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Tobys Baby Book ( Excerpts)
Tobys baby book ( excerpts) Your Child is a clean slate take care of what you write on them. Children fall down, Never stop helping them get up. But remember ,thats why god made them so close to the ground. Tobys first prayer: Thank you god for everyone and every thing that is good.. Amen 2 years old Some funny and not so funny things you did.. You handpumped shampoo all over the rug: Squirted toothpaste everywhere: Ripped up all my papertowels Threw everything out of the grocery cart: Popping the trunk to the car over and over: 5-20-05 How sweet are you? Your scared of the dark but follow me anywhere. You love to help me with my chores but won't do your own. You followed me to the bathroom but wouln't go by yourself. Your a true escape artist,except when I need a minute alone You love bugs but your afraid to touch them. You can never make up your mind what to watch on TV Your toys aren't interesting unless someone else is interested in them. You've aqui

Toby Keith He Aint Worth Missing
He's flying high tonight He's got a brand new lover Here you come a-runnin' You're looking for some cover I know you're sad and lonely I know you're feeling blue You miss him so much Won't let me get to close to you Oh he ain't worth missin' Oh we should be kissin' Stop all this foolish wishin' He ain't worth missin' I know your head is turnin' I know your heart is burnin' Girl you gotta listen Don't you know he ain't worth missin' You know I'm here to save you But you ain't through cryin' yet Look at your pretty face All red and soakin' wet I'm gonna try and make him Just a memory Come on baby let's get started First thing you got to see Oh he ain't worth missin' Oh we should be kissin' Stop all this foolish wishin' He ain't worth missin' I know your head is turnin' I know your heart is burnin' Girl you gotta listen Don't you know he ain't worth missin' If you need someone to hold you Someone to ease your pain Well I'll be holding steady Girl

Toby's Birthday Bully
IT'S TIME FOR A BADASS TO HAVE ANOTHER BIRTHDAY! S.B.C. IS TURNING 36 TODAY! YEP BEWARE OF THE IDES OF MARCH! STOP BY AND WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECAUSE HE'D DO THE SAME FOR YOU! I'M TELLING YOU IT'S TIME TO STOP ON BY AND FAN/RATE/ADD/BLING HIM... S.B.C Pimp of the Pink Pu$$ycat Lounge@ fubar HE'S ONLY 721k TO HENCHMAN LETS GET HIM THERE TODAY!! IT'S HIS BIRTHDAY PEOPLE HE'S AN AUTO-11/CHERRY BOMB VIRGIN! POP HIS CHERRY! MAKE HIS BIRTHDAY SPECIAL THIS MAN IS OLD SCHOOL, SERIOUSLY HE'S BEEN AROUND SINCE LOST CHERRY! WHILE YOUR AT IT MAKE HIS BIRTHDAY EXTRA SPECIAL AND STOP BY AND LOVE ON HIS FIANCE: ★Amazonian☠Midget© ~*Fiance' 2 S.B.C*~ ** R/L BFF to Miss Mags@ fubar THIS PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Mi§§♥Måg§@ fubar KissI Love It Loud

Toby Wayne Page
i remember the the day i got the call that you passed after a head on collision with an 18 wheeler i knew i couldnt be hearin rite, to this day i still cant believe its true that your nowhere to be found nowhere to be seen it still hurts almost 9 years later i still see your face how does one ever let go of somebody that put them through total hell growin up but as we all know those were the good ole days i miss those days but b4 the good lord took you away from us forever he made sure that you left us two little precious angels and what hurts the most is that i had my youngest on the day that you were taken away from us but it was 5 years after the fact and i didnt really even remember wat day exactly it was that the lord had taken you away to the heavens above but that is a day that i will never forget again bc i had my youngest little angel on that very day he will be three in may even though you never seen him i swear he looks and acts just like you i tell myself all the time i got

Toby Keith - Wish I Didn't Know Now
I never ask you where you're goin', I never ask you where you've been I've never called and checked your story, When you stayed out with all your freinds I've never tried to catch you lyin', I didn't want to know the truth I'd rather go on lovin' blind girl, Than go on lovin' without you I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then I wish I could start this whole thing over again I'm not sayin' it's you, You could never be true I just don't wanna know how it ends You'd still have my heart in the palm of your hands I'd still look like a fool in front of your freinds Yeah, I wish somehow I didn't know now what I didn't know then I've always said what I don't know Couldn't hurt as bad as leavin' you Turns out I knew what I was thinkin', It ain't an easy thing to do, Well I guess I should be goin' I sure found out too much to stay, Please don't say you're sorry I might wait another day I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then I wish I could start this whole thing over again I`m

Toby Keith - Whiskey Girl
Toby Keith - Whiskey Girl Lyrics Don't my baby look good in them blue jeans? Tight on the top with a belly button ringA little tattoo somewhere in betweenShe only shows to meHey we're going out dancin' she's ready tonightSo damn good lookin' boys it ain't even rightAnd when bar tender says for the ladyWhat's it gonna be?I tell him manShe ain't into wine and rosesBeer just makes her turn up her noseAnd, she can't stand the thought of sippin' champagneNo Cuervo Gold MargaritasJust ain't enough good burn in tequilaShe needs somethin' with a little more edge and a little more painShe's my little whiskey GirlMy Ragged on the edges girlAh, but I like 'em roughBaby got a '69 mustangFour on the floor, and you ought to hear the pipes ringI jump behind the wheel and it's away we goHey, I drive too fast, but she don't careBlue bandana tied all up in her hairJust sittin' there singin' every song on the radioShe ain't into wine and rosesBeer just makes her turn up her noseAnd, she can't sta

To Carrie And Her Family
I AM FREE Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid for me I took His hand when I heard Him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, to laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks undone must stay that way I've found that peace at the close of the day. If parting has left a void, then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, Ah, yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish for you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all to brief, Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me, God wants me now, He set me free.

To Catch A Star
9/18/07 why is the moon so hard to grasp it seems close enough to snatch, how can the stars that twinkle and fall be so hard to catch? the distance 'tween us isn't as far as the moon and stars above and is not insurmountable it can be bridged by love. a little thought and a lot of work and together we can abide i'm willing to give and try it all just to be by your side. i've fallen so hard for you, my love forgive if i'm out of line but all i want is for your heart to be forever mine. d. r. hyden yeah, i know...not my best... meh.. who cares...it's from my heart, and that's what counts...

To Capture His Heart
To Capture His Heart Need: White votive candle On a Friday evening, light the white votive candle saying: "May this flame of passion burn within your heart, from me, you will not part with harm to none So mote it be - it is done!" Allow the white candle to burn out while you meditate upon your love.

To Carlo (bluetasseract)
Carlo, I'm sorry I didn't write you. You have no idea how horrible I feel, but please believe that I missed you while you were deployed. The few times I stopped by Fubar I always made sure to comment your page, your pictures, and was very territorial of being the only one who would show up on your "gifted from" bar. Yes indeed I had all that time while you were gone to write to your Fubar and apologize, but I waited because I wanted to tell you in person. Now you've blocked me and I'm trying so hard to apologize. So Carlo, please accept my apology, I mean it from the very bottom of my heart. You are a good friend, and one that I don't want to lose. ~Candy~

To Call Or Not To Call
HOW TO CALL THE POLICE WHEN YOU'RE OLD AND DON'T MOVE FAST ANYMORE. George Phillips of Meridian , Mississippi was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked 'Is someone in your house?' and he said 'no'. Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, 'Okay,' hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again. 'Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them.' Then he hung up. Within five minutes three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and ca

To Catch A Bullet
Lets cut to the chase and feed me your bullshit while I sit here and take it if thats what it takes sorry to dissapoint you I'm always coming back for more so say whatever you want call me whatever you will week after week being taken for granted like a habit I can't seem to break I can't let go although God knows how hard I've tried when will we be enough? Nothings ever enough Nothings ever enough Here we go again another day to shut them up If you think I'll just walk away well thats not who I am I bet you'll need me one day to keep you alive and I'll spit in your face just like you did to mine week after week still going nowhere wait til you see what happens next I can't let go although God knows how hard I've tried when will we be enough? nothings ever enough I can't let go although God knows how hard I've tried when will we be enough? nothings ever enough time is wasting wait til you see what happens next time i

2009 To 2011. Capitales Manage
QUEBEC -- The Toronto Blue Jays have purchased the contract of left-handed pitcher Tony Davis from the Quebec Capitales, the Can-Am League club announced Friday. In 20 appearances for Quebec this season, the Newberry, Fla., native went 2-0 with a 1.06 ERA. He was used mostly out of the bullpen against lefthanded hitters. Davis, 24, was drafted by the Minnesota Twins in the 12th round in 2009 but was released this spring. He joined Fargo-Moorhead of the American Association before he was traded to Quebec in July. He had a 2.51 ERA in 44 appearances with the Twins double-A affiliate from 2009 to 2011. Capitales manager Patrick Scalabrini said in a statement that the Jays made the move to fill a need for left-handed relievers in their organization. Davis is the second Capitales pitcher sold to a major league club in recent weeks. Right hander Chris Cox of St. George, Ont., a Blue Jays 2011 draft pick, was purchased by the Arizona Diamondbacks in November. The Jays also claimed third basem

To Celebrate My @ Year Anniversary
I can't believe I've been on Fubar 2 years now. I've met some great people & blocked a few, lol... Please help me celebrate during my Happy Hour tomorrow, Wed. at 4pm Fu-time. Thanks everyone. ஐLindaஐ FuOwner of Tappinit, Killa Klown & RavinJuggalo~ FuOwned by Ðôçβôñε//

To Certain People
To those two people that are trying to fuck me over by covering some shit up and lying: I already told you to STFU. Telling me you have talked to Deacon does absolutely nothing to me. I won't believe a word you say until I talk to him. One of you is a sad naive individual that was easily led on, and another one knows some shit we don't, and is poorly trying to cover it up. Don't think I'm stupid and would buy into your silly lil tricks. I won't believe that crap you spew until I talk to him on the phone, and hear those words YOU say from HIS mouth. Until then, go on with your little fuckin game. One of you is a pathetic drama queen that has lost any trust from ppl by ensuing all sorts of fucking drama around her. Chill out, its not all about you. You are just an online persona trying to attract more "friends" to your self.

To Choke An Elderly Lady.........
Today started as such a lovely day. Met my best friend of 28 years for lunch. She brought her two girls ages 4 and 8 along. I always love seeing "my" babies. They have a part of Aunt Maimee's heart (moi)....as most babies do. Well mid-way during lunch, I notice the 4 year old is sniffing my shoe. LOL Kind of freaked me out and I commented on it and laughed and she goes hysterical crying. I had hurt her feelings. So here I go snotting. She doesn't want to be my friend for about 20 minutes until she forgot why she was mad at me. I love the way children love. After lunch, I had some errands to run. Now I don't mind elderly people driving at all. But by God, if they can't see my big ass, it's time to give up the driving privelage. I'm standing beside this car while this sweet lady is attempting to back out. Smiled at her with my nice self and in return I get this look of "go to hell you stupid bitch." LOL So, I stand there waiting VERY patiently for granny to move. She ba

To Change Eye Color
For the magick practitioner wishing to test their skill, there is a way to do this. It is more difficult and takes much practice. It's also completely natural. You must be relatively advanced as a witch to use the magical method, but once you learn it's fun and entertaining. This type of magic is commonly called a glamor. It is really just a matter of taking a desire and making it surface so that it is visible to other people. Close your eyes. You must have complete focus and be concentrating only on changing the eye color, any other distractions must be cleared from the mind. Now fill your mind with the color your eyes are, right now, naturally. Now see that color slowly change to the color you wish your eyes to become. See it overpower your natural color. Imagine that the color shines like a ray of light from inside your mind out through your eyes. Visualize your eyes becoming that color as the light passes through them. (This process should take at least 15 minutes the first few

To Chinese Or Not Chinese
So let me give you a little back round on this soon to be blog. When I met the lust objection of my life a couple years ago, we went to a chinese restraunt. It was alright, not to shabby. We had good conversation, and he got so loud an annoying that I got embarassed. Dinner is over, after he's gone through at least 6 plates of the buffet, and we go get the absolutly wonderful and amazing soft serve ice cream. My obsession crumbles up his fortune cookies and puts it in his ice cream...we labeled it "Slanty Joes Ice Cream..." because that way it would have been chinese. So onto my blog. As I sit and watch TV on a nightly basis I see all these places for chinese food. First thing I have to address, is SINCE WHEN did chinese resturants all become Vegas Buffet style. Since when does everyone need to look like a horse going to its bucket of oats for feeding time. I mean people go up there pile on their sweet and sour pork, the broccoli beef, 10 egg rolls, and a gallon of soup..

To Choices
You have two choices in life: > > You can stay single and be miserable, > > or get married and wish you were dead. > > > > At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, > > "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" > > "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." > > > > > > A lady inserted an ad in the classifieds: > > "Husband Wanted" > > Next day she received a hundred letters. > > They all said the same thing: > > "You can have mine." > > > > > > When a woman steals your husband, > > there is no better revenge than to let her keep him. > > > > > > > > A woman is incomplete until she is married. Then she is finished. > > > > > > A little boy asked his father, > > "Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?" > > Father replied, "I don't know, son, I'm still paying." > > > > > > A young son asked, > > "Is it true, Dad, that in some parts of Africa > > a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" > > D

To Change Eye Colour
For the magick practitioner wishing to test their skill, there is a way to do this. It is more difficult and takes much practice. It's also completely natural. You must be relatively advanced as a witch to use the magical method, but once you learn it's fun and entertaining. This type of magic is commonly called a glamor. It is really just a matter of taking a desire and making it surface so that it is visible to other people. Close your eyes. You must have complete focus and be concentrating only on changing the eye color, any other distractions must be cleared from the mind. Now fill your mind with the color your eyes are, right now, naturally. Now see that color slowly change to the color you wish your eyes to become. See it overpower your natural color. Imagine that the color shines like a ray of light from inside your mind out through your eyes. Visualize your eyes becoming that color as the light passes through them. (This process should take at least 15 minutes the first few

To Chris Benoit
To all of those who loved him. He will be sadly missed. I am having a hard time believeing that there was no foul play involved. But what do I know I am not an investator nor a police officer. I do know that when someone kills there family they would die with them not later on. I guess noone will ever know the truth cause noone was there. All we know is what we are told and that is what we have to go by. I know that I will miss him and he will forever be in my thoughts.

To Change
How do I change? If I feel depressed I will sing. If I feel sad I will laugh. If I feel ill I will double my labour. If I feel fear I will plunge ahead. If I feel inferior I will wear new garments. If I feel uncertain I will raise my voice. If I feel poverty I will think of wealth to come. If I feel incompetent I will think of past success. If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals. Today I will be the master of my emotions.

To Change You Homepage Style..
I thought this would help alot of you new and old on how to Change the style of your homepage to fit your needs.. Here are the steps.. 1. Click "My" 2. Click "Profile" 3. Next you will see this Go to Homepage Style 4. Here you will see Newbie, Original, and Power.. (Newbie)what you start out with when you join.. (Original) one step up (Power) this is what I use and I think it's alot easier than all of them.. 5. Don't forget to put the code in at the bottom and hit Sumit... Now you should have a new style for your home page..

To Choose Between (spring 1990)
It is sometimes hard to choose between. What you know and what you've seen. Beauty is only skin deep. Beauty inside is what I seek. To choose between at a loss for words. In the souls its simply absurd, Is it easier to live life clean, Or to live a lie? To choose between, I will surely try.

To Chew One's Cud And To Comtemplate Share A Root
Pastor Gerald revealed this to me this morning at our last Breakfast With the Boys for 2008 as the crux of the message he preached Christmas Eve at the church he and Pastor Janet rotate preaching at, giving communion, etc. Fascinating; in fact, I found myself mentally rushing him and then comes my still, small voice saying “shut up and listen” or I’ll miss looking at the traditional Nativity – Jesus the Son of God born to Joseph and Mary – in not a different way so much as renewing my need to be still and known that God is God. All ruminant animals with multiple stomachs don’t start chewing and re-chewing their food (their cud) until they’re calm. It was hardly calm once Joseph and Mary showed up with a screaming baby, but once Jesus was calm, so was everybody else. So the shepherds didn’t arrive in a scene of chaos; Luke’s gospel doesn’t tell of chaos in the manger but rather the shepherds finding Joseph, Mary, and Jesus, telling them the angel’s message, then telling anyone w

To Christy From Jared
This is a poem i got from someone in my inbox on myyear awwww idk who he is nor have i ever talked to him Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever .Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight si

To Chat Or Not To Chat
I wonder as I set here online watch the Fubar World go by, I see many aspects of this site has changed over the years. It appears that many people do not want chat or even respond to a normal conversation from someone. It's almost as if, 'if I answer this simple Hello, it is going expand into something more than I want to deal with.' It's almost as if it's only a game and not a social media site that was far strong back in the day before FB. People chatted and responded to a a private message, they were not worried about there buzz level of where their next level was going to come from, if it came it came because of the friends we had met can cultivated online. They wanted us to be successful just like someone else had made them. So really, does anyone want to chat?

To Choose High Quality Led Lights For Cars
In the recently years,the led lights for cars have been widely used in various big brand car such as Audi, Mercedes, Toyota and many other car models, and the using of the led light products has already become a new selling point for mining vehicles. BMW led tail lights for cars main have three kinds of car light,they are led signal light,led brake light , led back up lights.we know that if you want to replace car lights,the base of the two must can be interchanged.The led signal light models ,led brake light models , led back up lights models are: T25BA15S, T25BAY15D, T15W2. In addition,when we buy our led lights,should buy led light brand,to choose high quality led light bulbs.

To Cheat Or Not To Cheat...
Those who know me know I'm married and that though I'm a big flirt online and have had plenty of cyber FWB's, I've never taken things over into real life. I've been tempted plenty of times, but there are a number of things that have always stopped me. First there's the issue of trust. I have no desire to mess up my marriage and so have absolutely no desire for my wife to ever find out. Having a real life sexual relationship with someone would involve a lot of risk and I'd have to be able to trust that person not only that they wouldn't intentionally reveal our relationship but that they'd consciously do everything they could to ensure it was kept secret. Next there's the challenge of finding someone who's looking for the same thing... I've met plenty of women who say they're not looking for a relationship, that they understand my situation, and that they have no desire to mess with it - only to have their feelings intensify and then they explicitly or implicitly tell me that they

To Cindy From Amber
I did not mean to lose myself, with no way of returning, knowing that my mother, always kept the homefires' burning, i only mean to laugh awhile, a quick ride with friends, but somewhere amidst the laughter, life came to and end. in life i wandered aimlessly, always searching for the answers, trying everything i could, taking one to many chances. until at last i found myself, alone beneath the trees,

To Clarify Something...
There are some people I just use for points because I want to get some of the benefits on the site. Others I'm actually (virtual) friends with. If you prove to me you're not just in it for the points yourself, and that, like me, you really do want to know some of the people here, then you might find yourself on my "family" list. Yes, I'm a crazy flirt sometimes, but I'm not usually serious about it. My crush is real.

To Clear Things Up
I don''t know why sometimes that peopel have the idea that everything that happens with you revolves around them..but I'm tired of bein gthe one to stay silent to save face. After the convetion here in Texas, I had a fan start me a group...and this is only the begining... Just as I had another fan suggest I start selling playing cards of myself. I'm always flattered when someone does this for me..Of course he needed help with the group because he doesnt know o fall my accomplishments and such so he handed all of the info over to me..but I had to then hand it over to my assistant..I figure I'll go there afew days a week and see what's going on. Somehow or another, a person that I used to work with, got it in THEIR heads that this was all for them..that my fan that came out to see me (well, one of them) decdied to conspire against her by starting me a fan group....Does this make sense to anyone...? If it does..please explain it to me!

To Clear All This Up!!!
ALRIGHT... FOR ALL YOU LOVELY CHERRYS OUT THERE I GOT SHYT TO CLEAR UP FOR YOU ALL... JESSA... FIRST OFF I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU GOTTA BE HATING ON ME... I DIDNT DO SHYT, ITS PRETTY IMATURE FOR YOU TO RATE ME A 1 FROM A 11 FIRST OFF WHEN WTH DID I DO TO YOU? YOUR BROTHER CAME TO ME AFTER I POSTED A BULLITEN ABOUT HIRING DJS... NOT IN ANY WAY DID I DO IT TO HURT YOU? WHY WOULD I HURT YOU I DONT HATE YOU FOR ANY REASON AT ALL AND NEVER HAVE... I THOUGHT YOU HATED ME... AND STILL AT THAT POINT DIDN'T KNOW WHY EITHER... ANYWHO... IM NOT GONNA SIT HERE AND DOWN RATE YOU... SEND YOU BAD COMMENTS OR BE MEAN IN ANY WAY BECAUSE ITS DUMB SHYT WHY FIGHT OVER THE NET? JOSH... YOU CAN GO AND DOWN RATE ME AS WELL I DON'T CARE, BUT JUST REMEMBER IF IT WASENT FOR ME YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER HAD CHERRYTAP OR WOULD YOU HAVE EVER MET JESSA... IF YOU WANNA DIS ON ME AFTER I DIDN'T DO SHYT TO YOU EITHER THATS FINE IM COOL WITH IT... LIKE I SAID I AINT HERE TO FIGHT YOU ALL ANY REASON... ITS COOL YOU AINT WANNA

To Clear The Air.
Since Firemyst and Nasa seem to have a vendetta against me, and have blocked me from defending myself with the trash they post about me, I figured, since their friends will likely be coming here to look at my profile, I'll go ahead and post the entire story here. They certainly won't post it. The entire story can be summed up in two links, and a few of my own words. After the latest attack and slander, I sent this email to Firemyst, as she was the one to start the entire issue. I think it sums everything up nicely. You know, you may want to move out of the glass house before you start casting stones. Let your mindless followers know the ENTIRE story before you just select parts of it completely out of context. For instance, why have I never once seen you post a link to either of the mumms you reference? Oh, lost track of them. Here. I bookmarked them for you. "Support the troops" http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=50340 That one, I never even made a single c

To Close My Eye
to close my eyes for a moment or two and just remember the good you do to remember the smile you gave to me the first time i said dad please come and see was it all just a waste did you even care did you realize the value in one word we share i called you my dad even tho you were not but i think those values you must have forgot never tell a lie was the lesson you taught but that first lesson yourself you forgot our whole relationship itself based on a lie only confessed when yu knew yu would die did it hurt you to write all the things that you wrote did you even realize the bond that you broke did you wonder if deep down i loved you at all as you took your last pill and took the big fall in case you dont know as you rest your mind the love i had you again just wont find you took that away with one stroke of your pen confessions and lies mean no love again done by christine

To Clarify The Last Blog...
Just to make my last post a little more clear (at least as far as where I'm coming from in writing it), I've decided to post the preface to my novel. It's little more than a chain of events that sets up the actual story, but will give a better idea of what I was thinking about. The basic chain of events was originally written in 1995, with the events of the first Gulf War in my recent memory, and has been slightly modified when I wrote it again in 2007, with an updated knowledge of current events - oddly enough, it wasn't that dissimilar from what I had originally written. The only real new parts in the history are the 9/11 attacks and the name of President Bush. -------------------------------- A sufficiently developed technology is indistinguishable from magic. Preface September 11, 2001: Terrorists attack the World Trade Center in New York City and the Pentagon in Washington, DC. The World Trade Center buildings fall and the Pentagon suffers major damage. The U

To Clear Evil Intent
This spell can be used if you suspect that somebody is directing unhelpful energy towards you which is makingyou sick. Words have particular force, so in expressing your feelings forcibly as in line 2of the incantation, you are turning the energy back on the perpetratir. WHAT YOU WILL NEED: Length of string/Twine Bottle (glass, one that you can brake) METHOD: *Tie a knot in the string. *place it in the bottle and bury it in the earth. *after three days dig it up.* *Put it on the floor or ground and say. A curse on me you buried deep To make me sick, you nasty creep. I placed a knot into this tiwne And so your work was worked in vain. *Shatter the bottle, carefully pick up the string and undo the knot; the original curse is now invalid. *Dispose of the bottle remains in any ways that you feel is appropriate. *Burn the cord and blow the ashes to the wind. In some ways this could be called a protection spell, but since the 'curse' could cause you to be ill this s

To Clear The Air...
APPARENTLY SOME PEEPS ON HERE THINKIN IM FEEDING THEM SOME BULL SHIT SO IMMA LAY EVERYTHING OUT AND HOPE THIS WILL SOPT ANY LINGERING QUESTIONS. 1. I DONT LOVE MY EX NOR DO I HAVE FEELING...AND YES IM PUTTING DOWN FOR EVEN HER TO READ 2. IM FUCCIN SINGLE..PERIOD 3. YEAH I HAVE SOME PEEPS THAT I LIKE AND WOULD LIKE TO SEE AND OR DATE..AND DONT ACT LIKE IM PLAYIN YOU CAUSE WE HAVENT MET... 4. IM FUCCIN SINGLE....PERIOD 5. IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS OR CONCERS LET ME KNOW. I HAVE BEEN ONLINE ALL THIS TIME AND HAVNT LIED ABOUT SHIT AND Y IN THE HELL WOULD I START NOW...

To Clarify
NO. I DO NOT HAVE AN ORDER IN WHICH I COMMENT. NO, I DON'T LIKE ANYONE MORE SPECIAL THAN THE OTHER. (ok maybe there are a few :P) I have 3 people ask where they're comment was. Not nicely i might add. And none of the 3, have commented me in last 3 days or more. TRY LEAVING ME A FUCKING COMMENT, then i "MIGHT" fucking leaving you one. OMG. I am not here to make you happy. Get off your ass, top making blogs and commenting in mumms and say hi. Then maybe i'll say hi back. I might be a tad pissed. Sorry PS. It's everyone's birthday today. No i mean it. EVERYONES. Ok, maybe its. DaisyBlues Delirious Sproets And another thing. EVERYONE has auto 11's too. Well maybe just SherryMH Freak Rippedflesh Alison and anyone else i forgot. Someone give me a cigarette before i KILL someone Oh and btw Hi

To Clearify My Status Message ..don't Ask For Rates If Your Not Rating Me....
Don't get me wrong Auto 11's are great they help us level. But please don't assume I will come by and just rate your pictures because you have them on. My friends and family all know that I will rate them regardless if they have auto 11's on or not. They also stop by my page and rate me regardless. I'm just getting so tired of people rating one picture and maybe the profile and then come to expect that I will rate all their pictures because of an Auto 11. Those of us that don't have auto's on on a regular basis need help leveling..so where's our help??

To Clear My Head
Oh I feel a rant coming on....... Oil pouring out of a well at sea, not a fucking thing done till it reaches land, empty promises, "we will stop this" just like "we end this war" with our soilders still dying, live by faith? live by example? I think not, we live for YOUR causes by YOUR rules. Yeah we have freedom, FREEDOM to do your bidding like zombies, "We are the best country in the world" where our citizens fight for jobs so we can have shelter and water and maybe a fucking peice of food, as you sit on your ass pushing your agendas never listening to the street but only to those who have a silver spoon, our people dying, and suffering, cant see a doctor but if we jumped the border we might be able to afford to be sick, get hit, break a hip, or really give a shit, about all these stupid lies, because to you we are a commodity you make your money from other countries because you wont let us run our factories but save the banks save the cars because they are yours not ours, and most p

To Completely Dissolve.
To completely dissolve, what method is used I cannot sleep, my hands are bruised there's a hole in the wall, torn up anew one dead eye, the colour of you. To vanish for life and promise to stay away from the knowing, bird in a cage i'd give so much for the courage to go if i ask for your help, then you will know. So help me disappear or to believe in a change no way out of here that i can see or the nightmares that burn into my head at night make them disappear so i can breathe. Looked out the window twice, just to be sure that noone was standing outside the door but it's just as calm as it was before they're all gone now, not there anymore. Tia, No laughing at my poems. :/

~~~ To Continue ~~~
Like clouds... Floating silently Across the eternal sky True love drifts To the secret places Of our hearts Like clouds... Moving purposely Across the backdrop Of a clear, blue, canvas Waiting for the matching colours Of predestined souls Like clouds... We wandered aimlessly Until white Overlapped with grey And we abandoned Our separate journeys To float alonside cumulus For just a moment Like clouds... The two of us Were nestled And cherished in The right palm of God Until he lowered his lips To blow And we were scattered Through his fingertips Like clouds... His holy breath Gave us each A new life force Of our own To continue Floating silently Across the eternal sky alone Though Our hearts Once moulded Together Will always And forever Remain Like clouds...

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To Conquer Time
What's the definition of perfection? Is it possible to be that defined? Does perfection even exist at all? Is it beauty and compassion combined? Maybe perfection is insincere, There to alienate each other, Perfection is the untouched dwelling, A beauty in all its splendor. Can I be perfect for you? An unscathed image so still, Will you love me better? Do you feel what I can feel? I want to be your perfection, I want to be entirely divine, To wake and make you smile, Your early morning sunshine.

To Come Home ...
Staring out the window Into the darkness outside I have to stop and wonder Why I continuously hide. No one really knows "Me," Does anyone really seem to care? No one reaches out their hand to save me from this fall into despair Thoughts are always racingthrough this neglected mind of mine. Nothing ever makes any sense, It's all so hard to find I see the child inside me crying on her knees Her tears seem to flow through me, Oh God, Not now, please. Rip this anguish from me, take away the pain. Keep my sadness from taking over again and again. Everyday is a struggle and I am just out of fight. I want to calm my soul and just forgrt about this life. No More journey left for me, No more road to wonder down, no more dragging my heavy load along this lonely road. My heart and mind can not take it, I think I hear Lucifer, calling my name last night. So take away my memories, Take my last goodbyes. Take my breathe right from me, an

To Complete Me Is To Add>>poem
Add one and one you get 2 . Add or subtract , still theres me with out a pluss > Im not complete for lack of . Nothing completes me now but some day it will. When im totaled and then a completion will show, of all ive been. Imingine this at deaths end . Ill be complete to live again . thru Christ who makes me whole and not devided thru my soul But complete as My lord knows he is the one to give me all. hugs diana

To Congressman Or Senator
Please Send This to your Congressman or SenatorRe: FDA Fast track Approval of Promising Treatments for HCV and Other Liver DiseasesAs my representative, you ought to know liver disease is one of the major killers in America today.Hepatitis C alone has been called a "silent epidemic" by former surgeon general Everett Koop, MD.It is estimated that as many as 4 million Americans are infected. The death rate due to complications from this disease is expected to quadruple in the next 10 years. It is the number one cause for liver transplants and those numbers are rising exponentially.There is no known cure and current treatment has an inadequate success rate (while often causing debilitating side effects).The FDA needs to fast-track treatment development for this deadly disease.A study presented at the American Association for the Study of Liver Diseases meeting on Tuesday November 9, 1999 concluded that long-term damage from hepatitis C infections may cost the U.S. economy more than $81 bi

To Continue On
You go through life and have relationships, husbands, partner and or boyfriend. I used to go into a relationship with an open mind and open heart. I used to take men at face value and believed in what they would tell me. Now you may be thinking I have been in a lot but no. I have been married twice and had one boyfriend. However I do not base my past experience on men in general. There are real, honest, and good hearted men out there. The 3 men I have been seriously involved in would have tainted any woman's eye's to the point where it would be hard to trust another man. I was 18 years old when I married my first husband. He was different, kind, and gentle, romantic but of different orgins. I had two wonderful boys by him. The first few years were great and I was madly in love. I gave him my heart, and enjoyed pleasing him, until he started making me feel like I could never do anything right, and wasn't pretty enough. I lost my identity, my self esteem basicly who I was as a person, a

To Commemorate The 50th Nhl Draft Which Takes Place Next Friday In Pittsburgh, Tsn. Fred Jackson Jersey .ca Looks Back At 10 Memorable Storylines From
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To Cute
Article 1: The Kiss1.. Kiss on the handI adore you2.Kiss on the cheekI just want to be friends3.Kiss on the neckI want you4.Kiss on the lipsI love you5.Kiss on the earsI am just playing6.Kiss anywhere elselets not get carried away7.Look in your eyeskiss me8.Playing with your hairI can't live without you9.Hand on your waistI love you to much to let you goArticle 2:The Three Steps1. GirlsIf any guys gets fresh with you, slap him.2. GuysIf any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good.3....Girls&GuysClose your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare.Article 3:The Commandments1.Thou shall not squeeze too hard.2.Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one..3.Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.Here are a few reasonswhy guys like girls:1.They will always smell goodeven if its just shampoo2.The way their heads alwaysfind the right spot on our shoulder3.How cute they look when they sleep4.The ease in which they fit into our arms5.The way they kiss you and all of a suddeneverything is right

, 1-0 To Cubas Livan Lopez Azcuy. Garcia,
Canada will have to wait at least another four years for its first Olympic medal in mens freestyle wrestling since Daniel Igalis gold at Sydney 2000. On the final day of competition at London 2012, Haislan Veranes Garcia and Khetag Pliev were unable to make the podium as they both lost repechage matches in their respective divisions. Coquitlam, B.C.s Garcia, who made the quarter-finals after a walk-through in the 66kg preliminaries followed by a three-round win over Tajikistans Zalimkhan Yusupov, fell in a tough match to Japans Tatsuhiro Yonemitsu 0-1, 1-0, 5-0 and then lost his repechage bout 1-0, 0-1, 1-0 to Cubas Livan Lopez Azcuy. Garcia, who was born in Cuba but moved to Canada eight years ago, looked strong in his earlier win but he was too defensive against Lopez Azcuy, with whom he was very familiar having previously lost to the 2011 Pan American Games bronze medallist. There was no scoring in regulation in either of the first two rounds, which were split after each

To: Czar Comrade Fellow Traveler Barack Hussein Obama
From: Loyal, patriotic citizens of the U.S.A. Message: Please move as soon as possible to one of the following countries and leave us alone: Russia, Cuba, Vietnam, North Korea or perhaps Saudi Arabia, Syria, Iran or Indonesia. Just leave us alone and let us continue our free enterprise, capitalistic nation and pursue the American dream. Your Marxist philosophy is evil and will not work as shown by the communist nations of the world. Perhaps you can be the next dictator of Cuba or Russia.

Today!
Hello, didn't had a good day today! My gf Tammy is on a photoshoot, i'm like a little puppy! Running around. A girl y know just had her car broke down. Went to pick her up. I speeded a little bit and guess what! Probably i was flashed at 240km/h. Yeaha, again! :( Hope the rest of the night will be better. 1:42AM

Today Sept 13, 2006
Well for my first blog entry I am going to voice my opinion on what has happened to me today... I am a single mom, I have 2 beautiful boys that I love with all my life. I recently lost custody of my younger son to his father lets just call him hmmmmm fucktard!! ya thats a good name for him... Well I was suppose to see my son today well Ive been struggling with bills and its just been hard.. I called to see if I can make it up and well he wont let me. Well just so you all know my son is 13 and he does not want to live with his dad, and I had gone to court to fight it and everything.. Well cuz fucktard has a better job and a wife and a home he thought it would be best for him to be there.. NOTTTT!!!! His wife is an alcoholic and they are not living together anymore plus he has a history of domestic violence!! I have nothing what so ever on me, so why can anyone tell me the reasoning for the courts decision on this.. My son cries to me tells me how much of an asshole his dad is h

Today I Saw A Eagle
Today I saw an eagle, With a teardrop in his eye. It literally took my breath away, To see an eagle cry. I asked him,What's the matter?, And he told me what he saw. A cowardly attack was made, On the towers that once stood tall. He said everything he stood for, Had taken a shocking blow. So he had to take a moment, To let his own emotions show. Then he proudly told me, That our Nation would survive. That our Liberty and Freedom, He'd be sure to keep alive. He said for us not to be afraid, To stand together, not apart. For a terrorist has succeeded, If he puts fear within our hearts.

Today I Am Upset
My dad called me this morning. My uncle passed away last night. After i got off the phone i went to the bathroom to cry so my daughter wouldnt see me. Did my husband come in to see how i was? No. He knew something was wrong by the tone of my voice when i was on the phone. He saw the look on my face. Then when i came out to finish getting kloe ready for school, he didnt say nothing as he heard me call mom to tell her incase she wanted to call my aunt. (by this time i told kloe) Jon didnt say anything to me at all! Not even that he was sorry! Im pretty beaten up over this news as just a couple months ago i lost my last living grandparent and im still not over her death. (Miss you grandma!) Then before he left the house to take kloe to school for me he was standing right next to me, walked to the door and as if i was a last thought turned around and held out his arms for a hug! I hadnt moved from where i was standing where he could have hugged me, and he wanted ME to walk over to HIM! W

Today
today would have been my dads 80 birthday he passed away in 99 even though he wasnt at home he was still my dad if any hing i ask that u say or phone or even hug your parents and say thanks and i love u my last words to my dad werent that i wish i could change the last two weeks of his life but i cant so im goning to go and hug my mom phone my bro and sister and say hi thanks and i love u have a good one

Today So Far
Ok,now I'm seriously pushing my ass to blog. Don't be lazy like me! Today so far: ain't NOTHING happen that was "cool" It's POURING rain outside! I went to work..Tired as Hell! And oh,yes...I "battled" this one dude today,LOL the fool couldn't rap for nothin. Wannbez these days man! Aight,aight! Everyone HOLLA AT ME!? Ok? Lots of Love? Lady T

Today's Thoughts..
i bare myself to the bone. i strip away layers of life though my clothes, skin, even my green eyes. everyone wants me naked. but no one realizes that im naked already. there's nothing left to me. its just this face. i feel there is nothing behind it left to give. if all u want is a face, then im here. but i want to be wanted for more than that. i want to needed because i can be caring and sensitive and loving. but does neone really want that? at one time in my life i put myself through trials because i liked the pain. it was a way of self inflicting pain because i was too scared to do it physically. this is me. this torn human figure, this broken piece of glass. this lost look in my eyes. look closer and try to find someone in them.

Today Was....
Had a Dr's appt today and I found out that I have muscle spasisms in my head, gives me headaches so now I have to take muscle relaxants to keep my head aches at bay. Yay... This suckz Oh well I guess its not like I wanna have these headaches all the time they hurt too much. My son doesnt like when the headaches come on cuz I cant play with him... well thats all for today... yay eh... I know so fun

Todays Romance
Modern Day Romance The romance of past is not the romance of today, that kind of true romance has sadly slipped away. True and lasting love now seems so out of reach, the age of technology love is not the kind my parents used to teach. We call persons FRIEND today with a keyboard and a smile, When all the while, deep inside we know there not our style. Each day we wake, come to a terminal and check for new email, While on this super highway our happiness may someday sail. Honesty, openness, feeling to express...don't you dare, its how hot someone is you must say if you really want to impress. Who am I to say these things, why should I be trusted? I don't really careif you do, I am just disgusted....

Today And My Thoughts
i havent really been around the past couple of weeks as well as my "other half".... laying low.... sitting back and watching what is going on in the LC....i have noticed alot of "cliques" going on... and personally i dont want no part of that "family" shit...... either ya my friend or ya not..... i know..... kinda harsh.... but .. anyone who knows me know.... i speak what is on my mind... anyways...... i may get back into the swing of things again..... who is to say yanno........ ok..... im done....................... yay i finally shut up!

Today
Well as a normal monday morning I woke at 630am to get ready and make a lunch for my son to go to pre-school. Walked him there then came back home and now I am here drinking coffee and typing this. I dont ever know what to say on these things that would ever be intresting enough for you guys so that u wouldnt be bored out of ur mind. The latest news in my life is that i walked out of my job because they were screwing me over but that was 3 days ago and yesterday i got a call that they wanted me back. I dont know what to do...they are offering me better shifts not what i want exactly and a huge raise...maybe i could get some of ur opionions. the only thing that is holding me back is that i know i could get the same wage and the shifts i want somewhere else. I just hate starting a new job thats all and i know everyone and the job already. man oh man. decisions decisions. Anyways that is all for now so if u all wanna help me out and help me see the light of the situation it would

Today
So today I get a call from my son's school telling me that. He is not showing up to 8th hour. 8th hour is kinda like a study hall/ detention that takes place after their last class. After having met with most of Colton's teachers and the school psychologist we had all agreed that he would attend 8th hour everyday. Not so much as a form of punishment but as a forum for him to get extra help completing his assignments, etc. The call I received was informing me that my son has not been showing up to these classes and that they were putting him on a "contract" that stated if he missed ONE more they were going to suspend him from school for 3 days, the next offense would be 5 days suspension or expulsion from the school. Are you God damn Freakin kidding me? SO I called the psycholgist and told her I really felt that he WAS in fact showing up to these classes and that we needed to get it straightened out. I have not heard back from her. But, Tell me something. Why in the HELL would they susp

Today Is The Day
Hi I don't usually write these things but I am very exicted right now, because today is the day that I go to Jasperand hang out with some friends! I haven't seen nick, shane, or any of the other guys in like forever! I am so happy that I am going to jasper! yeah I wish Terry could go but he don't want to he has stuff to do around the apartment here in Corydon! I am so happy! 9-21-06 Angelbabe

Today
If anyone has ever wondered on wether or not you can have a 20 yr old commited... the answer is yes... as long as she ...or he.... hasnt smoked pot... taken required medication.. or drank..within 24 hrs of them being commited.. How do I know this? ...... Better question.... Why do people have to destroy themselves.. I've heard .. I did this because of love.. I did this because I loved her.. I did this because.. blah blah blah Guess what... nothings good enough.. unless they give a fuck themselves... Unfortunatly... Ju didnt give a fuck... I now hate her.. and think she's crazy.... quote unquote... fuck... THIS IS WHY I WILL NOT EVER HAVE CHILDREN... BREEDING IS BAD! On a lighter note... I got hash..and its all good.. ~~sits and smokes figuring fuck you all~~

Today Was Good!
Well today was good got to relax some.. cleaned, had hotdogs for dinner so got off light there.. then the kids and I made homemade from scratch chocolate chips cookies!! They were good too .. lol Oh yeah I auctioned myself on ebay and actually had some bidders... Guess I am not getting that old someone still looking ...lol Well that is it for this one! will get mor einto this later!

Todays Views On....well Alot Of Things
i want to win the lottery.... and drink lots of Jager.....take my clothes off.... and run nakked in the streets..... no seriously WTF IS UP WITH THESE DAMN MORPHING PICTURES?!!! reminds me back in the day when LC was AWESOME and everyone had cherries as their main pictures..... whatever to the good ol days.... i hate change ugh..... oh well time to find something to do!

Today Marks The Rest Of My Life
Okay so I have been thinking alot about this lately. And today marks the rest of my life. I am seriously going to lose weight. Not just to look better and feel better about myself but also for my health and for my son. I want to live a long life and to see my great grand babies. And the only way I will be able to do that is to lose weight and eat healthier and exercise and eventually quit smoking but baby steps first. So my goal is to lose 100 lbs, I am not giving myself a date to lose that much because I don't want to set myself up for disappointment. So i started by a morning walk and a low carb breakfast. I will keep you up with my progress as the time goes, but any support you can give me is greatly appreciated! Love yas!

Today
I was talking to my bf about some of the stuff i posted in my last blog and i told him that neither him nor the girls had any respect for themselves nor for me as friend and i also told him how i would never do anything like that to him. I'd never go around and try to hook up with or fuck any of his friends and he's like not like they'd fuck you anyways!! i just didn't know what to say cuz i mean if you could hear the tone in his voice it was just rude and really hurt my feelings. Is it just me that feels that what he said was rude and uncalled for? It's not like any of his friends would admit to him anyways if they'd really fuck me or not either!

Today
Well, let's write something about the day — Wednesday, 27 September 2006 Summery- I went to school. It's a frustrating time in life for me right now, It's actually the first time I have ever felt stupid. ( while not being drunk or high ) Math sux. I understand the concepts, but fuck up when adding, or writing the negative down on the nextline when transfering stuff over, or stupid shit like that. It's also hard to concentrate on anything because I have so much on my mind. School, and girls, and army shit that runs in circles, and life as a whole. I joined the reserves today. I didn't sign a contract or anything yet, I just basicly like signed into a unit where I don't have to change my mos. I'll be an operator at a hospital. I can see how I like it, and if I really don't then I can go back to the irr. I'll see how it goes, and go from there... I figure if for somereason I have a problem with something and I have to get out, and they won't let me for somereason, I'll d

Today Was A Good Day..........
I had an appt with my dr today and it looks like this may be over with before too long. It has given me some peace about it all. I think I only cried like twice today and for me....thats a record for a day so far. I am starting to feel a little more normal and am even laughing a little bit again. Now.....I just have to wait for this baby to finally leave me so that I can go on. I dont want to be without my baby but if its not healthy and living....it shouldnt be with me anymore. It is not doing either of us any good. I love this baby and will remember it always. My dr said they might be able to tell me if it was a boy or girl once it comes and I take to lab so they can study it. Mike and I are engraving a little gold ring for me to wear on a necklace and it would be nice to have a name to put on it. I am also looking for a cedar craft box to put some stuff in for the baby just as a keepsake. Would like to paint a name on that too if possible. Well thanks for listening and be

Today
Well i figured i would start a blog and maybe you will all learn a bit more about me. But this blog begs the question... if i write here, will u read it? Reply to me - if enough people will read it and it is not a waste of my time I will write something everyday. I will write about work, play, sex, politics, anything... requests? Be well. -Tony

Today
Here we are...Monday and a new month....October already and I really don't know where the time went. Lots of good things to come this month....we have Octoberfest and Cleveland High 100 years coming up this month...the new issue of Go Green will be out soon.....the Go Green Girl of the Month is great ( of course I took the pictures....she just made it really easy). Life is going pretty good for me......I have to say that I am happy......so what can I fuss about.......hell, I can probably find something. Learning more about Cleveland, which is good, since I work there now...seem to be a lot of really good people..... The Cal Hodges Photographer part is going a bit slow for me at this moment......trying to figure out the glamour part of this still....lots of people really love the work (images).....yet there seems to be a bit of fear when it comes to having it done for themselves. I don't bite....might nibble a bit.....and if you look at the world today....it is sex that sells..

Today Was A Day Not To Forget(memories)
Not that most days aren't, but well this one was kind of weirdish special. I went to dinner with my aunt, and for the first time in a week sat down with my grandma. We are the three generations left of the name Amelia. We were talking about my grandma's mom Amelia, how she used to play the piano, and sing to us great grand kids. My favorite song was "De Colores", meaning all the colors. We would have this rainbow parachute, and dance in a circle while we sang with her. It's crazy how time passes by. I almost forgot about all that. Earlier today I was in the Wal Mart with my aunt, and my cousin. We were looking at dresses in black, because we knew my cousin Olivia was about to die any day now. She had fell into a coma late yesterday afternoon. Now this is my grandma's neice. So she is pretty up there in her age. She was 78, or so. Wonderful person. I am glad I got to know her when I did. Not many of my cousins around my age are close with other in our family, or even know about them.

Today
MY DAY STARTED WAY TOO EARLY...MY BABY WOKE ME UP AT 4:30 AM SHE SOMEHOW HAS CAUGHT THE FLU...I AM OH SO LUCKY SHE IS SUCH A GOOD BABY WHEN SHE IS SICK...SHE DOESNT CRY....SHE GETS SICK AND THEN ROLLS OVER AND GOES BACK TO SLEEP...THIS IS GOOD AND BAD...I HAVE TO KEEP HER RIGHT BY MY SIDE BECAUSE SHE DONT CRY SO I DONT KNOW WHEN SHE IS GETTING SICK AND I DONT WANT HER TO CHOKE...SHE IS SLEEPING...RIGHT BESIDE ME...IF I DONT RESPOND IT IS BECAUSE SHE IS NEEDING MY ATTENTION AND HER NEEDS COME FIRST...SO ALL BEAR WITH ME AND I WILL KEEP YOU UPDATED.

Todays Thoughts
A gift is not an investment so don't expect a return. __________________________________________________ Think past yourself.... __________________________________________________ You ever wonder if road kill was an animal sucide? __________________________________________________ Document your life even if your not interested in your life someone one day is going to be... __________________________________________________ It's okay when you have failed to just give up! __________________________________________________

Today...
Well today has been another shitty day =) but, it is my element. I'm so tired of my family using me, using me to get whatever they want. I'm 19 years old...and no one has EVER loved me, all I want is to be loved...it's all i've ever wanted. Just got off the phone with the stupid fucking bitch of a wretch that birthed me. A woman that tells me how worthless I am, and how desperate I am for someone to care for me...she takes the time to remind me that i'm so evil no woman will ever want me. So today i'm not feeling that well...my stomach is killing me lol and too much other shit to type..anyways I hope everyone's Sunday was great and I hope you all have a good, relaxing night.

Today...
Today marks a week since the Bell's Palsy hit me - without any improvement. I have faith that I will return to normal...soon. Some of you have seen my "sad" looking face and have been so nice. I want to thank all of you for your kind words and comments. Without friends like you, I don't think I could make it. I've pretty much stayed in hiding due to this, people just don't understand and can be so cruel. Again, I know it can always be worse. I am thankful they say it's only temporary. With that said ...I wish you all a happy Monday and a wonderful week. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers and I will do the same for you. Hugs, Kim

To Daniel
I found this poem and it reminded me of our friendship so I wanted to post it for you. We're joined in a friendship That time cannot sever With bonds we have built We'll remain friends forever We're welded in spirit Attached by our hearts And fused by the feelings That friendship emparts We're tied by emotions Connected by dreams Reinforced by our hopes Unified by extremes No longer a function of time or of space Our love is a substance That life won't replace No matter how distant We'll always endeavour To sense the full meaning of Friendship Forever

Today ( I Wrote It )
Today I awoke with a memory of the year past, how I've lost this time so bitterly fast. With eye's open or closed I see the man as he was of the year past. With heart and soul I feel the love we shared taken so bitterly fast. Today I awoke from a dream thats been of the year past, how this dream fades from me so bitterly fast. With tears in my open or closed eye's I see the smile of the year past. With broken heart and heavy soul I wish to dream again so bitterly fast. Today I awoke with only myself moving on from the year past, how I've lost so much of us so bitterly fast. With eye's open forward and closed to the year past. With my heart on the mend and my soul lighter it's not so bitterly fast. So shall all pass with time. teddy 6/4/05

Today
Ok today I had a loooonnngggg band practice and my back kinda hurt. But the day got better as I went. In last hour I bought the one book I was missing out of my Artemis Fowl Series. Now I can read the second and then the third and call it done.(I don't break series) I finished one of my drawings today. It looks nice but I can't wait till my next one. I have the option of going to walmart to search for props for the Hansel and Gretel play I am in. I will be playing Hansel....yeah. We have started rehearsing and are now looking for props at the appropriate time of Halloween.

Today.
Sometimes i let my mind wonder, amoungst the living. Feeling, thinking, breathing in all they have to offer. Sometimes i wonder back to my own universe. Shaking, cold, and holding onto what is there. Holding yourself in thy unknown, never getting hurt, or being affraid. Shaddows, of people surround you, in a world where you're [[watched]] You think about it, you wonder, is this how you want to feel. Alone, a longing for hunger, a longing for words. Yet you don't understand what the out come is. You look out the window, see the fallen rain drops, see the life, as you indulge it. Your hands, your touch, your smile, your kiss, you taste it. You ache, your body burns, you want it, in your heart, in your mind, you know it. But then you realize, you're a coward. One amounsgt the self pittied. One with him. You walk away. You let go. You feel used. And alone. You've become [[them]]. Yeah i just wrote that :)

Todays Rant Dont Not Comment Just B/c You're Democrat People.
President bushs' decision to let North Korea nuke any country it sees fit, at their own descretion, us being FIRST on their must kill list...pisses me the fuck off. He's spending too much time studing ways to increase his bank account rather then working for the people paying him and who gave him his job. He as we speak is acting the equivalent of police letting a serial killer go and saying they will spend their time finding the person stealing radios out of cars. Its fucking retarded and I would be willing to vote democrat next election if it wasn't for hillary being the democrates next supported canidate...and so I encourage everyone to vote third party. He may be a little nutso but...he'll do things the way the true majority wants it done. Furthermore, anyone voting for hillary let me know so I can take you off my friends list. No one should be president that can't control the things that go on in their own household if you can run a house you can't run a fucking country...this has

Today
Today I'm thinking of you and feeling of love. Today I'm thinking of our life together and feeling more contentment than I ever dared to hope for. Today I'm thinking of you and hearing stories I love just because you told them... and see smiles I love just because You wore them.... and remembering days I love just because you gave them to me as gifts. Today I''m thinking of you and loving you for more reasons than I could ever even think of to tell you in one day.

Today Is The Day
Saturday, October 14, 2006 Today is the day Is there something special you've been meaning to do? Today is the day to get started. Is there something you know that needs to be said? Today is your chance to effectively and compellingly express it. Is there someone you've been thinking of getting in touch with? This is the moment when you can go ahead and reach out. Formulating the best of intentions is a great way to start. Yet for those intentions to have any value, they must be acted upon. Today is the day to put your magnificent and meaningful intentions into action. Today is the magical space in which possibilities can indeed become real. Today is here and ready to be lived. Give your best to today, and its value will always stay with you. -- Ralph Marston

Today.
Has been a wierd day. Ugh the medicine i had to take, decided it hated me and gave me a rash on my skin -ugh growls- so i look like shit today. But w.e. I dont care really. I need sleep. I havent gotten much the last 3 nights. To much shit on my mind. I've been thinking about leaving lc, cause of a few reaons. My tongue hurts, i dont know why rawwrrr! So does my spine where i fell. Ive hurt myself way to much the last few weeks and it bites. Kim is doing better so that im happy about. I took my brothers shopping today haha. And they ended up with yet again MORE pokemon cards that will be all over the house and ill have to clean up :). Its my pop pops birthday so ima cook him dinner if i can get enough energy to do it. Gave the puppy a bath, she REALLY didnt like it much. Im ignoring my cell phone cause someone keeps blocking their number to call. Some people are dipshits :) I swear it. Anyway. Im tired. I wanta go ni ni but i cant. =/ < 3 Thats all for now.

Today Is Fantastic
Do you know when you wake that the day is going to be great or crap... Well when i woke after a good nights sleep. I knew that today was going to be great .My babies went off to school great... the plumber came and fixed my pipe work.. And i went shopping . What more could a woman want , or ask for . A day of shopping ....

Today Is A Geat Day!
Had some awesome news this morning. I've been offered a new job! It feels so good after 7 months of looking for a new job to finally get one. It's not exactly what I'm currently doing but very close with the system administration field. The money is way better and is a permanent full time job as opposed to this psuedo contractor job I have. It also comes with benefits which will make it much easier on the family as my wife only has a short term contract job. November 6th is the start date and I can't wait to be out of this place. It's a long story but I work for a guy who doesn't respect his staff and pays shit but expects you to be able to do everything. Life feels so much brighter today!!!

Todays Events....
So I made a doctors appointment today for my back. So hopefully I will feel better on Friday. Made sure I picked up somemore duct tape...lol. I hate feeling down all the time. It is so hard to snap out of feeling so lost with out the hubby. Sometimes I swear I can feel him kissing me. But then I wake up. I guess you could say that the worst part is over. Harley has to get to the doc soon. i think he is getting amonia again. He has a bad cough. And so do the rest of the kids but not as bad. He is so cute. he constantly tells me he loves me and asks if I am alright. He tells me it is going to be ok. And you know what? He is only three years old. He is the one that is sick and he is taking care of me. I am so lucky to have him. And I should say to have a man like Fred because we have rasied this boy so good. I got a question for you all. Does anyone on here bank with 5/3? I have had the worst time with them. I could not tell you how much of my money they have taken. Tell me your tho

Today And Tomarra And The Future
well today i did my first visited to the gym MY GOD my arms legs EVERYTHING my god, 3 hours of weights and ehh. but it felt soo good. i also got pissed today w00t, next week im meeting up with my friedn in melbourne to get SMASHED YES, and her and I are getting a room for the night at a hostle so we can drink all night W00T!!!

Today Well Yesterday
Yesterday was pretty alright. I ended up having to pick up my brothers from their football practices. Then the youngest one had a junior high dance to go to. I ended up taking him back to our parents house and getting him washed up so he didn't smell of stink sweat. He swears it is from his pads and stuff, but still he should wash that stuff. As I was dropping him off and then going to check on Joe (my other brohter) there was a car crash right in front of the school. Some dumb guy ran right into a light pole and then started running after he hit it. The cops went trying to look for him but he got away. I was like how dumb can these people be. I mean our town isn't that big. If you people only knew how big it was it seems like it'd be easy enough to find a person on the run. There is only like 4 streets in the whole town. Then we ended up leaving. I went to visit my Grandma she was up to nothing I stayed there with her until Rich and Joe got there. Then I had to go and pick up Johnny f

Today
whats up everyone? here is my first blog...today is filled with a bunch of errands like picking up my dry cleaning and washing my car...maybe a little shopping as well...tomorrow is football time and my chargers are going into to kansas city which is going to be tough... as for when i get back, i hope to have some love from everyone on my list...i started to delete some people due to not hearing from them in awhile...hopefully i wil have some new pics upload along with delete some old ones...so hit me up later

Todays Forecast:
This hasn't been the greatest week for me whatsoever. I lost out on a great apartment, because someone got the deposit to the guy before us. I called him a "dirty business man". Tell me, is it right for a landlord to guarantee you an apartment, set up an appointment for you to sign the lease, then give it to someone else because they had the money before you did? I don't think its right at all. I was so scared that it was our last chance of finding a place. It suited our needs perfectly, the home was big and the backyard was gigantic. Well, I just got focused from the let down and found a new apartment. It's not as big, nor does it have much of a yard, but it's nicer on the inside. I'm just very excited about it. I was worried that I would end up having to take my son back to Washington to live with my parents. Mind you, I'm in Indiana right now, and 20 years old. The last thing I want is to live with my parents again. But things have been going good the past 2 days and I'm in

Today....
Just sitting here watching Wife Swap. I dont think that I could do that. It would be interesting though. I wonder if they get paid for it? Makes you think. It seems like they pick the exact opposite. I wonder what the pposite of our family would be. We are into everything and are very open minded. I do Taro, hubby does Runes. We blieve in a higher power. Kind of Budisht. But we let our kids go to the local church to learn about God. We leave what they believe what they want but at the same time We dont share what we believe. They are too young right now. I have been called preppy by my sister who says she is a redneck. I think I am half and half. I only have 12 more days till hubby comes home. I talked with him this morning. His misses us so much as we do him. But this is the worst part and it is almost over. He will probably be traveling alot with this job but atleast this is the longest one. *fingers crossed*

Todays Ponderings.
I think maybe before I explode I must clarify myself to those around me. Recent volumes of stress have taken a rather large part of me. Yes, my attitude has been nasty. My comments lack compassion. My eyes carry a spark that will not leave you feeling joy. My stiff stature and saddened composure has been hindering most of you guys from really getting close. I apologize for hurt feelings but you cant deny honesty! LOL!!! Its been ONE month since I have become committed to Jason. Hes my world. There is no denying my love for him. BUT! I find myself pushing him outta my mind and outta my way when I should be embracing him and letting him support me the way I know he can. Im sure at times hes really confused and may doubt my love for him. Why must my most valued be the ones to take my blows? GRRR! Hes the most amazing man and yet! I don't let him in....SIGH! ANYWAYZ! Im suppose to start school on November 6th...NOT sure if thats all happening as planned. We'll have to hurry up and W

Today
today is a good day but im still worried about my b/f yes i have a b/f even though im married but my hubby dont know it. i guess i like him cause hes like my hubby but more sensitive than my hubby. im worried about him cause hes down and out today an i been trying to cheer him up i want to hug him and everything but i cant cause he lives in another country but i do the best i can on here.is it normal to love 2 guys the same? i am in my first marriage so i mean i dont know anything yet so im told, i been married for almost 5 years and yea sometimes things get dull and my hubby insists on lieing to me but i still love him just like i do with my b/f he hurt my feelings but i still love him too i just wish i knew if it was normalto love 2 people the same and for thoes on camfrog hes my big daddy (gnometroll) I LOVE YOU BIG DADDY if you read this *MUAH*

Today
Ok, so today I have started to write a blog several times and just haven't found really anything important to say I guess. I was really disappointed that I didn't win "The Most Impressive Cleavage" contest. I though more of my friends and or fans would have voted for me, but oh well guess it wasn't that impressive. Have a great day all. Darla

Today .. It Was Interestin!!! Lol Sick..
we lost against the CONDOMS how sad.. and my day was interesting.. while i was hyper as hell i kinda had this blind date thing.. it was kinda freaky.. lol.. he wasnt that good looking.. kk honsestly he is fucking UGLY!!! and he is clingy.. he like had to be holding on to me or something the hole time.. kind freaked me out!! lol .. and he told me he loved me on his way out the door.. god.. i am freaked out.. he almost seems to be the stalker type!! lol I cant believe it.. he was NOTHING like the hunk i imagined.. he was like ugghh!!! sick.. ash4lrhel .. i got the shivers.. i dont know how to tell him.. im scared...!!!! hehhe god .. I JUST PUKED IM MY MOUTH!!

Today's Survey.. Lame
1. Are you wearing a necklace? no 2. Do you like someone right now? I like a lot of people 3. Who is the main person(s) you talk to at work? Ashlee and Lonni 5. What color is your shirt? Pink 6. How many bedrooms do you have in your house? 3 7. What song are you listening to? none. 8. What was the last mall you went to? Fiesta 9. Are you alone? Yes 10. Do you have any older siblings? No 11. What is the last thing you ate? Chili 12. Who was the last person to come over to your house? Parents 13. Who was the last person to call you? Colton 14. Who was the last person who texted you? Matt 16. What should you be doing? Sleeping 17. Who is the last person you sent a message to? Matt 18. Did you go out to eat yesterday? Yes 19. What are you thinking right now? I hate my life at the moment 20. What color are your shorts? Wearing PJ pants with pumpkins on them.. they go well with the pink shirt 21. What color is your keybo

Today
Today has been pretty boring not really done much...Just been watching the snooker and the darts...Errmm im probably going to go play on Halo2 again thank god ive got that back for something to do online....Leeds Utd Lost again last night 3-1 which sucks ass cause were going through a right bad patch...No 1 really cares what i write in here anyway so laterz....

Today Sucks
Well after trying to get myself together after being upset about my sweet Arch Angell (Eddie) leaving for awhile my father calls me to tell me my grandmother passed away...Can't I catch a fucking break? I am pissed off at the moment and really not in the mood to chit chat with anyone now except for when he calls me. So if ya leave a comment and I don't respond right away thats why I am dealing with my family shit now. I will get back to you asap.If you don't understand this and too busy worrying about getting fucking points then go fuck yourself you'd be better off there are more important things in life than fucking points...and if thats the case then I suggest you get out of the house and get a fucking hobby or a new life. XOXOXOX T

Today Is Sad Day Number Two
Today was my brothers Military Funeral, he was only 27 years old, today I understood for the first time what it was like to stand there, to see a flag given, to a grieving widow, I never felt such sorrow in all my life, but today was also the day I saw a dream of My brothers Fullfilled he was given full honors, one of his friends who is in the military was asked to carry and present the flag, and to carry and present the urn, it was very hard to stand there and listen to Taps being played it was hard to accept that he was really gone, I still have this sense that he is just going to walk thru the door, and everything is going to be alright, maby I can never let him die, because in my heart he will always be there, and in my mind I will never stop thinking that he is going to show up at my door and say hey lets go for a car ride, lets just get out of here just you and me,I hope he is doing well where he may be. to My brother and Fellow Solider Rest in Peace, you died with Honor, yo

Today's Horoscope..
SCORPIO (Oct. 23-Nov. 21): You have to take care of all those conversations you've been meaning to have in order to sort through the information you need to gather. A short trip or dealing with someone who has experienced what you are going through will help. Ok..so I'm going on a short trip to see someone who has or has had to gather unasked information like myself? I LOVE road trips (there's the blonde in me)! LMAO

Todays Taxes
TODAYS TAXES Accounts Receivable Tax Building Permit Tax Capital Gains Tax CDL License Tax Cigarette Tax Corporate Income Tax Court Fines (indirect taxes) Dog License Tax Federal Income Tax Federal Unemployment Tax (FUTA) Fishing License Tax Food License Tax Fuel permit tax Gasoline Tax (42 cents per gallon) Hunting License Tax Inheritance Tax Interest Expense (tax on the money THEY paid tax on already) Inventory tax IRS Interest Charges (tax on top of tax) IRS Penalties (tax on top of tax) Liquor Tax Local Income Tax Luxury Taxes Marriage License Tax Medicare Tax Property Tax Real Estate Tax Septic Permit Tax Service Charge Taxes Social Security Tax Road Usage Taxes (Truckers) Sales Taxes Recreational Vehicle Tax Road Toll Booth Taxes School Tax State Income Tax State Unemployment Tax (SUTA) Telephone Federal Excise tax Telephone Federal Universal Service Fee Tax Telephone Federal , State and Local Surcharge Ttaxes Telephone Minimum Usage Surch

Today
Today my bf is 36 Please feel free to comment him and move him up a level ... His Sn is bosaburn.... Happy Halloween to all... Why don't we try something creative and post our main pic in our halloween costumes for today and tomorrow to celebrate Halloween ? If you are cheap or don't celebrate Halloween then I guess post your favorite pic of yourself... Have a wonderful day all Jaina

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 91:14
Today's Promise from the Bible Psalms 91:14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. Reflection God will protect His own. Love is the avenue in which we can minister to God and we can recognize who He is by acknowledging His name. At the same time it is God who rescues us and lifts us up higher than the dangers at hand.

Today
Well, I survived today....was a hard day though.. we sat around and watched home videos and we watched the memorial video and then we did a single white balloon release.... the one balloon symbolized the one year anniversary of mom's death, then next year we will do 2, and so on... I made a little not card with mom's name and birth & death date on it.... I've always wondered where it would end up.. but will probably never know!! I thought in time it would get easier, but some days are by far more harder than others....I can't believe it's been a whole year though.... seems like just yesterday and it still hurts so much!!

Today, Gotta Watch For Them Cars
Happy Halloween ya'll — Tuesday, October 31, 2006 Uh, I had a car run into me today. I was walking in a crosswalk, and they didn't see me somehow. It's daytime, I'm wearing a trenchcoat, have green, and pink hair with glitter in it, and they somehow didn't notice me.... I felt the car touch my leg, and then felt it start to keep going, so I jumped out of the way. I took a poli sci test today. I'm pretty sure I did excellent. There was one or two I may have missed, but overall, I did good. I went to a friend's house and watched the Rocky Horror Picture show. It was monday home evening.... We ate meatloaf and rice. We watched people spin fire, and then watched the movie. It was a fun crowed. It was the first time I had seen the movie. It was long, and I was sick of it by the end. I don't watch movies much anymore, and have a short attention span for even good movies. I get anxious sitting in a theatre for all that time. It was ok though. I had a shot of whisky

Today
i woke up this morning after a good nights sleep and i started to think about what today is all about. Today is halloween, and i gotta say that its gonna be a crazy today. Tonight in downtown greenville there will one of the biggest parties of the year, and the biggest one in the state. Everyone will get dressed up and go out and to the clubs and stuff. I hopefully will be one of those people out and about. But part of me sits here and wonders whats this day all about. Because in greenville, its just another reason to party and get drunk, and get dressed up..what does everyone else do for halloween?

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 138:7
Though I walk in the midst of trouble, thou wilt revive me: thou shalt stretch forth thine hand against the wrath of mine enemies, and thy right hand shall save me. Reflection Fear not the troubled paths of your life. Give no concern to the sundry evils that press in upon you. Give your entire focus to the pursuit of the interests of the heavenly kingdom. Ever will the Shepherd protect His sheep. Ever will the King of all watch over the ways of His subjects. O believer, be not dismayed for neither shall you faint in weariness nor fall to the missiles of the enemy. Trust in Almighty God and proclaim the peace of His hand!

Today Is My 2nd Wedding Anniversary...
Got married at 6 pm on Halloween 2004...... Lovely cermony.... Hubby helped plan it.....allot...(maybe more than a stright man should LOL),,,, We had a very small budget beacsue my Dad is a cheap jew... but we made it work.... I have pics if anyone cares.... But i tho i'd say i may not be on today allot.... Im gonna be hanging with the spouse.... Celeste

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 48:14
Today's Promise from the Bible Psalms 48:14 For this God [is] our God for ever and ever: he will be our guide [even] unto death. Reflection Indeed, all the earth knows of His righteousness and is filled with His amazing glory! All His splendor and might exceeds all imagination. Such is our God. And He will guide us into His everlasting glory!

Today Was Scary. :z
My dad invited a homeless guy to our house to wash some clothes, get a shower, and a meal. I didn't trust the guy and I still don't. He had a story saying that he's trying this "homeless project" out for this week and wont receive his money until this Friday...I was thinkin, "this is bullshit." Not to mention he showed his arm to my mom and said that only a few weeks ago, he was shootin up on crystal meth. "Oh thats great." I thought. Now this meth addict has basically seen almost the whole house and knows what crap we have in it so he could rob us blind in turn for money for crystal meth. Now I'm thinkin my dad is THE stupidest, most retarded person ever. Well, enough of my ranting. Gotta go. Later. --Xonus

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 107:14
Today's Promise from the Bible Psalms 107:14 He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death, and brake their bands in sunder. Reflection In the same way that God delivered His people in times of the Old Testament and broke their chains, He also delivers His people in the age of the church. For those whom God has saved, they have been eternally liberated from their enslavement to sin.

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 91:4-6
Today's Promise from the Bible Psalms 91:4-6 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth [shall be thy] shield and buckler. Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; [nor] for the arrow [that] flieth by day; [Nor] for the pestilence [that] walketh in darkness; [nor] for the destruction [that] wasteth at noonday. Reflection Take refuge in the Lord, O believer! Take courage in His mighty strength! Take comfort in His sure defense! Rejoice in the power of His hand to accomplish good for His people! He is strong and He is loving—so trust in Him and proclaim His truth boldly among the nations!

Today 05 Nov 06
well. my first blog on here. not sure what it will turn out like, but here we go. I was gonna update my profile to give ya a bit more info about myself, but it is late now and i'll just quickly say something here. I work in a private secure hospital in the town i live in. i look after adults with learning disabilities and challenging behaviour. I recently got a promotion but am currently on a 3 month probationary period for that. hehe. hopefully i'll get it permenantly. Today and yesterday it was pretty quiet and I'm not a tired as usual. I do however feel it is nearly time for bed so i'll say Ta Ta For Now. hopefully i'll remember to add to my blog tomorrow. if i didn't - remind me to. Have a fantastic day - all of you. :)

Today Isn't So Bad...
I have been having a few good days following my week of depression. It is a bit scary, not knowing when it will strike again or how fierce it will be, but for now I am fairly happy. I don't expect anyone to read these entries, so, if you do please know that you don't have to comment. Peace

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 139:10
Today's Promise from the Bible Psalms 139:10 Even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me. Reflection Never are God's children so far removed upon the earth that they might fall outside the protective grasp of their Lord. He is to everlasting, filling all the heavens with His majesty! Fear no bitter darkness nor lasting night for ever shall the Lord of heaven redeem you who believe unto the everlasting morning and bathe you in light imperishable!

Today's Annoyance
people who come and look at your cherry page but never bother to say anything to you. is hello too much to type? can most people not spell this word? H-E-L-L-O.... there, now spread the word so everyone is educated. the whole point of checking a person out in anyway is that something about them you find interesting, even if it is simply that you think they are good looking right? so write a letter to them, or leave a hello or something on their page people.. it's only polite. you wouldn't stare at someone on the street without acknowledging them, and if you do, that's a bit rude my darlings. so... in conclusion, in today's lesson we all learned how to spell the word HELLO. now go out and share your lesson with others.

Today's Promise From The Bible 1 John 5:11
Today's Promise from the Bible 1 John 5:11 And this is the record, that God hath given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. Reflection My Prayer: Dear Lord, Thank you for Your magnificent gift of eternal life. Thank you for sending Your Son to pay the penalty for our sins. We praise You for this wonderful gift that You have given to us, Your undeserving people!

Today
Today is really good in here!! Loads of friendly people about.. I'm loving it!! I just wanted to pimp some of my favourite REAL people on here at the moment, you guys RULE. If you think you should be here, come and say hello a bit more often. My shoutbox is always open :0P HELLCAT@ CherryTAP Jersey Grl 4ever@ CherryTAP Punky@ CherryTAP Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP D@ CherryTAP Beautifully Broken@ CherryTAP

Today
As I sit and type, I just wonder if what I'm doing is right. I'm trying to write short stories, but I feel as if I'm going to be spinning my wheels. I never took a creative writing class, not in high school, not in college. Most of what I did take in college were computer classes. Yes, I was a geek! I can create programs in several computer languages - Pascal, FORTRAN IV, FORTRAN 77, and several BASIC sublanguages. I love to read, love to write, but I don't think what I am writing is good enough. Just my thoughts.....

Today
So apparently, the earring I put in my ear about three days ago, I'm allergic to, haha. Thats right, my ear is KILLING me and if I wind up losing my piercing, I'm gonna be pissed!!!! Just saying, haha =) And for those that don't understand how you can be allergic to an earring...its because I'm allergic to nickel, which is in some jewelry. Hopefully I can change my earring tonight, and be a-okay tomorrow. Later gators!! Hey, and if you feel sorry for me, feel free to leave some love!!! =)

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 73:26
My flesh and my heart faileth: [but] God [is] the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever. Reflection Despite the constant weakness born about in our human frailty, the Lord is the strength of they who call Him Father. Though men are doomed to fail when pressing forth in their own strength, God is always faithful to present His children with the vigor needed to reign as princes in the heavenly kingdom. Trust upon Him! Look to His power! Seek His kingdom before your own! Glory in His promise to love and protect you as His bride!

Today Is The Day
well it seeems that today is one of those days so if u have something on your mind or need to relieve yourself of something u have been keeping the world from today is the day u should let it all out!1 think bout it its fri and you/ll feel relieved when its all said and done you have the whole weeekend to look forward to!!! so here i go ...fuck all u lil jackass that wanna play around with girls emotions !!!! i hate ya'll

Today
Here I sit yet again, unsure of my skills. I found another old story I wrote when I first came to the internet, some 10 years ago. Though my skills have bettered, I still don't believe I'm ready to be published. Dad's Door It was nothing special, just a door that led to a room off of my father's office. It was made of oak, as were all the wooden fixtures in the room. It was stained chestnut brown. The door was added on after the room was constructed, his secretary told me. As a boy, I would often wonder what was behind it. I would point and ask him what was behind there, but he would just say it was another part of the building that did not concern me. When I, along with my brother and sister, would come and visit, I would try to sneak and open it. He would know what I was up to and stop me just short of the door. Dad knew when I was trying to see where that door lead. That door was the source of my fantasy world when I was youn

Today's Positive Thought
Today's Positive Thought Find your inner strength through an open heart and a quiet mind. Today's Positive Affirmation I Am strong because my heart is overflowing with love and my mind is filled with gentle thoughts. Today's Positive Visualization As I take a deep breath, I open my heart, and quiet my mind. I allow myself to experience the strength of my inner being. I affirm that I have all the power I need to meet every situation in my life. I am able to sense my inner strength because of my gentle thoughts and loving open heart. In my mind's eye I see myself meeting and greeting each day and each person with a strength that is nourished by my open heart and quiet mind. I imagine that my inner strength is visible to others and gives them the strength they may need. I combine these images with the feelings of joy and let them go, knowing that they will create the good things I am visualizing and thinking.

Today!
This should really be called hero's day! On this day we honor all soldiers who fight for our freedom who fought in the American Revolution, The War of 1812, Mexican-American war, The Civil war, The Spanish-American War, WWI, WWII, The Korean War, Vietnam War, Desert Storm, and Now in the war against Iraq. These men choose to fight to stand up for you. Yesterday I witnessed the greatest graditude from a 5 year old. A father a soldier was picking up his daughter from school and another student ran up to him and said "are you a soldier? I heard about you, thank you for protecting me" Today and everyday remember that they fight for you . A soldier duty is to protect the USA from harm! You may disagree with this war we are in. But take a moment to stop and think back to desert storm we were fighting the same war and all of America hung their yellow ribbons stood together and sang "I am proud to be an American" where is the singing and support now? Thank you to all the troops who keep me

Today
Well today went reasonbly well, apart from been used as a pin cushion, before they started the tests I had a ECG which came out as normal, then came the part I hated the stress test in which they speed up your heart rate with a drug, this test lasts for about 10 mins and is the equivilant of doing severe exercise, the guy doing the stress test said my heart was acting normal for a person who was doing extreme exercises. When this test was finished they injected me with the radio active dye and was told to go and have a drink and something high fat to eat and come back within the hour, this give time for the day to work round my body. When i came back, I had like a top half scan under this machine that takes photos of your heart from all different angles, I wont know the result from this one until about Wednesday

Today In History!!!!!!!
On November 10, 1775 a committee of the American Continental Congress met at Tun Tavern in Philadelphia and drafted a resolution that called for the creation of a new military unit called the Continental Marines. The owner of Tun Tavern, Robert Mullan, was named a Marine Captain, and the owner of another tavern, Samuel Nicholas, was designated Commandant of the Continental Marines. That resolution was later approved by the entire legislative body. That's right! The Marine Corps was born in a bar and today is our 231st Birthday!! So Should you see Marines out and about in their dress blue uniforms, carousing and celebrating, consider that you've been duly warned (by me!) and then go buy them a round!! Today is not the day to tell them what you think about the war or politics, just say thank you because they went through that special hell in the earning and the wearing of that uniform. SEMPER FI AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARINES!!! LtGen Lewis B. "Chesty" Puller, then a colon

Today's Drink
I used to be an amateur drink master, coming up with "official" drinks for varying events. I'm going to be posting some of the best here over time, so people can try them out. Today's Drink was called "Purple Jesus". It received it's name from the color, and the result. :) First, in a LARGE container *By large, I mean like those 5 gallon drink dispensers - Do NOT use Metal!) add equal parts of: White rum Vodka Gin White Tequila Everclear Purple Grape Juice. (Not punch, actual juice) To this mixture, add @ 40 oz of Maraschino Cherries, juice and all. Taste the mixture, and then add and mix in Sugar until mixture is sweet. *The next step is critical!* Allow mixture to sit 3 days covered in a dark, cool place. This will allow the Sugars to produce more alcohol, increasing the Proof. it also allows the Cherries at the bottom to soak up as much alcohol as possible. After the 3 days, serve chilled. After the liquid is gone, save cherries for use in cooking - Or e

Today's Love Your Friend Day!
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Today Was Just A Blur
hello I writing today because my day went really odd. I couldnt sleep last night, so I pudded around the house and ended up going to sleep around 4am. Stress has really taken over my life lately. You know those times where you laying in bed and the day and past runs through your head like a movie paying over and over again. And it seems the only time it dose is when u dont want to think of that part of your past. So you tend to stress and stress some more then u go into a panic attack. that pretty much how I have lead my life lately. Every since I left my x boyfriend I have had none stop stress. panic episodes are all the time and I cant sleep at night. Drepression is a major factor also. I have been dealing with depression for some time now, nothing I have been open with lately because i thought I could just get over it.... Thats not the case of course.I have tryed everything to mask my depression drugs,bad behavior to mask how I was feeling, but nothing has ever helped. I find that e

Today Is Def A Monday And Dont Know What To Do??
OK TODAY IS DEF A MONDAY YOU ALL...IF YOUR READING THIS THEN I TAKE IT YOU MIGHT CARE ABOUT WHATS GOING ON SO I WONT FEEL TO STUPID THAT IM TYPING TO PEOPLE THAT MIGHT NOT REALLY GIVE A SH*T. WELL MY BOYFRIEND OF 9 YEARS AND I HAVE TWO BUSINESSES TOGETHER AND INS-GROUP IS MINE. WE HAD AN EMPLOYEE THAT WAS TRYING TO GET HIS LIFE IN ORDER ABOUT A YEAR AGO TRIED TO HELP HIM AND HE SCREWED US OVER STOLE ABOUT 5000 WORTH OF TOOLS AND MORE MONEY THAT YOU CAN IMAGINE. BEING START UP COMPANY EVERYONE KNOWS THAT THIS IS HARD TO OVERCOME. WELL WE FINALLY GOT RID OF HIM I WAS SOOO HAPPY. THEN THIS YEAR COMES ALONG AND TOM MY BF DECIDES TO LET THIS IDIOT BACK INTO OUR LIVES AND WORKS WITH HIM TELLS ME HES CHANGED AND HES DOING GREAT..(HE WAS INTO HEROINE AND CRACK COCAINE) K?!?! I DONT LIKE TO JUDGE PEOPLE CAUSE IM JUST NOT LIKE THAT BUT DAMN THATS ALOT TO GET OVER I JUST ONE YEAR. SO ANYWAYS THEY BEEN GONE OUT TO NJ DOING MACYS JOBS TOM COMES HOME WITH RON RON IS HIS NAME HE HAS NO WAY HO

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible Hebrews 13:5 [Let your] conversation [be] without covetousness; [and be] content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. Reflection Content yourself in the riches of God's mercy. Unceasing are His gifts and constant is His loving presence. This world is but a passing frame—it is not your home, for you, as a believer, are a child to the great kingdom victorious! Heavenly are the rewards you seek! Eternal are the treasures you gain! Therefore, trust in the kingly majesty of the Lord and ever shall you be pleased!

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible John 15:8 Herein is my Father glorified, that ye bear much fruit; so shall ye be my disciples. Reflection My Prayer: Father, may you be glorified in me! Change my heart and mind that I would bear the fruits of the Spirit in all I do and say. Thank you for taking me as Your own and renewing my spirit through Your encouraging word. Praise and honour to Your name forever and ever! Amen.

Today 15 Nov 06
Well, what did i get up to today. It was my day off work, so i thought i was gonna chill out. But then realised that i had a Health & Safety Representative training session going on today. Yeah, i forgot to day that i'm now a health & safety rep at work. That i did from 09:00 till 10:30. Then I chilled for a while and went to pick up my new work boots, due to also now working along side our maitenance team. After that i was asked to do some vertime for maintenance where i had to supervise some contractors working on site. I clocked off at half past 3 and when i got home i had a package waiting for me. When i opened it it was the CD's that i won in a recent competition from Kiss FM (www.totalkiss.com). The CD's are fooking great. Now i'm writing this blog and can smell dinner, so i can't concentrate anymore. Damn, my mouth is starting to water already!!!! Speak to ya soon Bernie

Today's Promise From The Bible Acts 10:43
Today's Promise from the Bible Acts 10:43 To him give all the prophets witness, that through his name whosoever believeth in him shall receive remission of sins. Reflection Rejoice in your justified state, you who believe! Even the prophets of old marvel at the proclamation of the forgiveness that would be bought you! Yours is the gift eternal! Yours is the very life of the Slain Lamb! Your future is assured and none may thwart your eternal and heavenly life. Again I say rejoice, believer! Rejoice and go forth in His Spirit in all righteousness!

Today..
I'm feeling wonderfully. I don't know why, but it's like a fresh wind has blown in my direction. I feel like dancing in the bitter cold outside and just twirl in sheer happiness in the midst of a gloomy day. It's dreary and cloudy out but I feel great. I feel alive. I feel myself again for the first time in what seems like ages. This feeling is GOOD. The weight on my shoulders, for a moment, has lifted giving me a moment to breath in deeply and freely. Today is a good day. I wish I could keep it in my pocket for always.

Today...
We went out, to see the city. You laughed at how excited I'd get, when I'd see a skyscraper I really enjoyed, or took pictures of things that only I would take pictures of. The fountain was amazing, until You decided to splash me. You're lucky You had on a thin shirt, or I would have retaliated in kind. But the kiss You gave me made up for it, so all is forgiven. Sightseeing is hungry work, so we decided to catch a bite for lunch. You ordered mexican, surprise surprise, and I loved how Your nose wrinkled when I went to get sushi. You have no idea how adorable You are. The waitress forgot to give us napkins, and You got up to get more. I must confess, it was I that stole an enchilada, not the squirrel I tried to blame. It was excellent, by the way. For dessert You ordered a Mississippi Mud Pie, and I had a cup of coffee. You wouldn't rest until I tried it, so You spoon-fed me a bite. Amazing, but I'm still a sucker for a well-made tiramisu. On the way back, we walked hand-in-hand, and Y

Today I Turned 22
Okay so today was nothing too big, my 22nd Birthday. I'm ashamed of certin people though. People i expected to Remember that today was my birthday since i Remember theirs but i guess it doesn't matter. My family Remembered so did Sheena and her family but only like 2 of my friends Remembered that today was my birthday, Nice to see how ppl care! Anyways i'm off to finish Celebrating my birthday. Later pplz. Dom

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Today Is A Gift, (poem)
TODAY IS A GIFT (The Present) Lenora Love Whiteside - Get Your Own This is the Day the Lord has made Rejoice and be glad in it. God gave us this Day as an Awesome and Wonderful Gift What you do in it is up to you Whenever someone care enough to Present you with a Thoughtful Gift It make you feel good inside your Spirit it makes you smile. Isn't God -- Good to us? He Bless YOU all day long And after Midnight He bless us with a brand new day Today is a Gift, That's why it's called the Present!" Stock Trading | Video Hosting | Funny Videos | Secrets

Today's Promise From The Bible Psalms 121:4
Today's Promise from the Bible Psalms 121:4 Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep. Reflection Take heart O believer in the Lord your God who never slumbers and never rests! Always will He hear you and always does His eye watch over your steps. Naught will take Him by surprise and nothing occurs outside His knowing. He knows intimately the desires of your heart and the difficulties of your life. Trust Him to seek the best for you and praise His name for His goodness!

Today
Today is a big day for manifesting what you want in your life. Manifesting basically means creating. So depending on your energy today if you have negative energy towards something or someone it will reflect negatively in the future. If it's positive energy towards something (like a job or finances or love or anything) or someone then positive will occur. There is no set time as to when the negative or positive can occur just that today is a big day to manifest. Take heed to what is posted here.

Today In History 11-19
November 19 U.S. President Abraham Lincoln delivered his Gettysburg Address on this day in 1863. The speech was considered so insignificant at the time that coverage was limited to the inside pages of the newspapers (page one coverage went to a speech by Edward Everett). 1895 - Frederick E. Blaisdell of Philadelphia, PA patented what he called the paper pencil -- a paper-wrapped pencil with a string for revealing more lead, like those china markers you buy these days. 1928 - After five years of publication, TIME magazine presented a cover portrait for the first time. Japanese Emperor Hirohito was the magazine’s first cover subject. 1932 - Halfback Joe Kershallo scored 71 points to lead West Liberty State College of West Virginia to a staggering 127-0 win over Cedarville College, Ohio. Heck, Kershallo was in the highlight film; he should have won an Academy Award! 1943 - Stan Kenton and his orchestra recorded Artistry in Rhythm, the song that later become the Kenton t

Today I Smiled
Today I smiled, and all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, a bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, and felt my heart grow light, And walked a happy little mile, with not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had and longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more and complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

Today In History 11-20
1541 In Switzerland French reformer John Calvin (1509–1564) established a theocratic government at Geneva, thereby creating a home base for emergent Protestantism throughout Europe. 1572 The first Presbyterian meeting house in England was established in Wandsworth, Surrey. 1580 The Book of Concord was published. 1620 Peregrine White, son of William and Susanna White, was the first child born on the Mayflower (d. 29 July 1704). 1648 Sigismund von Birken (Betulius, 1626–1681), tutor and poet, was reemployed as a private tutor after the Peace of Westphalia was concluded. 1806 Baptist preacher Isaac Backus, an influential voice in arguing for religious liberty in Massachusetts and later the United States, died (b. 9 January 1724). 1838 The first group of Prussian Lutheran immigrants arrived in Australia, forming the Klemzig settlement near what is today Adelaide. 1839 John Williams, "Apostle to the South Seas," died (b. 1796). 1847 Henry Francis Lyte, Scottish clerg

Today's The Day
well, today's the day of my big interview. so what am i doing? sitting here naked (well wrapped in a towel) talking to ya'll screw balls. well, such is life and wish me luck. i really need this job so i'm hoping that all will go well today. my stomach is a knot of nerves and i forgot to turn off the alarm before i let the dog out. yeah, THAT went well. i haven't managed that in a while. >.< needless to say i feel REALLY REALLY stupid. but wouldn't everyone? i'd sure as fucking hell HOPE so! okay. . . i know i should get off of this thing and finish getting ready, so i am. wish me luck! untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

Today In History 11-21
On this day... 235 St Anterus begins his reign as Catholic Pope 496 St Gelasius I ends his reign as Catholic Pope 1654 Richard Johnson, a free black, granted 550 acres in Virginia 1783 Pilstre de Rozier & Marquis d'Arlandes make 1st free balloon flight 1787 Andrew Jackson admitted to the bar 1789 North Carolina ratifies constitution, becomes 12th US state 1794 Honolulu Harbor discovered 1818 Russia's Czar Alexander I petitions for a Jewish state in Palestine 1824 1st Jewish Reform congregation established, Charleston, SC 1837 Thomas Morris of Australia skips rope 22,806 times 1847 Steamer "Phoenix" is lost on Lake Michigan, kills 200 1848 Cincinatti Turngemeinde founded 1871 Moses Gale patents a cigar lighter 1877 Tom Edison announces his "talking machine" invention 1895 Start of Sherlock Holmes "Adventure of Bruce Partington Plans" (BG) 1902 1st night football game, Philadelphia Athletics beats Kanaweola AC, 39-0 1914

Today In History 11-22
On this day... 365 [Felix II] ends his reign as Catholic Pope 498 St Symmachus begins his reign as Catholic Pope 498 [Lawrence] begins his reign as Catholic Pope 1809 Peregrine Williamson of Baltimore patents a steel pen 1831 The opera "Robert Le Diable" is produced (Paris) 1842 Mount St Helens in Washington, erupts 1851 The opera "La Perle Du Br‚sil" is produced (Paris) 1884 T Thomas Fortune starts NY Freeman (NY Age) newspaper 1886 Victoria Street Cable Tram route begins in Melbourne, Australia 1898 The opera "Iris" is produced (Rome) 1906 International Radio Telecommunications Com adopts "SOS" as new call for help 1910 Arthur Knight patents steel shaft golf clubs 1917 National Hockey Association disbands 1917 NHL founded with Montreal Canadiens, Montreal Maroons, TorontArenas, Ottawa Senators & Quebec Bulldogs 1922 Library Ave in the Bronx named 1923 Coolidge pardons WW I German spy Lothar Witzke, sentenced to death

Today's Laugh
A koala bear and a hooker go back to her place and they get undressed. The koala bear goes down on the hooker for 3 hours straight. She has multiple orgasms!!! After 3 hours he stops, gets up and puts on his little koala clothes. The woman is hanging back huffing and puffing from exhaustion. "Oh God, that was great! Now I need my money." The koala bear just looks at her and shrugs. Then the hooker says, "No, I need my money. I'm a hooker and this is how I make a living." The koala bear just looks at her and continues to put on his clothes. Then the hooker gets up and runs to the bookshelf, grabs a dictionary and thumbs through it to "hooker." She hands it to the koala bear and it reads: "HOOKER: person who has sex for money." Then the koala bear turns the page to "koala bear" and walks out the door. The hooker reads: "KOALA BEAR: Eats Bushes and Leaves

Today Is A Day Of A Beautiful Things.
Have you ever had one of those days where you can sit there shut your eye's and listen to music that just makes you every thought seem wonderfull? Have you ever just listening to the music ignoreing any words around you? Can't you just feel the urge to be creative in some way...that is how classical music makes me feel. It's like a new life entirely every time I hear the musician's finger's working at the piano. It takes my all consumeing rage and calms it to a gental breeze. Such a wonderfull feeling. Do if you get the chance give my new Classical song's a listen in my stash. Dance of the Pales I find is quite to my likeing. Enjoy it folks.

Today
On today of all days we be wed. The words I do rattle in my head while my vow's are nervesly read. On today of all days our son takes his first breath. I remind you of how i love you all of my life until death with every thing said I have one request. Will you love me forever cause forever with you is where i will rest. On today of all days my one and only true love said yes. Jesse Wayne Strong Copyright ©2006 Jesse Wayne Strong

Today's Promise From The Bible Job 11:6
Today's Promise from the Bible Job 11:6 And that he would shew thee the secrets of wisdom, that [they are] double to that which is! Know therefore that God exacteth of thee [less] than thine iniquity [deserveth]. Reflection How fortunate are we who have embraced the cross by faith! The mercy of the Lord is ever on our side. Through flood and fire, the mercy of the Maker of Heaven will make our road safe—neither righteous wrath nor villainous treachery shall stay our path, for the Lord has made it sure against such opposition. Rejoice that your way to heaven is guarded, O believer!

Today Let Joy Come Into Your Life
is a day of joy and connection. Today is a day to step outside and take a deep breath and declare to all the world: I am alive! Today is a day to feel the energy coursing through your veins and allow that energy to flow freely, enlivening and empowering you. Today is a day to embrace simply being alive, for no other reason than because you are. Do not judge whether outer circumstances are good enough to allow you to enjoy yourself. Do not set the day against a standard which must be met before you fill with joy. Fill with joy just because you are you and the day is. Life is. It unfolds as it unfolds. You are. You stand within your life and blossom. Let us see you blossom. Take one moment in your life, something very ordinary that you do every day, and turn it into a spiritual and joyful experience. For example, going out to get the mail or the newspaper. Walking across a parking lot and passing under a tree. Walking by a window that overlooks a

Today
THERES NO DOUGHT I WONT GET AROUND TO EVERYONE TODAY. SO I WANT TO TAKE THIS OPPERTUNITY TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING.........ENJOY THE DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS.............AND B THANKFUL FOR WHAT U HAVE, CAUSE THERE ARE ALOT OF OUR BOYS AND GIRLS THAT WONT B ABLE TO ENJOY THERE FAMILIES. REMEMBER ALL OF THEM....

Today Does Not Have To Be A Drag!
Myspace Layouts thank you to all!! ESPECIALLY AROUND THE HOLIDAY TIME, LIFE CAN SUCK!! WE ALL GET LONELY, BUT SOMEHOW THIS TIME OF YEAR HAS THE HIGHEST RATE OF SUICIDE!! WELL, THANKS TO YOUR KIND WORDS I DO NOT HAVE TO BE ALONE TODAY, AND NEITHER DO YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. THANK YOU CHERRYTAP AND TO EVERYONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY TO SAY HI..OR Y'KNOW!!!

Today's
-Great food (turkey, fruit salad, potato salad, candied yams, green beans, stuffing) -Family -Friends -Dogs -Football -Wynonna Judd's Christmas album -(and I'm currently watching) CMT Giants: Honoring Reba McEntire - this is great. Kelly Clarkson officially fully won me over by singing "Why Haven't I Heard From You." XOXOXO, Bam

Today Is 23 / 11 / 2006
You know sometimes I have to say I hate this time of year... Let me tell you why... Now I work in Retail a superstore called Sainsburys now many of you will not have heard anything about british stores but this time of year are store starts to get busy and if the store get busy that meas more work for me... and more work for me means longer hours I have to work... and longer hours I have to work means I sleep more and all of this means I do not feel as if I am getting into the christmas sprit... my birthday is also coming up and this is a time I should be feeling happy but I dont... my parents asked me what I would like for my birthday and I really don't know what I want... have I got to that age that I dont even know what I want... Well yes I don't know what I want and I don't even think I ever will... Well I am begining to sound depresive... So I am going to end tonight feeling happy. hehe I brought a new suit a copple of days ago for a big do I am going to this sunday... it will be

Today's Laugh
Little Johnny, a fifth grade student has a penis so large, his parents warned him not to have anything to do with girls. They cautioned him he could easily kill someone. Through the grapevine, his teacher learns about his unusual size, keeps him after school and suggests they have sex. He refuses expressing concern he might kill her. She laughs and scoffs at the idea and says she will elect to be on top, in complete control, and nothing bad can happen. He reluctantly agrees but the teacher experiences such wonderful sensations, she faints from pure joy. Thinking he's killed her, Johnny runs from the class room sobbing and crying, "Oh my G~d!... I killed her! I killed her!" All at once he stops dead in his tracks, and look of dawning comprehension appears on his face as he says, "Wait just a minute! I didn't kill her. She committed suicide!"

Today I Share
Between "let's get married tomorrow" & "let's get naked tonight" I seem to meet two types of women lately: Those who, almost from that first cup of check-you-out coffee, want to settle in and settle down; and those who want to hand me their panties under the table at Starbucks. Well look, I've done the settle-down thing before, and I will again, but I'm not there yet. And being a normal male, I find it hard to object to the "here's my wet panties, tell me your name again" thing, So, what's in the middle? I would like to meet someone fun, have lots of interesting conversations, go see movies and listen to music and ride my harley with, eat cool food, travel to cool places,and yeah, spend a lot of time naked. In all honesty, though, I really don't want to marry right now. That is, I don't want to marry anybody right now. But NSA is too far to the other extreme. If you're in your 30s or 40s and you'd like a part-time partner, one who understands your busy life and

Today Is .....today Could Be....today....fuck
today should totally be a sit around in underwears and tshirts with a fire id even let her paint my toenails....after i did hers of course....fuck it...id let her put makeup on me all day....as long as she looked me in the eye....as long as she kissed me.........last i heard though.....hahahaha....fuck....point is, it could be the perfect day...underwears, nailpainting, kissing and food...oh yeaaaah, and a movie or three

Today 27 November 2006
Today was an uneventful day at work. I was lead officer instead of being on my unit, but thats OK. UGH, I get to do another month of Midnights in December. I HATE midnights. But they want experienced Officers for midnights the next 2 months due to the newbies screwing up. Got SCREWED out of my promotio to Corpral though,they changed the perimeters from 2yrs to 3 yrs experience. I got 8 months before I qualify. Blah. On a better note, my daughter is being ornery. She dropped her bottle awhile ago looked down and says "Bull Shit". LOL what a stinker. And for some reason she is on this kick of calling me by my name instead of mommy. LOL But on a grumpy note. I'm gettin sick and tired of the jackass I'm married to making his stupid little smart remarks all the time about my weight, my personality, everything I do is wrong. Something has to give. OK enough complaining for today.

Today
Today I Smiled Today I smiled, and all at once Things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, A little bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, And felt my heart grow light. I walked a happy little mile, With not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had, And longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, Were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more, And complained a little less. And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

Todays Events.
I skipped my persuasive writing class this morning in order to sleep in. I'm sick, I've been sick since last week, yes for all of you that were wondering "wasn't that crazy bitch sick" YES. I was, and am. Janet wanted to see me sometime today, she is my persuasive writing professor. I came over, b/c I had to anyway, (I had three other classes that I had to go to) and she told me my face looked gray. Basically no color in it. Then I got a free pizza, (not that I can eat). And I went to walmart. Only talked to david for a second. My phone needs to be charged, but that won't happen. Left the charger in Maryland. I don't think I'm going to do much tonight, sleep a lot. Try to get better. But other than that, a big old NOTHING. I don't think I'll use the phone tonight. Sarah wanted to call me, but I don't know. She has to tell me why she's not getting married now, or as a matter of fact, why she's not even dating terry anymore. Karen ditched me last night, she said she'd cal

Today At A Glance
At the moment I am very bored. But, I do have things to do. Like get my daughter on the school bus in about 15 minutes. And then clean my house. But I don't want to. I find myself getting more and more lazy these days. Tonight I get to go play darts. Yippy, it's the one thing that gets me out of my house. I play on a league and this year they decided to make it even more difficult. I'm not the greatest player, but it's fun and gives me something to do. And now I have to play against the best people in the league because they changed it from 2 divisions to just 1 so now us not so good players have to play the good ones. But the other 3 people on my team are pretty good, so we might have a chance. I hope. Other than that my life is boring as I said. Although, I am happy that I got a job. I start on the 11th of Dec. It will be cool I think. Making money is always good. But I feel like crap so much these days but maybe actually doing something will take my mind off the stomach cramp

Today's Laugh
Did you hear condoms are now being sold with a free calling card? The attached instructions say, "If you can't come, call." ------------ --------- ----- What's the best way to get into a sleeping bag? Wake her up first! ------------ --------- ------- Did you hear about the house that was built by lesbians? There were no studs it was all tongue in groove. ------------ --------- -------- What's the definition of "Tender Love?" Two gays with hemorrhoids. ------------ --------- --------- - Why is death a lot like sex? It feels funny for a second, but then it's over. ------------ --------- --------- --- Why do women like wearing black panties? ~ It's a way for them to say, "In memory of those who were buried here." ------------ --------- --------- -------- What is a Peter Pan? A wash basin in a whorehouse. ------------ --------- --------- --------- - What's the nicest thing about a nudist wedding? You don't have to ask - you can see who the best man i

Today's Funny...
A lady called a music store about a recording, but dialed wrong and connected with an auto mechanic instead. She asked, "Do you have two lips and seven kisses?" He said, "No..But I have two balls and seven inches." She responded, "Is that a record?" He said, "No...But it's a damn good average"

Today Is The First Day Of The Rest Of Your Life
So in my very lame career planning class, we have been working on our resumes and the career advisors are going to hang on to them so that when it comes time for my externship and/or job searcing, they can help send them to potential employers. The trouble is, I'm having a hard time getting motivated to actually start looking for a job. I have to start my externship in January, and I graduate in April. I'm only turning 21 in March! I don't know if I wan to jump into a career right away and become a "real adult." I don't want to take too much time off, maybe just wait a few months, do some much needed partying being ripely 21, and THEN begin the rest of my life. I don't know, it's just crazy to me to think that in the next 6 months I'm supposed to be starting my career. I don't even know if this is what I want to spend the rest of my life doing! Geez, I'm currently not even old enough to drink my troubles away LoL. Oh well, I guess I better just roll with it and see how it all plays

Todays Results......
I found out this morning that I dropped from 24 last week to 18 this week. Since my numbers are still dropping...the drs think that I am gonna be alright and they want me to go back on my birth control patches for a few months so that I have a healthy normal cycle a couple times so that I get back to normal then I can get back off and start again. I will have an ultrasound in January if my numbers have not reached zero by then. Thanks for hanging in here with me everyone. Angie

Today's Promise From The Bible John 6:51
Today's Promise from the Bible John 6:51 I am the living bread which came down from heaven: if any man eat of this bread, he shall live for ever: and the bread that I will give is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world. Reflection Jesus speaks of Himself as the Living Bread of life. For those of us who are in Christ, we shall never again experience the spiritual hunger that existed before our conversion. Jesus Christ, the Living Manna, provides all that we need to live day by day with God

Today's Horoscope
You could receive extra encouragement from your family now and hopefully you can apply their good ideas toward achieving your long-term goals. This isn't just about idle daydreaming, though, as you must remain practical while being imaginative. If you can keep your eyes on the road right in front of you, you just might be unstoppable. Saturday, December 2, 2006 Checking my homepage & email is part of my late morning routine (unless the kids get up SUPER early).. I love days like this. I've been on edge the last few weeks. I've KNOWN something big was going happen.. soon. So happy it's us getting our first home! Dane was a surprise, so the house we're renting just isn't cutting it- not enough room for us all, so this is really awesome =)

Today
I'm going through my friends list to send messages today, trying to find everyone that I haven't rated their profiles or become their fans. If you see me fanning you...come check and see if you're mine as well....we both get points...yeah i know i'm starting to sound like a point whore or something Buried at PhotoCasket.com

Today Was Going To Be A New Day
I helped the plan develop I agreed to things I knew I didn’t want Just so I could stay a part of your life I could magically heal you- Take your pain away. Is that why you need me now? I need a release from this reality I have chosen- Someone to take MY pain away But still I ignore it all so you can be a better you And me? Well I am lonely now (ha!) I fill my time with stranger things Everyone is a stranger to me now I need a brand new friend who doesn’t bother me I’m facing my addictions one by one I have headaches every night And I can’t get out of bed in the day. I am seeking change, hopefully in the right places But my communications are poor And I’d rather be smoking, Simply loving, Living mi vida loca. I am too strong to cry Too stubborn to let go Forced to change Take over this situation Mend my plans Cure the evil of humanity And kill myself in the process But I live in the moment And am just talking to myself *****************

Today's Promise From The Bible John 15:10
Today's Promise from the Bible John 15:10 If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. Reflection Obedience is very important in the kingdom of God. Christ begins this conditional statement by stating that those who are obedient to His commands will abide in His love. Then Christ refers to the ultimate example by comparing this principle with the relationship that He has with His Father. Obedience results with a promise of a supreme reward: the abiding in Christ's infinite and eternal love.

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible Deuteronomy 4:31 (For the LORD thy God [is] a merciful God;) he will not forsake thee, neither destroy thee, nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them. Reflection God in His mercy has promised that He will always be with His children of faith. He remembers His promises and will never break them! What an awesome God we serve!

Today And Today Only! :)
Click above picture for Hotrocksradio.com HEY ALL. I am going to fill in for the 9:00 am show today! It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). I AM NOW GOING TO BE ON TODAY DURING THE SAME TIME SLOT. :) PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

Today 12/5
hey there..well Melissa has talked alot about this site, Cherry tap, and how its cool and that, so i joined, in order to help her get cherry bucks ot whatever to get jeff a ring, it seems cool but alot of the shit i cant figure out lol, all in good time..i will invite some people to join after a while but first i will try to meet some new peeps..they float across the top lol... i am having an ok day..actually have aalot to do, not too motivated, find my mind drifting back to Uncle Ronnie..today is a week since he died..i feel like it would be wrong to go buy a christmas tree, still, i am not ready to feel christmas-y..it fucken sucks..i mean im carrying on.i have 3 kids, cant just ignore xmas, and im shopping here and there..plus jacobs birthday, too.. eek which makes me worry about funds..dam theres always something to worry about huh? one cool thing everybuddy is bitching about snow and we havent seen a single flake-now thats unusual here..and im happy, no rush we'll certainly get

Today I Wanna Say Thank You
Today i wanna say Thank you, For your friendship thru the years, For offering your support selflessly, When i needed someone to dry my tears, Today i wanna say Thank you, For you have given me so much of your time, When my world crashed down around me, It was you who convinced me things would be fine. Today i wanna say Thank you, For being able to understand, I never had to say a word, You knew just when to lend a hand, Today i wanna say Thank you, Thanks for your hope and belief in me, I'll be your strength when your down, I'll always have faith in your dreams. Today i wanna say Thank you, For the person that you are, I know one day that voice you've got, Will turn you into a star! Today i wanna say Thank you, I don't think i say it enough, You realise whats really important, When the road you walk is rough. Today i wanna say Thank you... I love you like a sister and you need to know, Today i wanna say Thank you... Cause we don't always have tomorrow

Today...
Tonight I went to my Godfathers funeral... As i looked at him lying in his coffin i realized just how precious life is and that each moment needs to count. over the years I have always intended to call him and go visit, take the children to meet him. They would have loved him, he was wonderful, full of life and humor, noone better on this earth. but sonething always came up and we never got there. My son is twelve and had not seen him since he was 2 or 3...sad on my part, i kept my child away from one of the best men i have ever known, just because there was always something to do. My daughter had the pleasure of meeting him a couple months back, a chance meeting at a Walmart, and in just those short 20 minutes or so, he had an impact on her, tells you how great of a man this was. Tomorrow we are laying him to rest and I have vowed to not let the same thing happen with his wife. i think it is time to take my children to get to know her as well, they need to know the people t

Today's Friend
Okay.. I have some pretty awesome friends and decided it would be pretty cool to share them with you... so each day I will have a friend of the day.. what you do after that is go and add them as a friend a fan.. and rate them a ten.. :) sounds easy enough right?? lol so hop to it peoples.. furrydevil@ CherryTAP This guy is so sweet.. they dont get much better than this :)

Today
September 12, 2006 Today Have you noticed as of late the children or young adults that we get to deal with on an everyday basis now? Wow what the hell happened to respect for others and themselves? I look around at the younger generation of today and I am ashamed of what I see. I'm not going to say that it's all the kid's fault because you learn what you live. You have some kids, for arguement sake right now they are kids , the parents are so wrapped up in their own life that they just hand the kids whatever they want to pacify them. I hear" Oh I don't want them to have to have it the way I did growing up". Well ok I can see that but we are teaching them it's ok to sit on their asses and expecting someone else to take care of them instead of them being responsible and doing good in school and getting good jobs. Everytime they get in trouble we bail them out instead of making them take care of the things they need to do on their own. Yes we have all had a rough life at some point

To Dan... You Know Who You Are...
I think of you so often, I know I could fall for you. I try to tell you how I feel, but I feel to much like a fool. I lay awake at night thinking, of the things I'd do or say, but when I ever get to talk to you, seems like I have nothing to say. so here's to you my dangerous man... I guess I'll keep it to myself... and know I think of you Dangerous Dan... yes you and noone else... xoxoxox kisses Jen

Today In History December 11th
1282 - Llywelyn ap Gruffydd, the last independent Prince of Wales to rule in Wales, was killed in an ambush. 1602 - Geneva successfully repelled a late night attack by the combined forces of Duke Charles Emmanuel of Savoy and King Philip III of Spain (pictured), an event commemorated annually during the Fête de l'Escalade. 1931 - The Statute of Westminster gave complete legislative independence to the Irish Free State, Newfoundland, Canada, New Zealand, Australia and South Africa. 1946 - The United Nations Children's Fund (UNICEF) was established. 1981 - About 900 civilians in El Salvador were killed in the El Mozote massacre. p.s. today is also my daddy's birthday!

Today Was A Good Day!
Ok so i just got back from the local store,i went for some cheese and movies,lol.My mind kept telling me to get a lottery ticket so i did.I won $5 bucks!!I was so happy..lol.Yes things like that amuse me.Then i went to get the movies and i got one Free!I rented the new "Pirates of the Caribbean 2" & some other movie which i can't remember the name lol..all that is important is that i get to see "Johnny Depp"*blush*!!That was the highlight of my day.

Today I Died Again
today i died again this day we died though nothing was mine we had fallen in love but things never like to go my way now we are sitting here not talking at all we couldnt care either we are scared or pretending to be or were shy cause we might fall wipe the tears off hurt so many times failed to find what we found in eachother some one to trust so we have we have now what we had before (nothing) i am sad and you hate me take me take it all away before i take it from you but you never cared i cried not at all not for you but for the pain you caused me i can barely walk this is your disease gave it to me you gave me all though i never wanted it if i have to ill push you out of my mind this was my only reason to cry wed fallen in love but these good things never last now im here depressed and decaying for you today we died like we always do but this time we buried ourselfves alive never to be seen again

Today:p
hey alll:)how r yas today:)?Wel my day was hell.......3 ppl on today includeing me when there was supose to be 6.....ya and we were packed!and my roomates ex was goin to take his ethernet cord cause i borrowed it but then my other roomate said he needed it so i get to keep it again:D:D:D:D:D:D:D untill tomorrow:(then i wont be on here...untill friday that is:Dso ill talk to u all l8er and happy hollidays:D Boondock Saint

Today
Well I got up at 7:15 made eggs bacon and bisquets... HaHa yummy.. Got my daughter changed and cleaned up, my old man left for work and my day started.. I have been on here for the past couple of hours doing my profile and putting avon orders in.... Somehow I was able to get in the shower and now I feel so so so much better.. I was thinking of takeing some personal pics for my page but I think I will wait till I get all sexy for that.. LOL.. Well Check out my page I will keep you posted on my day.. Toodles MaMi

Today
Today is a great day! It's beautiful outside and everything is going awesome! I am going to finish my Christmas shopping this evening and finish my decorations to the house! This weather we are having right now is more like Spring not Winter. But, that's Texas for ya.. could be 30 one day and 65 the next.. it's a rollercoaster ride for sure! Although the Summertime is brutal for us here.. usually in the upper 90's to 100+ majority of the time! I'm ready for it to get cold and stay cold though so it will feel more like Christmas not Easter or Valentines day. Well, thats all for now.. take care people!

Today Wasn't So Good
today i had a stiff neck. so i had to sit out of swimming practice. and my coach got really angry with me because he wants me to get better. even though i didn't have anything to do with my stiff neck he thought so. and then when i tried to swim someone kicked me in my neck. which did not make it any better. so i was told to get dressed and sit on the side. which made me cry because swimming is my life. i love it its the only thing that keeps me going. my coach didn't understand i guess. but i swear i will make him understand, and make him tell me im good because i know i have potential. i know i can. even though my neck still hurts lets see what happens to me tomaro. thanks for reading guys!! love you guys! ♥ ♥ ♥

Today I Watched The Sun Rise
I remember you standing at the end of each night, Awaiting for me to return from my flight, The look on your face of truest love, As the first of dawns ray filtered in from above, I remember you being there, night after night, Never questioning what you knew wasn't right, I remember you loving me without unconditionally, Never asking or demanding, just accepting it as Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I watched the sun rise. I remember you by my side all those long years, Through good times and bad, laughter and tears, All the joy we shared in a timeless perfect love, Feeling so right as though blessed from above, The days of the years passing with a blur, The endless passion in my heart you stir, The Pain brought by the one thing you didn't see, The one decision that would one day be the death of Me. With a heart filled with sadness, and tears in my eyes, To be rejoined with my Love, Today I wat

Today
Today someone touched my heart and made me realise just how fragile life is and how much we take things for granted. Sometimes it takes a complete stranger to walk into our lives, someone who is hurting inside so bad, a pain that cannot be seen with the eyes yet if you stop, look and listern you can see the pain with your own heart, then you can begine to understand the pain that they are feeling, it is like the pain that we all have felt from time to time when we lose someone close to us, but I know that the pain this person is feeling is far more intence and just by talking to this person I feel that in time and with the right encouragement this persons pain will ease. Please help me to help this person by posting this on so that other people who are huting can see that people do care and that they are not alone in their suffering. Thank you. DragonMaster

Today's Angel Message
Today's Angel Message ================== Angelic Message If you pause a while and listen, you will hear the angels sing and will see the new snow glisten with its crystals white and clean. And you'll feel the joyful promise of a new world bathed in white and will know each doubting Thomas is enfolded in the Light. For again Christ love has bonded with this season's paradigm, and the heavens have responded to the yearning of mankind. As the season brings its magic, the angelic host, through song, will erase the grim and tragic with a message from the throng, Bringing promise of reunion with forgotten calm and bliss, and again we'll find our union with the Source of all that is. (from Secrets Explored, Book Two Copyright 2006, Jean Warner) Loreena McKennitt - SnowMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Today Is My Day
Category: Life Well today is my birthday. I am a whole 25 years old. Yay! Another year has come and gone. I can actually say, minus a few things, I have had a wonderful year. I made my goal to finish another smester of school. I found what career feild I want to go into and I plan on continuing my education in that field. All in all I am proud of myself for the accomplishments I have made this past year. I have made several new friends and made some old bonds stronger. A Good friend past away October tenth, my sweet bubby Frankie even though I still miss him I know he is a better place and he brought emense joy to my life this year and for the past 4 years of it. My friend Tracy has helped me through some tough times and helped keep a smile on my face throu it all. Kudos to you love! John....what can there be said about John...well I think I can safely say I have come to know him like no other person has I believe. I am glad that I share a strong spiritual bond with him an

Today's Funny...
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of catching one, his wife asked him a question, and as he turned to answer her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem, their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out. The young man told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers u p the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing and the daughter took the young man out tothe kitchen for something to eat. Once he was gone

Today's Promise From The Bible
Isaiah 41:10 Fear thou not; for I [am] with thee: be not dismayed; for I [am] thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. Reflection Ever will the Lord raise up His people from their troubles! Ever will He seek to heal their hurts! Ever will He redeem His people from wickedness! And ever will the Lord Almighty strengthen the resolve of His children that they might proclaim His mercies forever! Praise His name forever all you His people! Hallelujah!

Today's Insane
Digress attempts to suppress Wear a gas-mask full of convalescence The name of today’s unlesson Is “The underwater acquisition of a diving helmet” I think volcanic ash just slid across the floor But that’s ridiculous, so I shouldn’t act suspicious I shouldn’t draw attention to the land-shark eating pigeons Tectonic plates shift their position Cross my fingers for another ice-age Chewing on ice to save me from the heat wave Can you appreciate a whole without stripping it to its core? Without poking holes and altering the gene code? Who keeps bolting the doors closed? I thought I said I wanted the demons to have free roam And to feel welcome in these unhallowed halls Would you shut up while I jump and fall? I think it’s amusing even if it’s hard to watch The world just flickered I think I’m being watched Cover myself in Vaseline and draw a bath of starch With a bit of bleach Perfect the art of speaking in grumbles and screeches Sleep with leeches for no apparent rea

Today Is The Day...becoming A Mommy!
Ok...so I may not be becoming a "real" , but today I am going to the airport to pick up my baby. Thats right...today I get to bring Chloe home. I was supposed to pick her up at the airport last night at 9:30, but she wasn't there. I guess some how the puppy missed the plane. I was soo bummed cuz I was soo excited to go and get her. They told me she'd be coming in on the flight today at 9:30am. Well...that was going to be hard to do cuz I was scheduled to work at noon. I called Chad to see if it was ok to get someone to switch with me (Chad is my manager) and he was very cool about it. Andy was staying in milwaukee with his sister cuz he has school a few minutes away from their house and stays with them when he does so.....they were awesome and allowed me to stay over as well. I did have a hard time sleeping last night though. I kept worrying that the puppy wasnt getting fed or let out to go potty. Well...I'm going to get ready to go now. Have a nice day and come back later!

Today's Funny...
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will Swim by, you might live in Michigan . If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights Each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you Might live in Michigan. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, You might live in Michigan If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of The year, you might live in Michigan. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work There, you might live in Michigan. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of His forehead, you might live in Michigan. If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might Live in Michigan. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might Live in Michigan . If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation w

Today's Promise From The Bible Hebrews 8:1
Now of the things which we have spoken [this is] the sum: We have such an high priest, who is set on the right hand of the throne of the Majesty in the heavens; Reflection Christ has conquered all death and even now reigns at the right hand of God's throne. Take great delight in the knowledge that He is ruling over all things, both in heaven and in earth. Glory to His name!

Today's End
It's about Sylvia Plath she wakes in morning to listen for the turn of a doorknob or a stifled step no one can tell what she’s thinking that she wouldn’t exist without him she was never ordinary attempting to ignore the old difficulties as she crawled into the empty space to swallow pill after pill “I am a dream you dream,” he once told her and now she trades words for worry love got her going now fear holds her heart she is a hostage- bound by unknowing tired of sameness she staggers to break consistency it is that time of year when the days last too long and the nights are so dark that stars seem endless mere pin pricks in the charcoal sky it has been weeks since she’s remembered anything she feeds the children boards up windows and doors and turns on the gas she lets the air take her as she breathes in today’s end tomorrow holds no waking no longer will she listen

Today's Funny...
A little boy sits on Santa's lap. Santa says "I bet I know what you want for Christmas," and with his finger he taps the boys nose with every letter he spells "T-O-Y-S". The little boy thinks a second and says, "No, I have enough toys." Santa replies once again tapping the boys nose with every letter, "C-A-N-D-Y." Again the little boy thinks a second and says, "No,I have all kinds of candy." "Well what would you like for Christmas?" Santa asks. The little boy replies, tapping Santa on the nose, "P-U-S-S-Y, and don't tell me you don't have any because I can smell it on your finger!"

Today
TODAY Tonight I heard a child laugh, And I felt pain. Tonight I saw a man smile, And I felt anger. Tonight I heard a woman speak, And I felt sorrow. For today I saw a plane fly, And I felt fear. Today I saw a building collapse, And I felt shock. Today I watched a woman dance, And I felt shame. Today we watched our world change, And we felt lost. Today we saw innocence die, And we felt confusion. Today I saw humanity itself, And I felt hopeless. But, Today I saw a helping hand, And I felt hope. Today I saw a child’s tears, And I felt strength. Today I saw a world united, And I felt proud. Written 9-11-2001 Laura Lee McAllister

Today In History
25 Dec 06 - Monday - Christmas Day 1642 [Sir] Isaac Newton 1899 Humphrey Bogart 1907 Cab Calloway 1945 Ken "The Snake" Stabler 1946 Jimmy Buffett 1948 Barbara Mandrell 1949 Sissy Spacek 1954 Annie Lennox - Eurythmics 1954 Steve Wariner 1960 Amy Grant 0001 1st Christmas, according to calendar-maker Dionysus Exiguus 1223 St Francis of Assisi assembles 1st Nativity scene (Greccio, Italy) 1651 Massachusetts General Court ordered a fine (five shillings) for "observing any such day as Christmas" 1741 Astronomer Anders Celcius introduces Centigrade temperature scale 1758 Halley's comet 1st sighted by Johann Georg Palitzsch during return 1818 1st known Christmas carol ("Silent Night, Holy Night" by Franz Joseph Gruber & Joseph Mohr) sung (Austria) 1831 Louisiana & Arkansas are 1st states to observe Christmas as holiday 1868 Despite bitter opposition, President Andrew Johnson grants unconditional pardon to all persons involved in the Southern rebellion (the Civil War) 19

Today... I Wish You A Day Of Ordinary Miracles
Today... I wish you a day of ordinary miracles A fresh pot of coffee you didn't have to make yourself. An unexpected phone call from an old friend. Green stoplights on your way to work, Church, or shopping. I wish you a day of little things to rejoice in... The fastest line at the grocery store. A good sing along song on the radio. Your keys right where you look. I wish you a day of happiness and perfection-little bite-size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare. I wish You a day of Peace, Happiness and Joy. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them. If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in too much of a hurry and t

Today
Today is the day I've waited for I can't wait no more For tonight I'll take my life I'll probably use a knife I cannot stand For I guess a good life was to much to demand I cann't Handle pressure and pain For I can't stay sane And Now all I see is red Things will get better once I am dead I am going to Die So I say Goodbye

Today--friday
is it really Friday? doesn't seem like it... every day is the same in my world. LOL I can't wait to have a job again. I'm applying at convienece stores too. the good ol' Mini Mart job. yayyyy!! I loves me my minimum wage, mmmmmhmmmmmmmm.. in all actuality, though, I will do anything to pay my bills. we didn't go to the zoo today. awwwwwww.. hopefully soon, though. we lazed around, he played GTA: San Andreas, and I played on the 'tap. I LOVE MUMMs about punching babies. & abusing handicapped people.. and blonde twin 8-year-olds having their first 3-some with their big beautiful pit bull while Uncle Davey videotapes it... well, ok, we haven't done that MUMM yet, but we will soon. mmmmmhmmmmmmmmm. LMAO it's so fucked up. I regularly make jokes about running elderly people over in my truck, but I'd never actually downshift & stomp on the accelerator. c'mon. I have a sick sense of humor, but I'm not a fucked-up psychopath. I'd never actually punch a baby, or kick a r

Today Was A Rollercoaster.....damn
Today I went from, literally being the happiest woman on gods green earth (at about 4pm) to being reduced to tears that just wouldnt stop coming (at about 7pm). Crazy what the one's you choose to love can make you feel. Or what those feelings can make you do. Guess I wasn't ready for it all to happen today. Love is stronger then anything else on this planet... it can make you cry, make you laugh, make you sick, make you mad, make you crazy, make you hurt.... and make you do things that you wouldn't normally do (for me today, that was cry). I guess you have to know me really well to understand this blog, but this aint about no man. This is about my family specifically my little sister. She is my heart and if you ask me about her I can talk about her for HOURS I love that girl more then life itself and I would do anything for her. Today we tried something new... I was going to take my sister out by myself. NOW I thought this would be cool but she wasn't havin' any of it. She st

Today!!
Today I went to see u I poured a bottle of bacardi on your grave and left the empty bottle with some flowers in it! Love u buddy!! Wish u were here with me this year celebrating the new year!! Life is not measured by the breaths we take but by the moments that take our breaths away!!!!! And the people we meet while we are here!! Until I see your smiling face again u will forever be in my heart!

Today I Realized Something
i realized I`m not the prettiest girl on this planet. I have always been so consided thinking I was so the only pretty girl around. You know I may have both a hot body and a cute face and Im also very smart and responsible. Im not always the neated person, im quite unorganized. but Im always determined when it come to something i want or something I want to straiten things out. I love who I am I love my body and my beatiful face. Its like my ex`s girlfriend she doesnt have the hottest body but she has a sweet personality and the prettiest eyes. My eyes are just brown but her eyes are a pretty green. Every girl has something beatiful about her.I just realized that even though Im close to perfect. Im not perfect, Im human ever human has a flaw.

Today
Today has been the day from hell.... Woke up this morning to find my son standing in front of my shaking like a leaf ... pale and just fully upset .. scared the hell outta me .. come to find out .. he tried to miss a deer on his way to school and was in an accident .. Ok we can take care of this . he said he wanted to still go to school so I got him down there .. and all should be well.. Right ?? NO ..( actually just getting home from the hospital he's got wicked whiplash and a nice egg on his head poor kid ) . I get a call from my sister that one of her dogs decided to attempt his escape Thru the dog kennel . then with the whole kennel now aroudn his neck he started to make his way down the driveway ( which is about 200+ feet ..thank goodness their other dog was goin wild and they found him before he was hurt too bad .. had a few cuts n whatnot ..Im glad this day is coming to an end .. and Im feling that there may be a move in my near future like before I planned on leaving ( im expec

Today At Work
So one of Max's friends came through the drive-thru today. Mama Jay I think is his display name. But yeah. So he ordered his food. He asked if McDonalds sold cigarettes, and when Alicia told him no, he got attitude and was like "I've never been to McDonalds before." WHATever!! So he was all like, "How much is it?" And we told him to drive up. He practically threw his credit card at me, and it took a second for me to get the screen up for credit cards, and under his breath he said "Can't work a fucking cash register?!" Oh my god. I fucking hate prissy ass fags like that. So I threw his credit card back at him, and told Alicia we should spit in his food. Ugh. But I had a good laugh after that. So, thank you Mama Jay, or whatever. You're the biggest asshole fag on earth.

Today
Some how today is going to be a very interesting day, I know it. I barely slept at all last night. In fact when I did manage to drift away for a half hour if I was lucky it was random images too vague for me to understand. Then of course I had terrible time getting to work on time. Yet somehow I believe there will be something good out of today. Though the mindless thoughts of failure and being a complete screw up pass through my head. A simple reasurence that I am not good enough. Yet something must be good about today, please.

Today's Promise From The Bible
Isaiah 40:29-31 He giveth power to the faint; and to [them that have] no might he increaseth strength. Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall: But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew [their] strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; [and] they shall walk, and not faint. Reflection Though we struggle to walk in the light and grow weary in the work of the Lord, our gracious Father is always there to renew us in His strength and power. By the might of God's word, we are encouraged and brought to a place of rest in His wonderful peace and love.

Today..
The weekend is here and last night I had a great game of darts and I won yeah!! Had a few glasses of wine I was happy for most of the night hanging with friends I awoke this morning and decided to clean the carpets ..Don't ask me why but I did. After I finshed with all the cleaning I finally took picutres of all my new toys I have gotten for my kits (I have been restoreing all my vintage kits)They are all done now ..It took a lot of time and money but its all done..Felt in a jazz kind of mood broke out the brushes and played a little. Time to hit the shower and see whats up with tonight ..I did a lot today Yeah!!! As you were and remember bang a drum!!

Today's The Day!
YEP! today is the day that i go and take the ASVAB! ACK! im nevous! david cant get off work early to go with me and i was really hoping he could. Oh well. Wish me luck! i'm so scared! i hate taking tests. I will probably get on tonight after i get back and post what I made. or I will be too upset to even do a damn thing. we will see. Have a great day!

Today At Therapy
WHILE ALAN WAS DOING THERAPY TODAY. THE CHECK IN LADY (KIM) CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT A LADY HAD CALLED HER LAST WEEK ABOUT ALAN. SHE HAD SAID SHE WANTED TO HELP PAY FOR ALANS THERAPY.KIM TOLD HER THAT IT HAD NOT BEEN BILLED YET. WELL THE LADY ASKED IF SHE COULD MAKE A DONATION, AND ONCE AGAIN KIM WAS LOST AS WHAT TO TELL HER. SO SHE SUGGESTED HER LEAVING HER NAME, AND SHE DID NOT WANT TO DO THAT. SO KIM TOLD HER JUST TO CALL BACK EVERYDAY TILL SHE COULD TALK TO ME. ANYWAY SHE SAID THE LADY KEEPS CALLING HER BACK. WELL WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT TODAY I COULD NOT HELP IT BUT A FEW TEARS WENT DOWN MY FACE. I HAVE NO CLUE WHO WOULD CALL ABOUT ALAN. NO ONE KNOWS WHERE I TAKE HIM TO THERAPY AT. AND I DONT BELIEVE IT WAS MENTIONED ON THE NEWS, WHEN THEY DID A STORY ON HIM. IT IS JUST SO AMAZING THE WORKS OF THE LORD.AND HOW HE BRINGS PEOPLE INTO OUR LIVES IN SOME WAY OR ANOTHER. SO I GAVE KIM THE INFORMATION FOR HER TO GIVE THE LADY. I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IT WAS, BUT I TRULY THANK HER. ANYWAY I J

Today's Promise From The Bible
Today's Promise from the Bible John 14:27 Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. Reflection What a breath of fresh air! As Christians, we have the privilege to partake of the beautiful peace through the love of our merciful God. Praise Him! Christ has conquered sin and death! Indeed, let not our hearts be troubled, but let us take joy in the glory of Christ.

Today I Thanked A Vet!!!!!
I was going into K-mart this morning and as I pulled in right before me parked a disabled Vet plate. The Man walked in and I right behind him. I followed where he went and asked if he was the Vet he said yes. I then Thanked him for all he did for our country. He thanked me I said your welcome Thank you! I then walked away feeling very proud of what I had just done and for being an Amarican!!!!! origanal post by Lovelaceez69.

Today Is A Good Day.
Double tall non-fat raspberry lattes Coffee Purple flowers One clove Two people And a sunny day. Make someone (Like me) Not want to run away. ** I scribbled this on a napkin while I was on a date sitting outside of Starbucks next to a busy intersection. The guy I was with and I were at the time both generally crabby people...but that day I felt good. :)

Today Is National Break-up Day...here Is Some Sad Stories!!
"Oh Man, Where to Start?" When it comes to matters of the heart, each one of us has a story to tell. Sometimes it ends with a "Happily ever after." All too often, however, it can end with an abrupt and out-of-the-blue "The end." Recently we asked members of Yahoo! Personals to share their own personal stories of how the fat lady sung. And, boy, did they have some whoppers to tell. OMG! What a Jerk! "An old boyfriend returned all of my stuff to me by putting it in a basket and then bringing it to me at my place of work. He entered singing and creating quite a stir, so that everyone would notice what was happening." "He wrote me an email saying, 'Goodbye my friend.' Are you kidding me?! GOODBYE MY FRIEND?!!!" "I noticed my boyfriend all of the sudden started telling me he loved me…constantly. Then a week later, he called me and was acting really strange. I kept asking him to come over and he wouldn't. Eventually he did, and told me he needed space. I thought I was in the

Today
Well, I knew this day would come and I am both happy and sad.... My man won't be around in the day time for the next week.... Man,I am going to be lonely!!! And no way am I hinting that I want to be hit on by another man on here.... U gotta understand... i LOVE my man....he is my joy, the twinkle in my eye, the laughter in my voice, the grin on my lips.. I do not mess around on him....no way...he touches me in ways that NO man has EVER touched me...And I do not mean physically either....there is so much more in a relationship than physical... ROTFL, YES I love sex btw....and all there is to it and he SOOO turns me on, heehee.... I am going to miss him..... Lookout those who read blogs....I am going to be busy on here talking about him.... Ya think I love him? Heck yes I love him!!!!! Okay, hushing FOR NOW!!!!

Today I Have Many...
...Too many in fact to list. See, I've not been the best person in my 34 years. I've tried to be, but it hasn't panned out like I thought. I've hurt too many people close to me to count. And while I'd love to try to make amends, apologize and reconcile, the attempt to do so would probably do more harm than good. So, each day I live with the sorrow of knowing that at some point in my life I've made someone's day horrible. It's a burdon not easily carried. But, yet it's carried none the less. Some days, Like today, are harder than others.

Today
Today Don't stand by my grave and weep For I am not there I do not sleep I am a thousand winds that blow I am the diamond's glint on snow I am the sunlight on ripened grain I am the gentle autumn rain In the soft hush of the morning light I am the swift bird in flight Don't stand by my grave and cry I am not there I did not die

Today
Just to let you all know I want be around till late tonight. I have 4 appointments today. Tristens word play appointment at 11:15-12:15 for his speech. Then off to my local YMCA to get Tristen all set up for preschool, appointment at 12:30pm. Then I have an ontario works appointment at 1:30pm just to go over how much money I will get a month. Then I have a 2:30pm appointment at subsidy to find out how many days a week Tristen will be in preschool and to find out when they are going to let him start. Then I will be home just to eat supper and then back out again for my parenting class from 5:45pm-7:15pm come home put my kids to bed and then I will be around. For any of my friends that take the time to read this and are in a contest please send me a link in a private message and I will send you a few vote. Have a great day and talk to you all soon Stay at home mom~Memeber of K.O.T.~

Today
Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever! There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today; but I did! And because I did I'm going to celebrate! Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me stronger. I will go through this day with my head held high, and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice. Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don'teven know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down. I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love just how deeply I care for he

Today I Smiled
Today I smiled :o) Today I smiled, And all at once things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, A bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, And felt my heart grow light. I walked a happy little mile, With not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had And longed for nothing more, And what seemed like only weeds, Were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more And complained a little less, And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

Today
Sagittarius (November 22 - December 21) You must be as practical as possible now in order to counterbalance someone else's fuzzy thinking. But you could just as well be the ringleader of an unrealistic scheme. Either way, you have a lot to lose if you let your unbridled imagination run away with the facts. A grounded outlook on your life will sustain the new stability that you are creating.

Today Rant
why must people be mean i meant its point less like to day i went to the gas station and this lady said i was ugly so i just ingored her and she kept going and going then finally i snapped i said hey i bet you a fake lady with a fake face and all and then she shut up. i respect women alot but gosh if you dont like the way i look and all just dont say anything . i mean i am a very nice guy but today i just snapped for some reason. send me some feed back on what everyone thinks did i do the write thing.

Today
It's been an odd day. I skipped my one class, go ahead and yell, I know I shouldn't have, but I was lazy. I was kinda in a grumpy mood, but I got mail so that cheered me up and if you're one of my friends you can see what I got today in my photo album ;) I love getting new things lol. I went to work though and I was just kind of out of it. I know I went to bed late, but I'm a college student, I'm supposed to get less than 5 hours of sleep and be fine to function the next day, guess it doesn't always work that way. I'm pretty sure I have senioritis (however you spell it). I just want to be done with school, not that I'm gonna be doing anything better with my life after I'm done in May. Sometimes I wonder what's the point, it's just going through the motions day after day and it gets boring :( Oh well....

Todays Song 01-21-07
Today's song is Smile, a cool tune by Tupac and Scarface done on Scarface's Untouchable albumn! I amnormally not a rapp guy buttoday is an exception! One of my family on here is having a rough week and needs some cherry love! That is who this song is for! So everyone please give her some! here is her link! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/314931 Much love to ya gurl!

Today's Feelings
I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel like everything that I want or have ever wanted is not going to happen for me. I feel like my fiance don't really want to be with me even tho he says he does. I just don't know what to do or think anymore. I love him more than anything and I really want this but what do I do? I don't know anymore.

Today....
Today, my longing is like the afternoon that smoldered with a scent of invisible apple log fires, or perhaps like the reminiscence of a poem by which I must have felt like snuggling instead of writing. My skin glows with a subliminal sunset of words flavoured of cinnamon and nutmeg I vaguely wonder why, before I spread a pool of honey, or maybe of molten languor at the foot of a mountain of untold desires much too crisp to climb. I let my hand as if it were another poet’s hand glide this whole voluptuousness full of spices and eminence, along one more strophe as sinuous as a hunger for something ready and warm, bubbling in a bowl offered at the threshold of arrival after a very long detour. But the hand stops – and so does that of the other poet - at the first spoonful of nightfall and that is when the lips take over. I swallow a whispered echo and the remnants spill, slowly, in a sigh. From my nipple I wipe the last drop left by this longing. I fall asleep

Today
I told myself that I wouldn't cry when it came to be this time we all knew it was on it's way I just didnt know it would happen today I put it on my shoulders and carry on thinking of the life that lies beyond just something else to tear up my mind I've fallen apart my pieces hard to find I've been to the bottom so i know it could be worse even though I'm not believed i truly feel cursed I'm told one thing but it seems like another i wish i knew a quick way to get it all together I talk to myself for hours everyday finding sometimes there are no words to say I can't help the way things look for me I don't know what people actually see I know I'm being negative and thats not the way i am but it's not like anybody actually gives a damn the ones i thought did i just cant tell anymore so I'll just walk this road till i find an open door If I happen to make it out alive I won't know how I managed to survive maybe something i didn't know was there will give m

Todays Joke
A family was on vacation with their 6 year old son and noticed a sign for a nudist beach. The husband and wife always wanted to go to one and decided that their son is young enough that it wouldn’t really matter. The mother was relaxing laying in the sand topless. The son noticed his dad looking at all the naked women's chests on the beach and runs to his mother, "Mommy, mommy why do some girls have bigger ones and some are smaller?" The mother calmly said, "Well son the girls with the big ones are really, really stupid." The boy accepts this answer and runs off to play. He then noticed the men. The boy runs back to his mother and asked, "Mommy, mommy, why are some guys bigger and some smaller?" The mother again comely says, "Well the bigger they are the stupider the man is." Boy again accepts the answer and runs to play. A few minutes later the boy runs to his mommy and says, " Mommy, mommy daddy is talking to a really really stupid lady and he’s getting stupider and stupider every se

Today And Tomorrow
Today Today i told you how i felt and today you broke my heart Today i put my soul out to see and you decided to put it out to hang insted. Today i told you the truth and you gave me lines from a page of a book i've heard read again and again. No more lines I will not have them I will not hear excuses I will not hear i am sorry again. Sorry does not cut it anymore Sorry is something someone says when they hit your sore toe. Not when you rip out their heart. Today , i was honest with you Today you see was my last day No more days now, now i'm gone to never see again. No more days. No more days like todays. Never Today Always tomorrow Because tomorrow is a far farther away from you.

Today
well if things couldn't get more hectic thoughts of 3 years come flooding back into my memory.. if the dr wouldn't have stopped my pregnancy we would be chasing dakota around now... according to the obgyn's that have read my records they believe that if he would have been born the first time i went into labor he would be with us... so much for that.. he is with both his grandfathers running around in heaven with God... Keep the love little one.. always know that mommy and daddy think of you often.. and daily.. you are missed and loved deeply those that read the above date in the pic will say how can it be feb 16.. well that was his actual birthday.. but today jan 26th was the day i first went to the hospital in labor and the dr stopped it.. so i hope that clears it up...

Today Has Passed
Whatever it held of good or evil is now woven into the inevitable pattern of life. I cannot recall one unkind word, nor retrace one foolish step. The tapestry is woven. I might look at the pattern and regret the threads of selfishness, the ravelings of hate, but I cannot remove them, for they are now a lasting part that holds together the weavings of today. I may search for a thread of human kindness, may look for a touch of love and beauty to give color to my drab design, but if I did not weave them in my gleanings of today, I cannot add them. Today has passed. But if tomorrow comes, it will offer me a clean and empty loom, and fresh strands of hope and faith. Perhaps then I can weave a lovelier pattern, with less of the gray of care and the purple of pain, and more of the gold of truth, and the blue of trust, and the shimmering white of faith and purity. Perchance I can throw open my mental blinds so that there may be reflected upon my loom more of the sun

Today's My Last Day B4 My Vacation --- I'm Leaving Tomorrow
OK EVERYONE ~~~ JUST WANTED TO LET Y'ALL KNOW THAT TODAY WILL BE MY LAST DAY ON-LINE HERE ON THE CHERRYTAP & THEN I WILL BE ON VACATION FOR THE NEXT 11 DAYS ON MY CRUISE VACATION. MARK & I WILL BE SAILING ON THE NORWEGIAN DAWN TO GREAT STIRRUP CAY IN THE BAHAMAS, COZUMEL IN MEXICO, BELIZE CITY IN BELIZE, ROATAN/BAY ISLANDS IN HONDURAS, GEORGETOWN IN GRAND CAYMAN, AND OCHOS RIOS IN JAMAICA. SO PLEASE REMEMBER THAT I WILL BE THEREFORE BE INCOMMUNICADO AND OUT OF REACH OF A COMPUTER FOR THOSE 11 DAYS. THEY DO HAVE INTERNET ACCESS ON THE SHIP BUT IT IS VERY EXPENSIVE AND SO NOT WORTH IT FOR THE SHORT TIME THEY GIVE YOU. SO I WILL CATCH UP WITH EVERYONE ON THE 8TH OF FEBRUARY (THE DAY I WILL BE COMING HOME). IN THE MEANTIME PLEASE CONTINUE TO LEAVE ME LOTS OF LOVE AND CHERRY MAIL TO READ WHEN I GET BACK. THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS AND FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN THE PAST. I TRUST THAT MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL STILL BE HERE FOR ME WHEN I GET BACK. C'YA ALL IN ABOUT 11 DAYS AND HOPEFULLY

Today Was A Better Day....
mostly cuz this week kinda went slow motion on me. today i had class. ech...higher eduction is soo overrated. i swore to myself that i would not procrastinate this semester...that id actually get my work done when its given to me. but of course no such thing is gonna happen. lol. dont look so shocked people...you really should have seen this coming. but yea...lets see what else happened today...oh yea.... i got into an argument with my mom tonight ::yes again::. i swear i think people are crazy when they say im just like her. we have like polar opposite idea on life...now i understand she has life experience but that doesnt cancel out the fact that ive seen my fair share of how much of a bitch life can be. i mean its my life experiences that make me who i am & i guess my mom just doesnt see that. ech family can be such pains in the ass....but i guess even after everything its family & friends that got your back when shit hits the fan. aaanyway...on to better things... o

Today
Today I need to sprint along the Edge I need to laugh into the darkness below to mock it. At the same time I need to toss back my head wind ripping at my hair and watch the moon rest majestic before the stars as this earthen, human world rushes past. I need to pull you to me and crash our bodies together like surf and rock like a meteor flashing hot against the sky like a lifetime of fucking rolled into once. Like a soft kiss damp lips and light breath on skin-- and bruising bites leaving traces of blood on my tongue and yours. I need it all. I can't have you right now so I close my eyes and we're together again. You are bound craupadine you are all mine and I am all yours. We play and laugh and love. This becomes our world our nirvana for the moment timeless senseless except for senses we stir: Kubla Khan rises around us the Great Pyramids the canals of Mars, flowing hot and molten Venus oceanbeds swirl schools of tropical fish dancing overhead

Today Was Kinda Rough
today was kinda rough. you see, there was one last piece of paper that needed to be signed by me to finalize the divorce. it's the one that says i waive my right to appear in court. i guess sub-conciously i was holding on to it because to me that paper represents finality. i wanted to sign it when i had complete closure. i wanted to shut the book so to speak. but because my ex is ready to shut the book now, i had to get to a notary and get it mailed off. what sucks is i don't have near as much emotional closure as i thought i would by now. there's still a lot of hurt that i'm having trouble letting go of. it's more the kind that feels like when i remember something good from our relationship, that it was most likely a lie. i can't even picture our wedding day anymore without tearing up and thinking that he had done something weeks before. i also miss that peaceful feeling i felt on that day. not necessarily him. i don't know. i felt horrible earlier...but as the night has progressed, i

Today Jan. 30th 2007
This is my first blog on CT. Im going to try to do one everyday....you will learn about my life,music,friends,ideas(good and bad). I will never name anyone directly in a bad way. I hope you'll be able to learn my moods, and maybe even try to understand and make sense of my heart,wit,chaos,random thoughts....and somewhere along the way..maybe, just maybe have a bit of fun. The things I write here are all ideas and opinions. To all the people that might read this...enjoy! ***Disclaimer***This blog that you just read is strictly my opinion. It contained my ideas, random thoughts, half-ass comments. And maybe even some hair brain remark that I might regret later. This blog is in no way meant to offend any race, color, sex, or sexual orientation. I’m just rambling….you’ll know when I’m serious and when I’m not…..hope you enjoy. Please comment!!

Today's Angel Wisdom
The angels love our tears... Leaving, they dry our face with the brush of a wing, never seeing it pure... already far away from us. Rainer Maria Rilke Share your wings with those who have trouble flying. Anonymous Your angel touch is everywhere -- in blooming flowers, sparkling strems, and star- filled skies. Suzanne Siegel Saw in the sun a mighty angels stand. Robert Burns On any path that you may stroll, Keep your angel in your soul. Suzanne Siegel Dear Angels, help me know where to put my foot down next. Please make it REALLY clear, so I won't miss it. -Barbara Mark and Trudy Griswold, "The Angelspeake Storybook" Angels_Abound This is a new group I have started so individuals have somewhere they can discuss all aspects of Angels. There will be many topics discussed about Angel therapy, healing, and also how to get in touch with your Guardian

Today
1: get my dad and the truck ready for his trip to vegas at 4am. 2:make breakfast 3:take my mom to her doctors appointment. 4:appointment at Volt services group 5:orientation meeting at Solar Turbines 6:drug screening at clinic 7:come home and hope to talk to a special someone before it gets to late. (Time difference Sucks) 8:go to sleep at a decent hour. (I Hope) 9:wake up. Wash. rinse. repeat. haha Love Yall.

Todays Test....
Soo...today had a Advanced Chem test and i HATE chem...BUT i passed it with an B so not bad, I say that i hate it but....Ya ok i may like it..lol Had a Physc 3 Test also...Ya not that i got an A cause i love that class for the last 2 years...Found out today that i only need 17 credits left...EXCITED...So working on it..Between working fulltime and going to school i am draggin my ass bad!! I need a vacation which i think that its coming up soon... So today after class my friend calls me and tells me that her brother is in town and that he wants to meet me...Nah aint happening...Not looking to hook up with anyone at all, PROMISES that its not a hook up...He just thinks that im "intresting" soo...ya against my better judgement i say ya we can hang out tonight...So as u can see its 1148 and i am home on a friday night...WASNT good...Why in the hell do men think that just because they say you are hot and this and that and that means that its a Free Pass to a piece of Ass??? I

Today
TODAY Today I held your hand Today I closed my eyes Today I tasted the fear Today I brought forth ecstasy Today I killed Today I died Today I sucked Today I held power in my palm Today I wielded the sword Today I crawled through the dark Today I chewed on broken glass Today I wrapped myself in barbed wire Today I called forth the thunder Today I made lightning strike Today..was an ordinary day

Today Could Have Been A Bad Bad Day Some Someone
I see alot of odd looking people everyday. I work in a mall and well strange looking people are part of the job. I try not to stare alot of the time. I saw this one dude who was just ugly I think I have even taking his order at subway before I donno, he looked really farmilar. just somthing about him made me nervouse. the man who looked to be about 45 sat down next to two girls, nothing strange about that. he started text messageing somone a about 15 mintues go by and a girl from one of the stores flaged me down to tell me that she over heard him talkin to the girls and that they looked like they were a little uncomfy by him. so I kept on eye on him. shorty after the two girls left and he just sat there for a while. then he got up and got some food and sat down next to a few other girls, agian with his cell phone out, thats when I grabed my cleaning stuff and start to clean the tables around him. thinking if I could see that his camera on his phone is on I could then do somthing about

Today Was Pretty Run Of The Mill....
...and im pretty sure thats a good thing. i had to pick up my little brother from one of his friend's house and somehow i ended up at IHOP with my brother & three of his friends. im still not really sure how that happened...but oh well...at least i got some coffe and a waffle out of it. after i dropped them off at yet another firend's house i headed home...i was so tired. i managed to get in a short 10 minute shower and then i fell into bed. ::yea i fell into bed i didnt lay down i fell...lol:: i need to get to bed earlier...i mean im awake all night then i dont go to bed till like noon. haha...no wonder im always tired lol. i did wake up around 3:30 to go wait for the mailman. i was sitting by the mail box for like an hour and i eventually feel asleep there. My mom showed up at my house around 4:30 and told me to go inside...that the mailman would eventually come once i stopped stalking him, lol. hmm..come to think of it the mailman did show up around 5:30...and i still h

Today Sux.....
well to start the day off I got into a fight with my family again...so yeah my plans have changed. Im not waiting to join the army. Im callin the recruiter tomorrow and seeing if I cant leave within the next month. so yeah that started my day. then to add to things my babysitter just called and said she cant babysit no more cuz she is on welfare and cant take the chance of losing it cuz she was getting other income. so yeah now i have like eight hours to find someone else who can babysit for me and I know like no one down here who I trust with her who can watch her all damn night. I am really starting to hate life more and more and on top of that I just want to get out of this place. Want to start my life but no everything seems to be fucking up so I cant do anything right anymore. yeah today definitely sux and its just making my shitty mood even shittier

Today...
Today has been a good/boring/confusing/and hurtfull day. I hate it when "friends" lead me to beleive one thing, then i find out the truth. Its just aggravating and grr, it hurts...really bad. Well i mean what happend today anyways. Otherwise i would just be like whatever, but this was different...a lot different. Oh well. but on a bright side, snow day from school woohoo! well actually it was because its way to cold out to go anywhere. So im nice and tosty in my jammies and blanket right now hehe. =P But yeah anyways, I have some homeworl to do. Some perspective drawing for art. Anyone wanna do it for me? Just draw the corner of a room and send it to me. lol Well ill talk to ya guys later! ~Ash~

Today My World Slipped Away
We made it final today. I gave you all I had, you made your getaway. All the love we once made turned to memories today. I left the courtroom and went straight to the church. I hit my knees and told God how much I hurt. Nothin' left of my heart; It's gonna be so hard to make a new start. 'Cause today my world slipped away. We buried the plans that we made. And tonight I'm alone and afraid. 'Cause today my world slipped away. All my friends say I'll make it alright. I'll recover and start a new life. But that'll be so hard to do 'Cause livin' ain't worth livin' without you. 'Cause today my world slipped away. We buried the plans that we made. And tonight I'm alone and afraid. 'Cause today my world slipped away.

Todays History
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2006 when... > > 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. > > 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. > > 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of >three. > > 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. > > 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is >that they don't have e-mail addresses. > > 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see >if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. > > 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of >the screen. > > 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even >have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for >panic and you turn around to go and get it. > > 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your >coffee. > > 11. Yo

Today...
I'm sorry I havent been on at all today...the girls and I were out playing and doing gardening before I went to 'group' For those that are confused I go to a group therapy setion every thursday to work on regulating my emotional responses to the world...BPD is a bitch but I try not to be, lol... Anyway... Today I hate therapy, even group sucks...I dont want to think about the parts of me that are hidden from the world, they are hidden for a reason, BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!! With that rant done I think I'll just say thank you to my friends for bearing with me and I promise I'll get back to commenting you soon...

Today
I'm a busy little girl lately. I just got a new job with Chegg.com . I am the regional Manager for Campus operations. I get to run around Drexel, Temple, Upenn, Villanova and SJU all day and help promote chegg.com with the student interns I hired. The site is really cool. I like it alot. You can only be a student to join it though. You can get some good shit cheap for their hatch of the day. Like a wii for like $100 some dollars. This weekend shall be fun. I am going to a Pepper's Ghost show tomorrow night b/c as you should know about me, I LOVE MUSIC! I love entertaining and modeling too. I had this dream last night that I was scouted out in Hollywood (which I lived there this past summer) and asked to come hang out with Hef. He started to invite me out more and he made me his girlfriend. I dreamed that I lived in the house with him and some crazy things went down- but it was all soo much fun. I probably dreamt that because I was reading Bunny Tales: Behind Closed D

Today
Today Current mood: sad Today I watched a soul trancend I felt the power and emotion as it ran high I could not explain the feeling of pain and hurt Though I knew time would ease the passing I have no doubt that That soul knew the power of love of a family That would miss her and always hold her dear Even as the years will pass this soul will not Be forgotten She gave life, love and happiness to those around her and will always be remembered for this and will not be Lost between worlds wondering of the people she called Family she will know as she trancends the love that is going With her and the love that she has left to sustain us through This pain and emptiness

Today For My Friends, Family, And Fans
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Today... Here Without You
Ive heard this song I think prolly like 12 times today... Every time I turn on the radio... I have it one every CD in my car and today it has seemed to be stuck on replay... And well yea its your ring tone... I remember the FIRST time you sung it to me... It was bout 3 in the morning on a Saturday... You were so tired and so was I(so was Traci... Remember I made her stay up to make sure I didnt fall asleep when your phone would drop the call... Damn mountains)... It was a long drive you were going home for the weekend... Your words were simple... "This ones for you sweety", "I know my singing sux but hey"... It was the most wonderful thing I had ever heard... I guess thats why it became your ring tone... I still care about you, I still love you... I dont know if I should... If I still have that right, but I do... Your the only one that can make my heart beat faster and slower all at the same time... Happy Valentines day my love... I love you baby!

Today
Sighs...well, today I have officially gone from "girl who is hardly in trouble" to girl who now has to set up a court hearing and was issued criminal citation!!! Okay, so at the most I was get a $209-215.00 fine. But I HAD a clean record and now I let one little mistake... fuck! How stupid am I?!?!?! What was worse is WHY I did this... oh my goddess, what am I turning into? What is going on with me? I am sooo glad I am actually getting in trouble. Maybe this wont have a chance to happen again... Going to bed after 3 hours of detainment. I am tired. Lady Crimson

Today Is Not Happy
Its valentines day and a few very few people have told me happy valentines day.Guess what?ITS NOT!!!!!!! I am still mourning my grandmom and it is the one year anniversary of the day I had a miscarriage.What is so happy about that?Plus the guy I have been in love with broke up with me yeasterday.No one has giving me any valentines gifts except for one person.Thanks shmoo your a sweetie for that.So no nothing very happy about today.

Today
Well Happy Valentine's day to everyone. Today was a great day. We had some snow then ice and pretty much couldn't go anywhere so we all spent the day in our jammies and laid around on the couch. It was awesome I love spending time with my family like this. We also napped hehe. My husband and I are not much of Valentine's day celebrators but this year he told me I could get a good camera so I am thrilled about it :). I am hoping that this weekend we can have some decent weather so I can take the kids somewhere and do something with them. They so need it. I really don't have much to do but blah blah blah cuz I am bored but I thought I would post a blog anyway. I hope everyone had a Great Day :)

Today
Today, I have to give mad respect to the woman who was mostly responsible for making me the person you see before you. I was rasied by my gradmother and great-grandmother. Today Feb. 15th, is my great- grandma's birthday. And even though her body has departed this earth, she still walks with me and gives me guidance. I love her like I love breathing..and I miss her more than even on this day. She passed away on mother day 1996 due to complications with alzheimers. That is a NASTY disease that I wouldn't wish on anyone.So here it isThank you Bessie Mae Robinson, for loving me and nurutring me and standing by my side, no matter what posotion I decided to take in life. You were a superwoman and the real meaning of what MOTHER should be.I love you..Nique (that's what she used to call me)

Today My Tarot Is The Magician
You Are The Magician You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. What Tarot Card Are You?

Today After Grandpa's Funeral
I think of many things that I've done in my life, and realize ... I'm ok with dieing ~ I've raised my child and been a good Mother ~ I've been a great commanion and friend to many , and done everything in my ability to strive for success . I've put my own life aside to take care of the people that needed me the most. I took care of my dieing brother, I cared my ailing father, and now I'm tending to my disabled mother. I've never really had much of MY OWN life to live.. but I've lived my life through others !! I've been all over the US, and been to or at least through at least 30 of the states. I've even ventured into Canada several times. I've ran my own successful business. I've bowled, I've owned part of a racing team , I've swam in the ocean.. what more can a person ask for ?? SO yup... if it's my time to go.. then know I'm just at rest now. And my body is at peace !