leave your little mark on society! Don't you know your wish is coming true today? Another victim dies tonight. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to m

Feelings At The Time
Looking into the mirror Author: cswandering Word count: 89 something dark awaits you,do you dare to venture in, closing eyes were darkness lies embracing full misery...Hold a moment, feel a warmth,its possible the sun is shining...to late our eyes are closed ...waiting for the next wandering victim...He stubles belongings scattered... but can he pass the test.. the eyes begin to open ........RUN RUN...the nothing has begun.........the saddness is to much i want to give in......I cant fight.........wait I see ........the light.....to late misery has won.......CS. Wandering.

The Keys To My Heart
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Obama And The Anti Christ
The Anti-Christ And Mr. Obama This Week's Feature Article by Jack Kelley Since the election I've been asked a number of times to comment on the likelihood that Mr. Obama could be the anti-Christ. Let me begin by saying that having been elected President he's Mr. Obama now, not just Obama. As for him being the anti-Christ I've discouraged that thought because I don't believe it's time for the anti-Christ to be revealed yet. But apart from that there's no Biblical reason I can find that would absolutely disqualify him. And based on the things we know about the anti-Christ there's a fit in several important places. The anti-Christ will have to burst on the scene quickly and powerfully to accomplish so much in the little time he has, so maybe he'll need a head start. If that's the case, maybe Mr. Obama is on his way to becoming the anti-Christ. Let's find out. We know that the anti-Christ will be a descendant of the people who made up the Roman Empire in Biblical times (Dani

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone - gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

A Touching Story
My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. . I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of dis

Reflections....
So now this is just going to be a reflective of the past month....For the past month, i've been trying to figure everything out and just think about everything that has happened in the last year and a half....yes, you heard me. i been in tennessee for a year and a half now. Everything i own can fit in 6 boxes and 4 big black trash bags. I've gone through a lot here. I've lived life and I've learned a lot of valuble life lessons. Some things that i regret are hard for me, even now. And those things i regret made me learn a very important lessons. I learned that you shouldn't just pack up everything in your life and leave your home, your family and your friends. I've burnt a lot of bridges but at the same time, i've rebuilt them and made them stronger..at least with some people. My entire life, I have always done something for someone else and I've gotten pretty tired of it. I've started standing up for myself and i'm really proud of myself for doing that. But at the sam

My True Feelings
my heart has been broken so bad i wonder if there anything to it anymore it hurts so bad it fells like daggers pierceing me to the floor happiness has slipped throu my fingers so now im at the bars remaniceing with all the drinkers can love really be the death of me that is something that i can't forsee i want to be held tight with someone that will help me fight throu the darkness throu the loneless the world and love have forsaken me i just pray there is some one out there to help me see that life has something else in store for me

The Ten Commandments...west Virginia Style
The Ten Commandments...West Virginia Style Maybe this is the way to teach the 10 Commandments today! Maybe then people would 'get it' and it wouldn't be construed as religious. West Virginia Ten Commandments Some people in West Virginia have trouble with all those 'shalls' and 'shall not's' in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't> used to talking in those terms.. So, some folks in West Virginia got together and translated the 'King James' into 'County' language..... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at First Baptist Church in Summersville, West Virginia) (1) Just one God (2) Put nothin' before God (3) Watch yer mouth (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Honor yer Ma & Pa (6) No killin' (7) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (8) Don't take what ain't yers (9) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a ni

Lesbian Story(part 2)
Nicole dials the number slowly as she shakes, putting the phone to her ear. Nicole waits for one of them to pick up, which one of them did her best friend that she tells everything to says,"Hello baby girl" Nicole replies still shaking,"Hello mom, can you put the phone on speaker I want dad to hear what I have to say and you both best be sitting down." Her mother sits the phone on the kitchen table holding her father's hand,"Ok honey were ready, what is it you want to tell us?" Nicole takes a deep breath an leaves out a sigh replying,"Mom and Dad, I...I am...uh...Lesbian and I have a girlfriend named Britney." Nicole's parent's sit their in shock looking at each other as Nicole is still waiting for their response as she says,"Mom,Dad you there?" Both of them respond quick,"Yes, we are here." Nicole tries not to freak out on what they have to say,"So what do you think?" Mom just walks away leaving dad at the phone he says,"Sorry daughter we don't approve, you need a man not some woman."

Boors And Beasts (2 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 2 of 4 The Boors and Beasts sit quiet tonight Not much moves in this haunted room Haunted? Oh yes – This place is haunted All men bring with them The remains of their day We leave them shed when we’re here Like snake skins on a cavern floor They haunt us These remains of the day We know they wait beyond the door Waiting for us to leave To gather the night around us And make slowly for the door We are haunted here By what waits without We’re haunted here Don’t ever doubt That what we fear The reason we’re here To shed for an hour A minute at most The life outside Lifeless ghost Out there it waits In here, it haunts We know what our ghosts are We’ve buried them ourselves This place is haunted But inside, we’re safe And what do they bring These elegant Nymphs? What do they hold? What do they own That haunts them night and day? What brings them here anyway? Their ghosts Too Remain

Haunted Remains
Haunted Remains One needs to seek that final end; Tie up those last loose strings. Otherwise, unfulfilled, a devil haunts, Seeking to twist, distort and destroy The haunted remains of cold friendship.

Reasons.....
Well I have been a lot of thinking of late, and I realize that some questions in my life need answered. I have been asked why I am still single and such, well it’s quite simple really, and I don’t want to be in a relationship! And I have my reasons; my heart has been so broken that it may never heal. I got so fucked over by my last love that I don’t want to be with anybody. But that is just one reason. I am bipolar, and most people can’t handle someone like that, they just don’t understand or have the patients that it takes to deal with someone like that. I have been rejected because of it, and made to feel as if I am not good enough. Me being sick is not my fault! Its not like I choose to be like this, I really didn’t and if I could I would change it, but I can’t, so I deal with it. Also I don’t want to be in a relationship because I just don’t think I can love anyone ever again. I gave so much of my self to my last one that I just don’t think there is nothing left. I don’t believe in

Invitation
Invitation An invitation I offer An evening dinner with me Serene and together In perfect intimacy Your hand I ask Your company to share At a table set for two A dedication and celebration Of the short, sweet time I’ve known you

The Morpheus Machine
The Morpheus Machine The mind shines it’s brightest When it dances on the razor’s edge Burning with intense white heat Strain against Morpheus’ invisible hedge A barrier of solid sleep Promising dreams of softness and sweet But the mind flies, a sliver streak Ignoring the demands of the exhausted meat A needle’s point piercing the darkness Intense with concentration, a burning drive To focus, to cleave the cold ice An incessant desire to stay alive A thousand pin-points begin to burn Each with it’s own inner fire An offering of pure consciousness Burning on the mind’s sacrificial pyre Images flare, hallucinogenic bright As the optics begin to waver Struggling against the fog of sleep An addiction born to savor Rolling waves of inaudible thunder Shattering with an invisible flash Echoing colors of intense purity As the mind’s matrix begins to crash Morpheus spreads the covers of sleep But the mind burns too strong Yet Sleep holds a patient

Self Portrait
self portrait Sitting alone on a hill Just like the Analog Kid Thoughts weaving throughout my head Fantasy, reality of a Dreamer Skyways and pathways And worlds on the wind Castles in the clouds And time enough to spend ‘Til the end of my days Sitting alone on the hill I am the Analog Kid And my world is in my mind

Vampire Love For The Boogieman..
The love of a vampire have for the Boogieman..You donot see that every day in your life..I am part of the night he is the master of the night..So when you have to ppl of the night together so weird stuff can happened..

I Need Your Prayers
My mom is having alot of problems it all started this month! she gets these spells that cause her to have really bad pains in her chest there so bad some times she says she can't move she has an appointment today around 1-130 they are going to give her an e.k.g and a stress test to see if any thing shows up! i can tell you right now my mom wont get threw the stress test! she has had a stress test once or twice before and was never able to complete it! I feel like its my fault she is having this problem right now! it started after i got married and after i told her if i needed any more surgery's because of an existing health problem that i have i told her and my dad both that if i needed surgery i would not go threw with it anymore because im to scared to not have them there with me! they have always been there with me!!!! I talked to my sister last night and she told me that my mom has been having these episodes this month it has happened 5 times im not sure if it started before

When Two Hesrts Meet
When two hearts meet When two hearts meet, Walls of concrete come tumbling down, Masses of iceberg disintegrate, slowly melting into streams of hope, meeting in fusion a ray of glow. When two hearts meet, All inhibitions are stripped away, Stark naked in human form,we stand and look, eyes lingering at the point of no return, where my world is built on clay and stones. When two hearts meet, Love finds a new meaning in my life, Joy and happiness fill my days and nights, peace seeps into the flow of the tide, heaven and earth meet in the glow of light. When two hearts meet... One heart,one beat,one life oh so sweet.

Open Silence
Open Silence Gasping for air Lungs filled with despair Screaming your name Wearing my shame Pitch black eyes Murky cries Nobody cares About lies I wear Gone from my sight Sickly fright The pit beckons Time for check in Fires scorch flesh Like wheat to be threshed Laughter at my expense Nothing but open silence

Seeing The Familia
hey just a blog bout whats going on . im the oldest child in a family of four. i have three sisters that i dont get to see but once or twice a year and i have always been protective and a bully to them but it helped out in the end cuz when they got to high school they were tough bitches but when we all get together its like hanging with the guys. cuz wen we were growing up they followed brother around.its great to have them here for this thanksgiving thought i would share sumthin personal hope yopu enjoyed it.

1st Bully
Lets Get It On - Marvin Gaye HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!! LETS GIVE PARADISE GIRL SOMETHING TO BE THANKFUL FOR!!! 250 K TO HENCHMAN!!!! SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!!! SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! CLICK BELOW AND MAKE A GREAT FRIEND!!! WHILE MAKING SOMEONE THANKFUL JUST TO SEE YOU!!!! (¯`•._.•[PąяаđǐšεĜĭŗŁ]•._.•´¯)@ fubar BULLETIN MADE BY: JADED ONE ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼@ fubar

Dedicated To The General Asses On Fu
For the guys that are really ballsy enough to come to my page and disrespect my man because of whatever macho bullshit thought running through your head. Your just jealous because HE gets me at night and not you. Please kindly go fuck off. I don't have time for it. I will rub it in your face and make you feel like shit. This is Fubar Only 10's and up exist You make friends. you flirt. that's about it. So get over your damn selves and get off my page if you think I'm really gonna laugh at bitch comments. (Obviously doesn't apply to all, just a few idiots)

Truthfully...
I know today is Thanksgiving, and the whole moral of it is to show your thanks, express, however you want to put it. Then again, to be cynical, the proceding day happens to be BLack Friday, which happens to be the Mr Hyde to the Dr Jekhyl that is today. My thanks will come, but I must write this blog to be very frank. I am a very depressed person in life, and lately, it has been more apparent to me and I have shown it so much more. I feel it in my mind, the way I sleep, my apathy, lack of motivation...it is not good stuff. Now, this is in contrast to an attitude and and personality I can show otherwise, which is that of me being a very fun person to talk to, being flirty, kind. Those are all very real aspects of me too, and I have only been so outgoing these last few years. All for the better, I think. For as long as I can remember, I have had alot of angst, depression, confusion, these of which have prevailed over positiv things in my life. I would say back to when I wa

Health Concern!read
for days i have been under so much stress!my doctor is actually mad at me.my back is in knotts no kidding.my stress level is bananas!its high very! and if i don't find ways to relax i will explode!i have to learn how to relax and not get stressed out over anything.so for next few days or so it looks like its bed rest for me.i have horrible headaces,back aces,and im throwing up like crazy!food makes me sick!i didnt want to tell everyone about this cuz i dont want people to worry.dont ask what iam stressed about its personal i wish i could say. just be there for me.be my friend! thats all i ask and pleaseeee NO BS DRAMA!around me i don't need it!!!peace love to all my fubar friends and family...

Change Is Not Your Friend
Funny how things can change on you. Change doesn't sneak up on you or loom threateningly on the horizon, it lurks around the corner and jumps out at you when you least expect it. Often scaring the living shit out of you in the process. There you are, cruising along, oblivious. Totally complacent in your certain knowledge that you are invulnerable, bulletproof, super-human even. Then that nasty fucker leaps out at you, no warning, and no pretense. The stupid snowman's arm falls off and everything is different. Everything. Things you have taken for granted for decades are meaningless, the people you have built your impenetrable, yet eminently fragile, wall (thank you Mr. Waters) with are no longer there for you, and that kind of makes you happy. You feel relieved of the burden of expectation. All those years walking around telling yourself you don't care what people think become a farce. You start to feel like you owe all those people you disregarded a second chance. And then you feel in

Donation Chart
Wats up yall!!! Ok Im makin this as a guide for donations for morphs Plain 2 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $5000 fubucks or better Plain 3 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $10000 fubucks or better Enhanced 2 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $15000 fubucks or better Enhanced 3 pic morph (i choose or u give me the pics to morph) $20000 fubucks or better or u can negociate the donation price with me (remember fubar has a size limitation to all pic sizes including morphs **myspace doesn't)

Test Bully
Hey people, Jilly Babe has only 573k to go to Disciple! Her Autos are ON. So spank her up! She loves it! I did til my hand hurts! ~~~ Jilly Babe~~~Owned by S1lkenelder.@ fubar Stolen with Love from: Tappinit

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L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you describe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everything you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and the last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it when you cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your alwa

All I Want For Christmas Auction
"> ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AUCTION NOW TAKING ENTRIES! CLICK PIC TO CONTACT ME TO ENTER....ENTRY FEE 15,000 FUBUX......SEND PIC U WANT USED ALONG WITH A LIST OF OFFERS �™JÁÐÊ�™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE*~@ fubar All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

All About Me
I am 38 y/o and happily married to a wonderful woman who tolerates my crap! I have 4 kids who are very unique from one another and very special in their own way. I used to be a paramedic and I loved the job and at times it was very rewarding... other than certain ppl making it hell but every job has a few of those! In 2002 they found 5 blockages to my heart and i had bypass surgery but continued to work after. in 2003 we moved to kentucky to get a new start of things, so I quit being a paramedic. Somewhere along 2006-2007 I had a heart attack that was undetected for a while. I started feeling week and began having chest pain so i had a second heart surgery in september 2007. By this time i had been fighting for disability since 2005 and kept getting denied, but after this second surgery they determined that i shouldnt even lift 5 pounds anymore so the disability thing was starting to look up!!! In december 2007 we decided to move back to illinois and shortly after my disability was apr

Nine Words Women Use
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer ba ck to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think lo

Another Blogasm...
Ya know, I've noticed that some people blog every thought in their head, every day. That's great, especially if you want to know about what they had for breakfast, how the dental appointment went, their last bowel movement, etc. As for me, I blog in spurts. I don't think people care how my lunch was (unless I had a little afternoon delight!), and I'm pretty sure my regularity wouldn't interest many people...other than a proctologist. Pretty much, I blog as if my mind has been stroked by some ideas for so long that it suddenly has a mental orgasm...or 'blogasm', if you prefer. Anyway, I feel the need to type. I'm sitting here, drinking a nice red wine, smoking some chicken with mesquite wood in the smoker, and today has kind of drained me. I started out pretty normally...working out, getting my swoll on, and enjoying the company of the guys I work with. I come home for lunch and find that my wife isn't home. No big...the youngest boy has to be at school early, so she'll be ho

Rules For The Non -military
Rules for the Non -Military Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass. 2.When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass. 3.Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass.

Which Ship?
Your result for Which Star Trek Ship Should You Command? Test... Nova Class!10% Flight_Control, 30% Tactical, 60% Science and 30% Command! Congratulations! You have been assigned a Nova Class vessel! Designed to replace the aging Oberth Class, the Nova is a state of the art science ship, equipped with the latest top of the line sensor packages. She is the perfect choice for planetary or spatial survey missions! Take Which Star Trek Ship Should You Command? Test at HelloQuizzy

Well I Aint The Best......i Aint The Worst...
Well i aint the best......I aint the worst...A bit shy and kinda a workaholic,Drink to much, smoke to much, like to dance with a pretty girl, play poker, Seems Like i'm good for bout five years of good lovin and Pornstar sex and then things seem to go to hell. So if your lookin for some trouble come on my way!!!

Last Night In The City Part 1
Every once in a while, I have experiences that feel appropriate for cinema. You know that sensation you get that causes you to think, "Hey, this is like a movie." It doesn't happen often, which probably explains why it feels so surreal and exceptional. So me and my best friend Rich went to visit our friend Valerie who is 27 and terminal. She is in a hospital in San Francisco near the Golden Gate Park. In a really nice room with a big flat screen tv, wood floors and beautiful view of the park from the 14th floor, lay an extremely pale and frail woman who was barely recognizable as the laughing and singing regular at karaoke. It was awkward in that I don't know her well enough to recite any memorable shared experiences but well enough to care to make the trip. I brought a wooden 'wish box' the children and I painted for her, Rich brought her magazines, a card and pictures taken off her MySpace page. Her mother, a friend of my aunt's, came in and out from various tasks like wal

Why
Why She always asks and I have to laugh Cause I think sometimes she really cant see Who she is and what she does to me The way I wear the title nerd face More proudly than the congressional medal of honor Or the way her laugh lightens my heart And eases my soul The way she purrs when she wants me, just my company on the phone then I know she misses me as much as I miss her then I can see into a future I can dare to believe That I me can make her happy Just by being me Without the fear The way she texts me Sometimes saying absolutely nothing The way I get her The way OMG she gets me lmao The way she has made herself at home in my psychie And the way she is welcome there Lets not forget her beauty Which she calls cute I call radiant as the sun and I cant wait to see it in person Let me go blind after for I have seen all that the world has to offer And lets not forget her humor Even on the darkest times, it takes a lot to break her spirit And when it is lo

The Target Demographic For Sentient Tool-based Films
OK, if that title didn’t get your attention, keep reading. I was stymied what title to use that didn’t sound condescending or confusing … it’s one thing I have to learn and I like to think I’m applying when I write. Certainly last month’s entry into National Novel Writing Month that I titled “Litany” qualifies. I wrote this from two characters’ points of view and if it were read out loud it would be analogous to a responsive reading; in church, this is where the pastor or speaker reads a blessing or Scripture and the congregation responds. The thing is, nearly everyone thinks the second character IS the first character, and it’s a case of mistaken identity that turns fatal for at least two other characters. Another character is revealed to not be who see seems at all, and … I’d better stop here and wait until you can read “Litany” yourselves in a few weeks! Today’s title comes from an observation I made watching Disney Channel’s “Handy Manny” with my kids. This week on the sho

Accident
So most of you have probably heard of my recent car accident! Well i have an issue i need some advise on .(Remind you this was my first accident) When i went to check on my car at the body repair place the manager gave me a verbal estimate of about $7-8K, although his is invalid since he is not an authorized pro-shop through All State insurance(her insurance) so they send one of their own adjusters out there who left half the shit out that needs to be fixed, as well as the amount. It went from $7-8K to $2400.00! I may be dumb to how this all works, but something sounds messed up to me. I don't want my car back and then a couple months down the road or a year from now a bunch of shit goes wrong with it. What can/should i do? Can i get my own appraisal for the reapirs if i pay out my pocket? Please Help...or they are going to be giving me back a bucket insteady of my baby...lol

Ohio In Danger Of Running Out Of Unemployment Funds
Five states, including Ohio, are in danger of running out of funds they use to pay unemployment benefits, meaning they may have no choice but to increase taxes on employers, cut benefits for laid-off workers or borrow the cash. This comes at a time when job cuts are accelerating and states are facing huge deficits going into next year. States with unemployment funds that are running low are mostly larger ones that are tied closely with manufacturing. Click here to find out more! Michigan, Indiana, Ohio, New York and South Carolina all have reserves of less than three months to cover benefits. States aren't allowed to stop paying unemployment insurance benefits to out-of-work employees so they must come up with money. Indiana is planning to borrow $330 million from the federal government to cover unemployment claims, something it hasn't done in 25 years. State lawmakers also may be forced to tax businesses to rebuild the fund. Some businesses in Michigan will pay an e

Humans Being.
majestic we are . .... humans. simultaneously i am in question as a human and in certainty as a soul.... my soul has been maintaining certainty for days now, total confidence that my God has been speaking clearly with love and support of the current part of my life journey. today i allowed the human in me to question the very thing i already know is right . . . i am guided by my soul with courage . . . a gift from God, a gift i would never have as just a human woman in a human body, but as human being with the gifts of choice and faith and the beautiful soul we all have. it is my courage now that guides me through this part of my journey, the journey to my soulmate. i believe a human being is just that . . . a human "being". Being in all of his gifts,being in all his life, being in all his love, being in all his woes and most importantly . . . being in all his spirit and soul. If fact when spoken about as a group we should be called humans being, humans with an "s" becau

The Love Of Bein Flagrant
THE LOVE OF BEIN FLAGRANT SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT,I LOVE 2 DO IT WHEN EVER I CAN.IN THE STREETZ,IN THE WORK PLACE OR IN THE BED,ILL SAY SOMETHING THAT WILL HAVE YA MIND THINKIN,THIZ NIGGA IZ MAD,BUT FUNNY AT THE SAME TIME..... -I LOVE IT WHEN A FEMALE LOVEZ SUCCIN MY DICC LIKE A CRACC FIEND -OR WHY THE FUCC WHEN I ASK DO YOU CARE AT ALL ABOUT SOMETHING IM DISAPPOINTED IN AND ALL YOU CAN SAY IZ I DO BABY BUT CANT SHOW MORE AFFECTION TOWARDZ THE SITUATION,THATZ THAT CORNY BITCH SYNDROME -OR SOMEONE AT WORK DID SOMETHING WRONG AND YOU TELL THEM 2 PICC IT UP AND GROW UP -I CAN GO ON & ON BUT I CHOOSE 2 KEEP IT A NAUGHTY ROUTE LOVE 2 ENJOY LIKE DICC PUSSY COLLISION

Black Rose
Found this written on some receipt paper...I used to write at my old job when I was bored, so, here it is It will take more than a shaman To find meanings in a thing so vague These premonitions perpetuated through fatalism I only consider self-esteem to be a fallacy My state of mind rooted in the subconscious Is watered through thoughts unwanted Through photosynthesis, I inherit a mental disease The one thing on which to feed, the essential poison My brain eats itself And through secretion, my dreams can yell! It has become a habit To inhabit the thoughts of others A healthy meal to ponder Though still starving as I wander Everywhere I tread is like quicksand As confidence sinks lower Still no feeble minds to feed upon Hunter becoming hunted, as others like me tread near With only the option to feed upon myself I indulge in my withering soul The will to live is built on good foundation Though my will to die stems from vanity's tempation

Tgif
This has been the longest week ever, I think. Somebody musta thrown in an extra day by sprinkling in a few hours here and there. Sadly, it's not over though, I've got a Christmas party/baby shower tonight, then I've got to go to a wedding tomorrow. Ugh! Weddings. I have a bad history with weddings, I've been to a lot of them, and with my background I could actually perform them. The problem with this wedding in particular is it's for someone I knew a while ago, and I've changed some things about myself since then, and I don't really fit in with that group. Well, I never really did to begin with, but really not now. But, in the interest of social harmony, I have to play that role for a little while tomorrow. Bleh. Were it any other person I would just not go, but she knows where I live, and promised physical violence if I wasn't there. The things you do for friends! :P

Sinfulbrat Needs Comments Plz Help!
I'm in a giveaway to Win $50 Bling Pack. I need need 40k in comments. Here Is The Link To My Pic! If you would like to help me out! This Giveaway Is Brought to You by… JOHNNY{ R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} } This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat

12.13. 08 - Quite A Year!
Holli is out of my life.. Kari is in my life, but we're not together no more. We've resolved our relationship back in June (never went to Iowa; I went to New Hampshire instead). We're done going back and forth with each other and we remain the good friends. I miss Holli, but things happen for a reason. I still love her to this day. With the holidays coming around, makes me miss her more and more and wish we could talk. I do not want to go into reasons why we aren't friends. I'm done explaining that over and over (if you wanna know, go to my multiply site dated back in June 2008). Work - the same; sucks. My co-workers Barbara and Rich are not there no more. Barbara left cuz she wasn't being paid enough money (I don't blame her) and she's happier now. Rich just did his last day on the job last night. He really wanted outta there. For now, it's just myself, Danielle, and Bruce... and of course, the daytime worker Dave (none really do much even the boss). Sucks. I am looking to leave,

Firing The Western Canon This Weekend
For my birthday meal, we decided to go to Up The Creek, one of several places here in Minot where you get your meal free on your birthday. Both of us elected to have the buttermilk grilled chicken, the said meat with said sauce on a bed of garlic mashed potatoes with you choice of side dish and tossed salad. For dessert we had their s’mores special; it’s a brownie for two with toasted marshmallows and graham crackers with two spoons for eating. It is so good and sticky, and we enjoyed the meal without Sarah and Jeffrey who were being watched by their grandparents until we picked them up and enjoyed chicken noodle soup. We need more date nights like that … Committed as I think I am to bringing about the greatest amount of enlightenment in the least possible space (Ray Bradbury’s magnum opus “Fahrenheit 451” is a warning against that – got to love the irony) “The Western Canon” (ISBN 1573225142) by Harold Bloom, a Yale humanities professor and NYU English professor is seemingly ac

"times"
"Times" There were times I thought I knew just who you really were There were times I thought I shared the things that you were dreaming of But like winter turns to summer, you seemed to change, Now Heaven has a partner named Hell. What happened to the times, I thought that I knew you so well? There were times our hearts were one, we liked the same music and shows There were times you read my mind, you knew the very moment I’d phone But like winter turns to summer you seemed to change, Now Heaven has a partner named Hell. What happened to the times, I thought that I knew you so well? I don’t want to talk it over, cause I know it’s just too late for that I don’t want to keep on begging, cause I know you won’t be coming back What I do want, is a chance to buy back the heart and soul I once did sell To a woman, and not just any one, but one I thought I knew so well There were times I hoped and prayed, for redemption that just never came There were times I thought

"life's Gallery"
“Life’s Gallery” On my way to the auction sale, I stopped in the little town As I sipped my coffee I knew for certain there were no galleries to be found But I inquired of my waitress, who smiled and said I’d see The finest paintings ever done, within “Life’s Gallery.” You see, in the city where I work I write a column there That tells the world if art I see is good or bad or fair And sure that I was wasting time I found the little shop With the faded sign that said, “Life’s Gallery” perched upon the top So not expecting much, I stepped in though the door To behold a sad display I saw was something less than poor It really was ridiculous, the paintings hanging there A sick idea of a joke for all the canvases were bare I muttered a curse beneath my breath and turned to leave the shop When a soft yet firm hidden voice said the words “Please stop.” I spun and saw a little figure of an old man standing near Who went on to introduce himself, his words I still can hea

Owner Of A Lonley Heart
Move yourself You always live your life Never thinking of the future Prove yourself You are the move you make Take your chances win or loser See yourself You are the steps you take You and you and that's the only way Shake, shake yourself You're every move you make So the story goes {Refrain} Owner of a lonely heart Owner of a lonely heart Much better than a Owner of a broken heart Owner of a lonely heart Say you don't want to chance it You've been hurt so before Watch it now The eagle in the sky How he dancin' one and only You, lose yourself No not for pity's sake There's no real reason to be lonely Be yourself Give your free will a chance You've got to want to succeed {Refrain} Owner of a lonely heart After my own decision They confused me so Owner of a lonely heart My love said never question your will at all In the end you've got to go Look before you leap Owner of a lonely heart And don't you hesitate at all, no no {Refrain twice} Owne

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Sad But Ture
Used vs. Loved While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless, he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD' . The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits, choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life .... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

Alone On The Inside
Alone on the inside nothing you can do but sit and feel so lone on the inside the hurt the crying the madder you get the worse it get's ....One day you see the man of your dreams' or is he....You think to yourself hmmmm I think this might be the one I well marry one day.. then on the other hand you say hell no...The madness come and comes..What do you want in your life...Well lets see love family friends ..Then the day comes and you wake up..Holy hell I have all this..What the hell was I thinking..ha ha ha ha....I got you...This is to damn funny to me because I have it all plus some...

Optional Content (free Download)
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To My Wife The Only 1 For Me
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. At the altar I will joyously say 'I do', for I have it all now and it's all because of you.

A Highschool Math Teacher's Classic Comments
1. You know what is Math? What you don't know is Math. 2. I tell you what, if you cannot be accepted into colleage, you can be Dental Profitiers. You know what is Dental Profitier? That is you go stand at the entrance of a dental clinic, when you see people passing by, you go up to him with a math book tell him that you are a student in XX school and you don't know how to solve this math question. I bet they will laugh so hard that they lose their teeth totally. If they cannot find their teeth back they will have to go inside the dental clinic. People like you will make the dentist so rich that he falls in love with you. 3. Study is the combination of wisdom and hard work. Your hard work approximately equals to zero and you wisdom equals to zero, so Hard Work plus Wisdom permanently equals to zero. 4. I tell you what, the chances of you being accepted by FuDan University (one of the best University in Shanghai) are the chances that I become the president of United States.

Zio
Zio was born to the clan of the Night watchers in the west .His home was in the darkest forest far beyond the great tree of eternal souls. His family originated from the ancient Canaan and were decedents of the priesthood of Mot god of death. The clan was cursed by Mot to forever to inhabit the middle lands, to forever be parasites for an age. The clan renamed themselves to remain unknown and have survived many internal coups. Zio was born son of "Nerothos" knight of sin, champion of the clan and Lumania their reigning Queen. He was trained in all the dark arts of his ancestors these he mastered at an unfathomable speed learning in months what it took others centuries to perfect . On returning one day he found his clan massacred by Deiuzus his cousin and rival since youth. This left Zio cold and broken inside left with only his memories and the pain he felt flowing through his corrupted soul so he travelled the night lands in search of the slayers of his family and clan having

The Smashing Pumpkins - The Everlasting Gaze
You know I'm not dead Now you know where I've been As you sleep Torn I am Weighted down Patiently Born of love You know I'm not dead I'm just living in my head Forever waiting On the ways of your desire You always find a way And thru it all Into us all you move Forgotten touch Forbidden thought We can never have enough You know I'm not dead Found below The creatures scream Stranglehold A god machine Begging to Tear us out Worn as hope You know I'm not dead I'm just the tears inside your head Forever waiting On the ways of your desire You always find a way And thru it all into us all you move Forgotten touch Forbidden thought We can never have enough You know I'm not dead We all want to hold in the everlasting gaze Enchanted in the rapture of his sentimental sway But underneath the wheels lie the skulls of every c.o.g. The fickle fascination of an everlasting god You know I'm not dead I'm just living in my head Forever waiting Forever waiting

Picture Policy
So I got rid of a shitload of meaningless pictures and replaced them with ones that I have taken and like. Now... this comes with conditions. They are available to FAMILY only. I would ask that if you look, please rate and be honest...especially with the Disney ones. I finally got a good camera and tried hard to take some professional looking pictures and would like honest opinions. Provided I have the room (270 limit unless I level, which ain't happening) and provided that I get a welcome reception, I will post more as they come. I am planning on taking some daytrips over Christmas (hint hint) Otherwise, I will assume no one is interested, and that posting them is a waste of my time and bandwidth, and I will stop. Simple as that :) Thoughts?

Road To Nowhere
We've all been on the road at one time or another. Some like me seem never to get off it. No matter how hard we try to take an exit ramp off for something better it always seem to be blocked. Even when the ramp up ahead is wide open, someone or something cuts me off and forcing me to stay on the road to nowhere. Such is life no matter how hard I try I’m knocked right back down. I'm tired of being on this road. I've been going down this road far to long. But what can I do, what can I say? I'm stuck in the fast lane to no where. The thing is I don't have anyone to blame but myself. I'm not the kind of person who will lose total control of myself and turn into a total road rage freak and slam back into the obstacle. I will cuss and rant but as getting totally physical it just doesn't happen. Maybe the mere threat that I would lose all control and not only hurt other but myself included. Maybe I'm just weak? I don't know?

Long Stretched Night
Seeing down this long stretched night Cascading stones..there and here..in sight My past sinks in for me this night to bare To I,Myself with whom only here to share Wondering..Where..If a all My soul will come to..this wall Desperately needing,Peace inside My mind aching,To no longer hide Raging memories echo through In my heart it cannot be true And here I stand, Seeing so clear Damage of the past creeping near A whispering prayer I mutter out Searching for forgiveness without a doubt For thoughts unseen, Unclear to you To remain in my mind, Forever new Emotions adrift .. I apologize here My thoughts to paper my mind comes clear Seeking down this long stretched night Cascading stones..there and here..now aflight © Angel

The Airborne Mystique
In French we are known as "Les Paras", in German "Die Fallschirmjager", in Spanish "Los Paracaidistas" and in English "Paratroopers". Whatever the language used, the connotation is that of Soldiers who are held in awe and respect by our Countrymen and adversaries. We form a body of tough,elite, highly disciplined troops for any Nation. For some, we have been held back as a generalreserve; for others, we have been the first forces employed in times of trouble. More than any other types, Airborne forces are most directly and effectively useful in cold war, limited conflict and general war. In cold war we represent the Nation's "hole card"---Mobile forces always ready for rapid deployment and so are a deterrent force. In limited war, we would likely be the first Army forces strategically deployed. In general war, we could carry out a variety of missions, such as reinforcing combat elements already deployed, filling strategic gaps where there were no deployments and interdicting enemy forc

A Soldier's Prayer.
I was that which Others did not want to be, I went where Others feared to go and did what Others feared to do. I asked nothing from Those who gave nothing and reluctantly accepted the thought of Eternal loneliness should I fail. I have seen the face of Terror, felt the Stinging cold of fear and enjoyed the Sweet taste of a moments Love. I have Cried, Pained and Hoped, but most of all, I have Lived times, Others would say are best Forgotten. At least someday, I will be able to Say, that I was Proud of what I was...... A Soldier.

Djs Rules
SEXY'S HIDEAWAY DJ GUILDLINES: Here at SEXY'S HIDEAWAY we are all about having fun and making sure the people in our loungeS are having fun. We want to make people feel comfortable and get the visitor to join so do your thing and have a good time with it. Here are a few things that might help.... -Please check in 15 min before your shift with the dj who has air so that they know you are there and ready to go. (if you are late and they found someone its up to u to talk to person who is recieving air to see if they wish to give it to u) -We all have lives away from the fu so if you cant make your shift please try to find a replacement and let Sexyrebel,Wildwolfjuggalo,irishminx know on yim who is covering if they are not online leave them an offline message. There is a list on every sched of sn of all djs and of the relief djs. If you cant fond onyone let them know you wont make your shift... it happens and as long as someone can cover you its gonna b ok

The Unknown
I walk into the unknown not afraid of the darkness I stumble slightly along the way yet i keep moving forward. I bump into you along the way You offer me your hand I shake my head and push away I keep moving forward I walked into the darkness for years without anyone beside me And now it seems I've hit a wall And I can't seem to find my way out. All I wanted was to make my own way through to vast unknown and now I've stumbled once too many and i'm stuck here alone but i'm not sure I want a hand to help me find my way so i'll just sit in this place and take a little rest until i find the strength again to move along my path.

Freegift Ticker, Who Wants It
Ok folks here is the deal. I have a Ticker credit to give away to someone. You say you want it, then here is what you have to do. Simply post a reply to this blog or send a fuMessage to me explaining why you feel you deserve the ticker. then on Jan 15 i will announce the winner. The best story, or offer will win the ticker. Good luck and get writing...

The Wrapping Paper Test
You Are Dependable and Trustworthy You approach the holidays with drive and determination. You're usually the one who does all of the organizing and work. You love being in charge of Christmas dinner, decorating the tree, and picking out presents. You know that everything will be perfect, as long as you're the one behind the wheel. Of all the types, you're the most likely to search far and wide to find the best deal on the gifts you give. You're also the most likely to have a very detailed system for how you wrap and label presents. The Wrapping Paper Test

I Am Me
I am Independent Outgoing Stratigical Smart Athletic Beautiful Inside and Out I am me. I am a good cook I love my flute I love my family I love my friends I live for the thrill Of each day. I am me. I don't like to wait I have a lot of strengths I know myself Better than I know my heart I don't understand my feelings. But if you come along we can sort if out, I love you, You're the only one for me But you've got to understand I don't change myself for anyone. I am me.

Unrequited Love
This is the first of many posts of poems, prose and wisdom. They say there is no such thing as original thought. Whilst I have an ability to string a reasonable conversation together,sometimes I find work by other people that says what I would like to say. It will hopefully become a celebration of work that is out there to provoke thought and deed both in myself and those who read the work. This first is to continue my healing process, if the person this is to be shared with ever reads this, she will know it is for her. TO A LOST LOVE I seek no more to bridge the gulf that lies Betwixt our separate ways; For vainly my heart prays, Hope droops her head and dies; I see the sad, tired answer in your eyes. I did not heed, and yet the stars were clear; Dreaming that love could mate Lives grown so separate;-- But at the best, my dear, I see we should not have been very near. I knew the end before the end was nigh: The stars have grown so plain; Vainly I sigh, i

Fire
she kneels quietly happiness glitters in her eyes as He looks down at her Their bodies glow softly in the light of the fire warming them as it snows outside hair caresses her skin the red curls falling down her bare back He adores her He thinks to Himself she yearns to serve Him with a passionate hunger Fate doth brought them together keeping their souls linked even though for a time they parted He reaches for her pulling her into His lap kissing the tender skin at her neck holding her close to His body enjoying the scent of her essence she purrs softly nipping at His ear in her heart she in whole feeling now more complete He sits there quietly no words needed to be spoken in the dark with each other watching the fire burn down low she serves Him with tenderness He owns her with love

Broken Like An Angel
Broken Like An Angel lyrics [Originally written by Dollybraid] She was a queen Lost within a dream Misconceived that he was fit to reign Lies take victims Separate them at the seams Cause them to fall apart Then move along to better things now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that He's Satisfied to own her No time permits to open up When you've been hiding thoughts so strong She's been holding out for an angel to come along No reply from the sky But she just keeps looking up She just keeps looking up now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her She'll never know love's true potential Lost in the open wind To his impatience Never feeling they would fall apart She let her feelings grow To tears she'll never show now She Wants to fall in love again Don't you know that he He's Satisfied to own her You know he couldn't see That she could be his everything Bringing light to everything

New Years Resolutions
Those of you who know both Todd and I probably know a lot more about our personal life than you should...We are both guilty of running to our friends and saying things in anger or without thinking that make our life together sound pretty horrible at times...If you knew either of us before we got together or even the first few months after then you know we both had NSFW pics and "friends" we chatted with...yeah we were both kinda naughty...It has been a rough uphill battle to try to work things out but this last couple of months we have managed to make a lot of progress and we are finally enjoying our relationship the way we should...However we both kind of miss some of the fun and excitement we lost during our jealous period...and yes...we BOTH had our jealous moments believe it or not...I am sure all of you are sitting there thinking..."why...if you are finally finding happiness are you thinking about changing things?"...well...I guess you could say we need to know we can trust each o

New Yeas Eve Plans!
For new years im going to memphis, tn, to my family's bar to a hugh party!A buddy and myself went and picked some shrooms (that still grow wild in arkansas, milking cattle) and all the booze behind the bar at the BLUE MONKEY, ITS SHOULD BE A WILD NIGHT! I have bail $ in my sock! Be carefule you guys and have a fucking badd-ass new year!

God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You
Can this be true? Tell me, can this be real? How can I put into words what I feel? My life was complete I thought I was whole Why do I feel like I'm losing control? I never thought that love could feel like this and you've changed my world with just one kiss. How can it be that right here with me there's an angel? It's a miracle... Your love is like a river Peaceful and deep Your soul is like a secret That I never could keep When I look into your eyes I know that it's true God must have spent... A little more time On you... (A little more time, yes he did baby) In all of creation All things great and small You are the one that surpasses them all More precious than Any diamond or pearl They broke the mold When you came in this world And I'm trying hard to figure out Just how I ever did without The warmth of your smile The heart of a child That's deep inside Leaves me purified Your love is like a river Peaceful and deep (and deep) Your soul is li

Poetry
Alone in this cold, dark world Falling...Falling...still Falling It wont stop I cant see Darkness... only darkness Freezing, freezing cold My heart slowly beating My eyes starting to get heavy All I hear is my shallow breath fading away quickly I cant hear anything... Did my heart stop? Have I stopped breathing? No.. cant be true... Wait... I see something... Is that light? Hey thats me.. yes my 16th birthday..my first car hahaha.. my first drag of a cigarette. I remember that.. My 21st Bday, what a great night I had Oh yes... my first broken heart. What ever happened to him? My wedding day...Im so happy...so in love... The most exciting day of my life My baby boy... Oh look his first Birthday.. he made such a mess! Aww his first day of school...and his first crush Oh NO!! Wait!! I want to see what happens next... I dont want to be alone in the dark... I cant feel a thing My whole life before me and now its gone... Falling faster now... Darker and dark

Love
People say, that love is a precious thing.They say that you should cherish it, and keep it forever.But how do you know what love is,If you have never experienced it before?They say that everyone has a soul mate.But what if you have gone through life,Without having anyone by your side?We all need that special someone,I agree.But maybe there is someone out there,Just watching life go by.Watching people fall in and out of love.Watching as people complete their lives.What if someone is out there,Thinking that they will never find someone,Because they have never felt loved before?Maybe that is why there is less love in the world.Because people are too afraid to show their emotions,Too scared to express their feelings.Or maybe there is a simple answerMaybe, just maybe,Not everyone will be able to find love,Because, they are not meant for love.

Faqs Please Read Before Asking
1. ~Are you happily married? If not are you going to divorce him and see me?~ Yes I am happily married. No he and I are not having problems. No I would probably not go see you even if I was single. You might be a rapist or killer. 2. ~How are you?~ Don't bother asking me how I am doing. I will always say that I am ok or doing good. Unless I know you really well and like ya enough to bitch at you. :D 3. ~Do you wanna join ______ group? All we need is nudes.~ I am not really fond of groups and such. I don't want to join groups that ask for sexy pictures. Not my thing. I prefer to go at the fu world without all of the rules that groups make you follow. I am not really a follower. 4. ~Do you have a cam? Wanna see me jack off?~ I only cam with people I know. Even then I keep my clothes on. Please don't ask if I have a cam, I do but no I am sorry you may not see me on it. As much as I dig men jacking off I would prefer to see my husband do it if I want to watch

N/a
to any and every one that may read this. for some reason or another i have not been quite my self. i dont know why or what caused it. if i am not on for a while, it is either because i do not have internet access or i am doing some deep thinking.

A New.....
What was your New Years Wish? Mine was to start over...you know...a new life, a new love, a new beggining to see happiness. Guess what, so far everything has gone that way. I'm happy for once in my life, with just about everything. If only someone could understand that lol Who cares though..... As long as I am happy that is what counts, at least that is what my mother says... Just wanted to update everyone... I've got a new everything and my health is getting better slowly but surely....dr's are releasing me to go back to work soon, yay! Thank goodness, I can't handle this boredom and stress any longer! Not sure what else to say right now, so will possibly fill you in on more later **Tinkers**

That's Hot!
My lovely Mel is on her way to ANGEL and she needs our help! She has her Auto 11's running so stop by her page and give her lots of love. Not only is she gorgeous but she is a sweetheart as well. You will not be disappointed! {MeL¢¾}@ fubar Rate her! Fan her! Add her! Crush her! Bling her!

Feb. 11- March 1 2006
Feb. 11- March 1 Current mood: creative Ready to Wake up Reaching past the border of her under grown heart Tears feeding soil, filling a hole in space Giving color to the darkness, saying the right words Spoken gentle in the mind, it is a worthy start Tomorrow brings a mystery, she still presses on Vibrating a sound that will wake up many Crumbled number in a pocket held for safe keeping She hides as clouds hover over, soul covered thought long gone Screams through endless alleys, echoes pound against walls Shredding her lust for it all, taking hope in her fragile hands Forgotten stuffed animal awaits on the bed, sinking out of view Comes a time when balance is placed, count lost on many falls Having all the control and ready to let it all go, if it can only have flow She calls out a name, it travels to some closed domain, response is pending Everything to see, how many are really free, she grew a grin to return Pressing on all over by using both

Never Enough
I would consider myself lucky and blessed each and everyday. I have a house, i have my family, my mom would do anything for me, i have some of the gretest friends in the world. My boyfriend is amazing and i have the things i need and want. So why am I so depressed. I am striving to make myself a better person. Going back to school was a big challange for me, but I did it. I didn't do that well but I got distracted along the way. I have one friend inparticular who pushed me to go back to school and when i did we were fine. but then she wants me to do this and do that and lose some friends she doesnt like or dump a guy she doesnt like. Like she is my mother. and its getting old! I had to listen to her bitch at me for 2 hours on the phone today cuz i never call her or see her im always stuck up chad's ass. but what she doesnt get is that its not chads fault its hers. I dont wanna be around that bullshit all the time. she makes me feel so bad about myself at times and i just wanna punch he

Bad November - Track 6 - I'm With You
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from I’m With You Each word you say/ Makes my heart ache/ Even word you say/ Is a bitter lie/ Can’t forget you nor do I want to/ Because I’m with you Chapter 6 - I’m With You Yesterda

It Can Work
when it comes to having a relationships even if they are long distance if the 2 people like each other then they can make it work it dont matter how far they may live as long as they do plan on meeting atlest this way is kind of good but it also sucks the good parts are give you time to get to know them give you some time to think give you time to talk on the phone and it does give you time to know he might be the right one if he keeps in contact with you in some way weather it made me im or cell or even on a social network now we come to the bad things that does suck ass you wont be able to have sex with them however i think that is good my self since after all iam tire of only being good enough for a fuck Buddie you wont be able to hold them you wont be able to go out and do things with them unless you use your webcam lol but you no what anything that is worth it in this world you should be able

Listen Up, Pay Attention
Look, bitches, stupid shit like cosmetology school, massage or other nitwit shit like that is NOT a "college degree". Stop saying, thinking, it is. Get an ACTUAL 4 year degree in something INTELLIGENT if you want to claim a degree. And preferably NOT from a bullshit for profit "college" like Phoenix college or University of Phoenix or online. Wtf?

Operations Manager
I've been working for our company for 10 years. I'm not sure how long you have, but when I was transferred into your division it seemed like you were on a first name basis with everyone from the President to the maintenance guys. I was intrigued by your presence...your sense of self that immediately came across when Jim introduced you to me. "Mike," he said. "This is Donna. She's in charge of building operations." You smiled and tilted your head that way that drives men wild and shook my hand. Yours was soft but your grip was firm. Your eyes captured mine and I looked deep and knew I had to have you. But you weren't going to make it easy. Over the next few weeks I settle into my new responsibilities and more importantly always found excuses to walk by your desk and say hi. You always smile and acknowledge my greeting but you wouldn't take my invitations for small talk. I could see you want to but I could tell you were waiting for something. Finally out of frustration I stomp u

Star Teachings
I’ve finally learned something. In my previous star messages, I spoke of seeing that one twinkle I felt was mine. There’s a reason the Great Spirit put so many points of white light in the sky. I am but one of six billion people on Mother Earth, yet there are six hundred trillion stars in the nighttime sky. Have you ever wondered why the stars so vastly outnumber the stargazers? I’m sure part of the grand plan is because many of the stars you see no longer exist. By the time their glow reaches your eyes, reaches your heart, they’re already gone. Vanished, though perhaps not forgotten. What you’re seeing is an old light, a depleted light, not the new light you hoped for. I still look up at the heavens because I can bask in those pinpoints that keep the skies from being a deep black void. But, they’re just stars, even though they hold a certain fascination. And so, I’ve finally learned something. When I find that special person to fill my days and

Sexual Feelings
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, lick me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Porphyria
In 1985 biochemist David Dolphin proposed a link between the rare blood disorder porphyria and vampire folklore. Noting that the condition is treated by intravenous haem, he suggested that the consumption of large amounts of blood may result in haem being transported somehow across the stomach wall and into the bloodstream. Thus vampires were merely sufferers of porphyria seeking to replace haem and alleviate their symptoms.[107] The theory has been rebuffed medically as suggestions that porphyria sufferers crave the haem in human blood, or that the consumption of blood might ease the symptoms of porphyria, are based on a misunderstanding of the disease. Furthermore, Dolphin was noted to have confused fictional (bloodsucking) vampires with those of folklore, many of whom were not noted to drink blood.[108] Similarly, a parallel is made between sensitivity to sunlight by sufferers, yet this was associated with fictional and not folkloric vampires. In any case, Dolphin did not go on to p

January
Some of sarge's bad girls are having a birthday JANUARY 1ST Blue Eyed Brat *SBG*BBW*Owned By Tulsa's Angel@ fubar JANUARY 6TH S3XYCRICKET MEMBER OF THE SARGES BAD GIRLS & MEMBER OF*FU-Bombers*& RATING REVOLUTION@ fubar JANUARY 11TH *JuicyFruit69(Bi)*Sarge's Bad Girl**@ fubar JANUARY 12TH BiBabyGirl...DON'T LIKE BIGGER GIRLS GET THE F... OFF MY PAGE!@ fubar JANUARY 29TH ~Mistress Momma Meagan~R/L & Fu-Wifey of DJ Munchies~Owner of MMM's Pets~SBG~@ fubar show them lots of birthday love! Rate Fan Add Bling Crush them. While your here check out the sarge's bad girls were the best and baddest on fubar!! Sarge's Bad Girls

Happy Birthday Elvis Presley!!!..i Love Ya!
Happy birthday! Elvis still lives While it’s been more than 30 years since his death, Elvis Presley’s birthday still sparks bitterweet memories among his fans. He also remains a vital marketing item, as in this Pasadena store-front window. By YVETTE OROZCO Updated: 01.07.09 Every year, many music fans commemorate the birthday of Elvis Presley, who would have turned 74 today. Although he died more than 30 years ago, the iconic figure lives in on the media — on countless anniversary specials, music tributes and year-round memorabilia. But perhaps most tangibly, Presley lives on through those who remember him as one of their own. “He was a God-fearing man who served in the army when he was called and who stayed simple,” said David Heickman, who spent Wednesday afternoon looking for guitar books for his 13-year-old granddaughter, a budding musician. That personal identification with the man who was born in Tupelo, Miss., drove a truck for a living and then conquer

Dj Bones @ Gods Forsaken Radio
Bones influences are Dimebag Darrell, Johnny Cash, and Jim Morrison. His favorite bands are Led Zeppelin, Pantera, Ac/Dc, Metallica, Black Label Society. The reason he likes being a DJ is his love of music and sharing it to the world. So what are you waiting for come and rock out with DJ Bones @ Gods Forsaken Radio!!!!!!

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Do certain people just not care how others feel at all? Many guys whom I have either met or showed interest in me, hurt me. What's the sense in hurting someone mentally, seriously?!!? I know I am a good girl, is that so bad, to be good or try to be good to impress someone? I give my all, I guess I wear my feelings on my shoulder and I am too understanding because I end up letting guys walk all over me. I let them sweet talk me without trying to get to know them first as a friend. But c'mon, I am a very understanding girl and no matter who does me wrong, you know what; I understand. I don't let it go easily, but I do understand. It just really hurts when I am being taken advantage of. Yeah you all will say to get over it or the guy was a jerk or just whatever. This isn't me blogging to get some answer on why the guy hurt me. This is me blogging telling all of you guys to save me the heartache, save me the pain... if I am not your type to want to be in a relationship with then

The Hello After The Broken Heart
i went and picked him up from the airport i was determand not to let him see that im nervise, scared, upset and a lil mad at on whats has happend to me and the way im feeling you can tell that he was feeling a bit weird about me being there...i never showed it or i was hoping that i wasnt he asked how awkard i was feeling ... im good im not feeling awkard...i lied im not supost to be happy to c u how all i wonted to do was kiss u tell u how much i have missed u run and wrap my arms around u and hold u close to have the feeling back that u give me but im not feeling awkard at all...but i just rolled with it... we talked like we were nothing befor but friends this was had to be one of the hardest things i could walk away from ....only becouse everyone else i was ready to walk away from but this one... i came to eezz with what he choose...AND its just one day at a time that i live live life to the fullest live for the day and not tomarrow

Heading Into The New Year....
Some of us made it alive. Some of us didnt. Lest we forget those who's passed away before today happened. Be fortunate that we all made it this far. Call it luck, fate, an act of God. We're still here... If you can't be thankful for that, then why bother, that is indeed true Hell... Never take it, anything, for granted. You love someone, just fucking tell them. Bullshit happens. Live through it. They're right. When God shuts a door, He opens another. Just fucking walk through it. Why be afraid, time spent being scared takes time away from actually doing something. I sit here by myself in my room this New Years. I can be going out and spending it with friends. Getting drunk. Celebrating. Not cuz I have to, but cuz I want to. You know, this life is not so bad after all. I opened my eyes when I went home, select few know exactly what I am talking about. People tell you never to look back at things. Why not? It happened, would be a shame to never look back and forget everythin

When Your Tears Fall
When your tears start to fall I'll be your tissue, The softest solution to all your issues. For I am that star you whole heartedly wished upon, The one to make your worries and insecurities gone. Dry your tears and know a better day is here, No rain, no clouds, nothing to fear. When you feel sad and there seems to be no cure, I'll be that cool relying breeze that's pure. For there can be no other like true love, A feeling so right, we fit like a glove. Cause I'm that star that doesn't burn up with time, I'm the one that makes a romantic night shine. So all those hopeless thoughts you have in your mind, I'll make them go away, you'll see it with time.

.things To Think About.
From Oprah Since the day the late Gene Siskel asked me, "What do you know for sure?" and I got all flustered and started stuttering and couldn't come up with an answer, I've never stopped asking myself that question. And every month I must find yet another answer. Some months I feel I hardly know a thing, and I'm always pressed to make the deadline for this column. This time around, in honor of our tribute to the subject, I looked back and came up with my all-time top 20: 1. What you put out comes back all the time, no matter what. (This is my creed.) 2. You define your own life. Don't let other people write your script. 3. Whatever someone did to you in the past has no power over the present. Only you give it power. 4. When people show you who they are, believe them the first time. (A lesson from Maya Angelou.) 5. Worrying is wasted time. Use the same energy for doing something about whatever worries you. 6. What you believe has more power than what you dream or w

My Wreck Thursday Night
OK, HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED. MY HUBBY PICKED ME UP FROM WORK AS USUAL, AND WE WERE GOING TO WALMART FOR SOMETHINGS. FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW PEOPLE HERE IS AUSTIN CANT DRIVE WORTH A SH1T. WELL TRAFFIC HAD JUST STARTED TO MOVE GOOD, WHEN ALL OF A SUDDENT HE CARS IN FRONT OF US STOPPED. WE WERE GOING ABOUT 60MPH, AND SLAMMED ON OUR BREAKS...WE MISSED THE CAR INFRONT OF US....THEN BAM!!! WE GOT HIT FROM BEHIND, PUSHING US INTO THE CAR INFRONT OF US, THEN BAM ANOTHER CAR HIT THE CAR BEHIND US, CAUSE US TO HIT THE CAR INFRONT OF US AGAIN...THERE WERE 5 VEHICLES INVOLVED, WE WERE RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE #3. AN 07 CHEVY MALIBU HIT US, AND TOTALED THIER CAR. WE DRIVE AND 08 DODGE CHRAGER AND IT IS MESSED UP PRETTY BAD, THE EXHAUST IS PUSHED UNDER THE CAR, THERE WAS ALOT OF DAMAGE UNDER THE CAR. SOOOO ANYWAYS...I GOT TAKEN TO THE ER BY AMBULANCE, I COULDNT MOVE WITHOUT MY HEAD HURTING AND I WAS HAVING REALLY BAD CHEST PAINS...MY NECK STILL HURTS LIKE HELL, AND I AM STILL GETTING HEADACHES, BUT I

You Wanna See My Nsfw Pics?
Hello, First of all this blog is only set for Those few that want to see my NSFW Pictures if your here to ridicule or make fun Please leave... I do not have Not Safe For Work Picture's of me on my Fubar Page. As you noticed that is cause I do them Pictures only for those I feel comfortable showing them to or for someone that buy's me in auction as so promised. I hate to admit it I know some you do not care either way you just stopped in to read the new blog. I want to say I made my mind up I will make NSFW pictures for you but I think my pictures are worth giving me 1 of the following... Auto 11's or a 3 day blast Those of You that already share your NSFW pics with me with out charging me anything. Don't You worry about this request unless you feel you wanna bless me beyond belief. I Love you all and I do not Mind sharing pictures with you. Thank you Sincerely, DJ Kiba Ray

A Letter From Leonard Peltier 11/5/08
IMPORTANT LETTER FROM LEONARD PELTIER Current mood:radical Category: News and Politics A Letter from Leonard Peltier 11/5/08 My Relatives and Friends, Last night a change in this country took place that not too long ago many people said would never happen. An African-American was elected to the White House and by a major landslide, which gives him a mandate by the public to fulfill his promises. This landslide indicates the people have placed their hope with this man they call their president for a change in this country. HOPE. There have been times if I can even recall what it really means to have hope that justice is right around the corner. I've been mislead and disappointed so many times that I would soon see justice and to have it denied upon a technicality in legal appeals. Or like what happened eight years ago. Everyone placed their hope and trust with a couple named Bill and Hillary, but we were betrayed at the last minute. I know that many of my friends, fa

Internet Girl~~
Internet girl~~ Hello~~! my name is paul~~ i'm writing like this~~ because i want too~~ your sitting across from me~~ on the other side of the room~~ waiting for a answer from me~~ and my unknown screen name~~ i type my letters slow~~ i write my sentence incorrect~~ just so you could notice me more~~ the ~ is for decorations~~ making things a bit more weirder then normal~~ you have yet to tell me about you~~ or the things you like about~~ could this be a chance for me to get to know you~~? and understand you a bit more~~? maybe someday~~ you will be~~ my internet girl~~ XD

"you Left Your Mark."
You Left your Mark It seems like just the other day I heard the starter’s gun That loud report that told us both the race it had begun And then you unleashed your passion, yes from the very start You left me standing in the dust, as you went and left your mark That race was one unbalanced, the deed was now complete Not measured by mere stamina, or with the fastest feet To the victor went the spoils, and the prize it was my heart And you held fast to your trophy, as you went and left your mark But that race was not the only way you went and made me yours There were at least a million times we shared revolving doors That left me with the spins, yet still you played your part So certain and determined, you had to make your mark Yet your mark it sometimes made me hurt, it had a darker side And right here sit the buckets filled with tears I cried From the times I felt like dying, when I was torn apart By your riding crop of caring, as you went and left your mark I

Update Roster
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Rock Hard Snow After The Battle Of Tooth No. 10
So I get home last night and first Jeffrey rushes to greet me with a big hearty “HI!” Then Sarah, and Martha and Mary both sat on the couch and my wife showed me where the tooth she had pulled out (apparently her left front canine, called by her dentist “tooth number ten”) was beginning to heal at the gum line. Until it completely heals, it will sound like she’s whistling through that gap which will be there for the rest of her life since adult teeth do not grow back. So last night was Daddy’s night to read Sarah a Dr. Seuss story (Monday night I read her “Happy Birthday to You!” for the first time while last night we went with one of her favorites, “The Cat in the Hat”. She ought to be able to recite it to me soon) while Martha came up afterward and cuddled with her until she went to sleep. I’m not leaving Jeffrey out; I expect after we convert his crib to a bed I’ll be reading to him too! I woke up this morning and at 0800 hours according to The Weather Channel it was twe

I Know This Silence
I know this silence been here before I'm walking blinded through your door This is a sense of things to come This is a sense Breath in this moment It's come and gone Further and faster through your soul Open your eyes and bring some fun Open your mind Reveal yourself it's a big sky We love We live We take We give Release yourself it's a big sky

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTEN His view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon’s control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished

Call Me A Fool...
...yep, I got caught up. This whole "internet friendship" thing... ...guess I was perfect for it. I'm usually willing to listen and be there and yada yada yada.... ... Truth is, I'm fucking tired of people who are quick to call me their friend. I'm always the guy you can call when you need to laugh... ...I'm always the guy to call when you need cheered up... ...I'm always the guy to call when you're bored... ...hell, I'm the "good-guy", it's my job right?!?!? ............

Question About 3g2 Files
Hello All, I have a Cell phone. When I try to download the videos to my computer it comes up as a 3G2 File. I only have Windows movie player, Windows Media PLayer and quicktime player. Thats all I have. So what do I need to play the files ?

Do I Have A Friend In You
I want to know the you That has not been introduced to anyone else. I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself. I want to know your most recent fantasy - You know, the one that just tickled your fancy. I want to know each and every thought of me, So I can lay back and contemplate bringing them to reality. I want to know that spot That seems to be under so much stress. Because as a body physician, I have the answer - It just needs to be caressed. I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked and kissed, Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed. I want to know what makes you happy, What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry. If I have to take a dive, And explore the ocean floor, I'll find out And bring it back to shore. I want to know, That no matter what we're going through Whether our lives are sunny or blue I want to know - do I have a friend in you?

Friendship On The Rocks
Friendship on the rocks Friendships on the rocks What a sock that our friendship is on the rocks Our hearts are in for a sock Mending friendship is a hard job I know a friend who is my sis she know who she is Mending our friendship is the place to start I know in my heart that we have just started But deep in my soul I can see in your eyes that you are hurt that are friendship went this far Deep in my heart girl you have the heart to mend this friendship all we do is start Our friendship is more then that you it and so do that is why we got the time to start all over again KaTrina Reed Copyright ©2009 KaTrina Reed

Silly Me
my heart beats slowly goin faster at the thought of your arms around me, my sould bleeds when i think you might want another, i am shattering insdie from not knowing what is going to happen, are you truely going to be with me? or is it some crazy fuckin game that you play? i want to run but i stay, i cant seem to drag myself away, as i watch you play with my heart each day, im slowly losing my pride, should i beg or let it die. rainmaker- 0109

Come To My Lounge
Come to the most fun lounge join us! Come and join us!!!! Come and have fun meet new Peoples come and join me and have fun live music all the time!!!! DJ Avereus is back !!! come and show him some love !!Avereus@ fubar ?? PortoricanPrincess/Owner of Potorican Princess Lounge/ Rating Revolution@ fubar Join me

On Hold 4 Now....
Well I tried to keep our group together...and everyone seemed to have wanted it in the beginning...I thought about deleting the homepage,but some said 'ride it out'...so now I am here to say...the homepage is here...I may use it from time to time, but not so much I think. If and when people decided they would like to start up again...just send me a message and we will talk and iron out a plan. Until then... Blessed Be my friends!

Naughty Thoughts
I lay here in my bed Thinking of you. I must be honest and say My thoughts are far From innocence. Naughty thoughts Naughty thoughts Running through my head It's possible I could be Punished for this in the end. I can smell you Musky... All man. Oh, how I want to Wrap myself around you And take you in. I qlench at the very Thought of it. Naughty thoughts Naughty thoughts Running through my head It's possible I could be Punished for this in the end. I run my hands Through your hair, Down your back...ooohh... Strong shoulders... mmm,mmm Your touch makes my Skin tingle. Your eyes make me Want everything. Naughty thought Naughty thoughts Running through my head It's possible I could be Punished for this in the end. My tounge tickles Your earlobe. My lips tease Your neck As my fingers explore Your skin You squirm with a Silent satisfaction.

Little Angel...
I am breaking again Need I a sign If this all is Worth of fighting for I have to gather the pieces I need some glue Just enough To make myself whole For one more day Just one more day They love me I know it Other people Who can’t love me Without me Their miserable lives Would be only suffering More painful Than ever Burning feathers What will remain? Angel? No Only dust…. I am feeling weak Today, Tomorrow… All the same Day after day Little weaker Little weak angel Walking into the dark sunset What could he find there? Misery, pain, death? Or friends? Lovely, nice friends? If he finds the light The smile will be found also

Many Changes To Come Family
The Call went out Yesterday for all Family to Rate Toxic Angel,(Shayla) She had Auto's on.Many of Family didn't rate or contribute in any way whatsover. You all no who you are? Being a member of a Family,you have a obligation.well you have not forefilled this obligation.with all the sweet morphs an tags that have been created for,so many of you.It's not Right that you could not rate Family but some piece of shit good for nothing friend u chose instead. A List will be compiled an if your name is on this List,you will be asked to remove our colors off your heading. Family isn't suppose to be like the Rest of the Selfish Haters on fubar.But with some of you it is?Your a Pathetic Excuse for a Family member.I do realize many of you have the Flu,Various Cancers an other Ailments.But if your on Fubar u can Rate.So Disappointed. The Good Raters of Shay,did Great bigbugger has matured into an Awesome Rater an very Loyal Family member.For Raters in bigbuggers class go see Silverado f

Please Read!!!!!!
MY KIDS AND I HAD WENT ON A VACATION TO MY MOTHERS FOR X-MAS, LEFT ON THE 17TH AN GOT BACK AROUND THE 2ND OF JAN. NOW THROUGH THIS TIME I HAD BEEN DOWN THERE JOHN (MY HUSBAND) WAS TELLING ME TO MAKE SURE AN KEEP MY PANTS ON, WELL NEEDLESS TO SAY WHEN I GOT BACK MY G/F TOLD ME THAT HE HAD TRIED TO GET WITH ANOTHER G/F OF MINE WHILE I WAS GONE, MESSED UP THING WAS I LOOKED AROUND ON THE PC AND FOUND SO MANY THINGS SHOWING HE WAS TRYING TO GET WITH SOMEONE AHHH WELL NOT ONLY THAT HE HAD HIS ALARM SET FOR 2AM WHICH WOKE ME UP, I TURNED IT OFF AND WHEN I GOT UP TO GET THE KIDS OFF TO SCHOOL I'D TURNED IT BACK ON THERE WAS AN IMPORTANT MESSAGE FROM SOME GUY IN WHICH SAID HE WAS GOING TO COME HERE AND KILL MY HUSBAND BECAUSE HE HAD TRIED TO GET WITH HIS WIFE, I'M NOT DONE.....LOL... TODAY WE HAD GOTTEN A STATEMENT FROM HIS BUSINESS ACCOUNT WHICH SHOWED HE WAS OVERDRAFTED DAMN NEAR BY $200.00 I HAD WENT TO THE BANK SITE TO FIND OUT WHY, WELL LETS JUST SAY HE WAS DOING ALOT OF SEARCHING FOR SOM

Daydream...
Daydream Whenever I daydream, and daydream I do, in my secret garden, I daydream of you. I daydream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a beautiful river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I daydream. And whenever I daydream, and daydream I do, in my secret garden, I daydream of you.

Inevitable.
Luscious like a mango, ripe in texture- blossoming for seduction. The warm wetness is empowering, to touch- to feel, to kiss even. That sweet nectar, the sweetest by far, leaves a lingering taste. Breathing. Sweating. Biting. Gasping. Legs inward, legs outward, the back arched. Toes curled, hips swaying, lips moaning. E C S T A C Y L U S T S E X M A S T U R B A T I O N Hard, fast, slow, easy, tantalizing, forced, taken, given, apart, together- released. Throbbing is left to ease the transition, the peak has been reached and the flow is…… Spectacular.