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Ancho And Spice Rubbed Flank Steak Tacos
Serves: 6 Total Time: 25 Minutes What you need: 1 tablespoon Archer Farms™ fajita seasoning 1 teaspoon Archer Farms™ ground ancho chile 1 teaspoon Archer Farms™ ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon Archer Farms™ ground cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon Archer Farms™ red pepper flakes, crushed 1 1/2 pounds Sutton and Dodge™ flank steak 2 tablespoons Archer Farms™ pure or extra virgin olive oil Tortillas What you do: 1 Preheat grill. In a small bowl, mix fajita seasoning, ancho chile, cumin, cinnamon and red pepper flakes. 2 Rub steak with olive oil. Sprinkle spice mixture over steak and rub well 3 Grill 10 to 12 minutes over high heat, turning once for medium rare, or to desired degree of doneness (steak will be very chewy if cooked past medium). Or, broil 4 to 6 inches from heat following grill instructions. 4 Remove steak to cutting board and cover loosely with foil. Let rest 5 minutes. Slice thinly into angled slices across the grain. Submitted by: SuperTarget Nutrition Info (per serving)

The Best Is Yet To Come
For some time now through thick and thin I have never stopped loving the one person I still think is the one for me in this world. I remember when I met when we met there was this kiss that was not planned, very unexpected but so very memorable there are times when I recall it and and new feeling or sensation arises. We were watching a movie sitting next to each other and I know i wasn't thinking of kissing her and she was not thinking of it. We were sitting next to each other watching a movie and all of a sudden it was like we were pushed into each other and just like two very strong magnets our lips locked and everything seemed to fall into place after that our arms around each other and that for that moment everything else didn't matter. I even forgot what the movie was. When we disconnected from our moment in time it was like waking up from a dream and I was thinking and she said "what just happened" We both didn't know but after that our lives seemed to orbit each other and we

That Person
that damn person with no spine who likes to makr your pics NSFW some may have deserved it others showed nothing.Such a spineless idiot of a cowardly stain.At least have the courage to leave a comment as to why you rate the pics NSFW.

Cheddar Bacon Hamburgers
Serves: 4 Hands-OnTime: 5 Minutes Cooking Time: 15 Minutes Total Time: 20 Minutes What you need: 1 pound ground beef 1/2 cup shredded Cheddar cheese 2 tablespoons prepared horseradish 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon pepper 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 1/2 cup real bacon bits 4 hamburger buns What you do: 1 Preheat grill for high heat. 2 In a large bowl, mix together the ground beef, Cheddar cheese, horseradish, salt, pepper, garlic powder, and bacon bits using your hands. Shape the mixture into 4 hamburger patties. 3 Lightly oil the grill grate. Place hamburger patties on the grill, and cook for 5 minutes per side, or until well done. Serve on buns. Submitted by: LisaSnow Nutrition Info (per serving) Calories 447 (48% from fat) | Protein 32.5g | Fat 23.9g (sat 10.3g) | Carbohydrate 23.5g | Fiber 1.5g | Cholesterol 97mg | Iron 4mg | Sodium 1176mg | Calcium 203mg

For Real
well my cherry tap friends guess what, im single again and looking this time.u can all hit me up with as much love as possible. i sure could use some points.the main thing is that i cant get vic status cuz i am broke,but the first one to get me a vic status will getall the 11's.also i could use some advice on finding that special one .i have been out of the game for several years now and i need help,so if u got advice ,give me a shout please. i've not even had a cherry blast,that sucks huh. well if u want to talk or be friends hit me up i will return the favor. lots of cherry love to all u cherries oout there.this time i will not go back to this girl cuz i dont love her. i have my kids and they are my insperation and i am great friends with my ex wife too, weird huh! i am in the process of helping her and our kids too,thts why i am a little broke, but it makes me proud to help.plse plse help me get there ok luv you all.

Wtf????
So i managed to get myself up to spot 7 last night. This morning Ilook and I'm all the way back in the middle of page 2!? This contest is fucking rigged hardcore. Now I'm back on the bottom of page one.;0( please continue to vote once per day and help me get back up top. I just want to win this and get it done already! I need your help to put me into the tristate hotties calendar! Vote in the Calendar contest as well as playing cards contest! ** Remember, joining with my recruit number gives me five extra vote points! If you're not from the Tristate area, use zipcode-08869. My Recruit ID# is 325. Help me win!! PLEASE JOIN!!!!!!! It will really help me get further! Vote for Miss Lush for July!! Let's do it this time Really! Thanks for all who have been participating and helping and thanks to those who will make me win this upcoming month!!

Random Questions
Do you have any pets? 3 dogs i miss having a cat What color shirt are you wearing? black Name three things that are physically close to you: Dvds, Digital camera and *looks at the toybag*...lamp What is the last book you read? Doctor Who Human Nature I haven't had much time to read much need recommendations need something interesting Are you or were you a good student? I was good student during college and High School . What's your favorite sport? Football Least baseball and golf(both are somewhat retarded) Do you enjoy sleeping late? always! Cant though What's the weather like right now? Freaking HOT and sunny....*turns up air conditioning* Who tells the best jokes? ...I think some of you are better then me lol And you know it lol What was the last thing you dreamed about? .. Well it was very dirty d/s dream and you really have to be over 21 lol Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed? yes I drive, And bad drivers from out of state crash

Some Views And Such.
It amuses and pisses me off at the same time receiving messages from men telling me how bad that they want to get into my pants or that they can turn my world upside down. When clearly they never read my profile or they just don’t respect me enough to actually care about what it says. It is sad, really it is. Most men just don’t give a shit about respecting women and not just viewing them as some sex object. I guess partially men on the internet feel that they can just hide behind some screen name and say whatever because they are not face to face with the woman that they are degrading. If I dealt with this on a day to day basis in real life I would be behind bars for castrating hundreds of men. Do men honestly think saying to some random woman “hey baby you are so hott I want to fuck you”; really makes us damp in the panties region? If that is a man’s approach to trying to hook up with a woman or get her number, then they really need to re-evaluate their pick up lines or turn o

The Phone Call
She was bored and about to go to bed when he ask her if he could call her again tonight. They had already talked most of the day but he could make her smile like few other people could so she said yes. She could tell where his mind was just by the tone of his voice. She'd never really been into the whole phone thing but there was something about his voice. Just hearing him say her name in the breathless way he was left her shivering inside. Every time he laughed she could feel the knot inside her grow. Her reaction to him was shocking. She knew without a doubt that if he weren't five hours away, she'd throw him down and have her way with him without a second thought. She had never wanted anyone this way before. The more they talked the harder it got for her to sit still. She knew she needed a release but how could she get it without him knowing. He had to have some idea how he was affecting her. He seems amuse and turn on by her responses to wh

Society
Are we as a society becoming too unpersonal, our kids are speaking to us in abbreviated jargon with text messages and internet my spaces. You cant go anywhere without listening in on someones cell phone conversation....is it too fast too soon Are we becoming an idk mbf bff jill bullshit.I will probly get a ton of crap or were ya born in cave stuff but thats ok.

My Son Is Coming Home...!
well they still have not turned off my internet..when they will i do not know but it will take some days before it is back on and i am not looking forward to not having net access. anyway my son is coming home on july 27th...him, my daughter-n-law and two grandbabies will be home for about 16 days. it has been a year and a half since i last saw my boy and being away from him has been the hardest thing ever. I am soooo excited to see my son and family but i am also having some anxiety about it. my daughter-n-law had wrote some letters to me about some things and i dont know how i feel about it still. and i am having doubts and insecurities about them coming home to what they left. all things change and i know my son has went through the last year becomming a man..i just dont want him to be embarrassed of me. i dont have alot of money and material things are not really that important to me. but i know at 20 years old they are important to him. i just hope the man that is coming home is s

7-9-07 Astrology
Reintroduce a sense of whimsy into your life. Something about your routine needs a little adjusting, and it will once again fill you with delight. What about that unusual hobby? It could provide some inspiration.

#3
THE INSANE ASYLUM REJECTS FAN TRAIN WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! NEW WEEK, NEW CHERRY!! YOUR MISSION IS TO RATE ALL OF THE PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT TO BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... HELLCAT Click on the banner below to join the train.. That is all... Have fun! =o) ~ Founder of I.A.R. ~HollieHottie ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[Founder of I.A.R.] ~Co-Founder~ .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.}

Woman/man
WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = you'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = you're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = you better not 8. Do what you want = you will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = of course I am upset, you moron! 10. You're very attentive tonight = is sex all you ever think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am hungry = I am hungry 2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy 3. I am tired = I am tired 4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage! 5. I love you = let's have sex now 6. I am bored = Do you want to have sex? 7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you 8. Can I call you sometime? = I'd like to have sex with you 9. Do you want to go to a movie? = I'd like to have sex with you 10. Can I take you out to dinner? =

Rehashing...plus Rainbow Phase
Indigo Children: Individuals who are here to bring about the New Age of Peace. Indigo children are often psychic and sensitive and have an internal “lie detector.” They are here to make big changes in the environment, government, and society so that the earth is a place of integrity. The lie detector that they have will help them to bring about these new changes. Indigo’s require a certain kind of environment to best enhance their gifts and abilities and are often labeled by society as “troublemakers” or “problem kids”. Here are some signs that your child is Indigo, as quoted by Doreen Virtue’s book “The Care and Feeding of Indigo Children”. • Strong willed • Born in 1978 or later (Please note though that there are MANY “Indigo Scout’s” who were born before this date. Indigo’s have been here since the beginning of time. So if you feel you are an Indigo and were born before this time, it is a definite possibility. There was just a great influx of these children starting in 1978).

I Need Advice!
theres this guy that liked me and i dident know so i blew him off and i havent seen him in awhile so should i try to talk to him or just forget bout it. guys i need ur help lol i know this is dorky but yea love ya lots and thanks for the help. kisses:)

Can't Change The Past
Would it have made a difference? Could you have changed the outcome somehow? The real question is, why are you punishing yourself? What's done is done. Whatever happened is over. Now deal with the present.

Cockyness!
To have faith is to believe in truth, believe that truth confers special power on those lucky enough to get a little insight, and to know in our hearts that all these things come from God, which is why we should never get too cocky about our successes.....

Im Not Gonna Be Around For A While
hey guys, yep its me again, erm ... i think the time has come for me to cut down the hours i spend on the net big time now as i have to prepare for the arrival of my daughter, Skye-Logan and my little girl comes first, i know you will understand. we have a lot to do from now until Skye-Logan is born (3 months time) we have to prepare for the baby but it isnt the same way as normal with a bedroom for the baby as we are waiting to move, the baby's bedroom, is going to be in our bedroom until we move back to my hometown. so we have to convert the bedroom into a mulitpurpose bedroom, with baby things in there i.e changing station wardrobes moses basket crib etc as well as our bed wardrobes etc, so its takin a while, we have to make the living room into a child friendly place as it isnt that way at the moment, i.e just like corners of tables need to be protected area and shelves need to be cleaned off, and things not needed needs to be gotten rid of, carpets need to be cleaned etc.

Washcloth....yikes...
Ladies, this has to be read, laughed at and passed on. There is not a woman alive today who won't crack up over this! I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the hamper, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I w

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Eroticon Of The Worst Type.. ( Aimed At Women Only)
Yes..By now you SHOULD have read my ENTIRE profile. From beginning to End. And what is the number one obsessive-Erotic-Drive I Live for? I live for womens' feet..I have an insatiable need,love,adoration,and addiction to womens' feet(Pantyhose/nylon feet to be more exact) ..The WORST fetish I could ever have been bestowed with, and why? Simple. When you ask a girl to step on you,let you kiss her feet,to wear a certain hosiery on their feet(Fishnets,pantyhose,nylons,socks..), most of the time, they'll just look at you weird.. Admittedly,it isn't a common thing for ladies to hear that,or be asked to let some guy play with their feet cause he so enjoys it.. And sometimes, it's costly to have this fetish as most women will figure it out,figure how badly you want/need it and take you to the cleaner just for the privilege of them trampling you,or allowing you some footworship.. Yup, I have THIS fetish BAD.. And there are Hardly any Volunteers out there.I have yet to find ANY angry c

Dance, More Than The Feet
Today I had my clogging and line dancing classes and realized that I'm picking up the moves really well. I'm the youngest person in my class and in the past month I've learned 3 different dances and working on my 4th. Boot scootin is this friday, I love to go out to the corral and be known as the youngest, most people are in their middle 30's and older and just to have a good time enjoying the same things they do. It's odd, I'd rather go to boot scootin on friday nights that out to a club and have to deal with random guys trying to pick me up all night. Most people I dance with are old enough to be my grandparents but we all share a passion of dancing and they realize that I'm going to give them the respect they deserve and they give me the respect of putting myself out there and learning a dying sport. Some of the people are the same age as my parents and some a little younger but I really don't give a shit, at first I was intimidated and now I'm out there dancing with 60 year olds kn

Vacation
I have not been on that much this week b/c my mother is here on vacation...but will be on at night to rate pics and chat...to those that I am in contests I will try my best to bomb...this will get back to normal next week...my mom is taking my two daughters with her for three weeks so I will be on more....so if you shout at me and I dont answer I am not ingoring you I am just not on.... Much Love Babydoll0215

If Only
f only the world could see what I feel then, would the world, know who I am I've loved, lost and feared the world for it is sometimes too much to bare Control, power, is what I fear for I am weak inside and full of pain I shout and cry, but knowing there is nobody there to hear me I swallow the shame and anger that lies beneath me I am lost to reality and living in time Though I am struggling through life and all that it offers, I am only human and that is what makes me . . . Me. Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure that I have earned, but realize that, I have not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge Love! and how to accept it - I am ready to face my fears

Tempured
my own skin...doing me in the heat surfaces...harnessed from within simplistic standard...famous last word making a mockery of what I last heard is it in you? they ask little are known to grasp if they truly knew, They... if they truly knew they'd gasp 4 degrees of white over brown listening to the burning-flesh sound you call this pain? more like a walk in the rain I've burned before...so there's nothing more you can do you big gleaming source I hereby am a divorce from you...from the sanctity of your heat its charming that you let me stand on my feet amazed...flummoxed...perplexed that you haven't knocked me out onward I trek 6 degrees, white on top of brown I see you now you choose to go down after what's leftover of my facade painting the ocean cherry red I think it's kinda odd but to think right now..I think I need my head enough said this one kinda sux but I just lost myself for a min...

One Wish, One Dream
If I had only one wish and only one dream my wish would be for all the soldiers who are fighting for our country fighting for our freedom that they could come home and be with their loved ones. My dream would be to be able to shake their hands and say you are my hero and my best friend. If I had only one prayer it would be a prayer for safety and of comfort a hug to say I love you and a handshake to say thank you for all you do I will never forget. Thank You

Anyone Over Forty Will Get A Kick Outta This!
DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN? All the girls had ugly gym uniforms? It took five minutes for the TV warm up? Nearly everyone's Mom was at home when the kids got home from school? Nobody owned a purebred dog? When a quarter was a decent allowance? You'd reach into a muddy gutter for a penny? Your Mom wore nylons that came in two pieces? All your male teachers wore neckties and female teachers had their hair done every day and wore high heels? You got your windshield cleaned, oil checked, and gas pumped, without asking, all for free, every time? And you didn't pay for air? And, you got trading stamps to boot? Laundry detergent had free glasses, dishes or towels hidden inside the box? It was considered a great privilege to be taken out to di nner at a real restaurant with your parents? They threatened to keep kids back a grade if they failed. . . and they did? When a 57 Chevy was everyone's dream car...to cr

The Continuing Saga Of Love.
ok that was a refreshing shower, i am back now, its 5:45 and he will be here shortly. i am all dressed not in a croth less pair of thongs, because while i was in the shower , i thought of how he use to look back then. my red dress looks great and my hair is all pretty. i think i am gonns make the frist move when he arrives here, and maybe take him to my room and give him a bloejob, b4 dinner, but i will be careful i dont wanns scare him , we have a great dinner at that french restaurant , i mentioned earlier , let me throw on some perfume real quick. ok, back, i have this really sexy smelling perfume from the collection at the boutique around the corner, guaranted to seduce even the most manly man, into a puppy dog, hope it works, ok its 5:55 now, he will be pulling up any minute. i am sitting on the couch now, waiting for the door to ring. thinking of how i wanna do this for him, the blowjob, ok, i have it now, i am just going to tell him to come into the bedroom and have a seat. i

The Thing Abouts Moving To Arizona
the thing abouts moving to arizona is that everything is changing and its not a bad thing with the exception me still looking for work everything else is actually coming together but for some reason i don't feel like i've gotten all my loose ends tied up personally and that kind of saddens me i know that a lot of it i'm not going to be able to fix but i'd like to fix what i can other then that all is well if any one has some free time and wants to be brave enough to enter my room i could use some help packing and boxes lots of boxes not just for me but for Jon as well. any way that's about it i'll give some more details when i have them or if their requested because really other then what's here i don't feel like i need to share any thing more in a blog.

Another Damn
Ah, phooey Always stumped and always flumoxed. I have to say that I can't wait to get out of dodge so to speak. It has been nice here, but it is time to move on. One thing that I am pretty sure of is that I am most likely going to spend a long time by myself. That is just the nature of the beast. You have high hopes about life, but you can never count on it. People are a constance source of pain and disappointment. I am glad that I don't have to deal with too many of them. Plus, the sooner that I get out of here, the better. After here, onward back to Iraq if I am lucky. At least I understand things there.

Moving In Together!!!
Well the new relationship I was talking about has taken an unexpected turn. We are moving in together. We went to look at a house the other day because I was planning on moving and we fell in love with the house and decided to buy it. Now we are moving in together and giving it a go. Wish me luck I am very scared that it is not going to work out mainly because he is the sweetest guy I have ever known and I am afraid that the other shoe is going to fall real soon and that he is going to turn into a complete ass hole. Trust me that is what I am used to nothing but ass holes. I am just hoping that the person he has shown me is the person he really is and if that is the case we will be alright. Pray for me friends.

Lessons From A Walk In The Dark
Lessons from a walk in the dark Meandering out on a moonlit night Avoiding the lanes with neon light Feeling the cold against my cheek Gathering strength for another week Mind crowded out by trouble's the norm But Jesus slept through the storm I look at the moon and the world at large And try to remember who's in charge My life is so transient next to a star The heavens so high yet God not far As dark surrounds each forward stride So God does catch each hurt I cried

Friday, July 13th
Someone is turning you upside down and into knots. You've got it bad, but sometimes it feels so good. Go with it. The secret to life is learning to be comfortable with all your feelings, especially the weird ones. This is mine for today, normally I pay no attention to these things, but the last few days have been right on with how I have been feeling each day which to me is quite weird...anyway....just thought I would share

Breast Of Chicken Parmigiana
2 (7-oz.) boneless, skinless chicken breasts 2 eggs, beaten 1/4 cup Italian bread crumbs 4-ozs. sliced mozzarella cheese 2 Tbsp. butter 1 cup white cream sauce 2-ozs. shredded Parmiagana Regiano cheese 1/2 tsp. powdered garlic Salt Pepper Season chicken with salt, pepper and garlic. Dip into beaten eggs and dredge in Italian bread crumbs. Lightly brown in butter (clarified butter is really the best for this). Remove from pan and place in a 2 slices of Mozzarella cheese on each breast. Bake in a 350ºF. oven until cheese is lightly browned. Add cream sauce to drippings left in frypan and heat. When cream sauce is hot, place a ladle of the sauce onto the plate, and then place 1 chicken breast on top. Sprinkle with grated Parmesan cheese. Serves 2

Pics
To all of you that are my friends and fans or family members that have asked if they can smack my ass or atleast see a pic lol, there is now a pic of my ass in my nswf folder. But dont get too excited its not bare I do have boyshorts on lol Anywayz lol check them out if you have been requesting them. love yall xoxox

Bambi Visits The Horses
Bambi paid the Horses a visit one day while Momma Deer watched. The horses didnt pay Bambi any mind at all and eventually walked off. After they left, Bambi and Momma Deer went on their way........was a pretty cool sight to see :D

Well I Was There...
well i went to the hospital yesterday for my surgery and was there for 8 hours i was prep for it and ever thing.it is a long story but they postponed for the 27th that will be in two more weeks. so as of now i still have cancer. i want to thank everone for there love and support and prayers. love you all!!!!

I Love You ( Borrowed Poetry)
You're my life, you're my love, You're my shining star, you're my beautiful dove, I love you so much, you don't even know, When I think about you my face starts to glow, I'm so blessed to know you, Just talking to you makes me feel less blue, I've always wanted somebody like you in my life, Someone who's kind, adorable, and usually very nice, But I never stop to think, That what God's given me could be gone in a wink, It's never really occurred to me, That God could easily take you away from me, So while we're here, let's make it great, And whatever happens, is up to fate, Because if there's one thing in this life I know is true, It's the simple fact, that I LOVE YOU

New Pics And An Apology!
Finally got two sets of pics up. Some in our friend's file of both of us (not naughty) and some in our NSFW file. We apologize for those that didn't get marked properly NSFW the first time. They were in the NSFW file, but I forgot to hit the button. My apologies for all of you who didn't want to see those! For those that do, please stop by, rate and DEFINITELY COMMENT! My wife loves reading the comments! Mark and Lina

Great Golf Jokes,,,
A gushy reporter told Phil Michelson: "You are spectacular, your name is synonymous with the game of golf. You really know your way around the course. What's your secret?" Michelson replied, "The holes are numbered" --------------- A young man and a priest are playing together. At a short par-3 the priest asks, "What are you going to use on this hole my son?" The young man says, "An 8-iron, father. How about you"? The priest says, "I'm going to hit a soft seven and pray." The young man hits his 8-iron and puts the ball on the green. The priest tops his 7-iron and dribbles the ball out a few yards. The young man says, "I don't know about you father, but in my church when we pray, we keep our head down." --------------- Police are called to an apartment and find a woman holding a bloody 5-iron standing over a lifeless man. The detective asks, "Ma'am, is that your husband?" "Yes" says the woman. "Did you hit him with that golf club?" "Yes, yes, I did." The woman begins

Family Reunions
why the hell do people have family reunions, thats just a day for everyone to come together and start fightin over somethin that happen 20 years ago. I know everyone has that one uncle who just thinks he's the king and can do whatever he wants cuz his big brothers arent around. well anyway i got one and he likes to pick on everyone thats smaller than him, he made a lil kid cry because he didnt want to be bothered with him and he came at me crazy but he already know ill empty a clip in his bitch ass. but anyway the whole thing was not organized for shit and it was just boring as hell, plus there was no liquor at all. then everyone made me a damn driver so im switchin in and out of cars takin people home and runnin back to the damn store man this family is fuckin lazy the next reunion they decide to have im leavin the state.

Mama Said There'd Be Days Like This
....but I never knew it would last for weeks on end. feeling really fed up with everything, yet trapped by my empathy and caring. so if I'm a little distant its because something here just blew up and I'm trying to do damage control. This too shall pass, I hope.

Tired As Heck!
Geez, I feel like a zombie today. I am so tired and I don't know why. Is it because I didn't go to bed until 8 am or is it the weather!?! Rainy weather kills me. It always has been. But last night I had fun. I want to say thank you to Scott for hanging out with me. I had fun. I hope I didn't complain to much for you. I feel very comfortable around you and IM glad that I met you. IM sorry that I sounded like a backseat driver on the way home. If I would have had my keys I would have just spent the night so you didn't have to drive me home as tired as you were. I was worried sick about you. I tried calling you about 20 minutes after you dropped me off and no answer. But I didn't know that you left your phone out in your truck either. I hope you had fun and I apologize for all the complaining that I did. I know that Budweiser sure gave me a buzz pretty fast. LOL. IM sure you could tell. I was kinda shy. But you made me feel pretty good about myself. I know I have ne

False Friends
Seems my trust has once again been shattered by all you so called adults here on CT. I had all my albums set to friends only. One of you became a friend only to go through my albums and flag them as NSFW. My albums being set to freinds only could not offend anyone who didn't wish to view them. I will be closing all my albums to family only and deleting many of the new friend I have add recently. My "True Adult Friends" will be kept on my list. CherryTap changing it's name to FUBAR fits very well. Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition! Sir Dave

The Man
THE MAN ALWAYS TELLING HER THINGS SHE WANTS TO HEAR. THE MAN WHISPERING SWEET NOTHINGS IN HER EAR. THE MAN LETTING HER BELIEVE SHE IS ALL THAT . THE MAN JUST WANT TO TAP HER ASS. THE MAN ALWAYS THINKING WITH HIS POLE. THE MAN LEAVING HER HEART WITH A EMPTY WHOLE.

To Make You Feel
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Another Day
Sunday has come and almost gone. Today was a day filled with some unexpected support from frrinds in my life. I shared some things with a group of friends and found out that what I was worried about ain't no thing to them. I still have some processing to do in that area but at least I am not so uptight now. Life is good today, and for that I am grateful. I also met a woman at the bookstore who was definitely sent to me. She has offered to help me out with some of the areas in my life that I have been looking at. I am really exited by this. Blessings abound despite the things that have happened to allow me to think life sucked as a whole. Blessing to all, Nancy

When You Lost A Love That You Can't Get Back
this is a letter to men and women that have that person that they love and want to share the rest of there life with....we spend so much time on the past that our future could be right there in our face and we don't even know it or better yet we take that for granted...no matter man or women!! I lost the women i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life cause of my lack of trust and faith in our love and believe that at the end of the day as long as we have one another nothing really matter in this world, but being a person as i was i though we would have all the time in the world and she wouldn't go anywhere, but i was wrong dead wrong....i can't blame a person for wanting more out of life and when there not getting it they will find it somewhere else....i look back and i think of all the times i was down and a call from her mademe smile like i just won the lottery when in fact i did when we got together and she became my women....so now if she ever read this i hope she understan

You Never Know
" YOU NEVER KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND MISS SOMEONE UNTIL THEY ARE GONE" those words hit home last week, you see I lost a brother. I just wanted to take a lil time and say that although we only know each other on the INTERNET, YOU all are still my family and friends, and I miss and love you all daily....

Crabs ; Anyone ??
A man boarded an airplane in St. John's with a box of frozen crabs. A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's refrigerator, which she did. Shortly before landing, try as she might, she couldn't remember who gave her the package, so she announced to the entire cabin, "Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in St. John's please raise your hand?" Not one hand went up. So she took them home and ate them herself

16th
I don't know what to title these. They are like my vent and dump spots. I place I can have some control over who gets to read things. Today has flown by so fast. I did my Tarot reading this morning and had one bitch that just felt the need to keep calling until I finally answered the phone. I finally got it done and it told me the same things that all my other sets of cards had said. I guess it's time to listen to the powers that be and try looking in different directions for work and centeredness in my life. My husband is once again doing the "you have to not run around and save money since you are not working" shit. I know all this but for some reason he feels the need to remind me on a more than regular basis when he gets worried about finances, which is daily for him. This could have a lot to do with why I don't mind when he is out on the truck I can relax a little. Kind of hard to find work if I son't get out there and look. It's good now I am on my way to bed a

Important Information About The Use Of Fake Pictures For Primary
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. (REPOST OF SCRAPPER's BLOG-http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702)

Straight From Scrapper's Blog Re Main Profile Pics
This is ridiculas, more and more daily Im considering leaving this site, its ridiculas to think that they can *force* people to post thier real pictues over the net. Its not the smartest thing for people to do in this day of internet stalkers and sexual predators or those who lure others thru the net into meeting. Its harmful. We do not pay to use this site nor do they pay us to be here. Rhis site gets worse daily. Im not top 100 and have no wish to be nor do I ever plan on being BUT there is a real life photo of me in my folders. Im not using a fake pic to lure anyone my profile pic is clothed, Im using a fake pic to protect myself not lure anyone into some damn rating web *rolls my damn eyes*. I wont post a salute either nor will I pay for a Happy Hour a VIC nor a spotlight nor a blast. If the site is advertised as a FREE site it should be so IF CT wishes to impose all these rules maybe they should change to a pay site along with thiere new Fubar name. Straight from Scrapper'

Chances
Today I dropped two classes. I have never done this but God has pressed on me to do it and I keept trying and feeling more frustrated. Now that I have dropped the classes I have a peace. Now I can finish my reports and finish this semester and get my degree. God Is Good. My best riend/love of my life is sick but I know God has healed him it just has to catch up to him. God says to ask and believe...I have asked and I believe! God said it, I believe it, and that settles it for ME! I finish school in 3 weeks. Keep me in your prayers as I imbark on a job.

A Simple Prayer
Each day I live, I think and pray. I ask him to forgive me, And bless me on this new day. I pray to be a good mother, And not be like thier father. I may find love and peace, so people can see past the beast. The beast that makes me mad and sad. People that see past it knows Im glad. To be alive and live through another day. All thelove and attention I give, Is to my children as their lives begin.

Shilo
Shilo Written by: neil diamond Young child with dreams Dream, every dream on your own When children play Seems like you end up alone Papa says he'd love to be with you If he had the time So you turn to the only friend you can find There in your mind Shilo, when I was young I used to call your name When no one else would come Shilo, you always came And we'd play Young girl with fire Something said she understood I wanted to fly She made me feel like I could Held out my hand, and I let her take me Blind as a child All I saw was the way that she made me smile She made me smile Shilo, when I was young I used to call your name When no one else would come Shilo, you always came And you'd stay Had a dream, and it filled me with wonder She had other plans Got to go, and I know you'll understand I understand Shilo, when I was young I used to call your name When no one else would come Shilo, you always came Come today

Dr. Hook- Sharing The Night Together
Dr. Hook- Sharing the Night Together You're looking kinda lonely girl Would you like someone new to talk to Ah-yeh, alright I'm feeling kinda lonely too If you don't mind can I sit down here beside you Ah-yeah, alright If I seem to come on too strong I hope that you will understand I say these things 'cause I'd like to know If you're as lonely as I am and if you mind Sharing the night together Oh-yeah, sharing the night together Oh-yeah, sharing the night We could bring in the morning girl If you want to go that far And if tomorrow find us together Right here the way we are would you mind Sharing the night together Oh-yeah, sharing the night together Oh-yeah, sharing the night Would you like to dance with me and hold me You know I want to be holding you Ah-yeah, alright 'Cause I like feeling like I do And I see in your eyes that you're liking it too Ah yeah, alright Like to get to know you better Is there a place where we can go Where we can be alon

Difference Between North And South Football
All You YANKEES take note of this, this is how it is down south here, and you really need to get with the times. Ya see here I have outlined a few things that you 'need to know' in order to have a successful game. So read and take note. And all you SOUTHERN football fans, HELL YEAH! Planning for the fall football season in the South is radically different than up North. For those who are planning a football trip South, here are some helpful hints to explain those differences. Women's Accessories: NORTH: ChapStick in back pocket and a $20 bill in the front pocket. SOUTH: Louis Vuitton duffel with two lipsticks, waterproof mascara, and a fifth of bourbon. Money not necessary - that's what dates are for. Stadium Size: NORTH: College football stadiums hold 20,000 people. SOUTH: High school football stadiums hold 20,000 people. Fathers: NORTH: Expect their daughters to understand Sylvia Plath. SOUTH: Expect their daughters to understand pass interference.

Ct Killed My Blog Entry. Freaks Of Nature.
Creeps! This is absolutely not cool. I blogged and blogged and blogged some more just for it to give me an error message. That's just mean-spirited 'cause they know I'm simply too lazy to type it all again. Shuckaroos! I'm lucky that I was able to convince myself to type it in the first place. It had all kinds of updates and whatnot. Sadly, these updates may never surface from the land of CT killed my blog entry. That's right, people. Bowling is so fun. Cooking is, too. Jose Jalapeno on a stick. Pablo of Little Tortilla Boy fame is not a handsome boy, but that cat's so funny that he's sexy. Don't ask how that works. It just does, man. The system was designed to be a flawless columbian grass green emerald, but those do not exist. Had some supposed drag racing last night. The Fast and the Furious became the drunk and the stupid. "u best b hangin' up dat dere phone or imma show u jest whut imma do 2 u." "Nah, g, i ain't hangin' nan up cuz i ain't 'fraid o' u. u i

American Idol - What????
I have to say that as soon as the home town visits were shown, I knew Melinda was going home. The crazy screaming fans for both Jordin and Blake were young, teenaged, and would vote a ton of times -- whereas the fans for Melinda were more reserved and not as demonstrative. I'm still shaking my head -- Melinda deserves to win American Idol on talent alone -- however I do think this will be a blessing for her -- to make her own record deal (probably tons better than the American Idol contract) -- and probably give her more freedom to go the direction she wants to go.At this point, I think Jordin will win. I feel a bit bad for her if she does, simply for the fact that she is so young, and I hope she won't give in to the pressure to become the "typical" teen star -- dressing too sexy, focusing too much on fame, etc. I worry about these young stars.I do think Blake has a chance to win -- with the young girls voting -- and I think he would do well as a winner or not. So at this point I don't

A Rose
The first day of school our Professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate Milkshake. We became instant friends. Every day f

Water
You think you know me but you don't. You think you can see me but you can't. Why you ask? I'm the drops of rain. I'm the waves that crash and break. I'm the dew on the leaves in the morning. I'm a shapless body, mind, and spirit. Water is my way I flow I help life grow. I'm her to please my Goddess in her journey. Around the bend down the cliff. To you I seek my way Through the creeks. As tears down your cheeks. I am water.

My Divorce
Today i thought i would work on my divorce papers.. an well i must say.. its brought thoughts to my head.. i never though that at my 10 year aniversery i would say.. Goodbye to my once best friend.. I have spent a decade with him.. its funny cause i know that in my heart we where ment to be.. i could see our lives.. watching our kids grow together.. us being old together too.. but its so heart breaking to know. that here i am.. livin with my mom and her husband.. with two kids that are under 6 years of age.. an geting a divorce.. i never saw that when i fell in love with him that day.. today i talked to him.. an i missed him.. then he reminded me y we are here.. i was telling him about our son who is really sick.. an he said i was being a bitch and i should have not called him to tell him about it.. yeap ASS .. so i hung up on him.. its hard some times cause he is all i know.. an know i want to move on and see new ppl.. its hard with my life how it is right now.. i remember when i smil

Yay!!!!!!!
i finally leveled up. thank you everyone that helped me. i do have a new album. i also have some new pix of my granddaughter in the family album. your are all more then welcome to come looksy. and a special thanks to erik, you are a great friend. thank you so much.

Be Back Later
well time to go do some groccery shopping. gotta go spend money i barely have lol. anyways - show my page some lovin during happy hour...pretttttty please??? i will return all love shown as soon as i come home. xoxoxox

What Color Purple Are You
You Are Iris You are an interesting blend of fun and wisdom. You definitely make people think about themselves and their place in the world. But they'll have fun doing it. You definitely epitomize laughter therapy. You are a very enriching and entertaining friend!What Color Purple Are You?

Hmmmmmm......................
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to

Mental Health Line
Mental Health Line Hello, and welcome to the Mental Health Hotline. If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are codependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you what number to press. If you are a manic depressive, it does not matter which number you press, no one will answer. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you have a nervous disorder, please fiddle with the * key until a representative comes on the line. If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth and mother's maiden name. If you have post traumatic stress disorder, slowly and careful

Going To Mass
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath; he did not kick the shit out of him. 9) When David was hit by a roc

Time
My Heart is not an anvil for you to beat apon, My Mind is not paper for you to scribble on, My Soul is not an ingredient for your wicked brew, Just look in the mirror and know this... The only problem was you...

Can I?
can i jus lock myself up in a room and never come out? i dont know how much more i can handle of life it is driving me crazy and right now the one person i need to talk to that can keep me totally sane isnt available until tomorrow nite :(

Dante's Annual Birthday Trivia Contest! *the Written Portion*
lawdy, Lawdy, LAWDY, What do we have here...' Dante's Annual Birthday Trivia Contest! *THE WRITTEN PORTION* (The Dirty Sex (36) Birthday ~Music~ Trivia contest maybe found here: http://www.dantetv.com) INSTRUCTIONS: For each correct answer (or *near* correct in judgement), you receive a virtual tile that goes into my sack. On July 27th, I'll randomly lay out the tiles and release Speedy The Wonderball ('Hola!') who will bounce up and down and all around the tiles 36 times, smashing the last tile with ball breaking fury that could only be had by the mighty Speedy. Unlike other people's balls, Speedy always finishes faster than a speeding bullet. Please submit your answers to: dante@dantetv.com with the subject of 'Birthday Answer s!' or something along those lines so I can tell what it is. I will definetly respond and confirm your tile amount within a reasonable amount of time. If you don't get a confirmation, that means I either didn't get it or it got S&M'd (

A Good Laugh Heals A Lot Of Hurts.
The ability to laugh at ourselves has always been important. In old days, fools and jesters held an important place in the royal courts. Today we have clowns who make us laugh. If we look closely at a clown's face, we will often notice a bit of sadness around the eyes. Clowns are able to move easily from sad expressions to ones full of delight very easily. For all of us, laughter and tears come from the same deep well inside. And often, after a good cry, we find ourselves ready to laugh, easily and joyfully. Laughter is a gift waiting for us on the other side of our sadness. Can I begin to laugh by smiling now?

We Are Marshall
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com First of all I want to say Hands down this is the best Football movie I have ever seen.I think we need more stars than 5 cause I dam sure wanted to rate this higher.Friends listen to me,Make this movie a top priority.A true story of a school that lost its team,and a town that lost their hope until one day 1 man stepped up to a brutal challenge of trying to change that town.Matthew McConaughey delivers a Stellar performance as coach Jack Lengyel,he moved his family into the town in the middle of the worst pain and devastation they had ever known,and proved to them as long as you dream,and never give up you can change a team and a town.I kid you not,Man or Woman this movie WILL make you cry! And you will hold your breath until the final moments of this tremendous film,and finally it will make you want to jump out of your seat and with a thunderous Roar Scream "We Are Marshall!"SEE THIS MOVIE ASAP!!!!!!!!!

71-she Loves To Hate Me
She Loves To Hate me And the way I drive my car She loves to hate me Says my head is too damn hard But she loves to take me She loves to take me She loves to break me Of my nasty little ways She loves to break me Every 28 days But she loves to take me Yeah she loves to take me Well I'm learning a lot, and its a funny thing Ready or not It's happening You give it a shot What you got Is a fine line between hate and love She loves to hate me Says at night I just don't last She loves to hate me Says 15 minutes goes by too fast But she loves to take me She loves to take me Well I'm learning a lot, and its a funny thing Ready or not It's happening You give it a shot What you got Is a fine line between hate and love She loves to Hate me Probably til the end of time She loves to hate me But when I fall I always find She loves to take me No she won't forsake me Well I'm learning a lot, and its a funny thing Ready or not It's h

Thorn In My Pride
Wake me when the day breaks Show me how the sun shines Tell me about your heartaches Who could be so unkind? Do you dream to touch me? And smile down deep inside Or could you just kill me? Its hard to make up your mind, sometimes. My angels, my devils, my thorn in my pride. Are you wanting inspiration You spill your secrets on me Then you tell me with a whisper Of things that will never be. Do you hear me breathing? Does it make you want to scream? Did you ever like a bad dream? Sometimes life is obscene. My angels, my devils, my thorn in my pride. Lover cover me with your sleep Let your love light shine Lover cover me with a good dream Let your love light shine

Some Things To Ponder Upon
Connor: How far are we going to take this, Dad? Il Duce: The question is not how far. The question is, do you possess the constitution, the depth of faith, to go as far as is needed? -------------------- Connor: Now you will receive us. Murphy: We do not ask for your poor, or your hungry. Connor: We do not want your tired and sick. Murphy: It is your corrupt we claim. Connor: It is your evil that will be sought by us. Murphy: With every breath, we shall hunt them down. Connor: Each day we will spill their blood, 'til it rains down from the skies. Murphy: Do not kill. Do not rape. Do not steal. These are principles which every man of every faith can embrace. Connor: These are not polite suggestions, these are codes of behavior, and those of you that ignore them will pay the dearest cost. Murphy: There are varying degrees of evil. We urge you lesser forms of filth, not to push the bounds and cross over, into true corruption, into our domain. Connor: For if y

~reaper~
leathery wings stretched out across the darkness of night long sleek body glides beneath razor sharp claws extend...in readiness as glowing eyes seek out its prey hungry is this one... hungry for the heart of a torn soul for she is the reaper of heartache that of which death itself with not touch- with the blackness of night she finds her prey for the low moan screams out to her calls to the heat within her blood like that of wanton pleasure it excites her.. hypnotizes her giving her an insatiable craving one that only the feel of the heart upon her lips will cool- she hears it yes... it is there the torn soul she sweeps down... claws out before it's aware she has it trapped beneath her savoring its essence with the flick of her tongue. mmmm... delicious - such sorrow.. such pain her mouth waters as her claws reach in closing about the heart.. still beating wildly savoring the coldness of it she tastes it with her tongue and shivers in anticipation for thi

I Was Wondering....
Why do I bother showing luv to people who I just get this feeling that I'll never get any back? What gives with that? is it so freakin' much to click on a profile, rate a pic or two, maybe accept a request? What the hell?

A Riddle That'll Kill Your Brain!
This is going to make you so MAD! There are three words in the English language that end in "gry". ONE is angry and the other is hungry. EveryONE knows what the third ONE means and what it stands for. EveryONE uses them everyday, and if you listened very carefully, I've given you the third word. What is it? _______gry?

Birth Test....i'm A 2
Birth Test Once you have discovered your Birth Number, forward this email to the rest of your friends, including the one who sent this to you. Put your number in the Subject and Pass it on! Have fun! Your birth date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the birth Date together, like in the example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example May 24, 1940 5 + 24 + 1940 = 1969 1 + 9 + 6 + 9 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the birth date in the example. _________________________________________________________________ #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATI

Get Off The Blog
i was gonna rant about my serious road rage but i keep getting distracted by someone else's blogs...i mean seriously this grl's got a new blog every 5 minutes...who's got that much frickin time?!?!?! great...now i've got blog rage...

Build A Box Of Friendship
Into a box of friendship To insure that it is strong First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong. Then to the sides attach, In the corners where they meet, Several anchors full of trust, Devoid of all deceit. The height of friendship can be measured By the sides of four, So make them all a larger cut, And the box will hold much more. Now fill it up with courtesy, Honor and esteem, Understanding, sympathy, And passion for a dream. Add to that your honesty, Emotions joy and love, And since they’re so important, Place them up above But leave the box wide open So all can see inside, To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride. www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! In Love & Light, V

Essay Assignment That Won Me My Seat Paid In Full And Living Expenses ..woot Woot Im A Dork !!!
Essay Assignment I have been accepted by Kingstec Community College to attend the Human Services Course 2007/2008. I am interested in following up with Youth Services and Addictions Courses. Through job placement over the last two months, I have had the pleasure of working with the Conway Workshop Association. It has been one seriously life changing experience for me. I have had my eyes opened to who I can be and what I am capable of. The time spent with clients and co-workers alike has been wonderful! I never saw myself working with the mentally challenged, nor did I see myself doing personal care tasks for anyone other than my children within my own home, Over time, I have become very comfortable in the shop and feel competent in my work, be it the basics of cooking and cleaning, the dynamics of teaching an individual who has a learning disability or the personal care aspect of the job. I see now that I can be of h

My Closest And Dearest Friends!
Ok I have decided to share my closest and dearest Fubar friends with all of you. Everyone on this bulletin has been there for me one way or another, whether it be to help in a giveaway, listen to me vent, or just always showing me love! Add ,fan, and rate all these wonderful people! You wont be sorry! Tell them Jodi aka wishful thinking sent you ! Andrea (FAN BEFORE ADD PLEASE)@ fubar Night~n~Gale@ fubar babygirl68@ fubar BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL@ fubar @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-Mess with the bull get the horns!@};-@ fubar FieryAngel * House Party lounge owner *@ fubar SWEET~THING~WILL ALWAYS PIMP ~ANCIENT1~and `OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Fawny aka DJFawn(I'm taken) ~Club Far~#1 DJ House of Rhyme (pls rate profile and fan b4 adding)@ fubar ~hot momma~ Go Steamrollers Go..@ fubar LadySnowOwl@ fubar

Together.
Sitting in the darkness thinking Im alone I hear a faint cry calling to me from the great unknown.I look around to seek and find the noises that I hear and see you sitting next to me with a great look of fear.I hold you tight and feel your breath as your face is close to mine and lick your neck and taste the salt from the sweat your body has left.Smiling now I take a bite as I feel your pulsating neck...I close my eyes and drain your blood all that you have left.Your no longer afraid now and never will be alone.For together we walk these lands hand in hand until the sun turns us to stone~

Thank You Friends
I want to thank all my friends for sticking me through this tough time in my life. when I felt like I had nothing left to live for. I have found out who my friends are and I thank you all so very much.For all the love and hugs that were sent my way. In the end I hope that we all will still be friends. I will never forget any of you. You all will remain in my hearts forever. You have changed my life and I hope that I have changed yours in some way. You've brightened my days made me see things in a whole different way, changing my perspective now in life. and hopefully I will continue to follow my dream of being a singer and just maybe it will happen. Until then my friends I always will be greatful, because it was you my friends that made me believe in myself and to never give up. There's always hope, you just have to believe. Once again Thank you my friends for caring enough about me to not let me give up, to keep pushing me forward. It is because of you that I am the person I am tod

Miss Lohan
ok in such a short life time a person like her has done a lot and has a lot more to look forward to, but for her its like she doent want to look forward or in any other direction, she seems hell bent on destroying her life before she can truly live it. she really needs to get help and stick with it, she has incredible talent and if she keeps going she could be a really big star like Marilyn Monroe, Judy Garland, oh wait Marilyn Monroe got her self into trouble with drugs and might have been murdered by the mob but you get the picture she needs to get away from Hollywood and get back to a more normal life. If it takes her going to jail to get her life on the right track then so be it, like i said she has talent but she needs to remember she is not immortal and her current life style will kill her kinda like it did with so many of Hollywood's actors over the years that went down the drug road and never came back, like John Belushi and River Phoenix both had great talent but died way to s

Nsfw Pics
Ok due to some events today my nsfw photos will no longer be open to anyone but my family members. When people swipe them even though you have no rips marked then show you on messenger that they have them it makes you alittle leary about sharing with anyone else i will have to know you for awhile before i show them from now on.... Thanx Judi

.fear.
Fear can be a kind of drug, too. Just notice how your heart rate accelerates and your hands shake when you spin off into any kind of mental turbulence. You can kick this monkey with some self-love and kindness. uhm...gee ya think? i have this fear. and right now it could be categorised as my 'greatest fear'... mostly cuz i dun have anything else to be afraid of at said moment. and i have this thing... where i wont say it...cuz if i say it... what if it comes true cuz i said it? kinda like the whole wishing on stars thing? ya cant tell what ya wished otherwise it wont come true? or something else that makes sense i'd elaborate...but...ima chicken. figure it out yourself. *laughs*

Wa-le-li
Like a mist You entered my life Covering me with A warm embrace A whisper of love A flutter of wings against my skin Gently kissing my cheek Soft as a butterfly But fluttering faster like a heart A whispered "I love you" A peace engulfing My soul and spirit Watching closely and deeply In to the mist Slowly seeing my Wa-le-li appear And transform into my silverfawn The sunshine of my Eternal darkness and all of eternity The soft hum of your voice Always whispering "I love you" Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Read This And Tell Me What You Think
Iraq war veteran's parents sue U.S. after suicide By Svea Herbst-Bayliss Thu Jul 26, 5:41 PM ET Iraq war veteran's parents sue U.S. after suicide http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070726/us_nm/usa_veteran_lawsuit_dc The parents of an Iraq war veteran who committed suicide sued the U.S. government on Thursday for negligence, charging their son hanged himself after the government ignored his depression. The suit accuses the federal government of not helping 23-year-old Jeffrey Lucey, who committed suicide in his parents' Massachusetts basement less than a year after returning home from fighting during the invasion of Iraq in 2003. U.S. Veterans Affairs Secretary James Nicholson was also named in the suit. "This government is guilty of not taking care of the troops after they come home," the veteran's father, Kevin Lucey, said in an interview. "We are hoping to show this nation how broken the Veterans Administration is. We want to make this a responsive and efficient system."

.eh?.
You're a sight for sore eyes. In this situation, you're the equivalent of the cavalry riding to the rescue, although you may be startled that this is how other people view you. Don't be modest; you've got what it takes. *raises eyebrow* uhm...translation please?

Packing
Can I say... how much I HATE packing. Or how much I HATE moving. *sigh* Just 3 more nights here in good ol Hickory. Then I'm gone to the new chapter in my life. :( I'm going to miss all my friends here and family.

You
Twinkle of your eye, Innocence of your look, Carnal thoughts conspire, Tonight you are my prey. Hold me close and feel, My warm breath on your nape, As my finger trails, Slowly down your spine. Passions erupting from deep, Move me as I move with you, Going further into each other, My name softly on your lips. While I ravish, you let me know, The fullness of your desire, As you wriggle and respond, To my warm exploring touch. Your soft gasps and sighs, Electrify my flesh, Feed my ravenous desire, My mind reeling in delight. Blazing, intense eyes meet, As we rapturously indulge in, Breathless moments of ecstasy, Lifting us up into the stars.

If You Want To Help!!!!!please Do So!!!!!
IF YOU WANT TO HELP!!!!!PLEASE DO SO!!!!! hey ppl this is krupt klown & Sweettooth,Twisted,and Prophetthakopykat ! We are trying to see if you juggalo's and juggalette's will help us try to find someone that can help us open the biggest psychopathic store's across the state's so if you know some one that might want to help invest in this please hook them up with this info: contact me at myspace.com/krupt_klown_snake or at myspace.com/thakopykat or myspace.com/Sweettooth692006 if you want more detail's you contact me on my personal cell phone (602)643-5934 thanks for you time ~krupt~klown~ ~Sweettooth~

I Want.......
I want to be a soft, sweet scented oasis And my lips part to offer only you The tenderness of my love I want to quiver at your touch Let me wrap you up in comfort Thrill you with kisses Intoxicate you with my body Let me satisfy your desires.

The Potential Of Possibility.
I'm twirling about, hair streaming down my back, as the ribbons flutter to the ground... A secret delight is my own! A radiant smile is my own! A life abundant is my own! All I'm trying to tell you is that today, life is good. I simply refuse to allow negativity to taint my girlish delight in life. I joyously dwell not in the past, but in the moment. The romance is no more, but will begin anew, as the potential of possibility is my own!

This Ones For My Baby.
ever since ive met joe, i just completely, fell in love him him, i love him with all my heart, and inever felt for anyone else. i miss him like hell. he don even know. until he came into my life: he is the only one who made me smile as much as he do. the only one who really understood me. the only one who i truly love. the only one who makes me stop crying. i know we was going to be together forever. even though distance departs us. we still see each other, though, we dont see eachother as much as we want to. atleast we get to see each other. i still know that we are both thare for eachother always.i know for a fact that out love is strong, pure and just fuckin right. :] L is for loving you. O is for our outstanding love. V is for I love you so fuckin much. E is for everything that we have been through .

Last Night 7.27
ahh yes, another "last night" blog. lol. dont get me wrong. everytime me and rik do what we do it feels banging.. but theres just times where like all the planets align and shit LOL and shit is just perfect.. and last night was one of those nights. now. im a big girl, confident, yet prolly one of the most insecure people EVER. so when rik brought along the whole "you never do what i want, you dont ride my face" thing, in my head im thinkin.. "well NO shit, cuz id suffocate you..try explaining to the people doing your autopsy why you have pussy juice all over your face..lol" but last night.. we're layin down naked.. lol. and i stood up to see if the remote to the tv was on this lil shelf thingy i have under my mirror.. and rik being the freshie he is lets his fingers wander.. and after his finger finds my lil spot hes telling me bring it down and ride his face.. after a lil bit of hesitation, i gave in.. and did it. hes the first person ive done that with.. im too insecure, other guys h

Lifehouse - You And Me
What day is it? And in what month? This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you One of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words You've got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you There's something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right 'Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and me and all other people And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you and me and all other people with n

Never Fearing
ripping and tearing, never fearing, tears running down my cheeks, my heart to no longer seek, its just too weak, its lost in sorrow and pain, like it was slain, heavy and true, its because of you, lies that broke my ties, and love that truely dies, you had the best, but you chose the rest, slowly thinking why, when did i do wrong, i cant even hear our song, everything is gone, love lost is so sad, im not even mad, you made your choice, that much is true, you didnt even give a clue, heart ripped out, i didnt even pout, wanting to shout, it wont help, its the card i was dealt, and intense pain i felt, but its your choice to see, you will never find what i had in me, i will grow from this, but i still have one wish, for you to be happy in what you do, because i still love you, a love that was true.....................

The Invitation
The Invitation It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shrivelled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful to be realistic to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn’t interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I

Alive But Damaged And Sore.
Valhalla! Well, To sum it up short and sweet... - Over 5000 people lined the shores of the harbor to see it - I spent over 3 minutes trapped in a totally aflame wooden box - The flames rose over 12 feet into the air - The fire was so hot rescue boats had to stand off 10 feet - And, the crowd went nuts. Massive media coverage that I will post in the coming days as well as pics. Oh yeah, I hurt my arm getting out and spent time in an ambulance while they patched me up. But was it worth it? HELL YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pros And Cons
Ok I know you are tired of hearing about her but hey she's a great friend of mine. Well I've been told that on of the best things I can do is leave her all together, no more friendship or anything. Well this is to weigh out if she's worth my time or not. Leaving Pros: She's poison - hurts a lot when i get shunned I feel used - everytime she's in a bad relationship i'm the one she calls to bails her out Maybe she'll realize - I'm the only one of her friends that is still there leaving cons: She was the sole person that helped me quit smoking one of my best friends for 6 years i'm happiest around her she needs someone there for her there are other things but can't think of them now, I just don't know what to do about this whole situation. It's like if I leave her I will be leaving the best relationship I've ever had. If I stay I fear I might pick up smoking again and I'll be hurt over and over. What's a person to do?

I Am Sooo Excited!!!
I just got accepted to be on Dream net!! I love it there already and I am only on the Real Amateur page so far. The pics I took this weekend of me in that dress having fun in the pool will be my first set to go up. I can't wait until they get done building my site! Hope you will come to see me, Muah!!http://www.dreamnet.com/amateurs/index.html

---i Need An Out---
---I need an out--- So? What I’ve been trying to tell you all morning is, I’m stagnant. Get it? No, I won’t go over why we need to go to Brigand's again. I’ve told you before. What? Yes, they’re on their way, they phoned a few minutes ago to confirm. I’ll treat them with the dignity and respect they command once they arrive, but until then it’s safe to call them wastes of carbon. Ok, so back to my being languid. Did I tell you I had a headache? *sigh* *turns head side to side and grimaces when going a bit too far* "Fuck…" "I think I slept wrong last night." "I fucking hate that, don’t you?" "I tried to jog this morning but each step sent a painful shock up the left side of me neck." "I suffered through a kilometer or so and gave up." "Maybe I’ll go back to it later… I should anyway." *picks up coffee cup from desk and takes a sip making an auditable slurping noise* “Ohh, does that bother you?” “Sorry, bad habit.” "I could see it…"

Obsessions........
A psychiatrist was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children. "You all have obsessions," he observed. To the first mother, Mary, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy. He turned to the second Mom, Ann: "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turned to the third Mom, Joyce: "Your obsession with alcohol. This too shows itself in your child's name, Brandy." At this point, the fourth mother, Kathy, quietly got up, took her little boy by the hand and whispered, "Come on, Dick, we're leaving."

Rectumstrecther
While she was “flying” down the road yesterday, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, “What’s your hurry?” To which she replied, “I’m late for work.” “Oh yeah,” said the cop, “what do you do?” I’m a rectum stretcher,” she responded. The cop stammered, “A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?” “Well,” she said, “I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up To two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it’s about 6 feet wide.” “And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?” he asked . “You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge…” Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Costs $45.00 Look on the Cop’s Face……. PRIC

Daniel Powter - Bad Day
Where is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost You tell me your blue skies fade to gray You tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carrying on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee to go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces every time And I don't need no carrying on Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Well you need a blue sky holiday The point is they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carrying on You had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You wo

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Grandpa's On The Porch Again
A man came to visit his grandparents, and he noticed his grandfather sitting on the porch, in the rocking chair, wearing only a shirt, with nothing on from the waist down. "Grandpa, what are you doing? Your weenie is out in the wind for everyone to see!" he exclaimed. The old man looked off in the distance without answering. "Grandpa, what are you doing sitting out here with nothing on below the waist?" he asked again. The old man slowly looked at him and said, "Well....last week I sat out here with no shirt on, and I got a stiff neck. This is your grandma's idea..

One Word
You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone? PRINTER 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? WHAT? 3. Your hair? MESSED 4. Work? WHENEVER 5. Your father? HARSH 6. Your favorite thing? MUSIC 7. Your dream last night? NONW 8. Your favorite drink? MARGARITA 9. Your dream car? GT2 10. The room you're in? LIVING 11. Your pet? NONE 12. Your fears? ALONENESS 13. What do you want to be in 10 years? HEALTHY 14. Where did you hang out last night? HOME 15. What you're not good at? MATH 16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? DEPENDS 17. One of your wish list items? RECEIVER 18. Where you grew up? EVERYWHERE 19. The last thing you did? SLEEP 20. What are you wearing? SHORTS 21. what aren't you wearing? SHOES 22. Your computer? HERE 23. Your life? CHALLENGING 24. Your mood? PUZZLED 25. Missing? LOTS 26. What are you thinking about right now? LUNCH 27. Your car? RX-8 28.

The Difference Between "potentially" And "realistically".
A young boy went up to his father and asked him, "Dad, what is the difference between potentially and realistically? " The father thought for a moment, then answered, "Go ask your mother if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars." "Then ask your sister if she would sleep with Brad Pitt for a million and then, ask your brother if he'd sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars. Come back and tell me what you learn from that." So the boy went to his mother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The mother replied, "Of course I would! We could really use that money to fix up the house and send you kids to a great University!" The boy then went to his sister and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?" The girl replied, "Oh my God! I LOVE Brad Pitt I would sleep with him in a heartbeat, are you nuts?" The boy then went to his brother and asked, "Would you sleep with Brad Pitt for a million dollars?"

Update About Ray
WELL I WAS TALKING TO JIMMY,HE IS CINDYS BROTHER.AND IT LOOKS AS IF RAYS FIGHT IS ABOUT TO END.HE IS BLEEDING INTERNALLY AND THERE IS NOTHING MORE THEY CAN DO FOR HIM.THEY ARENT EXSPECTING HIM TO MAKE IT THUR THE NIGHT.SO PLEASE REMEMBER HIM AND CINDY IN PRAYERS.SHE IS GOING NEED ALL HER FRIENDS TO HELP HER THUR THIS.RAY IS HER LIFE.RAY IS A FIGHTER AND SUCH A WONDERFUL PERSON TO KNOW.AND REMEMBER JIMMY WHO LOST HIS WIFE JUNE 18TH.THIS FAMILY NEEDS OUR PRAYERS AND LOVE a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=88159&friend=88159" target=_blank>Cystic Fibrosis SUX@ fubar ~~HOT SEXY BBW~~MISTRESS TO CASPEROLEWIS~~@ fubar 348354@ fubar (repost of original by 'SEXYSISSY~CHOPPERS FIANCEE & CT WIFE~ -LOVE MY BABY~LOVE & PRAYERS FOR RAY PLEASE REMEMBER HIM IN PR' on '2007-07-31 12:57:53') (repost of original by 'CrazyDave' on '2007-07-31 13:04:03') (repost of original by 'SEXYSISSY~CHOPPERS FIANCEE & CT WIFE~ -LOVE MY BABY~LOVE & PRAYERS FOR RAY PLEASE REMEMBER

Scientologists
BOy I fuckin swear what in the fuck is wrong with some of these motherfuckers. THese scientologists fuckers are fuckin insane. All they are is this fuckin brain-washing cult. Fuck them and Fuck Motherfuckers that would believe in that shit.(theyre as bad as Yankee fans)

Women!
Sometimes I wonder about certain women in this world. Let's see: First: they want a man to be honest and not hide things to start off on the right foot, right line, whatever. Second: they are wanting a man that no matter what he'll be by her side and help her through anything she needs him to. Third: Want him to remember all the anniversary dates and then more. Fourth: They want to be number one before any one, sometimes that includes any children that comes along with them. Ok! I have a friend. Sweet and has always been there for me through thick and thin and is always there when I need to vent or cry. He's been talking to this one lady and communicating pretty well. Well then the honesty thing came up and of course he's going to be up and honest and now she's refuses to talk to him just because of medical reasons. Duh, its not like he's on his last leg. What can't women look at what they have or could have and look toward the future knowing that he cares and willing to change cert

Well Yesterday Was A Fluke
man i felt so good yesterday and i thought i was gonna be better but damn i was wrong i woke up this morning and felt like ass again so i guess i will still be waiting on a damn doctor to figure out what is wrong with me:(

California Poll
CALIFORNIA POLL The latest telephone poll taken by the office of the Governor of California asked whether people who live in California think illegal immigration is a serious problem. A) 35% of respondents answered: "Yes, it is a serious problem" B) 65% of respondents answered: "No, es una problem seriosa"

I Hate This Shit!
I fucking hate the fact that females keep rating my husbands pictures and adding him to thier fans list. Don't they get he is married and does not need any girls as friends. I've always been a jealous person and I can not help it. I do not think a guy and a girl can be just friends. There is always a hidden agenda from either end. Ok ya every guy I've been with cheated on me so I think he will to. He did marry me though and gave me the beautifulest (did I spell that right?) baby girl ever. But I still have that fear he will do something. I have his passwords for all his accounts...his emails, this site and myspace. I check them everyday and I deleted friends requests from females and comments from them as well. So if your a female and not a family member do not bother to add or comment to my husband. He will never see it because I will delete it!! It might sound retarded and immature but this is how I am and It isn't easy to change.

Sexy Rose
YOU'VE BEEN HIT BY THE SEXY ROSE !! > > > > > > ........@............@ > > > ......@.@.@.@..@.. > > > ....@........@..........@ > > > ...@............@....@@ > > > ...@..............@@..@ > > > ....@..............@...@ > > > ......@...........@..@ > > > .........@......@..@ > > > ..............@..@ > > > .From...........@ > > > ......Me..........@ > > > ............TO.....@ > > > ................You.@........@@@ > > > ......@@@@..@....@..........@ > > > ...@.............@@@......@@ > > > .......@@@.......@..@@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > .........................@ > > > ........................@ > > > .......................@ > > > > > > ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT , YOU HAVE TO HIT > > > 15 OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU GET THIS BACK > > > IT MEANS YOUR SEXY AS HELLZ , SO START > > > SENDING LOVE TOASTY_ROSIE XOXO [ ROSE ]

Thought For The Day
Buried at PhotoCasket.com Just thinking how great it is to have grandchildren! My grandaughter Kyleigh the night I went to the ER she did not understand and would go to sleep that night because her grandma was in the hospital. As some of you already know a week ago yesterday I had my gallbadder removed I'm doing good now. Anyways the love of a child is so great my granddaughter had her father bring her to the hospital to see me she told me " grandma you not to be sick you have to come home me and brother want you home!" She brought me a card to make me feel better. The day of my surgery this what is messed up my boyfriend wasnt even there when I woke up but guess who was there? Yes Kyliegh telling me "grandma look at the balloon I got you!" Now you tell me who wouldn't want to hear the sweet voice of a child just coming out of surgery? This also for being a recovering addict I'm taking no pain meds so for those out there recovery is the best thing in the world!!!!!!!!

Shouting At The Fubar
You know, I don't usually blog on here... the fubar that is. But today after some random fubar member irritated the living piss out of me, I feel compelled to "blog". I have "beef" if you will... and don't sit there and snicker at the word beef. When I joined CherryTap/Fubar, I joined because a few of my friends told me about it, and what fun they were having. So, what the heck, why not. Some light-hearted fun, right? Wrong. This site is turning out to be a glorified popularity contest... how many rates can I get, how many fans, fan me then friend me and don't forget to rate me so I can level up, help me win a stupid contest, etc, etc. The list goes on and on. I have met a few very nice, wonderful, interesting people, who have taken the time to actually read my profile, and find out about me, and I have done the same for them. I don't do drama, I don't pretend to be something I'm not, and I tell it like it is; you don't like it, oh well. So here's the beef... the damn shoutbox gets o

Who I Used To Be
WHO I USED TO BE MANY TIMES, I CAN STILL LOOK BACK AT WHO I USED TO BE THE BOY THAT'S STILL INSIDE OF ME THE MAN WITHOUT A WRINKLE ON HIS FACE THIS OLDER MAN HAS TAKEN HIS PLACE THE HANDSOME MAN THAT I USED TO BE ONLY SHINES THRU NOW FROM INSIDE OF ME FEELINGS OF COMPASSION FOR MY FELLOW MAN NEVER ONCE WAS IN MY PLANS WHAT I WAS, TO WHAT I AM NOW. WANTING TO BE OF HELP SOMEHOW ONLY BY SHARING AND HELPING OTHERS WILL THE WORLD BE A BETTER PLACE FOR OUR BROTHERS DEEP INSIDE IS THE BOY I USED TO BE BECOMING A GOOD MAN I'VE SET HIM FREE CHRIS

Shake It Off & Step Up
-Eugene Williams & Jo Walters- A parable is told of a farmer who owned an old mule. The mule fell into the farmer's well. The farmer heard the mule "braying" - or - whatever mules do when they fall into wells. After carefully assessing the situation, the farmer sympathized with the mule, but decided that neither the mule nor the well was worth the trouble of saving. Instead, he called his neighbors together and told them what had happened...and enlisted them to help haul dirt to BURY the old mule in the well and put him out of his misery. Initially, the old mule was hysterical. But as the farmer and his neighbors continued shoveling and the dirt hit his back...a thought struck him. It suddenly dawned on him that every time a shovel load of dirt landed on his back... HE SHOULD SHAKE IT OFF AND STEP UP! This he did, blow after blow. "Shake it off and step up...shake it off and step up...shake it off and step up!" he repeated to encourage himself. No matter how painful the bl

"your Body Is My Map" - Poem
raise me more love… raise me my prettiest fits of madness O’ dagger’s journey… in my flesh and knife’s plunge… sink me further my lady… the sea calls me add to me more death … perhaps as death slays me… I’m revived your body is my map… the world's map no longer concerns me… I am the oldest capital of sadness… and my wound a Pharaonic engraving my pain…. extends like an oil patch from Beirut… to China… my pain… a caravan…dispatched by the Caliphs of "A’Chaam"… to China… in the seventh century of the "Birth"… and lost in a dragon’s mouth… bird of my heart… "naysani" O’ sand of the sea, and forests of olives O’ taste of snow, and taste of fire… my heathen flavor, and insight I feel scared of the unknown… shelter me I feel scared of the darkness… embrace me I feel cold… cover me up tell me children stories… rest beside me… Chant to me… since from the start of creation I’ve been searching for a homeland to my forehead… for a woman’s hair… that writes me on the

Like I Said
Soon I will be deploying for my 3rd trip overseas. I was on my block leave recently, and I discovered a few things about myself. I know there are haters of the military, as well as supporters. To me you are what you are. I have no regrets for my choices in life. I have seen things and been places I never thought I would see. I have loved and loss, fought and retreated. I have had successes and failures too. I guess you could say it has been a road for self discovery. I will say it is worth every sacrifice, ever wrong turn, every new discovery. In closing I just want everyone to thank for your support. Hatewrs just keep walk cause your words have no power over me or my life. Sniffs and Licks, Coyote

Thinking Of You.....
I hold your image in my thoughts, your body, the curve of your breasts and your perfect skin; the thoughts making me wet. The memories of your last touch are still etched in my mind. I let my hands wander, over my shirt, as I lay alone in my bed wishing I was with you. I find my breasts and circle my fingers on top of the material, until I feel my nipples stand hard pressing against my touch. Slowly I slide off my shirt in one solid movement. I don't need clothes for what I have in mind. The thing I need to do, to satisfy my want. My fingers find my nipples once more, twisting them, pinching them making them hard. Squeezing them until their ache is matched by one between my legs My hands move down further. Move down to the nakedness below my waist. To the source of my heat, the place I long for your touch. My fingers slide over myself, teasing my body and not giving in to what I desire, just yet. I slide my hands down to my thighs drawing my fingernails along t

Pt 2
I was upset…pussy all wet w/ no satisfaction… I did a couple of dances… Had some drinks… But nothing can take my mind of not being fed… The club is about to close… There is another Phantom stare… But this time it is a woman! I stare back… Last call for alcohol… We danced a bit to the slow jam… We leave together! As we walked out… We said faint goodbyes… More focused on one another… Then we went into the alley… And said erotic helloes! You were against the wall… I licked on your lips… Lowered to the neck… Followed to your breast… Your breathing picked up… I continued to the one nipple of equal time… Trying not to make the perks covetous! I wanted it…slipping my hand up your dress… Your panties were in my way, so I ripped! Going south to enjoy the warm climate was my next destination… Extending my tongue to expose the metal steel in my tongue… I penetrated and teased to climax natural juices on my face… Your screams arouse me… I continued! …but was stopped…

Go To Bed Already!!!
YES I KNOW I SAID I WAS GOIN TO BED!! BUT THERE IS TIME FOR ONE MORE DRUNKEN BLOG!! HE HE WHY DO MEN LIKE TO FUCK WITH MY HEAD??? I DON'T GET IT!! WHY WHAT IS THE POINT OF IT?????? ANSWER ME DAMN IT!! OK YOU TELL ME YOU WANT TO BE WITH ME... THEN YOU TALK TO OTHER GIRLS!! WHAT THE FUCK!! HRM YEAH THAT WORKS!! FUCKEN FUCK HEAD!! NOW YOU WONT GET THE HELL OUTTA MY HEAD!! DAMN IT!! TWO SECONDS AFTER I STOP FUCKIN CRYING YOU MESSAGE ME!! WHAT THE HELL!!! YOU EITHER WANT ME OR YOU DON'T!!! MAKE UP YOUR DAMN MIND!!! IF YOU WANT ME THEN FUCKIN PROVE IT AND STOP TALKING TO HER! EVEN IF IT IS FRIENDS I DON'T CARE!! THAT'S JUST WRONG!! HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF I DID THAT TO YOU AND I WAS STILL TALKING TO THE OTHER GUY!! AND IF YOU DON'T WANT ME THEN LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!! SURE I'LL CRY FOR A FEW DAYS BUT I'LL EVENTUALLY GET OVER IT!! AND YA KNOW WHAT...I MET SOMEONE! SOMEONE REALLY REALLY REALLY NICE!! THAT REALLY REALLY REALLY CARES ABOUT ME! THAT ACTUALLY CARES ABOUT ME

Very Sick Things Afoot
Working on a new 2 set extreme escape club show that I will be touring with VERY soon. The new show will feature 4 extreme escapes per set that will have me facing impaling, strangulation, forced cranial/brain surgery, disembowling, and a host of other torturous and delightful fates should I screw up. And of course, all set to a shattering background of metal tunes from the likes of RAMMSTEIN, THOR and SERPENT. This will be the most extreme club show anyone has ever put together or even had the balls to try. No gimmicks, no bullshit, and NO second chances... Santini

Aching Vagina
ACHING VAGINA By: MHG a.k.a Proud Mary He gazed at her closely … from the swell of her breasts to the sway of her hips, the gentle curve of her waist to her honey-colored skin and soft flowing hair.... he then felt it, the stirring deep in his loins. he whispered her name... slowly she turns, her empty eyes devoid of expression, she sees longing...sensed a heating passion.. she takes in every detail of him, The MAN....this creature they call MAN! two heads but only one brain, yet often he follows the head that doesnt think.... She weeps, he laughs, she worries, he loosens up... she panics and he's as calm as the lake at dawn... She smiles then he melts... two worlds....two worlds in one planet theres desire in his eyes but exhaustion in her soul.. Practical thoughts versus emotional dillemas two worlds...two UNLIKE worlds in one planet MAN against WOMAN, FEMININITY as opposed to MASCULINITY... ANDROGEN versus ESTROGEN LAD

Downpour
originally posted Jul 26, 2006 the sky grows dark the air becomes crisp clouds form where there was once tranquility first it is but a light and bearable drizzle with a blink of an eye lightning illuminates the sky briefly for as far as the eye can see next reverberating through the air comes thunder like an angry parent scolding a child the downpour begins as if the a water main has burst with what seems to be an endless supply of precipitation.... as violent as this storm is, it is without rage, it is without malice, it is without fury, it is just nature after hours of the lightning's random flashes, and the thunder's subwoofer like vibrations the storm dissipates from whence it came sad to see it go as it was like a companion telling me a fable chasing away the loneliness rain

Burn
Do you swim naked in my tears? Warmed by the salt that surrounds I hope it burns in that slow painful way Shallow are my tears for you Blood spreads as you hit your head on the floor of my love A wall of stone to keep you out My tears are mine again and swimming is not allowed.

Useless Info....
~ I have a king size bed and still sleep right on the edge. ~ My fav colors are powder blue, brown, green, and orange. I can never pick just one! ~ I am ADDICTED to chocolate! ~ I am a Libra. ~ My biggest fear is spiders. ~ Caffine makes me sleepy. ~ I can be a really big bitch. ~ I have a short temper. ~ The quickest way to shut me up is to kiss me. ~ My WHOLE house interior(minus the kitchen) is dark chocolate brown and a mocha color. ~ I sometimes snore in my sleep. ~ I am not a natural redhead. My natural color is a sandy blonde. ~ I dropped outta HS when I got pregnant with my oldest. I then went back 18 months later and graduated. No GED.. the actual diploma. ~ At one point I had my lip, nose and tongue pierced. The tongue ring I sometimes put back in. ~ I had my tongue gauged out to a "0" at one time(the thickness of a pencil) ~ I HATE CATS!!! ~ I was married for 6 years. ~ I won tickets to a GB/Det game back in '05 only to watch my boys get pummeled by Det. ~

My Snap Out
I have been asked not to say any names at this moment...but I have to know...how can someone who says the love you and then turn around and tell someone else you love them...i don't see it...i don't see why you have to lie about your back round..why can't you be truthful about who you are..why you are always so fucking hateful to people you will have to deal with in your life because of the person you are with...Are you jealous you aren't them...are you jealous because you don't have what they have...are you jealous because i have his son and you don't...is that the reason why you hate me so much...or is it because i was right about you from the start...i don't understand you...I mean you can lay down with a man make love to him tell him you wanna marry him and spend your life with him but then the min you get online you wanna tell another man you love him...i am sorry you are fucked up..do you know what love is...have you ever exprenced love before...or is it all a game to you...or is

Wish We Could Fix Things Cause I Miss Him
as my pregnancy comes closer to an end im starting to miss my ex boyfriend more than ever now. because of all the problems we had now he wont be there when his baby is born, before we started having problems our relationship was perfect. we were happy, we worked together as a team, we understood eachother. then he started acting weird after i got pregnant his mood changed, i started to blame it on him not taking his meds but i wasnt able to keep track of whether or not he was taking all of them. and now im starting to realize how good our relationship was and i miss that, i mean what guy would cook breakfast in bed for his girlfriend, or sit with her when shes recovering from getting her wisdom teeth pulled, or bring her to the er if she has an allergic reaction even if he hates hospitals? who would buy their girlfriend flowers for no reason, or bring their girlfriend's son out while they ran errands just so their girlfriend could have 2 seconds alone to shower and eat. he used t

Tequila And Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror Where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world That you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world Love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you Is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, Even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you Before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever Something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you Take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So........ If you are a loving friend, Send this to eve

Plz Help Diablo
diablo has been out there helpin alot of ppl. i know i have seen his work with alot of yall. he really needs a hand in the contest. diablo is there fer alot of us. cant we be there fer him??? I AM IN THE BEST MORPH CONTEST....IT WILL PROBABLY BE MY LAST CONTEST I AM GOING TO BE IN...IF AT ALL POSSABLE CAN WE MAKE IT A GOOD ONE...I KNOW I HAVE HELPED PLENTY OUT ON HERE...NOW IS THE TIME TO GIVE SOME BACK...PLEASE...DIABLO AND CAN WE REPOST THIS AND KEEP IT GOING

Oh Sure! I See How You People Are!!!
Yeah so I'm off work today and away from my computer. So I come to the library to log in for a bit, and what do I find? Everybody and their cousin is logged in right now!! Where are all you people when I'm bored at work, hmmmm? Didn't think I'd be on today did ya?

Moonlight Dance
Cloaked in darkness She watches As Moonbeams dance like tiny sails across the water The cool ocean breeze wraps around her filling her with thoughts of far away places, deserted islands and burning sand where stolen moments a lifetime make She feels his presence as he joins her there The stars & moon the only witness to their embrace The beat of his heart against her, calling, seducing. Matching her own as he folds his arms around her. His hands caress the curve of a hip, the swell of a breast, sweet pulse at her throat. Soft lips stroke the flame higher as fingers brush heaven's door Until with hands made rough with desire he turns her, Lifts her and with one swift thrust he claims his prize as warriors of old. In a voice hoarse with need a battle cry torn from deep within To sound his Victory and his Fall As hearts and bodies race to challenge the flames forged and tempered into one mind, one body, one soul

Today
Well today was another stressful day for me. I got up at 6:30 to have a yard sale. Made out alright money wise. Nerves wise, they're shot. Four kids, my three and my cousin Aprils son, all up that early, does not pan out for a good day. Me and Dason had it out a couple of times today, but I actually had to yell at all the kids. NONE of them would listen to us at all. We told them to go out back and play quite a few times but they wouldnt listen. Its no wonder people werent really buying shit. If i went to yard sale and had to deal with 3 kids standing all around me and their parents yelling at them, I would leave without buying something too. I laid down afterwards for a nap, and wouldnt you know it, I got woken up by a damn migraine. Head still hurts but not quite as bad. Well im gonna go watch the Phillies game. More later. XOXO

My Lady
There is a lady, I've yet to meet To win her love, would be, a wondrous feat She deserves a love, so fair, so grand Oh; what we'd do, if I were her man Her smile; like sunshine, warming my face She carries herself, with elegant grace The face of a pixie, or a fairy queen Erotically sensual, and happily serene Her bodies a gift, I'd love to receive Hours of pleasure, with the games we'd conceive Devoting myself, to bringing joy in her life Like the joy I would feel; if she were my wife Deep in her eyes, I see what the world's made of Heaven and Earth, all filled with true love Mornings, I'd wake her, with a sweet gentle kiss Ensuring our day, would be lovingly bliss Passionate love, we'd make often and long The joining of our bodies, like music to song If given one wish, I knew would come true My lady it'd be, to spend my life; loving you!

Meeting Women Online "tips & Tricks"
Meeting Women Online: "Tips And Tricks" >If you're just getting started learning how to meet women, and you'd like to get a FAST-TRACK head start, then take a minute and look at this: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=RQZZZV&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Dear David, WOW. It works. I started by reading part of your book, and used some of it, and it worked great. I couldn't believe that it was your advice that helped me, I thought it was a shift in the universe or something. It was amazing. So, I went back to being a wussbag. The girl who accepted me one day rejected me the next. Bewildered, I continued to read your book, applied it once again, and I now get plenty of wonderful feedback from women of all sorts (not to mention the wonderful dates). But, my question is this. How cocky is too cocky? I have stated the meekest positive aspect of myself and other times flouted my greatness. I do not know what the limit is, and I kno

What A Jerk
SEEMS WE HAVE A DUMBASS JERK AMONG FUBAR TRAHING WOMEN EVEN CAME TO PLAY WITH ME AND RUFFLED HIS FEATHERS EVEN THE CUNT WORD I GOT CALLED, BUT DONT WORRY IT DONT BOTHER ME....LOL I'LL EAT THIS FOOL FOR BREAKFAST HERE IS THE MORON WITH 2 PROFILES,CHECK HIS PAYBACK PROFILE Truth@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1083593&friend=1083593" target=_blank>payback@ fubar

Eternal Kiss
I never thought that a kiss Could haunt like a memory, Outrun the rain in dampening my joy, Under a hard-won state of reverie. This kiss vows never to be forgotten, Ever to be the spark to a flame, Always to be relived in countless dreams, Eternally to sear my heart with her name. Walking past stony faces, I suddenly recall a kiss so sweet That drew in the stale air of wasted breath, Then baptized cursed lips with moistened heat. Vivid memory imprisons the kiss within my mind, Causes trembling in the legs and welling of the eyes, For a kiss never to caress my lips again Returns uninvited until the desire dies.

Look
.* * . ( *** /) * . *.*. .* . * ( (_)/ ) * * .*.* .* . * (_ /? _) . *. *.* .* . * . /___ * . . * .* *. * . * . * . . * *.* .* here is maddys angel pass it to a friend shes gone 100 days, it brings hope that must not end so many have their doubts where little maddy has gone, theres 1 thing we can all agree to forget her would be wrong pass this angel to a friend nothing will it cost seal it with your love and send for maddys memorie must not be lost

Shoutbox Reopened
I've reopened my shoutbox. Last night it completely crashed Firefox while I was in the middle of listening to a podcast and playing a game and this happened after I'd already had a bit of a rough day so I got pissed off and closed it. I'm feeling better now.

Light A Candle, Pray, Etc. For Me....
Repeat,(from my bulletin) If I do not find a job SOON, I will resort to living with late bf's daughter. She does not like stuff like this on her puter. Not sure if there is room for this one. So my time will be extremely limited on computer. So..light a candle in aid to find employment, for me and son. Pray, etc. Appreciate you all in advance!

2 Wett 4 Words
I hate to be in the mood when there is no one or nothing around to help me out! When I am in the mood like dat, I take a good shower, lock my room door and start to write…but @ a certain point…sex, whether with urself, or another is the same typical…Good or Bad…thick or slim…whack or workable…then is when I have to help me remember the good in the boredom! I opened up my legs laying flat on either side, start sucking on my nipples, and rubbing on my clict, inserting my fingers in2 myself to produce pleasure, and repress da unsatisfying urge until further notice! Deep as it can go, sucking till my own mouth sores limp…but this is 1 of those episodes dat a bitch can’t do it alone… I go on line, but no one of importance is there…I call the local chats, but bitches wanna play kid games…time to blow off da old black book 4 a stallion to knock my block severely! Would you believe that there is no one? My goodness…now I am pissed, frustrated, and got to keep busy or would literally go crazy

& We All Must Move On. Eventually.
clothes piled in the middle of the bedroom floor. feet heavy as lead. she can't fathom the idea of leaving home. butterflies line her stomach. thoughts by the millions spinning around in her mind. she falls to her knees. tears pouring from her eyes. coughing errupts from her throat. she grasps onto her bed, anything to keep her stable. backwards she falls. her pile of clothes stop her. she lay motionless, defeated by her own fears. tears continue down her cheeks. tearing of her stomach lining, as the butterflies attack. she curls up, gripping her face with her hands. body shaking, but yet unable to move. tears stop, as the door opens. "it's time to go".

What I Want For My Birthday!!
I would love to have my friends fan me!! I have fanned each one of you when I sent you the request to add you....it would be awesome if you could do that same for me. Thanks to everyone who helped me level today and for all the awesome birthday love!!! Y'all rock!

Cake Or Bed
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN COULD YOU AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS HE SAYS. DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS......................... ...... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME AS HE WA

Please Help My Friend "slade" 2 Reach Level 23, Thanks :)
Slade is an awesome man, he helps everyone all the time, would be awesome if all of you would help him reach level 23, if anyone deserves lots of love, its this man right here, thanks so much, Jen SLADE~Lydia's Man~Owner The Scooter Bar/T.S.L/C.U.B/ Graveyard Disciples Hangout@ fubar

Chicken With Angel Hair Pasta
Chicken recipe with angel hair pasta is made with chicken breasts, broccoli, garlic, and Parmesan cheese. INGREDIENTS: * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2 teaspoons butter * 3 boneless chicken breast halves cut into 1-inch cubes * 1 carrot, sliced on diagonal into 1/4-inch thick pieces * 1 1/2 cups frozen broccoli florets, thawed * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 12 ounces angel hair pasta or linguini * 2/3 cup chicken broth * 1 teaspoon dried leaf basil * salt and pepper, to taste * 3 tablespoons Parmesan cheese PREPARATION: Heat 2 teaspoons olive oil and 1 teaspoon butter in skillet over medium heat; add chicken. Cook chicken, stirring, until chicken is cooked through, about 5 to 7 minutes. Remove chicken with slotted spoon to paper towels.Add remaining 1 teaspoon oil and 1 teaspoon butter to skillet; add carrot and cook, stirring, for 5 minutes. Add broccoli and garlic to the skillet and cook, stirring for about 2 minutes longer. C

One Hott Afternoon By The Lake...
Even though summer is almost over..how crazy is that!? I had the chance to spend an afternoon at the lake..and ohhh, i'm so glad that i did!! It was sooo miserably hot out...even the tiny breeze from the lake felt great...and i got lots of pics from sitting there on the rocks. there's something about having a lil fun outdoors though. we were fairly secluded so snatched the oportunity to have some fun! that added thrill..mannn, what a rush...to think someone could catch us, or even just watch sneekily! mmmmm... i tell ya, if wasnt hot before...boy did things heat up once the swimsuit came off!!1 And YES! i got plenty of pictures of that for ya too! i put a peek pic in my photos area here (NSFW) but to see both full sets of pics, you'll have to check out my adult website!!! http://www.bbw-heaven.net/kaylee.htm hope to see you there!

Home From Fetishcon
Finally home from Fetishcon.Exhausted...sore( I really need a foot slave) and happy.Had a great time and saw many old friends and many great new ones.I want to thank Vesta and Mike for another awesome con.I also want to thank the Torvea Toys boys for all their help and for putting up with me all weekend(love you all).Vivian Ireene Pierce...honey.. only you could tickle me soooooo damn well.;) I'm looking forward to seeing all pics of the fun and chaos that will be forth comming soon.I have a few and will be posting them soon.I even managed to bring home a few new goodies in the process.:) Keep watching for new pics from the Kinque de Cabaret show and from Fetishcon in the up comming days ahead. Love to all my darklings, Jezebel Tempting

Read My Msg On How To Get Me..
I've always been good at getting a conversation started and keeping it interesting. I look forward to putting a smile on your face. If you contact me I promise to make it worth your while.. if im sexy and tempting enough for you, pm me up at my juicyfilipina at yeah-hu and same wd hut-male cant wait to see you there baby..

Friendship 5 (poem)
A Friend's Greeting I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have be

The Punishment
In the dark..I hear the breathing... I can smell the lust mixed with the desire to punish Have I not behaved as Your Slave should? I bow to You, plead for Your mercy The sting of the leather is my reward. I feel the creamy release between my legs I wanted this punishment I craved it I disobeyed to receive it. Again..the leather A reminder of my ignorance of Your authority. I throb endlessly My thighs slick, my core hot I beg to be shown the error of my ways.

She Won't Cry
She Won't Cry You see the pain that lies in her eyes, But, alas, her eyes are dry, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the anger that burns from her gaze, The madness that sets her eyes ablaze, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the fear that closes her eyes, The smile she wears is but a disguise, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the hope that is finally dead, She cannot trust for her heart has been bled, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see the love that lies within, But she shall never love again, She won't cry. No, she won't cry. You see death's hand that has glazed her eyes, No one saw her die inside, They won't cry. No, they won't cry.

Fantasy 2
Man! Just the thought of you makes me horny and wet. God, I don’t think that I could ever tell you what you do to me. I feel your hands running all over my body. I look into your eyes as you undress me. I feel your skin as I undress you. I feel your lips pressed to mine in a passionate kiss. I feel your tongue dance with mine. I cover your entire body with kisses. I want your lips and tongue to explore my whole body. I put my lips around your dick. I feel you get hard and full in my mouth. I start to run my tongue up and down your dick before fully taking you in my mouth. I move my lips up and down while sucking you; hearing you moan. God your moans turn me on even more. I feel you lie me down on my back and spread my legs. I feel you kiss a winding path down my neck to my chest. You stop only long enough to take my nipples in your mouth. You switch from one to the other; nibbling, sucking, and teasing them with your tongue. My God, it drives me wild. Your tongue is amazing. Yo

Im A Little Naughty
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Ice
You scored as Emma Frost, Emma Frost is a mutant who possesses various telepathic talents. Emma can read minds and project her thoughts into the minds of others, project psionic force bolts which have no physical effects but which can affect a victim's mind so as to cause the victim pain or unconsciousness, and can also induce mental pain merely by touching the brow of her victim. Emma Frost80% Kitty pryde70% Storm70% Jean Grey65% Rogue50% Mystique50% What X-Men would you be? (Female Version).created with QuizFarm.com

Unwanted Thoughts
Unwanted thoughts... You have a life I know you do.. You have a wife I know this too.. You love me.. You told me this Unguarded in passion You gave me a kiss.. My heart you held beating for you.. So pure in that moment..so true. A moment cherished I wish to rewind.. Thoughts of you now Unwanted in my mind. A.Boudreaux 2007

My Night With Matt And Bryce (part 2 The Big Finish)
A sob burst from my throat, and a short cry of pain. Matt's hand came down on my chin, pulling my head back against the table, holding me there. His Bryce slammed his hips forward, thrusting his spear like cock against the back of my cunt. My legs jerked up and aside, heels flopping and pounding on the table top. My back arched as I sought mindlessly to rise from the table. He grabbed my thighs, his fingers digging painfully hard into my flesh. He pushed my legs wider, then his hands slid around my waist. My waist was so tiny that his hands almost completely encircled me, fingers practically joined together at my back, his thumbs inches from overlapping across my belly. He slammed his hips forward again, jamming another full inch inside me. He was panting hard, but not as hard as I was. I writhed against their hold, my lower body screaming in pain as his humongous cock stabbed deep into my belly. Then he gave a savage grunt. He jerked my body back against him. My ass and legs came up

I Am Calling Shenanigans On This Entire Site
So I lost my mumming ability once again but as always it was for telling the truth. This site is ridiculous how it caters to the people that pay for it while snuffing out those who don't. Here is a business tip, don't piss off the target consumer. I lost the ability to post mumms because I dared to take a shot at "I love sporks". You know... the biggest point whore on here. For months since I could remember, she had model pics as her default and only lately has she revealed her true, goofy looking self. She won the daily spotlight and all day I've had to see her prego self on my page without a shirt on trying to look sexy. Heres another tip, Fubar losses a lot of people because VIP's are allowed much more leeway when it comes to NSFW than regular people. I didn't want to see this anymore so I posted a mumm asking whether or not she should have a shirt on. At the time it was flagged and I was banned, over 60% of the voters wanted her to have a shirt on. Needless to say,

Me
Well what about me, im not really that interesting....most of the time im pretty boring...i have 3 kids that i love very much and dont know what i would do without them. I love my family and my friends. I get bored very easy, i love to laugh and have a good time. i have gotten my heart broke recently, but im a strong woman, yeah i had my weak moment but i realized that life is to short to dwell on things. im taking a break from dating at the moment because i cant handle the hurt and the disappointment that all that brings. i havent really taken the time to just be single and carefree, there has always been a man involved in my life one way or another. so its time for me. anyway i dont know what else to say right now, im about to get off of here and get the kids to bed so i can have some of that me time *wink**wink* lol

On Behalf Of These Friends
I wanted to ask you my awesome friends, if you could drop some love on thier profile and atleast put a dent in thier points. Tell em Gimptastic sent ya!! Thanks!! BabyPhat http://www.fubar.com/user/386180 Crysis http://www.fubar.com/user/806171 SSG P http://www.fubar.com/user/961470

Why Not Here?
i'm taking this weekend to think i have been under a lot of stressing situations in the last 3 days and i feel like about to explode i hope everyone can understand if i have a delay in my answers, or in shoutbox as well yesterday was my mom's birthday and today family is comming, so again i want to spend a relaxing time with them and give vacations to my mind i'll be around

Needing Some Good Bombers!!!!!!
We are needing some good bombers to join NSFW MAFIA BOMBERS. Come have some fun with us we bomb the hell outta friends and familys that are in contests.. The more the merrier! If your interested plz e-mail me!! Thanks have a GREAT DAY !!!!!! imikimi - Customize Your World BOMB BOMB BOMB SHOW ME LOVE WOOHOO BRING IT ON NSFW Mafia Bombers

The Need For Speed Pt 2
Need For Speed pt 2 For starters I have to revisit a blog I wrote in June 2006 titled "The Need For Speed". I wrote about getting to play my Favorite video game Need For Speed 3 in real time. I was riding to Cataldo,ID and discovered that the 4th course in the game was based partially on Fourth of July Pass. Yesterday I had the opportunity to ride what I believe was also a basis for the 4th course. Friday afternoon my brother Charlie rode over from Bremerton to visit and attend to family business, the circumstances surrounding his visit were not very pleasant but we all managed to make the most of it. As the evening came to an end my Mom suggested that in the morning we all go for a ride, this would be a first, we would accompany Charlie to Ellensburg where he would continue west and the rest of us would turn around and come back to the Tri-Cities, all of us were in agreement this was a good idea. Before I continue I feel I would be remiss in not describing the Eclectic group th

Barbecued Chicken In A Skillet
Cut up chicken Salt and pepper 12 oz. bottle pepsi 3/4 c. barbecue sauce 1/4 c. catsup Skin pieces of chicken. Season to taste with salt and pepper. In skillet, heat pepsi, barbecue sauce and catsup. Place chicken in skillet and simmer for 30 minutes with lid on. Remove cover and cook for another 30 minutes.

Tag
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I have a "mild" case of obsessive compulsive disorder. 2. I can't sleep without the TV on. 3. I have only slept with someone the first time I met them twice...once was when I got pregnant and the other....*wink* 4. I hate my nose. 5. I am horrible about returning phone calls. 6. I love classical music. 7. I have no self-confidence. 8. I have never broken a bone. 9. I can't swim. 10. I am very co-dependent...I hate being by myself.

Used To
fading from reality watching life pass by remember when... we used to go out we used to talk we used to make love i remember vividly nights at the bar in depth conversations unbridled passion i say i'm sorry "don't be" shouldn't i be? aren't you?

To All Those Who Rated/voted For Me, Pls Read And Comment!!!!
I JUST WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME OUT! PLS REPLY TO THIS BLOG SO THAT I CAN RETURN ALL THE LOVE AS I SAID I WOULD...AND AS A WAY FOR ME TO SHOW MY GRATITUDE AND SAY THANK YOU!! A BIG SHOUT OUT TO MY FRENS FOR HELPING GET THEIR FRENS TO RATE AS WELL. RESULTS WILL BE POSTED LATER. ONCE AGAIN...THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!! MUCH LOVE!! ~*~Muerte Bella™...Baka's Wifey...Darkside Dollie~*~@ fubar PS: IF YOU DIDNT GET YOUR DRINK, PLS LET ME KNOW TOO!! THANKS AGAIN! XOXOXOX

Grandparents And Grandchildren!
She was in the bathroom, putting on her makeup, under the watchful eyes of her young granddaughter as she'd done many times before. After she applied her lipstick and started to leave, the little one said, "But Gramma, you forgot to kiss the toilet paper good-bye!" ##### My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, "62." He was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, "Did you start at 1?" ##### After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and more ambunctious, her patience grew thin. Finally, she threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, putting them back to bed with stern warnings. As she left the room, she heard the three-year-old say with a trembling voice, "Who was THAT?" ##### A grandmother was telling her little granddaughter what her own childhood was like:

Cleveland Agora Show List
JUST ANNOUNCEDThursday, October 11th @ 8:00PMBAD RELIGIONAgora Theatrew/ The Briggs, GallowsOn Sale 8.24.07 10:00AMSunday, November 25th at 7:30PMCIRCA SURVIVEAgora Ballroomw/ Ours, The Dear Hunter, Fear Before The March Of FlamesOn Sale 8.25.07Saturday, December 1st @ 7:30PMBIG D & THE KIDS TABLEAgora Ballroomw/ Whole Wheat Bread, Brain FailureOn Sale 8.24.07JUST ANNOUNCEDMonday, September 17th @ 8:30PMBLAQK AUDIOOn Sale Now!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Monday, October 1st @ 8:00PMREGINA SPEKTORw/ Only SonOn Sale Now!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Tuesday, October 16thSHE WANTS REVENGE--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Wednesday, October 17th @ 8:00PMHot Topic Presents:TIGER ARMYOn Sale Now!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Sunday, October 21st @ 7:30PMINSANE CLOWN POSSEw/ NecroOn Sale Now!-------

Hey New And Not A Newbie!
Yes I am new to fubar, cause I heard about this site through a friend and since then I have been on here all of the time. The reason I say I am not a Newbie is for the simple fact that I know about these kinds of sites and learned my way around them. I am a very resceptable kinda guy and don't like to fuck w/ppl and do stupid shit on these sites. However I am a comment whore and a blog whore which I will write about anything and everything that I know to talk about! So of course this is going to short and sweet, just wanted to say hi to everyone and hope you hit me up or check me out and leave me some good comments! LOL...well this is new but Newbie saying Peace Out Bitches! Lmao :P

Orgy??? Or'ly!!!
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Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 21,2007 You're thinking for yourself now -- as you so often do. While it may cause a bit of friction with the powers that be, you're feeling too good to worry about the long-term consequences. In the end, you'll be on top.

A Very Special Poem For A Special Man
JUST like a rose, so precious and rare, is the forever friendship The two of us share. Planted with kindness, it's warmed by the sun of caring and sharing, laughter and fun. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's grounded in trust and nurtured by love, with a sprinkling of grace from god up above ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Tears of sadness and joy, like dew, renew this friendship I share with you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And in the heart's garden we find the room to be ourselves to grow and bloom. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A blessing of beauty unsurpassed our friendship's a flower that will always last...

Help
Hey everyone.. please help me out! hugs and luv to everyone!!!! Starting: August 20th@ 8:00PM EST Ending: August 27th@8:00PM EST Dimples Contest This is a bombing contest.It will run for 7 days.All entrys are allowed to self bomb as well as their friends. No DRAMA will be tolerated.The prize will be a 7 day blast or 1 month V.I.P. Citratwista

What Is With The Survey?
Sure, we're supposed to be able to fill them out for free points, but what's the point of telling us we qualify for them when we either don't make enough money, don't own the right kind of car, or don't buy the right crap? Come on, I thought it was a survey, not a reward for being a "good little consumer"! I'm not going to go out and buy three freaking tons of Donald Duck OJ just so I can qualify for one stupid online survey!

Canada Pension
Having reached the age of 62, I went to apply for Canada Pension last week. After waiting in line for a very long time, I finally got to the counter. The woman there asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized, to my great dismay, that I had left my wallet on the nightstand in my bedroom. I told the lady that I was very sorry, but I seemed to have left my wallet at home. "I'll have to go get it and come back later," I said. At that point, she said to me, "Unbutton your shirt." I was confused, but I opened my shirt, revealing lots of curly silver hair. She said, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me," and with that she promptly processed my application. When I got home, I couldn't wait to tell my wife about my experience at the Canada Pension Office. She listened to the whole story and then said,"You should have dropped your pants, you might have gotten disability, too."

This Is Hell Copyright 1994
This is hell copyright 1994 all rights reserved Call the soldiers in To the graveyard within And behind these wire gates Lays a million men's fates To live is to die In this land of the lie Stolen in the night Was all that is right Pains of a child Born to be wild Mentally drifting From a chance of uplifting Military Artilary Put in a child's hands To wipe out lands No salvation For a lost generation Patience has been driven For the devil has risen Total intoxication Via satan's medication This is hell

Horrorscrope!
Ha! Today's Horrorscrope! You may feel like giving up, thanks to weird signals or missed deadlines -- but try your best to hang in there! Things should pick up in the very near future, and you'll be glad you kept the faith.

Waving Hi To All
Just a little note to say hello to everyone!!! Ive had one HELL of a horrific migrane today but thankfully its going away now!!! Nick is due to come over later today yay i get to get laid lol!!! Today marks 2 months he and i have been togethr....seems alot longer but im just happy to have such a good man in my life like him!!! Also im excited that i may have a new job coming soon yippie!!! within the next few weeks ill be getting a new tattoo and my nipples re pierced (hopefully)!!!! my pos ex husband is finally payin child support thats long over due!!! anyways folks have a great hump day...oh damn and forgot to say that i also highlighted my hair last night and will have new pix of it later lol

Drive Thru Confessional
The elderly priest, speaking to the younger priest, said,"You had a good idea to replace the first four pews with plush bucket theater seats. It worked like a charm. The front of the church always fills first now." The young priest nodded, and the old priest continued, "And you told me adding a little more beat to the music would bring young people back to church, so I supported you when you brought in that rock 'n' roll gospel choir. Now our services are consistently packed to the balcony." "Thank you, Father," answered the young priest. "I am pleased that you are open to the new ideas of youth." "All of these ideas have been well and good," said the elderly priest, "But I'm afraid you've gone too far with the drive-thru confessional." "But, Father," protested the young priest, "my confessions and the donations have nearly doubled since I began that!" "Yes," replied the elderly priest, "And I appreciate that. But the flashing neon sign, '

Flatline....
People with big egos are on my radar as of late. Sick of their gloating, self indulgant super sized self involvement. Just shut up, please! Sharing is NOT caring. There's only so much I can take. Funny thing is, I don't blame you. I blame the idiots that inflate your cosmic sized head. Oh the swelling. Do you realize how snobbish and brash you sound?! You're trying too hard and it shows. Seriously. Step away from yourself and just listen. You'll see how pathetic for attention you are. It's actually distressing. There's a difference between being confident and being conceited. You drip with arrogance and I can see right through it. What's worse is me bubbling up with anger as I listen to the stories being told of their latest conquest. How do you say "I don't fuckin care!" in a nice way? I'm at the end of my rapidly fraying rope and my patience has hit rock bottom. My fear is the explosion of expletives spewing from my mouth as I give in to the hatred stewing in my brain. Meh

Have I Ever Told You...
Have I ever told you... Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes, I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. that I wondered if this was dream Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that I would give everything up, just for one night to be able to lay near you, to feel your chest rise and fall with each breath you take,just to know that you are real? Hav

You Know Who You Are
Cold Lying in my bed Staring into darkness Lost I hear footsteps overhead And my thoughts return Again Like a child who's run away And won't be coming back Time keeps passing by As night turns into day I'm so far away And so alone I need to see your face To keep me sane To make we whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Pain It saddens me to know The helplessness you feel Your light Shines on my soul While a thousand candles Burn Outside this barren room The rain is pouring down The emptiness inside Is growing deeper still You're so far away And so alone You long for love's embrace To keep you sane To make you whole Try to stay alive Until I hear your voice I'm gonna lose my mind Someone tell me why I chose this life This superficial lie Constant compromise Endless sacrifice Moments wasted Is

Libra - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion...... AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 ) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19) Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) L

Sumone Special2 Me Is Having A Birthday!!
OK THERE IS SUMONE SPECIAL AND DEAR TO ME AND HE GOES BY "BLAZE" TODAY (AUG 24) IS HIS BIRTHDAY SO DO ME A FAVOR AND GO DROP HIM SUM BIRTHDAY LUV THANKS !! Blaze/Fallen Angels Security/JLM Member Blade/Rock Stars Owner@ fubar

My Mood At The Moment
my mood at the moment is some what a bit of in a grumpy mood and a bit of a bad mood and in a flirting playful mood and in a good mood but i am in a tense mood and that for me is a intween mood i am a wreck when i got to tidy a whole house up on my own without extra help so i am stressing out and so please deal with my confusig moods it will pass i promise you all that from Bruce.

† Calling All Dragonsong Inn Staff †
Calling All DragonSong Inn Staff Members I am calling all my staff members to the lounge asap tonight i want it to be fixed and to reopen 2morow night it is mandatory you show up you do not show you are fired no if's and's or butt's Thank You ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Still In F**king Pain
car crashes suck balls my bf and i were having a great convo enjoying seeing each other and then he disappered i dont know if im ditched or something happened so tht leads to confusion on how i should feel... but im in pain cant wait till the parents of the child i am watching come home so i can go home drink a drink take two vicodin and go to lala land because right now im so upset thats where i need to be

Color Blind
I ask myself daily why color is such an issue to so many people. Maybe I am just color blind but I think that there is so much more to be worried about in this world than apperance. Every person in this world is someone regardless of color, shape, size.... why are we all constantly stuck on outward apparences. Life can be so much more worth while if you look past the cover and read the book. You never know what kind of person you can meet in life if you just take the time to see, truely see the person and not the shell. If you just took the time.. that person could impact your life in so many ways. It's not just an issue of race, but an issue of size. So many people out there see an over weight person or a very thin person and automatically begin judging them. Come on people stop being so shallow, those people deserve a place in this world just as much as you do. So heres the thing, if you have a problem with race or size, don't push your issues on me, and for your sake I pray

Way To Go Teach!!!
You've gotta love this professor at Duke University. There were four sophomores taking Organic Chemistry. They were doing so well on all the quizzes, midterms and labs, etc. Each had an "A" so far for the semester. The four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals, they decided to drive up to the University of Virginia and party with some friends there. They had a great time, but after all the hearty partying; they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided to find their professor after the final and explain to him why they missed it. They told him they had gone to UVA for the weekend and planned to come back in time to study, but, unfortunately had a flat tire on the way back, didn't have a spare, and couldn't get help for a long time. As a result, they missed the final. The professor thought it over and then agreed they could make up the final the following day. The g

Fallen Angel
Ingredients: * 1 1/2 oz Gin * 1/2 tsp White Creme de Menthe * Juice of 1/2 Lemon * 1 dash Bitters * 1 Cherry Mixing instructions: Shake all ingredients (except cherry) with ice and strain into a cocktail glass. Top with the cherry and serve.

"the Threat" By Skid Row
I've been convicted with and without reason Tarred and feathered like a piper on a killing spree And felt the anger of generations And been the target of the cheap shots of authority So you think you cut me down to size Well there's something you should realize It's gonna take more than a break in the law To make me smile pretty for the wreckin' ball Won't beg, won't bleed The end of sacrifice is a threat to society Hard line, you'll see Once you've made a mark, you've made a threat to society I wasn't put here to be treated Like some disease you hoped would go away if left alone You can sweep me under the carpet But, I'll still infect your need to use me as a steppin' stone So you think you cut me down to size Well there's something you should realize It's gonna take more than a break in the law To make me smile pretty for the wreckin' ball Won't beg, won't bleed The end of sacrifice is a threat to society Hard line, you'll see Once you'v

Its Dark In Here
ITS DARK IN HERE A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them, and hides in the bedroom cupboard to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the cupboard, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a football." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$750" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the cupboard together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have football boots." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy - "$2250" Man - "Sold." A few days later, the boys' father says to the boy, "Grab your boots and football, let's go outside and have a game of soccer. The boy says, "I can't, I sold my ball and boots." Th

A Year Down And 3 Months To Go In Iraq
A year down and 3 months to go in Iraq Town of Tonawanda soldier trudges on http://www.buffalonews.com/home/story/148769.html (If you go to the story on the Buffalo News Web Site, they have more pictures in an HTML Gallery. ) By Nathan S. Webster - SPECIAL TO THE NEWS Updated: 08/26/07 7:09 AM BAYJI, Iraq — Out here, on the garbage- strewn desert hardpan by the unused city railroad tracks, the early afternoon temperature on a thermometer probably reads about 130 degrees. It lies. Spc. Joseph Vergo, 21, from the Town of Tonawanda, trudges through that punishing Iraqi heat under some 90 pounds of gear and armor — even before factoring in the 27-pound, M- 240 machine gun strapped over his shoulders, and all the ammo that goes with it. In the early going of the day’s patrol, he takes up the column’s last spot, walking backwards at times, scanning the long and empty city streets for suspicious behavior. Outside the city limits, the patrol of a dozen soldi

Extra, Extra, Read All About It...if You Can Find It! :-)
This is primarily for my San Antonio area peeps: The local newspaper geography gets a bit of a shake up this week. Come Thursday, the S.A. Express-News weekly Neighbors section will officially no longer exist. And my company, Prime Time Newspapers, will formally become the Hearst Corporation's primary weekly neighborhood/suburban reporting arm in the San Antonio area. Our existing newspapers have redesigns and new tabloid sizes, starting Thursday. We are also launching Thursday two new weekly pubs - the Northwest Weekly, which covers the Leon Valley/Sea World/Helotes/UTSA quadrant; and North Central News, which pretty much goes up 281 from 410 to Stone Oak/north of Hollywood Park/Shavano Park and back down to Castle Hills. It'll take awhile for all these papers to grow again advertising and editorial wise. But if you want to know what's going up or down in your suburb or side of S.A., your best bet will be a Prime Time paper. Hopefully we will live up to expectations, be it o

The Bible
Some people follow the bible word for word. Which to me is fine and dandy. But my question is which Bible are you reading? By which Bible I mean which version because there is apparantly more than one version of the bible which astonishes me entirely. Giving the fact that The Bible is just that The Bible. I'm trying to figure out why there are so many different versions and i'm not talking about different languages i'm talking about the actual content, varies from book to book. (I'm not preaching i'm qouting)For example, in Job 39:9-12(New Living Translation) it states. 9 - Will the wild ox consent to being tamed? Will it spend the night in your stall? 10 - Can you hitch a wild ox to a plow? Will it plow a field for you? 11 - Given its strength, can you trust it? Can you leave and trust the ox to do your work? 12 - Can you rely on it to bring home your grain and deliver it to your threshing floor? Now in (King James Version) 9 - Will the unicorn be wil

Being Hurt .........
apparently i fucked something up somewhere... i thought i had found the man of my dreams.. only to find out... he can hurt me just like everyone else... right now my heart is empty... seems like everyone i meet is the wrong one... instead of the right one... i sit here in tears right now wondering where i went wrong... or what i even did wrong... for once i was myself... i was smiling.. and actually happy... i had something to look foward too... a reason to wake up... a reason to smile... and its gone.. just like that....no warning no nothing.. my heart aches so bad because i fell again without guard.... i wish i would have listened when i was told to keep it up... i am told i was emotionally unstable... i believe it true... but i have went through so much in life...and i try to be happy with myself and be confident but once i get that way.. i am slammed down on my face again... i can say... i give up..... on it all.......

Nine Inch Nails/johnny Cash - Hurt
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Im Home
well everyone im back from the coast and have to say im glad i am. i love the ocean but not havin internet well i couldnt pay attention to my friends here. i hope that all had a great weekend. much love and thanks to those who let comments and well wishes fer my trip. hope all have a great week and i will be desperately tryin to catch up with everyone this week. HUGZ

To God
To GOD: By: Vincent Lincoln And now I know what it really means to fall. But how many times have I thought that before. Have I not always been on the crusade? Was this not the nature you gave me? Always fighting against enemies unknown be they external or internal? Always ready to fight the good fight. Yet more time then not left bloodied and battered, each time picking myself up swearing that I wasn’t hurt as bad as I thought, but always, always leaving a small piece of me on some unimportant field of conflict or in some ER. Wasn’t victory worth that small price? Is it not said that victory without sacrifice is a hollow victory at best. If that is true, then why do I have such a sour taste in my mouth? Did it finally take for me to have my wings ripped off and my eyes put out so that I could not find my way back to make me humble? Yet every battle was not fought over my own vanities. Have I not stood up for those who could not fight for themselves? Yes its true that I have sinned

Spread The Joy
I have been arguing with myself over what to do with this blog. It has been a toss up between the notions of making it a short insightful blub litter bin or actually using for some 'higher purpose'. I am thinking currently... that after this post, I will make it a place to start exploring my perversions in a litarary sence. Not every one has the particular calling to the pursuit of fine filth that I do and I should show the rest of the world some love and spread the joy. Who knows eventually someone other than me may even read it? If not, I always can take refuge in the knowledge that I have managed to chronicle my fantasies & poon-quests for posterity.

The Greatest People I Know
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Thank You For This Day
Thank You for this day on Earth Ancient Mother who gave me birth Healing Mother who keeps me strong Crone Mother who brings each new dawn. Thank You for the gift of being For blessing me with the wonders of seeing For the sounds and felling of laughter And the wisdom learned through pain. Spirit Mother bless me, Tomorrow with a day again.

On Feeling Less Than Whole
On feeling less than whole "He is a God" "He has a huge cock...he's an amazing lover" "He has the most kissable lips in the world" "He is so beautiful" "He is an amazing lover...left me juicy" What does this all matter to me? Why would it matter at all; even a little bit? Why is it that I want to be "he?" I'm feeling second best...maybe not even "second" just not "first." Why do I need to be first? I can be the most devoted...feel like I am the most devoted; but I get in my own way, and I let "feeling less than whole" take away my power..soon I'm less than zero. {pardon the cliche} I want to let go... but I'm afraid -- don't trust I'll be caught. {I have my reasons -- I've been dropped before; it killed me once - literally} Sometimes I yell -- yell at the world -- yell at you. I'm sorry, and its more than just regret. I've taken control of my inner energy; I've gained so much control -- still I'm feeling less than whole.

I Just Want To Say Thank You
I just want to thank each of you for always responding to the blogs and bulletins. I want to thank you for the team work. We cant do it alone as an individual but we can as a team. Thank you for making a difference on this site. i cant thank you all individually but know that i see the ones that are always there and never say no. To all of you that are never choosy on who you help out much respect to each of you. To all of you i will always do my best to help you. Thats it for tonight..Go show some love to your friends or add stuff to yours personally. Have a great night..Sweet dreams to each of you.

Kassidy In Rate Contest
Please help my friend Kassidy. She is in a picture rating contest and she has asked for my help. It is only for rates, so no comments are necessary. This will only take a couple seconds to do for her. Thanks a bunch! Here is the link: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&i=1881078726

Would You
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you give me a hicky?? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you take your time if I told you to? 13. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 14. Would you want to go fast or slow? 15. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 16. Would u be loud or quiet? 17. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 18. Would you fuck me today? NOW....ARE YOU GONNA REPOST THIS SO I COULD ANSWER THEM????

I Dare You!
dare you to repost this, and see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook u

So You Would Like A Morph Please Come In And Let Me Know That You Do, And Please Sign My Guest Book:)
Thank you for your interest in my morphs as stated in the post before please let me know you want one. Sign my guest book check to make sure your my fan. comment and rate the albums I asked you to. And if you don't mind please leave me a Snapvine message it is totally free and if you don't have one you should get one for your page it is so simple to set up. To leave me a message just click on record by phone dial the number and put in the temporary code that they give you. Thanks for taking the time to do this I will reward you guys. PS I love you all.....

The Gay Flight Attendant
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I outrank you. Tray-up, Bitch!"

Lies
It's what I think I force these memories The pain and suffering I'm but a wave to A tear inside a gift from its maker A fear to hide I'm but a wave to All these lies Are just made up memories Nothing inside I'm but a wave to

Moon
I walk along a path. Yet I walk alone Down the way I see a light. To pure to be man made But a Natural light. She shines down with a smile. It glows bright. As the a night grows The light slow. Now the stars are bright She is no longer showing her face. Her wisdom, until the next time shines. The path come nears the end and I seek the peace. I sit down on the ground and look around. Yet She is there. The Moon, the Goddess.

Hi 5 Post In June. Well It Seems Quite Lucid.
What a damp day and to cap it all I have just been on the wall and walking on the ceiling. Actually it was a case of delayed Cleaning. I thought afterwards that washing the floor would maybe more fun if you did it standing on your hands rather than down on hands and knees. Well maybe not. Having got shot of the water we went off at a tangent and have just had an Email from Tyrone asking for confirmations and information. So now we know where we are up to, we are still waiting. Firstly we wait for the snail mail to arrive and then for news from Australia. I think a celebration is called for soon because it will do me good to get out of this cave and be waited on hand and foot. Huh. When that day occurs I will probably feel guilty for putting someone else to that trouble. I reckon they have moved my brain, the part they took out and it is residing in my right Gluteus Maximus because it keeps going numb. Of course it could just be sciatic nerve problems to remind me not to

Longgg Week!
So i've worked my ass off this whole week, and next week looks to be the exact same way. Problem is, I remember when I used to have a few days off out of the week for band rehersal, and porno later on. Now all I have time for, is porno. Something's wrong. I suspect my availability for the week is being raked over the coals. I think I need to put in new availability, or something. To be continued...

Damn Dog
Well today was going just fine up until about 9pm. Then my dog got loose. I took the car to find her and my boyfriend was walking the alley with the puppy. I finally found and needless to say, I saw the skunk before I saw her. She jumps right across my lap and gets in the passenger seat of my car. I was thinking that she could have been sprayed by that damn skunk but she was. She smelled like skunk, I smelled like skunk, my car, my house...everything. I tried the whole tomatoe juice thing, took her down to pet wash and wouldnt ya know it...they were out of the de-skunker stuff. Just my luck. So today, well tonight, pretty much sucked. I got a recipe that is supposed to work on dogs to get rid of the smell of skunk but he says to make sure you dont get it in their eyes....well, she was sprayed in the face, so how can make sure not to get it in her eyes....so now i dont know what to do. If anybody out there has any idea what else i can do to get it off of her, and get the smell outta my

Curse Icon Info
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Fun With Flickr
Well as Yahoo is going to sut down their photo service, they moved all mine to flickr. Now I had a quick look around at first and thought hmmm yeah there are some good pics here, well they put mine to shame LOL. Then I had to do it, search for naughty stuff. Oh yes its there! Well I found one collection where the owner has ripped pics from different sites. Now the groups area can provide some surprising results :D Just try it and see what you can come up with.

Formula For Good Head
I have discovered that there is a formula to good head: P.E.T.E Passion, Enthusiasm, Technique, Energy: Passion- You can't give good head unless you like to, want to be good, have a burning desire to get your partner off hard! You have to love it! Be into, wild and free! Energy- Vigor, activity and motion all meet to generate heat. Technique-Is where attentiveness meets with practice and it's how you improve, you learn what works for whom. And Enthusiasm is a combination of pride in the work and the joy of pleasing your partner. But here's the good news: It's easy to learn how to be a true Head Mistress. I'm going to tell you exactly how. It doesn't matter what setting you choose, you can be home in bed or parked on Garfield, but seek whatever level of privacy you need to feel relaxed and sexy. Let's assume you're with a man you like and you know he'd love to have a good blow job right about now. Slide down on the floor between his legs and open his fly. Reach in and touch his dick

Sex Game
subject: SEX GAME post date: 2007-09-03 12:17:25 views: comments: ratings: SEX GAME!! This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe

Wooohooo!!!
OK I HAVE SUM FRIENDS THAT JOINED AND THEY NEED HELP LEVELING SO THEY CAN ADD MORE PICS. THEY AT THEIR LIMIT FOR ADDING PICS AND ARE TRYING TO BUILD UP STASH. ~~ SO GO FAN,ADD,RATE,COMMENT PLEASE ~~ milkeywaycp@ fubar THANKS SO MUCH !!! Y'ALL ROCK !! **PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY "BOSSLADYWITDASEXXXYEYEZ*

Top 10 Signs You Might Be A Zombie
Top 10 Signs You Might Be a Zombie By James A. on August 9th, 2007 10. On your dinner menu for the past 467 nights: Brains. 9. Your dream woman? Anna Nicole Smith, post mortem. 8. You’re up all night moaning and drinking blood (sorry, that’s a sign you’re Billy Bob Thornton). 7. Your day job for the past four years: Pounding on the back door of an isolated farm house. 6. Your parents named you Uuuuhhhhhnnn. 5. You often say to your wife: “You know what would go really well with this pasta? Flesh of the living!” 4. You’re attracted to women with exposed spleens. 3. You enjoy playing such British Invasion tunes as “She’s Not There” and “Time of the Season” (sorry again, that’s a sign you’re a member of the 1960s band The Zombies). 2. Your second biggest pet peeve: Your right arm falls off whenever you try to masturbate. 1. Your biggest pet peeve: Your penis fell off two years ago.

What Is Love{some Really Need To Learn This)
Love is a slow kiss goodnight. It's anticipation. Love is flirting outrageously and still remembering that the person at your side is not obligated to do anything. It's respect. Love is an imperfection in yourself not bothering you. It's acceptance. Love is passing up an opportunity because the time isn't right yet. It's patience. Love is a back massage that starts above the hairline and ends around the insoles. It's exploration. Love is not having to say "Let's make love," because you know what the other person wants. It's understanding. Love is being given an honest chance to say no when you thought you were committed. It's consideration. Love is both of you remembering protection. It's responsibility. Love is saying the perfect phrase to make a solemn embrace dissolve into giggles. It's humor. Love is being told "Stop and I'll kill you". It's desire. Love is reviewing the damage to your living room and realizing personal effects are stre

Fucking You For The First Time
I'm standing outside your door. It's the anticipation that's keeping me from knocking. How will it be when we finally meet? We've been waiting for this day. We've both been wanting it so much. I suck in my breath and let it our slowly. I knock and wait. It seems like ages, time has stood still. I hear the doorknob turn and watch the door swing open. There you are. I step into the room. No words are spoken. The tension between us is too much. I step forward and kiss you, hard. You return the kiss, passionately. I hear you swing the door shut behind me. My hands are all over you. It's too much and not enough. Your hands are in my hair, around the back of my neck pulling me to you. I let go just long enough to shed my coat. My hands are back on you. I need you. I push you back against the wall behind us, hard. You groan into my mouth. My hands move to your shirt. They wander underneath, up and over your chest. Your skin feels so good. I feel your hands under my sweater, moving up my

My Friend Sent Me This.....
My Dear friend, 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the bitch/bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you got laid really good and are happy. 4. When you are scared - I will be your protector. I will rag on you about it every chance I get until your fears are gone. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use small words and help you understand. 7. When you are sick, I will give you the best medical advice and medicine that I have, but stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your ass, and then help you up to get you going. This is my oath...... I pledge it 'til the end. Why, you may ask, because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend w

The 11 F-yous Of Fubar (this Cracks Me Up) Lol
The 11 fuck yous of fubar Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHT BULLETINS ON FUBAR. ITS NOT LIKE MYSPACE IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE, DUMBASS. Fuck You number TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number THREE Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you felt the pictures were ugly, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FOUR NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FIVE Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top Friends'. Who cares?!? ITS FUBAR!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number SIX Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send

Why Me?
I am getting so aggrevated. So many childish people spreading lies. Why does God let people act the way they do? Why are there so many ignorant people in this world? Why are there so many hyprocrits that try to make you feel like a hyprocrit when you are not one? Why are so many people two faced? Why do so many people backstab good people? Why do so many people hate innocent people that did nothing wrong? I am a very sweet, nice and honest person and all I ever get is being shit on by almost everyone. Why? I try to do good for everyone and get nothing but crap back. I just don't understand it. I try to be flexible with situation and when I do I get crapped on by people and then told lies about me. When I am not flexiable I get excused of being a witch and lied about. I have no clue what I can do to stop the hyprocrital, ignorant, dishonest people. I have always been told that if someone accuses you of something that they usually are the ones doing it, but how can you pro

Any Takers?
OK I'M THINKING ABOUT ENTERING A CONTEST FOR A ONE MONTH VIC AND ONE MONTH BLAST NEED 30,000 COMMENTS. I NEED FAITHFUL BOMBERS CUZ I NEED TO HAVE SO MANY PER WEEK !!! SO IF UR INTERESTED LEMME KNOW !! IF NOT IT'S ALL GOOD. ** THANK YOU IN ADVANCE ** XOXO

Methamphetamine And Cheetos: A Wicked Combination
Somehow, I always find interesting news items. This one just chilled me to my inner core. I can't sleep because of this. It was your typical day in Des Moines Iowa. Birds were chirping, citizens were randomly breaking out in song and dance, and everything just seemed so hunky dory. Yet, one resident of Des Moines wasn't having any of it. He was tired of the chirping. The birds kept him up at night with their bird songs. They never seemed to get tired. He also hated how people would randomly sing and start a seemingly choreographed dance routine. He was once kicked from his bicycle by riding to close to one of these random show tunes. The resident was a young man. He could no longer handle the stress of a perfect place. He didn't like perfect. Yet he couldn't escape it. The young man turned to drugs instead to help him forget this perfect place. The young man's father was livid about the drug use. He wouldn't let his son ruin this happy town with his drugs and rock-n-roll.

Clan Lupic Chain Of Command ( Copyed From Alpha Wolf Pup)
Darkest Greetings My wolens This is your Alpha speaking and I would like you all to know the new chain of command for the clan and also the new ranking system! firstly we shall start with the ranking system! Alpha = WolfiePuP Beta = Wolfies discretion Lycan Warrior/Recruiter =Level 1 Lycan Diplomat = Level 2 Lycan Soldier = Level 3 PureBlood = Level 4 TrueBlood = Level 5 Youngblood = level 6 now as you can see there is a new style of ranking in the clan!... now I have no Beta yet but this will be a female and I am only adding this as with all clans there must be a female and male aspect! but I alone will hold all authority! lol.... now as you can see Level 1 has two options! now the Recruiter option is only available to those who show great dedication and serves to the clan! and Level 2 Diplomat they are only chosen from those ho have shown great honour and detachment from Drama and stalker problems as you can guess diplomats will be the ones to talk to ot

What Is An Orgasm?
Hey... I have a question for you all out there...it was asked of me and I was at a loss of words..*giggles*..yes I know hard to believe..but very true... Someone came to me and asked what is an orgasm? Can you say brain freeze of the nth degree? Yup... I mean I know what it is ...and I know what causes said things to occur... But damn...how do you explain what it is really? I mean there is the technical cold sterile way of describing it .. But..even as I said it in that way ..it left me with a...yuck feeling..if you know what I mean...so I have a lil wee challenge for you all... Sooo...Tell me..describe to me... what is an orgasm? ..creativity is a must..and no points deducted for spelling and grammar and all..nope..I just want to know...

World Internet Main Event
World Internet Main Event World Internet Main Event - San Francisco On September 13, 14, 15 and 16, 2007 Imagine... being able to generate money online, at the touch of a button. Imagine that you have a system that allows you to operate your business from virtually anywhere in the world. Imagine a system that automates your business so you can walk away, go on a vacation or business trip... and money rolls in even while you're gone. Is it possible? You bet it is. Just like so many of our students and fellow experts who have built businesses just like it in their own areas, industries, and niches. And you can do it too - even if you're clueless about computers and technology. We have taught people all across the world to do what we do. Now it's your turn to experience 4 full days that will explode your mind %u2026 and your bank account. world internet main event, internet main event, internet marketing, online marketing, fusion power world internet main eve

Hahahah...idiot
Some idiot tried to call me out...we had a pleasant little SB convo...sorry I missed the beginning of it. First person I've had a discussion like this with, so I thought I'd share. He was trying to stick up for someone who posted a "lime pepsi vs summer pepsi" bullshit non-mumm. As always, bottom to top ->The Mogul: Oh, I'm not into gay porn...thanks The Mogul: peace The Mogul: keep bein an unhappy lil man... I've got money to make, keep workin for guys like me fool The Mogul: right... and that's why you're you, and that's why I'm me ->The Mogul: fuck yeah. I beat that little bastard with a tire iron. little fucking thing The Mogul: Im sure you smack your dog around too The Mogul: beatin up on the weak and young isn't? ->The Mogul: only in your own feeble little mind The Mogul: so now you're stupid too The Mogul: any manchild that derives fun from being a mumm nazi should be ->The Mogul: I'm not embarrased The Mogul: lol right The Mogul: givin you a taste of your own m

Never Again
Never again will I trust someone without reason Or count on someone who will not be there Never again will I give away my heart And let it be broken by a nameless wonder Never again will I let my dreams carry me away To a world beyond reality Never again will I let someone get to know me inside and out But hide myself from everyone Never again will anyone see me for someone else But they will see me for me Never again will i be judged for what I'm not But be accepted for what I am Never Again!

Woooooot
As of 2morow i will be in washington with my fiance if you wish to stay in contact hit me on here in my sb or on this blog and ask for my new yahoo and i will give it to you and we can talk that way this does not mean i will not be back on fubar cause i will be back just going to take a day or 2 away to be with my baby so hit me 2 nite and i will give you the address asap Thank You ~Lost In The Dark~

Salutes!!!!
(Ok here is something new) (Lets see what happens)(Sexy Salutes. Id love to get some sexy salutes. For what i mean is, Take a sexy photo with my name posted, Id do the same in return, Lets see if I get any :P )

Gothic Rose Sfw Seductive Pic Contest
WwW.SparkleTags.Com A friend of mine is in the Most Seductive SFW pic contest. Please stop by and show her some love. She does so much and is always there for others. Gothic Rose WwW.SparkleTags.Com

Immaturity
There are some very good examples of immaturity on this site. It is amazing when you think that the people on here are supposed to be adults. A little back ground. I have met a wonderful lady on here. We met under very unusual circumstances and have had a little difficulty in what we are trying to develope. Each one of us has some issues that have to be dealt with (mine is a soon to be ex wife). I Love her and have given her my heart but because of the difficulties that she was going through and my personal situation I messed things up a little. Now I understand that she has a lot of men who desire her. She is very attractive and is a wonderful lady so it is to be expected. I am not jealous of that. There is one particular guy, though, who wanted to make it a challenge, His name is Patrick. I do not consider her to be a trophy and will not play to his game but he is persistent in trying to goad me. At first, because he was visiting my page all the time, I thought maybe he

Observations About New England
Or at least the Boston area. I've noticed that there are just a certain number of names that everyone uses for their children here. For Boys, there's: Steve, John, Paul, Michael, David, and Robert Unless you are Greek, then its : George & Nick For Girls, there's: Mary, Jennifer, Stephanie and Laura If you are Greek or Italian, then there's Marie With those names you pretty much cover at least 80% those that live here. If you have a name other than those, most likely you moved here from somewhere else.

Ims
you know it's sad to say that so many people ask for a personal im and when you give it to them the first thing they ask you is to Cam or if you want to do something naughty.. im a nice person and i have my days when yes i like to play but come on people stop being so shallow there are more important things then sex. Yes its good and its great and has its place but a lot of things in life that are important, like raising children have nothing to do with sex. I like making new friends but this phenomon is really making me think twice about giving people my yahoo im. So a word to the wise about me. Read my profile it does contain some information and wow go figure you might learn somethings about me. If you ask me anything about sex in our first im you will be ignored from there out so there's your warning.

Top 'o The Day To All
I just wanted to thank you all again for the love and support you have shown me on my page, you my friends rock, I love you all. I know I am full of sarcasm but I still have love for you peeps . I am just me nothing more nothing less. I just like to have fun ,I am harmless really until you really do something to tiss me off then look out lol . I would like to take this time to once again welcome the new comers on to my page, ty for taking interest at least for a bit lol. I am hoping you enjoy your stay in my sarcastic establishments in my own little world of fu land I have really enjoyed talking to you all and experiencing friendship , I love ya all like a fat chick loves cake muahhhhhhhh. This part goes out to my loving fu husband on here and my real life fiance, Cyntronics baby I love you loads babes, You have given me a new out look on life and given me a reason to keep striving to be who I want to be, I owe you my life for you have saved mine, I will forever be

Burning Question
The burning question rests upon my lips... Would you offer your throat to the wolf? Do you secretly burn to bear it's mark? Has your heart ached to feed it's soul? Do you hunger to surrender your flesh? Do you know how hungry I am for you? Would you offer your body to the beast? Do you ache inside with a need to tame it? Have you ever dreamed of being mine? Can you conquer your fears and claim it? Would you offer your throat to the wolf?

Myself
Sometimez, I sit alone..And look deep into my soul..And I stare at down at something..That's very outta control..Tolerence at zero..Emotions dead and gone..If indo was a pebble then consider me a stone..Patience low I rest to go I got's to get ahead...Motherfuck these hoes and I impose I got to get my bread..The streets say nothing nice..They quit it like the idus..And everybody dippin seein..who can get the highest..Now check this out without a doubt..And about to come fresher...And about that cab..And protect that ass..Don't panic under pressure....My stabbin like a whip..Or better an alligator..temper going up and down..Like a fucking elevator..bitch I want it now...Don't give me no delays..My hustlin got me trippin..Listen from my ike turner ways...Man this life is real..No time to be an actor..And i'll play no man..let me know...it's called the stress factor I want to grow old..have a kid and a place to sleep..A down ass wife..And when I die i'll rest in peace...But man that's

Sept 11 2001
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A Few Questions
okay first off, im in a lot of pain because my back is killing me on my upper right side and it hurts bad, like even when i breathe okay first off why do the guys who claim to not play games and want an honest woman, the biggest bullshit artists? i always liked the guys who were considered to finish last, the ones women only wanted as friends, but they have seemed to play me the most i would love it if someone gave me an answer, and to those guys who are full of shit, please remove that crap from your profile because you are a bigger liar than anyone thanks guys

The Contents Of Q
The Contents of Q The purpose of this page is to lay out for comparison various outlines of Q that are provided by contemporary scholars. The following books are currently represented in this study. Richard A. Edwards, A Theology of Q: Eschatology, Prophecy, and Wisdom (Philadelphia, PA: Fortress Press 1976). Robert J. Miller, ed., The Complete Gospels: Annotated Scholars Version (Sonoma, CA: Polebridge Press 1992). Burton L. Mack, The Lost Gospel: The Book of Q & Christian Origins (San Francisco, CA: HarperCollins 1993). John S. Kloppenborg Verbin, Excavating Q: The History and Setting of the Sayings Gospel (Minneapolis, MN: Fortress Press 2000). -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [This table is quoted from A Theology of Q, pp. xi-xiii.] Title Matthew Mark Luke The Preaching of John 3:7-10 3:11-12 1:7-8 3:7-9 3:15-18 Temptations 4:1-11 4:1-13 Beatitudes 5:3-12 6:20b-23 Love of Enemies 5:38-48 7:12 6:

Chucky Vs. Leprechaun
My name is Andy Barclay for as long as i can remember i have been hunted by Chucky a Good Guy doll Possessed By Charles Lee Ray the infamous Lakeshore Strangler i first got the doll for my sixth birthday and ever since then i have been in fear for my life what i am about to tell you might seem farfetched but i assure you it is the complete truth After the incident involving Chucky at the millitary school that I attended at the time i decided to drop out and travel the world (little did i know Chucky had some how survived and was hot on my trail) one Day as i was walking trough the redwoods of california i came across a black cast-iron pot intruiged i looked inside and to my surprise it was full of gold i thought it was my lucky day so i took as much of the Gold as i could carry, I went to a motel 6 in the town of Eureka I paid in gold for the room and i went to bed at about 1am i was awakened by the sound of a horrible scream i bolted out of bed blinking the sleep from my eyes runn

Wake Up
Sometimes it feels like, I am living another mans life. My nights dreamless empty shells, I wake up dreaming. Presenting to the world, spiderweb memories pieced together. Painted with a happy face, to fool the people that I meet. I try to fit together pieces, a shattered life. Every piece of shattered dreams I touch fractures, I wake up dreaming. When I close my eyes, her face fills my mind. When I picture that perfect life, I hear her whisper in my ear. Days trundle by in a hazy waltz, dancing to numb tunes from far off. I have no dreams left that are my own, I wake up dreaming.

People Are Way Too Sensitive Or Something!
I saw in a bulletin last week about how they removed the "Dirty Weeds" and the "Hater Ade" from the gifts. I guess people were getting their feelings hurt. Now I see a MuMM about how they also removed the Clue and Fubar for Dummies. Why do people take things so seriously? No one seems to have a sense of humor anymore. At the rate they are removing stuff, by next week, there won't be any interesting Gifts left. People need to get a grip and calm the Hell down.

My Gift To You
I give you my heart, mind, body and soul For it is your love that makes me whole. I give to you each breath that I take, And every tear that I cry, I give you this promise that I will never break, I promise to remain faithful and never leave your side. I give you the world so choose anything, I give you my undying love along with this ring. I give you a life free from pain, worry and strife, I give you my heart and a chance to be my wife. I give you this kiss to say, "I promise to love you and cherish you forever and always." I trust that you believe that what im saying is true, Because today is the day that I give my heart to you. So close your eyes and take my hands, Let me give you a life of love and romance. Allow me to be all that you want and need, Allow me to give my gift to you, My gift to you is... ME!!

Foundrymusic Interview: Adult Video Starlet Gina Lynn
Unless you've been living under a rock, or have a severe aversion to seeing naked women (and let's face it, if you DID, you sure as shit wouldn't be HERE), you know who GINA LYNN is. The young lady with the Puerto Rican and Italian blood coarsing through her veins spent her formative years in New Jersey ("she's from Jersey? I'M FROM JERSEY!!!) before launching her adult video career. You may have seen her in EMINEM's video for "Superman", or you might have caught a glimpse of her in the film Analyze That. Lastly, she made a number of appearances as a Bada-Bing girl in The Sopranos. Now, she's even got her own monster truck, as well as her own video company Gina Lynn Productions. She's a powerhouse, a jack of all trades, a rennaisance woman...and she was nice enough to answer our dopey shit. Ladies and Gents... our interview with the lovely GINA LYNN begins...now: DEMONCOW: What gives you goosebumps? Gina Lynn: When I get kissed on the back of my neck. DEMONCOW: Name a hid

Vip!
I am really gutted this morning as tried to buy VIP but only accepts credit card and as I dont own one I guess it's tough monkey nuts! But what has really annoyed me is I just done a repost of a sticky bulletin and it gave the option of using paypal if it didnt go through, so why cant I use paypal to buy VIP? It's not fair sob sob, can you tell i'm feeling very sorry for myself!

Where Were You When 9-11 Happened
Where were you on 9-11-01? I was on the bus going into college that morning (seeing the 2nd plane going in) and walking 10 blocks to my college only to find my lounge area looking like a triage zone. This was going to be day from hell. I tried to help those who needed it. And I tried to get some guy who was there who worked the food area to get some assistance for me. My friend grabbed me by the arm and pulled me into a room where the TV was. This room could fit 30 people tops, that day we were 100 or more watching the towers crumble. I knew the day was going to get worse. That day from where my college is located (Central Park) to where the Brooklyn Bridge is (a couple blocks away from City Hall) and over the bridge. Non stop. Was a hike and a 1/2. No cell service, nothing. Mind you my day started at 8:00am, my day ended with me stepping foot in my house at 7:40 Walking over that bridge you could smell burned bodies and death. A day Id like to forget ** A family frie

To Watch Over Me
Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong To this moment to my dreams So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me It doesn't matter what people say And it doesn't matter how long it takes Believe in yourself and

Seeking Bombers
Lord Wolf Founder Kingdom of Wolves FTW Lost Goth,Master Morpher,Fu Wife Lord Wolf,Royal Elite Bomber,K.O.W Desireme4u...Platoon Leader K.O.W. boogies momma~ ¢¾ ~Platoon Leader Kingdom Of Wolves~ ¢¾ ~ please fan b4 add chrisgrl41~ADVISOR TO L.W~K.O.W.BOMBERS Kingdom of Wolves is Seeking Experienced Bombers.Are you Bombing for a Family?Do you Feel you Bust Ass but get no Appreciation for your Efforts.Then come Join the Kingdom of Wolves.I'm Seeking 2 more Platoon Leaders.Be a Royal Elite an have your own Elite Crew.All members u sign to K.O.W will be your Bombers. You will Take Direction From myself Lord Wolf,2nd in Command FTW Lost Goth or chrisgrl41.Requirement Read Blogs Daily,for Assignments.

Spelunking
Ok so the following is something that had to be filled out by two people who are close to me, it is a self-inventory worksheet that i had to have these people do for one of my classes at college....The following are the questions that were givien to one of my closest friends Rob Pede, his answers are listed as well...now keep in mind that he did not take this very seriously lol...enjoy.. Please answer the following questions about: Katie Stang My relationship to this person is: Lover descriptors, describe this personin the following four areas of self using specific words, phrases or sentances.. Mental(abilities, prefered ways of learning, attitude or mental outlook) : She can blow shit up with her mind, Osmosis, Great outlook on life, very optimistic. Physical(apperance,

Angels
Angels Comes Into our lifes To teach us a lesson About the powers of love. They whispered to you, There are so many things For us to understand. About the powers of love, And all it can do, To someone who needs To share it with you. A kind word, A kind smile on your face, Can make someone's life, A much brighter place. It doesn't take much, To show someone you care, To give them the love, God gave you to share. So please keep in mind, All the powers you possess, To grace someone's life, When they're in distress.

A Kiss In The Rain
To kiss in the rain is every little girls dream! It's the perfect ending to a fairy tale story! Just to stand in the pouring rain and as he is stands there waiting for the kiss goodnight, With his head down faced to the ground. With you faced to your door, playing with your keys, thinking what it would be like. To just to turn around walk out in the pouring rain,and just to feel those first drops of rain hit your body, Then to just run you fingers, through his now soaked hair, and look in to his eyes, how perfect they are, you can just read them like a book! Then you just kiss him, the best kiss you will ever have, the one kiss that you deserve. In your head you can just hear the rain The end to the perfect date, To the perfect life, the perfect Fairy tale ending!

First Time Rush Concert Experience.....
Saturday night I had the pleasure of seeing the band Rush in concert for the first time. To say it was a truly spiritual experience for me is not even doing it the total justice it deserves. It was AMAZING and as near to NIRVANA as I have been. Though I enjoy several different forms of music, I am a huge fan of drummers - power drummers to be more exact. It amazes me the skill it takes to play the drums well and since one of my best friends is a drummer - I have been fortunate enough to be able to watch a skilled drummer behind the variety of drums, cymbals, cow bells, etc. and no matter how many times I watch the drums being played - it still truly captivates me. I was pleasantly surprised when my friends and I arrived at our seats to find that I was directly in front of the drum kit though several rows back but close enough to see clearly without squinting. I told my best buddy John (who is the drummer I speak of above) that I will never be able to go to another Rush concert wi

Shotgun Momma
yea i know how ya feel musta been really hard to know exactly where i was coming from and as i write this down you find it hard to deal with i think surprise was all you had left it was a shotgun momma that took you by suprise you never saw it comin you never saw it comin it was a shotgun momma that's made you lay down you never saw it comin you never saw it comin you might feel some distaste thats normal i assure you i've felt it for years and i feel i've outgrown you times layin down beside me and we agree we're glad to have known you it was a shotgun momma that put tears in your eyes you never saw it comin and you never stopped runnin it was a shotgun momma made you realize i was off and gunnin you never saw it comin metalwolf music ©

Some Short Dirty One Liners Jokes
Q. Do you know what the square root of 69 is? A. Ate something. (8.xxxxxxx....) Q. But do you know what 6.9 is? A. A good thing screwed up by a period. Q. Did you hear about the new "morning after" pill for men? A. It changes their blood type. Q. What do Lifesavers do that a man can't? A. Come in eight flavors. Q. What do cow pies and cowgirls have in common? A. The older they get the easier they are to pick up. Q. How can you tell a Sumo wrestler from a feminist? A. A Sumo wrestler shaves his legs. Q. What's six inches long that women love? A. Folding money. Q. What is the difference between erotic and kinky? A. Erotic is using a feather....kinky is using the whole chicken. Q. What is the difference between Michael Jackson and a grocery bag? A. One is made of plastic and is dangerous for children to play with.... the other is used to carry groceries. Q. What is the new gay website address? A. c : enter ### (see colon enter pound

A Classic French-style Omelet
Wolfgang Puck It all goes so quickly that you can easily make the omelets one at a time, as they should be. Each time, you'll come closer to mastering the technique. But don't worry if you make a mistake: It will still taste delicious. And besides, you won't have a famous chef waiting to judge your work. Ingredients 2 or 3 large eggs 1/8 tsp. Kosher salt Freshly ground black pepper 1 Tbs. extra-virgin olive oil, if using an omelet pan without a nonstick coating 1 Tbs. unsalted butter Directions Heat an 8- or 10-inch omelet pan, preferably nonstick, over medium-high heat. While the pan is heating, break the eggs into a mixing bowl. Add the salt and a pinch of pepper. With a wire whisk, briskly beat the eggs until frothy. Carefully hold your palm about 1 inch above the cooking surface of the pan. If you can feel the heat from the pan, it is ready for cooking. If using a pan without a nonstick coating, add the olive oil. Once the oil is hot enough to swirl easily, careful

Pleasure
Pleasure Then a hermit, who visited the city once a year, came forth and said, "Speak to us of Pleasure." And he answered, saying: Pleasure is a freedom song, But it is not freedom. It is the blossoming of your desires, But it is not their fruit. It is a depth calling unto a height, But it is not the deep nor the high. It is the caged taking wing, But it is not space encompassed. Ay, in very truth, pleasure is a freedom-song. And I fain would have you sing it with fullness of heart; yet I would not have you lose your hearts in the singing. Some of your youth seek pleasure as if it were all, and they are judged and rebuked. I would not judge nor rebuke them. I would have them seek. For they shall find pleasure, but not her alone: Seven are her sisters, and the least of them is more beautiful than pleasure. Have you not heard of the man who was digging in the earth for roots and found a treasure? And some of your elders remember pleas

Learned One Word Not To Post
FEEDINGTHEDESIRE Had my Mumm deleted today. I do not care. Anyhow... pissed off might be a bad thing to say............ lol. Enjoy your day. I fell into the ranking again today... lmao Have a great evening all!

9/11 Trucker
Have you heard about the trucker who has painted his cab and trailer with the names of all those who lost their lives in 9/11 ? The trucker's name is John Holmgren from Shafer, Minn. He has been "pulled over" numerous times just so the troopers can get their picture taken with the truck. (scroll down to see the pictures) KEEP THIS GOING SO ALL CAN SEE. (repost of original by 'cutestlittleangel- Member of the Hug_Brigade- My Fubar Hubby is Joe Blow' on '2007-09-13 15:46:46') (repost of original by 'WolfEagle1499™' on '2007-09-13 19:14:21')

If It Weren't For Bad News...there Would Be No News At All
My gosh, does it seem like now days that the storms do more damage then in the past? Humberto, and who named that one? Fidel? No big deal…Good Morning to all those who have power in Texas and to those who don’t I truly hope it will be restored soon. Sitting water and 85 – 100 temps with no power to speak of means humid, nasty air. Hurricanes have no weakness except to destroy things in their path. You know, modern as we are today with Doppler radar forecasting guru’s and enough warning so people could move to Alaska, we still have people who stay in harms way and think, hope is more like it that the storm will not get them. It will pass by them without any effect… Yeah I know, people do not wish to leave their possessions. I understand that. I also understand you can’t take everything you own with you…I guess it is a catch 22. You know…I have heard that saying many times before and have used it myself and I truly have no idea what the hell it means other then you are damned if you do a

Ooooooomfg
i had over onethou friends now down to 484 of em.....still ain't done cleanin out list but close enough for now.........why is it peeps waste u'r time to add ya as a friend but don't bloody well talk to ya read blogs or bulletins and wtf who cares about points....I'm so sick of fake ass mother F***ers that say they u'r friends just for a few measily points..

Leaving On A Jet Plane
Friends of Fubar. Just letting all know that while I've enjoyed your company (you have given me words of encouragement) that I will be closing my account here shortly BUT will have a myspace page. For those of you interested just send me an email here and I'll send the link to it. Much love and happiness to all. -Cheryl

Indeed Good Guys Finish Last
Well I had some time to reflect on some recent events that have occurred to me a the last few weeks. I was involved in a relationship for a short time, and like everything it seemed like things were heading in the right direction, however things suddenly turned sour. I wish I had some more enticing details but im still searching through the rubble of this perpetual mess. It was about a week ago that me and this individual were having a discussion about how I can assist her in turning her life around. One of the things she mentioned was her desire to go to beauty school, I said to her listen “Im happy about the progress you made in the past weeks, and I will support you in everything you want”. She was in a bit of a financial bind, and she asked if she can barrow money to register for her school, in addition to this I co-signed what appeared to be a loan for her school. She seemed extremely happy about this and thanked me. The next day (Thursday) I tried to call her and no answe

Life's Little Cares....
life's little cares arent so little. ive learned thats its the "little" things of this life, simple daily things or areas that seem so tedious, but are in fact some of the most important. I used to look at love as this huge force of sweeping passion, but in reality it is so much more than that. Ive waited on things in my life that i thought were going to come in a huge "monumental" way, but found out that, when you wait for the greatest things in life....they in fact are right under your nose, its the what and how your seeing it that is the difference....the difference between wasting valuable time or using it up wisely...esspecially for the sake of others. WOW, what a slammer, if you dont know its right in front of you or just what to look for. I have a family, boy, that can be a disaster if overlooked, and im guilty of this. Ive been realizing that the things ive been looking for dont always come in a "big" way. we can treat life like one big birthday present, always wanting to open

Being Different Is What Makes Us The Same.... ;-)
He felt frightened at being different from his brothers and sisters. It scared him to be different. --E. B. White How ugly and wrong it makes us feel to be different: to be tall when others are short, slow when others are fast, black when others are white. The miracle, and paradox, is that everyone is different - and that is what makes us all the same. When we think honestly about the people we admire - friends, sports heroes, actors, musicians, parents, teachers, employers - we know that all of them, as human beings, not heroes, have felt out of place in their lives, probably many times. Believing we are alone or different cuts us off from others. Climbing over that protective wall of "differentness" is scary, but it is guaranteed to set us free. How can I let go of my "differentness" today?

Puzzle
~You hate, We hate~ ~You lie, we frown~ ~A pain~ ~Whos pain~ ~What shame~ ~The shame~ ~Fame?~ ~No way~ ~Sorry~ ~Your lame~ ~~Can you~ ~Hell no~ ~Bye~ ~Go away~ ~No way?~ ~Oh well~ ~Your loss~ ~How fake~ ~Yes fake~ ~Go play~ ~Its tame~ ~Go~ ~Run off~ ~Poser~ ~Yes you heard~ ~Now shoo~ ~Grow Up~ ~Stop Crying~ ~Looser~

Better Things
It continues on and on everyday You cant make them believe no matter how hard you try I think about those days, the days that have harmed my soul Yet I dont know the truth about why this was done to me I do not envy, I do not regret I stood there and defended my right, my reputation, and my body from harm No matter how hard they try, this warrior will bot budge Try to break my armor with a rock, it will get you no where One day I will rise, rise higher than you'll ever be able to I will rise to the sky and become one known by the evil Known as the protector of the innocent I will slay the demons and the hell on this earth I will help those in need and become more superior than ever Try to harm me with your nasty words and childish behavior I can't help you see the truth because your lies hide it Its a shame, but no longer will I care I take this time to tell you You are no longer a bother in my life Demons are gone, sin is gone Now what awaits me is a true and beaut

To Everbody #2
Hey Everybody it's me again ok time to set something straight i am in Australia and yet people think just because someone is in a another country that they will be online all the time some people might be in different time zones so if i amonline on this site i am awake and if i have different online status set on here it means i am online and i will speak to you if you happen to be online as well i respect the fact that people are in other countries ie America the united kingdom etc so i say to people please be patient and understand that we're online at our own time zonesand even if i am offline and it says i am online i will get back to you when i get out of bed so i say if you see me online and i don't answer you straight away it means that i am asleep and will get back to you as soon as possible i hope this clears things up people from Bruce