Feel so alone when Im with you now
An invisible wall
Seperate air to breathe
Different worlds we're in
Nothings as it seems
And I feel so lost now
More astray as time passes
Laughing with pain
Blurred vision threw these glasses
Weakness taking over my soul
The earth spins
I continue to stand still
Not an ounce of control
An emptiness I feel now
My emotions dismayed
Lost in a deep abyss
My heart protrudes from my chest causing decay
Anxiety and depression are all I see now
This disease I imbue on those around me
Will I ever recover?
I suppose to some degree
What will happen to me now
Reality Ill choose to disavow
Choke my emotions and thought
With liquor and drugs
And eventually I'll let go
Eventually some how
