With the news that I am back to normal (relatively anyway) lol, I am hoping that this new year bring me more peace with Mike's and my loss and another chance to try for our baby again. I will be taking down my memorial to the baby in the house tomorrow as my way of putting it to bed and making peace with it. This was my promise to myself and the people that love me. Thank you to all my friends and all the people that have supported me through all this. I have decided that I am ok with my blog not being #1 anymore. If it gets there again...great...if not...that is ok...my story, support and message have been shared and helped others and thats all I have wanted to do. I will NOT stop dedicating my page to pregnancy and infant loss though....it will always be a part of me and there will always be others that need this support. My friends, family and fans RULE and I love you all more than I can ever hope to tell you. I will continue to write in here as well since the journey is never done. Thanks again!
