god my fucking family pisses me off so much... my oldest brother Andrew is the worst... he seems to think cause he's the oldest & i'm the youngest that he can still use his stand-over tactics with me... well i can tell ya now that i'm gonna up & walk out on the family after xmas day lunch if he pulls any shit on me... the only reason why i might not do that is cause my dad will be there & i love my dad more than anything in the world... plus since he got married last w/end it's just confirmed to me that he's mum's fav child... FUCKING GRRRRRRRRRR