Sometimes I am astounded at my luck to have found my hunny. I have been through so MANY terrible relationships in my life...being cheated on and abused and left....that having a man that WANTS to stand beside me and doesnt want to cheat on me is such a new and rare thing. When we first met, I actually found myself not being able to get close to him or trust him because I always had this feeling that it would be only a matter of time. Its now almost 7 months since we started seeing each other and we have been through SOOO MUCH that even some long married couples dont go through and if they do some dont make it. He has never once flinched when faced with any of it. He continues to love me even when things are tough or a little scary and for that he is probably the best man that I could have ever hoped to find. He seems to know me more than I know myself sometimes and knows when I need a hug or a laugh and always is there to give it to me. I love you Mike...more than I can EVER hope to tell you with mere words but I can continue to try to show you for the rest of my life because that is DEFINITELY how long it will take.