Have you ever felt a uncontroled rage? Not a mad rage but a rage for something that you love so much. I have felt that rage for the last week. It is a addition for something that I just wanna have and cant. Maybe because I cant afford it, or maybe because it doesnt want me. I dont know the answers. I know that It is a desire that only I can stop. It hurts so bad that my head starts spinning and the room goes dark. It could be a cold I am comming down with or a mental illness. Noone knows.. I just thought I would write down these words that you could read them. Maybe you know what I am talking about maybe you dont..
