Fubar Blog Posts 2

Today I Am...
So yeah I figured out that today I am even more of a ninja. Don't ask. Lol. Let's just say that it involved throwing things at peoples feet. No not bnoisemakers! Though it could cause screaming, heh. Drive-line is out, ready to undo the tranny and engine and get the swap done...if it warms up tomorrow. Until then grab a tree after getting airborn, and kicking off of another tree without landing/touching the ground once airborn. I call it the "Tree hugging hippy ninja" ~Mac-dono

Today's Horoscope...and Dental Hijinks!
my horoscope was really interesting today! check it out: What are you waiting for, ShoShoni? You're not going to meet anyone new if you stay inside all the time. You're not going to become a rock star if you never pick up an instrument. Don't do anything halfway today. If you love someone, tell him or her that you want to hold them forever. You never know what will happen tomorrow. Take control of the situation and express your true feelings. and it's true, i have been really isolated lately. going to the gym with my bestest gay buddy here in a little bit. i went to the dentist this morning to get a tooth that was bothering be x-rayed. turns out i had a filling with leak and another little cavity on the other side. just my luck, the 10:30 appointment didn't show and they were like, "well, we cna get you in right now!" so yeah, my entire lower jaw is numb and i'm kinda drooly right now. but my teeths are fixed now^.^

To Day Is A Good Day
Courtesy of MsTags.com Today is a good day , i can feel it in my bones. Ive woken up after a good nights sleep .. My bust are'nt as bad as they've been .. the sun is shining ... and i feel good xx

Today
I am stressing out again today!. My finances are a little shorter than I want and I don't know if my huuby will remember to give me the money I asked for. I talked to my best friend last night about a lot of things. One of the things she asked me was how were things with $$$. I said we have barely enought to keep the bills paid and I get frustrated because we need a little more and I know I can do what needs to be done to get the little more. What happens is I just get so frustrated with the lack of that I get stuck and don't go out and do what needs to be done to bring in the 50 or 100 or 200 dollars more that we need. While I was talking to my best friend about this she told me two things, 1) I'm too hard on myself and I need to stop that, 2) Try and focus on the positive and the good things I do have. Then today while I was visiting with the other ladies that I work out with I brought up the conversation I had with Allison and this other lady said the same thing. Focus

Today Was Pretty Awesome Cuz....
i get to see sean in three days. [does happy dance] you have no idea how good it feels to say that. i miss sean soooooo much. i can't wait to see him again. well....today was a day of wandering & reflection for me. mike picked me up a little after eight this morning. we were headed to brownsville to pick up christie & head to the carnival. i love the drives with mike. never a dull moment, lol. somehow the topic came to my cousin jasmine & then to my best friend chang. i started to cry...mind you i hate crying. i guess i grew up with the idea that crying was a sign of weakness...so i just kept everything in out of fear of being though of as weak. but chang is a hard topic for me to deal with. just the mention of his name brings all these memories rushing back....& with those memories comes the almost unbearable pain. he passed away when he was 19 years old of a heart attack. no one saw it coming...no warnings...nothing. he was here one minute...gone the next. i can remember the l

Today In The Snow
So today was pretty uneventful. I woke up around 8am and started writing my lecture for Tuesday night. I looked out at the snow, which was pouring buckets, and realized if I wanted to get anything done, it should be quick. At noon I went out, got my glasses fixed, tried to get rock salt (no luck) and purchased three Estes rockets for Tuesday night. Got home. The Hubby called, said she was on her way home from Philly, and asked how bad things were weather wise. At this point I'd shoveled the walks 3 times, and it was still coming down hard. 3pm she called, and offered to cab home, about a 15 minute cab ride. Since I wasn't in the mood to risk an accident, she went ahead and took one home. We spent the afternoon watching the series "Special Unit 2." If you're a Horror/Scifi fan, this is definitely worth a checkout. Spent the evening watching a special on Nazi predections (ala Nostradamus) which was pretty good, then went on to Battlestar Galactica. Now its time

Today
Well, it have been a few weeks since I have written anything...and considering that a lot has happened these past few weeks, I can actually say that things are finally going well. For one, I have a new job and this is the 5th week of training actually. I work for a company called "West Corp" and I am a Cingular Wireless Customer Service Rep". Kind of neat huh? The hours kind of suck but at least I am making a decent pay check for once. The only problem I have though is not being able to see my kids as much as I want to. For now I get the weekends off, so this is okay. Second, I do plan on going back to school in possible May...that is a plus. And Third, everyone is wondering when I will move out of my parents house....well, this week I am moving to my new place...hoorah! It is a two bed one bath apartment with fireplace and ummm, walkin closets...I love that the most...at just $495/month. I do not know how I was able to pull that off but i was able to do it somehow. I guess

Today
Satan is alive and well today byway of congress. Millions of people will starve today while we build bombers. To build another bridge to burn in the name of progress. Culture pacifies the puritans up until they swarm us. Sophisticated algorhythms and automated gifts, 5 we occupy each applicant despite a x-mas wish. The hex we willfully submit, the rest of each other even our own brothers or mother to even invole color is sin above all other. I shudder and start to ponder.Besides the united snakes of A, ignorance is the biggest monster, 10 alive and well today. To hell with all the ney sayers, vague saviors that sucumb to sirens call. You know us as the pave layers, audio slave makers, 15

Today's Horoscope
You're beginning to see what's next in the grand scheme of your life, and you like it, you really like it. It's time to share your amazing energy with the world. Think about throwing a celebratory shindig.

Today
So I have been neck deep in writing a set of songs & practicing with the band. The writing process for this record has been fun & is almost coming to an end. That means the c.d. will be out soon. At some point I can let you in on some details, but we have to keep it low key for now until everything is in place. That's kinda it for my week so far. I really have been just turning the phones off and making music. Thats it from me. Gonna go lay down on a very sexual piece of equipment and sweat with a bunch of women!! Have you seen a Pilates bed? It looks like something out of a 17th Century French torture chamber! ......'Madam, voulez vous le bondage avec moi?'!! See you all soon, thank you SO much for continually being a part of this online blog, and believe me, there will be music soon. Until next time - Peace david

Today Is No Fun...
So, today it took me one hour and ten minutes to unburry my car from underneath all of the snow that has recently accumulated. I was 20 minutes late for work because, and since I've been at work I've had nothing but jackass customers asking me to do things that are unrelated to my job. They then proceed to get pissed off at me and tell me that I'm providing shitty customer service... I hate almost all people.

Today Was A Bad Day
today I was hit with hurt, sometimes I run into things that just bring me back to the day my son left, I was cleaning out some of the things on the porch and under a curtain that was tucked away was his little tool box, I looked at it for what seemed a long time and then I opened it, inside was his little plastic hammer, a nail and a plastic screw driver, I picked them up and I remembered how happy he was when he got them it was a random thing, a gift that was from me and his mom,my idea "the boy has to have tools" thing and then I thought what kind of person would he have been? Im sure he would have been a wonderful person with all the bull today pressure to do this and that I'm sure that he would have made a difference in this world he would have been someone important, cause he was important to me so after looking at the tool box I put it down where I found it covered the box and walked away. Tonight was weird I was flipping though the channels and came across "the ghost whisperer

Today
I covered a basketball game today for the newspaper I contribute to. I get 15 bucks for each photo. I was on the floor behind the line near the 3 point arch and I was looking down at my pics and deleting the bad ones, when a losse ball took a stupid soft bounce and bounced right on my flash unit. It split the hot-shoe mount and now the flash won't work. I bought this camera a few months ago for $6,000.00 and now I have to send it out for repair. I am guessing it will be a $500 dollar fix for a lousy $15 job. Somedays it just doesn't pay to go to work ........ If ya care you can show me some luv and make a bad day a little better Kevin

Today I Live
Today I live Love was merely a dream... no one understand.. no one listen.. no one care.. no one to talk to. Each day I lived for a dream Each day I dreamed of hope Each hope for new life Each night I was lost. Then you came along... I dreamt... I hoped... I loved... I gave in... I gave up. My life was empty, but you made it full My will was weak, but you made it strong My heart was broken, but you fixed it Then I’m filled with LOVE. Today I live.. I dream.. I hope.. I’m happy.. I am fulfilled... Because there is YOU.

Today Snoopz Went To......
Well today I went to the Skintech tattoo convention at the Picadilly Hotel in Manchester. Thought I would go along on the train with the my kids. So we get ready, get in the car.. find somewhere to park the car then get pissed wet through walking to the station in the wind and rain. My brolly got so battered on the way that I had to dump it in the bin. Only to find that there are NO trains running on a Sunday!.. Not a one!.. 2007 and we have no trains running...just buses and the next one is not for another hour. FFS! So.. bollox to sitting on some grubby bus for god knows how long with my two sprogs (there and back).. we get even wetter going back to the car. Get in car.. empty water from shoes and drive bare foot to Manchester. Well anyhow.. it was worth it when we got there. Loads of exceptionally nice people being tattooed by exceptionally talented artists.. bliss! Kids loved it. Paul Naylor (who is the muts nuts) asked my seven year old if she was 'next' she responded by

Today
I went to the park where our hurling club was having a hitaround. i stayed for two hours..it was sunny yet cold and I am sore but at least I wasn't running. I will get more than enough next week. I put more pics up, some are old but most are withing the last 3-5 months. I just haven't had any recent pics taken of me but soon that will change. Everyday is a day closer to me being back to normal and I won't be so friggin down on everything. Thank you all for listening to me and trust me I do return the favor if any of you need an ear or a shoulder to cry on..

Today
TODAY TODAY, time stood still while spending the day with you, a surge went through my heart as the bond between us grew TODAY, nothing else seemed to matter not even where we were, our focus was on the moment when emotions were easily stirred TODAY, there were tears of joy as you got down on bended knee, placing a ring upon my finger you asked to marry me TODAY, not once hesitating I replied with an eager "YES", for no other answer came to mind in response to your request TODAY, once again you opened another door, a future as husband and wife who could want for more TODAY, I say to you beyond this life we live, my heart, mind, and soul to you, I freely give. Author: Trudy L.

Todays Reading
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Justice card suggests that my alter ego is a portal to a Reality Check, whose access to where truth lies is guarded by the superpower of my Karmic Credit/Debit Card. The verdict or results are in and I will get the payoff or payback I deserve today through the natural laws and cycles of accountability, reward, truth and consequences. But the "return on my investment" will diminish or intensify until I finally notice or reap the message sown loud and clear. Whichever way it comes in, at least it happens for a reason and keeps my life in balance. So today when it comes full circle, whatever the result, I accept that I will use it as an opportunity to either try again, make amends or make it right. Let it come around in its own time, keep my hands off the Wheel while this ride is in motion, or impose my brand and risk paying the price.

Today's Appointment March 7
well my doc feels i have some moderate to severe nerve damage in my neck and back causing my arms and legs to go numb on me she is scheduling an MRI to find out how bad it really is from there she will know is therapy or surgery is required

Today
how do things always say things that never know what to make of what we are readin... how does one make themself out to be something we're not... and try to fix it when its way beyond late and no matter what we say or what we do..no one ever realizes what we have till we loose it... sooooooo things are un ravelin and things maybe are going not as planned but at least i still got that wants to be my man... at least i think ? maybe i don't know.. i really just want to give up on all this bullshit.. and just start over but its hard for us to do it.. when tere soo many miles.... sure it could be easy and there is thing i got to change but im will to take the time to make it all right.. and make sure its done right.... I love him more then anything but fucked up to the end... and now that we're breakin at the seams... Im fallin about between... ..Being lost in my thoughts of us, laughin and jokin... now, its the only thing that i have to make me remember how much he really means... Somtimes

Today's Trying Times Are Tomorrow's "good Old Days"
The past is where you find it. Recently, a friend with an interest in local history picked up at a flea market an old account book for a nearby village's store--at a time the old accounts were recorded, a typical general store for a tiny community well back in the foothills. The book gives a uniquely detailed view of that community and its economy in 1842-43. The store accounts are kept in a fat, suede-covered ledger in a beautiful, ornate hand that looks more like the Declaration of Independence than a prosaic tally of nickels and dimes. The book has 452 pages, recording something like 6,000 transactions, remarkable chiefly in their diversity. This little store sold pretty much everything: nails, snuff, horseshoes, shot, calico, rum, shoe leather, baking soda, salt, scythe snathes, axe helves, butter, paint, pots and pans, baskets, panama hats, soap, oranges, tea, cloves, buttons, thread, molasses, oxbows, turpentine, whale oil, shingles. The village store was not a place w

Today Is My Birthday
ok first i want to say thanks to all that left some love. And for some reason today seemsjust like any other day. but i know it special day for me but i just don't like b-day any more. but anyway Love ya. Take care

Today...
Today was starting out alright. Then in a matter of couple hours it went straight to crappy. I got a message from my ex-boyfriend. Long story there. Which pissed me off. Things got little better. But then went to straight to hell when i found something out about someone i liked a lot. I liked him alot. I trusted him too. Now i know why i dont let myself get to close to people or trust them alot.

To Day Is My Birth Day
yes I am a Piscean my birth date is 10 of March today only I have entered in 44th year,due to my birth on as per nemerology it seems 1 and also 10 my charactristic is kind, fixity of purpose,truthfulness,straightforward, regard for and faith in good ppl. Pisceans r of very strong personality with dynamic emotional element. Their Generous outlook and habit, Idealism and unflinching loyalty and said to be the best qualities in them. They r autocratic,egotistic,benevolent,kind-hearted and innately good natured. Self confined an self estemed.

Today Oh What A Day
U know when our kids were all small how easy they were to look after . Well i have 25,21,19 year old daughter and one son 11 . I rather have everyone of them babies again . Well not so much my son . Two live on there own but they should all just move back home . My days start with grandbabies calling me . I love that part lol . But i guess i am saying PLEASE if you have some kids enjoy them. When they ask you to watch a movie or play dolls or trucks because they do grow so so fast . I love mine so so much and i guess this is why they call me 100 times a day . They tell me everything . Things i don't have to know about as well. Just enjoy your kids while they are still small because THEY DO GROW UP !

Today's Random Bits Of Trivia....
- The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. - No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven times. - Donkeys kill more people annually than plane crashes. - You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. - Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are 50 years of age or older. - The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. - The King of Hearts is the only king without a moustache. - Venus is the only planet that rotates clockwise. - Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. - Most dust particles in your house are made from dead skin. - Walt Disney was afraid of mice. - Pearls melt in vinegar. - It is possible to lead a cow upstairs... but, not downstairs. - A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. - Turtles can breathe through their butts.

Today
Well my mom gave me her rings that she got from my stepfather...so I could use them. I am excited about getting them cause they mean so much. I went to go get them resized and the guy that does that is going on vacation so its gonna be a couple weeks...:( but whats funny is that when my mom and stepfather went and got them resized and the same place he went on vacation too. We thought it was funny...lol. Richard called my dad last night and asked if he could marry me and my father said yes. I am so excited! Vamp

Today's Topic.....~music~
WELL TODAY HAS TO BE AN UNUSUAL DAY FOR ME.... NOTHING WRONG OR NOTHING BOTHERING ME.... IT'S JUST SOMETHING WEIRD, I GUESS. I CAN'T QUITE PUT MY FINGER ON THIS ONE TODAY.... COULD IT BE THAT I'M GETTING BORED WITH CT?!?! EVERYDAY, I COME HERE AND EVERYDAY.... I THINK I SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED OFF. BECAUSE, EVERYDAY.... I'M HIT WITH SOME KIND OF DRAMA OR IMPATIENT PEOPLE. AND THAT'S ONE THING I CAN'T STAND, IS SOMEONE BEING IMPATIENT. I'M NOT THE MOST PATIENT PERSON IN THE WORLD... THIS I KNOW, BUT I'M NOT SOME PUSHY PERSON EITHER. THERE'S THINGS THAT I WISH I COULD JUST TAKE BACK SOME DAYS. BUT IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO ME. I'VE DONE WHAT I'VE DONE AND IT'S ALL GOOD FOR THE MOMENT. TODAY... HAS ME THINKING I SUPPOSE. NOT COMPLAINING, THIS IS JUST THOUGHTS FOR TODAY. I WAS SITTING HERE LISTENING TO THIS SONG CALLED "ME TIME" AND IT'S HAS ME THINKING. BUT MUSIC DOES THAT TO ME.... IT'S A WONDER I PLAY IT ALL DAY LONG. AND I'M A MUSIC JUNKIE!!! I LISTEN TO A HUGE VARIETY OF MUSIC. I'M NOT O

Today N Stuff
hmm lets see... today mah D committed cherrytap blasphemy... Monkey ate more of my hot nachos than i did i still havent plucked that other eyebrow i got the once over from the guy selling art outside the safeway ive said 'eat me' way too many times thus far...and the days not even over yet. i listened to the munchkins have a debate over which one of them likes the other to bite their butt...it was quite frightening chatted with a neighbor who spoke entirely too loud for my taste vacuumed my living room and dining room... did absolutely nothing as far as work is concerned...go me. *kicks back with a smoke n some green tea* the stupid time change of which arizona takes no part of due to the fact its fascist is crapping up my regularly scheduled programming of crap. i have an appt at the butt crack of dawn tomorrow which i'd really blow off but i really cant cuz im responsible like that... mah D told me she'd rather hear a nice hearty 'fuck you' as opposed to 'eat me'...i pr

Today's Rand
WELCOME TO THE UNITED 'COMMUNISTIC' STATES OF AMERICA!!! Okay, anyone who knows me knows that i'm very political. My philosophy is that i'm right and your wrong, and if you agree with me on something that just proves that im right. If you still think im wrong do your research, you will see that im right. Please don't get my head line wrong I love America, i just hate who's running it and how its being ran. I am a Libritarian. If you don't know what that is look it up. I'm not Libral or Conservative, I just vote for who i think will do the best for us. One of the most influential people in my life is Glen Beck, and i agree with him 99% of the time on things. issues: 1) The smoking ban. Although smoking causes cancer, its is still my decision. There are no proven cases of deaths related to second hand smoke. And why is it ok for for someone to get drunk off their ass if smoking is becoming illegal. alcohol cause cancer of the liver, and destroys your kidneys, and you can become

Today....
My youngest child, my daughter turned 16! March 12th, that is. She got the iPod she has wanted so badly! OMG, she about flew through the ceiling when she opened it, too! LOL It was nice to see her so happy. Love you baby girl! Mommie

Today We Mourn The Passing Of A Beloved Friend
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old Common Sense was, since the birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. Common Sense will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). Common Sense health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned, but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked tea

Today Was A Great Day!!!
Does men ever get like that? Like what I described yesterday, Cmon men, plz be honest. I know it doesn't happen alot but boy when it does, lol. It was such a beautiful day today, When I got off of work today, it was 79* out. The kids came over and we had a cookout. I started walking again, so hopefully I'll start feeling better again. Not that I feel bad, I am great. I did indeed get trashed a bit last night, ran out of milk dammit, lol. And fell asleep and woke up this am for work. Today went by pretty well. I am so lucky to have my time with TJ, he means the world to me. Well just thought I'd drop a line to anyone that had read the days before, that I am fine, just every now and then have one of them days.

Today . . .
I just wanted to thank everyone for all of their concern and kind words during this rough time I am going through. Sometimes, those that you don’t know that well are the only ones that can make you feel better. A special thanks to “Bunny” - You made me smile when I thought it impossible and I will never forget that. You kept me on the phone the night it would have been the toughest, when I wouldn’t have received my usual phone call. Today, I am better than I was yesterday, and tomorrow, I know I will be better than today. I know what happened wasn’t my fault. Just like what happened to my Father, there was nothing that I, or anyone for that matter, could have done any different that would have changed the events. It is not ours to question the “plan” that is laid out for us, nor will we ever know why things happen. The “guilt” I feel is subsiding, but it will still take a long time to heal. No, we don’t have to think it fair, and we can tear ourselves up and wonder “Why?”

Today's Thoughts
I am so glad so many people think my job is so easy. I guess I play on the computer all day. And of course looking up parts can't be that hard, hell I can do it. So it must be easy. And apparently we just tell people I can work on bikes and I supposedly can't. Since I am the only girl working at any of the bike shops in the area I must be easy and sleep with my boss. I have nothing better to do than flirt, listen to some yuppy brag about his bike, look up parts you aren't going to order, listn to some speel about something your trying to sell me that I am not going to buy, give directions, or clean a bike. Don't forget playing on the computer. You know if half the crap was true I would be in the bike business, I sure as hell don't make enough to put up with the bs. I may not know everything about a bike especially some foreign piece or crotch rocket but I know more than most and am continuing to learn. It annoys the piss out of me when I am viewed as some stupid girl. So

Today
I figured that this is my first blog on here and I should make it okay......LOL The sun is shinning and the weather looks great but it is cold outside. I love the winter but I am soooooooo ready for spring even for the lake in my drive. lol I have spring fever going on and want to get out in my yard and get it ready for all the outdoor things I have in mind. I have only lived in Michigan for 8 months and this will be my first spring and I am looking forward to it. Well time to go and get a few things done. You all have a great day and have some fun Hugs Mel

Today's Message Of The Day
Life is short…Break the rules…Forgive quickly… Kiss slowly…Love truly…Laugh uncontrollably... Never regret anything that made you smile! ~We don't stop playing because we grow old; we grow old because we stop playing. Don't be the first to get old~

Today, Tomorrow & Always
i'll wish upon a star. for you to hear my call. i'll never turn away. for i know you are here to stay. i'll never wear a frown. for you will always treat me as if i wear a crown. i'll never leave your side. for these feelings dare not hide. i'll never say goodbye. for i know you'll never make me cry. i'll never weap in sorrow. for you always bring a brighter tomorrow. this i know because for all the rest of my days. i'll be with you Today, Tomorrow & Always. copywrighted by : Cassandra R. Nolasco

Today
you never know if you push something too far...its hard to test peoples boundaries and when it comes to certian forms of communication a lot of guesswork is involved and the level that some one can place you on...can sometimes be a lot different then the plane you thought you were at. Or intended to be at for that matter. You end up looking like a whole nother person. Or if in fact you don't and whoever dosent know what the fuck your talking about, then you sat there a doubted the smoothness of the situation to begin with. Fuck. All I am is me, and without being able to say so much to a person I hardly know, its akward to feel out the workings of say calls? I mean you dont wanna come off as desperate cause ya know that its cool how it is now. THere's no need to make anything happen cause I go with the flow...but damn if it isent cool talking to em' Life gets away from me so often it makes me wonder if I really even had it to begin with. I say screw it! If it works it works if it don't

Today
Today was a good day. I washed my hands of the heartless, selfish girlfriend. I spent an entire afternoon with my daughter at a park. It was just her and I. It was the best afternoon I've spent in ages. I've got a hard week coming up. But today gave me inspiration to make it through.

Today...
Just another day here in wonderful Oklahoma... LOL Busy, Busy... I have to get ready for work in a lil bit. E Mailing my brother in Iraq and family sending my Love. I miss everyone so much. Talking to my dad also. Some days there is not enough time in the day. I am sure everyone has that same feeling. Well, I better get ready for another day of excitement at work... LOL

Today
Some how I have found the hope and courage to be positive about the situations at hand again. No nothing has changed and I still have no place to stay. I just feel better, more capable of handling the situation.

To Damn Busy!!
I am sorry I havent been on. Real world stuff is piling up on me...out of state company coming this week and I still have a ton of stuff to do before they get here. I miss chatting with my friends darn it!! lol, such is life. anyway I'll be back again as soon as I can. In the mean time be safe and have fun! brightest blessings anjel

Today Is The Day
HI all well today is the day i move on and tell my ex to his face it is over. I am so scared. still have alot to do in the house. I will be back when i have access to a puter. love u all. Beautiful scars

Today At The Ortho
I TOOK ALAN BACK TO THE ORTHO THIS MORNING, THEY SAID HIS ARM HAS HEALED UP WELL. THE CAST CAME OFF AND THEY PUT A SPLINT ON. WE HAVE TO GO BACK IN 2 WEEKS TO MAKE SURE THAT IT IS COMPLETELY HEALED. ALAN WAS SO EXCITED TO BE ABLE TO GO TO USING HIS WALKER. I WAS HAPPY ALSO. ANYWAY JUST LETTING YALL KNOW.

Today Is My 2 Yr Anniversary Of Being With My Baby!!!!
This song kinda fits how I feel being with him!!!!! Head over Feet By: Alanis Morisette I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it You treat me like I´m a princess I´m not used to liking that You ask how my day was Chorus: You´ve already won me over in spite of me Don´t be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don´t be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn´t help it It´s all your fault Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You´re so much braver than I gave you credit for That´s not lip service Repeat Chorus You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thanks for your patience You´re the best listener that I´ve ever met You´re my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long I´ve never felt this healthy before I´ve never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now Repeat Chorus

Today...
I had a spinal epidural. It was extremely painful. They said the pain should get better in 3-7 days. I am personally hoping for the 3. Due to back pain and RL issues I havent been able to get on tap much but HOPEFULLY that will soon change. I miss and luv you all. MUAH

Today...
Eh I found out today from a friend of mine that there is a 50/50 chance of see Lil Bruder tomorrow. That makes me sad cause I don't get to see him all the time obviously. The only thing that pisses me off though is when we went to the World Championship Tour, the singer of the HEADLINING band missed a couple of days and they STILL PLAYED. I mean come on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today I Began
today i began my journey on finding my self worth. from now on i will be the man i set to be. i will also embrace being single and not worry why i am in this stage. i will achieve goals i have set before and thank God for each day he gives me. i will work hard to make myself a better man, so if a realtionship ever comes my way, i will be the best man for her. today starts my journey into a new me with peace

Todays
THE BASICS:Name:LorettaNickname:many basically Lori LeeDOB:May 21, wanna know the year??? ask me, lolE-Mail:ldylorilei@aol.comTown You Live In:LaurelOccupation:Im FreeRIGHT NOW:What Are You Wearing:hehehehe, my robeWhat Are You Drinking:diet cokeWhat Are You Doing:um, typingAre You Bored:not really, chattin with friends n stuffWhat Are You Thinking About:trying not too, which is why I'm here Are You In A Relationship:yeahAre you In Love:yeah, pissed as hell at him right now thoughFRIENDS:Who Are your Two Closest Friends:cheryl and melissaHow Long Have you Known Them:26 years/19 yearsDo You Trust Them:cherly hell yeah!! - melissa - well mostlyLIFE:Who Do You Hate:only one person in the whole worldDoes Anyone Hate You:my god, I really hope notWho Means The Most To You In The World:my family and friendsDo You Drink:more then I shouldDo You Do Drugs:not anymoreFAVS:Food:steak and potatoesDrink:diet whateverAlcoholic Drink:right now??? jager, heheheheClothing Brand:um, whatever is on saleS

Today
Im hoping that everyone is having a great day! I miss my boyfriend. i havent seen him in almost a month. So yeah im kinda depressed. And i have a sunburn that doesnt feel to well. hope ya'll have a good one!

Today Was Suppose To Be A Good Day
Today was the day they were suppose to give me my insulin pump and today everything was suppose to change for the better,I was suppose to get my life back in order and I had some high hopes only for things to crumble.WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT!! I go to the dr despite the long drive it was a rough morning. I see dr. lee and we talk and he has my results and my 3 month test which averages out how high my levels are.. well a good level is 5 and under.. mine is 12.75 .. so he says i am totally resisiting my insulin.... so he says ok this is what we have to do.. you need to take 60 units of levimire in the am and night time... 2 shots more insulin.... 20 units before and after every meal.... ok 3 meals a day =6 shots plus the two.. 8.. if you have snack 2 more shots because i eat dinner normally early i have to eat something prior to taking my eve shotso that is 2more ... 10 shots total.. plus he put me on a medicine to do with some kidney... and in the process of trying to digest this he sa

Todays Ultrasound
Well what can I say about this baby other then it is stubborn and is wanting to drive me insain lol..it wouldnt let the lady check to see what the sex is so we both gave up, I thought this kid is one smart cookie lmao...during the ultrasound the lady asked to kids to come in and watch...aww it was so sweet the lady would pause a moment on its face and its hands where covering up its face and then would move them away the kids said it was playing peek a boo with them and then it looked as if was waving..wow it was amazing, I so wanna cry dayum these hormons lol...anyways after getting the picture the kids were talking about the baby hoping it will be a boy or girl which was funny just listening to them...so basicly I dont know..I have 2 of each so this one doesnt really matter to me, just have one of them days where I hope for a boy then a few days later a girl...so yea Im just very thankful that Im going to be a mommy again, despite the hurdels I got ahead of me with school and all but

Today
Today I don't know what to do Now that I have lost you Today love means so much more Now that my heart is really sore Today I just want to be his Now that I'm still left a Miss Today I hope and wish and pray That I can be yours again someday Today all I do is regret And hope that you could ever forget Today I hope that I can live And that you could ever forgive Today I go on for you Even though I'm very blue Today I wish for you to say "I miss you and will you always stay?" I love you as much as life itself And store my heart on the dusty shelf To see that day that I can state "Today I met back up with fate."

.todays.random.
sick cats...ive decided...are like children. they follow you around n whine at you and wanna sit in your lap all damn day. n im like...get off me...i wanted a dog. n then Monkey wants in my lap. so theres the two of them. sitting in my lap. if i was fat i'd have much more room. maybe i should get fat n have a monstrous lap. cept that sounds like way too much work and eating. so...yeah no. i almost had to throw my dictionary at moms last nite. she asked me what antipathy is. if you dont know go look it up. seriously. while i might have a plethora of information in my brain that does not make me your personal dictionary.com *monkey stop drawing on the cat* that goes on my list of things i should never have to say. i want to go study in the sunshine. there isnt sunshine on my porch yet. dammit. i hate having to wait for it. then again i hate having to wait for lots of things. of course i cant think of any right now beyond waiting for coffee...which i dont have to do cuz

Today's Lesson
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as The farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; It just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to sh

Today, Tomorrow
Today I sit and think a while, while underneath the blue. Tomorrow I will show a smile, as soon as I see you. Today I dream a simple thing, though it seems so unreal. Tomorrow I'll still be in spring, since it is you I feel. Today I love the things you say, and everything you do. Tomorrow I'll still feel this way, for I've fallen for you. Today I wonder how you are, worrying too much. Tomorrow it won't be as far, close enough to touch. Today I recall the things I've seen, but no one quite like this. Tomorrow you'll still be so pristine, I can't wait till we kiss. Today I dream tomorrow, tomorrow I'll dream today. I'll never be in sorrow, as long as I feel this way.

Today Is ....
Today (03/20/2007) is International Disadvantaged People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend...just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, screw farm animals, take the short bus or occasionally shit yourself... You hang in there sunshine, you're fucking special. LMAO!! Hope your day is well :)

Today's Activities
Today's activities don't consist of much, but should be fun....hopefully! The home opener to the Brewers is today and guess who's going? That's right, me. :) I'm leaving around 11ish or so and yes, I'll have a pretty nice buzz before then. No worries, I'm not driving. :) Hopefully they can pull of a win against the Dodgers, but who knows. I just go to have a good time. I apologize in advance for any drunken phone calls I may make...Jenny, I warned ya ahead of time lol. I hope the rest of you have a great day. :) Muahs!

Today In History
(Originally Posted on April 12, 2006)According to today's "This Day In History (Crime)," Galileo is convicted of heresy. (The web page can be found here if you're interested.)It's a bit funny if you think about it, sad if you think about it more. The xtians seem to have always fought against knowledge and liberty and the like. They are no better nowadays than they were before, with people like Pat Robertson at the lead.You know, if the majority of xtians raised up with one voice and denounced all of the evils that their religion does today, I could get along with them. But most will either quietly mealy-mouth disagree with people like that or else fully agree with them. And even when they publicly disagree, they seem to privately agree with that crap.I say to the xtians what King Arthur said to the Black Knight: "You make me sad. Come Patsy!"

Today At The Ortho
I TOOK ALAN BACK TO THE ORTHO THIS MORNING, HIS ARM IS COMPLETELY HEALED. HE NO LONGER HAS TO WEAR ANY TYPE OF SUPPORT FOR HIS ARM, SO THAT IS VERY GOOD. WHILE THERE I GAVE HIS DOCTOR ALL OF ALAN'S MEDICAL FILES. HE ASK ME WHAT HE COULD DO TO HELP WITH THE ILLNESS THAT ALAN HAS. I TOLD HIM ALL I WANT IS FOR A LOCAL DOCTOR TO SHOW SOME INTREST IN ( GAN) GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY.AND POSSIBLY START SOME RESEARCH ON IT. OR AT LEAST POINT ME IN THE DIRECTION WHERE I CAN SEEK SOME HELP OR ADVICE. HE TOLD ME HIS GOOD FRIEND IN TN, IS THE BIG DOG, SO TO SPEAK IN NEUROLOGY, AND HE WOULD TALK TO HIM AND SEE WHAT HELP WE CAN GET IN STARTING SOME RESEARCH. THAT MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. HE WAS TELLING ME THAT HE WAS DIAGONSED WITH A FORM OF NEUROPATHY LAST YEAR. SO HE COULD UNDERSTAND TO A POINT WHERE I WAS COMMING FROM. OF ALL THE DOCTORS IN MOBILE COUNTY, HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TAKEN AN INTREST IN WHAT ALAN HAS. HE SAW ALAN YEARS AGO WHEN WE WAS FIRST SEEING A PROBLEM, AND HE DIRE

Today, I Shall Be Entertained! (aka Dance Puppets, Dance!)
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)THE CHARACTERS:Idiot Boss - already introducedMr. Alpha - Left to go to a different state, but still on the payroll - Was Chief Asskisser and salesmanMiss Beta - Been here a while, since Mr. Alpha left, has thought she has become Chief AsskisserMiss Delta - Relatively new hot-looking salesgirlMr. Gamma - Saleman who's been here for years, sells more than Miss DeltaMr. Epsilon - The graphics guru - hates Miss BetaTHE HISTORY: A while back, Miss Delta called a bank from work to apply for a loan. She gave her salary information. Her desk is right by Mr. Gamma's desk. He overheard how much Miss Delta was making and got pissed, because he's been here longer, sells more, and makes LESS than she does. He had a shouting match with the Idiot Boss right on the main floor about this. Idiot Boss (though angry) raised Mr. Gamma's pay and, unbeknownst to Mr. Gamma (but knownst to me), also raised Miss Delta's pay so she still gets more than Mr. Gamma.THE BA

Today April 3rd
today was a great day i finally got my neice back and she is doing great. had to take her shopping cuz she needed new clothes. went to the doctor and found out good stuff which is great. making things work with others which is even better. told people basically to f off. you all know what i mean when i say that lol. talkin to my friends and playin around. and people try to make my life hell well it is not workin cuz all is going good i guess karma does come around. well all night night to all later

Today's Field Trip - Local Cemetary
(Originally Posted on May 27, 2006)(Please excuse the slow typing - I just changed to a DVORAK keyboard and I am still getting used to it.) Anyway, I went to the cemetary near the road. It was peaceful there. No tombstone was newer than 1943, which I found interesting. (I think it might be a civil cemetary because a lot of the plots just had file numbers instead of names. I went back later and took pictures, which I will post later.)(Damn, learning to type sucks. With the QWERTY keyboard, I just know where the keys are. I don't type - I do a rapid search and peck. With the new setup, though, it's just as fast to type right.)But I got the earth and I am ready for the initiation. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, initiation, ceremony, ritual

Today You Said Some Words
TODAY YOU SAID SOME WORDS AND YOU KNEW I'D BE HURT, YOU SAID SOME WORDS THAT MADE YOU SOUND LIKE A JERK. HOW CAN I FEEL THE SAME AS BEFORE? AFTER YOU SAID THOSE THINGS AND WALKED OUT THE DOOR? YOU SAID YOU HATED ME AND WISHED WE NEVER MET, YOU SAID THE DAY YOU ASKED ME OUT IS A DAY YOU REGRET. HOW CAN PEOPLE EXPECT ME TO FEEL THE SAME WAY, AFTER THE WORDS YOU SAID TO ME TODAY? YOU SAID SOME THINGS THAT I HOPE NO ONE HEARD, LIKE WHEN YOU SAID I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU IN THIS WORLD. I THOUGHT WE WERE IN LOVE, I THOUGHT WE HAD IT ALL, BUT YOU SAID THOSE THINGS JUST TO WATCH ME FALL. I HOPE YOU FIND ANOTHER GIRL AND HURT HER INSTEAD, I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING THROUGH YOUR TINY LITTLE HEAD. YOU SAID I WAS WORTHLESS, A WASTE OF YOUR TIME, BUT AFTER ALL THAT I STILL WISH YOU WERE MINE. I STILL FEEL THE SAME YOU'RE STILL THE ONE I LOVE. YOU'RE STILL IN MY HEART, MY ANGEL FROM ABOVE. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME, AFTER ALL WE'VE BEEN THROUGH? BUT IT'S OVER AND

Today Is Wesenday
It's nice to know people actually read my blog on here and seem to care what I think. Maybe I will start to write in here more. What do you readers think??? Yay or Nay. Thats all I have to say.

Today Kinda Sucked
So I'm a little teensy bit late for Creative Writing and I get the 'look of death' from my teacher who then launches into a speech about the importance of being on time. Later when he hands back our memory essay, I got a freakin' D. I know I rushed but I didn't think it was that bad. So grrrr, I'm mad at myself for that. Theater Appreciation was a welcome relief. I'm going for the extra project, going to see "Because of Cain" and reviewing it. Apparently it's a humorous drama so I'm very interested to see how that works out, lol. Then I get home and Haeli calls me, bawling because the kitten she found and brought home a few days ago was dead. She'd come home and found her curled on the bed and she just thought the cat was sleeping... So when I was tired, grumpy and just wanting a nap, I had to drive over and help her bury the poor thing. Finally I come home, take my tired grumpy ass to bed and can I sleep? No. Tried for a whole freakin' hour. Nothing. lol and to top it off, I

Today Sucks Ass!!!
So...it was windy today... I was driving to work.... There were tree trimmers working....so they had those portable signs up.... ONE OF THE FUCKING THINGS FLEW INTO MY MOTHER FUCKING CAR!!!!! I was not hurt...for that i am thankful...but mother fucker THATS MY NEW CAR!! ps...it fuckered up the passenger side..:( ps again...did i mention i drive an 07 Jeep Compass....and have only made 3 payments on it? i'm posting pics

Today
Today was my Thursday before the start of Easter. Not really anything special but its been pretty much crap, i've felt that way all day no matter what i've tried to do. Will probably go to bed later and cry myself to sleep. Im not ashamed to admit i cry, i suffer from bad depression and agorophobia ( fear of open spaces and large crowds ). Hope everyone's day is way better than mine has been.

Today Sucks Balls
so today is april 5th, and what do I Get for a gift in my life... oh yeah... a foot and a half of freaking snow... I wanna know what the fuck kinda sick joke that is. I mean come one its APRIL no need for a foot plus of the white shit, where is the balmy summer tradewinds that should be blowing in. This is more frustrating than watching the special olympics in slow motion for gods sake... I hate Maine springs!!!

Today
Today at 1pm est i get an EKG (ecokardiogram)done and ay 1:30 pm est I see another specialist about my health....Hopefully they will know whats wrong with me....I'm tired of sitting around wondering wtf is wrong

Today
I realize some of my emotion yesterday was due to the stress I and my boss are under. He snapped at me and I got defencive. But managed to keep my feeling inside other than my blogs yesterday. I still have some question if what I am doing is really the right thing for me. Yet I know that once I get my living situation worked out I will be much more confident in the situation at hand.

Today Sucked
ok soo i came to work and it was sooo COLD and wet.and like soon as i got to work they let this guy joe off and let him go home..i was like okay no biggie..but then later on my manager was like i could go home next but this girl i work with was like "i'll go home"....grr.. pissed me off.. not like i didnt want to go home or anything..bu ya...soo me and ash. were stuck there the whole fucking day with like a sporadic amount of customers..just wanting hot chocolate..ugh..soo basically everybody else closed early while we closed at like 11:15 fucking sucked..i swear i was pissed off the WHOLE day..and then i got kind of upset cuz of what some guy told me..but oh well shit happens..well i'll write more later...HAPPY EASTER..

Today
Today Never fear what might or may happen Or dwell on what has gone by. Live each moment in the present Or you’ll forever be asking why. Yesterday has come and has left us Tomorrow may not ever be. Live life for each second you have it And remember you’ll always have me. Forget the past with its heartaches And the dreams of what may be ahead. Those things are controlled by the Almighty Think of our life and our love instead. I will not lead you down this road of life Nor will I follow behind in your step. But take my hand and travel beside me To where the secretes of love are kept. I wont promise the road will be easy Danger could be anywhere. Together we can face any obstacle Because of our love we need never fear.

Today Is Not A Good Day ...
I have those days where everything is great, no morning sickness, no soreness, i'm energetic and feel on top of the world ... today is not one of those days. I feel like I could sleep all day. I'm so damn tired that when I wake up, I just want to roll over and go back to sleep. I've been feeling sick all day (despite the gravol) and my muscles feel like they've been stretched beyond their limits. I'm so glad I don't have many days like these ... only another 2 weeks before it SHOULD go away (i've been told by my doctor that a lot of the symptoms disappear during the second trimester) ... but i'm not gonna get my hopes up ... it's gonna be a looooooooooooooooooonnnng summer! Oh, and after my ultrasound, the doctor told me that I'm now due anytime between October 31st and November 6th ... good news for me, since I really didn't want another october birthday lol. Anyway, I'm gonna go for a VERY hot shower to try and soak some of this pain away. Then i might lay down again for

Today
well all as we know today was not a great day cuz of the weather but besides that it was wonderful. my neice is doing so much better since she moved in here. school is going great just board when we have nothing to do at all. days like this no one gets there hair done so i was board got a manicure today getting a pedicure tomorrow hopefully. well if you read this go get your hair done at toledo acadmey of beauty culture we do great jobs. later all

Today Is So Different
I had a friend who referred me to this site, and for coce I can say is a different pace for me than the usual myspace stuff. I don't normally feel complete when I blog, and this way I can blog and not worry about what's going on in my head and wondering if it's going to be the wrong thing to put down. Blogs are supposed to be a way to express ourselves and yet I have hit so many blocks with trying to blog about my feelings and who knows what else. I am just hoping to break out of this shell somehow.

Today
Okay so I decided to blog a bit. Today was a busy day. it is 10pm and I just finally got a chance to sit down after leaving home at 6am this morning. I got a couple new things for my truck and did a couple things to my car nothing really exciting but I am getting things ready for my boat which I should have next week.

Today
i went shopping today brought myself a new pair of pants yay i wanted to buy a new purse also but i didn't maybe next time and there was this cute shirt i want but i also decided to buy it next time yeah and then i brought some rings its pretty cool later i went out to dinner at norms with my family it was okay it was a great dinner. and now i'm watching will&grace on tv and its midnight i'm suppose to sleeping now lol but i'm not which means i'm bored haha i want to see John Cena right now in person I'm serious i want to meet him soo bad damnit hehe.okay i'm off to bed now see ya.

Today
they say that things in life happen for a reason and there is a reason that you meet the people you meet. The freinds that i have have shown me that no matter what you do in life they will always be there to help you through the good and bad times. The ex loves showed me what i really want in a man and how to see the signs of the people that really could care less about the real you. The new people i meet show me that no matter how bad times are there is always people out there that will care if ou give them a chance. i love life wish everyone else respected it.

Todays Happenings
To all in my Familly,Friends,fans,etc.My comp not running well today.The amount of Cookies,History an the Crap that the CT installs on Computers these days,is unreal.Everyones Comments will have to wait.I must defrag an other Diagnostic Stuff. I'm not fealing to good right now.Pounding Headache,actually had it all night.An the Cat disrupting my Sleep didn't help either. Big Day today for PiperXylon,an Excellent member of my Familly.She has enterd herself in the Mothers Day Blast Giveaway.She's a very Sweet Gal,as all my Familly is.I hope,us as a whole can give her this Victory she so Deserves. But some of us being in Contest know.It's not always the Best or the Prettiest,cutest,kindest that Wins these things.It's the people whom have many Friends,or cash to pay for Blasts to help them win.So us as a Whole have our work cut out for us this afternoon.At the start of this Contest.I will be trying my Damnest to stay under the Radar of the Constant Barrage of Insults Directed at me

Today I'm Going To Get...
A facial. Yes, I need one before my vacation. A Facial and a waxing is a great way to start a vacation! Then tomorrow I'm getting my nails and feet all pretty. And I still have to finish packing. I shall be gone for 8 days. I plan to return with lots of pictures, a tan, and a good drunken story or two. I'll be back for 4 days, then it's off to the desert with my two sisters for Coachella. I expect to return with a bad burn, a hangover, and probably a police record, and a nice mugshot. It will be worth it, cause I'll have great skin! HA!

Today Is Bestfriend Day.
If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of Sadsess? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u like, because the one you like will leave you for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning. Tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break the chain. you will

Today In History: Bakker Indicted
(Originally posted on October 4, 2006)Today is the 18th anniversary of Jim Bakker being indicted on fraud charges. At least one of those television evangelist fuckers got caught!tag: history, religion, crime, fraud-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

.today.is.me.day.
i will let nothing encrouch upon my good mood. *repeats to self* not whiney people not people in a bad mood not self absorbed people not 'mom mode' people not pushy people not people who call more than once a day asking for 'mike' when they already know the answer. mike shoulda paid his fuckin bill n then i wouldnt have his phone number. not people who set the rules and think i have to abide by them...if you knew me at all this is about the time you'd start getting a clue... not people who dont have time to cultivate friendships not people who only talk to me when they want something not the people at the market who tell me to step away from the caffeine. no caffeine involved. its called happy. try it sometime. you might like it. not the christian league of whatever looking for whoever who keep calling asking for irene whoever the eff that is. not cranky allergy filled children. not any of it. today is...be who i am day...exactly who i am. all me. all the time. take i

Today...
Wow...today is a good day. I drank until 2 AM, and got to work at 5. I'm tired, hungry, still drunk, and I smell like booze and cheap hookers. However I am still psyched about my promotion, so I'm happy..HOORAY for cheap hookers!!

To Dam Funny!
THIS IS QUITE REMARKABLE, PLEASE DON'T CHEAT! In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are: A. Apple B. Banana C. Strawberry D. Peach E. Orange Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you! Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN If you have chosen: A. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples B. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas C. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries D. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches E. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff. Also I bet that right now you wo

Today
I decided I need to start blogging more. I've been working every hard at my jewelry business as anyone who reads my bulletins can see. it is a bit discouraging that no one has bought anything but I am not giving up, at least not yet. I know it's going to take a long time to get to where I want it to be. But even just one sale would add some encouragement to an already faltering pride.

Today....
A friend of mine.. is having a baby and I am going to the dr with her.. she is finding out if it is a girl or boy... this all really has me thinking! I hope its a boy! This girl and I have been friends for 5-6 years.. and she was "seeing" pooter's cousin.. and well he decided that he didnt want to continue whatever they were.. well he had started seeing another girl, and didnt tell that other girl about lindsey and yesterday that other girl just showed up at my house and I was typing a paper for school and lindsey answered the door and they both just stood there.. I told the girl to wait either up stairs or out side and she did... But it was like lindsey already knew... later stevie told her he just wanted to be friends with her/// she cried... she was heartbroken... I was put in the middle... I just dont understand that asshole... why didnt he just tell them both? I guess the other chick doesnt know about lindsey either... stevie is a chady mother fucker... It digusts me..

Today Is Going To Be An Emo Day
I can just feel it!!!! Which means someone will get cussed out by the end of the day... or maybe more than one person even. And at least a dozen people will be told to fuck off. YAY!

Today
well, this morning i woke up with some nasty crusted crap all over my eyes and i couln't open them!!! go figure, for the first time in a long ass time i get sick with a virus and end up having to go to the emergency room on friday and to make matters worse i keep getting hit by all this crap!!!!

Today's Thoughts
YOU KNOW YOU THINK YOU KNOW PEOPLE.... THEN THEY QUICKLY TURN AROUND AND PROVE YOU WRONG. I DO MY BEST TO AVOID CONFLICT AND DRAMA. THEN I FIND OUT YESTERDAY, WHY DRAMA IS ALWAYS AROUND ME. IT'S TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON NOW, I REFUSE TO BE TREATED LIKE SHIT. I'VE ALWAYS TREATED PEOPLE THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED. AND IT SEEMS THAT NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I STILL GET TREATED LIKE SHIT!!!! I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH NOW... I'M MOVING ON AND LEAVING PEOPLE (THAT CAN'T BE TRUSTED) BEHIND ME. AND IF YOU DELETE ME, SO BE IT!! I DON'T CARE ANYMORE... YOU THINK I'M THIS NICE PERSON, JUST WAIT... I'M PISSED NOW!! NOW IT'S GOING TO BE A DIFFERENT STORY. I'M TIRED OF THIS ALL... THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN!!! AND YET THIS ONE PERSON IS ALL ABOUT DRAMA.... AND THIS ONE PERSON HAS TURNED PEOPLE AGAINST OTHERS!! HOPE THIS MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER HUN.... CAUSE YOU ALONE HAVE MANAGED TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL UNTRUSTWORTHY, YOU'VE MADE PEOPLE SECOND GUESS THEMSELVES AND EVERYONE AROUND THEM. I'LL NEVER EVER UNDER

Today
Today, I don't want to have another birthday. Today, I don't ever want to see another sunrise. Why? Today, I feel that there is no hope of ever sharing my life with someone special. Today, I feel like I am used up and forgotten. Today, I lock my heart.

Today Wasnt A Good Day
1st my dad was rushed to the ER. he is fine and all but if u know me im a very much a daddies girl. so i rushed over after my shift from work & found out that he is ok. & also to find out that we have once again water in our basement. if u guys remember last Mother's Day NH had a really bad flooding. we are have flooding again & it hasnt been a year since the last one. so im trying to clean up the water but i cant do it for very long because i have a bad back. now my back is killing me.

Today
The 1st words out of my husband's mouth today were "Grandma died at 6 o'clock this morning". Do you wanna know what we were doing at 6 this morning? Eating ice cream & watching "the Shield". His poor Grandma was taking her last fucking breaths & we were joking around & eating ice cream! I am such a horrible fucking person. Grandma didn't let anyone get very close to her, but as an in-law, I felt I was as close to Grandma as my husband was. The other night, she even told me "I Love You", which made me feel so special & happy. Now I just feel so awful. I feel like the worst thing ever, not even good enough to be human....then again, I never really have.

Todays Horoscope
"When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself." todays horoscope ;) i couldn't agree more!

Today's Horoscope
"When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself." todays horoscope

Today Is A Good Day...
Today is a good day for a rant. Shall I? Oh yes, I think I shall... Where to begin? Work. I'm a drone. I work a fast paced and very boring job, that I consider to be just a way-station until something happier comes along. I go to work, wearing my drone uniform. I keep my work station very clean, I do my job with speed and efficiency. I don't stand on the line and gossip, or say much of anything non-work-related. I don't play the flirt game, or politics. I just punch in, work hard, and punch out. Bosses love me, for the most part. Co-workers, not so much. Not all of them, mind you, but the slackers and brown-nosers hate me. I don't kiss ass. I don't work hard to impress anyone, I do it because it makes my day go fast. Kinda selfish of me, really. But I work with some really catty women, with the emotional quotient of 6th graders. Can't I just go into work, without having to pry some bitch's claws from my jugular vein every single day? No, it seems I can't. Today was one of those

Today At Work.
I worked at a different school and will tomrrow as well. It was ok (though i prefer working at the middle schools... less annoying and messes but i go on). It's the Christian zeal from my co-workers that urks me. I don't think i want to work there any more past Monday. I may get off late at my current school (not the school i am at for the next two work days but the one i have been working at for a while) but it's nice. The bathrooms are not too messy and i get my area done pretty quickly and can read quietly by myself. I like the solitude and silence. The flickering lights are nice too they remind me of Saw (1, 2 and 3 as well as the last Halloween edition of X-play... the Saw parody episode). I think i will ask my supervisor... the overseer i mean that i would like to remain at my current school until i can get a job at a high school if i can get a day period or a closer school.

Today!!
Morning Ramblings..... I wish one day I could wake up Happy! I wish one day I wouldn’t wake and say not today! I wish I had someone there to tell me it’s okay! I wish today was that day! I say this everyday! I did wake up HAPPY today! I did wake up and say “YAY It’s TODAY”! I didn’t wake up today to hear someone tell me it’s okay! But it’s okay because one day he’ll be there And he’ll tell me “Baby it’s okay”!

Todays Horoscope Is Awesome
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path.

Today Is The Day Of The Wake
Last night we went shopping because I needed clothes to wear to the wake & funeral & my daughter needed clothes to wear to the wake (she's not going to the funeral). We were supposed to go the day before, but I was in too much pain; my back, leg, head, hips, rib(s),ect., all hurt too bad to move. My husband was pissed off that we couldn't go then. Then last night, he was pissed that I couldn't get moving until 7pm;Fuck him!...the stores are open until 9pm or later! I went to one store for me & he took our daughter to a different store. The store I went to didn't have some of the stuff I needed, so he & I went to Wal-Mart this morning....we JUST got back. I got screamed at the whole way there, while we were in the store (how fucking humiliating!), the whole ride home, & then the entire 45 seconds he was home before he left. He was pissed that I made him late for the FAMILY portion of the wake. I am so fucking hurt that he has pushed me out of EVERYTHING that has to do with family. He w

Today!!
Today I was informed I am NOT my best friends daughter Godmother! When I was told I was! I get informed when the child is almost 2 months old and 2 days before the baptism! I have known my bf for now almost 7 years and she stood @ my wedding!! And bothers to tell me someone she has only know about a year is the babys godmother!! She is my sons godmother! Tell me if Im NOT supposed to feel this way on feeling pissed that I'm not and that I'm hurt because of it!!!! That right now I feel like NOT going to her baptism this Sunday!!

Today
TODAY Cool morning dew covers the ground Chirping birds…the only sound The sun shines bright Darkness gone…no longer in sight Seems so perfect Everything just right My head I rest For my future is the test Friends I have known No longer around Though they reside In the same small town Silence is heard When my tears stream down Who do you trust What do you believe Gossip and lies How much is real Though the next person thinks My skin must be made of steel Do they not know Surely they realize I will hear Judgment day will come For all I will stand The Devil will fall Into his new wife’s arms I hope she will be there To catch him And all of his shit When he gives it out His punching bag no longer Though I am still under his grip But for now to be the better I constantly bite my lip Though I try to say what I feel Never allowed He must have the last say The things I think I will express some day When it is the right time He thinks he has w

Today
Hey all, Well today was very fun it was beautiful out side, We went out to Newsted for a live Fire burn, that was awsome! i got some cool pictures of the fire. After that we went to my soon to be father in laws and we helped him plant some rose bushes, then he treated us to a new pizza place that opened up near his home called the Warehouse, their pizza was completely yummy. Then We took the kids to Mcdonalds and brought it home and they ate outside and played in the backyard for about 2 hours hopefully they will sleep well tonight since we did sooo much and our day started at 630 am this morning! Im Exausted! xoxoxo ~ Terri

Today Is The Most Hardest Day Of My Entire Lifetime :(
My best friend... My companion... My family member... My playmate... My Dog... Just passed away last night, and i had to bury her today.... It was probably one of the HARDEST things i've ever had to do today... I've never cried so much in my entire life... I've never felt so much emptiness before... God Rest in Peace Nala Bear. You'll always have a place in my heart. Always! And the message in all of this, is never underestimate the power of God to giveth and taketh away. Enjoy your family, friends, anybody or anything close to you, cause you never know when you will get it taken away from you :(. God Bless Nala, who's running around in doggy heaven, no more pain, no more hurt, no more disease, YOUR IN A GOOD PLACE NOW...and i can't wait to see you again for more licks on the face hehehe. R.I.P. 4/22/2007 and God Bless all my Cherry Tap Friends!

Today Is My Surgery!!!!yuck
Today at 9 am cst I am going in for my surgery so I may not be online for a day or two...All depends on how I feel afterwards...If any cherries of my contest win please let me know...And I will try to get them there prize as soon as I can.....Shayne

Today's Horoscope
You're unstoppable at your chosen task. This is the gift of your dynamic personality and charm. Once you take center stage, work matters will sort themselves out and suitors will toss themselves at your feet. If ayone find themselves tossing themselves at me you may be tossed on your arse unless you are female

Today
America is in a state of moral decay, a decay brought on prematurely by the very people we have fought and are currently fighting for. The Jew has come into our borders and over the last eight or so decades has set up their destructive ways. We are no longer a country of people who know their roots, we have been mislead time and time again by the Jewish media and we have been taught never to speak an ill word about the Jewish people even though it is them who have made America the weak country it is. Throughout the decades the Jews have managed to corrupt all who “serve” the American people, they have been able to work their way around the laws set up to prevent a monopoly and they have managed to get us into numerous wars in order for them to be safe. It is far past due that the Jew repay those of us who have kept Israel afloat all these years, it is time the Jew be held accountable for their actions and it is time the Government did something about breaking up the Jewish monopol

Today Is The Day
well today i find out if the surgery i had done last week got rid of all the cancer...if so watch out never assume what i might say or do next lol time to life to the fullest i have already over come to many obstcales in this world now i just want 2 enjoy and see all there is.getting to know new people helps so thanxs for all the love

Today's Anti-smoking Purge Is Borrowed From The Nazis
Prison Planet | April 25, 2007 Paul Joseph Watson A wealth of overlooked yet frightening literature concerning the Nazi crusade against smoking provides a clear parallel to contemporary developments and an alarming warning that state restriction of personal habits is the pre-cursor to dictatorship. Beginning in the early 1930's, as part of the Nazi agenda for racial purity, Hitler spearheaded a national campaign to ban smoking in all public buildings, and denounced the practice as a betrayal of the fascist drive for bodily purity. "Brother national socialist, do you know that our Führer is against smoking and think that every German is responsible to the whole people for all his deeds and emissions, and does not have the right to damage his body with drugs?" stated one magazine. As I wrote earlier this year , "The regulation of the personal habit of smoking, including new legislative moves in San Francisco to ban cigarettes in private homes, and its enforcement by an

Todayyyy
Well so far today i haven't really done too much...If i'm doing this blog right now i'm obviously pretty BORED...I did some "gardening" this afternoon repotted some plants for my dragon tank and one for my scorpion, Spike. I also put my Hyacinthe flower in a pot so i can keep it inside for awhile!! Smells sooo pretty! oh and i put a humming bird feeder up, hopefully that will take our cats mind off the dragon lol. I've been downing energy driks all day too!! loves it! and getting hella baked too...Some sad news, this morning one of my fish died, his name was Sushi and he was pretty cool...The female i had in the tank killed him, damn her!!! But at least my shark and other fish are good.OMG i found a teacup yorkie today for only $650, i'm trying to work something out to get one!! Anyways this was a long and pointless blog entry, who ever actually reads these damn things anyways lol... peace

Today's Laugh...check It Out
The wedding date was set and the groom's three pals - A carpenter, an electrician and a dentist were deciding What pranks to play on the couple on their wedding night. The carpenter figured sawing the slats of their bed would give them a chuckle or two. The electrician decided to wire the bed - with alternating current, of course. The dentist wouldn't commit himself, but wore a sly grin and promised it would be memorable. The nuptials went as planned and a few days later, Each of the grooms buddies received the following note: DEAR FRIENDS, WE DIDN'T MIND THE BED SLATS BEING SAWED. THE ELECTRIC SHOCK WAS ONLY A MINOR SETBACK. BUT I SWEAR BY GOD ALMIGHTY, I'M GOING TO KILL WHOEVER PUT NOVOCAINE IN THE K-Y JELLY.

Today Stuff
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Today Is A New Day...
will let me let u all know how my weekend went... will i went to the man i was seein off and on for the last 6 months.. friday nite.. to spend some time with him.. but he was busy ... understand he has a job.. so he can get money to pay bills.. will he promise that we would hang out drink,party and have sex.. i was really lookin forward to see him..because it has been two weeks since i seen him or we had sex.. will he called and cancel out of me... sayin that his friend came into town.. will his friend is another woman... i know he has other women we are swingers and we are open to that... and he told me that thing just come up... WTF!!!! but he already made plans with me.. so once again.. i got push to the back... and im the one that is there for him,help him when he is sick.. and so on.. will he is about to loose me for good.. it hurts that he does this to me.. and him knowin how much i care for him.. and actually have feelings for him.. he has never treated me like this.. and we wer

Todays Quote Is: Arguments
"He who strikes the first blow admits he's lost the argument." Baquera says: Feeding the fuel to an argument is not my thing, it is a waste of time and energy. My first blow will never be with my hands but with my mind, but don't play me sweet! People are always trying someone, but for what purpose I could not tell you. Life is to short for aruguments and I don't intend to waste mine on mineless people. Living, Loving and Laughing is all I have time for!

Today I Am Angry
Let me tell you guys what went down today. See my husband (whom is dead) cheated on me 3 times during the duration of our marriage. Today I went to visit his mother and take our children there to see their grandparents and low and behold there was the second bitch that my husband cheated on me with sitting in her living room! Now I did not go over there unexpectedly, I called first and there was no mention of this bitch, or I would not have gone! I find it rude for one, and for two does this mean that he was still seeing her? I don't know what to think, all I know is that it hurt and I have a habbit of turning my pain to anger! I did not grab the bitch up by her throat like last time, I just stayed away from her and made our visit short. What would you guys do? would you still talk to your in-laws? Would you lay down the law and tell them that you will not visit while any of them are around and if they continue to disrespect you you will never talk to them again? Or would yo

Today
Today is the start of windown of school. This semester has been the hardest because I have lost friend and relationships close to me. I lost my fiance, and best friend to stupidity and my classes have been the hardest I have ever undertaken. However it's 2 weeks of school left. I'm apprehensive about what is to come but I feel I have grown a lot in the past 6 months. I understand myself and others better. I hope to start more blogs but it's pretty outside and my bike calls. I miss red and the way she felt on the back but she has to learn who she is and that, as I know, takes time. Also, my 66 Mustang is due out of the shop this week, something I'm seriously looking forward to. A classic always makes my blood run hotter. Just the body and personality of them. Now, onto the house. I've finished painting 2 of the bedrooms, mine is the only one left and I'm debating on the color. I'm thinking a light blue. Even with my tractor it's hell keeping the 10 acres mowed.

Today's Quote Is: Rumors
"Never explain--your friends do not need it and your enemies will not believe you anyway." Baquera says: this quote is correct, you hear a rumor and you say to yourself, do I need to defend and explain the situation or should I just sit back and watch? Well I've always sat back and watched and 9 out 10 times the rumor fades. So, to excert myself for a short period of time is a waste of my time and not good for my health. The truth is rumors are always there, but you don't have to be! LOL! Laugh it off and let go and let god deal with it!

Today's Quote Is: Liars
"Oh what a tangled web we weave When first we practise to deceive!" Baquera says: The worst liar that I despise is an individual who says he/she doesn't lie. This liar turns around and really doesn't lie but gets out of promises and breaks his/her word. Twisting things to make it seem like your at fault or you've hurt there feelings. Reality check dude! That is still lying! If you offer then don't break your word, your word is your bond! You break your word you break a long becoming friendship! Friendships are a dime in a dozen so treasure the true friends you do have. God Bless and Be Safe!

Today's Thoughts
As the chaos of my feelings run rampent in my mind The lack of stability in my living situtation drives me further into the depths of my soul I must find a way to fix the many wrongs in my life I need to find a safe place to lay my head and be able to afford it and everything else in my life I need to know what my ex fience's motivations are if he just really wants to put the past behind us do to the cancer or if he wants to try and play me again which I know won't work cause I am not that dumb anymore I need to be able to spend more time with my daughter but with the living situation and the lack of fubds I am struggling to see her as much as possible I need to feel loved I long for love's arms to wrap around me each night I need someone to make me believe everything will be alright I am almost wrenching enough each day to satisfy me but I still want to do more I am finally getting a glimpse that people might actually respect me for the things I do in and out of work

Todays' Quote Is: Doubts
"The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatics are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts." Baquera says: WAKE UP! There is one thing that keeps us from really pushing and it is just plain laziness! Doubting is just a thought! That is why I choose to quote and motivate. Dammit someone has to do it! But people whatever it is that you do want to do, do it because you love to. Love gives it that push you need even more and less doubt! So stop doubting and just do it! God Bless and Stay Safe!

To Dare Fate !
Charting a course of second star to the right Then heading off long into the night Till the dawn does break and then to find Is the one still in my heart and mind Dreams to live on and dreams to feed Yet dreams do not fulfill my need Never to have and never to hold So on into the adventure going so bold Will I be blindsided by cupids hand Or shall I remain in never never land By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Todays' Quote Is: Desires
"How helpless we are, like netted birds, when we are caught by desires!" Baquera says: Desires come and they go, but as long as you feed it, care for it, and control it you will get the ride of your life. Ladies and gentlemen, I'm sure your minds are all in the gutter, but please note that a motorcycle gives you more miles! LOL! Joke: The husband gave his wife a gift - a tombstone, with the inscription: HERE LIES MY WIFE - COLD AS EVER. Later the furious wife bought a return present - also a tombstone, on which the inscription read : HERE LIES MY HUSBAND - STIFF AT LAST.

Todays' Quote Is: Books
"Reading, after a certain age, diverts the mind too much from its creative pursuits. Any man who reads too much and uses his own brain too little falls into lazy habits of thinking." Baquera says: There is nothing like a good book. I am sure you are all aware that I read alot of motivational, positive thinking type books, but if you ever want to read a great book try the "American Beach, A Saga of Race, Wealth, and Memory by: Russ Rymer". That is one book you will not put down and will have you thinking! Enjoy and keep gearing to more reading! God Bless and Be Safe! read

Todays' Quote Is: Children
"Children might or might not be a blessing, but to create them and then fail them was surely damnation." Baquera's says: It's not where you raise your children, it's how! I am no different then anyone, I am just a reflextion of my parents and grandparents, but they have always told me to be better then them. They are not perfect nor do I try to pretray that I am, but my children will be better then me. When my kids are struggling, I always tell them, "mommy has learned that struggles can be used as an educational experience, which only helps you to become wiser." You don't have to make the same mistakes, learn from the first mistake and keep it moving." "Don't look back and in the future you will see how much futher you've become from when I was your age." My son who is 20, in the Service and starting his college courses now has actually told me today (which brought tears to my eyes), "mom, I remember what you said about becoming better then you, but mom thats hard as he

Todays Rant
It was not the best of times ,,, It was not the worst of times ... It was a day among zombies ! LOL Torn feelings about this day in hell The best laid plans went none to well Nothing that happen went right at all Egos crashed against prides wall Driven fools rush to the grave Giving themselves to become the slave Of those who neither care or feel Drones continue on in the unreal Illusion that these task truly matter Fragile world they live in easy to shatter Chase the dollar to fund their schemes Smoke and mirrors among their screams For failure and their wasted time Lost all meaning it is a crime When do people open their eyes and see That life happens as it was meant to be By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Todays Rant
Before you read this I want you to know I served in the millitary for over 12 years ... I want you to know I did not do it for politicions ... I served because I believe in the country and the rights that we all have ... I believe that is worth dying for ... and I am disgusted with what is going on and how we surrender our freedoms for saftey ... there is no safety ... safety is not living it is an illusion ... in the end we regret most the stands we don't take and letting terror win. Who cares of politics and of words used to deceive It is obvious to all who listen that they don’t believe In values that we treasure most they make a mockery We need to stop listening and believe what we see Division is a process by which they live and work setting each against each other their public trust they shirk Follow the course of moneys trail and you just may find reasons why they play this game to keep the people blind How does the world prosper and why do so few care Why we

Today's Funeral
Just got home from a funeral. Things like that make you really think about life... where you are, where you are heading, where you have been. So as I sat up in the choir loft, I looked at a lot of faces, listened to a lot of memories, a thought a lot. Max was an old guy, a member of our church. At least thats how I started off thinking of things. He died from leukemia, after being diagnosed only 6 weeks ago. His wife died from it as well several years ago. My Dad took part on the service. Dad was minister at that church his entire career, all 39 years. Its not a big church. Couldn't be. The whole town is smaller than most "new home" communities. I started thinking, Max wasn't just a member of the church. While I wasn't as close to him and his family as when I was growing up, our family had a lot of ties. His one daughter was my babysitter. They only lived a couple hundred yards away. In our town that was all the way on the other side of town, but not so far away. SO at

Today Is Day 5 With The Baby Kitten
Still surviving! I was mowing the lawn on Saturday and when I started the mower a HUGE cat bolted from beneathe the kids' playset in the back yard. I didn't think anything of it but my daughter kept looking in a gopher hole there. I would tell her go back on the porch and such, but she reached in and pulled out an INFANT kitten. Chord attached, eyes shut ..just freshly born. I ran over to her and looked in the hole and there was another one. Both still alive. I immediatly called the Humane Society who told me to leave them be for their mom to come back; but, since my daughter had "man handled" the one, they said she may not and they were "destined to die", because they cannot survive without their mommy. I didn't like hearing that from a "HUMANE society" but, I did what they suggested and left them both out there in that cold gopher hole over night. The next morning my children were eager to see if their mommy had returned. It rained all nite and I was hoping that may

Today Sucked!
So today I spent the entire day and I'm talking from about 8am till 730p at the hospital waiting! I hate sitting in waiting rooms, just sitting there not knowing whats going on. My mom had to have surgery on herleg today to remove a blockage that was causing no blood to flow from the top of her leg to her foot. The surgery took way longer then it was suposed to and with the health that she's currently in of coruse it freaked me out. I think what irritates me the most is that I was totally off the wall sitting there stressing out and I called so many people that I know and either no one was home or no one could talk. I left msgs and no one cld me back...hmmmm oh well I guess thats life. Everyone has things to do! But everything turned out great! I'm just ranting....

Todays The Day
Well friends. Today is the day I take the ICE test. Been waiting for this for a while. This is hopefully the start to a very fulfilling career. Keep me in your thoughts. I'll let you know the outcome when I know.

Today As It Was Yesterday
Today I take a walk, down memory lane Today I take a walk, in the rain Today I take a walk just because of you Tomorrow my walk will never be the same. Tomorrow what shall i do If all i had, was done for you Tomorrow, life may never be the same, Because of yesterdays hurt and pain. Yesterday my life was taken away Yesterday was sorrow as my life swayed Yesterday has gone I shall no longer be, My life has now been written in history. I Love you the same today as was yesterday but not as much as tomorrow. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool. 11/05/07

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BUILD A LITTLE FENCE OF TRUST AROUND TODAY FILL THE SPACE WITH LOVING WORK AND THEREIN STAY LOOK NOT THROUGH THE SHELTERING BARS UPON TOMORROW; GOD WILL HELP THEE BEAR WHAT COMES OF JOY OR SORROW

Today's Issues...
I just found out that a really good friend of mine passed away two days ago. I used to work with him before. I knew there was something wrong.... but, I was hoping this wasn't it. You ever get that feeling like you know something is wrong, but you can't quite put your finger on it? Well.. that how I was all day. Today is a sad day for me... Why is it that one area of your life goes really good.. then another area gets flushed down the toilet? Why is it a constant juggle with life? One day.. I'll be able to understand that. Yesterday.. I was the happiest person in the world. And now, weell now I feel the weight on my chest pushing as hard in as it can. It's almost unbearable... I wish that I could straighten out life.. so that I have an equal balance. So that everyday can be manageable for me. You know what hurts the most? Is I haven't talked to him for awhile.. and now it's too late to say anything. It's true... when they say tell the one you love that you love them... before it's too

.today.
so. so. tired. i could fall asleep right now... cept its only 8:30 can we say loser? so ya no to that. took Monkey to the peds. hour n a half wait lost chart 5 shots she has 'severe allergies' hence the reason she snores n she's always snotty n just generally 'meh' so el gato has gotta go *sniff* then we went to Carl's. i should know better eating all that fried over processed crap makes me feel like crap. then we went to target got some shirts pair of champ runners which will come in uber handy cuz my old ones... are just...they crinkle when i walk i effin hate that y0. so. after i get back from peds and before we go to Carls we stop home to snag the girls and they tell me 'we have no water' all scared like they did it. so i check all the faucets... and nothing so i figure the office is being... the fuckshits they are... and are fixing shit n didnt bother to tell me we get home... still no water. *raises eyebrow* i call Sherri nope. s

Today I Challenge You All!
I challenge you to look outside the window of your normal thoughts and explore something other than average and typical. I challenge you to speak on something other than body shape, hair color, sexuality, or hormones. I challenge you to focus your verbal and reflection efforts away from "haters" "players" and "drama" and retune your perceptions towards positive time worthy topics. I challenge you to display your opinions as edification opportunities as apposed to the common force filled tactless mind dumps and verbal molestations. I challenge you to go out of your comfort zone and say hello to someone you think you're too good to say hello to or someone you wouldn't normally say hello to. I challenge you to inquire about someone else's day, their thoughts, their values, their beliefs rather than force feeding yours first and asking questions later. I challenge you to listen, hear, THEN speak. I challenge you to not judge, not blame, not make e

Today Is Fibromyalgia Awareness Day!!
What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia (FM) is a chronic pain illness characterized by widespread musculoskeletal aches, pain, and stiffness, soft tissue tenderness, general fatigue, and sleep disturbances. The most common sites of pain include the neck, back, shoulders, pelvic girdle, and hands, but any body part can be affected. Fibromyalgia patients experience a range of symptoms of varying intensities that wax and wane over time. Who is affected? It is estimated that approximately 5-7% of the U.S. population has FM. Although a higher percentage of women of all ages and races are affected, it does strike men and children. Because of its debilitating nature, fibromyalgia has a serious impact on patients' families, friends and employers, as well as society at large. What are the symptoms? FM is characterized by the presence of multiple tender points and a constellation of symptoms. Pain: The pain of FM is profound, widespread and chronic. It knows no bo

Today I...
Today I woke up, I was missing Wendy, I didn't talk to her at all yesterday. So I sent there an email to find out where we were in out friendship, she hasn't talked to me much in the past two weeks, so I havn't been sure of where we stood, so I asked. I fell so hard for her, it's hard to think of her as anything other then my best friend and lover. But I try... as she just wants to be friends. Some days are better than others, but it's the days that we don't speak that I have to question if she wants to remain friends or not. I'm trying to see other women, I have done nothing but compare them to her. So nothing has worked out so far. I am hoping that I can move on with Brandi as I had written in the other post. She is actually younger than Wendy, 22 to be exact. 19 years younger than me. I tend to like younger women, as it has been a trend through my life. I Haven't acomplished much of anything today, blogs, a very short nap. I did just finish cooking dinner, so that is rea

Today....
I have to say that today was a pretty good day. It sucks that its just now ending at 4 something in the morning, but it was good just the same. I look like a freaking cherry, and Im hurting really bad. But I guess I had to get my one good sunburn out of the way eventually. I spent the day out at the Blue Springs Lake in a boat, skiing, fishing, drinking, tubing, and for the first time, saw someone actually grill ON THE BOAT... that was kinda funny.... I sat around with some of my old friends that I haven't seen in a long time and I just had fun. Jessie, a girlfriend of mine, asked me to come out to Whiskey Tangos, but I had a bacherloret party (I think thats how you spell it!) to go to first, so I went to this little hole in the wall bar there, and hung out with Carla for a while. After that, me and my sister and her hubby went up to Tangos, that lasted all of 15 minutes, I hadn't drank much since the boat, and even then I didn't feel good after being in the sun, I think I had 1 mixe

Today I Love....
I've decided to start a blog about things I love. We do this in a forum I'm a mod for and it helps to show appreciation for those things you love and care about....so feel free to post a comment with your own loves for the day...it feels good to get it out!! So here goes.... 1) sunshine....give me lots of it and every day! 2) watching the birds outide my window...some of them are quite mean when it comes to the bird feeders...lol...DAMN 3) the new charm bracelet my boys got me...LUV IT 4) sex...this is an every day thing...LMAO 5) coffee...I'm addicted 6) music...I'm a music junkie and cannot breathe without it ;)

Today's Starting Idea- A Poem I Wrote
A Single Survivor By Beth November 27, 2005 I wonder what people think of me. I worry that not all is well in my life. Will all the bills get paid? Will the car start today? With a meager income I decide who will wait. I struggle to buy clothes for my children, and forget about a date. I choose this life as I study round the clock in this way. My household chores suffer, my kids want to play. Friends and family are pushed to the side While I finish my homework that never seems to die. People ridicule me for having no job with clout. My loved ones say the kids should help out. The kids are fighting over a movie or toy. Who started it this time,. Oh Boy! The stress piles on as the housework and schoolwork collide. I give up on thing and try to finish another. I wish there was somewhere I could hide! It is past a normal person’s bedtime but my night is not over. Do I do the dishes or give homework a quick once over? I struggle to finish just one

Today 5/14/07
As if things couldn't get any better in my life.... (and I mean that sarcastically) This evening, one of my dogs, Pike (after a firefighter's pike pole) Died in my arms tonight. Pike was about 9 or 10 years old and I have had him since he was 7weeks old. He was a wonderful dog with a great personality, and I will miss him very very much. But I also have to worry about my other outside dog who spent his entire life with Pike...and that dog is Mickey. I can only pray that Mickey will be ok, other than his broken heart from missing his partner in crime. Of course my son is also very sad but he is a strong kid, much stronger than I am. Pike was laid to rest in my back yard this evening with the help of my father. "Thanks Daddy" I will miss my Boo Bear...*Tear*

Today I Miss You So Much-
OF ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WRONG IN LIFE- I STILL DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY GOD TOOK YOU BUT I DO NOT JUDGE WHAT HE DOES. HE KNOWS BEST- AND THIS WORLD REALLY DOES NEED TO SHAPE UP BEFORE ANYMORE BABIES ARE BORN- KEITH - MOMMY LOVES YOU AND MISSES YOU SO BAD- I WONDER DAILY HOWE YOU WOULD BE AND WHO YOUR FAVORITE TEAMS WOULD BE AND IF YOU WOULD BE PLAYING LITTLE LEAGUE BALL IN SCHOOL- I ALSO CAN LOOK AT THE 4 I HAVE HERE AND KNOW YOU WOULD BE ADORABLE TOO- JUST LIKE YOUR SIBLINGS. I MISS YOU BABYBOY- YOUR MOMMY'S LIL ANGEL IN HEAVEN. THIS IS MY BABY BOY KEITH ALLEN- BORN 11-21-99- PASSED AWAY 11-21-99. MOMMY WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. YOU ARE MY PRECIOUS ANGEL IN HEAVEN WATCHING OVER ME AND YOUR BROTHER AND SISTERS AND WE ALL WILL MEET AGAIN IN HEAVEN.

Today
Today, as I sit here alone, I know this sadness is mine to bear. Nothing seems to ease the pain, My smile is gone, lonliness is too near. I sometimes wish life was easier, That my choices were pleasing to all. Solitude is a comfort, most times But, sometimes it makes my skin crawl. I reach out to others for comfort, They have their own burdens to carry. So I leave them to their journey, And head down my own path of worry. The changes I seek are far away It seems I never get any relief. My cries to heavens are unheard, And makes me doubt my beliefs. ~~Darla~~

Today I Love....
1) the smell of rain.... 2) music....forever and always on this one ;) 3) the rumble of a throaty cam...DAMN 4) candlelight 5) did I mention the rumble of a throaty cam? LOL ;) It deserves to be mentioned twice ;)

.today.was.the.seventh.layer.of.hell.
i am dead seriously. my back is throbbing my head is all scrambled my neck wont crack my hip is crackling i think i did too much today. gee big surprise there right? got up...got dressed... fed Monkey. changed Monkey. went to Moms. went to triple a to switch to their auto insurance went to the bank to alter the money market acct & activate/change the pin of the visa n apply for their line of credit went to bedmart to get mattresses wound up getting 2 sets - one for me - one for moms picked up the kids went out to eat went to target got Monkey a new car-seat that doesnt suck some more lamps a hand painted oriental end table some gardening tools a sports bra to go with my runners came home. tossed out the old box spring n mattress tossed out the old filing cabinet tossed out the old bookcase vaccumed mah bedroom threw out 3 bags of trash made the kids clean out and baby wipe down the seats missed American Idol put the kids in the shower intermittant

Today Is The Day
Today is the day,I pack up my suitcase,disconnect my computor.Give all my animals a hug,and Hold on to my husband like I was leaving forever,and as I walk out that door,to go into the different world,I realize,deep inside.It is only a vacation.So why is my heart pumping so fast,and I want to cry,yet,I do not.And why am I so sad,when I should be so happy.A month away total chaos.And the only reason I can come up with.Is through my travels,I have become very intimate with my life,and the life I have here among this mountain.It is home.Always will be,and even though,I am going to back to the place I was born.This place I call God's greatest creation,is home ,and it is where I hang my hat,pull off my shoes,and close my eyes,forever in a day

Today Is Judgement Day
You can run on for a long time Run on for a long time Run on for a long time Sooner or later God'll cut you down Sooner or later God'll cut you down Go tell that long tongue liar Go and tell that midnight rider Tell the rambler, The gambler, The back biter Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Well my goodness gracious let me tell you the news My head's been wet with the midnight dew I've been down on bended knee talkin' to the man from Galilee He spoke to me in the voice so sweet I thought I heard the shuffle of the angel's feet He called my name and my heart stood still When he said, "John go do My will!" Go tell that long tongue liar Go and tell that midnight rider Tell the rambler, The gambler, The back biter Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down Tell 'em that God's gonna cut 'em down You can run on for a long time Run on for a long time Run on for a long time Sooner or later God'll cut you down Sooner o

Today I Took The Authority Back
Today while doing what I do here at the house while the Ogre is out doing what he does (bringin home the bacon and he does it so well) I found myself in charge of the rugrats of the house while their daddy slept til time for work. The kids have repeatedly been gettin over on me because they know I don't really know the routine here and that I really don't know what they are allowed and such... so I'm the easy one to get over on. Not today, darlings, not today. The Wench dug deeep down in her thong and found those balls she knew were there somewhere. I made the rules. I turned off the video game. I made the little shits put on some freakin tennis shoes and GO THE HELL OUTSIDE TO PLAY. Yay me!

Today's Horoscope
"A small victory is all you need to give your confidence a much-needed boost. Have you thought about integrating a healthy habit into your life? Once you've got that under your belt, the next steps come much more easily." Is someone trying to hint that I need to get back on the wagon and quite smoking?

Today's Horoscope
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Find out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking. I read this and thought of a friend of mine...I hope he reads this and understands.

Today's 'scope
"Conflict is normal and healthy, but you're not buying it. Some might be surprised that you're not crazy about confrontation. Just because you're strong and in command doesn't mean you like causing a fracas." Ha! This one has me pegged. LOL

Today My Private Part Died
My Private Part Died Today! An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad, Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences. The following day, Mr Goldstein was walking down the hall w ith his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas? (You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!!) "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Today Is My Birthday
may 22 2007 today kind of sucked besides not having to cook dinner cause my mother in law ordered pizza and my husband bringing me flowers to work after four years of asking. i have to make my own cake and the only people in my family (15 people) to wish me happy birthday is my husband daughter sister and brother. so to those of you who said it while i was online you cheered me up a little bit. one more sucky thing about my birthday is i had to work this morning and my husband had to be at work right after i got off. ps incase you didn't know me and my husband have the same birthday except he's 4 years older

Today
Ok, you have to understand that I am not a blog person. I think I have made 3 blogs before... in the 2 years that I have been on myspace and things like that. So, if you are the kind of person that feels the need to read everyone's blogs and see what is happening in their pathetic lives... I am not the person you want to keep looking at. On that note, I felt that the first one for cherry tap should be somthing about me. Today is about what else... today. Today, I found another online radio station that is interested in me working for them. I have a current offer pending for Static-X, a cherry tap lounge based station. Today's offer came from B.O.U.N.C.E. Radio that can be heard at www.bounceradio.net. I really want to work for both, but the thing that is holding me back right now is my P.O.S. computer. It has something to due with the fact that my computer was ment to only have 20 Gb of hardspace on it when it was made in the late 90's, and as of today it has that 20 Gb and an

Today's Horoscope
Teddy Roosevelt said to speak softly and carry a big stick. There's something to that. When you're really aware of your own power, you don't need to show it off. It just radiates from you without any need for display. I'm not sure what this has to do with my life today, but there is something to it. Also they say the quiet ones are the ones you have to watch out for. Maybe it's because they know their own power and don't need to show it?

Today Is The Day!
Well, today is the day of my surgery and I'm really not looking forward to it. I'll be on and off for the next couple of days and I will try and work on catching up with ev1s stash and pic rating. Hope everyone has a great week and hope to talk to ya'll soon. Tracy

Today's 'scope
This is just too funny! "Even the best-laid plans might hit some rocks if there's not enough money to see them through. Rearranging some resources might be enough to do the trick, but it will mean making (and sticking to) a budget. -- May 23, 2007" Considering that the little Neon just took a major dive, so I am now sans a car, and within a month the manuscript will be ready to go to the editors looks like I am going to be on a tight budget.

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Today's 'scope 5/25/07
"Asking everyone else's opinions of how you're doing will undermine your confidence. Take several deep breaths and focus on what you know. Once you get in touch with your core, you'll know exactly what to do next." True 'nuff.

Today's 'scope
"Take a deep breath and come up out of that contemplative state. You do some of your best thinking while alone, but it's in relationships that you really learn to thrive -- yes, even you! Your loved ones want to see you." ROFLMAO ... I have been writing some deep contemplative work on the fate of the nation this day, and this is my 'cope. LOL. Are they spying on me? LOL

Todays Thoughts
i would like to thank those who have view my blogs. so far only one had some back bone and posted to it. she knows who she is. now to my thoughts. every day i drive same route to work and back home. i drive the same slow as pace of speed limit. which on my route is 65mph. alot of people dont like. of course ill get the finger and some times ill even get cut off. well kudos to them for showing how stupid and in a hurry them must be to get to some where they dont want to be. what was really a kicker is when i had a JSO k9 unit 2 months back commit road rage on me. well he made a very dumb mistake by passing me and allowing me to see his unit number and zone id. well once i seen the zone id i knew who his lt was and had his direct number since we hung out sometimes. well eventually i no longer see him on my route driving. well to be blunt i never saw him since that day. of course im not allowed to dicuss what happen to him but like i said i no loinger see him in my area. you would think t

Today - May 26
I have almost 200 photos to go through from tonight. I have the next three days off, so I'll get to them at some point. I did resize a few tonight - the ones where I actually parted with my camera for a few minutes and ended up in the shots. The picnic tonight was at my parents' house. Family, friends, food and fun. It was much needed and I think everyone had a blast. My broccoli salad was the first bowl to be empty on the food table. That recipe was a big hit. I'll definitely keep that in mind for our next picnic. My mom had games for the kids - and even the adults joined in - which made for some great pictures. There were balloons - which I didn't like - but sucked it up and watched and had the camera out (It didn't keep me from running like I was being chased by wolves any time a balloon came near me though). She had water balloons too and we did a balloon toss. I did participate in that - my partner was a friend and neighbor of my parents who I've known for about

Today
Life can throw a person a lot of curves as we well know. But when things are low you have nowhere to go but up. I have looked back the last 6 years and have said wow...I was below ground. Of course I didn't think it would ever happen to me but it did. I ended up spending 11 months in a shelter with no money...but I did make a lot of friends. Living with people who are in the same boat as you. Something I wouldn't wish on anyone..not good to feel a lone and plus battle depression at the same time. I did learn one thing...you're never a lone...never.

Today Was Fun
today was a all around pretty good day.... i took my son to audra state park with the family and he loved it and he and i got to spend the entire day together. Then Danielle (the love of my life) actually called me and we got to talk for like 20 minutes thats the longest we have talked in a week and a hlaf b/c she is 3000 miles away she comes back in 2 weeks though. YAY!!!!!!!!!!! ok bedtime good night

Today Is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day
Today is International Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman's Day, so please send this message to someone you think fits this description. Please do not send it back to me as I have already received it from a Very Good Looking, Damn Smart Woman! And remember this motto to live by: Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, wine in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!" Have a wonderful day !

Today's Workout
So I'm throwing this out here to see if anyone actually read's it. I post a workout blog on my daily workouts and thought id put in here as well. Today's workout was a 12 mile run. Officially according to favoriterun.com, it was 11.73 miles, but I'm calling it twelve dammit!!! I finished in 2 hours. It was a good day for a long run!

Today Things Seem Okay But Then Again....
So far everything has been pretty much quiet over here (meaning no phone calls) and for that I am grateful. I have been so frustrated in the past few days, that trying to take my mind off of things doesn't seem to help, and every time the phone does ring I am very cautious at this point. When I saw my ex I was thinking, ok, he isn't going to bother me as much but then as the time went on, I saw a different side of him. I know, my friend Bill is worried, but what can he do? He's about an hour away from here (Note, Bill is my best friend for over so many years that I love him to pieces) and he can't reassure me that yeah, I will be ok. I knew I should have trusted my gut instinct on this. Oh well. I might add more to this in a bit. Going to get some food right now for dinner.

Today Sucked
Wow.... you know, somedays it just isnt worth chewing through the ropes to get out of the house some days..... Im usually ALWAYS nice to people and really dont ever give them a reason to be rude or ignorant or hateful to me.... Id bend over backwards to help most anyone, and even more for people I know and or care about.... Yet and still, I get shit on, walked all over and all of that good shit, I may as well be a fuckin floor mat..... I dont really get like this ever but every once in a great while you have one of those days.... and today is that day for me anyone else know how it goes? you can imagine how I fuckin feel right? Probably a pointless rant that nobody will read cuz most dont care but... oh well

Toda's Cherry Spolight Thingy
I looked at the profile of today’s cherry spotlight, very interesting……..however I found her age of 37 somewhat bemusing, I have heard of ages measured in dog and cat years, however never giant tortoise years………………….

Today...
Yuck. Ick. Ew. Today has definitely been a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day... I can't stand those days when work just blows. And, today, is definitely one of those days. I'm all blah now and I hate it. I don't like when I can't make myself get over shit...cause really, none of what's gone on today is that big of a deal... So, yah. RA! Fuck work. But...ummm...YaY Ducks. Quack!

Today
So today has been pretty good... although i was craving an ice coffee ALL day... and i never got one... nor will i be abe to for the rest of the day... grrrrrr!! That and i got pink paint on my black capri pants... my fav pair *cries* hopefully the paint will come out... im kinda scared to find out... just watch it not come out.... OH i will KILL that girl... Anywayz... Todays a pretty good day... not feeling so depressed today and I wish everyone would stop buggin me bout me being a little emotionally under the weather. Lata *kisses*

Today
today started off with me waking up late, get to work. Have all kinds of FUCKING SHIT! work to do! it's 103 degree's in that damn place. get through that then get off work and go to pick up my daughter, only to drive the forty-five minutes there, And she can't go with me, she has a thing at school with the ex and her mom. No call to tell me not to bother driving that far. So then i get home to get on here and find out im gay! damn what a fooked up day! im gonna play poker and go to bed! i fart on this blog! :P

Today Again
i get a bonus today and have very little to do tonight, so i was plannin on findin something to do, then the boss man comes in and tells me theres a truck comin in at 7pm, and they really need me to stay. Doing shit like that got me my bonus, but now i can't even get to the damn bank to cash it! GODDAMMIT! So it seems like every thing that starts looking good, turns to SHIT!! i'll still be going out somewhere, but it would have been nice to have been home by now and get an early start to the weekend! Everytime i bitch and complain about this shit to the boss's, i just get handed another check and pretty much told to shut up and get back to work! kinda fun playin that game, it always gets me more money! but when the fuck am i supposed to go spend it? I want to trade in my pink truck and get a new car, Maybe a dodge charger or a toyota tundra! not sure yet! But i also want a better tv in my room, cuz thats where i end up watching tv mostly! who knows what i'll do? not me.

Today Is A Day I Will Never Forget!
Today is a day I will never forget! I almost had a heart attack this morning when I woke up! I had thought either some bug had bitten me or maybe I was having a reaction to something I had eaten or drank. I got up thinking what am I going to do what am I going to do, ohhhh maybe some aspirin will help but I don’t have any and it’s Sunday; the MEA Medical Clinic is not open today. All swollen and stiff and just throbbing away I figured maybe a good shower would help but it didn’t so I dried off and started to put my clothes on and then raced to the bath room before going to the Emergency Room which is a long ride for me. When I came out of the bath room I notice all the swelling had gone down and it was not throbbing anymore….whewwww!

#4 Today!!
Since I dogged her out and told her the truth about her in a MuMM she has been hitting my page left and right!!! She needs so much mentalhelp I wonder if anyone can give it to her! Now she has everyone she can watching and reporting back to her! She cant do it anything on her own. LMAO She is such a pussified crybaby! check out these MuMMs! http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=65603 and http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=65626 Who viewed me I viewed Blocked "Totally Happy&#... (On TAP) &hearts~Anime Ashley... (not to be f'd with) Gigglemistress (On TAP) LordBudhaMonk (On TAP) Rev (Masturbating!) See All

Today's Scope 6/4/07
What happened? This place used to be so lively, but now it's totally dead! Alas, everyone has their heads buried in their work. It might be time for you to take a deep breath and dig in as well. Sounds like good advise to me. I need to get to work now. TTFN. GH

Today's Wonders!
"It's easy to get caught up in ideals, but you need to come back and plant your feet on the earth. Once you do, you'll see that reality is the only safe place for you to be. Once you know the truth, you can work with it." Sorry but when i read that this was what i felt the urge to do.. Put my hands firmly over my ears.. Close my eyes as tightly as possible.. AND YELL! "I don't ever wanna grow up".. Then wait for the mean horoscope to go away!

30 Today - My Funniest Memory
I remember one Sunday afternoon when I was 8yrs old how I was being my usuall self and was trying to showoff by thinking that I could jump onto a little island in the middle of a shallow stream. It was a quiet summers day and I was down by the shallow stream playing with my friends, it was at that time the water in the stream was getting shallow and a little sand island started to appear in the middle of the water. When I saw this I thought it would be a good idea to try and jump onto it without falling in. My friends, Stuart and John said to me "you'll never jump that, and if you do your probably gonna fall in the water". I was like "yeh yeh, if you say so". So, I as I was on the banking I walked back as far is i could so i could get a good run at it before i jumped. So I ran towards the edge of the stream and leaped into the air and went straight over the island into the middle and landed right in the water. I was soaked from head to toe and Stuart and John just stood there la

Today, Tomorrow, Always
Today I thought of you It made me smile Knowing I'm yours Tomorrow those same thoughts Will warm me once again As I'm lost in memories of Being wrapped in your arms Always know you hold my heart That I only have eyes for you The one who has made me complete Who brings so much happiness to my life You are my first thought upon waking You are my last thought before sleep I love you Today, Tomorrow, Always... ©S.R.G.

Today We Say Goodbye
Today We say goodbye to : Charley "Chuck" Wayne Boatright Sr., 42 Charley Wayne Boatright Jr., 16 may God tuck them safe within his arms.May God give the family strength.and bless all who weep,the tears of goodbye.we Shall miss you forever and forever in a day

Todays Hillarious Quotes...
Crystal: Mom, what is you think a homie is? My Momma: I know what a homie is. Crystal: Then what is it? My Momma: A homie is a homosexual. *dies laughing* [coin operated] Cabaret: who the hell has happy hours at 3 and 4 oclock Sheila: acoholics Yeah that humored me. [coin operated] Cabaret: im tired, whats your excuse? J B: my daddy wouldn't take me to the circus when I was 3 * I guess you woulda had to been there, but that was effin great * - thats all for now folks, leave me some funny quotes for tommarows edition :D - Major props to my momma, my girl Sheila, and the man I wish was making me laugh in person, Jason. Yall rock. XoXo

Today And Tomorrow......
I am leaving in a few minutes to go take my oldest son to watch Shrek the Third as won passes last weekend and excited to see it. Tonight he has t-ball practice and Tomorrow is My husband Bid Daddy and I 5th Wedding Annivery as we were married June 8, 2002 and still love one another today. Well have a nice weekend everyone and see you around.

" To Day Is Goin To Be "
I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT ALOT OF THINGS TODAY OR SHOULD I SAY THE LAST FEW DAYS . AND SOMETHINGS ARE ABOUT TO CHANGE . SOME MIGHT NOT LIKE BUT , OH WILL , SO IS LIFE , AND IT WILL BE A INTERESTIN TO SEE , HAVE A NICE DAY IF YOU CAN , I PLAN ON IT . THAT IS FOR SURE . WITCHSBREW AKA CHERIE

Today The Space Shuttle Lifted Off With One Of Our Hometown Guys On It!!!!!!!!!
Read about one of our hometown astronauts! His name is Clay Anderson and we are very proud of him! CLAY IS THE FIRST GUY ON THE LEFT HAND SIDE. http://www.ketv.com/technology/13465680/detail.html http://www.kirotv.com/technology/13465680/detail.html

Today Is My Big Day
well at 2pm eastern time i start my show off in the dark shadows lounge/ goth-radio, i plan on doing an all 80's show so please stop by and join me http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7461

Today's Video Blog
Today's VideoBlog is all about music. I found some great classic rock videos. Happy viewing....and rock on! lol First up, one of my favorites. Eric Clapton's "Old Love". I found two live versions, couldn't pick one, so uploaed them both. http://www.shareaflick.net/19026-Eric-Clapton--"Old-Love".html http://www.shareaflick.net/19019-Eric-Clapton-Old-Love-(Live).html Also found two of Lynryd Skynryd's best. "Simple Man" http://www.shareaflick.net/18924-Simple-Man.html "Freebird" http://www.shareaflick.net/18913-Lynyrd-Skynyrd-Freebird-(Live).html And what collection of thing rock 'n roll related could be without "Stairway to Heaven." Great song, great video. http://www.shareaflick.net/18912-Led-Zepplin-Stairway-to-Heaven-(Live).html

Today Is A Back The Fuck Off Day....
Today is one of my stay out of my bubble days. I woke up pissed off and don't know why. I just have my days. Ya know I get really tired of cherrytap bullshit. We do the I post you post shit back and forth but don't really take the time to say hi how are you is everything going good in your life. I mean really would it kill some of us to spend an hour a day just seeing how the misc. people on our friends list are doing. I try to leave comments off and on for the people on my friends lists and leave the people on my family list them as often as possible. It doesn't always work when I am dealing with school and 4 kids but I try. And I always try to leave someone a comment who has left me one even if I don't take the time to leave a personal comment at the bottom. I guess yeah once again I am bitching about people and their bullshit. But last time I checked I said I wanted friends not points and to be someones friend YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO CONVERSE WITH THEM AND ASK HOW THEY ARE AND TRY TO

Today Is The First Day Of The Rest Of Your Life
Today is the first day of the rest of your life. Why not spend the rest of your life as your own boss. You decide when to get up in the mornings, when to work and when to play. It is possible to do exactly that! Work from home with your own home business, set your own hours and work with other women just like you! That is what we were looking for when we found the Women’s Dream Team - a group of women helping and empowering other women to be their best! The Women’s Dream Team is an online community of women who desired to get more out of life with the flexibility to have time for leisure and most importantly, family. We offer a professional, corporate-like home-based opportunity to earn part time to full time income. Through our online training system and support you can't help but to achieve your goals. It doesn't matter where you begin, only where you finish. The most important thing is that you can work from home and be with your family. With our support an online training, we w

Today 6-11 Sis's Bday!
This will have nothing to do with sis's birthday, but i feel better for saying it atleast! :P But Friday i received a job offer, the money and perks were very nice, but i really like my job and company. So i went in and talked with the big cheese about it, and asked him if he would consider matching the offer. I found out just a few minutes ago, that they won't be matching it! But i will be getting a pretty hefty raise and just about $2000 per year less! So im pretty damn sure my happiness is worth that! So staying put is what i'll be doing! The perk was a company car because of all the traveling i'd have been doing. BUt i don't travel alot so no need for a car. SO im pretty damn happy with it, since i just got a raise in January.

Today's Funeral...
(copy/paste from facebook, part one will actually be posted next) In the conclusion to my two-part series, you'll follow me through today's funeral. OK, when you're having a funeral at a funeral home, the family is supposed to arrive 45 minutes-1 hour early. Uhhh....didn't quite happen. We made it about 9:20am for a 10am funeral. As I was sitting there, people came by, hugging my grandma and others of the family. That was hard to watch. The funeral started about 10am. I was on the far left side of the first aisle. Before it began, I was approached by the preacher who was officiating the funeral and they confirmed with me I'd say a few words. After that, it was bam, bam, bam rapid fire. First the preacher came up and welcomed us. Then someone came up and sang "Amazing Grace". The obituary was read and then it was my turn. I got up there, said a couple words, then I read this poem which my friend DJ Mystery wrote. It's not titled, but I guess I should call it "Ode to Grandpa":

Today Is Bestfriend Day & Lover's Day
Today Is Bestfriend Day & Lover's Day" Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying.... call me. ! . ! . ! I don't promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one-day u want to run away don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u don't want to listen to anyone..... Call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call... and there is no answer..... Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_______

Today's Featured Track ( K-banger ) & The Dirt Department
CHERRIES !!!!! Aight Ya'll, here it is, My team iz about to drop the new K-Banger Album ( Truth Be Told ) On July 13th. A lot of Friendz & Family been askin me about our group & what type of music we do. Well to give you a lil history We formed The Dirtdepartment back in 2000 I been knowin K. for over 16 Yrs back when I used to Dee Jay in Jersey. This is our 3rd Album but our first Tru Distribution deal. That means a lot for us were we'll be able to post up on i-Tunes,Sprint,Verizon misic stores and local Mom & Popz Music stores thruout the Tri state area. If you want more music or you wanna attend A show up in NYC or Jersey just Holla I'll get the info for you. So please show sum Luv For K-Banger & The Balance Project there are more tracks from Us in my stash I'll give you the URL If you can't find it Comments are greatly welcomed One Love......Image :)

Today I Found Out...
Today my mom contacted me to tell me that not only had my dad (her ex husband) had died AND been buried. My aunt didn't even have the decency to tell me or my brother that my dad died until after the funeral. I'm not close to my dad. I haven't spoken to him in years out of my own personal choice for whats best for me. But to with hold that information from me is just beyond wrong. They didn't even spell my name right in the obituary AND they left out my dad's other daughter Bella. "Michael F. Purcell III HAMILTON - Michael F. (Mike) Purcell III, 48, passed away peacefully June 6 at St. Francis Medical Center, Trenton, surrounded by his loving family. Born in Philadelphia, PA, Mike was a Hamilton area resident for about 15 years. He loved fishing. Mike was son of the late Michael F. Purcell Jr. and Charlotte (June) Haigh Purcell. He is survived by one son, Michael F. Purcell IV and one daughter, Candice Marie Purcell both of Philadelphia, PA; one caring sister and brother-in-law, Cha

Today's Horror-scope
If you were in charge of everything, traffic would be clear, you'd never spill coffee on your good wool pants and that annoying clerk at the local cafe would ... Oh, let's face it, it would be too much work. Let it go. Nah....GIVE ME THE POWER!!!!

Today's Plan
WISHIN EVERYONE A HAPPY FATHER'S DAY WITH LOTS OF LOVE. MY BROTHER AND HIS DAUGHTER ARE ON THEIR WAY HERE TO SWIM TODAY, SO I WON'T BE AT THE PC ALL THE TIME. WILL TAKE PICS THO, BE SURE OF THAT. LOVE TO ALL AND HAVE A BLESSED DAY. KEEP ROCKIN' AND DANCING....

Today
Today was a great day as Jordan continues to show progress in T-ball as with repetition he will be just fine I believe. Well I hope everyone signs up on my lounge "Wolves Forever", especially my family members. I know some of them have signed up, but not all. We really need a lounge that talks about relaxing things and not about the drama in our lives. Alternative medicine is awesome and there are many ways of healing. But lets not talk about that for now. I need to get off the rest of the day as my husband also shares the computer too. Tonight, however, will be a good night as we are going to a party that my friend at work is sponsoring at her home for family and friends of Massage Envy Employees. I am so happy to go as finally the kids just fell alseep for a nap, so will run an errand and go to the party. I also like to sing Karaoke and may have told that to some of you as many saturdays you can see me at Bull Feathers Bar in Papillion from 9-1 singing Evanescenc

Today Is A Special Day Dads...
Fathers are wonderful people Fathers are wonderful people, too little understood, And we do not sing their praises as often as we should, For Father struggles daily to live up to his image As protector and provider and hero of the scrimmage, And perhaps that is the reason we sometimes get the notion That fathers are not subject to the thing we call emotion. But if you look inside Dad's heart, where no one else can see, You'll find he's sentimental

Today Is Harder Than I Thought It Would Be
today is fathers day. I thought I was ok, until I went grocery shopping. I found myself putting things in the basket for homemade beef stroganoff. It was daddy's favorite and I made it for him every year it seems. when I realized what I was doing I started tearing up. I put the stuff back since my family could care less what they eat for dinner (the kids would rather have hot dogs or something). As I was leaving the store, this annoying jerk behind me who had been attempting to hit on me started "playfully teasing"(??) me about how I need to make sure I be a good girl and tell my dad happy fathers day, I looked him in the face with tears forming again and said "I hope he does, he passed a month ago, thanks." The lady behind him called him something rude and asked if I was gonna be ok. I got a hold of my composure and came back home All of this happened on top of a lack of sleep the past few days, a sick child (and I mean messy sick), a bored older child (when does school start agai

Todays Horoscope
You draw people to you just by being you. Is it your fault that you're practically irresistible? When you're ready to go, there's no stopping you. Now's your time to shine, so take glory in being in the spotlight. that is so freakin right.. i cant help im irresistible !!!! :D

Todays Horoscope
Your appeal is on overdrive. If you're partnered, your sweetheart can hardly bear to be away from your side. If you're single, you'll have to fight 'em off with a stick. Accept all the loving attention that's lavished upon you. I read this and died laughing...love it!!!

Today's Horoscope
Boy did THIS hit the nail on the head. Geeze. . . A hidden need for something different and exciting might make you crabbier than you actually are. You need glamour, romance, excitement. The stars say all of that is within your grasp -- you just have to reach for it.

Today's Horoscope For Aries...
"It's time to follow your instincts. Be totally spontaneous. You're a free spirit at heart, which means you're a natural to indulge those wilder impulses. Persuade someone special to come along for the ride. They'll love it." There you go. Proof in the pudding..... Just need to find someone to come along for the long ride with me...you see, even my horoscope says that "They'll love it!!"... :D Are you the one to come on the ride with me????

Today
Today is the day, I celebrate the day, the day you came into my life, and made my pain go away. It was only nine months ago, you came into my life, you touched my heart, earned my trust, and took away my strife. I love you Kevin, more than I have anyone before, I never want to feel any pain or cry anymore. I cant tell you anymore, how my mended heart feels, you must have the magic touch, because yoru words heal. I love you Kevin, ane no one else can see, how these nine months, have changed me. Something I wrote for an old Boyfriend!

Today's History Lesson: Juneteenth
Juneteenth (a portmanteau or combination of two English-language words to form one word) is probably not the best known celebration in the United States; at least, I don't recall seeing any greeting cards celebrating it, but I could be wrong. And the day itself left me scratching my head for the longest time. In Texas, Juneteenth, which is also called Freedom Day or Emancipation Day, is a state holiday and in thirteen other states it's an official but not necessarily a legal holiday (e.g., you don't get the day off for it). I guess that's fitting since Juneteenth got its start in Texas, when news was brought to Galveston in that state of the Emancipation Proclamation, the document signed by President Abraham Lincoln, which declared black Americans who'd been enslaved to be free. But the Proclamation had been signed three years earlier, right after the Civil War battle of Antietam when Lincoln was willing to resort to any means to reunit the Union and the Confederacy into one country. S

Today....was Flippin Awesome
cuz i finally got the yellow ribbon up around town. sure its only one town but im hoping & planning to move on to the other cities. i spent most of the morning with the girls putting up the ribbons & we managed to get ourselves a little attention from the community. im hoping that the extra attention with help find us a sponsor to help us out with the supplies. i paid for the supplies this time around because i really want to bring back the yellow ribbon. we had a lot of car honking & yelling out support for us. we even had a few people stop & help us put the ribbons up. we did have a car or two pull over & call us "supporters of the uniformed killers" & they even threw a soda bottle at us. people like that piss me off. but a little after that we had two guys come up to us & offered to help. they were brothers & one of them was an Iraq veteran & he lost his arm while he was over there. i don't know about you all but to have a veteran tell me that he'd salute us if he could me

Today,,,
A Deep Sadness I have inside. Puddles of warm Tears forms at the bottom Of my eyes. Who said real men Don’t cry? I wish I could find them, And ask them why. Why put a stigma on A natural emotion? Something as natural as the Waves in the ocean. I drop to my knees, and asks God Why. Why a man can cheat, steal, kill, lie, but can not cry? I Didn’t get an answer, and I know why. Because the whole real Men done cry line is a big fat lie! Time after time we let society Trick our minds, but not this time. I can not hear you say a Word, I’m not letting you get in my head. I am going to Laugh until I cry, cry because I’m sad, cry after Busting a great nut, and cry when I pray for Forgiveness. Today is not ordinary day! Today is the day that I proclaim to cry.,

Today
Its realy werid to see people come in to where I work and ask for autoparts.We get al different kinds of people mostly calls from auto shops and people just wasting time. I guess That I see how everything goes down so to speak in the world of auto mechanics.It's like if you worked in a pizza store you would see what goes on behind everything.I know some people are used to just ordering it and not really thinking about but its kind of interesting to know .. But I guess I'm werid ..

Today Is A Gift, That Is Why It Is Called The Present
It will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking. Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and colour of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model bo

Today Was Eventful
So like, I awoke this morning to go see my gf before she left for home (she lives out of town). I left an hour early so I could make sure I'd see her. I like live like 10 km's away from her or so (give or take) and it only took me like 1hr to get from my house to hers on foot. Talk about crazy eh... Anyways, after that, after missing her. I ended up walking halfway home and then thankfully I got a ride. After that I ended up checking this out for like 10 mins and...oh yeah did I mention I stayed awkake ALLLLLLL night for this too! Anyways I went back to sleep and then woke up to work for my uncle with his business he owns...That took a while so it was cool. He makes t-shirts and what not...well Silk Screening anyways. Well after all that I'm here on my laptop (which is broken...) Well anyways, I guess thats it. Later

Today Is Another Day
I am (not exactly late for work) but i am not early either. Not the way i usually am. So i have issues to work around. I have to go into work and tell them i failed my first driving test. Most people fail it but now i also have to tell them i am taking it this week. The only thing that cause me to fail it were my nerves. All that waiting to take a test. Punctuality is the key. I hope I can find a way to get there early or arrive at work early. Somehow I want to get there at a good enough time even if this means coming to late and leaving later in the evening I can handle that. I just want my driver's license so i can get this part of my life over with.

Today In The Life Of A Mortician
It was a rainy day off and on.The Mortician sewed a new dress and played on Cherry Tap, to include putting up a new Iron Maiden video to view.... Also I am working on a project for a friend on Cherry Tap...it will be ready for delivery.... Love all you guys and gals thanks for your support.... HAVE A GREAT DAY>>>

Today's
"Your analytical skills would put a psychologist to shame. Add a dazzling flash of insight, and you're suddenly able to answer an old question that's been puzzling you for ages. Way to go, Sherlock!" Two good ones in a row :D

Today
not sure really what to say here I am new to CT... And well it looks like fun have not met to many people around here..... So different from all the other sites like myspace and stuff like that.. Still it is fun well to tell you something all about me I am 23 turning 24 next month of the 20th the day after my roommate and also my ex and he is a sweetheart. I am from canada amd have lived a long life for most people my own age all I can say is from everything i have seen. My saying for life would have to be live life to the fullest cause if you dont you never know when you wont be here anymore. well thats all for now tah

Today Is A Sad Day In History..
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy.

Today's Specials
Today for lunch, I think I will be having the cheesesteak sub. Provolone cheese, mayo, and hots. IT comes with fries and a drink. I'll report back once I consume the food. Okay, I have just finished my food. It was rather tasty today, I highly recommend it.

Todays Horrorscope
After they have been so dead on for so long, i guess they were due for a miss... "Is a colleague being unnecessarily quarrelsome? Try to understand why, and you may defuse a potential argument. Seeing events from a different perspective is crucial to unlocking the mystery of their behavior." >

Today
I came home from work with heat exhaustion today...I was feeling dizzy and sick to my stomach...so the supervisor told me to go home...it was so hot in there and 105F outside...so you can imagine how hot it was in the automotive plant...I just slept for 4 1/2 hrs and I am still feeling sick and dizzy...not a nice feeling.

Todays Horoscope
You're absolutely, completely positive that it happened the way you remember it. The other party has a totally different take on the event in question. What do you do? Try really listening to each other.

Today In Rotten History
Jun 29 1603 The Globe Theater, William Shakespeare's original theatrical venue, burns to the ground. Jun 29 1967 Actress Jayne Mansfield is decapitated in a car crash, when her convertible collides with a parked tractor-trailer. To downplay the gruesome death, sources spread the falsehood that only her wig flew off in the accident. Jun 29 1971 When Soyuz 11 disengages from the Salyut space station, cosmonauts Georgi Dobrovolsky, Vladislav Volkov, and Viktor Patsayev are killed by a faulty pressurization valve. All the oxygen leaks out of the Soyuz cabin before Patsayev can close the valve by hand, and the crew is asphyxiated. Jun 29 1978 The body of Bob Crane is discovered in bed with an electric cord wrapped around his neck and his head smashed in. When Scottsdale police search the apartment belonging to the former star of television's Hogan's Heroes, they discover a video camera and a large library of amateur porn starring Crane and a parade of random women.

Today Is One Of My Good Days
I am doing a little bit better today.Still really not back to myself yet.I have all those dang things to go through this friday so trying to get things done before this friday.I am not going to say that i am not scared because i would be lieing.I am scared to death...

Today Was A Great Day Of Education Along W/further Growth.
Today was a great day of education along w/further growth. We had weights and measures come today to check on us, *gasp* an investigation. Quickly, with a racing heart I call Trevor to let him know YIKES they are here!!! We knew they were coming for us but didn't know when. The man introduces himself to me, shows me what needs to be done and explains no fines will come of us just education. Ok, this is cool I can do this....sweatingly. Trevor calls Keith our district manager who calls me to inform me that both him and Trevor are on their way to the store. Moments later, Keith walks in cool as a cucumber and smiles at me. Shakes the guy's hand and lets him do his job. Trevor shows up minutes later, sweating worse than me....worried as ever. The man tells us the store looks awesome, Keith looks my way and smiles again. Trevor pats my back. We got nailed on one thing little blue tags which needed to be removed from a cleaner....all in all we PASSED!!!!! A lesson o

Today's Political Outrage: Bush Commutes Libby's Prison Term
According to this news story, Bush has commuted Libby's prison sentence, so he (Libby) will not serve any prison time.Kind of makes it look like there was some type of political chicanery going on in the Bush administration, doesn't it?If you agree, please go to ImpeachForPeace.org and join in the fight to do something about it... tag: bush, libby, impeachment, high crimes and misdemeanors, politics, crime, news, prison-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.comGet paid to surf the web with

Today's Horoscope
Someone is getting awfully possessive of you. It was flattering -- at first. Now you're starting to feel less like a person and more like a territory. It might be time to set some boundaries in a kind, but clear manner. NOte: It must be some other Leo...no one owns me...

Today Target
good morin all we have good new cherrys now in 1st place lets keep her thier i want to thank you all helpin last nite thats how we need to bomb as a family we also need to thank the nite hawks for helpin us, when we are finish with this contest we will need to go help the the nite hawks with one of thier family memebrs that are in a contest in a give away, have a great july 4th an safe so please come drop love to cherry

Today's Horoscope
You feel loving, lovely and -- oh, let's be honest -- ever so slightly fuzzy. It's a great time for expressions of affection; ax the canny mental maneuvers. Enjoy this soft and dreamy influence for what it is. Note: I think they hit the nail on the head with this one.

Today
A deep sorry filled my heart last night. I tried to review the recent events of my life. I couldn't recall but a few. I was saddened to think that the few memories I've had during recent days, Would all soon just fade away to nothing. Today, I have no unusual plans to think of. How sad it is to think that this moment right now, Will never be thought of again. Today,very soon, today will be forever lost. It is as if life has been just a series of significant memories and all the time passed in between has never even existed at all. Years of life held in a handful of dust. Maybe today I'll do something great that I will NEVER forget. I feel better now. Today will not be forgotten!

Todays Events
well for the 4th of july my g/f and i went to a friends house for the holiday and we had fun we had a lil picnic had hotdogs and stuff i love hotdogs over a fire then boiled ick but anyway we ate then waited awhile just hung around and talked amongst everybody that was there perverted conversations galore lol then we went swimming in the river i am not one for getting in the river but i braved thru my fear of memories of a needle suring floating down the creek when i was little whell today was fun i tried my hardest to swim up river and could not get anywhere besides going the oppisit way then i wanted to go it was deep couldnt touch bottom out where we were i tried swimming up river about 5 times and got nowhere lol i had fun then we went back to the house to dry off and stuff we were inside for about 2 hours talking and i decided to go fishen and the ppl where we live only live rite along the river so i didnt have far to go just in their back yard how cool is that if i lived there i

Todays Funny 7/5/07
MARK YOUR CALENDAR FOR NEXT SATURDAY!!!!!!! As you may already know, it is a sin for a Muslim male to see any woman other than his wife naked, and that he must commit suicide if he does. So next Saturday at 4 PM. Eastern Time all American women are asked to walk out of their house completely naked to help weed out any neighborhood terrorists. Circling your block for one hour is recommended for this anti-terrorist effort. All men are to position themselves in lawn chairs in front of their house to prove they are not Muslims, and to demonstrate they think it's okay to see nude women other than their wife and to show support for all American women. Since Islam also does not approve of alcohol, a cold 6-pack at your side is further proof of your anti-Muslim sentiment. The American government appreciates your efforts to root out terrorists and applauds your participation in this anti-terrorist activity. God bless America . It is your patriotic duty to pass t

Today's Horoscope
Someone says 'sorry,' but is it sincere? And most importantly, are you the person making superficial apologies? Take some time to think about what happened. Don't say something you don't genuinely feel. ^^ I meant what I said last night...every word of it.....kinda funny this popped up after last night too makes ya wonder about these things ....

Today On Wrr
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Todays Horoscope
Like a pinata, you're filled with surprises. Your life is a lot of things, but boring certainly isn't one of them -- especially now. The most surprising things pop out of your mouth, guided there by your dreams. Yep and I told someone about a dream I had and now they are pissed at me oh well.

Today Is Awesome
Some of my friends and family have learned about my journey over the last 10 years. In 1997 I was diagnosed with degenerative arthritis in my right knee. I was told that my walking days were over and that I needed a knee replacement but was too young so I should wait 10 years, be sedentary, and when I turned 50 they would give me a new knee. Well I decided to not follow that advise and instead start riding bicycles again. It was tough to do. Going from not being able to walk to trying to ride my bike again. It was a slow process but I decided I wanted to live not sit around and wait. Short story is, I stayed with it and my life made many changes. I was riding mountain bikes because the gearing was easier for my knees. Well after a few years I started racing mountain bikes. Even got as high as ranked 50 in the country in my age group. Then I hit another wall. August 27, 2002 I had a serious crash. Fractured C5 in my neck and suffered sever head trauma. I want to say th

Today....
So today I went to a family birthday party. My niece was turning 1 and it is always a special thing. Of course they made the party in the middle of nap time, which always baffles me when it comes to kids parties. Anywho...so we go to the pizza place and of course my daughter wants to just play and not eat. I let her, since it's a party and not really that big of a deal. But at the park she took off running across the park from us. It scared me cuz I turned around and she was just gone. I went and got her and we had a talk about y I was upset. The next thing I know I turn around and she has taken off running to yet another part of the park! So here we are at this family thing with lots of other kids and mine is the only one screaming and crying and upset. I totally felt like either the meanest parent or the most incompetent. It's so frustrating! There are things I know my daughter has missed out on, just by having a single parent, but it's even more apparent in situations such as these.

Today
yeah so i got a new boyfriend today.. TJ. i like him a whole bunch... i just dont like hanging out with his friends all the time.. this one gurl who is like his best friend doesnt really like me and calls me a hoochi.. he tells her to stop but i kno she still thinks it.. yeah but oher than that yeah im bored.. so ill update later

Today
OMG can i say that everyone was in pissy ass moods today at work? I think i can... management, everyone.. me and two of my fellow supervisors were jokin around with cucumber and lloyd (our human resource mgr) comes in and takes it from us and puts it in the fridge makin a comment about people callin corporate for obscene jokes... i'm like whatever... it just was like "watch out cause someone would bite your head off... i pretty much just stuck to myself today... had to work on fillin my girls and boys accessories.. i was cursing under my breath cause girls was a pain in my ass... all the lil hair barrets and ties.. ughHh! lol. Anyways, I'm so glad to be home where i can take it easy .. and that's just what i'm plannin on doin.. hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.. and everyone will be in better moods.

Today Is Sativa's Girls Birthday
Sativa's Girl@ CherryTAPGo show her some BIRTHDAY LOVE everyone!!! Happy Birthday to you!! Happy Birthday to you!! Hurry up and and leave TN cause I really miss you!!! giggles I love you GIRL!! And I hope that you areCustom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Today Is One Of Those Days That Suicide Sounds Good.
i just had to go fishing. i get there, a wasp flies into my head, making contact, so i spin around, knocking my tacklebox off the perch it was on. guess where my truck keys went? into the mother fucking river. then, a latch on my truck door messes up. so when i got my spare key, i couldnt close the door. then i had to drive with a door that wouldnt close, every time i turned right the door bout flew open, i had to hold it shut. driving a 5 speed, thats kinda hard. its just one of those days that make you say "how great it would be to end it all"

Today's Biggest Story: A New Way To Activate A Cell Phone
Apple iPhone(Credit: CNET)With all of the hoopla surrounding the iPhone, we have all forgotten about the most important development of today's release: a new way to activate a cell phone. You can have your iPhone. I'll take the home activation and enjoy it for much longer than you will enjoy your new phone.For years I have been buying new cell phones from Verizon Wireless. And in each of those years, I've been forced to waste the better part of a Saturday afternoon on activating the new phone I had been coveting for a few months. Here's the scenario: go online and find the phone you want when your contract is up. Once you pick out your new companion for the next two years, drive over to your carrier's nearest and wait for one of the sales representatives to ask you why you're there in the first place. Once you tell them you want a phone, go look around at all of the cellies they have laying around while they confirm that you are eligible for the low-cost offer. OK, so now that

Todays Horoscope
You feel so close to this person that their joy and pain are yours as well. Sometimes, though, this connection can be a touch overwhelming. It's time to remember where you end and the other person begins. mmmmmmmmmm........sometimes i ask myself some questions..

Today's Assignment (all Day)
Both of these end Sunday, so get in there & bomb your booties off! Let's help keep April in 2nd!! Plz help me stay in 1st! She is gaining on me quick!! (Rates Count!! So Don't forget 2 Rate!!) Plz FAN & FRIEND THE HOSTESS to bomb. ***Christie*** ~Enchanted~

Today's Horoscope
Someone is turning you upside down and into knots. You've got it bad, but sometimes it feels so good. Go with it. The secret to life is learning to be comfortable with all your feelings, especially the weird ones. Note: not sure what that is all about.

Todays Looser
Gotta wonder some people. Do they honestly think that they say hey...i want you...that yur going to be that grateful or desperate that you are going to jump them. Reality check needed here guys!!!!! Here is the shout I received from today's top looser contender. Tell me what you think?? philschil: i love older women i need someone like you to keep up with me. younger girls cant take it Needless to say he was ignored. I have a life, I have a guy that I love.

Today's Horoscope
You're committed to seeing this action all the way to the end, but you also understand the importance of giving yourself a little creative leeway. Other people may not get it, but they don't need to: You know it works. Note: I like this :)

Today Horroscope
From Tarot.com (on iGoogle): You may feel as if someone is being overly critical of you today, but that might just be due to your current oversensitivity. You may think that you would do better by thickening your tender skin into rhino hide, but there is a dangerous price to pay for this kind of toughness. It's better to hear gentle criticism that comes from a loving friend than it is to get a much harsher assessment from someone else later on. Tuesday, July 17, 2007 From Astrology.com (on CherryTap): Stop putting yourself on trial. Usually your best is more than enough. If something else needs to work in this particular situation, think of it as a learning experience, not a judgment. Figure out a fix, then move on. Funny, I am going to be talking with a couple of possible employers today.

Today's Horoscope
A conflict arises between your home life and your creative needs. What to do? In some ways, you knew this was coming. It's almost a relief to finally deal with it. Be honest about what you want and you'll find a solution. Note: yes, I do have some conflicts going on. I have decided to tackle both this weekend.

Today...
well,i have a guy friend who has a gf...and she's a lying bitch, and i don't understand how someone can be in a realtionship with someone who treats their friends like shit.... it don't make sense to me.. my list family friends bf's.... i guess his vision is gf's friends family... totally backwords...he's not on here, so i know who is thinking it's them, it's not.... tell me, why do guys act so stupid?!?!?!

Today Is International Weird-ass People's Day.
Please send an encouraging message to a weird ass friend... Just as I've done. I don't care if you lick windows, Screw farm animals, Sniff toilet seats Or occasionally shit yourself... You hang in there sunshine, You're frigging special.

Today July 18th
Okay so so much for wishing for summer its here! Went to work today (thank god for AC) and cut 3 lawns which I almost passed out (thank god for water) haha and now John is coming over and we are going to get up some bars soon. Hope everyone had a good day! PS: Dont forget to comment and rate my NSFW!