as my pregnancy comes closer to an end im starting to miss my ex boyfriend more than ever now.
because of all the problems we had now he wont be there when his baby is born, before we started having problems our relationship was perfect.
we were happy, we worked together as a team, we understood eachother.
then he started acting weird after i got pregnant his mood changed, i started to blame it on him not taking his meds but i wasnt able to keep track of whether or not he was taking all of them.
and now im starting to realize how good our relationship was and i miss that, i mean what guy would cook breakfast in bed for his girlfriend, or sit with her when shes recovering from getting her wisdom teeth pulled, or bring her to the er if she has an allergic reaction even if he hates hospitals?
who would buy their girlfriend flowers for no reason, or bring their girlfriend's son out while they ran errands just so their girlfriend could have 2 seconds alone to shower and eat.
he used to bring him to the playground and go on the slides with him, or buy him clothes if he out grew the stuff i had.
or buy him special food.
i miss him.
and if he reads this i want him to know that i really wish we could work things out i have a feeling it would work out for us.
well i have to go for now my son needs me and i need to get laundry done.
