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Monday We R On Tv
We R on Tv on Monday Monday is our show!!!!!!!! so u guys better watch...wgn..10 am if loctated if diffrent area here is the web site to tell u what channel and what time http://www.sonypictures.com/tv/shows/gregbehrendt/show_guide/station_search.php and here is our preview.....http://www.sonypictures.com/tv/shows/gregbehrendt/video.php?path=gregbehrendt_1023

About Myself
Im really glad to be on here i thought i would tell you about myself Im a whiskey drinker. i mean i could probably out drink any girl on here. i wouldnt mind tryin I love to go out and party..perfer boats or beach not into night clubs its to much drama for me. Im tall like a redwood tree(6'0) im a red head love to dance thats about it

Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the li

A Dragon
You scored as Dragon. Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Mermaid50%Dragon50%Faerie50%Angel42%Demon42%WereWolf33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Platte Canyon, Fitzsimmons To Resume Normal Schedules Thurs.
Students at Platte Canyon High School and Fitzsimmons Middle School in Bailey will resume their normal schedules on Thursday, district officials announced today. The schools have been closed since Wednesday, when Duane Morrison entered the high school and held several students hostage before killing 16-year-old Emily Keyes and then turning the gun on himself. "Our students and staff continue to grieve and to heal. I thank all of you in our Bailey community and the broader community across the country for your support," Platte Canyon School District Superintendent Jim Walpole said in a release. "I ask that you take time for a special prayer for our students, parents, and staff at your church services today and tomorrow's Yom Kippur day of prayers. I also ask you to pray for our community officers and emergency response personnel who are experiencing the pain of this tragic event." Walpole said district officials are concentrating today on collecting personal belongings to be re

Classmate, Sheriff On Morning Talk Shows
The Platte Canyon High School student who told NBC's "Today" show yesterday that he had been in the classroom at the beginning of a fatal hostage standoff was back on the program, apologizing for lying. "I just want the people that were in the class to know that I'm sorry, as well as those that called me a hero," Casey Grigg said. "I'm just another kid that was there." "I hope that people will know me for who I am, and not a liar," he said. Grigg told NBC that the man walked in, fired a warning shot at the floor and ordered the students to line up. He told some to leave and others - all girls - to stay. "You could tell that he wanted the females," Cassidy said. "He tapped me on the shoulder and he told me to leave the room. I told him, 'I don't want to leave."' "He told me that if I didn't go then he would pretty much kill me On Thursday afternoon, Casey's mother, who appeared with her son on the TV show, revealed that she had subsequently learned her son had lied, and h

My Daughter...
Well we are 7 hours and 45 mins away from Bree's surgery ... We have to be there in the morning at 7... Ya'll wish us luck and keep us in ur prayers... Kisses and Huggs... :) ~♥~South Carolina Baby~♥~

Things People Deal With But Neva Say.
sit here today thinking of alot of things. I am amused but at the same time Frowned Have you ever felt that at one point in your life you feel that youve found what you want in life and you finally get all or just feel happy with the person your with. Like nothing can surprise you or go wrong cause it seems so PERFECT, but then in the blink of an eye its all taken away with one word, text, message,voice mail, phone call, email or some kinda of connection to the world. Well i have and it sucks but i guess its times like these that show you what kind of people are out there or the person you'll become. Depending on the way you take it at least. I can tell you from the experinces I've delt with this pass year and few months all that Shit that happens to you, take it. Take it all in and use it. Use it to motivate yourself. You might say motivate yourself for WHAT? But you can use that for anything. To not be the asshole girlfriend to lie in som

This Is Getting Out Of Hand!
ok, seriously folks..the contests are getting waaaayyyyyyyyy out of hand here. Now, in the beginning, they were normal, run of the mill contests. BUT NOW...jeeeez!! We have contests like "best cum shot"????? WTF is that? Nasty. I got something in my shoutbox earlier with a link to "go vote for me please" I went to the link, and it was some chicks cootch. And the post was from a guy!! hmmmm. NOW If I am going to vote on someone in a contest, I have some personal rules I follow...I vote on what I think is the best. Not because someone told me too, or someone is on my friends list. And I certainly do NOT vote on the X rated contests. They are just fucking rediculous. I mean the actually had a best cootch contest!! Best whing wang contest, get a grip!! lol. These contests are getting very childish, and resiculous! It kind of reminds me of Voting for the High School year book peeps..you know..biggest flirt, prettiest smile..etc. Anyway, I am ranting and raving over here, but this shit is re

Rejected Hallmark Cards
Rejected Hallmark Cards "Looking back over the years that we've been together, I can't help but wonder:... -- What was I thinking?" "Congratulations on your wedding day!... -- Too bad no one likes your wife." "How could two people as beautiful as you.... -- have such an ugly baby?" "I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love... -- After having met you, I've changed my mind." "I must admit, you brought Religion in my life... -- I never believed in Hell until I met you." "As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... -- that you're not here to ruin it for me." "As you grow older, Mum, I think of all the gifts you've given me... -- Like the need for therapy." "Thanks for being a part of my life!!!... -- I never knew what evil was before this!" "Before you go,... I would like you to take this knife out of my back. -- You'll probably need it again." "Someday I hope to get married... -- but not to you." "Yo

Stuff...
Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com _-__-_----______----_-_--------____--_-___-___--___ My score on The Really Hard Shakespeare Test: The Bloom(S'Blood! You scored 48%!)You've certainly done your reading, and you know your bardbiz. Don't get too cocky, though. It's not like you invented the human or something. Link: The Really Hard Shakespeare Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Things You Are Dying To Know The Answers To!
1. How do you catch a unique rabbit? Unique up on it. 2. How do you catch a tame rabbit? Tame way, unique up on it. 3. How do crazy people go through the forest? they take the psycho path. 4. How do you get holy water? You boil the hell out of it. 5. What do fish say when they hit a concrete wall? Dam! 6. What do Eskimos get from sitting on the ice too long? Polaroid's. 7. What do you call a boomerang that doesn't work? A stick. 8. What do you call cheese that isn't yours? Nacho cheese. 9. What do you call Santa's helpers? Subordinate clauses. 10. What do you call four bullfighters in quicksand? Quattro Sinko.... 11. What do you get from a pampered cow? Spoiled milk. 12. What do you get when you cross a snowman with a vampire? Frostbite. 13. What lies at the bottom of the ocean and twitches? A nervous wreck. 14. What's the difference between roast beef and pea soup? anyone can roast beef. 15. Where do y

Pineapples
I love love love it when people read my profile!! I've had several people ask me what is the deal with the pineapples...why do I fear them so? Is there a story behind all of this? Well yes, there is. Sit around the campire and I shall tell all. About 2 years ago...yea, cause I was still in High School at this point, a couple of friends and I all got jobs at this place called the Cinema Grill. It was awesome, it opened up in an old movie theatre and we showed movies that just got out of the Big Theatre in our area for 1.50 and served food, snacks, drinks, and alcohol. We hosted sports events, like Super Bowl, so people came to watch Super Bowl on the big screen and got drunk, it was great. Well unfortunately one of the things we sold were pizzas, which of course includes Hawaiian pizzas, now dont get me wrong, I loves my pizza, I even like pineapple...as long as it doesn't touch me. My friends would take the little cut up slices of pineapple, sneak up on me, and rub

Beef And Bean Burritos
1 lb. ground chuck 1 onion chopped 4 large garlic cloves minced 3 T. cumin 2 15 oz. cans pinto beans rinsed and drained 1 14 .5 oz. can beef broth 1 4 oz. can chopped green chilies 4 green onions sliced Heat large skillet over medium high heat. Add ground beef and cook until brown. Add chopped onion and garlic, cook another 5 minutes. Stir in cumin and cook 1 minute. Add beans, broth and chilies and cook until beans are creamy and thickened, crushing beans with the back of a spoon, about 20 minutes Mix in green onions. Transfer beans and beef mixture to a serving dish. Serve with tortillas, cheese, sour cream and salsa or Pico de Gallo. extra bounus Pico de Gallo 2 C. diced tomato 1/2 C. onion chopped 2 T. cilantro chopped 1 1/2 T. jalapeno pepper minced 2 t. fresh lime juice 1/2 t. salt Combine all ingredients. Mix well. Chill

Spicy Shredded Chicken Filling
2 medium to large whole or 4 split chicken breasts 2 tablespoons olive oil 4 cloves garlic, minced 4 jalapeño chiles, stemmed, seeded and minced 1 onion, chopped 6 small to medium tomatoes, chopped 2 teaspoons oregano 1/2 teaspoon salt, or to taste Approximately 1 cup chicken broth (from cooking chicken breasts) Simmer chicken in water to cover until just done. Remove the meat, reserving 1 cup broth for later use in recipe and the remainder for another use. When the meat is cool enough to handle, remove it from the bones, cut it into 1-inch pieces, and shred it in a food processor fitted with a plastic blade. In skillet or Dutch oven, heat oil over medium heat and sauté garlic, chiles and onion until soft but not browned. Add the tomatoes, shredded chicken, oregano, salt and enough chicken broth to barely cover the ingredients. Simmer, stirring frequently, until nearly all the liquid has evaporated. Makes 2 1/2 cups filling.

Carne Con Chilies
1 large round steak cut into 1 inch cubes 1 C. chopped onion 1 to 2 cans (4 oz. each) chopped jalapeno peppers (depending on how hot you like it) 1 32 oz. can crushed tomatoes 8 oz. tomato sauce 2 t. crushed garlic salt and pepper Saute beef cubes in oil until brown in small batches. Add onion, garlic, salt and pepper. Cook until onions start to get transparent. Add jalapeno peppers, tomatoes and tomato sauce. Cook 1 hour or until beef is very tender. Serve with warmed flour tortillas and refried beans. Serves 6 - 8.

Don't Quit
"Don't Quit" When Things Go Wrong As They Sometimes Will, When The Road You're Trudging Seems All Uphill, When The Funds Are Low, And The Debts Are High, And You Want To Smile, But You Have To Sigh, When Cares Is Pressing You Down A Bit... Rest If You Must-But Don't You Quit. Success Is Failure Turned Inside Out, The Silver Tint Of The Clouds Of Doubt, And You Never Can Tell How Close You Are, It May Be Near When It Seems Afar, So Stick To The Fight When You're Hardest Hit... It's When Things Go Wrong, That You Mustn't Quit.

Don't Mess With Little Old Ladies!
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding.... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her vehicle. Older woman: Is there

Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am a single guy lookin for the right lady to make my life complete... A lady with a great singing voice is a plus...She has to have a great lookin body.No game players or liars please..Kids ok..must be between the ages of 21 to 38...Please email me if u r interested... lookin for latino!!!! Findlay,Lipsic areas... or call 419 788-9147 cell phone...

How Intuitive Are You?
You Are 76% Intuitive You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead. How Intuitive Are You?

What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?
Your Emoticon is Cool You're not feeling particularly up or down, just relaxed and calm. You're ready for whatever is going to happen next! What Emoticon Best Represents You Right Now?

Fried Calamari
Crispy rings of tender calamari are great as an appetizer served with a spicy tomato sauce or garlicky mayonaise. :Serves 4: Calamari need to be either cooked quickly on high heat, or cooked for a long period on a slow simmer. Anything in between can lead to a chewy result. Fried for just under a minute in hot oil as in this recipe results in tender, crispy rings of calamari. Use your favorite dipping sauce to serve, although I like to use a simple tomato sauce spiced up with a pinch of red pepper flakes. If you have never cleaned squid before, you might find their appearance a bit intimidating, however they are actually quite easy to clean. 2 Pounds Cleaned Squid (Instructions Below) 1 Cup Flour 1 Cup Cornmeal 1/2 Teaspoon Salt 1/2 Teaspoon Pepper Vegetable Oil For Frying Suggestions For Dipping Sauce: Quick Tomato Sauce, Or Garlic Mayonnaise Cleaning Squid: To clean the squid, first pull out the tentacles and head. Set these aside. Remove the cart

Time To Make A Move
well girls lets see how may of you wiil take care of me. you know if you asked i would take care of you. but anywys lets see if by the end of the day you all can get me to the next level just for fun. so come on and lets have some.

I Am Your Priestess
I stand before the Ancients On the day of my birth I am surrounded by their spirits Caressed by their love Empowered by their strength I am your priestess. I walk holding your shield I speak with courage and wisdom I touch with great curiosity I dance with wild abandon I am your priestess. I call you winds of the East Give me the gift of creativity I call you winds of the South Give me your gift of passion I call you winds of the West Let your healing powers blow through me I call you Winds of the North Let your strength and stability Engulf me. Hear me as I chant from the mountaintops Down to the edge of the seashores Let my voice carry a joyous and melodic note upon the winds. Hear me Ancient Ones! As I send my chant of reverence to you For I Am Your Priestess.

Take It
I cant take it no more im going insane under so much stress its hurting my brain at times i feel like dying just to make it end as one by one im losing every friend loneliness has taken hold and i can not shake it i gave her all my heart i didnt think she'd break it so much for true love it was a waste of time tellme shes my constant than accuse me of a crime enough is enough from now on i dont care forgetting all the memories that we used to share i wont act like it didnt hurt thers no way to fake it and now the pain is eating away at me and i cant take it

Page (rap)
im having suicidal thoughts rendering my mind paralized tears running down my face lookin for places to hide from the pain,mind strain, going against the grain gotta keep my brain in the right lane,insane to many feelings of loneliness no last kiss couldnt take the risk of a near miss joyful bliss is coming to an end you lost girlfriend aint got nomore letters to send intend to live to a good age physco rage membrane trapped in a cage turn the page

What Kind Of Angel Where You?
You scored as Guardian Angel. You were a guardian angel! Before you were sent down to Earth to live and be tested, you were a beautiful guardian angel who faught off evil and protected humans even the ones who didnt deserve it. You risked everything to protect them because for some reason you just naturally had a fondness of them. Humans felt protected when you were around even though they couldnt see you secretly keeping them safeGuardian Angel100%Angel of Hope100%Angel of Guidance93%Angel of Good Fortune93%Angel of Prayer71%Angel of Death43%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Once Upon A Time...
Once Upon A Time, there was a married woman, and she was not happy about her sex life, so she goes to see her doctor about it. Her doctor gives her some pills and tells her to put one in her husband's glass of water before going to sleep and then HAVE FUN. The woman comes back home and tries it the first night. She puts one pill in her husband's glass of water. And that night they have sex. The next night, the woman was happy but not quite content yet, decides to use two pills. That night their love making was even better then the night before. So the third night she decided that if two pills was great, then she would put all the pills in the glass of water. A week later, the doctor calls her house and asks: "Hello, how's the whole family doing??" The son, who answered the phone, answers: "Well, my Mom's dead, my Sister's pregnant, My ass hurts and my Dad is running around naked outside screaming, 'Here KITTY KITTY'."

Nudist Colony
Bob joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he takes off his clothes and starts wandering around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by him and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him grinning sweetly and says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" She says: "You must be new here; let me explain. It's a rule here that if I give you an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of a pool, lays down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Bob continues exploring the facilities. He enters a sauna, sits down, and farts. Within a few seconds a huge, horribly corpulent, hairy man with a firm erection lumbers out of the steam towards him. The Huge Man says: "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" The Huge Man: "You must be new here; it is a rule that when you fart, it implies you called for me." The

For The One I Wish I Was Here ( A Poem)
i dont know exactly why i wrote this for but damn it reads so damn good "for the one i wish was here" like it or not I love her boyfriend or no boyfriend i care for her I wish she was here i'll fight fight to the bitter end to win her love to be her man and give her total attention a woman such as her should be respected ,honored ,cherished and loved for who she is. i know i have no chance in hell but nothing is gonna stop me from trying she is who i trust she is my destiny the one i want to share my life and grow old with i will never cheat, i will never lie i'll always be truthful i will do all i can from the bottom of my heart to see this stays so true. in some reality i will always love you -DAVID ALLEN BOSLEY 2006

This Is My Life As I Know It!
I ALREADY POSTED ONE BLOG ON ANOTHER SITE, BUT FELT I SHOULD HERE AS WELL. SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND PEOPLE. MY MOTHER IS GREAT. SHE'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT, BUT WHEN SHE GETS MAD AT YOU, LOOK OUT! SHE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL SO HORRIBLE. SHE HAS THAT TENDENCY TO NOT ACT AS THOUGH SHE LOVES YOU WHEN SHE'S MAD. SO HERE'S WHAT HAPPENED. I HAD A CAR THAT I TOOK OVER PAYMENTS ON FROM MY UNCLE LAST AUGUST. THIS PAST JUNE HE GOT BEHIND ON HIS TRUCK PAYMENTS AND WHERE MY CAR AND HIS TRUCK WERE ON THE SAME LOAN, THE CAR LOT CALLED AND SAID THEY WERE TIRED OF IT AND WAS COMING AFTER BOTH VEHICLES. THEN THEY DECIDED TO GIVE HIM ANOTHER TRY AND REFINANCE...BUT THE KICKER IS THAT THEY WERE SAYIN I WAS BEHIND ON PAYMENTS TOO, WHICH I WASN'T. COME TO FIND OUT, THE BANK WAS APPLYING ALL MY PAYMENTS TO THE PAYOFF ON HIS TRUCK! SO I SAID, THE HELL WITH IT, JUST TAKE IT IF YOU WANT IT. ITS NOT IN MY NAME, SO NO HARM, I WILL JUST GET ANOTHER ONE. WELL, SINCE THEY WERE GONNA REFINANCE H

Traditional Witchcraft And Wicca - Some Differences
How many times have you seen a sentence start with "Witchcraft, or Wicca, is.." leaving the reader with the impression that these are one and the same thing. Such generalizations are unfair to the practitioners of both, and more than a little confusing to those who wish to learn some form of the Craft. Yet, in an age of electronic information, it becomes difficult to set the boundaries that would allow one to study witchcraft or Wicca as distinct disciplines. There are many pagan web sites that proclaim connections to Wicca, although few are truly Wiccan. Chat rooms and message boards are filled with arguments over whether this or that act is within the perimeters of the Wiccan Rede, yet the chatters are not Wiccan. Perhaps the argument concerns how many traditional witches are needed to call the guardians of the Watchtowers, but the well-meaning participants are unaware that traditional witches usually do not call the guardians. It's difficult to even find terms to use that haven't al

What The Hell . . . ?
I have a SERIOUSLY allergic reaction to pot. Last night, at our friends' house, they decided to go outside and get high. Now, they were outside, and that's fine. It's their house. But they didn't air out long enough, and I ended up spending a half-an-hour last night puking my guts out. Now . . . if you KNOW (as they did, because they were told SEVERAL times) that your friend has a problem with it and a SERIOUSLY allergic reaction to pot . . . would you STILL smoke it, regardless of their allergy to it, or no? I mean, this isn't us randomly showing up. That's different. This is us being INVITED over, and them STILL doing it, knowing my allergy to it. Would YOU do that? How about if, this morning, after discussing it AGAIN, especially seeing the reaction to it LAST NIGHT, telling us they won't do it anymore if they invite us over -- They won't do it when we're there, ESPECIALLY if they invite us over . . . and 20 minutes AFTER the discussion, doing it fucking AGAIN, IN TH

Just A Crying Poem,don't Read!!
How far will you go little one? Will you go to the high's high or the low's low? How far will you go little one? Will you go to the deep's deep or the sallow's sallow? How far well you go my little one? Will you find what you seek or well you find nothing but death? How far will you go my little one? Will you die the death that waits or well you live the life fate has for you? How hard will you fight my little one? Will you fight for those you love or well you fight just to fight? How far will you seek my little one? Will you seek love or death? How much will you do to get what you what my little one? Will you sell your soul or will you steal anothers soul? How this thoughts go through my heart and mind!! As I watch you slip down the path I can't fallow!! Will I every hold my little one again!!

Girls!!!!!
Man people talk about guys are bad man girls are crazy sometimes. They never lie but they always hide the truth. This is not for all women just to some. But if a woman can call a man a dog then i can call some women a poodle. They always have a plan and a purpose in mind. If a man cheats on a woman it's done sloppy and because a girl has a fat ass. When i woman cheats on you. She plans it with your best friend or something and then keeps hid from you for a long time. Then one day you have an argument and they are like i been fuckin your friend the whole time. This has never happened to me but it has happen to two of my homeboys. One of them was married to the girl and she cheated on him and left him in 28 days. So to all the girls, ladies, and women get your games together too!!!!! holla at me Peace!!!

What Kind Of Magick User Are You?
What Kind of Spell Caster are You? (anime pictures) You are a necromancer. You are dark and dangerous, possibly homicidal. You love to torment others and bring pain to the world. Love sickens you, youd rather see death and destruction any day. You use your dark magic to bring monsters to this world and slowly torture whomever stands in your way.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

This Is Too Funny!! *giggles*
Harold is 95 and lives in a senior citizen home. Every night after dinner, he goes to a secluded garden behind the center to sit and ponder his accomplishments and long life. One evening, Mildred, age 87, wanders into the garden. They begin to chat, and before they know it, several hours have passed. After a short lull in their conversation, Harold turns to Mildred and asks, "Do you know what I miss most of all?" "What?" she asks. "SEX!" he replies. Mildred exclaims, "Why you old fart, you couldn't get it up if I held a gun to your head!" "I know," Harold says, "but it would be nice if a woman could just hold it for a while." "Well, I can oblige," says Mildred and then unzips his trousers, removes his manhood, and proceeds to hold it. Afterward, they agree to meet secretly each night in the garden where they would sit and talk and Mildred would hold Harold's manhood. Then, one night, Harold didn't show up at their usual meeting place. Alarmed, Mildred decided to find

Orgasmic Pleasures
I opened the door to the bathroom, warm in my rose red robe. You smiled at me, gently pulling me into a hug as you kissed me slow and soft, then hard and passionate as you ran your fingers through my long hair. I pulled away, smiling as I turned the shower on and slowly dropped my robe to the floor. I helped you undress, then led you into the shower. I lay down in the bath, the running water flowing over me, and pulled you down on top of me. We kissed hungrily as your hands explored my shoulders, back, stomach, bottom and thighs. Your mouth moved down to my neck as you rolled off me and lay your naked body beside mine. Slowly, gently you stroked my warm skin, your fingers moving lightly at first, then slower, harder. I felt a tingling between my legs and moved them apart. Your hands slid over my stomach and down to my vulva, stroking my inner thighs as you went. Your strong, firm fingers stroked my clitoris softly. You stood and turned off the water. Gathering me up in a soft whi

Hell Yeah, I Want A "bowflex Body", Who Doesn't?!
OMG, I SO need to blog for a minute to release some of my inner "cobwebs". My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real!How am I, or any of you

An Explaination Of Dating Terms
DATING: The process of spending enormous amounts of money, time, and energy to get better acquainted with a person whom you don't especially like in the present and will learn to like a lot less in the future. EASY: A term used to describe a woman who has the morals of a man. EYE CONTACT: A method utilized by a single woman to communicate to a man that she is interested in him. Despite being advised to do so, many women have difficulty looking a man directly in the eyes, not necessarily due to shyness, but usually due to the fact that a woman's eyes are not located in her chest. FRIEND: A member of the opposite sex in your acquaintance who has some flaw which makes sleeping with him/her totally unappealing. INDIFFERENCE: A woman's feeling towards a man,usually interpreted by the man as "playing hard to get." IRRITATING HABIT: What the endearing little qualities that initially attract two people to each other turn into after a few months together. NYMPHOMANIAC

Wise Words For Women
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have y

...or Laugh
Almost two weeks have passed since I last updated my blog and I am ripe like a fruit. This post may seem tainted because I am in a strange state of mind at this moment. I have just watched a movie that I found randomly when browsing movie trailers on apple.com. The movie is called Chumscrubbers, an unfortunate title. Described as a dark comedy, the film rehashes many thematic cliches that explore the consequences of subrubia. How the desire to attain a cookie cutter life with a nuclear family and financial success leads people to ignore the chinks in the armor and develop emotional holes that lead to behaviors that affront "normalcy." The tone and the odd characters left a disturbing taste in my mouth and yet I thoroughly enjoyed the film. I grew up in two different types of suburbia: the big house suburbia where you don't actually know any of you neighbors but they know you and the town house suburbia where you know your neighbors, but they don't know you. The former occurer pre divor

Some News
Depends on your view. I lost some weight I guess. These new pair of jeans that I have fit perfectly when I got them and teh first couple of times wearing them. Now, After wearing them today, I can literally pull my pants over my hips without unzipping 'em. Kinda weird. Means new jeans...

Cream Cheese-banana-nut Bread
Prep: 15 min., Bake: 1 hr., Cool: 40 min. Warm bread is yummy, but to get perfect slices, let bread cool 30 minutes, and cut with a serrated or electric knife. 3/4 cup butter, softened 1 (8-ounce) package cream cheese, softened 2 cups sugar 2 large eggs 3 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 1/2 cups mashed bananas (1 1/4 pounds unpeeled bananas, about 4 medium) 1 cup chopped pecans, toasted 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract Beat butter and cream cheese at medium speed with an electric mixer until creamy. Gradually add sugar, beating until light and fluffy. Add eggs, 1 at a time, beating just until blended after each addition. Combine flour and next 3 ingredients; gradually add to butter mixture, beating at low speed just until blended. Stir in bananas, pecans, and vanilla. Spoon batter into 2 greased and floured 8- x 4-inch loafpans. Bake at 350° for 1 hour or until a long wooden pick inserted in center comes o

When You Get To Heaven
Two ninety year old men, Moe and Sam, have been friends all their lives. Sam is dying, and Moe comes to visit him every day. "Sam," says Moe, "You know how we have both loved baseball all our lives, and how we played minor league ball together for so many years. Sam, you have to do me one favor. When you get to Heaven, and I know you will go to Heaven, somehow you've got to let me know if there's baseball in Heaven." Sam looks up at Moe from his death bed, and says, "Moe, you've been my best friend many years. This favor, if at all possible, you know I'll do it for you." Shortly after that, Sam passes on. It is midnight a couple of nights later. Moe is sound asleep when he is awakened by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calls out to him, "Moe.... Moe...." "Who is it?" says Moe sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?" "Moe, it's me, Sam." "Come on. You're not Sam. Sam just died." "I'm telling you," insists the voi

Will It Be Heaven??
Will It Be Heaven?? As I lay here fast asleep I see you as I dream Not sure where it is we are But I feel you near my heart You touched it the day we met I felt like you were sent to me You were exactly what I did need Non-judgmental, as great as can be You are so very special to me It doesn't matter what I`ve done If I was right or maybe wrong Past those things you looked and saw What I am inside, but with some flaws You ask why I think I need you You see the reason - isn`t easy to say I just know I pray, you never walk away A part of my heart you do hold No matter where you and i go The highest mountain.....the deepest sea.....the longest road Will not take you away from me In flesh we may never meet But you will forever be with me In my heart.....in my mind..... Because you have touched my soul I know I will never, ever, let you go So as I think about you my dear I just touch my heart and feel you near Tears I cry with hope my dear That one day I wil

New
hello ALL i am new to this site and thought id put my name out there. i just got home form iraq and am looking for anything to entertain me or bring a laugh what have i been missing out on while i was away for 23 months

For All The Judgemental Assholes Out There
Listen for all the assholes out there that only cares about outter appearances on girls. you all can kiss my ass. You have your own little phobeas over your own appearnce that you have to find the picture perfect girl well here i am. i may not be as skinny as paris hilton but damn it I look fucking good. With all the shit that goes through a girls head we don't need you boys bringing us down anymore then we already are. And for all the guys that don't care we all Thank you for being the kind ones. For all the girls out there that make fun of someone cuz they are not as skinny as you fuck off. you are just a conceited at the guys that just have to have that perfect person well I hate to break your bubble but if hitler couldn't make the perfect human race well then neither can you. So you all can kiss my fat ass and I hope that one day you get fat and old and realize that life is not in black and white but in color.

I'm A Big Tv Dork
Last night Kelly and I were kind of half watching an episode of Law and Order: CI while discussing this paper she's writing or has been writing for about a year now. The damn thing was due a year ago anyway. It’s not a thesis and it’s not that long only 20 pages, but Kelly has been obsessing over it for so long now she can't seem to finish it. It’s about Sherman's March to the Sea, but you don't care so let's move on. You know how there's always random guest stars on the Law and Orders? Were watching this scene where the detectives (Logan/Mr. Big & the new chick) are interviewing a drag queen that was beat up and there are some other people in the room. One of them is this red headed guy with glass. Kelly says is that, that guy from Rent? Meaning this fellow: Me: No it’s not the guy from Rent Kelly: are you sure Me: yes it’s not him Kelly: it looks like him Me: I’m looking this up on the internet One trip to IMDB later and this is what we come up with: I

If Hip Hop & R&b Was A High School...
Lil Kim would be the school ho. J-Lo would be the school sl*t. Master P would be the loser that nobody really knows, but still makes it on the basketball team. P Diddy would be the annoying dork who changes his nickname every 2 weeks, and can't dance but swears he can Nas would be the dude normal popular kids could not figure out, but around his crew he was tha sh*t. Jay-Z would be the ugly kid who could rap Westside Connection would be the school bullies that beat everybody up. Dr. Dre would be the O.G. that knew everything and was respected by everyone. Beyonce would be the most popular girl in school and be the captain of the cheer squad. R Kelly would be the dude that graduated 3 years ago and still goes back to the school to talk to girls. Ciara would be the best girl dancer and head of the dance team. Eminem would be the white dude who hangs with black guys and had all of their respects. Pharrell would be that black guy who hangs with the white and asian kids

Love Without Full Committment
She looks so sweet in the morning lite, Resting after giving me an evening of delite. I could sit here for hours just watching her sleep I am the luckiest man and hers to keep. Never have I had one to love me so much, Or a person that I always needed to touch. She has taken the old and made me new; She made able to handle tings I could not do. I love her today more than yesterday, but found I liked her in everyway. I hope I am worthy of her love and heart, Someday she will say yes and we never part. But my fears sometimes fill me with doubt, To her love is okay but marriage out. Is it just hurt from before, is she afraid to committ once more. She says she'll love me forever But hurt by marriage once and not another ever. I too knows the strain, How love gone wrong can cause the pain. I will not bring up the subject to her, but care, love, and share life with her. In my heart she will be my life and lover, for as long as she does not replace me with ano

What It Means
Dragonfly symbolizes ever changing life..... fertility and spring as well as being a messenger of other worlds.... Right To Be Wrong Video - Joss Stone lyricsJoss Stone Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

Hello There....
It was the best of times....it was the worst of times..... Yeah, WTFever. I'm gonna have a go at bloggin'. Is this anything like pimpin'? Anyway, this is either going to bore me very quickly, in which case you'll never even know because there just won't be any more. Or...I'll like it so much and I'll do so many that it becomes totally annoying to everyone and you all just won't even bother coming here to see what I put up, in which case there'll be no point for there to be any more. Ya follow??? Either way, nobody's gonna be reading this crap after a few days anyway....probably. I'm gonna try and keep it fresh and do a lot of different things here. I have some real funny stuff, and some lyrics to songs I'm writing and maybe even some serious things too. There's a bunch of old things I wrote on another "online community" that about maybe 9 people here on LC have ever heard of. But it was good there, so it maybe might be good here too. Gotta be an ass for just one minut

Strangeland
I can't remember the entire dream but I remember the part right before I woke up: I was in thia room that had a bunch of these tables that were set up like a maze. There was all sorts of junk on the tables ranging from dirt to gadgets that didn't seam to serve any purpose. Then there were all of these babies crawling around the room. They weren't just crawling though...it was more like scurrying like a spider does and just about the same agility and speed. The babies had no hands...instead they had nothing but feet. They were walking on all fours like a cat or dog. At first they seamed harmless, they would just follow me around. Then they started to get closer and people were actually jumping up on all of these tables to get away from them. The babies would look up at me and draw their lips back to show thier teeth and a erie scream would come from them. Their faces were all disfigured like they had been in a fire and terribly burned and scarred. I was tryi

Cochinita Pibil
Original recipe yield: 6 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 2 Hrs READY IN 2 Hrs 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 pounds pork butt roast with bone * 2 tablespoons achiote paste * 1/3 cup orange juice * 2/3 cup fresh-squeezed lemon juice * 2 habanero peppers, seeded and chopped * 1 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 teaspoon paprika * 1 teaspoon chili powder * 1 teaspoon ground coriander * salt and pepper to taste * 1/2 cup red wine vinegar * 2 red onions, sliced into rings DIRECTIONS 1. Poke holes all over the pork with a fork. Rub achiote paste all over the pork, and set aside. In a large bowl, mix together the orange juice, lemon juice, and habanero peppers. Mix in the cumin, paprika, chili powder, coriander, salt and pepper. Place pork in the mixture, cover, and refrigerate overnight, turning two or three times. 2. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). Wrap the pork and marinade in aluminum foil or banan

Runaway
One day i will come for you, cause you know that i still love you. I will ask for you to runaway with me, to abandon your fears and sadness. Look ahead to horizon and that is where we will go. Lets become twin tigers once more hand in hand. Retire to a place where there is much sand.

Sex
Ok I'm not to big on havin' sex or even makin' love. Even to the person that I'm with. So I asked two people, one a chick and another a guy. The chick said no it's not. And the guy said somewhat. Its important when both parties want it mutually. Not when one is demanding something. It IS a bigass difference between demanding and asking. So I guess my sex drive kinda went vamoosed when I hit 21, cuz meh. I jus don't like doin' it. And the bf kinda said but not really, that there's somethin' wrong with me. Because its instinct to the human bein' that all of us must love to have sex. That's what he told me. Well I'm sorry that I'm not like EVERYONE else. i mean yes, I'll make love to the person when I'm ready, but I hate it when he gets pissed off at me when I say no. Jus most of the time, I don't want to have it, why can't he jus accept that? I need your input about this, guys!

Yah, Life Sux, But Ohwell, It'll Get Better
:( Just a real down sort of night. — Thursday, October 12, 2006 I think I totally failed my math test today. It was awefully depressing. It seems like such wasted time that I bother trying to study sometimes. Well, that's not all true. I'm just way upset, It's just kind of a depressing sort of time I guesse. I hungout with my brother yesterday since it was his birthday. I probably should have been doing math instead, but I don' think it would have made much of a difference. It's the factoring thing that got me. It's stupid, I can't memorize formulas and shit. I don't even add righ half the time, or carry my negatives and sometiems I forget to rewrite the x's on the next line. Between that, and having only an hr on the test, I'm kinda fucked. I have about a 0% chance of passing that class. I actually seem to understand stuff more sometimes before going. I'd probably better off not showing up at all, and just reading my book, and going to the math tutor. Same with ps

Please Let This Work!!!
So, I found a hotel that is 10xs closer to the concert (THANK YOU GODDESS!!!) now all I have to do is cancel my reservation with the hotel from hell and get one with this other...let us all pray! So, I got to meet the big cheese of the company I work for and he comes up to me and says well hello yada yada yada so, what do you think we need to do to improve this store or your experience working here....so, Im like I think you need to put more camaras in the store because people are stealing but, we have no proof....well that hit him right in the wallet...he was like you think so, I was like yes, because its not only costing the store money and its costing the product manufacture money which is really bad business....he stands there looking at me like I have handed a million dollars he was like really well we will definety have to check into that.....looks at my manager and says that is a good idea...looks at me how long have you been here...I was like since Feb sir...he looks at mana

Gotta Get High By New Radicals
Gotta Stay High I saw your eyes I had to run away I fell to deep in love There were no words to say I just had to get high One look inside And I knew right away I felt too much I did not have the strength I just ran to get high But lover theres something about you pushing me Pulling me I saw your eyes Fell into yesterday An only child Untill you let me stay I ha no one on my side Too weak to stand Too scared to love again The damn has broke My soul is spilling all over your hands Take a look in my eyes Lover There's something about your pushing me Pulling me That's saying don't go away Ain't never gonna be another I see your eyes I'll never run away I fell too deep in love Only five words to say

Worry
I HAD TO DO THIS! Worrying is defined as… Mental distress or agitation caused by concern. So concern in its extreme position leads to worry. Obviously we are far too concerned…or are we? Is it our concern or is it the things we concern ourselves with? “Control the things you can” a diluted version of the SERENITY mantra that a fellow peer of mine always used. I heed those words diligently. The past is a faction of our lives we cannot undo yet the majority of our worry is there. Now here is the one I’m more susceptible to, the future. What will I do with this part of my life and that part of my life? The incessant ramblings in my head can cause a heart attack. Now lets look at the “REALITY”, my past is just that, long gone and never to get back…THANK GOD! I have no future, today is all I have nothing more nothing less. Can I plan for the future? Of course. But worrying gets me nowhere. Can I check myself and not repeat the mistakes of my past? I had better. But in the end its just m

That 4 Letter Word
ARGH!!!!!!!!! I was wrong, it just took a bit longer to show up! woke up to a white lawn, thankfully the sun came out and melted it away. But I know that it is going to be soon. Well I guess thats what happens when you live in a place that has lots of lake effect snow.! Time to get my snow shovels and ice scrapers in the car.(sigh)

Which Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Michael Myers80%Jigsaw80%Leatherface70%Freddy Krueger65%Pinhead65%Candyman60%Captain Spaulding50%Hannibal Lecter50%Buffalo Bill40%Jason Voorhees30%Whic

Enjoli!!! (let Me Know If You Remember This...)
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

New Pictures
so on friday the 13th the queers played at the beat kitchen in chicago...not one show, but TWO shows. fuck yes people. if you never heard of them or listened to them, youre retarded. if youre into punk rock...i mean, PUNK ROCK like the ramones. not that new wave whiney emo we wear eyeliner and get all tattooed as soon as possible while sucking corporate cock bullshit. joe is the man. they even cover the ramones, i.e. at these past shows-sheena is a punkrocker and S.L.U.G., he sings about ben weasel (cause me and andrew told him to) and dedicates songs to my friend britany all while rockin the shite out. dude they played like 25 songs each set, maybe a few more. yeah some are real short but the way he makes em all flow into one huge rockin roar is fucking awesome. he doesnt stop playin the whole time. fuckin shit you poeple that dont know are in for a serious dose of rock n roll when you hear this shit...then when you see it live for the first time? jeez...bring an extra pair of shorts.

Go, Please Just Go Away
Go, Please Just Go Away Dazed and confused Yet I still think about you Morning, noon and night I want you out of my sight Go, please just go away I want to start a new life today Please don't stop to turn around I have moved on and picked my pieces up off the ground It's time I better myself So go find someone else to put through your hell Go, please just go away I want to start a new life today I have one girl and two boys For my heart no longer is your play toy Get out of my memory, get out of my life It's time I find someone who's going to treat me right Go, please just go away I want to start a new life today Everyday I struggle to erase the pain But now I know I have so much more in life to gain Just a few more lines to write in this poem of mine So these words to you are my final good-bye Go, please just go away Because I AM starting a new life today

My Dream Come True
My Dream Come True As I sit here dazed and confused Wondering why time and time again it's my emotions being abused My instinct is always to trust from the start But why does it seem some men feel it's ok to mess with a woman's heart? Into a thousand pieces my hearts been torn Too many times my heart has been scorned From what I thought was love To often I'm asking the Man above Why am I so susceptible to all this pain? Maybe one day it will be my turn to gain My eyes have fell blind My time is coming to find a man to confide Someone I can put all my trust into A man that can vow not to abuse Someone to call my own A man that I know will not roam Someone to be my best friend A man to be with me 'til the end By the end I mean, 'til the day i die Until then I'll be waiting by and by Is this REALLY you? My dream come true

Pawn For You
like a lonely dog howlin out in pain like a cold night i live in vain in a secret world i come to you i am your slave to what you desire a pawn for you a funeral pyre can you see me waiting here can you see me i can find what it is in you that puts me here

Cut The Cables
Monday, October 16, 2006 Cut the cables The energy you spend defending your limitations keeps those limitations solidly in place. But what if you put that energy into something else? The effort you spend convincing others of your excuses, makes those excuses more real and more burdensome to you. Imagine, instead, simply letting them go. Yes, of course, life is entirely unfair. Yes, of course, the circumstances and events of your life have you thoroughly tied down like sturdy, unyielding steel cables. There is a way to cut those cables. For it is you who has put most of them in place. Focus your mind, your energy, your spirit, your feelings and emotions on the most joyful and fulfilling scenario you can imagine. Suddenly and profoundly, your reality begins to change. Put the energy of your spirit into giving color and texture and substance and palpable sensation to your most treasured dreams. That will surely make you free. -- Ralph Marston

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I'm a real redhead 2. I'm down 27 lbs 3. I whine 4. I'm realy shy shhh no one no's 5. I'm a total daydreamer 6. I'm a big flirt The 6 people Im going to tag is 1. jubilee197 2. ConnieGirl 3. Tazzy 4. eric269 5. crazyeyes 6. Yourillusion

Top 10 Things You Should Not Say To A Woman During An Argument .
Subject: Top 10 Things You Should Not Say To A Woman During An Argument . 10. "Don't you have some laundry to do or something?" 9. "Oooh, you are so cute when you get all pissed off." 8. "You're just upset because your ass is beginning to spread." 7. "Waaait a minute ... I get it ... what time of the month is it?" 6. "Are you sure you don't want to consult the 'Great Oprah' on this one?" 5. "Sorry. I was just picturing you naked." 4. "Whoa, time out honey. Football is on." 3. "Looks like someone had an extra bowl of Bitch Flakes this morning." 2. "Is there any way we can do this via e-mail?" AND THE NUMBER ONE THING YOU SHOULD NEVER SAY TO A WOMAN DURING AN ARGUMENT. 1. "Who are you kidding? We both know that thing ain't loaded

Lost Feelings
have you ever felt like something was missing... and you dont know what it is.... and when it comes around you miss it.... and you realize it later and then just start to break down and cry... if you know who this feels... comment me and let me know!

The Compaq
Well well.. After going over and over.. and arguing over what cds he was supposed to drop off so that I could restore this dang thing.. I finally said.. bring any old cd.. i'll tell u which ones they are.. Guess what.. those are the ones! lmao So I spent half the night restoreing his crap .. Now i'm updating that crap.. it can take a day or so.. lmao Then I forgot sp2 wasn't out at that time.. so its another blah blah blah.. lmao I'm in the long painfull process of restoring all his applications.. and adding some that he bought.. lmao Now he calls for an update and wakes me up during my .. "I had a 105" " plasma tv dreams while sitting eating pizza with this pretty russian girl. Damn him.. I forgot she was there cuz I was hugging that tv in my dream.. then he calls.. I hate cell phones! lol I only have family and close friends and restarutnts in mine.. I erased all the girls i dated out of it.. that wanted me to text them.. blah.. I can

Sexual Compatibility
You scored as Steaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable. Y r we wasting our time on the computer you should be here now...or maby ill just come home and moleste you ( i think ill save eitehr till we both are ready) corny i know but after this u have to realize how much we could make each other moan and shiver and scream and sweat and all those good thinksSteaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable70%How did this happen50%It could be hott....then again maby not..40%EWWWW get away!20%Sexual compatiblitycreated with QuizFarm.com

Mood Swingin
mood swingin like always...always makes me think i'm bipolar. sad one sec, angry the next, happy another, and then amused/ADD to finish it off. wonderful... might go up to vermont wit my friend to visit his gf IF his gf says it's ok. if it's not, i stay here and prolly go chill at wilson, mayb see some friends. i WISH guys would MEAN WAT THEY SAY! there's honestly, ONE GUY who means wat he says and that's tony. he has now been dubbed my "big bro" and he's the only one who i feel REALLY does care. i'm so tired of gettin lied to and he's the only guy i can honestly turn to for advice. other that him, i have to play detective and figure out if someone's being truthful or not. the test was good, i think i passed. finished my hw before 8 and got my college essay revised before 10. productive day so far. now i need a productive week and my app can go out to redlands this weekend (i hope!). my parents are leavin soon for the bahamas and louise is gonna come and take care of us...aga

How Open-minded Am I?
You Are 64% Open Minded You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

How Do You Decide Who To Marry
(written by kids) (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. - Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. - Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. - Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. - Fre ddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. - Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. - Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are for havi

Not Much Going On
So, just a borring day. Nothing really eventfull going onI. So why write about it? Well it's noted that there's nothing notworthy. lol. I still need to find, out what I need to do to report to work and stuff. I stopped by the recruiter's office and the guy wasn't there that I needed to talk to. It's going to be a long borring weekend. I guess I will try to work on school stuff. So I need to burn my computer or something so I don't get distracted. lol. My computer actually overheated earlier today and shut off. I was kinda concerned it was broke, but I figured ohwell, it's good probably. So I read some fo my books. We keep having these quizes in psyche, and my mind goes blank. It's hard to explain stuff in the words they use even though I know what I'm talking about mostly. so that's my borring blog of my borring day. But hey, I put up more pictures though. And they are cool. So check them out if you haven't allready.

Bring Your Vision To Life
Thursday, October 19, 2006 Bring your vision to life To change your reality, first change your perceptions. To bring something into your world, first bring it fully to life within yourself. Go beyond merely thinking about what you would like to do, or be, or create. Go ahead and experience it in detail with all that you are. In your mind's eye, with your emotions fully engaged, surround yourself with the richness of whatever you envision. Fill your awareness with the sights, the sounds, the feelings, and the texture of it all. Allow yourself to experience the pure joy of the best life you can imagine. Let that feeling penetrate to the very depth of your being. Make it real within you, and you'll begin to make it real in the world around you. Know without a doubt that it is, and it will begin to be. Bring your vision to life on the stage of your awareness. And the positive energy you focus upon it will surely make it real. -- Ralph Marston

What Is Your Gift?
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Empathy88%You have the Gift of Discernment88%You have the Gift of Wisdom88%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision75%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet63%You have the Gift of a Seer50%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Poem
Have you ever? Have you ever had someone you loved? Dreamed of, adored or even thought of. During the day you think of the now and then, At night dreams become thoughts that never end. You hear them with words so sweet, And tones that make your knees week. Wishing you could be in their embrace, Seeing the precious smile on their face. Wanting them to never go away, Wanting their love and affections to never stray. Holding hands in the park, Sharing love within your heart. Spending time you really can’t spend, Lending time you really can’t lend. All the things we do for so much more, Hoping that love is the ultimate score. Once is always better than never, But let me ask you have you ever. Mario A. Pinder

Omfg
Ok this is my LAST blog i PROMISE PROMISE PROMISE.... Anywho..More people seem to read my blogs then they do my bulletins so i thought i'd post this here... Plz Plz Plz help me out..I have 1,900 points to go before i level to 10..Rate me comment me whatever..I will do the same in return.. kthx :) -Ash

No Sleep Last Nite!!!
No sleep last night, too busy thinkin of you. I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things, but I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyway, so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow. And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. *It hurt bad. I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. It's kind of too late to say that. I've already unleashed thousands, cuz every thought I ever had was about you. And every dream I ever wished came true - when you entered my life. And now you're slowly disappearing, so I didn't sleep last night.

Please Read Harmful To Small Children And Pets Repost
This is worth reading: Harmful to babies, pets and small children!! IMPORTANT I recently had a neighbor who had to have their 5-year old German Shepherd dog put down due to liver failure. The dog was completely healthy until a few weeks ago, so they had a necropsy done to see what the cause was. The liver levels were unbelievable, as if the dog had ingested poison of some kind. The dog is kept inside, and when he's outside, someone's with him, so the idea of him getting into something unknown was hard to believe. My neighbor started going through all the items in the house. When he got to the Swiffer Wetjet, he noticed, in very tiny print, a warning which stated ""may be harmful to small children and animals."" He called the company to ask what the contents of the cleaning agent are and was astounded to find out that antifreeze is one of the ingredients. Actually he was told it's a compound which is one molecule away from antifreeze.Therefore,

Have I Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take, just to know that you are real? Have I ever told you, I love you ~

Slc
I'm so excited!! Cardinals are going to the World Series!!! Preston Wilson, left fielder graduated with me from high school. He and I took accounting together and cheated off of each other's papers. Hmmmm.....seems when I see him again I'm gonna kick his ass. Best of luck Preston!!! Go here for his stats!! http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/baseball/mlb/players/5994/ http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/baseball/mlb/players/5994/

Condom Slogans
Condom Slogans 1. Cover your stump before you hump. 2. Before you attack her, wrap your rapper. 3. Don't be silly, protect your willy. 4. When in doubt, shroud your spout. 5. Don't be a loner, cover your boner. 6. You can't go wrong if you shield your dong. 7. If you're not going to sack it, go home and whack it. 8. If you think she's spunky, cover your monkey. 9. If you slip between her thighs, be sure to condomize. 10. It will be sweeter if you wrap your peter. 11. She won't get sick if you wrap your dick 12. If you go into heat, package your meat. 13. While you're undressing venus, dress up that penis. 14. When you take off her pants and blouse, be sure to suit up your trouser mouse. 15. Especially in December, gift wrap your member. 16. Never, never deck her with an unwrapped pecker. 17. Don't be a fool, vulcanize your tool. 18. The right selection! Protect your erection. 19. Wrap it in foil before checking her oil. 20. A crank with armor will never harm h

I Am Not Carless Anymore Yayaya!!!
Well the dealership called late this afternoon and said that the car is ready. All we had to do is come pick it up. They can't explain why it quit working or anything... All of sudden it just started working again...LOL

I Believe
after my car accident in 2003, where I was dead on the scene, now i truely believe, abd after isaw the video for this song omg Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And its like you havent been gone a moment from my side Like the tears were never cried Like the hands of time are holding you and me And with all my heart Im sure were closer than we ever were I dont have to hear or see, Ive got all the proof I need There are more than angels watching over me I believe, I believe Chorus That when you die your life goes on It doesnt end here when youre gone Every soul is filled with light It never ends and if Im right Our love can even reach across eternity I believe, I believe Forever, youre a part of me Forever, in the heart of me And Ill hold you even longer if I can The people who dont see the most Say that I believe in ghosts And if that makes me crazy, then I am cause I believe There are more tha

"my Secrets Of A Woman"
It's knowing when to say the right thing when she needs to hear it the most......... It' bringing her a rose at the most unexpected time....she'll cherish it more than a dozen........ It's being sensitive to her needs.... yet being able to show strength when she needs it......... It's including her.....not excluding her.....that she becomes interested in you.....and you see a wonderful side of her that you never imagined..... existed...... It's making her feel and being special.....in front of family....friends....and when you are alone with her....that's called.....being kind and considerate....of which is returned by a woman....10 fold...... It's making love....to her mind....to her heart....which is a pathway to her soul........ It's knowing when you done this.....you've captured her whole body..... It's making sure she's pleasured...selfessly....sensually...and totaly...that she gives all of herself....endlessly....... It's also saying.... you love

Chase Your Dreams
I often wonder why God made me fall in love with you, was it to punish me for something that I did wrong? Cause it couldn't be that he thought you seriously did love me? i fell in love with you..thats why i am so deep down blue..these girls are here & there..you're a good one..so why should you care? im not your girlfriend..im not your wife..these girls like you..it's their right..i cant believe i know you, i can't believe i care so much..i think that you're my angel..sent from way up above..but most of all i can't believe i fell so deeply in love.. Don't talk to me, Don't smile at me, Don't even look at me, Because i'm not, Going to let myself, Fall for you again

What A Crappy Day (well Kinda)
What a crappy day here in michigan....the weather is cold and dreadful but hell thats a normal michigan day LOL.... Today is also Sweetest Day and what sucks is that I dont even have a sweety and Iam all alone on Sweetest Day *Pouts* And what actually makes today a good day tho is that 17 years ago I married my ex husband and 4years ago wised up and left his sorry ass LOL today wouldve marked our 17th wedding anniversary together if I hadnt filed for divorce 2 years ago But despite not having a sweety for Sweetest Day the day could be worse.... I mean I awoke today breathing so then it must be a good day cause its another day that I have awaken Final note here.... HAPPY SWEETEST DAY TO ALL MY SWEETIES OUT THERE XOXOXOXO

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Csi Vs Law & Order - Sunday Usa Weekend Article
Here's what my fave show of the six says about who I am. CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu) My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent. L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "Sherlock Holmes of all three shows." Each episode of Criminal is more or less a good brainteaser of a mystery. According to author Gray, "these fans have the most curious personalities." And, adds Kelly: "Criminal Intent fans secretly hate authority and societal norms. They're also incredibly analytical, to the point of overanalyzing, and are great observers and great listeners." They got me pegged--I did read Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys when I was younger. I love mysteries/suspense and I do secretly hate authority and societal norms. I never was a living in the box doing what everyone else is doing kind of gal. LMAO!!

Hit By A Car
Well I took life for granted until Saturday, October 21,2006. Well the reason for that is a stupid woman could have killed me if she would have hit me the right way or harder. And of course "hit me", yes I said hit. Anyways, I just got off work and i was walking in the pedestrian walkway like I do everday, but of course this wasn't and ordinary day. Well anyways I was walking to my car and Ilooked both ways I seen the lady but she wasn't real close to me so I went, well she seen a parking spot and she was in a hurry to get it not even paying attention to anything but that spot, well i turned my head for a second, and i seen my friends face, they had that look like o my gosh. Well at that moment I turned to see what they were looking at, and who knew it was the lady and me, all of a sudden "BOOM" that b---- hit me. well I went to the ground and they had to yell at her to stop. Well she got out of her really really nice car, and was like I didn't see her. I heard and felt a thump, but I

Am I Attractive?.....yikes!
You've Got Guys Lined Up Around the Block While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. Are You Attractive?

Girl/woman???
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend.. or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Ok I Am Back (well At Least For Now)
Hello To All, Ok to those who don't know it looks like I am back in civilization. Got back today and hope I don't ever have to go that long again without net access again !! Hope to talk to all of you really soon. Have a good week and look forward to catching up with all of you.. And again thanks for all the love you guys have shown while I was away !!! Trish

The Nymph And The Ressurected Dead
The Nymph and the Ressurected Dead with limbs like a raven she glides through the wilderness to the tomb of one so dark another dawn has passed her filthy in rags of sin her pallor envied by the moon her fevered lust smouldering betwixt her thighs suitors fled from her deadly passions lying naked bathed in their blood gathered at her feet they writhed at the thought of her mercy her flesh was the feast and they were the hungered the tomb rose up before her and she slipped inside to find the dead lover she once dined on his skin peeling between her lips the taste of crimson still lingered in her mouth she tantilized with him with delicacy and dressed him as her lord when the moon rose high in a midnight sky she tore him limb from limb her lover there dead and because of her sultry torment so now she goes to the place where he lays to uncover what will now forever be hers just like she remembered him cold and distant he quietly lay they danced amid th

This Is Not An Exit
this is not an exit stupid bullshit that ruins me i am more than either ever will be hypocrites its too late now to do anything should i even care about it killing the dying can't see in the dark bringing round what should have been brought out in the light long ago now it tears at my insides bullying my brain hypocritical cunt i am more than you the flesh it sells itself while you sit alone i hope what has been chosen is what can be lived with no turning back now for either of us point your finger and tell your tale while i sit back and laugh i know something that could ruin you more things than i should have it, have it all, let the disease grip you i am the mirror in which you can see the shit you swim in HYPOCRITE liar, pathological fucking whore who do you think you are fooling with that mask of stupidity and filth nothing can fix what you have behind my back was it everything comes out in the wash i eventually know all should i even care but

My Own House?
i may be getting a small one room house next month depending on how work goes and my paycheck and such. it's one of my aunt's it used to belong to my aunt lynn and she rented it out but sold it to my aunt don who i don't really know and she hasn't found renters for it yet and can't really afford to pay for it. it'd be 475 a month which will be a crunch if my hours get cut a little at work but i can manage. if i get a bad month the problem would be money for food and utilities. food wise if need be i know i can ask to eat with derek and doreen a few days if my check is low, in the worse of times ill still be able to pay for my car and rent anyways, just need to hope they have decided to keep me around for a while at work. so im hoping now more then ever one of the sites i use to make money writing articles online pays me. ill find out in the next 7 days if it works or not. if it does then i can manage with rent and such with out too much worry. cuz i can get an extra hundred or so on

Revenge
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar: * A saltshaker, * a shot of Baileys, * and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains, "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Bailey -- smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks, "This is OK!" Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. In

In The Event Of My Demise By Tupac
In the event of my Demise when my heart can beat no more I Hope I Die For A Principle or A Belief that I had Lived 4 I will die Before My Time Because I feel the shadow's Depth so much I wanted 2 accomplish before I reached my Death I have come 2 grips with the possibility and wiped the last tear from My eyes I Loved All who were Positive In the event of my Demise

Fight...
They say, "All you need is love." And maybe that is true. Because although you cannot breath love, without it you'd be blue. Although you cannot eat love, without it you wouldn't want to eat. Although you cannot walk on love, it's what keeps you on your feet. Love can make you happier, than you have ever been. And the sight of people in love, Is the best sight to be seen. But love can make you crazy, make you do things you regret. Things that make you ashamed, things you wish you could forget. But love can save you from the darkness, and bring you into the light. And in a world that is at war, it is for love that we must fight.

I Need This
I pull you in the door, seconds after you ring the bell. Your eyes get wide at the site of me in a tight lacey teddy. Tonight is not about sex. Tonight is not about making love. Tonight I am going to fuck you. Make you slap me, smack my ass, pinch my nipples, scratch me, and especially bite me. I drag you into the living room and push you down on the couch. I straddle your lap and push you mouth onto my neck, "Suck it." You instantly start sucking and I can feel how hard you already are. I quickly pull your pants down far enough and start rubbing my hand up and down on your thick 8-inch cock. I put you hands on my ass and pull my teddy to one side of my pussy. I put your hard dick in my tight, wet pussy in on fluid motion. As it goes in all the way, you grip my ass tight and I start to move up and down on it and grind into your pelvis. I pull a hard, pert nipple out and force your head down to it and stick it in your mouth. "Fucking suck it!" I hoarsely whisper as I start grinding on

A Must See Page
i am hoping im making this right any way this is a friends page and its a kick ass one please go check it out and rate it its worth a look Michael Myers: The Boogey Man: Happy Halloween!!@ LostCherry

Questions, Answers & Myself
Questions, Answers, and Myself i peer into souls that’s part of what i do i suppose i’m searching for similarities or perhaps, even, for myself for something to connect me with the rest of the world. my mother, for example. i get to peer deeper and deeper into her each and every moment i spend with her, and what i see is more a reflection of myself and my siblings than a separate individual. i love my mom, yet, it saddens me to know how alike and ‘one’ we all are i had a hope, an idea that, maybe, just maybe, i was unique, ya know, my own being! hopes fears dreams love loss lust anger hatred and a million other nameless feelings and things. so much for one soul to bear though ‘tis quite common in today’s youth. whether we choose such a lifestyle for ourselves, or it is chosen for us we still are left with just two (maybe more) choices: to grin and bear it, or, to end it all and put us out of our misery or, shall i say…miseries! some are able to make that

Bouncing Baby Boy Balls
There was a baby born in the hospital and he weighed ten pounds. The odd thing about him was his body weighed five pounds and his balls weighed five pounds. All the nurses and even the doctor didn't know what to do with him. Then, the chief surgeon walked in and asked what was wrong. The head nurse replied, ''We don't know what to do with this baby.'' So the chief surgeon took one look and said, "You should put him into a mental institution." ''Why?' asked the head nurse. "Well," replied the chief surgeon, "take a look at him. The boy is obviously half nuts."

Charge Of The Dark Goddess
Wisdom and empowerment are the gifts of the Dark Goddess of Transformation. She is known to us as Kali, Hecate, Cerridwen, Lilith,Persephone, Fata, Morgana, Ereshkigal, Arianhrod, Durga, Inanna, Tiamat, and by a million, million other names: Hear me child, and know Me for who I am. I have been with you since you were born, and I will stay with you until you return to Me at the final dusk. I am the passionate and seductive lover who inspires the poet to dream. I am the One who calls to you at the end of your journey. After the day is done, My children find their blessed rest in my embrace. I am the womb from which all things are born. I am the shadowy, still tomb; all things must come to Me and bare their breasts to die and be reborn to the Whole. I am the Sorceress that will not be ruled, the Weaver of Time, the Teacher of Mysteries. I snip the threads that bring my children home to me. I slit the throats of the cruel and drink the blood of the heartless. Swallow your fea

Healing By The Moon
Moon goddesses are also goddess of magic and herbal healing. Isis, Artemis, Hecate, and Diana are just a few of the any lunar deities who were invoked in herbal healing rituals and spells. The very first forms of magic were healing magic. Healers used the energies and properties of the world around them to bring their ailing patients back into a state of health. They observed that all living things responded to the waxing and waning of the Moon. During the Full Moon shellfish are plumper and more succulent, and mammals have more blood in their bodies and stronger heartbeats. Women tend to menstruate during the New Moon and ovulate during the Full Moon. The herbs used by ancient healers were said to be best when picked during a particular phase of the Moon. As a modern herbalist, I have found the Moon to be a powerful healing ally. Unlike my healing predecessors, I am spoiled by a ready supply of prepared herbs. Therefore, I don’t spend a lot of time picking my herbs during the

Lol I Am Miss Piggy
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test

What Kind Of Lover Am I ?
The Devoted Lover 54% partner focus, 33% aggressiveness, 45% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Devoted Lover. The Devoted Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is perhaps the best Lover Style when it comes to developing a long-term, caring and rewarding relationship. The Devoted Lover is a treasure to find, though it is sometimes difficult to time establishing a relationship with one just right; usually, this is the last romantic relationship you'll need to find, so sow any wild oats first. In terms of physical love, the Devoted Lover can be shy at first but gradually

Damn Right
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

Aaarrrrggggg!! My Html Woes
My mind is sleeping yet awake, to frustration html does make, checking and double checking what I entered, what the fuck, it's not fuckin centered! I cut and paste, backspace, submit I get what I wanted and a bunch of shit! I stare at the screen with my best leer, Get up to the kitchen and grab a beer Sit my ass down and start anew, Convincing myself I'm not yet through! Come on font, I want you big! I yell angrily and take a swig. I look at my notes and type my creation in, The computer transcribes it differently (I'm sure with a big grin). My pictures become numbers, my letters disappear I get up and grab another beer.... I throw my ass back into the chair Trying to convince myself I don't care. My typing becomes rapid, my look becomes stern I type from everything I have learned. I think I got it! I click to my page! My look of glee quickly turns to rage. From my chair I quietly arose: My computer knew I succeeded and it froze.

I Miss You
i miss you i was sitting in the chair you used to hold me in i was holding my daughter she was cradled in my lap fading off to sleep i could smell the conditioner from her hair as i looked down i realized i was holding her the way you used to hold me i miss you i was looking out the window towards the woods looking at the blooming trees watching the birds they were chasing each other through the leaves as i watched i realized you used to chase me the way they were chasing each other i miss you i was walking through the store i was holding my daughters hand our arms were swinging back and forth we were smiling and laughing i looked down and realized i was holding her hand the way you used to hold mine hm... mabe i dont miss you as much i was sitting in that same chair the clock struck 3 and the door rattled i looked back and there she was my daughter with a smile on her face i ran up and gave her a big hug the way i used to hug you when you came home i mis

A Work In Progress
This is a work in progress that came to me one night. any feedback would be appreciated. Hope you enjoy it. Clutching the glass of elixir, she begged silently for someone to stop her. She had a choice to drink the elixir and become immortal or die in the shadows of the night. The moon was full and shining down on her in the room she was in. That was the only light other than the candle burning slowly away. She could feel the life slipping away from her. He knew the feeling he felt it was her. He always had a feeling that he was to be with her, ever since the first day they met. If he had not taken the path that he found, he would have lost her forever. He felt her slipping away from him, he knew time was running out. For he was already immortal himself, this happened long ago. Letting her mind take over she was going numb. She heard many voices of past ancestors telling stories of the ancient ways. She heard a familiar voice, from many lifetimes ago. He was calling o

Fuck Yeah!
I see a lot of people on my friends list posting blogs that are nothing but song lyrics that really touch their hearts. Well, i've decided to do the same thing. Enjoy. Song: America, Fuck Yeah America... America... America, FUCK YEAH! Coming again, to save the mother fucking day yeah, America, FUCK YEAH! Freedom is the only way yeah, Terrorist your game is through cause now you have to answer too, America, FUCK YEAH! So lick my butt, and suck on my balls, America, FUCK YEAH! What you going to do when we come for you now, it’s the dream that we all share; it’s the hope for tomorrow FUCK YEAH! McDonalds, FUCK YEAH! Wal-Mart, FUCK YEAH! The Gap, FUCK YEAH! Baseball, FUCK YEAH! NFL, FUCK, YEAH! Rock and roll, FUCK YEAH! The Internet, FUCK YEAH! Slavery, FUCK YEAH! FUCK YEAH! Starbucks, FUCK YEAH! Disney world, FUCK YEAH! Porno, FUCK YEAH! Valium, FUCK YEAH! Reeboks, FUCK YEAH! Fake Tits, FUCK YEAH! Sushi, FUCK YEAH! Taco Bell, FUCK YEAH! Rod

Light Up Your Candle
Please light up your candle from now until Monday in memory of our friend DeeAnn. She passed away suddenly Sunday night. She was only 42 years old. Use your candle as your main picture as a tribute to her memory.

Unsure
I"m not sure where to go from here...I have some decsions to make and I'm not sure how to do it. Do I go with my heart or with what my mind is telling me. I've done both before and gotton messed up. I'm only sure of one thing and that thing is....Baby, I love you. That is a good thing. I am with a good guy who REALLY cares about me. When I'm talking to him everything seems so much better then we say goodnight and things come flying at me again. Work and school are draining me. I know it's part of life and I'll adjust but I'm sick of it all. the drama and the never being good enough. well I guess I'll leave for now. Bye and thanks for reading

Confused
just so much stuff has happen in my life such as my momma being sick my dad being sick me having kids and there dad a asshole thinks he got the control of everything i been talking to a few people and all and got close to them as in freinds,,my bestfreind lives in florida miss her like crazy she calls me everyday as much as i call her my cousin jermaiah is getting married in oct 2007 im in the wedding woot woot cant wait ....other than that i dont know what else to type at all

Some Thing Funny I Did :)
Happy Birthday Joann! Today you are 31 years old and about: 58 years 1 month younger than Walter Cronkite, age 89 54 years 7 months younger than Pope John Paul II, age 85 50 years 6 months younger than George Herbert Bush, age 81 43 years 2 months younger than Barbara Walters, age 74 41 years 1 month younger than Larry King, age 72 34 years 10 months younger than Ted Koppel, age 65 31 years 5 months younger than Geraldo Rivera, age 62 28 years 5 months younger than George W. Bush, age 59 23 years 5 months younger than Jesse Ventura, age 54 19 years 1 month younger than Bill Gates, age 50 14 years 3 months younger than Cal Ripken Jr., age 45 8 years 5 months younger than Mike Tyson, age 39 4 years 4 months younger than Jennifer Lopez, age 35 1 year 1 month older than Tiger Woods, age 29 7 years 6 months older than Prince William, age 23 This also means you were: 29 years old GOT MERRIED 26 years old at the time of the 9-11 attack on America 25 years old on the

Honestly By Stryper
Honestly, I believe in you Do you trust in me Patiently, I will stand by you I will stand beside you faithfully And through the years I will be a friend For always and forever Call on me and I'll be there for you I'm a friend who always will be true And I love you can't you see That I can say I love you honestly Call on me and I'll be there for you I'm a friend who always will be true And I love you can't you see That I love you honestly And will never betray your trust in me And I love you can't you see That I can say I love you honestly

Ugh
Ha u kno how u find dat one person who u how can i say this wifout soundin lke a stalker? LoL j/k but no u find dat 1 person who u love to talk to, u love to see, u love to hear they voice, hell u jus plain out love em? ok heres da thing i think i fawked it up well mii and my puttin up my walls so i dnt get hurt shyt! Im sorry ive been thru so much i build these walls when i think im gettin in too deep =/ so fawkin prove mii worng, prove to mii i dnt have to put these walls up anymore!!!!!

Birth Month
You scored as SEPTEMBER. SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. SEPTEMBER100%March0%April0%FEBRUARY0%january0%May0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%AUGUST

The Black Poem
Lord ... Why did you make me black? Why did you make someone the world would hold back? Black is the color of dirty clothes, of grimy hands and feet... Black is the color of darkness, of tired beaten streets... Why did you give me thick lips, a broad nose and kinky hair? Why did you create someone who receives the hated stare? Black is the color of the bruised eye when someone gets hurt... Black is the color of darkness, black is the color of dirt. Why is my bone structure so thick, my hips and cheeks so high? Why are my eyes brown, and not the color of the sky? Why do people think I'm useless? How come I feel so used? Why do people see my skin and think I should be abused? Lord, I just don't understand... What is it about my skin? Why is it some people want to hate me and not know the person within? Black is what people are "Labeled" when others want to keep them away... Black is the color of shadows cast... Black is

Heart,we Will Forget Him
Heart, We Will Forget Him by Emily Dickinson (1830 - 1886) Heart, we will forget him, You and I, tonight! You must forget the warmth he gave, I will forget the light. When you have done pray tell me, Then I, my thoughts, will dim. Haste! ‘lest while you’re lagging I may remember him!

Yay! Im Purple...hmm..all Of A Sudden Im Addicted To These Stupid Tests! Lol
You scored as Purple. Purple is powerful, just like you. You are a very devoted person that likes to get things finished and you do this by balancing out fun and seriousness. This way you get the best of both and no matter what always end up winning. You are very competitive, driven and have an aura of mystery about you which sometimes people find astounding.Purple61%Blue56%Pink56%White50%Black45%Green39%Red33%Yellow33%Orange28%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

Yay!!!!!
SO....iM TOTALLY TALKiNG TO THiS GUY THAT i FELL iN LOVE WiTH AGAiN!!!! BUT HE HURT ME THE LAST TiME AND iM SO BEiNG CAUTiOUS iTS NOT EVEN FUNNY...HOPEFULLY THiS WORKS OUT....=]]!!! WiSH ME LUCK GUYS!!!!

Someone Special
It is only once in a lifetime that you meet and fall in Love with someone that changes your life. Oh ya we may feel lonely and find someone we think fits the bill. But it's not alway true, and you will not realize it until you grow up. Or, you find yourself thinking of this person through out your day. I once heard someone say that they knew there wife was the one that was suppose to in there life. Because he moved away, he could not get this woman out of his head. He wanted to see her as much as possible, and could not stand to be away. And I never thought about that foe the longest time. I always let my ego, or the fact that I should alway be right know matter what. I never let myself be vulernable, or completely humble, to the point of letting other's win. I was always to competitive, I was gonna make a stand stick out my chest right or wrong. I never ever thought that something would ever catch up to me. And time always has it's way of slowing you down while it speeds up. And wheth

How Youve Touched My Life
i want you to know how you've touched my life and made me who I am. Because of you my world is now whole,Because of you.love lives in my soul.Because of you I have laughter in my life Because of you I am no longer afraid of good byes.You are my love and my life my source of strength,My love for you is pure my love for you grows stronger and deeper everday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. I dream of your touch.I dream of your smile.I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you.This Is a dream I have,Every night if i sleep and it's all because of you. love you my baby

I Went To Walmart And Was Kicked Out
so i went to walmart today cuz i used to work there and they have EVERYTHING.... so i went in and looked around the store for 4 hrs and without avail i still couldnt find it.... so i walked up to the courtsy desk and asked for a manager cuz i had a complaint so they called for the manager and they took me in the back room and asked "what happened and what was wrong...." i politily responded "walmart is spose to have everything you need right??" they said "tis right sir everything that you need is here." i looked around and said "well ur missing something...." they stared at me blankly as i continued "well i need a life and u guys dont sell one here at all... i made a bet with someone and now im gonna lose cuz you guys didnt have everything that i needed...." they looked at me funny and started to laugh as they asked " are u serious???" i looked at them and asked "do i look serious to u???" next thing i know a cop is there and i got escorted off the premsis... do u

I'm Not Perfect
I've never claimed to be perfect I make mistakes No one understands what it's like to be me Why can't anyone accept me for me I just live my life the best way I know how Why can't that ever be good enough I love like there's no tomorrow Yet, that's still not good enough I am who I am I will never be who you want me to be Please, accept me as I am I'm not perfect....and will never be

Joke
One bright, beautiful Sunday morning, everyone in the tiny town of Johnstown got up early and went to the local church. Before the services started, the townspeople were sitting in their pews and talking about their lives, their families, etc. Suddenly, the Devil himself appeared at the front of the congregation. Everyone started screaming and running for the front entrance, trampling each other in a frantic effort to get away from evil incarnate. Soon everyone was evacuated from the Church, except for one elderly gentleman who sat calmly in his pew, not moving, seemingly oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy was in his presence. Now this confused Satan a bit, so he walked up to the man and said, "Don't you know who I am?"The man replied, "Yep, sure do." Satan asked, "Aren't you afraid of me?" "Nope, sure ain't," said the man. Satan was a little perturbed at this and queried, "Why aren't you afraid of me?" The man calmly replied, "

New
well lets see as many of you can see i am new here only been here maybe close to a week. i am a regular on myspace and i was told about this site and oh god i love it. i just want to say thanks to all my friends so far for the comments and love and ratings and thanks for making me feel so welcome. and i am looking forward to many more friends and ratings and the lovely sexy hot pictures you all have out there. like i always say the hotter and nastier the better. you are talking to a nympho here who loves sex and anything to do with it so bring it on. untill next time thanks and bring me more love

Better Banana Bread
Ingredients: 1 cup mashed very ripe banana (about 3 small) 7-1/4 teaspoons Equal® for Recipes* or 24 packets Equal® sweetener or 1 cup Equal® Spoonful* 1/2 cup plain fat-free yogurt 4 tablespoons margarine, melted 1 egg 1 egg white 1 teaspoon vanilla 2 cups all-purpose flour 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 to 1/2 cup walnut pieces (optional) *Equal® is a registered trademark of the Merisant Company Instructions: Beat banana, Equal®, yogurt, margarine, egg, egg white, and vanilla at medium speed in large bowl until blended; beat at high speed 1 minute. Add combined flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt, mixing just until ingredients are moistened. Stir in walnuts, if desired. Pour batter into one 8-1/2 x 4-inch greased and floured loaf pan, or three 5-5/8 x 3-1/4-inch loaf pans. Bake at 350 degrees F until bread is golden and toothpick inserted in center comes out clean, 55 to 65 minutes for large loaf, 35 to 40 min

Join Me On My Flight
I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings, Then fly as m

Denver Voters Can Ride To Polls In Style
Denver voters can ride to polls in style Sat Oct 28, 7:07 AM ET Don't feel like standing in line on Election Day? In Denver, you can get a limo ride to the polls if you take advantage of early voting Saturday. Fearing that new voting machines, new voting centers and a ballot full of measures could create gridlock Nov. 7, a coalition of advocacy groups is offering door-to-door service to the city's six new voting centers. "We're expecting a lot of confusion, voter fatigue and, because of the long ballot, we're expecting long lines on Election Day," Lindsey Hodel, a spokeswoman for the limo effort, said Friday. Her coalition includes groups aiming to increase turnout among Hispanic women and black voters. The coalition is nonpartisan, though some of its members have endorsed some proposals on the ballot. The group has reserved two limos to handle pickup requests. To get as many people to the polls as possible, the limos will be making multiple stops to fit up to eight

Italy Parliament Fights Over Transgender Mp Toilet
Italy parliament fights over transgender MP toilet Fri Oct 27, 1:36 PM ET Which bathroom should a "transgender" politician be using in parliament? The thorny question rocked Italy's lower house, home to Europe's first transvestite MP, on Friday. "You can't use this lavatory. This is the women's bathroom," Vladimir Luxuria reported being told by centre-right lawmaker Elisabetta Gardini on Friday, triggering a spat that forced the speaker of parliament to intervene. Born male, Luxuria wears women's clothes but has not had sex-change surgery. Elected for the centre-left in April, the 40-year-old former drag queen and defender of gay rights prefers to be called "she". "I have been using women's bathrooms for years. I would have never expected an attack with such violent tones," Luxuria said. "It would be very embarrassing for me to use the men's bathroom. For me, and for the men themselves." Gardini, spokeswoman for Silvio Berlusconi's Forza Italia party, said she

Pubs To Try Red Version Of The "black Stuff"
Pubs to try red version of the "black stuff" Thu Oct 26, 12:59 PM ET Guinness, the dark Irish drink known as the "black stuff", could soon be turning red. Manufacturer Diageo plans to produce a version at its Irish brewery using lightly roasted barley, which will have a reddish colour, and give it a trial run across the Irish Sea in Britain. "If you held up a pint of Guinness to the light, the red would come through. It's a very deep red," a Diageo spokeswoman said. Diageo plans to test Guinness Red on drinkers in British pubs in the coming months but has no plans to launch it more widely, either at home in Ireland or in about 150 other countries where Guinness is sold. The beer, which like the traditional, darker Guinness will have a creamy white head and be poured in the two steps needed to let it settle, will have a strength of about 4.1 percent. Diageo already sells several versions of the brew -- including Guinness Original, Guinness Draught and Guinness For

Firefighter Ordered To Anger Management
Firefighter ordered to anger management Fri Oct 27, 9:13 AM ET A volunteer firefighter was ordered to take an anger management class after using his vehicle's emergency lights to pull over a motorist. Kevin G. Hutchins, 44, of Palo, pleaded guilty Thursday to impersonating a public official. He was given one year of probation and was ordered to serve 50 hours of community service and write an apology to the woman he pulled over, court records show. Hutchins used his vehicle's emergency blue lights to stop the woman in March after she made what he considered an improper lane change. Only law enforcement officers have the authority to stop drivers. Palo Fire Chief Steve Mason said Hutchins has been on suspension pending resolution of the case. He said he has not decided whether Hutchins will remain with the department.

Cheddar-stuffed Chicken Breasts
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:45 min Makes:4 servings 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 1/4 pounds) 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 3 ounces Cheddar cheese 1 tablespoon butter or margarine, melted 1/4 cup salsa Chopped fresh cilantro, if desired 1. Heat oven to 375°F. Spray square pan, 9x9x2 inches, with cooking spray. Flatten each chicken breast half to 1/4-inch thickness between sheets of plastic wrap or waxed paper. Sprinkle with salt and pepper. 2. Cut cheese into 4 slices, about 3x1x1/4 inches. Place 1 slice cheese on center of each chicken breast half. Roll chicken around cheese, folding in sides. Brush butter over chicken rolls. Place chicken, seam sides down, in pan. 3. Bake uncovered about 30 minutes or until chicken is no longer pink in center. Serve with salsa. Sprinkle with cilantro. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 260 (Calories from Fat 125 ); Total Fat 14 g (Saturated Fat 8 g); Cholesterol 105 mg; Sodium 430 mg; Total Car

October 21st - 27th
I have some bad news for out-of-towners. Taxi cab rates have gone up $1.00. But this also includes aroma therapy. Halloween is coming up. That’s one day every New Yorker looks forward to – going to your door in the dark and seeing people in masks. Are you watching the World Series? The St. Louis Cardinals and the Detroit Tigers. The Tigers have a pretty young team they say. In fact, earlier today Madonna adopted a batboy. I definitely like to watch the World Series. Here’s what I do. I sit down and drink a few beers in my underwear and scream at the TV. That’s until they throw me out of the bar. Down in Washington, President Bush has approved a plan to build a 700 mile fence on a portion of the Mexican border. He said he also knows where he can find some cheap labor to build it.....A long fence on the border. Something like this I just hope Halliburton can get some money out of the deal. Be nice to see something go their way for a change. Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes are

This Was Poem I Wrote For A Couple Of My Family Members Who Passed Away A Week Apart
Dedicated In The Memory Of Christine & Dawayne A mother and a son have passed on to the promised land,To those who knew and loved them the most the mother and son will forever remain in the hearts and memories of those they leave behind. But do not weep for them in sadness I say, But be that it may you rejoice in knowing for that they are in the presence of our lord. They are standing together,side by side, hand in hand, with each other with our lord, waiting and watching, over us and knowing that we shall all meet again soon someday. In the hours that are ahead the lord shall come to comfort and stand beside you and in the midst of the hour the lord shall whisper in your ear these sweet tender words of love, "Give me your fears"

A Black Heart
A black heart is an impure soul one of which that bleeds innocents to hide the pain and suffering the ones it loved had impaled upon it infecting it with corruption and loneliness Blood on your hands body on the floor the knife that once was is no longer in the drawer You say you don’t remember picking up the knife piercing flesh and soul taking another persons life You recall it a very haunting dream hoping everything is not as it seems Your rage you try to conceal for you refuse to see that what’s before your eyes is real

More Or Less My Random Thoughts...
The worlds a tough place...when you don't have a job, don't have someone by your side, don't have friends to have your back, have nothing to show for it...When you have the world in the palm of your hands then have the rug torn out from under you. Feeling more self-defeated than I have in years I find myself wondering if its gonna get any better. And though common sense would say it would and past experience as well my heart still finds it necessary to have such thoughts. I want to rise up. I want to meet the expectations of others and more or less myself as well. And I'm failing...at lot of things, this I know to be true. I'm not looking for pity just having a night of self reflection. And every time I get beat down its always worse then the time before, and I never truly catch up...always kinda two steps forward and one step back. And just wondering if I'm ever gonna be simply two steps ahead. Eventually I know I'll get back to the great man I once was, so full of hope and love for e

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Sweet Anticipation...
i look forward to the day we meet.... and then i can share with you a piece of my world. for no flower is sweeter than the one that has touched your lips and no candle burns brighter than when you're around... till whenst we meet, let me kiss the dream of you and touch the heart that has touched me so....

What A Bandit!
Well we had Austyn's party yesterday and it was lots of fun! Austyn went to work with Daddy while Me, Daddy Kevin & Bekka went and set up. We had fun celebratin with Me & Daddy Kevin & Bekka, Daddy, Nanny & Paw Paw, Aunt Debbie & Uncle Mike & Loren & Cathy & Ayonna, G-Ma & Grampy & G-ma Myrtle, Aunt Tracy & Uncle Rick, Tricia & Brian, Courtney & Nicole, Chris, Jamie & Arnold & Cody & Baby Rach, Aunt Ang & Dom & Ethan, Uncle Kenny & Patrick & Cameron & Gracie & Briana, Uncle James & Aunt Wendy & Payton, Missy & Mike & Melidya. He got some loud noisy toys..he loves his drum set! =) So thank u all for makin his party such a blast! We love u guys!

Person Is Gonna Get Hit.
ok..when i got home around 12:50 ish someone called me..from a private number i didnt answer..then they called me like 10 minutes later from some cell phone number i answered.. and hes like "your not supposed to answer" and then he hung up. I was like okay..So i called him back i was like "WHO IS THIS" he said "YOUR NOT SUPPOSED TO ANSWER" so ya.. i just like didnt bother anymore..then he called me again so i didnt answer. and then he left me a voicemail.. o00o0 this pissed me off..."are you available for some penetration cuz i need some penetration like right now" What the fuck are you smoking. and i gave his number to my friend..it was funny. he was like retarded.. the guy that called me was calling him. stupid and saying that he was copying everything he said. but ugh he really made me mad. so i called him again.. i was like "DO YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM" and he said something but he hung up... (obviously the person kept hanging up so i couldnt get but two words out.

Blast-off Spaceship Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 5 hr 5 min Makes: 15 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) white cake mix 2 cups boiling water 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Strawberry Flavor Gelatin 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed 1 Tbsp. decorating icing 40 candy-coated chocolate pieces 1 piece string licorice (10 inches), cut in 2-inch pieces PREPARE cake batter and bake in 13x9-inch baking pan as directed on package. Cool in pan 15 min. (Do not remove cake from pan.) MEANWHILE, stir boiling water into dry gelatin mix in large bowl at least 2 min. until completely dissolved. Pierce cake with large fork or wooden skewer at 1/2-inch intervals. Carefully pour gelatin over cake in pan. Cover and refrigerate 4 hours or overnight. DIP pan in warm water 10 sec.; unmold cake onto cutting board. Cut into pieces as shown in diagram and photo. Arrange pieces on large foil-covered board or platter to resemble a spaceship as shown in photo. Spread top and sides

Are You Really A Veteran?
Rep. Steve Buyer (R-IN), Chairman of the House Committee on Veterans’ Affairs, has proposed sweeping changes to VA benefits. Buyer does not believe that “a veteran is a veteran” and has said so in no uncertain terms. As you might expect, the changes are not for the positive. The driving force for these changes is the Veterans’ Disability Benefits Commission. In November 2003, the President signed Public Law 108-136 that established the Veterans' Disability Benefits Commission. This commission will conduct an independent study of the benefits provided to compensate and assist veterans and their survivors for disabilities and deaths attributable to military service. The commission will examine and make recommendations concerning the appropriateness of the benefits, the appropriateness of the level of the benefits, and the appropriate standard(s) for determining whether a disability or death of a veteran should be compensated. (Emphasis is mine.) The VDBC Charter uses the same l

About Me? If You Would Like Answer And Resend...
--Info-- > Name:: Why do you need to know? > Nicknames:: Voluptuous "T" and T&A, you figure it out > Birthplace:: Columbia, SC > Current Location:: Lexington, SC > Hair Color:: Blonde > Eye Color:: Blue > Height:: 5'6" > Weight:: what does it matter.... I have curves in all the right places.... > Tatoos?:: not yet > Piercings?:: not yet > Overused Phrase:: WHATEVER???? > --Your-- > Bedtime:: When ever I damned well please? > Best Physical Feature:: Eyes, I have gotten many comments on the chest and ass lately though.....LOL > Most Embarassing Moment:: Walking into a new place and being the center of attention > Most Missed Memory:: My best friend's husband and my adopted Brother....we had many good times together just the 3 ofus hanging out or them trying to set me up with someone > First Thought When You Wake Up:: Time to get up up already... > Weakness:: Tender heart > Best Friends:: Lisa, Deedi, Mary > Goal For The Year:: Divorce the jerk I ma

Today, Gotta Watch For Them Cars
Happy Halloween ya'll — Tuesday, October 31, 2006 Uh, I had a car run into me today. I was walking in a crosswalk, and they didn't see me somehow. It's daytime, I'm wearing a trenchcoat, have green, and pink hair with glitter in it, and they somehow didn't notice me.... I felt the car touch my leg, and then felt it start to keep going, so I jumped out of the way. I took a poli sci test today. I'm pretty sure I did excellent. There was one or two I may have missed, but overall, I did good. I went to a friend's house and watched the Rocky Horror Picture show. It was monday home evening.... We ate meatloaf and rice. We watched people spin fire, and then watched the movie. It was a fun crowed. It was the first time I had seen the movie. It was long, and I was sick of it by the end. I don't watch movies much anymore, and have a short attention span for even good movies. I get anxious sitting in a theatre for all that time. It was ok though. I had a shot of whisky

Halloween
I just wanted to tell everyone have a safe and Happy Halloween. This is by far my most favorite holiday!! =) Go out, enjoy ur self and scare the fuck out of people. hahaha =) Much love and respect, Nicckie

Coconut Macaroon Shortcake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr min Makes: 8 servings, 1 wedge each 1-1/3 cups BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut 1/2 cup chopped PLANTERS Slivered Almonds 1/3 cup sugar 2 Tbsp. flour 1/8 tsp. salt 2 egg whites 1/2 tsp. almond extract 1 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 1 pt. (2 cups) strawberries, sliced PREHEAT oven to 325°F. Mix coconut, almonds, sugar, flour and salt in large bowl. Beat egg whites and almond extract lightly with fork. Add to coconut mixture; mix well. TRACE 9-inch circle on greased foil-covered baking sheet. Spread coconut mixture evenly onto foil, staying within circle line on foil. BAKE 15 to 20 min. or until lightly browned. Cool. Remove from foil. Cut into 8 wedges. Top evenly with the whipped topping and strawberries just before serving. Size It Up Shortcake is the perfect choice for a special occasion. Plan ahead and eat accordingly before indulging in a slice of this luscious dessert. Storage Know-How Once thawed, refr

Suicide Is Painless!
Through early morning fog I see Visions of the things to be The pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please The game of life is hard to play I'm gonna lose it anyway The losing card I'll someday lay So this is all I have to say Suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn't hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but... Suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please A brave man once requested me To answer questions that are key Is it to be or not to be And I replied 'oh why ask me?' And suicide is painless It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please ...and you can do the same thing if you please

Marlin
It has been over a month since I have got to hold my baby!! He is the love of my life, the person that taught me how to trust, love, and most of all, he taught me to be nice!! I get to go see him the 18, the day before his 23 birthday! I get to hold him for a little while, but then I have to leave him until december 4!! Why does life give you something great and then take it away from you? It's sooooooo wrong!!!! Anyways, I am tired! BYE!! ~mimi~

Moving In......
*Starts unpacking bags* Well, This looks like a nice neighborhood. Not as much nonsence yet. Looks like I"ll be camping here for a while..... oh, Sup, I"m Donovon. I"ll be your new neighbor here at cherry tap. If there's anything you wanna know about me, just ask. Now.. to make my "not so clean" Blog ^_^

I'm On A Bible Rant Tonight
Rape in the bible: Rape is one of the most heinous crimes imaginable. Yet few people know that the Bible often condones and even approves of rape. How anyone can get their moral guidance from a book that allows rape escapes me. Perhaps they have been lied to about the Bible and carefully detoured around all the nasty stuff in the Bible. So grab your Bibles and follow along as I show you all the nasty rapes that your priests and preachers don't want to tell you about. Note that in many places in the Bible there are references to "taking a wife". Don't be fooled into thinking that these were voluntary marriages. 1-David's Punishment - Polygamy, Rape, Baby Killing, and God's "Forgiveness" (2 Samuel 12:11-14 NAB) Thus says the Lord: 'I will bring evil upon you out of your own house. I will take your wives [plural] while you live to see it, and will give them to your neighbor. He shall lie with your wives in broad daylight. You have done this deed in secret, but I will

Need Help!
OK yall I am writing a paper about how the media laters mens perceptions of women, I need some male and female viewpoints. Guys--What is the ideal woman? How has the media impacted you image of what pretty is.(answer honestly(media being tv/movies/magazines) Girls--Do you think men have unfair perceptions of how we should look?

Turn And Walk Away
1. There was a time that i believed you when you used to say, look to the almighty to help you find your way. Yea ok, but what about having a place to stay? Turn and walk away, turned and walked away. But anyway, on with the oddasity to say i live in such a foul way. 5 you lack the capacity to fathom my day to day. If you ever find me foolish is all you'll have to say. Forgive me father for feeling abandoned and thrown away, the way that i was raised i never thought i'd see the day, our family did it to me father, turned and walked away. 10 How is it they misunderstand your messages, claiming they walk with you every day. I know you wouldnt leed them father, to damn the spring they sprang. This all seems kind of sick to me so I'll turn and walk away. Their Invitations into slavery in yer name must be okay,

Homebound
I've decided that I need to get away from things for a couple of days.. So.. Ill Be leaving Friday afternoon to go home for the weekend .. I know this is a lil bit of an extended notice . but ive much to do . and time flies .. So I'll wish you all a wonderful weekend now .. so as not to miss anyone . Keep your eyes peeled for me as I drive by ..Ill be the One driving and waving as I pass :)

Firehouse Rules!!!
Went and saw these guys at a local night club a couple of years ago!! They still rock!!! They are so loud and can still bring it!! They sound just like off the album.... Music Codes - MySpace Layouts

In Dreams
in dreams the world is a wonderful place Everyone dances Everyone has a smile on his face in dreams I'm better than I am I'm deeply in love With a passion that breaks the dam I'm important When my eyes are closed I have friends And their love always shows I wish I could sleep forever For I'd feel no pain I'd be like any other man Instead of being insane When my eyes are closed I feel my spirit fly When my eyes are open All I do is cry......... Bryant

Mexican Stuffed Flank Steak
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 26 hr 5 min Makes: 6 servings 2 cups beef broth 1/2 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing, divided 6 ancho peppers, crushed (about 1 cup) 1 Tbsp. dried oregano leaves 1 beef flank steak (2 lb.) 1 small potato, peeled, shredded 1 medium carrot, shredded 1 serrano chile, finely chopped 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon, cooked, drained and chopped 1/4 cup chopped cilantro, divided PLACE broth, 1/4 cup of the dressing, the ancho peppers and oregano in blender; cover. Blend on medium speed 1 min. Pour into large resealable plastic bag. Add steak; seal bag. Turn bag over several times to evenly coat steak with the broth mixture. Refrigerate overnight to marinate, turning occasionally. MIX potatoes, carrots, serrano chiles, bacon and 2 Tbsp. of the cilantro; set aside. Remove steak from marinade; reserve marinade in bag. Place steak on clean work surface. Spread evenly with potato mixture to within 1/2 inch of edges. Roll up tightly, start

Color Of Passion
Your Passion is Orange Your sex life is driven by your wild fantasies. For you, sex is a dramatic performance where you are the star. And you love putting on a wild act for your lover, trying to top last night's show. Whether you enjoy the actual sex is irrelevant... it's all about putting on a good act! What Color Is Your Passion?

Presumed Guilty
Imagine for a moment you are seated in a courtroom. You are on trial for murder, a crime that carries the death penalty. The evidence against you has been delivered to the jury and your attorney has presented your defense. Now you await the jury's verdict.... A hush falls over the courtroom as the jury foreman steps forward. You rise to your feet and face the judge. You know one fact no one else knows for certain: You committed the crime. As the jury Forman announces the verdict of guilty, you are not surprised. The judge pounds the gavel and pronounces your sentence. You cannot escape the penalty and your lawyer cannot protect you. You are helpless to save yourself. But as you are led away from the courtroom in handcuffs, a man steps forward. This man is a stranger to you. "I will take your punishment," he says. "I will be your substitute". The judge leans forward to question him. At last, satisfied by the man's qualifications, he accepts the stranger as your substitute

Brrrrrr
as I sit my butt here in the library....I happen to look out the window and its flippin SNOWING out!!!!! Sure its November 2nd in Michigan but Iam not ready for snow yet *pouts and sniffles and then cries*

Rain's Embrace
Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from hell. You lead me slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased.

How To "read" A Woman's Words And Body Language( 2 )
THE MISTAKE MEN MAKE Now, a common mistake that men make is taking something that a woman SAYS that she wants, and doing it TOO MUCH, thinking that if "A little bit is good, then more must be better". For instance, a woman SAYS that she likes guys who are "thoughtful". So you go out and buy her a bunch of gifts, give her cute cards every time you see her, and call her all the time to tell her that you miss her. What happens? She leaves you for her jerk ex-boyfriend. Huh? This would be kind of like a woman saying, "My favorite food is chocolate" and then you thinking it would be good to feed

Banana-sour Cream Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 16 servings 1 pkg. (2-layer size) yellow cake mix 3 eggs 1 cup mashed ripe banana 1 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 1/4 cup oil PHILADELPHIA® Walnut Frosting PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Place cake mix, eggs, banana, sour cream and oil in large bowl. Beat with electric mixer on low speed just until moistened, scraping side of bowl frequently. Beat on medium speed 2 minutes. POUR evenly into 2 greased and floured 8- or 9-inch round cake pans. BAKE 30 to 35 minutes or until toothpick inserted in centers comes out clean. Cool 10 minutes in pans on wire racks; remove from pans. Cool completely on wire racks. Fill and frost with PHILADELPHIA® Walnut Frosting. Store in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute Prepare as directed, using BREAKSTONE'S Reduced Fat or KNUDSEN Light Sour Cream. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 460 Total fat 24g Saturate

Ugly
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this world: fighting, eating garbage, and, shall we say, love. The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye, and where the other should have been, there was a hole. He was also missing his ear on the same side. His left foot appeared to have been badly broken at one time and had healed at an unnatural angle, making him look like he was always turning the corner. Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby, striped type, except for the sores covering his head, neck, and even his shoulders. Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!!" All the children were warned not to touch him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed him down, squirted him when he tried to come in their homes, or shut his paws in the door when he would not leave. Ugly alway

We're All Trapped
Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are. If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you wouldn't need to try. If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky! I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old, or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain all the time. So you struggle with all these problems year after year, and you're getting nowhere, and you

Baker's® One Bowl Banana Cream Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 3 hr 15 min Makes: 12 servings 35 NILLA Wafers, divided 1/4 cup BAKER'S ANGEL FLAKE Coconut, toasted 2 cups cold milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 1 large banana, sliced 1/2 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, shaved into curls (see Tip) COVER bottom of 9-inch springform pan with wax paper. Stand 12 of the wafers vertically on end around edge of prepared pan. Coarsely crush remaining 23 wafers; sprinkle evenly onto bottom of pan. Top with coconut; set aside. POUR milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the whipped topping. Spread half of the pudding mixture over coconut in crust; cover with layers of bananas and the remaining pudding mixture. Top with the remaining 1 cup whipped topping. REFRIGERATE at least 3 hours or overnight. Top with

Simply Sensational Strawberry Shortcake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 8 servings 1 cup milk, divided 1/4 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 3 Tbsp. sugar 2-1/4 cups dry all-purpose baking mix for biscuits 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 4 cups sliced strawberries 1/3 cup sugar PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Mix 1/2 cup of the milk, sour cream and 3 Tbsp. sugar in large bowl with wire whisk. Stir in baking mix until just blended. Spread evenly into greased 9-inch round cake pan. Bake 12 to 15 min. or until top is golden brown. Remove from pan; cool completely on wire rack. MEANWHILE, combine dry pudding mix and remaining 1/2 cup milk; blend well. Gently stir in half of the whipped topping until well blended. Mix strawberries and 1/3 cup sugar in large bowl; set aside. Slice cake in half horizontally to make 2 layers. PLACE bottom cake layer on serving plate; top evenly with half of t

Hot Hot Hot
You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Violent81%Exciting75%Wet50%Soft38%Awkward25%Sweet19%Shy13%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

I Am An Idiot.
He's come back from the dead, again. We dated for a while when we were 16, then he reappeared 14 years later to mess with my head (which is not easy to mess with, anymore), and now, after disappearing for months, he wants back in? Oh, please. I deserve to be someone's top (or nearly top) priority, not rock bottom or maybe even not on the list. Lord. Remind me to watch my back...remind me that this isn't worth it. Remind me that I'd rather date girls! Bleh.

My Life Is Weird
So yesterday morning I was driving through the mall parking lot on my way to the bank, and something big came out of the bushes and flopped in front of my car: A SEA LION. No fucking kidding. I stopped the car, turned on my emergency blinkers, and called 911. All circuits were busy [really, what the fuck is 911 good for these days?]. I called the Petaluma emergency direct line and it was disconnected!!! So I got out of the car with my umbrella and started FOLLOWING A SEA LION AROUND THE PARKING LOT. Hi, this is my life. Another girl stopped and got out and just stood there all agape. I had to yell at her to go to the management office to get someone to help. Now they're crediting HER with "finding the poor sea lion." Fucking figures. I followed him for probably 10 minutes to make sure no one would hit him with their car, and keeping him from the freeway, which is where he seemed to want to go. Newspaper article about the sea lion He wasn't snarling or upset when I was

I Love You
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

Him
from the moment He arrives until the moment we must part my soul hungers for Him a unfilled craving one that only He can fill my body aches for Him the night beckons with unwavering vibrations my heart yearns for His presence the darkness brings me peace for in it i am with Him i am whole and content only when with Him fractured, when He is gone He is my heart He is my soul He is my One

How Brutaly Honest R U?
You Are 68% Brutally Honest Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?

Cars And Driving . . .
Why does it seem that driver's licenses are being handed out like candy nowadays? There are way too many people on the road that CANNOT drive. “Let's do 25 in the passing lane.” “Let's merge on the freeway doing 5!” Idiots. Assholes. If there is someone in front of you who may be going a bit slow, don't speed up to make them go faster. Because, honestly, you'll end up rear-ending someone. Frankly, if it was ME in the slow car, and you sped up behind me to get me to go faster, I'd slam on my brakes. You know that bumper sticker that says “The Closer You Get, The Slower I Go”? Well, that's me. Unless you're a hemorrhoid, stay off of my ass. And don't speed up, go around me, and fucking cut me off just to make a point. Because if an accident occurs because of it, you'll be the one going to jail. Not me. Also, if you're going to change lanes, change lanes. Quit drifting over to the next lane. Turn on your signal, and then get over there. Do it safely, but swiftly. Don't MOSEY int

Me Messing Around Dancing Old School Style.
I also do a little old school on my free time a yr and few pounds less ago! lol, I've tought this dance for over 11 years now and been doing it for 33 yrs.Heres a rare view of me doing a robot charactor I used to do in Waikiki, this is the origins of that Titan charactor that you viewed in my other blog, if you havent seen it, go check it out.Click to see VideoHere's a video of an event held in Waipahus Filcom community center, the event was called "Target Kalihi" Click to see Video

Everything Sucks
IF YOU DONT WANT TO HERE ME CUSSING I DONT RECCOMEND YOU READ THIS... I need to stop being as nice as i am and trusting people with everything i have..im the nicest person in the world 99% of the time but im still ALWAYS getting fucked over..Im not going to let happen again..I CANT deal with it..I was hurt soooo bad tonight..I have soo much stuff running through my head..Threats are the worst thing you can do to someone..EVEN if you dont mean it...And knowing it can ruin someone and get pleasure out of doing it is just SICK. Well no more Miss Nice Ashley..It dosent get me anywhere. From now on if you fuck with me i fuck with you...If you are sweet to me i'll be sweet to you..If you fuck me over and hurt me THEN try to be nice to me..its too late..Damage is already done.. Well i guess thats all i have to say..Im just gunna cry my eyes out and i will be better in the morning. -Ash

New Pictures
I have a few new pictures of me that I want to post-But I'm at my limit and can not upload anymore till I level up. I have just under 6000..So it'll be a day or two before I can actually post new pictures.

When Kindred Spirits Meet
When kindred spirits meet It is as wind upon the sail; A driving force, a rising heat, Hold fast! Let it not fail! So rare the kindred spirit is, So few indeed there are; When this you find, yes, nurture this, Let it not drift afar. For kindred spirits once apart May never find once more A heart so well matched with a heart As they have found before. There are those rare occasions in life when you are fortunate enough to meet a kindred spirit and instant friend. My friend shall forever be my friend, and reflect a ray of Good to me.

Evening
Evening hear the night roar stars set the same as the life before a velvet plumb yet she comes fingers numb from the daylight slumber i look she seems younger since i can remember in her eyes i wonder shine quietly shine for me allow me to be in my soul she is free she is wisdom equal with nature she is my savior but time is greater Rene Velez Copyright ©2006 Rene Velez

Pumpkin Roll With Cream Cheese Filling
Keep one of these rolls frozen, in slices, and bring some out when guests drop in. INGREDIENTS: * 3 Eggs * 1 cup Sugar * 2/3 cup Pumpkin * 1 teaspoon Lemon juice * 3/4 cup All-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon Baking powder * 2 teaspoons Cinnamon * 1 teaspoon Ginger * 1/2 teaspoon Nutmeg * 1/2 teaspoon Salt * . * Filling: * 8 ounces Cream cheese -- softened * 4 tablespoons Butter -- or margarine * 1 cup Powdered sugar * 1/2 teaspoon Vanilla PREPARATION: in large bowl, combine eggs and sugar, beating well. Add pumpkin and lemon juice, mixing until blended. In separate bowl, combine flour, baking powder, spices and salt. Add to egg mixture, mixing well. Spread batter into greased and waxed-paper lined 10-by-15-inch jelly-roll pan. Bake at 350 ° for 15 minutes. Remove from oven. Cool for 15 minutes. Place cake on clean tea towel sprinkled liberally with powdered sugar. Cool 10 minutes longer. From 10- i

Heartlessness
as my eyes open from their state of sorrow i feel my blood turn into a frozen river my heart locked shut, and i gave you the key promise never to leave as lies hold me emptiness fills my broken heart screaming your name hoping for a response to look in your face and realized the time we spent the chances i had have drifted away from my fingertips your life, your thoughts, your dreams, your love never tried my hardest and now i cray as the hurt enters i love you and i still love you even though i never showed it a piece of me is gone forever clutching too few memories held so close repeating words of love spoken too late my eyes look all around but all they can focus on is you for in you i find me days will pass and thy death will still linger this coldness will never satisfy me i want to be surrounded in a place where the sun is so warm it burns my insides where love takes my darkest depressions and throws it into the deepest of seas an executi

Queen For A Day Part 2
OKay ladies...Who wants to dethrone Jillicious?? Queen For A Day Winner (Jillicious)@ CherryTAP I've decided to do a rematch..Who is brave enough to throw her off the throne and steal the crown? I'd like to do the contest again tomorrow night and am looking for some contestants! Ladies from last night are welcome to be in it again and try to win!! Winner gets a diamond ring and the title of Queen for a Day!! Let me know what pic to rip and I'll swing by and steal it! Tell you're friends!!

It Can't Be A Good Sign When Taking Your Car In...
for repairs, you open up the hood to let the Assistant Service Manager take a looksy to see what might be making soooo much noise, and one of the first things (that I even) notice is the hose connecting to the air filter housing is disconnected. The compressor isn't doing its thing to have the cold air blow through the interior.... The heater coil may indeed be out from the description of events.... The noise underneath may be from a pully being out from one of the belts.... It is past tune up time.... Augghgghghghh.... Then.... Enterprise is out of cars and finally found me a mini-van at a mere $42/day. Then Enterprise puts a $200 hold on my credit card when they only put $50 hold on it last time. Aughghgghghghghhh.... Can I just go back to bed and it will be all okay when I wake up??? I sooooo wish that could happen. :D

Nothing New Lol
You are 81% Witch or Wizard! You are more white than black, seeing knowledge as something that could be dangerous in the wrong hands. You could be the protector we need.What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

Help My Really Good Friend!
He's one of my bestest friends on here and he's in The CT Queen's Prince contest...its based on comments so leave him a shitload please!! All love will be returned in some form(a gift, rates, whatever) I really, really want him to win...It will make the Sweet Potata very happy..and you know what they say "Ain't no one happy, unless mama's happy" Click on the pic and go leave him some comments!!!!

The Fletcher Memorial Home For Incurable Tyrants And Kings
Entry for April 28, 2006 just think it's a great picture ....no ???Friday April 28, 2006 - 03:37pm (CEST) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments Entry for February 03, 2006 take all your overgrown infants away somewhere and build them a home a little place of their own the fletcher memorial home for incurable tyrants and kings and they can appear to themselves every day on closed circuit t.v. to make sure they're still real it's the only connection they feel "ladies and gentlemen, please welcome reagan and haig mr. bush and friend, mrs. thatcher and paisley mr. brezhnev and party the ghost of mccarthy the memories of nixon and now adding colour a group of anonymous latin american meat packing glitterati" did they expect us to treat them with any respect ???? they can polish their medals and sharpen their smiles, and amuse themselves playing games for a while boom boom, bang bang, lie down you're dead !!! safe in the permane

Dark Kiss...
i held him tight...then looked into his eyes...saw the betrayal he desperately tried to hide...i smiled and kissed him hard on his lips...and watched the light of life fading from his eyes...while i withdrew the knife that i drove through his dark heart...

Now I Know
I always wondered how I'd live without you, if you ever said goodbye. Would I just live in dreams about you, with tears in my eyes. Would I fall to pieces, When you'd go I always wondered how I'd live without you,,,, now I know. I'm doin all right. I'm strong enough to make it on my own. I'm not afraid of the night I'm learning how to face it alone. I've been good at holding on. Now I'm learning to let go. I always wondered how I'd live without you. Now I know. I always wondered what I'd do without you, I found out today. I got up and made a cup of coffee, and time just slipped away. I dressed up and went out on the town. To places you'd never go. I always wondered what I'd do without you, Now I know. I'm doin all right I'm strong enough to make it on my own. I'm not afraid of the night. I'm learning how to face it alone. I've been good at holding on, Now I'm learning to let go. I always wondered how I'd live without you, Now I know. I dress up an

What Animal Were You In A Past Life?
You Were a Zebra You tend to see life in black and white - clearly without filters. You enjoy being part of a group while maintaining your individuality. What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

To My Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS, JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW I PROBABLY WON'T BE BACK ON TODAY, I'M GOING TO THE HOSPITAL TO BECOME A GRANDMA FOR THE SECOND TIME. I'M HAVING ANOTHER GRANDSON, I'M EXCITED. THEY ARE INDUCING MY DAUGHTER AT 4 PM TODAY. I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW ABOUT IT WHEN I GET BACK.

Kiteboard On The Outer Banks
Kitty Hawk Kites(KHK) Kiteboarding School is dedicated to providing the most professional instruction available for students of all levels. We have been teaching kiteboarding since the conception of the sport. It is our instructors that make the difference. We take a personal interest in each and every student and work hard to go beyond your expectations! Our kite surfing school is PASA (Professional Air Sports Association) approved. PASA has created methods of teaching that have become industry standards for providing quality instruction. Kitty Hawk Kites, the largest kite store in the world! We carry kites, stunt kites, power kites, kiteboarding gear, wind & garden art, toys, LIfe is Good, Pirate Gear, and much much more!

Sociable
I'm sometimes outgoing.. Not much though. I just don't feel like it. I want to do other things like well save my money and live in Europe for 2 weeks! lol I have a few places I can "crash" and hang out with good friends. This is the first year that i've taken pics of myself going out and about. I don't like pics of me usually.. Nor am I the social butterfly that my baby sister is. I'm more of the .. I need to get some project done in a lab kind of guy. I'm shy.. unless its a sci-fi convention then i'm all over the place.. damn.. I rambled.. I meant to say.. I'm not much for clubs or forums.. I'm more of a .. I log in and say hi to people guy. Some I say hi to.. then they drift off for 3 months and then want me to vote on them.. That kills me! lmao I figure 98 % of the women on my list have asked me to vote for them in some capisty or another.. and never speak to me again.. Almost like in the offline world.. lol oh well.

Picked Up By The Cops For Smoking Dope
Two guys were picked up by the cops for smoking dope and appeared in court before the judge. The judge said, "You seem like nice young men, and I'd like to give you a second chance rather than jail time. I want you to go out this weekend and try to show others the evils of drug use and pursued them to give up drugs forever. I'll see you back in court Monday." Monday, the two guys were in court, and the judge said to the first one, "How did you do over the weekend?" "Well, your honor, I persuaded 17 people to give up drugs forever." "17 people? That's wonderful. What did you tell them?" "I used a diagram, your honor. I drew two circles like this: O o and told them this (the big circle) is your brain before drugs and this (small circle)is your brain after drugs." "That's admirable," said the judge. "And you, how did you do?" (to the 2nd guy) "Well, your honor, I persuaded 156 people to give up drugs forever." "156 people! That's amazing! How did you

Playlist For The Week Of 10/31/06 - 11/7/06.
Acheron - Tribute To The Devil's Music Acheron - Rebirth: Metamorphosing Into God Hood Agalloch - Ashes Against The Grain Cannibal Corpse - Tomb Of The Mutilated Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Goatwhore - Funeral Dirge For The Rotting Sun Grave - As Rapture Comes Malevolent Creation - Retribution Motorhead - Bastards Overkill - Feel The Fire Place Of Skulls - The Black Is Never Far Pungent Stench - Ampeauty Random Acts Of Violence - Unleashing Random Acts Of Violence - Cathartes Aura EP Suicidal Tendencies - Prime Cuts Thorr's Hammer - Dommedagsnatt Vital Remains - Let Us Prey Warhorse - As Heaven Turns To Ash...

No Regrets
If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another day to say "I love ! you," And certainly there's another chance to say our "Anything

Citrus Turkey And Bacon Sandwiches
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 10 min Makes: 2 servings, 1 sandwich each 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Mayo Light Mayonnaise 1-1/2 tsp. GREY POUPON Honey Mustard 1 Tbsp. orange juice 4 slices multigrain bread, toasted 2 lettuce leaves 1 stalk celery, cut crosswise in half, then cut into thin strips 4 slices OSCAR MAYER Ready to Serve Bacon 12 slices OSCAR MAYER Shaved Oven Roasted Turkey Breast MIX mayo, mustard and juice until well blended; spread evenly onto toast slices. TOP 2 of the toast slices with lettuce, celery, bacon and turkey. Cover with remaining toast slices. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Special Extra Prepare as directed, adding 1 tomato slice to each sandwich. Variation - Citrus Turkey and Bacon Lettuce Wraps Omit bread. Substitute 4 large lettuce leaves for the 2 lettuce leaves. Mix mayo, mustard and juice as directed; spread evenly onto the lettuce leaves. Place celery, bacon and turkey evenly on centers of lettuce leaves. Fold in sides of lettuce,

A Soulful Cure
Working With A Shaman Since time immemorial, certain men and women have felt called to heal the sick, to safeguard knowledge, to guide the lost, and to commune with the spirit world. These unique individuals, known as shamans, were mystics and seers, repositories of wisdom, and keepers of herbal lore. During those periods when ignorance loomed large in the world, shamans across the globe bided their time, peacefully practicing their practical yet refined arts in the jungle, mountains, deserts, and tundra that protected them from those who misunderstood shamanism. Today, however, shamanism has reemerged, as modern men and women feel the same call to service that their ancestors felt long ago. Also, as more individuals explore the notion that healing necessarily involves the soul as well as the physical self, people are consulting shamans in their search for wellness, wisdom, and guidance. The word shaman literally means "he or she who knows." Shamanism is an art that has not cha

Just Winging It!!
Like it says just winging it. Tonight I got so many damn things running through my head that you'll be lucky if you can keep up!! I mean what is it with everyone today,it's like everyone wants to be everyone eles!! All my fucking life I've only been me. I don't get it people I really don't. I mean I've had friend who did some dumb shit to be just like evryone eles. Now what the hell is with that. I mean if everything was one color then life would be blah. I mean you got your freaks of all kinds and you got your everyday people,always being picked on and treated like their not good enough. It's like thats so fucked up. I mean it doesn't matter what you like on thoutside ,all that matters is what you like on the inside,but hell we can't be ok with this why because everyone eles isn't ok with it and after all we don't want to not be like everyone eles. It's like wow,life is noting but looks,money and power. Please get over it or stop wasting my time!!

Savory Beef Empanadas
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 40 min Total Time: 1 hr min Makes: 6 servings, 2 empanadas each Empanada Dough 1 lb. ground beef 1/4 cup chopped onions 1/4 cup chopped green peppers 3 slices OSCAR MAYER Smoked Ham, finely chopped 2 Tbsp. KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 2 Tbsp. tomato sauce 2 cloves garlic, finely chopped 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro 1 cup oil PREPARE Empanada Dough as directed; set aside. Brown meat in medium skillet on medium heat; drain. Add onions, peppers, ham, dressing, tomato sauce and garlic; mix well. Reduce heat to medium-low. Simmer 10 min., stirring occasionally. Remove from heat. Stir in cilantro. Set aside. SHAPE dough evenly into 12 balls, using about 2 Tbsp. of the dough for each ball. Flatten each ball into 6-inch round. Spoon about 1/4 cup of the meat mixture onto center of each round. Moisten edges with water. Fold dough rounds in half to enclose filling; press lightly on tops to remove any air pockets. Seal edges with fork. HEAT oil in lar

I Love You{cute Poem}
How do i say "I love you" and make the words sound real How do i explain exacly how i feel Everyday a constant reminder that your no where near Knowing that I'll never hold you dear But then again in true love nothing can get in the way So i keep on hopeing maybe someday Sometimes you say you love me but i dont know if you do But i can tell you one thing, I'm in love with you

Show Your Favorite Ct Dj Some Love And Enter Them To Win!
DO YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES? Calling ALL DJ'S! Ok, so you love CHERRYTAP? RIGHT?? CherryTAP has become increasingly popular and of course along with popularity of various internet radio stations. So, I will be hosting the first contest on CT DEDICATED to all the DJS FROM ALL STATIONS and winner will be determined by comments only and not votes. First place will get a cherry gift from our staff totaling 20k in VALUE. THIS CONTEST IS FOR ALL DJS OF ALL RADIO STATIONS ON CT SO IF YOU HAVE A FAVORITE DJ, HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO SHOW THEM LOVE even nominate them! All you gotta do is send me the link to their picture, their dj name and their station name in PM. THERE WILL BE A MALE AND FEMALE COMPETITION! ~DJ Princess~PhoeniXXX Radio@ CherryTAP

What Rocker Are You
Plz let me know what rocker you are, in the comment(PLZ) You scored as Slash. You are SLASH! What more is there to say.......Keep on Rockin!Slash60%Ozzy Osbourne!60%James Hetfield50%Kurt Cobain40%Tommy Lee20%Jimi Hendrix20%Billie Joe Armstrong10%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com

What Mythical Creature Are You?
Plz leave a comment if you view this blog to let me know...............Thank you You scored as Angel. Congratz! You are an angel. The world looks to you for advice and comfort. You\\\'re very protective of the ones you love and help anyone that you may pass on the street. You will fight if you absolutely have to, but you WILL NOT kill. You treat everyone, even your enemies, with mercy. While you help everyone, you still feel a hint of sadness... for not everyone would truly accept you, if they truly knew you, so you usually keep to yourself.Fairy80%Angel80%Elf60%Halfling60%Demon40%Dwarf40%Gnome40%Orc30%What mythical creature or race are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Which Horror Killer Are You???
If you stopped to look plz comment and tell me what horror killer you are......Thank you You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger70%Jigsaw70%Hannibal Lecter60%Pinhead60%Candyman50%Michael Myers50%Leatherface50%Buffalo Bill45%Captain Spaulding40%Jason Voorhees

Poem
I remember a time my fail, virgin mind watched the crimson sunrise Imagined what it might find Life was filled with wonder I felt the warm wind blow I must explore the boundaries Transcend the depth of winter's snow Innocence caressing me I never felt so young before There was so much life in me Still I long to search for me But those days are gone now Changed like a leaf on a tree Blown away forever Into the cool autumn breeze The snow has now fallen And my sun's not so bright I struggle to hold on With the last of my might In my den of inequity Viciousness and sudlety Struggle to ease the pain Struggle to find the sane Ignorance surrounding me I've never been so filled with fear All my life's been drained from me The end is drawing near...... I'll always remember The chill of November The news of the fall The sounds in the hall The clock on the wall ticking away "Seize the day" I heard him say Life will not always be this way Look around Hear

I've Become A Shopaholic
With new found income comes new found expenses. Today I bought a Sony Cyber-Shot DSC-S500 and a 1G Memory Stick Pro-Duo to go with it. 6MP 3X Optical 25MB internal memory sweeeeet. And! I found out a 1G card holds 1Hour of video lol. Prepare for a flood of new images since I now have the freedom to take them without my webcam (which sucks rusted steel hammers). -Robert

Intelligence
According to their nature, there are both people who have quick intelligence, and those who must withdraw and take time to think things over. Looking into this thoroughly, if one thinks selflessly and adheres to the four vows of the , surprising wisdom will occur regardless of the high or low points of one's nature.' People think that they can clear up profound matters if they consider them deeply, but they exercise perverse thoughts and come to no good because they do their reflecting with only self-interest at the center.

Please Help Me In The Felonys Angel Contest
Please help me out in the felonys angel contest if you can not help me out in the Princess contest. Leave all the comment you want and help me become one of the angels. I will show you the love back to all that help. Please, And Thank.

Saucy Baked Chops
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 4 servings, one chop each 4 bone-in center-cut pork chops (1 lb.) 1/2 cup KRAFT Original Barbecue Sauce 2 Tbsp. orange marmalade 1 tsp. ground ginger 1 tsp. garlic powder PREHEAT oven to 400ºF. Place chops in 8-inch square baking dish. COMBINE sauce, marmalade, ginger and garlic powder; spoon evenly over chops. BAKE 45 min. or until chops are cooked through (160ºF). KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with a hot baked potato and steamed broccoli. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 230 Total fat 7g Saturated fat 2.5g Cholesterol 60mg Sodium 480mg Carbohydrate 18g Dietary fiber 0g Sugars 12g Protein 21g Vitamin A 0%DV Vitamin C 4%DV Calcium 2%DV Iron 6%DV

Cheesy Ham & Rice Bake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 45 min Makes: 4 servings, 1-3/4 cups each 2 cups MINUTE White Rice, uncooked 1 can (10-3/4 oz.) condensed cream of mushroom soup 2 cups milk 1/4 cup MIRACLE WHIP Dressing 1 pkg. (6 oz.) OSCAR MAYER Smoked Ham, chopped 2 cups frozen peas 1/2 cup KRAFT Shredded Sharp Cheddar Cheese PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Mix rice, soup, milk, dressing, ham and peas in 2-qt. baking dish; cover with foil. BAKE 20 min.; uncover. SPRINKLE with cheese. Bake, uncovered, 10 min. or until rice is tender and cheese is melted. Let stand 5 min. before serving. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Good news! You'll save 4 g of fat per serving by preparing with KRAFT Mayo Light Mayonnaise and KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Cheddar Cheese. Plus, you'll also save 40 calories. Substitute Prepare as directed, substituting 1 pkg. (6 oz.) OSCAR MAYER Grilled Chicken Breast Strips for the ham. Or, omit the meat for a meatless option. NUTRIT

Penis Facts!!!
Average length of penis when not erect: 3.5 inches Average length when erect: 5.1 Smallest natural penis recorded: 5/8 of an inch Largest natural penis recorded: 11 inches Largest penis in the animal kingdom: 11 feet (blue whale) Height from court floor to the rim of a basketball hoop: 10 feet Actual amount of semen per ejaculation: 1-2 teaspoons Average number of times a man will ejaculate in his lifetime: 7,200 Average # of times he will ejaculate from masturbation: 2,000 Average total amount of lifetime ejaculate: 14 gallons Average amount of water it takes to fill a bathtub: 35 gallons Average speed of ejaculation: 28 miles per hour Average speed of a city bus: 25 miles per hour Average # of calories in a teaspoon of semen: 7 Average # of calories in a can of Dr. Pepper: 150 Most arousing time of day/season for a man: early morning/fall Best ways to improve sexual function: quit smoking, start exercising, lose weight. Foods that i

12 Freaky Sex Facts
- About 1% of women are allergic to semen. Within minutes to hours of a man's ejaculation, they develop swelling and itching wherever their skin made contact with the stuff. Luckily, having a guy wear a condom prevents the allergy from flaring up. - A recent study found that 1 out of 100 people are asexual--they've never been sexually attracted to anyone. - On the other hand, 2% of women are turned on all the time. They suffer from persistent sexual arousal syndrome, which causes them to orgasm 10 to hundreds of times a day. - Guys in their teens and 20s can get off up to 10 times a day. That's because they have high levels of testosterone, which keeps their libido raging. - A man's testicles are always a few degrees cooler than the rest of his body; if they aren't, his sperm will be damaged. If the air feels too cool or he's in cold water, his scrotal muscles raise his twins closer to his body to heat them up. If it's too hot, his balls hang away from his crotch, s

Realize Some Shit People.
Alright I'm starting to realize about half you mother fuckers on here for one reason and that's to get your damn rank up and have stupid horny fuckers tell you they wanna do you in the butt or some stupid ass shit like that. Me I'm here for conversations to meet people so guess what now we are gonna play a game of talk or walk. As you can tell you friend's list has already been reduced and I'm sure it's going to thin out even more. So here's the thing don't fuckin ask to rate you and consider it a conversation. No actually learn about me get to know me and then you can keep your place on the friends list. Peace out Mother Fuckers.

Please Help Me Out
THIS IS GETTING TO BE A WAR BETWEEN TAZ N ME INSTEAD OF A CONTEST...PLEASE DROP COMMENTS ON THIS LINK(AS MANY AS YOU CAN) THE CONTEST ENDS AT 8PM TONIGHT. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR ANYWAY I CAN. HUGS TO ALL OF YOU

I Think...
I may have made a mistake. But regardless. I'm a patient man. Very patient. I'll see how this plays out. But never think, that it's all blind faith, mind You. For every thing I say to You, there's ten more in my head that I'm not saying. I may be an idiot, but I'm no fool.

Funny.....
A Guy is driving his girlfriend home when she decides she wants to go to her friends instead. Her friend lives out of the way so she tells her boyfriend that she would get naked for him if he drove her. The guy says ok and the girl takes off all her clothes. The boyfriend is so busy looking at her that he stacks the car and gets stuck between the steering wheel and the seat. He tells her to go get help and she replied that she couldn’t because she didn’t have any clothes on. He replies, “Take my shoe and cover your snatch with it, and go for help!” She takes the shoe and runs to the closest gas station. She finds the clerk and says, "Help, my boyfriend is stuck! Can you help us?" The clerk replies, "I’m sorry, I think he's too far in."

Little Johnny
Little Johnny was in his 5th grade class when the teacher asked the children what their fathers did for a living. All the typical answers came up: fireman, policeman, salesman, etc. Johnny was being uncharacteristically quiet, so the teacher asked him about his father. "My father's an exotic dancer in a gay bar and takes off all his clothes in front of other men. Sometimes, if the offers really good, he'll go out to the alley with some guy and have sex with him for money." The teacher, obviously shaken by this statement, hurriedly set the other children to work on some coloring and took little Johnny aside to ask him, "Is that really true about your father?" " No," said Johnny, "He plays for the Raiders, but I was too embarrassed to say that in front of the other kids

Why Does This Always Happen To Me?
I never thought it would come down to this, What happened to our love? Our "true" bliss? Was it an illusion after all? We could forget about the promises, The lies and the truth, And the secrets that you kept, That I'll always dismiss. I know what happen wasn't meant to be, Everything that happened, Was it worth the loss? Or is this only making it hard for me to live? Will I find someone else? Is there anyone else? Once again the fear of me being hurt Consumes me from the inside out. Was she worth it? Worth your loss? It was supposed to be us forever... I'll survive. I'm in a state of pain, What did you gain? I think I'm going insane, What did you gain? Will this fear turn me away from life forever?

Lets Get Technical Or Perhaps Not Lol
Well I've been looking more at the irc protocol and it can do what i want, so I'll go down that route for my file transfer program. Ok i have a single ftp program that can connect direct to another person, but you need to know their ip address, which is difficult for most people to know what I am talking about. So I thought if i can automate this and then they can just accept or decline the file request. Later i'll ad the option for scanning the file for virii, but just want to get a test version working first. Seems no one could answer my question in the previous blog about airwaves, oh well its not a biggie LOL. And yes i had a little play with the psp and transfered some pics. Yep i like it, especially the ability to rotate the pic and zoom in. With some i needed to do this so that it filled the screen. Next task is to transfer a movie or video and see what the results are like.

Sexual Zodiac Sign
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Salutes
I notice that under 'Photos' there's now an area for 'My Salutes', for photos demonstrating that, well, you are who you say you are. Increasingly a problem, especially for some people (not me, yet, of course). Neat.

Hop-hop Album Reviews 2 The Chcago Mc's Edition
Rhymfest cd Blue Collar- Rhymefest has come out swinging with his cd blue collar very versatile and metaphorical in many ways. Rhymefest got his foot in the door by beating eminem in a battle and having kanye west as a friend but far different from his stunting mentor kanye. Rhymefest is more of a lyricist and his ordplay and delivery are never off he has really found his nitche. By far besides the exception of Common, Rhymefest is the strongest mc from Chicago. He shines on such tracks as "dynomite (going postal)", "all i do", "sister" and "bullet". Overall I give this album 4 1/2 mics out of 5. Lupe Faisco cd Food N Liqour- Lupe has found a way of portraying his style of music without having to sellout. Lupe excells as his worplay is strong and his creativity is amazing. With time Lupe has a chance to be a mainstay in hip-hop for a long time to come. He shines on songs such as "real" feat Sarah Green, "daydreamin" feat Jill Scott, "hurt me soul" and "american terrorist" feat Matth

Big Pimpin - Bratty Style!!!!!!!!
COME CHECK THIS CUTIE PIE OUT!! HE'S A CUTIE AND SO ARE HIS KIDDIES!! ADD HIM!! FAN HIM! RATE HIM! COMMENT HIM! YOU KNOW - ALL THAT GOOD CHERRY STUFF!! Gatorman Did You Rate my profile and pics? Get me to level 10 Please!@ CherryTAP Buttons Video - Pussycat Dolls lyricsPussycat Dolls Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

Yayyyy!!!
well its 1201 and i am officially old! its my birthday and i feel every second of it. I am sittining here tonight drinking by myself and wondering why i am so damn stubborn that i will not let anyone in???? I guess i am just a fricking dumbass! well happy birthday to me.

Second Story
you make me feel so hot now .... tell me what you want me to do masteres... o you wanna tigh me to your bed ? naked ? ok ... what you gonna do ??? please hurt me bad ??? for i'm sutch a bad boy .... mmmm you give me a striptease .... that's not a punish !!! mmmm i see you've shaved yourself... i see you're wet too !!! little drups of your hot juice roll over your legs !!! let me taste you please... - you wanne taste ? you say ... yes, please , -this ? and you put a finger in your wet pussy ... -you wanne taste this ???? while you put your wet finger in your mouth ... YESSSSSSSS please - i don't think so you naughty boy !!! and you come to sit between my legs at the end of the bed .... if i put up my head i can see right in your pussy, al opened and wet ... i see you put your finger inside again and you start to touch your klit with the wet finger... all the time you look at me as to ask if i wanna touch it .... my dick begins to grow and grow ....you see it

A Message For Bin Laden
A MESSAGE FOR BIN LADEN Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? Your just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well here in America, we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishin' Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep void. We'll band together and fill the holes We'll bury our dead and bless their souls. But then our energy will focus on you; And you'll feel the wrath of

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt a uncontroled rage? Not a mad rage but a rage for something that you love so much. I have felt that rage for the last week. It is a addition for something that I just wanna have and cant. Maybe because I cant afford it, or maybe because it doesnt want me. I dont know the answers. I know that It is a desire that only I can stop. It hurts so bad that my head starts spinning and the room goes dark. It could be a cold I am comming down with or a mental illness. Noone knows.. I just thought I would write down these words that you could read them. Maybe you know what I am talking about maybe you dont..

???
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to all little girls!!! Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat, contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and live in your castle where you can prepare my meals, clean my clothes, wash the floors, take care of the children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sauteed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled, and thought to herself: "I don't F%$#ing Think so!!!!!!!"

Torn
My heart torn in two Once again, I am the fool For the lies and the deceit Once again, I am beat My heart cries in pain Slowly going insane All to much to bear No one there to care Left alone and stranded Once again, left branded Not knowing where to go Not knowing what to do Confused, hurt, and betrayed Lying in an open grave Life comes shattering around me No where for me to be Waiting for someone to come along And just let me belong Let me be who I am Without being damned A life forgotten Now that I've hit bottom

Thanks
I just want to say thank you to all the new and wonderful people i have met in the past few days. I'm still working on returning the comments and rating profiles and photos. Thank you to all that have been there for me even when i just need to talk. I love you all.-----------ash-----------

Fuck You, Randal!!!
Fucking moron, you need to tell your fucking friends that you fucking changed your fucking phone number. I have had it up to HERE with people calling you at MY NUMBER at 7:30am and 10:30pm. FUCKING GET IT!!! My sister's boyfriend is now answering my phone in Cantonese. It's wonderful...

Forever In Our Hearts
I miss your smile, your touch, your warm embrace, I miss everything about you and this is hard to face. The day you left our lives my dearest Troy shall forever remain in our hearts, Why you had to leave now, why we had to part. Time can never erase the marks you have forever left behind, You were always there for family and friends, you were always the one to be kind. I know your presence still lingers here you want to stay and comfort our souls, For every day you are not with us it starts to takes its toll. The tears shall forever fall for each day you are not by our sides, I miss all the fun times we had, the games, the rides. These wounds won't seem to heal no matter the cost I am willing to pay, I find myself in church but no more can I pray. The pain is just to real, the grief just to much to bare, I want to scream out to the lord but I have nothing more to spare. You are my son, boyfriend, brother and friend, What we had together shall be with me rig

Joke! Lol!
Thank God for Italians........ A Greek and Italian were sitting in a Starbucks' one day discussing who had the superior culture. Over triple lattes, the Greek guy says, "Well, we have the Parthenon." Arching his eyebrows, the Italian replies, "We have the Coliseum." The Greek retorts, "We Greeks gave birth to advanced mathematics." The Italian, nodding agreement, says, "But we built the Roman Empire." And so on and so on, until the Greek comes up with what he thinks will end the discussion... With a flourish of finality he says, "We invented sex!" The Italian replies, "That is true, but it was the Italians who introduced it to women."

Mornings
i hate morning but i gotta get up anyways to work but i htink i'm going back to sleep soon hopefully... stopp by leave me comments look at my pics rate me whatever ya feel like doing and i'll return the favor... OoOo one more day til my concert then i'm off tomorrow to see my fav. nad Aiden YAY

Can You?
Can you see the tears under the mask of a clown? Can you see that this smile merely hides a frown? Can you see the scars left on my soul? can you see the pain no one knows? Can you hear the words that left their mark? Can you hear the breaking of my heart? Can you hear the silent screams of my mind? Can you hear the cries of those left behind? Can you feel the weight thats on my shoulders? Can you feel the pressure taking over? Can you feel the ghosts breathing down my neck? Can you feel the lonely hand of death? To know my pain is the key to my soul Locked to those who refuse to know Ask these questions to truely see If you really knew anything about me Or did you just know the masquerade Stand up and applaud the performance i gave

“i've Got Your Back"
I am a small and precious child; my dad's been sent to fight. The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to track. I may be sad, but I am so proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. My mind is filled with worries that I've never known before. And daily I attempt to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I'm so proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. At times I am so terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip and force a smile as I watch my husband pack. My heart may break, but I am so proud. My husband's got your back. I am a soldier, serving proudly, standing ever tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home again. It's I who has your back.

Don't Let Go Of Hope
Hope gives you the strength to keep going when you feel like giving up. Don't ever quit believing in yourself. As long as you believe you can, you will have a reason for trying. Don't let anyone hold your happiness in their hands; hold it in your own, so it will always be within your reach. Don't measure success or failure by material wealth, but by how you feel. Our feelings determine the riches in our lives. Don't let bad moments overcome you. Be patient, and they will pass. Don't hesitate to reach out for help; we all need it from time to time. Don't runaway from Love, but towards love; because it is our deepest joy. Don't wait for what you want to come to you. Go after it with all that you are; knowing that life will meet you half way. Don't feel like you've lost when plans and dreams fall short of your hopes. Anytime you learn something new about yourself, or about life, you have progressed. Don't do anything that takes away from your self-respect. Feeling GOOD abou

You Know What's Awesome?
The feeling of having almost no body hair. That's freakin' awesome. My wife got me started on this whole shaving thing, and I'm hooked. Hair sucks. Plus, with a shaved head and no goatee, I look a bit androgynous. It's really great for me.

It's You
There's this emotion deep inside of me The tears are racing down my face I can't tell you Can't do more than Whisper your name Brokenly. I weep for the day I had you here I ache for the moment that I had the ball in my court... I dreamed of you last night And so, I feel compelled to write... We were running through the streets And I remember my heart jumping For you grabbed my hand With a stregnth that promised a thousand things, And then We fell. Your body crushed mine I remember thinking "God our faces are close" Your fingers tangled in my hair You whispered So softly You never realized me Never saw me as more Than a friend to laugh at sitcoms with. Then I lowered my lashes Afraid of your gaze Before I realized all that was happening Your mouth crushed mine I lifted myself up You were sweet Unexperienced like you always said you were

Can I Rate Your Pictures???
I'd love to rate your pics. But first, stop by and vote for If You Only Knew in the bikini contest. Rate her pic and leave her a comment. Then just let me know that you've voted either by private message, or as a comment and I'll rate your pics as soon as I can. Please don't let me know through shout b/c it will probably be gone before I can see it. Here is the link: Oh, and please let your friends know too so that I can rate their pics too!

Reply To Me
REPLY WITH ALL QUESTIONS ANSWERED IN A MESSAGE ! AND BE COMPLETELY HONEST! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF? 1. I WAS RIGHT NEXT 2 YOU: 2. I KISSED YOU: 3. I LIVED NEXT DOOR 2 YOU: 4. I STARTED SMOKING: 5. I SAID I WANTED TO FUCK YOU: 6. I WAS HOSPITALIZED: 7. I WAS DRUNK: 8. I LICKED YOU: 9. I ASKED YOU TO LEAVE: 10. I ASKED YOU OUT: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY? 11. ASS: 12. PERSONALITY: 13. FACE: 14. HAIR: 15. BODY: WOULD YOU? 16. BE MY BOY//GIRL FRIEND? 17. KEEP A SECRET IF I TOLD YOU ONE? 18. KISS ME? 19. GO ON A DATE WITH ME? 20. KEEP IN TOUCH? 21. LICK ME? 23. LOVE ME? 24. HAVE SEX WITH ME? HAVE YOU EVER? 25. LIED TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER? 26. WANTED TO KISS ME? 27. WANTED TO BITE ME? 28. KEPT SOMTHING IMPORTANT FROM ME? 29. WANTED TO CUDDLE WITH ME? 30. HAD A DIRTY DREAM OF ME? AND MORE! 31. WHO ARE YOU? 32. ARE WE FRIENDS? 33. WHEN AND HOW DID WE MEET? 34. DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD: 35. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRE

Ice
“I have a surprise for you.” he whispered softly in her ear while they both lay in their bed. A smile crept across her face and he lightly kissed her lips. He got up and went to the nightstand and got a black scarf, “Turn around” he told her. Sitting up in the bed, she let him put the blindfold over her eyes. Once what was light was now darkness and only he was her guide. Laying her back down on the bed, he ran his hand along the curves of her naked body and smiled as he left the room. She laid there and wondered what he had in store for her that night. He had done so much for her during the time that they were together. She had enjoyed every day that they were together and couldn’t believe all the things that they had done. It was like one surprise after another and it just kept on getting better every day. The cold sensation against her lips caused her to catch her breath as it traced her lips over and over again in a circle. Dips of cold water made their way into her mout

My Tarot Card
You are the Hanged Man Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound. With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of loss from a situation, rather than gain. The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes. The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Sweetness
You Are a Rainbow Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing What Type of Weather Are You?

This Just Came To Me
Sad and alone Far from home she sat on the curb in fear looking at the rain beating on a stain of oil that was smeared The image was enough To break through the tough scowl she had on her face when she looked at that deep the colors that did weep reminded her of memories she can't erase Leaving did relieve the stress that she did confess to herself while tears started to fall But the pain is still here and so is the fear So leaving didn't matter at all. How to let go move on with her soul intact she asked herself in vain Let the pain in it will pass, it won't win and in yourself never wain

Done
DO ! i don't want to hear about you trying FUCKING DO ! you only grow a spine before the weak DO ! so sick of your bitching and whining FUCKING DO ! kick the crutch out from under your feet STAND ! are there any muscles in your legs? STAND ! do you have the stregnth to crawl out of your grave? STAND ! just to get kicked down again ignore the pain, get to your feet and kicked in the fucking head life is fucking cyclical, no beginning or end and hate is so recyclable, that i've decided not to give in to those particular individules, who hate particularlly sometimes it's just safer to hate every person, place, and thing i would never protest the things i hate, because i would hate the protest i'm in and besides i only fight for pain, not to fucking win so if i say i like you, then i like you a lot because i honestly hate all the sheep bah-ing with the flock

Love Me
I'll never be anybody's hero Or the legend of a story, or a saint that's bound for glory, no And I'll never know what it's like to swim in money Or how it feels not to have to go to work on Monday I'm a simple man, and that's ok But even a simple man wants to feel this way Like the king of his castle, like the leader of the pack Like a man that if you left him, you'd just have to have him back Like a rock that you would lean on when your world gets too rough Like a man that you would stand beside when he's not so tough But even if that's not the man you see Then just love me Just love me I'll never write a song that lasts forever Or a book for all the ages, but I'm not full of empty pages, no 'Cause I got a soul, and I use it for yearnin' With a heart that skips a beat for you and a fire that keeps on burnin' I'm a simple man, yeah that's ok But even a simple man wants to feel this way Like the king of his castle, like the leader of the pack Like a man that if

Last Day To Vote....don't Miss Out On This Hot Gift!!
Today is the last day to vote for If You Only Knew in the bikini contest. For everyone that rates her pic and leaves a comment, she is giving a HOT gift! I've seen it, in fact, it's in her private folder right now......HOTT!!!! Go vote now: If you let me know that you voted, I will also go through and rate all of your pics. If you get a friend to vote, I will rate all of theirs too.

Go Ahead!
Post everything you want about me, in your journal! Give yourself all that supportive attention you so crave You crave attention like a prego woman with the munchies And you'll always get it, so much as long as you keep your lies fresh, your ways deceiving, and you, SOMEHOW, keep that impending weight off Yeah, gettin a lil chunky there, huh? Spending too much time in front of that screen of yours, looking for attention, eh... You dont even have any friends, irl, anymore, because your so addicted to being lazy in front of a screen. Using this worker's comp excuse to feed off anyone else, and to feed your laziness and lack of drive in life... You live your life like a fat ass, unemployed loser would, anywhere else Your life is going noooowhere Wow... You have multiple 60 characters on World of Warcraft and you can rule over anyone..... BIG DEAL! Whats that gonna do for you, IRL??? Whats that gotten for you IRL??? I, at least, LOOK for work, found work, and g

Claw
i know what your plan is you keep it at hand and i know youre crazy about me i feel your heart beat late at night and i think its easy to see that youre not so afraid of it all waiting around for the fall closing the door on the night making your wrongs seems so right ill be the one that you want and ill be the one that you need finally your innocence lost clawing your way back to me on the light of my soul you will feed the marks on my back crack and bleed

Belong
Welcome to my house. This is where you belong. There is always love and joy. Peace and comfort inside. Belonging to something is so important. You belong to Me To reach out and know you are loved. In the chaotic world we live in. You can find rest here. If you just close your eyes and feel it. You belong to Me. Knock on the door and you are always welcome. Ask anything and you will find your answer. Seek from me and you will always find, for you belong to Me. Creation wasn't hard for I know you were in it. You are here for me to love. Hold your hand out and I will take it, All sorrow will have to flee. Don't be sad my little one For you belong to Me.

A Love Like Ours...
As I sit here.... Longing to feel your touch My heart filled with desire consumed, wanting you so much A love like ours.... is meant to be I give you my soul for eternity Knowing deep down inside there is a subtle ache Knowing if you ever leave my heart will surely break Decisions weighing heavily within your troubled mind Look into my eyes desperatly and peace is what you'll find Take my hand.... and follow your heart Together as one.... we will never part

Big Weekend!
AS many of you know tomorrow is the big day! The day Ohio State will kick Michgans ass once again! Also, I am leaving tomarrow for the Homstead race in Miami! And the Browns play the Steelers on sunday as well. So as you can see from above who all my favs are lol. Have great weekend everyone! Will be back on monday! Much love to you all~Heather

I Got The Job!
After freaking out over nothing earlier this week, I got the job at Safeway! And I got a better position than I had wanted. I'm going to be working in the cash office, running checks and doing auditing and things of that nature. Then also working in the variety dept (shampoo and soap, etc). So that sounds pretty cool, and I start after Thanksgiving. So I hope that it goes well, and that I can get more than 35 hours a week. I'm also going to be looking for a part time job, maybe at a restaurant or something so I can get some spending money... Anyway it feels great to be employed! WOOT!!

Ocean Whisper
Whispering breeze of ocean's air That peace of night without a care Sitting here with tranquil thoughts Thinking what the day has brought Taking a breath deep in my chest Smelling the salt and damp caress Thoughts come in from yester year Loves that was lost start to appear. Reaching my hand to Him tonight Hoping this time He will appear to sight Wanting to see His very Face Adoring the One I hold in Praise. Then I see the moon's bright glare Stars and planets in them I stare He created all in the sky And I know He is by my side. Lord let this moment never end Just Being in the Presence of You

Girly Girl???? I Don't Think So
You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on. You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals. Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have. No wonder Cherry your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you! What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

Silly Me
Silly Me How my thoughts are racing so I just whispered aloud "I love you" and have the softest feeling for real no reason.. You get to me so damn easy... I don't know or understand why or how but you just do. It's because somehow we belong I know... silly me. I melt at some awkward times and just shake my head at others. But I want to hold you so tight and make love to you and hold you close afterward and make love to you and just be with you and love you. Woman...the thoughts that just race by physical... mental... my stomachs a big knot and I want to sing, smile just laugh shake it off...but can't. I want you curled with me, around me, on me. I want to be in you ,a part of you... held so very tight and close... and never let go. I want to touch you, taste...explore... mentally, physically and more so much more. I want to play and be as only we can. How my thoughts are racing so such is the beginning of loving you...silly me. ( c ) B

When Did This Happen
I have been thinking allot, probably too much as it tends to be consistent with my consumption of coffee or booze, and the listening to of sad or melancholy music. I seem to have gotten old before I was ready, before my time. I have not traveled anywhere of my choosing with no other reason to go than "It seems like fun" in years. Everything is quite planned now, no youthful exuberance left to wanderlust me off to somewhere new. No longer can I hop the next northbound train to god knows where. Long have those days been in the past, yet when that steam whistle blows a note is plucked on my heartstrings resonating the final note of the ballad that played itself strong through my youth yet slowly, despondently, gently it died into this white noise wash of hollow feelings and unanswered questions. So here I sit with the weight of the world on the tip of my tongue, yet nothing to say.

Don't Step On The Ducks!"
Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they e nter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck, and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps. She manages to go months wit

Because I Said I Would...
i'm supposed to be playing some game where i tell you ten things about myself and then i guess because you read this you have to do it too.. soo lets get this over. 1 i'm only doing this because i love s.a.p :P 2 my favorite band right now would have to be mushroomhead (i'm a big fan of metal) 3 i grew up in little haiti, not far from cherry hill 4 i was raised by a trindadian woman named jesso 5 i seldom follow others paths so i often find myself struggling to get out of the brush 6 i can dislocate my shoulder whenever i want to because of a tree climbing accident as a child 7 i loathe being cold and would rather burn to death than live two years in the arctic 8 sweet tea is my favorite drink, in fact i would say if not for it i would probably have died long ago from dehydration 9 i was an explosive ordanance tech in the marines (not eod) iyaayas means if you aint ammo you aint shit 10 last but not least, i have a 32 oz. carey hart slurpee cup th

Genesis
wooooooooootwoooooooooooot HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY It WILL work this time fuck yeah I am a deamer fuck you you little pessimistic fucker in my head I love him I love him I love him THE DREAMER WINS you little pissant pessimistic pussy cant kill the dreamer so die motherfucker die I am going to win this time You bet your sweet little ass I am

Rose Gardens
Perhaps, long ago, before your mortal mind can remember, you stood wondering at the stars when your time would finally come. You'd heard of the joys and tender moments such as the rush as you reel in the first big catch, a bite of pumpkin pie upon your tongue, or his first look your way, and, the precious first touch of an infant child. Finally, that special day did come as you were born to this earth to a mother who loved you dearly. You discovered those joys and tender moments, those you had dreamt about before. Yet, mingled in those moments were times of struggle, grief, and despair. Tears of joy, tears of sorrow, tears of angels falling upon the roses. You learned that the flowers could not grow without the rain, that a young girl can not become a beautiful woman without the tears of joy, and sorrow. Perhaps, long ago, before my mortal mind can remember, I stood wondering at the stars when my time would come. I'd heard of the joys and the tender moments suc

Heavenly Sin
Heavenly Sin She came from heaven I'm sure that is true A time in my life When I was blue All brokenhearted No care in the world She lifted me up My heart in a whirl I love her dearly God knows it's true There's nothing for her That I wouldn't do I tell her I love her She says it's a lie I know that without her I just want to die God will you help me Show me the way 'caus my life without her Is worth nothing today John Vincent Mattiuz Copyright ©2006 John Vincent Mattiuz

Read This And I Mean Really Read This...
This goes out to all the fuckers who keep reposting this stupid fuckin bulletin. Now I have nothing against people haveing faith as an Atheist myself I belive it's up to a person on there own to decide what they are faith wise. If we allow Christanity to take over our schools we would be repressing the relgious freedom our country has been founded on. Christians are the most raciest sagrateing cock muchers in the entire planet. They belive becuase they have the numbers that they should rule all. Numbers mean nothing. To all of you who keep reposting this slander against Atheists you shall disappear off my list. Our nation was founded by freedom's not just Christian's rules and regulations. A christians word's mean shit when it comes down to talking about the world because they only excuses they have fall upon the god they worship. God shouldn't be allowed in our schools nor int he publics shows. That is pushing a relgion onto someone. THat is violateing a persons rights. date: 2006-

Brand New Jones
Some like to keep heat on Some never hot enough See I sleep with nothing on Cuz I'm always burnin up But we all wanna try To see each other's side And I'll try Til she takes my pillow mmm She'll say I'm lucky She'll say I'm the man We'll talk on for hours As long as I understand I'd go on without her see see but everyday ain't the same ain't the same ain't the same I feel like a puppy when I get time to play I've got a brand new jones And nobody even knows When my baby is gone It's my thang, my thang Sometimes I can't let go So I've got to be alone When my baby is gone It's my thang, my thang alone Some like a sweet romance and some wanna travel far but I like a three point stance and I hate to drive my car But I'd go round the world Just to please my girl and I'll fly if she takes my pillow Ooh She'll say I'm lucky Then say I'm the man We'll talk on for hours As long as I understand I'd go on without her but everyday I feel like a pu

You Spark My Fantasy..by My Friend
I want to feel the wonder of you in me The touch of your lips and breath lost in mine You brand me and transformed a passion A rage of storm that triggers me each time I am lifted from your smile and tempting eyes With the wicked things you do You created in me a vibrant woman With pleasure of wicked sinful dreams of you So come under the moonlight Embrace me with you bear flesh of skin Let me feel the passion build once more The magnitude of your desire within Fall into my arms, drink my cup of wine Inhale intoxication and fulfill my pleasure of ecstasy Float with me in a drift of love to paradise My falling star shower me to spark my fantasy

Zen Sarcasm
Zen Sarcasm 1. Do not walk behind me. Do not walk ahead of me. Do not walk beside me. Just leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. Its always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. 11. If you lend someone $

Empty Till
Empty Till Greenpeace warriors cast their spell upon this land but don't do well Shadows drawn upon the ground in twilight gleam the daylight drowns Frantic fighting round and round but earth till sings it's keening sound She weeps in sorrow, cries in pain for desecration naught to gain Her foliage withers under sun with acid rain tis all but done Our mother earth shall die away no trees to climb, no grass on which to play The sky so thick with factories grime can't see ahead to future times Even with eyes opened wide the truth from us forever hides Afraid to live in nature's hands we continue destruction of this land Till all around us barren scene insidiously invades our natures dream It takes from us our children's pleasure forces them to pay the measure And as they tally up the bill and check for money in the till They find that in our thoughtlessness we've left them in a bankrupt mess Kevin F. Dustin

Labels
questions flying now who am I what am I? All trying to place a label Group the masses what do you want from me? Why do you torture me with your questions Fuck you I am not one of your labels I am who I am I am me Play your games Follow your social rules At the end of the day I will laugh As I sit being exactly who I am As you watch wishing to be just like me...

If You Loved Me So Much (poem Written A While Ago)
If You loved me so much, why did You leave me? If You said that You would never frown and walk away, then why are You not here right now? If You really cared, why haven’t I heard from You in months? If I was Your babygirl, why did You abandon me? If You dreamed of me being Your wife and having Your child, why did You disappear out of my life without a trace? As I write this, my heart is squeezed with a mix of resentment, tears and anger and the thought that is still alive in my head that tells me that You never cared to begin with. You don’t know how much I hurt inside. You have no idea how much I miss You everyday of my life; how many times I wonder if You are coming back or if it really was over. You have no idea how many nights I have cried myself to sleep because of You. The loneliness is killing me. Sometimes I think that the only way to get rid of You forever, forget all the feelings I had for You, is to take a knife and puncture my skin, seeing the blood

My Escape
My Escape (2/16/06) You're always there when I need you. You give me advice and really listen when I talk. You make my life bearable. You even make me smile when I'm sad. Before I knew you, there was an emptiness that I couldn't fill. Then you came along and made me whole again. You are the thing that keeps me hanging in there. You're like the drug I can't get enough of. My shelter from the storm. My Escape

Banana Chip Bundt Cake
Ingredients: * 1 package (4-serving size) banana cream instant pudding and pie filling mix * 1 package (18.25 oz.) banana cake mix * 1 cup water * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * CHOCOLATE GLAZE(recipe follows) * 1 cup HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips * 4 eggs Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 12-cup fluted tube pan. 2. Combine cake mix, pudding mix, eggs, water and oil in large bowl; beat on low speed just until blended. Increase speed to medium; beat 2 minutes. Stir in small chocolate chips. Pour batter into prepared pan. 3. Bake 45 to 50 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 10 minutes; remove from pan to wire rack. Cool completely. Drizzle with CHOCOLATE GLAZE. 12 to 16 servings. CHOCOLATE GLAZE: Heat 1/3 cup sugar and 1/4 cup water in small saucepan to full boil, stirring until sugar dissolves. Remove from heat; add 1 cup HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate. Stir with w

Mom
Went to see mom today, and her nurse said she may get the tube out today!! I was surprised!! They just cut her oxygen back again!! But, he showed me her breathing patterns that she was able to do without the help of any machines. She'll be on another machine, but she will be doing the breathing, and the machine is pretty much stand by. She was thrilled with the news herself!! She smiled the best she could with the wrap, and tube, but it sure was a beautiful smile. She let my brother know lastnight that she was hungry!! So, I feel very good about this now. Maybe we've managed to pull through one more time!! Doing some baking tomorrow.....supposed to go to my brothers thursday since he lives near the hospital mom is in. But.....my oldest sister will be there, and i have no desire to be near her. She's said and done enough as far as I'm concearned. My man is bailing on me for the holidays. He was supposed to spend it with me and my family visiting mom, but as usual, at the last minute

Basic Freedoms, Relgion, Or Just Wanting To Be Free,
why is most of the world concerned with relgion, wanting too ban it from everyday life,, what is so bad with the teaching of the bible, since when has it been so bad oo love your naighbor or not too steal, or murder, too be good, too do the right things in your life, too be simple and just do right by other people, weather you may or maynot believe in God, tell me whats worng with the living life right honest and moral, believing in helping your naighbor loving your familey, caring for one another, obeying the law,, believe it or not our laws come based on the bible, today free speech is ok as long as its not about the bible,, i got news the 1st amendment is missinterpted by our government, when it talks about relgion and government seperate, put in proper context it means that when our ancesters came here from england they were forced to serve in a one country church sponcered by the government, so they came here so they could worship as they choose, our 1st amendment says the governm

My Sweetness
my sweetness is so sweet. he's so kind. he's so funny. he's so honest. he's so HOT. he's so generous. he's my everything. he's my best friend. he's my love. he's my smiles in the morning. he's my smiles at night. he's my rock. he's my inspiration. i so love you!! you make me so very happy. you make me grin so much everyday no matter what my mood is. even if i have 5 minutes with you. i still smile. you make me so very happy.

National Domestic Violence Hotline
At the National Domestic Violence Hotline… We believe that every caller deserves to be treated with dignity and respect. We believe that every family deserves to live in a world free from violence. We believe that safe homes and safe families are the foundation of a safe society. Until the violence stops, the hotline will continue to answer…One Call at a Time. Help is available to callers 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. Hotline advocates are available for victims and anyone calling on their behalf to provide crisis intervention, safety planning, information and referrals to agencies in all 50 states, Puerto Rico and the U.S. Virgin Islands. Assistance is available in English and Spanish with access to more than 140 languages through interpreter services. If you or someone you know is frightened about something in your relationship, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or TTY 1-800-787-3224.

Just Random Brattyness
I'm going through my friends list and removing friends that I've not seen on my page in a long while. I take notice who does and does not come by. So if you're just on my friends page for the points - you're being yanked off. Sorry. As much of a point whore as I am.. I don't need empty friends that don't even stop by my page. That don't comment. That don't do shit. Starting number - 789. We'll see how many are being yanked off.

The Benchwarmer
Friday night Silloettes of bats Fluttering through bright lights The score is 21 to 28 visitors Ten pounds of padding weighing me down Coach is screamming Get your butt out there Too many players injured and we need a runner I sit there Afraid of getting hurt Afraid of getting hit too hard Friday night Silloettes of bats fade As the stadium lights go dim The score is 21 to 28 visitors Ten pounds of padding now feel like twenty The fans groan As they leave the stands Coach is glaring at me Where were you when i needed you? I sit there In a dark, empty stadium Wondering why i didn't play *think carefully this is not a poem about football.

The Offering Of The Pipe
The Offering of the Pipe from Black Elk Speaks: Hey hey! Hey hey! Hey hey! Hey hey! Grandfather, Great Spirit, you have been always, and before you no one has been. There is no other one to pray to but you. You yourself, everything that you see, everything has been made by you. The star nations all over the universe you have finished. The four quarters of the earth you have finished. The day, and in that day, everything you have finished. Grandfather, Great Spirit, lean close to the earth that you may hear the voice I send. You towards where the sun goes down, behold me; Thunder Beings, behold me! You where the White Giant lives in power, behold me! You where the sun shines continually, whence come the day-break star and the day, behold me! You where the summer lives, behold me! You in the depths of the heavens, an eagle of power, behold me! And you, Mother Earth, the only Mother, you who have shown mercy to your children! Hear me, four quarters of t

Regrets
I'm hiding in the shadows of my mind Waiting quietly as specters drift slowly past me Whispering to myself how they remind me of times I should have forgotten long ago I open a photo album I found under my bed The dusty leather cover decaying and smelling of the years Regrets mingling with my tears as I methodically turn the pages I take a deep painful breath Because staring back at me from the tattered photographs Are black and white visions of faraway hearts I now know that the voices that sang to my spirit are dead And I think those voices were my own Mistakes where made and moments lost But I take the blame all for myself You see I'm possessive in that way Not wanting to share the guilt I've worked hard to build it up through the years and its mine Time simply evaporated in my hands and There is nothing left I can do Or say I cannot rewind detached dreams If I could just steal away one tender moment from my past And trap it in my heart

Ice Memory
You say you dont want me, I feel underestimated, as if I'm completely nothing in your eyes... You spoke words that swirled around me, creating life within my soul, Until that dreadful day that crashed about me, that left me exposed to a different role... I believed you, I cared for you, I loved you, But its okay, because I can easily let go- I was so sure i prepared myslf for this but I suppose now I am wrong. I can only laugh at my insecurities, and the reality of what now faces me. Chocolate on my lips, the taste of the coffee blend i treated myslf minutes ago.... looking outside the snow swirls falling lightly,I look forward to the cold. Somethin' to numb this mind.

God And The Spider
During World War II, a US Marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire, he had lost touch with his comrades. Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed. As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen." After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Just then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listening to the enemy searching for him all the while,

Who Said This?
heres a thanksgiving day teaser for yas! "As a teenager, I was just another case of arrested development. My guidance counselor told me I would have been a serial killer if I didn't have such a short attention span." Jim Steinman~Creator of the bat out of hell triology with Meatloaf! HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!

Example Of How Not To Add Someone!
So tonight this guy tries to add me (I have denied him in the past, which is normally what I do with blank friend requests from people who have blank profiles and over 200 friends) wwwt@ CherryTAP Anyway so I look at his profile, then I got a phone call so I had the page mimimized, and meanwhile he is sending me shouts unbeknownst to me since I can't see the page. LOL... He calls me a bitch. This is NOT how to add someone. You can easily read on my profile that I'm not some friend whore! Maybe that ticked him off... Oh well, heres the convo! read from bottom up ->wwwt: And NO i don't wanna be your friend, you have 226 already, that's fucking rediculous, and youre a loser anyway... get a life. i'm blocking you GOODBYE you freakin crybaby ->wwwt: do you relaize how many freind requests I get? Maybe if you sent me a message or something first,, i'd be more inclinded to add you wwwt: w/e ->wwwt: yes i am a bitch, ->wwwt: what? sorry I was on the phone and i had the page m

Why Couples Dont Have Sex
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and

New Job
I've been really busy right now and would like to apologize to all of my friends for not being able to reply to them as soon as I used to. I probably won't be able to be on as much anymore. I really don't have time for anything but work and sleep anymore. Hope everyone is doing alright and I'll talk to you all as soon as I can.

Update..
I recieved my National Cover Girl tite!! Yeahe!! I also recieved a spirit stick for being the most spirited! That really excites me! Get this one though... I got a trophy for buying the most souviners in Hollywood HAHAHHA Anyway... I'm posting pictures that my mom is taking as she's uploading them but I will post mine as soon as I get home!!! Love you guys!

Faery Song
When I see the plover rising Or the cruler wheeling Then I throw my mortal lover Back to me is stealing Oh but something is wanting Oh but I am weary Come my blithe and bonnie lad Come over the knoll to cheer me Why should I sit and sigh Pulling brackin Pulling brackin Why should I sit and sigh On the hillside dreary Twist the dusk and daylight Dawning shall I spy my love come Through the glen and over the hether To me bold and gladsome May that we might mock this spell And fly away together Through the mists of the moon And haze to escape fates crule tether Why should I sit and sigh Pulling brackin Pulling brackin Why should I sit and sigh On the hillside dreary

What Is The Color Of Your Lucky Underwear?
OK.. I don't own but one pair of blue panties... Maybe I need to buy some new ones... Your Lucky Underwear is Blue You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first. What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Cute Quotes
*What's love? Love is... What makes a weak man brave And a king step off his thrown Good times, bad times Easy times, tough times It comes in an instant And lasts three days after forever That's what love is. *Love in it's truest form has no language or words, it just has a thousand and one actions we all wish we could describe *Love is like a blazing flame, golden and full of warmth *A Friend's love says: If you ever need anything, I'll be there. True Love says: You'll never need anything; I'll be there *Love is a moment that lasts forever *I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever * I'm not rushing into being in love. I'm finding fourth grade hard enough. *

My Dog Is Omnisexual.
We call him gheyyyy, but he'll hump anything. boy dog, girl dog.. he's into cats, too. doesn't have a sexual preference there, except soft & furry.. and he also likes stuffed animals. Yeahhhhh... to top it off, he ENJOYS wearing his sweaters & t-shirts. He willingly hops into them. ha ha!

Random Sleep Deprived Thought....
I'm thinking of becoming an archer at White Castle. I mean think about it all castles need archers. Like what if they were to be pillaged by barbarian hordes. The need defense. I'm submitting my app./resume tomorrow!