There's this emotion deep inside of me
The tears are racing down my face
I can't tell you
Can't do more than
Whisper your name
Brokenly.
I weep for the day I had you here
I ache for the moment that
I had the ball in my court...
I dreamed of you last night
And so,
I feel compelled to write...
We were running through the streets
And I remember my heart jumping
For you grabbed my hand
With a stregnth that promised a thousand things,
And then
We fell.
Your body crushed mine
I remember thinking
"God our faces are close"
Your fingers tangled in my hair
You whispered
So softly
You never realized me
Never saw me as more
Than a friend to laugh at sitcoms with.
Then I lowered my lashes
Afraid of your gaze
Before I realized all that was happening
Your mouth crushed mine
I lifted myself up
You were sweet
Unexperienced
like you always said you were
