SOUL IN TURMOIL,BRAIN IS GONE,
WILL I EVER BREAK THE TOPSOIL,
DEATH IT JUST SEEMS LIKE IT TAKES SO LONG,
DYING SLOWLY IN MY MADNESS,
ONLY SADNESS IN MY HEART,
WILL I EVER FILL WITH GLADNESS,
WHY DOES IT ALWAYS SEEM SO DARK,
LYING,CHEATING,STEALING,BRIBING,
BOY,MY LIKES A LIVING HELL,
MIND IS TWISSTING TURNING MADLY,
BUILT UP ANGER AT MYSELF,
SOUL IS NUMB AND I SO SADLY,
REALIZE THERE IS NO HELP,
SO I FACE MY SICKENING PROBLEMS,
AND RACK MY DYING BRAIN,
WILL I EVER BE A GOOD ONE,
WILL I EVER LIVE AGAIN,...