Fubar Blog Posts 2

To: Angel Of The Morning
I thought I saw a river in your soul And by the look in your eyes I know There's a fire a heat that's burning there Closer to you each day feels like our first time Rediscovering you and the way you move Like a wind-child What would I do without your rhythm in my soul I saw you painting through the trees You touched me then The breeze before the heat lightning strikes A dream that I only hoped could come true What if the sun don't shine? I have light from you Open the doors to reveal you Tender notions Clouds racing across the moon I can't promise I can heal you but if you want me to I can try You're the one who showed me worlds I never knew You were there when I needed you In the dark right before I fell At the edge I heard your voice and turned around Captivated By the promise of your friendship Bound to you By the promise of your love And all I saw was your hand Standing there in the shadows Just a look that says "If you want to" It's not about tant

To A New Year And Hopefully Another Chance For Our Baby
With the news that I am back to normal (relatively anyway) lol, I am hoping that this new year bring me more peace with Mike's and my loss and another chance to try for our baby again. I will be taking down my memorial to the baby in the house tomorrow as my way of putting it to bed and making peace with it. This was my promise to myself and the people that love me. Thank you to all my friends and all the people that have supported me through all this. I have decided that I am ok with my blog not being #1 anymore. If it gets there again...great...if not...that is ok...my story, support and message have been shared and helped others and thats all I have wanted to do. I will NOT stop dedicating my page to pregnancy and infant loss though....it will always be a part of me and there will always be others that need this support. My friends, family and fans RULE and I love you all more than I can ever hope to tell you. I will continue to write in here as well since the journey is nev

To Anyone That Stops By:
To all my CT fans, friends, and family ~ OK, so maybe I am not the best friend, and I keep to myself a lot, but that's just me. Doesn't mean I don't care, I am just "low maintenance!" At least I don't come packing drama or demanding constant attention, but, as we all know, every silver lining has a cloud! But I do sincerely hope, and wish that you all have a happy, healthy, prosperous, and - most of all - FUN NEW YEAR 2007!!! I'm looking forward to hanging with you "cherrymaniacs" again next year! Slick "Let's Roll!" Wheeler "It isn't easy being me!"

To Anyone That Knows What Its Like To Live "free"
First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made with sugar, but we weren't overweight because WE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING !!! We would leave home in the

To Anyone Who Cares
Sunday night I fell down a flight of stairs due to the weather ice everywhere... I was holding the baby and went to walk down my foot slipped on the ice and I had to let go of the rail to hold on to her, because of that my leg went in between the rail and i sprang my ankle, twisted my knee, and bruised my tail bone.. I am laid up for a few days and am already tired of it.... The baby had no injuries i guess my boobs come in handy she was just bounced around on them ...lmao Anyways i just wanted to vent and say ouch my whole body hurts......

To Anyone Coming In Here For A Fight
You are coming to my Blog and to my profiles. If anyone has anything mean or hateful, then keep it out.. I will block and delete. You kids have your own sandbox, go play in yours. Get A Clue... Go AWAY! Dragonheart, Thank You for the offer, but I will have to decline being your valentine..

To Answer Some Of Your Questions
I have been in every state in the union, all throughout Canada, every country in South and central America, and 47 other countries to include most of Europe, the Far East, Southeast Asia, and Africa.

To An Unsure Love
i wait inside this cocoon of us i want an us but it seems unclear she hides behind the past i hide behind the past. maybe we get caught up in it when we talk maybe we are afraid to let us go what if we were together is it scary to wonder what love would be what we love who we love you gaze into me true i kinda pushed ya into it you smiled you lean away its not easy to love someone especially when you feel unsure if you can in all these crazy times between these crazy miles.. blocks a true sweetheart. scared to not get what we feel just hope i don't fuck us up again hating to leave you alone even if we are platonic.. i'd rather be on pluto than be here without you its not the same

To Anyone That Has A Small Child, Or Knows Someone With Em.
To anyone who has or is planning to have or knows any kids Body: This is just crazy! Body: McDonalds, Chuck E Cheese, Discovery Zone... Some of you might not be parents, but you may have nieces, nephews, grandchildren or friends with children. This will pertain to you too. As I read the following, my heart sank. I urge each and every one of you to pass this on to as many people as you can. I cannot stress how important this is! This is very disturbing news. In addition to the following true story... One son lost his watch, and was very upset. We dug and dug in those balls, trying to find the watch. Instead, we found vomit, food, feces, and other stuff I do not want to discuss. I went to the manager and raised hell. Come to find out, the ball pit is only cleaned out once a month. I have doubts that it is even done that often. My kids will never play in another ball pit. Now read this: PRETTY SCARY!! Hi. My name is Lauren Archer, my son Kevin and I lived in Midland,TN. On

To Anyone And Everyone
You either accept me the way I am or you do not. Makes no difference in my world. If you are my friend then be my friend. If you are not then I suggest you leave me alone and please remove me as a friend. Like me, love me or hate me, I can truly say I do not care. Your opinion of me means nothing. Real friends do not threaten or insult because they want their way. It seems a growing number of people feel that is the case though. What a sad reminder of just how disgusting humanity has become. To all of you who are kind and decent you have my undying respect. To the rest, I wouldn't spit on you to put you out if you were on fire. = ) LeRoy

To Answer My "do You?" Blog From Poet
an answer to your "Do You" blog.. (last one for today) Cogito, Ergo Sum When you look Do you see my fat? Or the kindness in my eyes? When you look Do you see my short stature? Or the loving mother? When you look Do you see my prominent proboscis? Or the accomplished pianist? When you look Do you see my comb over? Or the poet? When you look Do you see my advancing age? Or the wisdom of a world traveler? When you look Do you see my acne? Or the missionary? When you look Do you see my slant eyes? Or the pastry chef? When you look Do you see my blackness? Or my spiritual nature? When you look Do you see my gayness? Or the caring man within? When you look Do you see my homelessness? Or the Mother’s son gone awry? When you look Do you see my mental illness? Or the love I impart willingly? When you look Do you see my alcoholic rage? Or my helplessness? When you look Do you see my missing limb? Or the decorated veteran? Wh

To Anyone In The Military!
My name is Steven Nicoli. I am a Veteran United States Paratrooper of the 82nd Airborne Division. I am maintaining a website in honor of the men and women who defend and serve our country. www.HonoringAmericanTroops.com This page is to give the men and women who defend and serve our country the up-most respect that they deserve. With photos, letters,and many other useful information regarding our fellow Americans who sacrifice for us to live free!! It is time to show our troops how much they really are appreciated and supported! My girlfriend, Marie, and I would be honored to add you to my site bc it is soldiers like you, that makes this country the best! Adding you to my site is very easy. Can you please email me 1-3 pics of yourself in uniform(preferrably) and a little write up about your service. In your write up please include: your name, age, branch of service, how long you have been in. Optional information: where you are orignally from, y u enlisted, units

To Anyone With Children Please Read
Parents need to know about the sick, sick movement known as "pedophile activism". I am not joking. Look up pedophile activism on wikipedia.org for more information. They have created these symbols, so that they can identify each other, create a support network, it's sickening: This is the symbol for "boy love" called BLogo This is the symbol for "girl love", called GLogo This is the symbol for "Childlove Online Media Activism, CLOMAL This is the symbol for all-encompassing pedophilia, CLogo This is not a joke!!! If you see these symbols on someone's myspace, they are a pedophile. If you see someone with one of these symbols on their clothing or jewelry, they are a pedophile. (Which, in my opinion, gives you permission to beat the fuckiing shit out of them.) Anyone with children, please please go to wikipedia.org (a free online encyclopedia) and search "pedophile activism" and you'll get the whole sick story. Also, please repost this in your bulletins,

To Another
There isn't gonna be anymore. Anymore of me showing then what you would normally see. Anymore flirting with random strange people. Aymore secrets. Anymore lies. I'm tired of people adding me just to see whats in my private folder. I need to know I'm more then just some boobies to look at. Thank you. I'd really like it if people would have read my profile. I know i should have been more upfront when presented with someone who had interest in me and likewise. I'm sorry if i hurt you. But I am,and never will be the one for you (Mike). I already have someone.As states in my profile. I don't know what more to say. My Heart Belongs to Another.

To A New Friend
"I FEEL THE SAME" I FEEL THE SAME, WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYE'S. WANTING YOU MORE, I ALMOST CRY. I FEEL THE SAME., WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE. I KNOW IT'S, BEEN AWHILE... I FEEL THE SAME, WHEN I HOLD YOU NEAR, WISHING I COULD, HAVE YOU HERE.. I FEEL THE SAME, AS YOU LOOK AT ME. JUST LOOK IN MY EYE'S, YOU WILL SEE..... LIKE LONG BEFORE, I FEEL THE SAME. LETTING YOU IN, I FEEL NO PAIN...... by;Paul A. 8-16-7

To Angel's Destroyers
Due to many reasons I am not going to b bombing anymore. I will try and help out here and there but I am not going to commit myself to anything anymore. I have really enjoyed being a part of your family and have really felt welcome by most of you! as in all groups on here there are the exceptions. good luck with everything in the future and there are some of you that I want to know i will help as much as possible in anything you have going on just send me a message! with much love and respect, ~Stephie~

To Anyone That Realy Knows Me........
This is crazy. I seen a bulletin about assholes that make stickys so I opened it. The bulletin consisted of everyone stickying the same thing. Well I have 2 stickys pimping out Stang to help her God Fathering which i was asked too do. I was just making conversation in the bulletin in which i thought thats what we could do.Seems that an attitude had to take place after I asked if the stickys were all pimping him out would it be ok. So to whom ever stickied both my bulletins thank you im not even for sure whom too thank myself. I know it was obviously someone that loves Stang. But for a comment too be made that i help whomever i want is absurd i help whomever ask for help with guide lines. How many people are on this site? We have helped alot of people some new Fubars and some old.Yes we help GodFathers again if its you GodFathering its a different story. I cant see my bulletins either but im not complaining. So too anyone that wants to delete me cause i posted a bulletin and it got

To Anyone That Gives A Damn
I switched shifts at work, and I'm working nights now. Usually don't get home till after midnight. Just an FYI. Not ignoring anyone, or avoiding anyone..well those of you I am avoiding, knew it before now :D I know I am behind in the comment dept. I'll catch up as soon as I can. Love ya'll.

To Angel Eyes
I've found Throughout my life the pain can be so great at times But whenever someone holds your hand Even just for a minute you can feel again To find a friend who cries with you who comforts you who helps you through is someone i thought i could never find Until i met you

To Anyone With A Dog For A Pet Beware!!!!
Subject: If you have a dog... read this and PLEASE send it on The story below is true: http://www.snopes.com/critters/crusader/raisins.asp Written by: Laurinda Morris, DVM Danville Veterinary Clinic Danville , Ohio This week I had the first case in history of raisin toxicity ever seen at MedVet. My patient was a 56-pound, 5 yr old male neutered lab mix that ate half a canister of raisins sometime between 7:30 AM and 4:30 PM on Tuesday. He started with vomiting, diarrhea and shaking about 1AM on Wednesday but the owner didn't call my emergency service until 7AM. I had heard somewhere about raisins AND grapes causing acute Renal failure but hadn't seen any formal paper on the subject. We had her bring the dog in immediately. In the meantime, I called the ER service at MedVet, and the doctor there was like me - had heard something about it, but.... Anyway, we contacted the ASPCA National Animal Poison Control Center and they said to give IV fluids at 1 times maintena

To Anyone Who Gives A Sh*t !
1 Year Anniversary Let's get her to Godmother, A Woman that has helped so many in contest and leveling, It's Time to repay the love. Her Anniversary is Dec 6th But her Birthday is Dec 2, She will start uploading pics for rates since FUBAR has screwed the comment thing up. P.S She does retern Rates and stuff, Like me a diffrent type of Godfather ( Godmother ) ★☆★ƒreedom ίsnt ƒree★☆★**No Salute=No Add**@ fubar Viper Pit Lounge Staff Come By and check out some of the staff At The Viper Pit, Cool DJ's and Securty personel. SHOW EM SOME LOVE........... Lacey WildCo Ownder Viper Radio ~DJ Philburg360~Viper Radio Co Owner DevilGirl~Viper DJ DJ Mr. Nice GuyViper DJ djcone01Viper DJ DJ DragonViper DJ

To Another Day...
Just a song I wrote... On one of my depressed/thoughtful days... To Another Day It's not all right, it's not ok. You told me it was another way. And when you find things aren't great, you wonder why I walked away. When you lie to my face, please don't expect it to be ok. Some days come, some days go. Where will you be when I'm on the road? Will you come or will you stay? It'll just be another day. It's not all right, it's not ok. You told me it was another way. And when you find things aren't great, you wonder why I walked away. When you lie to my face, please don't expect it to be ok. You're just some guy I thought I liked, I guess I don't know what's right. You'll be gone and I'll be fine, who are you to know what's right? No, it's not all right, no, it's not ok. Don't tell me it's another way. You will find things aren't great don't wonder why I walked away. Please just lie to my face, someday I promise, I'll be ok...

To Answer Ur Questions...
Ok to answer all those "where have u been" questions.... I've been busy as shit w/ dr apts. yea and i get the next question.. "are you sick, u ok"... im fine, i been goin to the docs a lot cause im pregnant! and No you can't be my baby's daddy, Morphine's got that covered.

To Answer A Query About My Sexuality...(no Pun Intended)
A gay guy once said to me 'You're bi, get over it!' I thought 'I'm intrigued as to how you know more about me than I do' but then I decided it just wasn't worth arguing the point. Perhaps he was irritated by what, in all fairness, does rather look like a deliberate effort to be fashionably different, when for all I know he might have had a really hard time being accepted for who he is. However, contrary to popular assumption I never purposely searched for a label under which to play the victim and attract some drama, just like he never did. He was who he was, it's just that in his case there was a recognised term for it. I've spent my entire life not referring to myself as anything, and consequently a lot of my friends assumed I was either in denial about something or I was asexual. I still don't consider my sexuality to be easily definable, but I know that it doesn't make me unique. I neither revel in it nor dislike it as I've come to know for a fact that there are many, ma

To An Old "friend"
It is men like you who help give women hearts of stone.....I need you out of my system for now,so I shall type these words & hope for some sanity in venting...you may not read this for a while,but it will be here,waiting for you....by the time you read it...I WON'T!!!! Not for you...for ME!!!! You think you cannot love & your heart is made of stone you think you are so damn tough and love will never give you enough Then tell me...why did you run to me? when fate sent you to me after your last run subconsciously,you needed me there to feel my head upon your pounding chest when I told you it would be alright you knew it would be a horrible fight but now you have shut me out you think I will just disappear Is that why you always call late at night or is it just to hear that familiar voice when you hang up before I can answer I don't call back anymore Don't be afraid of love at all be afraid of ME I'll be right there,oh you know me The mysterious redhead i

To Anyone And Everyone
I am the way into the Doleful city, I am the way into Eternal Greif. I am the way to a Forsaken Race, Justice it was that moved my great creator Devine omnipotence created me and highest wisdom joined with primal love. Before me nothing but eternal things were made, and I shall last eternaly. Abandon every hope all you who ENTER!

To Any One That Cares
I have been away from all of you for some times now. Will I am back andwould like to get to know all of you again. for I do not have many friends will let me stop play I do not have any friends. and I just get this new computer so let's put it to work.

To Anyone Who Wants To Read It
Yes I know, I look very European. Thats because I am part Irish and Italian. I love red lip stick and I love my piercings. I am a emotionally crippled narcissist. And I find that I can only be happy if I am miserable. I LOVE Karaoke I am not a shy person. Sometimes I dont talk as much as everyone else, but do not get that confused with being shy. Sometimes I just dont feel like talking. And dont get that confused with what all the rest of the 'outgoing' population say. They claim to be outgoing, but they wont speak their mind regardless of whether or not its hurtful or insulting. Usually those girls just giggle and agree with what the alpha dog, so to speak, has to say. Not me. You can always count on me to be an honest and truthful bitch. So this is the part where I say: 'boy-o-boy, i dont have a boy friend and because of that I am just not whole. Why?! Why am I not lucky enough to have a man hold me back from drinking and partying with my friends?! Why am I not p

To Anyone Who Left Me Love Over Night!
If you sent me love over night, they reset the Tab Bar and all record of your rates you left is gone. So if you could please drop me a line and let me know you left me a rate or rates, I will do my best to return the love!! Gimptastic *No Fan/No Rate/ No Add@ fubar

To Anyone In Toronto...
If anyone is going to be at or near any of these places during these times and can do me a favor,please let me know.It wont cost you anything,might even net you a little bit of something.Nothing HUGE,but I can try to return the favor somehow.GM is setting up displays of their new cars and giving away a few things.Some of you know that PK and I are Transformer Geeks and one of the give aways is a Transformer that you can only get there.If anyone is able to get us one(or two) I would be in debted for FULIFE!!It is a long shot,but who knows.Thanks in advance. Square One today or June 25-28 Fairview MallJuly 2-5 Sherway GardensJuly 9-12 Bramalea City CentreJuly 16-19 Fairview Mall (again)July 30-Aug 2 Eaton Centre Reposted in new blog + edited,k thnx if you are heading to Sherway or Bramalea, the Aveo Swerves are gone by 1-2pm on Thurs, Fri and Sat and not available at all on Sun.

To Any And All Hunters
to any and all that would hurt my friends,i am one tha twill not put up with it.so beware now it i find out that you have hate my friends i will deal with you.they are people to and have as much righ tto live as you and anyone else does.they maybe different then you,but stil have as much righ tto lilve as you do. Even if they lifestlye is nto the same as yours is My friends may live far from me but i find out you have hurt them you will be hurt ten times more then what you did to them your pain will go over what you have done to them so back off and leave them only just so you know i will not let you hurt them without a fright. by kim

To Anyone That Thinks I'm Bitchy Lately
So in two months, I've lost 1 friend, my friends mom who helped raise me, two aunts and as of Monday, 2 uncles. I've moved to help out another aunt and uncle while my uncle is sick, going in and out of the hospital for surgey, and left all my friends and the rest of my family at home. I have to look for a job in a place I don't even know. I've been sick for the past two weeks and might have to get chest x-rays to find out the official problem. I'm stressed out constantly and trying to deal with a lot of shit that's being put on me. I thought that a certain person actually gave a shit and cared about me, and turns out, he only wanted what was easiest for him and truly doesn't care about anyone elses happiness or well-being but his own. I tried. I'm tired of people bitching at me about shit that I have no control over and then getting pissed at me for not being in the mood to joke around or even make any attempt to boggle myself more with constant contradictions between actions an

To Anyone Who Will Listen.....
What is true love? Does anybody really know? Its not passion and heat, or the butterfly feeling you get in your tummy when you know of their coming... Its not having to put your best foot forward every second of the day or making sure your always in the right light with pounds of make up on and praying they dont see your flaws. Its not feeling sorry for them and doing everything for them like they're a stray puppy from off the street. Its not sexual in any way... seriously, would you say you love a person and then drop them like a bad habit if you could no longer have any sexual interaction with them? Thats not love, thats lust, infatuation, the desire to just not want to be alone at all.Love is trust. Pefect trust. Faith. Uncondontional.One thing I have seen in alot of men and women that I have met over the years, they always seem to think that they would be absolutely miserable if they didnt have a significant other in their life, to share their bed or drinking times with, or just to

To Answer A Few Questions For All
Ok just here to answer a few question for some of the not so considerate people...i have not been on much for 2 reasons...(1) my heart is in A-Fib and they are trying to control it and i went in Thursday for a Cardioversion and it was NOT succesful and still working on that....(2) A ladder fell on me that my cousin was on and fell 15ft and i broke his fall but crashed my knee into the concrete and gouged n cut n bruised my back up really BAD.....i DONT want no sympathy but i have had a FEW so called FRIENDS wanting to know why im not returning the rates and love....Soooo i guess be mad if ya want or be patient and hopefully soon i will return back to as NORMAL as i Can Be....... THANKS CAPPY

To Anyone That Thinks All I Can Do Is Freestyle And Rap-i Do Have A Softer Side, You Know :)
Every breath I breathe / I know you're by my side / You taught me to put on a smile and hide / All the insecurites inside my my mind / Every time I seek I find / A new reason to be alive / When I look into your eyes / I hope you realize / That I'm not telling lies / Every word is true that I am telling you / Please don't fly away / My darling dragon fly / Please leave another day I need you to stay / I don't need another memory / EMBEDDED IN MY HEAD / I have enough of those to last both our lifetimes / So when you spread your wings / Just promise me that you won't leave me behind / You take me to greater heights / Beyond the stars-outta sight-to a different place / Outside of outerspace / I'd swim through the Milky Way just to see your face again / I'd crawl through the depths of Hell just to hold your hand / .......just a thought. Sittin here high as fuck, bored and hit writer's block on my actual music at the moment, took a break to get my mind off it-write something diffrent hopef

To A New Friend
To a new friend with a life of their own choosing. I actually have several friends who are alcoholic’s but haven't had a drink in many years. I've talked about it with them from time to time and they each said that no one could stop them from drinking. The only way for them to stop was when "they" reached a point in their lives when they decided to do that. It made me think about when I stopped smoking. I smoked for many years and had people constantly nagging me to stop. I tried to stop many times without success. One day I decided on my own to finally stop and did it. Until I set my own mind to do it no one could get me to. I do drink, and probably more than I should, but that’s just me. I started at a very young age (about 13) and it just changed from one type of drink to another over the years. I have been a wine drinker (not MD or Thunderbird types) from having easy access to European wines while I lived in Germany for almost five years. Started switchi

To Appear
To appear wise, one must talk; To be wise, one must listen. To appear to do good, one must be busy; To do good, one must know when to stand aside. To appear to lead, one must put oneself first; To lead, one must put oneself last. To appear caring, one must give advice; To be caring, one must give space. To appear to love, one must know how to give; To love, one must know also how to receive. To appear happy, one must smile; To be happy, one must be free with tears.

To Apply Copy/paste/fill Out/email
To apply for a position as a sub you must copy/paste/fill out and email this application to this fubar account. Do NOT leave any question unanswered and add all the details you can. This application will NOT be shared with anyone but the Master and Mistress. If you do not understand a question or are unsure how to answer then simply state so. You will not be discounted as long as you do your best to complete the application. 1) Do you understand what it is to be submissive? 2) Are you ready, willing and able to fulfill the obligations of a submissive? 3) Do you fully understand and accept the Dom's role in your online experience? 4) Are you willing to submit yourself to the Dom's control completely and totally trusting in the rules of the relationship? 5) Do you own a web cam and are you completely willing to subject yourself to full viewing by the Dom? 6) Are you 18 years of age or older and willing to provide proof of this fact? 7) What type of sub

To Are Fallen Soldiers
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

To Aryonna
If only for a moment I could have held her ,And saw the face of love so pure.I cast a dream for only you to know,For never to remember a day of cold.I will walk with you when the time is here..Not an ounce of sorrow we just hold dear.I know your eyes so I saw see..You know my heart for this is me.I cry not tears of sorrow..For our time we only borrow..Now you shall play in a field of butterfliesAnd listen to the sound of a willows cry. Aryonna was born April-20-2009 She past Nov-27-2009 We love you!!!

To Aryonna Nichole Patton
If only for a moment I could have held her , And saw the face of love so pure. I cast a dream for only you to know, For never to remember a day of cold. I will walk with you when the time is here.. Not an ounce of sorrow we just hold dear. I know your eyes so I saw see.. You know my heart for this is me. I cry not tears of sorrow.. For our time we only borrow.. Now you shall play in a field of butterflies And listen to the sound of a willows cry. 11-29-09

A Toast...
May all our dreams be met as we explore LC and the world wide for our life partner, friend, mate, soul mate, or friends..... Whether we find it though the LC...or the mere synchronicity of our lives together, may all our dreams come true..... Here is to you and you... and you! :D Your friend, Kat, aka TxRose, aka the Devine Tx Rose!! :D

Toast!!!
THIS IS A TOAST.... 2 US... FOR THE BITCHES WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY BASTARDS WHO WILL MEET US!! SEND THIS ONLY TO PRETTY LADIES INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU You have been hit. You have been considered One of the 15 prettiest girls on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 15 pretty girls. If you get hit again you know your really pretty. If you break the chain you'll have UglyNess for 10 years. So hit 15 pretty girls on your friends list and let them know thay are pretty!"

A Toast To The Devil
Come drink the cup to the very last sup And sing the Devils praise. Come fill the cup, and bottoms up, Throught your remaining days. Come sip the cup, and feel the pain, And wine away your time. Spend all you have for pleasures vain, The Devil glees sublime. Come hoist the glass, and feign be proud. What's left is mortal shame. Waste now, think not, and cry aloud, How others are to blame. Do you understand why I wear a frown? Why life just let me down. So one more time, drinks all around. My destiny waits six feet underground

A Toast
Heard a great toast the other day and I thought I would share with all of my fellow tappers....Where it came from or who originally said it, I have no idea but it kinda touched the heart.. "May you wear the spirits of your lost loved ones on your skin" Thought it was a touching way to show remembrance to lost family. Balistreri out

To A Special Person She Knows Who She Is
sitting here thinking about her all night. wondering what she thinks of me. if im good enough for her or not. if i can give her what she wants, a friend , wondering if i can treat her good. cant sleep at night cause i think of her all night

To A Special Person She Knows Who She Is
The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost boy found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you

To A Special Man In My Life
I Love You I've come to believe that you are the one true and real thing in my life. I think about you throughout the day until I fall asleep at night. You are the first thing I think about when I awake. Just the thought of your kiss can send my heart into a frenzy. Your smile can take my breath away. I love you so much that my heart aches. When I'm away from you, I get restless and the thought of losing you is unbearable. When we get close, I'm so nervous I feel as though I'm having a panic attack. I have never in my life felt this way about anyone or anything. You have truly captured my soul and my essence. I wish I could understand why I feel the way I do but I probably never will. So I just accept the fact That I love you.

To A Special Woman And She Knows Who She Is
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers.

To A Special Friend
the silver bell Your laugh is like a silver bell Clean and light and free Just like the hours of happiness Your friendship brings to me. You're like a room of sweet wind chimes Enlightened by a breeze Or like an open, grassy field Dotted with old trees. I'm grateful for the things you do But more for what you are A breath of clear, bright open sea, Of life beyond the bar. You are to me a very special sun That shines upon a world few ever see A world you are afraid to show to everyone That hides its urgent truth from even me. Without your light it is a world of darkness Its heaven and its hell lie fast asleep With you as sole and sympathetic witness, The words come forth and are for you to keep. So ring that silver bell, so all may hear your inner demons, we will face and not fear Long may we serve each other to give light To all the loveliness that haunts the night.

Toasts!
wow frat brothers wedding. groomsman, we been best friends forever. we pledged together. asks me to make a toast after the best man with no time to prepare,i stand up already about half lit and belt out a little toast that we had created while pledging. it goes like this.... "Heres to the breezes that blows through the treeses that liftes there skirts above their kneeses. And shows you that spot you know that spot. that teases and pleases and spreads diseases, like HIVses, sweet jesus. What a snatch! Down the hatch." it was a bittersweet moment for me. you could see that he couldn't have been more pleased.

A Toast To Women
THIS IS A TOAST ... TO WOMEN... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!! Happiness keeps You Sweet, Trials keep You Strong, Sorrows keep You Human, Failures keep You Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going TO MOTHERS: Once you become a mother; you are no longer the picture, you are the frame.

To A Special Guy
To think of you being here with me brings joy to me The joy of knowing you'll always be here with me I love looking into your eyes and seeing the same feeling coming back at me To see it that you want me as much as I want you. To be with you is all I ever wanted to do To hear you say she is mine brings a warmth to me that no one can deny To be able to call you mine is a joy all in its self. If you cant tell I care for you in more than just one way. Your my friend and my partner and I love it being this way.

A Toast To All The Pretty Ladies Out There!!!!
Hello, Pretty Lady! THIS IS A TOAST ... TO US ... FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US! You have been hit. You have been considered one of the 10 prettiest ladies on my friends list. Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies. If you get hit again you know you're really pretty. If you fail to forward this, you'll have ugliness for 10 years. So hit 10 pretty ladies on your friends list and let them know they are pretty. SEND THIS TO PRETTY LADIES , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU!!

Toast
My soul churned in the coals a fire out of control choked out burning never enough oxygen to breathe. Buried darkness lit with fire as the shadows dance mockingly upon the walks of my heart tainted with the inner light the dimly lit shadows perhaps they dance for the sake of dancing, sedation the inner desires we find lost to the needs of the day found in the darkness with the dancing flames of a fire once burnt bright. The dimly lit cavern of my soul.

To A Specail Person She Knows Who
The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Toasty Cheese Bake
8 slices white bread butter 1/2 lb ground beef 1/4 chopped onion 2 Tablespoons chopped celery 1 Tablespoon prepared mustard 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup shredded Sharp Cheddar or American Cheese (4 oz) 1 egg, slightly beaten 3/4 cup milk 1/2 teaspoon salt dash pepper 1/8 teaspoon dry mustard paprika (optional) Heat oven to 350. Toast bread; butter both sides. Cook and stir meat, onion celery, prepared mustard, and salt until meat is brown and onion is tender. Alternate layers of toast, meat mixture, and cheese in greased baking pan, 9X9X2 inches. Mix remaining ingredients; pour over layers in pan. If you wish sprinkle the top with paprika. Bake uncovered for 30 to 35 minutes.

A Toast To Love
It has been a long while since my last verse But I still suffer from the same unbearable curse Seems like every time a chance arises The same painful result just materializes I cannot understand the lingo or the signs Come out with your intentions, your signals make me blind I always come around at the wrong time, I am never wanted Teased for being a believer, constantly belittled and taunted Not getting any younger in this game called life With every passing day, my back comes closer to the knife Had hoped someone would have pulled me away by now Yet here I am, alone & flooded in tears that life has allowed I'm afraid to let my heart like anyone for they will never feel the same I am a guy and all guys are obviously bad, but I am the main one that is blamed Watching the world go 'round for everyone else while mine stands still Why not join those others with no hope, overdosed on pills Maybe I would be better off just fading away into an abyss Never to know the supple,

Toast To New Orleans Neighborhoods At Howlin' Wolf Owowowowowwwwwwwwwwww
Toast to New Orleans Neighborhoods Friday, March 7 $15-$25 The Toast to New Orleans Neighborhoods will be held on the evening of Friday, March 7th at Howlin’ Wolf. Admission will be $15 for NPN members and $25 for non-members. The event will feature local music from Kirk Joseph’s Backyard Groove, theater and local food from N’awlins Flava, Casamento’s, Chateau Coffee House & Café and more, classically assembling all the elements of a typical New Orleans festival to celebrate the rebuilding of our neighborhoods. Door prizes from local artists will also be awarded to lucky festival-goers.

Toast
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To A Specail Lady
There are no words. no way to show you how I feel That's like asking why is a flower so beautiful Why is the sky blue Why is the ocean wide? There are no answers, that's just the way life goes Every time I close my eyes I see your face and I wonder. When you close your eyes Do you think about me? Do you feel the way I do? My love for you has grown thru the days I have so much to say and no way to express it I'm a star with no light A day with no night If I don't have you in my life what would I do I'd walk halfway around the world For just one kiss from you As long as your love's there to lead me I won't lose my way Even through the darkest night I'll love you always and forever Just give me a chance and I'll prove it to the world Just how much I love you

To Assume....or Not What's The Fucking ?
They say abscence makes the heart grow fonder...But does it really grow further masking itself from one minute to the next? Are we really happy here in this lonely game we play? Is anyone ever really sure what it is they really and truly want? Words play out on a page and slice the heart thinner than raw meat. To read them and assume what you are reading is what the person feels for another gives you that fucked up gurgly feeling in your stomach that makes you want to punch someone and then spew vomit down their throat. You feel like inflicting pain upon the one you think is being frivilous, greedy and inconsiderate But we hate to ASSUme. Because well we all know how that goes.... But what is one to think when things become more and more spaced out. More and more distant you don't want to believe the inevitable. That this could possibly end up like the others......... So what do you do? Let your mind race with thoughts of unsettling fear and frustration, the gu

To A Sexy Woman
For a Sexy Woman The winds of March Blow as hard as The need arises To fly the child's Kite. Spring is so far away. The rain of April falls enough To bring forth the Flowers of May I love enough To ensure the Development of a June Love filled with the Warmth and expectation Of life's promise My promise to Cheri in August's steamy heat To a sexy woman Do I promise in vain? Poet

A Toast For The Day
Part 2 of 3. As the hours of the previous night play, and replay, in his mind, he recalls every spoken word, he lingers on every smile that crossed her face, and he dwells on their plans for today. While they had planned a three date weekend, they had also agreed that at any point either soul could say "Thank You, but, this is not working for me". They had agreed that should those words (literally or figuratively) be spoken, there would be no drama, there would be no cries of "I'll change". For they are who they are and both have lived enough drama to last a lifetime, besides, would making changes to one's inner most self for another, truly be in the best interest of a budding relationship? Mind you he was not thinking of such simple issues as which way to hang a role of paper on the roller, whether turkey is served with mayo or mustard, or even, the differences between the college and professional football game. Sure these are important, but they are not "that" important (besi

A Toast To Women
here's a toast to women so pure and divine who bloom once a month and bear every nine But are the only creatures this side of hell who can take juice from nuts without breaking the shell lol sadly i cant take credit much as id love too ...lol thnx hunni sure do love this one :D

Toasted Almond Chicken Salad
Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:30 min makes:4 Servings 3 small chicken breast halves 3 stalks celery, sliced 1 bunch fresh chives, finely chopped 1/2 cup low-fat plain yogurt 1/4 cup light sour cream 1 1/2 teaspoons dried tarragon leaves 2 tablespoons slivered almonds, toasted Salt, if desired Freshly ground black pepper, if desired 1 bag (10 oz) mixed salad greens 1. Spray skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium-high heat. Cook chicken 4 minutes on each side or until chicken is no longer pink when centers of thickest pieces are cut. Remove from heat and let chicken stand at least 10 minutes until cool enough to handle. Chop chicken into small pieces. 2. In large bowl, mix chicken and remaining ingredients except salad greens. Serve chicken salad on salad greens. Nutritional Information 1 Serving: Calories 170 (Calories from Fat 50); Total Fat 6g (Saturated Fat 2g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 55mg; Sodium 125mg; Total Carbohydrate 8g (Dietary Fiber 2g, Sugar

Toasted Blonde
One day a blond walks into a doctors office with both of her ears burnt.The doctor askes her what had happened.She says, "well... when I was ironing my work suit the phone rang and I mistakanly picked up the iron instead of the phone."Well that explains one ear, but what about the other.""The bastard called again"

A Toast I Learned A Long Time Ago.
To lying, stealing, cheating and drinking: When you lie, lie to save a friend. When you steal, steal someone's heart. When you cheat, cheat death. And when you drink, drink with friends.

Toast
Life comes at us in uncerntain ways, friends and lovers judge by all our mistakes,weather were wrong or judge incorectley,Life gos on with no jelousey, were not all as perfect as our judges seem to be, they must be inhuman thats all I can see .but when your judged wrong as I always am you learn to except what your judge wants you to be.....missunderstood,I think not! from me to you, I,m a strong person that refuses to be missunderstood. I,m a woman that just wants to be judged for who she ,is honest and proud and unloved by the one who judged her wrong...no turnning back, sooo to the future I toast all who have been missed judge and have been hurt by someone you love...there is life out there and may you be blessed to find it and never let it judge you..........

To Ashley And Family
Ashley and Mary , I am so sorry for your loss, I am so proud of you for doing what you thought was right for you and your baby , Gabriel. It is so hard for me at saying words , but I hope these tags will bring some kind of Peace to you all....You are always in my Thoughts and Prayers.God Bless and Big Hugs Jane graphics for moms graphics for moms graphics for moms

Toasted For Time Management
Was feelin lazy and tired today after last nights outing. There wasnt squat to eat in the house without lengthy preparations, so I ran up to the local 7-11. They have this new super broiler that can fix a pizza in merely 5 mins. I went inside and told the guy workin the food side I would like one, and if they could start it for me, I was going to go fill up at the pump while they were doing that, and would pay for it after I got back in, as there were several people in line now. Anyway, did that, and came back in, and by luck only 1 person was in line ahead of me. The girl had the register then, so the guy comes out and offers his hand saying "thank you". Of course Im confused, but shook his hand and said "yea?". He went on to say "you did a good thing there, giving me a chance to put your food on in between customers when convenient while you went and took care of something else. You dunno how many people cant or wont concentrate on more than one thing, and will stand there waiting

Toaster Oven
One of my daughter's wedding presents was a toaster oven. Soon after the honeymoon, she and her husband tried it out. Almost immediately, smoke billowed out of the toaster. "Get the owner's manual!" her husband shouted. "I can't find it anywhere!" she cried, searching through the box. "Oops!" came a voice from the kitchen. "Well, the toast is fine, but the owner's manual is burnt to a crisp."

To A 't'...
"All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own, I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We coulda never had it all, We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A perspective pushes through, I'll be some next man's other woman soon, I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men, He walks away, The sun goes down, He

To Augie
It's not that bad you know All your dreams came true After a fashion The scars The girls The adventures You're a bona-fide storyteller now. You're no longer a runt In fact, you're pretty tough By the time you get to be me, You won't fear pain anymore. And true, it's a long distance between us, One not easily traveled. And even when you get to be me. . . You'll still feel lost, and alone at times. But it's better now. All your dreams come true. And you'll be amazed when you realize That you'd forgotten that you dreamed them. I wish I could give you something more tangible. I think of you there alone, hiding in your closet, Crying again. And all I can do is write you this letter. More than two decades late. We turn out ok, I swear. You're an amazing guy. I'm still stunned that you never gave up. Never stopped believing Never stopped trying Didn't even consider it. I'm proud to have been you. Even though it sucked at the time. It's better now. You'll be ha

To Avoid Being Hypocritical
Day two of work today. First Government job (well government contractor), and it's amazing how much sitting and waiting gets done at these jobs. I don't know whether it's so much inefficiency is that everyone has their job, and god forbid you should do someone elses for a second to make it more efficient. Example: We were "bringing up" an old machione for a security audit. I received a notice that in order to do the audit, we needed to do some updates. I asked my boss if I could just update the machine. I was told "No, call ... You are a Unix System Administrator, not a Windows System Administrator" Ignore my 21 years of Windows experience (Yes, it goes back to Windows 3.0), and the fact I've probably built and configured more P.C.'s in my life than the technician who spent 2 hours doing a windows update. Well, At least the pay is high. perhaps more about the commute tomorrow, I'm going to lunch with my boss, should be interesting.

To A Very Special Lady
Courtesy of MsTags.com This goes out to a very special lady . Her handle on here is chubbly . But her real name is Jan.. She is a friend and a half . And i wanted to say thanks for what she has done for me. A lot of you will know Steven Segal the famouse movie actor.. well he is playing in my home town with his band and Jan has bought me a ticket to go and see him .. How wicked is she ... SO A BIG THANKS TO HER FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART XXXXXXXXXXXXX

To A Very Special Lady
I would like to let everyone know what a very special lady Sissy, from the Sissy and Cowboy Biker Bar is. She has been very supportive with ALL of my endevors, and continues to let me be the Brat I am. She is always there to help people, whether it is just listening, creating tags for everyone, building banners, or finding your way around FUBAR. She is one of the nicest, truthful, play no games people I have had the pleasure to get to know. If you do not know her..you are deffo missing out, and should take the opportunity of getting to know her. Sissy, I love, respect and truly treasure your friendship. Thank you for everything you have done for me. You are definately an unsung hero in my book. your lil buddy, DJ The Brat

"to Avoid Another September 11, U.s. Must Join The World" -q'orianka Kilcher Reads Rita Lasar,
Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) by Voices of a People's History

To A Wonderful Girlfriend That I Love So Much And Here Name Is Angel She Goes By Willie's Angel On Here Stop By Show Here Some Love
sense you and i got together i have felt alive again and i wanna spend the rest of my life with you befor we started daitng i didn't know what love meant but when we got together i started know what love was again i love you baby

To A Witch Darkly
In the moonlight's dimmer glimmer, Night so black and fire so bright, Garbed in hooded blackened shimmer, Dance the spirits of the night. Ask ye may,"Where do they come from?" Ask ye may,"Where do they go?" But answers surely there will be none Of secret paths none others know. From the hills and mounds they're calling, Bright with orange light aglow, With only flickering shadows falling To the valleys down below. So if your heart feels true desire; If it only truth will bear; If it sets your spirit afire, A haunting melody you'll hear They sing of days and years long vanished, Times and memories long lost. When souls from ages passed were banished To pay the price, so dear a cost. Then if you hear the spirit voices, You've been chosen to attest. Join the dance, there are no choices Commune with them and be at rest. There's nought to fear from dusk to dawning Round the fire so warm and bright, No harmful deeds, no evil spawning

To A Wanderer
The poetry that I am blogging is from a book of my Grandmother's work that I published in her memory. Any and all the royalties that come in from the sales of this book are being donated to the American Cancer Society and to the research into the cause and cure of Alzheimer's and Dementia. http://www.lulu.com/tisdaled To A Wanderer Home is the spot where our heart is A palace of gold or a tumbledown shack Tho we’ve wandered afar on the road of life When we’re weary, we’ll always drift back To the streets where we played in our childhood To the pals that we used to know And we’ll wander again down the lane Where as sweethearts, we used to roam. Tho the scenes have all changed, and the people too For our pals have all drifted away But they, like us, will all come back To the home of their childhood some day For no one has wandered too far down the road To heed not the call of home And once he returns to familiar scenes He never again will roam.

To A Whore You All Well Know
to my ex: Ha, you try to hurt me, but i'm better than that. i took you in because you were so damn pitiful when i found you. and i raised you up from the shitty little hole. and as such, it is only suitable that i return you down to your class, you trash. you were just a charity case, like a sick puppy. i did string you along, played with you for a while, it was the least i could do to repay your kindness. I'm not the one to brag, but you were never in my league. so, with this i say goodbye, and return you to the shit hole where you will spend the rest of your life. Your Baby, Oz

To A Wonderful Gothic Woman (d'hark Julez)
Here is one of the closest and dearest people I know. D’hark Julez is true blue guys and gals and a jewel of a best friend. I am proud and blessed to know and call her family. Go and show her some gothic love.I also wanted to pimpout her wonderful work and second home as well as mine, The Dhark Domain. You can SB or private message one of us for the details. $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

To A Wonderful Lady My Gram's (r.i.p)
There are moments in life when you miss someoneSo much, you just want to pluck them fromYour dreams and hug them for real.When the door of happiness has closed, another will open.Let us not spend too long staring at that closed door,that we don't see the one which has opened for us.we are all together, celebrating someone who made us smile,Someone who made our dark days seem bright,Someone who made our hearts sing.My Gram's would tell us to dream what we want to dream,Go where we want to go,be who we want to be,Because we only have one short lifeAnd one chance to do all the things we want to do.Gram's had enough happiness to make her sweet,enough tries to make her strong,enough sorrow to keep her humanand enough hope to keep her happy.The happiest of people don't always have;the best of everything,They just make the most of everything and everyone who come their way.Gram's, when you were born you were crying,And everyone around you was smiling.You have lived your life to the very end.Y

To A Young Gentle Men That Has Earned A Place In My Heart...
you feel as the rain upon my face you taste as stars appear at night you smell as hot sunshine to chase you help the moon bright up my light we were apart, now were coming together as one of a kind that love within us won't turn away so i admire you and pray this secret love is hard to find but if i try hard it can be mine love is a four letter word that many of us have not heard coming from you makes my skin turn blue if you say it make sure you mean it we say things we don't mean inside we feel the pain looking at each other to scream will this remain waking up day and night having bad dreams alright knowing "god" is all men all i want is to be together again Signature Sexy

To Bare Or Not To Bare....
ok....what is with all of the breast shots, and pics of the women in the skimpy clothes.... am I missing something? I guess this is where the whole "good girl" thing comes into play, but I don't get it.

To Bad
I look at you i want to cry, helpless i feel as i look your way. i see no want i see no need. I look at you and i just cry. You see me here but you don't care, theres no room, past, present and future. Truth has no meaning and kindness got lost. I can't feel hate, i am shocked i am hurt. Theres a kind person in him, i have seen it, i know it but its all lost, all i can do it watch and cry. I failed........

Tobacco Corporation To Build A New Animal Testing Lab
Tobacco Corporation to Build New Animal Testing Lab Philip Morris to Build New Research Facility—Bad News for Animals Philip Morris has announced its plans to build a 450,000-square-foot research and development facility in Richmond, Virginia, that appears to include an expanded animal research center. According to undisclosed sources, the design plans for the facility contain rooms labeled "Primate Room 1" and "Primate Room 2." What makes this discovery even more dismaying is the fact that Philip Morris has been linked with Covance Laboratories, where a recent PETA undercover investigator videotaped employees abusing monkeys. For decades, tobacco companies such as Philip Morris have used animal experiments to mislead people into believing that smoking was safe. This is particularly misguided because animals do not develop cancer in the same way that humans do. Now Philip Morris plans to expand its research into further attempts to fool the public into believing that

To Banish An Unwelcome Entity
Speak directly to the entity, or in the room most affected, saying: It is time to leave here; all is well. There is nothing here for you now, You must be gone Go now, go ~ complete your passing, Go, and with our blessing fare well. Farewell. Remove everything of the previous occupant ~ writing and photos in particular. If there is anything you wish to keep, purify it with salt or incense, saying: With this I purify you of the past Of hurt and memories Keeping only Love SPELL TO RID YOUR HOME OF UNWANTED GHOST/SPIRIT Begin by putting everything in its proper place. Clean your house to perfection, open the windows, and bless all your magical implements. Next, moving always to your left (counterclockwise, or wid-dershins as it is called in magical circles) anoint the doors, windows, and all openings of your home with a mixture of water (water), fennel (fire), oats (Earth), pine (air), and sage (wisdom). These represent all elements of the magic circle. For a blend that is l

To Bang? Or Not To Bang?
I think one of the biggest moral quandaries that a woman goes through when she begins a relationship with a guy is when is the right time to have sex. To be honest, I understand the conundrum. Is this guy feeding you a line to get in your pants? Will he still be interested after wards? One of the big factors is that women usually form more of an emotional bond with someone Once they have sex. A good friend told me she once wrote a blog where she didn't suggest, but flat out said that a female should hold out as long as possible. "The thing is, holding off on sex for as long as possible is a self-protective measure. That same man who is angry with you today because you won't have sex after two months of dating? He's the man who suddenly will stop taking your calls at month four because he's "just not feeling the same anymore." He's the man who will freak out when he thinks things are "moving too fast" after that wonderful weekend at the lake together. So yes, telling him you aren'

"tobacco Road" Lost,but Not Forgoten
It is now officially winter in the "Great White North".A so called "downtime" for motorcycle riders.This is something new to me.All of my life I have been able to ride year round.Though the thought of being able to take the time to tear your bike down and go over everything is a good idea to me.There is only one small problem,MY FUCKING BIKE IS IN FLORIDA.... Now this isnt news to me,I left it there months ago.I have contemplated getting it shipped here,but a lack of ends has proven this futile.I have also thought about just buying something here to pass time.I have been itching to build something.The only thing is bikes are fucking COSTLY here.Even bikes people give away down south are 2-3 thousand dollars.I have resorted to posting wanted ads on kijiji for peoples junk(I actually titled an ad that).Only to have some fuckstick try to sell me an evolved basketcase for $1000.I have one chance at getting something of a buy.A guy from work has a mid-60s Bonneville sitting in his garage

Tobacco Companies Sue Fda Over Graphic Warnings
If the FDA gets its way, by Oct. 22, 2012, every pack of cigarettes sold in the United States will carry one of nine graphic, full-color, gross warnings reminding people of just how horrible smoking is for their health. The image might be a pair of healthy lungs next to a pair of blackened and diseased lungs. Or a man smoking out of a hole in his throat. Or a mouth with sores on the lips and teeth all yellowed and decayed. But tobacco companies are fighting that plan. On Tuesday, five U.S. tobacco companies sued the federal government, saying the mandatory warnings would violate their free speech rights. "Never before in the United States have producers of a lawful product been required to use their own packaging and advertising to convey an emotionally charged government message urging adult consumers to shun their products," longchamp outlet the companies wrote in the complaint. A copy of the complaint, filed in federal court in Washington, was provided to the Los Angeles Times. The

To Be Lovers
To be lovers would be Great, To be lovers would be wrong, Because their love is just to strong! To be lovers would be Glorious To be lovers would be a mistake, Beacuse of what they might miss take. To be lovers would be Splended To be lovers would be Stupid, Beacuse we left it up to Cupid. To be lovers would be Magnificent! To be lovers would be to Error, Because it would bring so much terror. To be lovers would be Georgous To be lovers would be Horendous Because the pain would be to tremendous Unfinished! lol sorry got busy with something else!

To Be Or Not To Be
The heart races with Love swelling inside head makes the world spin around me conflict swelling up inside of me head screaming the Love will end all Love is doomed to die heart softly wispering: the Love is a wonder, not everyone can find it, even if it is only fleeting emotion Is wanting Love forever asking for to much?

To Be Notice!
To Be Notice! Thru out my days and years I always looked out for you best interest, not because I was you friend and companion to talk to but in my eyes I wanted more from you, Cause in my heart it always had seem right that you would be here with me tonight, Thought you felt different about me never toke the time to notice me, Now I move on and went always you wonder to yourself what you did?.. For I wish things was different between me and you, Our love between us would have been so true, But in another life time it could be, Until then you are nothing but a memory....

To Be America
I AM AMERICA. YOU ARE AMERICA. TOGETHER, WE, THE PEOPLE, ARE AMERICA JUST AS THE PRESIDENT IS AMERICA. WE ARE THE VOICE IN CONGRESS. WE MAKE-UP THE HOUSE OF REPRESENTATIVES. WE, THE PEOPLE ARE AMERICA. THE STARS AND STRIPES, GLORIOUS FLAG OF AMERICA, IS NOT AMERICA.... IT IS BUT A SYMBOL OF OUR GREAT NATION. NO, AMERICA IS PEOPLE. PEOPLE WITH IDEALS AND PRINCIPLES THAT REFUSE TO BE SHAKEN. PEOPLE WHO GIVE THEIR FORTUNES, THEIR HONOR, AND EVEN THEIR VERY LIVES, BECAUSE THEY ARE AMERICA. AMERICA IS TRULY...."ONE NATION, UNDER GOD".... OUR CURRENCY PROCLAIMS TO ALL NATIONS, COMMUNIST AND FREE, "IN GOD WE TRUST." CHURCHES AND SYNAGOGUES THROUGHOUT THE COUNTRY ARE A CONSTANT STANDING OVATION TO HIM WHO IS OUR PROTECTOR. AMERICA IS PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE. PEOPLE WHO ARE CONSISTENT; PEOPLE WHO PERSEVERE; PEOPLE WITH MORALS. AMERICA IS PEOPLE WHO STAND FOR WHAT THEY BELIEVE IN. FOR AMERICA IS A NATION BASED ON BELIEVING. THANK GOD FOR AMERICA. AND THANK AMERICA FOR GOD. Copyright ©1

To Be Touched
To be touched by the hand of love Knowing it would never hurt me Only bring peace that I have search for To see it before and only pray it will remain To comfort me and love me on a bad day To just say I understand how u feel And to see what lies deep inside Beyond the Beast with in To the soul of the man hidden deep within A soul needing to be touched A quickening of a dead heart Watching what was lost long ago Bloom once again and know that it has Happened , even over the internet Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince As u see a lot of my poetry shows my inner feelings that at time I have a hard time talking about my feelings. And poetry is my release. My ability to share what I feel. A way to deal with the torture of my past .

To Be In Love By Hellfighter
to be in love what is it if you have never felt it omg what you are missing to wake up in the morning next to the person that just takes your breath away all you can think about al day is the person how are they is everything ok you cant wait to get home take them in your arms and hold them kiss hug and love on them just the site of that person makes your whole day bright nothing can get you down you walk breath eat sleep and dream about them thats how i feel about my wife i just had to tell you she is my everything shes my light shes my dreams my sleep and shes so awsome !!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY MY WIFE MISS_CHERRY

To Believe
To Believe… To hear the birds gentle song. To feel the winds warming breeze. To smell the oceans salty scent. To taste the apples sweet juice. To see the sky’s palate of color. To know you’re never alone. To understand that life brings death, And death brings life. To truly believe that one can never learn all, Yet learns everything. This shows to the world, That you truly do follow the path of the God and Goddess. That you understand people make mistakes, And then learn from them. That you know, just because some else doesn’t believe what you do, Doesn’t make them any less important. That you live your life your way, by your rules. And allow no one to tell you who you should be. That you are a child of the Divine. And a child of the Earth. That you are a WITCH.

To Be Seduced
To Be Seduced Commanding presence Goddess walks with an air of power and mystery The total Divine feminine archetype Glances with sensual prowess Slight touching my hand without touching my hand Her heavenly scent of marigolds and Night Jasmine Tantalizing to my senses Trying to hide my attraction but not succeeding My Job, My neighborhood, Out Shopping There she is, Low cut, bending over Seemingly on purpose yet without knowing Oh my goodness, my nature rising in honor of her sensuality and Divine presence Seemingly everywhere I am Always on my mind captivating and mysterious Enchanting and Divinely Beautiful Chance meeting in the park birds singingm, natures beauty personified She walks to me saying Hello Opening my mouth to speak but fumbling on my words Her lips red and soft like rose petals Speakign words of elegance and beauty Flowing on Spring's breeze Our hands gently touch as if premeditated Hands locked in warm loving embrace Man

To Be 6 Again
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife turning back and forth, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. I'd like to be six again, she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day ! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster... everything there was. Five hours Later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake.Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure ! Finally she Wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife

To Be Sexy
What it Means to be Sexy The lock that stirs the soul Speaking loud without saying a word It is you and your "prey" and no one else while standing in a crowd Revealing covered in mystery Not to Hunt but to fish Entice and capture Here up come get me...I got you now

To Be Sexy And Beautiful
To be sexy and beautiful Independent and aggressive walking and speaking with pure confidence knowing and embracing yur value Knowing you can be vuilnerable yet having will to continue on Living your life for what you want Your body is built right A temple of glory and mystery You are an Empress/Emporer Mistress/Master of all you survey You command your destiny While others may stab you with the pikes of hate and ignorance Live your life for you Only you possess the key to your kingdom Eyes of pure confidence embracing yourself in pure love Know that you are the epitome of absolute beauty See in yourself what I already see!

To Be Or Not To Be
It's a scary thought, when you realise, that you could put a gun to another human beings head and pull the trigger. Even scarier the fact that you would feel no remorse, no guilt, just an overwhelming feeling of satisfaction! The amount of hate and loathing perpetrated by society, the insane desperation of civilisation to irradicate all that cannot be controlled. Mankind chasing a folly of it's own making, seeking to survive, yet destroying the very life that it holds dear. The ignorance of humanity drowning in it's own vile savagery. History repeats itself, mistakes made over again. Never learning from the destruction it has dealt over the centuries. Divide and conquer, plunder and raid what can be taken by force, rather than learning to work in unity. A disconnected planet, a society, split by hatred, culture, race and wealth. A Planet slowly being devoured by the barbarism of a species. Will we ever learn to give back, what we take? or will we destroy ourselves

To Become A Friend Of The Day Or Pic Of The Day
Friends of the day are people who are kind to me or others I know or have messaged me to request to be my friend of the day with a reason that they should be . Pics of the day are cool pics I have seen and asked the owners to use or pics submitted to me by users on cherry tap. Pic of the day will not be people , but could be just about anything else . Msg me if you need to know more or if you have what it takes to be honoured with a spot in my pic of the day or friend of the day blog.

To Believe Again
TO BELIEVE AGAIN IS WHAT I WISH FOR... TO BE ABLE TO TRUST IN YOU THE WAY I USED TO... THE WAY I DID BEFORE THINGS WENT BAD... I WANT TO BELIEVE WE COULD BE FOREVER... TO BELIEVE IN THE THINGS YOU SAY... TO BELIEVE IN LOVE AND HAPPILY EVER AFTER... TO BELIEVE WHAT YOU TELL ME... THAT THINGS WILL BE ALRIGHT... THAT WHAT WE MEAN TO EACH OTHER CAN MEAN MORE THAN THE RISKS... THAT IF I FALL YOU WILL BE THERE... RO BELIEVE AGAIN IS WHAT I WISH FOR BUT YOU ALREADY LET ME DOWN... NOT JUST ONCE... HOW CAN I BELIEVE THAT THIS TIME WILL BE ANY DIFFERENT??? THAT MY WORLD WILL NOT TUMBLE AGAIN...

To Be Or Not To Be
With in the next week, I will be clearing out my friends names. I will keep a list of friends that I talk to or message, or chat with. I should drop from 143 friends down way lower as I am clearing the ones that I dont talk to or do anything else with. When I do this I can keep up with the friends and answer their bulletins and their Blogs. So if you would love to stay on my list just say Hi once -in-awhile it would not hurt. There are some friends that I would never delete from my list you know who you are :).At the end of the week I will go and check my friends list and make sure that I have rater their pic and comment on them. (Stephen)

To Be A Man
What does it take to be a man? It's a heart and soul. A gentle hand. So easy to want and so hard see. How can you be a man. until you see beyond the life you live. what does it take to be a man? The will to give and not recieve. The strenth to say what you believe. I know that's what a man can be.

To Be A Southerner
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit, and that you don't " HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they also know to add a large banana puddin! Only Southerners grow up knowing the difference between "right near" and "a right far piece." They also know that "just down the road" can be 1 mile

To Be A Witch
To Be A Witch To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything, and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a Witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a Witch is to share and to give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods, and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magic, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is good and right. To be a Witch is to is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon. To be a Witch is to be one with the gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be both the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to ack

To Be A Failure...
My new CAM just blew my nonrenewal record at the store. We had hit the closing number every cycle (twice a month) since January 1st this year (with me as CAM) and he ruins it. Ugh! People who put their social life and family before their job sicken me. I'm required to work 55hours a week and I put in roughly 70hours every week with no off days. He can't even seem to work 12pm-9pm or 7:30-5pm on a Saturday. Strictly a 9-5 guy...Bah! Hell I spent Thanksgiving alone trying to set a game plan for the remainder of this month's nonscycle. Give me a break, like his wife and kids are that important! OK, before I start getting blasted for an apparent lack of a soul... I worked 12 hours today and I'm currently cooking a HUGE pot of chili for everyone at work so it's not like I don't like my employees. I just don't like it when they use their family as an excuse not to work through their lunchbreaks and give up their off days for the rest of eternity. I suffer for my work and, obvious

To Be The Best
As Sergeant Collins laced up the boxing gloves for him, Chad said, 1. "The Marines don't wait for anyone, right Sergeant?" Collins smiled. "Where'd you hear that?" "My father, his favorite phrase." "And yours?" Chad thought about it for a second, he didn't really have one but he wasn't gonna tell Collins that, "Hoo Rah!" "Thats more like it, no fear, get out there and show Jackson what you're made of." "Maybe I should have waited before taking Jackson up on this boxing match." "You can handle Jackson, if you keep your mind on the task at hand. The last thing you want to do is start getting second thoughts. He'll sense your fear and then he will pound you into the canvas, don't let him, you hear me, Chad?" Chad knew what Collins meant but his mind was elsewhere thinking about Stacy, his father, and surviving boot camp. How was he suppose to juggle all this, while watching out for a left hook from Dennis Jackson, who seemed to dislike him from the first day at

To Be Near You
To be near you again Is all I ask, To smell your skin, And see you at last. I hear from you often But words aren't enough. Every day I ask myself, "Must I miss you this much?" You say you miss me, too, And it's hard when we're apart. Your words give me hope And embrace my lonely heart. You're the best part of each day, And my brightest star at night. Your eyes tell me secrets, And your smile makes all things right. I dream of being in your arms, You left and my heart yearns. I'm forced to struggle with this pain Until your love returns.

To Belive Or Not To Belive
My son is now 6 years old and Christmas has always been a HUGE deal with my family.. But this year my son has been questionin me about "Santa" ... How does he get down chimmneys, what about people with no chimmney... how does he get past security systems. ect ect... Is it time I tell him the truth , that I buy that shit or do I try to stretch the shit out longer?

To Be Young Again....
I was doing the xmas shopping again as i do every year, but this year something was different in the way i approached xmas, i usually am the sad individual who will put the tree up 3 months prior becuase i just cannot wait for xmas to come so that i can get prezzies , but now i am no longer 10 and instead of getting i am actually expected to buy, i dont get nice cool presents anymore but rather what the call the practical presents , stuff for my apartment, beauty products, clothing etc, i sometimes think back to when i was 10 and the really cool idea of what my mom and dad had got me, mind you before xmas morning, i had found the wrapped presents and skillfully opened the paper and peeked inside, ruining my own suprise, but never the less i always managed to look suprised on xmas morning. Now that i am a "ADULT" the very people i despised and rebelled against i have not got that xmas spirit , i only put my tree up 2 days ago and did the xmas shopping on the 23rd , can you belive tha

To Be Free
My name is on your lips but i want to be free It is your sorrow That has made a slave of me Forgive me Forgive me But you are all i know Forgive me for leaving The day is breaking now It's time to go away I'm so afraid to leave But more afraid to stay Forgive me For leaving The sadness in your eyes Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Like sand The sky has fallen Now the earth is dry and torn I know you're tired From the violence of the storm I love you I love you But you are all i know Forgive me Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand footsteps Wash us all away Let the wind and ocean water Wash across your hands Wash away a thousand memories Wash us all away Like sand

To Be At Peace
the things we do to be at peace are finally unreal to me. i say this because me included have gone to great deals to make myself at peace but with failuared attempts. i went to see and old flame which if youve been reading blogs lately then you will know all the detaisl that lead up to this blog. i drove to the hotel where he was staying and sat across the street staring at his hotel wondering if this is what i need to be doing and why was i acutally doing it in the first place. after sitting there i went to see him up the elevator and down the hall and finally at his room. i didnt know what i was in for and i didnt know what to expect at all but as i stood there i knew i had to either knock on the door or go back home. but i came all this way and standing in front of the door for me to turn around and go back home so i did it... i knocked and stood waiting for what was to come befor me. he opened the door and just stood there and finally i was let in. i stood most the time talking to

To Better Things This Year.....
for myself i hope things get alot better as dealt with the loss of my mums,friend & uncle last year....besides also disownin knowledge for my ex-dad...there was alot of rough times.....some bright spots like finally bein able to get to go to disneyland again after 3 years without goin... seein my best friends daughter grow up...findin out about lc now ct from shell====you rockkkkkk babe....its funnnnn here & met alot of cool gals...hope you all & your families have a good new year....sympathy goes out to those also with losses....so cheers to all......hugsssss....

To Be A Witch
To be a witch is to love and be loved. To be a witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a witch is to accept others who are not. To be a witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a witch is to harm none. To be a witch is to know the ways of old. To be a witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a witch is to follow the moon. To be a witch is to be one with the Gods. To be a witch is to study and to learn. To be a witch is to be the teacher and the student. To be a witch is to acknowledge the truth. To be a witch is to live with the earth, no just on it. To be a witch is to be t

To Be A Creature Of The Night
To Be A Creature Of The Night The moon rises full in the darkness of the summer sky, I stretch My black wings and ready Myself to fly, Leaving My physical form behind for it is not needed, Traveling the Spiritual world, My progress unimpeded, No matter the shield that may try to block My way, Shadow Lord, Fallen Angel, Vampyr, and Shaman, not Fae, My powers follow no rules, for they are not Mine alone, Each comes with a price, some darkness for which to atone, A Wolf of the shadows, a race that has mastered the in between, Slipping in and out of planes at will, sight unseen, Cast out from His pack for His only true desire, Loving a rival, her love quenched the burning fire, My Ancestral calling, the Shaman, Master of Nature’s magic, That part alone, the only one with a story not tragic, Guided by five totems and blessed by His kin, Through faith and conviction learning balance again, The Fallen Angel, cast down by consciences accord, Tired of the war between the Shi

To Be A Man Of Mine
To be a man of mine there are a few things you must understand about me. 1. I am a mom of a beautiful daughter that will always come first. 2. I am very dedicated to the bike shop and probably put too much into it. 3. I am very devoted to my friends they are closer than my family and I will do anything I can to help them no matter what. 4. My family and I are not close but they are still blood as much as we don't get along I will still do anything to help them. 5. I like tattoos and piercings and will be getting more of them. 6. I love motorcycles, I need the wind. 7. I am very stubborn and will stand my ground no matter what. 8. I may not seem like it but I am the kind of girl that likes flowers. 9. I am not made of glass you will not break me. 10. I do cry and I do lock everything inside if you want to get past that you might want to be there for me but don't force me to confide in you. 11. I will fail and screw things up. 12. Sometimes I am a bit de

To Be A Soldier's Sweetheart On Tap
You wonder why we sit at home Weary, bored and all alone You wonder how we play on Tap, And turn away guys in a snap. It's because we hold dear something they just can't come near. Our hearts are carried somewhere else Wherever they may roam.. And we will sit and hold their hearts. Until our Soldiers' come home.

To Be
We go sailing down the calming streams Drifting endlessly by the bridge To be over We will see Do not suffer through the game of chance that: plays Always doors to lock away your dreams Think it over Time will heal your fear Think it over Balance the thoughts that release within you Childlike soul dreamer one journey One to seek and see in every light do open True pathways away Carrying closer go gently Holding doors will open everyway You wander true pathways away After all your soul will still surrender After all don't doubt your part Be ready to be loved

To Be Sure Of Love
To be sure of Love Love is being patient Love is being Kind Love is being happy Having a clear but conscious mind Love is sharing special moments Love is taking a walk with the one you love Love is being able to say NO and Yes when appropriate Love is mainly being yourself to the One you LOVE Love is all of the above and more As we should all give our upmost To the one we adore, when we feel sure, Then and only then will we be secure Knowing that we are loved. COPYRIGHTED BY AINSLEY CARTER AKA COOLMCCOOL

To Be Simple
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

To Be Loved
she’s like what did I ever do to deserve a man like you your everything a woman could ask for you made all my dreams come true how could I want for more your days are so much brighter now since you feel in love with me everytime i wrap my arms around you it brings you to your knees iam just giving you my heart and my soul and really its totally out of my control darling and give you everything you could possibly dream of and all your fears are gonna disappear everytime we touch and all you really need from me is to be loved your saying things like this cant be real iam gonna get tired of you baby with everything i feel thats something i just could never do all you need to know is everyday iam gonna prove and baby iam gonna show how much i truely love you baby you never have too worry if my love for you will always last baby you can be sure of that

To Be American... (an Observation Of Our Culture)
Today I realized something, I watched a group of kids playing basketball on a Unicycle at the halftime of a Sonics/Tiberwolves NBA game (first pro basketball game I ever watched in person). There was one girl on between both teams, not in the racial term but uniform colors, whites and blacks. This girl was on the white team. And I noticed that people watched and admired these kids on the unicycle. I heard through the crowd, wow that kid can shoot and oooh good rebound...good block... good steal... but it lacked the same feel as if the Pros were on the court. Those I suppose that should be expected.... then as those calm remarks were stated the girl got the ball... the clatter rung loud as she missed the crowd sighed as a group a few mintues later again she got the ball and the crowd began again and as she finally made two points into the hoop the crowd errupted. into this awesome cheer.... To be American is to root for the underdog... To be American is to love our women more than

To Be 6 Again
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife turning back and forth, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. I'd like to be six again, she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day ! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster... everything there was. Five hours Later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure ! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed

To Be Good
You try so hard to be good You know what's right Do you do what you should? Or do you do what feels right? You back away Trying to be strong Maybe even believing its wrong. But who makes you feel the way I do? With me, you know it's true. The touching, the holding, the all night lovemaking Next to you I find myself awakening To your look of stress, "I've got to regress" and get back to reality. So I watch as you close the door Thinking I'll see you no more But a phone call can change all that Meet me here, or let's simply chat Yet you try so hard to be good But I don't think it's you.

To Be My Master's Slave
I can't be a slave; a very small voice whispered in the dark But you already are; the voice answered itself in the recesses of her mind. To be my Master's slave means I have given Him all of me. It means I have given Him my heart and I get to watch Him care for it with the utmost care. It means I have given Him my mind and I get to watch it become more nimble under His tutelage. It means I have given Him my soul and I get to watch it dance free within the circle of His arms. It means I have given Him my body and I get to feel it respond to His expert touch. To be my Master's slave means I deny Him nothing. If He asks for something, I get it. If He demands something, I get it twice as fast. If He wishes for something, I get it four times as fast. Am I His servant? Well, I serve His every desire, so yes. Am I His submissive? Well I submit to His every whim, so yes. Am I His slave? Well, I am His to do with as He wishes, so yes. To be my Master's slave means I

To Be Gentle
"One of the essential characteristics we need to learn as men was to be gentle, and to be gentle means to be serene, to enter meditation or a prayerful state in the morning and evening." The most important talk we can do during any day, is to start the day with prayer and meditation. We need to ask the Creator to be in our lives. We ask Him to direct our thinking. We ask Him for the courage and the power to be gentle. In the morning quiet time, we make our request for guidance using our spiritual tools. We pray for the people and we pray for ourselves. In the evening, we thank the Creator for the day, for the lessons and for the opportunity to be of service to others. Then we go to sleep. Great Spirit, today, show me the power of being gentle. Starting the day with a thank you to Creator is a great way to get on track for the day. By asking him to use us as he sees fit we allow our self will to be taken care of and guided by the Great one. Please know I tha

To Be Or Not To Be
leather binds holding me tight kiss me and tease me all through the night ill be a good girl if you treat me mean whip me and chain me to keep me keen ice is my favour keeping my mouth so cool next comes the wax its my favourite tool drip it slowly over my body each drop a caress then tease me once more the way i love best ill entice you and please till i have had my way ill corrupt and ill tease till the break of day

To Be Read In Conjunction With New 1941 Pearl Harbor Photos!!
On Sunday, December 7th, 1941 the Japanese launched a surprise attack against the U.S. Forces stationed at Pearl Harbor , Hawaii . By planning his attack on a Sunday, the Japanese commander Admiral Nagumo, hoped to catch the entire fleet in port. As luck would have it, the Aircraft Carriers and one of the Battleships were not in port. (The USS Enterprise was returning from Wake Island, where it had just delivered some aircraft. The USS Lexington was ferrying aircraft to Midway, and the USS Saratoga and USS Colorado were undergoing repairs in the United States.) In spite of the latest intelligence reports about the missing aircraft carriers (his most important targets), Admiral Nagumo decided to continue the attack with his force of six carriers and 423 aircraft. At a range of 230 miles north of Oahu, he launched the first wave of a two-wave attack. Beginning at 0600 hours his first wave consisted of 183 fighters and torpedo bombers which struck at the fleet in Pearl Harbor and the

To Be Sprung Or Not To Be Hmmm
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To Be Cont....
as you start to moan i will take you out of me and lean down to bite your nipple as you wince i bite the other still tied, you will start to get frustrated and try to break free... our bodies still heated, i decide to untie you and let u devour every inch of my flesh you pick me up and throw me back down my breasts begging for your kisses u decide that u are going to play your own little game and return the favour, tying me to the bed, you place a blindfold over my eyes, which really gets me going.. i gave you cold pain and you want to do the same to me, so place the ice on my nipples which go hard on impact, then you place my nipples in your mouth sucking greedily and biting hard.. your trail your mouth down and stick the ice there also..my favourite spot licking and teasing me back as punishment for not letting you touch.. i arch my back so you can get deeper into me, moaning softly that i need you inside me now.. still blinfolded you wrap my legs over your shoulders an

To Be A Cartoon Or Not To Be....
Have you ever thought it would be cool to have a cartoon character made in the likeness of you (or how you would like to look)? I have always thought it would be great. I have a friend, Skyeboy(AKA:K. Douglas MacRae).... He is an amazing artist....... (click banner to see for yourself) here is a Quick resume: - WowWee - Robosapien 2 spot, Alive Chimpanzee spot. - ABC TV movie - "The Path To 9/11" - no storyboards but did conceptual designs for this show. - CHUM TV - Pepsi/Doritos commercial - Warner Brothers' TV series "La Femme Nikita" (resident story artist for all five seasons) - also coordinated the story department in season five. - Marvel Studios/Tribune Entertainment's "Mutant X" (resident story artist for premiere season) - also coordinated the story department. - ABC's "MONK" (resident story artist for premiere season). - Animated feature film (name withheld until the film's release - also did production/character designs of all major char

To Be As She
It is a night of dark desire, a song of sorrow, wolves vent their pain. The ethereal one rises. Darkness shrouds her deathly form, a timeless life. Her raven hair cascades over translucent ivory shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the blood streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new awareness, I thirst. ©DGTFB 2007

To Be Heart Broken
It hurts to be left alone by someone you really love, it hurts to love someone, who would never love you back. It hurts to start falling, when you know you must stop. But what hurts the most is to end a relationship that was never even destined to start..

To Be With You (poem#91 By Outlaw Angel)
To be with you, would be a dream come true Because in my heart there is only you. To be with you, I pray for each night The love we share feels so right. To be with you one day I will be Just wait I'll make you see.

To Be....
To be wanted ~~ by him To be kissed ~~ by him To have an orgasm~~ by him From shadows into sunshine As I promised to take you To the special places in My private and public world But most importantly I want to Show you the absolute power Of love. Just how long can I Continue to ignore these logic- Crushing urges and these Irrational emotions? The night was muggy however the breeze Was blowing across the bay.

To Be True To Ourselves
THE UNSEEN In this life the right thing to do is too often the hardest taking right actions for the right reasons is the real test To face the onslaught and deal with the challenge at hand takes more courage than one can bring up on demand Reliance upon a far greater strength than our will to trust in the unseen is a far greater faith to fulfill To let the great spirit carry the day forward allowing life to unfold it's own way a reward To just accept that this is our role to play not tempting fate and forcing our own way Some things are easier to say than to do Trust in the unseen to carry us through By R. Thomas Dinsmore TIME Time is passing on this journey far too slow for resolution time is moving for the out come is an unseen restitution Time is now to enjoy the present things there are to do time is lost when we fail to live each day anew Time to live and time to laugh and enjoy the beauty in the day time to grieve and time to cry for

To Be Beautiful
To Be Beautiful is to be yourself Show your true colors Shine like the sun Glowing from the rays Knowing you are like no other Not Better than anybody but better than hoping to be To be beautiful is to be bold Inside and Out!

To Be, Or Not To Be
by Dr. William Pierce I've spoken about the murderous racial attacks against the farmers in Rhodesia during the previous two broadcasts, but the situation there continues to worsen, and I'm obliged to speak about it again today, because the mass media in America continue largely to avoid the subject. In addition to the invasion of White farms by armed Black gangs and the murder of White farmers, the Black supporters of dictator Robert Mugabe have turned to a new terror tactic against Whites: the gang rape of White women. Eleven days ago, on April 18, a Black gang burst into the home of a White family just outside Salisbury, now called "Harare." They seized 28-year-old Brendan Jowett and repeatedly smashed him in the head and face with a brick, until he lost consciousness. They dragged his 25-year-old wife Tonia into a bedroom and gang-raped her. Then they found Tonia's 18-year-old sister, Laura Wiggins, hiding in a cupboard. They dragged her out and raped her repeatedly. Then

To Be More Than You
Broken into a thousand pieces on the floor. Pushed off your pendulum...pushed down from your most perfect moment. Trapped from what you want unable to attract the things and beings you want. Not good enough not bad enough not ugly enough not pretty enough. To fat to thin...to pretty and pretentious. Boring, plain, full of life once again. Just an act just a game, cover it all up one more time. Your nothing to them once more everything they say to you is all a lie. It can't be how you want no matter what you do. Im so pessimistic this is why. Ill find what I want...skinny, runtish, brutal, beautiful, modified, synthetic, loving, caring unbroken, giving receiving. Notice Im here screaming for this...something Ive wanted all along. Youll think this is all about you as always the world doesnt spin around what you...not even that is for you...not for me not him not even for her. Once I get over this feeling and Im back to what I want...Ill move away, get on with things be what I wan

To Be, Or To Be Nice
by Dr. William Pierce Have you been paying attention to what's happening in Rhodesia and South Africa in recent weeks? Certainly not, if your only sources of news are the controlled news media, such as CNN or the network television news programs. They've been far too busy giving you interviews with Chandra Levy's parents. Of course, I have reported to you from time to time on the situations in Rhodesia, now officially known as "Zimbabwe," and in South Africa. It is depressing to me to talk about these things. It is depressing to me to see the predictions that I made long ago coming true. And it has been even more depressing than usual recently as the deterioration of conditions in those countries has accelerated, as the ultimate horror that I predicted has become visible. Two weeks ago, we talked about the growing phenomenon of the gang rape of White women by Blacks in South Africa. It has been a little over a year, however, since we talked about the seizure and looting of Whi

To Be You
As I pour my blood down the drain I slit my wrists to hit every vein to think it would kill me to ease my pain I would give anything to have your fame to get what you got in which I don't own I am the unfortunate all left alone I only ask to be wanted and have love and affection but what I get is everyones simple rejection you act so hard done by but really your not I would give you anything To live the life you got but simply you don't see thats you've gone so far anyone would dream to live the life of a star you got the personality and the good looks I'm just the nerd with all the books YOu don't know me or what I've been through I'd do anything to be you

To Be In Love
Although I have gone beyond right or wrong I have gone to what is pure and real. With every breath I breathe, it tightens At the beauty of knowing what it feels like To be in love. And, although the pain of being away from you Is so overwhelmingly hard to bare I have felt love, I have held you, I have touched you With a touch that can only be felt Or given with entire intensity As the touch I've given to you, and the touch You shared with me. A thousand feelings engross me. Feelings that are indescribable, yet, so fiercely strong, And ruling to my very essence. Should I have? I can ask myself that a million times. Should I have met you? I thought that meeting you would free my Desire for you But it has only amplified the deepest love That comes from within me, for you. And yet, with all this love I feel inside There is also a hidden sadness, A sadness that promises no one tomorrow, That leaves your heart open With amazing clarity of want But closed to

To Be Unread.
Can one die in a dream? I think that I once died in yours. My chest hurts. As if a thousand gallons of water press down on me from inside. I've been drownding since I met you. Caught in your tide. Tied up so tightly to you that I could not even try to break free. Would I want to? How then would I reflect the sun. If not for these tears I would dry out. Parched and empty Just another used skin drifting down the highway I'd turn to dust Perhaps I already have. It's lonely here without you Somehow I lost my way I went too deep and was blinded blacked out by the ferocity of a million voices screaming my heart forgetting to beat pausing at a backtrack too much noise I couldn't hear yours and I couldn't find mine and I've lost it still. I've been forgotten. A garden without the love to grow. Buried I'm not even sure if there was a key. I'm locked up inside. My prison is dark without your light. The light overpowering without you

To Be A Marine
Some people think we came from hell, others think we should all go there. Then there are the wise ones who are glad we are around. So what does it take to be a Marine? I admit, you have to be a bit foolish, a little daring, somewhat adventurous, looking for a challenge and according to most parents-crazy. Why? Because we are special. We train differently, we act differently, we think like no others, we take chances where others never would, we do more with less, we are overflowing with pride. We wear our uniform with pride, we hold our heads up high with pride and our families are proud of us. Our country respects us, there are those who are not fond of us and the enemy fear us. So, unless you've been a Marine, no one really understands us or what it takes to be a Marine. We are damn proud to be called "Marine". You can find a former Marine in all walks of life. People say we're dummies, stupid, crazy, obnoxious, animals. THEY JUST DON'T KNOW!!!! I have met former Marines who are law

To Be Loved
Well ok so heres the thing, I have no other way to let my shit out besides this blog and right now I really need an outlet so I guess I'm not leaving. Do you wanna know what I wish? I wish I had someone in my life that understood me. I wish I had someone in my life that I could count on no matter what the circumstance, someone that wouldn't run away at the first sign of emotion... family not included. I don't know why I write all this in here, I so pay my therapist $130/hr to listen to me but shes an idiot and I guess I dun wanna listen to her... I thought I had someone in my life that was that person but I showed my feelings and said person seemed to forget about our little team. I guess its to be expected, Ppl do have a tendancy to walk out of my life when I need them the most. Everyones telling me to just get over it but I can't and I don't know why, Maybe if I knew what I did to make things the way they are I'd be able to let go but I don't know what I did or why things happened

To Be Or Not To Be "yourself " Is The ?
This one goes out to "all" the Lovely Ladies Of Ct sorry guys your on your own.As for the Ladies your Beautiful just the way you are as for those who play games and rate 1's & 2's then hide like a dog who just pissed the carpet.I find them to be quite Comical and just shows there high degree of Intelligence and own Insecurity. Especially when they try to go as far as implying that they would rate higher for nude pics as if this were an auction on Ebay or some thing. Lets just set the record straight for those who seem to be clueless. Beauty comes in all shapes and forms whether it be an evening sunset, a childs first words, or perhaps a woman who wants to just present a photo of themselves to share with others rather than hide like some anonymous rater who perhaps needs to look in a mirror and reflect on themselves rather then judge others. And as for Beauty the meaning is as follows: beau·ty /ˈbyuti/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[byoo-tee] Pronunciation K

To Be Numb...some Of My Darker Thoughts
I look around me, Looking hard. So much happens in so few short years your really here. No I haven't been on this world very long. Most would say I dont really know what I'm talking about. Suppose that could be true. I look at those around me though, I wonder........do they really know anything themselves. Or just foolings oneself? Or are we just this jumbled mess put on this earth to walk blindly into shadows. The un-known. The abass. People live because they know they will die. At some point. Most people always view it as far off in the furture. Just so they never really have to face it. Most people are too scared. When faced with death, people turn and run. Always afraid they didn't live life as they were ment too. Afraid they will end up in hell over going into His arms again, for how they lived thier life. If there is such a thing as heaven or hell. Or is it just something to believe there is to make ones self feel better about Death? Does Death really force people to li

To Be A Celebrity
To take on the role of a Celebrity you must first know the celebrity attitude they have. For instance, i could be any comedian because i cuss and don't care what people think cause people will laugh. But if the celebrity is raunchy as a fake one on here is, then he/she shouldn't kiss his fans asses because they know how he is and love him for that. That's all from me and oh. FREEDOM OF SPEECH ROCKS!

To Be Hopeful...
Howard Zinn To be hopeful in bad times is not just foolishly romantic. It is based on the fact that human history is a history not only of cruelty but also of compassion, sacrifice, courage, kindness. What we choose to emphasize in this complex history will determine our lives. If we see only the worst, it destroys our capacity to do something. If we remember those times and places – and there are so many – where people have behaved magnificently, this gives us the energy to act, and at least the possibility of sending this spinning top of a world in a different direction. And if we do act, in however small a way, we don’t have to wait for some grand utopian future. The future is an infinite succession of presents, and to live now as we think human beings should live, in defiance of all that is bad around us, is itself a marvelous victory.

To Be 6 Again...
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday."I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day!He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, th e Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was s reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake.Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted He leaned over his wife with a big smile and lovingly asked, "Well Dear

To Be Needed
Hand In Hand It's nice to be needed, and do you know why? We must all depend on the other guy. You can work yourself right down to the bone. But you certainly can't get the job done alone. If everyone realized this obvious fact, and elected right then to get into the act, what a wonderful place this world would be. With me helping you and you helping me! Unknown Author

To Be A Mom
Mothers day was always special to me even when we were fighting I always loved her And now this day means so much more because now I am a mother My life is my son my breath is his my heart is his I never knew love until I held him the first time His first breath was mine I felt alive and scared as shit he depends on me for everything and the most precious gift is a dandilion and kiss from my lil man and my mothers day is made tears gather as I think about what this day means and to have someone wish me happy mothers day i thought once that i would never have this this precious lil man teaching me far more than i am teaching him so sweet so innocent breathing life into me on this day and every other its not easy doing it on my own its not easy to let someone in but life is not easy unless your three and then everything is simple and sometimes it is fun just to play all day and that is all we did we played all day it was the best mothers day!

~to Be A Master Requires Humility~
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

"to Be Vital, Faith Must Be Accompanied By Self Sacrifice And Unselfish, Constructive Action."
A great place to be If you're unhappy with what you already have, then getting more is not going to make things better. Instead of fighting against what is, make full and loving use of it. Instead of striving for what you think you lack, simply change your thinking. Realize that where you are is a great place to be. Achievements and possessions will never make you happy. They can, however, serve as tangible expressions of the happiness you have chosen to create within yourself. Do you feel that something is missing in your life? Most likely, the only thing really missing is your commitment to fully accept and live the abundance that is already there. That abundance comes to you in the people, places, things, events and situations that flow through your life each day. The way to connect with it is through sincere and sustained gratitude. Be truly thankful for it all, for the ups and the downs, the pleasures and the pains, the progress and the setbacks. Joyfully accept what i

To Be Honest....
People who tell you that they are "brutally honest" are typically just idiots trying to distract you from the fact that their "honesty" is nothing more than moronic tripe that they fling around like monkeys and their poo. Sure, it's poo. But do you really benefit from having it flung at you?

To Be A Master Requires Humility..ty Bc
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

To Be 6 Again...
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife

To Bettie
the sun will shine, when you not expecting it, it will shine again, you will cheer up, you will smile again, i talked to the big guy upstairs, he was crying over lost childeren, you will be fine, time for me to go, to say i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you. bedrock

To Be Loved
I do not want to own, I just want to love. I do not want to control, I just want to love. I do not want to hurt, I just want to love. I do not want to decieve, I just want to love. I do not want to play games, I just want to love. I do not want to possess, I just want to love. I do not want to miss you, I just want to be loved. ~Antonia~

~to Be As She~
~To Be As She~ It is a night of sorrow, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their loneliness. The dark one wakens. Wisps of death shrouds her pale form, an eternal wanting. Her silken hair cascades over fragile milk-white shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the life streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of new life, I rise.

To Be Loved
I want to be loved. I want to be adored. I want to feel needed. I want to feel wanted. I need to know I'm worth it..... I have been through the ringer a few times in my life. I have been beat down emotionally and physically. It has taken so much time to pick myself back up from the devestating blows that I have suffered. I have met guys...some nice, some not so nice..but that feeling was just never completely there. You know...the one that says, "This is it". I am so afraid of getting hurt. I am so afraid of being thrown away. I am so afraid of games. How do you know when it's worth risking the only thing you have left in your heart? Or do you just close your eyes take a deep breath and jump. I want to be loved free from pain. I want to be adored and I want to adore. I want to feel needed and be able to fulfill needs. I want to feel wanted and I want to be able to return the same.I want to know I am worth it.... I want real love.......

To Believe
To Believe... To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us. When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone, That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, And all our hopes and dreams are within reach. If only we believe.

To Be A "top Cherry"...
Q & A - Take 1 Q. You asked me what I though about the site, how one comes to be a "top cherry" and if I had any advice for other cherries. (Now I feel like I am in a cherry pageant of sorts.) The answer is… World Peace! A. In all seriousness… I really don’t know why I am a “top cherry”. I am sure there is more than one reason and so it is not a straight forward answer. Plus my rating fluctuates so much that tomorrow I may not be in a top spot and that’s ok too. So instead I will tell you a little bit about me and how I use CT. I rarely send add requests. Only if I am really impressed by a profile, cause or profession and of course the occasional shallow eye candy add (who doesn’t send those?), but I accept pretty much everyone who sends a request. I don’t see a reason not to. I use my family list to keep up with the people I speak to on a regular basis and I fan those I am impressed by. I also take the time to speak to everyone who speaks to me. Sometimes it takes lo

To Be Treated Right
No shame looks down from the sky Walking down the desert's dream No more weary eyes looses it's soul When a friend brings faith to life on a cold, silver nite And on the wind that everyone will be treated right Whisper names through Heaven's gaze, and we all see the sun shine down upon the plane Beyond the judgement, outside the hate Love leaves its answers inside Based on the faith that everyone will be treated right When Everyone Is Treated Right

To Be
Inspired by a true story... To be or not makes no matter In this life of smear and spatter a name by any other would sound the same To some it's serious to others a game No one knows the truth you see except for the liar and of course for me Should they win My name shall die and my family will be left asking the why They'll not win to this I vow My name I shall keep I don't care how It was good till now and will continue so The liar will fall this much I know So in this world of love and hate I the give and He the take Will champion my cause and win this war and clear my name as it was before

To Be Wanted
sometimes i feel i just want to be wanted like i thirst for the attention but i don't even know why then other times i don't want to be bothered it's not that i'm depressive i think i'm a lot of fun i just have changes of mood lately things aren't satisfying food is good, but there's nothing i crave sex is decent, but it's only with myself i'm not unhappy, but i don't feel joyous either and i sit and think about what really makes me smile usually the insignificant things a surprise phone call a piece of candy someone gives me a good story told by a total stranger and what do these things reveal i like to be thought of i want to be wanted

To Be Or Not
Here I ponder life As countless numbers ponder life's maze. Filled with strife Constantly living what seems a haze, Looking for that silver lining Everyday the sun shining. Will I find peace of mind As I wonder from day to day That pot of gold will I find To have life go my way To grasp the golden ring it seem Is only just a dream. Maybe I shouldn't dwell on the negative Maybe I should be glad to be alive I have but one life to live Happiness is all I should strive Or maybe it's true what most say You can buy with wealth HAPPINESS EVERYDAY

To Be A Marine
TO BE A MARINE............................................... Some people think we came from hell, others think we should all go there. Then there are the wise ones who are glad we are around. So what does it take to be a Marine? I admit, you have to be a bit foolish, a little daring, somewhat adventurous, looking for a challenge and according to most parents-crazy. Why? Because we are special. We train differently, we act differently, we think like no others, we take chances where others never would, we do more with less, we are overflowing with pride. We wear our uniform with pride, we hold our heads up high with pride and our families are proud of us. Our country respects us, there are those who are not fond of us and the enemy fear us. So, unless you've been a Marine, no one really understands us or what it takes to be a Marine. We are damn proud to be called "Marine". You can find a former Marine in all walks of life. People say we're dummies, stupid, crazy, obnoxious, anim

To Be More Specific
I should have been more specific, to get to the contest pic you have to double click on the picture in the blog to get to it...thanks I need help. I have this pic in a contest that ends at 7pm CST tonight. Just a few more hours away. I am in third but JUST BARELY. I could use help I can get with comments. I just joined a bomber family but you can't ask the family to help you until you have been there 2 weeks so I am on my oen on this one.

To Be A U.s. Citizen
To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as Native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in America they are free to worship

To Be A Woman
I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling all that I am capable of doing but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding. ~ Anais Nin

... To Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be love

To Be Free
Never have I felt so free, As I did the day you left me. I have to admit I did cry, But after a few days I wondered "why?" I never really Loved you. Never really cared. I never had the feeling of till death do us part. Never had that aching need for you in my heart. I know it may sound crazy and I may sound harsh, But I am so happy now that you have left my life. I can move on now, I can live my own life. I will not make the mistake again of being someone's wife. The kids are all I have now, no more worrying of what I did wrong. I finally made the brave choice to not keep stringing you along. So Say your Goodbyes, taste my lips one last time and never look back. You are free to grow now, free to burden someone else. I am so delighted to be all by myself.

To Be Young Again
An 8 year old boy walks home from school each day past an 8 year old girls house. One day as he is passing by, carrying a football, he can't resist taunting the girl. He holds up the football and says, "See this football? Football is a boys game, and only boys can have a football!". The little girl runs into the house and cries to her mother, "I want a football!" Being a woman of the 90's, her mother runs out and gets her one. The next day the girl is waiting for the little boy and he rides up on his bike. She holds up the football... "Nah Na Nah Nah". The little boy angrily points to his bike and says, "Oh yeah, well this is a boys bike and only boys get boys bikes and you can't have one!" She runs in to mom and the next day is waiting for him on her new boys bike. The little boy gets furious and pulls down his pants, and pointing to his most private of parts says, "Look, only boys have these and your mom can't buy you one!!!". The next day he walks by and says to her, "Well, I guess

To Be On A Light Note And Just Have Fun >
id like to think of some things that have happen in my life .Gee where to start.well I use to ride roller coasters and it was fun. I use to dance and that was great fun too. I have had so much in my life good some but mostly bad...One halloween there was a party goy going on that was fun and we scared some ppl at the party . some one jumped out of a coffin and in pitch dark frightend the girls . should of hear the curdling screams. well chaseing a friend around my house tossing snow balls at esch other laughing and sliding in the snow wow.Riding on a canoe ride at six flags getting drenghed and wet cool.not so kool when ya have a light color t shirt on hehe. I use to ride two wheel dirt bikes at my Uncles , went fishing , camping , hiking , great times as a child. Rode a tractor , rode a horse. Rode in an 18 wheeler too. Went on boat ride and skiging . Climbed a damn at Grapevine and Benbrook lakes. Have walked across a bridge real long with water under it lake Grapvine

To Be A "were"
Yeah that's true I'm a werewolf ,but not that stupid monster ,what you think ,when I say werewolf.... I have two souls ,one human.... and one wolf.... that's the reason ,why I'm a were ,and that's the reason why am I always alon.... the humans fear from me.... Yeah I know you too.... but I dont want to hurt you or someone else.... I just want to live like others.... happy ,whitout problems....

To Be 6 Again....
Heheh just a funny! No offense guys I know its hard being with a women lol To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with

To Be 6 Again
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. "I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over

107000 To Being The First British Godmother
ok we STILL have 2 more happy hours yet tonight after this one Mish is almost down to 100,000 if we all pitch in we can get her done tonight without a problem. Please won't you come help level her MishNumber1 ♥ Nearly FuBar's 1st British Godmother ~ of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & I@ fubar

To Be Fair...
Since in the previous blog I asked you all to tell me your sexual preferances and fetishes, I thought it fair to share mine. I prefer women older then me. I like the ones with big boobs, but that is not a requirement. As for fetishes, I am totally into the whole anal thing. And I also like the whole bondage/domination thing, with me being the dominate one. That's about it...

To Bear Arms
He walks with his head held high A great deal of pride inside He answers a call to bear arms for his country He'd lay down his life take his last breath. To do what he believes to be right He will stand strong even as he stares death straight in the eye. He will go to hell and back,for you, and me. He has faith that she will wait.

To Be Freed (my Personal Nightmare)
Night after night I search my heart Trying to figure out Where to start What do I feel If anything at all Or am I just cold The heart of a doll Forget the ghosts The ones from my past To believe in love And believe it lasts When I look within I see endless fears That keep me up at night That cause painful tears Will anyone understand The fights and screams Look beyond my nightmares To share my dreams To know that Im scared Of being hurt again And to love with me Be my world, be my friend Until I find him And he looks in my eyes I'll stay withdrawn As my heart slowly dies Will he be in time To kill my pain Or just to stand And watch me go insane So I sit here wondering If we'll find each other He's under MY stars Looking for his lover I send a prayer to Heaven A soulmate's prayer indeed To release me from my prison In his arms to be freed

To Be A Democrat...
22 Ways To Be A Good Democrat 1. You have to be against capital punishment, but support abortion on demand. 2. You have to believe that businesses create oppression and governments create prosperity. 3. You have to believe that guns in the hands of law-abiding Americans are more of a threat than U.S. Nuclear weapons technology in the hands of Chinese and North Korean communists. 4. You have to believe that there was no art before Federal funding. 5. You have to believe that global temperatures are less affected by cyclical documented changes in the earth's climate and more affected by soccer moms driving SUV's. 6. You have to believe that gender roles are artificial but being homosexual is natural. 7. You have to believe that the AIDS virus is spread by a lack of federal funding. 8. You have to believe that the same teacher who can't teach fourth graders how to read is somehow qualified to teach those same kids about sex. 9. You have to beli

To Beautiful,she Knows Who She Is
You hide your parts like pieces of a puzzle.Never letting anyone see the Real You,not all together.Insecure and worried that others may find the picture ugly or imperfect.But I look at each piece individualy,and each is a work of art.Not one of them a sign of ugliness or shame.Only beauty can I see.I've tried putting them together,but in futility,realized just how unimportant that is.So I return to appreciate each piece in itself,until the day I may be blessed and see "You".

To Be Me
I am proof of technology, I have half a million’s worth of work done to this body. Yet this body still treks forward into life. I live everyday with the thought of being shocked and yet go through life with no whims in the world. I’ve seen it all from when Orlando was orange groves to now where they charge to use our highways. I even have a serial number in my heart. So how’s that for technology. Everyone I’ve consulted told me I will not finish school, no matter how hard I try and yet I do not listen. Well I’m going to listen to them and get my degree all be it at 30. And will be more than a parking lot attendant as all my tests has said I will amount too. I am more than the sum of my parts that all these tests don’t show. I am caring alert all be it a little slow, I go through life with one goal in mind now and that is to graduate.

To Be A Witch
To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to change the world around you and your self. To be a Witch is to share and give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magick, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is right and good. To be a Witch is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon... To be a Witch is to be one with the Gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to acknowledge the truth. To be a Witch is to live with the Earth, not just on it. To be a Witch is to be

To Be On My Family List Means.......
I have made some changes to my family to make room for those that have become close. I hope you will not take it personal if you notice that I don't have you as family. Thank you for stopping by to read this blog.

To Be With You
seasons will change that much is true but some things will never change like the way i feel about you i live to be with you to hold your habd to see you your smile your all that makes my life worth while

To Be True
In all my life I have never known, A love like yours so deep and strong. When I stare in to your eyes. Impossible not to fantasize. I love the way you look at me. All pain inside ,all set free. You have no idea what you do to me. To pay you back could take eternity. No one in the world like you. To no one else could I be true. God blessed the world when he made you. But blessed me most. Because I have you. You touched my soul, heart and mind. A love like yours, impossible to find . Never far from my mind . Although we don't always see eye to eye. In your arms is where I wish to die. The happiest man I could be. If you would spend it next to me. To make you smile lights up my heart . To see you sad , tears me apart. Never loved anyone as much as you Hopefully you know this to be true G.K 12-5-06

To Be Loved
Beautiful to the eyes, To the touch of the spirits gaze. Your frame melts my heart. Your voice melts my soul. The sight of you causes a flush, A desire to the core. I sense you near, I see you here. I want you there I sleep next you And it is not close enough In my dreams i feel your touch I see you daily, all day long still not enough Be mine, Be yours Be all things near you is what i want to be To be touched to held Would be Heaven To be your world To be loved, By you To be Desired, By you Bliss of Ecstasy A whisper in your, To let you know A whisper in your heart, To let me in. Listen for it, its there See me, Just see Look up, here I am. Look next you There I will be. Let me in to your desires Let me make you come true Make me true, Make me come true for you Let me love you

To Be Broken
I'm falling in the debris, Picking my broken pieces off the floor, I'm running from superstition, With my heart so dramatically sore. All I want is a break, Happiness for once to come my way, My life has made me hopeless, So at night I pray. And my faith is shattering, I'm losing the feeling that was once there, I'm looking for a reason, Just one reason to care. I was never good enough, And I will never be, I'm learning the hard way, Searching for something inside of me. I don't know myself, Nobody knows me for real, I'm too afraid to let them in, Because of the way I feel. I'm too damaged to trust, Too bruised to move, I won't fall to them, I have nothing to prove. I feel all over the place, Everything seems one big mess, It's so hard to keep going, With so much to confess. And the truth of the matter is, That I just want to fall away, I just don't want to live, To feel so broken and not ok.

To Beter Days!
I hope this is a word of encouragement for you. We often talk about the complexities of life and I understand that frustration. You know, in my heart all I really want is a a place to minister to people, a family and home, a nice car, a boat, a grill, time to fish, mountains to climb, rocks to collect and people to help through tough times...well you get the idea. I wish dishes and laundry were like disposable or something cause it's hard to keep up sometimes. And I get tired of coming home to a dark and empty house. I get sick of bills, even though I have enough money to pay them now, because I have to remember which ones to pay when. I have always been sick of allergies that wake me up in the middle of the night with a headache so bad I can't open my eyes; I'm tired of the headaches that come from concussions that are so bad I have to lay down when they hit. I get tired of the knee and the shoulder injuries that mean I can't always be as active as I would like. Sometimes life hurts,

To Be Thankful For:
The mess to clean after a party because it means I have been surrounded by friends. The taxes I pay because it means that I'm employed. The clothes that fit a little too snug because it means I have enough to eat. My shadow who watches me work because it means I am out in the sunshine. A lawn that needs mowing, windows that need cleaning and gutters that need fixing because it means I have a home. All the complaining I hear about our government because it means we have freedom of speech. The space I find at the far end of the parking lot because it means I am capable of walking. My huge heating bill because it means I am warm. The lady behind me in church who sings off key because it means that I can hear. The piles of laundry and ironing because it means I have clothes to wear. Weariness and aching muscles at the end of the day because it means I have been productive. The alarm that goes off in the early morning hours because it means that I'm alive.

To Believe
To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us, When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone, That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, And all our hopes and dreams are within reach. If only we believe.

To Be Again
Your face haunts my dreams my reality is days of nightmares your words echoing in my ears sending chills down my spine my skin crawls from the rememberance of your touch my stomach churns as i remember the days... I tear myself away I pull myself up I stand on my own feet I am Not to be destroyed I will not be pushed down I rise up against the overwhelming opposition To live again To breathe again To smile once more Pushing the past behind me I look toward a future Without You

To Be 20ish Again
OMG, When I was ever asked "how old are you? " Id always answer " 25 plus a few years !!" Well its more like 12 years but whoes counting right? Well lately I've been around alot of the 20ish crowd and guess what I DO NOT want to be in my 20's again. I've seen way to much over the last few months with the 20ish kids. yes I say kids. Please dont take me wrong Not all 20ish people are inmature, annoying, and need drama in thier life but, If you tried to tell me that right now Id say SHOW ME ONE !! I seam to be around alot of 20ish people way to much, and I can honestly say OMG where does all the drama come from? I work with alot of people in thier 20's and I tell ya I am just getting old here. I swear I've never acted the way they do. Hardly any work ethic's, rumors all over the place, talking behind peoples backs and so on. I get a headache just thinking about it. I guess the topper to my little rant is a few of my friends and I went out a few weekend ago and we tried a new

To Be A Witch
To be a Witch is to love and be loved. To be a Witch is to know everything, and nothing at all. To be a Witch is to move amongst the stars while staying on earth. To be a Witch is to change the world around you, and yourself. To be a Witch is to share and to give, while receiving all the while. To be a Witch is to dance and sing, and hold hands with the universe. To be a Witch is to honor the Gods, and yourself. To be a Witch is to BE magic, not just perform it. To be a Witch is to be honorable, or nothing at all. To be a Witch is to accept others who are not. To be a Witch is to know what you feel is good and right. To be a Witch is to is to harm none. To be a Witch is to know the ways of the old. To be a Witch is to see beyond the barriers. To be a Witch is to follow the moon. To be a Witch is to be one with the gods. To be a Witch is to study and learn. To be a Witch is to be both the teacher and the student. To be a Witch is to

To Be Wanted
To be wanted andto love to have the gifts from god above wondering through a would unknowen as silence falls, I know Im alone as darkness seeps into a broken heart dreams of happiness fall apart as death comes I sit alone anmy tears fall formy broken home

To Be Continued...
There was soemthing I searched for through 46 states. And 3 different countries to add to the stakes. It all seemed so hopeless so much time was a waste. I prayed everynight to God for a taste. I just wanted love, such a simple request. The answer was always "no simply not yet" So I kept up the search for someone like me. I looked and i roamed wondered where she could be. Did she exist or was it all just a dream. I thought "what a fool" as I kicked and I screamed. There is no one there, at least not for me. Hope there was none or none I could see. I gave up what I longed for and let everything be. A life with another was just not for me. Then she came out of nowhere like a wave from the sea. And crashed on my heart like I couldn't believe. But easy it's not for a fight lies ahead. But thats nothing to me i'v fought and i'v bled. Though the battlefields different then ever before. Different then drudging through mud and through gore. For here only lov

To Be Or Not Be.
My path was written for me, I didn't follow it. shit I don't care anymore. I know what I am suppose to be. but throw someone into a cage full of lions and they are going to get bitten. All of those that live in PA, get a hold of your senator. I am not joking. Do you know what they have done? do you even care? not you guys, not the ones that it doesnt effect. But it effects my family. ChildCare. Do you know that they cut the state funding for that? Usually if you had help with childcare funding the average price you paid weekly was $15... For a child... Me? I pay $35 a day. why you may ask? because child care state funding got cut. Causing many parents to quit their jobs, causing many parents to go out and get 3 jobs... and not spend any time with their children. I have one job, one job that I would 12 hours a day at, one job that I can spend 15 hours at... but I choose not to... my children need their mother, and I miss them.. Do you know that means a two parent family to survive both

To Be 6 Againi
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed,observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday."I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy,M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with abig smile and lovingly asked, "W

To Be Pagan
I am Pagan, I study healing plants and their applications. I also study other walks of religion.I believe in magic, and I believe that their is something or someone guiding us along along a path. And for those who don't know...satanists are not pagans, they believe in the devil and in hell, we don't. Also a lot of people must understand...everyone has a choice in what type of paganism they choose to practice..I chose eclectic because i'm interested in many things and paths, also all paths have healing myths and properties that others don't. My children are not pagan...they're Christian...by thier choice I told them they could choose what they wish to believe...I'd love them any way they wanted to be...it's their life. Nature plays a big part in my life, the cycles, the animals, the weather, the plants...so I'm happiest in natural places. This is just a small part of my beliefs...for those who accept me I thank you....for those that don't...eh bite me.

To Be Loved....
Oh To be Loved Is a Magnificent gift Felt within ones whole being Felt deep within ones Heart and Soul Experienced with your Mind and Body Felt from your Head to your toes... This Magnificent Gift is yours When you find that special one Who means the whole world to you That could do no wrong, ever Would be that missing twinkle in your eye And the missing part of your Heart and Soul To Love is something splendid indeed But to be Loved in return as you Love Is the most special gift of all to receive One will wish for it every day To have it every hour, minute and second In your Life, Heart, Mind, and Soul To experience it would be a wondrous joy To hold yours and another's Love in your hands What a majestic splendid liss that would be!!

To Be Near
New Graphics Love Images Top Comments EVERYONE WHO EVER KEEP STONE(which is made by waves) in hand KNOW- THAT WHEN WE CONSTANT CARESS WE CAN MAKE MIRACLES TO COME NEAR SOMEONE TAKE FROM YOU POWER LOT OF STRONG POWER BE NEAR TO SOMEONE TAKE FROM YOU COURAGE LOT OF NAKED COURAGE TO LET SOMEONE NEAR TO YOU INSIDE YOU TAKE FROM YOU ONLY THAT YOU BELIVE THAT PERSON

To Be Free
Wishing I could relinquish all feeling in this cavity I call my body. Longing not to feel love, aggression, remorse, for anybody. I would give away my crimson heart, and replace it with one that's purpling and dark. All the chemicals would be strewn away. What I would give to not cry, or frown, another day. There is not other way you see For me to live as though I'm free.

To Be Sung By My Daughter When I Die
"Amazing Grace" Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That sav’d a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now am found, Was blind, but now I see. ’Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, And grace my fears reliev’d; How precious did that grace appear, The hour I first believ’d! Thro’ many dangers, toils and snares, I have already come; ’Tis grace has brought me safe thus far, And grace will lead me home. The Lord has promis’d good to me, His word my hope secures; He will my shield and portion be, As long as life endures. Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail, And mortal life shall cease; I shall possess, within the veil, A life of joy and peace. The earth shall soon dissolve like snow, The sun forbear to shine; But God, who call’d me here below, Will be forever mine. John Newton, Olney Hymns (London: W. Oliver, 1779)

To Be Thankful For
"Thanksgiving" is the day that the pilgrims celebrated with the native Americans to celebrate their getting through their hardships. Well this year I have so very much to be thankful for...even though i hate the holiday. This past year, I finally got my life together and am slowly regaining everything I lost. Regaining respect for myself that I lost after a multitude of abusive relationships and illnesses. I am slowly putting back the pieces of my life and finding the ability to move along. I could not have done all of this if it were not for the current people in my life. Bree, my daughter, I could not have made it one day if it were not for her. She has kept me going in the worst of times, from giving me those little smiles to just acting crazy all the time. She has pulled me from the edge of despair many times just being in this world. I love that kid:D Mel, my sis, if it weren't for her kicking my ass when i needed it the most I'd be gone by now. She was always the firm o

To Be Or Not To Be In The Dom/sub Lifestile
ya know i've sat in many chatrooms over the years and listened to all the misconceptions that people have about what a true Dom/sub relationship is....not only do i practice the lifestyle online but i do it as well in r/l with my wife....a true Dom/Domne is one that protects their sub...takes care of their desires to be treated submissive...not to treat with them as doormats and order them to do things that the sub does not wish to do...a true Dom/Domne talks with the sub and sets limits on how far the sub is willing to go...and does not cross those limits....yes a sub may serve their Master/Mistress but should not be forced to be a complete slave that is not allowed to have a thought of their own...myself i love a submissive that is a brat...both my r/l and online subs are total brats and love to keep me on my toes and i wouldn't have them any other way...i love them both to death and would do anything for either of them....in case your wondering yes my online sub is different from my

To Be A Legendary Dj (written By Flawless)
To Be A DJ Some take for granted and lose sight of what it is to be a DJ. Every position has its reward. Just because its not in the form of green paper does not mean its not worth it. Being a DJ takes action, charisma, excitement, dedication, commitment, and to put it simply, being a DJ takes guts. Its not something easily acquired you gotta have the fire. You have to have the passion and desire. You have to have an inner fire that you release out onto the mic everytime you step on air. A DJ creates a positive environment. Music is the source of people's release. People can come from a strange and cruel world and sit down and throw on the headphones and totally forget their worries or fears or confusions. They are released once the music starts and create a sense of their own world. The DJ is in control of that. People consider Fantasia their home. Why? The DJ who controls the lounge releases them and brings them warmth out of the darkness and out of a cold cruel world

To Be Online... Or Not
Ok people... here's a question for ya... and yes who ever reads this rant better at least say something, or answer this question... Is Myspace, Facebook, or Fubar the next new thing for social interaction? Are people taking this whole thing on making a profile and chatting with other people from across the country and world to a point of becoming a hermit in their own house? I have been online for along time and I have to admit I too have been caught up in being a social butterfly online... Dealing with fucking drama and heart ache and sever bullshit... Why the fuck did I put myself through that, instead of dealing with life around me? You know the life around you... Like going to the bar and hooking up with that Paris Hilton impersonator, or sleeping with a real live woman instead of phone boning some really fat ugly bitch with a hot voice and an old playboy picture as their profile picture, or cyber banging a hottie then finding out its some 300 lbs guy from Ohio with no li

To Be Freed
Night after night I search my heart Trying to figure out Where to start What do I feel If anything at all Or am I just cold The heart of a doll Forget the ghosts The ones from my past To believe in love And believe it lasts When I look within I see endless fears That keep me up at night That cause painful tears Will anyone understand The fights and screams Look beyond my nightmares To share my dreams To know that Im scared Of being hurt again And to love with me Be my world, be my friend Until I find him And he looks in my eyes I'll stay withdrawn As my heart slowly dies Will he be in time To kill my pain Or just to stand And watch me go insane So I sit here wondering If we'll find each other He's under MY stars Looking for his lover I send a prayer to Heaven A soulmate's prayer indeed To release me from my prison In his arms to be freed

To Be Owned Or Not To Be Owned By A Master
JUST CURIOUS YALL HOW MANY OF YOU MEN /WOMEN ON HERE WOULD RATHER BE OWNED BY A MASTER OR NNOOT BE OWNED AND IF YOU ARE OWNED ARE YOU COMPLETELY HAPPY BEING A SUBMISSIVE MALE/WOMAN TO YOUR MISTRESS/MASTER?

To Be In Love With Love
To Be In Love... To be in love with love is to gain a soul, to sit on the throne of hearts. To love the world is to be afflicted. Later the secrets start to make sense. Don't be a bramble, become the rose. Let your maturity unfold. The brambles will only burn. Prayer was created by God so man could ask for help. It's too bad if you haven't learned to ask. Accept the breath of those who are mature- let it become your divining rod. If you obey your self, things turn out wrong. Renouncing the world is the beginning of worship. If you are a believer, believe this. Respect your parents and ancestry, and you will have fine green clothes of your own. If you earn the complaints of neighbors, You'll stay in Hell forever. Yunus heard these words from the masters. If you need this advice, take it. They say one who is received by a heart becomes more beautiful.

To Be Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

To Be Alone And To Be Loved
I feel so alone, Im so confused All i do is think of you I want you in my life to hold me tight thur out the night i want you to be the one the one to love me you make me smile,even though i hide it well i want your love, your understanding, your trust. to feel your warmth will make me smile to feel your love makes me melt. i like you and want you to be mine forever and always

To Be Or Not To Be? That Is The Question
I am sittin here thinking about things. And there is something that really bothers the hell out of me. Why is that when people want something from you they can pick up the phone, send an email, come by, some how get in contact with you basically, but when they do not want you to do something for them or give something to them, they have no clue you even exist? That really pisses me off. It is like I am not good enough any other time. SO I have decided am i going to be a bitch and let ppl know when they come asking for shit that maybe if they treated me better I would continue to help them, or just let go and get over it? I have always been a giver. I like to help people and know that they have it a little easier from it. But it is getting to the point I am not helping people, they are taking advantage of me. I would probably not be as pissed if they would just appreciate what I do. But they act like because I am the type of person that I am, that I am suppose to just do i

To Be In Love Once Again
To be in Love is nice To find Love would be nicer To be in Love with someone and share life with To be in Love is hard and takes work To be in Love isnt easy To be in Love takes patience To be in Love takes time To be in Love with someone isnt easy To be in Love takes two people To be in Love takes communication To be in Love takes a lifetime to do To be in Love hurts at times To be in Love always hurts others To be in Love is a lifetime of enjoyment To be in Love is joyful with the right person To be in Love is a wonderful experience To be in Love and to love is wonderful To be in Love is giving feelings To be in Love is sharing thoughts To be in Love is giving Love to someone special To be in Love sucks and hurts when heartbroken To be in Love takes time to heal from To be in Love, I hope you can be the one and only true love that can heal My broken loving heart

To Be 6 Again
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. I'd like to be six again', she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it w! as off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exh

To Be, Or Not To Be.. An Idiot.. That Is The Question..
I can't find anything else more annoying than someone with half a brain who is capable of thinking straight. It fucken bothers me when someone doesn't think about their actions before the follow through with them. This week was pretty annoying as you can tell. First, a few people who call themselves my "friends" (Obviously they didn't get the memo, I don't do bitches) all get together to vent. Instead of admitting they have a problem with me, they talk to each other about me and when word gets back to me (In which its all of them who rat each other out) they add, "I only said it to see if she/he/it would talk shit about you". Come on morons, seriously, think about what you're telling me. I'll tell you what I think... I believe that they are afraid of me getting a drift of what they said and use the "I only said it because..." line so that they don't look like shit talkers. I have some news for the three of these people, you can rest well and hang your hat. You're not shit talkers

To Beautiful, She Knows Who She Is
You hide your parts like pieces of a puzzle. Never letting anyone see the Real You, not all together. Insecure and worried that others may find the picture ugly or imperfect. But I look at each piece individualy,and each is a work of art. Not one of them a sign of ugliness or shame. Only beauty can I see. I've tried putting them together, but in futility, realized just how unimportant that is. So, I return to appreciate each piece in itself, until the day I may be blessed and see "You".

To Be Loved
Be careful if you make a women cry, cuz god counts her tears. The women comes out of a man's rib not from his feet to be walked on, not from his hand to be superior, but to be equal, Under the arm to be proteted, Next to the heart to be LOVED.

To Be A Man In Grief...
"It must be very difficult To be a man in grief.Since "men don't cry" and "men are strong" No tears can bring relief. It must be very difficult to stand up to the test and field calls and visitors so that she can get some rest They always ask if she's alright and what she's going through. But seldom take his hand and ask, "My friend, how are you?" He hears her cry in the night and thinks his heart will break. He dries her tears and comforts her But "stays strong" for her sake. It must be very difficult to start each day anew. And try to be so very brave- He lost his baby too.

To Be Whit Someone
commentburner.com Everyone who ever keep stone (which is made by waves) in hand... know- that when we constant caress we can make miraccles to come near to someone it,s take from you power lot of srong power be near to someone take from you courage lot of naked courage to let someone come near to you inside take from you only that you belive in that person...

To Be A Mom
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, 'It's okay honey, Mommy's here.' Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars. And that when their kids asked, 'Did you see me, Mom?' they could sa

To Be 6 Again
To Be 6 Again... A man was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday. 'I'd like to be six again,' she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her fav orite candy, M&M's . What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed e

To Be Someone (didn't We Have A Nice Time)
To be someone must be a wonderful thing A famous footballer a rock singer or a big film star, yes I think I would like that To be rich and have lots of fans have lots of girls to prove that I'm a man And be No. 1 - and liked by everyone Getting drugged up with my trendy friends They really dig me and I dig them And the bread I spend - is like my fame - it's quickly diminished And there's no more swimming in a guitar shaped pool no more reporters at my beck and call no more cocaine it's only ground chalk no more taxis now we'll have to walk But didn't we have a nice time - didn't we have a nice time Oh wasn't it such a fine time I realize I should have stuck to my guns instead shit out to be one of the bastard sons and lose myself - I know it was wrong - but it's cost me a lot And there's no more drinking after the club shuts down, I'm out on me arse with the rest of the clowns It's really frightening without a bodyguard so I stay confined to my lonely ro

To Be Beautiful
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness... For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone... People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. By Miss Audrey Hepburn

To Beat Down Or Not!! That Is The Question.
My ex- co-worker told my boss that I did some shit that was not true and I got fired. Now I am fighting to prove that I am not guilty and at least collect unemployment. I would rather fight her and give her a fucken beat down. What do you think I should do?

To Be Collard
Collaring is when a Dom/me claims a sub as their own. This can be literal--actually placing a collar around the neck of the submissive--or it can be figurative and be an understanding between the people involved. Often the literal option is chosen, because the collar is recognized within the community as a mark of ownership. Collars are, again, a mark of ownership. Collars mean that a Dom/me has exclusive rights to the sub that is wearing their collar, and that he or she makes any decision that affects that sub. In some communities it is accepted that a person will check with the Dom/me before any interaction, even conversation, with the submissive. Most communities are not this formal, but that doesn't mean that the Dom/me does not have complete control over what is done to the sub that is wearing his or her collar. To touch, molest, use, or require something of a collared submissive by someone who is not their owner and is not acting under the owner's instruction is considered unfor

To Be
Each day I hit another wall, Each day I fall, But theres nothing I can do, Except stop loving you. If only you could see, What I want us to be, It's loving and caring, But the time is wearing. I know you don't care, To me, your not being fair, You don't care about me, But I'd do anything for you to be happy. You need to realize, You should soon apologize, But that'd mean you'd have to see, Who you're appearing to be. You say you just want, To be my friend, In some ways I wish, This was the end. For then I wouldn't, Have this pain, Being like this, We have nothing to gain.

To Be Or Not To Be
The age old question. Same thing goes w/bi-polar depression. As some of you my friends and family noticed I wasn't in here for about 1 1/2 weeks. Today being the first in a while. What seems like eternal time is NOT always eternal. No matter how much you want life or death, no matter if you realize what it is your doing at that moment, no matter if your sick with this illness along with anxiety, it doesn't change a single thing except for 1. Our Circle Of Life. The rest is up to the one we pray to and believe in to take us. Not when we want it to happen, however, it is when he or she wants us and needs us where-ever. How do we know when that is if your sick w/an illness like depression on any level? That's easy, if you wake up the next day or you are looking down at yourself on the bed in the hospital. See, this is part of my therapy. Communication, education on and about something most people refuse to accept and understand. The stresses from family who refuse to listen, watch

To Be A Great Lover, / However, You Must Be A Great Actor
SOME ART OF POETRY, BY KENNETH KOCH, FROM KENNETH KOCH, THE ART OF POETRY: Tie your girl's hands behind her back and encourage her To attempt to get loose. This will make her breasts look Especially pretty, like the Parthenon at night. Sometimes those illuminations Are very beautiful, though sometimes the words Are too expected, too French, too banal. Ain't youse a cracker, Though? And other poems. Or Freemasonry Revisited. Anyway, Tie her up. In this fashion, she will be like Minnie Mouse, will look Like starlight over the sensuous Aegean. She will be the greatest thing you ever saw. However, a word of advice, for cold September evenings, And in spring, summer, winter too, and later in the fall: Be sure she likes it. Or only at first dislikes it a little bit. Otherwise You are liable to lose your chances for other kinds of experiments, Like the Theseion, for example. Or the two-part song. Yes! This Is Athens, king of the cities, and land of the Countries of the Fa

To Be A Master Requires Humility
To Be A Master Requires Humility A Master is a Ruler, but never a Tyrant. But to rule requires understanding and understanding requires humility. A Master has Pride, but never Arrogance. But pride requires dignity and dignity requires humility. A Master commands Respect, but never Fear. But respect requires serenity and serenity requires humility. A Master employs Strength, but never Force. But strength requires knowledge and knowledge requires humility. A Master criticizes, but never derides. But criticism requires insight and insight requires humility. A Master receives, but never takes. But receiving requires giving and giving requires humility. A Master completes, but never tries to alter. But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing and THIS most of all requires humility. ~ Unknown ~

To Believe
To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us. When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone, That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, And all our hopes and dreams are within reach. If only we believe.

To Be With Him
A week ago Monday I made the decision to move to F'ville, NC to be with my boyfriend which is in the military. We met on Fubar & talked there then he made a 2 hr drive one night just so we could meet one another face 2 face. After we met it has been great every since which before we met I could feel he was a great guy but I really didn't know how great till I actually moved up here with him...I made the best decision I have ever made & would do it all over again...I HAVE NO REGRET & NEVER WILL....I look forward to spending the rest of my life with him...

To Be ......that Is The Answer...
I never lose sight of the fact that just being is fun. --Katharine Hepburn The first good news each day is that we wake up. We are breathing. Our heats are beating, our minds working. The adventure of living begins. What does the day hold in store? We have no way of knowing what surprises lie in wait for us today. We may look forward, not just to the expected, but to the unexpected. Whom shall we meet? What will we see? What will we learn? How will we be entertained? What changes to help others will come our way? What chances to love and be loved? Now that our eyes are opened to today's beauty, let us remain alert for new sights. Let us cry when sad, smile when touched, and laugh at what is funny in a whole new lifetime before us. What can I be thankful for today?

To Be A Saint
SHEPARDS WE SHALL BE FOR THEE LORD FOR THEE POWER HATH FORSENDED FORTH FROM THY HAND YOUR FEET MAY SWIFTLY & CARRY OUT THY COMMAND SO WE SHALL FLOW FORTH A RIVER UNTO THEE & TEAMING WITH SOULS SHALL IT EVER BE & WHEN YOU PASS THROUGH FREELY SPIRITED SAINTS... BOONDOCK SAINTS

To Be A Friend!!!
Friendship needs no studied phrases, polished face, or winning wiles; Friendship deals no lavish praises, Friendship dons no surface smiles. Friendship follows Nature's diction, Shuns the blandishment of Art, Boldly severs truth from fiction, Speaks the language of the heart. Friendship favors no condition, Scorns a narrow minded creed, Lovingly fulfills its mission, Be it word or be it deed. Friendship cheers the faint and weary, Makes the timid spirit brave, warns the erring, lights the dreary, Smooths the passage to the grave. Friendship- pure, unselfish friendship, All through life's alloted span, Nurtures, strengthens, widens, lengthens, Man's relationship with man...

To Be A 007
Where there is death and blood where do you go? When it is a duty a calling to do tasks with people many you do not know Nothing can be learned about your name No one to trust, no one to get close to and love it is a shame It's the job which has to be done under the moon and the sun Solving plots to kill and destroy the very society we all live in on this planet of one Trained to serve and to protect, to end the possibility of cheating and lies With the best of cars, guns, accessories and clothes living with no future to realize Secret agency to keep evil at bay No matter who and what will say It is down to one special agent to put an end to such thought The evil that exist rather go against the goodness that all children were taught Lurking far away, they have plans and ideas to conquer what they desire One person alone will put an end to this fire Guns and bombs with men that will fight For personal wishes agaisnt what is right There are little hours in the da

To Be Owned
To crawl on the floor for a great Master is not a bad thing its shows that you know how to be a good slave! To have some onw say that Y/you are theirs is a honor. I have made a lifestyle choice that I tend to keep in my life forever. To crawl on the floor for a great Master is not a bad thing its shows that you know how to be a good slave! To have some one say that Y/you are theirs is a honor. I have made a lifestyle choice that I tend to keep in my life forever. I am a smart and geniune sub, with a open mind and a great heart, I love to give my all and make my Master happy! I am just a regular person who does not heal well my heart has been hurt alot, but i believe that makes me a better person. i believe that I can be a great sub to a great Master with giving my all to Him!

To Be Me
I wish I could be like a child, to be happy doing anything, wouldn't that be nice. I wish I could be like a bird, to be free to fly anywhere in that big open sky, wouldn't that be nice. I wish I could be like a flower, to be so beautiful,perfect, and unique, wouldn't that be nice. Most of all I wish I could be me, to be so real,confident in my own skin, opinionated, and intelligent, wouldn't that be nice. To be me means to be hated by most and loved by few. To be me means , to be the one that fights with everyone because of my opinions. To be me means, to be the one that can say or do something and feel no remorse, because I'm that confident that I'm in the right. To be me means to be too real to just go along with anything said or done, Of all the things I wish to be: a child, a bird,a flower, the one I wish to be the most is me.

To Be In My Family Read This !!
Well Well Well... i get lots of Messages requesting to be in my FU Family, so I thought i would write a Blog rather then answering every single Family Request or Wish to be in my Family. I am very Slective of whom i will Grant the Permission to be in My Family... So the question is how can you become part my FU Family... 1st. You MUST have a Salute Picture on Your Profile (NO EXCEPTIONS) 2nd. Send me a Message telling me WHY you want to be in MY Family... and NO one liners... 3rd. Rate & Comment ALL of My Pictures, Profile, STashes, Blogs... etc. 4th. Be Creative and Earn your Priveledge to be in My Family... 5th. If I add you to mine then i should be in your Family. ONCE in my family I want you to Creat a Salute dedicated to ME... BE Creative It's That Simple... Yes i reserve the RIGHT to ADD you or NOT. Of couse once in my Family dont stop Commenting, Rating all of my Things.... P.S. Gifts do make me Smile... But I WILL NOT EVER ASK FOR THEM...

To Be A Friend
To me a friend should be someone like me. Someone who shares some of the same dreams, a kindred spirit. Someone you feel a connection with on the deepest level. Someone you can count on when you need them, in good times and bad. Someone you feel you can share any feelings and thoughts with, whatever silly things they may be. Someone who has a big heart, because you may need forgiving. Someone who is very understanding and patient, because life doesn't always go the way we want it to. Someone who sees who you really are, yet still loves you. Someone who makes you feel like you matter to them. Someone who is always there for you, even when you least expect it. Friends and friendships are a very important part of who we are. Friends can influence us in positive and negative ways. Friends come and go from our lives and we adjust accordingly. Some friendships last a lifetime, some only a season. No matter how long they last value them for what they are, how they

To Be There With You
I wrote this for the woman of my dreams but it never seemed to work between us. So I figured I would share with who ever wanted to read it. If you want to give it to your lady/male friend you can. Hopefully it will bring a lucky couple closer I wish to be there with you. I want to gaze into your eyes, kiss your sweet lips, touch you in ways that no one has ever done before. I need to be holding you close feeling your breath upon my chest. I need to know that you need me as much as I need you. I need you to want me as much as I want you. I want you to be my one and only, the one who I cant live a moment without. To come home to you nightly would be my greatest wish. To know that at any moment I could have you in my arms, touching you, kissing you, exploring every inch of you. I want you in my life, no wait I need you in my life. Please, the torture is unbearable. I cannot go on without you, I need you, and I wish to be there with you

To Be A Friend Or To Be A Wallflower Friend
id be more than happy to try to be friends with all of those who add themselves to my page but unfortanately they dont talk to me my time here is limited Kudos to my family thats those who actually talk to me lol lotsa love for all of you andrea tina tho i havnt hearsd from u in a bit hope killa pussy papis new cadillac lol thanx so much

To Be Free
Once in a house on a hill A boy got angry He broke into my heart For a day and a night I stayed beside him Until I had no hope So I came down the hill Of course I was hurt But then I started to think It shouldn't hurt me to be free It's what I really need To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself There's a bar by the dock Where I found myself Drinking with this man He offered me a cigarette And I accepted 'Cause it's been a very long time As it burned 'till the end I thought of the boy No one could ever forget It shouldn't hurt me to be free It's what I really need To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself To pull myself together But if it's so good being free Would you mind telling me Why I don't know what to do with myself

To Be Loved Be Lovable
You'll never be happy if you can't figure out that loving people is all there is. And that's is more important to love than be loved. Because that is when you feel love, by loving somebody. The simple but observable fact is that the more you love, the more you are able to love. Understand that saving love doesn't bring any interest. So many are afraid to show their love and give it out unconditionally. How can one expect to truly be loved when you can't give it yourself. We all have barriers that have gone up because of a bad experience. This is normal, but we can't live in the past. Learn from the experience, understand it's over and move on. Don't make your new partner pay for what your last one did to you. Give your new partner a chance. You don't have to go looking for love when it's where you come from. The love we desire is already within us. When your really ready to be loved, it will find you. The supreme happiness in life is the conviction that we are loved. If you e

To Believe
To believe is to knowthat every day is a new beginning.It is to trust that miracles happen,and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,to know the wonder of a stardust sky,and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,the innocence of a child's eyes,and the beauty of an aging hand;for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and couragethat lies within us when it is timeto pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone,that life is a gift,and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprisesare just waiting to happen,and all our hopes and dreamsare within reach..."If only we believe"

To Be With You
So many things I can't let show Reach out to me, touch my soul So many things I don't understand Reach out to me, take my hand So many things I want to give So many dreams I want to live So many things locked up inside So many feelings I'm forced to hide So much pain in my heart To release it, I don't know where to start So many things I want to share So many tears frozen behind my cold stare So many lies I've been told The fire inside smothered cold So much fear of what is to come So much fear of becoming numb So many times I have tried So many times they have lied So many secrets deep within To open up, I don't even know how to begin So much turmoil, so many years No, I can't blame you for your fears And I can't tell you what to do I just wish I could be with you

To Be Human
To be human is to have the ability to rationalise the concepts of your own personal awareness of the conscious and subconscious mind and how the 5 senses react and interact with the world around us. With this interaction come the self awareness of the interaction of the morals and values that we place upon the ego and the identity of oneself. We have the ability to rationalise and to recreate ourselves into a new life and to rise above some of the baser instincts and limitations that we subconsciously and consciously place upon the psyche and those to judge right from wrong. To understand a view point wit the ability to choose say an act rather for or against the moral being of the character of I or of the ego. So through self understanding of the ego or of the I should bring a self awareness that there is a moral implication in all things that we do, form our actions, our speech and our body language. Only with interaction of our physical selves in the world do we have the fortitu

To Be Continued...
From the moment he stepped into my world...I knew...that HE was different from the rest. By the way he spoke, how he carried himself... the way opposers were handled...all spoke of one greater than the rest. Never had I met someone like him... nor will I ever in my lifetime know another like him. He is truly an original. When I met him, I was a lost soul.. not knowing my path, not knowing my worth. Through much diligence, he has given me hope...has made me aware of what I AM... what I can become. With him behind me, I can conquer anything. It is his strength which I feed from... his courage empowers me. His knowledge makes me wiser. His love makes me stronger. He is my rock...

To Be A Real Man
i've seen my brother hit his kid when his in dip shit,but when he cries he and his mom say's "boys don't cry".."if you cry then your a girl".."i should buy you a dress"..man i think thats fucked uped.i can't say shit because his not my kid.what do you people think some should say. i would say"ha mat if you learn to hold back your tears you wont get talked shit from your dad and mom.but if you do that your'll always be afriad of them and soon when your an adult you'll hate them.so learn to face your fears and cosume them from they consume you,and turn you in to another person how hates every one and everything."........"a real man lives with no fear, and isn't afriad to live or die"....."just be a kid for now,and a man later"

To Believe
Where do I start, A wonderous thought, Dreams come of light, To begin again tonight, A hero's tale of olde, A faith man's journey, A hermit's venture, Deep inside his mind, To believe is hope, For long the trip, I wander free around, Searching for life, Daydreams ease my mind, Hope surrounds me, As I step forth, Entering the world, I believe in me, To succede

To Be With You
SEEING YOU IN MY MIND KNOWING WE'RE NO TOGETHER WISHING TO BE WITH YOU HAVING LOVE THAT LAST FOREVER YOU'LL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY I'VE MADE UP MY MIND TO ALWAYS LOVE FOREVER IN A DAY PICTURING THE LOVE WE CAN MAKE NEVER LOOKING AT THE TIME TO BE WITH YOU IS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE IF YOU WOULD BE MINE JUST TELL ME YOU LOVE AND FOREVER BE TRUE THEN I'LL GIVE UP THE WORLD JUST TO BE WITH YOU

To Be Yours Again
love you.I feel complete when im with you and broken when we're apart.I miss you.I wish you were with me holding my hand.I wish you were here to hold me to keep me safe.I love you.You have my heart,mind and soul you complete me my heart was once lost but was found when i met you.I was lost before i met you.lost in a world of despair and utter darkness but after i met you the light finally shined thru my broken tinted window.You picked up the unholy pieces of my life and sewed this unconventional web of love together.i love you always have always will.Let me be your rock let me be the one to pick up the pieces of your life,let me show you the love you have showed me.Let me be yours again.

To Be Tied
The parking lot is empty, apart from a few scattered vehicles, and you sit there, quietly and patiently, turning so many possibilities over in your head. Curiosity and desire blend in your mind as you allow your fingers to wander down in between your thighs, grazing lightly over the soft skin, from the insides of your knees upward under your skirt, and your heart begins to drum heavier as you reach closer and closer to your daringly naked folds. Another glance reassures you that this quiet occasion is unobserved, and you part your thighs further and draw your fingertips into your glowing pool, slipping just a little inside and upward to slick your little pink and swelling nub.You watch as his car appears and moves closer, and you brazenly persist in your preliminary teasing as he pulls it up next to yours, knowing that the sight will stir him and make him all the more desirous of your pleasure as well as his own. As he stands out and approaches your passenger door, you bring your right

To Be
when there seems to be nothing left and you feel like you are all alone ..there is always one person that comes along and makes you smile! rather it be from a comment or a simple act of kindness or just a hug ...and they make you feel better for that split second and you forget all your troubles. and when you go back to feeling bad.... who do you think of?? that one person that knew exactly what to say or do to make your day better. and to you that one person who may not have even realized that you made someones day better thank you and keep on being that great person that you are ...and i hope to one day be like you and say or do something to impact someones life ...to make a difference to be remembered ...to be important to someone to be loved ....to be

To Be Quite Honest
Some time in life we want things in our life that are amazing we want them to flourish generally one of two things happen: a it is not truly what we wanted and it self desructs or be it works out perfectly and it goes great . if we want something bad enough is it worth waiting for worth giving it our all even if it is risky. If we are ready to change and want to finally work to make a true give and take can it work. Is it worth it to risk taking the time even if nothing may come of it. If you put yourself out and you lose it do you let go. If time changes all, why is a risk to let things go back to how they were. If relations can truly build from friendship and can sex ruin relations could the former and the later balance out and actually become something good . well the fact of the matter is that whatever life brings there will be pain there will be pleasure and everything in between and if we are to scared of those things life will be miserable and we will be alone for the rest o

To Be Sad
To be sad Sitting here alone tonight, my mind wonders, filling with fright. These thoughts I ponder, are of my past. It makes me mad, cause once I'm happy-it doesnt last. I'm sick of the games, of which you play. They make me mad, and drive me insaine. So please here these words I say. I dont want just a lover. I want to feel the love

. . . . To Be Fucked
It’s that time of year again. Every Spring, it never fails, my sexuality is awakened like the return of the birds and the bees and the flowers on the trees. My nipples seem to stay hard constantly and my pussy throbs at the slightest provocation. I fantasize about sex, about the sights, smells, and sensations of sex at its most raw, passionate state. I think about it, dream about it, I am reminded of past erotic exploits constantly, throughout the warm, sunny days and steamier, hot nights. I CRAVE a man in my life with whom I can express myself, my uninhibited, unashamed, primitive, primal, sexual self. I need a lover I can let down my guard with, express myself without fear or shame, someone who cares about me outside the bedroom and who desires me completely inside it. I want hours and hours of hot, sweaty fucking that wakes the neighbors and leaves me drained of my every bodily fluid. I want to make a huge wet spot on the sheets and then fuck those same sheets off the

To Be A Friend
I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just idiots. I've learned. . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. True friends survive the tides of time and turmoil...others show their immaturity and fail. Friends that have stuck by me as I have them ~ all life lay ahead and we shall continue to grow. Friendship is a treasure that always help us overcome any kind of difficulty, Friendship is a comfort for, somehow which always understand worries and emotions, Friendship is a blessing because it teaches the way to live.

To Become A Child Again.
As adults we are always taught to be grown up, to be strong, to have it all together. Agenda's, schedules, and calculated tasks are always at hand. We are taught to not fail, or have mistakes, failings, or weaknesses, or we maybe viewed as foolish or immature. But in all of this we can so easily lose sight of laughter, play, innocence, and the wonders around us, that we fail to see, because we are unaware. Children see something new all day. They can find joy in the least of things. In the least there are many treasures to behold, and to inspire. A child inspires because of their ability to be and do things that we secretly would like to have again. Yes we can live vicariously through them, but as an adult, try to see through the eyes of a child and to not forget who you once were, when the world was new. DarciRead more:http://www.myspace.com/alenda_1/blog#ixzz0z2oPQmgq

To Be A Good Pencil
A PENCIL MAKER TOLD THE PENCIL 5 IMPORTANT LESSONS JUST BEFORE PUTTING IT IN THE BOX: 1.) EVERYTHING YOU DO WILL ALWAYS LEAVE A MARK .2.) YOU CAN ALWAYS CORRECT THE MISTAKES YOU MAKE.3.) WHAT IS IMPORTANT IS WHAT IS INSIDE OF YOU.4.) IN LIFE , YOU WILL UNDERGO PAINFUL SHARPENINGS, WHICH WILL ONLY MAKE YOU BETTER.5.) TO BE THE BEST PENCIL, YOU MUST ALLOW YOURSELF TO BE HELD AND GUIDED BY THE HAND THAT HOLDS YOU. We all need to be constantly sharpened. This parable may encourage you to know that you are a special person, with unique God-given talents and abilities. Only you can fulfill the purpose which you were born to accomplish. Never allow yourself to get discouraged and think that your life is insignificant and cannot be changed and, like the pencil, always remember that the most important part of who you are, is what's inside of you and then allow yourself to be guided and sharpened by the hand of God.

To Be Warm With Your Winter Wedding Dresses
If you are looking for a romantic wedding in the world,The winter wedding sould be the best choice for you! Winter wedding could be gorgeous as well as magical. Try to imagine the picture with the red roses reflecting the white background. What an amazing winter wedding photo! A perfect wedding dress would touch up this picture. No matter you want a luxurious winter wedding or a simple one, a warm wedding dress is a must.When it comes to winter wedding planning, there are numerous ideas and creations. Winter weddings can be celebrated together with holidays or can be made just for bride and groom. To decide on which wedding dress you need to put on, you must firstly choose your wedding theme. The wedding dress is as important as the centerpiece for your reception table. You need to select a bridal gown that best accentuates yourself.If your wedding party happens to be a small close family gathering during the winter months. In case you're not planning to have a luxury wedding dress,a a

To Be Successful In That Situation
(Sports Network) - The Texas Rangers try to open their season with consecutive wins this evening when they resume their season-opening three-game series against the Boston Red Sox at Rangers Ballpark in Arlington. New Orleans Saints Meachem Jersey . The vaunted Rangers offense picked up right where they left off last season, as pinch-hitter David Murphys two-run double on the chalk sparked a four-run rally in the bottom of the eighth, lifting Texas to a 9-5 victory on the day they raised their first American League pennant. Obviously any hit in that type of situation feels great, Murphy said. To be successful in that situation is as good of feeling as there is in the game. My first reaction was it was going to be foul, but it was staying straight instead of tailing off like it normally does. I was running and then I saw it hit chalk. Elvis Andrus and Josh Hamilton added RBI doubles in the pivotal frame, and Neftali Feliz struck out two in a perfect ninth to cap the cele

To Be Home...
Thus starts a new beginning in my life and a new chapter. Since my return to this world of craziness ive learned to become patient and humble but yet there are some days were i want to be a whole different person and not deal with the stressors of normal everyday life. It seems like when things are going so well they just go backwards. ive learned this lesson over the course of a year. it is now the year 2012 and i see now how some people can do the simple things in life and be happy were i have always never been able to achieve. i always take the hard road and wind up someplace id rather not be. this is why i seek friendship and the little things i need to stay sane. however i have sought out that one thing that many people can not accomplish is peace. i have sought it for so long and now have finally achieved my goal of pursuing it. i have become humble and at peace with myself and the others around me. thank you to all who have helped me. well i guess i shall wait for another day an

To Be Fair, Blondes Are Not The Only Ones To Lock Their Keys In The Car
To Be Fair, Blondes Are Not the Only Ones To Lock Their Keys In the Car Two blondes were in a parking lot trying to unlock the door of their Mercedes with a coat hanger. They tried and tried to get the door open, but they couldn't. The blond with the coat hanger stopped for a moment to catch her breath, and her friend said anxiously, "Hurry up! It's starting to rain and the top is down."

To Be Me..
No ones listens to the weaker voice, no one hears the cries of the lonely, left and dusted to be moved with the breeze of the summer wind, i see in me things you do not, I hear in me visions you can never bare, if you had the keys to unlock this misery and listen to all that is kept would you pass me by would you let me die, why can I not see what you see hear what you hear know what you know I never once asked or extended my hand for help I just wanted that smile that hug that life I thought i saw I thought I felt, loosing a battle never meant to be fair I see the moment I lost control I lost all, I feel the pain that is left by darkness I hear the emotion's begging to understand what is here and why is that there I has no lessons to be learned I have no moments to judge I am nothing that you will have I know my worth and see it plain, but why is it the pretend of the Imaginary fairy tails you try to keep alive is no longer in view, I never know what to do or how to be I am lost and I

To Be Or To Be Someone Else
To Be or To Be Someone Else by Kenneth Matlock on Saturday, May 19, 2012 at 1:37pm We check in, but we don't check out So much uncertainty beginning to doubt doubt It sings me a melody to keep me here A gentle song to wash away fear Then it leaves me feeling alone Through ever nerve and down every bone I get this mesmerizing sensation That there is no where inside this nation No place I can feel quite like me Always finding someone to be The cold hearted narcisist Scathing word to keep them away The sensitive soul Who has so much to say The dimwitted fool Who believed she was true The sad broken soul Who knew we were through The happy go lucky That one who knew what to do and the person like me Who needs something new

To Be Betrayed
TO BE BETRAYED BT THE ONE YOU LOVE? THAT IS WHAT IS ON MY MIND! AS MOST OF MY FOLLERS KNOW I AM IN THE PROCES OF GOING TO THE GRAND JURY! NOT GOOD!Y FIRST TIME AND HOPE FOR IT TO BE MY LAST TIME1 WHAT HURTS THE MOST IDS I HAS BETRAYED MY MY ONLY CHIL AND TROWN UNDER THE BUS! LOVE IS A SRANG THING! IF THAT IS LOVE I DO NOT NEED IT IN MY LIFE! THE OTHER PART THAT HURTS THE MOST IS SHE IS HAVING MY FIRSY GRAND SUN! I AM HAPPY AND THEN I AM SAD! WHAT TO DO I LIKE TO BE ABLE TO SEE MY ONLY GRANS SUN I AM GING TO HAVE! ON THE OTHER HAD I LIKE TO KICK HUR TO THE CURVE AND GO ON WITH MY LIFE AS IIKNOW IT! I AM SO SAD AND I AM SO LOST! ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I THIUGT WOULD BE THERE FOR ME ARE NOT! TIME GFOR ME TO MOVE ON AND PICK BETTER PEOPLE AS MY FRIENDS! SO SAD AND LOST WHAT TO TO?/

To Better Health
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To Be A Psyhic Or To Get Magickal Powers
first of all you need to have some kinda of relgion and have to actaully believe.in otherwords you have to be a believer. you cant be a non believer.A Wolf spirit and a Dragon spirit came to me. tobe one with your animal spirit in senstivity,sound,vibration, wolf also as a anger with it so be careful cause you are actually picking anger from someone else which off sets a demon to come about like a vampire. your animal spirit is your guide with your thought or soul and visualizeing is a must.this is your psyhic part.The dragon part is to be one with the dragon to see the same as the dragon to fly with dragon in and medataition and to be one a silents and in harmony and soft sounds to be able to fight like a dragon like the air that you feel or storms that come about and to hit with that power in defence and offence.this is your magickal powers or your telekinese.You must becareful so as you wont enter fear with others for this part is your soul yourself your spirit with your

To Be Away From The Static Winter Hair Care Advice Advanced
The first step: start with disposable conditioner and hair spray Since it is disposable, is also the hair in a dry state when you can use that before we proceed with the target.Disposable conditioner like hair and thermal damage layer between the isolation jacket,ghd australia online in the winter cold and dry months, straight board and a hairdryer damage will be more serious.So when I curl or blowing hair to hair before using disposable conditioner such as Fu green Tak elegant-prosper bright Shun soft disposable spray (RMB 159/250ml) makes the hair shine, tighten the cuticle, sprayed on the hair dry or wet hair, then hair styling or.Or try Paris L'Oreal moist smooth multi-effect protection spray (RMB 45/100ml). The second step: dry hair If you take a shower after not particularly cold, to minimize the use of hair dryer but let the hair dry naturally.Blowing the hair in the hot air is less, more can keep the shampoo and conditioner moisturizing ingredients to the hair

To Be Continued...
Months and months have passed, I can't think straight.. I can't believe he doesn't want me. his lies of someday returning.. There's a man, he cares about me, but at the request of my Master I've avoided him.. If he's moved onto another slave I'm moving on to another Master. I pick up the phone, shaking while I dial the number given to me by Chase. He's handsome, drinks whiskey, smokes.. He smells like my Master. "Hello?" My stomach turns when I hear his voice.. I tell him who I am and he asks me for coffee at one. I agree to meet him at the shop on the corner at one-thirty. Considering it's already twelve I need some time to clean myself up. After showering and dolling myself up I go to meet my new blonde master. It's ten blocks away so I decide to walk. I lock my house and walk down my steps quickly, I was so excited I almost missed the note taped to my mailbox. I read it on the way; "I wouldn't suggest it. You won't ever find me in another soul. I love you like no one can, and I

To Be Together With You
To be together with you We will hold hands togetherLaugh and smile togetherShare our secrets togetherAnd help each other togetherWe will confess our fears togetherWipe each other’s tears togetherCon-fort each other togetherAnd confide in each other togetherWe will talk about the darkness togetherWrite depressing poems togetherSlit our wrists togetherScream in pain togetherWe will embrace sorrow togetherFeel each other’s pain togetherPlan our deaths togetherAnd endure our suicides together

To Bi Or Not To Bi
My friends are all bi-sexual, And happy in that contextual. They like the guys and like the girls, Straight hair or ones that have cute curls. Don’t have strict heterosexual thoughts, Like lessons they had once been taught. Both viewpoints they will always see, Opinions are relaxed and free. The lips of one are like the other, And either sex they like to smother. Heterosexuals claim one choice, Bi-sexual have a different voice. Vi vent la difference they can claim, Heterogamy's loss will be our gain. A menu offering just one thing, A jaded palette soon would bring. The girls are soft but guys erect, So toss a coin and then select. And when it’s time to go to bed, Joy’s got a headache, just take Fred

To Big For Their Britches
To big for their britches, I've notice that there are people here that once they've reach a certain level here on fubar, that they change their whole attitude, even to their friends that's known them before they've even join on here. They'll shoot up thru the ranks so fast that they become egotistical and start making demands that they wouldn't have ever thought of making when they first sign on to fubar. I just lost a friend like that tonight, because she shot right on up and now she want fubuck for certain acts and when I asked her about this tonight, she just told me to go ahead and delete her and then she blocked me. I feel sad for her, because all in all, this is only a virtual world and it seems like her true personality has come to light because she got to big for her britches. But who'll be there for her if she tries to take this type of attitude out in the real world, her fubar friends? I don't know if there's really that many in fubar like myself, that actually does care for

To Bland I Guess!
Never sure of what I am doing in here. I come in here to write thoughts and unwind. Nice to have a place to get things off your mind. However, I have not been successful at finding a way to be the fan of many. I will try to stepup my profile image... I guess who wants hamburger and fries When there is T-bone and shrimp on the other plate....

To Blog Or Not To Blog
So sitting up way too late again for me but what's new. If you know me then you know I don't sleep very well at night. Trying to figure out if I should write up this blog or not. It's been a while since I have laid things out there or even written up the next chapter of my Cherry Tap chapter story. I've been doing a lot of thinking recently (which can be quite scary at times) and have found it difficult to come up with a lot of answers for the questions I have. I question the fact of why I have the ability to be an empath. What makes it so that I have to be able to feel exactly what everyone else feels and then I feel the same way they do? Why can't I just not have that ability? Is it simply because it allows me to judge someone's character and be able to relate to them, heck if I know. Then there is the question of why do I get visions in my dreams for things that are supposed to happen in the future but yet I don't remember them until they happen? Just tonight I had two

To Blog To Blog
well just a quick hoi hoi to say hello to you all...... just putting little ones to bed and going myself too.. goodnight to my special guy(you know who u r) and want to say thanks to u all who sent me some get well wishes for my surgery and recovery.... big hugs and kisses to you all..xxxxooooo thank you also to someone special for all your spongebaths, well i should say showers... hehehehehe and for scrubbing my back....hehehehehe could keep going about what else we got up to but would be told by a certain woman to go get a room....which i plan on doing as soon as im better... any how thats all for now.. goodnight and big hugs and kisses...

To Blacken
To keep shunned from what is within is to cave in the pressure to discover one self is never an easy process you find the positives as well as find the black the disgusting in you that lurks within you making it human for all that is angelic to blacken the heart is to assume theres soul to presume you have more heart for love to have shatter though we are blackened by the negatives we have it is to live with the evil and to soak in the good ~Timmy~

To Blog Or Not To Blog....
During a conversation, my hubby proceeded to tell me last night he was the most easy going guy out there. I laughed knowing that was far from the truth and asked him to explain. He said all he wants is to not be bother and to be left alone. Now how am I to take that one?!?! LOL men...

To Blog Or Not To Blog
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To Bling Or Not To Bling.....
You know some thing about fubar that has always bothered me, is how people wanna be mad at you for wanting bling. Let's face YES we all want a little bling on fubar. So Why do people get so mad when they see someone ask or maybe even beg? I will be the 1st to admit I have done both. But on the same side I have done my fair share of blinging people at random and people who ask. I also however try to do other things for bling such as rate entire albums or make pictures for people. I try to be as fair as possible! But what really bugs me is how some ladies and some men for that matter, dont even so much as bat a fucking eyelash and they get any bling they want! Thats what pisses me off. So in conclusion does some begging a little really that bad? Cause on the backside you dont know what that person has done for that bling.... Please comment! Keep If Nice Please....

To Bling Or Not To Bling? That Is The Question?
To Bling or not to Bling? That is the question? To bling someone can be a double edged sword. Let's say I find a girl cute, interesting and she seems intelligent and I want to get her attention well the easiest way to do that is to bling her right? The problem with that is that I have noticed that when u bling someone when u first meet them on Fubar there is a strong possibility that you have set the wrong tone for the Fu friendship especially if it is an expensive bling. People are people and when u set that tone right out of the gate the expectation even though some of u will say it is not the case is that you will continue to bling them through out the friendship cuz if u dont they will wonder why u dont bling them any more?? The blinger then must decide if he or she wants to keep coming out of pocket to continue to bling this person or persons in order to maintain that level of attention you have established with that person. In many cases it can be a fucked if u do fucked if u don

To Boone My Dear Friend !!!
BOONE, I WANT TO THANK YOU. I COUNT ON YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN. NEVER STOP BEING YOU! I APPRECIATE ALL YOU DO,MY DEAR FRIEND! BOONE, A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO LISTENS AND CARES. A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO'S ALWAYS THERE. A FRIEND BRINGS HAPPINESS THAT CAN WARM AND MEND. I'M GLAD THAT I CAN CALL YOU A FRIEND. A LOT OF PEOPLE HAVE ENTERED MY LIFE,BUT ONE THING REMAINS TRUE... I'VE NEVER MET A SINGLE SOUL WHO HAS TOUCHED MY HEART LIKE YOU. THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND. LOVE YOU, TEJANA POR VIDA

To Book A Party...
Im going to start booking local and out of state tattoo parties this month. If this is something you are interested in, please fu-mail me, and I will get back to you with rates and times Im available to come tattoo you. Thanks Mikey Knuckles

To Break Fre
To Break Free So, here it is again this dilemma that never resolves Here i can expect the agonizing pain that overwhelmes every part of me, that it disolves. what do i need to do to find a way, a path that elevates? One that doesn't betray? So, i simply ask when will time be condusive? Will i grasp the things i yearn for? Or are they too elusive? I've tried all i know passive, agressive, even calice But there always seems to be a counter-remedy, one with such malice So, ultimetly i remain tainted & torn Between what i was & who i am now, a woman scorned It's horrifying to ponder that the ones who are supposed to love & love unconditional are first to attack, their first to shove. So, how do you raise your fists, I don't understand? How do you hug me & beat me with the same hand? This situation can not continue this is clear, because i can not live in constant fear. I'm trying best to deal, to conquer & be brave but its disparaging to know that You will

To Break A Streak Of Bad Luck
Go for a walk and pick up seven twigs from the ground, one to represent each day of the week. Traditionally the twigs should be ash for Monday, beech for Tuesday, elm for Wednesday, oak for Thursday, horsechestnut for Friday, yew for Saturday, and elder for Sunday. Take them home, snap them into pieces, and burn them in the hearth or bonfire. Say: Ill luck is broken, As these words are spoken

To Brian..muahzzzzzzzzzz
"Thinking About You" When I ate today at noon All I could think about was you Wishing you was here to do what you do Wishing I could feed you with my spoon Hoping someday I'll see your smile again I don't know if I can take all this pain Knowing that I am here and you are there Thinking about the times we had and will not have You are the best there ever was and will be There is nothing to explain you, but lovely Even when I was sad you made me happy I just don't know what to do I just hope one day, I get to see you

To Brattybytch, Ashes To Ashes And All Those That Have Visited !
I wanted to take a minute and thank Kathy, Rich and All of the Great People that have stopped by my profile since BrattyBytch ( aka ) Kathy pimped me out on her blog .. And thanks to Rich for makin a suggestion .. Luv you Guys * Hugs* COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments Now that im getting back into this .. if Any of you ever need help in Level'in up .. or anything Please Feel free to let me know ill do all I can to help ...Xoxoxoxoxoxox COOL MySpace Comments

To Brit Or Not
ok so I saw the performance on MTV where Brit showed her shit. To all you hateers I just wanna say a big fuck you. Shes the only average sized chick that showed her shit on stage without any embarrassment. I would do her in a heart beat. She looks like every other normal human being out there. like she doesnt look like a shit load of bones... shes like.. "us" yes she was nervous at first... but once she got into into the groove she was alright... she just needs to find her shit again.. I grew up listening to her.. Im no fan.. I really like the crazy brit compared to the old brit. Finally a chick that thinks for herself... I would do her... Brit if you read this you know how to get to me.. :)

To Brown Eyes
Why are you my beloved? Why do I care so much about you, Yet feel like I know so little? What do you have that draws me to your love, Like a moth to the flame? I feel like I know you not, but I know you. I don’t mull over the visible, But I fall for the credible. I've come to terms, it will never work out. I want it to, I desire it to, But it won't. At least not for this moment in time. Your existence lies far away from my own. But I love you. I see you have possible current terms with someone. But I LOVE you. What do I even have that you could possibly desire? What do I possess, That makes me a door and not a window? But both can be opened, By the touch of a hand. But I LOVE YOU! No! I can't take it! I can't breath. Your love, my love is to strong to bear. At first it was a want, Now it is a passion. I need to quit before I dig myself to deep, To ever get out, Because the only other way out, Is by the help of your loving hand. I need to stop, but

To Brighten Any Day Xxxx
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6) Middle age is when you choos

To Brighten The Day
TO brighten the day By Eric Ethan Send Sweet hugs and kisses to brighten your day Full of flowers with fresh scent smells to wash the blue always . It might be a big day for you but keep that heart red with joy a caring Laugh today and smile in your heart I know it is Monday but you can start it off with a good start. I send you some Lollipops of different flavors that are in different colors. If you take good naps dream of good things to wake up fresh with good smiles. Remember to have a GOOD day The END

To Brownie
that was not me that messaged you.it was this guy named jubal who is using a few of my pics.i do not have gf nor did i do anything wrong i havent been online except for this morning,i doubt u'll read this but if you do im sorry this imposter is bothering you,everyone i try to be friends with he harrasses.....

To Breathe
A dreaded thing to want something so deeply for so long... Never to have but the crumbs of it, a taste... Always to savor yet, not know the truth of having it... It can change your will, temper and dry up your heart... Clouding your very mind Darkening the soul infinitely... Invited to the banquet yet, dishes set aside, untouched... A dreaded thing is to be so hungry, with heart and mind... These thoughts, feelings, no stranger to me... then to breathe.... ------------------------------------ copyright belongs solely to me, no unauthorized use allowed

To Busy?
Too Busy for a Friend.. One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much." were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it d

To Burn For You
To Burn For You.... I have been immortal, longer than can say, Hiding in the shadows, burnt by light of day... I am the bite upon thy neck, thy feedings blood loves hand...I am no mortal and hardly even man.... But in your arms redemption, seems to burn inside, and with tears of ice as you brush my face, I do not wish to hide.... Give me back to the sun, take away the pain, let me walk with you in arm, playing in the rain... Why after your sweet kiss, did the hunger cease to be, only ever to return once more, when you are away from me? Don't you see a monster, don't you wish to run. Banish me back to hell, have my creation seen undone? Don't you see me howling? As in loving arms we find, my bite piercingly deeply, making love within our minds... So much deeper inside you, than you could wish to be. Finding in you warm embraces comfort, a longing to only known to me... Now I sit and wait. Soon the sun shall rise. And burning beauties literal breath shall

To Busy For A Friend?
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had acco

To Bury My Cat...
I have to bury my cat today... He died last night... I don't even know why...but he did... He was with me 11 years... I've never had to do this before... I feel like I lost a bit of me too... It hurts...yeah...it does...

To Build Mind, Body, And Heart
Cut out my eyes, make me blind, make me see take away all of my fear, anger, and loneliness build me into the man you want me to be place into me love, joy, and happiness. strip me down, and take away my pride turn me into a man you'll never reject. tell me softly that i never lied. leave not one memory of pain and regret. place inside my heart your love make your love my blood and my life. make it pure and true as a dove. so that I'll be the man you'll marry and be my wife. seal all of this with a passionate kiss set my heart on fire and ablaze, send me into pure and complete bliss so that we'll be happy together for the rest of our days. ask me not how you can make me happy, instead tell me what you want inside so that when you're alone that you don't feel crappy. call on me when you're in need, and in a bind. I'll tell you how i feel inside my soul, shine a light and reveal within me my passion lift away the bitter dark and cold, so that i may understand your

To Burn Or Not To Burn.....
That is the question. Well not for me, I know the answer. Funny thing is there are still plenty of people who don't smoke or won't smoke all for various reasons. As the great comedian Bill Hicks suggested, I've got something to tell all the people who don't smoke. It's a revelation, so maybe you should sit down. OK, here goes: Non-smokers Die Everyday. So leave me alone, I'm going to do as I please anyway. I don't bother you for being an idiot, so don't f*ck with me.

Toby Keith- Whiskey Girl
hahaha what can I say- this is my song!! if you didn't know - Im absofuckinglutely a Whiskey Girl. I prefer it over anything unless IM poor then I drink beer :P But rarely. Yep Whiskey all the way for me please. My drink? Double Jamesons straight up water back no ice. And well, if youre reading this and you know me .. you can fill in the rest. LOL Don't my baby look good in them blue jeans? Tight on the top with a belly button ring A little tatoo somewhere in between She only shows to me Hey we're going out dancin' she's ready tonight So damn good-lookin' boys it ain't even right And when bar tender says for the lady what's it gonna be? I tell him man... Chorus: She ain't into wine and roses Beer just makes her turn up her nose And, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagne No Cuervo Gold Margaritas Just ain't enough good burn in tequilla She needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more pain She's my little whiskey Girl She's my little

Toby Keith, He Aint Worth Missing?
He's flying high tonight He's got a brand new lover Here you come a-runnin' You're looking for some cover I know you're sad and lonely I know you're feeling blue You miss him so much Oh let me get to close to you Oh, he ain't worth missing Oh, we should be kissing Stop all this foolish wishing He ain't worth missing I know your head is turning I know your heart is burning Girl, you gotta listen Don't you know he ain't worth missing You know I'm here to save you But you ain't through crying yet Look at your pretty face All red and soaking wet I'm gonna try and make him Just a memory Come on baby, let's get started First thing you got to see Oh, he ain't worth missing Oh, we should be kissing Stop all this foolish wishing He ain't worth missing I know your head is turning I know your heart is burning Girl, you gotta listen Don't you know he ain't worth missing If you need someone to hold you Someone to ease your pain Well, I'll be holding steady

Toby Keith - I Love (fu)bar
We got winners We got losers Chain-smokers and boozers We got yuppies We got bikers We got thirsty hitchhikers And the girls next door dress up like movie stars Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar We got cowboys We got truckers Broken-hearted fools and suckers And we got hustlers We got fighters Early-birds and all-nighters And the veterans talk about their battle scars Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar I love this bar It's my kind of place Just walkin' through the front door Puts a big smile on my face It ain't too far Come as you are Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar I've seen short skirts We've got high-techs Blue-collared boys and rednecks And we got lovers Lots of lookers I've even seen dancing girls and hookers And we like to drink our beer from a mason jar Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, Hmmm, I love this bar (Yes I do) Break Toby: I like my truck Crowd: I like my truck Toby: And I like my girlfriend Crowd

Toby Keith "american Soldier"
I'm just trying to be a father raise a daughter and a son be a lover to their mother everything to everyone Up and at 'em bright and early I'm all business in my suit Yeah, I'm dressed up for success From my head down to my boots I don't do it for the money There's bills that I can't pay I don't do it for the glory I just do it anyway Providing for our future's my responsibility Yeah I'm real good under pressure Being all that I can be I can't call in sick on Mondays When the weekend's been too strong I just work straight through the holidays Sometimes all night long You can bet that I stand ready when the wolf growls at the door Yeah I'm solid, yeah I'm steady Hey I'm true down to the core And I will always do my duty No matter what the price I've counted up the cost I know the sacrifice Oh and I don't wanna die for you But if dying's asked of me I'll bear that cross with honor Cause freedom don't come free I'm an American soldier An Amer

Toby
My cat Toby went missing on Thursday July 31st. He got out of the house after my 5 year old let him out of the backyard sliding door. He has been seen by the neighbors but unable to catch him so far as of Friday. We are still holding out hope that he is out there somewhere safe. Toby has been part of my family for the past 8 years and has left me with some great memories.

Toby Keith Speaks His Mind On 9/11 Anniversary
ATLANTA -- If you were wondering what Toby Keith had to say on the seventh anniversary of the 9/11 terrorist attacks, here you go: "Never apologize for being patriotic. F*** 'em!" And with that, he finished his concert here at the Lakewood Amphitheatre on Thursday night. Keith has never been shy in front of a microphone, but he was in rare form throughout the outdoor show, dropping numerous expletives in his lyrics and within his off-the-cuff remarks. A surprising number of kids in the audience were hanging onto every word. However, he saved his patriotic remarks until the encore. "Somebody said it was something about 9/11," he declared, after returning to the stage a few minutes after the main set. "It's not a celebration, but that's a holiday we should never forget." Before he began singing his last few songs, he extended his gratitude to American soldiers in uniform, as well as "to all your families and all Americans who appreciate you." He slightly amended the lyrics to "

Toby Keith Lyrics - American Soldier
GOTTA LOVE THE SONG I'm just trying to be a father, Raise a daughter and a son, Be a lover to their mother, Everything to everyone. Up and at 'em bright and early, I'm all business in my suit, Yeah, I'm dressed for success from my head down to my boots, I don't do it for money, there's still bills that I can't pay, I don't do it for the glory, I just do it anyway, Providing for our future's my responsibility, Yeah I'm real good under pressure, being all that I can be, And I can't call in sick on Mondays when the weekends been to strong, I just work straight through the holidays, And sometimes all night long. You can bet that I stand ready when the wolf growls at the door, Hey, I'm solid, hey I'm steady, hey I'm true down to the core, And I will always do my duty, no matter what the price, I've counted up the cost, I know the sacrifice, Oh, and I don't want to die for you, But if dying's asked of me, I'll bear that cross with an honor, 'Cause freedom don't come