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November 13, 2006
Hey ya'll! I know that it's been a while since I wrote a blog. I thought that I would update ya on what's going on with me. Well, not a whole lot... That's it... lol. Not really. The kids had a good Halloween. My son was a race car driver and my daughter was a princess. Me, I was security for the kids... lol. My niece was a pirate too. She was so cute. My son is in boy scouts. We got to go on a camping trip about 3 weeks ago. It was alright. Not what I would want to do again without an air mattress... lol. He was also doing a fund raiser for school. I think it went alright. Especially considering that his sister's dad and step mom sold most of the stuff for him!!! lol. I had surgery Friday, November 10, 2006. I'm alright. I feel fine. Actually me feeling fine wasn't something that I expected. I reckon that I read to much into what was going to happen and the after math. In case you're wondering what I had done... I would think that it was minor surgery, I dunno. They did a conization

November 6th-part 2
November 6th, Part Two Your eyes pierce me Your lips touch me Your hand quiets me Your arm pushes me Your breath suffocates me Your voice scares me Your eyes want me Your body forces me Your teeth bite me Your smile shakes me Your muscles bruise me You push against me You lay right on me You tighten up on me You then position me You take pleasure from me And then it all goes black

November 19th, Important To Me.
On the day of November 19th 2002, was the day I placed my Grandfather to his final resting place here on this world. For those that know me, he was the only one in my family that accepted me for being me. The only one that I could do no wrong to and saw me do no wrong. This day following that day that year has been a terribly sad yet important day to me. I will need all my friends around to help me out please. No matter what I do or say, KEEP ME TALKING PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! I will let you know now, I will try to close up into myself, but DO NOT let me please!!!!!!!! You were an Angel And so much more to me When I was but A child You were my Grandfather And a Father to me for a while I loved you so very much And still do to this day Never a day goes by That I do not think of you You held me together years back Before you were taken from me I remember that day so well As if it were but yesterday Instead of five years ago I thought of you like a dad For that

November 2, 2007
People keep asking you for favors and at some point you're just going to have to say no. Try to be diplomatic, but don't give more of yourself than you already have. Life is too short for that kind of madness.

November 1
As a few of my friends and family noticed yesterday was my bday, and i took it off to pamper myself. Went to the day spa as a gift from my family, and then got to ride my new horse for the first time. Well, in the end.....after 3 hours of riding hed had enough and did a bucking bronco thing....and i finally went off but the foot stayed in the stirup.........needless to say after walking 1/2 mile back to the house, getting help to get back on and then riding the hell out of him i went to the hospital........and broke my ankle....Thanks to those friends and family who stopped by to wish me a good one.........nice to know who cares. Take care have a good weekend and I will see you all on monday......!! Adele

November 2nd, 2007
On my way to Biology this morning, I began to really think about where my life is going. Was I even sure of what I was doing? There is so much I want to learn...I would love to be an EMT, a CNA, some kind of service member, I have thought of the armed forces, I want to travel to the ends of the earth, I want to explore architecture and build a house and club unlike any other...but then, I am thrown down by reality. My background causes so many road blocks. I have faced so many evils, so many demons of my own. Every time I look away, I am ignoring my background, my family, my friends. Yet, I sometimes can't stand to look straight on. I have so many malicious things immersed into my brain that I no longer know what is true and what is false. I have several great things going for me. I have some wonderful friends, male and female. I have good grades, gotten through the horrors of my past, even if they are still haunting me. I have dreams and the strength to overcome anythin

4 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, November 4: Just when you thought you'd finally convinced that person you've been all but stalking for months to go out with you, someone in a nice crisp uniform will arrive at your door with a restraining order. Get a clue.

November 3
Yesterday would have been my father's 63rd birthday. If you know me from here than you know how hard of a day it was for me. I got extremely drunk. I cried, but in all I loved the man that my father was and who he raised me to be! So if your my friend and you read this show me some love. In the words of my daddy. CHEERS!

November 5, 2007
You are spending far more energy than usual on your work or chores, but it might be tough to really connect with the people you see every day. They're not as serious-minded as you, but that'll change soon.

5 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, November 5: You've always thought that stories that started with 'it was a dark and stormy night' we're terribly cliche, but tonight when it actually is dark and stormy, and something spooky actually does happen, you'll be unable to avoid referencing it.

6 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, November 6: Today you intuition is on a rampage, delivering message after message about the people you are surrounded by. You're either crazy or have finally managed to tune into a higher source.

6 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 6: Your inner geek is out in full force today, so surround yourself with smart, creative people fast. You'll find the most intellectual stimulation at a gallery opening tonight, so gussy up and look your best. You never know.

November 6
Well... Today started off okay. I woke up at 8am than took a shower. I cleaned my basement =). I swear my brother is soo lazy. He is like 20 and can't even clean up after himself. COMEON!!! Well the cleaning took about 3 hours. Well at 2:30pm my boyfriend(Steve) asked me if I wanted to go to the post office with him so I said yes, so than after we could hang out together. Plans changed. My friend Crystal decided to come to my house without asking me first. Im like....wtf. So I just told her to go in the house and that my dad was in the TV room. So than me and Steve went to the post office he was in the best mood there and back. So than we went back to my house...well I couldent find them, turns out they were on the computer and I was so pissed. I was gonna do a application for a job online, I had the site open and everything. She don't care so I was so mad. Steve was mad too cuz she thinks him and her are buddy buddy cuz im dating him. Pfft my ass, he hates her. So she went on myspace

~november 7th~news, Updates, And Bombing!!~
~&hearts~Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ News for today, November 7th The surprise party for Bunki in the WSC lounge was a great success, we got her! But we also got a few surprises ourselves, we now have LIVE MUSIC and DJ's care of Viper Radio! A Huge THANK YOU to Joker's Wild! Tune in check it out!! Once again Happy Birthday! Bunki-We Love ya, Girl!! Our next bash will be Saturday night with our Hippie Daze Retro Party! Dress up your default pic in your best Bell Bottoms and Tie Dye! Besure to brush up on your trivia for the time period too (late 60's/ early 70's) We will be having contests for both. Everyone is invited. The WSC lounge is open to the Fubar public except for specified meeting times. So let your friends know. ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 7th ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She needs 50,000 for a Happy Hou

~*~november 8th~*~ News, Updates, & Bombing~*~
~&hearts~Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ News for today, November 8th Our lounge has had a make over, come by check out the LIVE Music and see our new look. Do YOU Sparkle??? Our next bash will be Saturday night with our Hippie Daze Retro Party! Dress up your default pic in your best Bell Bottoms and Tie Dye! Be sure to brush up on your trivia for the time period too (late 60's/ early 70's) We will be having contests for both. Everyone is invited. The WSC lounge is open to the Fubar public except for specified meeting times. So let your friends know. ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 8th ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She needs 50,000 for a Happy Hour and currently has 45,075 Woo Hoo almost there! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Make a stop and comment on these WSC members. All f

November 9, 2007
You've got more power than you may realize and now is the best time to exert it. Try not to step on too many toes -- you may need the people they're attached to at some later date! Your brain is a big help.

November Rain
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this auch a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time... on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need

November 9, 2007
OMG!!! I really need to listen to this horoscope. I have a decision to make that will affect someone else's life. I am so stressed out about making this decision because I don't know how things concerning this decision work. If I make the wrong decision, I will feel terrible and responsible for making someone else's life harder than it should be. For November 9,2007 There's too much at stake for you to make up your mind easily. It's a situation that calls for more information, but you may have a hard time tracking down the facts. Try to settle down and wait for clarity.

November 10, 1775
On this day in 1775, the greatest fighting force was formed. It is called the United States Marine Corps. It is America 911 police force. We will go anywhere and fight anyone. With Honor and Courage. Today we are 232 years old. It is a day to reflex and honor our fallen comrades. Those who gave the biggest sacrifice. We wish we never lost you, but you are not forgotten. Today we all will raise our glasses and salute you for your courage and can-do attitude. A day should not go by when we should not give thanks to you and all you have done. And today I am proud to say that I was once part of the world greatest fighting force. God Bless and Semper Fidelis

November 10, 2007
Something that seems small to you is a big deal to the world at large -- and your reputation is climbing steadily as a result! You don't need to set anyone straight, because you can tell that it's all relative.

November 10, 2007 What A Dream!!
This Morning I woke up & felt so good... Wow!!!I felt soooooooooo, refreshed.... I have not, Slept like this in so long.. The thing is... I can, remember my dream as if it was real... HUMM...How amazing is that? Usually for me to sleep a long time is something quite unusual..4 or 5 hours tops.. So, to dream & remember the whole of it is; some great feat within itself you see for me.So, I am about to tell you of this magnificent weird dream of last night.....*************************************** I was walking... Some how I came upon An acquaintance of mine not a Lover, nor a friend... Just A Guy from Town... I do not really know him per-say.. He's just is there on the side of me.. I look up at him & he said to me. "Do not worry..He will not hurt you..." I am walking with him.. But, watching us as well...{weird}..Then we are walking & I feel uncomfortable.. All of a sudden there is another Man from town..& I am dancing with him right there!!! He is A Man I know

November 11th
Today is not only Veterans Day but it is also the day that me and my late hubby got married 29 yrs ago so its kind of a bummer for me. So if u don't c me on here today-you'll kno why. It just seems that life just sucks sometimes. I do hv some good news tho-my daughter is approx 2 mths pregnant so I'm going to b a grandma again. I sure do appreciate and love all my friends on here that are so thoughtful/kind and caring....huggzzz to u all.......

November 11, 2007 Sunday
This is what's going on... *This blog is not directed toward anyone specific.* Down to what's going on... Well... Next week, I will be taking my finals for my online classes! YAY!!! I believe that I only have like 3 more weeks left of school! I am so ready to get out! I will be getting my diploma. Tax season is going to kick off January... That should be fun... lol. Tax season can be quite interesting at times... lol. But I'm planning on putting my education to some use. I'm going to get into the hotel part of it. This is what's been going on with my education. The kids are good. I believe they are ready for the week of Thanksgiving to be out for a while. They had a good Halloween. As for me in general... I'm sure ya'll are wondering a little about my social status... When you know something about it, please let me know. Cause apparently I'm not sure what the hell is going on... lol. This is what I do know...lol. I have met someone. He's good guy, sweet, and nice. I'm n

November Is Lung Cancer Awareness Month!
http://www.alcase.org/involved/lcam_month.html November is Lung Cancer Awareness Month! Lung Cancer Awareness Month (LCAM) is a national campaign dedicated to increasing attention to lung cancer issues. By organizing rallies, distributing educational material, holding fund-raising events, contacting Congress, and speaking to the media, those involved in LCAM bring much-needed support and attention to a disease that each year kills more people than breast, prostate, colon and pancreas cancers combined. Here's how you can participate! Raise Awareness You can raise awareness about lung cancer where you live in many ways during November 2007: * Sponsor an event to bring your community together around lung cancer. * Gain official attention for lung cancer with petitions, proclamations, and more! * Distribute LCA's Public Service Announcement to local media * Make your voice heard by the media. * Set up table(s) in your local hospital/medical

12 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, November 12: A slew of meaningless errands for other people takes up most of your day today, and the scraps of time that are left end up being devoured when your loved ones insist on you solving their problems. Nothing new there ...

12 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, November 12: Don't focus so much on romantic interests today. A friend is in need of support, specifically yours. This wave of altruism stocks your karmic bank account. You have days of good fortune ahead of you.

13 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, November 13: Posting your roommate's vintage ashtray collection on Ebay only seems like a good idea at the moment. But, by the time you figure this out, you'll have a full-fledged bidding war on your hands.

13 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 13: You're on a roll today, ticking things off your to-do list like crazy. Best of all, it's fun. Intersperse some leisure shopping between your errands and treat yourself to lunch. Don't forget to reward yourself with something special.

November 2007
ok, here i go again ! leaving from Brussels to Amsterdam, then Amsterdam-Kuala Lumpur. One night in KL, then the next day 4 hours drive up north to Penang, meeting in Penang. In the afternoon flight Penang-Singapore, spend the weekend in Singapore ( :-) ). On Sunday afternoon back to Penang, for a meeting on Monday. Monday afternoon, Penang-Singapore, then Singapore-New Delhi. Th enext day very early morning flight (5am) Delhi-Nagpur. Meeting in Nagpur in the afternoon, then evening flight to Mumbai. The next day (21st Nov) Mumbai-Calcutta flightg at 7:50am and train at 2pm to Rourkela (arrival 9pm, lol, 7 hrs train) 2 meetings on 22nd in Rourkela. Then night train (I hate night trains in India, lol) to Bhubaneswar. Meeting at 11:30am in Jajpur (2 hrs drive from Bhubaneswar) Evening in Bhubaneswar on 23rd. Then travel back on 24th: Bhubaneswar-Delhi, Delhi-Mumbai, Mumbai-Amsterdam, Amsterdam-Brussels. Arrival Brussels in Sunday 10:15am Anyone wanna come with me? lol

November Awarenes...
I have decided to do this every month. I am going to list off a all of the Awareness Subjects for the month that we are in that I can find and list off some information about a few of them. Along with websites that you can go to learn more about an individual subject if you like. Diabetes is a disease in which the body does not produce or properly use insulin. Insulin is a hormone that is needed to convert sugar, starches and other food into energy needed for daily life. The cause of diabetes continues to be a mystery, although both genetics and environmental factors such as obesity and lack of exercise appear to play roles. There are 20.8 million children and adults in the United States, or 7% of the population, who have diabetes. While an estimated 14.6 million have been diagnosed with diabetes, unfortunately, 6.2 million people (or nearly one-third) are unaware that they have the disease. www.diabetes.org Lung cancer is the leading cause of cancer death in the Un

November 6th.
November 6th You lie in bed awake at night But eyes are tightly shut Wishing that it was a dream But now with ure damn luck The harsh motions run through ure head Like daggers to the heart Tears are staining ure flushed cheeks As time just falls apart November 6th was that party That you just had to go to You quickly got there, looking cute Excited with ure crew The music loud and air was smoky Just like in the books And then you saw him, standing there With all his sexy looks You talked a bit and giggled some As he told you all his jokes All the noise and loud heartbeats Were distracting as he spoke So you two went into his room Where everything was quiet Focusing on each there Ignoring the big riot And then he kissed you long and hard And led you to the bed You went along and kissed him back “Slow down” you quietly said But he acted like he heard nothing Pushing down some more You fell down quickly on the sheets Noticing he locked the door Now he w

November Rain
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time...on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time...o

November 26th
I know not many of you know me, so broadcasting this out to the land of internet is less personal than calling up some of my friends and letting them in on how I am feeling this particular day. I keep this bottled up inside for some silly reason, and there is no reason to keep it that way. Most people heal by talking about things, and this should be no different. I know some people won't understand where I am coming from and others will be able to relate... If you don't understand, please don't say hurtful things to me... Here I go... I once was married, for several years - had two children... I thought life was good... Had everything I asked for and then some. And with one swift punch, it all ended. He left and my life changed forever... We all do dumb things when we are hurt, angry, sad, confused... I was lonely and needed some companionship. I went out looking for a one night stand... I found him alright... Not quite the experience I was expecting and definitely lack

November Oh How It Truly Sucks!
My heart feels so heavy..for you out there who knows me not...My grandfather died in Nov...my cat of 17 and a half years..Nov...my husband of ten and a half years...left me for a 23yr old whore...now it looks like this year..Nov...I will be foreclosing on the only house I have ever truly called home...

November 28th
today is an awsome day i started my day by going to church tonight is the christmas program i want to go see it this church is so big it name is the timberline church justin liked it too i had a great day i laughed for 10 mins with my friend Dawn on the phone i went to the paper to get a paper route for some extra spending money and i made my resume im so happy here i love waking up in the mornings and seeing the snow cap mountains and the big beautiful sky with all the pink & purples hope you all have a great day and mychele if you read this im sorry i hurt you hope you forgive me soon i need you in my life i love you & miss you very much wish you would talk to me love Angel got to go get justin from school have a womderful day

A Novel...
I swear... some days, it just doesn't pay to remember to breathe... So, some of you know how I feel about my boss. In all honesty, I respect the woman, even though I bitch about her all the time. If nothing else, she is honest, and loyal to her minions. She makes pretty crazy job demands, but, it ends up being nothing I can't handle. So, I have to say, I've grown to respect her as a scientist, and as a boss... so, anyways, this afternoon, there I was making radioactive rat powder (don't ask), when she comes into my lab. She had been playing in another lab all day, and announced if i wanted to hear some really good news. Of course, it was a lie. We knew, from the moment we moved into this lab from our old lab (another long story; some other time perhaps), that we'd have to move again. No problem there. I purposely left most things still in boxes for that reason. So, we got word last week that we would be moving at the end of this month. No problem there. Then, we were told we

November Rain, By Guns N Roses
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time...on their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time...o

A Novelty?
A friend on MySpace sent me a message saying that she finds my personality interesting and creative blah blah blah and that I'm not the usual type of guy that she comes across.This got me doing some thinking.I've been attracting women who,for one reason or another,have said kind of expressed the same thing.Not directly but I can tell..shit,come to think of it,I would not have initially approached them.Not because they are unattractive,but because I think that they think that I'm not their type. In the last two years,I've switched gears in terms of the type of women I'd want to date. Prior to that,I went by physical beauty,then personality.After a while I let that go 'cause I got tired of stuck up women who had not much personality behind the looks...in my opinion.I think women who have a personality that matches their looks are few and far in between.I believe they are out there but I'm not one to spend a lot of energy looking for them.Now I'll go for above average looking woman aka

Novemeber 5, 1966
Using the website below, I received this information about the day I was born... Quite interesting actually... Try it sometime... Might be fun... http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp 5 November 1966 Your date of conception was on or about 12 February 1966 which was a Saturday. You were born on a Saturday under the astrological sign Scorpio. Your Life path number is 11. Your fortune cookie reads: Do not mistake temptation for opportunity. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2439434.5. The golden number for 1966 is 10. The epact number for 1966 is 8. The year 1966 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese

November 4th, There Will Be A Whole Lotta Shaking Going On
This PSA is not about the voting system in the United States, nor is about any history of voting irregularities over the last century or more. This is simply a reminder that we are about to embark on a historic moment on Tuesday. Be of good cheer, strong spirit; do not be deterred from the mission, the mission of change. Change from the politics as usual, change from the ideologues and demagogues. Lift every voice and sing god damn it. We are in the home stretch now, and we are Usain Bolt, Michael Phelps, and the East German women's power lifting team. We see the finish line, but it does not count until we cross it. So with that I ask this of all of you and I am paraphrasing the Master Thespian David Alan Grier currently of "The Chocolate News" on Comedy Central: "We got four days, DON"T FUCK IT UP!". We have four days, speak in hushed tones, no high fives, no end zone celebrations, don't change your names to anything silly like Ocho Cinco, and no In yo face suckers. Wh

November Desktop
As some folks here already know, I change my desktop now and then using different imagery and changing its layout. This is currently what my desktop looks like....I LOVE my Mac!THE System:Apple PowerMacG4 MDD Dual 1.0Ghz | 24" UltraSharp Hi-Definition Display (1920x1200) | OS X (Tiger) 10.4.11 136GB 15K RPM SCSI RAID 1 array, 111GB LaCie BackUp Drive, Seagate 73GB 15K SCSI boot drive;Konfabulator 2.4 | Unsanity APE; ShapeShifter, ClearDock, MenuMeters, ScreenShot, Colors and Temperature Monitor haxies and or Widgets running. For a closer look, a larger image is located here

November 5th
Last night I was in Times Square while the election results were coming in. There was energy in the air, usually what you see at New Years, or when a local team wins the championship, but this was for something different, and apologies to sports fans, for something that mattered. The streets were packed, I jokingly mentioned "When does the ball drop?" because there were that many people there. When McCain made his speech, it was almost like the winning touchdown was scored, the crowd erupted, people were standing on roofs, hanging out of cars holding up posters and T-Shirts, honking their horns. I even got some Obama hugs. I wanted to start some chants of "Can We See Your Boobs? Yes we can!" but I figured it was probably not the time. All the screaming and cheering was quite a site. I saw Rudy Giuliani, walking through, looking none to happy. I saw Tracy Morgan, he seemed happier, and maybe a little drunk. Young People, old people, and even foreign tourists were all in on the

November 11th At 11:11
DADDY'S POEM ~ Least we Forget ~ Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them

November 2008 Update
Well folks, it’s been little over a month since I first comed here and have to say it’s a pretty amazing place. Love that chat-box thing and looking at all the beauteous women here. One of them gals sent me a “A Sweet Piece Of Ass”! After three days of tryin to figure out how to collect, Alvin happened to drop in and explained how it was just a drink and a friendly gesture. Later that day I spit in his chili & mixed it around. Not just for that, but for all this hyped up music he’s been puttin on my Playlist. Jenny stopped by a couple of weeks ago and of course I showed off my new stuff here. She really likes some of Alvin’s music and jiggles real good on my lap when listening to it, which is the only reason I haven’t taken a strap to that boy! You might have noticed that I have more color photographs in my albums. Yep, got me a digital camera. I traded Bill Butler (the Bill Butler from Mount Pleasant) my old drill press for this 5.0 megapixle Kodak EasyShare. Not s

November 13th 2008
*ANYONE ANYWHERE ANYTIME ANY COUNTRY ANY CITY ANY MAN AND WOMAN EVERYONE EVERYWHERE CAN WRITE LOVE ON THEIR ARMS, TAKE 5 SECOND TO WRITE IT THATS IT, DONE!** On November 13 write LOVE on your arm in big letters. Be creative spread the word. This is for all the survivors and all the innocent. All of the people who are hurting and who think that suicide is the only way they can turn. Also, don't forget to donate so all of the kids in need can get the help that they deserve. As someone who suffers from depression and has struggled with suicidal thoughts, i think this is an absolutely wonderful idea. I would do it once a month if it meant raising awareness on the dangers and how severe this disease really is. Depression and suicide have an impact on everyones life, whether it's through having depression, or knowing someone who suffers from the disease or knowing someone who has committed suicide. It's such a simple thing to do. If you can dress up for spirit week at your school,

November 11th
Today i remember a man i have never met. A man my father has never met. A strong, brave man named Hector Brown. My Grandfather. A man who died fighting for his country, and never got to even see his son. Today is the day we remember such people in our lives, or just the men and women still out there fighting. I'm sure everyone has their own story, someone they lost, or a friend in the Armed Forces. Which is why i'm completely shocked at the lack of Remembrance Day, or for the American's, Veteran's Day stuff on this site today. Fuck, Flag Day, and Groundhog day gets more attention. It's sad. I am not the most patriotic person in the world, but for one day, i show my respect to those that have lost their lives, limbs, or loved ones. It is sad it is only for one day and for that i feel guilty for that. But i ask you..... How are you showing your respect today? Here ends the rant. Still banned, so can't reply to you. Sorry.

November 13, 2008
In light of everything with JerJer, I've been listening to our songs. There are 2 of them. The first one is the Capris' 'There's a moon out tonight'. STFU. I know it's Doo Wop. And the second one is Quietdrive's 'Time after time'. This one holds a lot of meaning to both of us. Enjoy.

November 15th 2008
So I can feel my little girl moving more now. She has some powerful kicks that scare me sometimes when I am watching tv. She has found a water bed called my bladder lol...which she loves to lay on and make me have to pee every 5 minutes. I will be 24 weeks on monday and thats another week closer for Richard and I to meet our little girl. Its so exciting.

November 14 2008
Ok today is november 14 of the year of our lord 2008 And today i learned NOTHING. they say you must learn something everyday, but today i did not. This bothers me. IS my BRAIN getting WEAKER or am i not paying enough attention. So what is this blog about really. THE SAME THING AS WHAT I LEARNED TODAY nothing really just whatever my thoughts are for the day. Black President, what do you guys think. well its been real and its been fun but it ain't been real fun PEACE OUT ALL

November Winner
~November WINNER~ Ok the moment you have all been waiting for our monthly winner of a $20 bling pack for the ~Devils Advocates Bombing And Leveling Crew~is: beckyjean martins fubar wife also a member of devils advocates leveling&bombing crew..aka (beep)@ fubar Congrats To her please go show her mad love and congratulate her. Great Job Beckyjean and good luck to you all next month.

Novelist M. Robinson - Some Interesting Stuff
"In every important way we are such secrets from one another, and I do believe that there is a seperate language in each of us, also a separate aesthetics and a separate jurisprudence. Every single one of us is a little civilization built on the ruins of any number of preceding civilizations, but with our own variant notions of what is beautiful and what is acceptable - which, I hasten to add, we generally do not satisfy and by which we struggle to live. We take fortuitous resemblances among us to be actual likeness, because those around us have also fallen heir to the same customs, trade in the same coin, acknowledge, more or less, the same notions of decency and sanity. But all that really just allows us to coexist with the inviolable, intraversable, and utterly vast spaces between us." "To crave and to have are as like as a thing and its shadow. For when does a berry break upon the tongue as sweetly as when one longs to taste it, and when is the taste refracted into so many hues

Novel [part One]
She raised onto the balls of her bare feet and brushed her lips across his jaw. The secent of him filled her head and heart, and she opened her mouth and kissed the side of his throat. She heard the harsh intakeof his breath next to her ear. She ran her hand across his shoulder and down his chest to feel his heart. It pounded beneath her touch, and she raised her face to his and gave him a teasing kiss that left his his mouth chasing hers until he could take no more and raised a hand to the back of her head to hold her against his mouth. Then he drove in and gave her a hot, wet kiss that made her insides tumble. She took a step back and raised gaze til it met his. She lifted a hand to the front of her blouse and slowly unbuttoned it and let it slide to the floor. His gaze followed her hands to the snap of her jeans. She popped the snap the lowered the zipper tooth by tooth. His gaze turned so hot, she was surprised her pants didn't catch fire as she slid them down her legs. Her pan

November Rain
When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darling when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothing lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this such a long, long time Just trying to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's letting go today Walking away If we could take the time To lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowing that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me Then darling don't refrain Or I'll just end up walking In the cold November rain Do you need some time... on your own Do you need some time... all alone Everybody needs some time... on their own Don't you know you need some time... all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I

Novel Idea
Ok, so i was sitting back thinking ( i do that once in awhile) wouldnt it be a cool idea if the point system on fubar got changed up a little bit.... i've been on here for a little while now and have watched point whores come and go etc etc... what if you actually recieved more points for rating people and commenting them than the other way around??? slows down begging for attention and actually gets all the point whores to rating other peoples shyt and actually making them work for their shit??? hmmm? now wouldnt that be an interesting twist to things..... it would be hilarious to watch them running around on the site rating everybodies shit to try and get their points up and level up etc..... now of course as usual the ones that would have the most are the ones that have nothing to do all damn day long.... but oh well.....its just a thought and would be funny to see

November
What Your Birth Month Says About You Brandie just analyze what birth month say about him.For Brandie Koehler who birth on month November below are What Your Birth Month Says About You : * Has a lot of ideas* Difficult to fathom* Thinks forward* Unique and brilliant* Extraodinary ideas* Sharp thinking* Fine and strong clairvoyance* Can become good doctors* Careful and cautious* Dynamic in personality* Secretive* Inquisitive* Knows how to dig secrets* Always thinking* Less talkative but amiable* Brave and generous* Patient* Stubborn and hard-hearted* If there is a will, there is a way* Determined* Never give up* Hardly become angry unless provoked* Loves to be alone* Thinks differently from others* Sharp-minded* Motivates oneself* Does not appreciates praises* High-spirited* Well-built and tough* Deep love and emotions* Romantic* Uncertain in relationships* Homely* Hardworking* High abilities* Trustworhty* Honest and keeps secrets* Not able to control emotions* Unpredictable

Nov. Events
You can now vote on which events you would love to see in Bad Habitz. Click Here to vote or submit your suggestions.Upcoming events and birthdays are now posted in the BHR Event Calendar. Click the day to view more info about the event. Sign up and add your birthday!

November Interviews
NOVEMBER INTERVIEWS NOV 2 - HALO STEREONOV 3 - WIDOW SUNDAYNOV 4 - INSIDE SWITCHNOV 9 - CHANDLER MOGEL - TALON & OUTLOUDNOV 10 - VAL - FASHION BOMBNOV 11 - ALEX GROSSINOV 16 - STEVE BELLONOV 17 - VAINS ICED OVERNov 18 - NORTHERN ALLIANCE PARANORMAL INVESTIGATORSNov 23 - SAMI - FREE SPIRIT ROCKNOV 24 - EVERESTNOV 25 - SILENCERNOV 30 - ASHES OF SOMA

Novemer 5,2009
TODAY IS THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.... I STILL HAVENT HEARD FROM HIM ,EXCEPT FOR THAT FIRST NGHT AWAY.... THERES NO WAY TO CONTACT HIM,,NO CELL#### I LEFT LETTERS ON HERE & MYSPACE, HELL IVE EVEN POSTED VIDEOS ON UTUBE,,LOL I STILL HAVENT EATEN,OR SLEPT...................... I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG I STILL WEAR HIS CLOTHES AT NIGHT,, I STILL HAVE HIS PICTURE AS THE SCREEN SAVER BUY I DID FIND ANOTHER SONG TO CRY TO,,,,, EVANASCENCE,"MY IMMORTAL" YEAH THATS A TEARFUL ONE I MISS HIM SO MUCH,,I LOVE HIM SO DEEPLY ~~ I LOVE YOU MARK~~~

November 25th, International Day For The Elimination Of Violence Against Women
VIOLENCE AGAINST WOMEN; IT'S EVERYBODY'S BUSINESS. IT SHOULD NOT HAPPEN TO ANYBODY. EVER. PERIOD. IF YOU HAVE LIVED WITH ABUSE OR KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS BEING ABUSED, DON'T WALK AWAY... LOOK FOR WAYS TO HELP THEM. REMEMBER, VIOLENCE IS NEVER AN OPTION, AND WILL IMMERSE THE ONES YOU LOVE IN A VICIOUS CIRCLE THAT WON'T BE EASY TO BREAK. SPEAK OUT AGAINST IT!! ZERO TOLERANCE!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GcRY4YQNvQg

November Auction!
If you'd like to be in my November Auction, please read the following: Buy-in is 75,000 fubux. All entries must be received by 7am Futime on 11/9 to qualify. You can consider yourself sold at any point. Just send me a private message telling me who's bid your selling to. Highest picture rate will receive an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb from me the day the auction ends. Auction will run from November 9th at 8pm Fu-time to November 19th at 8pm Fu-time. With the Buy-in amount please write in the message a link to the picture you want me to use and your offers to the highest bidder. Keep in mind, cash bids outweigh all fubux bids. I am not responsible if the bidder doesn't pay up. The highest bidder has 48 hours to pay the winning bid or the second highest bidder will be declared the winner. You must message in a private message to let me know you have received payment.

November Is Cold
Am listening to Jay-Z and I do so love him…Empire State of Mind is awesome…anyway I am sure you are not reading this to find out what music am into. Last week, my ears decided to totally block up with bricks of wax. Yes, I produce more wax than a queen bee and my ear then cuddles it all around my ear drum and making me deaf. This was a pain the ass as I had a lot of work this week, you try doing a charity auction half deaf! The people at the Boisdale Club in Belgravia London really helped me out, they raised hands to pledge cash, love those nice folks, but the tartan carpets were odd though. You always know you are in England when you see hundreds of tartan throughout a building. I then flew home half deaf picking at the ear, filling it with ear drops (which are more expensive than crack per fluid ounce) I now have a healthy ear drop habit, they don’t work. You know what works? Nothing, just in case you were interested, I filled my gungy ears with th

November 25, 2009
I just found out I'll have to endure another lumbar spine MRI to get to see the Neurosurgeon I want to see. The first MRI was 45 minutes long, and by the time it was over, I was in so much pain I could barely move off of the MRI machine. Apparently, this is required because my last MRI is over 6 months old. I will also, of course, have to pay another shitty ass co-pay. I am so sick of my medical issues that I really can't stop thinking about killing myself. I am not happy in my job, I feel like I'm struggling just to make it through the day, every day. The last 3 antidepressants I tried just made me even more suicidal. I'm sure I sound like I'm being a whiny baby. I'm sure there are millions of people out there with problems 10x worse than mine. It doesn't change the fact that I don't think I can handle another week of this. No amount of therapy has been helpful. I'm starting to feel like inpatient treatment or suicide are my only options. I bust my ass at work 5 days a we

November Doesn't Have To Be A Nightmare For Democrats
By David Plouffe Sunday, January 24, 2010 The Democratic Party got a resounding wake-up call from the voters of Massachusetts on Tuesday. But it's long been clear that 2010 would be a challenging election year for our party. With few exceptions, the first off-year election in a new president's term has led to big gains for the minority party -- this was true for Harry Truman, Dwight Eisenhower, Ronald Reagan and Bill Clinton. After two election cycles in which Democrats won most of the close races and almost all of the big ones, Democrats have much more fragile turf to defend this year than usual. Add to that a historic economic crisis, stubborn unemployment and the pain that both have inflicted on millions of Americans, and you have a recipe for a white-knuckled ride for many of our candidates. But not if Democrats do what the American people sent them to Washington to do. In 2006 and 2008, voters sent an unmistakable message: We want decisive change. This was not just a change o

November 2010, How Sweet It Is
Obama is in way over his head. Americans are starting to recognize this. Even the mainstream media seems to be catching on. He appeared to connect with people in his run for preisdent but has disconnected from the people. There is no longer a trust that he will do what the American people want. That he knows best, trust him. He was going to be the healer. Bring people together. He seems to demonize people. Say what you want about Bush, but he recognized that his enemies were overseas. The reason Americans will vote the Democrats out is that they will not allow any more thoughtless and unnecessary legislation to be passed. Like I have said before and will continue to do so......"if you don't stand for something, you will fall for anything!" Mainstream Americans are a very smart bunch, unlike what the dems would paint us as hillbillies! In the end, the hillbillies will win! So, make up my mind....in your heart of hearts do you wish for like it used to be?

November Goal
I'm trying to think of what I am going to write for Nanowrimo. This will be my first year of participating even though I have known about this for years. I've signed up before and then forgot about it by the time November 1st rolled around. But this year I'm getting all serious with myself and I AM going to do it ..... well I AM going to attempt it. If you don't know what this is - go to http://nanowrimo.org It's a writing contest. Everyone gets to win - you just have to write 50,000 words in the month of November. Sounds easy, right? I'm not so sure. I'm one of those wannabe writers. My hero is Stephen King. But I only do half of his advice : you must read a lot and write a lot. I'm a slacker on the writing part. So we shall see. Today I am going to write down some ideas of what story I am going to write. Oh I so need some ♦ luck ♦...... and a kick in the pants. I hope my Fubar pals can give me some ♥ "kicks" ♥ to keep going in November.

"novel Writing Made Easy"
Novel Writing Made Easy-HowTo Plan A Novel That Practically Writes Itself It’s not difficult to find information on writing novels. It’s not hard to find novel writing classes and novel writing books. But it IS difficult to find a full, step-by-step novel writing system that will lead you all the way from idea to completed book. It IS especially difficult to find an affordable such system. Most novel writing programs either give you only part of what you need to know to write a good novel, or they cost hundreds of dollars or more. Author Andrea Rains Waggener saw this void in the novel writing information arena and decided to put her expertise to use. She wrote a set of e-books that lays out a complete, step-by-step plan for planning and writing a novel. The Novel Writing Made Easy-How To Plan A Novel That Practically Writes Itself writing system is not just one, but two e-books. One e-book is a 184-page information packed instruction manual for planning and star

November 2011 Update
So my depression meds were not working and I had an emergency appointment with my psychiatrist and he started me on Abilify. I was on 2mg for a week, then 5mg for a week and finally 7.5mg is what I'm taking now. I can tell a HUGE improvement in my mood, although it was making me more of a bitch then normal but thank goodness that has leveled off and I'm just back to the regular bitch ;) I also have tickets for the 16th of this month to see Five Finger Death Punch, HateBreed, All That Remains and Rain. I am OVERJOYED to be going to this concert, which is a good thing because I usually hate going anywhere. Also, I have this really hot chick who I've known for years and she just told me like a week ago she thought I was cute and wanted to hang out. Maybe I'll end up with a hot girlfriend out of the deal. I also wanna say Thank you to all my friends here who have kept me semi sane and kept me smiling and worried enough about me to help me through this rough patch in my life. I

November Day
From the time you were bornOn that November dayYou have lived in my heartForever there you will stayI have many great memories of youThose will never fadeYour smiles and laughterThe fun times we madeYou are my precious little girlThat i will forever treasureFor having a daugher like youThere is no greater pleasureLove You ShaelynnDaddy-O xoxoxo Written for my daughter Jan 20, 2012

November 26, 1986
November 26, 1986 in Memphis, Tennessee at 1:44 PM Central Time I was born. My parents stayed together for about three years and then split up. For the first 13 years of my life I lived around the Memphis area. This blog is about me explaining things about my life and some of these things may shock or surprise you and trust me on this when they say "The Truth Is Stranger Than Fiction" they mean it! When I tell people some parts of my life story they can't believe it and I mean that literally they can't beleive it or they just think I'm lying but trust me everything I talk about here is the 100% truth God honest. As a kid growing up we were very family oriented. We would always go over to my Mamaw & Papaw's house every Sunday after church for a home cooked meal and nobody cooks a home cooked meal like my Mamaw. After my Papaw died in 2002 though there was a lot of family drama created and the family sort of split in half. I was a very bad boy growing up. I would always get in trou

Novel Fragments
Fragments from my novel: exile postcards It seems like all my life I've been going out looking for something. Something; else. Something; new. Once it was a someone or a someplace or an if only. I found some and lost some and here I am again. Still looking. I know there are others like me and sometimes we find each other. That is why I have mostly stopped looking. We will discover each other or we wont. I wish us luck. We'll need it. the pyramid is standing on its head The world, for lack of a better one is where we must matriculate. Through the trickery and corruption, the sham and the shimmy. Through the flim-flam man Moloch monsters and madmen crying in rage for our blood. I would death-ray you all with a clear conscience. Fuck the enslavers. Fuck the betrayers. Fuck them all up the ass with a pineapple. the black hole of history There was a war once. There is always a war. A few decades and people forget. The old warriors die. New people are born. New wars, always a

November 20
Lemme start by asking this: If someone dies and is brought back should they be considered (besides a miracle they are still here) a zombie? I know everyone has their stories from bad times in their life and every now and then they reflect on those days and take stock in the blessings they have at that point and say "well I guess it did get better after all". Well for me this is my day of reflection. My day to break out the abacus and get to a countin' everything thats been a good impact on me and those I've helped along the way and see how it may out weigh the bad. Some years its tougher to put things in the good column but this year I feel was a stellar year for the good! The birth of my first grandchild seems to be my crowning moment for the year. Being there and holding such a helpless lil bundle of world conquering cuteness and being the first person to get a pic with his eyes open was an absolutely indescribable rush that if I were to try and describe it would only take away f

Nov Is Mine..
JANUARY=SWEETIE Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. When they love someone, they mean it. FEBRUARY=SMART Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.

Novice Dominant Advice
NOVICE DOMINANT ADVICE from LeatherOnQ There are as many ways to do D/s as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarrassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it -- they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if _they're_ controlling the scene, when what they want is for _you_ to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is she wants to feel AND b

No Views
Wow posted my first 3 bulletins and last 3 bulletins. Didn't even get any views yet, guess my attempts to befriend people on here wasn't noticed. Oh well i'll just laugh my ass of next time they bitch about having fake friends.

Novice Questions
Novice Questions Author: TorqueDom © 2000 Novice sub questions. In a message writes: My biggest fear is a novice sub who discovers this lifestyle, especially if it's been a long hidden desire, and acts on it too quickly, especially with someone who hasn't earned her trust. They tend to put themselves into situations and "settle" for Doms that don't have their best interests in mind. Please, if you don't hear anything else I say... SLOW DOWN. Learn more about what it is you're looking for. It's not enough to decide you're submissive. There are different techniques, styles, patterns, beliefs, and thinking on it. The trick isn't finding a Dom, the trick is finding a Dom that has similar interests and expectations. The answer to all these questions is the same ... sometimes. To me, D/s is a sensual act, and most often includes sexual activity. I don't want to sound like Bill Clinton, but it doesn't have to include intercourse, if you choose not to. To

Novice Master
This is a strange topic but it is close to my heart, I am a novice Master, and I greatly want to learn from a real Master, but until then I will just continue reading on the subject, and for those of you who think that Masters and Slaves are sick understand it is a deeper emotional and physical relationship that just meer dating and thats what I want something more than just love, that and I want the control. I mean to know you are giving someone what they truly crave, and knowing they are doing like wise to you just thrills me, even though it may confuse some of you I am not here to question your lives, and don't want you questioning mine.

No Viagra
A guy can't obtain an erection so he goes to the doctor. The doctor tells him the muscles at the base of his penis are broken down and there's nothing he can do unless he's willing to try an experimental surgery. The guy asks what the surgery is. The doctor tells him they take the muscles from the base of a baby elephants trunk, insert them in the base of his penis, and hope for the best. The guy says that sounds pretty scary but the thought of never having sex again is even scarier so go ahead. The doctor goes ahead and performs the surgery and about 6 weeks later gives him the go ahead to "try out his new equipment". The guy takes his girlfriend out to dinner. While at dinner he starts feeling an incredible pressure in his pants. It gets incredibly unbearable and he figures no one can see him so he undoes his pants. No sooner does he do this than his penis pops out of his pants, rolls across the table, grabs a dinner roll, and disappears back into his pants. His girlfriend si

No Vip For Me For 24 To 48 Hrs Or More
Well all, I won't have VIP status for 24 to 48 hours or more because of a mess somebody decided to create thanks to a Shoppers direct discount thing thru Classmates.com here that I had gotten free for 30 days and then after that get charged $10.06 or some crap like that so I had to call them up and raise hell with them, telling them that I didn't want it but anyways, that's why when I renewed or tried to renew my girlfriends VIP and mine, only hers went thru with the Credit card company so until I get the money to renew it again for my girlfriend and I here which may take 24 to 48 hrs to do unless somebody buys me one. Otherwise I have to wait of course. I just wish we could buy VIPs with our fuBucks but I understand though that BabyJ's trying to make money to improve the site of course too.

The Novice Dom
There are as many ways to do D/S as there are people, so you really need to know what your partner wants, doesn't want, is comfortable with, is afraid of, and so forth. A lot of submissives will have great trouble telling you what they want. For some of them, this is because they don't really KNOW what they want. Or, perhaps, they know how they want to feel, but they aren't sure what it is that will make them feel that way. Other submissives do have at least some idea of what they want, but they're too embarassed to be able to tell you directly. And some submissives know what they want but feel as if it spoils things if they have to ask for it, they want the impetus for the scene to come from you, and if they ask for something, then it's as if they're controlling the scene, when what they want is for you to control it. And of course, more than one of these can occur at once. A person can know only what it is they want to feel AND be too embarassed to talk about it AND feel as if it giv

Nov 2, 09 Melanie
On Nov 2,09 my sister was head out to meet a personfrom here and was in a terrible auto accident, A drunkdrive pulled in front of her..She is in serious,butstable condition. She has not woke up since the accident. All we can do at this point is pray for her.I am doingmy best to stay by her side and talk to her.I hear thatit can help someone in a Coma, I have also started toplay some music for her while I am in with her. Today Nov 3, 09 the doctor says that we have to wait tosee what happens,She does not seem to have any injuriesto her brain,She does have a broken leg,She was in surgerytoday having some pins put in her leg and she is bruised up pretty good. I will keep everyone up to date as I am updated. NOV 5, 09 There is still no change in the condition of my sister she has been moving abit which is a good sign, Yesterday she went into surgery to have pins put in her leg. I have a feeling its just a matter of time before we have her back, please dont give up hope and keep us

Nov 22nd
November 22: Conspiracy Theory Appreciation Day (not celebrated for some reason) 200 Sex is invented. 1812 - Puzzle potato officially refound. Citizens everywhere rejoice. 1945 - Nazis accidentally explode nuclear bomb in Dresden. Allied air forces are subsequently blamed for mass firebombing. 1952 - In Guatemala, CIA first operation gives start to a era of brutal military dictatorships sponsored by the US government in Latin America ... wait... thats not funny... 1963 - J. F. K. accidentally assassinated by angry, confused polar bear. Polar bear plants gun on napping Lee Harvey Oswald and escapes in a get-away sled. Nobody looks into it very much. 1963 - Absolutely nothing happened. You hear me? Nothing. If you heard otherwise, it's a filthy Communist lie. 1968 - Stanley Kubrick begins secret filming of the moon landing. 1970 - The Million Cyberman March (pictured) is held in Washington, DC. Conspiracy theorists claim that it was actually a failed invas

Nov. 28 2007 - News
Begining Dec 1st 2007 The Viper Pit Will Become a PRIVATE VIP Lounge Only. Each member can have a custom Viper Pit VIP ID made for them. ( Made By Jokers Wild Or Lacey Wild ) Each Member Must have a verified Salute - No Exceptions. FUBAR VIP is NOT Required to be a Viper Pit VIP Member. I Will be cleaning House the Morning Of Dec 1st. WHY ? : I would rather have a hand full of Real Friends to sit and chat with, Than a bunch of numbers & Fakes. I think we are a pretty Tight knit family that can get along, Compromise when we have diffrences and come to one anothers side when they are in need of our support and compassion. We will still have security in the lounge, Authough in the past we realy havent had to have it so I have reduced some moderators that are not active in the lounge and VP Greeters have remained the same. Anyone have any Questions Feel Free to FUBAR msg me..... We have also Gained A Benifactor for the radio stations with a 1 yr commitment. Any

Novocaine For The Soul
Band : Eels Song & Lyrics : Eels Life is hard, and so am I: You'd better give me something so I don't die. Novocaine for the soul Before I sputter out. {x2} Life is white and I am black, Jesus and his lawyer are coming back. Oh my darling, will you be here Before I sputter out. (x3) Guess who's living here with the great undead. This paint-by-numbers life is fucking with my head, Once again. Life is good and I feel great, 'Cause mother says I was a great mistake. Novocaine for the soul You'd better give me something to fill the hole Before I sputter out. (x5)

Novo Codec H.265 Pode Popularizar Vídeos Full Hd (1080p) Em Smartphones Menores
De acordo com o grupo MPEG, que criam um padrão para compressão de áudio e vídeo, o novo codec H.265 pode trazer vídeos em Full HD, ou seja, 1080p, em telas ainda menores. O foco está nos smartphones e tocadores de vídeos como o iPod Touch e o falecido Zune HD. Além de popularizar ainda mais a reprodução e gravação de arquivos em alta definição, o novo codec poderá diminuir o tamanho final dos arquivos, já que contará com nova tecnologia de compressão dos dados. Este novo padrão substituirá o atual H.264 que está presente em quase todos os smartphones android, o iPhone e Windows Phone, tablets como o iPad e outros com Android e outros aparelhos móveis. O H.265 consegue ser duas vezes mais eficiente do que o atual padrão, o que pode permitir vídeos de melhor qualidade com a transmissão via redes 4G ou até 3G. Além de menor espaço final do arquivo, o que ajudaria até na transmissão em Full HD por canais de TV, o H.265 necessitará de menos processamento para ser repr

Novo Smartphone Blackberry Tem Visual Parecido Com Iphone 5
O próximo lançamento da RIM, que contará com o sistema operacional BlackBerry 10, teve uma imagem vazada para a internet. A foto foi divulgada pelo site CrackBerry e revela o smartphone que fará parte da Série L de dispositivos da companhia. A RIM já havia anunciado este modelo antes de o iPhone 5 ser lançado, porém, ainda não existia nenhuma imagem oficial do produto, que por sinal lembra bastante o recente lançamento da Apple. Existe muita expectativa em volta dos novos aparelhos da RIM, porém, ainda não há nenhuma data definida para o lançamentos destes produtos. A previsão é que eles cheguem ao mercado ainda no primeiro trimestre de 2013. Recentemente a RIM realizou o evento “BlackBerry Jam Americas” e apresentou seus novos dispositivos que contarão com a nova plataforma móvel da companhia. Várias novidades sobre o sistema foram reveladas ao público e a empresa mostrou quais serão os comandos que substituirão o uso dos teclados físicos. Até o momento, não

Nov. 3,2006 Part Two.
Light of Lights. I wish my heartlight Would stop in it's flight. Light of Lights. I wish your heart was open Would hold your heart. Light of Lights. I wish to hold you tight I wish you to hold me tight. Light of Lights. Wish you not to flight Wish you to stay. Light of Lights. I wish you safe flight I wish you safe returns.

Nov. Poem A Day Challenge
I'm debating whether or not I want to participate in the Nov. Poem A Day Challenge that starts tomorrow. The last time I did it (last April) I wasn't in school and I think I might be a bit too busy with that to bang out a new piece every day for a month. On the other hand, I really love doing it and could always use more material. I'll probably give into temptation and do it. LOL For anyone who's interested in trying it here's the link. http://blog.writersdigest.com/poeticasides/

Nov 7 2006 Something To Think About. Vote!
Elections for the United States House of Representatives and United States Senate will be held on November 7, 2006, with all of the 435 seats in the House up for election. Since Representatives are elected for two-year terms, those elected will serve in the 110th United States Congress from January 3, 2007 until January 3, 2009. The House is currently composed of Republicans 230 Democrats 201 Independent 1 (who caucuses with the Democrats). There are three vacancies: New Jersey's 13th congressional district Texas's 22nd congressional district Florida's 16th congressional district Republicans currently hold a 28 seat advantage Democrats would need to pick up 15 seats to take control of the House, which has had a Republican majority since 1995. Predictions based on historical trends suggest that there is a meaningful chance of such a swing. A complete list of the races in all districts (but without the commentary below) can be found at United States Hou

Nov 1st News & Bombing
Welcome to November!! Well October has come and gone, so has Halloween. It was a good month but November is going to be even better. Many things coming up and lots of activities too! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Starting today November 1st - Feast of All Saints Day! At 10 pm Eastern Standard Time, the Thursday Throw down sponsored by BBG and Stephanie Lynn. This is gonna be one great contest again this week. Our contestant for this week will be our very own Michelle. Bless her heart we are gonna get this girl a VIP. We have commented her own the other contest and tried to maintain a Third place spot, but we can not compete against the odds. Once a situation gets so far out of hand theres not a thing we can do except back out gracefully and find an alternative. I believe we have - this contest is for 2 hours, its a Bomb off and you know how we do on these. So suit up, put your game faces on, and be ready to Rock and Roll at 10 pm eastern,

~*~nov. 1st~*~thursday Night Throwdown~*~ Michelle~*~
~&hearts~Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ Welcome to the Thursday Throwdown sponsored by hostesses Stephanie Lynn and BBG. Our Wicked Storm Crew Contestant tonight is Michelle, Lets Bomb Her Silly! and get her a Great Prize!!Below is a link to the pic. Throwdown.mp3 Wicked Storm Crew Lets Roll!!

Nov 3 ~ Sbg Of The Week ~ Nicci
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Nov 29th
well i had wrestling lastnight was matched up against scotty putty a slap to the face courtesy of putty got things underway, an just about to get the upper hand later in when of course i fuckin get jumped by derryck crosse match was thrown out an for my efforts a spit in the face an a crossfire courtesy of the newly dawned vanity inc.

Nov 9th Bombing
~&hearts~Wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ News for today, November 9th Please note the lounge is under the same guide lines as our crew...NO DRAMA, berating and cussing out other patrons will NOT be tolerated. This means YOU!!! It will get you booted from the lounge and possibly from the crew. Thanks you have a nice day! Tell your Friends!!! Our next bash will be Saturday night with our Hippie Daze Retro Party! Dress up your default pic in your best Bell Bottoms and Tie Dye! Be sure to brush up on your trivia for the time period too (late 60's/ early 70's) We will be having contests for both. Everyone is invited. The WSC lounge is open to the Fubar public except for specified meeting times. So let your friends know. Well Fubar has fixed the "glitch" No more bouncing the bouncer. If they just would stop the scripters! Scripters get more than thier allotted comments, bouncing the bouncer just speed up comment bombing did not help otherwise, but we shall see maybe it will

Nov. 9th 2007
Today I have an Interview, it's not much (the job) but it's money... Funny thing is, I am scared shitless, I mean its been a while since I've been in a interview, and the fact that I really need this job makes it worst. I havent a thing to wear so I have to head to mervin's when they open and try and find something nice,which I am probably the only girl in the world who hates shoping for cloths. :) In other news I finelly took the math part of the test last night for my G.E.D, yes I was a trubled dumb ass kid in my day so yes I did drop out off high school, and am now suffering because of it! hey I can't change the past so no need to get in to that right, anyways back to the G.E.D thing that is the 4th part so now I have one more, the Writting part... ( can anyone say yeepy ) anywho wish me luck. I wish I could right more but I really have to get going so L@t3R D@yZ!!!

Nov 9th
Something is very strange the last 3 days i have been geeting less anything you name it. in the last 72 hours (its erie)then i would usuealy get in 2 hours on a normal day and i never had that many visits to begin with now its a ghost town here. i gues im not gone just forgoten boo hoo lol i'll do a buletin i wonder if anyone will look boo frigen hoo lmao any how who ever read this thanks for visiting and no im not sad or upset even a little in any way its just been a weird 3 days 1 day is a fluke 3 days and its a new begining =P ~Ancient1~ xxx

Nov 9th
Day of Remembrance for Queen Sigrid Friday November 9, 2007 All Day (This event repeats every year.) Location: Midgard Notes: Sigrid was offered marriage to Olaf Tryggvason, the Christianizer of Norway. The condition was that she give up the religion of her ancestors. She refused to do this, and Olaf ignobly slapped her across the face. She played a key role in his downfall to pay him back. Today, meditate on the glory of strong women who will not compromise on matters of honor.

Nov 10th Is The U.s. Marine Corps Birthday!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE Date: Nov 9, 2007 7:44 PM RE: NOV 10th is the U.S. Marine Corps Birthday!!!----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: VetFriends.com veterans & military friendsDate: Nov 9, 2007 10:53 AMHappy Birthday to the U.S. Marines!from VetFriends.comOnce a Marine, Always a Marine!During the American Revolutionary War, the Continental Marines were formed at the Tun Tavern in Philadelphia, Pa. on Nov. 10, 1775 by a resolution of the Continental Congress, marking Nov. 10 as the official birthday of the Marine Corps. The USMC has served in every American armed conflict going back to the Revolutionary War, and has attained prominence with its theories and practice of amphibious warfare. During the First Barbary War (1801-1805), the Marines' most notable action of this early period occurred when William Eaton and First Lieutenant Presley O'Bannon led eight Marines and 300 mercenaries in an

Nov 11th News & Updates
Good Morning Wicked Storm Crew!! News for today, November 11th Hippie Daze Party in the lounge turned out awesome.Pnedis won best default pic,and recieved a Big Pimpin Gift,and a personalized Hippie Tag.Luangel,White Dragon,Pnedis,Michelle,Beautiful Nightmare,Will,Ozzfanatic,Lilmsmaria won a total of 10,000 fubucks during the Trivia Contest. Please go give thanks to Jokers Wild for donating prize money & DJ Mr. Nice guy for the awesome music. Next Saturdays Lounge Party Will be posted soon.Donations for prizes are being excepted. Big Thanks To Jokers Wild & Our very Own WSC member Will for the donations going towards the next party!!! We have currently went on a bombing strike.However we have obligations to prior contest.Feel Free to drop some bombs on the contest below.There are no end dates on most so even though the bouncer is aggravating we can drop a few here and there. There will be a series of things I need WSC to do this week.I will get that info t

Nov 12th ~updates~
Good Day Wicked Storm Crew!! News for today, November 12th Hippie Daze Party in the lounge turned out awesome.Pnedis won best default pic,and recieved a Big Pimpin Gift,and a personalized Hippie Tag.Luangel,White Dragon,Pnedis,Michelle,Beautiful Nightmare,Will,Ozzfanatic,Lilmsmaria won a total of 10,000 fubucks during the Trivia Contest. Please go give thanks to Jokers Wild for donating prize money & DJ Mr. Nice guy for the awesome music. Next Saturdays Lounge Party Will be posted soon.Donations for prizes are being accepted. Big Thanks To Jokers Wild & Our very Own WSC member Will for the donations going towards the next party!!! We have currently went on a bombing strike.However we have obligations to prior contest.Feel Free to drop some bombs on the contest below.There are no end dates on most so even though the bouncer is aggravating we can drop a few here and there. This week I need you to gather together a folder of 1980 and 1990 items.Please limit y

Nov. 17th
This is Saturday and I have a 8 am meeting here in town. Then I am done!!!!! (for the weekend) I have a reception to go to tomorrow at 2 pm. Then the Seattle Seahawks are playing the Chicago Bears at 4:15. This is supposed to be another blow out for Seattle against Chicago from all the comments from the commentators on the NFL Network on TV starting yesterday. I have received many messages from friends on Fubar asking where I have been... I have been just about everywhere along the west coast it seems for the past week. I have a meeting on Monday 75 miles away from home followed by another one 50 miles from there and then HOME SWEET HOME for the rest of the week for the Holiday.

Nov 19th
This week is going to be a very difficult week for me. With my boyfriend being gone this week I am going to have to start packing. I was leary about unpacking when I first got here because of knowing in the back of my mind that I would have pack again. The only thing is, when I came this last time I had summer and winter clothes, going to try to make my suitcases lighter and just carry the winter clothes. This time in Germany has been harder then the last, not seeing my boyfriend except on the weekends, I feel cheated although I knew that is how it was going to be. Last night we got into a HUGE discussion where of course I was in tears. All I am looking for is reassurance. Yes when I am back in the states I am going to be screwed, not having money to live off of and not having a way to get to places. That scares me. Before he said he would help me, now he says he cant help me when I am in the states if I want him to be able to take care of his bills here so when I come back I can stay

Nov 27th
Well I had my eval today.. as i wrote in one of my blogs.. and I also had a staff mtg tonite. was 1 1/2 hrs long. These mtgs really bore me because they mainly pertain to nursing. I sat for 1/2 hr just watching a film on how to take care of ulcers. Was kinda gross after I just ate taco bell. Anyways.. boss was going over things..and also brought up fact of the nurses need to pay more attn to IV sites. Guess we had a couple bad cases.. one which is a patient who is back on our floor. He has cellulitis in his hand from his last admission. This is also a family member of my hubbys. One of the charge nurses got kinda defensive..etc..was saying hes a frequent flyer..in and out alot.. on all the floors. How do they know it was our floor who done it. Etc. My boss kinda got upset over it..saying, she needs to lower her voice and watch what shes saying..since the door is open..and people are out in the hallway. I guess this kinda got the girl mad. I also put in my 2 cents worth..sayi

Nov 7th : Am Back :( Been In Jail This Past Weekend On 23 And A Half Lock Down This Past Weekend
Well this will be the worst birthday weekend I would never forget as I had this old friend of which was a woman invited me over to her place to drink and have a good time I thought but after drinking a bottle of vodka and some gin with her she switched on me and got very violent with me slapping me around and etc I told her I'm just gonna leave and she will never hear from me again so I made my way to my car which she ran after me with a knife as I started my car she quickly slashed my two front tires on my car so I still tried to drive away to get me and my car out of harms way. Which I knew I was in no condition to drive so I rode on the rims to the back of the apartments to this pass out til the morning and then to try to get my car fix in the morning but from the police report I just got from getting out late this evening she called them on me early friday morning which I been in jail charged with two accounts of dwi and a reckless driving which they had me on 23 and a half hour lo

Nov. 15 Thought Of The Day
To surround yourself with love does not mean surrounding yourself with loving people. Fill your heart with kindness and love first. Those who are able to recognize that will be drawn to you, just as you are to them. Our friends are only a mirror reflection of who we are. Everything needs to start from within us, as individuals. What do you see in your mirror? ~My own words~

Nov 19th Note To Girls
Today is Nov 19th sorry no fu-luvins from the page today... i have felt like shiat so i havent been on and usually i am the one that runs the page during the days so pls forgive me hehe i will get back to the luvins soon as i am feeling better!! thanx Have a great day & much luv to u girls

Nov 24th!!!
Ok guys and gals…….just wanted to say….Yes Monday is the very day 47 years ago I was born…… Sadly, this year, more than most is the one year I wish to forget that it is my birthday, it’s not often it happens and has been a very long time since I have felt this way, but this year will be the very first time in 11 years that the 2 most important and treasured ones in my life will not be here with me and because I have not seen them in over a month now……well it will not be a great day at all. I am not looking for sympathy and this is why comments have been disabled on this blog…..just your understanding and nothing more. BUT...I wish to remind you all that November 24th is also the day that one of the greatest singers was taken from this earth so very early. God bless you Freddie Mercury Thank you Hugs and kisses to you all

Nov 13th Event In Vancouver Bc
Hello everyone from Vancouver to LA to New York to Tokyo to Detroit to the UK! Here is s list of some of the artists, designers and companies who will and plan to be apart of the halloween meets christmas show in vancouver NOVEMBER FRIDAY THE 13TH. Some artists who live to far and cant be at the show but will send their work and do collaborations with me for sale! This is a cool show about halloween meets christmas lots of toys, artwork, fabricated toys, cool clothing, posters and etc. We also will have lots of contest on the coolest designs! I will be showing off my DETROIT DEMON AND MY DEATH FRO prototypes along with prototype from jeff denomme and pipeline creative cool stuff from artist i am collabing with! Trust me this show will be very cool and will bring lots of cool people together. So if you want to be apart of this cool show lets us know ok! Jordan. peace, love and art! http://conesandstuff.blogspot.com/ http://protodemon.com/3D_Model_Prototyping_and_Printing/ htt

1965 - 2004 8 Nov. Vietnam To Iraq
I am sharing with you another historical Marine Corps Moment that began today. Reputedly noted as "The most fierce urban fighting for United States Marines since the Battle of Hue City in Vietnam in 1968." Now you will see a little clearer into my mind, why when I was asked, without a second thought- volunteered to participate in helping Camp TQ and the Marines deployed there. with Operaton Wow Factor http://www.newszapforums.com/forum60/64014.html Semper Fidelis - Semper Fortis - De Opresso Liber US Navy Marine Corps And United States Army Special Forces One Team One Fight Battle of Fallujah 8 November to 20 November 2004 1. Background and Mission. The Battle of Fallujah was conducted from 8 to 20 November 2004. the last fire mission was conducted 17 November. 2004 The battle had been fought by Army, Marine and Iraqi forces with approximately 15,000 under the I Marine Expeditionary Force (IMEF), The pattern of attack was to sweep from north to south

Now
When it was August the heat swarmed a promise that would be broken before it was spoken. And my emotions lie in turmoil at the feet of a calculated man that had no dreams a man with no smile. I had lost a will that seemed never to be my own. I had given the keys to my very own prison.locked away. there was never a moment when I thought to stray from his entangled wrath I watched only in pain. What was I fighting? the strategy was clear but the reward was something to lose. I am only happy I did. For in April, there is a light that melted my bitter heart, kissed my frozen lips and found a lost soul.

Now
AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I TAKE MEDS FOR DEPRESSION. YES IM A DEPRESSED PERSON. SO DONT TAKE OFFENSE IF I COME ON HERE AND DONT SAY NOTHING TO ANY OF YOU. ITS JUST ME HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS AGAIN AND I HAVE THEM ALL THE TIME...HERE IS MY Horoscope FOR TODAY...GO FIGURE Uneasy feelings may be plaguing you throughout the day, dear Leo. There may appear to be no valid reason for this. Everything seems to be going well for you, and no one close to you has anything heavy going on. It's probably nothing earthshaking; you may just be picking up intuitively on the troubles and anxieties of people you pass on the street. Your intuition is high today, so you could psychically sense just about anything. Hang in there!

Now
Well I have gotten a staff.So now things should lighten up..My nerves are a reck and I still hate work but things are going to get better.. I hope. Im still trapped in the hell I call retail but I guess thats where i belong..Hell i good at it But I am realy thinking of changing the direction in my life so lets just see what happens

Now"
everytime these shadows move i wonder why do these solids let them and are we happy now this anticipation is gouging out my eyes oh god why have you lost your mind? your sadistic games are becoming wars and the guns have stopped working waiting for you is torture cut me open now and let me just become a shadow without a solid disconnection: the final freedom. it comes like an echoing drum.

The "now"
I’ll make my future by living in the “Now”? But, even when I’m living that future I’ll still be living in the “Now”??….sound strange doesn’t it? But…it is so true…We as human being always strive for a future...…but we never truly live in the present…or as some may call it in living in the “Now”…. We don’t truly take in all moments that fall upon us, weather it’s watching the sun go down….or how many full moons we have seen…can you count those?…no…because we don’t pay enough attention to those things….the “very simple things”……we are to busy running around and….aiming for a future to have something more then we already have…. Never enjoying the present moment cause we are always looking ahead….and not “stopping to smell the rose’s”…….I understand that saying now more then ever…. We put a timetable on ourselves, for our future…I’ll give you an example…..” Like I would be married before I was 30 and I was thinking this when I was 18”….and for years I thought I would be, but….that didn’t h

Now
Now that I know The way you feel My heart feels full Now that my heart feels full The happiness seems unreal Like something I never knew Now that I have this happiness I never want to lose it Always want you by myside Now that I know you will always be there Helping me through it all My heart feels full

Now
Becoming it is not really a plan that was going to be put into place. Except for now. Lost is not quite what I was looking for. But now i understand and I see. The days arent the same. But I made my own story. Sorry is not going to get me anywhere. Hope is lost but not forgotten. I have learned. I dream no more, I expect nothing, and I simply swing from one moment to the next. Inside all of the beauty is just a guilty, feeling low child. Back to the magic window is where she is displayed. I cant make anything come out in speech that sounds right. Or have any sense at all. Now is the perfect time to remember and smile about the beginning of this new sort of pain. But its a pain thats odd...cause i dont know what to feel. There is a possibilty I am dissapearing again.....

Now
..................................Now ....................that your waves of grace ...............brushed upon the shore of my life ..........and made me freed myself from all ego .............to become Love's homeless beggar .........I am standing here with the purest heart .........not to seek your beauty for my pleasure ......................but to offer you my life, ................................my soul ....................................I ....................................W ....................................A ....................................N ....................................T ....................................T ....................................O ...........................~lift~ . ~kiss~ .........................~love~ . ~hold~ .............~trust~ ~feel ~ . ~heal~ ~want~ ......~ believe ~ ~tease~ . ~touch~ ~whisper~ ~look at ~ ~understand~.~ appreciate~ shine on ~ ...............................~ONLY~ ............................

Now...
You're looking like you need a snuggle - come and sit by the fire with me. You look just delicious in those cute pyjamas - hope you don't mind that I'm just wearing this dressing gown, but I just got out of the shower, and I'm still a little hot and damp, so I didn't want to get dressed just yet. It's lovely to have you all to myself again - I know you saw me playing with those other girls, and I loved you watching me, but it's nice just having you here, just the two of us, cuddled up together by the fire, your head laying on my chest, my fingers stroking gently through your hair. Kiss me, I'd love that… mmmm god… yes like that… your lips brushing across mine… my tongue caressing yours… so delicious… mmmm… and so greedy… already I've noticed your hand slipping into my dressing gown, sliding over my bare chest… you're such a tease… kiss me again… please… mmm god yes… slow and sensual… lips sliding across lips… so sweet… and I can feel your hand sliding down… down my stomach…

Now
She said she'd never hurt me, but she's killing me. I never wanted to hurt her. I tried to protect her. I cherished her, loved her to the ends of the earth and still do, but all I wanna do is fall into death and finally rest My life is all but over I wish the end would come and take me. I want peace. I want love. but most of all I want HER.

Now
Feel so alone when Im with you now An invisible wall Seperate air to breathe Different worlds we're in Nothings as it seems And I feel so lost now More astray as time passes Laughing with pain Blurred vision threw these glasses Weakness taking over my soul The earth spins I continue to stand still Not an ounce of control An emptiness I feel now My emotions dismayed Lost in a deep abyss My heart protrudes from my chest causing decay Anxiety and depression are all I see now This disease I imbue on those around me Will I ever recover? I suppose to some degree What will happen to me now Reality Ill choose to disavow Choke my emotions and thought With liquor and drugs And eventually I'll let go Eventually some how

Now
I used to ignore the way you felt Thought you deserved all your wrongs How foolish, how selfish for me to think that way Because where you are is where I now belong So far away now So much in pain yet numb Because now I'm in your prison So far away Paying for my mistakes Now I'm in your prison Suffering,Pain The same pain keeps us alive

The Now
No yesterdays are ever wasted for those who give themselves today. --Brendan Francis We often find ourselves yearning for tomorrow. We get carried away thinking about the next day's big game or camping trip. We find ourselves daydreaming about how much fun we'll have with friends or what animals we'll see in the park. The next day comes and perhaps the excitement about the game diminishes because our friends can't make it or the camping trip is cancelled because of bad weather. We feel cheated and begin regretting the missed opportunities of yesterday. When we find ourselves concentrating only on tomorrow, we need to stop and look around. We'll begin to notice the joke a friend is telling, or the bird flying overhead. We will begin appreciating the joys of the moment. When we live in the moment, we have no expectations about the next moment, and without expectations, we can't be disappointed, only surprised. What is delightful about this moment right now?

Now!
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Now
I am in Portland, Oregon. I have four more days here and by then I must find a place to go off to and die. I have nothing more but some paint and media for it and a couple of notebooks to write in. Am enjoying this city immensly, the people here are decent human beings, or at least enough of them are to overlook the few jerks. I would like to wake up in the next few days while I still have access to a tv to see a news report about Seattle being laid waste, so if theres anyone planning to attack Seattle do it now so I can have at least the knowledge as I slowly fade that that vile city of mean little maggotpeople is no more. Also, I have left behind my early work. Yeah everything you see in the photos section is gone, even the neat stuff. Now though i have real paint so it should help at least with the color which I know tended to be a bit inconsistant and primary. Its a hazard of having to make it up yourself without knowing much at all about pigments and such. bleah. Also, if you ha

Now ..
for those that were on my business FB page and saying they wanted to have an order shipped of the Christmas stock posted (cant remember who all did) now is the time to figure out what you wanted and message me there. I can still ship later but the majority seemed to want the advent house and if I dont ship them out shortly you wont have them for Dec . that is all me wanders back to work

Now...
I feel like I'm going crazy. Every time he touches me, it's like the rest of the world just vanishes...like there's nothing but he and I...wrapped up together...nose to nose...exploring each other. And when he leaves, it's as if someone's chopped off one of my appendages. I feel hollowed out and all I can do is plod through my day waiting for the moment when he touches me again... I'm not sure I like this feeling...

No Way Out
They say ignorance is bliss, This lasts only for a short time, Soon the stone is rolled away, The truth is revealed to all. Mixed emotions flood this heart, Anger flows through my veins, Humiliation sits in my stomach, The pain waters up in eyes. I stare into the mirror, Have not seen my reflection for years. I bite my lips as I look away, There is no image looking back at me. One single tear streams down my pale cheek, I wipe it away quickly, Crying over you is not an option, I have become numb to you. You claim you care and love me, I believed you until this moment, I proved my devotion to you, That is the difference between you and me. Running as I hear your voice calling, Every time embracing you in my arms. Where were you when I called your name? You were nowhere to be found. I handed you my heart, Waiting for your love in return. I offered you everything and more, Still that was not enough for you. I slowly l

Now Accepting Submissions- Turn Us On!
Now Accepting Submissions!!! Black Heart Magazine is currently accepting submissions. Your deadline for submitting your own personal brand of literary smut is December 13, 2006. *Please note that we are no longer accepting poetry, though we will be announcing the details of our Dirty Haiku contest in the weeks to come! What are we looking for? I'm glad you asked, lovely. BHM is desperate for your startlingly personal accounts of loves lost, relationships troubled, sex addiction, familial shunning due to sex-related issues, your job and/or brushes with the sex industry (stripping, turning tricks, cam-girlhood, nude modelling, etc.) and anything else that seems dirty and unseemly to those on the straight-n-narrow path. Word count: 1000 words or less. Questions? See our Submission Guidelines or ask us at info[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com Submissions? E-mail them to submit[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com, or snail mail to: Black Heart Magazine P.O. Box 55054 CP Mackay M

Now, All Of You Here,please Answer This Or...which Is More Beautiful?
Which Is More Beautiful? A full moon realizing That the night is more fun When it plays hide and seek With the stars Or A man realizing That life is more fun When he plays the game of love With his smoochie girl A flake of snow in falling flight Fantasizing about landing Upon the earth And melting slowly From the warmth of mother nature Or A man of romance in romantic flight Fantasizing about landing Upon his lady’s bosom And forever melting From the natural heat Emanating from her loving heart A cloud floating about On a midsummer day, looking upward Wondering, what it would be like To be married to the sky Or A man floating about on cloud nine Wondering, what it would be like To look deep, into the skylit eyes Of his ladylove As they jump Over the matrimonial broomstick And sweep away all doubts As to whether or not They will be together forever In wedded bliss Which is more beautiful? I'll let you decide, who the winner is But know this

Now All The Sudden I'm Rare (wth?)
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

~ No War On Terror? ~
Sad Day for our friends across the ocean. I just can not believe how people are kissing up to those that wish to harm any free nation. After almost suffering 3 attacks in a week i sure did not expect to hear this. Ministers 'exploit terror fears' Policeman at Westminster Ministers must stop mentioning a 'war on terror', a report says Tony Blair's anti-terror policy is being "submerged" by party political interests, a report says. The Joseph Rowntree Reform Trust said ministers could be accused of "exploiting the politics of fear". And by trying to win "the white working class vote" they risked alienating Muslims who could help defeat terror. The Home Office, which makes "no apology" for bringing in tough laws, is preparing fresh anti-terror measures to be unveiled in the Queen's Speech. These might include a new effort to extend to 90 days the time that terror suspects can be held by police before being charged. The director of public prosecutions Ken Macdonald

Nowadays
Nowadays its so hard to keep up with slang-acronyms-terms. Started with short-hand, long-hand secretary skills and continued on. Today, not only do you have 'chatroom slang' now you have text'ing acronyms, bulletin terms. On top of that you have the Geekology terms. PWNED. It comes with own elitists mentality "if you have to ask, you don't belong" clique. Damn. I bring this up because Juggalo's are everywhere, when I ask them, I get the whole 'if you have to ask, you don't need to know' I get the 411 from other people who have dealt with them. Earlier today I made a MUMM while angry, not a bright idea. but brain censors were waiting on coffee to kick in. Oh Well, they blocked me. Which is fine with me. Just like with every other group, they have good & bad side. I don't apologize for the MUMM, it was valid. just worded wrong. I deleted it because I got tired of looking at it. I don't feel bad for those who blocked me, it's all good. Probably won't be the first time

No Way To Please A Woman
A group of girlfriends is on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: "For Women Only." Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in. The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what's inside." So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: "All the men on this floor are short and plain." The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor. The sign on the second floor reads: "All the men here are short and handsome." Still, this isn't good enough, so the friends continue on up. They reach the third floor and the sign reads: "All the men here are tall and plain." They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up. On the fourth floor, the sign is

Now A Days Sex Is A Matter Of Life Or Death
I'mma Flirt... I'm happily married with two kids. I like to flirt. I flirt with my wife and with my wife watching. Flirting is both a turn on and fun. I love it when women flirt back because it challenges the mind. But no matter what I say or how I say it, I'm not breaking my vow. My most treasured rule has helped me keep that vow. I will not have sex with a woman I do not trust. (And just for the record... I will never have sex with a man.)

Noway Not Fubar!!!!!
GO FIGURE ANOTHER DAY IN PARADISE! FUBAR IS STILL NOT WORKING RIGHT FOR THE LOUNGES SO BELOW IS THE LINK TO JOIN US! IF YOU READ THIS PLEASE REPOST IT FOR ME SO EVERYONE CAN JOIN US IN FNL! THANK YOU Please click the link and join the party

Now, About My Guardian Angel (part 3)
On 9/21/02, I got to talking with someone online. At the time, it was just two people passing some time with each other. What I wasn't aware of at the time was that there would be a bond created between the two of us that is rarely found in two people. We spent a good part of the next 3 to 4 weeks talking with each other on a deeper and deeper level. During this time, she lost her father and suffered greatly through the loss. It almost seemed that I was brought into her life so as to be there when she needed someone most. As November approached, I didn't hear from her anymore. The entire month passed without an IM, an email, or a phone call. We had actually planned to meet at a hockey game on 11/30/02. Yes, as you may recall from the first blog of this series, that is the date of my car accident. So, now I find myself in the hospital. Well, not so much that I find myself in the hospital as I have no memory of the accident or the 7 or 8 days following the accident. I

Now / Attitude
"Dwell not on the past. Use it to illustrate a point, then leave it behind. Nothing really matters except what you do now in this instant of time." -Eileen Caddy "Attitude is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than what people do or say. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill." -Charles Swindoll

No Way He Could Make Me Cry
You ever have one of those "crushes" and you tell them and yourself that you wont get hurt. It was all just for fun, then you find yourself hurting when you think about the fact that its not you on their mind? And to think I said there was no way he could make me cry.

Now And Forever
NOW AND FOREVER (Russell) When love is new And the world is out reaching for you We try hard to hold it all in our hands But it slips through like soft drifting sands And drying the tears can build it all like new Chorus: Now And Forever Remember the words from my heart Will always be true Now and forever, together And all that I feel is my love for you Learning each day that the right time Was so far away To tell you the things I knew Now it's clear that the moment we searched for is here And counting the years is all I want to do Chorus Hold me as close as love will allow Until all your fears are gone What has all passed is over now I'm here with you, I'm here with you I'm holding on, I'm holding on Chorus (2x)

No Way....just Not Right
Sometimes we come in contact with people that touch our life more then anyone will ever know including the person themself. Tonight a friend too many of us is wanting too leave Fubar.If you know Rj and have paid attention you just know that he makes us all laugh and just likes too have fun with his friends.Due too some drama of others he is deleting his account.Please if you know Rjeezy go show him some love and just let him know that he has so many friends that dont want him to go and will be missing him truely if he goes. 696526@ fubar

Now Am Sick And Hurt....
now after going to doctor to try to get better i am hurt worse than before, they did exams and put me through a hell of a lot of physical pain to tell me they dont know whats wrong, now i have to go see 2 more different doctors........... Does it ever end??????

Now And Zen (variation 1)
1. Keep your bodies close together and let her run her chest over yours. 2. The male should place his hand on her bottom as the female embraces him and kisses his lips and his neck. 3. Pull her close as she moves horizontally during intercourse.

No Way To Say It
The sun rose above the horizon of the cityline. The night has brought day and the nightly chaos quelled by the morning birds and garbage trucks. Watching the empty haze from atop the 6th story Kids stumbling to work, and work stumbling on the kids Nothing to say, and no way to say it You create a loop and spin around until you blow your top Round, dazzling, rose-colored perspectives whose meaning goes over our head We do huge things, but we only use 5% of our brain under intense activity, so we don't grasp what we did til someone exploited your discovery and it's too late ------------------------------- www.pandora.com

Now A Few Schriptures Of Gods Word....
1 Corinthians 6 ; verse 1;dare any of you having a matter against another , go to law before the unjust. and not before the saints ? 2 ; do ye not know that the saints shall judge the world? and if the world shall be judged by you , are ye unworthy to judge the smallest of amtters. 3 ; No ye not that we shall judge angels ? how many much more things that pretain to this life? 4 ; If ye have judgements of things pretaining to this life , set them to judge who are least esteemed in the church. 5 ; I speak to your shame . It ,s so that ther is not a wise man among you ? not not one that shall be able to judge between his brethren? 6 ; But brother goeth to law with brother,and that before the unbelievers? 7 ; Now therefore the is a uttery a fault among you,because ye go to law with one another.Why do ye not rather take rong / why do ye not rather suffer yourselves to be defrauded.? 8 ; Ne , ye do wrong , and defrauded , and that your brethren. 9 ; know that the unrighteous

No Way
Surfacing through the evil spirits that rupture my soul. How could I do wrong? How could I be such a fool? The demons capture my legs and pull me down. I'm trying to smile. Trying hard to get rid of this frown. You're there every step that I take. You're even there for when I wake. The red eyes hunt me down to the point of no existence. I reach above. I have no resistance. A warning sign of the end. Why does it always have to be this way? Why are you my only friend? By...me Stacie Arnold

Now Accepting Applications
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.WOULD U LOVE ME? 15.Do you think I'm cute? 16. If you could change something about me would you? 17.Would you dance with me? 18.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] d

Now, America
Now, America a Rondeau * Now that we have unleashed the dogs and sacrificed in blood to God, should we at all be concerned for home now that we are in this world alone lest we fall victim to demagogues? We watched the war through media fog; stunning scenes in tele-photog; switch the channel on your cell phone now! View the models for the new stalag, custom built for the broken cog. There's steady employment breaking stones and a common plot to rest your bones. So come check out the new catalog now.

Now And Then
NOW AND THEN Trusting and believing. Believing and trusting. Where will it all lead? It cuts the soul like a knife, and leaves you there to bleed. Days go on and the wounds will heal, still you can’t distinguish what is fake and what is real. The joy turns to bitterness. The love turns to hate. We both know this is not our fate, so lets pick up the pieces and try again. Not just trusting and believing, now and then. Written by, Michael Coburn

Now, America
Now, America Now that we have unleashed the dogs And sacrificed in blood to God, Should we at all be concerned for home Now that we are in this world alone, Lest we fall victim to demagogues? We watched the war through media fog; Stunning scenes in tele-photog... Switch the channel on your cell phone _________________________Now! View the models for the new stalag, Custom built for the broken cog. There's steady employment breaking stones And a common plot to rest your bones; So come check out the new catalog _________________________Now!

No Way Look Who's Back!!!!
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No Way
Ok Here's a Update ....Michigan Blow's I cant believe the bullshit that is allowed to go on in this State!!!!! 4 Those that know's whats going on with me im going totally insane and the justice system here is soooooooooo out of control they need to revolt and start over!!!! I love the fact they can charge people with anything they want and make u go thru hoops and there is nothing u can do to stop them cause it's all about revniew . Ino Use spell check al but hey im to nuts right now to care so sorry for the spelling hahaha .I want to thank Msdallas Champagne Det. Dot Angel Nuckin King of and celtic for at least keeping up with this profile while i deal with crap here!!! Peace 4 now al

Nowadays, It's A Mystery
CHORUS No wage could ever define my rage everyday could of done mistakes Passed them on and tag-it Like magnet On a refrigerator like regenerating ma beef when I seek freak to bash when they speak aren’t they naughty and deserve to be beat but nowadays, It’s a mystery CHORUS Seeking to bashing out Smashing ding-a-long doubt While bounding fists to pound Don’t know where to go about Should I kill this fucker right now? High energized about to blow this fucker out Shred to pieced along tined line Sniff it thinking it’s cocaine time But it’s all games in your mind Luckily I haven’t gotten hooked to it Because I’d be shredded to bits And that aint cool shit And nowadays a mystery Feeling query with this sense of knowing secrets Been bash and mash through ma experience But one day bound to glory for now, I have grown through fist and mist with little hope to understanding this stress with ma room thresh to a

Now And Always
Now and Always Current mood: happy Today I recieved this story in an email, it touched my heart so much, made me cry. In some ways I feel just like Timothy, scared to trust, to love, I guess we all do. I am now starting to trust again, it's a good but scary feeling, but I am really loving my life right now, I love that i have someone in my life that makes me trust, makes me smile : ) Aug 29, 2008 Now and Always Chicken Soup for the Soul: Loving Our Dogs Suzy Huether A few years ago when I was looking for a small dog to add to our family, I contacted the local SPCA (Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals) and got the name of a woman who was fostering some rescued Maltese dogs for them. I called the woman, and my husband and I drove to her home. As I looked around, I noticed a cute Maltese named Casper. My husband and I decided we would like to adopt him. The foster mom asked us if there were any way we would open our hearts to Casper's compani

No Wanna Go To Work
I'm still sleepy. Not ready for work. Hate wakin' up with a headache. Bleh.... Had this weird dream last night during my Star Nap. Something about people gathering together or going somewhere because it was going to be the end of the world or there was going to be some type of war happening. Like there was some type of warning and people were freaking out. Hmmm, then something about me being at work but it was a completely different building. Hmmm I forget what that dream was about... Then something about me being with some old school friends trying to get to somewhere and I kissed one of my old chick friends. Hmm I dunno, bleh....damn, almost time for me to go to work......Blah blah blah...cheese cheese cheese.....monkey eats a toe nail..... bleh....

No Way Out-dope
Sick of all the weakness And all the pain Sick of all the bullshit And the shots and the blame Sick of all the losers And all their lies Sick of all the people That want to know why You gotta get away You gotta get away But theres no way out No Theres no way out Here we go again Sick of all you ingrates Who just complain Sick of all the stupid You push in my brain Sick of all thoes who follow But don't know why Sick of all you assholes And I wish youd all just die You gotta get away You gotta get away But theres no way out No Theres no way out I'm so sick of it Solution Light a match Add fuel and burn Sick of all the sorrow Without a doubt I'll be sick of it no tommrow But theres no way out No Theres no way out I'm so sick of it

Now Accepting Applications..
Worship Me, spoil Me, adore Me... Only in your desperation to have what you cannot.. will you truly find bliss I am now accepting applications for money slaves, pay piggies, human ATM's and other such financial slaves who desire and understand their need to pay tribute to Me, your Goddess Be sure that you have read My Rules thoroughly before submitting your application Your Tribute or Gift must be made before you submit the application Any applications not preceded by tribute or gift will be denied • Always send your Gift or Tribute first! • DO NOT lie on your application in an attempt to impress me or make yourself look less financially stable than you are • ALL of the fields are required, make sure you fill them all in correctly and double check your entries before hitting ‘Submit’ • Incomplete or false applications will be disregarded and deleted, and you will placed on automatic black list (no tribu

Now And Forever
a gaze, a look, hazel into green into brown heat saturates the electric air a touch a caress, fire explodes. lips graze lips, and lower, sliding along satin skin. kisses light, then harder as the sweltering passion clouds the mind. hands sliding, gliding, cupping, fondling. torturous sliding, fingers find slippery passage. slipping, flickering, thrusting, tongue, follows fingers, slithering along saturated passes lapping, tasting, devouring. inferno builds inside, hands begin to grasp, caresses become demanding, bodies slide and meet, thrusting, sliding, slipping, beautiful, orchestrated chaos. stroking inside, outside, touching madness streaking heat from each contact. tongue to toe, touching and gliding and thrusting need collides with want desire collides with NOW. Avalanche begins! Explosion bursts through shuddering, screaming apex! and then drifting... one and one and one, holding each other as though forever were now. D. R. Hyden 9/2

No Way Around.....
When we start out our lives, we have No Conception of what Death Is--- Only Life,and what it may,or may not have in store for us as individuals. Some of us grow up Striving for a lifetime of "Higher Education",and seem to float thru our school years as we go, with little or no problem.... Some of us have a "Different Way" of learning what life is about, and choose to learn things that can't be tought to us from the pages of books, or from the words of the "Learned Ones". We embark on a journey that takes us our ENTIRE LIVES,trying to drink in all that we can, and somehow hold it, then somewhere, sometime, when we need that information, we do our best to remember it, and use it to it's fullest. For most of us.... we "Learn About Death" when a pet dies, or a family member passes away. "WE LEARN ABOUT WHAT IT IS"-- we have to ASK about it, and get fed information on it. What is is, how it works, and what causes it to happen. We're taught that it sometimes comes from "Old Age" or an

No Way Out, But One
I am in a cage like a prison, where there is no escape, but i hope a angel like my God could help me become free like a bird, which has no boundaries and could fly free forever but it wont be me, i hoped... i prayed almost everything i could do, i have admitted it was wrong but i fear that i will never get out, but i hope i am wrong and hope the judge will let me be free, i wish Satan would stay away from me. but god there is nothing more i can do. but stay here and join my hands, my life and, my heart with you, but i want to let you know that i love her with all my heart. And i am hoping on changing her religion too. so we can both be holding on to you.

No Way
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during aparticularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spenttheir honeymoon 20 years earlier.> > Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travelschedules. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, withhis wife flying down the following day.> > The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, sohe decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out oneletter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email.Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston , a widow had just returned home from herhusband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory followinga heart attack.> > The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives andfriends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. Thewidow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor and saw thecomputer

Now And Then
how was it then what will it be now the constant to and fro..... what did she say how will she speak now the constant to and fro.... the smile then the abrupt disconnect now life comes to halt as i dither between then and now.... let me off the boat let me drown let me find another meaning let me be now..... memories haunt words lie actions disgrace me a silent cry where does this end how does it stop i walk the way dithering between then and now FOR CLOSER TO HEART, HONEST THOUGHTS - READ 'NEGLIGIBLE NOTIONS' JUST FOR MY FRIENDS....

No Way To Delay That Trouble Comin Everyday
Ah the first post to the scheisse files, and as you can guess, this is about shit that happens in my life. Lets gets started by saying Im moving for the second time in 10 days. Turns out the place we moved to is no good (A/C doesn't work for nothing). So now I have to move into another place and spend more money that dont have and hope to god that everything works out. Next the job, oh what a piece this is. I do repair work on computers and I have to deal with all the bullshit customers who ask the DUMBEST questions know to the human existence. Plus, on top of that my boss is instituting new "policies" that are supposed to make things better, he couldn't be more wrong on that. Leave it to the paper pushing pricks upstairs to make policies that don't work or are just too inefficient to make the company profitable. Not to mention I only get paid $10.30 an hour to deal with these stupid policies and the retard customers. I guess a new job is in order, eh? I would love to have a p

No War Is Good And Bad
if war is a nightmare and peace is a pleasent dream then i need war to get over the fear in my soul please give me nightmares to get over the things that make me scared. if war is a rainy day and peace is a sunny day then i would need then rain to drink and the sun to feel well and cool down. war is needed ot keep peace and if peace is all that is then war is easy to take over the world, and if war is all we know then we'll all die in the end by are stupided.

Now Accepting Applications
Sometimes I just wish I had a man i could tie to my bed when i wanted and pamper me when i needed. Lets see who has the best to offer!Copy and past into an email to submit(Tip: dont take it seriously its all in fun.) Name:Age:Birthday:Location:How tall are you?What is your ocupation?What are your living arangements like?Do you own a car? if so what kind?What is your dream car?What is your favorite drink?What is your best physical quality?What is your best non physical quality?What do you think my best quality is?What is your biggest turn on?What is your biggest turn off?Do you have any tattoos?Do you have any piercings?Do you like to bite?Do you like to be bitten?Whats your favorite sexual possition?Whats the kinkiest place you've ever had sex?Whats your sexual fantacy?How old were you when you lost your virginity?How often do you masterbate?How often do you like to have sex?What is your favorite holiday?What is your favorite color?Whats your favorite movie?Whats your favorite band/g

Now, As I Said, You Must Go On Your Own.
With those words the steed faded. Like the fog at mid-morning he vanished. To say the least I was bewildered. None of this was making sense. I simply wanted to find a place to ride out the storm. This, whatever it was, was not my intention. Still ... as he ... said .... Said. The though hung there. What did he say? He ... who ...? Was I going somewhere? No. This is the backland's of my father's villa. I had awoke this morning, restless, without much to do. Late fall, and all the harvest in. Just a time to wander the estate ... if you call it that. Calling it a villa or an estate was a pleasantry of the language. It was not a rich man's home by any means, nor a rich man's land. It was a working farm. These grasses were left behind as we rotated the cash crops for the year. A field left to return to nature to give it rest from production. A good husband would know too well what he must do. And we were good, if not wealthy. The sun was almost at it zenith. I must have wondered aimless f

Now All The Tears Are Dry
NOW ALL THAT WHAT YOU HAVE IS GONE NOW ALL THE TEARS ARE DRY NOW ALL THE PAINS IS GONE NOW ALL THE WORDS IS SAID NOW ALL THE LIPS ARE SEALED NOW ALL THE HOT ARE COLD NOW ALL THE CLOUDS IS CLEARED NOW ALL THE AIR ARE BREATHED NOW ALL THE WALKS ARE TAKE NOW ALL THE RAINS HAS FALL NOW ALL THE SEAS ARE CROSSED NOW ALL WHAT INSIDE THE HEART ARE TALKED NOW AND THEN AND AFTER I STILL MISS YOU AROUND

Nowadays The Favorite Hairstyle, Is Undoubtedly Popular September
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Now And Then
Okay, here we go, another l-o-n-g--a-s-s day. Kinda ready, kinda not... I believe that there is someone perhaps more that know what I mean. Course what I don't know is if there is anyone that has a brain that doesn't neccessarily feel rest after sleeping most of the night. When I am watching T.V. late at night and fall asleep on the couch, my back aches like crazy. I have arthrites. I could of sworn my old hobby of gymnastics could of contributed, but I ain't that sure. And yes, I still try to do the splits and cartwheels from time to time. Its gonna be pretty impossible to do backbends, until I get my balance back. About my profile picture, I tried and ifin it ain't good, its a work in progress. I think its pretty good for my first attempt, ifin I do say so myself. If you don't think so, oh well.... life goes on. You can just move it along if I am not your cup of tea. Those of you that seek only satisfaction from me might be let down, but my true friends don't seek more than my stil

Now Buying Fubucks! Details Inside!
I'm trying like mad to make it to Godmother, so now I'm paying 20,000 for 100 11s and 10,000 for 100 10s during HH ONLY on my three HH folders. All I ask is that you must be my friend and have rated and fanned me in order for me to buy the rates. Also, you can rate just one folder if you just wish to trade 100 rates for a Fubar License. Click the door below to get started! Thanks so much to all my friends that are consistently helping me, and thank you in advance for your consideration on this offer! Thru_a_diff_i LifeSaverFamily & T&L Levelers~Owner of wyorose, Owned by big dowg@ fubar

Now Be Honest And Don't Chicken Out!
Body: YOU OPENED IT NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR YOU'LL NEVER BE WITH THE PERSON YOU LOVE!!! NOW BE HONEST AND DON'T CHICKEN OUT! 1)Single or taken? TAKEN 2) Do you like it? YEA 3) Would you kiss your ex? YEA 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YEP :( 5) Do you believe in certain circumstances where cheating is ok? UMMM NO....... 6) Are you missing anybody right now ? ALWAYS 7) Do you want kids? HAVE 1 ALREADY but wud like one more 8) If yes, how many? 1 9) Would you consider adoption?mayb 10) if someone liked u would u want them to tell u? SURE 11) Do you want someone you can't have? nah 12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? YES 13) Do you get butterflies around your crush? NO 14) Do any of your ex's still have feelings for you? I DONT KNOW 15) Do you love anyone so much that you can't explain it YEP Where is the person you gave your heart to for the first time? SOMEWHERE ELSE How do you feel about

Now Cruising For Sex
Now Cruising For Sex - the self-explanatory website - has launched the "Don't Stroke. Vote!" campaign in an effort to fill that gaping hole, so to speak. We want to encourage site visitors to stop stroking on this one day and instead devote their spare time to voting," said company founder Keith Griffith. "It is also not missed on us the not so subtle message to site visitors that the future of porn in the USA is on the line. Taking porn offline is an intention of the current Bush administration and this is being backed by laws from Congress." A number of other sites have joined the Don't Stroke alliance and more are expected to participate. www.it-burns-when-i-pee.blogspot.com

Now Cops Dying Beacause Of Bush!
Rio Rancho Cop Dies From Bush Motorcade Crash POSTED: 2:51 pm MDT August 27, 2007 UPDATED: 7:13 pm MDT August 27, 2007 A Rio Rancho police officer assigned to the presidential motorcade has died from injuries received in a crash Monday near Sunport and Interstate 25, according to Albuquerque police spokeswoman Trish Hoffman. Rio Rancho Department of Public Safety spokesman John Francis has identified the officer as 40-year-old Germaine Casey. Casey was with the University of New Mexico police department for one year and with the Rio Rancho police force for two years. Francis said Casey had received special training in riding in motorcades and had previously escorted Bush and Vice President Dick Cheney on separate occasions. Casey was at the front of the motorcade on Yale Boulevard near the airport, when he went off the road and hit a tree at approximatley 1:00 p.m. According to Albuquerque Police Chief Ray Schultz, President Bush saw the accident as he passed by and call

Now Check This Out Lol
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: His rubbing made me feel all alive and excited. I haven't felt tha

Now Don't Get Me Wrong....
I've been on CherryTap for a little while now and have noticed something that kinda bothers me. I have nothing but respect for the US Soldier. They go places I could never go, see things that I could never see, and do things I could never do. I have several friends in Iraq right now, and have a brother who will be going overseas in a few months. I may not support my current government, but you can bet your bottom dollar that I support our troops. Having said that, what's bothering me today is seeing a military man using his military status to win several contests here on CherryTap. Not just one or two, mind you, but several contests. Why does this bother me? Mostly because while he's here trying to win contests there are many other military profiles out there being overlooked. To be truthful, it bothers me when anyone uses a certain 'status' to gain favor with someone else or win contests, instead of gaining favor by making friends. Instead of saying, "Hey, vote for

Now Days, 80% Of Women Are Against Marriage,
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. >Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? >Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a >little sausage. > >Men are like.... > >1. Men are like ..Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. > >2. Men are like.Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. > >3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change >them. > >4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. > >5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars . Sweet, smooth, & they usually head >right for your hips. > >6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. > >7. Men are like Department >Stores . Their clothes are always 1/2 off! > >8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to >mature. > >9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign o

Now Don't Be Nasty!
You all have been so much to fun to blog with, that I decided I would go ahead and do another for today. I have blogged about this before but it was such a long time ago and by looking around the FU..people still don't get it. People bitch all the time about people downrating their pictures. Now, I don't downrate, I'll pass on rating a picture before I downrate it but I've seen some shit here on the fu that NEEDS to be downrated. So, here I go with my rules for picture posting on the fu! 1. Learn the crop tool...it's your FRIEND! If your status says "single and looking" and your living room looks like your place should be condemned..then change your status to "single and looking for the health department". Better yet..clean that shit up and retake the picture. 2. If you want to post pictures in your underwear..you do the damn thang but don't use the ones where it looks like the damn thang lives in the crotch! Wear clean ONE's. If you can't "shout" it out...don't put

Now Das Some Ghetto Shit!
I am glad that I am one of those people that believes that the truth is stranger than fiction and real life provides the best material. Yesterday, I went to Home Depot to replace the globe that fell out of the light fixture into my sink and scared the shit out of me the other night. Me going to Home Depot, in and of itself is a laugh as I mean well...have a great eye...I'm just not mechanically inclined. That said, I go into Home Depot..get my globes and head back to the car. This is where is starts to get good...... So, I'm walking back to my car, doo doo dah doo (Home Depot is in a strip mall and you have to cross the road to get to the parking spaces...remember that ...k?), and I see this "figure" in the BACKseat of this PARKED car about 15 or so parking spaces down. Now, remember I just told you there is a road there so it's a road plus about 15 or so spaces. So this "figure" (I was not wearing my glasses so I didn't know if it was a large statured man or woman...they

Now Do You Believe??
Several years ago, I dated this heifer woman, whom I had the misfirtune of having kids with, as well... This woman was so lazy, she even fought me tooth and nail on getting a job. I worked constantly. I remember this one week well.... I worked every day, for 6 days, 12 hours each, but since I wasn't sleeping well before that week anyway, I was mad tired daily. I would come home at 9AM and head right to the bedroom, sleep as long as I could. Those days, she actually let me sleep at least 8 hours, instead of 2.. I would get up and head out the door practically, to play with kids and such, and then I'd go back to work directly from the yard, where I grabbed my cuppa joe, etc etc... Never went ito any other part of the house, except the bedroom, living room off the side of that, and the bathroom, off the side of the living room. Never once went into the kitchen the whole weel. I finally got a day off, though, and decided to help a bit around the house, it was

Now Dry Your Tears
“And there was a great cry of the people and of their wives against their brethren the Jews.” The setting: Jerusalem, as Nehemiah led in the efforts to rebuild the city walls as that area’s provincial governor in 445 B.C. The success: external security established by setting guards on the wall as it was being rebuilt. The problem: people were poor. Um, the problem here is nothing new – after all, Jesus will say nearly five hundred years later that we’ll always have the poor among us, but we won’t always have Him. I’m paraphrasing Matthew 26:11, Mark 14:7, and John 12:8 there, but we see through much of the Old and New Testaments that, if you read it out of context, it’s easy to believe that if you have wealth you’re committing some kind of sin and actively separating yourself actively from God. You’re free to think that – it’s a difference of opinion that won’t affect your heavenly reward – but

Now, Even More Nervous!
Wednesday is the interview. I had to do this pre-screening test over the phone, and I got every stinking question right! As a matter of fact, the recruiter kept saying "wow!" after my answers. Good sign. I suck at being interviewed, though. Hence the nervousness... Nervousness... Is that a word?? LOL Send some positive energy my way. Don't offer prayers... I'm an athiest! Just some good ol positive energy will be fine!

Now Excepting All Major V-cards
i am so completly new at this, I have no idea what i am doing. all I can hear are the tornato sirens going off outside. they are faulty though, for some reason they have been going off in every bad storm. I bet it makes all the old folks remember back on ole nam. hahahha well.. here is my first one. I dont think i am fit for this site... i am pretty sure that everyone looks like hookers on here.... :) peesouth -sam-

No Weddings But 1 Funeral!
It was Peters funeral today, Peter was my Grans cousin. I had to make an appearance or Jean would never have forgiven me. Jean his widow. Has pretty much, always looked down her nose at me. (Ever since I quit sunday school, when my grandad died) Peter and her were as different as chalk and cheese, he always had a smile and a joke for everyone. She has always had a face on her like a bulldog sucking on a wasp, can't ever remember her smiling, and even my dad said the wasp stung her! I have no matter what though, always admired her strength, she looked pretty cowed today, and I honestly can say Peter will be sorely missed, not only by Jean and the family but by half this community. It was a bit of a nightmare finding something decent to wear...hmmm Note to self: need to buy conservative suit!! *Scrub that* Get one I have dry cleaned! I honestly didn't want to go... I'm still not over my gran and I haven't been to the crem since grans funeral. I was hunting for any excuse

No Were Not
The Accident A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold, Monday morning. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days." Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely, This must be a sign from God!" The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely , God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." Then she hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it

No Were To Run
Flames showing on the first floor As they kick in the door In they go fearless and equipped Not knowing they will be whipped The fire grows more and more Overcoming the front and backdoor The mayday calls they all yelled out Heard by all on the fireground Bursting into action all the crews ran Only to find the first floor caved in Full of tears emotionally spent Not believeing the tragic event Three men went into the devils mouth Three heroes we lost in the small little town

Nowena Is Posing Outdoor
Hollywod's hottest Sweet teens digging deep in the ass Celebrity Toons from Movies and TV Full access to all XXX Over 1 million fake images of celeb Black lesbians eating chocolate snatches MILFS getting fucked by MassiveBlack Cocks White pussies RIPPED by the Black cocks Asshole and buttfucking session by pregnant Exclusive video and pictures

Now Friend Just Joined
hi to all my cherry peep's out there i have friend who just join us would be nice of us to go to his site and show him some love his name is qxman28 so please stop bye and sy hi add him or fan him please . thank's coboy11 much love to all my peep;s out there happy new year.

Now Flag This *ish Nsfw!
Yesterday I wrote a blog about a guy why whining about someone on my list giving them 1's....I took out names, and links when I posted it...I think some of you may have read it. Anyway, it was removed for NSFW content.....Bullish! It's not secret that at one time I was a bouncer and this is NOT a hit at the bouncers at all. Many of you may not understand all of what they do but it's not easy and I respect the position. HOWEVER!!!! Just because a member reports something as NSFW or offensive doesn't make it so. You are supposed to use your own judgement about if something is truly offensive or "if borderline, err on the side of caution"...worst case scenario...ASK another bouncer for a second opinion. Hell if you really have a question...ask ME ....LOL...*rollin* Those bouncers who have a handle on things and have been around a second Kudos to you! Some of you new one's...need retraining. Flaggins SFW pics, telling people who flagged them and all that ish is just out of

Now For Sum Fun
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. did you have fun filling this out?

Now, For All Those, Not Intelligent Enough
Now, for all those, not intelligent enough, or able-minded enough, or coherent enough, to understand the message that I've been giving in the preceding months, I'd like to reiterate it, for posterity. You see I had an abusive childhood. I was teased, taunted, tormented, picked on, bullied, and beaten. But that was then, and this is now. And now, all the freaks, mutants, misfits, the disenfranchised, the hopeless, the unwanted, the dregs of society, have come forth from out of the shadows, to stand beside me, to help me gain my vengeance, against those, that treated me poorly. But don't blame me... blame yourselves! You made me what I am! It's your fault. So don't blame me. So it is written. So it shall come to pass.

Now For Something More Serious About Me
This is something new for me, since I am not a very open person. Those that think that they know me, do not know the half of it. I am usually a very private person, so what I have to say next is going to throw some of you for a loop. Please bare with me, since this kind of writing is new for me to do. . . . My name is Kristie, and I am a divorced, single mother of two, a boy, Michael, and a girl, Caitlyn. I had a good childhood, being raised not only by my mother, but also by my grandparents, who doted upon me as I was the only granddaughter out of five grandkids and the oldest of them as well. I had a few close friends, but for the most part, I was a loner. I hated people, and still do to this day. As I got older, I became more withdrawn from people. The few friends I had slipped away, not because they wanted to, but because I pushed them away. I am not an easy person to get to know. There are a great many barriers between me and you. Some people are lucky to get past the first

Now, Forever
In your eyes I am moonlight dancing, In your laughter, children at play, In your arms, the sun rising, In your kiss, dreams brought to day. In my eyes you are stars burning, In my laughter, everyday joy, In my arms, destiny's yearning, In my kiss, my Helen of Troy. In our complexity we are simplicity, In our separation, together, In our touch, electricity, In our now, forever.

Now For The Clean Up, Should B Left With Maybe 100 Peeps
i said i was cleanin list up today and i is on my way there. if ya ain't read the last blog b4 this u may wanna and let me know if u are a stay or a go, cause those of u who msgd and those of u who won't b deleted regardless know who u are already...peace out.

Now Fubar Go To Far Whit This !!!
let ppl show tits nt mark nsfw 4 work soon as we do it they mark it so do nt think rite 4 other ppl get away with it you know what i mean and sent that pix too too fubar too that bullshit ppl get away do shit like that nt rite 4 other s ppl er

A Now For A Random Funny....
Went to the movies last night with Chris. We saw 30 Days of Night, it was a great movie, and I've never seen someone jump so many times.lol. Anyway as we're exiting the theater parking lot I happen to see something making its way down off the roof of Chris' car right at me... It was a spider. Naturally this is what ensued: Me: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD! *Tears off seat belt and jumps out of moving car* Chris: What? What the hell happened? Me: SPIDER! Chris: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then she puts the car in park and throws the hazards on. We stood in the parking lot trying to find that damn thing cause neither of us wanted to get back into the damn car. This really REALLY hot dude was leaving and he turned and watched us as he exited. I guess to see if we would flag him down for some help. Of course, me being embarrassed by this whole thing, smiled and told him we were okay... Should've asked him for a ride... *ahem*

Now For A Dose Of Caffeine Free Diet Hatred
Dear Public, I know you and I have danced this dance more then either of us care to remember, but for old time's sake lets light up the floor one more time. PLEASE can you stop being so stupid??? All I ask is that one day go by in which I am not confronted by some ignorant brainless asshole who couldn't fuck his way out of a paper bag (let alone into one.) Let me explain, I was at lunch today and I was wearing a sweatshirt (due to cancer my body temp is lower then it should be so Im always cold!) anyway as is usually the case some guy approached me and asked me why I was wearing a sweatshirt in 85 degree weather. So I explained it to him and as he was such an intelligent being his response was..."So what, you're like a Polar Bear?" YEA THATS EXACTLY WHAT IM LIKE!! WHAT FUCKING PLANET DID YOU STEP OFF OF MEATBALL? POLAR BEARS LIVE IN ALASKA WHERE ITS -20 On a HOT DAY. They need all that fur because if they didnt have it they'd end up like you BRAINDEAD! Goddamn it just once I'd like

Now For Another Vote!
These are some guys I went to school with.. and Id love to see them up a few places! http://dothejingle.safeauto.com/SeeTheJingles.aspx?vid=66 Can you click vote for this video for me? Can vote every hour if you want even Holler at me if you do and Ill buy ya a drink! xoxo

Now For A More Positive Blog.
I wanted to write something lengthy, and I've erased two potential entries now. Simply put, I know life is good. I'd definitely like for it to be better, but that ultimately comes down to me. I'm still the optimist, deep down inside, who chases after his dreams, and has the feeling that someday, I will catch them. I also know life is not always about me. What pushes any of you potential readers forward in life? :)

Now God Father List 2 23 08
If you or anyone you know is a Fu-King (24) and wants to be on this list, please message me. My link is at the bottom of this list. Im Owned By: ~ Phoenix ~@ fubar ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~@ fubar I own: Perky ♥ Mr.D Owned by Mikey@ fubar ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~@ fubar ~?¤‡ Åm H¡? ßÊåµTîFµ£ Å?g?L¤?~

Nowhere, None, Wrong... Goodbye
I don't know why I sit and fight knowing that no matter what I try, it will never be enough... I've apologized over and over again and where has that gotten me? Nowhere... absolutely nowhere... I guess it's time to just give up... Time to say the word that isn't normally in my vocabulary... but what other choice do I have? None... absolutely none... There are others that will come and go, But some will never "hurt" the way this one does... I thought there was something special this time... But I was wrong... so very wrong... Now is the time to just spit out that painful word, no matter how much I dislike it and the pain it brings... Goodbye my friend, my love... Goodbye.

Now Hiring
POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma, Dad, Daddy, Dada, Papa, Pa JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf. Must be willing to face stimulating technical chal

Now Here Are The Rules From The Male Side.
Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago

Now Heres Sum Sexxxy Cherriez
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Now Here Is Some Navy Pride!!!
Old Ironsides... The USS Constitution, Old Ironsides, as a combat vessel carried 48,600 gallons of fresh water for her crew of 475 officers and men. This was sufficient to last six months of sustained operations at sea. However, let it be noted that according to her log: "On July 22, 1798, the USS Constitution sailed from Boston with a full complement of 475 officers and men, 48,600 gallons of fresh water, 7,400 cannon shot, 11,600 pounds of black powder and 79,400 gallons of rum." Her mission: "To destroy and harass English shipping." Making Jamaica on 6 October, 1798 she took on 826 pounds of flour and 68,300 gallons of rum. Then she headed for the Azores, arriving there 12 November, 1798. She provisioned with 550 pounds of beef, and 64,300 gallons of Portuguese wine. On 18 November, 1798 she set sail for England. In the ensuing days, she defeated five British men-of-war, and captured and scuttled 12 English merchantmen, salvaging only the rum aboard each. By

Nowhere To Hide
From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide Unloved, as an unwanted embryo lost somewhere in utero Amongst the deep, dark sadness and immense madness From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide Life, but a mere existence death just in the distance Unable to speak or to cry throat scratchy and so dry From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide Eyes glistening with my tears bringing to light my biggest fears Feeling distraught and despair too many burdens for me to bear From the very depths of the soul something emerges and takes a hold Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide these voices I must abide When will this come to an end no more time to pretend Voices carrying me away only darkness will fill my day

No Where To Run
I am stuck in a situation that i see no way out. I am on the verge of a breakdown and I can't afford that. I am about to graduate but my idiot is spendign money so fast i have none to pay bills and if I happen to pay bills before I think he spends it I write a check and therefore it bounces. They coem lookign for me not him. Is he doign this to get me in trouble? I don't know. I don't think he really cares for me or my kids. This has to stop. I am under to much pressure. I want to graduate but I am having a hard time studing with having to worry over bills andworring about DHR coming ot my house. I don't want ot have to moving back in with my mom. I am to old to do that and I can't live with her. I don't wont ot have to up root my kids from their school so what do I do? Please someone help me. I don'teven wont to go home right now.

No Whey In Hell.
Hardee har har. Did you get it? Yeah, it sucked. My head hurts. Anywho... There isn't enough sugar on the planet to make you tolerable today. And by "you" I mean "me" because I'm talking to myself today. Big elephants can always use super eggs. That's how I remember how to spell "because".

Now Hiring!!!!!!!
Hey all Club Inferno is now hiring Greeters and Barstaff. Go to www.clubinfernoradio.com click the staff link and in the top right corner there is an apply link or hit up myself or one of the other DJ's on the CT inferno lounge. I hope to see you there soon Club Inferno

Now Hiring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ATTN all Club Inferno is now hiring greeters and barstaff apply on the web by using the link below enter click staff and in the top right corner apply now or hit up myself or a DJ in the Inferno lounge and prepare to have some fun with great friends and family from all walks of life * Click "CLUB INFERNO" Banner for CT's Hottest Club's Website !! ClubInfernoRadio.com

Now Hiring @ The New And Improved Static's Klub X-treme
STATIC'S KLUB X-TREMENOW HIRING We are now hiring and looking for realy good djs that wish to stay and make something of there tallent!!!!! Need to know music and have mic so you can also talk live on air!!!! Need to be able to keep schedual and be on time!!! Part time and full time openings are available!!!! See the list bellow to know what times are open!!!!Monday - Friday6 am - 10 amMonday - Friday10 am - 2 pmMonday - Friday2 pm - 5 pmPLEASE CONTACTManagerMixMastermcStormStatic's KLUB X-TremeMixMasterMcStorm@klubhouse.us

Now Hiring
NOW HIRING The Children's Protection Services is now hiring. In order to qualify for employment you must meet the following requirements. 1. You must not know any of the Constitution. 2. If you do, you must forget it. It is not needed in this field. We don't acknowledge it 3. You must be able to select your own victims, sorry we meant cases. 4. You must select poor, single, disabled, or grandparents, no 2 parent homes, no one with an income over 35,000 and absolutely NO ONE who can afford a lawyer. 5. You must be able to lie on demand, it doesn't matter what you say, we have guardian ad litems to back you up. 6. You must not be afraid to lie to the police, tell them you have a warrant to remove a child even if you don't. Don't worry they know the game too. 7. we prefer you read and write well, but if not that's ok, we have standard forms you can fill out and pick and choose what reasons you would like to use for removing a child. 8. You must make

Now Hear What's Going On.
Ok... He told me that he went back there and it was gone... Motherfucker, he got my fucking car impounded! To top it off, he tried to "fix" it by offering to sell me his brother's car for $1000!!! As if it were MY fault he was so irresponsible as to leave someone else's car broke down in Detroit for a week.... I could fucking kill him. I hate assholes. He's also tell our mutual frined that I am the irresponsible one... that he had told me he couldn't get it towed and I should've taken care of it! WTF!

Now Heres A Woman After My Own Heart!
Dear Kotex----- I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my panty-liner had bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: *Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. *Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. *Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. *Try Kotex blah blah blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead...I triple-dog-friggin-dare-ya... See what happens and report back. I'll wait. While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I garan-damn-tee you that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. Stayi

No Where 2 Hide
no where 2 hide always in side tears running down my eye as the bulets fly bye we will all die after we get high no one will lie lie awake in side with all the hurt and pain is there anything we can gain from all this bull crap all i hear is a loud tap threw these hollow halls i sit in the stalls covered in my own blood like stuff i just had enough i have no where to hide from this hell i call a life i might need that knife to end this nightmare called a reality

Now Here's Another...
Now here's another example of overprotection. Did you ever notice on the TV news, every time some guy with an AK-47 strolls onto a schoolyard and kills three or four kids and a couple of teachers, the next day, the school is overrun with councilors and psychiatrists and grief councilors and trauma therapists trying to help the children cope? Shit, when I was in school, someone came to our school and killed three or four of us, we went right on with our arithmetic. 35 classmates minus 4 equals 31. We were tough. We were tough. -George Carlin

Nowhere Man
He's a real nowhere man Sitting in his nowhere land Making all his nowhere plans for nobody Doesn't have a point of view knows not where he's going to Isn't he a bit like you and me? Nowhere man please listen You don't know what you're missing Nowhere man, The world is at your command He's as blind as he can be Just sees what he wants to see Nowhere man, can you see me at all Nowhere man don't worry Take your time, don't hurry Leave it all till somebody else Lends you a hand Ah, la, la, la, la Doesn't have a point of view knows not where he's going to Isn't he a bit like you and me? Nowhere man please listen You don't know what you're missing Nowhere man, The world is at your command Ah, la, la, la, la He's a real nowhere man Sitting in his nowhere land Making all his nowhere plans for nobody Making all his nowhere plans for nobody Making all his nowhere plans for nobody

Now Hiring!!
Come Check out the Hottest New Lounge on Fubar!!! Soon to be Home to Fire Side Radio!!!! Great Music , Great Fun. Stop in and say Hello!! Drinks are on me!!!! Rock out with Tunes From Terror Brothers Radio!!! Stop in and Say hi and ill Buy ya a drink!! Any Interested in Djin or Bartending stop on bye and let me know! we have many slots available! Were willing to work with you so you can rock out and have fun with our Family!! Or Just stop on by and leave me a private message!! Dj Bubba~Owner of Fire Side Radio~Fu Hubby to Katt~@ fubar

Nowhere To Be Found
ive done so much ive been there when you needed me and not once asked for anything in return i would be there at the drop of a hat to mend the wounds you recieved i could feel the appreciation you had i knew i was your savior now i need you but your nowhere to be found caught up in your own world a world not so sound NOW you only care about yourself my help NOW only a convienience thrown aside for something more worth your while contradiction is the name on the file i now step aside and let the implosion begin no longer will i be by your side to tell you right from wrong

***now Hiring!!***
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Now Hireing General Manager And Manager
Come Check Out The Newest Hottest Lounge On Fubar The Queens Palace Click link below to enter lounge If you want a lounge thats all about family, friends and a good time!! The Queens Palace is the place to be!!! This is one of the hottest lounges on fubar rocking the hottest radio station with the hottest dj's So come check it out meet some great ppl, chat, relax and listen to great music!! Let's Get the Party Started!!!! I Am Hiring the following: Managers, Bartenders, Greeters, Promoters, and Enforcers If you think you Got What it Takes to Work In this Lounge Then Get In There and Talk to the Owner

Now Hiring & We Have A New Look Coming Your Way!
Stinkeye Radio is on Fire!! Check out our NEW & IMPROVED SITE!!! www.stinkeyeradio.com Stinkeye Radio is also looking for staff members, Want to join out team? Here's what we are hiring for! Admins - Inquire within... DJS - No experience necessary, will train! Must be fun, outgoing, and love music. HEAD OF ADVERTISEMENT - Must have some experience, will train, must be outgoing and a people person. SECURITY - Must be willing to travel to do live shows. Inquire within. To apply go to www.stinkeyeradio.com & Click the Application link fill out the information, submit the form and someone will get back with you A.S.A.P Hope To See You! And don't forget to tell all your friends!

Now Hiring
Stinkeye Radio Is Currently Hiring For The Following Positions: Djs - No Experience Required, We Will Train You! Advertisement - Needed To Advertise Online & In Public For Our Live Shows. Security - MUST Be Willing To Travel For Live Shows. Experience Preferred. Lounge Greeters - No Experince Needed. Lounge Bartenders - No Experince Needed. If you are intrested in joining our team go to www.stinkeyeradio.com, click the application link, fill out the information, submit the form and someone will get back with you ASAP. Thanks for your time & intrest!

......no White Roses
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes My heart constricts as the straight jacket of fear tightens love's blood flow, Penned by my lover's words. Emotions run the gamut through this gauntlet of faith, My body quivers at this primal finality as souls death blow is landed, And it fetals me into a submissive stance and the moment becomes my truth, as clenched fists are grouted in permanence, You looked at me with ever calling eyes, so life like with sincereity, As you whispered my soul's last rites,with your denial, You placed no white roses upon my body or before me, But only the stiff white funereal lillies of death, That have no fragrance to permeate the air with their sweet scent, But leave the aromatic reminder of my lover's death words to me, Your lips that know the feel of betrayal's breath, Will no longer know the feel of my name passing between them, And I pray your heart grows wistful and aches with need of it's sound, Forever chanted to echo through the alte

...no White Roses
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes My heart constricts as the straight jacket of fear tightens love's blood flow, Penned by my lover's words. Emotions run the gamut through this gauntlet of faith, My body quivers at this primal finality as souls death blow is landed, And it fetals me into a submissive stance and the moment becomes my truth, as clenched fists are grouted in permanence, You looked at me with ever calling eyes, so life like with sincereity, As you whispered my soul's last rites,with your denial, You placed no white roses upon my body or before me, But only the stiff white funereal lillies of death, That have no fragrance to permeate the air with their sweet scent, But leave the aromatic reminder of my lover's death words to me, Your lips that know the feel of betrayal's breath, Will no longer know the feel of my name passing between them, And I pray your heart grows wistful and aches with need of it's sound, Forever chanted to echo through the alte

Now Hiring
We are looking for staff members. Enforcers - keep our lounge clean of drama. Prmoters - bring people in our lounge. Bartenders - serve drinks to our members, and greet members as they come in. Greeter - greet our new members and get them to join our wonderful lounge. Pervers - Perv our members profiles get them and you lots of points and make new friends! If you are intrested in becoming a staff member of our lounge reply to this blog and tell us what job you would like to do. Thank you Enchanted Realm

Now Hiring!
PyRat Radio is now hiring for all positions: DJ’s Bouncers, and Promoters. We are a drama free station and lounge and work very hard at keeping it that way. If you would like to join our family please fill out an application @ a href="http://www.pyratradio.com/application.htm" target="New">www.pyratradio.com/application.htm or Contact DJ Retching Red or River Rat for more details. We look forward to working with you!

Nowhere In Life....
Coming from an internet Dj that hurts. DJ Tink Bottom to top,you know the routine.She shouted than blocked me.I didnt get my last werd in...:( ♥ÐJ ...: always the guy who has to have last word and b right haha no where in life have a great one ♥ÐJ ...: wow u reall are a dick ->Mr.Potatoe...: im sorry you came to me without saying hello,if you had things would have been different ->Mr.Potatoe...: not insults,truths.you came to me with no manners,I responded.End of story.If you want an insult I will give you one.I think internet Djs are funny if you dont get that it is b/c you arent a real dj. ♥ÐJ ...: yes and i apologized ad u wont let it drop and sling insults ->Mr.Potatoe...: im not shouting you.I am responding.I didnt contact you ,you contacted me.Cheers ♥ÐJ ...: umm yes i do and u wont let it drop u need to grow up ->Mr.Potatoe...: If you would have said hello,I would have told you the same thing I tell anyone,Thank you but no thank

Nowhere Man
He's a real nowhere man, Sitting in his nowhere land, Making all his nowhere plans for nobody. Doesn't have a point of view, Knows not where he's going to, Isn't he a bit like you and me? Nowhere man, please listen, You don't know what you're missing, Nowhere man, the world is at your command. He's a blind as he can be, Just sees what he wants to see, Nowhere man can you see me at all? [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/aaC ] Nowhere man, don't worry, Take your time, don't hurry, Leave it all till somebody else lends you a hand. Doesn't have a point of view, Knows not where he's going to, Isn't he a bit like you and me? Nowhere man, please listen, You don't know what you're missing, Nowhere man, the world is at your command. He's a real nowhere man, Sitting in his nowhere land, Making all his nowhere plans for nobody, Making all his nowhere plans for nobody, Making all his nowhere plans for nobody.

Nowhere Fast
Lying in your bed and on a Saturday night You're sweatin' buckets and it's not even hot But your brain has got the message And it's sending it out To every nerve and every muscle you've got You've got so many dreams That you don't know where to put 'em So you'd better turn a few of 'em loose Your body's got a feeling that it's starting to rust You'd better rev it up and put it to use And I don't know how I ever thought that I could make it all alone When you only make it better And it better be tonight And we'll fly away on those angel wings of chrome in your daddy's car Waiting there for you tonight I'll be there for you tonight Even if you don't have anywhere to go You go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll And even if you don't have anywhere to go You go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll And your speed Is all you'll ever need All you'll ever need to know Darlin', Darlin'- You and me we're goin' nowhere slowly And we've gotta get away

Now Hiring
OK, The Asylum is now hireing Staff members. If your interstedin being a DJ please contact me for more information. Also i need DJ skin, and Kaijaw to message me. Thanks bonnie aka Devil Witch-DJ manager for The Asylum. **There is potential for pay here as well. (fubucks)** *other positions available also*

Nowhere To Run
My work is done, 10 hours shift The house cleaned with fanatical drift The clothes are washing, shopping done All windows blinking in the sun Sitting a moment to unwind Desolation creeps up from behind Nothing to keep your mind from wandering No chores left to distract your pondering It's scary to relax, to touch the pain It's better to keep numbing my brain I am terrified of what I'll find lurking in the corners of my mind Conversations popping up in my head Images of you and me in bed And again I'm thrown back into dark The void overwhelming and painfully stark My heart swells up, through my eyes released Each thought, each tear, my pain increased Drowning in desperation, undiluted sorrow I'm terrified of the future, even tomorrow Then I fight the tears, the pain in my heart I must stop myself from falling apart But baby, I miss you, I miss you so This pain will remain That much I know ©dutch2lips August 20th, 2006

Now Hiring!!!--need That Country/southern Rock Vibe!!
center> WANT TO WORK FOR THE BEST COUNTRY LOUNGE ON FUBAR--WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE!!! WE ARE NOW HIRING!! BEEN LOOKING FOR A FAMILY OF FRIENDS THAT YOU CAN'T STAY AWAY FROM?!?! WE GOT WHAT YOU WANT!!! NEED THAT COUNTRY MUSIC/SOUTHERN ROCK VIBE IN YOUR LIFE COPPERHEADS HAS EVERYTHING YOU'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR

Nowhere Changes
nowhere changes this life and it's ocean of lies sifting through memories bitter to taste somehow still so sweet disenchanted by reasons familiar an abrupt ending to a beautiful beginning the quest undaunted we seek to the point of self-abnegation silence fades away the comfort all alone she waits inside herself beneath the clear blue sky many,many world's away

Now Hear This!!!
Been around before, but some may not of seen it. FJA > Judge Gives Atheist Holiday > In Florida , an atheist became incensed over the preparation of Easter > and Passover holidays. He decided to contact his lawyer about the > discrimination inflicted on atheists by the constant celebrations > afforded to Christians and Jews with all their holidays while atheists > had no holiday to celebrate. > The case was brought before a judge. After listening to the long, > passionate presentation by the lawyer, the Judge banged his gavel and > declared "Case dismissed!" > The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling and said, Your > honour, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have > Christmas, Easter and many other observances. Jews have Passover, Yom > Kippur, and Hanukkah. Yet my client and all other atheists have no such > holiday!" > The judge leaned forward in his chair and simply said, "Obviously your > client is too confused to even know ab

Now Hiring!!!
hey all.... Are you interested in being a greeter or a DJ? Wanna have fun in a drama free lounge and make some great friends...? Well then we totally want to have you as apart of The Darkness Falls family.....!!! If you have never been a DJ before.. thats ok... we have expierenced DJ's to help you along the way... If you have never been a greeter before... its way simple... We have flexible schedules to fit your lifestyle...whether your online 2 hours a day or 24 hours a day we have something for you.. So if you are interested then please hit me up in my shout box for more details!!!

Now Hiring Promoters!
Dirty Deeds Radio is hiring!! Are you looking for a fun place to hang out, meet great people, earn fubucks?? Then look no further! We are looking for ppl for the following position: Not only would you be working for the best lounge on Fubar, but you get rewarded for doing your job too!! You could earn fubucks, fu-gifts, even cash gifts! So come on over and check us out at Dirty Deeds Radio! If interested contact our General Manager: ~?Ðani?~'?DJ SMURFETTE?~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*

Now Hiring
Thank you for your interest in applying for a position here at Club Paradise. Below you will find a simple application that you can email to us where we will consider all applications. Here are examples of the Job Descriptions so that you can better understand the duties of each position. DJ: Using the SAMS Broadcast software, play music through the lounge to entertain the listeners. Actively monitor the request line page and communicate with the Head DJ, in regards to any schedule conflicts. Above all else have fun. The more fun the DJ has the more fun there is in the room. Greeter: While in the lounge, actively engage people as they enter, and continue to make everyone feel welcome and a part of the family while also trying to get visitor’s to hit the subscribe button. Make everyone feel welcome and have fun. Promoter: Promotion is an all encompassing task, from going to people's pages and leaving comments, to talking about the lounge as you interact with others on fubar

Now Hiring
COME ON IN AND JOIN THE BEST COUNTRY AND SOUTHERN ROCK LOUNGE ON FU-BAR!!!! NOW HIRING ALL POSITIONS!!!! JUST CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW TO COME ON IN AND GET BIT BY THE HITS!!!! IF YOUR LOOKING TO JOIN THE BEST FAMILY ON THE FU..CONTACT ONE OF THE STAFF BELOW...(only experienced DJ`s need apply)!!!! ChrisLounge Owner Redneck RebelManager

Now Hiring
-------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Looking for a Fu-fun time? We are currently looking for motivated and energetic individuals interested in working in one of the hottest and up and coming lounges on the Fu. We have several positions available. Have you ever wanted to feel the power of running the music? Are you able to feel the vibe from the crowd and take them to new heights? Then perhaps you might want to try your luck as a DJ. Experience preferred. -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Are you one of those social people who just talk to everyone? Love leaving comments? Perhaps you would like to be a promoter. Help to bring members to the lounge using the skills and talents you already use everyday. -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Maybe you just like conversation and can talk about anything or nothing at all? Perhaps you would find being a Greeter/flirt a fun job. Greeting everyone and keeping the conversat

Now Hiring Dj's Bartenders, Dancers
NOW HIRING DJ'S BARTENDERS AND DANCERS!! SO COME ON OUT TO CLUB MENTALLY VACATIONING AND JOIN THE FUN!! NOBODY EVER LEAVES HERE SOBER!! THIS LOUNGE IS NSFW IF YOU OFFEND EASILY... IT'S NOT THE PLACE TO BE... BUT IF YOUR LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO COME CHILL, HAVE A GOOD TIME, AND THINK, SAY AND DO AS YOU PLEASE... THIS IS JUST WHERE YOU NEED TO BE!! LIVE DJ'S, HOT GUYS AND GIRLS, COLD BEER, STIFF DRINKS!! SO COME ON... CLICK THAT BUTTON!!

Now Hiring...
NOW Hiring for a position at The Liberty City Biker's Lounge: Bartenders, Page Designers, DJ's, Bouncers, and Security... Please contact ignastius Wise for the invitation to the lounge... Thank you, Ignastius Wise, Owner and operator...

Now Heres A Thought!!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2008 when... 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding an

Now Hiring
Now hiring for the following postions To apply leave a comment and I will get back to you as soon as I can DJ's: Stream live on Soul Snatcher Radio and entertain the pack with rock and metal Promoter: help the lounge grow help drag new people in to become members. make new friends and make fubucks. Greeters: greet the new people that come in the lounge and make them feel welcome and try to get the to join the pack Lounge Clowns: entertain new people and the current members and make sure that there time in the lounge is a fun one Lounge perves perve our members profiles and make lots of points, fubucks, and friends **** All staff and DJs will have a schedule to keep things orginised and to make sure that everyone dose there job **** apply by leaving a comment to this blog

Nowhere
Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am I Forever stuck in the middle With no place to go Sitting here all alone I begin to wallow No one calls And no one answers I ask a question And recieve another question Silence is how I am met Does no one rememeber? I told you all once Nothing hurts me more But the response i got Was the only thing i didnt want My screams echo all around in Silence Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am I Forever stuck in the middle With no place to go Thats right A home is not a home When your stuck there Crying alone A friend is not a friend Who doesnt listen Or just doesnt understand And a life is not a life If there is no peace No reason to live Can you tell me now Is there somewhere left to go Will there be a place Were I can be at peace Does it exist Or am

Now Hubby Is To The So Called Friends Resc
OKAY HERE IS A YIM THAT I RECEIVED FROM THE HUSBAND OF THE SO CALLED FRIEND THAT DIDNT HELP JESSE...IM SO TIRED OF THE LIES THEY ARE TELLING CAUSE THEY CANNOT UNDERSTAND THAT THEY COULD HAVE HELPED AND DIDNT...THEY ARE PUTTING THE BLAME ON JESSE...SO MAKE YOUR ON DECISION CAUSE EVEN THOU JESSE IS NOT HERE TO SPEAK HIS MIND WE ARE TO STICK UP FOR OUR FALLEN BROTHER... lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:08:29 PM): what nothing to say to me? Charmy (2/25/2009 9:09:08 PM): u didnt do it your fucking wife did it lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:12:20 PM): fine then.you can join the rest who are blameing my wife for this.because i am contacting the police for you all harassing my wife.and accuseing her of shit she didn't do lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:12:45 PM): Oh and by court of law Charmy (2/25/2009 9:12:53 PM): what ever lord alucard enforcer---billy sager (2/25/2009 9:12:59 PM): I would not be guilty because I did not......

Now Hiring Promoters And Security
i just recently closed out an account that had a lounge called LOUNGE 343 honoring the 343 firefighters who perished on september 11th 2001. i have decide to rebuild it here. i am currently looking for promoters...security and djs. if interested plz pm me and i will get back to you asap. this 343 will be bigger and better than the old one. see you there. plz repost. BLACKHEARTEDWOLF

Nowhere
I’m out of my birth control after today. No matter. I don’t think I’ll be boinking anytime soon anyhow. Not now after all of this. Being homeless and all. Oh but I AM crazy, of course. Pity to me, the girl who seems to keep running into trouble. I swear I would leave if I could. I would just get up and get the fuck out of here. But I have nowhere to go. No home. My animals will die without me. They are being fed and given water but Jebadiah my dog, is losing all kinds of weight and his coat seems to be matting up. Without me there I just don’t think he likes to eat. I wish I were like that… didn’t eat when I feel like shit. Instead I do the opposite. Steve wants me out of his place and I guess I have no reason to blame him. I imagine I would be rather difficult to live with. My site is losing memberships because I haven’t been able to consistently do my daily hour long cam shows which the members live for I bet. Also there are no spy cams because I have no home to

Now Hiring!!!
So you want to be a part of the staff at the Anti Lounge, huh? If you don't have a salute, stop reading. The answer is an unconditional "No." Close the blog. Move on. So... what are we looking for? Well, the Anti Lounge is hiring new staff to help out with the following: PROMOTIONS Your job would be to bring people to the lounge through bulletins, profile comments, and invites through the shout box. If you can make graphics, that's a plus... but it's not necessary. CAM STAFF If you like being on cam, then this is perfect! We're not looking for risque stuff, just people that like to hang out and have a good, casual time. GREETING All you have to do is welcome people into the lounge and start conversations! It'll help if you know more about the games we play and our other promotions, because you'll be the one that helps spread the word to make people feel at home! In the Anti Lounge, everyone does a little bit of everything. We do this so everyone feels like t

Now Hiring Staff
Ok, so you probably guessed that it is for the lounge I co-own. We are not a new lounge, but want to get more people in and have a lot of fun. If your interested, contact me or Southern Hottie Angel by fu-mail or just stop in. We are looking for promoters, enforcers, greeters, and bartenders. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52713 - My Last Breath a.k.a. MLB

Now Hiring
THINK YOU'VE GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE PART OF THE MOST CORRUPTED FAMILY ON THE FU?BAD HABITZ RADIO BAD HABITZ IS NOW HIRING ALL STAFF. WE ARE LOOKING FOR DEDICATED PEOPLE TO JOIN OUR FAMILY.****DJS*CAM GIRLS*PROMOTERS*CORRUPTORS***Contact one of the owners below for more information: ***Want more info?? Click here!***

Now Hiring Cam Girls
HEY WE'RE NOW HIRING! THE BUNNY RANCH LOUNGE IS NOW HIRING FOR CAM GIRLS AS WELL AS OTHER STAFF. THE BUNNY LOUNGE IS PACKED FULL OF FUN. TO GET INFO ABOUT BEING HIRED SIMPLY SEND ME A MESSAGE(PM). CHECK US OUT! http://fubar.com/lounge/66787

Now Hear This (and If You Don't Like It Fuck Off)
So I log into facebook earlier today to a message asking me to im a friend of mine ASAP... Said person and I talked for a very brief period of time when I first moved back home but we stopped after a wee bit of drama from both him and his friends doing their early 20something drama...So first I want you to read this conversation and then read what I have to say... I've pretty much had it with people (male & female) informing me of how dumb, crazy, or nieve I am.me: what do you needme: ??JACKASS: whats your dealJACKASS: why are you dating someone that lives 400 miles away?me: Umh, I amJACKASS: how often do you see himme: once every few monthsme: Right around 20 days in the past 9 monthsJACKASS: once every few monthsJACKASS: you saw him 20 days in like 280 daysme: pretty muchJACKASS: omg...do you love himme: yes I do with all my heart.JACKASS: wow... ok nvm then.. sorry 4 buging you...your nuts 4 dating a guy that lives that far awayme: whyme: i'm nuts?JACKASS: ya you are... why date som

**now Hiring!**
Click banner to enter loungeHELP WANTED!The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has thefollowing positions available:DJsWe're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy!Requirements include:Must have SAMMust be experiencedMust make their scheduled showsPlease contact: Sweetness (Co-Owner/DJ Manager)TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters)We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home!Requirements include:Must like to have fun and meet new peopleAn outgoing personality is a plusMust be active in the loungeMust fan, rate, and friend profiles and invite to the loungeBARTENDERSWe're looking for great, energetic people to keep our members drunk!Requirements include:Must keep the drinks flowingMust be active in the lounge & welcome new members to the lounge familyVIDEO VIXENS & CASANOVAS (Cam Hotties)We're looking for sexy people who enjoy being on cam to play with the crowd!Requirements include:Must have a camMust b

**now Hiring**
Click banner to enter lounge HELP WANTED! The fast growing, fun, and drama free lounge The Daily Grind has the following positions available: DJs We're looking for people who love to DJ and love making the crowd happy! Requirements include: Must have SAM Must be experienced Must make their scheduled shows Please contact: Sweetness (Co-Owner/DJ Manager) DJ Betrayed (Head DJ) TDG BUNNIES & CHIPPENDALES (Greeters) We're looking for fun people to make our guests feel welcome and at home! Requirements include: Must like to have fun and meet new people An outgoing personality is a plus Must be active in the lounge Must fan, rate, and friend profiles and invite to the lounge Please contact: Moon (TDG Goddess Bunny) BARTENDERS We're looking for great, energetic people to keep our members drunk! Requirements include: Must keep the drinks flowing Must be active in the lounge & welcome new members to the lounge family Please contact: CSC (Lounge Manager) VIDEO VIXENS & CASANOVAS (Cam

Now Hiring All!! Lounge Immediate Assistance/membership Needed
OK Friends, and Fubar Members... I am Looking for any assistance that I can receive. I currently own four lounges. All four are in need of staff members, as well as regular visiting members. I would like for anyone interested in helping with any of, or all of my lounges to please contact me ASAP by Private Message. I have a primary person who wants to DJ, I need some assistants for that person, as well as someone who can help us find a program that will work. I need people to help with promoting the lounges better than I can by myself. I need the bouncers, and lounge control people. Please check them out anytime you like. I have one for NASCAR Fans, one for Motorcycle riders, one for Firefighters, and one for EMT/Paramedics/Rescue people. Thank you very much for your time, I look forward to hearing from you. Branwei Lounge Owner!!!!

Now Hiring All Staff
PLZ COME JOIN US IN The DARK WORLD. Click the pic below to join the party WITH KICK ASS DJ"S AND STAFF!!http://i637.photobucket.com/albums/uu96/djdark_2009/FlamingSkullTwinDragonstattoo.jpg">Now hiring all staff and DJ's!

No Where To Run
In a box Am trapped inside four walls Where my loneliness blooms. As I take my last bow with my depression Still awake, and voices screaming “suicide”. I hate myself, my suffering never died. Now that am fading away nobody remembers Me, in the end I was just a man in a box. Jose Hermosillo

Now Hiring For All Postions,please Inquire In The *farenheight Lounge*
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Nowhere
We're going nowhere, nowhere. There's no e scape from the nowhere bullshit world we live in. NOWHERE NOWHERE You try to say you're gonna get away. But it doesn't make a difference. NOWHERE NOWHERE We all wanna get somewhere in this life but we never go. NOWHERE NOWHERE Is it ever gonna change? No beliefs, no control. Now I'm stuck living in this hole. And here I'll be until I die. Lonely, old, and cast aside You're going NOWHERE NOWHERE You never had and you never will cause you're nothing and you come from NOWHERE NOWHERE Yes sir I've been beat down, knocked down, that's the breaks when you're NOWHERE NOWHERE I wanna know how did I get stuck with this fate of NOWHERE NOWHERE And is it ever gonna change? No beliefs, no control. Now I'm stuck living in this hole, And here I'll be until I die, Lonely, old, and cast aside. It's never gonna change, Always scraping the bottom of the barrel just to stay broke. And whenever you feel like you're getting ahead you g

No White Roses
My heart constricts as the straight jacket of fear tightens love's blood flowPenned by my lover's words.Emotions run the gamut through this gauntlet of faith My body quivers at this primal finality as souls death blow is landedAnd it fetals me into a submissive stance and the moment becomes my truthas clenched fists are grouted in permanence, You looked at me with ever calling eyes, so life like with sincerityAs you whispered my soul's last rites,with your denialYou placed no white roses upon my body or before meBut only the stiff white funereal lillies of deathThat have no fragrance to permeate the air with their sweet scentBut leave the aromatic reminder of my lover's death words to me Your lips that know the feel of betrayal's breathWill no longer know the feel of my name passing between themAnd I pray your heart grows wistful and aches with need of it's sound Forever chanted to echo through the alter of your mindA litney of lost love with no absolution to ease your sorrow

No Where To Go
Time and time again the days roll byThings good and bad happen everydayConfused as darkness over takes mePlans made maybe too soonWhere do I go from here?Is the only question asked Is there light at the end if the tunnel?Or is there only darkness to come?I sit amongst what I called friendsBut are they really friends?After all I have done for others why?Is it me or something I did?I am not worth it to help and not be homeless?Will I always pay for those before me?Are the sins of others mine to repent for?I just wonder what I am to do nowWhere must I sleep in order to keep my sanityMy heart aches with agony I help always but no help in return do I receiveA home is all I wantA place to rest my head To walk amongst others with my head held highIs all this to much to ask for ?Should I be ashamed of swallowing my pride?Ashamed is what I feelAnger for the sins of others that make no senseAm I not human and deserve comfort and guidance?Are my questions of no importance to those around me?And s

Now Hiring
I NEED PEOPLE TO COME HELP ME GET THE GOTHIC PLAYROOM STARTED! I HAVE HAD A ROUGH START BUT I AM READY TO GET THIS LOUNGE HOPPIN'! I NEED A DJ,BOUNCERS,AS MAYBE EVEN A CO OWNER......i AM NOT REALLY SURE HOW THIS WORKS YET BUT I COULD ALSO USE SOME HELP DESIGNING THE SKIN AND ECT..... SO IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF GOTHIC PLAYGROUND VISIT http://www.fubar.com/lounge/gothic_playroom CUT AND PASTE THIS INTO YOUR ADRESS BAR AND COME VISIT!!!! REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE PLAYROOM STAYS IN THE PLAYROOM :) I LOOK FORWARD TO SEE YOU :)

Nowhere Kids
In the land of dirt and plaster lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids losing ground and falling faster into a life that no one should have to live We are the people that you hate We are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created)A generation with no placeA generation of all your sons and daughters Behind the fake family image Behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads Inside the cage that we've been givenI see an image of the future that we don't have and what did you expect ... a perfect child raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile we never get respect ... never a fair trial no one gives a shit ... as long as we smile

Nowhere In The Bible Does Jesus Have A Sword Fight
From: David ThorneDate: Wednesday 10 March 2010 7.12pmTo: Darryl RobinsonSubject: Permission SlipDear Darryl,I have received your permission slip featuring what I can only assume is a levitating rabbit about to drop an egg on Jesus.Thank you for pre-ticking the permission box as this has saved me not only from having to make a choice, but also from having to make my own forty five degree downward stroke followed by a twenty percent longer forty five degree upward stroke. Without your guidance, I may have drawn a picture of a cactus wearing a hat by mistake.As I trust my offspring's ability to separate fact from fantasy, I am happy for him to participate in your indoctrination process on the proviso that all references to 'Jesus' are replaced with the term 'Purportedly Magic Jew.'Regards, David.From: Darryl RobinsonDate: Thursday 11 March 2010 9.18amTo: David ThorneSubject: Re: Permission SlipHello DavidThe tick in the box already was a mistake I noticed after printing them all. I've se

No Where
I WANT TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL.... I WANT THE WORDS TO FALL LIKE THE BEAT OF MY HEART.... THERE'S JUST SOMETHING I'M MISSING... SOMETHING I ADORE.... THE WAY I FEEL ...THE WAY YOU FEEL... THE FEEL OF THE BEAT, THE RUSH OF JUST BEING.... WISHING YOU WERE HERE, WANTING ME LIKE I WANT YOU.... THE TIME WILL COME.... I WILL TELL YOU HOW I FEEL.... I'LL TELL YOU EVERYTHING YOU WANT TO FEEL, HEAR, KNOW.... I SO WANT TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL... BARE WITH ME, BECAUSE THEY DAY MAY NOT COME.... BUT JUST KNOW... I WANT TO TELL YOU HOW I FEEL. PROMISE!

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Nowhere's Too Far(for My Baby)
I packed up my ponyI loaded my SonyNo one could see me for dustI'm leaving my friends thereIt's not that I don't careI just need to chip off the dustI really belong hereBut something is wrong dearI'm saying goodbyeAnd it's making me cryThat I have to goI'm crossing my fingersI'm touching my toesI'm hoping this feeling will goI know I can make itBut will I mistake itWhen I can find peace of mindDoes it come in a letterTo make you feel betterOr do you applyTo a man in the skySo you and I can beginSomebody tell meWhat am I doing here?Well I could be happyDon't leave me aloneCome with me nowOn my magical fly awayJourney through anywhereChoose a place here or thereNowhere's too far for my babyTravel through time and spaceDress you in mink and lace Nowehere's too far for my babySomebody tell meWhat am I doing here?Well I could be happyDon't leave me aloneCome with me nowOn my magical fly awayJourney through anywhereChoose a place here or thereNowhere's too far for my babyTravel through time

Now I Know How They Make Money
I am positive this site makes a ton of money from the "Cherry blasts". What an innovative idea. Wish I had thought of it first. LOL Who out there has actually SPENT money on a cherry blast? Hmmm?

No Wishes Well
No Wishes Well © By Leticia Courtney I want to run away Inside my bright red scream I want to break the doors Holding back my dream Living like this Checking the skies for rain A constant reminder Of this burden and pain I'm holding on to A shooting star Its points cutting my skin This time it's gone too far Nothing left to wish on My bloody star fell Left me drowning in hopes Inside my wishing well Not looking for a hero To owe such a debt I could not ask for saving This loss is not a regret I want to run away But there's nothing out there I want to shatter windows That look out on nowhere This is not life If I'm already dead My bleeding heart stopped beating And tears I no longer shed.

Now I Am Mad !!!!!
Ok well I did just have a hole page filled with stuff about me and my family and I did not put a subject line so of coruse it did not take it.So now I have to redo it all over but Im not up to doing it all ove tonight so I will have to do it some other nite because I really need to get off here and go to bed I have to work in the morning.Oh everyone messes up every now and then.....

Now I Wonder
yeah yeah. Whatever. Anyway i think im gonna go take a shower, and walk around outside in the dark for a while. Who know's. Ash ash i love you < 3 Rachel i don't know what to do. < 3 Anywho. My puppys finally behaving herself, thank god. She was driving me insane. I've been happier today than in a few days, which is good, cause i was driving myself insane, i think its really possible for a person to take away their own sanity, i honestly do. Friday night my brothers wanta go down to wildwood, but i think ima just send them with my grandparents, i dont think i wanta go. Somebodys gotta puppy sit. We'll we could take her, but i just dont wanta go. Ashleigh just sent me a song that im listening to, and all i got to say is. Heh. Seriously. Got my brother a new hamster its a tiny lil fucker, and its fastt, and it dont like me, no suprise none of his hamsters have. I think they're all anti female. Heh. A lot of people in my life are against me :) But i survive.

Now I Get It!
UNDERSTANDING GENESIS In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated The Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red Vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy Lives. Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream And Krispy Kreme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?" And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add Some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled. And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure That Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat, And sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to Size 14. So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the Side. And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast. God then said,

Now I'm Talkin
been racing my dads 89 oldsmobile cutlass ceiara. it's got a 3.3l in it. i love it when thes kids show up with there tricked out imports and there like my car can beat yours. well lets go i got 20 on it right now. and before you know it it's up to 500 to 1000 bucks. well lets see if your car can hold your talk. i blew a honda v6 tricked out off the road. got a good laugh out of everyone including the driver of the other car. we're a small group of people that cant race at the strp so we take the back roads. yes it's illegal but we want to race where else we gonna go. i can't race cuz of my dissability case. they'll take it away from me if i bring home a check. and then they wonder why we race illegaly.

Now,its My Turn
Now it's my turn.... I am a single hardworking man in my early 30's. I like to think I am a good looking guy and that I am a good person with a soft heart that would do anything for anybody. My problem "confession" is I am very much in love with a co-worker of mine! She know's how strongly my feelings for her are and we are very good friends. She is the sweetest, kindest, smartest and MOST BEAUTIFUL woman I have ever met in my life! She is truly a 10 on any mans (or womans) scale. I know all about her life and she mine. Recently I texted her and she invited me to her friends house for a night of drinking. Well, I arrived and watched her box one of her oldest friends and listened to many great stories that were being shared by them. I wasn't much in the drinking mood so after about 1 1/2 drinks I had to stop. I stayed for a little bit longer and finally told them I had to go...Well.... She said she would walk me out to my car and that's when things went a whole di

Now I Know
I always wondered how I'd live without you, if you ever said goodbye. Would I just live in dreams about you, with tears in my eyes. Would I fall to pieces, When you'd go I always wondered how I'd live without you,,,, now I know. I'm doin all right. I'm strong enough to make it on my own. I'm not afraid of the night I'm learning how to face it alone. I've been good at holding on. Now I'm learning to let go. I always wondered how I'd live without you. Now I know. I always wondered what I'd do without you, I found out today. I got up and made a cup of coffee, and time just slipped away. I dressed up and went out on the town. To places you'd never go. I always wondered what I'd do without you, Now I know. I'm doin all right I'm strong enough to make it on my own. I'm not afraid of the night. I'm learning how to face it alone. I've been good at holding on, Now I'm learning to let go. I always wondered how I'd live without you, Now I know. I dress up an

Now Is The Time
Today I said good-bye to a dear friend, teacher, mentor. To try to understand why some do what they do is more confusing than the event itself. This man taught me to believe in myself when no one else escpecially me could, he gave me a new sense of being, one mind and at peace, I will miss him everyday, but I will continue. We all have a purpose in this life, and once that is acheived we are called to rest. ...his humour, like his knowledge of karate, knew no limits. And we will remember his laughter. And his great passion. And we will cry. And we will miss him terribly.

Now If They Can Only Remember To Apply These Answers As They Grow Older And "wiser."
Now if they can only remember to apply these answers as they grow older and "wiser." ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Your Blue Shadow Date: Nov 19 2006 5:00 PM Slow down for three minutes to read this. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 ------------------------------

Now If This Aint Being A Man About Things I Dont Know What Is
2006-11-22 19:46:7 yea i agree with this. i dont know how you got to me when no one else could. and im gonna be a man and say i am sorry to charlie. but realize the last line is true in all senses, you cant control it. dude i didnt want to take her from you all i did was be there for her when she needed a friend. that is what friends do. leaving you was her choice. dont hate me, we're brothers by arms cant have no fighting shit. my bf joey wrote this on a photo of mine and he apoligized to my ex charlie! now comeon how many men would really do this...i was shocked and moved because he is the very jelious protective type and a real dickheadd but he was aman and did this...and yes he is right it was my choice.

Now I Know
They used to talk about it all the time And never once did it cross my mind I saw it shine bright in a few couples But where it was dark was nothing but trouble I saw it in a new mother's face And the pain she felt is some how erased I saw it when they walk so true And seald it with a simple I do And now I see it every time you smile If your name was my last breath I still walk a mile Then shout it out as loud as I can So the world could know I was your man I was a child and now I know That the love you give helps me to grow.

Now In Xian
14th Apr 2006 1:40 AM HEY GANG! LOADS TO TELL! ahhhh where to start! well on last night of beijing we went to the night markets, i was content to eat a small inoffensive scorpian...nooo i had try one of the giant black bastards...the one that speaks to the primal instincts screaming THIS IS BAD! oooooh it took about 30 seconds to bite ttough the shell!!!! good photos though overnight trian to Taishan was alright, only 4 people in a little cubicle saw was quite nice. got to Tai and ealy and left stuff in the locker. was cold so took out some extra layers, mountain lay ahead of us. THE STEPS! OWWW THE MANY MANY THOUSANDS OF STEPS!!!! more steps than i have ever seen ever.. was a tough climb, went through the cloud level and on the other side the tempreture had dropped anout 30 degrees!!!! the whole area was white with frost and looked amazing (annoyingly my camera battery had just baout died so was limited in the pics i took) pretty much straight to bed as the bed was warm

Now In Nanjing
18th Apr 2006 1:41 AM Hey guys, tis midnight of our first night here in Nanjing, odd place. kinda reminds me of old school Hong Kong about 1980's. flight was relatively harmless other than the fact they decided to hide our luggage somehwere completely random, damn their eyes! hostel is a lot less aminable than xi'an, not many other travellers about (well english speaking ones anyway) and generally seems much less helpful. on last night in xian had a massage from the bloke who does them at the hostel, amazing guy called hans who trained in massgae for about 5 years and knows loads of different types, had a chinese gua sha one which brings all the toxins to the skin where they turn it all red and lumpy (got soime weird pics) then he recommened glass suction therapy (which he did for free) where glass tubes are put on your back and a vacuum sucks all the blood and skin into it (got some more good pics of that, and a video!!) but basically from the look of my back now it looks lik

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
A Pray Before Sleeping Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman who'll love me deep With sparkling eyes and silky hair who knows my faults and doesn't care who will watch my movies and put on a smile who will take my word with out a trial the kind of girl who's wild but sweet who's heart and mind can never be beat who knows what she wants and how to ask no games, no lies, or truth covering masks who loves to have fun and isn't a tease and a single red rose puts her mind at ease who can look into my eyes and know that it's true when I hold her tight and say I love you who can touch my face and know how I feel who doesn't take bull and gives it to me real Who can stand up tall on her own two feet but can still dance with me in the middle of the street Who will cry on my shoulder when she is pain But I can wash it all away with a kiss in the rain who lets me watch sports and loves to watch too who just wants me not expecting I do A girl

Now I Can Start Writing...
I wanted to write this before, but I don´t have internet at home... well... right now I work in a sex shop. Maybe next week I´ll take photos of myself inside the shop... I was born in a village from Almeria, at the south east of Spain, and now I´m living in Alicante city.. why?? I needed a new life. I studied English teacher training at the University but all my motivation for studying or for getting a better job has disappeared (by the way, sorry if I have mistakes in English) I don´t have any friend in my village, in the time in which I should have gone out, have parties, etc I was locked in my house on purpose. I went to England for 3 months, when I came back to Spain, I hated everything... I hated my village, I hated studying, and I wanted to live in a city. So, after failing the exams to be an English teacher (as you can read, my English is not perfect), I moved to Almeria city, alone. All my life alone, I never feel that I belong to any group of people. In Almer

Now Its....*50* Hilarious Things To Do At Wal*mart!!!!
Now its....50 Hilarious things to do at WALMART!!!! Take off your shoes and tell them you want to return it and when they say you didn't buy it there say "Hmmmm....I thought the customer was always right!"Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Now If Only I Was This Age Still! Lol
You Are 25 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.What Age Do You Act?

Now I'm Gone
Drunk and broken, cold inside This isn't the way it was supposed to be Blown by this wind, I could never bend There are too many things I could never see Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be Far too chaotic in my mind To seek the silence I've been trying to find Dreams I've lost long ago Return to haunt me in the night Was anything ever real Or have I been asleep forever Is this life an epic nightmare Don't want to know too numb to feel No longer have the strength to care Words spoken in the dark bring me to my knees again Can't get up this time Lost to the things the world's given me Falling to what's inside I'm lost and I am broken My hearts been ripped from me This is a game I cannot play I can't be who you want me to be How can this be o

Now... I Suppose Even An As Person Learns Easy Come Easy Go...
and the friendship-relation here means this, that, the other thing and at most helps real friendship along, if used right. I took being dropped very personally on LJ back five years ago or so, eh yes. ... If I drop you (and you figure out from the title of this that this may be a post you may want to be reading; maybe not...) - it may mean I've burnt all bridges and am figuratively deaf to all reasoning (such bridges as there were, we were not necessarily close of course, depending on who you and I were to each other again of course... often not close at all...) - but it may not. But the chances are I may want to communicate about something (if only to ask questions, to find if I was right to do what I did, or to continue acquaintanceship at a looser level than such friendship that was there.) The nephew of one lawyer and brother of another likes to give even people they're accusing, themselves, of rather serious things that "day in court".

Now I Can Breathe
So, everything is ok now. My daughter is ok. She has a bad bruise, but is back to her normal cute self. Jason is fine too. Long story and I am a little irked at him right now so we wont get into legistics. Everyone is ok and I can finally breathe. I am exhausted. I woke up every 20 minutes or so last night after falling asleep at 2am. *yawn* I need more coffee. Thanks for the love guys. *smooches*

Now I Am Really Pissed Off
As some have noticed BJ erased most the profile comments off the site, but not on everyones page. Now to me that shit is not fair at all. So you fuck some people over but not all, what the hell is with that shit. I am reall getting sick of all the shit that he has been doing to the site, he begs us all to bring friends to the site but the server he uses can't handle it so he has to do shit like this.

Now I'm Getting Nervous......
My harley class starts tomorrow.... shouldn't be too bad.. only bookwork, but the hard work starts at 6:45 a.m. on Saturday... hopefully I will come back in one piece!! I sure hope I don't drop the bike any.. that would be totally embarrassing!!! Wish me luck!

Now I Know
Took a chance, roll the dice of me and you Opened up, let you in my world Like a dance, started slow and then love took control Swept away, so proud to be your girl When you read a story much to fast Sometimes a happy ending doesn’t last Now I know that love ain’t meant to be a play thing Now I know it’s not an ordinary everyday thing Now I know that when this ride is so amazing When it’s wrong you gotta let it go Now I know Now I know Remember when, we said our love would last forever But then again, how are we to know There come a time, that love will change like stormy weather A sunny day will suddenly turn cold Time will teach you all you need to learn But there’ll always be a first time you get burned Now I know that love ain’t meant to be a play thing Now I know it’s not an ordinary everyday thing Now I know that when this ride is so amazing When it’s wrong you gotta let it go Now I know Now I know I don’t regret a single day Joy and pain along th

Now I Seen Everything
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/01/25/ny.condom.ap/index.html New York to tout official city condom NEW YORK (AP) -- Available soon: an official New York City condom. Mayor Michael Bloomberg's administration wants to reduce rates of sexually transmitted diseases and AIDS, and part of the strategy is the aggressive promotion of free condoms. Officials say more people will use them if they have jazzy packaging. One idea is a subway theme, with maps on the wrappers. "Brands work, and people use branded items more than they use nonbranded items, whether it's a cola or a medicine even," Health Commissioner Thomas Frieden said. New York hands out 1.5 million free condoms each month, or about 18 million a year. Hundreds of organizations get free condoms from the city and distribute them at health clinics, bars, restaurants, nail salons, nightclubs and even prisons. Widespread free distribution started after Frieden became health commissioner in 2002 and found that the city's

Now I'm The One Who's Afraid.
I fear that, in order for them to be okay, I'll have to step out of the picture...now I'm the one who's afraid of losing him. God, I hate this. Oh well, all I can do is prepare myself for the worst, and hope for the best...yeah, right. InDee

Now It's February
Feb 7, 2007 I'm still looking for my next job. Been working contracts since 2003 and I really enjoy moving to different places and meeting new people. Never really does get lonely, there's just too much to do. The cold weather now really bites, I'd love to get back down south. My two bicycles are in the garage and it isn't even warm enough to work on them. Got the approval for the publication of my second book the other day. It will be published by Publish America and should be available by summer I hope. Also got a couple short stories picked up by Amazon.com and they will soon be on their websites. Actually, I kind of hope one of them gets converted into a stage play or maybe even a movie.

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep
now i lay me down to sleep DADDY JUST LEFT FOR WORK i pray the lord my soul to keep PLEASE GOD DONT LET HER WAKE UP TILL HE GETS HOME if i die before i wake LAST NIGHT LEFT BRUISES THE BELT HURTS i pray the lord my soul to take IF SHE BEATS ME AGAIN TONIGHT JUST TAKE ME GOD

Now I Want To Know What's In That Box
I do know how the myth goes, sorry if it seems distorted, kinda just felt like being silly Pandora, let's see just what's in your box, what is it you are hiding? treasure that sparkles like diamond and pearl, or something as dark as coal? come, come Pandora, we've waited too long, the light in those eyes betrays you. it must be something, a mystery solved... or perhaps a vision or two? tell us the secret Pandora, let's hear it why do you torture us so? we kno that u want to say it - go on, Pandora, uncover the box... a peculiar mystery this be, dear Pandora, what cause for such secrecy? if there be no lies, no fraud or betrayal, why fear, just share with us please... be careful Pandora, just listen to me, see if not wisdom this be. if the box is not opened, the world will still wonder...the treasure to legend will flee...

Now If You Knew About These A Long Time Ago, Would You
I have seen chics go to some extreams just to look good. So I am asking you this one question. FIRST go to this url, and see the gif there. Then tell me if you would use, or are useing these lil wonders. http://www.asos.com/liftitispage/Prod/pgehtml.aspx?cid=2786 That's my question. Would you use, or are you useing these mini tit jobs? It's all meant to be in good fun. The site is real, and is also clean, so don't worrie. It's all meant to be in honest good fun. Personaly, I don't really care if you do or not. All I ever care about when it comes to tits is if I can put them in my mouth. . . . lol

Now I'm Pissed
WHO the hell would mark this NSFW??? http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=549339&i=3291042397 This just rips me bigtime!!!!! What the fuc is wrong with this picture and where the hell do these people work? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Check this pic and tell me what you guys think...PLEASE

Now I See.....
OK here goes again. i figured if dont write this now i'm gon forget it.You ever fee like your alone no matter who is around and who isn't? See i've some to realize that yeah sometimes things suck and there's nothing else left for you to do,right? We all have fears of almost anything and everything. Some people are scared of being burned alive or being killed, But i think whut everyone fears the most is the fear of being alone. i have been there and one that and i tell you there is nothing worse i can think of than being alone. You know, you meet people and you try to find out as much or as little as you can about people just to see if we connect on some term. Example: in the 70's it was okay to fuck and show "free love", in the 80's it was okay to fuck whomever,so as long as they were the opposite sex,90's everyone was fuckin everyone but couldnt talk bout it if you were gay. Here it is the new millinium and there's nothing more to shock ourselves, nothing is taboo anymore. Jason aint

Now I Know I’m Mentally Unbalanced…
Okay so, I’m swamped beyond belief, I’m completely ignoring all my friends and family, and I’m STILL not any closer to finishing all my work! So what am I thinking about? Going on for my doctorate, of course. What the hell is wrong with me??? lol I'm almost finished with my masters program (well, except for that damn thesis) and here I am planning to prolong the agony! I can’t really remember how I felt mentally when I finished law school, but I definitely feel like my brain is a bit fried right now. For some reason I just don’t remember feeling like this back then. Maybe I was just seeing all the dollar signs, who knows? hahaha I postponed the deadline for my thesis from this month to the end of summer just so I could cope with all my work, and it almost doesn’t make a bit of difference! WTF? :P I’m THIS close to a perfect 4.0 and I can’t sacrifice my grades at the last minute just because I’m tired. Now I’ll be writing my thesis all this summer and trying to research PhD programs

Now I'm Pissed...
(Originally Posted on May 2, 2006)A while back I joined up with Blue Security (http://www.bluesecurity.com/) for their Blue Frog product. What this does is sends a message to each spammer you receive mail from to tell you to take you off their list. There's also a list that spammers can get that shows you do not wish to receive their emails.Think about it. There are probably 50,000 people now signed up with Blue Security. If each of those people receive a single spam from a single source and report it, the spammer gets 50,000 messages telling them not to spam the people on the list.However, spammers are fighting back.Yesterday I received three email stating that they will start spamming me 10-20 times more than before if I don't get rid of Blue Frog. They feel that I should have to put up with their crap emails instead of trying to stop them.What they don't realze is that it is not difficult to report the new spam emails. It isn't difficult AT ALL.All I have to do is to hit a sin

Now I Know Who To Help!!!!
1st off I would like to thank all who have voted for me so far!2nd off where are all those ppl that I have gone and voted for when I need them?(guess I won't be doing that again)............ Anyways here's the link copy n paste it in a new window and help me out!!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&i=3103684268#