I'm feeling chatty tonight, but nobody is online to talk to, so I'm writing my third blog tongiht.
Masterbation is nice, but I normally find that it's too much work. From being around guys all my life, I've gathered that guys can just masterbate and ejaculate whenever they want with no real problem.
For me I have to get in the mood. Spend time thinking about romantic and erotic things, before I start to get turned on. After I get turned on I can start touching myself to get harder, but that's all touching myself can do.
I know guys can materbate in the shower, and have no problems, but I can't really do that. When I start to get close to ejaculation, my legs no longer work, and I can't stand anymore, and on top of that, my hands stop to function properly, and I can't finish myself off.
In the end the only way I can do it is by laying in my bed, on my stomach, and move my waist, while thinking of romantic and erotic thoughts of girls I like. Afterword I feel guilty thinking about the girls I like, because I'm friends with them.
I like being different from other people, but this also makes things a bit harder for me, and it can be frustrating at times. All I want to do is masterbate without spending a lot of time to get warmed up, and it would be nice to be able to do it somewhere besides my bed, since I do have a roommate.
The only time I don't have to spend a lot of time getting warmed up is when I've been drinking, but I don't want to become an alcoholic just so I can masterbate when I want, and without any guilt.
