:( Just a real down sort of night. — Thursday, October 12, 2006
I think I totally failed my math test today. It was awefully depressing. It seems like such wasted time that I bother trying to study sometimes. Well, that's not all true. I'm just way upset, It's just kind of a depressing sort of time I guesse.
I hungout with my brother yesterday since it was his birthday. I probably should have been doing math instead, but I don' think it would have made much of a difference. It's the factoring thing that got me. It's stupid, I can't memorize formulas and shit. I don't even add righ half the time, or carry my negatives and sometiems I forget to rewrite the x's on the next line. Between that, and having only an hr on the test, I'm kinda fucked. I have about a 0% chance of passing that class. I actually seem to understand stuff more sometimes before going. I'd probably better off not showing up at all, and just reading my book, and going to the math tutor.
Same with psyche, I shouldn't even show up to class, just spend that time reading the book. Class is consissts of a slideshow that goes too fast to take notes on, and bullshitting. Oooh, fun stuff. Everyone should practice their bsing skills though I guess.
This weekend will be spent reading, and maybe some math, and working on the paper I have to write for political science. Well idealisticly I guess. Sometimes I just get so sad and lonly, and don't feel like doing anything. Hopefully I can distract myself enough from that though.
I need to cook more food too. I took a turky out of the freezer the other day, but I'm not sure it's thawed out yet. I'm going to try to cook it like I did the chicken in the crockpot, but I'm not sure it will all fit. So I may need to cut it up and maybe it will fit that way, or just cook half at once or something. I bought some sausage to cook if it wasn't all the way thawed out by tomarrow. I'll probably just have a penut butter and jelly sandwitch for breakfast tomarrow. I bought milk too. We were all out. And more almond poppy seed muffin mix. I allready had blueberry I guess, but I like almond poppyseed better. Muffins are good for in the morning and stuff like that.
Well, not much else to talk about. Most of this is rambling and crying anyway. Lots of nonsense. I think thursdays are about the worst day now. Because they are close to the weekend, I have math on thursday, and there's no more jello wrestleing that is rather depressing in it's self.
