I find resolution.
I can pay off 130 but i still have to borrow another 30 bones so i can make everythign cool which means i will need an extra 10 to pad my account in case of another hit.
In all cases i will stil owe 160$ next month which still sucks ass but for now this one bill can be paid and my power won't get cut off.
i will be glad when next month gets here and most fo this crap is cut off and i will just have minimum things to pay so i can have some breathing room.
Starting with HBO and Showtime and probably even satelite as i only really need netflix and the net.