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Not The Motorcycle. Its The Man.
Not To Be
He finally told me that we should see other people, i knew it was coming, but i'm still sad about it.I'm not really sure if this is what i wanted or not, i knew that we just fought all the time, but i really wanted things to change, i just don't know about this drastically. anyway, so just moping around today, not the bestest time of my life.
Not Too Bad I Guess
today actually kinda sucked what with almost having an anxiety attack and almost blacking out from the pain, BUT it was still an ok day... sorta...
Not That Any One Cares...
But depressed as fuck tonight... I hate that, trying to get a nap then wake up with a huge anxiety attack and feeling nothing but absolutely alone... Great fun... .. I hate people, but strive so hard to find comfort and compassion from one person... Go figure.
Notthing Is As It Seems
well. finally. after a few weeks of being wild and crazy. doing stupid crazy shit. i think my world is finally crashing down. i finally came to relize that the girl i want to be with isnt intrested in me. she just wants to come over and spend the nite with me everynite. but really blows my mind. she always come back to my house. but shows no intrest. and when she gets here she fixes her self up real nice. just to set around and talk to me. maybe i stay to fucked up 80 precent of the time to relize she is intrested. and then maybe im right. i wont say anything to her. i enjoy her company. and dont want her to leave and not talk to me. who knows. my mind just wonders. ill figure it all out when i do my nite in jail tonite. maybe... who knows. am i crazy. or is everyone else crazy.
Not The Bar!
curled up in my comfy recliner and wandering aimlessly through the world of the internet.... i took a nap... it was so nice ... then my wonderful nap was disturbed... wilum was banging on the front door.. .woke my hubby up from his nap to prepare for work tonight... "the bar is on fire" to which my hubby replied (half asleep i might add) "thats nice ill take care of it when i go to work tonight" lol... my hubby crawled back in bed and i walked in to find out what was going on.... He gave me the message and told me to wake him at 9... though i was thinking in my head... wait... ur bar is on fire ... how are you gonna work tonight..??? The on-duty bartender called and asked him to come over.... we went over.... fire trucks were lined up around the block and we had to figure out what was going on... made phone calls to the owners and bartenders to let them know what was up......... FUCKIN CRAZY! luckily, there was no real damage to the ba
Not This Day
Upon the wheel i do vainly cling as my ship is tossed upon this churning sea. By a wind insanely enraged,  seeking my demise, promising death. I see the dragons teeth in the thrashing froth of angry waves. Seeking my flesh The lust for rending on their chill fetid breath. Ow but i would deny thee With my ragged voice i taunt thee With all my might Every fiber of my being pull to port pull, pull, the wheel Into the wind Straight on into its gnashing teeth Trim the sails and with lusty cry have at the beast And when i scream In terrors grip with a maddened gleam No not this day I shall not lay down The storms fury does redouble To drown my flesh beneath stone weighted waves That top the forecastle by a span and a half But in the winds howling You can hear my banshee laugh Pull the wheel, pull, pull to port  Take the wave cross quarter and down the other side Then role back to starboard Head on into her next assault No, NO not this
Not Tonight!
I may have loved you yesterday and I may have loved you last week but after everything that's going on.... I'm sorry to say this but I don't love you tonight. I may have liked you the day before and I may have liked you yesterday but after everything that's going on.... I'm sorry to say this but I don't love you tonight. I'm always going to love you no matter what I'm always going to care for you eveyday I'm always going to miss you every night and I'm always going to like you in every way but after these past few nights and days babe, I'm sorry to say...... I don't love you today. I may love you tomorrow and maybe the day after... but after everything that's been said, and after every thought in my head you have to believe when I day this but..... I don't love you! Today, I feel as though I'm not ready. I woke up nd you weren't on my mind. I got online and you were a stranger to me. I spoke and I felt nothing towards you. Today I feel as though I
Not That Kind Of Girl
Not The Player Everyone Seems To Think I Am....
Romance and Relationships's the deal...I am told that, upon looking at my page, more importantly, my "Friends List" and comments...that I appear to be a "Player"..... Many people are confused as to what a player actually is, and how a real player should conduct him/her self. I do NOT believe that there are two different groups of people in the dating game, the players and the haters. I believe there are three groups: The players, the watchers, and the confused. The players are those who are actively participating in the dating game. Some may be seasoned players and some many be new to the game, but EVERYONE who is dating people on any sort of level is a player (besides people involved in long term relationships). The watchers are those who do not participate in the dating game, some may try once in a while while others would never even think about it. These watchers are scared to become players because of a wide range of reasons, the most common being: shynes
Not Talkin Back
i effin hate it whenu tary 2 talk 2 ppl and they dont talk back it is like they dont see u or some pisses me off so bad
Not To Sound Mean Or Like A Racist, Cause I'm Not
Mexicans are taking over my walmart... what's next? Stopped there for a second today. I don't understand why this makes me so sick, cause i dont really even like walmart. lol Why do they have to shop in packs? I was trying to pay for a couple of items. I had to stand behind 9 mexicans while i guess the pack leader paid for his case of beer. I hate to think of the Demographics of this country over the next 20 years. I'm saying that based on the changes ive seen in my small town over the past few years. Anyway, enough of my rant. Bash me if you wish I would love to hear all your comments. My local radio DJ was really bashing the illegals and mexicans in general today so I guess that got me going. lol Sorry if I offended anyone, but I want my town back!
Not The Same But Maybe Better Than...
well it almost 11pm tongith, and im so exhausted its not funny.// i find myself sneezing and snifling, trying to keep myself from going crazy .... i didnt go to work today because of it, i slept for a big portion of the day... at least i feel better than i did though... any advice on previous blog would be gladdly taken by me.. night yall
Not To Jump The Gun On This
But i think i may be livign by myself from now on. I need to definately get bills paid on time. No more satelite after April. I can watch tv at my brothe's house. All i need is what i have + the phone and the net.
Not The Longest Survey I Have Filled Out...
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends.... Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. shoe size: 10.5-11.5 Height: 6' What are you wearing right now? Dr. Pepper shirt, Black cargo pants Can you make a dollar in change right now? I have like 10 in coinage Best place to go for a date? some place special and out of the ordinary -------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Cargo and/or kahki Number: 37... Favorite Drink: too many Month: july Juice: CRANBERRY cartoon: Transformers -------------------------------------------------- Have You Ever... Given anyone a bath: yup Bungee Jumped? nadda Gone skinny dipping? negative Loved someone so much it made you cry? yus... Played truth or dare? yuppers Came close to dying? all the
Not That Funny, But Funny
> Subject: Fw: SEX - CHURCH & PANCAKES > > > > > > > Teen age sex The mother of a 17-year-old girl > was concerned that her > > daughter was having sex. > > > > Worried the girl might become pregnant and > adversely impact the family's > > status, she consulted the family doctor. > > > > The doctor told her that teenagers today were > very willful and any > > attempt to stop the girl would probably result in > rebellion. He then told > > her to arrange for her daughter to be put on > birth control and until > > then, talk to her and give her a box of condoms. > > Later that evening, as her daughter was preparing > for a date, the woman > > told her about the situation and handed her a box > of condoms. > > > > The girl burst out laughing and reached over to > hug her mother saying: > > > > "Oh Mom! You don't have to worry about that! I'm > dating Susan!" > > > > > > > > > > Church: > > A man went to church one day and > > afte
Not That It Matters To Anyone...
Kind of lost here right now. The woman I love just told me that she hasn't thought of us as together for a while now. Came as a bit of a shock to me. I knew she had been keeping me at arms length for a while but she would never say what was wrong until tonight. I guess I am back to being single again, still a bit of a shock to me as she was the reason I moved up here. Not sure why I posted this, no one bothers to read my blogs anyway. Sorry to bore anyone that does bother to read this one.
Not To Brag Or Anything.....
i just got back from the local high school musical....they did grease....and my niece was patty simcox...and i must say... SHE WAS AWESOME!!!! ps didi mention that she sang the national anthem on tv?? yeah she pretty much rocks!
Not To Nsfw
Here's an example of one of the reasons I keep taking down my NSFW pics. [14:14] wimsey70: Hello [14:14] redneckdragon64: hi wimsey [14:15] redneckdragon64: welcome [14:15] redneckdragon64: did u like my nude pics [14:15] redneckdragon64: in cherrytap [14:15] wimsey70: I don't look at guys' nude pics on CT [14:15] redneckdragon64: oh ok [14:15] wimsey70: Nothing personal :) [14:16] wimsey70: Might want to read this: [14:16] redneckdragon64: all my 10 inches up there for nothin? [14:18] wimsey70: Why am I supposed to care? I don't know you, and I'm not going to sleep with you, and penises are kind of boring unless they're in real life. [14:18] redneckdragon64: well you were the one who came on to me [14:18] redneckdragon64: on cherrytap [14:18] redneckdragon64: you have sexy pics there [14:18] redneckdragon64: so you want somethin there [14:18] wimsey70: No, I don't. [14:18] wimsey70: I have sexy pics, I also have a lot of o
Not Too Late
Not Too Late 4-7-07 What if I were older than you What if you were older than I What would either of us do Would we just say good-bye If you were only eighteen I would hope you had a cherry to pop If you were only twenty-eight I would hope you had a bush to crop If you were only thirty-eight I would hope you had something to teach me If you were only forty-eight I would hope you had something for three If you were only fifty-eight I would hope you gave me a chance to keep up If you were only sixty-eight I would hope you would stay up No matter what or when the eight My heart can only hope I am not too late
Not Taking The Net Serious As Some...
I love the net, just as much as the next person, but my god, some people get a little out of hand. I started talking to this guy who is fairly local... mainly about sports, lost loves, life, exercise, etc... and booooom... the next minute I get this nasty note from a woman telling me that I better stop talking to him because he is her love interest. What is up with jealous people? I mean are they so inscure that they have to think that you are trying to sleep with their man? Sex wasn't even brought up, beings that I am not an internet whore... so she decides to go postal on a woman who is so secure with her life, very grounded... ? Weird! Of all the women on the net, she actually had to take out her frustrations on someone who could give a shit! LOL. I think it's a funny thing... I hope she gets lucky with this guy, I hope they produce lots of little retards! Will I still talk to him? GEE, if I want too I certainly can! BECAUSE I AM NOT A LOSER who has to keep tabs on someone
Not Talking To Minors????
Just so people understand I'm not trying to be mean but to get a common sense kind of thing out there... Someone I know got themself and possible me in trouble. I was stupid as all hell for adding this person to my cell phone plain, my bad and that's that. So I was checking my myspace stuff beause I havn't be on for a while anywhere... well they posted a note saying they aren't talking to any minros. Now I talk to minors I talk to alot of minors. One of my best friedns that I worked with is only 15, he's cool shit. Now here's the thing... I don't talk about things you shouldn't be talking to them about. You have to know what you can and can't talk about to minors. If you're an Adult you only talk about having sex with another adult, you don't lead them on and make them think you're gonna screw them and have a relationship with them. I don't understand why people have to play mind games and get as much sex as possible. It goes beyond that I mean every one this person was talking to
Not The Handshake !
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Not To All Tastes But
I like the "Bar tab" for alerts and some of the other changes just now...
Not Too Bad At All
You are 13% evil You are not evil. Why are you taking this test? You are a nice person and are always thinking about others. Take this quiz at
Not True
lol this one is for my boy MAN who always busts on us little
Not The Only One
Not That Anyone Reads These, But, Posted As A Bulletin As Well
Why do people seriously care if they're downrated? U still get the points. I seriously think that if someone has the nerve to stop by, downrate you, and then explain why they did it when confronted, that it should just be dropped. Why alienate the person? They were honest, if BabyJ wanted everyone to be rated 10's or 11's don't u think he would have actually just put the 10 or 11? instead of 1 thru 11? Yes a downrate can be insulting, but, come on, honestly, does it change ur everyday life? to know that someone WHO CLEARLY DOES NOT KNOW YOU downrates a photo of urs? I've watched a gazillion bulletins fly by over time on down raters... Sit there n think...does a 5 really hurt you that much? if it does, maybe you should go outside for a walk? Spend time AWAY from the pc? a 10 rate or 11 rate on here is not the end all be all of life.. It doesn't change ur family life, doesn't change you...its a simple rating..thats it... Now I don't care if people delete me because o
Not Too Proud Of This One. It's From High School Days
And So Shall He Suffer… And So Shall He Suffer… One dreary night I was driving on a highway that seemed to stretch right off the face of the earth and drop off into an endless, dark and cold void… This is my tale I've been driving for what seems like weeks. Yet, I've only been living out of my car for the last five days. It's been a hell of a long time since I last slept. Seventy-one hours and forty-three minutes to be exact. The longest I've been stopping for is about twenty minutes, at the most. When I do stop, I usually stock up on coffee and a lot of cheeseburgers, refuel the Bronco, and then call in to the criminal division. That's when I received an update on the case I'm working on. They usually have something new for me. I can always pick up a lead after calling in. In this particular case, I uncovered some startling new evidence. It was understood that the fugitive I was after had made a convenient stop. About seven miles aw
Not That I Haven't .......
Not that I haven't touched the morning dew Nor wished upon a shooting star, Not that I haven't smelled the montain rain Nor felt the soft soft skin of a new born child, Not that I haven't layed in a spring meadow Nor cuddled in the warmth of my mothers arms. Not that I haven't seen the colors of the rainbow Nor the sun setting in western sky, Not that i haven't heard the silence of the winter snow Nor children laughing and playing without a care. But I would give this all up to kneel at His feet and wash them with my tears, To be glorified in His presence, To look into His face. And I would serve Him with all my heart Leigh Ann
Not The Man I Love
You in your designer cloths It's just bullshit to me It's just a lie I'm tired of all these lies I loved you as the man you were What are you trying to do Are you giving me signs tonight Are you trying to tell me something I'm not getting it You gotta say it You can't keep playing these games I'm lost With your designer jeans Your fancy hair do Your designer shirt That fake attitude It's not the man I love
Not That You Care, But Now Ya Know.
1. What was the last thing you ordered from McDonalds? I ORDERED SOFT SERVE. IT SO ROCKS! 2. When was the last time you got totally wasted? HMMMMM I DON'T THINK LAST NIGHT COUNTED AS WASTED. 3. Do you own a canoe? NO. I DO NOT. I WOULD SO GET STUCK IN ONE I KNOW IT. AND I WOULD FLIP! I WOULD I WOULD *shudder* 4. What was the last button you pushed? CAPS 5. Do you have or want any Piercings? I HAVE MANY EARS AND MA NOSE. MAYBE AN EYEBROW. 6. Do you have or want any Tattoos? MMMM MAYBE. ANGEL WINGS ON MY BACK 7. Are you in love? MMMHMMMM 8. Have you ever been in love? MMMMHMMMMM X 2 9. What are your plans for college? SEND MY KIDS THERE OF THATS WHAT THEY WANNA DO. 10. Do you own a pet hedgehog? NO. BUT NOW I WANT ONE. 11. What color is the wall closest to you? CREAM 12. Did you enjoy your last kiss? YES. EMMA IS A GOOD SMOOCHA 13. Have you ever set foot in a tanning salon? THE PLACE THAT DOES MY NAILS TANS SO I GUESS YES. 14. Would you
Not The Way To Wake Up
I roll out of bed this morning open my bedroom door to this really bad smell I'm like WTF well the kids door flys open and there screaming the dog shit his kennel I'm like WTF I go see and mind you I'm smelling it my condo is only 600sft ugg so I drag him out let him pee and shit if there is any left in him. I have my son help me clean it up uggg not the way I wanted to wake up
Not This!
What makes a man a man. An obvious requirement could be that the person is a male. An age requirement could be used, but maturity matters more than age and it is possible to have one without the other. I'm not going to go into what I think a man is now, I may do that a little later. Now I want to talk about what is in my opinion a horrible excuse for a man. I currently work nights on a road construction project on a major road in Detroit. I was walking down the street at around 2:30am when I noticed a well dressed woman walking across the parking lot of a McDonalds alone. She looked like she may have recently left a club, but there isn't one in the area. Something seemed odd. I approached her, said hello, and asked how she was doing. She proceeded to tell me how her oyfriend was tripping, she went to the club with her cousin and a friend, had a few drinks, didn't dance or anything. Her cousin dropped her off at his place and he went off accusing her of sleeping with some guy.
Not That I Am By Here Much Anyways...
My motherboard on my PC has died a painfull death, and I have to send it off to get it repaired. Estimated time will be 2-4 weeks, so please keep mail down to a minimual as I wont be able to check often. Thanks, love ya, buh-bye
Not The Same
Not Taking Any Chances!
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements
Not Trying To Be Rude Or Mean
Not To Be Out Done With The Male Strippers........
Male Strippers Last night, my blond friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! She called the guy back, licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. My relief was short-lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What coul
Not The Same Old Questions...yay!!!
FINALLY...NOT THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS 1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to? NOPE...HE WAS ONLY GOOD FOR FUCKING 2. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else? TO REJECT SOMEONE ELSE...MY HEART IS TOO SOFT 4. What is the best thing about your current job? GET TO MAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF FRIENDS...HEH HEH 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was a required class? IDIOT!! 6. What's the last thing you drank? FRUIT PUNCH GATORADE 7. Have you been on a date in the past week NOPE 8. Where are you going on your next vacation/road trip? PHILLY 9. Have you ever thrown up from working out? NOPE 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? A LITTLE OF BOTH 11. Have you ever gotten so wasted you didn’t know what was going on? ONCE...I REMEMBER BEING PART OF A TUG OF WAR..MY EX WANTED TO TAKE ME HOME AND HAVE SEX WITH ME WHILE HIS SISTER TRIED TO KEEP ME AT THE PARTY...LAST THING I REMEMBER I WOKE UP ON THE COUCH WITH MY
Not The Same Old Questions...yay!!!
FINALLY...NOT THE SAME OLD QUESTIONS 1. Do you still talk to the person you lost your virginity to? NOPE...HE WAS ONLY GOOD FOR FUCKING 2. Is it harder to be rejected or to reject someone else? TO REJECT SOMEONE ELSE...MY HEART IS TOO SOFT 4. What is the best thing about your current job? GET TO MAKE LOTS AND LOTS OF FRIENDS...HEH HEH 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was a required class? IDIOT!! 6. What's the last thing you drank? FRUIT PUNCH GATORADE 7. Have you been on a date in the past week NOPE 8. Where are you going on your next vacation/road trip? PHILLY 9. Have you ever thrown up from working out? NOPE 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? A LITTLE OF BOTH 11. Have you ever gotten so wasted you didn’t know what was going on? ONCE...I REMEMBER BEING PART OF A TUG OF WAR..MY EX WANTED TO TAKE ME HOME AND HAVE SEX WITH ME WHILE HIS SISTER TRIED TO KEEP ME AT THE PARTY...LAST THING I REMEMBER I WOKE UP ON THE COUCH WITH MY
Not True But Funny
I don't trust or love anyone. Because people are so creepy. Creepy creepy creeps. Creeping around. Creeping here and creeping there. Creeping everywhere. Crippity crappity creepies." (Vincent Gallo)
Not Too Bright!
Last night I got very upset because I thought I lost someone special and so I decided to get drunk. I drank two 8 oz glasses of vanilla vodka and hazelnut liquor. Not a good idea! Then I talked to the person I was afraid I lost another bad idea because I don't remeber parts of what was said. I finished the evening throwing up in my friends bathroom floor. Now my tummy and head are killing me and I'm slightly confussed about things still. Last night really didn't help!!!
Not Too Much To Ask...
I want a MAN.....who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me passionately. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls envious. Someone who would sing to me at random moments...who would let me sleep on their chest. A man who would let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I said. He would throw pillows at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times just to make me laugh...He would take me to the park.... wrap his arms around me and make me feel safe....give me bear hugs when I needed them the most...He would tell his friends about me and smile while he was doing it.... We'd kiss passionately in the pouring rain.....We'd argue about silly things and then make up *wink*.... I want a man who would kiss me at midnight on NYE.... someone I can cuddle up with on a summers night and stare at the stars with...Someone who would kiss me gently on the forehead... someone who would stay at home on a Friday night to help me make dinner and w
Not This Way
She slipped away in a morphine haze about a year ago By nod of my head She never left that bed And it's supposed to be okay But I scream NO No, not this way The house looms big with mountains behind falling apart at the seams It's just a shell And it's just as well There's nothing for me here anyway But I cry NO No, not this way My end is near Life put in boxes Categorized and neat Where will I go? Well I just don't know. But I know here I cannot stay But I seethe NO No, not this way
Not The End, But A New Beginning
Darkness fills my brightest day Sorrow fearcly beating me down Weeping at the thought of my own life Wondering why I was chosen to be Away in my dreams am i so free Feeling alive like never before In my dreams i have but one fear Knowing soon that i must wake In my dreams am I at peace Mabey I should stay and never return Away from the world that saddens me so Forgetting the life I care not to lead Alas I have found my new home Never again will i shed my tears Not the end, But a new beginning Living free, in my world of dreams done by christine .
Not To Far From Here.
Somebody's down to their last dime Somebody's running out of time Not to far from here Somebody's got no where else to go Somebody needs a little hope Not to far from here And I may not know their name But I'm praying just the same That you'll use me Lord To wipe away a tear Somebody's crying Not to far from here Somebody's troubled and confused Somebody's got nothing left to lose Not to far from here Somebody's forgotten how to trust Somebody's dying for love Not to far from here It may be a strangers face But I'm pryaing for your grace To move in me and take away the fear Somebody's hurting Not to far from here Help me Lord not to turn away from pain Help me not to rest while those around me weep Give me your strength and compassion When somebody finds the road of life to steep Somebody's troubled and confused Somebody's got nothing left to lose Not to far from here Somebody's forgotten how to trust Somebody's dying for love Not to far from
Not Too Sure If My Account Will Be Deleted
but in case it does as i have sent a mail message to scrapper asking for answers to some if my account gets deleted i would like to thank everyone for all the fun we have had and if my humor has offeneded anyone thats not what it was meant to do..u cant always change the way people think of u nor do i care too..but those who know me well enough know the person i again would like to thank everyone for making me laff and lately i really needed it thank u love u all xoxo..licks
Not The Life I Wanted
Is there anyone else out here thats living the life that they did not intend on living or is it im the only one that seems to be unhappy with my life?? i wanted so much more for myself but seems im setteling for much less i dreamed of a nice big house with lots of land and horses but i know now from 17 yrs of the same life it just isnt going to happen the way i dreamed of or not even close to being the life i dreamed of... oh well i reckon we cant always have what we want right??
Not This Again!
Looks like I have another rash of nonfunctioning Blackberries again this week. Going to be busy for a while ... and I don't even have a Snickers bar! Be back laters folks! I really, really hate these things!
A Not To Her Master
WHISPERED WORDS... I've heard the words before And yet this kitty is still wild Unbridled and willing To be tamed by the right one... Beating the kitty to submission? It makes me question Cause this submissive knows that Her master just must merely Whisper a word For her to obey I'd like to do more than just Let my lips pave the way... Take me where you think I'm scared to go I've been there And back Yea I can make you relax with the skillz that I have in my back pocket I've never had to get up for a towel No one can get it that wet Sound like a challenge? Well it is I'm waiting for the one that can Be like a fireman Find it hot Leave it wet When you can do that Then I will have fantasies Of you touching me When I am alone I need a lover and a fighter Love me hella good Then fight to keep me in line Not with blows, but with licks... Yea I've heard of Head to toe like you said a lot of cheap talk for no action So tell me Sir can put a s
Not Trying To Scare Anyone
Today I unknowingly scared my wife by keeping my cell phone off for most of the day. I called in sick because food poisoning, and once I felt better I went to run some errans. All the time, she kept calling me thinking I got hurt or worst. Even her family was getting concerned. I had kept my cell phone off because I wanted to get some things for her and the kids as a surprise. By the time I spoke to my wife, she was pretty mad at me for scaring her. So To My Wife: I am sorry for scaring you. Next time I will keep in touch better and my cell phone on. Love you.
Not To Fear.
Fear. It's just a four letter word...and more often than not, we let that four letter word control our very lives. Fear of animals, fear of insects, heights, and other various things. What is the point of fearing anything? The only thing you should be fearing is God. He has the power to take you when he wants you. All other things in this world are not worth fearing. God taught me to be humble and fearful of Him, but in that aspect when I realized what God's Wrath meant it changed my whole aspect on fear. Death, insects, injury, pain, pain of loss, sickness or anything along those lines fail to frighten me anymore because I know that if God wanted to take me all He would have to do is just whisper the command and I am taken. Don't live your life as a coward. Courage isn't strength in the abscence of fear, Its willing yourself to have that strength when fear is crippling you. Don't Let It! Let God be your strength and your comfort! With His help, you can overcome
thought id say a few words being im new to the site -- im 36 and love to meet new ppl and have fun- i just had gastric bypass surgery this past JAN 19th and ive lost like 230 lbs so far and im feeling great - so stop by and ill return the favor!!!
Not Too Bad Of A Day...except....
Hello ya all... Well today I got my electric bill and I dont kno how I am gonna pay you sense the sarcasm? LOL It was only 19.74. I can live with that...wonder what next month will bring. I didnt use that much electric and it only did it for 2 weeks. Thats pretty cool. I also am gonna check out this program they have for those who earn a certain amount annually and I would qualify for it so I am gonna check up on that. I really need a microwave ASAP! I am thinking about breaking down and buying one here soon or put that in a layaway and get it out later. Jeff called me. He pretty much upset me. Like I need more stress. I think I need a day off from life in general. I am gonna do the best I can and save up for a lawyer to get the divorce ASAP. Its getting to be bullshit. I have been very nice I think here with him. I have helped him out with his bills. Helped him with his electric...kinda have to since it is in my name. But this bullshit of him needing
Not That Any Care But
Il be gone thurs - mon dunno if il have net ;s
Not That Many Will See It But..... For Carrie!
I know I have not been here much lately. For those I talk to regularly, you all know that Carrie has been here for the past two weeks and will be returning home next weekend. Just the thought of driving her home and not bringing her back is almost sickening, but I know she has things to do and can't stay here at the moment. It is a shame as all my friends here adore her, but, if her mind is elsewhere, it would be best to let her return home for now and take care of personal matters. I will say one thing and I know it has been said before, but I hope it is understood and viewed differently than the past..... I Love Carrie!!!!!! I truly do....... I have been stupid and talked to others freely because I had doubts about she and I or how she truly felt, but without question or doubt, the only lady I love and am in love with, is Carrie.. An incident occurred a couple of weeks ago and I thought I had lost her, instead, she stayed close and we worked it out. It really scared me a
Not That I Smoke :s
They lie about marijuana .Tell you pot-smokeing makes you unmotivated.Lie! When you're high you can do everything you normally do, just as well.You just realize that it's not worth the Fucking Effort...There is a diffrence
Not Today...
i just wanted to let everyone know in advanced that im not much in the mood today to be talking about my pictures, or hearing how much you like them or want to see more.... a friend from yahoo hung herself this weekend and left behind her beautiful children... she did this to get out of a very abusive situation... her husband was a police officer and was allowed to get away with it..
Not The President
One sunny day in 2008, an old man approached the White House from across Pennsylvania Avenue, where he'd been sitting on a park bench. He spoke to the Marine standing guard and said, "I would like to go in and meet with President George W. Bush." The Marine replied, "Sir, Mr. Bush is no longer President and doesn't reside here." The old man said, "Okay," and walked away. The following day, the same man approached the White House and said to the same Marine, "I would like to go in and meet with President George W. Bush". The Marine again told the man, "Sir, as I said yesterday, Mr. Bush is no longer President and doesn't reside here." The man thanked him and again walked away . . . The third day, the same man approached the White House and spoke to the very same Marine, saying "I would like to go in and meet with President George W. Bush." The Marine, understandably agitated at this point, looked at the man and said, "Sir, this is the third day in a row you have been
Not That Kinda Girl-jojo
Not That Kinda Girl Yeah-eahhh, hmmmm yeaaahhh [Chorus:] I'm not your every day, around the way Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block On a cell phone frontin', Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl I need to know how you roll And how you get down, no drama Drop my money in the bank Take me home and meet your mama Can you handle that? Cuz I'm that kinda girl I'm that kinda girl [Verse 1:] Boy you aint impressin' me With your jewelry, your designer clothes Or the games that you try to play Think you need to know, I got my own Dont need you for your dough Hearin' me, maybe then we can flow, let me know Make me smile, maybe we can chill Keep it real, show me something I can feel Cause I'm not your average ordinary type Could you be that kinda guy I like? [Chorus] [Verse: 2] Everytime I be up at the spot, chilling with my crew We'll be hanging out, get in a little late You start bugging out I dont think it's fair You don't
Not The Same Without You
People want to tell me its going to be OK, but from my perspective it's normally the people who can at ANY given time, pick up the phone and call their mothers. People want to tell me how I can or should feel, but have YET to walk where I've walked, or have been where I've been. Losing a mother is not like losing a friend, an uncle, an aunt, the only other pain that can be just as hurtful is the loss of a sibling, child or grandparent I remember you always telling me there was no one else in this world I needed besides you, that as long as you were alive, no one could hurt me. Well your gone and if it were not for my children this would be a cold and empty world without you. I remember the day I walked out the door to go to work, in April of 1990, I hugged you said goodbye, hugged dad, said goodbye, as Rey followed me to the door and I heard him begin to cry as I closed the door behind me. I knew you all would be gone when I got home, and I would have to finally becom
Not The Man
On the mourning you awoke 2 see Me, the man of your dreams was not me All the feelings i had inside Now feeling you had lied Not the man you wanted to be It was not true and know i see Trust is something you held from me And now that you left im feeling blue You have 2 loving boys i see Now another you look for another i see It hurts me to think of the things i didnt know Back when your love 4 me was possible Now im stuck in misery Knowing love between us can never be Was never meant to be For i am not the man you seek i care, i love, i am me Nothing i see you seek you see So look for someone to cuddle i see I want only someone who Wants to cuddle with me.
Not Too Happy
Can’t say that I am happy about it You know I love kids and I get excited whenever anyone is pregnant but this situation with my ex has me scratching my head. The only reason I am not happy about it is because he had his life set. He was going to live his dream and go back in the military and now his so called girly gets pregnant. Yes it takes two to tango but I can't help but think she did this shit on purpose. They have been together for a year and a half and I know my ex is a horn ball LOL hello I had a kid with him within the same year of dating him. She was on birth control and didn't want kids. She also did not want him to go back in to the military and now is pissed he is even still considering it. Well WTF dumb ass? What else is he suppose to do? My God! I mean your baby will have health benefits and if he goes in the National Guard he won't be gone too much and even if so fucking deal with it because I know what deployements are like and I took care of three kids while my hu
Not The Smallest Things
Born once or twice into a volnurable cavity. The next i'll be aborted and amuse this whole habitat of snakes and sin. Admire me in my desolation for golden streams of leaking breasts to feed off and adorn wil one day come. My bouquet of germs will compete against this hold fast steady tide. Obidience will break and we will gain our right to speak. Free-swimming goddess of albino canvas skin. Catharsis and feminine who rules the empty page. Leave freckles where the angels kiss, and disregard the vein. For what was goliath guilty of? A monsterous made distraction. Burn him with the gypsys because goblins deserve to die. Discipline. Rarely seen in use, but needed to advance our holy souls. This tightened chest craves air flow. Amorality is what. Not good nor evil comes of what we wish we didnt know. Home. A place where instruments are everyones desire. Vocal paradise.. at last, we sing as Gods creations. Hallucinations. Or just instinct. Maybe only truth. But his love, we're all deserving
Not Taking Sh-t
Well, I find it weird how many people do hook up on these sites and turn out to be jerks or led on by jerks. I think its crazy to think, wow this guy is so sensitive. His poetry speaks to my soul, and then first time you accidentally knock over his enzyte pills, he swings like a revolving door. I guess its to be expected really. I mean without these quirky jerks we wouldnt have anything entertaining to talk about in chats and emails. Personally, I dont bother trying to know anyone online anymore. All you do is get ticked off when they show their true personality. So if you think you're gonna hit me and quit me, think again. There's a reason half of my ex's tried to kill themselves when they wronged me.
Not That Anyone Reads These Or Anything
but i could use someone to talk to.... pref someone closer to my age... i get 40 year olds shouting me thinking they have a clue... YOU DONT!! kthx -danni
Not To Cool
I recently checked out the fun & games well I hit BORED well this gives you a bunch of pics you rate mind you I would never go and rate to many women I like men.Well I can tell a model from an everyday joe or jane.I rate like I would if I was looing at people magaziene on best and worst dressed celebs.I don't know how fubar decides who's pics to pull.I would recomend caution that the people find out who rated them and how much.I find this not real incentive to be honest about my ratings on these pics.I don't know if these people are told that they're pics are used in fun & games section of the web site.I would strongly recomend this be brought to everyones attention.I would even put a disclaimer in there,I may have over looked the fine print and it is in there somewhere.I am sorry to anyone whom see themselves as a 10 and I see a 1.I am looking at a picture not the person of which I may feel different if I got to know the person.
Not The End
Not The End Drenched in defeat, I just can't win Can you make this rain, rain go away If I just let go-- If I just give in -- Won't have to drown another day Droplets of moments poured into years Each day more trying than the last Burdened by guilt, consumed by fear Shackled by shame and tragic past Tormented by time I see no reason or rhyme For me to stay around Wonder how this world would be Without the likes of me Bringin' it down This is So Hard No one told me this would be So damn hard Such agony I try So Hard This is kiling me But I've come So damn far This is not the end of me The sun will surely rise again It's never let me down The rain is gonna come again But I'm not gonna drown If I keep on marching on my way Into the horizon Every new day starts the same old way The sun is always risin' Every day's a brand new start To live and learn and
Not There Yet
things look a diffent now your not the same as i sit here forgeting about the blunt blunt buring look at u and thinking just maybe i should be around when things go wrong and maybe it best just to go but something holds me the there like a glue unsure of what to happen next looking at u make me so crazy but i cant go and i know everyone see evey little move we make so even a longer run but when i look at you i dont know if that matter and i wonder if u know or dont know? but i cant be the fool theres not talking i grab my shoes and start to walk and u know things will never be the same who the hell made u my boss who the heel told u u can run me they were worng u might get more from me but do u really at the end look at everyhting upside down like i do do u realy want to be in a life that everyone looks at u for everyhting becuz i know i ddont but i cant stop the things ppl want i am here and your just a small part of my game so now u know where i am and maybe u will see me jus
Not The Same
Things haven't been the same Since you've been gone. For a while I wondered How I'd carry on. The emptiness inside, It aches all the time. That is the reason why I am writing this rhyme. When I heard the news, I didn't know what to do. It happened so suddenly, It just couldn't be true. They said you'd passed on, And you weren't coming home. You'd gone on to Heaven, Where your soul could roam. I cried all day And I cried all night. I say I'm okay, But I'm not quite alright. How can I pretend That I'm not still in pain, And wipe away the tears That fall like rain? I'll remember that day, The day that we met,
Not Takin It!
yeah this is a rant. so i was in my lounge doin my thing and BAM someone came in... i almost cried. but you know what it doesnt matter now. i refuse to leave again for drama, if he wants to be childish let him look like a damn fool but i refuse to be taken from my friends because of some internet bullshit. so im here to stay. if you dont like it, I DONT CARE! get over it, dont come to my page if you dont like me, i really dont care anymore. i promised someone i love (yes you nicole) that i wouldnt leave anymore, and im not. so get over your drama bullshit and stop acting like your 5. thanks!!! x-x-x Miss Addiction a.k.a. Danielle Rene'
Not Too Much Longer
Here I am, sitting in the hell of a country called Iraq. Been here since Feb of last year...Had some close calls, but we're all still here and accounted for..We have about 55 some odd days until we get our asses back home! I cant wait that way I can see my two adorable kids, whom I miss the world of! But thats just about it for my first blog....Its been forever since I"ve been on here still trying to get used to everything again...spent about a year or so away from it....I joined when it was CheryTap...yeah, a while ago. So, feel free to send me messeges, all that good stuff, or just say HI...Thank you all.... Jrich
Not That Easily Fooled!
i dont believe you! i just dont know what else to do... its not as easy as i thought it would be. i can tell you are keeping secrets. i know there is more to the story! i just dont know what to say and i dont know what to do... ..i never wanted to be this person.. ..i never wanted this to happen.. ..why did you let it end up this way?..
Not That Anyone Reads.........
I'm gonna go MIA for awhile. Too much bouncing around in my head today that just makes me wonder why the hell do I bother. If you have my yahoo you might can reach me there but I don't plan to log in often. Those with my cell can txt me but please don't get upset if I don't respond right away. I may hop on daily to throw my 11's but who knows. Right now I just don't give a shit. ~*~Lizzy~*~ PS: Shoutbox has been turned off so all you can do is private msg me & I'll read when I feel like signing in.
Not That I'm One To Shit Talk
You've just got to know what's going on here. Some of my friends had a run in with Stephanie lynn, who we all know and love. Now until today I had pretty much stayed out of it. I asked a few questions of those friends and had actually found that for the most part Steph was right to have been pissed about what happened. However, the interactions between these friends and me were not on fubar so nosey ass Stephanie did not see it. Here is a screen shot of the messages between Stephanie and I today that got me blocked. I don't want you to go block steph for this, she has her reasons, what ever. I just want everyone to see how this "great fubarian" really is.
Not That Much Of Anyone Reads These
Not That You Care.
But I leave town tomorrow night for Las Vegas, NV. I won't be on a computer while out there. Text me if you need me. 505-610-9166. Rawr.
Not Too Late
I'm sitting here alone thinking to my self there's no one else left to blame I have to wake up and realize my shame No one told me love was tough You were right for me Where did I go wrong I have to make it right even if it turns out rough Lived my days wondering why Had so much happen Had nowhere to turn Found you deep inside my heart Held onto the past Pushed you further away I wish I knew how to make this right I should have given you my all right from the start Tore my heart in two kept the broken and threw the other away is it too late to ask for maybe? is it too late to tell you I love you baby? I can only try my best Try to make you see there is another side of me So I can finally put my tears to rest try to make you believe there is another world inside of me No one ever told me the world was cruel I had to find out for myself Fight along the way just to survive another day I found myself, inside of you your love gave me that fuel
Not True
Sixteen years untruths Venom you have spewed Poisons my soul it is dying slowly Your god spurns you as he hangs dead on a pole You should choke on the wafer and wine Your putrid soul dies a little with every word Mistrust instead of love The worst pain is You believe I am not worth the truth
Nott Furr You
i tend to cling like shrink wrapp n most gurls can't handle that they don't want a nice mann like me they want sumone willing to flush'em so eagerly I'm sorry but i can't do that why would i treat love like i do crap they act like they want sumthin so very tru when in turn they want anythin but that from you wanting to be found under my shoe means that I'm nott meant for you i treat my gurl like i do myself as if they compare to no one else either I'm to emotionally deep or they're shallow as this puddle at my feet (or they’re as shallow as this puddle i weep(not surr what fitts best)) i try, i try, n i tried a little harder i dive, i dive, n dove a little farther the more effort i put out the more you want to scream n shout if i treat you like you don't exist you put out in an instance sumthin bout this is so very twist'd looking at me like there's sumthin missing when it wasn't there from the start i can't replace your missing (vacant) heart
Not That Anyone Gives A Sh*t.... know the or rate... =Gone=
Not To Sound Too Melodramatic Or Anything...
I was diagnosed with lupus (SLE) in March of this year. I'm 24, I've never had any major illnesses in my life... I had a crappy immune system, but I think part of that is growing up where I did, being so close to a bunch of major chemical factories (Cleburne, Midlothian, Commanche...). I never got majorly sick though... until earlier this year. Lupus (SLE) is an autoimmune disease. There's no cure. It can affect your whole body (mine does) or just specific organs. I go ditzy... they call it brain fog. I get tired walking from my desk at work to my car. I sleep like 16 hours a day now. I eat like I've never seen food before, but I still can't gain much weight. I'm sore all over my body. My joints keep swelling up, making it hard for me to function like a normal person... but the absolute worst is knowing that you have to deal with this for the rest of your life. I'll have to live with knowing that I can't have another child... knowing that this pain that I'm in will come back.
Not Talking To Any One Work N Go Home Stay To My Self
if i stay to my self then know one can say anything about me talking shit they leave me along n i leave them alone i couldnt be any better by not having friends dont need any one u cant trust any one any more this away they dont kn;w my life n i love it like that so i am on here to talk n make all new friends
Not The Life I Picked
sometimes i want to cry, and punch my fist through a wall. this is not the life i had amagined. i didnt have a childhood because me and my mom had to run away from my dad because he was trying to kill us. I didnt have much luck with the guys because they can be real assholes. I just hope this relationship with eugene works out because i do love him. but my life and relationships do get me to have anxiety attacks. Im so depressed I cry at school, when i go to bed. i dont really like my life right now.
Not That Funny
Not To Mess With Women..and Call After Sex! Woman brands thoughtless date with hot iron Story Highlights Kristina Caban forcibly branded an "R" on a former lover's body with a hot iron State Supreme Court Justice Michael Obus calls it a "bizarre" crime Victim had sex with Caban once, never called her again Defense lawyer says she's a good kid who got herself into a bad situation NEW YORK (AP) -- A college student who branded a date's body with a scalding piece of metal as payback for never calling her after they had sex was sentenced to five years in prison Friday. Kristina Caban, 23, had no comment as state Supreme Court Justice Michael Obus sentenced her for what he called a crime that was "not remotely justifiable." Assistant District Attorney Nicole Blumberg told Obus that Caban was the "mastermind behind the plan" to sear the torso of Samir "Sammy" Sara, then 23, for having sex with her once in 2004 and never calling her again. Caban enliste
Not The Person I Long To Be
I turn 21 in less then 2 months, and it has just totaly hit me out of the blue the other day, i am not the person i hoped i would be. But even now as i think of that , maybe that isnt even realislitic (spelling is wrong i know). When i made out a list of things i wanted and traits i wanted to have and things along those lines, the person i am today is none of those and it is sadening. Yes i have come a long wa since i was 15 and a heavy pot smoker and drinker, but im still not the person i used to long to be. I do have selfconfidence but its not the greatest. I have hundred of people online tell me i am pretty, but honestly I dont see it. When i look in the mirror i see the pounds i need to shred, the scar on my forhead which to me makes my face look like shit, i see a little bump on my nose, I see a huge fat wide butt that isnt sexie at all, i see flab on my stomache. I wish i could see myself as others say i am, or hell they may even be lieing to me, that is a mystery i will ne
Not Tonight
The smoke fills the room, I sit on my chair. Across I see him, my eyes shine with glare. He doesn't see me staring at him, he hunts out his prey, He sips his drink and focuses on one, whomever it may. I draw off my cigarette, and the smoke blurs my sight, it's probably best, she's his tonight. Nothing I can do to change this scene, but close my eyes, forget what i've seen. The music takes control of my thoughts, in another situation, I'm suddenly caught. My imagination starts running wild, tearing off clothes, hardly mild. Biting my neck in the sweat filled moment, my body shaking through each movement. He pulls my hair back, and whispers in my ear, I'm going to fill your mind, with more than just fear. My adreniline rushes through my veins, the acts of indulgence totally insane. We take from each other, we give just the same, erotic possessions, name of the game. He takes me to heights I've never touched, didn't know he wa
Not To Be
i will just let go, i will give up i will fall and never resurface i will never get up again i will never be the same i will not hurt anymore i will not be in pain no more tears shall ever fall ever again love was denied nothing was to gain nothing but heartbreak so i will just let go of it all to not be will mean no one to ever hurt me my heart is already buried deep in the ground i love him but that does not matter no more i give up i don't want to be me no more
Not The Player Everyone Seems To Think I Am....'s the deal...I am told that, upon looking at my page, more importantly, my "Friends List" and comments...that I appear to be a "Player"..... Many people are confused as to what a player actually is, and how a real player should conduct him/her self. I do NOT believe that there are two different groups of people in the dating game, the players and the haters. I believe there are three groups: The players, the watchers, and the confused. The players are those who are actively participating in the dating game. Some may be seasoned players and some many be new to the game, but EVERYONE who is dating people on any sort of level is a player (besides people involved in long term relationships). The watchers are those who do not participate in the dating game, some may try once in a while while others would never even think about it. These watchers are scared to become players because of a wide range of reasons, the most common being: shyness, fear of rejection, low self e
Nott Blowing Anyone Off
I just wanted to let everyone know, I am not ignoring you!!! My computer hard drive has recently crashed and until I get it re-configured I am basically computerless. I can see somethings on my phone...but not sorry!!!!! Take care.....Hope to talk to you soon!!!
Not That I'm Hugely Into Celebrity Gossip But...
"Batman star Christian Bale has been bailed by police after being questioned about allegations he assaulted his mother and sister. " Crazy method-acting man... Clicky-clicky
Not That It Matters
I had a HH that I had to use. So I am. 3pm PDT/6pm EDT (I think) I won't be here. I have stuff going on tonight, but wanted to use it without contention. There.
Not That Easy!
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Not That Anyone Cares
So I am lost once more. I feel like I am drowning in the troubles of my life. So this is what is going on. My X wife still lives with me. She is out on her first date right now. It pisses me off. I have gone out to the bar a few times. But I am pissed right now. I am not sure why. Everything else sucks in my life now to. No one will read this and care.
Not Them
They wont let you in cuz your not like them they want you battered and bruised and make you feel used they want to get close just so they can bring you down they want to end you all just to gasp in awe they want it all they glory, the fame for a few to recognise but only brings shame there day will come to an end when someone steps up and doesn't give in
Not To Sure Of This One Lmfao??
WOW IS ALL I CAN SAY ABOUT THE TURN OUT OF THIS PIMPOUT. LET THE SPANKINGS BEGIN.... SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON THE FU!!! LET THE SPANKINGS BEGIN... SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET ON THE FU!!! Much love & Respect, rate fan add ♥ Sweet ♥@ fubar ~ CynzDreams ~Owned by Southern Outlaw Biker~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar JoJo™ aka 1 of the badass bad*girls of fubar...Fu-Owner of Codeputy@ fubar BlondePrincess@ fubar ☆})i({☆
Not Takin No More B.s.
I am an easy goin man most of the time, try my best not to hurt anyone and avoid conflict, but sumtimes I back down way too much to appease someone cause I care for someone and don't wanna lose them. (I HATE bein Deleted n Blocked!) Believe me when I say that I DO have a temper. I jus do my utmost to reign it in. But sometimes the attitudes and opinions On this site DO tend to take their toll. I do love my friends and appreciate each and everyone of them (YOU) But we all hafta remeber That this is jus words and pictures on a computer screen. that's all You can have a BILLION fubucks and still have nothing, still tryin to pay that phone bill, car bill, rent etc! That Billion fubucks aint gonna do shit! So that's why I don't understand these ego on here. the ones that are so overwhelmed cause all these people pay attention too them. so much so that they turn off their SB because it's so overwhelming. why be on here then? Why be in front of this screen for hours on end?
Not The Same Type Of Sex
Three buddies decided to take their wives on vacation for a week in Las Vegas. The week flew by and they all had a great time. After they returned home and the men went back to work, they sat around at break and discussed their vacation. The first guy says "I don't think I'll ever do that again! Ever since we got back, my old lady flings her arms & hollers, "7 come 11" all night & I haven't had a wink of sleep!" The second guy says "I know what you old lady played blackjack the whole time we were there and she slaps the bed all night and hollers 'hit me light or hit me hard', and I haven't had a wink of sleep either!" The third guy says "You guys think you have it bad! My old lady played the slots the whole time we were there... every morning, I wake up with a sore dingy and a butt full of quarters!"
Not Tellin Gave Me A Great Idea!!
I just saw a blog from Not Tellin, and it gave me a good idea. I want boob salutes. Send em all my way, please? BOOOOOBS!!!
Not Tellin.
Auto 11s. She has them. :P Not tellin ™@ fubar
Not This Time
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Not The Sweet Passionate Stuff I Usually Write
I came in from shopping today I laid my keys on the table grabbed a glass of water walked past the phone not bothering to check the flashing light. I kicked off my shoes climbed on the bed, just laying down for a min. hair laying on the pillow I closed my eyes thinking I need to get up here in a second to shower and start dinner. I don't know how long it was I woke up and couldn't see something was covering my eyes my hands were above my head could feel the cold metal I knew so well as handcuffs. I started to panic then I hear your voice I can tell your standing over the top of me "Lay still baby its only me." I calm down a little I ask"why am I handcuffed to my bed?" you reply " you should have checked your messages or maybe checked the living room where I was sitting" I reply "I am sorry, Sir" I feel you reach down and put your hand under my shirt I jump. you start unbuttoning my shirt, I try to struggle to stop you but to no avail you just chuckle as you lay my shirt
Not That Anyone Cares.
Do you believe in angels? Because I sure do, The first time I saw you, It was too good to be true. For everyone there is someone, And for me its you. I can?t believe this is happening, Its too good to be true. I love you!
Not The Best But Whatever
There are so many things That I could say But damn if my nerves They don't get in the way My hands won't even let me Pick up the phone Continually keeping me Out of that zone I smile I laugh Still I continue to let it pass Ignore my head The things my mind has said Push away my heart That I won't even let start Keep my self to side You'll never know The things I hide But maybe you will If you can see 'me' inside If you can push past the wall The one I put up not to keep people out But see if someone will fight To climb over
Not Tellin
I need one of my friends that is friends with Not Tellin to tell her to send me a friend request. I got rid of her when I did the mass delete and now I can't get to her profile to add her back :(
Not That Girl
Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1. Clowns 2. Tawnya 3. T Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Directory Assistance Operator 2. Business Consultant 3. Data Processsor Three Places I have lived 1. Washington 2. South Carolina 3. Hawaii Three TV Shows that I watch 1. CSI Miami 2. Ghost Whisperer 3. ER Three places I have been 1. Germany 2. Disney World 3. NYC Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Scott 2. My Mom 3. Vicki to let me know updates for Pogo Three of my favorite foods 1. Mexican 2. Chinese 3. any fruit Three things I would like to do 1. Get a job soon! 2. Get back into my own place 3. Be comfortable in my own skin Three friends I think will respond 1. Husky 2. Crys
Not That Great,but Thanks
This is late,but oh well....How was your morning? Most people say good,great or ok. This is my morning/night....I get a migraine and go to bed at 8 p.m. Next thing I hear is "I don't like this...ralph!!!!!!!" my son has thrown up on my bed again! He is leaning over the bed heaving...I am half awake thinking..."what the hell?!" I get him off the bed and he stands there heaving! I said "Run,run up the stairs! No,don't stop! Run!" He makes it to the bathroom and is good to go. I get him cleaned up and he walks over to the couch and passes out. Lucky him. I walk back downstairs yank my bed clothes off and throw them in the washer. It's 1 a.m. I am wide awake and thinking "Nice,I love sleeping in the recliner,really I do". My dog is looking at me with sad eyes as to say he is sorry for my night. I am looking at him saying "your ass gets skunked again and I am killing you!" He yawned,rolled over and went back to sleep. I stared at fubar til 4 a.m. and finally fell asleep in the recliner. So
Not That You Were Wondering
But it is me, I've had a few profiles here before. I believe the most recent one was using the handle 'The O Show' but I've deleted it. Some folks, one in particular, asked me to return here so we can keep in touch. After giving it some thought, I decided to go ahead and create this profile. Some things you should know about me: I live my life the way I choose to and don't expect you to conform to my way of thinking. By that same token, I don't judge you on yours. I like to have fun and that is basically why I am here. I don't join crews, posses, lounges, or (insert random lame name for groups of people on this site). I don't do bling packs. I could give two sh*ts about who is in the 'race to red' and I really could care less about the drama that people on this site thrive on. If those are your kinda things, God bless, but just leave me out of it. If you can live with that, then we can be cool.
"not Tonight Baby, I Have A Headache." Wtf???
fellas, some of you have officially been chopped and screwed out a good lay. why???.... ok. one of my best girls just spilled the beans on all ya'll trifelin' ass women ( only applies to the ones that do it) who claim to have a headache when their men wants a lil fun in the sack. fact is, one of the things that can be considered good for a headache is sex. sex,sex and more sex. ane me, being an anylitical whore , is once again forced to pry open this clam and schuck it for all it's worth. till the clam looks like it need a damn replacement, till it looks at you with sad eyes and no hope to live in it's heart. puns intended. now i've never had that used as an excuse so i really can't talk from experience. but if you really love your man and are a stand-up woman, then why the hell is it that you feel the need to lye about your status in order to keep the "monster " at bay. let the man release the hounds on that ass then call him in the morning. instead of " i got a headache" it reall
Notthatbad Birthday Blog
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Not To Air Out My Dirty Laundary Here But I Need To Get Shit Off My Chest
From a Native American expression for war, to be “on the warpath” is to be exceedingly angry and to be inclined to take some hostile action: “Watch out! John is on the warpath today.” That is what my status message means. Here is the reason why Iam about to lose it at 12:30am. I found out well yesterday now  that my Xgf's Xbf who beat my son with a belt is getting outa jail in June. There is a porblem with that he got charged with alot of shit. he got resisting arrest  disortly conduct assualt with a wepon and endangering the walfare of a minor. In the state of NJ assualt with a wepon is 10 years automatically and I would say he was looking at 10-12 years when all said and done.  This all happened in Aug of last year when all the shit hit the fan. All in the same week I lose my Gf son gets beat and one of my friends tells me she may have cancer.  So i get a txt message from babies mom X that he is getting out in June insted of Oct on parole. So at this p
Not The Man/ Dark Days...
I'm not the man you think I am Never gonna be the man you all hoped i'd be Grown hollow in this place that I call home When every breath we take is a dying wish We lose all dreams of carrying on What does it take to be To believe in the man that you see I hope one day I can see See what it takes to be real I sicken myself with shadow games Disillusion does me no good Hold my hand and help me through Keep me close in these dark days  
Not The Sharpest Tools In The Shed
"Kung Fu" star had rope around neck and genitals, may have suffocated, Thai police say. Really? He may have been suffocated? What was their first clue? Could it have been, oh, I don't know...THE ROPE AROUND HIS NECK?! I mean, it's just me, but if you have a rope tied around your neck, you're gonna have a wee bit of difficulty breathing.
Not Talking
ok so i have a 12 year old son who hasnt talked to me in 2 years and i dont know why so the question is what can i do to get him back
Not Today
"You are my heart" you said "Without you I'd be dead" What kind of fool are you? Do you have any idea, any clue? Who would rip out their own heart Then take it and tear it apart That's exactly what you've done The damage can't be undone There is a permanent scar It will never fully heal, not by far The mark you have left won't go away It will be there day after day Somehow it may be mended But our love can no more be splendid Things will never be how they once were Memories of that time just a blur My trust you abused A promise you misused Someday we may be OK But not today
Not That Anyone Will Read It..
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And she was somewhat upset. 'You are a disrespectful pig!' she cried. 'How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce right away!' And the husband replied, 'Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.' 'Fine, go ahead,' she sobbed,' but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!' And the husband began - 'Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devoured
Not The Greatest Idea Perhaps
If by any miracle someone reads this that actually knows me. Hello. As per normal I probably won't be here very long. Subjects free for discussion:- My default picture. Everything else is on the basis if you ask a question and I don't answer, consider that your answer. Just in case here is a stock reply, "no comment". ************LATE EDIT FOR NEWCOMERS AND HOPEFULLY RETURNERS************* If I suddenly leave, and I mean suddenly as within an hour, then sorry c'est la vie.
Not Tha Same
Now im just speakin whtz on my mind & mayb only i think like like this, mayb I have been gone frm here so long im not used 2 how thingz run now all ppl care about now iz pointz & 11z & bombed no body just chatz anymore i member a time when good convo waz cool & i didnt have 2 give u anything just 2 talk 2 u!! itz crazy ppl r alwayz askin 4 stuff or wht can u do 4 me...i miss my peeps sitin & bullshitin all day havein a good time wit each othaz company cuz i can say 4 a fact that witout Fubar I wudnt have ever met any of tha Fam Frndz or Fanz that i have on here & i am thankful 4 that cuz they r all great ppl, tha way it seemz now iz just so not chill anymore or mayb itz just me & i waz out grown...wht eva tha reason I still Love u all wit all my heart!! $eva yr frnd Joe!!
Not Time For What Ifs...
A lot of people think I sound depressed tonight. I am by no means depressed. I am just deep in thought.You see, a few days I decided to start researching and trying to make contact with my father's family. My father passed away when I was very young. His family however never approved of him marrying my mother. (Just like my mothers family didn't approve of him) Unfortunately a few years later his mother also passed away. Which left little to no contact with his family.I grew up only knowing my mothers family. (Except for a little contact around the age of 12 and 18) Don't get me wrong. I love most of the family I know. I regretted when I was 18 that I lost contact with my aunt and uncle that had randomly popped out of the woodwork. At the time I was graduating highschool, working 2 jobs and getting ready to go to college.Due to the wonders of the Internet and me finally deciding I couldn't fight the urge anymore. I looked them up on MySpace and Facebook. Sure enough like most people th
Not That This Will Do A Damn Bit Of Good, However One Must Continue To Try....
Sent to the President of these United States of America via E-mail Dear Mister President, I had a dream last night, not an uncommon event and in this dream I found myself sitting in a military induction physical center waiting my turn to be examined by the staff.  One of the doctors present came over to me somewhat upset.  “I remember you!  You were here back in January of this year, we disqualified you from service.” I looked up at this person already feeling tears rolling down my face and asked. “What am I suppose to do?  This has been my life ever since I was a kid!” He didn’t answer that question, I’m not sure there is an answer to that question.  For the very first time that I can remember I dreamt I was praying.  When I awoke from this dream my lips were still moving as I had been praying aloud in my sleep. I grew up believing in dreams, people told me over and over again to follow my dreams to whenever they lead me.  The one dream I ha
Not Titled Yet
your burning eyes of hatred seek mine  your hands are roughly on my shoulders as you push my back against the wall  no, i quietly say to you, no  you grin evilly  your mouth preys on mine...  ravaging my lips as your teeth dig into them your whole body forcing against mine  your muscles taunt with excitement at the capture  my hands push at your chest half heartedly  as already your lust is feeding mine  i moan involuntarily as your teeth tear into my neck  your fingertips bruising my cleavage...    to be continued... maybe 
My thoughts I promised would stay hidden,But there is nothing that I can no longer do.They are no longer just in my head,The thought of you now runs in my body to. The idea of your lips running gently over mine,Warms my core and eases into my veins.I see your hands sliding down my body to thier goal,As waves of you pound through my brain.   As I lay you down and your mouth slowly parts,One last kiss before the rest of my dream begins.My hands now are moving,as they now thier task.They slide your silk awayTo reveal what you have hidden.   I slowly ease down my lips touch you all on my journey,The sweet taste of your skin reminds,a dream you no longer are.My hands move and begin to part your legs,I lick my lips because from me heaven is no longer far.   My hand reaches you first slowly caressing the lips,As my lips inch across your belly,my fingers sense your aroused.My mouth closes near,longing and wanting to taste you.I kiss and lick your thighs,your time has come now.   My mo
Not The Time To Be Wearing Your Uggs
If you like other intelligent human beings, in the morning you check the weather and dress accordingly. If it is snowing, you will put on pants and a parka. If it is 90 degrees outside, you may wear a T-shirt and a pair of flip-flops. If it is raining, you have an excellent excuse to put on your multicolored and excessively tacky rain boots. So why is it that when it is 70 degrees and sunny, I see an exuberant amount of female students wearing their incredibly “stylish” Ugg boots? For those of you who are unfamiliar, Uggs are the most hideous thing to enter the footwear industry since Crocs. They are high-top boots whose insides are lined with fur--that’s right, fur! Third-year English student Fritz Reuter is confused why “girls constantly gripe about cold weather but will find any excuse they can to wear those tacky boots.” Suffice it to say, when it is cold outside, the engineering aspect of these boots will indeed keep your feet nice and toasty. How
Notties Go Wild
from: Firechief/Found... New Hotties of the Week United States subject: RE: 2 Alarm Hotties   received: 02/18/2010 06:35 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   Well 1st this is just like a Maryland lady I have yet to meet one that I liked. But I suppose you are like others trying to start a girls group. Well I didnt know you were one so for that Im sorry, We dont want nor do I want our girl asking you or anyone with you so I will put the word out.Enjoy the snow=== '•• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .Ðเr±y Ðøzεn TART. . ••. .' wrote the following at '2010-02-18 18:25:15'..>> Hello - Fire Chief,> > Within the past month, many of your officers have approached more than 1/2 of the Dirty Dozen members in regards to joining the 2nd alarm h
Not To Put Anyone Down
Not to judge or put anyone down that has tattoos or piercings. Don't have any or never will as I had defiled my body enough over the years with booze drugs and smoking. Don't need to add to that
Not That It Matters
but I just got an 88 on my final. I am pissed, I end the class with a 91.21%   Where's my fucking razor.....          
Not The Same Girl
I like the song but I think she's trying to be a little too much like Lady Ga Ga.  
Not To La-boar The Point, Part 2
Retail | Swansea, MA Me: “Alright, is that everything, ma’am?” Customer: “I have a question.” (The customer holds up two packages of sliced ham.) Customer: “Does this have any pork in it?” Me: “Um, well, yes. Ham is a pork product.” Customer: “Both of them?” Me: “Yes.” Customer: “Okay, then I’m not getting them. I thought maybe you had the kind of ham that had turkey in it.”
Not Toys.
It was a regular occurrence. Dad would bring out his guns to clean, and the smell of Hoppes solvent would burn my nose, and sting my eyes -- a smell and feel that do this day brings me incredible emotional comfort with a slight nausea. With a John Wayne movie in the VCR, and me watching with a wide-eyed curiosity only a child can muster, we’d carry on our weekly tradition. He promised to take me shooting for the first time as a small girl when I was just five years old. I had enjoyed watching John Wayne movies and learned out to aim. It was a large gun, and very heavy for such a tiny child. I needed both hands just to hold it up, even with his help. Watching “The Cowboys” he’d sit behind me and help me aim at the TV . I’d desperately try to use the little strength I had to pull back the hammer, but I don’t think I was able to for several years. One the gun was “loaded”, I would carefully line up the open sights of his .44 caliber revolv
[not Tired Of This At All...]
Apparentlyand you'll love thisit costs over $1000 to put stitches in someone's head.I'm pretty sure anyone with a half sterile staple gun could've fucking done this hack job...And you've asked "why do we need healthcare reform"GET ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING COUNTRY!... well, its not soully the country's fault that my life is shit, but I'm quite hateful right now, and I need to shake my fist at something.I never did get around to sending those pictures to my insurance claim adjuster.And that dead mouse under the piano sure does reek.Good news is my entire body went into rage-stress when I called about the bill.COBRA lapsed, nobody contacted me, and I've got until 10/31/10 to enroll.At least it lapsed 2 days after the accident and not 2 days before.I obviously need insurance.Also, my folks are in a God almighty rush to dump the car I JUST got back.Can I at least go to the grocery store first?Can everything PLEASE STAND STILL FOR A MINUTE!?
...not Trying To Be A Supa Fu-hero...
not trying or wanting to be a top dude, or a green, or most liked (facebook/fubar),or start an enormous bling collection..just trying to meet new people, stay in touch with the ones i've already know, have fun & keep it ma' fukkN real yo..leveling will eventually happen, but u will not see me post a pathetic status begging for help, or for bling, or bling packages, cause having fu-celebrity status, is definitely not in my interest..just keeping it one hundred, is all ;-)
[not The Answer]
I ran out of primer 1/3 of the way into my Zeta C1.........................*sigh*So there's a legitimate possibility that I'll be selling my blood this month to stay afloat and stop bleeding money.Like the juxtoposition of images there?I did.I'm tired of living like a hermit, salvaging light bulbs, and eating 1000 variants of rice and beans.Now, I can't find the actual 30 day challenge (from the guy that did Supersize me) where he and his livein are working at the poverty level, and eating rice and beans almost every day, and have to go to the ER for an injury and so on. Look being cold, hungry, and bored made those two almost breakup.These kids (comment below) did $100 for 30 days of food.Note the token irritation and kookiness on like day 28/29 or day 22 where one of them is sick. And on 25 (below) they talk about missing FLAVOR.F L A V OR.I've been on about ... $20 for 30 days.These kids canseriouslygo fuck themselves.They did this shit for FUN. And to get onTelevision....$100 a mon
Not To You It's About You, Written In Oct
Is it fair i'm stuck with the why us, why did he hurt us, i tried to stop him from hurting you mommy, where is he? Is he in jail yet? Hunter screamed for an hour for daddy and all i can do is rub his back and tell him mommy is here. I forgave you for the knife to my throat, the gun to my head, being hit with the car, the threats and insults i over looked them and minimized them. Now 6 months free of you and i can't imagine forgiving. I feel sorry for you. I really do. You really are sick and need help. And now so do our children. BUT luckily they have me. And that piece of paper that says you can't come around them. I kept my mouth shut long enough. 6 out of the 8 years we were together i let you beat the shit out of me. And now it's out in the open.
Not To Be A Total Whore
but if I level I can give pimpouts   just sayin :P
Not This Day
There is a saying, that has proven to be true. If you love someone tell them, before the moment escapes you. Don't brush it off, think they'll be a next time. There may not be, speak with your heart, what's inside. People search for this, their whole life through. And I am proud to say, that I'm in love with YOU. I would gladly shout it from the roof tops, as loud as I could. Because nothing has ever made me, feel this good. Don't think because you hurt, that it's a bad thing. It's great to have a mixture, of feeling. Anyone that can cause you to break, and make you at the same time. Is worth it all, not waisting a dime. Because that is priceless, precious and rare. Knowing wherever you are, they are also there. That is a feeling, you don't want to pass you by. My words are expressing this, my reason why. Because I do love YOU, more than I could ever say. And I'm not letting this moment escape, not this day.
Not To Sure
if anyone is reading this , i dont know what to say.. so ill just talk about shit that i know about... i am in a band called nemisis we  are from thompson, manitoba CANADA and i play the drums been doing so since i was 14, i love kokannee beer .. and i have met soooo many ppl on the road .. some of the ppl i met are so fucken cool .. i met bret micheals , ozzy, lars ulrich , james hetfield , , ronnie james dio(rip) don dokken, sebatian bach, bryan adams, slash, so many others to name...but ill let whom ever reads this ask me them selfs... i have beer waiting and metallica blastin and wrestling is on ill talk to you later
Not The Best Weekend
I went to see friends this weekend.  The family of a guy I flew with and who died while flying beside me awhile back.  We usually try and go and see them around Father's Day.  We delayed the trip because of a family conflict for them.   We left for California and made good time there, rolling into the bay area ealry enough to drive a bit before going to their house.  THought we might go and find something for the girls and their mom.  Good intentions.... We drove to an area around the San Jose area, and before we could exit, we were slammed from behind by someone trying to squeeze in between me and another car in the lane next to me......we spun, they said about 4 times before rolling once and slamming into a tree....fortunately toward the back of the vehicle....Mariah wasn't hurt hardly at all, but i got bruised up pretty bad and my right knee dislocated and my anklegot it pretty good too....nothing broken though.  We were very fortunate.  I was taken to the hospital and while there
Not Too Sure Anymore
Not too sure anymore.... figured just maybe they were correct. Then I found out they are full of bobbycock. Treat others nice and they will treat you nice - haha, not always. Give and thou shall recieve - on this one you need to read between the lines. Even though it is one word. You just may recieve but it could be silence or something you didn't want or need. Here is what I say to that 'be specific!!' I was really sure - I dreamed and then dreamed some more and then I was in a car accident and found out my dreams are just dreams. That is how they will stay. I could just step into the real world and throw them away. I have already thrown alot of pictures away because I was lead to believe that living with past memories is a bad thing. You know what?? I miss every damn picture I tossed and wish I could really hurt the boy that told me that. I sometimes get distracted and follow through...then sometimes I can stand strong and give one hell of a fight. With all the questions and confus
Not Tonight, I Have A Headache - George Thorogood
Well ya tell me that you're leavin'You tell me that we're throughBut you still want some of my lovin'Well, darlin', I've got news for youDon't you put your arms around meYou can feel my body shakeDon't ask me for none of my lovin'Not tonight, I have a heartacheNot tonight, I have a heartacheNot tonight, I feel so blueNot tonight, my poor heart is breakingAnd it's all because of youWell, I guess I'd better be goin'I believe I'll be on my wayDon't kiss me goodbye'Cause I'll start to cryAnd please don't ask me to stayAnd don't you put your arms around meYou can feel my body shakeDon't ask me for none of my lovin'Not tonight, I have a heartacheNot tonight, I have a heartache
Not That Level Of Team To Be Able
Get a complete breakdown of the first round of the 2012 NFL Draft. Randall Cobb Authentic Jersey . NEW YORK -- Andrew Luck knew exactly where he was heading and the daunting task he faces. So did Robert Griffin III. What the NFL draft lacked in surprise and suspense with its top two picks, it certainly delivered in challenges for the leagues newest stars. Luck, the Stanford quarterback and overall No. 1, heads for Indianapolis where he must replace Peyton Manning, who merely won four MVP awards and a Super Bowl. RGIII answers the call in Washington, where he will try to soothe a devout but highly critical fan base. "You dont really replace a guy like that," Luck said. "You cant. You just try to do the best you can. Obviously, he was my hero growing up." His selection as the top pick was hardly a stunner. The Colts informed Luck last week that Commissioner Roger Goodell would announce his name first. Right behind him was Griffin; no suspense attached to that pick, either. After being lo
Not The One ~ Written 4/11/2012
A little helpless.. A little hopeless.. A little broken.. A little loveless.... You have taken from me the will to love.. the want to trust You left me lonely, while you went out and fullfilled your lust. Many times I sat there crying... and you sat there lying..  Many times I tried, I stayed and I believed... And all of the times I was wrong.. I should have learned... A little more helpless... A little more hopeless A little more broken... A little more loveless For 2 yrs I tried.. to be everything you need and for 2 yrs you ran around showing your greed.. You never wanted a woman... you wanted a million whores.. I took all I could... and finally could take no more. 14 chances should be enough.  To figure out what you wanted and that I wasn't your true love... A lot more helpless.. A lot more hopeless A lot more broken.. A lot more loveless. I am no longer yours.. you are free to go choose.. I am not keeping you anylonger.. go ahead on your fervent search for the on
Not That I Have To Explain Myself. Just Random Shit About Me.
Here are some random things about me I work around 60hrs a week. Just because it says I'm logged in on FUBAR, doesn't mean I am available. Sometimes I am mobile, and just do not log out. I have a life that does not involve social networking. Sorry I didn't log on to rate or like you. Sorry I didn't rate your pics for 3 days. Actually, I'm not sorry.  I love Death Metal. I listen to it. I play it. I live it and breathe it. I absolutely HATE all religions. I don't believe in any of your gods. Nor do I believe in your devils. I definately do not need to be "saved".I will not discuss religion, nor argue it with you. I will not explain my thoughts or beliefs to anyone that simply uses the argument of "I have faith" or "just believe" or any other pro Abrahamic religion (ie. Christian, Muslim, Jew.....) argument. Unless you want me to shit on your beliefs, leave mine alone. You don't need to have a god to be a good person with morals. If it costs actual money to participate in it on
This video should serve to explain a bit about the whole NottaH0 thing, If you join us go ahead and let us know! 
Not To Even Mention The Infinite
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Not This Time!!
Release... Letting yourself go, breaking down the wall... Finding out who you are, in the middle of it all.. Doubt.. Mind works its magic, planting seeds in your head... Infecting your core, with every tear that is shed... Pain... Excruiatingly intense, hurts to the bone... Letting go of the best person, you've ever known... War... The battle begins, a struggle everyday... Biting your tongue, refusing to say... Lost... Floating, not really living at all... Dying inside, through teary eyed withdrawls... Stand-Still.... You can no longer float, suddenly you are still... Moving neither forward nor backward, you're not even real... Acting... You have become someone you don't know... Putting on an act, just for show... Survival... Instincts kick in, survival mode turns on... Broken behind your smile, for you're nothing but a pawn... Games... Playing the game, knowing you can't win... Keeping a firm posture, taking it on the chin... Hope... Seems lost, it's taken
Not Up 2 Much
but WTF...figure I share my nite with ya'll...took my lil princess trick or treatin...she went as Samarra from The Ring...that's her all time #1 movie. She is only 8yrs young...and loves horror movies more than I do. She also had her first private violin lesson today...she loved it. It was a kids hate & love when i do that kind of shit. my son didn't go trick or treatin..he said he is too old...I told him better go & get that damn candy cuz you aint eatin none of ours!! so he & his friends went & got hooked the fuck up...lmao.. then he went to a costume party right down the block...he tried to come creepin in at 1am...when his curfew was 12....see he knows the dogs ALWAYS BARK at him..even when he comes from downstairs into the kitchen...for some reason...they all bark at him. anyways..I woke up cuz they were barkin...& sure enough he was tryin to sneak in the gate in the driveway...he was sooo hour late...I told him that he had to clea
Not Understanding
Ok Im a firm believer in things happen for a reason and people are brought into our lives for a reason whether to teach us a lesson in life or for the good in it.. Not sure. I have too Older chilren 20 and 23 and A younger fiance' When I found I out I was pregnant I was shocked But at the same so happy. Things in my life were on a rollercoaster and with this news I thought things would change. Well. In a way they did.. so many things happened. Such as Not only was My man Happy But he also had issues to resolve and then my children decided they wanted nothing to do with me because I was pregnant 1 and 2 because I was with a younger man. Hey get over it. They are grown In college My oldest is pregnant and living with her man who happens to be my mans cousin. So she has a issue that is on her. But she has tried so bad to bring this Mine relationship down. Now we had issues we had to deal wtih anyways. We were seperated for a month and hes back and things couldnt be greater. But
No Turning Back Now!!
** this is an Older blog, (May 16, 2006), I'm slowly getting caught up.. I have finally taken the biggest step in my recovery process. I am no longer using my wheelchair in my house. I started this as of May 15, and it is amazing how much better I feel. I still can feel just how weak my legs are from the lack of use, but the more I walk the better they feel. I am still walking with about a 40-degree bend in both knees, which does not make things easy My physiotherapist has identified that the scar tissue that formed after the surgeries is what is holding me back in gaining extra range of motion. This scar tissue has had 3yrs to become very strong and not easy to work through. I hope that by being up walking as much as possible and with physio, it will be enough to start breaking through these blockages. I am also planning to ask my surgeon if an orthoscopic procedure to get into the knee and cut through some of the old scar tissue would be beneficial. I will have to
Not Understanding
More and more its looking like Micah will be in the hospital. For 3 days his white count been at 0 , not really understanding how but with chemo theres is alot i dont understand. I will have pictures depending whether i go tomorrow or Monday. I want to wish you all a very Merry Christmas
Not Unbreakable
Sometimes I cry because I am more fragile than I want to be....
Not Understood
Not Understood A Poem by Thomas Bracken Not understood, we move along asunder; Our paths grow wider as the seasons creep Along the years; we marvel and we wonder Why life is life, and then we fall asleep Not understood. Not understood, we gather false impressions And hug them closer as the years go by; Till virtues often seem to us transgressions; And thus men rise and fall, and live and die Not understood. Not understood! Poor souls with stunted vision Oft measure giants with their narrow gauge; The poisoned shafts of falsehood and derision Are oft impelled 'gainst those who mould the age, Not understood. Not understood! The secret springs of action Which lie beneath the surface and the show, Are disregarded; with self-satisfaction We judge our neighbours, and they often go Not understood. Not understood! How trifles often change us! The thoughtless sentence and the fancied slight Destroy long years of friendship, and estrange us, And on our
Not Unlike The Waves
This is an Agalloch song. Not only are the lyrics beautiful, but the tune is too. The way the vocals are sung is hypnotic. The themes are brilliant and the imagery magnificent, it portrays a beauty in nature I never could. It's enchanting. Aurora swims in the ether Emerald fire scars the night sky Solstafir! Amber streams from Sol Are not unlike the waves of the sea Nor the endless horizon of ice Aurora swims in the ether Emerald fire paints the twilight Heidrun bleeds the golden nectar For the raising sun and the moon The midnight wolves who watch over the dawn! The golden dawn Solstafir!
Not Usually.
I'm not usually a Bleeding heart.. But when it comes to animals i am... I started looking up products that Use animal testing, and those that don't, and came across this HORRIBLE thing that Iams(the dog food company) is doing... Seriously.. it needs to stop... Please, just go read this... It saddens me to think about the poor dogs that they slice and dice for years on end... and then sell them to ANOTHER company that will do the same... :-( There are other ways people...
Not Up To It
Not Understanding Why...
OK...I can't understand what ethical code leaves a person laying on a floor for 2 and a half hours. I just don't. If I was laying on the floor after falling, I could expect a rather prompt response. But to think that that doesn't happen in a crowded apartment building...with up to 20 other people living in the same building...and on a Saturday evening...geez it makes my stomach turn. It happened to a friend of a friend of mine. And I'm sick over it.
Not Used To This Schedule...
and I'm draggin' ass used to staying up 'till 1am, I can't go to sleep at 10p.m like I should. Once I get used to it, by next week, it's back to staying up late again. I'm trying to keep busy like writing here, cleaning, exercising, just moving during the day to stay awake so that I don't take a nap and stay up 'till 1 again. Responsibilites suck sometimes and I wish them away on days like this. It's to no avail though and now I have a headache. It's been a crappy day.
No Turning Back
There's a million things that I could say If you're down for listening I never thought I'd feel so alone I never thought I'd want to come back home But I chose my path 9 years ago And now there's no turning back No, there's no turning back There's no turning back I lost everything Just to have this And now my dreams And coming true And now my dreams are coming true Chase your dreams Don't leave in fear.
No Tumor
It turns out there's no brain tumor.  It's all because of some of the medications I've been on.  I see the dr in a couple of weeks, so I'll have to see what she wants to do about my elevated prolactin levels.
Not Ur Typical Auction
My auction is not about money its gonna be a fair auction not just who has the most money .... just leave me a msg on what you bid for the bling the auction was posted in a bully so it will expire on the 28th..its not who bids the most it what interests me the most
No Tut?! I went to the Children's Museum today to see the King Tut exhibit. You know that golden sarcophagus of him? The ads show it, the commercials show it. Only... it's not there. The only Tut stuff is a chair, some statues of wives and canopic jars. There IS a small Ramses II golden face. But the actual King Tut golden sarcophagas? NO. Which kind of made me mad. I mean talk about false advertising! Geez. Don't get me worng, the stuff that was in the exhibit was pretty, but it's called King Tut. I mean, the King isn't there! LMAO. Just a warning for anyone in Indy or someone who wants to see it. I also saw Dino exhibit and Star Wars. Now let's be clear that the Star Wars is based off Clone Wars. Yeah. The worst film out of them all. Plus the cartoon part on Cartoon Netwo
No Turning Back Now ^_^
I Thought living without him is like an endless day. A day with darkness & sorrow. But now that he's gone. Daymm i cant believe im moving on.   This on & off relationship finally end, Maybe am a lil bit hurt now but i can get this through.   I thanks him for stopping by into my life Glad that even though were over, our friendship didnt end. Goodbye lover & hello friend.   & hello new commer! lol :D
No Turning Back Now (death To The Swimmers)
well this is it im finnaly on the meds that effictivelly chemically castraten me. the testosterone killing drug which blockks t turning into dht. normal male t is 600- 900 mine was 312 dr was dissapointed, i said i knew i had super sperm :) he said i can fix that. he was right.... i am now on provera at 10 mg's a day uninterupted. most woman will know what that is like. the cool thing is it will also help with breast development which is also a plus. since i went of spirilactone 7 months ago my breast stopped growing, well this will fix that. i was told to be prepared for the boobies hurting. not much else going on, sorry it was so dry but just wanted to update those that pay attention to my science experiment that is me. :D
Not Unknown
Do you remember, feeling lost and alone? Leaving the place, you called home. Standing in the cold, unexplained pain. Needing someone, to scream your name. But no one did, so you went on. Behind the wheel, knowing it was wrong. Both feet on the gas, heavy traffic ahead. Just wanting someone, to love you instead. The freezing cold, had no effect. The water did nothing, but reflect. Your pain, your face, nothing inside was shown. The burden you carry around, is not unknown. I feel your pain, and I am blessed each time, I speak YOUR name.
Not Using Stash Anymore!
I really am saddened to learn that with all the changes made on Fubar within the last year, that not only did I lose a "One in a million" profile skin that fit my life forever, but I also lost quite a lot of jokes from my Stash Folder.  Therefore, I will no longer use this Folder to store or share any jokes in the future!  I am very concerned after finding my jokes gone from my profile, that we're going to get on here and find all of our pics gone also!  Won't that just bite?  I think I'll make sure everything I do put in my photo albums will also be kept in my personal files of my pc!   In the 3yrs I've been on this website, I never would have thought that simple changes would just wipe away all the work peeps do for their profiles.  Saddens me greatly!
Not Very Happy....
My phone just got shut off...those jackasses!!! Now I have to pay a $36 reconnection fee!! Anything to milk it for all it's worth!!! Fuckers!!! Then one of my friends decides that they are going to leave LC. I don't know whether it is because of me or someone else. If you are reading this....YOU ARE CONFUSING THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! AND YES I AM UPSET!!
Not Valueable Insite.
I remember in 2nd grade Mrs. Britanica taught all of us kids how to cut out of construction paper a heart for St. Valentines day. I clearly remember. She said fold the paper in half, and cut out a rain drop. I Very clearly remember. Immideately afterwards before even cutting the paper thinking, doesn't she mean tear drop, because when I practiced it in my head I saw a tear drop not a rain drop. And it isn't it more Ironic that two tear drops form a heart. I know that second graders wouldn't appreciate any Irony there. And at the time I probably didn't either but now looking at more then a decade later, life is ridiculous. I just have to find myself another tear drop. And if you used Red or pink construction paper oyu wouldn't have to paint it or color it cause it would allready but what you wanted. You could write on it, but you would have to use a dark colour to get it to show up. That's something I never really appreciated with my ocular condition. The finer points of 2nd grade
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Not Very Today
Am feeling sorry for my self today , am a bit under the weather.. I am on eight lots of medication to try and beat my infection .. so please be kind and send me some loving my way xxxx
Not Very Easy
You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word. Not as easy as you might think. 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? cheater 3. Your hair? auburn 4. Work? monday 5. Your father? hunting 6. Your favorite thing? son 7.Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? diet 9. Your dream car? charger 10.Room you're in? living 11. Your pet? three 12. Your fears? bridges 13. Where do you want to be in 10 years? happy 14. Where did you hang out last night? home 15. What you’re not good at? men 16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? okay 17. One of your wish list items? man 18. Where you grew up? mississippi 19. The last thing you did? laughed 20. What are you wearing? pajamas 21. What aren’t you wearing? underwear :) 22. The website (filled with eBay spoofs)? huh? 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? mess 25. Your mood? mellow 26. M
Not Very Happy This Years!!!!
I just being jealous over eveyone got Happy Hours or Blasts or Blings and something that I really wants to buying or shopping for our lives and can't afford everything!! But My Girlfriend help me out to pay my bills and my parents help me to py truck..... But I still looking for job for almost 1 to 2 years!!! I still trying to get the money for lives! We can't afford to going out to bar or club or dinner out!!! I guess this years are so bad for me!!! Can't wait for something makes me happy!!!! Thank you Mike!
Not Very Nice People
Do all you women that talk to my husband really think that he loves you.  Someone that won't give u his home number and doesn't answer his cell most of the time when you call.  Are you all that desperate that you need to try and take someone else's husband you should all be ashamed of your behavior.  He is playing each and every one of you and if you don't believe me have a chat with Madnezz Lady she has come and got him twice from my house and had to bring him back twice cause he don't want anyone but me.  Do you really think someone you meet online on a drinking site is for real he's playing each and everyone of you. 
Not What You Think. Or Who You Think... Lol
how can it be I'm almost dead shattered confidence breaking heart terrified soul I'm tattered and torn I'm shaking now I don't want to lose this part of me but I fear that it's coming to pass I love it I miss it I want it to stay there is nothing I can do nothing I can say everything keeps going the wrong way. I don't know how to say please don't go just stay I can't do that it's not fair I'm crumbling I'm breaking apart It's going away from me even more than it is He is going away from me distance isn't what I mean I don't want him to go away I want to dissapear I want to hide I want to go away where no one will find what I've been hiding no one knows not even him it's tearing me up inside all the things that I hide just to make sure he's happy I havn't lied I havn't loved another i just want to be with you it's eating me up spitting me out this secret that I have to keep crying every night the pain that coinsides it's cutt
Not Worth It!
My other half is a truck driver and he's been on the road for 6 weeks now. Enough already! It's time to come home! If he doesn't show up soon I' m gonna have to find me a boyfriend cuz I can't stand it any longer. A woman can only take so much celibacy! You hear me Tex!? Get your butt back here and leave those Cajun girls alone!
Not What I Had In Mind Under The Mistle Toe
Not What You'd Expect
You look at my dolled up face and see A happy, joyful, smart, wonderful Girl But look in my eyes and in lies The tortured, tormented, sad me Not what youd expect Hunny Im just a good actress
Not What I Would Wish For
ok yeah where supposed to be jolly and all but what if youve had two deaths in the family this month (no not by drungs or anything stupid unless you call your kidneys shutting down stupid or being ran down by a drunk driver stupid). on top of that you dont see your step kids for christmas bc your ex wife takes them and goes out of state and you dont know that till just a few hrs ago (not happening to me but someone in my family)and to top the cherry off your aunt is laying up in the hospital bed on her back bc she fell and broke her hip in a parking lot so she wont be at home with my family this yr for christmas. so yeah i think im not verry bright and happy this chritmas but i am happy for my family and all it just wont be a wonderful christmas i was looking forward to.
Not Wanted Dreams
The old woman sat in the chair facing the corner of the room. According to her daughter, the woman didn’t want to face the window, nor did she fancy sunlight. “She doesn’t speak much,” the woman said, before exiting. Sarah looked outside the window, followed the woman crossing the road. A uniformed driver stepped out of a navy Bentley to open the door for his passenger. “Nice if you’ve got it,” Sarah muttered, and exited the room. Mrs Schueller’s daughter looked to be in her forties, yet retained a vitality about her that could have been surgically enhanced. The nursing home grapevine ran into overdrive each time she visited her poorly mother. “You’d think, with all the money she has, she’d buy her something decent to wear.” She only bought her essentials like nightgowns, toiletries, slippers and the occasional dress; the old woman barely showed interest in food, let alone frocks. Each day someone fed, bathed and changed her soiled incontinence pad. She was toileted at two hourly i
Not Wanting To Go To School
I have a 16 year old son that refuses to go to school. I have reported this to the Juvenile Authority and they will do nothing unless he does something illegal. But if he doesnt go to school then I can be taken to court. Anybody have any input that might help me?
Not Waving, But Drowning
Ok it has been a while since i have actually let alot of this out, but yeah im not looking for sympathy or speaial treatment in anty way. Well it has been a bitch starting this whole new life thing its actually been a glorified pain in the ass. I miss all my old friends in which i cant even see them being as they are in different states. *sighs*Its been a long couple of hours....I dfont even sleep that much and things stay on my mind, but it never wants to leave. The lies keep filling the glass more so than the truth and it really angers me to try and bother with it. Im telling you people watch them leave and see how hard it is to function when no one is there and its only a large dark room and you....
Not Written By Me
When I think of a Soldier When I think of a soldier I think about you Someone courageous, brave, loyal and true When I think of a soldier I often feel your pain Torn from your loved ones, off to War again When I think of a soldier my eyes fill with tears As you are shipped away, sometimes for years When I think of a soldier I often feel guilty For all the lives lost and all the loves scarred I wish I could stop it, but it’s a task that’s too hard When I think of a soldier I can’t help but feel pride Knowing Osama Bin Laden will run out of places to hide When I think of a soldier I feel safe back at home Knowing we are protected by great people like you When I think of a soldier I think about you For all you sacrifice, for all you do When I think of a soldier I just have to say You make me PROUD to live in the U.S.A. © Jennifer Ann Hultmark 2005
Not Working
this crap about not working and being bored because of it is getting to be way to bloody boring!!! I want my c.d.l. back and am working towards doing just that. wish me luck.
Not Worth That Much...
If you were to buy me, it would cost you $1,750,377.83! What are you worth? Find Out Here
Not What U Think....
ever have that one thing or person in life i thought u wanted and needed so bad and once u got it...or them it wasnt what u expected and i changed ur mind but dont wanna hurt them...and dont know how to tell em?.....welcome to my world right now!!
Not Willing To Give Up A Friend!
Well, since my last blog I've had lots of time and lots of restless nights to think about things I shouldn't think about!In the last blog, I talked about a person that I am so crazy about,but I couldn't figure out if I wanted to risk all that we have togather or not! I have decided that although a relationship would be great, It may or may not last! The friendship that we have is always going to be there!That is what is the most important thing to me! The thought of this person not being in my life because I was to dumb to face reality is a little more than I think I could handle!I think that as time goes on, this person will see that I can be the best friend that anyone could ask for. This person already knows more about me then the people that have known me for years! I hope when this person reads this, this person can see that I really do know what's important in my life!! Hopefully, my next blog will be on a differnt subject! But, I had to get this off of my chest as it is easier t
Not What I Expected It To Be
well to everyone as everyone who read my blog i was movin to harlan ky ,well i moved alright and it wasnt what i thougt it was gonna be i didnt like being away from my daughter tiffany so im movin back to yeah i kno i should have just stayed put.hell my x muxst be stalkin me or sumthin cauise i wouldnt tell him where i was movin nor what house and he knows where my place is in harlan and the color of my house and all.damn i wish he would leave me lone.he has my phone # die to talkin to his kids and thats all he needs to kno !!! wonder how long it be before he find my new place back in tn?well any way i hope to be back on my own pc soon so i dont haft to use a freinds pc to check my messages.miss ya all
Not With The Program
i have been out of touch seems like i have been looking for reason to bitch...why? i don't have a clue....i go thru these phases and it seems that i am in the "funk" again... i am happy and love my Master very much but there are times i get so nasty to him for no reason and then i get hurt when he gets mad.... i hurt a good friend today but i rarely talk to him anymore so i tend to tell him what is going on and he got upset with me... i have a new "sister" that i love very much...she is a good girl and she is training and training hard to be a good kajira....she is what wet dreams are made of for a kajira trainer...~grins~ but then i get bitchy about other things....i can't stand to hear people whine about other people....if you have a problem with EVERYONE and EVERYTHING don't ya think maybe just maybe YOU are the problem?...a long time ago i realized that one creates their own problems not everyone else...YOU! i have problems that i have created all on my
Not Wise To Mock God...
Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap. Here are some men and women who mocked God : John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the
Not What You Think
lb woman look like??? The question is, What does a 320 pound woman look like? Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Got it? Ready? Not what you were expecting, was it??!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland . She is 7'4" and weighs 320 What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short!
Not What You Are Used To.. Read And Enjoy
The Gift I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we ar
Not Wanting To
hey all well work has sucked really bad lately and unfortunately it also has been messing with my personal life very badly so i'm about to be jobless due to problems i can't ignore anymore which means i might not have internet for awhile but my friends i will try to keep in touch with all my friends i will try to check in from time to time as for now i'm going to enjoy what time i have left on here much love to all my friends.
Not With A Whimper But A Bang
I do not like the idea that Martha from my perspective lets herself be taken advantage of by her own family or seen as a “soft touch” and it slipped last night. All I said when Martha and her sister Mary were downstairs working on one of her day care projects was that Martha could have asked me to help her instead of leaving me upstairs with Jeffrey. I didn’t think I yelled, I didn’t think I stomped off, but five minutes later I’m at the refrigerator and Martha’s stormed up the stairs and sulks on the couch. “You want to whine about helping me, so help!” I don’t know what to say or do sometimes that my wife will either not take offense to or jump down my throat for having an opinion she doesn’t agree with. The last few nights have actually been excellent ones after getting over the flu bug going around Minot! I found it hard to believe I actually liked the new version of “Hairspray” but when I felt Martha almost daring me to watch it (of course, this is not quid pro quo regardi
Not Working Sucks
I have debts I need to pay off and it sucks I need a job, I hate that I'm always home and although its fun I miss work.
Not What Women Want...
Just What I Want~ A Good man who isn't afraid to be sweet and affectionate, no matter who's around or where we are - who kisses me with such passion that I am left breathless and touches me in such ways that I am left trembling A Strong man, who can make me feel safe in his company, especially in his arms, even if I think I don't need protection A Smart man, who doesn't always have to talk, but who knows what he's talking about when he does, and always gets his point across powerfully, but tactfully A Respectful man who can appreciate me - as a woman, as a human being, and as the big nerd that I am - who can play video games and watch football with me, but who understands that I am still a girl, and I will act like one from time to time A Beautiful man who can see past the "cliches" of the modern world and enjoys the finer things in life because that's what he likes, not what someone else told him he should A Mysterious man who I can look at, after day in and day o
Not Worthit
look two ways then pierce the truth is what you thought it would be did it burn your soul with flames of redemption did creep inside and let you go no it didnt it wasnt woth it the whole time just wasnt enough just wasnt...enough.
Not Without A Reason To
just not one good enough. parcel these moments like packages and ship them off to where they are destined. blink slow and pretend that there are no thoughts in your head. blink slowly and listen to the voice in your head. no story would be complete without a victim. without a hero. and some sort of debaucle. no drama would be true without a tragic mistake. and a lot of bloodshed. it's too dark to see. too cold to listen. too sad to put to pen or pages. i can't date it. i can't mark it. staring at the screen it's all so apparent. every way that the sun did set. every dawn that warned of it. and how friendship quickly turns on zealous hearts. and how love was never something unselfish, but rather the opposite. i think that it had to be. for you. for me. that it was an argument greater than we could arraign. regret asks do i. i don't have an answer yet. what i felt. what i hadn't til then. how could i ever forsake it. was it worth it? are you still so sure? when you must kiss
Not Worth Reading
life changes in a blink of an eye one moment we are mastering fate; the next it is too late and we are left screaming "why, why, why, why?" they say don't lose hope while fate continuously dispenses the rope are we destined to fail is this a cruel game when we die will the mask then unveil or will it remain? i pray for my friends and my family each day i wonder sometimes though does God hear what i say? so many people & so many different points of view who can say who is right? is it me? is it you? answers are never easy world spinning so fast oft times i am queasy my thoughts spill out like a Dr. Sues rhyme no sense do they usually make, especially not this time!!! LOL
Not What You Wanted
I walk in pass out just the night before, but thats ok you left me for something more, so i cry and try it again, try to hold on to some feelings i cant mend, so say to you, whats the use and why try to find something new, with a heart so blue i cant go on trying to love you...... Chorus, so with blackened hearts and a broken fist, writings this letter to you, probably never send in time, but hey i never could lie, but who are you to waiste my time, like a two pence whore, never trying for more than just a thrill, night after night, but hey ive done my time, but you are still blind So i fall on my face, the alchohol masks the pain if only for a minute, but im in it so deep without a solution, its just polution, causing a hole in my heart, but hey it was there from the start, but who am i to try to hold you, hell i was never there to console you.... Chorus, so with blackened hearts and a broken fist, writings this letter to you, probably never send in time, but hey i never could lie, bu
Not With A Bang
The ravine baked in the sun of a cloudless June afternoon. The pickup and the three people it had brought provided the only evidence this was a world dominated by humans and not less dangerous creatures such as the rattlesnakes and scorpions that so outnumbered them in these parts. The truck sat next to a field of boulders, each almost the size of its cab. Kurt Matson was calibrating an array of instruments piled on a folding table beside the truck. The truckbed was littered with the shipping cases Matson had spent the last three hours unpacking as he arranged and connected the equipment according to the diagram on his clipboard. Sam Friedman, who'd finished lowering the gadget into the borehole an hour ago, sat on the tailgate of the truck and adjusted his straw hat once again to keep the sun off his face. Wes French, sent by the lab director to provide at least symbolic representation of Policies and Procedure at this highly irregular yet urgent field trip, was recording the proce
Not What I Saw
i would love to back in time. fix everything i screwed up. heal everyone that i have lost. see, hear, and hug everyone i have lost. i would fix everything i try so desperately to hide, depression, anxiety, down right sadness. how did my life end up this way? this is not what i saw when i looked into my future years ago. this is not who i wanted to be.
Not Wanting Needing
Hoping, praying, wishing still That your love for me will make me glow. Missing wanting you here To spend Forever until our Lives come to their end. Needing to hold you As we await for that Special time and place. Craving your lips That I have kissed A thousand times plus two. Awaiting you to call Or show up just Isn't enough. To have you right beside I can't wait to feel the Warmth from our bodies Passing through the sheets. Your mind is my sacred heaven. Yet your soul is where I Long to dwell. You mean so much to me And a whole lot more Yet these simple words Will just have to do. The meaning of all Of this I Love You.
Not What It Seems
A man asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an unusually attractive woman sitting alone at a table in a cozy little restaurant. So the waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, 'This is from the gentleman who is seated over there.'.and indicated the sender with a nod of his head.. She stared at the wine coolly for a few seconds, not looking at the man, and then decided to send a reply to him by a note. The waiter, who was lingering nearby for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: 'For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank and 7 inches in your pants ' After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to deliver it to the lady... It read: 'Just to let you know things aren't always what they appear to be, I have a Ferrari Maranello, BMW Z8, Mercedes CL600, and a P
Not Who You Think
you can't see the tears in my eyes you cant see the truths that i hide you cant see the real me deep inside you know i have been hurt but that don't matter none you cant see me through the person i have become you will never know who i am now you will never know cause i am never around i hide from the world one person at a time never wanting more then friendship cant you see? i don't want to hurt anyone like i was hurt before so i stay hidden from all that come to find the real me i will never go back to the person i was before cause i had that door that held love slam too many times before i am done being what everyone wants i am living my life in the shadows now just watching and waiting i am not the girl i once was i am now a woman that knows that there is no such thing as true love i am now a woman that knows it hurts to fall for the lies i am now the woman that i will be for the rest of my life
Not Worth A Dayum
okay....i am not one to talk about how i feel and shit like that but i am gonna give this a whirl since i dunno what else to do. i play pool 2 nights a week. i havent played on a league in 5 yrs.....i am a lil....ehhh...alot rusty. well tonight i was told that my handicap( how well i play) had dropped from a 2 to a 1. to me that means i suck ass daily. i come from a family that has played pool and been a 5 or higher. WTF am i doing wrong???? the captain of the team said that me dropping down is a great thing and in no time i will go back up cuz i will win.......HAHAHAHAHAHA.....yea right. if he said it is great i am a 1 (which sucks)....does that mean he thinks its great that i play like shit???? am i wrong for thinking this???? then i get the guys on the team saying i need help and i will get better. I AM ALL FOR THAT. there is just one catch there. i have asked the captain of the team to help me, i have asked my parents to help me and a friend that also plays the game i
Not What I Do (part 5)
its just really strange - its like things are happening really quickly - and thats so NOT me! ummm for instance - just the second i met him and the way i said my name right away! I never tell my real name when i first meet a guy! I just said HI - my name is Rebecca - Thats so out of character for me! but it just felt so easy - and for the first time in my life - i felt like I was me. I didnt feel like i was trying to be somebody else.
Not Worth My Time
why people feel the need to try to bring someone down is beyond me. everyone has their own life. geez live it and stop trying to look into everyone elses and say things that you have no clue about. but then again if they were happy with their life and the choices they make then they wouldnt bother everyone else right? misery loves company....... go find someones elses company cause seriously all your doing is making an ass out of yourself but then again if they were smart they would probably know that already right?
Not With Stupid Anymore
Wow it's been ages since i wrote in this thing. I'm not with my stupid ex anymore. His name was Rob. I met him on here. He was a very violent and mean individual and eventually I had to call the cops on him and he went to jail and did community service, had to pay a fine and was found guilty of domestic violence. he's been gone for a while now, and I've had trust issues with men ever since. But I'm getting over it, time heals everything you know... I'm working for a school district here in Pierce County. I really enjoy my job. I'm an assistant to the registrar and love all the girls I work with and enjoy going to work each day. I'm currently single, and not quite sure what I want. I love making new friends and talking to people and helping people. I have a very few close friends in my life... I hate drama and I don't associate much with people who bring it into my life. (Hence part of the reason I got rid of Robert, he was the biggest drama queen ever lol) It ta
Not Worthy
So today I have been told by 2 model agencies that I am not worth their time to become a plus size model. That.. I find a great pity because I believe I have great potential. I guess not many believe I am right.
Not Woman Bashing, Just Telling It How I See It!
Not Warning
The truth of perception lies in the beholder; lies behold the perception of truth. I have been taught that the world is a playground and that life teaches us to appreciate be grateful and understand that someone out there has it much worse than I, yet at times I can't help but be a selfish prick. All knowledge has done is taught me that I don't know shit! Times like now are so unpredictable that even a mood ring will give up on me. Trying to do the next right thing and be a good person, help people that are less fortunite than me; even something as simple as trying to talk to people just to get aquainted is bullshit when all they can do is think about themselves. I try not to be like this. I don't want to be hypocritical but goddamn there has to be more to life than this. I may be rambling, anddoes it really matter if I am? Probably not. I think I'm just gonna stop here and wish that I didn't even start. And yet another wish unfulfilled. Oh well fuck it, this isn't an RPG,
Not What I Wanted
I want to cry,My life has spun around,My dropping tears,Are the only sound.Killing me in my dreams awake,My life is at stake.To crawl in a corner,And shut myself out,Lately my life,Has been filled with doubt.Ignoring my thoughts,And regretting my past,I hide under the covers,How much longer will this hurt last?Swimming in fears,Forever forgotten,I hate myself,This is not what I wanted. 
Not What You Thought It Was, Huh.
I so thought my 22 month old daughter swallowed a magnet that was about 2 inches long and about an inch in diameter!  Rushed her to the ER and no magnet.  So almost three hours in the ER with three kids ready to rampage around in the hospital--AND NO MAGNET!  But that's a good thing, so no complaints.
Not Worth It
It wasn..t suppose to happenYou were only suppose to bring me my stuff.I let you back in, i trusted you.I told you not to hurt me,I told you not to break my heart.I should have never let you back in,I should have never trusted you again,You hurt me You broke my heart.You are not worth the tears,You are not worth my time.You lied, you cheatedI deserve betterI will have betterYou will realize what you have lost,and it will be to late. So my final words are Goodbye
Not Wat I Thought
   So I was coming out of my longest relationship, heartbroken until i met Matt(Bonez) on here. He wasnt like all the others, he was sweet, had a heart, and wasnt pushy about seeing my nsfw's right away which made me feel like he wanted to actually want to get to know me. Things hit off pretty well, we couldnt stop txting each other for the last month it seems like could be longer idk. We, well i really thought even though we were 6 hours away it could work somehow. Until the last acouple of days... I asked to call me gave me excuses...and same way with txting me afterwork.... i understood he had a kid and he took a shower and a nap after work but the whole night he wouldnt say a damn thing... so yea... and today we start talking he tells me things changed....that quickly like a deer in headlights ...didnt know what to except .... i ask him whats changed ...then he tells me i have a gf now...again shocked confused i ask myself what went wrong this time... I thought use bein
Not Written By Me, Great Words Tollive By...
The Man In The Glass Anonymous When you get what you want in your struggle for selfAnd the world makes you king for a day,Just go to the mirror and look at yourselfAnd see what that man has to say.For it isn’t your father or mother or wifeWhose judgment upon you must pass.The fellow whose verdict counts most in you lifeIs the one staring back from the glass.You may be like Jack Horner and chisel a plumAnd think you’re a wonderful guy.But the man in the glass says you’re only a bumIf you can’t look him straight in the eye.He’s the fellow to please-never mind all the rest,For he’s with you clear to the end.And you’ve passed your most dangerous, difficult testIf the man in the glass is your friend.You may fool the whole world down the pathway of yearsAnd get pats on the back as you pass.But your final reward will be heartache and tearsIf you’ve cheated the man in the glass.
Not Worth Reading
Im just a girl with no talent the one who laughs last because she doesn't get it I want to be somebody But not who you are I want to be somebody But Im noone at all.           I know it's short..and sweet, It's the first completed poem I have written in years.    
Not Writing
Not writing mumms sucks, but blogs are not a bad substitute.
Not Worth Reading
Slowly...I stumble through the darkness. Kicking shattered remains of the light that once existed inside. The only sound in the tormented soul crying out. Begging and pleading for an end that never comes. I stop and sit in the mind filled with regret. Thinking of days gone by. Confusion sets in. Then.....silence. The death of my soul. So I sit and wait, for my time to come. Alone in the darkness.
Not Yet Kissed
We have not yet kissed We have not touched each others heart I have only sat back and hoped that The other one would give this a start. What would it be to touch your lips once? What would it be to hold you every night? What would it be to look into your eyes And at the same time know I've seen the light. Words can only say so much As to how I feel about you Actions can only come form the heart Therefore a kiss- would make my words true.
Not Yet A Goddess
Cut me free of the all that is soft. The long hair you bind. The full soft breasts the curve of shallow hips. Soft white skin shatters, Poison and dust green eyes that bleed saline tears. Make me more then a woman. Paint me not in your colors. Scent me not in flowers. Leave me the strength, the power of these arms and the legs to trun and run So tired of the beautiful See me beyound soft flesh,. womans mounds, lack of curls. The power within. match me will for will word for word I lack your male-ness but i am more then a woman, not yet a goddess.
Not Yet 4:20
OK so I'm already on my 3rd MGD by 4:00 does that make me a DRUNK? I don't know but ask me again in 20 minutes.
Not Your Typical Girl Next Door Contest
Not Yourself?
Its like you woke up one morning looked in the mirror but it wasnt you there it may have looked like you but it wasnt you,the one I cared about you just got up and ran away.There was no reason or even a exsplanation for why and not even a good bye or a thankyou it was more like F--- you.But you still call me and say you love me ,the way you cry in my arms telling me how he treats you so bad but you still go there,Well when you come back down to earth n off that B.S because maybe im a shmuck or just a cool dude but im always there for you to lean on just dont forget where you came from and who got you where you are now I havent changed just learned alot.
Not You Average Girl
for my cherrytappers...because you asked ok... I'm deeper then you think and stronger then you know. To be honest it would take an entire lifetime to figure me out and you would still only know some things. Yes I keep myself very protected and hide behind that wall of smartass scarcasm and evil bitch-ness...but for some reason you people seem to like that. I do have an attitude......but it's not bad.........just different. So when I tell you to go fuck yourself....... try not to take it personally......I tell everybody that! I'm not a girly girl. I'm not the princess ..that would be my daughter, but then I'm not a "Queen" either ..... I may act like a Royal Bitch but I'm really not...I'm all heart. I am honest to a fault....I lack the ability to lie. So don't ask me something if you don't really want the answer...I'm not gonna tell you what you want hear...I'm gonna tell you what I actually think. Inspite of my inate ability to NOT type properly in that little tiny sho
Not Your Ordinary Photos...
Check out my NYO Photos album when you get a chance, if you have not done so already. As I have mentioned before, I have been wandering off the CT site to do some experiments and explorations with my photography talents. Let me know what you think.... K
Not Your Concern...
Not Yet Finished 1
You have touched my heart in many ways Although words cannot describe how I feel I live only from day to day To love and Charish you is so for real I worship you and the ground you're on On a pedestal I'll raise you above My love is written upon a stone Of all the things I know, I know love.
Not Yet Finished 2
She runs to me in disaray Throws her arms around me And begs me to always stay She holds me tighter in glee She closes her eyes as we kiss Long and passionate as we are together As we're sitting upon the matress We hold each other forever She tells me "I love you" With her eyes filled with sincerity I tell her I to love you I hold her or eternity
Not Yet Finished 3
The Miracale if birth though mom or animal A baby is born The sight so phoenominal Once brought into the world It clings to it's mother It cries aloud in pain As the mother soothes her They search in hunger For it's mother's breast They suckel for hours Unaware o the life long test All so Fraile and Innocent
Not Yet Finished 4
Upon the moutian air the wolf screams The rabbits hide and the deer gleams Dew forms upon theleaves and falls to the ground The rustling of dead leaves heard all around Cows walking about, abandoned in the feilds Horse's strut and og upon the hills Farmer's are busy working hard in the barn Wives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarn The smell of pies fill the air Sweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hair The bell has rung so lunh is ready Families sit down to rest the hour steady Families rest the night from a hard days work The roosters crow awakening everything
Not Yours. . .
Not Yours. . . When you look at me What do you see Or imagine me to be?   Have you looked into my eyes Or even tried to see past the disguise? Look deeper than the façade Why don't you see through the mirage?  
Not Yet
Not Yet.. There exists in my heart a greatness that has never been measured A place of untapped wonder and unimaginable treasure This piece of my heart is untouched and has not yet been seen It is a place built of fantasies that I’ve yet to dream. It holds a story of passionate love that has not yet been told about a longing inside of me that has not yet grown cold. Like a diamond that has not yet been pressed from the coal, I have not yet explored the depth of my soul. I have not yet dug deep enough to say I’ve truly delved and the hunger deep inside me has not yet been quelled. I know that one day A far off someday will come and my world will somehow change. I’ll finally meet her and somehow greet her and our hearts will rearrange. She is the dream and I am the dreamer. She holds the key to that deep secret place. She is the word in my soul that I can’t erase. In my core I’ll feel the stirring and give in to mother nature. There will be rebirth an
Not Yet X-mas , But Never Mind ...
Not Yet!!!!!!
I lick at your toes and trace my fingers up your clean shaven legs. Beautiful, words uttered from my slowly rising lips. Simply beautiful. I gaze at your thighs and lay my tongue gently on your ankle, tracing up, up, up, and reaching your knee-cap. I suckle at the center as a hand of mine runs up your left side, and it goes up, and up, and in, and in, and into your shirt, brushing against your left breast. It halts its motions and runs underneath your bra. My tongue runs longer up your leg, as I place nibbles and bites along your naked, smooth thigh. My hand flips at your breast, and gently massages it in a circular motion. I take your moan as a compliment. A sign that I'm doing something right. I pinch your nipple between my fingers, twirling it lightly. Another whimper, followed by a moan. My tongue is at your pelvis now. I flick my tongue along your clean smooth lips and close my eyes as my tongue slowly begins to push into your vagina. I spread my tongue as your walls tremble at my
Not Yet...
Not Yet.. There exists in my heart a greatness that has never been measured A place of untapped wonder and unimaginable treasure This piece of my heart is untouched and has not yet been seen It is a place built of fantasies that I've yet to dream. It holds a story of passionate love that has not yet been told about a longing inside of me that has not yet grown cold. Like a diamond that has not yet been pressed from the coal, I have not yet explored the depth of my soul. I have not yet dug deep enough to say I've truly delved and the hunger deep inside me has not yet been quelled. I know that one day A far off someday will come and my world will somehow change. I'll finally meet her and somehow greet her and our hearts will rearrange. She is the dream and I am the dreamer. She holds the key to that deep secret place. She is the word in my soul that I can't erase. In my core I'll feel the stirring and give in to mother nature. There will be rebirth and exp
Not Yet Finished
the one i want i cant not have. to love him and cuddle him to share our hearts to hold hands to feel his heart beat as one with mine to cry on his sholder when sad to laugh at his jokes
Not Your Ordinary Skank.
I am at a point in my life where i just think it's time for a change, time for me to grow without any restrictions..Become sure of myself, become real, become honest, become strong. And to do this i need to work soley on myself before i establish anymore bonds with people. I keep certain people in my life who i feel already have earned the right to be there or i just think they have the potential to stay down with me. Anyone who wants to call me fake or whatever can go fuck themselves bc honestly i just cut off the unnesscisary ties in my life. When said people WERE in my life, they did nothing but bring drama to it, caused me to be depressed or just plain pissed me off. And most of these people couldnt EVER handle me being honest...whenever i would say what was on my mind they would get offended and freak out. I dont need those types of people in my life. I can be social most of the time but i'm really out growing this whole "being anyone's best friend" bc very few people can handle
Not Ya Everyday Pimpout
Not Your Common Survey
1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do? wave and smile...yeah i'm a bitch 2.Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction? but the wedding is in a few month?!?!?! 3.When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? this morning 4.What is the last thing you spent money on? diet coke 5.Do you think you gained or lost weight this past month? lost thank God 6. Crunch or puffy cheetos? puffy 7.The first person on your friends list just called you a bitch. What do you have to say? my baby sister would NEVER do that 8.Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name? Bishop...the only son I'll ever have 9.Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name? her name would have been Bishop too 10.What are you craving right now? his kisses 11.What was the last thing you cried about? that damn meeting this morning...that woman makes me CRAZY 12 You buy beer and your change is 2 ce
Not Your Stepping Stone
Not Your Ordinary Day Of Shopping
Black Friday is supposed to be a day of fighting off strangers for the items you would like to purchase. My Black Friday was a little bit different then that. It started out as a normal work day. I went to work, I left early, around 1. Went to the bank to cash my check for my weekend of shopping, then home to clean my room and get ready to go to the movies with JoAnne and her family. The movie was great and very funny. Movie ended and I hopped into JoAnne's car, and we headed to the mall for some super shopping at the Harford Mall. We left Regal and made the left onto Tollgate RD., the light at Tollgate and 24 was backed up. We took Tollgate up to Wheel RD, where we proceeded to make a left onto 24. If you are familiar with this intersection, you would know there is no turn light if you are traveling on Wheel RD., so making a left is almost impossible. We were in the middle of the intersection and the man who was making a left on the other side of Wheel RD. towards Edgewood flashed his
Not Your God
So, little birds Deep green wood Unspoiled water Sound of moon So, big clouds Deep blue thunder Spoiled promises Sound of moon I'm not your God I'm not your vessel I'm not your savior Don't confuse me Worn out nails Falling leaves Endless sorrow Touch of space Weight of Sun Speed of pain Endless plain Touch of space I'm not your God I'm not your hero I'm not your Messiah Don't break my heart
Not Yours
Do unto others as you would have them do unto you That is the golden rule You took me in, toyed with my heart, discard it when you're through How could you be so cruel? You claimed that you loved me, I took it in And then you let me fall I let you lead me, that's my cardinal sin I let you take my all And now that it's over, I see the true you You deceitful beastly boar And now that it's over, it's time that you knew I'm not yours any more
Not Your Hiring Info
I'm sorry, but the blog you are trying to find has been deleted. It has nothing to do with the link you clicked in the application that was clearly a complete rip off of our application(considering it links you to here).  That should tell you alot about the lounge you are thinking about working for.   Please drive through and get a life.   Bad Habitz Radio - Often imitated never duplicated
Not You!!!
Anger resonates deep within my soul.The hurt you caused, I will never let go. Will I take you back, You left me broken and damaged.You walked away from me when I needed you most. You left me stranded, alone, and scared. I built myself back up to be strong.You will not get into my heart again.You will not affect my head again.Yes, I will always love you. Letting go, is what I am doing.Take your blood from me, that's all you will get.My love is mine once again to give to someone who deserves it.I will no longer be taken for granted and be used. Broken I may be, but I will put the pieces back together.Lost I may seem, but I will find me.Love to the fullest, Just Not You!!!!
Not Yet Free
Optimisum, about the faith of the people that have accepted of the mission of improbable, to become some particle, pergedby the discouage of suffering, anger, hate, religions and war, Its tought to explain, debate, or even explore, but I diestraight to the core,And explosion of intrespect so quiet, he can definalty, yet he can breath into the sins lounges into the most remperedthugg,Tis a bull that has been thorugh the mudd with a point of the head of a heavy weight, from the cold detail of the hotreality of the butcher trap. To the grand Negro's flights of fancy from the astract mind of a hip hop super nerd, as long asthe truth is heard, The truth must be spoken, my youth has been smokin and drankin, drankin and smokin, a life like that may seem right, but that aint what the seem like, we aint tight unless yall tight, might bless me and all types, the goal is for all growns tobe sat upon by ture Kings. All pretenders must fall into the phantoms of they own character fall, But as long
Not Your Girls Fault
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? my brother in law [2] You were in the car with? My Kids and brother in law [3] Went to the mall with? the mall? really? damned myspace [4] Person you talked on the phone with? gabriella [5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar? Cant sleep clowns will eat me T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? True Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? True WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Ea
Not Your Baby
you have lost your ever loving mind if you think i'm your baby.  if you think a few words and a term of endearment is all it takes to win my heart you are f*&*^ng insane.  don't call me baby unless you are ready to prove it. and cheap talk via the internet is probably NOT the best way to do so.  you say you miss me that all you want is me that you can't live without me then i say PROVE IT. and if you already have well then you know who you are.
Not Yet Finished
Standing on the Edge of RAGE and UNDERSTANDING, Teetering between UNTRUST and BLIND FAITH, each Breath....could it be my Last??...BETRAYED by Own SELF, can i Ever TRUST again???Looks down in Shame and Sorrow, can i ever SMILE again??On the Brink of PAIN, or wait, is That PLEASURE?have the Two Become one?Hearts are Strong, yet Extremely FragileLike LOVE is to HATE.Oh the FINE LINES, that only get harder to see.....PAIN, or wait, is That PLEASURE?   oct.16, 2009
Not Yet Done....2
She runs to me in disarayThrows her arms around meAnd begs me to always stayShe holds me tighter in gleeShe closes her eyes as we kissLong and passionate as we are togetherAs we're sitting upon the matressWe hold each other foreverShe tells me "I love you"With her eyes filled with sincerityI tell her I to love youI hold her or eternity
Not Yet Done....1
  You have touched my heart in many waysAlthough words cannot describe how I feelI live only from day to dayTo love and Charish you is so for realI worship you and the ground you're onOn a pedestal I'll raise you aboveMy love is written upon a stoneOf all the things I know, I know love.
Not Yet Done....3
The Miracale if birththough mom or animalA baby is bornThe sight so phoenominalOnce brought into the worldIt clings to it's motherIt cries aloud in painAs the mother soothes herThey search in hungerFor it's mother's breastThey suckel for hoursUnaware o the life long testAll so Fraile and Innocent
Not Yet Done....4
Upon the moutian air the wolf screamsThe rabbits hide and the deer gleamsDew forms upon theleaves and falls to the groundThe rustling of dead leaves heard all aroundCows walking about, abandoned in the feildsHorse's strut and og upon the hillsFarmer's are busy working hard in the barnWives are cooking, baking, and turning thier yarnThe smell of pies fill the airSweat pours to the ground from old farmer's hairThe bell has rung so lunh is readyFamilies sit down to rest the hour steadyFamilies rest the night from a hard days workThe roosters crow awakening everything
Not Yet Done....5
Darkness Overcomes us as hearts flow togetherLovers embrace lips partedAs we hold one anotherSweetness that is youfeels my life with meaningI lose control of myselfmy sences wildly screeming
Not Yours
How is it I feel a HEAVINESS and an EMPTINESS at the same time? I CARE too much, I TRUST too easily... and all it brings me is HEARTACHE.   YOU can make me smile, but then YOU make me catch my breath in the next second... YOU make me feel like I am SPECIAL one minute.. but then INSIGNIFICANT the next.   I want so much to make you MINE, to be THE ONE you first think of... to make you SMILE, and BRIGHTEN your day.   but I'm AFRAID if I let you know, that you will DISMISS me, and say I am not what you are SEARCHING for. that I will NEVER be that for you. 092810
Not Yours Usual Craft Shop
If you are looking for a source for your card making supplies and crafting products, then you might want to drop by Whether you are looking for cards and envelopes for your invitations, embellishments for your scrapbooks and cards, or simply want fresh ideas for card making and crafting products, this site is the site for you. Let’s look at the card making supplies first. For those visiting for the first time, this site offers a variety of card making supplies that may help you make that special occasion more festive. For instance, we offer the Elegant Ribbon Cards measuring 5” x 7” with Envelopes Multibuy pack priced at 9.99 British pounds which would look great for baptismal invitations. At the same price and size, a nice alternative is the Elegant Designer Cards. If you want cards of a larger size, you can pick between the Elegant Frame Cards 7” x 10” and Envelopes Multibuy pack or the Elegant Tent Cards 8” x 8&rd
No Undewear
Joe is sitting on a train across from a busty blonde wearing a tiny mini skirt. Despite his efforts, he is unable to stop staring at the top of her thighs. To his delight, he realises she has gone without underwear. The blonde realises he is staring and inquires, "Are you looking at my pussy?" "Yes, I'm sorry," says Joe and promises to avert his eyes. "It's quite alright," replies the woman, "It's very talented, watch this, I'll make it blow a kiss to you." Sure enough the pussy blows him a kiss. Joe, who is completely absorbed, inquires what else the wonder pussy can do. "I can also make it wink," says the woman. Joe stares in amazement as the pussy winks at him. "Come and sit next to me," suggests the woman, patting the seat. Joe moves over and is asked, "Would you like to stick a couple of fingers in?" Stunned, Joe replies, "Good grief! Can it whistle, too?"
No Underwear
Joe is sitting on a train across from a busty blonde wearing a tiny mini skirt. Despite his efforts, he is unable to stop staring at the top of her thighs. To his delight, he realises she has gone without underwear. The blonde realises he is staring and inquires, "Are you looking at my pussy?" "Yes, I'm sorry," says Joe and promises to avert his eyes. "It's quite alright," replies the woman, "It's very talented, watch this, I'll make it blow a kiss to you." Sure enough the pussy blows him a kiss. Joe, who is completely absorbed, inquires what else the wonder pussy can do. "I can also make it wink," says the woman. Joe stares in amazement as the pussy winks at him. "Come and sit next to me," suggests the woman, patting the seat. Joe moves over and is asked, "Would you like to stick a couple of fingers in?" Stunned, Joe replies, "Good grief! Can it whistle, too?"
Laura -- [noun]: A perma-orgasm 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at
No Unsubscribe Links
Stupid lounges that take away their unsubscribe link well guys heres how to do it..... after the equal sign put the number to the lounge behind it and put it in ur web browser and press go! No one should sport a lounge u dont want to belong to!!!! MWAHAHA ~DevilsGoddess~ Bow Down Bitches!
Nourishing Breasts.
Hmm. I just read someone's blog and it made me think of silly stuff. Though my nephew mistook my breasts as operational a few times during the night (don't worry, folks...I removed him and explained that mine just didn't work in that fashion at the moment), I have no idea what it's like to give nourishment born of my body. I suppose if I ever get around to getting married and having children, I'll look more fully into the matter. Breastfeeding is highly beneficial to both the child and the mother. Babies who breastfeed tend to have better health and whatnot while the mothers lose their "baby fat" due to the loss of "extra" calories. Also, I've heard that it's supposed to create a bond. Having no experience in the quarter, I can't confirm or deny. I can, however, assert that my newphew and I bonded just fine and with the exception of his few failed attempts, I didn't breastfeed him. If I ever go off the deep end and just randomly ask someone to suckle at my breasts, I'll ke
No Use
You come in the room and you close the door And you let me see what you're really here for Then you lay me down in an unmade bed And you show me things that aren't easily said Working in circles and twisting away Making it hard to breathe Touching my skin I don't want it to end I'm gone and you can't catch me Chorus: There's no use lying Because I've heard all your bullshit before You've said your old line for the very last time Don't want you round my backdoor She says my name and it takes me away A kiss on my brow and I'm here to stay When the clock chimes twelve And we're down on the floor She tells me things I've never heard before Working in circles and twisting away Making it hard to breathe Touching my skin I don't want it to end I'm gone and you can't catch me Chorus
No Use For Fubar
Basically, Im getting bored with Fubar and Im not on here much. Although, I have made close friendships w/ some wonderful people on here-Just wanted to let u all know that Im deleting my fubar account and if u wanted to keep in touch with me, just hit me up with ur yahoo sn! Most important peoples already have my yahoo sn-so make sure ya'll keep in touch. That goes for Tony,Nate,Richard,and Bucky! Fubar will never be the same without me! lol. Take care luvly Fubar peoples.
No Use For Them
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Your Birthdate: November 3 You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Your Birthdate: November 3 You are more than a big ball of energy - you are a big ball of hyper. You are always on the go, but you don't have a type a personality. Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure. Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone. Your strength: Your larger than life imagination Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered Your power color: Lime Your power symbol: Lightening bolt Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Nov 1, 2006
Nov. 3,2006
Just wondering thoughts. I mean if you care about someone,you should always be there for them even when shit hits the fan. I don't know how many of you know that the lady that I always thought as a second mom has cancer.Well saw her last night and found out that she is going under the knife on the 9 of this month. It's her third time and I'm not to sure if she's going to make it out of this one or not. The doctors or no help either. Also another thing I'm thinking about is how to deal with crap that I'm geting from people,it's like they all have time for me when they need something. But the sec I need them the fly to the four winds. It's like hello people,I'm the one that fix things for you,the least you can do is be there for me every now and then. It's like damn if I do and damn if I don't,then people wonder why I'm comeing off with this fuck you attitude. Well a good friend on hear told me a while back ago you need to grab on to the holy fuck you attitude or something like that. By
Nov. 3,2006
Today was a day for thikng about past. I think it had to do with the dream I had. I'm into bondage & Dom/Sub as well. Anyways i had a dream where a ghost of a slave was a part of me,and her owner came to get her. It was so strange. They were from the past but they came to the here and now. The slave name was Mau Bows.Very strange.Her master came with a helper,as I sat on a chair,the helper spoke something. I didn't understand all of it. The next thing I know i saw a gray,white ghost being taken out of me. At that second I felt a strong change happen. I lost something but at the same time i became whole.Then I woke up and found myself saying "return to your master,rest in peaceMau,goodbye my sister." Then I was fully awake in my bed wet with my own sweat. Today seems very strange but at the same time veryfamilar. Now today I find myself longing for something but at the same time not wanting anything. Find myself thinking this is the wrong time but the right stuff. The bad thing is I don
Nov. 8,2006
Hello. I never know what to say on my blogs. I guess I could start by saying thanks to everyone that has stopped by and left comments and has left a gift. I am an easy going person and love to make new friends.My new husband and I love to get up with friends and take pics and get to know you a personnal basis. We also are open minded and whatever happens from there we go with the flow. We love to have fun. Well, hope you all have a great week and weekend. If you would like to chat with me and be a good friend I would love to do just that. Take care and be good and drop me a note. Missy
Nov 27
A great sign appeared in heaven: a woman clothed with the sun, and the moon under her feet, and on her head a crown of twelve stars. And she brought forth a man-child, who was to rule all nations with an iron rod: and her son was taken up to god, and to his throne. And there were given to the woman two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the desert unto her place. And the serpent cast out of his mouth after the woman, water as it were a river: that he might cause her to be carried away by the river. And the earth helped the woman, and the earth opened her mouth, and swallowed up the river, which the dragon cast out of his mouth.
Nov. 28
Your Birthdate: November 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: OctoberWhat Does Your Birth Date Mean?
Nov 3 ???
Moon to Block Bright Star Nov. 3 By Joe Rao Skywatching Columnist posted: 26 October 2007 06:40 am ET If you live in the southern or western parts of the United States, you'll have an opportunity on Saturday morning, Nov. 3, to see a fat waning crescent moon gradually drift toward and ultimately hide the 1st-magnitude star, Regulus, the brightest star of the constellation Leo, the Lion. This event is called an occultation, a word that is derived from the Latin occultâre which means literally "to conceal." And if you are fortunate enough to live in the zone of visibility for this event (see below), that's exactly what you will see on Sunday morning; the moon, appearing to temporarily conceal Regulus from your view. Because the moon is waning, its bright crescent faces forward as it advances eastward against the starry background. Regulus will thus disappear on the moon's bright limb and even a bright blue-white diamond such as this might be briefly overwhe
Nov 1
November 1, 2007 Quote of the Day "Take calculated risks. That is quite different from being rash." – George S. Patton
Nov 2
November 2, 2007 Quote of the Day "I was always looking outside myself for strength and confidence, but it comes from within. It is there all the time." – Anna Freud
Nov 3
November 3, 2007 Quote of the Day "When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on." – Franklin Delano Roosevelt
Nov 4
November 4, 2007 Quote of the Day "Believe that you can do it, under any circumstances. Because if you believe you can, then you really will. That belief just keeps you searching for the answers, then pretty soon you get it." – Wally "Famous" Amos --------------------------------- SO TRUE !
Nov 6
November 6, 2007 Quote of the Day "Can anything be sadder than work unfinished? Yes, work never begun." – Christina Rossetti
Nov 7
November 7, 2007 Quote of the Day "I just kept on doing what everyone starts out doing. The real question is, why did other people stop?" – William Stafford
Nov 8
November 8, 2007 Quote of the Day "Do not weep; do not wax indignant. Understand." – Baruch Spinoza
Nov 9
November 9, 2007 Quote of the Day "Excellence is not an act but a habit. The things you do the most are the things you will do the best." – Marva Collins
Nov 10
November 10, 2007 Quote of the Day "If no one ever took risks, Michelangelo would have painted on the Sistine floor." – Neil Simon This is so true, I took the risk of giving my heart to a foreign person and now look where I am! I am in Deutschland with the person I gave my heart to!
Nov 11
November 11, 2007 Quote of the Day "To have that sense of one's intrinsic worth which constitutes self-respect is potentially to have everything." – Joan Didion
Nov 12
November 12, 2007 Quote of the Day "Most people are so busy knocking themselves out trying to do everything they think they should do, they never get around to do what they want to do." – Kathleen Winsor
Nov 13
November 13, 2007 Quote of the Day "Whenever you see a successful business, someone once made a courageous decision." – Peter Drucker
Nov 14
November 14, 2007 Quote of the Day "We either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. The amount of work is the same." – Carlos Castaneda
When difficulties are overcome, they become blessings.
Nov 15
November 15, 2007 Quote of the Day "Luck is the by-product of busting your fanny." – Don Sutton
15 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Thursday, November 15: Starting your day with too much coffee doesn't ensure a job well done, -- it does, however ensure that you're incessant nervous chatting will seriously get on the nerves of everyone within earshot.
15 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, November 15: It started fun and light, but someone's becoming increasingly possessive of you, and you're feeling resentful. Now's a great time to exert some boundaries. If this person can't honor your wishes, it's time to move on.
Nov 16
November 16, 2007 Quote of the Day "Put your heart, mind, intellect, and soul even to your smallest acts. This is the secret of success." – Swami Sivananda Saraswati
Nov 17
November 17, 2007 Quote of the Day "Success is blocked by concentrating on it and planning for it.…Success is shy — it won't come out while you're watching." – Tennessee Williams
Nov 18
November 18, 2007 Quote of the Day "Pain is a part of being alive, and we need to learn that. Pain does not last forever, nor is it necessarily unbeatable, and we need to be taught that." – Harold Kushner ----------------------- After reading this my only thought was tell it to my heart....
20 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, November 20: Once again your Judy Garland impression gets you tossed out of a nightclub. When are you gonna learn that no one wants to hear 'Somewhere over the Rainbow' mangled as only you can do?
20 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 20: Yes, your online profile's full of the interesting things you do, but it lacks soul. It doesn't begin to describe who you really are or what you're about. Explore an anecdote that transformed your life, and incorporate it into your bio
Nov 21
November 21, 2007 Quote of the Day "No one can really pull you up very high — you lose your grip on the rope. But on your own two feet you can climb mountains." – Louis Brandeis
Nov 23
November 23, 2007 Quote of the Day "There ain't nothing from the outside can lick any of us." – Margaret Mitchell
Nov. 23, 2007
This blog staes my best friend/ co-workers word of the day. Today is Nov 23 2007 and the W.O.T.D. is: SAUSAGE WALLET....rememeber friends SAUSAGE WALLET
Nov 24
November 24, 2007 Quote of the Day "You will not find poetry anywhere unless you bring some of it with you." – Joseph Joubert
24 Nov 07
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Saturday, November 24: Avoid looking up at the stars tonight at all cost -- it will only make you feel small and insignificant and send you spiraling into a existential crisis where you question the meaning of absolutely everything!
24 Nov 07
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Saturday, November 24: Flirting's a great form of communication for you today. You're feeling so good you can't help but have fun with everyone. Be careful about being too friendly around those who are spoken for. You might ruffle some feathers.
20 Nov
Datum: Tue, 20 Nov 2007 13:51:15 -0600 (CST) Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" Ins AdressbuchIns Adressbuch An: Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - A Thanskgiving Message Hi there, I just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving. I have been trying to recover from the WHY DID I GET MARRIED? press tour. You never know how much something can take out of you until you sit and think about it. That was wild. I am so glad that you all loved the movie! It's still doing well in theaters. Thank you for that. I haven't been doing much. I'm writing a couple of new movies and a new play. I've also been shooting HOUSE OF PAYNE. By the way, the new season starts on December 5th. I have made a lot of changes. The show is smoking! You'll see. Also MEET THE BROWNS - THE MOVE is done. I'll try to get a trailer up for you guys in a week or two. And for all of you Madea fans who miss her, she'll be on HOUSE OF PAYNE on December 5th and
Nov 24,2007
well today we buried casey my cousin and i have lost it. im takin this shyt really hard you know not only was she my cousin but she was like my sister my best friend my shoulder to lean on. and now she's gone. i wish i could go back and stopped her from gettin into that car and she would still be alive right now.i know she is in a better place and watchin over me.but it's hard to lose a love one and when your really close to them it's even harder to deal with. this really sucks. well im out.
Nov 25
November 25, 2007 Quote of the Day "One day in retrospect the years of struggle will strike you as the most beautiful." – Sigmund Freud
Nov 26
November 26, 2007 Quote of the Day "Self-reverence, self-knowledge, self-control. These three alone lead to sovereign power." – Alfred Tennyson
Nov - 26
today justin lost his right frount tooth i got my colarado id and i found some aptments to look at now i need to find some gas and some coffee!well we havd a pinic in the park today we had ham & cheese sandwitches (lol) and chip with hot coco the mountains are so beatuiful got to get michael from work love you have a great day keep smiling and angels are watching !!Angel (aka)Krazy lil sister
Nov 26
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 26,2007 You are spending a lot of time with one person, though it may not be a romantic situation. A good friend or close coworker may just be absorbing most of your energy and it is all for the best.
Nov 27
November 27, 2007 Quote of the Day "None will improve your lot if you yourself do not." – Bertolt Brecht
Nov 27
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 27,2007 You're a bit skeptical at the hysteria you see around you, but what can you do? It's hard to be the sole voice of reason, but you may as well speak up now -- things could get a lot weirder otherwise.
Nov 27
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 27,2007 You're a bit skeptical at the hysteria you see around you, but what can you do? It's hard to be the sole voice of reason, but you may as well speak up now -- things could get a lot weirder otherwise.
Nov 28
Quote of the Day "In every person who comes near you look for what is good and strong; honor that; try to imitate it, and your faults will drop off like dead leaves when their time comes." – John Ruskin
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 28,2007 People are in really weird moods all day today and might inflict them on you. Try not to take them personally, because almost nothing that comes out is actually going to be mean-spirited.
29 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Thursday, November 29: A dream from last night haunts you in the most distracting way possible today and you'll spend most of the day actually trying to fly while doing the breaststroke. Note: it won't work.
29 Nov 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Thursday, November 29: Avoid being overly cute or clever when responding to emails from potential dates. They might misconstrue your messages as being trite or flip. Stay neutral and stick to the facts; save the shtick for another day.
27 Nov 2007
Tue, 27 Nov 2007 10:59:39 -0600 (CST) Von: "Tyler Perry Mailing List" Ins Adressbuch An: Betreff: A Message from Tyler Perry - Can You Help Me with This One? Hey there! Okay, I've been watching these reruns of HOUSE OF PAYNE on TBS and I gotta tell you that I cannot wait until December 5th! That's when the all new episodes start to air. In the first episode Curtis has a bad dream and Madea is the Ghost of Christmas Past, Present and Future. You talk about stupid funny. I cut loose in this one. And then after that you will see some amazing shows with CJ. He gets trapped in a burning building, something's happening with Janine and there is a new barber shop in the show and these guys are hilarious. And that's all I'm going to say about that. December 5th. I can't wait. Okay, now on to the reason I'm writing. I've got a little dilemma. A few years ago a friend of mine came to me and she said that she and her
Nov. 30, 2007
"Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all will be well." ~The Buddha
Nov. 11, 2008
This one has lyrics in the video. I can't get it out of my head. And yes, it has meaning to it...and it's pretty self explainitory. Amy Winehouse : He can only hold her.
Nov. 11. 2008 [[2]]
Another song. Another meaning.
Nov. 12, 2008
My Profile Comments ~ nov.s... Without You I am a pallid shadow of myself without you. Wherever you are, please incite all colors in me... I am of scattered dust, dawn to dusk without you. Wherever you are, please shape me into being… I am an arid utterance of voice without you. Wherever you are, please stir me into singing... I am an idle breath of truth without you. Wherever you are, please spark me into sharing... I am the dim notion of love without you. Wherever you are, please illumine all emotion... I am a heart lost in life without you. Wherever you are, please render me direction home... I am half hope and half fire without you. Wherever you are, please desire me complete... I am nothing, nowhere in All without you. Wherever you are, please always cherish my kiss... SR May 1997 ~ I dedicate this to my sweet Theaza
Nov 15
So today is nov 15. Not much of a day to some. Today would of been my and Ray Jay's 6 month ani..but due to the recent bullshit with he dumping me and says we will work it out later...but thats old news. Yes, I am pregnant with his child :) fun stuff. I woke up this morning in a down mood..but My Ma and her amazing friends and family at Club United have certainly brought my mood up. I am actually havin a better day. Thank you all I love you to bits :)
Nov. 16 2008
Why must I be persecuted on this earth? I have not wronged anyone that I have not accounted for already. Why should I continue to suffer for the past. I have paid the price, yet still the agony remains.
Nov 9 2011
A step into social light, how far could this go tonight, I stand off just watching, going over things and drinking, thanks to those for the drinks, to the beautiful women goes out a wink, this means all the ladies especially those that dont think, that they are beautiful or sexy enough to receive a drink, your all gorgeous in your own ways, and if let me I will show you over the next few days.   The light shining from the moon, did I try this a bit too soon, empathic and feeling all too in tune, your thoughts race and flood my mind, and peace is all I want to find, to let you know that someone cares, even if they arent there, so let me be your saving grace, as this light hits your face................
Nov. 9 2013
I lived through some things I should not have and here I stand today broken and not even half the man I used to be. It’s been years since my first Traumatic Brain Injury and still my memory is terrible suffer debilitating migraines, and the seizures where I just blank out. The worse seizures I have had I can hear everything going on around me but I can’t really move or talk the sounds that come out my mouth are just moans, those times are hell cause I am trapped in my mind everything is pure panic. Now my moods are always fucked up I don’t even like being around people anymore. I take all the anti-seizure meds and now on anti-depressants and other pills I just feel like a freak. Why try and start over what woman in her right mind would want someone so fucked up hell I don’t even want me and I am myself! Still I feel like there is a light somewhere at the end of the tunnel and I keep hoping.   
Nov 15, 2013
I went and saw my friend yesterday at the hospital still no real change in him. I noticed not many people have been coming in to see him, I ask the nurse aides every time I go in to see him how is he doing has he had a lot of visitors and they tell me other than me not many. Even though it hurts me to see him that way and I don’t like hospitals I try to go everyday to see him hoping there will be a change but now they are talking about putting him in a nursing home. So it seems now that he is no longer useful everyone in his life family and friends are ready to put him someplace out of sight and out of the way and life goes on. I just hate the situation I pray but nothing changes it just looks like this is the way things are going to be.   I went and saw my new neurologist yesterday afternoon after looking over all my records and talking to me she wants to send me to a epileptologist, I am like ok then she tells me the ones she was thinking about sending me too was in either Ka
No Valentine This Year :-(
wow for the first time in 6 years i am single on valentines day!?!? so stephie has no valentine this year and feels shitty and wants to curl up in a corner and cry right about now!
No Valentine!!
It always seems like, even if ii do have a boyfriend.. i never do anything on valentines day or have sum1 to actually spend it with. When me & daniel was together he would always tell me he forgot & made other plans, and altho he did buy me stuff or whatever it just never compared to how happy ii would have felt to just spend time with him.. yakno?! Ne ways.. enough of that, ii havent been up to much latly.. just hangin out. Went shoppin wit gayle yesterday @ belden mall.. we had sum fun.. she's just a REALLY cheap shopper for sum1 who had 700hun just for clothes.. but thats whatever,lol.. i would have had almost everything ii wanted wit that && she's worried about things bein TOO expensive.. lrl. She said that 20dollar jeans was too expensive.. who does that?! Thats a freakin sale for me!! *LOL* Usually muh jeans are about 24 - 29 bucks.. soOo ii woulda been happy to see sum cute jeans for 20bucks!! lOl.. but u cant tell her that! Umm.. what else?? havent hung out wit katie much becuz
Nova Scotia And The Internet Access Situation Improvements
So Phoenixes don't like the snow and shit. This Pheonix LOVES CALIFORNIA! Where I belong. Mark is here with me and we are planning to stay here, after he gets done with a degree at home, which he will return to in late April. I finally got decent access to the internet so, I'm back. And everyone I used to know doesn't seem to be around. Oh well, I guess I'll have to make new friends, and hope the old ones log in eventually, so I can say HELLO!!!! That is all... Pheonix
No Vacation For You !!!! (at Least Not Yet)
Got to love military transportation. Didn't make the flight this morning and so I have to shift everything to the right. slide slide slipidy slide... So... my hut is (was) packed up, my luggage is ??? who knows where, I'm leaving sometime... Yeah.. I'm feeling the love!
25 Nov 07 ~ Aint That The Truth
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, November 25: Rejection has always been difficult for you, which should be reason enough alone to keep you from putting your heart and soul and ego on the line day after disappointing day -- but no, you get a sick thrill out of it.
Nova In bonds of love you bind me fast from times and place of distant pasts in moments epiphany I see your smile Such grace and beauty to beguile My heart it skipped and realigned A world alone suddenly entwined Visions now contemporized my smile is mirrored undisguised passion rises so uncontrolled I hearken back to days of old In times and places dreams revived Heart ache and sorrow all survived My being searched the empty void To capture times that we enjoyed To dance together hand in hand moments myriad as grains of sand Id trade them all for one last chance That once again with me you’ll dance
Nov 4 Asshat
This guy just blocked me because I refused to comment on or rate his blog after I read it. Now everyone who knows me is aware that I do not rate everything - especially blogs I do not agree with. I do not downrate. Rather, I just skip it - be it a pic or a blog. Shortly after reading the blog, he jumped in my box and threw a couple rants at me and then blocked me before I could respond to his last statement. Obviously, he is a "Last Word" warrior. So be it. So I met this guy approximately two weeks ago on here. He was bitching and moaning about not getting rated back after he sucked points off people with Auto 11s. He even did a blog on it. I countered his thoughts in that blog with the fact that he was greatly benefiting from the points as well as someone elses bling. I suggested that, instead of bitching about not getting 10s and pissing throughout his blog in needless rants, he should suggest to the person, whom he rates with auto 11s, that they rate him back when he has one.
Nova Has Auto-11's!!! All The Way To Disciple??
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Novasure Not So Sure
In 2008 my doctor assured me that my long battle with anemia and painful heavy bleeding during my menstrual cycle would be over after a simple out patient procedure called Novasure. In medical terms it is a endometrial ablation. What was supposed to be a simple 90 second procedure that has turn into anything but simple. Two years later I am battling to find the reason why I am the exception to the rule. Bouncing from Doctor to Doctor having pain meds thrown at me and told they can’t find a reason for my pain. The only way to find out if I could have a severed nerve etc is to have a hysterectomy of which my insurance denied based on my age and that I only have one child. What is ironic is that this procedure causes you to just about become sterile with a less than 10 percent chance of conception and birth control to prevent this is more than just strongly recommend they almost insist on it. The reason for this well if you were to become pregnant if would cause life threatening c
Novartis's Afinitor Shows Promise In Breast Cancer
Investigators conducting a clinical trial found that women treated with a combination of Novartis' Afinitor or everolimus, and Pfizer's oestrogen-blocker Aromasin, known generically as xemestane, had progression-free survival (PFS) of as much as seven months more than women treated with the Pfizer drug alone. "This is a highly significant improvement in the time to disease progression. It's quite remarkable,"burberry outlet said Jose Baselga of Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School, who led the trial and presented the data at the European Multidisciplinary Cancer Congress (EMCC) in Stockholm. He said side effects were consistent with those previously reported in trials of Afinitor and did not lead to a worse quality of life for patients on the drug. Baselga's analysis of the data showed that PFS for women in the Afinitor group was 6.9 months versus 2.8 months for those not taking the Novartis drug -- a 57 percent improvement. The trial was stopped early after a
Nova Thumbsup! Caso Do Iphone Suporta Cartões Sim Dupla
Se você tem um telefone pessoal e um telefone da empresa pode ser um pouco de dor de transportar tanto com você o tempo todo, então você esquecer qual é qual e começar a chamar bebido do telefone da empresa, então você acidentalmente usar o telefone pessoal em uma viagem de trabalho, então você tem que reivindicar algumas chamadas sobre despesas, então você tenta e usar apenas um telefone, mas mudar a rodada de cartões SIM, então você perde um deles ... Você começa o retrato. É chato. Bem, agora um caso novo telefone da thumbsup peculiar dispositivo varejista! pretende resolver todos os seus problemas relacionados com o SIM, pois permite que você troque entre elas com o apertar de um botão. Para fazer o trabalho caso pouco de magia corretamente, você simplesmente precisa deslizar um adaptador em um dos slots de cartão e insira o cartão SIM. Há dois compartimentos e dois adaptadores disponíveis para seus cartões SIM, se eles são versões padrão ou micro. A tampa durável do
Nova Reforma: As Perspectivas De Mercado De Tablet Pc
Como um dos pioneiros Ultra PC portátil, iPad exce??es listadas para 2010 n?o s?o calmas.?Só em Maio de 2010, as vendas do iPad atingiu 100 milh?es de unidades, menos de 5 meses depois, em outubro de 2010, a Apple atualizou mostrou um lucro, o lucro iPad cresceu 70% ano a ano, as vendas trimestrais superou $ 20000000000.?Há indícios de que, como representante dos PCs tablet iPad, mais e mais aten??o para as empresas de TI, tablet iPad no país detonaram um boom computador.?Atualmente, o mercado de Tablet PC, cada vez mais ricos, isso significa, tablet PCs irá substituir o notebook tradicional para o mainstream? 1.?2 a Gera??o Tablet PC: mais fino, mais orientada para negócios? conceito de Tablet PC foi originalmente proposto pela Microsoft, já em 2002, a Microsoft fez conceito de Tablet PC presun?oso, mas por causa de barreiras técnicas, n?o se desenvolveu Tablet PC, a Microsoft disse: Tablet PC sem necessidade virar, sem teclado, pequeno o suficiente para colocar Ms. bolsas, mas o PC c
The Novak Punk Studded Louis Vuitton Outlet
may well appear and feel really quite louis vuitton totes Angelina Jolie barefoot on boat for Louis VuittonAngelina Jolie followers in Atlanta have observed her routinely toting Louis Vuitton's designer bags and now the actress has become the brand new face of luxury Louis Vuitton label.The stunning 35-year-old actress will seem in the spectacular new ad for Louis Vuitton's "Core Values" campaign during which she poses barefoot aboard a rustic wooden boat in Cambodia's Siem Reap province, surrounded by lotus lilly pads, in the photograph taken by celebrated portrait photographer Annie Leibovitz.Angelina reportedly poses in her very own garments in neutral tones, practically blending in with her surroundings. Her Louis Vuitton tote bag is worn casually on her left shoulder, which rests a bit climate worn and utilized to her left. With subtle lipstick but heavily carried out up eyes, her prolonged dark hair worn lengthy and wavy, Jolie muses Louis Vuitton Handbags as she gaz
November Babies Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
Nov 1...change 1...i Left Some Important Information Out...
Well I wanted to update all of you what is going on with the post cards. Today I received a nice size batch of fifteen. As you can tell by the picture I have already out grown the desk, but that is plenty fine. I have all sorts of empty wall space. Some of you maybe interested on how this post cards idea started. Well I came to this site because I was rather bored here in Iraq. I do network administration; all that is a long name for someone that sits at a desk all day and watches the network not break. I have been taking lots of pictures to share with people what it is like here. One of the pictures I took was of my ugly bare desk. One day while chatting with someone in the shout box they mentioned that my desk looked rather bare and if I wanted they would send me a post card to brighten it up. Well I thought the idea was brilliant and ran with it. The next day it dawned on me that why not tell the whole community here. I have had nothing but positive feedback from every
Nov Contest
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25 Nov 07 ~ Dont I Hope
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, November 25: You're a survivor, especially when it comes to romance. And although you've dumped and been dumped by the best of them, you've walked away with some essential lessons. Remember these today when a dangerously irresistible cutie walks in.
Novel- Sneek Peak Of The Published Piece...
Years ago, a unique group of people walked upon the Earth. They were an immortal race, most of which held extreme power and strength. Adurians used that strength and power for good and tried to help the mortals of this world, however, the Creperians were dark and used their strengths and powers to manipulate, hurt, and create destruction in the mortal lives around them. The struggle for control between the two groups threatened to destroy them all. That is, until the new generation of Adurain and Creperian kinds appeared. For along with the new generation, a common enemy was reborn as well. Faced with this old evil, the dark and the light are forced together in ways they never dreamed. Can the two groups ban together to destroy this new force? Or will the darkest of all evil consume them all? Spellbound Let their will be done... Part One Rise from the Ashes She was chosen to keep the peace, but the price she was to pay was far too great. Could she be s
November Hottie...
THIS NOVEMBER HOTTIE Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest people are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because there one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month. IS MY BIRTHDAY..NOV 5 1980..
Novel Notes! ^_^
Notes on my Novel series: Years ago, a unique group of people walked upon the Earth. They were an immortal race, most of which held extreme power and strength. Some used that strength and power for good and tried to help the mortals of this world. Others became dark and used their strengths and powers to manipulate, hurt, and create destruction in the mortal lives around them. The struggle for control between the two groups threatened to destroy them all. That is, until the new generation of light and dark appeared. For along with the new generation, a common enemy was reborn as well. Faced with this old evil, the dark and the light are forced together in ways they never dreamed. Can the two groups ban together to destroy this new force? Or will the darkest of all evil consume them all? This is a Fantasy/Action/Romance novel series. In the journey the characters have followed, there are many times where the characters found themselves in situations they wanted to b
November Gentleman
NOVEMBER-You are trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Your name is... David aka Yah Your kiss is... breath taking Your hugs are... friendly Your eyes... twinkle in the moonlight Your touch is... heart warming Your smell is... refreshing BETCHA BY GOLLY WOW
What does your birth month reveal about you? NovemberHas lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinkforward. Unique. brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. make good doctors. Dynamic. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. Brave. generous. Patient. Stubborn. hardhearted. Determined. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Dont appreciate praises. Highspirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest. Keepsecrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by
NOVEMBER=THUG This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. repost this in 5 mins & you will find true love at 11:00 a.m.
November 3rd 2005.....
the Days Leading up to that Day, Everything seemed Fine.. And then Just Suddenly You was Gone!! No Words to Say Good Bye.. Never Saw you again.. When I got the News Of What happened,it Shocked me at first, it didnt sink In. Until six Months later,when I found It was just to hard to hold On to something that wasnt there. I Will Never forget your Laugh. Your Smiles.. The touch Of your hand. But I know one Day I will See you again In Heaven. I Miss You Gram..
November 1st
I'm Happy! So for the past month (approx.) I've known that on Nov. 1 we had tickets for something. I had no idea what, until last week I didn't know where. Well he managed to keep it a secret pretty much until we got there. My bf (Sydistic for the uninformed) took me to see Carlos Mencia live at the Lyric in downtown Baltimore. OMG I've never been to a comedy show before, and I LOVE comedy. My love really surprised me and made my day. Again he made my day. FYI if you like to laugh check out Carlos Mencia. As for me, I'm beyond happy. I had a great night with the man of my dreams and I get to go to bed with him just to put the cherry on top of this wonderous evening. Syd, I love you.
November 2, 2006
Merry Meet How is everyone on this wonderful Thursday afternoon. Hopfully everyone is doing great. It is a glorious time of year. I just think it is wonderfull. It is a very magickal time of year. I know that in life sometimes it feels like things are spinning out of control, like there's no end. You have to slow down, look around you. The leaves are changing to show there there colors. Isn't it grand how leaves change to something beautiful as they die? I think this symbolizes that even something as horrific as death, especially if the one who died was close, has beauty in it. If life has been getting to you a lot here lately, even if it has only got to you a little, I want you to go and find a place with a good view of the tree's. It doesn't matter if it is inside or outside but you need to be comfortable, so if it is cold dress warm or stay inside. I want you sit down on the floor/ground in a comfortable position, example: indian style, and look around yo
November 1, Is The Worst Day Possible
Okay last wednesday, November 1, is the worse possible day ever. November 1, marked a year that that I was without my daddy, not only did I have to deal with that lose, I ended up losing something else that was very important to me. So from now on November 1 will always been known to me as the day of death to me. I just wanted to let everyone know that I was still alive, just alot of stuff that I have to get through right now. Hopefully I will be up and back to normal pretty soon. I have been trying to tell myself that everything happens for a reason, but right now I am trying to decide why God keeps punishing me like this. So Much Love to ya'll and i will be back in a couple days I hope! MCL
November 7th 2006
Today was my first day on the job, and it actually went very well. I work with some really nice people, and the job really is not all that hard if I can remember everything I need to know. I went in for my training, and was there for 5 hours... Anyway we will see how tomorrow goes.. Anyway Ya'll have a WONDERFUL HUMP DAY!!!!!
November 11th At 11am
Except for Taps & Amazing Grace, no SONG has ever grab me like this one does. PLEASE.......Listen's Only 2 Minutes of your time!!!!! If only this could be played ALL over our country on 11/11 at 11:00a.m............................... They were all young men & women when they gave so bravely ............ THANK YOU to ALL VETERANS
November Wind
wind blows chills my heart torments my soul my dear sweet friend infuriates me i can not touch grasping an pulling air is all i feel tempting me so shivers run down my spine temptation from one who can not be mine such torment and pain such a wonder who will drive me insane november wind starts to blow chilling my heart freezing my soul
November 11th 2006
I am sorry I havent been around as much. Many things have happend since I left my last blog from the car accident my life mate and I were into. As it stand my father of 65 years old. Is in a hospitl bed fighting for his life. It is grim. VERY grim. They were to send him home to pass away yesterday till his O2 levels dropped so severly he couldnt do the transport. So He is still in the hospital hooked up to a vent to do his breathing for him. Itis commen to a tough time in my life where Ihave to do his wishes. If there is no chance he can live life with out that tube to make him breath. I am by his wishes an law. TO pull the plug an let him die as he asked for. His heat is failing his only kidney is failing and his lungs are failing. I hav come to tersm with the fact that he will not be here for his fav holiday. Christmas was his fave timeof the year. It is when we all have our wonderful family times to remember past famil members an share new memories. It is very hard for me r
November Rain-guns 'n Roses
This is my favorite song EVER. When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time...on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you
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November 4th - 10th
There was a huge accident. Apparently a bunch of Republican candidates trying to distance themselves from President Bush ran into a bunch of Democrat candidates trying to distance themselves from John Kerry. They just collided in the middle. It was gruesome. John Kerry has since apologized for screwing up a joke about President Bush that offended our troops. How do you screw up a Bush joke? That’s like screwing up a Clinton sex joke. Who would have ever thought that the Democrats would miss the wit and charisma of Al Gore? Have you heard about this pastor in Colorado? This Haggard guy? There were signs all around. Like the name of the church – Brokeback Baptist Church. Pastor Ted Haggard resigned today as the leader of New Life Church. He resigned after the congregation found out about his new life. He was thought to be a "George Bush" Republican. Instead it turned out he was a "George Michael" Republican. Haggard says that he is a liar and a deceiver. I think it is way too
November 19th, 2006: Chronicles Of The Heartbroken By Haryaton Yahya
Chronicles of the heartbroken Mental combat with the self I’m tired of fighting and yet I pursue for love’s grandeur To Kung Fu my way to a happiness? Too late! Martial arts of the tormented soul The façade is showing,something new.. now shocked I scream a mortal plea I beg you to stop this emotional carnage! Which rips and tears and guts and blows Poisoned thoughts it flows and flows Anger seeping into my veins banishing me to my doom Image of the vanilla sky, now squandered with gloom Grant mercy to that happy disillusion For flying high to the gradients of lusts splendor Compel me to believe in your might Oh love! You gnaw on my heart, full of bite Deceit engages in its twisted spins, it looks to me with its devilish grin Paralyzed from anguish, I embrace my soul that dies within Injected with so much emotions cast away to grow the seed of confusion, of the first crop Where do I begin? Where do I go? Nay, how do I stop? Of resentment that has becom
November 11th - 17th
I finally saw the "40 Year Old Virgin”. It was a line of guys waiting for the Playstation 3...hahahahaha People are waiting in lines for that thing. There’s been pushing, shoving, me, this is the most exercise most of these people will ever get. President Bush is in Vietnam. He’s just a little behind since he should have been there in 1968. Dick Cheney however got a deferment. Steny Hoyer is going to be Majority Leader for the Democrats. Steny Hoyer? Wasn’t he on the "Dukes of Hazzard”? Wasn’t he Cooter’s friend? The NBA is using a new kind of basketball that contains no animal products. It’s sort of like any kind of burger at McDonald's. Wal-Mart is coming out with a $2.00 wine. So it looks like Jesus wasn’t the only one to turn water into wine. It comes in red and white, and as well as 12 and 16 oz. cans. Last night, former NFL star Emmitt Smith defeated Mario Lopez to win "Dancing with the Stars." Smith was excited and said: "I've won three Super Bowl
November Edidtion
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November 27, 2006
People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
November 29
Well tomorrow i head to see the surgeon, finally after waiting for almost a year. I have a herniated disc in my neck, cervical kyphosis, and lumbar stenosis. Yep my spine is FUCKED. Im looking at surgery for my neck and probably on my back later on down the line. I hope for a soon date for the surgery and a speedy recovery. My neck has become so bad that I cannot stand to sit up strait or stand for more than a few minutes because the weight of my own head causes me severe pain. That is why I havent been on teh computer much cause i cant bear to sit for long.
November 25th
On November 25th 2005 my grand mother fell down her stairs at her house. She broke her neck and has been in the hospital ever since. This is her second time being in there for Christmas. It really sucks b/c my siblings and I would go to her house and see her on that special day. But instead we have to see her lying down in a hospital bed instead. Which really sucks for all of us. We all try and make the best of it, even though it is hard on all of us seeing her like that. :(
November 30, 2006
For all of you who don't know today would have been my dad, Jerry Melvin Grieve, birthday. He would have been 66 yrs old. He passed away 2 yrs ago from cancer which he had been fighting for almost 11 yrs. Jerry was my stepdad since I was 9 but he always treated me like I was his daughter. I must admit it took me a while accept him but once I did I realized how much I loved him. He was always there for me. Whenever I needed anything he was there. He may not have always been the nicest man but he loved me more than my real dad ever did. I name my youngest son Matthew after him. In June of 2004 the doctors told him they could no longer do anything for him and they told him the best thing he could do was go on hospice. He tried so hard to make us and I think himself that he was going to make it. He use to call me on the phone and tell me to come over because he had gotten out of his bed and wanted me to see him. He was so proud that even though he was sick he was still able to get out of
November 18 - 24th
Are you like me and yesterday you really didn’t give thanks until the relatives went home? I did something new this year. We adopted a gay turkey with a substance abuse problem. Most people had a day off yesterday – including the Detroit Lions. The pilgrims had this figured out. They had the perfect outfit for Thanksgiving. Everything they wore had buckles, including their hats. One of President Bush’s daughters had her purse stolen while she was in Argentina. The big problem was his plan for Iraq was in the purse. Looks like we have to start all over. John Kerry might run for president in 2008. He doesn’t think his botched joke will hurt him. His botched personality might. As you know O.J. Simpson’s book was cancelled. He’s starting a new one called "The Five People You Meet In Hell”. O.J. is saying that the title of the show and book was not his idea. "If I Did It This Is How It Happened” was not his idea. His idea was "When I Did It”. Instead they will now air "I
November 25th - December 1st
Saudi Arabia is going to sue global tobacco companies over health reasons. Who the hell do you root for in that? Saudi Arabia or tobacco companies? A man in Croatia survived a 700 foot crash over a cliff in a canyon in his car. He was able to call on his cell phone for help. Which is also the reason why he was in the accident in the first place. I tell you what....nothing brings me a bigger smile during the holidays than sticking electrical lights on dry timber. Have you seen the pictures of Britney Spears going around on the internet? I can't show it to you, but I can tell you it did help her get a big endorsement deal for Starbucks' new bottomless cup of coffee. Britney is known as "The panty-less Menace.” Why are reporters even covering this? Aren’t there things going on in the world? "Yes, today in Iraq, the fighting intensified ... hold on. Breaking news. Britney Spears. Britney Spears’ cat spotted getting out of limo ... Oh, it’s not a cat." Pope Benedict has returned
November Rain By Guns N Roses
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That's the full sneak peek of the story. Let me know what you think. For all things Scarybirds, check out Daughter of Hell's page and the website. I opened my eyes and sighed. That exhale of despair was that same sound that welcomed me every morning. I was so tired of putting up with life. I just wanted to be happy. For one lousy day, I wanted to be able to breathe again. Every time I thought things were starting to look up, the powers that be would send me spiraling down a new hell. I got out of bed and went along with the same mind-numbing routine I always did. I hated my job. The money was decent but I worked ninety-hour weeks. I could never catch up on sleep, and I was losing touch with the few people that I thought might actually give a damn about me. On the way to work, I drove passed the house I grew up in. It was sort of masochistic for me to go out of my way to see something that reminded me of feelings that I will never experience again. I can not recall much but there
Novel Intro...
She stood on top of the hill, letting the wind whip her waist length raven black hair around her, letting it slash her face without pulling it back into a ponytail. She stared out into the meadows, deep in her thoughts. The sky darkened with her mood. She was deep into her thoughts so much that she didn't even feel the first droplet of water hit her thick hair. As she slowly lifted her right hand to lightly finger the scar on her left cheek, she silently spoke vile curses on the man who scarred her for life. Her eyes blackened as she remembered that fateful chilly day in spring, when the rains are bad, which was nothing new in the great state of Michigan. Her eyes blackened with anger as she remembered what her mother said about it being her fault. The more she thought about it, the more angry she got, and the rain was coming down in buckets now.
November Rain
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Novel Writing...
So...writing a novel is alot more complicated than it ever should be... I thought hey I'm going to get my novel published and I thought it would be really super easy because I already wrote it... I was wrong. I am now on my second rewrite and I am adding a bunch more shit, it scarcely resembles the thing I wrote when I was 18, blah. Eck... my sister is moving in June :( which means I guess I really do need more friends... who wants to be my buddy... warning though I am completely batshit insane... and so is my boyfriend.
November Baby
WHAT BABY ARE YOU : I'm Noember (repost) date: 2007-05-06 00:15:37 ---------------JANUARY BABY-------------------- >Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. >Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. >Down-to-Earth. >Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days >that will perfectly balance >your personality. > > >Feb > > >----------FEBRUARY BABY -------------------- >Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. >Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. S#*iest out of >everyone. >Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest >and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves >freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive >and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. >Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends >but rarely shows it. Ho ?ny. Daring and stubborn. >Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. >Loves entertainm
November Baby
>---------------NOVEMBER BABY -------------------- Trustworthy and loyal. >Very passionate and >dangerous. Wild at times Knows how to have fun. S#xy and mysterious. >Everyone is drawn towards >your inner and outer beauty and independent >personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental >sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and >independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a >crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the >greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with >someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. >repost >in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming >up sometime this month.
She was sittin' on a park bench Feedin' pigeons on Beacon Hill I was takin' my dog Jack out for a run We had a little time to kill I still don't know if it was Jack or me That somehow caught her eye But the next thing I knew we were sittin' there talkin' Laughin' into the night And from that moment on She never left my side Those autumn nights were long She was the first love of my life (Chorus:) I still can feel the softness of her hair Fallin' on my face My arms all around her There's always somethin' 'bout this time of year That takes me to that place And I remember (Yes, I remember) November Oh yeah She was workin' her way through school Waitin' tables at the Hungry Eye I was playin' a club down on the waterfront Afterward she'd come by Around 3 AM we'd grab some takeout In the heart of Chinatown And we'd hang out and stay up all night long Just talkin' and messin' around I never would have dreamed We'd ever s
November - Gorgeous
November Gorgeous Body: JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the nex
No Very Happy
So I'm not very happy today...Well If you didn't know..I am a nurses aide..& Today they told me that I had to take out all my visable piercings except my ears...I don't really wanna...But I do like my job..& I can't really afford to lose it...So I took them out...Now the only thing i have pierced is my belly button & ears....Not very happy
November's Deception
she plays the victim perfectly and he's such a hard habit to break the tears and lies, she's not as innocent as she would have you believe breaking his heart in the bed of another the bitter taste of deception on her lips she longs to feel complete in his arms and forever is just another dream that lies shattered on the floor
November Rain
So my life right now is pretty shitty. I feel like I have absolotutely no one to turn to. I live 20 minutes away from my friends and I don't have a car so it's hard to meet up with them. I got a 3.0 going on in school and that is the only thing making me happy right now. But I just wanted to get a couple words out so here ya go. Peace out and thanks for reading. Tiff~~
November 6th
November 6th You lie in bed awake at night But eyes are tightly shut Wishing that it was a dream But not with your damn luck The harsh motions run through your head Like daggers to the heart Tears are staining your flushed cheeks As time just falls apart November 6th was that party That you just had to go to You quickly got there, looking cute Excited with your crew The music loud and air was smoky Just like in the books And then you saw him, standing there With all his sexy looks You talked a bit and giggled some As he told you all his jokes All the noise and loud heartbeats Were distracting as he spoke So you two went into his room Where everything was quiet Focusing on each other Ignoring the big riot And then he kissed you long and hard And led you to his bed You went along and kissed him back "Slow Down" you quietly said But he acted like he heard nothing And pushing down some more You fell down quickly on the sheets
Novel Review
Novel Review The novel I chose to read was “A Million Little Pieces” by James Frey. My opinion of the novel is the structure and meaning behind the book is wonderful. Though there has been brought up that parts of the novel are not true, the moral behind the story hit me hard. Through this novel you meet many characters. The main character and narrator is the author James Frey. You also meet his love interest, Lilly, his parents, and his best friend, Leonard, and many more. This book is about a man, James, and his addiction to drugs and alcohol. He details in the story about his time in rehab and recovering. The effectiveness of this story is huge. It will touch the lives of anyone who has an addiction to anything and you can realize there is always hope. Through out this novel it develops from James’ most horrible, rock bottom point and shows the time line of recovery. The roles of the people in the story are real drug and alcohol addicts in rehab and them dealing with their situa
Novel Review2
Novel Review The book I read was Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S. Thompson. Though this book may appear to only be about the 1960’s and 1970’s and their drug culture, I believe there is more meaning behind this novel. That it’s person’s wish to find the “American Dream” where money runs the world and wanting to be better then you are. The characters in the book revolve around two men. Mister Duke and his attorney. These men encounter many types of strange characters through out the novel, or encounter many normal characters and they are the strange ones. Duke is a “doctor of journalism” who works for a magazine. His attorney is with him everywhere he goes. They are both heavily into drugs and alcohol. He attorney helps Duke get out of things for free throughout their trip and helps Duke talk his way out of trouble. Both are there for each other when the other looses his mind. The plot and setting starts in LA where Duke and his attorney are in a bar when there i
November 6th
November 6th You lie in bed awake at night But eyes are tightly shut Wishing that it was a dream But not with your damn luck The harsh motions run through your head Like daggers to the heart Tears are staining your flushed cheeks As time just falls apart November 6th was that party That you just had to go to You quickly got there, looking cute Excited with your crew The music loud and air was smokey Just like in the books And then you saw him, standing there With all his sexy looks You talked a bit and giggled some As he told you all his jokes All the noise and loud heartbeats Were distracting as he spoke So you two went into his room Where everything was quiet Focusing on each other Ignoring the big riot And then he kissed you long and hard And led you to his bed You went along and kissed him back "Slow Down" you quietly said But he acted like he heard nothing And pushing down some more You fell down quickly on the sheets
November Rain

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