I'm falling in the debris,
Picking my broken pieces off the floor,
I'm running from superstition,
With my heart so dramatically sore.
All I want is a break,
Happiness for once to come my way,
My life has made me hopeless,
So at night I pray.
And my faith is shattering,
I'm losing the feeling that was once there,
I'm looking for a reason,
Just one reason to care.
I was never good enough,
And I will never be,
I'm learning the hard way,
Searching for something inside of me.
I don't know myself,
Nobody knows me for real,
I'm too afraid to let them in,
Because of the way I feel.
I'm too damaged to trust,
Too bruised to move,
I won't fall to them,
I have nothing to prove.
I feel all over the place,
Everything seems one big mess,
It's so hard to keep going,
With so much to confess.
And the truth of the matter is,
That I just want to fall away,
I just don't want to live,
To feel so broken and not ok.
