Here is my feelings the ones that I hide from eeveryone. I feel as if everyone I love leaves me. I also feel that Death hates me,because he takes everyone I really love away. I have lost so many of the ones I care about and love that it's not funny.One thing that always stays the same is I'm always left when everyone eles is gone. I am truely alone in this world everyone says oh thats not true but It is, my family has turned their back on me all the way. I have no real offline friends that leave near me. The online people who say their my friend are only my friends untill I get to personal with them or untill they find out that I'm not going to get naked for them on cam and play for them, then the find someone else. Don't get me wrong I like to do that every once and awhile with those that I trust aren't going to post me playing with myself all over the net. But It's like F*ck you theres more to me then that. If thats all you want then go hit up a porn site or get in one of the yahoo chat rooms theres alot of people who'll play live for ya. Just tired of being lied to and only good enough for you untill I don't feel like playing with myself for you,then oh well so long girl. You know thats a shity way to be,but hay whatever rocks your boat.
