I’m letting go of what I once held onto
My grip is getting weak and it’s long overdue
What was the reason for waiting so long
When did the obsession get so strong
...
I was kind of going crazy but now I’m sane
No more mercy, tears, pleasure, or pain
No more feelings about loving you that way
Because feelings of hate won’t go away
I hate you with every thing but my heart
It’s still breaking, cracking, falling apart
I can’t go back to the way it used to be
When I thought you were thinking of me
But you could fall and wanted to stay friends
And now I cry as that friendship ends
See it wouldn’t so bad if you would just say
How you feel instead of pushing me away
If only I knew if a should hold on longer
Because if there is a chance I would be stronger
