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Growing Up
As I get Older………………… 1. As I've matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. 2. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... 3. I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. 4. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. 5. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. 6. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. 7. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. 8. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 9. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. 10. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. 11. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. 12. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. 13. I'v
Grow The Fuck Up
i wish that some off the men on would grow the fuck up, getting sick off the lies and headgames on here, thought this please was a place to meet people and shit, guss not, dameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............
Growing Within
You flaunt your flaws like badges of honor. Trying to stay in step with me only to fall short Taking other directions to be viewed as important Only shows that ignorance grows with in you not a miracle. Drunken nights and feeling of betrayal are the only Fingers that play upon your reptilian skin. With mornings cold sober clutch the dark unforgettable Mistake has taken root and begun to grow. What the masses see as a blessing with all, From you is nothing more then a tired joke retold at Social functions. How hard it must be to seemingly have it all, but hold nothing.
Growing Up
I was told it was time for me to grow up.. Geez. Do I have to. I guess so not a kid. Guess its time to take responsibilty for me. Instead of letting someone else do the job. But hey it's so much easier that way. I like the easy way. Is that such a bad thing. I guess so at times. You got to work and manage your life to accomplish the things you want. I so much wish I had directions, an instruction manual. Tells you how to make it through life. If it were only that easy. Well have to make a plan now. That should be fun. Probably take me forever to make a plan, but least I'm starting. Soon I'll be all grown up. Lmao.....
Grow When I get up in the morning in the mirror, I do see. I’m not quite certain who, that is staring at me. Often times, the person I am, conflicts in my mind. Do I treat people badly or, do I try to always be kind? Are my good intentions, for those in need of a helping hand? Or, are they just to make myself look grand? Life is all about change, nothing ever stays the same. I have to accept my mistakes not looking for someone else to blame. Taking a constant inventory of my bad faults and putting them on a shelf. It’s quite a work in progress to become my self. I tend to a garden filled with P’s, peace, patience, positive and pray. The beauty of this is I get a bountiful harvest every day. As long as I weed out the W’s, want, weak and worry. A garden takes time to produce, no matter how much I hurry. Our Creator makes the seeds it’s up for to me reap. My bounty will be overflowing of blessings I get to keep. Chris
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Grow Some Balls!
G o to God in prayer daily. R ead God's Word daily. O bey God, moment by moment. W itness for Christ by your life and words. T rust God for every detail of your life. H oly Spirit-Allow God to control and empower you.
Growing Up!
(Under age a certain age? You won't understand.) You could hardly see for all the snow, Spread the rabbit ears as far as they go. Pull a chair up to the TV set, "Good Night, David. Good Night, Chet." My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting ecoli Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE.. and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross-training athletic shoes wi
Growing Up
Grow Up
i don't understaind why people have to fight over he said she said bs. were not in kindegarden any more it's time to grow up.
Growing Up
I'm just wondering why everyone around me is in such a hurry to grow up?!! What the F is sooo great about being grown up?! I swear i get told at least once a day that I need to grow up. I like living life the way that I do. I dont feel a need to try and live like a "grown up". I like going out every chance I get, buying things spur of the moment (even if I cant afford it). It's only money, it's not like you can take it w/ you! So why not enjoy it while I can?! Sorry, just needed to vent a lil. I feel better now.
Growing On Life
so this is when you learn what its like to be a person and be on your own. it's hard at first but once you get the hand of it, it's easy. there's drama, heartbreak, deaths, criminals, etc. but once everything is done with you just learn from the things you have done and the things that the people around you do. i mean lifes a bitch & thats that. it's hard to let go of things that were so amazing. but it's honestly the best thing you can do. no matter what people say or think it's the only thing you can do. learn from everything. and don't live wiht regret. cuz everything you did was for a reason. this is lifeee. so don't try and change it. people make mistakes no matter what. NOONES is PERFECT. they may think they are but honestly they aren't
Grow Up!
Damn, I get to noticing more and more every day that there are some people in this world that, no matter how old they are, despite the fact that they are even parents, will never grow the fuck up. Myself, being 30 years old, can honestly admit there WERE times when I could be somewhat dramatic and talk shit about people online, but finally came to realize that it's just retarded. It's the fucking Internet! You can talk shit all you want online, what good is it going to do? At least if you are going to talk shit about someone, be woman/man enough to do it to their face. Come on now. Get a life, really. You think running your "keys" online to some complete stranger is going to make you cool? NAH. Just makes you look like the child you really are. It's annoying actually. The Internet was created for fun, for research, for business purposes, etc., but there are so many sites out there that contain nothing but drama, and it makes them pointless to be members of. Such as this one. I just joi
Grow Up!!
You know....when people ask for advice in here (using Mumms), they want ADVICE. They don't want to be hated on, they don't want to be judged. Neither one of those terms are in the meaning of the word ADVICE. This is why I normally don't post mumms in here, because you get a lot of people that joke around with them and make fun of situations that are sometimes serious ones, at least they're serious to the people that post them. Show some fuckin respect, and give advice!! Don't hurt people's feelings by joking around and bringing that person down on what they're asking for. GROW UP!!
Grow Up
listen I'm a single guy tryin to meet ppl and see what happens if you don't like what other ppl say than ignore it I have meet a few ppl on here and I think they are nice but irf you have to have a comment war or seewho can buy the better gifts stop .... I don't care what anyone thinks I have the ppl on here because they are my friends and I will not stand for any childish games ok ......
Growing Old Together
This Story is dedicated to my beautiful wife Desaree. In hopes that we grow old together and have a fruitful life full of love and happiness. Different from the one described down here. I love you Desaree! One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story.... This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right. They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce.... Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, h
Grow Up?
I need to grow up, This is what you say. But you are the the child, Looking for excuses every day. You "have dont nothing wrong", You "did nothing to hurt me", But yet I am the one hurting, While you are free. You shared your bed with other women, And act as if it was alright. You tell me to grow up, While I cry every nite. You tell me I am immature, Because I have a broken heart. You tell me I am a baby, Since you tore our marraige apart. You cant stand to look at me, Or so you say. But the divorce you wont give, Cause it always has to be ur way. I am not aloud to move on, The adultry you did was fine you said, I have to stay alone, While you share your bed. You have all the money you need, While I struggle to make ends meet. You go party on weekends, While I try to get something for our kids to eat. You wont open your eyes, See all you did to me. You focus on whats not important, And what you did you still dont see. You like to blame me for what you d
Growing Old Gracefully
There's a mole on my neck that's growing a hair When I was younger it wasn't there A lot of things changed since I've grown older like my fallen arches and this hump on my shoulder Yesterday I noticed a twitch in one eye and spots on my hand that resemble a fly I used to be able to party all night but now to stay awake until five is a fight My breasts used to be firm and quite pert Now I have to be careful they don't drag in the dirt Gravity surely has taken its toll What was once on the surface is now in a hole The backs of my arms are wobbly like jelly and I found the remote tucked under my belly I used to eat steak but now I can't chew it Growing old gracefully. I don't think I can do it Wrote this, because I am 30 and in Fubar standards.. I am over the hill, and ancient when it comes to a female's age here.
Growing Up Scared. ( My Mom Wrote This)
I keep growing out of control, I've become the grown up I didn't want to know. I hate fighting the firehearts that was once me.Yet I hate loosing heart that could grow unique. So little hearts i love don't hate me too much, so i can reach out my arms to you when you've had enough. I'm not everyones parent nor i want to be, but i hope you reach out when you grow to be free.
Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Growing Friendship
You're in my dreams You're in my heart when we're together or far apart I don't know you not at all but the feelings I feel are starting small Small like a seed together we've planted a brand new friendship we won't take for granted Can't wait to learn what makes you, you all the great things when a friendship is new I hope you feel as excited as me as our friendship grows we'll see what can be
Grown Women Vs Girls
........Grown Women.... --Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. --GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. --Girls want to control the man in their life. --GROWN WOMEN know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. --Girls check you for not calling them. --GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't. --Girls are afraid to be alone. --GROWN WOMEN revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. --Girls ignore the good guys. --GROWN WOMEN ignore the bad guys. --Girls make you come home. --GROWN WOMEN make you want to come home. --Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. --GROWN WOMEN know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. --Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). --GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more specia
Growing Older
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, she was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let her know. Old Age, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't
Grow Up
OK so i guess i was wrong i thought we were all adults on i was bored so i was rating and i didnt give this chick a 10 so she gets all pissy and writes me this shit.... she says "just cause i look better ou don't have to downrate me" then she goes on to tell me she blocked ... i dont give women 10's because i have a woman, lol and i dont want her thinking im out looking this is the person who got her panties in a bunch because someone didnt rate her a 10....... grow up....
Growing Up
Men and women alike need to grow in reach adulthood! LOL... How hard is it to finally give up the game and say ok I wanna be with one person and one person only. *SIDENOTE...THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME CUZ I AM SO VERY SINGLE! LOL* If you still have an ex or a crush on ur mind and you still talk to that person then maybe you shouldn't be trying to start another relationship or sweet talk someone else into believing that you may want to be with that person. Life is not a game of pick and choose...cause feelings get involved and those who have ever had their feelings hurt know that it's not a good feeling to have at all. SO how hard is it to admit to anyone "Hey I still haven't decided what I want out of you or life or a relationship yet"...I would think a person would rather hear that then hear lies about how you are talking to others and yet lying to someone else's face about it all. It's really not that difficult people...
Grown Man Doing Grown Man Shit..
Lyrics to one my favorite Redman Da Da DaHHH Lyrics Artist(Band):Redman Review The Song [Verse 1] Yo, I gotta back ache, stomach ache, diahrea, vomiting Cold feet, runny nose, head ache, insomnia Cranky, moody, burpin' while i'm cursin' Baby chair tied in a suburban drinkin' bourbon I'm only 3, and gotta chip motorola A hoochie babysitter with switches by the stroller Lyin, cryin, whinin', teasin' Suckin' tities like I had years of breast feedin' In the begining i was sinning Kept my mama back and forth To the hospital for the constant kickin' Kept an ass whuppin', I'm get in the mall Show off like I'm fo Dolo so fuck all y'all Then you get your ass whipped with your mom's bad luck Like I HOPE YOU get hit by a truck Playin' catch a girl, fuck a girl Put em in a sandwich Just a young boy doing grown man shit [Chorus] I'm just a young boy doing grown man shit I'm just a young boy doing grown man shit Like kickin' your ass I'm just a youn
Growing Up In Pictures
I watched you grow up in pictures. Everyday i always wondered what i could have done differently. I remember holding you in my arms, at times I wondered if I could raise you on my own, but I knew there would be along hard road ahead of me. I choose to walk away, not because I didnt love you, but because i loved you very much. I wanted so bad to stay and raise you. With tears in my eyes I turned and walked away. You deserved so much more then I could have given you. I left you in good hands, but the hardest part was watching you grow up in pictures.
Grown Men Cry At Night Cuase They Alone Here
"grow Old With You" (my Fav)
ADAM SANDLER LYRICS [Billy Idol (Speaking):] Good afternoon everyone. We're flying at 26,000 feet, moving up to thirty thousand feet, and then we've got clear skies all the way to Las Vegas, and right now we're bringing you some in-flight entertainment. One of our first-class passengers would like to sing you a song inspired by one of our coach passengers, and since we let our first-class passengers do pretty much whatever they want, here he is. [Robbie Hart (Singing):] I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches Build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you I'll miss you Kiss you Give you my coat when you are cold Need you Feed you Even let ya hold the remote control So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink Put you to bed if you've had too much to drink I could be the man who grows ol
Grown Women
Grown Women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goe
Growth Conflict
Can't help thinking its strange that the clouds aren't closing in... sometimes we're so used to wallowing in our sorrow that when things are going great, you sorta want things to go wrong pretty soon. Heck, maybe thats why I haven't been able to write much lately, there just isn't anything I have to bitch about or ponder lately. Its no wonder that happier people are usually simpler people. I just hope i'm not becoming stagnant... if i start smelling a little stale, I might just have to create some problems in my life. So I won't feel like a peg in a clockwork sometimes... hmm, maybe thats why women love to create drama so much, and hence, the females usually have higher EQ than men. so my new equation for today is that: conflict + alcohol = growth + alcohol (alcohol can be replaced by herbal supplements but is not an integral part of the equation) =) Damnit, I'm running out of excuses to drink.
Growing Older Is Mandatory. Growing Up Is Optional.
GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL. The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. ! I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, 'Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm 87 yrs. old. Can I give you a hug? I laughed and enthusiastically responded, 'Of course you may!' and she gave me a giant squeeze. 'Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?' I asked. She jokingly replied, 'I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids...' 'No seriously,' I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age. 'I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!' she told me. After class we walked to
Growing Up
Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground? The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties. Your mom was your hero and dad was the boy you were going to marry. Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were who ran the fastest. War was a card game. The only drug you knew of was cough medicine and wearing skirts didn't mean you were a slut. The only thing that hurt was skinned knees and the only things that can get broken were your toys. Life was simple and care free and we all had this urge to grow up..? As I was basically forced to grow up, I realized everything isn't as easy as a scraped knee. I love my friends and family. I have been through my ups and downs. Struggles through relationships and frights. I've had the drama and the parties, the deaths and births. I've had the tears and the laughs. But what will never go away are the good memories and the scars I have today. But I realized that every good memory I have is from a scar. My mom kicking me ou
Grow Up Please
Grow The Fuck Up.......
there is this guy on here, inviates me to his room, has me blocked, and then i ask him why, and then he shouts to me in my shout box and callls me a bitch, then reblockes me again, some people on here need to grow the fuck up and get a fucking life, i have no fucking clue why he blocked me from the start , lol....i guess some people on here have nothing better to do then , calll people names and block people for no reason, oh welll, i thought this site was a place to meet people, and have fun, guess not.....oh fucking well.............
Growing Up???
So when do you realize that you've grown up? Much of our lives we are wanting to grow up so fast and be so much older than we are. When do we do you finally realize that you are old? Well I think this weekend it has happened for me. Saturday night I went out with some friends to a local club and danced and had a great time. However i realized that there were other things i'd rather be doing, or other places that i'd rather be at. So I have come up some questions that i have been asking myself. Is part of getting older apperciating those night at home doing nothing but hanging out with some good friends and having some beers, as opposed to being a crowded bar and not being able to hear the person next to you talk because the music is so loud? Is part of getting older realizing that certain people are not right for no matter how good looking they are? Is part of getting older not just living in the moment but also looking toward the future? Is part of getting older re
Moving forward, taking a leap, discovering the unknown. If we never step, we never trip but we will also never grow... To find our way to where we are meant to be, we need to try new paths,take chances, Close our eyes and leap And if, in the end, we end up where we began It's ok, it's meant to be It's all part of life's plan Java Feb.2007
Growing Up
so long ago... I think of my childhood home in New York(upstate please, not the city)...and of the Family I grew up life was full of a child you do not think of growing up and having responsibilities and you never think you could worry about anything...ever....I would spend every day I could in the woods where I grew up.... Winter with the wonder of all that white beauty with the chickadees singing their song, of snow days..of sticking out your tongue to catch those snowflakes, of snow angels and snowmen, white Christmas's, climbing in the car with hot chocolate and my brother and sister in the back of the station wagon looking at the colors that reflect in the snow from all the houses that would light up the night sky for all the world to see...knowing that you put that first step into that wondrous clean snow...the taste of that icicle...of Chestnut ridge park with the toboggan runs. Of Orchard park painted white, clean clear, cris
Growth, Etc.
Well, this past week I found my biological father on Myspace. I was taken from a situation in which my brother and I were not being cared for due to a mother who was schizophrenic and whose condition was exacerbated by a father who was a sociopath with a drug problem. I saw the words "proud parent" on his profile. He abandoned two families to pursue his drug habit and his con game. I couldn't believe he could say it with a straight face, but him being a sociopath, I guess it's not too much of a stretch. I went into a bit of a spin for a day or so. I don't know why I do it to myself. Anyhow, now I know where he is, so I know to avoid Oregon, at least until he wears out his welcome. I talked to my mom (adoptive mom) and straightened my head out. I went looking for the other family he abandoned. It looks like I've found my half-sister. She seems to have had a better time of it than I have, but I'm looking forward to comparing stories with her. Hopefully we'll be able
Growing Apart
Growing Apart Today I watched my baby sister get married; I looked on as she was all giddy and happy. I seen myself at that age, Where has the yrs gone ? When did my youth slip away from me ? I remember a time , not so long ago where that was me standing up at that podium ; Saying I do. Yesterdays Promises ; Tomorrows Dreams; All slipped away from you and me. Travel back with me in time ; Young and foolish so much in love were we, The memories do glow. I wish you could look at me the way you used to Kiss me to liven up every tingle I have to give. Embrace our love once more; For if you cannot do this, set me free ! Why do we stay together if we have lost what we once had ? I don't want to be second in your life ; I want to be first again. Love me like you used to; before our love was tainted and cursed. Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006
Growing Is A Hard Thing To Do,but Once It’s Done The Rest Comes Naturally.
So my imagination has played tricks on me to make me think that I have been making progress. WRONG! I have just been covering it up and avoiding the subject. I need to grow up. I have been depressed, miserable, heartbroken, confused, angry, and impatient. But in order for my life to get back to the way I want it. I have to actually change instead of bull shitting about it. I want to be happy with myself so therefore I need to mature and figure out what the fuck I am going to do with myself. Everything will fall in to place over time. I just need to give it time and actually attempt to make things work. Tonight sitting by myself in my room made me realize a lot of shit. I have to clear the slate and fix my wrongs. To turn them in to rights. Maturity is key.
Growing Older Is.......
- Your back goes out more than you do. - A fortune teller offers to read your face. - You turn out the lights for economic reasons rather than romantic ones. - You remember this week that last week was your wedding anniversary. - You are startled the first time you are addressed as "Old Timer". - You answer automatically when someone addresses you "Old Timer." - You burn your midnight oil after 9:00 p.m. - You sink your teeth into a steak and they stay there. - Your pacemaker makes the garage door go up when you see a pretty girl walk by. - You get your exercise acting as a pallbearer for your friend who exercised. - You have too much room in the house and not enough in the medicine cabinet. - The best part of your day is over when your alarm goes off. - The thought of getting out of bed never occurs to you.
A Grown Man Cry? Nooo!
Growing Older Is.........
- Your back goes out more than you do. - A fortune teller offers to read your face. - You turn out the lights for economic reasons rather than romantic ones. - You remember this week that last week was your wedding anniversary. - You are startled the first time you are addressed as "Old Timer". - You answer automatically when someone addresses you "Old Timer." - You burn your midnight oil after 9:00 p.m. - You sink your teeth into a steak and they stay there. - Your pacemaker makes the garage door go up when you see a pretty girl walk by. - You get your exercise acting as a pallbearer for your friend who exercised. - You have too much room in the house and not enough in the medicine cabinet. - The best part of your day is over when your alarm goes off. - The thought of getting out of bed never occurs to you.
Grown Women
Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends. Girls think
Growing Up And Blowing Up. What Fun.
So its been a long time since I have written a blog, with good reason. But I think it is time to put some thoughts down. There are events in a person's life that, in the end, define who they are. The events in My life have Made Me who I am. The ups, the downs, the lies, the truths, the mistakes, the triumphs, the stupid choices, and the occasional good choice. The happiness, the sorrow, the suffering. Some of you know about My wreck last year, {and I am not talking about My last marriage, either, so hush}. For the first time in a very long time, I had a bike wreck, busted up My elbow, blah, blah, etc. Anyway, it taught Me something about Myself. I wanna live. I wanna keep riding. I wanna be there for My children as they grow up. So I started taking care of Myself. eating better, working out again, sleeping better, and yes, I now wear a helmet and leathers when I ride. instead of riding and ill-handling yuppy bike, I am back on a sport. I honestly think that if I had been on a spo
Grow Old With Me.
Grow old with me, my darling stay Beside me as we walk our way Through life's uncertainties. Be my light Through stormy days and dark of night. You are my half, you make me whole, You are the mirror of my soul. Without you, life would make no sense. Between us there is no pretense. You know my thoughts before I speak. You lend me strength when I am weak. You tell me things I need to hear. And, even then, you hold me dear. Grow old with me, my darling stay. I need you more and more each day. Grow old with me, my heart implores. We'll live in love forevermore.
Growing Up
When we’re young we are taught Of the truth, we are not We hear tall tales About oceans and sails We love the fairy princesses Yet they never mention The pain and the sorrow The great dread of tomorrow We hear of magical lands As we play pretend in the sand But when you grow up It’s not pretend, you do fall in love That’s when a girl becomes a woman And loses herself to a man Loses herself, the only one she has But never realizes it ’til things go bad Love never ceases to hurt us No matter what we do to be tough Be prepared little ones Soon you’ll experience all the ’real’ fun.
Colors swirl around me Rain falls down upon my hands as I cry out in agony "Save me from myself!" I fall to my knees This internal struggle is killing me "Help! Help me to become the person I am meant to be!" I lay my head on the ground Tears flowing like waterfalls "I can't take anymore self-loathing" I curl into a ball I gaze up into the open Heavens "Cry for me oh angels... Weep for my pain" Warm light begins to caress my face I blink "I can see clearly now the rain is gone" I stand, head up, shoulders back Here I am world Open your motherly arms to me Embrace me Love me
Grow Old With You
Grow Old With You ~ By: Adam Sandler I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad Carry you around when your arthritis is bad All I wanna do is grow old with you. I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches build you a fire if the furnace breaks Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you. I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold. Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control. So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink. Oh I could be the man to grow old with you. I wanna grow old with you.
Why are people afraid to grow? To grow into something better themselves. They think because they are in their late 20's or 30's that they are stuck being who they are and have been. Life is about change. Who says you have to be the same ole thug or person who gets into trouble? Why can't you change for the better? Why remain the same when u can change for the better?
A Grown-up Way
A Grown-Up Way Sitting in a green plastic chair, She is crying, And it is not the winter that makes her cold. I stand in awkward silence. One foot pointing toward her, The other poised to step away. Take back the hurt, dry up the tears. Reassure me that everything is as carefree As it used to be. I long for childhood, When it was understood that I did not mean The things I said, and all I ever did was Step on toes. I have amended and spring has again descended On this house. There is a grown-up way of saying I'm sorry. But I understand now what she means when She says, "They'll step on your heart."
Growth Amid Chaos
siting calming and quietly in morthes earths embrace, the wind calm and warm upon my skin, birds singing so sweetly, telling of their joy and acceptance of what has been learned today... sometimes it takes a touch of CHAOS to bring about clarity and understanding... my willingness to let go in more ways than one... to walk away from a destructive soul who was not willing to truly let me in and listen to the words i said to him to blindly accept the comfort of another whos path has seen fit to cross my own... my willingness to let go of what held me back for another chance to grow... to be blessed with a sight that understands unconditionally.. the pettiness of some who let jelousy rule their heart is not what i need and i see how their jelousy only enables me... to let my heart see and feel from within...shows me a world that has no end.. the life in mother earth stronger after a rain... feeds my own simple exsistance in my physical plite... to l
Grown Women...
This was sent to me in an e-mail, so obviously I am not the author nor do I know who wrote it, but I did enjoy it & hope you do as well. This is not intended to offend anybody in any way at all, so have fun with it. With that bein said... To the women readers, where is it that u are in comparison to this? To the men. pay attn & see if you have a "woman" or a "girl".... Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and
Growing Pains
Growing Pains Life is full of its twists and turns. During these people, learn to deal with many types of pains. The pains come from many sources like death of family members, love endings, and children growing and moving out. The death of family members is a hard pain to learn to deal with. People deal with one. It is during the first couple of days, months, and years that it is the hardest to deal with. That is because of the feelings attached to these people. The love you have for them makes the pain seem almost unbearable. Once you learn that the people who passed on are in a better place you can start to move on. Meaning that loved ones are not here to deal with the troubles and tribulations of the world that we are living in any longer Love endings are probably one of the harder things to deal with. As you may have to face the person that you are breaking up with in daily travels, love can end in many ways. One way is that your significant other cheats on you
Growling Machiness-we Will Never Die
~*~grown Women~*~
Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.
Growing Up Heather
Hope this works..... Just something I tried making a while back.
Growning Up
You know sometimes grown up can really suck. Especially when you have the motivtion to do so. I mean I was always comfortable where I was in my life. But then I met this wonderful woman. Who made me want to change what I am into what I should be. I am ready to grow up and make all the changes that I will have to make to everything work out just right. I mean it is time I am trying to get back to kitchen work cause I love it and I miss it. Then I was offered a chance to possible leave town with my bestfriend and I am thinking that might be what I need to do for all the changes I need. But it is time for me to be the real me and live my life with no regrets and just learn how to deal with all things being possible. I can do this I know I can . She deserves a man that can help her and not hinder her. She needs someone to be there for her that doesn't always need her to be there to feel whole. I am willing to do all of that. I am changing more and more everyday. I am am truely enjoying it
Growing 101
Marijauana, or aka Cannabis Sativa, is not a very complicated thing to grow. But I'm sure as fuck not telling you how to do it in here. Hit the stash. Dunno. Have fun guys!!!!
Grow Up And Have Some Respect And Responsablility
for too long i have seen this stupidy, lack of respect and responsability of men to women and husbands to wives, and fathers to their children. granted, not all are like this but its a disturbing trend iv been seeing. iv seen married and single men talking about women as if nothing more then made to do their work or to just be sex objects. iv seen fathers doing stupid things around there kids that can get them hurt in one form or another. iv seen husbands that want there wives to do all the work around the house when the wife already has a job to do durring the day or night. what the hell is going on? what is wrong with all of you people that do this? grow up and realize what you have before its too late and you screw it all up.
Grow The Hell Up
wow it shocks me how this person on here is 37 and just bc my screen froze and i down rated her by mistake she acted like a damn 2 year old by the way i did fix it so i think the lil baby needs to just grow up
Growing Old
Old Age, I decided, is a gift I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother/father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.
Grow Up
joey aka/kinky master /the slut master whoever the heck you are on here ..god knows how many names you use ..just grow up and stop writing comments on my page .yes I could block you but we are adults here well at least i am so I would appreciate you leaving me alone say nasty shit while you have me blocked ..what is the purpose I am not sure .But it doesnt piss me off ,now I find it funny that you have nothing better than to do in your day than harass me . go spent time with you slaves and everyone eles you have fooled into thinking you are some great guy . Dont worry about me I dont need you to like me nor do I care if you do .. you must really think I am important to keep spending your time making fake profiles and checking on how I am maybe this way you will listen and get it ,that I dont care what you write anymore .but be mature and dont bother with it or my profile ..
Growing Old, But Never Growing Up
Current mood: pensive I have many memories of fun that I had with my kids when they were small.. and being told that I should "grow up". well, if growing up means being serious all the time, and not splashing in puddles, or not being able to sing silly songs, then I will never grow up. I like giggling like a silly teenager over stupid human tricks.. I like surprising people with my antics and my silly jokes. I like still being amazed at the beauty around me. I like dancing to rock 'n' roll music in a public place and having people look at me as though I've lost my mind. I like doing the Hokey-Pokey with the kids I work with. I like it when they say to me, "Miss Gidget, you're so silly!" I like being young at heart.
Growing Up
I fist lay still Then I kicked and screamed I learned to walk Then to talk Then shove and fight I learned right from wrong Night from day Love to hate Then I became a young man With disc ions to make Work or bum Steal or heal Fight or get along Now I'm a man And still do some of the above Hopefully for the good But fall short on some...
Growling Machines-we Will Never Die
GROWN-UP Was it for this I uttered prayers, And sobbed and cursed and kicked the stairs, That now, domestic as a plate, I should retire at half-past eight? E. St. Vincent Millay
Growling Machines-switchback
Growing Up
When I grow up I want to be just like me
Growls From The Boogeyman
Greetings fellow Pack members Hellz, Rogue, Moon and myself were tossing this idea back and forth for a bit then decided screw it. We felt that there wasnt a group like this on fu. There are similar but not the same. They empathize on one type of animal or another. We want to bring all of that together in one spot. Wolves, Bears, Snakes, Cats, Bats and even Jackasses *glares at Hellz :P* We empathize that the group as a whole mingle, talk to one another and build that trust. As Hellz has stated at any time you need one of us we are around and easy to approach about any concerns. This is still a pup despite its immediate take off. We are still stretching and growing as a pack. Soon I say we will be the dominant pack of fubar. Until then seize the hunt and seize the night. *HOWLS TO THE PACK*
Grown Ass Men
I've come to realize the men on here that are OVER 30 play this retarded game. They clearly see that I have an NSFW folder thats FAMILY ONLY. So what do they do? The shout or message me asking me whats in the folder. Call me crazy but I think its kind of obvious... Then when you tell them they ask if they can see. We all know that my answer is going to be no. If I wanted every perverted old guy on here looking at them I would've set the folder to either public or friends only. I'd at least like the few I give access to the photos to have a few brain cells. Can someone please tell me why GROWN ASS MEN feel the need to play stupid.....
Growing Number Of Business Hotels Testimonial Of The Growing Business Prospects In Hyderabad!
Till a few years back, Hyderabad was mostly considered to be a tourist attraction. However, today the hotels in Hyderabad are not only flocked by the tourists from all over the world due to its rich cultural and architectural heritage, but also by the business travelers. With the rise of industries and the It sector in the city the corporate travelers also frequent the city. Therefore, it is only natural that the number of business hotels in Hyderabad is also increasing by the day.
Growing Number Of Business Hotels Testimonial Of The Growing Business Prospects In Hyderabad!
Till a few years back, Hyderabad was mostly considered to be a tourist attraction. However, today the hotels in Hyderabad are not only flocked by the tourists from all over the world due to its rich cultural and architectural heritage, but also by the business travelers. With the rise of industries and the It sector in the city the corporate travelers also frequent the city. Therefore, it is only natural that the number of business hotels in Hyderabad is also increasing by the day.
Grown Ass Men Acting Like Kids
to all my fu sistas, this asswipe is very innappropriate. i think he may be a woman hater, you know not breast fed.please if you have any love for yourself do not reply to him. he is very demeaning to women. his poor mother!!!!!
Grow Up..this Is Reality
When we’re young we are taught Of the truth, we are not We hear tall tales About oceans and sails We love the fairy princesses Yet they never mention The pain and the sorrow The great dread of tomorrow We hear of magical lands As we play pretend in the sand But when you grow up It’s not pretend, you do fall in love That’s when a girl becomes a woman And loses herself to a man Loses herself, the only one she has But never realizes it ’til things go bad Love never ceases to hurt us No matter what we do to be tough Be prepared little ones Soon you’ll experience all the ’real’ fun.
Growing Up..more Of My Own Babbling
We never stop growing up...With the approach of my dreaded 42nd birthday...I find myself looking back on my life and realizing that even in a years time..I've done a bit of growing... We watch our children grow up...Often times for me..I'm saddened by it...Knowing that the day of their flight from the nest soon approaches...I've been through 2 of my children leaving and venturing off on their own...At first I was ecstatic...And now I find myself missing them more than ever... My sons birthday was yesterday...And because we have had a strained relationship the past couple of years...I couldn't even call him to tell him I love him...Not that I didn't try...The number I have no longer is in service...He has no idea how much I miss him and love him...He's angry with me...Past mistakes on my part I'm sure...I'm hoping that some day he will come around...I'm hoping sooner than later...But I'm patient...He's grown up from this sweet little loving boy...Always climbing up in my lap for l
Grown Up Survey
Adult survey Body: For those of us older than High School age! Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids?!'Have you ever kissed someone?''Missed someone?''Told someone you loved them?''Drank alcohol?'... 49.. questions for the people who are a little older 1. What bill do you hate paying the most?.. Rent because it takes the most of the 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? Ya know, I don't think I've ever had a Romantic Dinner, how sad. 3. What do you really want to be doing right now? Sleeping, but it's too early 4. How many colleges did you attend? One 5. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? Because I had to 6. What are your thoughts on gas prices?. Amazed I am paying half the price I did 2 mos ago. 7. First thought when the alarm went off this morning?. I woke up an hour before the 8.Last thought before going to sleep last night?.. Umm yeah OK 9. Do you m
Growing Boob Illusion
Grow Up :|
Uh. Is it bad when at 22 a woman who's 20 year old tells you to grow up? :|
Growth Spurt Challenge
I've crawled out of a deep hole of depression, still working toward a professional bookkeeper certification as the first step in starting my own accounting/tax business. I'll hopefully have that in 3 to 6 months. My meds have dropped by 90+% and still dropping. But at times I get down and tonight is one of those nights. I need love, want love, it doesn't have to be sexual, just compassion. God this has been hard. I don't know if I can keep it going. I'm a recovered alcoholic for 23 years now and I mean recovered. I know alcohol will never be a problem for me again. But sex is another issue. I wasn't born with alcohol in my blood, but hormones are. All I can think about sometimes is sex and getting off. I've got to try and keep my mind occuppied with recovery and getting a business going. I wish my parents were still alive so I could experience their love. So lonely sometimes. I guess everyone is at times.
Growth Spurt?
For as long as I lived (or had boobs), my left one was almost a size smaller, creating woes for me (not really, but I felt weird about it). All of a sudden, last week I woke up and for some bizarre reason decided to look down my shirt, and... OMG! not only was the "bad" one the size of a good one, it was almost slightly larger. I thought somehow it would go back to normal, but it hasn't. And overall both of them are like half a size bigger than they were 3 weeks ago. WTF?? I'm gonna be 27 in a month, and still growing? Fuckin weird...I hope I will become smarter too...
Grow The *f8* Up
I absolutely LOVE when people that dont even know me can talk so much shit about me, and the ppl i care about most get hurt because of it . seriously, grow the fuck up, get a fucking life, and take 2 steps to the left and get the fuck out of mine. if you dont it may or may not be bad for your health ... eat a fucking dick- and grow the fuck up. PEACE OUT RHINO
Growling Splash Monkeys!
has been a while since ive done one of these so... since last post ive gotten married and had a son, his name is Xander Kage Lee, hes a pain in the ass but i love him ( ) done some more ink, woot. and found work i like, i work at a 'home' for distubed and troubled youth. is hard some days but watching them become better people makes it worth it. shit that about sums it up lol have fun... peace out
Grow The Hell Up
this person did not like a comment I left her. All I said was I have my doubts. She asked me in a sb what I was refering to, she then re rated me a 1 left several comments I had to delete and blocked me. Personaly, I hope she just goes away.....She is not worth anyones time. And please if your friends with her, just delete me now. Save us both the trouble of listening to her. I returned the favor.
Growing Old
Growing Old Growing old with you is a dream I long for to wake each morning to see you there the rise and fal of your bosom as you take each breath watching over you as you sleep more peaceful then ever before and as you wake to be the first thing you see to see you smile to kiss you and say "I love you" all this I long for for that is my dream to be with you. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea
Grow Up All Of You
from 18 to 40 why do woman still do this kind of shit i thought as you got older you would be more mature rather then act like a kid iam sure some of you when you read this might say iam mature well i bet you anything ur wrong there are some that still do this they just don't want to admit it iam not saying acting like a kid is bad but it is when you play games with peoples head and emotions why is it so hard for people to say there not into you its just a tiny little word called rejection some people cant take rejection and for the ones that cant take it then you might as well not live in this world life is full of rejection specially when it come to dating i can handle rejection just fine after all if i can handle my own mother rejecting me when i was born i can handle anything tossed at me what i don't understand is this i was talking to this woman for almost a few months everything seem to be going good then i got her cell phone number she told me she works a
Grow Up Little Boy
I'll never believe you again... So, stop referin' to me as a friend... All the lies and all the drama... Even though I was your babies mama... But, that's okay, you'll never get your wish... I've got Chris now and my ass you can kiss... You put up a front and treated me like shit... Cuz all you are is a selfish little bitch with a little dick... You are not even worth my time anymore... So, go and be with your little whore... I'll be better once your'e no longer around... Guaranteed, eventually, I WILL gain my ground... Maybe you'll be sorry one day for the damage you did... Hurting us all, including the kids... Yeah, it takes a big man to hurt the innocent.. You were supposed to protect us, not do this... But, all you could do was think about yourself, you stupid prick... Took me a minute, but, finally realized... You were a lesson to learn so, kiss my ass goodbye!!!
Growing Up
Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties, Your worst enemies were your siblings, Mom was the prettiest girl you knew, Dad was the coolest guy ever, Race issues were who ran the fastest, War was a card game, Wearing a skirt meant you were a princess not a sluut, The only thing that hurt were skinned knees and paper cuts, And the only things that could get broken were your toys, Life was simple and carefree but, All we wanted to do was grow up.
Growing Old
LOST  IN THE DARNDEST PLACES An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into.  She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher:  'They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!' she cried.  The dispatcher said, 'Stay calm. An officer is on the way.'  A few minutes later, the officer radios in. 'Disregard,' he says.   'She got in the back-seat by mistake.'  ________________________________________________________________     FAMILY  Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together.  One night the 96-year old draws a bath.  She puts her foot in and pauses.  She yells to the other sisters, 'Was I getting in or out of the bath?'  The 94-year-old yells back, 'I don't know.  
Grow Up...
you know when people move out and on there own you think that they would understand responsibility.. i guess some people should really  jsut stay at home.. maybe its better for them because they want so bad to be told what to do when to do it  and how to do it...  some people .. pay for a dog then dont even take care of the poor thing... some people get so pissed off and  use drugs as an excuse  for there mental disabilities... that they run away from the confrontation and hide for 2 or more days with no regaurds to there animals ...  heres where  im going to ramble on....    noone on here knows me well enough to understand my views on certain this instance... its the subject of blameing  your habits on a "disability" that  appearently dont even have.. how do i know.. its because thir best friend told me that its more like an excuse to use ... .. i could care less if somebody likes to smoke weed.. hell i use to a few years ago.. but when weed becomes and excuse to use
Grow Up
Do you ever get that feeling that the only reason your here is to help others with there problems. All the things you go through in life you were supposed to go through them to help you through your life later on to make easier. So why does it seem like it is only to help other with it. We are all here for our own reasons, so what mine to go through an ass of fucked up shit to help other people so there life is easier. Well fuck that shit man. But on the other hand does make since because of the perftion I want to do, but that has to deal with children, I fucking hate adults that  cant deal with there own problems. Grew the fuck up already. Get over it shit fucking happens move on. Whats the point in living in hell for the happieness of others. The only time you should make your life hell over someone elses shit is when it is your kids. Also if you do have kids they see the hell you dont want them to know no matter how much you want them not to they now. Never under estemate your kids.
Findin my inner self gotta let loose go with the goal. Can't let myself get out of hand. Know when it's time to take a stand in bein a man. Low-Not found but downed bound deep in a situation at loss. Don't pay the price. If you don't know the cost. High-Can't seem to get by. When all is asked why shit found in a lie. All you wanna do is cry. When people don't wanna see you do good. All they want is pain/lost inside-self-insane. Burnin bridges down kid ya self around ask who is the clown. I'm not one to kill the cat. If ya fuck with me better hope I don't have a bat. Cuz I'm not the one to take or put up with anyone's shit. Quit with all your fit & stop with your stupid bullshit. I ain't the one to play. Watch with what you say. Don't make shit seem mininless stress. Endless never talk shit less you know what the hell your sayin. You were the one to say your shit. Callin me some stupid useless bitch. Like you some wannabe ugly angry mean glasses face punk. Fuck around get ya self ran ov
Grow Old
I just wanna grow oldi dont care how the story unfoldsjust how the end goesthe antisipation of tomarow just grows oldI just wanna grow olddiscover the here afterforget the then and nowI just wanna grow oldI dont care if i miss the showdont know why the times matternothing and everything lasts foreverI just wanna grow old
Grow The Fu-uck Up
ok heres the thing: women,i dont care if you can put your legs behind your head(curious),but not impressed guys,you need to stop telling the girls what you could do to them if you could,you wouldnt need e-sex,hahaha some people get online just to hang with friends and have fun they dont need the constant bombardment of sleaze do you treat your mother like that,i didnt think so i know that everyone is trying to level up,but people try leveling up your dignity and selfrespect guys,ask a girl how her day was,let her know shes special,let her know that shes unique,but not alone in this world. ladies,stop offering to show your goodies for "fu-cash" or e-bling(WTF?) COME ON PEOPLE GROW THE FU-UCK UP!!!!!!!!!! this place could be alot more fun if we didnt have to worry about whos gonna e-molest us next PEACE AND MMFWCL
Growning Up
When I grow up I want to be just like me
Growing Up
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probaly will. You will have your heart broken probaly more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for something an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happyness you'll never get back.
Growling Machines-"my House"
Growling Machines-"we Will Never Die""
Growing Up
Thursday, April 10, 2008  GROWING UP GROWING UP Current mood: cheerful   Life is fleeting, years rush past.... and little girls grow up so fast! Let me take time out to be glad that mine’s still here with me. And though I’m busy through the day, let me take time out to play... Let me take time out to smile, to linger with her for a while... To invite her under the table for tea and dress up silly as can be. Let me take time out to sing and dance and skip and twirl and swing... To splash in puddles when it rains and make her fancy daisy chains. Let me take time out to hear about the things that she holds dear. Let me tuck her in at night, hear her prayers, turn off the light. And for one more moment let me pray and thank God that we shared this day!
Grow Up And Accept Your Losses
   We spend our lives meeting people, making friends, having our first crush, dating, experiencing life.   we all make  mistakes, we all have sad moments, we have moments we will always remember, the good and the bad.   So if someone doesn't want to be with another, even if they thought that is what they wanted.  It is their right to say I'm sorry it isn't working and move on.  We have to accept those things, and learn from them.  Unfortunately their are some people who cant handle the rejection and the heart ache.  No one likes hurting anyone, no one who cares that is.   We cant always help this though, sometimes we are going to hurt people. That doesn't make us a bad person, is most definitely make us a liar. So why go out of your way making assumptions, deliberately hurting others to make your "point".   Ultimately it only hurts one person, "YOU". No one wants to be with anyone who is going to drag out personal information about them, true or false just because they find that your
Growing My Hair Again
I've decided I probably have one last shot at growing my hair long before I start to lose it, so I'm dedicating myself over the next year to getting it back so it looks like my work's id card (above).  Wish me luck.
Growing Old Is...
Grow The Fuck Up.
  I'm really starting to hate girls who like to tease because they think it's funny to make guys frustrated. I'm talking about the self-absorbed "I'm hot, the world should worship me" types. You know the ones. They're the ones you want to slap with a two by four and just keep at it until they learn how to act like a human being for two seconds and actually care about someone besides themselves and their own pathetic little vain existence.     They bitch and moan and try to act like life's so unfair because they feel so unloved, but the truth is they'd rather have twenty guys drooling over them from afar than actually be in a serious relationship with anyone. They'll never love anyone else because they're too damned in love with themselves.     Maybe I'm just whining. Maybe I'm just venting. But some chicks need to grow the fuck up. Life doesn't buy you a goddamed Porsche for your sweet 16. It tosses you the sledgehammer the second you step foot outside of your parent's mansion. So
Growing Cold: Walking In Loves Shadow.
Growing Cold: Walking In Loves Shadow.   Sighs heavy..hanging endlessly in the air around me..cant seem to sleep..feeling so incomplete..without the sight of you lying next to me..a cold catches me..starting at my feet..and spreads into the center of my a mess..without you near growing cold..and its numbing all around..bring people down..not many know..what it feels like..walking in loves your a risk..if every you took that risk..and if would grow that of a hand..gripping your heart..slowly you cry out..and feel pain..from that which you held near and dear..your lover..connected..its painful to think..of what they may do..or say to you..a tool..a fool..but never the wiser..come break my heart..and shatter me..smashing all the pieces of me..the love we once shared..will never be that of a summers eve..but rather a cold wet winters night..theres always that coldness..that hangs in your heart afterwards..
Growing Old With You
No poems, no fancy cards, no flowers, no jewelry, no expensive dinners. Just a very simple thank you. I know you don't hear that enough from anyone, but hear it from me now. Thank you. Thank you for saving my life all those years ago. Thank you for loving me no matter how crazy I become. Thank you for supporting me when you had really rather not. Thank you for agreeing to disagree with me most of the time. Thank you for allowing me to be me....sometimes. Thank you for never going to bed angry. Thank you for dealing with my loved ones and teaching me how to deal with yours. Thank you for getting mad at me but always letting me make you smile so that I know that it will be okay. Thank you for being broke with me and worrying with me even though we both know we will be just fine. Thank you for being too busy with everything in the world but still taking time to sit on the porch with me and talk. Thank you for always telling me that you love me just before you fall asleep. Thank you for be
Growing Through The Stress And Pain.
Been out all night..hanging around the shady alleys..creeping alone that of a thief in the night..isnt have to watch over my back 24/7..ducking and dodging all around..never knowing when today may be your last..counting down the time..passing away from book..words being written down..due to the fact..i cant seem to watch my own back..i cant the sorry basterds wanting to kill me in my sleep..and no mercy is land of the viewing an early age..slave to the world im living in..cant see past today..with the constant stress..and strain..of young gun..unloading words on the masses..not alot love me..and even more hate me..yet its the hate and envy..that has allowed me to be seen..i want to scream..but never will they hear the howls of the living dead..whats the point of money..if every single goes as fast as it on the edge..of the world..and not alot life fair..give a fuxk if it is..just
Growing Pains Lyrics
[Fate Wilson]Okay, I remember the daysHigh Rise, Lil Lefts, Even Stevens and FateTroops Lotto and BK's those was the daysHigh tech boots spray paintin' wit'cha nameT-shirts airbrushed that read the sameThey carryin Bone's chainOne gold wit yo initialsHarris photos group shots can you rememberBerian told his bitch go to the prom and dieDidnt lie shot his-self in the head with the 4-5When she disobeyed, had North Clayton crazeJust to reiterate dog those was the daysFo' da invasions of hatas I aint cool to mile aroundUse to get down at True Flavas bumpin Key LoWalkin' damage cross colored and PacoWhile play-boys stepped in talent showsProm nights tux and Kangol is so coolFuck them new model cars we ridin' old school (old school)[Chorus - Keon Bryce]We was tryin so hardHard to surviveCause even though we were youngWe had to stay strongNo matter what we went throughIt was me and my crewAnd thats how it wentWhen we were kids[Fate Wilson]In 3 months we stayed in JamestownHamwood and Diplomats
Growing Pains (remix) Ft. Dtp Lyrics
[Intro]Do it again . .Do it a . .Let's do it again . .Do it a . .[Verse: Fate Wilson](let's do it again)Okay, I remember the days (let's do it again)High rights, low lefts, even stevens and fades (do it a)Troops, Lottos, and BK's, those was the days (let's do it again)High tech boots spray painted witcha names (do it a)T-shirts airbrushed that read the same (let's do it again)Thick herringbone chain, one gold with yo' initial (do it a)Harry's Photos, group shots, can you remember? (let's do it again)Barry him told his bitch go to the prom and die (do it a)Didn't lie shot his-self in the head with the 4-5 (let's do it again)When she disobeyed, had North Clayton crazed (do it a)Just to reiterate dog those was the days (let's do it again)?Fore the invasions of haters, man crews from all around (do it a)Used to get down at True Flavas, bumpin Kilo (let's do it again)Rockin Damage, Cross Colour and Paco (do it a)While playboys stepped in talent shows (let's do it again)Prom night, tux and K
Growing Day By Day
Growing Day by Day Becoming a Better Person At some point in our lives, many of us find ourselves overcome with the desire to become better people. While we are all uniquely capable of navigating this world, we may nonetheless feel driven to grow, expand, and change. This innate need for personal expansion can lead us down many paths as we develop within the context of our individual lives. Yet the initial steps that can put us on the road to evolution are not always clear. We understand that we want to be better but have no clear definition of “better.” To ease this often frustrating uncertainty, we can take small steps, keeping our own concept of growth in mind rather than allowing others to direct the course of our journey. And we should accept that change won’t happen overnight—we may not recognize the transformations taking place within us at first. Becoming a better person in your own eyes is a whole-life project, and thus you should focus your step-b
Grow Up
Grow Da Fcuk Up
I had a friend im very nice to him , hes clearly not my type i never did anything to lead him on he goes on bitching how i dont comment his pics and asks me to look at his nudes , i told him i dont see him this way and he gets all pissy and calling me shallow and shit cause i dont see him that way he can clearly see hes no where near my type and i dont flirt with him why be so butt hurt about it anyhow he told me to fuck off and shit so fcukking childish
Growing Old
I look out side and see the children in the play ground at school, laughing and playing. And I think, I was that young once, and now im growing older and can't run like that any  more. I walk with my oldest son, and forever asking him to slow down or stop for a few mins , while I try and catch my breath or wait till the pain in my back stops killin me. We went for a walk, yesterday,  to pick up a few things, we left at 1pm and didnt get home till 2pm.  It took us a fucken hour just to go to the post office, drug store then mac's milk. I can't even do my gawd dam house work with out being in pain. THIS REALLY FUCKEN SUCKS ... I feel so down, cause I cant do what I once did,  go for walks  and not stop to catch air, or  wait till the pain stops a bit to continue. I go to the doctors, and he just tells me its part of getting older and hands me a perscription to help.  Hubby and I look at our dinning room table and see pill bottles ,  we just look at each other and we know what ea
Growing Up
I may not have had the best childhood, but I've certainly had the longest.   As I get older I realize that I have not grown up, I look at my peers and think "am I as grown as them"? Then I decide, NO, and you know what? I am glad.   Carry on.
Growing Up
As a child, I believed in the magic of rainbows.  I believed that music was a living entity with the power to change the world. I believed that trust and innocence were admirable qualities. Growing up is a terrible thing.
[growing Pains]
Well... *sways a little*I may have had a big glass of cognac tonight. Shut up! It takes the edge off. While the site rebuilds I...oh yeah I got my first layer of color down on the remainder of te neue ziel. A few more days and everything should be cured. I'm a little concerned about the thickness and the application of the media since its so much wetter than my original formula (god damn its easier to cleanup though) Right now I'm doing 4:5 paint:thinner3:5 was recommended, but waaaay too thin. 9:10 would probably be ideal. It comes out clean cleans up... clean, but *shrugs* So the plan the plan the plan shshshshshshshsshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *suddenly misses Chris who was infamous for doing that when he was drunk, even when you weren't talking* I'm not really that drunk, just... silly :) anywayI've got some lines down for my cannon. I have ... SEVERAL design problems with it alreadylike load bearing and...well that's the main thing its a CANNONand the way I have it desig
Growing Up
                  Me Lay me down, and burry me deep With secrets of you I will always keep Like last springs bloom my love forgotten Leaving my crying heart again untouched   Cold nights to weeks, and weeks to months Hopes to uncertainties, uncertainties to doubts Am I so horrible to be left on the outs That shining prince in armor will never see me   Oh mirror mirror on the wall Please show me the awful person I am Give me strength so I can walk tall And guide me to one who will break my fall   Let him be the sun that thaws my cold heart The key to open my heart to love Or the one who enables my soul to trust Let him be the one who completes me
Growing Interest About Organic Vegetables
There are some people that believe that organic vegetables and conventionally-grown food are the same.    This is not the truth. There are indeed some differences that can be noted between food grown with organic agriculture and those utilizing a conventional approach.  A list of the most noted differences are given below Organic vegetables and fruits look less appealing.  Often they are shaped irregularly and appear less attractive.  *Form varies a lot.: For instance you might get an asymmetric apple compared to the ones that have been specifically developed for commercial benefits. *Uniformity problem: Vegetables grown through organic process while lack the "perfect" nature of their conventional counterparts. For instance tomato may be red on one side and yellow on the other. * Heterogeneous sizes: The organic vegetables will come in different sizes some may be large while others might be smaller.  * Smaller size: giant cauliflowers and apples are full of water and doped with chemica
Growing Up
Growing up...... your best friend becomes your worst enemy.... lollipops turn into cigarettes...the innocent ones turn into sluts... homework goes in the trash... Detention becomes suspension. soda becomes vodka... undies turn into g-strings... kisses turn into sex...remember when gettin high ment swinging on the playground? when protection ment wearin a helment?  when the worst things u could get from boys was cooties?  your worst enemies were ur siblings. race issues were about who ran faster... war was only a card game. the only drug u knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make u a slut..the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and good byes only ment til tomm> and to think we all couldnt wait to grow up....
Growing Up
After a while you learn the subtle differences between holding a hand and chaining a soul. ?? And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure that you really are strong and you really do have worth. And you learn and you learn with every goodbye you learn . . . Know one can give you self worth, you must find it inside of yourself. If you are looking for someone to complete yo
The Growing
  Touch the soft white velvet of my skin   Softly as if I might break into  A thousand pieces if not handled  Like a delicately thin piece of crystal  The ever so slight pressure of your hands  Skimming slowly over every curve  That I may feel our skins connect  Tenderness showing that the erotic 
Growing Up
I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up..your best friend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldn't wait to grow up.
Growing Up
Growing up   I think this one is cute and worth sharing Growing up.. your bestfriend becomes your worst enemy. lollipops turn into cigarettes. the inncocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Undies turn into g-strings. kisses turn into sex. remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? when protection meant wearing a helmet? when the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? your worst enemies were your siblings. race issues were about who ran fastest. war was only a card game. the only drug you knew was cough medicine. wearing a skirt didnt make you a slut. the only things that hurt were skinned knees. and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? ...and to think we all couldnt wait to grow up.
Growing Old Disgracefully
When I was on holiday, I had to make a cheesecake (Mars Bar with Chocolate, Caramel Ginger and Cream topping for the foodies that care). It was more of a drama than it should've been, but one particular moment makes me smile...went a little (lot) like this:   Me: "Dad, what did you just steal from the bench" Dad: "Nothinggggg I'm just making myself a cup of tea, can't a man make a cup of tea in his own kitchen?!" Me: "You stole something, I saw it" Dad: "Well if you saw it you know what it is, so why are you asking?" Me: "It was SOMETHING" Dad: "There's nothing there for me to steal, stop picking on the elderly!" 30 seconds later Me: "Dad, what did you just put in your mouth?" Dad: "SHGnofinkdhg"   I had slightly less chocolate than I needed for the recipe. But the 'why is this cream frozen mum?' incident meant it really didn't matter. My dad is NZ's oldest gamer - he plays Zelda 'for his grandson' (who is usually outside at the time) and starts waterfights. Winding people
Growing Up In The Middle Of Nowhere
I am so glad Martha, Sarah, and Jeffrey met me for Saturday’s open mic (pronounced “open mike”, short for microphone) night at Horizonz on Main Street.  I’ve been going there every other Saturday because I have a lot I’d like to put “out there”, and facing a public in the midst of singers and other local artists is something I really miss out of school.  The open mic night’s got an almost coffeehouse feel, and when two singers played guitar after I read Sarah and Jeffrey got up to dance and the fourteen or so people there cracked up seeing them!  (So did we; look at Sarah and Jeffrey now and you’d swear they’re older than they are – Sarah will be five at the end of February and Jeffrey is three-and-a-half.  Growth spurts might explain their … reluctance to hear and obey mom and dad.)   Both poems I read Saturday night are intended to be part of a longer work that I’ve tentatively titled “nor long rem
Growing The Family
All current family members, to help the family grow feel free to send invites to ppl you know that will be loyal and hold up the family rules....if you need the family bully code sb me or Vixen on our personal profiles and we will give it to you, just let us know that yoou are looking for the family bully code.   JYF Family, DevilDog JY Owner JYF FNDR
Grow A Set...really?
you know, im a reall cool person. Even when im mad and about to go off the fucking rails im good, and its not to often i feel like just beating some one into the final moments of life...but dammit, this fucking woman has finally pushed me to it. Now correct em if im wrong, you dont tell some one to grow a set unless you are trying to call them a passive bitch. And the last person you wanna tell that to if you have never had a fight in you life is your husband, you know the guy who fucks you into extasy, protects you and your kids against the world, fixes shyt when it breaks, advises you on matters, the one you turn to when you need to hide from the know..that guy(that would be me by the way). you have never had fight the first, i have been fighting my whole life...literally. You know nothing of the streets except what i taught, im the one that taught you everything you know and havent even scratched the surface of my knowledge. So why would you choose to tell me so
A Growing Number Of Women Over 50 Claim They’re Happier Staying Single Than Getting Hitched. Here’s Why—and The New Way Romance Fits In Their Lives.
this might be good for men to read whole page to ! “I Don’t Want To Get Married” A growing number of women over 50 claim they’re happier staying single than getting hitched. Here’s why—and the new way romance fits in their lives. By Judsen Culbreth Share: n the past (and not too long ago at that), a woman over age 50 who was single inspired sympathy and concern from her married peers: Will she ever be able to find someone and settle down? True, even today, many unattached women in this demographic dream of hea
Grow The Fuck Up Would Ya!!
I have been on and off this site for a long time now...and I have learned a lot within that time..but one thing that erks the hell outta me is stupid fucking people....mean vindictive people really suck ass....people that are so miserable with their own lives..that the only thing that brings them happiness is spreading that misery to other makes no sense to me..I don't give a shit if misery does like company...if you are miserable..then wallow in it alone..leave all the innocent people who you DO NOT know out of it....people waste too much time on shit they shouldn't....worrying about what people do...people that they will prob never meet....instead of just enjoying that person and all that they are..appreciate everything that makes them who they is not fair to anyone to have to listen to shit from people they don't and will never really a fucking adult...this is SUPPOSED to be an adult website..and wat a person does within the walls of their ow
Growing Out, Never Up, Never Down
Growing Out, Never Up, Never Down by Kenneth Matlock on Friday, March 30, 2012 at 8:19pm ·  What I am is; Something here. Something pleasant. Something dear. Something nowhere. Something near.   I'm a place you've always known. I'm that place you've never been. I'm this silly little poem. I'm your one, your only friend.   Things can never stay the same and if they could we'd die Something each of us often can't really deny If we could have all that we want in this short-lived llife We'd soon find that it's all a very double-bladed knife   You cut yourself when you squeeze upon the blade too hard Though if you go through life so horridly unmarred Filling each and every day with utter disregard Finding there is no true way to play your final card See that it's not the race... It's just making it out of the yard.   On to somewhere new...
Growing Up Or Being Immature
Its really funny that when i joined this site it was for 21 and older.Just today a pic in my defult album was marked NSFW well to be blunt about all of this if its in a folder and you dont like it leave my page i am not forcing you to look at anything of mine.Now that this site has openned to a younger generation stiffer rules and regulations have been placed and everything has to be handled with kid gloves,remember you shouldnt try and judge me less ye be judge thy self.....or everyone lives in glass houses and all yall shouldn't throw stone if you get my point.
The Growth Of The Tree Of Kg&e And The Son
The Growth of the Tree of KG&E and the Son   But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die. (Genesis 2:17 KJV)   Before Eve was formed from Adam, God made him aware of the tree of KG&E that grew in the center of the Garden of Eden. The tree of KG&E was not dead or dying, it was growing. The knowledge contained in it was placed there by God Himself. God did not want man to have this knowledge because God is holy; and He wanted His creation to be holy also. So His command was that man did not eat from this tree.   God’s plan for His creation was complete before He created man. His glory was designed in His plan, and His plan for dealing with evil was also designed in His plan. God’s glory is best revealed when it triumphs over its opposition. Evil is the only opposition there is to Good. And its knowledge continues to grow just like the knowledge of Good.   God revealed His pl
Growing Up
Leaving most of my carefree days behind  but still smiling ..  realising theres so much more to life ..  even its most simplistic state ..    Life must go on ,  day by day , year by year ..  and hopefully as the time goes on with less fear ..  learning to know ones self even better then before ...  learning so much .. from personal observation ..    There is so many amazing people out there  who do amazing things ...  they inspire us to dream , inspire us to create ...  inspire us to live ..  and when it seems like the world is growing cold ..  we must hold on tight to  our morals , our beliefs  and be true to ourselves.. whether we want to or not ..
Grown Folks Acting Like Kids
its time people start acting mature on this site. grade school is behind us all. i am tired of seeing people  talking like they are in the halls of a high school, come on we are all adults here.  since when did your life depend on who liked you and who didnt, if it matters that much, you need to seek help that is not normal. there is no way anyone will be liked by everyone. guys just because a female shows a little skin on cam dosent mean she wishes to be your gf   it just means simply take a peek. also just because she may show skin  and ignore you  it does not mean she is a hoe, maybe she didnt like your approach to her. girls not all of us guys want in your pants just like in real life there are some good fellas out here you just have to find us. trust me you will know when you do, but how yu act will determine what kind of men  you get trying to interact with you. if you show skin every chance you get , youll probly get dogs. if you act like lady you will get gentalmen.  now fo
Grown Ups Or What?
You know it is for fun that NORMALLY people come on the internet that is. So why is it that the fun turns into people showing their asses by calling people names, making fun of or just showing flat out stupidity? Has me wondering did we ALL that are not a teenager anymore truly grow up? Some criticize due to they may not like what someone else you like or you are friends with are doing so they want to get on your case! Truly you are just showing stupidity on judging and last I remember we are not suppose to be judging so please keep your ignorance from a FAR DISTANCE from me & you know who you are!!! This is not anything meant for a statement back meaning in plain clear point of view I AM DONE LISTENING TO YOUR EXCUSES AND SAYING THAT IS ONLY GOING TO MAKE YOU LOOK DUMB NOT OTHERS!!! Some of us have REAL LIFE FAMILY ISSUES AND DON'T WANT NOR NEED TO HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU!!!! So hopefully if you are reading this maybe you might clear your mind to take in these words not EVERYTHING is a
The Growing Popularity Of Wholesale Clothes Uk
Clothes are an integral part of human survival. Man cannot survive without them. They protect us from various health and weather conditions. The kind of clothes we were not only is the basic needs, but also indicates out status in the society. If you have an impressive wardrobe, you surely be identified as a fashionable person with unique and classy taste. In order to maintain a pleasing wardrobe, you could check out the wholesale clothes UK . Buying clothes from these stores can help you save money and get the most attractive apparels way within your budget. These days, people around the works dress fashionably, especially when you see the citizens of UK. They have unique style and their designs are outstanding. Those who cannot afford to buy branded and expensive designer attire can easily look for wholesale clothing UK . You’ll get all you want at affordable price on any of the wholesale clothing UK website. If you have slightest doubt about the quality of clothing yo
Growing Up
Growing up ,  good bye fairyfales ,  good bye believing everyone is good  good  bye to that cosy lil world .. with sheltered walls  hello to bills , and thrills ..  hello to responsibility  good bye to going out so much  hello to staying in ...  good bye to most of my foolish desires  hello to politics   hello to trying to understand humanity ..  hello to trying to understand me  to having questions to things i cannot answer ..  and understanding things i cannot see .. growing up is interesting phenonomeon sometimes you feel like your growing older ..  and sometimes you feel like a kid at heart    sometimes you want to revive old memories ..  sometimes you want to make new ones  Life such as canvas ...  We must decide on how will paint on it !      
Growing Up In A Painful Existance
People want to know more about who I am so I'm putting out on full display.I was born in Virginia Beach, VA. My mother wanted a son and cried tears of sadness when I was born, but changed her tune quickly. I can't remember anything beyond the age of 5. From Kindergarten from 2nd grade I stuggled academically.After 2nd grade, I mastered all skills learned and have been an overachiever ever since. At 6 years old, I was molested by my female babysitter, which explains why I was bi-curious for years, never tested out never will. I'm straight and will always be that way. My father was an alcoholic and spent a great deal of time in bars as a child, which is why I can shoot pool as good as those in a tournament. He also hit my mother and reached a point to where they divorced. At 9 years old, we moved to Pensacola and have lived there ever since. She had a new boyfriend whom she moved here with her. During the same age my parents divorced, her boyfriend molested and made a death
Growing Small Business Connected With Packers & Movers
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I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!!!!! my sister told me yesterday that this little jerk emailed her and was calling her a bunch of names. Well i had her email me a copy of that letter. she doesnt' even know who this little fucker is. some little 17 year old that feels like he has to put people down in order to make himself feel better. this is what he sent my sister ~lol wtf... your fucking dead ass dead ass! u look like your dead. u retard. i hate u kinda ppl. so fat,,, and ugly. with your purm in da hair ass bitch and this was my response what the hell is your problem??? i wanna know why u feel its right to email people telling them that they're fat and ugly? it shows that ur REAL MATURE when u email people u dont even know and tell them that u hate them kind of people if they're *big* and that u dont like their purm (oh by the way, its spelled PERM). next time why dont u grow some balls and grow up before u feel like u have to open ur mouth. hope u have a wonderful day =) His resp
Okay, so I find THIS site RIGHT here on Myspace. I decide to figure out what the site is all about. Sign up for it, obviously. Feel like a complete fool to myself because I'm on no sleep and trying to figure everything out during ends up being too confusing/complicated for me with no shut eye. So, I decide to create a personal name for my site... go to check out my site and everything is GONE! After I had already filled and out and began to tell people about it.. just, GRR.
The silence inside my heart Is deafening. Where once warmth and joy were plenty Now it's empty I wait to hear the joy and sunshine I want to hear the rainbows sing I feel so dead inside The anger fills me You seem shocked I'm angry You seem confused at my hate You made me this way I am your creation You destroyed all that God made me Don't be shocked I look at you With venom in my eyes Don't look so suprised When I say good bye.
I hate to start this blog with a bitch, but... I cannot stand it when people post the same graphic as a comment on every single photo. On one, sure. Different graphics on each, ok. But the same one, particularly if it has no text or is completely out of context, is not only annoying but an an obvious cheat for points.
so i called the cable company the other to schedule an appointment to recieve cable and internet services. when they showed up this morning they said that my cable line was dead and that i could not get cable or internet. stupid apt and stupid cable. now i am stuck with usiing only my work computer for my internet usage, plus i will never be able to get my new pics online. plus my friend commited suicide on halloween so i have had a freakin great week. somebody love me............
askdhasjhasdggg!!!!!! ... frustrated is an understatment.
my life sucks everythign seems so fucked up. nobody care about anythign anymore someon shoot me please. im so fed up with everything...
i'm craving the days where we'd awaken to fallen leaves exposing our secrets to one another, with no worry about the shame or guilt felt because you had always said i could share anything with you, the way we could relate, a bond we had made, i felt so safe you were never one to judge, but was this only a dream? the season has changed, my body is smothered by misshaped snowflakes our mouths are kept shut, we lock away three words you're finding it challenging to make a simple call and you can't even be here to lift me up, help me stand when it's such a struggle for me to even get out of bed brain races, constant lapses, blank map, lost and off trail my only single concrete thought is of you you keep me sane for a little while a sweet voice has buried itself inside my head only to be interferred by those white pills, the one's kept away in a tiny gift box, they mute your lies because lately it's my only solution, the only way to make this pain dissolve dis
some stupid newbie bitch just left me a comment and a shout telling me im nasty...gotta love the people who join here just to give others shit.
I really, really, really hate writing this stupid 4-6 page paper for English. Havent really started on it and it is due tomorrow. Yay.
My nose is sore :( I want it to snow. And i gots pizza
My nose is sore :( I want it to snow. And i gots pizza! LOL im an odd ball and anthony says i need help :P i do not :P anyway rate my blog =] oh and my pictures :P ill return the love
Can anyone help? I'm trying to do a skin, and all I get are total black or total white backgrounds. What can I do so the pictures show? I think they are there, just hiding in the black. Hope someone can offer advice.
I fucking hate guys. and im going to leave it at that
Just got news that my brother will be sent to Iraq in a few months. Kinda depressing. Its a few months away so I'm gonna try not to let it get me too down. Still scary though.
What is it about some men that drives you crazy? I know I'm not in a relationship at the moment, but why do they constantly have to be an ass? I mean is it something they inherit or do they rise to that occasion when something you say is correct or they're inaccurate. I'm so "drained" and tired of "excuses" that make no common sense. It's as if the lights are on and nobody's home. The simpliest decision or conversation always has to be the hardest thing to explain or say and they're always right. Believe me, I love my men, but I'm not too positive on being in a relationship right now considering my brother-in-law's not all there in the head. I mean he just irritates me about how at first he wanted Traci to NOT get a job, now all because the "MORONS" at his work say that maybe she should get one, it's all a written gospel. I mean seven years ago it was NEVER an issue, now because they utter a single sentence it MUST be done. Need I tell you that these are the same
i hate this... i found a shirt i liked and it was like $80 ... sometimes i had being a thick chick lol
OK, for those who play Neopets, does anyone have a Goldy petpet? Those little fuckers are 950k! Daaamn. I'll never get one at this rate, I have a little over 450k.
Do you know what really pushes my buttons? Liars. Whether you're lying straight to my face or leaving out important details and lying to me by omission - I hate it. I hate it when I find things out on my own that I should have been told up front. I don't like to use the word hate - it's such a strong, vile word - but here, right now, I can't think of a better word to use. *grumbles* Feck you, Mr. liar-pants!! I know, I know. Such harsh language from such an innocent mouth. *giggles*
Okay, I haven't always been a good girl. To be blunt, I used to be a bit of a slut. Sometimes it can come back to bite you in the ass. Case in point. Really fucking ugly girlfriend finding out two years later. Not joking. Really fucking ugly. We used to call her MEGATRON. Well, I hadn't even drank my first cup of coffee when I desided that I should check my mail on here. You know, I really hate being a bitch this early in the day. This is what she writes: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ~~~ Serenity~~~ Date: Jun 11, 2007 1:51 AM I'm a reasonible person but when it comes to you I'm not. I know what happened and I HATE you for it EVEN though I know it takes two. I could write more and put you down but I'm better than that. Paul and I are working on Shit and thats why we have plans. But from now on don't plan to have any contact with Paul. So don't write him or even think about talking to him. And family reuions
I know I haven't been on in at least a week. The cord to my laptop is shot and the battery is dead. I'm hoping to be back soon. xoxoxoxoxo
You know what sucks! Moving back n with yo Mommy n Daddy...No choice tho, its the only way i know i wont go spending crazy...Need to save, plus my ex-roommate is leaving me. :( very sad! Gonna Miss Her very Much! well lata until another time!
So I got suspended from work today. Was embarrassing sitting there in the boss' office being reprimanded. Apparently a friend I worked w/ until Friday when she quit, left her computer logged on her ID and left her Inbox wide open for everyone to see and one of the supervisors saw it. Well its spurred an IS investigation into her internet usage and because her and I emailed back and forth quite a bit they delved into my emails as well...So I got suspended for writing personal e-mails at work. Ugh, I'm mad at her for being so stupid. I know we're not supposed to be doing anything personal at work, but everyone does it. Even the bosses. But its kind of an unwritten thing that its fine as long as you don't get caught and her stupid ass got us caught. At least I was only suspended for the one day. I just wish it had been Friday!
so im really gettin sick of hearing certain ppl say "ohhh she is using a script to get her rates"..Just because i work my ass off that means im cheating?...Yeah i AM a rate whore. It dont bother me when ppl say that. Most of them are my friends lol. Here is a quick guide to gettin rates. 1. make sure you dont have a life. 2. rate rate rate and rate some more. It takes me about 6-7 hours a day (yup i REALLY have no life.) I really am a nice person and im gettin reallllly irritated with some ppl on here. ANYONE can be a high rank if they really want it and have the time to do it. I DONT FUCCIN USE RETARDED SCRIPTS..I DONT BUY MY RATES...I just have really great friends who helped me get to where i am and alot of free time. -Ash SO if you are one of the ppl who think i cheat..DELETE ME. k thx.
Your mood is a bit out of sync with those of the people around you, but you shouldn't let that affect you too deeply. It's a temporary situation and if you just slow down for a while, things should pick up soon. does mean that it's ok that i'm pissy? i really wish i could get that stereo wired in my truck and get it over with. i'm so sick of driving it around like this.
Rawr. I have a meeting with the Canadian Immigration and Citizenship tomorrow and I can't find my damn birth certificate. I don't need it, but I want it - just in case. So hopefully at 11:30am tomorrow I will become a permanent resident of Canada =D woooooo
That James guy who I posted a blog about not even a month and a half ago has made a new profile and is again in contact with me. I blocked this new profile he created, but it pisses me off that he can't get the hint that I want NOTHING to do with him. I'm sorry if he doesn't like the fact that I don't appreciate it when someone harasses me over not being able to view my private pix and trying to do whatever it takes to make me feel bad for it. Get over yourself hun, there are easier ways to view naked/half naked girls without harassing real life ones. Google works wonders.
Grrr at this van. The van wouldn't start for rick the other day and it turned out that a light was left on over night. Today i went out to start it to warm it up for me to switch cars with rick and go to class and again it wouldn't start.. So i'm not going to class today!!!! I did however pass my test on Friday last week, I got a 86.5%. I was very excited.
Omg it fucking scared the shit out of me! I just heard a loud noise and my bed bleddy shook, so bad! I freaked out! Got out of bed, turned on the light, checked my room for monsters, then got back in bed and went to sleep! I woke up this morning to find everyone talking about this stupid earthquake... They are wrong... Everyone knows it's the transformers landing on earth! Haha xx
What really irritates me is idiots I don't know shouting at me to rate there pic..or leave them comments. Now, I feel better for sharing my frustrations!!Hope you all are having a great day
angry hands meet just service freedom comes to soon for one so long a sin trapped in a fortress feeling as if norm can destroy the demon unleash you strong cannot accept fate as is I will save you this I promise this battle not to be sung to keep so i do not insure to sink as low as this rachete foe family he claims but by blood this only true but actions show nothing but a demented shrew
WHY is it so bloody difficult for people to say what they mean?!?!? WHY is honesty so hard to come by?!?!?
i hate being completely ignored by my "friends"
If I add you to my IM, consider that a compliment. I get a LOT of men asking to be added. I don't add alot, because of shit like I got today. I have a lot of friends, plus a life. My mom is sick and going to the hospital alot. She has a disease of some sort, so the doctors are "looking into it." What I do NOT appreciate is whiny guys asking me why I don't talk to them, blasting me for not giving a shit. First of all, I talk to my friends a lot, so I might be busy. Second, you're not my bf, so I don't owe you a damn thing. Third, grow the fuck up. This is exactly why I left Fubar twice. I will never add another person to my Yahoo again. It's just too fucking risky. I can't tell you how many men turn into demanding bitches.
question to fubar friends. what would it take for you to throw it all away and start over? sorry odd mood.
Im sad, and pathetic. Its saturday night, im alone, drinking and crying watching the notebook.. but i dont have kids around.. *sigh*
What i hate is when you rate peoples pics 11's they dont have the common decencey to rate your pics in return or atleast say thx you or buy u a gift it really gets on my nervous it aint hard to return the love to all of you tht have return the favour thx u so much its deeply appreciated :D
Reading this may cause you to lose IQ points.... I needed to vent and I suppose this is the only place to do it and not really care what anyone thinks GROW THE FUKK UP..if you want the fukking lounge it is all yours....ok I feel better now :D
just so people know im phoneless till that lazy piece of shit cuntbag(my daughters mom) sends me my fucking check because it got turned off because i didnt have my check....
So fubar is starting to get on my nerves over little things. The last two tickers took over 12 hours to be approved. So I sent in this one last night at about 1am my time. It was approved by 3:15am my time. Grr!! I wanted it to run from noon to noon. Flippin' a! Someone wanna buy me a ticker? I'll make it worth your while. :D
Is it really that fucking hard to rinse out your used dishes and put them into the dishwasher?? I'm about to take my dishes away. Seriously, how fuckin' hard is it? He still doesn't do much cleaning...He'll take his piles of trash from his "room" to the kitchen garbage and over fill it...and doesn't take out the trash! He hasn't done that in forever! He gathered all his dishes and just pilled them into the sink...I've told him numerous times not to put the glasses into the sink because they can break. So what...he just gathers up his trash and dishes then leaves them for me to do!? I don't care if you're not home a lot but do you're fucking share of cleaning and don't keep leaving me all that crap. Is he wanting another agrument with me!? I just want to strangle him....
Today I went out apartment shopping. My friend Kari came with me to keep me company. I first checked out the place where I'm at because I still like this place. She told me there is a opening by the time my lease ends but there is a waiting list. I told her I would like to be on that list. I would save some money on certain things if I just transferred places. So I hope I get that place. I picked up Kari, bought us some lunch and looked around some places. Found a couple I could afford. Not the greatest places, but it's enough for me to get by. So I have two places that I have my eyes on, and hope I get one of them. I come back home and saw that ex..husband..whatever.. had used MY moving boxes that I got, the packing tape and bubble wrap. That pissed me off because I got them for myself, not for us...MYSELF. why the hell would I help pack his shit up? He's the one who told me I need to get my shit packed up and find a place when he hadn't done anything before. I was the one
can we say GRR
Since no one reads my about me, I thought maybe you would read this instead.....I DON'T DO FUCKING LOUNGES..STOP WITH THE FUCKING LINKS IN MY SB..DAMN!!!!!
Grr Arrg
it seems like i lost a lot of friends on here due to all the bs with ville and all.... and i just dont think its right that i pay the price for them lying to everyone, because i was lied to also, more so than anyone else on here.... but if everyone wants to stop talking to me because of stupid bullshyt than fine... it just shows who my true friends really were... it hurts to know that people can turn their backs so quickly on you for something that wasnt even your fault.. carrievamp
Grr And Etc
I can't figure out why I need additional plugins to load to view the page. I tried to download it, and it wouldn't let me. :( So I dont know what exactly I am missing. In other news... jalepenos on pizza are awesome!
Grr Argh
Unfortunately I was once again turned down for a job. I guess the Olive Garden found someone they liked better *sigh*. I made a couple calls last night and found out that Burger King down the road is hiring, so I'm gonna head over there today at some point and fill out an application. I'll probably be in and out today depending on the weather, so I'll try to make it in later. Also, I'm still trying to figure out my internet issue. My roommate has been looking for the wifi installation disc for me and hasn't found it yet...although I should have my connection up and running some time this week. Then things will be back to normal.
Grr Argh
Sick and grumpy. Thats all I really need to say. I've been sweating my balls off all day in a cold sweat. I just wanna go back to sleep, but too hot for that right now. Meh oh well... I need a pick me up... Someone send me a stiff drink and some other sort of upper. I could really care less at this point as to what it is. I'm gonna go ahead and unprivatize this thing cause what does it matter? I dunno... Bleh, I feel so crappy... I'll give someone a cookie if they can tell me whats wrong with me... Symptoms Include: Sweating No fever Cold sweats stomach ache aches in every muscle blah blah blah ok enough complaining. Today needs to be a good day. It's friday for christ's sake... Shouldn't fridays be fun I hate the weekend... It's always so fucking boring. Everyone else gets to go out and do shit and what do I do... I sit at home with my mom... Ugh... Shit like that just really makes you wanna put a bullet through your frontal lobe, yanno?? That or
Grr And Exhausted
well the good news is i get to go see my foster sister and i didnt think we'd get to go see her. the bad news is i got about 2 `1/2 hours of sleep cuz ive been coughing all night and kept waking up and i had a really good dream of ravyn when i told myself i would stop thinking of her because it makes her sick to think of me. and i hate thinking of someone who despises me. i'm trying so hard to let it all go and move on. and the worse part is i wanted to let myself be captured by the dream and dwell on it, but i'm not going to let myself. i prefer my many nice thoughts before falling to sleep. i also kept having a ton of weird dreams of work and that i was trying to get a few days of for vacation but they were trying to tell me i had to fly out on vacation at 4 one day and be back by 4 the next, and i said no i'm not going out for one day i ussually go on vacation for 2 weeks so i need at least 3 days. in the dreams i kept trying to force work out of my mind and had the image of a
hehe.. hey all.. if you have yahoo messenger IM me.. X_Morbid_Valentine_X I am pregnant so.. guys if you don't whana make a commitment then don't even talk to me.... k? k... Just letting ALL ya'll know this... before you start asking questions... OHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i'm 100% straight so.. all the lesbian and bi's take heed and stay the fuck away... that's your 1st and only warning... :D HAVE A NICE DAY!!!!!
People are just a bunch of freaking horn-balls. =/ It's annoying now... It's not 'let'' It's '' :] 'Kay?'Kay... I have a feeling today is going to be a bad day. =(
Grr At Cats (from Eque)
Grr At Ex's
Ese que llama a las 3 de la mańana y te pone una cancion romantica Ese que te deja en la libreta una tarjeta Donde dice que te ama Ese que te entrega el corazon con la mirada... y tu como si nada... ese que sueńa que una cancion, puede ablandarte el corazon... solo yo... ese loco soy yo! Ok they're lyrics to a song I can't seem to get out of my head. Damn my ex! Ex's suck :( Don't you agree?
I just want to beat my ex.... It's taking forever to get this divorce going...Yes, I"m not completely divorced yet. It's been taking FOREVER to get together with him to go over the divorce papers...I been emailing back and forth with this chick at the court house to schedule a appointment to go over the papers works to make sure it's signed correctly. It's taking forever now again cause she's not replying back to me as fast, he can't make the schedule for the appoitment and there's times he's ignoring me....So I email the chick again yesterday cause she never replied back to me in a week....asking when there was an opening and if my ex really had to be there because of this whole scheduling is taking forever. She emails back saying that he didn't have to be there but would have to work around with some things and there was an opening on thursday. So I told the shitnerd (his nick name) that he didn't have to be there if he didn't want to and if he wanted to see the whole email conver
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Grr Grr And Double Grrr
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I am feeling like shit. Today is a bad pregnancy day. I am all bummed out I miss my babies daddy and I want my Robin where with me too. I am crying one minute and laughing the next. I cant wait till my family is all back together and things settle out. I had a guy I went on a date with a month ago offer me 100 bucks for a BJ--I about killed him. What the fuck are people thinking? Seriously-If my guy was here he'd be dead. Well he still may be dead when the man gets here but one can only hope that the jackass runs off the road in his semi and dies first. Yeah I am being a bitch but that shit pist me off--I am ay need money but I dont and will never need it that badly. ----On a better note--I got a job at the bar I go to waitressing(no I am not drinking). SO that will help the money flow and make it possible for my family to be back together soon. YAYS!!
Grr I Miss You
grrrrr, i really miss rochelle, and yet can't seem to be able to talk to her. she added me on myspace yet wasn't on here or aim and it just made me want to talk to her more. my phone doesn't have long distance, so i went to the gas station got minutes for my phone spent 20 dollars just to tell her i miss her, then find my phone won't work, so i have to reactivate it. ive tried sending her messeges like 3 or 4 times it takes a while to type out on a phone explaining to someone you miss them and you had to reactivate your phone to tell them n you wish you could hold them.. and now i notice well i have to wait a few hours before my phone is in the network and i just want to tell her now. why should it be so hard just to tell someone you miss them or be able to talk to your friend? it's not like i ask for a lot or anything. the one friend i really like talking to i never get to talk to, one of the only friends who even seems to want to talk to me, and stupid distance and life always ge
Grr! I Hate Being Tagged
Hrmph Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1- I have a knot on my forehead from where I ran into a porch light...and I wasn't drunk 2- I'm broken, I no longer believe in Love..I think it's just convenience given a pretty name 3- I don't want to be fixed, I don't want to Love another 4- I'm smarter than anyone gives me credit for 5- I refuse to show it, I'd rather act stupid and have fun than be respected for my intelligence 6- I'm a procrastinator and very laz otherwise I'd have 6 degrees by now 7- I have more going for me than I'll allow people to know, I've refused to share my private life for months now...and don't intend to change that
Grr Men ... I Swear
I love my best friend to death nd will stand behind him in anything he does but geez he's pushing it lol. just found out that he's back with a bitch he dated a few months ago who cheated on him nd constantly treated him like shit nd since i can't seem to talk any sense into him i just hope she treats him decently this time. i talked to her earlier tonight nd told her straight out i don't trust her nd i never will but i will be there for him no matter nd made sure she knew that she will not come between me nd him nd our friendship nd better not even try this time. she used to get pissed off b/c he talked to me nd she accused me of spying on her for him tonight nd i was like omfg what's wrong w/ you? good thing she had sense enough to apologize this time nd said she now understands nd that she is glad he has someone like me who is there for him but if she hurts him like she did b4 she better hide lol. he's lucky i love him lol cuz i coulda kicked him when i found out lol. but for his sak
Grr Not Such Great News
well this news aint that great and for those that know me well this will worry them but as i did the last time gods on my shoulders and angels are around but for those that dont i could use ur prayers too a few months ago i had surgery to replace the shunt on my right side i've had since an accident in 1992 and today i went to the docters becuase of a migrain ive had for 4 days now and was told the one in my left side has to be replaced becuase of a blockage so i dont know when ill be on next but i did sneak my laptop in i love my wireless chip god bless telus so i will try to pop on in case i dont for what ever the reason just know i think of all u and am bored outta my mind will miss u dearly and will always love ya all trin, p.s this place has the grossest food and smells too
Grr Not Again
Well... I hope all of you had a good week end! I know I didn't! I went to my parent's place for the week end to visit. On my way there (3 hour drive) dad called me and told me that mom was having a panic attack and that he was going to take her to the hospital. So, I am still about 30 mins away and I finally get there and my little brother is at the house, no biggie he is 14... well dad calls and tells me that mom was having tests done and that her doctor was the one on call this week end. So, around rolls about 2:30 and dad gets home... with mom. They reused to admit her eventhough they gave her meds to calm her down and still saw her really bad. They woke her out of a sound sleep just to send her home. Well, she was having another rough day Sat. She took the meds that they gave her Friday night and they calmed her down for a bit. Well, Sat night dad wound up taking her to the hospital again. Well, this time they admit her. They say she has severe depression and anxiety. She was takin
Grr, People...
Just venting here...   Hi, I'm Russian Foxx, and I deal with pompous, annoying, overpriveleged, entitled assholes for a living. Sometimes when people bitch to me about somethin, I tune out and imagine stabbing them in the eyeball with a pencil, or grabbin them by the hair and just smashing their fuckfaces against the front desk counter. Oh, well, I'm in a hospitality business...
GRRRR!! WHY TODAY????? Like I have enough on my mind, my plate, my life to keep me busy, and now this little wrench called JURY DUTY is slung in my excersising my right and registering to vote I signed my life away and at the same time volunteered for jury duty...UGH..I just hope they send me home, I've got a 19 month old that wouldn't do well being separated by me, not to mention a hubby that hasn't seen me for 6 weeks...ya'll just cross yer fingers I don't have to go! BLAH I'm so bummed...when I should be happy, hubby's coming home tomorrow :)
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... bord... had a good weekend though. and 4 anybody that reads this, comment me plz. love to all
So i get the message today that our Pagan Pride Day was cancelled for this saturday. After planning on going to this it gets postponed. The weather man says strong to severe storms and possible warnings watches etc.... So now it will be on Oct 14th, maybe the weather will hold out so i can go to the earth festival instead. The weather man better be right, they're calling for an 80% chance of rain and 30% chance of severe weather. Well i'll keep you all posted. mwahz
When I was really really young.. after hearing some crazy things my uncle told me about love and stuff.. I worte this in the 5th grade... Love ... Love is something i'll never be in.. Love is something I'll never see.. Love is an emotion that will always elude me... My heart is broken in a million peaces.. I'm the one in the crowded room you don't see.. You use me.. forget about me.. and won't ever love me. Love is never within my grasp.. its always falling away from me. I never meant to make some kids cry.. its just how I felt at the time.. Well part of me still does.. I got sent straight to the principles office.. LOL That same year.. i hated pics of me taken.. Long story.. Then i wrote .. sand.. and i won't print that until tomorrow..
Why are people sooooooooo disrespectful?~!?~?? I just so happened to be in the ladies' room when my dog started barking up a storm. Thank goodness he only barks when he hears something out of the ordinary, else I wouldn't have thought twice about it. So I hurried and opened the back door (in retrospect was a bad idea) where he was standing.. too late to see WHO! BUT! Some effin' idiot scrounged around the deck looking for who knows what (You have to actually BE on the deck to see anything.. it's surrounded by bamboo on the 'open' side). "Thank you for leaving junk around!" Anyway.. do I have to arm myself every time I open the door now or what?!? Ugh I'm so pissed! I'm GLAD I didn't have to defend myself against said IDIOT. But damn it!!! Grrrr!!!!!!
Im so tired of lazy ass ppl, hubby doesnt work and thinks he is only responsible for doing the laundry and getting the kids to school, i worked 6 friggen days this week to get my day off with disgust of how this house looks like crap, its so cluttered and needs such a major cleaning its not funny. Now why in the hell do i want to spend my only day off from work cleaning on this damn house when he is home all friggen day long? Im tired of it, im tired of the kids throwing crap around like its nothing, im tired of all the lazziness thats going on here while it try to make the money to pay the damn bills.. ok enough with my own problems hope whoever reads this has a great or atleast better day than i am having. tootles...
stupid bloody pc does nothing but crash! god knows whats wrong with it! almost threw it outta the bloody window today, really pissed me off -.- oh well ran virus crap and adawear but no luck :( any ideas? please?
I miss him sooooo much. I wish I was there already. I'm very impatient, did I mention that? *tear*
I wish my life would get better,sometimes I feel broken or somthing,I failed at my marriage,Its been a year and a half and nothing seems to be getting any better,I wish my mom was still alive she always seemed to be able to give me the support I needed to get through anything,I miss you mom!Its kinda been a dumpy day!
ok im starting to feel so fkn duped i think maggie has a new boyfriend and isnt telling me bc they are always hannging out together and now she isnt answereing my phone calls and shes acting wierd and i dont like feeling as if shes lieing to me and she will be here in less than a week and i dont want this to be hannging over my head i cant act normal around her if im thinking shes w this guy i need help and if shes going to keep telling me that shes not dateing him and i feel like she is i dont know what im supposed to any ideas?
ok, if u say that u wanna be with someone, but ur planning on breaking up with the person ur wit now, to be wit the other person, just get the balls to say hey i wanna see other people! and even if she said that shes pregnant, and shes actually not, she only said that to keep u, cuz she knew that things were goin to hell, its just better to break up, and go ur seperate ways. but just have the balls to do it, and dont be a pussy.... i understand how hard it is to break up, trust me, i just lost someone that i thought was the one, but i guess not,and i have a gut feeling that he's goin back to some chicken head ho's, but this is for the better... he's not a true man.... so fellas just have the balls,and just do it!!! and ladies we will over come them,and it will work out for the better... just like old people say.. if it was meant to be, then they will come back to you.. but if they dont then it was'nt meant to be!!! and we will find someone a million times better than the last boyfrie
my pc just crashed using works to say i be off untill leasr sat when i get new pc
I am about this close to strangling my mother. If I could give any advice to girls planning their wedding, don't have your mother pay for everything. You see I'm just like my mother, very opinionated. One difference being that our opinions are quite different. So when it comes to types of cakes or flowers, ect. I disagree with a lot of what she says. And I should eb able to voice my opinion considering it is MY wedding! But she seems to think that everything she suggests I should just agree with since she is paying for the whole shabang. So I'm fucked. I guess I will just have to live my dream wedding through my daughter!
Ok this is totally fucked up. A father who couldn't even manage to stay in his daughter's life 30 years later decides he's going to try to get custody of his daughter's kids???? Oh yeah I can see how that's gonna go. You know, my father has got to be the biggest asshole out there on the face of the earth. My son and daughter WANTS to be with their father. After hitting their teen years, while it was necessary to go for the summer, have found that they WANT to live with their father. It's hard knowing my kids are not with me. I raised them since birth and have always had them with me. My Johnathan is my life as well as my Sammy. But you know, I can not always keep them away from their father. Their father has the right to be a dad. He's been a dad finally for 6 months and doing a damned good job at it. Larry isn't innocent by far. He does some things that strains the relationship between myself and my kids. However, it is his time now. It's his turn to be the parent and raise the
That saying...It is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all......Fucking bullshit. It's not better. It hurts more. Ignornace is bliss...If you never knew what it was then you know the pain it would cause and could save yourself a fucking boatload of heartache. I used to dream about finding someone to love...Craved it, needed to find that someone. I thought I would finally be happy and fill that void I thought was missing if I could only have love. I didn't know how stupid I was. Because I did find it. And eventhrough the petty arguments and worries and everyday turmoils of being a couple I still loved, I still do. Now it is nearly gone. He has not decided what he really wants. He says he wants to be with me, But he still thinks the grass could be greener on the other side. I am broken. So it's not better to have loved and lost. I could have lived my life without it and been content and not happy then to be as I am now. Knowing what love really is and being devas
hey all i hope you all are doing better than me. i am having a rough week. kids, job, and now guy problems. we were supposed to get married, now he is having doubts. wow- i cant have my heart just pingponged all over the place. i told him i won;t be his live in forever. am i right about this?
wtf is peoplez issues like really ,, just cause ur in a bad fucken mood does that mean to take it out on everyone else huh does it make you feel better about your self or what like fuck sakes.......justs cause ur in a bad mood u think everyone else has to be too u SELFISH fuck!!!! i cat fucken stand it i swear im sooo gonna explode..... i feel like im a lil fricken kid again living at home with mommy an daddy... damn its like life is always full of do's a dont's an in my case its like almost a jail some times.... why are people sooo damn misrible huh dont u losers have anything in life to just be HAPPY about!!! huh grrr it makes meee sooo mad.. then i get mad at my self for it makes no sense.... damn people if ur not in a good mood dont fucken take it out on other go some where where ur not around others just to degrade em or make em wanna fucken hit u an not keep going about this an get it all out but really i hate it an its way to much fricken drama for me sooo im go
I hate it when I wake up and can't go back to sleep. Its 7:43 am and I didn't even go to bed until about 3:30 am! I really fucking hate this shit.
Grrrrr.....i Freaking Love My Life.
SOOOOO.....I get my package in from hot topic today (btw it was the cheerleader outfit) and I'm like "woah this is fucking awesome." So I go to try it on and the skirts to small and the tops to big. and so now I'm all "Of course something like this would happen to me." So now I have to get my lazy, sleepy ass up and go all the way to the mall (probally have to go to three different ones with my luck) and pick out a new outfit. And it's not going to be the school girl outfit unless I get uberly lucky, because the one I bought was a set. and I'm not pay a 30 dollar difference for an outfit I'm only wearing for one night of the fucking year. Well that's all for now, bye.
I am so pissed I could just scream.....with everything else that has been going on today, my daughter comes home today and tells me she needs a hug... I thought she was upset about her grandma (and she was)and she started crying really hard... she said she just got a voice mail from her ex-boyfriend saying that he was in the hospital that he tried to kill himself today and it was all her fault and told her to never call him again because she has already done enough damage and then kept saying.. "why did you have to hurt me so bad"? .. then he says I Love You, before he hangs up.....OMG... I was ready to come through the roof!!! She does (or did) still talk to him because they were still friends... or so she thought..... Why are BOYS such assholes????? especially to do that to her today.. .of all days!!!!! I am furious!!!! I told her that HE is the sick one.. and it's not her fault and he is the one that did it to himself.. NOT her... I wrote the number down that he called from an
i'm sick, and working... how do you call that? my nose hurts, my throat hurts :( i need someone to snuggle with and someone that can give me soup
This was a long blog about how I can't find flair tip pens. (Hence the title) Unfortunately my dumbass didn't put in a subject. WTF?! It's a blog! Not a fuckin' manuscript!
Today I took my senor pics. I helped a teacher grade papers. I played games at my friends. I started making an Amv. The song is Antestor's "Bridge of Death". I am waiting for my girlfriend to call now and hope she does. But I missed her call at like 7 and I was gone to a friend's house. Everytime I go there she calls earlier. I think I should stop going. I don't know though. Grr.
Please forgive me, i am going to ramble a bit. I am so frustrated that if I had hair I would be pulling it out. First off, a little background,. The reasons I am no longer with my wife is that I reached the end of a long, long rope. For years we didn't get a long well. Sure there were some reaspnable times, but we were NOT happy with each other. She has some psychological problems and I ran out of the ability to be me and identify her also. I know that may not make any sense, but it comes down to ; I couldn't even go to work without being caalled 20 times a day and if I left work not at exactly when she thought I should, she would be on the phone screaming at me, and pacing up and down the driveway until I got there. But that's not what I'm trying to get off my chest now. Her mother is in failing health. She no longer jas the strength to be by herself and because I am not a complete ogre, I have told my wife, (since i live about 20 minutes closer than she does or her brother) that if
once again its at this site along with many others...ppl naming themselves irish this an irish that...its the most anniyin thing in the world when best part of u have never even been to ireland....what is the big deal with bein irish....u dont even know what is like to be irish...i swear if another person says to me "hey im irish" and they aint from ireland ill fuckin flip
Grrrr! I hate my husband! He is such an a$$hole, All I do is try to keep him happy but that is NEVER enough, and the sad thing is I get NOTHING in return for it. I can't stand being yelled at anymore. I hope to God he has to travel for work again REALLY soon! If I am doing what he asked then why the hell yell at me??
I really should get to bed, but I can't sleep. not that I'm not tired, I am exhausted, but I have so much going through my head tonight. I can't shut it off. I don't know why not. I have to be up in 7 hours.....
Fuck Firefox 2.0! If you haven't done so already, DON't UPGRADE TO IT! Ever since I did, I keep getting all these errors causing it to close down my browser like every 10 fucking minutes. I'm pissed. And I can't use IE because everytime I do I get a damn trojan horse called Sysprotect installed on my computer! Why can't people make shit that actually works?!
ok everyone i have to recreate my profile so plz get at me again...gime a secc
How come some asswipe can rate my profile a 2 when I only joined yesterday, It aint no big deal but just makes me wonder if they would have done so if the ratings were not anonymous, I have just one thing to say really about that. GET A LIFE SADDO.
All cause I posted a nude pic in my bulliten i can not post or repost any long is this suppose to last?......also iam in another contest as well so please take a sec and go and vote and comment for me
ok who rated my photo a 7? and it was a halloween picture too! geez all of the photos i've rated have been 10. AND you all deserve the 10's too.
It won't snow where I am, I love the snow and I just want it to snow but It won't. What is christmas without snow? Christmas is only a month away..I need my snow...please hurry
Stood up once again. I really do give up this time. I doubt I will even the courtesy "I've got an excuse" call this go around. Spent the last two hours driving around Georgetown (the bar *we* were going to go to is an hour away and meeting in her hometown would have saved time since we were running late) and calling her cell phone and home phone. Nada. Left a voicemail saying simply "I'm driving home now". Wasted my only night off chasing a ghost again. I seem to enjoy punishing myself like this. Put off friends coming over and other people wanting me to go out AND almost ended up with no place to stay tonight because my ex was going to sleep in the house since I was *out*. I'm too old for this crap. -Robert
Don't I know that already?! ARGHHH!
Grrr.....some People......
Ya know, I have to wonder sometimes how some people have the job that they have. One of my co-workers called me up to ask me a question. I work in an IT Department, and I am the Network Admin. I deal with the servers and whatnot. The guy that called me gives support to the users at their computer on their desk. He calls me up to ask my why something is running offline. Well, if he would have done a couple of troubleshooting steps real quick he would have seen that all it is is a checkmark that the user accidentally checked on their machine. Nothing I have ANY control over!! A quick 5 seconds of work on his part would have saved a phone call. Click File - Uncheck "Work Offline" - Done! IT WASN'T EVEN HIDDEN!! Ok...I'm getting off my high horse now.
ever have one of those days where ud rather go out nd buy all new stuff instead of doin laundry .. lol.. cuz u just don't want have to carry it up nd down stairs?
*grrr! @these Muthafukas!*
i am 35 and i 2work in an auto shop with a bunch of guys whose avg age is 20-25. i usually am easy-goin n roll with their punches but sometimes their playful prodding crosses the line 2 downright disrespectful. i cant tell u just how @#$%^&* tired i am of hearing SHUT THE F**K UP evertime I open my mouth, whether it be 2ask a question or give some1 info. & i am SO sick 2DEATH of bein called BITCH as if they were callin me by name. rarely do i ever get addressed by my proper name. like i said, i try roll with the punches and laugh it all off but 2day, somethin inside snapped & the tears were uncontrollable. now er1 wants 2scoff @ me 4bein a CRYBABY. WTF?!?!?!? CRYBABY?!?!?!? where the HELL is the respect i'm due @VERY least 4bein a woman, let alone a woman 10-15yrs older than any of em. ENUFF IS ENUFF!!! no more tears... next time some1 steps outta line wit me, I'M BEATIN HIS ASS!!!! ok.. i think iv pulled myself back 2gether. thanks 4 "listenin"
Why is it everytime i start to like a seems i get pushed aside for another damn bitch...I know i am not the greatest looking person on the face of the earth...or have that barbie doll figure...but hey i do have a heart and soul..
Grrrr! Now What!!??
I finally get my results for my blood work drawn on Thurs....which I had let over a week pass between that draw and the one before it and *SIGH* the results showed that my HCG levels have only dropped 1 point in over a week!! DAMMIT!! I cant stand this anymore. I am SOOOO scared right now because it is moving TOO slow....hopefully on the birth control patches things will start to move a little faster.
Like can my life get any worse its not enough that i deal with gut rot and migraines everyday now i had too add other shit too thats it i offically quit
i hate those meds and i feel weak and in a terrible mood!!!!! i'm going to hit someone if this stupid thing of not eating is longer than a week i hate the fact that i can't eat and i only can drink water, tea and eat only 2 yogurts per day here is so hot, that makes me feel even weak i wish there was something quicker than this... already 3 months with meds to treat that stupid gastritis and the bleeding stomach (that i hope is not a bacteria or virus affecting me) and.... the infamous vesicle.... my mom had it cut off, so there are many posibilities that i have some problem with that too... blah, i'm tired
i guess im gonna have to have a root canal done on my mouth were the tooth used to be
Grrr So Addicting I Swear It!
Grr that cherry game is so addicting .i have come so close to clearing the entire screen .heres a screen shot of the closest i have come! GRRR damn you tasty ,sweet juicy morsels of frustration. lol Mark my words i will defeat you muhahaha *evil pirate laugh* Fear me ,,fear my intelligence and drive ..ok im done now, Back to the grindstone of whooping that game hehe
I was gonna go get a tatt today, but circumstances beyond my control are preventing it. *sigh* i'm all sorts of disappointed and stuff. my daughter and i are sitting here having coffee, discussing the finer points of the 5th grade. She's growing up so fast!!!
After the woman gave birth to a baby, her doctor stood solemnly at her bedside. "I have something I must tell you about your baby." "What's wrong?" the alarmed mother asked. "Your baby is a hermaphrodite." "What's that?" "It means your baby has both male and female parts." "Oh my God!" the woman exclaimed. "You mean he has a penis and a brain?" __________________________________________________
So, the new year was off to a great start, and just daughters dad calls, and is all gloom and doom!! Told him to sniff under his own door, before he sniffed under mine. The stupid ass. Have I mentioned before how much I hate ignorance?? I'm pretty sure I have, yet it keeps sneaking towards me. So, once more, for good measure....I really hate stupid people!!! Think before you speak. Make sure, that when you are putting someone else down, they don't have an arsenal full to throw right back at ya!!! In my case, it was much than one to throw back. I mean really....put a badge on some men and they think they're god!! Never mind the fact they he could have never made it through the classes without me helping him. Never mind the fact that I worked revolving shifts, and still managed to help him pass. Never mind the puss was ready to quit after a week because it was hard.....the little crying shit!!!! And, now he wants to screw with me again......??? Maybe he needs to remember
I've run out of things to do...I find myself welcoming newbies...I'm still a newbie wtf?? lmao Why is this so addicting???
Grrr... Bad Night And Day
Since last night at 5 things are like shit for me. I was about to make supper an all of a sudden there was a knock at the door. Here it was the cops! WHAT THE FUCK I SAID. Here come to find out my sister was going to shelter care cause her FUCKEN SOICAL WORKER decided to take her in cause of last week wensday through friday missing school well DUH she has been sick lately really bad to the point im about to have her admitted. Today I took her to the dr. well she has a RN for a physican right now FUCKEN RN'S thats all I gotta say. The RN says oh its asma when it everyone INCLUDING me is saying its not and here we still dont know whats going on for her stomach. I tried getting her out today well that didnt happen cause the dumb idot RN DONT wanna excuse her for when my sister seen her. GRRR.. I WAS soo pissed today an told the RN off an slammed the office door. Sorry but I aint going to sit there an have someone critsize my family just because we all smoke and BY THE WAY... IM QUITTING R
i'm gonna leave my new album open till i get home from work but if i see that anybody viewed it and didn't rate or comment it i will close the folder for awhile
i see soooo many bulletins asking to help level up. its a 2-way street. u get points, too, if u rate sum1s shyte. just cuz u uploaded it, duznt mean im gonna rate it just to get u points... especially if u never rated my stuff... also, dont ask me to bomb u in a contest, if u havent bombed me. and i dont consider bombin me, if u only gave me a handful of comments... i have a few friends that have litterally bombed me with like hundreds of comments already. if my status says im depressed, it probly means just that and i dont wanna talk to u... there are certain exceptions for this... if u have been my friend sinz i've been on here, then i may talk... this means u have been engaged in a conversation more than once with me sinz 22 nov 06. if ur not sure what category u fall into, im sure i will let u know... if ur a soldier or any other service member seeking attention on here, dont look for it from me. that just bugs the shyte out of me! and finally, please do not look for
Tonight, I am somewhat sad and irritated, but life goes on, eh? I've come to realize that I truly do envy those who possess apathy. Not that it matters at the moment, mind you. I do hope you'll all forgive me for the tone of this post, but if not, I'd suggest you simply refrain from reading it. I'm going to run off at the mouth for a bit. I think it's about time that I get some of it out of my system. I don't always feel like smiling. It gets on my nerves that people take exception to any expression other than a smile when it's plastered to my face. I don't always have to smile, people. I don't always have to be cheerful. Yes, it does help and it is pleasant, but I promise that I'll bleed if you cut me. For those of you who are stuck on the "huh" aspect of that sentence, I'm merely saying I'm human. As such, I'm prone to experience a full range of emotions. I was going to go on about some other things,but I'm tired and to be honest, I don't feel like expressing myself
all men can go to hell.. nuff said
LOL Im having all kinds of problems with Cherrytap tonight, is it just me or is it still because of the maintenance today?
I am writing this for my own benefit only. I know most likely no one will read it. I just need to vent. I am slightly aggravated that I now remember why I dont trust people. I try to let my guard down a bit and get completely hosed. Fool me once...fool me twice bullshit. Dont worry...what comes around goes around.
PLEASE come leave me comments!! I will return the favor! I'm still holding at 1500 behind first and still in 2nd! Thank you everyone for all your help. I know bombing sucks and if you don't have time to can you please at least repost this for me.. That alone is a huge help! Thank you!! ♥ HUGS AND KISSES ♥ ♥ Click on the pic above for the contest! ♥ Nine Inch Nails - Closer (Nothing Version)Music Video Codes By Music Video Code
For 28 years all i have done is try to make people happy make them laugh make new friends then you have those people who accuse you of cheating because your talking to them whats the difference talking to them online or in a bar or at work if you talk to a girl at work are you cheating for 28 years i have been putting up with too much shit and im sick of it if i have offended anybody on here im sorry if anybody on here thinks im here for sex im sorry i like to meet people and chat i like girls girls are easier ot get along with if you have any problems with what i have said on here you can message me or just delte me thanks dutch
Currently up to my arse in recycling at work. Nuff said. Might have to go and live on an island somewhere for a bit (quick note to the smart arses, yes, I know Britain is an island. I mean one with no one else on it). Is it possible to be a curmudgeon in your twenties? People are really starting to annoy me. I need to gather up a few people I like (send your names if you wanna be on the list) and sod off somewhere quiet. Then again, I am reading The Stand, and that tends to make me think in terms of wiping out 99% of humankind. You know, just for the funnies. I haven't done anything evil for at least I week. I must be losing my touch. Here endeth the ramble.
Im so tired of women. I try to be sweet and just get stepped on all the time. So am done with them. There is no such thing as an honest one. I just dont get it...I like to think im somewhat attractive... I dont lie I dont cheat and I would do anything for anyone. It just doesnt make sense. Im just better off in my own little world and not with anyone. I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to a
why post a saulutle u guys always reject it
Screwed by CherryTAP yet again. I emailed to cancel my VIC last week. And yet I was billed. Somehow, I'm not surprised. But I am frustrated. I can't afford to keep it. It may only be $15 but that's fifteen more than I have right now. I emailed again when I saw it had been billed to ask them to refund the charges or I will have them reversed. It makes me wonder why I even wanted to give them my cash to begin with. I know the reason -- it's that it's a fun site. Despite the troubles it has brought me, I enjoy being here and love the people I've met. Yet I should have known better than to opt in for something which was recurring. I should have just done a blast. Le sigh.
I hate comcast the really like to dick people around when their shit dont work right! It took them two and a half weeks to come out and fix the modem them gave us i hate them!!!! and i pay my bill for this and the time i didnt have internet they still charged me. Well anyways this is too all my friends whatn to say hey how ya doin and got the internet back so chat with you all later!!
Grrrrr Owwwwll - Stippers Part 1
Okay for those of you who don't know I'm a strip club DJ 3 or 4 nights a week. I love my job, and I absolutly enjoy and think of most of the girls I work with as my friends.... but last night I would like to know how I became the EVIL A$$H0LE? Couple things first... 1. I'm the DJ, I play what I think is appropriate, needs to be played, and above all I have FINAL SAY in what is played..... Period!!! 2. I play the girls requested music first and formost (mostly because I like them, they move better to it usually, and the customers don't normally care too much as long as the girls are enraptured in what they are doing) 3. I play customer requests even if they arn't up and tipping in hopes that a lil bit of their music will bring em back, it's my job to create a fun environmnet for them. 4. I just flat out like to play upbeat, groove moving, soul sensual, sexual music because i'm like that, very sexual, very sensual, very into having the music speak to me. Okay so toward the middl
Grrrrr Owwwwll - Stippers Part 2
So she gets on me for not "playing the girls music" saying that it is my job to play what they want for them..... not the case but, I can see where they have gotten that impression. I have bent over backwards to play what they want. They know better however. What they don't realize is I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT THEM TIPPING ME AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. What I give a fuck about. 1. being treated with respect for bending over backwards to help them in any way that I can in that club. 2. doing a good job. 3. team work. So.... Needless to say them even trying to make me happy by "playing with me" wasn't helping it was just pissing me off more, because even then I was still getting flip from people. My mood at this point was needless to say not the best. I felt like I was dealing with over emition drunks at this point. Makes me wonder to a degree if I was. Not to say that any of them do anything at work. What stipper ever gets fucked up on anything at work. But
Have you ever had one of thoes does where it just hasn't gone right and you want to scream at the top of there lungs. For starters my son is sick. And Everthing that mama trys to do to help him he does like and desiceds that he must scream at the top of his lungs. that i can deal with second, NEVER WORK FOR SANDNIGGER OR JUST FOR THE COMPANY I WORK FOR (HAMOUD INC.) Dont get me wrong i love what i do and the people i work with. but theis damn pleople dont know how to run their stores. they think the store can be ran with no one in the store. And on days where i should have a day off the other manager decides that he cant do caruse he doesnt want to work nights. FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING SANDNIGGER! ( JUST TO LET YALL KNOW I AM NOT RACIST; I JUST HATE EVERYONE)
Grrr...ct Keeps Changing My Age
You know when your getting old cause you start to get anal about how old you are... bloody hell... CT keeps making me 1yr older than I am GRRRRR... ok so I turn 43 in may but I still have 3 months of being a mere 42... damn it maybe I'll just stay 42 for the next couple of yrs...
i hate huntington if anyone knows anything about it u understand what im going threw right now its fucking snowing like hell here and i cant take it no where to go nothing to do it sux big ass im stuck we are all stuck here some one come here with a big ass plow and take care of all this snow make it go away nothing to do so who ever reads this if ur bored as well then hit me up with a messege or a shout doesnt matter just need something to read or someone to talk to
I have tryed to be nice and not hurt his feelings, but I am starting not to care. I have told him nicely that I am not wanting to be in a relationship, but he just won't get it. He thinks that there is someone else and there is not. I don't know what else to do or how to tell him that it is not him, but that it is me. I guess I will have to bring the bitch out and tell him to go fuck himself. I am starting not to care if I hurt his feelings or not cause being nice isn't working I see. He says I broke his heart, well guess what I won't be the first nor will I be the last and if he reads this, I hope he understands that life is full of heartache and that everyone gets there heart broken more than once in life. He is starting to scare me cause he won't just let it go and move on. If he don't stop I will have to find other ways to block him from me and then maybe he will get the hint. But for now I hope this will help. So get the hint and back the fuck off.
my night seem getting worse every hour.. my daughter got hurt and upset by someone and i went confront and i got treated shit by someone who do to my daughter. not long time ago I found someone lied to my own fucking face and I want beat some people up tonight so badly.. grrrrrrr I hope my day will be better for tomorrow.. y'all have a good night.. t'care
i really hate when contests an shit start when i am not around....i am in this one please show some loooooooove, least ya can do is give a rate and a comment....don't exspect much more....THANX
i hate greyhound. i got home 5 hours later then i was supposed to b/c goin into nyc the driver got lost. then leavin penn station n jersey the bus died. so the trip home was 5 hours longer then anticipated
So I FINALLY quit working for the Nazi's known as public storage. They can't keep a property working in good order if they had the courts forcing them to. I had so many customers pissed off at me and elevators that didn't work a video monitoring systems that hasn't worked for months, and a bathroom at you can't use. And thats just a few of the things worng with that place. I was GREATH to walk into my office yesterday and say "I don't give a FUCK!!!!!" weeeeehaaaaa Thats all
God sometimes I really hate my life. I so cant wait to have my own place so I can make my own decisions and dont have people thinking they can tell me what to do all the time. Last I checked I was a big girl and could make my own decisions but then again there are people who think I still need someone older always telling me what to do. My life is going to change for the best once I finally have my own place even if money is a lil tight. I would rather have money a lil tight then have someone standing over my shoulder telling me what I can and cant do all the fucking time. Its as if people dont think I know what Im doing because I am still young. But I do! I am a big girl and do think things out before I do them. God I so cant wait until Im on my own and my baby is home instead of miles away.
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight You think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Touch me baby, tainted love Touch me baby, tainted l
so yesterday my office hired an "eMarketer". and i am "not to feel threatened" for my job (i'm a network admin) which i don't (still trying to figure out why my boss felt the need to comfort me?). but i have to work "closely" with him (because he's got shit for brains) and help him do his job. GREAT. something he hasn't quite figured out about me is that... he's SADLY MISTAKEN if he thinks i give two shits about what he's here to do. cause he wont shut his pie hole and get the fuck out of my office :slams head on desk: and GREAT now he wants to chat for the rest of the day through yahoo messanger. JUST what i wanted to spend the rest of my day doing. talking to a moron. thanks for reading. :)
For all who don't know, I play pool on a league Tuesday nights. I was just looking at the schedule and discovered we have to play a certain team. There's this guy on that team that hits on anything and everything that's alive, (and I think female may be a requirement too). He’s frumpy, he’s got long scraggly hair and, *Sigh* if you ever watch Seinfeld you'll know what I'm talking about, he's a close talker. He gets up in your face to talk to you, and he always stands so close. While he's spitting in your face telling you something you can hardly breathe because you're gagging on the stench of his cheap cologne. And I seem to be one of his favorite people to bug because he’s always hanging on me. So needless to say, I’m not really looking forward to my ‘fun night’ this week. He’s a nice guy though.
so i have to work MORE with the retard i spoke of in my last blog. GREAT. JUST what i wanted. the oil company just called me. i was supposed to be on a payment plan for my last delivery. i'm not. they want $250. i don't have it. my car died last friday. 200$ to fix it. i would have been able to pay the oil people, too. i'm annoyed. and ready to bite someone's head off. any volunteers? :)
Okay so where to start? I am so frustrated with some people on here that I've considered deleting my page. I first want to say I do not intentionally ignore anyone on here. I am happy to accept any friend request. I never choose to chat with anyone based upon age or looks. I am happy to talk to that wants to carry on a tastefull conversation. Currently my computer is down at home so the only chance I have to be online is when I am at work. If you have taken the time to read my profile you know that this is a very busy and stressfull season for me. I do not always look at my shout box and that is why I stated in my profile to leave me a private message so I can get back with you. I truely appreciate all of the wonderfull comments my friends leave me. I am going thru a very hard time in my life and all of the love you show my page means more to me than you could ever know. I'm sorry if I have affended anyone. Thanks agian for all of the love and support. Nigelle
You know sometimes I really think all or most men suck ass....I'm going to start guarding my heart more. Maybe I should seriously think about going for girls..LOL
Just sayin GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!Hope all y'all are peachy !
People piss me off. Lets start with the damn point whores. Some of us have been here for a long time and we worked really hard commenting and ratng to get where we are. I personally have done very well here for a sweater girl. (no nudes) WHat pisses me the fuck off is all these contests and giveaways which ARE for the sole purpose to help the person get points so they can have a status. Or the stupid vic giveaways...HELLO those VIC gifts are cheap. You want a vic gift? ill send you one. Friends here are not very loyal and most only care about who can get them where or who atm can make them more popualar. I quit trying to be popular in highschool. Ive done some of the comment bomb contest but its hard to ask your friends to keep commenting. Any comment bomb contest over 3 days is ridiculous. Concentrate on friends not points! Grow the Fuck up
Ok this really sucks. Here it is 3:05 in the morning and I really should be in bed but I'm not. Why you ask, because my back is killing me. It hurts all the way from my lower back to my shoulders and I can't get it to stop. I have taken everything I can think of to help that won't knock me on my ass. I have to be at work at 8 am. I tried to go to bed but couldn't get comfortable. I really hate this. Luckily we have what is called "slow time" at work. So if we aren't getting alot of calls and they can afford to send people home I will be on that damn list so I can come home and go to bed.
god birthdays suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
rrrrr, what in the hell is wrong with fucking ppl today... im tired of all the mother fucking bullshit...i just wanna crawl up in a damn cave for a few months...god do ppl ever think of other ppls feelings and how they fucking feel or do they just think about themselves all the damn time...yeah i have the answer to anyways i feel a little fucking better that i have let some of this anger out on the damn pc.
Ok guys you may have noticed that I haven't been on as much, and some of you may not care... but thats ok, I've been having computer problems that basically consist of my computer saying "I HATE YOU KATELYN ROBERTS" and just crashing, It keeps telling me I need to re-install windows... so until I get it fixed you guys will just have to look at my pics lol. I have an e-mail and messenger but umm yeah that doesnt do anyone any good since I dont have a computer. welp thats whats new in my life *sigh*
I really hate being dicked off. I was supposed to go to 80's night at this bar with my friend, but I tried to call him and he hasn't called me back. In theory I could still go because we were meeting my other friend out there, but #1 I am not sure where the bar is and I don't like not knowing where I am going and #2 I don't drink and drive, so there would be no point in me going to not even drink. He was gonna be the Designated Driver. We were supposed to go around 9:30-10 so I guess he could still call, in which case that gives me an hour tops to get ready, but I doubt he is going to. Oh well, I guess I'll just spend the night on this online pub instead of the real thing LoL
Hi Im a points whore and i made cherry godfather. How did I get here? Oh iI had stupid contests for cheapass vic gifts. And you need to fan me and make me a legend too cuz I need more. (This is SARCASM) Fuck that. Ive been here forever and I have gotten my fans and rates by just being me not begging for points, (sure I have had a few bulletins but at this point I have so many friends at least some will say hi etc that way) or having ridiculous contest or being a begging idiot. I have never ever had RATE AND FAN ME before you add me in my name. I think its rude.So to all the real old timer cherries out there who are still around and have played fair...KUDOS! You all rock. To the rest of you points hungry ppl...get a new hobby ...the begging is tired and the fucking bragging is ridiculous! The way this place works is tarded. Make friends and get to know people!Theres some cool people that aren't rockstars yanno? Even people who don't have pics end up being awesome. Try being a real
I dont even really know how to say what I am feeling anymore. Maybe "always fucking second best" is the best way to describe it? Hell I dont know. I am pretty much just ready to give up on everything but my children. I am fucking done not being not being good enough. Yeah, being told I am something special, but then I guess that just means I am speical enough to just be a FUCK TOY!BLAH!!! Alright enough of this shit...just read the lyrics to my profile song. You will get the fucking picture! Artist: Disturbed Song: Remember Album: Believe [" Believe " CD] Sensation washes over me I can't describe it Pain I felt so long ago I don't remember Tear a hole so I can see My devastation Feelings from so long ago I don't remember Holding on, to let them know What's given to me Given to me To hide behind The mask this time And try to believe Blind your eyes to what you see You can't embrace it Leave it well enough alone And don't remember Cut your pride and wat
If I see another bitch with her titties hangin out or her fuckin finger in her damn mouth!!!! Im gonna fuckin scream.. Sure god gave you them saggy bitch but god damn cover them fuckers up.. and do you know where your fingers been??? You better think about that before you stick that nasty shit in your mouth!!!!! And another thing.. Dont you have a little more self respect for yourself? yes Im not perfect by any means.. But I dont need to show myself like that.. I have plenty of men that leave messages for me everyday... Some of yall need to think about what yall put on to show your some skank ass to little bikini.. have some more fuckin class in the way you present yourself to the world. COME ON
Grrr....want To Start All Over Again!!
Did you ever have one those days that you just wish you could just start over again?? Well today I am have one of them!! Its no ones fault really and perhaps it has worked out for the best, but goodness I just need something to go right. ***Go figure someone just rated my pic a 2 as I was writing this! LOL*** I was suppose to go home today...I miss my son, Kristi and my animals lots! But I guess things were not meant to happen that way! Turns out I am still in Florida! I missed my plane...who knew that if you weren't checked in within 30mins of flight time you couldnt fly?? WOW...not me...and I missed it by 1 minute ((no I am not joking here!!)). I can't gripe about that too much cuz the reason I was late ((shush, was NOT me running behind!!))...was there was a real horrid wreck and a girl ended up killed by I can hardly be upst about the fact that I missed my plane...I am sure she did not wake up this morning wanting to die ((My heart goes out to her family and fri
Grrrr!!!! Please Read Grrrrr
so here i sit feeling so lost. i thought things were gonna work. and that i was actually gonna be able to get through my baby being gone but i guess that was too unrealistic. seems like every time i think life is actually gonna go easy something fucks that up. i am trying so hard to find peace and happiness in what my babi is doing but its so hard cuz i miss him more then i thought was possible. each day gets harder instead of easier and just talking to him tugs at my heart cuz i wanna be with him not here alone. but he is happy with his choice and that is all that really matters. as long as he is happy with what he is doing im happy for him. you know i never knew you could care about someone so much in such a lil time. him and i have only been together five months and damn its like we have been together so much longer. i miss him so much!
I know I have commented before, but there is a name on cherrytap named someone and he rated my picture a 2!! its making me mad when he keeps rerating me and the reason I say anything is he reads my blogs.....
Grrrr Lol
All I have to say is some guys can really piss me off.
Why do i screw things up? Why do i give you my heart to break? Why do i always end up in pain? What did i do to deserve this? Why, won't you please tell me? I can't go on like this anymore. Why can't someone save me? Will you please save me?
i cant believe this I went out with Bryant and two of his friends from woodburn. We went to SMACKDOWN & ECW. Well while we were walking around trying to find our section. My dad walked by. And I looked at him and said "dad" quiet then i saw threw the old age and saw the young dad i use to have and I said DAD louder. He looked at me as if he didn't know who I was. Then PJ, his girlfriend, said hey Leslie and then thats when my dad hugged me and asked me how I was doing. "I didn't know you liked wrestling?" he said to me. That hurt alot when he said that, since he would dress me up in my cowboy out fit and we'd sit in the living room and watch wrestling every night. He would have to record it just so I could fall asleep watching it. Anyways we were in the section about him and all i had to do was turn to my right and look down and I saw him, PJ, and a little boy (i have no idea who he was). The little boy had my dads cowboy hat on and sitting on his lap, like i use too. I kno
FUCK YOU, cherrytap! if i had a dick id stick it in your ass right now! bend you over and give it to you dry..just like you do me. everytime im doing something good! grrrrr..... but no really..I LOVE CT! LOVE IT! :O)
CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT BOMB HIM ITS NOT Hard to do and it opens another window so you can still get your point fix at the same time now click and bomb thank you and have a nice day muahhhh
oh well i guess certain peple are mad at me but i have tried to talk to everyone but no one wants to talk to me oh well i guess i know who my true friends especially when i need someone to talk to. i am just going to start staying to mysel
OMFG! I'm so god damned horny. And this is killing me! No sex, no sex, no sex. Got to keep telling myself that. Not that I couldn't get it if I wanted, but I am trying to be good until I find someone I really care about. I was to hedonistic for to long and sex ended up losing all emotional value for me. Trying to put a little heart back into sex, but noooo! Everyone I talk to has to sit there and describe in detail what they want to do to me and then I end up with a wet pussy and no dick to fill it! GOD DAMN IT!!! I JUST WANT TO BE TORN APART RIGHT NOW!!! I want to be fucked so hard right now I can't walk. I don't want to be able to move. I want to be bloody, bruised and aching from being fucked so hard! Jesus fucking christ. Now excuse me while I go wear my vibrator out a little more
Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:15 AM): I am not allowing my child to be brought up with you and 'another' person its not happening Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:16 AM): your child comes first Shoot coward. You are only going to kill a man. says (5:16 AM): i will have a relationship with whoever i want... i will marry when its time for me to marry... and you have absolutely NO say in that whatsoever Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:17 AM): did you want to be a part of your childs life? Shoot coward. You are only going to kill a man. says (5:17 AM): yes Tiffany- Missing what used to be. says (5:17 AM): then it isnt happening
Sometimes I swear to god I would love to climb a mountain and just scream at the top of my lungs. Better yet, there are a couple people I would love to beat the living shit out of. I think I need to take up kickboxing or something to deal with my rage issues. I find it astounding how some people can be so incredibly selfish and stupid at the same time. Jesus H. Christ live up to your responsibilities! If you are supposed to be somewhere on a certain day at a specific time, be there. Don't always have an excuse. If you rarely ever work, don't schedule work for those days! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could go on and on and on but things are never going to change. For the next 13 years, I'm going to have to deal with this bullshit. Lucky me! I really think there may be something to be said for those women who get artificially inseminated but never marry. They are the smart ones!
Well it seems the computer I use to talk to all of you ( My wonderful friends ) has seen it's last day! Until it gets fixed I will not be online as much. I thought it would take a few days to fix, but it seems I was wrong. It needs to be sent to the manufature. That means it can take weeks =( I think I will be at the doctors getting treated for Cherry withdrawls :p Any chance I have I will log online to keep sending love to all of my wonderful friends. I miss you all already. Don't forget me. I will be thinking of you all. comments might go quick, so if you want me to see your love you send to me, it will probably go better on my pictures as comments. Ok well hugs and kisses everyone. Ser William loves you..
Ok so I'm on my way to work (late as usual lol) and I'm at a stop light..the light turns green and the first car goes then slams on breaks..the car in front of me slams on breaks so I do too..apparently not fast enough. So I hit her and the first car takes off (FUCKER). Ok her car has little damage. The bumper is scratched and the license plate is bent but my bumper is really scratched and dented and the hood is bent so it won't close all the way. Police get there and write ME a FUCKIN ticket! He put that I was following too close even though she said it wasn't my fault AND she didn't get a ticket when her inspection sticker was rejected! I am so fuckin mad it's not even funny lol So one good thing is it got me out of work today ;) SOOO if you love me..keep your fingers crossed that my fine won't be too much lol
FUCK DETROIT. 'Nuff said.
Grrrrrrrrr Stress
You try to avoid the things in life that stress you out but isnt it so funny how they always make there rounds despite your efforts. My main stress is my living condition. I left my ex and moved 1600 miles to live with my mom till I could get my life where I want it. Now that my sister is coming to visit and they dont want to pay for a hotel I am being evicted. Dont get me wrong my mom has other reasons too. My kids stress her out and she had a stroke in 2004 actually on my birthday in 2004 so she just hit her 3 year mark. Her doctor says that she is to stressed and is close to another by her blood work. I know that I shouldnt complain because she has done alot for me over the years but dam. I get a weeks notice and that is it. So I am moving back in with my ex. We are going to room mate. Bring on more stress. Anyway cant vent too much I just better be glad that I have a roof over mine and the kids heads.
I hate being home. All of my friends from highschool are gone, and I haven't been able to talk to them since highschool. Where did they all go? I guess that's what I get for having only antisocial misfits as friends. But everyone else from my town is too rich, and way too spoiled for my liking. But I am able to find them at least, even though I don't want to spend time with those people. Besides not having any friends and being all alone, I'm at home with my family. I never liked home very much, too much yelling and fighting from all members of the family. I'm a quite guy, and I like my envirnment to be quite. At least I'm only here for a couple more weeks. On a side note: You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chai
OK I AM FAT AND HUGE! This is my secret. Why bother leaving me comments like this? 2007-5-21 17:13:42 You know most of your photos are the same you should try useing someone help you get some more full pics of you.
I usually don't bother responding to downraters. I think they are childish. But this time I did. Some dolt who goes by the handle "The International Conspiracy of Malcolms" took the time and trouble to rate my photo a 3. I'm not the best looking guy in the world, and everyone is entitled to an opinion, but when I asked why he bothered, he responded by saying, and I quote "It's out of 10 moron. Only Cindy Crawford in the buff gets my 10". Well, I doubt she has a profile here, so I wonder why he is bothering to search through and rate photos. Perhaps downrating people makes him feel empowered somehow. You, like beating weaker people makes some guys feel empowered. I believe that if you don't find something positive to say, don't say anything. But who knows? Perhaps I am not so insecure that I need to build up my rating by glomming points in any way I can, particulalrly if it means being mean unnecessarily. I don't know. This place is really getting me down lately.
what a dragging ass day this has been. Even after the kids got back home it seems like this is just a never ending day of blah! I'm ready for the weekend already! Ok, that is all for now. Just felt like broadcasting that it has been a totally boring, long ass day! You may now return to your normally scheduled CT. LOL
my daughter will not go to bloody sleep. i've tried my sisters tried and now my bro in law is trying and from sounds of it is succeedin. Stephanie (my daughter) is nearly nine months old and a real little tinker. she gets so tired but fights it and screams and throws herself about refusing to go off.this takes about an hour and a half. i get so frustrated. also because i am pregnant again i am very tired. makes me so weary i make mistakes. like trying to brush my teeth with face wash!
Grrr!!! Stop Looking And Not Talking!
OK....I'm seriously really seriously upset that everyone keeps looking at my profile but never says anything! I'm not racing for points here, I came to meet new friends and thus far...I know and have talked to maybe 4 of the people on my friends list! GUYS AND GIRLS, c'mon now, let's get real...why do you go to a bar? besides to get drunk and hopefully walk out with a new piece of people, talk to people! I'm sorry I realize that I'm still underage but I have frequented many bars and I know that you just don't look at someone and leave with them at close, it takes time, energy and ooooooh wait for it, wait for's coming....oooooohhhhhh CONVERSATION! Don't get me wrong I love all the 10s and all the "checked you out" on my bar tab...but I would really love if I could have conversation with some of you people! I'm shy...very shy at times and you really great looking guys which is 98.99% of you really scare me into not trying to talk to you. I mean honestly going to your
Grrrrr Baby
You scored as Dragon, Dragon: Now talk about a legend. These magnificent creatures are of many species. Some can be as large as the Earth itself, while others are as small as a mouse. One image that comes to everyone's mind is the large, fire breathing Dragons that loathed humans and loved to sleep on massive piles of gold. Not all dragons have a bad reputation. Most dragons are very wise, caring, and protective. It would make a person very lucky indeed to meet a dragon. Especially if they walked away untouched. I admire your wisdom, for you are the Ancient Dragon.Mermaid75% Dragon75% Faerie67% Angel58% Demon58% WereWolf50% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with
Bloody insomnia. . .I have to be at work in like four hours and I haven't slept a wink whats more. . .I'm not even sleepy
Today is fairly ok ... Finally got a day off after workin 12 straight days ... im happy about that ! However because my manager and assistant manager are both quitting we had to call someone from another store to come in for today so i could have today off ... and i was nice and drew her a map how to get places, gave her my cell number so she can reach me at all times and then today told one of my employees shes doesnt like me ... what the hell is what with that? Blah Whatever! and then dont you just hate it when someone does something that you thought was pretty sweet and specail... just to find out they did the same thing to at least one other person ... BLAH again! Oh well ... i guess thats all for today! Really its a great day! LOL Have a good one everyone and thanks for readin! Hugs,Kisses and Chocolate!!!!
Grrrrrrrrrr Dang Power Goin Out!
Hi there all, tonight was definitely an interesting night. Just found out that Mr. McMahon is still presumed dead after his limo blew up. Also just watched a video of the firefighters getting there, and ECW which aired tonight, went on as planned, and that the show was done in his honor. So I really don't know what to think. Goodness! I was playing in a league on and my power just went out! It went pitch black, and the everything came back on, thanks to the secondary generator they put up about 2 or 3 blocks from our house, when we were out of power for 5 days one year!!!! Thank goodness. The kids got all scared, Kyle was crying, and it took forever to get my computer back up, everything else was on. I am getting frustrated, everytime I go to my computer gets a virus............ GRRRRRRRRRR!!! We went and got the few things that we needed tonight, so at least got that out of the way. Got to go to Walmart at some point, and Darryl will be home tonight, sometime afte
Hi all, I am just not feeling myself today, somehow last night I pulled my back, and it hurts to even breathe! I feel gripy, grouchy, and just not feeling good. I just wanted to check in and see how everyone's week is going....... I hope good. I have been waiting to receive another blogging job, and still waiting to get paid for my two blogs that I have already done. I also got another $2 for completing a survey online, Wooo Hooo! I am in this new league on, since my last league shut down, and I swear those people don't seem to understand what a tourney means to some of us. I mean if it is a double elimination, you are in it until the TD states you are out. The other night was not a good night, I was ticked off that the TD left me to handle his mess with a double elimination. He didn't even know how to run it, HELLO??? WTF!!! If you don't know how to run it, then don't set it up, and now he is approved to do swissy's I wonder how long it will take him to get that, goodness. I
my camera broke grrrrrrrr cant post a salute :(
There is this guy at my work who I hate. . .I hate him with a verosity unmatched in my daily life until now. His very exsistance is irksome to me and If murder weren't a crime he'd probably be dead by now. He is a ignorant sexist piece of human scum. He is rude and disrespectful to me on a daily basis. I was told today that he has a "crush" on me and the very idea makes me want to vomit. He is whiney and juvinille Now maybe this is a little harsh but from the day I met him he's been nothing but unpleasant. Even going so far as to question my qualifications for my job. I HATE HIM GRRRRRR My view on this matter is I will admit uncharitable and I have oft tried to reform myself to a more cordial line of thinking towards him and were it not for the fact that every meeting with him reinforces my original disdain for him I think I could manage it. he is scum and it is my most nourished wish that he would dissapear forever. Even going so far as to cause me to reconsider my current
I have to rant on a few (edited 6-21-07Z) #1 Money why is it when i get it its gone? I don't shop alot barely if ever wtf i hate being a grown up lol!! #2 My car- why is it that my car in 12 yrs has been AWESOME running but now in the past 2 yrs has been shit right now after just days ago having work done my muffler is falling off AGAIN!!! yes i know bring it back I KNOW but still this is the 8th muffler repair in 5 yrs WTF IS THAT #3 and the one that is causing me to crash and burn yes I am a single parent that lives with a very controlling mother (but she pays our way/ it her way of still having some sort of hand over me) who hasn't dated in 6 yrs or had sex in that amount of time. I find the one person who fits and I fuck it up not intentionally 11 times I mean I will freely admit I was scared as all hell to see him the first 3-4 times and circumstances happened which made me have to not go but being the person I am that kills me deeply I have got such a bond with him
Hi all right now just a little frustrated at Darryl's company! They need to get their act together and learn some people skills. I was chatting with a friend on yahoo, and it got me all worked up again. Not sure what to think about things happening lately. They are losing drivers, I wonder why????? Hmmmm maybe it's the way they treat their employees. For example : Tuesday, Darryl went to pick up paychecks, since the Omega's battery finally died. He got back, we ate breakfast, and then I went to the bank, and ran to the grocery store. When he got back from getting paychecks, he got a call from a dispatcher at work telling him he was going to Chicago, IL. Now he gets down to the yard to pick up his load, and another dispatcher tells him, "Oh no you aren't going to Chicago, you are going to Joliet, IL." Darryl's like ok, well which is it. I got him telling me one thing, and you telling me another. So he gets his packet for Joliet, IL. and goes to Hobby Lobby to get loaded. Well they have
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Lol
Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL
well I suppose its time to cut back on the beers on the weekend. Putting on a few pounds. Doesnt take long uggh
Working out a hypothesis why breasts are attractive and why human female breasts develop at adolescence usually well before any pregnancy and why the breasts stay enlarged throughout the remainder of life.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Fit 2
alright just another few hours since my last craving and this one is killer, i'm tempted to go down to the store and buy a cheap cigar, but i don't want to break this habit i just don't know what to do.... blah should i just grab a black and mild or something
I'm having a shitty night. People are just getting on my last nerve. I'm just so ready to sit in a hot tub and listen to TMD and just bawl. i wish i had access to a hot tub. =/
this fucktard n00b rated me a 1 jg_25@ CherryTAP
There's a guy who joined our team a few months back called Matt. He's a complete tool. I just had to get that off my chest.
Ok, first things first, I have absolutely no problem with tattoos, or -in general- artists themselves. HOWEVER, that being said, the tattoo artists around here, SUCK. More specifically, their advice sucks. I have a friend who just got herself a tattoo about 2 weeks ago. The artist told her that she only had to keep the bandage on for ONE HOUR. Not only was that poor advice, she didnt even follow it THAT far, instead removing the tattoo some few short hours after receiving said ink. Now, this would not have been a problem, had she of kept it clean, it just would have been a bit more of a pain during the healing process. While yes she did use the provided triple antibiodic provided, she also allowed her 5 cats to climb all across her sholders and sit in the area of the tattoo, along with in general not keeping the area wiped off, and _regularly_ applying the antibiodic. And if you're wondering why this has anything to do with me, I'll tell you. So, she proceeds to exhibit previousl
What a great way to wake up, I am laying here and I just get to hear a fight, where my name is used while I am not present, and I seriously wonder what all is said about me while I'm away at college. People ask why I don't like my family, its because I don't trust them. Shit like this they just talking shit about me I'm seriously done, fucking 11:30am and I'm waking up in a shit mood. Fucking hell, I just got through smoking and now I'm getting blamed for shit like I shouldn't be helping my mom and step dad out with bills, when I'm putting more stress on them and I'm being responsible about it, hell I was working two jobs and going to school, I was running myself ragged. I swear all this shit isn't worth it, and this is half the reason I left my family and went to the other side of the country for school. I never really got along with people here and just wore a smile and said I did. Hell the only person I get along with is my little niece because she has no judgement on anyone and she
Well I slipped a disc in my lower back and it is killing me. The meds are no longer working and it sucks ahhh send me some alcohol LOL
Grrr. Pyo
for those that don't know.. I am a sibling of 5. It goes sissy, stepsis, ME, bro, lil sis (explains a lot.. doesn't it? lol) now although my step sis did not live with us full time growing up, she was present on and off for extended periods of time. I now am singing the praises of my mother who dealt with us on a full time basis. why you ask? because I just spent the afternoon and night with my two kids, and my 2 nephews. (Lil sis' kids). today's discoveries include: let's start with Panda. He is 3 months old and for all his short life he has been an angel baby. never cried much, was very laid back. now.... he is teething. bad. also he eats, and eats, and eats. This kid tonight had a full bottle (around 8oz) every 3 hours. (time for some rice cereal) not to mention was cranky due to the other 3 kids all up in his personal space trying to fix why he was crying. todays big discovery... he can roll over next is Boo (this is the nickname his parents gave him) he is 4 ish. He is going
if any of you have ct wifes or girlfriends you need to stay away i dont need any shit from no one
ok, so tonight was a bad night. i had my ex calling me and stuff. telling me someone did a number on her and she was crying. then she changed her mind and wanted me to come over tonight. i was already at someone's house using the pc. does the fucking gsmes ever end??? im so tired of it. i loved her. i still do. but EVERYONE i have met online has/had played games. im so tired of this heart i have. this romantic heart of mine...
It's 1:30am and i'm still suffering with my hayfever. I'm not in the mood for this anymore. My rose is running like a tap, it looks like i'm constantly crying, and my eyes are itchy and painful now. I want / need some sleep! The sneezing is keeping me awake *pouts*
grrrrrrrr... i ve reached the daily rating limit and cannot rate at the happy hour... i need some rates of u at the happy hour... ;-)) swan park in ankara, Turkiye
makes me wanna screammmmm
ok i need sound for my fire fox and my active x fix for explore who can help me... thanks.... tongue.....
26 I am 26, for the record I am 26 years old. I appear younger. I live carefree and FUN. Why does everyone got to nail me to the damn floor. My dad is telling me I can hang out with my friends once a week, wtf? who the fuck is he to tell me WHEN and where i can go at my age. Bitching about gas. But won't let me have any control over my own life. Furious as hell right now.
O.k. heres how things went down tonight, John had left about 1p.m. today an didn't get back till an hour ago well I was mad because I had dinner ready an on the table so I called his cell which he did not answer so at this point I'm gettin pissed come to find out he was at the bar fer 7 fucking hours, which doesn't make sence fer someone that does not Anyways he finally calls me back an I had asked what the hell he was doing there fer so long, him an his CUZ had a few beers but we're talking mugs... Oh man talking about going the fuck off, I did and now he is here passed out on my ass, knowing that I wanted some LOVIN'S before he went back to work.. ha ha... Maybe some other time I guess, just not tonight!!
Hi all. Well today has been an ok day. The washer guys came out to check out our washer as it was making funny noises in the rinse cycle. It turns out that the washer's tub would hit the side of the washer if the load was out of balance. Not anything wrong with the transmission, or anything else, so that's good. Just got off the phone with Darryl. He was supposed to pick up his load at like 5pm today at Hobby Lobby, but he just called to tell me that he is still at Hobby Lobby waiting on his load. He is supposed to be in Des Moines, Iowa at 7am! I don't think that will happen considering it is a 10 hour drive up there!! Hobby Lobby has been getting worse about their loads here lately! On sunday's he is supposed to pick up his load at noon time or so, but usually it isn't ready til 3pm or after. It is getting really old every week it seems to be getting worse with the loads, and even the miles are coming down. He told them that he wanted some extra miles this week, since we took off tho
I'm still awake.
Grrrrrrrrrrr Lol
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Grrrrr.. And It Happened Again...
Once again, my main computer decided to crash on me... Don't really know what caused it this time, but it won't even complete a system recovery, says something about some kind of fatal error... I will be taking it in to be fixed in the morning and I hope to be back online by tomorrow afternoon *crosses fingers* Just in case I'm not back as soon as I hope to be, some of you have my cell number... Feel free to text me and let me know how you are doing or just to say hello... I'm going to go crazy!!! LOL Anyway, I hope to talk to you all soon. Love and Hugs...
OK...This guys rates my pics today...ok...well..he says its his bday so I thought I would be kind AND rate his page...well when I said ERROR and deducted 1,000 points from me...JERK...he is cameraguy1976.....Dont talk to him or go to his page...Other than that...In a good mood....
Hey guys i cant seam to check my E-mail Or do much of anything with Fubar today. I don't know if its the site thats lagging or my connection! It took me 5 min to Log in.. I'm really not sure what to do about it.. Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm having computer issues over here and if you send me an email or a shout I cant reply... Grrrr!
Been feeling like shit lately. Just keep thinking of my ex. For some reason the pain has come up again. It feels almost like it did when he first left. I guess maybe because I'm so lonely. I miss companionship so much, and its really hard. When you were living with someone for close to a year and you find out all the shit they did behind your back, all the times they betrayed you, and you wonder how. I'm terrified I could never trust a man again, that I would always be scared and paranoid of what they were doing. And yet somehow I believe I could do a long distance relationship, lol, with trust issues. I guess I'm slightly desperate. I really dont think I'll find anyone local. My city is too small and filled with too many people I could care less about. I keep thinking that maybe it will get better when Im 21 and I can go do what normal people do at my age. Go hang out and party. I also keep telling myself that maybe I'll meet someone at school, you never know. People
Nothing discovered, Nothing new. Filling no emptiness between me and you. Whether whispered in love Or shouted in hate, Too many words, too little, too late. If I wrote for a year, I may never be through, Never spanning the chasm between me and you. They can't draw you near, Nor hold you dear, They don't put your whispers of love in my ear. Just torment with promise. And fail in their pride; Never filling the emptiness that I have inside
i'm hating knowing i cna never tell you
Grrr I Hate Bad News
Ok Some Of You Know That I Have Been Going To The Drs Lately With Sum Problems. Here is the deal: (for those of you that really care) I have a history of cervical cancer. I had the pre-cancer cells and the dr burned them off. Cervical Cancer runs in my family so I have to be really careful. Well because I didn't have health insurance for 3 years I wasn't able to go to the drs when problems seemed to occur. SOOOO now that I have had my job for as long as I have and I have health insurace, worried friends of mine finally made me go to the drs. Lets just say I am not happy. At first the dr thought that I had a cyst and he said I have an enlarged uterus, PLUS its tilted. IN OTHER WORDS, when my cycle starts I have MAJOR F*CKIN PAIN THAT IS SOO UNGODLY I CAN'T HANDLE IT!!!!!! So, he did tests on me and if I keep with what has been going on I am going to be anemic,( low blood count). Which is not good. PLUS, NOW I have to have a biopsy and I am not EXCITED for it whats-s
Were you ever so pissed you just couldn't pinpoint it? I should be sleeping but I am so angry and frustrated. I know my Character defects are spilling all over the place...and I should be able to control the feelings I have right now..but I just can't. I feel myself being nasty with people I love very much. I am trying not to be a bitch but man it just keep coming to the surface. For anyone I am close to..I apologize in advance for being and asshole bitch psycho. For those who deserve and ass kicking...look out. I better go beat up my pillow for a while..take a good cry and pass out. DAMN what a decade to stop drinking and drugging...
fuck fuck fuck, did i mention fuck. Hook up my mom's and step dad's surround sound to the box, I get from her why didn't you get it earlier, and it was working yesterday and today it's pixilated(sp), and i'm getting cussed out by her for that, shit fuck
ok i know i said to a few i was writing a blog about something well going to the store and i will bb to finish it...sorry was on the phone and got booted so i have to re-do it.... bb soon and i hope it des not change the way u think of me when u read my next blog.... thank u..... me....
Grrrrrrr God Brew Needs Patience
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Grrrrrrr.... Stessed Out
so I am very stressed out.. I got butterfly's in my tummy.. My son goes to have surgury tomorrow.. I am so nervous. I mean it is nothing super serious, but there are always room for mistakes and danger when you put a life in someone elses hands. I feel bad for putting him on time out today..even though he's being a little terd.. becuase he's 3 and don't even realize what will happen tomorrow. GRRRRRRR... it is so hard being a mom. It is so hard having to feel all of this worry for him. I feel myself want to cry, becuase I just wish that it was all over and everything was already okay... I am going to be a mess tomorrow. It's hard being strong... i need someone to hold my hand too... someone to tell me that it will all work out fine and let me cry on their shoulder. Times like this I wish I was more religous.. I wish that I had some pull with a higher force..and I try not to worry that that will be held against me.. or my sweet child. How can I not worry? Please let everything be oka
Hello one and all i dont know how you all may feel but im sick and tired of guys makin up women's profiles and havin fake pics just tryin to get ya to cyber lol So comment me back and tell me what u think and if this has ever happened to you ~laterz~ all ~hugz~ n ~kiss's~
OMG I swear pets are so hard to handle at times when i got home earlier tonight I instincivly checked my hamster's cage and he wasn't there it would seem the little fuzz ball decided to make a break for it and pulled a disappearing act on me and since my room is so big i can't search it from top to bottom to locate him and i'm gonna have to wait it out and see when he decides to show himself my only concern is if he decides to climb the stairs and go to the main level of the house my friends own a german shepard so if she finds him before I do he's a goner.
Grrrrr Power Outages!!!!
just letting everyone know that if you happen to be chatting with me at all tonight & for some unknown reason i suddenly stop answering you it's cause we've been having power outages all night long. so damn frustrating GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
So my computer is running really slow and I don't know what the hell is wrong with it but I wanted to let everyone know before I log off that neither myself or Ryan (FubarFred) will probably be on for the rest of the evening. I'm going to defrag and run some anti-virus crap and all that fun stuff! If we get it running smoother you might see us on again this evening! Misty
Back from vacation and I thought I’d sit down and write about a few things that have been bothering me. First and for most......STOP CALLING ME BABY for the love of god. Unless you know me on a personal level of some kind or have talked to me more than three times.....I am NOT YOUR FUCKING BABY!! This does not apply to my family members of course... Secondly......I do not care what you do in the private environment of your own home regarding my pictures...this is entirely too much information that I need to know!! Plus I really could care less. Thirdly......unless I ask to see your “private parts” do not ask me to rate your pictures. Why men do this I have no idea....I really don’t give a shit if your 2 inches or 12 inches what the hell am I gonna do with a fucking picture anyway?!?!?!?! No wait....., now that I think about it...maybe I will do something with all the pictures that I’ve received....I think I will publish a coffee table book and call it “The COCKS of Fubar” he
Ok so does anyone have a problem with Vicodin's? I haven't had more than 2 hours sleep on these since I got home from the ER yesterday! The pain isn't minimizing much at all.. I had to call in for new stuff but .. DOes it react this way with anyone else? Some tell me they love them, it makes them feel so good & they could sleep all day.. heh fuck ???
i was bored so i clicked "i'm bored" and was rating pics...i always rate a '10', so this bitch looks at my pics and rates 2 of them a '5' then blocks me WHAT A FUCKING WHORE!! i gaver her a damn '10' for nothing
Im gettin ready to go to bed, but i needed to vent a little...I hate how some people add you to there list just to have alot of people on there....Then you go and ask them something and there too good to respond to you...Im cleaning up my list...gettin rid of everyone I dont talk too...cause unlike some people...this isnt too show everyone how popular I am....ok im going to bed...peace
Is there anything worse than being sleepless, horny and bored. Hmmm maybe I could find help with a couple of them. ;-)
Grr Racist Fecks !
White skin and a shaven head does not mean i believe the same shite as you do you sick numpty ! i dont care how white you are , or what your granmam did to survive the war! if you give me any more of that dross, i will pay for you to have your teeth fixed, just so i can make you bite your own fingers off ! do you not realise that there are people in the world who need the oxygen more than you do ? do us all a favour and just stop breathing !
asshat blocked me before I could say, "what do you think they do to greyhounds when thay cant race anymore, and I dont condone dog fighting, but he caould have done something worse" sexyvoice4...: that show your character to pull for a team with a scum bag like him on it no but in my eyes its just as bad anamils cannt defend them selves and he kills dogs that lost fights wat a piec e of shit average quaterback and a human being ->sexyvoice4...: at least he isnt a pedophile, rapist or murderer ->sexyvoice4...: whatever sexyvoice4...: i dont think i would be addmitten i was a falcons fan after all the trouble with mike vick
damn I'm bored, I just wanted to post a blog to say that if I was talkin to ya earlier, my power was hout for over 2 hours cause some fool hit a pole around here, so don't think I was ignorin ya ok? Anyways Like I said Im bored, didn't do much to day, same shit, different day!!! Gawd that is gettin old, and BELIEVE me I'm tryin to change that!!!!! Msn it is sooo freakin hot here, we were over 2 hours with no air fans nothin, I think iM gonna take another shower, Georgia sucks sometimes, but I can deal with heat better than cold!!! I absolutely hate bein cold, its the southerner in me I guess. Well Im just rambling now, so Im gonna stop, Thanks for readin my crap! Lovers yall ~Lexi
I really miss being so far way from Orange Cove my home might be small but everyone knows everyone..well last night i found out through myspace that someone who was like my lil brother passed away in a car accident. Lately when something bad happens i either find out 2 diffrent ways 1. E-mail 2. Myspace Did ppl forget about phones i swear grrrrrrr well enough said i think im going to go and try to get some sleep..
Why will FUBAR not let me update my profile! i try to update it and write some stuff in my about me section then when i go to save it the fucker freezes on me, and nothing i had put in saved!
I can't stand it when people give low rates. I mean what is the flippin point. Sorry just had to rant here.
I swear I hate fuckin' FAKE ASS people....Why be fake in the first place....Why not just be yourself....I don't play well with others...especially if you think at anytime during a conversation with me that you're gonna lie to me....then don't even fuckin' bother talkin to me at all....and if you go ahead and talk to me anyway and then lie to prepared cause the BITCH in me will definately appear and I will tell your ass for gods sake..... JUST BE FUCKIN' HONEST!!!!!!!!!!! **This message is brought to you by the one and only @mbielicious. If you have any complaints, please leave a message with my hand cause thats as close to me listening as your gonna get....lmao**
everytime i post something it never get read or even looked @ y is that? r my post 2 lame?
Grrr...i Hate People Like This!
Ok...I am officially pissed off. Some asshole decided to visit my site today and was looking at my nudes. HE asked what size boobs I have and I did not feel comfortable telling him so...I said no. Below is the convo... ReNeGade: may i ask what size tits you have? Me: Sorry, but no. ReNeGade: ok fine i wont comment on them when, dont care if you delete then or not if i dont. Me: you can be an ass all you want but I do not feel comfortable talking about stuff like that with a stranger. Goodbye and have a nice life. Considering it all...I think I was fairly nice. I have a right not to talk about something like that with someone. Sure, if he was someone that would have tried to get to know me a bit first...i might have told, but he didnt and when I said no...he was an asshold and did not respect my wishes so...I blocked him. THen I get a message from him. It says: Date: Fri, 28 Sep 2007 00:30:40 -0700 From: Size: 2 KB To: Reply-To: well you t
Grrr Trojans Are In 2nd Place In Bcs Ratings
damn it they were doing so well with the defeat of the nebraska cornsuckers 49-31 win over then, read in paper lsu pulled ahead of them damn it, well well see who really does good later on have a greaty day :) .
Well my sis and brother in law are fighting again!!! I swear I wish they would stop...why do they have to do it when the kids are here and sleeping...if they are going to argue they need to take it outside!!! or somewhere else. she thinks hes been cheating on her but has no real proof right now just a he said she said thing...but i wouldnt put it past him hes done it before. I told them to please dont start it tonight, im tired of hearing it and im sure the kids are too!!! i dont know what to say and i dont know what to think...just gonna make sure the kids are safe and if he touches her i will not hesitate to call the police yet again...that will be the 2nd time in one week...why cant she just get rid of him!
You know what pisses me off is when you look through your friends and notice one of them is sad or lonely or whatever, and you send them a gift just to try and cheer them up and not even a thanks for you. Maybe I'm gettin old or just freakin' venting but it's a valid point any ways.
Grrrrr I Delited 22 Blogs But There In Stash
Why is that whenever I post a blog, no one rates it but I am sure to rate everyone's when I see them come up? Feeling a little like crap here.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ok just need to grawl and get the frustration out Have you ever just wanted to go some where and scream. No it may not make things better or fix anything but it sure makes you feel a little better. I trully am at the end of my ropes and am stuck and am lost at which way to go. I want so much but Am not achieving anything At least I dont feel I am. There are things I want that I cant have at least not at this time. Then there are things I need and the harder I try nothing seems to work out. I know time and patience but damn running out of both. Ok one more for the road GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Don't know if it is a problem with fubar, or a problem with Firefox (my web browser) or with my computer or what. But if I'm typing in a text box, and certain sound alerts (new photo posted, new shout, etc. etc.) comes in on fubar, I can no longer type in that text box unless I click somewhere else and then back into the box. And if I'm typing a shout to someone and I have to do that, half the time, the popup window thing I'm typing in disappears before I can finish typing. highly annoying And even MORE annoying, if I happen to be typing something in another tab (say, typing up a Livejournal entry or comment, or something on another message board) when an alert comes in on Fubar, and I happen to be backspacing at the time, the browser interprets the backspace as a "Back" command, which loads the previous webpage, thus losing whatever I was typing. Pisses me off royally.
can sumone please tell me wat happened to good old fashion love? and y is it so hard for people to keep it real??
Grrrrrr Stupid Company!
Hi all I hope that your Monday was a good one. Mine is been OK. I have to wait til next Monday for our paycheck. A little frustrated at hubby's company right now....... Darryl got a log book violation ticket, which turned out to be 162.00!!! Well on expecting of the truck by the D.O.T. there was a leaky line on the trailers. The company was supposed to pay for that.... well they didn't! They paid for it, but are now taking out $97.00 out of each paycheck until it is all paid off! Darryl's truck was having problems with the gages, so they were gonna get it fixed this weekend. They had to order a part for it, which turned out the be the wrong one, so they are working on it this week. Well with the gauges messing up, his odometer was all messed up.. so he was going to talk to the boss, Warren about getting paid for the miles he drove, not the ones that were on the odometer. He went into the office and found out that the boss and his assistant, Phil had taken a trip to Las Vegas! Now expla
FFS...if 7-8 months wasn't long enough to wait before i travelled, i have just found out i most likely have to wait another year and a bit. Fuck the government, fuck corrections.. If it wasn't for my stupid fuckin ex i wouldn't be in this situation.. Sure i can put an application in to travel abroad but its highly unlikely they (corrections) will allow it.. Could i handle more disappointments? I think not.. then on the other hand it will be worth the effort if they do approve it.. what a head fuck...the shit i have to go through..

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