Here I am once again
down and depressed
writing to you as I'm dying slowly inside of me.
You came back to my thoughts.
I thought you were gone but I was wrong.
You have been in my thoughts again.
I've been thinking of you these past 2 days.
Right now I feel I can only turn to you.
You're the only one that can solve my problems.
You're the only one who can help me
and make all my pain go away.
Oh Suicide, what shall I do ?
I,m so depressed and always thinking of Death
even though I'm scared of it.
I'm so fed up of everything going on in my life.
I want to live but I'm just not able too.
I'm too weak.
I'm not strong.
The pain has taken over me.
I've failed myself again.
I'm fed up of crying.
Fed up of trying and to be happy.
I keep my head real low
so no one can see the pain that shows.
There's nothing left for me to do.
The game of life is hard to play but I'm gonna lose it anyway*
Oh Suicide, what shall I do ?
You're the only one I can turn too.
