My dad called me this morning. My uncle passed away last night. After i got off the phone i went to the bathroom to cry so my daughter wouldnt see me. Did my husband come in to see how i was? No. He knew something was wrong by the tone of my voice when i was on the phone. He saw the look on my face. Then when i came out to finish getting kloe ready for school, he didnt say nothing as he heard me call mom to tell her incase she wanted to call my aunt. (by this time i told kloe) Jon didnt say anything to me at all! Not even that he was sorry! Im pretty beaten up over this news as just a couple months ago i lost my last living grandparent and im still not over her death. (Miss you grandma!)
Then before he left the house to take kloe to school for me he was standing right next to me, walked to the door and as if i was a last thought turned around and held out his arms for a hug! I hadnt moved from where i was standing where he could have hugged me, and he wanted ME to walk over to HIM! WTF! Im sorry but did he just loose an uncle? No...who was it then? Oh yeah, ME! He is such a f-ing jerk!!!
On top of that I didnt get any sleep last night. Im a night owl as it is but decided come 4am that i would try to get a few hours in b4 i had to get up at 7 to get kloe ready for school. Dad called at 7:30. Now I dont know if i could go to sleep even if i wanted to!
sorry i had to vent
