The Holidays are here.I cant believe this year is almost gone.Alot of things happened this year,some bad but many good.I love the holidays,shopping and putting up the tree and all that.But at the same time i hate the holidays.I miss my brothers so much.I would do anything to have them here.Hell id give anything for just one second with them again.Sometimes i think about what they would be like now.Who would they be married to or dateing? How many kids would they have?When I met Sammy Terry a few weeks back I wished they had been there SO MUCH.I watched the show with them.I think they would have felt the same way i did about meeting him.I just want them back.