Fubar Blog Posts 2

Something To Ponder
It never ceases to amaze me how certain things that seem so perfect can bring your life to a total halt. Think of that amazing bike ride on the trail when all the sudden a large stick gets stuck between your spokes causing you to fly off face first into the mud... but you get up and brush yourself off, curse a little and get back on for your ride home (I had a similar incident as a child when my shoelace got caught in the stupid chain... what a catastrophe!!). But back to the point, some people spend their entire lives in search of "THE ONE"... and often when they find that person it's like some higher power has to interfere (say throw a stick in the spokes) a little to test the strength, support system, communication and love of all involved. Be it a pregnancy scare, a death in the family, a conflict of religion, the first huge argument over the bills, an ex who you thought was "the one", or whatever. Some people seem to miss the test entirely and lose out on their soul mate due t

Something Lighthearted For Once.
What causes arthritis A man who smelled like a distillery flopped on a subway seat next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes, the disheveled guy turned to the priest and asked, "Say, father, what causes arthritis?" "Mister, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol and a contempt for your fellow man." "Well I'll be." the drunk muttered, returning to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long did you have arthritis?" "I don't have it father. I was just reading here that the Pope does." Drink fault finding guide A solution to all of your drinking troubles Symptom: Drinking fails to give satisfaction and taste; shirt front is wet. Fault:

Someday...
Someday.... we will walk along the beach, side by side, holding tight to each other, no longer denied, living our dreams, together at last, all doubts in the past. Some day we will. Someday.... we will walk in the moonlight, hand in hand, our bare feet sinking into the sand, feeling the waves wash over our toes as our love grows. Someday we will. Someday.... we will be together again, and not only as friends, for the love we share is too great to let end, it's eternal, forever not leaving us never, Someday we will.... Someday.... you will see, what you mean to me. you're in my heart and soul for all eternity. my love is with you always, and l cherish you each day. one day, l know our love will show Soneday we will.... Someday.... we will walk through life, no longer apart, able to give all the love in our heart, living our dreams together forever. Someday we will.

Something That Really Gets My Engine Running
i had a wicked dream the other night and i keep thinking about it i was pumping my sollen cock into all these bbw and plump girls and really going nuts on them from behind and reaching around and really holding onto there sexy plump bellies as i rode them into ecstacy it really gets my juices going especially when theyre older as well and they are squirters are a extra plus any one else enjoy these kinds of things as i do and dont be shy ladies chime in as well

Some Bad News
Well alot of you know that I am pregnant well the other day I had to go to the hospital. When I was there they did an ultra sound and found that there is abnormal swalling around the baby. So now I have to go to a specialist so we don't lose the baby. So please keep us in your thoughts and I will keep everyone posted when I find out more info about what is goin on.

Someone Has A Sense Of Humor!!
Had to Post This... Follow these steps in order: 1. Go to Google.com 2. Click on Maps 3. Click get directions. 4. Go from New York to Paris, France. 5. Now scroll to #23 on the directions list. 6. Have a good laugh and share with someone else.

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SOMETIMES THE WATERS GET ROUGH, AND IT SEEMS YOU MIGHT LOSE YOUR WAY. BUT WHETHER IN FRONT, BESIDE OR BEHIND YOU, I AM WITH YOU EVERY DAY, SO WHEN IT SEEM TO MUCH TO HANDLE, REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL MY NAME. I WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU, BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WILL DO THE SAME. THROUGH GOOD TIME AND BAD, I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!

Some Of My Poems
One Wish ----------- Alone i sit inside my hell my fallen tears can never tell if i could have a wish instead id make them see within my head emptiness thats all that remains the pain and fear wont go away all the tears and screams within circle around for some escape my soul is lost my hope is gone just a touch to bring me home i cry these tears but no one hears im so afraid the end is near if i could have just 1 little wish id make them see my hell within i cant go back i cant escape give me life something safe with out these things i cant go on without some hope my world is gone Old Friend ----------- today i sat with my old friend the one thats always there in the end she never questions or asks me why she eagerly brushed across my thigh her soft caress againt my arm the way she leads her carring charm her love for me is never dull she helps to ease the painful soul she only wants whats best for me she takes away my misery if all the

Something To Remember Me By
An uproar of silence flutters in the noise that once was . The after birth spilling out onto the floor . whore! demon! Numb to the bone I shed a tear for you. You , who has no true comprehension of love , sacrifice or bond . What a blunder that you only show that which your ignorance needed to thrive on . If for not my rage and anger tamed , you would be dreaming of the life that once was during your trip to the dark world where you belong. Then I shall atleast achieve peace as I walk aside infant reincarnate.

Something To Think About
FRIENDS Friends are the flowers in the garden of life. They help you through times of trouble and strife. There’s nothing like friends to make a heart sing. True friends will share with you most everything. They will not abandon in times of need. They aren’t overcome by envy or greed. Friends are the icing on life’s great big cake. Real friends will give and allow you to take. I don’t know how I would survive without friends. They applaod my beginings and mourn my sad ends. Tell me please tell me what would I do If I didn’t have a garden full of friends just like YOU! HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WEEK MY FRIEND PhD. Moris HUG / Istanbul-Turkey

Someone Special
WE STARTED OUT BING FRIENDS AND THAT WAS ALL IT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE BUT AS TIME WENT BY THINGS BECAME MORE THAN JUST FREINDS TO ME. I NOTICED MANY THINGS ABOUT YOU THAT I NEVER KNEW BEFORE YOU ARE ONE SPECIAL PERSON NOTHING ELSE MEANS MORE. YOUR SMILE HAS IT'S POWER TO ALWAYS BRIGHTENED UP MY DAY JUST ONE TOUCH FROM YOU CAN MAKE ALL MY PAIN GO AWAY. THE WAY YOU PUT YOUR ARMS AROUND ME CAN JUST MAKE ME MELT YOUR GENTEL KISS IS EVEN BETTER IT'S THE BEST I'VE EVER FELT. I LOVE THE WAY YOUR FELINGS ARE BEING SHARED ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME KNOWING THAT YOU CARE. THERE WERE MANY TIMES WHEN I TRIED TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL BUT THEN AGAIN I MIGHT GET REJECTED KNOWING MY PAIN WILL NEVER HEAL. MAYBE THERE WILL BE ONE DAY WHEN MY DREAMS WILL COME TRUE THERE'S NO OTHER PERSON THAT'S MORE SPECIAL THAN YOU. THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR SOMEONE VERY SPECIAL TO ME.

Something I Love To Share With You:)
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help

Something Everyone Should Read
This blog is extremely opinionated so if you can't keep an open mind then don't read anymore than these first 2 lines.... Lately I've realized alot about life and people in this world....I especially learned alot about myself and my own life. I can't point the finger at anyone for the things that have happened. Nor do I intend to. I just want somethings to be said. So anyone and everyone can read them. First...let me discuss the juducial system and my opinions on certain things involving that. Some of you that know me closer...know the details of what happened back in October and why I'm on trial right now for some really serious shit. I've made many bad choices in my life...I know that. But the thing most people dont know is that I really learned from these mistakes and I've cut everyone I know who is associated with drugs out of my life. Well aside from mary jane. Yeah...I still smoke...and I dont see a problem with it. I know its illegal but it shouldnt be. Sure the

Someone
For the rude people that feel that they are better than everyone else you need to stop with your childish shit and stop coming by my page and giving me lower rates. If you dont like what you see then leave my page. Whoever you are you are more childish then my children and you need to grow the fuck up or at least show yourself you big pussies!!!!! Stop coming to my page and grow the FUCK UP!!!!!

Somebody Cares
Somebody cares if you're happy today, If your heart is cheerful and light. Somebody cares if you're feeling good And everything's going just right. Somebody hopes that this message will show, In a warm little heart-to-heart way~ You're thought of, remembered, and happily wished An especially wonderful day!

Somethin I Wrote 4 Someone I Really Miss
4 Roses The black is for the ending to a life you once knew. The yellow is for the all the freindship we shared. The red is for all the love we gave each other, for times past, present and future. The white is for the life you have now anew in heaven. As I grew from a child to adult you shared so much and swaore we would never part. As I grew you taught me to laugh, to love, to live. Your love was never selfish, never rude. You gave me love, friendship and an understanding of life as only you knew. For now we must part for your time has come to walk with jesus, but fear not cause you'll always have the love of my unconditional heart. These four roses are for you pappy with all my love and all my heart, I will always be your tater tot.

Some Stuff
Ok my cat had 4 kitties.You can see diffrent shots of them in my pics under pets.Moving on.The other day me and michael were talking and I was playing a game on my cell he went to say something about if he was a dog he would lick his own balls and when he did my phone beeped and I said you got censored.LOL.Im still not feeling well. : ( This morning while cleaning my guinea pigs water bottle I somehow managed to tear the skin off my thumb.OUCH!!!!!!!! Thats all for now.

Something About My Baby
My words and actions can't explain my love for you. All I can feel is how much you love me and can't let it go. Because you mean the world to me and I can't lose it, not now at least. People tell me that you'll get over him soon and move on to someone new, but you know what, its not like that. Because I love you more than anything in the world! Because your the first to make me happy and keep me happy. Your the greatest thing in the world and I’m glad that I have you in my life and I don’t want to lose you and that wonderful feeling. I think about you everyday, every hour, because when I think about you, I think about your face, your body, the way you touch me, the way you talk to me. Really I just think about how happy I’m with you! And I keep thinking about when I’m going to feel you touch again. That touch on my face, to feel your hand on my face, to feel your arms around me, cause I know your there to keep me safe and warm. I wish that your there with me all the time and I can't he

Something To Nothing
Somethin' to Nothin' Asheigh Streich- this poem was writtin july 25th 2006 this isnt the orginal i made it a lil better then i wrote it before. i wrote this because we was bestfriends for atleast 6 years but everything faded as soon i left. im sorry that i moved i had no choice. you dont understand why we aint even friends cops were in this fuckin situation yer a fuckin bitch. ppl tell me whats going on in your life cas i still care for you. yous my bestfriend. even though you dont think that. even though we aint friends im still going to be there for you no matter what. i kept my word n you have it forever. you told me that we aint friends cas u was jealous all cas yer ex boyfriend wanted to be with me. you told everyone i had cheated on him but u know me im not the one who cheats thats just not me. u know i neva cheated on him, so why you gotta lie. just write me back sometime. one traci Its kinda weird. id have to say I'm used to talking to you everyday. we did so muc

Somebody
I wish somebody would need me The way that i need him I wish somebody would want me The way that I want him The way that I would feel His presence in me near I wish somebody would love me The way that I love him The way that I care The way that I want to be loved and care about The way that I feel its real...

Something From The Heart
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Someone Educate Me - Is This Sh!t Real?
i saw this about ten years ago on the official bonsai kitten.com site and was severly disturbed i got the link from rotten.com (go figure) and like a dumbass i had to go and check it out here is a smaller site (thankfully not nearly as graphic - oh you would have had nightmares): http://zealcorp.com/bonsaikitten/ if you are bothered...check out this link to sign a petition: http://www.gopetition.co.uk/online/1251.html

Something To Offend Everyone...
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts? Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you Wha

Something That Was Sent To Me
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... ... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach,huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be onE as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring,variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes

Some Thoughts
How can you judge a person without being judged yourself? Why must you seek to find? When is enough not enough? How can we love one and other? Why would wars end all suffering? What is the meaning of life? Why turn the other cheek and not look into the eyes of the agressor? When is it safe to walk alone? Why not set the examples so people would follow? What is the consiquence of a single life weighing less than a feather? When you look into the eyes of the enemy and see yourself! What price is mercy? What can a man give in exchange for his soul? Perhaps the world will change and then become the Eden that everyone seeks, only you hold the answers to these....... :o)

Something I Had To Get Out Of My Head
It must have been destiny that brought us together God must have known I needed a friend Something to help me in my time of need It must have been destiny That I come to the barn that DAY A mustang that was in need of a friend From a place of freedom It must have been destiny That I come to you Sit with you in the sun, and rain till I guess you realized I was your friend It was destiny That I could ride you when no one could No harm would come to me You are my friend, I am yours You were sad that day I saw you Now I see the mustang spirit Unafraid, take everything in stride You made me forget the times I hurt You also protected me from ones who hurt me I do the same for you Do to others as you would have them do unto you Ole boy I know your only 6 but I hope you will live at least till your 20’s So that my nieces, nephews and others of my family can see you To know the horse that probably saved me, from insanity.

Something To Chew On
Something to chew on We don't not know what we want, but we are responsible for who we are, no one wants to take responsibility for anything really, their actions, their words, their secrets or their desires and the hardest thing,to be responsible for someone else,thats something you have to work for and you wont know if your ready until you try....

Something
something has to spark my interest. something has to chase the threat of me away. something has to make me change for ever and see the light of day. there are skies far darker than the night i currently dwell in ,but ther are even more skies that shine like the sun and i deprive myself and bathe in sin If i had one wish i would wish for a few more ,because it will take more than one wish to fix what I have ripped and torn.. something has got to give under all this push and pull strain... something had got to make me really want to try again something has sparked me and i feel a swing in my point of view something has gotten me thinking about forever and that something is you

Some One Rated Your Photo S 1
don't you just love those idiots that rate you a 1 but don't have the balls not to sign there name , personally I could care less . I am well over 50 have a sweet woman who loves and puts up with my stupid ways and a group of step and real kids who love me and who I have taught to speak their minds , now a little about why I don't care what I get rated I am ugly and I know it hell after being almost killed twice and lived the life I have I look good for having had everything that has happened to me besides all the looks in the world can't replace the good in side a person my second wife was a model with a body some women would kill for but she was a shallow self centered BITCH and only was with me 6 months after that I went for the more down to Earth women who know what real love is so if you want to rate me a 1 or less please do so but have the balls to sign your name thanks for reading

Something More
Have you ever had the perfect day ,or been to your favorite spot ,or just spent the day with that special someone and all you can think of is that there is something missing . I mean everything is perfect (but) you just know something is missing and it is driving you crazy . I have had that feeling all week and it really bugs me because i can't figure out what is missing i just know it is . I hate feeling this way because i know it affects the people around me and that bugs be even more so i try to act as if everything is ok, but there it is in the back of my mind that something matbe even just a small thing but something is missing. Could it be the lag between winter and spring ,the hopes of warm days and cool night breezes or is there some part of me that just is unhappy with my life . I really wish i could find out what it is maybe it's something i forgot or could it be something in my subconscious that has yet to be revieled . Does everyone have these feelings or is it just me

Something New
i was sitting around awhile ago bored out of my mind lol so i decided to browse around the net and came across something i thought was pretty damn cool. It's a website that lets you create your own network of anything you want without knowing any coding at all. now it's not even close to CherryTAP but it's still pretty neat. Create your own URL, reorder the main page by dragging and dropping. change the way your site looks etc. There's alot more you can do. This is how site looks If you want to create your own Click here Well...that's my blabber for this evening

Some Abc About Me!!!
The Letter A Are you available?: nope my heart is taken What is your age?: 29 What annoys you?: liars and drama The Letter B Do you live in a big house?: not really When is your birthday?: June 4 Who is your best friend?: Monica The Letter C What's your favorite candy?: Butterfinger Who's your crush?: My sweet Nivek1 When was the last time you cried?: This morning The Letter D Do you daydream?: yes What's your favorite kind of dog?: Huskey What day of the week is it?: Monday The Letter E How do you like your eggs?: Over easy Have you ever been in the emergency room?: Yes What's the easiest thing ever to do?: Dishes The Letter F Have you ever flown in a plane?: yes Do you use fly swatters?: No Have you ever used a foghorn?: yep The Letter G Do you chew gum?: yep Are you a giver or a taker?: I like to give Do you like gummy candies?: Some The Letter H How are you?: At what? What color is your hair?: Dirty Blonde The Letter I What's your favorite ice cream

Some Idiots Will Never Realize How Lucky They Are...
I don't know... when I look at it... I just see some people do nothing but complain about thier relationships. Why they do this? Why they do that? Do you even really care? and so on and so on.... even to the point where couples are doing thing behind each others back just because there's a trust issue or whatever it is... (Don't do that.... just talk about) but everyone has there own way of dealing with problems... Then finally some just go cheating on to the one that cares for them. Now let's just forget, for one second that at some time ago told me you couldn't be in a relationship with anyone, because for me, watching a relationship being sabotage from the outside can be just unbelievable. Honestly, the only thing that gives me comfort when people just go and forever mess things up is while I'm sitting at home staring at the ceiling just wishing that I had someone to talk to, is knowing that a lot of those idiots will never realize how lucky they are to know how precious the pers

Some Questions I Stole From Fulcrum
1. Hi, my name is... Lindy, and I'm an alcoholic. 2. Never in my life have I.... had a sex change operation 3. The one person who can drive me nuts is.. my freaking brother 4. High school... was the greatest years of my life...hahahahahahahahha high school sucked ass, but my boyfriend jr/sr year was hawt as hell. and the sex was awesome 5. When I'm nervous.... my stomach hurts 6. The last time I cried was? when my dad died. 7. If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor.. this is a ghey question, im never getting married. 8. My hair is... streaked with blond and in a french braid 9. When I was 5... I got a tonka dump truck for my birthday, and i thought that shawn cassidy was the finest man on the planet 10. Last Christmas... i brought my dad to my mom's house for the festivties. 11. I never want to be... a cowboys fan 12. When I look down I see... me in my work uniform, with a fat ass gut. 13. The happiest recent event

Someone I Like
I decided to post this blog because there's someone I have grown to like over the past few months. Actually, there are two women. I really don't know if I have much of a chance with either but I have been interacting much more with both. Went to a concert with one last Monday and it was a great time. We saw Poison The Well. It's one of her favorite bands. I haven't been to a concert in so long and I wasn't used to it. We also hung out last Friday but since she hurt her ankle, there wasn't much we could do for fun except watch a movie. The other one I have known for 2-3 years now online. We recently met face to face for the first time when we both ended up in the same class at college. We're both college seniors. LOL. She's a nice girl, a bit neurotic sometimes but then again, who isn't? She's still playing the shy game with me and I keep trying to get her to go out for a coffee or something. I think the major problem that I have with both is their obsession over "bad bo

"someone Misses You"
Someone misses your hugs, the warmth your heart can share, the love in your eye's, the way you listen & care. Someone misses the touch of your hand, knowing you're sincere, the sound of your voice, the comfort knowing you're near. Someone misses the magic, of the wonderful things you do, the sparkle in your eyes, all the things that make me love you. Someone waits for the day, the day my hoping will end, my wishing will be over, and this someone will hold you again. THIS SOMEONE IS ME!!! done by christine

Something From The Past
I have lost a very special person to me. A friend, brother, mentor, role model; he was a person who helped me to find my importance. I looked up to him, wanted to be just like him. He was the youngest of all of us, yet everyone respected him. I have lost Lil J@y, the boy everyone wanted to be. When I first met Jason, I was 12 or 13, something to that effect, I might have been older. I was working a little bit. In my attempts to emulate him, I went to the store with Marsha and we looked at leather jackets. The one I wanted was like $100. Marsha was the only one who knew I was getting one. We came home with it and my mother was like ummm.. she was not sure what to do. We however knew exactly what to do: we marked all over it; I got the dog collars, the spiked hair and became more like my friend, Jason. When we were young, we used to hang out at 4th and Main St. in Royal Oak, The Church of Scientology used to be there, now there is a parking lot that crosses along side the rail road t

Someone Explain Cuz I Think I Am Missing The Point.
Ok so for the sake of all parties involved I am going to try and write this without names, most that read this and know me pretty well will most likely know who this involves. Ok so me and this dude started out on the rocks cuz I am not a fan of internet dating and what not, mostly I think its bogus. Then turns out dude is married. Ok fine whatever he wants a divorce, blah blah blah. We start talking and he tells me he loves me, me being the loser that I am fall for it and tell him how much I love him back. Well he gets jealous of my gay best friends, and I dont know what else and I just get a little freaked out when he is talking about marriage, living together, his kids are my kids, (keep in mind still married) and not to mention our age difference. Ok we are talking 11 or 12 year difference here. Now I will admit that I go for older guys but it was never anything super serious. THIS WAS SERIOUS BUSINESS!So between the jealousy and the freaking out we split. Well I go nuts for a

Some Thing I Wrote
"Juggalette/Juggalo isn't a state of mind... it is a state of being, a state of being cared for, respected, and loved by some whom you don't even know. It's a tighter bond than friendship... and runs deeper than blood. Making it through the fearful six…. and the spawnings of anew. We are homies for life... and we will all meet again in Shangri-La. What is waiting past the Wraith? many do not know. I ask all Juggaletts and Juggalos do what is needed and lend that helping hand… for we too, are family. We need to have respect… as for the revolution has begun. Our family is ever growing… this world will be ours…"

Someone Elses, Maybe, But Never My Own....
How Randomly Cute Is Your Personality?Underwear CuteYour personality proves to be so randomly cute that you'd wear underwear on your head just because you can. Let's just hope there clean...How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Something To Think About
Sometime over the weekend I heard the following..not sure what I was watching at the time though... "Without fear, there can be no courage" I fear lots of things, as we all do. I don't think my fears are unique for the most part. I fear losing my son, or Dad, or anyone in my family. I don't know what I would do if I losteither David or Dad. Hurting someone or losing a friend scares me. I would much rather be hurt, than to hurt another. Love scares me. I guess because everyone who ever told me they loved me, in a romantic way, has hurt me. But that is part of love. And I suppose it is because I chose to love the wrong people. But I keep trying, because somewhere out there is someone that will want my love, and deserve my love. I don't fear being poor, or losing my home, or a job. In the end things like that don't really matter. What makes us rich is the people who we love, and who love us back - our family, our friends. I don't fear my own death. I know there

Some Thoughts
Well i weighed in a little too late on monday which even then was a day late.. but i maintained so that good i guess better than a gain.. ... The down fall.. i watching this show and i wish i could pull off this look with a skinny suit.. or blink and be where i use to be.. this journey is not easy it is really tough.. havent given up yet..

Some People Are Just Cruel
There are many who say things, without a care in the world who they hurt. Careless words behind her back. Do they not think the object of their derision will ever hear? One I love and care for was hurt today, by some heartless comments. No, for all of you who may read this, it was not done here at Cherry Tap. Yes, there are some who are not nice. But neither I or my friend prejudge anyone. All that I have had a chance to talk with have been fantastic! I just would like to take this moment to tell my special Lady friend, I Love You and I am always here for you 24/7/365. Never let the Bahstids (yes, that's my New England accent!) Get You Down!

Some Things To Make You Laugh A Little
A certain young man finally won a date with the blonde female of somewhat questionable morals that lived in his apartment complex. To prepare for his big date, the young man went up on to the roof of his apartment building in order to tan himself. Not wanting any tan lines to show, he sunbathed in the nude. Unfortunately, the young man fell asleep while on the roof, and managed to get a sunburn on his "tool of the trade". But the young man was determined not to miss his date, so he put some lotion on his manhood and wrapped it in gauze. The blonde showed up for the date at his apartment, and the young man treated her to a homecooked dinner, after which they went into the living room to watch a movie. During the movie, however, the young man's sunburn started acting up again. He asked to be excused, went into the kitchen, and poured a tall, cool glass of milk. He then placed his sunburned member in the milk and experienced immediate relief of his pain. The blonde, however, wond

Something I Wrote Feb. 1st 2007
GOODBYE Current mood: sad GOODBYE MYFRIEND, MY LOVER, MY ROCK, MY DEAR RANDY..... WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THAT WE WOULD PART THIS WAY YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT, TIME AFTER TIME AND DAY AFTER DAY! YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO I EVER LOVED SO DEAPLY I MISS YOUR SMELL, YOUR KISSES, YOUR TOUCH, YOUR HUGS AND THE WAY WE MADE LOVE SO SWEETLY. I WILL MISS TALKING TO YOU ABOUT ALL MY THOUGHTS THE WAY WE LAUGHED, THE WAY WE PLAYED, AND EVEN THE WAY WE FAUGHT! GOOD BYE MY FRIEND, MY LOVER, MY ROCK, MY DEAR RANDY I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER AND LOVE YOU FOR ETERNITY! YOU HELD ME WHEN I CRIED, YOU LAUGHED WHEN I ACTED OUT YOU MADE ME SMILE, CRY, LAUGH AND EVEN SHOUT! WE HAD OUR FAIR SHARE OF UPS AND DOWS BUT WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND THAT'S ALL THAT COUNTS! OUR LIFE HERE TOGETHER WAS ENDED TOO QUICK BUT GOD WANTED MY ANGEL, MY NUMBER ONE PICK! I HAVE NOBODY NOW TO POUR MY HEART AND MY SOUL TO EXCEPT IN MY DREAMS, MY PRAYERS,

Some Info About Me !!
I am 34...not 35 ..at least until September! I am happily married , I have two wonderful children of my own and many others that call me mom !! I like to get online and meet new friends. I like to take pictures of nature..( trees, flowers, sky , waterfalls...etc). I enjoy going riding in the woods ( muddin` lol)and spending time with my family and friends!! As you can see from my photos...I enjoy changing my hair color from time to time... Some of my interest are paganism..don`t knock me for that ..it`s not what most people believe it is...my favorite colors are purple and black! I am very into anything , angels,fairies,wiccan related stuff, fantasy related art, and photography. I also enjoy all different types of music!! Yes...my hubby is younger than me and to that I have this to say to those who oppose....GET OVER IT..it`s my life not yours !! He is the most wonderful yet sometimes stubborn MAN I have ever met...and he is mine ! lol Oh, I am a flirt too...not always trying

Someone Is Hateful
someone left mean comments on a bunch of my pics! assholes... so I took them down.. sorry if I have rained on anyone parades... But.. its not like ur missin much...I am tired of being depressed... the person who did that can just piss off... meanees

Some Sexual Favorites
1. Anal or oral? Oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Chocolate 3. Ice or feathers? Feathers 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? Two girls and a guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? Live porn 6. What do you wear to bed ? Nothing 7. Love making or hard fucking? Love making 8. Do you shave ? hahahahahaha 9. Spit or swallow? Neither 10. Do you masturbate ? Occasionally 11. Whats your turn on ?Soft Seet smelling women 12. Whats your favorite position ? On the bottom 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? Yes 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? Pretty much anyplace 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 10 to 20 minutes after penetration 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?Soft & Gentle 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? Yes 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? Yes 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? Yes 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? Could

Some One Needs New Pics
hey my cherry friends,I really don't have anything to say,can someone help me out!I need to send some one some new pics and he know's who he is,they're coming baby,you know what I'm taling about:)All my friends on my list I love you guys and have a great night!Catch ya later and if you see me on Tap throw some words in my shout box and I'll answer you ok!Bye 4 now

Someones Watching
Found myself today Oh I found myself and ran away Something pulled me back The voice of reason I forgot I had All I know is just you're not here to say What you always used to say But it's written in the sky tonight So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me Seen that ray of light And it's shining on my destiny Shining all the time And I wont be afraid To follow everywhere it's taking me All I know is yesterday is gone And right now I belong Took this moment to my dreams So I won't give up No I won't break down Sooner than it seems life turns around And I will be strong Even if it all goes wrong When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe Someone's watching over me It doesn't matter what people say And it doesn't matter how long it takes Believe in yourself and you'll fly high And i

Something Beautifull
my days feel shortened, Life feels theartened, Every Minuete being Consitant, Hours go by, Time gets lost, a light shines through, Pain goes from suffering to happiness, Hearts fill with life, Souls become understanding, Hopes fly high, Dreams come clearer, days stay the same, only one thing changes.....Life....see it as something beautifull, it never stays the same, Consitantly Changing, Neverending, Life is Beautifull, Life is Living through the bad and the good, Life is misunderstud, one thing that no one sees that Life its self is Beautifull, things happen everyday, days stay the same, but life is endlessly changing and Neverending!!! I wrote this in hopes that everyone see that there will always be good and evil in life and the world it will never change, the only thing that can change is the way you look at life and see that staying mad will only keep you standing still but if you deal with the pain and stay positive in the end then you move forward looking for the future th

Sometimes I Ask Myself Why?
I was big in this site some months ago and would visit it daily and rate and promote and everything else. All with the hopes of making some real friends. Its hard for me to make friends as I am a stay at home mom of a handicapped child and get out almost never. So I turned to the internet for friends and I have made some real good friends out here in cyber space, but i still sometimes come back here to see if I can find any new ones. I do get a few good things said about me and a few good rates but like everyone else i get my bad one too. Thats all good and all but really if you dont like what my profile says or you dont like my looks then move on to another profile. I sure as hell wont be upset that you did. But what gets me is that even when I post something real, no one even takes the time to look at it or comment to it. I dont want you to repost it cause it costs you now, but it costs nothing but a few seconds of your time to comment about it.

Something Has To Be Done Now!!!!!
I'm not posting his picture because he is a sick bastard!!! nabito@ CherryTAP this guy needs to be banned from CT. he's a 38 year old man who keeps posting child/teen porn as his primary picture. They keep getting removed and he keeps adding them back on. This is unexcusable and he needs to be removed from the site all together. everyone needs to contact cherry support and report him!!! REPORT HIM

Some Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct T

Some People Have All The Luck!!!!
CONOVER, North Carolina (AP) -- A store clerk's slip-up at the cash register has paid off big time. Wadburn Allen on Tuesday accidentally rang up two duplicate Powerball tickets for a customer in this western North Carolina town. At the end of the day, after she was unable to sell the second ticket, Allen paid for it herself. The next day, Allen returned to the store and found the ticket matched all five numbers -- earning her a $200,000 jackpot. When Allen went to Raleigh to claim her prize, she met the customer who purchased the original ticket. The customer also will receive a $200,000 jackpot. "They put two and two together and ended up hugging," said Pam Walker, a spokeswoman for the North Carolina Education Lottery. Allen hasn't yet decided how she will spend her money.

Some Of You Care...it Touches Me
Ok, I'm going through bad times right now. First off let me apologize for not being my cheerful uplifting self. I truly wish I could be my normal joking self and help you all out with your woes...however right now I'm a little stressed, worried, and scared. Some of you know some of it..some more than others. A few of you know almost the entire story. And, not to be rude, but I'm tired of repeating myself, it's a tangled situation, so I'll just post a blog and refer anyone who asks to it... So...back in November I was arrested for a DUI. My dumbass fault, I swear I was sober..I only had 4 beers. But anyway, I made a mistake and it was completely my fault. I went to court, got my car out of impound, called for DUI classes, set up my fine payment plan, and got on with my life. Everything was good until Tuesday night...when I got pulled over. Well, apparently my license was suspended because my payment plan was set up incorrectly. So, I missed ALL my payments, I have a bench warrant to

Some Help Please
my son is in the best kid contest and i need some major help so please come help me even if its just one comment just click on the pic 2nd is movinf fast and fourth is right on my tail so please help me i only have until april 22nd 9am cst

Something That I Felt Like Wrighting
Hurt Again From times untold and words unspoken you broke my heart again , you'll never know what i feel right now not even in the end , you hurt me inside you could never tell , i can't beleave becouse it hurts like hell , scared to tell you how i feel inside becouse the words are unspoken , you don't know how much it can hurt someone you stop and see that the oneyour hurting isn't only me!!!!!

Something To Thing About
The Package A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son,and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and won

Someday Has Arrived
Life is now. Stop waiting for your opportunity to fully live and realize that it is already here. Perhaps you have always thought that someday you will follow your dreams. The fact is, someday has now arrived. Your authentic purpose is calling out to you. Now is the time to be fulfilling that purpose. Go now in the direction you've always known you must go. Allow the unique and beautiful person you are to come fully to life. Let go of the excuses and rationalizations that keep you mired in disappointment and frustration. Move quickly forward by continually reminding yourself of why you are doing so. This is the moment for bold, yet sincere action. Someday is here, and the richness of life is now yours to experience. -- Ralph Marston

Someday
Someday I can see you when I close my eyes Although we’ve never met I can hear your laugh You move like sunshine Leaving traces of glitter and grace Light dances with your entire being And when you smile Your eyes connect our souls For you are my everything So forever I will wait Until you are in my arms

Something For The Love Of My Life
The way he looks at me…I love this man. The way he laughs…I love this man. The way he touches my skin…I love this man. The way he holds me every night…I love this man. He makes me laugh 100 times a day. We play like kids do in the month of May. Every night he holds me tight. I fall asleep knowing everything is all right. The way he brushes his teeth…I love this man. The way he sits and holds my hand…I love this man. The way he makes me feel safe…I love this man. The way he calls me in the middle of the day…I love this man. The simplest things in life become clear, When love finds you without fear. Unspoken words are so loud when love is real. The littlest touch can express how you feel. The way he smiles…I love this man. The way he reaches for me…I love this man. The way he protects me…I love this man. This man is mine…I love this man Erik Draven@ CherryTAP

Something On My Mind
Yes I do have something on my mind but I'm not really sure what it is. Mymind kinda just seems blank right now so I figured maybe by some miracle if I started typing that it may come out. I mean its been a quiet and peaceful day. None of the craziness thats been going on...My boys have been either sitting here watching some funny videos on youtube with me or playing outside. Its like I feel lost at the moment in this open abyss and I just keep falling and falling and still nothing there. You may think by reading this that I'm upset or depressed about something. Well don't worry I'm not. I guess I just needed to type something to kickstart my mind again....lol....

Something About A Gir.. I Think
Brutal Radio Presents Dj Gir 07!!! omfg no he isnt.. yes he is.... come see. Dj Gir.. Yup you know who im talking bout Click his face to enter and hear him jam out for the next 3 hrs So get your ass in here and Come Say Hi to Dj Gir

Someone's Standing On My Chest
Starving searching this barren wasteland Trying to grasp being this alone Pleading for a breath of fresh air, someone's standing on my chest Dying I'm asphyxiating myself I kill myself Break myself slave to my weakness choke on my words Oh I'm drowning and I feel so alone The lights are on and I wish I was home My lips are screaming pretty nothings My ears are bleeding for want of words, fuck words I need actions Hope as left me fucking shattered Someone's standing on my chest Alone would be a pleasant change from here How do you gauge loneliness? How you ever felt so alone? It feels like the light will never reach me here I am choking back my longing for shed tears So strangulated by my lonesome fears Please don't worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe It only hurts when I breathe (when I breathe) This only hurts every time I breathe.

Something Is Wrong Here!
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month fo

Someday!!
SOMEDAY SOMEDAY YOU'LL CRY FOR ME LIKE I CRIED FOR YOU SOMEDAY YOU'LL MISS ME LIKE I MISSED YOU SOMEDAY YOU'LL NEED ME LIKE I NEEDED YOU SOMEDAY YOU'LL LOVE ME BUT... I WON'T LOVE YOU BACK SOMEDAY YOU'LL WANT ME BACK AND ILL TELL YOU TO KISS MY ASS!!!!!

Someone Who Needs Alot Of Love
I HAVE THIS GIRLFRIEND OF MINE,WHO I LOVE,BUT NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY,SHE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART,AND I FEEL SO MUCH PAIN,CAUSE SHE'S STRUGGLING,AND HAS A HARD TIME SEEING THAT THERE IS A BEAUTY INSIDE HER,I CARE AND DON'T WANT TO SEE HER HURT AGAIN, I WANT TO SEE HER MAKE IT THROUGH THIS,...THAT SHE HAS FRIENDS THAT WILL SUPPORT HER,SHE NEEDS ALOT OF LOVE AND HUGS,AND AS MUCH AS WE CAN GIVE,WE WILL GIVE IT TO HELP HER,...DON'T GIVE IN,DON'T GIVE UP MY DEAR FRIEND,... ---FOR MY SIS,HEIDI---

Sometimes...
Sometimes...it's so easy to walk away from people - people that at one point in time meant so fucking much to me. People I once talked to on a daily basis. People who made my day brighter just by being present, sharing their words, laughing with me. People who made it difficult to breath, as I couldn't always catch my breath by the awesome words falling out of their mouths...And, sometimes...I look back at some of our moments, read some of their words, listen to some of our songs, think about some of our laughs and...I smile, or I smirk or I laugh...and sometimes, I just want to cry...cause really...I miss them...

Something Silly
Something Silly you say, you want to laugh alright. Sit back put your feet up, get ready to hold on tight. Grab a soft drink or something heavy with a straw, lets hope the cards dont go by fast on the draw. A clown that frowns, or a bird that cracks up, oh now thats just down right out silly now get a cup. A few giggles, snirts with some laughs and hoots, hey look at the clown the one with the big boots. Watch him stumble about, he looks funny, becareful of that on the ground it may not be money. What did u step in, eww its melted gum, see how them people slip, they may fall on their bum. Oh look how cute, that dog looks like its dancing, wow that pony is moving around like its prancing. Something silly you? A laugh to brighten your day.

Sometimes....
Last night I was in my car driving back from Chris’ job and for the first time in a long time I turned on the radio. None of the “regular” stations I had programmed were playing anything good so I put it on La Nueva Mega. Anyway I guess that’s the times I find myself being Puerto Rican and actually understanding what’s being said. Those are some dirty ass old men. LOL But what’s worse is I also found myself jamming to a song they were playing. Times like that I want to know who sings them so I can go get the CD. When I heard…. “¡Eso fue el nuevo de Ricky Martin!” I almost had a car accident.

Some New Cd's We Bought...joss Stone, Kings Of Leon, And Amy Winehouse
ONce again you'll have to look up the titles, but they are the newest releases from these artists. I am technologically retarded enough to avoid downloading music, and I still buy the cd's, because somethimes there are gems on there that make the cd, but the world will never hear. Kings of Leon----The new release from these guys, I'll be honest, I've listened to about 20 times, and I don't think they're as great as the reviewers say. Granted, I do like their sound, but I get the feeling that if Fugazi and Neil Young ever had a child, its name would be Kings of Leon. Some of they vocals seem disjointed from the band, like he's singing a whole different song. I like the simplistic feel of the band. They make me feel that I could play these songs, and quite quickly. And there is a fuzzy sound that I love. Sometimes the bass, sometimes the guitar. The vocals fit the band, raw, but listenable. I give it a 6 out of 10 Joss Stone---I love Joss Stone's voice, very soulful, v

Some Quotes About Men....
All men hear is blah, blah, blah, blah, SEX, blah, blah, blah, FOOD, blah, blah, blah, BEER. -- Dennis Leary He was so mean it hurt him to go to the bathroom. -- Britt Ekland (on Rod Stewart) A hard man is good to find. -- Mae West See, the problem is that God gives men a brain and a penis, and only enough blood to run one at a time. -- Robin Williams

Something I Wrote....
I write most of these stuff....when it pops into my head..unless I specifically say its a copy and paste thing..... Looking in your heart, I see the sorrow and pain, The way it tears into it, Ripping and shredding. Then, like a soothing balm, Love and care, Spread their calm, Repairing the damage done. The wounds heal, But the scars prevail. Making you stronger as the days go by. At times the journey of life, Presents itself with its twists and turns, Its ups and downs, Bending and sliding, Rough and smooth. With each the wounding and the scarring occur. So let me take your hand, And be your friend, For as how you are my calm, I will be the balm of love and care.

Sometimes...
Sometimes... when you cry... no one sees your tears. Sometimes... when you are in pain... no one sees your hurt. Sometimes... when you are worried... no one sees your stress. Sometimes... when you are happy... no one sees your smile - - - - - - - - - - But FART!! just ONE time... And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of those heart-touching stories!

Sometime
Sometime in life, you find a special friend Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop, Someone who makes you believe that, There really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that, There really is an unlocked door Just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship…

Sometimes, You Even Prove Yourself Wrong
I don't know why, but I find myself becoming more and more reclusive as time goes on. I can still remember when I was a "social butterfly" and I loved to go out with groups of people and have fun. Now, I hate being around people and I find myself being a bit elitist about who I talk to. I spend a lot of time with Cait, she's one of the few people I can stand one a regular basis. I get annoyed with even my best friends lately. I haven't been online near as much as I used to, and when I am I tend to hide either invisible or behind an away message. I can't really name a timeframe for when my thought process shifted, for when I suddenly became this anti-social creature, more content to sit at home or go get coffee with one person. I suppose it was a gradual thing, just over time I became exasperated with society in general. I mean, a person can only handle so much before they snap. A woman in the movie will only listen to the guy lie so many times before she gives up and leaves. I guess

Somethin On My Mind One Day
Why does life feel like this? Why do people say they care, and when your down they're no where around?Your voice I hear and its a soothing sound,Where did you go? You said you'd always be there but why am I here alone?What did I do so wrong to make you hate me?All I wanted to do is make you happy.so now Im left to pick up the pieces of my broken heart, and its a bitch get my life to a start...All I wanted was you, now Im left to find something new... Will I ever be loved again? Will I ever be happy? What do I do with this cold heart you left me?

Some Of My Favorite Quotes!!!
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*SOME OF MY FAVORITE QUOETS THAT HELP ME GET BY IN THE WORLD... ALSO CAUSE SOME OF THEM ARE TRUE ABOUT HOW LIFE HAS BEEN FOR ME AS WELL!!!*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ "Good Brings Good, and Bad brings Bad!" - My Father Shyt Happens, Life Goes on" - Me "Life Goes on, no matter if your life is tattered and you can't fix what went wrong... life goes on! The matter in your life is tattered, your a hook in your own theme song.... Life goes on! Your a fighter but the grip is tighter and you know that you can't stand long... Life goes on! Oh itz gonna get brighter (life goes on) Oh itz gonna get brighter (life goes on!" - Pigeon John "Remember there's nothing better then a good lie ingredients of pretend loyalty and integrity with a potent mixture of false compassion and you have the perfect recipe for a friend who abandons you when you need them at your side!!!:):):)" - Me "Mind over matters what matters you gotta try to climb over gather the data, take the time, find out a

Something Silly....from S'1 Who Is Silly!!
A man woke up every morning and passed gas. After about eight or nine years of marriage, his wife finally said, if you fart any more, you'll fart your guts out. Being a butcher, the wife decided to put pig scraps in his pants so he would wake up, and not do it anymore. She put the scraps in his pants that night. He woke up in the morning and went across the hall to the bathroom. Two long hours later, he came out and stated, honey, you were right about me farting my guts out BUT WITH THE GRACE OF THE DEAR LORD AND THESE TWO FINGERS. I GOT THEM BACK IN THERE.

Some Damn Quiz
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Whips83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage83%Blind Folds58%Biting58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Someone Send Me This Poem Very Sad :{
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while,

Some Boy
Why does loving you Kill me so much I miss the days Where you were in my life When I could call you my friend I trusted you with my hurt I gave you everything That meant the most to me And for a bit I had a piece of you Something that I could call mine But that all changed You just rip it all out Not even thinking about me And now I don’t know Were we stand I still want to be your friend But yet I fell like You don’t care enough About me just to tell me That you don’t want to be friends And un-till that day comes I will always care about you I will always wander how things Could have been If you just stayed in my life But I don’t need you anymore I meet someone new Someone who know how To treat me right Someone who made me Trust in men once more He was able to put All the piece’s of my broken hurt Back together And he wont let them Ever break again

Sometimes I Want To Give Up
Sometimes I want to just give up on this whole thing with Teddy. But then last night Rose called me. She knew something wasn't right. As in I hadn't eaten anything and was trying to go to bed without it. She called to check in on me and I told her that I hadn't ate yet and was trying to go to bed and she told me to go eat so I did. Now mind you that wasn't because of Teddy. I just simply wasn't in the mood to eat you know. Yes it's been 1 week and two days and I miss the boy like crazy. But Rose said he's slammed with classes. Like seven a day. He's simply wearing himself down. I love Teddy with all my heart but...I'm worried about his well being too. Rose also said he has a few surprises up his sleeve and she won't tell me which is a good thing. Cause I tested her last night. :) I failed. She passed. *laughs* Anyways I'm going to go. I have to go to work very soon.

Some Fuckin' Survey
More fun from the greatness that is Rhine'-land 1. Who were you with Friday night? The wife and the cats 2. What woke you up this morning? my alarm clock playing Mojo Nixon 3. Where are you? The computer lab at work 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? probably, since its Friday. 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? yup, my wife. at least twice so far. 6. When was the last time you cried? Don't remember, probably about a week ago or so. I cry pretty easily. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? Watching the Colbert Report on TiVo. 10. What were you doing at midnight? Sleeping 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? NOPE 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? I guess I am skipping lunch... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? my family of choice, and some of blood. 15. Where would you like to live? here in SD. 16. What kind of home would you like? Hmm. Lots of trees. kind of cave-like. a sunny spot

Some Facts About The 1500s
Next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be.... Here are some facts about the 1500s: - Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. - Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children--last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it-hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." - Houses had thatched roofs--thick straw, piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the dogs, cats and other small animals (mice rats, and bugs lived in the roof. When it rained it became sl

Some Fuckin Survey
More fun from the greatness that is Rhine'-land 1. Who were you with Friday night? the bf & my daughter 2. What woke you up this morning? my alarm clock blaring 3. Where are you? puter in my bedroom 4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? hopefully, since its Friday. 5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? bf this morning, my daughter tonite 6. When was the last time you cried? almost did today.. did last sat. 7. What were you doing at 10 last night? watching tv zoned out in bed 10. What were you doing at midnight? tossing and turning in bed 12. Ever thrown up from a roller coaster or an amusement park? NOPE 13. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW? possibilities... 14. Would you take a bullet for anyone? my daughter definately.. maybe a few others 15. Where would you like to live? atl 16. What kind of home would you like? contemperary... modern.. lots of convenience.. but comfy 17. What do you want to be when you grow up? secure in mys

Some Special Wishes From My Heart...
May today and every day of your life bring you fresh hopes for tomorrow - because hope gives all of us our reason for trying. May each new day bring a feeling of excitement, joy, and a wonderful sense of expectation. Expect the best, and you'll get it. May you find peace in simple things, because those are the ones that will always be there. May you remember the good times and forget the sorrow and pain, for the good times remind you of how special your life has been. May you always feel secure and loved, and know you are the BEST. May you experience all the good things in life - the happiness of realizing your dreams, the joy of feeling worthwhile, and the satisfaction of knowing you've succeeded. May you find warmth in others expressions of love and kindness, smiles that encourage you, and friends who are loyal and honest. May you realize the importance of patience and accept others for what they are. With understanding and love. you'll find the good in ever

Some Funny Shit....lol
1) What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? > > A whore sleeps with everybody at the party; A bitch > > sleeps with everybody at the party except you. > ____________________________________________ > > 2) What's the difference between love, true love, and > showing off? > > Spitting, swallowing, and gargling. > > ________________________ > > 3) What's the difference between a Catholic wife and a > Jewish wife? > > A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. > ____________________________________________ > > > 4) What makes men chase women they have no intention > of marrying? > > The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have > no intention of driving. > ____________________________________________ > > > 5) What is the biggest problem for an atheist? > > No one to talk to during orgasm. > ____________________________________________ > > > 6) What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a > horse's ass? > > A mechanic. > ____

Sometimes.......................
Sometimes so many things just weight you down and its almost overwhelming....One of those weight of the world things....this person pressures u for this and another person pressures you for that and so on and so forth...then eventually ur holding so much ur gonna break.....YESSSSSS I know I sound like a big whiney girl but HEY i need to vent somewhere right! BTW for anyone interested Im doing better from my surgery..Healing everyday..I did rip my incision open almost 2 inches BUT im doing ok..sore as hellllllll but ok! I still cant do a whole lot but im trying to keep things in order........OKKKKKK Next issue.....People who want to live in a DAMN soap opera....I dont need it leave it @ the door and GROW UP!!! I dont thrive on the drama like some do its not something I want to deal with If i wanted drama Id be one of the looney chics on Days of Our Lives or something...Honestly isnt it easier to ignore someone or kill em with kindness than to play Episode ???? of Days of Our lives?? Yea

Something On Yur Head Contest Is On
my contest is back on i wanna see something on yur head a hat a helmet a wig a bandana yur panties anything snap a pic or send me a message or link hell even make a funny hairdo for prizes more bucks i get from u the more prizes u get for 1st 2nd and 3rd and last place will get something contest will start when i get enuff people i will let u all know

Something Nice By My Friend Straffe...
Heavenly Night It was very cold and dark outside, with only the stars brightly shining through the patchy clouds. A trip to the local supermarket was the last thing I wanted to do, but was a necessity if I wanted to eat tonight. I look down the dreary avenue and realize I am only about a block from the Hotel. I lower my eyes and keep walking. Reaching the Hotel door I get lucky and catch a young man going out with his friends. As they walk out the door, and let it swing close I catch it with my foot, and flip it open. I breathe a sigh of relief and walk into the brightly lit and warm lobby. Its only then I realize my hands, ears, and nose are completely numb from the blistering cold. I get to the elevator and take it to the eighth floor. As the door opens I step out and turn right, only a few doors down on the left is my room. As luck would have it, the grocery bag in my arms, is starting to tear at the weak seams and is becoming even more cumbersome then they already were afte

Someday
Someday! You said you almost love me And I desired to hear more For fear that inch between what you feel And love might never meet. I waited for your love to approach To hear what I needed to hear, But on and on it never did arrive My dreams were darkened with doubt. We laughed and sang together As the days passed on in turn The secrets held within your heart Was not for me to learn. Suddenly things seemed to change My heart could feel the chill Emptiness stood just outside Waiting for the kill. That night you found it complicated To look into my eyes I knew the end was very near I'd soon hear your good byes. Good bye is what I heard My love, my life Everything was gone Why me? Written by: Snuggles01

Some Funny Jokes...
An Australian tourist was sitting at the bar in an Irish pub when all of a sudden a guy yelled out "Number 47!", and all the other drinkers started laughing. A few minutes later another guy yelled out "Number 77!, and again everybody laughed. The Australian thought this was a bit odd, so he asked the barman what was going on. The barman said, "Well, it's like this - these people have been drinking here for years, and they all tell the same jokes. So a couple of years ago we decided to give each joke a number, and now when someone starts telling a joke, if you think you know what it is you call out the number and if people think it's a funny joke they will laugh." The Aussie thought he'd give this a try. He waited until it was quiet and then stood up and shouted "Number 88!" and everybody laughed loudly and hysterically for ten minutes or more. People were falling over and crying with laughter. The pub was in uproar. The Aussie said to the barman, "So tell me, why did they laug

Sometimes
Sometimes when it hurts so bad it's a feeling that is true. No matter how much you smile, Theres nothing you can do. The feeling makes your eyes drip drops of your missing love. There has to be a way back in, with the one that you dream of. You try to drown the thoughts of past,and put the bottle to your head You think that you can drink enough to drink this feeling dead If you take a day of thought you'll realize the hurt is good. Its good to know you can actualy love another so much. And the stories in the movies sound nothing like loves touch. It can hurt, it can sooth, and it can even make you change. Having no regrets with your decisions, your life you rearrange. Sometimes when it hurts so bad it's a feeling that

Some Help Please!!!!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544512&i=179417400 COPY AND PASTE THE LINK ABOVE AND HELP ME OUT IF YOU CAN I AM IN THE BIG PIMPEN GIFT GIVEAWAY.. I NEED 15000 TO WIN THE PORSHE!! I ONLY HAVE 8 COMMENTS SO FAR!! WHERE IS THE LOVE FROM MY FANS AND FRIENDS? ANYWAY IF YOU GET A CHANCE please help!!!!!!

Something One Should Know...
Your Birthdate: January 2 You may watch someone from afar before you finally decide to make your move. It takes a long time for you to develop an attraction to someone. Generally, you prefer to pick who you love. Anyone who tries to rush you is in for some heartache. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, and 29th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Something To Look Forward To
Lately I have been missing my friends from home quite a bit, just don't feel like I have made a connection with anyone here yet that gets me. Which is ok, when you have great friends (even if 3500 miles away) I still feel loved :) Some good stuff to look forward to though - this weekend I am going to spend the weekend with my friend Iris, I am super excited to see her. Its been since September since I have seen her, not sure what we will be doing but anything will be good! Then the next weekend my best friend Amy is coming over from Oregon to see me, she is the first one to come over and see us here in Maine! I am so very excited about that! Then in July my younger sister Sarah is going to be here for a little over a week to spend time with me! It will be good to see some of the people I care the most about! That's it for now

Some Goodies And A Request
(Repost) News & Observer Article (EXCELLENT Article!) http://www.newsobserver.com/105/story/569006.html Bucky, Rocky and the band onstage at the KTOM concert in Monterey http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoID=2025365161 If you haven't seen the pretty sight of Bucky's cd sitting atop the Country Billboard chart.. take a look http://billboard.com/bbcom/charts/chart_display.jsp?g=Albums&f=Top+Country+Albums Bucky's video will be in CMT Power Picks on 4/30, 5/2 and 5/4 starting at Noon EST http://www.cmt.com/shows/dyn/cmt_power_picks/series.jhtml If you haven't joined the UNofficial street team, we can always use more people. It is an email group but we try not to flood your inbox too bad. If you are interested... join up :) http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/Bucky_Covington_Street_Team/ Bucky's first single has finally hit top 20 on the Mediabase radio airchart. Now is the time we have to request HARD at all our local stations

Sometimes I Wonder Why?
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY WE WERE BORN ,WHY WE WERE PUT ON EARTH,WHY DOES BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE,WHY DO WE DIED,WHAT HAPPENS AFTER WORDS ,WILL WE EVER SEE FAMILY OR JUST BE BURIED UNDER A BUNCH OF DIRT,WILL PEOPLE REMEMBER HOW U WERE TO THEM,THE GOOD THINGS YOU DID FOR THEM,SOMETIME I GET THOUGHTS AND WONDER WHY,WHY WOULD A FATHER HATE HIS ONLY SON CAUSE HE HAS LONG HAIR,OR SOMETIMES U DONT SEEM TO FIT IN SOCIETY NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO,SOMEDAYS I WISH I WOULD OR COULD UNDERSTAND THINGS,SOMEDAYS LIFE IS SO CONFUSING

Some How Found, Some How Lost
Some how found, some how lost Finally found what I had lost I peace of myself dropped somewhere on the street of my past Trying to clean up what was a mess I realized this was a test a test of faith A test of strength Such a waste of time To come back to this place I could live with out my past as long as it doesn't corrupt my future. In this journey of life in this quest to find yourself you sometimes find Your own little hell a place for the forgotten and a place for the past, Sometimes you dig the hole to deep, Sometimes the walls are way to steep You can't escape from this place So you put on a different face now your someone else You have learned to fake to erase your face You âre a person not a clown You cannot fake reality In all these years this is all I have found I found what was wrong and I found what was right All in my past. All in my fight.

Something To Think About.......
So this is my horoscope for today. I looked at it for several minutes, which is something I never do. I seem to read them, laugh and discard them. this one stuck out to me though. Maybe it's because I am always in the gym and the physical aspect stuck to me...... not sure. Tell me what you all think about this. The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts.

Something I Did Learn And Remember
SOMETHING I DID LEARN AND REMEMBER IS NO MATTER HOW MUCH OF A BAD DAY I HAD I CAN COME ON CHERRY TAP AND ALWAYS HAVE NICE PROFILE COMMENTS WHICH MAKES ME SMILE,I AM AMAZE THAT PEOPLE TAKE THE TIME TO READ WHAT I WROTE,EVEN THO MOST OF YOU DONT KNOW ME U STILL TAKE THE TIME TO SAY HI OR READ WHAT I WROTE,WHICH MEANS ALOT TO ME,IT SUPRISES ME,OR U ADD ME AS A FRIEND,OUT OF ALMOST 900,000 U STILL TAKE TIME FOR ME,I TRY FOR A NEW IMAGE I COME OFF ANGRY,ACTAULLY IM VERY NICE PERSON,HARD WORKER,I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS,HECK I EVEN TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO COUNTRY DANCE ON THE WEEKENDS,ANYWAY I DONT WANT PEOPLE LOOKIN BACK AND SAYING WOW THAT COWBOY WAS REALLY A JERK,WISH I NEVER ADDED HIM AS A FRIEND,AND SO ON,I NOTICE I LOST FEW OF MY FRIENDS,WHICH I DONT ANYTHING TO SAY,ANYWAY IM STILL ME DOWN TO EARTH ME,THANKS FOR READIN

Somewhere New
Somewhere new No matter how many places you may have been, there is always somewhere new that you can go. No matter how many ideas you may have already explored, there is always something new to consider. Nothing can energize you in quite the same way as going to a place where you've never been before. Whether it is visiting a new physical place, considering a new concept, or making a new friend, each new experience adds much richness to life. When you seem to be stuck, and not making any progress, a change of scenery is one of the best gifts you can give yourself. Whether it is for fifteen minutes, a weekend, or a month, going somewhere new and different can get you moving forward again. It may seem like a waste of time to stop what you're doing and switch your attention to something else. Yet often, the best way to maintain your focus is to give that focus a rest for a while. By gaining a new perspective, you can re-connect in a powerful way with your purpose, y

Something For Everyone
IF YOU THINK LIFE IS MISSION,YOU ALLWAYS GO ON... IT,S NOT GUESTION OF BEST,BUT YOUR BEST... pRAY AND WORK-ORA ET LABORA.... I HAVE LOT OFF TO DO TODAY.THATS WHY I HAVE TO PRAY A LOT... BEST WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR ANOTHER PEOPLE, TO PRAY FOR THEM.. THE BIGGEST POWER OFF LIFE IS THANKS... MISTAKES IS ALLWAYS BIG THERE WHERE LOVE IS LITTLE... THOSE WHO BRING JOY ARE ONLYONES WHO GET THAT... YOU HAVE JUST THAT MUTCH WHAT DO YOU BELIVE... GOD LIVES THERE ,WHERE SOMEONE LET HIM IN... WE CANT DO NOTHING;WE HAVE TO FIRST GET SOMETHING... SHORTEST WAY AT PERSON TO PERSON IS SMILE... FOR THE PAST--THANK YOU FOR THE FUTURE--YES I LERAN IN LIFE TO FORGET LOTS OFF THINGS AND FORGIVE TO MYSELF..

Some People...
Some of my friends are worried that I will forgive my (soon-to-be-ex-) wife yet again and take her back.There is only ONE way that I would even CONSIDER it.She would have to answer one question to my satisfaction:"Why should I take you back?"I mean, I have ALWAYS been there for her. I have went without things I needed to give her things she wanted. I have never done anything to hurt her like she has done me. I am over halfway through my life, since American men die at around 76. (Heck, the men in my family usually have heart attacks in their forties.)I have no idea of an answer that'd get me to take her back. No answer at all...tag: infidelity, cheating, betrayal, cuckold, married life-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Some Beltane Info And Lore
Beltane (May Day) Lore by Maria Kay Simms Beltane Maypole Dancers Beltane, with its colorful Maypole Dance, is a favorite Pagan celebration, perhaps the most popular along with Samhain, its opposite point on the eight-spoked Wheel of the Year. As Samhain announces the onset of winter, Beltane heralds the onset of summer. Though Samhain, through its secular celebration of Halloween, seems to gain in mass-market popularity with each year that goes by, Beltane ("May Day") seems to have lost a bit of ground with the general public. That is sad, for it is a day of joy that should be shared. Earth has come to life again, with buds that we saw just appearing on trees and shrubs at Spring Equinox have turned to leaves and flowers. Even in places like Southern California where seasons are not so clearly evident as further north, Nature seems renewed and refreshed. Summer is just ahead-we can feel it, and are energized. I remember May Day well from the small Midwestern town where I gr

Somethin New
You Are Confident Sexy You're one sexy chica, and you know it. You've got the confidence to strut your stuff... And approach any man who happens to catch your eye. You may make a guys run away, but the true men will appreciate your moxie. What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

Something
::Broken Promises:: ::Forsaken Desires:: ::Shattered Soul:: ::Defiled Destiny:: ::Broken Dreams:: -= I am only what I am, and can not be what I am not. =- :: I needed no one. Only me. I wanted nothing, not even to breath :: :: Now all I want, is what I never knew I would need ::

Sometimes It Takes Me Awhile To Formulate More Clearly What's Bugging Me...
and we have lists being compiled because (in some cases) a friend of a friend told a friend, and people leaving the site eventually because people found their name and their link on the list, followed it, and started the CT-version (or just, well...) harrassing. This isn't "our site! Get lost, you!". So long as people are following the rules, it's everyone's site. Have a misunderstanding about definitions or rules, there are way too many other ways to handle them.

Sometimes
Sometimes I lie awake at night and pray that it's not true Staring at the ceiling hoping I'm not missing you Turn the blank pages on book that was never filled turning in my restless sleep on this love that was made of silk Sometimes I walk through the streets and pray that I'm not missing you Staring at the empty faces Knowing it's all the truth you can turn the blank pages of a book that's never filled turning in my sleep again on this love that we spilled Sometimes I wish I was already there trying to figure a way out staring at this barless cage wanting to scream and shout you can turn the pages we filled I swear it will tell our story I can't ever forget you I can't let our death hold the glory I swear it will never end I swear I won't walk away Can't you see this is just beginning Our story will never fade

Some Words Of Advice / Wisdom... Really Makes Ya Think...
- What Oprah had to say about men and relationships... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve.. then hell no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are NOT better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnan

Something I Was Feeling I Guess
People may come and People may go, Life is an ocean or so I say so! Waves of chaos all around, Holding my ears to block out the sound! The world as I know it is an enigma, Many times I just want to cringea! Many live lives filled with STRESS, I live a life that is such a MESS! The seasons are changing as am I, Sometimes I just want to Cry! As I open to the many things before me, What I see just totally bores me!

Something Other Than Human
I search for emotions but find nothingness I'm empty. Black hearted and numb. I have not searched for you yet you say I've found love. How can I possess that which I do not feel? I know you lie. The love you want from me does not exist. I would kill the love you have for me and laugh. I am something other than human. Once full of love and hope, all is dead in me now yet I live on. Turn away. There is nothing for you here. Cold darkness. No arms to warm you. No heart to love you. No ears to hear your lies. No eyes to cry for you. No lips to kiss you. No body to quiver for your touch. I am something other than human.

Some Biker Stuff (thanks Shawn)
some Biker stuff Four wheels move the body, two wheels move the soul. Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects the handlebars to the saddle. Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 60 mph! You start the game of life with a full pot O luck and an empty pot O experience...the object is to fill the pot of experience before you empty the pot of luck. If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as noontime bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. Riding faster than everyone else only guarantees you'll ride al

Some Thoughts Just Because
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen, But why only one heart? Because the other one was given to someone for us to find. Who are you to judge the life I live? I know im not perfect-and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers... make sure your hands are clean. Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe, and love as long as you live. Its better being brunette, brunettes have beauty and brains. You can only push a girl away for so long, until she walks out of your life on her own. So be careful and make sure this is what you want, because once she turns around

Some Schools Are Still Teaching The Trickle Down Theory Of Economics I Guess. .
Teacher denies student bathroom break during test POSTED: 10:56 a.m. EDT, May 4, 2007 MAGNOLIA, Ohio (AP) -- A sixth-grader who was denied permission to use the restroom while taking a state achievement test this week had an accident in class, and a school administrator blamed an overzealous teacher. The shame brought to the student, who had to urinate, was an unfortunate outcome of efforts to prevent cheating, said Sandy Valley Local Schools Superintendent David Janofa. "There are no words we could say. We feel horrible about this happening," he said. Bathroom breaks are permitted during the tests, which help determine school rankings and the state's annual report cards, said J.C. Benton, spokesman for the Ohio Department of Education. The state recommends having an adult supervisor -- but not the teacher administering the test -- escort students to and from the bathroom to make sure they aren't looking at books or notes. "We want to maintain the integrity and security of al

Sometimes
Sometimes when I am all alone I wonder how many times I have to be alone LOL.. I live for Saturday nights dancing and having fun, I live for my motorcycle.. the wind blowing threw my hair, I live for life.. why else are we put on this earth.

Some Thoughts
Hide myself behind locks door escaping the hatered that I feel escape the reality they they "so called life" strong will survive but the weak will parish Im nither strong nor weak but a walking corps just slowly wasling through life caught between the living an the dead damned by all an outcast on my own with no help determented to make it on my own to prove thoughts who douted me I lived this long I will survive

Sometime In The Next Hour And 20 Minutes A Contest For 1 Day Cherry Blast...
this is our sponsor for the 1 day blast contest at anytime...and shhhh he told me maybe 3 day..depending on how he feels...not only that but the sponsor runs 3 day 7 day and monthly blat contest almost every day..next contest 2 minutes ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP and new champion official bitch 1300 blueeyes 1300

Something Here For The Men To Think About
Well guys.. here think about this.. You know all those women you drool and pant over here. All those porn looking girlies that you follow around..Remember.. they look like this without their make up.. Would you follow them around if they look like these celebs without their make up? You're overlooking some really great girls because of it. Watch and learn.

Something I Wrote Up
The body was beautiful. Feminine, and wonderfully beautifully, gorgeous in its deathly repose. The long sable curls splayed angrily everywhere as the skin glittered with the soft silver slivers dusting over it. Long eyelashes didn’t move but looked like they were expected to. The high arched brows fit somehow perfectly with the thoughtlessly sublime plump, strawberry lips. A gentle slope to the graceful neck eventually gave way to the thrown arms attached with tiny delicate hands tipped by long shining nails. Upon her naked breasts, so carelssly round, in terrifyingly harsh red, blood dripping letters were the words, “this is love.” The hips seemed to meld with the virginal white tapestry keeping her modest. Legs as if shaped blissfully by the gods themselves came from the other side of the cloth and showed just another sign of the anger and pain that had wracked the body. The man looking her over shed his tears on her skin and quickly turned to leave. Having dark straight hair to cove

Some Of My Favorite Song Lyrics...part 1
Post-Mortem Bar by Zane Campbell When I cleaned out your room, I came to..the wall covered in your memories; but still it seemed like you were hovering over, still out there keeping an eye on me. *Chorus* We'll go down to the Post-Mortem Bar & catch up, on the years that have passed between us, & we'll tell our stories. Do you remember when the world was just like a carnival open every hour? If I could have one more day with you, the way you used to be. All the things I should've said, would pour out of me. We'll go down to the Post-Mortem Bar & catch up, on the years that have passed between us, & we'll tell our stories. Do you remember when the world was just like a carnival open every hour? I took a walk,didn't know which way I was going; but somehow or other I ended up here. When we said we'd meet again & I guess I was hoping; but the place had been closed down a while, it was all dark and bare. We'll go down to the Post-Mortem Bar & catch up,

Something Has Changed...hmmm
So, I woke up the other day and suddenly I realized everything was different. I was different. I see all of my actions in a new weird way. I am not so angry, and I'm not really the person I have been trying to be. I cant change the outcome of my life and it's not doing any good living in the past. A friend told me that I need to live for me, and think about what I need to do to make ME happy. That it's Angie time. I realized that I have forgotten what makes me happy because I have spent soo much time focusing on what I can not change, what makes me mad. I have spent too much energy and time trying to dislike certain people when I really have no reason to dislike someone without giving them a chance first. So for those of you I have been a bitch to, or disliked for no good reason I am sorry. Dont judge me by the mistakes I have made, but for the person I truley am. Anger clouds peoples judgement and makes us quick to show dislike. I am tired of being angry, and trying to change a situat

Someone Who Lives In Your Heart
Last Night, I dream that you were beside me It seemed so real, that I cried .. When you touched me, you are my angel.. And you've given me wings.. And I'll fly away with you wherever you go.. Cause you have filled my heart and you've captured my soul.. And baby I want you to know .. If there is one thing in this world I know is true.. It's the love I feel when I am thinking of you.. No ocean, no mountain can keep us apart.. Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All out hopes and our dreams are alive.. I will carry you with me through distance and time.. Nothing in this world can keep us apart.. No one can take away someone who lives in your heart.. And I know there is a million stars between us.. But they won't stop my longing.. To hold you and to kiss you.. How I love you.. And I'll find my way to you wherever you are.. Cause you are in my soul and you have got my heart.. And your love will carry me on .. If there is one thing in this

Some People Have No Heart
For those of you that don't me I have been trying to conceive for almost 6 years now...I am on fertlity meds for the second month praying they work.A so called friend called me today and said maybe you weren't meant to be a mom....I was crushed all i can do is cry and hubby is trying so hard to cheer me up but it's not working.....The good news that we got is my brother in law and his wife are expecting,she didn't want to tell me so i wouldn't be upset....I am so happy for them they are great parents to my two beautiful nieces and lost my nephew 3 years ago to complicated pregnancy...sorry guys had to vent a little....

Something To Think Strongly About
SOMETIMES WE MAKE CHOICES THAT WE ARE NOT SO PROUD OF. WHETHER IT IS MISTREATING SOME ONE, DRUGS, ALCOHOL, SEX OR YOURSELVES. SOMETIMES IT TAKES A REALLY GOOD FRIEND OR GOD TO SNAP YOU OUT OF IT! FOR EVERY TIME I PUT MYSELF ON A PEDDLESTOOL I NEED TO REMEMBER WHERE I CAME FROM AND KNOCK IT DOWN. AT TIMES I JUST GET SO CAUGHT UP. I REALLY WISH I WASN'T JUST HUMAN SOMETIMES. I PUSH MOST PEOPLE AWAY DUE TO BEING SCARED OF BEING HURT, BUT REALLY I'M A PEOPLE PERSON, SO HOW DOES THAT REALLY WORK LOL! HOW DO YOU STOP RUNNING FROM YOUR OWN FEARS? HOW DO YOU LET GO OF ANGER THAT CUTS YOU SO DEEP? I FEEL LIKE I AM IN A TUG-A-WAR AND I AM THE ROPE! WOULD SOME ONE JUST LAY ME ON THE GROUND AND LEAVE ME BE PLEASE! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY MORE! JUST LET ME LIVE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some More Information On Ra, Lupus, Treatment.
http://www.cancerbackup.org.uk/Treatments/Chemotherapy/Individualdrugs/Methotrexate This is my new drug I am taken called Methotrexate Chemo Theraphy. This is my medication I am taken but it can also treat RA not cure but remission and it can make your hair fall out I think he had to wait until my blood test where some what normal before he could do aggressive treatment like this. So, it can help my Lymphatic system which I think is where it all started there and my lungs and even other stuff. What is lupus? Lupus is a condition of chronic inflammation caused by an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune diseases are illnesses that occur when the body's tissues are attacked by its own immune system. The immune system is a complex system within the body that is designed to fight infectious agents, for example, bacteria, and other foreign invaders. One of the mechanisms that the immune system uses to fight infections is the production of antibodies. Patients with lupus produce abnor

Some Day You Will See And Understand....
Some day when it is too late and the greed has consumed you fully, will you realize then the gifts that you have lost. Selfishness, ignorance, greed, ego, have no place in this world. I see the most beautiful gifts that I have ever seen.....that in which you choose not to see. I am not the only one....although you think that as you twist the words that others speak to suit your "needs" that they are not seen as they were intended by others. Truly it is your loss then, one you will regret for the rest of your life.

Some Thoughts On Mother's Day
My Dad died in 1989. This is important for many reasons, but for this post, it's important because the day he died, my mother was in having her left breast removed due to cancer. If anyone would have had any idea that he was going to die that day, I'm sure she would have put off what she was having done. She was like that, always putting off what was important to her for the sake of anyone that happened to need her for anything. I know this to be true, because there were five of us kids that always needed something, and she always managed to find the time and the energy to take care of everything thrown at her. This was an amazing feat, not just because five kids are a handful, but because she also worked full-time in an General Motors iron pouring foundry. She was thrown into that situation in 1962, right after my father had his first heart-attack. He wasn't expected to live over 6 months, so she did what she had to do, and became one of the very first women hired at that place.

Sometimes
>S O M E T I M E S > > > >Sometimes... > >when you cry... > >no one sees your tears. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are in pain... > >no one sees your hurt. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are worried.. > >no one sees your stress. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are happy.. > >no one sees your smile. > > > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >But FART!! just ONE time... > > >And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of >those heart-touching stories! > > >Send this on to your friends and make them laugh. >

Sometimes, You Just Wish......
....that none of this ever happend at all but unfortunataly, it did. For those who must know....Jacob and I went to Italy in June of 2003; jacob was born in September 24th. He was in fact, 8/9 months old at the time of us living with my husband at the time, now ex husband. And at Christmas time, when jacob was just around 3 months old, we got to go to Italy for the first time to spend the holidays with him. And for those who think that jacob was not in his father's life before he turned one, had better think again...I have pictures of Jacob's first birthday party with all of us wishing him a "happy bday". Well, me, my ex and another good family, whom I dearly do miss. I am tired of all of the bickering and whinning about how my kids father will have to make certain changes in his life when he has another family to take care of too. You think I do not know that he has another family to take care of? Alls I ask for is that he take some time off; a week or two to spend time with hi

So Messed Up.
So last Friday as I was on my way to the bank after work, who do I see? Mikey. EMTing two streets away from my house. So I do literally about 75-80 MPH to turn and get back home. I parked the car in the driveway and went upstairs to get Amy. We ran down the street and he was still there. But. He was busy. So instead of just walking past him. Me and Amy stood across the street and watched. And let him go. That still hurts that I did that. It’s been 4 years.

Somewhere
Somewhere within the deafening silence of tomorrow I heard a shattering heart, shards of hope, scattered on the breeze, and within each glistening peice, was a crystaline teardrop, and within each tear, was a reflection of you... There never can be a tomorrow, without a yesterday, and yesterday is you.

Something I Really Want!
I found something that I really want, and I am really thinking about getting. http://vibraexciter.com/vibraexciter-how.htm This thing is so cool!!!! Tell Me What You Think? Just wanted to let ya'll know that I bought it finally....and I'll let ya'll know how it turns out!

Something To Know............
Oral sex linked to throat cancer Oral sex can cause throat cancer - 09 May 2007 - New Scientist Another excellent reason to get the HPV vaccine. People who have had more than five oral-sex partners in their lifetime are 250% more likely to have throat cancer than those who do not have oral sex, a new study suggests. The researchers believe this is because oral sex may transmit human papillomavirus (HPV), the virus implicated in the majority of cervical cancers. The new findings should encourage people to consistently use condoms during oral sex as this could protect against HPV, the team says. Other experts say that the results provide more reason for men to receive the new HPV vaccine.

Something To Meditate On
TEMPTATION IS ALL AROUND US ALL THE TIME. SOME OF OUR SINS ARE SKIN DEEP. IN FACT MAJORITY OF OUR SINS ARE SKIN DEEP. IT IS SO EASY TO SAY," LET GO AND LET GOD!" BUT MOST OF US STRUGGLE WITHIN WITH THAT. OUR HUMAN FLESH WANTS TO BE IN CONTROL. INSTEAD OF LETTING GOD HAVE CONTROL. WE NEED TO LEARN TO TRULY SEE. TAKE THE SCALES OFF OF OUR HEARTS AND EYES. THE EYES CAN BE SO DECIEVING TOO EASILY. THE SPIRIT WITHIN IS TOO MESSED UP. TIME TO STOP MEDITATING ON ANGER, BEFORE YOU HURT YOURSELF OR SOME ONE ELSE THAT YOU LOVE! THE EYE IS THE LAMP OF THE BODY. SAME DEVILS, DIFFERENT PLACE. SAME DEVILS, DIFFERENT FACE. THERE IS A REASON WE ARE ALL BORN. HOPEFULLY YOU FIND YOUR REASON. LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!

Something To Think About
Judge me, please!!! — Thursday, May 10, 2007 originally written on tagworld. There's all sorts of people saying don't judge me, blah blah blah. But hey, I'm goimg with the opposite on here. Judge me, critisize me, critique me. Tell me all the things you think are wrong with me, or I could improve on. Especially if you have ideas on how I can improve. I may not actually follow everyone's suggestions, or change due to anyone's critisisms, but atleast I will be enlightened by them. And I will have that choice to change if I want to. Where as, if I don't know, then I don't have that choice. It gives me more freedom knowing stuff I could do if I so wanted to. Honest critisism gives people freedom. A long time ago, I had only one page. It had lots of stuff on it, and took forever to load. It froze people's computers up. Then one day, someone left me a comment saying it might be better if I made more than one page. I could still have all my stuff, but

Some Things The World Gave
Days of loneliness Of being lost inside oneself Just when all seemed forever dark A butterfly landed on my arm Sunlight dappled Through the leafy canopy above A crack, a rustle, heart pounding. I turned to see my fear was actually my friend. Black clouds rolling Through an ominous sky I walk the beach, searching; There, a boat, home safe once again

Some Quizzes
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet88%Soft75%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet25%Awkward0%Shy0%

Some People
I came accross a profile that I thought looked interesting, as you do, http://cherrytap.com/user/752375 So I rated it, Fanned it, commented it with this Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com and added as a friend. This is what I got in return in my shout box. Imzadi : thanks, really don't like pics of sluts on my page though (Check out her profile pic) This is only said in jest after this comment! Imzadi : you also didn't send a message with your friend request, not sure why you want to add me Me ->Imzadi : sorry Hun no offense meant Imzadi : it's a nice pic except for the chick Imzadi : so why do you want to add me? Me ->Imzadi : just trying to be friendly Me ->Imzadi : isn't that what this place is about? Imzadi : well I don't add people just for the hell of it Me ->Imzadi (An...: well f**k off then I'm sorry but, I'm here to have some fun and a few giggles. What is this womans problem? It's not like I'm asking to have my wi

Some Times Life Passes You By
This story is not mine but I relate to it very much IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She de

Somethin I Like
Real Live Woman Don't by the lines in magazins that tell me what I gotta be Don't base my life on movie screen Don't fit the mold the same as planned Don't need to be 19 years old Or starve myself for some weight I'm told To turn mens heads....been down that road And I thank God I'm fine with just who I am I aint a movie star, They never see the veiw fom where they are And this old town may be as far as I'm goin' But what he'll hold tonight in his hands Swear there's so much better than Anything this old world can show me I'm a real live woman In love with this man I see lying here next to me Lost in the way that he's holden This real live woman In the arms of a man where I fall asleep Nowing there's nothing on earth he love more than This real live woman I work 9-5 and I can't relate To millionaires who somehow fait Has smiled upon a fortune made Their common lives a better place to be I no longer justify The reasons for the way that I behave Offer no ap

Some New - Novità (post In Two Languages English And Italian)
Hi girls and guys, friends and fans...hope you all are doing good. I'm writing 'cause I just added to my profile a guestbook on which I wish to see almost all of you soon and I added also a slideshow with some of my creations...I would like to know what do you think about my work. Be safe, be happy, hope to talk to ya soon. C YA! Per gli amici che parlano italiano: Ciao spero che stiate tutti bene. Scrivo questo post perchè ho appena aggiunto al mio profilo un guestbook sul quale spero di vedervi tutti, ed ho aggiunto anche uno slideshow con alcune delle mie creazioni visive...mi piacerebbe sapere cosa ne pensate. State bene, siate felici, spero di sentirvi presto. Ciàh!

Somethiong To Think About
OK everyone, this is my first blog ever, so i hope i do this right lol. Ok everyone is always talking about the war on terror, and how important it is for us to fight it. I can understand that to the fullest degree and i support our troops 100%. I was in the military myself, but what i do not understand is this...our military intelligence divisions, two words that go against each other all the time, know exactly were the terrorist training camps are at. They also know where all the key players are at. If terrorists are truely the target of our fighting men and womens objectives then send them to those areas of the world, let then do what they were trained to do, and bring them home. I do not know about anyone else out there, but i have lost 14 good friends in this "war on terror" and i say enough is enough. Hell if it was up to me, i would let the people in the middle east solve there own problems and take care of the problems here at home first. how can the government sit there and s

Sometimes U Just Have To Mention Something..
I would like everyone that is a RAWR member that wants to remain a RAWR member to respond to me by email by this evening. Whomever I don't recieve an email from by the end of the night, is out of RAWR. NO EXCEPTIONS. It's nothing personal against any one person but this is for the best interest of the family. RAWR stands for READY ALWAYS WHEN REQUESTED, not READY WHEN I FEEL LIKE BOMBING. We have a major contest coming up and I really need to know who I can count on. It has gotten to the point where I have 0 patience for any member that is just sitting there with their thumb up their ass. If you don't want to be a suportive member and act like a damn family, then you know where the door is. We will be more than happy to give your number to someone that is actually willing to help when called upon. It isn't fair to the members of RAWR that actually do take their time to help. As of right now I can honestly count on one hand just how many of you have actually helped when called

Some One
Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is where I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Some One 1
So often when I am embracing you, It seems that you exist in this world only because of me and I exist because of you. It's not easy to wander in this world and not lose one's way, but the greatest happiness of all is in giving joy to one's beloved. And if the king can have his throne, and if the bird can have his Spring nest, and God can have his heaven, then I, my sweetheart, I can have you!

Some One 2
You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much.

Some One 3
Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

Something Id Like To Share With You...
i dont really share much about who i am or what i am unless i know you and i trust you, but i feel like i have to share this right now. when i was 14, the first time i fell in love, her name was sarah, we hung out all the time, it was something else... but, she was also addicted to heroin, and when me and her got together, i vowed to her mom that i would get her off of it. and i did, for a few months, i went to rehab with her, made sure she took her medicine to help.... had her cleaned up. one day we were getting ready at my friends house for a party, i left her in the bedroom for 15 minutes to help my friend in the backyard with the beer and ect... well when i came back, she was slumped over on the bed... with the needle in her arm, her eyes glassy, the vision so vivid in my mind today... she died in my arms on the way to the ER... 15 years old, drug overdose... her mom blamed me said it was my fault cuz i was going to get her off of it, and that i was a failure, and i wasnt allow

Some One 5
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

Some One 6
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Something We Realy Dont Think About
Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave him for another. He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. The King's 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife. Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her! One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of his luxurious life and wondered, I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I'll

Someone Wants To Be Your Friend...
You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute someone is very proud of you someone is thinking of you someone cares about you someone misses you someone wants to talk to you someone wants to be with you someone hopes you aren't in trouble someone is thankful for the support you have provides someone wants to hold your hand someone hopes everything turns out all right someone wants you to be happy someone wants you to help them someone is celebrating your successes someone wants to give you a gift someone think you ARE a gift someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot someone w

Something For Thought
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at Virginia Tech? Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stam P, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99

Sometimes We Need To Be Reminded About The Simple Things In Life
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.... BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOE

Sometimes
Sometimes I get insane and mad, Sometimes I wanna fly away on my own. I wish things never had to turn out so bad, Cause I wouldn't regret all I have ever known. Sometimes I don't know all the answers, Sometimes I don't even listen to reason. I've given everything I have to higher powers, Hoping they can show me the way to move on. Sometimes I feel like a heartbroken child, Sometimes I wanna sleep and never wake up. Everyday I look back and think for a while, And continue to think nothing I did was enough. Sometimes I think that everyone else was right, Sometimes I recall all the things I have done. I'll just sit in a corner and gaze into the night, Wondering if you're all right while I am alone. Sometimes I wish I didn't say those things I did, Sometimes I wanna pick up the phone and hear you. I don't know if you will be on the other end, So I'll put the phone down and miss the love I knew.

Some Stupid Dumbass
What kind of dumb ass would rate my Irish Flag pic NSFW??? That is about fucking retarded. There is no way that, that pic is anywhere close to NSFW, all it shows is my heritage. If you don't fucking like it then don't look at my pics.I've had SO MANY PEOPLE rate it a 10. So to the person or persons that did this well you can FUCK right off. and one day We will rise again and you will be first on our list!

Sometimes
Sometimes you just have to use someone's words to describe how you feel........ Black then white are all i see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see. as below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines. Black then white are all i see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see there is so much more and beckons me to look thru to these infinite possibilities. as below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind. Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reach

Something Witty Before I Sleep...
So I heard the funniest joke today I thought I'd share it for a giggle.. it was something about the size of a pickled pecker..pepper.. penis.. pickle.. ahh hell I already blew it. *grin* this joke is trademarked by myself :P

Someday,...
When the mysteries of human genetics are unraveled, and genetic alteration becomes more proven and viable, some scientist will petition to open the grave of either Ron Jeremy of John Holmes for the good of mankind.

Someone Help With Advice
I feel like I ma the one that is a whore. When I met my wife, we fucked 4 times that first night. Befroe we had kids it was oral, anal, handjobs, kissing , rubbing, making love,, "red river" sex, and my favorite, FUCKING. ever since the kids, she never seems interested in me, or interested in sex period. What do I say to her? I love her, but I can no longer jerk off and pretend that I am with a woman. I think I want to fuck other women....NOT MAKE LOVE, BECAUSE i KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. I want to have sex...dammit. and altho she is my wife , and things are real bad, it just does not fell the same emotionally when we have sex. Our time has gone from 20-20 times a month, to just 3 -5 times a month. I hardley get oral sex anymore, ALTHO I MAKE SURE I AM WORKING HER OVER WITH MY MOUTH EVERYTIME WE LIE TOGETHER! What do I say to her.............."hey , can I sleep with someone else?" SOMEONE HELP ME

Someone Help Me Out Here
When you have been antisocial for so long, how do you learn to communicate again? It has only been in the past 3 years that I have started socializing and trying to venture out on my own, how does one learn to communicate when the only "thing" you talked to for years was your cat and your pillow?? I need help before I piss off everyone I care about!

Some Stuff You Might Dig....
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Some Real Ass Shit
I should start being more selfish. For years I've been everyone's friend, confidant, guardian, protector, etc but rarely have people asked me: "What can I do for you? What do you need?" Or have told me: "I appreciate you," "Take a break." So real talk fuck that shit. What you gone do for me?

Sometimes
Sometimes, I remember First date, First kiss, First love. The Passion of it, The Fierceness of it, The Exhilaration of it, The Smell of it. The Caring talks, The Pillow talks The Need to talk, The Want to listen. The Holding of hands, The Caresses of face, The Gentleness of spirit, The Desire to just be. Sometimes, I remember, The Disappointment The Destroying words The Defeating attitudes. How did we go from love biting to backbiting? I don't honestly remember. When did we go from caring to cruelty? I guess we didn't care enough. Sometimes, I realize, This, Was going to happen, Had to happen, Has happened. Sometimes, Thinking of, Someone else tasting your skin, Knowing your heart, Breaks my heart with joy.

Some How
Life is crazy and sometimes mean Words of love is hard to find When I'm with you I lose control But somehow you don't seem to mind I look into my heart and try to see Where life will lead me with you I don't know what the future holds But somehow it seems that you do I look into your eyes and see your soul Wondering what you see in mine Are we dedicated or will this end But somehow you know everything is fine I can't seem to find the words If only my heart could tell the tale Maybe my mind would step aside But somehow you can always tell I say to you my love is for you You repeat the words I love you too I wish my actions could tell you more But somehow you already knew.

Some Funny Ha Has
Man: Is there any way for long life? Dr: Get married. Man: Will it help? Dr: No, but the thought of long life will never come. ********* Why do couples hold hands during their wedding? It's a formality just like two boxers shaking hands before the fight begins! ********* Wife: Darling today is our anniversary, what should we do? Husband: Let us stand in silence for 2 minutes. ********* It's funny when people discuss Love Marriage vs Arranged. It's like asking someone, if suicide is better or being murdered ********* It is difficult to understand GOD . He makes such beautiful things as women and then he turns them into Wives ********* If u r married please ignore this MSG, For everyone else: Happy Independence Day ********* Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he'll fall asleep before you finish. ********* There's a way of transferring funds th

~* Some People !!!! *~
Some people just push my damm buttons and piss me right the hell off, to were if i could reach miles away i would just smack the hell out of them and asked then what they are thinking...I swear i dont understand why ppl are so dumb and so rude to others i know some arent raised that way. But hey what do i know i can say least i dont treat people that way least im respectfull enough to tell ppl what i think and not beat around the damm bush and treat them with rudeness... I mean damm its not hard to do really to treat people nice....i guess its just differnt people really but i can say that wont ever be me and if i ever become that way someone tell me to get back in check ..... Now on another note : Love is a grand thing with all the things that its blessed with.. the calming voices for one another the love for each other.... the always there for each other .... the always there when ur sad or happy the one to share all the thoughts with ... im glad i have my love thats always th

Sometimes
She sometimes wake in the deepest part of the night,hoping to reach out and pull him into her arms.Holding him vlose to her beating heat. It brings tears to her eyes when she realizes that they can"t be together night. She can't help, but think that life is some what like a game of poker, We've been dealt a bad hand... Were the cards that don't go together...Some may call it fate,some may call it destiny,her love, but she has to believe whats meant to be is out of her hands and her control. Even those this maybe true,for a little while she was blessed with an angel in the cards,that was dealt by the lord himself.

Something That Bugs Me
I am having issues today. I would make a mumm but the mumm people are mean. So here it is. It may be a ME thing cuz i have issues. Do you men all like chicks who shave off thier eyebrows and paint them on? I think it looks scarey. I was blessed with nice eyebrows but it just looks weird to me. So is it sexy?

Someone Please Help Me Out..
i accidently gave someone a 1 and i didnt mean too.but i didnt know that it happened.i would like to change it.i just checked the pic to see why they gave me a 1 and realized i had a 1 on theres.i thought i clicked the 10.didnt mean for it to be a 1.if i would have put a 1 which i have never done before i would have told you why.leo78lion is the person.if someone could tell him for me id be greatful for it.thanks for the help.i feel awful for it.

Some Gave All
I changed my song. Normally not a big deal. I change my song a lot. But today, the song I chose has a deeper, sadder meaning. Those of you who've been reading my random blogs know that I put together a care package last week for my friend Brad in Afghanistan. He got it yesterday and loved it. He even called this morning to tell me all about it and what a hit it was with the guys. Lots of letters from home, tons of candies, etc... What's not to like? This afternoon I got a text message to my phone...I have my yahoo messenger set to forward to my phone just for him. He told me he was upset. It turns out that one of his buddies from Tech School was just reported KIA today. For those of you that don't know what that means...it means Killed In Action. Last I knew, Mendez was stationed in Japan. Apparently he got deployed to Iraq for a while. He and I had been myspacing a little bit because we found common ground after Brad introduced me to him and Gibson. They were the

Something I Wrote When I Was A Teenager
The woman in my dreams sits in a rocking chair on her front porch. You can see the pain and sorrow etched on her face. You can see the hurt in her eyes. Tears stream down her face as she thinks of a youth gone and past. They are not tears of happiness. You can tell. The raw pain screams out at you with every wet droplet that falls. She never says anything, just sits there and endlessly rocks. Only one person comes to see her and that is me. I walk to her and hold her gnarled hand. I have cried with and yet I never understand why. I never ask her for her name because deep down I know it. She always looks the same to me. Her long grey hair flows around her face and body. I can feel her sorrow as if it is my own. It pierces my heart with a white hot blade. It tears into me until I feel like screaming out in pain. Is she doing this to me so I can feel the hardships she has had in her life? Doesn't she realize how much I already feel her anger? Her face haunts me ever

Something New
I feel the day rise, White hot sun burning my eyes, They don't hear the world is crying, Weeping for another day they come, Don't see the horror of a fake, They only see the blood they drip, (drip 2x) They see no line between us in the light, They only see the darkness you failed in, Destroy all we created in image and creation, I lay in my grave with a rose (dead on my chest), The light covers my eyes and i am blinded by fire, Tonight we rise no longer the victums of the image, In flaming vengance and uncontroled (furry), We walked away from the grave We (Arose Dead!)

Some Things About Me
1. I have a boyfriend whom I love. He isn't perfect but for now he works. ****Update: I'm single again and quite happy about it. The Drama is over!! 2. I am a huge commitment phobe 3. I miss my fiance that passed away and fear I will never fully recover from his loss. 4. I fall in love too quickly and run away from real love even faster. 5. I always end up attracted to men I can't have or that need some sort of fixing. Neither of which will ever provide me with a fulfilling relationship. 6. I don't like American Cheese...ever on anything. 7. I have a very strong personality, people either love me or hate me, there is very little gray area. 8. I think friends are over-rated, especially women friends. They lie, cheat, and back-stab and I don't have time for that in life. 9. I'm fiercely protective of my family. I have two sons, they are my whole world, mess with them and I'll kill you without a blink. 10. I've been battling health problems for the last t

Some Stuff I Wrote On A Rainy Day
my skin is gone, an open space my bones collapse, lungs suffocate falling, broken, all from within pieces break, can't put right again my soul, my being, shattered glass my heart torn, the pieces trash Casted out, thrown to the side lost in emotion trying to hide nowhere to turn, dead ends arise feeling alone, I sit and cry yes a man, but a little boy inside ......J

Some Jokes
God said to Adam, "I've got some good news and some bad news. First the good news. I have given you a brain and a penis. The bad news... I've only given you enough blood to work one of them at a time!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Three nuns in church on a hot day decide to remove their robes because of the heat. Not an unusual habit on a hot day. So about a half hour later, the door bell rings while their robes are slumped over pews clear across the huge chapel. They ask who it is. "The blind man," a voice replies. The three nuns decide to simply open the door because the man is blind. He walks in, looks at the nuns and says, "Nice tits! Where do you want me to install these blinds?" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two nuns cycling down a cobbled street. The first one says "I've never come this way before"; the second one replies "Must be the cobbles" ------

Someone
I walk this street before as it begins to pour i just can't take it anymore how come i can't be a bird and just soar, i want to be free and stop this pain i feel if someone is pulling me back, i feel as if i'm slain making me go insane i can't even my have life in maintain, thats why i'm in my room looking outside because i have i tried wondering how come i just can't get away as i just sit here and decay, can't somebody just take me away to anoter place where i can't be trace just somewhere where i can embrace somewhere where i won't be replace.

Someone Once Told Me...
Someone once told me that I wasn't a mother since I didn't give birth to my children... but this is what I have to say to that...A mother's child isn't grown inside of her body.. it is grown inside of her heart THAT to me is what a mother is.

Something To Think About
To find that perfect island while you sail many many seas Each island that you stop fullfills some of your needs At each island you stop at you see more of what you are looking for Every island you stop at has great things but you are still looking for more As you sail deeper and deeper into the ocean searching for that perfect spot The perfect destination, will it ever be found when will this search stop As the ocean surrounds you, you become scared and fill it will never happen But you know that you have to continue for you are the only captain As you stop at so many placesyou find love and pain in so many faces For all the nights and storms you continue to sail and put behind One final clear morning as you look out at the ocean to see what to find The most perfect island with the most beautiful sand Scared to find out so just take the chance it could be that island Oh yes it CAN.

Some Stuff
Do I grow old for you so fast? I realize now my time has passed a sparkle lost, forgotten in place concerned for me no more I am a thing of the past, a night which is not to remember words spoken now gone forever echoes of me, a shadow, a ripple pieces thrown, my heart crippled effect unknown, life as I am Sworn to be forgotten in the end ...J I am reaching for you in dreams finger tips touch soon release cannot have what you cannot hold always quiet, as Beauty unfolds wind blows through hair as from afar captures a moment pure at heart this image burned into my mind I long to drink your water fine giving life to me, still my mind hearts race towards the thought In your ocean of love, I bathe covered with drops of light outside I feel my hate start to slide My blackened heart begins to fade locked inside my body, this cage J

Some Of The Feelings I Hide From Everyone.
Here is my feelings the ones that I hide from eeveryone. I feel as if everyone I love leaves me. I also feel that Death hates me,because he takes everyone I really love away. I have lost so many of the ones I care about and love that it's not funny.One thing that always stays the same is I'm always left when everyone eles is gone. I am truely alone in this world everyone says oh thats not true but It is, my family has turned their back on me all the way. I have no real offline friends that leave near me. The online people who say their my friend are only my friends untill I get to personal with them or untill they find out that I'm not going to get naked for them on cam and play for them, then the find someone else. Don't get me wrong I like to do that every once and awhile with those that I trust aren't going to post me playing with myself all over the net. But It's like F*ck you theres more to me then that. If thats all you want then go hit up a porn site or get in one of the yahoo

Something So Real
You said you cared Your kiss felt so real Never before had I felt something so real Until the day I met you The way you held me, I felt I would melt. Every word you spoke, Made my heart race. Your breath so angelic Always made me sigh. Every gaze into your eyes, Made my world come to a stop. All Fears lifted, Every thought so blissfull, Thinking in the back of my heart, This is the one. True Love could be here. Knowing in my heart, It wasn't true, Nothing as good as this could be true. You said you'd never hurt me, That you cared too much. You said I was your one and only. Looking into my eyes, holding my hands, each promise you sealed with a kiss. Should I have ever listened? I believed your words, How could a lie come from lips so sweet? Wishing I had never fallen for you. Hoping I leave all this pain behind. Each tear shed strikes me deep within, Hitting a place deep inside A place I never knew existed Fire from within lashing out unto innocent

Something I Wrote A Long Time Ago
The soul of a Master has awakened within me, freed from the repression that imprisoned the fullness of my passion. This passion is a power so intense it would destroy the unenlightened, or frighten them away. But no longer must I keep my fire at bay, for I have discovered the mate of my soul. She is peacefully dwelling in the delicate body of the true submissive and has been there all along. She was patiently waiting, but eternally aching and longing for me. She is so eager to please and so ready to give, all that she is, and all she will ever be. Freely, willingly and with a joy filled spirit, she offers to me the only food that can satiate my soul. As I drink of her sweet submission and breathe in her delicious surrender, I can feel her enter my body and radiate through my soul. She fills me, satisfies me and sustains my life. Gracefully we dance in symbiosity, writhing in her gracious resignation and the power of my fiery passion. She hungers for my gift of pain and together we r

Some People Are Mean
I was a little hurt today when I saw that someone rated my picture a 5????!!!!! Normally everyone on here is so nice and cool. I have a hard time even rating someone a 9. Just thought I'd put this out there. I mean, please don't get me wrong, I am not full of myself or anything. I just think that if someone is not your type, per se, don't rate them. That's all. I am going to go look at some sexy women and give them all 10s!!!!!

*someone Is There For You*
*SOMEONE IS THERE FOR YOU* Someone you can believe in, Someone who is there for you reminding you to have faith in youself Someone who inspires you to follow your heart Someone who looks forward to you spending time with you Someone who gives you support and helps you achieve so the you can spread your wings and soar; Someone who offers you advice, gives you piece of mindm, and a sense of pride; Someone who will listen and help you through hard times drying your tears, So that all your fear disappears in the night And that Someone is "ME"

Some Stuff Flagged Nsfw
well people here it is my bitch session for the day! last night i received mail from the head honchos of CT informing me that 2 of my pics had been flagged nsfw. they were both just sayings "real men eat pussy" and "if you are gonna talk behind my back ,kiss my ass while you are there" I have seen so much worse on this sight, I am guessing that it was just my turn to be screwed with. I f you are my friend and you find something I have that offends you , tell me , if you are not my friend and you find something of mine that offends you , get the hell off my page and mind your own business. Any pics i have do not show me nude or in a disgusting sexual position , so whatever you think of me is your opinion , this is just me and shit i find amusing, if you are offended then drop me as your friend , i don't give a rats ass today

Some Asshole's Gonna Make An Eagle Omelette
Eagle Egg Missing at Illinois Zoo May 19, 10:57 PM (ET) BLOOMINGTON, Ill. (AP) - One of two eggs laid by a bald eagle at a central Illinois zoo is missing and authorities think the culprit could be a raccoon or a human. The discovery was made Friday afternoon at Miller Park Zoo in Bloomington, where attendance has been up since an eagle named Beauty laid eggs for the first time in her 13 years at the zoo. No broken egg shells were found, zoo director John Tobias said, and both eggs appeared intact Thursday. Beauty laid the eggs during a brief visit from a wild eagle that perched in trees over the enclosure for four days in late April. If the remaining egg is fertile, it could hatch around Memorial Day. A captive male eagle named Mathata has been helping incubate the eggs. Neither eagle can fly because of injuries they suffered before their captivity. Raccoons live nearby but haven't been spotted in the exhibit, Tobias said. His only other theory is that a human

Something I Wrote
When I was just a toddler I was already a bother I rebelled against everyone most of all my father A vietnam vet the hardest man I ever met I brought out evil in him that he would later regret Feeling misunderstood and alone in my hood I was an outcast fitting in the best that I could My friends didn't care about the burden I beared Being abused and battered was my daily affair Now I'm grown up but I don't give a fuck Being mistreated in life has just been my luck I hope my dream of escape won't come too late I refuse to accept this life as my fate I am running out of time with this life that is mine Pretending I'm happy and everything's fine My smile is fake for everyone's sake If you could see my thoughts you'd only see hate My soul has lost it's bond and thoughts of love are gone I can't seem to accept the things that went wrong Everything I worked for and everything I hoped for Have been disappointing and bleak leaving me wanting for more Des

Something For My Lord Syn
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I cannot promise you a life of sunshine; I cannot promise riches, wealth, or gold; I cannot promise you an easy pathway That leads away from change or growing old. But I can promise all my heart's devotion; A smile to chase away your tears of sorrow; A love that's ever true and ever growing; A hand to hold in yours through each tomorrow. I promise to give you the best of myself and to ask of you no more than you can give. I promise to respect you as your own person and to realize that your interests, desires and needs are no less important than my own. I promise to share with you my time and my attention and to bring joy, strength and imagination to our relationship. I promise to keep myself open to you, to let you see through the window of my world into my innermost fears and feelings, secrets and dreams. I promise to grow along with you, to be willing to face changes in order to keep our relationsh

46 Some Never Know
She held his heart like a captive in the night And through it all lord it felt so right Now you might think A case of blind leading blind But in the end they find It's a love some never know He brought his love down from the mountain so high And he knew the price to pay to bridge the great divide But the freedom that he gained And the dreams he sacrificed With a soul that was stained... It's a love some never know And as the years go by Their lives intwine Until two nervous hearts become one They share their souls beneath that clear Dakota sky The roads were rough but they never lost their sight Now you might think A case of everlasting youth But in the end its true It's a love some never know

Something Good :)
Been ridding myself of some negative things in lifee, so I know what I have blogged about has seemed negative. But its not really, its positive growth for me. Even with that I still need to look at the other good things while I rid myself of the negative, so here are the good things from today. I have wonderful friends that make my smile even bigger. I got phone calls from a couple wonderful friends. :) TY!!!! It was sunny and the temps were perfect - mid 70s. I got some work done lol The house is still pretty clean from when I cleaned the other day. I didn't burn my burger I cooked on the grill..lol Didn't get any complaints from clients today! I have enough Mountain Dew to last the night lol. :) I know there is lots more I could write.. but I am gonna get a shower, and then go relax in my hammock!

Something That Has To Be Said.
Today's horoscope: The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way. Is anyone else's horoscope so frighteningly right? A lot of really good things have been happening to me lately. And I've been trying to enjoy them, but at the same time, it's like I'm waiting for the bomb to drop. This many good things never seem to happen to me at once. 1. My trip that I'm so looking forward to...I wish that I was climbing on that plane today. It's a break that I very much need. 2. Actually being recognized for my poetry and prose...recognized enough to be encouraged to submit it to a publisher. That is something I've dreamed of since I was 15 sitting down to a typewriter and hammering out my first short story. Those words are my heart...my soul...and pouring them out on paper has always been the best kind of therapy. T

Sometimes I Really Have To Wonder....
You know, ever since the first man picked up a rock and found that it made a really good weapon, humans have always seemed to advance in weapons before anything else. I mean, mankind has all kinds of brilliant ideas, like the land mind that you step on and it pops up and blows your head off. (bouncing betty) The FAE bomb, a wonderful device which is basically a huge propane tank that is dropped out the back of a cargo plane, and it it is set to vent all 10000 gallons of propane at a specific point above ground. Then a little bomb goes off and.... Everything for a 3 mile radius is flattened, or reduced to red smears in the dust. Who needs nukes now, a few dozen of these things, and you basically clear the town of the enemy AND get it ready for reconstruction. Great doctors eradicated small pox, BUT we kept some samples of the virus 'just in case." Just in case of what? Or, lets look at interpersonal relationships. Okay, woman meets man who seems nice, man turns out

Some Fucking People....
some people belong in mental instutions and not out in the free world with the rest of society!! some people don't deserve to have custody of their children!! some people should have to take a psychiatric test and evaluation before any of the above takes place!! am i worried about the hollow threats that have been made towards myself and my family?? not at all...why is this? simply because i do not question my parenting skills anymore, i don't give a damn what other people agree with or disagree with...i know i'm a damn good mother and a damn good "wife"...mike is a damn good father and a damn good "husband"...as for our son, drake, he's a very healthy and happy boy...theres no way in hell some cps social worker would remove him from our custody...we have never been institutionalized and we have never made suicidal/homicidal threats!!! we don't use drugs, yes we drink...only on occasions and most of the time, he's with vicki and rick (mike's parents)....if he's here at home with us, we

Some People Just Cant Take No For Answer
This is a convo I had with a guy I just added as a friend.Why in hell would I share nude pics with someone I dont even know?I wouldnt!Even if I knew him I wouldnt.Thats fine for some ppl but not me.Anyway here is the convo....Start reading from bottom up. rooster: nutin ->rooster: what picture? rooster: u pictuer gives your away ->rooster: how can you like me you have not seen my picture or know anything about me to know me rooster: because i like u ->rooster: i wouldnt do it for my now ex boyfriend why would i do that for a stranger? rooster: plz for me ->rooster: no i dont take any rooster: can i get naked photos from u ->rooster: no ty rooster: shall we get dirty ->rooster: i have a cam on my phone yes why? rooster: u have camara phone

Some People Piss Me Off
I'm really sick of people accusing me of shit that is none of their business or just really rude. I've dealt with quite a number of people. Who i thought were cool with me than all of a sudden are too busy to be on here. I have no idea what I do wrong. Why the fuck is your boyfriend coming on my page? why are you making me seem like someone who is harassing you when you ask me how I'm doing? i don't get it. if you got problems with your relationship..don't bring me into it. if we are friends cool but don't send me an email saying we can't be friends cause your boyfriend is angry. thats a load of shit.. I wouldn't be so angry if this just happened one time but this has happened at least 4 times to me. I have no idea what women want anymore.. nor do i want to care. all i want is to be happy.. i just someone to be there for me instead of me doing all the bullshit. it gets really tiring sometimes just keeping friends all my friends, as i've vented before, seem to chang

Sometimes We Need To Be Reminded
$20.00 - Sometimes we just need to be reminded A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you, but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come ou

Sometimes
Sometimes ther is nothing i want more then his touch. Sometimes, I love him so much I am sure it will kill me. Sometimes, when I close my eyes I can feel him touch me. Sometimes, I doubt him but want nothing but him happy. Sometimes, i think this could kill me. And sometimes, just sometimes, I love him beyond the telling.

Some People...
Some people just blow my mind on how imature and ridiculous they can be. Down rating people because " lord jesus christ told them to" i mean my god how retarded can ya get.And then other people leaving dirty ass comments on your pics and profile. Saying that your worthless...and yet you must be worth somthing beings they are taking the time to leave these stupid ass comments. It's retarded. This cite is supposed to be fun where you can meet new and cool people and then all of these assholes with nothing better to do have to come and join and take the fun right out of it. It pisses me off. I wish that CT had a " Asshole " blocker when people go to sign up it would make everything alot easier..lol.

Somethin I Was Wonderin
ok if there is something that you know will better your life and your childs would you do it i want to do something were i know it will better my life and my daughters but i keep being pushed away from it just something i thought i would share with u all

Something That Might Take Awhile To Do.
I'm going to be working on something on my site that I don't think that many people are doing. You "see" being a Gamer. I offten get some ideas of what I like to do. A few weeks ago. I had this idea of making this "big" PokeDex site. Ok. So some (maybe lot of people) may think this is dumb or whatever. But I'm going to make this site by putting almost everything about the Pokemon in it. From attacks, natures, items, whatever. Even level up. So I hope to make this thing big. Might take me awhile. But who cares? That's all for now!! SeeS you later :)

Somedays
Somedays I wonder if it is me am I not good enough am I really all that bad, I try to search my brain for the right answer but I can't find it and it just makes me mad. I look in the mirror and think there is so much I could change about myself to get him to like me, but then I think to myself why should I have to change but if I did change who would I be. I'd be something else I wouldn't be me and that would just kill me inside, If I were to change it would be like part of me has left or died. I can only be what I am and that should be enough for any man that I show interest in, but it's not enough and that's what makes me think I need to change again and again. I guess I should be happy with what I was givin and just do the best that I can, I don't need approval exceptance or anything from any man. I just need to be me and not worry about what other people say or think or do, to be honest I would be happy to look at you everyday I like you for you.

~sometimes They Make Me Feel~
*Damned Unpretty* Not gonna lie- been overwieght all my life. Due to whatever genetics I have in me, no matter what I do, I'm always gonna be a big girl. Yet I think more of my reasoning for never attempting SERIOUSLY to lose the weight was a rebellion agaist the status quo. I didn't want to be a carbon copy of every pin-up in a magazine- I wanted to be me. And if people could not accept who and what I am- so be it. Those were the superficial fools I cared not to know anyway. What bugs me are the stereotypes: all big girls are lazy, stupid, and care for nothing more than stuffing their faces. It's always the big girls in the media who are chasing after this poor guy like an overgrown poodle as he winces and tries to be nice to her- the one so desperate she'll do anybody, anywhere, anytime. I am F.A.T.- Fabulous And Thick and I have NEVER been desperate, nor do I bemoan my outcast state. Nay, my sweetlings, I revel in it! I revel in getting out on the dance floor and outdan

Some Ugly Philosophy !
Some Ugly Philosophy ! My Brothers and I live this way... Live life on your own terms and by your own rules, don't give a fuck about what "they" think Take care of those you love, be ready to give your life for them. Don't worry, choose your Brothers carefuly and they'll do the same for you... The world is full of assholes and their negative bullshit. Those who hate us for who we are can go to hell, we'll settle the score when we get there There are people that I wouldn't piss on if I saw em on fire Don't feel bad, its not your problem ! Stay righteous and let em' look like the crap they are Remember where you came from, and be proud of it ! Pride does not equal hate... I only hate people for 'what' they do, not 'who' they are Never confuse kindness with weakness You dont wanna make a bad judgment call and end up with some uglymotherfucker after you Those who look down at us should remember that it takes people like us to make fuckers like you to feel

Somebody
SOMEBODY NEEDS YOU TO SEND THIS TO THEM... -somebody is very proud of you. -somebody is thinking of you. -somebody is caring about you. -somebody misses you. -somebody wants to talk to you. -somebody wants to be with you. -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. -somebody wants to hold your hand. -somebody hopes everything turns out all right. -somebody wants you to be happy. -somebody wants you to find him/her. -somebody is celebrating your successes. -somebody wants to give you a gift. -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. -somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot -somebody wants to hug you. -somebody loves you. -somebody admires your strength. -somebody is thinking of you and smiling. -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on. -somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun. -somebody thinks the world of you. -somebody wants to protect you. -somebody would

Something Wrong With Me!
***I found this poem... this is who I am... this is what I have become... will this ever end? Medication doesn't help the pain that I feel deep down inside!!*** Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Some Of The Dunb Ass Shit
some of the dumb ass shit baby jesus comes up with in his bullentin and every one run over there to leave comments are you crazy he is the reason Cherry Tap is fucked up all the time If it's not broke not fuck with it and none of the changes have been for the better think before u jump

Somebody???
SOMEBODY ? Somebody out there please pray for me I don’t think I have enough strength And the people who prayed for me before I don’t think are praying anymore Somebody out there please cry for me I haven’t been able to cry much lately I lost the one who would break down and cry So somebody out there please at least try Somebody out there please sing for me My songs unsung even in dreams And the one who always sung my songs Has lost her voice and moved along Somebody out there please read this The light in here is much to dim The one who would read my every page My every word on every line Has turned her back and walked away And left me alone and unable to cry And voiceless in dreams Unable to sing Night after night Day after day Sapped of my strength To bend and pray Ez10

~someone Told Me~
~Someone Told Me~ Someone told me There is no God Yet I pray and say... If it's true I'll ask you why Why am I here today? Someone told me to hold all hands And love the world as one Someone told me to take great heed And dream great things to come Someone told me there is no hell It's only in books and schemes Then why is evil all around In lifes hopes and dreams Someone told me don't believe And let your wide eyes wander Just close your heart and ears awhile And let your thoughts be pondered Someone told me just live your life To the fullest that you can That life is short With too much to miss Like an hourglass filled with sand

Something I Threw Together A Few Years Ago
The Sword Quickly the arm comes down, The deafening ring as steal meets steal. The hammer falls, making contact with the red molten metal. Cynders fly, Smoke rises, And heat wells up As the fire licks at the man’s skin. Droplets of sweat fall like rain in the early morning. The man works diligently at his task. Slowly the square of steal takes shape. Widening, Lengthening, and stretching out. It began as nothing, yet now it reaches ever further. Pin straight it seems it shall never stop. Yet slowly the journey finds its end. No longer cold, dull, and grey. It shines with brilliance that is completely unmatched. It reflects every gleam of light. Now a new journey begins. For it knows its life has only just begun. No body no breath. Yet it has a heart and soul Not even the gods can match. It has no wings, Yet it flies through the air, Like a majestic bird. A bird of prey, Ever searching for its next meal, It’s next taste of flesh. Finally it finds it, its n

Something I Read On Pisces.. Interesting Reading
Current mood: artistic Category: Life Imaginative and sensitive Compassionate and kind Selfless and unworldly Intuitive and sympathetic On the dark side.... Escapist and idealistic Secretive and vague Weak-willed and easily led Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily con

Somewhere?
In life you have ups and downs ins and outs ..weak moments and strong moments Friends who will listen and others who could care less about you...but everyone your heart touches will always leave a mark on yours..so no mater how hard you try not to feel anything ...someone will always touch your heart in a way you never expected...thank you friends for helping me see my heart and my soul....you are always a part of me from this day on....thank you so much....

Some People Are Such Idiots
SOME PEOPLE ARE SUCH IDIOTS....IT'S ONE THING TO RATE MY PHOTO A 1....BUT TAKE A LOOK AT THE PICTURE THIS IDIOT JUST RATED A 1...AND BELOW THAT IS THE LINK TO THIS IDIOTS PROFILE....SHOWS HOW MUCH SENSE HE HAS Sneaky Jesta@ CherryTAP

Something A It Different
The calm music of somafm.com flows from the speaks in my ears. A small figure of budda sitting on top of a mirror. A blue candle burning on top of another mirror, and the smoke of incenses filling the room. I think of life, what it is made of, what to do with it. I think about if there is a god, goddess. Only this seems to come to my mind. "Be one with the world, with all being. Because it is my world. I must perceive it with my own eyes, not with the ideas that others tell me I must use." To see the world with out glasses, the ideas of other changing your view of life. I won't say its an easy thing. The sun comes in to the window, and and I open my eyes from my meditation. The many trees out side my window seem to glow in the light that brings them part of their life. That give use part of our life. I don't know if there is any one answer for any the question in the world about life and how to live. Every one picks an answer, many an answer that some one else has given the

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Something To Think About
When you read this story, think about the possibility of writing to someone in the military, whether they are overseas in the war or stationed elsewhere in the world serving our country. No matter where they are or what position they hold, they are providing an invaluable service to our country and, as a consequence to you and me. Take the time to write them a note or a letter of thanks. Greg To Any Service Member During the Persian Gulf War, I was stationed aboard the naval amphibious ship USS Nassau. As a senior Marine intelligence analyst, my workdays were routinely twelve to sixteen hours long. Like all the veterans, we looked forward to receiving mail from home. Unlike the Vietnam War, the Gulf War found support among most Americans. As a result, we soldiers received an enormous amount of "To any service member" mail from the States. I never took any of those letters, since I wrote to my wife and two children on a daily basis, as well as, occasionally writing notes t

Something To Think About
if i ever have children, i will not read them fairy tales with happy endings. i will read them stories with impossible dilemmas. cliff-hangers that leave them thinking, not smiling. books with covers that will never close. I will tell them there is a god but who knows if he's good or bad or what he wants from us? because i don't know either. life is a riddle that takes a hundred years to solve. and not even the smartest person in the world knows for sure what the meaning of life is. God can do whatever he wants whenever he wants so just keep on living. And if they are upset, i will tell them: Why should you be happy? That is not your task in life. Who said you were put on earth to be happy? - Federico Fellini 8 1/2

Someone Wake Me!
Someone wake me! My life is going down stream! All i know and all i see! that my time is running out on me! My son's dad left us when he was two! Worked as a hairstlyist,untill my hands turned blue! So, much heart-ache! So,much stress! I am still looking for the one who will treat me the best! To like me for whom, i am and, Not to judge me for putting up a dam! Easy come, easy go! Always, going to and frow! Each day makes me weak! But, focusing on my son makes me Strive to the to the top of my peak! Someone wake me! Are you the one for me? Who came to set me free? The one who will stand, With me side by side! To be that man! To be proud to call me his bride! Someone wake me! For, now i have paddled up stream! so, much to gain! Just going insane! Who wants to be the one i choose? A fear of having nothing to lose! Someone wake me! My prayers would guide me to see! Hopefully, to find that

Something To Think About...
I am thankful.... For the spouse who snores all night, because they are at home, asleep with me and not with someone else. For the teenage daughter who is complaining about doing dishes, because that means she is at home & not on the streets. For the taxes that I pay, because it means that I am employed. For the mess to clean after a party, because it means that friends have surrounded me. For the clothes that fit a little too snug, because it means I have enough to eat. For my shadow that watches me work, because it means I am out in the sunshine. For a floor that needs mopping, and windows that need cleaning, because it means I have a home. For all the complaining I hear about the government, because it means that we have freedom of speech. For the parking spot I find at the far end of the parking lot, because it means I am capable of walking and that have been blessed with transportation. For the noise I have to bear from my neighbors, because it means that I c

Some Ppl
I have come to the conclusion, that there are some clever people in this world.....People trying to get close to those that are close to me, and believe it or not, I am not suprised....A bit confused, but not suprised.When all else fails.....FRESH TACTICS.....SO I guess I'll just sit back and see what happens....It amazes me that they can convince people of even the purest bullshit.....While I have to give you credit for being so smart, I must also tell you that I am not as stupid as you may have thought. I see what you are doing, and I know why you are doing it.....So do yourself a favor and just stop......You have caused enough damage, and quite frankly you now have your own life, which means you are out of mine.....So now that you are out of my life.......STAY OUT......Stop trying to weasel your way back, you have stated your case and convinced people of shit that simply isnt true......I do truly hope that you are happy with what you have done, but for the love of all that is holy..

Some People Are Asses!?!?!
I have posted my first mumm. And as I expected I got ripped by several people. I have seen that these same people have posted non-sense, sex based mumms. I wonder why it is that someone with morals and convictions who is not here for a f*ck buddy, gets ripped on for real issues. Granted it was a bit inmature, but I was curious as to the like mindedness of the tappers. You know we preach tolerance, but why is it that these equal rightists are so biggoted and intolerate of any veiw that does not agree with theirs? And here's the moral of the story, People who live in glass houses, shouldn't throw stones. It would do us all good to remember that opinions are like ass holes. Everyone has one, and everyone thinks everyone else's stinks. This is just another rant from my boredom psychosis!!!

Something Fun
Name: ______________ Age:__ Sex__ Phone__________ School____________ Occupation_________ Height__ Weight___ Waist___ Breast/Penis size__ Phat ass(Y/N)__ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other__Looking__ Do u like to be Fucked(Y/N)__ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)__ Do u like receiving oral sex(Y/N)__ If I cum in ur mouth (check appropriate answer) Spit__ Swallow__ Depends__ OR Neither__ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Scratch__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ Or do u just hump like hell__ List three positions u like: 1._______________ 2

Some Of The Things I Believe
I believe - . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. Remember that! I believe - . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. Even if you think you can't. I believe - . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . that we are resp onsible for what we do, no matter how

Something That My Hubby Told Me
A man goes to the doctor with a swollen leg. After a careful examination, the doctor gives the man a pill big enough to choke a horse. "I'll be right back with some water," the doctor tells him. The doctor has been gone a while and the man loses patience. He hobbles out to the drinking fountain, forces the pill down his throat and gobbles down water until the pill clears his throat. He hobbles back into the examining room. The doctor comes back with a bucket of warm water. "Ok, after the tablet dissolves, you should soak that leg for at least 30 minutes."

Somebody Said..
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby ... Somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "normal" is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct, somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. Somebody said being a mother is boring ... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good"....somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices ... somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother.... Somebody never helped a fourth grader with his math. Somebody said you can't love the second child as much as you love the first .. Somebody doesn't have two children. Somebody said a mother can find all the an

Something I Thought Of
For today has come Tomorrow is yet to be seen All that is seen by your eyes My not be seen by your neighbors Accept that which comes It may be true For all you say Make it come true You are there As I am here we are still one but yet we are seperate The will be soon That we will be As meant to be You are my heart You are my love You are missed Glitter Images @ Bopmyspace.com

Some Crazy Thoughts
What's the difference between a novel and a book? How old are you before it can be said you died of old age? If nobody buys a ticket to a movie do they still show it? If someone owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way to the center of the earth? If you have a cold hot pocket, is it just a pocket? If humans evolved from monkey's/apes, why are they still here? Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? Why is the show called unsolved mysteries? if they were solved they wouldn't be mysteries. Do penguins have knees? Why is it said that an alarm clock is going off when really its coming on? How come people tell you not to stand in front of an emergency exit when if there was an emergency surely you would run through it? Why did Sally sell seashells on the seashore when you can just pick them up anyway? In libraries, do they put the bible in the fiction or non-fiction section? Why are both of Spongebob's parents round like sea sponges while he is square

Some More Info On Peter Britt's Book
I thought I should let all know that my post about my book, especially the cost $35.00, this only refers to anyone who would like to get their name on the dedication page. The book can also be pre-ordered for the actual cost of the book itself, but that Paypal page is not set up yet. It will be in a day or so. The publisher has not given me the price of the actualy book yet, which is why those pages are not yet active. I will make another post as soon as I have that information and the paypal links set up. Thanks very much :) Peter Britt

Someone
Someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.

Sometimes When We Touch
For those of you that don't know, this is a song that was sung by Dan Hill in 1977. I don't know if he wrote it himself or not. If you'd like to hear it you can check out the song on myspace: http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=78475417 You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do? I'm only just beginning to see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my

Something's Gotta Happen
and it's gotta happen this month. I think whatever happens I had better learn from this experience. That and spend less money. I really need to pay some of these bills. And I need to get my drivers license. It's the one things I keep putting of for one reason or another. So if this does not work out here... I will make a note and never try this again. I know i am only just starting out but this is no way to start out. Always seems like more people are interested in me when i am not paying for somethign then when i am. I can get messages but not send and when i can i don't get messages at all. Almost seems pointless to try. But it's time to get ready for work soon... and to pay the rent as well. I have gotta get driving lessons. and my drivers license. That and I have also learned that most good experiences happen outside where i live. That should be a message ringing loud and clear... i am starting to catch on. Sometimes i wish i could catchon

Something To Make You Laugh
AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES ( If You Call Them That) hahaha ( Please Don't Try This At Home!!!!!) 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. You can avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat just by using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use an egg timer. 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the to

Sometime I Just Want To Ugg
today is just a really sh*tty day i want to pull my hair out and scream. my mother in law makes absoultly no sense what so ever. yesturday she was complaining about not having enough money to pay bill my husband gets a job somewhere that is to far to ride the bike to and she complains that he shouldn't have drove the car like he knew it was going to break down or something. I can't wait to move out i hope it's soon. i'm about to go crazy nothing anybody does is ever good enough. we should always know whats going to happen before it happens and keep it from happening. she said she would watch the kids while me and my husband works and i would pay her 400 dollars a month but now she's saying that she needs to find a job. I'm probably going to be late for work today and i don't know what to do but scream intill i can't scream no more. she don't understand that everyone has problems and hers aren't worse than everyone else at least not in there eyes she need to just keep it to herself. if

'something'
BOY,HE IS SO FINE,... THAT BIG STAR COULD BE MINE, HE IS AN ACTOR, COULD BE FUNNY, I CALL HIM HONEY, HE THINKS I AM SOMETHING, THAT IS MUCH BETTER THAN A NOTHING, AND YES,I THINK HE'S SOMETHING TOO,... I PUT ON NO ACT,NO LIE THAT IS A FACT, WE TALKED ABOUT A REAL LIFE KISS, AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS TALKING TO HIM I MISS, YES,I HAVE HUMOR, AND LOVE TO FLIRT, WHAT I SAY IS NO RUMOR, I JUST DON'T WANT TO GET HURT,... WE WILL TALK SOON, ONCE UPON A STARRY DAY IN JUNE. ~FOR JOSH~

Something I Fail To Feel
I cannot cry i do not weep within myself my emotions i keep my thoughts locked away my insides a mess i fail to feel my beating chest i run from problems i fake my smiles i say I'm fine but from fine i feel miles you think I'm happy because i shed no tears while secretly i wish to disappear i hold my breath waiting until i am gone but with a long sigh i keep moving on myself i don't know i never will to feel alive i would kill the depression inside eats away at me consuming my all until it is free i try to escape i don't like the pain i need the sunshine through all this rain i hope for the day i can feel again and i will keep waiting until my end i cannot cry oh i do not weep within myself my emotions they sleep

Somebody's Raising Their Kid Right
SOMEBODY'S RAISING THEIR KID RIGHT! One Nation, "Under God." One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yes. TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky. TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky. TEACHER: Did you see God up there? TOMMY: No. TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. Possibly he just doesn't exist. A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside? TOMMY: Yes. LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside? TOMMY: Yessssss! LITTLE GIRL:

Some More By Me And Other Authors
That in the world in which you seek shall come and find you when you're weak - Me Happiness depends upon ourselves - ME They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself - Andy Warhol God can heal a broken heart if given all the pieces... don't always go for what you want, look at what you already have or you might miss something special...Sometimes the sound of goodbye is louder than any drum beat - Me Speak when your angry and you will make the best speech you'll ever regret - Me You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you - Eric Hoffer Holding on to anger, resentment, & hurt only gives you tense muscles, a headache, and a sore jaw from clenching your teeth. Forgiveness gives you back the laughterand lightness in your life - Joan Lunden Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were - Cherie Carter-Scott The reasonable man adapts himself to t

Something I Wrote A While Back.
I cannot seem to get in the right word to explain how I feel. Maybe I am too stupid, too selfish, too cruel, or too lazy to find the perfect way to express my feeling. Alternatively, it could be that I am just self-centered to understand what is going on. I know what I want in life. In addition, maybe I am expecting too much from the people that surround me. I know that I cannot get what I want, but I can always try to get what I believe is right for me. And when I do not get what I want. Then I give my self-hope by telling myself, “at list I tried” Unfortunately, I always seem to hear that voice telling me that I did not do it right. I can only do so much on my side and If I have any nerve left to do more then I keep on doing until I can not go on anymore. Life is just a game, you either win or loose, but we do our best to win even when we loose we feels like the winners, only because we did our best. At list that what I try to do. I have gone through hell and back and back to

Some People
Some people may feel alone and think that no one cares about them or sees them suffering inside or screaming and wish someone would talk to them but some people have to realize, Maybe they want to talk to you but dont know how, maybe they want to know whats wrong but dosent know how to go about asking you, maybe they see you in the crowed but dont know how to come up to you and talk, Maybe they want to come near that dead end and take you away, but dont know how to lead you, They can look into your eyes and see whats wrong. . ... .but when there getting ready to say something. . .. .they cant. . .. its like they dont want to make you mad, or feel any worse than what you already do. Maybe they care that much that they dont want to hurt you more than what you already have been. You never know. . .Keep your eyes open and see. . .... . .watch the eyes of your friends and if there looking at you and watching you then you know. .. . that hey. .. .. . they do care.

Sometimes...you Gotta Put It In Perspective.
Some really shady shit has been going down in my social life. Or what I THOUGHT was my social life. I could torture myself endlessly about it...I've done my crying, I've done my anger, and I've got some kind of plan worked out. I dove into work today, just now taking a break for some mindless entertainment. And I would go home and worry. But I'm not. I'm going to spend time with the people that love me and I dont have to worry about their intentions, or hidden agendas, or what they say about me behind my back. Family.

Someone
Someone's feeling all alone tonight. Someone's eyes are all filled with tears. Someone's heart is breaking in two. Someone really doesn't know what to do. Someone's been hurt one too many times. Someone knows too well what pain is. Someone's too scared to do anything, except what they know best. Someone's gonna drink one too many drinks. Someone's gonna take one too many hits. Someone's gonna snort one too many lines. Someone's life is gonna end tonight. Written and © Copyright 1998 by Vanessa aka Bowiegirl

Something In My Head.
Everything to offer. Nothing to give. You breathe every day. And yet you never live. Hiding in shadows. But fearing the night. You say pretty words. Then you coat them with spite. Just like an animal. Trapped in a cage. You stare through the bars. With eyes full of rage. Contradictions abound. In what you do and say. You always are there. But you still go away.

Some Fucktards Never Learn Do They?
This is what was said to me in SB after i confronted a rude ass and told him he needed to get some fuckin manners about him and this is what dip shit had to say remember you have to read from the bottom to the top he even claimed he was a big bad fucking programmar i bet this mother fucker dont even know wtf you use to program with or what Netstat is or what it can be used for or what a port is or better yet what the fuckin initials IP stand for rofl so i just thought that i might take a minute to make this retard look like a dumbass :)BROUGHT TO YOU BY DJ ADEMA OWNING FUCKING STUPID ASS HACKER WANNA BE FUCKTARDS LIKE THIS ONE FUCKTARD AT A TIME :) ->Neon: oh and btw while your at it you better find a way to get ahold of my IP address to if you plan on doing anything lmfao cause without that your fucked...you dont know me and lets just say you dont wanna get to know me you little wanna be hacker script kiddie bitch boy ->Neon: oh yeah god damn im so scared except programming is fo

Some Quickies
Q. Do you know what the square root of 69 is? A. Ate something. (8.xxxxxxx....) Q. But do you know what 6.9 is? A. A good thing screwed up by a period. Q. Did you hear about the new "morning after" pill for men? A. It changes their blood type. Q. What do Lifesavers do that a man can't? A. Come in eight flavors. Q. What do cow pies and cowgirls have in common? A. The older they get the easier they are to pick up. Q. How can you tell a Sumo wrestler from a feminist? A. A Sumo wrestler shaves his legs. Q. What's six inches long that women love? A. Folding money. Q. What is the difference between erotic and kinky? A. Erotic is using a feather....kinky is using the whole chicken. Q. What is the difference between Michael Jackson and a grocery bag? A. One is made of plastic and is dangerous for children to play with.... the other is used to carry groceries. Q. What is the new gay website address? A. c : enter ### (see colon enter pound pound pound). Q.

Someone Is A Friend
Someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.

Some More Gibberish
Pulling the cloak tighter Doesn't even make a dent In the chill that has sunk into her bones As she walks through the fiending crowd He is bound by wrist and ankle She can see the fear in his eyes His eyes fall in protest To her claim to take his pain He knows she won't change her mind She knows as a demigoddess, she shouldn't do this But she would do anything for love Laying there upon the wooden cross He is all she sees The steady pounding echos in her ears The cool metal of the spike seems to burn As it slices through flesh and bone She felt like the earth was trying to draw her in as they raise the cross His eyes filled with horror as the piles of wood grew Shear disbelief ripped through him Like the igniting flames at her feet Tears crept forth refusin to give in Amazing, the Gods listened to his pleas The sky broke forth with rain and lightening The earth sudders under foot

Some Days Its Not Worth Chewing Through The Restraints!
just some one liners bashing about everyone! > Q: What is the best thing about dating a homeless woman? > > A: You can drop her off anywhere. > > > > Q: What is the difference between in-laws and outlaws? > > A: Outlaws are wanted. > > > > Q: What should a woman say to a man she's just had sex with? > > A: Whatever she wants. He's sleeping. > > > > Q: How do you spot the blind man at a nudist colony? > > A: It isn't hard. > > > > Q: How can you piss off your wife while your making love? > > A: Call her from your cell phone. > > > > Q: Why are gypsies so careful when they're making love? > > A: They have crystal balls. > > > > Q: Why did God give women nipples? > > A: To make suckers out of men. > > > > Q: What does the bride of a Polish man get that's long and hard on her > wedding night? > > A: His last name. > > > > Q: What's the down side to a threesome? > > A: You

Some People Really Piss Me Off!
Ok, so I just got back form my cousins funeral. He was 41 years old and I will just say he died of "unnatural causes". Anyway he had been married less than 1 year and had a 4-5 month old son. He and his wife lived in Wisconsin, the rest of his family live in Indiana. (he is orginally from here) So his wife does not come for the funeral, but does decide to call his mom (the day she buries her son) and asks her for MONEY!! I dont understand people, why in the hell did she call her, why not her own parents? sorry for complaining

Some Ppl Never Cease To Amaze Me
Why is it that men feel the need to call women whores, sluts, gutter tramps, tricks etc.... when she tells them she isnt interested? I mean seriously does this make their dick hard? Some guy old enough to be my father 2wice over got his fix a flat, better known to some as viagra filled apparently and decided to pick me out of a crowd and make his moves on me and I was polite and told him with all do respect "sir" but I am not interested. He proceeded to tell me he had money and all the luxeries a woman could want. given I dont have a vehicle at the moment and one would sure look nice, but I dont feel as I should go to such measures to get it, I will get one on my own, it may take me awhile to get it but you know the thing is I will appreciate it alot more knowing i busted my ass to acheive a goal But anyways, seriously, before you decide to hop in my shout box or my messy, know you're role and dont assume that the fact you may have a lot of money impresses me. I cannot and will n

Some Magick Spells
A NOTE ABOUT SPELLS: If you are here looking for spells to affect the will of other people, i.e., make someone love you, harm someone, attain personal gain at the cost of others, etc... you are in the wrong place. Spells, simply put, are a way of directing energy to bring about change in YOUR life, not someone else's. Change can happen in many ways and that may or may not be in the way that you expect. Wiccans never perform spells or rituals to harm or affect the will of others, only to affect their own lives in positive ways by drawing upon their own energies. Please do not contact us asking for spells to control the will of others; we cannot and will not help you. There is no "hocus-pocus" here, it takes many years of practice and attuning to channel your inner energies and it is not to be taken lightly. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Purification Ritual for New Magical Tools by Jame Kambos Whenever you buy a new tool for magical workings it is important th

Somethin'
Dormant desires propel a catlike curiosity. Wicked thoughts sprout behind angel eyes. Shy glances, timid touches belie the maelstrom Of turbulent passion that waits within your soul. Come to me. Crawl out your window. Climb the walls that hold you inside. Bring me your prim and proper sophistication, Allow me to corrupt your smoldering naivete. Sin with me. Let us experiment and explore The inner recesses where you dared not go. Permit me to tie you, to cuff you, to restrain you, To give you the freedom to fly above the clouds. It is waiting for you. Will you take it? Which chains will you choose?

Something Is Missing
Something is missing tonight. But what is that something? When you miss something, is it is a person? Is it an activity? Is it a thing? As far as people, I miss my friends and of course my son, and some of my family, that doesn't live near me. As far as activities, I miss playing basketball, throwing a baseball around, and I guess things that are involved with dating or a relationship. (No, I'm not talking about sex, so get your mind out of the gutter.) A thing could be, a blanket, or a picture, or a teddy bear or a car. You can miss activities with a person, such as going to games with your friends, or shooting hoops with your friends. The real reason I decided to write this tonight, is because I'm not sure if I miss someone or the things and activities that involved this person. It's not as if I can't find someone else to do these activities or fill the void, but then you start wondering if you do in fact miss the person. I know I'm all over the place, and my thoughts may not make

Some Parts From A Movie That Represent The Ending Of My Last Relationship
(Person 1)The problem is shit like that. It was one thing when it was just girls - that was weird enough. But now you throw guys into the mix - two guys at once, no less. All that experience...What am I supposed to think? (Person 2)You think good; because now she'll be all true blue and shit. The girl's tasted life, yo. Now she's settlin' for your boring, funny-book-makin' ass. (Person 1)Settling. That's comforting, Thanks. (Person 2)That's what I'm here for. (Person 1)I'm lust having a problem with all of it I can't get it out of my head these visuals of her doing all this shit. And I don't know why I can't let it go. Because I'm crazy about her, you know? I look at this girl, I see the future. I see kids. I see grand-kids. (Person 2)You're scaring me. (Person 1)I'm scaring myself. Because I think so much of her, and then I can't get over shit like 'Finger Cuffs'.I don't know what I'm doing. (Person 3)I went through something like what you'r

Some Lame Survey
Do this because the person who sent it to you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Starting Time: 6:21 Name: Nicolette Sisters: 0 Brothers: 4 Eye Color: blue Shoe size: 9 0Height: 5 ft 7 What are you wearing right now? my pjs Where do you live? WV Favorite Number: 8 Favorite Drink: Arizona Green Tea with Ginsing and Honey Favorite Month: September Favorite Breakfast: Scrambled eggs and buttered toast with a hint of cinnamon and sugar ***********Have You Ever***************** Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes Broken a bone: Yes Been in a police car: Yeah but not in trouble lol Been on a plane:yes Came close to dying: Yeah Been in a hot tub: Yup Swam in the ocean: YES! Fallen asleep in school: yeah lol Broken someone's heart: Probably Fell off your chair: yes Sat by the phone all night waiting for a call: yes Saved e-mails: yes Been cheate

3 Some # 2
We actually had a night alone. You decided to take me out to a really nice restaurant for a change. We were all dressed up with somewhere to go lol. Anyway, we get to the place and weren’t in a big hurry to eat and leave so we decided to have a few drinks first. We drank and laughed and just spent time with each other away from the kids. Before we knew it several drinks and a couple hours had gone by and the place was going to close soon. We decided not to eat after all and just continue sitting and enjoying each others company. Continuing to drink and getting even more “tipsy”. As we order one last drink, you lean in and tell me that you want to play a game with me. I see that look in your eyes and eagerly accept. You tell me that you are going to do whatever you want to me, and if I can’t contain myself then when we get home I have to suck your cock and then let you fuck me in the ass. But if I win, when we get home you will eat my pussy until I am ready to scream and

3 Some # 1
Saturday night. Mom is watching the girls because she has Cort & Kay Kay too. We decide rather than to just sit at home, we should go out and enjoy the free time for a while. I go to the bedroom to get ready while you go to the bathroom to shave. You get done before me and walk into the bedroom to see my standing there in nothing but my blue bra and matching lace "cheeky's". I see that twinkle in your eye and the growing bulge in your pants and laugh before I push you back out and close the door. A few minutes later I come out fully dressed in my low cut melon colored shirt (the one I wore the first night we all went out), a pair of jeans , and my knee high black leather boots with 3 inch heels. You look at me with that look and say "DAMN baby...you look good enough to eat!!" I walk over to where you are sitting, straddle you, flick my tongue across your lips and say "Thank you daddy." While still straddling you I feel your cock press against me as you grab my ass and pull me forwar

Something To Tease Your Brain
See if you can figure out what all of the following words have in common: Banana Dresser Grammar Potato Revive Uneven Voodoo Assess Are you peeking or have you already given up? Give It Another Try You'll kick yourself when you discover the answer. Go back and look at them again; think hard. OK... Here you go....hope you didn't cheat..... This is cool..... SCROLL DOWN Answer: In all of the words listed, if you take the first letter.. Place it at the end of the word....and then spell the word backwards..... It will be the same word. Did you figure it out? Most people do not.

Sometimes....
Sometimes when I get home from a long day at work I want nothing more than to lose myself in some raw, passionate sex for a few hours. To get lost in it. To detach from the world and know nothing else other than my partner. To become their world and to have their world become me. To taste and touch, explore and caress... to take our time with each other until the passion becomes too much and pound each other with all the energies of our pent up frustrations. This working-the-opposite-schedule-from-my-husband thing is not doing much for my morale. A girl can only masturbate so many times before even that begins to lose it's appeal. Also, I'd really like to know why I can't leave comments anymore. :/

Something I Wrote ... Hope Ya Likes It...
"Friends Are" Friends are people that care, people that are always there. Friends are honest and true, people who would never do anything to hurt you, like a family member that grew up with you. Someone you can confide in, who will always listen.. A shoulder to cry on when times are tough, a hug when times are rough. And like you I'd be , the best friend I could ever be. when you need to talk you can call on me... i'll be there to listen and help you.. through thick or thin, no matter what's going on, I'll be your friend a lifetime long..

Something To Think About..
Dear God ! I'm writing to you to say I'm sorry for being angry yesterday when you seem to ignore my prayer and things didn't go my way.... First my car broke down. I was late for work but I missed that awful accident. Was that handy work ? I found a house I loved but others got there first. I was angry, then relieved when I heard the pipes had burst. Yesterday I found a perfect dress but the colour was too pale. Today I found the dress in red would you believe the dress was on sale. I know you're watching over me and I'm feeling truly blessed for no matter what I pray for you always know whats best. I have this circle of Email friends, who mean the world to me, someday I " send " and " send " at other times, I let them be. When I see each name download, and view the message they sent; I know they've thought of me that day, and " well wishes " were there intent. I am so blessed to have these friends, with whom I've grown so close; so this little poem I d

Some Girls Do ...
She turned up her nose as she walked by my Cadillac. From the corner of my eye I saw you and you laughed. You were sittin' on the swing on your front porch, Paintin' your nails like you were bored. And you yelled, "She was sure impressed with you." Well I ain't first class but I ain't white trash, I'm wild and a little crazy too. Some girls don't like boys like me. Aww, but some girls do. I yelled and asked if you would like a ride. When we pulled out of your yard, I bald a tire. You was laughin' at me, I was doin' James Dean. You was the prettiest girl I even seen. When you rolled your eyes and twirled my pink fur dice. Well, I ain't first class but I ain't white trash. I'm wild and a little crazy too. Some girls don't like boys like me, Aww, but some girls do. Well good 'ol boys don't get no breaks And the rich boys think they got what it takes. But there's someone for each of us they say. Well, I ain't first class but I ain't white trash, I'm wild and

Some Ct People
I find it amazing how after a few days of problems w/ my internet provider, that I come on here FINALLY and I can really tell who my real friends are!! Might I add much huge love to you, and you all know who's who in the CT world...MUAHHH, Anywho those who really know me, also know I'm not the typical BITCHER...so for those of you who didn't even notice that I wasn't around...say Good-Bye..cause seriously I do have a real life w/ real friends on here as well as in the reality world, and I'm not here for status...and once again a great deal of love to my true CT friends and Family! P.S. OK I'm done ranting so lets play....MUAHHHH

Something To Think About
Kansas Opening Senate Prayer This Pastor Has Guts This message could also be applied in Canada thought you might enjoy this interesting prayer given in Kansas at the opening session of their Senate. It seems prayer still upsets some people. Please read..... When Minister Joe Wright was asked to open the new session of the Kansas Senate, everyone was expecting the usual generalities, but this is what they heard; "Heavenly Father, We come before you today to ask your forgiveness and to seek your direction and guidance. We know Your Word says, "Woe to those who call evil good" but that is exactly what we have done. We have lost our spiritual equilibrium and reversed our values. We have exploited the poor and called it the lottery. We have rewarded laziness and called it welfare. We have killed our unborn and called it choice. We have shot abortionists and called it justifiable. We have neglected to discipline our children and called it building se

Some Fake Shit I Got Into
Tha Fuccin Fake Ass Shit That I Got INvolved With Category: Life Ok look ....How can a company be a company when you have so many people in and out and in and out of the building that don't even involve the company or even have any concern for the company? How in the fucc can someone sit there and let that go on in "HIS" building that "HE" pays for and act like it's everyone elses fault and shit for not keeping it clean or whatever. This shit is rediculous. I think that even though i refuse to come bacc to this company untill i see The Real One Bacc , it still needs to be ran correctly and in a buisness fashion and no Alcohol Drugs or Groupies or whatever should be in and out "EVERYDAY" I can see sometimes but damn ....."EVERYDAY"? Where is the time for the work? I mean ....yopu can't get anything done with a bunch of drunk muffuccas runnin round talking shit and arguing bout who tha first one was with the top off their beer. What tha fucc is a buisness with no rules of thumb a

Something Odd Is Going On At Work
I say this because it is rare when they call me off--as a matter of fact--I've only been called off maybe 3 times in 5 years. Then this morning, I get a call from work, telling me that things are slow and I can have the day off. That leaves me with 3 days this week. Maybe I shouldn't stress over it, but I can't help feeling like they may be trying to get me to quit. For what reason, I'm not sure. I just know that things have been real weird the last couple of weeks, and when I walked into the crew room the other day, our district manager, head manager and assistant manager were in there having a meeting and they all shut up when I walked in. So, goes the hunt for another job...I'm not going to give them what they want --if in fact it is what they want--unless I have something else to go to. It just seems real strange that AFTER they're told I'm being treated for depression and several other things, all of a sudden my sschedule is getting shortened. Maybe I'm paranoid

Something I Can Never Have
I still recall the taste of my tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldnt do the things that I can do now. This is slowly take me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. In this place it seems like such a same. Though it all looks different now, I know its still the same Everywhere I look youre all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this

Something I Wrote A While Back...thinking About It Today
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

Some Items For Sale. Porch Swing, Archway And Entertainment Stand
I have the following items for sale. Items are located in Seymour and can be viewed/picked up from there. If you are interested please drop me a message on here or on yahoo messenger as Sunshynevideo, Outdoor Swing. About 3 months old. I will take $100.00 - Perfect condition Archway. About 5 Months Old - I will take $100.00 Entertainment Stand I want $50.00 for it. Originally sold for $80.00 @ Walmart

Someone Needed To Say It
some women out there are searching for that nice guy, some are searching for that bad boy. Well, I am going to be even more specific. I am sick of little boys. What's even worse, little boys that aren't really little boys, the grown men that refuse to accept the fact that they are no longer grungy teenagers that lack any sense of responsibility. Little boys that are incapable of handling a real woman. I am a very strong personality...all these little boys that try to hang end up crushed...if you think you have the balls...i have a few preliminary questions before any conversations may continue...i dont believe in saving feelings, i dont believe in jealousy, i appreciate attention, but dont crowd me, i love to snuggle...but when i want to be left alone get the fuck on...and don't even bother talkin to me if you don't like jack daniels or beer...we sure as hell aren't gonna see eye to eye. If you get all bitter and butt hurt about sarcasm...get the fuck on...i am demanding in certain are

Sometimes I Struggle....
Beautiful....don't really understand the meaning of this word? Someday I hope to. Hope....I have so many wishes. I aim to the sky. I make the dean's list. I am smart they claim....but I wanna work as a special needs teacher....not good enough? geez I love it!! My body...I am so sick of you remember when you were pretty...geez....One word of advice...NEVER say this to a person who once had an eating disorder. lol I miss....my dad. I just realized a few days ago that Sunday is Father's Day. I miss him. He will be gone a total of 9 years this weekend. I can't bring myself to go to his grave. Then there is Sam ...my best friend through high school. He got me. I miss him. He knew me best. I couldn't have asked for anything more precious to have passed through my life. I wish he could call and say Lulu hang in there. It's called life and no one is a pro at it Irony? My dad died on his 19th bday. He died in July. He would have made a great husband, father, but I gues

Some Of My Old Poems....
...that i have on my computer. these were dome at the start of my writter's block. be nice kay? Another Day The sun rose just as it should The birds sang their mellow tunes And the day became alive A shot fired from a distant land A sudden cry; a helping hand Pride for a country; tears for another Thousands gone; thousands left The sun set behind the clouds The birds began to roost And the day came to a close Yet only nature was the same ------------------------------- Silent Nightmare I lay in bed hoping that Today you'd be different Prayed that it wouldn't happen again I put on my long sleeve shirt To hide the marks from others And the pain from myself I hid behind my forced smile I tried to get away and You always held me back I tried to scream and you Smothered my cries for help I tried to breathe when The force of your hand hit my face You slammed me against the wall When you'd stop you'd look at me As I cried there on the floor And you neve

Sometimes...
I am not as smart as I like to think I am. Yesterday I decided I would kayak the Huron River here in Ann Arbor. Yes, I sunburn easy and it was 90+ and sunny. Yes I took my sunscreen. No, I did not use it… I put a sunburn pic in my photos. Ladies – it can now be your new screensaver. For those of you wanting to know where the Anaconda is, I put em over my shoulders… Remember – you are ALL part of my World Wide Harem – unfortunately only a few hundred of you know it, and slightly less are card carrying members… Want to earn a card? :)

Something For The Ones New To This Lifestyle
There are as many ways to do D/S as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND be too embarrassed to talk about it AND feel as i

Some Idiots On Here In Ct Land
Just had a guy a bit ago rate my profile pic as a 1. What the hell??? I havent yet and dont either rate someones pic, profile stash or whatnot a one..comon ppl. To all my friends and fans out there tg im not the person to pull that kinda BS but damned if there arent those out there that might have a burr up their asses to either pull that shit or worse. Pardon my french...i try to be polite on here..But i have a saying for those like that...Piss me off ...pay the consequences.

Some Cool Links For Ropework
I was looking through some stuff for a friend and I figured maybe some others needed these links as well. I wish I had these tutorials many years ago hehe This site is back up and is great for you couples to learn, lots of advice on d&S or S&M or just plain ropework stuff as well. The main site http://ds-arts.com/siteindex.html shibai stuff: http://www.ds-arts.com/RopeArt/index.html and here is another useful site http://www.bondageproject.com/public/index_e.htm I left out this stuff here are some good books http://www.amazon.com/Knotty-Showing-Ropes-Step-Step/dp/193116049X/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1/102-3954224-0568923?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1181956268&sr=8-1 http://www.amazon.com/Jay-Wisemans-Erotic-Bondage-Handbook/dp/1890159131/ref=pd_bxgy_b_text_b/102-3954224-0568923?ie=UTF8&qid=1181956268&sr=8-1 and this one too http://www.amazon.com/Better-Built-Bondage-Book-Furniture/dp/0973668806/ref=pd_bbs_4/102-3954224-056892

Some Sex Poems
SEX POEM [: berries are sweet Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain The Guy Says He loves You And You Believe Its True But When Your Tummy Starts To Swell He Says To Hell With You 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. eat me beat me bite me blow me fuck me suck me very slowly if you li

Something About Me
Something I've come across in the last few minutes, something about me, suggests that for a while I've been hiding in an illusion. I was someone that I am not, and now I'm someone I was not. Upon further investigation I came to the conclusion that a few of the key players in my day to day dealings have misled me. My bullshit sensors have been so fucked up, and so my perception of reality has faltered, resulting in this chaotic mindset that's left me questioning my own morals. I, however, have discovered this in time to correct the issue and have done so accordingly, at least the issue in my head. As for the stimulus to my response, I still have yet to correct the issue. I guess I'm a bit hesitant to make a move considering that at any given moment I could find that my sensors are off on this one, even just a little bit.

Some Say Things Good, Some Say Bad
This is my newest entry and it's been a wild ride thus far in my journey to happiness. Truth is that I have not found it. There has been many times to where I thought I did find it, but unfortunately it was just a mirage. As my life currently goes I have been brought to many conclusions to know and see that most women go for looks and unfortunately most men go for looks as well. This world is so far into appearance is everything. It is so sad to see the past of what this world use to be, to what this world is turning into. From Ole Fashion to Hard Rock Abusive People we use to call MEN!!! The world is going to Hell and nobody seems to care. I use to be one of those types and then a bad "could've been fatal" accident sends my senses and my careless hatred away and I turn into who I am now. Right when you think my life couldn't get any worse, I realize the gift that I recieved a second chance at life and love. It made me realize that everything can be better, as long as you ch

Something That Came Across My Desk.....
It seems that people are now starting to choose sides, and wage a 'war' with others on here. Funny thing, the person they are 'siding' with is no better then the people that they are targeting with the so called 'crime'. Look I don't give a flying fuck if you're going to leave because you posted this or that of yourself, and someone said something, and now you're all bumhurt. Boo who. Sounds like to me that you got what you deserved. However, some don't it that way, and think that others should be 'respected'. Ya know that's all good and fine, seriously, until you fuck with me, I have all the respect for you as a human being, however, you have to EARN my respect. The 16 members of my family, have EARNED my respect, the 550 something friends are EARNING it, however, you want to post a bulletin, and tell me that the 'males' on here should be more respectful to the females, yes to that effect I DO AGREE. However, if you post nudes, and NSFW pics, and get comments on them, then you

Some Men Suck!
Ok, to start this off,I met a guy online. We got married after a point of time passed. We were married for 5 years and divorced in 2004. It ended due to the fact that he couldnt keep his pants zipped around other females! Not to mention he started the affair when I was fighting for my life in ICU. Then, I met a guy off the internet and went to FL to see him, stayed a week. Upon returning home to TX, I find out he has had a girlfriend the whole 6 months that we had been talking on the phone, also as the week I spent there in FL with him. He and I are now friends (strickly friends!) Finally, this last one.....we were together a year and a half. We met online same as the last 2. We fell in love. We became engaged online (as well as offline without having met). In October (nearly one year since meeting online) I moved to AZ to be with him. He refused to talk to me on the phone, or meet me. Claiming he wasnt ready. Then I start having depression and anxiety attacks, due to being in AZ

Something From A Very Special Friend
Thank you my friend...very sweet of you to think about me... "Where's My Babe That Dances Like A song and Sounds Like A Poem"..A true gentleman!! LOL I tried to leave this as a comment however, you must have them turned off. I wrote this for you because you are so wonderful to me.... It's just a little something There comes a time in every rhyme some great humbled wonderful sign Its creation and relation should never be missed It should be posted upon everyone's list A woman who's memory that stands so proud in a world so different in today's so loud Be kind to her for she carries gift's not material but of thought that lifts She's gorgeous on the outside and inside too a thing that's so rare on your thinking through Keep her happy and she will give you her all She's Hot Cherry Licious at her beckon call...

Something I Found In My Research For A Medical Class I Am Taking A Few Of:)
Health Benefits of masturbation and sex Being the month for masturbation, you all can see there is more good than bad in it. So get those hands lubed up....and let the fun begin. Health Benefits of masturbation and sex (as well as orgasm): • Long Life: more than 1 orgasm per week has been found in people who live a significantly longer life than those who have orgasms less frequently. • Less likely to develop breast cancer: breast cancer is found in men and women, and regular orgasms are found to play a role in preventing this type of cancer. • Healthy Heart: regular orgasms are found to link to people being 50% less likely to die from heart failure or coronary heart disease. • Healthy Immune system: regular sexual activity has been found to stimulate and strengthen the immune system, which helps us fight off colds, flu’s and other viruses. • Youthful Appearance: regular sexual activity has been found to help maintain a very young and youthful

Sometimes
Sometimes I imagine... Happily sailing through life you and me walking hand in hand able to face each problem and strife experiencing a love that understands Where I can rest all my anxiety in your comforting arms conquer every goal and see victory and not come across despair or harm Sometimes I wonder... If you think about me and share the same feeling or am I just a quiet breeze that comes and goes not affecting Do you desire the same love which echoes within my heart thoughts of me do you just shove and let my memories depart Sometimes I just wish... To be lost in you and in your passion bathe in your tenderness and rejoice to drown in the sea of your affection and float in bliss listening to your voice Sometimes I miss you and want you here wishing for much more wishing for you will you come to know or ever come near and hold this heart of mine that longs for you..

Something To Think About
Here are a few things to think about that you probably have never thought about: Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "

Some News!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought I would share this with everyone, as I am pretty excited about it. I've been waiting for something my record label was working on to happen, and I found out today that it has. As of today my music is live worldwide on ITUNES. I really am very excited about it. Been waiting for 12 weeks for them to get it all in place and finally it is active around the globe on itunes. I'm hoping my level of excitement is warranted of course. lol Anyway, I just wanted to share this news with all my friends, so if you have itunes, go get some music. If you don't, go download itunes and then go get some music! lol Thanks everyone for putting up with me. My thoughts for the day and everything else. Your firnedship is very important to me, I hope you all know that. Thanks again for your friendship and support :) Peter Britt

Some Old Poetry.
"THE PATTERN" The Pattern Break me Hate me Love me …Leave me Hold me Hug me Guide me …Leave me Kiss me Touch me Fool me …Leave me Fuck me Obstruct me Hurt me …Leave me Mock me Shock me Taste me …Leave me See me Hear me Cease me …Leave me Enjoy me Destroy me Envy me …Leave me

Something To Think About
Maybe ...... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because y

Something New To Look At And Consider
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Something To Keep In Mind, Always
* To laugh is to risk appearing the fool. To weep is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out for another is to risk involvement. To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self. To place your ideas, your dreams, before a crowd is to risk their loss. To love is to risk not being loved in return. To live is to risk dying. To hope is to risk failure. But risks must be taken. Because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. If you risk nothing and do nothing, you dull your spirit. You may avoid suffering and sorrow, but you cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, and live. Chained by your attitude, you are a slave. You have forfeited your freedom. Only if you risk are you free. Leo Buscaglia.

Some People
Some people really piss me off. Seriously. those who play games with peoples minds and pretend to be something or someone that they are not, really tick me off. I mean, I get that this is the internet, a fantasy world. But when you take things farther than just a www page, try and be real with people. And you know, when you catch these people at their little games of deception, it absolutely infuriates me that they have the nerve to turn around and apologize for something that they know that they are not sorry for in the least little bit. It escapes my vocabulary on how to describe exactly how angry this makes me. Don't complain to me of other crazy people when you, yourself, obviously have something not to sane going on with your own mind. Stop fucking with me. When you become real and want to show me exactly who you are, then come talk to me, otherwise, leave me the hell alone. I hate mother fucking fake ass people!

Something I Posted In Bulletin Yesterday That Peeps Actually Like
"To all the girls who look past the nice guys." I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry

Some Time Before,yesterday
, SOME TIME BEFORE, YESTERDAY Some time before, they were youth, happy go lucky, and care free Some time before. their worries were few, and they were so full of life Some time before, their only competition was to impress the girl next door Some time before, they knew only the beauty, love and peace of their youth And then suddenly came yesterday, on a distant battle field, in an Asian jungle Yesterday, their youth was gone, much too soon before it's time, and only the shell of an old man remained Yesterday, happy-go-lucky became, "It don't mean nothing". Yesterday, care free became a high degree of caution, and a distrust of everything not Marine. Yesterday, their worries were many, and they carried the knowledge, that death might come at any second, and they felt as if their souls were dead. Yesterday, their competition was a man named Charlie, Whose one mission was to kill them, with extreme prejudice. Yesterday, their only impression

Some Men Dumn As Fly Paper
A few weeks ago I meet this guy we were talking and he asked what my fantasy was and now I wonder after his reaction to my fantasy. Do men understand what the word fantasy means. Ok here is what I wrote kinky I know but fantasy only OK folks My fantasy right now is to have orgy you set it up to have 2 suites one a few floors down in a nice hotel where you have a nanny taking well care of my kids there wants and needs are well taken care of. Then a few floors up there is another suite where you have sat up a orgy close to 15 guys plus you and my husband. You take me shopping mid day for a sexy outfit not telling anything of what is planned other then I’m the guest of honor and that I need to be very sexy for this evening. You take me to get my hair and nails done then we get the suite my husband is already there dressed very sexy himself I look around there is tables with drinks, food and small bowls threw the room with condoms. You excuse yourself and shower and come out all s

Some Information About Iraq.
I read this in a Bulletin (sometime ago) & just had to Repost it. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Some information about Iraq. Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to topple a ruthless dictator who used nerve gas on his own people. Our soldiers completed that mission! Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to help set up a constitutionally directed government. Our soldiers completed that mission! Our soldiers deployed to Iraq to support the people of Iraq, democratically elect its own government, Our soldiers completed that mission! Our soldier were not deployed to force the Iraqi people to get along. Our soldiers have completed their initial mission and so much more; But our soldiers are the highest trained most professional military in the world and they know that if they turn their back and walk out of Iraq now, it will become a killing field that will m

Some Good Advice...thank You B.f For Writing This......
I’ve come to you today to “discuss” a very important matter. A thing of no small importance. No matter where you call home, or how old you are, or how inflated your ego is, please take a few moments for this important Cherry Tap public service announcement. It’s easy to get caught up tapping cherries, gentlemen, and dropping comments. That’s why we’re here! But we’ve gotten a little out of hand at times. You see breasts on a scrolling profile. High, tight breasts in a low cut shirt or in a halter. Black fabric barely holding back the white skin of breasts and then something from the lizard part of your brain kicks in and you click on that profile. Chaos and crass crudeness ensues. You click a “10” and then lay a comment on the lady that leaves a lot to be desired, some epic literary comment like, “Nice big ‘uns, babe.” Or, “Great fun bags, sexi.” Or that line that makes Shakespeare green with envy. “Umm. Can I taste?” Gentlemen, it’s time to straighten up. This typ

Sometimes I Wonder
Sometimes I wonder...am I the only one who worries about the world my children will have? If most people are sane in this country, why are we in a war that makes no sense? Why do we continue to use resources that we KNOW are limited? Why do we keep producing and paying to see movies that detail more and more macabre topics? Why are people determined to keep their eyes closed and NOT SEE what is going on? Why? Why? Why? I just don't understand people! I feel so alone in this, it seems like people make sense to each other, but with few exceptions not to me. And if I look up, and ask people these questions, they look at me like I'm insane. Am I the only one wondering about the definition of insanity in a world gone mad? Maybe. And what does that make me?

Someone Or Something Has Taken Over My Laptop
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND ME ON THEIR LIST I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THE SPAM, SOMEONE OR SOMETHING HAS TAKEN OVER MY LAPTOP AND KEEPS SENDING OUT ALL THESE MASS SPAMS DO NOT CLICK ON THE LINK IT WILL FUCK UP YOUR PC, I GOT IT FROM SOMEONE ON MY LIST VENEMOUSBOWLER AND THAT IS WHAT STARTED IT ALL I AM SO SORRY MY FRIENDS "WHO UNDERSTAND" AND TO THOSE THAT DONT ARE PISSED AT ME TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST CAUSE I WOULD NEVER DO THAT ON PURPOSE AND YOU ALL KNOW IT, I DONT DO THAT SHIT. SO AGAIN MY "FRIENDS" IM SORRY AND I AM WORKING ON FIXING THE PROBLEM. THANK YOU SHY

Some My Favorite Activism Site Links
http://www.consumersunion.org/ http://www.oceana.org/ http://www.foe.org/index.html http://passport.panda.org/campaigns/ http://www.greenpeace.org/usa/ http://www.api4animals.org/ http://www.sierraclub.org/ http://www.audubon.org/

Someday
Someday I am going to purchase a descent priced laptop...that is to say after I get my next tattoo. I think i should have both before the end of the year...but for now i focus on my driving so i can get out of this city every now and again.

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Something Everyone Should Read
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Something Inside Has Die
Used to be so vibrant, so full of life Now never seem to have a happy day Tears pouring free constantly Nothing ever going my way Pain eating me up inside Sorrow clutching at my soul Remembering a time so long ago When I wasn't broken but whole Despair filling up all my hours Seems I'm depressed all the time Recalling with a tired sad smile When happiness was mine How long will I feel this way? Lost count of tears I've cried Finally I'm starting to accept That something inside has died

Someone Very Special To Me
well i have been talkin' to someone that has become very special to me and she makes me very very happy. The really good part is she likes me for who i am and the way i am, i haven't met anyone quite as special as she is to me. She also nows that too cuz i tell her everyday how much i like her and that she is very beautiful. I'm hoping this will become a very long lasting relationship between me and her and i have a pretty good feelin' it will. She knows who i am talkin' about and that's all that matters to me is that she knows and is happy too.

Sometimes
Sometimes I'm up Sometimes I'm down Sometimes I smile Sometimes I frown Depends on what I've done Depends on who I've seen Depends if you are nice Depends if you are mean Sometimes I'm clever Sometimes I'm thick Sometimes I endeavour Sometimes I retreat Depends on who I'm talking to Depends on what I say Depends on how I'm feeling Depends if I'm too weak Sometimes I'm happy Sometimes I'm sad Sometimes I want to change Sometimes I want to be me Depends on those around me Depends upon the news Depends if I'm helpless Depends who else I could be

Sometimes It Hurts
sometimes we all get mixed up and a little lost in the world around us . we forget about the things that make us happy and start looking for that very thing we hold in our hands some place else . We ask our selves things like why are we here what is wrong with me why don't I feel love for him/her anymore . The truth may be that we don't feel love for ourselves anymore . maybe we are so broke down on the inside that we beg for millons of people to love us hoping that just one of them will make us feel good for a few . The truth is to actually feel good one most love them selves look deep inside and relize just how amazing we are for simple being ourselves . I now know I don't need a millon people to love me , don't get me wrong I love you all , but all I need is just one and all you need is just one that person is myself/yourself .

Sometimes A Song Says It Better
Rain King by Counting Crows When I think of heaven Deliver me in a black-winged bird I think of flying down into a sea of pens and feathers And all other instruments of faith and sex and God In the belly of a black-winged bird. Don't try to feed me I've been here before And I deserve a little more I belong in the service of the Queen I belong anywhere but in between She's been crying and I've been thinking And I am the Rain King And I said mama, mama, mama, why am I so alone I can't go outside I'm scared I might not make it home I'm alive, I'm alive But I'm sinking in If there's anyone at home at your place, darling Why don't you invite me in? Don't try to bleed me I've been there before And I deserve a little more I belong in the service of the Queen I belong anywhere but in between She's been lying and I've been sinking And I am the Rain King Hey, I only want the same as anyone Henderson is waiting for the sun Oh, it seems night endlessly begin

Sometimes I Feel To Much..
So I feel I speak for most women when I say we are very understanding of feelings... except our own. We feel EVERYTHING, we are so intune w/ feelings we feel every single feeling at once. And never know which one to act on right away... The stupidest things coould make us act silly and upset, heartbroken even... yet the stupidest little things can make our hearts melt. Its hard to know when some feelings are real. I fall into this catagory... Its not that I wear my heart in the open but I am so in love w/ the idea of being in love sometimes true feelings are masked... I have known love... felt it been in love and fallin' out of love... But I know when I care for someone ... that never changes... That isnt something that is too hard to except... I would never fake love either but its so hard to understand... are we in love or the idea of love... I can say I am not in love but I am in "like" w/ someone I hold dear . I like people... But Love *( when you are speaking of opposite sexes)

Some People Are Just Toxic
I'm finding that some people are just toxic to me. I drink & do bad things with them LOL However said person from above isnt who I was really talking about. There are people in our lives who drive us completely insane yet for some reason they are still around. My friends for instance lol They tell me things i really dont want to hear. Not just that I am a complete dumbass about a certain yeehaw but things that simply arent my business. I love them but damn.. do I NEED to know about your sexual issues?? seriously?? there are some things.. I just dont wanna know. I used to trust people..I think I have become a very big pessimist. Partly because of my ex partly because i am opening my eyes to the fact some people really do suck. No matter how hard you try to put a good spin on them .. some people just don't have a good side. Bitchy?? probably ...

Some Ct Women
So in the few months I have been on CT I have met lots of wonderful, intelligent women and men on CT, but there has also been a lot of Women who think that every one is here to screw them. They have poor attitudes and Behavior. I want to know if this is because men on here are Asshole and treat them like objects as opposed to Women? Please help me understand why these women, to put it bluntly, Think their shit doesn't stink. Truly most of them are not hot enough to (one) have this opinion and (2nd) I personally have never disrespected them or any other woman. Do you think it is because they are so insecure it is their only power trip to put other down and feel empowered by a false sense of superiority? or, and I hope this isn't it, but are they just Bitches? RAP2

Something To Think About
as we enter this world, form babies to adolecants and to our adulthood, learning skills to bring us to the next phase of our lives that is never known to us but is shaped by what we have do and what we keep on doing each and every day we breath. and at such a young age we think not of much elsem but that of witch we hold dearest to us. everyone has thier own, but its what drives us to anothers arms in feelings of what we think is love. Im not here to tell you, that you may not know what love is, or even to give you a speech that you are to young to realize what love is. but "You can not know great love without great pain." basicly in the short terms that no one knows what real love is. with all the things that we have in our lives, we love our parants, we love our pets, we love our possessions, and we may even love our jobs (i know not everyone does). "love" or the essence of love has us all torn up within ourselves to the point were its now just an empty word that comes form the mouth

Sometimes, Enough Is Enough
Ok, I honestly don't get it. I'm baffled, yet amazed. I know that I'm not everyones personal pick or favorite on here, and I am fine with that. However, I do ask one thing.. please don't put me upon a pedestal, I'm not comfortable being there. I am fallible, I make a TON of mistakes. For the person, whomever it may have been that created an account just to come and rate me a 1. Thanks!!! I could give this persons link, but why, it would only create more of the needless drama and hate I go outta my way to try to avoid. With that being said.. I'd like to apologize for allowing the site to get to me. I have some amazing and loving friends on here. I honestly wish they'd allow us 100 family members, and even that would most likely be too small. Always remember, there is a real person behind the screen. It's not our place to pass undue judgement upon someone just because they have a different view than we do. Or because they're too pretty, or what we consider "not attractive

Something Funny.
I think it's funny when you rate someone low and they turn around and hate on you. I'm completly sorry, i'm brutly honest. And I do hope that you are honest with me. It doesn't bother me what you rate me. Every little number counts! People are callin' me everything under the sun on here, because of what I rate them. If you don't like being rated low. Your better off deleting your pictures. Your going to be rated low once in a while. Even if it is just jealous people. But it's bullshit. I give people the rating I believe they deserve. You may think different. I am a bitch, but as least i'm honest. I'm not going to tell your your hot or whatever if your not. That's not how I do. I rate according to what I belive. IF you can't handle that....Block me. I really don't give a fuck. People should grow up and stop hatin' on someone for the ratings they give them. Some are going to leave you 10s. Some are going to leave you ones. It's the way of cherrytap! Grow up!! xoxoxoxo Ha

Someone Just Take The Pain
So its been a while eh? Has anyone missed me? Hardly seems to be that way....i never hear a word from anyone....i suppose i understand. Its funny this always seems to be the place I turn to when I am in pain. Maybe hoping....wanting...wishing....just one person...anyone to listen. Selfish and retarded of me i know, but sometimes the outside world is the only thing someone can have in their world. Throwing out some random thoughts here and there seems to be one of the only ways to convince myself that i have to keep going. Its true I am not a quiter....but it might be nice to think about. Never in all the times or places have I ever considered such ways of things like they are now. Desperate to drown myself in anything to blanket what it is I feel inside. Is it really healthy for a human to suffer so badly?....Its not a brag I am only projecting a minor detail of whats happening on the inside.....Minor and moderate.....I am sure most wouldnt want to see what really hides

Some Days.......
Some days ....are better than others. ....are worse than most. ....are full of joy. ....are crammed with anger. ....make you wanna dance. ....beg you to hurt someone. ....you sail right through. ....just drag on forever. ....you can't wait to start. ....you just want to end. ....you wanna sleep in. ....you gotta get out. ....you take the good. ....are kind of bad. ....you just want to end it all. ....you suck it up and drive on. ....you cave in. ....you fight back. ....you lose to. ....you conquer. ....get away from you. ....you own completely. ....you just hate. ....love blinds you. Whatever happened today, a new day comes tomorrow. Live each day. However you do it, LIVE EACH DAY.

Something Abstract
You fill my Thoughts You fill my Dreams You fill my Desires Yet you do not fill my Arms The distance is Afar Time passes Slow The other end of a Phone And CT are I Have As time draws Near The distance becomes Clear Waiting for Beauty My One and Only Cutie My smile says it All I'm in Neverland My tinkerbell Awaits 10 Seconds is Heaven

Something Abstract
You fill my Thoughts You fill my Dreams You fill my Desires Yet you do not fill my Arms The distance is Afar Time passes Slow The other end of a Phone And CT are what I Have As time draws Near The distance becomes Clear Waiting for Beauty My One and Only Cutie My smile says it All I'm in Neverland My tinkerbell Awaits 10 Seconds is Heaven

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SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW I'D EVER MAKE IT THROUGH THROUGH THIS WORLD WITH OUT HAVING YOU. WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE I CAN FACE THE WORLD I CAN DO ANYTHING WHENI SEE YOU SMILE

Sometimes...
Sometimes I wonder if you actually care. Sometimes I wonder if you actually love me... Sometimes I wonder if this is goin' to work out. So for now, I'm restin' this relationship on your hands. You can stay with me or you can leave me. Either way, you'll always be apart of me. I have scars to remind me of you. Your memory is engrave into my mind and especially my heart. So for now, I'm back on wonderin'.. I don't know how else to describe the love I have for you. Because it seems like you don't care anymore. I think you gave up way before that I even thought about givin' up. You left me out in the cold, where my heart will turn back into a darkened heart. -Linsey June 23, 2007

Some Of My Fav. Quotes
Sometimes we live life in no particular way, but our own." The Greatful Dead "I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells." Dr. Suess "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on." Robert Frost "I am insane and you are my insanity." "James Cole" from "12 Monkeys" "I'll make you famous!" "William H. Bonney" from "Young Guns II ""A big bear hug, and I'm ready to face the day! Better take two, it's Monday." "Garfield" comic, January 13, 1997 "... life is sometimes life and sometimes only a drama..." "Margaret Schlegel" from "Howards End" "It's a matter of life after death. Now that he's dead, I have a life.'" "Mrs. White" from "Clue" Husbands should be like kleenex, soft, strong and disposable.'" "Mrs. White" from "Clue" "Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know whatcha you gonna get " "Tom Hanks" from "Forest Gump" "The two most misused words in the entire English vocabulary are love and fri

Someone Special
there is someone special in my life he is always there for me no matter what i can cry on his sholder he always listens to me and never calls me dumb he tells me that my dreams will come true and i love him with all my heart he says he has a crush on me well.. hes my one and only and i cant think of anyone else i would want in my life he is the first person i think of when i wake in the morning and the last person i think of at night.

Some Interesting Statistics...
Some interesting statistics... Proof That The World Is Nuts In Lebanon , men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking at the genitals of a corpse. This also applies to undertakers. The sex organs of the deceased must be covered with a brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside And deflower young

Something Worth Having
Forgive me For I thought I saw in him What I did not see in you I thought I could have What I didn’t think we had And whatever that was Or could have been I walked away from it all Only in the end I was thinking of you While I thought of him Yet, in thoughts I did not see That what I saw in him Is what you saw in me And while I figured it out The timing was all wrong The things I was looking for Were the things I had all along But how could I have known When you showed me no clue And left me to think on my own Maybe on that one day I was pushing you away So afraid to see The things you could see in me But part of me struck curiosity And went off wondering Only to come back to your door But not without some confessions That my heart could not pour The longer I waited The harder it became The longer it went on The more I felt ashamed I didn’t know why at the time Or how I could do such a crime But now all I know Is that I let something worth havin

Some Dating Advice From The Trenches....it's Really Not That Hard :)
Okay, I concede. Dating is not hard if you keep a few things in mind. 1) Do not look at all dates as potential mates. Yes, you might have sex with them at some point. Yes, they might become your friend. Yes, you might find someone to fix up with your best friend. No, they might not be the one for you...but at least you went out, had a good time (hopefully***see disclaimer) and forgot about your problems for awhile. 2) Do not go out with someone you just "met" online. You need to talk at least for a little while. Yes, they may be hot. Yes, they may want to rush into a date (most men are in a hurry for some reason...my guess is that they are "get to the point" creatures and don't like to dilly dally)...DON'T BE FOOLED. I have found that when I go out right away with someone, they are usually not anyone I'd like to spend time with. Spend a little time getting to know them and give them a chance to hang themselves with the rope you give them. 3) Do not, under any circ

Something Different
How many of you took your pic in the car before or after you left work?? this would be considered a pic at work. How many of you taken your pic at home right before you head out the door? This would be a pic at work. How many of you had a long day at work and you got home took your pic ? This would be a pic at work. To all my Family, Friends and Fans! My Friend is holding her first contest and it is going to be a pic at work Contest!( pic must be you at work or what you do while at work) P.S to all you domesitc goddess and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work yall hold very important jobs of taking care of the house and family and that is how we surive . So dont let that stop ya from entering the contest!!!!! RULES !!!!!!!! 1. Comment bombing photos 2. Self bombing allowed 3. Bombers welcomed 4. Have Fun DATES OF CONTEST Contest will start on June the 25th at 8:00 a.m. central time and will end on July the 8th at 8:00 p.m. central time. PRIZES

Something I Am Working On...
Here is where I plant my garden and here I shall care for love's blossoms, As I am tuaght by my muse, carefully sort them in plotes, Fertile branches, whose product is golden fruit of my lifetime, Set here in happier years, tended with pleasure today. Standing here, good Prispus, albeit from thieves I've Nothing to fear. Freely pluck, who so ever would eat. Hypocrites, those are the ones! If weekend with shame and bad conscience One of those criminals comes, spuiting out over My Garden!, Bridling at nature's pure fruit, punish the knave in his hindparts, Using the stake which so red there at your lions. Tell me ye stonee and give me O'! glorious palaces answer. Speak O! ye streets but only one word. Genius, art thou alive! Yes here within thy sanctfied walls there's a soul in Each object, Roma eternal even. For me, only are all things yet muted. Who will then tell me in whispers and where must I find just the window Where one day she'll be glimsped; creature

Some Of My Fav. People On Ct!!!!!
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