I have been smoke free since March 5th 2007. And everyday since then I have wanted to smoke.I want to smoke every day many many times a day.I work in an office with my heavy smokeing mom and live with my heavy smokeing husband.Dave doesnt understand why I hate to be the one to go buy his smokes.I told him it is like asking someone in AA to go buy you beer.He knows how badly I want to smoke still.He is very proud of me for quiting and says he would be very disapointed in me if i smoked again.Shouldnt the want be gone by now??I stoped smokeing to have a baby.But as it turns out I will never be haveing another baby ever again in this life time.SO i am wondering if that plays some kind of part in the still wanting to smoke,i dunno.
I have been very stressed out and I dont think that has anything to do with it cuz even when i am not stressed and am happy I want to smoke.What do I do?
