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Tuesday 4/10/07
Well, 3 more days and I'll get to see my cousin and I can hardly wait, lol as if that wasn't obvious. Today was just another day, I folded and put away some laundry and then just listened to music and chatted the rest of the day. I'm getting sick of eating ham lol, every meal since Easter dinner has been ham in some form lol. I like ham, but sometimes it gets to be a little to much lol. Well, I know this entry was a bit boring, but I think I'm gonna end it here lol. Have a great night everyone.

Colorful Shades Of Gray
I look out my window in wonder, Of life and its reasons why, As clouds roll in with mixed feelings, And my eyes begin to cry, I look to the sky for answers, More questions are all I see, Is this world built on confussion, or is it just me, I smile and the mirror cracks, I wipe the tears from my face, The world is a poker table, And I don't hold a single ace, How many mistakes will I make, Before I get something right, I know I hold a piece of heaven, But I feel like hell tonight, What will it take for the sun to shine, Is there an answer for me, Is there a place for the misguided, Or is this meant to be, Why do I keep asking you, there's nothing you can say, so I'll just smile out my window, and admire the colorful shades of gray.

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Pear Diamond! You're personal style is a mix of classic and contemporary, reseved and outgoing. A pear diamond matches your charming personality - and is perfect to show off. You've also got an elegant side, which is complemented a tear dropped shaped pear. It's the perfect mix of Liz Taylor and Jessica Simposon - both wearers of this ring! What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

Vampire Seduction
Vampire Seduction Dark Piercing Eyes Rimmed with Red A soulful Smile on Cold Dead Lips A sharp Nail Grazing along the spine A whisper of Breath along the neck A Tongue Flicking Softly against a vein Cold Fingers warming soft flesh Talking with no Words Hunger Calling Desire Answering This is the Vampire Seduction

A Good Nights Rest
Oh I should have a hotel room for the rest of the week and it will be so wonderful to not have to worry if I am staying in the shop. A real bed to sleep in and tv and as many long hot showers/baths I want.

Thoughts Swimming Around My Brain.
Long long day, here are some of my thoughts. First. Me: "Babe, tell me a lie" Her: "I love you" Second. I decided im not going to be emo anymore for many reasons, so on the day that i decide this why the fuck is this song stuck in my head? Between the future and the past tense Lies the present and the distance So you think we're never coming back Scoring points for passion and persistence Between the lines and the highway Lies the danger and the safety You never thought this was gonna last I always knew you'd never take it back I always knew (I always knew) [Chorus: x2] I know it seems like we're never coming back I know it feels like we're never coming back You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last They were the words that she placed on her casket Between the sadness and the smile Lies the flicker of the fire You always said this never hurt you I always said you were a liar With all the towers and the wires There still lies a little sil

To A Special Man In My Life
I Love You I've come to believe that you are the one true and real thing in my life. I think about you throughout the day until I fall asleep at night. You are the first thing I think about when I awake. Just the thought of your kiss can send my heart into a frenzy. Your smile can take my breath away. I love you so much that my heart aches. When I'm away from you, I get restless and the thought of losing you is unbearable. When we get close, I'm so nervous I feel as though I'm having a panic attack. I have never in my life felt this way about anyone or anything. You have truly captured my soul and my essence. I wish I could understand why I feel the way I do but I probably never will. So I just accept the fact That I love you.

Your 2nd Poem, Written For You! May 11, 2006
it takes all i got sumtimes 2 get outta bed knowin each day is fulla dread i can only hope 4 tha best 4 everythin that puts me 2 a test i close myself off give up on bein soft a gleam of hope is n my sight i sometimes think of u at night its been so long, i cant say when i last i felt this way ur simple voice puts a smile on my face leaving me thinkin bout bein n ur embrace ima jus take each step an stride no longer my feelings will i hide only time can tell if all will turn out well ima cherish every smile hold each soft word jus 4 a lil while this may sound like sum lines or a lil sappy but all i want is 2 b happy

Why Does This Always Happen?
Attracted to a person with a horrible personality. NOT attracted to a person with a great personality. Horrible personality is attractive. Great personality...not so good looking. Im a horrible person, I know.

"everything You Do"
I was sitting here thinking of the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right- so I found a differnet way I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you, but there's no way to thank-you for everything you do. For always being nice to me and staying by my side, and helping me fix my problems and never leaving me behind. For accepting my thoughts and feelings, though you do not understand, for never giving up on me and being my best friend For making me laugh- and letting me cry and saying you'd miss me if I were to die Everything you mean to me you could never know In all the ways you've changed my life I could never show he way you take care of me (you're my shining star) and though it so increible that's just the way you are Before I get to mushy it's time for me to go but before I leave this ink-filled page there's one thing you should know As long as we are living no matter when or where if you ever need me- j

Oh Mom
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. > >"If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished > >cleaning." > > > >2. My mother taught me RELIGION. > >"You better pray that will come out of the carpet." > > > >3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. > >"If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of > >next week!" > > > >4. My mother taught me LOGIC. > >" Because I said so, that's why." > > > >5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. > >"If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, >you're not going to > >the store with me." > > > >6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. > >"Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > > > >7. My mother taught me IRONY. > >"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > > > >8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. > >"Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > > > >9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. > >"Will you look a

"reflections Of A Parent"
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you about alcohol & drugs, but I can't say "No" for you. I can tell you about lofty goals, but I can't achieve them for you. I can teach you about kindness, but I can't force you to be gracious. I can pray for you, but I cannot make you walk with God. I can tell you how to live, but I cannot give you ete

~~ Manure...a True Story~~
Subject: Manure...A True Story > Manure: In the 16th and 17th centuries, everything had to be transported > by ship and it was also before commercial fertilizer's invention, so large > shipments of manure were common. > > It was shipped dry, because in dry form it weighed a lot less than when > wet, but once water (at sea) hit it, it not only became heavier, but the > process of fermentation began again, of which a by product is methane gas. > As the stuff was stored below decks in bundles you can see what could (and > did) happen. > Methane began to build up below decks and the first time someone came > below at night with a lantern, BOOOOM! > Several ships were destroyed in this manner before it was determined just > what was happening > After that, the bundles of manure were always stamped with the term "Ship > High In Transit" on them, which meant for the sailors to stow it high > enough off the lower decks so that any water that came into the hold w

The Brick
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down when he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared . Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door! He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting, "What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money. Why did you do it?" The young boy was apologetic. "Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do," He pleaded. "I threw the brick because no one else would stop..." With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just

The Feeling Of Always Being The Outcast...
Since Elementary school...i've been the outcast...because i was always the different girl...because im not skinny and im taller then most girls and i have physical features that are not common for most girls to have...i have hair on my neck and arms that i can not get rid of because its a hormonal inbalance in my body its nothing i can help...but i've always been made fun of for having it for being taller and being heavy...though when i was a little girl i was skinny and didnt start getting heavy until i got older...i was always told i was fat and stupid and ugly and other things that i couldnt possibly list here b/c there so vulgar...im almost crying from writing this and im still stuck in highschool...i come home everyday after spending 8 hrs with ppl who do nothing but talk a bunch of shit about me because im different from them...and i dont have money like most of them do and i dont have a fancy car and im not pretty like most of the girls there...and b/c im gothic...and i sit and

The Hardest 7 Months Of My Life...
For a while i had everything i needed i was happy and was out just being me...then do to lack of money because of my father loosing his job and my mom not working because of her back...we gradually sunk into debt and lost almost everything...first it was the water...then the heat and air...then the electric...then my computer and cable which were material things so i didnt really care much to loose them...and then finally in Jan. of last yr...i lost my house in a fire...at that point i sunk into depression really bad because i felt like i was loosing everything...we were even going to the church that we were apart of at the time(dont go anymore) just to get food and money for things that needed to replace b/c of the fire..clothes etc...we wound up staying at a friends house...i went to school and everytime it was mentioned ppl did nothing but laugh at me it hurt so bad that ppl could be so cruel...and then my mom got a job and one of her residents let us rent is a house which is where

The Mental Abuse Suffered By Me And My Brother Because Of My Aunt And Uncle...
My parents went out on the truck and we had to go stay with my aunt for a year...at the time i thought it wasnt going to be such a big deal...but then later it got worse they started to mentally abuse me and my brother saying we were spoiled brats and talking trash about our parents to us and then i watched my uncle throw my brother around when he got mad at him and i sat back and helplessly watched feeling like there was nothing i could do...she threatened to have me and my brother locked up if we didnt straighten up...they then started to blame us for the money problems they began to have...from then on they blamed us for everything it seemed like that went wrong while we were there...i was forced into baptism into a church that i really did not want any part of...because of my aunt...this is just a little bit but god it fucking hurt...this is suppose to be my family i thought how could they do this to me and my brother...then they tried to go after my parents in court for money they

For All Who Know Motorcycle Riders
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to those

What A Girl Want That Most Guys Dont Give?
Leave her cute text messages. Kiss her in front of your friends. Trust her over everyone else. Tell her she looks beautiful. Look her in the eye when you talk to her. Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh. Let her mess with your hair. Mess with HER hair. Just walk around with her. Include her in most things you do. When she cries do whatever to make her smile. Forgive her for her mistakes. Look at her like she's the only girl you see. Tickle her even if she says stop. Hold her hand even when you are around your friends. When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Get her mad, then kiss her. Tease her and let her tease you back. Stay up with her all night when she's sick. Watch her favorite movie. KiSS HER FOREHEAD. Give her the world. WRiTE HER LETTERS. Let her wear your clothes. When she's sad, hang out with her. Let her know she is important. Let her take all the photos of you whenever she wants. Kiss her in t

Pornagrphy
okay i'm in a relationship. i've been with my guy since October of 2005. we love each other and we live together, but i find that he is still looking at porn even though he knows how i feel about it. pornagrphy PISSES me off. makes me gag. and its a MAJOR turn off to me. i know i'm not the only one whos anti-porn either. there's a website. here's the link. http://www.oneangrygirl.net/antiporn.html. surprisingly there ARE men who dont look at porn and they ARENT gay either as you will discover if you visit the site. REAL men. REAL stories. Do you think rape is funny? Playboy, Penthouse and Hustler do. From Penthouse JOIN ME IN THE FIGHT AGAINST PORN AND THE NEGATIVE IMPACT IT HAS ON THE SOCIETY!!! i'm also reading an Opposing Viewpoints book on Pornagraphy and so far i'm finding there's more bad than good that comes from the indulgence of any form of porn.

Thursday 4/12/07
Well, my cousin should be in town by now I think, and tomorrow evening I'm going out to dinner with her my aunt and my mom and looking forward to getting to see her and having a girls evening out at Olive Garden. Yummy, lol I love that restaurant. Not sure how long she'll be in, so hopefully I'll get to see her again before she leaves as well. Today was yet another boring day for me lol, I listened to Crush FM and chatted in their room. That station and room are addicting lol. Well, I think this is all that I'll write for now. Have a great night everyone.

Storms
Storms Margie DeMerell There will be storms, child There will be storms And with each tempest You will seem to stand alone Against cruel winds But with time, the rage and fury Shall subside And when the sky clears You will find yourself Clinging to someone You would have never known But for storms.

Laying Flowers
What's the point in laying flowers? If they just blow away, Have you ever stopped for a moment? Just to watch them sway. And where do they go to? Aside from the memory in your mind, Wondrous, you look to heaven, Did they really leave you behind? And all of the pretty colors, Do they match your broken heart? Like the imprinted blue and purple bruises, That have hurt you from the start. And like the tiny petals, So fragile and light, Just like you they shatter, As you bear your constant fight. Beautiful like your memories, You've caught over the years, They survive by rain water, But it kills you to shed tears. And just like everything, They only last a little while, And they wither along with you, As you try to find your smile. And the stem in the middle, Is so tender and shows care, And just for a moment, You think that their still there. And like that single second, It all seemed to be OK, You waken from your splendor, As you watch the last

Open And Have Fun
Two Names You Go By: 1. Angel 2. Ellen Things You Are Wearing Right Now: 1. shirt 2. jeans Two Things You Want in a Relationship: 1.Honesty 2. Trust Two of Your Favorite Things to do: 1. Internet 2. Sleep Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment: 1.MONEY 2. a husband Two pets you had/have: 1. kitten 2. Two people who will fill this out first: 1. chuck 2. art Two things you did last night: 1. Internet 2. cryed Two People that live in your house: 1. Just me 2. kity Two things you ate today: 1. popcorn 2. chips Two people you talked to last: 1. melanie 2. daughter Two Things You're doing tomorrow: 1. Internet 2. looking fora job Two longest car rides: 1. wisconson 2.ohio Two Favorite Holidays: 1. New Years 2. Valentines Day Two favorite beverages: (non-alcoholic) 1. pepsi 2. Milk Two favorite beverages: (alcoholic) 1. miller 2. bloody mary

To All My Friends
It's been an experience being on here,but I must say that all my new friends and fans have made it a lot more fun..... To any who wonder why I haven't written individually-I must say that I hope you forgive me-it has been a time of adjustment for both hubby and myself since we are in the process of getting him into physical therapy and ready for his prosthesis.....we're looking forward to him walking for the first time in over a year. I must tell all my new friends,fans and family thanks for giving an old woman new people to talk to and interesting new pics to look at.....I'm trying to learn how to morph so any help will be GREATLY appreciated. I hope all of you will have a great weekend and good things in your life.

The Adventures Of Putz Boy: Putz Boy Vs Raw Spaghetti
(Originally posted on September 25, 2006)I went to the store today to buy some more spaghetti. I eat it raw as a snack, constantly grazing throughout the day. It is crunchy, tastes good, and irritates the only other person in my office.Putz Boy.Usually, I will eat raw spaghetti for a week or so, but I think it's been about three weeks so far. And truthfully, it's not to irritate Putz Boy. (That's just a happy byproduct.) I think it might be stress or something.tag: Putz Boy, office politics, irritations, petty revenge-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Burning Light
I stand blinded In this burning light above You are this distant voice within me A whisper… far away Something Stirring within my heart A gentle smile You have faith in me You demand All my energy You took my soul Diffidence You ripped my heart away And you left me naked In my love for you To be a mockery In the dark I wanderer In shadow land You are this distant voice in me A whispering… far away My burning light high above My desire… my love

Wanton Lust
Incredibly tight Pressure, stretching Ripping and pulling Tearing. The friction brings heat hot & wet burning inside Yearning for more... Harder, faster Pounding, slamming Terrorizing and pulverizing Filling full, opening wide Fulfilled and satisfied The pleasure is overwhelming My senses are strained Leaving me wanton desperate for more. © Andi 2007

Heart Symbol
Heart is the symbol of love Drawn by lovers at the start Inscribed with words of forever and always Yet, hearts can be torn apart Fighting, crying Pieces breaking in half Lives are changed forever And all of a sudden you realize That they are apart of your past Although so pretty Be careful when drawing a heart They are delicate They can easily fall apart Hearts are colored In a dark blood red Don't be their next victim Please, don't be misled.

South Park Charachter Quiz
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh83%Tweak75%Jimmy67%Butters67%Kenny McCormick67%Kyle Broflovski58%Eric Cartman58%Timmy50%Shelly33%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Open Your Eyes!!!!!!!
I don't understand why people can't understand that I need time to work through some things. There is one person that won't just let me go cause everytime I tell him I need time he askes who the other guy is. Doesn't he get that there is no one else. I don't know if I am coming or going half the time and if he can't understand that I can't be with any one right now then what is the point. I know that he loves me or so he says, but then in the next breath he tells me that it hurts to much to look at me. What is that anyways???? I know that he has trust issues with me, but it has been 4 years and things have changed and I have changed. I am done trying to do what others want me to do and I am going to do what I want and what is best for me and my son and if you don't like it then you know where the door is and don't let it hit you in the ass on the way out. I am my own person and yeah there are things that I want my parents approval on, but what person doesn't???? Show me on person who

Willie Nelson Has Nothing On Me
Right then... So I've gotten myself into the fray that is truck driving. I'm off to see new places, eat at new truck stops, piss on new trees, and crack really stupid jokes on the CB. Besides the fact that it took me almost a week to get the hell out of Detroit, and that we didn't leave until MY FREAKING BIRTHDAY, it's just the way I remember it. Hard getting to sleep, loud music while flowing down the freeway, and totally pissing people off in the lower 48 states. Damn, if I remember correctly, it's been a little over two years since I started into this business, with a little time off here and there. But in the end, this is a sweet little deal I have here. No one really breathing down my neck to do shit, and I'm getting paid to see what the country has to offer. At the risk of sounding like a complete fucking moron, it's almost like a rolling freedom. Nothing to hold me back, and nothing telling me where I can and can't go. Just fucking awesome if you ask me. More later, Cheer

Rainbows
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you. And share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea. But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be...what I know best, a friend that's always there.

Growing Wild
Growing Wild Here is this guy who really takes care of his body; he lifts weights and jogs five miles every day. One morning, he looks into the mirror and admires his body. He notices that he is really sun tanned all over except one part and he decides to do something about it. He goes to the beach, completely undresses and buries himself in the dand except for the one part sticking out. Two little old ladies are strolling along the beach and one looks down and says, "There really is no justice in this world." The other little old lady says, "What do you mean?" The first little old lady says, "Look at that." "When I was 10 years old, I was afraid of it." "When I was 20 years old, I was curious about it." "When I was 30 years old, I enjoyed it." "When I was 40 years old, I asked for it." "When I was 50 years old, I paid for it." "When I was 60 years old, I prayed for it." "When I was 70 years old, I forgot about it." "And now that I'm 80, the dam

Dr. Smith
A flat-chested young lady went to Dr. Smith about enlarging her tiny breasts. Dr. Smith advised her, "Every day after your shower rub your chest and say, "Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies." She did this faithfully for several months and it worked! She grew terrific D-cup boobs! One morning she was running late, got on the bus and in a panic realized she had forgotten her morning ritual. Frightened she might lose her lovely boobs if she didn't recite the little rhyme, she stood right there in the middle aisle of the bus closed her eyes and said, "Scooby doobie doobies, I want bigger boobies." A guy sitting nearby looked at her, "By any chance, are you a patient of Dr. Smith's?" Why, yes I am... How did you know?" He leaned closer, winked and whispered, "Hickory dickory dock..."

Love Is The Law, Love Under Will.
Love is the law, love under will. Fraternally, 666 I. MAGICK Is the Science and Art of causing Change to occur in conformity with Will. II. POSTULATE: ANY required Change may be effected by application of the proper kind and degree of Force in the proper manner through the proper medium to the proper object. III. THEOREMS: 1. Every intentional act is a Magical Act. 2. Every successful act has conformed to the postulate. 3. Every failure proves that one or more requirements of the postulate have not been fulfilled. 4. The first requisite for causing any change is thorough qualitative and quantitative understanding of the condition. 5. The second requisite of causing any change is the practical ability to set in right motion the necessary forces. 6. "Every man and every woman is a star." That is to say, every human being is intrinsically an independent individual with his own proper character and proper motion. 7. Every man and every woman has a

Gender Confused???
Ok, so I am clicking around and checking out other profiles. I click some gals pic, go to her profile, and guess what??? It was not a female!!! Yeah, it was some guy with a woman's pic up!!! I don't get it, if you are not happy with the way look, why don't you use a pic of a mouse or cat or dog? Why use the pic of an attractive woman? I have noticed several gals that use some Victoria's Secret models pic. I don't get it. I am not the world's most handsome guy, but, my pics are me, not some woman or male model. If anyone has some insight on this, please enlighten me. Thanks, Arlee

Love Is & What It Means To Me!
Love is - Going to sleep with the one that you love, and waking up in the morning and telling your loved one that she looks beautiful, regardless of how others would see her at that moment. Love is- When something is wrong with your loved one, you are there for them to listen, to comfort, to share there pain with them, to cry with them, to lift them up, to support them. Love is- When you hear that persons voice, you become the happiest person in the world at the sound of their voice. Love is -When you sacrifice all your thoughts, wants and desires, if it would make the one you love happy. Love is- When you sacrifice your very feelings in order to make the one that you love happy. Love is- When you go out of your way to make the one you love feel like she is the most important person in the world, regardless of what you are feeling. Love is - When you put the one you love above yourself. Love is- More then just an emotion. It is a force that controls your every tho

Support Our Troops
SUPPORT YOUR TROOPS I am writing to you and to ask you if you would help me in "supporting our troops"? These soldiers are over there risking there lifes everyday, doing the jobs that a lot of people are afraid to do. They spend many months and sometimes many years away from there family and loved ones and friends. The most that we can do right now is to let them know that we are greatful for what they are doing. At the end of this message will be link to a profile on CherryTAP, to a unit that is currently stationed in Kuwait. This profile was made by the Sergent of this unit . This unit is also one, among many units that have had there deployment exstended another three months. A lot of us wish this would of never happened but for some reason the President thinks that an extra three months overseas is really going to make a differece on whats going on over there. There are many soldiers that will never make it home to see there familys and friends. Theres a lot of people that wish

I Need Help With This Dream....
Ok well the dream started fairly safely with me in school helping some old friends set some stuff up around school for i dunno class treasurer or president some bs like that... an one of the girls told me hey go get this an this... knowing that i dont like taking part in this kinda crap i went into the schools boiler room an came across an old rusted chained down barred door an well in my mind i knew i shouldnt have but i broke through it anyway.... but that was something i shouldnt have done soon after i was lunged into a world so dark so evil even now im afraid to sleep again the Gates been opened an i can see it in the back of my mind waiting for me to pass through it again... well back onto the dream when i went through the door i walked into a hall way as i walked i saw through the windows light an water dripping down into darkness.... ikept walking till i heard something approching me from behind i ran busted through several rooms an came across an occupied class room with a man

Quote For April 15
The essence of romantic love is not the company of a lover but the pursuit. -- Andrew Sullivan Bonus Sunday Quote:It's 106 miles to Chicago, we've got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark and we're wearing sunglasses. -- Elwood Blues Blues Brothers This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Feelings
sometimes I wonder if im not being spiritually punished for being born because all my life ive had nothing but problems and they just seem to be getting worse. im not a bad person so why is this happening to me? the only good things in my life right now is my son and my friends here on cherry tap.

My Friends Are Sexcier Than Any Others Friends
THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING MY FREINDS EXPECIALLY THE ONES WHO TALK TO ME YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE PHAT AZZ WHITE GAL, ASH, JADED LOLITA STONER AND EVERYBODY ELSE WHO TALK TO ME ON THE DAILY

Adult Resignation
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make ripples with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be

As The World Turns
Life is ah but a wonder,We have a storm and we hear the thunder.Looking at the stars on a clear night, to see them is a wonderful sight. Spring is here and so are the flowers and grass,and yet the year goes by us so fast.Then in comes the summer with the heat, walking in the sand in our bare feet. Feeling the cool ocean brezz,oh it is just there to please.Soon fall is here and the leaves come off the trees,childern play in them up to there knees.Well now winter will bring in the snow, and it will make a mess and makes us drive slow. Another year has past us by, It all happens with in a twinkle of your eyes.

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Sometimes I feel as if I'm the only one in the room even though there are thousands around.... Sometimes I feel as if I'm the only one alive... Sometimes I want to scream at the top of my lungs to let people know that I'm alive... Sometimes I want to curl up into a ball and bury myself into a big hole... Sometimes I want to lock myself in a room and never come out... Sometimes I want to cut open my chest and give you the only thing that is pure... Sometimes I want to become invisible to see if you would even miss me.... Sometimes I just want to die!

Meant To Be
Meant to Be I sit her upon this time listening to words pass in a slow realization that nothing seems to exist moving like rats in a race words we mention fall, lose grace once I didnt believe yet in my falsehood I fell I too started to live the lie to believe to trust and now I realize my weakness I fell once again I strive to be strong not fall or lose my stand rather die.. alone.. to never again suffer loves fate.... John V. Kiger

I Got To Say This Before I Explode
Notice the name change?Of course this is over the one guy I love michael.He has been living with me in my parents house for 6 months now.All he does basically is stay on the computer and if I want it I have to beg him to use it.He doesnt really help out and Im not just talking money wise.My parents are struggling badly right now and I am still catching up from what my ex fiancee left me in.Michael wont buy groceries or pay a bill or anything and if I ask he gets this big ass attitude about it.I am not certain of our future anymore cause this is not someone I can rely on if we were living by ourself.I am starting to seriously think of breakingup with him even though my heart would break in a million pieces.

Primal Scream-miss Lucifer
Skinny girl, dressed in black Leather boots, nazi hat Tattoed panther, vampire cape Sexy dancer, magdalene grace Shake it baby Shake it baby Shake it baby Shake it baby SHAKE! Skinny girl, dressed in black Leather boots, nazi hat Tattoed panther, vampire cape Sexy dancer, magdalene grace Shake it baby Shake it baby Shake it baby Shake it baby SHAKE! Panther girl, take me home Hip to hip, bone to bone Evil heat, all night long Evil heat, all night long Shake it baby (all night long) x8 SHAKE! Shake it baby x8 SHAKE! ---------------------

Drinking.....funny
Dear Alcohol, I thought I'd take a minute to discuss some troubling factors with you. First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. Your many sides and dimensions are mind-boggling (different than beer goggling, which I'll touch upon shortly.) Yes, my friend, you always seem to be there when needed: the perfect post-work cocktail, a beer with the game...and you're even around in the holidays: Hidden inside chocolates you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. Yet lately, I've been wondering about your intentions. You see, I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, but I feel that your influence has led to unwise consequences, briefed below for your review: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important,I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity occurs at 5 AM. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal and, though cooking is far f

Finger Paint
Up For some Finger Painting Passionate, sensual, and devine, Soft touching of fingertips, Finger painting my body. Join by stroking tender lips. The bare skin heats up, Building passion with no rush. Taking time to concentrate, Your lips are now your brush. Slow passionate sweeping strokes, Fingers and lips trace every spot. Teasing touches here and there, Heat rising with passions hot. Almost breathless neath your lips, Your body I gently squeeze. Turn to you with my wet brush, With my lips I begin to tease. I liberally stroke each curve, Pausing to share a tender kiss. As we both continue painting, In passionate and sensual bliss. soon enough.......

Another Day Passes
What shall become of the day? Yesterday I got to deal with stupid people yelling at me for no reason. I need a break something for me, how I wish I could get some flowers or something but I have no one to send me flowers and I don't have any money to buy my own. Please let something good come of today

Stupidity And Hydrogen
Man, the world is filled with stupid people. I used to think that I was merely a bitter person and viewed everyone with disdain. That’s true enough, but I have gradually come to realize that I’m not simply being mean when I view the world as a place crammed to the gills with morons. Sometimes, the stupidity provides us with minor annoyances, like they did this weekend. I am doing a play and there are a large number of young people in the cast. These people never stop talking. Conversely, they seldom say anything. But they sure take every effort to prove themselves stupid. For example, one youth decided to do a long diatribe on Shakespeare, since he was studying him in class. He ventured the opinion that The Merchant of Venice was not anti-Semitic. Really? Shakespeare’s tale of a miserly Jewish money lender isn’t anti-Semitic? No, not at all, providing you are Hitler or a member of the KKK. If I were this kids parents, I’d be checking his bedsheets for eyeholes, you k

Help Her She Needs More Ratings!!
Okay everybody Kimmy needs your help. 45 ratings till her salute moves up in rank. She's my best friend on here and an amazing woman. Lets help her pic move up in rank. She always returns the love just let her know in a private message. Thank you :) (repost of original by '†Nature†' on '2007-04-17 12:00:41') (repost of original by '~SILVER FANG~Covenant of shadows~big bro to phoebs~' on '2007-04-17 12:01:41') (repost of original by '†Nature†' on '2007-04-17 12:02:30')

Vampire Quiz
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius92%Armand75%Blade75%Deacon Frost75%Dracula75%Lestat67%Spike58%Akasha58%Louis50%Angel25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

This Semester!
The semester is almost at a close. I am so looking forward to the summer. This weekend is going to be hot, and its the first weekend we have had here in Wv worth walking outside.... Gonna get some riding in... YAY!!!! Well Cherry tap is kool, I'm new here but I am learning very quickly how to manage my site. Ok thats all for now. !!

Pesky Mosquitoes
Pass this on to anyone who likes sitting out in the evening or when they're having a cook out. So you don't like those pesky mosquitoes, especially now that they have the potential to carry the West Nile Virus? Here's a tip that was given at a recent gardening forum. Put some water in a white dinner plate and add just a few drops of Lemon Fresh Joy dish detergent. Set the dish on your porch, patio, or other outdoor area. Not sure what attracts them, the lemon smell, the white plate, or what, but mosquitoes flock to it, and drop dead shortly after drinking the Lemon Fresh Joy/water mixture, and usually within about 10 feet of the plate. Check this out -- it works just super! May seem trivial, but it may help control mosquitoes around your home, especially in the South and elsewhere where the West Nile virus is reaching epidemic proportions in mosquitoes, birds, and humans.

Cannibal
Thrash it bash it live to smash it Light the spark reach out and crash it Rip it stronger grind it longer Harder faster rabbit master Sleeping beast rest in peace Far too primal Rip the flesh taste of death Bite the gristle Killing game primitive inquisition Tear it up inside out Small incision Assimilate trust in hate Your obsession Celebrate assassinate Your religion Us and them hollow field Sensing fear Cannibal can't believe you're a person Cannibal Chop it up peel the skin Slow dissection Sick minds I'm blind to the reason Tune it up touch down Angel grinder Cannibal watch and prey on the victim Cannibal KIlling game Watch and prey on the victim Rabid beast Can't believe you're a cannibal

Love
We must choose love wisely and learn to love at the level of soul, For physical attraction is but an elemeny in the dance of divinity. The music of love comes from the light within each of our hearts. The action of love has no motive and every other action has. Humble spirits are free to love and to be who they are. They have no artificial standards to live up and to love. Love yourself first and everything else falls into line. You can explore the universe looking for someone who is worthy, Of your love and affection than you are yourself. And you will not find that person anywhere but in your heart itself.

Happy Birthday Baby
Today is my son's 17th Birthday, he has grown so fast. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, so I would have my little boy again. Holding my hand and walking beside him so he would not fall. Now he is walking ahead, looking ahead, every now and then he looks back to see that I am still there. Always there with my hand out to catch him if he falls. Happy Birthday Baby. I love you.....

Blues Jam In The 213 Area Code
Blues Jam In The 213 Area Code By Henry Rollins Everybody is someone else’s freak Think about it Sit at home with the television on Watch some people burn shit down from thousands of miles away Look at those freaks, there something. Must be rough over there Outside, a killer is checking you out Thinking to himself about the freak Propped up in front of the television set That’s you Everybody is someone else’s joke You laugh all the time You’re always up for a laugh Point your Finger and laugh Put it all below you Meanwhile The monkeys are laughing at you from their cages From their glass boxes You laugh back and throw excrement You go back and forth and laugh and throw But it gets to you You wonder what’s so funny What’s the matter can’t take a joke? Tag, you’re it He’s laughing his ass off You do look funny with the gun at the side of your head And his cock in your mouth Who’s the freak now? You’re on one of those bad trips One of those things you’ve r

Sleep
I left work yesterday and went to get a massage from a friend... who is a professional masseuse by the way, ahem. She did a 1.5hr full-body massage that was amazing using different oils for different parts of the body. While my middle back needed the most attention, it really felt amazing when she was massaging my sinus area near my ears and forehead. Oh my god... amazing! I came home, ate a small Greek salad, and fell asleep on the couch. Gwynn got a massage just after mine and came home and ushered me to bed. I slept from 6PM Tuesday to 5AM today nonstop, and I feel like I could sleep even more. Probably has a lot to do with all the toxins released from my body during the massage. Best $50 I've spent in ages.

Is It Going To Finally Be Over ???
Well, yesterday I went to the court house to see the man that killed my husband get sentence, but once again his lawyer pulled some crap and got it postponed untill today, so I am now getting ready to head down there once again to find out if we can finally end this or will his lawyer come up with something else, who knows, guess I will find out soon, I will let every one know what happened when I get back.

L A M E
So I'm in my room yesterday and I wanted to listen to a demo by a "local" band that I have. Anyway I had to keep rotating the CD to get it to play. After some major acrobatics, i FINALLY got the fucking thing to play. I think I broke it. L A M E.

She Knows
the darkness overcomes the light in her heart for she has no love,no one too love for men treat her like trash and stomp her heart into a million bloody pieces the one that she loves is too blind too see that he makes the darkness in her heart overcome the light he has killed her on the inside,the candle light in her eyes has burnt out,nothing left but an empty lifeless body, for her light can only be re lit by him her dark secret love,untill then the darkness overcomes the light in her heart and in her eyes

Can You Believe The Laws In Bolivia?? Wtf???
Bizarre Sex Laws 1. Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh." 2. In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. 3. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. 4. Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers; the sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. 5. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. 6. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly fo

I Guess He's A Cat Lover.. . .
Man Sentenced Over Cat Rescue Shooting Apr 17, 5:09 PM (ET) KINGMAN, Ariz. (AP) - A man who shot at firefighters after they refused to get his cat out of a tree has been sentenced to five months in jail. Jeffrey Francis Cullen, 59, of Kingman, was also ordered to be on intensive probation for five years as part of his sentence, handed down Friday by Mohave County Superior Court Judge Robert R. Moon. The relatively light sentence did not sit well with the prosecutor. "The state's position is that if it's the first time or the 20th time, prison is appropriate," prosecutor Lee Jantzen said. Cullen called the Hualapai Valley Fire Department on Aug. 17 and reported a tree fire, but once the three-person crew arrived, Cullen told them he wanted his cat rescued from the tree. Fire Department spokeswoman Sandy Edwards said a battalion chief told Cullen to call animal control or to wait for the cat to get hungry and come down. The response apparently incensed Cullen, who

We Are Looking For You
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Ya Me I Leveled Im A Cherry Rock Star
JUST A SHOUT OUT TO ALL WHO HELPED ME LEVEL OUT TODAY AND FOR HELPING ME REACH THE NEXT LEVEL THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO LEVEL ME AND JUST KNOW HOW MUCH I APPREICATE ALL THE COMMENTS AND RATES AND WHEN IM BACK TO MYSELF I WILL REPAY ALL THE FAVORS AND HIT YA ALL UP WITH COMMENTS THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP ANYONE OUT AT ANYTIME:) LOTS OF LOVE& HUGGERS PINK

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
You Are 73% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Things To Think About
(Originally posted on March 13, 2007)Today I have been surfing the net a bit and would like to show some of the things I found.The first one is a sound file from The Onion about an interesting way to walk a dog.The second one is for a new religious school in the U.K. Personally, I wouldn't mind sending my kids to this schoolThe third one comes with the following picture and is found here. And finally, this morning while using StumbleUpon (NSFW), I found this profile (also NSFW) filled with all sorts of funny pictures.Enjoy!tag: satan, satanism, satanic, satanist, religion, links, web, stumbleupon, health, sperm-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Altar Update
(Originally posted on March 13, 2007)Well, last Saturday I received my Baphomet banner from the CoS Emporium. Here's my new altar setup:and a closeup of the Baphomet banner:I have also put in a bid on eBay for a black robe to wear during ceremonies. Hopefully I'll get it. tag: satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, religion, altar, baphomet-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Wednesday 4/19/07
Not really anything new to write about today, I think Donna and Tommy must be out of town because of Lisa's funeral since I haven't heard from or seen Tommy online since Tuesday morning. It's another rainy day here, so I've just been listening to CrushFM and chatting in Phreik whenever their is actually someone in there to chat with lol. No weekend plans to speak of either so far. I have no life lol. Well, I guess I'll end this blog entry here for now. Have a great day everyone.

Possibly My Last Day On Ct
To all my friends and Family, I am sorry to say that this will possibly be my last Day on Cherry Tap. Do to serious Financial Difficulties I may be loosing my Internet and Phone services. I have made a lot of friends here and will Miss each of you and our chats... I am truly going to miss each and every one of you, this saddens me very much, but there is nothing I can do about it at this Time... I will be here as long as I can until I am Disconnected. Chris aka DvlDog91

Time
Seconds...Minutes...Hours... all collide together in an infinite realm... never enough...always too much... paradox... Days...Weeks...Months... an endless trek through eternity... a healing power...a painful torment... paradox... an infant's cry...a child's laugh...a youth gone wild... an adult's maturity...a mid-life crisis...an old man's crippled tears... youth aging...memories fading... an endless cycle... Years...Decades...Centuries... history collects it's artifacts... crucified religions...death the price for peace... paradox... Never an end to the perpetual demon... a lover...a destroyer...a mother's womb...a dead man's grave... the culprit...Time...

Just My Warped Humor
I was in my car alot today so for whatever reason i just had this lil iner demon that said be a lil bad so i rolled down my window and screamed out he(meening my hubby michael)is wearing wolverine underwear.Then I started laughing at my own thoughts ok I think this is funny.I thought about a shirt that had a pic of a baby with big red circle and slash through it that said be a baby killer....masterbate.LOL.I know like I said warped humor.Then I thought of this one.Swallow b*tch there are whores getting paid for what you can have for free.LOL OMG Im so warped but that to me is funny

A Cowboy's Life (poetry - Written In 2001)
A Cowboy's Life to my wife, Elaine, and our daughters, Kasandra and Dezirae My black wool hat It's as black as our cat But without the insistent purr. With a rattlesnake band And small silver conchos, it's grand, Western, made of felt, not fur. Black leather I wear A jacket, with easy care, And Durango boots as black as the night. "Cowboy" they call me And a steel cowboy I am, A rider of iron horses On and off concrete on-ramps. "Cowboy Daddy" to my little girl And just "Daddy" to my older daughter My wife's my sweet cowgirl With whom my life's so complete - I love you, my sweethearts, You're truly my world, My wife, my love, and my two sweet girls. Robert Patrick McGuire Copyright ©2007 Robert Patrick McGuire

I Never Knew My Father (poetry - Written In 2001)
I Never Knew My Father ====================== I never knew my father He died when I was small Didn't know what I was missing Because my mother did it all. No, I never knew my father I understand it's just as well For what he did to our family (If there's divine justice) His soul's spending an eternity in Hell. I never knew my father No Dad, nor any of his kin, Why make an effort to know them After all this time - now 34 years Where would we ever begin? If he hadn't died, he would have left us This we know - he left a note I wouldn't have known him anyway No regrets - just his way No, I never knew my father It's just as well. Robert Patrick McGuire Copyright ©2007 Robert Patrick McGuire

How I Deal With Writers Block
Writer's Block by wolf359 Wolf sat at the bar looking at the glass before him on the polished oak. The amber of the scotch reflected the light on his hand resting next to the glass. He wanted the drink as a starving man wants a meal. The writers block was killing him, it had been two weeks since he had been able to get ideas to flow from his head to his keyboard. He was so engrossed in the desire for the contents of the glass, that he didn't even notice the woman sit on the stool next to him. Climbing on to her stool, Deb noticed the man next to her. He was about forty, six feet tall, and about two hundred pounds. His short hair was beginning to gray at the temples and his short-cropped beard was flecked with gray. Noticing that he wore an gold earring, she wondered which way he swung, these days you couldn't tell. Looking closer, she could see he was wearing gray slacks, and shirt with the collar open and a dark blue blazer. Hanging from the pocket of

Children Of The Night (poem)
Children of the Night 2003 Children of the night creatures, horrific, venomous, disgusting. They loathe our breath, they long for our blood to taste is on their slimy, forked tongues in all its sweet & metallic wonders. Their shrill screams paralyze all listening ears dying in a dream of terror. They dream of tearing our flesh delicately fro our bones & licking their lips & puss filled fingers with evil delight. They waited in the shadows, & while we slept, they came!

4:20
TODAY IS MY FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR! I WISH I COULD BE IN DC TODAY AT 4:20 WITH ALL MY FELLOW TOOKERS THAT WILL BE THERE......1 DAY I WILL BE THERE RIGHT ALONG WITH THE REST OF YOU. FOR ALL YOU TOOKERS...ENJOY MARY JANE TO HER FULLEST TODAY AND IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE IT YET GET YOUR ASS ONLINE AND SIGN THE PETITION TO MAKE MARY JANE LEGAL. WHILE I CAN'T BE IN DC AT 4:20 I CAN AND WILL BE LIGHTEN UP AMD SMOKIN RIGHT ALONG WITH ALL OF YOU. LETS ALL ENJOY OUR BUDS TODAY AND HOPE THAT SOMEDAY IN THE NEAR FUTURE IT WON'T BE A CRIME TO ENJOY OUR WOUNDERUL HERB THAT GODS HIMSELF CREATED. HAPPY 4:20 ALL

My Hottest Bedroom Accessory
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man or woman. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

One Step At A Time Is The Best Way To Go.
One step at a time is the best way to go. When going through life And traveling in The direction of Your dreams, The best way To get ahead Is the simplest way: Take one step at a time. Don't look over Your shoulder; If you do, You'll feel The weight Of all your Yesterdays Upon you. And don't worry About what lies ahead. By the time you get To the bend in the road Or the crest of the hill, You're going to be better And stronger than You ever were before. Just go one step at a time, One day at a time. And you'll find A rich, thankful life You never thought You could afford.

Friday 4/20/07
Yet another boring day in my life, lol. I did the usual daily routine, and tonight CrushFM had a party with the evening shift dj's so I'm still having fun with that. Still no word from Donna or Tommy, so I'm hoping if they went out of town that they made it their and back safely,if they've come back that is. It's been raining here again today, so I've been in the house all day, and I'm getting cabin fever, lol so I'm hoping to call a friend over the weekend to see if she wants to do something if she isn't busy. Well, I'm getting sleepy so I'm gonna go chat for a bit longer then get off and go to bed. Have a great night everyone.

Warning Murder Suspct On Line 911 Open Please
STATE POLICE "State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know.... IF WE CAN PASS ON JOKES, SURELY WE CAN PASS ON A WARNING THAT MAY SAVE A LIFE"

One More Time
I think the most painful thing about people who leave us is we dont get to say good bye To look into there eyes the window to there souls the light of there hearts to make peace,to say good bye Sometimes thats all we need is one more look into there eyes To see that light that warms our whole being for some reason it makes it so much easier to say good bye

St. Therese Of Lisieux. A.k.a. The Little Flower
THE SHORT VERSION Marie Martin, the oldest daughter of the family, joined her sister Pauline at the Lisieux Carmel in 1886. Leonie Martin entered the Visitation Convent at Caen the following year. Therese then sought permission from her father to join Marie and Pauline at the Lisieux Convent. Louis was probably expecting the request, but it saddened him nevertheless. Three of his girls had already entered religious life. But, characteristically generous, he not only granted Therese's request, but worked zealously to help her realize it. She was not yet fifteen when she approached the Carmelite authorities again for permission to enter. Again she was refused. The priest-director advised her to return when she was twenty-one. "Of course," he added, "you can always see the bishop. I am only his delegate." The priest did not realize what kind of girl he was dealing with. To his dying day, Bishop Hugonin of Bayeux never forgot her. She came to his office with her father one rainy

All Or Nothing At All
Ok, it's funny how a song I used to sing back in my teenie bopper days, suddenly makes so much more sense now. "All Or Nothing" I know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over It's not the way I choose to live And something somewhere's gotta give As sharing in this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are time it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it Then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you could see Those times I don't beli

Guilty/i'm Living The High Life, Baby. Love You So Much.
I miss you. It's no secret. But, the days go by faster, and I don't need you like I did. Or as the MCR song says [yes, I realize I'm committing music suicide by quoting infamous bands but..] "I don't love you like I did yesterday." You have to admit Gerard shouldn't make it on the GoFugYourself website. He was pretty damn hot in that video, but I digress. I believe Jen Lancaster is my comedic hero. (Is comedic even a word? No? Too bad. I just made it one.) I got her book today, and I am currently on page 104, and in love with every page. She has an amazing vocabulary. Maybe I should recruit her as my tutor for the SAT. Or maybe I should just read more. Oy. How do you check people out? And what exactly are you checking out? My cellulite? We-hell, let me tell you, it isn't something to be checking out. I'm young, and I have cellulite. Fuck me. Yes, yes, yes and yes. I'm conservative, to a sense. I should be anyway. I tell myself I will NOT end up li

Type
Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!What's Your Hidden Talent?

Breathe Out So I Can Breathe You In.
I've just had an ultimatum of sorts, I guess you could say. Or epiphany. Whichever. I have decided that I want to move to a big city. Where no one knows me. I want to come up with a pseudonym or an alter ego, one that no one will suspect is me. So, Phil McCracken is out of the question. I want to write something controversial. Inspirational. Comical. Sensational. I want it huge. On the tips of everyone's tongue. So I can be famous yet anonymous all at once. Then suddenly, I wanna yank it out from under the public's feet. Kill it off. End it. And have everyone question it's existance. And I will be the only one who knows. This is totally feasible, right?

Opennnnnnnnnnnnnn
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

Will You Believe In Me
Will You Believe In Me? My child, you are indeed a student of the word, and you have hidden Myword deep inside your heart so you might not sin against Me. But in that you still refuse to come to Me, so that I may heal you and bandage up your wounds. My beloved do not resist the brooding of My Spirit, for as you know, the letter kills but My Spirit breathes life to all those whom will seek My face. My child, your memories are holding you back because that is what you are focusing on; but I have called you to be transformed by the renewing of your mind so that you be able to test approve what My perfect will is for your life. Do not waste one minute longer, but choose today in whom will you follow and in whom will you serve? My child, I am asking you: will you believe in Me and allow My word to go forth into your life so that I may produce in you a harvest of righteousness? Will you allow My word to be sent out and accomplish what it needs to do and for it not to return void?

Play The Fuck Or Pass! Game.
There is at least one person on MY Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of me. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck me, send me a message (comments and emails welcomed) saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SH!T's funny Let's see who replies!

"what Do You Do When A Good Friend Dies"
What do you do when a good friend dies? What do you do when a good friend dies? Do you lash out in anger and curse at the sky. Or grasp hard denial, the means of the weak, In an effort to kindle the comfort you seek. What do you do when a good friend dies? Once life's breath, so precious, gives the chest final rise. In haste you take blame, no other at fault, You kneel upturned earth and deem all happiness to halt. What do you do when a good friend dies? When with him the times, both good and bad, lie. Do you cast aside the past, for memories hurt much too much, Or struggle and fight for that last lingering touch. What do you do when a good friend dies? When all of the tears have all but been cried. No matter how much, no matter how hard you try, The only thing to do is say farewell. Goodbye.

Today
Hey all, Well today was very fun it was beautiful out side, We went out to Newsted for a live Fire burn, that was awsome! i got some cool pictures of the fire. After that we went to my soon to be father in laws and we helped him plant some rose bushes, then he treated us to a new pizza place that opened up near his home called the Warehouse, their pizza was completely yummy. Then We took the kids to Mcdonalds and brought it home and they ate outside and played in the backyard for about 2 hours hopefully they will sleep well tonight since we did sooo much and our day started at 630 am this morning! Im Exausted! xoxoxo ~ Terri

Win For The Race
What has happened to us as a race? We no longer are willing to let our voices be heard, we much rather turn the other cheek when laws are passed which further stifle our freedoms of speech and views, we no longer are willing to be imprisoned for our views and we are no longer willing to place ourselves above those who were imported for labor not more than two centuries ago. Today we have become a race of fence sitters unwilling to get into the action when our people’s future is at stake, we are no longer the stronger race in the world we have passed the torch onto the Jew and his powerful allies (the media), we have all but allowed our people to be brainwashed into jumping off the preverbal cliff that the Jews want us to jump off of. We are no longer able to think outside of the box, we are expected to take on the views which the television says for us to use, we are so brainwashed that we encourage our children to go out and procreate with Negros and Mexicans, we no longer have the

Letting Go
Letting Go Memories we hold on too Regrets from the past Hold onto the good one's It's time to let go at last We can only learn from The mistakes of long ago By learning and suffering We have wept what we sow Should, could, woulda's Never solved a thing Hinders the song in your heart And you forget how to sing Life is but a precious gift In bad times as well as good Holding on to sorrow Unable to grow as we should Treasure the memories But leave them in the past The time has come to move ahead Grasp maturity at last For when your time time on earth has past What will your soul cry out Cries of lost memories Or a joyous happy shout Embrace each day With wonderment and smiles For you have come to the crossroads Of life's hardened miles Rise above your own self doubts Rise about the pain Learn to be a child again Throw away your crutch or cane No more excuses Nor more crutches Come out of your own Hindering clutches You will once again rejoice A

Happiness
EACH AND EVERYONE HAS THE RIGHT TO FIND HAPPINESS HAS THE RIGHT TO BE HAPPY.WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS WHY SOMEONE WANTS TO STOP ANOTHER PERSON FROM FINDING WHAT THEY NEED OUT OF THIS LIFE.THIS LIFE ONLY LAST SUCH A SHORT TIME WHY DO SOME WANT TO SPEND IT MISERABLE AND ONLY SEEM HAPPY WHEN THEY ARE CAUSEING MISERY AND GRIEF IN OTHERS LIVES.THEY JUST CANT SEEM TO BE HAPPY.TO ME THATS WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTH LIVING.WHY EVEN WAKE UP IF YOU KNOW YOUR JUST GOING TO TO SAD AND MISERABLE.HAPPINESS COMES IN MANY DIFFERENT FORMS IT DEPENDS ON WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE WHEN YOU FIGURE THAT OUT THEN HAPPINESS IS THERE.REGARDLESS OF HOW YOU ACHIEVE HAPPINESS YOU SHOULD GO FOR IT REACH FOR THE STARS LIVE,DREAM,LOVE....BECAUSE WHEN THIS LIFE IS OVER THEN THE ONES YOU LEAVE BEHIND REMEMBER YOU AS THAT BRIGHT SMILING FACE,THAT RAY OF SUNSHINE THEY MIGHT NOT OTHER WISE HAVE HAD.THATS THE WAY I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW ME NOW AND REMEMBER ME WHEN I DONE HERE ON THIS EARTH.i NOT ONLY WANT TO BE H

Ghost (poem)
Ghost === Ominously lurking in the gallows Hides a being in a quiet lull The ghastly one watching over Creeping deep into my skull Shutters rattle like decayed bones Shattering in the breeze An apparition's breath lingers Causing my heart to freeze Yet the pounding melts the ice Blood boiling to a fever pitch As the ghoul approaches Drifting toward like a witch The ghost of my past returns A love forever passed away I never could love again When I lost yours that day In my madness it is reflected That this, my soul has deflected

Big Beautiful Women
BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMEN BY: BRENDA L. I never thought I would make love to a BBW, but it actually happened. Now I am 5’7” tall and a very young looking 52. I went shopping at a local grocery store about a few weeks and by accident, bumped into a large woman, 34, black hair, hazel eyes, and good looking despite her weight, I thought. I apologized and that was that. I started to be a regular at the store on Saturday morning to do shopping. I met the woman again and introduced myself and she did also. I’ll call her Brenda. We made small talk about her living alone and I with my daughter, and we kept meeting week after week. After about two months, she said she was having a small gathering at her home and asked if I would like to come. I thought about it, and hey, I had nothing else to do, so, I said, “Sure.” The date was for the following Saturday night. I arrived dressed casually and rang the bell. Brenda answered and she had a low cut gown that showed her ample bosom. She greeted me an

Wax Is Not Your Friend!!!!
THIS WAS FORWARDED TO ME FROM A FRIEND! YOU WILL LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!! > Now this is funny!! I hope none of you have tried this??????????/ > >> >> >> WAX is NOT YOUR FRIEND!!!! >> >> >> >> This is funny! CAUTION: Be prepared to laugh out loud . . . I < BR>>>laughed till I almost cried as I could just see this happening! >> >> All hair removal methods have tricked women with their >> promises of > >>easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now . . . >>the wax. >> >> My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix >>dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring >>painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the >>waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my >>demise: the bathroom. >> >> It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of >>hot wax, you must rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm >>and you peel t

Im Over This Shit
IM SICK OF THE BULL SHIT AND THE FUCKING DRAMA AND ALL THE SHIT WHEN PPL TRY TO BE SUMONE THAT THEY REALLY ARENT AND END UP CRUSHING SUMONE THAT THEY SAID THEY LOVED WELL ITS LIKE I SAY LOVE COMES AND GOES JUST LIKE THE WIND BLOWS....AND EVERYTHING ELSE THAT GOES ALONG WITH THIS DAMM SITE IM KEEPING MY PAGE HERE BUT NOT GONNA BE ON IT MUCH ANYMORE FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE MY YAHOO U CAN HIT ME UP ON THERE AND FOR THE ONES THAT DONT WELL I GUESS UR SHIT UTTA LUCK MAYBE IF I THINK U YOU WORTH TALKING TO ANYMORE OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT MAYBE IF YOU SEND ME A MESSAGE SAYING YOU WOULD LIKE MY YAHOO ID I JUST MIGHT GIVE IT TO YOU BUT TILL THAT HAPPENS GOOD BYE

Quote For April 23
When any government, or any church for that matter, undertakes to say to its subjects, This you may not read, this you must not see, this you are forbidden to know, the end result is tyranny and oppression no matter how holy the motives. -- Robert A. Heinlein Bonus Quote: "Emotion: Agitation or disturbance of mind; vehement or excited mental state." It is also a powerful and irrational monster. And from what Magenta and Columbia eagerly viewed on their television monitor, there seemed little doubt that Janet was, indeed... its *slave*. -- The Criminologist Rocky Horror Picture Show This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

A-2-z About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: MichaelNickname(s): Anti Bart Michelob Mikey(bleh)Age: 34Birthday: 12-15-72Birthplace: San Bernardino,CalifCurrent Location: Gresham,OreEye Color: GreenHair Color: BrownHeight: 5'7Weight: 110Lefty or Righty: RightZodiac Sign: SagWhat Do You Drive: don'tScreenname: Antidepressant Superstar{---Favorites---}Color: Red & BlackNumber: 69(hehe)Band: Fleetwood MacMusic Genre: Oldies Alternative Punk Poppish Punk William ShatnerTV Show: Veronica Mars Lost CSI Movie: True Romance Garden State Leon Dawn Of The DeadActor: Nathan FillionActress: Natalie PortmanKind of Movie: anythingCartoon: ATHF Robot ChickenSport: none really but I watch Football now and thenFast Food Restaurant: Dairy QueenFood: Anything I don't CookIce Cream: Phish Food Chunky Monkey

Name Change...
I changed my name to "Brick House Betty" for a few days...and suddenly everybody is calling me Betty. LMFAO! A friend of mine nicknamed me "Brick House Betty" on another site (you know who you are!) and I thought it was cute. I just forgot to switch it back before I left for vacation. Im really tan, I think I'll change my name to Tan Tammy...really send the Cherry Tappers for a loop.

Showing Some Luv
FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT IM SHOWING MY LOVE TO AND RATING YOUR STASH AND LEAVING COMMENTS AT HAPPY HOUR I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO RETURN THE LOVE. IM GONNA STOP GIVING TIL I START RECEIVING. I LOVE HELPING EVERYONE OUT BUT I NEED SOME HELP BACK SO COME ON GUYS SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aerosmith "you See Me Crying"
You see me crying Dont let it get you down You see me crying Im back to the lost and found Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said You see me crying Say you a ladies man You see me crying Im so hard to understand Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said You see me crying Please say you stick around And I got to be your lover, honey Lovin time after time And I show everything around And I never ever let you down cause my love is like a madder round Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said Honey, what you done to your head Honey, whats the words that I said

Sad..
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100 mph down the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. In the paper the next day the headline read: Motorcycle crashes into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes weren't working, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, and then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before it's too late...

Sometimes....
Last night I was in my car driving back from Chris’ job and for the first time in a long time I turned on the radio. None of the “regular” stations I had programmed were playing anything good so I put it on La Nueva Mega. Anyway I guess that’s the times I find myself being Puerto Rican and actually understanding what’s being said. Those are some dirty ass old men. LOL But what’s worse is I also found myself jamming to a song they were playing. Times like that I want to know who sings them so I can go get the CD. When I heard…. “¡Eso fue el nuevo de Ricky Martin!” I almost had a car accident.

Quote For April 24
A hundred years ago, the electric telegraph made possible - indeed, inevitable - the United States of America. The communications satellite will make equally inevitable a United Nations of Earth; let us hope that the transition period will not be equally bloody. -- Arthur C. Clarke Bonus Quote: Let me out. Let me out of here. Get me the hell out of here. What's the matter with you people? I was joking! Don't you know a joke when you hear one? HA-HA-HA-HA. Jesus Christ, get me out of here! Open this goddamn door or I'll kick your rotten heads in! Mommy! -- Dr. Frederick Frankenstein Young Frankenstein This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

I'm 86% Redneck
X the ones in the list below that you have done and then follow the instructions to find out how “Red Neck” you are. (X) shot a gun? (x) owned a gun? (x) hunted? (x) driven a truck (x) chewed tobacco? ....... 5 (x) gone camping? (x) listened to country? (x) owned a country cd? (x) fished? (x) worn a cowboy hat? 10 (x) worn cowboy boots? (x) ridden a horse? (x) seen a farm? (x) worked on a farm? (x) lived on a farm? 15 (x) fed a farm animal? (x) worn carhartt? (x) lived in a small town? (x) worked on a car? (x) seen a nascar race? 20 (x) been to a nascar race? (x) been to an oval track? (x) seen a demolition derby? (x) seen a figure 8 race? (x) talked on a cb radio? 25 (x)had a cb in your car? (x) seen smokey and the bandit more than 10 times? (x) watched the dukes of hazzard episodes? (x) owned more than two cars that don't run? (x) been to a junkyard? 30 (x) been in a ford vs. chevy argument? (x) gone cow tipping? () went frog gigging? (x) had

Fan Me.
Fan me or I'll poke you in the eye. Just kidding. I'm not wasting my poking prowess on lame fan thingies. As much as having people I don't know added to a list that means nothing appeals to me, I just can't muster up the energy to care enough to... you know... care. Or whatever. I need more sugar.

Bobbitt Update.....
In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with ...... ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? A Misdewiener! You know darn well you're going to send this on to somebody

Impeach
it`s a shame he and cheney haven`t been impeached for starting an immoral and senseless war to profit the oil and defense industries on baseless lies and propaganda. they did it by taking advantage of an american public that was rightly outraged by 9/11. the attackers were saudi arabians and masterminded by an afghani, not one tie to iraq ever.but the bush family has been friends with the ruling saudi family for 40 years,did even 1 bomb fall there?was 1 rifle fired there? hell no !!!!!!!! we now have over2,000 dead young american soldiers and almost 25,000 seriously maimed and injured not to many god knows how many will suffer from untold psychological trauma.yes that toll is as heavy as the physical injuries,i know this from experience,knowing many viet nam era vets and also meeting many in VA hospitals. the katrina response! loss of civil liberties! illegal wiretapping! spying on antiwar activist !halibutons obscene war profits!we are in a war on terror and OUR president leaves the

New Movies And Stomach Aches
Yeah.. I am not feeling well today... and I am watching a few new movies... I watched Taj the new Van wilder movie.. it wasnt all that good.. I watched Dane cook in employee of the month it was great and now I am watching turistas.. its kinda dumb...but...My bf went to play basketball and I am now home alone.. BORING...well later people

Gee Im Really Bored
ok so im like totally bored here so why dont some u cherries out there give me a yell add me if u havent and check out a few of my bulletins stash and other stuff....... wow im so bored i may just go randome net surfin and add more randome stuff to my stash.....anyway l8ter alkl of ct

In The News
That's all we need.. The Taliban and Lex Luthor... Real Kryptonite!? I'm calling Batman for now on! http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070424/od_uk_nm/oukoe_uk_britain_kryptonite Yeah another planet to screw up!---I guess Bush doesn't have to worry about the Democrats and global warming! http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070425/ap_on_sc/habitable_planet;_ylt=AhHzSSh19.H3_U5uNN0HOIMPLBIF Alec Baldwin? He's a pissed off dad! Like parents have never been mad at their child...I don't mean he should said what he said, but I understand! Russell Simmons wants "bitch", "ho", and "nigger" banned... There goes G-Unit and Roc-A Fella's next 10 albums---in the trash where they always should've been!

Road Trip - Day 4-5
It is 5 am and I am exhausted. Just woke up from a too short nap, somewhere in southern Washington state,heading to Bellingham to pick up a friend, and then continuing on to the Yukon. The past 2 days have been filled with awe and wonder as well as disgust and bewilderment. Wyoming looked just like it does in the movies. I kept expecting the Apaches to ride up over the ridge with thier war paint on. Idaho smelled like cow manure and the sight of all those poor animals jammed together in disgusting pens just cemented my desire to become a vegetarian. No living thing should have to live like that...in filth just waiting to die. Oregan rose to the top of the list of plases that I have seen that I want to return to. I think I would like to check into the possibility of living there. The air smelled like, well, like something I had never smelled before...so sweet and clean and pure. The trees and the mountains and the streams were so beautiful. It brought tears to my eyes. It is hard t

Update On The Stupid Cumwad.
This cum bubble decided to call me childish, so it rates me a 1 and blocks me, then deleted all it's comments in my mumm.... let's give it's dumb ass some 1's, and show it just how fucking childish I can be sometimes. I'd thank it for the points if it hadn't blocked me. ----THIS IS A COMMENT I SAW ON IT'S PAGE ABOUT ME---- @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-Addme you know you want too/ Leave a voice comment@};-@ CherryTAP If you’re here to down rate me cuz of a bullitin you saw the reason I rated her a 1 was cuz she posted a NSFW image in a mumm involving a 15 year old girl so if that’s acceptable to you then rate away! -----FYI..... THAT PIC IS NOT NSFW, AND JUST HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW HOW OLD THAT CHICK IS? YOU FUCKING TROLL. THIS IS THE PIC THAT IS SUPPOSEDLY NSFW----- ----THAT GIF IMAGE IS CIRCULATED ALL OVER THE INTERNET, AND IT'S FUCKING FUNNY, GET A SENSE OF HUMOR YOU UPTIGHT CUMWAD---- If you agree that this person is a fuckwad, repost.

My Hideaway Summer Pt. 2
“Drink like a fish, eat like a king and sleep like a child.” The thought kept running through my mind as I came up out of my sleep for the second time that day. That thought was soon replaced by the feeling of disappointment felt when you roll over to find the person you were expecting to be next to you isn’t there. “Maybe it was a dream” the thought darted through my mind. It passed quickly when I set my hand down on a piece of paper on the pillow next to me. I brought it up in front of my face as I shock off the last cobwebs. It was a note from Leah. “Matt, Wanted to stay and play some more, but I had to run into town for a meeting with my accountant, I’m going to be very late as it is. I hope you enjoyed this morning as much as I did. I know it was sort of forward, but I just needed it. Come up to the house when you get this, the door is unlocked. If I’m not there make yourself comfortable and I will be along shortly. – L.” I smiled. “I certainly enjoyed Leah and I hope to d

Thought For The Day! Wednesday!
Wonderful Wednesday! April 25, 2007 *Quick Power* Doing something well that is constructive, over a period of time, blossoms into something beautiful! *Power Pearl* Anything worthwhile takes time. Growing a garden, acquiring knowledge, implementing good habits, are some of the things that require adequate time to develop. This is especially true when we engage in constructive activity on a regular and consistent basis. Over time, these types of activities become woven into the fabric of our lifestyle providing us with a vehicle for personal growth as well as growth for the community. Doing constructive activities well, is a wise investment of our time. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise par

Iam Up For Adoption
I'M FOR ADOPTION---------Here's the rules of A NEW Adoption GAME... :: send this to all your friends on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple...P.S. send cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you first. See who picks you HAHA this should be good i will more then likely be left on the door step somewhere lol

Interesting Facts.
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq. 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah, is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem. 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 14. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 15. Ezekiel preached in Iraq. 16. The wise men were from Iraq. 17. Peter preached in Iraq. 18. The "Empire of Man" described in Revelation is called Babylon, which was a city in Iraq!

Hmm Is This Really Me?
You scored as Fallen, Your darkness is "Fallen". You were most likely once deeply in love, but the person on the receiving end of your affections wounded you deeply.You were also once innocent, but your wounds will not allow that innocence to return.Sadness and misfortune seem to follow you. A good band for you would either be AFI or The Cure.Fallen93% Murderous/Scary Dark89% Elegant dark86% Naturally Dark86% What is your level of darkness?created with QuizFarm.com

Vampiric Powers
You scored as Shape shift, You are most like a Shape shifter. Can't catch you cause your already gone!! Come play with me!Shape shift100% Shadow walking81% Telepathy75% Perception25% Charisma25% Mind Control0% What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

Yeah...
"One thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme when I was obsessed with time All I know, time was just slipping away And I watched it count down to the end of the day Watched it watch me and the words that I say The echo of the clock rhythm in my veins I know that I didn’t look out below And I watched the time go right out the window Tried to grab hold Tried not to watch I wasted it all on the hands of the clock But in the end, no matter what I pretend The journey is more important than the end or the start And what it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter Hey, yo One thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to explain in due time All I know, hah, I so-socialse Li

Chapter Eight
EIGHT When I was in high school, being skinny was, for the most part, a very good thing, mainly because it afforded me escape options not available to those with a larger size and girth than I. Simply put; when being pursued by four football players that were much larger than me, I could fit through spaces they couldn’t, and thus avoid the ass-whipping. Running is not dishonorable when you know you can’t win. However, when walking armed patrols on the DMZ (De-Militarized Zone. I still haven’t figured out why it was called De-Militarized when the entire presence there was military) skinny wasn’t a good thing. Why? Because occasionally we’d come across a Spider-hole, which was the mouth of a small tunnel, generally dug by the North Koreans. When we found one of these someone was required to crawl into it, armed with only a .45 caliber pistol and a charge of explosives, usually C-4, go as far in as they could, set the explosives, and crawl out. Once out we’d detonate the charge and bri

Friends In A Box
One of the most common questions asked online is whether or not the friendships that we make online are actually real. If you can't touch the person, can't reach across a table and smack the back of their head when they say something stupid, can't play footsies under a table... does that mean that they're somehow less of a person than the friends you know in the flesh? It's a stupid fucking question. Just because our correspondences are digital these days and delivered instantaneously doesn't mean that we're not communicating. If anything, we're communicating a hell of a lot better than back in the day when people would send one another letters. What with figuring out postage, getting someone on a pony and waiting the 3 months for something to arrive, I'm amazed that there are so many history books from that time detailing how people fell in love through the post. People did bond through letters. Granted, it was usually the upper class, those individuals who were lucky enough to

True Love
True love A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about.

Wtf Do You Do
What do u do when u find out that one of ur ex bf's has discovered that he is now gay. Lol im not upset about it. I just kinda find it funny since he always told my friends that he n i never broke up n stuff like that. Craziness! Doesnt matter care about him no matter what his sexual orientation is.

Dirty Mind....
I'm sure you can imagine As plain as you can be The place is Picadilly The player He and She She whispered "Will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times. And said it can be sore." Then finally contented Laid back and relaxed a bit Quickly and readily he bent over her And then he started it It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been quite a size "Calm yourself," he whispered His face was filled with a grin "Try and open a bit wider So I can get it in". "It's coming now,"he whispered. "I know."she cried in a bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I am having this.." And with final effort She gave a frightened shout. He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contented Sighed and gave

If Tomorrow Forgets Me
If I don’t wake up in the morning, Does she know what she means to me, Would she have even one doubt in her heart, That she’s my everything, If tomorrow should come without me, Would she know she’s my only love, Would she feel me smiling down on her, Watching her from above, If God calls me to him, Would she smile the way she make me, The one thing that lit my life, The only one who always makes me see, If tomorrow doesn’t happen, Would she know how much I care, Would she know beyond all doubt, She was the answer to my every prayer, If tomorrow forgets me, Can I truly say I did all I could do, Will it forever be in her heart, My words “ I love you”

Stole It From Ms. Ruby
QUESTIONS: WHAT'S YOUR FIRST NAME? (A) aifh[her [ah (1) WHAT WAS THE FIRST JOB YOU EVER HAD? (A) Data Entry (2) WHAT WAS THE WORST JOB YOU EVER HAD? (A) BJ’s Cashier (3) WHAT IS YOUR SECRET TALENT? (A) Oh! And I quote “ The ability to stand at screaming loud rock concerts all night and come to work the next day like nothing happened.” (4) WHO IS YOUR ONE CELEBRITY CRUSH? (A) Craig Owens (5) WHAT KIND OF UNDIES DO YOU WEAR? (A) Boy shorts (6) HAVE YOU EVER POSED NUDE PRIVATELY OR PROFESSIONALY? WILL YOU SEND IT TO ME? HAHA. (A) NEVER. X2 (7) WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY? (A) I’z is smart. =) (8) WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY? (A) Self-Esteem (of lack there of) (Me too) (9) WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE FOR ONE DAY? (A) Harley Quinn (10) WHAT IS YOUR ONE GUILTY PLEASURE? (A) I don’t know. Nothing comes to mind. (11) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? (A) FUCKING CLOWNS. (12) HAVE YOU EVER DATED SOMEONE THAT YOU ME

Doh!
Dating Blunder: Using Coupons on A First Date NEW YORK (Wireless Flash) -- Dating experts agree: Using a coupon for a two-for-one meal on a first date is a surefire romance killer. In the words of dating expert Laurie Graff, author of the upcoming book "Looking for Mr. Goodfrog" (Red Dress Ink), "Not the first time." She says if you use a coupon early on, "You send a message about your finances." There are exceptions. Graff knows of one guy who won a restaurant gift certificate in an auction who used it on a first date because he told his date, "I never would have bid on this thing if I didn't know I had you to take." Meanwhile, love advice expert David Coleman, who calls himself the Dating Doctor, says a "two-fer" is a bad move on a first date, although there are ways around it. He says it could be an ice breaker if you say, "Hey I have this coupon, would you like to use it together?" After that, he says the Entertainment Guide can be an incentive to plan fut

Snow Angels
snow angels by crazyjt in IN This happened back in February. Mick was gone with work again and it was right near Valentines Day. Since Mick was gone I picked up some extra hours at work. It was snowing when I left and promised to be a bad storm. Around 8am my daughter called to say school was cancelled and grandma was going to pick them up. I called my mom and told her to take stuff for overnight since I might work double because of the storm. Sure enough I did. By 11 pm I was ready to head home and soak in the hot tub before getting some sleep. When I walked out I was glad I had taken Mick’s 4x4 truck since there was over a foot of snow and there would be huge drifts out by us. I made the usually ½ hour trip in a little over an hour just wanting to get home and soak. When I turned up our drive I noticed a light on in the house and thought the kids must have left it on earlier. Then I noticed footprints along the drive and really began to wonder what was up. As I slowed near the

Thursday 4/26/07
Just another day as usual, I played on here and got my cousin to join the site woohoo lol, hopefully between this and email I'll be able to keep in touch with her more since she lives out of state. We had a thunderstorm today, so I was inside all day mumming and chatting and listening to CrushFM. I hope the weather clears up over the weekend because I'd like to go out with a friend or something, because I'm bored of sitting around the house doing nothing lol. I've been up since 6 A.M. so I'm gonna end this here and call it a night. Have a great night.

Wat A Life
I know i don't act like i am suppose to half the time, i know i don't act like i love u, and i know i always tell u too leave, i know we always fight.. but the truth is i do love u, more than i can show, say or prove..thur is just never enough to show how much u mean to me, without u i don't know wat to do..ur my true love and thats y i married u..ur the girl that i want to be with all my life..i wanna grow old with u, u have a son that loves u very much and doesn't under stand y mommy isn't home..all he can say is y..y isn't mommy here, y isn't mommy coming home. y can't i talk to mommy..it hurts me when he ask them questions, i don't know wat to say but mommy will be home soon.. u just never know wat u got til sumthing like this happens..and takes a toll on everyone, me and her sister, and mostly her son(jakob)..i don't wanna let her go, i wanna make everything right, i don't care about what she has done, just want her, with her family..we love her alot, and she is needed by me and

Hi There
hmmmm well my first blog on the cherry network i'm bustin my cherry eh... so much to say so little thoughts to say it in eh lets see here i sometimes feel i'm living and eastern philosophy in a westernized world.... hmmm i'm just a simple man trying to live a simple life in a complex world eh... too many thoughts going on in my head to blog now i'll try later eh

Where Is Jessie~~
A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age, she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat, and was very much in favor of "the redistribution of wealth." She was deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican, a feeling she openly expressed. Based on the lectures that she had participated in, and the occasional chat with a professor, she felt that her father had for years harbored an evil, selfish desire to keep what he thought should be his. One day she was challenging her father on his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and the addition of more government welfare programs. The self-professed objectivity proclaimed by her professors had to be the truth and she indicated so to her father. He responded by asking how she was doing in school. Taken aback, she answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, and let him know that it was tough to maintain, insisting that she was taking a very

A Lil Bout Nothing
When it comes to blogs -either I will tend to babble about how I have made some lousy decisions in my life and other than my two girls, my pesonal life tends to suck.... well when it comes to women anyway-LOL. Or when I find something funny I might put it in a blog just for laughs and the occasion things I find interesting will end up here. So check back from time to time you never know what ya may find.

Sorry, Or Rather Im Not Any More...(youll Get It If You Turn Up The Volume And Listen)
To you: I’m sorry that I thought I loved you. I’m sorry I made you cheat on me, not once, not twice, but three times with three different people. I’m sorry you killed MY child. I’m sorry I gave you everything you wanted. I’m sorry I went against my family and everything they told me you were and were going to do. To You: I’m sorry I offered to give up my career for you, my hopes and aspirations gone to be with you. I’m sorry I said that I would never stop loving you. I’m sorry you couldn’t be more mature to make your own decisions. I’m sorry I wasn’t good enough for you to move away with...yet less than a year later you move away with someone else, and still say you love me the same as you did before. I’m sorry that I couldn’t just turn off my emotions for you. I’m sorry for all the pills I popped and whiskey I drank to forget you. I’m sorry for the scars on my arm. I’m sorry for jumping off a roof and running two miles to your house in a tornado watch because you were freaking out

How Stupid Do You Have To Be.
ok so here goes. we have my wifes father watch our two year old once a week when wifey has school and i have work. this last wed. he was supposed to be watching her, and somehow had a brainfart that lasted all goddamn night. we both got back at around 9:30 at night to find him out side walking around with Ally our 2year old, looking for our dog shadow. his story is that she got past the baby gate and let the dog out, somewhere around 9. that would be almost ok if she was allowed past the friggin gate. he's supposed to keep her from doing that,failed big time. Granted she's two and if you have kids you know it's hard to stop them sometimes they just slip by, but in this case, she had to kick open the baby gate, play in the kitchen for a while, quietly not likly, and get passed two dogs to open the door without him noticing. how does this happen? i ask you. now i get home to questions from the people next door about why somebody that lives a building up from us found Ally walking down

Infantryman's Prayer
Infantryman's Prayer Almighty God, whose will it is that we be leaders of men, hear us as we come to you for guidance in this awesome responsibility. Let us never forget our duty in the men whom lead. May we instill in them the qualities of loyalty, integrity and duty. Grant us the patience in dealing with the mistakes of our fellow man. Let us never forget that no man is perfect, but that perfection for fragile humans is trying each day to be better than the day before. Give us courage, O Lord, in the face of danger, keep us pure in heart, clean in mind, and strong in purpose. Remind us that wisdom is not gained in an hour, a day, or in a year, but it is a process that continues all the days of our lives. Keep ever before us our goal which is not to perpetrate war, but to safeguard peace and preserve your great gift to man, Freedom. May you always be near to guide us in decisions, comfort us in our failures, and keep us humble in our successes

Senusal Etherism
Shadowdance kisses on thy lips .. as I feel the teasing sensuality of the whips.. crimson hair emerald eyes some have said many a mans demise.. let me meet u in shadow space let us roll arround lost in eroticas grace Dark seductions the feel of a silken rose scarlett lips sand fishnet hose black lace on white skin let us recreate the meaning of original sin wrists bound with lengths of silk.. sink between my theighs of creamy milk.. a feast of flesh alive i cry .. let us break on throuhg th the darker side decadent pleasures.. gossamar lace dark seductions and Eroticas grace.. the soft sensuality the agonizing tease .. would you have me serve thee on my knees?? lips so soft teasing thee. dark desires i stir within thee.. unfinished.. ~Shadowdancer

No More Reposts
hello wonderful people. i just want 2 say i care about all of yall and dont want 2 make anyone mad, but im tired of reposting bulletins and no one looking at them or reposting them, sometimes yall do but i try 2 repost what i can but no one does it 4 me. if i amsounding mean im not trying 2 cause i dont want 2 hurt anyones feelings on here. i like everyone of yall. but please if i post or repost and u have time please repost 4 me and do the same 4 yall. much love. please dont b mad at me i care about yall.

Super Sadist (jack Off Jill)
Super angry Super hated Super evil Super serrated Super guitar Super faded Never sad, sad, sad Super hated Super sarcastic Super sedated The super sadist! Keeps his hands in his mouth that's gold plated Hates himself more and more cause he's made it Super evil Super jaded Never sad, sad, sad Super hated Super sarcastic Super sedated The super sadist! Super hi-tech Super paycheck Super ego Super hate-pro Super cautious Super nauseous Never sad, sad, sad Super all-gone Super hold on Super ego Super phenomenon Super destroy Super small boy Never sad, sad, sad Super asshole Super nothing

Another Day At Work
I have had to work alot here lately.We have been pretty busy with the storms and all.I was pleased friday when i got to work and there was a thank you letter from the parent of the little girl.the father praised me for what I did. I called him and told him that it was my duty to do that.I am glad that the SOB that hit her is still in jail.May he rot in jail.Letters like that make it all worth while.

Saturday Stuff
Well today was the first day of spring soccer. David's team lost 1-0. He only played a quarter of the game because he twisted his ankle earlier in the week and it was still sore. I don't understand my ex. She kept saying she was goin to leave early, and then talked to another mom the rest of the game. Didn't watch at all. She didn't say a word to him about playing well. And made him give half the snack they give out after the game to his sister. Heck she didn't even pay attention to her little girl unless it was to tell her to stop doing something. So the little girl played with me and sat in my lap. Do you know what looks parents have on their faces when they see an exhusband holding a child who isn't his? lol Anyway, spent the day driving around for that.... and now back home. David is playing one of the new Pokemon games. Didn't sleep much last night. Was still laying awake in bed at 3 AM. And was restless sleeping when i finally dozed off. Hope everyone h

Lord It Is Getting Too Close
With everyday that passes I see more things in my life that I do not like. But unfortunatly we do have to do things that we don't enjoy it is part of life. For me my birthday is a big thing that I don't enjoy and frankly don't ever think that I have. When I was younger my sister got the big parties and all the gifts (my sister was the more materialistic person of the two of us, the baby and my step dads bio child so she had alot more on her side than just being cute.) I held a grudge for the longest time but realized when I was 17 that my parents did it because we were two different people and one or two small things was too much for me. I am a card and cake is enough type person. I got married just before my 19th birthday (2000). I already had my daughter from a fling in high school. We spent that year struggling to start out so no nothing which was fine. In 2001 for it my oldest son had just been born. We had a few friends over got to drinkin and had some fun. For 2002 my ex lost his

R.a.c
You take me part for my nationalist stance take a knife to my heart without giving me a chance you shut down the papers that tell the truth and sentence us to prison with no real proof Rock against Communism I fight for freedom just like my father did Rock against Capitalism the evils that the world have got to be rid The tide is turning, I can't take no more it's time we picked ourselves of the floor for too long they've spread their lies now the white man can unite as the last dove dies On the streets or on the battlefield to this red peril we must never yield with our hands on our hands we salute and with our fingers on the trigger those traitors we shoot How long have we stood in silence now hit back and get what we want show them that your proud to stand at the front

Mythoughts But Word By Dan Reed And After Them More From Me
Can you hear me here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me (i hope she can) all i do is close my eyes and try so hard to dream shes mine i feel it in my heart i hope she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world desire raging in our hearts slowly close the miles we are apart i feel it in my soul i know she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world with every beat of my heart i hope she is dreaming of me for every moment apart we will spend a lifetime in ecstasy theres got to be a girl waiting somewhere in this world here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world can you hear me!!! can you hear me ??? ok my thoughts now if you

What's Wrong With Kids Today?
WOW, WHAT A WAKEUP! Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at ?. .. Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stamp, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99 Deming, New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson, Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee, California 3/ 5/01 El Cajon, California 3/22/01 and Blacksburg, VA 4/16/07 ? Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: Sorry, I am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God ---------------------------------------------------------- How did this get started?... ----------------- Let's see, I think it started when Madeline Murray O'Hare co

Saved The Best For Last
End this love, for what its worth, I'll starve like hell, But you'll die first, yeah, You saved the best for last, here it ends, But who's to blame, I loved you, and you poured the pain, yeah, You saved the best for last Well this is it, No more of this, i gave it all, It's Such bullshit, i was there, When you needed me, You used me up, Left me to bleed, You don't even care, Bout the tears i've cried, I cherished love, You let is die, Oh yeah, Oh yeah, Saved the best for last So pack your things, No looking back, Shoving memories, In an old trash sack, Yeah, You saved the best for last, Walking out, On whats left, a broken heart, And a hole in my chest, Yeah, You saved the best for last. You never cared, What I felt inside, stood there and laughed, While I laid there and cried, Yeah, Saved the best for last

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
***You Are a Natural Flirt*** Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofflirtareyouquiz/

Chapter 19 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Clearing my throat and making room. Let me elaborate on this subject. I am tom-boy kind of girl. I love outdoors and I love just acting like myself. Well when I drink certain kinds of carbonated beverages, I get the burps. And I mean they can be loud but they can also be very small. Well, as we were laughing our asses off i kept getting flem stuck in the back of my throat. Sometimes when I laugh so hard, I can't breathe flem moves around and goes down the wrong pipe. I was choking quite a bit that night. Almost sounding like I was being choked by a dick in the mouth. LOL! As far as making room, well that night I had eaten cheeseburgers, fries and mac and cheese. Well we had made two cheeseburgers each. After eating a bowl of mac and cheese and all my steak fries, I had eaten one cheeseburger. There was no way that I could eat the other burger. So after I had eaten I kept drinking my soda. What was funny was that every burp tasted like my cheeseburger. And every burp I had w

Fishing Tip #2
Crazy Legs Worms, grubs, tubes and other plastics will produce more action if you give them legs. Use a knife or scissors to cut a rubber band once (to break the loop) and thread it through the eye of a light-wire hook. Run the hook crosswise through the body of the plastic, then take the hook out, leaving equal lengths of rubber “leg” dangling on each side of the bait. This tip also works great with the flashy tinsel used to trim Christmas trees.

Dream
Ive been havin a recurring dream on and off for the past few years, In my dream Im visiting cuba in the 1940's everything is going great when all of a sudden these guys come up to me and point their guns at me and shoot me down, I see myself falling to the ground and dying. when I wake up I can fee the stinging from the bullets and im very sore. this dream is so real sometimes and It scares me.

The Value Of A Drink
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I sayto myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "When I read about the evils

Finding True Love
FINDING TRUE LOVE She spent her life looking for love. Abused as a child, and too threatened to tell, Her innocence stolen by a minion from Hell; Then her parents divorced, and a Step-Father came, Molesting, and telling her she was to blame - Oh, how much she longed to be loved! She searched the wrong places for love. She looked for a Husband to share hopes and joys, And wanted his children - some girls and some boys. She dreamed of a home filled with laughter and peace, A place where her longings and heartache would cease, While she was enfolded in love. She chose the wrong people to love. She listened to men who were glib with their praise; Believed all their lies, and ignored their cruel ways. They used and abused her with self-serving schemes, And none came to be soul-mate of her dreams, The one she was yearning to love. She died never finding true love. Forsaken, embittered, she ended her days. The men she had lived with had gone separate ways. She ch

To My Sister
Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com I want to dream with you and tell you all that I wish for. You are my sister, my friend and my diary. You have been there with me though all these years, knowing when to dry my tears, hugs and laughter that is what we haved shared. Moments of hate and jealousy that we now understand. Never knowing which way to turn or where we would end up, yet we always seem to be together. The ones that tried our love only to make it stronger. I have fought for you . Lied for you, I would never turn away from you. I do not see our parents when I look in the mirror, I see you standing beside me. With you I know that I am never alone for you are with me till the end of time. I know that I don't say thank you enough, or that I miss you at times, or even that I love the memories we share and can't wait for the ones to come. We have shared stories, and experienced life not ever alone, I have cried you tears, felt your pa

Total Outrageous Freak! I Got 61
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT

Last
for everything there must come a last. a last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. a last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. a last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... or even the last words written on a page. but the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death

Because
Once upon a time, I was a poet. I've been published and praised. There are those who out there, thought that I was going to be the great woman writer of the next generation. It was pretty nice to get those raves! I discovered that my Geocities Site was down a few months ago. I had tried to update it, but lost the password.... life moves on, passwords often do not survive the passage of time! I was unpacking some boxes today... yup, I can almost call my bedroom a bedroom! I only have six big boxes left in my room... about another 15 in the wood shed outside.. eeks! Anyways, I found a few of my old poems so I thought I would post them, give them new life. So this first poem is called: Because (c)1995 Peggy A. Rowe-Miller Wipe away the tears Clear your conscious of the blame. There are no rights or wrongs, No time for bitterness or shame. I am not doing this because of you. I do this for ME!! I am doing it because I am tired of faking smiles. Pretending to

Surgery Sucks
i've come to the conclusion...that...surgery sucks balls....i feel so damn helpless cuz i can't do anything and i hafta rely on everyone else to do it for me and thats not easy for me to do....its not easy for me to just stop and do NOTHING...and if you know me well enough you'll know this is true. I hate not being able to work and havin to put all of this on everyone but what am i sposed to do....if i do what i'm normally doin at this time i'll be back in the hospital then EVERYONES gonna be tryin to find me to kick my ass cuz i over did it...but if i do NOTHING then i'm drivin everyone insane and bitchin so its a losing situation...damn catch 22's lol oh well life shall go on...thus ending another chapter of my soap opera of a life....tune in next week....lol

Back To The Grind, Another Awesome Weekend Gone. ;)
Myspace Graphics Myspace Graphics I hope ya'll had a great weekend :D. Now that there are some great memories for some of us and sadly none but the same'ole shit different day for others. I hope ya'll have a great week ahead, back to the ole'grind and get those bills paid. ;) A new weekend is coming up the highway and is waiting for us to survive another week. Hey babe, te iubesc pe zi ce trece mai mult si mai mult. (K) PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ AKA lifelover2000™ Myspace Graphics

Poem #5
Poem #5 The flower is root bound, and it is almost dead... it needs a bigger pot, so air and water can get in... I feel like I've sold my soul... sold it outright to the one who bid the most. When will you learn that everyone is precious, that every single person... serves a purpose. That we learn life's lessons only through one another. what kind of person did I see in the other. Sweetness, warmth... and someone safe, full of fun! Thing is that everyone forgot... to ask... or listen to me. Listen quietly while I tell you now, yet again... That I can't be smothered, I can't be caged in. Safety's an issue you know is important to me... But I've got to learn on my own... I've got to be free.. and like it or not.. he felt really safe to me. When did wife mean that I gave it all to you... when did it mean that I gave it all up to keep you? When did it say you could take my rights away? to be human... and

Jus Something !
Broken Chains A sad melody Falling tears Listening ears A friend just for me Reaching out Sharing doubt Whe life gets me down Hands to clutch Gentle Touch Can turn me around Spoken words Softly heard Cognitivity Holding tight Loving light Calm serenity

True Happines
True Happiness Where does true happiness come from? We seem to think that we can give and receive happiness. If we give our kids the right gift, or if we give them a lot of gifts we will give them happiness. If we get a big present from our husbands the happiness we get from it will carry us though the coming year. Has this ever worked for you? Have you ever been given a gift that brought you true happiness? I haven't. Have you ever been able to buy something that gives you true happiness? In my twenties I watched co-workers and friends think that a car or a house in a certain neighborhood would make them happy. They would work and work so they could buy the desired object. Once they obtained it, they were no happier than they were before. Something bigger and better became the goal, and if they bought it they would be happy. Do you think any of my old co-workers have bought their happiness? Some of them have some great things, but none of them have been a

Closed
i close my eyes, and all i see is you. you are in my thoughts, and in my dreams. when my eyes open everything fades. then i start to blame... myself for not saying what i feel. you for not knowing. me for not following my heart, you for doing so. then when the pain and sadness finaly kick in, i close my eyes again. my eyes are closed so often, i feel like i am sleepwalking. the tighter i squeeze, the less of me i see, and the happier i am...

Just A Little Song I Wrote
I almost didn't have the strength today To climb out of bed And face another lonely day without you here It's just not fair Everywhere I look I see your face I miss your smile You've been gone a while Chorus: I stand here waiting To catch you when you fall And even though I let you go I didn't let you go to far I stand here waiting For you to say you love me But I know it's too late And you could never love me anymore Standing in the middle of a crowded room But I'm all alone And I feel so wrong Since you've been gone Light another cigarette and wonder where The time has gone This whole world's gone mad I gave you all I had Repeat Chorus They say if you love someone Sometimes you've got to let 'em go But I never knew letting go would be so hard Repeat Chorus

Her & You
I love you; I’ve loved you since the day I was born. I loved you when my father was my Prince Charming. I loved you when I danced with a boy at the prom. I loved you when I cried over him. I loved you when I said that my education was more important then romance. I loved you when my career asked me to leave my family. I loved you when you did the “row boat” to get a girl in the red sports car to look. I loved you when she met you thru a friend. I loved you when spent all day wishing you could read her emails. I loved you when the both of you met in the park at night. I loved you when you sat drinking wine after having met her Prince Charming. I loved you the moment you fell in love with her cat. I loved you the moment you embraced her to propose. I loved you when you made fun of her list of baby names. I love you, and thank Fate for making me, Her.

Bathroom Handle Hand Juice
If you’ve read my previous blogs, you know that one of my biggest pet peeves is people who don’t wash their hands after using the restroom. Here comes another one…it kind of goes hand-in-hand with the aforementioned. People who don’t use napkins to open the bathroom door. Yes, you read that right. Let’s say you DO wash your hands when you use the restroom. Great, you get a Gold Star from me. But also be awar that those people that DON’T wash their hands have put said nasty hands on that door handle. Thus, you washing your hands then grabbing the handle without a napkin kind of cancels it out. There’s nasty hand juice on that there handle. Just grab on to that last napkin you used to dry your hands off with, and grab the door handle with that. See? No nasty hand juice residue on your sparkly clean hands. What?! You think I’m a germaphobe? Fine. I’ll just go swallow some Lysol now…

You
Close your eyes, come on close them, now take a deep breathe, hold it there for 30 seconds. Don't open your eyes yet. Smell the air? Soak up the aromas around you. Do you smell the fresh day ahead of you? Do you smell the newness of it all? Now let your mind let go of those old, stale thoughts of yesterday, the last few hours, the last few minutes and let in the the new, fresh thoughts of NOW. Don't go back to what was, let it go and move ahead w/a freshness of starting this very second NOW. Hold onto it, don't let it go. Take the bad w/the good, use it to grow within yourself. Take what you need to nourish the growth of yourself internally, but discard what is not nourishing you. Throw out the trash thoughts, talk, motives, and actions. Each day gives us an opportunity to start over and let go of the dirt, rubble and burnt ashes left on our souls, hearts and minds. Dust yourself off and go again for the gusto. Do not give up or let others discourage you. Hold

Confuse
What if..life is just only a lie.. what if smile and is just a lie... Life do hurts... We are just a number, a screen name or a fuck. They just used you... i am not got to lie anymore.. i do have hate inside of me...and i just don't want to hurt anybody, cause every time I lie.. just hurt myself... Just get out of my way... sometimes i just want revenge.

Cherries Gone Wild!
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Heart Broken And Fed Up
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Well, after a 6 year marriage with the man i thought i loved, I have finally decided to put up my rings and call it quits. Why is it that the ones you love and care for the most....insist on breaking your heart? After being completely faithful to an unfaithful hubby...I decided "I deserve better than this." Marriage is taken too lightly in this country. We see too often, two people take on vows that they either do not intend to stand by or completely miss the meanings of. It breaks my heart to see something taken for granted so, and Discarded so quickly. When you take anothers hand....look them in their eyes and tell them that you vow to love and cherish that person forever...till death do you part...Does NO one understand the emotion and sanctity of this? HELLO!? *KNOCK KNOCK* *Sigh * ok ive vented.....Anyhow.....Divorce sucks no matter which way ya look at it. But im to the point......Im done. I deserve be

My Personal Thoughts
After a year that me and andy has been together. I couldn't ask for a better person to be with. I am very happy to have met the most amazing person in my life. I mean he loves me and respect me for me. And he never judges me. The only i hate about his mother she dosn't know when to come back to a phone when someone has been on hold for ever. Yet i still love her. Many time i keep telling my self my emotions and all that are going to be ok. Because i can tell andy anything. But sometimes when i do i just wanna be near him telling him not far away from him. That is one thing i miss i can talk to him without being judged for who i am. When i talk to andy i talk to someone i trust and i love. Yet my grandmother dose say things i dont want her to say. But u know what it dosn't come from me it's her problems with certain sistuations not mine. I love having a life. I love having a fiance i love my family. But my family judges people before they get to know them. They only give out chances

And The Last Winner Of The Night Is
nikki@ CherryTAP OK IM SIGNIN OFF IN 5 MINUTES IF U WANT YOUR GIFTS NOW HIT ME UP...IF U WANT THEM DURIN HH SEND ME AN EMAIL.....THANKS FOR PARTICIPATING AND SEE U TOMOROW TASHA HAS 300 BLUEYES HAS 2500 A ROLEX AND A TROPHY AND NIKKI HAS 1000

Dear Dad
DEAR DAD A father passing by his son’s bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, “Dad”. With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I’m writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I’ve been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am, but it’s not only passion, Dad, she’s pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn’t really hurt anyone. We’l

I Plain Out Fuckin' Hate People.
I waiting for one more fuckin' person to start shit with me. I can't believe how people can be your great friend one moment and then a total dickless asshole the next. People wonder why I hate them. Why don't you leave shit in the past and forget about it. And if you think I broke someone with someone, cuz I want your dumbass... Think again. I never want you.. I have a husband who respects me. and not share out our business or any other person's business. And I don't want to post any pics of myself, my baby, or my husband... That's my fuckin' business.. So don't bug the shit out of me to post something on the fuckin' internet for the world to see. Hell I don't fuckin' know what's going on your side of the computer. You might be jacking off to my kids pic. I don't know that shit. So I'm not going to help your perverted ass and I like keeping to myself. So, I don't have to deal with you dickless assholes. Fuck Off!!!

Your Everything (a Song I Wrote)
I wrote this about a year ago, and was lucky enough to have a friend of mine use it in his show, with a lil change in the wording. She smiles at you from across the room, and my heart begins to ache, I admit that I'm not over you, You're still my favorite mistake, I watch as you pull her close to you, In your warm and soft embrace, And the pain nearly kills me, As I see the love upon your face. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everything, We used to walk, Hand in hand, In your voice I heard angels sing, And now what am I supposed to do, What am I supposed to say, Now that you're out of my life, And I'm not your everything anymore. I try my best to look away, But my mind won't let you go, I watch as you caress her face, Like it's some late night tv show. Our eyes meet across the room, And I quickly glance away, As I stare into my drink, I swear I can hear you say. We used to laugh, we used to love, I used to be your everythin

Dreams To Come True
Touch me … please touch me .. The world turns and does not care Of all that is and what may be I think of things that I would dare Is it a dream ? In time we may see Will any notice this love affair Touch me.. Please… touch me ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore Twist and turns on this life’s trail Like a boat on an ocean without a sail I drift along unknowing the fate Unsure of all and yet free of hate Mind at rest an eye in the storm Till hopes and dreams take the form Of loves sweet hopes and desire Of one who holds and keeps the fire Of passion the is without end My lover , soul mate and best friend Come drift with me on the open sea Unsure of our course and what will be The twist and turn of life’s trail shared With the one who has always cared By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Time Piece
elated feelings caught in a bucket, like water dripping from a ceiling please hurt me torture me soothe me electrify me with your vibrance. vigoriously i shake, i try to pry myself away saturated with bad actions am i in contention? please cut me slice me make incisions with your words soothe me hypnotize me with your eyes

Just In Case I Didn't Tell You
Just incase I didn’t tell you, I’d do anything, I would turn the world over, Just catch you a dream, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I see everything in your eyes, I see my every hope and dream, Come to life, Just incase I didn’t tell you, You are the angel of my prayers, You are the light the leads me, You’re the one who cares, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I will always love you more, Every day I find a way, To love you more than before, Just incase I didn’t tell you, I know Heaven is where you are from, And just so you know, I know I’m the lucky one. Just in case I didn’t tell you, You are every breath I breath, You’re my every reason, Oh you’re my every thing, Just in case I didn’t tell you, I’m yours alone, You are arms I run to, My home, Just in incase I don’t get the chance, I always want you to know, you are the reason for my every heartbeat, I love you more than you know, You are the love of my life, All that’s real to me, My eve

I Hate To Be The Voice
I hate to be the voice of Rodney King here, but, cant we all just get along? Is the internet not infinite? Is there not room enough for everyone to speak their minds? I do find it interesting when people want to hush others because they dont like what has been said. In the face of opposing views, we dont need less freedom, we need more. Please, speak your mind. Just try to use a little thought before hand. See, I believe when a fool wants to show you their true nature, let them. Get out of their way. You wont have to convince anyone else that their postition is an inferior one. They can do that all on their own....

You'll Never Understand .. Just Thought This Was A Really Good Poem.
You'll never understand how much I hurt or how much I miss you You'll never understand what you meant to me or how much I miss your voice You'll never understand how much I think of you or how much I miss holding your hand You'll never understand how much I yearn for you or how much I miss your sweet touch. You'll never understand how I sorry I am to have lost you or how much I miss spending time with you You'll never understand me if you keep pushing me off, or how much I miss when you use to listen

Beautiful People...
"Beautiful people do not just happen... The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These person have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern.. Beautiful people do not just happen...." (Elizabeth Kubler Ross)

She's Back!!!
No... this is NOT an advertisement... this is a public service announcement!! I have begun the recreation of my personal web page where I store my stories and photos. Everyone is free to drop by and drop me a line... Im always curious to know what people are thinking! The site is http://daddysgoldenprincess.tripod.com/ Yeah... the blog WAS up... and still is, I think. But I've gone to using the webpage instead. I'm sorry I haven't stayed in much contact with my friends lately... still hustling and bustling around here in the new home trying to get life situated. Hopefully here soon, it will finally all come together. kisses all!!

10 Top Stupid Pickup Moves
Women already have a bad enough perception of men because of all the wars we've caused and that whole thing about depriving them of the vote. Men, on the other hand, can't help but love the opposite sex, and we'll try anything and everything to get their attention and affection. Our eagerness coupled with their wariness can often be a recipe for disaster. As we guys can be slow to cotton on to what will impress women, we're prone to blowing our chances with them -- sometimes in less than 0.2 seconds. So rather than pointing out fail-safe ways to score, let's have a look at some guaranteed routes to failure that you should avoid. Here are 10 stupid moves that will instantly ruin your chances when trying to pick up women. Number 1 Using cheesy pickup lines Originality counts, and when it comes to pickup lines, chances are that she's heard them all before. Most of them are lame and trite and will result in you being laughed at and perhaps even struck. If you absolutely have to

Are You A 10?
Hey guys, I am new to cherrytap and have had a lot of fun with it. I would never be rude and rate lower than a ten. I love the diversity and the diffrences in all people. However, is it rude for me to be annoyed at recieving shouts telling me to rate there profile and what to rate it. I mean I should be able to make up my own mind and to be frank I don't take being bossed around very well. What do you think?

The Shell Of You And I
One more day I can't take, One more I can't handle alone, One more day I want to run away, One more day on my own, Seems it all keeps piling up, and it don't stop there, Feel I'm waisting my breath, sending another prayer, Feel I'm paying the price, For sins I didn't commit, Feel so scared and hollow, Lord it don't make sense. Chorus I use to dream in color, now I dream in pain, use to feel the sun on my back, Now its beaten by the rain, Where’s tomorrow, gonna take me this time, what waits on the docket, For this heart of mine, I keep trying harder, And fall faster on my face, Tell myself there’s always tomorrow, Then its one more I waste, Try so hard to be a step ahead, To fall two behind, Try to greet the world with a smile, To find it’s so unkind, The tears no longer falling, Think that well has run dry, All thats left is the shell, Of you and I.

A Blonde Finally Wins
A Blonde Finally Wins A lawyer and a blonde are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY.The lawyer leans over to her and asks if she would like to play a fun game. The blonde just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists and explains that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains" I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5, and vice-versa." Again, she politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer, now somewhat agitated, says, "Okay, if you don't know the answer you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500!." Figuring that since she is a blonde that he will easily win the match. This catches the blonde's attention and, figuring that there will be no end to this torment unless she plays, agrees to the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" The blonde doesn't say a wo

"the Military Wife"
The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, “Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What’s wrong with the standard model?” The Lord replied, “Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, possess the qualities of both mother and father, be a perfect hostess for four to 40 with an hour notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, even if she is pregnant and has the flu, and she must have six pairs of hands.” The angel shook her head. “Six pairs of hands?” “NO WAY!” The Lord continued. “Don’t worry, we will make other military wives help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husbands achievements, sustain the pain of separation, beat soundly when it is overworked and tired, and be large enough to say, “I understand” when she doesn’t and “I l

Sexy Sleeping Beauty
I was dreaming of you, I knew you would come to save me. You had to or I wouldn’t ever wake up again. The Dark Prince put me here with my obsession of him, he had caged my mind just as I had predicted. I am so tired of crying. My predictions scare me because they make me think that I’m going crazy. Half thoughts form in my mind of someone else’s dreams. I wish that I could just live a normal life but then I wouldn’t be me, I would only be someone else that dreams of being abnormal, true? I know this seems confusing to you but I am dreaming again and dreams are confusing are they not? I must awaken… My body is pulsing; I feel it between my legs! Oh I ache for you my Prince. I ache for you to touch me. I know you will, for I have seen this in a vision but it has gotten lost in the dream of the Dark Prince. You have to save me! You have to wipe away his touch in my mind! You have to become the reality to his fantasy before I am lost; completely swept away and uncontrollab

Sportsman's Double Please
I ended up with an older woman at a club last night. She looked okay for a 57-year-old. We drank a bit, and a had a bit of a snoggle and she asked if I'd ever had a Sportsman's Double. "What's that?" I asked. "It a mother and daughter threesome," she said. I said, "No." We drank a bit more, then she says that tonight was my lucky night. I went back to her place. She put on the hall light and shouted upstairs: "Mum, you still awake?"

Have A Good Weekend My Friends
Its my sons birthday this weekend so I am going to spend some time with him this weekend. They grow up so fast. I hope everyone has a good one. I got some photoshoots lined up I will keep you posted. Dont foget to check out my pics. You can find even more of my pics here http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (for adults only) if you want to see all my fetish clips e-mail me and I will tell you more. Have a good one sweeties....Lorie sc4 Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Im A Beast
Your Passion is Orange Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies. For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star. And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show. Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act! What Color Is Your Passion?

Sleepless Nite
hello my friend ive been up all nite with a restless mine feelin like i may die alone soon. everytime i tried to sleep i couldnt cause my mind was too active and i broke into tears. really miss my daughter alot (( see good news )) and miss her badly. can ya please take the time to put me in your prayers to get thru these troubled moments. i will have a buddy 2 take me to mens group prayer at 8am and that can help me try 2 hold on and maybe gain hold of things. i need your help and cant deal with things alone. a few of ya have been very kind to me druring recent woes and i appreciate your caring concern. LOVE CHUCK

Hell And Second Chances
Several of my stories have to do with events in Hell. On one of them I am having a hard time coming up with the behavior for one of the characters. Maybe you can help me: How would a soul in Hell react if given a second chance to go to heaven? Will it reject it out of hand, or do everything in its power to reach heaven?

What The Fuck?
I'm tired of giving my heart to someone and having it crushed in the end, its just dumb that boys have play you for a fool, it makes me sick, to think about it, you think you actually find a nice guy, and he turns out just to be a loser just like all the other guys. That can't be happy with just one person, it makes me want to say to them what the fuck? Why the hell do you say you like me when obviously you like someone else? It doesn't hurt me anymore it just pisses me off. If you like someone else don't mess with me, live your life with out me in it, or if you want to just be friends just say so, it's not gonna kill me, it retarded, that you have to lead people on, it's not the greatest feeling in the world ya know? So I just want to say what the fuck dude..... what the fuck?

Rainy Days And Mondays
The nicest thing about rainy days that has no thunder nor lightening is that fact that you can set on the computor and talk to friends.And escape to nowheres and everywheres.Thank God for friends,computors,and rainy days

06/22/04
06/22/04 Even though I fell in love with her and I am with her. Sometimes I still feel as if I am still alone, but I am used to it. That’s why I couldn’t stand that relationship anymore. I guess it is just me after all. I tried so hard to make sure that it wasn’t me. But it always seems to be me. What is wrong with me? I wish God would do what he has intended for me to get it over with soon. I wonder why I an even here on this plane of existence. I can’t take it much more. I am going crazy in my mind. I am in the middle of everything and I can’t or won’t understand why adults act like children. She says I am with child (pregnant) but I haven’t even gone to get a test yet, if this is true and I lose it. I don’t think I could handle that much more stress in my life. She tell me she wants me, but she never hardly touches me. She doesn’t like me touching her either. I wonder id she knows how bad it hurts my heart when that happens. I want her because I think I am in love with her. I

Can't Do This Alone (comment Please!!)
Stairin off the edge again, The fear pours like rain, Praying you will hold me back, I can’t take the pain, It’s a long road from reality, I’m too tired to drive, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, When you feel this dead inside, Chorus: I beg you to stay, But I don’t belong, I need you hear, But I’m not that strong, No, No, I can’t do this alone, No, No, can’t do this alone, Try’na make sense, Of all the puzzle pieces, Try’na make fit, All your tripped up reasons, It’s a long walk from reality, I’m too tired to try, It’s so hard to keep your sanity, With these questions why, Chorus, Bridge: Hold me, Show me, How to be like you, Reach me, Touch me, I want to be like you, Chorus

Never
I never asked for the sunshine I never wanted the rain I didn't ask for these feelings & I never wanted this pain I never asked for forever I never wanted your lies I never asked to be left with These heart-wrenching cries I didn't ask for the moon I never wanted the air I never asked for you to love me I never asked you to care I never wanted to be hurt I never wanted to fall I never wanted to sub-comb & Give to you my all I didn't ask for the world Or for the heavens above I never asked for anything I only longed for your love

Stalkers Busted Here On Ct
Stalkers strike again!!! Current mood: numb Category: Web, HTML, Tech After the mail I just post I started getting odd E-mails on another site I'm on www.cherrytap.com. So yesterday I posted the same tracker on my Cherrytap page and look who I found! But in his mail he QUOTED " i dont ever want to hear from you or him again, we are not ever looking at your pages again, you or his or whatever the fuck how many profiles you have, we are officially done with you" Yet they just went to a new website to stalk me. yet again here is the proof.( ONCE AGAIN IT'S Pretty LONG!) Cherry Tap www.cherrytap.com/cockcollector May 5th 2007 Domain Name comcast.net ? (Network) IP Address 71.195.14.# (Comcast Cable) ISP Comcast Cable Location ..> Continent : North America Country : United States (Facts) State : Wisconsin City : Hudson Lat/Long : 44.9822, -92.6995 (Map) ..> Operating System Microsoft WinNT Browser Internet

Words To Live By
"Do not fallow where the path may lead. Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail"Robert Frost........." In war, there is no sustitute for victory"General Douglas MacArthur......."Only the dead have seen the end of war."Plato........"God grants liberty only to those who love it and are always ready to defend it."Daniel Webster......."I regret that i have but one life to lose for my country"Nathan Hale......."To be prepared for war is one of the most effectual means of preserving the peace."President George Washington........" Eternal vigilance is the price of freedom."Thomas Jefferson......"You cannot de disciplined in great things and undisciplined in small things. There is only one sort of discipline - perfect discipline."General George S. Patton, Jr. ........"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in wich you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the things you think you cannot do."Eleanor Roosevelt......"Encourage us in our endeavor t

Sorry Officer, Shoulda Did Your Homework..hahaha
okay so brief history: Met a Guys on here who kept trying to test me..I told you up front that I did Psychological Profiling..That I had a Degree...That I came from a Faimly of Highway Patrol..You thought you where so smart.......Well Sorry didnt mean to hurt your feelings to the point of deletion but damn dude there is such a thing as an educated Woman... POINT and CASE! So SNAP.... My Daddy always said: You Must First Learn The Rules of The Game, Then You Must Play Better than Anyone Else. YOU will be Missed.,,,,,ahahaha NOT!@#@#!

The Lion
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. SCORPIO - Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost. AQUARIUS - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please

Top That Sneeze!
top That Sneeze! Chtop That Sneeze! Cherries and ginger may provide flavorful relief for allergies. The sneezing, wheezing, coughing and itchy eyes of a typical allergy attack are the body’s natural immune response to what it perceives as an enemy invasion—even though the invaders may be only harmless dust or pollen particles. The body mounts its counterattack by releasing substances called histamines, as well as other inflammatory compounds, to fight off the enemy. These misguided do-gooders inflame the mucous membranes and cause an allergy attack. Although there are plenty of drugs to bring relief, you can also turn to some foods for help during allergy season. A phytochemical called quercetin (found in tea, apples, grapes, cherries, onions, red wine, citrus fruits and some berries) has been shown to interfere with the body’s release of histamine. Quercetin also has anti-inflammatory properties, possibly helping to soothe inflamed mucous membranes. You could just dr

Virus Killed My Laptop
Hey my cherry friends, that trojen I got the other day killed my lap top. It actually put in 8 different ones from that one comment html code. Good thing hubby knows how to bring it back for me. But if you guys are on my mailing list you will have to get back in touch with me loriesc4@alltel.net I lost everything there. I had a pretty good weekend took my son for Japenease food yesturday. I got some good updates coming up this week for my sc site. http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (for adults only) hugs and kisses..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

I Am About To Scream
if i see one more goddamn bulletin about downraters i just may scream...every goddamn day there are bulletins for "downrater alert" WTF? does it really fucking matter???? i don't care if they rate me low if they honestly don't think i am all that....do people really care that much?? or am i missing something here?

In Search Of...
In two weeks I lose my photographer, so for me to create new pics for here and my website, I will need someone to take over. If anyone has a great quality digicam and would like to volunteer, definitely drop me a line. HOWEVER... this does NOT include sex.. well, it may not... and you have GOT to be local. Let's stick to reality! I need someone who can do this with me on weekends or late evenings, who has a great eye and imagination, and who has the ability to stand still while watching a woman strip, play, and lord only knows what else. :-)

In The Arms Of An Angel
In The Arms of an Angel Last night I lay in the arms of an angel, within the swerve of his limbs and hips, as the ebon suede of night unfolded and nothing was as it appeared to be, no longer earthbound anymore. We rose and fell upon a sweat drenched cloud, drifting beyond eyes of the stars, where whispers wake no clocks. He serenaded me with love songs, as his breath moved like fingers, seducing my ears; flesh aroused by his nimble tongue. I lay like less than an angel, spread eagle, as he opened the curtain of my being. The night made no sound while we clenched and unclenched, mapping each others world, bodies quivering like a vibrating bell, stroking at the hour of twelve. Our lustful moans, pure sin; a perfect lyrical orchestration, as I held tight my flesh to his bone, devoured and stained in ecstasy. Last night I lay in the arms of an angel, feeding the fantasy of my silent parts

Something Has Changed...hmmm
So, I woke up the other day and suddenly I realized everything was different. I was different. I see all of my actions in a new weird way. I am not so angry, and I'm not really the person I have been trying to be. I cant change the outcome of my life and it's not doing any good living in the past. A friend told me that I need to live for me, and think about what I need to do to make ME happy. That it's Angie time. I realized that I have forgotten what makes me happy because I have spent soo much time focusing on what I can not change, what makes me mad. I have spent too much energy and time trying to dislike certain people when I really have no reason to dislike someone without giving them a chance first. So for those of you I have been a bitch to, or disliked for no good reason I am sorry. Dont judge me by the mistakes I have made, but for the person I truley am. Anger clouds peoples judgement and makes us quick to show dislike. I am tired of being angry, and trying to change a situat

Sunday 5/6/07
Just another day for me lol, I'm listening to DJ Cracker and Bratty Lil Kitten DJ together and they are making me pee myself practically lol. Cracker just started having listeners and some of the other DJ's do her shows with her, so I've been enjoying listening to them do that, because so far they've been really funny. Other than that I've just been chatting in the Lobby and updating my page on here. I'm hoping the rain stops soon because I'm getting tired of being stuck in the house doing the same old thing day in and day out lol. Well, not much for me to write about tonight, so I'm gonna end this here and go finish listening to Cracker and Bratty and hope I don't break a rib lmao. Have a good night all.

Computer Problems
Hello my darlings... your Mistress is having some technical problems with her PC, so my sweet snippy girl brought me her laptop to use while she is staying with me, I hope I can get mine fixed as soon as possible to be back with you all as usual... There are some goodies I'm going to add to my page, but they are on my computer... so you'll have to wait a little bit!! Take care and behave! Kisses and Spanks Always Mistress M

Poetry
so here i stand before your eyes ready to expose my lie i covered this faded smile long ago determined to never let it show a tinted gloss and forced laugh hides a broken girl where hurt resides behind the foundation & this blush my cheeks are stained where tears have rushed still in vain i try to mask all the pain from my past but underneath painted eyes & darkened lashes lie the scars from fatal gashes one at a time each scar is slowly healing but like a severed nerve i begin to lose feeling years of heart ache and hopes undone have left me cold, have left me numb so now i sit alone in the dark wondering who will be the next to break my heart

How Was Everyone's Weekend!!!!
Well my weekend was great..It started out Friday Night that I went to the races with my best friend and her fiance..We had a blast..Got a little dirt,but it was all good and fun.. Then saturday was my best friends birthday..They had a party for her and she got wasted ..I wasnt far behind her..We had a BLAST though..We partied it up ..I spent the nite there..Figured if I was gonna have a few drinks , why walk home ...So on Sunday went to finish some shopping for dinner..Got back to the house , cooked up some munchies and watch Nascar..Then I made dinner ..it was awesome..Then I came home ..And that was about the its of it for my weekend..I had fun ..My best friend and I dont spend as much together like we used too, we was inseparatable..We would always do just about everything together..Then when she moved , things started to slow down ..Which is alright..Bc now we dont live far from each other again ..And I go over there alot during the week while my kids have there computer times.Get

Give And Take
Its always hard to take, when you say for heaven`s sake. My life has been great, even though it is too late. Haven`t done all that is right, sometimes hard for me to see the light. I would do what I know is good, if only that I could. See I have seen too much in my past, never have found a love that would last. that is why I am always so sad, thinking about what I could have had! Yes I think of you everyday, I wish you didn`t go away. There are so many things I didn`t say, like please honey wont you stay. So sorry that I hurt you, and now I don`t know what to do. I have seen the pain in your eyes, and I know you have seen bluer skys. I didn`t mean to make you cry, hope you can forgive this desperate guy. Because I could never tell you why, I just wanted it to be, you and I! So please forgive me, for it is so hard for me to see. The love that you and I live, is all that you can ever give!!!!

We All Know Or Knew Someone Like This!!
>One day, when I was a freshman in high school, > >I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. > >His name was Kyle. > >It looked like he was carrying all of his books. > >I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a >Friday? > >He must really be a nerd." > >I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends >tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. > >As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. > >They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so >he landed in the dirt. > >His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet >from him. > >He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes > >My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around >looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. > >As I handed

My Life.............
well... nothing new here,, haha.. you didnt think there would be did you>? im working 12 hour days again... and making the money... YAY... fighting with people about stupid shit continues.. but... the more time goes by I realize that through everything.. i'll still be me..

Yesterday Mumm
You know yesterday I wrote a Mumm,and I ask the simple question.Would you or would you not take a bum home if he asked you to.I also said and the man is: answer on my dunno.And I thank you for your honest oppinion. Thank-you for that,None of you cheated and went to my dunno.Now the twist.The man was God.You know through our busy life we forget who created us,in his own image.Who gives us life.Sun to warm our souls.Water to quench our thrist.And the air we breathe.He created us as awhole.And somewheres down the road,we took that twist and turn left instead of right.We all are is children.And I do mean all.But look among us.911,we stood proud,and stood together.I am no better then anyone out there but I will challenge anyone to dare challenge my faith.And as I look upon the internet I see so much nudity,violence,racism,hatred.And God is crying,I am crying.There will be no peace among us until we had enough of the devil taking charge of our thoughts,our lives,our space.It isnt cool,so don

Our Family
We as a family are so happy now. Are family is fixing the problems example of bad marriages and going into great marriages. Next thing this is someone in this family who deserve to have children and for some stupid reason other person took that change away from her by a car crash. So this firefighter family is a normal working family. As a family, we have come close twice of losing the person we love. One of our own was in a car crash and the same person was in an abuse marriage. So right now one of our family members is get a divorce from her soon to be ex husband. So as we get our family has been strong and there are days that everyone of our family just wants it all to end and then we remember how much Thumpress has fought to keep this family a working family and it dies as quickly as it was thought up. Thumpress is our hero and angel and we hope she will have a happy new life. And we just found out when the new one will be added to a family who he is marry the person we 100% care a

Legally Blonde
FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." `¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥* SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blond hands her the compact The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" `¢¥*:-.,_,-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-,_,-:*¢¥`¢¥*:-.,_,.-:*¢¥`¢¥* THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a

Nothing
I don't really have anything to say that anyone really wants to hear. Don't really care if anyone reads this or not...just feeling down and need to write and don't feel like trying for the coherence of poetry tonight. Things are all a mess and it seems like no matter how hard I try to stop the dam another crack and another and another come to destroy all the patches I put up previously. I can't seem to fix anything at the moment. Can't seem to make it right. I don't even know where to begin. Nothing is ok. Nothing is right. I wish like hell I could just take my children and run away from this place and all of the problems in it. Problem is problems follow you wherever you roam. There is no safe place. I wish I could cry till all the tears were gone. I wish I could slam my fist into something till all the rage dissapears. I wish I could hurt something or someone till I don't hurt anymore. Instead I hurt myself and make bad decisions so that I don't have to feel so alone in th

Kindred Spirits
Kindred Spirits Kindred Spirits magnify Gentle touches upon the skin, whispered words caressing in the wind. The warm touch of kind hands, linger on the summers breeze. Reaching inside to melt, the surrounding ice. Gaurding the wall, of your winters freeze. Forever forthcoming you will bring, from my heart to yours. Our gentle nature glides, spreading magic upon your Spring. Written by Ardela Dedicated to you Bud.(Jer)

My Horoscope For Today...
You need to feel appreciated. That's no surprise; everyone does. Why are you feeling so bad about something so normal? You think you should be above this kind of emotion, but you're human, too. Pat yourself on the back.

Bruises
When your eyes become teary You drown in your own dismay Fuck your comments Fuck your mind Flush it all away Release me from the pain Heartache rips another part out of me Only one piece left to rip out Darker my heart replys Hide me from your idiocy Cut skin from an aging wall Bruising overnight I beg of you to push me again Upon my thrown you desecrate me Bring me to my knees to desire Desire the hate that comes from the eyes of a child Massacrate me again Give me the urge to mutilate a dead heart One day you'll find me lying on the bedroom floor Crying no more

To Love Somebody
Cant ever get anything right, that is why we argue all the time. Am I the one that is wrong, are you going to forgive me? Maybe you shouldn`t, just let me leave in silence. I never did like to argue too much. That is all we do these days. We tried to be together, should we just part our ways. I know I love you, but do you feel the same way. Tell you how I feel all the time. With your feelings it is hard to tell. Actions are better than words, but men like to hear it sometimes too. Should I just get up and leave. Just don`t want to see you cry. We both know this is just not going to work. Goodbye is what I finally say, as tears roll down my own face. Every once in a while you have to, love someone enough to let them go. Even though you love them, you know it is better this way!!

When I Came To The Cherry Tap...
A friend told me of a great online pub that I just had to join! At first I was hesitant but I did take a look. Cherry tap looked ok, but wasn't sure if it was for me. I stayed with my good ol' Myspace.com, but soon I became really bored! So one day when I was sitting at my 'puter I decided to further my investigation... Not knowing how it would all turn out, I joined the Cherry! The first time I entered the bar... I was flooded with warm welcomes but I still had no clue as what I was doing. After I learned my way around... I felt compelled to welcome all the newbies! Here is my welcoming message: Welcome to the Cherry! To level up all you need to do is rates/comment other peeps pics/profiles! Have a great night! Tell me if you approve... by rating me a 10! God Bless all who read this! ~Libby ~Libby

Just My Thoughts...
seriously... if you don't like what i wrote, piss off. no need to comment if you haven't got anything constructive to say. i can't wait to graduate college so i actually have time to go visit people. i want to go see Mel and Charlie, i want to see Sarah cuz i miss her and i wish i had more time to help Amber with the wedding stuff... i know she's uber-organized though, so i'm not worried that she isn't prepared for it. i hope i can go to her bachelorette party... i had to miss the shower cuz i'm poor and homework was overwhelming me. i need a job that pays more than 260 a month and i have to start looking as soon as finals are over. my baby found me a coupon for 15 percent off at the place Amber wants to go to for her bachelorette party, so maybe i can save enough money to go. my birthday is next week and my mom already said "lets go on a shopping spree for your birthday present and get you 'teacher clothes' for your student teaching". so whee i hope she is serious about that l

Random Survey
1 - Brownies - with our without nuts? With out! I buy the cosmic brownies!! 2 - Do you currently have a $10.00 in your possession? Yep, with a little extra! 3 - If you could eat anything at all right now, what would it be? i'm kinda craving Hot Dog Dhopp 4 - What are you listening to right now? I tried, by bone thugs 5 - The closest thing to you that is black...Jingles my dog 6 - Your favorite cologne/perfume to wear... body mists 7 - Prefer your water in a bottle or out of the tap? My tap has a purifier on it, so I like that the best!! 8 - Last concert you saw? I can not remember!! 9 - Least favorite thing in the world - Spiders and Asshole MEN!! 10 - Are you addicted to Myspace? just a bit, but I am more addicted to Cherry Tap! 11 - What are your plans for the near future (like tomorrow)? To wake up!! 12 - Would you consider yourself a flirt? When I want to be! 13 - Are you good at it (see #12)? I think so! 14 - What song is your guilty p

Fema Trailer Park...la
Omg so my volunteer work here in Luisiana has been very interesting so far. Mostly i really really like it here. The weather is a bit hot n humid but its ok. Today i was sent on a trip to a FEMA trailer park and i was extremely disturbed by what goes on in there. First of all the trailer park has hardly no grass n alot of gravel rocks. The trailers are very small n about 10 feet to 15 feet away from each other.Im gonna guess n say that there are about 400 trailers there. Since yesterday EC(Emergency Communities) and some of the people with my group (we are volunteers from Pellissippi State in Tennessee) have been sent to work with the kids in the trailer park after school. It was really heart breaking to see the mentality of the children today. I mean these kids have no respect for themselves or the people around them. They play in an old building with no walls that use to be a courthouse. They have one safe haven which is suppose to be one trailer that is their after sch

Live Life To Its Fullest..
live life like theres no tomorrow. laught like theres no today love like there was no yesterday live life to the fullest so you dont hava any regrets laugh harder then anyone you know feel like your life is joyful Love like he is the last man on earth then you wont feel as if your life is worthless do anything and everthing to the fullest for then everything in your life is worth while dont always smile then your life is a lie dont always frown for then you will never see the light smile through tears laugh through smiles but you might have to cry through love live hard so everyone wants yours laugh so hard that you start to cry love so hard that he wants no one but you so live life to the fullest that you memory and your memorys never die this is how i feel about my life. just live life the the fullest. get what you want out of it while you have time. - traci :]

Passing The Time
so for a few months now i've been rambling around ct checking out people as i go along. inevitably i've reached a juncture of sorts. so often thoughts or actions seem to be shooting by so quickly that it's easy to just keep sliding down that preconceived pathway (school, work, house, car, family, blah, blah, blah). i suppose we all have those moments where we begin to question purpose. in saying this i'm not just talking about my profile, etc... i'm talking about life itself. as an ardent atheist i don't believe in things like fate or destiny, so i suppose i'm resigned to basically wait out my time before becoming fuel for the fire. what does everyone else do to fill in the blank spots? do we actually enrich those dull moments in our lives, or do we just convince ourselves of fulfillment? i suppose that it's all just a state of mind. given time i'll be drawn right back into the rat race like so many other faceless masses. perhaps it's good to step aside for this short moment

For The Love Of A Friend
I will hold your hand when you are sad. I will hold your hand as you walk alone. I will stand beside you when you need my strength. I will honor and guide you through all your grief. I will keep my word and be with you, as your friend from across the blue. And when the time has come to part, I will not allow that to happen to each of our heart, for as the rose blooms daily true, My friendship will last your whole life through.

The Cresendo
During every good play or story the is always a dilemma that must be met head on with force. Well, I think I may have reached my climax here. Details are sketchy at best but the most I can say is I have a life changing descion coming up and I am terrified of the outcome.

True Descriptions Of Zodiac Signs I'm Capricorn
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do

Insomnia And The Desert
This is gettin to be real fuckin annoying.. slept from 1 pm till 3 pm, then 3:30 till 5, and then fell asleep again and woke up at 6.. guh its gonna be a long ass night. My room really needs some air flow too.. fuckin windows in a shitty spot and it just bakes in here, even having a fan doesn't do anything at all for the temperature. Maybe I'll just sleep in the garage.

The Little Things
This last week has been interesting. I'd been talking to a friend of mine stationed in Afghanistan. He'd been feeling a little bit bummed and was missing his friends and family from home. So I got some of our friends together to create a care package for him. After talking to a few of my other friends that have been overseas and remembering back when my dad was still in the service, we decided to put together letters, movies, cd's, and junk food. Apparently he was jonesing for it anyway. The reality is, my buddy is a perv and a clown...and that's probably why we get along so well. Initially, we wanted to mess with him and send him a blow up sheep, some condoms, and some lube...maybe astroglide or something. Unfortunately, the Army base he's been staying on checks all packages and prohibits that stuff. So instead, we sent him subliminal stuff...like Halls with mentholyptus, altoids, and vaseline... And a ton of candy and stuff. Then we all wrote him raunchy letters desig

I Want You To Be Jealous Of Him
I dont know it was some song i heard on the radio the other day. Sounded like evanesence. But you know once i actually wished that there was someone who felt like they made a mistake getting rid of me. I've got alot going for me. I really do. I know where i'm going and I'm making an effort to get there. I'm working hard and I've got alot to offer. For once might be nice like the song said: "I want you to be jealous that the arms of another who adore me are around me. I dont care if you want me back anymore. I want to see you pain for the emotion of pain you caused me. " who knows, story book romantical whims. Just a fleeting thought. Guess sometimes it feels good to be missed. To know someone is actually thinking of you for once since it seems to be rare for me.

There's Nothing Better Than Love By Luther Vandross F/ Gregory Hines
I have a lot of favorite Luther Vandross songs, but this one ranks at or near the top! VERSE 1 Luther Vandross I fell asleep last night And I dreamed the night and almost half the day away I just got up so that I can hear her say She's still in love and no one can take her love away VERSE 2 Gregory Hines Oooh! Love wakes me up everyday And I thought no one would ever make me feel this way It feels me up everytime I hear her say She's still in love and no one will take her love away I wanna be loved [Chorus:] There's nothing better than love What in the world could you ever be thinking of It's better by far So let yourself reach for that star And go no matter how far To the one you love To love VERSE 3 And I mean all these words I said And you don't have to guess what's going on inside me head Just try to know All the things that our heart says Listen to love and always get love to lead the way Whenever you love [Chorus] [Bridge:] (For Love.

Blanket It The Night
Wrapped up in a blanket, Beneath a spring night, Touching you so softly, And holding you so tight Kissing your whole body, In a blanket in the park, Nothing but the moon and the stars, And you and me in the dark We started by talking dirty, As we both are turned on, The feelings grow intensely, As the movement comes on strong You sit on top of me, And ride me into the night, Me inside of you, Nothings been so right Feeling you close to my body, Emotion flowing through me, Breathing harder and harder, Love so easy to see These two souls have connected , And formed a puzzle piece of love, Wrapped in the arms of eachother, With blessings from up above

This Woman
From the day that I was born I knew that I would do well Because I saw the women that brought me here And knew she'd catch me if I fell All the time I was growing up I always felt so calm and so safe Because I knew I had someone with me Who could always put a smile on my face Even when I was a little girl Making mistakes that were sometimes bad She never, ever lost her temper And she'd rarely show that she was mad This woman is the reason That I am who I am today She did the perfect job Of raising me in her way I have so much love for her Even more than my heart can hold Sometimes I don't know what to do with it So I tell her more than she needs to be told This sounds like an amazing story I bet your wondering who this woman could be You're probably wishing you were her So you could be the greatest person that anyone will ever be Well, Guess what my dear That amazing woman is you You're the one this poems about And all of these words are true

Just Some Random Thoughts From My Head!
You hold my bleeding heart In the palm of your hand And try as I might I can't make you understand You have this power over me So why don't you just set me free Caught inside your cast iron grip It's like a fucking acid trip Crush me, break me, rape my soul Why can't you just leave me whole I'm dying from the outside in Cast a smile in the right direction Catch the eye of your own reflection Caught in a world of misconception Flaunting all your indiscretions Slipping slowly further down Spin the world till all have drowned Battered, bruised, broken, bound Not quite lost but never found I feel so lost and lonely Never knowing whether I'm coming or going My soul is empty and broken I long to leave the eternal hell that surrounds me To fill the void deep within me Yet it seems so impossible Will I always be trapped here in this madness Will there ever be an end to my sadness You slither around inside of me Searching for the better

> Are You A Democrat, Republican Or Texan?
2007 20:38:56 +0000 > > Are you a Democrat, Republican or Texan? > > Here is a little test that will help you decide. > The answer can be found by posing the following > question: > > You're walking down a deserted street with your > wife and two small children. > Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife > comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, > screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, > and charges at you. > > You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. > You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. > > What do you do? > ........................................................... > > Democrat's Answer: > > Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! > Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? > Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to > attack? > Could we run away? > What does my wife think? > What about the kids? > What does the law say about this situation

Untitled
a deadly silence falls over me one i can not break alone all i can do is wonder why do i do the things i do why do i result in mutilation why do i get so depressed why cant i get you off my mind as i think about these things i hold the blade upon my skin wanting to see the blood pour from the fresh cuts i make i sit here and run the blade up and down side to side softly not adding the pressure i need to make the incision i think about... all the lies all the hate all the love all i did for each and everyone of you and how u screwed me over time and time again and how i believed you all and fell for you all so i sit here and look down and all i see is the blood flowing from my arms lik a river maybe it will clot or maybe not so i still sit here and ask myself why do i mutilate myself and all i can come up with is... its like a salvation a way to release myself from everyone and everything 5-12-07 written by bridgette m bailey

Over
we have been over for a year and one month. i think i have fininle gotten over you. all i can say is that i hope you find your path in life. but dont forget that you have a little girl out in the world who needs to see and be with her father. i'm trying to put our past in the past and move on with life. one day there will be another man in my life and he will be around our baby, so please trust in me that nothing or no one will hurt your little girl.

Run To Your Hooker
OH REALLY,???RUN TO YOUR FUCKING HOOKER, I WILL UP AND DOWN OVER LOOK HER, & COLDCOCK HER ASS WITH MY RIGHT HOOKER I'M SORRY YOU TOOK HER, DON'T TOUCH ME,YOU FUCKING FLEA,... YOU GO AROUND WITH TRASH, IT'S GONNA KICK YOUR ASS, GOOD LUCK FUCKER!!!

What Is The World Coming To
Mom charged in mutilation of infant son Police allege woman who had blamed dog used 'sharp' tool to cut off boy's genitals By PEGGY O'HARE Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle TOOLS Email Get section feed Print Subscribe NOW Comments Recommend A woman who claimed that a family pet mutilated her infant son's genitals was taken into police custody Friday, accused of "using a sharp instrument" to "cut and remove" his private parts, a criminal complaint shows. Katherine "Katie" Nadal, 25, is charged with injury to a child, a felony. The former Anahuac High School cheerleader was led away in handcuffs by two plainclothes Houston police officers shortly before her son's protective custody hearing began. Nadal, a one-time cocktail waitress now unemployed, had arrived at the Harris County Juvenile Justice Center with her mother and her attorney, Itze Soliz Matthews, after missing the previous two custody hearings because she was in unspecified treatment programs. Police sai

It Began As
It began as all fires do, a spark soon ignited into a blaze of warmth and colourful delight. You held my hand, became my friend, earned my trust and my future once again looked bright. Loneliness turned to hope, emptiness filled up with dreams. Hunger was satisfied, and the darkness lit by love's moonbeams. Tears no longer hit the ground, they fall on your loving shoulder. I feel younger, as our love grows older. When sorrow leaves me wilted as a sun-parched rose, your comfort is a river that flows and flows. The sun's light, the morning dew, they are all the beauty that is you. When passion ebbs, as tides do, love fills the wake, and carries us through. Your strength is as the oak, but if it is my need you bend like the willow. My heart is filled, like a lucky sail with wind to billow. Harsh cold winters, wet springs, blissful summer heat, and the fall of time, They'll weather my spirit, with grace and peace, your hand in mine. Our love's swe

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 12,2007
Some days move as fast as speeding bullets; others are more like trains pulling lazily into a station. Today's a little of both: Mentally, you're moving rapidly, but outwardly, things are going at a slower pace.

Come Lets Embrace Our New Religion… By Nikhil Parekh
Come lets embrace our New Religion… by Nikhil Parekh http://www.nikhilparekh.com Religion is that--what even the most infinitesimal cranny of your eyes wanted to see—inexhaustibly absorb; admire; yearn for till times beyond infinity and even beyond your veritably stinking grave, Religion is that-- what each ingredient of your blood inexhaustibly craved to be a part of ---flow for with an untamed zeal resembling the unendingly vivacious expanse of the crystalline blue sky, Religion is that--what the innermost voices of your conscience felt to be the ultimate truth---irrespective of whatever be the place; time; situation; moment or conditionality of impoverished & truncated life, Religion is that—what every part of your feet wanted to ardently step on---pave an inimitably righteous path of their very own amidst a brutal quagmire of emotions and squalid commercialism all around, Religion is that--what your hands wanted to give the most unflinchingly definitive s

Honor
well first off, when i say i am gonna do something i mean it, my word is my promise, but i do have technical difficulties on my box here, so its a pain trying to keep up and get things done, but i try till i cant . i have gone dry on rates, reaching my quota over and over, i think that ct should lift the ban on that, and fix all the bugs they have so we wont have to go thru what we go thru, i keep my word, its a shame i cant have a bigger family cause i do come across some great ppl on here. and for those in my family i love you guys and dont worry i love all my friends too. and to my angel you know who you are, i love you girl. your my muse, my dream cometrue. so if i been passing you by i am sorry, just let me know, i will get back to you , i swear on my word of honor.

Maroon 5-makes Me Wonder
[Verse] I wake up with blood-shot eyes Struggled to memorize The way it felt between your thighs Pleasure that made you cry Feels so good to be bad Not worth the aftermath, after that After that Try to get you back [Bridge] I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a f**k about you [Chorus] Give me something to believe in Cause I don't believe in you Anymore, Anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to try (Yeah) So this is goodbye [Verse] God damn, my spinning head Decisions that made my bed Now I must lay in it And deal with things I left unsaid I want to dive into you Forget what you're going through I get behind, make your move Forget about the truth [Bridge] I still don't have the reason And you don't have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a f**k about you [Chorus 1 + 2] Give me something to believe in [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

Mothers Day!
well.. happy mother's day to everyone whose a mom! its a tough job and I admire all of you!! i went to louisville last night.. I went to a strip club,, ehh, it was okay.. and then I went to krispy kreme and got some donuts... and then I went to white castle... and ate some of that.. and we went and I saw a view of the whole city... :) I had a blast when we werent fighting.. but most moments we were fighting.. lol i dunno though... I am cooking today.. I made home made lasagna last night.. it was the shit.. hell yeah today I am making macoroni salad stead lettuce and tomoato salad and something else.. lol peace out homies..:P

Home Is Where Our Story Begins
I didn't realize until Martha mentioned it on our way home from church this morning that we've had our new house for one month! I gave her mine and Sarah's Mother's Day gifts before we left this morning, and she was really touched. From me in addition to a card came a framed art sign which says today's blog entry title. I just finished putting it up along with a few other chores to make this house truly a home. With Martha's help, we got Sarah's crib together (YAY!) because we finally found the screws to put it together with. Also we've done more unpacking, and above the computer desk where I sit is now a metallic dolphin mural Martha got as a Christmas present two years ago. She loves dolphins . . . Let's see, now above the entertainment center there's the clock we received as a wedding present nearly four years ago. It reads "David and Martha/July 12, 2003" on the clock face and beneath it is a poem: Marriage is sharing/life, love and laughter/moment by moment,/happily ever

The Mysterious Murder (chapter 1)
Chapter 1 Shayla's first year of collage was... interesting. It started off as a normal year at Dawn University, getting lost, getting wrong directions, and looking like a dork. A week later, two dectives walked into her english class. "Excuse me. May we speak to Shayla Johnson?" One dective asked. "Yes you may." The teacher said. I nervously collected my things and left. "Miss Johnson, I'm Dective Wakemore and this is Dective Lauman." " Hi! It's nice to meet you and please call me Shayla." "Okay Shayla. I bet you're wondering why we are here. Well there was a murder and your name was tattooed on the victim's arm." Dective Wakemore said. "What's his name?" "T.J. Jackson." Dective Lauman said. Shayla stopped dead in her tracks. " Are you sure his name is T.J. Jackson? I mean are you absolutly positive his name is T.J. Jackson?" Shayla asked. "Yes." Dective Wakemore said. Shayla started crying and talking fast at the same time. "This can't be! I-I mean I just talked to him last week a

Abnormality
You Are 68% Abnormal You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. How Abnormal Are You? hum, always thought that i was strange.

Hope Everyone Had A Great Weekend.
Happy Mpthers Day to all again. I hope all the Moms had a greta day and got to spend time with their kids. My stepmom is the greatest and I am so lucky to have her. I could not ask for a better Mom. I miss my own mom, regardless of how our relationship was. Gonna be a long week. David has 2 concerts and 2 soccer games, so I will be making the trip out a lot. Including the trip out tonight to take him home, Thats 5 trips in 7 days. I hope gas prices go down soon! Thought about doing a little work tonight, but I think I am gonna crash early instead. I suppose anything I would do tonight can wait till tomorrow. I hope everyone had a chance to tell their Mom's how much they love them today. Mom and I never quite saw eye to eye on anything. And we fought a lot. As soom of you know I am quite stubborn and refuse to give up on anything. She was used to having her way with everything. As she got sick (cancer) I mellowed and changed a lot to keep the peace, but I was s

When Your Hands Go Out
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist? Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat. All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey

Angelia(is A Story)
alright folks Sitting in the office watching the people come in and out of her boss's office. She wondered what it would be like if she where just to hide under his desk, with her mouth wrapped around his lushes cock while people came and went. She leaned back and closed her eyes, enjoying that thought. Slipping up and down his cock, eagerly waiting for his cum to come rushing out of him. Hearing him moan with pleasure. "Angelia!" came his voice. Still dreaming of the pleasure she was giving him she didn't realize that he was calling her name for real until he said it again this time more firmly "Angelia!!" snapping out of the dream she looked over to his office door where he stood. "Yes, sir!" angelia said as clear as she can. "Come in my office I need to talk to you about the proposal for Smith!" he said as he turns around and walks back into his office. His hair slightly tussled from running his fingers through it. His suit jacket was off and so was his tie. after all it

You Ask How Was Your Mother's Day
Well the answer to that question is: We got up put our clothes on.Met the kids at their house.Jumped into the car.Went to the flea market to hunt for a gift to take to Texas,with me.But,couldn't find that special gift.You know the one that makes the receiver cry.Anyway,we ended up with a 42" HDTV.Now how in the world am I going to load that up in a bronco,I have no clue.So,we set it up in our livingroom.Desperate to find this perfect gift.Anyway,Happy Early Father's Day.A did get a wonderful cook meal From:"Ole Time Cookin" reastaruant from the kids,and a phone call from my grand-daughter,and a very special called from my son.So,overall it was a good day.By the way I really enjoy watching Nascar.Ha!ha!

Mommy's Day!!!
I had the most wonderful Mother's Day. I spent it at a cookout with my entire immediate family!!! My mom is getting up in years and it was really good to get to spend some time with her and my dad!!! My kids bought me roses and a necklace it was just so wonderful. I am so blessed to have such beautiful children and such a nice family!!! Hope the rest of you mom's had a great day too!!!

Finding Conclusions
I stand amongst the chaos I call my life and collapse in tears. What am I doing? This damn uncertainty is killing me. My heart is broken and being torn into a million pieces. I long for someone to hold me and tell me it is going to be ok. But enough of this mess I am the only one I know I can count on in times of need. I stand here alone like I have so many times before. I again wipe my tears and the dirt from my pants as I get up. I am through crying and wondering about past loves. Maybe there is someone out there for me maybe not. Oh well I am single and dealing with it. I need to be happy with myself and I know that in order for me to be able to do that I need to get back in shape. I will hold my head high even as the tears still fall from my face. Gods and Goddesses give me strength to walk the path I have choosen and to soon find a solution to my financial issues. I am the light within the darkness the hope of man. Let that which lies in my blood give me strength so

He Need "true" Frend...
Well i do my valentary work at streets..bring food and close those who not have home or they alkoholic,teenages stuck in drugs,and those who need someone to talk to... And i want to tell someone who i meet and we talk long time... We call him "smiler" he is very sweet and allways talk whit us and get very happy allways when he meet us...he really need "true" frend. I meet him first time at winter,he is freezing.He took some newspaper and cover his feed of those.His fingers not move,and he feels that his nose is not there. He put his hand under coat to make them little warmer. He have to make him blood running from his nose. He live in box where people took them old magasine or newspaper..he have to keep it little open cos have to have ear there...and it,s very could.about -22. He live that box hole time ,,hole winter,,(mazing) He lose many frends ,,they die that could or lose leg or arms... He be alcoholic over 20 years..and still walk his own feed. We give him warm

Broken
JACK JOHNSON LYRICS "Broken" With everything ahead of us We left everything behind But nothing that we needed At least not at this time And now the feeling that I'm feeling Well it's feeling like my life is finally mine With nothing to go back to we just continue to drive Without you I was broken But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side I didn't know what I was looking for So I didn't know what I'd find I didn't know what I was missing I guess you've been just a little too kind And if I find just what I need I'll put a little peace in my mind Maybe you've been looking too Or maybe you don't even need to try Without you I was broken But I'd rather be broke down with you by my side With everything in the past Fading faster and faster until it was gone Found out I was losing so much more than I knew all along Because everything I've been working for Was only worth nickels and dimes But if I had a minute for every hour that I've wasted I'd be rich in

Revearing Stupid Qualites
I just dont get it You know,As im out and about i find ppl say the oddest shit.The things and personality traits people hold in high reguard are rediculous.Now Im not a great speller and my spell check is fucked so some words will be spelled wrong and you can pick that apart if you want,thats fine but my point remains valid. I see on here myspace other sites ect and in real life out at friends houses,clubs house parties ppl acting like morons. For one i hear women of all ages from kids friends of my niece whos 18 and older women could be in thier 40's and i hear shit like "im a bitch and proud" proud of what is this a good thing,you think mom is high fiving dad that her daughters and asshole.Now i give the kids a break on this because thier young and have alot of growing to do.I remember what it was to be 17,18 and i though i knew everything and i didnt know shit. And i hear men and women brag about how many drugs they once did and how many beers they drank.Big fucking deal

I Let Myself Go
I let myself go. As I sat on his lap, he kissed me with deep compassion. His lips burning almost melting mine, with hands touching every part of my body. He took and laid me in bed still kissing me intensely. So immense that I felt I've lost my strength, not wanting to cease the moment nor fight back the longing of having him. I gradually uncluttered my thighs giving him the freedom to do whatever he wants. He forcefully penetrated inside as though it would be the last. I could hardly catch my breath as I sensed him coming in and out of me. I moaned, trying to utter some words to his ear but what would that be? Covetousness? Was this all that I yearned for? How could I possibly make this happen? I should have just ripped his heart out yet I let him shred mine instead by exploiting my only possession. We certainly reached the peak But where was heaven after doing so? He lay beside with arms around me, as if contented for wh

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LONG NIGHTS LEFT SHIVERING IN THE COLD WITH OUT THE COMPASSIONATE ARMS OF YOUR LOVE TO WARM ME BUT I CANNOT BLAME YOU FOR YOUR DESERTION I BROUGHT IT UPON MYSELF FOR ALL OF THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME AND THE JOYS AND PAINS WE HAVE SHARED FOR THE LAUGHTER AND THE TEARS YOU HAVE SPENT I HAVE ALL BUT SHATTERED YOUR HEART YET I CANNOT HELP IT FOR IF THE HANDS OF FATE HAD NOT INTEREVENED I WOULD BE HOLDING YOUR HAND KISSING YOUR SWEET LIPS TOUCHING YOUR BEAUTIFUL SKIN BUT I CANNOT FOR ALL OF THE REASONS AND RHYMES THAT MAKE NO SENSE AND FOR THE GREATEST LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU I CANNOT BE WITH YOU AND FOR THAT I AM DEEPLY SORRY I WILL STILL SEE YOU EVERY DAY THAT YOU LAY THOSE PRETTY LITTLE FLOWERS AT MY FEET.

5/14/07
Who lit a fire under you? Who cares? The results are so worthwhile that it doesn't matter how they got there. You welcome this burst of inspiration. The heat you build up now will sustain for you a long time to come. Granted I don't believe in them or live by them, but it really is interesting how close they can be to what's really going on in one's life.

Death Stalks Us All
I MET THE MAN I THOUGHT I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH. HE WOULD EVEN CALL ME THE FUTURE ME. ?. IT WAS CUTE AND I GOT USED TO IT. BUT HE HAS LIED TO ME AND JUST NOT TOLD ME EVERYTHING, I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART, BUT THERE IS NOTHIN I CAN DO NOW. IT'S OVER. HE WONT TALK TO ME, WRITE ME, OR MESSAGE ME. I TOTALLY GIVE UP. I LOVE HIM JUST LIKE IN THE LETTER I WROTE TO HIM. THAT I AM SURE HE WONT READ. HE CANT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I LOVE YOU I am nothing. He has been sleepin with his ex-wife

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Soldier Needs Our Support! This Is Bs!!!
Maybe some of you have seen or heard of this story, but I ask you to please pass it on and show your support to this soldier- a friend of mine from myspace, and his family. As supporters, this should enrage you like it did me. Thanks ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Western Redneck© Date: May 13, 2007 2:59 PM my husband is a solider in the Army and I thought you would be interested in forwarding this to all your military brothers! thank you so! videos are at bottom... FINALLY HERE IS PART 2! THE ABUSE CONTINUED! YOU GUYS KEEP IN MIND THAT EVEN AFTER MY HUMBLE HONORABLE SOLDIER HAD BEEN BEATEN BY THE OFFICER THEN TASED BY THE 2ND OFFICER 3 TIMES IN UNDER 2 MINUTES....HE STILL CALLED THE 1ST OFFICER SIR CONTINUALLY IN THE AUDIO YOU WILL HEAR...IT IS HEARTBREAKING TO ME..BECAUSE I KNOW HIM SO WELL....HE IS GOOD THE NAME OF THE OFFICER THAT YOU SEE BEATING MY HUSBAND IN THE VIDEO IS 'OFFICER JENNINGS' AND YOU CAN REACH THE INTERNAL AFFAIRS OFFICE

Ohhh Shit!!
My throat's a little hoarse. It seems we may have something to worry about now that oral sex may lead to throat cancer. Human papillomavirus (HPV), which can be transmitted during oral sex, is the main cause of oropharyngeal (throat) cancer, researchers found. The study is the first to prove the link. Researchers compared 100 men and women who were recently diagnosed with oral cancer with 200 similar people without the disease. They found that participants who reported having oral sex -- fellatio or cunnilingus -- with six or more partners were at the highest risk (8.6 times more) of develping throat cancer. Uh... I'm off to the doctor. Lol. Kidding, of course. I'm innocent, I tells ya. But, for all those sitting on the edge of their seats right now, don't fret. It seems there is little likelihood of actually getting it and there is help to protect against the HPV strains. *phew* Screw on, folks, screw on.

I Heart Animals
Aw, they're so lovely and furry and snuggly and something-y. Blech! This is how much I love them.... The cow: IT tastes great on a bun with ketchup and even great grilled and served with peppercorn sauce. The fish: it is great feeling the tug of IT, WHICH is on my hook as I reel IT into my boat. And, it is also wonderful gutting, cleaning, and frying IT up. The (fill-in-the-blank): ah, fuck it... they're all good. No, I haven't lost it. I'm just poking a little fun at PETA after they sent a complaint letter, telling journalists to stop referring to animals as "it" and "which". Apparently, they would prefer to be called "he", "she", and "who" ('cause animals are just so astute, eh). PETA dispatched a letter to Norm Goldstein, editor of The Associated Press Stylebook, suggesting that it is time to revise the book’s language guidelines—which currently characterize animals as inanimate objects—and bring the references in line with 21st century attitudes. Ya, animal

The Pope Is A Retard!!!!
I am not a hater towards Chritians but I am a hater to iditos who make dumb staements and now the Pope is my sights! At a recent visit to Brazil he stated that the Roman Catholic Church purified the local Indians and that any attemtp to revive their orignial religions is a step backward. His royal arrogance then also stated that during the times of the conquests, the local Indians “silently longed” for the Christian takeover! LOL Can this guy be any more retarded? Isnt the pope supposed to be a beacon of light, hope, understanding of thy neighbor and all that bullshit? Since when did the Pope travel back in time and read the minds of the local Indian population and come to the conclusion that they were silently longing for the conquest so they could become good Chistians? These statements further the notion that the Church is nothing more than a power hungry, backwards, non thinkig zombie collective that has NOTHING to do with God and what he really intends us to do..

Winter's Discontent
Winter’s Discontent From frozen tears, once wrought with fears, now thawed to trickle free. As winter's storm moon fades at last, amidst the springtime breeze. Drip past the lips of winter's kiss- streak toward the earth divine. To soothe the seasoned memories of friendship I did find. With growing moon, upon us soon, storm takes its final bow. As restless voids complacency, fresh tears fall from the brow. Upon the plumes of springtime’s blooms, absolving can be found. So scatter seeds among the reeds in newly rain-touched ground. I lift mine eyes toward the skies- toward seasons - Heaven sent. So thankful for the memories of winter's discontent. ©2006 Paggles

Emily Dickinson
AN ALTERED LOOK ABOUT THE HILLS by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) N altered look about the hills; A Tyrian light the village fills; A wider sunrise in the dawn; A deeper twilight on the lawn; A print of a vermilion foot; A purple finger on the slope; A flippant fly upon the pane; A spider at his trade again; An added strut in chanticleer; A flower expected everywhere; An axe shrill singing in the woods; Fern-odors on untravelled roads,-- All this, and more I cannot tell, A furtive look you know as well, And Nicodemus' mystery Receives its annual reply. COME SLOWLY, EDEN! by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) OME slowly, Eden! Lips unused to thee, Bashful, sip thy jasmines, As the fainting bee,

Love My Soldier
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. They may seem like they are just thrown around, but move one thing the night before an important layout and expect to hear about it. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand what it's like to have company every weekend who you will soon refer to as your "children" and they will need to be fed, so figure them into your grocery bill. You will need to teach them that you can't fit 3 hampers of clothes into the washing machine at the same time, and that whites and darks are not washed together. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call co

Suuuuurvey
1. What Is your natural hair color? dark brown 2. Where was your default pic taken? on my couch. 3. What is your middle name? Classified. 4. Your current relationship status? Very confused. I guess im mentally taken, yet still single. SOmthing like that. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? She says she does, some days i believe it, some days i dont. 6. What is your current mood? Confused. To the max. 7. What color underwear are you wearing? plad! 8. What makes you happy? Being with her. 10. If you could go back in time, and change something what you would change? I would have not messed around with credit cards. 11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be? A male duck billed platypus. 12. Ever had a near death experience? Maybe, i dunno. 13. Something you do a lot? Think. 14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? Better than me-hinder. 15. Who did you copy and paste this from? Adam. 16.

May 14th Horoscope!!!
If you know a certain outcome is inevitable, why are you wasting time by pussyfooting around it? Face your fears bravely and you might just discover that the situation wasn't nearly as bad as you thought it would be. Hmmmmm. That good be a positive or a negative.. On a lighter note I watched a really funny movie tonight... School for Scoundrels.... Anybody seen it?????????

The Life And Crimes Of Rev. Al Sharpton
TAX EVASION: In a 1988 interview, Sharpton said he saw no reason why blacks should pay taxes. “If we do not have a justice system that protects us, what are we paying for?” Sharpton has faced multiple charges—and one conviction—of tax evasion. TAWANA BRAWLY: 1987. Al Sharpton, during the infamous Tawana Brawley case, falsely accused a former assistant district attorney of ****** and sodomizing Ms. Brawley. Young Tawana stated that white racists abducted, *****, and sodomized her, scrawling the initials “KKK” on her in human feces. A grand jury later found the entire incident a complete hoax. Most likely, Ms. Brawley, afraid of punishment for staying out too late, fabricated the entire story. This did not stop Reverend Al Sharpton, who accused Pagones an assistant district attorney, of the crime. “We stated openly that Steven Pagones did it. If we’re lying, sue us, so we can go into court with you and prove you did it. Sue us—sue us right now.” Pagones did. After receiving death t

Dont Know
Well i havent written anything in awhile so give me a break. Iv been trying to keep busy, keeps me from going nuts you know. Summers here and yea i dont know, my minds everywhere. Umm ill try this again when i get my barrings. Later all

Here's To You Race Trading Scum
How can a person be so against his own race? Does he not know that there are people out there who would rather kill him then have he around? Honestly have people become so brainwashed by the media that they are unable to form a single opinion without turning to television to help guide their way. We are living in a time where too many of these guilty whites roam our city streets, people who have nothing better to do than try and start shit with those few of us who have cut the umbilical cord of televisions views and have ventured off into the truth, they not only try to gain support from their ethnically diverse friends but they stock and badger you to no end until its either fight or flight. Well I want to tell you this, I am not one for flight so bring it on, I stand for what I believe in and I do not falter in my beliefs so no matter how many mixed whites, Jews, welfare collecting Negros or wanna be gansta spics come after me I will return the favor ten fold. This blog is writt

To All You Whiny Fuckin Emos!!!!!
Hello, whiny internet teens. How are you? I'm fine, but let's skip the pleasantries, shall we? I think you know what I'm here about. Just shut up already. I have a very important announcement to make: Angst is no longer cool! That's right, I said it. Emo's over. Whiny, melodramatic angst was cool in the nineties, okay? Back then, you wrote in your diary about how much your parents sucked and how much school sucked and how much your life sucked. Right, whatever, just don't share your terrible poetry. Then, there was the internet, and some moron got the brilliant idea that maybe the world wanted to know about his problems! This guy is probably an internet landmark. Suddenly, all the other whiny, angst-y teens were writing about their problems, too! The internet was flooded with complaints about parents and mean classmates! I can't even begin to describe it, but I will say that not every poem has to contain a reference to blood! But these days, it's all moot! Why bother ang

Jerry Falwell Dead, Finally! I Couldent Be Happyer
Well, now there is one less hate breeding mother fucker in the world! Read the Time magazine report: http://www.time.com/time/nation/article/0,8599,1621131,00.html How we'll miss that illuminary, Mr. Falwell, who gave us such bits of wisdom as : "AIDS is not just God's punishment for homosexuals; it is God's punishment for the society that tolerates homosexuals." and "The ACLU is to Christians what the American Nazi party is to Jews." "God continues to lift the curtain and allow the enemies of America to give us probably what we deserve." -- Rev Jerry Falwell, blaming civil libertarians, feminists, homosexuals, and abortion rights supporters for the terrorist attacks of Tuesday, September 11, 2001, to which Rev Pat Robertson agreed, quoted from John F Harris, "God Gave US 'What We Deserve,' Falwell Says," The Washington Post (September 14, 2001) And of course, if you don't agree with him and think just like he does: "If you're not a born-again Christian,

Me?
Hate me not for which I have done for if you only knew that which I have wished to do even your soul would shake. The darkness within me is such a large part of me but I have trained myself to adapt its ways for better living. It is so difficult sometimes and only gets worse.

Issues
ISSUES Knowing I need to branch out but scared to spead my wings. After all this time I now know why the caged bird sings. Unwilling to do what needs to be done unsure of what a new life will hold. Sure it would be nice to get out on my own but I've heard the world is cold. Somedays I want to get away but other days it seems like I could stay. It's just so hard to choose my mind changes day to day. I'm too young for this it isn't my job I'm not a mom I need a break. But I'm too old to run away from my problems and I'm willing to do whatever it may take. Sure I could take off and find who I'm meant to be or even fall flat on my face. But then again maybe this is what I was meant to do and I just need to set the pace. Only time will tell what my heart will lead me to do and if my head will go along. Untill then I'll just continue to flap my wings and sing my song.

Blah Blah....blah....
OK...SO TODAY'S BEEN AN EXCEPTIONAL BEAUTIFUL DAY! I'VE SPENT SO MUCH TIME ENJOYING THE SUNSHINE... ONLY REALLY HERE TO ADD PICTURES...OR LEAVE COMMENTS. I REALLY NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS TANNING BUSINESS... YES.. I AM AN INDIAN... LOL OK...SO I NEED SOME IDEAS OF WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE NOW. I GUESS WHAT I NEED TO DO WITH MY LIFE. AND I'VE BEEN GETTING MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN. I'LL BE GOING TO WORK SOON... OR TAKING A COUPLE OF COURSES... WHICH WILL LEAD INTO A COUPLE MORE COURSES...PRETTY MUCH... BUSINESS MANAGEMENT. AND A COUPLE OTHER'S ON TOP OF THAT ONE. ANYWAY... WHAT I'M SAYING.. IS IF YOUR READING THIS... THEN GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND ENJOY THE SUNSHINE!! HAHA LIKE ME... HAVE A GREAT REST OF THE DAY... SINCERELY, ~NEEDS A TAN BAD~

That Scumbag Asshole
vampire: listen here asshole!!!!!!!! u need to to knock ur fuckin shit off Anders johansson: and u are? vampire: dont fuckin worrie bout it u just need to stop fuckin ruining my friends life Anders johansson: lol Anders johansson: ok my dear. anything else? Anders johansson: want me to suck your nipple and pay you like the whore you are? vampire: YEA LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE AND STOP UR GOD DAMN BULLSHIT B4 I COME FIND UR ASS AND BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA U Anders johansson: disgusting slut Anders johansson: leave m the fuck alone biatch vampire: IM NOT A FUCKIN WHORE vampire: OR A SLUT vampire: U FUCKIN PRICK Anders johansson: HAHAHA vampire: LAUGH ALL U WANT U DOUCHEBAG LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE OR PAYBACK IS A FUCKIN BITCH Anders johansson: whore.. so pathetic..the mighty little knight send's his slut to argue...how cute. bother him with your naked disgusting self instead of me. I'm not into pathetic whores. go and work your corner u loser. bye now. vampire: DUDE IM

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Quote For May 16
...the safest course is to do nothing against one's conscience. With this secret, we can enjoy life and have no fear from death. -- Voltaire Bonus Quote All warfare is based on deception. -- Sun Tzu This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

I Gotta Be By Jagged Edge
FOR KALLY AND ME Don't wanna make a scene I really don't care if People stare at us Sometimes I think I'm dreamin' I pinch myself Just to see if I'm awake or not [Chorus 1] Is it real What I feel Could it be You and me 'till the end of time Never part Take my heart Hold it tight It's true love you know I gotta be [Chorus 2] I gotta be the one you touch Baby, I gotta be the one you love (I'm telling you that) I gotta be the one you feel And I gotta be the one to fill your life with sunshine I gotta be the one you know Cuz I will always love you so (I'm loving you, girl) I gotta be the one you need I'm just telling you that I gotta be Picture you and me Starting a life together We could be We'll take this vow to love one another Make this thing a reality, oh [Chorus 1] [Chorus 2] You make me whole, you make me right Don't ever wanna think about you leaving my life [Repeat above until fade]

Sometimes
Sometimes, I remember First date, First kiss, First love. The Passion of it, The Fierceness of it, The Exhilaration of it, The Smell of it. The Caring talks, The Pillow talks The Need to talk, The Want to listen. The Holding of hands, The Caresses of face, The Gentleness of spirit, The Desire to just be. Sometimes, I remember, The Disappointment The Destroying words The Defeating attitudes. How did we go from love biting to backbiting? I don't honestly remember. When did we go from caring to cruelty? I guess we didn't care enough. Sometimes, I realize, This, Was going to happen, Had to happen, Has happened. Sometimes, Thinking of, Someone else tasting your skin, Knowing your heart, Breaks my heart with joy.