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T-24 Hours For Sts-122 Atlantis Launch
Atlantis Countdown Proceeds Image Above: Atlantis on Launch Pad 39A. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). The launch team at NASA's Kennedy Space Center is continuing its steady march toward a lift off Thursday afternoon for space shuttle Atlantis. The countdown is proceeding smoothly, NASA Test Director Jeff Spaulding said Wednesday. Mission STS-122 is scheduled to launch at 4:31 p.m. EST from NASA's Florida launch base. Atlantis will carry the European-developed Columbus laboratory and attach it to the International Space Station. Seven astronauts, including two from the European Space Agency, will fly aboard Atlantis. Live Coverage will begin on NASA TV at 11:30 am EST. Technicians and engineers at the launch pad have several steps ahead of them Wednesday. The most visible milestone will come in t

Thou Shalt Not Kill
Murder in the Bible The act of murder is rampant in the Bible. In much of the Bible, especially the Old Testament, there are laws that command that people be killed for absurd reasons such as working on the Sabbath, being gay, cursing your parents, or not being a virgin on your wedding night. In addition to these crazy and immoral laws, there are plenty of examples of God's irrationality by his direct killing of many people for reasons that defy any rational explanation such as killing children who make fun of bald people, and the killing of a man who tried to keep the ark of God from falling during transport. There are also countless examples of mass murders commanded by God, including the murder of women, infants, and children. The following passages are a very small percentage of the total passages approving of murder in the Bible. They are divided here into three parts: 1) Capital Punishment Crimes, 2) God's Murders for Stupid Reasons, 3) Murdering Child

A Thought For The Holiday Season
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.-You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Thoughts
I stop and think what my life would be like if I had went a diffrent road, wonder who I would be, what I would be doing, or for that matter did I even have a choice for a diffrent path? They say every dission you make, opens a million ways to take. Is that really true?? If it is then how do any of us know we went the right way? Is it something that just happens, or is it the feeling of knowing all is well?? I had thought that life was to learn and grow, to teach and be taught, to love and hate, to die and be born. Life is really just a puzle that some never finish. As we grow older and see our mistakes as children we learn that puzzles can have a side efftect that is tramitising, or overly excidting. We all want to change something, someone, some way shap or form. No one person has two things they like about them selves, and if you do then you find the rest of your flaws and let them take control. People in genral are amazing. We lie, cheat, steel, even kill our own......how can a moth

Thoughts
I haven't written in my blog in a while and just needed to let loose all the thoughts going through my mind. I have only told 5 guys that I love them and meant it. 4 out of those 5 guys still have a spot in my heart. Michael will always be special for he is my first love. Gary was my one true love. Jason is the one guy who went from being loved to being hated (if you really must know ask me in a message) Rich saw me at my lowest and was able to bring me to a happy life again. And Tom it slipped out and the feelings were there. I am slowly trying to get these feelings out of my heart so I can move into a healthier relationship without all this baggage. Some of the guys I have lost these feelings of love. Michael I see purely as a friend no matter how much he wants me to move to Arizona to start again and Jason all I feel is hatred. Rich, Gary, and Tom I still am fighting feelings for. So I decided to remain single until these feelings have gone away.

10 Thoughts To Ponder For 2008
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet And they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky .. Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to mak

Thought For The Day Saturday 12/08/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Into the night I cast myself, my love and all my tears. A precious few see me drift along and take my hand to pull me in. Those who see what I truly am, it is they who reach out to embrace me with an unrelenting grasp. Those few see deep inside, and they cherish what they see, as if it possessed some worth. It is they, who reach out to hold what it inside and they refuse to release it. Peace comes from them, from within hearts of purest love and truest devotion. Without them, I falter and I am laid upon the ground. Without them, I no longer exist. Without them, there is little to love in this man. It is what they are, which makes me whole. Without them, I am alone." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts
Had a night to think about the new bartab alerts. I still don't like them. Annoying with all the crap coming though, Yeah I can turn it all off. But then I don't see when there are new pics or blogs or stashes. Well, half the time I didn't since that doesn't always work. SO I still think its annoying. And I still see no reason to know who is commenting on what. Again only stalkers and those who want drama will like it. I'm not one for leaving a lot of comments anyway.. I wish rather than giving us something no one really needed, they had fixed what didn't work. Of course maybe they did fix it. Maybe it will tell people when I blog. Maybe I will know when a friend uploads a pic. Maybe the status change will show up in the alerts right away rather than 3 hours later. As someone who works on websites every day, making a site functional is important. The bells and whistles are not. In the end I think it comes down to one thing. Money. The quick fix was put in plac

Thoughts Of A Man Who Never Was A Boy
Hey it's some thing to think about. A movement starts with just one thought. A spark with in ones brain given insight in to a plan; A plan that can bring about a change; A change that can build and destroy at the same time; Some thing that those who keeps us repress doesn't want. Hate is feed to our young on a daily to keep them blinded to what's really going on. It's a quiet storm; A quiet storm moving across our planet sucking the youth out of our bodies; Decaying our physicals with poisonous words such as taxes, slavery and democracy For one to truly be free would mean for him/her to break away from that, that keeps them repress. One in the physical can never truly be free on this planet. How can that be if you are tied to paper work and red tape? The constitution states that one is free until he/she is locked up then that person is legally a slave, but how can that be if you are already a slave by the signing of the birth certificate? Bein

Thoughts?
This is something that I personally agree with. I don't expect everyone to agree with it or me. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. Washington Post Getting Beyond Stalemate To Win A War John Batiste And Pete Hegseth December 8, 2007 Congress has been entangled in a war-funding debate that pits war "supporters" against antiwar "defeatists." With all sides seemingly entrenched, a stalemate looms. The Pentagon, meanwhile, will soon begin stripping money from its training budget to fund the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan. Our military men and women deserve better than partisan politics; they deserve honest assessments of our nation's performance in fighting the Long War. We are veterans of the Iraq war with vastly different experiences. Both of us commanded troops in Iraq. We, too, held seemingly entrenched, and incompatible, views upon our return. One of us spoke out against mismanagement of the war -- failed leadership, lack of strategy and misdirection. The other cha

Thoughts On The Bdsm Lifestyle
I have been a master in the bdsm lifestyle. Though not Gor I use some Gor ways. I try to train slaves and subs, masters and mistresses, Doms and Dommes into the lifestyle in a way that all find trust, respect, love and happiness. What frustrates me the most is the fact that supposed kajira or slaves are often so headstrong and unwilling to break down walls that keep them from their inner self. Other masters and mistresses often try to steal the good ones away. I am thinking of leaving the lifestyle unless I find one that truly wants to be opened up.

Thoughts Of A Gifted Young Artist
When your herat turns cold it causes your soul 2 freeze It spreds throughout your spirit likea ruthless feeling disease The walls that once were down now stand firm and tall Safe from hate/love,pain/joy until u feel nothing at all When ure heart turns cold a baby's cry means nothing A dead corpse is trivial Mothers neglecting children is daily Loneliness becomes your routine friend Death seems like tranquility Sleeping is never pleasant if u even sleep at all u forget ideals and turn off the reason 2 make sure the product gets sold You don't understand how i behave Just wait till your heart turns Cold! 2-Pac

Thought For The Day Tuesday 12/11/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Nothing to say today it seems. Nothing to think about, nothing to ponder. Nothing to venture into and nothing to wonder. Nothing to feel, nothing to embrace. Nothing inside and nothing surrounding. Nothing to hold, nothing to desire. Nothing to want, nothing to need, nothing to grasp, nothing to savor, nothing to linger. Nothing to give, nothing is taken. Nothing to see, nothing to exult in, nothing to dream of, nothing to want, nothing to wrap around me. Nothing to capture, nothing to move towards, nothing to be, nothing to become. Nothing to offer, nothing. Nothing to say today." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

A Thought I Had I Thought I Would Share.....
Remember one thing in life... Your past is always going to be your past, there is no way to change it, all you can do is learn from it and try not to repeat the mistakes made in it... Your future is only what you choose to make of it, Good or bad is your choice and your choice alone... and your present in the interum between the two, it only lasts for a moment, but it is what defines and makes your past what it is, and it is what inspires the events of your future, so do with it what you will, but create only beauty in it...

Thoughts
you know they say things happen for a reason but i cannot for the life of me figure out this reason.....my man is very outspoken and he doesn't like it when someone upsets me....well today as one of those days i didn't sleep well and woke with a migraine putting me back in bed with two excedrin and an ice pack for several hours....when i woke up again i still had a headache but not nearly as bad as it was....and to top it all off i have a yeast infection that i am treating...then the phone rings my sister-in-law needed a sitter and since my head hurt as badly as it did i couldn't watch the kids and my mom was at church doing some charity work and my daughter had 3 performances with the nutcracker....she didn't want to talk to me on the phone and then she shows up online... she proceeds to tell me that i can get a food basket which i KNOW i am not eligible for and i told her several times i wasn't and she kept it up making me feel worse and worse...yeah i need the help for Chri

Thoughts Before Bed
Well, all things considered I guess I'm ok. I know I have been fighting an inexplicable problem in my head. Its not a headache. Its like exhaustion. I had assume it had something to do with my antidepressant. Long story short, I had issues trying to get the right dosage from the pharmacy of choice here. I used a higher dosage every two to three days and finally I think it took its toll. I should be ok soon. Well, ok not great but ok. I do know physically I have a need that I know isn't going to be met anytime soon. For those of you who know what my 'frustrated' means, I am beyond frustration. All I have are my memories, my visions ... everything I remember about the experience. I wish I could have those experiences now. But now my focus is on other things. Its a funny thing being in control though. I don't have to explain my actions to anyone. I guess I could be pretty upset at what has happened lately. My ex's total lack of respect for me is becoming more and mo

Thoughts
Ok depression i think is this lonely hearts only true friend. I've been alone almost all my life and i'm so tried of it but everytime i try i just get shut down or they just wanna a quick fuck. Am i that unattractive? Why can i have a relationship? Why can't i have someone that wants to date me? I want to have that something that as of now i can never have. I guess at this rate gray would be the color of my heart anymore. I'm always the person that everyone comes to for their promblems for their dating or relationship issues yet no one ever stops to see how hurt and alone i am or how much it sucks to hear how they got someone interested in them or how they're getting engage or they are having kid while everyday i sit alone depressed alone trying so hard not to let it eat me alive. Come on doesn't someone find me attractive? Doesn't someone want to date me?

Thoughts
Grabbing a hole of my empty mind slowly dragging me down one more time. Into a darkness I can not find through this hurt body of mine. In my skin it rips and tears afraid to enter anywhere. I am here for all to see bleeding in public; just let me be. I cannot hide this pain I feel and the wounds I have made may never heal. I don't regret a thing I have done; fighting a battle I never won. Now I cant cope with this pain; emotionally, mentally, physically it's all the same. Why does it hurt to be afraid of these crazy thoughts running through my mind? By....me Stacie Arnold

Thought For The Day!. Family
F A M I L Y I ran into a stranger as he passed by, 'Oh excuse me please' was my reply. He said, 'Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you.' We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, you ng and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. 'Move out of the way,' I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, 'While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, But the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spo

Thoughts
I stand alone on silent nights, my scares of feelings dawn new light. I cannot reap a soul nor weep, and at night I cannot sleep. For the demons wake in silent beds, to pull all my fears and dread. I must stay on my chosen path; hope to outrun their gentle wraith. I cannot stop 'til peace has shone, but then I fear I am all alone. Like a candle I flicker light, shedding tears and shedding fright. The people cling with all their might, to hold to my dieing light. My fears and dreams came close to thee, stop what's right for me. All but your presence is unknown, how can I make all seem alone? it brings so much strength to stop these tears; Yet somehow your touch will wash my fears.

A Thought From The Wise
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/

A Thought For Christmas
A Thought for Christmas Do you know what would have happened If it had been Three Wise Women Instead of Three Wise Men? They would have asked directions, Arrived on time, Helped deliver the baby, Cleaned the stable, Made a casserole, Brought practical gifts, and there would be Peace on Earth.

Thought For Christmas 2007
METALLICA ROCKS!!! JAMES HETFEILD ...I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR THE HOTTEST MAN THAT EVER WALKED THE EARTH!!!! MERRY THRASH'N CHRISTMAS!!! EXCERPT FROM "MOTORBREATH" "THOSE PEOPLE WHO TELL U NOT TO TAKE CHANCES... THEY ARE ALL MISSING ON WHAT LIFES ABOUT... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO TAKE HOLD OF THE CHANCE.. DON'T END UP LIKE OTHERS..THE SAME SONG & DANCE"

Thoughts For Tonight...
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

A Thought
Like a flash of light, a thought crosses my mind, and my heart skips a beat.my breaths grow short with each thought. as my heart begins to flutter, another thought comes to mind. Its strange still, because the thoughts seem to be so much more then just that. Its as if they are memmories of what is yet to come. but yet how can I have a memmory of the unknown. Does this mean the threads of the tapisrt of fate are already chosen for me. Or is it something more. Could it be something as devine as my unconciouns mind showing me a glimps of what could be from the path I have chosen

Thoughts
out reaches of my mine darknss sings in the hollows of my deepest thoughts forging a new emotion to project to the world and force my way into it i sway slowly to the melodiouse sounds of the world rushing by me and sigh i sink deep in to my mind never to return again.

Thoughts...
Liking and non-liking are what with what we do play in life, Families and buildings are what in which we make investments in life, Good thoughts and thinkings are what most involve less in life, Tears and smiles are some with which we interact in life Mothers and fathers are those who we love in life Sons and daughters are those for whom we live in life, Technologies and progress are those we look up to in life, Yes and nos. are the words to make decisions in life, Neither and nor are the words we use frequently in lite, Wealth and money which we whim to earn in life, Honesty and integrity are those qualities which we love to adhere to in life, The forbidden fruits are those we wish to taste in life, Opportunities and chances are fhose we want to get in life, Creativity and discoveries are those - rare to people in life, Gone days and memories are those to cherish in life, Happenings and memories are those like jerks in life, Struggles and sorrow are those

Thoughts
I think of you daily, then it drives me crazy. I start to wonder how you feel, then i get the chills. I start thinking about the situation, I'm here and your there. It just huts because we're so far apart, I want you close to me, So i can hold you tightly. I love hearing you voice, when i can't hear it it huts and I get sad:(. I want to feel your body against mine. I want you forever by my side, I can't stop thinking about you, I really care alot, If i'm wasting my time Please let me know... I will just stop trying:(

Thoughts
I missed my heart by less than an inch. I made my parents and the nurses flinch. Could it be so wrong to want to die? Instead I'm living the biggest of lies. The wounds are still fresh and red. I pray tonight that I'll be dead, That God won't stop me from my wish. That I'll feel the razors deepest kiss. With all these thoughts inside my mind, I'm losing all track of time. Everything blurs deep blues and blacks, Taking me through a movie of my past. Watching the smiles fade from my face, As I slowly watch myself fall from grace. This once so perfect child life, Was driven to the ugly side of a knife. Tell me is suicide the ultimate sin? Will I go to hell for death's win? Life isn't a battle in which you fight. You either get it wrong or get it right. I'm so sick and tired of the lies. But hypocrisy is in my disguise. So forgive this suicide if you dare. The bullet went in despite your care.

Thoughts....
Sometimes,i wonder what is to keep a good friendship going.But turns out I guess that somethings are better left alone,and tucked away from a world of prying eyes.There is always something that happens or some how or another gets fucked from hell and back.But,there are somethings that can't be taken back.Things get said,and maybe a feeling gets hurt.But,to truely know how one feels,some may never want to know.Sometimes its for the best that people keep their thoughts and feelings to themselves.Or how they really feel about something or the person saying it.or the person listening on the other end of a conversation.To keep out thoughts hidden from the cruel world,and our minds closed tight.Maybe the best thing for ourselves.

Thought I Would Give It A Shot
I am on a quest. I would like to have the SpotLight ONCE ... LOL I see that today's Spotlight went for 12.5 (that's unreal lol) but I would like to try for it anyway. I am doing what I can to gain more fubucks on my own, but I will need help from my friends and family too...Can you help me? Will you help me?.... Here's the deal. I will appreciate help from any and everyone, and if in the case that I don't think that the Spotlight is attainable, I will return fubucks and do a special pimpout for everyone that helped me attempt to get the Spotlight! I am not sure if it is possible, but I would like to try....Thanks to you all in advance for any help that you may extend my way. ¢¾ JeNn ¢¾ Door Girl for Centerfolds¢¾The Sisterhood¢¾@ fubar

A Thought
Summertime leaves rarely fall. They are almost always pushed Like an unwilling acomplice off a thirteenth story balcony. Tell me the difference Between a leaf that falls gracefully from a tree Ending the cycle of it's ever shortened life And a drowning man accepting the end to his ever present frustration. Is it mass that makes the leaf look gracefull as it falls, or the lack of it? Is it mass that makes suicide ever harder to place in beauty? Or is it the neurotransmitters? That mark the difference between the gracefull end and the will to keep ahold on the last bits of life?

Thoughts
oh my Master how i long to kneel next to Your chair once again to feel Your touch to taste Your lips i wear the shirts that You sent me Just so i can have Your sent with me always. You are always with me when i close my eyes i can see Your face i can feel Your touch i can smeel Your scent You are in my heart and soul even though i do not wear a collar upon my neck there is one around my heart and that one is stronger then any that could be placed upon my throat i belong to You and no other can ever take Your place no other can ever touch me as deeply as You for You have touched me to my very core. i love You my Master so very much and nothing will ever change that

Thoughts And Feelings I Had Long Ago.
Who am I, what have I become. Broken thoughts scattered in time. Picking up the pieces of what I cant find. Why do I feel like im the only one? Thoughts of you are what torment my mind. I am the one that got left behind. What does it take to keep you satisfied. Inspired by pain and forgotten the same. My thoughts thicken with rage, I want out of this cage. Locked up inside, I have nowhere to hide. You poisined my mind, when you left me behind. Breaking away, my mind has decayed. Burning with hate just take it away.

Thought Of Today
I have traveled alot of this country and I have found that the old ways are dead. When a stranger was in need in the past some would help them as best they could. With the way people are now its like they want something in return, i have been stranded because of this.....i have spent months on the streets hundreds of miles from my home state, and it has shown me that the old ways when strangers would help each other are dead and that those of us who still practise the old ways, we are a dieing breed and it was an honour to have practised those ways with you.

Thoughts For The Evening.....
These lyrics...this is how I feel about life. Summer, Highland Falls Artist:Billy Joel They say that these are not the best of times But they're the only times I've ever known And I believe there is a time for meditation In cathedrals of our own Now I have seen that sad surrender in my lover's eyes And I can only stand apart and sympathize For we are always what our situations hand us It's either sadness or euphoria And so we'll argue and we'll compromise And realize that nothing's ever changed For all our mutual experience Our separate conclusions are the same Now we are forced to recognize our inhumanity Our reason coexists with our insanity And though we choose between reality and madness It's either sadness or euphoria How thoughtlessly we dissipate our energies Perhaps we don't fulfill each other's fantasies And as we stand upon the ledges of our lives With our respective similarities It's either sadness or euphoria

Thoughts...
I went away this past weekend... totally unplanned, unprepared, and last minute on everything... and it was wonderful. I came home Sat morning and told the kids... lets go out of town... we packed up... and left. I usually map out my road trips and plan stops for gas, food and such... I make sure directions are given on how to get anywhere I am off to, and this time, I didn't. We just got in the car and took off. I only knew that I take 85S to 65S to 10E and had no idea how far on any of these roads I go. Which exits were where I need to get off... no idea what exits may be good to stop at for gas, food and bathroom breaks... and I just did all this for the sake of sanity to get out... me and the kids. We stayed at Keesler AFB and watched movies that night after eating pizza. Sunday morning we got up and got a late start as we were going to New Orleans... (the price of the room... was way better than I could have gotten in New Orleans... drove in... and then realized I had no

Thoughts
Perfection in my Eyes All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more

Thoughts For 2008
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. And The Number 1 Thought For 2008 : 'L

Thoughts
it is there, it is strong,it won't go away you look around, try to forget that feeling in your gut as you twist and turn you know what it means the impulse will fade,the screaming will stop the music will change,but the song will continue youll reach a crossroads and youll turn back the road youve traveled has disappeared opportunity will pass you by, you wont flinch only when the door is locked will you see the truth a rock falls from the sky,a thought from your head smash the windows, the glass is tempting you have what you dont truly want you want what is swaying back and forth in front of your eyes put yourself on the ledge and the cliff might crumble stay where its safe and you die never knowing sometimes the games are fun, sometimes not you win the prize for the easiest target you leave, your dreams unfulfilled you change your mind, run, but the game is over

Thoughts,ruminations And A Ephinany.
I've been thinking. Alot. I know I have a propensity of taking everything said to me to heart. Honestly, who doesn't? I figured that this year would be different...it was for a short while but it reverted back to the same old scheisse. Does it bother me? Of course,I'd be devoid of human emotions if it didn't. Will I let things get to me? Well,easier said than done. But I'm trying...by gosh ( such strong language for a blog! Hehe)I'm trying. I've also been doing some soul searching on my past dating experiences. Most(well all) ended up in the dumper. Is it me? Perhaps. Or maybe it's the type of woman I'm pinning for. What do I want? It's relatively simple really (kinda like me :). A woman who likes good conversation. A woman who stimulates my intellect as well as, yes, my loins (hey I'm a guy...I think). Someone who appreciates me for me. Yes, I'm not a fashion plate, Yes, I'm not the most agreeable person around,Yes I'm moody. But then again...who isn't? I want so

Thoughts Of Past Love
I remember the night you told me it was over and that you were seeing someone else. I remember that night because as I gazed outside and watched the rain trickle down the glass thoughts of suicide overwhelmed my very world. I remember telling myself how week I was for letting someone cause so much pain and how strong these feelings where. I wanted the pain and hurt to stop, the very beating of my heart was like that of a thousand hammers hitting a single nail. I was so confused and unsure of everything that I could not even concentrate long enough to plan a successful suicide. Days went by and still no shelter from my own thoughts no relief no where I could hide. Why did it hurt so bad just to wake up? The happiest I could be is during sleep the closest thing to death that I could get. Why was it so difficult for me to let go of you? Why such the strong desire to end my own life? I remember those times and I recall having a dream or rather wishful thinking, in these moments I would see

Thoughts
Love is the emblem of eternity: it confounds all notion of time: effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end. Love must be as much a light, as it is a flame. Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. And when love speaks, the voice of all the gods makes heaven drowsy with the harmony "We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "Love is a friendship set to music." "You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love." Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. No person is your friend who demands your silence, or denies your right to grow. Love is the enchanted dawn of every hear

Thought For Today 1-14-08
Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts when they're away? thats the perdicament i find myself in..... and its not just today....i have found myself in this situation for almost 10 months now. we were together at first, we both wanted to settle down, be together....the whole deal....than some things came to the surface and he didn't want to be together anymore. we continued to be friends, but did nothing as a couple anymore.....any because i still cared a great deal about him, we got into constant fights when he saw a new girl. it angered me that he could just move on so quickly and forget about us and what we had. it sucks. and to this day it stil sucks. we have lived together for the past 8 almost 9 months and although we;ve had our trials and tribulations we still love each other (though in totally different ways!) He is away from me right now, and its totally killing me. I thought I was over him, but i guess im not. i cant sleep at night, every song reminds me of him and ev

Thoughts On Dating
I recently had a chance to do some thinking about the whole "dating" process, and I've come up with some perplexing questions on this matter.... What is the "correct" way to initiate dating? Obviously there is no one "perfect" way to begin, but there should at least be some general rules or a few guidelines to help with the process. In the old days, a young man would ask permission to "court" a girl, and he would state his intentions right up front. But today's women are much more liberated, and it's acceptable for them to be in relationships for reasons other than just marriage.... So it's obvious that in today's society.... yesterday's rules, no longer apply. Which brings us to the question, "Now what do we do"?.... Each woman has their own idea of how they want to be romanced.... For some it's wine and roses,.. For others it's the "confident caveman" approach where the guy takes charge and sweeps them off their feet..... Some women like to be treated as friends first, to let them g

Thoughts
I Don't Carter to you Anymore A lifetime shall pass before we ever speak again Don't Worry , Your Conscious is clear Out of Sight , Out of Mind, Be Gone, Over and over, You could never comprehend , All I wanted was what was best for you. Unfortunately, You Never truly Valued me as Friend That all seems not to matter now Over and over I suppressed my feeling, Held my tongue, Only To watch, And Forever Resist ever revealing how Disappointed I am Maybe, Actions do not speak louder than words Maybe Everything is Lost in Translation You want to say, Your Actions Had no Hidden meaning, That it was all Just Misunderstandings..... Again , It Does not Matter I Wish I could be your Friend, But You Don't Even Respect me or Care Enough To Be Honest One Lie Always Leads to another But, What you Do not Comprehend I Never deluded myself that I would be nothing more than your freind... So Let the Hunt Begin While your on that, Maybe you should look in the mirror Really Look W

10 Thoughts To Ponder For 2008
Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest Possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, Make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, Teach a person to use the Internet And they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky .. Not really good for anything, But you still can't help but smile When you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, Lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 And a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, People took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people Take Prozac to make it normal. And The Number 1 Thought For 2008:

Thoughts
I stand, at the edge of the abyss, with only darkness below. A storm of self doubt rumbles on the horizon, foretold by the thunder of disappointment. I shake, precariously balanced at the edge; serpents surround me, grinning at the confusion. The storm roars closer one last step into the abyss. A quick glance above, thru the darkness, thru the confusion, I search. I find. Filtered thru the clouds unfolds a clinging glimpse of hope. A treasure to embrace: My Sunshine, My hope, My future, My life. randy_Randy

Thought Ya All Would Like This!!!
Today is International Disadvantaged People' Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend... Just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, Screw farm animals, Take the short bus. Or occasionally crap on yourself.You hang in there sunshine. You're freaking special.

Thoughts From A Father!
It takes a lot from a man like myself to express himself in the form I'm about to do before your very eyes, so please bare with me..! I've sat here today wondering about life, love and most importantly my son. Lately, I've been in a funk, what for is beyond me, maybe its the weather change, who knows? Well, today it hit me as I was sitting here cleaning my son's room and looking through pics. For the first time its' really hit me, I'm actually a dad! Now I'm sure like I did most of you are like well duh!, but I mean it all sank in this little precious angel is part of what my God, gave me the gift of helping create! Then it came to me, I'm afraid! I'm scared I will fail this kid! I'm so scared of not being the man he now looks up to. My son is my life and if anyone that knows me, they know I'd give my life for my son and would cut my throat to give him the world! Now to my point, where did I get this emotion from? Was it there all along and I didn't know it ? Or is it a gift in the for

10 Thoughts To Ponder In 2008
Number 10: Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9: Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8: Men have two emotions - Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7: Give a person a fish and you'll feed him for a day. Teach a person how to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6: Some people are like a Slinky...Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5: Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. Number 4: All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3: Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200, and a substantial tax cut save you $30? Number 2: In the 60's people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. Number 1: We know exactly w

Thought For The Day Friday 01/18/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Gone, but not fogotten hopefully. Gone is where I've been, forgotten is what I've been trying to accomplish within myself, to no avail. No matter how I try to lose myself, I'm already lost, so the losing is not superfluous, the me is. Sullen this day indeed. Ahead, many wonders, but I do not see them now. Only anguish rings true and aloud in my mind this moment. One turn or the other, no matter any longer. The road is paved, and the paving expertly articulated by its engineer. One step deeper, each step I take. Wonderful, the tools used to excavate this heart, and they burrow deeply to remove what remains within. Can you hear the sound of me? Can anyone again!" ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts
you know one of my biggest pet peeves is people that stick their nose into others business. I truly hate the fact that people cant act like adults and be upfront with their feelings. I despise no I HATE games like this, I don't play them and I would appericiate it they weren't played with me. Sadly it doesn't appear that other people can be adults and mind their own business and because of this people get hurt. So I say to you if you are afraid of saying what you truly think or feel or can't be forth right with me Go AWAY!! and dont send your" Friends" To give me messages cause they will just be ignored. I think that I will just stay to myself, take care of my girls and to hell with even trying to date.

Thoughts Of You
sitting here with thoughts in my mind thoughts of where you are thoughts of what your doing not sure what to think about not hearing from you thinking that your ok but not sure if something bad has happened thought are wondering around confused and lost thoughts of you always coming and going not sure what to think not sure what think about how im feeling only thinking of you and the words you spoke to me last we was togather will always wait and never let go will always look forward never looking back at what has happened in our past thoughts of the love you shared and showed while in my arms thoughts always of your smile and eyes looking at me

The Thought Process
Just thought I put a few thought down on paper and just see how far I get with them. I have a Love instrest or a friend you could say. I havent met him or anything but I seem to be smittin with him cause I am always looking forward to talking to him and I am always leaving him a Im saying I miss him and that we will talk soon. we always say the same things at the same time and we spend hours just talking and chating about nothing. We both work in the same profession we both work in health care. Hes the sweetest person I meet.

Thought For The Day Sunday 01/20/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Seen me, you have. Those things which give credence to the never-ending optimist, as well as the harbinger of darkness. Yes, in both worlds I dwell and both are my domain. I control my own destiny, albeit at times seemingly without intelligent direction. None, but me makes this world. None bare responsibility for my actions, only I take credit for the souls that burn. Up ahead, the light, faint, but visible. I see not what it holds, only that it is. Hope prevails and perhaps soon, once again calm will invade where chaos reigns. One day, release from this self made prison shall come. One day, I shall find my forgiveness." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thought Everyone Could Use A Good Laugh..
How Do You Catch a Unique Wabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Wabbit? Tame Way, Unique Up On It. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? They Take The Psycho Path 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It. 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroids 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick 8.. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese. 9.. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? Subordinate Clauses. 10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? Quattro Sinko.. 11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? Spoiled Milk. 12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? Frostbite. 13.! What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. 14. What's The Difference Between Roast Beef And Pea Soup? Anyone Can Roast Beef. 15. Where Do You Find a Dog With No Legs? Righ

Thoughts2
When love has come But soon is gone It begs the question Was it there The love was lost And never found Lost without you Lost without me Lost into eternity The love was just a figment A figment of our minds Something we could ponder But never express Was it love or just a feeling Was it love or just healing Healing from the hatred The hatred of our hearts Our past was deep and full of pain We needed this to release the stain For this I do not regret The time with you that I had spent

16 Thoughts
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2.. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved and never will achieve its full potential, that word would be 'meetings.' 3. There is a very fine line between 'hobby' and 'mental illness.' 4. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment. 11. There comes a time when you should stop expecting

Thoughts
> > You lit the flame that burns so strong within me > You made my body ache in pure unbridled ecstasy. > > You took my lonely and cold heart and made it beat > No longer am I waiting in the shadows resigned to defeat. > > You filled me with love and a passionate desire > No longer do I hide, frozen and cold inside. > > But drown with your every touch and every kiss > I want to revel in this beautiful pure perfect bliss. > > Now I reach out and yearn for your burning fire > And forever want to breathe and live within this desire. >

Thoughts
I have so much to say... and yet I cannot speak Come and do my bidding now, for I have grown too weak I stood where no man goes.. And conquered demon foes But with glory and passion No longer in fashion The hero broke his blade

Thoughts
Climb to the next dimension in space Where a world and a earth collide into a cosmic euphoria Walk through the doors of time and experience all levels of conciseness Embrace the unknown to achieve an advancement of knowledge Love and respect all forms of life to recognize one own self worth Be humble to gain inner power Strive for excellence but temper the drive with compassion Seek out life's dreams to create one own reality learning is the key to all understanding and above all never give up the pursuit of happiness Long live Rock-n-Roll J Nastie Sea City Dolls

Thoughts Of Someone
mmm...thoughts of You thoughts of me wondering how good it would be To see You To feel You To taste You mmm... Fingers playing silent notes upon goosepimpled flesh Teasing past the point of begging Soft lips caressing, stealing kisses, touching innocence Tounges wrestling, leaving warm wet trails to secret treasures... mmmm....

Thoughts
I want to but why should i? I need to but can i? I wish to but do i? If only it was as easy as a thought, it would not evade me. Over time it manifests into a wound. Stinging when messed with. Bleeding for no reason. Spreading to infect the rest of me. Leaving me hurting. Some thoughts are best left buried under a bandage. At least they wouldnt be exposed for others to see for others to feel for others to touch for others to disturb but when they do, the pain is exquisite

Thought For The Day Thursday 01/31/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Another day comes, and darkness still pervades the light. No, more it devours it. Yes, that's better. Not that the light hides, it is eaten by the dark. My efforts to find it avail me little in my search. Despite every effort, it eludes me with a surreptitious nature, defying my best attempts of discovery. None know this darkness as I, it is mine to savor, to drown in. My name etched upon it, glowing to reveal its possession of me. Light, a faint memory in this heart. Somewhere, one day, it must return. It must be renewed, it shall be. Until then, where I dwell is the darkest place. Its misery, complete." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts And Feelings
How can you go ahead and take action when you don't feel like it? Set your feelings aside and do what needs to be done. How can you move toward your dream when you don't think you can do it? Set your thinking aside and follow your heart. Thoughts and feelings are powerful and extremely useful, yet they do not have to control you. You control you. Pay heed to your feelings and listen carefully to your thoughts. Then act according to what you know, in that part of you beyond thought and beyond feeling. Thoughts and feelings are important parts of life, and yet they are not the whole essence of life. Keep yourself connected to that ineffable presence that is life itself. Be guided by what you think and what you feel. And all the while, be true to who you are. -- Ralph Marston

Thought For The Day Friday 02/01/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And to the deceivers, is the rite of passage into darkness given. To those a hand is extended to, do they lunge to tear the flesh from it with contempt. Disdainful is the grin upon the face of he who has been given everything, only to scorn the giver. Sadness invades this heart, weak from the unceasing thrusts with the blade of bitterness. Bleeding upon the ground lay a heart which once beat with passion, resolve. Now, merely a vessel which holds a fluid, no more. No longer does the future gleen with possibility. Rather, it is mournful in its vision of what has become a poignant otiose life. No deliverance from darkness is promised, nor presumed. Today, this day, is all there is." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you bring sunny skies, when i look up at the sunny skies, i take a moment and close my eyes, as the sun beats down upon my face i smile as i picture your face, up in the clouds in the sky both of us are flying high and as we land upon a distant cloud we hear an angel speak out loud saying he was sent by god above to tell us what we have is not just love that we are amongst a very few that experience what others never do..and as that angel flies away i open my eyes to a sunny new day... Holley Bess

Thoughts Of War
You know what you are What you're made of War is in your blood Don't fight it You didnt kill for your country You killed for yourself God's never gonna make that go away When you're pushed Killin's as easy as breathin' Even though these words are from a movie, they ring true, I am a soldier, a fighter for freedom. Today I was driving home for work and I started hearing kids but then when I looked around I saw none, I heard explosions around me, saw the dirt fly, I had to pull over to calm down, I closed my eyes and I relived the incident that got me sent back home, I was scared, when I got home I started watching the movie with the above quote and it started all over again, I sat in the corner of my room and cried for the longest time, I was scared, I didn't know what to do and I wanted it to stop right then and there, I don't want to deal with the visions and thoughts of what I did, yes I had no choice, it was kill or be killed. People say you did what you had to do, st

Thoughts On Groundhogs Day
Ok, I can keep silent no longer: Of course Phil saw his shadow AGAIN this morning....as he does EVERY year. Well my friends, here are a couple ideas... 1) If he doesn't see his shadow spring is early right? Heres and idea...DON'T WAKE HIM UP ON FEB 2ND!!! He can't see a shadow if he is still sleeping. 2) Now, I don't understand how on a cloudy day that early in the morning he can see his shadow...oh wait...they put 500000 bright lights on him. DUH, Stevie Wonder could see his shadow with that many lights on. I left the house this morning, I didn't see my shadow...did you? Of course not, and we are all ALOT taller than a woodchuck...This is someones way of keeping winter around.

A Thousand Fair Suitors
A Thousand Fair Suitors A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heart Those poets of movement and jockeys of art The high-volume vendors who hustle romance Splashing their canvas with color and dance The blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurled They offer lush gardens in glistening worlds Yes, bearers of torches and carvers of stone Who whisper their sonnets and surrender their thrones And there in your doorway, no shadow is cast No lingering voices, no ghosts from the past Just a cluster of walls, and a window of pain Collecting the heartache like droplets of rain Still I stand before you, with palms to the sky No gold in my pocket, no thorn in my side And all I can offer, where words have no place Is a body that trembles, and this love that awaits

Thought For The Day Sunday 02/03/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "I remember yesterday when my dreams and aspirations lived. Yes, those days were full and exciting. The morning brought with it, a tingle if you will, a magic suggesting there was so much more ahead. It was as if the sun had risen to guide me to the next, highest point. Alas, today, only clouds ring in the morning now. The sun, it rises for another, no longer these dreams. A precious few see behind these eyes and know he, who lives within them. Rapacious are those who feast upon this soul. They offer no deference to the heart, or the man. This hand extends only to find a contemptuous expression. The paucity of hearts that embrace a tattered remnant of a soul, those few surround the man and are entwined within. Unrelenting, their grasp and fervent intent to never release it." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts To Ponder...
Thoughts to Ponder... *I can please only one person per day. Today is not your day. And tomorrow isn't looking good either. *I don't have an attitude problem. You have a perception problem. *Everyone has a right to be stupid. Some just abuse the privilege. *Young at Heart. Slightly Older in Other Places. *Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, "Where the hell is the ceiling?!" *Show me a man with both feet firmly on the ground, and I will show you a man who can't get his pants off! *We have a strange and wonderful relationship. You're strange and I'm wonderful, or should that be I'm strange and you're wonderful? *Never put off until tomorrow what you can avoid doing altogether. *If swimming is so good for your figure, how do you explain whales? *It's gonna be like threading a needle with a haystack. *The trouble with being in the rat race is that even if you win, you're still a rat. *Am I g

Thoughts Of Sorrow
Heavens waiting for you, Just close your eyes and say goodbye, hearing your pulse go on and on and on, I'd sacrifice this world to hold you, No breath left inside of me, Shattered glass keeps falling, Say goodnight, Just sleep tight, Say goodnight, Flowers laid out for you, So many colors leave me blind, I live my life in misery, So her i am your inside of me, So here i am our world is over, Here i am with you, I'm here till the end, Memories are calling so farewell my friend, Farewell my friend.

Thoughts In My Head
Some Words To Ponder: Why In Moments of Crisis do we ask God for Strength and Help? As Cognitive Beings, why would we ask for something that may well be a figment of our imaginations for guidance? Why not search inside ourselves for the Power to overcome? Afterall, we are strong enough to cause most of the catastrophes we need to endure.

Thoughts And Prayers Please And Thank You!!
I am in need of thoughts and prayers for my Sister in Law and Brother. They are currently awaiting the overdue arrival of their daughter. My Sister inlaw was due to give birth on the 22nd of January and the Doctor has just today induced labor. My family has been through a lot with this pregnacy and are all very anxious to get the phone call from my brother that their little girl is here! Especially since they are based in Japan for the next 3 years. (My sister in law in a RN in the Navy.) So for those of you that pray, and even if you don't....could you just send a thought of safety for mother and child.....and patience for my Brother...(he'll need it most I'm sure LOL) Thanks, JeNn "Life is a flame that is always burning itself out, but it catches fire again every time a child is born." --George Bernard Shaw

Thoughts
Last night in my thoughts an image of you in shimmering light My tears glistened in reflection brought forth by the ache in my heart Oh the trembling in my soul craving the gentleness of your touch The bitter chill of emptiness thirsting the warmth of your smile In anguish, I close my eyes awaiting the angels of sleep The pain of your absence gone for in my dreams we walk together Just as it should be ....

Thought For The Day Wednesday 02/06/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Today, I lie in a pool of my own blood. Reaching up through the thick redness, the light begins to fade and my eyes go dark again as my hand reaches for salvation. I feel the breeze against my skin reminding me of life and love, yet I slip further into the mire of my own lusts and iniquitous deeds. Gasping for breath and in my last words, I sharply embrace passion and it courses through me. The deceivers pray for my deliverance, for my demise as they mock my screams of anguish. No redemption this day. Recompense is just, and amenable, the takers." ©2000 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Thoughts Of Death
I sit at home all alone, Because I am sick of being thrown, No one understands, So we all start to make plans, To get away from here, Because I have so much fear, As he walks in the door, I fall to the floor, I have to stay here, As he grabs his first beer, 3 hours later he comes to my room, Finds me curled on the floor, Throws me into the drawer and slams the door... Now there’s not much more for me here, So i grab that blade and start to run it across my skin, The blood starts to pour, On to the floor, I lay down and say good bye, For i am about to die

Thought For The Day Saturday 02/09/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Today, a new thought coarses through me. Thoughts of tomorrow return to part the clouds and the light begins to shine through. My pen once again falls against the paper and my spirit is fluid once more. Long since, has it hardened and motionless, this mind. Where hope has eluded me, I find it is alive. Perhaps hiding from reality, its home until this moment. Now, a brighter day approaches and this consciousness, once thought to have been vanquished resurfaces. Alas, even the darkest storm begins to pass eventually. I harken to the sky in wait. Surely, this is the eye of my storm. Perhaps it passes by to reveal the light, clarity. Time shall tell." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

A Thought...
Math is allegedly the universal language. Did Stephen Hawking instate that load of rhino dookie? I'm sure that typographical-talking bastard had something to do with it. If this is the case, I'm fucked. Due to severe numeric dyslexia, the numbers spewed from my mouth would no doubt start an intergalactic war. Non-earthling says "What the fuck is she talking about? Batteries not included? It's obviously a vow of hostile intentions...let's zap them, then take over eBay!". Even to Greylings, and giant-fanged fungi, shopping victoriously has an unexplainable draw. Allow me to apologize in advance if this ridiculous scenario actually happens to be prophetic. Destroying 99% of the human race isn't a concern, but denying the surviving population of worthless, overpriced gadgets, and genetically engineered carrots that appear the have vaginae is more than I care to take credit for. Yes, we're all fucked.

Thoughts
Hopes and dreams are empty promises you make yourself Only reality can set your soul at ease when it's gone Pushing forward going backwards in the eyes of confusion Instinctively letting go of your own thoughts and cares Never gets you anywhere except falling alone and empty Gathering all the truth behind all the darkest lies of humanity Together with your emptiness in a world which dont care However unspoken words can paint a much bigger picture Everyday you wake brings you closer to the ultimate endding Each moment of clarity brings you to the breaking point Not even a single care of one's own life will begin to help Doesn't matter what you do you'll never gain true serenity Watching time go by in an inferno of disgust and animosity Inches you closer to the true meaning of internal hatred Loathing your exsistance believing that it can't be real Living in a dream of someone else's own rotten mind Consequence deadly savagely beaten into

Thoughts
Well here I am- Standing alone with no one to hear me cry- Here all my feelings are let lose to fly- Three words enter my thoughts "do they care"- Do they care that I stand here alone?- Do they care that I cry that I feel so depressed?- Do they care that thoughts of death enter my mind?- Is there really any need for this?- Is there really any need for me?- There would be just one less person to stand alone and cry- What do I have to give?- What have I done or not done to deserve this pain?- Why does pain look for me- Why dont they listen to me- Why? Why? Why? Why?- My thoughts turn to anger with more time- With words I cant mean- Why do they 'hate'?- Why was my fate not wroth a penny?- Why am I a slave?- Why am I?- Why would anyone care?- Why should I be loved, I am no better then any else?- So I leave with one question "Why?" wondering in my mind- So I stagger off from here- Going back to the crazed world- Leaving my thoughts behind- Leaving my ang

Thought For The Day Tuesday 02/11/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "To surrender ones hold on love, life. This knowledge mixes with my blood, as I dared set foot upon the path of abandon. To relinquish that in my chest, which sustains me. This heart, nearly drained, close to cessation, but beating still. Yes, within this shell, extant is the heart that beats. Some, grasp it tightly. Their hold, unrelent. To hold a heart, to nourish even the dying beat of life within, this, some do. For them, does life breach the darkness. For he whose heart is held, tears await him at the end. For those who held this heart, were standing there all along." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions 02/11/2008

Thoughts
Where did i go wrong, in my head its just the same broken song. My pain stays with me , God knows i just want to be free. To feel the suns rays on m face and to take me from with in this gloomy place. set me free and pls just bring back me !

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you run through my head Every minute, every hour, of everyday At night I wake with such a fright Dreaming of you not being there What would I do if you were gone You are thought of in every emotion When I smile it is because you have brightened my day When I cry it is because you are not there When I frown it is because you are sad When I laugh I am laughing with you When I am happy it is because I know you are there Please know you are my reason for living You are in the deepest part of my heart Just remember and always know, You are the love of my life No one else means more to me than you

Thoughts On The Mind
Well some good news is, is that yesterday at 5pm I was married to Thomas A. Templeton. I am so happy about that. I was just sitting here not feeling all that great, I guess I just over did everything the other day. So I was just relaxing. I was just sitting here thinking about something on my mind. My husband was telling me that I could have a girlfriend. I am actually excited about that. I love Tom to death, but my mind wonders when it comes to the bedroom. I am a very loyal woman, but just try to keep my mind interested when it comes to having sex. I get bored easily. It isn't that he is bad or anything, just usual. So he tries to find ways to keep me feeling good about myself. I was just thinking about a good friend with benefits, so that I would love my husband fully, and not have to worry about sex anymore. (smiles) I bet I am going to get some interesting comments on this one. Well that is my thought on my first blog. So well, I plan on writing more. I can just get re

Thought For The Day Monday 02/18/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And once a light extinguished, began to shine again. It started burning brightly, and yearning to be fanned, yet the breeze it goes on slowing, the flames all quiet now. No wondering brings solace, no way to understand, the light it should be blinding, enlightening the man. Yet days go by relenting, the solemn face has gained, it rivals recent memories and craves to understand, why would the light diminish, and what about the man? This heart is merely human, it wants to understand. What happened to the blinding light, enlightening the man." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

A Thought For A New Short Story
For the past month some people, who ever has read my blogs have known i've been dealin with love issues. Although I have not finished my recent short story I think its time to write so i can try and get it off my shoulders a bit. I recieved a email from cousin whos in his 30's and he brought the idea up. So i think he is right. I hope the woman that i love will understand and will be supportive because even though she doesn't feel the way i do, we are still friends.

Thoughts
so its been a while since i did this. so heres kinda an update on things...i moved back in with my sister...had my share of bad nights...and bad relationships...but their over now and im enjoying the single life...i havent been feeling good lately but thats okay i will be better...right now i feel really clamy and my heart is racing. not sure why. i wrote my dad a letter and told him about how he has affected me. some of it good but the memories were short lived...i think hes drinking again. im worried. but i have no room to talk because im still drinking although its not as bad as before. im really calming down now and its not an everyday thing its only every now and then...but im gonna go for now i'll try to keep up on this shit

Thoughts
Some say that they are ready to give up. I personaly have been ready to give up... its not a nice feeling. To give up is to show those who wanted you to give up that they were right. So never give up on something or someone that you really want. Its not worth it. I find myself sitting wondering why I even try to carry on. Then I remember that there are those out there that truely care. I hope that I never want to give up again. Life is no fun when you cut yourself off from happiness and Love. There are times you want to just give up but you shouldnt because it isnt worth it. Dont show those that want to bring you down that you will give up. Prove to them that you can carry on because if you can carry on then others will see that you dont give up easily and they will one day leave you alone. DOnt let them keep you down. If they knock you down just get right back up and move on. Leave them in the dust, show them that you are better than them and that you will make something of yourself a

A Thought...(albeit Someone Else's)
Affection, like melancholy, magnifies trifles; but the magnifying of the one is like looking through a telescope at heavenly objects; that of the other, like enlarging monsters with a microscope. Leigh Hunt

Thought Of Life
I see it in your evil eyes. Their serpent slits so deep. I feel the shudder in my bones... From the secrets that they keep. And as they stare down on me, The dominance that they viel... Sends a shiver down my bones And makes me want to die. They tell a tale of insolence. Of a destiny thats denied. Of a soul that's crucified. Of lifes and loves dispised. I see it in your evil eyes. I want to look away. I see it in your evil eyes... Where evil falls from outer space.

Thoughts
The pain in my heart is never ceasing. Some days it may be numb, other days it is a constant. Thrown into a vortex of emotional turmoil and pain that I can not explain. I feel so exhausted. I can not take it any longer. She is the constant pain that is always tearing at my heart. I still smell her scent.

Thoughts
I toss and turn you're not there. I reach my hand out there is only air. You may not be here now. But, in my mind you are there. My stomach aches but I am full. Full of wonder of what could be. Looking to the sky for that one star. But, the sky is clear of stars. Till I notice a patch of clouds moving. Out from behind the clouds is one star. Shining very bright. I watch closely. The star flickers like a wink. Letting me know my future is bright. I reach out with my hand again. This time it is full with your hand. I smile and wink back at the star. Walking away hand in hand with you. JLM

A Thought For You
A Thought for you You deserve to know how special you are. You.. of all people... should have the privilege of knowing how much you mean and how much nicer life is with you in it. And though those word don't get shard as often as I would like them to, I would like you to know -today and always- that there aren't many people in this world. Who even begin to compare with you.

Thoughts For You
Thoughts For You One of the most special places in my heart will always be saved for you. You... the one person I can always talk to; the one person who understands. You... for making me laugh in the rain; for helping me shoulder my troubles. You... for loving me in spite of myself, and always putting me back on my feet again. You... for giving me someone to believe in; someone who lets me know that there really is goodness and kindness and laughter and love in the world. You... for being one of the best parts of my life, and proving it over and over again.

Thousand Things
Thousand Things There are a thousand things I would like to be for you... but one of the most important is just being the someone you can talk to. There are so many things I would like to do for you... And so many things I would like to say and give and share. But for today I just want you to know that I promise: I'll always be there, and I'll always care.

Thoughts
here I am its 3am and because I have to work grave shift at my job this week i have to stay up till morning. Being by myself late at night your mind starts to think about things. Currently on my mind is the fact that I hate having friends in the military, living 10 minutes from an air force base causes that *LOL*. Now don't get me wrong I'm thankful for what the men and women who are soldiers do for our country, but seriously I can't stand to see another friend being sent away whether it be to the desert for 6 months or Korea like one of my best friends Jason. I hate the fact that our group has to lose so many friends cause they have to be stationed somewhere else. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have the friends that moved away back here. that includes Jason, chris, bear, gavin,ansen, and dave, then we could all go to the grad and drink sunkists and long island ice teas just like the good old days, then depending on what night it was either be singing Karaoke or dancing.

Thoughts
To all the memories made... My love shall never fade... I see the sparkle in your eye, I know I made you cry... To see that perfect someone... a dream come true... To watch what we could have had... Fade and trickle through To see you with another... a knife in the heart... Hoping, praying,and wishing we were never apart... True love... a brave and beautiful thing... Silent is the pain, Leaving that black stain... Why me? Why now? Is there some way i can turn this all around.... I see the end in sight... I thought about that night... You were mine for a while, at least I made you smile... I hold you in my dreams, I hold you in my heart... Try to think of ways, we could have changed things from the start... The sun is rising, another new day... In my dreams you never go away... I've lost you, never had you from the start... So why in the world is this still breaking my heart... Another love, another day, I never wanted you to go away... Your gone now, the end is near

Thoughts To Ponder
I was reading my friends mumm.. on doing top list on your page..under friends. Numbering them.. and who do you decide gets what number. The ones I got on my list.. that are numbered are the ones I mainly chat to. Theres not really specific order. Some I talk to the same amount..So, it just got me to thinking. So, no offense! If your number...7 ..8..or whatever. Be happy I listed you up there!

Thousands Help Christen Uss New York
01:07 PM CST on Saturday, March 1, 2008 Becky Bohrer / Associated Press AVONDALE -- Thousands of people, including families of those who died in the Sept. 11, 2001 terror attacks, gathered Saturday for an at-times chilling and rallying service to christen a Navy ship built with twisted steel from the ruins of the World Trade Center. (AP Photo/Bill Haber) New York firefighters, from left to right, Lt. James Earl, Paul Moyik, and Thomas Fee look at the New York (LPD21) before the start of the christening ceremony in Avondale, La., Saturday, March 1, 2008. Approximately 7.5 tons of steel recovered from the World Trade Center are cast in the bow stem of the ship. The bow stem is the foremost section of the ship's hull on the water line. Moyik, Earl, and Fee all spent time in the New Orleans area helping the community to recover from Hurricane Katrina. The hulking grey USS New York, which abruptly rose from the horizon, bore a seal on the bow bearing 7.5 tons of st

Though
Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. My love and need for all of you remain. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. My love and need for all of you remain That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain.

A Thought 1
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became enta

Though I Chose Death Instead Of Pointless Pain
Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, Please forgive the manner of my leaving. My love and need for all of you remain. I could not long such suffering sustain, Nor would it long have held you from your grieving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I hope that choice will not my memory stain, Nor lead you to be wroth at my deceiving. My love and need for all of you remain. For only in you do I live again, Woven like a wind into your weaving. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, I put to you the plea of the self-slain: To comprehend an anguish past conceiving. My love and need for all of you remain That all that I have been not be in vain, But blend into the earth of your believing. Though I chose death instead of pointless pain, My love and need for all of you remain. BY: YOUR BELOVED TWEETY

Thoughts
I have pushed myself out after my last blog. Not wanting to write or talk about anything that was remotely close to a true feeling or emotion. I find myself tonight being drawn back to writing about my ideas and feelings. I don't know if this will make any sense. I feel like I am rambling on...LOL...Like I have never done that before....Have you ever known your feelings for someone? Felt it before things have ever gotten to the point. Through a conversation, sharing thoughts and ideas over time. Sharing dreams and wishes. Sharing fantasies and dissapointments. I have that person. I wasn't looking for it. I was just being me. It took some time. It didn't just appear out of the blue. It started as innocent as just a 'Hi' in a store. Holding a door open. The feelings stuck. Not acted upon at first, but nurtured through a common passion, the start of a friendship. It now is in the fore front of my thoughts, my dreams and my fantasies. This person has touched me in ways I

Thoughts!
Life at times hit's a dead end and you feel as if theres nothing left to do, and no where else to go. .. . right? Well thats when most people give up and say fuck it istead of turning around and going the other way. Some people think there worthless and will never amount to anything and I have to say I say that about my self and alot of people hate it. I see my self as nothing but a fuck up in life and thats all I'll ever see my self as. If I would have had a better life and I wasent so confused on alot of things. .. . then maybe I wouldent feel this way.. .. but I do, and I dont want to and I'm trying so hard not to feel this way. ... . but I cant help it. It's something I have felt for many years and many more years to come. I wish it would go away. .. .but it wont. .. not until I see it fit to. Not until I prove my family wrong that I'm not a worthless piece of shit like they say, and think I am. .. .cause in all honestly im not but something keepts telling me I am. .And I dont know

Thoughts
I have to say I am my own worst enemy.I betrayed myself by opening up my heart and allowing myself to love again.I wish I could blame him for my pain,However I allowed myself to be hurt.His confusion has torn me to pieces but I allowed it .So I can not hate him but only myself.If you have ever loved and lost you will understand this but if not enjoy trying to figure it out!!!!

A Thought.
Why is it that we always do what's expected of us? I took a walk today, just because I wanted to. Way further then I should have, But enjoyed every minute I was out. And every car that passed me all I could think was that where ever they were going. They probably felt they had to go there. A purpose, I almost felt a sort of jealousy for a time I, after all, was just walking. I didn't know where I was for a while. That time was my favorite. That's the time where I began to think "what's the fun In going somewhere If you always know where it is?" (It made sense to me at the time, And still at this point) But soon I found myself. On the street I live. More cars passed but the jealousy was gone, Each car brought pitty for those who spend all of there time looking for that destination. Even now writing this It seems that every person, should say "because I felt like it" at least once a day, and mean it. That if even just for a second, obligation shouldn't matte

Thoughts 3-19-95
When the moon shines bright, and the sense of loneliness, the insignificant piece, one person normally makes with his life, washes over him like waves unto to shore; You understands why the gray wolf howls at the fleeting moon, why he ignores the chill wind rippling through his mange infested flanks. This fruitless gesture, the bone jarring howl, mirroring the soul of the animal, crying out with pain, grief, torment, the human like the wolf, becomes hunter, stalking his prey, seeking the elusive scent of another, one to be with, hunt with, howl with, across the mesas the sound flows, drifting, floating, echoing his despair. One day, the trail will become clear, bright, outlined with the light, as the moon is, and show the path to his enlightenment, the end of his loneliness. 3/19/95

Thoughts On Donating My Kidney
Thoughts on Donating My Kidney expressed through separate tankas & a rubai' ***** One week from today, I shall lie on a table and let a man carve from my body a kidney so that another may live. ***** Of my flesh I can claim no possession for all we are is borrowed time in temporal clay. I am more than the extent of my limbs; I have been and shall be again before the day is through. ***** Do I know myself well enough to accept death? Tomorrow I'll know. Until that moment passes, I shall continue to seek. ***** What will I transcend when Detachment enters me and closes my mind to the screaming of my cells as they mutilate my flesh? ***** These concepts inside which I can't articulate are impossible. I'm unable to find words and I don't know what to say. ***** In thirty hours, 'They' will cut into my flesh, carve out my kidney and sever me from myself so my brother John may live

Thoughts Of Love From A Hopeless Romantic
Moonlight shone down on the glistening white snow; Little one peered out of her window with a longing to up and go Into the arms of her one true love The one sent unto her by Fate up above This one is strong with a love burning true and just Not like any of the others, can this one be the one? He simply must be, He MUST.

Thou Shall Not Kill!!!!!!!!!!!
It is a oommon misconception from poeple that say that killing is against one of the ten commandments of God. The reality is that it certainly is but up to a certain extent. Many say "but it says in the Bible thou shall not kill." I was actually corrected by the chaplain that it is a very erroneous translation that says this. Since there are many translaitons of the Bible, it is only correct to assume that different versions will have different translators. The chaplain of the base where I am stationed did some research and found out that the actual first scripts actually say in that commandment "thou shall not commit murder." Many will argue that the word killing and murder mean the same thing but it does not. The word kill means to take life. Taking into account "thou shall not kill we would be guilty of an offense to that commandment every time we get rid of pests like roaches or take out weeds out of our lawn because we are taking away life. If you use the translation "thou shall n

Thoughts Questions Feelings
you know i so dont get people anymore how can you jump all over someone for asking you if your f*cking fog lights are really needed when it isnt foggy. i mean come on and where do they get off telling you that you better be nicer and treat them with more respect or else they are going to your boss because they are tired of coming to work and you cussing them out when truely you havent even talked to them anymore you always talk to the person in the truck with them i dont get it the messed up part is i get along with everyone i work with but this person wants to be a jerk wtf?

The Thought Of Art--
So, the initial thought that I'm going to try and work with here is the notion of a walkabout -- To my decided limited understanding, the aboriginals down under apparently embark on a walk through the wilderness as a means of gaining insight and focus about themselves and their place in the world. Gods know I've been trying to do both for years. Funny how being somewhat anonymous here is so...liberating. Feeling that putting the gushing torrent of my thoughts into written form might actually come to serve a purpose. A number of years ago, I hit a major blook with my artistic works, and was fortunate enough to read "The Artist's Way" -- really struggled to develop the discipline that came from that book, but journaling was one of the main requirements. In doing so, I filled several blank books and notebooks with sketches, writings, and scraps of paper. Realized that such collections are pretty much how people remember and recall things -- bits of paper, unfinished thoughts

Thoughts Of A Biker
BIKER THOUGHTS ETC Thoughts of a Biker God, yes, I'm a biker. Yes, your know what its like, You feel the vibrations, hear the sounds; You shift into gear and move away with easy, balanced, grace, Up hills, down hills, and long stretches of hi-way; God, yes, I'm a biker. You feel the wind, smell the earth, discover life, Twisting and turning, or running straight and true; You may chase a golden eagle, high in the bright, sunlit sky, Or seek a star at midnight, on the moon-lit horizon; God, yes, I'm a biker. You know freedom such as no other, You seek adventure, you seed solitude, you seek friendship, You are a friend to all and all, a friend to you; You are a nomad, exploring life, seeking your way, Without charts or directions to guide your way; God, yes, I'm a biker. Your know the feeling, seeing, smelling the early morning foggy air, As it gently caresses your face, and greets you on your way; You wave at others, as you pass by while they wave back, Wishing

Thought's Of A Lineman's Wife
Thought’s Of A Lineman’s Wife HE KISSES HER BYE AS HE GOES OUT THE DOOR ANOTHER WEEK SHE MUST ENDURE. HE BUILDS POWERLINE'S AND WORKS AWAY SHE STAYS HOME THEY HAVE KIDS TO RAISE THERE'S A HOLE IN HER HEART WHEN HE IS GONE THE WONDER THE WORRY IS ANYTHING WRONG? HE CALLS TO CHAT A FEW TIMES A DAY THAT’S GOOD AT LEAST SHE KNOWS HE'S O.K SHE GOES TO KIDS FUNCTIONS ALONE ALL THE TIME SHE KNOW'S HE WOLD IF HE HAD THE TIME THIS JOB COMES BEFORE HIS FAMILY PEOPLE NEED ELECTRICITY SHE KNOWS IN HER HEART IT'S HIS FIRST LOVE SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN SECOND TO THE WORK THAT HE DOES. BUT SHE WAITS PATIENTLY FOR HIS SAFE RETURN. SOME WIVES DON'T GET THAT, A HARD THING I HAVE LEARNED. THE YEARS OF WORRY THE NIGHTS ALONE, KIDS THOUGHT DADDY WAS A TELEPHONE. LONG STORMY NIGHTS WE HAVE SPENT IN THE DARK THROUGH TORNADOS AND HURRICANES WE’VE SEEN IT ALL AND WORRY ALONE CAUSE HE'S ON CALL DOVOTED LINEMAN ARE HARD TO FIND RISK THEIR LIVES WHILE WORKING THE LINE LEAVING FAMILY AT HOME

Thought For The Day Monday 03/17/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And the day began. Yet as the sun broke the horizon, the light evaded me still. Moments of splendorous delight in this soul are burdened and chained. Disdain fills my cup and surrounds me, but for moments of want or need, the feign demeanor, brighter than the day and seen by these eyes. The struggle within, seemingly insuperable odds mock any advanace. This spirit provides reproach to its own blood, and it flows according to the indistinguishable emotions its kindred grasp so tightly. Admonished is the man, and vacant is the space, which once was filled with admiration. The future, always open to change, and it is this day, as well." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Thought For The Day Thursday 02/20/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And those whose love surrounds me, edifiy this spirit, this mind. Their love, true and deep spreads throughout this heart, yet still, the darkness pervades the light. It swallows everything within and forestalls the surfacing of clarity. Deep inside, the dark controls this embattled heart with a relentless grasp. The light, fondly embraced in memory. Up ahead in the distance somewhere it must be. No peace this day, as the day before, and those to come. The view ahead, ill-defined, yet hopeful. The future, yet to come and to be revealed. I wait." ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me Together forever and never apart, Maybe in distance, but never in heart. A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears Love knows no reasons, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but doesn't mind Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end, always found with no regrets, forever valued and kept treasured. Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken, Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, Especially towards those we love the best. It is t

Thoughts For Today..
Why is it with some people you have to leave so many words unspoken with fear of them not understanding you. Or knowing that it will upset them when they aren't bad things to say. Why is it that you can not always control where life leads you no matter how much time you spent thinking about all the pros and cons on what path to follow. “There are moments in life, when the heart is so full of emotion That if by chance it be shaken, or into its depths like a pebble Drops some careless word, it overflows, and its secret, Spilt on the ground like water, can never be gathered together” - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow - “Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders in

Thought For The Day Friday 03/21/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "I try pleasing everyone, to no avail. No action, no understanding, no compassion, no consideration extends beyond the moment is is offered. Yes at times, even that brilliant instant when the pure heart reaches out, it is brushed aside with little regard for the genuality it brings with it. Please everyone? Surely, it would take a better man than I. Many are those whose sight is deeper, whose intent, more pure and genuine. The lonely man in heart, stands aside from his own feelings and offers them all to appease those who fill it, to validate their place within it. To reach within them, to fill their hearts with all he is inside. For all he is, is all he has. It is all he will ever be, alone. This he will always be inside" ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Thoughts
To the man I love I wanna tell you this My love for you will stay true For as long as I live The stars can stop shining The sky can fall down The world can stop spinning But my love will still go ‘round Unless the devil comes to stop us Our love will always stay true Unless some evil force takes us apart I’m gonna keep on loving you I never asked for love so soon But then you came my way It didn’t matter how much I tried to deny it My love grew stronger every day As young as I may be You were there to catch my fall It's amazing how you’re always there for me Only you can understand it all I don’t care who’s against us This is just between you and me I don’t care who disapproves People should just let us be How could I live without you? How would I make it through? I think it’d be impossible How can I imagine a world without you? You can't help who you love You’re just not supposed to Although I didn’t think it’d

Thought For The Day
"Treat the earth well: it is not given to you by your parents,it was loaned to you by your children. We do not inherit the earth from our ancestors, we borrow it from our children." ancient Indian proverb

Thoughts
I often wonder is this what god had planned for me? Is the trauma that I go through to make me stronger or beat me down. Was my life already planned out before I was even born. Im thinking of how I can impact my life to be content with myself. Love, happiness, contentment and joy are yet to be found. I've always second guessed myself. Well no more. This year everything will be different. Im almost comfortable to enjoy being with me. I've learned alot about myself, who i am and how I what to be. I love people and that was always hard for me to believe, now ask me if I trust people I will still say no. There are only a few that I truley trust in my life and those I love dearly and thank you for your support. I will laugh more than ever, be as goofy as I can be, spend as much time out doors drinking in the warm sun and smelling the sweet rain, wrap myself in a blanket on the couch with a good book, use the knowledge & experiences I have to offer for someone who maybe hurting, Be a go

Thought For The Day Tuesday 03/25/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "This pain, unrelenting and unforgiving. This seemingly iniquitous existence as viewed by some, holds within it a heart, pure and filled with love. Surely, the heart which binds with another and protects all those whose same hearts are watched over, laid safe each night. It is those, which devour my own. Feast upon this soul with ravenouos delight do those who are protected. The life, the man, no longer admired or loved beyond condition. Only admonished does he stand, nearing his fall through the blinding tears which obscure his sight now. No longer does the light come in, it hides behind the stabbing pain in this chest waiting. It awaits the day, when the heart is healed, if it shall ever come." ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Thoughts On Patriotism.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 Patriotism Current mood: thoughtful Category: Life Patriotism. What does that word really mean? My personal opinion is that it refers to the feelings one has when certain prompts are given to them about their country/flag/elected officials, etc. Other things enter my thoughts when I posed this question to myself. Such as, can a person be patriotic and an Atheist? Everywhere you look our country's symbolism is rife with the word GOD. Our money has it, our Pledge of Allegiance(sp), so if you don't believe in the Christian God, can you be a patriot? I believe so, 100%. I am Atheist and I still say the Pledge as I learned it. I definitely use money all the time. And I consider myself a patriot. I am respectful to the flag, I get choked up when I sing the National Anthem, I outright cry when I see images of the Vietnam Memorial Wall, and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because my father is a Vietnam vet and the stories I've heard from oth

The Thoughts In My Head
Well, this blog is going to give you a look inside the mind of someone with a mental illness. Maybe then you all will know that this isn't something to laugh about and know how serious something like this is. I know I will get a lot of people that will leave stupid comments about how retarded I am for posting this and all I have to say to them is FUCK OFF!!! Well it is 2:10am, March 27, 2008. I am sitting here because I can't sleep. I have been depressed all day and for no reason really. I woke up in a pissed off mood for no reason and decided that I would go off on everyone. Not meaning to do that I mean it just happens. BTW I am bipolar. For those that don't know what the hell that is it is a disorder that makes you go from being happy to depressed to pissed off yell and going off on anyone that is around. For the people that don't believe that mental illnesses like mine are real I would love for you to deal with me during my episodes and see if I can control it. As of now I am in th

[thought Of The Day:]
Am I fighting to live? Or living to fight? I dunno, but this will become a poem later. Maybe after I get my mom a birthday present... and sleep away painful PAINFUL tiny invasive things.

Thoughts
Memories I found reminiscing, In the moonlight silvery glow, Bygone dreams I remember, On the paths where lovers go. Dreams never need to be lost, I could share mine with you, Step 'neath the stars tonight, As the moon comes into view. As I remember dreams shared, Whilst harmonising the tune, I play your love songs again, 'Neath the light of a silver moon. Dreams within lovers embrace, In moonlight upon the shore, I capture what matters most, In continuous love forevermore

Thoughts About My Family
My Four Leaf Clover People say that a four leaf clover is good luck. For 24 years I’ve been searching for my four leaf clover and never found it. I’d look in clover patches every time I saw one, and when no four leaf clover was found I thought my life would never have good luck. Then one day I met my husband and my stepson. Later on down the road I received the greatest gift of all, my 3 wonderful sons. As I sit here on March 29, 2008 I have realized that my four leaf clover is not a plant that can be found in a patch but my loving wonderful family. I have my husband Charles as the stem, the one who holds this family together. The one who provides this family with everything we need. My 4 wonderful sons Jesse, T-Charles, Michael and Elden are the four cloves, the ones we hold up to the sky with love. They are the ones that will soon branch out and grow stronger and someday have little cloves of their own. The roots are the love that has produced my lucky four leaf clover and that

Thoughts
1: Marriage is a waste of time 2: If ya make someone a promise, keep it. Your word should be golden. 3: Don't trust anyone 100% 4: When you're with someone dive in head 1st, don't tip toe in slowly. If your gonna get hurt might as well do it all they way!! 5: Forgive but never forget. 6: Friends are forever relationships come and go!! So never push ur friends away cause of a boyfriend/girlfriend 7: Never critize another person, until you look in the mirror. 8: Never push someone away that you really care about, cause in the end you may of pushed them too far 9: No one ever got anywhere by playing it safe! So take chances! 10: Love everyone even if ya can't stand them, cause each person that comes into your life teaches you something.

Thoughts
ok im so fucking confussed i am a bisexual female and i had a gf and a bf and i broke up with both to be with one person but now that i broke up with the one person i dont know if i should try and get them back because they are married to each other or should i just keep them as my close friends and find someone else i have my eye on someone but i dont know what to do anyway catch yall later

The Thought Of You Ms. Focsi
The thought of you Ms.Focsi starts me trembling A fire is raging deep inside my heart I can still feel your body close to mine The way you held me so tenderly I still taste your kisses on my lips Alone, I hunger for those kisses tonight My mind recalls the words you spoke The way your hands explored my body The time spent with you passed quickly but your loving has left a burning fire A fire that only your love can put out and I wait for your return with open arms. To My Friend Ms.Focsi PS: I know it sounded kind of freaky lol

Thoughts Of Peace
Today I woke up thinking of things and I let some stress and doubt creep in for a while. I quickly thought of other things to let me calm down. I have a faith/religion/belief whatever you call it that keeps me grounded and calm. It is something that has saved me from myself years ago. In the past few years I have let my inner demons get the best of me in the last few years. In the past year I have come to know myself even more than before. I have found that inner peace again. Whenever faced with obstacles or people who are negative it's easy to turn to anger or stress. Now I just smile and say have a nice day. It feels ten times better to walk with a smile than a frown. The energy and aura you put out when smiling on the outside as well as the inside makes others around you feel better too. I have been around very enlightened people of varying faiths. Everyone one of them has made me feel completely at peace and everyone in the room was smiling and were very fri

Thoughts
Died within your grip It's me that's left to pick up the pieces, When you have had you're say, It's me that has to cover these tears, And wear this mask all day. It's me that has to take it all, And not tell a soul, It's me that has to listen to you, Making me feel even more alone. It's me that has to cover up these scars, The ones you told me to make, It's me that has to pretend its all good, When really I've had all I can take. It's me that has to face each day, Hiding the pain I feel, It's me that has to smile so fake, When knowing this pain will never heal. It's me that's kept you here so long, I'm too afraid to say goodbye, It's me you have made dependant on you, Without you I'm afraid I might die. It's me that opened the door to you, And now I feel such regret, Its me your voice has all control of, And I wish I could just forget. It's me you can no longer live off, Because I live on no more, It's me that died within your grip, When it was

Thought To Ponder
There comes a point and time in life when you realize Who matters, Who never did, Who wont anymore, and Who always will;....so dont worry about the ppl from your past there is a reason they are not part of your future.

Thoughts
So Much More Than A Rose I walked through the field laced with silver and gold. I then spot a rose burning and bold. It was a dangerous red a fiery hue. But I was drawn by the heat no better I knew. I reached for the stem green, consistent with thorns I pulled it from the dirt a new pain was born. Vain, self- righteous thorns punctured my hand. On the apathetic rose dark, angry blood ran. Weary of agony and forlorn with turmoil. I dropped the callous ideal on blood dampened soil. I walk on pondering life's seductive misery. I roam on when I spot pure genuine beauty. A radiant red rose luminate mongst a sea of weeds. More than I hoped for but maybe what I need. I gently plucked it from the ground. It made beautiful music without emitting a sound. I held the long, vibrant stem assimilated with me. Incomparable I grip it passionately. To take my rose would be nothing short of iniquity. It would cause grief and eclipse all that I see. As long as t

Thoughts
Where do I go from here? God, how many times have I asked myself that question? If I had a nickel... It's strange when for a while you feel like you've got a plan; life makes sense. The planets are in order, and the sun is shining. Then, some clouds drift in; it gets windy and you can smell the rain. You try to run for cover, or at least, open your umbrella in time to save yourself from being drenched. The heavens open their flood gates. Suddenly, you're in a river of muddy water, rapids, and debris. The umbrella floats past, mocking your effort. What now? Which direction do you swim? Against the current, or with it? Do you call out for help? Who is listening? Do you even try to make it back to shore, or do you just let the river rush you away into the sea?

Thoughts
Who knows the price we pay For being ourselves in this day Of technology and constant pain We have lost so much with little gain. We claim to be advanced "technologically sound" But WHAT has gone Can never be found. Our ancestors lived "basic" to some What in their place, what have we become? Dependent on the the computer age The little box our priest and sage. We are at ease, yes that is true But come to think of it, are you YOU Or a number on a screen, an addendum Something that dies when the power has gone? These are my thoughts; I am like you I have become reliant on this silicon glue But I seek fulfilment, something more An escape from this soul-drive store

Thoughts
i sit here in the dark with a massive head ach that i have had all day sence i woke up at 6:00am and i relize just how lonly i truely am with no lap to rest my worry head no hands to run through my hair no lips to tell me its ok or to kiss my forehead softly yes it is a truely lonely life i lead i sleep away the days and work away in the nights i sleep in the day so not to see other people holding hands walking down the street or kissing in the park i work hard at night to lose myself in my work couse at work i dont think i do my task at hand my mind does not think of sleeping next to someone warm and soft i do not think of going out to bars couse one truely is the lonelyest number when you go out more to come later just had to write things down ty

Thousands Of Miles...
.....Even though I am thousands of miles away. Your innocent face in my heart prevails every day. It’s so sad that the cruelty of distance keeps us apart. but that’s not something that can keep you away from my heart. Honestly, you captured me since the day we first met. The happiest day of my entire life I will never forget. You are the only one who can leave me speechleess. The one and only that can provide me all this happiness. I like you always but I love you forever. I just wait for the day we hold hands together. If you ever stop loving me I wouldn’t be right. My life would would be incomplete. Each day would turn into right. I just want you to know that you do so much for me. that’s why i give you my love unconditionally. we are meant to be and if you feel the same. I’d want nothing more than for you to share my last name. baby, i will love until the day i die. please, understand and believe this is not a lie. i promise the love i feel for you will stay the same. as i love you

Thoughts.
*If we see with open eyes and listen with open ears,why dont we think with opened minds? *The next time you think you`re perfect,try walking on water. *There is no such thing as past..Its just a memory that fades away with every step we take. *The best love is the one that weakens our soul,makes reach for more,that plants fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds :) *You think there`s a God,yet you look both ways when you`re crossing the street...

Thought Of The Day And News Of The Week
men moet neit alles zeggen wat men weet, maar wel alles weten wat men zegt. translated for those who dont speak dutch is : you should not say everything you know but know the things you say. sorry i have not been on for a while i have been ill and well got better then twisted my ankle bad then after i got better got ill again really bad then i got a new service dog named tequila she is also a rotti and well have been working with her in between feeling ill again i moved my mom to her new apartment and now my foot is killing me again tequila is having surgery to be fixed so no puppies from her but heard she is doing well and be back home for training tomorrow but i think we are going to hide in bed and rest the two of us and the rest of my crew rosia and chiquita and nena while johan buzzzs around so that is the news and hope to come back on tomorrow but hey you all enjoy your nigh and i will be back after i feel more up to par to being on the computer longer

Thoughts From My Heart Turned Into Words
I look at you and I am torn inside By the feelings I have for you The feelings I hide deep inside I’m affraid of what you’ll say So instead I wish upon a star That someday being able to be close to you Won’t feel so hard I have loved you for ever Can’t you see it in my eyes Can’t you feel it in our kiss My love for you I can't hide When you look at me Tell me what you see Someone to love and grow old with or just another fling

The Thoughts Of Raven
The Thoughts of Raven Why is this pain so hard Why is this life so wrong Why is that every time I say I love you You say I don't Why is that I say I want you You say you don't Why is that every time I look In to your eyes I see pain Why is that you look in to Mine you cant see the divine Why is that you have lost your faith Why is that I still have mine Why is every time I see you with him Why is that you are not mine Why is that you have said that I'm a god but I feel that Im not Why is it that I cant sleep At night when the dreams Have not yet gone away Why are my thoughts so long Full of words gone wrong

Thought Of The Day
try saying i love you to your special some one je t'aime , te amo , ich liebe dich, lo tiamo, ik hou van jou! for those who need to know the translation French , Spanish , German, Italian, and dutch "I LOVE YOU! take the time to say how great your special friend love one are take time to let them know how much you appreciate them. As dwaan net doocht,is litten better -if the things you do don't sound good, then don't do it.

Thought You Knew Everything?
A snail can sleep for three years. Al Capone's business card said he was a used furniture dealer. Almonds are a member of the peach family. An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2 to 6 years of age. February 1865 is the only month in recorded history not to have a full moon. If the population of China walked past you, 8 abreast, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction. If you are an average American, in your whole life, you will spend an average of 6 months waiting at red lights. Leonardo Da Vinci invented the scissors. Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite! Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated. The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing. The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket. There are more chickens than people in the world. Winston

Thought For Sat
I think that there are lots of people out there that can be instantaneously turned on by an image while there are others that need to know the inner soul of someone before they leave their heart to them.....

Thoughts
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, or say 'I love you.' So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... and old cars . and children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what . Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep

Thought I'd Share...
After my knee surgery back in October I wrote this... thought I would share with my Fu friends. Hope this offers some words of advise for someone! Sometimes life hands you more than you think you can handle, but in reality you are only given what you can handle. In the times of despair and uncertainly everyone feels blue, uneasy and disheveled. I have been in that very mood and "mental hole" for about three months now. I have finally pulled myself out of that position after looking at my life and realizing that the little bump in the road I hit was merely a test of myself will and trust me when you are hurt or otherwise unable to do the basic things to care for yourself this humbles a person. After falling into a short but seemingly deep depression for a few weeks I am finally feeling like myself again, only changed for the better. My new lease on life is to enjoy what I have been given and to be became a friend a friend would like to have, and to live each day as if it were my l

Thought For Monday
I am not sure why this is but, I have a hard time with people who cannot commit to the things that they say. If you are going to say something I think you should mean it... Otherwise don't waste my time!

Thoughts Again Blah Ha To Them
ok so where to start. people come and go and very very very few stand a meaning to me. i hate pretty much everyone but for some reason very few manage to weezle their way into my mind, thoughts, and soul. corney i know but fuck you. i love knowing that in this world there are actual people worth knowing. i gave up on practically everyone that i won't deny. i just was sitting here and thinking about the people who have came and gone in my life. well there really isn't much i can say other then thankyou to those or you who actually got to see the real me and didn't run away screaming like most. broken and tattered who gives a fuck its me. now that i have said that i must continue to a different subject, that subject is SOME people. well why fake a front and sugar coat what your not. do you not see that the truth will always surface. why waste your time playing a game of truth and dare with your own lies at other peoples expense. i don't get that either i just wish it would fucking sto

Thought Of The Day!
How are we supost to be posative....how are we supost to live when we watch the world and know that we see now that the weak are gone the strong are beginning to fall?? How how are we supost to be posative when we dont see shit posative?? Someone tell me how we are expected to live with out fear?? There are things that can kill us in the world momma didnt teach us to fear!! There is freakin death by leaf! How are we supost to be expected to live when we watch that happen to someone we love?? Something that wasnt supost to happen....please DAMMIT SOMEONE TELL ME HOW THE HELL WE ARE SUPPOST TO LIVE!! TODAY IS HER BIRTHDAY BUT SHE ISNT HERE!!! YOU TELL US HOW TO LVE WITHOUT FEAR!!

Thoughts 2008
Nine Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 9 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 8 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 7 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 6 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to Criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. And The Number 1 Thought For 2008 : We know exactly where one cow with Mad-cow-disease is located among milli

Thoughts
Love is not something we find, love is something we DO! Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin To love you must be willing to let go, to let go you must be willing to love You can only be as happy as you want to be Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late Love is looking at him and knowing that even if you can't be with him, you feel happy because he is happy with someone else Love is like a box of chocolates. You don't know how good it is until they are all gone Love is what none of us can point out because it's that unexplainable thing that only appears when you realize you are not asking yourself, 'What is love? Never question if you are in love or not, because if you were you wouldn't need

Thoughts
STOP!!! and take a moment with me……. Close your eyes…… and remember……. Remember that first moment…… the first moment you saw her….saw him Can you see it? Now fall deeper…. deeper into that moment…… feel her…..feel him reach….Reach out…. With your soul….. Are you there? Her smell….his smell… INHALE and hold Savior it, relish in it… Freeze it, take a picture…. Remember…. the first touch…a hug…a hand….a body Now….are you still with me? Are you still with her? Are you still with him? OPEN!! What do you see? I see….I feel…I know…. Eyes wide open I SEE!! You are real. With me…away from me…but IN me You and I are WE….. Can you…… I reach…I touch….I connect WE connect It is that moment…this moment those moments….. future moments….. I know…I KNOW…you me we Alone…together Far and so CLOSE always I know…you know…. The little things….. still alive….feeling…touchi

Thought Of You Today(written By Terry To Katherine
Just for this moment I just had to let my mind share with your heart... Everything that I feel for you has consumed my very thoughts... So much Romance I feel... So much joy of you makes me smile... Why escape those passions I feel for you... I mean you have my thoughts wondering constantly... To hear a love song play in a day makes me yearn for more of what I long to find in you..."love"... "I can't help but think of you"... To kiss the softness of your lips is a thirst my heart wants you to quench... My hands tremble at the very though of touching you... With my fingers softly running through your hair as you relax against the Warmth of my body heat... A picture of you can speak a thousand words... But to truly gaze at the look of love in your eyes consumes me in every way... That when I close my eyes I'm taken to a dreamy state of bliss... As I look into those dreamy eyes of yours... I can truly see my future, my destiny of love... I mean isn't that what love is

Thoughts...
Like seeds borne away from the dandelion by the wind, the pieces of a broken heart are scattered. But someplace one of those pieces will find its place and grow once again. It may be near or far. It may even take place at the very place from where it began. One never knows just where a new beginning will come.

Thoughts Of You
When I think of her, all time stands still Her beautiful face fills me with childhood thrills Hearing her voice makes me lose all sense of will She puts meaning into my life. When I am with her, life couldn't be better All worries are lost with the float of a feather Her hand, in mine, was made to be there She is mine, The One.

Thought This Was Cute...
Do you know her favorite color is pink or that she's afraid of spiders? Do you know she can't sleep without at least two pillows or that when someone mentions you her eyes sparkle & face lights up like Christmas. Do you know her favorite song or at least her favorite band? Did you know she hates arguing, but that she's good at it. She loves the way you look at her, but hates to go a day without talking to you. She only giggles if you look at her, but she loves the fact that you do. or that she loves it when you hug her from behind, and kiss her neck? The only thing that bothers her is when people walk into her life and she knows they can't stay. or when shes worked so hard for everything and in an instant shes forgotten by you...You are her only one. Break her heart and she will never get over you.

Thought/energy/prayer Request
My friend El is in the ICU. They amputated his foot and he is in kidney failure and on a ventilator. Please keep him in your thoughts as he faces this battle. UPDATE: I visitied him this AM. He was still on the ventilator and was unresponsive to my voice. This is the way my grandmother's last days ended up being.

Thoughts
Today is a day of pent up energy. Filled with wants needs and desires. Visions dancing thru my head. Fingers tracing their way over my body. Charting their way over undiscovered territories. Moving slowly, mapping each and every cliff and valley. Soft, gentle and flowing. Needing candles, rose petals, tie downs, and torturous pleasure. Wanting heat to envelope every inch of my body, sending me soaring high above any other pleasure imaginable. MMMmmmm....... Way to much pent up energy.

Thoughts
There is this gentalman I have meet a few weeks ago. We have been out of few times. They where great. I enjoyed every minute we were together. He is sweet, tender, giving. I love the little touches , the look in his eyes when he looks at me.They make me want to melt on the spot. I don't know what he thinks of me. I do know he is a guy I could really fall for. The thing is . The distance, our jobs, make it hard for us to really spend time together. I have never been in a distance relationship. Truth be told never wanted to be. With him I am willing to give it whatever it takes. If he is willing to do the same, I hope he will let me know. If not let me know that too. I don't want either of us to get hurt. Just some thought I have. Just needed to put down.

Thought For The Day Tuesday 05/06/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "To love. Nothing compares and all things pale next to fulfillment of the heart. Few ever truly know it, and some who do, fail to grasp its deepest meaning. The meaning of love is simple; it is life. The very core of our truest selves, our souls/spirits/consciousness exist to love alone. To give it and receive it, this, is where we find the purest reality. Love is surely not what many believe, something to have or to hold, but not to completely nurture. It is only through true giving of ourselves, that we can ever accept the truth of the return of love. Without surrender, there can be no embrace. Love is the culmination of all our senses and perceptions. They become knowledge within, knowing that path which leads to understanding, all, through love. In its absence, nothing may stand the test of time. Without it, we merely exist without true purpose, for we are purposed, to seek it and to embrace its essence. Each day, the truth moves closer if

Thought
Living sights and sounds of life dance passionately within, life’s circle is ever changing and with each passing moment will always just begin. Active visualizations are registered with emotional screams, over life’s peaches is poured sweet and sour creams. Tastes and flavors can and do grasp and ignite desire, while others repel and will initiate disgust’s wildest fire. Feelings are often beyond control as emotions stimulates one’s mind, soul and heart, choices and decisions could be questioned within this arousing start. Pleasures and compositions are painted throughout each passing moment, each toil and gratification are the wonders of life’s living torment. Learning and accepting the immensity within one’s true self, paving an avenue of individually not just an invented irrelevant elf.

A Thousand Words
A thousand words could not describe you, Or even begin to tell the tale, Beauty not even a blind man could subdue, With a million bumps of braille. I could never tell you how I feel, Because you take my breath away, Like a dream it seems so surreal, That I wake up next to you everyday. I cherish every second together we spend, I'll never take you for granted, Your not only my lover, but my best friend, You keep me stable in a world so slanted. You're the answer when I have no clue, My life, my heart, my dream, I get lost in your eyes so blue, Lost into a love so extreme. A thousand words could not describe you, Or our love so real, When I say I love you it's true, What are the one thousand words you feel?

Thoughts & Suggestions
I'm hoping to do my first photo shoot tomorrow. Is there anything you'd like to see? (no, no kitty shots so don't ask). Any themes? Props? ya know... school girl, pig tails, stockings etc? Any imput would be appreciated. thanks. All suggestions will be taken into consideration.

Thought Of The Day
give a person a fish they eats for a day teach a person to fish they eat for a life time. in memory to my father the tenth would be my mom and dads wedding anniversary my father is no longer with us so this is my personal thought for a great man we went through fire and water , but you brought us to a place of abundance. psalm 66:12

Thoughts From A Friend,
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a housedress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re- fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it... its best we love it... And care for it.... And fix it when it's broken..... And heal

Thought For The Moms Out There!
Place value on every day that you have with your children. Appreciate all that you do for them even when they don't. Live love and laugh often. There may be a day that you no longer have them or they no longer have you, but remember that all your children and people in your life who are like your children will remain in your thoughts and memories FOREVER. On this mother's day weekend I am thoughtful of my two sons and remember Arianna and my mother Leona. Please all of the mothers out there! bHave a wonderful Mother's Day ohh yeah and guys remember your mom's this weekend.

Thought Of The Day
happy mothers day to you all who are moms hope you are all having a good day! every child should have two things: a DOG and a MOTHER willing to let them have one. Dogs are better then human beings-because they KNOW- but do not tell :) oops this one was to be in the just rambling blog but hey to them all i will post a joke later

Thought Of The Day
there is something to be said at how Quickly a DOG makes friends in comparison to a human. until he extends his circle of compassion to include all living things, man will not himself find peace

'thousands Dead' In Chinese Quake
'Thousands dead' in Chinese quake Rescue workers have been trying to reach students of Juyuan Middle School Between 3,000 and 5,000 people have been killed by an earthquake measuring 7.8 in one county of Sichuan province in south-western China, reports say. There are also thought to be almost 900 students buried beneath the rubble of a middle school. President Hu Jintao has urged "all-out" efforts to rescue victims of the quake. More details to follow.

'thousands Dead' In Chinese Quake
'Thousands dead' in Chinese quake Rescue workers have been trying to reach students of Juyuan Middle School Between 3,000 and 5,000 people may have been killed by an earthquake measuring 7.8 in just one county of south-western China's Sichuan province, reports say. Some 10,000 people are also feared to have been injured in Beichuan county. Desperate efforts are under way to find survivors. One school that collapsed has buried an estimated 900 students. President Hu Jintao has urged "all-out" efforts to rescue victims of the quake, which hit 92km (57 miles) from Chengdu, Sichuan's provincial capital. Cries for help There are harrowing reports from the scene of the school collapse in Dujiangyan city - about 100km (60 miles) from the epicentre. Teenagers buried beneath the rubble of the three-storey Juyuan Middle School building were struggling to break free, while others were crying out for help, state news agency Xinhua reported. Parents were wa

Thoughts
a lustful thought taking you a desirable place into a seductive position reaching into the soul and grasping the secret.. A secret so well hidden not many will ever see seducing a mind lost in thoughts.. dreams reawakening taking ahold a heart opening the very soul.. long lost hope flourishing into the world to see.. thought to become A reality never known the seductive mind.. written 2.4.08 copyright belong to me

A Thought On Love
Thoughts On Love There may be a distance between us, but my heart and mind will always walk with you. What’s tomorrow without you? I guess empty would be the best way to describe it…A feeling of loneliness, no matter where you are. Colors don’t seem quite as bright, nor do feelings seem quite as deep, except for the one of resonant emptiness inside my heart. A man in love is one of the most dangerous opponents to stand up against, he may seem distracted at first, but given the chance to protect that what he holds dear, he will fight like a demon and value his own life at nothing. Someone who is truly in love may very well be amongst the richest people walking the earth. They might have lost their heart, but they have found a thousand things to replace it. You’re the love of my heart, the little light in the darkness of everyday life. A reason to stay happy, something to look forward to… And for that, you should strike the honor of my happiness. In the end, it all c

Thought For Wednesday
Life is too short. Let me tell you that when you have the opportunity to say something .. Don't be afraid to say it you may never have the opportunity to say it again and you don't want to regret that for the rest of your life nor leave the ones left behind to wonder what could have been.

Thoughts Of The Day...5/17/08
For starters, I'm aware that this is cyberspace and not reality whatsoever but I needed to get some things off my chest. With that said, here goes..... I've met some great people on FUBAR that I may not have met otherwise. No, these aren't just people I chat with online. I actually have phone conversations with some and have traveled to meet others as well. THESE PARTICULAR PEOPLE MEAN SOMETHING MORE TO ME THAN JUST A BUDDY TO CONVERSE WITH WHILE I'M ONLINE. It's starting to piss me off that my kindness gets taken for granted. I will & have always bent over backwards to help a friend in need, or been there for someone that just needed to vent. Now it seems that not only was my kindness taken for granted but I've been made to look the damn fool. I didn't do this to name anyone specific, because this person will know exactly who they are. I do not under any circumstances, like to be lied to. I feel there is no reason to lie to someone that has always stuck by and put up with nonsense

Thoughts In Verse
Yes there will always be tomorrow. The only question for me is will I see it ? I guess that is why we should never put things off, leave things unsaid, And cherish the moments and loved ones. Walking down life’s twisting road Reaping the harvest of seeds I sowed Discoveries of life mystery come late Yet long before the pearly gate Treasure that we live to find Love that we may not see for being blind Hold on to the ones heart true Marvel in the world made new For all is as it was meant to be Learning to love true is the key By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Thoughts
have every wondered what be came of a high school sweetheart ..i have spent over 20 years wondering.. and like trace atkins says every light in the house is on , thats the way my heart has felt for over 20 years but just a few weeks ago i got a email from myspace if i was kevin from st johns high in south carolina.which my heart jumped with joy..we have been talkin now for a couple weeks . and im as much in love with her then as i am now..but god will tend to the matters of what the heart needs... kjt-snake

Thoughts
as i showered i noticed the exposed wiresin theceiling wherei havent gotaround to installinganewfixture,and wonderedif enoughsteam could causeit toarc andmake a mini ligtning storm in my bathroom.it wouldbeneat to watch

A Thought
They say the truth can hurt, and yes it can, but I rather have a truth hurt me for a moment than have a lie destroy me for a lifetime, because a lie last can last forever and along with lies pain is to surly follow, so I say give me the truth no matter how painful it may be,because with that pain comes time to heal, but with a lie that keeps going there is no time to heal.

Thoughts For The Day
Yesterday one of my friends call to tell me they had 2 months left to live that he was dieing of cancer. What a wake up call. What am I doing with my life? What would I be doing if I was told I only have 2 months to live? What happens to my two boys? Would I be missed? I am sure my brothers and sisters would miss me maybe a couple of friends other than that I am sure I would be soon be forgotton. Have I truly made a mark on anyones life? yet the world keeps turning. Make you wonder how many people you meet during the day that wont be alive tomorrow.

Thoughts
You know, there are lot of things I think about. They range from what is going on in our country, the world, friends family...and the list goes on. so I am going to start a "thought for the moment" blog. It will have some of the stronger thoughts I have in it from time to time....check it out, and let me know what you think...thanks.

Thought I'd Share
A letter of thanks from Parry Aftab Executive Director, WiredSafety.org Hi. I really appreciate your interest in helping us with The Megan Pledge, where we hope 1 million young people will take the pledge to stop cyberbullying in the name of Megan Meier. The Pledge was designed by one of our Teenangels chapters, in New Rochelle, NY, who heard about Megan and wanted to do something to stop cyberbullying. As they say, while Megan was not the first teen to kill herself after being victimized by cyberbullies, they hope she will be the last. Sadly, since the Pledge was created, we are aware of at least three more suicides where the students were being tormented online by other young people. It has to stop. And we believe that it can start with you taking a stand against cyberbullying. As you know, Megan was thirteen when she died. She had been bullied most of her life, especially in middle school. When Megan was in third grade she was diagnosed with ADD and with depre

Thought Of The Day For May 31, 2008
..here's your thought of the day for May 31, 2008: Click the above pic for more like that kind, I know they are pretty popular... The more and more I see, the more ahh I dunno what it exactly is. I know there are some people on here that can be "bought" and have their friendships and loyalties bought as well. That's pretty sad in an online bar. Not even a real bar at that. In the real world, buying things for people is what it is, the results pretty much speak for themselves either way. But that's in the real world folks. The real world. For the most part, this place isn't real, odds are better than not that you won't meet the person you're buying that VIP, Blast or Happy Hour for. Giving them away in contests, giveaways, trading them for Fubucks, etc, that's not what I'm referring to. That's legit. Everyone do it until either your heart's content or your credit card is maxed out or whatever makes you happy. But be aware at the same time that those that are out there that

Thoughts From A Sleep Deprived Mind
Just some food for thought...I guess you could call it that....I don't know what it would be called really.... My mind is working on over time....Too bad the idiot don't get paid....I could be rick as much as I think....Ok enough mumbling......What do you do or How do you handle a issue / person who keeps repeating the same thing over and over???? Do you keep over looking it & let them get by with it????? Does there some how come a time, a place, an action,or just something that lets you know what you should do????? Also while I'm on this in need of sleep rant...... What the is the freak deal with all the so- called freinds??? Come on already.... Friendship is not about when it is the best for you to talk to certain people. Friendship is about always being there for a person no matter what ,no matter who don't like them. If you can't do this then you don't need to call yourself a friend to that person. Friendship is about seein the flaws in people and not caring.... Not well the people

Thought This Was Funny...says It All
Army Wedding Vows If the Army wanted you to have a wife, it would have issued you one. Dear family and friend, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and the Department of the Army to witness this exchange of vows and to see the love that these dedicated, loving people have for one another. I, ______________________________________ , take (who was once referred to as the 'dependent'), as your Family Member, to dwell together in so far as the Department of the Army will permit?" "Wilt thou love her, comfort her via the Postal Service or over the telephone, make sure she knows where the commissary, PX, clinic and the church are and what time she is scheduled to use the laundry room the day she arrives, wherever you are stationed?" "Wilt thou attempt to tell her more than 24 hours in advance that you will be leaving for two weeks, beginning the next morning? This especially applies to the years you will live in a foreign country!" "Wilt thou, , take this soldier

Thought For Thought
Although you are with someone else, I want to have my say Without invading your domain Or scaring you away. I respect the choice you made And all that you decide, But I would just like you to know I want you by my side. As a lake deep in a wood Awaits a cool, fresh breeze, I will wait, a patient eye, While you do as you please. Eventually, you'll understand I love you. Miracles turn commonplace in time. I'll simply be, and then my feelings for you, Like saplings planted in your yard, will find Years enough to shade you from the wind. Everything I've done, I've done Only for your love. Everything I am, I am In hopes your heart will move. I know that you love someone else, But while you're away, I'll love you just as though our love Would last till you are grey. Till you and I are grey, my love, And all our days are done, I'll love you just as I do now; Your heart's my only home.

Thoughts From A Cutter
Here I sit with blade in hand All I can think about is the excitement and release I will feel as the blade slices my flesh watching the crimson blood slowly drip I smile and sigh as the pain that engulfed me slowly subsides

A Thought
i'll watch down the hall people walk past and look at you differntly your not normal to them but what is normal are they really normal they who all look and act the same or are we the ones who are normal differnt aqnd indiviuals we stand together but walk alone i'm thinking normal is only a myth what about you

Thought For Friendship
friendship is not just the name of an ordinary feeling.but it is the name of the feelings of understanding,honesty and frankness between two persons.and these feelings keep the two very special persons bounded together and such a frienship lies in two of us.

Thoughts Of Anger
Okay, so these thoughts are always runnin' around in my head, and I just have to get them out. They aren't directed at anyone. Its just a little release - thats all. Sometimes, you think you have a really good connection with someone. You try your best to connect when you can. Time and distance makes life and living difficult. Then you discover that everything you've been told, everything you believed - was a lie. If I could - I'd scream in your face. If I could - I'd scratch at your eyes. If I could - I'd shove you away. But I can't. And even if I could - I won't. I wish that people could be up front and honest. "I can't stand drama. I don't like to play games." How often do you hear that??? Seriously. Well, I say "FUCK THAT SHIT" I'm done. I've had it. Don't cover my heart with sweet sugary drippings of love and affection. You don't mean it, and I don't want it. If you want to be in my life - tell me the truth. Love me. or Hate me. It doesn't matter, really. I'll

Thoughts
Thoughts in my head ,they seam to spread They really should not be, When will I be free? Why do they tease and torment so These thoughts have so much control. Each and every single day. The thoughts never ever really let go. I close my eyes trying not to see. These Thoughts that keep tormenting me . Maybe if I was really truly set free Then these thoughts wouldn't bother me. With a smile on my face I try to hide From these thoughts that torment me inside. I don't want to see, maybe i will brake free From these thoughts that oh so rip & tear at me. Then and only then do i finally see The true nature of these thoughts that bother me. I will never ever be set permanently free No not from these thoughts that bother me.

Thoughts........
Thoughts racing thru your brain. Is there really hapiness in life. Does anyone ever get a happily ever after? Who ever knows when enough is enough? Thoughts bleeding thru your brain. An addiction you can't seem to let go. Where do you stop and when do you go? Who ever knows the right decisions in life. Why can't god just give us a handbook to this fucked up thing we call life? Does he have a sick sense of humor or do we just fuck it up all by ourselves.? Do we ever completly grow up? We are always under someones thumb? Is this life or just a really bad dream? You see it in his eyes. Bleeding from his brain. Is he even curable? Or are you just going insane. How much do you help and when do you walk away? You see it coursing thru his veins killing him slowly. Do you watch him kill himself or do you reach out to help? OR LET him go til he helps himself? SICKNESS......is it curable. Crazy, disturbed, selfish motherfucker.

A Thought On My Least Favorite Place
I live in a place many many hundreds of miles away from the rotten apple, I moved for many reasons, but being further away from there is just an extra added benefit for me. I once lived much closer, so close I could almost smell it at night, and it does have a scent all of its own. Anyway, where I reside now, a much nicer climate than that of the northeastern portion of the country, there is a large "minotity" population. White people and people that speak and understand English. These are not mutually inclussive terms by the way (have you read any MUMMs lately?). I have noticed and interesting fact in the years since I added some distance between myself and the sewer called gotham. the first is the prodigious amount of "gear" (clothing, hats and jewelery)That these folks wear. Along with the obligatory little gold fringed flags from their native countries hanging from their car mirrors. Be it yankees, mets, jets, giants or knicks, the variety and saturation of the stuff is overwhe

Thoughts
I Know You I know you you were too short you had bad skin you couldn't talk to them very well words didn't seem to work they lied when they came out of your mouth you tried so hard to understand them you wanted to be part of what was happening you saw them having fun and it seemed like such a mystery almost magic made you think that there was something wrong with you you'd look in the mirror trying to find it you thought that you were ugly and that everyone was looking at you so you learned to be invisible to look down to avoid conversation the hours days weekends ah the weekend nights, alone where were you in the basement? in the attic? in your room? working some job? just to have something to do just to have a place to put yourself just to have a way to get away from them a chance to get away from the ones that made you feel so strange and ill-at-ease inside yourself did you ever get invited to one of their parties you sat and wondered if you would go

Thought For The Day
not up to much this evening week working until late so my brain is like mush but yeah just a few quotes im off to bed :) night night "I hear and I forget. I see and I remember. I do and I understand." Confucius "I cannot tell if what the world considers 'happiness' is happiness or not. All I know is that when I consider the way they go about attaining it, I see them carried away headlong, grim and obsessed, in the general onrush of the human herd, unable to stop themselves or to change their direction. All the while they claim to be just on the point of attaining happiness...." - Chuang-tzu.

Thoughts Today
For most of you that are close to me you know that my mother has cancer and has been fighting it for several years, well I had a disturbing and numbing talk with my stepdad today...The doctors have said that they are going to do one more round of chemo if this doesnt work there is nothing more they can do..I cant even explain the pain I feel inside. I want to stay optimistic but the loss of my mother is overwhelming, I feel so confused right now the hardest thing is that she did not tell me I asked her how things were going and she said that they were changing her treatments but thats all I know she didnt want to upset me. I love her so much she is my best friend if I lose her I am not sure what or how to go on. She is my strength she is the only person other than my best friend D that I can trust in and truely feel safe. I would appreciate all of you to keep her in your thoughts and prayers.

A Thought!
A thought! by LateNiteFantasy© A thought! it comes to me when I wallow in the slowly decreasing intoxication of bar after beer after bottle anticipating an impending hangover flung over the pearly cold smoothness of the omnipotent graceful gorgeous porcelain god of every friday night's inevitable slowdown What a thought! It's a gritty slow funk It's a super slam dunk and it rocks my world as it kicks my ass and breaks my head open with the insight that the height of my abilities has so far been hiding in the damp dungeons of the mighty palace that my mind will one day become Oh, what a thought! such a revolution evolution pollution of the regular form factor way of thinking an idea so big it strains my temples and so sharp it leaves scars on the inside of my skull This thought! It's not a new thought It's a new world "What if..." Wait. What was that? And by the power of the same elixir out of which it was born my th

Thought For The Day Saturday 06/21/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And hope fades into the dark. No longer does the sweetness of life flow through these veins. It slows and weakens. All that once once inside is dying, choking in the blackness as yet one more grasp to hold onto life is taken. This grip of terror digs deep into this bleeding heart and takes its last drops to mock the love that once was. The colors of this mind, now lost in the absence of the light. The precipice ahead, and soon shall I fall." ©Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

The Thought Of You
The Thought of You Forever is longer than a lifetime but love in a lifetime is forever. Unescapable pleasures may await you but the opposite holds just as true. Unwilling to provide but provide you must do, accept what fate hands you, accept it through. Regardless of your state of mind when, there is no constant that has been proven throught time. Your still beautiful to me and have always been at my side. I pray for your journey as you now passover to another state of mind. I will never forget you my beloved wife, I will be just fine. Copyright ©2008

Thoughts On The Flag
This was meant to be a response to a blog post about the flag, and inappropriate use. These are my personal feelings, and while I understand people's feelings about the flag and it's protection, I feel that I should express myself. I have read the flag code, and probably have a lot of it memorized. I can tell you the appropriate way to burn the flag after it has become worn and tattered and can no longer be repaired. I can also tell you how a Soldier is to treat the flag if the installation is about to fall. These are my feelings, and while some may get angered, and some may get happy about them, I am only sharing them because I wrote them to be shared. Unfortunately, blog comments can be no more than 2,000 characters. This is also only my opinion. While I feel a sense of pride when saluting the flag, I do not feel that we should get so up in arms about a piece of cloth that is most likely made on foreign soil. I know that if something should happen to me, my casket

Though Is Useless Without Action.
Think and do You could spend years and years figuring out how to take three steps at once. Or you could simply take one step, and then the next, and then the next. Being able to think things through is a tremendously valuable skill. But don't let all that thinking prevent you from doing. Sometimes it pays to think of a more efficient or effective or faster way to complete the task. Other times you're better off when you just go ahead and do it. Analyzing what you must do can be helpful. Yet analysis by itself won't get the job completed. After you think it through, go ahead and get it done. Put your clever thinking into action, and you'll have something of tangible value to show for it. Put your mind to work and you'll create great ideas. Then put those ideas to work with your efforts, and bring them successfully to life. -- Ralph Marston

Thoughts On The Rights Of Humanity (part 1)
Being independance day, I have been thinking about some of the things set forth by the founding fathers of our country. It was once written : "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." (You have a right to see this as foolish and wrong or as valid and right, but we will get to that in a bit.) But what are these Unaliable rights(other than the three mentioned above)? Here are a few that I've thought of: 1. You have the right to have an opinion. 2. You have the right to be correct. AND 3. You have the right to be wrong. 4. You have the right to infringe upon anothers rights. AND 5. You have the right to retaliate if you feel your rights are being infringed upon. AND 6. You have the right to retaliate against this sort of retaliation. AND 7. Etc. (think of this like the geometrical concep

Thoughts On The Rights Of Humanity (part 2)
Now let us be moving on to other more controversial topics. Let us look at the next paragraph in that oh so well known (and often down-played) document: "That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness." Keeping this in mind let us step forward about one hundred years to the 1860's. Our country was in the throws of a bloody civil war. Ask the average American what this war was over and 9 out of 10 will tell you that it was to free african americans from slavery. But ask a historian and you'll be told that this was only part of the reason. Tensions between the north and the south ar

Thoughts Of Love
The sunset has faded once more, Gone are its radiant hues That warmed the end of my day. The darkness of night envelopes me. The air is still, the quietness of evening deafening. I sit and ponder the past and question the future. Memories, thoughts, flooding my mind. Just like a pond when a stone is cast upon it, So are the rippling effects borne by my heart and soul. The innocence of a child’s daydreams Now are transformed into a woman’s world of reality. For so long I guarded my thoughts and feelings Keeping them locked behind closed doors, Allowing no one in. You entered my world and became part of it. I learned to trust someone as would a child, And in doing so gave you the key. A key that unlocked privacy secured for so long. Fantasies became reality, untapped passions unbridled. A tenderness and gentleness I’d never known Warmed and comforted me. Finally I knew what it meant to be a woman. With the dawn of each new day I am reminded Of the warmth, the

Thou Shalt Not Steel
(8 March 2008, Czech Republic) Steel is valuable, especially the high grade alloy used in steel cable. Scrap metal dealers do not ask questions. They pay in cash. And a good supply of cables can be found in elevator shafts. This particular goldmine was a towering shaft inside an empty grainery near Zatec, 40 miles northwest of Prague. The cable was tightly fastened, and the far end of it disappeared into the shadowy distance above. After substantial wear and tear on a hacksaw, our man finally cut through the strong steel cable. At that instant, the counterbalance, no longer held in check, started to move silently downwards, accelerating until it reached the bottom of the shaft. Result: one proud winner of a "terminal velocity" Darwin Award. R.I.P. ORIGINAL SUBMISSION Reader comments: David: "Shafted! Down and Out!" "A weighty subject." Kabeldiebstahl scheint (gefaehrliche) Mode zu sein

Thoughts
Over your rainbow A unicorn flew, He was sent to find me... He said by you. "Climb aboard", he whispered, "We must go for a ride..." And into a portal of light We rode inside. The sky was so blue, The fields so green, With each explosion of light Was a wonderful scene. So happy we seem And always together, There was no end to your dream, It just went on forever. Then the unicorn said "I have one more surprise..." So we took off quickly And pierced the sky. Then I saw you sleeping And dreaming in your bed... I caressed your hair gently And kissed you on your head. The unicorn interrupted... "I must now get you home, But now that you've seen her dream, May you never feel alone." My heart is feeling heavy, A fire burns inside. Thank you so much my darling For the unicorn's ride. As I sit here gazing out the window, Instead of working, I’m daydreaming of you... And wondering if while you’re in your own world, You’re thinking of me too. I re

A Thought For The Day... Please Read Cause It Makes Sense.
A few years ago a friend of mine told me that it was easier to be afraid of success than it was to be afraid of failure. He went on to say that many people hold themselves back in different aspects of their lives because they dont want to move forward. I thought, "Okay. That is the most ridiculous thing that I have ever heard." But now, all this time later... I know what he meant. The anticipation of failure leaves no room for fear. You cannot lose what you have not gained. The anticipation of success leaves you open to think of all the things that you have to lose if you do succeed. And now... I even know why he told me this odd fact... I am guilty of this such thing. I have ran from so many wonderful people that cared for me and tried to make it seem that I did not care for them or that I did not want or need them. The actuality being that failing meant nothing to lose, success meant laying it all on the line and taking a chance of losing it all. My friend has since pa

Thoughts
Someone once asked me why i take so many pictures in life. i looked them in the eyes and said every picture is a memory and in time memories fade but a picture last forever. So even when the memory has faded the picture remains.

Thoughts...
The good you find in others, is in you too. The faults you find in others, are your faults as well. After all, to recognize something you must know it. The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well. The beauty you see around you, is your beauty. The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are. To change your world, you must change yourself. To blame and complain will only make matters worse. Whatever you care about, is your responsibility. What you see in others, shows you yourself. See the best in others, and you will be your best. Give to others, and you give to yourself. Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful. Admire creativity, and you will be creative. Love, and you will be loved. Seek to understand, and you will be understood. Listen, and your voice will be heard. Teach, and you will learn.

Thought This Was Cute
A Child's View of Thunderstorms A little girl walked to and from school daily. Though the weather that morning was questionable and clouds were forming, she made her daily trek to the elementary school. As the afternoon progressed, the winds whipped up, along with lightning. The mother of the little girl felt concerned that her daughter would be frightened as she walked home from school and she feared the electrical storm might harm her child. Full of concern, the mother quickly got into her car and drove along the route to her child's school. As she did she saw her little girl walking along. At each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look up, and smile. Another and another flash of lighting followed quickly and with each the little girl would look at the streak of light and smile. When the mother's car drew up beside the child she lowered the window and called to her 'What are you doing?' The child answered 'I am trying to look pretty because God kee

A Thought...
Sitting here in the early morning, having a crumpet and lovely cup of tea with a smidgin of cream milked directly from my rabbit, with Rich whos face is so swollen at the moment he looks like the forth chipmunk... a very important subject matter came up... infact... it is so important and the answer is to be known so bad... that I thought I would try to get the answer from here... but then I doubt anyone reads my random ramblings... So here is the question... If you injected sperm directly into your vein... what would happen? Nothing? would the sperm try humping your blood cells? Would the sperm get into the blood cells causing a mutation, which then divides and spreads getting into all your organs? would this make women into men?? and men into giant sperms who try humping large round things such a hot air balloons?? Should I do an experiment?? Any volunteers?

Thoughts On My Mind Right Now..
hello everyone good morning been up super early here since I would say give or take since 5:30am. Waiting patiently for this surgery to come and go. I also am waiting for a special day tomorrow.

Thought For The Day
.....that real peace in our world is possible? it is easy to get discouraged in these trying times. sometimes the problems and struggles people face the world over can be overwhelming. but it's important never to loose hope because one day the world will be at peace.

Thoughts
If we want to be loved, we must disclose ourselves. If we want to love someone, he must permit us to know him. This would seem to be obvious. Yet most of us spend a great part of our lives thinking up ways to avoid becoming known." "Indeed, much of human life is best described as impersonation. We are role players, every one of us. We say that we feel things we do not feel. We say things we did not do. We say that we believe things we do not believe. We pretend that we are loving when we are full of hostility. We pretend that we are calm and indifferent when we are actually trembling with anxiety and fear." "Of course we cannot tell even the people we know and love everything we think or feel. But our mistakes are nearly always in the other direction. Even in families -- good families -- people wear masks a great deal of the time.

Thoughts Of Love
As I look within myself, I find my soul is filling with more passion than I have felt in a verry long time, I'm regaining my center. As I look into the hear and the now I am finding myself in a wonderfull new and exciting new relationship with a spectactular group of people and a verrry special someone to whom I hold dear to my heart. As we all know, not any one person can see exactly what the future holds, but we can always change our path that we are on based on the information at hand as long as we have all the relevant facts that pertain to the decisions necessary to change our course in life.

Thoughts
i was at work tonight. Minding my own business and these random thoughts came to mind. so i just jotted them down. i really thought nothing more of them till after break when i sat down and looked at what i wrote down. and i was like wow..... you are really starting to understand that you are no where near where you want to be. Its like i dont want to leave this place in my mind that is safe and continue to grow. its like i have a fear of.... well ... living life. being something more than i am now. being better than i am. i am by no means a good person... but i am not the worst. so i let you read this.. and feel that i am crazy.. and its ok... thoughts rambling through my head is something i used to love.. it meant i was alive and i embraced it. Now, because for a long time my mind has not been stimulated, i dont care if a free thought passes my way. just as long as i get through the day. Now i want it .. i crave it... which tells me... its time for change..... its time to move on to

Thoughts And Such
My father, I, and my father's cousin (my 2nd cousin and also one of my favorite people to ask advice)Cal. We had ventured to Millerpark this evening. New pitcher who just rocks, and let me just say this, my father has helped me to develope a taste for baseball. I had never been to the park myself although I had been to old county stadium plenty. I feel I might have ruined it alittle for my Dad however cause I was more into just being with him and cal then actually being at the park which I was thrilled to be at. It is beautiful. The game was great. Our new pitcher is brutal. The park is very very cool. But what was the most cool is being in the company of true men and being accepted as a equal. A little insight about me and my family coming up here, Cal used to take me to church when i was young, when the most important thing to me was when I wanted to be a choir boy. I am luthern so skip all the going through a priest, I am directly in contact with GoD is the best way I could describe

Thought About You
Thought about you... All day long, I thought about you. Even when I tried not to think about you, I thought about you. When I closed my eyes, I thought about you. When I opened my eyes, I thought about you. When I thought about the beauty of the season, I thought about you. When I thought about the warmth of the upcoming holidays, I thought about you. When I heard a love song on the radio, I thought about you. When I checked my email, I thought about you. Even when I said goodnight to the stars, I thought about you. And when I slipped beneath the softness of my blanket and gave in to the bliss of sweet dreams, I thought about you. I just can't stop thinking about you.

Thoughts Of Life
Thoughts of Life I sit and watch and think about what has gone on in this world today, I wonder if it should really be like this. Should there be hate and tyranny and destruction, Or should all of this just be positive production? I like to think that it was fun while it lasted, Before i was mained and my name be casted, Out unto the sea that is black as night, Out unto the sea that is filled with strive. One that makes the world go round, But one that shall bring you to the ground. I tell you now that the earth is rich and full, Just as long as you keep your cool. So next time you sit and wonder, Think about your life while you ponder.

Thoughts...
Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away __________________________________________ Love feels no burden, thinks nothing of trouble, attempts what is above its strength, pleads no excuse of impossibility... It is therefore able to undertake all things, and it completes many things, and warrants them to take effect, where he who does not love would faint and lie down. Love is watchful and sleeping, in a slumber. Though weary, it is not tired; though pressed, it is not straitened; though alarmed, it is not confounded... If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the

Thoughts For Tonight 8-14-08
As I am about to head to bed, a few thoughts have run through my mind that has been parading around on and off the past few days that I have questioned people about that I know, that are couples. How do you share your space? I have been single for so long, and not that I haven't been involved, but nothing has developed enough to such sharing living quarters has been an issue needing to be discussed. If the topic does arise, does one worry about loosing their independence to come and go as they wish? What made me think of this is because one day as I was getting up for work at that OMG 330am, I turn on the light, get in the shower, turn on the TV, etc.. I don't worry about noise, or having to leave the light off or anything, I go about my business and do my thing. I blow dry my hair with the bathroom door open to my bedroom and so on.. I don't always work such hours, but when I do, good lord, what the hell? LOL Are some of us just predestined to lead a single life style? I don

Thought For The Day! 8-16-08
The greater the number of desires, the lesser the happiness you will experience. Be contented. A discontented person loses everything; only a contented person can experience real joy. The happiness in one's life will be in inverse proportion to one's desires. In the journey of life, as in a railway journey, the lesser the luggage (desires) one carries, the greater the comfort.

A Thought On Where We Are - By Me
A THOUGHT ON WHERE WE ARE (Our government's actions on our freedoms aka the patriot act and other laws they have passed.i am a firm believer in what ben franklin said "those willing to give up some freedom for a little safety deserve nither") Insanity to the core Darkness and insipid chores My dead cat on the floor An old man drinks at the corner As I catch a floating feather These days are getting better Twisted thoughts flit thru the mind As I wander thru the daily grind Out here on societies shorn rind I dare not lose my view Or deviate from my oath so true Must avoid hells flue Comments I make and cant deny A part of me is still shy As my spirit still flys The old one drinking starts to talk And those around him visibly balk And the ignorant start to mock He tells of days gone by And of the things our parents tried The things for which they vied He rambled on an on for some time Looking about as if one of us was goin

Thoughts On Ufo's & Our Space Program
AN ENLIGHTENED VIEW: Could it be that most "UFOs" are not extra-terrestrial in origin at all, but merely the product of 60+ years of post WWII Reasearch & Developement by the superpowers, with the help of brilliant, captured German Scientists, to create Anti-Gravity Areo-Spacecraft? (Could it be that the "Alien" explanation is more "Disinformation" than anything?) And if one can get their head around this concept, does it not seem highly likely that there might be a Secret Space Program we know nothing about, achieveing "Great Things" in space with our tax dollars while we scratch our heads watching NASA try not to blow up shuttles on the launch pad? (Food for thought cousins)"Please respond with your feelings on the matter"

Thoughts Of A Blasphemer
Discontent comes into play. I pray for forgiveness, but this never comes my way. Why the fuck do I pray? Deranged they say I am, I am insane just as they say. I can change, but Ill refrain and stay just as enraged as I am. Distant in memory Created integrity Faults of instability Cremated ashes of insecurity. This is whats made from me; Distant memories of integrated, insecure, instabilities interfering with the creation of creativity. With the thoughts of a blasphemer I stayed away from her No better than them, but I can pretend I am...(cuz I am) An I am deranged as they say I am insane just like they say I am I wont change I will refrain Just to stay as enraged as I am.

Thoughts By Me
Let’s see, what could I tell you about myself? Well, that you might find interesting enough to actually read about. I am a hardcore Simpsons freak, especially the older ones. Other than that, I don’t watch anything that isn’t on the history channel, discovery channel or a pool match on ESPN2. I am a wealth of useless information. I don’t know why, but for some reason, I can remember absolutely anything that I don’t really need to know. Just get to know me, and I can guarantee that I will prove it to you in probably very short order. For example, did you know that when you watch TV, your brain will operate at the same level as when you are asleep, scary huh? Just how much time are you spending in front of the almighty “boob tube”? Oh yeah, and just incase this is too much of a stretch for your mind to come to, if your mind is operating at a level of sleep, then your metabolism drastically slows down. Are you making that connection between all those hours spent in front of the

Thoughts And Prayers....
So for those who dont live in vegas, a few days ago a small experimental plane took off from a small airport here. It was not even in the air 2 minutes before it went down and crashed into a home Killing the pilot and the 2 occupants of the home. Law is that a private plane is to have 40 hours of logged in flight time, this plane only had 5 yet the piot got the clearance for take off. Anyways it happened right near my work, the next night we went into work and found out that the home was where one of our co workers resided with his elderly parents. How devestating is that? He lost everything a person holds most dear. Not only his home but the 2 people in our lives we can never replace. And I dunno if its worse or not but he was at work that night....I mean its bad cause he wasnt home but its something to be thankful for that he wasnt there. I dunno really. All I know that it is completly devestating. They had to completly tear down the house cause there was nothing left and wh

Thought For 9/4
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself. - Ralph Ellison

Thought Of You
A Thought Of You © By Trisha My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just on

Thoughts
Well I am sitting here doing some thinking and it hit me, that ten years ago I had just learned that I was pregnant with my daughter. Wow ten years. A lot has changed in that time frame. I have been married and divorced, moved countless times, many jobs, etc, etc. But the main thing I keep going back to is the day and the moment I learned I was pregnant. I was only seventeen, and starting my senior year in high school. I remember thinking my life was over before it even began. I remember thinking how could I have been so stupid to let myself get caught up in that situation. I am smarter than that. I remember the look on my mother's face when I told her, lol and that she told me that she would tell my father, and that I better hide for a while, because he was going to be super-pissed. I remember deciding that I was going to have the baby, I got myself into the situation, I had to deal with it. My pregnancy was horrible, I actually lost weight instead of gaining. I was very, very sick. I

Thought For 9/10
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves 'who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

Thoughts On Vicodin
The Verne Troyer sex tape has been settled, and surprise surprise, it's gonna get distributed. He has been in litigation with everyone from the ex girlfriend, to TMZ, to no avail. I'm not surprised that it will be distributed. Pam Anderson and Tommy Lee's tape did, and they were actually big stars at the time, and it was admitted to being stolen by a worker. If that got out, and I'm sure a hefty sum was paid to them, then why not Verne's? I've seen a PG 13 clip of the tape, and it's disturbing. I've also heard some audio, and it is downright weird. It sounds like a munchkin from the Wizard of Oz being molested. Do you know what that adds up to? That's right, a must see porno! The much rumored porn of Colin Farrel and a lady friend has surfaced again, and it is believed that it also might be released. This first appeared around two years ago, and apparantly Mr Farrell has great lawyers, because he had it sucessfully blocked. But now its kicking around that it might s

Thought For 9/11
"A butterfly lights beside us like a sunbeam. And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world. But then it flies on again, and though we wish it could have stayed, we feel so lucky to have seen it"

Thought This Was An Amazing Bully
=== 'CinDragon~CoFounder of Thunder&Lightning Levelers~CoPilot of Fantasy Flight' wrote the following at '2008-09-11 14:33:00'.. > > > > > > > IN MEMORY TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DIED ON TUESDAY SEPTEMBER 11, 2001, THAT THEY ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE FORGOTTEN > > > > > > > > > NEW YORK WORLD TRADE CENTER > > > AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11, > > from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. > > > UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, > > from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers were on board. > > > > > > > >

Thoughts Of Danielle(reprised)
It wasn't 20 minutes ago, that I said "I heart you." blew you a soft kiss... cause it's time for bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow beside me these thoughts of you, they just filled up my head Everything that you are, is all that I've wanted I guess a better phrase would be, all that I need you don't want to change me or make me act different and you do not get mad when I'm smoking my weed I can feel in my heart, that you're taking me over stimulating my mind with your cunning... your wit I'm sure that the haters will all come a running But FUCK ALL YOU HATERS... CAUSE, MY GIRL'S THE SHIT!! so now I just sit here, my mind justa spinning replaying again, all our laughter tonight is it natural to feel everything is so perfect? Is it wrong just to feel everything is so right? there is one thing, that I know you can trust in I've never been given, what I've wanted this much All day long, my thoughts are about you longing for the day.. that I feel your t

Thoughts Of You & Only Love
Thoughts Of You You're in my thoughts day and night in my dreams my soul takes flight. Carrying me right to your side; where my eyes show you the love I feel inside Only what my heart has tried to deny ; but lost the strength to hide Afraid to love you because of Other women in your life that has Had the pleasure of your touch. I want to be more then just another lover drifting aimless in and out of your bed. I want more from the man I adore; I want to feel complete, with out you that may never be I would take all you give and want more . Does it make me selfish ? To want you to only want me. My body cries out every night For your sensuous caress. Take me my love sear my flesh Brand my lips with a Heavenly Bliss. Mark them forever as your own Let us lie down in a soft meadow of blue, yellow and green. Making love in a bed of wild flowers Fulfilling every wish and

Thousands Mob Funeral Of Sf Hells Angels Leader
DALY CITY (CBS 5 / AP / BCN) ¯ There can be no quiet goodbye for a slain Hells Angel leader. The funeral of Mark "Papa" Guardado, the 46-year-old president of the San Francisco chapter shot down after a barroom brawl, brought about 2,000 Hells Angels to Duggan's Serra Mortuary in Daly City, most driving the biggest, baddest, loudest Harleys ever. They came from chapters all over the country, not to mention Stuttgart, Germany, Alberta, Canada and Melbourne, Australia. An overflow crowd of hundreds of members sat or stood in the funeral home parking lot for two hours, creating a spectacle that attracted hundreds of gawkers, a full court press and police from three cities: San Francisco, Daly City and Colma. They then led what police said may have been the largest motorcycle procession ever in the San Francisco Bay Area from Daly City to the Cypress Lawn Cemetery in Colma. The mass of bikers and other vehicles took an indirect route, cutting through San Francisco along D

Thoughts!!!
I been head blocked 4 a min.. (Thank u.) WE LIVIN LIFE AS H0PE.A.HOLIKS. TRUST IN ONE ANOTHER MADE US SICK. DONT LOSE YOURSELF UPON A THRONE SO HIGH..WIT A DOUBT THAT YOULL FALL HARD..[STILL REACHED 4 THE SKY] CHANCES ARE THEY AINT GONNA CATCH YOU.. YET IN THE CASE THAT THEY DO.. YOUR STILL CRUSHED IN THE END. LOVE AINT PAINFULL TIL YOU HIT HARD AGAIN. YO! WE SHOULDA KNOWN BETTER IN THE FIRST PLACE. SHOULDA WORN A WARNIN WIT A SMILING FACE. SMILIN FACES SOMETIMES.. U KNOW THE WORD. ON A NATURAL HIGH. LOVE PLACED A VIBRANT BURN. STILL FORGIVE WIT ARMS WIDE OPEN. EYES CLOSED. STILL RAINING INSIDE WHILE THE FAITH REMAINS EXPOSED. KINDA LIKE WERE IMMUNE 2 THIS SHIT. LOVIN THE HEAD CHANGE LIKE INHAILING THE HIT. TILL THE ROSE THAT GREW FROM CONCRETE NEEDED CONSTANT ATTENTION. . UNWILLING 2 THIS HYPE, WE LEAN FURTHER AGAINST IT. WE ALL PUT EFFORT TOWARDS A LIE. ONLY GETS US BY.. LIKE TALIB: "I TRY" BEHIND CLOSED DOORS.. WE CRY. PROMISE U, IMPERFECTION WILL CAST A BEAUTIFUL REFLECTION. GO!

Thought For 9/19
I have come to the realization that every one of us have a choice we can make every single day regarding the way we view ourselves and our lives and the manner in which we will embrace just that single day. We cannot change our past We cannot change the fact that people are and will act in a certain way towards us.. towards others. We cannot change the inevitable of whats going to happen to us. The only thing we can do is play on the hand we were dealt, and control the things that we have the ability to control, our outlook, our mindset, and our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it.

Thoughts, Prayers, Well Wishes Etc
My brother's partner went into labour yesterday, 5-6 weeks early. Not unexpected, the baby was crowning, and I'm given to understand that's within a window where, though they'll keep a much closer eye on stuff, it's still no cause for alarm. So today I could become an uncle for the fifth time. But a few good thoughts wouldn't go amiss, my friends.

Thoughts To Live By
I asked god to take away my habit. God said NO. It is not for me to take away,but for you to give up. I asked god to make my handicapped child whole. God said NO. His spirit is whole,his body is only temporary. I asked god to grant me patience. God said NO. Patience is a byproduct of tribulations: it isn't granted,it is learned. I asked god to give me happiness. God said NO. I give you blessings,happiness is up to you. I asked god to spare me pain. God said NO. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked god to make my spirit whole. God said NO. You must grow on your own, but i will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things i might enjoy in life. God said NO. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to help me LOVE others as much as he loves me. God said AAAHHH... You finally have the idea.

Thoughts For This Day
Thoughts for this weekend that I want to say! 1) How come it takes 4 hours to play a 60 minute football game? 2) How come the last sip of milk from the carton taste the best? 3) The price of gas and tires alway going up,, why are people still peeling out of driveways? 4) Wonder why Archway cookies sell around 3.50 for a dozen, and my favorite butter cookies sell a $1.00 at Dollar General and you get 40 or 50 cookies? They are a habbit here at work! 5) Why do single people crave a relationship and most that have one crave being single? 6) Why does on pair of tits gain attention and one little dick gets not one little peek? 7) Holding hands is the shortest route to two hearts. 8) Notice that one drunken night leads to 20 years of hangover. 9) The two greatest days of a parents life is the day the baby is born and the day when their baby is born, payback is a bitch!!!! 10) The happiest couples require only two things in their lives. A kiss when

Thought For 9/29
To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. - e.e. cummings

Thousands Come Out To Wamm Festival
SANTA CRUZ -- Thousands of medicinal marijuana patients and supporters attended WAMMfest to celebrate and learn about the herbal medicine Saturday. Though medical marijuana patients were able to smoke their medicine at the event that featured music, crafts and speeches, that portion of the festivities was in question until this week. After failing to muster the votes to lift the city smoking ban in parks in a prior meeting, the council Tuesday agreed to do so. Only those with a medical marijuana identification card were allowed to smoke in a specially-designated tent Saturday. Wo/Men's Alliance for Medical Marijuana co-founder Valerie Corral said the event is an opportunity to normalize the use of medicinal marijuana and bring its members' stories to the public eye. "Almost 200 of our members have died in the past 15 Advertisement years since our inception," said Corral. "We do this work for a lot of reasons and for all aspects of illness. We get to be with people at the mos

Thought For 9/30
To laugh often and much, to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children, to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends, to appreciate beauty, to find the best in others, to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded! - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Thoughts
Ok so have you ever been so close to that someone you know you shouldnt be? But as much as your mind tells you to back off you cant help but be their best friend and be there for them no matter what. Some times things in life arent fair and it seems like everyone who should have no say in your life are trying to run it. And then you decide to turn and do your own thing knowing it may cause problems down the road. Yeah thats kinda where I am. I know I shouldnt be so close, shouldnt let him in the way I have but hes a great guy and a wonderful friend. I guess if any one has a problem with us being close they are just going to have to deal cuz Im not giving up my friendship with him no matter who likes it or who doesnt. Have you ever had that one person who just makes your heart skip a beat and a smile appear on your face without even trying. Yet there are still things that keep your gaurd up cuz you are afraid somethings going to go wrong and you will once again be hurt.

Thoughts....
It's the thoughts of us that keep me awake at night. The fear that my thoughts will never be a reality, and the closest we will get are the visions in my head. I try to clear my mind and place my soul at ease to rest my body, but an inadvertent placement of my hand or adjustment of my waist and thoughts are once again of you and I. How perfectly we would fit embraced as the night progressed and morning brought us yet another day together. It is these thoughts that keep me awake and yet, encourage me to fall asleep. For I know that the promise of tomorrow is that it may not end like today, and my thoughts will be a reality.

Thoughts Of Emotion
How can you tell me you love me after all you put me through, you tell me lie after lie nothing from your lips is ever the truth. Why am I still here, what have you done to make me stay, you make me cry and lose my mind and yet I still call you mine. I need to be strong and think things through, I dont want to lose you, after all I do love you, but it is something I must do. It's been a year and all I have to remember are tears of sadness and broken promises of change. Its time for to end it all for good, im done with it all, the lies, the tears of sadness, and most of all the broken promises of change. All I ever wanted was for you to love me back but all that was there was emptiness, so please dont tell me you love me unless you really mean it cause I might do somethin crazy like believe it.

Thoughts
you wonder just what goes through ones mind when one contemplates ending their life, i know that with my own experience it was that i was with someone that belittled and emotionally and mentally abused me, for so many years that you belive what they say is true and deep inside you know that it is not true. but when one is depressed and the friends you think you have the support group that you think you have are not really there what do you do do you contemplate it again do you try it again or do you just go on, is there anyone out there that has been through this that can offer some suggestions emotions are a messed up thing when they are dangerous to ones thoughts.someone tells you that they love you and loved you for you then they turn around and say that they did not realize that they fell in love with a week souled week minded soul and then they realize hey i can use this to really break down the person, and continue to do abuse them and the person tells them to go screw off but i

Thought For 10/7
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: That I am nobody but myself. - Ralph Ellison

Thoughts Of You
As I sit here thinking about you I realize that we have a love that is strong and true It all started with a few words that were softly spoken And now we have a bond that could never be broken You are the love of my life My best friend, and my future wife You mean the world to me And I will do anything to make you see Just how much you truly mean to me. You are more than my best friend you are my lover And I feel very privileged to know that your an angel undercover As I sit here thinking about you And all the wonderful things you do I am very blessed to be with you You are like a dream come true I wish that i could show you how much I love you You are all that I want and need, You are all that I could hope for You mean absolutely everything to me There is no way that anyone could ever love you more.

Thoughts For The Day(not Jack Handy, Think Deeper)
I read this somewhere, not mine, but appreciate and hope to attain this sense of awareness ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You believe you are your thoughts.And so you identify yourself as the culmination of your entire past in memory. Your identification is linear. One thought connects to another and another stretching all the way back in time. This is who you believe you are. So in every moment you carry the burden of your entire past. In this, it is impossible to be present because you associate every moment with your memory and use this association to anticipate the future. But the idea that you exist as memory is a false presumption. If you are willing to let go of the idea that you are your past and be fully present in this moment,you would experience yourself completely new. Born again freshin every moment. A thought arises all on it's own without any relation to another thought and burns away as fast as it comes. No thought connected with another. No m

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You by Trisha How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Thoughts To Ponder For The Day...
A woman has amazing strengths.She can deal with stress and carry heavy burdens.She smiles when she feels like screaming.She sings when she feels like crying.She cries when shes happy and laughs when shes afraid.Her love is unconditional.Theres only one thing wrong with her she forgets what shes worth!!Pass this to every beautiful woman you know and remind her that she is unique.

Thoughts
How many times have you seen someone you really wanted to meet but was afraid to approach.. thinking there is no way that person would give me the time of day?? Wanting to say Hi.. take them to lunch.. maybe a drink .. a date.. the funny thing is so many times that perosn is sitting all alone thinking someone/ anyone doesn't like them think they are attractive desirable .. all because they come across as confindant and secure.. and it scares people .. so I challange you today take that step .. say hi ask them out., for dinner, lunch, a drink just let them know you think they are cute.. you really might be surprised the result.. give it a chance....

Thousands Of Troops Are Deployed On U.s.
http://www. prisonplanet. com/thousands-of-troops-are-deployed-on-us-streets-ready-to-carry-out-crowd-control. html Thousands of Troops Are Deployed on U.S. Streets Ready to Carry Out “Crowd Control” Naomi Wolf AlterNet Thursday, October 9, 2008 Background: the First Brigade of the Third Infantry Division, three to four thousand soldiers, has been deployed in the United States as of October 1. Their stated mission is the form of crowd control they practiced in Iraq, subduing “unruly individuals,” and the management of a national emergency. I am in Seattle and heard from the brother of one of the soldiers that they are engaged in exercises now. Amy Goodman reported that an Army spokesperson confirmed that they will have access to lethal and non lethal crowd control technologies and tanks. George Bush struck down Posse Comitatus, thus making it legal for military to patrol the U.S. He has also legally established that in the “War on Terror

Thoughts
Watch out for the busy bee..... Bees are little wonders in the cycle of life. The gather pollen from the faces of the dying flowers bloom. They see the peak of the bloom and take the goodness from its passing to carry forward before it is lost to all. All that they gather is stored and processed for things that have yet to occur. To feed the new lives that will soon be in the home they share with so many. Sometimes the pollen they gather is tainted by intrusions blown upon the flower by a passing breeze. Often these wrong substances are gathered along with the good but they are quickly brushed off and forgotten. Bees never dwell on what was wrongfully gathered but move forward with the good they have kept. It takes so much time and effort to process that which is good and make the sweet honey that will nourish so many to follow. The bees are not always permitted to share their sweet honey only with the others in their home. Some outsiders who did not do the labor force

Thoughts In My Head...
I have realized that in your life you may only make a few true friends and there has only been a handful of people on here that truly know how to keep shit on the realest. I wish that I could find more... but it seems to be hard to do... When I think I find them... they seem to have a way of proving me wrong =( ... It makes me wonder if you can make true friends over the internet. It hurts when you put your heart into a friendship... only to feel used... I am done with getting emotionally involved or attached to anyone on the internet...even if they are just my "friends". I feel like an idiot letting people get to me like that... Maybe its something wrong with me... maybe I am just an idiot... Maybe I am just not meant to find any true friends in my life that aren't using me to get somewhere or to get something out of me... Guess this all goes back to the wall thing... and how I am going to have to build it even higher than I thought....

Thoughts/imagination
HEAT - BURNING LOINS - ACHING DESIRE - SPREADING BREATH - BANGING HEART - POUNDING VOICE - BEGGING KNEES - QUAKING BODY - SHAKING NIPPLES - JUTTING CLIT - THROBBING JUICES - FLOWING PUSSY - ACHING WET - WAITING

Thougts
Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world Stuck in a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm livin in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust I lost my mind and still haven't found it I used to be so well-rounded But now I tiptoe on hell's boundaries Trapped in a maze And even with Navigation I'm lost on a road I... I... I don't know what's wrong with me But... but I'm a keep that pain with me I'm makin this money Just to go spend it Livin the good life Hope nobody ends it But who are you kidding? Ay who are you lying to? You know if they want you Best believe they will find you

Thoughts
Music is life...Dream what you wish,Wish what you dream....My shadows live in darkness...If your trapped in a box just open the lid....You can dig your self into a hole only so far untill you reach the other side...Words are nothing with out meaning...if life is but a dream,is a dream life?...when a dog licks you is it cause it loves you or is it trying to get the taste of it's own ass out of it's mouth?...when a deer sees another deer get shot...do they think oh dear?...just things that rattle around my head

Thoughts Without Explaination
I want to know what its like to run through the fields with you to hold your hand while experiencing the blood rush of love the dizzy feeling of spinning in circles really fast this time is created by your lips pressed against mine in kiss the sweet flavor of anticipation as our hands explore feeling the touch of desire and the solid squeeze of intimacy watch the sunset naked with you in my arms basking in after-glow let time stand still and i know ill be happy forever

Thoughts To Myself
Relationships are tricky. When your going after a girl you give it your all. If its because you need the companionship or you really mean it. After a while you stop trying because youve achived what you want. I see it in relationships all the time especially mine. The lesson to learn especially in today age is never stop trying. The rewards for small things, ie. showing up to her work to pick her up and just go anywhere to help release the tension of the day, flowers, a massage or even to cook dinner at home. Even a little email works wonders. The hardest part ive had is listening to the subtle noise that a woman makes. Im not talking about the audiable type of noise but the underlying noise, ie. "My back hurts" means would you please rub my back, "I hate my commute" means can you pick me up sometime and take me home, "Lets do something" means lets do anything that gets us out of the house. Another trouble ive had is letting my wall of pride down. Ill let my fellow man know that

Thoughts About "time"
Today I got hit hard by a dose of reality - the meaning of "One Day". Helping out a friend with her husband spending time with their son made me realize that time is our friend, yet also our foe. I understand we all have goals and dreams of plans for the future however, today is a gift and something you can never get back. If it is time wasted alone or being selfish, what use is it? Tomorrow will come, but will we be there to enjoy it and have our plans come to fruition? Something to reflect upon as I leave that to be pondered while I tend to the present and wish forgiveness for my absence and limited time here to all those I care about but hope understand just how valuable time truly is...

Thoughts
Why does this darkness creep through the night like a stain on my soul as it stalks me I wait. I wait as it sneeks up on me to steal me like a thief in the night as I cry out in the dark ..Please there must be some rescue from this dark cold oblivion around me with no light.. Then as I gaze I spot a light in the distance faint and warm it glows giving me hope and washing away all of my fears but then it flickers and dies leaving me in dispare and anguish . My soul crys out for the day the light and the warmth return to my life but till then my soul will slowly bleed and die till the return of the light i will dream while the darkness comes and creeps to steal me away to oblivion once again

Thoughts
i am not very good with words, but when I say something I mean it, take me for my word because that is all I have. I don't have much to give anyone but myself and that is truly only for one, no one will take his place, no one should try, you wont get anywhere. It took me a long time to realize this and I choose not to make the same mistakes I have in the past, true to my heart and mind, forever now, never giving up, just waiting and staying true to myself, my heart, and my love. People can say what they will about me it doesn't matter I know the truth as do those close to me, those I choose to stay in contact with, don't judge me for you have no right to do that, you have no right to pass judgment on anyone, for no one is perfect, just doing the best each one of us can. I am staying true to my heart, my love, and myself everyone should do the same, though I have no room to judge or tell anyone what to do with their life it is theirs to do with it as they see fit.

Thoughts For Today...
1. Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind. 2. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future. 3. Love ......and you shall be loved. 4. God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him. 5. All people smile in the same language. 6. A hug is a great gift ... one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange. 7. Everyone needs to be loved ... especially when they do not deserve it. 8. The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity. 9. Laughter is God's sunshine. 10. Everyone has beauty but not everyone sees it. 11. It's important for parents to live the same things they teach. 12. Thank God for what you have, TRUST GOD for what you need 13. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for. 14. Man looks at outward appearance but the Lord looks within. 15. The choice you make t

The Thoughts I Never Speak Aloud
what do u do when the one u love, loves another? what do u do when the happiest day of your life suddenly becomes the most depressing? what do u do when u figure out that it IS possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time? what do u do when everything u have ever believed or believed in, shows u that it's not always as it seems? what do u do when it takes every fiber of your being to keep this smile on your face? what do u do when all u want to do is run and hide? what do u do when all u wanna do is lay in bed and cry? what do u say when your little girl calls u on the phone and asks why you're crying? and how can u lie to her and tell her you're not? but you do it anyways cuz you won't put that kind of stress on her especially cuz she has enough going on in her own life, and u love her that much!! It's everything i can do from day to day to hide how i feel inside, from my daughter, my friends, and the rest of the world. I may be smiling and laughi

Thoughts Lines Of Today
1.i can say in all honesty we cause alot pain for ourselfs. 2.when u real you dont have to say it you already are. 3.live to the point you dont care.but then live to the point you can turely care for others. 4.youre mind can be used for alot evil try good for a change. 5.you lieing if you dont say most race fits some kind of sterotypes. this is a short blog on my own saying cause i enjoying thinking out the normal views on thinking.

A Thousand Needles
like the death of a thousand needles it lies motionless..... in the stone cold silence it was abandoned in the dark..... to be forgotten with out a glance.... at one time it was my beautifully renewed heart full of hope and wonder..... he laid it casually on the rocks and walked away as if his hands had never touched it............

Thoughts On Life!!
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh. When care is pressing you down a bit. Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns As every one of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out: Don't give up though the pace seems slow - You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out - The silver tint of the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far: So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that you must not quit..>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Too True, Too Often Too often we don't realize What we have until it is gone Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones

Thought For Today
The Eight of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in space. I am true to myself and will only regret the chances I don't take to seek or follow my hearts desire. I turn away from or make a clean sweep of that which does not honor or sustain my passion and love, and in this, I am not afraid to be alone. I am empowered to move forward or make space and my gift is letting go. Truth is...life is full of ups and downs..highs and lows...just love every part of it. Choose to be happy. Make your own destiny never regret...Love you all. Truly.... B

Thoughts Of You
I woke up this morning to these thoughts of you, If my sky were grey you would turn it blue, Thoughts about your smile your beautiful hair your unique style, Thoughts about the miles laundry sitting there in piles To have my words uncensored and the distance for instance, Thoughts about how it all seems to much to bare I want you here to share.. the pillow the covers the ice cream the cone, Just wishing you were here or even on the phone, You have my telephone number if you ever feel alone !

Thoughts-breathing Your Native Air
It's terribly important to understand that a believer is a normal person. What is the mark of normality, some ask, the mark of normality is FAITH. A persistently negative and cynical attitude is a mark of emotional illness. Birds were designed to fly. The air under the wings of a bird is a natural habitat of the flying fowl. Water is the natural habitat of the fish. FAITH IS THE NATIVE AIR TO BE BREATHED IN AND OUT BY HUMAN BEINGS. It is normal to have faith. It is abnormal to be cynical. Therefore you welcome all stimuli that would encourage you to have faith. Reject all negative forces that would destroy faith and replace it with unbelief. When you practice positive belief, you are more controlled by positive emotions--love, joy, courage, faith, enthusiasm. These are the qualities of an emotionally healthy person. Persons who are not breathing the natural air of faith, but are breathing the polluted air of doubt and unbelief, are quickly susceptible to a lowe

11/05 Thoughts For The Week
They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world; Someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for. ~Tom Bodett~ No one can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt~ When we are no longer able to change a situation, we are challenged to change ourselves. ~Victor Frankl~

Thoughts About The Election
Thoughts About the 2008 Election Commentary By: Dr. David Reagan http://www.lamblion.com/ Our nation has just elected the most pro-abortion, pro-homosexual, anti-Capitalist, and anti-Israel president in our history. In short, God has given us the kind of leader that we deserve — the kind we have been begging for. The new President now has the power to put his radical secular imprint upon this nation for decades to come through the appointment of activist liberals to the Supreme Court. I fear that our nation has been irrevocably changed for the worse. Two factors in this election were particularly disappointing to me. First was the fact that only 59% of eligible voters bothered to vote. That was less than in the last presidential election. How could people be so apathetic in an election so important? The second voting statistic that hit me hard was the revelation that even among self-identified Evangelicals, the majority voted according to economic considerations rather than m

Thoughts On National Security
"The greatest service that can be rendered to any country is to add a useful plant to its culture." -Thomas Jefferson After the world twisted and turned through the turbulent tide of the Twentieth Century, the United States found itself astride the globe as the premier economic and military super-power. Strengthened by its compassion and emboldened by its market force, this radical experiment inspired the dreams of the destitute and the hopes of the oppressed. As the breadbasket to the world, the champion of the weak, the United States sowed goodwill and reaped as its reward the adulation of Nations. Yet complacency, greed and arrogance, hallmarks of a state losing its soul, slowly began their creeping corruption. Now, as the world turns again, this tribe known as America stares with empty and wondering eyes while the winds of change blow away the illusion that what once was always shall stay the same. What remains are empty storefronts and factories rusted shut. The once migh

Thoughts
There are times when we realize that no matter what we do, nothing salvageable shall ever come out of it none. Wanting to go forth doing our best to both have those we love and care or be proud and happy for us, yet realizing thi dream shall always be just that, a dream. Maybe i am destined to be yet only a hermit amongst a city full of lively and joyous people. Always knowing deep within myself, that i truly do not belong here. Wishing and praying that maybe one day, i can be vanquished from this realm of existence known as life. For all i can mangae to do, is bring pain and burdens upon all that i love and care for in my world. Guess everyone was always right when i growing up, I Am Nothing Short Of A Loser!!!!!! P.J. Page 11/12/08 11:52pm

Thoughts On Universal Health Care
General Thoughts on Establishing a Comprehensive Universal Health Program Simply stated, I have a little idea I would like to share concerning using the proceeds generated by the “Hemp Tax” to guarantee full Health Care coverage to every U.S. Citizen. I know, that was a big statement and now that it has been made, I need to back it up. I am prepared to but I must first beg you to remember that 25% of all funds from the “Hemp Tax”, that amount growing each year, will be available to support this. I am of the mind that such a large pool, established and managed properly, has the potential to do just that. By using a system of personal accounts, managed by the Consumers themselves and consisting of credit that may be accessed only for medical procedures, from preventative, necessary to elective, we have a means to solve this issue without loss to any individual. Being that this would be paid for exclusively by “Hemp Tax” funds, a levy on a potentially massive industry that has no

Thoughts
A moment of loneliness can cause one to think. Sometimes makes one See things that they want to see or what they choose not to see. Does this make it right does it make it wrong. both, but most of all it causes you to think and maybe just maybe come up with a right anwser. BUT you learn more about yourself and how strong you are in those moments in time. I have been at a fork in the road for awhile, that fork keeps nagging at me. But at this moment, I am happy just being me. I got some great friends who know me and love me for me, right now that is all need. Nothing more or nothing less. Letting life play out what it wants to and letting it take me where it chooses. One String One Heart In the palm of your hand and wrapped around your finger one moment in time that was stolen One kiss one touch, one look inside my soul seeing all I have to give and all I have to hide A few moments of peace in a chaotic world, when time stood still with you by my side No words need to b

Thoughts That Cross My Mind..
Forbidden Love Made a fool of when talking with you, no I don''t self pity thy. Time and time again I will keep trying to force myself upon your guilty excuses of why my love became, these obliged gestures, can''t you see. My heart is this never ending tool, that speaks for itself. In which our precious gift of emotions are destroying me, inside and out, oh such a voice of wisdom or hell that keeps tearing up my emotional background, that helps me, from all the "yes" and "no", rights and wrongs. Blocking all the negative slurs of jealousy among has backlash in my face, As my heart feels like its getting several lashing thrown upon. Oh yes this tender gift called love, help me please stop aching, Stop the pain in my heart, the unruly gesture of simplicity, Is making me feel out numbered, please set me free...

Thoughts..
so my thoughts on a few different aspects of peoples opinions... how come its alright for a guy to sleep around with as many girls as he wants too and he doesnt get called a whore. but a woman sleeps with 2 or more people and she's automatically a skank and a whore and a slut and everything like that.. i think thats a sexist excuse to get out of trying to bring a males ego down from a womans perspective...no offense to anyone this is just my opinion. i think if the whore card is going to be thrown out there, it should be able to go both ways... manwhore is the term they use but the use its meaning as a joke amongst themselves... but when you call a woman a whore or a slut they take it the wrong way and get all emotional and freakout sometimes. Now me, if you were to call me a whore i'd probably use some smart ass comeback like i do... im not a whore im a dick Connoisseur theres a difference!!!! or im not a whore im too dumb to charge and i make their insult into a joke an

Thoughts
"I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my friends, the old and the new." Ralph Waldo Emerson US essayist & poet (1803 - 1882) Hope you'all have a wonderfull and thankfull Thanksgiving with your friends, family and loved ones.. Doc

Thoughts About Tomorrow..
Tomorrow's thanksgiving right? and tonight while I was on the phone with somebody who's become very dear to me, I realized that all I want for thanksgiving is for the people I love and care about, to be happy, and to know that they mean the world to me, and to know that I cherish and am thankful for every minute I get to spend in their thoughts, and for every minute they're in mine.

Thoughts And Sayings
a conscience is what hurts when all other parts feel so good. do you ever notice that when you're driving anyone going slower then you is an idiot and everyone going faster then you is a maniac? redneck work of the day: Cedar : i knowed she ain't got no panties on cause i cedar cooter when she bent over! i bought a race horse and named it "myface" ! not that good of a name but imagine everyone yelling cum'on my face cum'on my face. is it in? (ya) does it hurt? (uh huh) k i'll put it in slowly, still hurts? (ow it really hurts) k lets try another shoe then! pass this on you perv.

Thoughts Of You
I was thinking about you today and I do that a lot it seems. You're always in my heart by day, at night you drift into my dreams. I cannot shake these feelings for you, but then I'd never had a desire to. The blessing of our love and friendship, is something I want to share with you. I want to feel you near me, when you're so far away. I hope you feel me in your heart, as you travel your path today. Footprints in the sands of time, walking closer towards each other. Holding hands and sharing love, which will not be meant for another. These are some of the memories, that come with thoughts of you. These feelings are from my very heart, and something you can hold as true.

Thought It Was Nice!
Another Life, You Would Be Mine If distance weren't my enemy You'd probable be a friend to me Not merely one of common stock But someone special in my heart So overcome with joy I'm light As if I were a frilly kite What wonders in this world renown I doubt my feet would touch the ground Spellbound I am, you captive charms I bare my heart with open arms But now I feel the chill of fear Reality makes it crystal clear For what I wish could never be If love's for fools, that fool is me Since life goes on, it never stops For foolish dreams or broken hearts Yet time can mend what words can't heal My pen used merely to reveal Feelings that I dare not speak Another day, another week Another year, another time Another life, you would be mine!

Thought For 12/11
Tell me not, in mournful numbers, Life is but an empty dream! For the soul is dead that slumbers, and things are not what they seem. Life is real! Life is earnest! And the grave is not its goal; Dust thou art; to dust returnest, Was not spoken of the soul. - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Thought My Marines Might Get A Kick Out Of This
According to a Marine Pilot: In addition to communicating with the local Air Traffic Control facility, all aircraft in the Persian Gulf AOR are required to give the Iranian Air Defense Radar (military) a ten minute 'heads up' if they will be transiting Iranian airspace. This is a common procedure for commercial aircraft and involves giving them your call sign, transponder code, type aircraft, and points of origin and destination. This story was passed along to me by a friend of mine. I found it too funny to not share with everyone. The conversation went something like this... Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft at (location unknown), you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself. ' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace. ' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a United States Marine Corps FA-18 fighter. Send 'em up, I'll wait!

Thoughts Of The Day
Loving a person takes courage loving a person changes you makes you softer in some aspects and harder in others it changes us all love is hard to come by so when it does grab on and never let go never throw it away because you think its a bad idea.. be true to the ones you love and they will be true to you love the ones you love and they will love you always

Thoughts
Why would they do that? I have thought this so many times over the past couple weeks it is actually mind numbing. ShOuld I care what others do? In a general sense hell no. But these are the ones I considered close. These are the ones I considered to be my friends. My family. The ones I could go to about the little stuff. The stuff that hurt. So who do you turn to when you aren't sure which family member has the knife? Who do you talk to when you aren't sure they even cared at all. That you were played for the supreme fool? Yes I know. I sound paranoid and nuts. Even a drama queen. But those who really know me know there's reason for it.

A Thousand Angels
Every time a bell rang out, group of angels ceom along, with every ring anothe rone appeared... a thousand angels walked another through those pearly gates.. but mostly he would say daddy do you know, the truth of love is when he sent his angels to come along again to walk through those gates from heavens tall steps one by one but then he began to sing the song , seventy thousand angels had come along, by his side, and down the moutain side, they fly above all far and wide, to carrie of far n wide those lost souls and also those soliders of long last wars. to see the hands of seventy thousand angels takes another angel home

Thoughts
Why is it when a good person helps out those in need, it seems that the hammer falls hardest on that person. Is it not true that if you help some one it comes back tenfold. But yet it never happens. So is it realy worth al the trouble to help someone out? I think that all it brings is nothing but pain and suffering to those that help out. There never will be any form of payback or help from above, no matter how many times you help people out (even unknown people). The only good thing that will come from this is just a big pile of crap!

Thoughts
My Head Roams around in thoughts if WHAT IF? Well this does me NO good. I want to believe in the dream that there is 1 special person out there for me, that is so hard to wrap my head around. I love you are HUGE words, people use this words to freely in my opinion, without thought, then wonder why its just mirror words? why ppl feel like they need to protect that part of their heart only a few see. I want some 1 to stand up for themselves, be there own person, someone to love me with no questions asked & allow me time to give the same. Some 1 that takes the time to learn no things new idea. I don't want to be forced into any kind of realionship thinking I can change or be changed, been hurt to much trying to give/change. I will give some 1 the world if I know I am valued in the same way!!! I hope that I am able to find what I am looking for. Settling is not an opinion. I could go on but for now think this is enough. I mean this heart & Soul I love you!

Thought For 12/22
"To me, there are three things we all should do every day. We should do this every day of our lives. Number one is laugh. You should laugh every day. Number two is think. You should spend some time in thought. And number three is, you should have your emotions moved to tears, could be happiness or joy. But think about it. If you laugh, you think, and you cry, that's a full day. That's a heck of a day. You do that seven days a week, you're going to have something special.." - Jim Valvano

Thoughts
I am setting here wondering about my ex( the girls mother) I am thinking to myself why did she do the things she done to these beautiful little girls. I mean sure hurt me and leave me with the pain but leave my girls with emotional hurt and desires to be with their mom is another thing. I am also thinking about the one I have to let go. I used to be in love with you but you just don't know what happen to my love for you. I know you think I am the worse person on the planet for the tricks and the mind games that I have done, But you don't know the real person inside. I was dying of a emotional heart ache when you came into my life. I was looking for a true friend and a true love and you had it all until I found out that you was in it for the good times. I know now that love is out there for me and I need to move on for the best love of my life. I wish you would understand what you did to me by making me jealous, and ripping my heart apart. I will no longer call you or write you or maybe

Thoughts
When I look back at this body of work,it's obvious to me that this is a team effort as not one person could do this by oneself. I want to sat thank you all those involved in the last weeks of creativity. Thinking about all the time and energy contributed by so many people that went into this music makes me both humbled and proud. I hope you all enjoy life for what it is and what is brought to you.

Thought Of Her....
I want to pour out myself to you to her to you I can pour Here's the lip, the spout But no receptacle Unless you hold it out. Go ahead choose a glass From your cupboard – take a glass, A mug, a cup, a blue glass choose the chalice chose the vessel Choose one, hold it up steady. Go into the kitchen, the floor is clean, Open a door, choose your favorite thing, Hold it to the light so nothing mars, Hold it to your breast, hold it to the stars. And if you find an empty glass With bright engravings all around, Hold it, there, just there Just hold And I'll pour. all that is me all that is you all that is all that will ill pour pour pou po p .!. _______________________________________

Thought Of
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My tanned skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this man who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a woman he will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to hers: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Thoughts...
This is a random list of thoughts and things I have learned as I have gotten older. -Its alright to cry every once in awhile. We are human after all. -The saying is true "Never make someone your priority when you're only their option." You'll waste you're life on someone who doesn't really give a damn about you. -Don't spend your time caring about what others think. If they can't show you respect and like you for who you are; then honestly they aren't worth your time. -Tell the ones close to you how you feel about them. You never know when it will be your last chance. -People come into our lives; sometimes for a short while but they can leave a lasting impression. -Dream...dream...dream...life without dreams is an empty one. {Im sure this will be added to at a later point}

Thoughts On Love
True Love is just a thought. When you start to believe in it, think you're feeling it, "believe" you're both in it, the reality of it slaps you in the face and says "No, no. It was just a story"! Its only for stories because it makes no sense. No one can be that happy. No one can ever be that devoted. Can two people ever want to be with only one person for the rest of their lives? What are the odds? How are we supposed to believe that the one you love has eyes only for you? Sex is thrown in your face everywhere you go! Girls think its ok to be tramps and guys are more than willing to accept the offer. And, yes, I know, it also works the other way around. Promiscuity gets you nowhere! People hand out phone numbers like its no big deal, it won't hurt anyone. And then there are the ones who accept the numbers. Who is to blame? Is it true that one can only be held responsible for ones own actions? I believe yes and no(to a much lesser extent)! If you're handed a gun and you really feel lik

[thought Of The Day]
I'm a sucker for narrow eyes and short hair on girls with little to no tattoos, who COULD wear pink hair but don't feel the need to. I like Deborahs. No need to call them downers. They can still fuck, and what's better is a Deborah can help you balance your checkbook, and know which fork to use at a 4star. Starting to see the appeal here gents? No? More for me then.

Thoughts
It is interesting to me the things that life brings us when we are least expecting it. I have found someone that i find totally amazing. as if out of nowhere he appeared in my life. in actualitly tho, he had been in it before i even realized it. He found me. several times of having been on my page and rating me and re reading my page over and over and one day i walk into where he is. the way he treats me, the patience that he has, the loving way that he makes me feel so wonderful about my self, the thoughtful things that he does....i dont know how i got so lucky as to be the one that was found or that he wants...but i am thankful everyday that i am that one. the attraction, the chemistry, the connection is all there on such a level that blows me away sometimes. he has asked me to be his forever...and i have agreed. i cant see myself spending one moment without him. if it is a dream...then please dont pinch me and please dont wake me up. i want to remain in this dream fo

A Thought Of You
My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the men I choose just one, The best one of all & that's