Fubar Blog Posts 2

Soaring To Freedom
Snuggled deep within the nest, Not yet time to go. Gaining confidence day by day, Feel the mighty wind blow. Gaining strength with every moment, Bravery is growing strong. Summon up some courage, You know it won't be long. Moving closer to the edge, Now it's time to fly. Jitters deep, within the gut, Calm as time goes by. Finally, soaring to freedom, Home left far behind. Gaze at the surroundings, Many still are blind. Freedom always has a price, Of which you chose to pay. Displays of bravery and desire, There is no other way. Gathering up the fibers, The mighty flag is born. Flying high, up in the sky, Allegiance has been sworn. The sripes have been earned, Of this we can be s

So Are You New?
So one question I've been getting asked is if I'm new or why am I here? Well those two questions are related. I'm new in the sense that this profile is new. I was on this site pretty regularly about 6 years ago. I enjoyed myself a LOT so I thought I'd come back and check it out. It hasn't really changed much. Which is either awesome or kinda sad, which I can't decide. Another reason I'm back is because I work from home so I spend like 70% of my day by myself. That can be isolating. So if I pop up on your profile and randomly message you don't let that go to your head. I'm just a nice, friendly bored girl.

So As The Lightning Passes!
That storm we had last night was so bad! i sat in bed n wrote poems. The lightning was awful. The rain was nasty. N i was alone,in my room =( [stricken with sadness] Gee Chris get online so we can yack u sexy bastard :P

So As You Can See
ive had this site for what almost two years now? so im gonna start my account over again wanna start over donno why i just wanna start fresh again lol so im giving warning to everyone so keep an eye open when your welcoming people hehe **MUAH!**

So, As It Turns Out....
my 'pet' squirrel is rather insane. after running onto the back steps earlier as i was sitting there with my cat, he ran back down and played with another squirrel. then i watched as he knocked the other squirrel out of the tree. but he's MY crazy squirrel, and i love him. :)

So Attached
Why do i get so attached? when all i end up is hurt? I let my mind and heart open, but all i end up is broken. to talk to you is 1 thing to be myself is yet another. i doubt all my feelings, i doubt ALL of me period. looks, thoughts and feelings are things i truely hide. to talk bout them is 1 thing, to show them is yet again another! im now lost again in this world scared and all alone. IM LONELY, LOST, SCARED, DEPRESSED, UPSET, ANGRY, ASHAMED, CONFUSED BUT MOST ALL OF I AM HURT!!!! all of these things r my true feelings, if u kno me then u will understand it but if not then i dnt kno what to tell ya......

So Awesome!!!
Kimmy@ CherryTAP She is one of my bestfriends on here & she is so awesome I need YOUR help plzz!!! Come & show her some cherry luv – she can really do with some cheering up right now :] plus she always returns the luv U WONT BE DISAPPOINTED!! She is just such a beautiful person ANYONE WHO GIVES HER MAJOR LOVE (LIKE RATIN ALL HER PICS N STUFF) WILL GET A GIFT FROM ME

S.o.b.
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "But father he had

Sob
Girl: "Forgive me father for I have sinned." Priest: "What have you done my child?" Girl: "I called a man a son of a bitch." Priest: "Why did you call him a son of a bitch?" Girl: "Because he touched my hand." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touches her hand) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call a man a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he touched my breast." Priest: "Like this?" (as he touched her breast) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he took off my clothes, father." Priest: "Like this?" (as he takes off her clothes) Girl: "Yes father." Priest: "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "Then he stuck his you know what into my you know where." Priest: "Like this?" (as he stuck his you know what into her you know where) Girl: "YES FATHER, YES FATHER, YES FATHER!!!" Priest: (after a few minutes): "That's no reason to call him a son of a bitch." Girl: "But father he had

So Basically
ok well basically right now i dont really want to talk. i have alto of emotions right now and i need to deal with them so if i dont talk to u i am sry it is just something i have to do because right now i feel like i lost everything. Most of u people proable dont give a damn and u know what that is ok because most people dont have hearts. I know i do and right now i feel so guilty. I cant stand myself. i hope u guys understand. Most people want and u know what that is fine just dont ask me about hwo i am or what i am going through because it is no one business have a nice day.

So Basicaly
Today kinda sucks being alone just sucks I'm tired of not having someone special to spend my nites with I'm tired of not having someone to fall asleep nexted to someone I can just cuddle up with on my couch and watch a movie with ugh being alone sucks :(

So Basically....
this week has sucked. Tuesday I was hurting and soooooo tired I couldn't keep my eyes open. Stayed home and slept till 11:30.. then just laid in bed the rest of the day mostly. Wednesday even though I still felt totally crapped out I forced myself to go to work, got there and almost turned around and went back home, but I didn't I went on in and managed to stay all day. Come home to find out my husband decided he didn't need to go to work :/ And as soon as I walked in the door my oldest calls from practice and says someone come get me and I want to go to the doctor(he's been having headaches off and on for a week)so I sent the husband after him and proceed to make a phone call to the doc.. well ended up taking him to urgent care, and the doc on call decided that since he's a football player and has been having headaches she wants a cat scan (even though he said he'd not been hurt) done to be on the safe side. He's ok.. sinus infection. Today I leave work about 1/2 hour early becau

So Badly.
I want so badly to tell you how I feel. I know you need time to think and you need me to give you that space. It's just so hard to do when your in my position. I wish you could feel how it feels to be me. I know things haven't been the best all the time. I know I have made things hard at times. I understand why you feel the way you do. I dont blame you for that at all. All I want is to trust you again. I want to forget the betrayal I feel and live again. You know I know we have good times. Even over the past few weeks when things haven't been very good at all we still reached out for one another. You connected to me. I know there are feelings there. I feel that you want to keep those feelings. You feel as if I let you down. I try very hard to keep my suspicions from affecting how I act towards you. I try not to overwhelm you with doubt. I am to blame for you not being here. I just wish you would not have done it the way you did. I wish you did not take the kids from

A So Bad Sense Of Humor
LOL i have been a member on my blog site for about 7 years now or something like that, its been forever ago. Anyways a person on my perfered blog list posted an entry today and gawd did i get a good laugh even though it was sort of mind sickening. She was talking about how a lot of people now days who are starting to have sex think they cant get pregnant the first time. Her comment to that one is yea well because there having sex before puberty starts. LOL omg so fricken true, there was a article in my local news paper talking about a survey they did in elementry and junior high schools stating at least 5 kids have had sex under the age of 12. Then She went on to talk about how everyone thinks that their is a high rate of getting aids from peeing on the toilet seat or kissing someone and touching them. ( What a joke right, yea it can happen the possibilityes little to none) Her response was your more likely to get crabs, or someone elses pubic hair on ya. Or your more li

So Bad - Eminem
Yeah..Haha..you feel that baby?Yeah, I feel it too.Damn.You know..i'm so glad we could spend this time togetherSee, not as crazy as you thought I was am i?Heh.. I'm the American dream! I'm the definition of white trash balling,I'm right back on 'em, with the(*scratches*) I can't call itSame shit, different toilet, oh you got a nice ass darlin'!Can't wait to get you into my Benz, take you for a spinWhat you mean we aint fuckin', you take me for a friend?Let me tell you the whole story of Shady's originYou'll be sorry if you slam my Mercedes door again!Now, it all started with my fatherI must have got my pimping genes from him, the way he left my mamaI'm a rolling stone just like him, word to Johnny Trauma (??)Keep my entourage with me, baby i'll make a promiseThere aint nobody as bomb as, me i'm as calm asThe breeze, i'm the bees knees, his legs and his arms i'm aS-superstar, girl, i'm ready for you mama!Why you think the only thing I got on is my pyjamas? [Chorus x2]So badSo good tha

The Sobbs
have you ever cryed so much u need to take something because u have made yourself s upsette u make urself sick this keeps happening to me i dont know why because my depression has not been this bad since the day my sis died and i havent felt like this in a long time so i dont know whats wrong with me :(

Sobbing Snowflakes And Paraphrasing Phantoms
You should know I miss you when the snowflakes drown my eyes, blinking forever out of my head as the mantra of summer solstices and stars is lost to the wind of a memory I'm not sure it's healthy reliving. You should know I miss you when midnight wraps me in cold sheets and the melodious whispers meant to warm two souls steal away my abilities to think when unheard pleas fall from my tongue and your embrace remains six hours lost. My heartbeats are slowly fading as ice freezes the blood in my veins and rainbowed smiles are forgotten; my lungs have stopped letting me breathe as sighs build up in my stomach and storm clouds capture my pupils, because it's hard to dream lullabyes and tomorrows with the phantoms of farewells chasing sunlight away. I miss you in studded syllables and monotoned words as my palms caress nothing but air, because my stairs have been blocked by the distance and the churning in the cracks of my skin can mean nothing but scars and goo

Sobbing Like A Baby!
I am sitting here crying out of control because I think I am kidding myself when I say that Anthony is doing better. Yes I am sure he is staying away from drugs but he still has no motivation for doing his homework, no motivation for getting a job and now no motivation to get his license. Maybe I should rephrase that. He thinks he can do what he wants and not have to do anything for it. He thinks he should be able to get his license next month and have us buy him a truck on top of it. Where did I go wrong? I am feeling like a complete failure at the moment. IUgh. I need to just get over it and come up with a plan. Peter and I tried to talk to him tonight about him not turning in some assignments and he started in about how all we do is "bitch" at him. How nice is he for saying that to us? Real respectful isn't he? His 16th birthday is next month. That is an important birthday. I would normally be throwing him a big party. I can't even think about throwing him part

Sobering Life
Sobering Life My expression shows the sobriety of life’s trials and tribulations. Alone and lonely, I find no assurance of better things to come. Pain overcomes my heart, and sorrow, my mind, as I endure my torturous being. Hurting from love lost and the lies that ensued, I trust no one. Finding emptiness in my surroundings, I look no further. For I know, my time of living has past and all I can see is my time for dying. Feeling betrayed and forgotten, I age quickly and unmercifully. Lost in my direction as to life’s passage, I barely can hold myself upright. I want not to rise from bed, work, eat or even breathe, as I must each day. Have I given up all efforts for the possibility of happiness? Believing so, I can no longer restrain from the powerless need to shed tears. Not only for all lost, but for all that isn’t, and all that will be. Wishing only that one-day, I find a love, true and long, That cleanses my expression of this relentless sobriety, Just by

Sobering...isn't It?
I just found out today that a an ex-coworker of mine from my last company just died of a brain aneurysm while watching TV on the couch. Goes to show that shit happens at any time of your life. He was in his mid to late 30s. RIP.

So Beautifully Hideous
Don’t act like it feels Or pretend that it don’t You made your point And it stands alone All that you proved was Rape Has a stench All it’s own By the time you Finally Love me I’m already bored You have become All the things I have learned To abhor It’s not the sentiment I resent It is all the wasted Time I have spent Down the mudslide I head on my tush If this is a mood swing I need a push

Sober
SOBER - TOOL There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Trust me. I want what I want. SOBER ToolSingingfool.com

Sober Tears
It's almost three in the morning and I can't sleep. Amazing how something can change your life forever. One phone call, one moment, one second. Why do we always think we have time? Lose someone, we find how much time we really have. Not enough. What do you do with all the things you left unsaid? Where do you place those memories which keep you up at night? And what are you suppose to do with those things that made that person so real to you? Remember that last joke? That last laugh? That last phone call? Who do you turn to now? What do you do with all the leftovers? I'm not ready to let go, I can't let go.

Sober
Tool Sober Theres a shadow just behind me. shrouding every step I take. Making every promise empty. pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of must we, just because the son has come. Jesus, wont you fucking whistle. something but the past and done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we drink forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave. I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. Mother mary, wont you whisper. something but the past is done. Why cant we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why cant we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center

So Because I Am Not Going To Act Like A Stripper...
Today was bad. No, I will take that back...today was HORRENDOUS! I started a part-time job at a local nightclub/venue Saturday night. Saturday is the busiest night there because that is the night all the preppies come out to dance to terrible music and try to find a hole drunk enough to let them stick it in. We were short servers that night and only had 2 to work where 4 normally work. Without training and a pricelist that was wrong, I was one of the 2. I actually did a great job. I was too busy making sure everyone had drinks in their hands to even notice the horrid music. I was chatting with customers and building a rapport with them as I should. I went in today as requested for additional training and was informed that I am not "spunky" enough to work in such and environment. Apprently walking around with a smile on your face and chatting with people as you show no signs that you are still learning the job is not enough. I am sorry but I am not going to walk through the dancefloor a

Sober
[Sober] There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we, just because the son has come. (Jesus, won't you fucking whistle, something but the past and done? 2x) Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. (Mother Mary won't you whisper, something but what's past and done. 2x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you.

Sober Thoughts
*nonalcoholic* 3 oz. orange juice 3 oz. fresh lime juice 1 tbsp. grenadine tonic water 1. Fill a highball glass with ice 2. Add orange juice, lime juice and grenadine 3. Stir well 4. Fill with tonic water I am sure we all have our sober thought... Thought I would give you one of mine. ;-)

Sober By Kelly Clarkson
And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving So here I go with all my fears weighing on me Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers But I know it's never really over And I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right No comparing, second guessing, no not this time Three months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over, no Wake up Three months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better yeah Three months and I still am Three months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months yeah, three months Three months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Th

Sobering Statistic...
Regardless of where you stand on the issue of the U.S. involvement in Iraq , here's a sobering statistic: There has been a monthly average of 160,000 troops in the Iraqi theatre of operations during the last 22 months, and a total of 2,112 deaths. That gives a firearm death rate of 60 per 100,000 soldiers. The firearm death rate in Washington D.C. is 80.6 per 100,000 persons for the same period. That means that you are about 25% more likely to be shot and killed in the U.S. Capital than you are in Iraq . Conclusion: The U.S. should pull out of Washington. Who knows if its true or not... but hey why not.. works for me :)

Sober (lyrics)
"Sober" And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving here I go with all my fears weighing on me Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers And I know it's never really over And I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right No comparing, second guessing, no not this time Three months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over Three months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better Three months and I still am Three months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months and I wake up Three months and I'm stil

Sober Enough To Cry (inside A Head Of Dreams)
Take me home now, Im drunk enough. I begin to fall down, a taste in my mouth. I think Im going to be sick now, need to sit down. Ive drunk enough. I wont remember today tomorrow, Is this okay? And I feel good about it. I think Im sober enough I start to crawl out. This place inside myself I begin to fall down. Im sober enough to feel completely numb now. Ill remember today tomorrow, Is this okay? Then it occurs to me...... Reallity overtaking me. Too young to see a future in front of me. What to be? Yet to be. Dont want to be. Im awake inside this head of dreams. Too far down deep inside to survive. Im awake inside this head of dreams. Im sober enough to drink and cry. Im awake inside this head of dreams. Never made a difference, go ahead and hate me. Precious fatalities of futures in front of me. What to be? Want to be. Im still yet to be. Awake inside this head of dreams and Im sober enough to cry. Copyright ©2007 Jesse Ross Ketcham

So Beautiful
You are more beautiful than anything I've ever seen, But that is not the only reason I'm so keen. You have a beautiful personality, It has its own originally. You have the most beautiful deep brown eyes, They are beautiful because they have no disguise. You have beautiful, luscious lips, Even better when they eclipse. You have a beautiful soft face, So beautiful, I would never replace. You have a beautiful touch, So beautiful, I want it so much. You have a beautiful kiss, So beautiful, I would never, ever want to miss. I think this is a becoming a beautiful love, The kind only sent from above. These are reasons you are such a beautiful friend, I hope we will be together til the very end.

So Been Thinking
so been thinking and i was talking to a friend yeserday about my dreams and passion in life and everytime i think about this i come to see that music is a big part of my life. no matter what iam doing or when it come right down to it music is my life. so iam going to get back in to writeing poems and song again it may take me a well or it may still never happend but my biggest dream is to write and sing my own songs. the more i think about the more i look around me and i know so many people that are in bads or that are djs or that have some part in to music and everytime i talk to one of them the keep telling me to stick with it and stop pushing it to the side some may say that i can't sing lol but 99% i here all the time that i have great voice and u know what dam it maybe i should stop being so shy and stop hideing and stop thinking people will judge me and my voice ya some may not like it but hey there are thow people that don't like some kind music but there must be some out there

So 2008? Better For You?
Optimism, ah! its what keeps us going. But do you really think 2008 is gonna be better for you? I'm suffering from depression right now, (yep doc time AGAIN!), and really do try to look on the optimistic side of life. But ya know, it swings both ways, for every negative theres a positive, for every positive theres a negative, so how do you find a balance? Sometimes when a new year comes around it raises our optimism, but then it can also be said that we just trust in the "new chapter" idea of the new year and expect too much. Hey I take life day by day.......but when does day by day become something you enjoy living? Depression, as many of you know, has the problematic situation where everything a person see's they ignore the positives. I know many things in life are great, hell I know that. I'm thankful for much in life, but perception of life swings when you hit the lows. Anyway, add what ya thoughts are, be nice to read them.

Sober Now
im sober now and life looks a lot diffrent. thing's r slower and plain. theres to much sun light and ppl just dont care.i care to much life is hard and confussing. friends lost and family close.i dont want to be an evil person anymore but the pain is getting worse. i wanna numb it but i cant.if i go back i will lose everything. i wanna feel the warm prick of my pleasure flowing throw my body. to many worrys to much pain what the hell do i do know ? i guess make a new life for myself new ppl new places new begaining.

So Beyond Fucking Pissed
yeah I know, haven't actually blogged on here in awhile... so this morning, the kids go off to play on the playground here at the complex...and come back telling me and Chris that someone wrote something about my girl on the playground. so we go check it out .....(here's where I get mad) some little punk ass fucking brat kid has the nerve to carve into the equipment a number of comments about how my daughter...my 8 years old daughter is "having sex with (no names for kids sake) every Saturday night" and how this other kid "sucks (kid name) dick" and "sucks my balls" and how my girl does too. I am so fucking pissed. to top it off the little shit signed their initials on it. I went to the office and brought it their attention. they went and checked out what I was saying, pics have been taken by me and emailed to them, and a file will be started. The lease manager went to have a chat with the said parents involved who (surprise fucking god damn surprise) didn't answer the door I gue

Sober
There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Trust me. I want what I want.

So Beautiful
You are more beautiful than anything I’ve ever seen, But that is not the only reason I’m so keen. You have a beautiful personality, It has its own originally. You have the most beautiful deep green eyes, They are beautiful because they have no disguise. You have beautiful, luscious lips, Even better when they eclipse. You have a beautiful soft face, So beautiful, I would never replace. You have a beautiful touch, So beautiful, I want it so much. You have a beautiful kiss, So beautiful, I would never, ever want to miss. I think this is a becoming a beautiful love, The kind only sent from above. These are reasons you are such a beautiful friend, I hope we will be together til the very end.

Sober-tool
Probably one of my all time favorite songs. There's a shadow just behind me Shrouding every step I take Making every promise empty Pointing every finger at me Waiting like the stalking butler Whom upon the finger rests Murder now the path called "must we" Just because the Son has come Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but what's past and done? Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but what's past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start this over I am just a worthless liar I am just an imbecile I will only complicate you Trust in me and fall as well I will find a center in you I will chew it up and leave I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down Mother Mary, won't you whisper Something but what's past and done? Mother Mary, won't you whisper Something but what's past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this

Sober
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning 'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Aahh, the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oohh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're my protection But how do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence... The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use? Aahh, the night is calling And it whispers to me softly, "come and play" Aahh, I am falling And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like perfection But how do I feel this

Sober
If you know me you know Im a huge musice freak! I think music that people listen to lets you have a glimpse of who they are what they are feelin at least for the moment in time. This song I have fallin in love with. I don't know what it is but Oh Yeah!!! I love it! Pink "Sober" I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning 'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home Ah the sun is blinding I stayed up again Oh, I am finding That's not the way I want my story to end I'm safe Up high Nothing can touch me But why do I feel this party's over? No pain Inside You're like protection How do I feel this good sober? I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth Please don't tell me that we had that conversation I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use? Ah, the night is calling

Sober
Sober There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every step I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler, who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we, just because the son has come. (Jesus, won't you fucking whistle, something but the past and done?) Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever? I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you, just enough to bring you down. (Mother Mary won't you whisper, something but what's past and done. 2x) Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever? I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I wi

So Be It,lol!
I am outspoken,opionated,and determined,i want what i want and there's nothing wrong with that!So just try to stomp on me,try to douse my inner flame,try to squash every once of beauty i hold with in me........... You won't succeed,and if that makes me a bitch so be it,i embrace the title,and am proud to bear it!!!

Sober
Sober There's a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take. making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called must we just before the son has come. Jesus, won't you f***ing whistle something but the past and done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start things over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you just enough to bring you down. Trust me. Mother Mary won't you whisper something but what's past and done. Trust me. I want what I want.

Soberity Baby
Soberity oh baby you and me weren't meant to betogther never for very long We both know it will never last so you should get moving on I'm going down to Bonnaro Down to Tennesse I'm going down to Bonnarogonna buy me some drugs Hit on hippy chicks and slut myself out for hugsSomeday sometime maybe I'll be coming homeSomehow someway baby I'm coming homeI'm going down to Florida KeysHoping you'll forget about meNever liked to way you made me feelSoberity oh baby we weren't meant to beNever together for very long

Sober
Sober And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving So here I go with all my fears weighing on me Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers But I know it's never really over And I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right No comparing, second guessing, no not this time Three months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over, no Wake up Three months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better yeah Three months and I still am Three months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months yeah, three months Three months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months and I wake up Thre

Sober.. Again.
Picking myself back up again. I still have work to do. I know. Havent had a drink for almost a month now. doing good. to me. for me. i need to beleive that im good enough. Im not sure how i could. doing good though. for me.

Sober(tool)
SOBER: There's a shadow just behind me,Shrouding every step I take,Making every promise empty,Pointing every finger at me.Waiting like a stalking butlerWho upon the finger rests.Murder now the path of "must we"Just because the son has come.Jesus, won't you fucking whistleSomething but the past is done?Jesus, won't you fucking whistleSomething but the past is done?Why can't we not be sober?I just want to start this over.Why can't we drink forever.I just want to start this over.I am just a worthless liar.I am just an imbecile.I will only complicate you.Trust in me and fall as well.I will find a center in you.I will chew it up and leave,I will work to elevate youJust enough to bring you down.Mother Mary won't you whisperSomething but the past is done.Mother Mary won't you whisperSomething but the past is done.Why can't we not be sober?Just want to start this over.Why can't we sleep forever.I just want to start this over.I am just a worthless liar.I am just an imbecile.I will only compl

So Blog This!
Funny how silence can effect you that much isn't it, what amuses me is what I find important is insufficant to others, In all honesty I do not think it is possible to really know someone. I don't think there is anything called happiness, I don't think there is anything known as truth anymore, There is no meaning behind the words, there is no feeling when they are spoken, and love can be alot of things, but hardly ever true, let alone real. I am not amused by anyone or anything, I've seen to much crap, I've heard to much, and I've felt to many untold secrets. I've pretty much become immuned to lies now, I am starting to see how theres no such thing as honesty anymore. People lie their way through life, feeding on the weak, lying, cheating, and scaming their way through life. I have no friends, or should I say no one I can really count on. I don't talk to anyone in real life or online of great importance. I am not looking to get to know someone. I don't want to hear someone elses sob

So Blue
I don't know what to do or say, To make this sadness end. It consumes me like a raging fire, I just want it to go away. These tears are hot, Running down my face. They flow freely and frequently. I want to be happy, but I'm not. Will time be what I need, Or is it a change. I wish I knew the answer, That would be a relief, indeed. My heart feels like it is breaking, My breath is nothing but sighs. I am tired of this feeling, Of sadness overtaking. ~~D~~

So Blah Blah Blah
i got out of the cracker factory yesterday , and my house finally at long last got sold. so im pretty flush , but feel like a part of me is missing. anyways enough maudlin , i got my new camera yesterday a nikon d300, thing is like a freaking flight deck , way steep learning curve.

So Bored
i have an account in myspace ,but cant really talk there .my daughters are there and i cant tell them how tired i am..or what a looser im feeling like or how i really wish i could go to sleep and not wake up..talk about drama

So Bored
Ok well its 11:42pm my time and im bored to death my kids are away for the night and the love of my life had to work its not right. SOOOOOOOO now what do I find myself doing? sitting on cherrytap and myspace doing NOTHING! So i got to thinking. What would i want more then anything in my life at this very moment? and to my suprise....I DONT KNOW. I mean should everyone know what they want in life. I mean i know somethings but i wont put them in here incase someone reads this and thinks im being a pushy GF. But i mean i just dont really know what i want for my life. I want to go to school. I want to raise my family and well i have tried both of them but they just clashed majorly. Maybe what i need to do is just sit back and let life happen. Drop hints here and there to whoever is in control of things but otherwise just let it happen. I mean i think i have alot of things to be thankful for so why complain and worry about what can or could happen. LMAO this is going no wher

So Boy's Do It
Ok so here I sit, thinking about what is right and wrong, so who defines that anyway?and what gives them the right to?so here is my BIG BIG QUESTION!! OK a guy sleeps with a chick that he has just met, they have wild wild sex all night, and he has a feeling of pride, and power. My question is why if a woman,meets a guy, and just wants to have a good time? Well yeah he is goodlooking and all, but all she is thinking about is how she can seduce him, and take controll of the situation, and have a good time. But when women behave that way, we are called a number of names,I think that men dont like it when we feel in controll, or unattached to the situation, like please, make my pussy wet, and I am at your controll, NOT!!!! I know what I like.I dont need a man for that.

So Bored.......
1) What stickers do you have on your car? none 2) What posters do you have in your room? none 3) What do you hear right now? the sound of the ceiling fan 4) If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be? Water 5) Does anything hurt on your body right now? my stomach and my back and my neck 6) What's your job position called? shit ... don't have a title at the moment 7) What size ring do you wear? i think 6 1/2? 8) Do you own a camera phone? Yeah 9) When's your birthday? may 7th 10) What was your elementary schools mascot? bulldog...?!? 11) What's your favorite bottled water? aquifina 12) What's the next concert/show you're going to and where? i wanna go to john mayor.. but the next definite is Bon Jovi 13) What were you doing at 9 pm last night? driving 14) What's your favorite Starbucks drink? carmeliscious 15) Do you exercise as much as you should? i do, but should do more of it 17) Did you go to someone e

So Bored
Ok, I'm bored, so I'm going to write a poem to attempt to alleviate this situation, atleast momentarily, I've no idea where it will go...so lets find out... I am so bored today Theres nothing exciting nothing to say everythings biting Laundry piled high and dishes to do theres clouds in the sky and a raindrop or two I don't want to be here and I don't want to be there nothing seems clear and I really don't care I have no ambition for things I should do I have no mission for todays crazy zoo I'd rather just sit with my mind in a zone and dream a bit of a voice on the phone Dream of some fun laying on the beach in the warmth of the sun and a book whith in reach with no voices around to make me cringe my thoughts become drown and sanity unhinged So I escape here to my own little place that I hold so dear where things I can face But again duty calls and off I must run to move some walls and have no fun Nikki L.

So Bored!
yahoo messenger=evilangel_14 msn messenger=twiztedsoul@hotmail.com add me/don't stalk me...dont add me if you arent gonna talk. i'm bored, and in the mood for CONVERSATTTTTTTTTION right now, i'm home alone and BOREDDDDD www.myspace.com/anotherxpoeticxsoul If you wanna add me to myspace my last name is BOOM !!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES, for REAL!

So Bored...
I am bored.. it's too hot to go to the beach. And my brother stood me up for lunch. :( But I'll live. 900 channels and nothing on. But I was in the shower and Billy Idol came on the radio. (Yes I felt like listening to the 80's today while balancing naked on one leg..) So I had a thought. If Billy Idol wrote 'White Wedding' about his lil sister getting pregnant and getting married, obviously the kid now knows Uncle Billy had a musical career. Do you think that might fuck with a kid's head to know that entire song was based on your embryotic existence? Did it cause a major riff in the family? And whatever happened to the bee girl from the Blind Melon video? God, I am bored.....

So Bored....
This Is Going To Be A Fun Weekend! NOT! I Have No One To Go Out With This Weekend. My Best Friend Can't Get Out And All My Other Friends Don't Have The Money To Go Out. So Pretty Much My Butt Is Stuck Sitting Home. I Am Hoping This One Person Wants To Hang Out With Me This Weekend. My Luck He Will Be Busy Doing Something Else. I Have 4 Free Passes To Go To Electric Cowboy But I Don't Know Of Anyone To Go With. MOST Of My Friends Don't Care For The Place. They Say That It Is A Place Where There Are A Lot Of Young People. When I Say Young I Mean People Under The Age Of 25. I Like Going There Myself. I Don't Care For Fridays But I Do Like Saturdays. On Saturdays There Are More People My Age That Go There. I Was Supposed To Go Out Tomorrow With My Best Friend But That Ended Up Going The Opposite Direction. So That Sucks. We Were Both Really Looking Forward To Going To Coyotes Too. I Wish I Had The Money To Go To The State Fair. But When It Comes Down To It, It Really Isn't Worth It. Just T

So Bored!
Man, I Can’t Believe That I Am Sitting Here On A Saturday Night At Midnight Writing In A Blog. I Wish I Was Out Right About Now And Having A Few Beers Or At Least Doing Something Fun. But No Unfortunately I Am Sitting Here Bored As Hell. I Had Fun Last Night Though. I Went To Utah Vs. Louisville Game And Had A Good Time. There Were About A Thousand Soldiers That Attended That Game. Believe Me I Was Checking Them Out Too. : ) How Could You Pass Up A Man In Uniform. ; ) When I Saw All The Men It Made Me Think Of Tony! Tony, Is My Buddy That Is In Korea Right Now. The Game Started Getting Interesting By The Third Quarter. It Looked Like A Few People Almost Got In A Fight Several Aisles A Way From Us. Surely, They Wouldn’t Be Fighting Over The Game. That Sounds Pretty Stupid To Me. About 5 Minutes Later The Cops Came And Asked What Was Going On. I Think I Like Night Games Better. You Don’t Have To Worry About The Sun Or Anything In Your Face. It Was A Pretty Good Crowd

So Bored
So 3 weeks ago i sprain my ankle pretty bad, The doctor put it in a pretty green cast for 2 weeks but of course that didnt help so much. So The other day i got the cast off oh and my ankle looks like i droped a large pan on it it was all purple and blue great combo.lol So the doctor took me out of work for another month, lovely shit. oh yeah and i forgot to mention i have a new castie thing on it.So to get to my rambling point, im fucking bored, i cant drive and im in pain. Such a great start to fall!!!!!!

So Bored!
When was the last time someone touched your ass? LOL, I have no clue. No one really touches it. Oh and what's your full name? Stacie Lynn. If you're special enough, you already know my last name. And what's your friend's name? Which friend? Speaking of names, do you like yours? Not really When was the last time you had a Gatorade? Years! I hate that crap Are your nails painted? Nah Don't you hate it when people paint their nails black to act all "goth"? I've painted mine black..but I didn't do it to act goth... Do you own an iPod? Nope What are some of your favorite bands? I like to many, not gonna even try to pick a few Who do you have a crush on? It's a secret ;) What are you listening to right now? The television So who do you love? Who do you trust? I love and trust my friends =] What was the last CD you bought? I have no clue When was the last

So Bored And Now So Blonde...
Well Im jjst sittin here, being my usual bored self. Thought I would atleast write a blog while Im soo bored. Well I thought it was time to make a serious change. So, I got my hair dyed blonde. Its been like 10 or 11 yrs since I was a blonde (natural color) and now that Im newly single and a hott momma, I figured hell might as well give it a shot. It can always be dyed again if it gets old...lol As soon as I get some pics, I will make sure 2 upload them. You all just make sure you tell me what you think. Well thats all, my weed man is here. YAY! lmao...Oh shit, Ima blonde who smokes...Does that give me an excuse to be seriously dumb now? lmao...Probably not....*snaps fingers* damn

Sobriety Poll Now Open
Ok folks. yesterday was the first day in 5 mounths that i went without one drink and so today is day #2. the odds of me getting out of this day without a drink are 10000-1 so im taking bets agian. With an alcoholic family and all alcoholic friends it seems as if the entire world is aginst me but i do have faith in myself and faith in God so it is up to me. Can i say no? have i ever, hahahahahhaha!!!!!! so the sobriety poll is now open. the odds will dramatically drop after three days, odds on me going that long (concidering the playoffs and the fact im crazy ) is 5 billion to one. How ever, knowing how good i felt in June and how much momentum and how good life was i cannot help but to beleave that this is the life i want, not getting totaly blitzed and crazy. im still not ready to do away with family and friends but it might be the only option if i am to regain my sainity and get my life back on track. i have done alot of thinking over the past mounths and have been in quiet

So Broken
As I sit here in my room, AllI can think of is you. Your laugh Your Smile Your Touch Your Love I can't help but to think if it is me to blame for the fallout. If I pushed too hard, If I moved too fast, If I pressured you at all, If.... Who knows what happened? Was it you? Was it me? Was it time? Was it fate? Who really knows. But I move on... Taking it one day at a time, Mending and picking up the pieces of my broken heart. Finally, I am ready. I have healed, Or so I thought....

Sobriety Test
Sobriety Test A man got pulled over by a cop because he was weaving in and out of the lanes. The cop got out of his car and asked the driver to blow in a breath-analyzer tube to check his alcohol level. "Oh, no," the driver said. "I can't do that. If I do that, I'll have an asthma attack and die." "OK," said the officer, "let's go down to the station and you can pee in a cup to check your alcohol level." "Oh, no, I can't do that. I'm a diabetic and if I pee my blood sugar level will go down so low that I might die." "Fine then. Let's go to the station and take a blood test to check your alcohol level." "Oh, no, I can't do that. I'm a hemophiliac and I'll never stop bleeding if you draw my blood. "All right then, just step outside your car and walk this white line for me." Oh, no, I can't do that." "Why not?" "Because I'm drunk."

Sobriety
--One's choice to Sobriety and Peace-- The path I chose, more vague and arrigant, Sent me into lingo, by chance I may be saved. Pull me from this path, for up ahead lays deception and death. It is a hard decision to swallow, But to leave everyone and everything I love is a path I must follow, A life of peace is now what I long for, Where a life of hatred was the way I was living for. Touched by my deception, that "lady-love", that "cr@ck of wh@res", Will I no longer endure just to settle a score. With my pride and my faith intact, I step out of that revolving door, I will continue to say no-more, no-more you dirty little wh@re. The demise I could've faced, But in THIS life I will make it, The tears of those I love will flow, no-more, no-more, So here's to all my fans of that dirty little wh@re , Your demise awaits you in the end, And at our heavenly father's doors.

Sobriety
I sit back just to realize everything is better now. Yeah i dont really have much, but i do have a very select group of friends. They keep me on the right track. I've quit smoking an have been completely sober for a while now. With this new sobriety, ive opened my eyes to more than just drugs an alcohol. I am able to see what life really is. The world around me so sublime an comforting. Yet i know that you still need to be aware that in beauty there is pain. I see people wiwth there families it makes me happy but sad. My mother an father arent around an i sometimes wander what its like. I see little kids running around laughing an playing, no care in the world but yet i feel a slight emptiness. Reason being i never had a child hood i grew up way too fast. But all in all i know that no matter what, i am happy to be alive. The beauty of the world around me makes me realize in bad there is good,and good there is bad. All depends on how you look at it. to you the world

Sobriety Test
Things that are difficult to say when you're drunk: * Indubitably * Preliminary * Proliferation Things that are Very difficult to say when you're drunk: * Specificity * Antidisestablishmentarianism * Loquacious * Transubstantiate Things that are downright impossible to say when you're drunk: * Thanks, but I don't want to have sex * Nope, no more booze for me * Sorry, but you're not really my type * Oh, no, I just couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing

Sobriety Blog Lol...god Im A Loser Lol
Ive found in my choices and in my experience...that there is no choice for me. Its never as easy as black and grey. Its just a decision i guess. And im not talking about drugs. I'm not sober now...not really using that much either, which is odd. Ive found (for me) thats the emphasis on that part of my life isnt important for some reason. I can tell u that I was never as happy in my life as when i was sober (GOD), but i wasnt very happy either. Not all that happy now. I dont know what makes me happy. I do know that theres never 2 solutions to any problem. Theres just a decision. And in that decision is a point of view. A delusion of self happiness for me either road i take. I think that tried to stay sober in the past for others...parents, women, men...anyone other then me. Situations made me get sober...not decisions. I think thats the way with everyone...cant say for sure but its my story. I will always know theres that option to stay sober and (happy). That term I use sparingly becau

Sobriety
Sobriety - I don't dare say the word out loud; It is too fragile. I hold onto the moments as they come and try not to let them pass unnoticed. Sobriety - It is like a hand-blown glass ball and I don't want it to break. Every word is thought out before it is spoken. Once and a while, a word slips out in anger, and I hold my breath. "Will it send him to the store?" I silently wonder. When stress happens, and it happens a lot, I wonder if he'll break. He handles it better than I. I wonder if it's because he knows what's in his head and I don't. I love him more than words could ever express. I have prayed for this day to come, but I am on edge. We have been here before and I can not forget how it all came crashing down. I will not take this for granted. Thank you God for the blessings you have bestowed upon me, upon us. When life is down, I try to remember what I have. So, every day is a new beginning - a new chance to build the life we were meant to have - a new chance

Sobreity
Well it's been 144 days of sobreity for me. The last year and a half i've lost control of my drinking and of my life. I've finally got things back on track for myself and a great support system for my sobreity. One thing i have learned is there is temptation every where for those of us who have drinking problems. I am thankful i was given another oppertunity to show i can keep sober. I want to thank those of you from here who have been supportive of me throughout everything..............

Sob Story
Ok every time I turn around I have someone knocking on my door to lay a sob sob story on me. Now these people hardly come by. When these people do it is not to hang out or shot the breeze it is only to tell us a sob sob story and ask us for money, a place to stay or what ever they want. I help people out I give my shirt right off my own back for people, But when you come a knock on my door only every time you want something I know I am only being used. I have my life on track I am married, have a job and everything is working out fine and I am happy. But these people need to get off there ass and do something about there life I am tired of hearing it. They know who they are and they probely won't see this but I am putting it out there so other people know that I will help, but god don't take advantage of me.

*sobs*
I feel like everything I do is never right. I post at some blog and I wrote something as a joke (should have said it was a joke) and the person who is my friend and is the admistrator emailed me saying that I wrote to make people feel guilty for not commenting on it and that is NOT true. I shouldn't be upset or crying but honestly everything I say or do comes out wrong and it upsets me greatly.I sound like I'm whining and I'm not, I've been holding this in for a while and it finally came out. I normally keep all my feeligs locked inside and that is not healthy but when do let it out, it is wrong. That is why I don't speak to people and stay quiet. I hurt people's feelings more than make them feel better.

Sob Story
i found out this morning that the company i work for is no longer able to make payroll. we haven't had a major sale for a year, and the smaller jobs we've been doing aren't enough to keep the doors open. thus, i've been laid off. this ordinarily wouldn't be that big of a deal. this kind of thing happens. it's part of life. but the fact that my wife isn't working complicates things. she is in school right now (an expensive, private college), and we've been paying her tuition out of pocket. on top of that, we have been paying most of the tuition money for her mother and brother-in-law to go through a training course for lay ministry. AND we've been spending about 700 per month on marriage counseling. oh, and my oldest son, who has ADHD and strong signs of Asperger's syndrome is on meds and sees a therapist twice a month. simply put, we have a shitload of money going out, and none coming in. i think it's time for a zantac and a beer. lol

So Bummed 2 Nite!!!!
Why is it that undeserving ppl get every fucking thing they want but ppl who really deserve things get screwed by the system????????????? I am so tired of getting screwed by the system but yet ppl around me that don't try get things handed to them!!!!! OK that is all I will bore you all with for now...If you all wanna know more ask me!!!!

So Busy These Dasy
seems like I never have enough time in my day these days...... I have been very busy these last few weeks. Last weekend my hubby and I went on a MUCH needed vacation. We went to Virginia for a HotWheels show. He is really into his toy cars and I really needed to get away. He did very well and placed second with one of his cars. I went for the hot tub!! It was wonderful and so relaxing. Of course he drank way too much and came stumbling in the room one night. I, on the other hand, just nursed a bottle of water. I just don't get into drinking. I did just relax and hang out in the room more and I really enjoyed that! (I know I am a homebody!!) Since returning home I have been busy with one thing or another around here. Besides playing the part of MOM.....I have choir practice 2-3 times this week for a musical I am in on Sunday and I am team captain for a team for the American Cancer Society Relay for Life...I am also the committee chairperson for Mission and Advocacy for t

So Busy
Between school, kids being sick and my great aunt passing away Monday, it's been hectic. On the weekend I was out of town sanding cabinets for my aunt who is getting ready to paint her kitchen and then I'll probably be back there when she starts painting. I did learn CPR yesterday, that was cool. Who wants the kiss of life? Anyone? So far I'm an A student, I'm the Hermione Granger of the group and get teased mercilessly but I don't care. I think it's funny the ex stripper is one of the top students! The women of the administration office asked me to start making jewelry for them to buy so I did and they are. Not rich yet but I just started last week and it helps with gas money at the very least. Well I have to get dishes done before I run off to school. Hope everyone has a great week! K

So Called Friends????
To All My So Called Friends: I have had a revelation Today as I have been on and off Lost Cherry alot. I have posted or reposted at least 6 bulletins that have not been read by one person on here. This actually really hurts my feelings that none of my friends or fans bothers to read my bulletins! I try to be a good friend and read peoples bulletins, vote for them and their friends in contests and try to level them up when I can. I had one friend, Nashieboo who actually reads my bulletins and responds. Thank You for being a true friend Steven! I seriously thought about deleting my profile. I doubt that I would be missed at all! Maybe I need some pics with my ass in a thong to get your attention as my primary photo? Think about this the next time you ask for help at Leveling up or a vote needed in a contest. What is a True Friend? What are you here for?

So Called Friends
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bullentin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...Repost this if you are a friend..Don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new bullentin as "So-called friends" Hope I will see you post

So-called Friends
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...

"so_called Friends"
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bullentin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...Repost this if you are a friend..Don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new bullentin as "So-called friends" Hope I will see you post (repost of original by 'Tree' on '2006-10-14 14:04:16') (repost of original by 'trip' on '2006-10-14 14:05:20') (repost of original by 'alikat755' on '2006-10-14 15:53:21') (repost of original by 'dream weaver' on '2006-10-14 17:36:09') (repost of original by 'angel eyes' on '2006-10-16 17:32:50') (repost of original by 'RW' on '2006-10-16 17:38:34') (repost of original by 'sex_drugs_and_rockin-roll' on '2006-10-16 17:44:07') (repost of original by 'Red Hot Pimp' on '2006-10-16 18:34:18') (repost of original by 'Firestorm' on '20

So Called Friends
okay now i have relized that i have so called friends on my list, and these so called friends won't get anything from me every again, no photo ratings, photo comments or even user comments. I go and rate all their pics, leave photo comments and user comments (when i have time) and all i don't even see them come rate and leave comments for my pics. I'm not going to mention any names, but they know who they are.

So Called Friend's List
To all my friends and fans those of you who have rated my pic's thanks very much and have a wounderful day. For those who have not, I have rated and commented on all your pic's and would like it if you would return the favor, i don't have a lot of them which is more then what i can say for most of you but hay i still rate and comment on them, it wont hurt you a bit to show some luv. but however if you don't at least rate them im goin to start deleating people off my friends list no point in haveing ya there if your not friend enough to return the favor, / am i right. so keep this in mind and have a good day.

So Called Friends....
I just want to start by letting people know that i don't say sorry for things i do not say. I think that people need to stand up for what they say and if they do not like what is said to them they should take it up with the person who said it. Had a friend.....he was talking to my sister and she said some hurtful stuff to him....he said i need to say sorry....sorry for what? He has a site here on cherrytap.....he wants to talk about being true to yourself, but he likes to trick men in to leaving comments on his page. He thinks it's funny....i don't think it's funny at all. so, if you happen to see his page just know it is a guy...DORK....is his user name. So, i was hoping that someone could help me understand why someone who lives in a glass house throws stones? I know i'm not perfect, but if someone is my so called friend i don't hide things from them....and i do not use things they tell me to hurt them. This is something he needs to learn.....back in June my husband took my kids

So-called Friends
The following is a recent IM conversation between this guy named Jeff and myself. Just a little background: Jeff and I met in March of this year. We dated (sort of) and had a sexual relationship. But things never went anywhere because Jeff was still hung up on his son's mom and hesitant to get close to anyone again (or so he claimed). Jeff didn't even really have close friends and he wasn't really close to his family. He ended up meeting some other girl he became obsessed with (even though his only prerequisite for making her his girlfriend was because she was wild in bed and he was sneaking out of bed in the middle of the night to call me). Anyway, that ended badly. Turns out she was psycho (which seems to be the type of girl Jeff is attracted to, probably because he knows it will end badly and thus he can still avoid ever having to be close to anyone). After that Jeff and I started hanging out quite a bit. The sexual part of our relationship had ended long before this girl so it w

So Called Choices
SO CALLED CHOICES We are always taught at a young age that we have choices. With these choices we are able to do anything our hearts desire, but the sad reality is that we actually do not have a choice, from that early age of being given choices we are being programmed to think how society wants us the think, we are taught that the choices we make in life hold no importance in the gist of things and that the only true choice we are given is the choice of popularity. We are brought up in a society that prides itself of diversity and equality, we are taught that if you want to fit into this so called wonderful society you must not speak ill of a person from a different religion, ethnic background or sexual preference because if you do you will be ousted from our great society never to fully return. Those people who take that challenge and become awakened to the tragedy that is life in the 21st century, are deeply hurt and saddened to see how the country which they once loved has be

So Called Friends
Well today my day started off on a bad note I get up to fine a rude e-mail from some guy on CT. Dont people on here know how to read. In my about me it says that I am her only for friends. Also as I go though my friends list I dont hear from half of yous. The only person that I can truly say that keeps up with blog, photos and bulletins is my mom year of the dragon. Why have 100+ friends but only talk to 10? Whats the point. I guess people just want the cherry points. I know that I do fall behind in photos, blog and bulletins but for crying out loud I am human. Some of your claim to be a good friend but in my books you just want the points. Why should I spend hours a day trying to rate all pic and comment them to and yous cant evern return the favor. This morning I sent a message to my mom telling her that I was going to delete my account. Why bother being on her if I cant even met people that are looking for friends and not the points. So this is kinda my test to see how many of my so

So Called Friends
One more note..I am doing a total clean sweep of my friends list..There are a lot of you that are great and would never think of deleting, but then there are others (which won't be reading this anyway)that I will be deleting. I care about the people on my list and I like getting points as well as the next person but I am not all about points. So if you want to stay let me know. I have gotten quite a few new friends lately and of course you are exempt from this unless down the line you prove otherwise. Thanks

So Cal
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA WHEN............ Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You drive next to a Rolls Royce and don't notice. You don't know anyone's phone number unless you check your cell phone. You speak Spanish, but you're not Mexican. Or if you are Mexican but don't speak Spanish at all. You begin to "lie" to your friends about how close you are when you know damn well that it'll take you at least an hour to get there (see below). Getting anywhere from point A to point B, no matter what the distance, takes about "twenty minutes". You drive to your neighborhood block party. In the "winter", you can go to the beach and ski at Big Bear on the same day. You eat a different ethnic food for every meal. If your destination is more than 5 minutes away on foot, you're definitely driving. Calling your neighbors requires knowing their area code. You know what "In 'N Out" is and feel bad for all the other states becau

So Called Friends
This week has been the absolute worst of my life. I almost lost my 21 year old daughter to a nervous breakdown and a suicide attempt. It's been a week of hell, despair, shock, fear and loneliness. A million questions run through my mind as I sit here alone tonight. However, there is one in particular that I really need answered. When our lives are going great, or when we are happy, laughing, or having good fortune we have all sorts of friends hanging around wanting to share in the positive. They hang around without being asked or invited. They are just there. So why is it during the most difficult times of our lives, when we hurt so damn bad that we feel as if we will die, that these same friends cannot be found. Even when asking or begging for their support they make up some lame excuse and turn away. This week I found out who my true friends really are and sadly enough I have discovered that I don't have too many who will actually stand by me through thick and thin.

So Called Love
Anyone that says that love is a beautiful thing has never had their Heart ripped apart and stomped on. It feels like you just want to tear it out just to stop the pain. This is a pain I put up against any physical pain out there. I digs into your soul and drives you to the brink of insanity. Maybe someday the pain will go away , but I promise you'll never be the same. It will always be there Knawing at the back of your mind sometimes creeping out. For most people they are stong enough to hold it back and I hope for me I am strong enough for right night now it doesn't feel like it.

So Called Friends...
This shows how much your so called friends pay attention.. I t was my birthday yesterday and only 1 person wished me a Happy Birthday.....Now i dont want to hear Happy Birthday now after I have whinned and bitched about it,but why am I even on here if "My friends" cant even wish me a happy birthday??? :(

So Called Friends
to all who claim to be my friends, and you know who u are. im sick of trying to talk to some of you and getting nowhere. its pointless to say you are someones friend but dont have 2 secs to say hi. the whole point of ct is too make friends and keep them, not snub them. i try to make way around to all of u but with the new family i joined its growing bigger everyday its tough but im managing. but from this point on if i get no responce back from any of you i will delete you permently from my page. i hate to do it but i have no time for childish bullshit. to those who do respond thank u. ~

So Called Family
they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they say things about you tell people lies they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they do things that they know will hurt you they do thing to hurt your feelings they say they are your family they say they are your friends than they go behind your back telling everyone lies just to get them to hate you so called family they only want to hurt you they only want to cause you pain they don't want to see you happy they want to see the pain they have no feelings they say they are your family they say they are your friends if they really cared they would help you when your down they would care for you when you are ill or are not happy they say they are your family they say they are your friends they are no family of mine by Melissa Dumler

So Called Friends
So called friends.... Current mood: nauseated Category: Friends Okies well this goes out to all those so called friends. A lot of people claim to be my friend. 90% of them are truely not. I just recently moved from Florida to Virginia and I think only 4 people have talked to me since then. Those would be Barbie, Rhona, Ashley and Abby. Everyone else hasn't said one word about me moving or really even one word. Not that I really care because it just goes to show who are true friends and who are not. I'm used to having the so called friends that only call you when they need something or want me to do something for them. Those people I don't talk to anymore. I wonder why. The thing that sucks is I have recently realized that I don't seriously have anyone to talk to. Not about certain things going on in my life or have happend in the past. It sucks. I hold more in than I should. The only person that I can talk to about anything is Steve. Yea that's great because he's

So Called Friends Open
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends YES I HAVE A LOT BUT LOVE YOU ALL LET ME KNOW PLEASE THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE FAM FRIENDS AND FAN HAVE A GOOD DAY MUCH LOVE OXOX:)

"so Called Friends"
I am not here for a NUMBER of friends.. i am here for real friends.. so .. if you don't post or shout out to me or contact me in some form you are NOT a friend your just a #, and i don't need numbers.. so.. either leave, or i will remove you, its as easy as that. You can state that i am a bitch if you wish too, but.. eh, i already know that, and don't care what you really think of me anyways, I have friends and don't need Fake Myspace or CherryTap Friends, now if you are really here to keep in contact, then its all good, and a lot of you are, others just rate fan for a point or 2, and those.. i really could care less about.. oh and for those that keep sayin when do i get to see ya "Privates" well, lets see..... "NEVFUCKENER" does that clear it up some? thank you.. and have a great day ;-) hugs and kisses to my real Cherry Friends Wendy

So-called Friends
You have your sluts and you have your hoes. You have your friends and then the foes. A backstabbing slut....who in the end will know. I fucked up, but you did worse. I made a mistake, you're just a curse. Friends we were, and then you spoke. To all of us you're just a big joke. Go fuck yourself and every guy you come across. In the end, it's all your loss.

So Called Cherrytap, "friends."
For most of this year, I had been planning a trip to New Orleans for a week. However, as the time drew near, I began to seriously think about cancelling the trip, staying home, and saving the much needed money. I decided almost at the last minute to go mainly because five of my so called, "Friends," on CT had assured me that age was just a number and that they would truly love to meet me in person. One woman lives in Tucson, AZ, one in New Orleans, LA, one in McAlester, OK, one in Tulsa, OK, and one in Albuquerque, NM. (The women in Oklahoma and the woman in New Mexico were the reasons I decided to go to my hometown for the high school Alumni banquet after all. I thought the woman in New Orleans, the one in Albuquerque, and possibly the one in Tulsa would actually come through based of past chats.) A few weeks before I hit the road, and after the fifth time I suggested to the McAlester woman that I needed a phone number and the address of a public meeting place, hopefully ne

"so Called Friends
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bullentin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...Repost this if you are a friend..Don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new bullentin as "So-called friends" Hope I will see you post

So Called Friends
I know everyone has been through this with sumone.. Have u ever had a friend u have done everything in the whole to help them out from like lending money to just being there in a time of need no matter what the cause was? Well I have this so called friend that I have went out of my way to help out and as usall get screwed in the end. He/She didnt get their way and now there is this big ordeal going on. I hate drama yeah I can say maybe back in the day drama was intresting but damn enough is enough this is why I have become a hermit so da speak. I enjoy gettin out and doing things just like the next person but damn is it possible to say anything or do anything without sumone putting pressure on ya?

So Can I
I can look into your eyes And see you're not for real I know you don't mean what you say Or feel what you say you feel I know this game, I've played it before I know it all too well I know all your moves before you make them You can't hide inside your shell I can't, however, make you love me I can't make you stay So I'll just play along with you In hopes you will, someday.

So Cal Barbies!!!
SO CAL BARBIE! Body: Mattel recently announced the release of Limited-Edition Barbie dolls for the San Diego, California area market: Chula Vista Barbie - This Spanish-speaking-only Barbie comes with a 1984 Toyota with expired temporary plates and three baby Barbies in the back seat, but no car seats. The optional Ken doll comes with a pickup truck loaded 10 feet high with mattresses. Green cards are not available for Chula Vista Barbie or Ken. National City Barbie - This Barbie now comes with a stroller and an infant doll. Optional accessories include a GED and bus/trolley pass. Gangsta Ken and his 79 Caddy (with switches) were available, but are now very difficult to find since the addition of the infant. Rancho Bernardo Barbie - This modern-day homemaker Barbie is available with a Ford Windstar minivan and matching gym outfit. She gets lost easily and has no full-time occupation or secondary education.Traffic-jamming cell phone included, headset sold separately. Ocean

So Called Friends.....
I hate people that say that they are your friends and then they stab you in the fucking back!!!!! My so called best friend is going around telling everyone all these fucking lies about me and then haveing her boygriend call me and tell me that I cant talk to her no more over a bunch of shit that happened over a year ago before she even met him and the motherfucker is going to sit there and threaten to fucking kick MY ass the next time he sees me. I am a very nice person and it takes alot to really piss me off and this motherfucker has pissed the the fuck off. Anit no motherfucker going to sit there and threaten me. People need to grow the fuck up, the past is the past and you cant go back and change it. Yeah shit happens but what the fuck are you going to do about it!!!

So Called Friends
This to inform the people that say they are friends and ll they want is to do thiungs with my wife and thinks its ok. Well its not before i let this place distroy my marriage i will delete the account. the person already knows who they are and know what they did this morning was out of line and then to try to cover it up is crap. I feel you are not a friend for what you did. I hope you realize you might have distroy a marriage for the stupid and inconciterate act you pulled this morning.. I am through with this kind of thing and then call me a friend.

So Called Friends
This is 4 all my so called friends. To my true friends that actually talk, message me you re not in this message. For all the others who used 2 and ignore me , avoid ,or the ones that avoid me from the beginning, your asses will be deleted by Fri. I'm on here to make friends and talk!! All you people on here just 4 points and nothing more might as well get the fuck off my friends list im not playin games anymore,or huntin you down to try and talk when you won't in the 1st place. Also I've been givin pic comments and more to sum and nothin in return hmm points (u know who u are) not anymore!I thought this place was for talkin and makin friends but I guess sum of you are too good 4 that now, huh?? Well as far as I care you'll be gone by Fri, so basically we can start talkin or I don't need you clutterin up my H page!!

So Called Life
I was thinking the ather day. I work and work and don't seem to get anywhere. Don't get me wrong my kids are taken care of, but I just really can't figure out where this life is going. I guess it's like a lottery ticket you just wait and see. Life really sucks sometimes.

So Called Friends
well ,, since ive started coming to fubar* formerly known as cherrytap ive made some good friends ,, but i guess i made them at the risk of meeting some people that i didnt need to . I went outta my way to post comments and rate and add ,, and spent hours talking to certain people only to get shit on in the end ,, so i think its time for people to make choices ,, if i dont hear from enuff people to make it worth my while staying ,, ima be deleting my fubar acct . i came here to meet friends ,, i didnt come to deal with people not trusting me ,,, or listening to someone else without checking in with me about what i supposedly said ,, ,, its called respect people . IF U DONT WANNA TALK TO ME ,, THEN GROW UP AND ADMIT IT ,, IGGY SOMEONE JUST MAKES U ARROGANT AND IMMATURE. so with that being said if u still wanna talk and be cool then lets ,, if not speak the fuck up and be an adult ,, ive played games for too long with too many people and it ends today ,, so anyone thats WANTS to still b

So-called Sportscasters
College football is in full swing, the NFL is in it's second week and already I'm sick and tired of the blowhards, has-beens and ass-kissers who can't offer originality and are simply network "yes" people who are trying to pull themselves off as sports reporters and analysts. The biggest offenders are Michelle Tofoya, Lou Holtz, Chris Fowler, Lee Corso and Kirk Herbstreit. So let's start with Michelle, she roves the sidelines for college and NFL games and she tries to provide some "insights" to the game and perhaps some of the personal side of the players. Honestly I don't care to know about someone's grandma or some strange connection they have to someone on the other sideline. She just gets on my nerves. Give me some inside anaylsis or perspective you have from being down there on the field sweetheart. Now onto Lou Holtz. Someone check this guy for Alzheimer's, just seeing the look on Mark May's face when Lou starts going off about some team needing to rebound, or being

So Called Friends!!!!
Why does everyone in your life let you down at one time or another? Has the world become so corrupt that you can't even find a loyal human being? It's pretty sad that you get left all alone in the rain at the end of the day. No one cares enough to take you in from the cold, give you a dry pair of clothes, And a cup of hot coco to make the pain go away. Everyone is programed to have best friends and a "Click." What is a best friend anyway...? A friend that's better than the rest of your friends? Someone who's real while the rest are just fake? Why not just surround yourself with friends that are the best? I don't understand why everyone has friends and best friends. I just have best friends. I don't believe in any other kind of friend. Why would you associate yourself with fake people when you can just stick to the real? I love the fact that I've turned myself into the biggest loner. There's only about 5-6 people that even matter in my life at this moment. The re

So. Cal Decompression/ Fuego De Los Muertos
It is that time of year again folks. For those of you that didn't get to join me at burningman this year have a chance to join the regional event happening Oct 19-21, 2007. This event will only cost $35 and is near the Pechanga Resort and Casino. Hit me up for details or visit one of the two sites listed below... Here is a couple things you need to know about this event... 1. It is hotter than hell during the day but ice cold at night. 2. Leave no trace. What this means is no trash is left behind even cigarette butts. 3. This is self reliance, there are not toilets or showers. 4. Respect, respect, respect!!!! There will be lots of public nudity so please be respectful and ask before taking ANY pictures. http://decom.alchemyunlimited.com/ http://www.thephotographymachine.com/thevillage.htm

The Socal Tickle
Come to think of it, being the only passenger in the hotel shuttle, bouncing around the freeway exits, ditching all that, finally, for the interminable unintersected “access” road, already felt like being the prisoner I was to become. Holed up in a room cut down in size by the rattling ice machine on the other side of the tv wall, with two bags of coffee and a bag of tea. Only to be shuttled over, once again, to what we came to refer to as “the compound,” an absurd concoction of highrises and haciendas, resort architecture experiments and a “timeless” kidney-shaped pool lurking behind each and every corner, the ill-catered foods shrink-wrapped and overpriced, spilling into courtyards, onto dark green polyester table cloths and sturdy beach chairs. Conference limbo. After three days I found egress—into a mall with nearly a dozen anchor stores called Fashion Valley. It felt so soothingly real compared to the compound, I got lost on the way back. There is a vantage-point always availab

So Called Friends
Well, it seems I have become to trusting yet again. A picture folder set up for friends only to view, just had 2 pictures marked as NSFW. I checked to see if the pictures had been RIPPED and marked on their page, but they hadn’t. So this means a “So Called Friend” is going through my pictures and marking them NSFW. I had hoped the friends I accepted were all adults but I guess I was wrong. There for, this weekend I will be deleting these “So Called Friends” I have a base set of about 150 friends that this message does not concern. You are all safe. The rest of you, well I’m sorry one childish person has broken the trust for the rest of you. Sir Dave

So-called "rules" . . .
I really have to rant about this. More out of amusement than annoyance. I've come across a lot of websites where the purpose is SUPPOSED to be (notice, I said "supposed to be") making friends (or connecting with them) – i.e. Fubar, MySpace, Facebook, OkCupid (which is also a dating site), VampireFreaks, and more . . . And a lot of people on these sites have fairly open, and . . . 'adult' profiles. By which I mean NSFW (or adult, or anything of a sexual nature) pictures; blogs about sex or sexual encounters; "I'm a Bitch and Proud of it!" tags all over the profile; "Sex Addict" tags; "Nympho" tags; and on and on. Or, they have profile names such as "Hot Momma", "ShortNSexy", "LuvMasheen", and on and on with the names . . . And then, these SAME people feel the need to post a list of RULES for their profile, telling you what you can and cannot do: * "If you decide to contact me after reading my profile, you had BETTER show me some respect, and treat me with respect

So Can I Get An Honest Opinion?
Okay so I would like to get some of your thoughts on this subject please. If you are reading this and have even the smallest thing to say please do so.. Alright so I love my BLOCK button, I use it when I feel my profile is at risk of down raters/haters. I have also used it for personal reasons as well. But this is my questions, Whether you block someone or are the one being blocked, Would you unblock them to go look on their profile and make sure they knew you were there? Just to re-block them? And how would you feel if someone did that to you? They Block you then come to your page while you were Online almost to see if they can get a reaction out of you. And then they RE-BLOCK you... ????? Whats the point? Myself, I think its confusing. If I Block someone for personal reasons it would be totally inappropriate to wander around their page and all but WAVE at them and then hit the BLOCK button again. But I have also been told I sometimes take things the wrong way. An

So Called Friends
Why do "friends" feel the need to make others hurt when they are hurting? Why do they feel like they have a right to treat you like you are worthless and then turn around spread lies about what you did to them? Why do they think they have the right to than come back when they have no one else and expect you to forgive and forget? Why do these "friends" always want to be my friends? If you cannot be honest with yourself or others, I do not want you for a friend. If you cannot not help yourself, than do not expect me to help you either. Do not complain about things you are not willing to fix. Do not make me care, when you do not.

So-called Friends
Why do people you consider friends do a complete about-face for no apparent reason? They claim to have feelings for you then suddenly stop talking, won't even take a message from you or give you any kind of explanation as to why. It hurts and pisses me off at the same time. It adds stress, when I don't really need more. Between work and school I barely have time to breathe. Anyone have ways of dealing with similar situation?

So Called Friends On Fubar
IT REALLY ANNOYS ME BADLY WHEN I SEE A FRIEND ON FUBAR WHO NEEDS HELP AND ASKS FOR HELP BUT NEVER GETS IT IN RETURN...THIS IS SAD NOW I KNOW MANY OF YOU ALL ON HERE HAVE BEEN IN ONE CONTEST OR ANOTHER AND MOST OF YOU HAVE WON ONE AT SOME POINT IN TIME...MY CLOSE FRIEND MERCI IS THE GIRLFRIEND OF FIREMAN185 AS WE ALL KNOW...FIREMAN185 AND I GO ALONG WAY BACK HE HAS ALWAYS GIVEN AND RATED YALL'S PICS AT SOME POINT AN SO HAS MERCI I KNOW FOR A FACT THIS GIRL HAS GIVEN AN GIVEN TO MANY ON THIS SIGHT SHES PUT MANY HOURS INTO THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL JUST TO WATCH IT SLOWLY FALL APART..BUT HER AN JOHN ARE REBUILDING IT...SHES TAKEN TIME AWAY FROM HER FRIENDS FAMILY TO HELP OTHERS WHEN IN NEED...THIS CONTEST HAS BEEN OPEN SINCE SUNDAY AND I'VE BEEN IN THERE EVERYDAY ALONG WITH MERCI AND A FEW OTHERS WHO CLAIM TO BE FRIENDS OF HER'S AN CHUCK BUT FUNNY HOW I KEEP SEEING THE SAME PEOPLE VOTE THATS ME AND HER AND A FEW OTHER'S YOU THE ONE WHOS SAY YOU ARE HER'S AN CHUCKS FRIEND BULLSHIT TRUE FRIEND

So Called Friends
there is this friend that i thought i had and well guess i dont anymore ya know its like i am so tired of being nice to some people and all you get is shit on in the long run ya lend your heart out to people and they just all of a sudden get tired of ya and its like you dont matter anymore..a persons feelings isnt something to play with people shit atleasst have the balls enuff to say hey get lost...ya know what i mean?

So Called Family
why is it being a single parent do hard and dont get very much time to have alone time like when a relative says they will have her for the night then next thing ya know they are callin and changing there minds even if you already have plans and its not the first time this has happen . it really dont feel like i have a fam here just me and my girl thats all...!!!!!!!!!111

So Called Friends
for those of u who call urslef my friends, UR NOT. i trusted u with secrets and thought of u as my best friends. and now u pull shit like u did ( and who this blog is to u knw who u r) i WILL not talk to u again and forget me. because i have forgot u i have no reason to ever talk to u again, NONE i will not be in ur life nor will u b in mine. thanks for being my enemy. its true what they say keep ur friends close keep ur enemies closer or my kids (when i have them), i don't want shit to do with u EVER!!!

So Called "family"
OMFG!!! its been one of those weekends when u wanna tell ur family to fuck off and go to hell....Apperently they went thru my grams stuff...if u know me then u know a)she passed a couple weeks ago....and b) im having a really hard time with it bc i was really close to her....no one bothered to call me...or email me...or even pm me on here to say hey heather we are gonna go thru grams stuff on sun thought maybe ud wanna be there knowing how close u were and how much u did for gram when she was alive...BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! no one called or anything...and im pissed....im always the last to know everything when it comes to my family....and im really tired of it.....and ppl wonder why i find it hard to rush to visit em...they dont give a shit bout how i feel or what i want....why should i visit u?......GRRRRRRRRRR !!!

So Called Friends
The past couple af days has opened me eyes to who are my friend in this sight and who isn't. I opened my home to Tink and she crapped all over it and has started to tell everyone that she and I know that I kicked her out with noplace to go. Well the trueth is, that she left after two days worth of her additude to me over me treating her like no man has ever treated her in her life. I gave her use of my car and gave her most of my paychecks for three weeks. I helped her with her pregnancy when the father wouldn't even help her. She has burned every bridge with 90% of all of her friends and it was all the others fault. Dosen't that tell you about her true nature? Now she and a so called friend in Darkness falls has plotted against me for being the only friend that has been there for her in the past four years of her life. Well is say fairwell to them all and there are a world of better people in the world. I just wanted every one else to know that I have done all that I could fro her and

So Cal Then Denver Traveling Again
Ok My friends it is once again time for me to start traveling for work..Looks like they are jamming alot in June..Which also happens to be My B Day Month.. So from June 1 -3 I will be in Anheim (sp?) So if you know of any Close Little Hot spots to get away from all of my Co Workers Let me know..I prefer Country Bars but will take a great local hang out as well. June 21-24 I will Be in Denver...Same goes for here I was there a few months ago and got a little bored However they had a nice set up in the lobby/ Bar of the hotel I was at Country Western Night at the Holiday inn... So In closing if you know of any good places let me know I Like the travel But hate the Business Travel..LOL..

So Called Friends
Apparently I need to start making much better choices in friends and in who I trust. As many of you know, My husband and I are in the process of getting a divorce. I had said on here I would not bash him and I won't...I also won't air our dirty laundry...however I seem to have some people that called them selves friends that feel the need to run their mouths about what they know little to nothing about...so to them I have this to say: I did not leave Dustin for another man. I am not moving in with a man or living with a man, I am on my own...for the first time in my life I am taking care of myself and I am doing fine. The reason for the divorce is no ones business but his and mine, so stay out of our business. If you have something to say...why don't you check your facts and get them straight before you start running off at the mouth. Don't make a hurtful situation even more painful for us if you really consider us friends. Talking about what you don't know is only being cruel and

So-called Friends....
Ah.... to my So Called Friends (giggles): I posted a status today "No Im not here to f*ck you!Go Figure!" and I watched the "total" number of friends on my list start to diminish. So I wonder how many people when they added me somehow thought... adding me as a friend, meant potential hook up? pffffffft *kttn*

So Called Friends
Why is it when you are talking to someone just chillin trying to get to know them and all of the sudden they stop talking to you and start to talking to a friend of yours? Which is fine but why do you have to stop talking to one to talk to the other? I am married and not looking for any hook ups but cant you have more than one friend and chat with them instead of being sneaky and coming up with stupid reasons as to why they are not chatting with you. Maybe its just me cause I can have more than one friend and chat with everyone and dont have to lie and sneak behind anothers back..... Just my feelings...

So Called
Ok here is the deal i have been getting alot of shit on here for the past couple weeks..and i cant stand it. so here is what im doing. if you do not have a salute i will no longer accept friendships from you and if you are already on my friends you will be deleted and i will not accept it again.. here is the reason for this i have gotten over 100 or so fake ass accounts in the past 2 weeks.. i know who it is and im sick of it i dont like drama i dont bring drama so unless you are my close family or friend that i talk to alot, dont come to me with drama i dont give a crap nor will i ever. so if i seem like a bitch oh well im ready to deleted my account because i was sick of it but i do have alot of ppl i talk to on here and i do care about so im not letting this shit stop me but it will hold other ppl back from talking to me for a while..it is all good to me..so if you do want to be on my friends and you dont have a salute you better make one cause i dont want any reason y you do

So Called Friends...
I feel kind of dumb right now. And blind to the whole matter... Things were fine and dandy up until the other day when I came back from the Bahamas... I wasn't even off the cruise ship for more then 3 minutes when my boyfriend told me to find someone else... Well my so called friend had been talking to him behind my back.. She said she likes him, and according to her he likes her and loves her. I don't get that one bit how someone can say they love you then turn around and say they love your friend? Now if she were a friend she wouldn't have done this to me. He also told her that out of habit he said he loved me because he was used to it.... That just about killed me when I heard ALL of that and then some...I'm pretty much sure I'm failing at everything since I can't do a damn thing right :/

So Called Friends
here is the situation i a had a dear fu-buddy...he was one of the few ppl i could talk to about anything. i told him stuff about me not even my real friends know. lets just say i trusted more than i should have. one day he started making comments about my real best friend so i told him to go talk to her and i told her bout him. well it was all great we 3 were havin our fun. then everything changed.. he started telling me stuff i did not want to hear about her and makin me kinda uncomfortable. it went on for months i took what i could until i reached my breaking point one day. we were fightin a lil bit and he threw shit i trusted him with in my face and it hurt...he had no right throwing that card at me. to me it seemed like he was judging me because i had a few ppl i had my fun with..as did he. to me it was like it was ok for him to have his fun and not me. well i figured what it all comes down to is he used me to get to my best friend and its takin a toll on our friendship. its gone p

So Called Friends
What's the point of adding someone to your friends list if you're never going to stop by and say hello? Maybe it's just me, but I like to say HI every so often. Granted, there are some I pester more than others..hahahaha Seriously, if you have no intentions of every stopping by after you've added me to your list, get your points elsewhere. Those that I've noticed I haven't heard anything from, you will be trimmed away.

So Called Friends One Word Fake
why do people carelessly use the word friend what is a friend i was always told a friend is someone who sticks by your side for better or for worse someone who will pick you up when you are weak rather then bitch you out they would say it looks like we fucked up again the would help you the best way they could and make a effort sadly to say i dont really have many real friends and part of the reason why is my fault however mostly why is because people just go about and ask someone they dont no to give them anything . i express alot of my feelings in music becuse i have a had time to open up to anyone and it still hard to do so but iam working on it baby steps so for now here are 2 songs -------------------------------------------- You pick me up, to put me down Your only joy, is when im gagged and bound A subtle prick, a blatant lie, your denial Your denial. No-ones gonna save my life when im drowning No-ones gonna give a shit when I die

So Called "tru Raters"
So I was on Fubar yesterday chatting with some friends, checking out the latest MUMMS and stuff when I looked in My Bar Tab and noticed some guy rated me a 3. I simply asked him why he rated me a 3 and he responds: "READ THE FUCKING PROFILE". I went and READ THE FUCKING PROFILE and saw that he and others were on a mission to "TRU RATE" everyone they came across on Fubar. The profile stated that he refused to rate the ugly people he came across a 10. He was wayyyy more rude about it than that but you get the picture. The way I see it, and by the way, he is not Mr. GQ himself, is that he has such low self-esteem that he has to berate other people and make them feel like shit so he can feel better. I don't have a problem with giving honest ratings. But Fubar is also about having fun and making friends. It's not about making people feel badly. If you don't like the way someone looks, DON'T RATE THEM! I never asked for this guy to rate me. I never ask for ratings. I put

So Called Friends
Ok so, i have known this gal for a while now, but she has since deleted me blocked me, and all. I am wondering WTF? Come to find out she was bitching at another gal for buying me. Now can you say childish, wtf is she thinkinig about. This is a site to make friends, and have a good time. A place to get away from the BS in the real world, i just dont get it, don't get me wrong, i thought ths 1st gal and i were pretty good friends, but i guess that was not the case. I like Fubar, and it so cool meeting new friends and all, we need to face it, this is a place to relax and have fun. A place to get away from the everyday hassles of Normal Life! Wish she would talk to me, but I guess that aint gonna happen. All i can say is sorry, but ya know i am not a bad person, and i did nothing wrong. Well there i vented, for now, have an awesome weekend my friends. Alan

So Called Friends
It is sad that when I have rates I try to give atleast 500 to a thousand rates to a friend with their auto 11's on. Everyday I rate a new friend with them on not just for me to benefit but for them too. Yet here I have to beg and plead for help with mine. Well, Guess it's house cleaning time and there are gonna be some changes. I am going to eliminate some of these so called friends today...... "BYE BYE"

The So Called Friend Who Could Have Helped Him And Didnt Speaks
THIS IS WHAT THE SO CALLED FRIEND SAID TO ME ABOUT JESSE...YOU MAKE THE DECISION...HOW CAN YOU CALL THIS PERSON A FRIEND... Charmy: we need to talk DJ City Girl: We need to talk when all I have been getting is bombarded by people I don't know if it's from your lounge or Inc's lounge Idk but seriously........I'm getting blammed for a suicide that you know damn well no one can be blammed for a suicide and also calling my marriage fake....................wtf? Charmy: i dont care about your marriage I CARE ABOUT MY FRIEND how reached out for YOUR HELP Charmy: u knew jesse was a good person and u played him telling him u loved him Charmy: then u tell him u wont talk to him about not killing him self DJ City Girl: It doesn't mean that I fucking caused his damn suicide. I loved him and then when we became just friends I loved him as such we both knew that understanding. Charmy: are u in the medical field or what Charmy: because u would have called someone to help him Charmy: an

So Called Friend
Well in my life I have figured out that if you have female friends you have to know them for a very long time cause if you don't then chances are they will stab you in the back. I have this old friend who stole my wallet she said she didn't but she was the only person that i was with so there is no way that I lost it. I have torn my house up side down and still havent found it. But i don't care anymore females like her should be punished by not having anyone. and karma is a bitch so what goes around comes around. well thats it for now...waiting on my baby to wake up...

So Called "milfs" Yeah Right
ok, so whats up with all these females runnin around calling themselves MILFs on their profiles and in their profile names? first of all , who deemed you a MILF or did you just think it was something "cute to say" now true enough some of them ARE indeed MILFs...but heres the thing. do you even know wtf a MILF is? that shit stands for Mother I'd Like to Fuck. now of course the person reading this says "duh" everybody knows that....well apparently NOT. if that where true you wouldnt have a woman calling herself that.... UNLESS SHES SAYING SHE WANTS TO GO FUCK HERSELF!!! THEN it would make sense. you basically have some female runnin around saying " hey i'm a mother i would like to fuck" well then good for you, go fuck yourself.

So Called Fam
So we was a fam a so called fam and yall want to break apart over some dumb shit well fuck that bullshit if you true fam you would have stuck together through thick and thin no matter what kind of shit came through the way we should have still stayed together and no yall want know nothing if something happen to one of us and i bet half of yall dont even give a fuck well i do and the reason why i say that because i been through some shit i got shot at been in the hospital almost died from sickness and nobody fucking knew well that fucking hurt me like hell and when i come back i hear all this fucking bullshit no more fam no more nothing everybody went there own way well in my heart we was fam always but right now WHAT THE FUCK YALL THINKING so my so called fam when you read this and think about what the fuck just happen because me myself life really aint promised tomorrow and i thought i would have had yall sowe need to work this shit out on the real or you really going to see a new me

So Called People Returning Favors
You know I'm sick and tired of seeing people asking for help to level up and when someone like me goes and helps them out with their rates. They Turn around and just rate the profile. What kind of shit is that. i rate 100 to 200 of yours and you turn around and rate one out of all mine. Don't ya think that's being selfish just a bit.If you don't like rating people, then you should return the favor by giving them a gift like a small BLING that's 1-3 credits depending on how many rates they do. or something and not be a greedy ass, that's trying to make it to the top before everyone else... *This doesn't apply to some of my new friends or the people that return their favors with Blings and rates. * Its to all the Greedy Bastards out there that dont return not even a quarter of what you gave them.You know my time is as presicous as yours is. I may have the common sense not to spend my hard earn money on some website.But I do return all rates, add's, fanning, etc. i even pimp out the

~ So Called Friends ~
Matt Wilson: i loved you with all my heart... and you broke that... you even told my friends lies about me Matt Wilson: how should i take that juju: and u were spreading lies about the ones i love Matt Wilson: i never did that juju: and when i need to talk u just yelled at mee .... ' Matt Wilson: i want to be your friend juju: yes u did .... i heard from 4 other people Matt Wilson: name them Matt Wilson: i know you lying Matt Wilson: i never talked bad about you Matt Wilson: no answer?... cause i know you're lying... i gave yo umy heart.... i still love you juju: u have no clue as to what i was going through that nite .... and u just yelled at mee ... at 1140pm .... why>?? u wanted to ask if i want to stroke u or have u go down on mee .... come on now .... get real ... and all of those messages on my phone .... and u cring on 1 of them .... Matt Wilson: do you want me to leave you alone forever? juju: give mee a fucking break!

So Cal Artists! Do You Want To Express Yourself?
The Riverside Art Exchange #4July 12th 2pm-9pm@Back To The Grind Coffeehouse and Art Gallery3575 University Ave.Riverside CA 92501(951) 784-0800We are accepting booth reservations from interested and passionate artists at Back to the Grind.There will be 20+ booths available and there are already some reserved.If you would like to be a part..you still have time!-Each booth will have a benefit fee of 10$ (to benefit Back To The Grind Coffee House and Art Gallery to help with keeping the venue alive and these events growing)-To every interested artists please supply your name along with your booth fee so your reservation will be properly accounted for.*All art exchanged will be up to each interested artists' discrepancy.**NO percentages will be taken from art bought and sold by each artist.**Artists can price their artwork as they see fit.*The Riverside Art Exchange is always FREE to the public and the more they know about it...the more exposure all artists will get!for more info please c

So Called Bestfriends?
So, My best friend(or so I thought) and I had a conversation the other day. And it came to me that she was a total bitch and was more about herself and the bar life. Before she was nineteenwe always hung out and did things together, and after i had my son she stayed a night in the hosp with me and everything was well and whatnot but then she turned nineteen and everything changed and we never spoke for 3 months till the other day. Does it seem fair that i always there.. then she has a bar life and just does not bother with me. Thought best friends stuck it out through thick and thin! Seems like You never know who your true friends are, till they really show their true colors.

So Called Bff
So i try-ed to call my best friend to day and yea he did not pick up. OK so i was NOT mad i know he works so i leave him a voice mail asking him not to call back and nothing not a call or a text so i text him and ask him whats going on he did text back and was like i was about to call you ( ha-ha come on now 90% of men say that ) any ways i ask him why he has not called or text me in days and he said " i have been asking you why you dont talk to me anymore for over a week now" i said " and when i try to tell you whats going on you always have to go" or like the other night i called and he was at the bar about to leave (or so he told me) and that he would call me when he got home i was like ok i really needed to talk to him about somethings what was on my mind he told me he would be home in like 5 Min's i was like ok and i waited and waited he never called he told me that he said to call when i got home i was like no sorry you told me you was going to call when you got home fro

Socalgas Offre Des Conseils Pour Aider Les Familles à économiser De L'énergie Et De Mettre Une Couverture Sur Les Factures De Gaz Naturel
LOS ANGELES, 3 janvier 2013 / PRNewswire-HISPANIQUE PR FIL / - Comme une vague de froid frappe le sud de la Californie, Californie du Sud Gas Co. (SoCalGas) propose des conseils pour aider les clients et les familles mis une couverture sur son factures de gaz naturel en hiver, en prenant des mesures simples pour économiser l'énergie, à conserver leur maison au chaud et économiser de l'argent. Chauffage domestique est la principale utilisation du gaz naturel pour les clients résidentiels, ce qui représente 65 pour cent de l'utilisation totale de logements de gaz naturel en hiver la robinetterie . «Nous savons qu'une maison typique, l'utilisation du gaz naturel pour les augmentations de chauffage pendant les mois les plus froids, parfois jusqu'à trois fois plus que dans les saisons chaudes. Un bon moyen pour aider à réduire les factures de gaz en hiver pour conserver deux domaines clés qui, ensemble, représentent la majorité de notre consommation de gaz: le chauffage domestique et le ch

So Called Friends
funny how ppl say there ur friends one min and the next they stab u in the back ... i dont understand ppl sometimes how can be loving and then so cold hearted ... my advice to is watch who u let in as a friend they may be nice one min the next have a knife in ur back DO A BACKGROUND CHECK ON PPL BEFORE U LET THEM IN UR LIFE JSING i hsve learned my lesson and have learned to trust no one word i have a few amazing friends on here and ty for being true i have the best few friends and one amazing man in my life

Soccer Or Football....its All Crap Now....
right, ok, listen to me here...... there was once a time when great goals, were dribbling, passing, taking people on, jinking past takles, the odd 25 yarder.... now watch the "goal of the month" competition on match of the day..... EVERY FOOKING GOAL IS A 25 YARDER!!! so exactly HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE? there all the same goal except for one, who actually went past a defender before shooting.... now, is this these new balls that blow about, making it hard for a goalie to read (like them 99p ones you got on a trip to the seaside, a do you remember how good THEY were to play footy with?) or the lack of skill & fitness these supposed superstars of soccer (its now soccer as your not allowed to tackle, footballers tackle like in american "football") think about it if players are rested & dont play as many matches as 10 years ago , or longer, shouldnt they be fitter? seems not....could this be, because players getting £100,000 per week dont even p

Soccer!
for the Copa America... well i have to tell that we won the soccer game :) sorry hehe Argentina 4 - United States 1 before the game http://batanga.sportsya.com/english/news.php?id_estruc=283&id=150567 http://www.nytimes.com/2007/06/27/sports/soccer/27soccer.html and the results :P http://www.nytimes.com/2007/06/29/sports/soccer/29sportsbriefs-copa.html

Soccer Vs. Mommy Time
I have been wanting to take my girls somewhere for Spring Break so we can have some bonding time. My oldest is graduating from HS this year and will be going to college and working. She won't have much time for me anymore. Anyway, I found some killer airline tickets. I called their dad to see if he would object because they would wind up missing half a day on Wed and all day Thurs. He said it sounded like a nice plan, however they will miss 3 soccer games which is one third of their soccer season. And the time they will be missing from school will NOT be excused so if they have any tests in that time they WILL NOT be able to make those up. I feel that he is putting soccer before spending time with their mother. What do you think???? They wanted to head to the midwest and do some historical sight seeing and visit some family that they haven't seen in over four years. Guess I'm just going to get stuck working during that time.

Soccer
SOCCER IS MY NEW FAVORITE SPORT. MY SON WILLIAM JUST PLAYED HIS FIRST GAME ON TUESDAY. HE IS NUMBER 3 ON THE GREY TEAM IN JACKSON YOUTH SOCCER LEAGUE. HE HAS SO MUCH FUN. HE DEFINITELY HAS THE ENERGY AND STAMIDA TO PLAY BUT HE NEEDS HELP WITH STRATEGY. ALL HE DOES IS RACE EVERYONE UP AND DOWN THE FIELD AND KICK THE BALL OUT OF BOUNDS. HE LOOKS SO CUTE IN HIS UNIFORM TOO. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM!

Soccer
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Soccer
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Soceietal Taboos
Societal Taboos You can't do this You can't do that Watch out for those people Love your Neighbor as Yourself Confusion, despair, Conflict Live as I say to live But Unhappiness wraps me deeply in a blanket of dark corners She is White I am Black Lover is 10 year's older Attraction Deep and embracing An animal in a cage poked and prodded from all directions Anger and rebellion my cry With a great clap of Thunder Chains of bigotry shattered Embracing what my heart embraces You don't choose Love, Love chooses you

So Check It
am i the only one that hate when people try to front you off cuz they wrong on some shit... that shit makes me wanna bring up my inner nigganess and slap the shit outta someone IN FRONT of the person they just tried to front me off in front of... like i didnt use the word front enuff lol... seriously though...that shit annoys the fuck outta me...stop trying to get over on me and act like im stupid or something...cuz im not... i swear these wierd ass folks i work with gonna see a side of me they ent seen b4... that is all and yea i said inner nigganess...sue me

So Check This Bullshit Out Haha
like 3 days ago, my dad got in a big ol' fight with his wifey (of 5 months) and he decided to move out, so like i moved ALL his shit furnature, tv's dressers all that stuff, out of his house and over to my grandparents house, then i wen to the house that he lives in now, and busted my ass cleaning it up and everything, then that night i'm sleeping hella good and he shows up at like 7am and had made up with his wifey and so i had to move ALL that shit right back again. idk just thought i'd vent a little on it haha

So Check This Out
I want to introduce you all to my new owner...DUCK! So stop by his page and F/R/A him! Show him lots of love. Don't forget to rate his pics and stash too while you're at it. Just click the pic below. It's that easy. Duck@ fubar> >

A Social Spot On The Web
Can't really do much more than say hello here. I've just joined LC today and am feeling my way around. It's great to receive visitors, but I don't exactly know how to attract them. But I'll be learning. Hope to meet you in my travels around here. Thanks

Social Rant 1
I feel that there is something greatly wrong with me… I cannot seem to shake this feeling of drowning… It is as if everything is coming at me all at once, as if time has been removed from space and I am caught in the backlash. I can begin to feel the edges of my world becoming soft and brittle. This is not brought about by one thing, but by everything. I am seeing more and more stupidity every day with increasing alarm and it seems as if people just don’t notice. I continue to see the society I live in spiral downward while everyone is only concerned with themselves. All they want is to be entertained, mindlessly cowed into a sense of complacent obedience. I heard it put best by Glenn Beck on the AM radio this morning and it deeply disturbed me. He said that if we put criminals in to be fed to lions, child molesters mainly, and televised it that we as a nation would watch it and eat it up. I see this as a very true statement. He also said that because of this and all the “all about me”

Societal Fucking Drones...
What the hell is it about the human race that makes us so fucked in the head... all this competition always a fight for the top a race to the finish line. its so frickin pathetic and lame . i wish for one day i was intellectual enough to know why the human brain works the way it does... Why everyday guys run around postinng blogs about how personality is really what counts yet the only women they are interested in talking to look like or are skank whores... Why is this society so fucked in the head we have little 16 year old girls starving themselves and lying about their ages so they can post nude or mostly nude pics of themselves all over lost cherry or myspace ...and why??? because this fucking world has raised them to believe that this is how a woman should look ...what the hell and of course most men; not all of them; but most..even the ones posting the bulletins about how personality is what really matters...or guys dont really like skanks...those are the guys cheering this shit

Societal Taboos
Societal Taboos You can't do this You can't do that Watch out for those people Love your Neighbor as Yourself Confusion, despair, Conflict Live as I say to live But Unhappiness wraps me deeply in a blanket of dark corners She is White I am Black Lover is 10 year's older Attraction Deep and embracing An animal in a cage poked and prodded from all directions Anger and rebellion my cry With a great clap of Thunder Chains of bigotry shattered Embracing what my heart embraces You don't choose Love, Love chooses you

Sociopath On A Bus
Some of you may have seen this poem already. It is my tribute to mass transportation. I wrote it about 4 months ago when I was forced, against every fiber of my will, to ride the bus for about 2 weeks. I have to go ride one now and was reminded of it. Sociopath On A Bus.... Hey big sleepy fat guy....why are you here You're smelly and sweaty and snore in my ear I'm not your alarm clock you big freakin' load Your stop was a half mile back up the road Hey 90 year old lady, where are you off to your face is all wrinkly your hair's sorta blue you haven't been laid since 1962 and you can't have my seat cause I'm tired too Hey babbling psycho, I knew YOU'D be here at the top of your lungs from a seat in the rear you give a great sermon we pretend not to hear everyone moves away, no one wants to be near All the freaks and the geeks and the wierdos and pimps the crackheads, the hookers, the gangstas and gimps From this mass of humanity I'll rise to the top Move you

Society Today
What the heck ever hapened to morals and scruples? Lately I've noticed how sneaky and cruel other people can sometimes be and it breaks my heart! Being brought up, (and raising my daughter), by the simple rule- treat others the way you wish to be treated it shocks and bewilders me how twisted people can be. Hopefully, things will settle down for our young! Se you all later! Have a great evening! Maggie

Social Security
THERE IS AN ELECTION IN 2006. I HEREWITH FIRMLY STATE THAT I WILL NOT VOTE FOR ANY POLITICIAN, REGARDLESS OF THE OTHER ISSUES, IF HE DOES NOT SPONSOR AND SUPPORT THE FOLLOWING LEGISLATION. THAT INCLUDES EVERYONE STANDING FOR ELECTION IN 2006. LET US SHOW OUR LEADERS IN WASHINGTON "PEOPLE POWER" AND THE POWER OF THE INTERNET. LET ME KNOW IF YOU ARE WITH ME ON THIS BY FORWARDING TO EVERYONE IN YOUR ADDRESS BOOK. IT DOESN'T MATTER IF YOU ARE REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT! KEEP IT GOING!!!! 2008 Election Issue!! GET A BILL STARTED TO PLACE ALL POLITICIANS ON SOC. SEC. This must be! an issue in "2008" Please! Keep it going. ---------------------------------- SOCIAL SECURITY: (This is worth reading. It is short and to the point.) Perhaps we are asking the wrong questions during election years. Our Senators and Congresswomen do not pay into Social Security and, of course, they do not collect from it. You see, Social Security benefits we

Sociable
I'm sometimes outgoing.. Not much though. I just don't feel like it. I want to do other things like well save my money and live in Europe for 2 weeks! lol I have a few places I can "crash" and hang out with good friends. This is the first year that i've taken pics of myself going out and about. I don't like pics of me usually.. Nor am I the social butterfly that my baby sister is. I'm more of the .. I need to get some project done in a lab kind of guy. I'm shy.. unless its a sci-fi convention then i'm all over the place.. damn.. I rambled.. I meant to say.. I'm not much for clubs or forums.. I'm more of a .. I log in and say hi to people guy. Some I say hi to.. then they drift off for 3 months and then want me to vote on them.. That kills me! lmao I figure 98 % of the women on my list have asked me to vote for them in some capisty or another.. and never speak to me again.. Almost like in the offline world.. lol oh well.

Society's Lament
Society's Lament Was once a time when all around our children's laughter was the sound that echoed in the streets Now your neighbors cooking meth young kids out there dealing death and families all around declare defeat The prisons filled to overflowing the criminal element ever growing with jail house schools to teach our children crime A vicious cycle born of fear cloaked in justice, a thin veneer to hide the vengeance which is sought through time Kevin F. Dustin

Social Intelligence
A learned traitor to the masses, equipped with the malady that today's tomorrows are beyond reproach. Fathered in excesses of blinded youth they've become partners in crime far beyond the future Bonnie and Clydes. Their eyes sparkle with floundered ideas amidst the laughs and fornication that often leaves a slight residue. These drippings, just a beginning of sleepless nights and distant dreams while the whispers stay to terrify. But brave faces and tactful deceit comply with the trends among the bazaar of quaint little idols. These fractured souls of yester-year remember the fallacies sold by Mrs. Cleaver and Aunt Bea. The place where blueberry pie was the glue that held together a generation of maddened wizards... tins now blood/soaked and dripping with the intentions of some little dreamer's dream lost at random will. This being the provocation they seek and the excuses abound, they all seem satisfied to float listless, but the drowning bodies tatt

Societies Pregnant Reflection?
Teenage girls Judged for been pregnant Chastised for grows inside Judged and in turn blamed Judged on their accent Judged on their clothes and jewellery And their quest for shallow glories They are kicked and left with the blame firmly at their door But isn’t it this judgemental attitude One of the reasons the young so often expect little more The narrow minded hypocrites that decry them The same hypocrites that never reached out and held them in the first place They are told life is over before is begun They are pregnant – it is not a terminal illness They are still fragile – still young When people judge so hastily They should judge themselves Dust down their mirrors and then examine their self Teenage girls Judged for being pregnant And by the haughty taughty chattering classes Shivering behind closed mind values Is it any wonder these girls feel so little connection to society A society that condemns and judges them And stumbles around i

Social Experiment?
Is this just a clever marketing ploy, or is it true, and how is it possible to keep tabs with the actions of 453,661 people on the internets*(thank you Stephen Colbert).Either way, if this is an experiment or not, it's a pretty one sided experiment.Forcing people to act in a way so they get rewarded for it.I don't feel the need to be overly nice to everyone,especially on the internets*.I,myself, don't want people to be overly nice to me all the damn time.But, you dont get those precious points if you are not totally nice and act like a complete tool.I am not going to get into the whole ownership thing of this site, I believe in the right to make money.The right to make money is my country's(USA)way of life.That is not a new concept floating around here.Just one last sentence, at least try to keep it real, even if it's just the internets*

Social Networking Websites Are A Danger...
Here Is my Term Paper.....lemme know what ya think!! THIS IS MY HARD WORK! Technology has come a long way. Almost every home in America has a computer these days. Twenty years ago, children went to school. They made friends and played outside. Today, kids come home from school and turn on their computers. They chat with their friends via Instant Messages and Social Networking websites. When you expose your child to the internet, it opens the door to all kinds of things that can put them into danger. Social Networking websites like MySpace, Classmates and CherryTap are exposing our children to things they should not have to experience. â€œTwo out of every 3 people online in the United States now visit social networking sites,â€(Lamb) Social networking websites are a dime a dozen and more crop up each day. Some are larger and attract more people and others are smaller and cater to certain groups. Classmates.com was the very first social networking site on the internet. It was

Social Skills
My son has recently been diagnosed as having Asberger's Syndrome. It's a type of functional autism that primarily manifests in a lack of social skills. Which got me to thinking - social skills have always rather baffled me myself. They really don't make sense for the most part, and I've been a card-carrying nerd of practicality most of my life. My Mom still has a photo of me in High School with my slide rule and calculator on my belt, wearing rainbow suspenders to keep my pants up - and with a pocket protector. And I wondered why people cared enough to laugh. Clueless. All this comes back to mind because a new friend, in Yahoo chat, was nice enough to give me feedback on how we were conversing. They pointed out that my rapid response rate and instant babble response to each partial thought they said made it appear as if I weren't really reading and "listening". I was really grateful for the feedback. As usual with most social things, it made sense once properly presented.

Society Of Throw Away Kids
A Society of Throw Away Kids? WARNING:THIS SECTION CONTAINS STRONG OPINONS ON SOCIETY! If that will bother you, scroll down and exit now. If not, please continue reading. I read an editorial recently that really said something that I believe is becoming true. The writer was commenting on the recent trials of the young adults who threw their newborn child in the trash. The comment was that with the advent of late term abortions, that some women feel that if it is ok to have a partial birth abortion, then why not just wait until the child is born, then throw it away? Save money and time! This is not about abortion, for that will be another page. This is about the general concept of throwing away children. It seems like you can't pick up a paper these days without reading another headline about a child that was beaten to death, or drowned in a toilet, or thrown in the trash. And it seems to be reaching epidemic proportions. What may you ask am I babbling about? Let me explain a little o

The Social Card Game
THE SOCIAL CARD GAME The gaming tables in Reno are a social gathering place where people gamble as they converse with each other and the dealers. This atmosphere was not to my liking. I think I much prefer fast action and an impersonal approach to placing a wager. I ate dinner at the Nugget Casino then wandered over to the blackjack tables – five-dollar minimum and a five hundred dollar max per bet. Sunday evening and most of the crowd had gone home. The dealers were all seasoned veterans. Not one of them had less than eleven years experience in the job. They were quick and managed to keep a running line of patter going with the players without missing a beat. I wasn’t actually counting cards. Casinos don’t like card counters. Let’s just say that I was keeping track of the cards as they came out of the deck. Well, maybe I was doing a little counting. Tens through aces count as a minus one and deuces through sixes count as a plus one. The player has an advantag

Social Burden Or Corporate Greed
Subject: Social Burden or Corporate Greed? Date: Mon, 15 Jan 2007 15:37:59 -0500 From: Rudy rudy@gardenstateabate.org Issue 2-1 - The real story behind the "social burden" theory One of the main arguments that non riders use to justify mandatory helmet laws for all motorcyclists, is that if they are not wearing helmets they become a „social burden‰ and therefore the majority is justified in taking away a freedom from a much smaller minority. In this issue I will explore a key source for this disinformation and shed some light on their less than altruistic reasons for limiting our freedom to choose. It appears that there is another player you may not have been aware of when it comes to our battle to be able make our own informed adult decision as to whether to wear a helmet or not. This organization is known as Advocates for Highway and Auto Safety. (http://www.saferoads.org). This organization recently released „report cards‰ to all states on auto and highway saf

Social Experiment
Just not too long ago I did a blog entry on these houdini girls who through trick camera angling make themselves appear 200lbs lighter. Usually the trickiest one is their main pic. I'm not saying it's unnatural but it's a truth. Previous to the article lets say I had some typical "noise" if you'd call it that coming from people saying all the usual stuff you say to a guy you think is neat or interesting. Well the noise has declined noticably. this tells me something about the general population on websites of this very nature. what you typically find is outwardly reclusive women who aren't runway model material who build themselves a world where they get to experience confidence. They make little accounts at places like this and work HARD to gain notability. Just go take a look at some of the top lists on this very site. See any angelina jolies in there? no you see hard working women who have made it their goal to attract as much positive attention as possible. some of the photos a

Social Screw
Looking for a answer in a twisted Room Tunnel vision blocking the view environmental dramatics with social screw Filling my head as I look for you The embers are stoked and the fire now grows The passion in my heart will begin to over flow Clearing my sight Filling so deep, hopping , praying . Taking the lovers leap Life is worth living with you next to me Wishing it will Evan live throw are Eternality. For with me next to you my heart is snug Plugging the holes. no more loosing my blood. Blocking out the word of others, the social screw! Fallowing my heart and finding true love and a bonus is You! Scott Baker

Social Security.
A retired gentleman went to the social security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked him for his driver's license to verify his age. He looked in his pockets and realized he had left his wallet at home. He told the woman that he was very sorry but he seemed to have left his wallet at home. "I will have to go home and come back later." The woman says, "Unbutton your shirt." So he opens his shirt revealing curly silver hair. She says, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me" and she processed his Social Security application. When he gets home, the man excitedly tells his wife about his experience at the social security office. She says, "You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten disability too."

Social Expermentation 101
Ok so Blue Smoke and I were sitting in a stickam chat talking about all sorts of things like politics and shit. So then he notices that we had 10 lurkers watching so we came up with this social experiment. I told him that if he popped his shirt that I bet the pervs would actually come inside. So we gave it 10 minutes to get 5 of them in the room. So as we go along... we got to 4.5 minutes and we hit 5 people! You would think I had won my bet. I lost on a damn techinicality! As soon as we hit the 5 people, they started dropping like flies!! So by the time we hit 10 minutes we were down to 1 person lurking. I do have to admit though, this is the first time that my faith in the actions of a perv has been shaken. Now I have to re-evaluate my view of the general population on a whole. LOL Because I lost the bet, it was my responsibility to blog the experiment. I have now paid my debt in full and I loved being a part of it Blue! Kisses to you and the wife!!

Social Expermentation 102
So here is the deal. Blue thunder, myself and several others are hanging out and we decided to have a second social experiment! If we can get 20 people lurking on his stickam profile then his wife has agreed to take her top off!! This is only good until 1:50 am on 2/8/07 So come join us by clicking HERE I will update our results! LOL --------------------------------------------------- Ok, we never got our 20 but she took her top off anyways.. lmao We also discovered that Blue types shocker style, Toxic grabs my boobs because she has a fetish with them and I hump tox's leg! LOL

Social Experimentation 101
Fulfilling my part of the bargain.Ok so Blue Smoke and I were sitting in a stickam chat talking about all sorts of things like politics and shit. So then he notices that we had 10 lurkers watching so we came up with this social experiment. I told him that if he popped his shirt that I bet the pervs would actually come inside. So we gave it 10 minutes to get 5 of them in the room. So as we go along... we got to 4.5 minutes and we hit 5 people! You would think I had won my bet. I lost on a damn techinicality! As soon as we hit the 5 people, they started dropping like flies!! So by the time we hit 10 minutes we were down to 1 person lurking. I do have to admit though, this is the first time that my faith in the actions of a perv has been shaken. Now I have to re-evaluate my view of the general population on a whole. LOL Because I lost the bet, it was my responsibility to blog the experiment. I have now paid my debt in full and I loved being a part of it Blue! Kisse

Society
We are fed up to hallucinate with this policy of shit.Cheated by the church and his stupid religion. The most deadly sect and in turn the most unpunished infects of the society. Overwhelmed by retrograde taboos, improper until of cultures previous to ours in the time. Limited by an authoritarian system, submitted as lambs to the voice of the leader of turn. Catched in absurd countries with borders this same that they mount and dismantle to their whim. Stunned by the deepest ignorance, that distinguishes between races, sexes, social cultures, classes, colour of skin, birthplace country, defects….etc. A intolerant society, contemptuous, egoistic, latently individualistic. A society in that you can dead in the middle of the street without nobody approaches, unless it is for steal you the change of the pocket. A society in where what one leaves the control and the established norms he is bad and it is necessary to end it. A society where it is not allowed to be different, where is impossib

Social
1.Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hicky?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like 4 play or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 17. Would u be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think u could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are u gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. WOULD U FUCK TODAY? EMAIL BIG DADDY AND LET ME KNOW WHAT U WOULD DO IF I LET U RIDE IT GIRLS REPOST AS"IF I LET U HIT IT" GUYZ REPOST AS "IF I LET U RIDE IT

~ Social Security ~
SOCIAL SECURITY: Franklin Roosevelt, a Democrat, introduced the Social Security (FICA) Program. He promised: 1.) That participation in the Program would be completely voluntary, 2.) That the participants would only have to pay 1% of the first $1,400 of their annual incomes into the Program, 3.) That the money the participants elected to put into the Program would be deductible from their income for tax purposes each year, 4.) That the money the participants put into the independent "Trust Fund" rather than into the General operating fund, and therefore, would only be used to fund the Social Security Retirement Program, and no other Government program, and, 5.) That the annuity payments to the retirees would never be taxed as income. Since many of us have paid into FICA for years and are now receiving a Social Security check every month -- and then finding that we are getting taxed on 85% of the money we paid to the Federal government to "put away," you may b

Social Security Benefits (repost)
Mom was a homemaker and Dad worked all his life and paid into SS. Dad has passed away and now Mom can barely make ends meet. Mom doesn't have out of state calling on her phone, because she can't afford it and shops at the thrift shops and dollar stores.? She considers having a pizza delivered once a week "eating out". She grew up during the depression, watched her husband go overseas to fight in WW II a year after their marriage, and then they went on to raise, feed and clothe 5 children, struggling to pay tuition for parochial schools. The Senate voted this week to allow "illegal" aliens access to Social Security benefits. I'm sorry, but how can the Senate justify this slap in the face to born and bred, or naturalized citizens. It is already impossible to live on Social Security alone. If they give benefits to "illegal" aliens who have never contributed, where does that leave us that have paid into Social Security all our working lives? Attached is an opportunity to s

Social Security
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, "Unbutton your shirt." So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, "That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me." And she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, "You should have dropped your pants... you might have gotten disability, too."

Society Standards
Children, children, stop fighting and come sit in a circle around me. It's time for Unkie Nicks' Story/Moral Time! I know you're excited, and you've got reason to be. This one's here to teach you a little something about yourselves. Everything in this world has so much to do with looks, it's actually quite sickening to me honestly. People everywhere are very judgemental based on what a person looks like. I suppose I can chalk it up to human nature, but I'm not quite sure what heading that would fall under. Shallow perhaps? Yes, that's perfect. So many of us "judge a book by its cover" and place a label on people the second we lay eyes on them. Sometimes positive, sometimes negative, that's just many people happen to be. Now, I'm not saying to never judge someone, because you'll do it involuntarily and won't be able to stop yourself anyway. Here's some advice for all of us: Ladies So much emphasis has been placed on being "Little Miss Priss" that the standards for beco

Social Graces
I keep asking people to kindly stop being so incredibly stupid but they insist on continuing. It's as if they're too stupid to realize that I am talking to them. I suppose I should just be happy that they are at least consistent.

Social Suffocation
Social suffocation Gasping for air looking at too many faces to see who might care. Walking in the shadows of the light And still clear out of every ones sight. Questions overwhelming my mind curiosity is it the wrong place or the wrong time? Looking at myself in the mirror What do they see what makes them stay clear? Shallow talking to some one‘s ear not being Able to speak what I feel in fear . Returning to my sheltered night Discussed with the human race and their Self centered might. So I bid all a good night! Scott baker.

Social Credit Re-revisited
(Originally posted on September 20, 2006)A while back, I posted some things on Social Credit. Here's a page that explains what it means.tag: finance, social credit, money, story-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

The Social Credit Fable Revisited
(Originally posted on November 6, 2006)A while back, I posted a fable about people discovering Social Credit. (The link for that is here.)Today I found a better discourse on the subject here. I'd advise reading the fable first, though, to show that's what's happening in the second link.Because we have the system we have, it is impossible to ever get rid of poverty.tag: social credit, finance, poverty-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

Social Security Application
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'That's OK, Just Unbutton your shirt.' I opened the shirt revealing the curly silver hair on my chest. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me,' and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, “You should have dropped yourpants... you might have gotten disability too!!

Social Security Benefit Credits For Active Duty Service
-----Original Message ----Subject: Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service Good Morning, Here's some information I received via email - this information was not passed during a recent TAPS class I attended. The following comments are extracted -from the email I received: "For those or you who did not have this info it is something to put in your files for when you apply for Social Security [if still around] down the road. It is just not for retirees but anyone who has served on active duty prior to January 2002. Strongly encourage you to forward this to all folks who have served on active duty who are entitled to this benefit but must ask for it! Go to the website and then prepare to get extra benefits ......... Soc Sec website::http:/www.ssa.gov/retire2/military.htm Social Security Benefit Credits for Active Duty Service ...for years of active duty through 2001 (the program was done away with in January 2002) . Up to $1200 per year of earnings credit ($100 cre

Social Retardation.
Just as a reminder, I am what scientists call "socially retarded". At some point I will say or do something that will make you think, "Holy hell, this guy is retarded or something." Don't be alarmed. Just nod and smile and walk away.

Social Commentary
45,000 people die in automobile related fatalities in the US annually. Doing the math, that’s roughly 120 people a day and that figure has been rounded down in this case. People complain about losing a few thousand lives to a stupid war and they don’t even figure in deaths that would have occurred in a time of peace and would end up being the result of a military accident. Automobile related deaths are stupid and could be easily reduced, but you don’t hear people marching often just to protest this or to gather together to try to fix the problem. Sure there are groups like MADD, but the numbers just don’t add up proportionally for each cause like I personally think that they should. Sometimes people just misplace their interests and efforts, because they’re misinformed, the information has been twisted, or they are just stupid. I don’t mind the people who flock to a cause because it’s within their moral beliefs; but I want them to not just know all the facts, but to live and brea

Social Security
Social Security Dark and best kept secrets about Our Social Security. Many years ago in Seattle , two wonderful neighbors, (of current neighbors of mine, Mike and Sue Crosby ) Elliott and Patty Roosevelt came to their home to swim on a regular basis. They were a great couple full of laughter and stories that today Mike and Sue continue to marvel at. Both are now deceased, but their stories remain. During the years of our friendship they had many, many discussions about Elliott's parents (President Franklin D. and Eleanor Roosevelt) and how his father and mother never intended for the Social Security and Welfare programs to turn out the way they are today. Elliott used to say that if his parents returned to earth and saw what the politicians had done to their programs they would have burned all of them in hell. Here is a story I received today regarding the Social Security Program and I immediately thought of

Social Assistance
Social Assistance A guy walks into the local Social Assistance office, marches straight up To The counter and says, "Hi.....you know, I just HATE drawing Welfare. I'd really rather have a job". The social worker behind the counter says, "Your timing is Excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man Who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful nymphomaniac Daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, but he'll supply all Of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be Provided. You'll be expected to escort her on her overseas holiday Trips. You will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be Provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The starting Salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, says, "You're bullshittin' me!" The social worker says, "Yeah, well........you started it."

Social Security
Mom was a homemaker, and Dad worked all his life and paid into Social Security. Dad passed away and now Mom can barely make ends meet. While the possible "illegal" alien in front of her at the grocery store buys the name brands, Mom goes for the generic brands, and day old breads. She doesn't have out of state calling on her phone, because she can't afford it and shops at the thrift shops and dollar stores.? She considers having pizza once a week "eating out". She grew up during the depression, watched her husband go overseas to fight in WW II a year after their marriage, and then they went on to raise, feed and clothe 5 children, struggling to pay tuition for parochial schools. The Senate voted this week to allow "illegal" aliens access to Social Security benefits. I'm sorry, but how can the Senate justify this slap in the face to born and bred, or naturalized citizens. It is already impossible to l ive on Social Security alone. If they give bene

Social Security Disability
My case is in the judges hands again and I'm still waiting for my second decision. Some people are denied 4 or 5 times until approved and you never win in the federal level. The problem is president Bush told the judges to get tough and there have been people taking advantage of it so the people that need the money are the ones to suffer. With no income coming in thats why I get down to so its been tough.

Society
Are we as a society becoming too unpersonal, our kids are speaking to us in abbreviated jargon with text messages and internet my spaces. You cant go anywhere without listening in on someones cell phone conversation....is it too fast too soon Are we becoming an idk mbf bff jill bullshit.I will probly get a ton of crap or were ya born in cave stuff but thats ok.

Society
Why is it as humans we are so fast to judge others cause of their looks or income? But yet we hate it when others judge us? So for those of you who judge based on looks or income, you may be missing out on somebody that could change your life FOREVER, so be careful when passing judgement on others cause the person of your dreams could walk on by without you ever knowing them.

Social Networking Sites (from Cnet.com
July 9, 2007 11:48 AM PDT Google, Yahoo creating new social networks- reports Posted by Elinor Mills Bloggers are reporting that Google and Yahoo are working on new social networks now that their existing services (Orkut and 360, respectively) have failed to gain traction, except in Brazil in Orkut's case. Google sponsored a project last year at Carnegie Mellon University's Human-Computer Interaction Institute that was designed to "rethink and reinvent online social networking," the Google Operating System blog reported. The site also has screenshots. Dubbed "Socialstream," the service would be more like a unified social network that would allow someone to have accounts on multiple services but centralized contacts in one location. That would be pretty nifty. I'm personally sick of having to log on to different social networks to interact with friends, who are spread out across the gamut of services. Meanwhile, at Yahoo there is a project called "Mosh," according to Tec

Social Security Sex
Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on! LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!" QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but th

Social Commentary
I look around at the world and wonder just what the hell happened since I was born? I grew up watching the ORIGINAL Looney Tunes. Uncut as it were. Yosemity Sam geting shot in the face with a cannon, Wiley Coyote falling from a cliff, Speedy Gonzales showing Sylvester up at every turn. These were around from the time my dad was a kid. He's 70. Neither of us duplicated these stunts cause we were smart enuff to realize they were CARTOONS! I think it's rather odd that the people cutting the heart from my childhood are the very same ones that grew up watching the same damn cartoons. Do they think their children are that dumb? Or are they just too bothered with the rest of their lives to worry about actually raising their children and teaching them right and wrong? The difference between living, breathing human beings and celluloid creations from a by-gone era?

Social Security Secrets ..........
Subject: Social Security secrets .......... > > Dark and best kept secrets about Our Social Security. > > Many years ago in Seattle, two wonderful neighbors, > Elliott and Patty Roosevelt came to my home to swim on > a regular basis. They were a great couple full of > laughter and stories that today I continue to marvel > at Both are now deceased, but their stories remain. > During the years of our friendship we had many, many >discussions about Elliott's parents (President Franklin D. > and Eleanor Roosevelt) and how his father and mother > never intended for the Social Security and Welfare > programs to turn out the way they are today. Elliott > used to say that if his parents returned to earth and > saw what the politicians had done to their programs > they would have burned all of them in hell. > > Here is a story I received today regarding the Social > Security Program and I immediately thought of > Elliott's comments

Social Concepts
Someone pointed out that I didn't post this on this site, and they were quite correct. So I'm rectifying that....If you agree with me, go to BabyJesus' page and post a link to this blog please. Thats all I ask I joined a website back in September, it was called LostCherry. The site was really cool, and had about 220k members. I used to play Y! Pool all the time, so naturally I had a myspace account and talked to people online quite frequently. However, I'd never seen anything like LostCherry before. It was like myspace, but better. You could say what you wanted without fear of Dateline or angry parents tracking you down. You got the option to upload up to FIFTY pictures, wow!! That was amazing. And you get to rate pictures/profiles/blogs, even the bulletins had the ability to comment on them. Plus there were lounges, and everyone had to be 18 to sign up. NO KIDS to worry about!! I was loving it. Instantly, I became an addict. I dropped out of my pool league, and spent all time on

Social Order Of The Wolf
Alpha - The top rank in the social order of the wolf pack. Since a separate social hierarchy exists for males and females, a pack has both an alpha male and an alpha female. They are usually the parents of most of the other members of the pack. Beta - The second rank in the social order of a wolf pack. Since separate social hierarchies operate for males and females, a pack may have both a beta male and a beta female. A wolf at this rank will usually dominate all of the other wolves in its gender except the alpha wolf.

Social Anxiety
Your Social Anxiety Level: 32% You have low social anxiety. Of course very unfamiliar or strange situations make you uncomfortable. But you can pull through and handle almost any social occasion with grace. Are You Socially Anxious?

Social Security Vs Ssi
When FDR created Social Security, he created it for both senior citizens & the hanicapped, since he was in a wheelchair or crutches; Since he also had polio, which inhibilitated him, he wanted to make sure there was something for, people like him, to live off of. At the time, both Social Security & SSI were 1 in the same; then was separated in the early to mid 70's to what it is today; when they did, they branched off to Social Security (for seniors) & SSI (Supplementary Security Income, for Disabilities). Here's the reasons why they separated & the difference between the 2: Social Security: This was made for seniors to retire off of, so they could live comfortably & wouldn't have to live on the streets; it was also created, so seniors could receive Medicare, affordable housing & food, so they wouldn't have to depend on family members, their children & such & so they would still be independent. This lasted till the separation, then took a different turn, which separated it more;

Society...is Everyone A Tramp?
Something I've been thinking seriously about that really bothers me. I am one of the many men in America who is attracted to thin women. Now, this use to be a good thing until not long ago. You can't seem to find thin women who are available any more. Wanna guess why?... it's not neccesarily because they're all married either. What I've found is that women who are blessed with thin bodies almost always end up using it to make money. Now, don't get me wrong. I"m not saying that they all become prostitutes but they do find one way or another to get paid for looking the way they do. I don't mean just modeling either. There are any number of ways to sell yourself without actually selling yourself. Web cams and phonelines that hire mock customers to generate the appearance of a large membership, sex lines for lonely men, porn movies, porn mags, and the list goes on and on. Now, before you think that I'm some prude believe me when I tell you that...I am definately not. I do beli

Social Credit Revisited Yet Again
A while back, I posted a link to The Money Myth Exploded, a fable of some of the detriments of Capitalism and the benefits of Social Credit.I know being against Capitalism is seen as being against the U.S., but, well, it does have quite a few problems.Anyway, today I was surfing the web and found an article on how people are "Smashing Capitalism." Basically, it boils down to the fact that people aren't making enough money to pay their bills, so they aren't paying them.It got me to redo my signature I have at the bottom of my posts, so I could add The Money Myth Exploded button and just basically cleaning it up.(Another thing I did was to check out the book For Us, The Living: A Comedy of Customs by Robert Heinlein. I loaned it to a coworker, making sure she especially read chapters 9 & 10, which deal with Social Credit. While she is still not quite there with socred, she has opened her mind a bit more. Interesting...)tag: social credit, socred, finance, capitalism, money, poo

Social Organization
Social Organization The fine was the smallest unit recognized in Celtic society. In modern Western terms we might consider it a close extended family. All property was held by the fine, not the individual, as were the obligations. If an individual committed a wrong, any levy (modern term "fine") was borne and paid by the entire family. Those obligations were taken seriously, not to be shirked. One or several fine comprised a tuath, similar to what we might call a clan or tribe today. Each tuath consisted of five generations from one male line of descent. One means the noble used to encourage peace with other tuaths was a system of fosterage where they would place their children in another tuath to be raised. Each tuath was led by a ri, or king, as described above, whose primary responsibility wasn't to govern internally but to deal with other tuaths, both in time of peace and as a war leader. He was supported by councils of nobles but there were no standardized rules for su

Society
Awoken by screams and shots fired seemingly into nowhere. We are told it is all in our head. Yet we see the signs all around. The bum on the street begging for change. Fights in the streets. Misplaced anger all over. Is this my imagination? Or is it real? That is how they want us to think. Everything is under control they say. Deep down we feel it is not. Yet chose to ignore it. When will we learn the truth. Maybe never. Until then she screams and shots in our dreams will haunt us for eternity.

Sociopath On A Bus
This is an old one, but since I'm on the bus again I thought I'd repost it. Sociopath On A Bus.... Hey big sleepy fat guy....why are you here You're smelly and sweaty and snore in my ear I'm not your alarm clock you big freakin' load Your stop was a half mile back up the road Hey 90 year old lady, where are you off to your face is all wrinkly your hair's sorta blue you haven't been laid since 1962 and you can't have my seat cause I'm tired too Hey babbling psycho, I knew YOU'D be here at the top of your lungs from a seat in the rear you give a great sermon we pretend not to hear everyone moves away, no one wants to be near All the freaks and the geeks and the wierdos and pimps the crackheads, the hookers, the gangstas and gimps From this mass of humanity I'll rise to the top Move your ass big fat sleepy guy, here comes my stop

Social Retardation, Lmao!
So I'm reading a Fubar's profile, and part of it reads: "I like fast cars with sound systems and playing pool. I enjoying going to ropers every tuesday with my girls and meeting new people, even make a few new friends sometimes. I'm also willing to try just about anything. I also write poetry, i have even some of them published. As for those of you who want something more know one thing right off im only into white guys, anyone else is strickly a friends bases." This was cut and paste from her profile. Okay so aside from showing she'll never really be a threat at a 4th grade spelling bee, she's basically saying, "I don't think people of any other race are worthy of any real interest to me, but we can be friends though." Wow...rednecks with computers, proof that higher tech does not necessarily mean a higher state of mind.

Social Networking With Your License Plate
It's a boring morning for me today so i was off browsing youtube. Than came across a video that kind of explains a new kind of social networking that's available. How it works is you register on the website (register with your license plate) and if you're out driving around one day and see someone you would want to socialize with you call a 1-900 number, punch in their license plate and it will connect you to that driver. Think of the idiots that cut you off everyday haha ;). Well...just wanted to share that with everyone, back to browsing i go

Societal Devolution.
So cold these times have become Lives no longer matter Wars pass and whip back like the breath from the reaper Sins have become meaningless Evil has become revered Honor has faded from the minds of the worlds population Money has become a life-form Difference means you're unwelcome Society is nothing more than the rulers and their rules.

Social Networking For Opportunity Seekers
Internet millionaire Armando Montelongo of armandomontelongo.com launched a new site called Armando Montelongo.com. This site is catered to one market, entrepreneurial people and business opportunity seekers. "The site is there for all types of people who want to meet with other who have some of the same business interests. It caters to any type of opportunity, investment clubs, franchises, Network opportunities, Day traders, you name it and the site caters to it. With so many filters on the internet, even legitimate subscriber email is getting blocked, which unfortunately rendering newsletters somewhat ineffective leaving opportunity seekers no valid or cost effective way to find or communicate with each other. ArmandoMontelongo.com is very different in that it allows people to communicate in real time audio and video conferencing in a secure environment. People can join free knowing that others on the site will enjoy hearing about their opportuniti

The Society Today
ok, i am getting ready this morning and i am thinking here...yah hold on ya'll lol. anyways.. what is the world coming to? i remember back when we never had to get finger printed, crimminal background nor a drug test had to be done for a job.... so when did this all come about? or am i just dumb and its been here forever but just never paid any attention? so on this note... i am getting ready to get finger printed... already had the crimminal background and drug test done.. have a good day..

Society In General
After spending a week or so reading and commenting on some of the mumms that get posted here I start asking myself is this really what is on the minds of people today. Have we transgressed ourselves into this sub culture of sex, drugs, violence, and stupidity? What ever happened to morality and honor? Where have all the people disappeared too that still believe in living life with a code of ethics? I do not even dare claim to be perfect for I know I have many flaws myself, however I try to progress and become a better person through experience, learning, and changing myself into what I would consider someone with morality, honor, commitment, and courage. Men use to court women with poems and songs.. often spending a ton of their time trying their best to prove that they are worthy and admirable enough for the love of that lady.. now it just seems like everyone jumps into the first bed they get an offer from. Am I alone in my thoughts and is it true that possibly I am a part of a

Social Security Change For 2008
Social Security Change For 2008 The United States Senate voted to extend Social Security Benefits to Illegal Aliens beginning in 2008. Now, the following are the senators who voted to give illegal aliens Social Security benefits. They are grouped by home state. If a state is not listed, there was no voting representative. Alaska: Stevens (R) Arizona : McCain (R) Arkansas : Lincoln (D) Pryor (D) California : Boxer (D) Feinstein (D) Colorado : Salazar (D) Connecticut : Dodd (D) Lieberman (D) Delaware : Biden (D) Carper (D) Florida : Martinez (R) Hawaii : Akaka (D) Inouye (D) Illinois : Durbin (D) Obama (D) Indiana : Bayh (D) Lugar (R) Iowa : Harkin (D) Kansas : Brownback (R) Louisiana : Landrieu (D) Maryland : Mikulski (D) Sarbanes (D) Massachusetts : Kennedy (D) Kerry (D) Montana : Baucus (D) Nebraska : Hagel (R) Nevada : Reid (D) New Jersey : Lautenberg (D) Menendez (D) New Mexico : Bingama

Social Security
Perhaps we are asking the wrong questions during election years. Our Senators and Congresswomen do not pay into Social Security and, of course, they do not collect from it. You see, Social Security benefits were not suitable for persons of their rare elevation in society. They felt they should have a special plan for themselves. So, many years ago they voted in their own benefit plan. In more recent years, no congressperson has felt the need to change it. After all, it is a great plan. For all practical purposes their plan works like this: When they retire, they continue to draw the same pay until they die. Except it may increase from time to time for cost of living adjustments.. For example, Senator Byrd and Congressman White and their wives may expect to draw $7,800,000.00 (that's Seven Million, Eight-Hundred Thousand Dollars), with their wives drawing $275, 000.00 during the last years of their lives.. This is calculated on an average life span for each

Society, Getting More Stupid...?
It's time again for the annual "Stella Awards"! For those unfamiliar with these awards, they are named after 81-year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued the McDonald's in New Mexico where she purchased the coffee. You remember, she took the lid off the coffee and put it between her knees while she was driving. Who would ever think one could get burned doing that, right? That's right; these are awards for the most outlandish lawsuits and verdicts in the U.S. You know, the kinds of cases that make you scratch your head. So keep your head scratcher handy. Here are the Stella's for the past year: 7TH PLACE: Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The store owners were understandably surprised by the verdict, considering the running toddler was her own son. 6TH PLACE: Carl Truman, 19, of

Society Is Controlled By Fear
Society today is just as it was in the dark ages controlled by fear.People fear what they do not understand because society and the media of todays society tells them too.For example after the whole Columbine High school deal; whats the first thing the media does?Thats right people go after Marilyn Manson.WTF people its not Marilyn's fault that those damn kids were seven degrees of fucked up in the head.But society and the media of this country has too find something too blame every tragedy we face on and most of the time it's the people they don't understand that they blame it on.And don't get me wrong fellow FUBARIANS I'm just as proud as the next person too be from America it's the best country in the world,but if we are as a whole nation going too fear a whole group of people just because the goddamn media of this country says that they had something too do with it and they really didn't have shit too do with it consider me no longer a part of it just call me the goddamn ANTI-CHRIS

Social Maliase"on Aids
39.5 million people are living with HIV and Aids, 4.3 million of them newly infected in the last year and it is one of the fastest growing diseases. Today it has finally received the global leadership and funding that it warrants Aids thrives where there is poverty, gender inequity, and a continuing blanket of denial,untested blood, sharing of needle's, sexual contact, and is reported to be one of the biggest factor's in the gay community. A.I.D.S. = acquired immune deficiency syndrome. A term used to describe the presence of specific infections that indicate end stage immune system breakdown. The onset of AIDS is manifested by the appearance of 2 major opportunistic infections. More than a decade into the AIDS epidemic, efforts to change sex and drug using behaviors to reduce transmission of HIV have met with limited success.Theoretical models (primarily psychological) that dominate studies of HIV risk behavior fall into two major groups: those that predict risk behavior and

Social Distortion - Ball And Chain (live)
Well it's been ten years and a thousand tears And look at the mess I'm in A broken nose and a broken heart, An empty bottle of gin Well I sit and I pray In my broken down Chevrolet While I'm singin' to myself There's got to be another way [Chorus:] Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Well I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away Take away this ball and chain Well I've searched and I've searched To find the perfect life A brand new car and a brand new suit I even got me a little wife But wherever I have gone I was sure to find myself there You can run all your life But not go anywhere [Chorus] Well I'll pass the bar on the way To my dingy hotel room I spent all my money I've been drinkin' since half past noon Well I'll wake there in the mornin' Or maybe in the county jail Times are hard getting harder I'm born to lose and destined to fail [

Social Concepts
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Socila Security For Illegal Aliens
Subject: Fw: Senate approves Social Security to Illegal Aliens! Social Security Changes It does not matter if you personally like or dislike Bush. You need to sign this petition and flood his e-mail box with e-mails that tell him that, even if the House passes this bill, he needs to veto it. It is already impossible to live on Social Security alone. If the government gives ben efits to 'illegal' aliens who have never contributed, where does that leave those of us who have paid into Social Security all our working lives? As stated below, the Senate voted this week to allow 'illegal' aliens access to Social Security benefits. Attached is an opportunity to sign a petition that requires citizenship for eligibility to that social service. Instructions are below. If you don't forward the petition and just stop it, we will lose all these names. If you do not want to sign it, please just forward it to everyone you know. Thank you! To add your

Socio
I remember now, but I still have my doubts I think it's gonna be today Everybody came, but it's just not the same Why did it have to be today? Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right It doesn't have to be this way Why does it have to be this way? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage I don't know how much i can take Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide I know that "normal" is hard to fake BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives Are slowly turning me into this Why does it have to be like this? I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY(x2) I lost again, today... I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY FEAR IS

Social Experiment
So, I'm trying this experiment with a less than attractive new default. I want to see if guys will continue to hit on me if they think I look like this. I'm guessing that I'll have to deal with a lot fewer pervs, but, who knows. And no, this was just kind of a spur of the moment thing, so it's not really well thought out or anything.

Socialist Security
NEW RULE: When their term is over, ALL politicians must stand in line (the unemployment line first) and fight for the scraps and bones that you and your "oh-so-generous" brethren have thrown the rest of us - no more cushy retirement income for you and your wife (who never worked for it in the first place) - the buck stops here-here! Oh, and they must also start PAYING taxes - quit living off of ours!

Social Networking
You know I started this whole social networking like most of you did at myspace. I got the codes and hooked my page up. Then the lovely people at myspace kept changing everything and the codes didn't work anymore, so I went on to bigger and better things. I found tagworld. They let me have multiple pages, host files and use javascript. They had this voting thing, you go to a page and you either vote or you didn't. Well I used the javascript in my page and made it so if you visited my page you voted, wether you wanted to or not. I was playing music on my profile and they didn't like what I was doing I guess, cause they took the use of javascript away from us, and stopped letting us upload just any file type. Here recently they reset the whole site and I lost all my files and info I had on there. Oh well on to bigger and better things I guess. Been through friendster, and hi5, bebo, colonies, who knows how many forums, and that's when I started socializing. Then I found los

Society...
WARNING: This blog isnt for everyone. It may offend some people. READERS ADVISED. This blog isnt for closed minded people. This blog is just my opinion. Its not directed at any one person or gender. I am not stereotyping. If you are offended, please scroll up to top line. Thank you! Enjoy! In society today, women are expected to look a certain way in order to be considered beautiful. Well I say FUCK THAT. We are all bearutiful just the way we are. I think that its our flaws that make us more beautiful and set up aside from everyone else. Plus, personality is what should count at the end of the day. I go to the gym everyday and work out to try and perfect my body. I dont do it for anybody but myself because at the end of the day its my opinion that matters. After all, we are all our own worst critic. I love my body just the way it is, but sometimes its hard to accept those imperfections. For all those women who love themselves just the way they are....KUDOS to you! You have beat s

Society At Hand
Howdy Howdy Howdy, Kevin here to ramble a bit on something ... not sure what ... but it'll come to me no worries. First thing ... I love this site It's so much fun ... sorry that I don't have alot of pictures or anything ... I like suspense lol anywho my official hallo to all of the FU

Social Networking Pays
Most social networking sites provide a service of bringing people together while they are advertising venue to their members. Some social networking sites make over 20 Million a month from doing just that keeping all they make off advertising to their members. Let's face the members are the ones putting all the content on the site but yet most dont share one cent of the advertising revenues with it's members. However some new social networking sites coming onto the scene have started changing this where they share a portion of their advertising revenue with their members. Some even have a internet radio station, the sites are adding more things for their members all the time. Some Social Networking sites have blocked the paying social sites name even in private messages. One site that I am a member of now is Yuwie that pays its members for doing the same thing they do on other sites that dont pay. So might wanna check them out and see if it could be a match for your. The way I l

Society's Lack Of Taste
Dear friends, I am here today, to put all joking aside. There is a problem that is plaguing society as we speak, and has been since the beginning of time. When man evolved from ape's, his originally prominent brow, useful for blocking the sun's glare, slowly started to dissolve, as man became a more resourceful species, building structures to block the sun, and so on. I hope you aren't snickering, because this is a serious issue. Man evolved past this simeon era, and as such, so did his appearance. I assume you're getting impatient, so I will cut to the chase. The problem I'm speaking of, is a medical condition know as Opticallus Browus Unus, or, the Unibrow. Many of you are familiar with Sesame Street. You know, that fantastic educational show that everyone bagged on when they got too old for it, only to appreciate how great it was when they saw Barney come out and began to see their lunch go into re-runs as it returned up their trachia. Now, personally, one of my favorite char

Social Injustice
First things first: Please read, comment, and rate this. i could give a fuck less about points, but the more attention a blog gets the more people come to see it It amazes me, how the media will run a story over and over and over to further perpetuate the american fear of the black male.. And it sickens me how clowns like jesse jackson and al sharpton make a mockery of their entire race by calling fowel at every cheak turn of a white person in power, for even the smallest offence.. but when it comes to TRUE HORROR stories like what i am about to post, because there is no one of special interest is involved neither are they.. SURE the charges against OJ and Michael Jackson are racially charged (pfffft) and demanded their unending attention.. but this went completely under the radar. As if no one cared. Perhaps it was the horror, or perhaps she just wasnt rich or white enough to matter in the eyes of the media or of alleged "black leaders" (also known as circus sideshow freaks)

Social Distortion...
Some days I detest being the Guinea pig amongst a society of Lemmings. I liken it to social torture, being held in a cage designated for scientific experiments when all I want to do is run in abundance, with all the others, right off that cliff! It's days, like today, I feel that way and wonder why it is and how often I am misconstrued. I sincerely believe my attempts at an education, in the field of study I've always wanted to be in, has made me realize I'm nothing more than what I'm perceived to be. First impressions are crucial in a variety of situations. Unfortunately, I have a tendency to "bomb" them all. Giving little, taking little, trust not and want not therefore there is no disappointment...but... I am most certainly always disappointed. Mostly with myself because of my seemingly inability to adjust. In the end I'm almost always who I don't want to be and inadvertently, eventually, I'm perceived to be the exact opposite of what is real. Only a select

Social Skills
Your result for The Social Proficiency Test...THE COOLEST ONE IN THE ROOMYou scored a total of 40 out of 43! You are social brilliance. You never misstep. You never falter. You can divide your attention between many friends at once and never make them feel like they are getting less than your full self. You make people feel good about themselves because you truly listen. No one thinks ill of you because you are never found gossiping or saying hurtful things. You are generally the coolest one in the room and are like a magnet for friends. Take The Social Proficiency Test at HelloQuizzy

09/30/08 - Social Distortion - Ball And Chain (take Away This Damn Thing)
SONG VERSION BELOW Ball and Chain - Social Distortion LYRICS BELOW Well, it's been ten years and a thousand tears And look at the mess I'm in A broken nose and a broken heart An empty bottle of gin Well, I sit and I pray In my broken down Chevrolet While I'm singin' to myself There's got to be another way Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Well, I'm lonely and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away, this ball and chain Well, I've searched and I searched To find a perfect life A brand new car and a brand new suit I even got me a little wife But wherever I have gone I was sure to find myself there You can run all your life But not go anywhere Take away, take away Take away this ball and chain Well, I'm sick and I'm tired And I can't take any more pain Take away, take away Never to return again Take away, take away Take away, take away th

Socialism
I am so sick of McCain railing on Obama about socialistic policies and spreading the wealth. For starters, Clinton's economic policies were pseudo-socialistic, and the economy prospered under his leadership. Conservatives don't seem to complain about socialized institutions whereby all citizens share the COST (police departments, fire departments, the nations judiciaries) but a socialistic policy that shares the WEALTH, OH NO, WE CAN'T HAVE THAT! Wake up, people. http://dangerousintersection.org/2008/09/28/whats-so-bad-about-socialism/

Socialized Medicine
Warning: what follows is my opinion which some of you may not like or agree with. So be it. I'm curious as to why so many Americans are buying into the extreme right wing's fear tactics surrounding "socialized" medicine. They would have you believe that it is the beginning of the end: (1) government dictation of how you use health care (2) increased taxes (3) long waits, poorer resources and technology (4) increased mortality and morbidity (5) the sliding slope into A SOCIALIST COUNTRY (WOOO SKEERY!) Canadians have been under a public health system for around 50 years now. Oh noes!!! Yet you'd be hard pressed to find a Canadian willing to let go of that system. You'd be hard pressed to find a Canadian who would want or even like an American system. Why is this? Are we brainwashed? Socialists? Ignorant? Well no. We get more than enough American media and experience down south to form the somewhat informed decision that we prefer our own system. Even nurses who have been l

Social Disorders And Bitches.
So I went and had a head doctor check me out she seems to think I have some sort of social disorder...anyway yeah I plan to be blitzed out of my fucking skull this weekend and with it I hope a numbness consumes me and I lose controll of everything. Let us go out this evening for pleasuer the night will remain young...

... Socializing ...
Over the coarse of time I have learned there are boundaries that the physical body could never measure. We weigh ourselves through numbers amongst what is known as 'age'. For as long as time has been accounted for, people (society) have brought themselves to a constant age old tradition. This tradition is known as ones birthday. However BIG or however little you celebrate and make aware of your birthday, there is nothing telling/revealing to you how old you truly are. Whatever your beliefs be it religiously, spiritually, or a non believer in any higher power, how broad do your horizons go amongst the universe? ...To be aware that there is one aspect of ourselves that will allow you to know how old 'you' actually are. The Soul... It transcends a deeper interpertation of our lives. It makes aware of who we are and where we've been. Basically it continuously records our on-going esperiences through within, throughout, and amongst LIFE. The life that you have lived upon this Earth,

Social Networking Vs. Love- Who Really Wins?
11-24-08 Maybe the internet is good for many things. For me it has been helpful for promotions, both in art and in the past, for work. It has been nice in other areas too, it has helped me to kill time, make some new friends, learn things... I even met the love of my life on the internet. But, I also think that it can be a bad thing too. Social networks for instance. I think it is possible that they are the bane of relationships. Sure, they don't have to be, when not abused. At least in theory that should be the way it is. But really who's fooled by theory? Scenario: You and the one you love are on a social network. You trust each other. There is no history of cheating or anything like that. What person alive can resist taking a peek at the comments that their significant other receives on said social site? What person in love can honestly say they don't care what other people may or may not be flirting with the person that they share their lives with? None that I know.

Social Reflection
People everywhere are trying make a living and stay out the poor house. Though the times a tough we are becoming creative in maintaining our living status by whatever means accessible or effective. I think America is evading some important issues which are related to character. I do not consider myself an expert in self evaluation but I am aware of the need for it. The financial issues that plague society is stem from bad money management not to mention the difficulties of acquiring financial independence. Those influential individuals who change or manipulate society through principals and or laws. People do work hard to make money but like I heard before it is better to work smart. I think some solutions or maybe I should say relief is networking or put in plain terms we need to start trusting others which is community involvement to me. This theory may sound idiotic but who can we trust now a days and where are we gonna get help from that we can trust. I ask can we get help, yes if

Sociable
I'm always feeling the most sociable at night when everyone else in my life is asleep. Go figure. I have the most whacked out schedule since I work a lot of evening shifts at my job. So I'm up til 3 or 4 in the morning, sleeping til noon or 1, and then going to work, and repeat til my next day off or until I get a slight schedule change. It's going to be really hard for me to adjust once I start going back to school. I'm going to need to go to bed at a decent time, get up early, have class, go to work, study, and have time for the boyfriend. Should be pretty hectic, but I guess it's better than the whole lot of nothing I'm doing right now. To have a goal in my life again feels pretty good. No more of the same old blah blah blah everyday. I'm sure I'll miss moments like this though....

Social Experiment
I have heard many stories about the behavior here at fubar. Some of which is something I've never experienced first hand. I thought it would be interesting and enlightening to see if I, a thirty year old man in phoenix az, could pose as a 20 yr old girl. Not only pose as a girl, but receive the same treatment as girls on fubar who post nsfw pictures. I've heard and seen women receive online gifts in the form of blasts and happy hours and so on and so forth for something as simple as access to naked pictures of themselves. It is my intention not to solicit these items, but to make them available and see who offers them to me. Even though I will have a salute of myself clearly visible. If you find yourself reading this blog after the fact of you shelling out some money to pay for a bling or more, I only offer you the advice to check out the profiles first before handing out gifts on here. Thanks for your understanding and cooperation.

Social Pollution
Social Pollution And you’re gripping the pen Like the world’s gonna end When the words just grab you Mentally scar you You’re thrown in the flow Dictating blow after blow Spitting out shit Under freedom of speech Congress snaps back With freedom to impeach Those willing to fight What’s just not right You toss and you turn With a hate that burns Cause they push you to the brink And it’s a crime to think That the system sucks That the government’s fucked But will America survive This social pollution This inevitable revolution Hiding over the horizon?

Society
As I see it, there are always two sides to everything, what if it was just one big whole? Recently I have made a realization. There are two societies in the world (in general). Personal Society This consists of friends, family, and associates. The associates don't really have much of an impact on your life as they do not really care, they are just there. Friends are people whom you can count on to a point, they all have their weaknesses and strengths, pros and cons. Then you have your family, who will always be there for you when you need it even if you don't want it. They will not judge you for anything at any time. Family is by default blood, however, as you grow older you gain family by growing close relations with others. having said that, onto the next society. Mainstream Society This will consist of all the rest of the people you may see everyday but have never spoken to. Truth be told you don't want much to do with these people as they won't give a crap

Socialite
Last night was a pretty rough night. Everything started pretty good, grilled steaks with the friends, played a few board games, just a nice relaxing night. Started out with a couple of drinks, and then one of our friends bailed, so a few drinks turned into four, five, six, and then lost count. I drank about a half a bottle of rum last night, so I was feeling pretty good right about ten. So it's me and the two of my friends who are dating just kinda hanging out on the couch. Now, these two people are intelligent, but young, and haven't really seen too much of the world. I'm only a couple of years older than them, but I've seen more than my fair share of things growing up. I've always been too mature for myself and have dealt with things that people of any age shouldn't have to deal with. So we just started talking, them asking questions, me answering. Some were silly questions, have you ever done this while having sex, or that, or whatever, what was your most embarrassing moment, things

Sociology Experiement
So I got bored the other night and posted a personals ad on craigslist....All I can say is OMFG it really opened my eyes to how superficial people are. Now the reason I say people and not men is because woman are guilty of the same exact thing. Why is it that now a days everyone is judged and criticized for evey little thing. From looks, to size, to every little detail. Granted the posting started out as just being a joke, but it has raised alot of question in my mind as to whether or not there are still decent unattached men in the world. Don't get me wrong I know there are, but where are they? Far too many times I see my friends settling for someone they aren't happy with, just because they want someone to care about them. I myself am guilty of this. It roots back to severe self esteem and insecurity issues, but working past those I have found alot that I was missing in my life previously. Ok Back on Track.... Here is a copy of the posting.... Don't laugh too hard, but I figure

Socialism:
Socialism... Socialism "From each according to his ability, to each according to his needs" - Karl Marx Socialism, Marxism, Communism are the greatest wrongs in world history, I would go as far to say that it is the greatest evil in the world. It sounds good in theory and may be intended for good, but leaves out so much of the equation. It rejects "Each according to his will", "Each according to his desire", "Each according to his motives". This system is inherently atheistic and goes on the notion that there is no free will in the human race. It creates a sense of complacency where no one will strive to obtain the ability to provide for the needy. In this theory, one would arrive in a profession by animalistic instinct and not choice. In reality that is not the case. If you take out the factor of free will, and just believe that people will still work as hard to make themselves better it is altogether naive. Incentive drives the people to succeed, socialism undercut

Society In General
Why do institutes decide to conduct massive studies about the effects of violent cartoons on children? It's disgustingly obvious that all these "scientific" studies are designed to vindicate parents from accusations of being horribly inattentive. It's time to realize that kids will not be a product of what they see on television if parents actually gave a damn and taught their children the difference between fiction and reality and even more important the difference between right and wrong. I am just sick of the piece of shit parents of my generation getting a free pass for raising little hell-raising pieces of garbage. OH IT'S TELEVISION. OH IT'S VIDEO GAMES. BULLSHIT! It's your inability to parent children. Stop the BS. Don't blame others.. look at yourself first you lazy fucks.

Social
I have found that when I try not to be obnoxious and just to blend in with my group, do my own thing, I seem to go unnoticed, even forgotten occasionally. I do not like girls who are always doing things to get attention, and yet I find myself doing it. I have a dilemma. If I speak up and try to make sure I am noticed, I get labeled with being loud and talking a lot. If I get quiet and just observe, people assume something must be wrong because I am such a talker, or they don't even acknowledge I am there. This makes me feel terrible, like I am not missed, not an element in the group that is necessary, and I have had this happen throughout my whole life, not just these people. They are nice people and love me probably more than any other friends I have ever had. This is just something I don't understand. How do I socialize like normal in the group without being labeled and very talkative or attention-loving? Being talkative isn't necessarily bad, but I hate it when my boyfr

Social Security & Sexual Politics
I am not talking body language or innuendo/hints, where i am either inept or dimwitted a bit. I mean what seems to be happening in the last 50 years, not long long ago when women had fewer rights and there were seldom divorces. When kids are involved in a marriage or long term relationship, the situation financially has worsen over time. In the olden times, he worked and she stayed at home and took care of the kids. In my generation, 1 1/2 worked, i.e. she worked 1/2 time at home while also taking take of the kids. Now, both have to work even if they don't have kids a lot with these ridiculous house prices if you buy one that is big enough to allow kids eventually. When kids do come along, either one works in the day time and the other at night, or both work in the day, you hire someone to take care of the kids in the day, and you risk not knowing your kids. Well, that isn't the main subject of this essay. I'm mostly talking here about situation of no kids. Youngsters up

Social Experiment
For those out of the loop, know this... I don't date. My old boss deemed me a "serial monogamist", I stayed diligently coupled from 16-31. A series of three lovely men whose company and friendship I enjoy to this day. I am now working on almost 4 years of being single, various entanglements not being considered as relationships. Quite some time ago, a very good friend suggested that I utilize the internet to schedule dates, and tell her the stories for entertainment value. I began a half hearted attempt to do so, joining Yahoo personals and accepting the occasional invitation when it seemed prudent. I have blogged secretively about these dalliances, gaining much admonishment from those not on my preferred list for having so many blocked entries. Lately, my own coyness has served to annoy me and I am weary of the constant encouragement to "write". I toyed with the idea of sharing my experiences with everyone, I am now about to do so. For the friends that I am about to lose, I am regretf

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The idea of social networking sites have always put me a little off balance. Its a mix of being social and not. Free to say anything yet your lips are sewn shut from saying anything of actual meaning. Who might hear or read about what you are doing... I am positive I have never met anyone online, and I see a lot of my friends do it and it seems fun. However what I don't like is the sense of loneliness I get from it. Going on and getting no one talking to me is never fun and it happens all too often. Yeah yeah yeah, im being a whiny little boy about that and really I don't care. Reason I set this account up is to actually get out of my shell and meet new people, who hopefully don't suck or cause drama. Made little to no sense but thats whats on my mind about Social Networking for now... Type to everyone next time kids.

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When did the Secretary of State, Tim Geithner learn of the bonuses paid out at AIG from the funds of WE, THE PEOPLE? Last week. When did I write a blog entitled The Brass Monkey regarding the issue of AIG and over leveraging and greed and bridges and Billy goat Gruffs? Months ago. It's not like I have more time than anybody that is in charge of the Treasury of the United States of America to really investigate where funds are going and why, and to whom and when. I am sorta busy with life. Fighting an unseen enemy in the form of leukemia in my two year old grandson, dealing with the helplessness of such a fight - there really is nothing I can do but put on a song and dance when he is ready to be amused, and walk out quickly when he shouts "NO CHI CHI!!" because he is exhausted in his hospital room and does not want my stimulation. I am sorta busy trying to help my youngest daughter deal with peers that threaten her, with the pressure of learning to socialize in a group that has rece

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Sometimes, it's difficult being the "older student" at my University. I look at my classmates who are ten or so years younger than me and I can't help but wonder how long it will be until their convictions about the world as they know it are shattered. How long will it take for life to force them to reinvent their social ideals and concepts? When will that "everything is new and shiny" brightness to their persona tarnish? I've spent the last few months asking myself which social convictions are my own and which ones were drilled into my head by others. One would think this wouldn't be such a difficult thing to process, but if you peel back more than just the superficial layers of your personality, you have to wonder how you came to be who you are. What shaped you? What molded you? What changed you? It's been said that no true original thought can exist within the human mind. At some point, the idea has been pondered by another. The thought has been formed in some othe

Socialism
a theory or system of social organization that advocates the vesting of the ownership and control of the means of production and distribution, of capital, land, etc., in the community as a whole. hence the stimulas package, borrow, but if you default, it belongs to the government.. food for thought, give me youre opinion..

Social Distortion- Footprints On My Celing
Everybody wants a loverNobody wants to uncoverwhat may lay deep beneath a sometimes painful pastwanna go without a carepull Gardenias from her hairI think of a time we didn't have a care in the worldcaptivated by her beauty I knew it was my life long dutyshe had all the grace and charm of a radiant queenHow do you talk without speaking? yeah!How do you hear without listening?How do you live without feeling? yeah!How do you take without giving?And keep it all inside?There are footprints on my ceilingI can't help this fucked up feelingsomething's wrong, you ain't coming 'round here no moretry to get my thoughts togetherI think of a time when things were betterthis miscommunication is breaking me downHow do you talk without speaking? yeah!How do you hear without listening?How do you live without feeling? yeah!How do you take without giving?How you treat your new best friend?Everybody wants a loverNobody wants to uncoverwhat may lay deep beneath a sometimes painful pastmy heart is heavy sl

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This isnt technically a rant (OMG is it possible that I can make a blog and not bitch about something or someone?), but just some thoughts I wanted to share. We have this relatively new genre of websites called Social Networking Sites. Maybe I should be a little more specific, like here for example. This site is designed for others to make friends, and level up. I was having a discussion on another site that I cannot name due to admins getting all kinds of butthurt over here (That is a farce IMO) , and were talking about people on here who you just sit there scrolling across your page. U may think "Oh this person is interesting, lemme see their profile and see what their deal is". So, you sit there and if you are one of those unfortunate people who do not have a Cherry Bomb (Or just refuse to conform and buy like me) sit there, leave a random comment or 2, and rate their 4,000 other pics of penguins and whatever else they have. See I am the kind of person that likes to go "Hey!!!! how

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To all the closed minded pricks this is for you. Before you judge someone based on what they look like based on body modifications. You should be taken out back and shot right between the eyes. I absolutely love my tattoos and piercings. So before you tell me to look at what an example I am setting for the children and people around me take a good fucking look at what example you and your so called "Society" are setting for the future.Physical Features - Super models who pay for their body to be accepted not as a person but a icon. A sex symbol. Drug addict. Alcohol abuse. Shall I go on? You have all these young women aging from pre teens to adults who binge to lose weight because you cant accept that they have some extra weight. Some cases leading to them die from lack of eating and popping pills, or doing drugs to become skinny and socially acceptable . Fucking hypocritical bastards. Degrading someone because they dont have the same beliefs as you. Religion or otherwise. We are not a

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Alot is being said now about the Obama administration's leftist leanings and the country slipping towards socialism. As an actual socialist and a member of DSA (Democratic Socialists of America) be assured there is nothing further from the truth. Socialism is very different than a capitalist state and it is a system which is run by and elevates one thing... LABOR. State owned and state controlled businesses and banks are not part of the a socialist movement unless the government was made over and controlled by laborers, I'm not simplly speaking about party affliation. GM being bought out by the government and run by the government is state enforced Capitalism, not socialism. The fact is GM and many other indutries have and continue to receive a great degree of corporate welfare... this is nothing new. The main difference in this situation was that government not onlt supplied funds and loopholes, this time the government wanted a say in the decision making. I would hope all of

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I am on a few social networks ...why are there so many people who are on there just to see how many fu bucks they can get or lunch$$$$...what happened to the good old fashion...Wanting true friends...I have found one so far on fubar..He is a sweet man who has a heart of gold thats what I like ...If you are kind to people they will give it back in return.

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Today i was having a discussion with someone about emotions and how they are viewed, and how everyone has more then 1 side to them. life isnt always rainbows unicorns and sunshine. There is a deeper side to everyone thmoat most people dont let out because society has taught us thatwe should leave this to ourselfs.. swept under the carpet, then we go get depression meds that make us quacks.... when in reality most people just need someone to talk to. Quite frankly i find that my thoughts are much deeper and darker at night when the rest of the world is asleep. I feel that thats the time i let my emotions out.. I feel like life makes us who we are and our experinces do as well, but i do feel that alot of the times it is a negative impact in our lfes and so many people hold things in because, they have no one to talk to and when they do.. a secret private life is no longer secret... sigh..

Society Has Created This For Us Y Conform
u know in the yrs i have been alive i have come to notice that no matter how i look at it poeple use poeple to get ahead in life and get waht they want and wehre they almost want to b and then get rid of that helping hand in some of the most horrible ways even at the cost of friendships and or releationships.........but y has society created a norm for itself this way .........I SWEAR NO ONE CAN ANSWER THAT ? , CUZ THERE IS NO CORRECT ANSWER, only perception of ones own feelings and thoughts .........some of the nicest people can b trapped by this norm ,,,, but it is societys norm as well to pull down the advancing person as well but at the same point in time is it not the advancing persons fault of choices they made in the past before the said advance to have others forms of society after them(cops, legal, ) ,,,, but how can we blame others for the misgivings of the sowing of choices that we may reap yrs later ..... we as society always seems to blame others for the bad thing

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Child Services Of New Phila,Ohio Took My Children Away From Me .They Lie And Twist Things That Ive Told Them After They Asked Me Questions. They Had My Mom And I Fighting And Mad At One Another Too Cuz Of Their Lies. They Take People's Children For The Money Too. They Will Receive Alot Of Money From The State Cuz My Son Is Disabled With Aspbergers,AD/HD,Anxiety Disorder,And Urethas Of The Bladder. Children Like Him Are Sometimes Hard To Handle,Because Of His Disabilities,But He's Come Along Way Since He's On Medication And Was Doing Better In School And At Home. They Also Took My Daughter Too Because Of An Alligation That Was Never Proven Or True. Copy This Link Into Your Search Engine Or Browser And Please Comment. http://timesreporter.com/state/x126915345/Ohio-House-Dems-to-increase social-service-funding Thanks! Amanda

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An interesting perspective on the evolution of world history. World History 101: For those of you who slept through World History 101 here is a condensed version. Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the winter. The two most important events in all of history were: 1. The invention of beer, and 2. The invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer, and the beer to the man. These facts formed the foundation of modern civilization and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: 1. Liberals 2. Conservatives. Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminu

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I have been a member of this site on and off, and I see it advertises itself as a "Social Networking site" . I find it kinda hard to meet people here unless you "Add/fan/rate" them, which is fine, but you try to talk to anyone, they are beyond stuck on themselves to even acknowledge the fact you are reaching out to them. So, is it kinda misleading to consider fubar a "social networking" Site, or even the other 2 sites since it seems that everyone seems to have their own personal agendas? I don't know, but I came here to make friends. I don't know about anyone else, but that is what I am here for. End rant...

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This morning I was awoken by my alarm clock powered by electricity generated by the public power monopoly regulated by the US Department of Energy. I then took a shower in the clean water provided by the municipal water utility. After that, I turned on the TV to one of the FCC regulated channels to see what the National Weather Service of the National Oceanographic and Atmospheric Administration determined the weather was going to be like using satellites designed, built, and launched by the National Aeronautics and Space Administration. I watched this while eating breakfast of US Department of Agriculture inspected food. At the appropriate time as regulated by the US Congress and kept accurate by the National Institute of Standards and Technology and the US Naval Observatory. I get into my National Highway Traffic Safety Administration approved automobile and set out to work on the roads built by the local, state, and federal departments of transportation, possibly stopping to purchas

Socialist▬▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Blogging Buffoon Activated Okay I am bored as fuck so figured I would write a quick blog on random nothingness. First bout of non-socialistic random nothingness…Yes I was messing with a few people on here and real life friends that when they would say happy independence day I would say I will be celebrating on December 6th, sadly, and more expectedly many had no idea what I was referring to.Well the whole July 4th is the Americans… whites succeeding and getting independence from Britain. So why would I celebrate it? I mean even when America got its independence slavery was still legal and thus they were not free, nor independent. So December 6th is when the 13th amendment abolishing slavery was adopted into law, and thus is the day they gained independence…Or February 3rd, 1870, when the fifteenth amendment passed that said a citizens race, color, previous condition of servitude etc could not be a factor for them having the right to vote…. But okay.Okay..

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Tasting The Internet, One Byte at a Time is a menu of Internet Marketing and social media marketing offered by Certified Social Media Trainer and Consultant Terri Brooks of A Tasting The Internet. We provide Internet Marketing and Social Media tools and support for marketing your business on the Internet and establish an online brand using social media.

The Sociopath - How Many Are On Fu?
Profile of the Sociopath Glibness and Superficial Charm Manipulative and Conning They never recognize the rights of others and see their self-serving behaviors as permissible. They appear to be charming, yet are covertly hostile and domineering, seeing their victim as merely an instrument to be used. They may dominate and humiliate their victims. Grandiose Sense of Self Feels entitled to certain things as "their right." Pathological Lying Has no problem lying coolly and easily and it is almost impossible for them to be truthful on a consistent basis. Can create, and get caught up in, a complex belief about their own powers and abilities. Extremely convincing and even able to pass lie detector tests. Lack of Remorse, Shame or Guilt A deep seated rage, which is split off and repressed, is at their core. Does not see others around them as people, but only as targets and opportunities. Instead of friends, they have victims and accomplices who end up as victims. The end always

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Social Anxiety. Socially Awkward. I saw my cousin at the store the other day, she's much younger than me & waaaay cooler. I noticed when I talk to her online that I can say anything, I can type it. But when it comes to face to face contact I freeze up like a loser. I really need to work on that. I noticed too sometimes, my brain is screaming "talk!" but my mouth just won't move & half the time, my brain won't even tell me what to say. I grew up shy & I am actually a lot more shy than I was as a child. I don't know what to do in social situations & I really don't know how to combat that. This is becoming redundant. Most people label me as the creepy quiet friend & sometimes that bothers me. How do I take that & make it something awesome? I guess I probably should put myself in more social situations, but when I think about that I think I might have a panic attack. Is there a pill I can take for that? Most times, I don't even want to talk to people online because i ge

Society Lost
These days in human life we are all lost in blinded foolish pride, anger and loathing of anything that makes us question our self worth not one person can step back and truly think what can i do what should i do we are a society lost in the he said she said what i own in materialistic value makes me HOW good of a person I AM I SAY WAKE UP WAKE UP ALL WHAT YOU OWN TRULY OWNS YOU anger and feelings of negitivity leads to the true evil of all evils STUPIDITY it wages war it destroys bonds between men and woman , cultures, nations and further more the human race TRUTH BE TOLD RELIGION AND POLITICS play a part when all in a nut shell the main goal of them all is to be BETTER PERSON NOT MUDEROUS GREEDY MONSTERS The message is slow down get away from the tv , the computer ,the mass media look at what you have and be thankful for things could be worse go out into the world be glad of the air, the land breath it in and be thankful to be alive to have food to eat and drink to wet your thir

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So, with the recent sucess of the movie The Social Network, comes also the age old question, "Are we becoming too dependant on technology"? How many of you out there remember, in the not too distant past, a time when you actually rememberd your friends' phone numbers? When there was no 'Fave Five' to put them in, and catagorize them as a face, or a name? Much like the Cartographers (map makers) of old, is personal interaction going the way of MapQuest? Punch a few qualities about a person that you'd like to have in a companion, and Viola!!!! ???? Ok, so maybe that's a little too I Robot, but you get what I'm saying here, don't you? The very same thing that is suppost to bring us closer, is actually teaching us to become more 'personally reclusive'. Now I just made up that phrase, but the best I can explain its meaning would be as follows..... Shying away from tangible human contact in order to contact humans thru mechanical means. Did Native Americans send smoke signals to each other?

Society
We know what they do isn't right we want to say somthing, stand and fight But yet we know the good they do, perhaps not for me or not for you, But for so many that are saved, from the drunk and the depraved so here we are and we are told that we'll never get into the fold, because of mistakes made in the past; so our future has been cast and without voice we are condemend not to be as other men and so our past will always be a shackle on the souls of you and me but yet we too walk with pride because we know what's inside; we're blessed with the help that we received but damned because we really had the need, they only look at relationships failed just another arrested and jailed; not a word about success only relationships that became a mess; but I would add and not in haste, I know the years were not a waste. Thought up poetry from someone close to me once this is one I saved over the years..

Social Neworks...loads Of Em Out There...
There is so much out there and I am guilty of joining most of them..I do not like dating websites even though my friends pressure me to join ..its worse than Facebook,Bebo,Netlog,Yahoo,Msn,MySpace,Twitter,Flixsterand I probably left something out..out Plurk.lol I tried joining those stupid dating sites and found them so dumb man...those little things like even on the other sites on soical networks They block you for not good reason or limit you on there profile like they all important or just trying to say l like you but not that much...OMG,i do this too.....not understanding what they just put on thier status..acwkward. Or if you do not talk to them for while then they decide to post an event to get rid of you in certain amount of time..wow they invite you!? Oh and the fun part is when guys just one thing and if you don't respond in thier time or lame pick up lines ..get mad at you,delete you AND block you?! Was there something I MISSED?LOL who died and made you the only guy in th

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The following was originally posted on CDC Public Health Matters Blog on May 16th, 2011 by Ali S. Khan. There are all kinds of emergencies out there that we can prepare for. Take a zombie apocalypse for example. That’s right, I said z-o-m-b-i-e a-p-o-c-a-l-y-p-s-e. You may laugh now, but when it happens you’ll be happy you read this, and hey, maybe you’ll even learn a thing or two about how to prepare for a real emergency. A Brief History of Zombies We’ve all seen at least one movie about flesh-eating zombies taking over (my personal favorite is Resident Evil), but where do zombies come from and why do they love eating brains so much? The word zombie comes from Haitian and New Orleans voodoo origins. Although its meaning has changed slightly over the years, it refers to a human corpse mysteriously reanimated to serve the undead. Through ancient voodoo and folk-lore traditions, shows like the Walking Dead were born. A couple dressed as

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The Social Contract has been broken It is dislpayed every day on the news Why are people surprised when Evolution happens? The God people go crazy & the trodden upon rise You break the Social contract and eventually you will lose yout head You will be left with flailing arms & legs as you yru to delay the Guillotine

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On occasion, while performing various menial tasks in my life, a thought surfaces unbidden that causes me to pause and ponder. Such a thing happened just a few minutes ago, and I feel like I must share it. Warning: If you're a super sensitive person, this could possibly, -maybe- offend you. Maybe. I really don't know. Sorry if it does. So, in general, people eat meat. (Sorry, veggies of the world. I'm not talking about you folk, obviously. You can quit reading now if you'd like.) This generality, however, is kind of where the shared similarities stop. I'm not talking about the way we prepare meat, per se, but about what sorts of meat we eat. For example, in several parts of the world it's considered a delicacy to eat monkeys, live octopi, snakes, etc. ... lots of meats we would never see on a menu, let alone order for our dinner, here in America. (Well, most parts of America.) The question that begs to be asked is, "Who decided which meats are appropriate for consumption

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Newsletter Of The Dr Susan Block Institute This Saturday Night, December 17th on The Dr. Susan Block Show SOCIOLOGY of SEX, RAP, SQUIRTING & ESKIMOS Just how much do your genes control what’s in your jeans?

Sociology Of Sex, Rap, Squirting And Eskimos
12-10-11 Length: 01:49:31 Date: 12/17/2011 Mix a professor, a porn star, a rapper and a squirter, and what do you get? A hot holiday freestylin’ free-for-all that fires up all the erotic cylinders—body, brains and soul—whether or not they serve a clear procreative purpose. From sexual evolution to a hip-hop squirting revolution, from a heated academic debate on Darwin, orgies and squirting to titillating topless Agwa shots, a bottom-less squirt-flowing orgasm, a rhyme-flowing grand finale and a big sloppy kiss to Time for making all of us “protestors” Person of the Year: Viva la Revolución! Viva la Evolución! Featured Guests: Dr. Stephen Sanderson: Author of The Evolution of Human Sociality: A Darwinian Conflict Perspective and “The Sociology of Human Sexuality: A Darwinian Alternative to Social Constructionism and Postmodernism” and UC Riverside professor of Sociology, Dr. Sanderson pays his first visit to the Speakeasy

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I first joined fubar in May of 2010 and I thought it was mostly a social site where people meet and chat and for somewhat it is. But for the majority of it's members it is a highly competetive game to get to the highest level. It is a reflection and microcosm of the real World where some people are obsessed with material things like bling, credits and popularity and the rush to get to the top. The Owner of fubar must be an expert on human behavior. He knows our tendencies and weaknessses. He seems to know what motivates us in the real World and has translated that energy and drive tnto this game where many of us like in the real World have no time to enjoy the simple things and get stressed out on getting to the top and being the most popular with the most toys and money or in this case fubucks. Some members stay online for endless hours at a time and hardly sleep while making profile comments and polishing other members bling for points in their quest to get to the top of th

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Society
I'm a product of my society My craziness is something the ingrained in me My faulty wiring that they choose to blame Is caused solely by their attacks to my name I won't sit idle, and just play my role You may hold my mortal boundaries, but you'll never tame my soul Born white trash, but that's not what I'll stay With this brain and these wings I'll fly away Stereotype me, go ahead and place me in your box I'll break out for my will is stronger than all locks I'm the big bad wolf, that's going to tear apart these sheep And finally expose the true actors behind the sheet These crooked politicians, who claim to have our backs Are merely paid actors, giving us someone to point at While the puppet masters play behind the screen We're to busy watching the decoys to catch whiff of anything We don't see that their houses get bigger, as we lose ours We don't see that our freedom is restricted by these bars Or how while we struggle to eat , they have five course meals With mo

Social Security
Social Security Cards up until the 1980s expressly stated the number and Card were not to be used for identification purposes. Since nearly everyone in the United States now has a number, it became convenient to use it anyway and the message, NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION was removed. An old Social Security card with the "NOT FOR IDENTIFICATION" message. Franklin Roosevelt, a Democrat, introduced the Social Security (FICA) Program. He promised: That participation in the Program would be completely voluntary, No longer Voluntary That the participants would only have to pay 1% of the first $1,400 of their annual incomes into the Program, Now 7.65% On the first $90,000. That the money the participants elected to put into the Program would be deductible from their income for tax purposes each year, No longer tax deductible That the money the participants put in went to the Independent 'Trust Fund' rather than into the General Operating Fund, and therefore, would only

Social Media Marketing Tips That Will Up Your Game Asap
Individuals are continuously coming to recognize the value of social media and developing it successfully into ones company and technique. It's quite fulfilling to say the least. Think about these statistics: Facebook or myspace has 900 thousand effective clients and there are more than 200 thousand clients on Tweets. Click hear to read more

Social Security
Alan Simpson, Republican Senator from Wyoming and co-chair of President Obama's deficit commission, calls senior citizens the "Greediest Generation" as he compared Social Security to a Milk Cow with 310 million teats. Here's a response in a letter from Patty Myers, a career school teacher in Montana ... I think she is a little ticked off! She also tells it like it is! "Hey Alan, let's get a few things straight!!!!! by Patty Myers As a career politician, you have been on the public dole (tit) for FIFTY YEARS. I have been paying Social Security taxes for 48 YEARS (since I was 15 years old. I am now 63). My Social Security payments, and those of millions of other Americans, were safely tucked away in an interest bearing account for decades until you political pukes decided to raid the account and give OUR money to a bunch of zero losers in return for votes, thus bankrupting the system and turning Social Security into a Ponzi scheme that would make Bernie Madoff proud. Recently, j

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I know this is not a political forum. But I guess cant help noticing how Obama haters love to trash him by calling him a socialist and comparing him to evil people like Hitler and Hussein. I guess this is to try and even the racism score so they dont have to bother adressing the issue that there is no reverse racism. There are no sane black people who hate or discriminate against white people just because they are not black. Period. But now that we have a black man in charge of the country and their lives, there are many white males who just will not stand for such humiliation. But as black people are often advised when the race card or issue of discrimination arises, "Aww get over it. Slavery is over." Most accusations about Socialism are due to critics confusing European-style social democracies, whose benign policies guarantee a fairly comprehensive social safety net, with brutal, Soviet-style totalitarianism. In 2009, honest-to-Pete socialist Billy Wharton, editor of The Soci

Social Networking Research
bonnie Erickson winter 2003 social networks: the value of variety, 2003 http://www.asanet.org/images/members/docs/pdf/featured/erickson.pdf I found that people with more diversified general networks were less depressed, and peo- ple with more diverse contacts in the group more often felt that participation had improved their health Acquaintances make more subtle contributions in small, invisible increments over the long run Nielsen Wire, "Social Media Report 2012: Social Media Comes of Age," www.blog.nielsen.com, Dec. 3, 2012 In July 2012 Americans spent 74.0 billion minutes on social media via a home computer, 40.8 billion minutes via apps, and 5.7 billion minutes via mobile web browsers, a total of 121.1 billion minutes on social networking sites. Keith Hampton, Lauren Sessions Goulet, Lee Rainie, and Kristen Purcell, "Social Networking Sites and Our Lives," www.pewinternet.org, June 16, 2011 47% of American adults used social networking sites like Facebo

Socialism
Saxo Bank CEO: “This Is Full-Blown Socialism And I Still Can’t Believe It Happened” Zero HedgeMarch 17, 2013 Authored by Lars Seier Christensen, CEO Saxo Bank; originally posted at his blog at TradingFloor.com, It is difficult to describe the weekend bailout package to Cyprus in any other way. The confiscation of 6.75 percent of small depositors’ money and 9.9 percent of big depositors’ funds is without precedence that I can think of in a supposedly civilised and democratic society. But maybe the E

Societal Disconnect...hello??? Helllooooo???
When did the Secretary of State, Tim Geithner learn of the bonuses paid out at AIG from the funds of WE, THE PEOPLE? Last week. When did I write a blog entitled The Brass Monkey regarding the issue of AIG and over leveraging and greed and bridges and Billy goat Gruffs? Months ago. It's not like I have more time than anybody that is in charge of the Treasury of the United States of America to really investigate where funds are going and why, and to whom and when. I am sorta busy with life. Fighting an unseen enemy in the form of leukemia in my two year old grandson, dealing with the helplessness of such a fight - there really is nothing I can do but put on a song and dance when he is ready to be amused, and walk out quickly when he shouts "NO CHI CHI!!" because he is exhausted in his hospital room and does not want my stimulation. I am sorta busy trying to help my youngest daughter deal with peers that threaten her, with the pressure of learning to socialize in a group that has recentl

Society's Ills
The world is becoming a horrible place. No one says please or thank you. Everyone seems to have their face buried in their phone or up their own ass. Many nights I've wondered why and only just recently did i figure it out... With the help of Netflix. Pretty Woman is the cause of all this. What good could ever have possibly come from that film. "Hey kids... Go on ahead and whore". Never mind you don't have a drug habit to support or three children at home from three different felonious fathers. Just sell your body. Someday a well to do businessman will show up out of the blue and let you drive his Lotus Esprit.. Kiss you on the mouth even though you stipulate that "wasn't on the menu" and let you bathe your disease infested hooker ass in his penthouse suite for a week. Don't study or aspire. Just sell that ass.. And don't get me started on Dirty Dancing either..

Society Dies
I'm my black hoodie and unarmed. Alarms in my mind swarm like bees to warn off suspicious ones with guns to protect neighborhood homes. We're not alone as the whole world is watching giving opinions emotionally fuel, feeling its punishment so cruel. America using us as a tool driving a wedge in the shaky grounds where race lays. This is no play. No applause at the end of this. Only tears and secon...d guesses walking its way through society today. Shall we threat the life of another, one with skin not of kin or brother. Left in the crossfire are the mothers. Burdens to bury their youth. If I was you, how will you dealt with these situations? Would you pay attention to the advice given to you or would you continue on with your mission to protect all that's dear and near to you? A million man march formed from the march of one. Now black hoodies rise from the ashes of burning buildings, is this the route to healing? In the aftermath we have to ask who we actually killing. Society dies

Social Conscience
ok, so as you know, i have been giving videos for each bca bling i receive. i was so excited yesterday, because i felt like i could help contribute to a great cause. i read that fubar would donate $1 for each one purchased. this gave me an idea to try to get as many as possible. i had 22, when one of my family informed me that i was about to hit an achievement. i had no clue what she was talking about. she told me to go look, so i did. at that time, i could not have been more disappointed. i knew that my true intent would be questioned. if there was a way to turn down this "achievement", i would. my only intention is to raise as many donations as possible. for this reason, i am asking anyone who wants to give me bling, to only give the bca bling. no powerups, no roses, no le bling. if you decide to give anyone else bling, please remember that breast cancer touches more people than you realize. give them bca bling. i don't care if i ever get another bca bling or not. i only care th

Societies Views
Within the soul we are held as one. Through god through D.N.A . And through containment of the earth . we share the same light these bodies of flesh are holding containers for whom we are . we are brothers sisters husbands and wives and family . Under the skin we are identical . we have a choice grow your light or let it dim and die out . Its a conscious choice . Some would have us blind to this . As some think finances over heart some think of themselves greater then the next . Just is not so and these ideals are like blinders . When you raise a gun at someone cause they think differently did you ever stop to think . If we all thought and felt the same as each other we would be like robots that never learn or experience new things . Would you truly look at your child and shoot them cause they don’t feel the way you do ? Everyone is a child to someone and every human is related to each one of us . Isn’t it just time that we took the blinders of societies views off and star

Socks
I want to ask.. babyjesus.. Hey.. Did Lost Cherry start as.. LS.. LuckySocks.. ??? I'm just asking dude.. :) I mean.. when I wore these one pair of socks.. I asked this woman out.. 5000 miles away.. She was from Scotland her nerest neighbor was .. that guy off starwars.. (no not him.. the other guy off eps 1-3!!) and that other movie.. She finally gave me her number... I ran up $2000 in phone bills and calling cards.. not so lucky.. *yes before skype* lol But when I met her at O'hare airport holding a dozen roses.. or was that 2 dozen.. I WORE MY LUCKY SOCKS! LOL now i can't find them.. and no i have no dates.. :( sock karma.. makes me wonder

The Socket Test Mumm
Answer to the socket test… Looking at most of the votes, the gender that it deals with is putting forth the majority of the votes, yes…. It’s the women! Even though there are a few yes votes, I can’t way whether they actually know or not, sorry no confirmations on their votes, so I’d have to go with the majority and say no. Most were straight up saying they had no idea, I can’t believe that no one dropped me a line with the answer, geez and I thought I was naive… lol I do have to admit that I laughed for quite a while at some of the comments left, and I had never heard the ‘bar tab’ box go off like that before, it was unreal. Ok, for the answer you have to look at a little Tim Taylor testosterone humor. The socket test has to deal with finding a socket that just slips over a woman’s nipple, not tight, not snug, just touching. Oh, btw, it does help if you can stand proud, other wise everyone may get a disappointing outcome. I told my accomplice that the only way to get

Sock's!!!!
How come when yu put your sock's in the washing machine, then stick em straight in the dryer (1"ft away) dry em!!! put em in the washing basket! then go to put them away! there's alway's "ONE" missing??? were do they go?? why do all the ones yu got left after every wash never match??? let me know........:-(

A Sock Monkey
I went to see Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emorium tonight, it was a magically wonderful movie. It reminded me of Wes. Especially the adorable sock monkey with the sad expression. Wes and I only spent one christmas together, the christmas of 2003. That was the christmas that my mother decided that she didn't want a traditional christmas anymore. I have never woken up on christmas morning anywhere but her house, so this news didn't please me. She decided we would have themed christmas'. This didn't surprise me much since themes have always been her thing. She once had an underwater bedroom, complete with a netted wall with painted wooden fish and a maniquin dressed as a mermaid. But I digress, so my mother chose a themed christmas, a jungle christmas as a matter of fact. I was desparately afraid that Wes would think my family was nuts and bolt. Instead he embraced it, even helped my mother decorate the tree. It consisted of a palm tree, paper chains, and lots of little sock mon

Sock Gnomes
Ever get tired of those basterd ass sock gnomes sneaking in your dryers? I wouldnt put it past the little fuckers to sniff panties while they r at it! Do you think they are teamed up with the dust bunnies? Its a fucking conspiracy and I swear an oath right now I am gonna catch one of those little freaks one day and shove fabric softner sheets up its ass till they come out its ears! Omg! him an that snuggle bear fuck and thas where dust bunnies come from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Socks, The Clintons' White House Cat, Dies
Socks, the Clintons' White House cat, dies By KASEY JONES Associated Press Writer BALTIMORE (AP) -- Socks, the White House cat during the Clinton administration who waged war on Buddy the pup, has died. He was around 18. Socks had lived with Bill Clinton's secretary, Betty Currie, in Hollywood, Md., since the Clintons left the White House in early 2001. Currie confirmed Socks' death Friday evening and said she was "heartbroken." She did not give details, referring calls to the Clinton Foundation office. The foundation released a statement from the Clintons: "Socks brought much happiness to Chelsea and us over the years, and enjoyment to kids and cat lovers everywhere. We're grateful for those memories, and we especially want to thank our good friend, Betty Currie, for taking such loving care of Socks for so many years." Socks had reached his late teens - an advanced age for a cat - when reports surfaced in late 2008 that he had cancer and Currie had ruled out inva

Socks, The Clintons' White House Cat, Dies
BALTIMORE – Socks, the White House cat during the Clinton administration who waged war on Buddy the pup, has died. He was around 18. Socks had lived with Bill Clinton's secretary, Betty Currie, in Hollywood, Md., since the Clintons left the White House in early 2001. Currie confirmed Socks' death Friday evening and said she was "heartbroken." She did not give details, referring calls to the Clinton Foundation office. The foundation released a statement from the Clintons: "Socks brought much happiness to Chelsea and us over the years, and enjoyment to kids and cat lovers everywhere. We're grateful for those memories, and we especially want to thank our good friend, Betty Currie, for taking such loving care of Socks for so many years." Socks had reached his late teens — an advanced age for a cat — when reports surfaced in late 2008 that he had cancer and Currie had ruled out invasive efforts to prolong his life. "It's not a happy prognosis," presidential historian Barry

A Sock With Teeth
From : LadyChina To : ShoeHorn Date : 2005-12-09 02:23 Title : I'm not buying your bull, Farmer Shoe -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Your interpretation of the quote I mentioned is not upheld by further scrutiny. The entire quote is as follows: "...all roleplay.... in some part.... carries a part of self. for some... that's quite a shame if I do say so myself..." Now, if your intepretation were correct, and the intended definition of the speaker regarding "a part of self" were CREATIVITY, I do not believe that the "thats quite a SHAME if I do say so myself." - would have been the end of the statement. Do you? Context and intention shown by the context is what makes up the meaning of words. What shame is there in creativity? None. Therefore, the sentence was just as I perceived its intent to be - a slam and a smarmy attempt to be a superior *****. Admit it. ===================================================================

‘socks For Soldiers’ Drive To Benefit Troops In Afghanistan
MONONGAH — Some children in the town are helping American soldiers in Afghanistan put their best foot forward.Literally.This week, the First United Methodist Church Day Care Center in Monongah will hold a “Socks for Soldiers” drive to collect socks for troops serving in Afghanistan.The event is the brainchild of co-directors Kelly Streyle and Lori Barrett. Streyle’s son, Karl, joined the Army last year. In early June, he was deployed to Afghanistan.Streyle said her son is in a very remote outpost in the Korengal Valley, Afghanistan. Streyle said mail service to the outpost is sketchy because near constant fire means its difficult to land helicopters there

So Close...
Hard to even think right now with the pounding of my heart ringing in my ears. Trust is something that is very hard to keep with certain people but yet having that person stay honest with you can be just as hard. His honesty just makes me love him even more, but yet it makes my heart hurt and tears fall. Oh it's a hurt that will fade because I have not lost him completely, just maybe the love that I thought was there really wasn't all along. But I still have my best friend. And I am not giving up!! I told him what my heart had to say before the hurt set in and it didn't seem to scare him. He is my best friend and the man that I love. Giving up is just not an option. But then again...trying to say that I don't hurt right now would be lying. The lyrics to this song really seem to hit me right in the heart. So for all of you who read this, please forgive me for having the song play for awhile. But it reflects how I feel. "What Hurts The Most" I can take the rain on the roof of this

So Close...get Your Mind Out Of The Gutter
omfg...i got a sinking feeling in my stomach. ya know, where you feel empty and hungry but like there's a hole just sitting there and eating away at you? where you're anxious and wanna do something but you dont know wat? like you're missing something? like you're hungry but you can't eat? yea that's me right now. so...wat i did today...well it was 2-4-6 today so block day. first was spanish and we have a test tomorrow but hopefully i'll remember the subjunctive conjegations. we played a game and my team lost but i didnt care. people started switching turns. the guy who went before me switched wit someone else before it was my turn and then the guy who had given his turn to the guy before me got up to go. murphy, next to me, started going on about how it was my turn. i said it was fine if jake went before since we had skipped him cuz james had gone before jake, then bruna (the teacher) told me i should participate and the entire class was basically telling me to go take my

So Close....
I was talking to a friend of mine via text this evening. She's an old co-worker who is pretty damn hot! She's a few years older than me...but blonde, and just gorgeous! Anyway...we were talking, and talking about Valentine's Day...and somehow the conversation turned to how she is a sex freak. Well...it's snowing tonight, and she's 40 minutes away on a good day....so there was no chance in hell that anything was going to happen. But I think, "Hey, this could turn into a GOOD conversation!" Here is the transcript of our messages: Me: So what have you tried? (If that's TMI just tell me to fuck off...but now I'm curious.) (This is just after she told me that she's a sex freak and her sister and best friend were both surprised she had never been in a 3-some!) Her: Hmmmm....pretty much most normal stuff...the usual i guess. Anything in particular? At this point I'm thinking that I just got the in to find out a lot of hot info about this girl! Me: Oh, I don't know

So Close.....
The silent sun that never shines She is the warmth of my lonely heart The motion of a turning wheel Can't you stop it and look around? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... A tiny stone that hides from me Can't you see that I'm just outside? A mountain stream that chills the sea Can't you feel me deep inside? Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... When night reveals a star-filled sky I want to hold it in my hands When snowflakes heal the ugly ground Your beauty hides the joy I've found Baby you feel so close I wish you could see my love, Baby you've changed my life I'm trying to show you..... .....Will you see?

So Close Yet So Far
I have a lot of crap on the mind and can't seem to get rid of it all right now. Everything is still crazy and confused as usual, I don't think it'll ever stop. I still hate my job and want to walk out everyday. I love caribou more than i use to. I miss some of my friends even when I know it's for the best. Boys well yea still pretty confused with that but there's someone he's a great guy and I am happy when we hang but there's so many issues w/ dating him that I need to figure out before I put all of me out there. I was looking back a lot lately, I hate doing it but it's what I do. I miss things of the pass the simple things that most forget. Some how lately Matt's name has been coming up a lot and it freaks me out a bit only because of how everything between me and him ended and how close we were before the relationship. The anger I put into him at the end of our relationship well I regret it and of course I wouldn't do it now. Going away this weekend I plan on having a good time, I w

So Close.
To being the happiest woman in the world. Thank you Tierre, for your neverending stalker persistence! I know it'll pay off. Nati, thank YOU for telling me to never give up on him. And not letting me. You guys rule. *I heart you both*

So Close Yet So Far.
So vegas right? Yea I am going to vegas hopefully hear in about 3 weeks. I say hopefully because everytime I take a step closer something happens to take 2 steps back. I finally decided that no matter what friends or alone I was going. Then my boyfriend says he doesnt want me to come alone. I find tickets for really cheap. None of my friends can get the time off. My best friend decides that he can get the week off. I still havent gotten my income tax check (the money I am planing to use for this trip) so I cant buy my ticket which inturn is making it more and more expensive longer I wait. What originally started out as a $300 8 day trip has now turned into a $400 5 day trip. Now my boyfriend is second guessing if I should come out, and my best friend is telling me that he doesnt know if he can get the money. WHY ME!!! I am not a fan of fate today. Lady Luck is a bitch and she is not on my side! If yall know of a cheap way to get to vegas and a hotel for 5 or 4 nights PLEASE let me know

So Close
You live so far away, Farther than anyone can see. Yet we are closer to one another, Than anything could ever be. Your laughs, your tears, Are enough to make me cry. So far, so close, You and I lie. No matter the cost, I'll protect you with life. No matter how hard, I'll give it a try. Your love, your trust, Is all I need. To make it clear, That I concede.

So Close
I feel like a kid on xmas eve. If all goes to plan, an instrument that I've been designing and building for almost a year will be done tomorrow. I'm going to have even more trouble sleeping tonight than I usually do. LOL I'll get into more detail and post some pics and hopefully some audio or video of it in a day or 2. :)

~~so Close Together~~
So Close Together by BlueWolf © As a bird soaring through the highest clouds, Our love has taken us to the highest skies, To see a view so beautiful to the eyes sight, We will soar so high into the endless night. As a romantic moon lite summer night, Stars and the moon shall fall into place, We’ll end the night with a tender kiss, With your tender kiss my heart will race. As a red rose nurtured by natures soft touch, And caressed gently with hands so loving, This red rose blossoms so beautifully, As the beauty that I see in you has to me. As the orange sunset that meets the horizon, Admired from afar by two passionate lovers, Although love sometimes seems so distant, Love has brought you and I so close together.................

So Close Yet So Far
Baby your so far if hurts not being able to see you. you could be around the world i would still see the same about you. i dont care how many miles away from me you are or how ever long i have to sit here waiting for you. i will always love you no matter what happens between us. i will always know that you are only one thought away from me where ever you are.

So Close...
I'm so close to just giving up on guys altogether. It doesn't help that I'm still in love with my ex... We still sleep together sometimes. It's an interesting situation. Which made me realize that while I still have feelings for him I think I just miss being in a relationship. I don't feel that love for him that I used to but it's still a little painful. Everytime I've tried to seperate myself he keeps coming after me. And the sad part is I'll take what I can get right now. But at the same time...I hate the way I'm so dependent on him still. Or any kind of affection really. I dunno... I just...really want someone to hold onto. It's easy to jump in the sack but right now I want so much more than that. I've done the one night stand thing and it's just not for me. Unfortunately I can't seem to find anyone that wants what I do. And since more if the people I'm around are guys it's kinda hard for me to have faith in men at all. I honestly just wanna give up

So Close.
Last night my sister gives a call to let me know that she could've sworn she saw Mikey @ St. Vs. I told her to give me a rough description which she did and she said that he stared back at her. THEN she decided to memorize the # on the ambulance he drives in case i or she ever sees it again, we can give chase. lol. i guess it's time to park my self in the st. v's parking lot from 6 til visiting hours are closed now... for the rest of my damn life.