Fubar Blog Posts 2

Sometimes
Is there a place where one can go, where there wont be hurt n pain. A place to go where trust and truth live freely. Where kindness is a norm and not an exception? Where people care and want to help and not harm, hurt or maim. There are times when you feel pain so intense that you cannot breathe, when it seems blinding, endless and useless. Tears fall freely and they are of joy and not of hurt and pain. Love is a norm and given and taken freely and warmly. To find arms that will hold you in sharing happiness and not abuse and violence. Finding that place where life means something of value and not to be discarded as thrown trash. Respect is a given and not an exception, gradification is for all and not a select few who deem themselves more worthy. Such a place might never exisist, but one day find a small piece of it to call their own.

Something Hundred Year Old Drivers
If you cant see over the steering wheel & need to sit on like 4 phone books. DO NOT FREAKIN DRIVE. Ok i am driving down COunty line Rd & this little old lady about 2 hundred pulls up next to me & decides to get into my lane w/ me right thier. She can barely see over the sterring wheel No turn signal no nothing like my fruckin car doesnt exist almost takes off my front end. Is she trying to get over to turn into the shoppin center?? To turn down the street?? NOOOOO just wanted to take off the front of my car. THen she looks in the rearview like i did something wrong i am their giving her the 2 finger sulute. THe next day ANOTHER 3 hundrend year old lady sitting on Street rd to make a left, i pull up behind her cause i have to make a left thier & it is a trcky turn kinda , now u can fit half a bus in front of her to get to the light does the dumbass bitch pull up as my ass end is sticking out in traffic??? NOOOOO she just sits thier barely seeing over the sterring wheel AGA

Something Nice For A Change
I have only posted three blogs to date, and they were, for the most part, extensions of anger. Therefore, I thought I should write something nice, even though I really can't think of anything profound to write about that I have not already said in my columns. (I really must wonder whether or not anybody on CherryTap has ever taken the time to go to www.ainews.com and read any of my columns.) I suppose I will take the time to say that I have met some wonderful, caring, beautiful people here on CherryTap, many of whom make me appear to be a Neanderthal by comparision! Yes, I have come across the existence of a few cretins. Fortunately, for every one single jerk I have come across, I have met dozens of fabulous, wonderful people! In this day and age, it is always good to know that there are still some good hearted people out there. I take my hat off to all of you good people! For the small number of creeps and haters, you all know exactly where I will allow you to kiss me!

Some Kids Dont Deserve Kids
some women let her kid run rampint in the store he did about $80 -$100 worth of damage ran customers out of the store cause he was hitting there kids thru toys at my head while i tried to check ppl out and where was his mother at the other end of the store on her cell phone after she had been already told her son was damaging property and get this the mother is a former employee i realy dislike some ppl her kid almost went out the doors and the mother was clueless to bisy on the phone to notice my manger and i had to keep the kid from walking out how old was this child if he was more then 3 i would be surprised and the mothers punshement for doing all this was to take him out to icecream grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Something To Smile About!
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas >and says, "Seven Points." > >His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" > >The old man replied, "It's fart football." > >A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says, "Touchdown, tie score." > >After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. >I'm ahead 14 to 7" > >Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie >score." > >Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field >goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. > >He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat >is totally unacceptable, he gives it >everything he's got, and accidentally shits in the bed. > >The wife says, "What the hell was that?" > >The old man s ays, "Half time, switch sides"

Someone Somewhere Dreams
Someone somewhere dreams of your smile and while thinking of you thinks that life is worthwhile, So whenever you're lonely remember it's true someone somewhere is thinking of you... I hope this puts a smile on your face after you read it.

Someday...
Someday you’re gonna realize One day you’ll see this though my eyes By then I won’t even be there I’ll be happy somewhere Even if I cant I know you don’t really see my worth You think you’re the best guy on earth Well I’ve got news for you I know I’m not that strong But it won’t take long Won’t take long Someday someone’s gonna love me The way I wanted you to need me Someday someone’s gonna take your place One day I’ll forget about you you'll see i wont even miss you Someday someday Right now I know you can tell I’m down and I’m not doing well But one day these tears they will all run dry I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye

Some Of Why I Love You
Your my sun on a cloudy day You make all my problems go away When I need a friend You're there to guide me Your always right here Words can not say just how much you mean And I know you'll always be here for me Your my weakness and my strength You give me all it takes All it takes to say I love you with all my heart And you can never be replaced

Something That Iritates Me To No End
people who think the world owes them, fact is life is rough deal with it, some people just cant hack it and they bring the rest of us down with them, nobody owes you shit thanks and have a nice day

Sometimes I Wanna Kill Sometimes I Wanna Die Sometimes I Wanna Destroy Sometimes I Wanna Cry Sometimes I Could Get Even Sometimes I Could Give Up Some
Don't damn me When I speak a piece of my mind 'Cause silence isn't golden When I'm holding it inside 'Cause I've been where I have been An I've seen what I have seen I put the pen to the paper 'Cause it's all a part of me Be it a song or casual conversation To hold my tongue speaks Of quiet reservations Your words once heard They can place you in a faction My words may disturb But at least there's a reaction Sometimes I wanna kill Sometimes I wanna die Sometimes I wanna destroy Sometimes I wanna cry Sometimes I could get even Sometimes I could give up Sometimes I could give Sometimes I never give a fuck It's only for a while I hope you understand I never wanted this to happen Didn't want to be a man So I hid inside my world I took what I could find I cried when I was lonely I fell down when I was blind But don't damn me When I speak a piece of my mind 'Cause silence isn't golden When I'm holding it inside 'Cause I've been where I have been An

Something About Me...
few years back i was trying to think of a new nic for me. I had been low_noon forever. low_noon worked because i flew low under the radar and alawys straight with everyone.... times had changed. M A D H A T, plain and simple.... mad as hell and always got my hat!

Sometimes You Just Have To Laugh
I've never been a big fan or winter. In fact, I'd like it better if we could have the snow without the cold...lol. We've been under a lake effect snow warning for the last 24 hours or so, and you'd think if anything was going to go wrong that it would have happened last night, right? Wrong lol. First, I'm up about a half hour before the alarm was supposed to go off. I get online and my sweety is up early too. The schools are closed due to the weather so I decide to go over to Roo's early. The morning really did start off well. We have coffee and talk for a few, then its time to get ready for work. We were leaving a few minutes early because of the roads. As luck would have it I managed to get stuck...the road hadn't been plowed yet, I wonder if it'll be plowed by this afternoon...lol...and stayed stuck for 10 or 15 minutes (or so it seemed)..he's doing everything he can think of to get the car unstuck. Somewhere in all of this, he gets the idea to try and push my car with his

Someone Else
Someone else is watching Every time you look away Someone else is lonely Wishing I could stay Someone else holds me Whenever I need to cry Someone else just knows- He never asks me why Someone else is not afraid To tell me how he feels Someone else shows me The love you won't reveal Someone else is watching My whole world fall apart Someone else is stronger He won't let you break my heart. as09-17-01

Somethin I Worte
Dark.... From cloaks of midnight black tars becomes the resting place of falling stars Reduced to crystal shards that leave falling children nicked and scarred Pavements hard admist rasict cars of blue and white lights of fire and ice Fortune through small jars behind steel bars dieing to live?........no were dieing for LIFE!! Loss of sight for the have nots those who got and have nothing for what they have So as times are bad in the Valley of Darkness we dream of the light that we once had Hungry as dark wraiths accross our minds crushing our spines strangling the surface of sane thought Women fallen like lucifers angels sell thier spirts with thier bodys as thier frames are bought Abandoned buildings like haunted houses.......inside the place of the ghettos lost souls The hauntings of our streets as well......loss has killed thier warmth and left them lost in the cold Smell of burnt flames old spilled intoxicants staining cement paths of destruction Buildings slante

Something
This is my apology to you Hoping I can make u see I’m so sorry, so sorry I’m so sorry baby That I hurt u this way I never meant to make u feel this pain Oh no Inside I’m dying baby With out u here with me Knowing I can’t have u no more No more So I’m crying and bleeding Please baby stay with me Give me one more chance to make u see You are the only one for me All my love is yours All my trust is yours I just need u to believe in me I’m only human baby And I’m gonna make mistakes I’m just asking For a little bit of your understanding Put yourself In my shoes Cause u know boy I’m good woman to u I always stand by you To let you know that I can Cause I love you And I need you This is my apology to you Hoping I can make u see I’m so sorry So sorry I’m sorry for the things I’ve don You know u are the only one The only one who makes me feel this way inside Made a promise to stand by you Cause I’m so in love with you Please baby just hold me Please

Something Else
somethin I miss you I miss you It seems like yesterday We were chillin in the park Gettin blown away But you've been gon For so much longer I know you feel your heart gettin colder But press all And stay strong And even if they try to hold you down You can overcome this ray Believe me There will be better days But just remember I'll stand by your side It don't matter what your going through I'll always be here for you I'll always be here for you I miss you I miss you Not a day goes by That I don't wanna cry You're in my heart You're in my mind I miss you I miss you It's been so long Since i've seen your face Sometimes I'm afraid That the memories will fade Since you've been away It's not the same Since you've been away I'm not the same I miss you I miss you Not a day goes by That I don't wanna cry You're in my heart You're in my mind I miss you I miss you

Some Thoughts On Hell
SOME THOUGHTS ON HELL.. God recently remodeled hell. He replaced the flames of eternal damnation with a microwave. Now, instead of taking forever, His revenge is complete in seconds. (The only hard part is hanging on while the plate rotates.) - E.T.B.

Someday
Some day i will find a substitute for masturbation (which is not bad but i am sure i could find something to do and do it a little less) Someday i may also get laid again (good sex i am referring to and not somethng which is sex but only mediocre) I wonder if these two things will happen one after the other. Only time will tell on this one

Something Isnt Working!
OK SINCE I CHANGED MY ISP IVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS ON CT NOW THE ONLY THING I CAN DO IS POST BULLETINS AND BLOGS OH AND VIEW MY HOME PAGE.CANT EVEN READ MY COMMENTs! SO NEEDLESS TO SAY I DONT KNOW WHY ITS NOT WORKING.SO AS SOON AS I CAN GET SHIT BACK TO THE NORM, I HIT HITTINIG EVERYONE BACK WITH MAD LOVE! HAVE A KICK ASS WEEKEND EVERYONE, I KNOW I AM, CUZ I QUIT MY JOB AND I DONT HAVE TO BE UP EARLY! FUCK YA I ROCK! IM GONNA ROCK OUT THE NEXT MONTH TILL I EVEN THINK ABOUT LOOKING FOR ANOTHER JOB! SO FAR ITS NOT BEEN MY YEAR BUT I GOT A LONG WAYS TO GO YET! SHIT CAN ONLY GET BETTER NOW! LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL! BLESS UP! ONE!

Some Truths
Seeing as this is my blog and for the exception of a few friends no one that i see on a daily basis reads this or so i think at this point. So i decieded to open up and lay out some truths about me ( Chris ). Even thou i let my ego get the best of me at times i know the cold harsh reality of things at the same time. One of my favorite statements about myself that i am a sexy mother fucker. I say this one quite often but 90 % of the time do not actually believe. Those that know me well know that i see myself as just an average guy or less then average. Now i also must state that if some women look at men as i do women it is more then just looks that attract them even for the initial attraction. Yes i am admitting to the fact that if there is no initial attraction then i wont even attempt to hit on you. I have seen woman that most woudl say are drop dead hot and i dont see it. Well i do but i dont. Let me see how can i explain this one yes there is the obvious in the looks de

Somedays I Wish I Didnt Have A Phone
Somedays I wish I just didnt have a phone because it just wont stop ringing acutally it just wont stop ringing with unhappy people or at least they could all just have the same problem then i could just say the same to every one of them and it would go alittle something like this "I 'm sry yeah that really sucks but it'll get better " followed immediatly by the sound "click" I could get caller i d but i dont wanna pay for it when it comes to phone service i can see where the amish are coming from . Dang cant someone happy call me just once . cause it's getting to where i want to do one of the following instead of ansewring my phone 1.Learn to purify and drink my own urine 2.Slit my wrist join a cult and worship satan 3.Puke on myself roll around in dirt then scrape it off and eat it 4.Or what i'm actually gonna do unplug my phone

Some Research Done
Went to the mall today with a friend to conduct some research... basically observing random people without them taking notice. It was fun, we got some useful information but not enough to write an 8-12 page paper, so Monday we have to go back. It's a damn good thing I like writing papers related to my major lol.

Someone Like You
Forever Mine, I'm not quite sure Past conversations are just a blur you know that feeling of weak at the knees like you could be that one for me. Forever it seems that I have searched to find someone just like you. Someone to share my hopes and dreams with, Someone to brighten my days. Someone to wipe the tears from my eyes if I was sad, Someone to hold my hand. Someone who'd be there to hold me tight, Someone who understands. This newfound feeling inside me, it's almost more that I can take. A feeling I have never felt before... A feeling I'd like to get to know more. Baby, I just want you to know... I think you are that someone that I've been searching for.. who could make my life complete. I think you are that someone who would love me endlessly and would show me what life really means. And I hope I can be with you day after day. Because I'm falling for you more than my words could ever say.

Some Considerations For Tantra Yoga - Part 1
Tantra Yoga During the various techniques of tantra yoga, the sexual energy is awakened and amplified to a great extent. It is important to preserve this energy in our aura, so that we could use it in superior ways instead of wasting it. It is known that in Tantra yoga the pleasure, be it however intense, must be entirely controlled, and therefore the ejaculation (or the explosive orgasm) must be avoided. However, especially nowadays, in the West, there are beginners who still mix the two ways of experiencing the sexuality; also there sometimes may occur accidental (involuntary) losses of control at some beginners. For all these reasons, it is said that at least one hour after every Tantric technique, all sexual manifestations (masturbation included) are prohibited; this has the object of avoiding any risk of having the energy lost, allowing it to be integrally used for higher goals. The Hands The TANTRIKA-s (Tantric adepts) are especially careful concerning the care of the h

Some Considerations For Tantra Yoga - Part 2
Tantra Yoga The Polarity of the Energy Tantra Yoga is pre-eminently a science of the polarity; the man and the woman are here the personification of the two fundamental cosmic poles: SHIVA - the Male consciousness, and SHAKTI - the Female manifestation. Therefore it is particularly important to remind a few elements concerning the polarity of the energy. Any energy of the manifestation (and therefore any thing, being, phenomenon, state) is composed of two distinct poles: the solar one (male, active, emissive, +, YANG), and the lunar one (female, passive, receptive, -, YIN). The condition of harmony, and therefore the aim of any method of spiritual development - Tantra Yoga included - is to reach a perfect balance of these two poles. The traditional teachings state that the unbalance of these two energies (solar (+), and lunar (-)), in whatever sense, creates the condition of disharmony that entails disturbance, disease, pain, limitation, and unhappiness. Their balance, on the other

Some Cops Are Pigs (honesty Has No Place In This World)
(this all takes place after a trip to ultrazone and dropping off friends) I wanted to believe that most cops if not all cops were nice especially with an Honest kid. NOW I know why kids lie more often then tell the truth because when your honest everything goes to hell now heres the thing i was told there was the place Where no one minded that 4 wheeling was done and yeah when i drove up to the spot (PINE RUN ROAD) there were 2 ft deep trenches by far way too deep for my truck to get through with not with out kicking something up so yeah basically i sat the belly of my car on the center of the trenches and just basically was splashing mud all over (aparently it was county property ) there was no signs posted there that said no tresspassing if there were it wasnt clear where they were. well to go on further as i was doing as little bit of mudding two people pass me two kids in what i believe to be a black ford focus with street tail lights (you know the gay looking ones with the chrom

Some Straight Thinking From A U.s. Soldier In Iraq
SOME STRAIGHT THINKING FROM A U.S. SOLDIER IN IRAQ A few excerpts from Sgt Jeffers for those who have not seen it already: It is absolutely sickening to me to think our country has come to this. Why are we so obsessed with the bad news? Why will people stop at nothing to be against this war, no matter how much evidence of the good we've done is thrown in their face? When is the last time CNN or MSNBC or CBS reported the opening of schools and hospitals in Iraq? Or the leaders of terror cells being detained or killed? It's all happening, but people will not let up their hatred of President Bush. They will ignore the good news, because it just might show people that Bush was right. America has lost its will to fight. It has lost its will to defend what is right and just in the world. The crazy thing of it all is that the American people have not even been asked to sacrifice a single thing. It's not like World War II, where people rationed food and turned in cars to be made into

Some Interesting Tid Bits
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of peopl

Sometimes, Risking Getting A One On My Profile Would Be Worth It...
Gahhhh! I can understand sexy pictures, I can understand suggestive pictures, but Geeeeez, what is with the need for photographs that make me want to rip my eyes out! No, I do not want to see your junk, if I did I'd be looking into your bedroom window when you go to bed at night. Ewwww! Actually no, before you can think it I'm not that much of a prude. My problem isn't with human anatomy, it's with nasty human anatomy that caused the SO's of these people to be involuntarily bulimic. Yes, I'm done bitching now.

Something Wrong With Me?
i think something's wrong with me.. something not normally wrong with me.. i've been an insomniac my whole life so i'm used to not sleeping, and i've gotten used to sleeping extra when im up for 35 hours straight, but i hadnt been up that long and i slept from 2 am until 730 pm got up until 9 pm and then slept again until 3 am and its tempting to go lay down and sleep more.. i just slept more then an entire day.. i slept like 25 hours practically straight with maybe 5 minutes inbetween falling asleep and then being up for about an hour.. the disturbing part is i didnt force myself to sleep i fell asleep quickly which doesn't even happen if im tired. i went back to sleep at 9 cuz i had almost fallen asleep taking a bath. i have to work the morning shift at 9:30. i hate sundays and morning shifts both are busy. i havent had to do a sunday other then the midnight in so long.. and i think ive only done one day shift on a sunday making me curse them forever. i tried to see if felicity w

Some People
Ok I've been thinking about this for a while and I just can't come to a conclusion except for that some people can be real jerks,.....Why is it that some people can be so nice when you rate or comment their profile they do you the favor in return and then you have some people that you rate to be nice and you never hear nothing back from them.....is it because some people just see a fat chick when they come to my profile and not just a friend=( and then you have some people that see a friend and nothing more =), you know just because I rate you and your pics does not mean that I want you or I want to date you or anything like that, I mean god I just want to be nice in hoping that I get the same niceness in return I'm only out here looking for new friends nothing more....So why do some people have to be so arrogant and so egotistical? does anyone have the answer to this???

Someone To Hold Me, Another Poem
"Someone To Hold Me" Someone to hold me Someone to trust Someone to love Someone to share me with Someone to look into my eyes Someone to breathe with me Someone to touch me Someone to feel who I am Someone to want me Someone to need me Someone to love me Someone to miss me Someone to always think of me Someone to dream of me Someone to know me Someone to laugh with me Someone to cry with me Someone to just lay with me Someone to hug me Someone to like me This is what I want Am I asking too much I don't care about the worldly things I just want Someone to hold me. ----------------------- Copyright 2007 TLC

Some People...
How can someone you call your best friend manage to make you feel so crappy about yourself? Chris, my best friend, had me in tears today. He has this way of twisting things, so it looks like I'm the bad guy... I hate him so much sometimes! We have what you might call a "complicated" relationship. He is my best friend, like I said. He is also my ex-boyfriend, the father of my younger 2 kids, my room mate, and my soul mate. I can't live without him, but I am not in love with him, or attracted to him. We need each other in a way that goes beyond all the other shit. Anyway, he works a job where he can pretty much set his own hours, but he uses that shit as an excuse. He doesn't get the sleep he needs, and then he takes shit out on me! It makes me so mad! Today he told me to let him get at least 2 hours of sleep. I let him sleep for 4 hours. Then he went off on me because I asked him if he was gonna take a shower. Apparently he didn't like my tone... The only reason I asked wa

Something To Share
I found this and thought to share it Empty chair A man's daughter had asked the local pastor to come and pray with her father. When the pastor arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows and an empty chair beside his bed. The pastor assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me," he said. "No, who are you?" "I'm the new associate at your local church," the pastor replied. "When I saw the empty chair, I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the pastor shut the door. "I've never told anyone this, not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church, I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it always went right over my head. I abandoned any attempt at prayer," the old man continued, "until one day about four years ago my best friend said to me, 'J

Some Of My Favorite Quotes And What They Mean To Me...
"If you care about someone they might break your heart, if you don't care about them, you might break thiers." **This quote helps me remember that no matter what, even after someone hurts me, that if I stop caring I might break thier heart. I would rather endure the pain, becuase I know I can handle it. Then have someone else hurt on my account. "Be kind, for everyone you know is fighting a hard battle" **NO matter what the problem, everyone has something going on... thus the reason I try not to go around bitching about anything.... (this doesnt apply to my blog, I get to bitch all I want there because you choose to read it. lol)But also, I am always there to listen no matter what. I don't care if I don't really like the person... it doesn't matter if they need me... I'll be there because I know it gets hard. Don't be afriad of what will happen if you DO, be afriad of what will happen if you DON'T. Take Risks.... **Whenever I get scared to try something new I (as any normal

Something Deep Wild Tigress
The light is drunk with the darkness of the life, and as the dead leaf blown, hither and 'thither by the wind, it is lurching on the eonaeon of time, where death stalks freely as the visage of the strife. O my love! It’s time for us to ease, the secret of our heart, and waft them to the haven of our trust. Let us feel the embrace of freedom in our arms, and bury the tears in the chasm of our smiles. Arise, O the love of my life, resolve to burn the candle of our love, and be one, with the Sun and Moon in our eyes, under its shade, on the balmy couchette, in the train of our life. If however, we abstain from our union then we would incur sin. Alas! We ought to grieve. Besides, they will joke of our barrenness. And for us, held in a plethora, barrenness is worse than the death. We will fall into disgrace. Arise, O the love of my life, resolve to make love. Overcome your shyness, close your eyes, and then you will see, what has never been seen before.

Something From The Past.... Memories Suck Sometimes.
I'm done with it I'm done with you All you did was bring my world and spirits up, Just to watch them come crashing down. I'm not sure if it was all for a laugh, or revenge or what, All I know is it hurts like hell. I'm cutting you out of my life, I'm not being stupid anymore. I won't be so quick to fall again, Or fall so hard... I'm just done.

Some "mob Speak"
Some "Mob Speak" Associate: one who works with mobsters, buy s gullr fledged mobster ("Made guy") Borgata: an organized crime Family. Capo: the Family member who leads a crew; short for capodecina. Code of silence: not ratting on your colleagues once you've been pinched. arrested. See also - "omertá" Consigliere: the Family advisor, who is always consulted before decisions are made. Crew: the group of soldiers under the capo's command. Cugine: a young soldier striving to be made. Don: the head of the Family Garbage business: euphemism for organized crime. Goomah (sometimes pronounced "goomar"): a Mafia mistress; also cumare. Made guy: an indoctrinated member of the Family. Message job: placing the bullet in someone's body such that a specific message is sent to that person's crew or family. For example: through the eye - a message job through the eye says "We're watching you!" and through the mouth - indicates that someone WAS a rat. Omertá: to take a vo

Some Crap On Here....makes Me Laugh
Ok so I wouldn't beg someone to rate me....I wouldn't even request someone to be my friend that is unless I already know them...this site really cracks me up at all the ppl I see with the fan, me rate me, add me shit in their names and then they come to your page and post a comment on there cuz they want you to go and rate them...well I will only do it if they have rated me. I love the shoutbox too. Once I had this guy request to be my friend so I accepted cuz I accept everyone to be my friend...(only the ones who actually take the time to be my friend make it to my family) anyway he starts shouting in this box "RATE MY PHOTOS AND PROFILE" I am like who is this fucker he didn't once go to my profile (only to request me) and he wants my rates fuck him so I deleted his stupid ass...I try to get to my friends sometimes I slack off but I try. I do see it is very hard on here to make friends like I was able to make on Yahoo but I guess that is all in a days work...lmao. Oh the lastest sh

Something To Think About....
For anyone that knows me they know the next seven days won't be all that fun for me. I finally found a quote that expresses how I feel about one day next week, especially after the past year from my eyes: Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable. -Sydney J. Harris

Something Touching....
Sending an Angel Feather by Bob Slater Sending an Angel Feather She had forgotten with time, just what he had said, But it was still there within her, buried deeply in her head, A memory from sad times, that were securely stored away, Until this certain chosen, special needed one particular day. She was sat in the park, and amid chatting to a friend, Trying to help her friend, to get her life on the mend, Then out of the sunshine, a light breeze moved around, It was a truly beautiful day, with hardly any sound. As she looked up, from out of no where, as it had seemed, A feather was floating as in sunshine it surely gleamed, It seemed as if it sparkled, and brought her face a glow, A tear rolled down her face, as she remembered this so. That Feather with true grace, landed right on her knee, Yet there were no birds flying about, for the eye to see, No trees were near by, for a bird to take flight, And she remembered his words, with a tear of delight. The f

Some People.....
Some people think that friends should be just friends; To try for more might ruin what they have. I think the closest friend is one you love, Sharing life with words and lips and hands. One caress unravels mysteries Lodged behind the most elaborate mask. The revelation's more than worth the risk. I want with you such sweet simplicities. I want us to be friends who now are free To speak with all the languages of touch. I want to share your anguish with a kiss And feel your happiness against my cheek. Written By: Born N Raised

Something That We Do
I remember well the day we wed I can see that picture in my head I still believe the words we said Forever will ring true Love is certain, love is kind Love is yours and love is mine But it isn't something that we find It's something that we do It's holding tight, lettin' go It's flying high and laying low Let your strongest feelings show And your weakness, too It's a little and a lot to ask An endless and a welcome task Love isn't something that we have It's something that we do We help to make each other all that we can be Though we can find our strength and inspiration independently The way we work together is what sets our love apart So closely that you can't tell where I end and where you start It gives me heart remembering how We started with a simple vow There's so much to look back on now Still it feels brand-new We're on a road that has no end And each day we begin again Love's not just something that we're in It's something that we do We help to ma

Some Good Old Jokes
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************************** A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' "Can you read this?" the optician asked. "Read it

Something Stupid
Astronautical Affairs... Once upon a time NASA decided to send 3 astronauts to space for 2 years. NASA allowed each of them to take 200 pounds of baggage each. The first astronaut decided to take along his wife, the second decided to take along books to learn how to speak German, while the third astronaut decided to take along cigarettes. Two years later, when the space shuttle landed, there was a big crowd waiting to welcome them home. First came the first astronaut and his wife and each of them had a baby in their arms. Next, out came the second astronaut speaking fluent German. They both gave their speeches and got a rousing applause. Suddenly out came the third astronaut with a cigarette in his mouth. He walked up to the podium and snarled to the crowd and asked, 'Has anyone got a friggin' match?!?'

Some Bitch
ok some bitch just told me that my page is a disgrace because i have my colores and support pics , and a couple of pics of my dick ......... i say fuck you to all who dont like it what do you think ????? let me know!!!

Some Lovely Steam
It started out so innocently, you waltzed in the restaurant where I was. The moment our eyes met I swear for me, it was love at first sight. I nonchalantly folded my napkin trying to avoid your stare, Those tantalizing brown eyes of yours drew my attention and I immediately felt my heart race. The restaurant was filled with an ambiance I recall, A soft warm fireplace beckoned my attention; In-between the moments of my peculiar gibberish to the waiter, I hardly remembered the hour. Although it did pass by, but still your eye was fixed on me; and then you made your move. As you strolled over to my table with such finesse, I might ad, I knew then I was captivated by your charm. You confidently announced your name while admiring my face. I was immensely nervous and wondered then if you were nothing but a flirt. But tha

Someone Pass Me The Dumbass Award Please
I like to watch a local public access tv show called Time Slot. It is hosted by a really cool guy named Melik. They talk about local events, spotlight comedians appearing at the comedy club in town and occasionally promote music acts from the city. I am a regular caller to the show and so is someone that they refer to as "Big" Mike. The former cohost, Tess, suggest that they bring "Big" Mike and me on the show just to see who is the "largest" Time Slot fan. Not largest fan of the show, but the largest fan in stature. The last time I talked to Tess, she's also a co-worker of mine, she said that Mike had me beaten with no problem. I am a large guy, I'm right around 6' tall and weigh 325. I used to weigh over 400, but with a sensible diet and exercise I've dropped a lot of weight. But, anyway, "Big" Mike was Melik's co-host on the show tonight, and I look at this guy and say to myself, he's not that big." So I decide to call in. When Melik answered, I said, "Hey Mike is

Someone Has A Crush On Me
WOW I am honored, someone has a crush on me and I can't seem to understand why LOL.. Well ok maybe a little. I am truly humble and honored that I would have a "Secret Crush". So I would like it if my Secret Crush comes forward in a message to me personally or you can keep me in suspense.. I have an idea who it might be but then again assumptions are never good.. So to my "Secret Crush" do you have the courage to step up to the plate and make yourself known to me?? I welcome YOU.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Someone Special
As you all know I have written all these blogs about men and not trusting them and people being very untrust worthy...all negative I know but now I am going to try and be positive. I have met someone that holds a very special place in my heart, He has been through a lot in his life and he has a very positive attitude and he has a big heart. I haven't seen too many people in life that have been through some of the things that he has and still have a very positive attitude and be so down to earth!!! I have a lot of respect for him because of that. He has a very big heart and would do just about anything for anyone and he is very caring and he tries to think of everyone else first. He is a great father and that I admire in him...there are a lot of guys that won't take resposibility for there children...so I can say that he is a great person for taking care of his. I hope tha the knows what a great person that he is and that he is so greatly appericated for what he has done for me!!! He ha

Some-one
The things I speak In my mind I try to keep Someone will listen Someone will understand What I look for Never knocking at my door No one is there Reality coming clear Someone will hear Someone will care Forever I will look For a heart yet untaken For that someone For my soulmate

Something Special For Soul Mates...
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Something To Remember
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably combed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That do esn' t have anything to d o with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged .. it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it. "It

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Someone Explain Plz
Ok, so why is it that after you tell a guy, you arent looking for a relationship right now, but you are willing to get to know them a little more until you are ready, that they get pissed after you talk for like three weeks and they basically claim you are a tease. I dont understand where I messed up.. Can anyone help me with this?

Somebody
I want somebody to share Share the rest of my life Share my innermost thoughts Know my intimate details Someone who'll stand by my side And give me support And in return He'll get my support He will listen to me When I want to speak About the world we live in And life in general Though my views may be wrong They may even be perverted He'll hear me out And won't easily be converted To my way of thinking In fact he'll often disagree But at the end of it all He will understand me I want somebody who cares For me passionately With every thought With every breath Someone who'll help me see things In a different light. All the things I detest I will almost like. I don't want to be tied To anyone's strings I'm carefully trying to steer clear of Those things But when I'm asleep I want somebody Who will put their arms around me And kiss me tenderly Though things like this Make me sick In a case like this I'll get away with it And in a place like

Some Of The Worst Pick Up Lines...lol Some Great Comebacks...
Pickup Lines with Rebuttals . Man: "Haven't we met before?" Woman: "Yes, I'm the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic." 2. Man: "Haven't I seen you some place before?" Woman: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." 3. Man: "Is this seat empty?" Woman: "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down." 4. Man: "So, wanna go back to my place?" Woman: "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?" 5. Man: "Your place or mine?" Woman: "Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine." 6. Man: "I'd really like to get into your pants." Woman: "No thanks. There's already one a##hole in there." 7. Man: "I'd like to call you. What's your number?" Woman: "It's in the phone book." Man: "But I don't know your name." Woman: "That's in the phone book too." 8. Man: "So what do you do for a living ?" Woman: "I'm a female impersonator." 9. Man: "Voulez-vous vous coucher avec moi ce soir?" (Would you like to go to bed with me tonight?) Woman: "Je voudrais bien,

Something Sent To Me By A Friend...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Someone Needed To Say It
Someone Needed To Say It Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allow! ed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, i

Some Ex Soldiers Rant...
CherryTAP Bulletin!MAKE STICKY! BLuEkWiNfAiRy (... remove friend subject: (This is a repost) FOR THE FUCK HEADS THAT LIKE TO TALK SHIT ABOUT THE WAR READ THIS AND SHUT THE FUCK UP! IM SICK OF ALL THE PEOPLE TALKING SHIT ABOUT WHAT MY FRIENDS ARE DOING OVER THERE!!!!! (repos date: 2007-02-10 08:26:21 i look at it this way you all need to grow the fuck up while men and women over seas are dieing you sit at home with nothing eles better to do then fight over some he said she said bullshit its fucking lame i did my time in the ARMY and you know what i wish they would pass a law that everyone should join the armed forces for 3 years then and only then should you beable to talk shit about them i have lost some of my good friends in this war and you know what pisses me off more than anything is hearing how much people talk shit about my friends are doing over there. now i ask all of you people in this bullshit fight thats going on here at CHERRYTAP do you have enough

Some Friends Are Forever
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in this world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem dark and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, and the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk away your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be a-okay. And when you find such a fr

Sometimes You Have To Choose A Song
Rain . . . Softly falling down . . . each drop a symphony of sound . . . as it hits the tin roof . . . tap . . . tap . . . tap. It can sound just like a sad song with a slow beat . . . the kind that makes you daydream . . . and feel sad and sigh . . . as you think of what might of been or could be in your life. Or maybe it is a happy song that brings back sweet memories . . . tender thoughts and special smiles . . . thinking of someone who makes your heart beat faster . . . and your laughter ring with happiness and joy. Or maybe it is a love song . . . with sweet and soft lyrics . . . tender and romantic and sensual . . . that makes you think of dancing in the rain. Only you can decide which song . . . is the one you are hearing . . . which music soothes your soul . . . and which song you want to sing along with. Sometimes, you have to choose a song . . . and the choosing isn't easy.

Some Interesting Things I've Found Out About Cherry Tap
Thanks to the new Happy Hour, earning points is a whole easier. Before it would take me roughly a few months to level up. Now, I am on the verge of leveling up for the second time in just about a week. I've also found out a few things about limits. You can max out the following: Photo Ratings Photo Comments Profile Ratings Blog Ratings Stash Ratings And how would I know all this? I've done it all. Just thought I would share. Until the next time.

Some Things To Think About...
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God - He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get bus

Some Advice:
Enjoy today like there is no tomorrow because life is always far more cruel than our fantasies. Now is the most interesting time of all. Enjoy it. Whatever you do, follow your heart, but take your brain with you. The people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do. Pay no mind to those who talk behind your back, it simply means that you are two steps ahead of them. People of high intelligence talk about concepts. People of average intelligence talk about things. People of low intelligence talk about each other. When your ship comes in, make sure you are willing to unload it. You will never "have it all together." The biggest lie on the planet: "When I get what I want I will be happy." The best way to escape your problem is to solve it. I've learned that ultimately the "takers" lose and the "givers" win. If you don't start, it's certain you won't arrive. Realize that you don't have to attend every argument yo

Some Facts On Massage
Massage is one of the oldest healing arts: Chinese records dating back 3,000 years document its use; the ancient Hindus, Persians and Egyptians applied forms of massage for many ailments; and Hippocrates wrote papers recommending the use of rubbing and friction for joint and circulatory problems. Today, the benefits of massage are varied and far-reaching. As an accepted part of many physical rehabilitation programs, massage therapy has also proven beneficial for many chronic conditions, including low back pain, arthritis, bursitis, fatigue, high blood pressure, diabetes, immunity suppression, infertility, smoking cessation, depression, and more. And, as many millions will attest, massage also helps relieve the stress and tension of everyday living that can lead to disease and illness. Massage therapy is a hands-on manipulation of the soft tissue and joints of the body. The soft tissues include muscle, skin, tendons and associated fascia, ligaments and joint capsules. Massag

Something To Unlock Us
SOMETHING TO UNLOCK US I have hear numerous comments like these: "I want my life to matter." "I want to make more of a difference to people." "Life is too short. I may not live a long life, but I do want to look back on a meaningful one." We live in a time when people are seeking more authentic ways to live. We also live in a time when there is less interest in religion and more in spirituality. Less in denominations and more in global participation. There seems to be a public yearning for lasting answers to the gnawing emptiness so many feel within. Television, movies and print media are tying into our universal attraction to all things spiritual. And so is the Internet. Just google the word "God." In English you will get several hundred million hits! More people are writing and talking about God than the world's wealthiest, most powerful and most well-known historical personalities. There is a great interest in spirituality, and for many people, a renewed quest

Something Special
I've reached Nutty Cherry ... been an interesting ride so far. I want to take some time to thank everyone that's been there to help me along, thank you very much. I really want to thank someone very special ... DEV ... she's been there through it all for me .. can't tell you how much I love you .. love you for being there .. if it wasn't for you, I'd still be freshmeat waiting for a bite. I always want to be there for you .. always ...

Some Kinda Love
Some kinds of love Marguerita told Tom Between thought and expression lies a lifetime Situations arise because of the weather and no kinds of love are better than others Some kinds of love Margueirta told Tom like a dirty French novel the absured courts the vulgar and some kinds of love the possibilites are endless and for me to miss one would seem to be groundless I head what you said Margueritat told Tom And of course you're a bore But at that you're not charmless for a bore is a straight line that finds a wealth in division and some kinds of love are mistaken for vision Put jelly on your shoulder Let us do what you fear most That from which you recoil but which still makes your eyes moist Put jelly on your shoulder lie down upon the carpet between thought and expression let us now kiss the culprit I don't know just what it's all about Put on your red pajamas and find out some kinda love velvet underground

Sometimes I Gotta Wonder What My Kid Is Thinkin
I love my kids, but my youngest one has got me wondering just what in the hell is going through his mind. Last month he had to go to court for stealing -- of all things, cigars from the drug store -- he was given 7 days in YDC suspended, 30 days house arrest,can not miss any school without a doc excuse, can not get into any trouble at school& has to maintain at least a C, and a total of $150 for fines and costs. The first couple of weeks went ok, I thought I had my sweet little boy back...then today he did something that just floored me. I was home from taking Nick to work, was doing some computer stuff and getting ready for work, when there was a knock on the bedroom door--it was my son--"Mom, I can't go to school today my leg's really bothering me." I was pissed! He knows he can't miss school without an excuse fromthe doctor, yet he waited until the bus left the high school before he came home & tried to get me to let him stay home.He's telling me to calm down --apparentl

Sometimes A Career Comes At The Price Of Friends...
Well i found out today that all my friends have left me due to my desire and training to become a police officer. My neighbors no longer invite me to any function they have due to their desire for recreational drugs, and my desire not to do them. So i have no friends in my apartment complex. The only people that hang around here are the people from school due to my place is the only quiet place to study free of kids and outside distractions. Carl and my buddies on post left for honduras and Iraq and other places besides here, and most will be leaving in june anyways. And my school buddies, well bayane and i had an interaction that made things aquard way back at the start of school, and anna and I parted our ways mostly due to the fact that she's a mother and has no time to go out with friends...and shelly is living with her boyfriend in a city about two hours away. People wonder why i always say I'm at home? It's because where i thought people would stay by my side through this they ha

Someone Give These Chicks A Reality Show
BRANDY has been a hot azz mess ever since she stopped taping ‘Moesha’. She is busy stalking basketball players and killing motherfuckers with her SUV like it ain’t no thing. http://xxlmag.com/online/?p=7405 To top it off, her kid brother made a porno flick when he found out that BRANDY was about to cut his allowance. I know what your thinking..... but no it’s not gay pr0n either. RAY J snacks the poon of this young piece of arabic action named KIM KARDASHIAN. Kim Kardashian is reportedly taking legal action to prevent the release of the homemade sex tape she made with her (then) boyfriend, Ray J. Although Kim Kardashian has gone on record saying the reported sex tape of her and R&B singer, Ray J, does not exist, a source says Kardashian is actively involved with the sale of the tape but is doing so through a third party. This would give Kardashian a cut of the alleged $1 million asking price, but it would also give her control of what is released, which a

Sometimes I Gotta Wonder What My Kid Is Thinkin (part 2)
Ok, I found out this afternoon, after work, that the reason my son did what he did this morning is because someone at school is threatening to beat him up. Without going into too much detail--its over a lie started by a 10 yr old. I know my son was telling me the truth because he looked me in the face when he told me. So, since it was too late to get ahold of the school principal...I'll have to put that at the top of my 'to do' list for tomorrow before work. Its not that he wants to get sent to YDC, its that he wants to avoid the kid who wants to beat him up. Needless to say I felt about an inch tall for the lecture this morning and apologized to him. I just wish he had told me this in the first place instead of coming up with some bs excuse about his leg bothering him. Hav a good evening.

Something To Give Your Loved One Or Friend
Because you are my love, I know the joy that comes from feeling closer to someone than I've ever felt before. Because you are my love, I know the passion of wanting to share everything I have, everything I am with you and only you. Because you are my friend, I know that I can count on you to hold my hand through the rough times and to be there to share the good times, too. Because you are my friend, I'll always have someone to make me smile; just when I need it most, to encourage me when I'm feeling confused or doubtful. And I know that I must be one of the luckiest people in the world to have someone like you- the perfect love, the perfect friend.

Something I Wrote
Listen It comes from pain so deep within it numbs you to the core. The perfect life you thought you had is gone and is no more. From out of the depths your soul starts to scream. You want to wake up but it's_ not _a dream. The world you knew is fading to black and all that you had you will never get back. It's the sound we all hide hoping no one will hear. It's the pity not needed and the shame that we fear. You feel nothing at all but your whole body aches. Have you ever heard the sound of a heart when it breaks?

Some People Don't Deserve To Live!
Child murder police get more time Full Story http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/west_yorkshire/6359203.stm Police have been given more time to question a 21-year-old man over the murder and serious sexual assault of a two-year-old girl. Casey Mullen was found dead in her bedroom at home in Oak Tree Crescent, Gipton, Leeds, on Sunday following a disturbance outside the house. A post-mortem examination showed she died from "compression to the neck", police revealed on Tuesday. The arrested man has been named locally as Casey's uncle, Michael Mullen. Magistrates granted officers an extra 36 hours to question the man on Tuesday afternoon. Two other men aged 19 and 20 who had been arrested in connection with the inquiry have been released without charge. A Leeds City Council spokesman said social services had been "briefly" involved with the family in 2005, although no more details were given. Messages and flowers lined the footpath for a little girl neighbours s

Sometimes We Need To Sit Back And Take A Look Around Us
oh the colors the beautiful colors scarlet, crimson, violet beyond are ever greens of jungle, forest, and meadow grass pristine the water that flows within are creeks and riverlets I see the majesty of the land and its fertile loam where trees yield fruit and berries grow wild fragrant flowers fill the spaces nestled between the rows I hear the sound of laughter joyful fills the air playing and singing from the elders as little ones giggle and dance the sand is soft my feet are bare the air is warm and sweet this vision could be ancient this vision could be far off it may not be earth at all perhaps its heaven’s call maybe it’s the world I’d wished for the wonder land inside of me the fantastic beauty of what could be I open my eyes and look around there is amazing beauty all abound I am not lost, I am completely found in the world, I had created

Some Things About Me
here we go, if you wish to know.... 1. Where is your dad right now? In his bed, 84 now and still going strong. 2. last time you talked to your crush? Didn't yet, should send a Valentine's Card 3.What's the last thing you ate? Supper 4. what color is your watch? black with silver marks 5. what kind of phone do you have? double house wireless phone. 7.Where does your best friend work? Works for the Dutch Taxes (IRS) just like me. 8. What are you listening to right now? nothing 9. What do you smell like? I hope not too bad, planning to take a shower later. 10. what color are your eyes? Kind of grey 11. Have you ever done a Chinese fire drill? no, don't even know what this is 12. What color are your bedroom walls? A lot of soft colors, vague flowers 13. Do you have a chair in your room? in this room I have, not in the bedroom 15. Do you know anyone who is engaged? Do people still do that? I never was. 17. Do you know someone named Betsy? The

Some Info
Satan and Lucifer Lucifer("light giver") erroneously equated with the fallen angel (Satan) due to a misreading of Isaiah 14:12: "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning," an apostrophe which applied to Nebuchadnezzar, king of Babylon . It should be pointed out that the authors of the books of the Old Testament knew nothing of fallen or evil angels, and do not mention them, although, at times, as in Job 4:18, the Lord "put no trust" in his angels and "charged them with folly," which would indicate that angels were not all that they should be. The name Lucifer was applied to Satan by St. Jerome and other Church Fathers. Milton in Paradise lost applied the name to the demon of sinful pride. Lucifer is the title and principal character of the epic poem by the Dutch Shakespeare, Vondel (who uses Lucifer in lieu of Satan), and a principal character in the mystery play by Imre Madach, The Tragedy of Man. Blake pictured lucifer in his illustrations to Dante. George M

Sometimes......
Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried. No one sees your stress. Sometimes.. When you are happy.. No one sees your smile - - - - - - But FART!! Just ONE time.. And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Something For The Bird Lovers!!!!!!!!!
CherryTappers let's see if you can get this one right. First of all this is being posted for fun, but not at the expense of hurting anyone's feelings. Now thats out of the way. If a Stork delivers White babies. and a Crow delivers Black babies. What kind of bird brings no babies at all????????????? FOR EVERYONE WHO GETS THIS CORRECT. YOU WILL RECEIVE A 5LB BAG OF BIRD FEATHER AND A CHERRYTAP GIFT FROM YOURS TRULY! MrKnoGood is on Tap!

Sometimes Life Is Very Simple
Sometimes, life is very simple, but it is we two-leggeds, we who are thought to be smart that make it complicated." Sometimes it may take years for us to find out what we are really after-it is to be happy. The Elders say, lead a simple life. This doesn't necessarily mean poor, it means simple. There are some things that make life complicated such as needing control, needing power or being resentful or angry. These things make complications happen. We need to walk in balance in every area of our lives. Great Spirit, let me lead a simple life. If we live our day with keeping it simple, then we have less stress and it helps us to not complicate things by wanting a drink, a drug or food to escape. Thank you for showing me the simple things. Please help me to not complicate things by my thinking. ~Rebelbreed~

Somethings To Think About....
How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ------------------------

Sometimes Its Not Close Enough To The End
well lately life hasnt been going the greatest, yeah i have my family and my friends to talk to but sometimes that is just not enough, i want my other half, the one that completes me, the one that i can talk to every single day and i can tell him anything and he would never judge me. Sometimes i question all ive been through and all ive seen and sometimes it just seems like its not close enough to the end... they say your suposed to live life like your one day closer to death, man there are times when i feel like i could live life like tomorrow is the end.... I have these feelings That stay so deep in my heart I want to find that someone That makes them all fall apart The guy that stands beside me To wipe away the tears That make me forget what ive been through The past 21 years He holds my hand and breathes Like he can feel my pain He'd sit right beside me When i feel like sitting in the rain The guy who tells me he loves me When hes right infront of his friends The

Some Good Lyrics
from a guttermouth song. best band ever by the way. "you know, what pisses me off more than anything is all these people who aren't exactly politically correct. like the other day, i was out walking my siberian-american huskies. and you know how canines are: they like to sniff everything, including each other's butts. so some guy walks up and he says, "get your dog's ass out of that other dog's nose!" so, i replied, "how dare you call them dogs! they're siberian-american huskies. that's like calling an african-american a black. or calling a mexican-american a mexican. or calling a homosexual a stupid faggot!" it pissed me off so much i got a nose ring, died my hair blue and moved to san francisco!" and yes i am real bored.

Some One Save Me From My Nightmare
Ever have one of those days were things are ok and then its like a smack across the face things start to turn upside down and u want to scarem for bloodly murder... Well here is my call SOS someone save me i have no clue what has come over me but i feel like i have lost control with everything ...Im normaly open minded and can say whats on my mind but when it comes down to something i cant seem to bring myself to do it and dammit to hell its agervateing me to no end...Can someone save me...Well hell i just want one person to save me but it feels as he has lost controll him self and dont see that i am even at this point ...I wonder why i bother why i fight to keep trying If i yelled who would hear me...If I cried who would hear me...If I were to walk away who would wonder were i was at...Would I even be missed ( yeah some ppl would miss me) i know that much.... Im needing my SoS...will i get it idk but to be honest im starting to think that i wont because im looked at as this s

Some Night
i see those eye'z telling me all your wantz and desirez you cross the roomstanding over me your touch sending a tingle through me your lipz bursh softly against mine your finger sliding down my chest i pull you closer, kissing hard and deep you moan softly into it, as your fingerz wrap around my shaft my breath quickenz as you pump your hand along my length the pace of your stroking increasez quickly my handz find your hipz swirling and caressing their way over your ass, as you turn into my touch my body shudderz as your lipz warp around the head your tounge flicking & teasing it'z way over me my finger creep along your ass sliding down to your velvety lipz they slowly spread you wide swirling and circling your moist hole as your hipz rock back into my touch your mouth slidez up &down my cock, muffling your moanz as they resonate through me my hipz raise feeding you more my fingerz ease into you pumping & twisting your sweet juicez coating them, my other hand grippin

Some Female Views... About Us Guys! Lol ;op
Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll beat him to death! AMEN ---------------------------------------------- Q: Why do little boys whine? A: They are practicing to be men. ----------------------------- Q: What do you call a handcuffed man? A: Trustworthy. ------------------------------ Q: What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? A: You did not hold the pillow down long enough. ------------------------------ Q: How do you keep your husband from reading your e-mail? A: Rename the mail folder "Instruction Manuals"

"something In You"
"Something in You" something in you, touches something in me the candle's flame dances in your eyes the magick you hold, radiates into me a feeling of safety I hold inside a gentle touch you now provide whispered words of your comfort fill my ears I do not fear you, nor this place I want to see you, I want to know you Magickal happenings, I understand For I too, am from this magickal land Let me inside, I want to know you I want to see the side that you hide All through the night, you held me tight Not letting go as sad thoughts hit whispering unto me words of concern stroking my hair "are you alright" tears threatened to fall, I curled up you held me close, taking it on thank you for caring about this girl thank you for sharing your magick

Some One Stold It
There is a thief that stolen something dear, some thing close to me I cant live with out it I came home and it was gone I aint sure when it was stolen but it is gone I have had it long and I am not sure that I can live with out it for now its gone When the time comes Im going to need it I had it put up I thought in a safe place But some one found it and took it If I had it I hold it dear for no one needs it like I do we could trade we could share it but someone stolen it and now I dont have it So if you got it you need to take care of it I would like for you to hold on to it for me only if it is safe only if you can be warm with it if you can take care of it I will let you keep it If you return it please dont break it for once its broke it can not be fixed if you hurt it will not be yours but as long as you can be true to it will be yours As time goes by the filling of it being gone does not hurt no longer for I know that you will keep it safe and hold it dear not to ti

Something Is Missing
like a piece of the puzzle, like the last turn on a rubick's cube, like chasing a ghost. the missing segment eluldes you. like the spark that sets things a fire, like the answer to the riddle, the answer is as hard as asking the right question. Today something is missing, the piece of the puzzle that I once had is now lost. now the questions begin, where, why, and how. Only the holder of the key will know why I made this blog, so to my eternally hidden one, may you bring the key and unlock the safe that holds the piece, the missing item I desperately seek.

Something New On My Profile!!
There is something new going on my profile and you all are welcome to sign on my guestbook as I just put that in there to welcome all new and old friends and please help yourself and love to see you all there and have fun!!!

Some People Are Dumbasses
I'm sleep.. er was.. I was just chiling in my bed .. I got woke up by a phone call.. I come here.. bad move.. lol some dumbass girl is going off about giving her a '1' I don't know who she is .. who her idot friends are but I didn't give ball tongue a 1.. kiss my butt looser.. geeez.. go get a life. so .. another idot has gotten blocked. this ball tongue had no pic on the profile or... pics.. oddly enough I saw I blocked this 'angel' before. mUst have been a pain in the ass before too.. lmao laters.. haha seems it was a missunderstanding.. i'll let it go.. anywho.. laters lol

Something That Brightend My Day
I got this off of my msn. Mama cat adopts Rottweiler puppy 6-day-old canine at animal shelter was rejected by its mother. Charlie, a Rottweiler mix, whose own mother rejected him, snuggles on Feb. 14 with his substitute mother, Satin, at the Meriden Humane Society in Meriden, Conn. The cat had just had her own litter of kittens and adopted Charlie as well. Who says cats and dogs don't get along? Workers at the Meriden Humane Society are marveling at a short-haired mother cat that has adopted a 6-day-old Rottweiler puppy that was rejected by its mother. The tiny pup, named Charlie by Humane Society volunteers, nurses alongside a jumble of black and gray kittens recently born to Satin, who was taken to the shelter by an owner unable to care for her. Story continues below ? advertisement Charlie's mother was found by the side of the road in Meriden a couple of months ago. She gave birth to two puppies, but one was stillborn. As sometimes happens with a stillborn in the litter

Something Fishy
The Pussy Creation Seven wise men, With knowledge so fine, Created a pussy, To their design. First was a butcher, Smart with wit, Using a knife, He gave it a slit. Second was a carpenter, Strong and bold, With a chisel and hammer, He gave it a hole. Third was a tailor, Tall and thin, Using red velvet, He lined it within. Fourth was a hunter, Short and stout, With a piece of fox fur, He lined it without. Fifth was a fisherman, Nasty as hell, Threw a fish in, And gave it a smell. Sixth was a preacher, Whose name was McGee, Touched it and blessed it, And said it could pee. Last came the sailor, Dirty little runt, Sucked it and fucked it, And called it a cunt!!!

Some Terms Of Extreme Sex You Should Know
The Teabagging The all time classic manoeuvre of tapping your cock on a chick's forehead whilst she is sucking on your balls, and uttering the timeless phrase "Who's your daddy?" The Houdini Going at it doggy-style until you are just about to come, then pull out and spit on her back so she thinks that you have. When she turns around a blast is unleashed into her face and she is left shocked and amazed, wondering how you managed it. The Angry Dragon Immediately after you blow your load in a girl's mouth, smack the back of her head and make it come out her nose. When she gets up she'll look like an angry dragon. Cum Guzzling Sperm Burping Bitch The once in a lifetime act of blowing a hot steamy load down the back of a girl's throat and then proceeding to give her a large cold bottle of your favourite carbonated drink, making her guzzle it down. Then, shake her head vigorously back and forth to create the Cum Guzzling, Sperm Burping effect. A great way to impre

Some Days
Some days Some days I'm not such a knight angry for little reason snarling tired of this season enervated exasperated effete, As the dark days reach their Demise necrosis, And the gleam of a new dawn banishes my souls twilight I find myself impatient intolerant to be rid of the noxious pernicious, pestilential, remnants of the nigritude, i have passed through yet cling to me i thirst for the denizens of the day love peace hope i would free myself of the pernicious vapors of the night If i had a wish lonely is the first demon I would slay

Some Poetry Of Mine...
Just a Simple Gesture? Smiling faces surround me unlike in the past. Back when everything was dark and cold. Those expressions of happiness are there now, but why not before? Have I grown? Have I changed yet still sunk to thier level? How could a world change so quickly that in one year it went from dark to light, but in my eyes it hasn't changed at all? Although maybe through all this confusion it hasn't gone from dark to light, but from dark to dawn, leaving time for the sun to rise. Or maybe I was wrong. The smiling faces are just a facade to deceive me. Stopping me from putting up my shield. Is it really that hard to look past a person's body to the inside where a person is who they really are? From this ignorance my heart and soul are crying for their eyes to see the other side of that simple gesture. Kellie J Snyder Copyright ©2006 Kellie J Snyder Untitled A dreary day The wind blows cold. There are only warm thoughts, Of having you to h

Someone Stole My Phone
Someone was in my dads Bronco last night. Then this morning I went out to get my phone out of my car , and it was gone and some change. So I have no phone for awhile. Bastards, well they made a call at 1:52 am. So I canceled my service. I will get a new phone. Both of my doors were left open. I'm gonna get the address from the # I have from my account activity. Wow one thing after another it seems. I will keep everyone updated.

Someone Like You
words are only words they falter and are weak Deviate is the world you have taken on But love is the new awakening that has made me strong Your brilliance is the light in my laughter Your sincerity the part that makes it memorable long after Thank you for your patience and the thing that makes you who you are but most of all for being someone that I can adore

Something To Think About..
Family life is full of major and minor crises -- the ups and downs of health, success and failure in career, marriage, and divorce -- and all kinds of characters. It is tied to places and events and histories. With all of these felt details, life etches itself into memory and personality. It's difficult to imagine anything more nourishing to the soul. A kiss makes the heart young again and wipes out the years. A kiss without a hug is like a flower without the fragrance. The ultimate test of a relationship is to disagree but to hold hands. Fear knocked at the door. Faith answered. And lo, no one was there. Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it by the handle of anxiety, or by the handle of faith. We have two ears and one mouth so that we can listen twice as much as we speak. Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen. Today, give a stranger one of your smiles. It might be the only sunshine he sees all

Somebody
1. Somebody is very proud of you. 2. Somebody is thinking of you. 3. Somebody is caring about you. 4. Somebody misses you. 5. Somebody wants to talk to you. 6. Somebody wants to be with you. 7. Somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. 8. Somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. 9. Somebody wants to hold your hand. 10. Somebody hopes everything turns out all right. 11. Somebody wants you to be happy. 12. Somebody wants you to find him/her. 13. Somebody is celebrating your successes. 14. Somebody wants to give you a gift. 15. Somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. 16. Somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot 17. Somebody wants to hug you. 18. Somebody loves you. 19. Somebody admires your strength. 20. Somebody is thinking of you and smiling. 21. Somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on. 22. Somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun. 23. Somebody thinks the world of you. 24. Somebody wants to protect you. 25. Somebody would d

Something
Into the shadows he was cast, The land was barren but vast, Even his shadow had left him here, Alone in the darkness he did not fear, His sword and sheild are his tools of trade, His head has been shaved save one lone braid, The memmories of the fallen come causeing pain, Fore it is his hands more blood shall stain, This be the lonly life of the outcast knight, Driven away from everything that was good and light, Stricken from his title and his family's home, Cast into the shadows where everything is worn to bone.

Sometimes...
Sometimes I'm not sure about this life I'm going through.. Sometimes I feel as though what I do, isn't good enough for you. Somtimes I try to tell you how I feel inside.. Other times I feel as though I need to hide. Sometimes the pain caused is too much to bear... Sometimes I feel I've reached the point where I'm not sure I care. Sometimes I feel as though I need to change who I am.. Just to pacify the situation and get through what we can. Sometimes I don't think you see me crying inside.. Sometimes I keep it behind closed doors Guess that makes it easier to ignore. Sometimes things may seem okay.. though in reality, I just pretend. Sometimes when the hurt is too much I wish for this life to hurry to an end.

Some Funny Shit For You To Hear.....
So I was sitting in the student's union today, chewing upon the crummy chicken sandwich I'd bought myself when I suddenly came to one hell of a conclusion..... Boy do I rule. JUST THINK ABOUT IT!! I am the perfect candidate to be the president of everything that you own. I'm guessing you're not convinced, so I present to you six splendid reasons why I should be your ruler: 1.) I'd rename "blackboards" and "chalkboards." Everyone knows that calling a blackboard a blackboard is wrong, despite the fact that a blackboard is a board that is black. Yeah yeah, I know: It's science, but since when did scientific fact have regard for skin color anyway? Shame on you for questioning me: its goddamn wrong and immoral because everyone knows that the word "black" used in conjunction with any other word is a subtle hateful and racist remark towards people of African descent or creed. Wrong I tell you! Likewise, same principle with the word "chalkboard." "Chalkboard", is clearly an eq

Some Good Jokes For The Day
A woman was walking along the beach when she stumbled upon A bottle. She picked it up and rubbed it, and Lo-and-behold a Genie appeared. The amazed woman asked if She got three wishes. The Genie said, "Nope, sorry Three-wish genies are a story-tale myth. I'm a one-wish Genie. So...what'll it be?" The woman didn't hesitate. She said, "I want peace in the Middle East. See this map? I want these countries to stop Fighting with each other and I want all the Arabs to love Jews and Americans and vice-versa. It will bring about World peace and harmony." The Genie looked at the map and exclaimed, "Lady, be Reasonable. These countries have been at war for thousands Of years. I'm out of shape after being in a bottle for Five hundred years. I'm good but not THAT good! I don't Think it can be done. Make another wish and please be Reasonable." The woman thought for a minute and said, "Well, I've never Been able to find the right man. You know, one that's Considerate and fun

Some Things I Wish I Knew
right now i don't know but i hope that my life turns out better because everything has changed so much for me and right now i am happy and i am my self once more i don't know if i wil ever feel this way ever again but i know that i am glad i do feel this way i love the people i am with they make me feel good and i love them both very much being bisexual has been hard on me being that everytime i get with some body they either cringe about when i tell them im bi and they pause and say omg that's sick and all this shit and i feel like well if u don't want to be with me than fuck u and move a along and i won't waste ur time so don't fucking waste mines my gf loves me for who i am and my boyfriend does too and i never thogught i would find somebody who would love me for me i have never been loved or told i love you i have never ever had that at all i been alone my whole life and i have been hurt as well and it feels damn good to know that i am not in pain i am not hurting that my soul has

Something About Horror...
We fear death and dismemberment, we fear pain, insanity and loss, we even fear sexuality, and it's only by adressing these fears that we avoid living in a state of constant trepidation. Horror can speak of such things in a way that a more realistic or naturalistic genre can't. Horror is a leap of faith and imagination in a world where the subconscious holds dominion; a call to enter a territory where no image or act is so damnable it cannot be explored, kissed and courted; finally - why whisper it? - embraced. Clive Barker

Some Days Are Good
and then some days just fill you with every negative emotion. and not that the whole day is bad. just something that obliterates the good from your mind. Anger, blinding, infuriating anger. the kind that makes you want to destroy and break things, regardless of your nature against such things. you can still feel it welling up inside as you fight to control it, push it back down. then comes the felling of loss and emptiness. like a plastic bag in the wind on a negative 12 degree day in an empty back lot of a forgotten hardware store. thats the one that makes you question the idea of life and wonder if you can die from this emotion. at a loss for rational thinking, desperately wanting to be asleep but know that if you try the empty scilence only gets louder. what ifs" start to roll around at this point and that brings on regret and guilt. all of this, however, all of this brings you right back to anger mostly at yourself for not knowing what to do with it all and no idea how to deal wi

Somewhere Over The Sea, On Golden Sands
The Chinese singles websites rarely list women over fifty. Most, are in their thirties or forties and their age tolerance has no limits. That's very appealing to some of us guys who spend most of our time on the porch whittlin pine and dreamin of yesteryear when the women would come knockin once or twice a week and the van, down by the river, was a rockin. Here's a country, the newest industrial powerhouse, with a few billion people and out of those masses are some apparent sweethearts waiting to be plucked from factories and out of a highly competitive society. We don't have a clue about the competition either, it's beyond our imagination. They are driven in their search for a better life and that may include an older man from the US. They seem to believe there is a balance between survival and love. But then don't we all have our tolerances and ways of balancing relationships and our own well being? You can't blame them. How many times have I heard: "I

2 Some Of You They Don't Know Yet....lol
I have changed my name from BAIL to The Beautiful Rose Of Ink,,, had to have something about my tattoo's an what it's all about.... Kisses an huggess to you all.... Much love to you & yours!!!

Someday.
Ok, so I want to get married...is that such a bad thing? I have seen a lot of marriages that work but I have seen a lot of them that don't as well. Marriages where the partner of one decides to cheat or where they fight all the time, it just doesn't seem right. Marriages where they both decide that swinging is the thing for them. I know that this is not something that I would want in my marriage. I would like a marriage that is just one made in heaven..where i am the only person in my partners head and he is the only one in mine, a marriage that will last eternally. Someday, I am hopeful that this will happen for me soon.

Someone Tell Me
someone tell me why i want to go back to iraq so bad and leave this place that most would call home. why is it that i am so much more happier in iraq, than i am here.i wake up in the morning's asking myslef why im here, and yet i still have not come up with an answer to that question. we are all just puppets in this life, and god is our puppet master. that is how i feel. i wish he would put me in the desert. the only thing keeping me strong is my daughters. but even they cant take wat im feeling away. i was happy once, along time ago, and i do mean along time ago. but the life i have now, im not. where do we find happiness at, and is it possible for someone to bring that happiness to ur life? then comes the question of, are we smart enought to hang on to that happiness or run back into the shadows where we r so used to being in. this is a cruel world, and i feel bad for our children cause it is only getting worse. i just hope they live better than i have.

Some Things...
There are some things that a person doesn't want to think about, but there are also things that she can't put aside or forget. There are some things that she wants to continue but she's afraid to, yet at the same time she fears to end them. She wants to stop hoping.. and yet she can't stop wondering. She may never get to hold him never kiss his gentle lips, but she deals with the pain. because she can't let go of him... doesn't want to let go of him. of her unattainable love. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ your pet loves you rayden... there's no other way to say it... no other way around it... though i know it will never happen... i can't let it go.

Some Survey Or Another
FORTY QUESTIONS YOU'VE NEVER BEEN ASKED IN A SURVEY 1. Do you know anyone in Prison? yep. 2. Have you ever logged onto a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's myspace? "actually no. If I don't trust the person, then I'm just not with them anymore." .amanda. = right. 3. When is the last time you ate Peanut butter and jelly? Never. Love PB but not with J. 4. Do you have a desk in your room? Which room? Living room yes, others no. 5. Have you ever gotten naked at a party? Hehehehe, yep. 6. What kind of car insurance do you have? State Farm 7. Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents? Nope 8. Does your first significant other still live in the same town as you? I'd be surprised if my first real S/O were here. Actually, on second thought, it would fit her (she trained horses) 9. Do you throw up gang signs? yes, but only if they are undercooked. 10. Have you ever broken a rib? Bruised yes, broken not afaik. 11. Would you rather be a girl o

Some Of My Old Poems
Special Friend Poems When you feel the breeze on ur skin know that im there When u hear a whisper that sounds like your name know im there when life gets u down and u think no one is around dont be a fraid im there When u feel all alone in the world know that im there When you fell the gentle breeze on a summer nites thats me caressing you When the light flinker and u wonder whats up know its me saying im here When the first snow flake drops dont cringe know its my way of saying im here When the spring rain starts on ur way to the park know its my way of saying im there When you need me the most rember im just a dream away i will always be in your heart

Something To Do
the path that i lead ... has seemed to end at your side again... infatuation? could it be? i didnt realize the truth that was once said to me .. darkness is i ... destiny in devotion.. eager to run my fingers all over your body... taste what you have inside... sit here in a state of confusion ... backbiting all that i have said... the altercation that once was our love, sex life... try to believe that we are meant for one and other... i want to stay with you my love... embrace your rage, your suffering... make me feel your wrath .. i want it all ... misery is not what i feel when your inside of me... erotic feelings you leave with me.. i am your seductive mistress.. lucid dreams of you and your bondage... you feel upon my throat.. stimulate all my senses.. the feeling of your steaming sweat that drips off your body onto mine... i moan only for a moment... then the screams of pleasure reveal themselves.... expose your evil side to me...dont waste one everlasting moment contemplating if

Something Very Simple.
i should write something very simple. so that it might make sense, to the folks. i should write something very simple. so they'll all laugh @ my stupid jokes. but saying something simple, isn't as easy as it seems... when you'd rather go on and on, about monday's distant dreams... about hippo-chasing-baby-hosing-masochistic-bears, or fat old grammas, wearing loincloths, in rusty old lawnchairs. or drooling zombie-slingshot-weilding frat boys eating chew. and bible-thumping-jesus-humpers reading taming of the shrew. so it may not make a lot of sense, when i go on about the 'puddle-doom'. but it's much easier not to make sense... than to hear the voices in the room ;) (there Zeke, make more sense than the rest? HAHAHA)

Some Of These People
I've been thinking about this and i come to the conclusion that if you have to take provocative pictures of your self maybe you shouldnt put those pics on the net. mabey if nobody want to take them for you chances are nobody else wants to see your funky ass like that so think about it next time your taking pics of your self in the dark

Some Differences And Similarities Between Japan And Canada
Some Differences and Similarities Between Japan and Canada It has been one and half year since I arrived in Canada. I have experienced lots of differences since then. Sometimes they made me laugh, happy, or upset. I would like to talk about differences and also similarities between Japan and Canada through my experiences. The differences basically categorized into tow groups : one is people's behavior or characters difference and the other is cultures difference. First, people's behavior is quite different between Japanese and Canadian. Japanese people are quite shy people to express our feeling directly, consider other peoples reaction so much, or afraid of being said No by other people. Instead of saying directly to other people, we tend to guess what other people think about or feel. We try to match or compromise with other people even if we had strong arguments. On the other hand Canadian people express their feeling or opinion directly to understand each other. They don't n

Some Education
I know the poem by Dorothy Parker about her for some time now but today I got the first time the chance to read something about her (I got a new book today with 300 portraits of important women). One thing amazed me the most: After the birth she gave her children to the father(s) and never bothered with motherhood. Born November the 10th 1620 in Paris I think she was the first real emancipated woman. She never married and remained all her life financially independent. She was beautiful witty and smart read a lot realized what nonsense religion is and was famous for her “Caprices” (as she called it). She dies on the 17th of October 1705 although she was 85 she still had some quite young lovers and never lost her charms. Quote: “Feminine virtue is nothing but a convenient masculine invention.” Ninon De Lenclos, On Her Last Birthday So let me have the rouge again, And comb my hair the curly way. The poor young men, the dear young men They'll all be here by noon to

Somewhat Erotic
Love me Even as the shade of water clasps around naked skin even before skin mingles and merges as beauty within. You’re gonna love me when you feel my hands, mouth, lips and tongue all over your body loving you inside and out. Your eyes they dance in the moonlight filled with a devilish imp and your skin is hot to touch– hot from the passion that thrives alive within In shadows we swim side by side naked of everything but time. Even the midnight tones of moon kissing sky cannot hide the desire I have for you even before you stroke my thighs with the palm of your hand I am hot with hungry with need. I slide my hands around your neck and you hold us together as one. The water strokes my folds and kisses my breast you raise me and enter me softly. You're gonna love me when I lower my lips and kiss you gently. When I wrap my legs around your waist and softly plea for more. Your hands lift

Someday
Each night as I close my eyes, I always think of you, your eyes, your smile, your beauty, the little things you say and do. Right now I can not hold you, I can't look into your eyes, I can't hear your laughter, I can't take the tears away, I can't give you all the things, that would make your life complete, But that will all change, all this will fade away, the first time that we meet, just hold tight to our dreams, and know that I'll someday be there, we may not have a right now, or a yesterday, but one thing we have, no one can take away, if you just love me, the way I do love you, we have our SOMEDAY.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Some Quotes
"Ninety-Nine percent of the people in the world are fools and the rest of us are in great danger of contagion."- Thornton Niven Wilder "I never forget a face, but in your case i'll make an exception." "Please accept my resignation. I don't care to belong to any club that will accept me as a member." "One day i shot an elephant in my pajamas. How he got into my pajamas I'll never know." ---[Julius Henry] Marx, "The Groucho Letters" (1967) "Time never stops, the future is only determined by that which was in the past and that what is present. So who are we to trap & tell time by our inferior clocks & sundials? The present fails to tell anything fully about the future. The present is nothing more than what the past makes it. And the present is a point, just passed."- Anonymous

Someone.
Someone. There was SOMEONE you had, Who Was Always There, The Pain Has Risen, So that SOMEONES Not there, The Anger Inside, For trusting AGAIN, Feelings Shattered, TOO much pain, This Wont Subside, Or Die Down, Just SOMEONE to laugh at, You Won that Round, That SOMEONE, Had this Big Delusion of u, Thought Ur heart was gold, & had feelings too, That SOMEONE is Pissed, For Trusting again, Doesnt Want Nothing, Not even You As A Friend, So Bite The Dust, Its Clear 4 All to see, That SOMEONE isnt NO ONE, That SOMEONE was ME.

Somewhere In The Night
Somewhere In The Night Somewhere in the night a child cries, A woman weeps and someone dies. Somewhere in the night, humanity hides. Somewhere in the night , a soul screams, As people fade and die, lost in dreams. Somewhere in the night, reality lives. Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells, As people die, no sounding bells. Somewhere in the night, she dies alone. Somewhere in the night ... Where is the light?

Some Ppl Are Sooo Stupid
ok so here is the deal.. this was a convo in my shout box.. wtf this cunt is dumb check this shit out ->j: if the humor isnt apreciated why biother.. and whoops you just pissed off Tara ->j: i only make pervy comments to be funny or apreciated.. not usualy after i have been told im disgusting ->j: ok now im thourgh;y confused j: no im not talking about ur weight i thought u were going to rite me some thing perverted so do it please ->j: ann asshole usualy have deep and painful esteem problems.. i wish you luck with yours ->j: on both i was trying to be amusing.. but meh i found it amusing so i guess thats all that really matters here.. and yeah honey im fat but you know what.. im happy with me.. are you happy with you? most likely not because ppl that go out of their way to be j: both nice fat ass j: both nice fat ass ->j: which part my spelling about coming by or about you being a ->j: which part my spelling about coming by or about you being a cunt? j: i like that -

Someone I Dont Even Know Put A Smile On My Face Today
THIS WAS A MESSAGE TO ME ON MYSPACE, AND IT INCLUDED THE PICTURE WHICH IS THE FIRST ONE IN MY PICS. JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU THAT GOD WORKS BEHIND THE SCENES SOMETIMES: A SMILE FOR SHERI, THX DAVE Body: Sheri, I've noticed for some time you are undergoing some form of recovery. I know it's none of my business and, don't care to make it my business but, I will say this; My heart goes out to you and your loved ones during any trying time you may have. And, I know I may be just a "weed in the wind" in this big world of the Internet but, I'm just a message away. Sometimes we all share a common denominator. You just never know what it might be. I was playing around with a photo editor and a couple pictures tonight. I call the end result "Sheri's Guardian". I thought you might like it: Look closely. Take care and stay strong in everything you do. And yes, you do have friends - friends who don't even know you! L&R Dave read About | FAQ | Terms | Privacy | Safety Tips

Something More
My saved soul has been planed down to the size of a tooth-pick That passes through your pupil with a force of aggressive ruthlesness It's the only use for a tooth-pick among the toothless You could try to swallow it, but you can't even chew it Double the injection the medecine is useless Confiscate the wandering, curious, discurdious abomination Languishing in the pits of a deep boot-print The breathing fantasy, I don't know if you're ready Few are ever prepared for my collision with reality Running scared when it turns out that I'm exactly what I make myself out to be Grin that leaves no room for scorn You will be reborn In the image of a fifty foot worm with two hundred hearts You can't learn the language until the screaming starts The onslaught is far from done You still haven't released the safety on your gun Sputter as you suck mud And i dance a two-step across your lungs

Some Things All Women Should Know
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always ha

Someone Forgot
Someone forgot to chase the shadows away before I crawled into my bed. So now there shall they stay no matter what else is said. Someone forgot to take the pain away before I collapsed in front of you. So now there shall I lay, no matter what else you do. Someone forgot to make the tears stop before I realized they had started. So forever more shall they drop now that we have parted.

Something To Think About But Freaky As Well
Read Alone. Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. It was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the policeIt was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was she sent it to a few of her friends but didn't have enough e-mail address

Sometimes I Wonder
Sometimes I Wonder Sometimes I wonder How it would be If there were no you And there were no me. Without you in my life I would surely die; You mean that much to me I could never lie. I do believe that God above Created you for me to love; And if we go our separate ways I'll think of you till my dying day.

Somethings About Me
SOMETHINGS ABOUT ME ARE:I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A REALATIONSHIP,MY BOYFRIEND I LOVED SO MUCH DIED IN JAN.OF THIS YEAR,I WILL BE INTERESTED IN FRIENDS THOUGH EVEN TO POSSIBLE MEET IN PERSON.AND ALSO ON HERE TO HAVE ALITTLE ENTERTAINMENT PLUS MY DAUGHTER HELPED TO GET ME ON HERE LOL,BLESS HER HEART.NOT GONNA PUT ANY NUDE STUFF UP DON`T ASK I DON`T DO CRAP LIKE THAT,I AM STRAIGHT,I WILL BE FREINDS WITH ANYONE WHO HAS RESPECT.SO HAVE FUN EVERYONE!!!

Something Must Break
Two ways to choose, On a razor's edge, Remain behind, Go straight ahead. Room full of people, room for just one, If I can't break out now, the time just won't come. Two ways to choose, Which way to go, Decide for me, Please let me know. Looked in the mirror, saw I was wrong, If I could get back to where I belong, where I belong. Two ways to choose, Which way to go, Had thoughts for one Designs for both. But we were immortal, we were not there, Washed up on the beaches, struggling for air. I see your face still in my window, Torments yet calms, won't set me free, Something must break now, This life isn't mine, Something must break now, Wait for the time, Something must break.

Some Days
Some days are better then others I like the rain its raining today the sound of the rain and the garbage truck makes this day sound and look ok, Garbage truck you think, well they pick up the trash and the hood is clean again, then I get to see the rednecks trailer across the street normally roof high in beer cans and bottles his yard is clean again and it makes where I am living a fine and wonderful shit whole yet again. I have always hated Mondays they are a start of something, that can make or break you for the whole week, if you call in sick people leer at you, if you make a mistake then people jump all over it and that mistake seems to follow you until Wednesday , come in hungover and the whole work place yells and screams HEY HAVE FUN THIS WEEKEND...oh fuck off then... I think this country would be better off starting its work week on Tuesday that way people can re cope after the weekend Mondays suck.

Some Random Thoughts!
Hm... I need a new car. Mines a peice of shit ever since i broke it. I wish the camera would hurry up and finish charging. Marijuana costs too much nowadays. I either need more weed or more money. hm... i haven't had a girlfriend in three weeks, nor have i tryed to get one, nor have i gotten tired of not having one. Bachelor life is kinda cool. ...my fucking cat just jumped on the blinds. well... shit i cant think of anything else. oh well. Peace homie.

Some Stuff About Me... Private!!
well. i was a full out dike before, i liked men. only few knew this about me i have had four girlfriends in my life.. i have fucked up in my past. i did cheat on my boyfriend when i was 17 years old this did hurt him bad. but he still is with me which i still have no idea why he would bother.. i guess hes nuts hey.. the oldest man i was with was 23 years old. when i was 16 years old this is wrong and yes i know now!! lol i knew my boyfriend since we were 13 years old we are now 21. and at the time i never would have thought we would end up having a baby together. this guy used to be my enemy who would of thought?? i have been cheated on before my very first boyfriend was 20 and i was 15 i was blind to all this cheating shit. lol but i was a virin some what! lol so of course i made him wait 6 months to get any haha but because of this guy.. hes the reason why i am the way i am today.. a hell of alot stronger then i was before then i went for the one im with now, with bad habits he chang

Some Sad News
So i just got done talking to my mother. Docs told her that she may only live for another 5 years or so. Not very good news to my ears. She\'s been having so many heart problems, and surgeries. And nothings helping? wtf? So she told me she was making up her will. And leaving her $200k house to me. ; Just makes me sad. How am i supposed to accept that? I dont want my mother to die. blah nik

Sometimes You Just Want To Scream
My life feels like it's in a huge upheaval right now....well it is...and i just want to scream at the top of my fucking lungs and beat the shit out of everything around me becuase i obviously have no control of anything......all the things i want and desire in this life are not ment to be mine, i disappoint and scar the people i hold closest to my heart and i'm just failing everyone, especially myself..... What the fuck is going on??? I feel like i make it out of the rough waters, just to find that my ship is sinking because i drilled a hole in my hold... I'm just a major fuck up and need to stay the fuck away from everybody... everything i touch turns to shit.

Something About You
WOULDN'T THIS WORLD BE BETTER IF THE FOLKS WE MEET WOULD SAY " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ANBOUT YOU!" AND TREAT US JUST THAT WAY? WOULDN'T IT BE FINE AND DANDY IF EACH HAND CLSP, FOND AND TRUE, CARRIED WITH IT THIS ASSURANCE, " I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!" WOULDN'T LOIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF THE GOOD THAT'S IN US ALL WAS THE ONLY THING ABOUT USE THAT FOLK BOTHERED TO TECALL? WOULDN'T LIFE BE LOTS MORE HAPPY IF WE PRAISED THE GOOD WE SEE? FOR THERE'S SUCH A LOT OF GOODNESS IN THE WORST OF YOU AND ME! WOULDN'T IT BE NICE TO PRACTICE THAT FINE WAY OF THINKING TOO? YOU KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT ME, I KNOW SOMETHING GOOD ABOUT YOU!

Some Kneels I Have Wrote
below is some kneels i wrote awhile ago i had alot more but i lost them when my comp crashed which sucks cause i had some really good ones lol . i can see my errors in these but i figured i would share them anyways. crawls to Sir her golden thighs kissing as she makes her way closer to Him, her softly silky highlighted locks falling around her face , she reaches Him and raises to her knees her bottom resting upon her heels, her arms locked behind her back , back tall and straight, she looks to Him and smiles her heart pounding in her chest, her beautiful brown eyes sparkling in His presence, her thighs spread even with her shoulders palms open resting on her muscular thighs , a blush dancing on her cheeks, as she is knelt before Him , wondering what He is thinking she tilts her head to the side slightly giving Him a sweet innocent look . she raises her head back upright, giving Him a flirtful winks , she smiles sweetly her nipples hardend from the words He says to her, feeling

Some Respect, Please, For The Afternoon Nap
Life’s Work Some Respect, Please, for the Afternoon Nap By LISA BELKIN Published: February 25, 2007 KINDERGARTNERS fight against naptime because they want to be just like the grown-ups. But those grown-ups would give anything for a chance to close their eyes during the endless time between lunch and dinner. You know the feeling — your screen starts to blur, your eyelids become heavy, your mouth feels cottony, and you would give back all the perks of adulthood to be able to curl up on the floor. Now, out of Greece, comes permission to do exactly that. A study of more than 23,000 adults shows that those who napped for about 30 minutes each week had a 37 percent lower risk of dying from a heart attack than those who did not. So this should mean that all working Americans will receive permission from their bosses to close their eyes every afternoon at about 4 p.m., right? Don’t bet your blankie on it. This is hardly the first study showing that sleep

Something Needs To Be Done..
I was thinking, it would be a good idea to have a search button on everyone's individual page to search for the person they are looking for in their friend section. I think it is totally unnecessary to have to search through each and every one of your friends to find that one person you would like to send a personal message to. And what if someone has 1000 friends or more? I would hate to see what that person would have to do! No one should have to spend a half an hour looking for one friend when you could simply have a search function..

Something A Little Fun
Welcome to the NEW edition of getting to know your friends and family. Okay, Here's what you're supposed to do, and try not to be lame and spoil the fun! Just copy this entire e-mail and paste it into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you. Then send this to a whole bunch of people you know, INCLUDING the person that sent it to you. 1. What is your occupation? Stay at home mom! 2. What color are your socks right now? Purple and white with kitty cats 3. How many kids do you have? 3 (or should I say 4 including hubby?) 4. What was the last thing that you ate? Reese's Peanut Butter Eggs ;-) 5. Can you drive a stick shift?? For sure 6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Purple 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? School teacher 8. (Sorry, I deleted this by mistake) 9. How old are you today? 32 10. Favorite drink: Soda, lemonade 11. What is your favorite sport to watch?Football 13. Fa

Somethings To Think About
"Follow your bliss and the universe will open doors for you where there were only walls." Joseph Campbell No one is to be called an enemy, all are your benefactors, and no one does you harm. You have no enemy except yourselves. St. Francis I was just reading an article online about a program where teenagers from Israel, Lebanon, Palestine etc. are all brought together to learn from each other and work past their differences. One of the girls said this to another and it really made me think. "If I don't know you, it is easy to hate you. But if I look in your eyes, I can't." If you know your worth......you do not need anyone else to confirm it. Alan Cohen Being unwilling to forgive is like drinking poison and hoping the other person dies. Love is the ability and willingness to allow those that you care for to be what they choose for themselves, without any insistence that they satisfy you. Dr. Wayne Dyer

Something I Just Put Together
I thought of her todayâ€¦Her sweet kiss, a deep gaze from her soulful eyes, her soft hand upon my face. I kept thinking about how much I await her lips on mine. Her deep passionate kiss. Feeling her bodyâ€™s silky skin close to my body. I want to kiss her. Want to feel her so deep. Have her take my hand and I will show her the flame burning secretes, burning wishes. The moments we have shared from a distance will pale in comparison to the ones we shall experience when we are joined. I know that just the mere sight of you will make my heart rate quicken. Thinking of all the things that could and could never happen brings my blood to a boil. Embracing you for the first time in longer then one can remember will be the fist step in many that I shall keep within my mind while I am away. While holding you my hands will slide from the mid point in your back down to your hips and then your ass while I look at you with a bit of a seductive grin. Leaning my head in towards your lips then moving

Some Favourite Quotes
Never engage in a battle of wits with an unarmed man One owes respect to the living. To the dead one owes only truth The idea of God is the sole wrong for which I cannot forgive mankind Love me for my mind not my body, play with my body not my mind Give a man a fish, and it'll feed him for a day. Give a man religion and he'll starve to death praying for a fish You do not have a soul, you are a soul, you have a body One has to pay dearly for immortality; one has to die several times while one is still alive Between two evils… always pick the one you’ve never tried before Lead me not into temptation......I can find it myself No tears, please. It's a waste of good suffering. Our scars have the power to remind us that the past was real. I trust fast poison The stars to wink out And you, my love--and you ''Love is passion, obsession, someone you can’t live without. If you don’t start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over hee

Someone's Mistress
Love is just a game that is played. Men feed us bullshit and then see which one of us is left. Thats the one they choose in life. I have been fed bullshit too long. ALL I WANT IS FOR ONE MAN TO PROVE TO ME THEY ARE NOT ALL THE SAME! My luck with men Has not been the best Its never been easy Always put to the test I find someone Fall in love Then my heart Gets a little shove It always seems When I find a man He becomes “taken” With another plan Are there any men Not with someone else Are they just with me Because I have a pulse The lover and Mistress Is what I become My heart gets used Eventually goes numb Maybe I don’t Deserve to be happy To be loved and cherished Instead of treated crappy I want someone To love me for me Not someone Who has two or three I thought I could handle The way that it was My heart was mistaken My feelings on pause I want your love Don’t be mistaken The title I want Is now already taken You s

Some More Fun!!
You scored as Marvalo the wizard. They call you the wearwolf, you sold your soul to live for ever, but since satan needs souls you must kill every full moon. you're dark, and you're The wizard.Marvalo the wizard69%Mr.Leach Satan's head vamp.58%Dr.Necrophilia, the Armed mesiah or the AnitChrist55%Worm tthe demon50%Maiden Funerals, the chalice of satan.45%Morfin- the first vampire33%Who is your satanic icon?created with QuizFarm.com

Sometimes
S O M E T I M ES Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried.. no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy.. no one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories! Send this on to your friends and make them laugh.

Some People!!! Lmao
Some of these new people here just crack me up!!! You go and share some points with them and perhaps buy them a simple gift & they act like you are poison or some stalker! Guess some folks do not know how to react to a simple gesture of kindness! Not ALL of us here at CHERRY TAP are perverts, or point hogs, or stalkers or anything at all like that! Gee some of us are pure and simple plain old everyday NICE people with NO fricking agenda or purpose other than to make others feel welcome to the Crazy House!!!!!!!! Get REAL Please!!!!!!!!

Someone,somewhere Cares For You
When life becomes troubled and it gets you blue. All you can think of is that there's nothing for you to do. When your heart has grown weary and there's no ending point in sight. Remember,somewhere out there, someone cares for you. Someone is there to chase away your fears and bring you peace and happiness to your gloomy darkened days.In one moment of time you will feel at peace once again and things in yourlife will fit once again according to His plan.Only,if you can wait,in the quietness of your strife to see who He puts in your life,at the right moment in time to help you get by. done by christine

~somethings Missing~
Something's Missing Current mood: ~pretty fucking sweet~ Category:Writing and Poetry Each day i live my life The best way i know how I think i'm in control, i'm on top of my game Things are the way i like them And i'll be walking down the street And the feeling that i forgot something Or somethings missing, will strike me I'll look around trying to figure out what it is i lost or cant find And eventually i'm reminded I have lost you ~patrice~

Somethings Wrong With Me.
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die.

Sometimes
Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried.. no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy.. no one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories! not ! Send this on to your friends and make them laugh.

Something To Believe In
I wish I was someone else I'm confused, I'm afraid, I hate the loneliness And there's nowhere to run to Nothing makes any sense, but I still try my hardest Take my hand Please help me man 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I don't know where to start And I don't know where to begin, to begin If I was stupid or naive Trying to achieve what they all call contentness If people weren't such dicks and I never made mistakes Then I could find forgiveness Take my hand Please help me man 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I don't know where to start And I don't know where to begin, oh no I can't be someone else I don't feel that it's hopeless I don't feel that I'm useless I can't throw it all away I need some courage to find my weakness And with your love, I know with all my heart I can win 'Cause I'm looking for something to believe in And I just need something to believe in I'm looking for something to believe in And I jus

Something To Honor
I received this in an e-mail this moring. I normally deleted mass e-mails but no this one. Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we

Something To Ponder
Showers are always my conduit for brainstorms ... today's shower birthed the idea of Nothing. If in math, something can always be multiplied forever without end, then obviously it can also be divided forever without end. So there's no such thing as zero. There's no such thing as Nothing. Infinite smallness. But doesn't math apply to all realms of life? If so... everything we experience can never be without existence. So, you will always be able to multiply love, and always divide love. But there will never be a true absence of love. Nor will there ever NOT be fear, war, sadness... the best you can wish for is a reduction of these "negativities". Which means that the bad is as necessary as the good. Another thought... if you exist now- you can never be nothing. If that is the case, what is death? Is it simply a reduction of life? Death cannot be nothing if there is no true zero. But then... how to prove that you exist in the first place?....... that's a question for another day.

Sometimes I Amaze Myself
Today has been fucked in the 10h degree of fuckdome.Name something that coulda went wrong n it did. My car decided to catch on fire while I was driveing the fucker. It just had to start storming n not put out said fire but drench me as I'm walking to find someplace...any place that my cell well pick up signel to call for help. And I got into it with the lady I'm trying to impress...who also happens to be a flatmate of mine. Now she isn't speaking to me.*sigh* Top it all off with went to rehurse with the band...we go in the warehouse to find all our gere is under water & worst...rave's bass is missing. No,It couldn't be the cheep one. We're talking the one that's worth a great deal of cash. Telling her it's gone was taking my life in my hands esp since she's home from the hospital and moody due to haveing to stay in bed 2 weeks. I did. to my shock she just went"it's good n gone huh?" I went"your to calme" n I was told "ummm is this the bass in question?" and hells bells! the ver

Sometime
sometime i just wanna cry my heart out so there no more pain to bleed out of my open cuts. i wish they could see my hurt and my soul riping out of my mind... i just wanna run so far away just let all the pain out ... i wanna yell i wanna cry i wanna jump out of my body and just let go ... just for a sec of time just for a sec of my mind can i run and i fly do i dare how can i try... all i need is time ... i wanna change im trying to change ... but time will only tell what will be .. in time is all i have

Something I Wrote On The 28 Of Feb.
If I told you that I love you,what would you do? If I told you that I hate you,what would you do? If I told you that I want you,what would you do? If I told you that I crave you , what would you do? If I told you that I die for you,what would you do? If I told you that I kill for you,what would you do? If I told you that I believe in you,what would you do? If I told you that I need you,what would you do? If I told you that I write for you,what would you do? If I told you that I miss you ,what would you do? If I told you that I wait for you,what would you do? If I told you that I walk next to you,what would you do? That's all I got to say for now!!

Some Advice
Always seek something better than what you have been tempted with, so you are in control when you do give in to it. - If temptation is food then eat, but eat good, healthy and well prepared foods. - If temptation is Shelter then seek the best you can afford and enjoy lifes comforts. - If temptation is friends then seek the best in people you can find. Be imporoved and improve others around you. - If temptation is sex then find a partner that worthy. A partner that adores, respects and cares for you. - When you can not find or attain the things you desire most in life but are still tempted by one or more of these, you must eventually give in. Do not die from temptation. Live to be satisfied and well but know you choose better in the future temptations to come. In this way you can improve your life in every step and temptation can not haunt you anylonger.

Somethins In The Air
so yeah, i'm like majorly stressin, i've got finals, prom, then graduation. then i've got work, home, and trying to get a place of my own. Then there's a new job, then theres a lisence and a car. Man, there are so many things to be done. GRRR!!! all my friends are fallin apart, tryin to help them stay together, and work out their issues, and work on my own at the same time. wow, it's like all at once again. i don't wanna b selfish and say screw it, i'm not gonna help them, but i do need to concentrate and work on my own life too. Making it good, and trying to get what I want. God, i love my friends, but how do I help when it's not my place to step in? *babiigurl

Something I Wrote Down Between Classes
No amount of concentration Can allow my pain to escape in this prose compose out of frustration Vigorous contemplation Seeking my mind's emancipation Appealing my soul's incarceration Trapped in the darkest places I try to find patience But only find its traces Of what once was, but never will be I may be clever with these But is this it for me Stuck to never know what could have been What will it be for me But this fire won't subside in me Like a cold atrocity I'm a poetic monopoly And arrogantly, I have a patent on this industry yet, conceivably, my life seems lost in this industry There's no us, just me. But my friends, and fans, seem determine to set this caged bird free So they listen to me sing Cry as I cry, the inherit what is the best of me But past this moment and so on, there's nothing left of me

Some Ladies Do Have Balls!
Ladys with balls. ya know. I added alot of you because I thought of meeting new people. You have alot of balls to ask me to rate you in a contest but never have the common notion to just send me a hello from time to time. Thank you to all my freinds who do say hello.

Sometimes
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, fla

Sometimes
It's hard to be a mom. Sometimes it's hard to be his mom. I know it sounds bad, but everyone who knows me knows that I am brutally honest. It's just so stressful and tiring. He'll be starting speech therapy 3 times a week soon on top of the developmental, occuapational, and physical thery he already gets each once a week. He fazes out of EI in 6 months. Which means it's all up to me to continue his progress after that. Then we start special education and that shit. Then will come the emotional trama of other kids making fun of him. God I am just terrified. When do I get time to be me? When can I just be a 21 year old?

Some Famous West Virginians
Famous West Virginians Back To Facts & Trivia A sampling of some of the many famous West Virginians: Booker T. Washington - Black educational leader and the first president of Tuskegee Institute, raised in Malden, Kanawha County. Brad Paisley - Country music star and actor, born in Glen Dale. Brigadier General Charles Yeager, U.S.A.F Retired - first person to fly faster than the speed of sound, was born in Myra, Lincoln County. Carter G. Woodson - educator, author and the father of Black History Month, was raised in Huntington, Cabell County. Cyrus R. Vance - Secretary of State from 1977 to 1980 during the administration of President Jimmy Carter, was born in Clarksburg. Hal Greer - member of the basketball hall of fame, was raised in Huntington, Cabell County. Homer H. Hickam, Jr. - Author of Rocket Boys: A Memoir, the story of his life in the little town of Coalwood, WV that Inspired the #1 Bestseller and Award-Winning Movie October Sky. Jerry West - for

Some Thing To Think About...
I have recently written about chicks and our moves when put in a competion situation with another chick(mainly me).But I am not into that tonight or just this moment hell I may never talk about that again.My current attitude is all about things that piss me off such as...rejection and ignore.Yeah I know noone likes either one of those or the feeling that comes along with them.You know if we could just keep it real with our intentions when talking with the opposite sex life would be a lot less stressful.Or less complicating too say the least.You know I really try to put it out there how I am and what you can expect when being my friend.I am not into games they suck are worthless and I can find other things to do with my time then to mind fuck some dude on the internet or vise versa.I am just letting off a bit of steam and if this offends you maybe you should take a look at the reasons you are even on here.Peace out...Ginger

Sometimes, It Just Pays To Be Sleep...
most of the day and not know what sort of craziness went on during the day.... " 2007-03-05 22:24:31 i'll be doing more maintenance work tonight, to try and keep problems like we had this afternoon from happening in the future. the site might be a little wacky for the next 60-90 minutes (until midnight pst). -mike" Hopefully, it will work itself out tonight... Kat

Someone Like Me - Lyrics
So I've abandoned my faith in human kind I've lost my way, I've lost my mind And here are these walls I'm hiding behind After all that I've seen I've damn sure been blind Cause you give this me this hope that I just hate You come along I can't concentrate It seems I should know now I'm not good enough And your not the type to ever fall in love With someone like me So I bide my time, I don't call I'm better off not to try at all But against my will I tear down the wall It's so easy now to feel so small When you give this me this hope that I just hate You come along I can't concentrate It seems I should know now I'm not good enough And your not the type to ever fall in love With someone like me ©2006-2007 ~wynterzend

Something To Relate To...
a million faces, each a million lies for each and all a chrome disguise prompts for action force reaction embody promise in a sheen so pure hurt, the measure of blind ambition the testament to your singular disease against all wisdom you heed no warning your desires giving you away if I could change your mind i wouldn't save you from the path you wander in desperation dreams any soul can set you free and I still hear you scream in every breath, in every single motion burning innocence the fire to set you free your actions turn conquest to dust in portents of fate you foolishly place trust sense fear in your broken breathing resort to shadows till your body expires all creation has the promise of heaven and still you travel the road to hell i'm saying nothing for the good of myself but I'm still talking and you're not listening as night descends upon the city the streets are cold, the lights go by and in the stories of the people a million faces, a million

Somethings Are More Important Than Being Online ..
As some of you know from my earlier blog ( well last nites blog) My Mother had her surgery today .. Thank goodness all went well as Ive now found out..She was in a while longer than they expected but .. Thank GOD She's fine .. and enjoying her Loopy phase .. Now .. lets get on with the Subject of this blog ... I was signed onto Cherry . and for a few moments was actually here .. as I was trying to get thru to the hospital to find out what room she will be in . and any updated Info on my mom .. While I was here .. someone Box'd me asking how I was .. I replied .... no fast combacks so I sat there on the phone .. When I finally got someone .. So .. I walked away from the computer so that I could be on the phone in a more quiet area .. When I come back this is the Box I got .. Oh .. he also figured he should go onto Yahoo and Give me a WTF BITCH !!?? Pm . Oh arent we so sweet .. Well here's the Box I got .. (Name Exluded as Im not the bitch I was told I am) um HELLO!!??? dont feel

Some Of My Quiz Results
Suduction style Your Seduction Style: The Charmer You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them! What Is Your Seduction Style? My Soul What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in

Something I Read In Ng
I dont buy into this , just for the fact that I always orgasm . As a woman I find it my right to find pleasure for myself during the situation if he fails to provide. "A woman unconsciously uses orgasms as a way of deciding whether or not a man is good for her. If he's impatient and rough, and she doesn't have the orgasm, she may instinctively feel he's less likely to be a good husband and father. Scientists think the fickle female orgasm may have evolved to help women distinguish Mr. Right from Mr. Wrong."

Some Spiritual Food To Chew Upon
Algernon Black Why not let people differ about their answers to the great mysteries of the Universe? Let each seek one's own way to the highest, to one's own sense of supreme loyalty in life, one's ideal of life. Let each philosophy, each world-view bring forth its truth and beauty to a larger perspective, that people may grow in vision, stature and dedication. The religions of humanity should be a unifying force, for all the great religions reveal a basic unity in ethics. Whether it be Judaism, Catholicism, Protestantism, Buddhism or Confucianism, all grow out of a sense of the sacredness of human life. This moral sensitivity to the sacredness of human personality -- the Commandments not to kill, not to hurt, not to put a stumbling block in the path of the blind, not to neglect the widow or the fatherless, not to exploit the servant or the worker -- all this can be found in the Bibles of humanity, in all the sacred books. All teach in substance: "Do unto others as you would that

Some Of My Songs And Poetry
LET YOU IN you want me to let you in you say forget about him you want me to let you in you tell me you're nothing like him you want me to let you in into my broken heart when we met you knew that i was broken and how much my heart was torn I wasn't ready for another love but ya wanted to know me anyway you tried to make me smile did your best to make me laugh why were you so crazy for me knowing he wasn't yet my past? He keeps saying he loves me and maybe someday we'll be together yet every nite she sleeps in his arms while I'm here crying in yours you want me to let you in you say forget about him you want me to let you in you tell me you're nothing like him you want me to let you in into my broken heart each day is a constant struggle every phone call is the same he keeps my heart in limbo and it seems he won't let me let it end you try so hard to cheer me up and every day you offer me your heart you promise to make me love again you keep

Sometimes.......
Sometimes I get this feeling in my stomache late at night a feeling of lust love, no not love, not yet maybe never its too bad things are confusing nothings simple not even a call, then the sexes coverse and more is said than what is spoken. Then you wish your day away, your life away In fact you wish for everything to be dreamlike, a fairytale even. But you know it won't happen. The stomache hurts, it'll go away. It did before

Some Dogma
i'll pretty much always do whatever i want and although i may apologize, i will never stop so i try to make sure i don't make people into what they're not don't want to convert anyone, i just bitch a lot when i accept, it's absolute including all the faults i'll never push too hard for answers, even ones i want i understand that people will always keep me in the dark knowledge is power, and whatever power i have, i flaunt i'll just find alternative waves to ride on in your thoughts and smile as i reach the peak of the wave i caught i won't stand in the way of a goodnesson the cusp even if it means i have to keep my big mouth shut people will seek their satisfaction and do what they feel they must considering the things that get me off i'm not really one to judge the thing is i can't really get off unless i feel some love with all the ways i've fucked, been fucked, all the things i've done when i'm just a machine i'm a good machine and shut down when the job is done

Sometimes Love Is
~£ove...~ falling into the abyss... of a love that could be hell... been there so many times... i know the feeling well... do i sound cynical?... how can i not be?... loves usually disaster... or is it only me?... love is like a drug... leaves u cravin more... just when u get really "hooked"... they head for the door... then theres withdrawl... despondency and pain... then you say those famous words... "I'll never love again"... BY Lips Of An Angel

Sometimes We Just Need To Be Reminded!
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the

Some Qoutes I Think About
Atheism is a non-prophet organization. Have you ever noticed? Anybody going slower than you is an idiot, andanyone going faster than you is a moron. If you can't beat them, arrange to have them beaten. Some people see things that are and ask, Why? Some people dream of things that never were and ask, Why not? Some people have to go to work and don't have time for all that. Just cause you got the monkey off your back doesn't mean the circus has left town. There's no present. There's only the immediate future and the recent past.

Someone Asked Me To Throw This...now I Really Want To Win!
Hey everybody, I just got in my first big contest with one of my friends. Already had someone ask me to throw the contest so I wanna show em how good my friends really are. Yeah it's a couples contest but you only have to vote for me, the votes will be combined at the end. It' a week long so if you don't have time now you will for a while. It starts 3/9 @ 12 PST, 2CST…3 for you east coaster lol. It's based on comments so bomb away! If there's anything I can do for you let me know and I'll do my best. Untouchable And my partner Fxylil_Rebel_Kitty

Some Of You People Are Amazing!!!
All thru this week and actually for months now, my life has at times been a shambles. During this Horrid time of my life I have found real friends here, ones that are not ashamed to say they will pray for you & send you all the help they can in any way they can. I think this is the very hardest time, other than perhaps losing a child or spouse that one must face in our brief time here. I am at peace with my Mom dying, she has lived through so many struggles and been so hard pressed at times with bad health issues that in some odd sense this will be the peace she always prayed for. Yes I will miss her terribly but again one day we shall meet, of that I am so sure! NO soul goes on alone.......................... Thank you again friends, I do Love you all & pray unlimited Blessings on you all!!!!!!!

Something Is Horribly Wrong With My Fanning!!!
it says im only a fan of 25 people!! ive been a member of cherrytap since last july!!!! i fan everyone i meet!!! something is horrible wrong!!! im having to refan family members!!!! please dont get ur feelings hurt!!!!! im soooo sorry!!!! forgive me!!!! *hugs*

Some Simple Math
Lets do some math: I have 4354 friends. Ok so we rate everyones profile 10. Thats 4354 rates. Now thier pics. Ill be kind and estimate everyone at 100 photos: Ok thats 435,400 pics to rate. Lets say its gonna take appromimately 8.3 mins to rate each friend given the fact of the 5 second delay between rates now. Thats 3,613,820 minutes divided by 60 is 60,230 hours divided by 24 is 2509.6 days. Divided by 365 is 6.8 years. LMAO

Some Survey; Hey You, There Are A Couple Of Things We Need To Do To Get My Results Better...
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more dependent than loner, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.As for specific personality traits, you are adventurious (100%), slutty (94%), intellectual (93%), romantic (86%).

Some Of My Early Life
Well I found out something. I found out that my dad was a truck driver at the time we all got put in the childrens home. What happen was he came home one to many times and found us alone and dirty with dirty clothes on. So he took us to children services and dropped us off. I have no idea where or what my mother was doing at the time or why no adult was watching us. Some people say I shouldn't let that bother me. But most of those people never had anything like that happen to them. They got to grow up knowing there bio parents and siblings if they had any. But I know in my heart that my mother and father both loved us. And they know and know they did wrong. So am I mad at them. No. Upset at them. Yes because they didn't love us enough back then to keep us kids together. Am I wrong to feel this way?

Someone Called Someone
_____WHO IS MY SOMEONE_____ My Someone called someone. My someone who i named someone. My someone who rates my page an 11. My someone who rates me down to an 8. My someone who rates me back to a 10. My someone who rates everything i post. My someone who rates as fast as i post. My someone who will alway be welcomed. My someone who grabs my attension. My someone who may be my friend. My someone who may not be my friend. My someone who may be a fan. My someone who may not be a fan. My someone who i may have fanned My someone who i may not have fanned. My someone who i may know. My someone who i may never know. My someone who i may want to know. My someone who i may need to know. My someone who i can never say hi to. My someone who i can never say bye to. My someone who should not just be a someome. My someone who may no longer be just someone. My someone who may want to be just a someone. My someone who should want to be a someone. My someone who someday i may

Sometimes We Need Different Answers
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to th

Some Recent Poems...
... that I have written in the past few days. These have been put down in the order I wrote them... If you don't like them, please don't comment on them. They're my feelings... whether you like them or not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken Dreams Lonely heart, Broken heart... Dreams come true, torn apart Sad soul, Depressed soul... Agony and despair It takes its toll... Brown eyes, Crying eyes... tears slip down, just a little, she "dies" Depressing life, Miserable life... The hurtful words Cut like a knife... ******************** Love Once again she is Hurt beyond words... Once again her world is crushed... Love is dead. ********************* Clear Blood Tears... clear blood... Outer proof that she is hurt No less visable Than if it were red... The pain is real The saddness too.... Tears they fall... Like clear blood. ********************** Thoughts I thought my heart Would feel empty I thought I'd still be sad..

Sometimes, You Just Know Things...
Dwaine and I made the two hr drive Friday night to go pick up my daughter and drop my son off with his grandma. We made good time there and stopped off at Starbucks and giggled and laughed so much my stomach hurt from laughing...we joked away on the way back and on one of my numerous gotta go stops both Dwaine and my daughter made fun of me for having to stop yey again after drinking my coffee. Soooo after stopping we head off again and my daughter who gets car sick and always falls asleep on long drives was sleeping away, Dwaine and I were listening to the radio and joking around like we always do when we came to a complete stop...a huge traffic line...sooooo we stop and sit in the car and wait, Dwaine and I cant see whats stopping traffic ahead soo we just assume it's gotta be a wreck. Then we hear the wailing sirens of an ambulance. We joke around some more and then it was like we both felt it...same time we felt it. We saw a life flight helicopter land...then take off then

Some Hints To Make A Relationship Work =]
1)Contact your lady daily. It doesn't matter how small a contact it is. If your're both online, email her daily even if just to say "I'm thinking about you." 2)Love is like a game of tennis. Anytime you receive an email,letter, phone call, etc. be sure to contact her back. Otherwise,she could be left feeling empty and confused. Keep the ball bouncing back and forth! 3)A picture IS worth a 1000 words. Make sure she has your photo handy. Or better yet, take a fun pic together in one of those photo booths. Greet her with love. Give her a nice warm hugs and kiss. 4)Hold her hand That's right! Good old-fashioned hand-holding! 5)Make eye contact. Show her that she has your full, undivided attention. Make her feel like she is the most important person in the world to you. 6)Make time for her. When was the last time you skipped that game for her? 7)Send her a fun, electronic gift. Try a flower bouquet from Virtual Flowers, or an E-Kiss from TheKiss.com Both are fast an

Sometimes....dates Suck
Ok...so the other night I hooked up with an old friend from years ago. I haven't seen her in about 2 years, or even talked to her in months. But, she comes into town, and through freak coincidence we manage to hang out. Now....I'm not one to dwell on the past, not in the least; however, from what I can remember of (lets call her) Suzy, it's going to be a great night. From my memory, we had some hot nights. She had some tricks, let me tell you what...and a deep, deep appreciation for some of my tricks. All in all, we had fun. Lots of fun. And when I ran into her, that glint in her eyes said she remembered what I did to her, and the smile on her lips said she remembered what she did to me. So immediately there is tension...this is a good thing, I'm expecting to get laid. I'll try to condense the evening for you all...check this out: 1st - movie. Great way to start off...right? Maybe some groping going on in the theatre, we used to always do that. So she decides to see Wild Hogs...the

Some Friends Needing Hell
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Something To Think About
Peace of mind can only come when we change what we think . . . when we get to the end of the week and mark it even . . . when we get to the end of the day and balance the books with our friends and family . . . when we realize that give and take sometimes means giving more and taking less.

Some Useful Facts
some useful facts Some Useful Facts About Girls To All You Guys Out Their Reading This: 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot!! 2. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to look like Victoria Secret models. 3. All your waking attention goes to us- not your best friend who is a girl, or your friend who is a girl you've known since kindergarten, blah blah... the only other woman is your mom. and you can expect the same from us (only with boys). 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar!!So you will actually remeber 5. There's no such thing as too much spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it . . . You don't call = you don't Care.Or you forgot about us which means you dont care. 8. Which also means that if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous . . . but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on.

Some Great Reading
HI Just to let you know what I'm reading. It's a series of books by J.D. Robb, better known as Nora Roberts. There are 24 books in the series so far but there is another due out in November. This series takes place in 2058 and things have changed. If you like to read, this series will keep you entertained. ...In Death 1) Naked 2) Glory 3) Immortal 4) Rapture 5) Ceremony 6) Vengeance 7) Holiday 8) Conspiracy 9) Loyalty 10) Witness 11) Judgement 12) Betrayal 13) Seduction 14) Reunion 15) Purity 16) Portrait 17) Imitation ** Remember When** 18) Divided 19) Visions 20) Survivor 21) Origin 22) Memory 23) Born 24) Innocent Read the series you won't regret it.

Some Of My Poems
I BEEN WRITING ABOUT THIS SUBJECT ALOT....LOL I Want You To Need ME I wanna be the face you see When you close your eyes I wanna be the touch you need Every single night I wanna be your fantasy And be your reality And everything in between. I wanna be the eyes That look deep into your soul I wanna be the world to you I just wanna be it all I wanna be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish And all that you ever need. I want you to need me Like the air that you breathe I want you to feel me In everything I want you to see me In your every dream. The way that I taste you Feel you Need you I want you to need me Like I need you! Brian March 09,2007 Intimate thoughts I want someone true To share my life My innermost thoughts Know intimate details Who'll stand by my side Give me support And in return Will get mine And will listen to me Wh

Something For Dog Lovers To Think About
This is a post that I just finished reading on Dogster.com. It is really somthing for people to think about (I changed it to be gender specific for myself).. So tonight it happened. I was spinning and Baxter was in his spot where he lays just so the treadle foot barely rubs against the side of his head and it happened. That sinking moment when you realize that you can not imagine your life without this dog, that it's seems as if you've always been together but you know there will come a time when that all ends. So there I am bawling my eyes out because Baxter, even though he's just a year will die before I do. Well, one would hope anyhow, I'm only 40. The realization of the loss, the great gaping absence that will create is just to much, it hurts my heart. Part of that is because a dog, a good dog, gives you something no one else can, something most of us can't give ourselves. Acceptance. Being good enough. That look, you know, that makes you feel like he's saying 'W

Something
Well I would tell everyone about my life but the sad part is I can't. Everytime I try and tell people stuff the courts seem to get involved. so I will make things simple and easy I LIKE CRAYONS. Hope everyone has a great week.

Something Im Writing
How often do we look in the mirror and ask ourselves " Why do I do these things?" That is not only a question we ask ourselves everyday, but it is also a question other people ask when hearing, and or seeing the things other people do. We question are own minds, the things we have been brought up being taught and the things that influence us to the point of who we are today. We have the power of having a freedom of choice, a voice to speak out, a mind to hold are own personal thoughts inside, and a society we question over and over again. In later days of the past Society was considered to be a hell we were forming, and with todays Society it has been made into an abyss of the Sickened ones Utopia. I have seen such horrible things in this world, have heard such horrible things, and even have experienced some of them. I truly don't understand why people are this disgusting. I have a fascination for psychoanalyzing the human mind. Forensic Psychology. I want to know why these peo

~something New~
I am new to this well not to blogging but to CherryTAP..I am liking what I see so far and I cant wait till I am able to just dig right on in and see whats up..Thanks to the ones that have given me a warm welcome :) Anyways just wanted to throw a few words out there :) Have a great morning, afternoon, evening depending on when you look at this lol :))

Sometimes
i try to hide from those i love becuse i know i will always hurt them in the end i wont to be stong yet im so weak were is my shadow in the days i am scaed of life and my self Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

Sometimes
Sometimes Sometimes I feel inferior like if I don't even belong on this planet. Like I don't matter to anyone. Sometimes I wish I had never been born maybe that would cure the pain. Maybe thinking I was still a fetus would help. No...It wouldn't. That would never slow down my birth and the pain of this unbearable life. I often think about death. But more about life. What is the point of living if you're meant to suffer? Suffering amounts to nothing - if it is not death. So when we look at it, what is the point of living? To be stressed, be heartbroken? No one ever said life was fair No one ever said that life was going to be easy. But wouldn't it be better if it WAS in fact, easy? If everything would go smoothly? If we could do things with ease and not be hurt? To live and to love. To live and feel worthy. Until we die? I wish I had a life like that.

Something Real.....read This!!!!
Here is what I posted in a mumm today about a stepparent having a hard time after his stepson came back from visitation with his bioligical dad, and the child acts mean and horrible but his wife will not allow any spanking or taking away toys or any punishment at all she believes its wrong.....Here is what I posted to this mumm....( thie link is,http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=36665#) .. being a step parent does not make anyone less of a parent..they are still a PARENT...and let me be frank for just a second....if she does not believe in spanking or taking stuff away, then what DOES she believe in, her child being in jail or worse one day? Because that is just what is going to happen...... That is total BS ...so if nobody should recieve any type of punishment for anything thenwhat the hell do we have cops, and judges for...hell lets all jsut do whatever we feel like apparently there is no punishment...if she fell its wrong to punish, then what is she going to do about it..."punis

Someday We'll Know Lyrics
Ninety miles outside Chicago Can't stop driving I don't know why So many questions I need an answer Two years and later You're still on my mind Whatever happened to Amelia Earhart? Who holds the stars up in the sky? Is true love just once in a lifetime? Did the captain of the Titanic cry? Ohhh..... Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I was meant for you Does anybody know the way to Atlantis? Or what the wind says when she cries? I'm speeding by the place that I met you For the ninety-seventh time tonight Someday we'll know If love can move a mountain Someday we'll know Why the sky is blue Someday we'll know Why I was meant for you Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Someday we'll know Why Samson loved Delilah One day I'll go Dancing on the moon Someday you'll know That I was the one for you I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow Watched the stars crash in the sea If I cou

Something Rather Chilling...
I honestly wish I had one of those cell phones with a camera in it so I could post a picture of this incident... The other day, my son and I went to a pizza place, you know, one of those with a few old arcade games and whatnot. While we were waiting for our pizza, this tiny little girl about four years old goes over to the police shoot-em-up game that has a pink gun and a blue gun holstered and chained to the game. Her parents are sitting at their table, eating, laughing, having a good time. Basically letting her have free run of the place so she wouldn't scream. Eh, whatever. So the little girl is singing and talking to herself. She walks over to the holstered game pistol and takes it out, sort of points it around the room. Okay, no problem, sorta. I mean, it's just a game pistol, not bloody likely to be loaded, granted. Still, seeing someone waving a gun around like that, even a toy gun, chills my blood a bit, mostly because it was obvious she had no idea what it even was

Something
Quand tu Quand tu me prends dans tes bras Quand je regarde dans tes yeux Je vois qu'un Dieu existe Ce n'est pas dur d'y croire Before I met you I wasn't terribly lucky Every Prince Charming lost charm after twelve But then you came and made the past look so funny Put my old sadness to sleep on a shelf If this was meant to be Don't condemn me to be free And even if we never marry I will always love you, baby Childishly 'Cause something You've got something I can't resist Things are what they will be When I look into your eyes They say to me that God's do exist And there's something You've got something I can't resist Things are what they will be When I look into your eyes They say to me that God's do exist You make me believe You make me believe I love the temperature and smell of your body The shape of your lips and the size of your nose I love that everything you say is so funny Plus you're the best kisser that I've ever known You see the way

Some Bitch Across Country Is Writing Me Hate Mail.... How Pathetic?
fucking bitches with no life Current mood: angry ok so this is what i got in my inbox today from some scag, who happens to be friends with sarah... look bitch... you sayin people dont wanna say shit to your face...w ell this is as close of your face as im gunna get... your a nasty ass FAT bitch, that needs to get a life!!! you are the one that cant get your mind off ben n sarah!!!! why you keep emailin someone else man you whore!!!! dont you get the picture!!!! HE DONT WANT YOU HE WANTS SARAH!!!! your not sexy! go smoke some dope or do some trimspa or sumthin and loose that nastyness off your body you fukin cow!!! and you sayin people gun be gettin some teeth knoecked out.... bitch i really wish you would! okay.... bring yoru little punk ass out to see me sarah n ben.... and well show you how its un over here and then tell me who the one is that is gettin teeth KICKED out!!!! you dirty slut! QUIT BUGGIN BEN N SARAH! and this is what i responded with,

Something Fun!!
Something fun!! > > > > This is a unique personality test. There are only 4 >questions but the result is very interesting. > > > http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html just copy the link into the browser and have fun with the test

Something I Threw Together...
do you ever feel like your all alone and got nothing at all? even when you got a child calling you mommy, someone calling you sister, daughter or friend. do you ever feel like you life just aint right? Like your missing something, like theres something you should be seeing, doing, or experiancing? ever feel worthless, fat, no good, useless, and stupid even though you have a home, car, family, friends high school education... I feel like the life i thought I wanted and had chose for myself was right for me but i am unsure at this point. I do thank you god for the miricales such as my son and unborn child on the way. however i wonder if there is more out there other then a desk with a computer and phone at home to sell stuff from, or a name tag that says momm, cook, house keeper and all the other things I do. I dont think it's the stuff or people around me I beleive it's just me. yeah yeah sounds like a poor poor me but really it's just thoughts that run through my head I'm sure everyone

Some Poems
The pain left There is this part of me That is so afraid to Let the thought of you Me, and us go So afraid if I let it Go I will die A part of me has been dead for Nine long years Waiting and hoping Finally making what I needed to happen Happen. Your face, your smile Your teeth, your hands The way you look At me, at us, at it The way I fit Inside of your arms The way you smell So familiar, so warm We never said good Bye, just hurt Pain, and then numb Numb is what I have Always been since you And I could no longer Be one happy On fire. 12/27/2006 _________________________________________ There is a point of Holding on to nothing Holding on for the Sake of holding on Waiting, wishing, anticipating Your hands and eyes all over my body Your gaze, your laugh, The kisses, the holding The way you are The way you look When you just get home When I’m doing the dishes Singing some songs that Make no sense Watching you lau

Someone Shoot Her Please.....
Last night I fell asleep on the couch in my living room and apparently left the TV on while I slept and this morning I was awoken by the sound of a bleating of a cow as if it was shot in the face and was waiting to die.. But as I opened my eyes I found out that it was just Rosie O’Donnell and her cackling hen posse known as the women of The View. We all know that Rosie has been in the news lately about a bunch of different things, from her feud with the Donald, to her fight with depression. This morning she had the nerve to say stuff about how prisoners at Guantanamo Bay are being tortured to give confessions and how it “hurts their civil liberties.” I was so pissed off about this that I actually decided to write a letter to ABC (the company that produces the view and airs it) and to Rosie herself. Before I get to send it off I thought I’d let you read it on here. Dear Rosie, I’m writing this to tell you how much I hate your guts. Now I personally don’t know you and I doubt t

Some Insight
Some Insight to me.... Current mood: contemplative Okay so i've decided to write this because well i'm bored LoL ... its just the basics on who i am and the type of person i strive to be ... :) First i'm Seperated from my husband , we're NOT divorced ... but we might as well be LoL been seperated since 1998 , just figure we hated marriage the first time , so if we stay married to eachother well we can't make that mistake again right ? LoL fucked up logic , Ummmmm yea , Do I care about your opinion on it ? Nope I'm a mom of 6 , i don't exactly look like a mom of one let alone 6 , but heres some advice , If u like your nose and teeth intact , Don't ask how many dads Ummmmm k? cuz 1st its rude , and 2nd its none of your goddamn buisness , but to set the record straight theres 1 dad TYVM.... Yes i LOVE body art ! Tats , Piercings , Scarification , Extreme Body mods like rib removal and implants are cool with me too *i wouldn't do them but hey who am i to judge?*But if you don'

Some Info On Lupus
I Hijacked this from Cricket..its is very helpful and interesting for those of you who think that this is in fact a BS diagnosis! For those of you that care to know some of the facts about the disease that I, and some of our other dear tappers have..I am blogging some facts in here. Some of you will walk out of this blog, shaking your head and not really giving a shit, others..this will help you to understand why..when we're having a bad day..it's a really bad day...Not an "empty diagnosis" as one of my friend's docs put it to her..OR "non life threatening" as Dr. Phil so kindly put it. :/ ::Taken from the LFA website:: By definition Lupus is a chronic inflammatory disease that can affect various parts of the body, especially the skin, joints, blood, and kidneys. In an autoimmune disorder such as lupus, the immune system loses its ability to tell the difference between foreign substances (antigens) and its own cells and tissues. There are 4 types of Lupus: Discoid-almos

Something To Make You Think
A mouse looked through the crack in the wall to see the farmer and > >his wife open a package. > > What food might this contain?" The mouse wondered - he was > >devastated to discover it was a mousetrap. > > > > Retreating to the farmyard, the mouse proclaimed the warning: > > > > There is a mousetrap in the house! There is a mousetrap in the >house!" > > The chicken clucked and scratched, raised her head and said, "Mr. > >Mouse, I can tell this is a grave concern to you, but it is of no > >consequence to me. I cannot be bothered by it." > > > > The mouse turned to the pig and told him, "There is a mousetrap in > >the house! There is a mousetrap in the house!" > > The pig sympathized, but said, I am so very sorry, Mr. Mouse, but > >there is nothing I can do about it but pray. Be assured you are in my >prayers." > > > > The mouse turned to the cow and said "There is a mousetrap in the >house! > > There is a mousetrap in the house!" > > The co

Sometimes It Pays To Not Listen With Your Heart.
yes here i am again just ramblin becauseits better than blowing up inside. There are SO many things that are stepping stones in any path in any relationship. And within that relationship you tend to listen mre with your heart than anything else and u get blinded as to where exactly you need to be. If you cant be happy with yourself then how in God's green earth can u make another person happy. AS hard as it seems as hard as it is a have to step back slow down and try again. Not exactly start over because u cant erase where you have been but yeah go back to swuare one and try n rebuild IF its worth rebuilding. And when the rebuilding starts dont play the idiot n say ohh Ill wait u ntil you are ready or whatever..step up be a friend be there for the person who needs you and DO NOT Expect anymore than they can give. When they feel they are back where they need to be they will open up. Everything in life IS NOT about 2 people who think or who know they love one anothere there are ma

Something Important For A Change!
Read all the way through please! Hunger and undernutrition are the number one risk to health worldwide, killing more people every year than AIDS, malaria, and tuberculosis combined. How real is the problem of hunger? Consider that: - The world has produced more than enough food to feed itself since the 1960s. - Yet, around the world, over 850 million people are chronically hungry. - That means one out of every seven people on earth goes hungry. - There are 400 million hungry children in the world. - That’s more hungry children than the population of the United States. - Every four seconds, someone, somewhere, dies because of hunger. - Every day, 25,000 people die because of hunger; 18,000 of them are children. - Every year, over 9 million people die from hunger and malnutrition. More than 9 out of 10 hungry people die in situations not heard on the news. Despite the magnitude of this tragic situation, hunger is a solvable proble

Some Stuff About Me
1. Someone knocks on your door at 2 a.m. Who do you want it to be? A figment of my imagination. Anyone real is either a bastard, a nutter or the bearer of bad news 2. Your boss tells you he/she will give you a $20 raise if you'll do your job naked. Would you stay? It’s more a case of whether anyone else would stay if I said yes… 3. Put yourself in a nutshell: That’s impossible. Nutshells are small and I am big 4. Have you ever seen a ghost? Yes 5. Are you happy with your body? Reasonably, but then I can’t really get another one. 6. What’s one reason you would move to Iceland? Someone threatened me with physical violence. 7. Name a place you've lived that you miss: The real world 8. What’s a job you would never do regardless of how much you were paid: Monkey prostitute 9. A band you thought was cool when you were 13: Pink Floyd 10. You have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to call? My mum. 11. Do you want to have kids before you're

Something To Offend Everyone?
Something to offend everyone What is a Yankee? The same as a Quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? (

Some Truth For The Ladies Of Cherrytap
Okay - this one is for the ladies. Walking around our office building today, I ran into at minimum 40-50 women. Granted, I work IT in the garment industry, so the ladies run the gamut. I didn't run into a single unattractive lady the entire time...each woman had a sparkle, a shine, something that made them...well...a woman. So, I'm here to let you all know, ladies...that even on your worst day, when your hair won't do what you want it to do, and you were running late and couldn't get your makeup exactly right...and you generally feel hideous, and unattractive... ...there are guys like me out there in the world, who are looking at you in a totally different light...who think you look fabulous each and every time we see you. That's it...all that's on my mind on this bright and sunny Texas Friday. Have a great weekend!

Some Pathetic Loser...
Ooh, nice 1 rating from you, loser. Kiss my ass dirtbag. Yeah, some jealous hillbilly rated me a 1. (my profile) Like I care. Message to you, loser: I do what I want. After two years of crawling around the mountains and being shot at in Afghanistan I fear no one, least of all you.

Something I Saw...
Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

Somethings To Think About...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. And always remember, you are special to someone, someone cares about you more than you will ever know. So treat everyone in your life as you would like to be treated, special! Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Sometimes I Think ...i Think Too Much !!
I had one of those days today, I got up at 6.30am..(on a Saturday..so not fair !!)...took my son to cricket and sat there watching them bowl 20 overs of wides ...I found my mind wandering while my eyes glazed over watching the game... And I find myself.... asking myself questions like.... Why do we have earwax ? Why did someone call the penis...a penis..i mean wot made them think of that when they named it ? Why do some people go without getting a pimple their whole life..and others have acne ? ( this came about from the poor teenager sitting next to me whose face was more yellow than white ) :( Why do they call blogs...blogs ? Do Lizards...have balls ? Keep in mind...it was a long 20 overs of cricket !! Omg..one that came to the other day...I think im gonna have to google it....How do elephants have sex..without crushing each other :O ? These r just a few of the questions I ask myself..then feel a little weird..for even thinking them..???!!! Fellow blog

Some People Really Just Needs To Stfu !!
Lesson Learned - Child of God@ CherryTAP Posted a bulletin name: Why God Loves Goths Even Though They Are Losers Body: God loves us all, even if we are losers. That is what is really cool about God. Think about it, the whole "Goth" thing is so like 1998, yet we have adults going around dressed in dark clothes and makeup calling themselves "Lestats Dark Family" or some shit like that. Oh, and Marilyn Manson sucks. Speaking of Goths..ever notice that lots of people are going around claiming to be "Wiccan". What the fuck is a wiccan anyway? Everytime I see a wiccan chick on the internet she is either fat or ugly and sometimes both. Is this the new religion for people who cannot get laid? So, you are a Green Witch? Isn't that sweet. Now run along dear and get my coffee and I might leave a really nice tip. MY RESPONCE Wiccan and the Pagan belief in general are great, and Paganism in itself is older than christianity by over 200,000 years, so new belief..., so to gener

Something About Me...
2 days ago I had classes about horoscopes and zodiac. We had discussed the relations between people who have the same zodiac and the people who have opposite. We had to join zodiac signs with the describtions. I am GEMINI but I found some of my features in other signs describtion. I want you to introduce myself :) Enjoy you reading :) I am: Forceful: hate monotony, candid, difficulty in controlling temper, impulsive, passionate lover, loyal, money important for buying not for security, don't like routine, use hand gestures, often two-faced, jealous, good at hiding true motives, interested in too many things, crative, imaginative, often late, need to communicate, enjoy flirting and need fantasy not just the physical, like stable relationships, unforgiving, attached to family and friends, sensuous, nature-lover, practical and reliable, like good food, prudent, seem self-confident but inality sensitive, loving but need reassurance, intuitive, gregarious but need solitude, consta

Some Imporant Information Ya'll Should Know
Well, I thought I should tell you that yes I was preg. key word being WAS. I fell and had a miscarriage. Caught my foot on the edge of the door frame and landed on my stomache and lost it the next day. Everything happens for a reason and I guess it wasn't meant to be. If I seem upset or cold you know why and please bear with me in my time. Thank you! Steph

Someone Ive Meet
ive been talking too this older female but idk mabe i like her too fast but then again she keeps a good convo going on the fone and we have good laughs and i make her smile alot. wat do ya think a brotha should say or do?

Some Information About Iraq..
Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to topple a ruthless dictator who used nerve gas on his own people. Our soldiers completed that mission, Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to help set up a constitutionally directed government. Our solders completed that mission. Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to support the people of Iraq, democratically elect its own government, Our soldiers completed that mission. Our soldier were not deployed to force the Iraqi people to get along. Our soldiers have completed their initial mission and so much more, but our soldiers are the highest trained most professional military in the world and they know that if they turn their back and walk out of Iraq now, it will become a killing field that will make Darfur look like a sunny afternoon in central park. My friends, no matter what you may feel about the President's policy in dealing with Iraq, please remember, the soldiers are only following orders as required by their oath of enlistment which

Something So Wrong Turns Out To Be Right
In remembrance of my father A beautiful rose Sat upon my kitchen table How can something so beautiful Just wilted away. Just like love it come and go Never knowing what tomorrow will bring. Memory is all I got left of you. The memories are so fresh in my head As time goes by, they will Slow fade away You will cross my mind from time to time Tears will fall A smile will appear on my face Because I know That something so wrong turned Out to be so right You done your journey, job you deserve your wings. January 20, 2006

Something
This empty feeling that will not go away slowly pulling me into my grave covering me in the sands of time lost to all and left behind Noone cares and never did so alone and frezzing cold I feel the pressure on my chest as my heart turns to stone Never loved as I loved always just throne away and now the night is my only escape

Sometimes
I am happy I have faith And encouragement Sometimes I don’t have to question I don’t have doubts About you loving me Sometimes the future scares me Knowing the choices are Going to reflected on my boys Sometimes maken choices ar hard Hearing the truth is hard to bare Night are hard to sleep Days are long But I, still love you Sometimes its hard. December 2006

Something Exciting My Way Comes....
Concordia University is actually re-locating to the old Schlumberger facility just down the road from me, quite literally! This is what they had to say on the first page of their webpage announcing this change: "The Board of Regents of Concordia University took a visionary step of faith on May 13, 2005, deciding to relocate its main campus. The new site was selected the following year and put under contract in July 2006. Closing on the property will take place in early 2007. Formerly owned by Schlumberger, an oil services company, the property was developed in 1987 as a research facility. The company closed the site several years ago and moved most of its research activities to Cambridge, England. The original Schlumberger site consists of approximately 440 acres of land divided into four lots. Nearly 250 acres of Lot 2 comprise a protected nature preserve. In addition, six buildings are located on Lot 2 consisting of 195,000 square feet of usable space. Most of Concordia

Something Old Fashioned
"On the 21st of the month, the best man I know will do what he always does on the 21st of the month. He'll sit down and pen a love letter to his best girl. He'll say how much he misses her and loves her and can't wait to see her again. Then he'll fold it once, slide it in a little envelope and walk into his bedroom. He'll go to the stack of love letters sitting there on her pillow, untie the yellow ribbon, place the new one on top and tie the ribbon again. The stack will be 180 letters high then, because the 21st will be 15 years to the day since Nellie, his beloved wife of 53 years, died. In her memory, he sleeps only on his half of the bed, only on his pillow, only on top of the sheets, never between; with just the old bedspread they shared to keep him warm. There's never been a finer man in American sports than John Wooden, or a finer coach. He won 10 NCAA basketball championships at UCLA, the last in 1975. Nobody has ever come within six of him. He won 88 straight g

~ Some Muslim Cabbies Refuse Fares ~
Some Muslim Cabbies Refuse Fares Carrying Alcohol By Kari Lydersen Washington Post Staff Writer Thursday, October 26, 2006; Page A02 MINNEAPOLIS -- The ban on carrying liquids on commercial airliners has had an unintended consequence in Minneapolis: It has made catching a cab easier. Over the past few years, a growing number of Somali taxi drivers in the Twin Cities have been interpreting Koranic prohibitions on carrying alcohol to include ferrying passengers with alcohol in their bags. "If you are a cabdriver and a practicing Muslim, you can't carry alcohol," said Idris Mohamed, an adjunct professor of strategic management at Metropolitan State University in St. Paul. "It would be the same for a practicing Christian trying to honor their beliefs." When flight attendant Eva Buzek returned to Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport from France in March and told a cabdriver to be careful with her bag because there was wine in it, she was shocked at the response she g

Something To Ponder
When I was young and Iaid in bed at night alone listening to parents fight. I didnt realize at the time how easy it is to live with someone and love them but still be totall strangers. I felt completely alone because I was. Somedays my heart would ache so bad, I didnt realize how self destructive I would become. How untrusting, how secluded I would let my heart become. I never knew how happy my happy times were. Never thought I would be stuck, caught between my own sadness and the only two people I love enough to not give up on.Those people who are strangers to me. I never that who I am would wind up being this fucked up. I never thought I would have to live this long or love as much as I did. I never thought that the bottle that I poured myself into as a punk kid would end up being broken over my head. Never thought that I would love my freinds enough to push them away before I collaspe.I never knew how happy it would make me to see them maintain and become the men they are. I tried t

Someone Tell Me Why?
Can someone tell me why in the hell do girls go for guys who don't give a shit? I am sick and fucking tired of being crap on by all these damn girls who want to be with guys who don't give a shit about them. I am tired of fucking stupid ass excuse that they give me and then turn around and hook up someone else. You know what I am really starting to hate women big time because of all this shit. It's going to take one hell of a woman to make me change my mind because of right now I swearing off women for good.

Someone Else Tonight
its time again i get up off the barstool and then leave a tip heading home alone once again I don't mind my tv is my only friend and for awhile my happiness is only pretend and then I i lose myself in another place time stands still I put on someone else's face another sad story sacrifice and glory I wonder who ill be tonight save the day and make it alright when you're young you dream about many things and life is great you're told you can do anything and then it comes singin that old familiar song and soon its here and all your innocence is gone its here again another sad story someone's sacrifice for glory gonna save the day and make it alright once again im someone else tonight

Something To Think About
due to recent events.. shallow rude people.. i am thinking about this procedre.. i hoping the military will approve it.. anyone wanna check it out go for it.. i got nothing to hide anymore.. oh btw i not lazy i been doing at least mile walk/run/jog.. i have had a broken foot for a while so dont judge me.. accept me for who i am.. i not giving up yet http://www.lapband.com/lapband/portal.do

Someone Rated Your Photo A '4'
When I first signed up, I thought, hmmmmmm, pic ratings. And with the sensory overload, I rated that way unknowingly about points and that it can piss people off.... Anyway. I got one today. But I don't care. Of course, there are those souls out there that get offended or ticked off (jealousy) over another user's popularity, for whatever reason, and go to town rating a user's pics low. I've had my share of Y! Chat drama, perhaps I've come across some users that frequented 20's love rooms.... ... drama is a waste of time.

Sometimes..
I'm torn between wanting to forget about you- ..and yet wanting to keep my memories. I'm torn between wanting to move forward- ..and not wanting to betray what I feel. I'm caught between wanting to be a good person- ..and needing to be a bad one. I feel foolish and weak for having a good heart- ..when I need to Not have one period. I feel like I have a Devil on one shoulder- ..and an angel on the other. Do I listen to my soul,or do I listen to my Spirit?

Something I Wrote The Day She Turn 1 In 1984!
GIRL OF MY DREAMS She is the girl of my dreams Though I have never seen her eyes seeing me I have never seen her smile or her cheeks, yet She is the girl of my dreams She came to me one day in '83 I can't get her out of my head will she ever know what she means to me? She is the girl of my dreams I've never heard her laugh only cry Yet she speaks to me in my mind She is the girl of my dreams We never had one moment at first yet She is the girl of my dreams One day maybe her face I will see, One day maybe it won't be in my dreams Until the day forever ginger

Something To Think About
Things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: A. FDR led us into World War II. B. Germany never attacked us ; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost . An average of 112,500 per year. C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea . North Korea never attacked us .. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... An average of 18,334 per year. D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us E. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. An average of 5,800 per year. F. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attacked us . He was offered Osama bin L

Someone Shared This
Through The Storms..... I did not know His love before, The way I know it now. I could not see my need for Him, My pride would not allow. I had it all, without a care, The "Self-sufficient" lie. My path was smooth, my sea was still, Not a cloud was in my sky. I thought I knew His love for me, I thought I'd seen His grace, I thought I did not need to grow, I thought I'd found my place. But then the way grew rough and dark, The storm clouds quickly rolled; The waves began to rock my ship, My anchor would not hold. The ship that I had built myself Was made of foolish pride. It fell apart and left me bare, With nowhere else to hide. I had no strength or faith to face The trials that lay ahead, And so I simply prayed to Him And bowed my weary head. His loving arms enveloped me, And then He helped me stand. He said, "You still must face this storm, But I will hold your hand." So through the dark and lonely night He guided me through pain. I could n

Something You Should Know: About Clothes Dryers
Our repairman went to our dryer and pulled out the lint filter. It was clean. We always clean the lint from the filter after every load of clothes. He told us that he wanted to show us something. He took the filter over to the sink, ran hot water over it. Now, the lint filter is made of a mesh material - I'm sure you know what your dryer's lint filter looks like. WELL.....the hot water just sat on top of the mesh!!! It didn't go through it at all!!! He told us that dryer sheets cause a film over the mesh, that's what burns out the heating unit. You can't SEE the film, but it's there. This is also what causes dryer units to catch fire potentially burn your house down with it! He said the best way to keep your dryer working for a very long time & to keep your electric bill lower is to take that filter out & wash it with hot soapy water & an old toothbrush (or other brush) at least every six months. He sai

Some Thoughts On Love
Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry", not "where are you" but "I'm right here", not "how could you" but "I understand", not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. (To those who have "a special someone") Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. True love cannot be found where it does not truly exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does. Love is magic. The more we hide it, the more it shows; the more you suppress it, the more i

Something For Someone!!
Well tonight my mind wanders to a guy who has stopped me for fading away,damn him anyways,you know who you are,you with your wicked words!! Anyways tonight my thoughts are racing away to another place. For some reason all I can seem to think about is rain, bites and these words, what if I told you I lusted after you? As well as do my writing make you cum? So tonight that's where my thoughts are. I'm wishing for a good storm to come in. You ever found yourself just wishing you could call someone for a booty call. Anyways, it's dark and still tonight, there's a crispy wind nipping at my skin. But yet I'm very hot for some reason,hehe. Anyways, tonight I'll let you peek at some of my dreams I've had of late. Last night it was a dream about, me and I found myself sitting by a lake that's one of my hunts. Anyways this lake is in a not so busy place. All it has is a small bathroom ,small siting place and two sets of stairs that lead to the water and that's it. It's out in the mi

Some People Are Messed In The Head
ok lets start with whats with the mumms voltures?! ok if you dont like the subject of a mumm why the hell do you feel the need to say thats a dumb mumm, they dont seam to think about the fact that they take more time to write a dumbass responce then it would take to rate it etc i wont use all their colorful words. ok a mumm is a basic tool to get votes for one and help make a decision, just because you think its a dumb decision some might not find it as easy to decide. i may be wrong but isnt this site for friend networking, and earning points, why are we acting like kids? putting people down for a question? whats the sense? my advice if you dont like the mumm move on.....is that hard or something i will never be rude to someone for no reason but i will say this and its to get it off my chest....if you have to live your daily life to argue on the internet, quit wasting your time and go stop a car with your face

Some Of These Are Blinders,
Some of these are blinders, for those of you at work that are using Outlook 1: I am currently out at a job interview and will reply to you if I fail to get the position. Be prepared for my mood. 2: You are receiving this automatic notification because I am out of the office. If I was in, chances are you wouldn't have received anything at all. 3: I will be unable to delete all the unread, worthless mails you send me until I return from holiday on 4 April. Please be patient and your mail will be deleted in the order it was received. 4: Thank you for your email. Your credit card has been charged £5.99 for the first ten words and £1.99 for each additional word in your message. 5: The e-mail server is unable to verify your server connection and is unable to deliver this message. Please restart your computer and try sending again. (The beauty of this is that when you return, you can see how many in-duh-viduals did this over and over). 6: Thank y

Some Great News$$$$$$$$$
I filled out a application for a job at a reasturant yeasterday.They called me this morning for a interview.They hired me and I start tonight.I will be working thursday,friday,and saturday starting at $7 a hour.My title is shift manager.I am so exited.My hours are from 4 to 11.So yup yay me.

Something I Wrote....
DESIRE IGNITES AT THE THOUGHT OF YOU. RISING HIGHER UNTIL I AM OVERCOME WITH IT. TOUCH ME. HOLD ME. KISS ME. ENTER NOW..... INTO MY SOFT WARM WETNESS. QUICK! HARD! DEEP! FILL ME! SLOWLY, THEN FASTER AS WE CLIMB CLOSER... TO THE PINNACLE OF EXQUISITE TORTURE, MY BODY MOVES IN TIME WITH YOURS. GIVING, TAKING, SHARING THE ULTIMATE PLEASURE. WE REACH THAT EUPHORIC PLATEAU. AS IF CAUGHT IN A BRILLIANT SUNSET, SWIRLS OF IRRIDESCENT COLORS SURROUND US; WARM AND GENTL AS A SUMMER BREEZE. BREATHING RETURNS TO NORMAL..... OUR BODIES START TO COOL. AS WE PREPARE TO LEAVE THAT PLATEAU OF ULTIMATE PLEASURE.

Sometimes
Sometimes I stop and look out the window, I start to cry, The funny thing is I can't seem to figure out why... Sometimes I feel in such a mess, I can't seem to pull myself togeather, Sometimes I sit alone in my room, And it only gets worse... Sometimes words are so hard to say, Sometimes I wish someone would just come and carry me far away, I get more and more lost everyday... Sometimes my mind goes around and around,It seems I only get more confused, Sometimes I can feel my emotions get damaged to many times. Sometimes I'll wake up at night once again with tears in my eyes, Sometimes I scream with maddness, Sombody tell me why... But this is just Sometimes.

Sometimes It's Best To Take A Step Back And Say...
THESE BITCHES ARE CRAZY! LMAO! I swear, it seems like everybody around me has lost their minds. People who I thought were sane are turning out to be crazy! Peeps who I thought were crazy, are worse off than I thought! And Mean too! I'm gonna shut my mouth, as I have been for a while now, sit back and watch everyone fight for the King of a Meritless Crown. Let the church say AMEN! PS. Just cause I say "Bitches" dont mean its all women. I see some men out there acting like straight pussies.

Some Days
there are some days i lay in my bed and wonder what my life would be like if......then there are so many if's that i run myself in circles not getting anywhere....... i love my kids, i love my job most days lol.... but their is some thing missing in my life that makes me feel incomplete... i dunno if anyone else or everyone else feels this way or maybe it's just me.... i know that i am not tottally unattractive in body or in my personality, but wtf i can NOT for the life of me figure out y everyone is only interested in my body & what it can do for them....i know that i have nsfw pics i do those because i enjoy them & don't mind others enjoying them but they are not all that i am i think alot of ppl get caught up even myself in the virtual world what might be out there for us or what could be if so & so hooked it up w/ us that we forget about the real world around us... fantasy is great but i wonder if i am missing something out there in the real world waiting for me to get it..... oh

Some One Special
some one special What makes some people Dearer? Is not just the happiness that you feel when you meet them. But the pain you feel when you miss them. Don't be slow so that I miss YOU Don't be fast that U miss Me Just be with me that we are together for the moment called forever.

Something I Found Funny
I was on my way home from bringing michael to work and I passed a car that had its top down.As I got closer I noticed the windows were up.LOL!Whats the point of having the windows up when the top is down?

Something I Live By On A Daily Basis
This is something that my kids and I live by everyday of our lives.....something I want to share with the rest of you. Your life is made up of years that mean nothing, and moments that mean it all. People may not remember exactly what you said or did, but they will always remember how you made them feel. There's always a way out, as long as we are strong enough to look at the light beyond the dark clouds. Whatever you are doing, love yourself for doing it, whatever you are feeling, and love yourself for feeling it. We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each other everywhere. Stand for something or you'll fall for anything. When one door closes, another opens, but we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we don't see the one that has opened for us. You must love yourself before loving another, by accepting yourself and fully being what you are, your simple presence will make others ha

Some Good Ct Guidelines By Year Of The Dragon
FROM YEAR OF THE DRAGON ************************* I have decided that once a week I am going to repost this bulletin with all my blog links in it. ************************************************** NSFW Guidelines http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/249509 *************************************************** NSFW Flagging Guidelines http://cherrytap.com/blog/60737/257665 *************************************************** Step by Step Making and Submission of Salutes http://cherrytap.com/blog/61392 *************************************************** Harrasment Issues http://cherrytap.com/blog/63268 *************************************************** Underage Users http://cherrytap.com/blog/61883 *************************************************** Some Fun Places to Check Out on CherryTAP http://cherrytap.com/blog/65347 *************************************************** Some CherryTAP Links http://cherrytap.com/blog/59708/244346 *******

Somethings I Forgot To Put In
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: Gary Howard Dixon, IIINickname(s): Mr. DixonAge: 33 For NowBirthday: October 12,1973Birthplace: Somewhere In The BronxCurrent Location: Downtown ManhattanEye Color: Brown Most Of The TimeHair Color: Black For NowHeight: About 6'1Weight: About 130 Im Working On ThisLefty or Righty: Righty, Why Is This Being AskedZodiac Sign: LibraWhat Do You Drive: SometimesScreenname: Mr. Dixon{---Favorites---}Color: BlackNumber: ZeroBand: I Have Many But NirvanaMusic Genre: To Many To Name I Like A Lot Of MusicTV Show: Dont Have One But I Enjoy CartoonsMovie: None Well Maybe A Porn, lolActor: MyselfActress: My DaughterKind of Movie: Horrors And AdultCartoon: What Come On Cartoon NetworkSport: Base Ball And Foot BallFast Food Restaurant: Not To ManyFood: Beans, Rice And Baked ChickenIce Cream:

Somehow
somehow i'll make it stop hurting and make the pain go away somehow i'll move on with my life and get over the fact that you're gone somehow i'll make things right somehow someday i'll get through there is so much pain somehow i'll make you see that things are not as bad as you make them seem somehow someday i'll get through and learn to handle all this pain somehow someday by Melissa Dumler

Something I Wrote Seasons For Australia Written By Bruce
Seasons For Australia written by Bruce Romanis Autumn/Fall is 1st of March to 31st of May Winter is 1st of June to 31st of August Spring is 1st of September to 30th of November Summer is 1st of December to 28th or 29th of February So here’s some tips for the seasons when travelers visit Australia so everybody doesn’t get confused from Bruce.

Someone Else
so you tell me you love another too well i don't care just leave i can make it on my own what does it matter to you what i say or how i feel you love another you don't care i don't care just get away i don't want you around stay away so your lover called i hang up the phone you screamed at me i told you to get out you can go to your other i don't want you around me i just walk away i went to my room locked you out you pounded on the door go away i hate you go to your lover i don't need you i'm not going to cry for you i just want you gone don't come to me when it's over i won't let you through the door i'll just tell you to leave leave me alone i don't need you maybe i love someone else cause i don't love you.. by Melissa Dumler

Some People
Some people come into our lives and quickly go... Some stay for awhile, and give us a deeper understanding of what is truly important in this life. They help us become aware of the delicate winds of hope... and we discover within every human spirit there are wings yearning to fly. They help our hearts to see that the only stairway to the stars is woven with dreams... and we find ourselves unafraid to reach high. They celebrate the true essence of who we are... and have faith in all that we may become. Some people awaken us to new and deeper realizations, for we gain insight from the passing whisper of their wisdom. Throughout our lives we are sent precious souls meant to share our journey, however brief or lasting their stay, they remind us why we are here. To learn... to teach... to nurture... to love Some people come into our lives to cast a steady light upon our path and guide our every step; their shining belief in us helps us to believe in ourselves.

Somebody's Raising Their Kid Right!
One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a Classroom. The teacher was going to explain Evolution to the children. The teacher asked A little boy: Tommy do you see ! the tree Outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass Outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see If you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes Later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just Doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the Boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked The boy: Tommy, do you see the tree Outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass Outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the Teacher? TOMMY: Yes LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?

Somewhere Today...
Somewhere today a child will be lost, Will it be yours or mine? Somewhere today a river will flow, From tears that a parent is crying. Somewhere today a child's name is called, But no answer will ever be heard, Only the memory of a final goodbye "I Love You Mommy", the last words. Somewhere today a child waits on a bus, But when schools in, they wont be there. Somewhere today the law will allow, A pedophile to add stench to our air. Somewhere today a funeral is held, Amidst wailing and unending pain, Mothers and Fathers who've suffered great loss, Their lives have been forever changed. Somewhere today a judge will grant bail, Allowing a man a second chance to kill, Somewhere today a menace will walk free, Endangering kids with his treacherous will. And somewhere today a search party seeks, The remains of a lost soul, Someone whose body was tortured and raped, Could this be a person you know? Somewhere today in your city or mine, A wife will not re

Somewhere
Somewhere off in the wind a kiss blows, I have sent it out to seek, the flesh of a true lover's cheek Looking for the one I know will love me everyday of the week and when I look at him i want to see all the things in this life that I want to be i will look into his eyes and see forever, me heart will beat in time with his but it will stop each time we kiss. The sweetest words are on his lips he gives them to me hands around my hips. with you, i see my life i want to give you everything make you my wife. i hope that kiss of mine never runs out of steam. I hope that kiss of mine can find the one in my dream

Some Very Nice Words...
THIS WAS WRITTEN TO ME FROM A FRIEND...WHY CANT EVERYONE BE SO SINCERE AND NICE? THATS A TRUE FRIEND!!! ( in reference to a yellow friendship rose i sent him ) well I am very honor for this lovely rose and what make it more special is that it's from you I never seen a yellow rose I am use to red and white but to see one that was giving by a lady who is just as precious as the rose when I see yellow I think of the sunlight but with you my dear you bring light when there is nothing around me but all darkness or allow me to get on my knees open my eyes up more so I can see your whole light never part of it but all of it cause you show me that there is happiness and fun in this world but it is with in you, but you know I am always happy to here from you gorgeous cause I know when you are doing good your son is to and I hope I am not wrong asking about your son but one thing that I have learn he is apart of you and was always there before i every came into your life as friends so when

Some People On Here Are Wierd
in a bad way, im pritty wierd myself. im never one to admit im normal lol, but i find it kinda funny every day i see some one rate my new morph pic down like giving me 1's on it, dam ive had the thing for a few weeks now and i think Ogary did a hella good job on it to, soo i dont get why people rate it down, hell if u dont like it dont look at it you idiots! whats even more pathetic is they do it anonomouslly.. well i just dont get some people on here. ive never rated any one less then a 10, like ive said befor i dont like the rating on this site anyways it leads to a lame ass rating contest... soo from now on people if u have a problem with anything on my profile or any of my pics message me about it directlly dont just be a dumbass and downrate it anonomouslly.

Something Good Might Come Out Of It
Some thing good might come out of it When you need a freind or love My heart I will share When you are sick or not feeling well For you I will care When you are sad or lonely I will be there I will dry your tears when you need them dried When you are scared I will comfort you And be there for you and your fears Something good will come out of it you take a breath and think of the things that will be. something good will come of it just you wait and see hold tight cause something good will come

Something I Wrote About Me
As i walk throw the valley, i smell the fresh air.looking around at the green grass,the birds flying so free.I know thats where i wanna stay.I want to be free from everything that tries to hold me back in my past,everything thats so evil and sad.I wish i was a bird,so i could fly so free.with no worries about what to morrow will bring my way. All i have to do is fly away to the next valley thats greener on the other side.to only think about flying free to the promise land we all see,where happyness is made for us.thats t dream i have and when i meet her i hope the promise land is there for me and you.. Its time to move on.No more will i look into my past.. just thinking where i want my life and where it could have been..Its time start over once more but i know i can get throw.. No more will my past follow me around. i let it all go like setting the dove free.. i know where i have to start and i know where i will end for once i have a plan to a better life.No more thinking do

Some Obscure Canadian Bands
Just some of the more obscure Canadian bands that I enjoy .. check them out and hope you enjoy the music as I do. xxx The Mudmen http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=14452634 Killer Dwarfs http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=32914421 Straight Faced Liars http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=26352399&MyToken=02d87502-0888-477c-bba8-1b012806e11f Parlor Trixx http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=39205605

Some Wise Words I Learned From A Friend
Time is too slow for those that wait, too swift for those that fear, too long for those that grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those that love, time is eternity. Don't let doubt lose the magic of love, cause it's not everyday you meet someone who has the magic to let you fall in love. To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if u can't do this!

Some Useful Fyi
Pathological liar From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search This article or section does not adequately cite its references or sources. Please help improve this article by adding citations to reliable sources. (help, get involved!) This article has been tagged since February 2007. This article or section may contain original research or unattributed claims. Please help Wikipedia by adding references. See the talk page for details. A pathological liar is someone who often embellishes his or her stories in a way that he or she believes will impress people. It may be that a pathological liar is different from a normal liar in that a pathological liar believes the lie he or she is telling to be true—at least in public—and is "playing" the role. He or she sometimes is seen to have a serious mental problem that needs to be rectified. It is not clear, however, that this is the case. It could also be that pathological liars know precisely what they are do

Some Say Love
Some say love is blind But that's all in the mind Some say love is the best thing you can find But now it's not too kind Some say love is really great But it leaves you in a terrible state Some say love is amazing But it always leaves you dazing Some say they want a taste And enjoy love without haste Some say love is such a wonder Then why does it cause such a blunder? All I want is to make a start And have someone steal and keep my heart

Something For Everyoneto Read!
Hey Everyone, Guess what! I have been Challenged by My friend Heather a Mary Kay independent beauty consultant to sell $25.00 dollars in product per. Person to 30 people by April 20th 2007. You’re probably asking why I would do this right. Well I want to start up my own Business with Mary Kay. So while you will be getting great products. You will also be helping me get started! I’d have more time for friends and family plus not just a Job, but one I would love doing! If you want to order you can call Heather Martinez @ 1-541-791-4364 Or you can order from her website. just click anywhere the had shows up to get the the Mary Kay website the follow the derections below Just go to find a consultant then type in her name Heather Martinez Everyone who purchases $25 or more from ME by the 20th of April will get entered in to win a $25 gift card from me and when I finish you goal and become a consultant we will do the drawing and that winner gets the $25 gift

Some Words I Like
I've always considered myself a bit of a word-smith. And, I'd like to think my vocabulary is expressive and expansive, if nothing else. So, just for shits and giggles, here are a few words I like for various reasons. . synchronicity . caveat . acquiescence . serendipity . kismet . peculiar . effloresense . tabula rasa . rabble rouser . fulcrum . quandary . sanguine . gestalt . capitulation . squabbling

=] So Me
CANCER: The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high ### appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Some Insight Into Being Me.
Originally posted on my blog January 19, 2007 I'd rather be a friend, then a hero. Do you feel sometimes that your life is like a novel. That you are but a character in a book. At the whim and mercy of the author. Does this happen when you lose faith in God? After all, if not for Him, would we be here? Or just a way of saying we have given up. Lost faith in ourselves, and would rather live in fantasy then face reality? I think a little of both. Reality has to set in at some point in time doesn't it? Lets face it. A novel most always has a happy ending. And life often times holds more disappointments then triumphs. Being the knight in shining armor rescuing a fair damsel is very chivalrous and appealing. Fighting battles, righting wrongs. Once, my character. Once, my belief. Makes me feel a bit like the dodo bird now. Extinct! And just as long gone as knights of yore. I used to want to, no, strived to be that knight. But all it got me was rusted armo

Sometimes Doing Right Ends Up With You Being Wrong.
Good Morning and Happy Thursday. If by any chance you seen the results show of Idol last night, Ryan Seacres was hilarious in his appearance. I laughed my ass off. Oh and yes, Sanjaya has survived another vote… No idea what to tell you except perhaps that little crying young lady voted over a million times. Here is a story that kind of sets the precedence for where we are in the world today, I think we all have heard of people going over and above the call of duty to be reprimanded for the actions even though the actions either saved a life or stopped a felon in the process. Case in point, A security guard was arrested for carrying his revolver on school property in chase of a felon and then also charged with trespassing. What kind of lame ass laws do we have now? The following is the article from a Mississippi Newspaper. : Unclear on the Concept Steven McCuller, 20, was arrested twice in a two-week period for burglary in Pascagoula, Miss., but it was the earlier January arrest tha

Somewhere,someway,someday
though miles lye between us, and hours seperate our day, somewhere,somehow,someway, togather we will stay. though my skys may be blacken by the night,while the suns rays turn your sky blue, my everythought will be of you. somewhere,somehow,someday, well meet each other and have our way. though mountains and plains lye between, and rivers and valleys block our way, my lips toutch yours to begin my every day. i hold you and carress you, and hear your whispering voice, well be as one,weve made our choice. though our love is far apart, it is what we share in our heart. somewhere,somehow,someday, well share our love, till our dying day. for all you net couples,this ones on me. but be honest and truethful,and do not dismay,becouse, somewhere,somehow,someday.............. renegadelvr 3/28/07

Something To Live By
THE 9 NOBLE VIRTUES Courage is having the bravery to do what is right at all times. Truth is the willingness to be honest and say what one knows to be true and right. Honor is the feeling of inner value and worth from which one knows that one is noble of being, and the desire to show respect for this quality when it is found in the world. Fidelity is the will to be loyal to one's Gods and Goddesses, to one's Folk, and to one's self without restriction. Discipline is the willingness to be hard with one's self first, and then if need be with others, in order that greater purposes can be achieved. Hospitality is the willingness to share what one has with one's fellows, especially when they are far from home. Industriousness is the willingness to work hard---always striving for efficiency---as a joyous activity in and of itself. Self-reliance is the spirit of independence which is achieved not only for the individual, but also for the family,

Sometime I Wonder (poem #275)
SOMETIME I WONDER WHAT LAYS AHEAD SOMETIMES WE WONDER AT WORDS LEFT UNSAID. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF YOUR AS REAL AS YOU SEEM MAYBE THIS COULD ALL BE A DREAM. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF YOUR SINCERE AND TRUE AND SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I'LL BE LEFT BE BLUE. OUTLAW ANGEL

Something To Think About
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instant friends. Eve

Something On My Mind
Ok this is bothering me... why is it that boys always think I want some thing from them when I'm just tring to be friendly. I'm a really friendly person and I like to say hi. I mean if I do something wrong fucking tell me, and I will try to do it right! I'm not tring to run others lives, to top that off half the damn time I can't even run mine. Plus I'm not the kind to use and abuse. I've been through that and I dont want to put some one else through it.

"somewhere"
Somewhere, the sun rises, and in my mind I see you beside me. Somewhere, I cradle the phone, your voice lingers in my ears. Can you still hear me? Do you still see? You're all I am and will ever be. Somewhere, the rain starts to fall, and in my heart, I hold you close to me. Somewhere, I reach out my hand, your fingers entwine with mine. Can you still feel me? Do you still see? You're all I want and will ever need. Somewhere, the birds begin to sing, and in my soul I ache to have you near me. Somewhere, I breathe a soft lonely sigh, your whispers echo in my mind. Can you still touch me? Do you still see? You're all I dream that forever we'll be. Somewhere the clouds drift slowly by, and in my dreams I hear your laugh. Somewhere, I look shyly at the ground, your eyes meet with mine Can you still need me? Do you still see? You're all I care about and

Some Lyrics I Promised To H2
Song # 1 Silenced sound Laughing in my face Feel the stout disgrace Lying in this shit Can’t take no more of it All of you fools… Run me down to the ground I roar, silenced sound Get back up again Cutting at my skin Rip apart my life Use your culture knife All of you fools… Run me down to the ground I roar, silenced sound Endless criticism Spewing from your mouth So what if you hate me Nothing matters now All of you fools… Run me down to the ground I roar, silenced sound Internal shut down, help me out You sleazy jerk, hear me shout There’s no one to hear me You took care of that Your silence confined me Why are you sad You won, can’t you see You got what you wanted in me I’m my own destiny I control my eternity I’ll be the one to pay for my sins Punish myself Can you deal with it? Song # 2 All alone All alone here I sit just thinking How it would be if you were with me but I’m left here in tears, I’m crying not having you is dying, s

Someone Please Enlighten Me...
Im not trying to come off as a cry baby or anything but what the fuck is it with all the players?? Why cant people just be honest... I am furious,, is there a damn thrill in playing on someones emotions and breaking their hearts?? If it is a thrill then it is one sick, fucked up demented one that I choose to just not be a part of.. I really feel for the nice men and women out there that are truly genuine and real because the asshole players make it damn near impossible for anyone to be trusted....

Some Wiccan Info
Hey all! I know this doesn't pertain to everyone....as not everyone is Wiccan. I have had a few requests from friends about wicca...and between my kids, hubby, home, work, and rotten computer I feel as if I am letting you guys down. I promised to send you messages with info on good reading materials and/or net sites where you can garner as much info as possible...So, I am posting a blog instead. I think this way anyone with questions or concerns can help themselves to the info at their leisure without having to worry about saving it somewhere....lol First are some books. Remember that most books written are done so by the authors personal desires and what truly works for them. Keep in mind the most of the basics regarding wicca and the ceremonies are pretty constant. The laws, the rules, etc. Everything else is personal fluff by the contributing author. Also, by NO means am I saying run out and purchase everyone of these! Goddess knows I could NOT afford that! Pick on

Sometimes...
So many things people tell each other..sometimes its to make them understand..sometimes its to make them feel better..sometimes its to hurt that person...I dont understand why we even speak sometimes..Ive heard so many things these past couple weeks that Ive just got tired of listening..I know what I hear and then I turn around and its something to just keep me from askin questions or just shut me up..I dont know..Wish I had selective hearing sometimes because all Ive been hearing lately is lies and insults and put downs..Sometimes Everyone Should Just Shut Up!!!

Some More Sex Questions ..
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Morning, afternoon and night 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? take my half out of the middle 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Chicken 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yes 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Left 6. Candles or Incense? Candles 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Yes 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Yes 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? No 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Both ... I can be moody 17. Do you love someone on your friends list? Yes 18. Do you own sex toys? Yes 20. Your favorite restaurant? Outback - Chili's 21. What did you hav

Some Handy Quotes ..
A friend of mine got me thinking about a good old man and his famous qoutes. I thought I might share a few of them. On Dichotomy - "It's too bad you're stupid, cuz you sure are ugly." On Brotherhood - "No, your brother isn't the sharpest knife in the drawer, but you're a spoon." On Life - "Life is like a box of chocolates - it sucks when its empty. And meaningless. And filled with depression." On Inquisitiveness - "There are no stupid questions, just stupid askers." On Sports - "I'm sure there are worse athletes in the world than you, but they're probably hooked up to iron lungs." On The Fairer Sex- "I like my women like I like my coffee - silent and in the cupboard." On Existentialism - "It's okay; if we didn't have stupid people, we wouldn't have you." On Capabilities - "It's a good thing there's breathing, or else there'd be nothing you're good at." On Similarities and Differences - "Oranges are orange. Cheetos are orange. Yet they taste completely differe

Some Are Gay, Some Are Straight And Some Are Dead...
So as I'm startin out my new CherryTap profile, and I'm curious, how odd is it that I'm gay, not so feminine (although I do have my moments) and I have a mohawk? Most gay men are prissy little whiners, so worried about messin up their hair, dirtyin their nails or heaven forbid - breakin one! They call grown men girls - 'hey, what's up girl?'...or have a HUGE swish like a model on the catwalk...OR they just have a terrible attitude towards everyone that isn't them... I suppose in a way I'm writing this to tell the difference between gay and fags...maybe I'm writing this to vent out some anger management issues I have about 'the other species of gay-ness' or maybe I'm waiting to see how many gay MEN reply to this ad / blog because I haven't found the 'right man' for me in passing on the street, the local meat-market bars or on any chat lines...or maybe I just wanna see what kind of responses I get? Besides the hate-mail, slander or homophobic crap that I'm sure I'm gonna get (I'm g

Some Touch Me Deep
The smile of a friend The smile of a friend brightens my day And helps me to overcome all in my way It shines so brightly as a beacon of light It grace so lovely features so right It is a wonder to behold in the world so lost Meaning so much and yet nothing of cost Guiding me to a lightness of heart Setting them high and so far apart From the average people I see on the street I love my friends smile when ever we meet It is the one thing in life that we all can give That makes our lives better and a joy to live One wish I have that I give to my friends Is the joy of a smile that never ends By R. Thomas Dinsmore Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours f

Something
Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understandings with the passing whispers of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts and we are never, ever the same. I loved te way you couldnt take your eyes off me, I loved the way you were all I could see, I loved the way your smile made me weak inside, I loved the way my love for you I couldn't describe, I loved the way your eyes were the kindest I've ever seen, I was the happiest I've been. I loved that way you wanted to be with me but my love for you was not showin' so you didn't see. When I close my eyes, I'm ready to see, The guy that I see every night in my dreams, If only he knoew what he meant to me, Then maybe I could see beyond my dreams, Until one day walking down the street, Not prepared for what I was about to see, I saw a guy who looked at me, And then, began to tel

Someone Please Give Me A Bullet
So, how much time in a day should be "free time" to do what you want, how you want? How much time is enough? Enough for work? Enough for fun? Enough to be bored? Enough to do this? Where do you decide I control the time that I have? Do you have control? And all in all how the hell do you find the time to do all this? Time....is the one thing that doesnt stop...EVER. Closer to death with every breath. Every beautiful morning with sun shining is another day closer to darkness where the only place is that time doesnt exist. Take time to make time so the song says. Where do I start?

Something I Just Made Up
I thought of dying gazing into the black, seductive ice water so glassy and so tranquil I thought of dying but in my place Death's bony embrace clutched listless children gnawed by hunger; prisoners on death row detritus of their own childhoods; poor shepherds grazing blunt-toothed animals on land mined hillsides I thought of dying, to throw myself away so much landfill If it's no use to me I could give it I can holler with my lungs at injustice join hands in protest at brutality I realized that I had long been dead but I could choose instead to rewake and be alive for them.

Something All Countries Should Think About...
Things that make you go Hmmm... There are no special bilingual programs in the schools in this country, no special ballots for elections, and all government business will be conducted in one language. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote, no matter how long they are here. Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, nor any other government assistance programs. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. If foreigners do come and want to buy land that will be okay, BUT options will be restricted. You are not allowed to own waterfront property. That property is reserved for citizens naturally born into this country. Foreigners may not protest; no demonstrations, no waving a foreign flag, no political organizing, no bad-mouthing our president or his policies. If you do you will be

Some Days Suck
Ok, so sometimes things suck for the Van-Man. And other times...they suck worse. Yesterday was one of the semi-suck days. Work is horrid. One of the busiest days I've ever encountered. Customers everywhere, phone ringing off the hook....agh. Then I have some tournaments to prepare, phone calls to make...the cable's acting up, one of the maintenance crew members has the sprinklers on the 5th fairway on at 11 am...AGH!! It's one thing after another, I had a pile of shit to do that would take 3 days if I wasn't busy....and then the chef cuts her thumb off. Great, throwing bloody frosting on a cake made out of shit. AHGH!!...but then I'm off work, which is cool, because I'm gonna hook up with a slut..right? Welp...that doesn't work out, so I go for a fallback. I MAY be able to score, but it's worth a shot...(the thought process of all men, why not try?) It winds up being a loss...and now I'm semi-drunk and bored by 8 pm...day is a total washout. On the plus side I went to a friend's

Something I Never Shared B4...here!
U may see my status showing me "playin poker" more and more over the next while. I am trying to qualify for the WPT. It's been a goal of mine for about two years now, and i think i'm fairly close. like all goals they require dedication and hard work. I'm still here to chat with my friends and make new friends, I'm just gonna be a little slow responding (if it a really serious tournament, i won't be here). just thought i would explain.

Something For All My Sweetie Lady Friends
One Flaw In Women (how true this is) By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 ho

Sometimes
S O M E T I M E S Sometimes... When you cry... No one sees your tears. Sometimes... When you are in pain... No one sees your hurt. Sometimes... When you are worried.. No one sees your stress. Sometimes... When you are happy.. No one sees your smile . - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! Just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

A Somewhat Long Night
I just got in from a night of partying.. A birthday outing with myself, and a close friend's gf, who's birthday is also right around this time.. and a few of his / her friends... I was under the impression we would be going out to Boston to.. who knows what.. but it ended up being this north of boston kereoke thing.. which.. well... Right now I feel a little like I might throw up.. from smoking the cigs, not the drinking, though the toxins are surely in my body.. thus I drink the gatorade.. I thought I'd write something about this.. or something.. here.. but the story doesn't seem to want to unfold on this virtual page in a way that seems particularly worthy of your reading it.. I sang Black Sabbath's NIB... lets see if I can find a clip of it. A great song to sing to a girl on your first date, ha? Oh yeah.. I was going to talk about gay men.. See I haven't had too much contact with gay men for.. well forever really.. so I found myself sorta intreged by it..

Some Good Ones! From Famous People
Sometimes, when I look at my children, I say to myself ~~"Lillian, you should have remained a virgin." -- Lillian Carter (mother of Jimmy Carter) I had a rose named after me and I was very flattered. But I was not pleased to read the description in the catalog: "No good in a bed, but fine against a wall." -- Eleanor Roosevelt Last week, I stated this woman was the ugliest woman I had ever seen. I have since been visited by her sister, and now wish to withdraw that statement. -- Mark Twain The secret of a good sermon is to have a good beginning and a good ending; and to have the two as close together as possible. -- George Burns Santa Claus has the right idea. Visit people only once a year. -- Victor Borge Be careful about reading health books. You may die of a misprint. >-- Mark Twain By all means, marry. If you get a good wife, you'll become happy; if you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. -- Socrates I was married by a judge. I should have ask

Some Tunes For Drinkin
Alright so I'm sittin here with a pretty good buzz goin on after sinkin my teeth into some tasty BBQ and I got the urge to lick something. Well the keyboard didn't taste too good (yes, i did do it) and I got a hair in my mouth. Needing something else to do I turned to music. I can't carry a tune, and sound like a frog in a bucket when I sing. There really is relevance coming. I promise. I learned the fun of celtic-rock or something (thanks to a band my new band a buddy joined) Ya know what it is great to drink too. If your sittin around sloshed and want something good to listen too check it out. They've only put a couple tracks up so far, I thi nk i've listened a few times already tonigh. swaggertheband.com

Somebody Kill Me Please
Fuck it LOL. You dont know how much I need you. While youre near me I dont feel blue. And when we kiss I know that you need me too. I cant believe I found a love thats so pure and true. But it all was bullshit. It was a goddam joke. And when I think of you ______, I hope you fucking choke. I hope youre glad with what youve done to me. I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy. You left me here all alone, tears running constantly. Oh somebody kill me please, Somebody kill me plee-ase, Im on my knees, Pretty pretty please kill me. I want to die. Put a bullet in my head.

Sometimes
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past ~ stop planning the future ~ stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel ~ stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel ~Sometimes we just have to go with…… “Whatever happens – happens”

Something "interesting" At Work Today
(Originally Posted on April 11, 2006)When I was hosting our tech meeting (without Idiot Boss being there), one of my subordinates damned me three times for showing them the website at http://www.fuzzysquid.com/LJ.php since everybody finds it addictive. I almost mentioned that I was studying Satanism, but that would have been a bad place to say so. But I did mention that I scored as a Satanism on a religious test. (About the above site: It is just the last 40 images put on LiveJournal, but since so many people are on that system (most from Russia, it seems), the pictures update within a few seconds of refreshing the screen.).

Some Random About Me Stuff...
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorbrownHieght5'9"GlassesyesShoe SizeI'm not telling!!Casual or FormalcasualLong or Short HairmediumManicured or NaturalnaturalEye ColorbrownLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffoffBed or TablebedRomantic or WildwildRisky or SaferiskyHugs or KisseskissesEars or NeckneckWalk fast or SlowfastDance or Tap Foottap footWalk or RiderideStay in or Go Outgo outSpontanious or PlannedplannedOrganized or FrazzledfrazzzledEarly or LatelateTaken or SingletakenHigh Places or Well Groundedwell groundedSwimming or SkiingswimmingHiking or Beach StrollhikingVertical or HorizontalhorizontalBath or ShowershowerRoll-on or Sprayroll-onHot or ColdhotTongue or LipslipsType or WritetypeRead or SingsingTalk or ListenlistenOne of the Gang or OutsideroutsiderLoud or QuitequietSchool or WorkworkSmoke or DrinkYESThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight Snackmidnight snackNapkin or Hand Towelhand towelTheater or RentalsrentalsCandle lit Dinner or Pizzapizza

Sometimes I Ramble.
Sometimes I ramble when I write. Sometimes I over talk myself. Sometimes I make too much out of something. Sometimes my writings are fiction, sometimes they are nonfiction. Sometimes my writings are done out of anger, or lust, or friendship. Sometimes they mean nothing, sometimes they mean too much. Sometimes people read into them too much and don't realize it was just a piece I felt the need to write. I get confused, I get hurt, I get happy. I write to write, to make people think, to possibably become a muse to someone. I enjoy the thought of making others think about what I am saying. Is it Me that she is talking about, or is it her dog? Is it me that she lusts after or is it just a thought? I can scare people away with my writings, I can draw them closer to me too. My writings make no sense to me sometimes, other times I look at them not sure if I wrote them at all. I am absurd, and complex, and constantly trying to better myself. So I guess the next time I write I sh

Sometimes I Just Wanna Cry
As of tonight I feel like I am less than a man. With all of this stress its so hard to stand. My will to keep going continues to fail. Im begging for the wind that I need for my sail. Im lost and confused. Theres so much inside. To most I seem happy. The sadness I hide. I try to make progress in living again but the more that I try the more that I bend. Its so hard for me to feel like a man. Its so hard for me because of where I am. My life seems to be crashing once more for the break and maybe this time its too much to take. How do I allow myself to believe that it will get better and the stress will leave? Right now I am stuck and I cant seem to see that part of my life is fading from me. Sometimes I just wanna cry.

Some One Special!
hey and good morning to all my cherry friends,chatted with someone yesterday and he knows who he is!He makes me feel good when we chat,even if he is a little bossy!LOL,thanks baby,I don't ever wamt to lose you as a friend.

Some Things In Life
i used to think i was all alone in this world never thought there was other people out there like me. i have had some pretty shitty things happen to me in life that a shrink says caused all this depression on me. when i was just 8 i was molested for three yrs by someone i looked up to i had to live in the same house with her and try to keep my mouth sealed shut never letting anyone know after all it was my burden to carry right? im 30 yrs old now and i still cant stand to be in the same room with her i have tried forgiving her and i know now that she was/is sick and could not help it. a part of me forgives but i will never forget. when i was 14 i met my soul mate. he raped me on oct 11 1991 and i conceived larissa out of this again i hated him but i loved him. i forgave him and let him back into our lives i thought he changed and when i had my son (not by him) he called him daddy. i then got pregnant with lacey (yes his) he stayed around for 5 more yrs and left saying he needed a

Some More Blasphemy
(Originally Posted on May 23, 2006)I want this shirt!(I don't know if I'd have the guts to wear it, but I do want it.) tag: religion, humor, funny, disturbing, image, photo, sex, evil, jesus, christian, christianity, gay, homosexual, clothing

Somebody Cares
SOMEBODY CARE IF YOU'RE HAPPY TODAY IN YOUR HEART IN CHEERFUL AND LIGHT SOMEBODY CARES IF YOU'RE FEELING GOOD AND EVERYTHING'S GOING JUST RIGHT AND SOMEBODY HOPES THAT THIS MESSAGE WILL SHOW IN A WARM LITTLE HESRT-TO HEART YOU'RE THOUGHT OF.REMEMBERED AND HAPPILY WISHED AN ESPECIALLY WONDERFUL DAY!!!! THAT PERSON IN ME!!!!

Some Simple Herb Uses
Following is a selection of herbs that can be used for making teas, culinary purposes, pot-pourris or for decorative drying purposes. LADY'S MANTLE (Alchemilla mollis) -- This beautiful plant looks absolutely lovely growing in the garden and is a hardy perennial that can be propagated by division in the spring or autumn. The flowers can be preserved with the air-drying method or the glycerin method. They are very popular in fresh or dried flower bouquets or posies. Small sprays of the flowers can be pressed for flower work. The leaves, when applied to the skin, make a great skin tonic after they have been infused and chilled in the refrigerator. Or, infuse the whole plant and drink as a medicinal tea to help relieve symptoms of diarrhea or menopausal discomforts. WORMWOOD (Artemisia absinthium) or SOUTHERNWOOD (Artemisia abrotanum) -- Both these hardy plants are easy to grow and can be propagated from cuttings in early autumn. The silvery foliage is very attractive in the garden

Somedays (poem)
When will this all go away? The pain I feel from day to day? I say I don't feel like dying, But somedays I'm lying. Sometimes I just want to shout, That thinking of death is MY way out. I wouldn't ever go all the way, Atleast that's what I say. I've prayed to die, And that's no lie. I've cut so deep, That there was blood all over the sheet. I want to die a long death, Where it takes days for my last breath. Right now I wish I was dead, From a gunshot to the head. But it won't come true, Cause I couldn't do that to you.

Somedays - And Today Is One Of Them :-(
Somedays I sit and want to cry, All that was good has slunk off to die. I take the pills but they do no good, Despite me knowing that they should. Every other week I see my therapist, It just brings the pain of love I've missed. I try to be all smiles and light, But my spirit is lost to darkest night. If your reading this I wonder what you think, "Is this a man that's on the brink?" Somedays yes and somedays no, Somedays I just want to go. To join my Brother and my Dad, And Al the best friend that I ever had. Somedays tho I'm who I was and who I'll be, I find the man before the mental cruelty Somedays though I sit and cry, Somedays I just want to die. But tomorrow I'll be on the up, As playful as a 6 week pup. So please dear reader bear with me, I'm just a man and weak you see. But one day soon I'll be back to me, The person I know I can be. Andy Smith 27/03/07

Someone’s Idea Of A Friend Request!
ACCEPT | DENY From: Cunninglinguist69 Date: 2007-04-05 11:21:08 Message: Merry meet!! I am a Bacchanalian-Pagan Satyr. I saw your photograph and immediately desired to have uncontrolably-wild Lesbian sex with you even though I have all this "extra" equipment!! I was wondering if you could assist me in mastering this "extra" equipment, so that I might utilize it more expertly. I was informed by those in "The Know", that the key to full mastery is continual practice until perfection is achieved, or until satieted, whichever cums first!! It has been difficult for me, thus far, to reach satietation, as my "extra' equipment is always engorged and will not become flacid until it has found "release" at least three times a day. It is very difficult to find women who are willing to allow themselves to become that sore, so I must have at least three.........or four!! Would you take a moment to consider becoming my friend so that we can begin the process?? And people wonder wh

Some Guys Make You Feel Verry Pretty
xome guys make women feel verry pretty,and sexy,cause they tell them they are,some women need too hear thst cause they bean in a bad relationship where the guy tells the women she is ugly,fat,calling her all kinds of names and realy degradding her,and sometimes women stay in that relationship cause they beleave that they dont deserve better.i have bean through it i know,i have bean hit like a man would hit another man,i have bean choked kicked..well you all get the point,there are so many women out there are in that relationship and need suport and understanding,and you all have gave that too me even when i have only bean on for a short time you all are awsome thank you

Some Personality Thing
1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? - Someone who wants to be walking with me 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? - An elk 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? - He looks at me and my companion and then acknowledges that we know what he is doing and then he struts away 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house, what kind of house is it? - A little stone cottage 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? - No 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. what do you see? - A half eaten sandwich sitting on a plate next to a glass of melting ice with a slight trace of brown coloring in the bottom 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground. What kind is it? - A silver goblet 8. What do you do with the cup? - Look at my companion and then down at the goblet and decide to leave

Sometimes....
....I just want to shove an ice pick in my nose. Today has not been great. Could have been worse, I suppose, but it definitely could have gone better. First off, traffic blows...even at FIVE o'FUCKING clock in the morning, there is traffic. Whatever, I'm used to it. But this morning, the idiot in front of me happened to be driving a truck full of compost...that shit stinks. Especially when it's flying off and swirling into the crack you have in your window to smoke. So now I have a shit-covered cancer stick, some on my shirt, my car is filthy, and I'm sure I'll have flowers growing on my dash here shortly....but I make it to work on time. Yay? No, no yay!! I do the normal opening thing, and the VERY FIRST customer happens to be the biggest bitch of all time. She's one of our regulars, has a course membership and all, but also our biggest complainer. So at 6 AM I have to get bitched at because we charge holiday rates for Good Friday? You think I'm gonna put up with that? No, I don't eit

Somebody Said
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "Normal," is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct. Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. .. Somebody said being a mother is boring ...... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. .. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good." Somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices. Somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother. Somebody never helped a fourth grader with her math. Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have five children. So

"some People Come Into Our Lives And Quickly Go.
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same."

Someone To Belong:)
" bOy wAs AbOut tO die bUt bEfOre hE did.. He gAve his gUrL A dOzEn RosEs.. 1 wAs ArtificiaL And 11 wAs reaL And sAid.. bAby iL Love yOu tiL d LAst One diEs... This story has touched my heart and leave million questions in my minds...when do you know when you are in love?... when the love is real? is it when you are ready to do foolish things in the name of love? or IS LOVE ENOUGH????.. they say love is blind..for me,,its not true love can see everything.. from the small holes up too the big .. from one dirt to a bigger mess, they just i t is blind because when you start loving it is not the naked eyes that see but its the eyes of the heart that knows and it is our choice not see what is right and what is wrong it is us who accept even when the truth is in our face and saying..STOP...or you will die because of so much love.. love will make or break you!!! you really dont know what is love is until you get to appoint where you are ready to trade 10 years of your life for a si

Something New
So here I am hitting this site a little more and more day by day. So I figured I would start updating some information, add some blogs. A place to vent, express and just share my strange observations on life. One is, this is kind of like a place to publicly express, and yet none of my friends really know about this being here. Well, I do have one "semi-real" friend. But she is safe. A little crazy, I am probably in love with her, or at least the idea. But feel safe that it would never happen. So what is it I am writing about today??? It is friggin cold here right now, and i wanna be warm. Don't get me wrong. I like winter and all, but it is friggin April now. Winter is over. Get it? Bring me sun, fun and outdoor activities. So check my page out, as I add little by little, some more pics, fun stuff I am sure. I should be allowed to express myself a little here.

Somewhere Out There
Last time I talked to you, you were lonely and out of place. You were looking down on me, lost out in space. Laid underneath the stars, strung out and feeling brave. Watch the red orange glow, watch you float away. Down here in the atmosphere, garbage and city lights, you've gone to save your tired soul, you've gone to save our lives. Turn on the radio, to find you on satellite, I'm waiting for the sky to fall, I'm waiting for a sign. All we are is all so far. You're falling back to me, the star that I can't see. I know you're out there, somewhere out there. You're falling out of reach, defying gravity, I know you're out there, somewhere out there. Hope you remember me, when you're homesick and need a change. I miss your purple hair, I miss the way you taste. I know you'll come back someday, on a bed of nails I'll wait. I'm praying that you don't burn out, or fade away. All we are is all so far You're falling back to me, the s

Someone's Lookin For A Can O Whoop Ass...
Custom Motorcycle Stolen In BristolBike Built Around Image Of Jigsaw Puzzle BRISTOL, Conn. -- A unique, custom motorcycle was stolen in Bristol within the past week, according to police.Bristol police said the motorcycle is valued at $62,000 to $65,000 and was stolen from a house garage on Jacqueline Drive between 7 p.m. on March 30 and noon on March 31. The motorcycle is described as a 2005 composite, custom-built motorcycle that was won in a raffle to benefit the Autism Project of Rhode Island."It was one-of-a-kind, it was unique, it was built for a good cause, for autism," said Bob Guenther, the owner of the motorcycle. "It just stuck out. Wherever you went, people would ask you questions, like, 'Where did it come from? Who built it?' "The unique motorcycle is designed around the image of a jigsaw puzzle, the universal symbol of Autism. The gas tank is in the shape of a jigsaw puzzle, the paint job and the stitched seat has components of a jigsaw puzzle pattern, pol

Something About You
So any things I want to say, Ironically I am at a loss for words, So many things I want to believe, So many things I’ve already heard, But there is something about you, That out weighs my fear, That uncovers my strength, Whenever you’re here, There is something about you, That breaks down these walls, I so carefully built, But to you- no trouble at all, There is so much in the surrender, So much more to gain, I let you take over, And you wash away my pain, So many lies before you, So many promises- gone to the wind, Yet, something about you is so reassuring, I find I’m slipping again, There’s something about you, I may never understand, Yet it all makes perfect sense, With each touch of your hand.

Some Things U Didn't Know About Me
This one is a bit different from the rest. Four things about me that you may or may not have known in no particular order. A) Four jobs I have had in my life: 1. Library Aide 2. K-mart 3. Cashier for Boston Market 4. Kitchen Manager B) Four movies I would watch over and over: 1. Just Like Heaven 2. Speed 3. Charmed 4. Bambi C) Four places I have lived: 1. Camarillo ,CA 2. Sun Valley, CA 3. Oxnard, CA 4. N/A D) Four TV Shows that I watch 1. Charmed 2. Law and Order 3. Grey's Anatomy 4. Desperate Housewives E) Four places I have been on vacation: 1. San Diego, CA 2 Idaho 3. Canada 4. Mexico F) People who e-mail me (regularly) 1. Kevin 2. Jackie (mom) 3. My points 4. G) Four of my favorite foods: 1. Pizza 2. Chocolate 3. Boston Market 4. H) Four places I would rather be right now: 1. Sometimes anywhere but here 2. On a vacation from life 3. With My family 4. Vacation from Work

"something's Missing"
I'm not alone, I wish I was. Cause then I'd know, I was down because I couldn't find, a friend around To love me like, they do right now. They do right now. I'm dizzy from the shopping malls I searched for joy, but I bought it all It doesn't help the hunger pains and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all When autumn comes, it doesnt ask. It just walks in, where it left you last. And you never know, when it starts Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart: Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it something's missing And I don't know what it is At all I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness. For loneliness like this. Something's missing And I don't know how to fix it Something's missing And I don't know what it is No I don