Something has been on my mind for a long time and I am going to try to get it all out.
People talk about people.It just happens. We all talk about the people we know when talking to others.It is just a part of life.You run into someone and they say"Hows so and so doing?" And you in turn ask the same.Friends catch each other up on there friends and family. And I see nothing wrong with it at all cuz like I said it is just a part of life.And sometimes,things that get told are wrong,not to anyones fault but,anyone who has played the game Telephone knows sometimes, things get a lil turned.Now to me it is one thing to tell something about some one and say" Now I could be wrong Im not sure" or "I think this is what happened I dont know". Addmiteing you don't know all the facts or that what you are saying could be wrong I think is a good thing to do.I know sometimes I forget things that have been told to me.And if I am saying something that I might not have right,I say it.But what I do have a HUGE problem with are when people flat out tell things about someone that they know is a out and out lie.Even if you do get half right and the rest is a lie it is the same thing to me.A lie is bad enough but when it is a lie that is just something so terriable about the person that it makes others think they are a bad person and end up not likeing them because of what is being told about them.And I don't care who you think you are and who you tell these things to,it will at some point get back that these things have been said and who has been saying it.
Something else that goes along the same lines as this is when someone lies to someone else and rips them off or pulls one over on someone and then brags about it to others knowing that the person they lied to and pulled something over on know the people that are being told the truth about it.And hopefuly the people being told about this poor person being lied to will think that the person doing the lieing is in the wrong no matter what it is about.
No one likes lies being told about them,no matter how small the lie is.But when you make up things that is so bad that you wouldn't talk about it even if it was true, that is just the lowest of the lowest thing to do.
I am writeing about this because this has been happening to me. I always knew it was going on but I didn't know just how bad untill resently.I have always known about things being said about me but always let it go. But there have been a few things said that when I found out about it I cried. It was something so terriable that NO ONE would want it said about them even if it was true.And all I could think was that everyone was told this terriable lie and that everyone was talking about it and everyone believed it.And it was said more then one time. I was so humiliated.And I didn't know what to do.Lucky for me only one person was told about it but it was still bad enough that it was made up and told in the first place. Makeing up lies that bad are just ,it is beyond me how you can think something up like that then have the nerve to tell it.And to tell the lie to someone that knows the person you are lieing about,knowing full well it will get back to the person your lieing about shows what kind of person you really are.
I am lucky that the things that have been told and will be told are not believed.The lies of me being this big terriable person have been proven to be a lie and l am lucky that people see that it is just not true. I have been painted as a selfish person,as the bad guy.I have been lied to and tricked then had it told and been made fun of and put down for falling for the lie and the tricks.
It hurts.I can't help it,it just hurts.Anyone would be hurt.And it is all a out and out lie. I am a good person.I see nothing wrong with me saying it about myself.It has taken me years to get to the point to where I can see that I am a good person.If you are a good person,you should said it,it is your right as a good person.I do not see it as being stuck up.I help anyone and everyone when they ask.And if I can't help you myself,I will try to think up something that can happen to get the help needed.I have never thought that I am owed anything.No one owes me a thing ever and they never will.And with me, you are not damned if you do and damned if you don't.I would never do something to someone that I wouldnt want them to do to me.I would never lie and put someone else down to make myself look better or to get people on my side.I would be so ashamed of myself.And what makes it really sad is when everyone you tell the lies to about someone,know you are lieing.The lies told about me have been proven time and again to be in fact a lie but that doesn't stop the lies from still comeing.Anyone who knows me knows how I really am.And if you don't know,spend time with me and you will see how I really am.
All things get you in the end.I believe in Karma.You will get what you have comeing to you at some point.
I am in no way a perfect person.You will never hear me say that I am.But I am not mean,hurtful,selfish or any of the other things that have been said about me and will,I am sure,always be told about me.Liers never stop lieing.And they wonder why they are not trusted. So I am on the road to getting over and moveing on.I can't stop people telling lies but I can let it roll off my back.I am lucky that the people in my life know the truth about who I am and know that there is no truth in the lies.
I don't have the strengh to be upset over all of it anymore.I have cried about it and wondered why? Why lie like that about me? And for what? a few mouments of people felling sorry for you? Why would you want people to pitty you?People pitty hurt animals,I don't want that from people.And it really says something about someone who wants people to pitty them in my mind.At first I felt sorry for the person.How bad is your life when you have nothing better to do then make up things about me.Then I was pissed,and I had every right to be.Then I just felt hurt.Now I feel nothing.I have come to terms that I can not change what I can not control and I cant control what I can not change.(Thanks Dr.Phil lol)All I can do is just live myself and be who I am and do the right thing and be a good person.
