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Me
do i need to close my shirt or try to make a better pic for my profile.am i doing something wrong,because i would like to make friends and get my profile veiwed more.while i am on here i look at all different peoples profiles and add comments to lift people up and make them feel good and i am being honest with my comments to the people i have gave them to.but i would like comments to even if to say i am ugly or to change my pic.this is a great place i have enjoyed it but hey this guy would love more attention lol.love all you people and take care.

Thinking
well as most of you can see i have loaded a few new pic's most of which are animated gif's and i am trying to find more online but it is not easy in fact it is fucking hard as fuuck to find really good and cool looking ones but i am trying wish me luck ~lost~

A Re-occuring Dream
I have a dream every time a break up happens. Its the same dream. In the dream I'm living at my home in Escondido, California. I'm in bed and I'm waking up. The girl in question (Ang in this case) is lying in bed with me and has her arms around me. She wakes and looks into my eyes. She says to me, "Everything is going to be OK." Right afterward my dad walks by the door to the room and my mom yells, "Its time to wake up!" And then I do. Usually I wake up with a feeling of dread that its going to be a bad day. When I have it, I know deep down something bad is going happen. I knew whatever we had was going to end that day. But to my defense... I usually see the end coming. Whatever person I'm with has been acting weird... or I'm feeling that its time to move on. In this case, 8 and a half months of being dedicated to a woman who over and over again promised me we will meet only to have it fall through due to 'odd circumstances' took its toll on me. Not to mention sh

Your Kryptonite
man of steel you make me swill and soar and swoon so intoxicating words enticing and invigorating making me moist and warm so deep in thought with a swarm of emotion tempting you to take a swim in my ocean let me fuel your passion make your fires burn be the object of your fantasies teach me I can learn let me be the whispers in your ear the sweat upon your skin let me push you away a little just to pull you close again i wanna make you weak make you lose control bewitch your mind and make you mine even if it takes some time don't ask me why don't tell me no don't try to fight I wanna be your kryptonite

Butterfly
Your friendship is special Like the flowers that bloom, Or when a butterfly emerges From within its cocoon... You remind me of that butterfly, Loving and free, Bright and colorful, For the world to see... We will share sunshine and rainbows; Sometimes, the rain and the snow; We'll stand together through it, While the cold winds blow... When the time is right, We won't stop to ask "Why?" Our friendship will take flight On the wings of a butterfly ...

Care To Help?
Eh.. I woke up this morning, and realized that I was in a contest. I didn't know about it so it's out of the blue. But I was wondering if you all could give me a little help. I need 6000 comments and I get a 3 day Blast. Please Help out some. :) Thank you. Just click my pic. :D

Alone
Your body my temple To worship and adore I am yours to do as you wish I kneel in your presence Succumb to your every desire In darkness I put my complete Trust in you master In this magical land Glistening and naked I descend into your world Lead me firm and unyielding Make me your whore| Alone I am nothing A shadow But with you in control I become whole I beg you Tell me what you want me to be Shape me I am at your mercy Lust Pain Pleasure Release

Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God Lyrics
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missi

Re: Middle Class May Be Subject To Food Rations, Warns Un
RE: Middle Class May Be Subject To Food Rations, Warns UN ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Feb 2008, 17:49 Middle Class May Be Subject To Food Rations, Warns UN The UN is warning of a food shortage crisis and drawing up plans for food rations which will hit even middle-class suburban populations as inflation and economic uncertainty causes the prices of staple food commodities to skyrocket. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022508_food_rations.htm

Wohoooo Got My Sister To Join !!!!
Hey all .. My Sister Lisa just joined us here ... Take a min or two to stop by and show her some Luv !!! Make sure to tell her I sent you HUGS***** She'll have a pic on there soon enuf lol Wen :) Watersign@ fubar

Pain And Trust
I walk into the room knowing he lerks there. Thinking to myself how do i get out of this one. Then quick and silent he is upon me. Then as soft as possible a whisper comes to my ear "Did you really think I wouldnt find out?". I knew not to answer my time had came for i really do believe i brought upon this myself. As i wait for that familier feel of his paddle across my skin. For i do love this part. But i know some of you readers could never understand but this is the ultament trust you can give another.

Been Sick
Call it luck or call it alabama crud but its been hitting the alabama state like wildfire. Im just now getting over it so hopefully no one else will get it. Hope everyone had a great valentines day. Ill be hitting everyone thats near and dear with a special thing this week so be patient. Hugs to all my friends that cared and left comments or messages. Thanks southern gentleman

Willard Fluke
My wife lost her health And dwindled until she weighted scarce ninety pounds. Then that woman, whom the men Styled Cleopatra, came along. And we -- we married ones -- All broke our vows, myself among the rest. Years passed and one by one Death claimed them all in some hideous form, And I was borne along by dreams Of God's particular grace for me, And I began to write, write, write, reams on reams Of the second coming of Christ. Then Christ came to me and said, "Go into the church and stand before the congregation And confess your sin." But just as I stood up and began to speak I saw my little girl, who was sitting in the front seat-- My little girl who was born blind! After that, all is blackness!

Death Of An Infant
Today is the 3rd anniversary since T.J.'s Death, this is a poem I wrote shortly after his death. Rest in peace my little one, I love you. Please accept my apologizes if I don't visit your pages today or feel like chatting, thank you! Death of an Infant I never had the chance to hold you Or to kiss you every night The chance to simply say, “ I love you”, Or to thank you for bring joy into my life. I never had the chance to sing to you To help comfort you each and everyday The many stories I would love to read to you Are just a memory away. I long to see your beautiful smile Or just to hear you laugh To change a simple diaper Or to hold you in my lap. I long to know your personality Wondering whether it be more like moms or dads The Lord gave you to us And for this forever memories we have. I finally got to hold and kiss you I even read to you today I told you that I loved you In each and everyway. I can actually hea

What If....you'll Understand
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath thetrees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question A lonely simple ques

Lightening Crashed....
Lightening crashed along the blackest sky Destiny has ever seen...followed by the clapping thunder and then the chimes of the ringing doorbell. With a stifled breath, she turns toward the door. Knowing in her heart who was there, she slowly gave in to opening it. Once opened wide, revealed to Destiny was "the one". Standing, he was, filling the entire doorway with his broad, muscular and completely soaked shoulders. His long black hair was like a dark river with the water flowing from it. Silently she bids him in.... tee hee..... I am just sitting here wondering how it would feel to be one of those sleezy romance authors....tee hee.... what do y'all think?

Tonight
provided by: www.hostdrjack.com Hi Im Eve, I will be Going Live just for you today at 11pm est Im Looking forward to meeting all Of you! maybe personally if you also visit my Home page "Winks" Awhh dont be shy I know ya want too!! Just click my image to Enter "Muahzzz" ((Syful Dancers)) NIKKI EVE

Submission Misconception
Okay so you are reading this to better understand what a submissive is and in return you will better understand me. I will start off where I stand and then I will type up the submissive's creed and the dominants creed. My Personal Note: Thre is a common misconception that a submissive will let anyone control her...that is far from the truth. I am a submissive but that does not mean I let anyone and everyone control me. I choose who I do and don't give power to. Submission is a gift. So please do not start talking to me with the thought that you can tell me what to do. The submissive 's Creed I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits,and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an o

Own Me!
If you want to own me, here's what you'll get: Daily ratings of pics comment at leat one pic folder/day add to my family owned by next to my name top friend weekly gifts and more... What you need to do: 1 day blast = 1 day own 3 day blast = 3 day own 7 day blast = 2 week own 30 day blast = 45 day own Any VIP is the same as above! Hopefully someone likes and takes me up on my offer!

Cowboy Logic
Subject: Fw: Wisdom from old boy from Oklahoma I thought some of you might enjoy this. A "good ol farm boy from western "Oklahoma" writes a column like this each week. There is a lot of truth in this, or this is the truth which ever you preceive. "What's Under My Hat" by Monte Tucker----------January 28, 2008 Howdy friends and neighbors. Come on first Tuesday in November! I have already had about all of the Presidential election I can stand. Surely, somewhere out there in this great nation is a "good ol' boy or gal," that is worth voting for. You know, someone that has actually done something, not just talked about what they think they have done. It's only the first quarter in the game between the R's and the D's. Both sides keep talking about time for change. Just what are they going to change? They obviously haven't changed the game of politics. Billary and Bama Lama Ding Dong boost the word "change" every tim

Good History
Two Related Stories - both true! STORY NUMBER ONE Many years ago, Al Capone virtually owned Chicago. Capone wasn't famous for anything heroic. He was notorious for enmeshing the windy city in everything from boot-legged booze and prostitution to murder. Capone had a lawyer nicknamed "Easy Eddie" He was Capone's lawyer for a good reason. Eddie was very good! In fact, Eddie's skill at legal maneuvering kept Big Al out of jail for a long time. To show his appreciation, Capone paid him very well. Not only was the money big, but also, Eddie got special dividends. For instance, he and his family occupied a fenced-in mansion with live-in help and all of the conveniences of the day. The estate was so large that it filled an entire Chicago City block. Eddie lived the high life of the Chicago mob and gave little consideration to the atrocity that went on around him. Eddie did have one soft spot, however. He had a son that he loved dearly. Eddie saw to it that his young son

Suckulant Sunshine Drink Special
Suckulant Sunshine - a splash of watermelon juice, rose tequilla and the glass rim dipped in sugar! THIS SPECIAL SUNSHINE PRINCESS DRINK WILL TINGLE YOUR TONGUE AND LIPS WITH NOTHIN BUT SWEETNESS!

Is It So Freaking Hard?
You come to my page... you rate me.. and then you leave... is it so freakin hard to click the "fan" button, and then, when it reloads, is it so freakin hard to click add friend button? I mean c'mon people... if you're gonna visit, at least do those things, and please, at least rate one pic... that way, we all get points, and we all win..

Indiscriminate Opinions On Love
Why is it that when we fall in love we get delusional We crawl into this bubble that we think is safe We forsake all others as they remember us at our worse We meet that one person that we think is and was made for us So much of a fit you would think that you share a brain You think alike, talk alike and even finish each others comments In the beginning it’s all that you have ever wanted and longed for Like a fish needs water you long for it, but all of a sudden one day You find things to destroy your happiness, ya all know what I mean And don’t act like you have never done it, you can’t believe that this Other person is even interested in you, so what do you do??? Let’s see Let’s find anything that would push them away in a futile attempt to Prove to the world that your not worthy of any sought of happiness You nit pick and harp on everything, you push and push till that person Is like in utter amazement of the carnage that you have created, but they stand by And say

The Waterfall
The first thing he sees when he unlocks his truck is a note taped to the steering wheel. A smile passes over his face. There is only one other person with keys to his truck. He was very ready to go home after his long day at work, but he felt a fluttering of excitement as he read the note. Remember the trail we took into the hills when we had our wonderful picnic last weekend? Go there now, but don’t stop at the clearing, keep going. There will be something from me visible when you have driven far enough. He drove thinking about what she could have planned for them. He was getting more excited by the minute. The tiredness he had felt just a few minutes ago is gone, replaced by anticipation. He kept driving higher and higher into the hills starting to worry that maybe he missed his sign. He had passed the picnic spot about fifteen minutes ago. He saw it then. A big red ribbon was tied to a tree. He looked around and noticed that was the only sign that an

What Teachers Make
WHAT TEACHERS MAKE The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life. One man, a CEO of a well known company, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, "What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?" He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: "Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach." To stress his point he said to another guest; "You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?" Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, "You want to know what I make? " She paused for a second, then began, "Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could. I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor winner. I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an Ipod, Game Cube or movie rental. You want to know what I make?" She paused again and looked at each and every perso

I Am Not Even Sure What This Is For..but Help Me/rates And Comments Plz..teetude...
I am not even sure what this is for..but help me/rates and comments plz..teetude... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1154590&albumid=875303&i=2862465157

I Love Him
my love for him will never die he holds the only key to unlock my heart the reason it beats he is the one who makes me smile that very special smile i can not wait to hold his hand taste his sweet kiss and be welcomed into his arms that is my safe place my freedom is through him i will wait for him so we can build our family our home on the darkside of the moon and spend our lives together if he will have me

My Creed To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over...until the moment you stop trying. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other. Don't be afraid to encounter risks, it is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love; the fastest way to lose love is to

Serendipity
Good things will come to you in ways you could never anticipate or expect. Yet if you're constantly placing judgments, conditions and restrictions on your life, you'll miss out on most of those good things. Being open to the abundance of life means being open to the unknown and unexpected. If you hide away from what you do not know, you'll never discover anything new. The world is constantly changing, and many of those changes can seem frightening. Yet within each and every change there is opportunity. When the world changes, legions of positive possibilities are born. When the unexpected happens, there is much new value to be created. Choose to welcome the constant newness that is essential to life. For it brings new ways to more fully express and fulfill your own unique purpose. In every unexpected turn of events is a pleasant surprise waiting to be discovered. Open yourself to the freshness of each dawning moment, and find those magnificent treasures that have just been

None
hello to anyone that actually reads these.. just thought that i would let you know that i have met some fucking truly amazing people on here... and i wasnt really expecting alot when i got on this site.. but for all my friends i just wanted to take a sec and thank you for being around and for good time and what nots

Why Why Why
Why, Why, Why? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running o

2nd Installment- Crissy Lynn!!
OK PEOPLE, ITS TIME, ONCE AGAIN, TO SHOW ONE OF THE BEST WOMEN ON FUBAR SOME LOVE!!!! THIS IS THE 2ND INSTALLMENT OF MY RANDOM FAMILY PIMPOUT SERIES!! MEET CRISSY LYNN! I MET THIS WOMAN RIGHT BEFORE I TOOK A FORCED BREAK FROM THIS SITE, AND SHE REMINDED ME OF WHAT THIS SITE USED TO BE ABOUT. SHE IS A GREAT PERSON, GENUINE, HONEST, AND FRIENDLY. SHE IS HAVING SOME HEALTH PROBLEMS NOW, AND IS NOT ABLE TO JOIN US ON THE FU AS MUCH, SO LETS ALL GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE, AND SEND OUT ALL THE POSITIVE ENERGY YOU CAN TO HER!!! CLICK THE PIC, AND U KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☆FTW☆@ fubar

Night Of Your Life
Night of Your Life As I take you this night into my arms, And avail you now with all my charms, Taking the time to show you what's right, And giving you the night of your life. Gently brushing your lips with mine, As my hands slides slowly down your behind, Softly whispering in your ear, All the words you love to hear. My breath on your neck send shivers to you soul, You melt into my arms as the passion takes hold, Quickly the clothes fall to the floor, Teasing, leaving you begging for more. Rising up as the passion ensues, Pleasing you with all that I do, Taking you time and time again, Leaving you fulfilled and exhausted in the end. Now as you sleep wrapped here in my arms, Safe and content, protected from harm, A smile slowly comes over your face, For finally you have found your place. DQA

11.2.07
My logical mind has no idea Day by day pondering Unselfishly giving it my all without ever expecting nothing in return Trying my best to do things the way they should be done Whoever said things should be done a certain way? Whoever wrote the manual of life? Trying to make sense out of nonsense Trying to find answers when questions are never clearly defined Contradiction never proved me right…come to think of it; wrong either Daily supplications that I may have the strength to walk down this path Taking each step carefully and cautiously, stopping to think yet relentlessly proceeding Nothing but ironies Taking everything I do for granted, taking me for granted Hope I don’t break that bubble someday I don’t want to be that way….not ever Thank you would have made a difference Just these two words could change my world, my perception Even if you never show any signs of gratitude I shall pay my dues T o all those that ever did something for me..to all those that ever put

America: Land Of Americans
They say imitation is the highest form of flattery. Well then we should be thrilled because there's an entire continent full of copycats trolling around falsely claiming to be part of "America". This tripe is pure malarkey; there is only one America, and that's the USA. I know it's true because Captain America's outfit looks like our flag. Fortunately spotting the citizens of doppelganger countries is easier than it sounds. Should you encounter some character with a suspicious / barbaric accent; you simply need to say "Pardon me el senioro, whato nationalityo are youo?" Here are the possible responses you can expect: You'll notice only one group can answer "I'm American". That's because saying "I'm United States of America...n...pace..." sounds fucking retarded. I know this is tough for the nations who've just realize they're not really part of America....but not to worry: I salute you with a rezoned USA! Si!! Complete with honorary "Central" a

What A Difference A Day Makes
Maybe it was time for a spring clean. I know that the air in my house feels a lot cleaner. I am one of those people who never dusts. That is, I never did until today. I'm clean, but my tidiness factor is pretty non-existent. I think I have it in me, sometimes, though. I got started this afternoon, cleared away every cobweb in the house and even went as far as to unscrew the grate for the air intake for the furnace and vacuum it thoroughly. Now my house is nearing godliness. Well, I say nearing...it has a ways to go. I still need to pick the clean clothes off the floor where I hang them and put them neatly away in the closet. I need to overcome this habit of pulling things off their hangers and dropping them on the closet floor among the shoes too. I know, right? A blog about cleaning the house. It's the bottom of the barrel. Nevertheless, I will persevere. I need to clean my kitchen floor yet and do some serious thinking about the clutter of papers that has coll

F*ck Ink Shows
ok, so heres a rant about those stupid fucking shows about getting tattooed. not every fucking tattoo that is gotten needs to have a meaning behind it. it pisses me off that i keep seeing descriptions about how" this dragon tattoo represents my son, my perfect creation" bullshit, if it represented your son, it would be a portrait of your son or your sons name. give me a fuckin break, whatever happened to good ol i got this fucking dragon tattoo because i like fuckin dragon pics mentality. ami james and kat von d can both eat my dick. getting rich off of the feeble minded who believe that everyone gets tattooed for some deep seeded reason. stupid cocksuckers.

Breaking Inside
my ex told me he loved me.. but now we are just friends he hurt me why did he hurt me i cant trust men i cant trust no one i am broken falling apart inside yet i can hid it so easy i can make people think i am really ok inside but i am not my soul is dying because he let me go he gave me up with out a second thought he just wants to be friends now but he doesnt want me

Ludacris Is In My Head!!!
i've got hos in different area codes... heh. i like that song. i just noticed that (as of 10 seconds ago) i had received 562 profile ratings. the area code for long beach is 562. no, that's all. there's no significant, mind-blowing revelation here. i have to go dl that song now...

Question Of The Day
SO HERE IT IS: I RUN SAMS NOW...WELL, I TURNED ON MY WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER, AND EVERY SONG I ADDED TO SAMS HAS NOW BEEN DOUBLED IN MY MEDIA PLAYER.. IS THERE A WAY TO DELETE THE DOUBLES IN THERE LIKE IN SAMS, OR DO I NEED TO GO THROUGH EACH FECKIN SONG INDIVIDUALLY?? OYE VE

Mumms
Okay, I guess I posted an offensive mumm or something because I guess I put some bad word. I don't cuss at all in mumms. I guess someone thought it was offensive. But whatever I said was not meant literally, just a phrase. Now my mumm was removed and I was doing another mumm about Nascar and now it says I'm not allowed to post Mumms! Ugh! I thought this was a adult site! It seems to be more like a site for a kid. Everything is offensive these days! Okay, just discovered that I can post mumms to friends but not to everyone.

Awesome Book
OMG So, you're saying you don't want to clean your house and have a killer girls night in Pure Romance Party? Well, we all understand that. You still want all the perks that come with having a Pure Romance Party? I HAVE THE SOLUTION!!! HAVE A BOOK PARTY! You'll get 15% of the total party sales in FREEEEEE STUFF! WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Now, seriously, isn't that an awesome book? he he he Contact me today for more information! Sarah www.SarahLlewellyn.PureRomance.com

Starting Something New
So I want to start a self-employment business to hopefully make some money even when the bartending does not pay out. I'm not looking to get rich, just take care of myself and have some fun in the process. The idea is that I offer to set up and maintain social network sites (SNS) for local bars and taverns kind of like a website. Why? What for? Well, to begin with a website usually just waits for visitors. With a SNS you can actively connect with people or search them out and then continue to provide those patrons with info they want. My intent is to offer three or more SNS at a very competive price compared to a regular website service. Why three? Not very many people will be on multiple SNS and this will give a broader clientel. Now I do not intend to spam people with bullitins or updates like some do with "check out this or that" three times a day but rather keep those that wish to stay informed with maybe a weekly update of events or a calender that people can subscribe to

Newest Update
This update will be live tomorrow 3-4-08 My husband was off for the day and wanted to take me out for breakfast. But before I leave the house I need a nice warm shower. View me washing my think long hair, shaving my legs, and washing my luscious curves, round butt, busty chest, and nicely trimmed pussy. There are close-ups of my feet, think calves, and round booty. When I get out I give myself a rub down with some sweet smelling Almond Oil. Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame

Kodak's Disruptive Bet
For the last decade, Eastman Kodak Co. has been the poster child for how a disruptive innovation--in this case digital imaging--can plunge even the best-run firms into crisis. Over the last 18 months, Kodak has worked hard to turn the forces of disruption to its advantage, with so-far mixed results. Kodak has shifted its consumer imaging strategy from a focus on image capturing to image sharing. It has de-emphasized digital cameras, where fierce market competition makes profitable growth difficult to achieve. Its online photo sharing site, Kodak EasyShare Gallery, draws more than 20 million consumers, a number that admittedly still trails Yahoo!'s (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) Flickr.com. Kodak's boldest bet is an inkjet printer that it hopes disrupts the $50 billion home printing market. The key to Kodak's strategy is a revolutionary printing technology that allows it to dramatically decrease the amount of ink used. That allows Kodak to charge very low prices for inkjet printi

Hmmmm...if Men Wrote Advice Columns
If men wrote advice columns Q: My husband wants to have a threesome with me and my best friend. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you, he can only settle for the next best thing -your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day; then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights o

Night Desires 2
I see you sitting there, thinking, I wonder if it is about me. Your name dances across my lips, And you turn to me and smile. The way your eyes light up amazes me. Speaking volumes with just a look. The electricity crackles me between us. As our hearts tune into each other. You get up from your seat, And my heart begins to race, As you walk slowly towards me. You stop mere inches away, My body starts to tingle, And a fire blazes through me. I feel your caress everywhere, But you have yet to touch me. The look in your eyes sets me on fire. You raise your fingertips to my lips, Touching them, then grazing my cheek. Your fingers slide into my hair, And you pull my lips to yours. As our lips touch I melt into you, My hands coming up to your shoulders, And sliding around to hold your head. You pull me close and we touch everywhere, Wanting as much contact as possible. You pull me towards the bed, Our hands roaming each others bodies. The urgency building between

Long List Of One Liners...
I met this bloke with a didgeridoo and he was playing Dancing Queen on it. I thought, "That's Aboriginal." This lorry full of tortoises collided with a van full of terrapins. It was a turtle disaster. I told my girlfriend I had a job in a bowling alley. She said "Tenpin?" I said, "No, permanent." I went in to a pet shop. I said, "Can I buy a goldfish?" The guy said, "Do you want an aquarium?" I said, "I don't care what star sign it is." I was at a Garden Centre and I asked for something herby. They gave me a Volkswagen with no driver. Batman came up to me and he hit me over the head with a vase and he went T'PAU! I said "Don't you mean KAPOW?? He said "No, I've got china in my hand." I bought some Armageddon cheese today, and it said on the packet. 'Best Before End' I went to buy a watch, and the man in the shop said "Analogue." I said "No, just a watch." I went into a shop and I said, "Can someone sell me a kettle." The bloke said "Kenwood" I said, "Where is he

030508 Fluffy Starr Blog
the state of the union Hi. Just thought I'd pop in and update with what's going on. Lots! I can't even tell you, but what I can say is I am starting to work on songs for record number two. Of course, what I'm doing now isn't going to be the "real" songs, but the prelimenary ones. First, you demo, then you do the real thing. It's like making a rough sketch before you actually do the painting. This one will be a whole new sound, because I will be working with new people. So far, it's just me, and I haven't chosen the new people yet. There are some good ones to choose from, I tell you! I am excited!!! As you know, or may not know, I don't have a band really. Fluffy Starr is just ME. I had friends help me write the music portion of my first CD. And it was a great experience. But I don't have a fully dedicated real band who are always on board with me. That is very very hard to find for various reasons. But some familliar players may pop up on the second one, and there will definitely

Too Funny Lol
It's time again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that, right? That's right; these are awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S . You know, the kinds of cases that make you scratch your head. So keep your head scratcher handy......Debbie Here are the Stellas for the past year: 7TH PLACE : Kathleen Robertson of Austin , Texas was awarded 80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The store owners were understandably surprised by the verdict, considering the running toddler was her own son. 6TH PLACE : Carl Truman, 19,

For Those Who Really Wanna Know Or Are Just 100% Nosy!
As most everyone knows by now, and there are still some who dont, Phillip and I are going thru a dissolution, we are not compatible at all and we are doing something abt it now. I have found the man who has made my life have meaning made me feel whole and feel like I can do anything in the world if I set my mind to it. Plans are going accordingly, and they entail tying up loose ends here (dissolution and custody) and then Abigail and I are going to join Matthew and his lil girl Emilee in Arizona. Might be temporary but Im telling you I loved it when I was there last week. I have a ton of friends out west that I will be closer to which will be great! I need to step outside my lil comfortable box here. I love Chillicothe and Ohio but I need something totally new and different, it scares me to death to leave everything I know and have known ALL my life. I do believe that is most of my problem.... I am too comfortable here and wont step outside that comfort level here.

::great Day For Tv::
Seriously, today's a good TV day!! So I come home, cook me some lunch [[yes I cook]] and I turn on the tv to see me some fighting [[Silva is one, big scary but hot mofo]]...now while I'm actually interested in MMA and hope to pursue it more once I gain some more finances, I admit, I just love watching big dudes shirtless in those cute little tight shorts beating the crap out of each other with sweat and blood everywhere [[I know, a bit freaky but get used to it]]. Whats even better?? Commercials in between of a bunch of Marines in cammies and big guns telling me to join the few and the proud and while channel flipping, seeing John Stamos [[hotness!]] on Full House and seeing some Dr. Drew [[hotness pt. 2!]] on Celebrity Rehab...now excuse me, but I have some more tv to watch *sits on the couch with popcorn and coke* Who wants to join me??? =P And dammit, comment the blogs!!!

New Rate Folder Open Till March 11
Come get your fubucks. 11's are 20k 10's are 10k. If you rate and comment all hundred I will throw in a extra 5k. Please only rate these pics during HH. I will have to take away some of the fubucks if you don't, Make sure you have rated the entire album to get paid. Send me a message when you are done. Do not put it in my shout box. thanks sky click this pic to begin

Who Am I To You
Arena (known to self and others) intelligent, witty Blind Spot (known only to others) independent, mature, trustworthy Façade (known only to self) complex, observant, silly Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, adaptable, bold, brave, calm, caring, cheerful, clever, confident, dependable, dignified, energetic, extroverted, friendly, giving, happy, helpful, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, loving, modest, nervous, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, warm, wise Dominant Traits100% of people think that Bangzy McTits is independent100% of people agree that Bangzy McTits is intelligent100% of people think that Bangzy McTits is mature100% of people think that Bangzy McTits is trustworthy100% of people agree that Bangzy McTits is wittyAll Percentagesable (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (0%) bra

The Fubar Rules
THE fubar RULES ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "arnt i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those who actually care about you will comment on your pics. SIX If all your pictures look the same, don't post them all. Please pu

Silent ( I Didnt Write This)
Silent Paws Silent paws trotting on a well beaten trail, alone in the wilderness, so young and so frail. Little yips go unanswered, the moon is now his guide, looking for ones just like him, or have all of them just died? He sniffs the dampened ground and senses man everywhere, the silence is deafening no howls in the air. Oh why did he venture so far from his den, while his pack fell silent at the hands of men? His stomach is growling but the hunger he'll endure, his pack family is out there it's their blood he smells for sure. He stops in his tracks and raises his head up high, the terror overwhelms him as he lets out another cry. But still there's no answer he can't understand why, he'll follow their trail or he surely will die. For days now he's traveled his spirit and body gone weak, he lies down in white clover no more energy left to speak. Soon the soul hovers over this tiny, frail pup, whose future now will be guarded as his soul travels up.

Testing...testing...1,2,3
1. Name something that made you frown today? Getting a gutterball!! Sean and I took the kids bowling today. 2. What were you doing at 7:00 am? Trying to fall back asleep!! Sean farted so loud it woke us BOTH up! 3.What were you doing one hour ago? Bowling and eating pizza with Sean and the kids. 4. What is something you will never forget? Working with my Papa... Making wooden wishing wells, polishing agates in his tumbler.. collecting stamps and coins with him.. 5. What was the last thing you said aloud? "Ya, ok" 6. How many different things did you drink today? Iced coffee, orange soda. 7. What was the last thing you bought? Pizza and a lane at the bowling alley. 8. Where are you right now? Home, in the comp/gator room. 9. What is the weather going to be like tomorrow? I dunno, but it's been raining for 2 days.. Probably more of the same. 10. Vanilla or chocolate? Chocolate... no question. 11. What are you excited about? No more snow!! 12.

Me Vs Sean
1. Who eats more? Him 2. Who said "I love you" first? Me 3.How long have you been together? Almost 7 years! Wow. 4.Who sings better? Neither of us. lol 5. Who's older? Sean by a couple years. 6. Who's smarter? It's a tie! 7. Who's temper is worse?: His 8. Who does the laundry? We both do. 9. Who does the dishes? Neither unless we absolutely have to. 10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? Depends on how you're looking at it. From the foot of the bed, Sean's on the right. 11. Who snores? Sean 12. Who's hair is longer?: Mine 13. Who's better with the computer?: Sean 14. Do you have pets?: Many many. 15. Who pays the bills? Sean pays most of them. 16. Who cooks dinner? Didn't we do this one already? We both cook. 17. Who drives when you are together? Almost always Sean. 18. Who pays when you go out to dinner? Depends on which one of us has cash! lol 19. Who is the most stubborn?: ME 20. Who is the first one

Power Color
Your Power Color Is Gold At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?" What's Your Power Color?

Ash
The Ash tree (Fraxinus excelsior) is one of the sacred trees of Wicca/Witchcraft revered by contemporaries and ancients alike. It is often referred to in verse by the phase “by oak, ash, and thorn,” which is used as a blessing during ritual or to affirm a charge of power in spellcraft. The Druids believed that oak possessed masculine energy and the thorn feminine energy, the polarities of which were balanced and focused by ash allowing the energies to be readily tapped and directed. In folklore it was believed that the fairies could be seen and conversed with by mortals wherever the three trees grew together. The ancient Irish called the ash tree “nin” and its name was given to the letter “N” in the ogham alphabet. There are about fifty species of the genus Fraxinus, and cultivation has produced and perpetuated a large number of distinct varieties of which the Weeping Ash and the Curl-leaved Ash are the best known. The Common Ash and the Privet are the only representatives in

What Kind Of Girl Are You?
You are a Rocker Girl! If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's. Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know. Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime. Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker! What Kind of Girl Are You?

Demons Within
There are demons we bring to life. Some even love them , they were the beast that helped us cope in the short run. They were our drug of choice...whatever it be. But they also helped destroy our future. They became crutches that replaced the Soul in all. Because of them there was no reason , no love or true courage. The living force within us suffered a little because of the demons. However........... The Soul lives on. And it's Not easy to control these demons Often it takes the hardest things in life like Kindness from others, simple smiles and loving touches incouragament. Not just receiving But giving also, They may be in a battle themselfs And with things like these control of demons is inevitable.. In the time of the sun and light lies are exposed. With it the control of each demon leaves a strength of purity that last forever. Circles are closed with the Soul ........ The ultimate victor.

Help A Friend!
Hey, I need some help. A friend/coworker of mine is working on her master's thesis and needs some people unaffiliated with the space program to weigh in. So Please fill this out, it's pretty short and will only take a minute of your time. Thank you!!! I appreciate it! Please help me with my thesis! Body: Hi everyone: For my graduate capstone project (Masters thesis), I have chosen to conduct a research study on the current level of public support for and interest in the future exploration initiatives of sending man back to the Moon and to the planet Mars. The responses that you provide to the attached survey will be used to determine the level of support and interest of the average American. Please take a few moments to share your opinions and attitudes. Responses submitted on the survey will be completely confidential. Findings will be released as analyzed data or as summaries, and individual answers will not be identified or traceable. I appreciate you taking the t

Laws Of Work
- A pat on the back is only a few centimeters from a kick in the pants. - Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. - The more of it you put up with, the more of it you're going to get. - You can go anywhere you want if you look serious and carry a clipboard. - Eat one live toad the first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you the rest of the day. - Never ask two questions in a business letter. The reply will discuss the one you are least interested in, and say nothing about the other. - When the bosses talk about improving productivity, they are never talking about themselves. - If at first you don't succeed, try again. Then quit. No use being a darn fool about it.

In Love With Life
Fall in love again each moment with life. Breathe in the rich, new wondrous possibilities that are continually being born. Realize what a grand opportunity exists in even the smallest of matters. Today is a day like no other, and you are magnificently blessed to be a part of all that it encompasses. The wind blows, the sun shines, night falls, and some days bring brutal cold while others offer stifling heat. There is beauty, there is tragedy, and there is exquisite fulfillment along with bitter disappointment. On the surface, life is filled with much adventure, activity, change, confusion, excitement, joy and frustration. Underlying it all you'll find abiding peace and goodness that can never be denied. You have the unique, unmatched good fortune of being you, right here and right now. Take a brief moment to realize and remember who you truly are. Then look out at the vast expanse of possibilities that surrounds you. And dive lovingly into it in your own special way. -- Ral

Help Needed!!!
OK folks, going to need your help with this. I am in a St. Patty's Day contest. So click on the link and comment away. Help me out to my first ever HH. I have helped others out, so why not help me.

Had Fun This Weekend
Over the weekend from Friday night till Sunday night, I got to spend it with my son. He has gotten so big that I cant pick him up anymore! I am so proud of how smart he is. But Saturday that boy was very disappointed when we couldnt find James Wilson, my soon ex-husband! We looked everywhere for James and still couldnt locate him! I hope that he is proud of himself though for acting like a child instead of taking things as an adult! But tall that is beginning to change I hope!Only time can trully tell though.

Long Way To Happy
love hurts by ~lunette on deviantART PINK LYRICS "Long Way To Happy" One night to you Lasted six weeks for me Just a bitter little pill now Just to try to go to sleep No more waking up to innocence Say hello to hesitance To everyone I meet Thanks to you years ago I guess I'll never know What love means to me but oh I'll keep on rolling down this road But I've got a bad, bad feeling It's gonna take a long time to love It's gonna take a lot to hold on It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah Left in the pieces that you broke me into Torn apart but now I've got to Keep on rolling like a stone Cause it's gonna be a long long way to happy Left my childhood behind In a roll away bed Everything was so damn simple Now I'm losing my head Trying to cover up the damage And pad out all the bruises too young to know i had it So it didn't hurt to lose it Didn't hurt to lose it No but oh I'll keep on rolling down this road But I've got a bad, bad feeling I

Eh Life Sucks Ass!!!
AC: how are you doin? ryan: good other then my mom saying I remind her of my uncle right before they found him DEAD! AC: why would she say that? ryan: because I've been reclusive and sleeping for long periods of time...not eating much....and almost delusional at times AC: that can't be good ryan: eh...it's not so bad ryan: life was so differant 5 years ago...I was so BLIND to the way the world really is AC: how so? ryan: well 5 years ago...I believed in love and that there was a soul mate for every person out there.....now I don't belive love really exsists...it's just a figment of your imagination...it's all inyour head...and soulo mates...fuck that...theres so many people out there that how can there really be ONE person for you ryan: and the way we treat each other is fucking disgusting ryan: people date till something comes up and gets annoying or boring and then they throw each other out ryan: like we're all disposible

Sex Or Love
SEX LOVE; Affection: feelings of tenderness and/or wanting physical closeness Attachment: satisfying basic emotional needs Altruism: selfless or unselfish concern for another Reciprocation: if love is mutual Commitment: a desire to maintain love Emotional intimacy: sharing emotions and feelings Friendship: the spirit between friends Kinship: family bonds Passion: whole-hearted desire Physical intimacy: sharing of intimate personal space Self-interest: desiring rewards Service: desire to help Sexuality can be an important element in determining the shape of a relationship. While sexual attraction often establishes a new bond, sexual intention is considered undesirable or inappropriate in certain love bonds. WHICH ARE YOU: Lust is the initial passionate sexual desire that promotes mating, and involves the increased release of chemicals such as testosterone and estrogen. These effects rarely last more than a few weeks or months. Attraction is the more i

Siamese
a desert vision beneath a cloudless sky ecstatic that youve landed i could never fly so high your touch expands my horizons to the point of pure bliss pleasure and contentment blur into a new sensation self contained within each kiss hand in hand we ascend the mountain path before us never fearful or longing higher still until we reach our place in the sun embracing,eyes locked as we meld into one

Stiletto Girls..show Them Love!
♥STILETTO GIRLS♥ IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER OUR BEAUTIFUL FOUNDER: JJ - Stiletto Girls Founder@ fubar THE GIRLS: Tuff...~Stiletto Girl~.@ fubar Delia //Blast Me// --Stiletto Girls-- @ fubar ::Miss_Kinky_Tina::Stiletto Girl/promoter@ pulse/FuEngaged to ArmyBrat/FuOwned By Sin after Sin@ fubar ☆Clairebear☆Stiletto Girl☆I love my drama free friends!☆@ fubar Jilly Baby*Stiletto Girl~@ fubar Ready for anything... ~Stiletto Girl~ (Promoter @ Taboo)@ fubar (¯`·._.·Nessa_64(¯`·._.·Stiletto Girls@ fubar ÐĨÁÑÁ~Stiletto Girls~@ fubar sunshinenude21 "Stiletto Girl"

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were a Wolf You have an instinctual intelligence that guides your life. Your family and "pack" is of primary importance, and you protect them. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

Nightly
And nightly I contemplate... my head slowly pounding from the spinning thoughts that evade me. The escape at arms reach yet too far to grab onto. Silently praying... for something, anything that will make this better, that will make me stop crying nightly.

Why Are You So Hostile To Gays?
First at all, I am not a gay activist and I do not fancy the idea of being an activist for any cause that may present itself in my life time. I am a spokeperson only for myself. I do not represent any other individual or organization. My views do not necessarily reflect those of anyone else in the world or on fubar. Having said, I think I am very bugged and irritated by the idea of even sharing my thoughts on this. Let me begin by saying that I do not care about anyone sexual desires and I think the rainbow flag is a tedious mistake. But the matter of the flag shall be discussed in the future..lol..oops, and I also feel the need to take a shot at Christianity, since the legacy of Christianity is one of war, murder, hatred, deceit, ignorance, hypocrisy, death, and destruction. Nobody is justified in rejecting the common thoughts of the masses (Christians& Muslims), the way they live their lives, raging wars on innocent people without understanding them completely, but Christians and

Poeticimage
The Thoughts of Another The thoughts of another to care for one another unknowingly loving them from so deep inside wanting to know there ok thru all there days journeys an wanting to be a part of them more than Life itself sharing your dreams together an life's greatest moments but yet still wanting more too dream of them until nights end an hold them till the end of time wondering where it may lead always going across your mind never wanting to see them hurt or watch them cry wishing to always bring a smile across ones beautiful face an only see tears of happiness roll down from ones amazing eyes

I Love This Comeback!
One of my sons serves in the military. He is stationed stateside, here in California . He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere they go. Telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight, not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them too. Then he told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that several people were in the line ahead of him, including a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier, she made a loud remark about the U.S. Flag, lapel pin, the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin and said, 'Yes, I always wear it proudly, because I'm an American.' The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. Then, a Gentleman standing behind my son stepped forw

Dark Lotus - My First Time
[Violent J:] The first time, I didn't even feel guilty Never washed off, stayed bloody and filthy Just laid there next to the kid all night Kind of soaking it all in, and feeling alright I wasn't even old enough to drive yet, it was hell I had to put him on my handlebars and dump him down a well I try to feed of that until I couldn't anymore By my sixteenth birthday, my total had grown to four. [Monoxide:] I ain't afraid of you, but be afraid of me Cause when the lights go down, there ain't no stopping me Memories of my first real killing They found her all tied up, just hanging from the ceiling. What I was feeling was just so dark and twisted I couldn't believe I just did this. Now I'm stuck in my very own private Hell Will I ever do it again? Time will tell. [Chorus:] My first time I was in control until the blood It was my first time The bloody mess I had to clean up It was my first time I know this ain't right It was my first time I finally took

Perfect
Can't you see we're perfect for each other We're both athletic I can be shy so can you I can be nice so can you We both are stupid at times I can be funny so can you we can both deal being alone at times I like you so................... wait I'm not sure about that one OK so we're not that perfect but perfection and lots of similarities are good but if we don't like each other than it means nothing after all some opposites attract

I Remember :d
If you're under the age of 12...you shouldn't even read this, and if you do, you definitely shouldnt repost it. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Animaniacs -Gargoyles You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiin west Philadelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! -Clarissa Explains it All!! You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You remember when it was worth staying up late for Saturday Night Live. You remember reading "Goosebumps" and 'Scary Stories to Read in the Dark' You still get t

Conttact Me
this is ghettoluva26 giving a shout out to all my friends and family i wiould like to give you my info so that you can always talk to me when fubar is down and you need a friend my yahoois all4xtacy23@yahoo.com and my msn is T2thafullest@hotmail.com would love to make new friends as well so get at me when you need me esp my lounge members o.k. love all yall 1 luv

Hawkwind - Spirit Of The Age
Hawkwind - Spirit of the Age Hawkwind - Urban Guerilla (Promo) Hawkwind BBC4 Documentary - part 1/9 Hawkwind BBC4 Documentary - part 2/9 Hawkwind BBC4 Documentary - part 3/9 Hawkwind BBC4 Documentary - part 4/9 Hawkwind BBC4 Documentary - part 5/9 Hawkwind BBC4 Documentary - part 6/9

My Achilles Heel Is The Monster That Lives Within.
My mirror is a special mirror. To others viewing me in my mirror they see my body as wonderful and flawless. Yet when I look, I see every tiny thing wrong with it. The monster within plays with my mind so it only see those flaws. It won't let me love my body for how it is...instead I must torture it with fastings and massive exercise sessions just to get it to perfection. Though this perfection never seems to be attainable. I keep setting that bar higher and higher. The monster is not always actively around...it sometimes let me live a somewhat normal life. Then it awakes and the internal battle starts. I always feel weaker when I know the monster is awake. It feels like there is a battle being fought inside and there is no way of stopping it or determining the winner until the end. I just wish it would all end. I want to be normal.

What Kind Of Cook?
Are You a Creative Cook?My Result: ImproviseThere are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — than those who know the fine art of improvisation. Ad-lib cooks like you cleverly make things up as you go along, whether that's by switching the menu from shrimp to steak or making a four-person stew stretch to feed 12. Improvising demands the cook to be part scientist, part inventor, and part negotiator — all while maintaining a steady confidence that it will turn out fine and taste great when it's done cooking. And the funny thing is, it usually does. That's why your dinner guests never fail to leave happy — even when what they ate wasn't on the menu. Yes, chef!What are you?http://web.tickle.com/jumpto?test=creativecookogt&c=50652 You're a creative cook because you Improvise There are few chefs more admired — or more in demand — than those who know the fine art of improvisation

Set You Free
I will set you free for your sake and mine I wont hold on either I'll tell you right know that if you let me love you I'll set you free If we are not meant to be I want to love you and send you on your way a whole and happy person And if you do come to love me one day I will love you back

Champions League Fixtures
Wednesday, 02 April 2008 Arsenal v Liverpool, Quarter Final, L1, 19:45 Fenerbahce v Chelsea, Quarter Final, L1, 19:45 Roma v Man Utd, Quarter Final, L1, 19:45 Schalke 04 v Barcelona, Quarter Final, L1, 19:45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, 09 April 2008 Barcelona v Schalke 04, Quarter Final, L2, 19:45 Chelsea v Fenerbahce, Quarter Final, L2, 19:45 Liverpool v Arsenal, Quarter Final, L2, 19:45 Man Utd v Roma, Quarter Final, L2, 19:45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, 23 April 2008 Arsenal/Liverpool v Fenerbahce/Chelsea, SF, L1, 19:45 Schalke 04/Barcelona v Roma/Man Utd, SF, L1, 19:45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Wednesday, 30 April 2008 Fenerbahce/Chelsea v Arsenal/Liverpool, SF, L2, 19:45 Roma/Man Utd v Schalke 04/Barcelona, SF, L2, 19:45

Coming Undone
Coming Undone Keep holding on when my brain's ticking like a bomb Guess the black bots have come again to get me Sweet bitter words unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird, you don't affect me That's right Deliver into my heart Be straight Be deliverant Wait I'm coming undone Unleashed I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Choke, choke again I thought my demons were my friends Pitty me in the end they're out to get me Since I was young I tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet chugga gun does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now Wait I'm coming undone Unleashed I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong, so delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so s

Coach Of The Year... Yep Yep... That's Me Lol
well I coached my daughter's netball team to their first win of the season today... I'm on such a high about it cause it's my first year as a coach & also because last year the girls didn't win a single game the whole season so as a result I've self-appointed myself as coach of the year LOL... the girls won the game 20-15 which for those who don't know the game is a pretty damn good lead

Thank You For My Vip
I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU FOR MY VIP ☆})i({☆@ fubar SHE IS GOING FOR SPOTLIGHT AND NEEDS SOME FU-BUCKS SO STOP BY AND SHOW HER SOME FU-LUV THANK YOU,THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU,THANK YOU

Males Auction Is Open
AUCTION RULES ***!!!ATTENTION LADIES!!!*** THE MALES AUCTION IS OPEN AND THE GUYS ARE WAITING FOR YOU TO COME LOVE THEM UP WITH BIDS SO GET IN THERE AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!! AUCTION ENDS 3/25 @ 10:00PM CENTRAL CASH VALUE ON FUBUCKS: STICKY BULLETIN = 250,000 1 TICKER = 250,000 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 FOR 4. IT BREAKS DOWN. THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED. SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ Member of Downtown Bombers{Fu-Owned by My BFF ~BABS~ & Drew}

You're Not Alone.
I cannot ease your aching heart Nor take your pain away, But let me stay and take your hand And walk with you today. I'll listen when you need to talk, I'll wipe away your tears, I'll share your worries when they come, I'll help you face your fears. I'm here to always walk by you, Each hill you have to climb, So take my hand, let's face the world, And live one day at a time! You're not alone, for I am here, And I'll go that extra mile, And when your grief is passing, I'll help you learn to smile! This Poem is for E-Liz who i still love.

R.i.p
WELL I DONT KNO IF U KNO ME BUT SOME PEOPLE DO ON HERE BUT MY NAME IS JULIUS AND IM 24 AND I HAVE 3 SISTERS AND I HAD ONE BROTHER BUT I JUST FOUND OUT HE DIED AND SOMEBODY KILLED EM AND I DONT KNO WHO BUT HE WAS 20 NOT EVEN AN ADULT AND IM SITTIN HERE WONDERIN Y ME AND HERES THE STORY I WAS TOLD HE WAS HANGIN AROUND AND HE WAS HIGH AND HE CALLED ME EARLIER TO CHILL WITH EM AND I SAID IM NOT IN DA MOOD AND I TOLD HIM ILL CHILL WITH HIM LATER AND HE CALLED ME AGAIN AND I WAS LIKE NAW ILL CHILL WITH HIM LATER AND AFTER I GOT OFF THE PHONE I HAD A BAD FEELING AND I CALLED FIVE TIMES AND THE LAST TIME WHEN I CALLED SOME DUDE SAID HE WAS BUSY AND I WAS HEARIN PEOPLE SAYIN WHERE YOUR BROTHER NOW AND HE WAS LIKE SCREAMIN OUT HELP ME AND THEN THEY HUNG UP AND THEN I GOT A CALL FROM MY DAD AND SAID HE WAS DEAD ME AND MY BRO WAS SO CLOSE LIKE WE WAS LIKE TWINS BUT WE R NOT BUT NOW I FEEL SO BAD THAT I COULD HAVE SAVED HIM BUT I FEEL BAD NOW WAT SHOULD I DO I AM LOST NOW AND I FEEL LIKE A DUMBASS

Power Outage
actually kept my mammogram appointment. I was met with, "Hi, I'm Belinda!" This perky clipboard carrier smiled from ear to ear, titled her head to one side and crooned, "All I need you to do is step into this room right hereee, strip to the waist, thennn slip on this gown. Everything clearrr?" I'm thinking, "Belinda, try decaf. This ain't rocket science." Belinda skipped away to prepare the chamber of horrors. With the right side finished, Belinda flipped me (literally) to the left and said, "Hmmmmmm. Can you stand on your tippy toes and lean in a tad so we can get everything?" Fine, I answered. I was freezing, bruised, and out of air, so why not use the remaining circulation in my legs and neck and finish me off? My body was in a holding pattern that defied gravity (with my other boob wedged between those two 4 inch pieces of square glass) when we heard, then felt a zap! Complete darkness and the power went off! "Oh, maintenance is working. Bet they hit a snag." Be

Birds
I think I've always noticed birds but I started getting into them as a hobby after college. I graduated from a small college in Georgia with a degree in Geology. (I know, wtf?). Anyway it was a fun major we went on lots of field trips into the woods and sat around fires and drank beer. It was a close knit group of about 15 of us, we were together a WHOLE lot. Anyhow our last set of finals was a killer. I have never been more mentally exhausted in my life as I was after that. I mean just dazed and spent. Everybody else was too and we spent the entire next week drunk on beer I think. That feeling of "I just don't want to think ANYMORE" lasted for a while. No one is ever gonna make me read a book AGAIN!! After a few month, I put up a bird feeder. I really enjoyed looking at the different birds that came to the feeder, and I wanted to know what they were. So I bought a bird identification book. I guess my mind just works that way, I want to learn about stuff,

Saint Patrick
St. Patrick (March 17) Co-patron of the city of San Francisco, Patrick (born 390) was the son of a deacon and the grandson of a priest. After Patrick was snatched from England and sent to slavery in Ireland, he returned to England and was ordained a priest. He then went back to Ireland and evangelized the country from his see in Armagh. From his own hand are Confessio and the Letter to Coroticus, protesting British slave trading. The famous "Breastplate" (Lorica in Latin) praise of Christ is probably his. The legends of his driving the snakes from Ireland and using a shamrock to explain the Trinity are later embellishments to his life. He is the patron of Ireland and Nigeria and, in keeping with his legend, is invoked against snakes.

Stuff You May Or May Not Know About Me!
Ok So I am bored and in a lot of pain today so I thought I would write a really random blog! Here goes! My Name Is Jill, I am 32, married for almost 13 years and have three kids, I should have four but my middle child was a twin and I lost one of them, before they were born. I have really cool eyes that change colors depending upon my mood, and moods are as follows..haha Dark Blue, usually sad or upset Silver..usually horny lol Light blue..I am happy They also change with what I wear, If I wear blue I appear horny! TMI I know but thought that this would be fun! I suffer from a lot of illnesses, and I am now disabled because of my many problems, Fibromyalgia, is my main "syndrome" and it is my most troublesome, especially with the vast weather changes we are having now! I live in pain daily, hugs hurt, touching hurts, and basically everything I do hurts! Coming here helps distract my mind from the pain! I am losing my hearing and I am almost deaf in my left ear, and my r

Creed
My creed: To love justice, to long for the right, to love mercy, to pity the suffering, to assist the weak, to forget wrongs and remember benefits, to love the truth, to be sincere, to utter honest words, to love liberty, to wage relentless war against slavery in all its forms, to love family and friend, to make a happy home, to love the beautiful in art, in nature, to cultivate the mind, to be familiar with the mighty thoughts that genius has expressed, the noble deeds of all the world; to cultivate courage and cheerfulness, to make others happy, to fill life with the splendor of generous acts, the warmth of loving words; to discard error, to destroy prejudice, to receive new truths with gladness, to cultivate hope, to see the calm beyond the storm, the dawn beyond the night, to do the best that can be done and then be resigned. This is the religion of reason, the creed of science. This satisfies the brain and the heart.

Pc
i will not be online for a while as my pc in going for repairs but please keep popping by and saying hi as i have use of the pc at work and also have the library will miss you all may take up to 2 weeks before i get it back miss you all already hugs paul p.s i love you di

Poetic Image
Dreams At Night When I dream at night With out you in my life I feel as if I have nothing else to loose With every painful breathe I take I see such emptiness Left ahead Nobody ever told me It could hurt so much I feel so twisted up inside With me mind all turned around Im unknowingly hurting all around me When i hold my walls up so high To affraid to lot any others in Affraid of constantly lotting others down With my head continously in the sky I look down at myself from above With a shameful sight an the look of despair I must admit I look so lost an confused Constantly hoping this will not be till the end

Life
So the other week I wrote a mumm saying “Ok so im an Irish German guy so drinking is in my blood. So what im saying is on Monday I have to play league pool should what should I do??? should I say fu-k it only one game there’s more get trashed and play your best or drink little then play then get trashed. But put it this way beers are 25 cents!!!!!!!!!!! at lunch time at my fav bar” just for a random thought. I never wrote one so I was just testing it out but anyways it was weird and ppl can be so rude which mean they are pointless ppl. Also I got a huge answer like 60% said drink up 40% said some shit haha well so I listened to the poll and drank up all day. I was so drunk the music was playin I was dancing and playin pool and what do you know I fuckin beat this dudes ass so congrats to me haha I knew I could do it. But later that night after maybe 4-6 shots of Jameson and god knows how many beers I was payin for it at 5 in the morning haha. It was a good night though seeing how I w

The Urge
I have the urge to cry Sometimes I’m not sure why I fight and moan Kicking around the stones Finding a happy place To get me out this craze I have the urge to cry Watching my life pass by I blink and blink This fuckin’ stinks Positive thoughts escape By now its just too late Can’t suppress it any longer As the feelings just get stronger I want to let it out I want to scream and shout But its pointless, yes indeed In love there’s no guarantee You live, learn, and wait until you succeed 3/18/2008

Erotica Vi "the Threesome!"
This is a stroke story, so if that isn't your sort of thing, this is your warning. This is more or less a true story, although I've naturally had to put a little artistic license in there. I can't really know exactly what's going on in someone else's head, or see everything at once. The names are fictional so that no one can get hurt. I did however write this for someone I know in myspace here. I hope you enjoy this, I know I did while writing it. Have a good day and One Love!................ Lynn's arms, curled around Angela's legs, with the palms against the blonde's inner thighs, tightened their grip. Nearly to her peak, Angela's body writhed under the redhead's flashing tongue. Lynn moaned into Angela's folds, wiggling her head back and forth to add to the stimulation. Angela's gasps grew louder, their pitch increasing steadily with the volume. Her hips bucked up toward Lynn's mouth, and her eyes closed tightly. Perched on the edge, she cried out, "Oh god -- yes! Oh god --

How I Feel About Pam
I keep wondering how I met you What luck and timing had to come into it all Its all I wanted and more Hope to give you what you need Desire for enough to give you what you want You have my heart Soulmates we are, forever will be

Ilyena
When the chants have cycled How can I go wrong? There will be no Eve for Adam If your apples have gone, gone, gone, gone I need a brand new skin Incarnated debts Incarcerated when the deeds are left to purchase If you could see where I've been You'd touch the hand that's touching sin Entity ingredient A mass of blackened scapes begins Cypher is filled With a blanket of clots Taking everything I've got Please let me in, in, in I need a brand new skin Incarnated debts Incarcerated when the deeds are left to purchase If you could see where I've been You'd touch the hand that's touching sin Entity ingredient A mass of blackened scapes begins Follow me tonight Follow me into oblivion Follow me tonight Follow me into oblivion If you could see where I've been You'd touch the hand that's touching sin Entity ingredient A mass of blackened scapes begins I seem to hide in metal plates Held together alone don't wait Hide with me identity Until we've passe

Nsfw Pics
well, i am going to say this one time and one time only... if anyone marks another one of my pics nsfw i will delete my profile... i have my pics for my friends only and i thought's that's what they were, friends... i wouldn't go to your page and mark one of your pics, so why should one of you get away with it either??? geeeeeeeeeez s

3 Doors Down - Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older Since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lies have made me colder And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me The miles just keep rollin' As the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated But I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby And I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl its only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go It gets hard but it wont take away my love And when the last one falls When it's all said and done It get

For My Former Best Friend....
here's to my former "best friend" Jennifer, who thinks she is always right and who thinks she is better than me. I have to drive past her house every damn day. After all I did for you hun, you suck! Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace Drag my name all over the place. I don't care anymore. You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win. I don't care anymore I don't care anymore I don't care what you say I don't play the same games you play. 'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends And it seems to me there's a means to and end. They don't care anymore. And as for me I can sit here and bide my time I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind. I don't care anymore I don't care no more I don't care what you say We never played by the same rules anyway. I won't be there anymore So get out of my way Let me by I got better things to do with my time I don't care anymore I don't care a

Bristol, Tn (long Read)
Ok...so last weekend I went to Bristol, TN to the race...which, by the way ended in a big cluster fuck Here's why: We head West on I-26 and two minutes into our trip, we are pulled over for going 80 in a 70 zone...luckily, we got out of a ticket...woo hoo After that, we recover, chill and punch eachother when we see a blue truck. After stopping at the Kozy Kitchen for some grub and the navigation lady telling us it's an unauthorized stop we head to the track. We meet up w/our Nascar friend and he takes us in....walk right onto the track and to Kenny Wallace's pit. All went well that night..... Saturday we get up, head out after fighting the shower (combination we never truely got the grasp of) and get to the track. It rains, it stops, it rains some more but finally get the race in and they get past the half way mark and can stop the race b/c it starts raining cats and dogs. Did I mention we paid $50 to park? Oh my hell So, we know that our friend will be a while

Respect
Respect is a wonderful word. If you look it up in the dictionary it is attached to the words esteem and consideration. If more people had respect for themselves as well as others think of how the world would be. People would be more considerate, and maybe people would have a better selfesteem, so there for more self respect. I am trying to learn how to respect myself as well as be considerate to other people feelings and wants. I think we should all try it and see how the world will change. I think it would be for the better.

Easter
Easter this year is: Sunday March 23, 2008. As you may know, Easter is always the 1st Sunday after the 1st full moon after the Spring Equinox (which is March 20). This dating of Easter is based on the lunar calendar that Hebrew people used to identify Passover, which is why it moves around on our Roman calendar. Found out a couple of things you might be interested in! Based on the above, Easter can actually be one day earlier (March 22) but that is pretty rare. This year is the earliest Easter any of us will ever see the rest of our lives! And only the most elderly of our population have ever seen it this early (95 years old or above!). And none of us have ever, or will ever, see it a day earlier! Here's the facts: The next time Easter will be this early (March 23) will be the year 2228 (220 years from now). The last time it was this early was 1913 (so if you're 95 or older, you are the only ones that were around for that!). The next time it will b

Whiskey Dreams Hiring Bully
COME CHECK OUT THE HOTTEST NEW LOUNGE IN FUBAR!!!! WERE HOT WOMAN AND COOL GUYS COME TO PLAY!!!!! CLICK ANY PIC TO ENTER THE WHISKEY DREAMS LOUNGE WE ARE HIRING FOR MOST POSITIONS!!!! COME SPEAK WITH ONE OF THE OWNERS!!!!

The Story Of 2 Loving Souls
No one can deny our love. Our two souls wandered the earth, searching for each other; Never realizing how close we were. We grew up in the same neighborhood, yet our paths never crossed. Then came Myspace. Both of us were immensely curious. The attraction was so obvious; the friendly flirting, the "what if's", the compliments... We became acquantences over the net. We devoloped a simple friendship. Every so often, we'd ping each other to see how we are doing; the friendly hellos, the how's life......Then a few years later, we met. When you walked through that door, I knew instantly I loved you and it scared me. I could not absorb these feelings quick enough; I was so overwhelming yet I wanted MORE. You sat down, showed me your toes (HEHE), and started to focus on my dog. We were so nervous...I felt like a kid again. I served you dinner. We ate and drank some wine. As we conversed, all I could think about was if I'd see you again. You haven't been in my house for more

What Do I Say?
Two Of My Ex Boyfriends Have Been Talking To Me, They Both Have Girlfriends And They Both Want To Break Up With Them And Their Girlfriends Live With Them. For About A Week Now I've Had My Ex Boyfriends Asking Me How To Break Up With There Girlfriends. All I Can Say Is Just Tell Them. I Don't Know How To Give Them Advice On It. See They Don't Want To Be With Their Girlfriends But They Don't Want To Hurt Them Either. I've Very Much In Love With One Of My Ex's And He Says He Wants To Be With Me But He Can't Get The Courage To Break Up With Her. I Don't Know What To Do Because He Comes To My House And See's Me, He Calls Every Morning, And He Tells Me He Loves Me, But He Is Still With His Girlfriend. I Told Him I Would Wait For Him And I Had So Much Confidence That He Was Gonna Break Up With Her But Now I Feel I'm Losing Hope, I Don't Know If He Is Even Trying. Any Idea's On What I Should Do. Any Idea's On How To Break Them Up?

Gotcha!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I hate doing these chain blog. 2) I am pretty straight forward and tell it like I see it. 3) I tend to use the F bomb on more than one ocassion in a conversation, but I don't cuss around my kids. 4) Oh, yeah, I have three awesome girls, ages 13, 11, and 6. 5) I have been married for almost 17 years but have been separated since November. 6) I think you have to be an awesome kisser to be good in bed. 7) I try not to judge other people unless I've walked in their shoes... 8) I like cinnamon pop tarts. 9) I think a whimpy hand shake is a sign of a whimpy personality. 10) I always try to tell those that are close and im

Sun Rise
Sun Rise The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost girl found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you.

Why? There Really Are No Answers To These ?'s But...the ?'s Are There
why do i love hiM still why do i still care why did he tell me he loves me just a few days ago when he was after another heart already why did he miss me when he did not want me why did he let me love again when he knew i was hurt before why did he take my trust when it was broken why did he make love to me when he never really wanted me around why did he lie when i never lied to him and the biggest ? WHY DOES LOVE HURT i was always told love was kind love was caring love was sharing love was wanting each other so much that you could not breath without the other around..I FELT IT ALL all he could do was push me away and take from my heart to just throw it out like it was trash..and yet..I STILL LOVE HIM I STILL CARE...WHY!?!??

Re: Global Warming Bill Would Inflict New Great Depression
RE: Global Warming Bill Would Inflict New Great Depression ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 Mar 2008, 15:04 Global Warming Bill Would Inflict New Great Depression A new bill aimed at combating global warming currently being considered by the Senate would, if passed, inflict a new great depression on America by reducing GDP by 6.9 percent - a figure comparable with the economic meltdown of 1929 and 1930. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032108_great_depression. htm

Some Pointers...
well, i just have to sit down and have a stern talking with myself, lmfao... who the hell knows what is going on in my life these days? a lot of crap, let me tell you that... i'm NOT going into detail with anyone on it, and if you are a part of it just keep your f&ckin mouth shut cause i really don't want to hear about it any more ( you KNOW who you are!!!) AND if you're not part of it, don't ask... i'm working a lot lately, trying to catch up my child support so i can see devlin.... yes i know that it is against the law keeping him from me for that reason, so don't give me advice... just if you wanna know anything, ask in a private message... my shoutbox always goes fast and i generally ignore it, no i don't wanna talk on yahoo, just send me a private message and if you absolutely MUST catch my attentions... leave photo comments... hint hint, ( i love to know what people think, intriging-sp?-) other than that, i'm in a pretty good mood today thanks to medicinal herbs, lol

Pious Soul
pious soul Glory of lord reflects on the holy feet’s of pious soul’s feet dust is soft and agreeable salve, which is ambrosia as it were for the eyes and remedies the defect of vision. Further which secure freedom from the bondage of mundane existence? Those who make humble submission to the lotus feet of pious soul in life, got boon to dispel all doubts born of ignorance. Pious soul, the mines of virtues have their orbit very close to supreme on the subject of life. Saints, seers and the sage’s counts to be the true version of pious soul on the subject of life for welfare of life and for assisting the life at their best to attain the basic motto of human life here on planet and here after too. Communion with pious soul makes the difference in life to its ultimate favor with all ease. May god bless all on the subject of life. Thanks please.

Wicked And The Good
wicked and the good Glory of lord speaks through the version of saints on for life for its ultimate benefit being here on the planet. Good and bad are the features of illusion in which life flows but their in the same orbit saints acts as to sail out the one got trapped in the round of bad. The wicked burn with jealousy as they hear of others welfare be their relatives, friends or neutrals; such is their wont. Of course the good one has bias for goodness alone, while a vile person is prone to vileness. While nectar is praised for its immortalizing virtue, poison is extolled for its deadly effects. All this brings a point for life better on the mode of realization to cut a sorry figure at a later date. As human life is so precious in all respect every bit of act on to it counts by the time and era, And reflects on to life back with the difference of time. May god bless all on the subject of true human life. Thanks please

My Tattoo
It’s my tattoo, I didn’t do it for you Don’t go telling me it’s sexy That’s not what it’s about You weren’t even on my mind When I went out there to find My own identity It’s my tattoo and there’s nothing you can do You can wear me out emotionally Leave me crying in the dark Put me at the bottom of your list And expect me to be here when you return But you can’t have my body, not anymore You put me in a minivan honor roll bumper sticker on the back A pack of wet wipes in the glove box Ketchup fingerprints on the windows A pile of happy meal toys stuffed between the seats I’m done with all of that No more taking care of everyone but myself, I have a life to find, an identity to build And a brand new tattoo on my hip My tattoo isn’t sexy, I didn’t put it there for that It’s all about me, something you know nothing about About me being me finding my identity You’ve taken everything I have to give I’ve been a daughter, sister, wife and momma It’s

Reality
just like the subject says it is all about reality. I have found alot of good friends on the internet. Some of them i would consider some of them as my best friends. Im not on Fubar to find the love of my life. I would much rather do that in person. Even that is not what im looking for right now. I need to finsh some stuff with my life before i worry about making some woman happy who ever it may be. I know that i can be a happy man without a woman. But for all of those that i consider a friend. Thank you for all your support.

Whatever (my Theme Song)
And I wonder Day to day I don't like you anyway. And I don't need your shit today, you're pathetic in your own way. "I feel for you... Better fuckin go away I will behave... better fuckin go away!" I'm doing the best I ever did I'm doing the best that I can I'm doing the best I ever did... I don't need to fantasize. You are my pet all the time. I don't mind if you go blind. You get what you get until you're through with mine! "I feel for you... Better fuckin go away I will behave... You better go away!" "I feel for you... Better fuckin go away I will behave... You better go away!" I'm doing the best I ever did I'm doing the best that I can I'm doing the best I ever did Now go away! [repeat 2 times] I'm doing the best I ever did [go away]. I'm doing the best that I can... [go away] [repeat 2 times] I'm doing the best I ever did I'm doing the best that I can I'm doing the best I ever did Now go away! [repeat 3 times] I

*warning Rambling Blog* A Feeling Long Since Lost
SO here I sit pondering my life and what I have done with it. I think about my love life and how it has been so unfulfilled for so very long. It all dates back to Jewels. And how I broke her heart and mine that winter back in 89. I pursued her for a month before she would go out on a date with me. She knew my rep (Hell still got the same rep today) and it wasnt the best of reps either. I was and still am a Ladies Man. But she was different, she made me feel different then anyother person has before or after her. I dont know if I believe in the whole 1 true Soulmate thing. How can their be 1 true person for you if she happens to live 4000 miles away. But maybe the Sisters of Fate ensure that that 1 person crosses your path at some point in your life. How will you know? What if that person has already come into your life and you just fucked it all up. What do you do then? Back to Jewels, I hurt her. We were young and stupid. We decided to abort the baby and it went down hill from the

# 4000! Anyone Have More Of That Stuff?
US death toll in Iraq war hits 4,000 http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080324/ap_on_re_mi_ea/iraq US death toll in Iraq war hits 4,000 By ROBERT H. REID, Associated Press Writer 18 minutes ago A roadside bomb killed four U.S. soldiers in Baghdad on Sunday, the military said, pushing the overall American death toll in the five-year war to at least 4,000. The grim milestone came on the same day that rockets and mortars pounded the U.S.-protected Green Zone, underscoring the fragile security situation and the resilience of both Sunni and Shiite extremist groups despite an overall lull in violence. A Multi-National Division — Baghdad soldier also was wounded in the roadside bombing, which struck the soldiers' patrol vehicle about 10 p.m. in southern Baghdad, according to a statement. Identities of those killed were withheld pending notification of relatives. The 4,000 figure is according to an Associated Press count that includes eight civilians who worked for the De

A Very Bad Monday
Today is the shittiest day I've had in a very long time. I got a co-worker hurt on the job. I was assisting the civilian crane crew that work in my building with the installation of a gangway (we call it a brow in the Navy) that went from the shore to a floating platform that is in the water. This float has been a pain in the ass since I got to Point Loma. Basically what happened was my welds failed causing the brow to drop 3 to 4 feet into the rocks below. The rigger (his name is Randy) that was on the brow with me got thrown into the side of the brow and got the wind knocked out of him. But when it happened all I heard was a loud "POP", the brow dropping and Randy moaning and holding his ribs. My first thought was "Oh my God, he broke a rib". He lowered himself on the the deck and started gasping for air. 9-1-1 was called and a Corpsman from a nearby submarine was brought over to check him out until the ambulance got there. After Randy had a C-collar put on and was put on a

The Road To Hell - Underground Bases And Fema Camps
The Road To Hell - Underground Bases and FEMA Camps Secret Underground Bases - A.W.A.R.E. Command Confessions of an Area 51 Employee Part 3 (Underground Base) hmmmmmmmmmmmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmm Confessions of an Area 51 Employee Part 2 (Phoenix Lights) Confessions of an Area 51 Employee Part 5B (Black Aircraft)

Music, Music And More Music....drool
Mile High Music Festival....I CAN'T WAIT!!! 2 days filled with music. OMG this is gonna be SO great!!! July 19: Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Steve Winwood, Michael Franti and Spearhead, O.A.R. (Of A Revolution), Spoon, moe., Citizen Cope, Brett Dennen, Newton Faulkner, Andrew Bird, Josh Ritter, State Radio, JJ Grey & Mofro, Bob Schneider, Meese, Born in the Flood, Railbenders. Sunday, July 20: Dave Matthews Band, John Mayer, The Black Crowes, Rodrigo y Gabriela, Colbie Caillat, Ingrid Michaelson, OneRepublic, Flogging Molly, The Roots, Leftover Salmon, Martin Sexton, Flobots, Grace Potter & The Nocturnals, Tea Leaf Green, Rose Hill Drive, The New Mastersounds, Serena Ryder, The Photo Atlas.

Judge Rules Against Home Schooling
March 25, 2008 Vol. 3, No. 13 A Big Win for Judicial Supremacy, a Big Loss for Government Language Lawyers and Another Example of Real Change Parents "do not have a constitutional right to homeschool their children." So wrote a California judge in a case that has ominous potential for the estimated one million-plus American families who have opted out of the public education monopoly and choose to educate their children at home. Although the ruling is being appealed to the California Supreme Court, as it now stands, the 166,000 California children who are home schooled are truant, and their parents are criminals. Welcome, as the Wall Street Journal editorialized, to a "strange new chapter" in the "annals of judicial imperialism." No Teaching Credentials? No Home Schooling. For background, you should know that although California's compulsory education law requires that all children between the ages of six and 18 attend a full-time day school, the state law also c

People
how often do you put yourself out there? I mean, people come and go like leaves on a tree. How often do you dive in and tell your secrets, hoping that that one 'stranger' could be the one for you? My defination of stranger is one you hardly know anything about. Yes, you think you know things about them... name, age, location... but do you really? A smart person doesnt tell all at once. DUH it's the internet! Isnt that the place where you can be someone you want to be, not who you are? If you are playing that game, who's to say that they arent? --oooh... or even playing it better than you are? Think about it before you dive into a relationship with an on-liner. If you can answer the question of what they want for breakfast because you served it to them, or actually called their dog to you by name..perhaps you might have something. Otherwise... what are you really learning about someone?

Bank Robber
A man walks in a bank, gets in line and when it is his turn he pulls out A gun...and robs the bank! Just to make sure he leaves no witnesses..He Turns around and asks the next customer in line.. 'Did you see me rob this bank?' The customer replies, 'Yes!' The bank robber raises his gun , points it to the customer's head and BANG !!! Shoots him in the head and kills him! He quickly moves to the next customer in line and says to the man,'Did You see me rob this bank?' The man calmly responds ... 'No, but my wife did!'

Butterfly Wings
Butterfly Wings A thousand tiny fairies carried the golden casket of the king. Their butterfly wings a mass of colour against the light of thousands of fireflies lining the avenue. Trumpets blared, and drummers flew slowly behind them. Along the sides of the route, thousands upon thousands more crowded to see their beloved king one last time. And finally, surrounded by her royal guard, came the queen. Her superb wings were twice as large as the other fairies and were the orange and black of the monarch butterfly. She was still young at 150 years and very beautiful. Her long golden hair shone a reddish blonde by the light of the fireflies, and tears could be seen running down her pretty face. The procession lasted all day, and tomorrow there would be another. The queen would choose another king. It was a highly anticipated day for the young males of the realm, and many had traveled from other countries in the hope of being chosen, there were fairies of all

A Real Hero
HERO Anthony Hess Is One Of The Greatest Men Alive. This Man Saved My Daughters Life. All I'm Asking Is For One Vote Please. Click The Picture And Vote. What are you waiting for click on his link and go vite for him.. This announcement was brought to you by the one and only.... This Announcement Has Been Provided By SHELL~OWNER OF CLUB TWISTED~POLE DANCER FOR THE BLOCK~@ fubar

Pearl Of The Orient
The Philippines is an archipelago's nation made up of 7,107 islands spanning 1,840 kilometers north to south. It is part of the East Indies, a vast island group lying south and east of mainland Asia, with Taiwan at its northernmost coast and Borneo on the south. The three main Philippine island groups are Luzon, the Visayas and Mindanao. Luzon is the island of contrasts. The most modern districts in the Philippines, including the capital city of Manila, are in Luzon, but so are some of the oldest tribal communities in the nation like the Ifugao of the Cordilleras. Luzon is also where a visitor can see the latest model luxury cars overtaking a carabao sled or modern skyscrapers within driving distance of primordial volcano's. The Visayas is famous for its charm, a trait shared by many other southern regions in the world, but here seems to run deeper among a people who are intrinsically connected to their sun soaked island home. The Visayas is also famous as a seat of history, bei

My Man Is Coming To Town....woo Hoo!!
Just want all of you to know...I am not going to be online that much this wkend...my BF is coming to visit from Fri-Sun., soooo I'm not going to take time away from him to play on the FU...lmao I will come to check messages & post pics that we are going to take...but that is about it... Hope you guys have a great wkend...& I will catch up with everyone Sun night after he leaves..... Until then, show me the love!! woo hoo!! I am here until Fri.....lol ~*Lena*~

Ending Day 1
I made it, the Cravings have gone from a roller coaster, to a dull ache. I am goin to bed soon, Good night all. And we shall see if I decide to be a non smoker tomorrow, i actually have to go to work, and be social...... tomorrow could be a very interesting day.

The Thoughts In My Head
Well, this blog is going to give you a look inside the mind of someone with a mental illness. Maybe then you all will know that this isn't something to laugh about and know how serious something like this is. I know I will get a lot of people that will leave stupid comments about how retarded I am for posting this and all I have to say to them is FUCK OFF!!! Well it is 2:10am, March 27, 2008. I am sitting here because I can't sleep. I have been depressed all day and for no reason really. I woke up in a pissed off mood for no reason and decided that I would go off on everyone. Not meaning to do that I mean it just happens. BTW I am bipolar. For those that don't know what the hell that is it is a disorder that makes you go from being happy to depressed to pissed off yell and going off on anyone that is around. For the people that don't believe that mental illnesses like mine are real I would love for you to deal with me during my episodes and see if I can control it. As of now I am in th

Plf - Product Launch Formula
PLF - Product Launch Formula Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product Launch Formula is the brainchild of Jeff Walker. Now in it's second edition it has proven to be one of the most powerful and profitable courses for many of the students who have applied it's principles. With so many junk products online Jeff's product is one that delivers on it's promises. Before you get ready to sell anything, you need to make sure that all the pieces of the puzzle are in place. Make sure that your sales letter is proofread and that your order process works seamlessly. You should also consider letting your merchant account know that you'll be expecting a high volume of sales flow through your account. Failure to do these things can mean your launch turns into a disaster. The last thing you want is to have people trying to pay you money but find themselves unable to for one reason or another. You should spend some effort in creating a checklist that you can refer to ti

Still In Love
When you break up with someone and the love is all gone Your life should start moving And that's the time to move on But this feeling inside A strong but sensitive yearning Its presence puzzles me Its as if love is burning You cease to leave my mind And the memories seem to last And the feeling of your kiss, Just won't ever pass What spell have chanted, What hex have you cursed This longing pang of loneliness, Just keeps getting worse No matter how hard I look, No girl measures up No matter how beautiful or loyal Its just isn't good enough I think I know the problem And why your spirit drifts above The only thing thats wrong with me Is that I'm still in love

No More
This pain dwelling inside of me, is getting to be unbearable, these tears i shed, are like knives cutting into my soul I am left here sobbing begging for one ounce of sympathy from you but you look at me as if I am nothing why don't you remember? how could you not care? these distant memories of you and I, are all I have left but all they do now, is stain the fabrics of time as they are like nightmares, pounding through my brain as I fall to my knees...shattered, one last time, with all the strength I have left, I cry out in agony, for just one more moment of your time you look back. but only for a second, then you turn away and laugh leaving me here, alone and terrified to face to the world with hollow eyes, and a broken heart, you have cursed me away so many times, I feel like I am helpless like this is what's meant to be you...you played me the whole time.. waiting ever so patiently for what you wanted and now, you've cursed me to this desolate place, with

I'm Back
After a very long period of soul searching the Tigress has returned... After many tears shed and many lessons learned about life and how even one as tough as I am can be vulnerable... I have returned thanks to all of you who have stood by my side during my period of non exsistance. I appreciate the time taken to at least say hi and the messeges and gifts you all have sent me while I was away have meant so much to me ...Love you all

Jeff Walker's Product Launch Formula
Jeff Walker's Product Launch Formula Click Here To Read A Product Launch Formula 2 Review Product Launch Formula is the brainchild of Jeff Walker. Now in it's second edition it has proven to be one of the most powerful and profitable courses for many of the students who have applied it's principles. With so many junk products online Jeff's product is one that delivers on it's promises. One only has to listen to the case multiple case studies of his students to understand just how powerful the techniques are. Here are just some of the results of Jeff's students: Martin Howey is a high end coach who took a list of only 5,000 people and was able to sell 100 spots in a $20,000 coaching program, bringing in $2 Million in sales. So effective was the product launch formula in his process that he still has people on the waiting list, ready to pay him when more spots open up in his coaching program. Jose Espana created a product specifically for the Spanish speaking market. Again

All My Dress Shirts Are Black...dammit
Your Lucky Love Color is Black When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you. You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide. And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men. Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often. What Does Your Lucky Love Color Tell Men?

Just Got Back!!
Ok, so we ended up staying an extra night! As most of you know, my birthday was Wednesday! We went to the mall and I got some new undies from Victoria Secret thanks to my sister for her gift card!! I also bought an adapter for my wii so I can go online and play against all ya’ll!! I am soo excited to see if it works!! We ate at a really nice hibachi grill! It was really awesome food! That night we went to a strip club. We got there around 9pm and left around 2am. I got two private lap dances and a public flogging on stage!! lol! It was fun! I had titties in my face the entire time!! The girls loved me! lol! (please read more in my XXX Blog about what went down in the VIP room). When I got back to the hotel, we weren’t doing too well! Max puked all night and most of the next day! I felt sooo bad for him!! We ended up staying an extra day so he could recover! It was kinda funny as I know I drank more than him. Oh well, he must be a light weight!! Now I do have to say I do

This Is Sooo True!!!
commitment is 100 percent devotion...not 98-99.4 but 100 percent..that's why relationships are so screwed up and no one really has a clear understanding of what it means to be truly devoted to one person...variety is the spice of life...yeah if you wanna be lonely for the rest of yours...think about it class...next week we weill be discussing the do's and don'ts of touching yourself in public... I wish more people thought like this. Oral Precision@ fubar

Dj Superman Rockin' In The Glow!!
COME ON INTO CLUB GLOW ENJOY SOME GREAT MUSIC AND MAKE LOTS OF NEW FRIENDS.DJ SUPERMAN IS RAWKING ON AIR AND SHOWING US HOW ITS DONE!! GET IN HERE AND BE A PART OF THE GLOW!! ALSO IF YOU WANNA BE PART OF THE STAFF PLEASE ASK WE ARE CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR LOTS OF STAFF. WE NEED DJ'S, GREETERS, PROMOTERS AND ENFORCERS. IF YOU WANT TO BE ON STAFF ASK FOR DESIRE Ðesire-Co Owner Club Glow*?*Gor*?*~ i ? mah butthead?@ fubar OR STRYKE STRYKE owner club glow@ fubar CLICK ON THE PIC TO ENTER CLUB GLOW . (repost of original by 'Poeticheart**C/o @ Poetic Justice**Mgr @ Club Glow*Owned by DJ CAKE' on '2008-03-29 14:33:08') (repost of original by 'STRYKE™ owner club glow*' on '2008-03-29 15:04:53')

You And I.......
This is the song that I wanted to put on the cd.It played on the radio today right before "Deeper then the Holler",needless to say,I didnt do much work for about 20 minutes.All I could do was think of you.I love you Natasha and Imma spend my whole life showing you... :x "Watch the Wind Blow By" Creek goes rippling by I’ve been barefootin all day with my baby Brown leaves have started falling Leading the way I like it best just like this Doing nothing all the way So let’s lay down in the tall grass Dreaming away And all I wanna do is let it be and be with you And watch the wind blow by And all I wanna see is you and me go on forever Like the clear blue sky Slowly, there’s only You and i And all I want to do is watch the wind blow by Girl, you know you told me not so long ago To let it come, then let it pass And all your troubles and your sorrows They won’t last So let me kiss you now, little darling Beneath this autumn moon Cold wind, another

Making Wrong Choices
Let's face it...we all make mistakes....the thing is...if you love someone and decide you want out of that relationship....do you use a lame ass excuse like maybe something that was said to a friend and nothing more than a friend to leave them? Or do you be honest with them. I would choose honesty...because when you lie eventually it will fly back and kick you hard. Anyway...yup.....i made a wrong choice in believing someone i met (yes laugh on Fubar). It started out as just a friendship...he was older than me..but eh..age does not matter always...depends on alot of things..and the people involved... Anyway..we had this wonderful friendship...I never came on Fubar expecting to have feelings for anyone but...i guess all the laughing...talking...me calling him on phone..it just sort of happend unexpectedly...and well leave it to online drama..one time caused a lil by him..he left me...this time he left me again due to me leaving a comment...and i do understand his point...but he

Working On My Book Of Poetry And Short Stories
Today I was working on my book of poems and short stories, that is until I got side tracked. I became very inspired and had a great burst of energy to finally write again. when I get in those kind of moods then it is usually not that long after that I also get creative again in my pics. Hopefully I will give you some great shots to look at soon. I also plan on compiling a book with my erotic writings in it for publication too. For the erotica inspiration I need some juicy and hot things to get my blood boiling. When I do the words will flow out of me like a river. Anyone have any ideas or want to be my muse. I already have some well used friends pages for erotic stimulus but I would love more to get me going. Come on over and give me your best shot to be imortalized in my erotica forever if you think you have what it takes. Do you think you have what it takes to become imortalized? Give it a try and see if you can inspire me. I dare you.

You Are Poetry
You Are Poetry You come outside To view the faint sunset Light bewildered by trees Shines through quietly You glide your soft auburn hair Perched behind your ear And in this moment I feel at home Beneath the interior You are my humble abode... Your company is soothing Calming and reassuring Inside, the wind chimes ring You saunter and my hearts sings Bit by bit I begin to recognize The enchanting glow in your subtle eyes Hidden in all abstract paintings It’s you; what all artists see You are poetry...

Romance, Not Even..
So because im such a great friend i watched Romance movies all day with a buddy that was in a crappy mood an let me tell you what, it refreshed my memory on why i really do not like Love stories... Its totally fake. its like porn its nothing like the real deal! i mean c’mon now now many of us out there can say they have a man that actually opens there doors for them, calls them something other then babe, baby, woman? Or have them swept you totally off your feet with a carrage ride an a glass of wine? instead of sayin hey babe lets get in the back bed of my ford pick up an have a few beers.!. Thats what sucks about our men these days, them older movies with them an all bein polite an gentalmenish psssh you dont get that now days that sucks for us cuz sometimes i would really like to be swept off my feet wined an dined, be treated like a lady instead of a chick.! is that even possiable anymore? I just wanted to see how many men is out there that still have a touch of romance i

Help My Good Friend Level Up To 22
Can you help my friend level up to 22 he has only 72,171 points to go.So can you some him some fu love to his page.Here's his pic link. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~@ fubar

Special Thanks
I want to personally thank everyone who not only helped me lvl today but also showed made love for my B-day...Everyone should know they are special to me and happy to have friends that are will to help other people...Thanks for the gifts, the Bullies, the bling, everything...If I haven't returned the love to you yet trust me I will...I just got really backed up today and need a couple days to catch up. Again thanks and much appreciated.

Pure Seduction....
Pure seduction....I often wonder why words have such an impact on my sensuality. Whispered needs and desires bring forth an amazing result as long as the intonation is done just right. Like honey dripping from a tree, that familiar dampness started to spread within my groins. Was it the way you looked at me? or was it the way you whispered those words...."Suck my dick Bitch". Not ever once feeling it being used as degradation but almost like you were embracing it, cradling it....I hesitated....not because I didn't want to please you....but simply because I wanted....no, needed to hear those words again. As I lowered my mouth to your hardened dick, a moan escaped your lips....tormenting me with it's soulful lust....beckoning me to tease more. My mouth increased it's tempo.....sliding down further on each thrust, as my hands caressed your balls. Mmmmmmm....I feel myself getting wetter with each swipe of the tongue across the tip. Talk to me luv..... As your hands rested down on

Sean Levert
I am one of the biggest O'jay fans there is and today I herd some really bad news. The lead singer of the O'jays lost his son Sean Levert brother of the late Gerald Levert. I want to send all my love too the Levert family. I know fans every where feel the same way. Eddie we Love you and our preyers are with you and your family

Youz A Ho
Hooooooooo (Ho) Youza Hoooooo (Ho) Youza Hoooooo (Ho) I said that youza hooooo (Ho) You doin ho activities With ho tendencies Hos are your friends, hoes are your enemies With ho energy to do whacha do Blew whacha blew Screw whacha screw Yall professional like DJ Clue, pullin on my coat tail an why do you think you take a ho to a hotel? Hotel everybody, even the mayor Reach up in tha sky for tha hozone laya Come on playa once a ho always And hos never close they open like hallways An heres a ho cake for you whole ho crew an everybody wants some cuz hoes gotta eat too Cant turn a ho into a housewife Hos dont act right Theres hos on a mission, an hoes on a crackpipe Hey ho how ya doin, where ya been? Prolly doin ho stuff cuz there you ho again Its a ho wide world, that we livin in feline, feminine, fantastical, women Not all, just some You ho who you are Theres hoes in tha room, theres hoes in tha car theres hoes on stage, theres hoes by tha bar hos by nea

You Know You Are A Fire Fighter When
YOU KNOW YOU ARE A FIRE FIGHTER WHEN 1. You can tell what type of fire it is by the smell of smoke 10 miles away. 2. You have ever had a heated debate over the color of fire trucks. 3. You have ever spent 10 min trying to force open a door only to have someone come along and open it by turning the handle. 4. You have ever taken 10 or more showers in 1 day. 5. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. 6. You take great joy in smashing the windows of a car parked in a fire zone or in front of a hydrant. 7. You have ever been airborne without an aircraft and water was your thrust. 8. You always wear red suspenders. 9. You have ever slept in a hosebed. 10. You carry a ton of specially modified tools in your pocket. 11. You ever cursed out someone for armor-alling the seats to make them look nice. 12. You've ever clung to the air horn chord for dear life because the driver is insane. 13. You have

Remembering 4/26/04
OK all...this is what came to mind today so here I go. Most of you on fubar, were not part of my life to see this happen. BUT - On April 26, 2004, my life changed forever. I was traveling down Dixie Highway in Florence. This was at 4:15pm on a spring day. I cannot remember where I was going, only that I was outside of a grocery store. I approached, and stopped to cross the exit of the store. As I did so, a pickup truck came into view, and just then...the unthinkable. I was hit. The truck's driver did not see me cross in front of him, and he hit me, wedging my wheelchair (WITH ME STILL STRAPPED INTO IT), under his truck and proceeding to drag me 15 feet or more down the roadway. This was the resulting damage to my wheelchair: Yes folks...this is what happens when you're hit by something large, and it catches you underneath. I was not seriously injured. Thank God for that. Most people, that hit would have certainly been devastating. God was certainly with me on that date.

Friendship
Friendship is the safest ship A good friend is like a computer: he Enters your life, Saves you in his heart, Formats your problems, and never Deletes you from his Memory... The feeling of friendship is like that of being comfortably filled with roast beef; love is like being enlivened with champagne

The Darkness
wrote this while at work yesterday....tell me what ya think of it Darkness takes over as daylight fades away Creeeping upon my soul like death slowly killing me Self destruction takes over my mind Life slowly fading me as i walk this hell bound planet Suicide plays its dreadful music in my head like a violin Weaving his spell upon my heart, I fall ill to the devils wicked ways As daylight faded away, so did my soul, taken over by darkness and for anyone that's gonna ask...no I'm not suicidal...just something i wrote out of complete and udder boredom....

What Is Your Life Worth.. To Someone Else
When I came across This article this morning... I was speechless Man auctioning off his life — his house, job and friends By ROHAN SULLIVAN Associated Press SYDNEY, Australia — A painful breakup with his wife has prompted a man to put his entire life — his house, his car, his job, even his friends — up for sale online in an effort to start over. Ian Usher, a British immigrant to Australia, said today he would auction everything he owns and more on e-Bay starting June 22. "On the day it’s all sold and settled, I intend to walk out of my front door with my wallet in one pocket and my passport in the other, nothing else at all," Usher says on his Web site. Up for bid is Usher’s three bedroom house in the western city of Perth and everything inside it, his car, motorcycle, jet ski and parachuting gear. Usher says he is also selling a one-time introduction to his friends and a trial run at his job — a plan endorsed by his friends and his employer. In media intervi

Deep Thought
Remember, remember the second of September The night where a vision became reality I then believed it can be true How this is now in front of my eyes Hours of laughter and smiles Many days of revery Euphoric morning Meaningful evening Wondering how this happened so fast Memories of a night I wish was never-ending I gave you a present of blood red which you held Held ever so close throughout the night I look into your eyes to amazement and gratitude Dressed in midnight, exquisite and contoured to almost perfection An image carved into my mind Days of delight Weeks of excitement Senses, emotions placed onto a roller coaster A morning of an unexpected adventure That turned out to an evening of fulfillment Forever exposed, developed and hung Hung on the walls of my mind Home made food, night of car talk Spending a passage in time in sin city A rainy valentine became a sunny spring day with your presence Late nights, early morning A movi

Women
Every Woman Should Have a black lace bra. One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself.. HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER & CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY. That she can't change The length of her calves, The width of her hips, or The nature of her parents... That her childhood May not have been Perfect, but; Its over... What she would & Wouldn't Do for love or more... How to live alone... even if She doesn't like it. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... Whom she can trust, Whom she can't, And why she shouldn't Take it personally. Where to go... Be it to her best friend's kitchen table. Or a charming inn in the woods... When her soul needs soothing... What she can and can't accomplish In a day...

You Know Your Canadian When...
You know all the words to "If I had a million dollars" by The Barenaked Ladies, including the inter-stanza banter between Steven and Ed. You dismiss all beers under 6% as "for children and the elderly." You hum David Foster's '88 Calgary Olympics theme in the shower. You make up patriotic lyrics to go along with David Foster's '88 Calgary Olympics theme. You remember when Alanis Morrissette was "Too Hot To Hold". You can't do that on television...) You think there isn't enough of Peter Gzowski to go around. You think Ed the Sock is funny. You wonder why there isn't a 5 dollar coin, as you can only use more change. You spend hours in the dark making scale models of the Avro Arrow and cursing the Diefenbaker government. (My brother Brad... ) You cried when Gus "drowned" on Road To Avonlea. You watch MuchMusic constantly, in the hopes of occasional fleeting glimpses of The Tragically Hip. You have an Inuit carving by your bedside with the

Everything Is Wrong
Show me your disguise My complicated soul My insulated cold and borrowed Show me where you'll hide When everything is bold When I can't even scold tomorrow I tried to say I'm sorry But everyone was gone The clouds betray the story And everything Everything is wrong Careful what you say The center never folds The past is always gold tomorrow I can hear you sigh From half a smile away The bills are never paid with sorrow The clouds betray the story Everything is wrong Maybe it's too late To start another page To finish what we've made with violence In between the lines There's nothing left to say There's nothing left to break but silence The clouds betray the story Everything is wrong...

Pete And Repeat *bawk*
You Were a Parrot You are a master of language, and you use your wit to mock and tease others. But you are also wise, and you often think carefully before you speak. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

We Need More People Like This
A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups. And set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of little boy. 'Mister,' he said, 'I want to buy one of your puppies.' 'Well,' said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, 'These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money.' The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. 'I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?' 'Sure,' said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle.? 'Here, Dolly!' he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight. As the dogs made their

Mystik On Air 1
Comming up next He's takin over the airwaves live from ☆{{{{FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™}}}}☆ It's Dj Mystik he'll keep ya mystified with the fresh beats and cool jams...Don't know your way? Well all you have to do is click this Dj banner here to come chill with us were we love our members!!!...

Sisters Out On The Town...
Hell yeah!!! The weekend is here and it is party time once again... lol Can't wait.... My younger sister and I are going to be out and about getting our drink on and getting our game on too!!! Will let ya know how it goes and how much fun we had oh yeah lets not forget how much trouble we can get into!!!! :)

Wanna Own Me For A Month?
~WANNA OWN ME??~ It only takes a second...place your bid and you could owned me for a whole month. COME ON!!! YOU KNOW YOU WANT ME !!! WHAT YOU WAITING FOR?? Auction start on April 4th at 5pm EST Ends on April 18th 5pm EST Here's the link and all you got to do is click on the pic and it will take you directly there. PØËT‡Ç PR‡ÑÇË§§ ♥ ♥ §H‡ZZLË & TR‡§TÅ LØVËR / ØWÑËR ËXØT‡Ç Ð‡MËÑT‡ØÑ **repost**

Putting It All On The Line
There is a time when you find it necessary to dig down into that inner strength that everyone posses and take action. Over the years I have found it possible to do that when I needed and have accomplished thing that have amazed me. I have fallen so completely in love with the most incredible woman in the world but there are so many things keeping us apart. Now its time for me to find a way to overcome those things. She deserves to be happy and we deserve to be together. I need to find away to make that possible. So I am entering into the greatest battle of my entire life, there can be no failure and there is no survive to fight an other day, because a day without her is unthinkable. The truth is I honestly believe I will succeed on my part, I just hope she will take the chance and stick with me to see where this will lead .

Me
I'm the person you can call at 3 AM. I'm the person you can ask to help move. I'm the person who will lend you money. I'm the person who will give his time to help you. I'm the person who will offer his help when you are too proud to ask. -Rafael

Thick/skinny Mummms
I am so fucking sick of the thick/skinny mummms People are people and their size has nothing to do with who they are inside. YOU can be a perfect size 5 and be a perfect Bitch inside. I grew up with 5 skinny sisters was very tough even though they made me feel beautiful the world did not. I am a warm loving person and I hope all the asshole men that don't look past a womans size end up with that perfect Bitch... would suit them right...LOL Woman of all sizes are beautiful we all have the same stuff its just different sizes. I know that even i thought i had a type of guy that i liked but when i befriended other types I found out that everyone has something to offer and sometimes the one you never thought has the most to offer... Just me venting on the mummms I am sure I will not change anyones mind I just can't believe there is a mummm about it everyday..and wanted to get it out of my system. One more thing ...comment on this if you guys read my blog i never know cause no one com

Come Help Happy Country Girl... Lets All Show Her Some Fu Lovin !
Happy Country Girl AKA Mary is in a Contest with me .. Now ..here's the thing She just had surgery and is feelin Under the weather .. I know if we took the time to bump her over the 7500 she needs to get her Blast that it might just bring a Smile to her beautiful face .. So Click on the link .. stop by .. Bomb the hell outta her and send her some Get well wishes While .. This lady is a wonderful friend and person .. She's always helping others .. She's Kind .. Caring .. Generous ..Sweet ..Loving .. and I lover her to bits .. So come on what are you waiting for .. Click on both of the links and Show this lady some much needed Luv !!!! Her Contest Link She needs Approx 4819 Lets get the word out to Help her win this Blast !!!! Now Get that Clickin finger goin and Stop by her page and Show her some Luv and Send her Get Well Wishes !!! Well what are you waiting for ?? Click already ! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar Have a Beautiful Day !

Rip - Charlton Heston
Statement of Wayne LaPierre Executive Vice President of the National Rifle Association of America. Today, my heart is heavy with the loss of Charlton Heston. America has lost a great patriot. The Second Amendment has lost a faithful friend. So have I, and so have four million NRA members and eighty million gun owners. And so has every American who cares about the Bill of Rights, individual liberty, and Freedom. My heart is heavy, but not without a sense of pride. Pride in a man who devoted his life to his profession with grace and dignity. Pride in an American who devoted himself to civil rights, to correcting injustices around him, and to standing up for what he knew was right. Pride in a friend who stood with me and stood with fellow NRA members to preserve our freedom for future generations. Pride in a patriot who believed with every fiber of his being that our Bill of Rights is the foundation of our freedom that makes Americans singular among the masses of nations. He

Women And Men
I read this blog about men and women and thought I would repost it. your commentary and is welcome and appreciated.... Bottom line--if I sleep with a woman I don't know or care about SEX is NOT going to make me care. (I stopped doing that years ago) That kind of sex is like scratching an itch. Once a man scratches, he's through. He ain't sitting around thinking about that spot that itched or how good it felt scratching it. He's moving on with his life until that spot itches again and it don't matter which hand he scratches it with, just as long as he gets rid of the itch. Too many women PRETEND they can handle a sexual fling, but wind up getting caught up and wanting us to romance and wine and dine them and pretend we're having a "relationship" when it's NOTHING but a booty call. Come on, ladies, y'all know I'm telling the truth. Unfortunately, ladies, you are part of our problem. You sleep with us BEFORE you know us or what we're

Fat Sonny
There are very few people on here that I personally see something great in... People come people go....chat for a few weeks or a month and they drift away along with any memory of them. Well I have had the pleasure of meeting somebody that will always stick out in my mind! How could he not.... come on! Yep....Thats the one! Fat Sonny will always bring a smile to your face... How cute is that...lmfao Can you say..... Thats why all the girls want a little bit of FAT SONNY! FAT SONNY... you are constantly helping out your friends and making us all laugh. So Thank You! Now everybody.... Repost this for Sonny and be sure to go see him and show him lots of love! ~FAT SONNY~@ fubar brought to you by the FAT SONNY groupy...... »-(¯`

No Sugar For Me - I'm Sweet Enough!
So I'm officially ill. I have been for a while. I knew something was up, but I thought it was just getting old, or down to my drinking! For the last year or so, I've been tired all the time. Not that kind where a good nights sleep will sort you out, or a couple of resting days off work would cure, but a complete draining tiredness. Like being emotionally spent. Just fucking knackered!! That and losing concentration, loss of memory, getting so fat that a whole new wardrobe is needed and a bit of a depression. Plus, always thirsty and needing the toilet and the odd dizzy spell. My doctor is a harsh bitch, no other word for her! She thinks sick people are a waste of time and interfere with her day! She told me I had to stop smoking, halve my drinking & that I was, and this is the official medical term, Very Obese!! Its the one thats between Clinically obese and Morbidly obese!! So basiclly she said I was a fat drunk and to sort me life out! But she did send me for some blood t

Lalalalala
What Your City Walk Means You are unique and philosophical. You have your own way of living life, and you relish your independence. You are very outgoing and friendly. You feel very comfortable in a crowd, and you can get to know anyone. Money is important to you in as far as you'd like to have enough to survive. You tend to seek comfort, coziness, and stability in your life. For you, feeling at home is the best feeling ever. The City Walk Personality Test

The Young Poet "sorrow"
A young poet alone and cold. Gazes at his ring of silver and gold. A gift from his love. With a sigh he slips on a glove. Afrer years of devotion. He is cast aside with no notion. After loving with all his heart. His world was torn apart. Ambience fill his ears. His eyes fill with tears. With no hope for tomorow. He walks alone in darkness and in sorrow.

I Dont Get It!!!!!!!
Back in december i joined this dating website and met this really cute guy on there. We talked for quite awhile and then ended up meeting at a local bar one night, Had a great time and it seemed we really liked each other. But at the sametime I got really drunk and i coudlnt drive so he drove me home to his place and of course we ended up sleeping together but he did offer to sleep on the couch and I didnt want him to so you know how that goes. And I honestly thought I would never hear from him again after that but I did the next day at work. So we started dating....talking all the time and seeing each other when we could. He would call me at work to see how i was doing and then call me right after work for no reason and it was nice. Then his truck broke down and so i helped where i could even to lend him money to get it fixed, (what a mistake that was) money i really didnt have to lose but stupid me, i trusted him to pay me back when he got back to work. When ever we went out to dinne

Videos
Good Morning I just want to let you know that I have added videos to my site. You can check them out at http://videos.southern-charms.com/frontend.php?sc_volume=4&model=exoticflame I have 4 up now and will be adding more every week. The ones I have up now is Being Naughty, Shower Time, Lucky cuCUMber, and Glass Toy Squirting Clit. They range from 4 minutes to 10 minutes long. In all of them but Lucky cuCUMber you get to hear me talking, moaning, and groaning. Next week I will be adding a Exotic Flame gets a mouth full video. It is around 7 minutes of me giving a bj. -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Contacting Me... Phone Internet So On
As of tomorrow I will no longer have internet or a home phone. Soon after I will be loosing my cell phone as well. I am looking for work so I hope to be back up soon but right now its a choice between food for my kids or my internet addiction. I have to choose the first. I hope you are all still here when I get back.

Yahoo Is A Capital Idea-forbes.com
LONDON - While Yahoo! Chief Executive Jerry Yang flirts with Google and frustrates Microsoft, one significant investor has quietly doubled its stake in the pioneering Internet portal. On Thursday, Capital World Investors increased its stake in Yahoo! (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) to 10.1% from 5.2% according to its filing with the Securities and Exchange Commission. The company now owns 135.5 million shares of the 1.3 billion Yahoo! shares outstanding. Yahoo shares rose 2.5%, or 77 cents, to $28.45, during midday trading in New York. News of the ownership shift follows another twist in the Micro-Hoo! drama with Yahoo! issuing a terse announcement Wednesday that it was launching a two-week "trial advertising" partnership with Google (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ). The arrangement is a clever way of testing two separate ideas: the financial implications of letting Google's powerful ad-serving engine take over Yahoo!'s search ads, and just how politically explosive a deal b

About To Sell My Soul..
I consider myself a good person. I am kind to people. I am a trustworthy and loyal friend. I do not expect anything from anyone. I do not judge people. I raise my own children, I don't expect taxpayers to do it for me, and I have raised them to have respect and to earn what they get. I work my ass off to get what we have, granted it isn't alot, but it has grown from nothing. I help people who are less fortunate than me whenever I can. Now I am not saying I am perfect by any means. I cuss entirely too much. I have been known to drink to much. I smoke. I am hard on my kids, but only for their own good. I don't talk to my mother. I drive without a license. When I get mad, people I care about get the blunt of my frustrations. I don't go to church. I bash people I don't know on the internet (not to be hurtful). They say karma is a bitch, but I don't recall a time where I have done something bad enough for the string of bad luck that I have encountered in the last 5 years. I will not

Dj Big Country Bully
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Another Poem
love is great, innocent and pure nothing else like it, no other cure for it mends hearts that are broken without a sound, or words ever spoken they say it's all around us, well that may be true I'll be sitting here, waiting for you

Penises Continued..
Well this is a continuation of my last post so for reference purposes you might want to read that. I was thinking that it's true what they say about penis extenders. If you have a large penis, you will not feel the need to go out and buy a supersized vehicle, like a Hummer or Escalade. Know what my friend Big Guy has? A Mini Cooper!! :)

Best. Headline. Ever.
Longwang Unloads on Taiwan Typhoon Longwang roared ashore in Taiwan with sustained winds of 138mph and a possible storm surges over 18 feet. This storm is considered Category 4 intensity and damage is expected to be severe. The storm is currently headed for Zhangzhou China.

Pegasus Parade
The parade, first held in 1956, is the Derby Festival’s oldest and founding event. It began on a budget of $640 and now provides an impact in excess of $14 million to the local economy. In 2007, the parade attracted a crowd estimated at 150,000 spectators along Broadway despite rainy and misty weather conditions. Mickey Mouse, in his role as The Sorcerer’s Apprentice, served as the Grand Marshal of the parade. Mickey appeared courtesy of The Walt Disney Company and Radio Disney AM680 in keeping with the event’s theme – “Wonders, Wizards and Wands.” Renowned magician and Louisville native Mac King served as the parade’s “Grand Magician.” Making his appearance in the 1940’s feature film Fantasia, Mickey stars as the Sorcerer’s Apprentice, perhaps his most famous role. The Walt Disney Production features Mickey as an aspiring magician who oversteps his limits when he borrows his mentor's forbidden magic hat and enchants a broomstick to do his work for him. Mac King has followe

Eagle Commitment
Eagles move from a process of courtship to commitment. The female eagle flies high into the sky, and the male eagle chases her. Suddenly she turns over on her back in midair and sticks her talons up. He moves over her and locks talons with her while they fall toward earth. He is totally committed. He would rather die then let her go. They are saying I love you, and I will never let you go. I am with you weather your rising or falling, through illness or health, through good days or rough ones, through mistakes, through trials, till death do us part. These eagles then mate for life. Proverbs 30:18-19 The way of the eagle is too wonderful to understand. Are we as Christians willing to lock talons with others? The bible gives us numerous examples of others totally committed, locking talons. The story of Ruth locking talons with Naomi is a good example set for us. David and Jonathon is another great example. God with Noah and the good Samaritan with a stranger are a couple of other grea

Wales Forever
WALES FOREVER [x] You were born in Wales [x] You speak Welsh [x] You have lived in Wales at some point in your life [x] You still live in Wales now Score so far: [ ] English people think that your name lacks vowels...it only has 2 a's [x] You have a friend with one of the following names: Dafydd, Llinos, Carys, Euros [x] "Ch" is NOT pronounced as in "chariots" but as in "OCH!" [x] You can pronounce the sound "LL" [x] You know the name "Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgoger ychwyrndrobwllllantysiliog ogogoch" Score so far: [x] You are genuinely thrilled when Wales wins a rugby game [x] Especially when it's against the English [x] You mock the English (haha) [x] You generally don't mind any other cultures as long as they're not English [ ] During rugby matches you run around chanting "you can stick your chariots up your arse!" Score so far: [x] You know all the words to Hen Wlad fy Nhadau. [x] You read Smot y Ci books as a child [x] You know who Sali Mali i

Lovely Lily
LOVELY LILY WITH YOUR PETALS, OPEN UP TO ME. YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIDE ANYMORE I AM THE SUNLIGHT COME TO SET YOU FREE, LET YOUR BEAUTY SHINE AND YOUR HEART BEAT NEXT TO MINE SO THAT WE MIGHT LIVE AND GROW TOGETHER.

:(**
What do u do when ur losing the best thing u ever had because people want to talk shit and make shit up? i have screwed up i wont lie but i am trying my hardest to prove she is the one for me the one i dream about the one that i give my life for. What can i do to show her

Get In Where A Fit In
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The Fire
Well one time me and my husband were living in a small town in Georgia. We rented this newly built house from a farmer who had built four houses together on a piece of land. Well it would have been nice and peaceful like that out in the country but someone moved in next door with a Rottweiler that wasn't very friendly. And then the other house next to us was rented to the county as a home for mentally handicapped adults. So we were right in the middle of a Rottweiler and mentally handicapped sandwich. I was pregnant at the time. That damn dog would scare me. It would run at you and get yanked back on the end of its chain. And the mentally handicapped people would get out and try to get in our house and stuff. Well the mentally handicapped people were living in a group of about five or six. There was always supposed to be two minders there with them. So one night me and my husband were lying in bed ready to go to sleep, and I opened my eyes and saw the flash of a

Look In Here, Come On I Know Ya Wanna
If you all would please just click on the pics below and help a good friend of mine and myself. We are both in contests and would really like to win. All help would be great. Rates and Comments please bomb the hell out of these three pics. Repost if you would also to make sure the most people can see this. Thanks

Kentucky Derby "non Alcoholic Mint Julep"
Kentucky Derby 4 Mint sprigs -- up to 5 sprigs 1 1/2 cups Sugar 2 cups Cold water 3/4 cup Lemon juice 1 1/2 quarts Ginger ale Lemon slices -- thin (garnish ; optional ) "A mock mint julep drink." Rinse the mint and discard stems. Place the sugar, water, and lemon juice in a medium-sized bowl, mix, and stir in the mint leaves. Allow to stand for 30 minutes. Fill a large pitcher with ice cubes and strain the liquid over the ice. Add the ginger ale and lemon slices, and serve.

She Is Leaving Us! We Have To Have 1 Last Party With Her!
The time has come to say GoodBye to our friend Tracy. She is leaving Fubar Thursday to get back to reality! lol We CAN NOT let her leave without a HUGE goodbye party!!! It is Tuesday, April 15, 7p-11p cst in the Pitbull Lounge. Come and say good bye, share stories, listen to some Rockin tunes by DJ Carebear and have a few drinks. Let's send Tracy off with a BANG! Click pic to get to lounge:

So You Want To Be My Master
Since some people are curious I will spell this out for you. First of all my Master has to "meet' the requirements. Simply put he has to be Papi material. I have a blog explaining what a Papi is to me. I shall sum it up for you here though. In my eyes a Papi is a man among men. He is patient, tolerant and compassionate. He will do his best to make me feel safe regardless of the situation I am in. As a submissive I can only serve one Master. Unlike a Master who can have many slaves if he chooses. I am very selective as to whom I even consider let alone choose, and because I know I may not be his only I will strive to be his favorite This is what I give to my Master; He has my devotion, he possess my mind, body and soul. Occasionally my heart. I will do anything for him. I am serving to a fault. My day is no complete unless I have a chance to serve him in some way. Be it from a story I write for him, thoughts I invoke, or any other form of contact he chooses to have with me.

Self Destructive
Ah yes the self destructive path. its the path im going down. why the fuck should i try to be productive if theyve given me A death sentence anyways?whats the point in trying if your going to fail inevitably. why cause yourself that pain when you can just be, until the end when death takes you. i made my advance directive (living will). I Katherine Long choose to refuse any and all medical treatments. i want my organs to be donated and given to science and i want no life saving treatments.In the event of a medical mishap or complications of my disease the only medical treatment i wish to receive is painkillers.i do not wish to stay in the hospital.i'll be honest, i am kind of afraid. not really of dieing but afraid of not knowing exactly how much time i have left. Im also afraid because i dont want to be in pain,but thats all.i want nothing more than to just spend my time doing the things i like until im gone.No doctors no tears with family or friends.i dont want to spend the time i

Why Do Boys Like Video Games So Much? (fluffy Starr)
VLOG: "Why do boys like video games so much?" This vlog was born out of me being bored and pestering a gamer (and recording it without his knowledge). Aren't all boys gamers? Why oh why? This was the quintessential question that I set out to find an answer to. Did I learn anything? No. But it was fun. See it here on Fluffy Starr TeeVee. (Bwahaha! Look at the image that represents that video. What a face! I look so pretty! ) x Fluffy. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dwSy2uUckHY

Sobriety
I sit back just to realize everything is better now. Yeah i dont really have much, but i do have a very select group of friends. They keep me on the right track. I've quit smoking an have been completely sober for a while now. With this new sobriety, ive opened my eyes to more than just drugs an alcohol. I am able to see what life really is. The world around me so sublime an comforting. Yet i know that you still need to be aware that in beauty there is pain. I see people wiwth there families it makes me happy but sad. My mother an father arent around an i sometimes wander what its like. I see little kids running around laughing an playing, no care in the world but yet i feel a slight emptiness. Reason being i never had a child hood i grew up way too fast. But all in all i know that no matter what, i am happy to be alive. The beauty of the world around me makes me realize in bad there is good,and good there is bad. All depends on how you look at it. to you the world

Watch Out.....
THIS GUY IS STALKING ME GUYS, SO WATCH OUT, HES TELLLING ME HES GOING TO KILLLL ME AND SHIT, WATCH OUT GIRLS, HES A FUCKING SICO, HERES HIS PIC, AND NAME ON HERE,Bush~Pilot@ fubarBUSH`~PILOT....

"at Market"
"at market" shade blocks shade on the market street aroma filled the air of fruit's mingled sweet light breeze blows a smelling nose shopping for treats was a Paris Rose long legs lally with V shade sunglasses beauty of a flower stood out in the masses black sheer stockings up to a garter sellers selling and willing to barter cucumber smile when hand feels skin turning and looking, grinning a grin fingers conform to its texture in strands wrapped in it's smoothness both hands long deep green deeply girth a gentle nod to ask 'it's worth' coins exchanged and pickle jarred strawberries sweet, zucchini hard peeled a nana and deeply taste lips pulled texture along it's base broken chunk sweetly munched in haste giggling with cheek full of banana baste batch to go and filled her sack innocently owned her sensual tact walking pleasures on the 'pari' roads a lady from market, a Paris Rose

Solitare Rose The Club
Smoke that hangs in the market of passion taking the hand that is dealt you in rations. Drinks with umbrellas to shots that are clear strangle the doubt and kick out the fears. She walked in with a mini-skirt grin silken soft ride of shear legs from heaven. Her skirt hugging her hips like red lip stick cornering the bar and stooled up a saddle sit. Breast perk pump up and a hand hair wave looking at a stranger in the strangest of ways. Her finger toiling with round the rim ring rubs sitting at the starting gate, hunting the clubs. Liquid courage for the tense and thirsty waiting at the troft, her cup of liquid mercury. Her eyes scan the room for a face that glows a hunter of sensual passion, a Solitare Rose

Liivng Clay
I will be a stone one day but for now I will be the living clay Like a drop I may dry up in the sun but for now I will with the river run I may be a star one day but for now I will light my own way. A leaf in the wind blowing away as I hold to a tree till my leaving day. Just another flower under the sun beauty is in living until I'm done. Like the wild grass reaching high, spread my seed then I lie. I may not see tomorrow's sun but until then I'll watch it come

"erica"
What Erica Means You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

Songbird Media Player: Love Child Of Mozilla And Winamp
By Ryan Paul | Published: April 16, 2008 - 05:04AM CT Ian McKellar gave a presentation on the Songbird media player at LugRadio Live this past weekend. The talk introduced some of the underlying goals behind the Songbird project and included a demonstration of some of the core technologies in the Songbird media player. Songbird is an open source media client with tight web integration that is designed by Pioneers of the Inevitable, a San Francisco-based company whose previous efforts include WinAmp and the Yahoo Music Engine. Songbird is still in early stages of development, but is already quite usable on the desktop. Version 0.5 was released late last month with MTP device support and user interface improvements. The Songbird developers aim to create an open ecosystem for media technologies that will liberate users from the closed end-to-end media solutions offered by Microsoft and Apple. The monolithic media architectures used by those companies, which tie music stores to s

Meditation
By means of meditation we can teach our minds to be calm and balanced; within this calmness is a richness and a potential, an inner knowledge which can render our lives boundlessly satisfying and meaningful. While the mind may be what traps us in unhealthy patterns of stress and imbalance, it is also the mind which can free us. Through meditation, we can tap the healing qualities of mind.

Yes I Did It Again
Well yesterday I was in a bit of a rush, had to pick up my daughter at 4 PM 20 miles away. So in the swirl right before leaving of putting on shoes and buttoning coats and making sure I have water bottles and cleats and 18 other things, I walk right out the door and close it. And then I realize I left my keys inside. DOH!!! So I stand there, its about 3:30, and I am confounded. What do I do now?? I stand there looking around, I look in my purse, I think, how am I gonna pick up my kid at 4, how am I gonna get in the house, UGGGHHH. Well, guess what? My very hot and sexy next door neighbor is right there, standing outside in his yard!!! So he sees me looking lost and confused, and says, what's going on? I say I just locked myself out again. He says "Didn't we discuss this before that it would be clever to give me a key?" I say yes but really I'm afraid if he has a key he will come inside and go through my underwear drawer. That's the God's honest truth. So we

No More Pics!!!
Yes you are right... I am NO longer posting ANY new pictures on my profile... Yesterday I went on... my bartab was EMPTY.... I am not too thrilled with that.... so since this is becoming like myspace.... I am NO longer posting ANY pictures unless more people rate me.. This also applies for my family too since I am sick of uploading new pics and they arent looking at them.. So... until further notice and I see some activity.. I am no longer posting... Please dont mistake me for being a points/rate whore cuz I dont even care if I am a Level 1, but my point is Why should I take the time and effort to add more pictures if no one looks at the ones I have up now...

Unfinished
Let your eyes devour my soul and eat it up whole I will still never let you go My demonic angel in disguise Get ready for a big surprise right before your eyes Watch my wings unfold I never promised anything Wanted for nothing You walk in and the world disappears Walkin down the road we've chosen Not knowing where it shall lead You probably see the dark side of me. But yet you still walk by my side. I never promised anything Wanted for nothing you walk in and the world disappears

Good News
For the last 3 yrs my mother has been strugglin with canser, and about 3-4 weeks ago she came home after bein at the hospital for 2 weeks bein drained for 4 liters of fluid in one of her lungs. She did not think she would ever get home again. yesterday she told me that she been to the Dr to do a check up, and there is no more sign of canser so that is good news and im so happy im cryin as i try to write this. I hope it will never return again. (Mom i love u so mush)

Echoes
Echoes Childhood memories, In a simple valley, That lays forgotten, I haven’t visited for a while, But nor have you. I make a sound, It echoes around me, Making me smile, I listen to another echo, That answers mine. Looking around me, I see a place, I remember so well, It was always just you and I, Even if your not here, It makes me smile, If only for a while. I close my eyes, It’s almost like you’re here, I whisper words, Yet they don’t echo. You were my echo, I was yours, Without you, There is no us, Without us, There is no sound.

Friend In My Grasp.............(what
Even through her mist, Her eyes light the way. Though she hides herself, To some that come her way. She still is a mysterey, And may always be in parts. It's been long since the day, Her beauty crept in my heart. The light from her smile her eyes, If I could only bring her near. Even at a distance, Her Beauty is always clear. To get close to her I would take any risk,challenge any wall. Once she hands me her friendship, From my grasp it will never fall.

India Arie, "heart Of The Matter" (remake)
these times are so uncertain: there’s a yearning undefined, and people filled with rage. we all need a little tenderness--how can love survive in such a graceless age? and the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness are the very things we kill, i guess. pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms...and the world they put between us, you know it doesn’t keep us warm. they make us throw off our contentment, and beg for something more... the more i know, the less i understand all the things i thought i knew, i’m learning them again i’ve been trying to get down to the heart of the matter but my will gets weak, and my thoughts seem to scatter so i think it’s about forgiveness

Nightmares- - Poem
I wake up with fear in the middle of night. I know this isn't right anxiety from fright. Something I cannot fight. Why do they torture me so The nightmares that use to come and go. And, now... well continue to grow. They induce such anxiety pain My soul they emotionally drain The lack of sleep, I am going insane Something I cannot explain. No one to comfort me From terrors unseen No comfort for my need All I can do, is hope and pray to be free.

Wanna Join The Bubbles And Foam Party Heres How U Can
THATS RIGHT DOIN IT JUST LIKE THEY ARE IN VEGAS AND HOLLYWOOD OUR VERY OWN FOAM AND BUBBLE PARTY! WELCOME TO THE FU-BLOCK FOAM AND BUBBLES PARTY!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN THE PARTY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS 1)HAVE A SALUTE 2)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY HOSTS TELL THEM YOU ARE JOING THE PARY 3)RATE /FAN/ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERSTELLING YOU ARE JOIN THE PARTY $IF YOU ARE ALREADY A FAN AND RATED AND ADDED SOMEONE THEN JUST LEAVE THE M A PROFLIE COMMENT SAYING YOUR JOING THE BUBBLE AND FOAM PARTY! JUST THAT EASY THEN YOU PRIV MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINNISHED ADDING ALL AND YOU WILL BE ADDED AS A MEAMBER OF THE HOTTEST PARTY ON THE FU XOXOX THE HOSTS OF THIS PARTY INCLUDE ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS@ fubar CLOWNIN WILL BE TAKIN IDS AT THE DOOR CLOWNIN*OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar BIG POPPA WILL BE THE BOUNCER SO NO FUNNY BUSS.GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN. BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs

I Am Now A High School Equivlent Grad
I passed my G.E.D. Test!!!!!! I am so happy. I can believe that i passed it, i thought i was going to fail the math portion of the test cuz there was nothing on there that i was refreshing up on. I am so glad i passed...I am at a lost of any more words... :)

Volumn Two
1. We knew more at 18 than we do at 35. Ask any 18 year old and they will tell you. 2. We regret because we have lived. We live because we have regreted. 3. We have dreams because we are happy. We are happy because we have dreams. 4. The man that said money cant buy happiness apparently never took his kids to Abercrombie & Fitch. Because money can buy happiness. 5. We live to die. We die to live. We are remembered for both.

Thats What Profiles Are For...
hello people, tell me if i am wrong here. my page is very clear and up front in your face honest! there isnt anything on my page that isnt true. mostly men always want a woman who doesnt play head games and jealousy crap,,women dont want it either. so here is my page short and to the point, tells about me what type of person i am and what i wont do and why i am here. is it my fault that some people on here do not take the time to read my page? dont think so. thats what it is there for. if you dont read my page,, when i tell you no to certain things,,why do you call me a bitch , a tease and get made when you ask me to PLAY WITH YOU I DON'T!!!!! IT'S on my page black and white! grrrrrrrr ....people want honesty and i am in your face honest,,and still you get a 'TUDE' with me! wtf? i am not knocking any of you that want to have your play time on the fube,,thats your thing and i am not putting you down at all. but we are different,, i dont judge you ,,so dont judge me! the people

Put In A Corner
I keep finding myself in the vast emptiness of the same room. Sitting in the corner holding my knees to my chest, rocking back and forth, shaking with fear. My body is bruised by the worlds continuous punches. There is nothing left for me to do than sit here a stare.. stare into the nothingness. Dwell on all Ive done wrong and what I should have done better. Nothing is ever enough. Im broken. Insignificant. Hopeless. No longer trying to stand and leave. How could I? This room holds all the sanity I have left to offer. But so many people are counting on me. If I stay here.. what happens to them? Do I care? ... Of course I do. They're my friends, my family, all I have. They EXPECT me to be strong for them. If I break they will.. a never ending cycle that is relying on me. Its to much. I still dont move. Pondering the meaning of my existance I still sit trembeling in my corner.. one day I'll leave.. one day..but not today

My Trip
Well I finally made it back from my trip. The plane ride was okay I guess, something I don't wanna do on a daily or weekly basis. I will say that I like the landings better than I do the take offs. Well gotta go bomb the contest my family is in so chat with ya later. If ya wanna help or just leave a rate here is the link.....

Psychotic Radio
PSYCHOTIC RADIO IS BACK WITH A VENGENCE... COME JOIN IN THE FUN. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN! WITH THESE LOUNGES: AND THESE SEXY, CRAZY, UNPREDICTABLE, DJ'S: DJ PSYCHO~trinas dong~SULTAN of the harem~fuhubby 2 DJS dark angel,kasey and nicci@ fubar DJ Dark Angel/fu-wifey to DJ psycho, DJ nicci and DJ kasey co-owner of the harem@ fubar DJ NICCI ~*~DIRTY BITCH CREW~*~SNAKESKINTA2 & SWEET REVENGE OWNER@ fubar ~DJ KASEY~DIRTY BITCH CREW~R/L G/F TO NICCI~CO-OWNER OF SWEET REVENGE~@ fubar DJ Brian ~BarStud for Jens BBW Fortress~Sonya's Fuhusband &R/L BF

Last Chance!!!!
I've decided to do a contest! This scavenger hunt requires u to take pictures of items (on a list I will provide at a later date). U must be in the pic with the item. U may have other people help u and they may be in the pics with u. But it will be a competition, so obtaining some of the items maybe challenging. Each item is worth different points. The person who has the most points at the end of the contest wins! There is nothing gross on this list, I promise. *Admission fee is 5, 000 Fu-bucks *Must submit entrance fee by 4/23/08 at 12:00 a.m. *Contest will end at 12:00 a.m. on 4/30/08 *Prize will be 50,000 Fu-bucks and you will own me, [~The Master’s Whore~] for one month (this will start on 5/17/08 because I am already owned by another Fu-friend until then) *I will send the list of scavenger hunt items out in a private message to each contestant after midnight on 4/24/08. *Each contestant must post each of their pics as a comment under their picture in my Scave

If A Man Wants You! Ladies Only!!!
If a Man Wants You!! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad @ yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

Why Me
I sit here in a room alone And wonder What's happening to me Why am I like this Why couldn't it be someone else Why me I sit here in a room alone Thinking About what's happening to me And wondering If this is the end of this Oh, what I would do if it was I sit here in a room alone Asking myself Why was I the chosen one And I wonder Why I can't be like everyone else I wish this thing would leave me alone I sit here in a room alone Asking myself "why me"

The Importance Of Circumcision
Do you think circumcision is not really relevant? In Philippines, circumcision is very important especially if you are a Catholic. Or maybe even non-catholic. It is one way of submitting yourself into God, not only that but as well as cleanliness and safety is concern. Clinically speaking, circumcision is very relevant in most cases. I have known this from a doctor. They have one patient, a foreigner who were so fond of hanging around the clubs and parties or maybe taking out some girls were likely most happened. The guy was already in his 50's that time when he was caught by an unusual disease, taken by having sex from different kinds of women. Although, they were clean but after having sex , the cum that come out from them will stick or remain inside the cover on the head of the penis where the shield or cover can't be open when it is not highly erected. So. there were some dues of cum remaining inside the head that causes some kind of smell and will lead to a disease. The guy

Starbucks Hit By Housing Slowdown
Thursday, 24 April 2008 07:20 UK Starbucks hit by housing slowdown Cash-strapped consumers are cutting back on coffee The demand for expensive coffee has been hit by the US housing slowdown and economic downturn. Starbucks has cut its forecasts for 2008 profit, blaming an economic environment that it describes as "the worst in the company's history". The coffee chain giant said conditions had been especially bad in California and Florida, which account for one third of its revenue in the US. It expects full year earnings to be "somewhat lower" than last year's. Uncertain times Results for the first three months of 2008 will be announced on Wednesday 30 April. Starbucks said it expected earnings per share for the quarter to be about 15 cents (8 pence), down from 19 cents in the same period of 2007 and well below Wall Street forecasts. More precise forecasts for the year as a whole were not possible, it said, because of the uncertainty about current econom

Revamp Of I Hope It Helps
its okay to need help its okay to not be able to do it all be yourself its okay to let someone in to be there with you when it all goes wrong its okay to need someone to break down with its okay to need a shoulder its okay to not be able to fix others its okay to not always be the strong one its okay its even human they want to be there to help they want to be just be there when you need them they want to be the arms you run to when things go wrong they want to be the one you share your tears with they want to be the shoulder you rest your head on when you cry they want to be there try to make it just a little better they want to be there to comfort you they want to be even tho they might not be able to help

Another Stolen From Lewis
Four things about me that you may or may not know. Please read the directions at the end! This is rather fun. Four jobs I have had in my life 1. Secretary for Computer Company 2. Secretary, Shipping, HazMat & Customer Service for a Paint Company 3. Sold Mary Kay (didn't wear it so it didn't quite work out lol) 4. Financial Coordinator for a Synagogue (current) Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Crank 2. Dune 3. Dangerous Minds 4. If these walls could talk Four places I have lived: 1. Savannah GA 2. Ludowici GA 3. Baumholder Germany 4. Bloomingdale GA (current) Four TV shows that I watch: 1. House 2. CSI, New York and Vegas 3. NCIS 4. Criminal Minds Four places I have been: 1. Florida 2. Maine 3. Virginia 4. Ohio Four people who email me (regularly): 1. erm.... no one 2. see above 3. see above above 4. see above above above Four of my favorite foods: 1. Pickles 2. Pasta 3. Mos

4 Things
Four jobs I have had in my life 1. Dishwasher 2. Carpet installer 3. Carnie 4. Grocery Store Clerk Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Boondock Saints 2. Lord Of The Rings 3. Nightmare on Elm Street (3) 4. The Wall Four places I have lived: 1. Aurora, CO 2. Cleveland, OH 3. St. Paul, MN 4. St. Louis, MO Four TV shows that I watch: 1. Dexter 2. CSI 3. Cold CAse Files 4. House Four places I have been: 1. Winchester, VA 2. Chicago, IL 3. Tampa, FL 4. Cleveland, OH Four people who email me (regularly): 1. Your Mom 2. Your Dad 3. Your Dads BF 4. Your Dads BF's Tranny Lover Four of my favorite foods: 1. Pizza 2. Cheeseburgers 3. Sushi 4. Shrimp Four places I would rather be right now: 1. Dead 2. Sleeping 3. Driving somewhere exciting 4. Here Four people I think will respond: 1. 2. 3. 4. I dunno Four things I am looking forward to this year: 1. Mov

Cool Things To Do In A Shower Stall
1. Enter the stall. Shower for about 3 minutes, then scream really loudly, exclaiming, "I didn't know I had one of THOSE!" 2. Enter the stall, fully clothed. Do not undress and make sure you clothes get all wet & soapy. Complain when leaving the bathroom that your shirt tends to bleed all over. 3. Ask Scottie to beam you up. 4. Enter the stall, undress and then re-dress up as Superman. Leap out of the stall, vengefully vow to stop Lex Luthor's evil plot, then run full force into the wall. Stand up, shake your head, and proceed to take your shower. 5. Bring a bottle of fake blood or ketchup into the shower with you. Exclaim "Ow, you know, it really hurts when you pop one of those." Then let the blood/ketchup seep down the drain for all to see. 6. Look over the edge to the person showering next to you, giggle, and then return to your side, whistling the tune "It's a Small World After All." 7. Bring in a rubber chicken. Get it all soapy, then toss i

A Dream Team Member In A Auction
> > > > > > > > > IT A SEXY DIVA MAMA IS IN A T-SHIRT AND PANT____'S AUCTION! > COME BY AND PLACE YOUR BIDS AND OWN ME FOR THE MONTH................ALL OF ME!!!!!!!!!!! > PLEASE RATE THE PHOTO TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO ME!! > AKAMRS. T IS MY NAME............................! > > > Water Effect by Crazyprofile.com BID ON ME, CLICK ON PIC BELOW > MY OFFER TO MY OWNER FOR ONE MONTH ONLY! RATE ALL PICTURES DURING HAPPY HOUR RATE ALL STASH DURING HAPPY HOUR 4 PERSONNEL PIC OF YOUR CHOICE ADD NAME TO MINE AS OWNER CRUSH FOR THE MONTH BUY DRINK DAILY BUY GIFT DAILY *** IF BLAST, HH, TICKER, OR BLING PACK 2 AT THE MOST WILL DISCUSS GIFT TO YOU ONE ONE BASIC'S(REAL BIDDER ONLY) > COME BY BIG POPPA PAGE TO FIND WHAT I HAVE TO OFFER TO YOU....................................! BiG PoPpA OfFiCiAl OwNeR oF T hE hOt MoMmAs ClUb i DoNt ChAsE ThEmE IrEpLaCe ThEmE So GeT In WhErE Y

Behind Those Eyes
You said "I got something to say" Then you got that look in your eye "There is something you've got to know" You said it as you started to cry "I've been down the wrong road tonight And I swear I'll never go there again" Ive seen this face once before And I don't think I can do this again Theres something I cant see There's something different in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide As you turned to walk away I saw another look in your eye And even though it hurt like it did I couldn't let this be your goodbye. You say that you're sorry And you say now that it hurts you the same Is there something here to believe Or is it just another part of the game? Theres something I cant see Something living in the way you smile Behind those eyes you lie And theres nothing I can say Cause im never gonna change your mind Behind those eyes you hide Ohh yeah

Glos Recent Er Visit
The mass in her tummy now covers most of her stomach.Last night she was in alot of pain and vomiting so we went to the ER.She was so dehydrated they stuck her 4 times without getting a vein.They did a ultrasound on her and showed the large mass then the doc came in and said very rudely that she has cancer and will die a very painful horribl death.The doc then went out.They did nothing for her pain and nothing to stop her vomiting.She is still vomiting and been crying all day from pain.I am taking her to difrent ER tonight.

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

King Of Wishful Thinking
I don’t need to fall at your feet Just cause you cut me to the bone And I won’t miss the way that you kiss me We were never carved in stone And If I don’t listen to the talk of the town Then maybe I can fool myself I’ll get over you I know I will I’ll pretend my ships not sinking And I’ll tell myself I’m over you Because I am the king of wishful thinking Because I am the king of wishful thinking I refuse to give in to my blues That’s not how it’s gonna be And I deny the tears in my eyes I don’t wanna let you see, no That you had made a hole in my heart And now I’ve got to fool myself I’ll get over you I know I will I’ll pretend my ships not sinking And I’ll tell myself I’m over you Because I am the king of wishful thinking I’ll get over you I know I will I’ll pretend my ships not sinking And I’ll tell myself I’m over you Because I’m the king of wishful thinking If I don’t listen to the talk of the town Then maybe I can fool myself I’ll get over you

Here's Your Change...
New Rule: Politicians in the midsts of an election shouldn't talk about change. No one believes you, and the only change you mean is whats left in my pocket after you (the politicians) have taken my dollars.

Another
From the mystic shambles of lifes embezzeled moments i see a glimpse of her a breath in me seizes to exzist heat arises blood begins to scramble in a stir Her beauty is without a blemish her romance is true to the core even creation pauses for a moment for her beauty is to adore Her love is never ending her candle will not go out at night and in her chambers are meadows of peace love joy and light Most are blind to her majesty her wings are always spread to fly she is most austeer and embracing her love is kind ,seated in the sky This for you my love my gem my hearts desire for truely my desire my dream is to be your sire

Shaking In My Boots!
Alright, so I wasn't actually wearing boots at the time, I just threw that in for interest... Last thing I remember last night I was laying on the couch watching "The Soup" and I must of fell asleep all cuddled up with my blanky and cat, then, it was like someone came over and started shaking the back of the couch to wake me... I quickly awoke to this low rumbling sound...I was so startled I didn't dare get off the couch. I just sat there with my cat staring at me, his eyes all bugged out, as if to say, "What the fuck is that!" I leaned over to look at the clock, couch still shaking, that read 11:47 p.m. The blinds to the sliding glass door were swaying back and forth... Then it stopped. Just like that... I jumped up to grab my phone and turn the lights on because "lights on" in the house means "safe" to me. Then my phone vibrated. It was a text from my friend who lives around the corner from my house. She said; "HOLY CRAP DID U JUST FEEL THAT HUGE ASS EARTHQUAKE

Yeah Well Life Is Sucking
I had been sitting here for about 3 hours now. I'm downloading update word Microsoft Vista, is taking forever. It's driving me up the fucking wall. I learned I have an option on my computer to speak into it as transcribes what I say into whenever program I'm using. Do any of you have that? Maybe it's something Microsoft this that has exclusively, but it's pretty awesome. So like if I was writing a paper I could totally speak it out loud. How easy would that make writing papers? That you wish you had this option and your computer. Right now I'm just practicing writing in word document, but I plan on writing a bunch of blog entries this way. I mean all I have to do is just say things out loud. Any ways, I just slept for like 20 hours because I took some geodon to make myself go to sleep. I had slept in like a day. However this was a bad idea considering it probably could died. Also apparently I said some really crazy shit to Steve on the phone. I guess he came over too

The Final Countdown...
One week left... 2 more papers and a Spanish mid-term. I was in the library for 6 hours today and my brain is fried. But I'm soooo close. I don't know how to keep my brain from wandering off and searching for songs on Youtube. The current song stuck in my head (both versions): One paper is on how the South lost the Civil War but is winning the memory of it. The other is on American foreign policy in the Great Depression... how exciting. One week and so many miles to go... I'll be back in Philly on the 5th if anyone wants to hang out.

Overweight
Well I found out my waist, how much I should be, and turns out I abit overweight, I have struggled with my weight, dealing with my ex bf, and going out with him, otherwise if I didn't meet him I'd be a hott ass chick. About 3-4 years ago I never struggled with my weight that much, but watching the body challenge show really got me thinking, and why I let myself go like that. But going to the gym 3x a week and working out for an hour will really get me back on track.

Single Life...
so, i've had conversations with quite a few people on here with them asking me why i am single. 90% of these people have no idea who i am, they say i seem sweet and they think i'm attractive, yadda yadda. sometimes i wonder how many of them are sincere in thinking "why is a girl like you still single" but that's just me. i believe in this day and age, most people are fake and they will say anything they think you want to hear. and many times it's been proven. you can't just go on people's word anymore. it's a see-to-believe kind of thing. but those who do take the time to get to know me and attempt to understand me still really aren't able to understand me. and this is actually why i'm still single..partially. i don't like letting people in. i've been hurt a lot in the past, i've been in a physically and severly emotional abusive relationship, which caused my youngest child to be born 4 months early. i've been cheated on. i've been lied to. and then there's the one "i can't handl

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex.You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you.Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Working For A Living....
so , I thought I might miss work.. ahaha no! I had no idea how much added stress & bullshit that place caused in my life. Since I left my kids are good, me & my husband are getting along, my house is clean & I'm just all around happier :) Welcome to the real world ladies & gentleman. Did people think I was ganna fall apart ? I still have my real friends .... you know the ones who arent afraid to tell me im a bitch if I am. God I love those people!!! I might look for a new job eventually .. this summer though I think I might just get my house all organized & spend time with my kids before they're too old to care anymore if mom's around. AAAH this is the life . to all who thought I'd fall on my face. bite me :)

Callin All Poets & Writers
As most of you know I’m very into poetry & writing. I’ve had many of my poems published. I received the new today that I have been chosen to be a Poetry Ambassador. As an Ambassador I get the chance to tell you all about a wonderful website that helps get your works out there & maybe even published. Most of you all know me well enough to know if I didn’t believe in this site I wouldn’t be promoting it to you all. It’s a wonderful feeling to get that email or letter in the mail notifying you that your very own work has been selected for publication. I’m very happy that I took that chance with poetry.com. I’m sure that those of you who are writers will feel the same if you take that chance. For those of you who want to take that chance, I’ll be adding a submissions link at the end of this. I hope you all find the joy in this that I have. Good luck! http://poetry.com/contest/poetrycontest.asp?suite=A93801&sak=P8808807

To Be A Mom
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, 'It's okay honey, Mommy's here.' Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars. And that when their kids asked, 'Did you see me, Mom?' they could sa

Opportunity Knocked, And I Finally Answered The Door
Some of you know that I've been promoted at work. Which means I actually took advantage of an opportunity. An opportunity that has presented itself time and again over the past eight years. What opportunity, you may ask? It's to edit and lead the North Central News, a weekly newspaper that is published within our same company that produces the paper I have served for nine years – the Northeast Herald. All here in the Alamo City area. Going from staff writer to what a college adviser had half-jokingly called me eons ago ("glorified staff writer) in some respects won't be much of a significant change. Save for the welcome pay increase and slightly altered schedule. And the idea that I no longer must attend so many government meetings week after week after week. And I would actually have to manage a reporter rather than be held accountable to another editor. It's a daunting challenge, no doubt, but nothing with which I'm not familiar. I've edited before in college and even launched

Stupid Boy
Stupid Boy lyrics Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess to build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you

Stress And Strokes
If you don't handle stress it can make you feel tired, drained and depressed - it can also kill you. Here are some simple stress management tips to help you combat stress and preserve your health. Stress management is the active and constant correction to your body and mind to the forces of stress and pressure. The worst form of stress is the daily, repetitive and constant stress from any source. It makes your body constantly react, release hormones and enzymes into your circulatory system, and in the end, destroys your immune system altogether. Learn to manage stress now, and you can avoid that heart attack and stroke, just waiting to happen. How Does Someone Know They are Stressed Many people do not know they are suffering from stress and the effects of stress. A few simple self-tests, and you can see if you are both stressed and suffering from stress. During any time of the day, do a body survey. Are you hands clenched? Do you have “nervous leg” (leg mo

Why Do Bad Things Happen?
Why would a guy be with a woman 9 years and on their 9th wedding anniversary find out they are pregnet, they have a beautiful daughter together and then 2 years later the guy seperates from his wife and doesn't wanna try to work out their problems, and leave his wife and his daughter with no way of going. And tells everyone that he is with someone else. But tells his wife that he isn't a boyfriend to this other girl. A marriage of 12 years thrown away all because he has lust for the other girl. What causes this to happen? What causes a guy to get mad with his wife all the time and slam things around in front of her all the time, to the point she can't take no more and has to ask her husband to leave till they can get along? What would cause a guy to marry his wife on April 1st 1996 and share 12 years of marriage ,, memorries good and bad and a 2 year old baby girl born November 27 2005,, and just throw it all away without trying to go to marriage counceling first? why do ba

'tis Better To Have Loved Part6
"Love me." I was stunned. I knew exactly what she wanted. Only in my wildest dreams had I ever imagined that she would ask such a thing of me. But in her present state of mind, would she regret it in the morning? I didn't wish to cause her any more pain in any way. "Look," I held her face gently between my hands and gazed directly into her pleading eyes, "Are you sure you want to do this?" "Yes, I'm sure. I wanted to be with you from the very first night I was here, but couldn't work up the courage to ask you." That was all I needed to hear. I picked her up and carried her, like a groom carrying his bride over the threshold. I gently set her down upon the edge of the bed. I sat down next to her and gazed once more into her eyes. Where once I saw fear, I now saw raw passion and abandonment to the moment. Our lips drew nearer and I swear that there was electricity that passed between us. Our kiss was not one of friends or even merely lovers, but of two halves of one soul f

Names...
SO our boy name is Ethan James And our girl name is Makayla Renee Or Makayla Christine And that's the way it be, Although, we aren't pregnant anymore. Which, actually really sucks. But, I think we are going to try again. It;s something we sat and talked about, and if it happens it happens, if not, it's not something God has planned for us. So, either way, we're just taking things a day at a time.

What Is This I Feel
love or lust ? what is this i feel what is this i feel? is it your smile warming up my cold heart what is this i feel? is it your lips caressing my hot chocolate body that your smile has warmth what is this i feel? is it your hands rubbing up and down my dick making it hard while filling your mouth with the sweet taste of chocolate as you sreach for the cream filling what is this i feel ? is it your wet pussy slowly working it's way down and through my body starting from my lips that are wrapped around your wet pearl as i tongue the inside of your carmel delight tasting the passion of your love running through my body what is this i feel? is it your love bouncing harder and harder on my dick feeling my head pushing your wall back, while your lips slowly floats over my chest and your hands grabbing for anything you can reach as your love over flows and you reach your peek now again i ask what is this i feel ? love or lust why can't it be both ?

Sestina Of The Fallen Dream
Sestina of the Fallen Dream All must bow before the wise rule of Kings Or so said the long history of Nations For never before was heard the word Liberty As the hammers of men were hailed as heroes While the rest were given no dream to dream And were told to be content with their rags Yet out of those who were born to suffer the rags Few giants ever rose up to challenge the Kings Or the blind and brutal march of Nations; To give voice to the blasphemous idea of Liberty Or propose a new heart for the heroes As death was the reward for dreaming such a dream But some Giants did dare to dream And they published their dream on a piece of rag Which they sent to the demented King Announcing the birth of a nation Built on the foundation of liberty And upheld by the hearts of heroes Yet there was a price to be paid by those heroes For the announcement of their noble dream And so the bombs burst in air about this virgin rag This affront to the tradition of Kings

Lynx Creek, Arizona
Lynx Creek, Arizona A lazy day beneath a bridge listening to wind in the trees blowing down from off the ridge the song of a mountain breeze Listening to wind in the trees watching the clouds drift by the song of a mountain breeze serenading clouds in the sky Watching the clouds drift by as I move in and out of sleep serenading clouds in the sky while sorting through my dreams to keep As I move in and out of sleep to the music of a mountain song while sorting through my dreams to keep to find the peace for which I long To the music of a mountain song I watch each and every falling leaf to find the peace for which I long from this bridge I sit beneath I watch each and every falling leaf as the summer day wears on from this bridge I sit beneath I find my cares soon are gone As the summer day wears on in the panacea of this rest I find my cares soon are gone peace lays gently on my chest In the panacea of this rest from a life spent long

Thoughts Of You
When I think of her, all time stands still Her beautiful face fills me with childhood thrills Hearing her voice makes me lose all sense of will She puts meaning into my life. When I am with her, life couldn't be better All worries are lost with the float of a feather Her hand, in mine, was made to be there She is mine, The One.

Monument For Hillary!
Dear Friends and Relatives: We have the distinguished honor of being on the committee to raise $5,000,000.00 for a monument of Hillary Clinton's heroic stand under Bosnian sniper fire. We originally wanted to put her on Mt. Rushmore until we discovered there was not enough room for two more faces. We then decided to erect a statue of Hillary Clinton in the Washington, DC Hall Of Fame. We are having a bit of difficulty as to where the statue should be placed. It was not proper to place it beside the statue of George Washington, who never told a lie, or beside Jesse Jackson, who never told the truth, since Hillary Clinton could never tell the difference. We finally decided to place it beside Christopher Columbus, the greatest Democrat of them all. He left not knowing where he was going, and when he got there he did not know where he was. He returned not knowing where he had been, and did it all on someone else's money. If

Report: At&t To Sell 3g Iphone @ $200 Discount
Might Apple be ready to formally embrace unlocking with a new iPhone pricing structure at AT&T? (Credit: CNET Networks) AT&T plans to sell the 3G iPhone for $199 when it arrives in AT&T's stores in June, according to a report, in a sign that Apple may have given up on locked iPhones. Fortune is reporting that you'll be able to buy a $199 iPhone in AT&T's stores, and only in AT&T's stores, when the new model arrives around the one-year anniversary of the iPhone launch. The report says Apple will sell 8GB and 16GB versions of the new iPhone for $399 and $499 in its own retail stores. This report, based on the word of a single anonymous source, raises no less than 28 zillion questions. My first thought is that if this is true, the only way Apple would go along with its partner's intention to dramatically undercut its pricing would be if Apple plans to sell unlocked iPhones in Apple stores. Apple seems to have acquiesced to the demand for unlocked phones, embracing the develop

Art Of War, Scroll 1, The Keys Of Strategy
Sun Tzu The Art of War Essentials Chapter 1 The Keys of Strategy Pay heed now to the Keys of Strategy When preparing your estimation For such will determine if victory Is to be the fate of the Nation Therefor develop situations And act upon them in accordance If you wish to control the balance

Art Of War, Scroll 1, Verse 25
Sun Tzu The Art of War Essentials Chapter 1 Verse 25 The enemy host, a house united, against all force can make a stand; To sever the ministers from their head and those with whom he is united, one must with devious rumors spread and sow dissension through out the land; the enemy host, a house divided, is a house that can no longer stand.

For All My Friends
Subject: Fw: i like this one..... Hebrew: In the beginning God covered the earth with broccoli, Cauliflower and spinach, with green, yellow and red Vegetables of all kinds so Man and Woman would live Long and healthy lives. Then using God's bountiful gifts, Satan created Dairy Ice Cream and Magnums. And Satan said, 'You want hot Fudge with that? And Man said, 'Yes!' And Woman said, 'I'll have one too with chocolate chips'. And lo they Gained 10 pounds. And God created the healthy yoghurt that woman might Keep the figure that man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat and Sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went From size 12 to size 14. So God said, 'Try my fresh green salad'. And Satan Presented Blue Cheese dressing and garlic croutons on The side. And Ma

Ranting
FIRST OFF FUCK YOU! that is directed at someone specific, if it's for you then you already know! i really fuckin hate it when people assume they know me from reading one line! (my status messages on yahoo/fubar) how can you know someone and tell them you know how to fix the problem, when you don't even know what the fuck the problem is??? i hate it when people assume they know my life story just from reading my about me. in reality you know nothing about me. for one it's the god damn internet! i could write anything i want and you have no choice but to believe it because that's all i've said. but........everything in my about me and whatever else, is nothing but truth. but that doesn't give you the right to come to me and tell me that i just need to get out more and i'll be ok. if it was that fucking easy don't you think i would have done it! i really fuckin hate being judged! you sit there and judge me because of something i said in a mumm or a blog or what the fuck ever, when

Miranda Lambert - Kerosene
I'm waitin' on the sun to set cause yesterday ain't over yet I started smoking cigarettes there's nothing else to do I guess Dusty roads ain't made for walking, Spinning tires ain't made for stoppin' I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad Life ain't hard but it's too long to live it like some country song Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really ain't a crime I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me Forget you high society, I'm soakin' it in kerosene Light 'em up and watch them burn, Teach them what they need to learn HA! Dirty hands ain't made for shakin', ain't a rule that ain't worth breakin' Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me Now I don't hate the one who left You can't hate someone who's dead He's out there holding on to someone, I'm holding up my smoking gun I'll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name Well I'm giving up on love ca

For My Stalker
this is to my stalker! you know who you are! GO AWAY! Seriously, wtf is wrong with you? Take a hint, I think you are gross! I don't want anything to do with you! You are on your 3rd profile now just to talk to me? Seriously? Why? I'm really not all that interesting. I'm sure you can find other girls that would appreciate the points. But go ahead keep making profiles, cause i'm just gonna keep blocking and reporting!You are creepy! You need a shower! Need to cut that nappy hair! Shave, and brush your teeth!

Imagine
This is a VERY hot story. If you don't like HOT stories stop now. Imagine I'm looking at the little dimples on either side of the base of your spine. How perfect and symmetrical and incredibly sexy. The little dip in the center of your back, which shows the outline of your backbone, rises vertically. Your blonde hair hides your graceful neck, but your bare shoulders are arched backwards, causing your shoulder blades to compress into the middle of your back, creating a small canyon of shadow. I notice the freckles on your fair skin and think how wonderfully they complement blonde hair. The round curves of your perfectly formed ass hover four inches above my stomach. I can see and feel my erect cock disappearing into the wet folds of your cunt. Your legs have straddled me and your feet are on the floor. I’m slumped on the couch, with my feet resting on the floor, knees at a 90-degree angle, making a rock-hard table of my stomach. You are slowly rising and falling, imp

A Woman's Week At The Gym!!
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She

5-31-2008
As most of you know... Me and my husband are being evicted from our home with a daughter on our hip! It really sucks. its not like we have enuff income to just go rent or buy w/e we see! so right now we have choice between living in a Mobil Home which isnt bad we'd Rent to Own...just gotta get a loan to buy it basically. That could take awhile. and there is two apartments we are trying to fight for right now and hoepfully the credit will be okay to get in. I figure its an EMERGENCY situation they should let us get in. IM writing this to let everyone know...if you do not see us online for awhile! WE WILL BE BACK!... if its a month dont worry we'll be back. We love the fubar experience and dont want to lose the fu-friends we have made. We also dont want to lose our Staff! @ Wicked Desires! YOU ALL ROCK. Also - My Fellow Lollipop Gurlz... better keep me updated when i get back on what is going on... I let tequila know everything and I will always be a lollipop gurl. :) Any com

Self Destructing
i am the high you can't sustain. . . . . and i control you i am the pusher i'm a whore. . . . . . . and i control you i am the need in you for more. . . . . . and i control you i am the bullet in the gun. . . . . . . and i control you i am the truth from which you run . . . and i control you i am the silencing machine. . . . . . . and i control you i am the end of all your dreams . . . . and i control you i take you where you want to go i give you all you need to know i drag you down i use you up mr self destruct

Becoming?
> the me that you know he doesn't come around much that part of me isn't here anymore all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry drowns out all i hear no escape from this my new consciousness the me that you know he used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when i'm right with you i'm so far away i can try to get away but i've strapped myself in i can try to scratch away the sound in my ears i can see it killing away all of my bad parts i don't want to listen but it's all to clear hiding backwards inside of me i feel so unafraid annie, hold a little tighter i might just slip away it wont give up it wants me dead goddamn this noise inside my head [8x]

Tiffiany's Hairy Pussy Taking Cock!
Hi Everybody This weekend I am releasing "Good Girl" which stars Tiffany and her hairy pussy! This scene is the follow up to "Naughty girl need a spanking" where after leaving Tiffany stood in the naughty corner after I had tanned her ass red for watching porn, touching herself and letting a bloke film her I have now had a cup of tea, calmed down and am feeling guilty and horny so I am back in the living room telling Tiffany how sexy and beautiful she is and it is not long before I am licking her tits, fingering her hairy pussy, then Tiffany gets my cock out and gives me a blow job! We then move into the bedroom where we fuck like our life's depends on it! Over a hundred photos and 20 minutes of hardcore b/g video action For samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour%2013.html Or to see the video sample use this link http://tgps.freakdaddys.com/wildfowler/tiffanny%20week%201%20promo%20film.wmv Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jamesw

Love In Its Truest Form
Love in its truest form has no language or words, it just has a thousand and one actions we all wish we could describe...Love IS everything its cracked up to be. Thats why people are so cynical about it. It really IS worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for.Trouble is, if you dont risk everything, you risk even more trouble...............It doesn't matter if you've known the person a day, a week, or forever, you can't change the feelings you have for that person. If you love someone show it. If it's meant to be then it will be if not then let it go..(its hard).......:)

Updates For Sunday 5/4!
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~FU OWNED by MASTER CAINShe needs 1,399,816 points to GodMother. We also have an unofficial giveaway going on at the moment. [ÐJ~WÎññÎë] Needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP. Please drop by and leave comments when ever you can. In doing so you will be helping two members as Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê is hosting the giveaway! If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help!

2am Interlude
2am Interlude by LateNiteFantasy© That smug look upon your face tells me where you've been, You've been out "thinking", rather drinking. Oh I'm sooo sorry, you didn't want to stay home and watch tv again? Than how about f**king me? Ohhh okay...you'll be back to do that around 2 am, breath hot with alcohol, smelling like someone else... Ooohhh....okay then....I'll just wait here and try to stay awake to f**k you.... Ooohhh how it arouses me....the smell of stale beer and cigarettes mixed with that sweet scent of the person I do not know You say you don't want to toy with me anymore....I'll say it once, then I'll say it no more... You've been toying with me for years.......you cold, heartless whore!! written to a cold heartless wife

Ashamed
i feel alone... i feel like i could die i feel alone... i feel like i could die... tonight carry on carry on don't feel ashamed.. don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i'm getting close... to the other side just close the door i'll leave the past behind me can you see my pride it's only one step away from freedom... freedom... i feel i can fly anywhere with anyone don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i love you baby... so don't you feel ashamed!!

This Tuesday On Darkside Radio
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.6.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! Tonight we premier... music from Xtractor and we treat you to a special Millennium Omega segment featuring an open discussion about the s

Riven
riven by LateNiteFantasy© chilling sound of thunder rumbles barren cove devouring inland tranquility. animated flat sea exposes braided bridle laced with gold, decorating lush mane of a sleek black stallion, captivating wide eyes of curiosity as pale blue lightning rises from the deep seaweed curls round wading hooves as green weeds trim emerald velvet cloaked in mist round amber haired maiden hungry urgency licks moist trembling lips as sulfurous eyes pierce ageless alpha matching his intensity in lithe magnificent agility, he captures her steed in the breakers and mounts its powerful frame in one leap grasping her reins swiftly, she dives into her deepest aquatic lair as rough hands clench curling mounds of wavy hair in mastering boldness as he binds her tightly against his length of rippled arms cracking spine feels changeling of a virile chest as her heart shares rhythm with his shameless swells "what alchemy creates such a space lauri

Am I Being Cold
My father, who is not a very nice man, is in Houston for tests. While there they find an embolism the size of five fingers side by side in his stomach. Before the scheduled operation time it begins to rupture, they perform major surgery instead of a simple stunt. Now he will be there in icu for the rest of this week, and in the hospital for possibly two weeks. My mother calls and tells me this in 30 seconds flat, because she needs to call My sister and talk with her, daddy would want her to do this. Plus, he had her call my sister and the rest of my siblings at 130am this morning. I didn't get any information until 1030am. Its normal for me to only get a brief description of the problem, being that i am the black sheep of the family , I am lucky to get that much. I just wonder if I should feel more for him lying there in that bed suffering. Instead I just feel slighted again. I hung up the phone knowing that if my father died I wouldn't know about it for several hours, maybe even a

On Congressional Pay
On Congressional Pay (note: at the time I wrote this, J.D.Hayworth, former Representative from Arizona, had not yet surgically lost weight) We are told we must sacrafice, That we must tighten up our belts... This is all very good and nice And we are willing to sacrifice But you, no doubt, should share the price For that's the way the cards are dealt Congress must make a sacrifice the size of J.D.Hayworths belt.

Only You
With you, it's all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.

Poem
If I could have one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Meet The Weimar Dollar
By Michael Fox Where is this $150,000,000,000.00 “economic stimulus package” coming from? Let’s make this really clear. The United States government does not have any money. On the contrary, the national debt now stands at $9.2 trillion dollars, which is more than 61 times more than the “package.” So, as they don’t have the money to give, those $600 checks they plan to mail out this spring will literally comprise just printing money. In order to hand out a mass of cash they don’t have, therefore, they have to borrow it. Consequently, this week Bloomberg reported that rates were going up for long-term treasury notes. There it is, this deeply-indebted entity – the US Government – is borrowing an additional $150 billion on top of that $9.2 trillion they already owe, then handing it out. At the same time, in anticipation of this distribution of just printed cash, the price of oil on the commodities exchange promptly went up, to over $90/barrel. You can bet your Buick it will bust

Re: Man Arrested, Put In Dna Database For Dropping Apple Core
RE: Man Arrested, Put In DNA Database For Dropping Apple Core ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 09 May 2008, 12:52 Man Arrested, Put In DNA Database For Allegedly Dropping Apple Core A man with a heart condition was arrested, shackled, put in a DNA database, locked up for 18 hours and taken to court after police claim he dropped an apple core in the latest shocking example of enviro-tyranny being metered out by a cadre of brownshirt "community support officers" that now patrol British cities harassing citizens. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050908_apple_core. htm

Gone
Ok peeps..Im leaving for awhile..Tired of all da lil yo-yo games...drama & chaos as some people call it..etc...so..Im gone..I may pop on to check offlines on messengers from time to time..but i wont be online for any regular times. Have a nice day.

Loco - Coal Chamber
pull - steamroller rollin' through my head said attached to loco power up coal through the system out to the right said you're in my light - lock down the generator on man screw down use the system use the main plan full power up to the point man don't fuck with me loco lock down here latch the generator on screw the system full power hit the main plan

A Lil About Me!
I have come to a major conclusion in my life. I need, not just want, but actually need to be loved. I have roamed this earth for 38 years. I have had more good times than one man should be allowed to have. But then again I have had more heartaches then one should have to bear. Along the way I was married but it was for all the wrong reasons and not about love. I have literally defiled myself trying to fill an insatiable apatite. I have dreams about being happy and being in love but I fear that it's all just that. I want to be loved for who I am bot how good i look or how good I am in bed. I want to held in good times and the bad. I want to be missed when I'm gone. I want to be adored and spoiled. By god I just want to be honestly loved!!!!!

Mania
The rage has fallen (yet again) When does this end? This cycle of fruitless battles. Of pushing that membrane between mania and sane. Why does mania bring the rage? Is it the thousands pounding, screaming for an audience, begging to be heard by the crazy bitch in charge? I can't reboot. (I'm not a fucking computer) I just need one drink, slide it down chasing smoke that still lingers burning the whites. That elusive proof, promises of sanity shortlived, yet so inviting. when they start screaming I want to find something a boring instrument of pain. Hunt the fuckers down. Yank them howling from bleeding ears. Torch them in a bonfire of bones. Laugh with glee, the wicked witch ............survives. A vacuous waste of space. The mind of chaos, begging for use lusting after that sweet pulsing destruction. I need a god damn drink.

Open Relationship
ok, in case you were wondering.... my boyfriend and i have an open relationship, to a certain extent, that is, i need his permission. i am bisexual, i have always prefered girls, but guys are fine too. however, i am not up for anything romantic with a guy. any question? ask me

Help Bomb Me!! I Really Want A Vip/or A Blast!
3 Month VIP/30 Day Blast Giveaway Contest!!! I entered a rate/comment bombing contest and am asking for a little help from all my friends and family. Please click the picture below and rate it and while you are there please add comments as every one counts. Thank you for your help! SWEET MAMACITA @ fubar WHILE YOU ARE THERE PLEASE F/A/R CONTEST HOSTESS: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ @ fubar (repost of original by '

My Climax
My Climax by LateNiteFantasy© It starts with just a tingle, slight From just behind my balls And slowly grows, a knot so tight As through the flesh it crawls Until I feel my ass succumb The muscles there go tense My mind’s focused, my body numb As nothing else makes sense Sensations passed into my cock Have made it gorged with blood As pre-cum weeps, it’s hard as a rock Awaiting soon the flood The tension spreads, my muscles strain Throughout my body now There is just one thing in my brain One thing I will allow My focus is on my release Frustrations for to rid All other matters now do cease Climax my welcome bid My time; more friction to employ I feel I will explode I cry, my face contorts with joy Sensations overload! Ejaculate – I feel it flow As if a river run I feel it built, about to blow Discharges like a gun As semen pumps out of my prick Sensations are sublime It is so much, so white and thick Spurts out, time after time I

What A Year
I have had such a trying year already and it is starting to weigh heavily upon me. At the beginning of the year, my boyfriend came home from Iraq, you can't imagine how excited I was about that. Waiting for him to get off of that plane was tortue, after what seemed to be an eternity, I was finally going to be with the love of my life! That weekend was wonderful....heaven, he planned our future out that weekend, when he had to go back onto base, it was excruciating for me... but i knew that we would be back together in a couple of weeks for my bday, so it would be ok....that was the last time i saw him, he called me to make sure I got home ok, told me he loved me, would call later and then........disappeared. That has been several months ago and it still haunts me every day. To give your heart and soul to a person and then not even get a goodbye...it messes with a person's head. I have had such a hard time letting people in my life because of this. It is so hard for me to trust

Better As A Memory
You move on like a sinners prayer You let 'em go like a levee breaks walk away as if you don't care learn to shoulder you mistakes You were built to fade like my favorite song getting reckless when there's no need laugh as my stories ramble on break your heart but it won't bleed your only friends are pirates, it's just who you are Your better as a memory than as my man You were never sure when the truth wouldn't do Your pretty good on a lonely night You move on the way a storm blows through You never stay, but then again, you might you struggle sometimes to find the words always sure until you doubt walk a line until it blurs build walls too high to climb out but, your a liar to a fault, it's just who you am Your better as a memory than as my man You saw me leanin', bound to fall You didn't wanna be that mistake Your just a dreamer, and nothing more I should know it before it gets too late cause good-bye's are like a roulette wheel you never know where th

Lil Slavegrrl
lil slavegrrl had me in shackles but now I'm out of them :( Go show her some mad love and tell her I sent ya!!! sub lil slavegrrl aka SweetOne ` Wife and sub to NoMoreVodka@ fubar This pimp-out brought to you by: TinkerbellMN84~Fu-Owned by DJ Beagle, Darkness, & lil slavegrrl

To My Fubar Friends And Family
HEY THIS IS YOUR BOI GHETTOLUVA26 saying wuss up to all of you and a happy b-lated mothers day to all of you that i haven't gopt to talk to i got you in my heart now i got that out the way i got new pics and new stashes up on my profile you will all enjoy the video's will take you back and my playlist. for the ppl who are in top r&b like i am it took me a long time to find and they are dear to me and the pic will just touch you so if you have time stop by my page and take a look and sit back relax and listen to them and leave comments if you will but also i have some pic i learned how to do on my own for the first time so let me know what you think have fun on my page and enjoy it o.k. p.s. i also have a lounge called the ghetto lounge check that out as well love yall thanks tj

The Measure Of A Woman
I cannot help but think that the prevailing notion on this internet community among young ladies has to do with their sexual value, or what they perceive as value. Why do women traditionally base their value on their bodies? Is it because men traditionally do as well? What about a smart woman? Are they to be appreciated or reduced to their body only? Why do these gals show so much skin, and who are they trying to impress?