exit the womb
see yourself for the first time
mommy, nurses, the doctor
daddy?
where are you
thats not daddy
barely with my eyes open
crying
mommy thats not daddy
I should know
that guy shoots blanks
daddy is dead isn't he
not literally
just a dead beat
asleep on some couch
fucked up on coke
its 6 pm
he should be awake now
smile mommy
I'm going to ruin your life
You overlooked me for 6 months
stayed up on coke
drowned me
or tried too
you carried me, miscarried
If I had survived. . .
I'd drip boiling oil
over your face
smell the burning flesh
let it eat you like acid
then I'd pull a knife
slowly 1000 cuts
bleeding slowly
feel your wretched soul
burn in my agony
