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An Illusion
AN ILLUSION IS AN IMAGE THAT APPEARS AT A DISTANCE, ONLY TO DISAPPEAR ONCE WE ARE NEAR. AN ILLUSION IS REACHING OUT TO TOUCH SOMEONE OR SOMETHING SIMPLY TO SEE IT MOVE AWAY FURTHER AN ILLUSION IS LIKE SMOKE IN THE DISTANCE THAT WE CAN NEVER REACH. ILLUSIONS ARE THE DREAMS, THE FANTASIES WE CREATE IN OUR HEART THAT GIVE US THAT SENSE OF FALSE SECURITY AND/OR BELONGING AN ILLUSION IS THAT POT OF GOLD AT THE END OF RAINBOW, WE KNOW IT DOESN'T EXIST BUT WE STILL HOPE AND DREAM OF IT. IS MY LIFE BASED ON ILLUSIONS OF HAPPINESS AND FULLFILLMENTS? AM I SEARCHING FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE? HAVE A SPENT MY LIFE SEARCHING FOR THE REAL ME, THE PERSON WHO EXISTS BEYOND THE PHYSICAL STATE. IS THIS MY REAL JOURNEY? IS THIS ALL OURS? IS LIFE SIMPLY A IMAGE THAT SERVES TO MISLEAD US INTELLECTUALLY AND EMOTIONALLY? DURING THE COURSE OF OUR LIFE DIFFERENT *OASIS* ARE PLACED IN OUR PATHS, THEY ARE COMFORTABLE REFUGES THAT PERMIT US TO HEAL, REENERGIZE FOR THE NEXT PART OF OUR JOURNEY

Poems Of Debbie
Love and Lust Kisses as soft as butterfly wings Touches as gentle as a kitten Words whispered so sincere With promises of love forever She absorbs him into her soul Drinking in the passion of his spirit Drowning in the sweetness of his voice He becomes the essence of her life Sitting by the fire gazing into each other He slowly undresses her Freely giving love and passion With hands exploring unknown regions She quivers with excitement and lust Feeling him pressed against her flesh Wanting his manliness inside her He slowly enters as she sighs his name Time becomes a useless tool of life They are the only two that exist With looks of I love you and need you Days become nights to remember Deborah Ann Krouse

Thought For The Day Sunday 11/11/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Scornful this night, the very blood from my own veins turns against me. It assaults me with a hatred unknown before this. Only a monster does it see before it, not a man. A lifetime of good, discarded and forgotten, this is my punishment. Those things I have forged with my life, meaningless now. None know the sorrow within me, none care, even revel in its sweetness to me. My just rewards served with a smile and sardonic merit are they basted with. Feast upon them freely I am, yet sadly as I am offered yet another helping on this plentiful plate. A delightful glow of anguish surrounds me and few dare approach. Yet even a monster may be loved, and those few who do judge not, only real love do they offer to calm the pain. A lucky man is he who stands in the shadow of genuine love, he is bathed in it." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

For The Men
A MAN RIDING HIS HARLEY ALONG A CALIFORNIA BEACH WHEN SUDDENLY THE SKY CLOUDED ABOVE HIS HEAD AND, IN A BOOMING VOICE, THE LORD SAID,"BECAUSE YOU HAVE TRIED TO BE FAITHFUL TO ME IN ALL WAYS, I WILL GRANT YOU ONE WISH." THE BIKER PULLED OVER AND SAID,"BUILD A BRIDGE TO HAWAII SO I CAN RIDE OVER ANYTIME I WANT." THE LORD SAID,"YOUR REQUEST IS MATERIALISTIC,THINK OF THE ENORMOUS CHALLENES FOR THAT UNDERTAKING: THE SUPPORTS REQUIRED REACHING THE BOTTOM OF THE PACIFIC AND OF THE CONCRETE AND STEEL IT WOULD TAKE! IT WILL NEARLY EXHAUST SEVERAL NATURAL RESOURCES. I CAN DO IT,BUT IT IS HARD FOR ME TO JUSTIFY YOUR DESIRE FOR WORLDLY THINGS,TAKE SOME MORE TIME ADN THINK OF SOMETHING THAT COULD POSSIBLY HELP MANKIND."THE BIKER THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A LONG TIME AND FINALLY,HE SAID,"LORD,I WISH THAT I AND ALL MEN COULD UNDERSTAND WOMEN. I WANT TO KNOW HOW SHE FEELS INSIDE,WHAT SHE IS THINKING WHEN SHE GIVES ME THE SILENT TREATMENT,WHY SHE CRIES,WHAT SHE MEANS WHEN SHE SAYS NOTHING'S WRONG, AND HO

Petty Drama In Adults...get Over It
this is just a comment on all the b.s. going on with this drama queen shit we all see being thrown lately. look people...if any of you have seen what i have...you would know how petty this all is...i saw my brother bleeding to death when we were both pinned under a wall...i could not get to him, i saw children burned over 90% of thier bodies...and they did not complain...i have seen double amputee`s do things you and i would not dare do...because they had to...and never ask for help...all this means absolutely nothing to me...we all have a right to choose our friends...and life is too short and fragile to deal with the small petty things....if you do not like who i am...then don`t let the door hit you in the ass...if you don`t like me for who i choose as a friend..then don`t let the door hit you in the ass again... just remember, the door locks when you leave..my son acts better than you guys...he`s 16...grow up and let life be...get over it

Gotta Go Gotta Go
Santa Claus makes his way down the chimney, and is met by a lovely young woman in a robe. She says "Santa, how about giving me a special present. I know you'd like to come into my bedroom." Santa responds "Ho! Ho! Ho! Gotta go. Gotta go. Gotta deliver all these toys to the children you know." The lovely young thing peels off her robe, revealing a skimpy negligee. Santa looks up from his sack of gifts, and she says "I've got something special for you Santa. Can't you stay for just a little while? I know you want me. Let me make this Christmas eve unforgetable." Santa responds "Ho! Ho! Ho! Gotta go. Gotta go. Gotta deliver all these toys to the children you know." Not to be denied, she strips off the negligee, revealing her naughty bits, and they were quite nice naughty bits, I might add. And she says "Santa, this is your last chance. This body is your gift." Santa responds "Hey! Hey! Hey! Gotta stay. Gotta Stay. Can't get up the chimney with my dick this way!"

Please Stop Sending Me Im's Saying Hi Sexy,,,,
Honestly, yeah I'm alright if you get me at a good angle but I'm a fuck of allot more.. check out my blogs or .. hey I have a profile..! I know it's insane.. but I really it's an insight as to who I am ... as a person; either than who you may be, check it out, thanks to the 50 some people I have waiting for a friend approval :)

Walking The Dog...
WALKING THE DOG: A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block?" Mom replies,"No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child. "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take LulaBelle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said the dog was in heat, and to come to you." The Dad says, "Bring LulaBelle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it to disguise the scent, and said "OK, you can go now, but keep LulaBelle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's LulaBelle?" The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home.

Tues (part One)
Hello and Happy TUESDAY Trains on track ... ~~~~Another one on its way!~~~~ What's a Tuesday Train? This weeks Train: CoorsLightGirl Coors is one of my ol' buddy from the early day mumms, she's sweet & like me, into photo edits/manipulations -Check her out- ~shauny32 ~ Shauny's from the land down under, She seems to be well travel and a girl of good taste. Reverend Ms. D Don't let the number fool ya, she's no n00b Ms.D just recently shed all her fu status and started fresh, here to make friends & not fu points! I suggest -you

Contest Ends Tonight
CONTEST ENDS TONIGHT AT MIDNIGHT AND WE NEED ALL BOMBERS HELP! NOW IS THE TIME TO SHOW WHAT WE HAVE! LETS KICK IT IN GEAR AND GET THE PARTY STARTED! ALL HELP NEEDED! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Any New Parts Lately? Lmao!
A sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wanted her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were too loose and floppy. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found 3 roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor. "I thought I asked you not to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentiality and that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you went through this all by yourself." "The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had had the same procedure done some time ago." "And what about the third rose?" she asked. "That' s from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank you for his new ears."

Sex Surveys
You know those sex survey's everyone has in their stash? Some witch report them to fubar and they got dump so I guess watch out didn't know words alone could make it NSFW not really even explict words it was horny for god sake

What Would Babyjesus Do?
Would you have a chance if you tried to pick me up at a bar? I feel like being crazy and holding a contest of my own to see who could take me home with their smoothest pick-up line in a voicemail. If I think your pick-up line is worthy enough, I’ll give you a free happy hour. Hell, I’ll also give some sort of free stuff on fubar to the second and third best ones too. If you think you’re smooth, try me:Click here to give it your best shot. ps: i'll be posting the best pickup lines on my profile for everyone to hear, so make them good! pps: i know i'm a sexy bitch, so while i don't bat for the other team, i do have a decent sense of humor.. so guys feel free to leave me one too! -mike

Honesty.. Trust... Love??
He said "Just think it over, and write me a list" "So we can figure out what we both deserve" She hardly could beieve it, that their love had come to this Dividing an deciding his and hers But she grabbed a paper napkin an asked the waitress for a pen An one by one she wrote down what she wanted most from him Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust A little less time for the rest of the world And more for the two of us Kisses each mornin', I love you's at night Just like it used to be The way life was when you were in love with me She reached across the table an placed it in his hand And said "You know this ain't easy for me" As he thought about the new car the house an the land And wondered what that bottom line would be And a thousand other things that she'd want him to leave behind But he never dreamed he'd open up that napkin and find Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust A little less time for the rest of the world And more for th

The Great Melinko
Extra special clown love snaps to: God, For all that is everything and everything that is all. 4. Piggy Pie Don’t think of people as being below you. Don’t judge people. 5.How many times? This song speaks of how screwed up the world is. And daily stresses. 6.Southwest Voodoo Gang Bangin’ 7.Halls of illusions shows how by following the illusions of Milenko we end up in bad situations. It may look good from the outside but once you get into It is not what it appears to be. 8.Under the moon This is about loyalty. 9.What is a Juggalo Just fukin’ hilarious! We all know Juggalos like this. 10.House of Horrors Crazy funny song. 11.Boogie Woogie woo about our Rational fears, what we don’t know frightens us. Speculations 13.Hellalujah Tells that there are bad people. Everywhere under the disguise of do gooders And how people use religion for their own gain. And how in turn this can destroy the faith of some believers. 16.Pass me by Tells you what Heaven will be lik

I'm Really Pissed This Time
Well, this has become a nightmare of the utmost proportions, earlier tonight I was on Yahoo Messenger and got this IM with a hyperlink on it from Geocities.com with some shit at the end of the hyperlink and apparently it is a virus of some sort even though when I ran the virus scan and Webroot Spy Sweeper that there was no virus and when I went to restart the computer and sign in to Yahoo Messenger under tod_belanger25682002, it WOULDN'T let me sign in, so I'm really pissed off here at this time! :-@ Now I had to go create another Yahoo ID because of this bullshit and I'm not from now on clicking on ANY hyperlinks at all anymore, so if you got a MUMM that you want me to vote on, just tell me and I'll look at it, no more sending me hyperlinks at all because of this bullshit and if you have Yahoo Messenger and want to add the ID up above to it, go for it but I'm 100% pissed because somebody had to send me a hyperlink and it fucked up my Yahoo Messenger ID that I used to have, lost all m

When
Whenever I think of you, My heart beats faster And I can't breathe. When I feel your breath on my neck, A chill goes through my body And my panties get wet. When I hear your car pull up, My mind starts racing And I jump for joy. When you say my name, My knees get weak And I melt. When you say "I love you", My heart melts And I know we are together as one.

Ok.. So My Friends Are Awesome
All Right… here’s the deal. With all the love and support I got from my friends in PM’s and so on… I was “coerced” into staying on fubar. My decision to leave was not solely based on the problems with this website, but with personal issues as well. This site, as I stated in my previous blog, is still no fun in my eyes, but my friends made me decide to stick around to keep better in touch. I have enough drama in my real life, but things are a little better. I am just glad I had too many pics to get all of them off and finish doing everything else as I would have deleted my account. Thank you to all of my friends that cared enough to let me know how they feel, and talk me into staying… you guys are absolutely wonderful. With love…

Turkey 101
The Star of the Show glitter-graphics.com Thanksgiving a time to enjoy time with family and friends and to give thanks for all we have. With a week away I thought a lesson in how to might help those that are doing their Turkeys for the first time. I can remeber the first Turkey Dinner that I made It was disastrous, I won't go into details on that awful Thanksgiving... I will say we ended up going out... Before you buy the turkey, figure out your guest list. You should have 1 to 1½ pounds of turkey per person. If you're buying a frozen turkey, calculate the time needed for it to thaw: one day for every five pounds of turkey. Are you thinking about bringing your turkey this year? It's a straightforward process but it requires a little planning. Soaking the turkey in a saltwater solution allows the meat to absorb water and flavorings, resulting in a juicy, flavorful turkey. Cooking Methods Roasting a turkey is the easiest method for inexperienced cooks or a

Life
She wanted to be a sheep, Following the herd eating grass, But the farmer Wouldn't let her free. She wanted to be a Native American Hunting and killing her own food, But the chief Wouldnt let her try. She wanted to be a pencil Writing everythingshe wanted, But the sharpener Wouldn't sharpen her. She wanted to be a fish But the sharks Wouldn't let her in the water. She decided to be a turtle dove Flyng free and being merry. And though the other turtle doves Wouldn't let her fly She decided to fly away.

And Yet More Poetry
Theres a better place i go now, I will visit you often, a better place i go to, no pain, no troubles, dont be sad for i am happy, be happy for i am watching over you, watching you grow, live and love

During
During the day When you are away I'll never play I'm here to stay. During the night, When me and my cousin fight You hold me tight And I know everything is alright. During the summer When everything is funner I want to know Will you still be my lover? During the fall When I don't call I'm not having a ball Don't worry I will call.

Her Version Of Me.
so my roommate has now wrote a blog about me. here is it so you all can read it. "Ok so things have just gotten worse since yeterday! I am so done with ppl using me and lying to me... Telling me one thing and then thinking I wont find out about it.. Are u kidding I am not stupid. Then u wanna talk shit about me too. please I have done nothing but help and pay what i owe and do what I need to.... Help ppl out and get fucked over...I am not going to put my blogs on hidden for "special ppl" to see. Please.. I have shit to say u can read about it or I can tell u to your face. I am not afraid to speak my mind at all.... I have never dont anything but help and pay for myself and do what I need to do.... I never use anyone or asked for much. I thought I had good friends but I guess I shouldnt have known after 15-16 yr that it would still be the same as it was back in the day.... Fuck. I dont even care about myself it is my kid I care about. I care about her more then anything. That

Leaving Fire & Ice
Well Fire & Ice Crew I really hate to go, but do to circumstances beyond my control and the lack of time required for a management level position, I must graciously bow out. I wish you all the best of luck. Please don't be strangers, say hello anytime. I think you all have mad talent and will be very successful. Don't 4get your #1 RULE..........NO DRAMA!!!!!! If anyone needs help or advise feel free to yell at me. I have no ill feelings toward the crew or any members. Glad to be back, although I did think of running away with a wild pack of wolves. * Howlin @ the Moon* BUCKEYECOWBOY67

Job Interview
"Shit," Michelle said aloud as she stepped out of her car into the pouring rain of Louisville, Kentucky. She was already late to her interview due to numerous accidents on the freeway. Michelle ran to the entrance of the tall brick building, her heels clicking furiously on the wet pavement. The area looked relatively decent, she thought to herself as she stepped under the awning. The bushes surrounding the building her neatly trimmed, and the paint wasn't chipping, so at least there was that. She went inside, to the secretary’s desk. "I'm here for an interview with Mr. Turner." The young woman didn't look up. She continued her oh so important process of filing her firecracker red nails. Michelle cleared her throat. The secretary sighed. "Sit down on the couch, he'll be with you shortly." "Thanks." She walked over to a brown leather couch, and sat down on the end. As she waited, she inspected her surroundings. The ceiling was fairly high, with wine colored walls, and pai

The Dream
Dear love, for nothing less than thee Would I have broke this happy dream; It was a theme For reason, much too strong for fantasy. Therefore thou waked'st me wisely; yet My dream thou brokest not, but continued'st it. Thou art so true that thoughts of thee suffice To make dreams truths, and fables histories; Enter these arms, for since thou thought'st it best, Not to dream all my dream, let's act the rest. As lightning, or a taper's light, Thine eyes, and not thy noise waked me; Yet I thought thee —For thou lovest truth—an angel, at first sight; But when I saw thou saw'st my heart, And knew'st my thoughts beyond an angel's art, When thou knew'st what I dreamt, when thou knew'st when Excess of joy would wake me, and camest then, I must confess, it could not choose but be Profane, to think thee any thing but thee. Coming and staying show'd thee, thee, But rising makes me doubt, that now Thou art not thou. That love is weak where fear's as strong as he; 'Tis not

Sonnet 3
Look in thy glass, and tell the face thou viewest Now is the time that face should form another; Whose fresh repair if now thou not renewest, Thou dost beguile the world, unbless some mother. For where is she so fair whose unear'd womb Disdains the tillage of thy husbandry? Or who is he so fond will be the tomb Of his self-love, to stop posterity? Thou art thy mother's glass, and she in thee Calls back the lovely April of her prime: So thou through windows of thine age shall see Despite of wrinkles this thy golden time. But if thou live, remember'd not to be, Die single, and thine image dies with thee.

St. Albans Radio Disc Jockey Dies In Car Crash
St. Albans radio disc jockey dies in car crash Published: Thursday, November 15, 2007 Free Press Staff Report SWANTON -- A St. Albans radio disc jockey died Wednesday morning from injuries he suffered in a one-car accident on Bushey Road in Swanton on Tuesday, Vermont State Police in St. Albans said. Gerald Griggs was not wearing a seat belt when his 2000 Toyota Tacoma pickup truck rounded a sharp curve, left the road and hit a tree about 5:30 p.m., troopers said. Griggs was unconscious and his truck was on fire when rescue crews pulled him from the vehicle. Griggs was taken to Northwestern Medical Center, then transferred to Fletcher Allen Health Care in Burlington, where he was pronounced dead, police said. Speed may have been a factor in the accident. Anyone who witnessed the crash should contact state police at 524-5993. Griggs was known as G.G. Griggs on the WLFE Morning Show that aired weekdays from 6 to 10 a.m. "This is a big blow. He was an amazing guy

Sexs Facts
1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have

For Your Safety On Fubar
Be careful what you post on your page. I just found out another friend who had someone show up to her house. Here are some tips to help keep you safe. 1)Don't post your full name. 2)Don't post your zip code or city. 3)Those guestbook things you add make sure you didn't add your address. 4)I know sometime you give your home number out, but they can use it to find you so. use a cellphone. Or use your block your number feature that hides your number from the caller id here its *89(varies in cities) 5)some picture also give your location away so be careful on pictures. So in closing don't post anything you wouldn't want the world to know (e.g., your phone number, address, IM screens name, or specific whereabouts). Avoid posting anything that would make it easy for a stranger to find you, such as where you hang out every day after school or work. People aren't always who they say they are. Be careful about adding people you don’t know in the physical world to your friend

What Is Love
It is Love that gives me purpose to change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path and helps me choose each turn. It is Love that gives me courage to stand against my fears; to open up my heart to you, to let you see my tears. It is Love that gives me trust and hope when little thing go wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps me strong. It is Love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. How wonderful that I can share a Love like this with you!

Too Little Too Late-jojo
Too Little, Too Late [Verse 1:] Come with me Stay the night You say the words but boy it don't feel right What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late) You take my hand And you say you've changed But boy you know your begging don't fool me Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late) So let me on down 'Cause time has made me strong I'm starting to move on I'm gonna say this now Your chance has come and gone And you know... [Chorus:] It's just too little too late a little too wrong And I can't wait But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late) You say you dream of my face But you don't like me You just like the chase To be real It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late) Yeah yeaaahhh... It's just too little too late... Mhmmm [Verse 2:] I was young And in love I gave you everything But it wasn't enough And now you wanna communicate (You k

Trail Of Tears
To start off with this is written by a good friend of mine. He is a Cherokee Indian, he goes to schools to educate students on the history of his ancestors. The Trail of Tears Please if you read the following do not reply with hate or bashing remarks. I did not ask you to read, you chose to yourself. As a cultural advisor in Native American Indians and my Cherokee Nation I have been educating schools, colleges, social, history, and cultural groups of this the Indigenous Tribes of North America. Usually around this time of the year I always have questions on: Columbus Day, Thanksgiving, and the now noticed National Native American Heritage Month and American Indian Day. But, this one question always comes from the mouths of those who want to know: What is the Trail of Tears? Why is the Cherokee so well known for this event? My answer as given to me by my family with the knowledge of my fathers grandfathers father jumping from this event known by t

If You Love Someone
THE ORIGINAL QUOTE If you love someone, Set her free... If she comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, she never was.... ********** THE NEW VERSIONS..... ********** Pessimist: If you love someone, Set her free ................. If she ever comes back, she's yours, If she doesn't, as expected, she never was ********** Optimist: If you love someone, Set her free ................. Don't worry, she will come back. ********** Suspicious: If you love someone, Set her free ................. If she ever comes back, ask her why. ********** Playful: If you love someone, Set her free ................. *If she comes back, and if you love her still, set her Free again, repeat * ********** Bill Gates : If you love someone, Set her free, If she comes back, I think we can charge her for re-installation fees but Tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade. ********** Finance expert : If you love someo

Beware My Friends Of This Profile
As I am sending out my comments for Monday Yet again I am seeing this same person on all of your pages as viewing your profiles. I have been being harrassed by some whack job for a month now making multiple accounts all day and had 4 accounts on here too many links to post. She is a disgruntal person, no one hates drama more than I, so If you see this person on your page just be careful now she is on my friends pages as well as all of my family members... It's in red letters called KARMA, i have seen it on 30 pages of my friends so far this morning. I am really hoping she will get a life and find someone else to harass, because it's really getting old.. Have a great Monday and A happy Thanksgiving. A special thank you Dark prince and Princess Lillith who are helping me take care of this situataion, if you read the header on my profile i now belong to them, heheheh bloody kisses MINA

How Do You?
How do you keep track of all the people on your friends list? I don't have a whole lot, but I find it hard. There's only a hand full of people that I communicate with on a daily basis, sometimes a couple times a week, but a majority I don't think I have even spoken with. Or, there are those that I'll go to look at because I don't remember come to find out I hadn't even rated their profile so I am like how did that happen? Do we all just accept an add then read later? I jsut deleted some of the people I fanned because I was like why did I fan you for? Anyway, that's all.. just a random thought..

Beauty
Beauty Those lips, those eyes, that soul, Like a work of art. But the most amazing work of all, Is the beauty within your heart. If you were a painting, No colors could properly express, That beauty that's deep inside you, It's a rainbow, nothing less. If you were a piece of sculpture, The clay would always make, You posing as an angel, Without a mistake. If you were an euphony, Nary a choir could sing, The rare and beautiful music, Your eyes could possibly bring. I am just a writer, With words beyond belief But to capture all the beauty you possess, I'd need to be a thief. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

New Family
new family begins to day Mystic Warriors Tribe. looking for a family that is not demanding? bomb when you can ? help friends when you can? and not have to worry about having to listen to someone fuss because you did not drop 150 comments at one time. this is simply friends helping friends.when you can and as much as you can and still enjoy being a part of fubar. if interested please get in touch with me will be glad to helpyou with any questions. Spirit Warrior **MWT**

Good Evening, One And All!
What an interesting evening! I was asked to witness my first Fumarriage, lol. I was the witness for Mad Cheshire Cat as he Fumarried summerbreeze in Diablos Lounge! How lovely! It was another long day at work. Didn't get home until 7:45. All in all it was a good day, lol. This will be another short blog, as I'm tired, lmao! At some point I would like to tell you about the most interesting Tarot reading I was given on Saturday - took 2 hours! Yes, there was lots to tell me, lol. Looks as though my life will continue to be very interesting. And what else is new, lol! Good night, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings for all my friends, all over the world! Later! Muahz!

The Frig, Wtf!?
frigidair4...: NOW, STFU! Homo, unless you're Meeting me this weekend for sex, GTFO! frigidair4...: I may be a FAG, but i will NOT have sex with a Jedi. I Fear Your Sausage. ->Psychowolf...: so, yes...You and i, forever..... ->Psychowolf...: i promise ill be slow and easy, and not insert the rodents too violently. I know how your father did it, and i dont want to end up like that, with YOU.... ->Psychowolf...: This indignity you speak of will be gentle upon your force sensitive buttcheeks frigidair4...: Nah. I don't think I want deal with indignity that is your lightsaber. ->Psychowolf...: are you SURE!? After all, i LOVE YOU! You should take my saber with pride! frigidair4...: Thats ok... I'll pass. ->Psychowolf...: If youd like, ill show you my lightsaberon cam frigidair4...: Either way it was damn funny. ->Psychowolf...: Thats my undying Love, from Jedi to Loveable californian frigidair4...: Wow... I don't know if clever wit or cut and paste.

Birthday Ramblings!
Well I am having a pretty good birthday week... and yes it's a birthday week.. you only turn 35 once ... and I am celebrating all damned week :P I woke up to the sounds of My hubby in the kitchen which can be a scary thing at times. He is a very good cook, but man he can mess up a kitchen. Anyway, I walk into the kitchen and he shews Me out... He was trying to get My birthday cake made before I woke up. There was a birthday sign on My bathroom mirror from the princess... it was cute. My pixi came over and spent the day with Me. other friends stopped by throughout the day. Pixi took some great pictures of Me...I realized I am pretty damn cute for 35. I remember when that seemed old. It does not seem so old any more. I feel more alive than I ever have. I feel more free. I don't care what other people think or say about Me. I did not know life could be so much fun, and I hear it only gets better from here on out. When I do get old ... I am going to have some great stories to tell!

Feed Me
Emotions whirling around the mind some so deep i can't help but cry Some are erotic & make me hott before i get started i need to stop I feed on what others feel you bleed your emotions - i don't steal Whatever you pass, i gladly take for you see, that's what i crave Let it go ~ let it all out GIVE ME ALL, i want to shout More, more, i need it all fill me up & let me fall

Friends Please Read
hello my name is mike none to everyone as Mystic Warrior former lonewolf i was once part of the kingdom of wolve and started my own family. i have had several members join most i knew for a while 1 who was my first friend on fubar. everyone i have signed has gotten nasty e-mails and shouts from my former family mostly from lordwolf and several of his accounts. to day i learned he was puting out that i stole one of his accounts. well that is untrue. i wanted to leave and start new but have been unable to. to my friends who joined my new family i thank you but as your friend i must say this if you wish to leave i inderstand completely i would not want to put up with nasty shouts either.for this i am truly sry but as long as you remain they are surely going to continue.i thought i had several true friends in the kow who would speak up for me but i was wrong. this much i have learned they will back me only in the shadows. again i am truly sorry mike ( Mystic Warrior)

As The Sun Sets Slowly In The West
and it begins to get cold enough for a penguin to properly enjoy the weather :) ... anyway... Thanksgiving went very happily. Got up early, went to a party, to two movies and between them to dinner - the two movies were Lars and the Real Girl and American Gangster... - recommending them both. The title character of the first while not quite "ASpie" was isolated and awkward enough that I thought I could very much identify, by the way. (Also read "Pericles" or at least skimmed it, after a prompt to do so in the notes to the great production of "Cymbeline" a few days back.) Happy Day all!! (Edit: had forgotten I'd used a similar title two weeks ago for the last post in this blog...)

Men Beware
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs, to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer" to target unsuspecting men. The drug is generally found in liquid form and is now available almost anywhere. It comes in bottles, in cans, from taps, and in large "kegs." Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and have sex with them. Typically, a woman needs only to persuade a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no-strings-attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to desires to perform sexual acts on horrific-looking women to whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking Beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that

This Might Help Get Me Out Of Trouble
A woman gives birth to a baby, and afterwards, the doctor comes in, and he says, "I have to tell you something about your baby." The woman sits up in bed and says, "What's wrong with my baby, Doctor? What's wrong???" The doctor says, "Well, now, nothing's wrong, exactly, but your baby is a little bit different. Your baby is a hermaphrodite." The woman says, "A hermaphrodite... what's that???" The doctor says, "Well, it means your baby has the...er...features...of a male and a female." The woman turns pale. She says, "Oh my god! You mean it has a penis...AND a brain?"

Role Reversal
seeing eye dog -- ani difranco you're my seeing eye dog and i am blind you take me there every time with that winning combination of loyal and kind your eyes like wells to the water of your mind i want to take a long, cool drink from your bucket to every thought i could think now, i say fuck it i just want to go with how i feel like my only job here is to care for and covet you, dear i love the way your stories seem to fall from your lips with just enough slobber so it sparkles and drips the way you hang the whole room on a word like a little stick in the beak of a bird first we touched fingers and then we touched toes then my army surrendered my government overthrown i threw myself a little role reversal and followed you home just dying to be chewed the dog was chosen by the bone be my seeing eye dog cuz i am blind just take me there one more time with that winning combination of loyal and kind your eyes like wells to the water of your mind

Wal-mart Hits A New Low
from the MoJo Blog http://www.motherjones.com/mojoblog/archives/2007/11/6273_walmart_sues_br.html Wal-Mart Sues Brain Damaged Employee As Reward for Giving Her Health Insurance Just when you think that Wal-Mart had already exhausted every last possible strategy for screwing over its employees, here comes this story in the Wall Street Journal [available to subscribers only; see LA times editorial below]. Deborah Shank, a Wal-Mart employee gets into an accident with a semi and ends up permanently brain-damaged a few years back. Her Wal-Mart health insurance paid her medical bills, but she also sued the trucking company for damages. She wins $700,000, which after legal fees and expenses, nets her about $400,000, which was put in a trust to pay the nursing home she now lives in. But Wal-Mart gets wind of the settlement and turns around and sues Shank for $470,000, the money its insurance company paid for her care from the accident. Now, the woman is reliant on Medicaid and Social

The Hole In My Soul
Deep on the inside There is a hole in my soul And I can feel its blackness spreading Like the emptiness inside The vacuum of a black hole It is ripping and tearing my soul to shreds Slowly eating away at my insides Soon there will be nothing left Nothing left of my humanity to salvage Once this dark abyss consumes me alive Im feeling weak now My whole body is sweating And Im shaking with the fear of losing Losing the one thing that makes me me My humanity, my very own soul that is within me This hole that is buried deep inside of me It keeps on growing without any end in sight And I dont know what it is that I can do To prevent this ominous black mass of a black hole type vacuum From eating me alive while I try to sleep or walk in the light of day My sight has fafed; its failed Along with my ability to hear and words or sounds that are around me Ive lost my sense of taste and of smell Ive lost all of my senses as I fall to the ground with a thud And I k

For Rick
(you wanted a war cry song) ::intro Growled 1/3:: We Have come from the black... Deep In the tempest where Shadows Lie... Swords Ablaze Arrows to the SKY... Know this the end of days for mankind... ::blast:: RAGE! I can feel the fires pulsing through my veins! RAGE! The Anger and hatred are growing INSIDE! RAGE! ::gallops 12/12:: the shadows are growing the sun turns to red heat of the battle quenched with your death the clashing of metal the gods turn their heads witnesing murder from hundreds to thousands ::guitar peek:: ::drum 1/3 guitar 2/3:: ::gallops 12/12:: I hear the screams of women as the soldiers take their prize the burning of the cities of all humanities demise the deepest shades of black fill my sinfilled heart as the sun is setting slow on the day the earth went below... ::end with held gallops 8/12:: (the drum beats change, from 1 set per 3 counts. then blast well... you know blast... and from there its all set. wh

You
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "You" My hands are broken, And time is going on and on, it goes forever (how long). So I got high and lived all that life that I've taken all for granted. [Chorus:] Promise me you'll try To leave it all behind, 'cause I've elected hell, Lying to myself. Why have I gone blind? Live another life. You. You. The only way out Is letting your guard down and never die forgotten (I know). Forgive me, my love, I stand here all alone, and I can see the bottom. [Chorus] You. You. You. You. You. You.

In The End
I look at you looking at me trying to figure out what did i see we had a good run but it wasnt meant to be so why do they say that the best things are free i think to myself and wonder why i put forth the effort and even tried all those nights youve made me cry youve torn me apart from the inside shoulda known from the start it wouldnt work out on a daily basis we would scream and shout back and forth complain and pout every word was an argument out of our mouths i love you girl and i always will but why should i be with you still those the kinda words that make blood spill keep wishing and hoping none of this is real keep hoping that ill wake up and scream keep hoping that this nightmare is a dream start to realize nothings ever like it seems it didnt work cuz we never worked as a team ill pretend its alright ill pretend im just fine ill pretend you still love me and that your still mine ill figure shit out when i run outta time our relationship ended at the sta

5 Spice Powders Fried Chicken
Ingredients: - 12 chicken drumsticks - 2 tbs five spice powder* - 4 tsp red chili oil - 250 ml vegetable oil - 1 bunch fresh curly parsley, washed and drained - 2 ½ tbs Sichuan pepper-salt powder* - 1 bunch fresh coriander leaves and/or spring onions (scallions) as garnish How To Cook: 1. Wash the drumsticks and pat dry with paper towels. 2. Pour the chilli oil, wait 5 minutes and roll them in the ground five-spice until evenly coated and set aside to marinate for 1 hour. 3. Heat oil in wok until hot but not smoking. Add the marinated drumsticks to the hot oil and fry until golden brown, turning occasionally, about 8 to 10 minutes depending on thickness of the drumsticks. Remove with slotted spoon and set on the rack to drain. 4. In the remaining hot oil, fry the fresh parsley springs until crispy, about 1 minute, remove and drain. 5. Arrange the cooked parsley sprigs around the edge of a large serving dish

Calling All Real Bikers
All you real bikers out there it's time to ante up, we joined A.B.A.T.E., we go to bike rallies and beg to see hooters for beads, now how about showin some love as only bikers can do ? We spend a ton of cash on our rides, the " gentlemens club " supporting " medical students " and single moms lol , so how about helping a kid by grabbing that Christmas tree angel ? It's cool as hell , you'll feel good about yourself ! Not to mention the ladies find it sensitive and caring, just might earn ya some much needed brownie points. Afterwards go to your local watering hole, as you'll have bragging rights and word will spread quick you did something nice.Who knows, that bar tender you been chasing just might give it up for being so sweet ? Something to think about. Tigertamer

In Case Anyone Noticed
me hasbeen lacking for a while well allow me to tell a short but interesting tale..... a few months ago i began having trouble smoking then breathing became more and more of a chore so i finally bit the bullet and went to the doctor they said i had bronchitus they gave me an inhaler lo and behold it didnt work then they said i had asthma and gave me steroids lo and be hold it didnt work now 2 months have passed and im sent for an x ray they find a lump in my chest so then a cat scan finds it presed between my lung an my heart yay me but im told it can probly be done away with with an injection so i go for a biopsy meaning to be impailed which ends up puncturing my lung and causin internal bleeding and convulsions so i spend 3 days in icu again yay me another month later i get to know my lump is 6 inches long and 2 1/2 wide and i cancerous oh joy many surgeons refuse to operate on me saying its too risky so im off to a heart specialist lets skip to the end i had an almost unheard of ra

Submissives Creed
will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal doormat. I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissive s, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start o

I'm 47% Virgin
Here's the deal... Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as your __% Virgin. If you don't repost this in the next two minutes, You will be cursed and die a virgin! lowest number u have then more you've done! Or if you're not a virgin you'll never get laid again. 1. Smoked. 2. Drank alcohol 3. Cried when someone died. 4. Been drunk. 5. Had sex. 6. Been to a concert. 7. gotten/given a handjob. 8. gotten/given a blowjob. 9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 92 11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before. 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend 15. Been to prom. 16. Cried at school 17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. 18. Went streaking. 19. Given or receieved a lap dance 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room PERCENTAGE SO FAR:86 21. Had s

Sad Silence
World Trade Center Sad Silence September 11, 2001 Through the eyes of an eight year old I heard the glass hit the ground, even though I only seen it through a screen I could feel the pain go through so many life lines, even though I could only hear their screams Little children wait for parents to come home, but the only thing that will is love that will always be with them An invisible hand gently touching their cheek... Courtney Nicole Gaither, Berry Copyright ©2001 Courtney Gaither, Berry

Insolence And Testicles.......
So many of my readers know that I am kind of loose with my mouth in regards to speaking my mind. But the good news (for me) is if you ever come looking for an apology over something that I have said, you won't get it. I say what I mean and I mean what I say. I am never at a loss for words when it comes to something that I am passionate about and well......there are a few things that bother me about you boys!!! And I said to myself "Self, just spill it and quit dickin' around". Men have a tendency of assuming that naturally they are of greater importance. Their schedule is fuller, their minutes more precious, their time is of greater value, and their sex drive is really the only one of concern.....They can be possessive, arrogant, lazy, dim and not all that confident, but in light of the fact that they have testicles, I will grant oversight due to insolence. So if you didn't know.....then you are about to find out (Ala "a few" deadly Sins style) 1. GREED: Just because You have a

For Those That Need To Know.......
Well I have received a decent amount of crap for falling out of touch with alot of folk. So I suppose an explanation is in order.... I extended myself a bit, it happens, but this issue was componded by the loss of overtime at Brookdale....where I was rolling 60+ hours a week, I'm now down to a max of 44...on a good week. As you can imagine this coupled with the child support, Car payments...AND a POS rent increase have put a heavy duty strain on finances. Wasn't quite sure how I was gonna pull it out until I got a letter from Honeywell recalling me from layoff. Hoeywell is a deversified manufacturer that does everything from Thermostats to Ring laser Gyros for smart munitions. It is also a union shop. Teamsters local 1145, so as you can imagine the pay and benefits are up there! But being of low seniorty there is little job security. One of the best benefits is 100% tuition, books, and fees reimbursement for education....gotta love that!! And a starting wage of $17 and change.

Blode Guy Joke
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

New Toy
I finally bought a new PC. I've been looking for a little over a year, but have been holding off until Vista was ready for prime time (if it ever is) and, of course, until I could save up a bit more money. However, yesterday Dell sent me an email with the proverbial (and literal) offer that I couldn't refuse ... a Vostros with roughly the same specs (and one better) as the XPS that I've been speccing for over a year for less than half the price. The XPS was going to cost me about $2300 before tax and shipping whereas the Vostros cost me just under $900 with tax and free shipping. It should be here by Monday at the latest so, suffice it to say, I'm very happy. Here are the exact specs for those geeky enough to care: Intel Core2 Duo CPU E6550 (2.33GHz, 1333FSB 4MB L2) 2GB DDR2 SDRAM 667MHz, Dual Channel DT 256MB NVIDIA GeForce 8600GT 2DVI 250GB Serial ATA Hard Drive 7200RPM, 8MB Cache 16X DVDRW Drive IEEE 1394a Adapter Dell 19-in-1 Media Card Reader Genuine Windows XP Home (th

More For The Ladies
There are a lot of words that you can use to describe men - strong, caring, loving - they'd be wrong - but you could still use them. How do you get a man to keep his hands off you? Marry him. What do you do when you best friend runs away with you husband? Send her a thank you card. I believe in dragons, good men and other fantasy creatures. (From a bumper sticker) Man was made at the end of the week's work when God was tired. Q: What do getting a man to learn and trying to fly the speed of light have in common? A: Both have been tried, both failed. Q: Why do women date jerks? A: Because all the sweet caring ones were hunted to extinction. Here's an oxymoron: a grown man. Man: Great concept, bad engineering. MAN.SYS found execute GROPE.EXE (Y/N) MAN.ZIP: Funny program. Expect a laugh when unzipped. Man troubles? Don't those words automatically go together? Men - Can't live with them, and there's no resale value. Men and women

Cold And Alone
You're standing in a crowded room With people standing all around You've never felt so alone Your warmth buried in the ground. Your soul growing colder with each day you're alone no matter how hot the sun you feel like a frozen stone. With the explosion of the nova that brings forth a black hole it sucks away the heat of life and leaves an empty soul. Never was the destruction so complete the damage never to be surpassed as the proof of your solitude is the coldness that's amassed. Knowing that when you're burnt badly That never again when you feel the heat the warmth, the hope of new love, you won't take a chance they'll leave.

Coming Home (published)
Is there a possibility for me to come home? To find a sheltered place for my tortured soul? Will it be in your arms that I may find peace And in your strength that I might find release? I want to come home Back into your arms where there is no pain and away from harm. I fell deeply on love With the man inside the shell The one no-one sees because fear makes him hide.

Legend Of The Candy Cane
According to legend, there was a candy maker who wanted to make a candy that was a witness to Christ..First of all, he used a hard candy because Christ is the rock of ages..This hard candy was shaped so that it would resemble a "J" for Jesus, turned upside down, a shepherd's staff..He made it white to represent the purity of Christ...Finally, a red stripe was added to represent the blood of Christ shed for the sins of the world, and three thinner red stripes for the stripes He received on behalf when the Roman soldiers whipped Him..Sometimes, a green stripe is added as a remember that Jesus is a gift rom God..The flavor of the candy cane is peppermint, which is similar to hyssop. Hyssop is in the mint family and was used in the Old Testament for purification and sacrifice..Jesus is the pure Lamb of God, come to be a sacrifice for the sins of the world! So, every time you see a candy cane, remember the message of the candy cane maker. Jesus is the Christ! He is the reason for the seaso

Help The Kids
I'VE DECIDED TO USE ANY WINNINGS FROM THIS CONTEST TO BUY TOYS WITH FOR A LOCAL CHILDRENS HOSPITAL. it occured to me that my family has so much and its time to give back to others. The local childrens hospital would love to get a bunch of puzzles, books, stuff toys, and things for the kids that come in for proceedures. tis the season. x'mas has seeped into my soul!!!! so go vote for the hottest bartender and lets help make a few kids have an extra special christmas this year :D THREE EASY STEPS TO VOTE!!! CLICK ON IMAGES BELOW. CLICK THE YELLOW LINK TO THE RIGHT OF THE PICTURE THAT SAYS "VOTE FOR PETE" and "VOTE FOR JILL" VOTE DAILY UP TO THREE TIMES (one time per contest entry. can vote for 3 entries a day) PETE & AMY JILL & KAY BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE GIRLS OF THE OASIS BOOMY ISIS JUICY KONGY (repost of original by 'JUICY★luxuria★' on '2007-11-27 09:56:00')

X-mas Pimpout
------------------------------------------------- THIS IS MY 3rd ATTEMPT AT THE WORLDS LARGEST PIMPOUT KNOWN TO HAVE HAPPENED ON FUBAR,AND IT IS MY MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS GIFT TO YOU ALL... THE MORE ITS STICKIED, THE MORE ITS REPOSTED, THE MORE LOVE THAT IS SHOWN, THEN THE MORE DAMN GIFTS WE ALL GET... AND HELL IM JUST HAPPY TO MAKE ALL YA'LL HAPPY... WEEEEEEEE NOW.. THIS ISN'T A FAN TRAIN, (THOUGH YOU CAN PRETEND IT IS IF YOU WANT) SO PLEASE GO THROUGH AND TAKE A LOOK AT EACH ONE OF THESE AWESOME PEOPLE. THERE IS SOOOO MUCH TALK ON HERE ABOUT "FAKE FRIENDS" AND ALL THAT BULLSHIT, SO I WENT THROUGH AND PULLED PEOPLE WHO I TALK TO ON A REGULAR BASIS, OR HAVE IN SOME WAY IMPACTED MY LIFE, AND TRUST ME... NONE OF THEM ARE FAKE!! (AND PLEASE IF I FORGOT ANYONE, ACCEPT MY APOLIGIES IN ADVANCE, AND YES... ILL DO SOMETHING TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU!!) SO HERE THEY ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER: ------------------------------------------------- ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~

God Said,
God Said, "Adam, I Want you to do Something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained what a valley was to Adam. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill......." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave" Adam said, "What's a cave?" After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to go forward and reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez..." And then, just like everything else, God explained that to A

Terrified Heart
Sometimes, I'm Terrified of my Heart Of its constant hunger For whatever it is it wants The way it stops... ...and starts. (poe - Terrified Heart) This little song has been playing in my head all day long. Last night was the wrost night sleep pretty much ever. Went to bed at 11:30. Treid sleeping for an hour. Got up, then finally feeling tired at 5ish..went to bed..nothing again for about an hour. He gets up at 6:20..i start to fall asleep then the bloody alarm goes off at 7. I go back to sleep, toss and turn every freaking hour til 10:30 when i woke myself up from a bad dream. Overall it was not a fun night. My boyfriend has been dying in maass effect all day. But the good thing is, he hasnt played ffxii in 2 weeks. Anyhooters...thats all.

Why So Young?
So I got off work today and I had a phone call from this guy that left me a message about my friend Chris. He had asked if I have heard the news about Chrris, I had no idea what he was talking about. When I was talking to him he had told me that Chris had died on Sunday during the day some time, which is crazy because I just talked to him on Friday when I was out to dinner with Amber. We were goin to try to find time to hang out and see eachother since we haven't hung out in a long time. I have knowen Chris for about 3 yrs now he was 26 yrs old and healthy. I just don't get how people my age are just dieing from natural causes. I had found out this past weekend that my friend Kristi from high school was in the hospital and then she almost died. Kristi has been my good friend for like 12 yrs now, she is one of Jazy's god mom and I was in her wedding when she married Matt. I just don't know what would happen if I found out she would have gone, I am having a hard time thinking about Chris

Rant Two: I Need To Vent!
Nameless2: hey sexy Knows Better: hey Knows Better: ty 4 the compliment Nameless2: sure. how r u? Knows Better: I'm fine...no I'm not, but I'm not gonna dump my life in your lap. how about u? Nameless2: what's up? Nameless2: people dont play nice Nameless2: u play nice r mean.. Knows Better: I can be your best friend or your worst nightmare....like he is gonna find out Nameless2: his loss Nameless2: u know karma is gonna bite him in the ass Nameless2: bite him hard ok Knows Better: yup

Ice Fishing:
Ice Fishing Body: A blonde wanted to go ice fishing. She'd seen many books on the subject, and finally, after getting all the necessary items together, she made for the nearest frozen lake. After positioning her footstool, she started to make a circular cut in the ice. Suddenly, from the sky, a voice boomed, "There are no fish under the ice!" Startled, the blonde moved further down the ice and began to cut yet another hole. Again, from the heavens, the voice bellowed, "There are no fish under the ice!" The blonde, now quite worried, moved way down to the opposite end of the ice, sat up her stool, and tried again to cut her hole. The voice came once more, "There are no fish under the ice!" She stopped, looked skyward, and said, "Is that you, Lord?" The voice replied, "No, manager of this ice rink!"

Ok Ladies Copy, Paste, Answer, & Send Back To Me Thanx
If you want boys to answer this then post "BOYS ONLY" If you want girls to answer this then post "GIRLS ONLY" If you want BOTH to answer this then post "BISEXUALS" Be completely honest. message it. What would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I was hospitalized: 5. I was drunk:lol 6. I hugged u: 7. I asked you to leave: 8. I asked you out: What do you think about my? 9. Personality: 10. Eyes: 11. Hair: 12. Body: Would you? 13. Be my friend? 14. Keep a secret if i told you one? 15. Kiss me? 16. Go on a date with me? 17. Keep in touch? 18. Date me? Have you ever? 19. Lied to make me feel better? 20. Wanted to kiss me? 21. Wanted to bite me? 22. Kept something important from me? 23. Wanted to cuddle with me? More. 24. Who are you? 25. Are we friends? 26. When and how did we meet? 27. Describe me in one word: 28. What was your first impression? 29. What reminds you o

Cna Yuo Raed Tihs?
i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! Credit is given and taken away from a Cambridge Study

One Pan Chicken Dinner
Ingredients * 1 31/2-4 lb. chicken,quartered,rinsed and patted dry. * 21/2T extra-virgin olive oil * salt and pepper * 5 yellow fleshed potatoes , such as yukon gold,each cut into 4 wedges. * 4 thin carrots,peeled and cut into 2" lengths * 4 thin parsnips,peeled and cut into 2" lengths * 10 thyme sprigs Directions 1. Position rack in upper third of oven and preheat to 425. Place chicken in lg. roasting pan,rub with1/2T olive oil and season with salt and pepper. Roast for 10 mins. 2. Meanwhile,in lg bowl,toss potatoes,carrot and parsnips with remainin 2 T oil and season with salt and pepper. 3. Place vegetables around the chicken and scatter 8 thyme sprigs on top. Roast until vegetables are tender and chicken juices run clear when leg is pricked,about 40 mins. Pick the leaves from remaining 2 sprigs of thyme and scatter on top.

Good/bad
someone asked me not to long ago why do girls say they want a nice guy but always go 4 the assholes.....well this is what i told him..... every guy that i have ever been with has started out as a god send done all the little things to get the girl that he so claimed to want at the time and then stopped doing all the little things that matter most and then turned into something totally different a month,2 months,a year later its not that some girls prefer jerks its that some are so used to it that they don't realize it sometimes and then when a decent guy comes along and shows respect they are too scared because they have never had that b4 so some tend not to give a decent guy a chance ,ya know guys will do just about anything thing to get a girl that he wants and then suddenly stops ummm the little things are what makes some girls the the happiest..............and yes this goes for guys as well....woman always want to know why a guy prefers a girl that treats him wrong and does thi

Miss You
I miss you. I miss all of the caring things you do, and spending the evening alone with you. I miss you. I look forward to tomorrow knowing that then, I'll be one day closer to seeing you again. You must have guessed it by now... I miss you!

Kisses
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; no answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing. S

New Dragon
Today Mike got me a New Water Dragon a female, she is 17 in a half inches. My male is now 12 inches long. Age wise they are 18 months and 12 months, about this time next year I will have eggs. They will hatch in Spring. I will be selling them for 20 to 50 depends on the size you want. I have an email and cell phone. Contact me privately to get them and let me know if you or you know someone that wants one. They make a good pet of kids. Easy to feed and clean up not like a cat or dog. lol

The Holidays
The Holidays are here.I cant believe this year is almost gone.Alot of things happened this year,some bad but many good.I love the holidays,shopping and putting up the tree and all that.But at the same time i hate the holidays.I miss my brothers so much.I would do anything to have them here.Hell id give anything for just one second with them again.Sometimes i think about what they would be like now.Who would they be married to or dateing? How many kids would they have?When I met Sammy Terry a few weeks back I wished they had been there SO MUCH.I watched the show with them.I think they would have felt the same way i did about meeting him.I just want them back.

The Male G-spot
The Male G-Spot Class is in session... It seems that men are always trying to figure out what pleases women, what gets them off -- but they never seem concerned about their own erogenous zones. Well, today is your day in the sun, gentlemen. We've all heard about that infamous G-spot located on, or rather "in", a woman's body. Do men have G-spots? Well, technically they don't, but there is a spot on their bodies that makes them crazy. don't be anal retentive ----------------------- This magical male part is the prostate. Now before you guys get all ballistic on me, I suggest that you don't dog it until you've tried it. After all, enjoying anal stimulation is not an indication of sexual orientation. In other words, if you tell your girlfriend to touch you "back there", she won't assume that you're secretly sleeping with her brother Chris"tine". Simply put, you have managed to discover the male G-spot , or prostate gland, and letting her

Help Us Both
All ya gotta do is send me a link and bomb away...For every comment you leave, I'll give you 8 fubucks....adds up fast...Use as often as you like...Contest never ends. You may withdraw accumulated fubucks at anytime. You can also rate all pics in my album and get 2000 fubucks and in addition to that, for every person who comes and rates my profile/fans and sends a request that you sent them..I will give you 100 FuBucks..3 Easy ways to cash in..Hit me up in pm today!!..DADDY PLEASE COPY AND REPOST TO YOUR FRIENDS!!

Wicca
Wicca is a Neopagan religion that can be found in many English-speaking countries. Originally founded by the British civil servant Gerald Gardner, probably in the 1940s, although it was first openly revealed in 1954. Since its founding, various related Wiccan traditions have evolved, the original being Gardnerian Wicca, which is the name of the tradition that follows the specific beliefs and practices established by Gerald Gardner. repeatedly in his published work of 1954. The spelling "Wicca" is now used almost exclusively, (Seax-Wica being the only major use of the four-letter spelling). In Old English, wicca meant necromancer or male witch. Some contend that the term wicca is related to Old English witan, meaning wise man or counselor, but this is widely rejected by language scholars as false etymology. Nonetheless, Wicca is often called the "Craft of the wise" as a result of this misconception.It appears that the word may be untraceable beyond the Old English period. Derivati

Tired Of Fighting...
I am tired of fighting, our chiefs are all killed, the old men are all dead, the little children are freezing to death. I want to have time to look for my children see how many of them I can find, maybe I shall find them amoung the dead. Hear me my chiefs, I am tired, my heart is sick and sad from where the sun now stands, I will fight no more forever. "Heinmot Tooyalaket "Chief Joseph" Nez Perce"

Wonder?
I wonder what it be like for you to lay next to me ? Will it feel right? Wonder what your arms will feel like around me? When you lay next to me what would that be like? Wonder if you think of me when you sleeping to next? When we lay next to each other would you hold me or would you turn the other way ? What would it be like for you to hold me ?

A Lil About Me
well this is my first attempt at a blog lets see how i do lol not much has been happening im my life lately. going through a divorce after being married for only a month, yes you heard right one month, he decided only his career path could make him happy, a lil detail that would have helped before hand lol. for those of you who dont know me let me introduce myself, my name is Rominee (sounds like nominee) im a almost single mommy of one son who will be 7 on oct 5 (cries) they grow up too fast. he is the most awesome thing to ever happen in my life, and is the reason i get up every morning.if you hadnt noticed yes im a BBW and proud of the fact and either you like me for who i am or f... off!!!!!! with that said, im a hopless romantic, passioniate, i love deep long kisses and of courses SEX lol. i work fulltime, and usually relax on the weekends. well i guess thats all for now ill maybe try this again soon if anyone ever wants to chat hit me up on Im or yahoo my id is sin

The Lil Things About You
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Her Day Off
Her Day Off (Straight) I see you in the kitchen, early one morning, maybe at the stove. I walk up behind you quietly, gently lifting your hair from your neck, slowing kissing my way around your neck. I continue kissing and nuzzling your tender neck, as I work up to your ear lobes, lightly sucking on each one. I slowly wrap big strong arms all the way around you. I pull you firmly back against my chest. Then I work my way back down your neck to your shoulders. I place my hands on your shoulders gently turn you around, to where we are facing each other. I now GRAB you and pull you close to me, as I began kissing you firmly and passionately, your lips to mine. Next, I take you by the hand, leading you into the living room. I walk you to the couch sitting down, as I pull you into my lap. I once again wrap my arms around your Beauty body and we sit there endlessly caressing and kissing each other, as if nothing else in the world could ever stop us. I have you move and

Written For Dj Trav (travis Green)
You have been such a wonderful friend, you told me that you would always be my friend and that i have a friend for life, and i believe you. You always stop in to see how i am doing. I can say I miss you. The hug I will never forget, cause i got to give it to you in real. Being able to meet you will be a day I will never forget. You have been an amazing friend. I may never be able to see you again, but atleast I can say I really truely met you. i send my love because you mean so much to me. I will hold you close in my heart, and in my thoughts and prayers you will always be. There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of you and how special you are to me. I will always be here for you no matter where the road may lead you, or how far apart we are. You will always be a big part of my life. I love you my friend and always will. Maybe someday we will cross eachother's path once more, and i hope that i can give you another hug to say thank you my friend.

Megan Meier Suicide
11-13-2007 Megan Meier Suicide Megan Meier Suicide - News that the suicide death last year of 13-year-old Megan Meier was due to MySpace taunting by adult neighbors rocked St. Charles Missouri. Megan Mmeier suicide After Megan Meier’s MySpace suicide, all her parents - Tina Meier and Ron Meier - have left of their daughter is her remains in the mausoleum. In a parents worst nightmare, the mother of a neighbor girl that Meagan Meier was no longer friends with set up a fake MySpace account and proceeded to hound her to death. The woman, a male employee of her company, and her daughter all duped the unsuspecting Megan into thinking “Josh Evans” was real, conned their way into gaining her trust, and then viciously attacked an already emotionally vulnerable youngster. The result? 13-year old Megan hung herself in her closet while her mom made dinner downstairs and talked with her husband about how the whole MySpace experience was troubling their daughter. Read the exc

Fu-friends
I'm Going To Be Making A Folder Of Pics Of All My Good FU-Friends.. If You Want To Be In It ..Send Me A Message With The Link To The Pic You Want Me To Use..Or Let Me Know If I Should Choose A Pic Of Yours

Maybe...
This was sent to me from my friend Stef and I felt the need to share it. I could never write something this good but it says what I wish I could express. But this is how I try to live. Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but,often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let

Need Men For My Sexy King Contest For The 2007
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS HERE THE LINK TO CONTEST: AKAMRS. T/lil pleasure/ lil business@ fubar ! PLEASE CONTACT BIG PAP

Need Kings And Queen For Contest 2007-2008 Fubar Finest
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! STARTING TIME WILL BE 7 P.M EASTERN AND END 7 PM ON THE 13TH...........! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS HERE THE LINK TO CONTEST: AKAMRS. T/lil pleasure/ lil business@ fubar !

Help Me Get Spotlight
I really need all my friends help right now! It would really mean alot to me to make it to spotlight. Its one thing I haven't done on fubar yet and I really want to have the chance to exp. it! I wanted to make it to Godfather without one spotlight and now that I'm here.. it would just mean alot to me! I'm not gonna refer abunch of people for pts.. I'm gonna do this the real way. Gonna do it, how I have since day one. Thats the fubar I miss.. well cherrytap Anyways.. if you could I'm not asking you to donate fubucks. If you want too omg that would be awesome!! It would be great though if you all could rate my pics and stash. As some of you may know and some not. That pic ratings get reset every week. At least what I got from it. And each time the rating and pts count. So what you rated along time ago you can again! hehe And you know whoever helps me I'm gonna return the love. Will rate ya back and will even make ya a glitter pic or something if you really help me out!

Her Love
the time has run through my mind and with her love i am defined by the mind, body and soul no longer a hole a void to fill because her love seems so real so strong that it puts my heart into a tight hold but never again will i have to be so cold never again will i not be so bold her love gives me the strength of ten men that can love the most no longer in this game of love will i be a ghost but a man to the most a lover in her arms a partner by her side a shoulder when she needs to cry

My Phuckin Day Sucked
Okay. i figure if i blog my bad day maybe it will help me to feel better. so here goes. as if life isnt already doing poorly with bad news and bad times for december, things seem to get worse. i am sick. and the meds the DR gave me arent helping AT ALL. i feel horrible. got called into work on my day off when mother nature decides to drop snow and ice all fuckin day, then come home to find my sister sittin in the living room bawling her eyes out!! for what reason? she pissed some cunt off in the bar room and the bitch called children and youth on my sister and claims neglect and abuse bc my sister was in a bar room at 2am. HOLY FUCK. she gets out one night a month when i watch my sisters 7 kids. WOW! you think she deserves a night out once in a while. i think so. shes like my superr woman. id do anything for her, and all she asks for is one night to be able to go out and have a good fuckin time. but noooo some bitch decides to pour beer on my sister and my sister flips out and the b

Photo Flagged Nsfw !
I have just had a 'slap on the wrist' from fubar becaus someone reported one of my photo's NSFW. It is in my 'all things Christmas' album and it is the cow with the mistletoe round it's neck wearing reindeer antlers. It is actually an ornament you can buy but i posted the pic some time ago. Please can someone explain to me why this picture has been flagged NSFW cos i can't understand it. I personally have seen photo's in peoples albums that most definitely should be flagged but they aren't and i haven't reported them to fubar. Thanks for listening. Lin (celticrose)

I Got To Say Sorry
GOOD MORNING AFTERNOON WHATEVER IT IS WHERE YOU ARE ...I GO T TO SAY SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS IF I HAVE NOT GOTTON TO YA IN A WHILE I AM TRYING TO GET TO EVERYONE IF ONLY TO SHOW LOVE ..WANT TO SAY HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL ...YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS ALOT TO ME .........HAVE NOT FOGGOTON BOUT ANYONE ..E BEEN VERY BUSY HERE LATELY ......BUT OVER THE HOLIDAYS I HOPE TO CONTACT EVERYONE ...THANKS AND HAVE A GREAT DAY .AND A SAFE WEEKEND ..........................................................SHOWIN ALL LOVE RON

A Different X-mas Poam
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twen

The Twelve Days Of Christmas - A Naughty Joke
Dearest John: I went to the door today and the postman delivered a partridge in a pear tree. What a thoroughly delightful gift. I couldn't have been more surprised. With deepest love and devotion, Agnes December 16 Dearest John: Today the postman brought your very sweet gift. Just imagine - two turtle doves. I'm just delighted at your very thoughtful gift. They are just adorable. All my love, Agnes December 17 Dear John: Oh! Aren't you the extravagant one. Now I really must protest. I don't deserve such generosity, three French hens. They are just darling, but I must insist, you've been too kind. Love, Agnes December 18 Dear John: Today the postman delivered four calling birds. Now really, they are beautiful, but don't you think enough is enough? You're being to romantic. Affectionately, Agnes December 19 Dear John: What a surprise! Today the postman delivered five golden rings; one for every fin

Lost
My soul is lost floating endlessly in time. Searching yet knowing it is too late. Tears fall silently as does the rain. I dare not stop this restless search. Reality is too painful my soul trapped in anguish. Lost, searching, crying. Tears fall softly from my weary soul. Thrust into this world of torment..

Ladies...please Read!!!
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. WEEKEND sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argumen

We Are All Capable Of Being Worthy.
If you must love your neighbor as yourself, it is at least as fair to love yourself as your neighbor. --Nicholas De Chamfort We sometimes find it difficult to accept a compliment. We may feel we don't deserve such attention, and point out reasons why the compliment is untrue. When we act this way, we show a lack of love for ourselves. We’re taught to love our neighbors as ourselves. Yet, before we can love anyone, we must believe we are worthy of the same love. No creature is undeserving of love……NONE. We can stop hiding behind feelings of unworthiness. There's nothing stopping us but ourselves. Sometimes it takes courage to say thank you when we get a compliment. Let's exercise that courage, and each time we do, we'll find our self-love growing. When I thank people today, will I have the courage to smile, too?

Haunted
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "Haunted" Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

This Will Bring A Tear To Your Eye.
Beware this video is quite fucked up. And very graphic. I couldn't watch the whole thing. So please, beware. It's sad. -Ez IF TORTURING PEOPLE IS EVIL, WHY IS THIS OKAY??? IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A SMALL BOX WITH TEN OTHER PEOPLE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU WERE HAVING YOUR LEGS RIPPED OFF WHILE STILL ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU WERE BEING SKINNED ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU HAD DANGEROUS AND PAINFUL CHEMICALS TESTED ON YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? If you don't repost this.. I feel sorry for how heartless you are. And that maybe in the future.. you will come to realize that this is beyond horrible. If you have any kind of heart you will repost this... Its time to take a stand. [[Hit 'reply to poster' then copy and paste it in a bulletin.]]

The Only Thing On My Mind
dammit! why do females always be telling me one thing and do something else!!? she says "oh yeah definitely thurs." basically it ends with me waiting at work for an hour, and finally leaving. there is no call to say she cant make it either. this sad scenario has demonstrated itself to be the norm when it comes to me trying to hang out with a girl. all i want is to hang out and have a good time. you know laugh, converse, stare at each other. if any silliness goes on it will be up to her. i dont really care. maybe thats where im messing up......

How Did I Do On Those Resolutions
This week is the last week on classes and next week is finals so lets see how well I did. 1. Quit smoking cigarettes for good. (okay okay... this one should be relatively easy. As long as my friends don't offer me any when I am hanging out and I just gave my last pack to a friend who needed them.) ....ummmmm.....I quit and only smoke when highly stressed. So not completely smoke free. But I am quiting after this pack of cigars is done. 2. Get in shape. (from my pictures I know I look like a skinny girl, but I am not toned like I used to be. So I am not getting in shape to lose weight, but in fact to tone up.) ...towards the beginning of the semester I was doing good. haven't been to the gym since October. Bad Amanda 3. Pay off credit card debt. (I have a bad shopping habit...*hides bags from the mall trip today*, but I can't help it. It is addicting.) ...I am sure the new credit cards I got aren't helping. But will soon have most of the them paid off. 4. Sav

Just A Thought In My Head...
I live my life day by day In agony, for the suffering to end And in my heart I fight for my life For my three little souls, to do whats right Fire in my blood A monster, afraid to become My dragon spirit, calming my rage Back into the shadow, my personal cage. And in my heart where the shadow springs life now suffers a drought as my energy absorbs into the fight Bless on to me the power of the people free the wiccan magick I need of thee Help me find the love I pray to the stars above Let all you kind people hear me Support and guidance, I need of thee Blessed be my tears of saddness to my dragons heart please help me...

Letter To Ex
The Letter I Never Sent Dear_______, I'm not quite sure where to begin; I know these past few months has been a mess, both our faults, I'm not just directing that to you. I have had ten million things run through my mind these past few months, and I am going to try and get a few of them out right now. For one, I do cherish your friendship, like I said in one of my e-mails, you and I have shared things and conversations about our lives, our families that I would never with anyone else. The main reason for that is because I trust you, and you listen to me, as I do to you. I can say that I have had some of the most wonderful times with you that I have ever had in my entire life, so much laughing and smiling. I had told you once before that when you talk I hold onto every word that comes out of your mouth and it's like they are engraved in the back of my mind forever. I can't answer why you have that affect on me; maybe it's the fact that we have become such good friends. To be

Package For You! (superflu)
damn, they finally got me. stupid germs. at least once a year between my birthday and xmas i get to get to be ill. and i dont mean like a grandma thats got skillz. hmm, that wasnt intentional. anyway, back to those vile germs, ick. especially viruses. it pisses me off cause of their simplicity. pfft! bluprints in a fancy box is all. amazing how something so tiny and simple can disrupt my biology to the point it pisses off my body so much it has to start destroying renegade cells. as well as piss me off, too, cause while my body is fighting off this invasion/insurrection, im the one taking all the collateral damage. that hurts! excruciating pain!oh how it burns!!! this time i was prepared for the superflu. good old zinc, vitamin c , and b vitamins. mostly v8 and fruit juices. the worst of it was headache and i felt like pieces fell off of me. but just for a few hours. yay me and my mutey abilities! bye bye.

Green Tea Champagna
glitter-graphics.com With the holiday's approaching I came across something a bit different to toast them with. Green Tea Champagna 2 cups cold water 2 tablespoons green tea leaves One 750-ml bottle brut champagna or prosecco chill Mint leaves for garnish(optional) 1. Steep tea leaves in 2 cups cold water for 6 hours. Strain, cover and refrigerate for at least 1 hour or overnight. 2. TO serve, fill champagna glasses halfway with the green tea and top with the champagna and mint leaves if desired. There Ya go ENJOY!!!

Dec 10, 2007
Monday, December 10, 2007 Message from Eric’s family members... Date: Dec 7, 2007 1:40 PM Body: I just wanted to say congrats on the baby! and I also wanted to say that I think you are so wrong for what you did to Eric! He should have been there to see his first child being born, and you took that from him! It doesn't matter what "was" going on with the two of you, you are a bicth in my eyes. and that was sooooo fucking wrong. you have crushed that man in so many ways its not even fucking funny. If it wasn't for him you wouldn't have that precious baby. Again congrats. LOL....enough said! Ohhh and how could I have done that to him? I called him and told him she was born. I had complications and couldn't have extra people there. OHHHHHH and he came to see her...the the next day I text him and asked him to come sign the birth cer. and he text me said and said we needed to talk before he would sign! TOO FUCKING LATE TO TALK AZZ HOLE! SHE WAS A

Love Bites
love bites there is love & destiny.love bleeds your heart is broken i am here with you to heal you. love lives we are together into the promise land where i hold you forever.love dies when we are together in the heavens it is most gifted of all warmth bright light of an never forgetting feeling just like love.

What Type Of Girl Am I?
What type of girl are you?!!created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Popular Bitch Popular Bitch 88%Nerdy Girl 63%Slut 50%Preppy Girl 38%Athletic Tomboy 31%Hippy 25%Loser 19%Goth 13% lmfao I'm mainly a popular bitch hmm, somewhat nerdy haha I knew that already I'm a total dork, and hmm I'm 50% slut lmfao too funny, what do you guys think???

Questions For The Soul
If today was really yesterday then could today be tomorrow? If you could freeze time for just one moment would you? Would you erase all of the tears that fell if you could? If you could save one person from death who would it be? If you knew the cure for a broken heart would you tell the world? If you had a chance to spend one day of your past again would you do it? If you had a chance in the world to make a drastic change but had to sacrifice your life would you do it? Would you give up a warm bed for one night just to let a poor man warm up? If you found 100 dollars in the street what would you do with it? If you saw someone being beaten would you do something about it? If someone needed medicine but could not afford it would you pitch in? If you could stop a bullet to save an innocents life but risk your own life would you do it? If you could have the best day in your life but knew something bad would happen would you still have your best day?

Whiskey Girl
Don't my baby look good in them blue jeans? Tight on the top with a belly button ring A little tatoo somewhere in between She only shows to me Hey we're going out dancin' she's ready tonight So damn good-lookin' boys it ain't even right And when bar tender says for the lady what's it gonna be? I tell him man... She ain't into wine and roses Beer just makes her turn up her nose And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne No Cuervo Gold Margaritas Just ain't enough good burn in taquilla She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain She's my little whiskey Girl My Ragged-on-the-edges girl Ah, but I like 'em rough Baby got a '69 mustang four on the floor, and you ought to hear the pipes ring I jump behind the wheel and it's away we go Hey, I drive too fast, but she don't care Blue bandana tied all up in her hair Just sittin' there singin' every song on the radio Whoa she's my little whiskey girl my raggid-on-the-edges gir

Something I've Learned
She walks around her world With discriminating looks from those who tell her she's wrong But fitting in just doesn't feel right Then she hears a voice from within It tells her, "You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say." He closes himself off to their world Fake faces never turned him on He's tired of being fed the rules Of a game he doesn't want to play Then he thinks to himself "You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say." So now I come to you looking for me But approval's never there To find a way to please you Then I wonder why I should so desperately try Then I remember that I can do anything I don't have to be what you say And I can do anything Without having to be what you say

Thought For The Day Tuesday 12/11/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Nothing to say today it seems. Nothing to think about, nothing to ponder. Nothing to venture into and nothing to wonder. Nothing to feel, nothing to embrace. Nothing inside and nothing surrounding. Nothing to hold, nothing to desire. Nothing to want, nothing to need, nothing to grasp, nothing to savor, nothing to linger. Nothing to give, nothing is taken. Nothing to see, nothing to exult in, nothing to dream of, nothing to want, nothing to wrap around me. Nothing to capture, nothing to move towards, nothing to be, nothing to become. Nothing to offer, nothing. Nothing to say today." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Breast Names (online)
Had nothing better to do and with all the talk about tits here's one fuckin' list; BREASTS: APPLES BALCONY BALLOONS BANGERS BAZONGAS BAZOOMS BEAN BAGS BIG BROWN EYES BON-BONS BOOBIES BOOBS BOTTLES BOULDERS BULLETS BUMPERS BUSTERS BUTTERBAGS CANTELOUPES GAZONGAS GLANDS GLOBES GRAPEFRUITS GUAVAS HANDFUL HAND-WARMERS HEADERS HEADUGHTS HILLS HONKERS HOOTERS HOWITZERS JABOOS JIBS JUGS JUMBOS KAZONGAS KNOBS KNOCKERS LACTOIDS LOAVES LOBLOLLIES LOVE BUBBLES LOVE MUFFINS LULUS LUNGS MAMMETS MAMS MANGOES MEATBALLS MEAT LOAVES MELONS MILK CANS MILK SHOP MOUNDS MOUNT OF ULIES MOUNTAINS MUFFINS MULLIGANS MURPHIES NANCIES NATURE'S FONTS NIBLETS NINNIES NIPPERS NODULES NOOGIES NUBBIES NUTS ORANGES ORBS OTTOMANS PAIR PALOOKAS PAPAYAS PAPS PEACHES PEAKS PEARS PECTS PEEPERS PILLOWS PIPS POKERS PONTOONS POTATOES PUMPKINS PUMPS RIB CUSHIONS ROUNDIES SANDBAGS SCONES SCOOPS SET SHAKERS SHIMMIES SKIN SACKS

More " W's " Than Just The One For "win"
Its All About The W's More W's Then Just The One For Win! How about the one for WOW! With Sunday's heart stopping victory, The Cowboys brought home the NFC East Title for the first time since 1998. It most definitely wasn't a pretty win and there may have been a little help from Lady Luck, But A Win is a Win. I'll take it anyway they can get it. Then theres the one for WADE! Head Coach Wade Phillips has taken full blame for the flat performance that was shown by the Cowboys Defense. He claims he didn't fully prepare them for the run and had to try and readjust the defense to what the Lions were giving them. He also stated that Cowboys corner-backs Terrence Newman and Anthony Henry may have been rusty from the switch back to thier original positions in the back Field. With what he is saying only leads me to the next W. which is WAKE UP DEFENSE! There where a number of plays that lead me to believe that the Dallas defense was shell shocked by the way the Lions o

This Is Not Just Me Either
well when i first joined fubar it was exciting and the ppl were all friendly, had so many ppl that wanted to add and talk and then all of a sudden no one wants to add and no one ever bothers to talk so i am going to go clean my friends list off and the ppl that actually talk i am going to keep and the ones that do not bother well i am sorry but it will be cleaned so maybe just mmaybe ppl who want to be friends and talk can be added , seems like ppl just add to get points and to me points do not mean much i would rather have a good friend to me i have three great friends and they talk to me each and everyday so they will be staying on the list ... thanks u Y,ROY,AND TOTS68 you guys are great and wonderful friends ... do not be mad but i am saying how i feel ppl say to be honest so thats what i am doing . thanks michelle, have a nice night .

Empty Chairs At Empty Tables
Everytime I hear this song, I think of my life associated with the military. If you are associated with the military and reading this, it is for you... _________________________________________ There's a grief that can't be spoken There's a pain goes on and on Empty chairs at empty tables Now my friends are dead and gone Here they talked of revolution Here it was they lit the flame Here they sang about tomorrow And tomorrow never came From the table in the corner They could see a world reborn And they rose with voices ringing And I can hear them now The very words that they had sung Became their last communion On the lowly barricade... At dawn Oh my friends, my friends forgive me That I live and you are gone There's a grief that can't be spoken There's a pain goes on and on Phantom faces at the window Phantom shadows on the floor Empty chairs at empty tables Where my friends will meet no more Oh my friends, my friends Don't ask me, what your sac

Just A Thought
So 30,000 years ago there were two human species on earth - us and the Neanderthals. The Neanderthals never reached a very big population and could not survive as we could, theoretically due to lack of an ability to communicate and work as a team as we did in a more hostile environment. But what if they could have just held on a while longer? Maybe then we would have sensitive to their plight and felt like "human rights" applied to them too. I'll bet there would still be problems like kids making fun of them and stuff. Choirs would be walking in the snow singing and they would try to join in and just grunt real loud. We'd try to be polite, but come on, that would get old! We don't even do well among our own species so I know damned well we'd not put up with that shit! Maybe they're better off as fossils. Just a thought.

Anger
A little boy was going through a very bad time with his anger. He would get very angry at the least thing,throw a tantrum and behave very badly. Once during one of his episodes his father took him outside gave him a hammer and a nail and told him,every time you get angryI am going to bring you here and you will pound a nail into this tree. This went on for a couple of weeks and graually the boy learned that if he got angry he would have to work hard at pounding that nail in. The line had grown and there were a lot of nails in a row,but gradually the growth of the line slowed down as he learned to control his anger. Finally they had a whole week with no tantrums. His father took him outside and they looked at the nails together. Now he said to the boy now you can see your anger and together we will pull out these nails. After they had pulled the nails out he asked the boy what he could see.The little boy said nothing Father my anger has gone. His said look closer son,now what do you see

In Memory Demarcus Thomas-rip
http://www.journal-news.com/news/mplayer/news/48146 HAMILTON — Neighbors are calling 12-year-old DeMarcus Thomas a hero. imikimi - Customize Your World "He saved his sister...he got her out," said neighbor Carrie Parker. "He was a hero... I truly believe that with all my heart." Get latest headlines via RSS feeds DeMarcus, a sixth-grader at Adams Elementary, was killed early Wednesday morning in a fire that destroyed a duplex on Hueston Street in Hamilton and left six other people homeless. His sister, Deona Thomas, 11, was able to jump out the second-story window of the burning home into the arms of a neighbor. Carrie Parker's daughter, Casie Parker, 15, said she remembers playing four-square with DeMarcus after he moved into the neighborhood several years ago. "DeMarcus was nice and he was so sweet ... and funny, extremely funny," Casie said. As teachers, friends and neighbors talked about the young man, who's favorite color was Hamilton High School blue, tears a

The Difference Between The Three
What is the difference between paganism, Wicca and witchcraft? Paganism is best defined by what it is not rather than what it is. Paganism is literally hundreds of things, among them Asatru(worship of the Norse Gods), Kemetic/Netjer (worship of the Egyptian Gods), Native American and Australian Aborigine shamanism, Wicca, witchcraft, Voodoo, Afican Native religion, and too many others to fully list here. A pagan is generally defined as a follower of a nature religion that is not part of Christianity, Islam, or Judaism. The word pagan comes from the latin word for country dweller, and was originally used as a derogatory term by the Romans to describe any country "hick" who was unsophisticated or practiced a non-mainstream religion (and incidentally the early Christians were called pagans by the Romans LOL). Wicca is then a subset of paganism. Wicca is a word first used around 50 years ago or so to define a type of religion reconstructed from what is thought to have been practiced by

Work Bullshit
9/02/2007 Rose: just thought I'd let you know that alec has been banned from the theater, and you should know better as a manager. John wants to know when he's at the theater, so just a heads up 10/14/2007 Rose: john hears e/t to do with alec, and james heard him say s/t when I walked away, so you better tell him to watch his threats 12/6/2007 (voicemail message)Rose: hey josh you need to call the theater or my cell because you need to talk to john or peyman about the overtime for yesterday, you clocked in at 1:49 instead of 3. Here on out it is through phone text messages. Of which I have saved all Me: because I was asked to do so by the only manager there and I did so don't change it Rose: wtf. I was asking because you didn't ask anyone for approval. John's not okay with it, and we have to explain why you have unapproved overtime. I don't pull the kind of bullshit you would, so please don't give me that childish attitude Me: ahahahah I didn't pull anything

Ladies..? Does Size Matter?
Ladies...Heres 1 for you.. We all hear its not the size of the tool,But how you work it.. Does size really matter ? Or can an Oral fixation do as well or Better? Im versatile..:P I like to work all kinds of Magic L8 Mark

911 Truth Grassroots Organizer
Friends, Sending one more email for Paul, to follow up to last night's call--he's attached two documents for you, as well. Please send emails/calls with questions or comments to him--he'll be at the Boston Tea Party this weekend, FYI. Wishing you all wonderful holidays, Janice 911 Truth Grassroots Organizer, Conference Call Notes Thursday, December 13, 2007 Attachments: Handling Disruptors and Dividers: Awareness and Tools to Unify Grassroots Groups and Lobby Strategy. Lobby Campaign for Federal and State Representatives: A strategy is attached that is being implemented with enthusiasm and success. Mia Hamel shared her experience with lobbying in Florida and is an important resource for those who would like to lobby their representatives. She is the coordinator for our grassroots lobby efforts and has offered to be on a conference call with lobby groups. Her contact information is mhamel@tampabay.rr.com and phone is: 813-389-0577. Peter Thottam from LA

Please Join Our Lounge
Our new lounge you can talk about anything you want to need to get something off your chest you came to the right place this place is also we are going to help find other people their soulmate near them you want a hookup well you came to the right place and its a cool place just to sit back listen to my music and talk among people and meet new friends if you have any problems you got on your head don't hessitate to get them off your chest this is a lounge where you can get stuff off your mind and your chest so come and join we'll be there waiting thank you for all the people that is going to join. Heres the link: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52935

I Am Legend
Went to see this last night. As far as the acting goes, Will Smith bring in yet another credible performance. He is definitely up there with the top actors currently working in hollywood. In this movie he basically has to carry it. His co-star would be his dog Sam. As far as the story goes, think Castaway meets 28 days later. A deadly virus has taken over the planet, and Will Smith's character, Neville is immune and a military doctor working on a cure. Alone in NYC. Visually the movie is cool. There are a couple of plot points that seem to come out of nowhere, but hey, its a movie. I think though, wait for the rental. Other big movies to go see on the big screen.

If Anyone Reads These
This is for anone stopping by my page, no I won't add you. Nothing personal, but odds are you will rate nothing probably not fan me, and never talk to me. so whats the point. I waste my time accepting you only to have to delete you a week later. I'm sure you are hot and very sweet.. not my problem, I have incredible friends, and super family. So no need to waste time, if we talk a few times then odds are good we could be friends, I don't blank request, I do read profiles if you don't have anything in your about me section then I don't give a damn what you look like, odds are yu are fake w/ a internet pik. I'm happy married w/ incredible friends, I really don't need you to complete my life, I don't need your pik up on my profile as a friend. too many out here just click on my page so they can get to my firends, I'd like to have my friends hidden if possible. anyway thats about it have a nice day

?questionz?
when is love enough to heal the pain felt within, strong enough when timez r tuff to begim it all again, to feel like u matter to people that u care about,insted of constantly like u'r being put out,is it in my head or is it in my heart that i see &feel like it's not smart, should i stay or should i go ,or should i hope that the love will grow...

Ghost Rider Calling All His Friends
HEY EVERYONE I HAVE A VERY SPECIAL LADY HERE WHO NEEDS UR HELP. SHE HELPED ME IN MY CONTEST WHEN I WAS DOWN AND OUT BUT THEN LORD AND BEHOLD I WON MY V.I.P WITH HER HELP. SO COME SHOW BALIE A HOLE LOTTA LOVE AND THAT WE HERE ON FUBAR GIVE BACK WHAT WE RECIEVE. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND WILL TAKE YOU TO THIS LOVELY LADY. Fire My Words

Twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible-- Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm

Whispers In The Wind
Whispers in the Wind I walk through the forest As I open my eyes and ears to the sounds I hear Whispers in the Wind It calls my name It fills my heart It imbeds my soul with love and passion I sit down in the middle of the forest And become overwhelmed with my surroundings As I hear the Whispers in the Wind My mind goes back in time To when my romance first began With the Whispers in the Wind As it flows through my hair and speaks to me of what is to be For I fell in love with The Whispers In the Wind All my poems are copyrighted under Vivvy Butterfly/Jazzmyn Aires/R.A.B

Neva Take Things For Granted
I JUST BEEN THINKING LATELY BOUT SOMEONE THAT I REALLY SCREWED UP BAD AN TOOK HER FOR GRANTED I THOUGHT BOUT HOW MESSED UP THAT WAS B/C I REALLY DIDNT WANNA END IT WIT HER I JUST LET OTHER THANGS ENTER MY MIND NORMALLY I WOULD BLOCK IT OUT AN DONT LET IT GET TO ME BUT FOR SOME ODD REASON IT DID IM SO PAYING THE PRICE NOW FOR IT B/C SHE REALLY DIDNT DO NE THING WRONG IF YOU COULD HEARD HER ON THE PHONE THE WAY I ENDED WIT HER SHE WAS UPSET TORN APART OVA IT SHE WAS THE ONE I WAS REALLY INTO AND REALLY LOVE TO BE WIT EVERY MOMENT I CAN I WAS HAPPY THATS SOMETHING BEEN PUZZLE ME SINCE THEN I STILL THINK BOUT HER AND THINK BOUT HOW ASHAME I WAS FOR DOING THAT TO HER THAT NOT HOW I AM I DONT KNOW WHAT CAME OF ME FOR DOING THAT BUT NOW I GOTTA NOT DO THAT AGAIN IF I EVER GET ANOTHER CHANCE TO BE HAPPY AGAIN

Loneliness
Have you ever felt utterly and absolutely alone even though you are surrounded by people, friends and family? That's how I feel 24/7. I have people that love and care for me all around me but I feel like I can't confide in anyone. There are only two living things that I can talk to, confide in and trust to keep my deepest darkest secrets and those two creatures are my beloved Basset Hounds, Sneakers and Buster. I try to make friends at every opportunity but it's hard for me to just walk up to someone and start a conversation much less become friends. One person I know can't figure out how I can call people I have met on-line friends and start a relationship with them. I can do it because I don't have to actually talk to them. By using an IM or e-mail I can pick and choose my words carefully. I'm not a social butterfly by any means. I'm the guy you see sitting at the bar ignoring everybody and everything. Sometimes I wonder if I have some form of depression. When I go to wor

--..+
Do you hate me now? The answer is in the question. You always hated how I spoke in riddles And I did it for that reason. You're wishing for my death now I hear, And I'm living just to spite you. I lie about who I am now So I can say I'm just like you. I called you up the other day I knew you would answer, you haven't changed. It's kinda like a slap in the face knowing I'm not the same. Reality is like a head on collision When karma comes back three fold. Vengence is beautiful And I'm thriving on the lies you told. I'm just like you now Gnawing on the hand that fed. Slowly but surely You'll choke on the words you've said.

Happy Holidays
We apologize for this mass Holiday Wish, but we want all our family, friends and fans to know that we wish each and every one of you a Blessed Christmas and safe holiday season. We are still trying to get organized since moving to the country and are preparing for a family Christmas here complete with the traditional dinner. Forgive us for not being here as much as we were, but hopefully soon things will settle back to somewhat normal. Please bear with us and remember that we love you all and wish you the best. Hugzzzz, Sipher, Sexy LiL Sharky and family

Is It Love?
1. Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and your voice caught within your chest? it isn't love, it's like. 2. You can't keep your hand off them, am I right? it isn't love, it's lust 3. Do you want them because you know they're there? it isn't love, it's loneliness 4. Are you there because it's what everyone wants? it isn't love, its loyalty 5. Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt them? it isn't love, its pity 6. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? it isn't love, it's lack of confidence 7. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? it isn't love, it's infatuation 8. Are you willing to give up all your favorite things for their sake? it isn't love, it's charity 9. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? it isn't love, it's friendship 10. Do you accept their faults because it's part of who they are? then it's love 11. Do you cry for their pain, even when they

10 Painful Things
1. Bringing back the feeling you've learned to forget. 2.Reminiscing the goodtimes. 3.Trying to hide what you really feel. 4.Loving someone who loves another. 5. Having a commitment with someone that you know wouldn't last. 6. Sheilding your heart to love somebody. 7.Loving a person too much. 8.Right love at the wrong time. 9.Taking the risk to fall inlove again. 10.You're all dressed-up and he called telling that he cant pick you without explaning. :((

Sign In A Store Window---read Asap
"WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS ...THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - -- -- - -- Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!! ! God Bless America

Having Fun With Master
It was a beautiful day in LA; the balcony doors were wide open and the sunshine streaming in, the overhead ceiling fan groaning under the constant pressure of a war that it could not win. Martine and I were just lazing around, generally chatting following a light lunch. High on the 21st floor traffic noise was minimised and the weighted net drapes keeping out the greater majority of big city pollution. Lunchtime had seen us consume a bottle of wine mixed with another of lemonade and pieces of fruit, a most refreshing tipple, but now bladders were tending to feel just a little bit distended. Martine succumbed first, "I must go pee pee darling," she said suddenly. "No," I replied quickly, "hold it, instead we shall have a little fun, stay on that chair and I'll go fetch some water." Going to the fridge I brought a 2ltr bottle of chilled water and two glasses on a tray, setting them down on the coffee table and pouring her a glass. "Go now," I commanded, "remove all of your

Our World
An amazing willingness to survive seeps into our souls from the outside. I want to be the very best achiever. I want to be a believer. Take me to the place I was born. I want to feel the piercing air and be warm. The many things I want may possibly never be reached in this hunt. I need to feel the wonderful warmth of your skin. I need to be held close and sheltered from the wind. There is a smile that waits. It wants to jump out of its shell and express its hate. We are all one in this great world of diversity but the young minds of our children are hurt by perversity. It's one thing to be love, but even better to love back. Anymore being in love with someone doesn't just mean having an everlasting pact. Express your feelings in a way that you understand. Be with your friends in a circle a never-ending band. By..me Stacie Arnold

'the Time Has Come,' The Walrus Said, 'to Talk Of Many Things"
The sun was shining on the sea, Shining with all his might: He did his very best to make The billows smooth and bright -- And this was odd, because it was The middle of the night. The moon was shining sulkily, Because she thought the sun Had got no business to be there After the day was done -- 'It's very rude of him.' she said, 'To come and spoil the fun!' The sea was wet as wet could be, The sands were dry as dry. You could not see a cloud, because No cloud was in the sky: No birds were flying overhead -- There were no birds to fly. The Walrus and the Carpenter Were walking close at hand: They wept like anything to see Such quantities of sand: 'If this were only cleared away,' They said, 'it would be grand.' 'If seven maids with seven mops Swept it for half a year, Do you suppose,' the Walrus said, 'That they could get it clear?' 'l doubt it,' said the Carpenter, And shed a bitter tear. 'O Oysters, come and walk with us! The Walrus did beseech

Could This Be Real
Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside When doubt starts to wonder in just remember that I will always be there to pick you up When pain starts to rise just remember how much I care Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside When you think that all is lost just remember how much you mean to me When things start to go wrong just remember that you can get through Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside If you are wondering if I am gonna leave the anwser is no and even if I could my heart wont let you go Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeeling inside Your in my heart and soul and thats were you will stay if your wondering if I feel the same yes I do Could this be real what I feel inside Could this be true this feeling inside I just have one thing to say and thats I LOVE YOU With all my heart and soul and nothing is gonn

Words Of Wisdom From A True Friend
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat y

Puppies
Today I brought home 3 4-week old puppies with the intention of keeping 1 and fostering 2. Why am I doing this???? Because of heartless, careless and irresponsible piece of shit dog owners. On Sunday night the private no kill animal shelter I volunteer at picked up 17 puppies from an animal control shelter, that kills the animals that are in need, in another county so save thier lives. 8 were 3 1/2 weeks, 2 were 7 weeks and 7 were 7 DAYS old. Here is my biggest grip. The 7 day old pups were born outside because the mom wasn't kept inside. Animal control found them and took them to the shelter. The owners of the mother came to claim her. When they asked if either they would take the puppies or leave the mom for weaning and they said no. When animal control told them that all the pups would be destroyed if they didn't do that they said they didn't care and took the mom home. Animal control was set to destroy them the next day before the HALO shelter took them in. Now all the pu

I Want More
Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in resounding rapture, Taken to the hilt, then just

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Letting Go
Letting go when the thought of letting go crosses my mind the horrid memories come crashing back of a time long ago when slitting my wrist always lingered on my mind. thinking of how easy it would be to end all the pain. when i could picture crimson rivers taking all my pain away as it flowed slowly from my body. the only thing that would ease the pain of the past to end the misery that so many had caused in my life to break free from the hurt that noone else in this world could see to absorb the unshed tears. let go of the fears and the shadows that hid in the horrid memories the hardest part is letting go erasing the past and making it all go away. and looking forward to something brighter not knowing what the future might bring. hopeing for unspoken promises of a better way of life.

Ready To Go Postal I Tell Ya
god my fucking family pisses me off so much... my oldest brother Andrew is the worst... he seems to think cause he's the oldest & i'm the youngest that he can still use his stand-over tactics with me... well i can tell ya now that i'm gonna up & walk out on the family after xmas day lunch if he pulls any shit on me... the only reason why i might not do that is cause my dad will be there & i love my dad more than anything in the world... plus since he got married last w/end it's just confirmed to me that he's mum's fav child... FUCKING GRRRRRRRRRR

Backing Up Your Cell Phpne Contacts
If you dont back up your cellphone contacts on your desktop/laptop, there is a great service available that backs it for free online. "ZYB.com" let's you back up your contact information - and even your Google Calendar events - over the air, for free. No cables, no cost.Just go to their web site and open an account, then set up a simple process on your phone to sync whatever portions of your phone you wish. Remind yourself to sync it every now and then to keep current.

11's
ok all here is the deal i got a little over a week left on my vip so here is what i am proposing i will each day i have left on it choose one of my friends to use all 100 of my 11s on... i will only choose from those of my friends that actually show love so if you want your chances of having 100 11s used on you in one day then you know what to do. now please remember for me to do this you musy have a total of at least 99 photos, stash items, blogs etc.... so comeone by and show some luv and get well rewarded luv u guys

Why Do Some Men Assume The World Revolves Around Them
Men think that women should drop everything so that we can spend time with them but when we wanna spend time with them they just wanna go hang out with there homies. Like today my man rather be with his friends then his family he is prolly out drinking his life away i swear thats all he ever wants to do anymore is pick up a bottle and when it comes to christmas he said my kids didnt need nothing

The End Of A Long Road
My Jacob got his angel wings at 11:05 pm on the 21 of Dec 2007. I was a long and hard time for us all. All we can think his Jacob is in peace. all the pain he has had is washed away. I want to think all my friends that wished me well and sent their love. The ones that were touch by Jacob and left wonder words on caring bridge or on other sites. I know now Jacob is whole, he can run and play for the first time. Jacob has found his peace. Now I search for my peace and understanding of it all. The night he passes, my body must have went into shock and the more upset I was the lower my pulse rate went. I was very upsetting to all and for some reason I felt like my body was trying to go with him, but Jacob made sure that it wasn't Mommy's turn. I need to be here for all the other babies. Very tired just got home from GA, Hope all have a wonder Christmas

1st Grade Teacher
A 1st grade school teacher had twenty-six students in her class. She presented each child in her classroom the 1st half of a well-known proverb and asked them to come up with the remainder of the proverb. It's hard to believe these were actually done by first graders. Their insight may surprise you. While reading, keep in mind that these are first-graders, 6-year-olds, because the last one is a classic! 1. Don't change horses until they stop running. 2. Strike while the bug is close. 3. It's always darkest before Daylight Saving Time. 4. Never underestimate the power of termites. 5. You can lead a horse to water but How? 6. Don't bite the hand that looks dirty. 7. No news is impossible 8. A miss is as good as a Mr. 9. You can't teach an old dog new Math 10. If you lie down with dogs, you'll stink in the morning. 11. Love all, trust Me. 12. The pen is mightier than the pigs. 13. An idle mind is the best way to relax. 14. Where t

Worth
Worth. Value. Desirability. Importance. Significance. Asset. All things that determine me to be property.All things that continue to have me bend to a will other than my own--willingly is the irony.Is my submission that to a domination of worth? Or that of mindless greed? To be granted my joys, Im forced to witness other people sorrows. Which is the proper path and fair cost? Will anyone actually win in the end? Or are we all damned for walking into this with open eyes? Have I traded my worth for worthlessness? I know that I am the fool, that I stand to lose everything I value. Yet it doesn't deter me. In some sick twisted way it motivates me. For me joy if found on my knees, begging redemption and honored favor. This collar about my throat is threatening to choke all logic from my mind and send me to unquestioned obedience. I am the Submissive-Bound to complete Obedience, Service and Honor.

Why Men Are Never Depressed:
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase.. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If

Go Figure!
Some power that be deemed one of my photos NSFW. It was a sign that read "Tattooes make me horny." In my opinion, an innocuous statement. To be on the safe side, I've deleted the picture, and transferred other possibly NSFW photos to a new album titled "Pics that may be considered NSFW." Namaste

2008 Survey
This is an in-depth 2007 survey!! BE HONEST 1-Did you kiss anyone? ~~>yes 2-Did you date anyone? ~~> yep 3-Are you going to kiss someone when the ball drops? ~~> nope 4-Did you lose any friends? ~~> yep...turned out to be a fake friend so no real loss there 5-Did you gain any friends? ~~> yep 6-Did you do something new? ~~> sure 7-Did anyone important to you die? ~~> no 8-Did you change? ~~> I like to think so (for the better) 9-Are you happy with the year over all? ~~> had it's ups and downs but it was alright 10-Whats the best thing that happen to you ~~> *shrug* 11-Did you fall in or out of love? ~~> no... 12-Are you happy the years almost over? ~~> yes 13-Are you going to change something about yourself next year? ~~> keep going with what I've been doing 14-Do you think 2008 will be a better year then 2007? ~~> I think so 15-Did you lose your virginity in 2007? ~~> haha ummm no 16-How many things did you screw up in

Do You Have Myspace?
I know the dreaded Myspace, but hey I'm on here and I still have myspace I'm not on it very much but i have it and well...I made a new myspace page just for my on-line friends and it looks all lonely with only one friend so far. So.... If you have myspace send me the link to your myspace page in a private message! Plz if we've never talked don't bother sending b/c if we've never chatted you're not going on my myspace friends list. Thanks!

Guide To Being A Bitch Hermit
A beginners guide to being a bitch hermit A beginners Guide to being a bitch hermit. Nine easy ways to avoid society. One, work at home by selling junk on ebay and mailing stuff from home. (Where's the fucking packing tape?) Two, make sure that the 56k Internet modem is on 24/7 so no one can get through on the phone. (I never get the calls any more from my doctors.) number three, Go outside no earlier than 3 am, normal people seem to sleep at this time. (It's just you and I Mr. Moonlight.) Number four, Keep up with the latest news and technology using the Internet. (What's an auto car?) Number five, Sleep during the day. (*snoreing sounds*) Number six, live on sugary junk food. (Mmmm, Sugary goodness in my veins.) Number Seven, Listen to Morrissey and the smiths and realize the world is bleak place to live. (Yeah, what difference does it make?) Number eight, Watch TV and complain about current Saturday night live shows. (YOU SSSUCK.*yelling at T.V.*)

"real" Please Read This
This is are home site were you get to go and be yourself,We are a family here so if you need help or someone to talk to please join us,This site is going to be a clean site so please keep it clean,Instead of drinks please get only gift that are clean like candy or roses.We truly would like to thank you all for joining are site,Please everyone get a long and have fun.(Please bear with as we build are site but we promise it will be a a journey into being real to are self and other's) Again we thank you sistas_.2_yall's

2 Happy Hours On Black Knight!
2 Happy Hours on Black Knight! That’s right! The fun starts at 5pm (Pacific), 8pm (Eastern) on New Year’s Eve and Day. Please spread the word around and repost this bulletin. Hope to hear from you. Drink safe and always respect the Designative Driver. Have a wonderful holiday and best wishes for “08”. - Black Knight

Test Your Love Compatibility With A Virgo Person
I am a Virgo! LoLTest your love compatibility with a Virgo person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Virgo person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and do what it says.

It That Time To Get This Party Started
Get a Clock for your page! MY TIME IS 7 PM EST CONTEST NOW OPEN AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar FOR THE KING CONTESTANTS CONTEST ON THE 30TH FOR THE SEXIEST QUEEN ON FABUR!@ fubar FOR THE QUEEN CONTESTANTS

Happy New Year!
A mini celebration to start the New Year off. We still have some time to go before midnight. But wanted to share this cute mini video for those who will miss my mumm, so to my lovely fubar friends - SO here's a toast to you! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Kitty Update
A few weeks ago, I posted about how one of our cats was gone for a while and came back near death.Well, we've been giving her her medicine, feeding her canned food (with some dry between meals), and letting her rest.She's doing MUCH better now. She has walked into and out of her little hidey-hole we made for her. She jumps up on the bed. She walks over to us, rubbing against us to pet her. And she even meows for her food.It's a little harder to giver her her medicine, but it's worth it to have her healthy again. I am so glad we didn't have her put to sleep. Be sure to visit my websiteJohn U. Seed's Seeds of Utopia

Salute Or Status Screen Shot?
Who Is Willing To Make A Salute That Says Sarge's Bad Girl In It? Can Either Be SFW Or NSFW ..Your Choice....You Can Also Make Me A Status Screen Shot ..Just Something "Bad/Naughty" Bad Girl Type...Also You Do Not Need To Make One... But It Would Be Appreciated If You Did..Thank You In Advance Sgt. Raider (Promoter Of Sarge's Bad Girls)

010208 Horoscope
You could be soaring so high you annoy someone who thinks you need to be brought down a notch. Be very careful, for deep psychological energies are at play. Ethical behavior can make all the difference in the world. If you avoid shady practices, things will likely work out your way over time

My Life Is Like Hell
I sat and wonder why i deal with the life i have and wonder if its worth it i guess ill never know when it is worth all what i go through. my husband likes to drink and hit people and then he perfers to drink instead of taking care of his kids and he doesnt show none respect then the next day its all im sorry i didnt mean to i wont do it again. i don't understand why i deal with it sometimes i sit and think maybe cus i love him and then i tell my self is it worth all that just cus i love him i dont know what to do anymore

Just Stuff I've Learned
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about ST

Well Todays The Day
I will be returning to work this afternoon, after a visit to my surgeon. I hope the appointment goes ok. He'll be checking the incision area from my surgery. I fear i've got an infection, but we'll see. I'll be on Fubar until about 9:30am (est) and I'll be back this afternoon about 5pm. I hope everyone has a good day and doesn't miss me too much lol.

Words From My Heart
I could not sleep at all last night Could only recall yesterday's sight Your eyes spoke words straight from the heart The things they said shook my world apart The walls around me have tumbled down Simply due to your voice's sure sound Around you I experience not one bit of fear Happiness, to my eyes, brings a tear To God, in thanks, I cry today For bringing Love to me, pray you stay! I had asked for love but he gave me more An Angel, you, he instead brought forth If you give your love like he meant it so Love will flow between us, to and fro And if your love is strong and pure You are the one meant for me, I am sure. I could not sleep at all last night Could only recall yesterday's sight Your eyes spoke words straight from the heart The things they said shook my world apart.

Welcome To 2k8
Its finally 2008, all the bad times of last year now behind us and the good times hopefully are still rolling.... i myself had somewhat of a bad year in 07 and those of you who knew me outside of fubar knew this quite well.... but that is okay because 2k8 is my year.... As DJ Khaled said " We taking over" so if last year wasn't so hot.... get to work on making 08 the sickest year ever i sure will.... Dark Syde Ryda

What Would You Do For A Bf/gf Or Spouse?
My question is this. If your BF/GF did not like a friend of yours and asked you to choose between them or your friend/best friend, would you dump your friend to save the relationship? Should you have to? Feel free to comment.

010308 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Interview.... First of all, Happy New Year. (Imagine me saying like I said "Mewwy Cwithmuth.") Yeah yeah... It's over. Let's go on with our lives. A fresh new year is a great thing! Keep putting one foot in front of the other and moving forward! I did an interview with a newspaper in Cyprus recently. Nik Lavithi is the music critic there, and he interviewed me. Here is the online version HERE. It will be x-posted to my website later. *Note there is a wee question missing, but the answer is there, which makes me sound like a bit of a raving loony. The question shown is "Do you play any instruments at all?" I answer it and start raving about world domination. The missing question was "What are you ambitions?" So I'm not as much of a raving lunatic as you may think. (Yeah right.) Actually it's kind of funny the way it reads..... But there's the reason anyway. I'll be posting some New Years Eve "polaroids" soon. The less crazy ones.... Things got pretty crazy the last few day

P. Niss Vs V. Gina
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regulat

Random Things About Me...
1. I hate idiot drivers 2. Im addicted to video games 3. I have huge issues with US sending money to all other countries while we have War Vets homeless 4. I can eat Ranch on just about anything 5. I can take road trips and just drive for hours and not care about getting anywhere 6. I average 5 hours sleep a day 7. I'm a nerd lol 8. I'm a freak 9. I have issues with people acting stupid 10. I love lamp (lol I had too) I'll add more later

Sgt.raider!!!
< SgtRaider is in a couple of contests. This is SgtRaider: The first contest is Couple of the year: Sgt.Raider And his Fu-Wife Ecuadorian Goddess Are In A Fu Couple Of The Year 2007 Contest .. We Have Till Jan 20th To Get As Many Rates As We Can.. It Is Rates Only ... So No Comment Bombing Needed... So Please Take A Minute And Leave Them A Rate On This Pic...JUST ONE VOTE. Comments aren't necessary. Sgt. Raider & Ecuadorian Goddess CLICK HERE AND GIVE THEM ONE RATE: glitter-graphics.com The Sarge is also in a comment bombing contest for a VIP! Sarge really deserves a vIP, so let's bomb away! Especially all you BAD GIRLS! This contest is over January 9th. Sarge needs a minimum of 5,000 comments. Sarge is curently in the lead but has a couple of tough competitors! Comment bomb this link through 9 PM CT January 9th: glitter-graphics.com This public serice announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sis

Saturday
1012am Ok so it rained last night. It's cool. All i know is, I guess the year has started ok, even though it's the 5th day of the year. I haven't cried since my car accident. Actually I haven't cried since before then and I am quite happy about that. I've shed too many tears last year and all for good reasons. Well a lot of them shouldn't have came out, but I can justify them all. I know I shouldn't... I should go back to the gym. I haven't been there since the night before my accident. Actually, if you didn't read the post, or blog, before, then you don't know what accident I am talking about. In mid-December, my car was involved in an accident. I was actually sleeping, when it happened. A drunk driver in a van hit my neighbor's car which, in turn, catapulted on mine. Ouchies! I know!!! Oh well... that's life. It was the biggest bang in 2007, well in my personal space. Sucks huh? I'm just ranting on and on, and I shouldn't. I'm just bored.. hence the blo

Yahoo
listen up everyone! if you have me on yahoo and i havent been responding and what not for like 3 months i appologize, yahoo hates me lol. It decides randomly to display an empty message box when people send me messages and just recently it encounters an error everytime i get a message and has to shut down, i just reinstalled so MAYBE the yahoo messenger gods will smile on me and things will work ;)

Who Did Dis Shit????
ok i hate to be right now cuz im not a bitch for realz i can be if u push me to it and who eva it wuz pushed me to it so I wanna know who tha hell it wuz? So who eva had the fuckin nerve to talk shit bout me cuz first of all u don't know me or wha im bout. So who eva said im a SPY for LOC come forward and tell me ur betta off dat way cuz if i have to find out on my own u'll be sorry. Again I hate to had to do it for my own self cuz i don't play games i am all real and u will found dat out real soon. So if ur not skurred and u got some nerve come and tell me who did it if ya know or if u are the person who said it Tell me. Thanxs again and sorry to be a bitch. Deuce, Megan aka Dj Sexy Bitch or if u know me by SexyLilMamaNot4U.

Unattractive People
Alright I know I am far from a 10. But to give me a 4 is kind of demeaning. I make it a habit of giving everybody a 10 regardless of how they look. But there are some people who I wont name any names who arent even 4's who feel the need to low rate me. Not to be mean but these people are unattractive and im guessing desirable to somebody, but who do they think they are trying to low rate me?

Is It Too Late To Cancel 2008?
Eight rhymes nicely, unlike some other digits. I accomplished the unthinkable: ending my time off. Kinda gives me a waterfall of tears! wah!!! Serves me right! I wanted to propose we skip right past 2008. 2007 was nothing to write home about, but survivable. 2009 surely will be fine. Also rhymes with 69, but that is another blog :) Now that the date ends in "08" not only does that mean it is a leap year - which has February 29 in it, a day which salaried people across the land are not compensated for - but it also has a Presidential election. YIKES!!!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Yes folks, it's here, an election year. A year when the BS is eyeball deep. There's enough hot air around that helium will be dirt cheap. Traffic will stop in major cities so rich butt holes can get to expensive fund raisers. There will be a clown on every corner. I will get phone calls from Colin Powell and Barack Obama. TV will have so much mud flying that HD will mean heavy dirt. Yes my friends, anot

3 Days??
3 days since there has been a comment on my giveaway Life has been more than hectic at home... I am having some issues with my boys that have got to be taken care of asap. My family comes first. if anyone would like to help me out... there is a link in my blogs and on my profile. or hey if you give a shit and wanna know what is up. page me . call me . I sure could use a friend.

*blargh*
today is so uneventful. i'm doing all i can to not fall asleep at my desk. though earlier i noticed something funny i was telling Ruby about. I painted my nails dark blue yesterday because I was so bored....My nails match my hoodie.... my hoodie matches my car... lol. Talk about color coordination.

The "game" Has Taken Two More...
It is a sad time for me. I recently lost two of my best friends. You might know them; The original silent bob and daria. They are or were fu-husband and wife. Their story is tragic. For Christmas, Silent Bob was given a game. They waited a couple of days to begin playing the game. Now, they have been consumed. Only leaving the house to go to work. Only logging on their computer for this one thing. WORLD OF WAR-CRACK. I thought I could step in and save them, but when I tried to shut the game off, Daria broke a glass bottle and "dared" me to do it. They are gone forever. I will miss them. Daria,silent bob... I love you. Please come back to fubar!!

Poetry Disclaimer ....read It!
My Poetry, songs and short stories: I have written hundreds upon hundreds of poems and a few short(erotic) stories through the years. The first poem I had submitted was published and is now in the library of Trinity High School in Euless, TX. Due to some stupid acts on my part, almost half of them have since been thrown away never again to be seen. Some of them I do remember, Some I hold dear to my heart. Others were just for the fuck of it, shock value, and some just really made no sense at all. If you have ever written poetry you know how this works. This shit just pops in your head and you have to write it down or you can't think of anything else, or you forget it. I honestly believe it's a gift.... I just don't utilize it nearly as much as I should. By the way, some of this shit can and is a bit off the wall.. NO I'm not some fucking Emo kid who wants to slit my wrists and beg for attention... It's just words... some with no meaning to me what-so-ever. Either

Smart Ways To Use Mozilla Firefox
Read More About: Mozilla • Mozilla Smart Ways to Use Mozilla Firefox Want to make Firefox jump through hoops? Steve has things to read and add-ons to download. Steve Bass Tuesday, January 08, 2008 10:00 AM PST Recommend this story?Yes 0 VotesNo 1 VotesPlease Wait... My buddy Mike M., from Dripping Springs, Texas, started pestering me. "You're still using that pile of junk browser?" he wrote, referring to Microsoft Internet Explorer. Yes and no, I told him. I'm still using Maxthon 1.0, that marvelous browser that sits on top of IE. It works fine, I said, and no, I insisted, I'm not switching to Mozilla Firefox. It didn't stop him from telling me about two add-ons to Firefox that he finds extremely useful, so I decided to pass along Mike's pearls. The first is CoolIris, an add-on that allows you to preview a page by floating your mouse over a link. Once you're floating, a smaller, resizable preview window pops up, saving you from having to fully open another page.

Thoughts...
I went away this past weekend... totally unplanned, unprepared, and last minute on everything... and it was wonderful. I came home Sat morning and told the kids... lets go out of town... we packed up... and left. I usually map out my road trips and plan stops for gas, food and such... I make sure directions are given on how to get anywhere I am off to, and this time, I didn't. We just got in the car and took off. I only knew that I take 85S to 65S to 10E and had no idea how far on any of these roads I go. Which exits were where I need to get off... no idea what exits may be good to stop at for gas, food and bathroom breaks... and I just did all this for the sake of sanity to get out... me and the kids. We stayed at Keesler AFB and watched movies that night after eating pizza. Sunday morning we got up and got a late start as we were going to New Orleans... (the price of the room... was way better than I could have gotten in New Orleans... drove in... and then realized I had no

It's Time
Sgt.Raider of Sarge’s Bad Girls needs YOUR help, and I’M willing to pay for it! After all, two can play THAT game! For every 200 comments you bomb on the following picture, I will pay you 5,000 fubucks! The contest is over Wednesday, January 9th at 9:00 PM Central time so get bombing NOW! Send me a private e-mail advising me of your 200 comments. Yes they will be verified by ^Sin^. Thanks! Public service announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sisterhood/FuBombers/SgtRaider's Bad Girl@ fubar

Sex Poems
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! Roses are red Nuts are brown Skirts are up Pants are down Body to body Skin to skin When its stiff Stick it in u opened it so u r cursed for 5 y

Success
Thought this was cute enough to share At age 4 success is . . . not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is . . . having friends. At age 17 success is . . . having a drivers license. At age 35 success is . . . having money. At age 50 success is . . . having money. At age 70 success is . . . having a drivers license. At age 75 success is . . . having friends. At age 80 success is . . . not peeing in your pants.

010908 Horoscope
You tend to react with annoyance or even harsh judgment to your own illogical feelings now, as you attempt to cover them up with a veneer of useful information. Unfortunately, the truth may not reside in the data at all. Even if you act with intelligence based on what you know, happiness could escape your reach. You must be willing to explore your irrational side to discover what's truly important.

Did U Know
DID U KNOW?MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. Scince you've already read this.......You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy if u get it back you're even sexier

Bathroom Bangin
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can't contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot." I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire

Pain
Sometimes i don't want to live, I just want to die. I take a blade to my wrist, Slice and then i cry. I want to see myself bleed, And prove that i am real. If it means i have to die, then my life i will steal. People call me crazy, and say that i'm a nut. But if they saw through my eyes, they'd keep their damn mouths shut. I don't want to feel like this, I don't want the pain. I wanna be like everybody, i wish that i were sane. and now my wrists are bleeding, i made the cuts way too deep. i reflect on all the things i've done, and then i start to weep. i know that i am dying, the bleeding i can't stop. darkness starts closing in, and my ears begin to pop. i wish i hadn't done this, i wish i went for help. but now there is no turning back, look what i've done to myself. i wanted to commit suicide, so i guess i just gave in. but i know if i had really tried, my thoughts could never win. i try to call out for help, from my family and my friends. but i kno

I Thought You Were The One
From the day we met, to the day it was done. Out of all the people you seemed to be the one. All the time I was around you, I felt like a queen. Out of all the people, I made you my king. We smiled, we laughed You made me realize that this was a dream, and every dream dies. As time moved on, so did we. You started to change, leaving nothing for me Getting further apart more and more every day. I only have one thing to do, and that is to say...... "I got many needs but my biggest is you. I have all my dreams, but your the only one that came true." Why must you act, like you don't even care. I've given you everything, I doesn't seem fair." You will go your way, I will go mine. You made my life a diamond, but without you, I am a diamond without a shine

How Can I Tell You What I Feel For You
How can I tell you what I feel for you? I've tried Somehow to say: You're the sun in my sky, The wind that takes me where I want to go, The sweet incense that makes me feel so high That loving you seems all I need to know. But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds all too cute. You won't believe it! And yet I wish to tell you of my love, If only love its own locks would remove!

Pondering
I SIT HERE AND WONDER WHO IS REAL AND WHO IS FAKE I SEE MY FRIENDS BACKSTAB EACH OTHER THEN NEXT DAY THERE BEST FRIENDS I ONCE HEARD THAT IF YOU HAD 2 REAL FRIENDS YOU WERE LUCKY BUT IF YOU HAD 5 OR MORE REAL FRIENDS YOU WERE RICH. THEN I REALIZED IN MY TWISTED LITTLE LIFE I WAS ALSO PART OF THE GAME SO WHAT MAKES A TRUE FRIEND?

Car Key Tip
Put your car keys beside your bed at night. If you hear a noise outside your home or someone trying to get in your house, just press the panic button for your car. The alarm will be set off and the horn will continue to sound until either you turn it off or the car battery dies. This tip came from a neighborhood watch coordinator. Next time you come home for the night and you start to put your keys away, think of this: It's a security alarm system that you probably already have and requires no installation. Test it. It will go off from most everywhere inside your house and will keep honking until your battery runs down or until you reset it with the button on the key fob chain. It works if you park in your drivew ay or garage. If your car alarm goes off when someone is trying to break in your house, odds are the burglar or rapist won't stick around.... after a few seconds all the neighbors will be looking out their windows to see who is out there and sure enough the criminal won't want

Strawberries ;)
It had to be the hottest day of the year as I was scheduled to drive down to LA for a two-day business conference. I wasn't due to attend anything till 10 am Monday, so I decided to arrive a day earlier since I wanted to spend more than one night on the town. After sipping through four Dr. Peppers and a large bottle of water, I was badly in need of a bathroom and was craving something sweet to take my mind off the intense heat. About 10 miles outside of San Luis Obispo, I noticed two young women in a little black sports car riding my tail. Trying not to appear too obvious at getting an elongated look at them, I changed lanes, hoping they would pass me and I could catch a better look. Sure enough, they took my cue and passed slowly by on my left. As they cruised by, the driver smiled, reached into the blouse of her very sexy passenger and squeezed her breast for me to see. Before my eyes could even fix on the image, they flew off ahead and soon disappeared down the highway.

I Want It
you know i get horny alot we are all adults here so this should not be bad k see i cant go to long without my habits or i go crazey like sex weed cigarettes and alcohol if i go without them to long i will go crazey anywho i want it i gota have it

Clocks
A man died and went to Heaven. As he stood in front of the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie, the hands on your clock move." "Oh", said the man. "Whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's," replied St. Peter . "The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie." "Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abraham told only two lies in his entire life." "Where's Hillary's clock?" asked the man. "Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan!"

Congratulations
CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930s 40s, 50s, 60s and 70s !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking . As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight because...... WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE

When To Stop Dreaming?
maybe i should tell myself to stop dreaming... but it's hard, because i've always been a dreamer. speaking for me, my dreams are all i really have. i've tried so hard; but it's all the wrong things, at the wrong times; done the wrong way. seems i never can do anything right; nor anything that pleases anyone properly. What are your dreams? When should we stop dreaming? Is it ever too late?

Seeking Advice?
Well, silly ol’ me had thought in order to post mumms it was determined upon your points and not that of the amount of fubucks you had, thus helped a friend by relinquishing all my fufundage. lol So I shall make this a blog instead, with same intention of that of a mumm, in help of making up my mind. I have an online friend whose female, and who appears to be ever so lost as to what she truly wants. With ought trying to judge her I find she isn’t certain at heart what she’s looking for, but just knows she wants that companionship and togetherness of a relationship. Within only five months she has made drastic changes in her life for three men; one she moved in with and was talking marriage, another she moved from her home in the US to Canada for, which lasted a month; and lastly within a week of returning home she’s involved again. Because of her new relationship, she is finding religion again because of this gentlemans religious belief and is severing ties with all those sh

Trip To Tx
Hello everyone! Im taking a trip to TX to see my son & his sweet family. We didnt get to see them for Christmas. Two of the grand daughters birthdays are coming up soon, a perfect excuse to visit! I dont know what time the Superbowl is but I will be flying back on the 3rd also. I could be in the Dallas airport at the time, lol. I might need some info on it when I get back =) Now that the Cowboys are out of the playoffs, they might not have it playing at the gates. Enjoy the game, u football fans out there. Have a safe month & stay warm my friends! Hugs =)

More Thoughts And Rants...for Your Perusal.
Just some thoughts popping *like synapses* in my brain box : ------------- It boggles the mind why someone would want $1200 rims on a car that's not worth maybe half that. And what's with the stupid farty exhaust mufflers? So we're alerted to the presence of someone foolish enough to spend over a grand on rims? Here's a thought...spend the money on getting your car fixed or use it as a down payment on a newer one. Oh, and why do you have to blast your stereo so people 2 blocks away or 4 cars behind you have to hear some guy say "Yea bitch,aight and holla"? Sometimes I wish I had a wire guided missile. --------------- Today I went out and got a slice of pizza. Anyways, the next table over was a group of young women, I'd say in their early 20's. The conversation went like this : shopping,blah,american idol,blah,night clubs,blah,more shopping,blah. Ok, it's not like I'm the conversation Gestapo or anything but for the love of g0d, there's debates going on, a War, gas prices

Mikeee
this person.. wow i really dont know how to put this in words really.. he is just fabulous beyond belief..i love him to death and i am pretty sure he knows this..he knows everything about me.. there is no hiding anything he knows me and cares for me who i am.. he is truly the best thing that has happen to me on fubar.. he knows when i need that extra smile in the day..the things he says or does just makes everything better... even if it puts a tear in m eye.. the tear of happiness..i tell myself one day i will meet this man who has made a major difference in my life.. that day will come and it will be great.. he is going to be missed when he leaves to put his life on the line to protect and serve... i support him in everyway.. making sure he is taking care of while he is "over there".. Also: He Knows Why.. Best Friends Like Him Are Rare.. He Is Real He Will Tell You How It Is.. He Is There For You.. He Is Is Truely Amazing.. This Is For You Mike For Being There Always

How Not To Dispose Of A Christmas Tree
BERLIN (Reuters) - A German man threw himself out of an apartment window along with a Christmas tree during a late-night attempt to dispose of his festive decorations. The man fell 22 feet after he lost his balance throwing the tree onto the street Saturday, police in the western city of Moenchengladbach said. The tree did not break the victim's fall. "There's a TV advert showing people having fun throwing their old Christmas trees out the window," said police spokesman Willy Thevessen Monday. "But you're not supposed to jump with them." The man was taken to hospital in critical condition with severe head injuries after witnesses saw him fall. (Reporting by Erik Kirschbaum; Editing by Giles Elgood) © Reuters 2008 All rights reserved

Can't Let Go
You know it is kinda amusing how some people can't let go. They write blogs about how others can't grow up and send their little minions over to spy.. and now looks like the head honcho is lonely again and all in other people's business.. although for the life of me, I cannot understand why he continues to come to my page considering how much i can't stand him and know he is a slimy pervert, but I guess stupidity holds no boundaries. No matter how much he insists that he is over this, he has been caught on candid camera. BUSTED! He has even stooped so low as to stalk my husband Satan as well.. BUSTED! He has also stalked the following people: Chica Mr. Piffington Bitchwhisperer Preston Nyck 404 harmful if swallowed Jaykob Gryfon Rudeboy Flying High Solo so there ya have it.. I guess the proof is in the pudding. LADIES BEWARE... this man is a pervert and a stalker.

Bed Of Grass
Bed Of Grass by BlueWolf © The gentle breeze Of butterfly wings Stirs memories of my youth And sweet perfume From fragrant blooms Drifts over the morning dew Alone at last On our bed of grass In a deserted meadowland I know in my heart We'll never part All I want in life is this man The aching bliss Of my lovers kiss Brings shudders of pure delight With his tender caress My love I confess And our passion is quick to ignite Like flower leis And daisy chains Our bodies lay intertwined From this day on Our hearts become one Our souls forever combined ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Her
If you are not in the BDSM lifestyle, this will make no sense to you... but for the rest, you will understand completely. I have long since thought that what I seek was unatainable. I have come close a few times, and yet, single I remain. I have however, recently met the one to whom my collar has always belonged. Is it real or a dream? Because I have faith, I will presuppose the first and and simply smile if I awaken to find was the latter. I have had a standing rule that I never believe a person is real until they are standing on the doorstep. Much of this frustration and distrust came from the having been dissapointed in the past. If it had happened just once, I'd say "shit happens," but seems to be a consistant theme in the past year or so. Frustrating as it is, I am not one of the "kida/sorta" Masters that so many are today. I am the real thing. I am the complete alpha male. I am strong, strict, sadistic, but loving and compassionate and not without the ability to

Problems At The Workplace
UGH...... DO I EVEN WANT TO GO HERE??? WELL I'VE STARTED, AND I DON'T LIKE TO START SOMETHING AND NOT FINISH IT, SO I THINK ILL TACKLE THIS! OMG!!! ONE CAN FIND SOME REAL CHARACTERS IN THE WORKPLACE. THERE'S THE PERSON WHO WANTS TO BE IN EVERYONE'S BUSINESS BECAUSE THEY HAVE NONE OF THEIR OWN. THEN THERE'S THE PERSON WHO TELLS YOU NUMEROUS TIMES THEY CAN BE TRUSTED AND WON'T REPEAT ANYTHING YOU TELL THEM AND AS SOON AS YOU LEAVE THEIR PRESENCE THEY ARE TELLING EVERYONE, EVERYTHING. THERE'S ALWAYS THAT HITLERESQUE BOSS WHO ALWAYS FEELS THE NEED TO REMIND YOU THAT THEY ARE YOUR BOSS. FOR EXAMPLE I HAD A BOSS WHO CALLED ME INTO THEIR OFFICE HERE THEY SAT BY THEIR DESK WITH THE TRASHCAN BESIDE THEM, BUT CALLS ME OVER THEY BALL UP A PIECE OF PAPER AND HOLDS OUT THEIR HAND FOR ME TO THROW THE PIECE OF PAPER AWAY AS IF THEY COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT ON THEIR OWN!!!! WHAT KIND OF PERSON DOES STUFF LIKE THAT??? I MEAN REALLY!!!! THEN THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO ISN'T THE BOSS, BUT WANTS TO BE SO TH

Boobs
i created this blog to show my attention to all the ladies. you can call me perv or whatever you want but i love boobies. big small it dont matter. im married but not blind.lol so i can still go in the candy store i just cant eat anything. so if any of you have nsfw dont be offended when i show boobie love.lol im just showing how much i appreciate the beauty of a womens breasts. the most beautifull thing in the world. anyone that wants me to rate thier boobs let me know.lol

Weddin Invite!
DJ WOW and DJ DRAGON request the pleasure of your company for our fu marriage vows saterday jan 9th 2008 between 7:45PM east and 8:pm east at VIP SOUTH OF NORTH RECEPTION: on saterday JAN 9th 2008 between 10PM EASTERN&WHATEVER IT GETS STARTED place and music by !

How To's For A Happily Ever After
The secret to relationship happiness How can we make love last? Our team of California Psychics say there are many theories and many answers, but one of the biggest factors in creating everlasting love is to continue to find new dreams and goals to share throughout your life together. Dreaming together inspires trust, communication and hope, they say, and provides the freshness it takes to keep a relationship alive and growing. And, they suggest, don't forget what brought you together in the first place! When you're committed to a relationship through marriage or a partnership, spiritually you have signed up to take a life-long journey together. Hopefully you've already agreed on just what that means to each of you. If you haven't, it's time to discuss it, and if you have… be sure to chart your progress along your way. "There is nothing spontaneous about a partnership," describes Sylvia ext. 9520, who specializes in love partnerships. "It takes two people who are working to

Bbw's & Admirers
Hey everyone! If you are a bbw or an admirer, come on and join the BBW Train! Click on Sara's link and she will add you. Just tell her that you want to join the train! Hugs Carrie broken_hearted420 friend of pitbulls@ fubar

L@@k In Here..please Im A Virgen
I HAVE BEEN SEEING ALL OF THE AUCTIONS AND YES I THINK THEY ARE COOL IF YOU HAVE THE MONEY TO GET IN ONE AND OFFER HAPPY HOURS, VIPS, OR BLASTS, BUT SOME OF US CAN'T DO THAT .......SO HERE THE THING I WAS THINKING I WOULD DO ... I WILL PUT MYSELF AND OTHER ORPHANS LISTED BELOW UP FOR ADOPTION IF ANYONE WANTS TO ADOPT ME OR ONE OF MY ORPHANS AND BUY THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE A HAPPY HOUR, BLAST OR VIP YOUR ORPHAN WILL RATE ALL PICS AND STASH FOR ADOPTING THEM..OTHER THAN THAT YOU WOULD HAVE TO ASK THE ORPHAN OF YOUR CHOICE WHAT ELSE THEY MAY BE WILLING TO DO LOL LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK!!!! NO ORPHAN WILL BE TURNED AWAY...SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED... Hugssss & Kissess LOBOSHEWOLF

Subservience
Subservience to me, is highly over rated Subservience to me, is totally outdated Subservience to me is being confused Subservience to me is being abused Subservience is agreed, something I will never be Again! This poem was written by me because of what I felt when I was with my ex husband. That is what he made me feel. Somewhat less than human. he made me feel not worthy of anything or any one. I was told what to do, when to do it, what to wear, how to act and if I dod something wront, then I paid the price. i was not allowed to talk to him unless he spoke to me first. Later on during the rocky times he would hold a gun to my head and he told me he would shoot me if I didnt preform oral sex on him. If I sassed him, I would get back handed for my troubles. the last straw was when he was caught cheating with a whore down the road. I confronted him and he busted a beer bottle across my right eye and he totalled my car by ramming it with his pickup. i felt like a weight was lifte

Handling Telemarketers
Andy Rooney Tips for Handling Telemarketers Three Little Words That Work !! (1) The three little words are: "Hold On, Please..." Saying this, while putting down your phone and walking off (instead of hanging-up immediately) would make each telemarketing call so much more time-consuming that boiler room sales would grind to a halt. Then when you eventually hear the phone company's "beep-beep-beep" tone, you know it's time to go back and hang up your handset, which has efficiently completed its task. These three little words will help eliminate telephone soliciting. (2) Do you ever get those annoying phone calls with no one on the other end? This is a telemarketing technique where a machine makes phone calls and records the time of day when a person answers the phone. This technique is used to determine the best time of day for a "real" sales person to call back and get someone at home. What you can do after answering, if you notice there is no one t

Winter Wonderland
A chilled winter wind Fresh fallen blanket of snow Tree boughs hanging heavy On my journey I now go Single footprints with each step Trail along with me from behind Silence around as nature sleeps Peaceful thoughts fill my mind A squirrel plays across a branch Chasing its snow to the ground It lands on the new blanket I hear not a single sound A running brook with banks of white Water flowing under ice so blue I stop for a minute and just look Soaking into my memories, all I view A trail I have made as I walked Across this blanket of white this day My prints will be the only sign That a person has passed this way One last look I now take Before I return to where I came from Nothing disturbed of nature’s beauty Except the prints that no lead me home © Tall Mountain Dreamer January 19, 2008

Does The U.s. Government Control The Media? An Essay
I stared at the television in pure disbelief on the morning of September 11, 2000. I could not understand why anyone would want to attack a country that has led the worldwide fight for humanitarianism. I became a news addict in those following months, eagerly awaiting the next new bit of information, all the while completely believing the stories that I watched unfold. It never crossed my mind to question what I was hearing, or seeing, or reading, because I had been reassured by the first amendment that the media had the right to free press and surely they would diligently pursue the truth. My quest for information soon expanded to the internet, and my views quickly changed. I was able to access newspaper and magazine articles worldwide, and found many discrepancies with the reports I was getting in the U.S. news forum. I remained skeptical while reading these articles, but my skepticism soon grew to include the U.S. media. I believe that our government controls our country’s media

How Do Ya Do It?
Hey all Nice little place here! I am on Facebook but never on myspace or anything else! I see some awsome pages on here with great backgrounds and pics....but I can't figure out how to do it! Anyone out there wanna take the time and talk a noob through it???? Thanks for any help in advance! Plus I see all the NSFW labels but in a adult sight there private so no one can see them??? Just for storage or what? Juust trying to figure site out and what to do thanks again!

Dicks
Why are some dudes such dicks? How can a guy who is married to an incredible girl that deserves the world, just go around with any old hooker. I'm so disappointed in my fellow man. What the Fuck. It pisses me off cause it gives us all a bad name. She has been such a good friend to me for a long time There for the good the bad and the oh so f'ng ugly. Helped me thru the physco bitches, and the clingy ones too. It just blows my mind. Get over yourself dude. you will NEVER in a million years get a chick as bad ass as her. She definately Married DOWN... you should have been counting your ugly ass as lucky and done everything to keep her. Now you will end up with some fugly skank that will do the same shit to you, you did to this jewel. And ya know what bud, you deserve that a more... what a dumb fuck!

Angel Or Devil By Don For Me
ANGEL OR DEVIL An angel in her sleep Oh that sweet face So serene and at peace It makes my heart race An angel when awake So kind and so giving Oh my good friend This Angel is living She is also a devil A tattoo on her Down on her ankle It can be seen for sure She is devlish at times Likes to tease and have fun A cute little devil Oh she sure is one Is she angel or devil That's for you to choose But as for me She is both I can't lose

Check Them All Out!
Check them out.... show them some awesome Fubar love! Kinkstar Sin * LOL Family@ fubar CRAZYBITCHISIN(SIGN MY GUESTBOOK PLZ)@ fubar Just DO IT! ^sin^-enforcer @ the playpen@ fubar Goddess }|{ Devine~Sgt.Raider's Bad Girl ~Fu-Owned by Sarge~@ fubar You KNOW you wanna! ^Sweet Mel ~Official Greeter Club F.A.R ~SgtRaider's Bad Girl^@ fubar Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 24th Godfather~@ fubar I THINK today is Phantom Dale's birthday cuz peeps that have known him longer have sent birthday fugifts...so give him some luvin too! *Phantom*@ fubar AND....MIKEY IS HAVING A HAPPY HOUR WEDNESDAY AT 4:00 PM FUBAR TIME! BE THERE OR BE SQUARE! Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman@ fubar

Wooohooo
WOOOHOOO WE HAVE ONE FAMILY MEMEBER THAT HAS LEVELED UP.... zecasantos@ fubar THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED NOW WE STILL HAVE SOME OTHERS THAT I POSTED THAT NEED SOME HELP THAT ARE CLOSE TO LEVELING SO PLS GET OUT THERE AND SHOW SOME LUV... MUAH... LUV YA

I Love This Explanation!!!
WHAT A GREAT ANALOGY OF GOD FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW BY ROBIN WILLIAMS NO LESS This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen. It's an explanation other people will understand. A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, They talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said: 'I don't believe that God exists.' 'Why do you say that?' asked the customer. 'Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who would allow all of these things.' The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an ar

Suicide (written In 1991)
the sun is low the rain falls down like the tears on the bloodstained glass where she found him gun in hand. chalk marks around where he once lay, yellow police line to keep them away from his death. what happened here? why did he die? questions, questions run wild through her head as she picks up his gun and says goodbye. D. R. Hyden wow...found this old one... wrote this one the year after i graduated high school... damn...that long ago? holy cow!!!

Closed Eyes
sighing eyes cast downward heart breaking i walk away from the sight of hope i lose the faith in my dreams i realize that nothing is what i wished and never will be it's all a lie and make believe and fairy tales just can't come true. i tried to believe i tried to feel it i fell for it the lies, the promises. but now, i walk away i won't fall again. next time i look, i will see the derision i will see the false face i will not be deceived by those with hurt in mind and i will not close my eyes on their laughter. D. R. Hyden wow...um... depressing much? lolol... suppose it's obvious my heart was (once again) broken when i wrote this... geez...do i have lousy luck or what? lol and it was a lie...i did close my eyes again... and i got burned...again. oh well... live and learn..or make the same mistakes...(i don't make the same ones...i just make a lot of different ones...lmao)

The Older The Berry The Sweeter The Juice?
I am at a great age for meeting girls. At 28, I am barely young enough to hang out with girls fresh out of college, but I am old enough, and established enough to hang out with older women. The difference is staggering!!! About the only thing they have in common is both will do anything when they are drunk, and both will tell you it was because of the booze. Out of the two, only one is telling the truth. Which one? Read on. Out of the two, is very easy to admit, that most men want to sleep with younger women. They are in better shape, their skin is softer, and everything is more firm. Most of them have not had kids so there are no stretch marks either. So it's a no brainer right? Younger women are better for sex right? No so fast buddy. This Camero was built in the 90's This Camero was built in 70's One is newer, sleeker, and and is easier to manage. But the older one, can out perform the fuck out of the other. Lets look under the hood! I truly believ

Make Everyday A "shay Day!"
Two Choices What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following sto

Vip Me Please???
Why is it everytime I ask a guy or anyone for that matter if they would be willing to buy me a VIP they want stuff like Cybering and shit? or they just simply blow me off? look I know I ain't the hottest thing on Fubar but damn people cut me a break will ya!!! I am a very likeable person but I am not on here for cybering or looking for a man...I am happily married as I stated on my profile but obviously not many guys read the damn thing before they open their mouths about wanting sex to me...I took down all my NSFW pics related to me out to prove that I am better than that.. so why not help this southern girl get a VIP? why because you are a kind and generous person thats why!!! I rate,Fan,Add, and comment people on here so WTF man??? thats all I can do for anyone so please I am asking anyone who reads this to keep in mind that all I can do in return for your kindness is to rate,fan,add,comment and be your friend.... Thank You! Sincerely, Southern BadGirl

Kiss Of Darkness
He came to her that night In his clothes of solemn black The soul thatshe did not know But the one she could not push back She wanted him to hold her In the lost embrace of love Filling her with the happiness Which she had prayed to God above He opened up his arms so wide His dark eyes she looked deeply in His lips were soft and turned up As they made a welcoming grin He uttered not a sound in love As closer to him she was brought Against this man that captivated Her body was now forever caught Her long blonde hair was a contrast Against the dark that he does wear Unknowing that soon his kiss of darkness Into her soft skin would savagely tear Then she felt his body’s coldness As he placed his lips against her Feeling him as he softly gave her a kiss From the cold of him she did shudder Then she felt that sharp piercing As against her neck he quietly slid The taking of her virgin blood so pure Is what he this soul of darkness did She felt her body now drain o

Snake Bite Radio Wants You !
ARE YOU A LOUNGE OWNER/CO-OWNER INTERESTED IN A NEW STATION OR THINKING OF OPENING A LOUNGE BUT NEED A KICK A$$ STATION TO GO WITH IT??? LOOK NO FURTHER!!!! SNAKE BITE RADIO WANTS TO INVADE YOUR LOUNGE!!!! THAT’S RIGHT, SBR THE UP AND COMING ONLINE RADIO STATION IS LOOKING FOR COOL NEW LOUNGES. WE HAVE ROCKING DJs TAKING REQUESTS. IF NO DJ IS LIVE, DON'T WORRY WE PLAY MANY DIFFERENT TYPES OF MUSIC, COMEDY & SOME STUFF THAT WE HAVEN'T REALLY FIGURED OUT WHAT TO CALL IT. ALWAYS A GOOD TUNE AND AN EVEN BETTER TIME. IF YOU THINK YOU MAY BE INTERESTED DROP ME A MESSAGE. IN THE MESSAGE PLEASE LEAVE THE NAME OF THE PERSON TO BE CONTACTED & THE LOUNGE NAME WITH THE LINK. (PLEASE NO PRIVATE LOUNGES.) WHATS THAT??? YOU DON"T HAVE OR WANT A LOUNGE??? DO YOU LIKE MUSIC? DO YOU LIKE PEOPLE??? WHY NOT BECOME A DJ??? YUP YOU READ THAT RIGHT. SBR IS ALWAYS ON THE HUNT FOR NEW DJs. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BEING A DJ @ SBR, DROP A MESSAGE WITH YOUR NAME & THE BEST WAY

2008 Parade Schedule--jan 25 & Jan 26
Fri. Jan. 25 Oshun Uptown 6 p.m. Hercules Houma 6 p.m. Cleopatra West bank 6:30 p.m. Pygmalion Uptown 6:45 p.m. Eve Mandeville 7 p.m. Excalibur Metairie 7 p.m. Atlas Metairie 7:30 p.m. Sat. Jan. 26 Choctaw West Bank 11:30 a.m. Adonis West Bank Noon Petit Caillou Chauvin Noon Pontchartrain Uptown 1 p.m. Gladiators Chalmette 1:30 p.m. Shangri-La Uptown 2 p.m. Caesar Metairie 6 p.m. Olympia Covington 6 p.m. Sparta Uptown 6 p.m. Aquarius Houma 6:30 p.m. Pegasus Uptown 6:45 p.m. Mona Lisa/Moon Pie Slidell 7 p.m

Clintons Stole White House Property From Day One
TRIPP: ''Most [White House gifts] didn't make it to the gift unit" Report claims Clintons took White House furniture a year ago. February 9 - One Clinton critic says the former president will become a 'poster child on how not to leave the White House.' NBC News' Lisa Myers reports. By Lisa Myers NBC NEWS CORRESPONDENT WASHINGTON, Feb. 9 - Twenty days after he left the presidency, there were new questions Friday about whether the Clintons removed even more government property from the White House without disclosing it. The new questions come to light from a government list of furniture the Clinton's returned to the White House on Wednesday night. IT INCLUDES not only $28,000 in gifts listed on their financial disclosure sheet but also six new items that the Clintons had not even reported taking with them: a gaming table inlaid with the presidential seal, a television armoire, two prints and two more tables. The Park Service says virtually all the items

My Age...boy Is This One Accurate!
......You Act Like You Are 20 Years Old........You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.........What Age Do You Act?..

Back To Back Happy Hours!
^Sin^ and MrMischief are having back to back happy hours! Friday at 11 AM Fubar Time, ^Sin^ is hosting a happy hour! ^sin^-enforcer @ the playpen@ fubar Friday at 12 PM Fubar Time, MrMischief is hosting a happy hour! MR.MISCHIEF*^SINS^ FU-HUSBAND@ fubar Click on their profiles and show them lots of love during their happy hours! This Happy Hour Announcement brought to you by: Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter ~ SgtRaider's Bad Girl/Sisters 4 Life/FuOwned by ^Sin^@ fubar

Blind Sincerity
FALLING Is your hand really there- stretched out in the dark Waiting to be touched- and just crumble apart Do your eyes long to see- her reflection in the mirror She screams for you now- but you cant see it or hear her Shouting for your soul- to dig deep for the hope That soon she'll be free- and so ready to cope Accept she cant change- her days in the past Her heart is now dropping- she's falling so fast Lost in the night- by the dreams she is weaving- She's running, hearts pounding- but her faith is left bleeding Struck injured and tore- every time that you flee Do you know what you want- are YOU sure it's just ME???

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Please Make Your Voice Heard About Dv Even If You Are Not In/near Ma Or A Man
http://www.janedoe.org/involved/involved_whiteribbonday.htm My ambassadorship is under my real name. Jeremy Horne as a survivor as well as a freind to survivors and non survivors I thank you.

Daily Love Tarot
The Two of Wands card suggests that you might believe that you have it all. You may think your influence, sex appeal or charisma is supreme or that you have your target or romantic interest in hand. However, while you are admiring your conquest or attempting to control your situation, you could be missing or daydreaming about something else. You might be keeping your options open, waiting for results, watching out for rivals, or waiting or wishing for someone or something else out there. Perhaps you are hoping an old flame or new spark will show up and fill your emptiness or discontent with domestic life.

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Upset
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I JUST WANT TO SCREAM...I FEEL LIED 2...HOW CAN SOMEONE SAY ONE THANG AND DO ANOTHER IF U "LOVE" THEM AND WANT THEM Y SHOW NE DIFFERENT...IM SICK OF PPL SAYIN THEY FEEL SOMETHIN FOR U AND THEY SHOW U A DIFFERENT PATH... 2DAY WENT FROM REALLY GOOD 2 REALLY BAD...THE GUY IM WITH SEEMS TO THINK THERE IS SOMEONE ELSE...N MY EX I FEEL IS LIEIN TO ME ABOUT THANGS...I CANT STAND TO FEEL LIKE THIS... Y DO PPL DO THIS... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR GOD PART OF ME IS SCREAMIN AND PART IS CRYIN... I CANT SEEM TO GET AWAY FROM PAIN...IS MY LIFE GONNA B NOTHIN BUT FILLED WITH PAIN N HEARTACKE...IM SOOOOOOO SICK OF THIS FEELIN PLZZZZZZZZ GOD SOMEONE JUST TAKE IT ALL AWAY... IF I CUT MY SELF N BLEED TO DEATH WILL THE PAIN JUST GO AWAY...GOD OH GOD PLZ TAKE THIS AWAY

Alone Tonight
~ Alone Tonight ~ Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one I confide, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, Thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when you’re not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2 o’clock I wake up from dreaming, Alone still on my bed I get up and start thinking, I don’t want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sitting together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight, Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight In no one I confide.

Music~l@@k
Tired Of Looking For That Rite Mixture Of Music Well You Just Found It! Never The Same Old Thing All The Time Everything From Oldies Up Till Today.Friendly People Good Music Good Conversation.Bring Drama In With You It Will Leave With You Quicker Then You Came In!! Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio So If Your Looking For A Place To Hang Out And Enjoy The Music And Chat Or Just Listen While You Work You Found It CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER

Who Filled The Clouds With Goodbye's
Your eyes were the night sky I once stared into jet black...centered in midnight blue Who stole the twilight that never dies? Who stole the stars from those eyes? I guess I didn't know what to say to a night sky fading away Who said the moon never cries? Who stole the stars from those eyes? Now, the night breeze will surely come the one that leaves us feeling numb So, who filled the clouds with goodbye's? Who stole the stars from those eyes?

Dealing With Life And My New Husband
THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT ARE GOING ON WITH ME AND DRAGON AND IM SCARED I AM WHAT YOU WOULD CALL A OLD SCHOOL KINDA GIRL...I LIVE AND PLAY BY THE OLD RULES I THINK THAT A WOMAN HAS A PLACE AND ITS BESIDE HER MAN DOING EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING IN HER POWER TO MAKE HIM HAPPY....I KNOW ITS OLD FASHION BUT ITS WHO I AM..I AM ME AND I WONT CHANGE REGUARDLESS OF WHAT PEOPLE THINK AND AS LONG AS I PLEASE DRAGON WHY SHOULD I CARE WHAT OTHER THINK AND FEEL....THE PROBLEM BEING IS I THINK DRAGON WANTS ME TO CHANGE....I AM BOLD AS BRASS AND FIESTY AS HELL AND I AM THE FIRST TO ADMIT THAT I BACK WHAT I SAY AND MY FAVORITE SAYING IS..."DONT LET YA MOUTH WRITE A CHECK THAT YA ASS CANT CASH" ...I AM ME AND I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME FOR THAT I AM NOT SAYING MY HUSBAND DONT LOVE ME BECAUSE HE DOES WITH A GREAT PASSION BUT,,,,,I AM SAYING I FEEL HE WOULD LIKE IT BETTER IF I WAS QUITE AND RESERVED AND WASNT SO I DONT KNOW ....BRASSY AND BOLD FOR LACK OF BETTER WORDS SOME HAVE EVEN SAID I HAD BALLS OF STEE

Top Ten Ways To Know If You Have Pms...
10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 1. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.

New Update!
I attemted to post a blast and it was rejected for no reason. Now they refuse to refund my money. I guess I will lose my account, They have just threatened to delete my account if I file a complaint with paypal. LOL So, I guess it's either allow them to rip me off and keep my account, or go ahead and give up on the loser owners and my account and go ahead and file the complaint. Here is the email I got from Fubar. Note the threat! Our legal policy clearly states: All Blasts will be approved by a fubar admin before they are live and fubar reserves the right to reject a blast for any reason without a refund! However, your blast should meet these general guidelines: no personal attacks on any fubar member no racist or otherwise abusive language no sexually suggestive language If you choose to make a complaint on PayPal due to your own negligence to follow the rules, your account will be deleted. support === 'usmodels' spewed forth the following at '2008-01-29 1

I Am Giving Up On Love......
Because love has given up on me. Every time I start to like a guy they pull the whole "oh I just want to be friends" after all I do. Or they get what they want or realize that they won't get it and then they leave me hanging. I am sick of it. I am tired of giving them everything only to get nothing in return. I knew that my fears were right. I am destined to be alone. Guys are jerks and they have no respect for women. All they care about is getting what they want. Fulfilling their needs. Well what about my needs damn it? What about my feelings? Why don't guys ever think of anything but themselves? Why do they run? Are they really that fucking scared of love? And if they are why do they run from it instead of facing it like we do? they just don't understand us. They don't understand anything other than what their dick tells them. I swear I am just going to go full on lesbian. I am sick of this crap. UGH...Fuck men and their cold hearts..............

Firemans Joke
THINGS THAT SOUND DIRTY IN FIREFIGHTING 1) "This is a big one 2) "It's long, hard and pumps like crazy. 3) "Hard suction." 4) Firefighters are always in heat. 5) Your hosebed or mine? 6) "She's hot tonight, boys!" 7) Being "first-in" isn't necessarily a good thing. 8) Taking your girl for a ride in the pumper. 9) Dressing from head to toe in rubber. 10) Wanna slide down my pole? 11) Firefighters have the longest hoses. 12) A "quickie" is anything under two hours. 13) We need to hit it with a large, heavy stream. 14) She was exposed to a nasty backdraft. 15) Rescuing helpless pussies from trees. 16) Three words - Front mount pump. 17) "Watch out! She's gonna blow!" 18) Forcing your way into a hot entrance. 19) Firefighters "hump hose" all day long. 20) "We're gonna need a little more head pressure." 21) Put the wet stuff on the red stuff. 22) Find 'em hott, leave 'em wet.

So True
You are the only man I want to spend my life with You are worth everything I have done You had me secured In your love Until the end of time You are the only one I trusted You are the Love That is so true To hold on to There is nothing wrong about this I blushed at the first moment I am in your arms Life is wonderful With you by my side Alone,we are two Together,we are one Embracing the love, so strong Whispers in your ears A promise of eternal love Across each day and night My love will always Stay true

Help Them Find The Murderer!!!!!!!! (reposted As A Blog For Spork)
I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewhere....anywhere....please take the time to go to the link and watch the news video which includes a description of the car he was driving and his picture...If anyone knows anything at all, please dont contact me...call 409-771-7488 please repost the hell out of this so as many people as possible can see this. and if someone could sticky this for me so even more people can see it i would really appreciate it thank you everyone http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou080130_jj_policeinfoonbabyfounddead.7265da15.html (repost of original by 'Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-' on '2008-01-30 22:34:20') (repost of original by '*Memory*Fu-Engaged 2 Lilducknr' on '2008-01-30 23:08:12')

Never Forget
As water is to a flower, And honey is to a bee, You are always there, You are a part of me. As the wind blows, Through the distant land, My love for you grows, Never wanting to end. As the stars are to the night, And the grass is to the ground, You must definitely know, My love is all around. And when there is no wind, No land, night or sun, I'll love you forever and always, Even when my life here is done. And when my days are over, My life here on earth is through, I hope you'll forever know, I'll still be in love with you.

"maybe"
THIS ONE IS CALLED "MAYBE"... AND I AM ADDING IN MY "I BELIEVE's"... (this is a long one, if you start it you have to finish it, I wrote some of it...) Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for them. **I believe - that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other...and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. Maybe . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. **I believe - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for the rest of your life. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. **I believe - that no matter how bad your heart is broken the

Tax On Fat
The fat tax is a tax based on the fat content on the food you eat. The bill died in commitee because Bush had announced he intended to veto it and the Democrates did not have enough for a 2/3rds vote override. Remember when you go the polls and vote for either B. Obama or H. Clinton you will be voting for the fat tax. Both of the support it and will sign it into law if they are elected. What to expect, new taxes levied on ALL FOOD PRODUCTS THAT HAVE A MEASUREABLE FAT CONTENT. The premis for the tax is the health care for fat people costs more than thinner people. They did it to ALL tobacco products. The revenue was supposed to be spent on health care for smokers which has proven to be a lie. The fat tax justification is the same lie, that they revenue will be used for the health care of illnesses effecting overweight people. YOU'VE BEEN WARNED, GO AHEAD AND VOTE ON THE DEMOCRATIC TICKET AND IF YOU DO HAVE NO REASON TO GRIPE, BITCH WHINE OR COMPLAIN BECAUSE IT WILL BE YOU

No Support
Here is the deal. I am taking CNA classes. Well it seems that the people that should be supporting me aren't. Infact some of them are saying that I am going to flunk out our drop out.Now mind u have not given any of them any reason what so ever to say things like that. So, I am a little unsure and annoyed about all this. I work hard for everything that I have now and everything that I will have in the future. I suppose the thing for me to do is to do well in the class and graduate and prove to everyone that they are wrong.

Methamidophos
Methamidophos has been found in frozen potstickers that were made in Chaina in Japanese markets last week. Methamidophos is a chemical that has used to kill bugs and worms in Chinese vegetable farms, which has banned in China recently and is not used in Japan because of its high toxic level. Many people got sick from eating those chemical contaminated potstickers and millions of the related products are on recall right now. Chinese products safety has been asked in Japan for a while, and here is it.... In japan we rely on imported food and it feels like more than half of them are from china. My mom stopped buying food made in and from china long time ago, even though they are much cheaper than domestic ones. Seems like ever since i came back to Japan, i havent really heard of any good news around me. Its getting harder to find even a small happiness these days....

"i Got Tagged"
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1..love cooking. 2..love going camping. 3..love to give massages. 4..i dont watch alot of sports. 5..love landscaping and remodeling. 6..love photography. 7..a woman in a button down shirt is a huge turn on for me. 8..i have a heart of gold.hehe. 9..been married twice.and been separated for 12 years...dont ask,...lol. 10..i am very romantic. i am tagging these 5 people..Cj, J-Roxx, Lutin,Lily, and Fantasy

First Blag
well, as most of you can see i'm new here. i catch on quick, so be patient and i'll try and comment back. other than that, i blog often. and i blog about drinking. a lot. i'm currently working on a screenplay that explores the generation X way of life. it's an extreme perspective, because i've got some extreme experiences. here are a few links to my other contacts via the internet: [blog]http://littlebommer.livejournal.com/ [poetry]http://users.livejournal.com/___unfiltered/ [myspace]http://www.myspace.com/msbommer and if anyone can tell me how to upload pictures without any problems from javascript, let me know so i can get on that asap. thanks for all the love already and can't wait to hear some great drunk stories here on fubar!

What You Might Not Want To Know
What do you do to stop yourself when you are on this downward spiral of emotions that has you feeling reckless and void of hope? I mean you see yourself on a destructive path of actions, maybe not destructive but counterproductive. (glue for my mouth please) How do you pick yourself up and dust yourself off and start over: seclusion? meditation, isolation? mutilation? destruction? I just don’t know either. I write. I am a fuck-up and a fool. I am outspoken and untrusting. I am a million other things that might curl your toes but you may never even see the shine in my eyes, the sparkle; the joy that is the me I long to be. To love me is something that no one has ever really done. Although I think many have tried and come pretty close. To accept me despite all my faults and embrace even the darkest side of my heart. To pick up the broken shards of my shattered soul and break out the glue to mend it. To understand and listen and know that there is so much more to me than the hurt and

Want Some Money? Read!
So, I'm already planning for another tattoo, or a series of tattoos with the same theme. I'm planning to get all "Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse" tattooed. I'm still debating on placement, but I have two options. Option A: ~Get a mural on my back (covering a majority of it) with all four of them in the same piece. or Option B: ~One horseman on each forearm and one on each calf. Now, as I debate this, I need to enlists help of any artists. Being that the horsemen symbolize bad shit (War, Famine, Pestilence, and Death) I need a tattoo with a dark vibe to it. Detail in the art would be nice. I'd like to incorporate the names of all four of them in Latin. However, since I have no history of using the Latin language, and being that I don't online translators, I'll need help in this field as well. Color isn't necessary for your draft. I can do that myself. So, if you're willing to participate in this deed, let me know whether you'll be going for the mural or the solo pi

Not Sure If I Posted This One Before Put Its Funny
Are you sick of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound like Hallmark cards, and never come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speak to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will! help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you've finally had sex. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible ! stories about how much worse it could be and tell you to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath ...I pledge it till the end. Why, you ask? Because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend will h

Camille Jones Vs Fedde Le Grand - The Creeps (dj Muzik-al Extra Creepy Mix)
Camille Jones vs Fedde Le Grand - The Creeps (DJ Muzik-AL Extra Creepy Mix) A 9min Remix To listen/download http://www.esnips.com/doc/aa910c95-d05a-4e69-8f1a-9c01f44a6655/Camille-Jones-vs-Fedde-Le-Grand---The-Creeps-(DJ-Muzik-AL-Extra-Creepy-Mix)

Fallen
Here I have come like driftwood with the tide but am swept up in wonder that can not be denied. I fall from my feet to sit in the sand to absorb all your splendor that is stunning and grand. The heavens are afire with crimson and gold. There can be no more beauty then the one that i hold The warmth of the sun as it fades from the sky is gentle and soothing as when you hug me good bye The surf is caressing like your soft kiss I am caught up in passion that I cannot resist. My soul takes flight to soar with the breeze as my heart is filled with your comfort and ease. No worries or cares could i bring to this place for life’s very majesty shines in your face Can you feel what I feel? Come sit next to me. let me tell of a love that i have for thee

Tag... Yo'
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i can walk on my toes. 2. sunlight makes me cry 3. i always read magazines from back to front 4. i randomly pick up super heavy objects, just to see if i can. (i love testing my body) 5. i talk to myself... in accents. 6. umm.. i can knot a cherry stem with my tongue. 7. crowds/groups make me nervous. in a hands wont stop shaking and sweating kinda way. hives dont make an appearance though. 8. i make a awesome monkey sound.. 9. i catwalk when no one is looking (sometimes when they are! lol) 10. you cant take me to the park. i have more fun than kids do! you'll catch me climbing on things you sho

College
Wyoming Cowboy A young cowboy from Wyoming goes off to college, but half way through the semester, he has foolishly squandered all his money. He calls home. "Dad," he says, "You won't believe what modern education is developing! They actually have a program here in Laramie that will teach our dog, Ol' Blue how to talk!" "That's amazing," his Dad says. "How do I get Ol' Blue in that program?" "Just send him down here with $1,000" the young cowboy says. "I'll get him in the course." So, his father sends the dog and $1,000. About two-thirds through the semester, the money again runs out. The boy calls home. "So how's Ol' Blue doing, son," his father asks. "Awesome, Dad, he's talking up a storm," he says, "but you just won't believe this - they've had such good results they have started to teach the animals how to read!" "Read!" says his father, "No kidding! How do we g et Bl ue in that program?" "Just send $2,500, I'll get him in the c

Gonna Be In San Antonio
Hey everyone...I'm gonna be in San Antonio next week (2/18-2/22) for my job. What is there to do? I've got to play (drums) at the Studio on Friday night...but I gotta find somethin to do durin the week! Hit me and let me know what's going on around there! P

Tag.
Tag you're it: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. ~Sighs, thinks~ Heh 1. When I'm really tired I rub my earlobe. Don't know why, just do. 2. At least once a day, sometimes for days on end...I have anxiety attacks. It's a side effect of being crazy. Lol 3. I can only sleep 4 hours at the most, or I have killer nightmares. Guaranteed, everytime. 4. I will spurt out at random times, random things...for instance....I'll say.... BITCHES!!!!!!!!! For no reason whatsoever. (Random outbursts RAWK) 5. Food disgusts me, and I'll go out of my way to avoid eating if I don't have to. 6. I still have NY moments. I Catch myself saying, I need to hit 7-11or Pathmark....ect. a

Slut Always Win
I am so fucking sick of the nice girls, you know the ones who don't sleep with every guy, always seem to lose the guy to the slut. I was this guy who I have known for almost six years and I freaking lost him to a fucking nasty ass 21 year old slut who has slept with fucking over 28 people. She is nasty she doesn't shower she looks like fucking hell. when she puts on make up she puts on so much it like 3 inches thick. The guy talks so much crap about how loose she is. his words are "hotdog down a hallway" and I must say he has a very huge dick. I have seen it but never fucked it.. SO maybe some guy can inform me why you talk shit about the sluts but always fucking date them. And for the sluts out there leave the men alone, we all know that you can't stay with one dick.. sluts always seem to win..

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I shave my head 2) I love my m4. 3) I get horny when I get drunk. 4) I don't like my ex. 5) I went to college and not doing a damn thing with it. 6) I like green. 7) I am 5'10". 8) I love COFFEE!!. 9) I like driving in the snow. 10) my best friend is Chris

Hey You
hello fubar! hope that everyone has been good whats up in fu world? things are better im so happy ive gotten engaged and we set a date and i got a planner.. whoo hoo... other than that my health is good right now and i have some spare time to come by and give out some massive fubar love.. missed you guys talk to you soon!

I Was Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have 8 pins, a metal plate and a 6 inch metal rod in my right leg from an accident I had Dec. 11, 2006. 2) I have collected porcelain dolls since I was 8 years old and have hundreds of them! 3)I text message a lot without taking my phone outta my pocket....wonder if anyone gets weird messages! 4) I buy People every week off the shelf but won't get a subscription cause I know I won't pay the bill.... 5) I own around 500 DVDs and probably have never watched half of them.... 6) I love to sing karaoke but won't sing in front of anyone if it isn't in the bar.... 7) I tell people I am busy a lot just because I

I Can’t Handle The Pressures Of Fubar Anymore
I can say with ease, that there is maybe no one, in all of Fubar, who receives the amount of scrutiny that I do. If I blog about girls, I am a sexist pig. If I blog about my son, I am doing it for good P.R. Despite all of that, the one thing you'd never hear me say is, "I can't handle the pressure of fubar." Are you fucking kidding me? Over and over again I see people threatening to delete their page because of the high school antics, the fighting, and their in ability to get off the site. Being childish and stupid is one of the best parts of being here. We have to be serious all day for our normal lives. I compare being on here to being drunk. Here we say and do things that we normally wouldn't do because we are protected by being on-line. Just like you can ride the excuse that you might of had TEE MANY MARTOONIES If you can't walk away from here...you have bigger problems than this site. You are bored, and Fubar is all you have to fill it. Get a fucking hobby, download

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Make St.patricks Day An Official Holiday!!!
MAKE ST. PATRICK’S DAY AN OFFICIAL HOLIDAY! ALL IN FAVOR, RAISE YOUR PINTS GUINNESS Draught Stout. ©2008 Guinness & Co. Imported by DIAGEO - Guinness USA, Norwalk, CT. PRINTABLE PETITION With nine times more Irish-Americans in this country than there are people in all of Ireland, never before has the Irish Spirit been so alive. Come St. Patrick’s Day, that spirit is even more pronounced as everyone reveals a little bit of their Irish side. From the camaraderie in the streets to the joy pulsating in their hearts, people from all nationalities and backgrounds bask in the glory that is Irish. That is why Guinness and the undersigned, present Proposition 3-17 which hereby requests that St. Patrick’s Day be made an official holiday not only to officially commemorate the spirit of this day, but to celebrate and honor St. Patrick himself. A man once known for driving snakes out of Ireland, St. Patrick now embodies the pride and strength in all who are Irish and in Irish enthusiasts

Hendricks Teams
well it has been a great start for the hendricks teams dale jr winning the shootout and the first daul and starting 3rd for sundays race , jimmy winning the pole not to mention gordon and mears starting close to the front to will it be another hendrick year to win a championship?

I Am Sorry
i didnt think you would take it like that i thought you knew i was playin i am sorry i was not being mean to you i swear nore am i mad so please dont just stop talking to me you are a great friend never would i mean to hurt you at all you are like my older brother in many ways please know i am not mad at you and i am sorry if you thought i was to jeff i am sorry .....please understand it all

Judge Declares Missing Adventurer Fossett Dead
CHICAGO, Illinois (CNN) -- A Chicago probate court judge Friday declared millionaire adventurer Steve Fossett dead five months after he disappeared while on a solo flight over the Nevada desert. Judge Jeffrey Malak made the ruling after an emotional presentation from Fossett's wife of 38 years, Peggy, who also asked that her husband's will be entered into probate. Fossett, who was 63, was last seen on the morning of September 3 when he took off from the Flying-M Ranch outside Minden, Nevada. He said he was embarking on a pleasure flight over the Sierra Nevada Mountain Range in a single-engine plane. Fossett was carrying a single bottle of water and had no parachute. He had planned to fly over the Nevada desert for two to three hours, and was expecting to return for lunch to the ranch, owned by hotel magnate Barron Hilton. At 3 p.m., when he had not returned, a search began that ultimately included thousands of volunteers, hundreds of officials and dozens of aircraft t

Whassup!!!
its ya friendly neighborhood DJ Dyzzy again! and i've come with news to ppl who read my blogs! i'm moving yet again. i know i can't stay in one place. lol. but this time i'm goin to the state of Washington n i'm stayin! so... i'm excited i leave in 2 weeks. it'll be my first ride on an airplane. i'm stoked!!!!!! and i feel i'm almost ready. also another thing. i know i have alot of ppl from diff lounges comin to me about their problems. but lets put it in the nicest way i can think of. if your in a diff lounge n got problems in that lounge... keep it there. don't come to me about em. even if you got promoted n u want to tell me. restrain yourself. please. i honestly don't give a fuck. if its about DDR then thats when i'll listen. thats family. MY family. anything involving with Dirty Deeds Radio involves me. anything outside of DDR, i don't care. so hopefully u read this... if you don't... and you come to me then u'll get the same responce that u got from the blog. DDR is what i'm all

Day Out At Ibrox
As most of you in my Friends and Family know that my son Wee Alan has CF , He has just come out of Yorkhill Sick Kids Hospital , Where he went Through an operation to fit a Port-a-cath as well as grommet's in his ears and a Lung Flush. Well he has been asked up to Ibrox (home of Glasgow Rangers Football Team) to meet the players ,have lunch and visit the Trophy Room as well as match tickets to see the game on the 1st of March ...........AND I GET TO GO TOO..... He has also been nominated for The My Little Hero which is run yearly by The Daily Record Newspaper , They where at the house on Thursday to take some photos of him and are going to run an article about him.If he makes it to the final he will have to go to a Star Studded Dinner at the Glasgow Hilton Hotel which is in May......

15 Of The Top Fountains In The World:
Make sure you scroll to see them all especially the fountain rated as #1 in the entire world... at the very bottom. 15- ABU DHABI 14-LAS VEGAS 13 MIRAGE LAS VEGAS 12-DUBAI 11-DUBAI 10-MOSCOW 9-MOSCOW 8-MOSCOW 7-KIEV 6-ST-PETERSBURG 5-ST-PETERSBURG 4-GENEVA 3-BARCELONA 2-TIVOLI 1- PONOKA, ALBERTA

Poetry (not For The Weak)
exit the womb see yourself for the first time mommy, nurses, the doctor daddy? where are you thats not daddy barely with my eyes open crying mommy thats not daddy I should know that guy shoots blanks daddy is dead isn't he not literally just a dead beat asleep on some couch fucked up on coke its 6 pm he should be awake now smile mommy I'm going to ruin your life You overlooked me for 6 months stayed up on coke drowned me or tried too you carried me, miscarried If I had survived. . . I'd drip boiling oil over your face smell the burning flesh let it eat you like acid then I'd pull a knife slowly 1000 cuts bleeding slowly feel your wretched soul burn in my agony

Crazyness
Basics. Name: Age: Gender: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: religion: General. 1. Where would we all go on dates?and how would the night end? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with us? 6. Do you like movies?What kind?and why? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with us all night? 8. Could we all cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you foreplay or flirt with us ? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call us right after we saw each other to make sure we made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl or guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (i.e: heart breaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18.What kind of sexual positions do you like to be put in? 19. are