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2009 Thoughts
I guess 2009 is going to be a philosophical year for me…. Why must one’s wants invariably become another’s burden or heartache? When I stop and just observe I see a general shift from things that I see as ‘right’ and a trend to the things I see as ‘wrong’. What happened to morality, Integrity, personal responsibility, and maturity? Why don’t people simply “say what they think, and think what they say”? A perfect example is when someone pulls the “no call” in the effort to ‘get rid’ of someone. Ignoring someone in the effort to get them to leave one alone. To me this is spineless, cowardly, and lacking in integrity. If you cannot ‘cowboy up’ and be an adult and act as one with your wants and needs then you need to step back from the adult world…really. To me this goes along with biting one’s tongue and playing the ‘go along to get along’ game. It just seems that weather conscious or not, people play games, either through action or omission of action. Either they do not have

Thought
Friends they come and go, and some get reunited after long periods of time. Even more stay friends no matter what life holds in store. Some are even like family. A friend is someone whos there for u no matter what. Friends can make u laugh and smile when ur feelin low. Friends can go under two categories...some r like toilet paper...things get wet and u never c or hear from them again...others r like rocks...theyre always there no matter how hard u try 2 get rid of them...and they always stick by u in thick and thin

~thoughts~
laying on her back on the cold wet grass her face towards to sky feeling the breeze,ever so slightly glide across her face she slowly opens her eyes to see the blue sky the white clouds and the sun shinen bright she starts to gaze at the sky her thoughts in her head start to dance,like children playing and they start to come clearer i am a mother a wife a sister a daughter a friend a lover a fighter and im 28 28, and in mother hood wishes she could start it over a wife to a man that doesn't even know that she is alive unless hes has no dinner ready or clean clothes a sister to a soldier who gives her life for us to be the way we want to be,Free a daughter to the best parents in the world,couldn't ask for more right?! a friend, who if u needed it would give you everything she could offer to u a lover,to a person that doesn't even love her back,doesn't feel the same passion as she does, doesn't even want her,feels alone a fighter,

Thoughts
In the light of the comeing sun, I want nothing more then to run, In the time of old, When the world was not so cold, We danced the dance of man and blade, Now we have guns to lead the way, Is it right that people die, just for others to set on high, As i set and watch it all, I know once more it shall fall, For it is never ending, we will refresh an start a new begining.

Thought Of The Day Jan 14, 2009
The truth that many people never understand, until it is too late, is that the more you try to avoid suffering the more you suffer because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture you in proportion to your fear of being hurt.

Thought Of The Dat Jan 15, 2009
The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration

Thought For 1/16
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves 'who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; its in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." - Marianne Williamson

Thought For The Day January 16, 2009
Calm your thoughts and be peaceful. Know that all is well, all the time. This moment is already the best it can be, and is everything it can be. Accept it and move forward. Do not fear the worst, for your thoughts of fear give great power to whatever it is you fear. Instead, sincerely expect the best and you create the best. Know that the positive possibilities are always present, and your eyes will be opened to them. Everything that is, can be put to good use in moving toward your highest vision for life. As life unfolds in each moment, new opportunities are being born. No matter what has already happened, choose to create the very best you can imagine. This is the day that you have to work with. Live with peaceful purpose, and use it to create a magnificent world. -- Ralph Marston

Thoughts
The clouds have grown dark The sunbeams are lonely The lilacs are dead,starting to rot It is easy to get lost again Darkness now encloses me The notes of music all wrong It is hard to remember summer days They've been gone for far to long I move along day by day now My tears mix with the rain I can't wish away all this pain Somewhere high above the clouds The sun sets on this wretched day it's funny how alone you can feel in a room full of people How pathetic I seem to be As I slowly approach the place Where we used to laugh and play I surrender to the darkness of fantasy The fire in my eyes has faded Cooling like embers in the snow I have no spark left in my heart to reignite them I am losing myself and it seems so easy So I fold my arms around myself My breath like smoke in the air I miss your touch and your sweet kiss My hands long to touch you My arms long to hold you I give into the memories As summer has surrendered to the cold The moon will not r

A Thought!!!!
Under Your Hand....... My lessons are taught, my heart soars, My tears are brushed aside, my body blooms, my soul deepens, my mind grows, My slavery flourishes, my serenity exists, Under Your Hand....... the woman in me is discovered

Thoughts
I think, far too often we concern ourselves entirely too much with the actions of others. Is he thinking of me??? Is she going out with so and so??? Is that family like ours? Does that person care? Has he/she moved on? While some concern is good, more often than not we give it far too much thought and time. The only thing we can truly control is ourselves. All we can do is live our lives how it makes sense for us, be the person we were meant to be, and let the chips fall where they may. When it all boils down…..that’s all that any of us can…..and should do. Commitment….If it takes more than half a heartbeat to decide you should ask yourself why are you EVEN thinking about it? You should not have to mull over things like Love, Loyalty, Commitment, Truth, Respect, & Integrity. As they said in the Saints, “These are principals which every man of every faith can embrace, These are not polite suggestions.” We each have a path to walk in life and too often we don’t for whatever rea

Thoughts Of You
Thought of You Thoughts flow like distant whispers upon my stormy dreams of you. How my heart beats like freedom forever flowing unheard And Un-felt like sorrow within teardrops of rocky rainstorm of fallen hope. Thoughts tremble like my weaken knees of you loving someone else instead of me. How my soul withers away like wings of death descending into the darkness forever And Hollow need too erase your forever from my trembling mind of love for you. Thoughts of you were once my wicked desire to dare sinful upon a bed untold passion. How my hands reached out to you, but all they got was endless air of nothing And Dull pain you were just a mere dream. Thoughts of love were once bright and within reach. How I thought you would be the one to set me free And Lead into the erotic passion forever more. Thoughts I now must let go of because you were someone real. How my reality has become a waking nightmare of false hope And Love never belongs to me. ©2009 Fir

Thoughts
I've been working on myself, doing a lot of soul searching and just thinking about things and how they turned out. I never did really understand people or rather how they interact with each other. When you put someone alone in a room, they fall into a great despair wanting nothing more to be in the company of someone - anyone... Just to feel wanted, needed, loved, missed, hated...to feel ... anything. When you put two people in a room they spend most of their time fucking, and trying to figure out better ways of getting down each others pants. When you put three people in a room, they spend most of their time plotting to kill each other. Put four people in a room and they begin to choose sides, they start forming packs and they develop an "us versus them" mentality...that is how wars start. In the end I found that people are essentially still hardwired in their emotional core as primates...if they are not fighting or fucking then they create their own drama so they w

Thoughts Circling My Mind
You know that feeling when nothing goes right? And you just get tired of trying? Sometimes I think the only reason I don't give up is because I fear what will happen if I do. If I give up in this life, how much worse will I be making my next one? Then of course is the wonder if I'm truly wanted.... I know I have some very dear friends and family who want me around Beyond those dear friends I don't know... Am I still around because I'm wanted or.... Am I still around simply because I'm there? Should I keep trying? I just don't know anymore. I use to feel treasured. Now I feel tolerated.... I sit and wonder when that change started to happen I just can't seem to find the transition... I sit in the dark searching for that shred of light that will answer my questions. I sit there without truly believing I'll find that light with the answers I need... ~Kerti

Thought,create,believe,manifest
All you require is you and your ability to think things into being. Everything that has been invented and created throughout the history of human kind began with one thought.From that one thought a way was made and it manifested from the invisible into the visible. "Take the First Step in faith, You don't have to see the whole staircase,just take the first step" Dr.Martin Luther King Jr. (1929- 1968) Another reason why I'm posting this is Lori - Chris's Wife sent me this: A tiny bit of movement in left leg.

Thoughtless Delusions...
Restless most nights Waking with shadows Nothing sustains I know what I don't want to Put myself up on a shelf Store me away till the next turning Box me tight to keep in all thats burning Ashes where my heart used to be Shattered my soul against your will I've lost myself inside myself What am I to do? I've done little good Caused too much pain The end won't free me Not this time...

Thought Your Should Know
I shouldn't love you but i want to i just cant turn away i shouldn't see you but i cant move i cant look away and i don't know how to be fine when im not cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop just so know this feelings taking control of me and i cant help it i wont sit around, i cant lose now thought you should know ive tried my best to keep to a hold of you but don't want to hide anymore gotta say it all. its getting hard to be around you there's so much i cant say do you want me to hide the feelings and look the other way this emptiness is killing me and im wondering why ive waited so long looking back i realized it was always there just never spoken i been waiting here to someone who was special to me and let me go i will always care

Thought Of The Day Jan 26, 2009
Its hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of, you just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while good things never last…some don’t even start…..”

Thoughts Of The Unforgiven
Have you ever had a friend you could call and say anything to? Tell them about the great sex romp you just had? Cry your eyes out when your boyfriend's dad yells at you for no reason? Rejoice in the ace you got in a class you were sure to fail? Have you ever had a friend who put ever fiber of trust in you? Who could confide in you, even if it was illegal or immoral? Who could cry to you over the stresses of life and you could calm them down? That was me and Whitney... and I will tell you the tale. It starts when I was around 12... I went to Christian camp and met this adorable 14 year old named Daniel. He was my very first boyfriend, and my very first kiss. Though he lived over an hour away, we dated for around 8 months, via phone. We broke up but never forgot about each other. I knew this girl from grade school, her name was Lauren. She was my best friend. She moved to another school district and met this boy named Shawn. She dated him and then they broke up.

Thoughts For The Day
My thoughts have been this all day. life is what you make of it. If you truely wanna be happy then be happy. It is possible to do this. If you really in the mood to change say now RIGHT now I dont wanna be hurt and depressed anymore then stop. Its like picking at a scab that you know for one it hurts to do and it makes you bleed then you wonder why the fuck are you bleeding. Well shit get rid of the things that make you bleed and you wont bleed. I here resently got a text saying life sucks then you die. well to that person your wrong. life doesnt suck. and life doesnt have to. life is what you make of it. I am choosing to be happy. I choose to make my life a party and everyone is invited to it. People that go around trying to drag people down with them are people who only can see life's depressing parts. But if you focus on all the good then life wont suck. Yes it does suck if someone dies and its a sad moment in life. but hey dont celebrate with sadness focus on all the fun

Thoughts Of Freaking You
Thinking about freakin you making your heart skip that beat making your knees weak just making you want more and more until you cant take no more of me. Just making it feel so right just for me and you. Just doing whatever you want me to do to you loving you touching you eating you all you can ever believe until we both go to sleep and you thinking about ways of how you want me to freak you

Thoughts Of The Day (hope)
Hope is as it says - HOPE. There is nothing more and yet it is never ending. We take it for granted sometimes, yet other times we let that light slowly drift away. Why is it that in this day and age we have little hope and more strife then you can shake a stick at. I wonder what would happen if Hope died totally and there was just despair. Then what do you think would happen.....would you be ready? I wish you all a great day and a great year. Ashley

Thoughts
Something as hearing your name, makes me feel things. I cant explain. Before now I wasnt truly sure, but now I see what I didnt before. I'm falling so deep and hard for you. I wish I knew if you were for me. As I think friends can be lovers too, thats my only question to you. We always have amazing times, but when Im with you deep down Im wishing you were mine. With every passing day, I wish I knew, if you feel the way for me that I do for you. Your my best friend, but I want you as more in the end. My heart jumps when I hear the phone ring and it is you, because I can talk to you about anything. Every love song I hear, your name comes to my head. So easy to feel it, but so hard to be said. I always have you on my mind. Hoping one day you will truly be mind..

Thoughts, Part The First
I'm employed again, and now I want to be unemployed again. When I was jobless, all I wanted to do was find something to fill 8-12 hours a day. Verrrrrrry strange. I'm wondering if what I thought I wanted to do is really right for me, I still want to make a difference, but perhaps my heart isn't into the necessary effort. I'm forced to question my belief that something worth doing should take priority over other things that, in the long run, matter very little. Here's another question i'll leave out there in cyberspace, most likely going unread. What does a man do when the things he needs in life to be happy are suddenly mutually exclusive? I wonder if the center of the universe ever feels this way...

A Thought That Should Be A Mum
I've been writing for years now. People that read it say it's good. I'm thinking that I should try and sell some of it but I'm very unsure of it. Maybe it needs more work. I'm a bitter writer needless to say call it how I see it. Would that interest people? So if anyone wants a dose of it just give me a subject.

Thoughts, Part The Second
I have an infatuation with female lead singers lately. Namely, I am enjoying the sounds of the female voice. Although they have to be the lead singers of a band and not just some singer. Talented ladies are awesome. Today's mental conundrum: figure out how to better enjoy time off without the feeling of impending doom associated with it. Makes little sense to be unable to enjoy a day off just because less than 24 hours later it is back to the grind. Methinks the key is to turn off the ol' brain a little harder. At dinner tonight I ended up recalling a childhood memory of being forced to have a family photo taken at church. Now I know that's not a particularly strong reason for becoming an atheist, but I have a feeling that if I have kids they are going to thank me one day for not puttin them through that shit. Five words that, when combined, are greater than the sum of their parts: "Go Fuck Yourself Sarah Palin." Normally i'm down with hockey MILFs but this bitch

Thoughts
The end is drawing near, You must start understanding. I'll clear you a path, In order to give you a clear landing. I got my mind out of the gutter, I gave my thoughts a cleansing. I give you all of my mind, yet still you aren't listening. Giving up is a good idea, But I don't want to go blank. For all of my morbid thoughts, I have you all to thank. You give me such an inspiration, I can't even begin to describe. If this was mid evil times, I think the only thing I'd be is a scribe. Do you love it of hate it, I don't think you believe in, What I have just stated, You are all going to burn for sin. Wether it is sins of the flesh, I don't know the answer yet. I don't think that I can, Start to forgive or regret. All of the things that I've done, I did it all in fun. But some things may get evil, Maybe, perhaps I am really the devil. The avid unbeliever, The true deceiver. Where as you are the receiver, I happen to be the dealer. Of th

Thoughts
People who are bored with nothing to do find themselves reflecting on their own personal flaws and imperfections and turn in desperation to some type of comfort. In this instance, it is projection. This occurs when people take something they don't like about themselves or something that they have done wrong and project it onto another person: "Look--look LOOK! Over there! They're doing this! oooh! I mean, I am, too, but look at them!!!" It is a convenient way to avoid admitting that you. hate. yourself. But, I'll tell you now that if you choose--and, yes, it is a choice--not to love yourself, then you can not love anybody else. Period. Another thing worth noting is that at night, when you lie awake waiting for sleep, you are left with nothing to think about but what you've done to either help or harm your fellow man. It is absolutely wrong to take out your personal disgust with yourself on other people. Deal with your own problems, and just leave the oth

Thoughts X2
Life is a process of change. We grow, we develop; sometimes for better, sometimes for worse. Occasionally, we may not like what we see in others or even ourselves, so we are then faced with the opportunity to change and develop into a more pleasant and proactive individual. Occasionally, we may become something we never imagined--this can be good or bad. Things are not always black and white. There are gray areas that fill the spaces in between what we perceive to be right or wrong. These shades of gray can show us something we may have missed before..or maybe even something that's missing. People change. It is an inevitible part of life. There are times that friends betray you and it is during these times you are presented an assortment of decisions to make. The important thing to bear in mind whilst attempting to arrive at a decision that is right for you is, sometimes, in these gray areas, we must distance ourselves from those who would be a detriment to our gr

Thoughts, Part The Third
The viewpoint alternates constantly between optimism and pessimism, yet I continue to permit myself to have expectations. Keep in mind this is not a broad view of the world but an individual perspective on each of the differing situations I findmyself in. Is it crazy to be insanely pessimistic about the direction that things are taking in the world outside while at the same time being exceptionally optimistic about my own personal prospects? I'm having a hard time rectifying the two. Inevitably the struggle is pointless, and life will go on as it would wether or not I muse. But as usualy, I'm hoping that one day the answers to my questions will stop turning up more questions. See? Right there in that paragraph, a pessimism/optimism hybrid, a beast of a thousand heads turned upon itself. If there is one thing in this world that I am good at, it's unproductively overanalyzing things. Again, my thoughts head out into cyberspace unread, like spoken words by a lone soul int

Thoughts
1: I believe in setting goals, they help you to reach toward the future with ambition and drive. But I don’t think you should strive for the reward as an end to those goals. You can’t think of yourself but of the good that can come from the goals you set. Rewards and goals are related, but when the trophy comes, you have to stand aside. This could be said for life or love. If you’re always looking to win, you will most often lose. Anyone agree? 2: Funny, you can do something good over and over for someone and they eventually forget. But if you ever mess up one time with a person, they will remember that for as long as they live. 3: Have you ever been on a plane and looked down at a city and thought, wow, everything looks in order and in its place. Then you get down there into to the city and see that everything is not in its place and its all chaos and moving fast. I think that’s the way with life. You look at it and see the plan and think hey, I can do this, I can

Thoughts, Part The Fifth
Added a song to my tracks. IF you're a Pink Floyd fan then you're probably very familiar with the song and its origins. Well it also has a lot of personal significance to me that I will not go into, suffice it to say that it has a deep enough effect that I cannot listen to just part of this song, and upon hearing even a snippet of a lyric I am compelled to listen to the whole track in its entirety ASAP. I'm going back on a medication now that I didn't really care for much at all the first time around, but I also cannot deny the positive effects it had and I cannot deny the graciousness of my doctor for providing me with the assistance necessary to get healthy. So i'll give it another shot. The thing I cannot afford to lose, even though I hated it at first, was the deeply felt emotions raised by music and memory. I used to be a very apathetic and emotionless person, and the new feelings were upsetting at first. Now they're the times in my life when I feel most alive. Here'

Thoughts, Joker Special Edition
Lots of people liking the Joker picture I use on here are visiting this page. Which is pretty damn crazy to me and I'm loving it. Be it vanity or whatever, I'm appreciative. Acknowledging this, I thought i'd writeup a short shpeel on why i'm a Joker fan. I'll start by saying that I'm far more influenced by the Movie and TV versions of the Joker than the comics, I know it is rather shameful in some aspects, but I'm also a very visual person and seeing the character brought to life helps me connect that much more thoroughly. It also helps that Joker portrayals have a history of being quite excellent at depicting the character as the demented genius that he is. My fixation on the Joker character began with the Jack Nicholson version of the character. At that point in my still young life, I was already a fan of many different bad guys, including Megatron of Transformers and Darth Vader in Star Wars but Nicholson's Joker was the first time I had ever seen a character transform fr

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You How many times have I thought of you And the many things I’d like to do. I sleep at night with you on my mind, One night with you, would be just fine. Your white robe is what I see, I wonder, wonder, how it would be. If I could touch your lips with mine, The thought of this is so divine. I want to see you without that robe, Your body to touch, caress, and probe. I’d lay you down, your body to admire, One look at you, sets my soul on fire. I want to feel you, touch, and kiss, send you into . . . . heavenly bliss, I want you, need you, feel my desire, Me inside you, I would never tire. I could make love to you all night long, It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong, These are my thoughts, what I fantasize, You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Thoughts...
so I realize I am diggin on this comic style now... maybe this stem's from childhood memories of reading comic book's and graphic novel's... my friend Anna, love her to death, has been gracious enough to supply me with a lot of eye shot's... tho I think I will eventual need more with the way these Sunday Morning Comic's piece's are coming... I would hate to duplicate an eye for one of them... Hoping to start maybe incorporate other element's into them as well, not just eye's, but maybe full face's and stuff... we'll see where the road take's me...

Thoughts, Part The Sixth
In the end, all that we are is all that we ever did. If that is true, then does that mean that all life is is one big repercussion on this physical world? Doesn't seem like something the philosophists consider too often. I've fallen in love many times, and never climbed out. Even the times when i've fallen into something bad for me. This became clear recently when I realized that I could easily go back to a number of times in my life that I'd like to change, and yet making those changes would destroy the good things I have now. It is for this reason I am glad time travel is impossible. Dogs + Peanut Butter = True Love.

Thoughts Of You
A smile slowly returns. As thoughts of you cross my mind. Our hearts forever linked. For us an unbreakable bind. Soon you will return to me. From my arms again you'll never go. The lonliness I've felt. Again I will never know. This last bit of time. That we have been apart. Will make our love feel new. Like it did at the start. My love for you never faulters. It stays strong even without you near. Soon you will be in my arms. And wash away my fears.

Thoughts!
ok so i've been talkin and just listening to people around me and what they have to say about my relationship or about there problems and things that are going on with them in life. I have noticed that there are a lot of people that are not trusting them selfs and wut they want in life. everyone can give someone advice but do they take it? Many can give others advice to drown out what is going on in their life. I know i am one of those people, i love to help others with what is going on with them just so that i can forget for a few mins about what bad things are going on with my life. Everyone has that one person they can tell everything to, i just find myself talking to everyone around me about my problems cuz sometimes its nice to see what others have to say. then also i find myself talking more about friends problems and the more and more i sit and listen to what they have to say the more and more i remember that what a relationship is supposed to be made up of. your supposed to be

A Thought
As the sun slowly sets. And darkness begins to fall. The happiest of tomorrows. We wish for us all. Even though the next day. May not be as bright. Still we push forward. To do what is right. To all count your blessings. Gaurd them with all your might. Together we can all look forward. To the next days new light.

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Thoughts On Life
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth." "Happiness? A good cigar, a good meal, a good cigar and a good woman - or a bad woman; it depends on how much happiness you can handle." "Relationships are all about honesty. If you can fake that, you've got it made." "Whiskey is by far the most popular of all remedies that won't cure a cold." "Ninety percent I'll spend on good times, women and Irish Whiskey. The other ten percent I'll probably waste." If you think you know the secret of life stop and ask your bartender how many drinks you have had before you share it. Why is it the more people drink the smarter they think they are? boozes are like women get a little and you want more get a lot you get a head ache.

Thought For The Day...
"The worst thing about being lied to is knowing you weren't worth the truth!!" I plan on writing another blog to better explain this little blurb I felt like posting this AM (knowing though that most people here on Fubar know exactly what I'm talking about because i have seen this little saying all over this site in peoples profiles, blogs, MuMMs etc) til then, just food for thought; and I'm starving.

Thoughts Of Mine...
Im sure many of you have had those night where you lay in bed and wonder... what the hell am I doing!? Most of us take for granted everything and never take the time to appreciate what we have and only worry about what else we can get.. Lately Ive had the hardest time sleeping... Its like I cant stop thinking and its never about particular things... just my life in general. I worry about my daughter and question the things I do because I know it will effect her future.. What I do now... Builds who she is. Scariest thing Ive ever had to do in my life. I want her to appreciate life and everything it has to offer. I want her to look back at how hard Ive struggled to make a life for us and be stronger than I am now. I want the best for my daughter. She is my world!! I also think about how she will turn out without her father really involved in her life. After we split he was always coming to see her or take her for the weekend...Now almost a year later he barely sees her.. since her birthd

A Thought In Progress
I sit back and talk to the many people that I know on here, and its like they're under the assumption that I have it all together, like I'm some super chick who shrugs off all the negative shit and goes on with life like I have no feeling at all. In some instances this is the case. No, I don't show my emotions very much but that doesn't make me cold hearted by any means. I've had my share of heartbreak, and liars and cheaters. I've been kicked down, dragged along and stomped into a million pieces. My heart is held together by superglue and duct tape and its guarded. I DO feel, I DO cry, I bleed just like everyone else. Parts of me are missing, like a jigsaw puzzle, they need to be found. I'm not perfect, and I never will be. I'm not a size 2, or super model. I'm not rich or famous. I'm just me. I wake up each mornin hair everywhere in pjs. I go with out make up. I'm one of the most REAL people you will ever meet. Why am I so undesireable? Why can I not keep his attention? Wh

Thoughts I Have Alot Of Times
I know there are times when it appears I am so happy, but all I am doing is hiding behind a mask of pain and misery. Never knowing from one day to the next just what it is I can do to make this pain go away i have within myself. All I ever seem to do here lately is fuck-up at everything I try or even attempt.Having those who care about me worry all because I can never seem to come out of this depression I keep suffering from.Doing my very best to always make sure others are so happy in this life, as I continue down a spiral path that never seems to have an ending without feeling I am all alone. My friends and family mean so damn much to me, yet I feel as if the only thing I will ever be to them is a burden that needs to be ridden from society because I'm not wanted nor needed by anyone. I just wish that maybe someday there will be an end to the fucking pain that always seems to be above me like some dark cloud in a pitch black sky. Just really don't know anymore about things.Why

Thoughts On Bondage.
I am fairly new at trying BDSM again, I enjoyed it for a while but I had to put it aside for a few yrs since I dont think my partner was to much into it, I am a submissive and love a very dom man more then anything!. My thoughts on BDSM are that there are a lot of misconceptions and misunderstanding about what BDSM really is, most people only see it as violent, scary, freaky, painful sex. However the truth is that the amount of pleasure and pain can really vary depending on the people involved, I know a lot of people who use silk scarves to tie each other up then use feathers, ice, and other soft materials, it's extremely gentle but still considered BDSM because one person is tied up by the other who is controlling the action as well as the person who is tied up. Furthermore, most committed relationships who participate in BDSM find that it increases their levels of trust and communication because of what is involved in their play. As long as it's safe, sane, consensual and educated B

Thoughts
a thought in mind, of a life left behind. a song blinding me, with lyrics that share a broken soul. feeling surprise that another feels the pain within, I find myself looking towards divinity. where is the cheer and the innocent fear? the hope and dreams Fall away leaving behind cynicism and regret. are all things old being done again? a unending cycle of pain and fear going on year after year Or is the music that is speaking to my broken heart not from truth but from someone’s thoughts loose in their head?

Thoughts Stemming From Boredom
Here are a few thoughts that I have had in my mind about this lovely little website: 1.) Why do people expect you to fan/rate/add/bling/whatever them BUT 90-99.9% of the people that expect that don't do anything in return? I have found very few people that if you spend the time to rate their profile and pictures that they come by your profile and rate your stuff! I've found even fewer people that do that BUT will rate either all of your pictures or the amount of your pictures that you rated of theirs. 2.) I have noticed that there are many different "clicks" roaming around on here and if you aren't part of their "click" that you don't mean a single nanosecond of their time. 3.) I've noticed a good amount of lounges are so worried about getting new members but they seem to not care about their current members or members who have been a member of certain lounges for a long time. I personally only go into 2 different lounges, and to be honest they have great people/staff

Thoughts
Figured I would try this as nothing else seems to be helping. Not really sure what to do here. I just have a lot of stuff in my head and can't seem to get it out. I guess it all stems from my own ignorance. I had an opportunity a few months ago... one that would have made me extremely happy, and because I was scared to admit certain things, i blew it. The opportunity is gone and will never present itself again. I now watch as another embraces the chance I should have taken and am filled with the most profound regret I have ever felt. I am so angry at myself that I can't eat or sleep properly and due to a recent major health problem, the stress mounts. I guess I just need to buck up and grow a set, accept the fault as my own, and get on with life. If only it was as easy to do as it is for me to say!

Thoughts For Today........................
Advice for the day: If you have a lot of tension and you get a headache, do what it says on the aspirin bottle: "Take two aspirin" and "Keep away from children." Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so? There's a support group for that. It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar. The problem with the designated driver program, it's not a desirable job, but if you ever get sucked into doing it, have fun with it. At the end of the night, drop them off at the wrong house. Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should treat it like one. If your boyfriend or girlfriend wants to leave you, they should give you two weeks' notice. There should be severance pay, the day before they leave you, they should have to find you a temp. My Mom said she learned how to swim when someone took her out in the lake and threw her off the boat. I said, "Mom, they weren't trying to teach you how to swim." A study in the Washington Post says that women have bet

Thought's Of You (story/poetry)
Just to feel your lips for the first time, the taste of your lip gloss as you reach for my hand. Your skin touches mine I pull you close to me, to feel your warmth. My lips feeling your skin, as I taste your neck, with wandering hands, lightly touching your back. Taking you hand in hand, pushing you into the car. Outside in the warm summer rain, as clothes tear and lips collide. Pulling at clothes of blocking paths, hearts racing, matching the heavy breaths. Losing time in your eyes, as I am feeling your legs while tasting your warmth. Pushing ever so gently as I slide you up onto me, just to hear slight sounds of extasy. As our souls collide, we are lost in everyway of each other. Only to feel you again, just as it was the first time. Not knowing when again, or where but only in my dreams. Where you and I can be found

Thoughts Part 2
well, even though i tried to follow my own advice of minding my own business and leaving well enough alone, I failed miserably. I succeeded in losing the dearest friend I have ever had, and someone who also could have been a good friend. I honestly don't understand why I do this to myself. Am I truly so masochistic that inflicting pain on myself is my only goal? All I know is that if my lost friend should read this, please know that utter silence is not the answer. I know things can work the way they should without such a drastic step. Your friendship means more to me than anything and I would sacrifice the heavens to keep it. I want only the best for you and will respect your wish of silence. A word of caution to everybody. The old saying is,"It is better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all." My personal opinion is that whoever wrote that has obviously never loved. Try that little slogan.... it hurts like hell!

Thoughts Part 2 Continued
I realized that my earlier rantings seemed heated. I assure the readers of this that I am in no way angry with my friend. I understand the decision completely. I would never ask anyone to chose a friendship over love. I hope that they understand that. I will always carry that friendship in my heart, no matter what. Sorry I just felt the need to clarify that.

Thoughts, Part The Eighth
I am beginning to percieve a difference between Self Importance and Self Worth, the former being a far less noble version of what some people think is the same thing. Nothing currently to look forward to, this must change. Voluntarily restricting consumption of all things bad for me as of late, no word yet on whether or not this is the mental equivalent of going green.

Thoughts In One Head
Thoughts in one head "ever get that thought that you forgot something ever had thoughts of the moments while on a date of what could happen ever had thoughts that you shouldve said you love her ever had thoughts about the times when your both together and your happy ever thought that the both of you would live happily ever after ever thought that you doubted her love ever thought that no matter what you still love her ever thought that fairytales could come true ever thought that youll love her forever ever thought that the both of you will someday say i do ever thought that youve messed up your life so much that you wish you could turn back time just to fix it.. ever thought of the PAST like IM just doing.."

A Thought Of You
A THOUGHT OF YOU My kind of music, My favorite song, I want to be with you All day & all night long... A spring breeze, A summer sun, Now that I know you You are my one... A winter sparkle, An autumn tree, Added all up It equals you & me... My best friend, My only lover, From here on out I'll keep you forever... A good laugh, With some happy tears, You're the one I go to Through all the coming years... When it rains it rains, When it snows it snows, I wrote this specially for you & you're the only one who knows... You keep me warm, When I'm so cold, As if my heart were for sale To you it was sold... Whether playing our favorite games, Or to music we sing & listen, When it comes to you There's just no competition... Not the best cut diamonds, Or the reddest rose, Could ever amount to When you hold me close... & when everything is said & done, The night is over & we've had our fun, Out of all the women I choose just one, The best

Thought For Today
I'm probably going to offend you. Yea, you, but I'm writing this blog anyway. I like to watch Fox and Friends, well, Fox News Channel in general. Lately I'm getting a little upset with the anchors though. As you probably know, if you've taken the time to get to know me, I'm a wierd republican. I agree with many of the values and ideas of the republican party, however, I am Wiccan, not Christian, and I believe people in general need to do thier own thinking. Democrats and republicans alike. Maybe that really makes me independant, I don't know, I still like to call myself republican. Anyway, I'm writing this blog today because I'm tired of the Fox news crew poking fun at people who are not Christian, who care about the world we live in, or defend thier views if they are different than what the news casters believe in. They are pushing Christianity to the point that it sounds like if you are not Christian, you should just shut up or die. Yet, they don't min

Thoughts And Observances...
Remember, this is all my opinion and doesn't really apply to anyone but me... When I first heard about this site, I thought it would be a cool place to hang out, meet some friendly people and generally have fun. For the most part it has been just that except for one small problem. Every now and then, you run into someone who wants to be your "friend", they fan, rate and add you and then, once you accept that add, you find out they Have NSFW pics on thier page. I don't mind that at all, to be honest..in fact, I like NSFW pics. The thing that gets me is when you are then told that to see these pics, you must use your credit card(which i don't have and don't want) to buy this person a "bling pack , or some other "real" gift. I'm not saying these pics wouldn't be worth the money, but in my situation, I just don't have money to spare. Free enterprise is a wonderful thing, I just can't partake. I have a subscription to Playboy, and the whole internet to look at those kinds of pictu

Thoughts
I thought of you with love today But that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday And the days before that too. I think of you in silence.I often speak your name. All I have now are memories, And pictures in frames. Your memory is my keepsake, With witch I will never part. God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart. Oh millions and millions Of times I’ve cried. If love alone could have saved you, You never would of died. In life I loved you so dearly, In death I love you still.

Thoughts
first of allmy writings are rough drafts.ignoring spellin grammer and everyhting i was taught whe i learn to write in school.its more fun this way.i write what think as it comes along. its not organized in subjects.i just let it flow.and not prewritten.to lazy to do that.i problely never will reedit my writtings.i lack vocabularies and my grammer are not so great but i can get better by writting everyday.that is my dream to become a better writer not that im writing a book but to let out stress and to express my feelings.its for my health you can say. the pursuit of a unreachable dream will only make it more likely to come true.there are no such things as an unobtainable dream.if you can dream it you achieve it therefore it can become reality.without dreams we are lost.if we do not dream of food, money,love and a career can we never make it manifest into vivid physical form.during the ice age(if there was a time) if we did not dream of catching a meal.that's all they dreamt of due l

Thoughts Argument Why Humans Didnt Come From Apes
please excuse my spelling and grammer.i believe there is such a thing as evolution actually. though i am religious and i have my own opinion .do you think humans really came from moneys or apes.i know this blog is not about apes and monkeys but if you beleive so much in evolution you must beleive that humans came from apes and that earth is billions of years old.you know how the moon moves closer to the our planet or im not which it might move further each year well every second.if earth was bilions of years old then that would mean that the moon would be flat on the earth just lieing on top of usor if its moving away a lot more further then it is now.i believe that the earth is only around 6000 years old base on the bible and that would explain the distance between the earth and the moon.im not a scientist so i dont know much its just an opinion that should be put in consideration.scientist expalins that gas takes millions or billion of years if i recall my earth science class i took

Thoughs Fro The Day
***Zen Sarcasm *** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt or a leaky tire. 3 It's always darkest before dawn , so if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else.

Thoughts Of A Sinner While Repenting-poem
Sometimes you pray and you feel lonely because sometimes you feel he(God) doesnt hear you. like God has turned his back on you but its not true.Thank God almighty he love us especially you.Let loose of your free will and be with Jesus.He always there for you ,listening.He will never leave us behind if you are true to him.Sometimes you feel like God makes you do bad things.Sometimes I even think about killing, Myself.Even I feel that way Sometimes so this is what i have to say. Whe you left me i thought i hated you,for all the pain you put me through.I cryed every night and then i prayed.I prayed that you'd come back to me.I fell for the lies.The lies where you told me you were alright. I held the gun to my head and i sang the sinners lullaby.I wanted to help but what i did was cry..To this day i blame myself.I cant get you out of my head..i need help.You kept telling me that noting was wrong.That's when i knew your feelings about this were strong.We went back and forth about what

Thoughts Of A Sinner Part Two-poem
I have scitzafrian and take meds so yea i have issues.Soemtimes I get thoughts and cry tears that cannot be wipe with tissues.So they say Im crazy i speak to God.A person with insanity I am not.Soemtimes i feel like killing myself when I get depress.So i try to go to church in a suit,all dressed.To ask for forgiveness for sins and not realizing everthing,all my wins.these are the thoughts when i am feeling suicidal.I would never kill someone.Im not a murderer im not homicidal.So feel me when i speak because truth is the only thing i seek.So this is what I said to him during that time.Give me a reason not to dieone simple insignificant excusenot to slit my wrists and watchthe blood pour out while I cry out in painOne simple insignificant excusenot to take the whole bottle of pillsto numb the hurt, erase the abuseforget the torment that consumes my lifeOne simple insignificant excuse notto crash my car head on into the one commingtowards me, to see my eyes watchthe headlights of the car

Thoughts
So I've been going thru a lot of stress lately and some depression. The first is mostly about bills and being able to get enough hours at work. The secound is partly cause I'm single again and lonely. Also, I read one of my friends on here's newest blog and found out just where my ex fiance is and it kinda hit home. Why am I still so broken up over him? I still love him and Jeremy but with what he did to me in leaving like he did is bad enough without it making me feel this way over and over again. I'm sick of going thru these spurts where all I can think of is him and how much I still love him. I know I need to move on with my life but it's so hard. It seems like almost everyone I trust fucks me over. Sick and tired of crying. The one man that I ever truly fully wanted to marry betrayed and abandoned me. It's been 7 months and it still hurts almost as much as the day he left. The worst thing is that I still don't know why. I'm sick of trying to pretend that I'm happy go lucky when I r

Thoughts Of You
How many times have I thought of youAnd the many things I’d like to do.I sleep at night with you on my mind,One night with you, would be just fine.Your white robe is what I see,I wonder, wonder, how it would be.If I could touch your lips with mine,The thought of this is so divine.I want to see you without that robe,Your body to touch, caress, and probe.I’d lay you down, your body to admire,One look at you, sets my soul on fire.I want to feel you, touch, and kiss,send you into . . . . heavenly bliss,I want you, need you, feel my desire,Me inside you, I would never tire.I could make love to you all night long,It would feel so good, it couldn’t be wrong,These are my thoughts, what I fantasize,You’re all too perfect in this man’s eyes.

Thoughts Run Wild
My thoughts run wild and race to reach a finish line, making my pulse jump with electric shocks that send my blood rushing cold through my veins. Collected yet out of control, spinning with many wild desires that make me contemplate and hesitate wishing someone could just decide for me. With many indecitions,they drive me crazy.Each thought so vivid but also wickedly unclear.I wish someone could just make up my mind for me and point me in the direction I need to go. With every thought that runs wild it creates a frenzy of sleepness nights and hopeless dreams. Maddening me and rendering my hot blood to flow cold. It's a chaotic night for me even when I through it all out to fate. When will it just settle? When will it stop spinning? I can't decide for not one thought will stop.. They loose me in confusion with all there contridictions. Angering me as they just waste time never reaching a final conclusion and ultimate decision. I lay awake with my bones acheing as I break with a cold swe

Thoughts
Some times in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding But theres also a chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better then you know yourself is the same who's been standing beside you all along.

Thoughts...
My life feels like a constant ocean beating the shore Every wave slapping the rocks the way a hand meets your face with furry Your words feel like those waves Never ending And always back to hurt more With every sentence another wave With every wave another agonizing blow The more intense the storm the more intence the waves The shelter in the truth has been lost. What once was clear is now just a reminder of what used to be.

Thoughts.......
We met on a day we will never forget. i saw you and was amazedyou saw me and that was all it took.we spoke a simple hello that will last the rest of our lives.the person you are makes me happy.you voice comforts meyour smile makes me smile.you keep my attention and want so much more.in time my darling we will be together.you mine and i yoursjust as we both want. so as you sleep right nowdream dreams of wonderful things and see us together as it be in the future.and i will watch over you to clear away any nightmares you may have.Sweet dreams my darling and i will see you tomorrow.4-26-09

Thought
pausing deep in thought hoping to catch a glimpse of you smiling a slow seductive one when i find you there always there when i need you the most a deep caress of my mind my soul responds with a stirring a touch from your essence shimmers along my skin from parted lips a moan slips out opening eyes to see the face i love so much my heart sighs as yours echos back to me

Thoughts Of Peopel On Fubar
is it me or does everyone on here sound greedy as hell. i mean i see some profiles with messages saying "bling me now". really???? and if i dont then what. im sorry but i work my ass off to earm my money so y should i spend it on somethign that is meaninless here let me pay money to buy u a stupid icon.... sorry but not happening. and fo rthe peopel who fall for that bullcrap im sure are the same peopel who are always scrounging people for money cause they spend it on here. and aother thing about the blings is that i must give u a bling to see nudes of people...... guess what still not interested. sorry but in my opinion if im buying u bling to see ur nudes doesnt that basically make u a prostitute????? and further more it makes u look slutty if u have more than 10 nudes. yeah sure ur gonna say im just showing what i have and comfy with my body. well i dont mid anyone saying they are comfy with their body but showing it to guys on here who are nly here to get nudes and do crap with the

Thoughts...
A simple kiss from her the slightest touch to hear her say my name to feel her breathe upon my neck to see the sparkle in her eyes my life would never be the same No one comes close to her beauty her words are poetry each letter entrancing I have never seen anyone this beautiful I have never met another soul as graceful no else can match her charm She is not a dream real flesh and bone She is prettier than a rose Nothing or no one can compare to Violets

Thoughts To Share
At a point, you reach a line where all things are good, your friends grow close and the other people in your life bring such good joy to you; making the endless boring hours in your life seem so much more, than a borderline dead heart pulse.You sometimes reach out in search for others in pain, somtimes you look out seeking for help, you guide that trust, you deticate, you work hard to keep it pure. You make promises, you make comitments. You even go so far to keep it, to keep yourslef feeling worthy, to make someone or yourself feel not so pointless. For finding someone in this world that takes the time to really care an actually does when they tell you isnt easy to find. Such things that supposivly no one else would, except for you an them to share, to converse, to make better to improve an connect within the very beating souls that seek the one true love that is always torn away. For the simple meaning of caring; the heart is the 1st to step to take the blow, for its the quickest a

Thoughts
I am only as real as you choose to make me. Fleshing the bones on my two-dimensional skelton in your perceptions. Clothing that flesh in your opinions. Placing your creation upon the stage to watch it dance for your amusement. The play's score of derision playing counterpoint to the toy's cavorting. Your reality is as you make it as is mine, know this and know it well, I am not the only one upon the stage.

Thoughts About Friendship
Hello to every one of my friends :) first thank you for reading this and also my best wishes for your day. Hopefully it is beautiful and successful in all the cases you think of. After a week at school I’m finally back and glad to see you all again but on my long hours drive I made me thoughts of many of you. First with a little skepticism what I would expect here I can say with proud and HAPPY J feelings more than I ever estimated. Although I certainly never forget my real life I changed a little in the last months my free time in order to spend as much as I can here because it’s a true lovely thing to talk with so many wonderful people and found them as friends. Some know me also a little bit better … my funny, my naughty and even my serious behavior what means the most to me. After all the time I told many how I separate the people here … a lot of them are just here for leveling and rating (my God how often I had to laugh seeing as they beg for Blings),

Thoughts
As I sit here at Fort Hood Tx I pounder about what is instore for me in the next 11 months. As a unit we are headed in to the unknown and looking forward to coming home to our loved ones that we leave behind. As for myself is wondering how my wife and kids handle the thought of myself head into possible danger. I just pray that I come home in one peice and enjoy the homecoming back to my family. Training has been all and more what I look forward to. I only hope that the small peice of the world that we travel to will be helped and blessed in the goodwill and friendship that we carry with us as we have in Wyoming. On this Memorial Day may God bless all of those that searve this wonderful country and comfort their families. And also lets not forget those that layed down their lives doing the same and may we never forget about why they did what they did.

Thoughts
I know you wont understand at all but im really scared that im going to fall ive been hurt so many times before i dont know if i could take it once more i love you so much and today you said that you loved me too but this crept in my head will you hurt me like all the others im so scared i want to hide under the covers i want to run away im scared to let you in scared to let you close let you see whats within when it gets dark and i sit beneath the stars i just want to run into your arms want you to hol me and never let go i want to kiss your lips gentle and slow but still these thoughts invade my mind look into my soul and this is what you'll find a fear so deep of getting hurt once again but when your around i cant defend defend muself or put up my walla cuz whenever your around they just seem to fall your everything to me and i know i should be scared but at the moment i just dont care because the way you make me feel I know this is true ill always be there for yo

A Thought For Ya...
Isn't it ironic how hate can be defined but love truly can't be defined...so you can hate love but can't love hate.....I really think I am starting to hate love because all it ever has done is betray me....oh well.....

Thoughts In The Dark
In my dreams I lay transfixed by a warm darkness that comes over me. This darkness does not frighten me. It rouses my curiosity and urges me to move deeper into itself to discover the answer. In the depths of this darkness there is light and sensations that tingle and stir my passions. In the depths of this darkness I leave my heart, in all it's little pieces, for I know that it will be healed......

Thought #1
Let's see... A guess a random thought lately that has hung in my gray matter has been how can a country as great as ours have so many people without homes, jobs, and the sense of purpose. How can this country have the abilty to create everything from laser guided bombs, to a pill that can make a man as hard as chinese algebra, but cant give the homeless and unemployed a sense of diginity and provide shelter and a job.

Thought I Would Share...
The __CHUDWAH__ Field Guild: Davo started this discussion 2 days ago The CHUDWAH Field Guild: A Field Guide to Clueless Heterosexual Dominant Wannabe: This field guide is only to be used for CHUDWAHS, and does not identify trolls, brats or subs, which are totally separate species.The Greater One Trick Wonder:Unum Magnificata Voice: "That's the only way to do it." Habitat: Often seen in newsgroups, seldom seen in real life. Range: Known to disappear for extended periods of time, but frequently returns, like a bad burrito. Notes: Does only one thing, but occasionally does it well. Denies the reality of events that do not conform to its script of expecations. Mistakes appearance for substance. Often mistaken for Trollus Sokpuppiti. The Lesser One Trick Wonder:Faux Magnificata Voice: "That's NOT the way to do it." Habitat: Only seen in newsgroups. Range: Never goes away. Notes: Call often identified by use of the foot stomp as a terminal punctuation mark. Attempts to do only

Thoughts About My Life
I was reading a friend's blog earlier and find myself relating to it in ways I'd rather not. I've looked back on my life and seen that there are so many things i wanted to accomplish and haven't at this point. I'm 22 years old and when I see friends all around me graduating from college it makes me realize how badly I let my life slip through my fingers. I hear from family members how I don't shape up whether it be physically, financially, emotionally or otherwise. Basically I've become a screw up in every way that counts to them. Alot of people know that I fell off the track that I had set for my life when my mom passed away. At 16 I lost sight of what I wanted to accomplish and since then haven't worked really hard to get it back because I realize it never really meant anything to me. People I know with alot more heart to succeed and become something have failed so what made me think I ever could. I used to think I was smart and capable of anything, until life tore out my heart

A Thought-or A Promise.
Just a little something for our military now and past. I stand beside my brothers, both here and afar.If one of them falls, my heart is broke. It matters not, if I knew their name. My life is lessened, by the loss that is felt. From their passing, the loss is delt. I give you my word, for my brothers they are. Be they man or woman, they are all one in the same. I loved each of them, even if I didnt know their name.I give you this poem, from my heart it is true.And I give my life, For the Red, White, and Blue.

Thoughts Of Another
Our religious ceremonies are but the shadows of that great universal worship celebrated in the heavens by the legions of heavenly beings on all planes, and our prayers drill a channel across this mist separating our earthbound plane from the celestial ones through which a communication may be established with the powers that be. Pir Vilayat Inayat Khan

Thoughtful Conclusions About Commitment
My sissy Moonfire/Lara is getting married and this brought this random though to my mind... I hope it helps her as well as many others. Deciding Whether To MarryThough we may make many commitments throughout our time on earth, few have a lifelong impact on the path our lives will take. The decision to marry someone you love—to bond yourself to them completely—is unlike any other and can reshape your existence. When two people have similar goals, values, and needs, marriage can result in a lifetime partnership of love and respect, shared laughter and tears, friendship, and intimacy that is ultimately fulfilling. Love is often cited as the sole prerequisite of a strong and stable married life. However, the decision to get married should be made with the mind and the soul as well as with the heart. Carefully considering whether you truly want to get married, both individually and as a couple, can ensure that if you do choose to marry, your relationship can grow to unimaginabl

Thoughts
I am so bored and yet tired right now. My oldest son has some bad stomach bug and doesn't want me to go to bed so I have been staying up with him anyways I have been reading other peoples blogs and yes some are johnny devils :) but it really makes me wonder about things. All these women who beg for blasts, vip , hh , tickers, bling etc normally get it. Why do people waste there money on people who beg for things? Is this something like the White Knight syndrome ? I also can't understand why they would buy these gifts for people we all know damn well are fake accounts. Its not hard to fake a salute as Johnny Devil has proven to us over and over again for over 3yrs in his blogs.At least one thing is going to start happening soon if it hasn't already. Scrapper left a comment stating ..................... SCRAPPEROnline3 days ago-- 28 of 34fubar is a place for people to come and have fun. I do not think anyone would care if you just flat stick said you wish to remain anonymous and ar

Thoughts...................carri Is Lost................
Everyone is a winner but not me, I'm just another loser. I make everyone's happy and do things to make them happy but not for myself... I'd not be happy again... where is it? It had gone down drain.People's wishes will come true for them but not mine. Never will.I will get things to be rubbed in my face and I'm just gonna let them, no points to say anything to it nor fight about it. My dreams are gone. I don't know if I'm gonna ever get them back. It is lost, don't know if it will ever come and find me again. I don't ever know if I'd be wanted n loved ever again?! It will go with me till I die.I guess I'm a retarded. I don't know where Carri is anymore.Oh well that's the life for me, I guess.At least everyone's else are happier than I am. After all they deserves that but not for me *clap clap*...No sorries or pities for me, please because I don't need them since they don't do anything good for me.Nothing ever will be, unless SOMEONE proves me wrong. I challenge you all out there to do

Thoughts
So, I read something that made me feel somewhat different. While I'm feeling very lonely, I'm not thinking as negatively about myself. I'll post what i read, now: We are all familiar with the story of Narcissus, the beautiful youth who fell in love with his own reflection in the pool. But we are less familiar with the story of his partner, Echo, the young nymph who was cursed by the gods to only be able to repeat, never initiate, speech. At one point, when Echo-whose heart was never deterred by her beloved's self-absorption-came upon Narcissus and heard him uttering words of love, she naturally repeated his words. To the outside observer this would surely look like a mutual love fest. The truth, of course, was that Narcissus was talking to his own reflection in the pool and that Echo was merely being an audio version of that reflective pool. But even more interesting, Narcissus and Echo were themselves fooled by this house of mirrors: since from where she stood she couldn't see the re

Thoughts I
Ponderings.... Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom's name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I'm waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his wrist...at I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, "I have a question, Mark." I replied, "Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?" I kind of get pissed off at these dating sites that only allow you three options or choices on your drinking status. 1) Doesn't drink. 2) Drinks Socially 3) Drinks daily. I mean define socially. If I've tossed back a 12 pack while I am fixing my car in the driveway, and the neighbor comes out, and I say hello, that's socially drinking, isn't it? I often wonder what non-smokers would bitch about if I didn't smo

Thoughts Ii
----------------My son Neil starts junior high tomorrow. I take the boys to school every morning. Neil and I had this short conversation tonight (he was at his mom's house, I was at mine): Me: you have to get up early!Neil: i knowMe : get in bed soon!Neil: i willMe: big day tomorrow....i'll see you in the morningNeil: okNeil: i've got everything ready Me : sweet...good job.....i'm so excited for youNeil: yeahMe: get a good nights sleep ok?Neil: okMe: you're gonna do great ...i am so proud of you...damn...6th grade neil.....cache65: quit growing up so fast!Neil: i can't!Me: lol....Me: i love you son...see ya in the morning ok?Neil: okMe: sleep well!Neil: k I'm so in love with this young man! In our family, it seems to become a "right of passage" once the boys get into sixth grade. No more hugging them in public, no self assurance that I can control their every move, no more walking them into school to meet their teachers. It makes me sad sometimes that I only have one young one left t

Thoughts
everyone can sit and ask themselves, i should have done this or that, if i would've... but then you realize that asking yourself all these things will never change anything, that no ammount of explaination will make things different. you sit and hurt, hurt for you and hurt for them-shed tears for both-drive yourself crazy for both. you sit there and debate with yourself to attempt one last conversation, one last ammount of contact. you want to reach out but knowing you cant. losing someone is never easy, harder when you were always used to talking, talking about anything and everything. they say time will heal wounds, but i think we just learn to move on yet never getting over it. the person will always be apart of your life, a part of you. i hold my person close to my heart. and i will never fully recover, as i know he will not. when you meet someone my best advise is never let go. fight for love, argue for it, strive for it. remember people make mistakes, people do stupid things, b

A Thought ~ Unfinished
ever feel that you ment the most wonderful person.but your talking to them thru a box.You talk every day and have finally reached an impass.The box just does not convay your feelings any more.When you feel like running away you know they won't stop you when you want to cry their there to lead you a shoulder and cry with you.When you pick up the phone you know you can call them and they will listen.But that just does not seem to be enough anymoreAll you want to do is comfort them hold them and kiss themLove them. How do you fix the distance. Convay your feelings.

Thoughts
I sit alone in a state of mind that wishes to go back about a year...To go back and change so much...It is a thing that cant be ever truly undone...To avoid leaving a life that was so good to me...Throwing it all away like none of it really mattered...I miss being able to see my sister and talk to her...I regret the fighting we did between the two of us...I looked for a way to run and I found it...Packing my stuff, I ran to live in another world...Thinking it was for the best, I just took off not looking back...I ran into the arms of a girl that I thought was my happiness...Sitting within her grasp I blocked out all my troubles...About a month later, I returned back home...I had come to see my sister, and say Goodbye I Love You...The hardest part was walking in the shadows in the time of the passing...I helped lay her down for her final rest with tears falling down my face...Once returned home, I worried about losing the one person that made me happy...I had nightmares about us splitti

Thousand Voices
A Thousand voices bring me to you Telling me the story of your body. Thousand voices tell me of your lips cherry red with wine as a smirk forms into them.A Thousand voices tell me of your hands as they run across my every secret place as i shiver beneath you. A Thousand voices tell me I LOVE YOU

Thoughts I Find Useful
As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasn't ever supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Thoughts And Wonders. =)
Allow me to start by first saying that I am a woman who carries her own light, who would never leave a friend in the dark. Over the years I have come to realize that people are what people do. Actions do in fact speak volumes over words. You do not just tell someone you're their friend, that you love them, or that you will never break their heart. you show them by enlightening their life with your presence. In the process you do everything in your being not trip over someone Else's genitalia. This my friend is being true to yourself and your word to others. With that being said I am a genuine woman, raised by a single mother of" two" who struggling to just keep food on the table. The one man that did manage to offer some kind of influence in my life taught me That not all man are the same. I may not have been born & fed with a silver spoon. I may not have always had brand new things growing up but that didn't mean I wasn't already surrounded by the very thing that mattered the most,

A Thought
You are Always in my heart you are always on my mind and theres no one that could come close to ever taking your place I loved you from day 1 you captured my heart and sent my mind into outer space i prayed to have you in my arms each & every night for the rest of time my prayers go unanswered and my heart beats out of rhyme you stay in my heart you stay on my mind

The Thoughts Of Tommy (my Alter Ego) (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 6)
Random Thoughts And Crazy Dreams. The Darkness Quickly Takes Over Me. I Can't Sleep. I Can't Eat . Hell Sometimes I Can't Even Breathe. I'm So Lost Without A Clue. What Is It That I Have To Do? Should I Surrender To The Madness And Let It Destroy Me? Sometimes I Think It Would Be For The Best. Sould I Just give up Entirely? Maybe That Is A Better Situation. I've Lost So Much And Gained So Little. When I Do Gain Something Someone Just Tries To Take It From Me. Is It Really Worth It To Keep Holding On. Forget It All. I'm Gonna Do It My Own Way Now. It's My Time To Shine. Say What You Want. You Think I Care. Guess What? I Don't!! Your Time Was Last Year. Your Time Is Up. My Time Is Today. Today Begins A New Age. The Age Of MEMesis. To Everyone Who Has Ever Hated Me. I Have One Last Thing To Say. Die Nameless Because You Never Mattered. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis Nevermore!!!

Thoughts
I never would have thought thatthere'd be a you and me.It wasn't plausible.It wasn't possible.But out of the star-crossed skyfell an opportunity.It feels great.Its so special.Its like magic.It makes my lifesuch a blissful state of euphoria.My eyes sparkle.My soul dances.My heart rejoices.My body quiveres with your every word.My mind can't believe this is not a dream.Could you be real or just a figment of my imagnation?Should I allow myself to belive there is a prince charming?

Thoughts On The Drive Home
If I could put my feelings in words or paint them on a canvas What you would see is just how much you mean to me You are the be all end all, and above all my forever I can't picture a world where we're not together No matter where I am a jail cell, a five star hotel a plane a train the fact remains the same, and will never change I'm wishing I were with you. I'll be loving you forever Leaving you never Each and everyday you make my life better and better

Thoughts
We are all looking for connection.A feeling of being a part of something.Knowing that someone somewhere is intrested in you and what you have to say.The people in your life start to feel like strangers.Not all the time but you have those momments where you feel alone even when there are tons of people around. Just a thought I had to get out of my head. It's out and now time to have a drink.:)

Thought Process Rant
I'm ranting. Bear with me. I mean seriously, I'm ranting and talking in circles in this blog.So I haven't been online since tuesday evening. Been at Drew's house. Well, I haven't decided what I want to do at this moment in time. The landlord still bugged me after my post of "one more and I'm out of here." granted he hasn't since Matt spoke to him, but at the same time Matt told him the same thing years ago, hell months ago even. And that quiet never lasts long. Never... The landlord usually starts talking to me outside of phone waves and comes over. After all the sexual harrassments and threats ove the years I'm just so fed up and done with it all. The stress is too much for me. When I'm here I just don't sleep well any more. I don't feel comfortable in my own home and it doesn't feel like my home anymore. I'm on the fence as to if I want to move or not. If I move I have a place to go where I'll be paying VERY LITTLE. If I stay here, I'm paying 800 a month alone for rent with a 600-700

Thoughts
Thinking ever thought, pondering my insists and seeing the future. All the above can place a strain on ur life. The moment or moments are only once. Live ur life to the best you can. Love each other the best you can. I know all this is easier said, but we need to get it done. Strive for ur piece of mind, live for ur dreams. Let all the haters, motivate and drive you for your dreams.Just some thoughts ... Now ur turn ... =_)

Thoughts On Ms
thoughts on MS Current mood: accomplishedCategory: Blogging I have been dealing with this for 6 years now, and it has been very difficult for me to handle. Now I, just like many others in this condition, have considered taking the wimp's way out. I considered suicide, but I realized that was the wrong way to handle this. So to all of you, I am still here so I am taking this one day at a time. And if it bothers those around me, they're just gonna have to suck it up and take it. The main thing I need is my own mode of transportation. That is the one thing I would really love. So these are my thoughts for now.

Thoughts
if you look into my eyes you see a faded light theres no glow so dull theres no life look past that you see a broken soula soul that has no life. i feel myslef getting stronger everyday im with you i feel my soul heal and the light come back into my eyes piece by piece my soul is back im not broken anymore for i am whole again

Thought I'd Share This With All Of You.
HOW TO KNOW IF YOU HAVE A FRIENEMY.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ #1 They are jealousy of you. #2 They weren't there for you during an important event. #3 They are draining you emotionally. #4 They are nice to you, but mean to others. #5 They burden you with their secrets. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I know a few people here who have been struggling with this issue and i thought it might be usefull to them. You know me, I always try to find words of wisdom to get me through things. To know me is to know that I'm always trying to be there for my friends!!! I hope that it helps you find your way my friend. ;) ~Much love, respect & peace~ ~Loves~

Thought For The Day 9/23/09
Thought for the Day 9/23/09 Its been awhile, so I wanted to start out by saying hello again, if you missed my blogs guess what, I m back to writing again. Need to put my words somewhere and if you're reading this, hey leave a comment kudo or something say hey...The thought:-------------------------Learn something new everyday whether it be for work around the house cooking, out in the yard, out somewhere else. You can never know too much even though you already think you know it all.My life:-------------------------My life as is, complicated to say the least. I find myself attached to that mobile pda I call a phone, and always looking for a better laptop. You can never have too many friends or too many ppl who you love and love you back. Thats a true friend anyway right, someone you'd do anything for if they asked unless ya really knew em....or sometimes even when ya do.

Thoughts
So I tripped over this today.... I liked it alot! "You aren't going to be her first, maybe not her last, or even her only. she's loved before, she might love again, but if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect. You aren't either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if she can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She isn't going to quote poetry, she's not thinking about you every moment, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you could break. Don't hurt her, don't try to change her. Don't expect more than she can give. Don't analyze. Smile when she makes you happy, yell when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not around. But mostly, Love hard when there is love to be had."

Thoughts
If every star in the heaven were there to light away ,They would light the the path of resistance , To lead me your way .If every dream ive been given ,Were a mimic of reality ,I could say there was a future , To be found for you and me , If my heart hath been stolen , It was only by a glance , A moment in the darkness lead by happenstance ,If ever I were to dream .. It was you into life , So handsome , so pure . My hearts sacrfice .A moment a meeting , Nothing I regret , If I could change one thing , Its that I havent touched you yet, That sooner we did not meet , erasing all the years , The chance for another , To wispher in your ear , Your hands like silk caress my every thought , constant indulgement , I see your body Secductively taunt , I am not sppoused to feel to want to touch , The sin of sweet surrender , envaded by love . Oceans of forevers that wash you away , If there were nothing to hold us ,We would escape this place

Thought Moments ~ Tracking Eye Movement During Questioning
In Buddhism, the mental states experienced after a physical or mental object enters the mind are called THOUGHT MOMENTS. During interviews with people on the streets, the micro-expressions of the interviewees are slowed down and eye direction is tracked, highlighting the responses to ten simple questions. Surrounding each subject's head are the various regions of thought. These are the same for everyone. Thought Moments

Thoughts Of Days Gone By
Within my head are thoughts that are racing around like rats, trying to find their way out of a maze. I laid my head to rest this evening but my mind was so busy that it sounded like a million people all chattering at the same time. I tried quieting my thoughts, searched for that inner silence but it was like someone had waltzed right into my head from left to right and with it took away the peace. Here I sit, it is 2 a.m. and technically I should be asleep but here I sit with my eyes wide open. Staring at the screen as I write, almost in a daze like state of confusion. Not really sure why I am experiencing these feelings. Hmmmmm feelings, what am I really feeling? For starters, I am frustrated because I can't sleep. I love to sleep. When I sleep my dreams take me places I have never been. I experience another side of life that can only be found through soul travel. God, how I wish I could lay my head down and rest right now but yet at the very same moment I am in touch with what i

Thoughts Before Bed
“There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment.”Sarah DessenStrange how I can feel you so near, so much more than anyone. I am floating in the bliss of your presence. Do not leave my side but let me dream in it a bit longer. If only I had known that you were out there, then I could have been searching long before I met you. If only I had known that there was a man like you, I could have searched the ends of the earth. If only I had known that I would someday meet someone like you, who wants to give me everything, would do anything for me, and gives me all his love - I could have done anything and everything in my power to find you sooner. Now that I have found you, I will never let you go.I need for you to completely understand who I am and what I can give. It may not compare to other women or past relationships but that does not matter. All that matters is that you chose me for a reason.I want

Thoughts From Grandma
My Grandmother had heart surgery this past week. I've spent almost every minute with her at the hospital. After a long visit with her tonight, I just had to share a few things we talked about while they were still fresh in my mind. We sat and took a stroll down memory lane. Her rambling and telling me things about my Grandfather that I never got to know. He past years before I was born. About how he proposed to her and how they would spend hours talking about everything or nothing at all. She said Babo (my pet name she calls me) dont ever settle for something or someone that only gives you a minute of their time when you deserve a lifetime. She made me long to live in a much more simple time. When romance was blooming. Promises made were kept. Hearts were meant to be loved not to be broken. When true love meant forever which meant exactly that FOREVER! Ahhhh the simple things in life. I can't help but wonder where they have gone. As much as I have enjoyed this past few days

Thoughts To Ponder
My heart aches, A part of me is missing. You are my great passion, My great love How clearly you appear in my dreams, You are in my blood, my soul. I cry out your name to the endless sky, Summoning the spirits to assist me. I must have you, I can wait no longer. Return to me, I command thee. An inner voice whispers your name, Visions of your face appear everywhere. The time has come to open your eyes, To see the wondrous life that awaits us. Open your heart, Allow my love to penetrate the barriers. Fly quickly to me, Fall into my loving arms. In your mind, You know we are meant to be together. Surely you must realize, Our reunion is inevitable. Can you not see, How right we are together. Does your heart not ache, When you are alone in your thoughts – thinking of me. Do you not yearn For my gentle ways, my loving spirit. Shed the negative thoughts, That bend your mind, Cast off the bonds that keep us apart, Drum up the co

Thoughts..
The pain I have hurts, it never seems to go away. When you hide deep down inside yourself and never come out to play. Why do you hide from me? Why can't you talk to me? I guess I will never understand, I guess I will always just be a friend. Trust me I can understand your pain I have been there alot, but holding it all inside make you angry alot. I'm sorry you hurt so much and you can't tell me why, you know I will always be here for you till the day that I die. Open up to me and trust in me. Love me like I love you. Our friendship will never change no matter what your holding within you. No matter what you've done, or how bad you have been hurt. I will always understand. Always. Ravyn

Thoughts From His Mind In My Words
Tonight when I finally opened up,I realized it was long over due.I have been working on this issue,for so long I didn't know what to do. I was scared and wished I shut down.All I could think of is you, and what would you do.Nothing was accomplished,except for tearing your heart into twoI couldn't take the pain away...it was already too late. I knew it was going to be over,and I didn't deserve another chance.What I did was unforgivable,and only with time we will see...If we can embark on a new destiny. when we meet in real life,we will be ending this drawn out mystery...if we were meant to be.or have a friendship that will last an eternity.I love you baby, for what ever it's worth...if anything please believe me This was wrote for Steven

Thoughts...
it’s been a quiet night so faruneventful, plenty of silencebroken only by the occasionalsounds of the cricket chirping;a long time indeed since i stayed awaketill the early morning, 4am to be precise,sleep is the last thing that is on my mindtry as much as possible, my eyes refused to closemy mind, like a clock, keeps thinkinga lot of things from the silliest to thebizarre, from the good moments to thebad moments and even scripting“what if” and “if only” scenarios in my lifeas the cold morning breeze played havocwith my senses, gently trying to disruptmy thought process and put my mind to rest,i tried to stay alive and keep it goingwith the dawn slowly approaching and my destinationstill a long distance away, i needed to keep my senses sharpand not overwhelm it with the “to be forgotten past”,as the future is still waiting to be born,the protest of the mind is quelled down,only to be continued laterTorill...

80 Thousands Fucks An One Virgin
once upon a time, u always here, how a story always starts, how bout fucking 80 thouands fuckswhen virgin comes a heart!... shes love u for u, but u love her not, you fuck her with gleeyou taste her soul an life.. but cant be happyu sit an spell, how life sucks a dick, u wish life was made easyu wish an well, how u moan an groan, but she she still sit as envyu wish u cry, u want the perfect model. no one cant never have.. but my perfect virginshe weeps an crys.. she loves u with heart mind an soul, but noi cant do it, i cry with empathyshe my friend, she my life.. she the one keep me from realityshe does her best, she does all she can.. 80 thousand.. she a virgin to bedressed in lingerie, dressed in my dream, something i cant let it bealways so close, always so be.. always a dream to beNO, now lets seeehad an interruption, of some slut wife i know.. ha i love it.. 80 thousandsand is alotshe, wow, is my model, my dream i love to be..but married, an it will never bealways seems, everythi

Thoughts Part 2
in regaurds to All Hallows Eve So I was readint this news paper article today at work and came across a reader responce to another readers comment about halloween and how it originated from an ancient pagan tradtion. The respondant claimed that halloween was not rooted in pagan tradition's, but rather christian tradition's. Samuin is the night before the beginning of the Celtic New Year, and the beginning of the dark half of the year. It was also beleived that the barrier between the land of the living and the land of the dead was the thinnest, allowing the spirits of the dead to cross over into our world. By the 800s, the influence of Christianity had spread into Celtic lands. In the seventh century, Pope Boniface IV designated November 1 All Saints' Day, a time to honor saints and martyrs. It is widely believed today that the pope was attempting to replace the Celtic festival of the dead with a related, but church-sanctioned holiday. The celebration was also called All-hallows or

Thoughts
How is it someone out of now where suddenly makes you think. I usually love it when people make me think. But when from no where someone steps in and just blows you away it can be more confusing than if you are still not thinking. I don't know. I just know I suddenly found someone like that in the most unexpected of places and it has me at a loss as to what to do or think at all. Other than just sit an think some more, but about what, to many things have come to mind and nothing at all. So what is the point of thinking if nothing solid comes of it. Maybe in the end something will.

Thoughts Of Love...
Well I have had many thoughts on this topic. this is also my very first blog in my whole life so dont be too harsh. Love it what makes people want to do things. just like in the beetles song... All you need is love. thats all i need to be happy. i would be happy living on the street having to scrounge up money to get a mcdonalds cheeseburger to eat, just as long as i had someone to love, and them love me back just the same amount. Love I never say this word if i dont mean it. this word is very powerful to some and very weak to others... if you say it a lot no one will believe you and just think your a player.. i have been talking to someone really nice, she doesnt live too far from me. she is in this subject because yeah i love this girl as a friend. She has been nothing but nice to me very awesome personality and just an all around great person. i want to like her more. but im so worried. ive always had worries about love too many times ive been heartbroken and left because they wante

The Thought Of You
Through the darkness see the light, This shallow years end in fright. All of what I know and see, always something in my dreams. Come to me, you wretched thing, for your the first I will sing. Time to part the beaten path, everyone else can only laugh. My heart goes out to very few, but when it does its very trueWithered and decayed it is, but always growing to be new.I cannot stop this emotional bond, nor wallow in the dreams beyond,I only lack in every word, the dreams that are within my pond.My heart is frgile and its clean, but only I can see my dreams,I love my family I love my friends, but what else could this actually mean.It means I am here and will always be, The one you know I shall always be,A man with purpose and with thought, And all with truth and never naught.Life is long but time is short,and I am here but not for naught.My triumph my courage only you,And if perhaps you only knew.I cannot change the beaten path,For if I do it is my wrath.My soul is split, and it seems

Thoughts About Lists, Communication, And What Is The Truth......
posted this on FB a few days back and got quite the response...lost 4 friends for it...lol.. I know I promised to put down my thoughts on perception in relationships and I fully intend to finish it, just my writing is very ADD. If something pops into my head I HAVE to write about it…lol. This is an offshoot of that, but bear with me. Lists…….we make lists every day. To do lists, shopping lists, and the like. I’m here to talk about our wants list….the lists we make in our heads either acknowledged or not on what we look for in things. A job, a hobby, a mate….these lists. I guess we’ll look at the lists involved in relationships. We all make the lists of base characteristics, wants, likes, deal breakers, and fantasy items. We list the things we absolutely have to have, the things we’d like, and the things we’d wish. We also list the things that we absolutely cannot stand for as well. Here is an issue I have…..are we, as p

Thoughts From Mind, Body And Soul
When the sound of your voice touches my soul, warms the very eden of my existance Eyes meet across a crowed room, smiles are shared, our skin radiates like the sun, as the passion builds from 2 souls becoming one... The touch of my hand to the small of your back, brushing your hair aside and a whisper in your ear...The hum of your surrondings turns you into putty in my hands..

The Thought
The come hither look on her face Our naked bodies pressed in a long embrace Your skin soft under my finger tips Always wanting to kiss your lips Hands cuping your ample breasts Considering your body a beautiful quest Gripping all of your curves Time now to get rid of all your reserves Moving down to your most precious of parts Making love like sweethearts Spreading your legs inserting my tongue Moving around excitement has sprung

Thoughts Of A Shattered Existance
my depth perception quickly changes this light brightly blinding me even god would cry out in anguish at the pain you have caused your mockery will never cease it was you who i believed pulled me from the darkness yet you smile so politely as you push me back into abyss this life I once pictured bright and vivid has faded to near black and grey as i burn the picture of you out of my memory. your bullet penetrated my heart and instead of dying from the blood loss it merely shattered me into a thousand pieces and left me to be carried by the frost @ Brandi S. Weaver December 28, 2009

Thoughts That Ring Out . Don't Judge Them ! Lol
Are you being a friend or being friendly ? Trying to make me feel special , makes me think you have special purposes . What would you have thought if... Would it really have been that much harder to do it the rght way ? An excuse is an excuse , but making excuses is a habit . If life is a circle ? Can I be in the middle ? I think thats where it'll be the warmest . ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- IQ Testing ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Needs aren't wants ...ok Wants aren't needs....ok But usually you want your needs and we have a need to want (Side bar- I really don't want to need to take this test anymore) Therefore how should you prioritize your needs and wants . Answer ( 1 Needs , life giving , sustaining {example - I need to know what this has to do with troubleshooting ele

Thoughts I Have Dreamed Of
You took me like I told you to,Surprising, playing, something new,Stirring feelings I've been craving,It's my body you're enslaving.In velvet darkness your presence felt,Flowing fingers and on knees you knelt.You breathe upon my naked skinWet and juicy, pumping, adrenaline.I feel a tongue it's gently probingAnd your hands you are disrobingNerve ends tingling and whimpered moansTease me, tie me, caress cheek bones.From top to toe you stoke and kissNo wet places do your fingers miss,Deep inside I feel you, grasp youOn hardened nipples, warm breath you blew.I strain and buck with want and need"Fuck me, take me please", I plead.Upside down, sweet lips touch mineDown my body, a sixty-nine,I writhe in pleasure, taste your cock,In my mouth you gently dock,Your tongue meets clit, you suck and biteYour fingers in, oh god, how tight.I shake, I moan you turn aroundIn my cunt you slide and pound.Your lips on mine, my screams escapeAcross my skin your fingers scrapeAs spasms wrack, I'm awash in tea

Thougths Of My Life
I am tired of being the good person, being alone, feeling empty, because no one can give me themselves like I give myself to them. When I was younger I was a so called player, not a Casanova, not a Don Won, or any of these so called great lovers, or a user. I was searching for my soul mate, a friend, a lover, the person I would spend the rest of my life with. The down fall to this life style, is that it became comfortable, and when she did come into my life I was lost in the momentum I started. And my past activities’ came back to haunt me. I was unable to stop. And for some reason I fell into this trend for several more years. Do not get me wrong I am not making excuses, I did what I did, for no other reason than it was what I wanted to do. Now I am known as a piece of ass, a good lay, not for the man I have become. Along the way I have fathered children, do to me hurting there mothers, some call me dad, some do not. Some know me some do not, some will know me and others never

Thoughts We Have All Thunk
Subject: thoughts we've all thunked 1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer's history if you die. 2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong. 3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger. 4. There is great need for a sarcasm font. 5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet? 6. Was learning cursive really necessary? 7. Map Quest needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood. 8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.

Thoughts
My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts of death and those of life. not understanding much of either or even the fear. you spend so many years searching for the forgiver not knowing truely of his existence with only the words of the promiser to guide you the hope of the there after surrounds you you close your eyes and whisper goodbye and slip away to your darkest hour and you wait and you wonder has my fate been sealed have I been forgiven or is this the gates of hell... I wrote this shortly after we buried my Uncle Johnny,, When my mind was filled with the thoughts of not knowing....

Thoughts From Out Of My Noggin
So I had some little stories on here that I had written - I say little stories, I mean they were LITTLE, just some garbage I tossed off without really thinking, but then some people said they were dumb, and I'm a sensitive flower, so because I got told they were unoriginal AS WELL as stupid, I deleted them. Because being stupid is fine, recycling other people's stupid seems somewhat soul-destroying. And I kind of oscillate between thinking I'm hi-larious, and absolutely hating every single thing that I ever say or do because it's rubbish and shit and I hate it. Right now, I'm in a in-between thing. I don't really know. But the thing is, I'm about three weeks away from my annual pre-Easter Fubar downtime - six glorious weeks of not hanging out here and trying to make people not hate me (because I can admit it, this site is like crack to me, even when I hate it, I can't put it down- feel free to chuckle at that all you like) - so I'm debating whether to take that energy I put into m

Thoughts ( My Daughter Sent Me This )
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. If someone betrays you once, it's his fault; if he betrays you twice, it's your fault. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. God gives every bird it's food, But He does not throw it into it's nest. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are acts of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. The tongue weighs practically nothing, But so few people can hold it. Friends, you and me.... you brought another friend... and then there were 3... we started our group... Our

Thought For The Day...
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Thought And A Erotik Story
Enchanted one drunk on my spell, follow my fairy song to my well, where below the water, mysteries dwell, where fantasies and dream linger and swell. I await your arrival, bearing secrests to tell. You will taste my desire,soon. Release your fears, let your soul swoon. Travel the gossamer wings of my tunes, so first we can met among the stars and moon. our pleasure will give rise to a celestial typhoon. And as we climax and our fall begins we'll remain entwined inside our tailspin, our shared afterglow warming us from within. your embrace will cloak me like bearskin, as our target approaches, our distance thins. then. I'll lead you where you can take a sip. when we land you'll eagerly take a dip, drinking deeply from the depth of my nether lips. your pulsing tounge will take us on a new trip where I'll lose control of my singhs and grinding hips. we'll drown in our pasioate sea, in my well, where water once flowed calmly. we'll dream of a new fantasy, in this

Thoughts
Guess thats the funny thing about life.... Current mood:In thought Category: Romance and Relationships Today I happened to be thinking of you..Your smile and gentleness..of how you we use to laugh at the most stupidest things.You left this imprint into my soul...I hate that it will never leave.Replaced by something else..Sometimes I wonder when you are up restless at night do you think of me..Or am I fool for still holding onto something that ended long ago?Now feeling as if I will never nor have I have ever felt good enough to be with you.Sheltered away feelings of raindrops and summer days that surpassed.You have gone away and most likely that will always remain.They say love will come ago..But mine still remains and I can not explane.I can sit and listen to old songs we use to share and sing...Memories and nothing more.Guess I depend on the romance of a dancing true love..But does that even exist for me?Or am I one of those fools that just continuesly dreams.Wicked games and torm

Thought This Is Worth Sharing ~now Is The Time To Integrate Our Spiritual Awareness And Knowledge Into Our Physical Reality. We Are Here To Create A V
WEDNESDAY, FEBRUARY 24, 2010 Your body changing lately? Edgar Cayce channelling Feb 14, 2010 tells you how and why How are you finding the energies of late? Chaotic and challenging? From my little corner of the world I observe many people, myself included, who are undergoing yet another process of inner growth, and this then is beginning to manifest in the outer reality. We are certainly undergoing rapid transformation on all levels at this point in time. Isn't it exciting to be an active participant in this major shift in human consciousness?The channeling below is shorter than those I normally send out - and was less than 30 minutes' duration. However, in this channeling the energy of Edgar Cayce addresses the importance of honoring the physical body, and the changes that are taking place within our bodies at this time. As an energy practitioner I see countless clients who are experiencing physical symptoms that are often diagnosed as unexplainable by the medical profession. This

Thoughts & Prayers
You have no idea what our troops have given up so u can come in here have fun-meet people & share the Love-I am a retired Marine-I have 2 sons & a grandson in the Marine Corps,this Aug. my youngest will be going in to Boot Camp @ Parris Island S.C- he will be the 8th generation Marine in OUR family-I did 22.5 yrs active duty- Please remember them in your thoughts & PRAYERS (if u PRAY)-no politics- just AMERCANS doing what most could not-SEMPER-FIDILIS-Marine Motto-it is Latin 4; ALWAYS FAITHFUL- THAT IS WHAT IS MISS IN THE U.S.A. "FAITH"

Thoughts
thoughts racing with no where to goquestions of uncertaintyhow r things to bewhere am i goingwho will i beam i always going to be lost without a soulwithout regardhave i spent to muchof my life worryingabout othersabout medoing for otherswith no regard to me or minewill i always be lost will i never find my wayis this the way it shall beis this where i belongis this who i amwill my journey continue along a pathof uncertaintyof questionswith no answersdo i have the answersdo i askthe right questionswhere will this path and journeytake mewill there besomeone waitinga hand to take and holdor will ialways bealonei don't knowno cluedefenseless to thatwhich ishopeless to be damnedi worry abouteverythingthe wind i know is my answerbut whereis it taking mewhen i think i knowi realize i knownothing of what isi need to knowwhere i am goingwhere this journey is taking mewhere it willleadi know the destinyyet i am afraidof iti am confusedconfused like neverbeforei am becoming selfishi know not why

Thoughts Of A Soldier
Thoughts of a Soldier I struggle to see my objective for the sand blowing in my eyes,I hear the sound of explosions like thunder from the sky,My mouth is dry and my body aches,I must push on no matter what it takes,the lives of so many innocent keeps running through my mind,I know this is why my country has put my life on the line,So don't lose hope America we do this for you,For all your soldiers bleed red, white and blue....... BY DevilDog612

Thoughts
Lost in this cold dead hole of a town I need out but without a sound Show me the way if you will get me out of here before time spills These long cold winter nights bein lonely and wanting to fight My heart is takin it is gone from a man whos very strong His thoughts and soul flow like a river sometimes calm sometimes fast as a quiver People are mad people are crazy wont you come up and save me This place is dark and gloomy sweet thoughts run of you and me I want to run I want to be free one thing after another is makin it not be Wanting to ride wanting to feel alive moving around obstacles trying not to cry

Thought For The Day ....
March 24, 2010 ~ Wednesday Minding my own business, as I usually do on FUBAR because I'm shy & stuff, I get this mental case in my shout box .... ems1160: question for yaTo ems1160: yepems1160: you are in a bathroom stall smoking a cigarette suddely a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would do?To ems1160: put my fuckin cigarette out on his dickems1160: ouch! any warning firstTo ems1160: and tell him ... SURPIRSE MOTHER FUCKERems1160: ouch! youd really put the cigarette out on his unsuspecting penis?To ems1160: now get your ass outta my fuckin shout box with that bullshitTo ems1160: if he's stupid enuff to stick it thru the hole ... hell yeaThought for the day????Don't put your fuckin dick thru a hole ... Especially if I'm the crazy bitch smoking a cigarette on the other side

Thought Of The Day....repost Idk
If fighting what you believe in is wrong then why even fight at all? Given its something worthy of life itself. Sad really....were all fighting in some way or another to keep happiness faith or what have you. When sometimes you should just take a step back

Thoughts On Easter...
Easter is not a time for groping through dusty, musty tomes or tombs to disprove spontaneous generation or even to prove life eternal. It is a day to fan the ashes of dead hope, a day to banish doubts and seek the slopes where the sun is rising, to revel in the faith which transports us out of ourselves and the dead past into the vast and inviting unknown.

Thought For The Day....
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

Thousands Of People Were Injured When "sex"
a recent survey, as reported by the Telegraph, found that one third of the adult population, approximately 18 million people, are experiencing pain or various injuries during or after wrestling with a passion. Muscles are interested emerged as the most common complaint, followed by a back injury, the burned carpet, stiff neck and banged his elbow or knee (bruise). As many as 40 percent just realized that they were wounded or injured in the morning.Apparently, sex was so excited they got little attention if it occurs when a wound or injury. The survey also reported, as many as five percent of people taking time off from work because of injuries that occur during sex. Two per cent even had a broken bone, while others suffered bruised shoulders, bent knees, sprained ankle or wrist and fingers flexed. Sofa turned out to be the most risky places to have sex, especially since the number of drinks and dishes are still lying around the couch when the excitement peaks, and no longer bearable.Th

Thoughts And Prayers For "mz Iowa" And Her Mother...
Here's one of those opportunities for the Fubar community to show how much they care. Nothing to do but have a compassionate heart ~ and it doesn't cost but a couple minutes of your time. Could you please take a moment and leave some kind words or say a little prayer for Mz Iowa who's having a very difficult week? Visit her Fubar Page Thanks so much! It truly means a lot!

Thoughts
OK SO THIS IS MY 1ST BLOG ON HERE, I HAVE SO MANY CRAZY RANDOM THOUGHTS RUNNING THRU MY HEAD LIKE IF I LEFT TOMORROW WHO WOULD KNOW AND IF I SHAVE MY HEAD WHO WOULD STILL TALK TO ME FOR MY AMAZING SOUTHERN CHARM OR WOULD CALLS AND TEXT STOP HMMM PEOPLE ASK IF A TREE FELL IN THE FOREST WITH NOBODY AROUND WOULD YOU HEAR IT, WHO GIVES A MONKEY BUTT ABOUT A SILLY TREE SOUND, I HAVE NO CLUE BUT I'M SURE THE ANSWER IS ON A SHIRT SOME WHERE HMM NOW I'M BLANK IMAGINE THAT

Thoughts
a cold wind blows here tonightit took the place of youthe first few times is seemed alrightbut that is anything but trueI only thing wish for you nowto hold you so very close to meand so at this chance I take a vowthe results of which you do not seethe lonliness is displayed in a tearfor no one to see or knowand the next time you are nearI am refusing to let you goI want to tremble at your caressto feel your lips against mineand to watch you slowly undressas we step across that lineno turning back, I want to hear your moans of pure delightas you whisper softly in my earand stay with me all nightto feel you from so deep insideand look into your expressive eyesall the cares of the world have diedwe know where each of our hearts liescollapse into each others dreamsand hold my hand all the nightafter the dance in the moonbeamswe sleep and I know all is right

Thoughts For Memorial Day
As we head into Memorial Day weekend this year, I thought I'd take the time to give some thoughts I have on the holiday. It really is making me think of my grandfather, Walter this year. When I trace our family tree, through Walter, back several generations, we get back to John (who I believe would be Walter's Great Grandfather, but there may be more or less Greats in there. LOL!). I bring up John because he was a Civil War veteran, who was lucky enough to make it home. For those who weren't so lucky, like John's brother, who died in the Andersonville prison in GA, a new holiday was created so that their graves would not be ignored (at that time, the dead were burried where they died, rather than returned home). This holiday was known as Decoration Day, and eventually became known as Memorial Day. Walter, who was born in 1920, was among the many that received draft notices after the bombing of Pearl Harbor began World War 2, and he was assigned to be a mechanic in the Army Air Co

Thoughts
I dont know how to feel anymore. I dont think my heart could possibly break anymore. I dont think i could possible cry these tears anymore. I thought I could trust you, but probably another lie you want me to believe is surfacing. I thought everything would be alright. that the wounds would heal over my heart. But they haven't. they keep festering deep within my heart. I'd say that I am not hurt but that'd be a lie in its self. Every pay check you spend it on the unnessasries rather than the children. I know what I should do but I'm not sure I know how so easily. I wanted you to open your eyes but I knew that was just too much to ask. I sit at home while you're at "work" and I'm not dumb. I know when you're not and I know how I feel when you snap at me and ask why when I ask about when you go into work. I know what you're doing and I havent really le tit sink in. I know if I do things will happen and in the end I'll be crying. I just wish you'd look at your kids, you know the ones I t

Thoughts
how at times i see the world , may shock others . i seewhat is inside instead of out , i jupersonality who they are, and how close i should let them get. it usually only takes a second for me to know if i want to stay talking or run . sadly not many see me for who i am inside , they just see a shell . Im not beautiful but not ugly , im not sjinny ...no biggie. i just some would understand that going by the outside , is like looking at the cover of a book and saying you read it. what is inside of my closest friends in fubar .... pure beauty... so pure , sometimes i have to close my eyes. but even they can be blind to what in going on in my life. that is enough thoughts for now , leave another later

Thoughts That I Could Remember From Today
Thoughts from today: How much cocaine can the average human snort before their heart explodes? What would my desk job be like if I snorted a lot of coke? I really do wish that they’d invent the computer that one can just connect directly to their brain and it would interpret the brainwaves and patterns into images and words. Yeah, on the one hand it would be super neat, but on the other I’d probably traumatize myself with the images! Why aren’t these schmucks responding on the forums at my school? Bastards. Wasted effort on my part. Rat bastards. Carnivale…all I want to do is leave and go watch it. Change. It is good but dollars are better…unless we are talking gold coins here. I should write that article on change…just to see how well I can bullshit these fiendishly stupid twits and twats. Pride? When is it? Do I dare attend and take my camera? Last year I almost got my ass kicked I think. I hate. Damn

Thoughts Tonight.....
As you can tell by my friends, I am basically here because I adore women. All kinds of woman. From all backgrounds, cultures, and countries. They all bring something unique to the table. And I love them all. I am not going to ask you to show me your tits or anything. Those that do, I enjoy looking. But I respect those that do not. And I would not ask unless it was right after placing the Do Not Disturb sign on the door handle. Thank you to those that have noticed. I appreciate and respect my fans and friends.

Thoughts....1
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend, Stirring hope within, Sad and alone, He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes, Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....

Thought Of Night
Night What is it about the night that makes us mad? The stars shine, black velvet is the sky, and the moon glows bright. There are creatures that roam, and others that hunt in the dark, prey and predators. Yet we hold our loves hand, and look into their eyes, and feel love. We tell ghost stories and say endearments to one another, all actions done at night. As for me, my thoughts are of you and when will we able to hold each other again, and walk by moonbeam filled autumn pools, to see your hair shine and eyes sparkle. At night when other sleep, I think of you and DREAM.

Thoughts On A Lonely Road
My wife is dying, and I am helpless to do anything about it other than to make these the best years of her life. I grieve for her, and for us. We have been married more than half of my life, and I cannot imagine a life without her. The emotions of sorrow and grief weigh so heavily upon me that the only respite I have is in the first few minutes after I wake up. As the disease progresses, one or more facets of who my wife was is now gone. I have to say my silent goodbyes now.

Thoughts
Watch your thoughts, they become words Watch your words, they become actions Watch your actions, they become habits Watch your habits, they become character Watch your character, it becomes your destiny Watch your destiny, and leave a legacy

Thoughts On The Future...
when i lay awake at night, i no longer dream of pleasantries to come... i think of the horrible times that have passed... i think of my mistakes, my failings, my wrongdoings... i think of how i can repair these peices of my life that i have damaged so badly. i have hope, it's not much... it's everything and nothing all at once it's all i have left. 9-22-07

Thoughts, But Not All Because I May Upset Some
Hmm where do i start? I have been a member of this site for a while, I had a good run there for a while. Had my own lounge used to have a lot of friends on here, used to be somebody. I had to take a break for a while because the shit got thick I guess you could say. I liked how it used to be, key work USED to be. People were real, more or less. This site wasnt about bling, boomerrangs, 11's, and any other superficial or popularity VAMPIRES!!!! ALL women on this site have become whores that I have noticed, won't pay any attention to you unless you spend $$$$.. A woman can post her ass, her panties, you name it and the men crawl on them like worms. If you do this then you can see this. Or i'll just let you see it so you will make me popular and give me attention.. Maybe I'm jealous, so what. Maybe if I sucked up and gave meaninless shit then i'd get some attention to.. Who the fuck cares? I get likes from women that I would not even look twice at mostly.. Nobody ever looks or rates my

The Thoughts Of The Broken Hearted
I Want to cry I want to scream I want to tell you mostly.I hate that im afraid of everything I hate that your the one thing i want most but cant have I hate that you let me go before i even got to say goodbye I wiish that you would come back to me I wish that i were strong enough to say NO to you I wish i could believe my own lies I tell you to cover up the pain you left I need to move on says my head I need to hold on says my heart I envy the way this hasnt hurt you at all I envy her I envy the fact that you dont understand what this feels like at all I want to hurt you I want to be with you I want this nightmare to be over I wish i could make things to the way they were before I wish i could change time I wish I could change you I wish I could have hurt you before you hurt me I need you out of my thoughts I need you out of my heart I need to start doing things for me I hate that i gave you something that i can never have back Im tired of hoping aimlessly

Thoughts
***standard proviso - this is not about YOU, singular. If you want to try and make it about YOU, I would suggest YOU don't as it will fast become about YOU backpedalling like a motherfucker and getting the fuck out of my face*** I was brought up not to make a big deal about certain things; if you give a kindness for the 'glory' of it - or because you get 'appreciated' and/or have some sense of what should be 'owed' you (which makes for a great martyr routine, congrats) then you are a prat. To put it nicely. Maybe it's a cultural thing. When I give something, the act of giving is the end in and of itself. It embarrasses me and it angers me that people would feel any sense of obligation. It also annoys me when people assume my motivation, and/or knowledge of me as a result. I hate feeling obligated...to me, anything done under obligation is worthless...and it's part of the myriad of mindfuckery that goes on around here. That includes feigning and fawning. In life there i

Thought I'd Share
I have a blog i update entirely more frequently than my FUBAR account, it's about my life as an Anarchist/Artist mom in downtown phoenix and you can visit it here: http://prettydesertmonster.blogspot.com/ i write about all sorts of stuff, from the things on my mind to what events i've attended recently, or ones i'm looking forward to. perhaps i'll expand on my writing focus at a later date.

A Thought
Thinking of how much I wanted to be with you forever, but when I opened my eyes and you were gone, I never really realized how much it hurt that you never cared, that you used me to get closer to someone else... How stupid was I to actually care for you, how I stayed up every night thinking you truly loved, how i imagined that when you asked to marry me you really ment it, then just stand by as you stomp upon my heart... but I guess in the end with all that we had been through and all that shared it was not at all what i had truly thought....

Thoughts
"Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words.Be careful of your words, for your words become your actions.Be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits.Be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character.Be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny."

Thoughts On The Royal Wedding Of Prince William And His Beautiful Commoner Kate Middleton
by Dr. Jeffrey Lant After 8 years of dating, canoodling, breaking up, making up, breaking up the on-again-off-again relationship of Prince William of Wales and long tressed Kate is officially on. The airwaves of the planet dutiful report the expected congratulations. Her Majesty and Prince Philip are "absolutely delighted for them both". Prince Charles is "thrilled". And no doubt they are, for it's time for the next generation of royals to get on with their important work. There is much to do. Amongst the royals monarchy is referred to as "the firm"; they say they "live above the shop." Exactly so. It's time for the next proprietor and his spouse to start doing what they're supposed to do: bring Britain together. help the tribe of those battening on the monarchy sell their trinkets and reap their profits. provide us promptly with an equally photogenic man child ... and then promptly, another. "The heir... and the spare." And above all else do what's necessary for an endless s

Thousand Times
My heart broke a thousand times today, When you never said a word. I called out to you, But you never heard. I couldn't beg anymore, My will completly drained. You weren't you, You weren't the same. Did I do something to change you, To make you run so far from me. Am I that kind of wrong, Please tell me, I can't see Without you close I am lost, Like a night without stars. Without your help, I'll never go far. You are my light Without you I will always stray. Please stay beside me friend, And help me on my way.

The Thousand Year Snake.
You wouldn't think that any man of any signifcance had just walked through the door. Swatting clouds of road and weather off himself as he scanned for an available seat.Two empty stools next to the bara large round table in the center of the room, probably reserved for the alehouse champion.Krunk!Drowner of men, breather of beer. Eater of pretzels!A dark corner's only good when you don't come into an inn thirsty.So he plopped down at the bar, setting his pack with a thick thud in the stool adjacent."something clean, and warm," he had been drinking river water for the last week. Not spring water, cool, crisp and fresh. That dark stuff with things swimming, feeding and breeding in it."tea alright?"The stranger puffed out a relieved sigh. He was accustomed to some typical blather of strong drink "to warm you up" or "clean out your head". This keeper knew the value of a sober man."All I've got is bullion." The stranger reached into an earth colored pouch and slapped a marble-sized lump of

The Thousand Year Snake. (continued)
Rumors.Hunches.One child described an "oogy feeling" when the dew came down and a thick mist settled on his mountain.As if the world shuddered, chilled in its sleep.As Alorid approached this mountain, the tempo and murmor of travelers and foreign rumor disappeared, after four days of walking, the small villages dotting the road disappeared, first with the loss of peddlers, cryers and bustle, then the children running through the street, and down to the last few woodsmen nodding gruffly heading downhill to their shacks or woodsheds.The world of man seemed to disintegrate as he drew near. As if the world of the ancients was making tiny, almost invisible comebacks with every step.There old gods wound around his feet with the slightest signal. A strand of ivy twisted on the underside, a butterfly lit against his cheek, the complete inability to start a fire. Mushrooms moss and rounded stones facing the wrong way.A coy, but gentle warning.This is where the gods lay sleeping.Tread lightly hu

A Thought For Today
THE THOUGHT FOR TODAY IS ABOUT THE LOVE OF A CHILD ..."A CHILD who lives with CRITICISMLearns to CONDEMNA CHILD who lives with HOSTILITYLearns to FIGHTA CHILD who lives with RIDICULELearns to be SHYA CHILD who lives with SHAMELearns to FEEL GUILTYA CHILD who lives with TOLERANCELearns to BE PATIENTA CHILD who lives with ENCOURAGEMENTLearns CONFIDENCEA CHILD who lives with PRAISELearns to APPRECIATEA CHILD who lives with FAIRNESSLearns JUSTICEA CHILD who lives with SECURITYLearns FAITHA CHILD who LIVES WITH APPROVALLearns to LIKE HIMSELFA CHILD who lives with ACCEPTANCE & FRIENDSHIPLearns to FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD."~ Dorothy Law Nolte THE LOVE OF A FAMILY IS LIFE'S GREATEST BLESSING!

The Thousand Year Snake (concluded?)
The trail was either cold or never there.No flattened grass, no slick trampled mud.Why couldn't it ever be a thousand years in the desert on a day with no wind, downwind and downhill?He felt the earth, tasted it, pleaded with it, threatened it a few times, but to no avail. The mountain was on the snake's side.All he could do was calculate the trajectory and make an educated guess based on the creature's size and destination. The fact that there was no trace meant that he was aware of Alorid's presence... but why be so cautious and leave the skin in plain sight?Almost as if the damn thing was taunting him. Waving a sign of his failure in front of him of his nose.It was almost as if the snake was laughing at him.Or was it the mountain?Snakes are rumored to be pleasureless, unfeeling murderous things.Perhaps that's why it wanted to become a dragon.They at least have two emotions Alorid had seen, a smug sense of pride and anger.In the language of dragons, snake meant cold brother. If this

Thoughts
There has been one that has past. Though I never new him, he is still a person and should be lifted and cared about. His family and friends will morn his passing. At some point during the process they will come to terms. Those that new him from here mainly let your grief happen. Everyone deals in different ways and no ones is better or worse than someone elses. You were born of this earth and will die. That is a harsh fact of life. though you don't know when, how, or why. But know that you have touched people. Living a life the way you choose to live it. Hopefully to it's fullest, taking not one day for granted. Being sad is a part of life. But remembering and allowing that memory to live is a path to happiness. Looking back on conversations and letting it out. Yes, it happened and you can't change things. What you can do is remember, and keep him alive in your thoughts, in your heart, and in your words. Allow not a harsh word to be spoken, nor a negative thought pa

....thought Frost......
So, its a mental blender and heres the contents that i spill; spewing forth the sickness within me, all the twisted tear streaked memories that reside inside my mind. Riddled across the scars of my soul is a jellybellys bag of moments forever immortalized. The sweet tender dreams of yester years gone awry.... Trepid anticipation shattered by the breaking ride of expereince.... Sundering heartaches ripping seams anew, realigning....rectifying.... There is no longer the glimmer inspired by the echo of voices long withheld.. How is there to be a flourishing with all nourishments denied!?!?!?! To ease the Agonies within me, would seem as if a blasphemy as all Soulpieces pick the trials, obsticals that litter their pathway to Grace, Harmony, Mirth, Sacrifice, Compassion, Honor, and not leastly Love..... It is not my place to gainsay Karma's dictations on payment. There seems no abode i might call my own.... ever a steping stone

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts Of You We gaze at the stars, imaginary ones will do, whatever it takes, just to be with you. Wrapped in your arms our heartbeats combine, so close together, our souls intertwine. Together all night, as one, that night might be over, but we've just begun. My love for you grows, with each passing day, I never thought it possible, to love one this way. The dreaded day has come to say goodbye but our love with last it is obvious why. Our love is so strong, it will stay throught the years, it will shine in the laughter, and brave through the tears. It will live through all the good and the bad, and remind us each day, of the blessing we had. You are gone now but remain in my soul, left with thoughts of you, my heart remains whole.

Thoughts On A Sad Clown
break the walls and rebuild the cage. fragile minds with talented hands. so fukken determined... i fiction of breaking your' jaw, that's what my fist's for! you walk from the car with a head full of steam, a look of determination; but i kow it's all for show. im a bit of a show boi myself, i can take you... steel crushing bone, you wont be going home, no not tonight my darling; tonight we find out exactly what you're made of and i dont think it's much. you're fukked off in the head, but that doesn't make you a monster, i see one in the mirror everyday. i know fear, and you're nowt to fear. simple jumped up redneck wanna play games? you've just met your' first real psycho. i can take you.. hands are talented and sore. face has gone numb. nerves burst with energy, every step i take feels like wakling on your face. i wanna make you hurt like me. you know pain and sacrafice? yu've given so many so much of it, i wanna see how you like being on the recieving end of it.

Thoughts
There comes a time when you must stand alone.You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.You must be willing to make sacrifices.You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved.Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities.Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstaclesLaugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from themPick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of natureSay hello to strangers and enjoy the people you kno

Thoughts
THERE COMES A CERTAIN POINT IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU REALIZE ...WHO MATTERS WHO NEVER DID..WHO WON'T ANYMOREWHO ALWAY'S WILL ... SO , DON'T WORRY ABOUT THOSE PEOPLE FROM IN YOUR PASTTHERE'S A REASON WHY THEY DID'T MAKE IT INTO YOUR FUTURE LIVING IN THE PRESENT .. HERE AND NOW .. IS WHAT LIVING IS ALL ABOUT ..YESTERDAY .. IS IN THE PAST TODAY IS IN THE MOMENT " NOW " .. TOMORROW IS NEVER A GUARANTEE ..

Thoughts Inspired By Johnny Devil
So JD posted a folder of some pictures that he (and others including myself) found pretty dang skanky. You know what? They are! From what I understand (and I may be wrong) it was for a contest for a bling. Men and women alike got naked and graphic for this thing!! Are you kidding me?? Nope it's very true. Do you young people have any idea what you're doing? Is this stuff you want your children seeing?? Cause let me be the first to tell you once it is on the net it is never going away. Have I done or said some things I'm not proud of? Yep! Would I want my kids seeing it? Hells no!! Do you think before you do something like this? Obviuosly not! I'm not saying you should be ashamed of yourself or your bodies, however is this something you'd want your mom or dad or husband or wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or children looking at? Ask yourself that before you post some of the stuff you do. Johnny got slammed by one person (or more) because one of the girls was classy about her nudity. REALLY

Thoughts For The Day
Why do I self-sabotage? I pick up a rock, hit myself multiple times on the head, and then wonder why I am bleeding profusely? Perfection is a myth. Bros before hoes. There is always a choice. The power people have over us is only present because of the power we give to them. Nobody can munipulate us unless we allow them access over our lives. It is healthy if we hold the key to the power over our lives. Live honestly and be authentic. The pursuit of happiness is a basic human right. I am with you because I love you, not because I need you. Only the proud refuses help. I am not here to entertain you. What I can do is support you. I cannot fulfill anyone's expectations unless I am told what the expectations are. The only time to do the right thing is all the time. When you are not sure what to do, do what you are suppose to do. When you have a long list of things to do, prioritize and learn to delegate.

Thoughts
As so Happens every once in a great while I find myself with time on my hands and nothing of any importance to think through and I begin thinking of decisions that I have made over the course of my life. Yeah I know, thats a lot to think about but it is like they say... Hind sight is 20/20. Most of the thoughts I have keep going over the wrong decisions, the if only I had done this or not did that sort of thing and I keep asking myself why? Why keep digging the past up and the only thing I come up with is.. I hate to lose. I have always taken pride in the fact that I have never let anyone beat me so bad at anything in life that I couldnt look them in the eyes and ask Is that all you got? My most current situation is the fact that my wife of 18 years and I have finally decided enough is enough. I should say she finally agreed with me that we have burned too many bridges between us that our paths lie in different directions. The main reason for this is she hates my new job where as I lov

Thoughts On Osama Bin Laden
I had a friend comment on facebook that the killing of Bin Laden was just another mess of Bush's that Obama had to clean up. So when I stated that in fact if she knew her history of al-Qaeda and Osama bin Laden she would know that this mess she claims Obama cleaned up was a mess of President Clinton's. That bin Laden was responsible for the first attack on the Trade Centre and if he had done his job and taken care of this piece of shit the attack on 9/11 would never had happened. Her response to me was "Ain't even touching it Not worth it" Am I wrong in my thinking? Bill Clinton was President from 1993-2001; al-Qaeda began in 1991, 1993 the first attacks on the World Trade Centre took place. Below I've listed the history of the rest of the al-Qaeda/bin Laden activities during the Clinton administration. So it's my opinion that if Clinton had taken care of Osama bin Laden the chances that 9/11 could have been prevented. Bin Laden History: 1991: Osama bin Laden moves to Sudan

Thoughts Of The Day 5/7/2011...
Thoughts of the Day.. 1. I wonder when I write things, people understand what I am saying. 2. I wonder if people understand the things around them. 3. I wonder why more people don't speak out when they are getting screwed over or see shady. 4. I wonder why people think it's ok to support known liars, players and cheaters on here, are they that ignorant or just that blinded by bling & attention? 5. I wonder if I am being clear enough for people to take action? 6. I wonder what the composite IQ of Fubar is. 7. I wonder if people on here know anything about the real life around them and things that effect it. 8. I wonder if I am too winded or should just keep things shorter to make quicker points, because alot of people aren't getting it based on what I am seeing. Maybe they just aren't aware it exists. 9. I wonder if people even care about anything above or just care about tomorrow's point bonus. 10. I wonder...if people can read or they just don't care ...o

Thoughts Of Me
Last week I was laughing as my daughter Ashley paused a TV show we were watching to check IMDB (internet movie data base) to find out what previous movie the actor had been in. Ashley does this a lot, personally I don’t care, she cares and must check and chat about these entire movie related facts and trivia. It’s her thing. My mammy used to do that back in the 70s - back then we couldn’t stop a programme or pause anything, and we had to have huge interruptions whilst my mum nattered on about “what was she in before she was in Crossroads? What was that guy called who was in Poldark who was married to that woman from Onedin Line?” If my mammy had lived long enough to see 150 channels on her TV and had seen how you could pause a TV show and check the internet IMDB at the same time, it would have blown her mind. Of all the things I am sad my mammy missed, this is one of the biggest! Besides meeting Ashley that is, my mum would have LOVED her. Both of

A Thousand Fair Suitors
A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heartThose poets of movement and jockeys of artThe high-volume vendors who hustle romanceSplashing their canvas with color and danceThe blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurledThey offer lush gardens in glistening worldsYes, bearers of torches and carvers of stoneWho whisper their sonnets and surrender their thronesAnd there in your doorway, no shadow is castNo lingering voices, no ghosts from the pastJust a cluster of walls, and a window of painCollecting the heartache like droplets of rainStill I stand before you, with palms to the skyNo gold in my pocket, no thorn in my sideAnd all I can offer, where words have no placeIs a body that trembles, and this love that awaits

Thoughts And Feelings.. Some Poetry I Wrote And Some I'm A Big Fan Of..
No uttered words the poet speaks,No skies of golden hue,No tales of unrequited love,They were lost when I lost you.No words to caress his lover's heart,And gone the dreams he swore they'd live,But alone within the poet dwells,No uttered words... none left to give.No music swells within his soul,Just silence surrounds his heart,And the solitude engulfs his world,When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see,And the glory he saw each day,Now the poet pens his last farewell,No more love can he convey.But what's the poet's soul to do?To release the love he feels,For he'll surely die and wither,If that love he now conceals.He must hide the hurt and heartache,Just smile to friends and say,I'm fine... love doesn't matters,And deceive them all that way.For a different face he'll show them,To barricade his pain,To hide his shattered spirit,From the love he ne'er attained.But the pain within shall kill him,Not soon but through the years,For the poet knows his anguish,When

A Thought On A Page
A good man is not something made. He is not built he is not created. he is born who he is and molded by his own actions and abilities to be who he is. It is his own choices and outlooks that create what he turns to be. The way women think we are isn't as it should be.DON'T judge me from your ex's actions for i am not him. DON'T judge me from my race for i am one in a million. DON'T judge me from things you have heard unless you where there to actually witness the "story" being told. DONT JUDGE ME. you are not my creator and or mother you are not my god and you will definatley never be my hero so you have no right to judge the matter that makes me. "A good man can realize what is right and wrong. He never strays from love for the simple fact he knows he has promised his mind and body to another." - Jarrod hudson also for a final fact a good man knows what he has and will work not to lose it so if you have issues with one, that doesnt mean you have it with all. unless you

Thoughts On Society From Iain M. Banks
from The Algebraist p.180-181 by Iain M. Banks The little man looked at him for a moment. 'Mr. Taak' he said, sitting back sounding patient. 'I've inspected your profile. You're not stupid. Misguided, idealistic, naive, certainly, but you are not stupid. You must know how societies work. You must at least have an inkling. They work on force, power, and coercion. People don't behave themselves because they are nice. That's the liberal fallacy. People behave themselves because if they don't, they'll be punished. All this is known, it isn't even debatable. Civilisation after civilisation, society after society, species after species, all show the same pattern. Society is control: control is reward and punishment. Reward is being allowed to partake in the fruits of that society and, as a general but not unbreakable rule, not being punished without cause.

Thoughts
I sit here thinking of you, and all that we have been through, and i wonder if it is worth all the pain. if i should let my self care again, if i should let you back in my life. to take a chance that you will rip my heart in two .. twice. when i look in your eyes i want to say yes its worth it, but when you are not there , i begin to doubt , and believe i am being a fool. Is love really worth all that i have seen and gone through , should i really trust you? what was that song... " i aint missing you at all... i can lie to myself ". laughs , i do miss you , and yes i am lying to myself , that i wouldnt run back in a heart beat , but my fear is will i keep running back everytime , you rip my heart out. have i fallen that hard to be the biggest fool of all? laughs i guess i will see soon enough if , i did fall , and just how deep .

Thoughts
eu fico aqui esperando por você para vir, para me segurar em seus braços, meu amor, sentir seus beijos em meus lábios, para ter a boca no meu pescoço, degustação, mordendo, deixando para trás marcas pouco do seu carinho. Você faz meu coração bater com prazer em apenas estar perto de você, seu toque me ache para você e nunca quero deixar você ir. i outra o medo vai roubar seu coração

Thoughts .... Of
all i seem to think of all i seem to need is the touch of your hands the feel of your lips the way you hold me tight wishing you were here tonite if i told you i love you you would run i would be like the earth without the sun. i crave the warmth of your soul the taste of your skin the little noises you make when you are holding me but if i said i love you you would run i would be like the earth without the sun inside crying slowly dying till im nothing again like the earth without the sun my soul void and numb Rainmaker

Thoughts
As I sit on the toolbox of my old truck watching the horse slow eat hay and watching the sun fade into the western horizon I think "this is a mighty nice site". I hear the cicada's singing their lonesome song in the trees, the crickets slowly star to come from hiding to enjoy the on-coming night, the coyote howling somewhere in the distance calling for the rest of the pack, and just then a lone doe barely visible in the fading light walks from the brush sniffing the air wondering if it's safe to come from hiding for a drink before scaveging for food during the night. I dare not make a move knowing she would see and run for her life. She jumps the fence and slowly walks to the water trough taking a drink and then another and walks away. The dog sitting there keeping a ever faithful watch for varmits, snakes and such. Ears percking up and listening to every song the night has to bring. Even though it was a sight to see it still missed something of being perfect, that special someone sitt

Thoughts And Such....
Thoughts for the day... by Adam Grreen on Sunday, August 21, 2011 at 2:34pm I'm going to send this to tons of people and see if I get any good responses. It might seem ingenuin, but I'm not talking to anyone in specific here. Mostly I'm talking to everyone. So why not just post it as a note, or blog you might ask? Because it's far less likely for people to read it that way. I'm playing the numbers game here. Out of hundereds people, there seems to be only a few that will like me that I actually like. It takes a lot of time to write to hundreds of people. Also, however disgenuous this seems, it's more than most have done for me. Yes, believe it or not, I don't get messages very often. And when i do, they are awefully short. I would love to get a long message like this, if it was actually written by the person who sent it. There are people who post generic shit to everyone, that they didn't actually come up with themselves. Most of it is crap, there's some good ones tho

Thoughts
I am sitting here with so much on my mind, but not even sure what it is I am thinking or feeling. I would have never thought taking an English writing class that is suppose to teach the basic writing fundamentals would have me looking at myself so personally like this. When I do look at myself like this tho it brings up feeling I am not ready to deal with. I mean don't get me wrong I do want to deal with them and have on some levels but I know I have not fully yet. I am scared of failing I know I have said this before. The problem is I have not fully got over that fear yet even tho I have worked out alot of it by achieving alot of goals I have set out for myself in just the last year. I have a couple of people to thank for that, but most of all. I know making such life changes is not an easy thing to do but are well needed and happening but there are things missing that will help make it easier and one day soon I hope it change well I know it. I will do every th9ing w

Thought This Was Funny
BREAKING NEWS: The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1-(800) waa-waaa-waa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, repost it. If you don't.... suck it up cupcake. Life doesn't revolve around you!!

Thoughts In My Head
I decided that enough is enough, that since you obviously dont care about me anymore Im just going to move on. Easier said than done I suppose, because at the end of the day Im staring out the window with these tears on my cheeks. Look what youve done to me. There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. It sucks when you know that you need to let go, but you can't, because your still waiting for the impossible to happen. Don't lose yourself in attempt to hold on to someone who doesn't care about losing you.

Thoughts Of Dreams
When night has closed and all is dark And the world just seems so cold and stark, You hold someone and it feels so right, To share some time into the night, I touch you hair so soft and fine, Kiss your lips as sweet as wine, I don't want to let go or release, For in your arms, I feel such peace. Your quiet way has stirred my heart, I think of you when we're apart, In memory of thoughts so clear, In quiet moments of joy and cheer. Forgive my thoughts, a romantic way To dream of you each waking day, You've touched my heart and I might find, You've cooled the fears inside my mind. Things aren't always what they seem, Feelings are often a fantastic dream, A touch from you my thoughts will seal, Wake me now, let this be real.

A Thought About 9-11
I was working in North Bergen NJ at the time...for Liz Claiborne. Normally I'd take Route 3 to work but I decided to take route 80 (as I figured less traffic and I'm always a few minutes late to work...much to my bosses chargrin). I made it on to Tonelle Avenue (which is a main road about 4 blocks from where I worked). 4 lanes of traffic were merged into 2 as a huge water main broke. I was thinking to myself,cripes my boss is going to go ballistic. I called my friend @ work and said - tell Tahseen I'm going to be a bit late. He said - Sure Steve but there's something major going on in ny. Get here when you get here. And I did....eventually get to work and parked on the roof of the parking garage. Normally there would be a few people outside having a smoke or 2 but that gorgeous September morning there were...lot's of peope outside. I stepped out of my car and joked " wow a welcoming committee" . I was told to look across the river into NY and i saw one of the world trade build

Thoughts N Shit.
Feelings.... They are fucking scary. I have not had too many in a LONG LONG time. I have some now... They petrify me. I am so glad they are there. Yet sooooo sooo scared. I guess I am kind of used to the bad crap always happening to me. I am doing all that I can to be positive because somehow... I actually trust this. For once. I have never wanted for something or trusted in something any more than I do at this very moment. The feelings are always on my mind and they never get old. I hope that this all continues. LOVIN IT!

Thoughts On The Changes...and Why These Things Happen...
Welp, it's mere hours from October and not too far removed from some crazy drama huh? No, this blog isn't about convicted pedophiles or who-is-a-lowlife-today or a fake none of that. It's about the new changes, the Level 51 and the inability to use your pimp outs now until I think it's a Level 40 or whatever and they cost twice as many ability points to do one. I see people bitching all over. Just like the way they bitched when they implemented the bouncer checks, salutes, ability bling, famplifiers, boomerangs and everything else. People don't like change, it's nature. All of these things, including the latest changes were and are done for a reason. Alot of people think it's a conspiracy theory to make more cash or whatever the case may be. You really think that's it? Let me give you some practical reasons and a little FuHistory here. Ready?... Things are done here reactively, that's how this place operates. Here's some reactive measures that explain the what and why things happen

Thoughts About Some One You May Know
I have some thing in my brain, but can't find the path to my mouth I have words that need to be spoken, but unable to find the right ones I have feelings, but they may not be the right ones I have feelings, but not sure how to share them I have feeling, but not sure how to show them I see things, but let them pass no matter how much I may wanna speak about them I know when things may be fucked up, but I do not know how to you show they are I know I am not the only one who is like this. What I do know thi is people are afraid to commit or take some one in a real light when they have theses problems. Why because every one thinks that it should be easy and no one should be affected by the past. They always forget tho, the past is what made us who we are today how we treat you, what we are willing to do for you and in some cases may not do for you. Just because some one may care to much or show affection soes not mean he is a pussy. Just because some one has bouts of depress

Thoughts On Tyler The Creator And Ofwgkta. Talk To Me People
I have friends that love them, firends that can't stand them, and friends that think they are crazy. I wanna hear what your thoughts on them are. Personally I just think they are kids with a don't give a F*#k attitude that just so happens to rebel against not only society itself but religion as well. You can't deny the talent is there, but message is really twisted and is coming from a really dark place. One might argue that Eminem came out in that same direction and look at where he's at.....this is true, you just don't exect to hear it coming from a bunch of teenagers. I just want to hear other peoples' views and take on it.

Thoughts..in Progress
Another lonely sleepless night, becomes a day no longer bright. I need the wind beneath my wings, the chorus from the songs I sing. No longer seeing what is real, the lovely pain is all I feel. So put away your promises, they're filled with lust and emptiness. The dreaded shame I cannot bare, I will not love what isn't there. Life is full of sacrifice, One more shot just roll the dice. In the end I hope to find, a love for life and what is mine. Maybe then I'll find it pure, loving self might be the cure. Turn back thoughts and turn back time, just take away what isn't mine.....

Thoughts And Emotions
love is in the air flooding through my veins like fire consumes everything in these tymes it all we have the words everyone wants to hear but most ppl dont say three simple words its common nature why do we continually seek unhappiness everyone does even i unfortunately revolve around despair and hatred in these troubled tymes we need to stick together the thing we all need to hear are sometymes the hardest to say but only cuz we are smarter than we think we are we constantly degrade ourselves we are never good enough even for ourselves and that is where we err human nature betrays us if you read this the only thing i can ask is that you take some tyme out of your day to tell the ppl closest to you that you love them whether they are friends or family.... you never know when they might be gone for good

Thought This Application Was Funny So I Decided To Add It :)
APPLCATION FOR A PIECE OF ASSName:______________________City:______________________State:_____________________Age:__________ Phone:______________Hair Color:__________Real Hair Color:____________Eye Color:___________Dentures: __________Weight: _________Height:___________Waist Size: __________Breast or Bra Size: __________Marital Status:Married___________Single______________Divorced:_________ Other__________Are Your Breasts Real? ____________Do You Like Them:Sucked_________ Chewed__________ Kissed____________Caressed__________ Squeezed________ Licked_________Other_____All of the Above____________Can You Stay Out Late? _____________ How Late?_____________All Night? _________ Several Days? ___________Do You Like To Have Sex And Be Screwed All Night? ____________How Often? __________Do You Like Oral Sex? _____________Pussy Size:Small ________ Medium __________Large ____________ Extra Large __________While Screwing Do You:Faint______ Fart______ Cry______ Moan______Hum______ Whistle______ Scr

Thought Provoking
Inspiration from Steve Jobs: When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. Yo

Thoughts
so much stuff going thru my head I can't think of it all. To my husband of 6 years now baby I love you more now than I ever thought I could. To a friend things didn't work out quite the way I hoped they would but as long as you are my friend it will be ok. I have memories I will cherish forever.

Thoughts And Feelings To Words I
I don't think I have any blog followers but I have always foung writing a good form of therapy for myself so here I go...I'm an optimist and believe in the power of positive thinking, I also believe that when you truly love someone you do all you can to allow their light to shine to the world so that everyone can see the beautiful person you found, Unfortunately, sometimes this leads to loosing the one you loved, but if that is the case then it is important to remember they never really were yours and truth is you did not mean the same to them. If one tells you they could not find the balance for themself to keep them happy in your relationship, shame on them for not bringing thier best.Here's to all the lonely people, thinking that love has past you by, Don't give up, cuz' you never know until you try :) I'm having to remind myself of that these days,

A Thousand Years
A Thousand Years (Verse 1) Heart beats fast Colors and promises How do be brave How can I love when I'm afraid To fall But watching you stand alone All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow (Pre-chorus) One step closer (Chorus) I have died everyday waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more (Verse 2) Time stands still Beauty in all she is I will be brave I will not let anything Take away What's standing in front of me Every breath, Every hour has come to this (Pre-chorus) One step closer (Chorus) I have died everyday [ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/a-thousand-years-lyrics-christina-perri.html ] Waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more And all along I believed I would find you Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more (Pre-chorus x2) One step closer One step closer (Chorus) I

Thoughts Of A Broken Woman
Have u ever wanted to cut out ur ears drums to tune out the sound of ur own crying? i have. I feel more and more each day tht im slipping from ths rechid thng we so call reality. Laying broken in a pool of blood waiting to die thn frm nowhere u appear and scoop me up and if for nothing more thn a moment i am safe.Soon after the second passes.Ur gone...I suppose the true question is were u ever really here or did i, sumwere in the back of my mind, imagine u...Ths glorious figure grasping my hand reaches dwn into the cesse pool of ever drowning life to free me only to end up abondoning me anyway........ Think about tht maybe u'll gt my perspective

Thought We Had Freedom Of Speech
i thought we lived in a free country were we could say and do what we wanted but thanks to Christians and or who ever we cant even say merry christmas well guess what i will say it because we dont live in Russia and the last time i checked words are not against the law....heres sum advice for the government and who ever wants to take away freedom of speech pull ur heads out of your asses because your shit does stink...this just a other way that ppl think they have control over everything and i am sorry if this offends ppl but hey its freedom of speech deal with it

Thought This Was Cute...:}
Holiday Eating Tips1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet tableknows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls.2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that ithas 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Havetwo. It's later than you think. It's Christmas!3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashedpotatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat.4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're made with skim milk or whole milk. If it's skim, pass. Why bother? It's like buying a sports carwith an au

Thoughts Gleaned While Eating A Deluxe Cheeseburger At Mcdonald's
So there I was, putting fries on my cheeseburger (cause that's how I roll), when I had an ephiphany. But for that I have to back up just a bit. So, if you'll let me, I'm going to Tarintino it for you... While I was waiting in line to oder my delicious Deluxe Angus Burger (and this isn't an ad for McDonald's--I just think that sandwich is delicious), there was a group of three girls (college aged I'm assuming) in front of me. First they all looked like they had just rolled out of bed (it was close to 1PM) and none of them were wearing coats (it was probably 30 degrees out). One of them walked away with an oder of fries and a drink while the other two waited to hear their total. Then the one tried to swipe her card and when told by the clerk, "It's not taking it, sorry.." the girl turned to her friend and said, "What?" She then yelled for her friend and said, "My card's not working...I don't know why..." Okay, readers..here's a conundrum if I've ever encountered one. Gee, why

Thought For The Day
i find it utterly amusing when people say stuff like they wish they were rich and famous so they can have whatever they want and get treated like a god... a god you say? well fucking hell you're masochistic as fuck well if you really aspire to be beaten nailed up on a cross and dying of asphyxiation when you just don't have the strength to hold youself up so your chest can fill with oxygen.... as that is what probably killed jesus not the spear wound... i mean... if he existed at all.. then by all means anyway... i really like reading up on brutal ways to die...^ can you tell?

Thoughts Of You
I know we just met a short while ago. but i feel a strong connection to you. not just sexual but.. i guess you could say its as if i have found something special that was missing and has been missing for a long time. When i see you pop up online.. i find myself grinning likeand idiot.. when i get a message from you. I smile to myself waiting to read what you have said to me. When i hear your voice on the phone, my pulse quickens even if we are talking about normal everyday things. Your voice does something to me. its like your velvet voice.. finds itsway to my heart.. i know alot of

Thought Of The Day...12/30/2011
You know, why is it that dudes on here jerk off in broadcasts? I don't understand it. I mean, these are new people too. Makes no sense to me but it sure is fun to make fun of. If you ever need some entertainment or someone to make fun of to let out your pent up Fu Frustration, there's always someone with too much going on in those broadcasts. Rofl. Peace.

A Thought For A New Year
I try to get excited by New Years, but honestly my mind doesn't think of time in the linear fashion that most people do. Today is no different than yesterday, the resolutions I could make today are no less important than the ones I could have made yesterday. What IS important is that we grasp EVERY moment and make the most of it, for we have but one life to live, and never hesitate to tell the ones you love that you do in fact love them.

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you in my heart are standing still. In the dark moon in a summer night not knowing my thoughts of you in my heart are standing still. I run from you in a summer night not knowing my thoughts of you in my heart are standing still. I will not love or cry again in my thoughts of you in my heart are standing still. Thoughts of you in my heart are standing still in the dark moon.

Thoughts For Resolutions In The New Year
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without

Thoughts
Fireflies by Sherry McCoy Jones on Friday, December 23, 2011 at 7:55pm Well her hands a little more steady as she sees him staring at her. He tells how nice she looks and how wonderful she smells. She smiles and feels her face getting hot. Not sure where the night will bring them they laugh and smile. Then they touch and the emotional rollercoaster comes back. He's hands now unsteady, hearts pounding. As soon as he noticed it was her, he kissed her softly and smiles. She can't figure out weather this is a dream and soon she will wake. They kiss again this time with the passion they both wanted to hide, music in the background had them in their own world. Their was no one eles alteast not at that moment, no one. Laying next to eachother making out like they were sixteen again.... He helps her undress, shakin more than ever. The passion, the warmth,the rage. Every emotion all at once in this wonderful act. As they lay in eachothers arms.... Regaining their heartbeats as thei

Thoughts
Across the years.... by Sherry McCoy Jones on Friday, December 23, 2011 at 7:33pm She can't stop her hands from shaking, butterflies. She looks everywhere but in his eyes, knowing that will give her away. They met many years ago and have crossed paths more than once, but noe feels like the first time. She laughs more at his jokes to hide that with one touch she would melt. She blames the cold for her hands shaking, but how can she explain her racing heart. Should she tell him or not? He knows more than he let's on,all to well he knows. He can't stop looking at her. He watches her hopin she blames the shiever is her own. He can't tell her how he feels it too, they both joke with eachother about the emotions they feel, passing them off as playful flirting. He knows that she knows, but niether one peak. They talk for hours and been silent just as long....... Comfortable silence and jibber jabber..... thanks fror everything...... you made me realize I don't have to be numb any

Thoughts
They called me a liar,They spat at my name.For I was like fire;unsafe and untamed.It started one night as I stumbled through the wood,Trudging toward home with black boots and black hood.I heard a cruel snarling, in stillness I stood,Eyes tight, muscles tense; this could be nothing good.Before me was crouching a wolf of great size,A great beast with black fur, fierce claws, and bright eyes.It sprang upon me in a leap quick as light,And down I was pinned, unable to fight.I felt its teeth as my neck,My own blood like fire,And sank deep into sleep in the dark, wicked mire.This is the reason, why men hate me so,Why they shout, curse, and jeer wherever I go.For when the white moon is round,the land bathed in its glow,I am but a wolf,and hunting I go.

Thoughts Of A Death Row Dog
why did you leave me, alone and so scared i thought that you loved me, you said that you cared now i am here, in this cage all alone, waiting for someone, to come take me home when i was a puppy, you said i was cute now i am grown, and attentions accute i watch each day ,as the people walk past knowing that soon, i too will be gassed i know that i did, somethings that were bad, i never thought i would be here, alone and so sad before i take my last walk down the hall, i want you to know, that i love you most of all as i lay on the floor, death rushing through my soul i am scared and alone, i just thought you should know i wonder inside what i did to deserve, all the pain and the suffering, that now surges through nerves my life is now over, and i watch from above, although you left me, its you i still love ~jp 12

Thoughts
YO, So here I sit thinking to myself mostly and trying to stay as sain as I can even with the whole dam world on my back lol... I know a lil dramatic there but it does feel like it and since this is a rant/blog I figure I’m allowed a little literary fun ^_^ I believe thinking is my problem I just do too dam much of it for my own good. I need to get back to writing at least when I did that I didn’t stress so much as I do now... Bills, Canada, Food, house... FUCK.... SEX... mmmmmmmm now shit um... ok so anyway depression is not as back as it used to be so I’m glad about that... seems a little more manageable when I write my feelings down *Fucking want to kill you* O.o sorry about that.... slipped out... so anyway I try to talk these things out with some people but I just find talking about it just makes me feel worse then I already do... so I find its more better to just talk about other things but don’t think I forget these things... I just put them aside in m

Thoughts
The tug of these feelings of nothingness take me to new places. This place, devoid of all warmth, seems to be my new home. Where am I?I regress into the placid nature inside all of us. My body now rejecting all in it's defense. The eyes growing just a bit older every minute.I have seen this in others before. I always thought you were so piteful, why don't you try harder.. I understand now..The ravenous appetite to feel anything, if even just pain, one more time. The lack of feeling now more deadly than the sharpest of razors. Why did you go?I must know what it is like on the other side.. Can it truely be so bright and chipper as they all say? Does it really matter how I get there anyways?With shaking hands, I'll make my own path in life. Let me be with you once more, my love. You had my heart till the end, even if that end is too soon.I finally see what will end this bottomless pit of nothingness, this numb eternity. I can feel you better now. May the world not look on me with evil tre

Thoughts
ok i been thinking ok and the thing is is that i feel like if i die tonight no one would give a shit no one would care im not spechial i cant afford bling and i cant afford v.i.p for the people that "know me " they only see me as a asshole or a ass and thats fine thats cool but i am soooo mutch more then meets the eye i have other sides to me i am not always angery and bitter i am not always a attintion whore ... (ok maby i am) but i love long walks i love jokeing and haveing a good time i dont feel like i should always walk around like i got a pole up my ass and act like a robot in a society of people who are becomeing robots ok . i like to like laugh tell jokes and have a good time i love brodway musicals i love corny music that no one gets into i love songs that seem rather gay cus i am bi i love chicks and dudes if that bothers u then fuck off!! js i like watchin porno and kids cartoons anime and all that shit i love books espechialy edger allen poe and shakespear i love hamal

Thoughts....
So coming to you now as I write this I have experienced the feeling of being in-love and true love. What makes our heart hurt so bad when we are not with someone. What makes it cry at the thought of that person not near us. Of the times when you talk to those and your heart smiles. When you see them and your heart leaps for joy. In all these things the heart plays a part in our lives. If we fail to see the meaning behind those actions then we disregard our true feelings that our heart knows are correct for that time and place. We might miss actions and events because we don't listen. I understand that our mind at times plays a part and rationalizes situations to be possibilities, but what clout does are mind hold over our heart. If we can tend and weed through those instances then we are more than likely better off than what we were, but if we don't give it a chance we might never know. so after all this rambling I have done. I welcome all comment to this pos. More to come......SS

Thoughtfull
"WAKING UP FULL OF AWESOME! There was a time when you were five years old, and you woke up full of awesome. You knew you were awesome. You loved yourself. You thought you were beautiful, even with missing teeth and messy hair and mismatched socks inside your grubby sneakers. You loved your body, and the things it could do. You thought you were strong. You knew you were smart. Do you still have it? The awesome. Did someone take it from you? Did you let them? Did you hand it over, because someone told you weren’t beautiful enough, thin enough, smart enough, good enough? Why the hell would you listen to them? Did you consider they might be full of shit? Wouldn’t that be nuts, to tell my little girl below that in another five or ten years she might hate herself because she doesn’t look like a starving and Photoshopped fashion model? Or even more bizarre, that she should be sexy over smart, beautiful over bold? Are you freaking kidding me? Look at her. She is full of awesome. You were, once

Thought For The Day:
Thought for the day: Who decides whats crazy? Are we going by what Sigmund Freud the drug addict, with mother issues said? Does anyone have the right the denounce a reality that doesn't meet theirs? Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one. -Albert Einstein When people say you are not facing reality actually mean that you are not facing their idea of reality. Reality is above all else a variable. With firm enough commitment, you can sometimes create a reality which did not exist before. The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it.Because its only intangibles, ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles, metal rust, wood rots. People, well, they die! Everything is the way it is because the majority agreed that's the way it is!!! Dogmas--religious, political, scientific--arise out of erroneous belief that thought can encapsulate reality or truth. Dogmas are collective conceptual prison

Thoughts In My Head. Few Will Get This....
This isn't so much a blog entry as it's just something that's been running through my head for a while. I keep FuBar separate from most of the people I deal with in everyday life, so it's a good place to do this without them running back to me to ask "what's wrong" or "what's it about".... Luckily, I can censor comments before they show up so anyone feeling the need to be snarky for no reason will be ignored. an innocent hello a note I heard in a song once forgotten but familiar I couldn't stop humming the tune He told me I was beautiful I told him he was insane an ember sparked early in the morning it quickly caught aflame a warmth now wrapped around me it felt comfortable did I know this from a past life or was it just so right no one could tell neither of us cared but we let it burn brighter still Do we touch this fire or simply dance around it we wave from either side of it our voices carry across the crackle of dry sticks that now turn to roaring flames gr

Thoughts Pt 2
so i been thinking yet again and maby ill never have someone but man i tell you if i could just find someone that gives a fuck where i go and when and when ill come back home if i could find someone to settal down with maby have a few mini mes with that would be awsome i am tired of feeling like metallica's song the unforgiven i am tired of feeling soooo fucking alone and wishing someone would come by that gives a shit i am tired of feeling like love is useless that there is no sutch thing that no one can love me sometimes i just need someone to remind me that they love me to come give me a hug to give me a small kiss to run their finger through my hair to listen to me even when i dont got shit to say i need someone to love me i mean really love me not just a fake ass yea i love u now go the fuck away thing i need a little more then that i need real genuine love i have emotions i have needs i just feel like i am over looked and under apreashiated i feel used i am tired of it i am don

Thought For The Day (may 2 2012)
by Melissa Matke on Wednesday, May 2, 2012 ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHAT GOOD OR BAD, THIS TOO SHALL PASS! lets take a moment to realize our fullest potential Almost 27 and it almost seems my life has hit a stand still. Or so it may seem. Im free from the system its been some time now. But thats just my past. I call it my past because thats where i have left it IN THE PAST! However when your past is written on paper like mine has been, people seem to view my past as who i am today. Its not how i chose to live my life today. Its not the paths i have chosen to take. Rather The things i have learned and that is WHO I AM NOT ANYMORE! Yes it is true that those moments were ones that i had chosen to take. You know when people say " when one door closes another opens?" i find that saying to be flawed. I feel that when one door closes (closes meaning accepting your past) Three more doors open. You see i was to blind to see that there were other doors (and/or p

Thoughts Of An Insomiac
JUNE The light is onIn the darkThe rain is in waiting in lineWhen you're hiding and drivingEverything in between the clouded skyMy eyes are seeing visions of JuneThe tears are falling flowing too soonWhen you know there's nothing stop the painThere's nothing stop the pain againThe enemies of JuneWalking across the surfaceComing close to youDriving itself in your spaceFighting for JuneFighting for youEnemies, enemies of June is in youIn you, yes youWhen you knowThat you're thereAlmost drowning in your own tearsJust remember I was standing right where you wereThere's nothing stop the June inside

Thoughts And Views Of Others....
Hello Everyone.... Please be patient as I am new to this...As i sit and think about interesting subjects, topics, issues, viewpoints from other, I am reminded of several issues, comments and concerns from others about me....I have several interesting people who take a look at my pic and decide or assume one way or another....some comments are worth replying to and others are a waste of valuable time, which in my eyes are of upmost important to me as it should be with you...don't assume or decide anything about me until you've conversed with me or better yet, met me in person and even then your opinion still doesn't matter, because I am, who I am and I will do what is most important to and for me, considering this is my life not yours. Your opinion of me is "not required nor desired". I'm certain most have heard these words before, if not, read carefully and conclude with your opinion of one self. We as people are individuals with different morals, values, opinions, self worth, under

Thoughts
Found this elsewhere and liked it enough that I thought I would share it. Recently I overheard a Father and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the Father said, 'I love you, and I wish you enough.'The daughter replied, 'Dad, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Dad.'They kissed and the daughter left. The Father walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see he wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on his privacy, but he welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'..'I am old, and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' he said..'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you sa

Thoughts To Myself
Relationships are tricky. When your going after a girl you give it your all. If its because you need the companionship or you really mean it. After a while you stop trying because youve achived what you want. I see it in relationships all the time especially mine. The lesson to learn especially in today age is never stop trying. The rewards for small things, ie. showing up to her work to pick her up and just go anywhere to help release the tension of the day, flowers, a massage or even to cook dinner at home. Even a little email works wonders.The hardest part ive had is listening to the subtle noise that a woman makes. Im not talking about the audiable type of noise but the underlying noise, ie. "My back hurts" means would you please rub my back, "I hate my commute" means can you pick me up sometime and take me home, "Lets do something" means lets do anything that gets us out of the house.Another trouble ive had is letting my wall of pride down. Ill let my fellow man know that pride do

Thoughts
As a child and a teen I often said "why me" ? I think of this now and I think because God wanted to make me a strong person and He did. I am thankful that I had to learn the lessons that I have in my life. The biggest lesson I have learned is forgiveness. It doesn't make me forget the abuse of my childhood or the abuse in past relationships but forgiveness helps you move on and over. There are things that I have done and said to people and I am Thankful to God that even if I am not ever able to tell those people how sorry that I am, that God knows that I am sorry and that he forgives me. I have learned that there isn't a pot of gold at the end of that rainbow, that there is not such place as over the rainbow, that you are never promised a rose garden and really and trully the grass is not greener on the other side. Life is what you make of it...good and bad. So open yourself up to new situations without fear but be cautious don't ever let another person tell you that you can't do somet

~~~ Thoughts~~~
We come on here everyday and we sit and chat and enjoy talking to others, but some who come on here are out for more then just that , they are out to hurt others without even giving it a second thought, i do have a moral to this story if people bother to read it its called the GRass is never Greener on the Other Side.Every day we think our lives are bad or thatwe could change the way we look or our hubbys or wives dont like how we look or how we dress or we dont get enough attention or whatever the case may be, Well NEWSFLASH!!!!!!!!!! for those of you who have small children when u get up think about what ur lies and deceit is doing to the other in your life have u even asked yourself have i tryed talking it out have i tryed even listening to the other person and what may or may not be bothering them, more then likely u havent for most all they care about online is a quick escape whetrher its to some fantasy or to some site somewhere to hide behind a screen and try to be something the

Thoughts
ok so I was sitting here listening to my grandfather Dj Outlaw and got to thinking family weather they are blood or not they are still my family and love them as such. The ones I have kept close to my heart I know if I ever lost them I know I surely would be lost without them there. To my Gma Dawn who has always been there when I needed her most who listens to me who helps me through the worst I love you very much as if you was my own. To my Grandfather Dj Outlaw you're a hell of a man and Gma is one lucky lady to have such a fine man such as yourself. You both have a heart of gold. To my Fu mom and dad you both are the best you both found one another in the dark and so much more to each other as you are to me. To my Sisters I have here you're kick ass with me and we all relate to whats what in life though we are not blood we are what ice age is no matter what we are we are family a strange 1 but a great 1 in my eyes. An most of all the man in my life you stood by me through the harde

Thoughts
There was never a single moment when I had any doubt that the world was a terrible place, full of stupid people who idiotically worshipped great evil. Everywhere you go through every suburb, through every cul-da-sac, and mobile home park, the flashing blue of a television set tuned to something stupid is usually the only indication that there is any consciousness out there at all. And inside those boxes, Orwellian-controlled insanity reigns: news broadcasts assure everyone that all they have to fear is credit card scammers and hurricane season. Reality television reminds them every night of the week that everyone is attractive. Or should be. It reminds TV watching Americans that its a dog-eat-dog world out there where only the most stringent, the most ruthless, the most unscrupulous and shallowly beautiful win the $50,000, and there is never a mention of the taxes that will later be pick-pocketed, taking away %30 or so of that easily comprehended big even number.

Thousands To Videotape Tsa Pat Downs In Protest
CBS 42 NewsNov 17, 2012 BIRMINGHAM, Ala. (WIAT) – A Birmingham man is among many who say the Transportation Security Administration’s tactics are aggressive and invasive. Chris Key will take part in “Opt Out and Film Week.” It’s a national effort where people who share his views will voluntarily undergo pat downs at airports. They will videotape the encounters and post them online. Full article here Similar/Related Articles So. Fla. Cop: “We Can Videotape You, But You Don’t Have The Right To Videotape Us” TSA ‘chat-downs’ investigated at Boston’s Logan airport Judge seals videotape in Taser case Utah lawmaker seeks to limit TSA pat-downs TSA To Conduct Grope Downs at DNC TSA Backlash Prompts Move Away From Pat Downs Thousands Protest Obamacare Around the Country on Saturday Thousands plan protest camp in London’s financial centre inspired by O

A Thousand Years
Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afraid to fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubt suddenly goes away somehowOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreTime stands stillBeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anything take awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breathEvery hour has come to thisOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreAnd all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart to meI have loved you for a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreOne step closerOne step closer[Chorus:]I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand moreAnd all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart t

Thousands Of Lax Workers Set For Walkout On Thanksgiving Eve
SEIU protesters staged a one-day general strike at Los Angeles International Airport back on May 1 to protest what labor activists say are unfair practices by airlines using hired contractors instead of unionized employees. (Photo by Kevork Djansezian/Getty Images) LOS ANGELES (CBSLA.com) — Employees at Los Angeles International Airport were considering plans Friday to walk off the job ahead on what is traditionally the busiest traveling day of the year. A coalition of Southland labor and community leaders are calling for the protest of alleged violations by LAX contractor Aviation Safeguards (AVSG) after breaking their contract with the airport earlier this year. Andrew Gross-Gaitan, the director of the Southern California Airports Division of SEIU, told KNX 1070 NEWSRADIO that AVSG left more than 400 LAX workers without affordable family health care when it failed to comply with the city’s Living Wage Ordinance. “When people’s lives are on the l

Thoughts Of A Bloody Warrier
I walk the shadows always alone.Looking watching as people run around like the sheep they are.Dearh walks beside me as I scater my darkness in the lieght of day.But even he fears what I can do.And I thienk of my lost love and grow colder inside.Hunting for that which will fill my dark and lost soul. I have walked this earth long enough to know what man is.And what he is not.I have waged war on 4 out of 7 contanenets and sent many a man to his god what ever form that god took.I am warrier,hunter,and master of the nieght. Ihis world trys to kill me time and time again.And has come close twice as I died once only to come back 3 minets latter.Death fears me as dos the God of christens and there devil.I am nothing to fear i am only tierd and lost traveler.Looking for a warm harth,strong wine,and nieghtly play.My days of blood and death I leav be hinde.And hop to never unsheth my sword again.For Wine and cum can be washed away but the blood stays forever if on

Thought On Christmas 2012 Mouse Style.
" As we approach the holidays, let us remember those who have passed on in our lives. Our country has had a rough year. We have lost soldiers, family members, innocent children, and yes even pets. May you all rest in peace. Some of our fellow americans have lost their homes to mother nature. Let us be thankful for the lives that we have and are fortunate to live, for one day, as we all have been shown, could very well be your last. Some say to live everyday like it's your last, more importantly be sure to dream each day like you're going to live forever." ~godspeed my friends♥~

Though He Did Return
ST. Reggie Wayne Youth Jersey . LOUIS -- Ryan Braun ended an extremely long day at the ballpark with a long drive that put him in the Milwaukee Brewers record book. Brauns home run off Lance Lynn with one out in the top of the 13th inning was the difference in the Brewers 5-4 victory over the St. Louis Cardinals on Friday night. The shot gave him his fifth straight 100-RBI season and further frustrated the few hundred fans still around nearly seven hours after the scheduled start. The game lasted 4 hours, 30 minutes, and ended at 2:05 a.m. "I cant ever remember playing in a longer game," Braun said. "Get here and sit around for eight or nine hours and then we play extra innings. I cant ever remember playing past 2 in the morning." The start was delayed by rain for 2 hours, 20 minutes, long enough to cause one lineup scratch. Cardinals No. 3 hitter Matt Holliday was set to return after a game out with lower back pain followed by a day off but was scratched as a precaution. Braun set a f

Thoughts About The People I Have Met.
I learned the hard way That i cannot always Count on others to Respect my feelings. Even if I respect theirs. Being a good person Doesn't guarantee that Others will be good people too. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person as for others...You can only choose to accept them or walk away.

Thoughts About Guns?
I have always wondered why when there is a shooting people blame the gun. Never the person who used it. The gun is not a BAD thing if it is used properly. What I think this country is missing is that we have BAD people in this country. This goes to societal upbringing of those who go on a shooting spree. We have bad people which is small. Yet we have to control the guns. The 2nd Amendment is part of what this country was founded. A mess of killers(not the gun) take precedence over our Constitution? Something just isn't right about this debate. We need BETTER PEOPLE not gun control.

Thoughts Right Now
So I thought I might as well blog for a bit while I'm awake. I'm sitting here @ 6:32am with like a gazillion thoughts running around in my head. Like where am I and who am I. My Fuworld seems to have gone abit awry and I don't know what to do right now. I'm sitting here thinking why do I feel like I'm constantly alone no matter how many people I have around Me. Why do I feel like I'm the worlds worst Girlfriend. I'm trying to keep the ones I hold dear happy and everything. But I can't seem to do anything right. This is the weirdest feeling ever and I don't know what to do. It's just something I have to work on I guess. Paranoia sucks and I hate it. The not knowing and the being kept in the dark about stuff I need to know. I love Steve, Kathryn and Kris. I don't wanna ever lose them or feel like I'm pushing them away. I'm having mad trust issues right now. I feel like I can't tell anyone anything cuz it will nearly always be repeated. I'm epic worried that they will all fi

Thought Experiment
This is really more for Smart than it is for Hugh, but I bet Hugh will like it too. "Thought Experiment," by George Saunders, included in the collection The Braindead Megaphone. Imagine the following scenario: Two babies are born at precisely the same moment. Baby One is healthy, with a great IQ and all its limbs and two kind, intelligent, nondysfunctional parents. Baby Two is sickly, not very bright, is missing a limb or two, and is the child of two self-absorbed and stupid losers, one of whom has not been seen around lately, the other of whom is a heroin addict. Now imagine this scenario enacted a million times. Now imagine those two million babies leaving the hospital and beginning to live their lives. Statistically, the Baby Ones are going to have a better time of it than the Baby Twos. Whatever random bad luck befalls the Babies, the Baby Ones will have more resources with which to engineer a rebound. If a particular Baby One turns out to be, say, schizophrenic, he or sh

Thoughts, Our Destiny, And Me!!
Just some thoughts are just that, I'm not about to change I am me ya just gotta handle that stat. Maximum overdrive leading to thrills galore, I feel your breath flowing over me from the heaven to hell; no medium floor. Ifin you are finding it at all hard, it isn't my fault you were just just dealt the final card. It is time to listen then hear, I am somewhere come to our destiny, dear. Its all that shall ever be, there is so much so much inside, plus me!! Enter with a bad mouth you'll be removed west, east, north and south. Like if you wish, rate if you will, I don't bite to hurt or kill. Fan me if you wish, bling me if you want, I'm lonely like the dead but I don't even want to haunt.

Thought I Knew
I thought you were true but I guess I really never knew you always brought joy and happyness now all you bring is tears and sarrow how could i fall for something that I knew was too good to be true I love you more than anything but that will never be good enough for you I hope eventually you will see no one will love you as true and more than me I will love you for enternity

The Thoughts Of The Lonely
As I sit here in my kitchen in the dark and silence I can't stop my mind from wandering. It goes to the far past where things were simple and happiness was always right around the corner. Where Daddy's kiss and hug could fix every boo boo and dry every tear. A smile creeps to my face and a tear to my eye just remembering his smile, his touch. That smile slowly fades as I remember the the not so far past, eight years ago when I was woke with the worst fear of my life coming true. I woke to everyone crying and tellin me my Daddy wasn't coming home to hold me. Telling me he had gone to be with Jesus. I'm still not sure if I stopped breathing but I know I could literally feel my heart shatter. Time went on to find me only going through the motions of the day to be honest I can't remember much of the days and years after that. As the tears fall harder I remember when that shy country boy pulled up and stole what part of my heart that had mended never to return it again. The day he ask

Thoughts On Music & Song Lyrics
Many people can say they have a theme song. I know I feel like I have more than 1. It's that at certain times, certai lyrics will hit me in a way that makes me say 'Yeah that's so me'. Whether it is an 80s metal song or power ballad, or something more recent, I have always been more of a fan of lyrics & vocal delivery in my music than anything else. Some part of that is from being a frustrated wannabe singer for a band in late 80s. Always remember w/ music it's always about the feelings you get when you 1st hear a song or band & what it can ellicit in you at that time. & while a good opening power chord can catch your ear & make you listen to the song a little more closely, they liyrical content is what can really stay w/ you for a lifetime. I'll update this blog w/ some songs & lyrics at a later date. Ok here are some lyrics that have become some mantras for me: Queensryche-I Don't Believe In Love I Don't Believe In Love I never have I never will Its never worth the pain that yo

Thoughts
I wish I still knew what it was like to have a real life. To have friends, to go out and do things. I wish I was like all the friends from High School I have on Facebook who are married and have kids. Or just have boyfriends or girlfriends, or are even single. All the ones I've been able to look up seem like they're doing great. Have the career they want or the family they want, or are on their way to achieving them. Or maybe they just have a day job that they're content with because the rest of their lives fulfill them. I wish I still remembered how to even want those things. It's not that I don't care, it's that I can't. Somewhere along the line I think I forgot how to be a person. I really try to, but for some reason I just can't bring it out in me. I used to care. Probably too much. About what people thought of me, about finding someone to love, about going to school and starting a career. Now I literally could not care less about any of those things. Apathy is a funny thing. By d

Thoughts For Saturday
Happy Saturday night to all freaks and peeps out there!! Hmmm...sitting here thinking if someone says they care about you then at least show some respect and call or text to let him/her know that your okay. Otherwise why waste your time caring about someone if there not gonna show anything in return?? I really should be eating my own words right now considering how much of a private person that I am. FML!! LOL I remeber someone once said to me not to say FML(which means fuck my life)that person didn't like hearing it...but I have cut back on saying it!! Also, it's been said that if you can't sleep at night that means that someone is dreaming of you..not sure if I believe in these sayings but it does have me thinking... I guess tonight I'm just agitated because the week has been stressful and I'm just not amused or feelin too happy on the idea of the current events that are happening in my life...I need to up and move and forget about this place, but I guess the que

Thought This Was So Sweet
I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other.

Thoughts
If you have found a smile that is the sweetest you've known, If you have heard, within a voice, that echos of your own. If you have felt a touch that stirs the longings in your heart..And still feel that closeness in the moments you"re apart, If you have filled with wonder at the way two lives can blend. To weave a perfect pattern that is seamless end to end, if you believe some things in life are meant to be, Then you have found your soulmate, your hearts own destiny

A Thought
It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days, but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it.

Though He Was In "a Fo
FLORHAM PARK, N.J. -- Darrelle Revis is feeling better these days, recovering from the concussion that sidelined him Sunday. The New York Jets All-Pro cornerback still isnt sure, though, if hell be back in uniform for the teams next game at Miami. "Im going through the tests and things" Revis said Monday, "and doing what I need to get back and help my team." And the Jets sure could use him after they lost 27-10 to the Pittsburgh Steelers, with the AFC East-rival Dolphins up next. Revis suffered what the team called a "minor concussion" last Sunday in the season opener against Buffalo when he made a diving attempt to tackle the Bills C.J. Spiller and then teammate Bart Scott accidentally kicked him in the head. He said he felt as though he was in "a fog" after he was first hurt, but has gotten progressively better since. He was cleared to participate in non-contact drills Friday, but ruled out for the game. He had been limited to light running and lifting weights earlier in

Thout Nadal, Spain Is No Easy Opponent. The Spaniards R
PRAGUE, Czech Republic -- With Rafael Nadal sidelined with an injury, the Czech Republic team hopes to complete a rare double this weekend when it takes on defending champion Spain in the 100th Davis Cup final. Two weeks after the Czech women secured the Fed Cup title at Pragues O2 Arena, Tomas Berdych and Radek Stepanek will try to equal the feat at the same venue. No country has won both competitions in the same year since the United States in 1990. "Our fans are in the winning mood and we hope that we can leave this arena in the same way (as the Fed Cup team)," Stepanek said. Even without Nadal, Spain is no easy opponent. The Spaniards recently have dominated the Davis Cup and look for their fourth title in five years. One of those victories was a 5-0 sweep against the Czechs at home in 2009. This year, the team will be led by fifth-ranked David Ferrer, who is wrapping up a year with a career-best seven titles. Ferrer won two matches at the season-ending ATP finals in Lo

Thoughts In My Head At 6am
as soon as you open the door and let me inside i'm on you like a wild animal. the passion was already burning hot and just explodes as we make physical contact. our lips meets and our tongues collide like two snakes fighting to the death. i wrap your hair through my fingers as i slide my hand up your neck to the back of your head. the caress turns more urgent as my fingers close and gather a fistful a hair, pulling your head down, forcing you to your knees. "unzip me and take out my cock", i say as you look up at me from your place on the floor.you unzip my jeans and tentatively reach in. this isn't quite how you expected our first encounter to start, but you like it anyway. my cock is already hard as you pull it out."now suck me", i demand. my deep voice and authoritative tone leave little room for doubt. you realize that i'm not here to make love to you, you're not even sure if i'm here to fuck you, but you know that i am here to dominate you....shall i continue? :D

Thoughts At 11pm
you part your lips and move your head forward. you take just the head of my cock into your mouth. your mouth is hot, and the shaft of my cock is being cooled by the breeze through the still open door. the temperature difference sends chills up my spine, but what really gets me is the look on your face as our eyes meet, the look of lust and of submission. i can see in your eyes that you are more turned on by being dominated that you ever thought you'd be. you may be in total control of the rest of your life, the ceo of a company; a supervisor with twenty employees under you; a police office, or an emt...none of that matters anymore. right here, right now, you are a sexual slave and will do whatever i tell you to do, and it's exactly what you want.

A Thought
Hear is a self thought: It seems to me self interest has really blinded us . We are all born as two yet one we have our soul the eternal part of us all with its own job to do . We all have a purpose as a part of one grand step in time . We are blinded we grow up being told what’s right what’s wrong what to do and what not to do .so we take on the physical needs and loose sight of the spiritual nature of us and ultimately that is all that we are .just one part of a light doing its part . We have turned us all in to slaves of machines and physical things cars phones TV and all the I thing so on . Everywhere in the world people just want the same thing to cover their heads feed themselves and so on . At one time we all could have had this , we let others fool us in to thinking it was theirs to sell us . Hunting license land tax , drivers license water . We gave in and let us sell us what was not theirs to sell because of this ideal . War creates revenue so were sold on it .

A Thought To Hold
I always say its what you let in and let out .sadness can stay out . take this thought .you can look at someone picture and think how you would feel in their arms .Then remember the love passion and desires. that feeling of truly feeling as if you had just reached home for the very first time .knowing you were feeling something so very special that you’d never find anywhere else .And you can remember how they felt in yours . That something that just made you feel whole. Or the way your soul felt like it was dancing on a cloud .your heart all feeling like it was beating all new . that smile that started to hurt the sweet scent that aroused you so. holding that someone always seeming as it was the first time. you can remember it two ways I suppose you can remember it as it was and feel it all .or you can let in that you don’t have it .And become all sad and blue . me I choose to hold that love that I always had don’t go away less you make it and sad is the same don&rsq

Thoughts
As my birthday is coming in a few days, I think about things. And when I think, its a bad thing. Im going to be 37 in December. Sad part of this is, I graduated high school 20 years next June. During the 20 years of my life, I seen September 11th, survived a failed relationship, my father dying, Hurricane Sandy, a blackout, and a few other things. My one wish I always wanted never came true. Simply because I got dealt with a bad hand, but the joke is on them because I still have cards. :) I wanted to get on the "job" when I was a younger lad, but they denied me. This put my long term plan on the back burner. My then ex fiancee(#1) kept on pushing me to get on the job. I wanted to be a lawyer. the ex (#1) left. I finally got my BS in Law and Govt. What was my life dream. I still want that lawyer dream. But my dream is to work in a dunegon with my law and file experience, and I bring some inconsistency to a head lawyer, and show him the research I made, This in turn the firm made bac

Thoughts Of You
I READ THIS YEARS AGO..IT JUST POPPED BACK INTO MY MEMORY~WHAT A RUSH~FELT COMPELLED TO SHARE~IT IS BEAUTIFUL~ WHILE SITTING ALONE WITH NOTHING TO DO, MY MIND BECAME FILLED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU THINGS I SHOULD HAVE SAID, THINGS I SHOULD HAVE DONE, THE EXPRESSIONS OF WORDS THAT MAKES TWO AS ONE THOUGHTS OF THE MEMORIES WE SHARED TOGETHER, MEMORIES OF YOU THAT WILL LAST FOREVER.

Thoughts
It was time I put somthing in here. I think of to many things like a computer when it processes information just all at once. I think about love and where it would lead me down a path of happiness or just a never ending sorrow of heart break that eventully leads to death. So I just stopped looking to find a girl who want and most desire bc It was time I let the universe take the lead not just trying the wait and see or force it to happen bc that never works. Only thing I can do now is let time guide me down life.

11th Overall
OAKLAND, Calif. Brett Favre Packers Jersey . -- The Golden State Warriors have exercised their third-year option on shooting guard Klay Thompson. The announcement Thursday will keep Thompson with the Warriors through the 2013-14 season. The 22-year-old played in all 66 games last season. He averaged 12.5 points, 2.4 rebounds, 2.0 assists and 24 minutes to earn first-team All-Rookie honours. Golden State drafted Thompson 11th overall out of Washington State. He led all rookies in 3-point percentage at 41 per cent, and 3-pointers made with 111. The Warriors open the regular season Wednesday night at Phoenix. Thompson is expected to start at shooting guard this season. Charles Woodson Pink Jersey . -- The Oakland Raiders had something more meaningful to celebrate on Monday than their first win under a new regime. Jermichael Finley Jersey . Youkilis hit a game-ending RBI single in the bottom of the 10th inning to give the Chicago White Sox a 5-4 win over the Texas Rangers on Wednesday nigh

Thow I Cry I Thank God Daily> Cause I Smile Too...
Thow I cry tears in pain some in joy, I give thankS to My Lord daily.Praise God ; He wipes away my tears He gives comfort, when He is near. Oh My lord is my hope . He is my all and, I do love him so. Ye take refugue with him. He cover me, he clothe thee. He leads thee. HE giveth thee courage. My God gives thee shelter form a storm. He gives thee strenght to carry on..Thow some belive not , He has open my mind and my heart, brote in thy light I came fron out of dark. there is no going back ,you see, for my LOrd has chosen thee. I too have a strong will and I to do as my God ask.Thank you oh Lord .That my eyes be open to see. That your my Salvation to be. Paise God : I ask in Thy Name Oh Holy One ,, if You,ll look out for them that hurt or grieve,or suffer any kind and are in need.Your love can heal, Your love gives strenght, Your love Oh Lord is with out end . Thru You comes light and smiles,ever lasting life, hope, dreams, there is no end to what Your love

The 29th ~ Pet Peeves
My first is guys who say their ''with someone'' But still let skanks sit on there laps and hug them and such, And then have the complete cheak to go and say theyve been with the person for ages and there happily engaged! Okay and thats another of my pet hates Teenagers being engaged. 1.Its not gunna work out you pathetic loser 2.You've only been going out with her for a few months (Soon your come crying to me about how anoying she is! Okay and my last pet hate is girls with boyfriend who think cause there far away they can play away. Its rank and actually stupid cause your nice boyfriend actually trusts you. When really your telling every guy under the sun you love then, and getting up to no good I have come to see only the cocky girls who think there pretty do this. I may sound like a complete bitch But if you dont like it go fuck yourself:) I wish girls would go for the good guys for once And not the ones that you just go out with cause they have cool tatt

6th Place
19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles, California, won $74,000 & medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr. Truman apparently did not notice there was someone at the wheel of the car when he was trying to steal the hubcaps.

5th Place
Terrence Dickson of Bristol, Pennsylvania, was leaving a house he had just finished robbing by way of the garage. He was not able to get the garage door to go up since the automatic door opener was malfunctioning. He could not reenter the house because the door connecting the house & garage locked when he pulled it shut. The family were on vacation & Mr. Dickson found himself locked in the garage for 8 days. He subsisted on a case of Pepsi he found & a large bag of dry dog food. He sued the house owners insurance claiming the situation caused him undue mental anguish. The jury agreed to the tune of $500,000.

4th Place
Jerry Williams of Little Rock, Arkansas, was awarded $14,500 & medical expenses after being bitten on the buttocks by his next door neighbor's Beagle dog. The Beagle was on a chain in its owner's fenced yard. The award was less than sought because the jury felt the dog might have been a little provoked at the time, as Mr. Williams who had climbed over the fence into the yard, was shooting it repeatedly with a pellet gun.

5th Place Is Getting Close!!!
258 MORE COMMENTS, AND I WILL BE IN 5TH PLACE!!!! OKAY, GUYS...I NEED YA NOW. I'VE BEEN SHOOTING FOR THIS, AND NOW IT DOESN'T SEEM TOO FAR AWAY, OR IMPOSSIBLE. SO PLEASE, COME HELP OUT. ALL YOU GUYS WHO HAVE CONTINUALLY STOPPED IN TO ADD COMMENTS...THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, SOOOOOOOO MUCH. WE'VE DONE ALOT OF HARD WORK TOGETHER, BUT WE'VE ACCOMPLISHED ALOT AS WELL. THANKS AGAIN! DROP BY...

4th Place Who Wants To Help
in order to help me win u must rate,fan,add sexygirl then u may comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol starts at 5pm today.... runs for 10 days but i need it done in 5 so the other 5 will be play time to add more 67,000 point min... thank u all.... *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol ok so after u click on her link rate,add and fan her comp back to mine and click on mine and rate and comment the shit out of me lol.... thank u all.... ok i would love to thank everyone who has helped me and a few who has so much more....to bad everyone i morphed for couldnt jump in and bomb me for 20 min....id win for sure... thanks.... tongue....

4th Place @ George Washington 10 Mile
Well I guess I will settle for 4th place, I ran my ass off today, 10 miles in 1hr and 5 minutes, I'm planning on running it in under 1hr next time when i race at this years Army 10 miler, hopefully I can represent the USMC again, I will post pictures from the race soon!.. 1. 5:31:37 USA (1:06:20) ============== 1 1:00:58 Steven Anderson M 2 1:02:49 Ken Riggsbee M 3 1:06:17 Thomas Nigro M 4 1:07:59 Brendan Mullen M 5 1:13:34 Jennifer Cannan F 2. 5:39:20 USAF(1:07:52) ============== 1 1:02:33 Daniel Roblero M 2 1:04:38 Chad Ackison M 3 1:07:53 Phillip Korman M 4 1:09:11 Michael Holmes M 5 1:15:05 Valarie Bochenek F 3. 5:40:26 USN (1:08:06) ============== 1 1:01:24 William Bray M 2 1:07:35 David Barrett M 3 1:07:47 Jerome May M 4 1:07:55 Joseph Judkins M 5 1:15:45 Daena Tingstrom F 4. 5:53:28 USM

7th Place Out Of 178
On sunday, june 8th; i competed in a 10k (about 6miles) run. I came in 7th, was a bit disappointed about the time though. Try to improve next week! Name: Time: 1. Iwan Theunissen 00:35:08 2. Arno Hanssen 00:37:25 3. Lou Maas 00:38:39 4. Jeroen van Zoelen 00:38:55 5. Ron Jacobs 00:39:44 6. Ad Diederen 00:40:23 ----->>> 7. THA WARRIOR_2004 00:41:18 8. Guy Mostard 00:41:19 9. Jules Heuberger 00:41:33 10. Ronald Smeets 00:41:35 11. Frank Soeters 00:41:39 12. Marco Kleinen 00:41:55 13. Dave Vaessen 00:42:47 14. Ralf Janssen 00:43:16 15. Eric Ploeg 00:43:54 16. Leo Quaedflieg 00:43:56 17. Marcel ter Hart 00:44:01 18. Jouke Vallinga 00:44:36 19. Roy Wassen 00:44:39 20. Dennis Lymandt 00:44:44 21. Robin Wilmes 00:44:54 22. William Lipperts 00:44:55 23. Wiel Simons 00:45:25 24. Roel Curfs 00:45:37 25. Christian Deswijzen 00:45:38 26. Martin Dumoulin 00:45:52 27. Kenny Hendrix 00:46:14 28. Peter Smeets 00:46:49 29

5th Place For Best Bullys :sexyirish
WELL...I SAY IT EVERY SINGLE TIME LOL. I ALWAYS SAY I'M NOT GOING TO BE IN AN AUCTION AGAIN...BUT HERE I AM. I REALLY HOPE THINGS GO WELL THIS TIME! 1ST AUCTION I WAS IN: GOT BAILED OUT @ LAST SECOND CUZ I WAS UPSET 2ND AUCTION: GUY DIDN'T PAY 3RD AUCTION: GUY TRIED TO GET MORE THAN BARGAINED FOR 4TH AUCTION: GUY WAS THE BIGGEST PERV AND KEPT TRYIN TO GET ME TO GET NAKED. SO LET'S HOPE THE 5TH TIME'S A CHARM!!! CLICK LINK AT THE BOTTOM TO BID!!! CLARIFYING THE BIDS CUZ SOME ARE HARD TO READ: Fubux bids- 1 SFW salute 1 pimp out Keep you sh*tfaced Daily

4th Place In Best Bullys : Johnnydevil
Haha got ya!.. Well, with that out of the way, it's the hottest auction of the summer, and well, what else woud you expect other than well, hot?... Click the pics below to check out what we're offering and remember, if ya rate & share both pics, leave a comment here or send a message and I'll send you $50,000 fubucks.. Gotta make it worth it, believe me, what's up for auctions is...especially that ph

10th Planet? Maybe...
Astronomers have discovered an object in our solar system that is larger than Pluto. They are calling it the 10th planet, but already that claim is contested. read more at http://www.space.com/1373-object-bigger-pluto-discovered-called-10th-planet.html I happen to believe that we will discover atleast 4 other planets in our universe.That will go with the rest of the constellations...however I also believe that discovery of more "stars" "planets" whatever you want to call them will go on and on forever.. Also I find it very naive for people to rule out "planet x. The planet that we cant see that is moving around the sun that we wont see untill its too late .We found pluto 75 years ago and we still don't know anything about it! we find out new things every day and to say that this planet cant exist is pretty ignorant if you ask me.

ThÁp Ly ĐẸp
Ngày nay, tháp ly, đá khói cùng rượu sampanh cũng là một trong những thủ tục không thể thiếu trong một lễ cưới trọng đại của Đôi uyên ương. Chỉ với chút chi phí ,đám cưới của bạn sẽ thêm phần trang trọng.Trong lễ cưới vai trò của những chiếc ly tuy bé nhỏ nhưng cũng cực kỳ quan trọng. Nó là nơi chứa đựng niềm vui nềm hạnh phúc của cô dâu và chú rể chia xẻ cùng mọi người để niềm vui, niềm hạnh phúc cứ theo đó mà nhân lên.Chúng tôi Công ty cưới hỏi trọn gói Cưới Tốt chuyên cung cấp và cho thuê các loại ly, tháp ly chất lượng hàng đầu sẽ chắp cá

The 20th ~ Poem For Bradley's Class
Daughter Defendant I'm on trial, but the judge, he can't hear me. Through I try my attempts growing weary. And my efforts to win seem to turn into sin as my pleas and my cries fail severly. They're trying to drown out the sound of my head beating into the ground. And the fire in my eyes only grows when I rise. I'm burning up here in their lies. Expectations that can't be attained Are the root of my self ridden shame They're pulling my arms towards direction of harm. One more step, someone sound the alarm. This pain of which I'm inflicted isn't physical, and yet I'm addicted. I'm mentally bruised emotionally abused and it's me, in the end, who's accused. My shield always shines with a smile but my core weeps with hurt all the while. For I strive to achieve and surpass their belief but esteem I will never recieve. You won't ever get to heaven If you've never been through hell.

507th Pow's
It took two years for the emotional pain and mental anguish that came after losing a teenage son in the war in Iraq to overtake Ruben Estrella Sr. And when the loss finally overwhelmed him, everything -- from the music blaring in his shop to the sun setting -- reminded Estrella of his son, Ruben Estrella Soto Jr., one of the first Fort Bliss soldiers and one of the first El Pasoans to die in Iraq. Estrella, 18, was a member of the 507th Maintenance Company at Fort Bliss, which was ambushed five years ago today -- March 23, 2003. Six of the company's members became prisoners of war, and several were wounded. Eleven others, including Estrella, a Mountain View High School graduate, were killed. "It is still tough on us, especially at this time of the year, but I'm getting better," Estrella said. "I am coping, going to therapy and rebuilding my life and my business. It took me two years to finally succumb to the pain, and then two more years to get it under control." Now, five

69th Precint
The 69th Precinct is open for business and ready to protect !!! Are you tired of Downraters degrading you? Are you tired of the DRAMA that occurs? Sick and tired of perverts harassing you and pushing you around? Want something done about it? Now you can!! The 69th Pct. is open and ready to protect and serve! How do you get there? It's simple.....Click on the pic below! Come let us PROTECT you at 69th Precinct Where Bullsh*t is not tolerated and family is honored!!! (repost of original by '

Thë Prïcë~lët§ BrëÅk ït ÐØwn~
All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; it just illustrates how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one!!!! (At least, I was...) Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 ... $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 ..........$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 .... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 pe r gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon Vick's NyQuil 6 oz $8.35 ... $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ...... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .....$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER... Evian water 9 oz $1.49..........$21.19 per gallon! $21.19 for WATER and the buyers don't even know the source . (Evian spelled backwards is Naive.) Ever wonder why computer printers are so cheap?

The 6th ~ Quotations
"It was just one of those days when you can walk around fooling everyone into thinking you're happy, and look back and notice that everytime you smile or laugh there is a little pang of hurt in your heart, because you know you are lying to the people who mean the most to you." "I've learned that goodbyes always hurt, pictures never replace having been there, memories good or bad will always bring tears, and words can never replace feelings." "Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up." "If people put you down enough, you start to believe it. And the bad stuff is always easier to believe." "No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close." "If you don't like a situation, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you see it." "Trying to be someone else is just a waste of the person you already are." "The martyrs go hand in hand into the arena; they are crucified alone. Emb

The 26th ~ Questions Unanswered And In Limbo
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