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6 Questions
YOU CAN ASK ME SIX QUESTIONS 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] as "6 questions?" __________________________________________________ IF YOU DON'T THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK (repost of original by 'tonz1404...snot bowl' on '2007-04-16 13:27:35') (repost of original by 'Just Lil Me' on '2007-04-16 13:46:53') (repost of original by 'dcowboysfan1978' on '2007-04-16 15:33:17')

I Don't Know How Many More Blows I Can Take . . .
As if losing my friend Zeb as horrifically as he died last month wasn't tragic enough, I got a phone call last night from my friend Amy telling me that another friend of mine, Chayla, decided to blow her brains out over the weekend. She was 26 years old. How many friends is one person supposed to lose tragically in ones' lifetime? This is the 9th friend I have lost over the past 10 years to tragic, less-than-natural circumstances, and the 2nd in one month and one day. I really don't know how to feel right now. I am SO F*#&ING ANGRY, in addition to the hurt, and I am pretty much numb. She had so much going for her - just got engaged back in February, a wonderful man, a great new career . . . all gone . . . Forgive me if I just don't feel like talking to anyone right now . . . but I am just struggling real hard to try and understand the cards that life deals us right now . . .

The Story Of Your Anus
As i look at this chair,sitting in the computer, drinking a bowl and smokin some coffee,i realize my minds all backwards,and i cant keep you off me.i'm sexy as you smell.wild,and kinky as well.i crack alot of jokes,lotta storys to tell.it comes from the crazie life i once lived,and the pride i wouldnt give,as the white government took everything for (witch)i live.left me with "society" and a single white dove.to remind me of the beauty that once was.the children that i love.and the culture we'll all miss.But this isnt that.as that is this. becouse tommarrow's yesterdays are today. but only in the afternoon. becouse mornings before..night..is after noon. So i ask "have you seen the magical bafoon? eat some lsd.and take a walk with me.through the times of the hour glass, the wilderness and animals we pass.down into the darkness. into the halls of memories.random thoughts and energys.we will share our thriving force,our wildest desires and their driving source.as we learn about each oth

Virginia Tech Convocation
Dont forget what you were doing at the time of this horrrible event that has taken place in our country. Let us mourn and pray for all the lives that were lost. Pray for the school and the families and friends of those that have lost their lives to a madman who did not care about human live. Lets stand as a nation again and get through this horrilbe event that has affected so many peoples lives. The Virginia Tech Massacre....when will these senseless killers stop......Prays go out to the students, the faulty, and the family members that have lost loved ones. Lets give thanks to those who gave their lives to protect lives of others.....

The Lost
Perpetual wandering, insane mumblings, twiddling of fingers. Lost in the darkness, I wander alone. I fear not as this has always the way for me. I am lost for all of time that has been and is to be, the dark is part of me and i dwell in this place, my eternal purgatory. Remembering the light , sometimes I long for it, to see it, to touch it, to be a part of it. I was a part of it once!, so long ago . I can barely recall. Now I only know this place!, I only know this moment, the darkness reaches inside my mind, it puts thoughts there to torment me, I embrace them, they are all I have.

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss: Living A Chessmatch
(Originally posted on January 23, 2007)For the past few months, I have scheduled appointments early every other Monday morning to get out of one company meeting.This week, though, Idiot Boss rescheduled the meeting I missed to this morning today (Wednesday). Therefore, I had to sit through the crappy meeting, listening to him talk about all sorts of things.However, I will have the last laugh. My wife gave me a stomach bug that the emergency room doctor said is infecting about half the county. I probably passed that bug to everyone in the room. Including, of course, the Idiot Boss.See, it's like chess. You have to think several moves ahead...tag: Idiot Boss, meetings, revenge, business, health-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

My Sex Sign
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Confession, (this Is For You Lala Sis...lmao)
Father, for give me for I have sinned. I am a comment whore...even now I feel the need to comment my sister LALa's page just to prove that I still love her..and show her that she is missed.. (LMAO)... Will that do Mistress LALA? LMAO Di

I Got Accepted
I just received my acceptance letter to the Graduate Program at Lehman College... Yes people, i am going back to school to get my Masters Degree in Social Work....to continue to help people do the shit they cant do for themselves, lol (that sounded so mean and unprofessional) but seriously i obviously must enjoy my job and workin with my clients to go back right.... So not only do i have beauty but i have brains too..... I'm not looking forward to the workload but hey once i graduate i get more money & a promotion....

Updates For 4/18
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Thursday Rant
Good Morning. K this morning has been soooooooooo fun. First yesterday and today I uploaded pics. My family is about all that rated em. PLENTY OF YOU VIEWED THEM. Why not rate em. Rate em a 1 ..I don't care whatever. JUST dont hit and run. Just like my blog. You read the damn thing comment it!. My other bitch is these damn pervs askin me if I wanna watch them wank on cam. I am not that kind of girl. I don't care, I will never ever look at ur penis boyz. And quit asking me to rate ur nsfw pics. You dont get points for it and I don't need subjected to that horror. TYVM And a song cuz I am fookin Pissed

For Rent
A businessman meets a beautiful girl and agrees to spend the night >with her for $500. So they do. Before he leaves, he tells her that he does >not have any cash with him, but he will have his secretary write a check >and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT." > On the way to the office he regrets what he has done, realizing that >the whole event was not worth the price. So he has his secretary send a >check for $250 and enclosed the following typed note: > Dear Madam: > > Enclosed you will find a check in the amount of $250 for rent of >your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I >rented the apartment, I was under the impression that; > 1) it had never been occupied > 2) that there was plenty of heat > 3) that it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. > However, I found out that it had been previously occupied, that >there wasn't any heat, and that

Oklahoma Highway Patrol Story
Oklahoma Highway Patrol Story In most of the United States , there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3 AM, one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon ( Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call there was a car off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck , OK . He located the car, stuck in deep snow, and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the Trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the Trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror , and the State Trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'drive' and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spin

We Are Virginia Tech
When a native of Virginia thinks of institutes of higher learning, at least six can come to mind to the common Virginian: University of Virginia, Virginia Tech, Virginia Commonwealth University, University of Richmond, James Madison University and Radford University. Naturally all of these schools have one rival or another, but the one that really stands out is UVA vs. Tech. I have to admit that I am a fanatic of UVA. It was never something that was drilled into my head, I just couldn't understand who could like a school whose mascot was a turkey. My animosity towards Tech turned into seething hatred when those damned Hokies beat my beloved Caviliers year in, year out in football. That all changed on April 16, 2007... Unfortunately in life, it takes a tragic incident that can change one's views on age old rivalies. We all know of the senseless act of violence that Cho Seung-Hui carried out of the faculty and student body of Virginia Tech. The massacre rallied our commonwealth

This Is Where I'll Be On Sat
For any fans or members that forgot..I'll be here for a fan/member meet and greet. SO come on out and lets party :) The party will be held on April 21st from 7pm – 11pm at the Lea Lounge www.leanyc.com . Lea is located on 230 Park Ave between 45th and 46th Street. Under the east walkway of the Helmsley building. Close to the hotel but probably need to cab or drive to it. It is a cash bar …and some food with be provided. Other food is available for purchase The place is awesome and is ours for that time period. There is a hip hop party afterwards we are invited to stay but NYC Hip Hop parties…can be scary …LOL. Nudity is totally allowed and recommended…we were told the bartenders are all female and will not be wearing much either….oh and NYC hot :D XOOX, Aimeelynn

Tgif!!
So begins the great "Wedding Weekend" for my nephew Jason and his intended, Carrie! No clients for me today! I will be heading out later this morning to pick up my oldest son William from Madison - about a 2 hour drive from here! I always enjoy my visits with him and look forward to chatting with him all weekend, lol! Jennifer, eldest daughter, arrived in Sparta last night from LaCrosse. It was a pleasant surprise that she spent the night with HER oldest son, Damian, in his new apartment. Tim continues to reside with me, for at least another week or two - maybe longer, lmao!! Jenn will be showing up here shortly, I'm sure! Dinner at my parent's house last night went well. Nice to visit with Mike and Suzanne - it's been awhile since I've seen them. Carol, Sarah, and the Divas were present, too. Those little Divas, Chesney and Keyanna, are such little sweethearts; and so very busy, lol!!! I hope someone has a video camera for when they march down the aisle! I'm sure something inter

Any Picture Contest Now Open
ANY PICTURE CONTEST IS NOW OPEN PICK WHO U THINK SHOULD WIN AND HELP THEM TO WIN BY RATING TO PICTURE. THIS CONTEST IS A RATING ONLY PICTURE. YOU CAN RATE YOUR OWN PICTURE NO DOWN RATING OTHER PEOPLE THAT IS IN THE COJNTEST OR U WILL BE PUT OF THE CONTEST. IT WILL GO ON FOR 2 WEEKS FROM TODAY. 1ST PRIZE GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT AND 5 VIC GIFTS 2ND 5 VIC GIFTS 3RD 4 VIC GIFTS 4TH 3 VIC GIFT EVERYONE THAT ENTERED THE CONTEST WILL GET 1 VIC GIFT. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS IN THE ANY PICTURE CONTEST. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE GET UR RATES IN BEFORE ITS TO LATE.

420
HIGH TIMES Editor-in-Chief Steven Hager visits ABC News to explain the origin and significance of 420 in this 2002 interview. Noting incidents of violence surrounding a day of peace -- a trend sadly continued by the Virginia Tech shootings -- Hager calls for the date to also be used for an exploration into the cause of such tragedies. Click here to subscribe to the HIGH TIMES Potcast

Would You/will You
Do it. :P Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im a good person [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] think I would do you? [_] love me? AM I... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] sexy? [_] cool? [_] romantic? [_] a *f

Good Bye One And All
Was a differant place, cool yet frustrating, intereresting yet just like a big game,,, So thoose who have voted on my pict or profile thanks, tose who have been freinds you were great, To some one else, it was great.... but well there needs to be a meeting of minds, and effort made on both side,,for when only one would make them,,, I hope you find what you seek,,,,,,,,,,, Sirden,,,,,,,,,, leaves and turns off the light

Sub Rules
by Mystre 1. Be patient! A potential Dom{me} will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your Dom{me} to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. 2. Be humble. You may be God's or Goddess' gift to the world and the most sought after prize in town, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunity to show how good you are. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for failure by developing expectations that you know you and your Dom{me} can never reach. 3. Be open. You can learn something about SM and about yourself from everyone into the scene, no matter how experienced or inexperienced they are, or how dominant or submissive they are. SM is a very personal art, and an "I already

Deffinitions
by D. Glenn Arthur Jr. BDSM = Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, S&M BDSM is a convenient abbreviation for most of the interesting activities discussed in alt.sex.bondage. It's so convenient that it packs six initials into four letters: B&D/D&S/S&M => BDSM. It's generally understood to include related activities/phenomena that don't fit strictly into any of those three catagories. An "umbrella term" like this is useful because so few actual (as opposed to theoretical) activities fit into _only_ one catagory. Bondage deals with tying people up (or being tied up). Or chaining them up, or restraining them with straps, or straightjackets, or ... well, you get the idea, no? In theory it can be enjoyed simply for its own sake -- the sensations and images of it. In fact, some people do enjoy bondage as bondage, without any interest in D&S or S&M, but far more people find it pushes their D&S buttons at the same time, or use it only for the D&S aspects, or combine it with D&

Which Friend Are You?
You scored as Joey. You're Joey. A little ditzy perhaps but popular with the opposite sex and always hungry. Hey you'd even be up for combining sex AND food!Joey70%Chandler60%Ross50%Phoebe50%Rachel45%Monica40%Which Friend are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Had The 'bird Out Today
i got some new pics of the 'bird i took today....i got the pics in "my stuff" folder i believe...sorted by date ...had it out and about today for the first time in 2 or 3 years...must say it was nice to have her back out... its clean and as shiney as possible right now with the paint in the shape its in...tires r all up... got a couple parts to get for it before i venture too far in it, but so far its doing pretty good..

My Light
all my life iv been surrounded by the night walking in the dark moon light guilds my way for every step i make the grave yard is my place each stone colder then the last pitch black on this night with the lose of my sight i cause of the pain of others reather i know it or not thats all i am thats all i cause anger is all i feel hate is all i give not careing for others or tragic events as i look into the distance i see a light very bright but not so clear questions run throw my mind a new sight to behold my eyes my cuoristie gets the best of me as i run faster and faster the light is a person the light is the girl those feelings of anger are no longer there the hate still lingers for most of the world as time gose on she makes me happy words are spoken hours on end she is a light the brighest of them all and she is my friend this light is my happiness this light is my peace this is the light which i am banded from happiness,

Its Me....
She was hurt, left to sit in the dark when other were in a line walking out the door. That’s when she realized that she was forever to be left alone. She was found later, broken like a glass dolly left in a Thunderstorm. She became use to the Loneliness and fond of the Darker side of life. She cut herself to feel better… to feel anything but the fake pain that presses against her heart… Wishing for Rainbows, never to find the right color…. She is often sad. Her heart hurts… a lot. She cries when she is angry. She enjoys small, intimate settings. She is not outgoing. Sometimes She pushes people away to see if they will come back. She has very few friends. She has a hard time making friends. She loves to be LOVED. She loves love and is in love with LOVE. She loves animals and finds people a little too harsh. Her feelings get hurt easily and she is too sensitive. She feels Alone. She would cry for no reason. She laughs at inappropriate moments. She is often confused. She often confuses

Everyday Is Exactly The Same
I believe I can see the future Cause I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now I never make a sound I just do what I've been told I really don't want them to come around Oh, no [Chorus:] Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same I can feel their eyes are watching In case I lose myself again Sometimes I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend I can't remember how this got started But I can tell you exactly how it will end [Chorus] I'm writing on a little piece of paper I'm hoping someday you might find Well I'll hide it behind something They won't look behind I'm still inside here A little bit comes bleeding through I wish this could have been any other way But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do [Chorus x2]

Highway;
i remember when everything was on a one way street those days are over, and all that's left is a confusing 72843 lane highway. so many decisions i never had to make and so many things im unsure about.ive never had this problem before, and because its new, i makes it that much worse. i feel like im walking up on the 'down' escalator and i'm going virually nowhere. walking and walking to get somewhere and then looking around at the same scenery that im tired of. if i take a seat, i'll go down, but if i have to keep dodging the people coming down towards me, i'll trip and fall to the bottom anyway. is there anyway to get to the top?

Update On My Family
My sincere heartfelt thank you to each of you for your words of comfort, encouragement, and love. My Daughter is out of the hospital but still has the effect of the smoke she inhaled. She is totally devastated at the loss of Omar and Elijah. Angel my 11 month grandson escaped with no injuries and is doing fine. My son-in-law remains in critical condition in an induced coma in the burn center. Please continue to keep us in your prayers.

Hmmmmm
Well tomorrow begins another quarter at school. Finally I have made it to my last one. Yes I will be graduating soon. July 12th will be my final day of school and I couldn't be happier. This has been a long 2 years for me. Lots of very stressful and restless nights. Many times stressing out over research papers that I actually came out doing very well on. This one I know will be my hardest. I will be taking Forensics this qtr. so stress is more an understatment. Yes I will be so excited to finally walk out of those doors and know that it will be my last and final day.I know that the actual ceremony won't be held until October but its well worth the wait. Then I move on to bigger things.

This Is Where I Put My Recorder From Now On Its Off My Profile And In A Blog So Plz Come Here To Leave Msgs
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That Boy And Girl
There was this girl She had this boy in her life This guy wasn't like every other guy in her life He sure was different from the rest When she wsa with him her heart would beat faster but yet slow When she walked next to him She would walk slow Just to take her time So she could be with him as long as she could When his name came up on that caller id Her heart would skip a beat When talking to him she would be at lost of words When thinking about him for some reason There would be a smile on her face When she remember the times they shared She couldn't help but laught When she was reminded of her past with him I brings tears to her eyes Then she realized how much she misses him How much she loves him How much she wishes she could still be with him She just has no clue what that boy thinks about her If he misses her If he cares for her If he still wants her in his life

Torn
Im locked in a prison of my own despair I don't belong here. I'm not wanted out there im the rip in the family pictures side torn out of the masterpiece and cast aside. I cry in my room alone in the night I need your touch, your smile, your light, but instead I find you sitting there only cold shoulders and enraged stares. I wasnt to break free from all of this pain but Im trapped untill the demon of you hate is slain.Darkness is my fulfillment your light is insufficent. I desepratly need to be saved from the road of evil I slowly paved. I really need to be back in your arms shielded from my fears, and harms with things back the way that they were before I need someone to love me.

Real Love...........
Ok you get on the computor with the intentions on havin fun lookin up stuff then one day you get a friend request from a guy you cant stop lookin at then you two start talkin the first day then the next then the next....Befor you know it you develope feelins for this person.All the while you just about forget ur even married.So what do you do when u only meant to get online and meet friends but you stumble opon more then just a friend....ANY ADVICE????PLEASE LET ME KNOW SOON......THANXXX CELIA!

Message From The Dead.
I’ve always been amazed of how, as a society, we have a tendency to idolize the dead. The minute someone dies, especially if they are a celebrity of any kind, their approval rating jumps to 95%, even if they don’t deserve it; and, quite often they do not, especially considering that some of that celebrity may be gained from infamy. What is more surprising is that, if they are suicidal or, at the very best, this person lived a life that was on a path of self-destruction, (i.e., Janice Joplin, Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix or Kurt Cobain); we take it a step farther; we canonize them! I don’t get it! I mean, our heroes, our life’s inspiration are people that couldn’t handle life? Even worse are the maniacal killers that stalk the innocent, murder in mass for some self-serving reason; some silliness they call justice, and then take their own lives. There are probably too many to count so I’ll just bring up Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold of Columbine High School and, more recently, Cho

I Want The Love
I see them Holding hands Loving one another I sit and cry I think to myself What is worng with me Why can't I have that i want it so bad When I have it through I get scared I run and hide I lose what everyone else has I get jealouse I try and giet it too I want to hold hands I want the joy I want the smiles What is worng with me Why can't I have it I just want what everyone else has I'm not one to fallow the pack Just this once I wnat ot be with the pack I wnat the love

That Cold Winter Night
That cold winter night Where the wind howled so loud You couldn't hear the shivering of the person right next to you The snow falling so fast Like a blanket covering the sky You couldn't see anything Even if it was in your face That cold winter night I stood outside and watched Hoping for my love to runde My heart turning cold My heart starting to hate him I knew deep down he wasn't returning He left me there That cold winter night To die for the love I had for him That cold winter night The roads so slick The ice covering them like icing on cake His car slide off that thick ice He died that cold winter night Fate would not let me die alone Alone for the love I had for him On that codl winter night

My Old Ways
The never ending sarrow The never ending pain All I ever do is dissapoint you I can't do anything right My past is creeping up on me My old ways look so nice the furture doesn't look so bright why is all this shit going odwn Right here Right now It knows I'm weak It knows I can't take many blows Before I just cave in Cave into my old ways It's the only way I know To make things feel right To make my pain leave I just can't stand Knowing my old ways are my only way out

Dont Tell Me You Love Me
Don't Tell Me You Love Me Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

Life's Riches
Family and friends, children and pets. Sometimes it was the people we met. Life sure does have it's little riches. One by one we do count our wishes. We should all be thankful for it all. It doesnt matter the size big or small. We should be glad to have each of them. If we smile our life doesnt seem so dim

Meh
I hate seeing profiles with guys showing off their girlfriends.... I wish i was shown off like that.... =< I guess i'm just not good enough or pretty enough for something like that.. this has been yet another spiral of self-pity by moi

Welfare Check
Guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . . . . you started it.

Test Results
I got the results of a neuro-psych test back today. Apparently I scored a 94% and I asked, "Well thats pretty good in the brain injury area" and the lady who tested me said, "Oh no, thats out of the whole population, not just people with mental problems." I kind of wanted to jump up on her desk and yell, "Well I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain I'm SUPERFLY T.N.T, I'm the GUNS OF THE NAVARONE!" But I held off. So does anyone want to dispute the analogy that I'm the road runner and God is the coyote now?

Can't Live Life No More
MY LIFE IS NOT WHAT I LIKE IT NEED TO BE AND I WISH I CAN JUST DIE AND WHY DO EVERY ONE I MEET. THEY DON'T WANT TO DO NOTHING AT ALL WITH I HAVE BEEN OKBEFOR I MEAT SOME SHE KNOW HOW SHE IS NOW I CAN'T LOVE NO MORE. BYE ALL

~ Minn. College Under Fire Over Tax-funded Muslim Foot Baths ~
Don't know about you but i am getting tired of this kind of chicken shit kiss there ass BullShit!!!! You can't even Pray of there fucking campuses but yet the Muslims can 5 times a day and now were gonna build them a dam foot wash. Give them a room by them selfs and if you get caught washing your dam feet in a public sink kick you ass outta college. "Columnist Katherine Kersten of the Star Tribune in Minneapolis reports that the Minneapolis Community and Technical College "is making plans to use taxpayer funds to install facilities for ritual foot-washing" since many Muslim students have been using restroom sinks to wash their feet before prayer. However, Kersten says the same school that is going out of its way to accommodate Muslim students has in the past banned various religious practices related to Christmas, including Christmas music." http://www.onenewsnow.com/2007/04/minn_college_under_fire_over_t.php

Desire
Desire Love is only a single word, unless its expressed from the heart. Then it becomes a thing of beauty, a passionate shillohette. Desire is only a feeling of emontion, unless its from the soul. Then it becomes a powerful confession, to that special one you hold. To know true love is somthing special, a gift of passion and care. To find that special somone, is luck beyond compare.

In Your Arms
In Your Arms I died in your arms that night With tears shed from fears Alone in the moonless sky We said what no one hears I cried in your arms that night Weeping at all wasted wills Forever I shall just regress To that moment for which some kill I lied in your arms that night Emitting tales too true to be told We shook, a symbolic soliloquy Grasping for what we couldn't hold I was denied in your arms that night An image of a shattered soul Eternal impression left to linger A recollection of why I'm not whole

Why Dissapoint?
music is the one thing that will always be here. no missed appointments..sure i have to pay for it sometimes but its better i guessit keeps me going ... through life ..through boredom ..through lonely nights ...thats life hahaha for me a som,etimes insomnic wierdo i guess yearning for answers and something better

Yes, I'm A Bad American
I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are sellin g me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don 't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I bel

A Inhabitable Planet....another Solar System
WASHINGTON - For the first time astronomers have discovered a planet outside our solar system that is potentially habitable, with Earth-like temperatures, a find researchers described Tuesday as a big step in the search for "life in the universe." The planet is just the right size, might have water in liquid form, and in galactic terms is relatively nearby at 120 trillion miles away. But the star it closely orbits, known as a "red dwarf," is much smaller, dimmer and cooler than our sun. There's still a lot that is unknown about the new planet, which could be deemed inhospitable to life once more is known about it. And it's worth noting that scientists' requirements for habitability count Mars in that category: a size relatively similar to Earth's with temperatures that would permit liquid water. However, this is the first outside our solar system that meets those standards. "It's a significant step on the way to finding possible life in the universe," said University of Gene

Hump Day Giggles
Priest in Airport Customs A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive electronic hair dryer that is well over the customs limits and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there anyway you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous little instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused."

Your Death In Dreams
Your Death In Dreams Residing in deathland You lie in your deathbed Death flashing in your dreams You did resign to suffering But you'll never uncover resiliance Death was in your milieu Your only god was militant In your dreams you flounce about Too florid to give a fuck You've conjured bad perception Your war conscript Deconsecrates your soul You try to skulk You try to slake You try to speak But you're not awake Anymore

Karma Sutra Position
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isChurning CurdsCatching and crushing his lover in the cage of his arms, he forces her knees apart with his and sink slowly into herGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

40 Strange Things You Might Not Know
1. Money isn't made out of paper; it's made out of cotton. 2. The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottle represents the varieties of pickles the company once had. 3. Your stomach produces a new layer of mucus every two weeks otherwise it will digest itself. 4. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp paper. 5. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a "tittle". 6. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 7. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 8. A duck's quack doesn't echo .. no one knows why. 9. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 10. Every person has a unique tongue print 11. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 12. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor who had red eyes. He was albino. 13. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. 14. During the chariot scene in 'Ben H

Received Blanket Orders Today
My son's unit received their blanket orders today. He will be deploying on June 10th and they leave on June 13th. And to think that 13 has always been my lucky number. Hmm.....I don't know what to say right now. I'm a mother and therefore think like one in times like these. I have been down this road before on his previous deployment to Iraq. I just don't know if my heart can take a second tour of duty!

Things On My Mind
Every element that exists in this universe is manifested through a thought first. These are my thoughts, my feelings. I feel like sharing some of the things on my mind, mostly about my poetry, but about a few other things too. Lets start with the poetry and see where this goes. My poetry is the only healthy release I have. I share it with the world via internet, not for sympathy, not for attention, not for advice. I share it because it is a way for me to say my feelings without having to say them out loud. I share them because I am proud of the fact that instead of just picking up a knife, I chose at least THAT time to use that energy elsewhere. I share it because I know some people can relate. I dont dare think I have the worst life in the world. Believe me, I know about the starving Ethiopians. But these are totally different struggles. They struggle to survive. I struggle to live. I have alot of issues inside that I let build to the point where the flood of chaos break

Silent Screams
I hear silence is deadly, am I killing myself? I'm strangling my thoughts, but still tightening the belt. Why do I feel that I have no voice? Isnt it really just a matter of choice? If its really that easy, then why cant I speak? I'd hate to think its because I'm too weak. I've spent my whole life wanting to say what I feel. But when it comes down to it, I cant get to whats real. Is it because of how I was raised from the start? Saying whats nice, even when you've ripped out my heart. You've done me so wrong, tired of hearing this story. Yet all I can say is "Forgive me, I'm sorry" I wish I could say "I hate you! Just leave!!" But all I can do is wipe my tears on my sleeve. Yeah sience is deadly I truely believe. Thats why I wish you could hear my silent screams.

Rosie Tells Abc To Screw Its 9/11 Censorship
Offers of more money, new contract turned down by hero O'Donnell as she refuses to shut up about 9/11 Steve Watson Prison Planet Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ABC is reporting that it has been unable to come to a contractual agreement with Rosie O'Donnell. As a result, her hosting duties on The View will come to an end mid-June. An article by ABC news states: So here we are a year later, and while we've tried to come to terms on a deal that would extend her co-hosting duties on 'The View,' we find ourselves unable to agree on some key elements. Despite controversy — or maybe because of it — O'Donnell was good business for ABC, owned by the Walt Disney Co. Ratings for "The View" during February sweeps were up 15 percent in key women demographics over the same time in 2006. We can reveal that the "key elements" that could not be agreed upon were O'Donnell's propensity to continue to expose the fraud that is the government's official story of 9/11 and her pledge

A Room Of Our Own
I'm posting the lyrics to a few songs I like that I've been listening to lately. Enjoy. A Room Of Our Own - Billy Joel The Nylon Curtain Released: 1982 You've got diamonds and I've got spades You've got pills And I've got razor blades You've got yoga honey I've got beer You got overpriced And I got weird But it's alright We're the same even though we're alone It's alright Yes we all need a room of our own You've got love, darlin' I've got sex You've got cash, mama And I've got checks You've got business, baby I've got the kids You got crowded just the way I did But it's alright Cause we all need a place to call home It's alright Yes we all need a room of our own I can still remember packed together Like a can of sardines No, no, no Pushin', shovin' That's when lovin' Starts to come apart at the seams Oh no, no, no, no You've got the day shift I've got nights We go wrong at times But we've got rights You've got TV shows I've

A Great Little Fairy Tale!!!
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little girls: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: "Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in my castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so." ~~ ~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on lightly sauteed frog legs ~~~~~~~~ seasoned in a white w

3 Mississippians In Mexico(lol)
Three Mississippians Three Mississippians go down to Mexico one night, get arrested, and wake up in Jail only to find out that they are to be executed in the morning, though none of them can remember what he did the night before. The first one is strapped in the electric chair and is asked if he has any last words. He says, "I am from the Mississippi College school of divinity and I believe in the almighty power of God to intervene on behalf of the innocent." They throw the switch and nothing happens, so they figure God must not want this guy to die and they let him go. The second one is strapped in and gives his last words, "I am from the University of Mississippi School of Law and I believe in the power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent." They throw the switch! and again nothing happens. They figure that the Law is on this guy's side, so they let him go too. The last one is strapped in and says, "Well, I'm a Mississippi State electrical engineer, and I'

Jagged Edge - Goodbye
Sometimes... What may be the best thing for you to do Sometimes it the hardest thing for you to do And thats real Cause I know that I love you I know how I feel about you But I also know that don't make everything alright And for that reason I gotta say goodbye Tell me have you ever been in a Situation where the best thing you could do Is the hardest thing you've ever done But you try to do whats right And I know that deep down inside That I really wanna be there by your side But I can't stand to see you cry Not when its because of me And its over, I'll never love another I'm always thinking of her, I'm doing this because of her Don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna let her see me cry Looking out the window and wondering why Did we have to say all those things that we said last night Baby I don't wanna say goodbye So I'm just standing here wondering why Just don't like to see when you cry So I'ma say goodbye If you think I cause I packed your stuff T

My Fav Chuck Norris Facts
10. In ancient China there is a legend that one day a child will be born from a dragon, grow to be a man, and vanquish evil from the land. That man is not Chuck Norris, because Chuck Norris killed that man 9. Superman wears Chuck Norris PJ's. 8. chuck norris counted to infinity...twice 7. wilt chamberlain said he slept with over 20,000 women in his lifetime...Chuck Norris calls this a "slow tuesday"... 6. Chuck Norris was originally cast as the main character in 24, but was replaced by the producers when he managed to kill every terrorist and save the day in 12 minutes and 37 seconds. 5. God said let there be light and Chuck Norris said Say Please. 4. chuck norris has been dead for 10 years ...the reaper is just to afraid to come get him 3. There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live 2. chuck norris visited the virgin islands, now they're just known as the islands 1. Chuck Norris is the only reason Waldo

A Story To Live By
A Story To Live By - by Ann Wells (Los Angeles Times) My brother-in-law opened the bottom drawer of my sister's bureau and lifted out a tissue-wrapped package. "This," he said, "is not a slip. This is lingerie." He discarded the tissue and handed me the slip. It was exquisite; silk, handmade and trimmed with a cobweb of lace. The price tag with an astronomical figure on it was still attached. "Jan bought this the first time we went to New York, at least 8 or 9 years ago. She never wore it. She was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is the occasion." He took the slip from me and put it on the bed with the other clothes we were taking to the mortician. His hands lingered on the soft material for a moment, then he slammed the drawer shut and turned to me. "Don't ever save anything for a special occasion. Every day you're alive is a special occasion. I remembered those words through the funeral and the days that followed when I helped him and my niece attend to al

4-26-07 Astrology
The end results may not be clearly visible to you right now, but have faith and stay the course. If anyone can turn these odds to a big advantage, that person is you. Just keep moving ahead one step at a time.

I Loved You
You never ever noticed me at school As I sat and watched you play You never ever heard the words that were silently spoken Oh,I had so much to say And everyday I stood waiting on the corner Just to watch you pass on bye I did'nt understand the feelings that I felt for you Nor did I know the reasons why Oh baby,baby,Oh baby baby Did you know I loved you Oh baby,baby,Oh baby,baby Can't you see I do My eyes called out for you each and every day You never even heard them cry And all the years that hurried by without you Ah so slowly did they fly Still I cannot find the words to say I love you Their buried somewhere deep inside Now I stand and watch you walking with your children Hang my head and start to cry Oh baby,baby,Oh baby,baby Did you know I loved you Oh baby,baby,Oh baby,baby Can't you see I do. Jimbo/Copyright/7/75

Understanding Astrological Moon Signs
Astrological moon signs (or "signs of the Zodiac") are just as important as Sun signs, but not everyone pays attention to them. Moon signs are the next most planetary placement in a person's horoscope chart and are the moving cycle in the chart that helps define our emotions and make up the unconscious side of our personality. This is the place where we go to find comfort, peace and childhood memories. These signs also have an affect on our senses, such as sight, smell, taste, hearing and touch. They are all connected to our subconscious memories and affect us differently than the Sun's Zodiac signs. The twelve Zodiac moon signs can be divided into four groups: air, fire, earth and water. Air - Gemini, Libra and Aquarius The astrological moon signs of Gemini, Libra and Aquarius are a little different from the Sun signs because they deal with the emotions and feelings of a person. For instance, Gemini likes to acquire as much information as they can about a given situation and

*sigh*
Well, my best friend's daughter Gracie(seen in a lot of my pics) has been staying with us pretty much all week. I'm happy, I treat her like my own daughter. But I'm out of money, out of food stamps, and kinda screwed until my check comes in(supposed to be this week, but havent gotten it yet.) Deanna didnt send her over any change of clothes or toys. So she's wearing Zach's clothes, luckily I found some blue jeans and a grey shirt to fit her and I found some of my little pony tail holders and put her hair in pigtails so she doesn't look like a boy.

My Promise
MY PROMISE TO MY BOYS AND TO LEONARD AND HIS SON MANY TIMES I HAVE MESSED UP AND MANY TIMES I REGRET SO HERE IS MY PROME TO MY FAMILY I PROMISE TO STICK THROUGH THE ROUGH TIMES AND NEVER STRAY AND NEVER RUN AGAIN NO MATTER WHAT IT TOOK ALOT FOR ME TOU REALIZE MY MISSING PIECE WAS ALL OF US TOGETHER A VERY HAPPY FAMILY AND TO LEONARD THE ONLY TRUE LOVE I HAVE EVER KNOWN I WILL NEVER WALK THE OTHER WAY I WILL STAND BESIDE YOU NO MATTER WHAT I DO LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART THE DAY WE MARRY WILL BE THE DAY EVERYONE REALIZES HOW HAPPY WE TRULY ARE AND HOW MUCH WE DO BELONG TOGETHER YES I WILL MARRY YOU AND MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST YOU HAVE EVER BEEN I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART

I Love My Job!
The lost Dr. Seuss Poem I Love My Job! I love my job, I love the pay! I love it more and more each day. I love my boss, he is the best! I love his boss and all the rest. I love my office and its location, I hate to have to go on vacation. I love my furniture, drab and grey, And piles of paper that grow each day! I think my job is really swell, There’s nothing else I love so well. I love to work among my peers, I love their leers and jeers and sneers. I love my computer and its software, I hug it often though it won’t care. I love each program and every file, I’d love them more if they worked for a while. I’m happy to be here. I am. I am. I’m the happiest slave of the Firm, I am. I love this work, I love these chores. I love the meetings with deadly bores. I love my job – I’ll say it again. I even love those friendly men. Those friendly men who’ve come today, In clean white coats to take me away!!!!

If I Offended You
I wanted to apologize if I offended anyone with a bulletin I reposted. If you have talked to me at all on here you know that I repost ALL military bulletins. If I am asked to repost something and you take offense by it then I am sorry.

Devil Horns
Got me spinning in circles boy dont know where i'll land this joyride for two is getting out of hand Addicted already like some junkie running free high on your way of life and babe you've got me. Faster, spinning faster boy dont let me drop this hanging on your every word too intoxicating to stop Weave your darkness 'round me pull me deeper in the daemon scent of you is tempting me to sin Cast my broken halo like seed among the thorns this angels truly fallen for the man with devil horns. ~Shadowdancer~

April 20, 2007 At 10:11 Am Edt
Our precious Maria received her Baptism last night, by Pastor Tony, among quite a crowd of her family and friends. She continues to grow more beautiful each day and is doing well holding her own with the medication. What a phenomenal spirit she has to bring so many people around her that love her so much and after only being here for a few short days. It is amazing to see the love and support that Maria, Robin & Ray have around them through this tough time. Maria had so many pictures taken by her family and friends and we each took our turn holding her in our arms. I hope to get several new pictures posted soon. It was like a red-carpet paparazzi frenzy! Maria will be having her first surgery Monday at 7:30 am. The procedure should last around 3-5 hours, and the doctors will continue to work with her throughout the week. I have no doubt that she will have many supporters at the hospital on Monday, and all the love, hope and prayers will pull her through.

Control (traci Lords)
You said you`re lonely You said you`re blue You lost your lover Let me console you If you surrender You`ll feel no pain Cause I`m the master of this game Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Control your soul Control Control your soul Let me control it Control your soul Control Let me control it Control your soul Control Let me control it Let me control it Come with me to the other side Come with me beneath the tide Come with me to the other side Come with me beneath the tide Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Let me kiss it I`ll make it better And then tonight You will forget her Control your soul Control Control your soul Let me control it Control your soul Control Let me control it Control your soul Control Control your soul Let me control it Control your soul Cont

Any Man
HE IS NOT JUST ANY MAN,BUT A MAN I LOVE. ANY MAN WHO CAN SEE THE TEARS BEFORE THEY FALL, ANY MAN WHO CAN READ ME LIKE A BOOK, AND GIVE ME EXTRA LOVE WHEN I AM A BITCH, A MAN WHO SAYS HONEY,I WORRY ABOUT YOU, HONEY,I LOVE YOU YOUR'E NOT A BITCH,... A MAN WHO'S NOT AFRAID TO GIVE A KISS, ALTHOUGH IT MAY BE FORBIDDEN,... BUT GLADLY WOULD CATCH HELL FOR IT IF NEED BE, A MAN WHO HOLDS MY HAND AND MY HEART, WHO IS RIGHT BESIDE ME~HUGS IF I WANTED A ROSE HE'D PICK ONE FOR ME, AND IT WOULD'NT HAVE TO BE A HOLIDAY, A MAN WHO LISTENS. THEN HOLDS YOU IN THE DARK, A MAN THAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE HOME, HE MELTS MY HEART,AND MAKES IT SMILE, A MAN THAT WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU, AND NEVER HIT YOU,... THAT WOULD BE MY MAN.

Update On My Brothers Death
AS YOUA LL KNOW I POSTED A BLOG ON THE 16TH F APRIL ABOUT MY BROTHER PASSING AWAY. WWEL THE CORONERS REORT IS IN IT WAS NOT A HEART ATTACK THAT CLAIMED HIS LIFE . THE RULING IS HE DIED FROM BLUNT FORCE TRUAMA TO THE CHEST INA HOMICIDAL MANNER. SO YEAH IM NOT HAVING THE EBST TIME IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW SO IF IM A BITHC OR SEEM NEEDY PLEASE FORGIVE ME PINK

Childhood Revisited
We have such fond memories of our childhood When we chat it all seemed so good Playing kiss chase around the yard At valentines crafting a card We used to have such fun I know But would it be fun now we’re grown? You’d yank on my pigtails and pull funny faces We’d dart and dash and run silly races That note you left me touched my heart Asking if I would meet you in the park It was so sweet when we were small But would it be sweet now we are tall? When I didn’t arrive it broke your heart As a young boy you were torn apart If I’d have known I would have come And maybe loves young dream begun We can’t go back and change that moment But can we revisit it as adults? You tell me the heart of that boy, eleven Still lives inside now you’re 27 You’ve never got over me, your very first crush Hearing you say it was such a rush The feelings you felt were strong and true But did I feel the same about you? I rem

When I Have You
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with

Nsfw
OMG! Some retard reported a couple of pics as NSFW now they got to be in my private file. They showed absolutely nothing at all. I see more girls on here with a whole lot less in thier pics as primarys... This whole NSFW thing is a buch of shit... You suppossed to be workin anyways not lookin at pics of girls if u get caught thats on you... No one forced you to look at the pictures... its sr8 up B/S!

Marriage
Screw this marriage thing im unhappy as hell & i just want out. Why did i even bother marrying this man when he doesn't show ANY love compassion & doesn't EVER hardly EVER makelove to me. *** Maybe that is why his first marriage failed cause it was REALLY his fault NOT hers as he claims. Screw it & this joke of a marriage im interested in someone else & i just may go for it, another man that is. :(:(:(:(:(:(

Love (undefined)
The word "love" may be the most battered, abused, and misused word in the English language. To define love is impossible due to the over-whelming abundance of emotion; Yet, lack of time and vocabulary. We have little trouble saying it, but more difficulty sharing it because so few of us truly feel it. To "feel love" is the ONLY way to "know love".

Behold The Terrible Effect Of Too Much Caffine
come and listen to my story 'bout a boy named ted a poor college student, barely kept himself fed then one day he was talkin' to a recruiter said "son, you'll make big money workin' on computers" terminals that is, vax systems, beowulf clusters well the next thing you know, ole ted's a millionaire kin folk said "ted move away from there" said "californy is the place you wanna be" so he loaded up his truck and moved to the valley silicone that is, intel, sun microsystems but now it's time to say goodbye to ted and all his cash he liquidated and fled the country when the market crashed all his venture capital investors found out that they'd been screwed seems that ted's accounting scheme was a little skewed embezzlement that is, artificial margins, insider trading y'all call the feds now, ya hear

My First Published Poem
The crooked corners of my mind are where i spend most of my time , hoping not to leave the edge and forever lose my mind . The edge is where the boundry ends , or maybe just begins . I've been beyond once or twice but can't remember how it ends . the end.

Texas
Just to let everyone know. I am getting ready to make a big move in my life. I am moving back home to Texas. I know that there are a few of you that this might pertain to and I will miss some of my friends up here in Kansas. But I have to move on with my life and get away from here. I am going to be having a going away party up here so if anyone would like to come or help me set this up just let me know. Love you guys, Ti

Heros
It's not often at work where I have a real good day, or time. Sure I like my job, its fun most of the time, I get to see/meet a lot of differt ppl from everywhere. But lately it's been feeling like a J-O-B, but the ppl I work w/are good, most of them are, few of then I consider close friends. But a few days ago (Sat morning) was something differt, an im sure I day I will not forget. In everyday life it's not often you get to meet/see and talk with Real Life HEROS. Heros that you have only seen in movies, heard about from ur grandparents, read about in history books. The other day there was a grp of 70 or so World War II Vets flying out to Baltimore Maryland, ages 70 to 105yrs. Just being in their company made me feel like I was meeting someone, Very important, and something that I would never forget. I have meet VIP's be4 and have had the opportunity to be in the company of other ppl w/that status, but these WWII Vets are tops in my list list that I couldn't ask for to h

What Did You Do All Day???
What Do You Do All Day? A man came home from work and found his three children outside, still in their pajamas, playing in the mud, with empty food boxes and wrappers strewn all around the front yard. The door of his wife's car was open, as was the front door to the house and there was no sign of the dog. Proceeding into the entry, he found an even bigger mess. A lamp had been knocked over, and the throw rug was wadded against one wall. In the front room the TV was loudly blaring a cartoon channel, and the family room was strewn with toys and various items of clothing. In the kitchen, dishes filled the sink, breakfast food was spilled on the counter, the fridge door was open wide, dog food was spilled on the floor,a broken glass lay under the table, and a small pile of sand was spread by the back door. He quickly headed up the stairs, stepping over toys and more piles of clothes,looking for his wife. He was worried she might be ill, or that something serious had happen

Hey People!
i just want to say please respect me do not rip my pics because i been forced to give one of my pics to someone and iam feeling uncomfortable with doing that if i dont want to and i'm getting upset about it because he wont leave me alone i took him off my friends list because i felt that he was trying to rush me into a relationship that i'm not ready for and he's trying to get me into a contest that that i dont want to get into right now and i have not been speaking to him at all i just been ignoring him and i thank alot of you for all the rates on my photos and comments on them i really appreciate it and the reason why i'm posting this the last time i was on cherrytap some people were ripping them without asking me first it got me alittle upset about it and i couldnt do nothing about it i didnt really want to report it to anyone and i didnt want to cause any trouble for anyone well i just wanted to let you all know how i feel about this i do not want my pics stolen and being post

Have At It. --thanks, (sweet Cheeks).
(Edit: Feel free to send it thru PM.) ;) You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Do you have a tattoo or piercing? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Were did u go on your last vacation? 7. Terri Clark or Rascal Flatts? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust your friends? 12. Do you like boys, girls or both? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? (Have you heard the Tom Cruise story?) 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, what w

Home
IT WILL BE GOOD TO BE HOME, WHERE I NEED TO BE, WHERE I AM HAPPY, WHERE I WILL BE FREE. IT IS DESTINY, IT IS WHERE I HAVE BEEN, I KNEW IT ALL ALONG, AND NOW IT IS A REALITY, HARD TO BELIEVE, I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN, JUST LIKE MY DREAMS, THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON, AND THIS IS THE MOMENT AND THIS IS IT.Little Big Town Videos | Music Video Codes | Minneapolis Homes

Wednesday May 2
OK guy's we gonna try and see if we can get Hitman and Bigdawg's vision of what this family can be started again.Below is links to friends that are in contest's as we still currently have no family member's in one.Pick one or go hit all with a rate and some comments,the more bombing the better as it will prove that we can be a bomb squad and make our presence felt around the site.Let's show all family member's that we can be there and bomb and maybe one of us will join a contest knowing they have a family backing them to the finish.C-MON guy's let's GIT-R-DONE. eye's to your soul...mother's day contest She is a close friend of the family and possibly soon new member.Let's show her why she should join us. Texas Dragon a close friend of our dj whiteangel2229. Contest ends friday May 4 Tasha Bear of the confederate bomber's of ct...yes we are friends with another bombing family.Believe me,I've been involved in bombing long enough to realize sometimes you need an all

Not Such A Bitch.......
I am 41% Asshole/Bitch.I may think I am an asshole or a bitch, but the truth is I am a good person at heart. Yeah sure, I can have a mean streak in me, but most of the people I meet like me.Take theAsshole/Bitch Test@ FualiDotCom

The Mile High Club (i Wrote This One For A Couple Of People From Last Nights Blitz Chat Lol)
As I stare out the window at the airport terminal thinking to myself that it was going to be a long, boring flight, a body drops into the seat beside me with a sigh. I turn my head and smile at you, "Bad day?" I ask. You smile back and reply "Just hectic." We settle in for the long flight, both trying to relax as the plane takes off. I pull out my book and put on the headphones as you open your computer on the table tray and start to work. As the flight starts out I can feel you glancing my way every once in a while. I do my own share of peeking your way. As the flight continues, you take off your jacket, getting more comfortable. I watch as your shirt pulls taut against the muscles of your arms. Licking my lips I go back to my book, unaware you've seen my gesture. I can feel the heat coming off you and the spicy aroma of your aftershave. I squirm a little in my seat. I continue to pretend to read my book, my pulse quickening slightly. Squirming again, I brush my knee aga

This Is For All Of My Lady Friends On Ct
PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW HOW MANY OF U ARE MOTHERS. JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT WITH THIS. THIS IS SO I KNOW HOW MANY MOTHERS DAY GIFTS TO BUY. I WOULD APPRECIATE IT ALOT HAVE A GREAT DAY I NEED HELP HERE LADIES. I NEED TO KNOW HOW MANY OF MY LADY FRIENDS ARE MOMS BEFORE MAY 13, PLEASE!!!

I Like
I like my body when it is next to your body I like the way they look together I like when our two bodies become one body I like when my body holds your body I like when my hands touch your hands I like when your hands trace my face I like when your hands hold me I like when your hands pull me in closer I like the way your body moves when you laugh I like the way your body is a perfect fit to mine I like the way your body sleeps I like the way your body moves at night I like the way your eyes follow my body I like the way your eyes look me up and down I like the way your eyes look at my eyes I like the way your eyes are not the same I like being in your arms I like when your arms move around my body and hold me I like your arms just the way they are I like my arms around your neck I like my legs as they wrap around your body I like when you trace your hands up and down my legs I like when your legs support me I like when your legs press the accelorator i

Love
What is love? You know what I believed love was... i believed love was unconditional. When you truly loved someone, nothing would stop it. There was no, I love you, BUT.... it was always just, I love you. Problems happen. People fight. Things go wrong. Love, is forever. You don't just start loving someone and stop loving someone. It's not something you turn off like a lightbulb. One day you love them, the next you don't. If you truly love someone, you love them even when you hate them. You love them when they hurt you, you love them when they're wrong. You never leave them when things just get tough.... you endure a lot.... sure, there is a line to draw... but it's not just when things get too hard.... thats what "working things out" is about....You love them no matter what. Love, is supposed to be unconditional, enduring, eternal.... undying... Love is enough to conquer all.Love is all you need. Love is enough. But, is that real?? Is that true?? Is that the way love really goes?? Is l

If You Could Do Anything Or Wish Anything, What Would It Be?
Im in a really contemplative mood today and i got a survey on myspace and this was one of the questions and its put alot of thought into my head so i thought id share the question and my answer with yall see if it makes u think as much as it did me... If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be? i wish i knew what my future was gonna hold & how to go about getting there, i wish i could go back and redo certain things & undo hurt ive caused certain people, i wish my friend who died of a drug overdose 6 years ago could be here to see it really wasnt worth the one night of fun he had & let him redo it differently... i wish i knew the answers that would make everyone happy & i wish my friends chief & Bri & all the soliders defending our freedom overseas could see their children more often, i wish dads who's wifes/gfs are having there children wouldnt have to miss there child being born, i wish all the violence in the world would cease and i wish everyone who has a

Stone
I can see it all its here again i found it there silence once again my friend lets lose ourselves in the magic of the night return ourselves making all the wrongs seem right the past is gone yet we let it in its nothing new seems the bad things never end i close my eyes and dream about your face and in the night my loneliness you seem to erase its a shame that life gets in the way and love is spent on trying to make it through the day and then you find that youre suddenly alone and in your mind your path is written in stone close your eyes and dream tonight forever we will be in the night seeing you will make it alright lose yourself to me tonight

Just Me Being Me!!
You who is always with me in my mind but never in body. Why is it that we click like we do. How is it you seem to see the parts that others don't. Why is it so hard to get you out of my mind. How is it that you out of all I've touch is willing to go where others will not. Why is it so real with you where it's not with others. How is it that we seem to have crossed paths time and time again. Why is it that I feel more feelings with you then others. How I wish I had the answers. How I wish I know how you got past the walls that are me. Why is it so easy to know you yet I've never meet you. All this go's through my head so many times that I dream when I'm wide awake. I don't understand any of it, this is so not me, I never let my walls down ,yet you are there. A wise woman once said Kat'a'lynn,You who reflex's everyone and everything and sees things that can't be seen,one day you'll be seen,by others and yourself. When that day comes you'll be on t

The Little Things
I want a man who will do the little things in life to make me happy. a man who will make a joke just to make me smile. a man who will kiss me everyday and miss me when he is away. Someone who wants to take care of me when i am sick. and hold me when I am scared or hurt. someone who will laugh and cry with me. Someone I can tell anything to and know i wont be judged...Someone who thinks i am the most beautiful woman in the world(even though i am not) Someone who wants to spend their life with me and only me. A man who will thinks i am cute funny and just crazy and yet he is crazy about me. I want someone who wants me to be happy no matter what it takes. I know it might seem like a dream and too much to ask but it never hurts to dream.

Friends
thank you ,, sweetheart .. love hearing from you also,, we both know there are times when if impossible to keep in touch with each and every person , but the ones who want to stay in ur life will answer when and if they can,,

Mayor Menino, Aren't There More Pressing Things For You To Worry About?
'Aqua Teen' Hits Theaters; Menino Not Seeing It (WBZ) BOSTON "Aqua Teen Hunger Force" hits movies theaters on Friday, and Boston Mayor Tom Menino is hoping he will not be the only one not running the see it on the big screen. The movie's botched marketing campaign set off a bomb scare that virtually shut down the entire city of Boston on January 31. Dozens of blinking electronic devices, which depicted a character on the "Cartoon Network" show, were removed from bridges and buildings after they were mistaken for possible bombs. Turner Broadcasting later agreed to pay out $2 million in restitution to law enforcement agencies. The two men accused of planting the devices still face charges. Menino asked theaters not the run the movie because of the city-wide panic its ad campaign caused, but several Boston-area cinemas are showing it, including the AMC Boston Common theater and the Kendall Square Cinema in Cambridge.

Night Time Soliloquy, Of The Lonely Cowboy...
Slave to the rave, from the deep velvet cage, thrusting glances from hidden eyes, in and out, darting, probing, wanting, needing the touch of a million volts, electric convulsions, of passion and lust, night time soliloquy, of the lonely cowboy...

The Bullshit, Bitching Bulletins Continue
For a week I've seen this one person bitching, whining, and moaning about how Achilles screwed her over, yadda, yadda, yadda. Ya know what, who cares, give it a rest. Achilles is a dick breath, we get it, now move on, ok? Another one is posting 8 or 10 bulletins withing 2 minutes, all of the same thing. STOP!!!!!! We can read it ONCE. Ten doesn't make it any more important. Gothic Rose, STFU already. You give me a headache, and you abuse the bulletins.

More Needed To Level Up....thanks
Well...thanks to everyone that helped my son Landon make it to that "wasted cherry" stage...now he's not too far away from being a "magic cherry"! So...hope you'll drop back in and help him reach his next level, very quickly! I'd sure appreciated it! landonrmorgan@ CherryTAP

Ooooooo
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Faerie100%Angel92%Mermaid75%Dragon58%WereWolf33%Demon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Edgar Allan Poe - Poem
A Dream In visions of the dark night I have dreamed of joy departed- But a waking dream of life and light Hath left me broken-hearted. Ah! what is not a dream by day To him whose eyes are cast On things around him with a ray Turned back upon the past? That holy dream- that holy dream, While all the world were chiding, Hath cheered me as a lovely beam A lonely spirit guiding. What though that light, thro' storm and night, So trembled from afar- What could there be more purely bright In Truth's day-star?

Blonde's Year In Review
January - Took new scarf back to store, because it was too tight. February - Was fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels......."Helloooooo !!! bottles won't fit in the typewriter!!" Sheesh!! March - Got really excited, finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months...box said "2-4 years!!" April - Trapped on a escalator for hours...power went out!! May - Tried to make koolaid....wrong instructions...8 cups of water wont fit into those little packages!!! June - Tried to go water skiing...couldn't find a lake with a slope... July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition..learned later that other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!! August - Got locked out of my car in a rain storm...car swamped because the soft-top was open. September - The Capital of California is "C"..isnt it?? October - Hate M n M's...they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 & a half days. Instructions said 1 hour per pound..and I weigh 97 lbs !! December - Couldn

N Love Wit Tha Tap!!
I could say im addicted to tha Tap but that wouldnt even cum close, I think im N Love wit it. Tha fun i have on here tha ppl i've met Baby I give u much prop's 4 Cherry Tap cuz without this tha friends & Fam that i do have on here i never would have met, & u r all Fuckin great. Just thought i'd i'd say that ta let u all know that i do care about u, so ta me Cherry Tap iz Tha SHIT!!!

For 1000
1st person to drop 3 comments without getting blocked for 3 minutes 1800 official bitch champion 300 lucious number 1 contender 1300 blueyes for those of u that just got here ..now u can cash ur winnings at anytime and send whatever gift u want to anyone you want anonymously...but no more then 3 gifts no matter how much u get so u will have to buy expensive gifts

Brain Teaser
See if you can figure out what all of the following words have in common: Banana Dresser Grammar Potato Revive Uneven Voodoo Assess Are you peeking or have you already given up? Give It Another Try You'll kick yourself when you discover the answer. Go back and look at them again; think hard. OK... Here you go....hope you didn't cheat..... This is cool..... SCROLL DOWN Answer: In all of the words listed, if you take the first letter.. Place it at the end of the word....and then spell the word backwards..... It will be the same word. Did you figure it out? Most people do not.

Total Rage.
Alright well I will warn you ahead of time this is a major fucking bitchfest about our stupid government and all the dumbasses over the world. First let me address the issue of President Bush, a warmongering, imperalistic son of a bitch who merely wishes to follow in his father's footsteps and bring our country out on top. Why are we over in the Middle East? To supposedly bring peace and set up a democratic government? Bullshit. We are there for power, money and OIL. Who the hell says that living in a democracy is the correct way? Us? I am sorry I think just maybe we need to open our eyes and realize that, HEY WHO MADE US GOD? We do not know what's right or wrong for someone else's country. Why the hell are we the ones to decide that after centuries of a country living one way that we need to go in and change it for the good of the people? Hello, Mr. President, Sir.. have you ever thought about the fact that maybe people need to figure their own problems out? In

Longing For Comfort
My mind escapes to the blissfullness of a dream Where I feel your head upon my breast As we lay side by side body by body under the silkiness of the sheets You sigh and run your hand across my stomach I shutter at your very touch My body quivers as if I am a young woman again and being touched for the very first time You pull me closer and nuzzle your head deeper into my chest My fingers are running through your thick hair I lean down and kiss your forehead and lie my head against yours Through sleepened lips you whisper you love me and glance at me The light shinning from the candle beside the bed reflects your shadow You roll me a top of you Look into my eyes, and brush my long brown hair from my face My heart beats faster against yours We've longed to feel our bodies so close together Knowing neither would break the others heart Two lonely hearts longing for the company of anothers But it is not just a lustfull passion between us

Kids Contest Updated
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also allowed! Comments + rates = total! Want to enter send me a link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP Click on pic to enter contest!

Dreamin
What I have within my heart is something That I just can't explain... It's something that is not simple to obtain It's called perpetual love, And it's a rare gift... Send to me from heaven above Since you... Have taken possession of my soul. It's a love deep inside me That is bright as the stars Cause is gazing over you and me, So please... Drift away within this love of mine, A place where there is safety And so much love to behold, A place that will keep you warm and embrace That will make you feel whole, Were you will feel electrifying emotions That will stimulate pure ecstasy, Lots of romantic affections And feelings of ravishing delights, Aspirations of a passionate appetite. This is the pathway to my heart And belongs to only you, Cause I have seen a perfect light That shines from your heart And it radiates... And it has pierced the heart of me, As when you hold me in your loving arms, Our hearts beat as one Just as the breathing of our souls.

Broken
I have no right. But it tears into me. So... completely. Like a twelve gage enema. It eats at me. It licks holes in me. It cripples my cognitive capacities. It makes me numb. A dripping, sweat? blood? come? covered mess. And the filth stings so warm in my flayed open wounds. I have no right. My eyes wide with jealousy. I have no right. A deranged grin in the mirror... but is it real? My face goes into the glass. Not a gentle ripple. Not a splash. An explosion of light sound blood and pain. ...look what you've done to yourself. You can't... the mirror's broken. You're broken.

Sad
I needed you so bad yeah i needed you like no one ever had but you turned away and let me go i guess i never knew to make me believe to make me believe everytime i see you online i want to scream you were my life my only dream now my heart aches as i sit on my own my wrists are cut and my scars have grown you thought that it was just a game but you forgot that i feel pain life is pointless now you've gone im dead inside, i waited too long i wanted my own fairytale ending i wish that you'd stop to keep silent i'll drown you in the tears i cried my love was always true, i never lied

Promises Made
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

To Love From My Freinds On Here
to love someone that u just meet and to give them some of ur hart is something that can giveing back to u. so here is some love from me u all that is will to take time out of there day to read this. To my one love that have been there for me and i know i don't have no pic of myself yet will soon one day as soon as u poeple see me for how i'm some may just live me some may stay but to how every is here for me i will be there for them too. love can be a good thing in life it be joy u and ur love ones it can make u happy feel good al over ur body it can make u fall in love with that one personthat u been looking at it can make u feel things that u never no u had in ur life and yes it a good thing to have love for someone as a friends too. so i do love u all as my friends too. kenny eckert

Dance For Me Smoke
stare into the flames, see my heart watch the smoke dance, see my art born in the north, drawing power from the south evil in my eyes, kindness spews from my mouth stoned, drunk, even trippin but never will you see me slippin Magic Demon Dragon Lord loving women fucking whores a simple jinn the world ignores i stare out at you through the fire as lovers become enemies friends become liars so dance for me smoke, show my true friends my life is missery without end i spend my days making everyone else happy brings a smile to my face although i feel crappy release is a beer, a blunt, and brisco county watching him and boller catch thier bounty i talk to women, i'm a big flirt sit on my lap, lift up your skirt we'll watch the sun rise while the fire burns in my eyes smoke is light smoke is free watch the smoke dance for me

Kid Contest Now Open!
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also allowed! Comments + rates = total! Want to enter send me a link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP Click on pic to enter contest!

Todays Rant
It was not the best of times ,,, It was not the worst of times ... It was a day among zombies ! LOL Torn feelings about this day in hell The best laid plans went none to well Nothing that happen went right at all Egos crashed against prides wall Driven fools rush to the grave Giving themselves to become the slave Of those who neither care or feel Drones continue on in the unreal Illusion that these task truly matter Fragile world they live in easy to shatter Chase the dollar to fund their schemes Smoke and mirrors among their screams For failure and their wasted time Lost all meaning it is a crime When do people open their eyes and see That life happens as it was meant to be By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Night Driving!
"Watch your revs... Watch your revs, watch your speed. Position, position! 3rd and 4th gears are there for a reason, don't leave them out."God, this instructor was a BITCH!!! I'll explain. I have been a resident of Ireland for some time now, and have never taken the driver's exam here. I have always used my American driver's license, as I have always traveled back and forth. But, since I am staying here for longer periods of time, the Irish Highway Code required me to get my license here. Now I have lived in both Great Britain, and Ireland for quite some time, and thought I had mastered the highway code here, but thought that a refresher, with an instructor would be a good thing. I was wrong. "What's the speed along here Richard?" "80 kmh" She pointed out a sign that said "60kmh." I sighed heavily. "I think that's enough for today Richard. Let's head back, shall we?" "Shall I put an ‘L' plate on the back of the car?" "Not at all, you're doi

It Speaks For Itself
Life isn't an emergency. But i've never met anyone who hasn't turned little things into great big emergencies. We take our own goals so seriously that we forget to have fun along the way, and we forget to cut ourselves some slack. We take simple preferences and turn them into conditions for happiness. The first step in becoming a more peaceful person is to have the humility to admit that, in most cases, you've creative your own emergencies. Life will usually go on if things don't go according to plan. It's helpful to remind yourself and to keep repeating, "life isn't an emergency"

Updated List Of Dvds For Sale Again
The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. This list will be updated each time some sell or are added to it Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work Into The Blue Sneakers White Chicks Cheaper By The Dozen Cheaper By The Dozen 2 Striking Distance National Lampoons Last Resort U.S. Marshalls Deuce Bigalow European Gig

.sonofabeech.
Feel like you're rockin' and a-reelin'? That's no surprise; there are many different astrological influences careening throughout today. Let yourself go from one to the other. Learn to surf and you'll enjoy the waves. dearhorrorscope...how bout you eat me. dear media player...how bout you go die cuz you're stuck on the song "So Happy Together" dear phone...how bout you break cuz talking and texting til 3 am and waking up to MORE texts...is BAD mmk? get it? got it? good. i needa stab something. or a pow-wow. gah!

Drive For Fun!
Riverby, Texas is on Farm Road 100, twenty miles northeast of Bonham and two miles south of the Red River in extreme northeastern Fannin County! POP: 15 since 1990..."Google Earth was not wrong!" {Giggles} Okay...YOU WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE HERE BECAUSE: It will stink to high heaven in the Summer! COW-methane!! There is nothing in this town but birds, cows, hogs & deer. I did see a red flying squirrel. It IS a really nice place. I am sure everyone has a gun.

Sad Love Poem
Words, words brought our first encounter, the look into her glowing eyes, the caress of our bodies together, the kiss of her sweet lips to mine, the first I love you, the memories that will last to infinity, misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, and the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, and always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

Heaven Welcomes Another Angel
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t

Gas War
Perhaps you’ve all ready seen this but in case you haven’t…… -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Please read entirely......then act! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It ' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenienc

Price Of Gas
Subject: The price of Gas . The price of Gas All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; they just illustrate how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one! (At least, I was...) Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 . $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 .$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 .. $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER..

Ct Scan Results
Well I got the results from my CT Scan back today and to borrow a line from Samuel L. Jackson, "Well I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain I'm SUPERFLY T.N.T, I'm the GUNS OF THE NAVARONE" Cancer Free Baby!

Spades Team Roll Call
OKAY... SPADES TEAM... HERE ARE THE NAMES OF THE PEOPLE THAT ARE ON MY LIST FOR THIS TEAM... PLEASE MAKE SURE YOUR NAME IS HERE... AND COMMENT TO SIGN THE ROSTER! THANKS! CRYS - high priestess T,J, - t,j, sexC cherry STEPHANIE - sultry princess MESHELL - meshell STACIE - niah MICHELLE - mostlybitch2 SAHMOA - sahmoa AUSTIN - proeffect DANIEL - the prince TERRY - taz TIM - notorious ROD - midnytize

Sharing
Sharing My heart finds voice In poetry. To put pen to paper Is a gentle thing Where dreams can whisper. Poetry... Can also be A tool of war, Where words can burn And blister! My "feelings" Are not such, As I would share, With strangers, Yet...my poetry, I share with, These very people! I cannot doubt, They can and will, Be misunderstood, By those with cause, Against me! Ginny ©1985

This Comes In Many Ways....
I've calmed down a bit...but I'm still ticked!! It really ticks me off that when someone pretends to be your friend and then turns around and bad mouths you to someone else!!! The real kicker is they aren't even adult enough to come to me and talk to me about what ever the issue is. I expected that it would eventually happen to me because she does it to everyone else, why doesn't she listen?????? She complains but I already discussed with her the situation but apparently she wasn't listening when I told her!!! I figured out on my own things were changing--I'm not sure if I'm more angry and dissapointed or hurt. Time will tell.... One of the hardest things is explaining to my teenagers why I don't retaliate and be hateful....yes I'm angry, but i'm not vengeful.... Been rambling for a bit.....but i had to express myself....

The Truth About Politics.....
Alright... You all know the elections are just around the corner. You have the Republicans, and the Democrats. Each party will be bashing the other to try to win. This blog is not to support one party or the other. It is simply the TRUTH!!! So, back to the blog, the TRUTH about politics... Well.... Does anyone know??? HA!!!!!!

Being Alone
I sometimes wonder if I was ment to be alone all my life. Ever realtionship i have been in has ended badly, or the girl has just used me for their needs and wants. Don't get me wrong I love spendig time with my 2 wonderful kids, but its not the same as having that realtionship with a person that you love that loves you back no matter what.I feel so alone some days that it hurts in the heart.

Which Finger Am I? (i Was Striving For The Middle. Lmao)
You Are a Pinky You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird. A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone. You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb What Finger Are You? I totally got the whole pinky finger wrong then. LMFAO.

Daily Horoscope May 11
"You want to start kicking butt and taking names. Easy, tiger. Once the heat of the moment cools off, you might see things in a different light. For now, breathe and resolve to deal with this at a later time." They should know better than to tell someone whose ruling planet is Mars something like that. Doncha think?

Things Going On Today...
I'm wearing my faire garb to work. I'm trying to convince people that they shoudl go to faire at least once this run. I think it's working. Even if it isn't it's really fun to jingle with every step. *grin* I found a picture of my friend Rachel and I taken at faire last Sunday. It's actually a great shot and I even printed it out and stuck it to my board here at work. :) What else? There was going to be a script read through tonight at my house for the horror film I'm in but one of the girls is ill, the director is way to busy and he cant' reach the third girl. I'm now supposed to see if any of my 3 female friends wants to be in a horror film. And that's about it. I'll update on monday and see if there's any more pictures from faire this weekend.

Ouch !! Lmao (hair Removal)
Had this sent to me and figured all the women and i'm sure some men could use as good a laugh as i had reading it. All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. Ho w hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > > > > > >(YA THINK!?!) > > > So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two st

Assuming Room Temperature
To: All EMS Personnel From: Chief of Operations Subject: Proper Narrative Descriptions It has come to our attention from several emergency rooms that many EMS narratives have taken a decidedly creative direction lately. Effective immediately, all members are to refrain from using slang and abbreviations to describe patients, such as the following. 1) Cardiac patients should not be referred to as suffering from MUH (messed up heart), PBS (pretty bad shape), PCL (pre-code looking) or HIBGIA (had it before, got it again). 2) Stroke patients are NOT "Charlie Carrots." Nor are rescuers to use CCFCCP(Coo Coo for Cocoa Puffs) to describe their mental state. 3) Trauma patients are not CATS (cut all to shit), FDGB (fall down, go boom), TBC (total body crunch) or "hamburger helper." Similarly, descriptions of a car crash do not have to include phrases like "negative vehicle to vehicle interface" or "terminal deceleration syndrome." 4) HAZMAT teams are highly trained professionals

Cops And Robbers
Afternoon Delight I cannot get my mind off of you. Every time I am alone in thought, I am in thought of you. The pictures in your profile...your letters to me describing your desires...what you like...all the same as me. The thought of our bodies against each other... the pleasure we would share...the passion we would envelope from one another. I LOVE when a gal goes down on me and means it. When she sucks me to pleasure me. A woman who knows how to bring me to my knees in pleasure. You describe this as You, and you love pleasing your man, as much as I love to please my woman. As I finish my dayshift, I decide not to change out of my uniform, and I drive as fast as I can to your house. You are waiting for me at your door, and smile when you see me still dressed in my full gear. The moment we are behind closed doors I grab you by the back of your head, pull you to me and french kiss you deeply. While my tongue explores your mouth, I free your beautiful tits from your blouse and br

Because Reading A Friends Poem Made Me Think Of This One
Drama and self importance rain the immature make public their pain Delusion that the world does care Of all the doings they would dare Sickening the mess they live inside Sane souls would instead hide Too many think their live matter most Their past chases them they see the ghost For when childish minds refuse to see There lives are their own making to be Lived in the moment and not in fear They past up the gift to us so dear life free of the burden self centered thought Drama is a choice and not worth all it’s brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Eleven Things Dummys Do On Cherry Tap!
One: Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it! Two: Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school. Three: Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them! Four: Put private pictures in the middle of public folders. Your viewers can SEE the thumbnail, but we click on it and it says, "Sorry, this is private!" and you're stuck going back to the original gallery. I personally just close it and find someone else to rate. Five: Post/Repost bulletins that say, "Repost this or get off my friends list!". Fucking hell. I delete everyone who post those, even friends I talk to on a regular basis. I'm not here to be threatened! I accept just about every friend request, so I probably won't miss you.

Duck Hunting
> Duck Hunting > > > > Chester and Earl are going hunting. Chester says to Earl, "I'll send my dog > out to see if there are any ducks out in the pond. If there aren't any > ducks out there, I'm not going hunting." > > > > So he sends the dog out to the pond. The dog comes back and barks twice. > Chester says, "Well I'm not going to go out. He only saw two ducks out > there." > > > > Earl says, "You're going to take the dog's barks for the truth?" > > > > Earl doesn't believe it, so he goes to look for himself. When he gets back > he says, "I don't believe it where did you get that dog? There really are > only two ducks out there!" > > > > Chester says, "Well, I got him from the breeder up the road. If y ou want, > you can get one from him, too." > > > > So Earl goes to the breeder and says he wants a dog like the one his friend > Chester has. The breeder obliges and Earl brings the dog home, then tells > it t

Just Releasing My Pain.....
I ONCE WAS A HAPPY LITTLE GIRL..LOOKING UP TO MY DADDY TO SHOW ME THE WAY TO TAKE.. NEVER KNOWING HOW HARD MY ROAD AHEAD WOULD BE NOT PREPARED FOR THE MISTAKES I'D MAKE.. SEEKING FOREVER IT SEEMS FOR A SOUL ON EARTH TO UNDERSTAND ME.... ALONE THOUGH I AM, AND I HAVE GROWN ATTACHED TO MY TEARS YOU SEE, FOR THEY HAVE WASHED AWAY MANY DAYS AND NIGHTS OF MY INTERNAL PAIN WITHIN, JESUS I CRY UNTO YOU TO HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS AND BE MY ONLY FRIEND........ THE WORLD IS TOO BUSY IN THEIR OWN LIVES TO EVEN NOTICE ME HERE, LORD WHAT IS MY PURPOSE? I SEEK IT THROUGH YOU, PLEASE HOLD ME NEAR..... I AM AFRAID OF THIS ROAD I AM ON, FOR IT'S SO DARK AND COLD WHERE I AM RIGHT NOW, LEAD ME TO YOUR LIGHT LORD, I'M LOOSING MY WAY , CARRY ME THROUGH THIS SOME HOW.....

.former.sneeze.fest.
ive decided benadryl makes me feel... hung over. after sneezing over a dozen times in a row and i swear losing brain cells with all the nose blowing...i succumbed. the cat has got to go! monkey is quite cranky...and refuses to relinquish my soon to be out of service former cell phone. i hope she doesnt call anyone again yesterday she called moms...so that was ok at least i managed to snag the phone when i heard the 'hello' lol im tired. no. exhausted. yes thats the right word. i hafta take Peanut to a birthday party in about an hour n a half...n im NOT staying. mostly cuz i despise peter piper pizza. (long story) ya i think ima lay down n make Munchkin make me a bagel. muahahahahahaha. supposed to hit triple digits today outside. effff that. and that is all.

Happy Mommies Day
I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that. "Why?" my daughter asked. "Because it's been on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty, and probably has germs" I replied. At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Mommy, how do you know all this stuff, you are so smart." I was thinking quickly. "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mommy Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mommy." We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, but she was evidently pondering this new information. "OH...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the daddy." "Exactly" I replied back with a big smile on my face. Happy Mothers' Day

What Kind Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Celtic Pantheonic Pagan. Your answers leaned very close to that of the Celtic Pantheon. Very popular now among pagans, the Celtic Gods seem to draw those who are sensitive and insightful, but also very passionate about their beliefs. Many Pagan Holidays are named for this pantheon and here is where you'll find many stories on Horned God, Green Man, and Druids. You likely either have been or want to visit Stonehenge one day. Many Arthurian legnds include references to the Celtic faith, as well. Celtic Pantheonic Pagan100%Ecclectic Pagan90%Eastern Pagan85%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan70%Shamanic Pagan70%Zoroastrian Pagan70%Kabbalistic Pagan35%Roman Pantheonic Pagan25%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans20%Greek Pantheonic Pagan

Real Imagination
if you could put the stars together they'd shine on you if you could put color together they'd cover you in rainbows if you were an animal you'd be a snake and wrap around my heart if heaven exists it would make sure you'd never ever let go of what is real ~Timmy~

Herbal Magic; When Casting Spells, Be Sure To Choose The Right Herb For The Job
Beryl Harris Local News - Friday, May 04, 2007 Once upon a time I spoke to a gardening group, about growing herbs. The talk ended a little earlier that usual, and I asked if they would like me to cast a spell for them. I had taken along my black candlesticks, wooden bowl and of course the herbs were there. All went well until I got to the part of actually reciting the "spell." A number of folk got up and left. I had really scared them. One brave soul asked if I could make him win the lottery! Of course not - it is only fun. So I thought it might be fun to look at some of the lore associated with herbs (Please do not drop the "h" like the Americans do). Herb magic is the use of herbs to cause needed change. For maximum effect, the herbs chosen for a spell should possess vibrations that match your need. Cedar is fine for attracting money, but would not help in say a fertility spell. Onions are used for protection, exorcism, healing, money and prophet

Brighten My Day
i know youre someone special you saved me from my mind I can hear you laughing you taught me to see when i went blind i wont forget the day you took my pain away and kept me dry in the pouring rain you kept me from going insane with your smile you brighten my day now its been awhile I have faded away I think my eyes still have sadness but I can still see that day you gave your love to me just like its supposed to be and you made me feel like me again dried my eyes smiling my friend with your smile you brighten my day

Life Corks
Ok so here goes why is it that a person can fall in love easily? my heart is way to soft and way to big!!!! then you get idiots that play with your heart and just dont give you the chance to even put up a block!!!! well now i am finding myself trying the dating thing again and i am scared shitless I am trying to find love again but what if i screw it up what if i do something stupid and scare MR WRIGHT away i feel like i fall to easily and thats scares guys i want REAL Love and a frienship too i know it never happens but what if it did could i find it????Do i think its out there for me probably not but Damn i wish i believed it was!!

Auburn
So .. for those friends that DON'T know ... I'm moving out of Puyallup in September to live with my baby, Tyler. Well plan is, move to Auburn, was originally Puyallup ... but I had a change of heart, and living in Auburn would be a HELL OF A LOT easier than living in Puyallup near my folks. So, I'll keep you all update on that, for sure. lol, anyway, if you know any great spots over in that area that you would recommend, be sure to hit me up with that. Thanks, lots of love, Emily.

Eyes
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Eyes full of Pain58%Passion58%Diamond Eyes33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Losing Contact With Loved Ones For The Soldier Over There In Iraq
Well I bet ya'll have all heard the news today....As of today our brave soldiers that are risking their lives in Iraq are now not allowed to use most social website like Myspace, cherrytap etc. This friggin sucks ass. How can we expect them to get thru the hell they are in over there if we cut them off from there loved ones. Some of them probley dont have AOL OR YAHOO. so how are we suppose to keep in touch and know they are alright. Well they sure are getting treated worse and worse the more we are there. Hell now they have taking the websites away and have extended their tours, what else is next...we take awy there ability to write there loved ones letters home???? Sorry just had to vent since my fiance is serving over there right now as this is being written.

Think You'll Get A Big Laugh Out Of This One!
A timeless lesson on how consultants can make a difference to an organisation. Last week, we took some friends out to a new restaurant, and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket. It seemed a little strange. When the busboy brought our water and utensils, I noticed he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I asked, "Why the spoon?" "Well, 'he explained, "The restaurant's owners hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil. It represents a drop frequency of approximately 3 spoons per table per hour. If our personnel are better prepared, we can reduce the number of trips back to the kitchen and save 15 man-hours per shift." As luck would have it, I dropped my spoon and he was able to replace it with his

You've Got To See These
Okay guys, now I have your attention...I've got a little over 15,000 to go to level up. PLEASE, come help me out. I REALLY want to reach the next level, so they will let me add a few more pictures. I just recieved some new pictures of my two beautiful granddaughter, Eva, and Lilly, that live in Australia...I REALLY WANT TO SHARE THEM WITH YOU! So..come rate me, fan me, add me, and don't forget all my pictures and over 1,900 stash items to rate and comment! THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HELP!

Poem:a Honeysuckle Kiss
Your memory comes to me, in a spirit form of the wind. That's gentle and passionate, as I sleep deep in my dream. When you touch me, I spread my arms apart. To meet "YOU" as the wind, pressed against my chest. I fold my arms to hold, and feel you close to me. As I look to see your eyes, and nothing is there, but empty space between me. Before I can move a lite breeze, presses softly against my lips. Then I knew you had just kiss me, in your own special way. The sweet moist lucious taste, that you gave in a honeysuckle kiss. Makes me interested in the smell, of your perfume that I have consumed. Sign: Raymond Starns and Revised Date from 4/98 to 4/15/2007

Poem: Only God Knows
Did you know that your tears, fall like rain from the sky. Did you know that your laughter, will bring a smile to someone's eyes. Did you know that your happiness, brings you poems and flower's. Did you know that your beauty, only lies in the eyes of the beholder. Did you know that God made someone, special for you and that person could be me, but there's one thing for sure only god knows. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 1/96'

Broken Heart
Comprehend feelings that kill me Shatter the fabric that makes me whole Torn apart so slowly My hollowed thoughts melt into blood A soul that becomes a dust particle Gone forever with nothing left behind. Fear is a being that shape-shifts Watching the world slowly enter its grasp Bloodshot eyes that witness a crime A punishment that is gazed by others. Both never speak and hear only What they want to believe in justice A grain of sand contains more love Than the one who has been sentenced. I slowly feel the white light touch me Kisses me before I go to my future Does it love me with so much feeling The answer lies to people like myself Before the moment my heart finally breaks.

Girl You Know It's True
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are: I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind, You're the one I think about most every time. And when you pack a smile in everything you do, Don't you understand, girl, this love is true. You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin That's kind of like a vision upon your skin. It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true. Together we're one separated we're two. To make you all mine, all mine is my desire. 'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire. You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand. I'm in love girl, I'm in so love girl. I'm just in love girl, and this is true. Girl, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Yes, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain, My emotions start up when I hear your name. Maybe your

5-1507
You don't need to explain every single motive behind your actions to your crew, especially when your actions speak clearly enough. Trust your intuition. It'll point you in the right direction if you listen carefully.

Your Other Side
You don’t think I know you The side you try to hide But have seen the soul of you, For I have looked into your eyes The side you guard so much The side that longs for a gentle touch The side so dark and cold The side that needs a hand to hold I know the tears you cry For I have seen your other side

Angel Family Needs Help Plz!
Attn: Angel Family + Friends And Fans...... We need all the help we can get to win this... BOMB WAR ...WAR FOR SOULS ...DEMON HOUSE VS ANGEL FAMILY Any Familys that help i will buy them a V.I.P.gift for there Family Page So please anyone and everyone we need the help so evil don't win! So Please comment bomb this pic for the Angel Family and lets show them all! Thanks Maria Click on pic below to leave major love!

Surgery
I won't be around friday. Tories having her ear surgery. Keep her in your thoughts. Its a nice day out. I am gonna move my bedroom around .....I need to put my air conditioner in. I cannot sleep when it is hot! Todays song goes out to Torie!!! SHe loves this song

I Love You...
Everybody's looking for that something One thing that makes it all complete You find it in the strangest places Places you never knew it could be Some find it in the face of their children Some find it in their lover's eyes Who can deny the joy it brings When you've found that special thing You're flying without wings Some find it sharing every morning Some in their solitary lives You'll find it in the words of others A simple line can make you laugh or cry You'll find it in the deepest friendship The kind you cherish all your life And when you know how much that means You've found that special thing You're flying without wings So, impossible as it may seem You've got to fight for every dream Cos who's to know which one you let go Would have made you complete Well, for me it's waking up beside you To watch the sunrise on your face To know that I can say I love you At any given time or place It's little things that only I k

Why Crazy People On Heavy Doses Shouldn't Drive
this happened to the friend of my family angie yesterday, and was in our local paper MILTON — An unidentified woman was lucky to escape injury after her GMC Jimmy plowed into two large camper trailers at Ray's Marina this morning. Police, firefighters and emergency personnel responded around 7 a.m. after the southbound Jimmy broke through a roadside post before colliding with a Coachman and a Cougar camper trailer on display along White Mountain Highway — Route 125 — near Depot Pond Road. "She was very lucky the way the roof caved in to be able to stand," Officer Mark Nadeau said. The windshield and roof on the driver's side collapsed after hitting a trailer hitch on the Coachman. The Jimmy sustained serious front-end damage, the Coachman was damaged to the point of being unsteady and the Cougar, which was recently purchased, sustained significant side damage from the Jimmy and the Coachman. "That camper moved about four feet after she hit that guardrail," said Fire Capt

Without A Relief Person Once Again
After what happened this morning I am once again without a Relief Person. My relief person started out with having petty mal seizures, for what seemed like hours. While I was signing for meds, I hear "Mom, get up here now". My relief person was having a Grand Mal Seizure. Needless to say it FREAKED out my poor son. She was transported to the local EmergencyRoom to be checked out, due to the fact that she is 3 months pregnant. I hope that the baby will be ok. Needless to say I had to notify my employer about this. And I must agree with her. What if she DID have a seizure while I was gone, the residents would not know what to do?..So I have to let my relief person know when she gets out of the hospital that she can no longer work here. DAMN THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come Back
Come back often and take hold of me, Sensation that I love come back and take hold of me- When the body’s memory awakens And an old longing again moves into the blood, When lips and skin remember And hands feel as though they touch again. Come back often, take hold of me in the night When lips and skin remember…

A Few "pick-up" Routines
Read this blog about a "pick-up" line this woman had a guy say to her that she thought was cute. Was going to comment on some of my default things to say in any situation but my comment was too long so I'm posting it. I tend to teach women more about relationships and pick-up because guys who are willing to admit they need to get their dating life handled and how to meet women are few. but it IS changing, slowly. My coaching applies to both men and women, whether straight, bi, or gay. But if you have read enough of my profile and blogs, you know that I love all women, but only date bisexual women who like to pick-up girls together with me. They love women and so do I, so we have something in common. ====WIKKID'S BAD GUY NOTICE==== This is not meant to be taken and misused to trick, play, or manipulate anyone so you can abuse them. If you misuse it and intentionally do things to hurt others, you deserve the consequences. With that said. Let's get on with the examples. .

Sexxy Lady 2 On Ct Contest!
Sexxy Lady 2 On CT Contest! I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Away For A Few Days...
All My CT Friends, Just wanted to let everyone know (whom I haven't already spoken with) that I am leaving on a short trip out of town this afternoon and will return before the weekend is out on Sunday. Didn't want anyone to think I had forgotten them since I will be away from CT and unable to comment, chat and so on. Leave me some love and I will be in touch upon my return. Until then, take care and be safe all! ♥ Jen ♥

Random Thoughts
I’m looking for someone that can help me for I have something that is broke I need help fixing it for it has been a lone for a long time I need to be strong but when you are around I’m weak my knees are shaking my heart is pounding my hands are sweating and floor is dropping I fill that life has stopped and will not start back until your hand is in mine and when the sun sets I will be yours for the time has came for me to give my heart to you As the sun rises I wonder if this day will come to an end and be there no more do we have to stop or can we share the day that is upon us as we did the last day an I hold your hand and kiss your lips may I share your breath can we become one as the night retunes can I make love to you as I would like would you do any thing my heart fills like the time has come for us to be will we be as one in two parts or will the things go back to the way they were or may I hold you tonight as one

This Is My Life (my Story)
"Hate It Or Love It" [50 Cent] Ya, let's take em back Uh huh Comin up I was confused my momma kissin a girl Confusion occurs comin up in the cold world Daddy ain't around probably out commitin felonies My favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melody I wanna live good, so shit I sell dope for a fo-finger ring One of them gold ropes NaNa told me if I pass could get a sheep skin coat If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'd be dope Tossed and turned in my sleep that night Woke up the next morning niggas done stole my bike Different day same shit, ain't nothing good in the hood I'd run away from this bitch and never come back if I could Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't

Just A Quick Note....
Hey all. Being the poetry freak that I am, I decided to start a blog thread with different poems that I like. Not all of them are my own, and I will make sure to give credit where it's due. I will also be posting some of my personal stuff as well. I hope everyone enjoys....

Teased
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you.

Signs Of Female Infidelity
Signs of Female Infidelity Guys tips on the ultimate insecurity – is SHE cheating? by Drew Higgins If you enjoy our articles please visit www.SneakySpouses.com for more advice, tips, forums, and links about catching your loved one in the act of infidelity. She's no longer as needy and demanding as she used to be. At the begging of the relationship she couldn't even cross the street on her own. You were demanded to pick her up, drop her, go shopping, exercise, etc. Suddenly she doesn't need your company anymore; this clearly means that someone else is filling in your place. There is a slight possibility that she might need some time on her own, but if she is getting unusually independent when she used to be really needy and dependent, it is more likely a signal that she is no longer needs YOU. She no longer gets angry by herself. If your women used to be angry for anything and picked fights for subjects out of thin air, or for ridiculous issues like not bei

R.i.p. Derek Massengill
Herrin- DEREK MASSENGILL, age 23 of Herrin, passed away at 2:30pm on Wednesday, May 16, 2007 at Herrin Hospital. Derek was born on July 13, 1983 in Herrin, the son of Mary (Corder) Street and Joel Lynn Massengill. Derek loved to spend time with his daughter, Faith Ann. He enjoyed the outdoors, fishing, and grilling out with his friends. Survivors include- Mother- Mary Street of Herrin, IL Daughter- Faith Ann Massengill of Herrin, IL Brother- Brandon Massengill of Herrin, IL Paternal Grandparents- Lois and Jim Stacey of Herrin, IL Paternal Great Grandmother- Mildred Duty of Cobden, IL Five Uncles-Rodney Jarvis and partner Nathan Grimes of Nashville, TN Allen and Kim Massengill of Centralia, IL Mike and Bertha Teeling- West Frankfort, IL John Corder of Herrin, IL Berney and Margaret Corder of Herrin, IL Close friend and mother of his daughter- Rashanna Gentry of Herrin, IL Several cousins Many special friends Derek was preceded in death by his father- Joel Lynn M

I Am Looking For A Subbie
I am looking for a subbie..... and it's not just a matter of what I want to do to that sub.... it is a matter of, "Does that person fit".... what are they looking for ... to even consider a match and so on THINGS I ENJOY: I like spanking, I like flogging, I love caning, I like CBT( Cock and ball torture). I love needles and knives.. Love Humiliation.. I am apt to have you stand in front of a crowd, butt ass naked, on one foot singing "I'm so pretty" as I beat your ass! I also like chastity and denial A QUESTION: Do you have any lifestyle experience? do you know what it means to be a sub... have you had any training as a sub ... or are you just after some "Kinky" sex ? I rarely have sex with My submissive... they are there for My amusement and pleasure...... and love every minute of it ... that is what makes them submissive .... after all this.... the next thing is.... I am not looking for a 24/7 D/s relationship, but i do want someone that wants to be part of My life

Why Women Are Crabby !
Why Women Are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a

At The Rainbow's End
Long, long ago when First Woman the Goddess was created, she became fully grown in four days. It seemed that every Dine (Navajo) Indian tribesman wanted her for his wife. She did not love any of them, but she did like the handsome ones. Of all the men, however, she thought the most attractive was the Sun-God. Of course, she thought he could never be her husband. To her surprise, one day Sun-God came up behind her and gently tickled her neck with a feathery plume. She was engulfed with warm sunshine, and in a magical way the Goddess became the wife of Sun-God. He fathered her firstborn, a son. Not long thereafter, the Goddess was resting beneath an overhanging cliff when some drops of water fell upon her. Soon the Goddess gave birth to a second son, fathered by Water-God. Because the two boys were so close in age, they became known as the Twins of the Goddess. They lived in a beautiful canyon that later became a part of Dine (Navajo) land. About that time, a Great Giant roam

School And Stuff
I only got an 82% on the test. I stayed up all night studying fro it. I spent lots of time studying other than that too. So it's kinda dissapointing. I can do test corections and get half the points, or someo of the percentage, or something like that back though. So that will riase it some. I was thinkin I would get around a 90, the first time, and then go back and raise it some form there. I guess I'll probably do better on the next test. There was atleast one question that I didn't know because it It was all multiple choice, but it wasn't real easy multiple choice. there was some stuff that I should have paid a little more attention to. all the terategens belend together. And there were some qurestions about the varous developing stages of things that I probably missed. Even though I looked over everything twice right before I went in and took the test, on top of all the other times I went over it. It's not like I just crammed the day before, and that's all. I've been studying the l

Open Heart
Light crawls across the ground,The sign of a new day I smile as I ready for the challenges that come my way Like a knight with new armor or so it would seem You have opened my eyes giving me reason to dream Filling the cracks,covering the holes in my soul Teaching and showing me things I thought I'd never know Fullfilling my life,bringing happiness where there was none My world is fresh and new,as if my life had just begun You are my smile,the beat of my heart,in my eyes you shine Heres wishing our hearts remain toghether till the end of time

Do Men Really Notice The Smallest Things
Things you don't think guys notice...but actually do! 1.Your nails. Even without nail polish on they have to be clean. 2.Your accessories. It can be a simple bracelet, pretty earings, or a necklace that matches... 3.Your outfit. 4.Your smile..and how often you show it. 5.Your singing...and if you don't mind other people hearing you. 6.Your laugh. Loud and lively is good; demure Maria Clara giggles aren't. 7.Your sports or physical activities. You don't have to be an athlete, but shopping doesn't count. 8.Your quircks...whether you can't whistle or don't like root beer.

Daily Horoscope May 20
"Some people say one thing and do another -- and they don't notice how their behavior affects others. You, on the other hand, take the high road. The difference shows in the quality of your work and your personal interactions." Oo that sounds familiar doesn't it? I bitch about that ALL the time. Leanne does what she says she's goin to. Why can't everybody else?

5-20-07 28th Entry
I can't wait till this emotionaly gambit I've been running lately goes away. I hate this up and down crap I'm going through. I sit and wonder how much more I can take waiting wize and I wind up telling myself I've gone this far, I can go a few more months. I just have to change the time frame of my plans for the future. But the hardest thing in that is I have to find a way to give up having kids. One the things I've wished for since I was around 17. I wanted to have a set of twin sons in my mid 20's. It ain't gonna happen. People keep telling me that it can. Keep trying to help me not give up on that but I have to face reality. I can't have kids now because it would more then likely put me in a wheelchair due to destroying my back with the weight addition. So by the time I get the surgery, get the weight off and would be capible of carrying the rugrat (or rugrats in my hope), I'd be over 40. Too old in my eyes to have kids. So I gotta give up one dream that I've nev

Birthday.. I Want Uber !
YEPP YEPP I'M PIMPIN MYSELF FOR MY BIRTHDAY !! I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 95,786 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !!

My Birthday
yep its a ways away but i want to go skydiving. i have since i was really little i think it would be fucking awsome and im gonna fucking do it ... i just need to find place around here that does it and even then it cost around $300 so im gonna start saving now hehehe im so excited

Life, Love And The Inevitable
Well, today marks the last Monday I'll spend at the VA. Interesting, I've spent a little over a year there...it's hard to believe in only four more days, I'll be done. I'll miss the patients, not so much the people I work with, some of them, not most. After this week, I'm going to start the next chapter of my life. I'm terrified and excited all at the same time. I've never felt this mix of emotions before. I'm anxious. Really. I need to find a job. I have somewhere to live, thanks to my wonderful boyfriend, but no job. I start school near the end of June and should be done in December of '08. This is awesome. Now onto love. I'm scared my significant other has been doubting things. Maybe it's all in my head, that's always a possibility. It happens a lot. I'm thinking this isn't the time or place to be discussing this...so I'm done. I hope that everyone is having a wonderful day. Actually, I could give a shit less what kind of day your having. Peace.

My Letter
This is my letter to you We started following a certain description. We started simple and fair once again Before there wasn't any need for an answer Things were much different then But now you question who I am. Who I am inside Now there's nothing left to hide. So here it goes This is my letter Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me thinking all night. About the places I'd be If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've Let me, become a woman for sure And if I might, express one concern it seems an issue. All day at every turn What's the next step, the latest hole in my life What's next for me to learn Engulf myself into a permanent mystery. No one day just as the next. not for me It's so confusing when I look at my history. I just can't handle that yet. No One more friendship ends. And then for awhile. I can breathe again

Mr. Right Rejection Form Letter
Dear (____rejectee's name here____ ), I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as my Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening become available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: [Check all those that apply] ___ Your breasts are bigger than mine. ___ Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my children to it. ___ The fact that our finest dining experience to date has been at McDonald's reveals a thriftiness that I find unappealing. ___ Your inadvertent admission that you "buy condoms by the truckload" indicates that you may be interested in me for something other tha

Lost Of A Good Friend.
Lastnight i recieved a phone call from my sister chelsea. She called to tell me that my friend Greg was just killed. I don't have all the details about what happen.. but all i know is that he was hit by a train... He was one of the few friends that understood me.. was always there for me n now he is gone..When I heard this news i dropped to the floor.. I haven't talked to him in months for the simple fact that i was always busy with work n other things that i have been going through.. I feel bad that i didn't keep in better touch with him.. n now i didn't even get to say goodbye.. I just wish that i could have talked to him before or seen him cuz maybe i could have pervented it.. I was one of the people that could always calm him down.. I know he is moved on n is at peace but it just still hurts that he is gone.. all i can say is that i hope he is in a better place.. RIP GREG WILKEY!!! I will never forget u

I've Looked
I've looked in all the wrong places for this. I've been to bars, and clubs, and concerts. Always to come up empty handed. I never found what I was looking for. I've been down that road before. You know the one filled with regret. Filled with self-doubt, and self-hate. And I still kept looking. I searched the library card catalog, and nothing. I never imagined how good your arms could feel. I never knew how your smile could brighten my day. I never had this before. I've always been searching for this. I always wanted to laugh, and hug, and cry. I never knew what this feeling felt like. I did not know this exsisted. I put out an APB on this, and nothing came up. I had no idea how strong this feeling could actually be. When it rains it is just rain. No longer filled with depression, I'm happy you're here. I've looked in all the wrong places for you. When you were right infront of my face the whole time. Could friends really turn into lovers? Could you actu

Presidents
A Strange Presidential Curse! Look what happens when a President gets elected in a year with a "0" at the end. Also notice it goes in increments of 20 years. 1840: William Henry Harrison (died in office) 1860: Abraham Lincoln (assassinated) 1880: James A. Garfield (assassinated) 1900: William McKinley (assassinated) 1920: Warren G. Harding (died in office) 1940: Franklin D. Roosevelt (died in office) 1960: John F. Kennedy (assassinated) 1980: Ronald Reagan (survived assassination attempt) 2000: George W. Bush (?) And to think that we had two guys fighting it out in the courts to be the one elected in 2000. You might also be interested in this. Have a history teacher explain this if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wi

To All My Faceless Friends
FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes; Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition , but it's always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes we flirt. In IMs we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships, but why, we don't know How some of these friendships will flourish and grow. Why is it that on screen we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told? Why is it we share the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple; it is clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must so we turn to the 'puter, and

Finnal Outcome And Closing Of A Chapter.
Well the other day I decided to burn all ties to my ex and her minion xtian of a new boyfriend they both got a venomous dose of my wraith it was time i cleaned my circle of the fake and weak and make my circle strong with my true friends and loved ones and now im at true peace and as Anton LaVay said *dont waste your time on socal ingrates they will always bring you down*. Well even better news is im with my love Darkestfaery and soon ill be by her side as shell will be by mine.

Daily Horoscope May 23
"Some days you want to scrutinize your choices like you're at a restaurant with a limited selection. This, however, is not one of those days. Right now you should to step up as though life's a buffet. Bring it on!" Sweet! Wonder if that's referrin to somethin in particular, or just in general. Eh, who cares today... I'm not supposed to. ;)

Dog Day Afternoon
Dog Day Afternoon Two Scottish nuns had just arrived to the U.S. by boat when one said to the other, "I heard that the occupants of this country actually eat dogs." "Odd," her companion replied, "but if we shall live in America, we might as well do as the Americans do." Nodding emphatically, the mother superior pointed to a hot dog vendor and they both walked towards it. "Two dogs, please," said one. The vendor was only too pleased to oblige and he wrapped both hot dogs in foil. Excited, the nuns hurried over to a bench and began to unwrap their 'dogs.' The mother superior was first to open hers, then, stared at it for a moment, leaned over to the other nun and whispered cautiously, "What part did you get?" I got this Sexy Comment from CommentsDump.com!

Border Crossers
Plan Could Jail Illegal Border Crossers By JULIE HIRSCHFELD DAVIS, Associated Press Writer 4 hours ago WASHINGTON - Democrats are seeking to slash the number of foreign workers who could come to the U.S. on temporary visas as the Senate prepares for another day of freewheeling debate over a bipartisan immigration measure. A Republican proposal to crack down on illegal border crossers with mandatory prison sentences also was to be discussed Wednesday, as leaders in both parties sought to alter elements of the broad agreement that are drawing criticism from their core supporters. The measure would toughen border security, give quick legal status to the estimated 12 million immigrants in the country unlawfully and create a new workplace verification system to bar undocumented workers from getting jobs. It would create a point system for future immigration applicants that would place less emphasis on family connections and more on education and skills in demand by U.S. busine

Contest Whore Is At It Again Lmfao
this ends first week of june, i think the 3rd, my vic is up at the end of the mth and there is 2 prizes both a mths vic.. need all the help i can get! thanks 100 comments gets u a vic gift til they are gone, just ctmail me when u are done thanks! sarah

Protect Animals Every Time You Im
Would you be interested in protecting animals every time you IM. http://www.hsus.org/shop/microsoft_im_initiative.html Each time you have a conversation using i'm™, Microsoft shares a portion of the program's advertising revenue with some of the world's most effective organizations dedicated to social causes, including The HSUS. There's no cap on the amount of money that can be donated! It cost you nothing but a few minutes of your time.

Cruelty
Okay. I wasn't going to bother with the blogs here, but there's a time when a person has to speak their mind. I'm sure a lot of you know I'm a fairly regular MuMMer by now. And I've seen a lot of sarcastic, cruel and un-called for comments. I take them all with a grain of salt because some of the bastards in there are only doing it to get a rise, and it's usually pretty amusing. But dammit! When somebody posts a MUMM asking for advice because someone they know is being abused in a relationship, and all the commenters from the peanut gallery can say is "She must be deserving it." or "She must like it if she stays," SOMEONE has to say SOMETHING! I won't do it in a MUMM because I know nobody there'll take a word I say seriously if they even bother reading it. Have none of these people ever BEEN or KNOWN someone in an abusive relationship? Do they think it's just that SIMPLE to walk away? Has all of the public service notices, and such been for naught? DO people still not

Episode 42
The Time Is Now....... May 22, 2007 2:30am Our hero is suddenly woken up by a dream. A dream he had not had for years. He saw her again....his Chosen One. But again in previous dreams he knew in his heart who she was, but could not connect it with his mind. Maybe he has met her before. Maybe he just knows her because of his connection with the spiritual realm. Nonetheless, she's coming. And now Drake must be ready. And he is. All that he has to have done before she can come has be done. He had got over Shannon. He proved that if another woman like Shannon came into his path, he could stop her from destroying him. Jeanine was that person. He had finally connected with the daughter he deserted. He finally told the person who he still loves, Dana, how he feels. All those he has achieved. The final piece of the puzzle was the fusion of The Beast and Lord Tauru. The realization that he is the balance of all things. The balance between good and evil.

Hump Day
Please, can someone explain to me what in the blue moon is Hump Day? It sure sounds fun but I don't see anyone wanting to hump with me during "Hump day" so please, anyone knows what it's suppose to happen and where the whole idea come from and is it every Wednesday??

By Any Other Name, Amnesty Bill Still Stinks!
Chuck Baldwin Tuesday, May 22, 2007 One of Shakespeare's most oft-quoted phrases comes from Romeo and Juliet, where Juliet asks Romeo: "What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet." Accordingly, President Bush and Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid can call their immigration bill by any name they want to, but it is still amnesty, and it still stinks! Hopefully, readers are aware that the Bush/Kennedy amnesty bill is being debated in the U.S. Senate this week with both the White House and senate leaders hopeful of quick passage. If it passes, the proposed immigration bill would immediately give all 12-20 million illegal aliens already in the United States "probationary" citizenship. It would also put an estimated 60 million immigrants on the path to citizenship over the next 20 years. In exchange for granting U.S. citizenship to tens of millions of illegals, the bill promises to better protect America's borders. However, what is abundan

The Cop
>While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, a woman >passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on >the other side lying in wait. > >The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that >classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, >"What's your hurry?" > >To which she replied, "I'm late for work." > >"Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" > >I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. > >The cop stammered, "A what?............ > > >A rectum stretcher? > > >And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" > >"Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then >work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then >with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can >get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, >until it's about 6 feet wide." > >"And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he >asked > >"You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." > >Traffic Ticket $95.

Birth Month...
Your Birth Month is April You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Help Jezebel
For those that wish there was something they could do to help Miss Jezebel Tempting there is a way. Her cafe press store is open 24 hours a day 7 days a week. go to: www.cafepress.com/jezebeltempting or click on the banner below all profits will be going to aide Jezebel with her medical bills as she continues to battle to get her situation taken care of and settled.This has been a very trying time for her and she could use all the help she can get. Thanks in advance from Jezebel Tempting and her family.

Pierced Nose Pt2
Alright so last night I ended up finding a labret stud which my husband never used. So got all medical again and switched the ring out for the stud. The ball is a little big for my liking but I think all in all, it looks better than the ring. For now going to let this bugger in for a 2-3 week period so I can heal and make sure I don't get any infection. I was so tired last night..even today I feel worn out...but I forgot to leave this disclaimer... DO NOT PIERCE YOURSELF WITHOUT PROFESSIONAL! In my case I'm sadly an ex-cutter, if you know what that means, so I found an outlet by piercing. I learned some of the proper techniques over the years being I skipped school everyday and hung out at a tattoo/piercing parlor. One thing is sterile...clean, clean, clean. I was lucky because I had old medical supply left. Which included, alcohol swabs, skin protectant swab, steril gloves, sterile paper to lay equipment on and professional piercing needle. One thing I lacked was clamp

Whispers
Lover's whispers melt away the ice, On a cold and frosty winters morn, Waking from a magical slumber, Where we breathed on heavens door, In our dreams we soared above the clouds, On a flying carpet made of gold, Together we flew into the future, And saw ourselves grow old, together, We watched the roses bloom in spring, Then saw them fall as time passed by, We made a vowel in the secret garden, And to one another we were tied, Under the dazzling stars on our white night, I gave my love to you, For a minute you were silent, Then whispered back, I love you too.

Calling.....
Lightning called to me today in a voice so sensuous, so tempting, I opened the door, willing for him to consume me. Yet as his foot stamped the mighty ground with a crack, he laughed in my face with a thunderous voice, chiding me to think I was worthy enough to be in his presence. I closed the door with a squeal, cowed by his power. Then I raised my voice to the sky, singing an ancient tune. My voice rose and fell sweetly with the melody as Lightning growled and hissed, his breath blowing the trees like a monsoon. Yet when my voice rang clear on the top note, I could feel him sigh in awe, tears falling from his face. And then his tears became the rain....

Morning Sex
She was in the kitchen preparing to boil eggs for breakfast. He walked in. She turned and said,"You've got to make love to me this very moment." His eyes lit up and he thought, "This is my lucky day." Not wanting to lose the moment, he embraced her and then gave it his all, right there on the kitchen table. Afterwards she said,"Thanks," and returned to the stove. More than a little puzzled, he asked,"What was that all about?" She explained,"The egg timer's broken."

Do I Have A Kick Me Sign On My Page?
Look I know that people can rate 1- 10 but I don't rate anyone under a 10, this might sound like bitching to many of you, but the way I see it is that you came to my page to look around you YOU FOND ME you like what you see fine, you want to rate it thats fine,but why bother telling me that you think my page and the pictures on it are worth anything under a 10?? this is my profile I like what I put on here fuck off... I have been back here on CT for under a week and I have blocked more people in that amount of time then I have sense I started on here when it was lost cherry...what the hell happened here? this is the way I see it and I'm sure most of you disagree but whatever. If someone rates me a 10 or an 11 I do the same for them if someone fans me than I do the same for them this also works with pictures, NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER do I go on someones page and rate them under a 10 even if their page sucks!!! I just don't rate at all I move on or maybe I find something on the page I mi

Freaking Neighbours
I'm moving out in 2 weeks time but I swear the most annoying people have just moved in ubove and beside me. I live in a 9 apartment block and for the past 18 months it has been lovely and peaceful, but now two families have moved into the apartment beside me and above me and bloody hell I've never heard so much arguing in my life!!! Then they have make up sex!!!! jesus... I'm one of these people that play songs really loud when people annoy me to try to convey a message... can anyone suggest any good songs??

I Found Old Mutilation Writings And Shit
so i completly forgot how fucked up i was when i was younger i guess its kinda good my mom took all my shit from me .. but actually i would have liked to have it when i went through some times in my life what a bich for taking it hahah but i took it back and its with me now ...i spent abot an hour reading all this shit i had written .. including a 4 page suicide note i had written basically teling my family to sod off and telling a few of my close friends how much they meant to me and how much i wanted to screw a couple of my friends ... thats never something you want your mom to read .. thats the funny thing about contemplating suicide .... wow ..i was fucked up .. not to say that im not fucked up now .. i guess i was fucked up in a differnt way.. well its hard to say exactly what it is one is feeling in life to make them feel so shitty... oh it also was me coming out ... i said in a line of it that oh yea im bi i love pussy and i love dick at least now while im burning in hell yo9u c

Latest Medical Info
Latest in my medical saga We will be scheduling surgery sometime in the next couple weeks.I will be undergoing a laproscopic surgery to remove my left ovary and fallopian tube completely.The gynocologist says that the tumor is not malignant and is also not the culprit of my pain and massive swelling.The surgical procedure that I will be having will also enable the doctor to be able to see exactly what the main event issue is. If there is another main issue then the doctor will open me up fully to be able to remedy the issue right then and there since I will already be under anyway.Right now the prognosis is good and we'll just have to wait til I get date for the surgery and go from there. In the mean time I would like to thank all those that have given me sooo much support and the caring thoughts.I really do appreciate them immensely.

Insomnia
Current mood: awake Category: Life I think the worst part about having insomnia is knowing the fact that you have only a few options left to you in the dead of night.... okay... a few that you won't REALLY regret when you wake up the next day *smirk* You can sit up and watch television, going from infomercial to infomercial until you want to shove the t.v. out the window. (Actually, you WOULD regret that the next day) You can read a book until you pass out over it, and wake up with your face mashed into a book the next day. You can sit at your computer and play games until you can't keep your eyes open, then suffer the next day at work because "I just wanna get ten more points in cubis, I swear" you can lay on your back and stare up at the ceiling in the dark, watching the ceiling fan spin into oblivion and count the number of times car lights come in through your window as they pass, until you pass out from sheer BOREDOM. Me? I've done all of em lol. Can't hel

For You
Anticipation is what holds me here longing for the day when you are near feeling your hands slide down my skin knowing that this, is where it all begins The beginning of passion when I feel your lips embracing your body in an everlasting kiss The scent of our love filling up the air pausing for a moment our eyes deep in a stare If only for a day I have you as mine I'll remember it always for all of time.

More Rants And Raves
play the video while reading ok peopl wtf is wrong with the human population we are to eased to point our own blame and fualts on other people its like wtf why cant we all go *yeah i fucked up yeah its my responsibilty and i will fix it* noooooooooo we ease to point it off to the next guy or girl or we ease to easly to seek out conflict to make ourselfs seem better then what we truly are it seems to me the human race is a smarter form of parasite for we know how to fix things but we keep fucking shit up worst hence voting *W* bush into office twice i bet the intire bush family right now is feeling like a bunch of idiots for it seeing with good ole W bush hes making the intire bush family seem like a bunch of war hungry know nothing tards but i wont insult tards because i know some tards that could run things better then bush so please oh fucking please can we the human population step out of the the seaspol we call life and grow the fuck up

My Marriage
for those that want to know about my marriage… I have been with my husband since the month before I turned 16, he had just turned 17… during the time we were dating we only broke up twice for a period of about 3 weeks each time… we got married 3 months after my 21st birthday, I was also 8 1/2 months pregnant at the time … fast forward to January 18th 2006, the day after our 8 year wedding anniversary when I found out he was having an affair with a 17 year old girl. Her and her mother rented a trailer behind our house, I considered her a friend… I think it started sometime around new year's eve, he kept denying it of course so I planted a voice activated tape recorder in our house, it was the night of our anniversary and I had to work, he had sex with her in our son's room… fucker even tried to deny it was him on the tape… she moved that day, he told me he was sorry, he didn't know why he did it, he didn't want to lose me and the kids, all the usual bullshit, I let him stay… he kept se

Private Invite Party And Memorial Day!
We're gearing up Wolf Creek Ranch for a party for the Texas Car-B-Q and the Texas Flames spokesmodels! The party will feature Lil Red, the first of the TCBQ grills and we're having a little pool action! Nothing like a bunch of hot young women in bikini's around a pool on a warm Texas day! Hope everyone enjoys Memorial Day and look for some party pics here and on the site come Tuesday! Muahz Tiff and The Texas Flames!

Sworn Enemies
washing over me again... here it comes... my blood begins to boil teeth are self-sharpening I am becoming the animal I despise Let the world know not what I show. I try in my mind to make right the minds of those who refuse to see light Unlike any creature known to mankind... I taste adrenaline green and see blood red A messenger, prophet if you will to all the indigent...money well spent Seeking revenge...hunting...I pledge To avenge... Those lives that have been pushed to the edge. Even though I am possessed with pure evil intentions I remain fearful for: ...the damage I may cause ...the lives I'll affect ...the pain he will feel Holding his life in my hands....do I deliver the final blow? Risk leaving my son, away from his father... the only one that he knows? Do I want to spend my life talking to him through a window? This "man", I shook his hand and now my hand is grasping him by the

Norah Jones- Painter Song
Another one that helped me through my moms passing. Nuff said. :P If I were a painter I would paint my reverie If that's the only way for you to be with me We'd be there together Just like we used to be Underneath the swirling skies for all to see And I'm dreaming of a place Where I could see your face And I think my brush would take me there But only ... If I were a painter And could paint a memory I'd climb inside the swirling skies to be with you I'd climb inside the skies to be with you

How Long
A guy sticks his head into a barber's shop and asks: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around the shop full of customers and says: "About 2 hours." The guy left. A few days later the same guy sticks his head in the door and asks: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looks around at the shop and says: "About 3 hours." The guy left. A week later the same guy stuck his head in the Shop and asked: "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said: "About an hour and half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said: "Hey Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then, he doesn't ever come back." A little while later, Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So, where does that guy go when he leaves?" Bill looked up, t ears in his eyes and said: "Your house."

Seasons Of Love
Spring Beginning of all things new in love, an infatuation Summer Fire up the heat, the heat of passion, where love begins to grow Autumn Feeling the true love and contentment, continuing to explore one another Winter Embracing the love, always growing in love, snuggled up close to the heart, holding love tight, never letting go A love for all seasons Always remembering and cherishing the new beginning you shared, always rekindling the fire, appreciate the love that is shared, and always hold each other close, holding each others heart with tender loving care, never to part, forever together-continuing in a love, a love for all seasons.

Let Me Introduce Myself
Hello Everyone at this site. My name is Amanda. I am an American. I have lived in the United States for a majority of my life. I was born and raised in Pennyslvania. Pococo county. I have 2 wonderful parents. Both work as Psychology therapists. Recently my father began working at a nearby college campus and my mother has her own office. My father was originally a police officer . He decided to abandon the police force because he cared too much for the community and he wanted to help . He wanted to know how these individuals can get themselves into sticky situations. Like my parents, even my grand parents were therapists. I was fishing for a career that either was going to lead me away from therapy but I preferred the same profession as everyone else did. The only one in my entire family that is the complete opposite is my brother. I was raised with morals and a mind of it's own. I decided one day to go out and live life to the fullest . Because of that, I became a mother. I speci

Gotta Do It
I have no choice but to start cleaning out my friends file. I just cannot keep up anymore. If you wish to remain on my FRIENDS list and we do not at least chat occasionaly, I NEED YOU TO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE BEFORE FRIDAY JUNE 2ND!!! If you are in my FAMILY there is NOTHING to worry about YOU'RE SAFE!! PLEASE REPOST THIS ! Thanks, jokerLUVSboobs

Nosey People And Their Pathetic Lives
I have been on the outside of drama lately and can't quit understand how someone online can effect other's lives so harshly, and i can no longer sit back and watch, i have got to voice my opinion. What are we people...a bunch of elementary school bullies or something??? This is ridiculous how coniving people can be to make up information about a person that they only talk to online. I know it happens all the time, but come on, why is it so important to you people who i choose to be friends with, or have my crush on, or who has a crush on me. This place is supposed to be a place to forget about all the shit in our lives and hang out with some really cool people. Is your life so pathetic that you have to make my life hell for saying what i want and doing what i want? If that's the case then you REALLY need to get a life. shut down yer ct account and get out in the real world sometime, cuz everything you throw out on the internet will come back to bite yer ass in the long run.

Forward Read Me First
My name is Nazareth Griffin, or Big Z for short,. I'm not famous, political, or even an author. I'm just a simple man that has a lot to say about the way the world works and would like to cut through the red tape and bullshit. That's right I said bullshit, why we will cover that latter,. So if you are free minded or would just like some funny, reading that might let you learn a lil sumpin sumpin the enjoy. I would love any post about what i say good or bad. Thanks again for you time and enjoy Big Z

Cold Southwestern Corn And Shrimp Soup
Prep: 20 minutes Total: 20 minutes Using frozen corn and shrimp saves a lot of time in this no-cook soup. Ingredients Serves 4 * 4 packages (10 ounces each) frozen corn kernels, thawed * 1 cup low-fat yogurt * 1 cup milk * 1/3 cup fresh lime juice (from 2 or 3 limes) * 1 teaspoon ground coriander * Pinch cayenne pepper * 1 pound cooked frozen shrimp, thawed, roughly chopped, reserving 4 whole shrimp * Coarse salt and ground pepper * 1 cup grape tomatoes, halved * 1 avocado, halved, pitted, peeled, and diced Directions 1. In a blender, working in two batches, puree corn, yogurt, milk, lime juice, coriander, and cayenne. Strain through a fine-mesh sieve into a large bowl, pressing to extract as much liquid as possible; discard solids. Stir in chopped shrimp, and season with salt and pepper. 2. Serve garnished with tomatoes, avocado, and reserved whole shrimp.

The Pursuit Of Happiness..
I recently watched this movie(The pursuit of Happyness if you wanna be all correct about it). Anyways. good movie. It really made me start thinking. What is happiness? Where do you find it? Is it something that you can spend your whole life trying to find and never find it? Have some people actually found it? I know there are certain moments of happiness in life, but can you be JUST HAPPY. What defines happiness? Does a certain person make you happy? Money? Friends? I used to think I was happy, but as I grow older I'm starting to realize that I don't know what true happiness is. Maybe it is a state of mind, like something you have to create. Think happy=Be happy? I often look at people and wonder if they have found it. Sure a lot of people are great at putting on that happy face(myself included). But deep down are they satisfied with where they have been, where they are, and where they are going? Maybe my expectations of life are just too high. Maybe it is supposed to be mediocre

What To Put In A Parent's Survival Bag
What To Put In A Parent's Survival Bag Rubber Band: to remind you to stretch and grow with your child Puzzle Piece: to remind you that you are an importanat piece in the journey of your child Band- Aid : to fix hurt feelings Tootsie Roll : to remind you to roll with the punches Peppermint : to remind you that your job as a parent is worth a mint

Chicken Fried Rice
6 oz. cooked diced chicken 1/4 c. low sodium chicken broth or bouillon 1 1/2 tbsp. low sodium teriyaki sauce 1 tsp. grated fresh ginger root Pinch white pepper 2 tsp. vegetable oil 2 lg. eggs, lightly beaten 1/2 c. diced onion 1/2 c. shredded carrot 1 1/2 c. cooked white rice 1/2 c. frozen peas In small bowl, combine chicken, 2 tablespoon water, chicken broth, teriyaki sauce, ginger and pepper. Set aside. In large nonstick skillet, heat 1 tablespoon oil. Add eggs; cook, stirring until set but moist. Remove egg to warm plate. Add remaining oil and heat. Add onion and carrot. Stir fry 3 to 4 minutes, until tender. Stir in rice and peas. Cook until rice begins to brown. Add chicken mixture and egg. Cook 5 minutes longer until heated through. 4 servings.

Scallops Le Havre
16 scallops on half shell 8 spring onions (scallions) finely sliced 3 fat cloves fresh garlic, finely chopped 2 oz. real butter 1/4 cup chopped sweet basil 1 lb. fish bones and heads 8 black peppercorns 2 stalks celery, roughly chopped 1 sm. carrot roughly chopped 1 sm. red onion, peeled and cut into quarters 3 good sprigs dill 1 1/2 pints water salt and pepper to taste First remove scallops from shell, rinse under cold water and set aside. Thoroughly clean shells, scrubbing if necessary and set aside. In a medium heavy based saucepan, place fish bones and heads, peppercorns, celery, carrot, onion, dill and the cold water. Season with a couple of good pinches of salt. Bring to boil, reduce to a gentle simmer and cook for 30 minutes, no longer. Strain through a muslin cloth or similar, return to pan and reduce by half. Just before removing from heat, add 1/2 the sweet basil. Meanwhile, melt butter over medium heat in a heavy based frypan, and when foaming, add sp

Burning Like A Flame Lyrics
Burning Like a Flame" as recorded by Dokken Never thought our love would last for so long Time and time again I thought you would be gone Still we kept love hangin' on I guess it's meant to be That your heart still belongs to me And now we've stood the test of time We survived I ask for hope and a chance You give the key to your heart You used to say that I'm not sincere I'm gonna prove that you're wrong I'm never gonna leave your arms Should've realized before Your love's worth waiting for CHORUS: Don't you know that it's OUR LOVE That's burning Burning like a flame And you know that it's OUR LOVE That's never gonna change Cause every time I touch you You just make me go insane Don't you know that it's OUR LOVE That's burning OUR LOVE Burning like a flame Like a fantasy in the dark You were gone I couldn't say the words That you wanted to hear But Baby now that I see the light I feel it's burning so bright So let's stop wasting all this time Shou

Changes
Changes (Music by Arnold, Roberts & Harrell) I'm not supposed to be scared of anything, But I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted And nobody understands (how I feel) I'm tryin' hard to breathe now, But there's no air in my lungs. There's no one here to talk to And the pain inside is making me numb. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes. God, I feel so frustrated lately. When I get suffocated, save me. Now I'm goin' through changes, changes Feelin' weak and weary Walkin' through this world alone Everything they say every word of it Cuts me to the bone, (and I bleed) I've got something to say But now I've got nowhere to turn It feels like I've been buried Underneath all the weight of the world. I try to hold this under control, They can't help me, cause no one knows. Now I'm goin through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately Whe

It's Hard
It's hard ~Tony Martinez I come in the early mornings When all is still No one is around I come to you My angel To give you As much of me that you need and want I know it's hard I know it's bittersweet You feel it You love it But you still hold back I understand my love I do It is hard for me It is bittersweet for me I hate hiding in the shadows But for you I will do anything Don't hold back my love Don't hold back my angel Let that fire shine that i see in your eyes Even if only for 1 moment Even if only for 1 morning I will dive into the Darkness to keep it at bay when the morning is over I will only come to you for such a special morning A special moment When I need to recharge No matter what I will present myself to you Each morning When all is still Giving you all you need and want I know it's hard I love you My angel

Forget
Sometimes I forget, only remembering the pain the hurt and deceit, the fallen rain sins unforgiven, thoughts revealed emotionally scarred, emotionally sealed yet with every cloud that calls and every tear that falls lessons are learned, wiping away tears breaking down all your fears forgive and forget, hard to do just go on in life, being you

Chickentenders Portabello Mushrooms
1 1/2 lb fresh chicken tenders 1 small onion, chopped 8 - 10 oz pkg portobello mushrooms, sliced 2 medium potatoes cubed** 1 clove of garlic diced 2 tbsp pkg chicken gravy 1/4 c hot water 1/4 c olive oil salt and pepper **after cubing potatoes place in microwave for 2 - 3 minutes on high or use potato setting until slightly tender. Heat large skillet to medium to medium high. Add 2 tablespoons of olive oil and chicken tenders; cook until no longer pink (approximately 5 minutes). Meantime, chop the onion, dice the garlic and prepare potatoes. When chicken tenders no longer pink, remove from skillet. In same skillet, add remaining olive oil, onion, garlic, potatoes and portobello. Cook until tender; approximately 10 minutes. Add 2 tablespoons of chicken gravy mixed with 1/4 cup hot water and bring it to a boil. Stir in chicken tenders and simmer for 20 minutes until the liquid thickens. The whole process is less then 30 minutes for preparation. Enjoy

Friends
"Friends Without Faces" We sit to type and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam through the sites like a maze, We are just trying to keep up but not get in a daze. We contact each other with words, photos, or a slideshow, Trying to see how many friends we can get to know. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition but it's usually the same. We give kisses and hugs and sometimes flirt, Some friends reveal just why they are hurt. We do form friendships but we never know, Which ones will stay to flourish and grow. Why is it that on screen we can be so bold, Telling our secrets that has never been told. It's great to have friends who can be so kind, To share things that may be on your mind. Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains, There's some friends without faces and odd little names. Take Care and Love Ya My Friends

It Was Too Hot
today was way too hot out like I know its almost summertime so the weathers gonna get higher and warmer but 86 degrees thats too hot and it wasnt just all hot out I was sweating all over I hate that Its good thing we have water to drink because if we did'nt I'd go nuts pop and sugary stuff makes you even thirtier and milk its not good when its warm out

Tonight I Cry
I was chatting with someone who has become a good friend in a short time and she was sharing the pain of the loss of her brother that still carries it's sorrow with her. As we chatted I was struck with this compulsion to write this for her. I have ask if it was ok with her to post this since because it comes from her sorrow it is hers as I feel it to be. Her brother was and is so blessed to have had a sister that loved/loves him so much. Thank you Azura for letting me post this to maybe speak to another feeling a similar loss +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Today is the day you left us long ago yet I still miss you just as much today You left us way too soon your smile I see in the dawn of each new day I know you would be here if it were your choice and I miss you with every day that comes I know you feel me where you are as I do you this is why I cry, because I feel you so strong each tear a momment we shared and smiled I mi

Tact
Here ya go ...another famous saying from the South...Tact now most ppl don't really understand this word . Tact- is the ability to tell someone to go to Hell ...and making them feel oh so good about being on their way

My Southern Sign Is: Crawfish, What's Yours?
Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptial of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in their right mind is going to marry, so don't worry about it. MOON

My Life
It is so funny how you spend forever trying to figure life out and just when you think you have it, the unexpected comes along. I always thought I knew what I wanted and damn it I was going to get it, even it took me until my dying day. I hate change. Things should always be the way I expect them to be. I try to keep control of everything to make sure that it is that way. Recently, something unexpected came up and changed what I want in life, what I expect in life and everything that I think should be. I am trusting something I would not normally trust, believing in dreams that I thought were just dreams and I am willing to sacrifice everything to achieve it all. It is definitely not what I planned on, not even close to being able to fulfill that, but oddly enough, I think I am okay with it! I just hope that it is what it seems! And I thank you for giving it to me! I have made alot of leaps of faith lately and life has never been any better. I hope to God it stays th

Poetic Touch
Who got game? When does legitimacy set in that game is not a privileged asset but rather for game players? Juvenile little kids that pose to be men but actually are programmed to be heart slayers. These costumes they present are uniquely crafted and formulated from imposturous identities. Their educated and rehearsed lines transpire from recent encounters and devastating catastrophes. The insecurity and insolence that exists in the mind of a quick thinker emerges from practice and rehearsed situations. The bait is astonishingly overwhelming but presents deceiving identifications. Why play the game when you can coach voluntarily, take initiative to be distinctive. My offerings and dealings prove as sincere testimony and deliverance is instinctive. I value my word and protect my image from counterfeited impressionists. I’m honored to roam the land of manhood as a self-sufficient, honest, pro-active specialist. Game is a fictitious fairytale played by infantile individuals af

Why Do You?
I hate it when you go into someones pics and start to rate and then all the sudden it is private. I was just on someones page where every other one is private and it is dumb. So I gave up on the rating and left lesson to ya! Don't be a dumbass if it is private put it in a folder marked so. xoxoxo

A Few Days Off
I needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing. I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss >would think I was "CRAZY" and give me a few days off. A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing?" I told him I was a light bulb. He said "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days". I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me, the Boss asked her"...And where do you think you're going?" (You're gonna love this.....keep going) . . . . . . . . . . . She said, "I'm going home too. I can't work in the DARK!" lol!! Tc n peace..Boo xo

Deeper Thought
I was inspired to share my thoughts by two things: 1) Some stupid personality test that says I am a deep thinker. Well, I am - but I realize that very few people know that I am (unless of course they look close enough) 2) I have actually found someone that not only sees and appreciates my outer beauty but is also equally attracted to my ability to hold a deep conversation. I was actually shocked by that, I guess because there has never been anyone that has actually expressed an interest in getting to know that side of me. He not only is interested but has PUSHED me to share my thoughts on things. I've kept the deeper side of me pretty much hidden, not just on CT but in all parts of my life. Maybe it's time that I stop doing that - might lead to me actually finding people to have decent conversations with and having friends in my life that I can actually identify with. Or it could lead to the lot of you thinking I am bizarre and running in the other direction - either way

Just My Thoughts!
"If one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours...If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put foundations under them."

In A World
In a world where the children are always looking up to their heroes and role models, Only the domestic abusers, alcoholics, child molesters and rapists are the fathers and mothers. In a world where the nice guys finish last, only the rich and beautiful people are having a blast. In a world where the meek get trampled on day after day, only the strong and powerful peoples voices count as a SAY. In a world where truth and justice shall set you free, only the corrupt truthfully give or take your cell key. In a world where the average person works for everything and gets nothing, only the corporation bullies push you down and take everything. In a world where a soldier gives his life for the honor of his family and country, Only the PRESTIGIOUS MAN commands that more go die willingly and willfully. In a world where the only thing people want is peace, harmony and to live their own lives, Only the way of life today with the violence and development of mass destructi

Radiohead- Creep
If I had to pick one song in the whole fucking world , to try to explain how I have felt my intire freakin life, it would be this one. Always just a touch out of place, and never quite good enough for ... whatever.. what can I say.. I am the fucking weirdo this song is talking about. Thats all. lol When you were here before Couldnt look you in the eye Youre just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special Youre so fuckin special But Im a creep, Im a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I dont belong here. I dont care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When Im not around Youre so fuckin special I wish I was special But Im a creep, Im a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I dont belong here. Shes running out again, Shes running out Shes run run run running out... Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want

The Valley Times
The Valley Times The depth of the valley we dread so much Enables us to know God`s special touch. Heartache, suffering, loneliness, and fear All are made bearable as we feel Him near. With tender compassion He carries us through, Teaching, comforting, revealing what`s true. It`s in these valley times we`re made ready to mold - Resting in His hands - we come forth as pure gold. So, thank you Father for the valley`s each day That conform us to Christ, and Your holy way.

Untitled
The people surround us, Watch as if they know. They see the tears, Shining in my eyes. You act as if you don't realize The pain that I show. Love has blinded you, Past the point of reconignition, Past the point of no return Past the point of sanity. You stood there and watched me die, You stood there and watched me drown. But now... I will live eternally in your mind, your heart, your soul, your life..... Will you ignore me and pretend I dont exist, Or embrace the truth that lies before you? I am here, I am now, I am that thing that will not stop till it drives you mad...

My Bleeding Heart
Nothing stops the feelings that come I cannot control the love I find The stabbing pain deep down inside It always stops my beating heart Amidst the pain I am alone My mind is torn And yet its racing And it stops my beating heart I lie awake at night and dream What I see, no end in sight I'll live with the pain, for now it seems But nothing stops my bleeding heart.

Tears
Baby, I know the wounds are deep You've been hurt before But dont you cry I'm here for you I see this pain wont go away Your view of love, myopic Just dont cry I feel for you The trust for others miniscule Your want for others thrives But dont cry I'm near you Just please dont cry I fear for you.

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 1 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 4th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 5th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Anyone But A Bush Or A Clinton
(Shamelessly stolen from http://www.latimes.com/news/printedition/asection/la-oe-burkee22jan22,1,2563126.story?ctrack=1&cset=true) Having refused a third term as president, George Washington offered the nation a farewell address in 1796, urging Americans to cherish the Union and to avoid the "baneful effects" of political partisanship. Successors such as Thomas Jefferson warned against the formation of an "unnatural" aristocracy of men who inherited great fortunes and political office. Both of these warnings have been overlooked in the debate over Hillary Rodham Clinton's 2008 presidential run. But if she secures the Democratic nomination, wins and serves two terms, by 2017 the United States will have been governed by either a Bush or a Clinton for 28 years. That's three decades governed not just by the same two families but much of the same supporting staff. As Dick Cheney is a name familiar to both Bush presidencies (as George H.W. Bush's secretary of Defense and his son's vice

A Lil Page
Ok I don't know if its safe to post this on here lol..but uhh... anyways I just completely redid my whole MySpace page and poor me doesn't have any friends yet =( so i was wondering if any of u that ALREADY... (not trying to recruit) have Myspace pages would add me?? I would be so happy. http://www.myspace.com/riri86

Birthday Present
A wife decides to take her husband to a strip club for his birthday. They arrive at the club and the doorman says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin'?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh, no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says,"How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "She's in the Ladies' Bowling League, honey. We share lanes with them." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, and says "Hi Davey. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Dave's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Dave follows and spots her getting into a cab. Before she can slam the door, he jumps in beside her. He tries desperately to explain how the stripper must have mistaken him for someone else, but his wife is having none of it. She is screaming at him at

Cinderella-hard To Find The Words Lyrics
Mama sometimes I feel inside There¹s nothing I can say Nothing I can do Could ever match the love you gave You taught me how to live Told me walk before you run And you were always there To pick me up Everytime I¹d have a fall And mama I know there¹s been times When I didn¹t always understand By and by we do some growing up And it makes just a little more sense But sometimes it¹s hard to find the words But I¹ll do the best that I can Thank you for the love mama It¹s what made this boy a man I know the roads been long And I know you¹ve seen some rain Makin the best of what we had I never heard you complain When I look in the mirror today Wondering could I be as strong Could I give as much to someone else As you gave to your son And mama I know there¹s been times When we didn¹t see eye to eye By and by we do some growing up And we understand the reasons why But sometimes it¹s hard to find the words But I¹ll do the best that I can Thank you for the love mama

Psychos On Ebay
You know... I thought there were enough Psycho's on here and myspace and other similar sites to fill a football stadium... but it would seem that the psycho's have nmow bred and hit Ebay!!!! Noooo not my beloved Ebay I am quite used to people asking stupid questions about my items when I am selling on Ebay, and to be honest, I find them extremerly funny.... but this.... well this just takes the biscuit! I am currently starting my own business and bought a lot of material on Ebay. I bought 9 lots from 1 seller, sent a cheque, and a week later got an unpaid item strike. I contacted the seller to ask why she hadn't emailed me, and that I had sent a cheque, but she rudely said she hadn't recieved it, so I sent another. On 17th May, BOTH cheques were cashed, obviously with one failing, and one CLEARED as in the money went into her account on 21st May. Yet, she denies this. I opened up a dispute and she has been rude calling me every name under the sun. But.... last night.... she g

Got In An Email Had To Post It
"It's not enough to have a dream, Unless you're willing to pursue it. It's not enough to know what's right, Unless you're strong enough to do it. It's not enough to learn the truth, Unless you also learn to live it. It's not enough to reach for love, Unless you care to give it."

New Contest
I have a particular thing for women in sports jerseys, so I want to have a contest to find the sexiest one on CT. Send me your nominations. Safe for work only. Contest will run 6/11-6/30. Winner gets a gorgeous badge designed by yours truly :). Only votes count. I'm not in it for the points. Most votes will win. Feel free to comment though! :)

Wolf.s Wisdom
Wolf's Wisdom Includes: * Facing the end of one's cycle with dignity and courage * Death and rebirth * Spirit teaching * Guidance in dreams and meditations * Instinct linked with intelligence * Social and familial values * Outwitting enemies * Ability to pass unseen * Steadfastness * Skill in protection of self and family * Taking advantage of change

A Old Boyfriend
I old boyfriend of mine found me on here yesterday. I was shocked haven't seen or talked to him in about 15 years now. I do have to admist it was nice talking to him again. He was my first true love in my life.

6-6-07 Astrology
Your mind is a blank slate -- all the better to receive those off-beat and ultimately brilliant ideas about to pour down on you. Push aside what you think works and focus on what could be even better.

The Day Hell Came To Visit
The unconscious hell waits Ready to tear my body from its fate. As I try and hide from the hell that awaits, Fearful adrenaline fills the veins of my heart, That aches. When darkness Falls, Hell unleashes. He slams my head down like a human hammer, Splitting my scalp into a bloody massacre I fight him in terrified anger. Trails of blood stream down my sorrowed face, Leaving a trace My lover tries to clean the place. As my lover's once soft face returns to hells Place, Darkness falls once again, Surrounding my broken heart in disbelief, For my lover signed with the devil, Becoming hell in the devil's place. written by, Cecilia Jordan Please do not plagiarize this is finished work, ty ;)

Egyptian Prayer Of Justice (ma'at)
In the Egyptian cultures each diety had its own purpose of being Ma`at was the diety of justice said not to favor anyone except for the just and right it was said the people would turn to her for inspiration to justice and law. So here is an example of what one prayer would be like. In this case there would be a wine offering to the judges in show of good faith or some other ritualistic style of showing respect to the court befor prayer. Here I come to you goddess of the just and the house of godly and goddessly law to seek out the wrong and make it right may my or others transgrestions be righted as it should be and may the innocent be seen in your name we pray blessed Goddess Ma`at , may it be so.

My Ct Horoscope For Today.
Love! It's a mystery, and that's both the fun and the frustration of it. Instead of trying to control it or figure it out, let it be. Examine what's going on, but don't try and make it become one thing or another. WILD, BUT VERY TRUE.

Dead Again
The first to admit - I’m a doomed drug addict And I always will be - hey man, don’t follow me No excuse for drug abuse Said these lines a thousand times Don’t want to live atrial fib - from neurosis, cerosis Please make me smile - if you learn from my trial Baby I’ll pay this price - maybe saving your life for ya I can’t state this point enough The pickup’s easy, but the put down’s rough Up the nose or tap a vein - no one else but you to blame I can’t believe I died last night - oh God I’m dead again I can’t believe I died last night - I’m fucking dead again Chemical joy turning thee paranoid Recently buried deep Greenwood Cemetery, now I had no pulse last time I checked I’d trade my life for self respect There are some things worse than death I can’t believe I died last night - oh God I’m dead again I can’t believe I died last night - I’m fucking dead again

June 8,2007
Your thoughts are unusual, even shocking, but if you know they're just thoughts, you can let them go. Sometimes you can't believe that this is you having these feelings, but it is -- you truly contain multitudes.

Cleaning Out My Friends List!
I AM CLEANING OUT MY FRIENDS LIST! IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON YOU NEED TO LET ME KNOW! I WILL BE DELETEING PEOPLE AS OF TOMORROW IF I DON'T GET AN ANSWER FROM YOU! THANKS AND HAVE A GOOD DAY!

"pain" -- Three Days Grace
"Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I kno

Voted Best Short Joke Of 2007
For his birthday, little Joe asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Joe heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" Little Joe told him; "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling Mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike

Save The Airlines
Dump the male flight attendants. No one wanted them in the first place. Replace all the female flight attendants with good-looking strippers! What the hell -- They don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss? The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a "party atmosphere" going in the cabin. And, of course, every businessman in this country would start flying again, hoping to see naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary, thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that we could charge the women for working the plane and have them kick back 20% of the tips, including lap dances and "special services." Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women. Hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right -- a golden opportunity to turn a liability into an asset.

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Misbehaving Part 2
u pet my head and say "good pet now clean me up" greedily i lick up all of ur juices off of ur dick u place a vibator in my clit and say "stay" and wonder away from me after puttin'it on high and strapping it in place with a chasity belt to be continue

Death Of A Family Member.....
To some of you, this may sound stupid, but I lost a child tonight...Not two legged, not even four legged...It was a baby burmese python...She was only with me for about four hours, but I loved her just the same. It's amazing how something so small, yet so hated by most, can captivate someone so much...My best friend found her in the parking lot of the pet store she worked at and thought I'd like to have her...She had been partially run over, but we hoped for the best because she was alert, and still moving...But I held that snake when she took her last breath and jerked one final time...Dumb right? Maybe for YOU..But for someone who can't have CHILDREN, all I have are MY ANIMALS...She was innocent. Had never bitten anyone, harmed anything (except the food she needed to survive), and was extremely docile...She was gorgeous. She didn't deserve to die, yet I feel she's better off. I'd rather her not continue to suffer and be in pain. I've had so many deaths in my family...People AND anima

~you Remain~
This life i lead is such a sham.... Each day goes by.... And the memory of you remains. Some days i fool myslef into thinking i'm doing fine without you.... But thats a lie i tell myself to help me go on each day. Not a day passes that i dont still feel your presence in my life. You are always there..... Somewhere.... My one regret..... My one heartache..... I close my eyes and see you smile and it still makes my heart skip.... And your laughter haunts me in my dreams. I dream of those piercing blue eyes, looking up at me.... I can almost feel your soft warm lips on mine.... Your hot breath, taking mine away. And i swear i can still remember how you smell. As the days go by, you would think it would get easier..... But, no. I still do the dumbest things..... My eyes still cry for you often.... You still cross my mind daily..... And every day, after i shower, it's your name i still write in the temporary fog on the bathroom

Lessons Learned In Life
Lessons Learned from Life Life is a unique experience for every single person. Everyone has their own memories, their own perspective, and their own take on the world. While much of life can only be experienced, below are a few lessons that seem to stand true in a majority of people's lives. ..> In Yourself You shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. It takes a long time to become the person you want to be. Either you control your attitude or it controls you. It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself. Your background and circumstances may have influenced who you are, but you are responsible for who you become. Credentials on the wall do not make a decent human being. In Relationships You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. No matter how much you care, some people just don't care back. It takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it. It's

Winners For Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest Are.......
Winners for Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest are....... 1st Place is....... Wins A Motorcycle + Keg! with 2323 comments + 67 Rates = 14,270 2nd Place is....... Wins Womans Ring + Keg! with 1764 comments + 11 Rates = 8,940 3rd Place is....... Wins Earrings + Keg! with 100 comments + 13 Rates = 165 I want to thank everyone in the contest! We had fun! Thanks Maria

I Am A Biker
I ride because I Like to ride. I enjoy the freedom, the elements, and the vulnerability to danger that is inherent to riding. I do not ride because it is fashionable to do so; I ride my bike, I do not wear it. My bike is not a symbol of status. It exists simply for me and me alone. My bike is not a toy, it is an extension of my being and I will treat it accordingly, with the same respect that I have for myself. I strive to understand the inner workings of my bike; from the most basic to the most complex. I learn everything I can about my bike, so I am reliant upon no one for its health and well being. My bike is, and always will be my first priority. I will protect it from harm at all cost. I do not fear death however I will do everything possible to avoid death prematurely. Fear is the enemy not death. Fear on the highway leads to death, therefore I will not let fear be my master. I will master it. My bike will out live me therefore it is my legacy. I will care for it f

Morning Whisper
Morning whisper. How I whisper the love that is so sweet on the eve of dawn Snuggled up to each other arm in arm, flesh againts flesh. The smell of ardent love from the night before in the sheets. Quite whispered words of "I LOVE YOU" A quick nibble on the neck or shoulder Or a passionate kiss to help each other awaken The squeel of sarrow to have to face a new day of humans quest for work and life When all we want to do is stay in bed in each others arms to whisper of love Ardent whispers shared in love and the secert of the bedroom Morning is the time of new hope and passions Until one runs into reality of life Work oh work when all one wants is to be in bed whispering and snuggling Oh ardent whispers of the morning Please just one more time I love you ditto I love you also Mwauh Mwauh A Morning whisper LOVE Note this is a first rough draft so please do not give me grief over the thoughts and words. ok

Hummmmmmm.....
I HAVE 900+ IN FANZ,40 IN MY "FAMILY", AND 800+ IN "FRIENDS" ALL I WAS ASKING FOR A RATE OF ( 10 OR 11) IT TAKES LIKE 2 SECONDS AND SAD THING IS ONLY 10 HAVE RATED...I REALLY SEE SUMTHING WRONG WITH THAT,I GO AND RATE AND HELP OUT WHENEVER I CAN AND CAN'T GET A SIMPLE RATE ? OK THERE MY ISSUE WITH THAT.SO THOSE OF YOU THAT WOULD LIKE TO STILL RATE THE LINK IS BELOW YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEAVE COMMENTS BUT U CAN IF U WISH!! AGAIN 1 RATE=20 COMMENTS !! SO PLEASE RATE ! RATE ! RATE !! APPRECIATE IT..XOXOXO *BOSSLADY* STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

One Thing I Can Not Stand Is
THERE IS ONE THING IN THIS WORLD I CAN NOT STAND IS WHEN A MAN LIES, TO A WOMAN ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL OR WHEN U SAY LETS GET TOGETHER U SET UP A TIME AND DAY TO DO THIS AND THEN THEY DONT SHOW UP AND CALL WITH ALL KINDS OF EXUSES. I HAVE A FRIEND THAT MET SOMEONE AND SHE WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO MEETING THIS PERSON AND WOULDNT U KNOW IT WHEN THE TIME CAME THIS MAN HAD ALL KINDS OF EXCUSES ONE HE WAS ARRESTED AND SITTING IN JAIL A COUPLE DAYS AND HE BROKE HIS CELL AND ANOTHER WAS BIKE BROKE DOWN FIXING IT WILL BE THERE BY MORNING AND U KNOW WHAT SHE NEVER HEARD FROM HIM AGAIN NO ONE CALL NOT ONE OFFLINE NOT ONE EMAIL. I HAVE GONE THRU WHAT SHE WENT THRU AND IN AWAY IT IS KINDA ODD WE MET TWO MEN THE SAME TIME AND SAME TIME TO MEET AND AT THE SAME TIME NO WORD FROM THESE MEN WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF ALL THAT HAPPENING MAKES ONE THINK IS THIS THE SAME MAN OR JUST COINCIDENCES. IF A MAN WANTS TO SEE SOMEONE MAKE THE HONEST TO GODS TRUTH ABOUT WANTING TO BE WITH U AND NOT JUST TO PLAY MIN

Pumkin Gooey Butter Cake
This is to die for ....made a huge hit!! Pumpkin Gooey Butter Cakes Recipe courtesy Paula Deen Show: Paula's Home Cooking Episode: Southern Thanksgiving Cake: 1 (18 1/4-ounce) package yellow cake mix 1 egg 8 tablespoons butter, melted Filling: 1 (8-ounce) package cream cheese, softened 1 (15-ounce) can pumpkin 3 eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla 8 tablespoons butter, melted 1 (16-ounce) box powdered sugar 1 teaspoon cinnamon 1 teaspoon nutmeg Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Combine the cake mix, egg, and butter and mix well with an electric mixer. Pat the mixture into the bottom of a lightly greased 13 by 9-inch baking pan. To make the filling: In a large bowl, beat the cream cheese and pumpkin until smooth. Add the eggs, vanilla, and butter, and beat together. Next, add the powdered sugar, cinnamon, nutmeg, and mix well. Spread pumpkin mixture over cake batter and bake for 40 to 50 minutes. Make sure not to overbake as the center

I'm Doing A Best Pet On Ct! Needs Pets!
I'm doing a Best Pet On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Pet is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Rebel_knights Rules
We are known as the Rebel_Knights.. we are a close net family of friends. We stick behind all our friends and family 1000%. We are a DRAMA FREE FAMILY! Here are the RULES.. If you think you would like to join after reading and you can agree to them.. You may contact meself or Purple. One thing is.. WE DO NOT COMMENT BOMB, UNLESS WE ARE ASKED AND YOU HAVE HELPED US IN THE PAST. We don't ask for a amount to be reached by you.. you do what you think is fair to that person you are helping. We Do realize that you all have a life outside Cherry Tap and We do not expect you to stay on here 24/7. We do ask that you wear the name and wear it with pride. You can be part of other Lounges. But you have to have our lounge on your home page. I have made the lounge (I am looking for someone to help me with the graphics and all so if you know someone that could help out or you can help Please let me know. I am NOW looking for people to help keep this lounge running smoothly. All Rebel

Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On Ct Contest!
Best Arm And Leg Tattoo On CT Contest! I Need Tattoos of Arms And Legs for this! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/12 thur 6/19 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Rate Please !!
THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING !! I HAVE 900+ IN FANZ,40 IN MY "FAMILY", AND 800+ IN "FRIENDS" ALL I WAS ASKING FOR A RATE OF ( 10 OR 11) IT TAKES LIKE 2 SECONDS AND SAD THING IS ONLY 25 HAVE RATED...I REALLY SEE SUMTHING WRONG WITH THAT,I GO AND RATE AND HELP OUT WHENEVER I CAN AND CAN'T GET A SIMPLE RATE ? OK THERE MY ISSUE WITH THAT.SO THOSE OF YOU THAT WOULD LIKE TO STILL RATE THE LINK IS BELOW YOU DO NOT NEED TO LEAVE COMMENTS BUT U CAN IF U WISH!! AGAIN 1 RATE=20 COMMENTS !! SO PLEASE RATE ! RATE ! RATE !! APPRECIATE IT..XOXOXO *BOSSLADY* STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

Waaaaay Too Serious...
So my son's baseball team lost the Championship game last night 5-3. The season is finally over. They played well and it is such a shame to see the kids take it so hard. I guess what my issue is: I have a hard time dealing with how seriously some coaches, parents and kids take the game. IT'S a game! They are kids (10-12). Coaches: lead by example. And, parents, don't take it so seriously. There is no need to yell at a kid for making an error (coaches). There is no need to heckle the umps (parents/coaches). The umps didn't leave bases loaded (twice) - the players did. Take responsibility for yourself (players). I heard one kid... the star player, of course, blaming a teammate for getting out because "he's too fat" and "he didn't run fast enough." Hey kid, if you hit the ball out of the infield, they wouldn't have had an easy force out at third. But of course, that's not YOUR fault. I don't know. I may sound old now, but the game is different now than when I was a kid. You pla

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's?
Eggplant Sandwiches INGREDIENTS: 1 small eggplant, halved and sliced 1 tablespoon olive oil, or as needed 1/4 cup mayonnaise 2 cloves garlic, minced 2 (6 inch) French sandwich rolls 1 small tomato, sliced 1/2 cup crumbled feta cheese 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil leaves DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat your oven's broiler. Brush eggplant slices with olive oil, and place them on a baking sheet or broiling pan. Place the pan about 6 inches from the heat source. Cook under the broiler for 10 minutes, or until tender and toasted. 2. Split the French rolls lengthwise, and toast. In a cup or small bowl, stir together the mayonnaise and garlic. Spread this mixture on the toasted bread. Fill the rolls with eggplant slices, tomato, feta cheese and basil leaves. Serves two Yumm-O

About Me
ALL ABOUT ♣©ң®ĭζζ¥♣ SURVEY Body: TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: marcus Birthday: august 18 1980 Birthplace: fresno ca Current Location: nm Eye Color: BROWN Hair Color: BLACK Height: tall but not short Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: my familys The Shoes You Wore Today: mine Your Weakness: love Your Fears: i hate clowns Your Perfect Pizza: kind u eat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: killing off man kind Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: sleep more Your Best Physical Feature: my hair Your Bedtime: what is bed time Your Most Missed Memory: dont remeber Pepsi or Coke: COKE MacDonalds or Burger King: they both suck Single or Group Dates: SINGLE Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: yuck Chocolate or Vanilla: mixed Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee Do

No One Showed
No one came to pick me up to get the title switched over to my name and get tags, insurance, etc. I am at their mercy as I do not know where the DMV is, if that is where I get the title changed there or somewhere in the courthouse downtown. Even if I knew where these places were I still cannot get there. Risked enough driving the car without a license plate on it yesterday! I wait until it is 'convient' for them...and they SAID today! Pisses me off! They say they will be here and days later they finally arrive with excuses well practiced...which is one of the reasons I got the car. Just have to get past this last freakin' hoop......! Then find someone with a floppy disk drive that works so I can get my resume' and cross my fingers! Put the scooter and wheelchair in the bulletinborard they have here. Let's see what characters call wanting to take a look! Still..strange to look out the window and see the car in the driveway!

Let Go
You make me so angry most days I Can't stand you more in every way My blood boils at the sight of you I clutch my Fists and count to 2 Just want to beat you till you cant bleed no more You broke my heart and walked out the door But Payback will be sweet for me For you will regret the hurt you did to me.

The List
Ladies what you should really know about men that you won't read in Cosmo Where to start? How about the toilet seat...how freakin hard is it to put down yourself? A man was nice enough to invent the toilet so you didn't have to squat over a hole in the ground and your going to bitch about the damn seat? There are two kinds of pink We like...one is the middle of the my steak and the other...is not our shirt. When it comes to video games...We'll let you choose...either let us blow something up that doesn't hurt anyone on the screen or blow something up in the backyard. Going out with our buddies...Listen, these few friends We go out with are like my brothers without blood...sure We might get drunk and act stupid but that's how we show we love one another. Sports...We watch because we aren't good enough to play and make 10 million a year. Toys...What can we say we'll never outgrow being 9 years old and our imaginations...ever wonder what we were like then, I bet you

Demented Mentality
Trying to stay sane with these conflicted thoughts Though I want to surrender to what chaos has brought I must resist, for to give in is to lose all that I've gained I fought hard for my freedom, I won't go insane I refused to be hypnotized by its alluring song And though its call is powerful and strong I must struggle against its drawing intoxication Insanity's pull attempts to ensnare me with temptation Feeding fuel to the fire as my confusing emotions unfold It lit the fuse, watched it ignite and explode I'm caught in the middle, I feel so unstable I must keep from surrendering, but what if I'm unable? With a fork in the road, which way do I go? One road leads to eternal damnation While the other leads to complete emptiness Which turn to take? Which road should I choose? Each decision I make grants me something to lose Nowhere to go, no way of knowing, no one to tell Is this the bliss I sought, or have I created my own hell?

Prayer For My Dad
I recieved a call from my mother at about 5am this morning. My dad was put in the hosp. yesterday with what they said was bronchitis, but when I talked to her early this morning, she said he had taken a turn for the worse, and that drs. now say he has "wet" pnumonia. At that point, they were preparing her for the worse, and just didn't know how things were going to do, as it didn't look good. I just spoke with her a few minutes ago, and she told me that he has taken a turn towards the better, and had eaten a good breakfast. Drs. are saying though, that it is going to be a real battle getting him through this. He is 88, and the rest of his health isn't good either. Please keep my Dad in your prayers. His faith has always been and remains strong in God, and I know it will NEVER falter from that. Mom is suppose to keep me informed on what is going on. I am asking you all to prayer, and please pass this request on to any and all prayer list you have. It would be much apprec

Empathy
As we fumble thru the journey of this existence we call life we are always on the search for love, laughter, happiness, companionship to complete and fill the tiny holes that lie within our souls. Not knowing that in pursing these things that should make us happy will in fact be the things that begins our lifelong road to pain and torment when the reality sets in. Our hearts break, our disappointments become real, friendships wither, laughter fades and we start to realize that happiness might just be unattainable. We then begin to become these creatures full of emotions that take over and run our thoughts, behaviors, personalities, and even dreams and in the midst of it our perception and ideologies of happiness becomes construed and altered. We first go thru denial, then we become hurt, then we get angry, and then we will in a desperate effort to fill the empty voids we compromise. Our thoughts of happiness become shallow, meaningless and sometimes even unmoral. We begin to tell ou

Game Time
Pay attention Everyone has their sights on you Will you be a success Lights shine bright in the arena Stand up and take that breath in Listen to the team Keep from talking to yourself Time to ride. The enemy want you dead So work your magic A left is still a left But a right is just a trick You got a good set on you Work the crowd Show no mercy to the opponent. Wipe that sweat Ignore the pain Laugh it off Take a breath of bad smells Don't think about the dream Endure the experience The will Excuses only bring a lack of power. Walk with honor Pride works well too Eye on the prize Keep everything inside Smile when you win Humor helps a loss Choking is for food Any questions?

This Is Hilarious
THIS IS HILARIOUS! >> >> >> A man takes the day off work and >> decides to go out golfing. >> He is on the second hole when he >> notices a frog sitting next to >> the green. >> He thinks nothing of it and is >> about to shoot when! he >> hears, Ribbit 9 Iron." >> >> The man looks around and doesn't >> see anyone. Again, he >> hears, "Ribbit 9 Iron." He looks >> at the frog and decides to >> prove the frog wrong, puts the >> club away, and grabs a 9 iron. >> Boom! >> He hits it 10 inches from the >> cup. He is shocked. He says >> to the frog, "Wow that's amazing. >> You must be a lucky frog, eh? >> >> The frog replies, "Ribbit Lucky frog." >> The man decides to take the frog >> with him to the next hole. >> "What do you think frog?" the >> man asks. "Ribbit 3 wood." >> The guy takes out a 3 wood and, >> Boom! Hole in one. The >> man is befuddled and doesn't know >> what to say. By the end >> of the day, the man golfed the >> best game of golf in his l

Who Wears The Pants!;-)
Jack was set to marry Jill, so his father sat him down for a little chat. He said “Jack, let me tell you something: On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them to your mother, and said, ‘Here, try these on.’” She tried on the pants and said, “These just don’t fit,” to which I replied, “Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will. Ever since that night we have never had a problem.” “Hmm,” said Jack, thinking this might be worth a try. So, on his honeymoon Jack took off his pants and said to Jill, “Here, try these on.” Jill does so and says, “These just don’t fit,” to which Jack replied, “Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don’t want you to ever forget that.” So, Jill took off her pants, handed them to Jack and said, “Here, you try on mine.” Jack does so and says, “I can’t get into your pants,” to which Jill replied, “Exactly. And if you don’t change your attitude, you never will!!!”

In The Beginning...
I have never written in a diary or journal before. So I may be alittle rusty, but here goes nothing. I am going to start at the very beginning of my life. The first memories I can remember is when I was probably around 8 or 9 years old and I went with my family to Cedar Point. I remember standing around the kiddie rides with my father. The most memorable moments I had as a child was riding the roller coasters with my father, as well as Christmas time when the whole family would meet up at my Grandparents for a Christmas exchange. Everyone would be there from cousins, to those long lost Uncles and Aunts, to family members I only had met for the first time. Those were the days. Now at age 23, I have experienced so many things that I thought would never happen, or that perhaps I never thought could happen. My first relationship would probably be an online one. Her name was Alice Gull. She was from Cedar City, Utah. We met online and created VHS tapes of each other and sent

Just One Time...
Look in my eyes, Just one time, You will see all the love you are looking for, As I pull you in, making you mine... Kiss me, Just one time, With moistened lips and seeking tongues, Our passion will shine... Touch me, Just one time, Feel me tremble beneath your figertips, Drink me in like sweet wine... Make love to me, Just one time, Bodies moving together until we reach our destination, Sweet sublime... Just one time...

Best Party Pic On Ct Contest!
Best Party Pic On CT Contest! Give me your Best Drinking Pic! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

The Life We Choose
Weaving through the laughter and the tears we see the way it has to be. The life we choose the dreams we dream the tears we cry. The friends we've lost along the way the memories we've built throught the years hope they'll always be remembered. I hope we never have to say goodbye. I will be here for you, and if my time comes before we have a chance to meet I hope you never forget me, and know how much I loved you, and cared for you. My friend the sun is shining because of you, the flowers are blooming because of you. You made me see how beautiful I really am on the inside. weaving through the laughter and the tears. I realize how important this friendship really means.

It Is Harder Than I Expected!
Been in the triple digits and had a cold snap of high 90's this week. A severe drought here has Montgomery and surrounding counties deciding on water restirictions. Lakes have dropped 5ft+ in water levels. Been trying to date since my bf's death.....and it is difficult. I keep telling my late bf's spirit that I am trying to do what he had me promise him before he got deathly sick, but it has been an up hill battle for me. Unable to 'relax'. I have tried and tried..but no success yet. Did not think it would be this difficult to have an orgasm by someone else's hand..or....! Would be nice to find someone with intelligence but not belittle the one he is with, no matter what the circumstance. Someone with a heart and compassion. Someone who can coax the kinky side of me out and I not feel so inadequate whenever I am with someone. Only felt like that twice in my life..with a lover about 24 years ago and my son's father...20 years ago. Relaxed, comfortable, not shuned for my thoughts

Ok This Is Bullshit
I have had this pic up since Jan. of 07 http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=41567&albumid=6285&i=1747316640 Now all of a sudden it is NSFW? What the hell? How can ART in the first place be NSFW? I don't get that in the least...I swear there are ppl on here that have nothing better to do than to find something to bitch about...I am really glad my life is not that sad...if you don't like something don't fucking look, it is rather simple. I REALLY hate fuckwads that wanna bitch about something instead of just walking away..If you don't want to watch a t.v. program turn it, if you don't want to listen to certain music, turn it, if you don't want to see my fucking pics DON'T FUCKING COME TO MY PROFILE, simple huh? Now back to your narrow minded life....

Me
I SEEM TO IRRITATE, PISS OFF, CONFUSE, OR SOMETHING CERTIAN PEOPLE THAT I CALL FAMILY...SO HERE IS A SIMPLE SOLUTION. I AM GOING TO TAKE A BREAK. YOU ALL CAN GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER, AND DO IT WITHOUT ME AROUND MAYBE THEN IT CAN HAPPEN HUH? HONESTLY I DON'T THINK I'M TO BLAME BUT AFTER I OPEN MY MOUTH AND PEOPLE "OH WELL GTG LATERS" IS WHAT I GET....WELL YEAH I SEEM TO BE THE PROBLEM....I'M NOT YOU PEOPLE NEED TO GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER AND SINCE IT SEEMS THAT WHEN I'M ONLINE AND AROUND THAT I'M A 'PROBLEM' I'M FIXING THAT I'M NOT GOING TO BE. AFTER TONIGHT I WILL BE POPPIN ON AND OFF OF CT AND WILL NOTBE ONLINE ON YAHOO..... ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY....ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS GET IT TOGETHER DAMN. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE AND DRAMA, I WILL NOT BE IN THE MIDDLE OF YOURS WHICH IS WHY I AM TAKING THIS BREAK........TAKE CARE OF YOUR SHIT. FOR THOSE THAT KNOW HOW...THEY CAN GET AHOLD OF ME. LATERS. JENN if this doesn't make sense to you then it probably doesn't invovle you and fo

Colombian White Rice
2 c. long grain rice 1/2 med. onion, chopped 1 large bell pepper, chopped 1/4 tsp. garlic powder Add salt to taste 1/4 c. olive oil In a deep saucepan, saute vegetables in oil; add garlic and salt. Then add 2 cups rice and 2 cups water (should not have too much water, this will make rice soggy). Cover rice and set setting on medium high, leave it for 14 minutes and never open until 14 minutes are up. Then open rice and stir only once. Cover rice and set on low for 15 minutes. After 15 minutes check to see if rice is tender. Keep covered on stove top until ready to serve. Feeds eight. (Ratio or rice to water is one to one.)

I Am Sick Of The Haters!!!
This pisses me off! Looks like another one of my favorite people is leaving CT because of Haters. This will be the second person I lost off my Family list. It just makes me sad that there are people out there that just find the need to create so much e-drama! Why can't people just live and let live. If you don't like someone's pictures, or blogs or MuMMs, then jusst don't read them!!! Is that so hard to do? And then another one of my favorite people has a hater that doesn't have balls enough to identify themself. They leave comments and messages about this person, but don't say who they are and why they feel the need to go on a Hater campaign. So much for embracing diversity I guess. Most of the people I have accepted as friends here are completely different from me about a lot of things - lifestyle, beliefs, etc. And I like it that way! Too bad others can see the pleasure in getting to know different people.

"to All The Girls Who Look Past The Nice Guys."
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your n

Best Mom With Child On Ct Contest! Score Updates
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